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Random Stuff
here's my entry in Ezra Valentine's photo/art contest.It's a relatively fair contest; voting is done by number of ratesnot number of comments. No bombing necessary!It is ending this Saturday at 7:00 PM/CST.I would really appreciate your vote! Thanks, Mark Oh, and a big thank you to everyone who hasalready voted. You all rock! hey all...meet my dog Speedy. he rocks. and he's in a contest.please vote for him or he will develop a self-esteem disorder...http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=564541&albumid=231929&i=699346042 USRSF Subject: United States Redneck Special Forces The Pentagon announced today the formation of a new 500-man elite fighting unit called the United States Redneck Special Forces. These Alabama, Arkansas, Georgia, Kentucky, Mississippi, Missouri, Oklahoma, Tennessee and Texas boys will be dropped off into Iraq and have been given only the following facts about terrorists: 1. The season opened today. 2. There is no limit. 3. They taste just like chicken. 4. The

Thank God Its Friday
man this week has went so slow.... monday took for ever and as everyone knows wednesday was really rough hehehe thursday i was really tired from being online talking to some friends so last night i stayed home and slept and still feel like ive been hit by a truck... but it is friday so i will meet the girls for some drinks after work... go home take a shower crawl in bed ... get up early for some more work tomorrow and a day filled with basketball... so by saturday night ill be dead tired again hehehe... thats alright i think my next day off is like 7 years from now hehehe hey everyone have a great weekend and drink a few for me and get some great sex!!!!

P-ssy Vs. Beer
pussy vs. beer PUSSY VS. BEER 1. Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. - One point to BEER 2. Warm beer tastes awful. - One point to Pussy 3. A really cold beer is satisfying. - One point to BEER 4. If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. - One point to Pussy 5. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten Pussies in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. - One point to Pussy 6. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any Pussy in public, you become a legend. - One point to Pussy 7. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of Pussy he may buy you a beer. - One point to Pussy 8. You normally don't find old beer. - One point to BEER 9. Too much beer and you'll think you see flying saucers. Too much Pussy and you'll think you've seen God. - One point to PUSSY 10. In most countries there's a ta

Fantasies
She sits on the edge of the bed nervous with anticipation. Blindfolded, naked, unable to see what is going on, only hearing, feeling, tasting. Turning her head as she hears the door open, she hears his footsteps as he crosses the room. She reaches out to touch him, but he steps out of her reach, taunting her with a laugh. "No, not yet, in time", He says. "When?" She asks. He replies "Patience, my sweet, patience". He tells her to lay back on the bed, she does so, obeying his every command, helplessly she does his bidding. She feels something glidling lightly over her body. Tickling her inner thighs, sliding over her belly and softly carressing the nipples of her ample breasts. A feather?, she thinks. No, it can't be. What is that fragrant smell? "A rose?" she asks, as he carresses her face with the object. "Yes", He replies. He runs his finger tips across her stomache, she shivers at the trace of heat he leaves across her flesh. She reaches out to touch him, he sternly tells h

All About Me
Ya'll miss me?? Anywayss i was in Jail for 3 months.. i might go back :( Well I just wanted to say im back.... I stepped on a fuckin Toothpick tonight. it went in my foot about a centimeter and it went in on a slant.. Fuck it hurts.. Bled like a bitch... and Yea Wood in my foot is not good.... Woohoo.. Im goin to see my son tonight i can wait.. I miss him so much.. im so happy i get to see him... you all have no idea ok well maybe you do ha ha..

Check It Out!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fire My Words To all my friends, family and fans I need your help. Im in my first bombing contest and need all of you to please go rate me and comment bomb me please. I promise I will return the favor and a lot of you already know I love to help my friends out when I can so please come and help me out this time and I wont forget it. Bites and Kisses Fire My Words Fire My Words The Gap Band - You Dropped A Bomb On Me (Original 12" Mix)Music Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Sugaree~passion
Where do you go love and what do you do when seconds become hours and my heart aches for you What am I missing that fails to ensure your sweetest affection and my hearts only cure And what is the price that my heart has to pay to know what it's like to be with you each day How do I tell you so that you understand how much that I need you as Im putty in your hand For when I am with you you set my soul free to live and to love such a sweet fantasy But a moment without you is but lifetimes in hell and to spare me this fate my own soul would I sell I speak with my heart So sincerely I beg you as im falling apart My body so aches love and my heart screams in pain My spirit is frozen solid and im going insane Is all that I ask for and know that I need to great an obligation then tell me I plead For as each precious moment I spend empty and so alone I loose years of my life That I can never atone God knows that I love you for I sure

I Dunno
I don't really think anyone has ever asked me how I got the name Lucky...I am bored so why not make a long winded Blog about it...lucky is short for luckydice40..which I have been using forever....when I started Djing for JFR (which I miss Btw) I shortened it to Lucky....I have Irish blood in me but that is not why I use it...I use lucky because I grew up in Las Vegas and the name rminds me of home and the good times that I had. Last Friday I went golfing for the first time this season..it was close to 80 degrees, and a little wind...well I started my round off pretty well..I was hitting the ball well..I was hitting close to 300 yard drives which I was really happy about. but then I had to use my irons...things went well for the first few holes..then all hell broke loose..just like in the cartoons I would go to hit the ball and stick my club dead into the ground right behind the ball..I felt like a complete ass..now granted things get better as the season progresses, but damn that rou

Hello My Friends
I don't normally post this sort of thing but I feel very strongly on this issue and the rest of the world needs to see this. Not only is it happening to whales but to dolphins as well. Please help in this cause Thank you. Dolphin Massacre in Japan. To do nothing is to approve of it. Please take a moment to look at the video and sign the online petition. From little things, big things grow... And then send it on to as many like minded people that you know. If we build the numbers, we will be heard eventually and things will change, one way or the other. Please help! We must change the way people think about their oceans and inhabitants for the good of us all. Copy & paste the links below in your address bar- The video - http://www.glumbert.com/media/dolphin The petition - http://www.petitiononline.com/golfinho/ G'day Just like to say welcome back online. Let's hope the repaires to the site have improved. Wishing you all a great weekend, have fun, enjoy w

Sherry's Crazy World!!!!!
This blog is going to tell you a little about me and my life...I am do to this site I joined it when my husband sent me a invite.I am not use to this site lol. But on too a little about me and my life.... I am a 34 year old female I live in Toledo,Ohio with my husband for 15 years come March 6,2007. I have three wonderful children Timmy is 14 1/2 years old Kevin is 13 1/2 years old & Courtney is 12 1/2 years old .My children live with my MIL because we fell on some hard times and rather them go in foster home or be adopted out we felt it was in their best interest.But just because they live with my MIL does not mean I ababad mother or not a mother. They know I am mom and I love them very much and I do support my children. I work as a direct care giver for the MRDD which is a most rewarding career I have ever had. I also help my family and friends and I babysit from time-to time.I love to spend time withmy family,friends.I have been going to Weight Watchers sense January 3rd to loose

Comments!!!
i AM IN A RACE FOR A MONTH LONG BLAST!! PLEASE HELP ME OUT AND COMMENT BOMB ME!!!! YOU WILL FIND MY PIC ON Semi Charmed Kinda Life!@ CherryTAP LOOK FOR THE CONTES FOLDER IN HER PICS!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

Hello
why is it i only rember the strange and weird dreams any idea? hi do u think big can be beautifull???? You Are 30% Evil A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil. How Evil Are You?

Women....
WORDS WOMEN USE FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. NOTHING This is the calm before the storm. This means "something" and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "Nothing" usually end in "Fine". GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but it is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing". THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your

R.i.p.
Gone now, but never forgotten Forever in our dreams Every day the sun shines for you Every day the roads are dry. The straights go on forever, The bends are as you dream. There are no more pains There are no more worries. You will be there at every party, You will take part in every race, You will stand ther on the podium. You will race with the stars, You will ride upon Gods pillion, And if Angels ride on Harleys, Then You will surely travel far. On Earth you were my friend, And now you are a star. So glide on Heavens Highway And lead the train up front. One day you will be waiting And together we will ride Once more again as friends The whiteline side by side. Randall Phillip Voils Cousin Rest In Peace

Laugh Love Cry!
im gonna live.. at least they made it to the superbowl, im happy for that!! game was going so great then colts kicked thier ass.. grrrrrr. still love da bears 4 ever!! GO BEARS! ACCOUNTANTS are good with figures. ACTORS do it on cue. ADVERTISERS use the "new, improved" method. AMBULANCE DRIVERS come quicker. ANSI does it in the standard way ARCHEOLOGISTS like it old. ARCHITECTS have great plans. ARTISTS are exhibitionists. ASSEMBLY LINE WORKERS do it over and over. ASTRONOMERS do it with Uranus. ATTORNEYS make better motions. AUDITORS like to examine figures. BABYSITTERS charge by the hour. BAILIFFS always come to order. BAKERS knead it daily. BAND MEMBERS play all night. BANKERS do it with interest - penalty for early withdrawal. BARBERS do it with shear pleasure. BARTENDERS do it on the rocks. BASEBALL PLAYERS make it to first base. BASKETBALL PLAYERS score more often. BEEKEEPERS like to eat their honey. BEER BREWERS

My Thoughts.
Yesterday talking to my friend, haha, I was thinking about the little nuisance that dwells in your stomach commonly known as "butterflies". Well so questioning why I had them I decided to research it, since I do that quite often. Anyways, I’ve found that this man named Greshon believes that we have a smaller brain connected to our main frame brain, or our "big brain" as he referred to it. It also said that the reason we get butterflies is because our brain recognizes something is wrong and sends it to our small brain, then from there as a reaction of anxiety our stomach creates a feeling of fluttering. Our smaller brain doesn’t need the big brain to function however. It can work alone and carries out menial tasks. Idk I thought it was interesting , I want to read more about it&&&such.

