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Freak's Blog
How goes it everyone?? I don't do this often, but I am bored n just want to type. I'm enjoying being w/ my man, our children, and our animals, in our new place!! Life is good.. For now.. Hopefully it lasts a lot longer!

I Am This Girl
Message: I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... I'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything... I'm the girl who laughs at

(((sighs)))
What R we doing??? Over a year and still we dance around eachother... Not saying how we feel... But yet being here for eachother regaurdless... I guess its never been the right time for us... But I have a question... If we had 12 hours with eachother... Face to face... Would it be worth it??? Knowing that once its over we have to go back to the way we were??? You know weve never fully given up on eachother... Weve always been the best of friends... Weve always had the others back, been understanding, forgiving... We're all living on barrowed time... If you dont put your heart and soul into everything you do... Then your never truly living... Ive put that into you and I will never stop... NO MORE DANCING! I love you I always have and I always will... Nothing can ever change that! Ya know the truth of the matter is Im not lil miss size 3......... Im not even a 10, 12........ Im the that thick chick my jeans r 13's I wear a size large shirt.......... but I can dance...

Fantasy
FANTASY I wish one day I can find a lesbian that would love take a hot romantic bath with me. while the candles are lite all around the bathroom rose pepples all over the floor leading to the bedroom.rose pepples and money all across the bed as she is laying on the back of my nude body. ,she makes love to my whole body I do the same .We dont miss no parts of the body to suck all over making love to each other as we are making each other hot and wet then she becomes aggrissive. She start ridiing my body as if she a horse gallaping accross the grass fast as the hores is in heat waiting to mate as her body riding me she begins spanking my backside.as she watching my butt rise every time she spanks me the more she spanks the more my backside rises . shes gets hoter and hotter making me wet .then we make love all night long together like tommrow will never be here. naughty arent i ?

Plz Join The Sixth Sensehttp://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55083
Leave christmas gifts NOW THAT ROSS HAS GONE I WAS GOING TO LEAVE FUBAR AND MY LOUNGE AND MY YAHOO..HOWEVER AFTER RE-READING HIS LETTERS TO ME I REALIZE THAT HE WANTS ME TO GO ON AND BE HAPPY AND HE EVEN ASKED THAT I NOT LEAVE OR DELETE THE LOUNGE ....SO I GUESS U GUYS ARE STUCK WITH ME :-s I HAVE CHANGED MY LOUNGE TO THE 6TH SENSE DUNNO WHY BUT I JUST HAVE WOULD LOVE ALL THAT ARE MY FRIENDS FAMILY AND FANS TO POP IN AND JOIN AND SAY HI EVERY NOW AND AGAIN ITS GONNA BE ROUGH NOW THAT HES GONE IM COUNTING ON JAY TO HELP ME THROUGH IT ALL SRY BUT HES THE ONE I FEEL CLOSEST TO AND I LOVE HIM SO HERES THE LINK TO THE THE NEW LOUNGE HURRY BY WILL PLAY ALL REQUESTS..AND ROSS WHEREVER U ARE U ARE IN MY HEART MY LOVE AND..MAY UR AFTERLIFE BRING TO YOU EVERYTHING THAT YOU DIDNT FIND IN THIS WORLD LOVE U ROSS ..DEBZXXXXXXhttp://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55083 Dj Deb 'Dj Deb" Dj OF sixth sense'

My Blog
OCTOBER IS RETT SYNDROME AWARENESS MONTH ( A DEBILITATING NEUROMUSCULAR DISORDER) LETS EDUCATE OURSELVES A LIL Rett syndrome is caused by mutations in the gene MECP2 located on the X chromosome. Every five hours a girl is born with Rett syndrome. Rett syndrome is the only Autism spectrum disorder with a known genetic cause. Rett syndrome is the leading genetic cause of severe impairment in females. Rett syndrome affects all ethnic, racial and socio-economic groups; every parent is at risk for having a child with Rett syndrome. THESE ARE JUST A FEW FACTS ABOUT RETTS SYNDROME..... THIS WONDERFUL MOTHER BELOW LIVES EVERYDAY OF HER LIFE WITH IT AND WANTS TO GET INFORMATION OUT THERE FOR EVERYONE. PLEASE GO TO http://www.rettsyndrome.org TO LEARN MORE. ~NorthernAngel~@ fubar THIS WOMAN DID NOT ASK ME TO PIMP HER OUT OR EVEN DO THIS BUT AFTER READING HER BLOG, PROFILE AND TALKING TO A FRIEND OF HERS I FIGURED WHY NOT. SHE WANTS TO ADD

So Happy......
the past 2 months have only been the most amazing, wonderful and full of love I could ever imagine!! I love you so much Mark you mean the world to me...So I figured I'd let the world know since you already know hehe....I love you honeykins!!!

Fuzzy Blog
What I have been doing is creating websites. There nothing much but hey they are mine and it is fun woohoo. Ok as some of you may know at least if you've read my profile or looked at my pics I have two wonderful kids. Well lately I have been thinking of their future. Just your typical I want a better life for my children then I had. Since I never went to college neither my parents or I could afford it I would like to give my kids the opportunity. So I started looking around and found a college savings program that was free. It's called upromise and can be found at www.upromise.com. The main way it works is you register those grocery store vip cards and when you purchase certain items a small percentage of the price is paid by the manufacturer to upromise who puts it into your account. It's all free and doesn't cost you anything. What I was wondering was if any of you are interested in helping me out? If not at least check it out and do it for your own children/grandchildre

Who Has A Crush On Me
im cureious to know who on here has a crush on me i noticed on my profile that i have a crush on me so im cureious to know who it is so if this is you please tell me i would like to know well much love to my peeps peace

Fun Things!!
plllease comment and rate me thank you! just click the picture! Link to my newest contest entry (the blue eyez starts tomorrow Ill post a link to that one as well!!!! thanks everyone So today 2/10/07 my mini pin Zeusy started his beginner doggy training classes....I'll keep everyone posted on how it goes along the way! I hope they do us some good with his socialization with people (men in general) and with his massive seperation anxiety issues!!!

A Really Sad Time
Well, another tragedy has affected my life. Tuesday before last I was only one of many whose lives were touched by a terrible, freak accident which took the lives of two good people. It happened on a local secondary road. One of my cousins was driving his pickup truck and hit head on into the path of a high school classmate of mine. It happened on a bridge crossing the river so neither had no where to go. How often would that happen that you would know both parties of such a terrible accident? Both vehicles burst into flames and they both died from the fire, not the impact! He was 17 days thereabouts from graduation and had already landed a job. He was a good ol country boy who loved hunting, trucks, family and music. She was a very nice friend and a wonderful wife and mother. Her husband was following behind her and tried in vain to save her amid her cries for help. My cousin made one last phone call on his cell phone to a family member to tell them of his impending fate. Such a tra

Cherrytap
For those who really know me on here you know I have talked about moving. I am leaving midnight tonight to return to Rhode Island where I am now going to be living. I am very excited and nervous as I have been in Colorado all my life. As I take on this journey in life I have a lot of mixed emotions. I no longer will be so physically close to the people I grew up with. However this is for the best a fresh start but no worries I have internet there and will be occasionally.

Hello
Hacker litters official Web site Category: Odd News | OTTAWA (Reuters) - Red-faced officials at Canada’s nuclear safety watchdog on Thursday said they were probing how a hacker had managed to litter its official Web site with dozens of colour photographs of a nuclear explosion. The Ottawa Citizen newspaper said every media release on the Canadian Nuclear Safety Commission’s Web site had been labelled as a security breach on Wednesday. When opened, each document had a headline reading “For immediate release” and underneath was a large photo of an exploding atomic bomb. “We are in discussions with the (Internet service) provider. When we were informed the Web site had been tampered with, we immediately disabled the media module,” said commission spokesman Aurel Gervais, dismissing the suggestion that the hacker had been able to access secret information. “The external Web site was the only Web site that was tampered with. There was no internal info

Beating Up Kids In Chucky Cheese
Yes you read the title right. I challenge anyones kids to a good game of air hockey. Some little punk showed up and tried to challenge me. He was holding his own until I decided to step it up a notch. BAMM!! I ran around the side and cross checked him into the salad bar. Dislocated hip. He never saw it comming. Next I decided to cool off in the ball pen. I'm chillin in the corner until some kid who thinks just because that its his birthday he is special decides to toss a few balls at me. Well I'm not going to take that. I jump on him like a fat kid on cake. Pile driver! WHAMMY!! I sunk thats kids battleship. Ohh by the way, happy birthday ass hat. Time to mosey on over to the ski ball area. No sooner than I arive than another kid tries to run up the ramp to put the ball in the 100 slot. Nobody is going to steal my spotlight. So I wind up like Nolan Ryan and pelt him in the back of the head. He goes down like a thirsty alter boy. He still ends up making the ball in and scoring so I rush

I Like Monkeys
I like monkeys. The pet store was selling them for five cents a piece. I thought that odd since they were normally a couple thousand each. I decided not to look a gift horse in the mouth so I bought 200. I like monkeys. I took my 200 monkeys home, I have a big car. I decided to let one drive. His name was Sigmund. He was retarded. In fact, none of them were really bright. They kept punching themselves in their genitals. I laughed. Then they punched my genitals. I stopped laughing. I herded them into my room. They didn't adapt very well to their new environment. They would screech, hurl themselves off the couch at high speeds and slam into the wall. Although humorous at first, the spectacle lost its novelty halfway into its third hour. Two hours later I found out why all the monkeys were so inexpensive: they all died. No apparent reason. They all just sorta dropped dead. Kinda like when you buy a goldfish and it dies five hours later. Damn cheap monkeys. I didn't know what to do.

