Fubar Blogs 5

My Life
So I have 2 kids. Logan and Briawna. They are 9 months and 20 days. Went for their check up this week and everything was good. I love my kids and they are the world to me. It just blows my mind to sit and think how much my life has changed in the last year and a half. Got pregnant, bought a house, had the twins, and now their first birthday is around the corner. It's as if it's not even real. Anyone else know how I feel? Well yeah.. just been thinking about my kids a lot lately... because they are truly the only thing going for me in my life these days. Life can change in a blink of an eye... and I swear lately I feel like I need to stop blinking cause ain't nothing going well. But I can't be too down... I have 2 wonderful, healthy babies. Well I'm gonna go now. Talk to all later.

Your From Missouri.....
YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM MISSOURI IF: You've never met any celebrities. Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on the highway. "Vacation" means driving through Arnold or going to Branson. You've seen all the biggest bands ten years after they were popular. You measure distance in minutes. Down south to you means Tennessee. You know several people who have hit a deer. You think Missouri is spelled with an "a" at the end. Your school classes were canceled because of cold. Your school classes were canceled because of heat. You've ridden the school bus for an hour each way. You've had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. You think ethanol makes your truck "run a lot better." You know what's knee-high by the Fourth of July. You see people wear bib overalls at funerals. You see a car running in the parking lot at the store with no one in it no matter what time of the year. You know in your heart that Mizzou c

Lulu Publishing...
To my old friends and new friends, I would like to invite you all to purchase on of my products. I currently have a Photo Book and a Calendar available to anyone who is interested. Here is the link to my personal store on lulu...http://stores.lulu.com/store.php?fAcctID=971840 For those of you who decide to purchase either one of my products I appreciate it.

This Is Me
My name is kendra, I am 21 years old and i live in plain city, ohio, a small ass suburb of columbus. I have 3 kids a 4 year old girl, a 2 year girl, and a 7 month old boy. they are the loves of my life. I'm in a relationship with my kis's father, but i dont know how long it will last...there are some major trust issues. I am a very strong person, inside and out, so dont fuck with me. On the other hand i can be your best friend, if i think our being real with me. So that's me sumed up in a few sentences. Thanks for reading.

Lake Time
Well it's time for the lake and nude sun bathing i so can not wait just tonight and i will be free .... the lake water feels so good on my naked skin and the sun oh so nice .... I hate winter just for the reason that i cant go to the lake for 6 months or more and by then i loose my tan... so just to share i am going to the nudie lake and i just cant wait may seem dumb but well thats for yall to think and me to enjoy the lake

Afraid
Afraid by: Ashley Sitting here all alone in a dark, cold and lonely place All I can do is think about you No matter what I am doing I am always thinking about you The more I think about you, The more I want to see you ,but we live two totally different lives. When I get to see you I don't want to let go of you I never know when I'll see you again, When you walk out the door and say "BYE", I am afraid you're saying it for good and i'll never see you again. Since you've come into my life it's been great, I cherish every moment I see you or talk to you. When I don't see you or talk to you I am so afraid that you have said "BYE" for good. But all I can think about is you. You are the only thing that I think about at times

* Pan Aeon Asana *
PAN-AEON ASANA -- AION. Fall Equinox 1990 In a place that is quiet, after suitable meditation, perform the Asana. (Nameless Aeon) In BLACK silence Squat in foetal position, head down Black-empty-silent-before-birth Inhaling Power The Wordless-word-howl erupts Raise you head and animal-growl: AHhhhhhhhhhhh Be-come the Animal Being (Mother Aeon) From a crouch, flow into the ground Inhaling Power On your back, lying flat Part of the GREEN nurturing Moan the primal cry: MAaaaaaaaaaaaaa Be-come the Mother Power (Father Aeon) Roll to a sitting position Inhaling Power Sitting in the RED aura-fire of Command Centering the Will Vibrate into the gut: AhhhhhhMmmmmmmNnnnnnn Be-come the Father Power (Son Aeon) In one motion spring to your feet Inhaling Power Projecting the GOLD light Solar rebirth and renewal Hands at you sides, take the one step forward Propelling forth: AaaaaaHaaaaaA Be-come the Son Power (Daughter Aeon)

I Cry
I cry By: Ashley I watched you walk away today All I could do is cry knowing I might not ever see you again I cry now when I think about you I got so attached to you so now I cry wondering if i'll ever see or talk to you again I cry because I let myself get attached to you. I cry because I think about how stuipd I was getting attached to you, when ur still married. I cry knowing you want and should be with your family ,but i also cry knowing i might lose you for good. All I can do is cry.

Things Must Change
Things Must Change By: Ashley "Friends Forever," we said Together until the end We share everything with eachother You are my best friend When I am sad, you're by my side When I am scared you feel my fear You are my best support If I need you, you are there You are the greatest friend You always know what to say You make everything seem better as long as we have each other Everything will be okay Somewhere along the way we slowly drifted apart I was here, you were there It tears a hole in my heart Things are changing Our cheerful music reversed its tune It's like having salt without pepper A sun without a moon Suddenly we were miles apart Two different people with nothing the same It's like we haven't been friends Although we know deep in our hearts Neither one of us is to blame You have made new friends And luckily so have I But that doesn't change the heart The loss of our friendship makes me cry As we grow older, Things must change But the don'

I Loved You!
This poem is dedicated to My little cousin Alexis Rae Lovaas September 25, 1990 – September 23, 2002 I Loved You By: Ashley There's not a day that goes by that i don't think about you We had our up and down times but no matter what I always loved you There were days I yelled at you and Told you "NO," but thats because I loved you and I never wanted anything bad to happen to you We also had our times that we could sit there and laugh, cry and talk all day and night long Even though we were so far apart in age that didn't matter because we understood and loved each other Now even though you are not here physically, you are with me mentally I will never forget the times we had together We would always look out for each other I will always charish the times we had together Good-bye is such a strong and painful word So, I will never say it because we will se each other someday again up in heaven When I think about u now I cry because

I'm Here For...fyi
Mkay, lt's get this straight up....I'm not here to be redirected to you're porn/cam/personal website. I'm here to meet some new people and to have a good time....if that does not meet you're needs....get off my profile......g....

Three Burned Alive After Witch Hunt
A lynch mob has stoned and burned to death three women they accused of being witches in a Ugandan refugee camp, police have said. The victims were burned alive The victims were burned alive The police chief of Kitgum district Charles Oumo said the victims were attacked after the mysterious death of a motorcycle taxi driver. Mr Oumo said: "His skin started swelling up and blistering, he had pains all over. "He died in hospital after his condition worsened." Mr Oumo said police did not know the cause of the man's death, but locals assumed he had been poisoned. "They thought he was bewitched by someone who had sprinkled a potion on his boda-boda (motorcycle)," he said. In a harrowing echo of Europe's witch-hunts in the late middle ages, camp elders conducted a "trial" in which they determined who they thought was the witch by secret ballot. The police chief said: "They hunted down the top three and a mob descended on them. "They beat them with stones, sticks and

Adios Sweet Cherries
well it saddens me to say "see ya" for awhile. due to circumstances beyond my control i will be off line for awhile. with good behavior... just kidding. losing the net is all. hope ya all have a great summer. please be smart and safe. i don't want to see any of ya missing when i get back.thanxs for the love and fun. cheers, and ladies, please---"BOTTOMS UP!! dano

A Friend Was In An Accident
OK I SIGNED IN TONIGHT TO FIND OUT THAT A REALLY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE WAS IN A SMALL ACCIDENT TONIGHT AND I WOULD REALLY LIKE FOR US TO PLEASE SHOW HIM SOME LOVE WELL HE IS OUT RE-COVERING. HIS NAME IS COWBOY11 AND HE IS AWESOME AND HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME SINCE I HAVE JOINED CT, HIM AND A FEW OTHERS. SO HERE IS THE LINK TO HIS PAGE SO PLEASE COME AND SHOW HIM THAT CT HASN'T CHANGED THAT MUCH AND THAT PEOPLE STILL DO CARE. cowboy11@ CherryTAP I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE FOR HELPING ME

Nsfw???
I'm confused..how can using the word "Sex" be NSFW yet someone can post a comment on my page of 2 people having sex? Can someone explain this to me? What is NSFW? How do you recognize it? Maybe I am just having a blond moment but I really don't get it. :(

Im New :)
Hello everyone just wanted to say hi... and to tell you all i am new to this! i just signed up for it lol.. and i think im addicted already LOL... if u ever want to chat add me to your list i don't bite :) hehe well maybe not hard LOL.... just thought i would say i love friends and love getting to know anyone so if u want to chat just hit me up with a comment or messege. or maybe become my fan :).. and if anyone can tell me how i can make my profile look a little better i am all up for it... this is wayyyyyy different from myspace lol.. thanks all!! Melissa

My Book/video Game
hey everybody this is what i have been doing and thinking of please leave comments a man with a dark past, a man who has in many great battles, a man on a quest to release himself from his past. He is haunted by the people he has slain as a curse and result of his past he cannot love. He meets a band of runaways on the run from a corrupt government as the team journeys to far away lands and lavish citys. And explore each others secrets the team must work together to help one man get over his past. One man has to over come his inner demons. And open his heart and look to one woman who holds the secrets to his questions. please again leave comments 6/21/2007

This Is What Happens Wen Your Bored....
Name : Jade Nick Name : ummm JD or jaydee (sounds the same) Birthdate : 04-04-1984 Birthplace : camperdown, sydney, NSW, Australia Current Location : Concord, Sydney, NSW, Australia Eye Color : Blue Hair Color : umm brownish.... Height : lol.. i dnt know, i think like 5'5 Piercings : just my ears... Tatoos : nope... Boyfriend/Girlfriend : nope... Vehicle : not at the moment... had a accident... Overused Phrase : OMG (oh my god) FAVORITES Food : thai,italian, mexican Pub/Disc/Restaurant : Disco... lol.... CLUB! Candy : starburst Number : 4 Color : turqiouse Animal : puppy dog Drink : lemon, lime and bitters.... or vodka and raspberry, red wine and coffee Body Part on Opposite sex : shoulders.... i like 'em broad Perfume : issy miyake, dolce n gabbana TV Show : sex and the city, will and grace, that 70's show, house., brothers and sisters, family guy, sienfield Music Album : dnt have a fav! Movie : 2 many 2 name....comedy's are my fav!

Soliders
Well to all you soliders you are my weakness. I know that you are severing your country. But I have to say I because of that i love and thank you all of the jobs that you have chosen protect me and my family everyday. And for that i Must THANK YOU. And for all the soliders that have died for my beloved country I thank you and your families i know the grief that you must face everday is hard but remember that your son/daughter, husband or wife put their life on the line to protect all of us here.

Euphoria
And how I've loved And I have served And I have sinned But I have learnt As long as you are true to the life that you live It is the time to feel love I feel a stirring deep within Slowly picking up momentum Like the tide coming to shore Over and under in its course This feeling emblazed inside Every nerve like a firefly Hovering above me, glowing Glow, glowing, glowing, divine Every nerve like a firefly Every nerve like a firefly This feeling emblazed inside Every nerve like a firefly I never want to lose What I have finally found There's a requiem, a new congregation And it's telling me go forward and walk under a brighter sky Every nerve like a firefly Glowing diving Every nerve like a firefly Glow

* Lessons Of Ma'at & Horus *
SPACE MARKS BANISHING "If this be not aright; if ye confound the space-marks, saying; they are one, or saying they are many; if the ritual be no ever unto me; then expect the direful judgments of Ra-Hoor-Khuit!" -AL.I.52 Nuit N Maat Hadit Babalon W X E Ra-Hoor-Khuit Aiwass Hoor-Paar-kraat S Shaitan This Space-Marks banishing is used by Horus/Maatian Magickians. Soror Andahadna (Nema) developed the Maat/Banishing to 'permit clarity of transmission.' Later, Fr. Aossic Aiwass suggested the above space-marks arrangement for the Banishing. You trace a large 'X' with the sword or knife point at each direction at each of the compass points, beginning at the South and working counter clockwise. What is between the four cardinal points of the compass could very well be a source for reactivating ancient atavisms! - Collected by Nodens IPSOS FEAT

About Me
wat i finl Ronaldo Is Nottt Hott Whats The Point In Girls Saying They Hate Bitches ? We Are All One Sweetheart I Love Any Guy Who Has Hot Hair Hatee Being Called 'BABE' .. So Don't Do It Ok ? I Heart It So Much When guys calls my cute squeeky voice loool Is A Major Turn Onnn Meaning I Would Sex Danny Dyer Loads .. Rrrarrr I Like Being Random & Creepy .. It Rocks Haha .. this is the life of a go getta . your damn right im a go getta ' Don't fool yourself into thinking you know me. Music&TV; Going Out; Friendship; Vicki Smith; Hollyoaks; Quavers; Tea; Bright Colours; Marbella; Twister Ice Lollies; HomeSweetHome; Big Handbags; Crisp Sandwhiches; The Colour Coral; Sleeping; Pink Champagne; Sleepovers; Nando's; Sneezing; My Laptop; Lipglosses; Heart2Heart's; Photographs; Sambuca; Memories; Pouting&Smiling; My Camera; Cheddar Cheese; Bank Holidays; Glass Of Water When Hungover; Newcastle; Manchester; London; Swimming; Driving Fast; Kisses&Cuddles; Huge Sunglasses; Roadtrips;

The Future
People, this is a cry to all of those who have kids, thinking about having kids or hope one day to have kids. After spending some time overseas (Irag) I came home and saw that the state of families in the US was horrible. Stories of children shooting class mates, then killing themselves. Children beating up and killing people, roving around like a pack of wild animals. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON! This makes me fear for my own child. Not just what might happen to him, but the type of person he might become. What happened to the old values where if you were caught doing something wrong, your neighbors kicked your ass, took you home and then your parents kicked your ass? Raise your kids right people. Whip their asses when they ned it. We need to stand together as parents. Against the government who wants to put limitations on our parental rights. Against deadbeat dads (and mothers). We need to prepare a future for our children, of light, love and security. If we keep goin

Awesome!!!
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Okay I Admit It...
I am the biggest nerd you have ever seen.I am so amped up about the final installment of the "Harry Potter" series its ridiculous. Almost every morning I check my e-mail just waiting to see if something new has come up or if there have been any new developments. I know I'm 27 and I should not have this type of reaction to what, in most peoples minds, is a children's book. I just can't help it. My mother tried to get me to read the books when they had just come out, andI told her that I was not interested in reading a "childrens book". Then one night me and Melissa where at the house whileshe was pregnant and we were looking for a movie to watch. There seemed to be nothing on. Then we flipped the station to "On Demand" and I saw that the first Harry Potter movie was available. So I gave it a chance. By the end of the movieI was calling my mother to have her bring me all the books that she had, and I have been hooked ever since. So call me what you want. I will just simply tell you that

I Dont Know What This Is Going To Do
we found out today that my gf is going to have a baby im in seveth heaven all just wanted everyone to know this and was hopeing that everyone would pray for us to have no problems yee haa im so happy i cant keep it in i love life and cant waite to injoy it with my baby and my girl thats all for know i will keep u all up to date for those who r true friends that care

Need S Ome Good Luck Please
well m y new aqpartment just bout ready for me to move into,if only that damn xhubby of my would just send me the childsupport he said he was sendin out for the last 2 weeks.i think he keeps liein to me so he can try to t ake my 16 yr old daughter.....news flash he wont be gettin her.looks like after bein married to me for 20 yrs he would kno that i will fight with everything i have for my kids.i been in tough spots before and look here i am still standin and goin strong so i kno ill make it just fine.ill manage somehow i always do and im the one that laughin when it all blows up in the kids dad face....but damn im tired of all this bad luck im havin i need someoen to send me some good luck for a change....like the sayin says when the goin gets t ough the tough gets goin ...yeah thats me i guess.....i went threw years of gettin the hell beat outta me and his cheatin so i kno im tough and i kno i can make it i always do.now i have my great n eice to take care of for a lil while due to

Lets Get This Party Started
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Trust Issues
so here i am in a brand new relationsip with a great guy who loves me and treats me great, but i cant get over my own insecurities long enough to let him love me. i question every thing he does and everywhere he goes. like a stupid little bitch i check his calls on his phone when he isnt around and i have even went as far as to take down some of the "no name" numbers and call them when he wasnt around just to see if a girl will answer. each time my suspisions were unfounded. then i feel stupid and silly. so my question is will i be like this forever? i dont want to be, it doesnt feel good at all. i want to trust, i want to be secure in my relationship. did my ex ruin that for me or will i eventually learn to trust again? we even got into an argument about it this morning, he says if i dont trust him he shouldnt be here with me, and that is the last thing i want. i dont know what i would do without him. he has been my tiny piece of happyness in this crazy so called life. wow

I Want To Tell Him Soooo Bad!!!!
Take Some Time and actually Read this this is GUY TALKING... IT'S 7TH GRADE... I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why... IT'S JUNIOR YEAR... My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chi

Kelli's Day
Im sitten in work right now... bored as all get out bc its getting to be lunch time and we r always slow as hell during lunch. < I work in a vet clinic for ppl who are interested. > Ne ways this is my first blog and I dont really know what to write. But I guess its back to work until my lunch break. byez

Hmmmm
Well it is one of those rainy days outside. I am off work today Yay? Nope I would rather be there because well it is the middle of the day and raining out which makes it a little more then boring. So i thought I would blog on how bored I am. I know so entertaining huh? Anyway since this is my first blog I won't make it to long. As a matter of fact I think I am going to go nap so Hugs and kisses to all

My Next Performance....
Big Daddy's Place Presents its 1st Annual Luau Dance & Pool Party BREAK OUT THE BATHING SUITS, SARONGS, GRASS SKIRTS, COCONUT BRAS, HAWAIIAN SHIRTS AND FLIP FLOPS Fabulous DJ Dave and Misty the Incomparable Bartender are returning Just added Special Performance By D'Analyst He'll be performing songs like Thick, Slide and a new one BBW Lover Plus will be having a King & Queen of the Luau Contest Make sure you sign up for it WHEN: July 14th 2007 WHERE; RAMADA INN (FORMERLY THE 4 POINTS INN) 7701 EAST 42nd STREET Indianapolis, IN http://www.ramadaindy.com/ Hotel Room Reservations: Ask for the BBW rate $69.00 per night King or Double (Queen or Full size Beds) 317-897-4000 Saturday: Cost $15.00 per person All events at the Ramada Inn Atrium Room & Pool Dance 9 PM to 1 AM Cash Bar BYOB Pool Party 1 AM till? For more info on who and what were are www.bigdaddyspla

Mudd Slinging
The courts have finally gotten around to taking my deadbeat X to court for the child support he isn't paying. The X, of course has decided to start slinging mud after being told a 1000$ bux or jail time. He DID come up with the bux, but had the case continued because he has "questions" on where my girls live.(HUH?) The girls live with me of course and I never EVER denied him visitation even with him not paying court ordered support, ever. I'm tired of being nice and am considering slinging the mud right back as he isn't fit to be a dad. He doesn't have a pot to piss in as far as I'm concerned(or anyone else for that matter), and I think he's trying to get out of paying support completely. I've bent over backwards for this bastard but only because of the girls. I'm not going to look the other way any longer. Hell, he's even told friends that him being the "dad" is support enough. That being said, he has yet to contribute to the girls support in any way. That includes EVER

My Thoughts ... My Words ...
hmmm ... i'm new and this is my 1st blog so i dont know what to write ... i'm engaed i have a beautiful little girl and another on the way ... i'm bi- sexual and havent had a women ...in forever but then agian i am pregnant though so ... but i'm 23 and i'm due in sept and getting married in oct ...

