Fubar Blogs 5

She Belongs....
Jade was wearing a black blouse and a long loose black skirt made of wrinkled cotton as she came off the plane. Darius was there to greet her, and immediately held her close in his arms. His voice was almost plaintive against her ear as he hugged her. "I love you..." he sighed. She sighed contentedly in return, closing her eyes and letting herself be lost in the moment of their first face-to-face meeting. Then, he whispered to her again. "Are you wearing panties?" "No," she said softly, smiling and blushing. He slowly pulled away from her, then dropped kisses all over her face. Finally, his lips met hers and the moment became electric, all time standing still as they kissed, deeply, intimately. She came to know his tongue, and he shared with her the exploration of her mouth. Then he looked at her, into her blue eyes. He took her smaller hand in his and began to lead her away. They stopped at the luggage pickup, and she pointed to her suitcase. He took it by

He's Taking Control
The valet takes our bags, leaving me free to watch the sway of your ass as you walk inside to check-in. At the front desk, the look on the girl's face says she can feel the sexual energy between us. I take the key, and we make our way to the elevator. "Jade,...When we get to the room, I want you to go into the bathroom, take off all your clothes, and wait there until I come and get you. Do you understand?" "Yes Darius," you say, looking at me. "I promised I would do whatever you want this weekend and I am going to keep that promise." I open the door and you walk in. I take a quick look at the room. It's basically a small apartment, with a kitchenette and living room. There is a door to the bedroom and one to the bathroom. There is also a door from the bathroom into the bedroom. "This will work rather nicely," I think to myself. Obediently, you head straight for the bathroom. I smile as I watch the door close. This is going to be a very interesting weekend... With you seq

Playroom
"I'm just going out to run some errands," I tell you, punctuating it with a soft kiss. "I'll be back in a few hours. Oh, and don't go in the computer room Jade." And with that, I'm gone. You lie back on the bed, already counting the minutes until I return. Even though you miss your Master, sometimes you enjoy having the house to yourself. You rise and go to the kitchen to get yourself some water. You wonder quietly why I would tell you to stay out of the computer room. You know I've been doing something in there, but you assumed I was just putting in some new shelves or something. Oh well, you think, Master will tell you soon enough. That thought leaves you when you see the computer on its desk in the living room. What happened to the computer room? What am I doing in there? Curious, you go back to the hallway, passing the door to the basement, past the bedroom, to the closed door of the computer room. What's hidden in there? Overcome with curiosity, you decide to tempt fa

My Life
Well my name is Antoinette and I'm 18 years old I have a twin name Angeleque but I'm the oldest by 5 minutes. I from Chicago but I live in Canton, Mississippi. I don't really have friends cause female really hate on me so I hang by myself

Beg....
The touch of Darius' skin sent electric shivers through Jade's body. Darius ran his hands gently along her spine as he whispered in her ear, causing the hairs on the back of her neck to prickle. A soft field of static electricity that seemed to be building between them suddenly snapped! Their mouths met in a flash of essence, hands roaming each others bodies like birds in flight. "You have no idea how much I missed you" Breathed Jade.... "Oh," Replied Darius between kisses, "I'm sure I do." Jade flicked his ear with her tongue and laced her fingers through his belt loops. "But I want you more." She whispered. Her long auburn hair cascaded gently over his shoulder as he turned his head to her. She was wearing dark blue jeans and a white beaded top that made her look like she belonged in a fairytale, and not here in their small New York apartment. The curve of her breasts was perfectly accented by the thin line of cleavage that spilled above the shirt. The simple words

Jade's Surprise Ii
After several episodes of introducing ourselves to the roles of Master and Sub, our respective roles came very naturally. You are an excellent Master -- giving me everything I ever wanted from sexual restraint that was to the point of sheer torture to sexual release so intense, I do cum with fiery explosions repeatedly. Every day, I fall more in love with you and yearn to see you, wondering what you have in store for me next. Tonight is no different, even though I'm tired from work. Rest is, evidently, not in your repertoire any longer. At least, not for me. That's okay as I'm refreshed by your attention. For the most part, I'm a good sub. Although, I have to admit, I am sometimes intentionally defiant in order to feel the glory of my punishment. And, you know of my desire to test you. My pussy tingles and drips just thinking about the warming of my ass against the paddle and my nipples aching with painful pleasure from the clothespins we now keep bedside. I love to feel you sucking

Criminal Trespass....
The night air felt cool on Darius's face as he grabbed the chain-link fence. With a quick glance over his shoulder, he confirmed the cute security guard was still chasing him. He scrambled over the short fence and continued his sprint. A sharp turn brought him to a sudden stop, revealing an alley, and thus a dead end. Darius could hear the guard climbing the fence now, her boots making noisy clinking sounds on the metal. Darius hopped up on top of a dumpster and flattened himself against a wall. The security guard entered the alley, her flashlight illuminating the area in front of her. As she brought the beam of light upwards to scan the alley for him, Darius leaped onto her, stunning the girl and knocking her prone. There was a startled yelp as Darius pinned the girl to the ground, her flashlight rolling out of her hands. She started to yell something, but Darius pressed his knee into her stomach, forcing the air from her lungs. As she gasped for breath, he pulled the handcuffs fro

Special Occasion
Jade was more than 10 minutes late and I was feeling distinctly put out, when she finally walked through the door. Even in My anger, the sight of her nearly stopped Me, but lust and anger are a powerful combination so I twined the two emotions together as she approached. "I apologize for being late, Master Darius," she said, kneeling in front of Me. "Mr. Scott had me stay late for a board meeting. I left as soon as I could." I could tell she was worried about the consequences of her tardiness, but kept My plans well in mind. "Stand,my pet, and kiss Me. I'm pissed that you were late, but we'll get to that when the time is right. Come." We kissed, and I felt her lips trembling as a combination of anticipation and fear melded in her soul. We went downstairs to the Playroom, and I turned quickly on her. "Strip," I commanded, "and lay yourself on the table of reconciliation." As always, she obeyed My Command, but I saw a little hesitance. I know how important Valentine's Day i

Jade's Story
Master Darius, I am here to serve you.... You walk up and kiss me, I return the kiss and smile at you nervously, you slip your hands up my thin white shirt and roughly pull up my black lacy bra – You start squeezing my tits, soft at first then you grab a bit harder, working your fingers into the smooth soft skin. I let a small moan escape as you start pinching my nipples, you squeeze my nipples hard and cup your hands around my rib cage joining your thumbs at my solaplex and slowly but firmly drag them down to my stomach. You crouch down and run both your hands up my smooth thighs until my small black skirt is lifted enough to reveal my wet pussy. You cup your hands around my firm ass and pull it roughly towards you forcing my cunt to your mouth. You nibble softly at my throbbing cunt and i notice my knees starting to involuntarily widen and tremble with pleasure. I finally loose the fight to keep silent and say ... “Oooo please Master I want you inside me. Please fuck your dirty

Give Her What She Desires
Darius made a quick trip to the store to pick up a couple things needed for the night I had planned. When I returned home I simply told her that we were about to have a special night. I handed her a bag with the panties I had just bought her. Jade went and took a nice hot bath then came into the living room wearing just the panties as I had asked her to. I took her hand and led her to the bedroom, where the only light was coming from the candles I had set up while she was in the tub. I had her lay on the bed and she knew what was coming the moment I picked up her leather collar. I put the collar on her. Then I took the straps and tied her arms to the bedpost. I took more straps and went to her feet. She asked about removing the panties, but I told her no and to hush. I tied her ankles to the bedpost. She couldn't move. I went and got the blindfold and put it on her. I gave her a very deep kiss before kissing down her body. I got down to the panties and I ran my hand under them. S

The Business Trip
Christopher and I had been working together for a long time, and, over the past few months, had taken several business trips together. We had become an effective team in a short time, and wonderful friends as well. There was also a certain chemistry between us that I had never experienced before. Obviously, it was visible to others, because they kept assuming that something was going on between us, but, until this trip, our relationship had remained purely platonic. The more time I spent with this mam, the more difficult it was becoming to resist his charms. As time wore on, just being in the same room with him made my body intensely hot; it was occasionally downright embarrassing. This all was complicated by the fact that I was his direct supervisor, and a personal relationship between the two of us would be seriously frowned upon. This particular night, I was feeling extreamly friendly. I had been teasing Christopher, as i loved to do, about the hard day he had had and how nice

Jades Stormy Night
We stood facing each other... just outside my bedroom door.. You.. took my chin in your hand and lifted my pouting face.. and brushed my lips.. "good Nite Jade" you whispered and turned me around.. and gave me a gentle push inside the door...feeling your hand smack my bottom.. a scooted inside my bedroom and stood.. as I heard you shut my door.. and.. let out a soft laughter.. as you walked down the hall back to your company. You always did this to me.. have me retire for the night.. as to where I would not hear or see what you and your friends do... You always said.. it wasn't for my eyes and ears to know what men talk about after the women leave the room.. So at 10pm... you stood and motioned for me to say good nite to the guest and then you accompanied to my room.. .. pouting as always... but never getting to stay up.. I.. entered my room.. ..... I was not ready for sleep....I walked into my bathroom and started a nice hot bath....dumping bubble bath.. and scented oils i

Jades Library Visitor
I searched the bottom shelf for a book on photographic darkroom techniques when a lovely blonde woman about twenty stood next to me. Our eyes met, she smiled and I eagerly returned one. The glow of her youth radiated from her face and her body displayed the curves that lust was made of. She wore short pink dress gathered at the waist. As she searched for a book, she took little fidgety steps causing her dress to swing fluidly. I found myself looking less for the book and more at her shapely legs that were enticingly bare. She bent over to grab a footstool sitting in the aisle. For a brief second, I swore she wasn't wearing panties. Surely, wishful thinking. After placing the stool in front of the book stack, she stepped onto it with her pink, three-inch high heels. The Goddess Art of Jonathon Earl Bowser "Be careful," I said. "Those high heals look great but they don't look very steady." "That's sweet of you to worry, but I'll be cautious." Her voice had a gentle

True Confession
"Christopher..." She found herself stuttering. She never stuttered. "I...don't know what to say. I...God,...I can't believe...this is too...I can't. I can't do this." "Can't do what?" he asked, his voice is thick with unrealized passion. "Can't explain yourself? Can't own up to how you shit all over me? All over us? Can't be honest about how right it all was? How much you wanted me? Want me still? I can see it in the way you're standing. Hear it in the way your voice falters. I can smell it on you, Lo. Smell how much you want my hands and mouth all over you; my cock buried inside you." Christopher had managed to cross the room to her during his speech. She shivered as he clasped her arms and pulled her to him. "You know you want this" he whispered, running his lips up and down the side of her neck. "You know you want me, the way we'd always talked about. I know it all. I know all of your deepest wants and desires; your cravings and fantasies. I can make them come true. All you ha

Say It....damn It
I love you Christopher." She said breathing into his ear. The hot breath took his mind elsewhere. And the fact that she was nibbling on his ear lobe didn't help matters either. He began sliding his hand over her body instinctually. Her smooth skin took him further from reality. Guided only by his urges, he pressed her close to his body. A slight moan escaped her mouth before it was covered by his. Their lips danced together, fighting to take the lead. Each kiss signaled for another and yet another. Her mouth pulled away for a moment and then latched on to his bottom lip. A grunt formed in Christopher's throat as he took her by the wrists and pushed her into the nearest available wall. He took both of her wrists in one hand and used his other to cup the jaw of his lady. Christopher looked deeply into her eyes, as if to say something, but was cut short due to her lack of patience. Tara jumped on to Christopher, wrapping arm and leg alike around his body. She leaned down and began to

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Full Moon Diaries.....
Jade was not at all what people thought. There were layers, myriads of layers that had yet to be uncovered. She had moods, numerous moods as changeable and fluid as quicksilver. Her kittenish smile could turn into a snarl in the blink of an eye. Friends and acquaintances joked about werewolves, and vampires, but she knew; knew there was just something about a full moon. Something that got the blood pumping and the senses heightened. She swore that sometimes, she could smell her Darius a mile away. She enjoyed men, enjoyed their differences. The broadness of their shoulders, the roughness of their stubble. There was always something that drew her. Sometimes it was their mind, sometimes a smile or just the way they moved. This time, it was his eyes. A whiskey colored gaze that seemed to see too much. Added to a flexible mind and nimble hands, it was a combination she was weak to resist. As she'd never been one for self-control, Jade had plotted and made a plan to get what she wa

The Slave Waits.............
I walk in this dimly lit bar....my eyes adjusting after the bright sunshine outside.....it's cool in here.....I look around, not many people in here. "Good" my thoughts desire privacy. I sit down in a booth....in a dark corner....A waitress comes and I ask her for some club soda....she brings it and leaves. I look at the glass....and my thoughts wander to this lovely man. I wonder where he is. He controls my every thought...my love for him is boundless. He knows I am here, but I don't see him. Then....I feel him...I feel his presence. I jump slightly..startled...and look up...there he is, right in front of me. He holds out his hand to me and I take it and get up....wordlessly following him to a room in the back. He leads me in and locks the door behind us. He pulls me in his arms and kisses me hard...and very passionately. "Now" he says....and I hold my breath...waiting. "You know better than this....don't you Jade...you told me you understood?" He looks at me intently, and I bow my he

Open Your Eyes
You lie naked on the bed, your arms bound to the bedpost, wearing only your collar and an ankle bracelet that I ordered you to wear simply because I think it's so sexy. You squirm with excitement as I enter the room. You smile up at me and start to say, "hello Master Darius," but I gently put a finger to your lips. I move onto the bed, straddling you, my knees on either side of your waist. The whole time I stare lovingly into your eyes. You smile and occasionally giggle nervously at the intimate eye contact, but you've already gotten the message not to speak. I begin with a soft, gentle kiss. You sigh at the touch of my lips. Then I straighten up, looking down at you again, and begin slowly, lazily playing with your nipples. I trace my finger in light circles around the tips, watching them stiffen at my touch. The whole time, I keep staring into your eyes, as if daring you to look away. Occasionally you see a slight smile cross my lips. I begin pinching your nipples between my f

Jades Awakening
Jades Master’s Home > > > > She searches for the oven mitts hoping the cookies wont burn before she finds them, meets her best friend for coffee, has a less than encouraging conversation with her mother on the phone, and watches a half hour of mindless chatter on television between her daily chores...It is a day like many others but she doesn't complain; she does all these things with a sense of pride and purpose that few would understand. She finds joy and contentment in keeping her home and preparing her mind and body in the service of her Master and His homecoming which draws closer as each hour passes. > > Four o'clock > > She opens the shower door and turns the water on and undresses; the steam rises and she steps inside. This is a ritual that is never rushed but thoroughly enjoyed. Lathering the cloth she cleans and polishes her skin with meticulous care and when finished, she notices her image in the full length mirror...she lingers there and wonders what must go

Dinner For Who?....
Words can not begin to describe how beautiful you look this evening...the dim light, the candles sparkling in your eyes. This is your favortie resturant, its where we had our fist date and you love comming back here. You look beautiful....flower print dress v neck...heels absolutly stunning. During dinner we talk, exchange kisses and those looks of yours that tell me there is more than dinner on your mind. We share a bottle of wine with dinner and you slide close to me and whisper in my ear..."Do you know what you do to me"? I kiss you gently and say no hun i have no idea, why dont you tell me as i brush my lips across yours.... You take my hand, kissing my finger tips and rest my hand on your lap....Hmmmm i think to myself....what is she up to, and you say "how 'bout i show you?" as you slide my hand up your soft thighs and reach your sweet lips,..im surprised your not wearing any panites....my god you know how to get my attention....you part your legs and i slide my finger inside

Her............
I was early comming home from work....all i could think about was does she know how much i love her. I pull into the drive way and quietly enter the house...she has her back towards me in the kitchen and she is on the phone. I take my jacket off and drop it on the floor...losining my tie as i walk quietly towards her. i gently place my hands on her bare shoulders and move my lips from her shoulder to her neck pulling her back to me...she drops the phone and pushes back against me....my hand runs through her hair and i grip onto it pulling her mouth to mine from behind not allowing her to turn to face me....kissing her like it was the very 1st time or maybe the very last time....she rubs her ass against me pressing against my hardness....my hands explore her body moving from her shoulders down her arms gently caressing her accross her stomach and up to her breasts......i turn her to face me as i kiss her deeply i push the straps of her teddy off her shoulders and let it fall to the fl

A Night To Remeber
One night we IM'd, and the chemistry between us was immediately obvious. I knew I had connected with someone who was deeply sexual, intelligent and…Masterful! All the qualities I most admire in a man. It wasn't long before we started talking on the phone. I like phone sex and have enjoyed several pleasant encounters this way. Until I started talking to you, that is. You would whisper to me, with your incredibly sexy voice, tease me, build me up, concentrate totally on my pleasure and then order me to cum, not just once or even twice, but over and over again, until I was completely sated, only then would you finally see to your own satisfaction. No one else I'd had phone sex with could match that, and I began to wonder what you would be like in real life! Six months later and here I was pulling up outside your house in a cab. My hands trembled as I knocked on the door. Last minute nerves and doubts set in. Would I be able to serve you as you wished? Please you, as

A Night For His Taking
He did not remove the blindfold until they were inside. She had no inkling of where they were, this city and this country were strange to her. Blinking she realised she was in a large room. Most of it was cast into shadow. Looking around she saw her lover checking the slip of paper in his hand and finding the controls. The lights rose, slowly at first and she saw something that was strangely familiar. Frowning she went closer and could not stop the gasp as she saw the distinctive spider symbol. A slither of delicious fear slid down her spine like an icy finger. He turned to look at her, smiling at her shocked but still eager expression. Kissing her softly as he came to her side. "You said you would let me do as I pleased to you if we ever came here," he said quietly, his smile growing wider as she nodded, biting her lower lip. Her eyes were wide and darker than usual. "I remember Master Darius," Jade whispered. "Was it an idle promise?" he asked, going very still as he waited

Easter
Happy Easter everyone. It's just another day for me but I had fun with my son. We hid easter eggs in the house for Thomas to find. He got too much chocolate of course. I'm not doing too much today just relaxing before I go too work tomorrow morning. I'm still fairly new to Cherry Tap but I do like this site. It's much more fun than myspace or your typical chat sites. I'm hoping to meet lots of new people. Not much else just have a great day.

My First Blog (and Who Senshi Is)
I do write for a living, but for that exact reason I often struggle to write anything about myself in depth. It always gets side tracked to some ulterior subject. So here's one of those lame Myspace quizzes. 100 Questions For Your Answering Pleasure!BasicsName::Dan Age::18 Height::6'1" Hair Color::Brownish black Eye Color::Blue School LifeWhat's your school's mascot?:Whatever i want it to be School color(s)?:Black and orange G.P.A.?:Probably around a 3.3, but im homeschooled Who is your favorite teacher?:Mr Love (grade seven) What do they teach?:He was a general teacher Is this your favorite class?:Not particularly. InternetDo you use any instant messengers?:Yep. If so, which ones?:MSN, Yahoo, AIM, Skype About how many hours a day do you spend online?:Too many ;p Do you have a digital camera?:Yep If so, do you post pictures of yourself online?:Tons MusicDo you play any instruments?:Yep If so, what one(s)?:Drums, and i sing 3 Favorite Genres Of Music::Ska, Punk, Rockabilly 3 Favorite

An Easter Miracle!!!
Ok guys this is kinda long... I will try to shorten it as much as possible. My son was born in 2000. I took him home and within a few days his face kept turning blue, his breathing was shallow, his lips kept turning white. Well obvioulsy this disturbed me enough to bring him to the Emergency room. They diagnosed my son with RSV. Okay I am thinkng no big deal... Boy was I wrong!! They decided to admit him into the pediatrics floor. There I stayed with him for 5 days. His oxygen sats kept continuously dropping and he was even more sick now. I am thinking boy this RSV is a kick in the asser. The floor Resident(Doctor) came in and said he was ok enough to be cared for at home. I said to hell he is' his 02 sats keeps dropping and hes fighting to breathe!! He continued to the nurses station and told the nurses to draw up discharge papers. I looked at my brother of whom was with me through this entire ordeal and said this ain't happening! I refuse to bring him home like this. I called my son'

Copper Is A Conductor, And Makes For Decent Cooking.
Sometimes I wonder how it has come to be that with all of my friends dating each other and breaking up and dating other friends, how is it that I'm the only one who remains constantly single? I honestly can't figure it out. I don't know, maybe I'll go into seclusion and live off the land. That way, it seems like I chose to stay single, not the other way around. Until next time, remember kids: When you download mp3s, you're downloading communism...so download some more!

