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Attitudes Of Perfection
It is amazing that Freshmeat who need V.I.P. and others of higher ranking to help them level up come on here, and automatically rate us as a 1. You would think they would try to get us to help them out,instead they work hard at screwing us who have more power to rank them and helping those who are just like them. This is a social community, we are on here to make friends not enemies. We are here to lean how to socialize, and grow from each others experiences. All Down Raters will be put out there by name, picture or both. Everybody will know who you are; no one on here appreciates down raters; especially when you are a newbie. We can tolerate those who have been in this community for a year or more, but the rest; prepare to be mega-blasted!! This blog is written because of the Freshmeat marebear1981, who has come into our community down rating those of us who could of helped her to move up faster. She gives out ones to us, and higher to other Freshmeat. She is not

Words That Speak To Me
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting. Try to kill it all away but I remember everything. What have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end. You could have it all - my empire of dirt I will let you down; I will make you hurt. I wear this crown of shit upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair. Beneath the stains of time the feeling disappears. You are someone else; I am still right here. What have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end. You could have it all, my empire of dirt I will let you down; I will make you hurt. If I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself; I would find a way. GEOGRAPHY LESSON PART 1- GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa , half discovered, half wild, naturally beautiful with fertile soil.

This Is My Reality
You tell false words, you speak lies, and you are full of deciet. You see that it hurts but you still do it because you can. You look at me with a blank expression and dont know why, and you never have. You just stand there as confused as I am. Yes, what goes around comes around but im not that type baby. Everyday I hurt becuase of what came my way, but I keep prayin that you will help make it dissapear. I am not your mother and ill never be her so take those shades off your eyes and see the real me in the flesh. Im not your ex or you peace of pussy, Im not the girl at work and im not the one on the corner. I am the woman in your bed, the woman in your kitchen, the woman in your heart and I am strong. There is never an explination and I have accepted that because I had no other choice, or maybe I just choose to hurt myself through you. Maybe im that blind to think you have changed overnight, maybe u are after other things, and u just look me in the eyes and say its different.

State Trooper
the other day comeing back from bryan tx.i crossed the state line and a state trooper got behind me.so i gunned my truck and took off.well he put his lights on and pulled me over.he gets out his car and i get out my truck and walk up to him.he ask why i took off like that.he wasn't going to pull me over i wasn't doing anything wrong so why took off like that.well i just told him that my wife ran off with a state trooper and when he got behind me,it scared me and thought he was bringing her back.

Contest
Hey guys and gals , My husband is in a contest right now, It started last night at midnight and I really, really want him to win. If you could go and comment him I would greatly appreciate it. Even if you can only leave a few, every one counts. So please, if you have a extra few minutes stop by and leave a comment or two. And as always you know if you need my help with anything all you have to do is leave me a message and I will do the best I can. Thank you very much to all my friends and family stacey My finace, Mike, is in an adult with pet contest, with his new puppy. The boxer named Bindi that I got him for christmas. If any of you can come by and rate and leave a few comments I would greatly appreciate it. For anyone that has already done so Thank you very much. Spiritseeker, well I can not thank you enough. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 3307927839 ] Did you meet the love of your life on CT?? For Valentines day I am holding a special contest for couples that

Debbie's Ramblings
This is an article submitted to a 1999 Louisville Sentinel contest tofind out who had the wildest Christmas dinners. It won first prize.As a joke, my brother Jay used to hang a pair of panty hose over hisfireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fillthem.What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true becauseevery Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings overflowed, hispoor pantyhose hung sadly empty.One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses andwent in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those thingsat Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown.If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuseyourself. I was there an hour saying things like, 'What does this do?''You're kidding me!' 'Who would buy that?' Finally, I made it to theinflatable doll section.I wanted to buy a standard, uncomplicated doll that could alsosubstitute as a passenger in my truck so I could use

X-men
You Are Cyclops Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause. You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them. Power: force beams from your eyes Which of the X-Men Are You?

Whats Your Personality Cluster?
Hi everyone, Just want to wish you all a very happy Easter! Luv'n'stuff Debz xxx COOL MySpace Comments Graphics In the light of the dark In the doom of the gloom Deep embittered embers glow Caught in the whirlwind of emotions Halfway to indecision The spark flickers Tossed in the myriad storm The silent cacophony shouts its purpose But no-one hears its cries Engulfed by the atmosphere Anxious fear reverberates, Echoes down the corridors of his soul Twisted torment howls its pain Sobs in the quiet storm As the embers sputters and dies.

Shardays Blog
IF YOU DON'T REPOST THIS, YOU WILL BE SINGLE UNTIL YOU'RE 45...NO JOKE. PUT MAKEOUT -- (if you're taken) TONGUE -- (if you like someone) SEX SEX SEX -- (single) KISS IN THE RAIN -- (if you're in love) WHITE ROSE -- (if you're about to give up) A PECK ON THE LIPS -- (if you rape people) BLACK ROSE -- (if there's no point in liking the person you like) SLAP ON THE A** -- (if ur a ninja) F*** YOU -- (if you like more than one person) IF YOU DON'T REPOST THIS, YOU WILL BE SINGLE UNTIL YOU'RE 45...NO JOKE.

Where Do I Go From Here
Thursday, December 28, 2006 Where do I go from here? Current mood: lonely WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?? What do you do when there's nothing left, most of all love? When you have it you really don't know until it's gone! When it's gone you feel the emptiness and loneliness. That's where I am. It's cold and dark here. After awhile you just get used to it. You meet someone and think they care and love you until you really open your eyes and find out it was all just another dream. It's so cold and dark here, will I ever be the same? When will I ever feel the warmth of the sun on my face again... the touch of your sweet lips on mine...or the touch of your caresses? I thought I died when you walked out of my life. Sometimes I wish I had that way I wouldn't feel all this heartache, grief and pain. When will it ever end? I don't want to sleep because your in my dreams. They're almost like nightmares to me now. But then again I don't want to be awake either because you a

Poems About How I Feel
I go through life and dream of things Of things that can't come true I want these things so badly I don't know what to do And then I met you I want to hold you in my arms I want to feel you close I want to feel your lips on mine I don't want to let you go I want you on a moonlit night Beneath a starry sky I want to make sweet love to you With no questions as to why I want to spend my life with you Through the good times and the bad I want to be right there for you Through the happy and the sad I want to make you happy And also be your friend I want to help you reach your goals And help your heart to mend I want you to have your space Yet know I'm there for you I want to say "I love you" And for you to know it's true I want to do these things with you While we still have the time Not worry about what others think Not let another chance slip by

Rising From The Ashes
When a mans heart is full of deceipt,it burns up and dies.And a dark shadow falls over his soul.From the ashes of once a great man has risen a curse.A wrong that must be righted.We look to the skies for a vindicator,someone to strike fear into the black hearts of the same men who created him. The battle between good and evil has begun,against an army of shadows comes a dark Warrior,the purveyor of good with a voice of silence and a mission of justice this is the WARRIOR....People once believed that when someone dies,a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes something so bad happens,that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest.Then sometimes,just sometimes the crow can bring the soul back to put the wrong things right.If the people we love are stolen from us.The way to have them live on is to never stop loving them.Buildings burn,people die,But real love is forever... "YOU MUST SHOW NO MERCY,NOR HAVE ANY BELIEF WHATSOEVER IN HOW OTHERS WILL J

New Cherry
does anyone know where i can find a trak called: Ocean Size by Janes Addiction? didnt realize this was like a flash back to highschool...but now im addicted...thanks Mike check! 1..2..3..uh hum! Selfish is he in all that he does, I wish I can bring him back in all that he was Sweet and kind, affectionate and funny; he made the darkest of days so sunny I have buried him in tears of eternal pain for to me he will never be the same Frozen in time, I want to go back and not be here; where love I have lacked I have proof that loving he once was but now he is a stranger in all that he does I asked to be healed from the man up above and to forget the man that I so dearly loved Bonded together like sticky white rice I take my chances and roll out the dice One rolls two and the other a three we are different and now he blames me Cut up and bruised all over myself emotional punishment I do crying for help Frozen in time I wish to be when his love and adoration were onl

What Percing R U?
were in the team blast contest if u bomb me let me know and ill bomb for u thanks >:) come vote >:) everyone>:) Your Love Type: INFP The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ What's Your Love Type?

