Why do women come out and talk about how honest they are and how they always say what is on thier mind when in reality they don't? I have been nothing but straight with people and all I have asked is for people to be straight and honest with me. If I ask you a question I don't want you to fluff it up. I don't want you to make it all rosy because you think it will hurt my feelings. I want you tell me like it is. I will to you. For those that know me, you know that the main thing that pissed me off is to be ignored. I would rather you tell me to fuck off and you hope I drown in my own blood before simply ignoring me. Maybe it is because I have been ignored at times in my life and I am finally sick of it. Here is my specific example of the night and then I am going to bed so I can lay there and let it boil some more before finally crashing 2 hours later:
There is a girl I have been talking to and we met a few days ago in person. It was a quick meeting. Basically one just to introduce ourselves. So tonight she was going out and I was going to be out as well. She called at about 7 and said she was going out around 8 or 9. I said cool, I would be getting back in town around then anyways. She calls at 9:30 and her and her 2 girlfriends are on there way. I told her I would like to see her if possible. She said she thought it could be arranged. They were going to a club and I asked if she minded me showing up there to see her. I also told her if she wanted it to be just her and her girls I totally understood and would not show up. She said it was never just a girls night and she didn't mind. She had to get gas and stuff and she said she would call me back to let me know when they got there. I never heard back but I was already there and decided to go in. I walk in and they are there. I didn't approach her at first. I waited and then walked up and said hi and continued on. I had hoped she would have followed or joined me once she got her drink from the bar. She never did. So I walked around and checked the place out. I was in one of the rooms and her and her friends walk in. The are near the dance floor. I walk up to her and try talking to her and joking a little. I asked her if it was ok I showed up. She sounded like she said she didn't mind. But she wouldn't really talk to me. Then her friends drag her off and she says they are off for a drink. I nod ok and watch the people dance. After awhile I decide it was a bad idea to show up. I look for her to tell her bye and she is no where. I look and look and look. No where! I finally leave.
Now, was I wrong for going? When she didn't call me back should that have been my sign that I was not truely wanted there even though she said before she wanted to see me? Why didn't she just tell me she wanted to be with her girls? I am understanding and would not have shown up! So lets hear from yall!!