First And Foremost
So I'm just trying to work my way around here, everything is very new and I figured the best way to figure things out is to try it out. I'm having a serious problem exploring everything in here, mainly because everything is OVER simplified. I'm so used to havign to write my own HTML codes and such that this is confusing not having to do that. Well, heres to tackling blogs and a couple of pictures and one friend add... *CHEERS*

Deep In The Pit....
~A gravestone stands solid, alone, on a grassy field, as the grass bends lightly in the breeze.~ Those images kept flashing in my head, which was bad news cause I was driving on the freeway. Not that my safety was in jeopardy, during rush hour, top speed was 10 mph. But flashbacks of graves weren't what I wanted on my mind at the moment. I was on my way to Tara and focus shouldn't have been a problem. Tara's interest in me began the day I started at CommNet as a technical support agent. She always told me she liked techy types. She worked in customer service, and both of us dealt a lot with customers, so both of us wore business suits at work. Thinking about her Aurburn hair up in a bun, or some do started to give me wood, which was good cause this evening we were gonna let our crushes grow into something further. All that thinking allowed me to finally get to the freeway exit. And a few minutes later, I was parked and looking at her apartment building entrance. It was a sm

Whats Up...
well as of august 4th 2007 @ 6pm, i am officially married for the 2nd time. i am sure this time its gonna be the right one. she treats me and my boys so well and i really love her to the end of the world. hey there mandy...love ya baby !!!

First Time
Well here goes my blog virginity. Spending Easter just hanging around the house and taking naps here and there. Pretty boring things. I think I need to spice up my CT page. Let me hear your suggestions and I will incorporate as many as I can. I would especially love to here from you ladies.

Newbie
Hey everyone!! My model friend Bobbi Billard invited me to join in on "Cherry Tap"! I am Tiffany Holliday and was a former playmate and girlfriend of the infamous Hugh Hefer and am featured on the hit series on E! "The Girls Next Door". Visit me at my official website www.tiffanyholliday.com and my official myspace page that I am restarting all over again (thanks to the fakers and haters on myspace!) www.myspace.com/thereal_tiffanyholliday I'm just getting new to all this so bare with me everyone and thanks for all the love and support already! mwaa, Tiffany xoxo

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* Nexus Of Horus / Maat * Elevenstar Working *
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Crap!!!!
My computer puked, had to do a system restore therefore deleting all my saved passwords and I couldn't remember my password or screen name to log in with so I haven't been on and that's why, it's been a long month! For some reason I just kept guessing and remembered so I'm baaaaack :)

Men Vs Women
When everybody on earth was dead and waiting to enter paradise, God appeared and said, "I want the men to make two lines, one line for the men who were true heads of their household and the other line for the men who were dominated by their women. I want all the women to report to St. Peter." Soon, the women were gone, and there were two lines of men. The line of the men who were dominated by their wives was 100 miles long, And in the line of men who truly were heads of their household there was only one man. God said, "You men should be ashamed of yourselves, I created you to be the head of your household! You have been disobedient and have not fulfilled your purpose! Of all of you, only one obeyed. Learn from him."God turned to the one man, "How did you manage to be the only one in this Line?"The man replied, "My wife told me to stand here

Lyrics Because... Why The Fuck Not?
I'm not alone, I wish I was. Cause then I'd know, I was down because I couldn't find, a friend around To love me like, they do right now. They do right now. I'm dizzy from the shopping malls I searched for joy, but I bought it all It doesn't help the hunger pains and a thirst I'd have to drown first to ever satiate Something's missing And I don't know how to fix it something's missing And I don't know what it is At all When autumn comes, it doesnt ask. It just walks in, where it left you last. And you never know, when it starts Until there's fog inside the glass around your summer heart: Something's missing And I don't know how to fix it something's missing And I don't know what it is At all I can't be sure that this state of mind, is not of my own design I wish there was an over the counter test, for loneliness. For loneliness like this. Something's missing And I don't know how to fix it Something's missing And I don't know what it is No I don

Look Twice
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and glov

I Need Help In The Sexxy Lady Contest
Hi Everyone, I've entered a Sexy Lady Contest that will run until April 12th, to try and win a Cherry Blast. I could really use alot of help, and I would really APPRECIATE anyone's help with comment bombing. If you can't bomb me, then can you please at least repost this bulletin for me? I would REALLY APPRECIATE any help I can get. Here is my link below. Please click on that and it will bring you straight to the contest. Thank you so much. Hope you all have a wonderful Easter. Hugs {***AngelEyes***} of ~~~AngelFamily~~~

Thnking About Being Adopted
Been thinking lately about the shock I felt when I found out I was adopted. Kinda hard on the system, when you live to be my age, and find out. I found out after both my adopted parents had passed away. My brother knew and had made a promise to my father that he wouldnt say anything until both of them were gone. I wonder why? Did they think I was that fragile, that I couldnt handle it? Yes.... they were right... But, I think I could have handled it better if I was told when I was a child, and not an adult, who now has no life history. I mean, who am I know? I am not the person that I thought I was/am??...Un-nerving to say the very least. I love my adopted parents for wanting to love me and take care of me/us (** my brother..who is also adopted-from a different biological mother). We both were adopted as newborns, if that makes a difference.?? Mom was a great photographer and a shutterbug, so I have tons of photos of both my brother and I as teeny tiny babies and us b

Wrecked Truck! My Blazer Monologues
Looking at the photo's of my wrecked Blazer, I still cannot come to grips with how I managed to be alive, and with no serious injuries. How do you flip twice, and still be here? Of course, I am a hurting unit..thats not to say I didnt suffer any inuries........My seatbelt was on.. but I dont think thats the only reason why. Just who was in the truck with me? I had no passengers, at least not that I knew of. HE was with me. I didn't know it at the time, though. I wonder what is in store for me? HE must of saved me for something more in my life. There has to be more.... Was it just karma for good deeds in my past?, and did I use it up that night? Am I going to have something great in my life come to me? How was I picked out of so many that night that were in similar accidents?....Why was I chosen? Do you think I think too much about it? I should just let it go, and be THANKFULL to HIM.

My Vacation Week
Well the week started good, the weather was nice, and we really had some good days to get alot accomplished, then after a few days it turned cold, and couldn't finish what we wanted to. Hubby worked on my car and got the back shocks, transmission boot, and the front disc brakes done. The only things he has to work on now is my water pump, radiator, and head. He also got his new truck!!! We had that towed to our house and he got the part it needed, which was the control arm that hooks to the I-Beam and the tire. That took one whole day to get done, taking the old one off was the hardest cause it was bent really bad, but putting the new one on was easy! We had a good week together, got a lot of the things done that needed to be done, still have so much more. He had to call in on Friday to see when he was leaving and where he was going, unfortunately he had to leave Easter Sunday at 5 am :( ! Last night we had a date, something we haven't done in awhile, hehe. It was fun, we ate a good di

Army Shout Outs
ANY SOLDIERS AND PILOTS FROM THE 101ST PLEASE MESSAGE ME I LOVE YOU GUYS I LIVED NEAR FT. CAMPBELL ONCE I WAS RIGHT ON THE FLIGHT PATH AND NAME ALL THE COPTERS BY SOUND I LOVED IT I EVEN RODE IN A BLACKHAWK AT AGE 16 IT WAS AWESOME AND EVEN GOT A KIOWA WARRIOR TO HOVER OVER MY HOUSE ONCE SO ANY SCREAMING EAGLES MESSAGE ME. GO SCREAMING EAGLES

Something To Ponder...
It never ceases to amaze me how certain things that seem so perfect can bring your life to a total halt. Think of that amazing bike ride on the trail when all the sudden a large stick gets stuck between your spokes causing you to fly off face first into the mud... but you get up and brush yourself off, curse a little and get back on for your ride home (I had a similar incident as a child when my shoelace got caught in the stupid chain... what a catastrophe!!). But back to the point, some people spend their entire lives in search of "THE ONE"... and often when they find that person it's like some higher power has to interfere (say throw a stick in the spokes) a little to test the strength, support system, communication and love of all involved. Be it a pregnancy scare, a death in the family, a conflict of religion, the first huge argument over the bills, an ex who you thought was "the one", or whatever. Some people seem to miss the test entirely and lose out on their soul mate due t

Beware Of This Guy On Ct.
Your are 100% Oklahoman IF.... >1. You can properly pronounce Eufaula, Gotebo, Okemah, Chickasha and >Tahlequah. > >2. You think that people who complain about the wind in their states are >sissies. > >3. A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look >for a funnel. > >4. Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on >the highway. > >5. You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. > >6 You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by >the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. > >7. Stores don't have bags, they have sacks. > >8. You see people wear bib overalls at funerals. > >9. You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent. > >10. You measure distance in minutes. ("I'm about 5 minutes away.") > >11. You refer to the capital of Oklahoma as "The City." > >12. It doesn't bother you to use an airport named for a man who died in >an airplane cras

Madman
Sometimes you just go off on rants and are not sure why. This being my first time blogging(I prefer to see how people react to my random insanities) we shall see how it goes. Unfortunately it's too late to rant to any people and I can not sleep. As you can see what we get. Now to start with I had someone today tell me that we have no right to have our troops in Iraq (no arguments everyone is entitled to their own opinion). However then this individual proceeded to tell me about how much worse off the world is because of the soldiers over there currently. Now needless to say I was at work so had to control my temper (thank god for helping me with that, 9 months ago I would have been out a job). Again I am not one to say anything derogatory about someone's opinion but this quite disturbed me. I mean it makes you wonder how many more people out there believe this? Agreed we are the world's policemen and I agree that Saddam technically was no worse than Stalin(whom for those of you that do

Boricua Represting
¡Que Pasa Boricua! Get more at BorikuaSpace.com I just will like to know how many of beautiful Boricuas are here on Cherry Tap showing mad love for the Island of Puerto Rico. We need to stick together and represent our homeland even thought we are far away from it. That is our homeland and will be part of our hearts until we are 6 feet under.

No Patience For Stupid
ALRIGHT HERE IT IS PEOPLE. MANY OF YOU LIKE MYSELF I AM SURE HAVE TO WORK WITH THE PUBLIC IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. NOW THERE IS ENOUGH THAT I DO TO MAINTAIN WHAT MY EMPLOYER WANTS, I DON'T GET TATTOO'S BELOW MY ELBOW'S, I DON'T WEAR FACIAL JEWELERY, I STAY FAIRLY CLEAN CUT AND I DON'T PUNCH STUPID PEOPLE IN THE FACE WHEN THEY GET ON MY NERVES. I AM SO TIRED OF HAVING TO DEAL WITH THE IGNORANT ASS PEOPLE WHO COME IN TO MY BAR AND ASK STUPID QUESTIONS OR COMPLAIN WHEN THEY DIDN'T READ EVERYTHING ON THE MENU CORRECTLY OR ORDER A DRINK THAT I MAKE AND THEN COMPLAIN ABOUT A FLAVOR THAT IS NOTED OR EVEN IN THE NAME OF THE DRINK. I HATE WHEN I AM PLAYING A GIG AND SOME ONE GETS PISSED OFF BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO PLAY SOME STUPID SING ALONG SONG THAT IS ON EVERY JUKE BOX AND IS PLAYED BY EVERY HALF ASS NO TALENT MUSICIAN AROUND, SORRY I AM BETTER THEN THAT YOU STUPID BACKWOOODS HILLBILLY. I GET TIRED OF PEOPLE WHO CARRY ON ABOUT THINGS LIKE STARBUCKS AND OTHER BIG BUSINESS COMING ALONG AND HOW T

Think Think Think
Read Each One Carefully & Think About It a Second or Two 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, & the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand & touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can' t have them 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on someone, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry because it is over, sm

Concert Blogs
http://www.shopfeverfest.com/ July 13-15th,2007 GO TO THIS SITE & SEE WHO'S COMING TO PRYOR,OK. A 1ST EVER ROCKLAHOMA FEST! SOME KICKASS BANDS ARE GONNA BE THERE! I HOPE TO BE THR TOO! HERE'S ALL THE 80'S BANDS THAT'LL BE THERE; TWISTED SISTER,POISON,LA GUNS,RATT,WHITE LION,WARRANT,STEELHEART,SOUL,RIDER,FASTER PUSSYCAT,BULLET BOY,Y&T,QUIET RIOT,WINGER,FIREHOUSE,SLAUGHTER,SKID ROW,W.A.S.P,GREAT WHITE,JACKYL,VINCE NEIL,ZENDOZER,DOKKEN Music Video:WALK AWAY (by Dokken)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Huggmeok Yahoo
it seems to me there are too many sweets in the dish, like the little kid we are tempted by each. yet.. is a whole bowl good for us really? as for myself, I would sooner offer 100% to just one, possible somthing special. it would be only too simple... to have 20 friends or even sleep with each of them, but what then would one have to offer each friend ??? 5% ??? Forget that! There is nothing special in 5% of any person ! Thats Settling for Less than your worth. If it's not unique, special, and un-devided, then i simply do Not want it ! Did that in high school. Like a candy dish, once everyones bitten all the pieces, left the wrappers all over town, theres nothing special anymore. The same time wasted online could be time spent watching the most incredible sunsets ever, with somone special wayyy beyond any the normal flattering bullsht gimme gimme i want i want people. I'm huggmeok on yahoo when you one day aggree.

Animations/pics
Where is the best place to find cartoon animations? I havea friend that wants me to find some and email em to her phone. Anyone know where to find some Teen Titans ones? I guess she is looking for the naughty animations. Any and all help would be appreciated. Thanks and have a great day! B

The Flight
Her flight from LAX to Iowa was perfect. Hope the rest of this little excursion goes as well, she thought as she exited the plane and filed into the bustling airport along with the other passengers on this lovely Saturday afternoon. Since her only luggage was the tote bag that she carried which contained the essentials she’d need, there was no need to locate the baggage carousel. She did, however, see a cozy lounge where she escaped from the crowd of people who were rushing to and from their flights. As she sipped her White Russian, the Brown haired Blue eyed vixen of a business woman thought about the situation. She had flown a thousand miles for a meeting. This, however, would not be a board meeting or a high-end meeting with some deep-pocketed client. It would be a meeting with the person she’d been in contact with via email for nearly six months. He’d written a story that she identified with so much that she wrote Him a complimentary communication. That led to additio

Loss
To all my friends and fans -- I will not be on here this much this week as my grandfather passed away Friday night -- I will try and check my messages and return any love that you leave for me as soon as I can -- Hope that you all have a wonderful week!! Hugss and kisses to you all Jacque~~his#1girl

A Friend Of Mine
KNEW HE WAS OUT THERE...JUS WAS HARD TO FIND NOT MY MAN OR ANYTHING...JUS A FRIEND OF MINE ALWAYS RIGHT ON TIME WHEN I NEED A LENDING EAR ALWAYS RIGHT ON TIME WHEN I NEED TO SHED A TEAR NOT AFRAID TO OPEN UP..NOT AFRAID TO LET ME IN NOT AFRAID TO SHOW ME THE REAL MEANING OF A FRIEND NOT TOO QUICK TO JUDGE ON ALL THE DRAMA I DEAL WIT JUS QUICK TO LET ME KNOW I NEED TO RID MYSELF OF THAT SHIT SO THANKS FOR IT ALL....FOR UR TIME, PATIENCE, AND HONESTY THANKS FOR LETTIN ME LOVE YOU AND THANK U FOR LOVIN' ME!!!

Love Doctor Q & A
Q: Is there such a thing as love at first sight and, if so, what are the odds of its lasting? A: Because love is such a complex matter, it is not likely that it occurs at first sight, although there is attraction at first sight, which may subsequently lead to love. Q: Do opposites attract A: Mostly on magnets. Homogamy, the word used to describe human attraction of people with similar interests, is the name of the game for humans. The more homogamy there is, the more likely humans will stay together and experience a successful relationship. Only one study supports the "complementary-needs theory," and it is regarded with suspicion in the academic community. Q: Does living together before marriage help or hurt the marriage? A: It depends on the motivation for the cohabitation. If cohabitation is to "try it before you buy it," there may be more commitment anxiety, which would therefore be more likely to hurt a subsequent marriage. If cohabitation is done for economic reasons, i

Thoughts
I Reside WIthin the darkness I reside Sitting silently by your side You are unaware I am here The unspoken words You won't say Yearning to get out yet unheard Wanting accepted Only rejected Within the darkness I reside JLC-2007

Tears On My Pillow
well i am 24 yrs old. I have natural brown hair and I dye it red. I am married and have a 2 and half year old son. I love to sing, dance, play softball. hang with my son and play on the net. yall have a good day!

Great Things To Think About
12 types of females! 1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. You have some one to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other niggas jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. 2. Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try everything more than once. c. You're never unsatisfied. d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do. e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too. Disadvantages a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings. b. She starts to act like she's your "main". c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak. d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replac

What Do You Want?
I know I have only one photo right now but I want to hear what all of you want. I am taking new photos of myself to update and wanted opinions on what kind of photos everyone wants. No matter what they are don't be shy.

Women
In case someone forgot to teach you how or what you should expect: *respect- her and her opinions as she should do yours *listen -even if you don't like what she has to say she needs to say it, and who knows you may learn something *open the door for her-yes she can do it her self that is not the point the point is the little damn things *little things- mean as much or more then the big ones because they show you really do care enough to do them and are thinking of her *never- lie to her what hurts is not just the crime but the lie, that you could not even be stand up enough to except responseablty for it *never- cheat if you love her, she is all you need and if you need more and she doesn't, then get out, small pain here is better than major hurt later. *never- judge with out hearing her side *never- belive she is perfect she is human that means flaws *never- diss her flaws they are what make her unique in all the world *never- try to change her, support and encourage her

Here I Go Again....
At the pressure and insistence of others, I have begun baking from home again as means of boosting my income. I think I must be crazy.... I have no dishwasher, but friends will not be dissuaded. I will have to keep it at a bare minimum, but it will be a big help to finances..... especially if I can do wedding cake.... In a month or so I may have to retreat, because the heat here is unbearable in the summer, I don't know if I will be able to have my oven on so much. I have alot of cleaning projects going on at the moment also, and only about a month to accomplish these things, just deep cleaning stuff, like washing ceiling fans and such, organizing the garage, cleaning carpets, and washing my lawn furniture. It's almost that time. Obviously I'll be staying busy, in anticipation of a houseguest that will be arriving in about a month, I would like all that stuff to be done so I can relax and enjoy spending time. Simone keeps looking at me as though I have lost my mind, while

Hell As I Know It
I have 18 more days left of high-school and it seems like forever. I am on my way to a better life to Nashville TN, leaving behind everything that i hate here in Mo. College sounds like so much fun and i'll be living on campus of course, but i have no idea what to expect. so if any of you want to fill me on some of the college life i'd appriciate it thanks

How About You
If I was in a contest.... would you help me out... If I needed help leveling... would you help me out... If I needed help of any kind... would you write a bulletin for me asking all your friends to help me... I have decided that ... no you wouldnt.... who am I talking about???? no one really... was just in my head so I thought I would ask... thanks for your time...