Listen
in this world we have to fight to do whats good to do whats right to do our best when all else fails within a hearbeat and all it entails be good n kind and reap the gold cus lifes to short so ive been told so stand up tall with a smile on ya face show those around you that u have style n grace http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3m1WhEhfRI dirty 1. Look at the size of his putter. 2. Oh, dang, my shaft's all bent. 3. You really wacked the hell out of that sucker. 4. After 18 holes I can barely walk. 5. My hands are so sweaty I can't get a good grip. 6. Lift your head and spread your legs. 7. You have a nice stroke, but your follow through leaves a lot to be desired. 8. Just turn your back and drop it. 9. Hold up. I've got to wash my balls. 10. Damn, I missed the hole again

Browntown
PHREAK IN BED TEST Body: Hey want to play a game? It called FREAK IN THE BED TEST, GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YO

Getting Older...maybe Wiser.
REASONS I KNOW IM GETTING OLDER: 1. I now require naps...this is just a recent thing. 2. I can no longer tell how old a woman is most of the time...AND THEY DONT WANT YOU TO ASK 3. As far as music goes...I have lost touch cuz I dont like fag EMO or Rap or Screamo...kids today. 4. I bought a BROWN leather jacket, not black but BROWN....trust me its a sign. 5. Some kid at the bar in Mexico asked me if I remembered the 80's...Uhh... I lied and said no 6. I have a wrinkle on the corner of my eye that doesnt go away for like 10 secs. if I squint. 7. The freshmen when I was a senior in high school are all drinking age now. 8. I feel stupid in a "band" shirt. 9. I have known a couple people for 20 years, Ive known a bunch for 10-15 years. 10. When High School kids walk into my store, I now assume they are going to steal.... WHAT HAVE I BECOME???????????????????????????????????????

Missy Blogs
well its official, im 2 months pregnant. yeah at 42 im going to have a baby. im happy but scared at my age but it is a blessing from god and i am excited. missy Please stop by and let me know you look at my profile once in a while. Please sign my guest book Missy My daughter keeps getting her myspace hacked into and we think it is her ex boyfriend. does anyone know how to get this JERK kicked off myspace. we have called police,written myspace and nothing. anny suggestions would be appreciated here is his profile www.myspace.com/115930415 please help a mom get a stalker out of my daughter and granddaughters life.

Mossman Tells It
When my Mommy does come home. I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!" I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the f

Brain Is On School Over Load!!!!
well here 1/2 the way thru school all is well 3.75 gpa. not to bad im doing better than what was expected of me. but dam the amount of reading im doing in my spare time is a bit extreme i think . if they would at least put some hot chicks on the bikes in the books it wouldnt be so bad...lol... alas i perservere on ward towards the end....

Show Some Luv
aight FRIENDS and FANS whats up im in this contest and would really love it if you all could come give me some help i need 25000 comments to win heres the link THANK YOU I'LL BE GLAD TO RETURN FAVOR JUST ASK

Musical Condoms???
From China Daily.com Forget chocolates or roses this Valentine's Day -- a gift of musical condoms is bound to be more entertaining. Hong Kong's Ondo Creation, which makes designer condoms, hopes its Idom sheathes will put a more romantic spin on safe sex -- and reduce the risk of a slap on the face that a pack of six might elicit among some conservative Asians. The Idom itself doesn't sing -- but the mint, strawberry, chocolate and banana flavored condoms come in an attractive package with a music CD to get you in the mood for love. "We create an environment for lovers who would like to try a different experience," said Victor Tsang who runs Ondo Creation. "We try to create products that are not embarrassing, but very trendy and hip. It's a lifestyle product," he added. Cynics may scoff at the marketing gloss, but the 18 month start-up's products sell across the world. The firm also won a bronze medal in the Industrial Design Excellence Awards run in conjunction

I Need A Boat!
Sex on Boats From the Toronto Sun.com I knew a man years ago who'd only have sex on a boat. He said he found it extremely erotic. Canadians may shiver at the thought, but it helped that he lived on the south coast of England where the weather's reasonably decent all year, which leads to a long boating season. He said it beat sex on a bed in a house by far and was much more stimulating (and comfortable) than, say, sex in a car or a park. Citing the silence, the privacy, the relaxing rocking motion of the boat, the slap-slap sound of waves against the side plus the cozy intimacy of small cabins, he waxed lyrical about the atmosphere being more sensual and, especially, romantic. The only problem, he noted, is if the sea is rough, it's essential your partner be a good sailor. Being seasick in the confines of such a small space is, needless to say, not conducive to hot sex. He was preaching to the converted. I'm a good sailor (born by the sea) and I've made love

Nascar
By Dan Wetzel, Yahoo! Sports May 10, 2007 The Boston Red Sox once sold Babe Ruth so its owner could fund a play. The Portland Trail Blazers once passed on Michael Jordan. The Minnesota Vikings once traded five players and six draft picks for Herschel Walker. None of those moves were as disastrously bad as the one Teresa Earnhardt made when she thought she could call Dale Earnhardt Jr.'s bluff about leaving his late father's racing team. Her stepson was serious. Painfully so for DEI. Thursday at his JR Motorsports headquarters in North Carolina, Earnhardt Jr. announced he is leaving DEI. Whether he is going to drive for his own team or will join an existing competitor is not certain. What is known is that he'll still be sponsored by Budweiser, still will drive a Chevy and, of course, still be the overwhelmingly most popular and recognizable driver in NASCAR. Only now, he'll be doing it for even more money and even more (if not total) control. J

Help A Friend Get Out Of The Army
hey everyone one of my sgts is tryin to get a record deal through music city madness on cmt.com voting starts next month i believe, and if he wins then he gets a record deal and that means he can get out of tha miltary and do what he loves to do. newho go check out his video clip and vote http://www.cmt.com/loaded/index.jhtml?vid=129157 and if u really want to be cool repost this link on ur site so more people go, purr-she-ate-it ******************************** voting starts on the 13th of feb ********************************

Pic
hey all come to yahoo to chat donnie22672_2003 hope to see my friends there to all my friends and all my soon to be friends. I have not been on here long so please go to my prfile and see me new pictures and rate my page

Take The Test !!!
The Pope & Bill Gates ?? LOL Money & Power I'm Missing !! Your results:You are Geordi LaForge Geordi LaForge 95% An Expendable Character (Redshirt) 80% Chekov 75% James T. Kirk (Captain) 75% Worf 75% Will Riker 65% Mr. Scott 65% Data 65% Deanna Troi 60% Beverly Crusher 60% Leonard McCoy (Bones) 60% Uhura 55% Jean-Luc Picard 55% Spock 44% Mr. Sulu 20% You work well with others and often fix problems quickly. Your romantic relationships are often bungled. Click here to take the "Which Star Trek character am I?" quiz...