My First Blog!
Once you have been tagged,you have to write a blog with 10 weird or,facts,or habits about yourself.At the end you choose at least 5 people to be tagged,listing their names.Dont forget to leave a comment with them that says,"your it"then ask them to read your blog.. You cant tag the person that tagged you.. 1. I'm ambidextrous. (mostly use the left hand though) 2. I love Winnie the Pooh. 3. I don't believe in soulmates anymore. 4. I love to read and write poetry. 5. My bra size has three letters. 6. I live in a town that's too small to even be considered a town. 7. My favorite color is black too. (thanks Wiz) 8. I live on a lake and hate to fish. 9. I need a vacation! 10. I've had more broken bones than I can count. bwhere blatenley archangel matt crazyplumber GOD OUR FATHER, WALK THROUGH OUR HOUSE AND TAKE AWAY ALL OUR WORRIES AND ILLNESSES; IN JESUS ' NAME. AMEN This prayer is so powerful. Pass this prayer to 12 people. And remember

Legion's Hell
So my personal ad in Nuvo came out this week.. Of course nothing I am taking seriously. I di dnot even take it seriously when I wrote the ad. Last night I went to a dinner outing with a group of local kinksters (Kinksters: People who like it kinky and beyond). It was a good time to be had by all. (note - if you want to know my kink, just ask.) Tonight I start my knew day job, err temporarily a night job. For the next three months I will working 10 hour days for 7 days a week then I transition into management of the Operations Center and making my own hours. This also means that I will not be celebtrating my birthday this year as I will be working. Oh well, in the long run I will be better off. By the end of the three months I should be able to get my new deck built and the hot tub installed here at the house. At the moment I am sitting here drinking a moca and eating some baklava. Just trying to wake up to go into the office a little early.

The Best I Can...
If you could be any kind of sock what kind would you be and why? Me: "Yellow/Green Fishnets" or "Leopard Print Footless Tights With Lace Around The Ankles" Your turn! I am at peace. I used to dwell on the past and try and analyze my mistakes and what I had done wrong, why these things had happened and what I could have done and could still do to change them. I cannot change the past. It is the past and all I can do is influence the future. It took me 19 years to realize this, but for many it takes a lifetime. Recently... Two months ago: I was forced to face facts that something I thought would always be there wasn't and now I can honestly say, it never was. It was a falsification of facts. I was delusional and thought I knew someone who never existed. This person was not whom I thought they were at any point of me knowing them, it was all a sick attempt at an act. However, two months ago, I still did not realize this. Three weeks ago: I was forced to partially

Looking For Friends
Hey everyone,, Divorced white female and very open minded. Love to chat and meet new people. I like ladies as much as I do men, I like best of both world. I am a flight attendant so likew to travel a little bit as well. If ya dont find me here I am prolly in the chat on f2m --- www.free2mingle.com or im on here. These are the only two places you will find me if im on line. Talk soon,

The Amazing Jeckel Brother's
i'm looking for someone to help me make a skin for my page and i need some help with it i have a pic that i want to use and i know how i want it to look so if you know how to make skins on here plz write me back i thank you and have a greatday. happy hump day my loves..have a great one.. Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!!! Pass this on to atleast 8 people and 1 back to me... If you get it back atleast 5 times, you know your a SEXY beast lots of love and hugs as always To all the juggalos and juggalettes, im sorry but today people are "juggalos" for the wrong reasons. i am sending this out to tell you all that there a many people out there shaming our name and disgracing the family. read this and youll get what i mean WHAT DOES NOT MAKE YOU A JUGGALO/LETTE...

~chaos~
Funny emails .... KIDS IN CHURCH 3-year-old Reese: "Our Father, Who does art in heaven, Harold is His name. Amen." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A little boy was overheard praying: "Lord, if you can't make me a better boy, don't worry about it. I'm having a real good time like I am." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After the christening of his baby brother in church, Jason sobbed all the way home in the back seat of the car. His father asked him three times what was wrong. Finally, the boy replied, "That preacher said he wanted us brought up in a Christian home, and I wanted to stay with you guys." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ One particular four-year-old prayed, "And forgive us our trash baskets as we forgive those who put trash in our baskets." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A Sunday school teacher asked her children as they were on the way to church service, "And why is it necessary to be quiet in church?" One brigh

For Krysta
you know its not fucking fair....krysta is young and innocent...she is going to die....she has six months to a year.....and i cant get to her....this fucking sux and shit...its not fucking fair...she never did anything to anyone, and yet she is gonna die...she is a member here....so i will keep u updated and when the time comes i will fully expect u to go her page and leave her comments and shit...i just dont know, bc this does not seem right or even fair that she has to die............*cries*

My Blog
Do not cheat yourself of life. Live like you will die tommorrow. You may.... I hope you do not, I would miss you. Face your fears. Welcome all feelings and understand yourself. Speak after thought. Let us not forget the Golden Rule. "Do on to others as you would have done onto you." If you can not. Go figure it out. I know if you are reading this you can. It is not always easy..... Hell easy is boring any how. Much Luv To All, John Working my ass off. I wish we could all get together and have a big party. I need a break and I want the same for all of my friends. I love you all. Whatever

Websites Sux,
You all that use Sparkle Tags,The place sucks,It try's to Add adaware shit to my Comp.Thank God for my 2 Virus scans that run perfect together. Avast + AVG.NewCommentCodes.com the Questionaires u must fill out are to time consumeing,its a waste of my Valuable time.The CherryTap Tool Bar is another piece of shit add on.What good is the Mo-Fo.Since I added that,my sessions here exspire every Hr.You can't do to much with,I have 4 tool bars now why the hell do I need another.If you all have Pictures Saved that Need Codes upload them at Barios305.com awesome place.Very User Friendly. FunnyJunk.com + Pyzam, very user friendly. U-all that have spyware or adaware installed on your comp.These 2 amongth many others add the crap to your comp,all your doing is allowing the Communist Republican party to see where u go.This is the new Name for Bush's party.Well when the Gestapo knock on your door to sieze your comp.Then maybe u'll think maybe u should have listen'd to that HotHead Miserable Fish. T