Wind...
wind... blow wind blow where ya gonna go what ya gonna bring are ya gonna teach the birds to sing are ya gonna teach me anything are ya gonna bring a cool sweet breeze or bring a storm to tear the trees are ya gonna blow my fears away bring them back another day or keep them here with me to stay will ya blow across a distant land fill yourself with dust and sand or make the waves roll on the sea a soothing sight for all to see will ya lift them to wash over me will ya stay with me a little while try to teach me how to smile or will ya just go blow away leave me all alone today never tell why you can't stay blow wind blow where ya gonna go... Jeffro

July 3rd, Tampa Bay
If you have been to a foam party with Shady Bastards then you know that it's going to be the party of the year. If you haven't, then you don't want to miss out. This will be THE party of the year! The Shady KreweWiLD 98.7 Morning Freak Show's PacoYour favorite DJ and oursPA$$ THA MIC

What Is A Man?
What makes a man a man. An obvious requirement could be that the person is a male. An age requirement could be used, but maturity matters more than age and it is possible to have one without the other. I'm not going to go into what I think a man is now, I may do that a little later. Now I want to talk about what is in my opinion a horrible excuse for a man. I currently work nights on a road construction project on a major road in Detroit. I was walking down the street at around 2:30am when I noticed a well dressed woman walking across the parking lot of a McDonalds alone. She looked like she may have recently left a club, but there isn't one in the area. Something seemed odd. I approached her, said hello, and asked how she was doing. She proceeded to tell me how her oyfriend was tripping, she went to the club with her cousin and a friend, had a few drinks, didn't dance or anything. Her cousin dropped her off at his place and he went off accusing her of sleeping with some guy.

Oh My God!!!!
listen to this... i just got done talking with this guy, i told him that i wasnt intrested in flirting with him or anyhting like that. that i am really on here for JUST friends, and that i have a fiance and i loved him, then the guy has the nerve to ask me if i am alone. like what the heck is that, i just told your dumb ass i am not intrested. what more do i have to say, i could be mean and tell the fucker to go away!! i hate men like this~~

.:: Insiders - Residents, either permanent or temporary, of the various different secret-society-connected top secret-government 'underground installations', bases or colonies throughout the United States and the World. Some of these groups may possess advanced technology enabling them to travel to various other planetary bodies in the solar system. This group is international in scope and may be tied-in with the Alternative 2 and 3 scenarios (Evadamic). .:: Pleiadeans - Blond or in some cases brunette 'Nordic' type humans based in the Pleiadean 'Taygeta' and other systems, which were allegedly colonized by refugees from their former planetary abodes in the Lyra constellation which were invaded by reptiloid entities from Alpha Draconis. The main Pleiadean planet of 'Erra', was reportedly 'Terra-formed' by the Lyran refugees [Lyra being much nearerr to earth--around 30 light years]. The Pleiadeans were apparently the first 'humanoid' society to develop hyper-space travel (th

Mother
As I laid myself down to sleep, praying your love to keep, the visions of hurt and pain danced around again and again. Your laughter fading from my mind, franticly searching in the dark hoping it was you I would find. My memories of you no longer being able to recall, from the place you left me ready to fall. My tears holding all your beauty and pain, in my heart it leaving a stain. Missing the sound of your voice and the touch of your hand, in you mother always being able to find a friend. Wishing for just one more day, to tell you all the things I forgot to say. Growing older without you here, crying and hurting night after night and year after year.

I,ll Repay The Favour
HI FAMILY (p18), friends and anyone i have helped out recently care to assist my sis in her quest in a contest I need her pic rated and or commented upon , i will return the favour for you or your friends when neeeded , heres the link any and all help would be greatfully recieved THANK YOU for even just 1 rate ,, Claymore aka GYPSY

* Zero Point *
********************************************************************************************* Zero Point ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* Zero Point Energy - Science ********************************************************************************************* In a quantum mechanical system such as the particle in a box or the quantum harmonic oscillator, the lowest possible energy is called the zero-point energy. According to classical physics, the kinetic energy of a particle in a box or the kinetic energy of the harmonic oscillator may be zero if the velocity is zero. Quantum mechanics with its uncertainty principle implies that if the velocity is measured with certainty to be exactly zero, the uncertainty of the position must be infinite. This either violates the condition that the particle remain in the box, or it bring

My Poetry!!
shame some people have taken my poems that i wrote and claimed them as there own damn atleast give me credit for my life in writing!! **GANGSTAS LIFE** People laugh and criticize. But they realy dont know about Gangsta's lives. Out on the streets struggling to surrvive. Its all fun and games through outsiders eyez. Hustling and fighting to stay alive. A pretty young girl who finnaly found pride. We all have our reasons for joining this life. Some join by choice but most have no say. Raised in the ghetto growing up as prey. So wipe your tears and dry your eyes. Your in a gang now no one hears your cries. You have a new family a new life to live. When just like they say love is blind. You tend to forget the biological family you left behind. While you were out hurting yourself and others. She sat at home crying your loving Mother. Blinded by violence what can I say. I to was nothing but prey. Stuck in a life I now regret. My heads filled with memories I'll ne

Iamjeffsuniqueblog
Fuck work. Fuck bills. Fuck Bush. Fuck taxes. Fuck liars. Fuck thieves. Fuck country music. Fuck the tooth fairy. Fuck Shrek 3. Fuck Wal*Mart. Fuck you. Fuck me. Fuck this blog. Stay tuned to The Fuck List for more random vulgarity...

Today's Memory
You were my world, my occassional pain left me behind alone in the rain drunk with your residue i lie here waiting, stretched out and bruised as my existence is fading moondancing silhouettes were my friends and my foes they calm yet they taunt they amplify my woes "close your eyes sweetheart, let dream take you down, the wall is our dancefloor it was ours since sundown" the silhouttes and you are so much the same you love me, you suck me in then you make me insane. you'd love me at night then you'd be gone tomorrow they'd dance for me all night then hide under my pillow there's a difference, after all between the silhouettes and you they don't break my heart they just do what they do so just write the word "love" on a piece of scratch paper i'll bury it with your smile. and mark it "R.I.P Heartbreaker"

Vanitywhores
Modeling Applications Do you have a form of id, either passport, driving licence etc (we can accept it if it contains a photo and date of birth) First off, we need four proffesional looking pictures of yourself too use as your debut pictures for the site if you get accepted! Full name: Model Name : Age: Date of birth: Previous experience: Are you working for any other on or offline company at the moment: Are you willing to travel: Do you have access to your own photographer: Link to your myspace: Email: List of tattoo's or any other body modification: Are you good within working as a group: Type of modeling your willing to undertake: Are you aware this is unpaid work: Please send all emails to modeling@vanitywhores.com with the subject Modeling Any application left in our blog will be deleted and ignored!

When Woman Drink Too Much!
This was just too funny not to share, I hope ya enjoy it also 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. (hell I don't have to drink to lose that) 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. (What? It isn't?.. Damn) 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. (you better believe it... ) 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. (just the opposite of beer goggles) 5. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. (but we do...) 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" (of course... and we can sing every damn word!!) 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. (Hell yes! I love geeks!!)

A Poem Called Oral Mayhem
Picture my face between your legs, my lips kissing your pussy lips, my tongue circling your swollen clit, my hands up under your round hips. Pulling you closer as my tongue explores, I lick, I suck, I swallow, You sway your hips to the rythym of love, with anticipation of what's to follow. Your back arches, your nipples stiffen, the aroma of our sex lingers, You roll your eyes, you gasp with pleasure as I enter you with two fingers. You try to say stop but your words are lost in a sea of erotic pleasure, My fingers move in and out and around as if looking for a buried treasure. Your juices are warm and creamy, which make it better for fingers to glide, I take them out and lick them clean and slowly slide them back inside. You heartbeat races, your thighs quiver, you're squirming all over the bed, Your moaning is loud and sensual and you're holding on to my bald head. I flick your clit as if I'm touching it with the petals of a thousand roses. Now you're callin

Ripping
Okay I don't get it...why do people upload pictures and do not click on the (DO NOT ALLOW THIS UPLOAD TO BE RIPPED) box and then when a graphic (NOT PICTURE MIND YOU)gets ripped they get offended! WTH???? Grow up people. If you don't want something ripped take the extra one second to click the dam button and then we wouldn't have to call the WAAAAAMBULANCE when your whining!!!! that a silly graphic got ripped in the first place. K I'm done Venting...yall have a great day!!!! (HAPPY THOUGHTS HAPPY THOUGHTS!!!) =)

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Frankie Love
to a love i gave my heart too. Forever i love you in the heart of darkness and stone. i let stonewall fall to let you into the place of love and peace. Here i hold you like a book in a library with only four books. Of my loves i hold you the closest to my heart. Where hundred of papers containing past girlfriends. Here i keep the happiness for the true one to find it in the the library's maze of shelves. The happiness wonders the maze to find it's partner. But i search for for all time, but never finding it for all time. Here I'm trying to make a new book just for you the new love. But here i see you just teasing me over and over again each day. Here I lay ever night thinking about you and me being together in the end.But never seeing that happening in my lifetime. But hoping to in the next one. This is to my dearest love once forgotten.

Calling All Local Hotties
Well me and my girl have a purposal... We are looking for some guys to come hang out with us tonight...we are going to pints and quarts in olympia.. well lacey.. btw my girl is spoiled79 you can view her on my family list

This Is It
I am leaving the Patriotic Bombers since they are no longer a bombing family and work only on giveaways. I have no hard feelings with anyone there and hope we can all remain friends. Good luck to all of you guys!

The Art Of Multiple Orgasms
I used to blog on myspace alot! This is a copy of one of my own blogs I hope you like it! Okay today I chose to talk about Orgasms. Probably because I have many things that rev my engine. I mean I have lots of friends who say they have never had an orgasm. WHAT!! HOW?? I mean it is so easy. Just let yourself go and enjoy someone ravishing your body taking time to explore your every curve. I firmly believe the art to a good orgasm is to know your own body. So as I am talking with my friends I just blurt out. "Do you masturbate?" And my friend gives me a disgusted look and says NO WAY! Orgasm: The peak of sexual excitement characterized by strong feelings of pleasure and by a series of involuntary contractions of the muscles of the genitals, usually accompanied by the ejaculation of semen by the male. Also, called climax, a similar point of intensity of emotional excitement. Climax: The point of greatest intensity or force in an ascending series or p

My Sex Sign
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Who Am I?
Ok, this is my first blog. Depending on the results, well we’ll see. I’ve read and voted on so many others and finally thought I would give it a try. Reading other peoples about other peoples thoughts and problems has sort of helped me deal with some of mine. I thank you all for sharing those things with the rest of us. The reasons for this little foray into my self expression will become clearer as you read on. I hope you all enjoy reading this, and will share your thoughts on this extremely confusing and demented look into my so called life. Now lets get to our story: About 2yrs ago I received a phone call from one of my sisters. At first it was a “How are you doing type?” conversation, but after a few minutes it turned to something very sinister. When I asked about my mother she proceeded to inform me that my mother had passed away. Not just that day but 2yrs before this phone call was taking place. I say again 2yrs before this phone call took place. After the initial s

Smashed
Hello all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am getting so smashed because I don't have to work tomorrow. this is my firat blog, and I want to say thank you to all the people out there who have added me and fanned me and rated me 10. AND EVERYONE WHO RATED LESS IS JUST MEAN >:-P have a great weekend. Love you all shadowyuna

Lyrics
Not talkin' 'bout a year No not three or four I don't want that kind of forever In my life anymore Forever always seems To be around when it begins But forever never seems To be around when it ends So give me your forever Please your forever Not a day less will do From you People spend so much time Every single day Runnin' 'round all over town Givin' their forever away But no not me I won't let my forever roam And now i hope i can find My forever a home So give me your forever Please your forever Not a day less will do From you Like a handless clock with numbers An infinite of time No not the forever found Only in the mind Forever always seems To be around when things begin But forever never seems To be around when things end So give me your forever Please your forever Not a day less will do From you

Are You The One?
ARE YOU THE ONE ARE YOU GOOD FOR ME? WILL YOU CARE? WHEN I'M NOT AROUND WILL YOU WISH I WAS THERE? WILL YOU GIVE ME YOUR HEART? WILL YOU SHARE YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ME? WILL YOU BE NICER THAN THE LAST? OR WILL YOU BREAK MY HEART TOO? ARE YOU THE ONE? TTHE ONE I'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR? WILL YOU MAKE ME FEEL LOVED? OR WILL YOU MAKE ME FEEL ALONE? OR MAYBE JUST MAYBE YOU ARE THE ONE.

Stuck In My Head Again
I 'm anxious and distraught for the last few days Now there's nothing of the sort that makes it all right This moment I am compelled to go off the deep end I clutch at every straw, my heart is sinking I give it one more try, I give it all I can I never wanted more, I give it one more shot I give it all I have to make things right What scope is there left? Where is the hope then? I've heard it all before when life is measured A slow and tame despair is inside all of us Your passionate old dreams sometimes you cry for I give it one more try, I give it all I can I never wanted more, I give it all I have I give it one more shot to make things right Little else we can cherish, little else is not enough A glimpse, a glimpse of heaven How can I see the stars? As all others do, as all others do As all others do , as all others do I give it one more try, I give it all I can I won't fail once more Take the bull by the horns Try my luck once more To make things ri

I Don't Need This Shit.
I was gone for a while tonight and then I came back to the PC to find this lovely message in my shout box.. Read from the bottom up.. E.The Frea...: BITCH STFU AND GET LOST I JUST DONT GO AROUND CURSING PEOPLE OUT THIS WAS ALONG TIME COMIGN I GOT SICK OF UR STUPID ASS IGGING ME ->E.The Frea...: well yay for you and Momma Murray. I work 12hr shifts.. I leave this on.. and I certainly don\'t need to come home to your foul mouth when I do sit down at the computer. You wanna talk about disrespect? E.The Frea...: The is the first time u have ever responded to a shout from mewhen I curse u out and I am erik damn murray thats who the fuck I am ->E.The Frea...: When I am here, I respond. Who are you to know when I\'m sitting here and when I\'m not? E.The Frea...: u never respond when i send u shouts and when u have been away and come back u never respond to my text anyway so it doesnt matter ->E.The Frea...: what is your problem.. my away message clearly states that I was AWA

Internet Love
It happens all to rare in life, you meet someone called friend That special bond that holds us close, and hangs on till the end Even rarer those bonds form `tween those who've never met Who've rolled the dice, or drew a card, played on the internet We dawn our quotes and avatars, emoticons and all We roll on floors and laugh out loud, while hugs and kisses fill the hall But in you love, i've found much more than any friend could give A warmth, a love, a passion, a reason for to live. You never come without a smile, or kind and loving thought You rouse such feelings deep within me, i had long forgot Just dots and letters, a picture of flowers, it somehow isn't fair That these are all i have my love, to show how much i care And so my dear, don't wonder why, or how we got our start Just know one thing, my sweet sweet love, you'll always have my heart. Feel free to comment

The Dragon's Den
hey everyone I made a lounge and putting the word out to try to have some people to join my lounge . if you like rock then the dragon's den is where you should come and check out . all music 24 hours a day so please stop by and check it out ...

Some Days.......
Some days ....are better than others. ....are worse than most. ....are full of joy. ....are crammed with anger. ....make you wanna dance. ....beg you to hurt someone. ....you sail right through. ....just drag on forever. ....you can't wait to start. ....you just want to end. ....you wanna sleep in. ....you gotta get out. ....you take the good. ....are kind of bad. ....you just want to end it all. ....you suck it up and drive on. ....you cave in. ....you fight back. ....you lose to. ....you conquer. ....get away from you. ....you own completely. ....you just hate. ....love blinds you. Whatever happened today, a new day comes tomorrow. Live each day. However you do it, LIVE EACH DAY.

Consumer Reports Guide To Selecting A Girlfriend
Well it's been almost 20 years since Consumer Reports reviewed girlfriends. Since then, styles have changed, new features have been introduced, and the market for girlfriends has changed substantially. So we here have decided another report was needed. As in a car or a computer, you should ask yourself what you need a girlfriend for before obtaining one. This will, in large part, dictate the final product which you should consider. Do you want an intellectual companion? A baby factory? A hiking partner? Or just lots of good, old-fashioned sex? Identifying your needs is the first, and most important, step in selecting a girlfriend. The second question which needs to be addressed is, of course, how much you are able to spend. This is largely determined by your physical and personal characteristics--if you are good looking, have a commanding personality and a good sense of humor, you will have the resources to obtain a fancy, high-end model. On the other hand, if you are ugly, smell

Our Business Is Your Business
My friend Hye-Min from Korea and myself are starting a Photography business, and it needs a name. We've come up with a list of names that we really like, and we want to know your opinions. The name with the most votes gets to be ours! Be sure to read each name with "Photography" at the end of it. ^-^ Zodiac Moon Photography Sweet Dreams Photography Top of the Worl Photography Silent Silhouette Photography Honey In The Moon Photography Metamorphasis Photography Leave a comment with the name you like the most by 10:00 tomorrow morning and the winning name gets to be ours! (Votes are also running on MySpace and deviantART)

Man's Obsession
This is for all the women out there who like me are completely boggled by mans obsession about photographing his manhood and putting it on his profile. Now i am no prude or anything like that far from it but why is it men have this obsession? Is it to prove they can get it up or to show the size or what?? I mean we all like to see a nice cock when we are in the throws of passion but when it is thrust upon your laptop/pc screen it's not a pretty sight. And to be honest guys it isn't your best side. I think us ladies all know what the last chicken in the shop looks like....lol Guys if you think us ladies are obsessed by size most of us aren't. It's not the size of the rocket it's the power behind it.

Friendship
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Imposter!!!!!!!!!
So, I'm surfing through google, and I find a yahoo 360 page with my pix on it, which would be fine had the page been MINE.....which it isn't. I dunno what to do!!!! They have semi recent pix of me. This is a screen shot I took.........I have no idea who it could be. I have no idea why they would impersonate me. I mean there's nothing on the profile, but I didn't put these pix up. And I have no idea who the friends are, except that amazon lady is very familiar, I found her on Cherry Tap as well as a couple other people I know on Cherry Tap through her friends list. I dunno what to do, I already reported it. I'm waiting for a response. Because of this my profile is now private. This person updated the yahoo 360 profile on April 14, 2007. So I dunno.....what I do know is it's not me that posted that page.

About Love.
i dun konw about love .. i was so loney since i was young.. i got no brother no sister. and i never thing about love. until i met with my love missy.. when i met with her i feel something can't explaing the feeling. my heart beat is so fast and i dun dare to talk to her. i m not a idiot actually.. but .. the feeling is trange.. is that call love? fuck it's so complecated.

My New Piercing & Tristens Last Day Of Nursery School
On June 21, 2007 my mom & me went to get our eyebrows pierced. Nope it didn't hurt when we got it done, but it does hurt when you pull on it or sleep on it its been very fun the last few days. I have posted new pics & my moms got some up as well. I think its awesome that my moms now into tattoos and piercings and that we got one together. I am waiting till July to get my lip done but I will be getting it done. Tristen's last two days where the 21 & 22. I got some pics of him on each day just so I have them. Thursday when I picked him up it was okay but Friday it was tears after tears. You never really know how close you get to someone till you know there either not coming back in September or that you have to wait all summer to see them. Trisha will be back in September & that's a great thing Tristen just loves her. Melissa & Mel will not be back in September. Melissa is pregnant and due in October & Mel's going to be going to another school to help out. Tristen was going great all

Airplanes And Women
Subject: Airplanes & Women Why Pilots Prefer Airplanes Over Women > > >* Airplanes usually kill you quickly; a woman takes her time. > >* Airplanes can be turned on by a flick of a switch. > >* Airplanes don't get mad if you do a "touch and go." > >* Airplanes don't object to a pre-flight inspection. > >* Airplanes come with a manual to explain their operation. > >* Airplanes have strict weight and balance limitations. > >* Airplanes can be flown at any time of the month. > >* Airplanes don't come with in-laws. > >* Airplanes don't care about how many other airplanes you've flown before. > >* Airplanes and pilots both arrive at the same time. > >* Airplanes don't mind if you look at other airplanes. > >* Airplanes don't mind if you buy airplane magazines. > >* Airplanes expect to be tied down. > >* Airplanes don't comment on your piloting skills. > >* Airplanes don't whine unless something is really, really wrong. > >* However, when airplanes go quiet,

Stupid Fuckers
Well to the fucking idiot who thinks they outsmarted me by being on my computer while i was in Kentucky. It could only have been 2 ppl. So someone is too chicken shit to admit it. and that is fine. You were caught and you know that even with the lies you tell me I KNOW IT WAS YOU!!! you covered about half of your tracks and left the rest wide open MORON. For the person who did this......You think your world is falling apart....just wait. now that you have fucked with one of the things that any person in their right mind knows better than to do....I will make you hate me, i will make you regret every waking moment you spent with me, i will be sure to tell you all the things that i know will tear you to pieces. I Dont regret a thing, nor will i feel bad when i see you cry. best of luck to your fucking stupid lying ass.

