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Pennsylvania
DJs ARE EXPERT MIND READERS When requesting a song from the DJ, just say "play my song", or "it goes something like this" then hum a few bars! We have a chip implanted in our heads with an unlimited database with the favorite tunes of every patron who ever walked into a bar & all songs ever recorded, so feel free to be vague, we love the challenge. If we do not remember exactly what tune you want, we're only kidding. DJs know every song ever recorded, so keep humming. Hum harder if need be ... it helps jog the memory. If a DJ tells you they do not know a song you want to hear, they either forgot that they know the tune or they are just putting you on. Try singing a few words for the DJ. Any words. It also helps to scream your request from across the room several times per set followed by the phrases, "AW COME ON!" and, "YOU SUCK!" Exaggerated hand gestures expressing disapproval from the dance floor are a big help as well, such as the thumbs down or your middle

Sensual Thoughts
Drowning drowning in a sea of deciet waves of despair ravish me a whirl pool of mixxed emotion taking me further out of reach my solid anchor starts to fail so on the rough sea alone i must sail no guiding light or save harbour insight battling this stormy sea to no avail what once was safe and firm and true i feel is lost not safe untrue was the one to guide and keep me safe the one that left me in this place lost alone and out to sea with only one shining star to guide me this shing star so clean and bright looking down with love and hope and light i know not where my voyage will end or other plights i must contend but this and i know is true is his love so clear and pure and true will help me see this journey through. Sitting desolate, lost and feeling blue, My heart ripped out and torn in two, Drowning in a sea of dispair Not knowing what to say or do I look at your pictures and what do I see, Your blue eyes shining in your love for me, I

Funny Things From The Net
You've been seriously injured at Action Park. You know that the only people who call it "Joisey" are from New York (usually The Bronx) or Texas. You don't think of citrus when people mention "The Oranges." You know that it's called "Great Adventure," not "Six Flags." You've ordered a hard roll with butter for breakfast. You've known the way to Seaside Heights since you were seven. You've eaten at a diner, when you were stoned or drunk, at 3 am. Whenever you park, there's a Camaro within three spots of you. You remember that the "Two Guys" were from Harrison. You know that the state isn't one big oil refinery. At least three people in your family still love Bruce Springsteen, and you know what town Jon Bon Jovi is from. You know what a "jug handle" is. You know that a WaWa is a convenience store. You know that the state isn't all farmland. You know that there are no "beaches" in new Jersey - there's "The Shore," and you know that t

What Sports Car Are You?
I'm a Ferrari 360 Modena! You've got it all. Power, passion, precision, and style. You're sensuous, exotic, and temperamental. Sure, you're expensive and high-maintenance, but you're worth it. "Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

My Profile
IF YOU CLICK ON ME IT WILL TAKE YOU TO MY PICTURE WHERE I ONLY NEED A COUPLE COMMENTS BY EVERYONE IF YOU HAVE THE TIME :) I AM GOOD FOR COMMENTING ON EVERYONE ELSE'S PICS WHEN THIER IN CONTESTS O HELP ME OUT AND I'LL RETURN THE FAVOR :) MUCH LUV FUZZY :) Chipmunks Two men went hunting. One had been hunting all his life, the other man was hunting for the first time. The one man told the other to sit down and not make a sound. So he did. But when the first man got 100 yards away, he heard a scream. "I thought I told you to be quiet!" he said. "I was when the snake bit me," the man said. "And I was when the bear attacked me. But when the two chipmunks crawled up my pant leg and said, 'Should we eat or take them with us,' I screamed." year 2000 make Dodge model Intrepid Color Silver style 4D Sedan Cyl 6 Mileage 57058 My hubby's uncle in law and aunt have the same one with leather instead of what we're getting (cloth interior), it is a very nice riding car as far as

Mystic Love Of Life.....
Mystic love of life… To cherish what you have… Becomes a prize with-in… To be love is a treasure… To lose a love… Becomes an inner experience of heartbreak… Destiny is a mystery of life… The past becomes a ghost that at time hunts you…. Today bring tears, laughter, joy, wonders, hug, kisses, but most of all it leaves you with hope, that tomorrow becomes a brighter day…..

Yea
I'm a Porsche 911! You have a classic style, but you're up-to-date with the latest technology. You're ambitious, competitive, and you love to win. Performance, precision, and prestige - you're one of the elite,and you know it. Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

Stuff
Ugh, I get so tired of trying to have "friends" on here and talk about my relationship issues, and every one of them tries to tell me how to run my life and what I "need" to do. I have dealt with myself and my emotional impulses as they are for the last 11 years. Until you have a doctorate degree in psychiatry or psychology, please don't try and tell me what I "need" to do. I make sure and tell any and everyone that I even attempt a relationship everything there is to know about me and my condition. Those people then choose to use that information how they see fit. Until you meet me face to face and see how I react under any conditions, please do not tell me what I "need" because you haven't the slightest idea. With as much money as I have previously given to this site, somehow I get banned from mumms for posting one asking if China should be reprimanded for trying to cheat in the Olympics. What the hell is wrong with asking that? How can it be viewed as inappropriate or NSFW??? So yes

People Of Adoption
In less than 36 hours I will finally be laying eyes on the one i left behind 23 years ago. Not exactly sure how I feel about that, (BULL SHIT) I'm frasked the hell out! but happy at the same time. I'm trying not to have any expectations and not doing to well with that but......... anyway I cant believe that I am going HOME....... backwards.. something I swore I would NEVER do but guess it has to be done. Oh i wish I could STOP the static going on in my head at this very moment I was hopeing that blogging would help and for the most part it is and I am greatful for the quiet, for the space to get all these words that are flying around in my head OUT! If you are reading this please forgive my rambelings I'll be better when I return and thanks for the time you took to read it. I am feeling that my world is spinning and I have no controll of it and that I do not like and when this trip is over and life is back to normal (whatever that is) I'm sure the control will return, the last time I

New To This
well this is my first blog in cherrytap. I don't know much abut this place and could sure use some help getting my page up and running. I am used to myspace but a friend told me to try this out so here I am. Shit I gotta run I'm being paged

My Business
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Jack says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer at the drugstore at the corner. Just give it a urine sample and the computer'll tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars...a hell of a lot cheaper than a doctor." So Jack deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to the drugstore. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. That evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Jack began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a stool sample from his dog, urine samp

Have You Been In My Situation?
Each passing day shows me a little bit more Some days I wonder 'What am I here for?' With every argument, with every fight I realize, this isn't the way I want to live my life Every time you broke me down I stood back up to look around For every time you broke my heart I wished I could begin again from the start When love was all that mattered My heart, before broken and tattered Torn apart, broken dreams Is all that's left, or so it seems I wish you understood, my fears, hoes, and dreams I wish you knew, just what they really mean to me Look past my eyes, and into my mind Take a good look, see what you'll find Instead of looking at me, look inside You see, I've got nothing to hide Just close your eyes, believe in me Open your mind and you will see. well i got up this morning, and guess what was waiting for me... thats right, a diamond ring and a proposal from the sweetest man on CT! of course, i agreed to be his CT wife. hes the one whos there for me. he alw

Damn Virus's
Hello all: My poor computer has caught 13 downloader Trojan's.It has affected many Dll files.It's a miracle I got on today.been trying since,6 pm last night.I have learnt alot,about the computer since I join'd the LC/CT.An with much help from my friend Okwaho,an many others on here an other places,I'm a bit better off.I have been trying alot of new things.I can finally Copy + Paste,which is awesome for my standards.But unfortunately learning to do that has brought me,to all types of Virus laden sites,which is Crippling my new addiction,the Computer.Everything I do I seem to get addicted to.Hopefully this setback of computer Virus won't cause me to relapse.I'm 4 months + 8 days sober from alcohol.Most Lushes need meetings,all I need these days is my Computer to run smoothly an I'm all set.So if my many contacts don't see me here it's not because I'm somewhere else it's because,The Damn Trojans are reaking havick on me.A few here in my friends have my yahoo messenger,to see if I'm online

Tell Me...
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 26 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with. 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of Cherry? 2. What's your philosophy on life? 3. Negative or Optimistic? 4. What was your dream growing up? 5. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 6. Would you give me money or a slap in the face? 7. Tell me one weird fact about you: 8. Would you have my back or kick me when I'm down? 9. Do you Trust me? 10. Have you ever kept a

The Meaning Of Love.....
I really think that it should be accebtable for a man and a woman to agree that being in love is for example... to walk beside one another not behind nor infront... hold each others hands and be happy...... i am tired so what suck it up and deal with it.... we all are tired at a certin time of day or night.... be tired together not apart.. yes we do how ever need time to do our own thing... but when you think of love it should be birds singing in the spring... the flowers just kissing the morning dew... etc. not 6 ft. under and pushing up daisies that is not how to act when in love... as well lets see....that example is how distant a couple gets when they don't talk about there feelings and lets it build and then the relationship dies... but the meaning of love to me is deep....KK ya want to know just ask me what i think it is... and i will tell ya..later for now.... KK