Contests
TheRH@ CherryTAP Current Contestants. Current Standings Updated After 10PM CST MISS KATY- ĆŦ¬МǎҒїǻ Current Votes-6349 bambamgirl Current Votes-226 Mzbehavin;) Current Votes-20 sweetlyps4u Current Votes-1011 Eyes~Like~Stacy Current Votes-317 myeviltwin Current Votes-3512 ~♥Bipolar_Bitch♥~ Current Votes-3297 Winner will be determined by comments and ratings. Voters and Contestants can vote. Starts Friday the 16th at 10:00 PM CST Ends Friday the 30th 10:00 PM CST There will be a 1st, 2nd, and 3rd place winner. All gifts will be a total of cherry bucks. 1st place- 10,000 2nd place- 5,000 3rd place- 1,000 RH Papi RH@ CherryTAP Sexy Swimsuit Contest Results Sinnam0n-4397 1st Place- Corvette ~*Ashley*~-4320 2nd Place- Silver Motorcycle

In Hawaii 4 Real Now!
Its been a week since i've been here, haven't been able to now to get to a computer, still not settled in, but will be soon, i've got tsome peeps i'm working with to point me in the right direction which is good, i've ben to a couple of malls and i'm feelin the woman here 4 real, theres 1 friend of mines from thats here in hi, thats from new jersey, shes cool, but i'm not feelin her like dat, haven't gotten any nums yet, i'll soon! 4 real as u can see from my pics, i miss all my peeps here, you know i have much luv for everyone, you know y'all are still wit me in sprits, i'll neva forget everyone, thanks 4 all the comments and ratings will holla again soon! Damn i'm here arrived wed night like at 8:30pm, i'm i'm fellin it 4 real, not just da women da heat its all good i've walked arround downtown honolulu, though chinatown and other parts, much more diversed here but its all good, i haven't gotten a channce to make much pics yer but i took some at the airports when i left in cwhere

This Year...wow
well its monday night and i am worn out..i just am tired to the point of going crazy. i cant to leave for my vacation to NC in feb. !!!!!!! something to look forward to anyway. well i will be back tomorrow love you guys. 06' was a crazy year for me...work, getting shot, all the hospital stays, dealing with psycho women, watching my son grow so big! 2007 is going to be much better! well they say that what does not kill you makes you stronger...it is true i am much stronger mentally than i was a year ago, i really know what i want for the first time in a long time. anyway i hope you all can share this year with me and make it the best ever!

Im Still Alive
Just letting you all know I miss you and will be back online soon I hope. Currently having some computer issues and life issues that are taking priority but it should all pass soon. Miss you all ~Peace

My Awesome Junk!!!
ALL MY LIFE Author: Raven It was not so long ago when I thought I'd never meet someone like you. Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control Believing I'd never fall. All my life I thought no one would melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold, a heart hardened by the past, protected by shields so vast. Slowly I was falling without even knowing. Only to find out too late I have no choice but to accept my fate. I could dream, I suppose forever, I could hope there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny so I wake up to reality. I lied when I said I didn't love you, that my feelings for you are through. I lied not because I wanted to but because I love you and I still do. I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you but I just have to let go. I can't hold on much longer 'coz for us there's no forever. Heat We came together In a frenzied embrace Mouths locked, Nostrils flared Snorting like fighting bulls Kissing, stroking, groping Fumbling with buttons and belts Hooks and eyes Until we lay in a he

Agloco
Are You Aware You Can Be Paid For Your Time Online? You may have seen it before and if you haven’t become a member yet, it's because of a lack of being truly informed. AGLOCO (A GLObal COmmunity) will pay its members for the time spent online. For every hour you spend online each month, AGLOCO will give you a share per hour that can be cashed in each month. Check it out here: AGLOCO Those ad sites steal from you in that they get paid by places like google and aol for infiltrating your computer and noting which websites you go to. Well AGLOCO thinks YOU should be getting the money for allowing these companies to find out where you go. There's no spam downloading and no pop-ups, just a simple toolbar that sits at the bottom of your page. Since these companies are going to try to make money off you, why not make money off yourself? Why keep paying it to these companies? Join today! Much Success in 2007! MEMBERSHIP IS TOTALLY FREE http://www.agloco.com/r/BBBN13

What A Woman To Do
SMILING IS INFECTIOUS;YOU CATCH IT LIKE THE FLU,WHEN SOMEONE SMILED AT ME TODAY, I STARTED SMILING TOO. I PASSED AROUND THE CORNER AND SOMEONE SAW MY GRIN WHEN HE SMILED I REALIZED I'D PASSED IT ON TO HIM. I THOUGHT ABOUT THAT SMILE THEN REALIZED ITS WORTH,A SINGLE SMILE JUST LIKE MINE COULD TRAVEL ROUND THE EARTH. SO, IF YOU FEEL A SMILE BEGIN, DONT LEAVE IT UNDETECTED LET'S START AND EPIDEMIC QUICK, AND GET THE WORLD INFECTED! EVERYONE NEEDS A SMILE!!!! THIS IS WHAT I TOLD A VERY SPECIAL PERSON IT TAKE MORE TIME AN MUSCLES IN UR FACE TO FROWN THEN JUST TO SMILE AN MAKE IT A MUCH BETTER LIFE. CAN YOU LOOK INTO SOMEONES EYES AN FALL FOR THEM? CAN YOU TALK AN KICK IT TILL YOU CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THEM? CAN YOU NOT NO WHAT YOUR FEELIN BUT NOITS SOMETHING IN THE MAKEIN? SHOULD YOU SET BACK AN LET IT GO AN SEE WHERE IT TAKES YOU? SHOULD YOU STOP IT BECAUSE YOU DONT NO WHAT IT MAY BRING? WHAT DO THE EYES REALLY SAY ? CAN YOU READ MY MINE? WHY IS IT THAT WOMEN ON LINE

People With No Pics!
Ok, I think Cherry Tap should give us the option to block all peeps without pics. You know, the stick people. Why should they see us if we can't see them, unless we want that? They can at LEAST put up a pic of a landscape or something! They are just lazy!

Surveys And Random Crap
nataliedee.com so this is me...being the croco-kitty hunter. complete with awful awful accent! hahahaha perfect. jack is the black one...but we call him yacky...because we are weird...and that's how we roll. zero is the fluffy one...i call zero a girl a lot...but she's really a he... and she totally sniffs jack's butt in this clip. the croco-kitty hunterAdd to My Profile | More Videos so...this is what i did for a few minutes today...to relieve my boredom. *shrugs* meh! :) me singing, yo.Add to My Profile | More Videos

Life Sucks
OK OTHER THAN HAVING TO MOVE 2 TIMES IN LIKE 3 MONTHS,MY HUSBAND QUIT HIS JOB AND BLAMES ME HE GOT A NEW ONE.HES BEEN BEIN A REAL ASS,AND HE SAID HE WAS SORRY FOR BEIN AN ASS BUT THEN HE KEPT ON BEIN ONE.HE WONT HARDLY TALK TO ME OR BE NEAR ME AT ALL,HE SAYS HE HAS A SURPRISE TO TELL EVERYONE ABOUT ON THE 15TH HE WONT TELL ME IF ITS GOOD OR BAD HE BEEN TALKIN ABOUT IT FOR LIKE 3 WEEKS,BEFORE HE EVEN QUIT HIS JOB.I DUNNO WHATS WRONG?CAN ANYONE GIVE ME THIER IDEAS.ANYTHING OTHER THAN CHEATING CUZ HE HASNT BEEN ANYWHERE BUT HOME OR WORK.