Beer Vs Pussy
Beer ~vs~ Pussy A beer is always wet. A pussy needs encouragement. Advantage: Beer. A beer tastes horrible served hot. A pussy tastes better served hot. Advantage: Pussy. Having an ice cold beer makes you satisfied. Having an ice cold pussy makes you Hillary Clinton. Advantage: Beer. Beers have commercials making fun of skunky ones. Pussy does not. Advantage: Draw. If you get a hair in your teeth consuming pussy, you are not disgusted. Advantage: Pussy 24 beers come in a box. A pussy is a box you can come in. Advantage: Pussy. Too much head makes you mad at the person giving you a beer. Advantage: Pussy. If a beer is brewed with yeast, it is still edible. Advantage: Beer. If you come home smelling like beer, The Woman may get mad. If you come home smelling like pussy, she will definitely get mad. Advantage: Beer. 6 beers in a night and you better not drive. 6 pussies in a night and you have done all the driving you need. Advantage: Pussy B

New Pic
JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT MY NEW CELL PHONE IS WORKING AND WITH OLD NUMBER. IN CASE YOU GOT MY NUMBER IS 626-367-0538. THANKS SIMON Just posted new pic check them out Name:_______ Number:__________ Best time to call:_________ text messaging (yes or no) ________ phone company ________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years=]] Repost as: "I WANT YOUR #

Lips Of An Angel.....
Im as much a Hinder fan as the next, but I think if I hear Lips of Angel or better yet see the video on another CT members page, I think I might just pull out the inner workings of my ears. Thank you and goodnight! =P

Cassie's Blog
1. I don't know how you do it. Well, guess what? In all honesty, I don't know how I do it either. I just do. Because really, what other choice do I have? 2. I could never deal with it if my husband was gone for that long. Hmmm...how does hearing how someone else can't deal with it help me to deal with it? 3. Are you scared that something may happen to him while he's there? This one has always really perplexed me. Of course, I'm scared. I wouldn't be human if I wasn't. But being reminded of the fact that something may happen to him doesn't help me out. 4. Do you miss him? Every time I get asked this, I just want to respond "Oh, no, definitely not. I like it when he's gone. It gives me the chance to be all by myself 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Who wouldn't want that?" Of course, I miss him. Wouldn't you miss your husband? 5. I know just how you feel. My husband was on a business trip last month for three days and I just thought I would die. A

Hurt
HURT SURVEY-- Let's see if you can get through it. If not, you're too scared about your past... Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yes. How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you? I'd say all of 'em. Are you crushin on someone?? A couple, yes. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? YES. Are you happier single or in a relationship? in a relationship Have you ever cheated on someone? Never. Have you ever had your heart broken? Um yeah Have you ever broken someone's heart? I have. Talk to any of your exes? Yes, one. If you could go back in time and change things, would you? Indeed. I would not be a doormat. Think any of your exes feel the same? I would like to think so. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? I do, 100%. Have you dated people who were not good to you?.. Yes. Have you been in an abusive relationship? verbally, yes. Have you dated someone older than yo

New For Women Only
Hey! Wanna join the newest family for females only. M.B.O.A. Male Bashers Of America This family is for all the women who are tired of mens shit and need friends to vent to. Or the women who just don't like men period. If you would like to join notify one of the 4 founders listed below. We will keep it updated as new members join. Thanx. We can't wait to see our family grow. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aphrodite0081~M.B.O.A. Founder~D.B.S.~K.O.T~K.K.S@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ arkiegirl58~ M.B.O.A. Founder~Mom of D.B.S.~K.O.T.~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chickie Momma~K.O.T. Member~Founder M.B.O.A~D.B.S~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dawn~Founder M.B.O.A.~D.B.S. Backup~@ CherryTAP

Poem
When I was wrapped up in your arms, I felt safer than ever before. As I stare into your eyes, its a feeling I would not ignore. I don't know if this is just some game, but what I feel for you, I never felt with anyone else. If I could be close to you, I would be filled with happiness. You're what I've been looking for my whole life. You're someone I could share my love with, you take away my pain. Words cannot express how much I like you. But, even after this short amount of time, I hope you realize that my love for you is real. I'm not after you to play games, and I hope you feel the same. With you, is where I want to be because I found someone who looks just perfect to me. You probably think I am crazy, but truthfully I'm not. It's time we were together, But alas that can be? But all I see in this whole world, is only you and me.

M.b.o.a.
Hey! Wanna join the newest family for females only. M.B.O.A. Male Bashers Of America This family is for all the women who are tired of mens shit and need friends to vent to. Or the women who just don't like men period. If you would like to join notify one of the 4 founders listed below. We will keep it updated as new members join. Thanx. We can't wait to see our family grow. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aphrodite0081~M.B.O.A. Founder~D.B.S.~K.O.T~K.K.S@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ arkiegirl58~ M.B.O.A. Founder~Mom of D.B.S.~K.O.T.~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chickie Momma~K.O.T. Member~Founder M.B.O.A~D.B.S~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dawn~Founder M.B.O.A.~D.B.S. Backup~@ CherryTAP

How Do I Mend It This Time?
I REALIZE THAT I AHVE BEEN A TOTAL FOOL--ILL TRY TO BE BETTER AT IT NEXT TIME--ILL RUN LIKE HELL WHEN THOSE GUT FEELINGS START WILL AVOID ALOT OF HEARTACHE...KEEP YOUR FREINDS CLOSE--YOUR ENEMIES CLOSER--IF I HADNT I MAY NOT HAVE BEEN ABLE TO PROOVE I DIDNT DO WHAT I WAS BEING ACCUSED OF--MY SAVING GRACE--SO NOW TO GET OUT THE SUPER GLUE AND THE ARMOUR AND FIX MY HEART ANBD NEVER LET ANYONE IN IT AGAIN WELL I GUESS THIS IS AS GOOD A PLACE AS ANY TO TRY TO FIGURE OUT WHY MY INSTINCTS THAT ARE THEIR TO PROTECT ME JUST SEEM TO GET ME HURT--EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE RIGHT EVERY TIME? I DONT THINK I CAN MEND MY BROKEN HEART THIS TIME--OR MY TRUST IN PEOPLE--ITS JUST ONE TOO MANY TIMES NOW. AND THE THING THAT SUCKS IS HE GAVE UP ON ME WAY TO EASY--BLAMED IT ON ALL KINDS OF THINGS--BUT IN THE END I JUST DONT THINK HE LOVED ME. IT WAS TOO EASY FOR HIM TO LEAVE--TO BELEIVE I WOULD DO SOMETHING UNDERHANDED LIKE SET A TRAP FOR HIM--AND THEN HE FELL HEAD LONG INTO THE TRAP THE OTHER ONE ACTUALLY SET. A

Help Me Level Please
HEY IM NOT TO FAR FROM HITING LEVEL 16 PLEASE HELP ME LEVEL . IF YOU WANNA DO IT EASY I HAVE OVER 1000 VIDEOS ALONE IN MY STASH JUST GO RATE AS MANY AS YOU CAN A THUMBS UP . ANY HELP WOULD BE APPRECIATED . THANK YOU IN ADVANCE . TAZMAN -- ~ENFORCER@THE SCOOTERBAR~ MISS B's C.T. STUD@ CherryTAP

This Is New And Awesome!!!!
Okay I had never heard of this until today but I am sure glad I did...This is an awesome site!!! I love it. My favorite band in the whole entire world, Red Eye Gravy is like MY WORLD... If ya like music u should check them out. They can be found on youtube.com Search RED EYE GRAVY.... If ya wanna know ANYTHING dont hesitate to ask....

Wisdom In Water
water is fluid form. beauty can be seen in each of its many guises, yet strength is also inherent in each. why can we accept water's great strengths and varied face, yet so many find it difficult to accept the same in man?