My Beautiful Angel
My beautiful and very precious daughter passed away last April aged just 23 months. I have created a memorial site for her. The address is:- imogengraceangel.gonetoosoon.co.uk Please feel free to visit, light a candle or maybe get some inspiration to create your own memorial for your loved one. It has brought me a bit of comfort and the kindest of strangers astounds me. Thank you xxxx

Life, Love, Me!!
OK ALL THIS IS AN UPDATE!! I WONT BE ON FROM SEPTEMBER 28TH TO OCTOBER 5TH... WHY?? WELL LET ME TELL U WHY... I AM GOIN ON A CUISE T THE BERMUDAS. AND IM GONNA BE EITHER DRUNK OUTTA MY MIND TO GET ON, OR IM GONNA BE LOUNGIN AT THE POOL SIDE ALL WEEK... BUT WON BE ON... IF ULOVE ME LEAVE ME SOME FOR WHEN I GET BACK ON.. AND I WILL TRY TO GET ON EVERY NOW AND THEN... MUAHS TO MA FAM! One of my friend's gave this to me and i want to share it with all of my friends out there. Here it is: MEN ARE LIKE 1. Men are like....laxatives...they irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like...bananas...the older they get the less firm they are. 3. Men are like...weather...nothing can change them. 4. Men are like...blenders..you need one, butyour not quite sure why? 5. Men are like...chocolate bars..sweet, smooth and they usually head straight for the hips. 6. Men are like...commercials...you can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like...department stores...their clot

Zing's Zippies
I want to know why men think its ok to talk down to you when you are trying to poor your hear out dont they realize we are looking for encourage ment not critisism. I want to know what men really want. How come when you go out with them the first thing they expect is for you to sleep with them. Have you men ever heard of conversaion and get to know someone.

A Woman
"Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected and next to the heart to be loved." Pass this on to all exceptional women that you know... and to men so they can be reminded of the value of a woman.

Dui North Carolina Style
DUI - NORTH CAROLINA STYLE Only a person in North Carolina could think of this. From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Kinston, North Carolina. After last call, the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--, flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as som

Twisted Cherry
hey all my cherries out there i want to make twisted cherry by friday can you guys please go to my page and show me sum love please.fan me,rate me,request me,and i'll be sure to return the favor. love you all!!!!!!!!!!

Stupid People
They say it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. I am so glad that my best friend has finally and hopefully found his soul mate. LOVE YA LOTS MAGOO Why do people have to be such ass holes when all you are tring to do is be their friend.

Thank You Catlady
A BIG THANK YOU TO MY FRIEND CATLADY . THANKS FOR THE RATINGS AND THE 11'S TOO . YOU HELPED ME REACH THE NEXT LEVEL . Hey Friends & Fans , I decided to clean out my friends & fans in here because I have friends & fans that never ever speak to me or rate me at all. I like a friend to be a friend , not just to be added on as a friend to get points & expecting me to rate them . Most of my friends are wonderful , so just I'm getting rid of people thats just sitting in my list for nothing . So , To my true friends & fans , Thanks Yall are the best!!! Love ya , Lisa Hi Friends , Oh , I have a joke thats at number 1 in top stashes , then in the jokes section . If anyone hasnt already rated it , please do so , so I can keep it at the top . To yall who rated it thanks so much . Its the fruitcake lady joke. Watch it if you haven't already . Shes so funny. Thanks Yall !!!! Lisa

Whats Ur Eyes Say
What Cocktail Are You? Sex On the BeachYou\'re a hopeless romantic while you\'re hopelessly looking for a romantic one night stand. You are never the first on the dance floor but that don\'t meant you can\'t drop it like it\'s hot once your girlfriends finally make it out there. Rarely a leader, but that\'s okay! You get your drink on while being sexy and sweet. Just make sure that person down at the end of the bar doesn\'t stop making eyes at you. You\'re curious how their clothes look on your floor. Take this test What does your eyes say ColorfulYou have a spontaneous personality, your always surrounded by your closest friends, and you hate being bored. You dont care what other people think because you love you for everything your worth and you love to make people laugh. Your talent is knowing how to have fun. Take this test

Beware!!!!!!
Two moons on 27 August* *27th Aug the Whole World is waiting for...* Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will cultivate on Aug. 27 when Mars comes within 34.65M miles of earth. Be sure to watch the sky on Aug. 27 12:30 am. It will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287. Share this with your friends as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it again. Is it only me that thinks FUBAR needs to check itself somewhat with the suspending of members who make a mistake and break a rule for the first time. I placed a MUM that was deemed NSFW, mind you there were no pics, offensive words or anything of that nature. I really think it is time for them to move the "MYSPACE" lovers out of here and let adults have a sight where we can express ourselves freely. PASS ON TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW I received a telephone call last eve

The Hardest Things To Do
TO ALL MY FRIENDS HERE AT CHERRYTAP, PLEASE DONT FOR GET ME. I AM MOVING ON THE 25TH OF JULY TO PASADENA MARYLAND AND WONT BE ON THE INTERNET FOR 30 DAYS. SAID TO GO FOR THAT LONG OF A TIME FRAME BUT DEFENTLY WILL BE LOOKING TO SEEING YOU ALL AGAIN SOON. The hardest thing is to forgive someone for what thay did but never forget what thay did. The hardest thing is to say I'm sorry to a love one or a friend even thow He/She or you might be in the wrong. The hardest thing to say is good bye in a relationship when all else fals becuse there are kids involved. The hardest thing to say is not to say nothing at all then nothing gets rezolved, only in a divorce OR When you choose to say the hardest thing of all its to late and your love one is gone up to those golden gates in the sky. so say something, anything befor it to late becuse nothing is nothing until you talk it out and the longer you waite the harder things becume to say and do.. so dont be late...

Tell Me How Do You Cope!!
Tell me how do you cope when in one day your world crashes. Tell me me how do you cope when the doctor tells your mother it's stage 4 cancer. Tell me how do you cope when the doctor says theres nothing else they can do. Tell me how do you cope when everything safe has been tore down. Tell me how do you cope when the only person you could talk to isn't there. Tell me how do you cope when everything you cherished is taken away. Tell me how do you cope when everything you believed in is dead. Tell me how do you cope when the person that told you that you could do/be anything isn't there to coach you along. Tell me how do you cope when your mother,father,bestfriend isn't there. Tell me how do you cope when you work 8 to 10 hours then run to be by her side. Tell me how do you cope when they are planning their own funeral. Tell me how do you cope when they tell you their goodbyes. Tell me How do you cope when you do the same and say your goodbyes. Tell me how do you cope when yo

I Always Wanted One Of Those....
You know those thingys that make you look like your 2 sizes to big for your bra. I have always wanted one of those. They are strapless and they really push up your chest like if someone got near ya with a needle they would just explode.LOL....Well i probably really dont need them but like i said I always wanted one of those.

Allora's Grove
On this morning I have a steaming cup of caramel toffee joe in a muh painted with fruit and vines. The sky is at pre-dawn, with the light burgeoning but bot yet in the sky. The air is wet from yesterdays rain, and the air smells like damp stone and green things, while a small murder of crows that has come to the area lately sit upon the lamppost to send their call. One cat sleeps on the blanket I crocheted, where my feet would be were I still with her. Yesterday I cleaned my Altar well, moving some of the elements into different paths, then cleared the blankets of leaves from the front garden plants' beds, to let them know that the time for sleep was soon over. The worms that I grew and seeded there before have done well and small earthworm babies abound. A TitMouse ( small mouse, larger than field mouse, smaller than common mouse, fawn on top, cream under) has died by the pot of lemon balm, well, one of the many pots, so I buried her among soil and leaves. She had no injury, perha

Poems
The traveling servants are a special breed, There is no age limit to spread the seed. You can drop a seed here and drop a seed there, Before you know it, seeds have been dropped everywhere. The seeds will grow and the seeds will flourish, Hearts and minds will be nourished. Take the time to spread the seeds, Taking care of another's needs. They plant seeds Abroad, Following the words of God. The plant seeds that are Bountiful, It makes the mind so peaceful. They plant seeds with Compassion, Making a trend with a new fashion. They plant seeds with Diligence, And tackle any encumbrance. They plant seeds of Enlightenment, According to God's assignment. They plant seeds of Faithfulness, Knowing the love and blessedness. They plant seeds of Guidance, The love they want to enhance. They plant seeds of Hope, With all struggles, they will cope. They plant seeds with Integrity, Looking forward to eternity. They plant seeds with Joy, For all mankind to enjoy.