Life N Timez
Well.. shitty days n night n blah. So Alots changed about me...i got a job and i have a life not to mention i miss alot of people. I now work for the board of Education and i work 5am to 5pm FUN! I have money now because of my job so I can afford to go ouit which is awsomeness, and i can get myself stuff i wantz. And as far as people I miss..they're all people that are no longer living. this past summr alone..i like 7 friends/family. in jus a matter of 2 months. I found out only a few months ago a friend of mine Jessica hung herself. She was like me in the fact that we did the same self mutilation BS and we were depressed. Alot of the time i felt she was the only one who could understand how I feel and why I felt the way I did. We were so similar, Same name, same likes, same dislikes. I miss her like all hell. I just wish we stayed in touch. I feel like her death is partially my fault because i didnt stay in touch. I guess one morning a friend of hers walked into her house an

Updates
Okay, my stash is fuckin swamped... It's over loaded, and totally impossible to find anything good. So i've devised this devilish plan to create a separate blog for each type of video. I'll have blogs for: Music Videos Fights Stunts & Pranks(Failures and successes) Cars Porn and whatever else i come up with or you fuckers suggest. make sure you vote and comment on this shit. Create your own Friend Quiz here

Lmfao...
Santa Sex I have the best girlfiend in the world.I came home and found her waiting for me in bed.Not only waiting for me but in red lingerie with white fur trimming.Yay santa has come to town and brought me exactly what I wanted for christmasA beautiful girl wrapped in tinsle in my very own bed.Yay for spontaniety, yay for the holidays.I just jumped into bed as fast as I could to unwrap my presentKissing those lushes breastPressing against that beautiful bodyRunning my fingers threw that beautiful hairTearing that fur and red cloth off of her delicious bodyKissing those sweet and tender lipsWraping our tounges together greco roman styleEye to eyeChest to juicy chestHip to curvacious hipThat room caught fire with the heat and passion between us that nightSinking into one anotherFalling into eachothers bodiesThe sweet sweat of each other interminglingThe entanglement of limbsThe ripping and shredding of clothesThe labored breathing, slumped into one anothers arms after the most cosmic

My First Blog On Cherry Tap!
I never know what to say on a first blog. Ok so I suppose I will start off by talking about me! Most of you know that I am married to a wonderful man who is in the Army. Until recently I was also in the Army...now in the National Guard. That is a different story for another blog...LOL I am a surgical tech and I love my job. I am going back to school for my nursing degree...which isn't all fun and games... I have kids that I love dearly but sometimes they drive me crazy. But other than that...if you want to know something you can ask me. I don't talk about politics, religion, abortion, gay marriage or any other subject that gets people in heated discussions...I have my own opinions on things and I am happy with the fact that they may not be the same as yours. I will say that I am 100% behind stem cell research! Enough said! I have friends from all over with all different backgrounds. I love my friends...friends and family are very important to me! Well...that is abou

Just Plain Rob
Sometimes I just fucking hate my life, wishing the pain could just go away :-( Why can't it be easier to fall out of love than falling in love? Yeah, so last night around like, oh I don't know, 11pm EST, my friend Audrea decides to refer me to this site. Little did I know that at that moment I would be sucked in like an ant in a hoover. I mean, damn, I was on for at least 2.5 hours, and now I've been on here and there for most of the night. All I can say is DAMN. I'm liking this. I now own a house, woooohooooo!!!! Go me :-D I always kind of wonder how many 24 year olds can actually say that, wootie woot :-)

Bored
At last it would appear as though things might be finally going my way. Things are going great with my job working for a press company. I've also found a sweet deal on a mazda 626, I just hope that doesn't fall through. The ex also continues to bury herself in her own stupidity. Then, to top it all off, I've been reunited with a couple of old friends of mine that I haven't seen in year. Maybe I should knock on wood to make sure none of this goes up in my face. In addition to thinking 'blog' is a funny word, I have apparently forgotten the fine art that is coffee making. Maybe I was still NOT awake or maybe I was just being stupid, but I forgot to put the damned coffee in and made some nice hot water. I realize that this is something that a lot of people have done before but..... I dunno, I just feel really fuckin' stupid now, HAHA!!! Have fun laughing at my expense, this one's for you people. So yeah, I need to apologize for this blog because it's gonna be really stupid. Isn't

Delta's Musings
I long to tell you how I feel But instead keep them hidden Of how I really feel deep inside I willingly give you my body For our pleasure we must create But it’s my heart that I must keep Wrapped and hidden from view To tell you I love you and that I care Is something that I must not do For you are married to another As we meet hidden from view Drawing each other near, in a lovers embrace I dream of you as I sleep Dreams of forbidden fruit As we love and as we lie Providing each with the pleasure we need That we are unable to get from others So I keep these thoughts to myself Until such a time I can share them with the world Of what lies within my heart and soul Enjoying what time we share together Keeping the memories of it oh so close To sustain me in the dead of the night By Delta Bluemoon Copyright 2007

Damn People
Yes I know boring topic but still.. I've been working on 1099's for work for the last few MONTHS. You know wanted to get them out on time if not early. So I FINALLY go them all done and sent out today. Granted the figures were computer generated, printed, and we used out machine to fold/stuff them, but I have over 20hrs of Overtime last week to finish up corrections, calling vendors for w9's, auditing, and trying to explain to vendors that we weren't trying to steal their identity just trying to follow the law and report what needed to be reported.... So anyways. I get a call from my brother. He never calls or responds to my calls/text's for that matter unless he wants/needs something. This time his other sister, we are not related at all, needs help with 1099's. She needs to know how to fill the F*ing things out. My reactions in this order.... * Why the Fuck does she need to fill out 1099's she isn't in accounting. * Why the FUCK is it MY responsibility to help her with these

Sex Stories
So long ago I was a child With mind so pure And manners mild, And dreams of treasures, valor and what not, Of things like sailing 'round the world in my yacht. At night I'd sit and watch Bright planets in the sky When they and then the stars Would roll on by. My mind would travel To a distant cosmic shore, Exploring corners of the Universe I hadn't known before. I could converse with trees And birds and camels And fish and insects, Shrimp and gnawing mammals. It was my Age of Innocence, Profundity and tranquil joy. My soul was crystal clean. My heart was daring yet coy... And then damn puberty arrived Along with pimples, rock-n-roll and teenage jive And, ruthlessly, to my dismay, my hormones then kicked in, And then a loathsome fire started burning from within. Oh, how raging, how wicked was that fire! A sticky, overwhelming s*xual desire! My inner organs started churning sperm- Their tiny bodies would inside my body squirm. I lost my cosmic und

Impure Thoughts
‘IMPURE THOUGHTS' My eyes shall never lie upon your sweet adoring face, and my hand will never caress the length of your body nor discover the taunt skin of your awaiting chest. Through out this unmerciful night, I shall breathe a little harder, with only the thought of you lying next to me. My pulse quickening. I become excited as the thoughts of you blaze rampantly through my body. I will suffer from this agony, because of the freedom I have found in your word’s embrace. You alone will stand out in my anguished, lonely memory. I have been rescued, from all the intensity you’ve lavished upon me. You… yes, you are my Champion. My warrior poet of the heaven’s. No mortal man could take your place, in that spot of my tortured soul that you have claimed as your own. I shall walk into this languishing night, searching for you. For I feel your presence in the darkness calling my name; surrounding my longing heart. And I will writhe in pain. My body and mind in turmoil, for t

So True
So fuckin true Current mood: stressed A is for the bad ass I thought he was. B is for BULLSHIT which is what he was full of. C is for the commitment that was never there. D is for the dildo he didn't know I had. D is also for "damn the bad luck" which is what I have in dating men. E is for everything he said we'd do, everything he said he was, and everything he's not. E is also for ego. His was bigger than a hot air balloon. F is for faithful as long as there wasn't something or someone better to do. G is for GOD, the one he thought he was and wanted to be worshipped as. G is also for the spot he could never find! H is for laughter (HA! HA!) the last sound he heard from me as he was walking out the door. I is for impotent which is what I told everyone he was. I is also for the inbreeding that occurred in his Podunk family. J is for jugular, the one I'd love to sever. K is for key, the one that made the lovely designs on his truck. K is also for ki

Babe Are U Mine?
I found a way to make extra cash in my spare time. You can check it out and try it for yourself. https://www.moreinfo247.com/9634970/FREE You gotta repost this as,"babe r u mine?" The 1st person to message u saying "baby....im urs." ... will be ur CherryTap Sweetheart... u'd be suprised at just who wants to be urs...u have 2 do this even if you are taken or, are you just Chicken!!!!