Rap, Anyone?
+Eew to the 'Escobar' bullshit, I'm glad he stabbed that noise. Incredible fvcking rapper. He might not have the best lyrical content, but the message is there(nowadays)...and homeboy has/always had a delectable-ass rhythmic delivery.+

Are Any Real Friend
My Friend We all need someone To talk to in our life, A friend to whom we run In times of stress or strife A friend who's always there Throughout the years, A friend we know will care And take away our fears. A friend who's always near, Waiting for our call, To wipe away our tears, And lift us when we fall. A loving friend indeed, On whom we can depend To fulfill our every need - Thank you, precious friend any one tell what this poem mean to them? it what friend mean to u Crossroads A crossroad in life, A time for change; Of mind, body, and emotions. Change for you, change for me, Change for all the things I will be. At one corner, there stands a child; This child, nurtured from the world, finds that there was always something holding it back; A barrier to life, a barrier to truth, a barrier to overcome. As an eagle struggling to break it's bonds, the child breaks free and ru

I Want To
I want to make love to you I want to explore your tender body with my probing, caressing hands and tongue. I want to kiss you deep and warm. I'll slide my fingers, from your hair, down your back to play across your lovely neck, and down your chest to lick and nibble at your supple nipples and continue down, down your belly to smell your rich sent. I want to wrap my hot, soft mouth around your soft round nipple massaging with my tongue, sucking on your nipple, pushing you close to me I want to feel you I want to make deep wild love to you I'll continue down your belly and kiss on your lips wrap my hot moist mouth, around your erect clit massaging it with my tongue having my soft wandering hands playing joyfully with your nipples as i lick and play with your lips

Confused
my life fell apart today...my world came crashin down....my heart is ripped to shreds on the floor...all becuz of the man that i love...he was everything to me...but i wasnt everything to him....he says he loves me but i dont quite believe that nemore....i was willin to do w/e i could to keep him...but it wasnt enough...hes gone now and he wants nothing to do with me....he cut me out of his life....he wants a life w/o me....and i wish i could stop cryin but i cant...i loved him with my hole heart...but it wasnt enough...i couldnt be who he wanted me to be...i tried to be perfect for him but i couldnt....i still love him and i want to be with him but he refuses....he said he never wanted to do this but he had to...well i call bullshit on that....i was gonna marry this guy...but not nemore....becuz of him my heart is trying to stay alive but idk how much longer it can fight....i wish i could be 6ft under so i wouldnt have to deal with this pain...i wish i could turn back time so i didnt

Life
So Yeah.... I went to a friend from works wedding this weekend. Well it was a vow renewal. It was a beautiful ceremony. Her colors were yellow and white, and while the person "officiating" over it forgot to turn the mic off when she left the hall and pointed her mistakes out for everyone, it was awesome. You can tell that after being married 5 years that they still love and care VERY deeply for one another.... While I was sitting there I kept thinking about how much I want what they have. You know, someone who wants to be with me and only me, through the good and the bad. I wonder if I'll ever find that. Don't get me wrong. I love my life where it's at. I have a "new" job with one of the Subsidiaries and have the control that I've wanted. My new boss is AWESOME even when I bug him over the simplest things. Its also fun to bug the accountant....(don't think it fair that the accountant is a cutie, but yeah) I'm the only female in the department hell i am the AP department! ha ha ha! B

Just Because
Just because i sit here writing this blog doesnt mean im good at it . Just because I work doesnt mean i'm getting paid. Just because I love doesnt mean i dont hate. Just because I live i dont die. Just because.

My Valentine The Toliet
This Valentines Day (Feburary 14th Duh) I plan on drinking until i just can't drink anymore.It really starts to suck ass when there's no one to share it with so yea bring on alcohol with Pineapple this year!!

Something
You are 58% stoner You are a fairly regular stoner. You are probably the kid who is always smoking up at the back corner of the parking lot of your high school. You like experimenting with other stuff – although you are too clever to really get addicted to anything. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com SOMETHING is that in which is left over when you hold it in both hands, That's SOMETHING Confucious say; Man who stand on toilet, High on POT Is it true that once you get passed the used part she'll love you forever or will she forget you when someone else surpasses your mark? You can't run with the Big Dogs if you're gonna piss like a Puppy.

Kinky
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Chains/Handcuffs83%Whips67%Biting50%Blind Folds33%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

You've Been Tagged
Each player starts with 6 weird things habits about themselves. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things/habits as well, and state this rule clearly. At the end choose 6 new people list their names. Don't forget to leave a message " you have been tagged" and tell them to read your blog. Here are my wierd facts : 1) I have a foot phobia. 2) I still love watching cartoons and kids movies! 3) I love pickles and cheese. 4) I don't like chocolate. 5) I hate my picture taken. 6) My heart rate and pulse are so low that I still fool the doc's sometimes, I have been hospitalized, they have no explanation, but they are at times as low as someone's in a coma and I am still up walking around, hmm... 6 people are as follows : Jen, Jessica, Del, Krystal, Danny, and DragonRider!

Frustrated
so i'm really frustrated. i am going through a nice little divorce right now and it's not staying as nice as we agreed it would be. i'm having a lot of mixed emotions about how to handle everything. i never believed in divorce growing up. as each day passes, i'm more and more thankful i am not with him anymore though. he and i have a long complicated history. we met at 16, started dating at 18, were engaged by 19, and did long distance during college, seeing each other once a month until we were married at 21. i thought it would be forever. i thought i knew everything there was to know. boy was i wrong. i understand that everyone has their little secrets. we all screw up. it's when the screwing up is habitual and there are lies that follow that i start to get upset... anyway to make a long story short, we both screwed up. we were very incompatible and it just got worse over the years. i ended up cheating on him. i don't know. i was trying to fill a void, it was stupid. i didn't tell hi

Its Monday
Well its Monday again. So up at 6:30am this morning with Alex and then Tristen wakes up so I figure get Tristen ready and we can leave early I check the weather and its -30 out. Thats crazy so its to cold for Tristen to stand at the bus stop so my friend Stacy is going to drive us in. Today I am so lucky because I got my membership papers in for the YMCA so today I am going to work out during the time Tristen is in preschool. I figure I can work out twice during the days his in preschool and once on the weekend. I can take Tristen with me because he can go swimming with me and they have child care there so it works out great. So thats my plans for today. After Tristens out of preschool I am coming home to relax and clean my basement its a mess and when I say mess I mean cant even walk in some parts its crazy. The basement to me is a place that you put all the crap thats in your way upstairs. LOL! I wish I could say clean and its all done but it doesnt work like that. Then I hope to be

Wuts Up
hey, my name is lara, got teenagers and live in eugene...i am brand new to this wierd world of cherry tappin so bare with me...ummm...i am not sure how often i'll be on here, but if ya want, come by n say hi...have a goot one!!!

Random Ranting
Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. > > It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: > > When a heroic dog dies to save its master. > > The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. > > After wrecking your boss's car. > > One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". > > When she is using her teeth. > > Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. > > Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. > > If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. > > Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However, complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. > > No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man.In > fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you

Erotica By Me
I come into your office, and walk up to your desk. You’re surrounded by your coworkers, but we only have eyes for each other. I stand beside you, leaning over your desk like we are going over something together. Your hand is on the back of my calf. I glance up, and see no one is paying attention. I lean down further, and run my hand along your velvety thigh. Your skirt moves higher as my hand gets closer on every stroke. My fingers slide across the top of your hose; you’re wearing garters! Yummy! Our eyes meet; I feel you shiver under my touch. My fingers slide under your skirt, brushing against your panties, unhindered by pantyhose. I feel your heat. You grasp my calf, instead of crying out, as I rub your clit through your panties. I move them aside and slide my finger inside your wet, hot pussy. DEEP! You cough to cover your gasp. You had no idea I’d do this. Your coworkers are still in the room! I kneel on one knee, to get closer to you. Yo

Sexy Rican Still Seeking
LIVE LIFE TO TH FULLEST.FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE AND BE HAPPY.WE ARE ON THIS EARTH FOR A TEMPORARY TIME SO HAVE FUN,BE SAFE,AND DO THE THINGS THAT YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO DO WITH NO REGRETS.....

Really Funny Story
DO NOT BRING PLANTS IN THE HOUSE DURING COLD WEATHER!!! Never bring outdoor plants into the house. Garden Grass Snakes also known as Garter Snakes (Thamnophissirtalis) can be dangerous. Yes, grass snakes, not rattlesnakes. Here's why......... A couple in Sweetwater, Texas, had a lot of potted plants. During a recent cold spell, the wife was bringing a lot of them indoors to protect them from a possible freeze. It turned out that a little green garden grass snake was hidden in one of the plants and when it had warmed up, it slithered out and the wife saw it go under the sofa. She let out a very loud scream! The husband (who was taking a shower) ran out into the living room naked to see what the problem was. She told him there was a snake under the sofa. He got down on the floor on his hands and knees to look for it. About that time the family dog came and cold-nosed him on the behind. He thought the snake had bitten him, so he screamed and fell over on the floor.