Positive Attitude
Hey Everyone, Thanks for stopping by. I've been reading everyones blogs on here and it struck me that there is A LOT of negativity floating around. People, please there is really no need... You think maybe I don't know what I'm talking about... Let me tell you a story... I was taken away from my birth mother as a small child (4 yrs old) and went to live with my dad and stepmother who was fine until her own kids came along. Several years of abuse later, i ended up in care for the last time after trying to kill myself. Sadly my brilliant foster mother died after a protracted illness and despite helping so many there was nothing that could help her. I've had the usual realtionship crap in between all that culminating with me moving my entire life away from my family to be with someone who basically tried to morph me into his ideal woman before leaving me for someone else... Devastated? You bet I was... I'm in debt, I live in a house share and I have no partner but I'm ha

Military Vs. Civilians
He joined the Armed forces... You went to college. He signed a retarded contract... You can read. You go to work, he goes to work. You get paid to do your job, he gets paid to do his job. Get the picture? Military vs. Civilians You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows h

Misery Loves Company
Im having a hard time understanding how its possible for ME to be my ONLY friend, yet my worst fucking enemy at the same time. Misery truly does love company, and a total lack of such, only makes one feel all the more miserable. I give up.

Well Im Happy
YOU KNOW I THINK IT TOOK LONG ENOUGH WELL IT TOOK YEARS BUT IM HERE NOW I HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE AND A WONDERFUL MAN TO BACK ME UP IN WHATEVER I DO....MY HOUSE IS BEAUTIFUL..I COULDNT BE HAPPIER WELL I JUST WANTED TO PUT THAT OUT THERE

Wtf?
Was wining and dining some clients the other evening when the discussion turned toward today's prevalent sexual attitudes. Imagine my suprise when a very attractive lady that was with us freely admitted that she regularly "hooked up". She said that it is perfectly acceptable to have one nighters and casual sexual encounters. Her caveat, however, was unless she liked the guy. If she liked him, she wouldn't sleep with him for some time. So, this begs the question for the lost art of seduction. Is romance and seduction a thing of the past? Do women not appreciate a man treating them with respect, manners, and bringing flowers? Listening to their likes/dislikes? Should we forgo the "courting" dance and be more aggressive and abrupt? It has been my experience that being a romantic gentleman usually leads to 1. scorn 2. loss of the woman as she finds someone else who is more aggressive or 3. she immediate sees the romantic gestures as more than they are (i.e. trying to make a l

Thats My Boy
A young farm lad from North Iowa goes off to college, but about 1/3 of the way through the semester, he has foolishly squandered away all of the money his parents gave him. Then he gets an idea. He calls his daddy. "Dad," he says, "you won't believe the wonders that modern education is coming up with! Why, they actually have a program here at Iowa State that will teach our dog Ole Blue how to talk!" "That's absolutely amazing," his father says. "How do I get him in that program?" "Just send him down here with $1,000" the boy says. "I'll get him into the course.” So, his father sends the dog and the $1,000. About 2/3 way through the semester, the money runs out. The boy calls his father again. "So how's Ole Blue doing, son," his father asks. "Awesome, Dad, he's talking up a storm," he says, "but you just won't believe this - they've had such good results with this program that they've implemented a new one to teach the animals how to READ!" "READ," says his father, "No kidding!

"cherry Photos"
MANY HAVE SHOWN THEIR CONCERN INTO THE MATTER THAT THERE ARE ACCUSATIONS THAT CT IS LETTING THE GENERAL PUBLIC VIEW OUR DEFAULT PHOTOS ON A "SISTER SITE", CHERRY PHOTOS. AFTER LOOKING INTO THE MATTER INSTEAD OF SPEAKING FROM IGNORANCE, I HAVE DETERMINED THAT THE SITES ARE ONE IN THE SAME.... When I put cherryphotos.com into the addy bar, (being completely logged off ct), it takes u to see 6 diff photos in a row of members to rate. No login page, and these photos are not shown in the traditional manner in which we view other ct'ers photos from their albums. I rated all 6 of them 10, but these rates do not show that they have counted....see, after u do the 6 photos, u automatically are redirected to ct's regular sign in page. So when u are back on cherryphotos.com, it just gives u only the same 6 photos and ur rates never apply to their current averages. On cherryphotos, there is no homepage for the site at all. It all appears to still be the same old cherry tap. It lists the same n

Hottie Contest..
A Friend of mine is holding a Hottie Contest.. it is a rates only contest.. so you win with the most rates.. no comment bombing needed.. click her link below if you interested in entering.. and see her blog for info.. Heavnessence(FAN ME.. I FAN BACK..RATE ME.. ILL RATE YOU BACK)@ CherryTAP

Lessons Learned
I stand outside the window looking in…I see you there. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * The storm inside my soul rages as my heart bleeds for your touch. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * My breath on the glass builds as I yearn for a simple look my way. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * My eyes mist over as I watch you holding a collar; I could only pray that it would be for my neck. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * My finger prints leave running marks as I lower my hand; not knowing how to fix me…how to fix us. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * The rain hides my pain as I turn to walk away; for know we lost each other again in this life, tears me apart. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I

Fun Stuff
BOOTY CALL APPLICATION The Booty Call Agreement: This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to herein as the “Agreement”) is entered into as of the _________ day of __________, 20____. 1. No sleeping over. 2. No meeting in public. 3. No calls I will call you!! 4. None of that “love making” shit. 5. No emotional discussions… (Where are we heading with this? You know where we it is heading!! Straight to the bedroom or truck.) 6. No plans made in advance… that’s why you’re called the “backup”. 7. No non-sexual gifts. (Altoids and candles not included.) 8. No baby talk. (However, dirty talk is encouraged.) 9. No asking for comparisons with former lovers (In fact, no conversations are a plus) 10. No kissing (too intimate) 11. No calling each other “friends with benefits” (We are not friends, and we never will be.) 12. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK. (Phrases such as, “honestly I was thinking about “Orlando B

Jokes
Dog's Diary entries... > >8:00 am Dog food! My favorite thing! > >9:30 am A car ride! My favorite thing! > >9:40 am A walk in the park! My favorite thing! > >10:30 am Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! > >12:00 pm Lunch! My favorite thing! > >1:00 pm Played in the yard! My favorite thing! > >3:00 pm Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! > >5:00 pm Milk bones! My favorite thing! > >7:00 pm Got to play ball! My favorite thing! > >8:00 pm Wow! Watched TV with my master! My favorite thing! > >11:00 pm Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! > > >Excerpts from a Cat's Daily Diary: > >Day 683 of my captivity. > > > > My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me

New To This Thing!!
Just wanted to introduce myself to all! Name is Brook, I am not sure how many of my fiends are here already, but hey, I have no objections to making new ones! Holla at me! I dont bite...unless you want me to!;)

Book
Big Girls Need Love Shanice, the 24 year old fashion diva from Brooklyn NY, who is currently going through fashion school to pursue her dream of being the top fashion designer for plus size women...while battling with the negativity of today's society... While growing up in Brooklyn, Shanice had to deal with alot of things that most people wouldn't even think of...At age 11 she was raped by a man that was dating her mom at the time... Her mother was never really the type to take care of her children. Basically, Shanice grew up taking care of her younger brother and sister. Making sure that she was there for them when ever they need anything. While attending fashion school, Shanice had a hard time finding a job. Every job that she would apply to would basically turn her down cuz she wasn't given the chance to prove herself. She had to almost go to the extreme of prostitution. Luckily, God was looking out for her and she was given the chance to better herself by working

Memories Of Ronald Reagan
"If we forget that we are one nation under God, then we shall be a nation gone under!" I did not necessarily agree with everything Mr. Reagan said or did, however this is most probably the most accurate and profound statement of any statesmen ever recorded.

Release
The shadows have all gone, The pain has had flee, Leaving only what, Was ever meant to be. I see the world before me, And the light within. So with open eyes i now embrace, What i have never been. The sorrow that has held me, Drowning in despair, The tears that never ceased, But seemed to fill the air, Could my soul, No longer bare. And in their place before me, In the place i hold so dear Is the life that binds, The life i never knew was here!

Moods
I joined this site over two years ago when some of my family members joined, I have made many friends on here and even thought I met someone more special than that but they were playing head and heart game....anyway, people have stopped sending nice comments and rating pics and it has really just became boring, I come here just to see who is on and then normally get offline....so if you think I should stay give me a good reason, if not I probably will be leaving but if you want to continue being my friend you can add me at some other sites or add me on yahoo messenger.....Just let me know. Sharon

Rants
It's time once again for another wonderful and fun-filled hate mail review! Yeaaay! More hate, just what the world needs. The Would-Be-Hater in Question : Some faggot Linkin Park Emo fan. And his oh-so thoughtful and fear-inspiring, degrading lump of near-hate : Now you all know how much I love hate-mail. It really makes me feel special and important, to contemplate the possibility that I ruined some poor fuck's day with a mere lump of text. Mr. Da Vill (which is evidently Canadian for "The Town") was repsonding to a recent post I placed on a Linkin Park Official Myspace Page blog, which he believes I visited for the express purpose of talking shit. Well, Mr. The Town, I actually saw Linkin's sorry-ass blog on the Most Popular Blogs section of Myspace, alongside such frumpery as the goddamn Suicide Girls (naked fat punk chicks) and related horrible "blogs". Blog isn't even a fucking word, you morons. Anyway, now back to demolishing Mr. The Town's self-este

Lil Reggie
WAS UP ITS YA BOY REGGIE IN I PLAY BASKETBALL AND FOOTBALL AT SOUTHSIDE Jr.HIGH AND IM GONE TELL YALL WAT IM ABOUT ON THA COURT.WELL MY POSITION IS SG AND IF I GET RIPED BEST BELIEVE IM GONE GET MY BALL BACK.SECOND THING IS I SCORE OVER 12 POINTS A GAME AND I HAVE MORE THEN SEVEN ASSISTS A GAME. O AND WHEN I HAVE THE FOOTBALL IN MY HAND JUST GET OUT THE WAY CUZ IM GONE RUN YOUR ASS OVER,AND ASK ANY BODY THAT

A Night She Says........
I turn on some music and slowly begin to sway my hips to the music. I run my hands all over my body. I caress my way up my legs, over my hips and slowly glide them over my stomach still moving with the music. My hands creep up further over my breasts and give them a gentle squeeze. I pinch my nipples making them hard and visible through my shirt. I caress my throat and slowly begin to work my way back down my breasts, my stomach, my hips, my thighs and my legs. I turn around and stand with my legs spread and my hips swiveling. My head is turned to face you. I slowly begin to raise my white halter-top. Teasingly I raise it a little and lower it a little until it is right below my breasts. I then take it and pull it over my head and toss it to the side. I'm standing there with my bare chest because I 'm not wearing a bra. I dance with the music my hands covering my breasts. Every so often you can glimpse a peek at my nipples. I remove one of my hands and then the other and hold t

You Wanna Know
You wanna KNow.. You're never gonna know... It just dont matter, Your ego just needs flattered. You really dont give a damn Pretending to be my friend when really, you dont wanna know your're never ever gonna know It's my secret gonna stay untold nothing seems to matter just laughing, as we chatter this sweet white candy will keep us from getting fatter oh baby, pull out the platter Then you look at me and say you wanna know But I know... you dont wanna know... maybe you do, or maybe you dont

This Past Week , Mr Chows Drunk, Truth, And Cassie.
Okay, trying to catch up on my activities. I need to blog this for future use (as in book) Went to Mr. Chows last week on Wednesday. Brittany wanted to introduce her new boy friend to her porn friends. Porno Dan and Angelica Sin. But they flaked. It figures, most porn people (not all) are flakes. Didn’t matter they missed out on a lot. Especially all the great food We did get to sit upstairs in the Rockstar room. Only reserved for the true superstars with power and money. No celebrity this night. We met a few friends and had a great time eating and drinking. I think the whole meal with drinks came out to over $2000.00 Sorry no pictures of Brittany's boy friend yet. All I can say he is a very powerful person in the banking industry. The paparazzi were after Brittany, snapping photos at her. I kept bothering them by asking what kind of camera they had. I became the paparazzi stalker and they were running away from me telling me to leave them

Last
i hate it when ppl put me last it really pisses me off every 1 puts me last in line they do where every they want 2 do frist talk 2 ppl do other stuff them they see me or we them they want 2 have some thing 2 do with me

A Little Issue...
So ummm.. recently i\'ve been boy crazy. They have seriously have been everywhere.. a few have sparked my interest but i know not to give my heart just yet. So um.. my 20 year old friend who is 8 monthes pregant.. was seeing this guy matt for like three monthes and they were in \'love\'. my friend broke up with him because he was a virgin and she wouldn\'t have sex with him because she was pregant and she she broke up with him and slept with a 44 year old dude. Mean while still being with one of her babies daddies. ANywho. hears the problem I think i really like her ex boyfriend, and we all know that stupid friend can\'t date other friends ex\'s rule... but she already openly admited that she doesn\'t care about it and it wouldn\'t bother her. Because me and him have both made it pretty apparent that we like each other, especially in front of her. Ugh i\'m just so lost because i really do like him and shit i just don\'t want to loose a friendship to have a relationship. Alrig

Wicca
What Wicca Is Wicca is a Neo-Pagan religion with many traditions that date to pre-Christian (and prehistoric) Earth religions. It is based on a deep respect for nature and the certain knowledge that we do not have the right to exploit it for our own gain. Wiccans are deeply concerned with conservation and ecology, and as in all Neo-Pagan religions, Wiccans believe that both animate and inanimate objects possess a spirit which forms part of the Whole. Note that we do not use the term "spirit" in the Judeo-Christian sense of a "ghost," but rather that essence which every object possesses that links it to nature and makes it an inalienable part of the universe. Wicca is a celebration of the life-forces of nature as personified by the Goddess and her consort, the God. Wicca may includes the practice of magic which is defined as the process of causing change through the focusing of our natural powers. It is important to note that magic is natural. There is nothing supernatural about it. We

Why? Will Someone Please Tell Me Why!
Ok, bare with me this is my 1st blog. I dont even know where to start. A few days ago I was the happiest woman I think I have ever been. I was in love, engaged to the most wonderful man alive, and moving on with my life! Then something happened...the war took his best friend and when that happened it took a hueg part of Bryan as well. I cant even begin to imagine what its like to lose someone in a war, to touch them one day, say bye to them as they go on a mission just to find out that hes not breathing anymore and that you wont be standing beside him at the gym in October anymore. Now I know, they signed up to fight, they signed up to do this shit, but no one expects to die! Not like that...not ever! Bryan is pushing me away, called off the engagement, called off us. I cant lose him...I dont want to lose him...he is my rock! when I met Bry, all my fears and lost hope went away. He seems to really get me, he knows the real me like no one else does. Have you ever met that one person who

Eish
Finally got my CherryTAP thingy up and goin. Lot's of crazy shit happening. Feelings getting hurt, people's plans being fuckered up. Found out a man that I truly care about ended up in seclusion in jail. Mass issues. On top of that, it seems I've been playing phone tag with all my friends. I'm out. ~Twiggy

New Icp For Joggalos Onley
Coming soon for us juggalos or on wrestling . Joggalos wresting will be here in two week . Lots of fago and clown love there. so check it out homies at www.juggalowrestling.com see ya homies there.

About Me!!
Hello All, My name is Jeana (pronounced Gina). I will make this short and to the point. I am a single mother of 3. I have been married 3 times, yes 3!! It's not like I just go around getting married because it's something to do. I have a problem with lazy stupid people and all of my ex's were lazy and stupid. You're probebly asking yourself "Why did you marry them then?" Well they didn't start off stupid and lazy, that came with time!!! I am also a lesbian, OMG, yes I said "Lesbian". I don't consider myself Bisexual, Most bi women still have or want to have a relationship with both men and women. Not me, I just prefer women. And I have not problem with bi people, be who you are and what you want to be is my thinking. I have been attracted to certain kinds of women (butch) since I was 18 but thought it was a "phase". I just got out of a 2 year relationship with a woman who fit in the stupid and lazy catagory. Sometimes men think I tell them I am a lesbian so they will leave me alone

My Familly + Others
I have Restructured my Familly List.There is a couple more I might remove today as well.I Desired to have Close friends there so I can be sure they get comments,an Rates before others.If anyone in my Familly list has problems,no matter what kind.You may come to me,I will try to be their for all of u.Once my level jumps to another there will be others being invited to my Familly.Most in it now are very worthy to be here. Some of you know by now that I save Comments,an I post them Comments as my Levels increase.I like many different comments.I don't save them all,but I do save a lot.I had no idea that my Comments get removed after a certain amount of Days.I have lost many that I wanted.Its funny at myspace I musta had over 200 comments on my account there.They stayed till I deleeted them.At Netfriendships I must have way over 500.There still there.Can't figure out why they get removed here at the CT,the Greatest Socialization spot on the Web. The last 2 days I have been Comment Bombing

I Blame Dr. Phil
Every girl wants a Prince Charming and while he may be nice and all, I want a guy who will come up behind me and put his arms around me, and just hold me. He'll whisper in my ear that he loves me. A guy who will lay awake at night, just thinking about me. A guy who will call at 3:00 am just to tell me how much he misses me. He would come over just after we get off the phone because, he wants to know how I'm really doing, because I said I was fine...but we both know I was lying. He'd kiss my forehead and tell me everything's going to be alright. He may not be Prince Charming to anyone else but, in my eyes, he fits the part perfectly. That is a glimpse of what I'd love to have... I layed in bed last night watching t.v. and got to thinking how sometimes my life is very lonely... I have great freinds and family...I mean lonely in the love department... As I was laying there I thought about how I miss certain things about a relationship... The intamacy you share with that person and that p

Say Thanks To The Ppl That Really Count
HEY IF U WOULD PLS REPOST THIS THAT WOULD BE GREAT. I RAN ACROSS A FIREFIGHTER TONIGHT AND SAW SO MANY OF HIS PICS THAT SHOWS WHAT HIS JOB REALLY IS AND I KNOW WE HAVE BUSY LIVES AND DONT THINK ABOUT THESE THINGS. I JUST WANTED TO SEND A THANK YOU TO ALL THE MEN AND WOMEN THAT HAVE JOBS THAT MAKE OUR LIVES BETTER. THIS IS NOT ALL OF THEM AND IF U WANT TO ADD MORE PLS DO THIS IS A LIST OF JUST A FEW THAT WE JUST NEED TO STOP AND SAY THANK YOU FOR THE JOB U CHOOSE.THESE PPL SAVE LIVES AND MAKE A BETTER PLACE FOR US TO LIVE ... T H A N K Y O U !!! FIREFIGHTER POLICE MILITARY DOCTORS TEACHERS

My Grandma Is My Angel
my grandma my angel i just sit here watchin out the window at the passing cars and the funny looking birds through the window. it is washing itself on the tree branch, whis is dripin rain from the rain last nights shower. i thank what if i were a bird? were would i go? what would i do? of course i know that is not possible, especially now. i'm just sitting here, watchin my life pass me by, second by second, minute by minute. i know i should do something productive, then the birds flies away, and i turn on the computer to see who is on. its such a beautiful day out side, and i feel so sick i feel like i am falling up which just isnt possible but i still feel like it. my head is spinning almost as if i am in a daze, my brain strarts to pounding, like someone is hitting my skull with a hammer, the sun is shining, which doesnt help its just makes it worse. i hide under the covers. this is the one time i feel like the sun is a bad thing. now my stomach starts to ache, so i move fr

Wondering
OK... IM NOT TRYIN TO BE SARCASTIC OR HATEFUL, BUT I AM WONDERING.... WHY IF YOU ALREADY KNOW YOURE HOT WOULD YOU NAME YOUR PAGE SOMETHING LIKE HOTHOTHOT OR DAMN IM SEXY...?.. I MEAN WOULDNT SOMEONE WHO HAS TAKEN THE TIME TO CHECK YOU OUT ALREADY HAVE MADE THAT DECISION?.. REALLY? OR AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO FEELS THIS WAY....?...