Salute Information
What is considered NSFW (Not Safe For Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: 1)cleavage shot,no face,nsfw 2)butt shot,with or with out thong or clothes,nsfw 3)any sexual act,nsfw 4)any nudity,male or female,nsfw 5)drugs,of any kind,usage or pics of the drug,nsfw 6)text tags with vulgar or sexual content,nsfw 7)morbid pics,decaputations,and such. A pic of a face,or say a set of lips,thats fine,swim suits are fine,as long as body parts are not poking out,or is see thru.same with teddies and things,they are fine as long as tasteful and no nipples or vagina visable. In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the member’s face in the photo. If you have a borderline photo that is not considered NSFW and it was marked as such, there's a chance someone who has ripped that photo is using it as a Primary Photo. Remember: The Bouncers will be MORE STRICT with those used as

Daily
My dear friends, I wanted to post thisthat I will be back on here in the near future. Me and my family have been busy with our work and dealing with my late mothers affairs and I have been going to school. Thanks for your patience, but I will be back on here within the next 30 days. In the meantime, I can be reached at my email address at dublin5150@yahoo.com and I will answer all who write as time allows. Again, many thanks and God bless you all. Sincerely, Chris To all my friends, On Saturday morning, at 11:30am, October 6th, we lost our beloved mother. I am terribly sorry I have not been on as of late, but my brother and I, night and day, were trying to make a great lady as commfortable as possible in her final days. She left us in no pain and as comfortable as one could be. She now joins her Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ in a better place. Believe me, shes with him. My brother and I have found much comfort in that. I want to thanks everyone who truly knew the situation

He Is The Love Of My Life
I cant believe last year was the worst year of my life. I lost my father my brother and his fiancelost there baby twice. Then my sis got pregnant by this ass hole drunk who I BEAT the shit out of with the help of my brothers girl. I almost lost my house my car and my fiance broke up with me. Now I have a new job since December in the insurance business, my bills are finally caught up and I have the greatest man in the world. He is the love of my life. He has made my life so much better and my kids just love him. My life is truely a blessing. I met the life love of life I met him on my space and we were the best of friends. I adore him he is my everything and until we got together I didnt believe in love. I had my heartbroken so many times and I just felt like love wasnt worth it. He is teaching me what love is and how it feels to have someone adore me for the first time in life. I would be lost without him and I cant wait till he moves in here with me and my kids. So believe

Heart
Once there was a time, according to legend, when Ireland was ruled by a king who had no son. The king sent out his couriers to post notices in all the towns of his realm. The notices advised that every qualified young man should apply for an interview with the king as a possible successor to the throne. However, all such candidates must have these two qualifications: They must (1) love God and (2) love their fellow human beings. The Young man about whom this legend centers saw a notice and reflected that he loved God and, also, his neighbors. One thing stopped him, he was so poor that he had no clothes that would be presentable in the sight of the king. Nor did he have the funds to buy provisions for the long journey to the castle. So the young man begged here, and borrowed there, finally managing to scrounge enough money for the appropriate clothes and the necessary supplies. Properly attired and well-suited, the young man set out on his quest, and had almost completed the jou

Ramblings
Going to have my gall bladder removed on Monday, Dec the 10th. Hope it will give me time to catch up with everyone here. PD I'mGuest_PolarDoveon yes it is that time again. time for Hells Kitchen with Chef Gordon Ramsay. i watch it every year. kinda fun to watch since i work in the food industry. http://www.fox.com/hellskitchen/ above is the link to the site that Fox has. check it out and watch the show.

Eyes Reveal You
I desire I desire flesh Hot to the tough Toned over thin frame I desire I desire lips on lips Lips on skin Soft Gentle Hungry Starving I desire I desire eyes Eyes gazing into eyes Hearts racing Knowing without speaking I desire I desire words that hurt And words that heal Conversation lifting me up Shaping my mind I desire I desire love Simple and honest Laughing Crying Exposing I desire I waited hours before returning to the nigh and when i saw the moon it peeked at me then hid behind the clouds again, but it could not hide its radiance. it illuminated the clouds it hid behind and it moved me. then the clouds opened up and seemed to stand still for a moment. i gazed at the moon. the moon gazed back at me, and it moved me hidden moon shy and bashful stealing glances through the passing clouds so full so elegant but to timid to let me see you looking down what is it that you fear why shield me from your eyes so br

Gator_nipple
ive been on this site twice in a year and i c y now..ya wanna talk about something borin..y would i sit here on this lame ass site when i could be watchin the grass grow.. First of all be patient and stay relaxed The more you are the more she will be Kiss her lips and play with her tongue Suck behind her ears and on her neck Lick with your tongue along her arm Gentle bites with your teeth are so nice Shiver and goose flesh will rise up Surround her nipples with your tongue Take her nipples in your mouth and suck Massage her tits with your hands Let your warm breath tease her skin Look into her eyes from time to time Lick and kiss her under her breast Shiver and goose flesh will rise up Your tongue should leave a wet film on her belly Place hot sucking kisses on her skin Your hands should kneading her tits Moving them to her back and stroking along Squeeze her ass and pull her tighter Rub your hardness against her pussy Heavy breathing and moaning will arise

Meeting People
i see a first date being picked up at your place, going to a movie or a nice resteraunt, or both even,maybe a nice walk under the stars by the water,i dont know really , give me your imput, please i love starting new things, that let me meet people,there are different people in this world, and all you have to do is, do things like this to meet them, i feel that i dont go out of my own state, so by doing things like cherry tap, myspace, things like that, gives me a chance to meet all different kinds of people,sry if this sounds weird, but that how i feel about meeting people..... Courtesy of MsTags.com

Should I Or Shouldn't I,? I Don't Know
I don't know what to do, and fear it may even be to late. So, here I am, posting a thread, requesting the advice of an unbiased audience. I met her about 3 years ago, shortly after I moved to Houston. And began working with the same company but at another location, and we formed a friendship. Needless to say, I had fallen in love with her the moment I first laid my eyes upon her. I had never felt what I felt when I first looked into her eyes, or anything remotely close, it was intense. Then I fell for her son. He was 3 at that time, soon to be 6 now. I adjusted my schedule to babysit him while she worked, resulting in me getting about 2, or 4 hours on a good night, of sleep; but didn't mind. If I was able to do it for her, I did it; help with rent, electric, food, anything. We developed a close friendship until personal issues in her life, moved to Dallas around Christmas time 2 years ago, and lost contact with her. So we had a year of the best friendship I've ever had,

What Itz Like
days when no one understands- i see the truth above all I see the price on all those that will fall,who will ball who will have to brawl.I see the evils deep within tryna reach out and crush a life tangled with trife-comparable to a life hated by many no one will succeed ,hated if achieved,despised if believed.No one needs to understand its known if you can comprehend no reason to pretend or scheme on dreams.Get off that shit come up quick ,take from those that help you out bitch thats not what its about.Karmaz a bitch she hits hard like a bric.k ,in and out or all ova a snitch bitch thief knock,bitch i already know n shitz on loc.k So get ya mind right and dont end up an excuse ,cuz if it were up to be you'd be abused.What I mean by that i mean eat crack,get slapped to the bac.k,shook to tha left for tryna test.Kic.k ya in ya mess ,n ur mouth,no bitch when aint ended up south... get pushed to the curb for tryna smoke my herb.So what you think this is bitch? ,you know i never lik