Contest
Here is what the contest is about..... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > PSP/Graphic Makers Contest NOW OPEN!!! > > If you have a friend in the contest please give them a rate, only rates count. All pics are in the "Contest" pic folder! Here is what they could win!! > > 1st place: 7 day blast and a rolex > 2nd place: 3 day blast and a choice of Ring > 3rd place: 1 day blast and a choice of earrings or a platinum cherry. > > Voting starts today ( March 1st ) and will end March 7th. Prizes will be given out no later then the evening of the 8th! Please remind your friend no down rating. Name and shame i don't like doing and a big fat block! This is for good fun please don't spoil it :D > > Good Luck all and Thank you for your time and creativity :D ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sooooooo, what I need from you, my friends is one little rate and that's all, nothing more nothing less! If you want me to know that you voted for

The Truth And Nothing But The Truth So Help Me God!!!!
Well as we all know that people are very complicated animals. We are always trying to tell someone what they need to do but we don't follow are own information as well as when people go through a break up. The first thing they want to know is when are you going to get u someone else. Now you have those that actually have smarts about themselves but it's only for certain situations and certain topics. Not much help when you think about it. Then, there are the people that are like myself. We are well-rounded people and we give great advice we never tell you what you u should do but give u descent guidance for urself to make the choice we are always around and we always ahave your back and we might turn the cheeck if you do something bad against us. But it takes us a minute to get over it as well as we vibe off of people and we know sorta kinda when a person isnt' wrapped to tight so where do you fall in? What do you categorize urself as? I really want to know

Beauty1021
..hug harder...laugh louder...smile bigger...love longer...dont go looking for love; it will find you because that's why its called falling; you dont mean to..... YOU JUST DO.............. We are the masters of our faith and the captains of our soul. That's what makes us unique. We are given the freedom to choose but we must also consider that life is a matter of choice and destiny. We get hurt but time heals all wound. When its completely healed make a choice and decide for what is good and what makes us happy. As the saying goes... It is better to have love and lost than never to have loved at all..... Love makes the world go round and its the main reason for our existence.... As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will... You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time... You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken... You'll fight with your best friend... You'll

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Diary Of A Fat Bitch
WELL I HAVE BEEN OFFLINE FOR A VERY LONG TIME. I'M STILL NOT SO SURE I'M ACTUALLY GOING TO STAY THIS TIME AROUND. I'VE BEEN VERY BUSY WITH MY CHILDREN AND GETTING BACK TOGETHER WITH MY EXHUSBAND. ITS BEEN A LONG VERY STRESSFUL 6 MONTHS. I'M REALLY SORRY THAT I'VE NOT BEEN ABLE TO TALK TO SOME OF YOU. BUT FOR A LITTLE BIT TODAY, I'LL BE HANGING OUT HERE. TALK SOON. KISSES

Random
i have added a guest book to my profile , so plz come by and add urself too it , thank u The Teabagging The all time classic manoeuvre of tapping your cock on a chick's forehead whilst she is sucking on your balls, and uttering the timeless phrase "Who's your daddy?" The Houdini Going at it doggy-style until you are just about to come, then pull out and spit on her back so she thinks that you have. When she turns around a blast is unleashed into her face and she is left shocked and amazed, wondering how you managed it. The Angry Dragon Immediately after you blow your load in a girl's mouth, smack the back of her head and make it come out her nose. When she gets up she'll look like an angry dragon. Cum Guzzling Sperm Burping Bitch The once in a lifetime act of blowing a hot steamy load down the back of a girl's throat and then proceeding to give her a large cold bottle of your favourite carbonated drink, making her guzzle it down. Then, shake her head vigoro

Can Someone Help Me???
Im kinda new to this cherrytap thing, I dunno how to set up my page ??? Im on myspace - ( www.myspace.com/fxmluck ) check me out on there then give me a hand figuring this out. Thanx Your a Doll x0x0x0 -Lucky

Sybian
Wow i had my first sybian ride this weekend, what a ride!!! I think that every woman should have one of these in our homes... If anyone would like to get me a present this would be ideal.... How many people are going to the harley rendezvous this year? Last year was our first time so there is no more Laconia for us..... What a time we had at the vous looking forward to going back next year.... If any bikers out there haven't been should definitely check it out lots of titties, ass, and more.... LOL

Read This If You Feel Bad About Your Weight, And/or Retain Fluid! (hugs) :o)
Some notes, comments, and confessions about my Dr. Adkins diet, and life in general. ;o) lol Is this you? Do you post old pictures, afraid to date? Can't hardly move? Depressed? Feel like a blimp? Or maybe... just hate those thunder thighs? Jelly belly?, Maybe even just high blood pressure, and low energy, and slightly overweight? Sugar outta wack, and retain fluid? Read on my friend... cause I love yah, and I want 2 help give your life back to you! I amost died.. til I got up did what i tell you about below. I fought back!!! This is very long people, but if you read it, and DO IT... YOU WILL NOT BE SORRY!!!! (muah!!) I love yah all!!! :o) ~~~ Johnny ~~~ I sit here at 3:30 a.m. consuming 3 boneless chicken breast pieces... 1/2 of a large spaghetti squash, mixed bell pepper, and celery, sweet onion, and carrot chunks, and drinking a huge glass of ice tea., and losing weight like crazy! How you asked? Did I rigorously study the Dr. Adkins diet, and configure the perfect diet?

The World Of Worlds
WHEN I'M SITTING IN MY CHAIR BEHIND MY DESK, I HAVE VISIONS ON BEING PLACE ON TOP, BENT OVER INFRONT, RIDING MY LOVER WHILE HE SITTING IN THE CHAIR...FEELING HIM ENTERING MY PINK SANDS...MMMMMMM.CAUSING THE OCEAN WEAVES TO FLOW...OVER AND OVER...UNTIL.

I Remember College
I remember when I was in college, way out in west Texas. Well when you live in west Texas you can't exactly just go somewhere, you have to pack up all your crap and hope to God you'll be back by Monday. Then on the way home you get all hungry inside and you're feeling just a lil bit of pain from all the excitement that occurred on your road trip. Than you reach way back behind ya in the cooler back there, and you fish around in all that warm water and you find that one lil dude that made it all the way through the weekend. and you pick him up and u dust him off, and crack him open. Just then you figure right about that time that you might have left that fried all sub stop and go burrito right underneath your seat. and you're fishing around down there and find that thing that lil old burrito and you wipe that carpet lint off , as if you wouldn't eat it if it did have other things on it. It's a two day old burrito on a lukewarm beer to go, on the Sunday side of a road trip weekend, a

Pucker Up
Hello all. Please go to this website http://www.news-graphic.com/contests/ and vote for #1. Once you are done, delete your cookies (tools, internet options and delete cookies), wait 15 mintues and you can vote again for me. Thanks for all your help!!!!

Poop Deck
In the U.S of A! I am watching the tongue run! and as I know the true prose and what really was done! Feigning importance, knowledge and stature with an air of disgust. While merely sitting alone admiring the silicon busts. Protection for innocents is so crude and fragile, the persecuted and silent left watching but only until.........

New Im Names
Here are my New IM names yahoo ia_officer07 msn bobsimon78@hotmail.com Hit me up let chat People on my Friends list and People within 100 miles of me PLease!!! please have a pic not required but Try too please Thanx in advance IA Officer07

Looking For Angels
he is the key that unlocks my heart, he is the hug that is warmer than any other,The heart that melts me,The butter that makes it sweeter,The love I had always dreamed,If this is real,{IT IS} Its a lovestory,what is next?for this is happily ever after.