Lyrics To Your Life?
Honey why are you calling me so late It’s kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can’t be too loud Well, my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It’s funny that you’re calling me tonight And yes I’ve dreamt of you too And does he know you’re talking to me Will it start a fight No I don’t think she has a clue Well my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl

Quotes And Poetry
Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this....just the cold stone truth of our great friendship. 1)When you are sad, I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2)When you are blue, I will dislodge whatever is choking you. 3)When you smile,I will know you finally got laid. 4)When you are scared, I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5)When you are worried, I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6)When you are confused, I will use little words. 7)When you are sick, stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8)When you fall, I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9)This is my oath...I pledge it to the e

Random Thoughts
I was out with a male friend of mine this weekend and we were at a store called Vintage Stock, it's like a movie, music, game, pop culture store. They also sell vintage movie posters. I was looking through the posters they had and came across one for an old Marilyn Chambers movie. I went and found my friend and told him about it and he looks at me kind of dumbfounded. I asked if he knew who Marilyn Chambers was and he replied that he didn's so I told him that she's a porn actress from the 70's or 80's. This lead to the conversation of why am I so obsessed with porn? You see I guess since I was 15 or 16 I've had this fascination with the porn industry. I'm obsessed with Jenna Jameson among many other actress as well as given the opportunity I would love to be able to actually be in one. I have an extensive porn collection and watch it regularly. In this conversation he couldn't understand why I was how I am with it. He said porn is nothing but stroke material that once you've wat

Whats Up
I have pics of my tats posted please feel free to check out the first stage of tats. This is just the outlines. So tell me what you think so far. I'm leaving this morning. In about two hours to go see my tattooist in orlando. The outline of my sleeve will get done today. Dont worry there will be picks. most of you guys and lovely ladies have commented on the first part of my arm. The same guy is doing the entire arm for me. So see you people soon. I actually got three things on my one arm. Its cause I have a hell of a tat artist and great friend. He should be joining this site soon. But I will be posting pics. I just got done driving back from orlando fl. its about a 5 hr trip. so my arm is a lil swollen I'm a lil tired. So they will be up soon enough I promise.

Great Music
Requiem for a guitar god: remembering Dimebag Darrell Abbott This is an article I did for work and mentioned on my TV segment, in memory of the late Dimebag Darrell Abbott, the revolutionary guitarist from Pantera: Requiem for a guitar god: remembering Dimebag Darrell Abbott (http://www.kuam.com/news/11879.aspx) Also, check out the previous blog I wrote after learning of Dime's murder. Again, thoughts, prayers and condolences to the Abbott family, to Pantera, and to the millions of fans whose lives Dime's music and friendship touched. Perhaps the ache I've been feeling for the past few days is exactly how my parents felt when John Lennon was slain or when Elvis died. Rarely have I been as directly affected by a person's passing as last Friday, when I got word about the untimely, cruel and tragic death of the revolutionary guitarist "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott from the Texas-based heavy metal band Pantera. He was senselessly shot and killed during a performance last week. I've

Members Of The Congregation
To all members of the Congregation: Pastor Redneck and Reverend Doggie James will be taking the congregation on a little field Saturday 10th and Sunday 11th to the Arizona Beer Festival @ Tempe Town Lake (Sat-1pm-6pm and Sun-2pm-6pm). Admission is $35 at the gate, and this includes a drink pass. We feel this is a reasonable price, because it will give us the opportunity to spread the word of our Congregation and recruit new members....and it also means some beer drinking:) We will also be doing some beer drinking before hand at Casa de Redneck and under the Mill Ave bridge. So each member attending should byob. As of today, 59 members have given their word they would be showing up, but I hope that number doubles over the next couple of days. That should not be too hard since there are close to 300 members in the Congregation. We look forward to seeing everyone out there. Other Announcements: I would like to congratulate two of our newest members for seeing the light

1. God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts. 2. There is no key to happiness. The door is always open. 3. Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted. 4. Dear God, I have a problem, it's me. 5. Laugh every day, it's like inner jogging. 6. Blessed are the flexible for they shall not be bent out of shape. 7. The most important things in your home are the people. 8. As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home everyday. 9. He who dies with the most toys is still dead. 10. It's all right to sit on your pity pot every now and again. Just be sure to flush when you are done. 11. Surviving and living your life successfully requires courage. The goals and dreams you're seeking require courage and risk taking. Learn from the turtle, it only makes progress when it sticks its neck out. 12. Be more concerned with your character than your reputation, because your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what others

Ive Always Wanted On Of Those....
I have always dreamed of some sexy azz shoes that have some height to them and dont hurt your feet, and that they could be shoes that go with everything in your closet.... I wonder what it would be like to like to have sex with a clown wearing those sexy azz shoes i was talking about? Hmmmmmm? Or What about a mime? I wonder what happens when you put a donkey and a horse together? What kind of babies do you get from that? Hmmmmmm??? Dont think thats perverted enough? Im very interested in what you think is perverted. Kisses...Lol On the subject of being perverted i have a few that really get me going. Ever see two dogs fucking and just for an instant you get horny? Or ever see a dog with his toy fucking it to tears and at that instant you get a dirty perverted thouhgt? How about if you see some couples kissing in public and just for a sec you wonder what it would be like to be in bewteen them molesting them, and wanting them to molest you just as much.? Just a tho

Written By Ted Nugent
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Written by Ted Nugent, rock singer and hunter/naturist. Upon hearing that CA Senators Barbara Boxer and Diane Feinstein denounced him for being a gun owner and a Rock Star; this was his response after telling the Senators about his past contributions to children’s charities and scholarship foundations totaling more than $13.7 M in the past 5 years. “I’m a bad American? This pretty much sums it up for me. I like big trucks, big boats, big houses, and naturally pretty women. I believe that the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary with a bad comb-over who wants to give it away to crack addicts squirting out babies. I think that playing with toy guns does not make you a killer. I believe that ignoring your kids and giving them Prozac might. I don’t think being a minority makes you noble or victimised. I have the right to not be t

Left Alone
left alone dizzy the day has made me annoyed dissapointed where am i who am i please help me rediscover myself let me know you care blessed by eternity to look shameful alone for eternity eyes are burning heart is crumbling innocence dissolved help me im left alone

Life
Hey all my cherry friends. Hope ya'll are having a wonderful day. I put a guest map on my profile and I see only a few of my friends added there self to it. I hope and wish the rest of ya'll would add yourself. You can if you want to but no pressure. Have a safe and happy easter. Angela More Fun Quizzes at QuizPox.com I have a friend here on Cherry tap that has only two friends. She needs people to fan,rate, add and friend her so if anybody wants to help please feel free to vist her page. Thank you and lots of cherry luv.

Want To Save $15.00 On Your Taxes???
To ALL my Cherries. I have my Taxes done at the same place every year and if you would like to have your taxes done and done CORRECTLY with ALL DEDUCTIONS allowed by Law that Most places will say to you ISN'T a TAX WRITE OFF but really is... PLEASE CONTACT ME via Email here on CT and I will GLADLY SEND you a $15.00 Off Coupon. It has to be done at the place printed on the coupon and they are a participating location... Please contact me Soon

Truth!
http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=584620 Check this out if you have any compassion what so ever for the wives or girlfriends of Marines!!!! If you read this, you WILL forward it on. You won't be able to stop yourself. The Military The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing

Last Beautiful Girl
Saturday was a special day for me! It has been over six years since I last went to the beach and today, I decided to go for it! We headed to Hollywood Beach and to the Broadwalk. My mom and I left the house around 2pm and started on our drive. The night before, Lisa and I had made a list of topics mom and I could discuss in the car. The whole way there, my heart was completely in my throat! I wasn't nervous at all, but I was anxious so I did my best to keep talking. As we got closer, I asked how far we were and mom mentioned we were only 10 minutes from there so I kept on talking. When we got to be about five minutes from the beach, I took a couple of pictures. Our first stop was to the Marriott hotel that my mom and grandmother stayed at for a few days over the summer. It was really pretty! We just drove up to it and parked in a temporary spot near by so I could head to the beach (just a few feet away). I had brought a container with me to snag some sand so I could always remember

First Time....take It Easy!
I went out last night for the first time in a long time... my girlfriends rawk!~ We went to this club in Columbus and I got so drunk...lol I danced with a guy who told me I was the hottest thing in the place... that was nice to hear.. My friends had to carry me to the car and in my house... then I puked... lol.. it was a good time.. yeah, and this site is confusing... I dont know how to do anything lol... but im going back to bed ttyl~ I am new around here and dont really know what I am doing... thanks to my friend Julie I have found this site and thought it would be a great place to start over...I hate drama... lol with that said, it might take me a while to get pics up and other cool things, so please be patient... hope to make lots of new friends! Kitay~