Long Life
HELLO MY FRIENDS , MY FANS , AND MY FAMILLY I WISH ALL OF U HAVE VERY GREAT DAY UP THERE JUST I WANTEED TO SAY HELLO FOR ALL OF U AND THANBKS FOR THE GOOD TIME WE SPEND ALWAYS TALKING WITH US I LOVE U ALL MY CHERRIES AND I WILL DO ALWAYS TRUE EYES MOHAMED

Wat To Do
ok so my sister just got me into this cherry tap and im still tryin to figur out how to use it all its a little confusing. like i was just wondering how do u enter the bar and clean out ur bar tab or is that even posable and like for ur frofil can u hav a layout because im stating to think not so ya a little help would be nice from some one PLZ!!!!!!

Friends & Family
friends and family dont mean they have to be blood related when ya care about anothers heart and soul and feelings and understands there ways in love and life and those whom are willing to be there 4 each other no matter what the odds are then to me thats what true friends and family means !!!!!! TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY i want to say ty 4 being here 4 me and know that if ya need me im around .... loves huggs to you all .....

One Of The Hardest Things In Life To Learn
"Those who hammer their guns into plows, will plow for those who do not." - Thomas Jefferson FIREARMS REFRESHER COURSE 1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Colt: The original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. "Free" men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c) 1791. All Rights reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 13. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday. 14. Guns only have two enemies; rust and politicia

Prarie Day
prarie day bright flashing eyes, rich flowing mane slashing black hooves crossing the plain shining tail streaming out from behind wild spirit borne on an unfettered mind green prarie grasses painting the ground trying to hide the deep hues of brown gray granite mountains making their stand cold silent guards high over this land the soft cool kiss of morning's first breeze stirs all the senses and rustles trees seeing her run free through this wild land stirs every sense inside of this man hard pulsing heart jumps in his chest watching her galloping off to the west sinews taunt in her thundering stride filled with excitement that he can't hide what beauty here on this earth could compare to what he sees now, watching her there poetrty in motion perfection that moves dancing to cadence tattooed by her hooves each stride taking them farther apart each stride beating a hole in his heart a cloud of dust rises behind her as her figure grows distant and far that

To Every One On My Friends List
I just want to make it very clear that im not into any kinda drama. If you creat any on my page or anywere around me you will no longer be my friend. I am here to have fun and to have lots of friends. I am very ill and dont have time to scrue around with loosers! So if you fit the definition below you can stay if not take yourself off my page couse I dont want to be your friend or have anything to do with you. I am very seriouse!!!! Julia Definition: Friend Friend Noun 1. A person you know well and regard with affection and trust; "he was my best friend at the university". 2. An associate who provides assistance; "he's a good ally in fight"; "they were friends of the workers". 3. A person with whom you are acquainted; "I have trouble remembering the names of all my acquaintances"; "we are friends of the family". 4. A person who backs a politician or a team etc.; "all their supporters came out for the game"; "they are friends of the library". 5. A member of t

Why Girls Are Special
Some girls don't like haters, other know that sometimes a girl is just trying to get attention, or thats how maybe she sees her world. it's her right. Some girls will fight one day, then make up the next if they were friends long enough. Some girls like mumms, others don't. A girl will always treasure you if you write in her mumm. the mumm means a lot to that girl who wrote it. Some girls who are mothers need saultes, they are raising future men and women. Girls like gifts, tens, stash rates, and a lot of love from each other. All girls need another girl to believe in them. Imagine being of the same species and having someone not like you. Girls need to be listened to and understand. Sometimes they need hugs from friend family and loved ones, and they need protection, too. If this means anything to you, come along and be my friend. Gifts and drinks appreciated but not expected.

I'm Back..........
Aloha Everyone!! As many of you know I took off to Maui on a mini vacation.... but believe me! I made the MOST of it!! I went parasailing (4 times!), went on a sunset cruise, went to Lanai in a boat. Saw a big school of about 200 dolphins some of which were close enough to touch! I did so many things I still cannot believe I was only there 5 days!! I did NOT want to come home...! But now it's back to work and the same ol' routine! I've uploaded some pics of my trip. Please stop in and rate them. Also, if you haven't signed my guest book, please stop in and do so! Mahalo and have a beautiful weekend!! Aloha, Makahalei

The Land
The Land torrid land of death and pain you know why i've come back again no one here can fathom why i'd leave them for the chance to die you know that i'm not here for death or seeking glory for myself but trying to find a part that's lost knowing too well at what the cost ones left behind will never know how much it hurts me that i go i can't find words to tell them why for if i could, you know i'd try if i could make them understand why i walk your hardened land perhaps they'd not feel so betrayed, know that i'll be back some day your dusts will choke me once again your cruelty will become my pain the things i'll never understand become my home in your hot land and wrongs that i'll see everyday i'll try to change but, there's no way and knowing that before i try won't stop my efforts, you know why i'll hold my memories close to me remembering love i feel not see i'll wake eachday and do my best right some wrongs and try the rest and i'll

I'm A Survivor
I'm A Survivor ...through and through I'm A Survivor... you can walk all over me you can spit in my face you can do whatever u want to me but this is the day i make my stand and i show that I'm A Survivor. I have done nothing but fight all my life for things and have people either take them or rip them away from me and im here to say no fucking more because I'm A Survivor....I love i hurt i ache im human just as the next person sitting next to you, the next person your talking to, No matter what it is really im human jut as the next person... I love my kids and no matter what it takes i will work whatever when ever to make sure they have all that they want and then some....I love one person that has made my life totaly differnt since the first time i met him and i seen that there is trueth there is happyness there is love out there for me....through and through I'm A Survivor.....I will make my name stand i will let it be known that im here i can take it and you...him.... her.... wh

Update On Me
OK IM FINALLY BACK KINDA...I AM NO LONGER IN KANSAS YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY...BUT I DO MISS IT KINDA LOL...I DONT GET ACCESS TO THE NET THAT MUCH SO DONT SHOUTBOX ME MAIL ME ON HERE BC IF U SHOUTBOX ME I PROBALLY WONT GET IT. I AM CURRENTLY IN NORTH CAROLINA BUT I WILL NOT REVEAL MY EXACT LOCATION BY REQUEST OF THE PERSON I AM STAYING WITH. RIGHT NOW THE PLAN IS TO STAY HERE FOR THE TIME BEING BUT YA NEVER KNOW WHAT HAPPENS. I WILL TRY TO CHECK IN AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING THAT EVERYONE DID...........

A Video Made In Honor Of Baby Kaleb And His Family ( Pray For Baby Kaleb)
Pray for baby Kaleb.Add to My Profile | More Videos ********** Kaleb's story PLEASE PLEASE PRAY FOR THIS BABY AND HIS FAMILY. Like any responsible parents, Kristy and Josh Schwade wanted what was best for their only child, Kaleb. They did a background check on their day care worker, and even interviewed her in her home for two hours. Kristy was even willing to drive 20 miles out of her way to provide, what they thought to have been, "optimum" care in a good neighborhood. On May 9th, 2007 their worst nightmare was brought to fruition. After being in the care of this home day care worker only five times, Kaleb was picked up by his Grandmother and Aunt. They noticed that he was lethargic and experiencing obvious breathing abnormalities. The caregiver told them he was ill, but Kaleb had just visited the doctors the day before and was given a "clean bill of health". When Kristy arrived at her mother's home to pick Kaleb up, she described him as "having no life in his b

God Just Let Me Not Have Too Emo A Blog
Sometimes I just feel messed up. Like I'm cracking, gonna fall apart. I can actually envision my skin cracking and nothing but shadow within. But I get that way sometimes. It's one of the reasons I hate looking back at the past. There are so many things that haunt me, even as I try to live with no regrets. But it's awfully hard. So far I've had sex with 8 women now. That's a damn lot when you get right down to it. It's so little, but so much. The first two were merely experimental, too. I just wanted to see how long I could go at a time. I was quite happy with almost meeting the two hour mark, by the way. I was just 13 minutes away. But I still regret 3 out of the 8 women I've had sex with, and that sucks. Sometimes I feel like I'm a whore. I feel so dirty and I can't get clean. I do that whole shower of shame thing, but without my clothes on. Usually I come to my senses and finish cleaning off. Today, not so much. I just washed up and got out, still feeling miserable. I

Leaving For 2 Weeks
ok my friends family and fans i'm leaving for 2 weeks....who birthday is in thoughs 2 weeks will get them when i get back home on the 14th of july..i will have pics up and i'm will try to get everyone comments when i get back and i will have fun and let everyone know that i'm back and talk to everyone that leave me messages and a shout.....i will miss talking to everyone when i leave

Damn
Everyday it seems I catch an earfull of the news about how many more soliders killed in Iraq....Most of my friends are military so its real hard to hear this since many of "my boys" are over there. It's sad how many people have forgotten what these boys have to do and go through.... they are just doing their damn job... its sad when fort lewis now has to group all the guys that pass in a month togethers ceramonies to save money......come on now.. thats my rant for now. My heart misses 'my boys' my friends who have been MY ROCK while having to deal with shit over in the big sandbox. I dunno how they do it. So next time you hear about the toll of dead in Iraq maybe just stop for a minute in your busy day to honor them. No matter if you believe in the war or not they are doing their job just like everyone else. I hope one day when I hear the names of the passed that I don't know them, but I still feel for the ones I don't Rest in Peace and thank you. Patticakes out

Eternal Sunshine
All that was empty is now full again. Its strange how I feel lighter now, and that emptiness can be so heavy. The stones that drug me down to the bottoms of inferiority are all but wings now, as I glide to a triumphant return to felicity. It was Her eyes gaze in to mine, those eyes the color of the golden morning sun, that brought redemption to my heart. It was Her warmth that melted away the cavernous cold that plaugued and froze my soul. It was Her smile, subtle and unique, bright and natural, that so effortless floats from her lips. It was Her words, short and concise, that I will forever remember through the good and the bad. As she looked in to my eyes and I in to Hers (about 6 seconds worth, yeah I counted), I gritted my teeth so I would not smile. I wanted to spend an eternity in Her eyes, to wrap my self around the soul I could see inside, to find myself lost in the paradise that was within. I may tell her one day how She is able to affect me so easily, but then was

My Thoughts
This is a favorite picture of mine. I love the peacefulness and the art and the everything. I'm a huge dolphin fanatic. They are creatures that are so gentle and tame but will strike out and kill one of the oceans most feared creatures, the shark, to protect themselves and their family. They are majestic and beautiful. They are also unbelievably smart and loyal. This is how women should be. There are so many females in this world that give women a bad name. They are manipulative and conniving. Men are too afraid to be hurt to trust women. I would be too if I were a man. I have seen first hand what females can do to people. Females have this power and they take advantage of it. They use people to get what they want and then they drop them like a bad habit. They are sneaky and vicious. I believe that many men act like dogs because they have been treated like dogs by these females. Why take that risk again. Why not get them before they get you right? We women need to step

A Little Girl's Love
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each

My Horoscope How Scary It's True!
Daily Horoscope: Libra For June 23,2007 Know your limits. The problem is you're so endlessly gracious and welcoming that sometimes people think you're always available, like a 24-hour supermarket. Disabuse them (nicely) of that notion.

Again?
Happy one minute, sad the next. Cant tell why it hurts but I hate the feeling Life has struck again. Only a few know why I feel like I do, but they cant help. Life has struck them too. Looking for a friend wanting so much more. Getting neither cause of the same ol thing. Life has struck again. I'm told life is what you make of it. Someone Lied!! Life is what you take from it!! Dont expect alot from life just hope for the best, but even when you think you have it. LIFE STRIKES AGAIN!!!

Hatin Ass Bitches!
So let me tell you...! theres this girl who keeps callin my wife and i really wish she would stop! I mean she doesnt answer the phone and she just calls back to back and its just like Hello Bitch she obviously dont wanna talk to you... but i guess some people just dont get the hint! So anyways just let me know what you think about these type of girls or if you even know where im comin from

Prayer Requests!
Hi my cherry people, This is my cry for hope, faith, strength in my times of weakness...For those who know me and know the battle that satan and i are in right now my new profile name and this blog will make sense too you guys, however for the rest of you out there let me tell you my story. I have someone very dear to me. Battleing with cancer, and though i know the odds of survive cancer continues to greatly in crease with treatments and support. This is my first experience. Though she is the strongest person i have ever known, i don't know that she is strong enough or has even strength or faith to pull her through this too. She has battled soberity and won for 11 years now, she has had too bury 3 out of 5 children and one soulmate that died from cancer, however in surviving as much as she has i fear that her faith is grwing very dim. She is down to 101lbs now and doesn't have the strength she once had. And i too am at my wits end. So i am turning it over to the lord...and all th

4 Sale!!!
I'm selling a 12" infinity Sub in a box with a Kicker amp. if anyones interested in buying please let me know. i'm not setting a price just yet but i am accepting offers. please email me psycho_pathic_juggalette@yahoo.com...i have pics if you wanna see

Hail Eris!
And Lo The Day has come!!! Cripes in all his/her glory is coming to make things bobble and bump, jostle and jive! Cripes is Coming to a town near you, But not your town, as he/she is tired of all these Show Dates! Cripes, the entirety of the oops, the whole of the uh oh, the bastard child of Eris and the great Wosname, is coming. Be ready for anything and nothing at all, for LO and Whoopie the great and acceptable Cripes Is coming. The Day is soon before the last other day prior to the weekend but not on a fried day, mar your calenders for the great day of Holy Cripes! Nothing in this notice is for your consumption as it may cause wind. Perhaps even an outbreak of Spoot. There are no typos nor is there any mistakes.

Confused ....
If someone you thought was great and they started what you thought was something and they posted a blog that was advertising for a "special someone" how exactly should you take that ..... is it me or is that confusing.?

Just Wondering
i've been into the WORD(BIBLE) for a few months now and i'm really starting to get a real good understanding of how life should really be, and thats what i really want for me and my children. i just want to be happy, thats it. Is that too much to ask? i dont ask for much but what i do ask of my mate i inspect for him to provide when i cant do it at that time. And it should be the same for him. Is that hard to do? just wondering

Life As A Solder
this is the life of a solder You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________________________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. ___________________________________________

Leaving For A While
hey to all of those on my friends and family list .. just wanted to let u all now that i wont be here for a while.. cant say how long. i just have my priorities to worry about right now. i appreciate being welcomed to the site by all of u but i do need to go... take care

I Am Gone Now..
I am gone now,.. And may not return. Take care all of you friends!! And do not forget that I am always watching. Some of you think that I speak of games. And MANY others know Who I am, and know of the truths that I speak of. I will always be here and there. But I may never be "here" again. I bid you all Fair Well. Adeu Adeu, To you and you. I am now leaving behind, all that I knew. So please take care, and listen to the air. For I speak to thee, from upon my knee. In an eternal resting place, Serving an Ace. Together, Forever. I the Ghost of Grace. Signed: Father Death

Being Hated
no matter how hard i try im still always in the wronge.i try i be happy and put on another mask.the last mask fell off and so did my life down with it.it feels as if all my saftypinz have just riped bigger holes in my heart and now my heart it bleeding.i wonder when im going to start througing up the blood.

Band Of Brothers
THE FOUNDERS♂МдяQ v.2.0@ CherryTAPAchilles@ CherryTAP(PLEASE NOTE if your NOT on this LIST your NOT in BAND of BROTHERS) 68 MEMBERS please ADD and/or FAN all other MEMBERS in group!This is NOT a BOMB SQUAD or FAN ME bullshit....This group of people inform and protect each other from down raters,Stalkers,Drama People.What we do is after someone in our group was been down rated we go and up rate or FIX the photo's that have been down rated and BLOCK the USER that did it ...also posting his link.We need VIC'S to drop 11's on the PHOTO.For now I'm going to use my C.T.A.F members to ACT.All the people who join I will add to my ALBUM (BAND OF BROTHERS) from there you can see other members and click the name to go to their profile.Please NOTE we DO NOT ACCEPT cherries on the TOP 50 or DRAMA people.MUST have a SALUTE ...last of all WE DON'T UP-RATE NSFW photo's .Also please note I must RIP your main photo for ID,It will be placed in my B of B album with NO RIP option

What Is?
*Kiss on the Stomach --- We are having sex. I am anyway *Kiss on the Forehead --- Be good *Kiss on the Ear --- If my tongue is in your ear, we're getting ready *Kiss on the Cheek --- Friends *Kiss on the Hand --- Must be a European thing. *Kiss on the Neck --- sensuous, we're getting ready again *Kiss on the Shoulder --- I'm playing. Want to see what you'll do. *Kiss on the Lips --- Oh, we are getting into it. What the gesture means... *Holding Hands --- That's a girl thing *Slap on the Butt --- "That's a guy thing *Playing with the Ear --- I want you now. *Holding on tight --- Want to feel your body next to mine. *Looking into each other's Eyes --- Nov verbal sex talk *Playing with Hair on Head --- Caressing you. *Arms around the Waist --- Here we go. Into it again *Laughing while Kissing --- I don't do that. I'm serious --Advice-- * Don't ask for a kiss, take one. I do every time *If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Grandpa
Yesterday morning, as I was headin to see my grandpa, my mother and I got a call that said he had passed away.. He went peacefully ... ate breakfast closed his eyes and never opened them again... no pain... I will miss ya grandpa WILD Bill!

This Is Beautiful It I Was On Love(i Have This On Myspace)
This is beautiful if I was in LOVE ..> This is beautiful if I was in Love Breathless Thought our time together has been brief your charm and passion have set my captive soul free, and I am... Breathless With every smile, every laugh you erase dark days of a bitter past and I am... Breathless With every word you speak, this tattered heart skips yet another beat and i am... Breathless By day my thoughts are filled with you, my dreams at night are in full bloom, and I am.. Breathless You say "I love you" and we were meant to be, my once guarded heart you now hold the key and i am.... Breathless Fate has brought us close together, and destiny now is ours forever You took away my pain and sorrow, turned it to joy for a better tomorrow, and I am.... breathless

Horoscope June 24, 2007
You're feeling some qualms, and it's no wonder. You're on the threshold of a major change. Be gentle with yourself and don't try to push past this, but don't let apprehension stop you from moving forward either.