Life!
I decided to sit down and write this shit, to let you know things I cannot say. I cannot be truly Happy, without you by my side, when I am with you I try to keep my pride, you have moved on, from me, from the past, but mostly from us... and all this time I have been wondering how you are, and now I know your fine. I've been asking myself why... Why did I let you go? and now I know, cuz your happy. Ive often wondered how cute your babies would be, and now I know, cuz you have made them. I also ask myself why sit here and cry, and now I know, its cuz I miss you! I didnt know why I got teary when I hung up the phone, but I know now, its cuz I still love you. Im always happy when we talk, why? cuz you complete me. We were once perfect, which was in the past, now your happy, my only wish was that one day you would be. You openly admit you Love me still, that you could fall for me all over again, your so proud to announce to friends 'I dated her' or 'this is who I'm talking to' You seem to

First Of A Series
I have been encouraged by a friend, who shall remain nameless, to share with my fellow tappers some stories i have posted elsewheres on the net. for several years bnnow i have been experimenting in writing erotic fiction, so far so good, lol. here, therefore, is what should be the first in a series, please comment and let me know how you like it. if all goes well, i have several more ready to post, and even more tat are awaiting finwal editinig. Playing Dress Up It was starting to look like just another boring day at the office. At least until Shannon signed in the IM. She is easily the sexiest young thing I have met through various chat and dating sights. Over the past year or so we have developed quite the friendship, without ever actually meeting. We briefly talked about Christmas, the previous weekend, and when she mentioned that she had received a martini set and cash, I (half)jokingly suggested that I come over so we can break in the martini set and then go spend the

Naughty Pole
You are flirty. You find it easy to attract people because you are so confident. You also arn't bad to look at which helps. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?24-26 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?

Pit Bulls
AN APOLOGY TO BREED BAN ENTHUSIASTS I'm sorry you are frightened of my dogs and are trying to have them killed because they are pitbulls. I'm sorry you lack the understanding of this breed's true history, gentleness with people, wonderful temperament, intelligence and behavioral conformation. I'm sorry you won't read the ATTS stats regarding our breed's true temperament, putting it in the top four for temperament, scoring better than breeds like Golden Retrievers, and cocker spaniels. I'm sorry that you side with and protect animal abusers by marking the breed of dog, and not the irresponsibility of the owner. I'm sorry that by your logic I could steal a car, run some people over with it and then you can blame the make of car for the accident, as I walk free. I'm sorry you generalize one breed of dog with one group of people. I'm sorry you can't see the love and determination that many often highly educated, non-criminal and "normal" types of people show towards this bree

Poetry
My Poetry This is my place of darkness. Where there is nothing but silence through-out the room. I love the smell of the room it smells like a crypt of black clouds through-out the room. It maybe creepy or scary yet blurry because of all the smoke. It's so cold like a basement cellar I hear faded darkside music of gothic realms of mysterious force of darkness. Where I see outside the dark tinted window where I see falling rose petals over a grave. Which could be kind of spooky at times but once you get use to it your doing just fine. Where I see this go on and on again you'll see the smoke once again. And you will feel like your tripping my friend. Don't get scared trust your doing fine. I cant believe what I am seeing a ghost raising from the grave. So let the haunting begin. So off I go to see this ghost and I didn't even get close so back inside I go again and I dont even know how this story began? By: William Allen Wish the darkness could take me away, like a ghost sayi

This Is Jc
How the hell do you do shit on this site, man this shit is confusing. I dont know how to do anything on this site yet so can some people add me as there freinds or whatever I am suppose to be doing. Thanks JC

Golf Joke
A man goes to the confessional. "Forgive me father, for I have > sinned." > > "What is your sin, my child?" The priest asks back. > > "Well," the man starts, "I used some horrible language this week and I > feel absolutely terrible." > > "When did you do use this awful language?" Said the priest. > > "I was golfing and hit an incredible drive that looked like it was > going to go over 250 yards, but it struck a phone line that was > hanging over the fairway and fell straight down to the ground after > going only about 100 yards." > > "Is that when you swore?" > > "No, Father." Said the man. "After that, a squirrel ran out of the > bushes and grabbed my ball in his mouth and began to run away." > > "Is THAT when you swore?" Asked the priest again. > > "Well, no," said the man, "You see, as the squirrel was running, an > eagle came down out of the sky, grabbed the squirrel in his talons and > bega

Friends
You never know who your friends are until they approach you when things are down for you. Was approached by my boy 'X Dealer' that guy has been a friend of mine since day one! Thanx again man...There are others and im sure you guys know who you are. You guys rock! Anytime you guys need me...Ill be there ;) The One N Only ~ ' DEATH™ '

More Poems
Solitude have I to endure, seemingly held with disclosure. A fellow left astray, as yet from yesterday. Flashing your dainty, disarming smile, warms my heart every once in a while. Our longtime kinship will always bloom with friendship. It has never been so profound, a lifetime friend have I found. Let our friendship be a bond, which can never be like a dry pond. Let us not forget the dreams we share, forever like mother and daughter we care. You'll always be a friend to me, and that's the way it should be.

Key
There are many locks and with such are many keys with most keys they are returned but with one lock where one key and only one key can unlock it Once that key is given away the key can never be returned It becomes the sole possession of the recipient forever theirs For this is no random key but is a special key This key is not handed to one another lightly but rather earned over time For several years people work to earn this key once given this key, the one key that will forever more unlock not a door to a house or a car but unlock The person's heart forever at that point in time when they give that key they will then for the first time understand True Love

A Thought Of You
My kind of music, My favorite song, I want to be with you All day & all night long... A spring breeze, A summer sun, Now that I know you You are my one... A winter sparkle, An autumn tree, Added all up It equals you & me... My best friend, My only lover, From here on out I'll keep you forever... A good laugh, With some happy tears, You're the one I go to Through all the coming years... When it rains it rains, When it snows it snows, I wrote this specially for you & you're the only one who knows... You keep me warm, When I'm so cold, As if my heart were for sale To you it was sold... Whether playing our favorite games, Or to music we sing & listen, When it comes to you There's just no competition... Not the best cut diamonds, Or the reddest rose, Could ever amount to When you hold me close... & when everything is said & done, The night is over & we've had our fun, Out of all the men I choose just one, The best one of all & that's

Sexual Feeling
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Wondering
Wondering I wonder if you think of me When night is drawing near. And in the shadows of your room The walls around you disappear. I wonder if in your quiet thoughts Your dreams of me are anymore. When in the silent, velvet blue The moon is tapping at your door. I wonder if the shining stars That dangle from the clouds above Reminds you of my whispered words In promise of eternal love. I wonder of the lonely light That breaks upon the early dawn Still holds a tender memory for now So long I have been gone. I wonder if you dream of me When the cloudless skies are blue Because across each day and night My thoughts are constantly of you.

Time
They say time is precious, That time is of the essence, But what is this illusion? What is time? It goes by, they say, But I don't see anything. They even say,How time flies, Does it have wings? Never have I seen it, Never have I understood it's physical being. But I do know some things, I know the time that I'm away from you. Time is precious. It is of the essence. But no time is worth my time, Unless that time is spent with you. How time weighs heavily on my heart. Oh, how time does eat away at me. Time is not physical, but rather spiritual, For no time is more spiritual then when you're with me.

A Fairy
A Fairy A fairy came down from heavens And took my heart in a fraction I felt so petrified and dumbstruck Never felt so helpless in entire life fair like a marble statue shone in moonlight fragrance more alluring than million flowers Her beauty defied the cupid's theology Held me on trance of her magical words Words rolled like pearls from her red lips Musical sound froze the motion of streams Ears yearned such heavenly feast in years Indescribable aura around in charming reels She had enlivened me for another day Reinvigorated me with her words of pray Her protective embrace had so tightly held me

Dance Of 2 Blades
Trying to save a love, Two lovers take it, as if it was a saber, One holds the hilt, Another pulls the edge tip. One Pushes it away , Both press hard to own this new love- One drives the handle to the other's chest While the other, points the sharp steel tip, at a once loved heart. And then, the dance begins, as one can not stand holding the edge anymore, Will she take the handle Of another the other she loves, next time and rest no more? One lover will have no mercy or pitty then For the others hands squeezing steel, Unless she has felt it herself. She has no pitty then, for

Memory
Days go by, I smile with time Holding your hand, Looking in your eyes, A memory.. Soft kisses with bodies as one, Laying in your arms Under the warm summer sun Waiting for the moment we touch again Thinking of you, My true best friend Hearts pounding As we finally touch I think to myself, I adore you so much A memory... Times from the past, How beautiful a love can last With feelings like this, Sensuality at best, Erotic thoughts, My desires will not rest Holding you while you sleep, Feeling your breath on my cheek, Touching your face, My day is complete A memory..

Arousing Thrill
The night is cold and it's you I hold Your firm and strong body I behold Come close to me and hold me tight Let us enjoy all through this night. I loved your body covering mine Touching my soft and smooth lines This tingling feeling I hold inside Now you are with me… Could no longer hide. Minutes before this was a silent room Now full of moan under silver moon Satin covered bed now warm and wet With two bodies full of sweat. I never feel this thrill before You get inside and reached my core This wonderful feeling we both adore Couldn't help ourselves for wanting more.