Young Dumn And Full Of Cum
AS A WOMAN PASSED HER DOUGHTERS CLOSED BEADROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE FROM WITHIN. OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSIRVED HER DOUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR, SHOCKED, SHE ASKED, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" THE DOUGHTER REPLIED, "MOM I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED AND THIS IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE," THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRLS FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMMING FROE THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEADROOM DOOR. UPON ENTERING THE ROOM, HE OBSERVED HE DOUGHTER MAKING PATIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOOING, THE DOUGHTER SAID, "DAD, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED AND THIS IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE," A COUPLE DAYS LATER, THE WIFE CAME SOME FROM SHOPING TRIP, PLACED THE GROCERIES ON THE KITCHEN COUNTER, AND HEARD THAT BUZZING NOISE FROM, OF ALL PLACES, THE FAMILY ROOM. SHE ENTERED THE AREA AND OBSERVE

The Opening Of Premier Body Graphix
Just opened a new State-Of-The-Art Tattoo Studio in Joplin Missouri ....Check out my online portfolio http://tattoosbyscott.netfirms.com Or feel free to stop by the studio and check out the work. Pass the word on. I could use the business. Thanks. Prepmier Body Graphix 804 E. 15th Street Joplin, Mo. 64801 Ph# 417-438-3182

Mumms And Mummers (no, Not The Celtic Ones)
ok..the subject is mumms, and the idiots that bitch about them. a. you don't have to read them..noone is dragging your mouse over to click on the link. b. why bitch when you do read them..some are stupid, granted..but, refer to the aformentioned line a. c. the aggression that i see in some of the comments is just fucking ridiculous..here's one.. "would you please just shoot yourself in the fucking face. i hate you." now..i'm not saying that i haven't felt that very same sentiment before..but for all the energy and time it took to type that, the person could have just navigated off of the page. yes, some of the mumms are designed to incite arguments, but most seem to be geared toward stimulating what will hopefully be an intelligent and rousing conversation to pass the idle time. people just need to deal with it in a mature and graceful fashion, or leave it alone. it's this kind of intolerance for other people's beliefs and opinions that is ruining our country, in my humbl

Profile
Ron Hillhttp://Naughtyflop2606.bebo.com/ I'm needing some profile comments and other much needed things lol can ya help me out here.... February 16, 2007 For everyone that doesn't know that I have a Myspace Web Page it's http://www.myspace.com/excaliber2606 I'm usually up and about on a couple of web sites. www.bangme.net my screen name there is Akon24m www.imvu.com is a new thing that I have come across lately it's like a virtual reality thing like avatar world for yahoo messenger. My screen name on there is GrandMaster2606 http://www.cherrytap.com/join.php?friend=541547 is cherrytap where it's kind of like myspace but with alittle more of fun to it. If you join you will be linked with me. www.flixster.com is another one. it's mostly about movies where people can chat about a movie or interest of their likeing. I think all you would have to do is do a search for me as my email addy which is naughtyflop@yahoo.com of course. http://www.tagged.com/register.html?aa=15r

Dripping Minds
Always at the earliest Beginning; time stops, Ceases to be and is stilled. Death comes in that instant, Eschewing normalcy, Favoring the rush, the high. Gentle caresses partner with Hot emotions and tangled limbs. In the same moment is birth. Juxtaposed with it's opposite; Knights of the same master, Loyal to their duties. Moanings and croonings Nebulously spread Over the twain. Pleasure is hunted; Quarry of they. Reality fades, a pinpoint afar. Shuddering in need, desire Taking and giving Unfettered release. Victory resembles defeat; Weak bodies in a heap. Xenogamy completed Yearnings hit their Zenith. Her heart beats hard as heavenly essence surrounds her aromatic scents of love and lust Traces of nectar spread between her thighs flowing like rivers run His touch sending ropes of shivers throughout her aching body Fingers wandering stroking her lips of seduction feeling their way to pleasure unknown

Alpha!
Alpha Don’t take offense by my presence, or confuse this for negligence. In the world of man I am known as alpha. The intelligent. I pray on those who choose to cross the barriers of my kingdom. I oversee my land with not recourse of consequences. Enclosed in my surrounds Weather my expectations be unrealistic Don’t cross me or you will feel my iron fist!! My mind is strong, and words sharp as laser. I’m not easily influenced, or manipulated, Test my patients and you will find At 3000 yards I’m deadly In constant meditation Foreseeing my future As the ruler of this Body, I am honored to be a “Made man” sooner. Countless hours deliberating the “pros & cons” In the great hall of my elders, seeing guidance of those who are bewilder. Precise in my attacks, against those who appose, Some call my ego a napoleon complex, small man sendrom, but I rule this empire alone. My voice, has complete confidence, an unbreakable spirit, With

Lyrics To Songs I Love -
how very odd that this morning i woke up singing this... a song from back in my parents era.. the key lines to me, are these -- I got a song; I got a song, And I carry it with me and I sing it loud; If it gets me nowhere, I'll go there proud. And I'm gonna go there free... Like the fool I am and I’ll always be, I got a dream, I got a dream. They can change their minds but they can't change me, I got a dream, I got a dream Oh, I know I could share it if you’d want me to; If you're goin’ my way, I'll go with you. Oh my love, it's time You know how it feels You read between the lines And know me better than I do I lost again, my friend You know I'm not a saint You´ve known it all this time Still you've been waiting for me... Oh my love, it's time You know how it feels You read between the lines And know me better than I do I'm lost again my friend You know I'm not a saint You've known it all this time Still you've been wa

The Jetsons Meet Dick Trace , High Tec Time
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Next In Life
I am back because of my BFF felicia!! I really miss my friend - he moved away and i never get to talk to him ---course he doesnt go online -- not sure what his given situation is ---but DDee -- miss ya buddy give me a shout out sometime ~~~ Meeting people and getting to know them is really cool~~ i dont like living without them - if they go away -- seems a part of me goes too - so i m living with the thought there gonna be back in my life even if they dont.~~

First Blog Ever
I wrote this for a start up paper when I moved back to Northern VA from Shephardstown WV With the Washington Monument in view, beer in hand and cops flashing outside I will begin to tell you about life in the burbs of D.C. It’s Friday after new years and I’m without companion at DR Dremo’s tap house in Arlington. I drink dead guy because for the first time in more than a year I have money again. But we can come back to my immediate surroundings when I can stir up some action. When I first moved back, Falls Church seemed like the big city. Shepherdstown is a bipolar cocoon that protects you from the oddities of many worlds. The greater metro area is like commerce on meth with a moment of sitcom like clarity. Many people here feed from and perpetuate the idea of an almost royal corporate pecking order. You are your address, you are your car, you are your connections and absolutely you are how you make money. It should be expected from those with Acura’s and milli

Songs
Can you see the line where the water ends? Does it surf off into oblivion? As the sky feels so complacent, Then spits a little compassion. Dusk approaches, the city's carnivorous Moistrous swells, like it's gonna eat us, And devour everything but this mouth, Sings of the glorious fetus Tucked deep inside the wraths of blood. Everywhere, it seems that there's a memory. Sometimes memories kill me. And as I travel the avenues and the streets And shadowed alleys of this fucking city. Everyday, I seem to love a little less. I seem to love that you don't want my comments And drive me to the end of myself Where ravens dispose of me. You're like a man without skin. Everything that touches seems to hurt him. Then he says, "Maybe I'm just a person." But I'll bleed for you if you let me. All I want these animals to be free. Run around and fuck right out in the streets. Maybe they are gonna wanna eat me, But I'll try not to take it personally. Is there no love in thi

Lonely, Please Someone Call Me
I am really lonely, my hubby and I split and I am looking for people to talk to and possibly meet up with. Here's my number 330-342-3454 Don't forget to rate this blog and comment! XOXO

Rrt- Band Updates
We really appreciate everyone who visits our site and leaves us comments, messages, picture comments etc. Please try to limit the size of the comment images that you leave here. If it's 1/4 of our page it's going to be deleted. Don't take it personally. Leave us lots of little ones!! We love the idea of bulletins. In fact we post them once or twice a week ourselves. We do take the time to read each bulletin that is posted. Keeping that in mind we recently deleted some "friends" who decided to post racially insensitive bulletins ( more like diatribes ) . Everyone has opinions. If you have opinions that will offend others it might not be a good idea to post these for the world to see. There are other sites that you can post that CRAP on. These "friends" have been permenantly blocked - they do not have the opportunity to explain as their emails are also blocked. Let's keep it clean and when the bell rings come out dancing. Those who do not agree to the above send me a message at Rev

Itsurangel
imikimi - Customize Your World My Dearest Robert, You are My Heart, My Life, My Love, & My Best Friend All The Good Times We Have Shared nothing could compare all the fun times We've had & Memories we hold even though some of our times were sad All the secrets that we have shared letting each other know that we cared all the fears we conquered together this friendship will never sever until the end of time i will always be here for you anything that happens anything we do when your day is lonely,dark and cold my hand will always be here for you to hold There are so many things I'd like to say But that would take me all day Now I wonder where to start Guess I'll say whats in my heart There is one thing I know that's true I'm blessed to have a friend like you Thanks for always being there And showing me how much you care As my new life started to unfold With you by my side I learned how to take hold There are times I didn't know what to do But I knew I