'love'
‘Love’ Love is a emotion Seldom freely given Love is a beauty Felt from deep within Love is a image Of peace and happiness Love is only felt When one gives kindness A special thing, to some people… That’s what love is. But, to me… LOVE IS YOU! J.R.A.F 12-09-93

' A Gift From God'
‘A GIFT FROM GOD’ A common dream to be the best Our strength and patience put through the test Our feelings passed from one to the other It’s no reason why God made us mothers A smile, a tear, a touch of the hand Make me say….“ I know I can!” I know I can make it through this little while Cause the greatest gift, is to hold our child

'realization'
Realization Withered flesh and tortured souls, Vowing to be forever As time takes its toll. A troubled mind, Shows that life’s unkind, To the one’s who use to be. A promise, a dream, And a wish for something, to bring my youthfulness back. Lies and despair, Knowing no one cares; And coming to realize…… What leaves us to see, What reality really means. For death, shall come for us all one day. J.R.A.F. April 17, 1993

The World We Live In...........
Sometimes I get deep and not always make sence , But I understand me......and at the end of the day thats what counts.....lol If beauty is in the eyes of the beholder...........Why is it so many of us are UGLY???? Just beacuse I said the word UGLY, doesnt mean I meant looks.....I meant deep with in our souls. Many people have ugly souls and are mean and nasty. I was chatting on line with a friend of mine and they told me that someone told him, he was ugly. To me she was the ugly one to have said such mean and nasty words. If most of us were honest, when we woke up in the morning we arent all fine as hell. We all have morning breath, sleep in our eyes and bed head......Lets get really here. Threw out the days, months and years we have all put on some weight, got another age line and lost a bit of hair. We all have fault, So I ask when you look in that mirror again........DO YOU SEE AN UGLY PERSON? Lets take a good look at ourselfs and remember "Beauty is in t

'i Am Your Friend'
‘I AM YOUR FRIEND’ Shallow sweet Pride strong A day to meet A lifetime long A friend to hope And to share Anything you need And I will be there I will be there It’s when I’m sorry doesn’t work, And all your dreams are shattered You seem to stand alone, Asking if it matters When you’re looking for that friend That said that they cared You only have to think of me And I will be there I will be there Beside you every moment After a bad dream Quietly unspoken Whenever you need But think very hard At how it is an art Because if I was ever your friend I would live in your heart Now look again and see If I do not care I have told you already I will be there I will be there My words are true I’ll always be there Alive or if I’m dead The past doesn’t matter Listen to your heart And you will hear my laughter I am your friend indeed I don’t have to be in form Because I’ll be in your mind Think of me & I’ll

About Me
IN LOVING MEMBORY OF JIMMIE LEE GREEN, JR. MAY 14TH OF 1976 TO MARCH 3RD OF 2007. SAFELY HOME I AM HOME IN HEAVEN, DEAR ONES. OH, SO HAPPY AND SO BRIGHT. THERE IS PERFECT JOY AND BEAUTY, IN THIS EVERLASTING LIGHT. ALL PAIN AND GRIEF IS OVER, EVERY RESTLESS TOSSING PASSED; I AM NOW AT PEACE FOREVER, SAFELY HOME IN HEAVEN AT LAST. THERE IS WORK STILL WAITING FOR YOU, SO YOU MUST NOT IDLY STAND; DO IT NOW, WHILE LIFE REMAINETH-YOU SHALL REST IN GOD'S OWN LAND. WHEN THAT WORK IS ALL COMPLETED, HE WILL GENTLY CALL YOU HOME; OH, THE RAPTURE OF THAT MEETING, OH, THE JOY TO SEE YOU COME. WE LOVE YOU JIMMIE AND WE WILL MISS YOU. THIS IS MY CUZ. AND WE PRAY FOR HIS SOUL. HE LIVED A PAINFUL LIFE AND NOW HE FEELS THE PAIN NO MORE. GOD HELD OUT HIS HAND AND CALLED HIM HOME. UNTELL WE MEET AGAIN. YOU ARE IN OUR HEARTS. MY MOM ALWAYS TOLD ME NEVER PLAY THIS GAME. BUT I LOVED IT. AT THIS PIONT IN TIME I WAS INTO WITCH CRAFT. I NEVER DID BLACK I ONLY DID WHITE. I NEVER DID SPEL

More Poetry
Time to share is always there I peered thru life Ever avoiding strife But now am undone My barriers broken For one has found me Reached in and unbound me Her love has burst my bonds And set music to my songs Her need for me And mine for she Has made my Winter Spring A new start With hammering heart We color the world with our dream Nothing is as it did seem The darkness of my solitude is done She - my rising sun.

My Haunting Past
The haunting past. As I watch the dawn of a brand new day- my mind is still haunted by demons from my past. Only from a dream, or a vision of the memory of hope; do I lay with a small hope for tomorrow. The devils of yesterday, reach out with their fleshless hands- They grab at me. Their fingers have names. I have names them all. They are betrayal – tears – blood – pain and torture. The hand itself is loneliness of the purest kind. I shiver under those monstrous hands of time. For they grope into the shadows of my mind. The parts that are left vulnerable to me. All my secret places. The places I try to hide in. The darkness always seeks me where I hide until it gets what it wants… My weaknesses. My youth. My dreams. My love. My happiness. My sanity. My life. I fill with a scream that rolls off my tongue soundless. With much effort I wonder what will be next. I will not let it rob me of my future. Today & tomorrow , I will fight my fears with my own hand. I reach

My Valentine
I am sooo excited...my husband's leave starts on Feb 14, 2007. Whooohooooo....that means he will be here sometime on Valentines Day. I have not seen him since the end of September 2006. I get him all to myself for two weeks, well almost two weeks, we will have to go visit and let others see him to, darnit. But, yes I will be a VERY Happy Camper. But, then after that he will be going back to Iraq, for seven more months . I am not thinking about that right now, I am thinking about what to wear when I pick him up from the airport....since I have lost about 131lbs since he left, I think he will love whatever I do or do not wear. Hey how bout some ideas? Ya'll gimme some ideas, especially the guys.

Graphic Design & More...
My digital photography and design work was just bought by Corbis.com. The series/compilation of photos called "Essence" is a combination of my photography and graphic design on the sensual sexual nature of men and women. Unfortunately, I can't show the series or I would violate the signed contract, but I can let the public see my cover design until it releases. Let me know what you think and rate my picture. Ciao. http://i80.photobucket.com/albums/j185/B_E_S/essencebypmstrategies.gif

Smile As Time Passes
'Smile as time passes' smile as time passes easy steps alone & along any path looking for, looking at, looking forward wondering loud, remembering to scream as much in pleasure as in pain. the pain passes the taste of pleasure stays forever

Angelynna
Angelynna www.fubar.com/angelynne is in an auction! Real life slave girl/submissive willing to be bought for a month on fubar. What i will give you: Added to my family for a month (includes access to my new NSFW pics) Your name next to mine for the month Rates of all your pics during HH Rates of all your stash during HH a salute with your name on it, SFW or NSFW up to you special chat time special webcam time possible real life meeting any other little "favors" you request (within reason) Please post bids in response to the blog. you are welcome to contact me directly if you have any questions. thanks! XOXO Angela I have changed quite a bit in the few months I was gone from here... I am back now and hoping to earn more respect this time around. Let me know what you think :) i am approved by ifriends for live webcam shows. i will be putting on shows regularly from this point on. please join me in ifriends with my join link, http://www.iFriends.net/JoinMe.htm

Piss On All Yall
Since I am on the pissed off rampage, I might as well say something else. I love how you read on most people's pages and they say something to the effect of "If you can't take a few minutes to read my profile don't bother adding me...." Crap like that. Here is the irritating thing. These SAME people don't spend the 2 minutes to read anyone else's. They are so busy whoring themselves out for points that they forget that there are humans on the other side of the computer. Yeah this blog is nothing but a bitchfest, but what is sad is that the people that REALLLLYYYY need to read this won't take the time to read it because they are working on their next bulletin begging for points or ways to get more fans to satisfy their need for points. I can honestly say I don't give a shit about the points I am here to meet people. In the up coming weeks I think all these little point whores are going to make a vanishing act from my friends and fans list. ADIOS! Why do women come out and tal

''happy Holiday's''
Happy holidays!!!!!! To all of those of whom we love so well, We hope your holidays’ aren't too much hell. Turkey, ham, In-laws and presents, Watching football and counting the seconds. Riding home and cussing them so... Wishing you could kick the kids in the snow. Fake smiles and idle chatter and seeing their heads upon a platter.... happy holidays to you, we love you so much, even though deep down we think your a putts.