Smart Ass
So I've been going to this professional for a while in an effort to take care of this really bothersome issue. Its rather embarrasing that I let it go this long. I've been working on getting this thing removed for a long time..at first by cutting it off myself and then by seeking help through the military and then finally by just paying out the ass to this professional to finally get rid of what was left of it. I've had this kind of tumor before and when that one was removed it cost me a whole lot of money and heartache and almost cost me my sanity. Ironic how that temporary loss of sanity is how I ended up with this tumor. I could spend hours writing about the mistakes and missteps, the faults and fuckups, the constant nausea and even the random abject bewilderment. Fortunately for you the reader I tired of devoting any kind of energy to all that useless, pathetic, worthless crap long ago. I'm just EXTREMELY happy to report that it's fucking over with. Now I'm off to enjoy my day with

Hostile Enviroment
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Its Gone
I never stopped to realize How lonely I would be I never thought the day would come When you'd grow tired of me Your voice was never sweeter Than the day you said goodbye You'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry If I knew then what I know now You'd still be kissing me Instead there's someone else's lips Where mine used to be I say hello and wish you well Each time I pass you by But you'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry You never looked so wonderful As the day you walked away I used to say, "I love you" But that I could not say I can't forget you No matter how much I try You'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry NOBODY It's gone What's gone? My mind? Soul? No, I'm fine Not really Deep inside, something is missing The love and tender kissing He walked out hisself Now all I do is talk to myself in the mirror, with my reflection My heart is dead Soon it will make a res

Confuckled
well I turned down another relationship...( from the same guy who wanted me ) ..yes that is me .. always scared to have some 1 love me .. but then did he realy .. he said that he wanted me to be his last .. we have been friends friends for 2 years ... everytime he invited me down .. I would say yes but never go .. hhe said I was cock blocking him .. the thing is , we always forgave one another no matter what .. and always there we need a friend to talk to.. yes we met had some good times... I started to have deep feeling for him and I told him.. then he pushed me away .. but I wasn't good enough then .. he had to go find others ... then till he figured out what he realy wanted in life .. and it was me ... ( 2 years later ). and told me last friday that he wanted me to be his last..a couple of times he had asked me to marry him.. but i thought it was a joke.. after him and I where together the first time .( almost 2 years ago , for a month ) .. I have not been with another man.. b

All About Me....what About You???
ALL ABOUT ME ! by oodangletsbang9*BASICS*first name::: Michelemiddle name::: Dawnage::: 33school::: Indiana Universitycurrent loccation::: Indianadate or birth::: HUH..lolbirthday::: Aug 8thhair color::: blondeeye color::: blue*THIS OR THAT*love or money::: lovekiss or hug::: Kissing..gotta have it!!!cat or dog::: catpepsi or coke::: pepsicountry or rap::: countrypunch or smack::: smackaim or aol::: actually neitherday or night::: night*HAVE YOU EVER...*kissed opposite sex::: yeskissed same sex::: yeshugged someone::: yeshad sex::: um Duh..I have kidsmadeout::: yescussed::: yesbeaten someone up::: lol..maybegot beaten up::: nopebroken someones heart::: a fewanyone broke ur heart::: um YESsmoked::: yes

Hard Dose Of Cherries
I went to the park where our hurling club was having a hitaround. i stayed for two hours..it was sunny yet cold and I am sore but at least I wasn't running. I will get more than enough next week. I put more pics up, some are old but most are withing the last 3-5 months. I just haven't had any recent pics taken of me but soon that will change. Everyday is a day closer to me being back to normal and I won't be so friggin down on everything. Thank you all for listening to me and trust me I do return the favor if any of you need an ear or a shoulder to cry on.. I got to see him last night. He totally blew off my ex and sat on my lap the whole time I was there..after we took a fairly long walk. I could tell he didn't want me to go and was used to me coming home and watching tv. He walked into the tv room when I got up and I told him I had to 'go to work' and then he got on the couch in the front room and I gave him a good bye treat and rubbed his belly one more time. I har

Music Lyrics
HIGH ya , im starting to post music lyrics from different songs and albums.. trying to see if any others out there know the groups or mite have heard the songs just a thing im gonna see whos reading :D well heres the first lyrics see if ya know ?? And the angel of the Lord came unto me, snatching me up from my place of slumber. And took me on high, and higher still until we moved to the spaces betwixt the air itself. And he brought me into a vast farmlands of our own midwest. And as we descended, cries of impending doom rose from the soil. One thousand, nay a million voices full of fear. And terror possesed me then. And I begged, "Angel of the Lord, what are these tortured screams?" And the angel said unto me, "These are the cries of the carrots, the cries of the carrots! You see, Reverend Maynard, tomorrow is harvest day and to them it is the holocaust." And I sprang from my slumber drenched in sweat like the tears of one million terri

My Whole World
A lot of times I worry about things. Bills, my car, work, family, friends....general life concerns. And at times, I really worry about things. There is only one thing in this world that makes me calm and at ease, and that's her love. When I'm in her arms, nothing else matters. I don't worry or think about anything else but her. My baby is everything in the world to me, and I'm dying for the day to come when I can show up at her place and finally say that I'm here to stay. That will be one of the best days of my life.

Random
OKAY SO WHAT! GIRL'S LOVE OUR SHOES! WANNA KNOW THE BEST PART? THIS IS MAYBE HALF OF MY SHOES! OH MY GOD, THIS IS SUCH A KICK ASS SONG! Pop Goes the Weasel (Sing Along) 'Round and 'round the cobbler's bench The monkey chased the weasel The monkey thought 'twas all in fun Pop! Goes the weasel A penny for a spool of thread A penny for a needle That's the way the money goes Pop! Goes the weasel A half a pound of tupenny rice A half a pound of treacle Mix it up and make it nice Pop! Goes the weasel Up and down the London road In and out of the Eagle That's the way the money goes Pop! Goes the weasel I've no time to plead and pine I've no time to wheedle Kiss me quick and then I'm gone Pop! Goes the weasel.

Is It True?
When you were born, you cried and the world rejoiced. Live your life so that when you die, the world cries and you rejoice. Cherokee Expression Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart Let us be grateful to people who make us happy; they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.

My Sexual I.q.
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hello
um...yea i'm so PO'd right now. Why the hell did someone flag one of my pics as NSFW. only one of them should be, but i marked it that way. this pic was rainbow in the background and it said bisexual pride. wtf? who the hell is ignorant enough to flag it as nsfw? if you don't like gay or bisexual people then get the fuck off my page! gggrrr

I'm New Here
me and my husband are moving to virginia beach,va. we will have more space for thing and the cats. my husband is coming home next week and get on a plane on the 17th of next week. i hope he is home that day or 18th. I'm exticed about him being home again with me and the cats. he is home in two days now and can't wait till then. we will cuddle for a little while and talk.