Valentine App
This is the "Be My Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on myspace that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun.If u want to be my valentine send it to me as a message if not post it as a bulliten!!!! Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone Number: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes:

My Family Death!
To my friends I am letting u know that I recently had a death in the family.. This was my great aunt. Her name was Dorothy and she was very special to me.. She a great mother and grandmother. She lived to see her great grandchildren. My fondest memory of her was when I would go and visit.. Even though she was the backbone of her family and kept her house running like a well oiled machine. She still would go four wheeling and go carting. And still have homemade pies and goodies ready for us when we got back.. She would wake us in the morning with her homemade sausage pancakes and finish with a great cup of hot cocoa and talk. This is my tribute to my great aunt. May she be happy where ever she is.. I love you Aunt Dorothy. Love Kristina

I Love Being Irish!!!!!!!
table width="350" border="0" bgcolor="#FF7030">Tenderheart BearYou are thinker, organizer, peacekeeper, and leader all in one. You have a power to command attention and people listen to you. However, you are often so concerned about not hurting others' feelings that you don't tell them what they need to hear and this gets you both into trouble. But you always have loyal friends to help you out.Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz! Myspace Graphics

Dollermade@ Cherrytap
she walkin like she own the shit. looks him up an down.like she was about to eat him a live. an if she did't just eat she would have.he said "how much" she said what do u wont. he said every thing.she said $5,000 cach.she had this little black bag. it had a nummber on it 666.she tell's him to close his eye's he does what she told him to.like when your mother told you to do so . she demand's him to turn around he does. an she pull's down he's pant's as she tell's him to she grabe's he in a grip so tight that he jump's a litte. she wisper's in he's ear are a flamer are you my bitch.he smile's like he just stold some thing.she tell him to put on some lip stick. then he does with the speed of a crack head on welfar day. she spin him around tell's him to get on he's back. he does she step's on he's face with 9inch stlatos' you fucking fag do u wont to get fuck. do u wont me to fuck u like the frist day in sing sing.He bag's her YES YES O GOD YES. she tell's him that god has nothing to do

Hey
Hello All, I just wanted to write something and say hello to all my friends and fans. I am not gonna be on here as much. Gonna do some looking into myself. If anyone wants to continue chatting or would like to start you can reach me on messenger. Yahoo- kingoffroadshocks or u can call me at home- (714)638-2109 Much Love to you all, Jason

No Apologies
There you stood in disbelief, Trying all you could to se through these lies And every word that I could breathe, Would you find more inclined to leave, but I tried And knowing what I've done to you, With every thought you suffer through My heart as black as evil can And everything I could have been, Erased by what I wanted then I couldn't think a lesser man [Pre-chorus:] All the delicate ways That I deepened our graves My apology pales [Chorus:] Oh, the pain in your eyes My regrets have never known such sorrow Oh, the shame that you hide Resolutions are the same tomorrow So now I reap what I have sewn, and any rapture I had shown has bled dry And I walked the streets alone, accepting pain I'd never known, as you died Then I hurt myself to see it too, to feel the knife I put in you My heart as broken as my ways I never should've let it pass, this fall was never meant to last The reason gone and damage stays [Pre-chorus] [Chorus] [Pre-chorus] [Ch

Life
So as I sit here wondering If I made the right choice. Wondering IF I tried hard enough to hold this marriage together. If I gave it enough of a chance to survive. I guess second thoughts are normal for any major life changing decision. I do still have alot of emotions for him. Can't honestly say I am still "in love" with him. It may just be the fact that we've been a part of each others lives for so long. A comfort zone. But, then today as I was sitting in my car counting change to try to scronge up enough money to get a gallon of milk and a loaf of bread, and maybe a few other cheap food items to feed my kids til I get paid Friday. I had a total of 6 dollars and some change to manage this task at hand. And you walk into a store with your 8 y/o who of course has no understanding of "we can't afford it" Is asking me for a 99 cent bucket of swedish fish and I get to look into his big brown eyes and say.."Not today buddy" It's a one dollar item and I have to say no to him. Why ? bec

Looking For Modeling In Central Texas!!!
Hey, how's everyone doing? Thanks for adding me and checking out my page. I am currently looking for ladies in the Central Texas area that would be interested in doing some modeling. Once I get back to Killeen from overseas I will be starting my modeling business back up. I will say this is a serious business to me, not some way of trying to hook up. For anyone interested we will always met in a public place, usually Starbucks in Killeen, or a place that is more convienant for each model. I do this for two reasons, one it helps put you as the persepective model at easy knowing that you are in a public place and it shows that I am serious about my business and not just someone hoping to get some lucky photos in. I do not charge for the modeling. How payment works will be discussed at our first meeting when we go over the modeling agreement. I am also looking for places to do photo shots at, so if you have a nice car that you would like photos done with, house that i

I'm Still Single..
no matter what stress..drama ....and or other thigns that may come about in life deal with it as much as you can but dotn act childish about it deal with it as an adult and if needs to eb deal with it in legall matters if things cant be resolved with out conflict and or yelling and compremizeing...but if have to go take it to court to have a judge fix the issue at hand.... i'm in search of a juggalo to be with i enjoy alot of danceing and karaokee plus love my juggalo music and more..i'm a single mom but do tend to get out when i can..i'm very blunt and very open minded..i'm also bisexual so i hope that dont bother anyone but having sex with both sex is the best..and i love having the best of both worlds i'm also looking for a bi sexual juggalette to be with too..the reason why i perferr juggalo's and or juggalettes is cause they understand a fellow juggalette better then most people do.. Ia m23 yeas old almost 24 I'm bi sexual and i have 2 great kids...i'm single and havebeen looki

Advice Welcome
Ok, I'm not often a blogger but this is something I need to get off my chest and this may be the best place to do so. Why do I let myself get hurt day after day? Why do I love him so much even when he's obviously tossed me aside for a new lifestyle? I can't even just sit here at the computer, my sanctuary, and not think about "them" or what could have been with "us." Hell, I'm even still really looking forward to seeing him again in March, and yet somewhere inside I know it's pointless. I need to accept is as the fun fling that it was and realize it's over. Who am I kidding, it may have started that way but it damn sure didn't stay there. Something changed in October, and I'm not sure I'll ever know exactly what caused it. We went from casual sex friends to laying the groundwork for moving in together, but who started that? Was I just that desperate to find a way out of Texas that I was the one rushing things? Rush hell, it's not like we're strangers. We've actually physically know

Contest (bomb Me I Need The Help)
So I'm in this contest... To see who gets the most comments... and i'm already behind... so i need all you wonderful cherries out there to help me out. Go to the link below and bomb my pic and i'll perv your page if you help me out. Lots of love!! Here's the link. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=339024&albumid=194050&i=4018307910 You know they say the past is just that... the past...

Bedtime Story
hello thanks for the add. here is a fantasy for you. it starts off with a woman and a man engaging in some hours of fore play getting in the mood. she is a tall sexy blond very petite and a brazilian bikini wax. he is a tall rugged man with enough inches to make womens eyes pop out when they see it. he is slowly taking off her bra while making his way to her succlent nipples and rounded breats. he starts sucking on one nipple while caressing the other nipple in tiny circles. at this pooint she is very aroused and ready to go but he will not sumit to her yet. then he makes his way slowly down to her g string taking it off with his teeth revealing her hot moist juicy muffin. he lays her on the bed slowly kissing down her stomach to reach her love box. he slowly moves his finger around her moist lips sending a tingling through out her entire body,enough to make her gasp with sheer pleasure. as he reaches further in to her her hands grab the sheets to hold on. then he inserts his tongue an

30 Questions!
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought? Oh my! 2. When is the next time you will have sex? tonight hopefully! 3. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"? Fuck! 4. Favorite PLANET? PLUTO!!! Fuck you, it is a damn planet!!! 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile? my boss 6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? system of a down- BYOB 7. What shirt are you wearing?? a purple fairy shirt- is there anything else to wear? 8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago? drinking wine and chowing on some chex mix, oh wait I'm still doing that 9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing? hanes socks 10. Bright or Dark Room? dark 11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? don't really know her 12. If you're in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on? The one farthest from an door or window 13. What were you doing at midnight last ni

Ahhhhhhhhh This Sucks
i hate greyhound. i got home 5 hours later then i was supposed to b/c goin into nyc the driver got lost. then leavin penn station n jersey the bus died. so the trip home was 5 hours longer then anticipated What can we do when engulfed in darkness and we feel we shouldn't fight this battle any longer. Friends come to pass resurface and yet we know not what to do. Why is it in life we sense the pain knowing full well that the reaper will appear at any moment if we should fall or come to fail in life should we bother to try in the next. As thunders roar and lightning licks the earth still we travel onward. But on the day when the wagon comes i'll be all to happy to jump on and say goodbye. Well my ex had to meet with a fed today for with holding info from the recruiters. Hehehe idiot. Anyway frienmds kids into stuff so i gotta finish later.