Untitled
its there for the taking, for all of us. like candy and we miss it they hide it from us when we are young and we hide it as we grow we keep look even when we see it. we leave it behind when we go. in moments, when no one is near, we wrap ourself around it, we take it in like breath it is part of us. shaken awake dark wanting return needing scilence scared alone new confused alive

Irishscottish
After the fire, There is a choise to see only ashes, charred memories and possessions or to stand,thankful,on holy ground, seeing what the flames could not burn and destroy, the presence of God, and his hand at work, refining and polishing his people, as we anticipate, catch the glowing flame of transformation, becoming aligned with his plan, being a part of something we don't understand, but trusting the one who is in control. God is near. k.s. haveing every thing taken away, from family to job, i have had to sit. evauluating my life, i see i have to make changes. to be suronded by friends who care, and are here to help not destroy, i now see where i have gone wrong. being selfish, selfcenterness,egotiscal, and full of fear, i pushed everything and one away from me. man am i sorry. so i have given myself to God of my understanding and mighty changes have taken place. my heart of revenge has been replaced with a

Musings And Stuff
One should always begin at the beginning...but that wouldn't be any fun, so indulge me for a few brief moments. It's rather late, I'm a little sleepy and actually jones-ing for a cigarette. I gave up smoking fourteen months ago, the urge to light up almost always hits me when I'm plugging away on the computer. I think to begin, I will fall back upon a story I have been working on as a means of introduction. I'll try to continue to writing, though I make no promises as to its quality. I've never claimed to be good at it. I do however enjoy it. Eden's Story Eden Pirelli was always a rebellious young woman. She hadn’t ceased to rebel once she reached adulthood. The daughter of seemingly “well to do” conservative family in the lower Midwest, she was out on her own by the time she was barely seventeen. Home was just too much to handle for her. The façade of her family shattered when she finally broke free from them after having suffered an adolescence of sexual abuse at the hand

'don't Let This World Get You Down'
'Don't let this world get you down' Time seems to slip way. Every second of everyday. Life takes you through, all sorts of turns But you better watch out, before you get burned. Funny things happen, When you live in a world like this Because if you don’t watch yourself, you’ll get fucked & not kissed. So baby, don’t let this world get you down, In time it will change, some way, some how. All it takes is for someone to come around. So baby, don’t let this world get you down. You’ll take a short trip down memory lane. And people will tell you, that you’re the blame Don’t let it bother you; it’s not all that bad Because this world that we live in is so damn sad. So baby, don’t let this world get you down, In time it will change, some way, some how. Something happens with each breath I take. It coils up inside me like a poisonous snake Ready to strike, and bite you till you bleed. Yet you are never really ready when it decides to feed.

My Weekend
my internet is down for the long weekend so i wont be around the next few days. some of you have my cell number if you want to catch up to me. if not i`ll be bad on line next week i hope. happy holidays all ok let me start off by saying my visit was good with my kids. now it`s time for me to deal with you drama people. i`m going to be very blunt and foward. it seems that a few of you have a problem with me sticking up for canada. i would just sit back when ppl talk shit about the country i love and live in. so if you got a problem with canada plez save us both the time and remove me from your friend list.i dont talk bad to no one or talk about what country they are from.so no i wont let you dis my country. if this blog bothers you just remove me. i am canadian i`m not going to change cause ppl dont like me or my country. mike well i`m off to bed, i get my kids tomorrow. i`ll be back on sunday. take care and show me some luv. love to hear from my friends. have a great

My Website
U know who u r and ur such a point whore!! Kisses!! I'm sssooooo bored!! Someone talk to me! I just talked to my director and she said the new candle for next month is Hot Orange Danish! I can't wait to smell it!! Go to my website and register for a chance to win this great candle!! www.lonislights.scent-team.com

I Am Wearing Pink Today
Hi My name is Miss K , I am here to have a good time although I have no idea how this works. A little about myself, I love to water ski, dirtbike ride , camp , dance and hang out with my friends having a couple of beers. pretty exciting ay? I am honest , can't stand liars! funny, adventurous, pretty much up for anything as long as I am smile! Here to make new friends and get a kick out of this site . Bare with me until I figure out how to do all this! Thank you !

Comment Bomber For Hire
Alrighty...I've been hit by so many people wanting me to help bomb them, it's hard to keep up with everything. So..i am for hire. I will take on as much work as i can without completely killing myself lol...anyways Prices - 3000 comments - 1 day blast 5000 comments - 3 day blast I can do more, but hell, no one is going to pay a blast for comments anyway :-p but it's worth a try. Anyways, msg me we'll see what we can work out if you need the help. Comment Bomber for Hire@ CherryTAP

Humor
"There is a place you can touch a woman that will drive her crazy. Her heart!" - Melanie Griffith "Love is grand; divorce is a hundred grand." - Anonymous "I was nauseous and tingly all over. I was either in love or I had smallpox!" - Woody Allen The great question, which I have not been able to answer is, "What does a woman want?" - Sigmund Freud "Marriage is the triumph of imagination over intelligence. Second marriage is the triumph of hope over experience." - Samuel Johnson "An archeologist is the best husband any woman can have; the older she gets, the more interested he is in her." - Agatha Christie "What do you get when you cross Odie with the God of love? A stupid cupid!" You have two choices in life: You can stay single and be miserable, or get married and wish you were dead. At a****ail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." A lady inserted an ad in the classifi

What If I Did This?
When I was quite young, my father had one of the first telephones in our neighborhood. I remember the polished, old case fastened to the wall. The shiny receiver hung on the side of the box. I was too little to reach the telephone, but used to listen with fascination when my mother talked to it. Then I discovered that somewhere inside the wonderful device lived an amazing person. Her name was "Information Please" and there was nothing she did not know. Information Please could supply anyone's number and the correct time. My personal experience with the genie-in-a-bottle came one day while my mother was visiting a neighbor. Amusing myself at the tool bench in the basement, I whacked my finger with a hammer, the pain was terrible, but there seemed no point in crying because there was no one home to give sympathy. I walked around the house sucking my throbbing finger, finally arriving at the stairway. The telephone! Quickly, I ran for the footstool in the parlor and dragged it

Spam Error
I SENT OUT A BULLETIN A FEW DAYS BACK AFTER I WAS TOLD THAT SOMEONE THOUGHT I WAS CHEATING WHEN VOTING FOR MY MOM IN A CONTEST BECAUSE I KEPT POSTING THE SAME COMMENT. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS HIT THE SPACE BAR A FEW TIMES EVERY ONCE IN AWHILE BEFORE PASTING YOUR COMMENT. I KNOW A FEW PEOPLE THAT USE THIS. HELL THERE WAS A BULLETIN GOING AROUND A MONTH OR TWO AGO BUT I GUESS SOME PEOPLE JUST DONT KNOW HOW TO READ. I WAS SO UPSET WHEN I WAS INFORM THAT SOMEONE THOUGHT I WAS CHEATING. I AM NOT LIKE THAT I SPENT MANY MANY HOURS VOTING FOR MY MOM. I WOULD NEVER CHEAT SO IF YOU WANT TO GET PASSED THE SPAM ERROR JUST USE THE SPACE BAR. IT WORKS BELIEVE ME. SORRY ABOUT THE CAPS FIGURED THIS WA SOMEONE MIGHT TAKE THE TIME TO READ THIS. HAVE A GREAT DAY EVERYONE. STAY AT HOME MOM ~MEMBER OF K.O.T.~

Tongue Twisters
A fat hen A fat hen, a couple of ducks A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs, five fat frivolous females A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs, five fat frivolous females, six simple simons sitting on a stump A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs, five fat frivolous females, six simple simons sitting on a stump, seven Simbad the sailors sailing sailing the seven seas A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs, five fat frivolous females, six simple simons sitting on a stump, seven Simbad the sailors sailing sailing the seven seas, eight egotistical ecologists evaluating the earths expectancy A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs, five fat frivolous females, six simple simons sitting on a stump, seven Simbad the sailors sailin

The Greatest Decade
I don't know about everyone else but I miss the 80's. The 80's was a fun time for me. I graduated Forestville Sr High in '84 and joined the Army four days later. The music was the best and is still played in my truck's CD player every time I ride. My two teenage kids hate riding with me. They can't believe their dad use to be a breakdancer....yes, I was a breakdancer. I'd kill myself now trying to do any of that. I know, sounds lame but I was having a good time. I even owned a couple of pair of parachute pants. Y'all remember those? The Army sent me to Germany for my first two years. I was in the Infantry and when I graduated Basic and AIT, I had $8,000 in my pocket. Don't have anything to show for it but I can tell some great stories. I stayed drunk for most of those two years. I've been to the real Octoberfest in Munich, I can always remember getting there but can never remember leaving. Dancing on top of the fest tables with the Germans, and the liter mugs of be

False People!!!!
WHY IS IT THAT PEOPLE SAY RATE ME,POST A COMMENT,CHECK OUT MY PICTURES AND I'LL RETURN THE FAVOUR... AND THEN NEVER DO IF I COULD TAKE BACK RATES AND PHOTO COMMENTS BELIEVE ME I WOULD!! IT PROPER RILES ME WHY SAY IT IF UR NOT GONNA DO IT... THERE'S JUST NO NEED IS THERE!!! AM I ALONE ON THIS ANYONE LET ME KNOW!!!!CHEERS

Vampire
Empty yet aware, the original light shines spontaneously; tranquil yet responsive, the great function manifests. A wooden horse neighing in the wind does not walk the steps of the present moment; a clay ox emerging from . the sea plows the springtime of the eon of emptiness. Understand? Where a jade man beckons, even greater marvel is on the way back. bryan.AkA.The.Writer functioning needs Inside and outside are one, Movement and stillness are the same. In all these, functioning needs To be free and clear. If this is not so then All the minds's holy sutras And all of the sayings of the patriarchs Become mere tangles of empty words. The Way of Thought.And the peace of mind Also become dead things. bryan.aKa.the writer We are fed up to hallucinate with this policy of shit.Cheated by the church and his stupid religion. The most deadly sect and in turn the most unpunished infects of the society.