Just For Today
No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends

Did You Know?
Did you know that... } In the United States: - Twice as much money is spent in the Military than all the other NATO country's together? (>360 billion dollar (2004) and 400 billion (2005) exclusive projects like the missile-shield)? - 70% is Air Power related? - Mostly all the weapon systems are made in USA almost nothing will be imported from other countries? - UAV's has to take over dangerous missions normal airplanes? - There are working about 1100 engineers to replace the United States Army tank? - De US Army expends till 510.000 soldiers? - The Armed Forces are giving orders to develop war games to attract the American youth? -the A-team really exist? - This is a very secret special unit forces?

Survey
1.)How many times a day would we fuk? 2.)How many times a day would you just want me to hold u? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it? 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick...what would you do? 8.)After we had sex...what would you do? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)Would you tell me? 11.)Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what I wore when I went out ? 14.)Would you go to the club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a Girl/Guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do? 18.)Would you give me your myspace password? 19.)If I gave you mine would you read al

Why Post Them At All?
I am still fairly new to Cherry Tap, and maybe I am just missing the point, but I am very confused about something. There are a lot of people on here that post photos of themselves, or whatever the hell is in these albums, and they are entitled "Only for me," or "For my eyes only, don't ask," or Only I can see these" and the albums are marked as Private. If the posters of these photos are the only ones who will be able to view the photos in these albums, why bother posting them at all? I may sound like a horny, pathetic man, but that is not the case. I just do not see the point in posting pictures on a friend site where everyone looks at the pics that you post, and then pick some of these photos and decide that nobody else can look. If they were that damned private then maybe you shouldn't post them at all. It's childish Mickey Mouse bullshit. The last time I looked this place wasn't called the House Of Mouse, it was called Cherry Tap. Just an observation.

Men Suck! (some)
Would you let a man that you meet online back into your life if he tries you? Now you are really into this guy and he really seems to be into you, he meets your kids and they get along great. One day he's at your house kickin it with you and your kids and the next day he's emailing you telling you that he's moving and he got a new job in a state way across the United States. Hmmmm, let me think about that one! Uhhhhh-HELL NO! Then the next morning you get another email that says he might not be moving after all. HELL NO! He would have to keep on moving because he's not gonna put me on an emotional roller coaster or my kids. Think something in the pot ain't clean. He gotta go! What do you think????? Any comments or suggestions greatly appreciated! Thanks PS: This is not me that I'm talking about, it is someone I am friends with. LOL And she knows who she is.

Aztec
OH PRIESTESSS WITH YOUR FEATHERED CROWN WHOSE MINIONS HOLD AND STRAP ME DOWN AN OFFERING STRETCHED ACROSS THE STONE WHO FEELS THE BLADE BEING DRIVEN HOME AND FEELS THE FINGERS IN HIS CHEST RIP THE HEART FROM THIS OLD BREAST THEN HOLD ALOFT THAT GORY PRIZE FOR ME TO SEE THROUGH DYING EYES YOU TURN YOUR GAZE OFF TO THE WEST AND NEVER SEE THIS RAVAGED CHEST THEN WISE GODS SIT AND THEY DECIDE WHICH OF US HAS TRUELY DIED JEFFRO...

Dreaming...
Dreaming I used to dream of eyes so blue And loving arms to hold me. I used to dream of heroic knights And how gracious they would be. I used to dream of how I wouldn’t settle For anything less than best. I used to dream of how he would majestically Lay all fears to rest. I used to dream of fairy tales, How wondrous would they be I used to dream of story books All patterned after me. I used to dream of a lot of things, But the moment I met you, I immediately stopped dreaming, Because all of my dreams came true

My Ratings
I don't really know where to begin...i don't consider myself a beauty queen but i do think that i'm kinda cute...i would never rate someone's pic a 1...if they were that ugly i would just go on to another profile...i'm guessing it was someone that needed some points...if you want to give me a 1, i wish you would just not leave me anything...this is supposed to be fun...

A Real Question If Not You Can Rate Me A 1 (please Don't)
Trying to build credit, I have a secured credit card and I'm looking at get a new secured and I'm not happy with the 6 dollar a months membership fee the interest rate is decent... Just looking for opinions... please don't rate me a 1 for asking a serious question. Thankyou for your time!!!! Michael

Kaz Put In Bulletin
I know this is old news for some of you, but excuse me for a moment while I try to reach those that haven't seen this yet. I know from time to time everyone gets a low rating, either from a noob who doesn't understand CT customs or from dinks that are trying to cause trouble, but for a while, (maybe a few months now), I've noticed that I've been getting low rates from unknown users. I'm sure there have been many of you that have noticed the same thing and now we're learning that it's all a part of the changes that have been taking place around CT/LC over the past months...From the NSFW rules, to the newer rate/comment speed limits... I realize that by putting anything on the internet I am placing it in the public domain, But for the most part, when I place something on CT it is for My CT~friends and the CT community at large that I am trying to reach. Up until a few days ago I believed that was what CT was about. Now we've learned, (Some of you may have already known...so excuse

To Be Continued...................
ONCE AGAIN A LIFE GONE/SHOWN ALL I COULD SHOW BUT STILL NOOOOOOOOOOO/I OPEN MY HEART BUT IT CLOSES ON ITZ OWN/WHY...BECAUSE OF THE LOVE IT WAS SHOWN.../ITZ NOT MY FAULT THAT MY HEART DOESNT SHINE/ BUT IT WILL BE FINE IN TIME/I GUESS ITZ A MESS..../SEE IF U DONT KNOW LOVE CANT SHOW LOVE/ SO DONT HATE ME WHEN I CLOSE UP/HELP ME DONT RUN/SHOW STRENGHT AND COMFORT/SHOW LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING.../ITZ NOT MY FAULT THAT THE SCARZ AND PAIN PUSH U AWAY/ITZ NOT MY FAULT THAT THE TURMOIL INSIDE MAKES US BOTH CRY.../YES I CRY..IM A MAN WE DO/ITZ A PUNK MOTHERFUCKER THAT CANT BE TRUE////BUT GUESS WHO HURTZ /THE REAL ONES THAT CAN ADMIT IT/SHOW IT/BE REAL WIT IT....NOW THINK ABOUT THIS BEFORE U JUDGE A HURTING HEART......TO BE CONT.................

A Dedication To Women
Alright kids, today we shall take an in-depth look at how the world caters to a womans sexuality and the never ending quest of self-gratification. It seems everywhere you go things are designed, set-up, mass produced, and sold to aid a woman is giving herself pleasure. Remember the old addage "a woman should always come first". They took it to heart and created a whole world for themselves. Let's look at some examples and start with the woman herself. First of all, she doesn't need a man. That's right kids, she can do a fine job all on her own. For the more assertive woman, there are sex shops.My wife and I were in two local fuck stores recently, and although we are regular patrons I was astonished to see MORE shit than usual. There were more devices, objects, and gadgets than there should ever be and I was overwhelmed by their numbers (and prices). What's in there for a man???? Nothing!!! And what was there looked like it came from a cereal box or a cheesy mail-order deal. I'd lov

Just To Be With You
Hold on little girl Show me what he's done to you Stand up little girl A broken heart can't be that bad When it's through, it's through Fate will twist the both of you So come on baby come on over Let me be the one to show you I'm the one who wants to be with you Deep inside I hope you feel it too Waited on a line of greens and blues Just to be the next to be with you Build up your confidence So you can be on top for once wake up who cares about Little boys that talk too much I seen it all go down Your game of love was all rained out So come on baby, come on over Let me be the one to hold you Why be alone when we can be together baby You can make my life worthwhile And I can make you start to smile

Booty Call Q&a
If you are ready this blog I assume you know what a booty call is. If not sign out now, lol Anyway here is a question that every person has running through their mind at some point in the BC game.. like If the bc's become more frequent , then what? Answer get together once a week with a scheduled once a week cancel at the last minute thing is all you need, that way youre getting it once a week ALLLL NIGHHTT, you get to fantasize about the next time but at the last minute bail. keeps it to just weekly game with or without (your choice) the potiental for more if you want it. Moral of the story always carry a spare, but if the spare rides well then keep' em... AND TREASURE THEM FOREVER

A Story I Wrote
DO NOT RIP!! When you lose someone you are very close to, it's hard to pick up the pieces and move on, especially if you never had the chance to tell that person goodbye. I lost someone very close to me, and at the time, I didn't realize I gave up the opportunity to tell him goodbye. Because of this, the guilt and regret from those unspoken words left, to say the least, a huge void in my heart. My Uncle Jimmy was the person I favored most in the world. He had a warm and gentle heart, and he would do anything for anybody. I loved being with him because to me, he was just a big kid at heart. We would go to the movies, play cards for hours, and just laugh about everything. Never in my life could I have imagined being without him. Somehow I thought he would always be there. The last day I saw my uncle was on July 7, 1995. He had come up from Alabama to visit his parents and me, and on that certain day, he was going into Pennsylvania, to see some friends. As He

My Love
My love my heart stays with one person that cares and shows no matter what is going on in our life he is there for me ...Each moment that i think of things that have gone on and that he stands at my side i love him more and more each day. I stand at his side with deep pasion and respect for him and no matter what i love him with all that we have for each other Im cloeing now talk to u all later ~* Mandie *~

Great Loss
Well I just found out today that two people i know fairly well were killed in Iraq . these two men were stationed at NAS Whidbey Island , with EOD . I got to know them when i was in the NAVY . And i am deeply saddned by this loss . My prayers go out to their famillies . I have many friends still in and over there fighting for us , and to tell you the truth i wish we would bring all our boy the fuck home !!!!!!!!!! we are lossing way to many for no reason !!!!!

My True Friends!
I'm doing this for one of my friends as requested. No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends...

Sex Toys
Every woman should introduce herself to Sex Toys as every marriage or relationship can gain intimacy and communication by slowly adding these wonderous items to your repertoire of sexual play! Many women and men are scared of toys as they think they are being replaced or it will feel funny, let me tell you it does not and it will not!! Want to check out some great info about toys and different types of adult products?? Check out www.redskyone1.yourpassionconsultant.com There are lots of great products here to help you build and strengthen your relationships and add to your own knowledge of how to keep yourself and your significant other happy!!

In His Arms...tonight
Sighing, I dropped my babydoll jammies on the bed and walked, naked into the bathroom, where the shower was steaming up the mirror. Slender arms reach up and undo my hairclasp, sending auburn tresses cascading down my back. Sticking my tongue out at the mirror's image, I turned, pulling the white lace curtain back and slipped inside. Leaning my face into the warm spray, I close my eyes and think of him. Slowly, I turn to lean against the cool glass blocks, my body's heat sighing at the comforting coolness. I drop my head back as my hair teases my ass, soaking up the warm water. Twisting my hair over one smooth shoulder, I lean down to pick up a bar of french milled soap, lightly scented, and slowly soap one long leg and then the other. My hands move between my legs, laving my pussy and then up over my belly, leaving a wet, soapy trail of fragrant suds. Closing my eyes, my hands move over my breasts, leisurely soaping them, rosy nipples hardening to the touch. Turning, dropping

I F You Was My Man??
1.)How many times a day would we fuk? 2.)How many times a day would you just want me to hold u? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it? 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick...what would you do? 8.)After we had sex...what would you do? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)Would you tell me? 11.)Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what I wore when I went out ? 14.)Would you go to the club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a Girl/Guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do? 18.)Would you give me your myspace password? 19.)If I gave you mine would you read al

Girls Only
Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you ask me out? [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex Would you let me kiss you?? [] Yes [] No [] Maybe On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [] Yes [] No SEND THIS T

The End Of Ecw
To those of you who don't watch wrestling, just ignore this. I just watched the latest ECW, and have come to a painful realization. Over the past few months, I have hoped, and waited for this new incarnation to go back to the traditions of old, and be the outlet that many loved. Today has been the first true nail in the coffin of ECW. CM Punk, that pussy "Straight-edge" Wrestler (The straight-edge movement in punk is B.S. I got this from a second hand source who inteviewed the creator of the movement over dinner, where the person had a big old steak, with a couple of shots, and a couple of cigarettes... but that's anothe rant), went to the "New Breed". A person of his "talent" going to the place where all the new hires are, is basically a death sentence for those wrestlers who were of the old school; Working in the Bingo Halls and such. Those wrestlers of the old E.C.W. will eventually be let out of their contracts, and left to go on to whatever else awaits them. The Writers are writin

Rib Poking Good
If you were riding on a bus and felt a sudden, sharp poke in the ribs, how would you feel? Most people say they would probably feel irritated or angry and some say they would feel scared. That's normal. Let's say, just for this example, that you would feel angry. You might be thinking something like, "That stupid jerk. He ought to be careful. You shouldn't just poke people in the ribs." Those thoughts would clearly lead you to be angry. Now suppose you look over to see who had poked you and realize it was a blind man. He was taking off his sweater and he accidentally poked you with his elbow. Now how would you feel? Most people say they would feel sad or even embarrassed that they were angry with the man. Here's the important part…YOU STILL GOT POKED IN THE RIBS! The event [getting poked in the ribs] was exactly the same but your feelings changed from anger to sadness or embarrassment. Clearly, if events and people made you angry, then the same exact event couldn't immediately c

This And That
Today is one of those days where I am so bored I can barely stand to breathe.Everything I have touched has turned to shit. ~waits~ I just to see what else will go haywire. Hopes the rest of you are having a better day then myself.

A Little About Me....
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Funny
This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn funny. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the d

Cool Things And News
You sill see that Im not all about the bitching and the complaining, lol. This will be a small taste of me NOT being a bitch. Actually, as some of you know, Im really not a bitch at all, Im a sweetheart...I just happen to have strong opinions and a really big mouth that Im not afraid to use. Anyway, I digress. Yesterday was a record-breaking day for me. At my age, record-setting that DOESNT involve new wrinkles, gray hairs or creaky bones is kinda a good thing. This one is, Im thinking. In a galaxy far, far away...oh, wait, no, thats not right. In a land far away, in a time long ago, yeah, thats better, there lived a teenager who loved to lift weights. One of her goals was to compete. She never saw that dream, though she was well on her way, come to fruition due to a back injury incurred while working out. After that came the marriage, the kids (yes, in that order), junk food and life landed...firmly on her thighs and stomach. Well, three kids and 20 years later, that teen had

For The Newbies,getting To Know Me.
For all the New Possible Friends whom have Join'd my Circle of Friends lately.Get to know me.Send me your Comments,make an effort,get on the Comment Wagon.The Comment Wagon is 1 way to get in my Familly.Love to be Sassy has a comment in my special friend Gallery.She was Honored,now she made an effort.Even friends that have been here a while get Lazy,don't do the comment thing.It means I'm just a Thorn in their side,they don't give a Damn.well screw them.Don't make the mistake they made.If I didn't need there Damn Points,They'd be gone.If your not here to be a Possible online Friend to me,ask yourself why are u here.If you don't know why your here I certainly don't.I can be the Nicest Sweetest dude on here,which is the way I rather be.Piss me Off,as some do,just as soon deleete u than Deal with you,being insoboardinate. Last week a Friend whom has been good to me,was deleeted an Blocked.She told me I could only Rate her Pictures that I wasn't Allowed to Comment them.I said if I can't

Flip The Coin
There are two sides to every coin. Up, down, left, right, holy and evil. the same applies to me. First there is Heather, mother, devoted wife, shy, the woman sitting quietly in the corner saying little, seeing all. Then the raven takes flight and low and behold enters SaraRaven,loud in your face, the bitch, full of attitude. Heather is your friend, listening to your problems, SaraRaven tells you her opinion. They both exsist in a not so perfect harmony in me. The woman you see in the pictures? take your pick, what day, what was I feeling. So this is a little look inot "me". When the coin is in the air it is anyone's call.

My Life
She was so beautiful when I fond her. Goth, bored, and piss. I made her my BBW but keep my feelings locked away. I let my past pain rune something that could of been great. I let my current fuck ups lock it all away. I should of been happy with what I had but I let it pass me by. I should of worked on it, I should of fix my problem. It's to little to late now. I do wish her the best, the very best. Hopefully soon my feelings well pass so as not to get in the way. Sorry sweetheart, sorry I'm me.

Contests
CherryTAP Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! Ravenhair member is Stepped away remove friend subject: I am in a Blast Contest. Please Help me friends and fans. date: 2007-04-11 08:36:05 I entered The Free 30day Mother’s Day Giveaway is about to begin, it will start at 6pm Pacific Time on Thursday April 12th 2007.It ends May 13th, Mother's Day at 6.p. Pacific Time. I would be ever so grateful for your ratings and comments on my pic for this contest. The Grand Prize is a 30 day blast Second Place is a 7 day blast Third Place is a 3 day blast Fourth Place is a 1 day blast So pleaseeeee start tomorrow evening giving me comments and rates. I love you my friends and fans. For those that help me I will be doing something special for you in a few weeks. Hugs to all. The contest will be scored in the following manner: Grand Prize winner will be decided by number of comments plus 10 pts for every rate as well (minimum 20000 comments needed) Second Place will be the person with the second

Surveys
Personal Quiz The Most Personal Quiz, Ever 1. Who were you with last night? Brad 2.What woke you up this morning? Alarm clock... 3. Where are you? @ school in the computer lab between classes 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? Yeah it is! 5. Did you hug anyone today? hmmm not yet i don't think 8. When's the last time you cried? couple nights ago __The PAST round__ 10. Ever thrown up in public? yeah... 12. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW? Naughtiness __The FUTURE round__ 13. Would you take a bullet for anyone? Yes, my close family 14. Where would you like to live? NYC for a lil while and then who knows, I'm all for traveling 15. What kind of home would you like? One like my apartment now, old, fireplaces, wood floors 16. What do you want to be when you grow up? Not sure anymore, leaning towards interior designer 17. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Out of school for good, possibly ready to have a hubby and some kids

More Crap For April 11
I have a new Error message today,Unfortunately it's not a CT error this time but an Enternet Exsplorer message,an I kinda made a Dull Joke out of it.It says you have an elegal plugin thats not working.I'm figureing nothin Elegal about my Plugin hasn't been Plugged in almost 3 weeks.Not funny is it,just funny to me.Thats what I thought. ------------------------------------------------- CherryTap been Strange today as well.I leave a Comment,it is very Difficult to get back Home as me.Corky's profile has come up.I have no friend called Corky.I know a few of my Lady friends have Corky,but I Don't.So far when I click Home,other than going to Corky's House I have been to 5 womens houses.Now these women aren't even my Friends.Can you Imagine the Surprise on there face with me pounding on there door,saying Wooba Dooba with the green teeth let me in.( J.Geils song)If I new I was going Strange women visiting I would have atleast had a dozen Roses with me.I just thought this was Funny Shit.Once

No More Hurt
THIS WEEK HAS BEEN A BAD ONE FOR ME , I WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH THIS GUY FOR A YEAR, BUT HE WAS MARRIED HE TOLD ME HE WAS LEAVING HER THEN ALL OF SUDDEN HE DID NOT BECAUSE HE HAS KIDS . I KNEW WHAT I WAS GETTING MYSELF INTO BUT MY HEART GOT IN THE WAY . I REALLY TREATED HIM GOOD AND I LOVED HIM ALOT .BUT I GUESS YHE DOES NOT KNOW THE MEANING OF LOVE. WELL I FOUND OUT HE HAD SOME OTHE CHICK ON THE SIDE TOO WELL I FINALLY COULD NOT DEAL WITH IT SO I CALLED HIS WIFE AND TOLD HER EVERYTHING I KNOW SHE WAS HURT BUT SO AM I . I FEEL ALOT BETTER AND I HOPE SHE KICKED THAT SOB TO THE CURB BECAUSE HE PLAYS ON WOMANS EMOTIONS AND HE IS A BIG PLAYER. HE'S A BIGGEST S.O.B. THERE IS. HE GOES BY THE NAME OF RON 'THE MAYHEM' DAVIDSON ON HERE AND ALSO ON MY SPCE . SO LADIES BEWARE OF THIS PIECE OF CRAP. SO GUYS ON HERE I'M SINGLE AND LOOKING TO FIND A HONEST AND REPECTFUL MAN THANKS FOR LISTENING PATTY(MISTRESSMAYHEM))

Seeking Comment Bombers For Piperxylon
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=637585&i=1710487511 Mothers day contest starts Thursday April 12th at 6pm Pacific... Please bomb the crap outta me I can't afford a blast otherwise and I really want one *sniffle* lol... Please?! *licklicklick* My Sweet Friend Piper is running in a Mothers Day contest starts tomorrow afternoon.I will be Bombing for her,from Thrusday afternoon till sometime Friday.Unfortunately I won't be around my Birthday weekend.So I'm seeking Volunteers to relieve me.This Contest is very Important for Piper an her beig a member of my Familly,it's very important for me as well.Thanks

Thoughts On Things.
So I am a new member to this site. I wonder a few things about it these things are as follows. 1) WTF is this site?? A place where people ask the be rated or whatever, a fuck hangout, or just another simple site on the net like myspace or whatever. Anyway I go to to looking at some people I have noticed they have been adding the following to their site. I love someone, a child, son daughter with autism. I would like to point out a few things about this subject to help people know a little bit more about that issue we all face. According to the CDC I believe it is we have 1 and 147 kid with autism. In case you are wondering that is more people that die each year in car accidents, drunk driving deaths, lung cancer, and so on. By the year 2010 i believe it is they say that everyone in the US will know someone with some type of autism. If you think about it That's a lot of people that will have autism.. I believe they said it will be 1 and 36 or something like that by then.