Our Troops
Well People If you want to know more about me I have a page on Myspace.com. It's very patriotic and yes My father was a USMC and he is still alive. He served in Vietnam but If you want to know more go check it out. Its www.myspace.com/lisaghollars. Well You have a good one. And All the people who have a site here that is in the service Im sure you will totally love my site. Muuuah!

Fucked
- Misti's Sexy Acronym - Mis for...MagneticIis for...IntriguingSis for...SuggestiveTis for...TemptingIis for...Inviting The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com misti's Sexual Catch-Phrase is... "Care bears... stare!" 'What is your sexual catchphrase? at QuizUniverse.com

* Serene Dreams *
Have a beautiful night / morning & day of serene dreams of the kiss of bliss and love, as is below so is above - for all which gleams like stars moonlit in the night or the radiance so pure of star/sun light .. for all are one and one for all that which deems for all we see and seem is but a dream within a dream .

So I Decided Its Time
I have made a huge decision in my life that will benefit me in the future an aid in my happiness. Ive not liked the person i am because i have not met the standards at which i set for myself . Thus after two years of worry and procrastinating...Im going to overcome my fear and GO TO COLLEGE . i reg and took my tests passes two of three hell ya got into college algebra and orientation is tom to pick classes. im proud of myself

About Me
When my best friend calls me in tears because of a stupid fucking guy. So she's talking to this guy and he's all touchy feely on her. He left Sunday to visit his family for two weeks. She calls him tonight to say hi and see how the trip is going. His friend calls her back saying why are you calling him, he's down here visiting his FIANCE! He was like he told you he was engaged. WTF IS THAT SHIT??????? First of all, he never fucking told her that. He was like we should take things slow blah blah blah. Kissing her out in public and shit. I'm so pissed off. You don't treat MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND like that. His ass is grass when he comes back! So some of you on my friends list know from talking to me that I have just started the divorce process. I decided to be nice and tell my husband that he could stay here until he found a place. Well this morning he didn't have to work. He let me sleep in and even brought me breakfast in bed. Which he has never done the whole time we have been

That Figures...
I sent the following to J. Cowan, Pres. Third Way, after watching the Lou Dobbs/CNN interview this evening. Just wondered if I went a little overboard? "If you honestly want to "take up for" the greedy (expletives) in the top echelon of the corporate hierarchy, and deny that the average working citizens of this country are being completely shafted through the unfair profit-mongering of the corporate (expletives), then I say that you are, sadly, one of the most moronic (and probably highly paid) mouthpieces I've ever had the displeasure to hear speak (which is saying quite a bit with the current president and administration)! My question to you is: how can you justify the corporations and their officers soaking up millions of dollars (if not billions) from the sweat of the laborers who work so hard to create the profits to begin with? Also, how much profit would there be if those people weren't breaking their backs and working between 50-60 hours per week on average? Would th

Satanism!!!!
Hail all!!!! I just added a youtube clip of Anton Lavey talking on the fundementals of Satanism. Its a great place to start. I highly suggest everyone take a look at it! Darkest Blessings, Bill

I Wouldn't Have Missed Today Had It Never Came..
had the sun never rose i wouldnt have cared had the coffee pot never gone off id be better had i not turned that corner and run into you i wouldn't still be awake i'll finish this later

Holly Shit
this is my first time bloging here so its all new to me on myspace i always came up with of the wall shit cause thats how me head thinks so who knows what the fuck will come out of my pie hole this time cuase since my friend showed me this place i dont used that shit hole place no more like i said before holy shit bateman i forgot my kewl lil jump suit why do we blog any ways why do we do the shit we do who the fuck knows we are just pawns in this lil game god is up there right now looking down at us sipping his bud light beer laughing at us sitting in his lazy boy you know when it rains gods pissing on us too aint that just great think of that the next time it rains and your walking to your car !!!

Special Someone
Tonight I went out to the bar with my best friend and got a little toasted. As a matter of fact I am just a little loaded right now. I just got dropped off here at home. I felt the immense need to get on here and just spill my guts. I have loved someone for such o long time, someone that I know I can only have with restrictions. This person is the most beautiful person I have ever known. When I look into this persons eyes I see the world. I see love, friendship, companionship, honesty, trust, sincereity (excuse the spelling I told you I have been drinking), kindness, softness, and just mind altering warmth. I see the person that makes me always feel like I can do no wrong when I am around them. My entire heart and soul is in love with this individual. This person thinks they know how much I love them but I don't show it all because I know a future for us isn't to be. I respect this person so much that I would never ever over step the bounderies that I know is there in this persons h

Main
How could you be so unfair? The pain I could hardly bare. You must know my love for you was true, For I was nothing but faithful to you. Was our relationship truly that weak? You didn't even think twice about turning the other cheek How could you up and walk away so easily? Without even a thought of what you were doing to me. I have given to you a part of me, That nobody else will ever, ever see. With all this in mind, If you could ever be so kind? Please take what I've given and wrap it up tight, Then put it forever and far out of sight. Letting go of you, Was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. But be assured, I am no longer hanging on, For it's time for me to be moving on. So I'll wipe away the tear, And wash away a year. A brand new start who's to say... But now I can look forward to the promise of each new day! FEAR OF: 13, number- Triskadekaphobia. 666, number- Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia 8, number- Octophobia. A- Abuse: sexua

Uugghhh!!!!
Man oh man...I keep asking myself why i left the sunny/rainy state of Fl.......ITS FREAKIN SNOWING AGAIN DAMN IT!!! Yuck I hate! We had a real bad snow fall like the week b4 thankgiving and it stayed on the damn ground for weeks....then it's been kool but beautiful until today and now we have the pleasure of sleet, freezing rain and almost snow damn it LOL the ground is turning white again.......anyone headed to fla that is willin to put me in the suitcase and take me with?!?!?!?!?! lmfao This was gay i know but had to vent lol Later freakz!

Hi Lovelies!
So License to wed wasn't worth the money. EVEN with John Krasinski in it. So I was disappointed. Saturday night is Karaoke night with Laura and Jen. Oh I am so fucking pumped. I gotta find a really good song to do this week to top the last ones. Oh and I gotta go suck some cock for beer money you know how I do. SO I am totally unhappy about some shit goin on at my house and im seriously about to go homicidal. Oh well. July 10 Smashing Pumpkins - Zeitgeist Spoon - Ga Ga Ga Ga Ga July 24 Yeah Yeah Yeah's - Is Is August 21 Architecture In Helsinki - Places Like This Minus The Bear - Planet Of Ice Rilo Kiley - Under The Blacklight August 28 VHS or Beta - Bring On The Comets Sept 11 The Good Life - Help Wanted Nights I need a job to buy all the pretty pretty bras panties and babydolls at Fredericks of hollywood. that is all.