Monday Sucks
lets see here it is monday already where the hell did saturday and sunday go???? oooooooo yeah thats right i worked all weekend and spent the rest of the day saturday at basketball games... so here it is monday again and im tired of work already.. like so many of us just trying to live and get by save alittle for fun sometimes the fun never comes and the bills just keep getting bigger... well i for one am tired of working and not really getting anywhere.. as u can tell im in a really pissy mood cause i had a lady come through work today and i speak no spanish and she raised her voice to me cause i could not understand her... well im soooooo sorry i didnt have to take spanish in high school and dont care to take it now unless i plan on going to mexico,, but with no money that is impossible so i guess,,, anyway as the old slogan goes at work the customer is always right but that doesnt mean i cant get snotty right back.. i didnt mean to but i had to walk away all of us food people deal w

Just Alittle Test...
I will be off saving the world, one weather forecast at a time, for the next couple days, cuz I work a strange schedule... Welcome to the Navy I guess... haha I'd love to see lots of comments and new friends when I come back... Hmm...Someone opened this? Did you read it? I'm not askin you to care, and I won't post anything that i dont find interesting or funny. However, it seems everytime I ask for help, I dont really get it. I am not the only one who feels this either... Thats all I have to say today... Have a GREAT week, and an even better weekend!!!! ~*HUGZZZ*~ ~*KEVIN*~

Cherry Friends
Sorry I havent been on in awhile, but I promise to catch up with everyone. Been outta town working...I hope all is well wtih everyone. And thanx for all the love. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

***please****
"Ive kissed a guy... Ive kissed guys. I just havent felt that thing.... That thing... that moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy, and the only thing in focus is you and this person. And you realize that that person is the only person youre supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this amazing gift. And you wanna laugh and you wanna cry, cause you feel so lucky that youve found it, and so scared that itll go away all at the same time." Drew Barrymore; from the movie "Never Been Kissed" "But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing, I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for." Sally, from the movie "Practical Magic" "We are who we are, how we got here doesn't matter. What matters is- what do we do know?" from the movie "Deep End of The Ocean" "I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you." John Smith, from the movie "Pocahontas" "I guarantee

Check Dis Shit Out
Dear David, Several weeks ago, we informed you by mail that our editors have certified your poem "Mirror of the Broken Past" as a semi-finalist in our International Open Poetry Contest. I'm writing to remind you that your poem will automatically be entered into the final competition held in February 2007. As a semi-finalist, you now have an excellent chance of winning one of 104 cash or gift prizes--including the $1,000.00 First Prize. You may even win the $10,000.00 annual Grand Prize! We wish you the best of luck as you compete for these prizes in the coming weeks (click here for a complete list of prizes). And that's not all . . . David . . . Imagine Your Poem Featured on a Page by Itself in a Beautiful Coffee-table Edition! As I mentioned in my letter, and in celebration of the unique talent that you have displayed, we also wish to publish your poem in what promises to be one of the most highly sought-after collections of poetry we have ever published

Breathe
For every struggle there is a breath we take. Breathe.... Breathe Hold your breath Do you feel it? The very air that you need to survive, Now makes you struggle. Hold your love Is it true? Does it breathe this life you lost Back into you? The breath you take and hold Gives you life. Cling to the one breath too long And your body becomes numb. Feel yourself struggle Try to hold it, you can’t One big explosive mass of used up air Escapes you with emotion It leaves you gasping Feeling as if you are going to die Do not hold your breath Breathe. Do not cling to a love that has been held too long. Exhale Another will bring you life Breathe life back into it Love is to be caressed Exhale, let it grow Inhale, treasure it Breathe

Lifes Journey
Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years.

Beginnings
as time passes on the only thing left to start with is a beginning each turning day you rediscover whats left whats empty inside with every new beginning a day breaks falling with the sky all the lies falling with the sky is a memory memories fail because your love has failed me once again you leave me here where shall i go who will come with me day after day a life is shadowed everytime you call a new day with every new lie comes a new beginning

Life Of Tonya
Suppose one morning you never wake up, Do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home ...... I LOVE YA!!! My life started in 1973 i was born in Ohio to my parent's and there names are Jerry and Geneva Mills. We lived out there for a while and then we moved back to Ky. I really dont know much about my lot younger years but i have a sister that does. Well heres what i can remember of my life...It wasnt the best in the world but, here goes...I can remember goin to church and stuff like that and then dad worked and then when he came home he would sleep awhile and then he would get up and go up t

Blogalicious
Ok so yeah this is my first blog on CherryTap. I wrote a lot about myself on my about me so I'll spare you that here lol. I do have a boyfriend! His name is Goose, he's 19 and completely and utterly incredible. He and I do plan to get married eventually. But it's kind of complicated right now. Hmmm I had school today. I attend VolState college. Hmmmm school went well I really fucking hate algebra though. Well I keep losing focus soooo I better go ahead and end this thing. Next time I hope it will be better lol.

Song Of The Week 11
Yep, another week gone meaning another song to be picked. This weeks song is one of my faves and it's STRENGTH OF THE WORLD by Avenged Sevenfold Song Name - Strength Of The World Artist - Avenged Sevefold Album - City Of Evil Song Number - 9 of 11 Song Length - 9:14 Lyrics My story starts the day they said "she can't be found" The news so dark, heart stopped, I stood silent without a sound It's over, she's finished, mother lies with my father and sister too Cold-blooded, they suffered, shot down by the outlaws after you Sorrow swallows my screams Strength of the world - is on my shoulders Strength of the world - is on my side Strength of the world - the one true beholder Ice in my veins - for those who've died I've seen my family fade away, you've taken my whole life There's nothing left to say Avenge the dead kill all who cross me in my path Suicidal, I never planned on coming back I want it, I need it, revenge is dripping from my teeth Need no

Sanity Is For The Narrow Minded
well this is my second blog and i've been in south dekota for a little while now and i really like it theres alot of jobs and i havent seen a single crackwhore its amazing i must say i do like it hey people this is my first blog so i guess i'll tell u a bit bout me i'm 21 and i have short hair now ..it was a terrible accident involving an angru bear ... lol. i live in south dekota now but i was recently living in arkansas. i believe in freedom of speech and being yourself no matter what .. i hate posers and one-upper people..i love freaks and weirdos cause they enjoy freedom of expression. i'm single right now and loving it.well i dont really know what ro write about right now so yeah bye

Simper Fi
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________ You complain about how

High Tension
You know that vibeology when you can feel like there's something wrong with someone and they tell you that they're fine or ok? Well, I've been gettin that a lot lately from my friends. I don't know if everyone is feuding amongst themselves, or if it's something I did, but either which way, No one is talking to me the way they have before and when certain friends are in the same room, there's all kinds of weird vibes being sent out. I dunno. If I had a place to run off and hide, I would. I'm new-ish to Tulsa, only having been here 7 months or so. No family. In the famous words of Jon Davis: "I have no place to hide!" Peace yall

Intrests
I don't understand why 99.9% of people on here list surfing as one of their interests but they have never even floated on a board once much less caught a wave or even watch competitions on TV. I actually ride so I would like to talk to others that do to. I doubt anyone says "wow I should talk to that person, they seem cool because they surf." No, it just ends up in an awkward chat because they have to justify why they put that on their page. It always goes like this: "I was planning on learning this summer." Idiot, the better waves are in the winter. I'm not even going to get started on MotoX...

T.'s Blog
What's next?! Doesn't this make you wonder?! Holy.. holy.. umm yea.. I'm disgusted. T. **misspellings are intentional on my part** ========== "A Sydney church has called on people to pray for the world's most wanted terrorist - declaring "Jesus loves 0s@ma". Church spokeswoman Hy Lam said: "0s@ma is the head of terrorism. We are saying that Jesus Christ loves everyone in the world, even this man. The billboard also includes a quote from the Book of Matthew: "Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you." Source: http://www.news.com.au/story/0,23599,21151564-2,00.html ====================================================================== Archbishop doesn't APPROVE: "Jesus does indeed love 0s@ma b!n Laden, but a controversial Sydney church sign saying so is misleading, says Anglican Archbishop Peter Jensen. The sign "Jesus Loves 0s@ma" outside a number of local churches, including some Anglican, also features a Bible extract saying, "love yo

My Phone Number... Call Me
Both take up too much space on the bed. Both have irrational fears about vacuum cleaning. Both are threatened by their own kind. Both mark their territory. Both are bad at asking you questions. Both have an inordinate fascination with women's crotches. Neither does any dishes. Both pass gas shamelessly. Neither of them notice when you get your hair cut. Both like dominance games. Both are suspicious of the postman. Neither knows how to talk on the telephone. Neither understands what you see in cats. 201-808-6011 Ok.. so it's not really my phone number, and it's not a sex line... just call it and listen... too funny. Don't forget to rate me~

Happy Thoughts
I just did my second cherry blast this past weekend, and I must say that I'm feeling the cherry love right now!!! I just want to thank everyone that stopped by and rated me, fanned me, and everything! Don't stop the lovin' now that my blast is over.... *MWAH* to all my cherry friends!