Feb. 11, 2007
...on 2/11/07 and I cannot get her out of My mind. ...it was Magick in the true sense of the word. I...fell in love with her and we had a wonderful night/morning together. I came home in a daze...My mind and emotions were tweaked, as if on Meth. So many thoughts, so many "what ifs?" Complications arose, due to my ex-wife coming to Me with her claims of undying love and such, (yet a year earlier, she and I ended an attempt at reconciliation because she had told Me, "I love you, but I just can't live with you"...and "I just don't want to be in a "domestic" relationship"...etc So...after some time...I met "her" and hope re-entered My life. I felt love that I had long ago forgotten existed. I felt passion that had eluded Me for many years... Well...as the complications are still there, although I hope to change that for the better...very soon, I wish to tell "her"...you...that I still love you, (and am in love with you), I miss you and our long, seemingly endless conversati

Top Ten Worst In Govt!
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/cenk-uygur/top-ten-worst-people-in-t_b_29603.html Cenk Uygur Bio Blog Index RSS 09.16.2006 Top Ten Worst People in the Bush Administration (186 comments ) READ MORE: Dick Cheney, John R. Bolton, Scooter Libby, Douglas Feith, Harriet Miers, Jack Abramoff, Scott McClellan, Paul Wolfowitz Top Ten Worst People in the Bush Administration 1. George W. Bush, President 2. Dick Cheney, Vice President 3. Karl Rove, Chief Political Adviser to the President 4. Don Rumsfeld, Secretary of Defense 5. Paul Wolfowitz, Former Deputy Secretary of Defense 6. David Addington, Chief of Staff to the Vice President 7. Douglas Feith, Former Under Secretary of Defense and Head of the Office of Special Plans 8. John Bolton, UN Ambassador 9. I. Lewis Libby, Former Chief of Staff to the Vice President 10. Alberto Gonzalez, Attorney General You know this list is hideous when John Ashcroft can't crack the Top Ten. John Bolton would finish in the top two of

Error Messages
i needed a place to save things like heading.much easier to paste in than type.so I erased this marked elegal blog for this that I want saved. easier here than swinging in an out of myspace with this stuff.I used to keep all saved things there.But this is the Best Motivational Bombing heading of all time.Now some in my COF no from past House Cleanings I don't fuck around.Like the Time I kicked to the Curb 100 club F.A.R.'s.After that heated Arguement with maniacal Bliss of her Sticking up for a Downrater of my Webdude Morph.Steph was a very good friend of mine.Downraters of my Morphs are a Cardinal Sin.That Story is in a Blog. #1.*Lord_Wolf*Angel needs Bombers for her Contest>>or Friend Liquidation will Occur' #2.

Damn Internet Down
after 8 long days my internet company came out to fix the broken wife, i signed into a 1 year contract and seen like i was put on the shit list for a repair. no worries i`m back so dont every one think i was being rude or if i forgot about my friends. have a great day mike

My Life
This blog is extremely opinionated so if you can't keep an open mind then don't read anymore than these first 2 lines.... Lately I've realized alot about life and people in this world....I especially learned alot about myself and my own life. I can't point the finger at anyone for the things that have happened. Nor do I intend to. I just want somethings to be said. So anyone and everyone can read them. First...let me discuss the juducial system and my opinions on certain things involving that. Some of you that know me closer...know the details of what happened back in October and why I'm on trial right now for some really serious shit. I've made many bad choices in my life...I know that. But the thing most people dont know is that I really learned from these mistakes and I've cut everyone I know who is associated with drugs out of my life. Well aside from mary jane. Yeah...I still smoke...and I dont see a problem with it. I know its illegal but it shouldnt be. Sure the

Fallen Soldier
JUST TO SAY A BIG HEART FELT SORROW TO THE FAMILY OF LANCE CORPORAL JOHN FITTON WHO SADLY PASSED AWAY THIS AFTERNOON WHILST OUT RUNNING IN WINDSOR ( ENGLAND) TOTALLY CRAZY GUY FULL OF LIFE AND ENTHUSIASIM FATHER OF 2 AND DEVOTED HUSBAND.... YOU COULDNT HAVE ASKED FOR A BETTER FRIEND GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTON ............ NULLI SECUNDUS REPOST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TO SHOW SUPPORT FOR OUR SOLDIERS AND THEIR FAMILIES............

Hurt And Pissed Off
It's obvious that guys are assholes... but I try to be such and nice and loving person and all I do is get fucked in the end.. sooner or later ill be the one fucking the male over. I dont understand why guys cant be real and up front with me. All I get are lies, lies and what... more fuckin lies. All I really wanna say is grow the fuck up and stop playing games.. you know who you are and dont fuck with me... im not in the mood!

My Friend Piperxylon
To Familly,Friends,Fan's. Can u spare some time an Vote for a Special Friend to me.Her name is PiperXylon.The contest starts April 12, 2 pm est. I'm willing to spend all my Cherry Bucks on a Gift or gifts for the person or persons that makes Piper a winner in this contest.I hope to have her link tomorrow in my blog as well.An my name will advertise her contest as well.Thanks

Baby Girl
Death of a Child Sandy Eakle Sorry I didn't get to stay. To laugh and run and play. To be there by your side. I'm sorry that I had to die. God sent me down to be with you, to make your loving heart anew. To help you look up and see Both God and little me. Mommy, I wish I could stay. Just like I heard you pray. But, all the angels did cry when they told little me goodbye. God didn't take me cause He's mad. He didn't send me to make you sad. But to give us both a chance to be a love so precious .. don't you see? Up here no trouble do I see and the pretty angels sing to me. The streets of gold is where I play you'll come here too, mommy, someday. Until the day you join me here, I'll love you mommy, dear. Each breeze you feel and see, brings love and a kiss from me.

20 Questions...do You Have The Gonads?
Here's another one of those "20 Questions". Please reply to me your answers...though you are certainly welcome to post them publicly here as well (I still want a reply though ;) ) 1. Do you bite your nails? 2. At what age did you lose your virginity? 3. First time you masturbated? 4. First time you orgasmed? (guys, believe it or not, this is usually a different age than the above for women) 5. What is your favorite movie? 6. If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would it be? 7. Do you watch porn? 8. Do you fish? Bait your own hook? 9. Age you first gave oral? 10. Have you ever cried in public? 11. Have you ever been caught masturbating? 12. Age you first tried anal? 13. Last time you had anal? 14. Have you ever stolen anything? 15. Does your best friend know you are on CT? 16. Do you consider yourself to be wild and passionate or hesitant and let it happen? 17. What is your most recurring fantasy? 18. Do you like yo

How Lame
How lame con some poeple get. If your going to be a low class moron and rate someone low, at least have the balls to admit and be a man. I was hoping this place wouldnt have as many gomers as yahell, but it isnt looking like it lately.

Spring Cleanup 101
I'm usually not one who complains or rants about things but this is something I HAVE to get off my chest. I'm not nor have I ever been a person who asks for help or rate my stuff etc. I have a select few friends on here that are just that "friends" (you know who you are) Alot of people in my list like to ask me to rate their stuff or expect me to vote for them in contests etc. I ask you.......When was the last time you popped by and just said HI to me ?? or even dropped a rate or 2 on my pics etc? Some friends haven't even seen my page let alone rate things. Those days are over as of right now I'm going thru my friends and even family list and cleaning out people who never talk to me or even let me know they exist I have maybe about 10 people I can count on to talk to @ any given time on here. What does that say about your so called friendship with me?? It means you want me to rate you so you can climb the ladder of CT stardom Well guess again....no more free ride Start reciprocating o

I Need To Get Laid
Hey I am honest caring clean and have a big heart. I love to give oral. I am telling you that it has been to long and I really need to release some tension. So if there are any ladies that would be kind enough to help me out. Hey it can be no string attached or lets see what happens from there. I do not mean to be so up front but I usually say whats on my mind and right now I just need so sweet pu..y if you know what I mean. So if your are intersted in helping a lonly gut out then get to me ASAP.

Blog
When you lived you life for others and loved without condition, When you made so many laugh and your smile won’t be forgotten, When you left behind an empty place that no one else can fill, When friendships you shared long to be renewed, When you built your life on hope and fulfilled it every day, The footprints you left behind will bring us together, So goodbye is not forever, you’re only steps away. Goodbye my friend, rest in peace. You will be missed by all who knew you.

Rut Roh!
April 11, 2007 AP - Apr 10, 9:03 pm EDT CHARLOTTE, N.C. (AP) -- The witness who discovered Michael Waltrip's overturned car initially thought no one survived the accident until the NASCAR driver wiggled out the back window. The witness, an 18-year-old college student at the University of North Carolina-Charlotte, requested anonymity during a phone interview Wednesday with The Associated Press for fear of reprisal from Waltrip's fan base. But she said she lives near the two-time Daytona 500 winner in Sherrill's Ford, and stumbled upon the accident when she was returning home around 2 a.m. Saturday. She saw an overturned Toyota Land Cruiser in a ditch and rushed over to check on the occupants. She didn't see anyone in the car and no one answered her shouts, so she called 911 for help. ``After I got off the phone I was walking around the car again and somebody stuck their foot out the back driver side of the window,'' she said. ``That's when Michael Waltrip got out. He w

Confused...
i have had alot of things going on in my life right now... and i dunno wat to do about alot of them. one thing is certain, there is sum1 in my life that i do not wanna lose. and im afraid that im going to. i feel like im walkin on glass with everything i say and do. i wanna tell him how i feel, but im scared to death. im afraid that if i tell him, that he will walk away and not come back. he makes me smile and laugh. not too many people can do that very often. thinking of him gets me through my dayz... and lately my dayz have been very stressful. i dont know wat im gonna do when he deploys. i am so scared and confused right now. i hate going to sleep every night knowing that im going to wake up alone the next morning. i dont wanna do anything to hurt him, nor do i wanna be hurt. those who know me well enuff, know that ive been hurt more than enuff. i guess it builds character, but i think i have enuff character to last me the rest of my life. but i guess i will shut up

Don't Get It!!!!
OK, I DON'T GET IT!!!! I HAVE BEEN ON ALOT OF DIFFERENT SITES,I HANG OUT, LOOKIN AT PHOTOS, BOTH MEN AND WOMEN...AND ALL I SEE IS THE SAME DAMN THING....HALF NAKID WOMEN EVERYWHERE.... HONESTLY GIRLS, WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOUR SAYING....NOW I KNOW SOME OF YOU WHO ARE READING THIS ARE GOING TO SAY, YOU ARE JUST JELOUS, BECASUE YOU DON'T LOOK AS GOOD AS I DO, AND SO YOU CAN'T....GUESS WHAT, NOT!!!!!!!!! EVEN IF I WAS A SKINNY BARBIE DOLL, I WOULDNT BE DRESED WITH EVERYTHING HANGIN OUT....WOMEN BITCH ALL THE TIME THAT MEN JUST TREAT ME LIKE A PEICE OF MEAT, THEY DON'T RESPECT ME, OR WHY DO THEY JUST THINK ALL WE WOMEN WANT IS SEX....GOD LOOK AT THE WAY YOU PRESENT YOURSELF....YOU KNOW YOU DONT HAVE TO BE HALF NAKID TO BE SEXY!!! AND I HAVE ONE MORE THING TO SAY...HONEY, IF YOU ARE A BIGGER GIRL, LIKE ME!!!! DRESSIN IN A PEICE OF FLOSS, IT'S NOT SEXY..HONESTLY!!!!!!! WOMEN LOVE YOUR SELF, RESPECT YOURSELF, AND HONOUR YOURSELF....WE DESERVE IT!!!!!! NOW I AM EXPECTING TO HEAR A

Public Uglyness
i know that i am not the best looking guy in the world ,but someone on this site rated my photo a 1,and someone else rated the same photo a 6 So that being said ,i just wanted to apoligize to all my friends and fans who have rated the same photo a 10 for being so ugly

Food For Thought
In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast. God then said, "I have sent you heart healthy veget

Mid Life
I can almost feel myself losing weight . . . by forwarding this to you! You'll understand at the end. I've seen two shows lately that went on and on about how mid-life is a great time for women. Just last week Oprah had a whole show on how great menopause will be . . . Puhleeeeeeeze! I've had a few thoughts of my own and would like to share them with you. Whether you are pushing 40, 50, 60 (or maybe even just pushing your luck), you'll probably relate. Mid-life is when the growth of hair on our legs slows down. This gives us plenty of time to care for our newly acquired mustache. In mid-life women no longer have upper arms, we have wing spans. We are no longer women in sleeveless shirts, we are flying squirrels in drag. Mid-life is when you can stand naked in front of a mirror and you can see your rear without turning around. Mid-life is when you go for a mammogram and you realize that this is the only time someone will ask you to appear topless.

Spiritual
I am interested in learning about the spirituality of others in Cherry Tap. I know that there is a GOD and I lean towards more Country music, but the way I was raised and went to Church I either went to a Methodist or Protestant church. I am wanting to learn more about others to chat with on the subject. Please Inquire within and we will chat some more.

My Dads Obituary.........
Kenneth Duane Brush Monday, December 31, 2001 Kenneth Duane Brush LEXINGTON -- Kenneth Duane Brush, 62, died Sunday (Dec. 30, 2001) at the Good Samaritan Hospital at Kearney. He was born Dec. 12, 1939, at Stockville, to Myron and Luella (Halley) Brush. He graduated from Curtis High School. He served for three years in the U. S. Naval Air Force. He married Darlene Carter in El Cajon, Calif., in 1961. He was employed by the City of Lexington at the time of his death. He was preceded in death by his parents. Survivors include his wife, Darlene of Lexington; two sons, Wayne and wife, Mary Brush of Austin, Texas, Nick and his wife Patti Reynolds; two brothers, Ronald and wife, Ella Brush of Texas, Jerry and wife, Jean Brush of Holdrege; two sisters, Cheryl and husband, Darrell Dockweiler of Eddyville, Shirley and husband, Ron Atkinson of Curtis; and four grandchildren. .."

My Dads Bio.....
About Kenneth Duane Brush If you you could hear the voice of my dads spirit,these would be his spoken words of wisdom. "I was born as Kenneth Duane Brush, but my friends call me Duane. I have always had a passion for the great outdoors, hunting is my middle name and it was like a game to me. 'Cause it required combining the precision of true marksmanship, eyes like an eagle, timing and the technique skills. Losing the game was simply not hitting the target, but the agony of defeat was feeling like a disappointment to my family by coming home empty handed. The game prize was the fixings for a good homecooked supper. Normally, what would be considered your typical homecooked meal, was more like a daily Thanksgiving feast

Jali ~ I Will Grow Up Tomorrow
There is a world of difference between saying what needs to be said and saying what you want to say. Words get taken the wrong way and intentions are often lost in the mix. I'm a compulsive foot-in-mouthist, and thinking before speaking is a lifelong fantasy I've yet to make true. And you know what? Honestly, I just hope I keep on failing. It's so goddamned much fun when I get to actually say what I think. I do curtail it day to day, but not as much as you might think. I'm not one of these secret-other-self type journal scribblers who has a total ego. I don't have to hit the bong or or guzzle 2-4 in order to tap into that inner self. I just have to bite my fucking tongue sometimes so I can yield to convention. But, trust me, most people I know have known me to say incredibly crass things sometimes, and I've no qualms about playing a fool. I miss that, I miss the fact that I'm not feeling as comfortable being myself as I once was. I chalk it up to the oddities of the rece

Books
A Pirate’s Will Ye who wonders round my halls, I to warn thee of my curse. If ye found my treasure chest, Shall find naught but riches. From near and far within the seven seas, others try to take these treasures from ye, Be silent if ye wish to stay, But be warned of these thief’s hands. If they touch y treasure, Their hands shall bleed ‘til they see their bones. For ye who first find thy treasure. Shall not be harmed in any way. But don’t spend naught for one years time, For these halls belong to thee Who find thy treasure with a crew in two years time? You shall stay on board. All shall be provided on a notice, Be not alarmed of thy wonders on this vessel, So enjoy thy great legacy for the years To come. When these halls and decks Will have the crew, ye will choose To speak of mere acts of every experience.

George Michael And Brittany
I found it! I have been wondering which video Brittany did with George Michael for some time. I thought it was the video called Amazing. But I found out it was the video called Outside. The behind the scenes story on this was this happened right after George was arrested in West Hollywood for Indecent Exposure. Brittany appears as in several scenes at 1:15 making out in the van, 2:07 in the pool, and 3:45 making out in the office. Brittany had told me she wanted to be in the elevator with George but the director was afraid that Brittany might end up raping him. And she really would of. Have to post this on Brittany's Cheery tap site now.

George Michael And Brittany Outside Video
Pierce@ CherryTAP Its me above. Updating Brittany's blog. She will be back on Friday and back on Cherrytap to answer all your comments and questions. I just posted the same thing on my blog I found it! I have been wondering which video Brittany did with George Michael for some time. I thought it was the video called Amazing. But I found out it was the video called Outside. The behind the scenes story on this was this happened right after George was arrested in West Hollywood for Indecent Exposure. Brittany appears as in several scenes at making out in the van, in the pool she the blonde, and making out in the office. Brittany had told me she wanted to be in the elevator with George but the director was afraid that Brittany might end up raping him. And she really would of. Have to post this on Brittany's Cherry tap site now. Enjoy!!

Let's Talk About Cheating...
I've been cheated on, I've been hurt... I don't know. And maybe I am totally outta line here. You know, people think online flirting is harmless... it's not. You can learn a lot about someone by talking to them. You can learn things just as easily as you can by knowing them, just because you never met them, doesn't mean you can't connect on some other level. That you can't have some strong emotional attachment. Some of it is harmless though, you know, just random flirting. But people get off on it too. If someone is in a committed relationship, why would they think it's permissible to flirt with anyone other than with their partner? Not only are they putting themselves into a vulnerable situation where they can fall into temptation, but they're playing with the emotions of someone else. It takes a sick person to do that to someone. We're to be different than the animals. Being creatures of compassion is supposed to separate us from the animals. I don't see much compassio

Life And Love
Ok, here is my very first blog ever, and there is just something I want to get out of my mind. Why is it nice guys hardly ever finish, period? I have tried meeting women, gotten to know them, helped them through what some may call a severely hard time in their life, and they then turn around and date a complete asshole just cause he is cute, claiming they could never date you cause you are too good of friends. Why also is it that a woman can never just come out and tell you when there is a problem in the relationship? Why do they feel compelled to cheat on me and then wait several months later before they admit it to me, then also claim they never thought the relationship would have progressed so far. I am really tired of never finishing. Why can't I meet a woman that likes me and can remain loyal? And now once again, I am back on the single market, sitting on a shelf, collecting dust, waiting for someone to find me, like me for who I am, and then take me home into their heart.