Horoscopes
LEO July 24 - August 23 Ruling Planet: THE SUN which isn't a planet at all, but a star, and just like Leo's opinion of them, it's the centre of our solar system! Leos can be very 'into themselves’ when they bonk. It's not that they don't make their partner feel special, it's just that they often forget about them as they secretly high-five themselves for scoring again! Leo does actually want more from a partner than just sex though. Leo wants love and friendship too. They can be very romantic, but when they get into bed, it's not an experience they're about to have, it's a show! They like to perform... and they take requests! "Doing it" is the ultimate stress buster for Leo and they] are pretty damn good at it, but they need constant praise for their outstanding performance. FAVE POSITION Receiving ‘oral affections’, since Leo is all about getting serviced! BEST SEX TOY A camera or a game of Strip Poker will get the cat purring… or perhaps you can use them both toge

Extreme Videos
This is what the world is reduce to. Everybody killing each other and the thing about the war and the fat chick simplifies that there's nothing we can do to stop the world from exploding. It is inevitable to fight it. Sooner or later the world could end just the press of a button. Our enemies has weapons of mass destruction and the end all life on this planet will cease to exist. It's bad enough that we have to witness this war and watch thousands of American troops fight and die for our country. It's a choice they made on their own and now they're paying the price for it. A price and cost they are willing to die for. As I said before... Wars come and go, but our soldiers stay enternal. They are the true hero of or time, each and every one of them. The thing with the bar code means when there is no more war, everyone will be given a new identity and become slaves to the new world. A New World Order!! VicariousAdd to My Profile | More Videos Urban ninjasAdd to My Profile | Mor

Saturday 13 Jan 2007
IT'S CALLED BLACK TIE AFFAIR...IT'S A FORMAL DRESS CONTEST...SUCH AS SUIT/TUX DRESS/GOWN...AND FOR THE MILITARY...THE DRESS UNIFORM. THERE IS A WOMANS AND MEN'S CONTEST. SO GO VOTE FOR YOUR FAVORITE. I AM IN THE MEN'S CONTEST. IN DRESS BLUES. SO IF YOU RATE, COMMENT BOMB AND REPOST I WOULD BE MOST GREATIFUL.

Hey
NEXT WK WHICH IS APRIL 27-28TH 2007 ANY ONE IN THE BUFFALO NY AREA OR NY AREA WANNA MEET UP WITH ME AND MY FRIEND? WERE STAY AT THE HOLIDAY INN IN BUFFALO NY. WERE GOING DOWNTOWN BUFFALO NY SAT AND FRIDAY WERE JUST CHILLIN AND DRINKIN AT THE HOTEL. SO IF ANY ONE IS INTERESTED IN PARTYING WITH US PLEASE MESSAGE ME HERE,I PROMISE U WONT REGRET HEHE.OUR PREFERENCE IS BETWEEN 18-25 MALE WANTING TO HAVE A GREAT TIME HEHE.GET BACK TO ME BY FRIDAY Monday my friend/coworker died at work of a heartattack.He was only 46 yrs old.He was complaining of chest pains monday morning and he went to get a drink at the pop machine and fell to the ground.By time the medics he was blue,they gave him this stuff and stuck it right in his heart but didnt respond he died right there.So now tomorrow he gets laid to rest and im so gonna miss him.I have visions of him laying there all blue.Anyway im drinkin all wkend i need to be numb. R.I.P Don u will be sadly missed Hey im new here so im trying t

Jeezits
I havent been on here in over a year.... I am happiest when im filthy sex on my mind. twisted and sick Dont be afraid. Just agree with me you know its right you know you want it dont try to make this all complicated its the most simple thing that there is the carnal side of human nature and its honest you know it feels too good to be sin spread your legs and open your mind you're dripping already so stop wasting time i am happiest when im filthy sex on my mind. twisted and sick dont be afraid. just agree with me you know its right and you know you want it tonight theres nothing we wont try from sweet soft lust to the darkest parts of our minds and its bad but so good the pain and the sweat and the cum what a mess its so good I wont allow safe words or limits tonight cuz youre mine all mine lets see how much more you can take spread your legs and open your mind you're soaking already so stop wasting time I am happiest when im filthy sex on my mind twis

Hmmmmmm
today is just one of them days, one that is where you dont want to do anything. you just feel blaaaah. wanted to tell everyone hey and say hope your day is better than mine.... lol kissezz muuuaaaahhhhzzzzz~~~~

Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: at least 3-4 times a dayIs sex a top priority for you?: yesDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: yesHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: noHow do you feel about one night stands?: not for me anymoreHow many one night stands have you had?: 1What's your favorite position?: the one that makes me cumWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: my bedroomDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: bothHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: noHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: 20 - 30 minutesDo you get off first or do they?: they doDo you like kissing during sex?: yesDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: quietDo you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: loudDoes size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)

Week From Hell
Had a pretty crappy week, non stop work, a truckload of meetings and little to no sleep. Yesterday I only had the energy to shoot some pool with a buddie,have some beers and then come home and crash asleep...and sleep I did, for 12 hours straight!!!

Left Of Surreal
So to reach and stay at #1 for January They Zeph nees your votes daily! Thanks to you I have reached 43 out of 321.. can we get all the way to #1 for the month of January?!? With your votes we can! You can vote every day! Get your own button for your page Get your own button for your page A new little song I wrote... let me know what ya think It's insane Never thought it'd come to this ripping, tearing away everyhting within A souless void Disembodied screams Transfering rage Transmissions of hate Transgressions agression Wait... Here it comes again Never ending night It's desolate Yet eerily satisfying A taste so sweet Rending flesh A dying light Inside eyes of grey Sparks fly Pulls you in again Left of surreal Bordering Nightmares Transfering rage Transmissions of hate Transgressions agression Wait... Just wait...

Im Worth 56.00
~Kiss on the stomach = I'm ready ~Kiss on the Forehead =I hope we're together forever.. ~Kiss on the Ear = You're my everything.. ~Kiss on the Cheek = We're friends.. ~Kiss on the Hand = I adore you" ~Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together.. ~Kiss on the Shoulder = I want you.. ~Kiss on the Lips = I like you.. What the gesture means... ~Holding Hands = We definitely like each other ~Slap on the Butt = That's mine.. ~Holding on tight = i don't want to let go.. ~Looking into each other's Eyes = i just plain like you.. ~Playing with Hair = Tell me you love me.. ~Arms around the Waist = I like you too much to let go" ~Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you.. --Advice-- Dont ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. --Requirements-- Post this again after reading,or you will have a bad year of relationships. If you LIKE, LOVE, O

Free Show!!!
Free music fest on feb. 10th 2007 from 12pm until 9pm at the northwest Ga trade center. Featuring bands like wicked unrest, staring at Annie, swank Sinatra, half past June, crass mammoth, no one in sight, and irony 9. There will also be raffles all day long. Tickets for each raffle are $1 each. Don't miss it. Music fest feb 10th 2007 at the northwest trade center in dalton Ga Dr m 12pm until 9pm. Featuring bands lik wicked unrest , staring at Annie , skies painted red , swank Sinatra , no one in sight , nd much more ! "for the luv of cupid". Feb.10th 2007 from 12pm until 9pm at the northwest trade center in dalton, Ga!! Free admission!!!featuring bands like:wicked unrest, staring at Annie, skies painted red, no one in sight, swank Sinatra, nd more. Don't miss this all day music fest!!