Camping 6=22-24
Just got home from camping this weekend. It was a good time, but also a bad time if that makes sense? I felt sick ALL weekend. So sore, weak, and tired I'd have to go lay down. I felt bad because I couldn't always be out socializing(there was a whole group of us camping). Tiger & Colton did some fishing which they both love. But Tiger was/is in some sort of cranky mood which makes me be in a mood :( I was able to pick up someones wireless internet while we were there, but felt too crappy to get on CT and really do anything! Anyways I'm glad we're now home & I'm definitely ready for a nap. Hope everyone has had a wonderful weekend :) Laterz

Banned Of Brothers And Sisters
THE FOUNDERS ♂МдяQ v.2.0 @ CherryTAP Achilles @ CherryTAP (PLEASE NOTE if your NOT on this LIST your NOT in BAND of BROTHERS) 68 MEMBERS please ADD and/or FAN all other MEMBERS in group!This is NOT a BOMB SQUAD or FAN ME bullshit....This group of people inform and protect each other from down raters,Stalkers,Drama People.What we do is after someone in our group was been down rated we go and up rate or FIX the photo's that have been down rated and BLOCK the USER that did it ...also posting his link.We need VIC'S to drop 11's on the PHOTO.For now I'm going to use my C.T.A.F members to ACT.All the people who join I will add to my ALBUM (BAND OF BROTHERS) from there you can see other members and click the name to go to their profile.Please NOTE we DO NOT ACCEPT cherries on the TOP 50 or DRAMA people.MUST have a SALUTE ...last of all WE DON'T UP-RATE NSFW photo's .Also please note I must RIP your main photo for ID,It will be placed in my B of B album with NO

Dear Bob, I Never Really Knew You At All.
10:28 PM - Dear Bob, I never really knew you at all. I just found out what happened. What you did. This amazes me. I am literally in shock, having a panic attack and not even being able to cry. I saw you almost every single day for over a year. No matter how I was feeling, your smile always made my day. We would sit and talk for hours about things going on and you always had the best advice anyone has ever given me. I thought of you not as a customer, but my friend. After I left BP I thought about you a lot because you were one of the most genuine people that I had ever met. I even called you to come help me, because I trusted you. I would not have, for one second, think that you could have done this...to her...to yourself. Reading up and researching I found out about your dark past and just suddenly realized that we had a lot more in common than I thought. This is why you understood me so well. I would never do what you did, but it all stems from that same place. I obviously got

Some Day
A friend of mine opened his wife's underwear drawer and picked up a silk paper wrapped package: "This, - he said - isn't any ordinary package." He unwrapped the box and stared at both the silk paper and the box. "She got this the first time we went to New York , 8 or 9 years ago. She has never put it on, was saving it for a special occasion. Well, I guess this is it. He got near the bed and placed the gift box next to the other clothings he was taking to the funeral house, his wife had just died. He turned to me and said: "Never save something for a special occasion. Every day in your life is a special occasion". I still think those words changed my life. Now I read more and clean less.I sit on the porch without worrying about anything. I spend more time with my family, and less at work. I understood that life should be a source of experience to be lived up to, not survived through. I no longer keep anything. I use crystal glasses every day.. I'll wear new clot

Ill Be Online When I Can
ill be online when i can my dad is very sick he's back in the hospital was borderline of a heart attck his kidneys are down . im sorry but spending alotta time with him right now ill be back on when i can

Darkside Family Members
Starting today I am now accepting applications for the FIRST official contest sponsored by the Darkside Guys and Dollies. This contest will be fun, it will be to see who holds the title of Mr and Miss Darkside, there will be a new winner every month. So we will begin for October. Get your entries in now, your sexiest SFW pics you can send me and once I have 8 entries for both men and women we will open the voting. This will be a rates and comments contest. The one with the most at the end will be decreed Mr and Miss Darkside. So come on, enter.!!! send your entries to darksideguysanddollies@gmail.com This is the new email for the whole Family. Thanks, you can reach any of us this way.

Cherry Tapping
I love this place man...It is addicting...Probably as addicting as those online World of Warcraft and City of Heroes games. I like the fact that people from everywhere, are on here and for the most part, are very supportive of one another's ventures and seem to encourage each other in their personal endeavors. How things work on here and accessing all the features is not all that clear but by and large, it is fun seeing how shit will work out on here... You ladies on here are awesome..You look good and talk good and I have met some very special people here...Cool... Wish I could participate in those online surveys but I can't cause I'm from Canada and it's exclusively USA..that's a bit unfair

Marriage
It's been a week since it all went down. My wife threw me out of our house. I'd found out a couple months ago that my wife wanted a divorce, but because I have a deployment coming up, we'd agreed to let me stay so that I can spend time with the kids. We also agreed to hold out on the divorce until I got back from Iraq. Then I left for annual training, and after I left she got to thinking, and decided that she didn't want to do all of that. Two days into training, I get a text from her telling me to call home later that evening. When I finally called, she informed me that her parents were paying for the divorce, and that their stipulation was that I move out. Less than 24 hours after I got back from training, most of my stuff was packed, and I was moving in with a friend of mine in Springfield. I've been here for a week, and I've been doing a lot of thinking. I'm kinda glad the she fucked me over the way she did. I've been a lot happier since I moved down here. I've bee

This Is So Funny
OMG This is a long post but VERY funny!!! This is long but so funny. Hope you take the time to read to the end. Never Touchin' the Taser Again! My wife is fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something akin to "Well, I have out done myself once again." No doubt you will see this true story chronicled in a Lifetime movie in the near future. Here goes... Last weekend when shopping for my wifes Christmas present, I spied something at the pawn shop that tickled my fancy. (Note: Keep in mind that my "fancy" is easily tickled). I bought something really cool for my wife. It being Christmas and all, I was looking for a little something extra nice for my sweet wife. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Taser gun with a clip. For those of you who are not familiar with this product, it is a less-than-lethal stun gun with two metal prongs designed to incapacitate an assailant with a shock of high-voltage, low amperage electricity while you

Love
What Does Love Mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 ------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 -----------------------------------

Here Is A Downrater List I Will Be Hunting To Extinction
ok this is only a partial list, but the most vile of them. they came and downrated me for no reason and then said vile thins to me like i am ugly etc.... obedient 1...........#962238 projeckt 1...........#943246 babyboo.............#928770 chronic chick......#898714 babi gurl.............#931305 onehengirltaylor..#930752 lighning mqueen..#499051 i hate america.....#896023 canadian stoner..#898235 $krazy$$kronik.#870469 butterfly.............#826506 da white sox......#767639 justin285...........#308347 downrater.........#834822 upandready.......#494293 lizard................#880905 these people are the vilest and when you go to block them can you send me a copy of the link to their profile? thanks

Hello
I'm playing around on here and thought I would post a hello to all who see my page. A lil about me is I'm 30 yrs happily married to fellow CT'er BOBBY JARVIS! He's very important to me and I love him dearly so please know I am not here to hook up. Well guys I'm still learning I had stopped playing on here but decided I would today. Later guys!!

Sage Sweetwater's Lesbian Poetry
Sage Sweetwater bringing you the Upper Tier in lesbian poetry For the rest of the poem in audio, you must hit this link where Sage Sweetwater is a featured celebrity firebrand lesbian novelist on Authors Den! http://www.authorsden.com/visit/viewpoetry.asp?id=193551 the sage was so authentic looking, she knew someone was going to put her on a pony, Jesus did, her cowgirl hat crossed the religious borders, Jesus told the angels, "give these two lesbian women these ponies and the Duke, send Franklin Mint proceeds from the collection plate you take up on Sunday, present these lesbians with the John Wayne Official Collectors Plate - 24 karat gold-rimmed," Jesus Christ! Woodstock! Chokecherries! Serviceberries! Kinnikinick! load the pipe! 7,500 feet timberline, let's get high! now here was one good, authentic Montana Jesus astride a horse, waxed mustache and beard, well worn blue jeans with a comb fade-out imprint in his right back pocket, no

Why Bother, Nobody Reads Them
Two thoughts come to mind, The content is boring or people on cherrytap are not here for literary content. My guess is it's a bit of both. Maybe a blog on here that ferments thought is out of place. Maybe when folks come to CT all they want is to be entertained. I don't think I am capable of entertaining writing. Humorous is definitely out of the question. I can't do funny. I write all the time but I never have been able to write funny. I'll have to give this some more thought!

Pretty Pweeeez
Hey all ... a true sweetheart is in a contest ... I have just reposted a bulletin asking for help for her in this contest ... I dont ask for alot .. I just chill back and do my thing... giving mad love often and not always gettin it in return ... please repost my bulletin and click on her pic and give her a few moments of your time .... she deserves it.. I am beggin for help ... and when you need help you dont have to beg me ... Thanks mucho

Car For Sale
Clean interior, great body condition 167k miles driver side door handle broke off .. still can get in and out left cvc joint needs replacing Brand new tires battery brakes all put on within the last two months cold AC good system everything runs great rides great cant beat the price... color silver 4 door looking for 1600 to 2800 obo email if interested must be serious to buy mgandara202@comcast.net

Condo For Rent Or Sale
SALE = 2 bedroom 1 bath condo in non-age restricted community Freashly painted, neutral decor, ceiling fans, inclosed glass porch, new heat pump. Tile in kitchen and bath. Full size washer with dryer hookup. REDUCED PRICE at $97,900 RENT = Includes cable TV, water, sewer and garbage Clubhouse with pool, laundromat and close bus transportation. Near lots or restaurants and shopping! looking for $700-$750 a month READY TO RENT OR SELL IMMEDIATLY! Right next to hwy19 and 541! email or reply at mgandara202@comcast.net for more information!

Best Buyz 4 Less
Hi everyone, This is going to be my blog for my store Best Buyz 4 less, your one stop shopping for Consumer Electronics, Gaming and more! We have things from Gamboys to the PS3 and 360. Computer parts, video cards, TV, Monitors, GPS and even things just for the ladies. I am going to use this blog as updates and info about Best Buyz 4 Less so if you wish to know, you can follow what's new and what's going on. Right now new items are being added on a weekly bases, every friday night, and usually at least 20 items or more so every week there are always new things to see. So check it out at "www.bestbuyz4less.com?cherrytap" minus the Quotes of course, make sure you sign up for the newsletters, every month i send out coupons for great savings!! For reading this blog you can use the coupon code: "CTS0607" to save up to 12% on your total order of anything over $150. Valid through July 31st! See you there and happy shopping!!!

Fuck Yall Fakes
So yea I havee figured that ppl only hit u up when they want something. All this damn fakes only got ya 2 have points and shit so whoever the fuck i dont talk to, ya ass getting delete, say watever the fuck u want, talk all the b.s but at the end of the day im still saying FUCK YOU. holla at me bitches....

Online
Ok I want to let everyone know that I have been experiencing problems with being online. Not sure yet if it is my router or a bad connection but I will be online either on CT or somewhere else and either my screen freezes or I just get booted. So if I am here and all of a sudden I am not it's not that I left anyone hanging on purpose it's my connection. Also if it has to do with the connection I have to go and unplug the router and reset it so it takes awhile and sometimes that doesnt work so I usually if I am sleepy or am busy will just give up and try again later. oh well the frustrations of internet problems..fun fun fun

Mike
Hi my name is Mike im 39 yrs. old and single. I have 4 kids in my life One is my son Phillip he is 17 midly autistic yet is the best thing that has happened to me. The other is a daughter named Ashlie. She is 18 and i am very proud of her graduating on June 2nd 2007. I also have twins be the name of Matt and Mark, they are 14. All of them live at home with me. I was married for 19 yrs. I got left for another man. She now lives in Indy and doesnt want to see the kids. Four yrs. ago i got shot in the leg and have had pain and suffering ever since. Yet i still get up every mourning and walk and go on through everyday life. I'm no one special, to me im 6 ft. 1inces tall, i weigh 301 lbs. I am one of the few generous and chilverous men left one the planet. My blonde hair and blue eyes aren't too bad either. I love to camp, fish and hunt. I love to spend time with my family. I'm the crocidile dundee, superman, and a therapist all rolled into one. I dont like people who li

Crushes
So...one day I came on my loverly CherryTap webpage to find that I have a crush...now i knowwwwwwwwwwwwwww it doesnt tell me who it is ..and those types of things should remain a secret but..To the person that has this crush..if you come forth and identify urself with proof that u are my crush..i will give you my msn messenger address and get on cam for you...That is all

Stoner Journal 101
what would be the wierdest thing to think about... humm... i donno but i am watching this crazy movie, that has a monkey in it. like how real would that be. not like it could happen in real life. so... i start work tomarrow at moxies. i work with my husband and i think it will be ok. thats all i wanna right right now but i will start again in a few.............................................................................i was just folding clothes and i just remembered that american dad was on and then family guy lol... and i am tripping out on the alien but ya its funny......back to the cloths i go lol....tehehehehe................................................................OMG... this is so hard i am just going to stop.

Progress
Sunday, June 24, 2007 Progress~! Kaleb is making progress! Friday night a Native American Christian Pastor came up to the room and played the wooden flute for Kaleb... It was absolutely beautiful. Kaleb loved it, he responed so much. He was moing his whole body and opening his eyes. It was wonderful to see such a positive response out of him. So he will be coming back once a week and I am looking forward to this. Early Saturday AM Kaleb had a couple spells of tachycardia (high heart rate) and problems maintaining his tempeture. They've taken the air blower off of him and have replaced it with a heating Pad that is underneath a buch of sheets on his bed. He had periods where he was awake on Saturday. I worked him out and he tried to fight me so that is a good thing. Him showing resistence shows that he is thinking. We talked to the doctors and hopefully he will be making some progress. The menengitis is pretty much gone. They are giving him one more trea

Are We Letting Our Children Grow Up Too Fast?
Are We Letting Our Children Grow Up Too Fast? I saw something very disturbing the other day, which brings me to my blog today. My family and I were standing in the checkout lane at Wal-Mart and standing in front of us was a mother and her daughter. The mother was around my age and the daughter could not have been over the age of 9. I was watching the mother and daughter talk back and forth and thought of myself and my daughter talking pretty much the same way…just normal stuff like clothes and nail polish…you know girl stuff. Well, as I was watching the two banter back and forth I looked at the girls shirt because I though that it was a pretty shade of pink…. well to my amazement the words “PORN STAR” was on the front of this little girls shirt. The mother sees me reading her shirt and also sees me raise my eyebrows. The mother starts talking to me saying, “Kids nowadays wear the most outrageous clothes. When I take her shopping she won’t even let me pick out her

Rock N Roll
What Guitar Are You?GibsonYou're more or less a mellow guitar. You're not known for your heavy riffs or true metal style, but you stand out and provide excellent quality among the masses. Many famous soloists rely on you for their technical riffs and fast play. Your popular artists are Kid Rock, Soil and AC/DC.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Rock N Roll
What Guitar Are You?IbanezYou're the hardest, baddest, most insane metal guitar out there. You're 100% true bred metal and you wouldn't have it any other way. Nothing can touch you in any category when it comes to pure, raw metal. Rock on! Your popular artists are Between The Buried And Me, Korn and 12 Stones.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

These Are Fun!
Which Greek Goddess are you?HeraYou reign high above others as the queen, as Hera was queen of Olympus. You are a young, gorgeous woman and you are the most beautiful of all Goddesses. Your symbol is the peacock. You are strong on your beliefs about monogamy and the sanctity of marriage but if you become over-bearing in preaching it, you will most likely end up with someone who will be anything but monogamous. However, even if this does happen, you'll have a long line of far better suiters who'd do anything to be with the most beautiful Goddess of them all. How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Sex Sex Sex
Whats your sex style?Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic This one was pretty true! :)

Read This!!
Do us a favor and dont add us if your rude or a bitch!! And if you accepted our add request with no interest in talking to us then why the hell would you do that for? Do us both a favor and delete us then,cause we dont have time for your bullshit games! We are here to have fun BITCH!!

Hey Ct Members
Hey guys, how is everyone. I'm just posting this blog to tell all you guys to do your parts for one another to help see others move up through the ranks. Some of us are new to this site, and some of us have been around since the site was still LostCherry.com... But we all know how much it sucks to build yourself up on here from scratch. So help each other out, rate any and all you can. Don't just look through for peoples pics. Even if you don't like the pics, it doesn't take no time to throw a rating on it. Well catch all you all later on CT. Peace, Brent/A.K.A.Baney Rooster

I Hate This
tired of this can't anyone make this pain go away i don't know what it is why do i feel like i'm drowning sinking in an ocean of my own tears locked in my room my own prison cell the only light comes from my computer screen and the muted television my back hurts from sleeping so much my eyes are soar from the rivers of tears constantly flowing i am thankful for my few true friends i have try to brighten up my day still can remove the pain though nothing makes it go away curled up fetus position i hold myself and ask why why does this pain come like this and from where will it ever stop and how can you tell me how to make it stop please can't anyone help me i don't want to be here alone anymore why am i always alone i just want to laugh and smile the way that i used to not a care in sight i had the world at my fingertips how did i lose that feeling will i ever have it back will the pain ever stop god i hope so i can't take much more o

Vanilla Blog
hey to all of u hope all is well with ya'll srry haven't been around much i have went threw allot of changes in my life so i just haven't had a hole lot of time too do the net but i post new pics of me and i will be add more stuff along the way i have changed my page as well add new stuff to it so that is sum thing different to see. I just wanted to let all of u no that i am gone be on more soon as i get all these changes in my life done k! Tell then enjoy the new photos n page stuff i did!!

Ntdaily Story
Inner City All-Stars take tunes to Apollo Lyndsay Knecht Staff Writer Issue date: 3/31/04 Vocalist Nikki Velonis will not take the stage at Fair Park Thursday with the band who hired her as their singer last fall. The eight remaining members of the Inner City All-Stars Brass Band of Denton will try to win the crowd over without her at the Showtime at the Apollo Tour in Dallas. An auditor at the preliminary tryouts designated the New Orleans-style funk band to compete as the only instrumental group of 15 acts that made the cut, 10 of which were singers. Velonis, a former NT student from Bedford, insisted that she and the All-Stars "tore it up" in the audition room. Still, it came as no surprise to her that diversity amongst the acts affected the judges' final decision. "For some reason, I had a sneaking suspicion ... I've been to so many of those kinds of auditions," she said. Velonis also performs with the Denton jazz band Rare, one of the groups feature

Rantings Of A Madman
I've been thinking an awful lot latley about life in general. Tonight, something struck me, something I have never seen before. I feel that I live in one of the most scummiest places I ever have. I loathe Woonsocket more and more each day. I'd prefer living in Providence..... yea, that's how bad its gotten. But tonight, I was walking home from a friend's house and taking the back streets, which is always fun because I feel I'm living in a post-apocalyptic world where there is no sign of life aside from street lights and abandoned cars, but I digress. I see something blinking green in the grass and I think to myself, "ooooh, maybe someone dropped some electronic device." (Yes, I was that geeky about it and did say "electronic device") I walk over to it and realize its a firefly. So, I put my finger next to it and it crawled right on.... I was just staring at it for a good 5 minutes, just looking in awe at the glowing bug. I started walking with the bug still on my hand... and

I Tried (work Related)
Why is it that no one will listen to the person who knows their shit? I get people with more rank then me all day telling me i don't know shit about my job and to just get it done. Well for someone who doesn't know shit i sure do enough to cover their asses. "We need this now," they say. So what do i tell em. "no one has one, trust me. we went through this last week." "we don't care, shit us one but you better find one." So after calling every concievable person, getting confirmation from all of them. THEN and ONLY THEN was it good enough. and then the assholes have to audacity to tell me "we told you so." people are lucky, hell I'M Lucky, that i have as much self control as i do, or they would end up hurt, and i'd end up a lower rank. sorry for the venting but it was either this or break my hand against the wall. I think i chose the better alternative. Jayden

Poem
Maybe they say we're young because we're still looking for something special. Maybe it's because there are still things we can't describe with a single word. A thousand points of light spread outward, above the water. It would have been night, but for the moment, in a moving space, the cruise ship beat it back. It was a place as such which couldn’t exist, slicing through heavy ocean air. Spelunking. It struck him… they could be spelunking the world. As we exist we are affected by everything, even if unaware, there is nothing we have not touched in some way. Hello and a smile. “Hello.” He smiled. The old man across the table tipped his head slightly, also smiling. Particularly broad and creased, the dark folds of his face just under the eyes and above the cheeks. Perhaps they creased often; Perhaps a man of smiles. So what else? Back on deck Chinese lanterns swayed easy within the glow; strange because there was excitement. The boy looked down at water

Random Thought
ok so the worst thing about being up at 4am is you do a lot of thinking. over the past few weeks my life has made a lot of changes. ive come close to people ive never expected to meet a day in my life. one of my best friends moved back home and just so much has been going on. im realizing that no matter how much you try people come and people go. but youll always have the memories of them being there. thats the part of happiness we often lose track of. sure theres plenty of things left unsaid that you still wish you could say but thats the part of life you win some you lose some. its time to learn from our mistakes and just let it go. and dont ever forget that theres people out there that still dont know what they want so help guide them to find themselves. never give up on the ones you love cuz in the end theyll be the only ones that will truly be there for you. just hang in there and give them the time and space they need but dont get to distant because you never know if your giving

Thinking
How many of us really search deep inside to find who we are? How many of us reach for that unattainable grasp of self that eludes us all? I have wandered that path, alone, lost, and confused for most of my life. Every so often i found someone to guide me to a new, previously unfound trail on that path. And yet i still wonder, have i obtained my goal? Have i followed those precepts and standards that i set for myself so long ago? Oh how i loath questions with answers that lead to more questions. Jayden

Music
Music is a door, An escape to a different world. A world you make and control in your mind. Music is a hero, One to cheer your spirits when you are down. Music is an enemy, sometimes the lyrics bring you down. Music is your personality, expressed through song. The music player, Is you, the one holding it all together. Music is an awakening to the real world. Its lyrics are real and true. Music is a best friend, One to give advice when you need it. Music is what you think of it. Its starts off empty and colorless, and escalates to something more, your own world.