Help Me Somebody
I am new to this site and i am having a hard time figuring out how to add a background and add other things to my interest page like movies and other stuff...can someone help me out PLEASE...thanks to anybody who helps me.

Contact Link
Life Is Short One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." or "I Miss You" So while we have it, its best we love it. And care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage. And friendships. And children with bad report! Cards; and dogs with bad hips; and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, and

Angle Eyes
sorry to all my freinds and family here on fubar. been so busy with work its been unreal short staffed. but i will make up for it. i miss you all very very much. love medic while may dear ct friends today is my last day on ct for a while. iam leaveing tomm morning for my back surgery. wish me luck. ill try to come back on here as soon as i can. take care of your selfs and be safe love you all.. to all my freinds and family on fubar. i will not be on here for a couple of days due to my cousins furnal is this saturday. and i want to say thank you to everyone for your preys. i love you all. medic

Random Thoughts
I put this on my main page too, but thought it was worthy of a blog entry also, lol. =) I find joy in both the simple and complex things in life. I crave the smell of wet blades of grass, the earth's soil after it rains, Grandma's homemade apple butter when she's canning... and a baby's sweet spot on their forehead. I enjoy the sounds of my Mama's laughter, my brother singing, good music on the stereo, and the thunder rolling off in the distance when I'm safe in the arms of the man I love during a summer storm as we listen to the rain on the window. I admire the beauty of the power of true friendship, butterflies in flight, a sweet smile on the face of a friend or loved one, the color of the leaves in the Fall, and the Snake River with the Grand Tetons in the back drop. I enjoy the feel of a soft, velvety kiss, having my hair brushed and played with, rose petals between my thumb and fingers, knowing that those who matter to me are safe and of knowing I

When Enough Is Enough
I knew him for 10 years, and if I said I didn't love him, I'd be lieing. We met on the net back when I was new to all of this, and making friends was all I had in mind. I was newly married and had a baby on the way, and I was always home by myself. My husband was always working, sleeping and out with the guys..So the internet was my escape, and it was something for me to do to help pass the time. He was married also, and him and his wife were in the process of divorcing. He needed someone to talk to, and he found me. We were both in the same boat, so to speak, and we found comfort in knowing that we could relate to eachother. It was July 4th weekend in 1999 when I herd from him last, and I was totally shocked that he had just vanished like he did. Six months later, I was in the middle of a divorce when I was sitting in a chatroom on YAHOO one Sunday morning, and I saw him pop into the room. He started to voice chat in the room and I felt my heart skip a beat. I said hello to him and t

Unknown
I don't quite understand this place, CherryTap, yet. I don't know what I'm looking at and I don't really understand where to talk or what all the little things are or mean. I've played around on MySpace, but don't "see" what to do here. I've received a couple comments already, but don't even know how they found my page. Patience, patience.

To Good Health
STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) and just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes. They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food - while she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening. Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00pm, Ingrid passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ - had they known how to identify the signs of a stroke perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. It only takes a minute to read this- Recognizing a Stroke A neurologist says that if he can get to a stroke victim within 3 hours he can totally reverse the effects of a stroke...totally. He said the trick was getting a stroke recognized, diagnosed an getting to the patient within 3 hours which is tough. RECOGNIZING A STROKE Thank God for the sens

5 Ways To Tell If Youre A Partier!!!
5.if you consider a 40 oz of bud breakfast. 4.if you woke up this mornin with 2 topless blondes and this isn't the first time that's happened this week. 3.if you're starting to be one with the "hangover". 2.if you are really starting to believe you can fly. And the #1 way to tell if you're a partier is you're reading this. Cuz there was not ever really a doubt in your mind that you were was there! 5.if you consider a 40 oz of bud breakfast. 4.if you woke up this mornin with 2 topless blondes and this isn't the first time that's happened this week. 3.if you're starting to be one with the "hangover". 2.if you are really starting to believe you can fly. And the #1 way to tell if you're a partier is you're reading this. Cuz there was not ever really a doubt in your mind that you were was there!

Kate Is Bored..
2007 surveyBasicName:Kate Age:19 Gender:Girl Top Three quotes 0f 2007-:"Seth: Oh my God! That's the coolest fucking story I've ever heard in my life! Can you tell it again, do you have time? " -:"Our greatest glory comes not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." -:"Sacrifice is giving up something good for something better." Songs For you LifeYour theme song:"With A Little Help From My Friends" - The Beatles Dance Song:I'll dance to anything. Your best friend's song:Something country. Ew. Your Empowerment Song:"Hate" - Plain White T's song that made you cry:"Stellar" and "I Miss You" - Incubus song about your love life:Isn't one at the momment.. Your most angst ridden song:"Let it Die" - Three Days Grace Random things about 2007did you travel anywhere? where?:AL, SC,TX, and Mexico were you sleep deprived?:Haha, always. fall in love?:No. get dumped?:In a way. gained/lost weight?:Yes. cried over a broken heart?:Oh yeah. did something you shouldnt have?:*nod* found out who

::sigh::
For the last few nights i been having some fucked up dreams...I know its because of the upcoming dr visit on the 27th....The dreams or nightmares have ended the same way with the dr saying "sorry son we can't fix you" and it shows me in a coffin..I know it is only dreams but the way I have been feeling it wouldn't surprise me if it comes to that Have you ever missed someone that you have known for years and have a BIG fight over nothing and do anything to get that friendship back? Yeah thats how I feel right now I woke up this morning to the site of snow...thats right it's snowing out as I type this...So I started singing "I'm dreaming of a white ST patty's day" yeah I know corny but I did just woke up lol....So I;m thinking of getting some green food coloring and put it on my front lawn lol ok thats all I had to share my lame thoughts with you wonderful cherries

Eat It, Beat It, Eat It Again.
i was told i fuck like a porn star, 1 side of me thinks thats sum kool shit, but the otherside of me thinks i should feel different about it, what do the ladies think? i just met a chic that didnt want licked just dicked, thats crazy to me are there any ladies out there who can take my tounge more than once?

Remember Those Lost In Iraq
someone sent me this site and i'm glad they did because i found several people i talk to on here and it stoped me from being scammed by them it shows women and men that are scammers i hope this helps you so please send this to everyone you know men and women help me stop someone else from being scammed like i was the site is www.romancescam.com let's help each other not be scammed thanks MoAngel WE LOST 4 AMERICAN SOLDIERS OVER RECENTLY BRUTALLY KILLED LET US REMEMBER THEM IN OUR PRAYERS AND PRAY THAT THEIR FAMILY MAY FIND PEACE AND PRAY THAT THIS DAMN WAR WILL END SOON SO ALL OUR TROOPS CAN COME HOME SAFE BUSH IS TALKING ABOUT SENDING MORE TROOPS OVER I PRAY TO GOD THAT HE DON'T SO WE DON'T LOSE ANY MORE GOOD MEN AND WOMEN THANKS

I Infect Your Soul
Through The Darkness I lived in darkness Withdrawn from modern life My mind was full of negativity And my mood was depressed I can relate to the melancholic poets And the gothic literature of Edgar Allan Poe These lost souls are misunderstood This is not a quest for evil But a search for positive energy I will come out of this stronger Wiser and more sympathetic I felt so restrained by modernity By the pressure to conform and look good I took a razor and cut through the superficial layer To get in touch with my soul I had to risk losing my life To realise how precious it is Now I am fully restored A cloak of darkness surrounds me I see the world in crystal clear vision Droplets of blood fall from my eyes A memory of the sadness I endured A bright new spirit guides me But the darkness will always be there To remind me how bright these days are I Infect Your Soul My darkness fades from view And ent