National Guard
Ok now I'm a little pissed off! The Army decided to change it's standerds on weight...yeah for toothpicks. Where I was just fine I'm now have 5% too much body fat... I'm so mad I can't see straight! I just cut out soda and now I just want to starve myself becaus I have one month to get it under controll or they won't let me go to basic. I want to go so bad! I've been working so hard. When I firs joined I could do no push ups like 3 sit ups and my mile was like 9.55. Now I can do 10 push ups 28 sit ups and my mile is 8.35. Those are all in one miunute. So if any of you guys have any solid tips on body fat reduction please let me know. (I'm not into falling for diet pills...they are a waste of time and money) I need help please guys! thanx. Well my friends I did it! I was sworn in yesterday and will be an MP. I'm so excited and sad all at the same time. I'm sad because I'm gonna be gone for 20 weeks and my little girl is gonna grow up so much in that time. This really is all fo

Hey.....
lets see how many of you are smart enough to figure that out....tnggt@@dda.... just wanted to say tks to everyone so far..being new sucks ur only limited to certain things....and im still perving the site finding things..so bare with me.. there is way to much douchebaggery going on in here...too many fake bitch's and rate whores where the fuck are all the real ppl at ffs!

Hell Yeh
I hate writing shit, it is so stupid What's my problem today? Maybe I'm depressed, Maybe I'm not listening to what comes out my pen Pain. . .Pain. . .Pain. . . I hate writing shit, it is so stupid Why do I feel this way? It is in my eye I'm in way too far Can't it won't go away Pain. . .Pain. . .Pain. . . Before long my song is dying! I hate writing shit Ain't looking foward to it What's fucked up, today? Writing all this time Feeling all that's mine Come right out my pen Pain. . .Pain. . .Pain. . . Before long my song is dying! Tell me now, I want to know Is it me inside you see? Ahh, it isn't fair I got a little son inside me. . .free. . . Set me free It just sets me free It just sets me free Before long my song is dying! That;s why I died, this lie, I try!!! just though id give this a shot... so whats up whoever reads this scoony dooby doo where are you

Friends
What Are Good Friends? friends are good true friends are hard to find these friends will rip out your spine find one to keep it may be worth the leap but also be true for the pays will come due now tell me what you think tell me how you feel once their done you may need a shrink make sure the bargain you make is worth the deal come be my friend and it shall be to the bitter end for what i see i do not like and what you feel may be my spike is this the way for it to be? sure, you mean nothing to me thought it was love guess i was wrong all i got was a shove that's ok, not for long you said i was a sister to me, you are nothing on my hand but a blister tell me what you can tell me what i am for to me you are nothing but a scam and for you, into my frying pan ( the person this was written for has since departed my life, but it has brought several other people closer as friends,the could read and feel the meaning in it. I hope you all can too). friends

I Thought Of Giving Up
I thought I must give up on life And turn into a stone; The desert wind quite suited me: No heart, no mind--just bone. I thought it would be dumb to try To want something again; Wanting turns to need, and then Transmogrifies to pain. I laughed at people still in love Who trusted someone's word; To make my happiness depend On faith seemed quite absurd. I lay alone and wonder-struck, Sleepless in my bed, Still numb, still dumb, still ice, ice cold, Not knowing I was dead. And then you came and shone upon My meadow full of snow, And saw the flowers only love Could recognize and grow; And made me feel so beautiful I shed my cold, cold skin, And opened up my heart to you, And, fearful, let you in. And now, my dear, I am in love, With all that I've been through. I know the worst of all the world, And I believe in you

Wow! Thanks For All The Comments And Messages! I Need A Little Time To Figure It All Out, But I Will Reply Soon! Again Thanks!
Well, I've only been on this site for a couple of hours and still looking around. Everyone has been so sweet and wonderful. Please give me a little time and I'll get it all figured out! Thanks and please feel free to comment, etc.

Ok, Is It Just Me Or....
Back in the day when I went to school, there was noone, and i mean noone who dressed in any way other than preppy. There were 2 of us who did, and we hated each other lol, but that is irrevelant, now why all of a sudden is it so envogue to be a goth??? where have all these people who dress this way now (who are older) come from? These are the same people who made fun of me at every turn (i have been called every name in the book) and now they want to emulate me...how ironic is that...psuedo-goth people, they crack me up....

Missing You
i'll leave a rose to mark here, the place where i have stood. Looking at your window, beneath my somber hood I'll leave the roses sitting, so once more you may find. Something sweet to remind you, that you are on my mind

Love & Friendship
OK so this may be a strange request but Im at my wits end with my kitten she was born in august so she is still little in the beginning she was using here litter box she stopped using it over a three months ago she started using my hallway rug until I got rid of that rug now she goes on the kitchen floor which is linolium ( or somethin like that ) I have 4 differant types of kitty litter that i am trying i have mixed them all I have 4 differant boxes all around the house even in the spots she like to go she avoids the litter boxes like their poison or something I think I have tried everything if any one has ever experienced this nightmare please comment with any ideas I love my kitty but I cant take this any longer Im running out of rugs and shoes oh ya she also like to use my shoes ive thrown out two pairs already PLease please please help any ideas im willing to try at this point Oh ya and she is caught up with shots so thats not it either >

Talk About Being Embarrassed...
Ok. So Donnie has been wanting a XBOX 360.. He pulled 5 dbls on the last pay period in order to have the monet to buy 1..We called around today and GAME STOP said that he could trade his Xbox and his Playstation 2 in for credit towards a 360. The only have a couple left in the store and he really wanted one. So he got the xbox, playstation and all of the games together in a bag. I took him to work and went to trade everything in and to buy the 360. Mind you It is saturady and there is a store full of people. While the cashier, who looks to be about 16, is going through teh bag and making sure everything works he Pulled what he thought to be a game out and it turned out to be a prono.. the kid's face started turning red and the woman who is standing next to me, looks up and saw the porn, her eyes get as Big as silver dollars, her jaw drops and she turns gives me this look and said that I should be ashamed of myself.. I am not ashamed that we have porn in the house, however I did tur

Notebook
Terrific doped evening with swinging lies, lighted up as a carnival carousel. Dreams strutting through the night as well is the tar in my veins. The noise from her bright lies trumpets an offbeat, flat and rough, percussion, beating in my brain, sending pressure through and through, but no crack to escape from, bouncing. I never miss a note of it. 'Till on and on it fell unspun, away the haunting bright lights of lies, away trumpets and beating presssurized percussion, off with it all, black and still and stale now, almost dusty. My tarred veins once heated, now run cool, then so my whole carcass runs cool too. I spoke not one word from my lips. Yet my aching brain did encourage such chit-chat with her to solve my twirl. "Couldn't the magic in my head your head figure how to bring back some light, and even to turn it to a true tale of a pipe dream, to bring it back to the then and living..". pleaded my head.. Spinning in my head while the world so straight,

Catching True Love
wish i could catch u your always on the go i wish i knew if u wanted me to keep u and share a love thats pure and true i need the time to know u my thouhgts about u grow i hope u want someting thats forever or ill have to watch u go showering rains will fall from the heavens if u ever decide to walk away all that is good may very well die if i let u that far in where the center of my heart resides and u would choose to leave my side all the love in my heart would wither and dry fall to ashes and lay to the ground sprouting a spring flower picked where another true love will be found

Untitled
Through life I used to walk alone but now I have you Such a heavenly beauty with a love so pure and true I feel your passionate love flowing deep inside my heart A love with unbreakable strength that will never fall apart When my life was so full of darkness your love lit the way A powerful love that is endless and will always remain to stay Written by: Michael James Fry