My First True Love
MY FIRST TRUE LOVE Could you be my first true love ... the one that I have been searching for ... How could I have missed you? All of this time, all of these years?? What a small world we live in now with cyber space as our home doesn't matter where you are ... you are only seconds away from where I roam We found each other here ... .... hypnotized .... sharing common interests .. goals, values, likes and dislikes, and yearning to look into each other's eyes There is so much that we can still learn still share .. still do together to make our lives so rewarding .. so rich, so simple to even enjoy the weather I am so glad I have finally found you To dream of years to come to know that you will be here to support .. to love .. to care . MY FIRST TRUE LOVE!! It feels so right ... You are everything I have been waiting for You are everything I need ... Love , Nena!!

A Special World
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

What I Love About You
What I Love About You I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Strangers Once
A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about.

Winter Moonlight
Winter Moonlight The snow, so peaceful and serene, caressed by the soft moonlight, gave magical feelings to the night. The soft blue glow, the lovers' words that then did flow, their lips closer and closer until, locked in the throes of a passionate embrace, he decided to express his feelings, to keep her safe. He whispered softly, his words like music to her ears, "I Love You," and her response the same, heard like the gentle breeze, "And I, love you, forever." That was the night they promised to be together through everything, each to care for the other when old and gray A lovers' pact the most likely to last.

Line Haul Vs. Harbor Work
I would like to start by saying that I am not trying to make one specialty more or less important than the other one. In my time working on towboats I have heard the arguments between both shift boats and trip boats about how one job is tougher than the other. In my opinion they are both challenging in their own way. On a trip boat, the crew has tow work, housekeeping, cooking and cleaning, in addition to the daily routine of vessel maintenance and repairs. The crew has to deal with the weather, such as rough seas, fog, rain, high-water, vessel traffic. The pilots have to deal with the pressures of making decisions which effect the entire crew and with the expectations of higher-ups to make the miles. There is the issue of riding over. It is so common these days to get a call from the office on crew change and being told that you r relief did not show. And of course, the real biggie, living aboard. Long trips away from home and family. Away from

Over You
The day comes, when you walked away, You took everything and left me a note, saying goodbye. That was the worst day of my life. Feeling hurt and left with nothing my heart broke into pieces I never know how to mend my heart back after that day it tear my heart into pieces I broke down in tears everyday when I drive thru the place where we will sit down down in a corner. Looking at the old photos of me and u, I feel helpless I cant believe u broke my heart! Its been a year ever since u left Things have been going well At times, its lonely At times, its cold At times, its hard to breath But I get over it. One day, I will pick up the pieces and forget about you. I will get over you.

Can You Help
My fiance sweetlady_tx (stacey) is in a contest. I need my friends to stop by and help her out if you can. I know that I have alot of loyal friends and any help you can give her would be greatly appreciated. First place is a 30 day blast and she really wants to win it. Thank you in advance for any help you can give.

Unfaithful
Ever been unfaithful to your partner? Ever look at your partner when u are back after an affair? Ever think its wrong? Ever wondered why you did it? Ever think of stopping it? Is there a valid reason for being unfaithful? Is it wrong to ever started it. What is the reason of doing that? I stopped the car, looked into the mirror, another day went by, another day i was with the other woman, I know its wrong and i cant controlled myself I told her that I am going out with the boys, and it won't be long She gives me a smile and say " take you time" And I left. Walking to the door I see her opening up the door Filled with smiles, Telling me dinner is ready. I stared into her eyes and I wondered Does she know? Maybe she knows I'm unfaithful but she will never asked. It breaks her heart but she is holding on It kills her inside but she just wants me to be happy. I dont want to do this anymore, I dont want to hurt her anymore, I dont want to tear her apart, B

Time Running Out
PLease help me out on this one. Get your friends and fans to help as well . Contest will open tonite at 8 pm so hurry before time runs out and get your pic to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dont let me down please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 Wife to Kewlrunning@ CherryTAP

Cherry Tap
I ran across this while looking for something else, and felt I should blog it here, as it may be of interest to Cherry Tap users. TOAST OF THE TOWN Buddies' virtual pub puts 'Cheers' camaraderie online for everyone Heather Maddan, Chronicle Staff Writer Sunday, April 1, 2007 Staying in is the new going out for CherryTap.com, an online pub where you never have to worry about last call. Forget cover charges and dress codes, the Web site watering hole -- which says it has 780,000-plus members -- offers those 18 and older the opportunity to mingle without leaving the comfort of their computers. Users earn "cherry bucks'' for interacting and can cash them in at the virtual gift store to buy presents for other users. A plethora of goods, from gag gifts like a pair of beer goggles or a chill pill to flirtier ones -- a condom or fuzzy handcuffs -- are available there. Co-founders Bill Lee, Mike Hed- lund and Ryan Riccitelli "scraped together money off credit cards

1st Blog
My name is Terrie and it's nice to be apart of this site. I love to meet new people and go out from time to time. i am very easy to get along with and alot of fun to be around. i like to drink but it doesn't revolve around my life all i need is a dance floor and thats where you will find me for the rest of the night. I LOVE TO DANCE. i like nascar and i do attend the races and it is such a rush when your there hearing the cars fly by and the smell of racing fuel now thats the best of all. i am some how lost for words so if there is something that you would like to know please ask..

My Pregnancy
hello there im Antonia and im pregnant my baby is due on the 24th of december yes a christmas baby hehe cant wait, hmmm, i dont no wat it is yet but if its a girl im calling it Serena and for a boy its going to be called Reece xx

Hot Weather!
Is it to much to ask for a leagal bill to be passed that us women with large breasts to go topless! I mean its hot out thier and Im constantly pushen em up and thinkin about carryin around a spray bottle just for the girls!

Going Insane
GOING INSANE... Category: Writing and Poetry MY DOOR SLAMS WITH THE SANDS OF TIME AND I WOULD KILL FOR A PIECE OF MIND... I'M DOING PUSH-UPS IN A VERTICAL STANCE... WHILE STARING AT THE FLOOR WATCHING DEMONS DANCE.. MY KNUCKLES ON STEEL BARS,ALL FULL OF BLOOD SEARCHING THROUGH DARKNESS I SEE NO LOVE... NOW THE LORD IS ON MY SHOULDER AND SATAN'S ON MY LAP AND IN MY OWN MIND...I CAN HEAR THEM BOTH LAUGH. I'M GOING INSANE.

Here And Now
unforbidden shadows of you formed yesterday i ran away to a room here on the bay interrupted life again, another new beginning where the silence echoes you're no longer with me here and now, i feel that i'm embracing freedom even though i may be alone, but that's ok through the darkness i would walk in the streets confessions never seemed to provide me with a release held me down and tried to cure me tried to give me reason but nothing could separate this burdened mind from me here and now, i feel that i'm embracing freedom even though i may be alone, but that's ok and looking out to a different sky will disengage me absence is never the answer, i know, but it serves as my shade i do not seek and do not intend to find a calmer ocean or a sun that will never rise my world will never change and time will bring you to my thoughts and i'll move on and then forget you all over again moving on, i can forgive you all over again here and now, i feel that i'm embrac

My Space
Hey Ya'll Thanks so much for visiting my profile and thanks to Russ for inviting me! I wanted to share my space profile with you. I am an independent country singer and am working to get out there on the road! Please visit www.myspace.com/melissabrownfanclub and let me know what you think!! Melissa

You've Got Served!
You Got Served! You have just been KISSED by the Dancing Baby! something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life if you break this you will not be cursed but good luck will not come your way for the next year . Everyone can use some fun and Good Luck so Send this to 5 people in 15min

The Dark Jedi's Code
The Dark Jedi's Code The Sith are the children of the Dark Side, with pure rage and hatred as their traits and full-fledged aggression as their essence. To the good and orderly Jedi, who have a long code full of strict protocols, the Dark Jedi seem to be unbound by code or rule, free to do as they wish...doing whatever it takes to fulfill their dark desires for themselves or for their Masters. The Dark Jedi derive their power from Fear, Anger, and Hate, tapping into the dark pool of pure Sith mystics. These are what power the Dark Jedi. Yet, the Dark Jedi, indeed do have a code of their own. Here, uncovered for the first time in history, it is. There is no peace, there is anger. There is no fear, there is power. There is no death, there is immortality. There is no weakness, there is the Dark Side. I am the Heart of Darkness. I know no fear, But rather I instill it in my enemies. I am the destoyer of worlds. I know the power of the Dark Side. I am the fire of hate

No Matter What
as discouraging this may be i refuse to let myself let go it would be to easy just to give up i've never been one for taking the easy way through i don't see any gain in starting that now this love i have is like no other i have felt and the situation in which this emotion rests is surly far from any place i have seen before i hope that you do not let this drive you away i hope that you do not decide to take the easy way i can't blame you if you do as i know this not the most ideal thing t go through and i wont hate you if you do cause i could never do that but i will understand and will always be here ready for that chance it hurts inside because i feel so stuck i hate that the burden i have placed on you that i have no way to step up if i could make a move god i would have already made it no question about it but as of this moment that is not an option i hate that i have never felt so helpless in my life though i have also never had anything just handed

Listen 2 Me On Www.bbwradio.com Tonight!
Come check me and my best friend "Thick" on the TNT Show tonight! The show is 8-11pm est. The topics r 10 things that ruin your sex life and safer sex practices. Join us in the video chat and express yourself. We r gonna have a ball! U KNOW u r gonna be online so u might as well be with us. :0) We will play some hot music and act a fool I promise u that. come check us out at www.bbwradio.com! D'

Golden Petals...
Ive Often Wondered if there's a perfect family. Ive always longed for undevidedness and sought stability.... A flower taught me how to pray, But as I grew, that flower changed she started flailing in the wind .. like golden petals scattering. I gravitated towards a patriarch so young predictably.. I was resigned to spend my life wit a maze of misery... A boy and a girl befriended me.. we we're bonded through despondency I stayed so long but finally I fled to save my sanity... so many i considered closest to me. turned on a dime and sold me out dutifully ..... Although that knife was chipping away at me They turned their eyes away from me and went to sleep.........

Six Flags
Ok, this weekend was fun, but I'm wore out! Saturday, my boyfriend, brother and sister-in-law, traveled a little over 2 hours to go to Arlington, TX to Six Flags over Texas...spent all day there, stayed the night in a hotel, then, got up Sunday morning and went to Hurricane Harbor (used to be Wet-N-Wild water park). Got a little sun burned......but, it was fun....the calves of my legs are killing me though! Think I'm getting too old for this stuff!!! ;)

Ways To Turn Down Unwanted Men !!!!
HE : Can I buy you a drink? > SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money. > > HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like >yours. > SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face >like yours. > > HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice? > SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same mistake >twice. > > HE : How did you get to be so beautiful? > SHE : I must've been given your share. > > HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday? > SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend. > > HE : Your face must turn a few heads. > SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs. > > HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out. > SHE : Okay, get out. > > HE : I think I could make you very happy. > SHE

I Need Answers......
Ok this is for all the Guys I need some help and you are it.. it is something that all women have wanted to know for a long time... so here I am gonna ask it... and I need you to be completly honest with all answers to this please... I Want to know what is it that All you Guys Look for in a Women that Attracts you to her first. what you don't like I wanna know it all.. please help mw with this

I'll Be There For You Lyrics
Rembrants I'll Be There For You Lyrics So no one told you life was gonna be this way Your jobs a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A. It's like you're always stuck in second gear And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year but.. I'll be there for you When the rain starts to pour I'll be there for you Like I've been there before I'll be there for you 'Cuz you're there for me too... You're still in bed at ten And work began at eight You've burned your breakfast So far... things are goin' great Your mother warned you there'd be days like these Oh but she didn't tell you when the world has brought You down to your knees that... I'll be there for you When the rain starts to pour I'll be there for you Like I've been there before I'll be there for you 'Cuz you're there for me too... No one could ever know me No one could ever see me Seems you're the only one who knows What it's like to be me Someone to face the

It Just F****** Figures
i gave you my heart and told you to keep it but you handing it back and now its in pieces what will i do to mend it again i swore i was never gonna let this happen again what am i really supposed to do now maybe this super glue will hold it for now i think you forgot to give me back a piece or two this feeling inside god i hate this feeling inside how could you let this happen Fuck how could I let this happen i feel like such a fool all i wanted was to give you the world i wanted to make you smile i wanted you to find that place you could call home well, i guess now you have it i hope it makes you smile i hope that everyday when you wake up you give thanks for your life and it is truly what you want i just wish i had a chance fuck i never had a chance in the world i see that now why did you make me love you why did you ever say those words you fucking said them first god i wish i could hate you but i can't i still fucking love you fuck it my

My Point Ovew
hi all . Is she out there miss right not miss right now. i do not hink she is i have been looking for somtime now and i can not seam to find her , i find ones that i think are miss right but turn out to be miss right now . I want to find that one person that i can spend the rest of my life with and never have to go looking any more. She has to be a bbw that is in love with life and loves to live it , she whould love me and my little one no matter what, she whould want more kids some time , and she has to be ok in the head not all messed up and un happy all the time , must love going out and takeing long walks on the beach at night , must love the outdoors and bening out in , caping , fishing exe . so tell me all of you that read this am i ask for to much , and is there any one out there like this for my tell me what you think.

Phrases Everyone Should Know
Success is not the result of spontaneous combustion. You have to set yourself on fire first. author reggae I would like to see things from your point of view but i cannot stick my head that far up my ass! I am the cold shiver that runs up your spine. Your just jealous that the voices only talk to me I am smiling that alone should scare you I have been a bad kitty! Quickest way to a man's heart? is through his ribcage. The more i listen to men the more lickin pussy looks better and better everyday!!!! It only seems kinky the first time. Do not disturb i am disturbed enough already!

Military Life
Body: It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ____________________________________________________ You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ________________________________________

Daddy Hurts Him
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work

My First Blog On Cherrytap
Ok, this is my first blog on here, To start I'm 24 for a little while longer anyway. My name is Becca as you have probably figured out by now. I have no kids and I am divorced. I am an open book pretty much so feel free to ask if you want to know and don't. Later Days

You Complete Me
You give me reason, to face the cold dark days, You are the person, that showed me a better way, so many miles lay between us, but you are with me always, when I am alone and empty, I always think of you, and how much I love and need you, You are the one I live for, someday we'll find a way, to change this life and be as one. You will no longer be to far away.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Hotsexxyangel
Hello all, I just wanted to let everyone know that things are good and I am making things right again. I know I went through a bad period not so long ago and I apologize for all the wrongs I did. I hope everyone will forgive me!!!

Need Musicians
I already work with a ton of talented musicians, but I am looking for interested musicians to work on producing my first solo album. The sole purpose (as of now) is to do a studio recording, its not a touring gig. People who can keep their egos in check and try to make a good album. I'v got more work to do on the music. I usually work with men, but their egos are typically worse than women (musicians that is). Message me... DFW area musicians only plz Namaste, DN

Teranical Tyrades And Musings
Once, in the not too distant past,I had the pleasure of learning the meaning of humility. I was a fast food employee for 2 years, an eternity from a financial point of view. An experience which enriched my life (entirely by accident; don't try it at home unless, like me, you had no other option at the time.) I say that it was enriching because it provided me a hands on, first person view of the people around me. Its always better to examine something one self than trust any statistical information! The observations I made were astonishing to the point of creepiness and some times disappointing beyond belief! All things occur to an arbitrarily set pattern, in the case of fast food there are many of these patterns but the most central is the times that people have been trained to eat i.e. breakfast, lunch, dinner (or as they are dubbed in the midwest Breakfast, dinner and supper.)It came to my mind early on that there was no good reason why we all have been trained since birth t

Is It Wrong To Love
is it wrong to love a man who u have spent the last 16 yrs of your life with thru thick an thin an even abuse to want him back after he has left me for another woman an has done nothing but say an do hateful things to me for i believe people change i gave him my whole life an also gave him 9 beautiful kids i dont know an i dont understand why he would just walk away an not look back like we never even exsisted to him to be with a woman who he dated in high school over 20 yrs ago someone please tell me am i wrong to want him back or right for moving on with my life for everything in my life seems to be like a big massive nightmare of nothing but hurt pain an betrayel

In Loving Memory Of
PLEASE EVERYONE SAY A PRAYER FOR A DEAR FRIENS FAMILY FOR WE JUST LOST A GREAT MAN AND HIS WIFE AND YOUNGEST SON WE LOVE YOU CHRIS,NANCY AND DENIEL WHO DIED TODAY IN THERE HOME. MORE DETAILS TO COME AS I GET THEM

Too The Team
i made me a team shocker license, if anyone from the team wants one send me the info i need for it and a link to a pic u want on it. also if u have any suggestions on making them better let me know. the links to the id is below.

Questions To Answer
Take this survey 1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be? 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? 4. Do you take compliments well? 5. Do you play Sudoku? 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? 7. Do you like to ride horses? 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it? 11. Have you lied to get out of a date? 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? 14. Use three words to describe yourself? 15. Do any songs make you cry? 16. Are you continuing your education? 17. Do you know how to shoot a gun? 18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed? 19. How often do you read books? 20. Do you think more about the past, present

"head Poem"
Penis breath a lovers dread its what you get when you give head, Unpleasant as it tends to be be grateful that he doesn't pee. Its times like that,you wonder why you even bothered reaching for his fly. But its too late,you can't be a tease. Accept the facts,get on your knees , You know you have a job to do, so open wide ,and shove it through. Lick the tips,then take it all. Don't drag your teeth,you might hear him baul, Slide up and down and use your tongue. Feel the precum start to run Your jaws ache,your neck numb Just when you can't take anymore, you hear your lovers mighty roar. And when he hits the really high note, you feel it oozing down your throat. Sticky,salty,fishy stuff,Okay already thats enough! Lets switch,you say before you gag. And what a sweet revenge,you're on the rag

Is Hell Hot Or Cold
Is Hell Hot or Cold??? The following is supposedly an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different Religions that exist in the world today. M

Chris Benoit Of Wwe Killed
WWE SUPERSTAR CHRIS BENOIT DIED LATE SUNDAY NGHT EARLY MONDAY MORNING! HIS BODY WAS FOUND MONDAY MORNING! HE CALLED INTO WWE SAYING HE WAS UNABLE TO MAKE IT TO WWE VENGENCED SUNDAY NGHT BC HIS FAMILY WAS SPITTING UP BLOOD! MONDAY MORNING HIS FAMILY WAS FOUND DEAD IN THEIR ATLANTA HOME!!!! IT HAS BEEN CONFIRMED THAT BENOIT AND HIS FAMILY WAS NOT SHOT TO DEATH (Source: WWE.com)

News
I know a few ppl have asked me if they can rip my pics and I have no problem with that. I have my pics seperated between my family and my funny stuff. I have added some new ones and as my level increases I will certainly try to get more and more fun pics. So if u want them feel free to rip them.