Blast And Bling Contest
THIS ONE IS GOING TO BE CALLED MY BLAST AND BLING CONTEST!! I AM ONLY LOOKING FOR SERIOUS COMPETITORS FOR THIS, SO IF YOU DONT THINK YOU CAN WIN THIS THEN IT IS NOT FOR YOU!!! ANYONE IS WELCOME TO JOIN AND THERE WILL BE NO RULES, JUST RESPECT FOR THE OTHER CONTESTANTS IS ALL!! SO SELF COMMENTING IS GOING TO BE VERY WELCOMED IN THIS! THERE WILL ONLY BE ONE WINNER IN THIS CONTEST SO IT IS WINNER TAKES ALL!! I AM STARTING IT THIS FRIDAY AT 7EST TIME,BUT IF THERE ARE ENTRIES AFTER THE DEADLINE THEY WILL BE ACCEPTED KNOWING THEY WILL HAVE TO PLAY CATCH UP!! IT ILL LAST TILL THE FOLLOWING MONDAY AT 7EST TIME!! NOW FOR THE PRIZES:) YOU WILL NOT ONLY WIN A ONE WEEK BLAST BUT YOU WILL ALSO WIN YOUR CHOICE OF A VIC GIFT PACKAGE, OR A MENS BRACELET OR DIAMOND EARRINGS!! PLUS AS A EXTRA PERK ANYONE WHO GETS MORE THAN 9,000 COMMENTS WILL ALSO GET A MENS OR WOMENS RING! SO IF YOU HAVE EVER WANTED A BLAST AND SOME BLING THIS IS THE RIGHT CONTEST TO BE IN!! JUST LEAVE ME A MESS

Ideas That Sound Good At The Time
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless (God I should have gone to the gym!!!) thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stan

Valentine's Day
As valentine approaches...look back on all those past years...what what your favorite memory? I think mine would be when I was in grade 9. My boyfriend of the 9 months told me he loved me for the 1st time! I remember that moment like it was yesterday!!! That was the first time I fell in love.

Lovin Meetin New People
Hey everyone. well like so many other people this is my fist blog. everything is so cool here. i learn at least one new thing on here per day and am having a blast doing it. thanks to my friends i am learning well. I look forward to getting to know new friends each day. To each Her own....

Let's Talk About Sex!
The porno of Lauria's life will be called ... "Celebrity Strip Poker" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com This is real fun to do! The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Did some X -- $15 Did cocaine -- $20 Did meth -- $25 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on FUBAR -- $100 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Had sex with 2 different people in the same day -- $50 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Be

My Poems
A MILLION MILES AWAY A million miles away I hear your soft voice calling A million miles away We breath as one A million miles away We lay in the snow making snow angels A million miles away Our hearts beat as one A million miles away We are closer then ever before A million miles away Our hearts are smiling Dedicated to my friend Tanaia My Chaos Poem I awake and my eyes open Only to find Chaos Waiting for me Like an old friend Chaos takes me By the hand I resist but Chaos is to strong Chaos takes me back to were it all began The darkness Surrounds me I fall faster and faster I have reached the end My eyes slowly close Chaos takes my last breath Chaos has finally won THE DOWNWORD SPIRAL You showed me happiness You showed me love I was finally at peace then you took it all away You took my heart and thru it away You left me with nothing Even less then what I had before I proved time and time again I would be there to save you Now yo

The Rescue
The Rescue Hillary Clinton was out jogging one morning along the parkway when she tripped, fell over the bridge railing and landed in the creek below. Before the Secret Service guys could get to her, 3 kids who were fishing pulled her out of the water. She was so grateful she offered the kids whatever they wanted. The first kid said, "I want to go to Disneyland." Hillary said, "No problem, I'll take you there on my special Senator's airplane." The second kid said, "I want a new pair of Nike Air Jordan's." Hillary said, "I'll get them for you and even have Michael sign them!!" The third kid said, "I want a motorized wheelchair with a built in TV and stereo headset!" Hillary was a little perplexed by this and said, "But you don't look like you're handicapped." The kid said, "I will be after my dad finds out I saved your ass from drowning."

Broken The Blog Cherry
Well I'm me and I've just gone and popped my blog cherry I'm so proud, lol. I'm loving all the features on here finding it hard to talk to everyone, but having fun trying too. Give me a shout or send me a message and I'll try to get back to you, Wow that sound like an answering machine message. TTYL xx

Hands Down
breath in 4 luck breath in so deep this air is blessed you sheltered me this night is wild so come and tell there hearths they race from self control your legs are smoothas they grace mine we're doing fine we're doing nuthin at all my hopes r so high that your kiss might kill me! so won't u kill me ....... so i die happy my heart if yours to fill or burts to break or bury or wear as jewlery it's whatever u prefer.... the words r harsh lets not get busteed just lay inwined hrer undiscovered safe in my room from all these stupid questions "hey did you get some?" man that is so dumb stay quiet stay near stay close they can't hear ..... so we can get some! ...... my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me so won't you kill me so i die happy my heart is yours to fill or burt to break or bury or wear as jewlery it's whatever you prefer ..... valentines day is the best day that i can ever remember i'll always remember the sound of the ste

A Bot Cpnfused, But Good News I Think Lol
Well the past month or so Ive been goin to docs like crazy, more dang test, more pain from the test, and basically just a huge mess. I was told in july of 99 that I had primary progressive multiple sclerosis, and spent time in leg braces and 4yrs in a wheel chair, but been up over 5 yrs now. Was told had severe nerve damage in my legs n lower back, and would never know a day without pain, the pain part well they got that part really right!. Nehow, lately been goin for more test, I had a nerve conduction study done to check nerve damage and also muscle damage, a MRI to see what the degenerative disc n spinal disease had damaged and how badly that they found in an x-ray over a month ago. and tons of blood work ( 187.00 worth!). Well today I go back to the doc, pain management doctor, and he says he didnt see the degenerative stuff in the MRI, dunno where it went but didnt show this time, the nerve test (which was my 9th since prolly 95 or so, showed no damage at all in the nerves or mu

Spiel
im new to cherrytap and i want to make as many friends as i can im on msn an profileheaven but this site is far better (when i learn how it works) a bit about me i love motorcross, i try 2 keep fit, i love football, im not sexist in any way i prefer 2 b classed as a mans man, i live alone in a 3 beedroomed house in newcastle in the uk but i wish i didnt we are not allowed say whateva we want dont say anyfing about muslims or were classed as racist, wen an undercover reporter filmed wot realy goes on in a mosque, in front of our politicians they wer acting all moderate an condeming terrorism then when they left they wer telling everyone its a muslims duty to kill whites, they must act moderate until there is enuf of them and then take over britain and impose sharia law making britain an islamic state, people dont no how facist this country is, for instace we cant wear a hooded top or anything over our face but muslims are allowed to wear a full face veil on thier passports and driving l

Guess What?
Picture! That's Right, I Finally Have A Picture. Happy Now? Maybe Now People Will Start Talking To Me... :P If You're Looking For Someone To Talk To, If Your Mom Is Looking For Someone To Talk To, If Your Best Friend From When You Were 5 Is Looking For Someone To Talk To, Write To Me Or Send Them My Way! I Want To Hear From You Guys, I Want To Make Some Actual Friends Here! What Do You Say? Anyone Interested? I Know There Has To Be At Least One Friendly Person Out There! Hope To Hear From All Of You Really Soon!

Something To Share...
To all my Family & Friends of CT! I just wanted to say that I'm going through some drama and I may not be on a lot here and there. So keep me and my family in your thoughts/prayers. So feel free to give me lots of love! LOL! Gotta laugh when it hurts sometimes! MMFWCL! Anbody goin to the VA Mini tomorrow be careful and play responibly! Whoop Whoop! To all my Family & Friends of CT! I just wanted to say that I'm going through some drama and I may not be on a lot here and there. So keep me and my family in your thoughts/prayers. So feel free to give me lots of love! LOL! Gotta laugh when it hurts sometimes! MMFWCL! Anbody goin to the VA Mini tomorrow be careful and play responibly! Whoop Whoop!