A Day In The Life Of Illusion
You made me complete with one look in your eyes. You told me of what is to be. You looked in my heart and found nothing but love. You allowed me to become a daddy :). Nothing can touch what I feel right now. Im addicted to you and our love. Regardless of what has become of my past. I can now look at something above. Something that means the world to me after losing the world I once had. You are my life and I love you to death. Thank you for letting me become a dad. I love you with every ounce of my soul, my heart, my life. Theres just no way I could not let you in so yes, I would love you as my wife. 7 and a half more months and then the light will shine. Everything is coming together. Im so thankful you are mine. I wrote this for a friend that is like a sister to me basically and it was my way of saying you are not alone. Understand that people care. Understand that they will be there. You are not alone in this battle you fight. Dont ever give up. Just g

Heart Warming Stories
Wet Pants Come with me to a third grade classroom..... There is a nine-year-old kid sitting at his desk and all of a sudden, there is a puddle between his feet and the front of his pants are wet. He thinks his heart is going to stop because he cannot possibly imagine how this has happened. It's never happened before, and he knows that when the boys find out he will never hear the end of it. When the girls find out, they'll never speak to him again as long as he lives. The boy believes his heart is going to stop; he puts his head down and prays this prayer, "Dear God, this is an emergency! I need help now! Five minutes from now I'm dead meat." He looks up from his prayer and here comes the teacher with a look in her eyes that says he has been discovered. As the teacher is walking toward him, a classmate named Susie is carrying a goldfish bowl that is filled with water. Susie trips in front of the teacher and inexplicably dumps the bowl of water in the b

Blah!
Hmm... I´m sitting here in a fucking country that forgot to turn on the heat, Sweden a cold place to be,well, me... I listen to to joyful songs by Joy Division, Mark Eitzel and The Cure and still I hate 2007 as much as I hate ...Bush, loneliness, being poor and ugly so no facelift either. The TV feeds me with people that are either lost on an Island while other channels show people behaving badly just to stay, be the last one standing..! Jesus! I just wanted to get this of my chest before I Feast on some frozen water and the promise of eternal loneliness... Happy/SAD

Silence
nothing ever seems right eternity shines upon me my time will never end every minute is a century every fake smile cuts me your love and innocence have always been gone the person i thought you were was nothing tell me why do you do what you do does the love of the gods not shine upon you sweat rolls down my head leave me alone im scare for myself our children would have been dead flesh lifeless like you are the only thing that ever saves me is silence

My Mom
MY MOTHER JUST JOINED THE CHERRYTAP--LOL --EVERY ONE PLESE GO SHOW HER SOME CHERRY LUV......SHE IS THE GREATEST!!!!!! AND YOU GUYS PLEASE BE GENTLEMEN --OK LOL..... THANK YOU AND MUCH LUV............her name is FANCIEFACE KATIEJO FANCIEFACE@ CherryTAP FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DO NOT TALK TO ME I AM DELETING YOU ...... PLEASE GO AND WELCOME MY FRIEND TO CHERRYTAP HE IS LIKE SOOO NEW LOL THANK YOO KATIEJO Lundie@ CherryTAP HERE IS HIS LINK THANK YOO AGAIN

Jokes N Stuff
And you also find out interesting things when you have sons, like... 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. Ft. House 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with Roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a Crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not Strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and A Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint Can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. Room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a Few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a Long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a Baseball hit by a ce iling fan. 7.) When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh"

Missing Children
BABIES MOM MURDERED MISSING & WANTED CASES WI MD TEXAS PENN THE FIRST CASE IS A SPECIAL REQUESTS FROM PERSONAL FRIEND. DEIDRE HARMS DAUGHTER WILL BE ONE IN 3 DAYS AND WE NEED TO FIND HER KILLER. BEING A FATHER OF 3 GIRLS, THIS CASE MADE ME CRY... I POSTED HER CASE ALL SUMMER HOPING SHE WOULD BE FOUND ALIVE... WHO OR WHAT ARE WE GOING TO TELL HER LITTLE GIRL HAPPENED TO MOMMY WHEN SHE GROWS UP? To Repost click reply at the bottom of the bulletin then copy and paste the codes into your own bulletin. If you do not click reply before you copy the bulletin, the pictures won't show and the links wont work. So just go to the bottom and click reply and then copy & paste the codes into your own bulletin. It is mathematics, plain and simple: Someone out there has seen some of these faces, someone out there knows something about some of these cases. Someone out there either knows what happened, witnessed something, or were themselves involved. Pass this information around to your frie

All Blogs
Sillyhow Stride Paul Muldoon I I want you to tell me if, on Grammy night, you didn’t get one hell of a kick out of all those bling-it-ons in their bullet-proof broughams, all those line-managers who couldn’t manage a line of coke, all those Barmecides offering beakers of barm – if you didn’t get a kick out of being as incongruous there as John Donne at a Junior Prom. Two graves must hide, Warren, thine and mine corse who, on the day we met, happened also to meet an individual dragging a full-length cross along 42nd Street and kept mum, each earning extra Brownie points for letting that cup pass. The alcoholic knows that to enter in these bonds is to be free, yeah right. The young John Donne who sets a Glock on his dish in the cafeteria knows that, even as he plots to clean some A&R man’s clock, his muse on dromedary trots to the Indias of spice and mine and the Parsi Towers of Silence, even as he buses his tray with its half-eate

Me
You Are a Bright Star Soul Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attention In fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on you You need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivial And it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energy You posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to define A natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous in some circles. Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally! Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Blessings
This month I aged another year And one thing is perfectly clear. I do not, at all, look my age Though time has turned another page. I still feel young and free And very happy to be me. Some pretty rough times I've faced Tracks of my tears can still be traced. I still know the important things Are not riches,cars,houses and rings. It's family that means the most And, of mine, I often boast. Friends are priceless, it is true And I'm grateful for all of you. My prayer for each of you will be That God bless you as you've blessed me. HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND!!!!!!!

Morf Contest-i Need Your Rate And Comment Bombs, Please
Ok, i would like to hold a contest for all of you soldier out there. In order to enter into the contest i need a picture of you in your uniform. This will be kinda like the sexiest soldier. Please contact me ASAP to get your entry into the contest. This is open to male and female soldiers. So if you are in your uniform and wont to compete Then send me a message. Just in case this is being reposted, and you need to search for me. My search name is "BITCH2WITCH&BACK" THIS IS NOT A CONTEST SO THE LEVEL YOU REACH IN COMMENTS IS THE PRIZE YOU GET GUARANTEED, THIS LAST TIL FEB 28TH 1159PM EST. PLUS YOU MAY COMMENT BOMB YOUR OWN PIC. > > HERE IS YOUR PIC LINK > > > > > Ok, to all my ct friends out there. I have entered into a morf contest. And what i need from you is to rate and comment bomb like crazy. For the one that comment bombs the most there will be a prize given away. Thanks for all the help for you are true friend. Just click on the picture below and i till take you

Endless Love
people i am so sorry i have not felt well at all so please forgive me ok Just Love Me Tonight by Mike Hernandez I want to melt in your arms, As you hold me close and tight. Make all my dreams come true, I want all of you tonight. I want to feel your touch, As I lay here next to you. Feel my passion rise and rise, As you do the things you do. So lay here beside me, It's been way to long. Lets turn out the lights, And turn each other on. I want to cuddle with you, Lay in your arm just right. You're all I'll ever need. Darling, just love me tonight. Holding On To Love by Mike Hernandez The days we spent together, The times we've shared, I forgot what it was like, For you to be near. The smile you put in my face, The silent kiss, Made me remember, That it was you whom I missed. I felt the warmth of your glance, That had once touched my heart, And I swore to my self, That we should never part. This is what will keep us together, Even whe

For Your Bleeding Eyes
On the surface she was placid. A tall rising tower upon which everyone broke against. Porcelain was her face, streaked with crimson emotion. Chaos lapped at her feet, the endless torrent of black cresting waves. "When does it all end?" she whispered into the dark night. Bound by promises that time will never keep....she waits. Lurid waters rise around her, leaching into her flesh. Tainted. Broken. Bitter roots run deep. Gnarled thorns twist around faithless innocence. Painful memories of misshapen dreams flash behind her heavy lids as she slips. Flailing in the empty sea, into the great below. "For what is tomorrow...when forever is gone...." So here it is, on the other side of an eternity. My life has been packed away into brown cardboard boxes, placed neatly on shelves and lined up in closets. Here I am on the other side of tomorrow. I survived with my feet still firmly planted on the ground. I won't say that my heart didnt break into a thousand pieces when he left...b

Chipsahoy
Just made friend of Cherrytap.com. I made alot of friends, family and fans, thankyou all including the Cherrytap people themselves. Have a drink and party on me. I've put up some more pics if you care to see Frist try at one. Please call back and define for me please

Vote And Win On Sunday
ok.. here is a chance to rate and comment on my blog. superbowl sunday.... tell me in comments who u pic to win the superbowl. all correct picks will be entered in a random drawing to win from me a 2,500 gift. you must rate and comment to enter. in comment you tell me ur pick to win.. on sunday il pick the winner by 10pm est. thanks for reading good luck