April 12,2007
To all in my Familly,Friends,fans,etc.My comp not running well today.The amount of Cookies,History an the Crap that the CT installs on Computers these days,is unreal.Everyones Comments will have to wait.I must defrag an other Diagnostic Stuff. I'm not fealing to good right now.Pounding Headache,actually had it all night.An the Cat disrupting my Sleep didn't help either. Big Day today for PiperXylon,an Excellent member of my Familly.She has enterd herself in the Mothers Day Blast Giveaway.She's a very Sweet Gal,as all my Familly is.I hope,us as a whole can give her this Victory she so Deserves. But some of us being in Contest know.It's not always the Best or the Prettiest,cutest,kindest that Wins these things.It's the people whom have many Friends,or cash to pay for Blasts to help them win.So us as a Whole have our work cut out for us this afternoon.At the start of this Contest.I will be trying my Damnest to stay under the Radar of the Constant Barrage of Insults Directed at me

This Is Beautiful
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the Universi

English!!
Can you read these right the first time? 1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce. 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present . 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row 13) They were too close to the door to close it. 14) The buck does funny things when the does are present. 15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line. 16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow. 17) The wind was too strong to wind the sail. 18) Upon seei

She Was Only 5!!
She was only 5 Body: Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest,

I Must Have Pms, Lol
Sometimes stuff gets on my nerves, stupid stuff. Sometimes I have really hard time containing my displeasure, which is kind of a bad thing since I am a waitress, lol. I'm just supposed to smile and be sweet..... no matter what. I have gotten pretty good at that, but.... I sure have some days of falling short. In the last few weeks there have been some issues for me that are pretty nonsensical (yeah, I can admit that) but this stuff just PISSES me off. Some of these things are particular to being a waitress or being in retail or some job where you serve the public...... and they are in your face, in all their stupidity and self-centered glory. I HATE INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE! It puzzles me as to why they come into a public place and do the following things....... When you come into a restaurant, turn your damned cell phone off, at least until you have ordered your food. It's someones job to bring you what you want, but they cant if they don't know what that is, because you

Tickle You Thursday
My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God, and I didn't. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Marriage is a three-ring circus: Engagement ring, wedding ring, and suffering. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- For Sale : Wedding dress, size 8. Worn once by mistake. --------------------------------------------------------------------- There are two times when a man doesn't understand a woman: Before marriage and after marriage. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Why were hurricanes usually named after women? Because when they arrive, they're wet and wild, but when they go, they take your house and car. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- The woman applying for a job in a Florida lemon grove seemed way too qualified for the job. "Look Miss," said the foreman, "have you any actual experien

Kris's Thoughts
Welcome to my blog! I don't want drama so if you got it leave it at the door. I have a 2 year old son whom I love with all my heart and also my own home, car and money. I have a lot of my own drama so that's why I said I don't want any of any one elses. I have a close friend whom I am deeply in love with but also very very confused about at the moment. I love being with him but ya know some times things happen that piss me off. I love him with all my heart and I just wish more would come of this then what it is at the moment. *~Peace~*

Pain
i was just watching montel tryin to fall asleep since i been up for like 3 days straight and i busted in tears. it was about families that are over in war.and it all brought up pain that im feeling about my moms death.her death was unknowing and unexpected. the day i got the voicemail from my uncle(my moms brother lenny) and said she was life flighted to ruby memorial i morgantown cause they thought she was havin a stroke i was shocked,i called her cell and left a mssage sayin nothin was gonna happen to her that she'd be ok and that i loved her, but then when the dr called me and said she had suffered severe brain damage on the left side cuz she had, hada spontanious hypertension anorism,and there was nothing else possible for them to do to save her and that i hadta get there in person to give permission to take her off life support that moment i totaly lost it, and from that moment i might look and act strong on the outside but truthfully on the inside im just withering away to no

Move Over Jamie Gold
TIME FOR CHAPTER 2 OF MY POKER SAGA. THE TRIP TO VEGAS WAS AWESOME!!!! SO GOOD IN FACT THAT I AM HEADED OUT TO THE CARD ROOM HERE FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS TO SEE HOW IT GOES IN A DIFFERENT ENVIRONMENT. BEEN A LONGTIME DREAM OF MINE TO PLAY THIS GAME FOR A LIVING AND AFTER MAKING MORE MONEY IN THE PAST 6 DAYS THAN I WILL MAKE IN THE NEXT 3 MONTHS AT THE POST OFFICE, MAY NO LONGER BE A DREAM. IN ANY EVENT, I WILL BE OUT OF TOUCH UNTIL MONDAY OR TUESDAY, 4/16 OR 4/17, SO WISH ME LUCK ALL MY BEAUTIFUL CHERRIES AND I WILL TALK TO YA SOON.....

My Country
Love This Comeback One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him, and his troops, everywhere he goes telling me how people shake their hands, and thank them for being willing to serve, and fight, for not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the U.S. flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly," Yes, I always wear it and probably always will." The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. A gentleman stand

Every Time....
Every I love you, you whisper, is like rain for the trees, moonlight for the ocean, nectar for the bee Every kiss bestowed upon me is like fragrance on flowers, heat upon the desert, mist from morning showers Every glance in my direction is like flame to the fire, a twinkling of stars, a spark of love's desire Every moment in your arms is like waves to the ocean, a rushing, primal urge, a sweet mix of emotion Every passing year were together is like joy without measure, a life without limits, I shall love you forever.

New Pics And Remember To Sign Guestbook
I know most of my closest peeps have already signed my guestbook, but theres about 600 ppl on my list and only about 10 have signed in the week that i've had it up. not bitching or anything but i get to everyones new items fairly quick and would like at least most of you to at least sign my book, even if you dont get to the ratings. also if your past of the dark realm or wnc, if your being harrassed in any way, dont be shy, let me know and i'll take care of that problem!

Bad Day Gone Bad
A little guy is sitting at the bar just staring at his Drink for half an hour when this big trouble-making truck driver steps up next to him, grabs his drink and gulps it down in one swig. The poor little guy starts crying. "Come on man, I was just giving you a hard time," says the truck driver. "I'll buy you another drink. I just can't stand to see a man crying." "This is the worst day of my life," says the little guy between sobs. "I can't do anything right. I overslept and was late to an important meeting, so my boss fired me. When I went to the parking lot, I found my car was stolen and I have no insurance. "I grabbed a cab home, but after the cab left, I discovered my wallet was still in the cab. At home I found my wife in bed with the gardener. So I came to this bar and was trying to work up the courage to put an end to my life. "And then you show up and drink the damn poison!"

Cherry Tap
I have been here for almost a week and have to say that this is one of the best sites I have ever seen! Everyone here is so incredibly nice and friendly...and the goreous women; damn! I look forward to meeting more people and making some really good friends!

Fun Stuff
TRUTH OR DARE So here's the deal...You get to ask me *How Ever Many Questions You Want!**, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part) ....now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you. _________________________________________________ Yes Im bored oh well thats what this is for have fun with it. ask your ?s lol Ill send anyone who ask a message with the answer or answers depending on the amout of ? s you all ask, keep in mind for those of you that do know much about me. Its a great way to get to know ;) take care all you lovly peope have a GREAT day! ~XOXOX~ Natalie

Women And Men
There just doesn't seem to be any real women or men out there these days. I see all these women my age or older trying to act like some little teenager on these type of sites and it just irritates me. At our age we should be aware of who we are and not trying to be what other people want us to be or what we think they want. It's funny because I'm always seeing guys my age robbing the cradle and getting together with girls that are just out of high school. Not until recently have I figured out why. In my opinion, it's because these girls have high hopes of families and that perfect life so the guys are either taking advantage of it or in a fatasy land and think that the girl is actually ready for that sort of thing. For you guys that may read this, if you are taking advatage of a situation then you are a piece of shit. You are the reason women are untrusting of us good guys. If you are living in that fantasy world then let the girl grow up and deal with lifes experiences as everyone els

In Memory Of My Step Father
In Loving Memory Of My Step Father David L Baker 11 - 29-1948 to 04-07-2007 My Step Father has been ill since Novemeber of Liver Failure..We had hopsice coming in once a week to check up on him. In March his disease just progressed more and more ...He became disoriented didn't know who people were , picked at the air , his cloths , bed sheets or anything that was near him ....He would drink a beer that wasn't in his hand and smoke a cigg that wasn't there either. We had to watch his every move....On A Sunday night he had fallen out of bed and hit the nightstand and cut his head open and needed 7 stiches....a day before that he was down at his friends and tripped over something and fell on his face. A few days after his fall he went down hill he wouldn't get out of bed and when he did he could hardly walk as he legs were weak ...his brain was telling his feet to move but they couldn't. You had to help him around....For 9 days he didn't know who anyone was and never left the

Wow. I Am A Little Crazy.
DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:Very HighSchizoid Disorder:ModerateSchizotypal Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Disorder:HighBorderline Disorder:Very HighHistrionic Disorder:HighNarcissistic Disorder:HighAvoidant Disorder:HighDependent Disorder:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Moderate-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --

Wanna Hear Me Scream?
For those that haven't talked to me in a while, I've got great news. I finally found the motivation to get things back on track. Last June I slowly let my life fall apart when my mother was diagnosed with cancer. As a result of that I let myself get out of shape and I gained back the 50 pounds I had lost years ago plus some extra. I am proud to say that on February 26th (6 weeks ago) I started eating right again and as of today I was down 20 pounds, only 50 more to go. :) I was able to put on a pair of jeans I bought last August but never fit. I've been going strong and have felt no real desire to cheat. My goal has been 1600-1800 calories per day and 30 carbs and I consistantly stay on target every day. Tonight I did my first real workout in over a year. I'm exhausted but it feels great. I bought a balance ball and 2 pound weights for sculpting and worked out in the basement. Superman stretches, stomach crunches with the weights, push ups, bicep pushes, leg lifts, s

My Sincere Thanks
I just want to express my SINCERE THANKS to Maria aka...Sexy Mama, for running the first contest I was in, and to ALL my family & friends that have helped me win. You ALL know who you are, and I want YOU ALL to know how much I appreciate your dedication, extreme effort, & countless hours of comment bombing me, despite all those crazy error messages we were all getting. My God, you people are totally AWESOME!! Not only were those error messages a huge nuisance, but they were pretty damn annoying as well. I know at times I would get ticked off because it caused alot of problems here on my end. I can only imagine how you felt at times. I know the comment bombing and delays from the error messages took ALOT of your time away from other things you wanted or needed to get done on here, at home, or anywhere else. Please know that from the bottom of my heart, that truly means the world to me. It shows what TRUE and GENUINE FRIENDS you are, and I love you all for your great BIG hearts. I consid

Red Fridays
RED FRIDAY WILL YOU GIVE THIS TO MY DADDY? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work

Um Yea So I Love This Girl Soo Much
Well since the very first time I saw this girl, I knew i was in love. Tingles shot down my back. My stomach did that knot thing and I just knew we were destioned to be together. Then life slapped me in the face. She was my friends girlfriend who i was supposed to meet, not a room mate like i soooo deeply hoped. I felt sick. I felt like crying. I felt like shouting to GOD or whoever was in control of my fucked up existance. I went home called my girlfriend and tried to put it out of my mind. I blew my friend off for weeks. I just Knew I couldn't stand seeing the one woman i felt such a deep Soulful connection to so far out of reach. I tryed to tell myself "you dont even know her." "She won't like you" "you have a good girlfriend don't fuck that up" but of course it didn't work. My friend invited me over tryin to convince me to let him tattoo me. I broke down and we Hung out and i saw her. I had been having a shitty day. Worked sucked, my girlfriend offered no real attention, and i w

Is That Thing On?
It has been months since I logged in... hell, the place has a different name now! I figured it was time to get serious about making new friends. I don't see many guys here from my town. =( Ah well, at least I can make some new online friends. I deleted my other account and am fleshing this one out. I've been showing 11s all night. Now, time to show myself some love... Let me know if you'd like to chat sometime.

Believe....
The other night, I was sitting around thinking that romance is gone...wondering where all the romantic thinking men were...if there were any left at all... THEN..... While texting with Jack...he took a picture of the beautiful full moon that night, and sent it to me...telling me it was our moon...300 miles apart and he was sharing his moon with me. I nearly died right there... He made me believe again... This was OUR moon that night...

What Does This Mean?
I was trying to Respond to Dreamweavers private message.An this Error came up.Sorry,Your on the List or Sorry you made the List.Is that the Deleete List?. To all my Friends u want to stay in Touch,Troutmaster48@yahoo.com

Downrating
WHAT IS UP WITH GUYS COMING TO MY PAGE TO GIVE ME A 1? WOW ........A 1 ON MY PAGE.... OH I THINK I AM GONNA JUMP IN THE LAKE. LIFE IS OVER. WOW.....A ONE AND WHEN I TELL THEM THANK YOU, THEY DONT TALK. PURE PUNKS.....!!!!!!

Tax Time Your Screwed
A young man married a beautiful woman who had previously divorced ten husbands On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin". "What?" Said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times? "Well, husband #1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me how great it's going to be. Husband #2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me. Husband #3 was from Field Services; he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband #4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband #5 was an Engineer; he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband #6 ! was from Finance and Administration; he thought he knew how, but he wasn't sure

Random Shit
There is not alot that I can really say in the blog other than welcome to my page, and hope you like it. I guess I wrote everything that you wanted to know in the about me section and stuff. Thanks for visiting my page. Comment me and show some love anytime you want to. Everman

Reader's Ask My Advice On 'promiscuity' ??
Reader's Ask , Jade : What is Promiscuity? I like sex , a lot. A lot more than I have it, tragically, and that’s not for lack of opportunity, but, rather, because I have moral preconceptions and perhaps even fears that I just can’t get past ( STDs, my Catholic youth etc ). I’ve said before that anyone can get laid if they set their standards low enough. I still believe that, and doubt that will change anytime soon. But I went and made a comment in response to one of my readers’ comments a couple days ago and have since received an email asking me my definition of promiscuous. That alone would have given me pause for thought, since definitions are generally arbitrary, but the moral semantics of it, that's a different beast altogether. But then the reader went on at length and that then left me utterly flummoxed. This is the hefty tome..... What makes one promiscuous? It seems that promiscuity has a negative connotation; Is this

Constantly Longing.....
"I know that it's a wonderful world but I can't feel it right now. I thought that I was doing well but I just want to cry now.Well, I know that it's a wonderful world , from the sky down to the sea, but I can only see it when you're here, here with me." James Morrison. This world is so huge sometimes and at times so small. Tonight the miles seem huge and the ocean seems so wide.It always feels that way when what you want is far from you. Tonight for a few great moments, the world became small. As I talked to my love, the world became small enough to fit into the palm of my hand, for our words were flowing together like the sea and the ocean combined. We are constantly gravitating to each other, constantly making the earth form around us in order to facilitate our merge, but how horrible it is to be so close yet not touching. I battle with the question of, Is it harder to leave or harder to stay behind? I recently left my love behind, yet again, to live in the atmosphere we created toge

My Poems
THE ENDER its getting lonley its getting cold bread on the counter is getting old the less we think the more we drink drunken on failure regrets as hard as it seems all that we need is to close to be seen behind the mirrior painted on your face the skeloton of lifes discrace feed me this feed me lies cut the wrist watch me die eroded with pleasure leave me were i lay drowning in a puddle of dismay such a shame your pride hidden behind a wall brick by brick you will fall turn your head close your eyes our love today dies Kevin Smith _________________________________________________ WHY IS IT DARK earse my pain leave me sain tie a knot forget me not tie it good leave no slack take my life make it fast why is it so dark why am i alone the thoughts i can not condone i cant handle the torchure the pain leaves me sore eating its self into a scab red comes to the top the pain will ne

Ppl
almost every 1 is a fuckin asshole 2 me and i am tired of it i am about 2 just say fuck everything and not get on the comp again and then no 1 will have 2 worry about me any more idk y ppl have 2 be that way but i am tired of it

First Blog
Well, I'm frustrated about a few things. I want to get a new pickup, a new place to live...I have the money, but dammit I had to buy $1800 worth of inventory for my business. It's not that much, that's for sure considering I spent 3 times that last month. Oh well such is life.

"oboromale"
Please be careful of adding "oboromale" to your friends list he has an active domestic violence order against him for 4th degree assault and 2nd degree animal cruelty in Daviess County Owensboro, Ky. with criminal charges pending final hearing!!11

Lookin For A Pearl In A Sea Of Oysters
Searching for that Pearl in a Sea of Oysters Current mood: pensive Category: Writing and Poetry Why is it so difficult to meet anyone of Quality? Someone who will go the extra mile, say sweet things out of the blue. Do I expect too much? Have I romanticized what dating should be? Or is it just that impossible to find a beautiful Soul? It's more than just sexual satisfaction, that is a part of the puzzle; but hopefully we are more complicated beings than that--more Evolved. I want someone who satisfies my Soul...and damn it, I require a lot of attention and affection. Is no one capable of being that chivalrous? Or is it that no one is up for the challenge because it would require effort? I suppose I could drive myself to the walls of Insanity were I to dwell much longer on the subject. So I Exile myself...Reclusive...Alone...Dreaming that there is a Pearl for me among all the Oysters...in hopes that I am not casting my pearls before swine... Or are gay men just unable to thi

Take A Moment To Reflect
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him." But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, "Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today." And t

My Thoughts
Today has been the most aggravating day I have had in a really long time. One person that I genuenly care about has decided to be a asshole to me for no reason...than blame it on me being grumpy...which i wasnt but whatever.. Than I managed to piss off the one person that has been managing to put a smile on my face lately... Im willing to take full blame for pissing them off... but it wasnt something I did on purpose...but apparently that doesn't matter much to them because they are no longer talking to me... im sicking of playing lifes games... i guess im just a sore loser....

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Yawn
This is getting kinda boring...lame....and this site has so much stuff going on it slows my computer down...and there doesn't seem to be any Real, Genuine people out there...is that just the web...or is that how the world at large has become...disconnected???

Just A Country Gal
Wow so far so good gr8t site here i do wish to meet some gr8t friend's and have a goodtime. Like i said im just a country gal laid back easy as hell to speak to but i do speak how i feel so on that ya all have a good one. Im going to try and work on my page today is my day off so i'll try and say hi to all. Tara

My Blog
Escaping existence is impossible, yet you can always imagine a different kind of prison. Everything changes, and imagination is but another tool of the world around us.Chaos resides wherever you turn, Your body only can want a different location for it's perception... colors, shapes, forms... Fabricate any, see how temporary they are.We live in a world of Ever Change. Being in touch with your imagination, is never being disconnected from reality, it is Only being even further connected to it.