Randomness Is Grand
I close my eyes and I smile Knowing that everything is all right To the core, so close that door Is this happening? My breath is on your hair I'm unaware that you opened the blinds And let the city in God, you held my hand, and we stand Just taking in everything Chorus: And I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're, we're trying so hard not to fall asleep Here we are on this 18th floor balcony We're both flying away So we talk about moms and dads About family pasts Just getting to know where we came from Our hearts were on display for all to see I can't believe this is happening to me And I raise my hand As if to show you that I was yours That I was so yours for the taking I'm so yours for the taking and That's when I felt the wind pick up I grabbed the rail while choking up These words to say and then you kissed me Chorus: Yeah, I knew it from the start My arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach A

About Me
Please stop by and add a new Shannon. Hot little girl with some real pictures. Shannon@ fubar This is my fantasy page. The skin picture on here are ones a girlfriend and I took back college about 10 years ago. I don't have that figure any more after two children. I've been divorce for 5 years. I'm starting to discover a whole new sexual side and things I'd never consider before are starting to become appealing. Hence the story on here. It's erotica with a mix of voyeurism, stripping, slavery and cannibalism (in a seductive way). I find Anne Rice's writing hot: Parts of Interview with a vampire, Taming Beauty, Belinda. I have a small collection of vampire moves I find irresistible: Embrace of the Vampire and few others. The older I get the further my fantasy seem to get from reality.

Special Someone
IT IS SPRING BREAK TIME...WHO WANTS TO COME AND HAVE A WICKED PARTY AND GET WASTED HAHA!!!! hey to all friends on here...its been awhile since my last blog...i just wanted to ask if anyone gets tired of modifying themselves to please others...im tired of going out of my way to act differently around other people I AM WHO I AM I love DODGE and am a big dodge fan I love guns I am tired of being a push over so i will start to push back not cuz i hate you, but for my own ego I love big trucks I also and set in my own ways...arn't we all I love my friends and if you cross them you cross me I also love my family you cross them and you will have problems I really am not that hard to get along with but you always get those people that try to push your limits but its only those times when you truley find out what you are capable of Well thanx to whoever takes the time to read this...and thanx to all my friends on here and hopefully this will spark a fire inside each of you who f

These Are The Words Spoken, Whispered, Bent And Broken.
Anemica Beautiful one, One with the rising sun. She is alive She is dead. Anemica, she'll shine for you. Beautiful child, One free in the wild. She's all we need All we plead. Anemica, she'll shine for you. Her smiles hold true, Her tears hold through The hardest parts. Anemica, she is here She'll shine for you. ©2006, Leticia Young Aside from my profile. I'm a poet and a writer. And someday should love to be published. So I shall give off some of my poems here, but beware, they are copyrighted. Lady Parchment skins of the dead Writing poems for those Who care not yet are addicted To her views and strifes. Scratching the outer skin, And bleeding the ink. Spiders weaving tales Through a silken silver thread. Using her nails as a pen, She lets the words Completely fall and sink. Haggard and dusty, Sitting in a room lit by candle She scribbles anew. Growing old and yet Remaining ageless in a time Where life lives and death die

Things That Ar Impotant To People
its my birthday on thursday and if anyone on here wants to do something that would mean the world to me even if you dont know me!! please please please go to this site http://www.justgiving.com/lisaeverest and donate EVEN IF IT IS JUST A PENNY it would mean the world to her and in turn the world to me!! even if just 1 penny gets donated then this blog will have been worth while many thank.. Jaden

Creations Of Boredom
I'm a bit bored so I am going to blog about randomthings whose name begins with the letter 'B'.The first thing that comes to mind, being maleof course, is boobs. Everyone, "hooray for boobies!"Although,the first thing I look for in anyone is brains.All the zombies, "hooray for brains!"Unfortunately brains and boobsdon't always co-exist.Being male means getting boners. Ladies, can I geta "hooray for boners!" please? Boners are usuallycaused by viewing, handling, or thinking of boobsor butts (no, I didn't forget the butt, aka booty).Blood leaves the brain in these instances, oftenmaking conversation boring, but when boobs and boners get together, fun that does not involve muchspeaking is bound to happen. If it does not thenyou must go back home and beat off.I mentioned blood, so let me mention it again: blood.Beside being vital to your body, blood is alsoreally beautiful and erotic. Just the vampiresthis time, "hooray blood!"This may seem like quite a change in subject,but 'burrito' is t

Contest
Hey guys Bishop a friend of mine has asked me pass along his new website http://www.bishop-pua.com . Yes, it is free! I wouldn't do that to you! If he can teach what he does it's worth it! He can give me butterflies even when I fight it. Thanks Kiss and Hugs Shannon P.S. Thanks to those of you who did read this before. I did make each of you one of my family. Now you can see a few more pictures. ENJOY I'm in my first contest! Please come and help me out by commenting as many times as you can. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1853087913 ]

A New One
go check this out for a good laugh talk about hilarious http://fubar.com/blog/93073/606876 When someones uses the word poke, have ya ever had one of those moments where you can't tell how their defining it... let's look at the regular definition of Poke Poke (Verb):to touch with finger or other object briefly and then pull away. ok now the slang definition... LOL Poke (Verb):to have,want to, or plan to have sex. oh my...lol *POKE* man this is different...Linkin Park/Minutes To Midnight...downloaded it...yeah i'm a horrible person...cheater...it's way different...not sure if i like it yet...have to let ya know

L O V E
what is love? well love is making yourself happy for the one u love as well as making the one you love happy? how do u know if someone loves you? well first off u never get enough of that person, everything they do can put a smile on your face. even when they make u angry they still know how to make u smile. if that person loves you back, they would do anything to make u happy right? i dont know but for the one i love i know i would do everything in my power to make them happy, i know i am not rich wealthy or anything like that but if i have love, thats better then anything i can go buy at the store right? so would it be wrong to expect the same thing in return? what ever happened to the GOLDEN RULE? whats wrong with the world today, why does it have to be a dog eat dog world? why cant we all jus get along converse and have a good time like they used to do back in the day when u could go to a house party and not worried about getting shot cause u were dancin with someone or talkin to s

Life
I really don't seem to get it i suppose. People seem to give me all these hints towards things i should pick up on and i just don't seem to catch on; or, else i do and i just choose not to accept the outcome of what it will be. I come across as and asshole most of the time for just the way i talk and approach things. I tell it how i see it with no sugar coating. I also think that i'm a pretty decent guy towards woman. I might say sorry to much to woman only because i care to much and try to show them i actually care and willing to listen to whatever. Maybe this is my flaw. I just seem to care to much about woman. I try to fully open up to things that are on my mind, even though not everything i should share but i do. It anyone is to truely understand me they need to hear everything, good and bad. I know by opening up i will just get hurt in the end but its the risk i'm always willing to do and take. Most the time i don't get the full respect back or the openness that i am looking for.

Puresteeleradio
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Sex Survey
Struggles i know we've all had our share.Mine have been to many and i've done my best to overcome then.My biggest struggle right now is not having my youngest children with me .I find the holidays very hard but i put a smile on my face and make the best of it.So if i'm a lil

Exhausted
Damn today sucked ass soooo bad. It was hellllla slow which was cool but then again it gets hella boring just standin around waitin for someone to come in. I only workd 11 hrs today. But it seemed like 14 cause it was so slow. My feet hurt my back hurts my legs hurt. I need a BOWL! hahaha Wanna join?

Ramblings Of A Bored Individual
TO A KEEPER! ,•´º o`•,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-•²°´ ¸,.-•~•~•-.,¸ `°²•-. :º° One day someone's mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, In the warmth of her bedroom, The daughter was struck with The pain of learning that sometimes There isn't any more. No more hugs, No more lucky moments to celebrate together, No more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,•´º o`•,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-•²°´ ¸,.-•~•~•-.,¸ `°²•-. :º° So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . And take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage.... And friendships And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hi

Seeking
this is crazy shit. no one knows me. not even myself. but u know what? i havent left this computer in over 15 hours! celebration time! come on!! today i celebrate freedom from 8 years of marital oppression! not on paper yet, but more importantly, in my soul. YES!!! nothing is ever easy, but at the momemnt, difficult would be welcome. my mind races daily, filled with nothing and my heart yearns for a love that will never be. i feel life groing inside me, but as it reaches the surface, the darkness that is the true me smashes it away. i am alone and only the drawing of sweet scarlet blood gives me any relief. to watch it dripp away is the only thing that makes me feel even a sparkle of life.

Lost One Mind
Well I started back to school again. Ugh I wonder if I will ever be happy with my educational goals??? I doubt it. hehe I now have 3 jobs and I am going to apply for another tomorrow. I want that Jeep paid off asap. I hate hate hate bills. I want to say I own that Liberty not Chase and I own that liberty. And now I am a Cherry tap addict thanks to Mrs Fey. Felling pretty good this last week, Mistress Fey maybe I found my cure. ICE BABY!