The Great And Secret Show!
I remember being a kid and listening to the symphony in Severence Hall. Thinking that those musicians must live a great life and have amazing attention span when certain sections were not needed in a work. When I was older and I sang behind the orchestra with a choir, I saw that the brass section, when not playing had their "field and stream" or whatever magazine handy to bide their time. You could have blown me over with a feather. Working as a chorus member in an opera is exhilerating and zany. If someone ever told me that the hottest thing to do in a green room was to play euchre and connect four. I would have laughed you off as a buffoon. Alas, that it what we did for all of the performances. I love it to distraction! Nothing is as funny as a room of confident singers, nor as frustrating. Hopefully, I will have many years of this fun.

Baby Boys
to:baby boys don't matter don't matter what happens. don't matter how it happens just as long as you care for them no matter what. as long as you love them though everything and care for them in everything they do. so just be good to them because you will never now what you have till it's gone. don't matter if you live or died as long as you don't forget them. don't matter how much you love them they will always hurt you.... by:ashley baby girl

More Lyrics
ive been gone a while away from you and i hope you overstand but ive got to do what i must do to be a better man cause if i was just to act a fool and do nothing with myself then all my blessings would be cursed my world would crumble in it's a joy when i sit down and think of the good times that we have and what we do to make it through when the good times turn to bad well i hope you find it in your heart and know these words are true and please don't fuss because i must go do what i must do hey baby don't ya worry even though the road is rocky i'll be coming home to you again cause if you thought that i was lost i had to bear my cross now im free from all these chains A TIME A SPACE A DIFFERENT PLACE HOW PERFECT WE MIGHT BE i would be the wind that blows you'd be that willow tree and i could never bear the thought of you not by my side so i would the warmth of day you'd be the cool of night and everyday i pray to jah that one day you will see

Chris Benoit
Chris Benoit, family found dead Written: June 25, 2007 STAMFORD, Conn., June 25, 2007 – World Wrestling Entertainment was informed today by authorities in Fayetteville County, Ga., that WWE Superstar Chris Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and his son were found dead in their home. Authorities are investigating, but no other details are available at this time. Instead of its announced programming for tonight on USA Network, WWE will air a three-hour tribute to Chris Benoit. Chris was beloved among his fellow Superstars, and was a favorite among WWE fans for his unbelievable athleticism and wrestling ability. He always took great pride in his performance, and always showed respect for the business he loved, for his peers and towards his fans. This is a terrible tragedy and an unbearable loss. WWE extends its sincere condolences and prayers to the Benoit family and loved ones in this time of tragedy. (repost of original by '♥ R.I.P CHRIS BENOIT ♥ Ðaves ßaby

Some Funny Shit
Master Card Wedding You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University . It made the local newspaper; even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's family & to especially thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party, were an envelope. He stressed that this was his gift to everyone, & asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8 x 10 glossy of his brid

My Time
not sure really what to say here I am new to CT... And well it looks like fun have not met to many people around here..... So different from all the other sites like myspace and stuff like that.. Still it is fun well to tell you something all about me I am 23 turning 24 next month of the 20th the day after my roommate and also my ex and he is a sweetheart. I am from canada amd have lived a long life for most people my own age all I can say is from everything i have seen. My saying for life would have to be live life to the fullest cause if you dont you never know when you wont be here anymore. well thats all for now tah

R.i.p. Benoit Family
FAYETTEVILLE, Ga. (AP) -- WWE wrestler Chris Benoit, his wife and son were found dead Monday and police said they were investigating the deaths as a homicide. Lt. Tommy Pope of the Fayette County Sheriff's Department said the three were found at their home about 2:30 p.m., but refused to release details. ADVERTISEMENT Pope said results of autopsies on Benoit, his wife Nancy, and 7-year-old son Daniel were expected Tuesday. Benoit, 40, was a former world heavyweight champion, Intercontinental champion and held several tag-team titles over his career. "WWE extends its sincerest thoughts and prayers to the Benoit family's relatives and loved ones in this time of tragedy," the federation said in a statement on its Web site. Benoit was scheduled to perform at the "Vengeance" pay-per-view event Sunday night in Houston, but was replaced at the last minute because of what announcer Jim Ross called "personal reasons." Benoit, a Canadian native, maintained a home i

How Important Are Ct Points To You.
I must of touched a nerve of someone for them to have blocked me because I made a comment in their Mumm. It was the leader of a pack on here that promotes the thought and the farse of downrating. There is no such thing as being down rated, any point is an up rate. I just pointed out they counter dictate what they supposedly stand for. To promote that anyone giving less than a 10 is someone that should be blocked and not associated with is teaching hate. You have the freedom to rate what wish in the photo section that is why it is list 1 to 10 and Vic can do 11's. I personally always give high rates but not cause I feel I have to. Its just what I do. I have even rated this persons pics with 11's It just goes to show you how immature this point system makes people act. Yes immature, that you would put more value in whether you get a 1 or 10 then really talking with the person and getting to know who they really are. I find it a shallow way of thinking. I

True Friendship
i thought i made an amazing friend on here but it turns out he is apparently upset with me an will not talk to me anymore...i am sad to see he feels this way but through this sadness i managed to meet someone new...while out this saturday upset an wanting a drink...i met someone who seems sweet an have been told he is a good guy...so we will see what happens :) finally someone in my life to spend time with an not just spend time dreamin about someone online that i thought was a good friend...even though i will miss our daily chats as we even talked on the phone on a daily basis an even had talked about one day meeting, i loved that this person always made me think about things in a different way an was there to support me through some rough times...but if he wants to lose that an hold a grudge for some reason then so be it! i just hope that i do not lose our friendship an we can work things out someday but if not...there are other fish in the sea...such as the guy i met saturday.

Wow
I got to say this has been one fun ass night. I done something I aint done in a while. Mud Riding! I was just in one of those crazy ass moods when everything feels so right and just want to do something to let loose. I was able to find a fun and off the beaten path place to play. IT WAS GREAT!!!!!!!!!

Shadow Steel
Fenrir Chapter One As he slowly opened his eyes he felt dried blood crack. He groggily looked around and saw that he was on his roof. He sat up to clear his mind and try to think clearly. His first thought was that evidently his father had gotten drunk on Phoenix Claw and had beaten him, which explained the dried blood and the fact that he was on the roof of his house. The second thought, which was the most obvious, ow. He sighed and hopped down and landed with a dull thud. It was a 3-story drop, but it was an easy task, for he had done it many times before. He staggered and stumbled over to the hot springs behind his house. He carefully lowered himself into the springs and winced often whenever the hot liquid hit a bruise. He leaned back and let his body soak. He was Fenrir. Fenrir was in way an ordinary human. In fact, he was only half-human. He was a half-werewolf living in the hidden village of Howlris in the Northwestern corner of Guadring. He had

Pictures!!!
Everyone wants u to rate their pics a 10. but if is not that great of a pic then why would u expect a 10 rating. Now if it not the greatest pic than dont get mad just cause we didnt rate u a 10! Now on some cases, some pic should get more than others. Family pic, well taken, and crazy pictures will get the most from me. And if you want to be an ass an rate my pic. low just because u didnt get what u wanted oh well sorry for ya. Wont piss me off! Who are u anyways... Nobody to me! Now there are some people that rate every pic they come acrossed a 10. Whats the point!!! A good pic is a good pic and a bad pic is a bad one U can tell!!!

Ho Time
check this ho out....she had the AUDACITY to rate me as a "1".....i really don't give a shit most of the time as the way that people thatDON'T know me can pretty much go piss up a rope.........but, that shits pretty low...

Work
k for all who dont know i have been working in a strip club as a waitress ive been there for a week now it has its ups n downs n lots of drama but im also tyin to help out a couple friends of mine they are the djs at my work n they are doin the only live adult comedy on the internet come by n see them its only 5$ a month youll never know what you will see or hear on their show hell you might even see me on there i was on the show tonight for a while so again i ask please come buy n show the love 18+ only please

Just So You Know
.........I haven't heard a word from my love in South Africa,in better than a week. I've been online with her for 3 years now, and hope to be with her, as soon as things happen. (A Miracle) I'm just not in the mood really for lounges, or much of anything for that matter. I've spent countless sleepless nights on account of it, and well logically this is insane, but my heart still believes, and when and if I finally get her here at CT, you'll know too. Thanks for all you friendship, Bob

Cock Up!
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2.. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. 6. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of y

*crash Tha Club
Yo yo I'm the mothe fucka with the slick rick in my motha fucking grip an that grip i got is a nine miller meter going on the side of your god damn head , now what dude shut the fuck up and back your word up so all u motha fucker's that jumped me take my motha fucking advice your not going to live in one second cause me and my homies is going to put you guys out of your misery. Tommy don't think i for got about you GO LOSE SOME WEIGHT YOU FAT FUCK CALL 1-800-JENNY-CRIAG SO U CAN GET THAT SIX HUNDERD POUNDS OFF OF YOUR GROSE ASS FAT BODY INSTEAD OF EATING ALL THAT JUNK FOOD MOTHER FUCKER AND DON'T EVER DISS MY MOTHA FUCKING NATION AGAIN BITCH. We gonna crash tha club an throw so chair's We gonna crash tha club an throw some chair's We gonna crash tha club an throw some chair's We gonna crash tha club an throw some chair's We gonna crash tha club an throw some chair's We gonna crash tha club an throw some chair's I'm gonna crash the club throw some chair's and kicking motha

*burning Up*
This bitch rashell fucked on her boy friend in her boy friend's bed and crazy carlos smacked his baby momma off in the head and jonathan beat his son like his daddy beat him but sware he'd never do nobody like his daddy did him and then sandra used her pissy hole to get to the top and baby D he shot sombody it went bad from the drop and then daine worked at a hospitol , took care of old souls she was abusive , her after life sees no gold road and Mr. Richard was a richie fella born with every penny everyone around him hungry but never gave'em any and then Steven was was a business man , an educated citizen at the top , pornography of children in his lap top take your spot and hang on cause it's crowded in hell you in the belly of the beast now , it was heaven in jail and don't try to make no friend's cause don't nobody got no tongues and if the witch looks your way some how it crushes your lungs. Playa playa was the boss man callin out shots until he cought one and everthing stops

*i'll Be There*
*When no one is there for you* *And you think no one cares* *When the whole world walks out on you* *And you think you're alone* *I'll be there* *When the one you care about the most* *Could care less about you* *When the one you gave your heart to* *Throws it in your face* *I'll be there* *When the person you trusted* *Betrays you* *When the person you share all your memories with* *Cant even remember your birthday* *I'll be there* *When all you need is a friend* *To listen to you whine* *When all you need is someone* *To catch your tears* *I'll be there* * When your heart hurts so bad* * You cant even breathe* * When you just want to crawl up and die* *I'll be there* *When you start to cry* *After hearing that sad song*

Lunch Specials
Today for lunch, I think I will be having the cheesesteak sub. Provolone cheese, mayo, and hots. IT comes with fries and a drink. I'll report back once I consume the food. Okay, I have just finished my food. It was rather tasty today, I highly recommend it.

Voddy22
This site is so awesome and being a newbie I've found so many new friends and of course family! Learning has been the hard part since this site is totally diff then others. Everyone is very friendly and I would like to thank all that have become my friends and fans! It's very addicting though....the yard work isn't getting done...LOL Oh well...more fun to chat and play then do that! Love to all and Thank You Cherry Tap for a wonderful site! XXXXXXX Lynn

What Should I Do
why do the girls wont to fiend a nice ,and careing guy then they wont the bad boy? i used to be the bad boy until i met her then i started to change for the better now i wish i had it all over to do so i could show her that i under stand some of the things that are going on now and i dont really blame her for anything i would like to know why she got so pissed at me for a mumm i had done on top of it all i might not have her anymore and it scares the hell out of me like my world just came to a stop i can eat,sleep,with knowing i might lose the best thing in my life if she is gone that proves that everybody was right about how my life would turn out my family i thought i would have will be gone with her

I Refuse To Believe It!!!!!!!!!!
I refuse to believe Chris Benoit killed his family then himself. He was and still is my favorite wrestler. I met him and he was a kind and funny person. There is no way in hell he did what they said he did ,but if he did then i guess that we would all want to know the answer to the question is ..WHY?????

Rest In Peace
Pro wrestler Chris Benoit canceled a pay-per-view appearance at the "Vengeance" event in Houston because of "personal reasons" a day before he, his wife and their 7-year-old son were found dead in an apparent murder-suicide. Details of the deaths "are going to prove a little bizarre" when released to the public, Fayette County District Attorney Scott Ballard told the Atlanta Journal-Constitution. Autopsies were scheduled Tuesday by the Georgia Bureau of Investigation in DeKalb County.

Goodbye
He said that he loved me That I had no idea how much. We went out for a week and 5 days Then we broke up. He said it was because of his grades but i'm not stupid. I know there is more to it but what is it. I think it is another girl but i am not sure. That night was a special night that i would never forget. How can i forget that night? How can he? How can he just break it off like that without an explanation. What is going on wiht him? What did i do wrong? Is there someone else? These are question that i wish i could answer. These are questions that i need answers to. I thought that he really liked me but i guess he didn't. If he did then he wouldn't have left me without an explanation. Or without saying goodbye. Well since he never told me goodbye this is me saying goodbye to him forever. Goodbye.

Immature To Stalk
How many of you have SEEN this graphic BE A WOMAN AND SPEAK UP AND STOP LURKING IN THE SHADOWS!!!! on my page smack in the middle?? How many of you know me well enough to know I hate women coming to my page spying on men they are "involved with" or "in love with" or just STALKING on here.... Well I'm having a problem with one female in particular. She is "in love" with a friend of mine on here, yet they have never met. Well that's all good if they are in a relationship. But WHY do you need to stalk other women who they happen to be talking to? That's so immature and insecure. I've blocked her and denied her from adding me (since you can't view my pics with out being a friend, and she was trying to add me to get in the folders to see what comments he has made). But you know that cherry STILL hasn't fixed that block option, so if you block someone they can STILL go to your page. It's time for cherry to fix that option. I, and others on here, are so sick of the stalkers and fools comi

Wilder's Boring Life .....
WELL I AM NEW TO THIS SITE ..BUT I HAVE A MYPSACE AND HI5 AND 360 PAGE .BUT I GUESS IT WAS MEANT TO BE CAUSE JUST LOOK AT THE NAMES..CHERRY TAP ....WILDCHERRY! LOLOL I AM SOO BORED ALL THE TIME..BUT THIS DOES HELP ! WELL I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI TO EVERYONE AND HOPE YOUR DAY IS NOT AS BORING AS MINE! LLOLOLOLOL

Lets Get Our American Pride Back
April 25, 1976 Dodger Stadium 4th inning Rick Monday makes the best play ever in the game of baseball....This is PRIDE.. We need to get this back. Instead of watching and and making videos that people can yell about...Why not stop them in the act. We need to band together and get OUR AMERICAN PRIDE back... I always wondered what stops us from stopping them? Is it fear? Think about it.....What would you do if you caught someone doing this... Would you be like Rick Monday???? I sure hope so.. I would..... Click the pic to watch a wonderful Video

Morninstar's Open Sky
So my sister's boyfreind forwards me this E-MAIL his sister sent him!!! confused yet ?!?! Any way its a link from some friend of hers(my SISTERS boyfriend's SISTER) to this and i quote"REALY AWSOME PARTY SITE"! Well that did nothing to peak my interest,SORRY my sister is well kinda"BLONDE"is the kind way to put it,her boyfriend on the ohther hand is a teacher,who woulda guessed,anyway like i said it didnt interest me. Then fridaynight i drove down to Arcata Beach to catch the waves and befor i drive back to Shasta sundaynight this site was all i heard about all weekend long!!!???So OK now im interested!!And i must say that this is truely one of the funnest sites. Thank ALL you COOL people!!

Quiz
You scored as Passion, You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100% Eyes full of Pain75% Mysterious67% Diamond Eyes67% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Countdraga
I am really an artist, sometimes a Poet, Writer, and sometimes a "Thief" of hearts. My medium is Photography and Ceramics. I draw and occasionally paint. I am always looking for all kinds of women to photograph. You may see some of my work at http://www.dragastudios.coma and my more recent work at htttp://countdraga.livejournal.com I have photographed well over 500 women. I have great references from women in all kinds of professions. I am not prejudiced to showing all women as beautiful. If females, all sizes, shapes, and ages are interested in posing for me, or are just curious to see yourself as you have never seen yourself before, just let me know. If you want to know more about me, e-mail me and I will send you some articles written about me. Michael Draga

Dreams
There are some things that maybe one shouldn't mix. Like watching an episode of He-Man and an episode of ER before going to bed. So Dr. He-Man (yes, wearing his normal little outfit, just add a white coat and stethoscope), noticed these creatures. They sorta looked like big pink log-shaped blogs. (Or, for the sexaholics, sorta like the vibrator in the opening scene of "Not Another Teen Movie.") Dr. He-Man realized that they lived and died on an exact schedule, like exactly six months or something. And they died in the order they were born. So he went to the oldest one and took out its heart just before it was supposed to die. It dies, but the heart keeps beating. So he takes all the hearts from the whole heard and goes back to the hospital with them. "Heart transplants for everyone today!" Some of the hearts were a little to big, so Dr. He-Man grabbed them and squeezed them down to size so that they'd fit. Nurse Teela told him after the surgeries, "You know, Dr. He-Man, yo

Todays Theme For Me
To all my friends ~ Beleive me .. in the darkest of hours in our lives we all question ourself, our paths and our direction. I certainly have. I am extremely sappy today considering all that Taylor and my life have been through lately. This song hit me right where I needed it today and I wanted to share. This is soo true for me and I know this song has become my theme and my reality. YOU are loved too. Lets all try to be kinder and more understanding of those around us and their life struggles... Kindness truly gets your further... I am living proof Thanks for all your support. We love you and appreciate you more than you will ever know EnableContextMenu='0' Da>=utosize='true' au'1' ShowStatusBar='0' loop='true' tostart='1' src='http://www.bestvideocodes.net/bvcasx/joshgroban-youareloveddontgiveup.asx' width='300' height='260' ShowControlsisplaySize='1' pluginspage='http://www.microsoft.com/Windows/Downloads/Contents/Products/MediaPlayer/'>You Are Loved (Don't Give Up

Mischief
Things to do at Wal-Mart while your spouse/partner is taking their sweet time: 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in peoples' carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in House wares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in house wares and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring in pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?' 9. Look right into the security camera; use it as a mirror, & and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he

Cunning Linguist
I am a a P.E.T [Pussy Eating Technician], I have studied like I have a S.A.T Sucking And Tasting Exam scheduled. The most important factors are, #1 Don't be afraid, dive in face first! But! #2 Be gentle, the clitoris is very sensitive and can go numb if it receives too much direct stimulation right away! #3 Balance: The lips and vaginal vault are the fields and the clitoris is the fruit, don't be in such a hurry to harvest the fruit that you don't prepare and fertilize the fields. #4 Patience/Teasing get her warmed up by slowly working outside to inside, up to down and using light tongue pressure initially, only when she has started to plateau do you employ the nose, flat of the tongue etc. to go at the clitoris directly. #5 Circles, lines, swirls and waves-you've heard this: Write Your Name, the Alphabet, Lyrics to "The Freaks Come Out at Night" The Preamble to The Declaration of Independance, All the Books of the Bible etc. It doesn't matter what method you use

Tired Of Bull Shyt
ok so i'm writing this not to cause drama with my ex...and i put this in here cuz i knnow chances are more then likely he will read it but right now i'm phuken pissed and i don't care...so i wake up this morning in a good mood...things have been going good between me and my ex...hanging out almost every day again...doing the whole boyfriend girlfriend thing again but not being official...which is fine with me cuz if n e thing it's been about a week and there still hadn't been any arguements...but then i know a guy who know's my ex's most recent girlfriend who was the girl before me...well i'm told this chick has diseases and shyt so obviously i become curious and start to wonder if he was having sex with or with out a condom...so i had been trying to get a hold of him cuz i left my work id at his house and when he called me i asked him...then he proceeds to tell me that it's non of my business and i tell him that it is cuz if it's true then i have the right to know since we have been h

Virgin Joke
The virgin girl is on the phone and asks her boyfriend to come over and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. * * * * * * * * * Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. * * * * * * * * * At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. * * * * * * * * * That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet

Clues You Are In The Air Force
When people meet you they know you're in the Air Force because 1. You have a RedBull in your hand and dark circles around your eyes 2. You wince when watching military movies and morning reveille plays 3. You would prefer to go to hell than visit Lackland any time soon 4. When you hear a jet flying over, you don't look at the sky in amazement, the roaring sound just pisses you off... 5. You use words like dirtbag, huah, stellar, hooyah, and shit often. 6. You haven't slept since high school 7. You receive many briefings and personal lectures about STDS and sexual assault ALL THE TIME 8. You avoid walking through the mud so your boots won't get dirty 9. You can't hear the sound that drives birds away from the flight Line any more 10. You pretend you can't see officers so you don't have to salute 11. You count down the days until your paycheck and argue over which exact hour you get paid 12. You refer to Iraq as "the desert" or "downrange" 13. Yo

Top 10 Reasons To Date A Paintballer!!
1. We aren't afraid to get down and dirty. 2. We know how to listen to directions. 3. We have at least a 10 inch barrel. 4. We can fire off 100's of rounds without gettin tired. 5. We always wear protection. 6. We love to be aggressive. 7. We never forget to lube. 8. Money is no limit. 9. We have quick finger action. 10. We play in many different positions.