Do You Know Me?
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Jamie Ann Dowell Birthday: Aug~ 23 ~ 1976 Birthplace: nowhere land Current Location: NOYB Eye Color: green/brown Hair Color: brown Height: 5'6 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: Scottish and Portuguese The Shoes You Wore Today: my black air walks Your Weakness: My Twins Your Fears: My mom and dad dieing Your Perfect Pizza: meat lovers Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: just to stay out trouble Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: shit its time to get up Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes and my ass Your Bedtime: don't have one i am a night owl Your Most Missed Memory: i cant say Pepsi or Coke: coke MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king Single or Group Dates: both Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: i dont drink ether Do you Smoke: yes Do you Swear: yes Do you Sing: ever

My New Job
WELL STARTING MONDAY I WILL BE WORKING 2:00PM TO 11:00PM FIVE DAYS A WEEK AS AN INSTOCK SUPERVISOR. SO THE TIMES I WILL BE ON HERE WILL CHANGE. BUT I WILL STILL GET ON HERE.I AM OFF THIS WEEKEND SO I WILL BE POSTING COMMENTS ON ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY'S PAGES. THAT IS MY GOAL.I AM REALLY EXCITED ABOUT FINALLY STARTING BUT I WONT GET TOO SEE MY FIANCE AS MUCH BECAUSE HE WILL STILL BE ON GRAVEYARDS. BUT WE WILL MAKE DO. BIG HUGS TO ALL. HAVE A GREAT DAY AND WONDERFUL WEEKEND.

Poetry From Nemesis The Nazerene
Things heat up as the water runs down our flesh We're fueled by the sexual excitement And the steam from the shower slowly takes our breath Engaged in everlasting enlightenment.... Running my tongue in a downward direction Reaching your most sexiest place Kissing and licking until your expression Tells me the sex can't wait... So with my erection I enter your body With each thrust you respond with a moan Sexing in the shower, a power so godly As the orgasm takes over our bones We turn off the water, and dry ourselves off Wishing that we had some more headroom We smile as we envision another swell thought And we make our way to the bedroom... Nemesis the Nazerene@ CherryTAP

Do You Know Your Neighbors?
Do any of us really know who our neighbors are, or what kind of people they are? The following website will give you a better understanding.... Know your surroundings? Keep your family safe!!! www.familywatchdog.us

Pms Continues!
Yanno, I have never been into the "rating" aspect of this site, and don't really care alot about it, in other words, I don't strive to increase or improve my "rating", and if there is a way to turn that part of this website off, I have no knowledge of how to do that, because I would be just as happy interacting with everyone without that. I joined here to keep touch with all my friends that live out of state now, since I moved last year, and we all prefer Cherry Tap to Myspace because of all the other cute features, like buying gifts, and the MUMM's. Yesterday when something broke on the site, Baby Jesus reset alot of stuff, including where the "recent pic viewers" appear, it cleared them all, so when the downrating came into my alert box, I looked and saw EXACTLY who did it, there was only one person there. BUSTED! What I do care about is smartass lil pompous pricks that go thru the "I'm Bored" feature, downrating people just to be stupid. That's what it is, it's STUPID. My

April 13 Th
I'm getting Ready now to Leave for the my Birthday Weekend.Some of my Familly didn't get Comments.I'm very Sorry,Bring it up to me Sunday afternoon upon my return,I'll give u a Gift. Good Luck Piper on your Contest Sweet One.11,000 plus Votes.Your Kickin some mean Ass.Very Happy for u.I threw a few Votes down this morning before I got error'd. I'd like to thank everyone that helped me Level last night.Level 13 for Friday the 13 th.Very Sweet. Special Love to all in my Wonderful Familly as well as some Friends as well.Wish I could have 50 Familly members,An I had thought I would have been able to add more there but I can't. I pray that my warning of being put on the List last night was a wrongful error.I do have another account but I don't care to start out as Fresh Meat if I can Help it. Just Want to Thank All my Wonderful Friends.You all treat me very Well.I Love you all.Perhaps one day I will tell each one of you why I chose you for my Familly.Every little thing with m

Shaved Or Not !
As A young man I would look in to hustler adult mags and thats where I got my first glance at Bald pussy and OMG I thought what a Sexy n hot thing to see. Now every woman I have been with has either shaved or had me shave them I dont know about any one else but i do belive that a woman with a shaved camel toe(pussy) IS about the most sexy thing she can do No I presonaly shave to but hell I have nee doing it for years so men if ya like shaved beaver let us know and ladies if you like a shaved bird let Us know too

Me!
Name is Mary, 31 yrs. old, wonderful single mom to 3 of the best kids in the whole world :D...and a mom to 1 spoiled rotten dog! My kids are Seth that is 13 yrs. old, and daughters that are Steffany who is 11....going on 18...lol...and MaKayla who is 5 (took her kindergarten test today :( :( and passed with flying colors...which i knew she would, i think this is gonna be harder on me then her...lol, my last baby is going to school) :( Recently just signed up for some college courses to start in the fall, would love to go into nursing, life long dream, would like to go in the field of delivery room, i think birth is an amazing thing, might take me 3-4 yrs. to get my degree, but i'm doing it to better my life for me and my kids. Looking for good, fun people to hang out with near me...and friends afar are good also, just need some good friends that will be there for me during my bad days, kinda a shoulder to cry on when i need it...feel free to leave me a messege or 2 and i will return t

Chapter One
She is waiting for him, pacing back and forth. The candles are lit. The bed is made for two. The lights are dim. His plane lands, he is on the way. She wants to wait patiently, she wants to see him, talk to him but she needs to touch him more. Now. She can't wait. She doesn't want to hear but feel. He is on the way up; She feels the place saved for only him contracting. She knows what is happening. Her breasts are firm. Nipples on fire. She can't get it under control. The moisture is thickening. The elevator bell rings from down the hall. She watches through the peep hole. Heart is beating out from within. She aches to the point of pain for him to touch her where she wants to put his hands. She opens the door. Her mouth finds his before the bags are down, before the door can shut. She pulls at his clothes. She wants them off. Skin to skin. She wants to consume every part of him. She can't get enough. The passion is raw, primal. She sees the flames from the candles but the fire is

Thank God For Jesse Jackson And Al Sharpton
Click here to repost Today Don Imus was fired for calling the Rutgers University basketball team "nappy headed hos". Sure, that was inappropriate, but did the punishment fit the crime? Maybe we should look at the two guys who pushed this issue until Imus was fired. Jesse Jackson says it's a question of morality, and what's right and what's wrong. Just so we're clear: Imus Calling Black Women "nappy headed hos": Wrong. Jesse Jackson calling Jews "Hymies" and referring to New York as "Hymietown" : Right. (Washington Post, 1984) Imus Calling Black Women "nappy headed hos": Wrong. Jesse Jackson having an affair and Impregnating Karin Stanford, then using rainbow coalition funds to pay her $40,000 and purchasing a $365,000 house to keep her quiet: Right Jesse Jackson not paying child support for this child, and not visiting her: Right Jesse Jackson Saying Duke La Crosse Rape Suspects who have been aquitted "deserved the negative atte

Just A Little Something I Am Tryng Out
The rain was coming down in sheets outside the coffee shop Nikole came here with her sisters Heather and Danica every Thursday to catch up and share a little girl talk Today was different She had decided to share something with her sisters that would make her less of the baby and more of a woman “Remember what I told you about Michael a few weeks ago ?” Danica ,the eldest ,looked over at her “Yes. You were frustrated because he seemed afraid to touch you. He was gentle which you said was great but he always seemed so in control of himself that making love seemed something of a mechanical act “ Heather just looked down into her cup and sighed “ Are you sure that he loves you, Nikki? I mean you guys haven’t been together that long and he could feel that he has to stay with you because you are having his child.” She just rolled her eyes “You don’t trust anyone you have been with Trent so long that you have convinced yourself that love is this long term co

Why Me
Why o why after I ran Windows 98 for 5 years did I decide to finally upgrade and I chose this big cluster f@#k they named Vista.So far Ive learned that using firefox (which is always been my web browser)is more of a pain in my @ss than before.As for possibly using IE 7,its to damn slow and I just don't like like it.I would of purchased Linnex ,but it is nowhere to be found for under $300.00.Anyone feel me,or maybe want to(pun intended).

Google Phone Book
Google has implemented a new feature which enables you to type a telephone number into the search bar and hit enter and you will be given the person's name and address. If you then hit MapQuest, you will get a map to the person's house. Everyone should be aware of this! It's a nationwide reverse telephone book. If a child gives out his/her phone number, someone can now look it up to find out where he/she lives. The safety issues are obvious, and alarming. Note that you can have your phone number removed or blocked. I tried my number and it came up along with the mapquest and directions straight to our house. I did fill out the removal form for myself, and encourage all of you to do the same. Quite scary. Please look up your own number. In order to test whether your phone number is mapped, go to: google (http://www.google.com/) Type your phone number in the search bar (i.e. 555-555-1212) and hit enter. If you want to B L O C K Google from divulging

Dig Into You Wallet
Well let's use corn for gas ! Just another way to tap into our pockets.What a idea save the enviorment!(Pay the farmers more for the corn so we can charge more! Boy they have the whool pulled over your eyes, E85 last year it costed more at the pump and you burned more in the long run so you payed more and have less power! I like my power. (Do the math) Not to mention in the long run you use more oil.It's costing the farmers more to feed cattle etc so I will cost us more in the store. (Less Wheat and more corn so we will also pay more for wheat products).So in the long run everything is going to jump in price. Nothing like getting shafted at the pumps now! I will be glad when the day comes when we will walk away from the use of oil. For now they have us by the, it's called the game of control and they seem to try to take more and more from some of us. Yes the air could use some cleaning up, its not like it was a few years ago you know that and I know that! Pher

That Dumb Whore- Brokun1
what r u mad that Eric is mine??? you mad he bangin' me and not you?? are you jealous that you'll be nothing but an internet whore to him...i can write whatever i want...matter of fact...why dont you read the comments he sent me on my page!! "i cant get enough of you girl"...and "hey guys this girl is mine, dont make me get physical!!!" so get your panties out of a wad...and find some other dick to fuck with!! PEACE!

My Randomness
THIS IS PART OF A CONVERSATION BETWEEN ME AND A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE. HIS ATTEMPT AT CHEERING ME UP!!! THANKS D!! Jennifer BrokenHearted: now the fighting is really going to start D: everyones fighting lately Jennifer BrokenHearted: yeh seems like it. Jennifer BrokenHearted: thats why i just wanna move to a far away land w/ ugly people D: naw it dont work like that babe D: no matter where you go ur gunna be gorgeous Jennifer BrokenHearted: well, yeah i know that Jennifer BrokenHearted: but at least i wouldnt have to listen to fighting in english then D: no it would be another language Jennifer BrokenHearted: i could handle that. at least i wouldnt understand it D: fighting is fighting babe you would know when it was a fight Jennifer BrokenHearted: or maybe i could live among the penguins Jennifer Orozco: :-P D: it just means youd understand less D: ha ha ha

Virtual Fantasy /jade
Virtual fantasies chain me to your side Twisting and groaning For release, for attention You make me feel alive I get so caught up within the online net Captured by your words In the hot recess of imagination You know my pussy’s wet. Slave is all I want to be Surrender my every need My master of the web You bring me to my knees Spank my nasty thoughts Rub them in my face Make me eat your commands The way I need to swallow your cock. Slap my pearly tits With the broad strength of your hand Stab me with your rod In your power I will submit Will you fuck a fantasy With a mouse and keyboard? Can he splash his mighty seed, On a computer screen?

Make Love To Me /jade
Make love to me slowly Kiss me by the neck slowly touch me tenderly not coldy Grind your body next to mine Let our union be divine Make love to me slowly Whisper sweet nothings in my ear Tell me that you care While you play with my hair Explore my body with your hands and study Pleasure me Open your eyes so you can see me When I smile My teeth dancing in a tile Kiss me, Kiss me Kiss me, Kiss me Make love to me slowly When you have been riding a horse It expects you to stop Make love to me slowly My body is a temple It is holy

The Way Things Go
Hello readers it's a cold day in april the wind blowing and the tree's are swaying.I went to the window as a branch from the tree fell to the ground.I was about to rub my eye and the sun came out and i said is this the way things go.

Mothers Day Photo Contest
Hello everyone..I'm in the Mother's Day Photo Contest and I'm trying to win a free blast. I would appreciate whatever help you could give me. Comments and rates both count. Comment bombing is allowed but I would greatly appreciate whatever you could do for me. 1 is good.. 2 would be great.. 10 would be totally awesome... I thank you kindly in advance for your help and your time. Have a great day and much Cherry Love to you all... Amy This is my daughter on her wedding day. The day I gave my baby away.. but she got a wonderful husband and I love him dearly...

Figging...the Art Of The Ginder Root
Figging - The Art of Ginger Root Play By Master Michael When I first wrote an article on figging some years ago, I received, not surprisingly, a heap of e-mail from lifestylers who had never heard of this. They were most appreciative to have received the information though, and many were anxious to try the technique. I thought that with a new crop (no pun intended) of Doms and subbies entering our community, I would rewrite the article. If you're already familiar with figging, you may skip to the next informative article on the list. If figging sounds like an old Scottish sport, you'd better stick around and read on. Figging, anal play (or torture) using ginger root, seems to be an art that is increasingly ignored. Maybe it's because there isn't enough information passed on about it or perhaps with the advent of fancy salves, chemicals and potions that can mimic ginger, lifestylers don't want to take the time needed to prepare for this activity. Either reason precludes a plea

My Philosophy On Myspace/ct-friends
Okay...now, everybody knows that it's cool to have a HUGE number of friends (especially on myspace), BUT, it's absolutely useless havin' those friends if they serve no purpose at all. Myspace or CT isn't Super Mario Brothers where friends are coins and the more you have earns you somethin' special. I would rather have 4 friends that I actually talk to then have 2000 that are just takin' up space on my bulletin board. Then the people that may add you because they think that you're attractive or you seem like a cool person. But really...are we in elementary school? Is a friend request equivalent to one of those notes you used to write that says "Do you like me? Check yes or no." I don't think so!!! I really appreciate it when you rate my Pics a "10" but to be honest, i couldnt care less. "Your Hot" isnt the cleverest line to start a conversation. So, with that bein' said...either actually start to act semi-friendly and actually drop a line or two or feel free to delete me. Don't worry..

4.20
Hosted By: SMT Productions & The Wildstyle PhanatiksWhen: Friday Apr 20, 2007 at 9:00 PMWhere: The World Famous Lizard Lounge2424 Swiss Ave @ Good LatimerDallas, TX 75201United StatesDescription:SMT Productions & The Wildstyle Phanatiks Click Here To View Event

Little Kids
So my little cousin tell me a joke. this man is sitting on the porch, see a snail, picks it up and throws it over the house into the back yard. Two years later the man see the snail, picks it up and the snail ask the man: What the hell did you do that for? Now I had to laugh because my cousin was only 3 years old. I thought I will share this with all my friends. Have a blessed day dee

Master Card Wedding
You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University. It made the local newspaper; even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's family & to especially thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party, were an envelope. He stressed that this was his gift to everyone, & asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8 x 10 glossy of his bride having sex with his

~*my Heart*~
My heart is his my love is his my family is his my joy that he brings me all that he can give me then some....he keeps me strong he keep me here on this wonderfull place i call my cloud nine with ever motion that is called love with keeping me safe from the people that walk in our path and try to hurt us and all i do for him is the same...HIs heart is mine ...His love is all mine his life is with me.. we carrie each moment together and love every minute of it ...All thats well is a wonderful life i cant wait till things that get to a better place withy smiles hugs kisses and wonderfull nights side by side each other ~*Mandie*~

Sexy Feet Contest
Ah well, I went to vote for tigerbears's feet and ended up in the contest as well. So go vote for my feet because I'm sure they are the sexiest ;)LOL, and I'm modest! Hehehehehehe! You'll have to cut and paste because I don't know how else to put in here, lol! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=301551&albumid=312135&i=53152664 or just go to Randy the Vampire's page.

Double Edge
at night i try clear my thoughts and leave no trace my mind is twisted but i own this space i dont have to rent my heart is jaded with the looks being sent. metal and ink is what is left of of a broken man shoken and woken up with the winds crying her name drowing my memories with needles of ink and pain every hit of ink goes under the surface telling a story and leaving a purpose , so dont dig me up hell i am not dead im suicide from both sides damnit im double edged

If I Knew
IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chance to say

If This Is What Friends Are For...i Don't Need Them!
I'm really growing weary of friends that act like you mean the world to them, and then when you need them the most they're nowhere to be found. Hell, I help my so called friends all the time...whenever I can, and even sometimes when I really shouldn't. So why is it when I need help 98% of them spend more time trying to come up with some lame ass excuse as to why they can't help than they do trying to figure out a way to help? I don't ask for much in life but I do ask people to be straight forward with there intentions towards me. I mean if you don't give a damn don't act like you do just to earn brownie points with me cause I don't need you're BS!

Nightmares...
many times i face nights where im afraid to go to sleep- knowing whats waiting for me when i close my eyes..... i wonder how many others go through this, and if theyve found a way to face the world of dreams....

I Have Best Damn Layout Ct Want 1 Leave Me Message Tell U Wear Got It
GD FRIEND MINE HAS SOME AWSOME LAYOUT'S LIKE 1 USEING RIGHT NOW SO IF U NEED LAYOUT, YOU WANT LOOK FUCKEN AWSOME PLS LET ME KNOW TELL YOU WHAT PROFILE YOU NEED TO CHECK OUT!!! ALL HE ASK IS FOR YOU TO RATE THEM BEFORE RIPING THEM!!! THANXX KELLY

Saturday Night
Hooorrray its Saturday and tonight i am off out clubbing. But not just any old boring night club, I am off to a fetish one. Club Rub London. I expect your thinking that it is a dark and dingy seedy place full of dirty perverted old men. Well ya wrong its a thumping lively place full of colourful characters.We not perverted just different to the normal Joe Bloggs There be guys, girls, straight gay transsexuals and tvs. But all in their fetish finest. And believe me everyone makes an effort with their outfits. Not like the local night club where your best effort is a pair of ironed G-star jeans and tshirt. Club rub have themes to their evenings and tonight is Space and Aliens. So all those cheesy gold and silver outfits are coming out.. Yes i do possess one. It's a must if you want to be ahead in the fashion stakes.....lol. you'll have to wait for me to post the pictures after the event to see it though. What time will this wonderous event finish. Too early 6am. I'll be just war

Community Help
this is gonna be a rant and rage blog..lol like normal i suppose.. but today me and a friend were talkin and it got me thinkin bout how like on tv when someone was in need of help the community came together to help.theres people ive seen and know that abuse the system, go out and become baby factories just for the sake of getting more help n food stamps or money assistance just so they can get drugs and theres people like me that are independent and get the run around just to get food stamps to feed my kids.im at a major low, and dream about how like on tv the community gets together with donations to help someone in need and wish it would happen for me.im not one to ask for help but i need it now.

Words
Ha, open wide, oh so good I'll eat you, take me for a ride In your sweet delicious, perfect little mouth Thereupon I linger, You will have no doubt that I do my best for you, I do Love, let's stop to get it going Lost myself just thinking about the two of us From each other drinking Begin with the lips, fingertip and kissing Turn me inside out, I do my best for you Yeah, yeah, aww, umm, ummm Up and down we go, from the top you push me This is such a thrill Lost in love and dancing, shake your tambourine You blow my head open Of one thing I'm sure, that I do my best for you, I do Ow, for you I would crawl through the darkest dungeon Climb a castle wall If you're my Rapunzel, you let your hair down Right in through the window Good they locked the door, cause I do my best for you Yeah, aww, aww, umm I think the world of you, all my heart I do Blood through my veins's for you You alone have all of me I give my world to you, to you I will be true Oooohh,

Four Little Animals
You've got to love this little girl. What a fine woman / wife she'll make! A teacher asked her class, What do you want out of life? " A little girl in the back row raised her hand and said, "All I want out of life is four little animals." The teacher asked, "Really, and what four Little animals would that be, sugar?" The little girl said, "A mink on my back, A jaguar in the garage, a tiger in my bed And of course, I'll need a jackass to pay For all of it." The teacher fainted.