What Was I Thinking
What do you get when you give a 2 yr old, a 3 yr old and a 4yr old giant sheets of giant bubble wrap? You get more noise and chaos then you ever thought possible!!! BUT you also get the biggest laughs and biggest smiles humanly possible... what was I thinking? I dont know but they sure are having fun!!!

Bitch And Moan
Is it that greedy of a concept to want the situation from my side be heard and understood? All the main people in my life whenever there's ever been an arguement i don't have a side... there's just wrong on my side no matter my motivations my logic my thoughts... there isn't a side just a falsiety.... all i want is my side given the same consideration.... is that so greedy in the greater human scope of things? How can some one who loves you... hurt so much? Without trying? It just seems the more and more i try to keep things going on the worse they mess up... i just want things calm and happy and i just can't seem to get it... Oh in other bad news... my friends baby died... just a few weeks old so i'm out of town helping out for a little bit trying to make things easier on people It hurts but sometime i have to sit there and consider the possibility that leaving my baby might be the best thing for him. I just start thinking i'm holding him back from being happy that i'm not what

The Wolf
There is at least one person on your CT list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your CT list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it The Moon - History, Ritual & Spells relating to Zodiac Sign Current mood: accomplished The Moon. For Wiccans, it is far more than a heavenly body that might catch our eye as we drive home late at night, its fullness shining through trees or brightly overhead. For many Wiccan, she is the embodiment of the Goddess, she is Maiden, Mother and Crone. It is also an important source of natural energy that is essential in magick, if you preform your spells and rituals at the right lunar phase. Preforming spells during t

Ha Amerikaner Haben Sie Keine Phantasie
Jedes Jahr über 1.000 Leuten in Amerika werden mit Feuerwaffen ungefähr 2.000 mehr werden erstochen zum Tod getötet. Ha Amerikaner haben sie keine Phantasie in Amsterdam und in Slowakei es gibt einen Platz, in dem alle Ihre dunkelsten kranksten Phantasien möglich sind, wo Sie alles erfahren können, das Sie wünschen, wo Sie quälen können, bestrafen Sie oder töten Sie für einen Preis... Sie können quälen, Bestrafen Sie oder töten Sie für einen Preis.genieße Elite Hunting jetzt Geben Sie Sie könnte acht, geben Sie Ihr GANZES Geld aus..in dort. .www.humanforsale.com die Elite-Force wünscht Sie....

C Is For Cookie
I Honestly haven't any idea what This is about, I have my myspace Page & that is easy, this seems so difficult, I want to put My bands Music in here But I cant figure out how, Also it seems the cooler things in here cost money, & I never give My CC info online so My page will never be as nice as most of you peoples pages & that sucks. ell this is my forst blog & All I can say is C is for cookie & thats Good enough For Me

Just A Sexy Idea For The Ladies!!!
Hey Ladies, how are you doing? Just wondering how many of you would enjoy experiencing this!!! Having your body light up by candle light, than having a mix of strawberries, peaches, whip cream and chocolate syrup run up and down your body from your breasts to your legs, than slowly having it licked and sucked off of you while slowly going down and than coming back up. Than being kissed once come back up so you can taste the sweetness from the fruit on your lips!!! Mixing it up, first with the strawberries, than with the whip cream, the peaches and last with the chocolate syrup, which would take a bit longer to be licked off you. Just a little something I'm wondering about how many ladies out there would enjoy experiencing this.

Lets Get Physical
My Physical Survey Physical AppearanceHair ColorHieghtGlassesShoe SizeCasual or FormalLong or Short HairManicured or NaturalEye ColorLet's get PhysicalLights on or OffBed or TableRomantic or WildRisky or SafeHugs or KissesEars or NeckWalk fast or SlowDance or Tap FootWalk or RideStay in or Go OutSpontanious or PlannedOrganized or FrazzledEarly or LateTaken or SingleHigh Places or Well GroundedSwimming or SkiingHiking or Beach StrollVertical or HorizontalBath or ShowerRoll-on or SprayHot or ColdTongue or LipsType or WriteRead or SingTalk or ListenOne of the Gang or OutsiderLoud or QuiteSchool or WorkSmoke or DrinkThanksgiving Dinner or Midnight SnackNapkin or Hand TowelTheater or RentalsCandle lit Dinner or PizzaPassion or CrazinessPessimist or OptimistTruth or DarePhone Call or Online Chat

Working Hard, Or Barely Working
Sign in please. I was in the office at nine in the morning yesterday. A few students came to see if we had their laptops ready to hand out. Due to the fact that we had to image all the laptops as clones for the college, it was taking us longer to get them ready. The Mac Book Pro's were easy to do. The Dell 620's needed a new wireless NIC for dual band access to our network server. That took 30mins to find out that the NIC is under the keyboard. 24+ Mac's, 34+ Dells, and a school full of angry second semester students yelling about why can't I just have my laptop. The office started to look like a backed up Post office (on a good day). Today...... What can I say about today? I stayed up until 3am last night and got to work late today. I heard the clock go off at 5am, but I didn't get up for another two hours. I thought It was a dream. Then it was another day of give me, give me my lap top, I have work to do. It seems like everyday there is something else we have to

I'm In A Contest Please Help Me
can yall help me with a new name ....i think its time for a change ...something to drawl the people to me ....yeah i know i am a point whore ...and needs lots of attention...please comment my friend HELLCAT needs some comments please comment her as much as possible ... she needs 250,000 comments to win a yr vic so get in there and bomb her for me... click the pic below ... thank you all very much...you can tell her i sent ya or not... I guess i am going to leave fubar...so i am deleting my pics and stuff...if you have input on this please comment....

New Contest
I'm not offering bribes for votes.. Just simply asking for help. Right now I am behind by a lot and really need everyones help. I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests. Just let me know that you need me. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ Music Codes - MySpace Layouts PLEASE come leave me comments!! I will return the favor! I am only 500 votes ahead.. With 13,800 comments.. But, I still need to be the first to 30,000! So please keep commenting me to keep me ahead and also to reach 30,000 for a 30 day blast! Thank you everyone for all your help. I know bombing sucks!! I love you all that have been voting for me!! Thank you very much!! ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ ♥ Click on the pic above to vote for me! ♥ Yay! I am f

Sex Iq
gothychic Hands on sexual therapist 'What will your sex business card say?' at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 116 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

On The Road
It was strange at the convention...I was there and my other half who calls herself Thagatanegrra...Me...I'm Gata..I am a BLACK cat, however, I just dont use that name...So I was getting alot of, "So you let her use your name?" It's not anbody's name. I get called alot of different nicknames and shit. Its really strange...It depends on where I am of what nickname you here. I love that name though..Gata...I'm so feline..and even people that doesnt know that ask me about it...That makes me feel all warm and fuzzy So, I have to say that I was extremely homoured to have met with the great Mr. Pinhead himself, Doug Bradley. I ran in to get hi sautograph, only to find that he had stopped signing pics...I hung my head down and said "awww I ran in here to get your autograph" and he put his arm around me and said "come with me my dear" So I introduced myself..when I said I'm Monique Dupree...First Blakc Scream Queen..he said..I know who you are...! Well, that did it for me. I didnt know what

My Writing.... The Old Stuff
Driving today, passed your place I got caught in a daze still questions are running through my mind cant figure out why u had to die Still remember the last time we talked still remember the times we shared still remember how much you cared Not a day goes by I dont think of you still cant figure out what Im supposed to do dont have the words to say just hope to see you again some day Until that day comes whenever it may be all these memories in my heart i will keep Another day goes bye same old emotions collide trying so hard not to fall still hear your call So ill keep on walking and still im falling stuck in the game of life but still im fighting The darkness surrounds me but promises you keep in the midst of defeat So ill keep on walking and still im falling stuck in the game of life but still im fighting Im the one to blame at least thats what you say not for another day cause im walking away Been through this before so im at the door

I Graduated Go Me!
So i graduated today from first institute medical specialist school ,with a 3.6 and got two awards.Dylan bought me roses and got me a really sweet card.My mom got me a ring and a cute charm bracelet.and she made me a money tree which is kindda lame but it had 20 bucks on it so whatever. I found out i have hypothyroidism so i got put on this medicaine and it makes me eat alot cus it speeds up my metabolism...it's kindda nice...i can eat alot and not get fat(fatter).Yup thats all now im gunna go watch WWE so i can masterbate to John Cena...kkkok....LATE

My Crushes
There were 3 people who had crushes on me. However, one of them recently stopped having a crush on me. I'm very disappointed. What did I do? :( I see that I now still have two people who have crushes on me though. That pleases me. :) I also know that there some guys on my friends list that I find very attractive and who I might be compatible with.. I hope atleast one of them is him..