Dear Tech Support:
Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3 , Football 5.0 , Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , and Racing 3.6. I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0 . Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... ____________ _________ _________ _______ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYT

You Know You've Been In Iraq Too Long....
When mortars land near your compound and you roll over in bed and think "still way off, I got another 5 minutes" When you start humming with the Arabic song playing on the radio on the shuttle bus Every woman that reports to your unit starts looking attractive Every guy that reports to your unit starts looking attractive You actually volunteer for convoy security duty because you still haven't seen the country yet You start picturing your wife in traditional Arab dress The contractors have more fire power than the military combat units. (This is true) You've spent $200 dollars at Haji-mart on DVDs buying Basic Instinct, 9 ½ weeks, and Body of Evidence just for the sex scenes You drink the water from the tap because you want to drop 20 pounds in two weeks Driving around in SUVs with weapons pointed out the windows and forcing cars off the road seems very normal to you When you actually get excited to get a package that contains 3 pair of socks, 12 bars of soap and a

Smart Ass Answers
Smart Ass Answer ..5: A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed at her. Without missing a beat....she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." *************** Smart Ass Answer ..4: A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store, but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." ******************* Smart Ass Answer ..3: The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast as I could." When the cop finally stopped laughing, he sent the kid on his way without a ticket. ******************* Smart Ass Answer ..2: A truck driver was driving along on the freeway. A sig

Life
Why are men such pricks? One minute they seem interested and the next they are too busy or you just never hear from them again. Why do they do this? Do they think it's cool to let someone just hang on until they are so depressed they want to kill themselves? Well it's not. Then to hear from them that it's not the right time in their lives or some shit along the same lines. This is why I'm still single and so ready to end it all. Someone please help me to understand it all.

Wtf?
CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK I AM DOING WRONG? I HAVE HAD 3 SERIOUS RELATIONSHIPS IN THE PAST 3 YEARS AND HAVE BEEN COMMITED TO ALL 3 WHILE IN THE RSHIP, BUT YET I ALWAYS GET PLAYED. MY MOST RECENT CHEATED ON ME WITH MY GF OF 7 YEARS AND THAN LIED ABOUT IT ONLY TO GET CAUGHT. ANY SUGGESTIONS? HOPE YA'LL AINT MAD JUST REALLY NEEDED TO VENT

Funny Things
A young man married a beautiful woman who had previously divorced 10 husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband to, "Please be gentle... I'm still a virgin". "What?" exclaimed the new groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?" "Well, husband #1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be. "Husband #2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how it was suppose to function; but he said he'd look into it and get back with me. "Husband #3 was an automotive technician; he said that everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the engine running. "Husband #4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, ..he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. "Husband #5 was a scientist; he understood the basic principle but he wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of- the-art procedure. "Husband #6 was an Administrator; he thought he

The Yankees
i just wanna say that i dont care about all the hype and bullshit the media puts upon my yankees. they r still the best team, with the best lineup, with the best coach ever.... keep up the work torre, gudry,and of course, donnie baseball.

Stupid Thing
i don't know whether it's another pms of mine but damn am i being super SENSITIVE or was it i am under treamendous stress. i hate almost everything about myself now and i don't know why. WTF with my father, why does he have to bring every little damn thing home for me to do. i can't even finish the stupid job. why can't he bring accurate information home. was it because he pay me i got to do this shit. i feel like shouting on top my lung now. i feel like asking him to do my thing and get me y am i getting tension all the time. babies crying, mom screaming, my fucking sister complaining no car for tuition, no money, my mother complain no money. why do i need to hear all this?? my aunt complaining about us not making money. wtf am my father doing! Fucking father doing fucking thing. can't even understand the importance of document accuracy. i feel like shit. i feel like i just want to die. i just want to commit suicide. was it all about life?? i wonder. some are destiny to be happy an

Surgery
AHHHHHHHH IM SO SICK OF HOSPITALS I THINK SOMEONE NEEDS TO PUT ME DOWN LOL OK NOT FUNNY BUT SO HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW I JUST FOUND OUT I WILL BE HAVING ANOTHER SURGERY IN A FEW WEEKS AND I HAVE NO CHOICE BECAUSE IF I DONT I WILL END UP IN A COMA LOVELY I KNOW SO HERE IT IS I HAVE THIS SHUNT A TUBE THAT PUMPS THE SPINAL FLUID TO WHERE IT NEEDS TO GO AND THAT IS WHAT NEEDS TO BE REPLACED BECAUSE IT IS IN MY DOCTORS OWN WORDS SUCKING MY BRAIN DRY AND AS IF THAT ISNT BAD ENOUGH I HAVE NOW DEVELOPED SOMETHING ELSE WITH MY HEART THAT I NEED TO GET CHECKED SO YA IM SICK LOL SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED I SO NEED A BREAK FROM BEING ME ANYBODY WANT TO TRADE PLACES JK ANYWAYS I GUESS IF YOU DONT SEE ME ON FOR A WHILE U KNOW WHERE IM AT THE HOSPITAL I SHOULD HAVE MY PHONE SO CALL ME IF U HAVE MY NUMBER OR IF U NEED A WAY OF GETTING IN CONTACT WITH ME LET ME KNOW

Sex Survey
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

New Ct Lounge
MY FRIEND STARTEDD A CT LOUNGE COME HANG CAUSE WERE TRYNA GET NEW PEOPLE. I WILL BE IN THERE CAUSE I HEAD THE LOUNGE TO . GOTO http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7933# COME AND CHILL WITH ME THANKS THE VIXEN P.S. We Might do a giveaway

What Are You Worth
OK so here's the deal. You look it over and see how many of these things you have done. BUT you have to add up the money amount along the way, then post the amount that you are as the title of the bulletin such as "$15" or I'm worth $78" or something to that affect! Smoked pot-- $10 Got drunk, passed out and don’t remember the night before-- $20 Went skinny dipping-- $5 Had sex in a pool-- $20 Kissed someone of the same sex-- $10 Had sex with someone of the same sex $20 Cheated on your g/f, b/f or spouse -- $10 Cheated on your g/f, b/f or spouse with their relative or close friend--$20 Done oral-- $5 Got oral-- $5 Done / got oral in a car while it was moving --$25 Prank called the cops-- $5 Stole something-- $10 Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars--$20 Had sex with someone 10 years older-- $20 Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27--$25 Cried yourself to sleep-- $5 Cried during sex--$2

Like For Models
Im looking for some friends to model dressed or undressed. Im in a life study class 4 school and to build my protfoilo. It strictly coincidental ad no one will see them unless u want them out or what not. I do do photography as well so if u want some help with photos in return that just ask or even if u want some dont just let me know and we can see what I can do and that. Let me know.

Baby, Baby
Baby, baby, I'm taken with the notion To love you with the sweetest of devotion Baby, baby, my tender love will flow from The bluest sky to the deepest ocean Stop for a minute Baby, I'm so glad you're mine, yeah You're mine Baby, baby, the stars are shinin' for you And just like me, I'm sure that they adore you Baby, baby, go walkin' through the forest The birds above a-singin' you a chorus Stop for a minute Baby, they're so glad you're mine, oh yeah And ever since the day You put my heart in motion Baby, I realize that there's Just no getting over you Baby, baby, in any kind of weather I'm here for you always and forever Baby, baby, no muscle man could sever My love for you is true and it will never Stop for a minute Baby, I'm so glad you're mine And ever since the day You put my heart in motion Baby, I realize There's no getting over you And ever since the day You put my heart in motion Baby, I realize that there's Just no getting over you Ove

Love
The day the ring slid on my finger, I was scared of what the future would hold. But yet 10 years later, here you still stand, By my side, vowing to never let go. The twists and turns our lives have wound. The bumps and hills that we found. The evils we fought. The gifts we won. All made made us stronger now. Made us one. You and I Our lives so wound. My Life. My Love I am so glad i found.

On Censorship
"Censorship of anything, at any time, in any place, on whatever pretense, has always been and always be the last resort of the boob and the bigot." -- Eugene Gladstone O'Neill, American playwright "Restriction on free thought and free speech is the most dangerous of all subversions. It is the one un-American act that could most easily defeat us." -- William O. Douglas "I am opposed to any form of tyranny over the mind of man." -- Thomas Jefferson "Censorship reflects society's lack of confidence in itself. It is a hallmark of an authoritarian regime." -- Supreme Court Justice Potter Stewart "All censorships exist to prevent any one from challenging current conceptions and existing institutions. All progress is initiated by challenging current conceptions, and executed by supplanting existing institutions. Consequently the first condition of progress is the removal of censorships." -- George Bernard Shaw NSFW = CENSORSHIP

What Love Is To Me...
People on CT are always asking... is it love at first sight? In my eyes, love has to be earned. It is not love at first sight, although it might be lust. Love grows with time. I asked a friend once, what is love? They said something that has stuck with me since. They said love is trust, someone that is honest with you, can make you laugh and back you up. It was the back you up part, that got to me. I was in a 20 year relationship and I have never had that. The trust in a person, that they would truly back me up. I want that. I want to trust someone with all my heart. I also feel that love is accepting that person for who they are, goofiness and all. And actually enjoy them for it. And the willingness to communicate. Am I asking to much? Not in my eyes.

A Grudge
Have you ever held a grudge? I admit that I do hold them . Not to the point of trully hating someone - I evantually forgive and get over it. However once I feel I have been wronged in some way- there are no second chances. I forgive, move on, and do not look back. Character Flaw?? Perhaps,but it is just the way I am. This is me and and till now not nobody has been able to change this !!!!!!!!!!

That Fucking Bitch!
What the hell is up with some bitches? I viewed this one dumb ugly ass bitch, and didn't rate her until the second time, and she comes at me like a fucking psycho!!! I finally rated her, a 10 by the way, and then she fucking blocks me.. get over yourself... fucking bitch.

Water Or Booze?
You just never know all the facts ! Reason to Drink! Booze or Water In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstratedthat if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year wewould have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia Coli (E.Coli)bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo ofpoop. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine, rum, whiskey, beeror other liquor because alcohol has to go through a purification processof boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember:Water = Poop Booze = Health Therefore, it's better to drink booze and talk stupid, than to drinkwater & be full of shit. There's no need to thank me for this valuable information; I'm doing it as a public service.

A Moment Of Silence Please
I just wanted to take a few mins and get sum things off my mind. I lost my life partner back in March and u would think as the days go by it would be easier but it dont. When I see couples together it really is hard for me. I can see the difference between whats real and whats fake. I was with this guy off and on for 18 years more on so da speak and over them 18 years we been through sum shit together from marraige to break-ups to cheating to jail to divorce and me having babies by other people. I know I have not been the person I should have been and I see that now and I dont ever want to live like that again so it makes it hard for me to believe that when u been with sumone and u split up there is a reason for that. I got told once an ex is an ex for a reason and it makes perfect sence now. But now is to late and I have to live with all the past decisions I have made. IT SUCKS..lol but I can only hope that if I should EVER meet anyone I wont make the same mistakes again. Loosing him

Will You Wake The Fuck Up And Smell The Coffee Already?
when something like what WWE star Chris Benoit does what he did everyone is soo quick tohop on the cold bloooded murderer band wagon..these stars go through hell enough every nihgt they are in that ring and pounding thier bodeis to hell and back a million times over..those who think its fake?..yes the story lines are made up but the injuries are real..look what happened to Owen Hart..he must have been fakinthat too huh?..soooo may stars have succumbed tothe pressure of the travel and bein away from familes, and the recovering of injuries and surgeries and the like..it isnt the most glamorous life style but comes with fame and fortune..and the heavy price tag of the mental and physical abuse of the human body and mind..these stars may be the heros of all those who chooose to watch them..but they are first and foremost human....they hurt and feel like the rest of us do..they suffer like we do too..you cannot deny what he did..he madde the wrong choices..look at the illustrious career he

Love Spoken Extemporaneously
The plethora of conniving women and distrustful men Made the proposition of acquiring true love an unfathomable notion At the hands of infidelity we’ve sustained emotional wounds Adulterous companions were afforded every opportunity to Renounce their philandering ways Still we tried forcing square pegs into rounded holes Until we completely exasperated our souls She was a good girl who just grew weary of Constantly being misled by a bad boy’s love And my weakening frame Began to deteriorate under the strain Of manipulative minds games I no longer had the desire to play Candidly we discussed the differences between needs, desires and wants For the first time in our lives we were going to Put ourselves above all others Forgoing the monotony Of feigning monogamy She and I brokered an alliance based upon sexual reciprocity We established a relationship of self indulgence That would be devoid of any emotional attachment Yet it becomes so easy to grow accustom to M

Man In The Mirror
look at you! man in the mirrior. your pathitic and weak. look at you. bleeding on the floor. all this is you fault you have no one to blaim. so go ahead man in the mirrior, play your game. cut yourself! bleed yourself, run yourself dry! but remember this. play to long. and let your heart be broke. and it will be my turn to play. from which there is no return!

Skee-lotop Of The Stairsmusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
for those that dont know whats its like for a hustler then hear these song its tells the life of how we all live to get by one way or another and to stay on top of or life somehow so stay real all my hustlers cant play the game then stay outa the game. but ther is rebuctions for a rat ass snitch so fuck all you rats fucking stright to the grave and if your blood fuck all you crip for life mother fuckers .Skee-LoTop Of The StairsMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.comve with you bitches.

Dark
Running from Something that I can't see Need to save myself before I slip itno the darkness for eternity This evilness is after me It won't stop it's torment of me It's after my soul and my life I'm on the edge of the blade of the knife

This Bitch
i am a single mom of 4 kids i love to be outside why its summer i like to swim and go to pools i love to have fun without my kids sometimes but most of the time where i am my kids will be ...... my name is kristin i am 27 i have short hair now thats its summer i have baby blue eyes i am 5'4 i am about 130lb..

Befallen
Slipping on sugary words No time for errors The hand has come to seal my name My life has been one hellish game Let go- the moistened flesh of youth Step into the practical skin of bravery Eyes were open way too early Noone around to shield my body. Oh cast the armor put it's weight onto me I will come out fighting though my heart is dying Waiting on the promised state That has yet befallen me

You
A glimpse in your eyes Darkened by fear listen to your lies I cry a silent tear The words hold me listen to your song Never to be tamed You are gone before to long Loving for a few moments like a wild horse running through the night to your sweet torments I hold on tight Wanting to be possessed by you You are in my blood Becoming obessed by the things you do Cant stop this longing, emotions flood And if surely you were to kiss me I would be enslaved for you would hold the key to pierce me with your blade I would be yours a slave to desire yours forever more For only you can put out this fire

Yea Yea
Friends FAKE FRIENDZ VS REAL FRIENZ FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAl FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAl FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAl FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry. REAl FRIENDS: Cry with you FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAl FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. REAl FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAl FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAl FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile. REAl FRIENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRIENDS: W

Why's My Blog Need A Name?
I did not write this but I am close friends with the woman that did. If you cannot help, then please pass the information along. When I first started my journey that led me to Mothers Fighting For Others, I contacted a man named Eric Stowe from a Child's Right. Wait, let's back up a bit. Months ago, my partner Julie and I sat on the phone for hours and brainstormed about the changes we wanted to make, the differences we wanted to make in our world. We believed that every human being deserves the basic necessities of life. After hours of talking, we decided food, a safe home to sleep in, a good education, shoes on children's feet, and clean water were the top five to start with. So clean water was our first plan of action. We researched and researched and researched. The one that burned into our brains was an organization called a Child's Right. Why? Simple. They, well Eric, works everyday to do one thing, and one thing only. Provide clean water to children all over the

Yeah What A Night
i was having a good night on the phone with someone, then tried sleeping that didnt work, i got back on here read a few messages from someone and talked for a bit and got nowhere there, everything i said was like dropping a droplet of oil in water. then at the end of it was like putting a flame to it...take that as you please..many many ways it can go, my brain is toast right now my appendix feels as if its bursting, blood pressure is up there...i really dont know what to do i want to walk away so bad...and i am starting to feel a connection in other places. so just fuck me with utter confusion and all the attention i have been getting i dont mind it at all i just dont know how to take it sometimes.

Just To Help My Friend!
I am only here to help her to keep from losing her family of a few days on here and can not put any personal stuff up for I have a bad battle over my child going on. My dead beat ex wants my baby after having nothing to do with her for 7 years and how he is married and wants my baby. so sorry rate me 1's and block me or do not be a friend to me for having since enough to keep both my friend and my child! GROW UP!

Lonely Road Of Faith
By GREG BLUESTEIN, Associated Press Writer 2 hours, 49 minutes ago FAYETTEVILLE, Ga. - Two days before he and his family were found dead in an apparent murder-suicide, pro wrestler Chris Benoit told co-workers his wife and son had food poisoning and were throwing up, according to World Wrestling Entertainment. ADVERTISEMENT Benoit strangled his wife, suffocated his 7-year-old son and placed a Bible next to their bodies before hanging himself with a weight-machine pulley, authorities said Tuesday. Authorities offered no motive for the killings, which were spread out over the weekend and discovered Monday. No suicide note was found. On Saturday, Benoit called a co-worker to say he had missed a flight and would be late for a wrestling event in Texas, WWE said in a timeline posted Tuesday on its Web site. The co-worker said Benoit sounded tired and groggy and said "I love you," which the co-worker found "out of context," WWE said. When a co-worker who usually t

Cowards
WTF?...I pull slight tude on a man i have NEVER met..and i get blocked. How many women are on this site that have driven them to do that at a blink of an eye? I'm shakin my head here!! I get blocked cuz i don't read some (GRRR i soo wanna name call but i won't) ASSHOLES blog. Then i get bombarded with 1's..lol. OI!..All the power to ya. Next..I comment on someones pro..(kinda like this, dont member proquo as im blocked and can't view).."Hey, could at least say thanks for the add?" Ya so i was in a mood, but i recovered nicely..so i thought. This is minor..why fuck around ? I dont fuckin get you guys.You act like you know me! OR us!.. Callin us BABE..and HUN..or HEY SEXY...???