Bubba Ho Tep
At the heart of Bubba Ho-Tep is a surprisingly sincere reflection on old age and regret. It dares to take the aging process and the relationship between two old-timers seriously, in an industry that focuses primarily on sex, youth, and action. These three elements factor in here as well, but they serve more as a longing that the characters wish they still had more than a means of giving in to Hollywood standards. It is a film about finding meaning in the twilight of our days—about living in triumph, even in your final moments. What is surprising is that you won’t have to look too deeply to find the theme: Here is a poignant, character-driven drama, surrounded by a premise so absurd that you wouldn’t have expected anything so deep. Then again, anyone who could possibly dream up this scenario would have to be creative enough to actually make it about something, at least if there is any justice in the world. There is so much going on here that I am tempted not to explai

A Nod To The Stay At Home Mom.
man came home from work and found his three children outside, still in their pajamas, playing in the mud, with empty food boxes and wrappers strewn all around the front yard. The door of his wife's car was open, as was the front door to the house and there was no sign of the dog. Proceeding into the entry, he found an even bigger mess. A lamp had been knocked over, and the throw rug was wadded against one wall. In the front room the TV was loudly blaring a cartoon channel, and the family room was strewn with toys and various items of clothing. In the kitchen, dishes filled the sink, breakfast food was spilled on the counter, the fridge door was open wide, dog food was spilled on the floor, a broken glass lay under the table, and a small pile of sand was spread by the back door. He quickly headed up the stairs, stepping over toys and more piles of clothes, looking for his wife. He was worried she may be ill, or that something serious had happened. H

Not Sure
The creation of Wisconsin .... Once upon a time in the Kingdom of Heaven , God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael the Archangel found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired of God, "Where have you been?" God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look Michael, look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call It Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance." "Balance?", inquired Michael, still confused. God explained, pointing to different parts of earth, "For example, Northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth while southern Europe is going to be poor; the Middle East over there will be a hot spot." God continued, pointing to different countries, "This one will be extremely hot and arid while this one will be very cold and covered in ice." The Archangel ,

My Sign
You have a sexual IQ of 138 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Time & Time Again....???
So the single life just plain out SUCKS and im getting so sick and tired of all the drama and childish games that these so called men have to offer...im completly fed up...i duno what else to do or who to turn to anymore...all i really want it EVERYTHING and i guess thats too much to ask huh...???? why is that?????????

Sex Zodiak
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking. You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself. Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com jordan's sexual nickname: "Twin Peaks" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Love Is Like An Investment
The closest analogy to being in love to me is like INVESTING MONEY. Most people invest money for the long haul.....they dont throw $1000 into the stock market on Monday and move it on Tuesday just cuz the stock went down. Most people leave the money in for TIME and see what the market does and even with the UPS and DOWNS usually if the investment was a smart one in the beginning they come out on top. To me LOVE is the same way. It changes daily....sometimes up, sometimes down, but the good smart investor IN LOVE, his profit and goal comes to fruition when YEARS down the road his goal was met with a LIFE, LOVE and a FAMILY. To me the HEART and LOVE is the GREATEST THING ONE PERSON CAN INVEST IN ANOTHER...and just like the stock market it comes with RISKS.....it all depends on WHAT AND HOW MUCH YOU ARE WILLING TO RISK TO GET WHAT YOU TRULY WANT MY GOAL IS HAPPINESS AND WHY IS THAT SO HARD TO COME BY AND WHY ARE PEOPLE NOT WILLING TO WORK THESE DAYS FOR LOVE!

Black Addiction
I am a black which reside in Cameroon then I fight for the dominion black I am 21-year-old I am aware(conscious) that the whites have we too much to threaten we were for a long time their slaves maintaining to us all the blacks of to take revenge we have to make him(it) on the women a white, all the whites who will be interest in my blog to hesitate not to contact me marc the rough black I am a black which reside in Cameroon then I fight for the dominion black I am 21-year-old I am aware(conscious) that the whites have we too much to threaten we were for a long time their slaves maintaining to us all the blacks of to take revenge we have to make him(it) on the women a white, all the whites who will be interest in my blog to hesitate not to contact me marc the rough black

In Regards To My Life
IN REGARDS TO MY LIFE AND MY EX ( yes i got dumped Tuesday night by someone I loved dearly) OKAY...THIS IS WHERE I GET SERIOUS. AND I MAY THROW A COUPLE CLICHES OUT, BUT PLEASE FORGIVE MY RANDOM THOUGHTS.... I JUST NEED TO SAY THEM, BECAUSE I KNOW SOMEONE WILL READ THIS: I ALWAYS THOUGHT PEOPLE CAME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON. THAT THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO PASS YOU A SIGN REASSURING YOU THAT YOU ARE ON THE RIGHT PATH IN LIFE. I THINK SOMEWHERE I FUCKED UP. I DONT KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE, AND AT ONE TIME WAS IN FULL CONTROL OF THAT AND MY LIFE. I DO NOT LIKE WHO I HAVE BECOME. I DO NOT LIKE THE REASONS I HAVE BECOME THIS. I DO NOT LIKE THAT THINGS BEYOND MY CONTROL HAVE TURNED MY LIFE INTO THIS. ALL THIS, AND LIFE HAS BECOME QUITE CONFUSING TO ME. I FEEL LIKE IM DROWNING IN A POOL BUT KNOW HOW TO SWIM, AND WAS ONCE A MARATHON SWIMMER. I FEEL LIKE IM FALLING FROM AN AIRPLANE AND I FORGOT MY PARACHUTE, BUT WAS ONCE A WORLD CLASS SKYDIVER. THE TRUTH OF THE MATTER IS I DONT KNOW HOW

Crossdressing.
Cross-dressing (the fetish): What’s it all about? Why do we do it? Who does it? When do we do it? What do we get out of it? Is it just a fetish? What do we do? Are we Gay, Bi, Hetero or unique? Is there a cure? If there was would we want it anyway? What does it mean for our Significant Others? Are CDs (Cross-Dressers), MIPs (Men In Panties) and TVs (Transvestites) different things? Here are some of my answers to these puzzling questions and the conclusions I have drawn. MIPs, CDs, TVs. First of all I have to define my terms for the purposes of this essay as there seem to be no universally accepted definitions of MIPs, CDs and TVs. This is unsurprising as all of us wear women’s apparel to a greater or lesser extent. For my purposes, I define MIPs as those who do not go beyond a pair of panties and perhaps a pair of hold-up stockings. My definition of CDs are those that, while they may or may not dress fully in women’s clothes, do so primarily for sexual stimula

Irony Of Love
The IRONY of LOVE is loving the right person at the wrong time and having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. Sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you're suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. We all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always “right.” Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either

When Your Loved Ones Lie To You
Yes I got dumped Tuesday night and Im venting...no she didnt lie tuesday night but did in the past and I forgave her with little work on her part...yet for the last few days she has told me she loved me ETC, and even did so just two hours before slamming me back to reality and breaking my heart by dumping me on my ass....saying shes been trying to figure out a way for days to do it...then why lead me on lying to me making me think everything is ok and that you love me? PLEASE I NEED A COUNSELOR so with the above being said..... WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOUR LOVED ONES LIE TO YOU? WHAT DO YOU DO? When somoeone who looks at you in your eyes and says they love you lies to you what do you do, do you just forgive and move on in hopes that it never hpapens again??? or Does trust once given freely have to be earned back? Well for me if I SAY I LOVE YOU to anyone that automatically means NO LIES! For some people they lie so much that they do not see the forest for the trees a

Grains Of Sand
PLEASE DONT PLAGERIZE...this was written by me~ Grains of SAND Like slipping sand seeping through my fingers I feel our love starting to fall. Grain by grain it falls out of my reach and beyond my sight. Unnoticeable until its almost gone and by then, to late to save. I'm desperately search trying to find it, but each morsel so tiny with its own significance is single until pieced together to create a more significant, explicable form, that then grows and takes home in a heart, and is called love. It takes each piece, each grain to complete the puzzle, anything less is far too incomplete. Each is named compassion, soul, willing, giving, caring, concern, hope and so on. Once the pattern breaks and one grain is lost, like children the others follow, until everything you thought you lived for, everything you would have died for, is gone. Out of sight, out of reach, out of mind and requires much faith and worlds of searching to again find.

A Chapter Closed
I HAVE RELEASED MY INNER POET. A Chapter Closed By Tommy Reed A chapter closed, A chapter gone. The pages filled, The story done. A happy ending? Well, not this time. The sad reality, This story is mine. The laughs and tears, Still remain. The fun and fear, Gone again. The ink is dry, The paper crisp. I no longer, Can taste your lips. The journey's over, At least for now. Maybe one day, You'll come back somehow. The tears still falling, The last page open. I sign the words I hate to say, My heart for now, is very Broken.

What A Soulmate Is To Me
WHAT A SOULMATE IS TO ME Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around......your SOULMATE. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition, but only a quiet calmness when they are near. You can be yourself an

A Bitter Reality
A Bitter Reality! by Tommy Reed She has gone, she has left, Leaving me like a cleft. Standing lonely in the crowd, No one hears, I'm crying aloud. Not friend, nor foe, She has left, and said NO! Burning days, cold nights, Autumn teases, spring sites. Life never seemed so useless, So troublesome, beyond clueless. That's how the dream ends, Toward disaster and life begins. This is what love lost is, Fool's paradise, a faithless kiss!