Places To Be Naughty!
Places to be naughty!!! Add a place to have sex 1. the bed 2.The car 3.bathroom 4.pool 5.kitchen floor 6.the sofa 7. Mutha F'in School 8. in da shower 9. on the counter 10. on the beach 11. in a hot tub 12. on a trampoline!!! 13.in a tree house 14. in a lake 15. Outside in the pourin rain 16. in a mr. john (portapotty 17.back row at the movies 18.the park 19.mom's bed 20.front steps 21. someone elses car...while they're drivin 22.in the locker rrom 23.in a pavilion 24.on a baseball field pitchers mound at night 25. in a public bathroom 26. a park slide...haha i bet aint none of ya thought of that 27. Granny's rockin Chair 28. In my room *wink* 29. a roof top 30. in public 31. in an ikea room!!!!! 32. ON the dryer 33. On a boat 34. Sauna room in public, yep and a kid walked in absolutly horrible 35.Reynan-dressing room of Nordstroms 36.At my work; Marriott Hotel, just check in a room when we arent busy and go!!! 37. D'Anna---in a tanning bed!

Fuckiddy Shit Makes No Sense.
(Roosevelt Franklin) Its like, one time till’ the break of dawn like Blacking out to your favorite song like Making love till the early morn’ like Waking up and your love is gone like Feeling like you just cant go on like Everything in the worlds gone wrong like One life one love to live and something’s got to give (So lets get it) Here I stand, man apart Broken down, life’s so hard These days try to play my part But some days even that’s to hard So I drink till’ I’m drunk now, to high to come down Hide in the shadows and run for the gallows Stand up for battling, confront the demons And try to make good of this world before I leave it and They say its better to give then to receiving and To tell the truth I’m much better at receiving and I cant sleep at night from all the creeping in I could swear I feel the city breathing in When I walk the streets late in the evening I can feel the sadness, anger, seething Mother earth still cries l

Power 1 Blog
Hey everyone....I am BACK on Cherry Tap...opps!!!!! I mean, FUBAR. Thats how long ive been gone for. My lounge is still up and waiting for you to join. Come check out Power 1 Radio on FUBAR, LIVE!!!! The lounge is up and running, please come and join. Hello members of CherryTap...whazzzzzzzzzzzzup!!! I am very excited about being here and hope to entertain each and every one of you with my own radio station on the net, Power 1 Radio. I have lined up some great disc jockeys from all over the country. Each of them with their own style and attitude. I hope you enjoy my station and even my show too...lol. Check it out and leave a comment telling me what you think. www.power1radio.com Thank you, DJ Chaz

Kareoke Update
OK, I decided to try some new stuff. I sang "Cat's In the Cradle". Probably should have waited for the last of the Asian Panda Death Flu to be out of my system. Still, not too shabby. Followed with "Funky Cold Medina" to get the silly song out of the way. Always a good choice. Followed that with "Zoot Suit Riot". That went over well. Needs a little work. Followed that with "Rebel Yell". Needs some work as well. Closed my personal set with "Maria, Maria" by Santana. Broke into a sweat in the middle of the song. It's too high pitched for me. Learned my lesson. Hey all. Been a while. Been all over the place and tried a whole bunch of different songs. Tonight, I tried something totally different. I sang Tone Loc's Wild Thing (repeat) I sang Jim Carey's Cuban Pete from the Mask I sang a duet of Eve 6 Insdie Out (repeat) I sang George Michael's Faith I sang a duet doing Gorillaz Clint Eastwood I sang Metallica's Whiskey In the Jar I sa

***2 Our Brave Soldiers!!!***
I MADE PUT THIS TOGETHER 4 ALL OF THE BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN IN OUR MILITARY. GOD BLESS AND PROTECT U ALL!!!!! WITH LOVE & RESPECT, TINA TO ALL MY BEAUTIFUL SOLDIERS!!!!!!! Brought to you by Dragonfly Graphix Courtesy of MsTags.com WITH LUV & RESPECT!!!!! TINA Courtesy of MsTags.com I HAVE A FRIEND/CO-WORKER WITH A SON IN THE MARINES. HE'S SO YOUNG, SO BRAVE, AS ARE ALL OUR MARINES!!!! I THINK ABOUT OUR SOLDIERS AND I'M TRULY GRATEFUL THAT THEY ARE BRAVE AND THEY FIGHT FOR ME AND U! MUCH LUV 2 ALL OUR BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN!!!!!!!! Courtesy of MsTags.com

Not Another Day
I can`t deal with this for another day. The air is thinning, it`s getting harder to breathe. My mind is at war with itself. Do I deserve this? Living a life lived so far from where it wants to be. What have I done? I don`t deserve it. It`s to much of a good thing. I`m nothing of a good person! Running on empty as my demons fly by. What makes me happy, so far away, away from myself, away from a nothing. How long will it last, could it ever last? Tearing at the skin, my patience is wearing thin with myself. I don`t know what to do, placing my heart up on a shelf. Oh my god I can`t bear the fall again. Not from him. I`ll shatter it myself, it`ll be an easier end. I want what I may never have, I have a life not wanting, to an extent. Fucking Hell What Is Wrong With Me?!

.............
I want that........ UR hands on either side of my face........ My hands on the back of your neck....... Kiss where afterwards we hugg and U spin me around........ Is that 2 much 2 ask?????????? Something in your eyes I know I can't resist. Something in the air I don't know why. You were always here for me since I've been on my own. 'Cause of you I know you'll never let me cry. Can I believe that your heart still beats for me? Let me receive a sign that your my destiny. I wanna know. Gimme a reason for me to believe in can't you see in my eyes? I need a reason for why I'm not still grieving. To you I'll never say goodbye. 'Cause deep in my heart I know there's a reason. Why I'm never leaving. Your why I'm never alone. You've given me a reason for me to believe in. And you're my reason. Ya know Im not that girl that expects jewlery, expensive dinners out, or dozens apon dozens of roses for Valentines day......... Im the chick who wo

Legends Of Long Ago
One red autumn, two brothers went on a hunting expedition for their tribe. They come to the source of the Penobscott river and there they stayed all winter. They had no woman with them to do all the tasks that make a hunter thankful. So most of the daily tasks fell upon the younger brother who said to his older brother, "I wish there were a woman in our wigwam to mend and cook, to sew and clean for us." "Well, our mother and sisters are at home, brother. We must do the best we can," replied the older brother. By the time spring came around, their snowshoes were broken and their moccasins were full of holes. One day, when the snow was still hard and icy, the younger brother came home to find that the wigwam was clean and tidy! A fire was burning and there was hot water already boiling in the pot. He said nothing to his brother, but the next day, he returned home early in order to spy on the wigwam. In the light of the dying sun, he saw a beautiful maiden step through the woods

This Is Important To Me!
Best Morph Contest! Just click the rabbit Your Stripper Song Is She Wants to Move by N.E.R.D. "Her off beat dance makes me fantasize (Her curves) She's sexy!!" You are 100% sex appeal. As simple as that. What Song Should You Strip To?

Hello
Ive since had this dream several times over the past few years... Ok this may seem wierd, and belive me it was for me as well... Ok in my dream I was at my house and decided to go over to my granparents who lived about 4 miles from me. For some reason in my dream I owned a 1987 Chevy stpe side pick up that was brown ( I distinctly remeber the truck from my dream for some reason) Anyways To get to my grandparents I had to drive this lil old road throught the woods just like ive done many times b4 in real life. On the way there the road sharply turns to the left, you cross a bridge over a river and sharply turn back to the left. Well in the dream I remeber that I knew i was going to fast to make the turn for the river, but i didnt slow down for some reason. Naturally I didnt make the turn. I hit the concrete embankment for the bridge and flipped into the river. The dream seemed so real that I could feel the cold water feeling the cab of the truck, and At some point I could actual

Oh My!
I ended up deciding against California for now. It's honestly killing me on the inside. I mean, how often am I gonna not follow through on this kinda shit? It's honestly not because I'm too lazy or complacent, far from it. I may still end up visiting, if I can get enough money. But I don't think my car will make it, is the problem. Well, one of the two big problems, anyway. The other is my medical position. My blood sugar and triglycerides are too high to not have medical insurance. But that's not even the real reason. I have become attached to someone here. And even though I know nothing can possibly happen, and I don't even wanna be hooking up with her or anything, I can't see myself separating myself from her of my own free will. I like her, a lot. That is also killing me on the inside, but it would be pointless and stupid and tactless to tell her I crush on her. So, the logical thing to do is ignore it, let it fester and eventually blow over, and find someone else. She makes it h