About Me
It's sad to say that I'm only 31 and my brain actually does function in such a random way, but this is the best thing I have ever read that describes how my mind works. I believe it's a combination of OCD and Fibromyalgia that makes my brain go nuts. A.A.A.. D.D. (Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder). This is how it manifests: I decide to water my lawn. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide my car needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice that there is mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys down on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills

I've Come To The Conclusion...
I've come to the conclusion that I really like both my kids home. lol I know..sounds weird and if anyone is reading this they'll say big frikkin deal. Well, it's just something that I'm writing to make me feel a bit better today. I just got back from taking Joanna to the airport. And I'm ballin my eyes out. haahaa. Normally I dread when she comes home from college. Her and her father are so much alike and they butt heads and fight and it drives me nuts. He does stupid shit coz that's who he is and what he does..she just gets right in his face...literally. But this time, since she's been home since May it's been really really pleasant. lol When they do get into arguments she's quick to apologize to me for getting me upset. She's finally grown up I think. Hitting 20 years old did it for her I guess. lol So in about an hour she'll be taking off to go to Toronto to visit her boyfriend, stay there for a week or so and then off they both go to Paris, France to spend 5 weeks there taking c

It Is About Time
An Oregon woman who says she was wrongly accused of music piracy filed a federal lawsuit against the Recording Industry Association of America, claiming the trade group used abusive tactics in its effort to collect thousands of dollars. http://www.oregonlive.com/newsflash/regional/index.ssf?/base/news-20/1182933258180730.xml&storylist=orlocal It is about time!!!! Poeple, the biggest source of pirated music, videos, and software, is not you, me, or your buddies, but the People's Republic of China (PRC), with it's State Run Factories. 8% of the PRC's GDP comes from piracy/counterfeiting.

My Events
Well everyone who likes to have a good time and see some kool independant wrestling (i know you have had your fill of all the drama) but im wrestling tonite with all my friends at the "PARK BAR" which is located at the HARDROCK CASINO FOOD COURT OUTSIDE We are doing a whole card show and having all kinds of fun things as well..great food and drinks if you are 21 and over and even if you are not you will still be able to enter wearing a wrist band if your 18 and under....children must be accompnied by adults!!! please come out and support your south florida independant wrestling federation CCW..we would love to see you!!! WED JUNE 27, 2007 THE PARK BAR AND LOUNGE 21 TO DRINK / 18 TO ENTER / CHILDREN MUST COME WITH ADULT SUPERVISION AND ARE WELCOMED FOOD AND DRINKS / SPECIALS /AUTOGRAPH SIGNINGS WITH THE WRESTLERS COME AND SEE SUMMER HAZE KICK SOME ASS!!!

Life
I know everyone has been through this with sumone.. Have u ever had a friend u have done everything in the whole to help them out from like lending money to just being there in a time of need no matter what the cause was? Well I have this so called friend that I have went out of my way to help out and as usall get screwed in the end. He/She didnt get their way and now there is this big ordeal going on. I hate drama yeah I can say maybe back in the day drama was intresting but damn enough is enough this is why I have become a hermit so da speak. I enjoy gettin out and doing things just like the next person but damn is it possible to say anything or do anything without sumone putting pressure on ya?

Final Letter From Sonny
THERE ARE A LOT OF REASONS I LEFT THE TAP. ONE IS ONLY HAVING A SMALL NUMBER OF GOOD BOUNCERS. CERTAIN BOUNCERS FLAG A LOT OF PICS THAT ARE ACTUALLY SAFE. OTHERS TAKE BLASTS IN EXCHANGE FOR UNFLAGGING PICS FOR CERTAIN MEMBERS. I HAD A FEW ON MY LIST THAT SAID THEY DID THIS AND WHEN I SAW THE BLAST, I REMOVED THEM FROM MY LIST. POINT WHORES ARE ANOTHER PROBLEM. I GOT TIRED OF BEING ASKED TO VOTE AND BOMB OR ADD THIS ONE OR THAT ONE BECAUSE THEY WANT POINTS. F THAT! I DIDN’T WANT ANY. IT SEEMED STUPID, POINTLESS AND LAME. ANOTHER IS CHERRYTAP GODFATHERS AND GODMOTHERS. I WAS TOLD I DISRESPECTED A GODMOTHER BECAUSE I DIDN’T ADD THE OLD BROAD. WELL FUCK HER. I DIDN’T ADD ANY JERK OFF THAT TOOK IT SO SERIOUSLY THAT THEY PUT GODFATHER OR GODMOTHER IN THEIR NAME. PURE FUCKING ATTENTION WHORES I AM ALREADY GODFATHER TO 13 CHILDREN IN REAL LIFE, I DON’T WANT TO BE CALLED ONE ON HERE. 4 OF MY GODCHILDREN ARE MEMBERS OF THE SITE. THEY ENJOY IT. AND WOW! THEY’RE NOT POINT WHORES S

Nice To See You
I thought it time to say a hello to you all, while i have chance and am actually standing still. I though it an idea if I asked if my new friends could post a full length recent photo of themselves, if of course they havent yet. Nothing of a sleazy (well not overly so ...smiles) nature. Just fully dressed natural shot. You are all stunning ladies, but some i can only see head and shoulders and it would be great to see you in full, so to speak. Also ... myspace anyone? if so .. pop your address into me and maybe lets link up? Hope to hear from you all soon, see a few pics (and yes ill post more too) and maybe link on myspace too. Have a great day Cal x ps ok .. you fellas can post some too :)

Stop Being A Bitch!
I guess some people don't understand that I'm not here to play little kid games! One of my ex's friends is a dumb whore named April and this blog is for her! April your a dumbass, I'm not here to play little kid games with you so fuck off! Wow and your supposed to be older than me? That's funny as hell! Listen really closely to what I have to say April because this is the first and last time I am going to say it! You think you have friends and you think you have family and you think you know alot but it's time for a reality check! I know everything and I know everyone bitch and I will fuck your world over if you EVER fuck with me again! No sweetie this isn't a threat it's a fucking promise! Stormy

My Love
you part your smile, i bring you close, and press you to my throat. drink my love, drink! drink because you love me. drink because you hate me. drink because your the only one, that can save me. save me from the light, embrace me in the dark. and kiss me in the twilight. save me my love, break me my love, then put me in my place. lower my body in the ground. let me hear that angelic and demonic sound. let them fight for where i go. so many year, without a home. love me, my love take me, my love take me, from this life. it is you that is my keeper, it is me that is my reaper. and it is we, that are the forever sleepers.

My Salute
I will post a salute photo as soon as I figure out how to use my camera phone to take one. I know all my friends are wondering what I look like and want to make sure I am real. I am sorry I haven't done this yet but I am lucky enough to know how to use this computer. Just Kidding I just have to figure out how to use this damn phone. Ok well God Bless All who read this. And for those who don't to bad for them. Thanks SFLDAD2003

Short Story By Me
The lawn man…. I had been watching you for awhile, Had been thinking about you Your body your lips your touch. And today was no different as I set and watched you work out in the yard. My Body would tremble at the thought of your touch… but I knew it was not meant to be…you belonged to another…. But then I could always dream. As I’m standing in the widow daydreaming of you my eyes come back into focus and I realize that your are looking right at me. I could feel my face blush as I dropped the curtain and backed away from the window. OH god that look…in your eyes…it just took my breath away. I was standing in the kitchen and still shaking when you come in though the back door. I turned and faced the sink trying to look busy. “All done” you said from somewhere behind me. I could not bare to look at your eyes. It would be just too much. You would see it in my face how I long to feel your body next to mine. “The check is on the table, Thanks aga

My Autobiography
Today is the day I choose to write about me. I am at a place where I am comfortable. With my friends. I want to start off saying thank you to my heavenly father above for letting me be on this planet earth. My name is lisa diane schaffner. Mother of two, and wife to a wonderful husband in real life. Child of three. I have one older sister and one younger brother. One set of grandparents left, several aunts and uncles and cousins. My father still alive and my mother who passed away in december of 2006. Lord rest her soul. It was very hard when i heard about her being in the hospital when my dad came and told me. It hit me hard because we were very close. I just recently had talked to her before this all happened. I was on the phone with her. "Hi mom, i said "how u doing ? "Hi I'm ok. I wish I was in floridia right now with you. I kept thinking about when i told her that me and my husband gets a place i was going to bring her down here to take care of her. I di

Forever And For Always
In your arms I can still feel the way you want me when you hold me I can still hear the words you whispered when you told me I can stay right here forever in your arms And there ain't no way -- I'm lettin' you go now And there ain't no way -- and there ain't not how I'll never see that day.... Chorus: 'Cause I'm keeping you forever and for always We will be together all of our day Wanna wake up every morning to your sweet face -- always Mmmm, baby In your heart--I can still hear a beat for every time you kiss me And when we're apart, I know how much you miss me I can feel your love for me in your heart And there ain't no way -- I'm lettin' you go now And there ain't no way -- and there ain't no how I'll never see that day.... Repeat Chorus (I wanna wake up every morning) In your eyes -- (I can still see the look of the one) I can still see the look of the one who really loves me (I can still feel the way that you want) The one who woul

When You Kiss Me
This could be it, I think I'm in love It's love this time It just seems to fit, I think I'm in love This love is mine I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely night are finally over You took the weight of the world off my shoulders (the world just goes away) Chorus: Oh, when you kiss me I know you miss me -- and when you're with me The world just goes away The way you hold me The way you show me that you adore me -- oh, when you kiss me Oh, yeah You are the one, I think I'm in love Life has begun I can see the two of us together I know I'm gonna be with you forever Love couldn't be any better Repeat Chorus [Instrumental Solo] I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely nights are finally over You took the weight of the world off my shoulders (the world just goes away) Repeat Chorus And when you kiss me I know you miss me Oh, the world just goes away When you kiss me

Friends
iTS AMAZING WHEN STRANGERS BECOME FRiENdS, BUT ITS SAD WHEN FRiENdS BECOME STRANGERS... I NEVER WANT TO LOSE U AS A buDDY..A H0mEY...A FRiENd... SEND THIS TO ALL Y0 fRIEndS...InCLUdING ME(IF U DONT WANT TO l0SE ME!)~ ____???_____???_____ __?_____?_?_____?___ __?______?______?___ ___?___________?____ _____?_______?______ _______?___?________ _________?__________ _______?___?________ _____?_______?____ ___?___________?____ __?______?______?___ __?_____?_?_____?___ ____???_____???_____ ~I MET U AS A STRANGA. I TOOK U AS A FRiENd. I HOPE WE MEET IN HEAVEN WHERE FRiENdSHiP NEVER ENdZ!!.

Wedensday June 27th, 2007
Letting Go There's nothing but the good country surrounding me. The moon is shining brightly over the tree tops and its reflection on the water is such a beautiful sight. This is a perfect place for two people who are in love ... As I sit here thinking about all the time I have wasted, just sorting out my life -- I never really realized what loneliness was until you were gone. It seemed as though things were going so good until one day you left without a single trace. All of our plans for the future were shattered. There was to be no more of you and I together. You were gone, gone forever. I still remember the times we shared, but slowly these memories are going too. One day they'll be gone just like you ... I'm trying desperately to find you and bring you back to me. I dream about you every day and pray that you'll come back, but it's hopeless. There's no use in pretending, cause deep down in my heart I know you've found another. Someone to take my place, som

I Got Cake!!!
Nothing seems better than a nice sugar rush at 3pm. Birthdays are nice no matter if its yours or not. I like cake and thats all there is to it!!! I can eat cake everyday. So Tobya Happy B-day and your b-day cake is yummy good!!!

What The Hell Is Wrong With....
I have an account on myspace to and Ive been following a story about a baby that was shakin by his daycare provider and hes still in the hospital with all kinds of problems and the evil witch that did this is walking around free and clear on 5,000.00 bond. What the hell is with people. What could that baby have done to deserve this,NOTHING!! I think this woman that did this needs to pay dearly for this. And then today another story was posted about a little 2 month old girl that her Dad hurt her like this, this world is full of sick people, to hurt a helpless baby like that is just so sick. We need to stop this and make these people pay the ultimate price for doing this horrible thing to these babies.I cant even begin to imagine what the hell is wrong with these people can you????

I Have Something To Share And It Is Hard For Me To Do This But I'm Going To Do It Anyways! Please Share Your Thoughts Good Or Bad!
One of the most painful things we have to do in our lives is Letting Go. Sometimes it is Letting Go of things...material things which mean a lot to us, even if only sentimental value. It may mean Letting Go of feelings. When we hold sadness inside, and try to mask it with only a show of happiness, it is better to let it go, to feel the sadness so it washes through us. A good cry can be cleansing. Sometimes, we have to let go of someone we care for very deeply when we realize that person does not care for us in the same way. Maybe it is best to leave them remembering us with whatever kind of feeling they do have for us. It may not be possible to hide our own deeper feelings for that person, which could make their life uncomfortable. Letting Go may be the best gift we can give them because they may realize how we feel, yet care enough not to want to hurt us. Even when we know a relationship is not right, on both sides, or one person has a doubt about it, it is hard to let

The Art Of Kunnilingus
The Art Of Kunnilingus People have been using their lips and tongues to produce stimulation on each other sexually for about as long as they have existed. How about kissing each other? Men have been kissing women on their necks, ears, breasts, backs, thighs, and anywhere else they can think of that will arouse them sexually ever since they found out that it works. It didn't take long for some enterprising man to find out that kissing a woman's vulva worked, did it ever. The Latin word cunnilingus was coined to describe licking the vulva. But although producing stimulation with your mouth on a woman's vulva is so damn effective, many men refuse to do it. They just don't want to do it. That's why women get so excited when they find a man that likes to get down there. They know he's a pleasure fountain. This is made for those of you guys like me who like to please women and set her pleasure levels up to not-experienced-before levels. This is how to give good oral sex to women. To re

Well Are You
YOU THINK YOUR IN LOVE WHEN. 1. YOU THINK ABOUT THE PERSON 24/7 2. YOU STAY UP LATE TALKING TO HIM/HER EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE TO GET UP EARLY FOR WORK 3. YOU DREAM ABOUT HIM/HER 4. YOUR HEART BEATS FAST WHEN YOU SEE HIM/HER 5. YOU LOOK AT HIS/HER PICTURES EVERYDAY (STALKERS WELCOME HE HE) 6. YOU SCRIBBLE HIS/HER NAME AND YOURS WITH HEARTS AROUND THEM. 7. YOU FEEL LOST WHEN YOU DONT TALK TO HIM/HER 8. YOU WRITE THEM LOVE POEMS. 9. YOU WOULD TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD JUST TO SEE THEM. 10. LAST BUT NOT LEAST, YOU POUR YOUR HEART OUT TO HIM/HER, TO ONLY FIND OUT THEY DONT FEEL THE SAME ABOUT YOU. OUCH THAT FUCKING HURTS, NOW YOU FEEL LIKE AN ASSHOLE WITH A BROKEN HEART AND YOUR STILL ALONE, SEE SOMETIMES LOVE FUCKING SUCKS.

Darknessto Light
Tn the darkest hour of night When the cold heart grows Love comes to life in the black soul Takeing over the heart Showing the way to life again Holding on to the forsaken soul Makeing the forsaken angel love one more time Giving to the light and warmth Takeing the love and care Truning a cold heart to life again Hopeing one day his true love comes Given to him the love in her heart holding him in the warmth os her arms and heart Takeing the love he has inside his heart for her Giveing his love back to him Makeing his soul one

A True Friend
A true friend Your a friend thats always there Your a friend that never leaves You have a pure heart Your there for every thing Your there when i need you Your there when i dont You love me for me You know how i am Your in my heart Our friendship never ends Our love is always there Your in my heart Our friendship is here In our hearts And never ending souls.

Sometimes
Sometimes Sometimes life is hard and cold Sometimes life is lonley and sad Sometimes life is happy and so joyful You make me happy and not alone Not so hard and cold hearted You bring so much joy in my life The joy turns to sadness The happiness turns to sorrow It all leads to a broken heart The broken heart leads to pain It all makes a black heart A black heart ends in death

Soulmates
Soul Mate when we are alive are hearts are happy . my heart glows with love. showing you the love i have to give. wanting you to hold it close in side. calling out to find your love for it. wanting nothing but your love. hopeing and dreaming your my soul mate. can the loveless heart love again. a love so sweet all for one person. the one person that deserver my love. i want you to be that person. i belive in my heart you are. can my dreams come true. with your love all mine.

You Have My Heart
You have my heart from the start We started out as friends Then become more I see you in my heart Your in my dreams Your in my soul You come to me From the lord above To take my heart You bring light to my eye's Joy to my soul Love to my heart Our friendship never ending Love never fading The joy of the talks The love of the eye's Our souls comeing together as one Our heart's locked together with never ending love joy & happness You forever have my heart

Proper Work Habits
Dress Code: You are advised to come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing Prada shoes and carrying a Gucci bag, we will assume you are doing well financially and therefore do not need a raise. If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you may buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a raise. If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a raise. Sick Days: We will no longer accept a doctor's statement as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor; you are able to come to work. Personal Days: Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. (They're called Saturdays & Sundays). Bereavement Leave: This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-employees attend the funeral arrangements. In rare cases where employee involvement is necessary;

Driving In Nj
BASIC RULES: 1. Turn signals will give away your next move. A real NJ driver never uses them. 2. Under no circumstances should you leave a safe distance between you and the person in front of you, or the space will be filled by another driver putting you in an even more dangerous situation. 3. Crossing two or more lanes in a single lane-change is considered going with the flow. 4. The faster you drive through a red light the slimmer the chance of you getting hit. 5. NEVER EVER come to a complete stop at a stop sign. No one expects it and it will inevitably result in you getting rear ended. 6. A right lane construction closure is just a game to see how many people can cut in line by passing you on the right as you sit in the left hand lane waiting for the same assholes to squeeze back in line before hitting the construction barriers. 7. Never get in the way of an older car that needs extensive bodywork, NJ is a no fault insurance state and the other guy doesn't

Pleasure And Power
The world has no dimension but the material kind. The only rational response to the forces of nature and of human civilization was to attempt to dominate them rather than be humbled by them. If there were no spiritual side to life, then there could be no such thing as love except in the mind of fools; for love is a stae of spirit, not of flesh. In a view, tenderness has no place is a sexual relationship. At its best, sex is a chance for the dominant person to express control of the submissive partner. The fierceness of the dominance and the completeness of the submission leads to satisfaction of greater intensity than love could provide even if love existed. Because PLEASURE and POWER are synonymous to one another, the intensity of satisfaction is directly proportional to the cruelty to which one uses their partner.

Booty Call
THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over- unless very good and needs to be repeated in the morning. 2.No meeting in public-except to get drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9pm-we don't have shit to talk about. 4.It is not "LOVEMAKING"- only vigorous mind blowing sex allowed. 5. No EMOTIONAL discussions(i.e. Where are we going with this? Do you love me?) THE answer is NO so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance- That is why you are called "THE BACK-UP" 7. ALL GIFTS ARE ACCEPTED- money is best. 8. NO baby talk shit- Dirty talk on the other hand is welcome. 9. No asking for comparisons with other partners- NUN YA BIDNESS. 10. WE are not "Friends with Priviledges"- We are not friends, we know each other and we happen to fuck on occasion. 11. Calling out the wrong name during sex is ok- Do not get offended. 12. No extra clothing- I don't want shit of yours "forgotten" when you leave. 1