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Locked Door
Locked Door Here I stand behind this locked door the one I have locked one thousand times before I say each time I will not come here again then a song, a memory,a scent seems to suck me in I look at the pictures here on the wall graphic details of our love, the rise and the fall When the pain gets to great and I am lying curled up on the floor I get slowly to my feet and once more lock the door

Numb
Numb After the last tear is shed, you become shut down cried out and gratefully numb The feelings come back but oh so slow but with each re-awakening they begin to grow You will never be the same how could you be but the choice of better or worse is made individually

Two Hearts That Beat As One
The touch of your hand The look upon your face watching you glisten with sweat as you take me with beauty and grace Two halves entertwined now become a whole Both reaching for the ecstasy that can only be felt deep in the soul You look in my eyes as this miracle takes place A single tear trickles down from each others face No Words are needed to say how you each feel inside For only in the two hearts beating as one can true love reside

Tears
TEARS ARE LIKE MOISTURE FOR YOUR SOUL TO WASH AWAY HURTS AND MAKE US WHOLE SOMEDAYS YOU HAVE SUNSHINE SOMEDAYS YOU HAVE RAIN PUT THERE TO WASH AWAY THE PAIN SOMETIMES YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE NOTHING TO GAIN THAT IF THE RAIN DOESN'T STOP YOU JUST MIGHT GO INSANE THEN YOU PUSH IT ALL DEEP INSIDE FOR THOSE KIND OF HURTS YOU TRY HARD TO HIDE YOU DON'T HAVE ANY CHOICE IS THE BEST THING TO DO MAYBE NOT FOR EVERYONE BUT YOU KNOW IT IS FOR YOU THEN THE ONLY THING LEFT IS FOR YOU TO PRAY GOD JUST LET ME MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY

The Dance
MY MIND WANDERED TO THOUGHTS OF YOU TODAY YOUR GENTLE VOICE AND YOUR THOUGHTFUL WAY WITH JUST ONE THOUGHT OF YOUR WARM EMBRACE A KISS ON MY LIPS OR A TOUCH ON MY FACE THE THOUGHT OF OUR BODIES IN A LOVERS EMBRACE DOING A RITUAL DANCE OF PASSION AND GRACE TOUCHES ME ALL THE WAY TO MY SOUL MAKING ME HUNGER FOR YOU TO COMPLETE THE DANCE AND MAKE ME WHOLE

Mischief's Smorgasbord
Inspiration for this story was from 'Your Whore' written by jennifer k. The Whore-Two Hours Later The dream was much too real. It had woken me from a deep sleep and I could remember it. Not all of it though, I could only remember the ending, the part that had rendered me conscious. I was standing over her, straddling her at the knees and jerking my cock feverishly. I wanted to spray my cum all over her to thank her for what she had just done for me. I wanted to let her see how much juice she had built up inside me. From that she would know how good a slut she really was. In real time, my cock was hard as a rock and throbbing. The smell of sweet, sweaty, spent sex permeated the room. As I glanced at the clock, I realized it had only been two hours since we had satiated each other. She was quite the whore I loved to fuck. I remembered how snuggly her tiny asshole adapted to my raging cock and wanton mind. Her constant, insisting motion gave me no chance to hold back. She too

Mark And Lina's Blog
Just a quick note to bring everyone up to date. One day short of three months in Intensive Care, Lina was able to get well enough to be transported to a new hospital that specializes in long term rehabilitation. Here she will work on getting rid of her trach in her throat, speech therapy and getting her muscles to regrow. As of yesterday, her first day, she moved her neck a couple of times and her fingers on her right hand several times. She mouthed some words, but none of us could make them out. The new hospital is very nice and homey and less clinical looking, which will help her in the long run. She has a lovely window and a bed that actually faces a television (and vcr, she watched part of SINGING IN THE RAIN last night before falling asleep). She will be at this hospital for several weeks (I'm guessing about two months or more from what I could gather). She will then go to another facility for long term physical therapy where she will learn motor skills and finge

Patty 's Ponderings
Interesting Year 1981 1. Prince Charles got married 2. Liverpool crowned soccer Champions of Europe 3. Australia lost the Ashes tournament. 4. Pope Died Interesting Year 2005 1. Prince Charles got married 2. Liverpool crowned soccer Champions of Europe 3. Australia lost the Ashes tournament 4. Pope Died Lesson Learned? The next time Charles gets married, someone warn the Pope! Tyrone asked his work buddy, Robert, one morning, "Man, why you always so damn happy when you come to work every day?" Robert replied, "That's because I make love to my wife every morning before work." Amazed, Tyrone asked him how he gets his wife to make love to him every morning. That's easy," Robert said. "I just tell her this little poem that I made up. She loves it!. It goes like this: Blond hair, blond hair, eyes so blue. I love waking up and making love to you!" Tyrone said, "Man, you white guys are so damn sentimental." But he decided it wouldn't hurt to give it a try.

Work & School
hey y'all, sorry i've not been on as much as i used to be. i just started a new job at a propane company & there's all kinds of studying i have to do to learn everything i need to know, & i'm studying my arse off for school too, so my time is pretty limited. like it says in my profile, i'm not ignoring anyone, just real busy. stay cool- keith

Tag
RULES - Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 8 facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs. 1. I only date black men. 2. I had 3 children that passed away 3. I play the saxophone. 4. I have an extremely high sex drive and have been called a nympho. 5. I have a genius level iq. 6. I am a computer geek and proud of it. 7. I have 2 beautiful daughters 15 and 21 years old 8. I am severely addicted to the internet and cherry tap.

Business Input
Click the banner to be taken to my website or visit http://www.dippeddelights.com So I'm thinking of doing in-home Dipped Delights parties. I would bring samples of many of the goodies I make and describe each goody to the guests as they taste them. I would need to make at least $150 in sales to make it worth it for me to prepare and package the chocolate dipped fruits etc. How many local people would be interested in hostessing a party? How many people would attend a party? Thanks, ~K~

A Contest For The Soldiers
Ok, i would like to hold a contest for all of you soldiers out there. In order to enter into the contest i need a picture of you in your uniform. This will be kinda like the sexiest soldier. Please contact me ASAP to get your entry into the contest. This is open to male and female soldiers. So if you are in your uniform and want to compete Then send me a message. BITCH2WITCH&BACK@ CherryTAP SUPPORT THE TROOPS CONTEST IS NOW OPEN!! COME SHOW THEM SOME LOVE FOR THERE CREADIVITY! D.J Squall snuggles ~I.B.I.C.~ ~D.S.C.~ (NSFW) Poisonflightledr Dark Drifter insane_wayne_2003@yahoo.com Be Safe, Sleep With A Soldier Hubby To kayla¢¾ ok i had to send my personal computer in..not sure when i will have it back...when i have more time to were i can get everything done to end the soldier contest im holding i will do it...so as long as the ablum is still open you can still vote. thanks Bonnie aka Adopt a soldier aka Dj Devil Witch

This Is Real Life
Honestly, it's hard to believe it's been one year. Exactly. To the day. One year. It feels like it's been so much longer, like I've been alone and aching forever. And like it was only yesterday at the sametime. It's the odd sense of time that only comes with greif and despair. A severe loss, half of myself torn from the world. My heart is missing a piece of itself, and it's a rip that will never heal. I'm not sure I'm even making sense at this point. Then again, I'm not sure I care about making sense to anyone except myself. Because this? This isn't for you. Really, it's not. This is for me, for my own sanity. If you read it, more power to you. I think I'm going to make this a letter to him, because I feel like I need to do this. Right after he passed, I wrote him every few days. But I stopped because, well, it hurt to much. And I knew I didn't have to write anything for him to hear me. I just had to talk. I know that's still true, but every now and then, you just need to put things do

My Thoughts
why must i always do this to myself, it really not good for my health. I try to show eveyone around, that im not fool but my hands are bound. By my own fear of fucking that up as well, shhh... quite im sure no one will tell. Living each day tring to make the best of whats to come, to much, to fast, forget this im done out from the ashes a baby phonix arises to emerge in life, like that phonix i rose from the ashes of pain and strife. a new love a new chance to live like i once had before, she came and picked me off from the floor. she has givin me a new reason to face each day with new ambitions and dreams, so together we'll just go down togher the unknown life stream There's something about my love, it seem's never ending, with you around now all it wants to keep on sending. From near death you took my heart and did all its critical mending, I'm stronger now, so peaceful that my heart has no pain pending. When you gave me your heart and part of your soul, that day i became