Tied And True
He lays spread-eagle on the bed. Legs and arms tied to the bedposts. She is hovering over himInitially, she had started as the dominant, but her desire has gotten the best of her. She wants him inside her more than she wants to impose her will on him. She is still in control, but barely. He stares into her eyes and her nipples harden at the desire she sees. Untie me he states calmly. N-no she stammers, looking away. He continues to stare Untie me, he repeats Or you wont get what you want. Her glance at his erection gives her away She has had him in her mouth and now she wants to feel him between her legs, inside her, but she wants to complete what she startedTo make him beg her. P-pleaseLet me finish she begs. No, his answer leaves her no choice, Untie me. With shaking hands she moves to untie him, first his hands then his feet. He lays calmly while she goes about releasing him. When she is done, she sits quietly on the bed head bowed He gets off the b

Just Think About It....
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

In Search Of...............
Just a quick testament, I am new to this site, so call me virgin or what you will! I love to meet new people and especially women, i am single in search of that right one, not that fake one i will give you a hundred percent if you return the favor so let's get to know each other!

Welcome To My Blog
This is a crazy place. So much going on. It can be a little overwhelming. I keep trying to do stuff to decorate and then some bell or whistle goes off. So I try to figure out what just happened. lookin forward to checkin this place out a little more.

The True Meaning Of Frieneship.......
ok, i don't get it what is the true meaning of friendship ? this will evoke different emotions and answers amongst many of you and to be honest, i dont really want or expect any answers from any of you this is just somethng that i need to vent... to me, friendship has always been quite black and white there were people that you got along with, shared a mutual respect with, had a shared or common interest in something together etc, etc, etc then there were those special few (or more than a few if you are lucky) these are the friends who know you inside out, upside down and can tell you too your face you're being a fucking idiot ! these are the friends that you share your innermost thoughts and life experiences with these are the people that you will do anything for and they will do anything for you they don't judge you they simply accept you for all that you are as you do them....... whatever sort of friends you have, i'm sure you will interpret their f

The Life At The Bay
so yeah life in the bay is ok.. i can't complain iam on the paintball team here captain acually.. i have met a wonderful girl can't complain too much about that.... the navy is still awsome other then the long hours.... the dogs are amazing... and just to throw it out there ffegan is the shit thats about it for now later players

Its All About Me ... Well I Like To Think So Lol
Well ... like its says .. not much to say .. i worked some over time today just because i felt like being nice lol seriously under staffed at work so i went in on my Saturday and missed half a day of sun ... o well i will make up for it all tomorrow .. headed off to the river for a fire and beer !!! yaaaay should be a good day trucks mud and hotdogs cooked on a open fire and lots of beer .. cant wait well .. i think i have babbled enough for now .. laterz

My Work :d
Photo Sharing - Upload Video - Video Sharing - Share Photos This is the fixture I wrote a program to make, and the part that will be cut in it. Photo Sharing - Upload Video - Video Sharing - Share Photos This is the CNC machine that runs the program and cuts the parts. Photo Sharing - Upload Video - Video Sharing - Share Photos This is the part after I run the first program on it so it can go into the fixture! Photo Sharing - Upload Video - Video Sharing - Share Photos This is the completed part :D

My Simple Rules
OK HERE ARE A FEW SIMPLE THINGS THAT SEEM TO BE COMMON SENSE TO ME. MAYBE NOT EVERYONE KEEPS SHIT AS SIMPLE AS MYSELF. 1) PPL ON THE INTERNET ARE PHONY 90% OF THE TIME 2) REAL FRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND. EVEN HARDER ON THE INTERNET 3) IF YOU HAVE AN ISSUE WITH SOME ONE TAKE IT TO THEM, DON'T DRAG EVERYONE IN THE WORLD INTO IT. 4) THE NICEST THING ABOUT THE INTERNET, IF YOU WANNA IGNORE SOMEONE/SOMETHING IGNORE IT. THATS WHY THE POWERS THAT BE IN THE INTERNET WORLD MADE BLOCK/DELETE OPTIONS NOW A SET OF MY OWN PERSONAL RULES AND THINGS IMMA INCORPORATE INTO MY LIFE. 1)ANY DRAMA BROUGHT TO ME, YOU WILL BE BLOCKED AND DELETED FROM ANY MESSENGERS I MIGHT HAVE YOU ON, ASWELL AS DELETED FROM MY FRIENDS/FAN LIST. 2) DON'T BRING YOUR EFFIN DRAMA TO ME (SEE RULE# 1) 3) IF YOUR GONNA FALL IN LOVE OVER THE INTERNET, EXPECT YOUR HEART TO GET BROKEN. (SEE COMMON SENSE LIST #1) NOW IF PPL ARE GONNA HATE ME, GREAT, JUST MEANS YOU WILL BE CLOSER TO THE TOP OF THE LIST OF PPL T

Jenny
Flat Belly A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. the mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies, "Well, you know your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it and help flatten it." "Your wasting your time," said the boy. "Why is that?" the mom asked puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up." LOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!

Brian@ Cherrytap
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND HE GOT ME PREGNANT AND LEFT ME WHAT SHOULD I DO THEN WHEN BRIAN ACCORD LEFT ME HE ENDED UP MARRYING MY BEST FRIEND WHAT A ASSHOLE DONT BELIEVE HIM GIRLS HE IS A PLAYER AND A JERK HE WILL HURT YOU TOO

Uless Stuff
Are you a phyco bitch? Do you get upset when the power goes out when your sops are on! Do you coas out every one at the gas station when the line long and they are low on gas. Man you are a bitch when the police call you one once you drive off, He's the nice guy in the world and he is calling some one a bitch. Dam you have piss me off you bitch why cant you just shut your trap and play nice. Why must you be bitchey to every one when they are being nice to you. I hope I never see you when I am at work I might just turn you around and show you the door before you can even get one word out your mouth. Stay u show your face no more you phyico bitch. You are no longer welcome hear.

Dying Inside
~~ Dying Inside~~ Sometimes I feel I can't go on... I'm dying here inside. I'm drowning deeper in my sadness... And no one's here to save me. I cry myself to sleep at night... And no one even hears me. And if there was someone here... Would they even care? I don't know what is wrong with me... Why am I so hard to love? I try so hard to please my love... I lose sight of my true self. Whenever I start to think it's forever... They decide it's time to go. I give my heart, my everything... And get nothing in return. My heart has broke so many times... How can I put it back together? One night I tried to end it all... When he told me he no longer loved me. I felt like trash, swept to the side... Thrown away and forgotten. I gave up everything for him... My family, friends & education. We had been together for so long... I didn't know what to do. I ran into another's arms... Which now I know was wrong. But

I'll Take You There
I'll take you there someday. We'll pick a campsite, set up a tent and get all of our camping and hiking gear out, all the while touching and playing with each other, whispering naughty things into each others ears. You want me to take you right there at our campsite, but I want to wait until we get there. We pack some fruit, sandwiches, water, and a blanket and we start to walk down to the river. I let you lead the way, but tell you where to go, so I can watch you as you walk. You are so stunning; I have to use every bit of will power I have to wait until we get there. We come upon the path that will lead us there. We walk, admiring the beautiful scenery around us as we go. But it will only get more beautiful, believe me. Occasionally, I reach out and grab you, just to tease you a bit. In return, you stop short in front of me, so I "accidentally" run into you, so you can feel how excited I am. You turn around and we kiss deeply. Neither of us can stand to wait much longer. I turn yo

Inner Thoughts
You scored as Panda.. You Are The Panda. Feeling fat cause you're big you can't help but keep eating. Since you cannot chase prey you eat bamboo all day. Until there isn't room for more you get lazy. You're so cute and cuddley but you don't feel that way all the time. Keep up the work of eating less!Wolf88%Panda.88%Bat!81%Kitty Cat!81%Tiger.75%Koala75%Monkey!63%Alligator!56%Horse.38%Snake.25%Polar Bear.

Darkness Poem
DARKNESS I am tossed into rhe obyss of my mind . alone in the shadows is where i sit watching from the inside as the darkness takes over. darkness is all i see and all i feel it consumes me . mind , body and soul . ANGER , HATE , and RAGE explode within as i am flung into a feild of mangled and mutalatied bodys. i look up at pitch black skys as the rain washes away the blood and gore the soakes me to the core . i out strech my arms and laugh maniacally for i know all shall know the darkness within.

Friends
if my friends want to help me out i am in a mothers day contest. all love will be returned i just havent been feeling too well lately and alot of stress . here is the link dont feel that you have to do it. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 2663985866 ]

The Unfortunate
well this is my first blog on here, and i picked the name "the unfortunate" because i'm currently listening to psyclon nine right now and that song is just really really good, and after the concert i was just at, i could use some aggressive music. I just got back from seeing kottinmouth kings, and honestly i'm not impressed, honestly flirting with the two girls i was with and the obnoxious amount of bass was the only thing that kept me awake because it was almost as boring as the kittie concert i went to and god damn that was boring, this one wasn't too interesting, a little background on me, i'm into some very dark elecronic music and quite honestly this rap that i was forced to listen to all night tonight was annoying as hell and i have a gigantic headache because of it, but i'm qquite happy and content right now with my psyclon nine. go check them out by the way, absolutely good stuff. Well looks like tonight was my last night of fun for a while, because i'm going back to school

Queen Of Darkness Rules
99 things Queen of Darkness requires from you 99. Damn….just let me own your heart and soul forever 98.Buying me house 97. Giving me a car 96.Spoiling me 95.Gifts 94.Public sex 93.Raw sex (Mating like two wild animals) 92.Kinky sex 91. Hot and intense passion 90.Give me all my heart desire from you 89.Honor among my realm of darkness 88.Stealing not allowed 87.Beating is not allowed…unless am using damn whip on your sorry ass 86.Stalking is mine too do 85.NO church 84. My rules, my way, or damn highway of death 83.Am always right….you are never right 82.Shower for more than two 81.Games 80.Toys are must 79.Kissing (please use tongue) 78.No selfishness allowed 77.No greed allowed 76.No haters allowed 75.Must be wicked 74.Talking back to me 73. Thinking for self is not allowed…..gets you kicked out 72.Drop to your knees and worship me 71.You are replaceable 70.Never think you mean something to me 69.Don’t ask me if cared about you 68.Give me t

I Dont Get This
ok.. so i know this is kinda supposed to be like a myspace.. but why isnt it simple and easy like myspace. i dont know what to do or what im supposed to do. what cherry bucks are or cherry points. what the difference of levels are.. all the cherry bull shit. i figured out how to put up pics and how to comment myself. and others. but as far as ims or pms i dont get it.

Work
So I was at work today,being the cook.(Oh my). When my manager tells me to double up fries. Well you know me, I put another fry pan on top of another. (doubling up the fries) Of course thats not what he wants me to do. He looks back yells and asked me what I was doing. I said doubling up the fries. He says no, pour the fries in one fry pan. I started laughing and I said well isn't that funny. Of course he didn't think so. He told me He didn't know to laugh or cry.

This Shit Cracks Me Up
y is it guys on here and in person even, think they r gods gift to woman and like think weve never seen a cock pix b4.and why do they see a girls pix and think there "hot" then automaticaly think they have more "naughty pix"as if any girl who has any respect for themselves is just gonna show her naughty pix to just anyone especialy after just 2 min of talkin to that person. heres my thing.... if u cant take a min of ur online time to totaly read my profile and see what im about then dont even waste my time. dont look at my pix and say oh ur hot heres my cock pix (specialy if ur a hairy beast)cause i wont be impressed... its a pix i can see pix anywhere. id be way more impressed and interested if u took the time to get to know me. ya i flirt but its flirting, that dont mean im gonna fuck any guy that waves there cock pix at me.

My Blog
hello to everyone that viewing my profile now n also my pics... i just wanna say thanks to the guy who gave me this site n joined an hour ago... By the way im milly from phlippines 22 y/old single n never been married i just wanted to try here how it goes n want to meet a new people n to be friends with them... And thanks to those people who giving me a comments n everything. thanks a lots guys LOVE U ALL god bless

Questions, Surverys And Things
YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential __________________________________________________ [[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]] as "6 questions?" __________________________________________________ IF YOU DON'T THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK

Female Player
You call your self a player Cause it seems you played a few... You didn't seem to realize it was me playing you. It's true you were good at your game and came out a winner... But compare to me,you were still just a beginner! There still lots of learning and you ain't shit yet!!! If you didn't give a fuck,then why are you so upset?? Although you tried to play me,things didn't end up your way,cause your on your knees begging me to stay... How does it feel to Lose? How does it feel to be a Failure? How does it feel to be played... By an O.G. Female Player??

Natebugg
It's 2:23am Sunday morning. I'm still awake. There's supposed to be a storm on the way. Hopefully not too bad. I'll try not to sleep Sunday away. Still new to this CherryTap. Just playing around with it. Well, off for more chillage...Later!

Worried
k so ive never made a serious blag b4 but i need to vent....... since all the changes with ratin n comment limits n such im just too afraid to rate pics and comment to welcome new ppl incase i get deleted ...is any1 else feelin like this?

This Is Bull Snatch
I know this is old news for some of you, but excuse me for a moment while I try to reach those that haven't seen this yet. I know from time to time everyone gets a low rating, either from a noob who doesn't understand CT customs or from dinks that are trying to cause trouble, but for a while, (maybe a few months now), I've noticed that I've been getting low rates from unknown users. I'm sure there have been many of you that have noticed the same thing and now we're learning that it's all a part of the changes that have been taking place around CT/LC over the past months...From the NSFW rules, to the newer rate/comment speed limits... I realize that by putting anything on the internet I am placing it in the public domain, But for the most part, when I place something on CT it is for My CT~friends and the CT community at large that I am trying to reach. Up until a few days ago I believed that was what CT was about. Now we've learned, (Some of you may have already known...so excuse

Back To Basics
This may come as a surprise to some, but the apostle Paul writes that we have the mind of Christ within us. This does not mean that we are like God in the omnipotent sense. We have a finite ability when it comes to mental perception. God is infinite in His ability and knows all things. He is omniscient. However, we are His children. We belong to His family, and we have the ability to think on the things of God. But Satan does not enjoy taking a backseat, especially in the area of our thoughts. He knows if he can get our minds focused on negative, self-defeating, and impure thoughts, then most of the battle for our minds will be fought and won by him. Learn to say no to his foolishness and demeaning suggestions by giving God full control of your thought life. You can reprogram your thoughts with His truth when you: - Acknowledge that you have the capacity to think correctly. (1 Corinthians 2:16) - Seek spiritual issues instead of focusing on negative suggestions. (Coloss

What's Up??
Have you ever noticed that when ever you are the only one sober at a party, or what not, that it seems like it attracts the a** holes?? That's what happened to me yesterday. My neighbor had a cookout, and there was this guy there, couldn't remember his name, nor do I really want to. And I am not even really sure if he had been drinking or not, kinda hard to tell with pepsi. Anyways, he kept following me around like a lost puppy dog!!! If I went inside, he followed. I went into MY apartment, he followed. I went across the street to deal with my children, he followed. Could NOT get rid of him!!! When he introduced himself to me, he anounced that he is married and all, shook my hand, then went to try to kiss my hand with a lit cig in his mouth!!! HELLO!!!! I don't need to get burned, there buck-o!!! He kept insisting that my friend that was with me was actually my bf, which, what ever works, maybe that would keep him off me. I'm as single as they come, unfortunately. But, wh

Stories
Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more

List # 1 Of Club F.a.r. Members
THESE ARE THE CLUB F.A.R. MEMBERS BROKE DOWN INTO TEAMS AS OF NOW, BUT WE KEEP GROWING. PLEASE FAN ADD AND RATE YOUR FELLOW MEMBERS, I KNOW IT'S A LOT TRUST ME, BUT IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE IN ONE DAY. I WILL TRY AND KEEP THIS UPDATED SO PLEASE SHOW YOUR FELLOW FAMILY MEMBERS SOME LOVE, IF YOU FEEL YOU CANNOT DO THIS THEN I DON'T THINK THIS IS THE RIGHT FAMILY FOR YOU... I MEAN THAT IS WHAT OUR NAME STANDS FOR.. THANK YOU ALL FOR JOINING IT REALLY MEANS ALOT TO US. I, PETE,MOLLY & ROBIN...ARE HAPPY TO HAVE ALL OF YOU... Club F.A.R. Official Home Page@ fubar Boricua God~Daddy * Owner Club F.A.R.@ fubar TEAM LOVE Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Team Captain/Sarge's Bad Girl/RisingStar ~ Owned by Dave - Crypt_Kee@ fubar *~Pure Sweetness~* Club F.A.R Team Captain~@ fubar KRISTIN'S DEMON WOLF- CLUB FAR TEAM CAPTAIN@ fubar Miracle Monkey (Pledged to Winterhawk) Chief of N.A.P Member of Club F.A.R

Moving....
Well today will be my last day online for a short while..and hopefully not long..To all my close friends on here know that I'm still thinking of you..and will truly miss you all..And to my sweetie..know that I am always right with you...and you lay heavy in my thoughts!!! I Love You.. Sandra

Confused
I can't believe that your treating me this way. I can't believe that you blocked me over a disagreement. I can't believe that you have created so much pain at my expense. I can't believe that you just turned your back on me. I can't believe that you could be so cold. I can't believe that you tried to take my heart just to toss it aside. I can't believe that you could be so cruel. I can't believe that you could lie so well. I can't believe...that it's my heart that aches.

Y Dose
y dose life change so fast.... y dose the things that u need in life neer come to u.... y dose the things u look for so hard never show up when u look for them but as soon as u stop looking it shows up right under ur noise y dose the the ones u love seem so far away y dose lif change....

Poem - Rays Of Happiness.
Each morning and each brand new day carries its own emotions of days past. Pain or guilt of some long gone error... Love and elation of the new found light. As the days get longer and the sun shines brighter, the chemistry in all of us takes a new turn. The cold no longer seeps into my bones, the damp no longer hinders my joints, and the darkness no longer envelopes my soul. Blank faces of the last moon are now alight with promise and expectation. The dull flesh of autumns gone are now ablaze with ripeness and a new glow of inner hunger. Look to the fire that looks down upon us and see the wonder and life it brings to us all... see the tears of pain dry before the golden rays of hope. If the day seems to dull and you find yourself in the shade... look around you and absorb the colours that surrounds us all. Feel the sun baked earth beneath your feet and relish in this new born glory... for tomorrow could carry a storm! Happy dayz to all. Luke x

Tourment
Tourment Leave me bleeding from this knife, Take my soul, take my life. Leave the jagged edge piercing my soft skin, Watch the blood drip as I silently cry within. With every drop of blood that hits the floor, I want you to feel every ounce of pain but 5x's more. I want you to feel all this pain, all of this agony, I want you to watch and see what youve done to me. You took away everything good, I have no reason to be here, I watch the blood spill more, shedding but one tear. One tear for the illusion of what was never there, One tear for this burden I no longer have to bare. Dont run for help this is the way it has to be, You did this to me alive now watch me end my misery.

This Is Remarkable!
THIS IS QUITE REMARKABLE, PLEASE DON'T CHEAT! In the middle of the table is a round food tray with five kinds of Fruits on it. They are: A. Apple B. Banana C. Strawberry D. Peach E. Orange Which fruit will you choose? Please think VERY carefully and don't rush into it. This is great, I was astounded! Your choice reveals a lot about you! Test results: Please SCROLL DOWN If you have chosen: A. Apple: That means you are a person who loves to eat apples B. Banana: That means you are a person who loves to eat bananas C. Strawberry: That means you are a person who loves to eat strawberries D. Peach: That means you are a person who loves to eat peaches E. Orange: That means you are a person who loves to eat oranges I hope you find fulfillment in this new insight about yourself. May it bring you peace and understanding, tranquility and all that other profound stuff. Also I bet that right now you woul

Ole And Sven
Ole and Sven were drinking buddies who worked as aircraft mechanics in Minneapolis. One day the airport was fogged in and they were stuck in the hangar with nothing to do. Ole said, "I vish ve had somethin' ta drink!" Sven says, "Me too. Y'know, I've hear you can drink dat yet fuel an get a buzz. Ya vanna try it?" So they pour themselves a couple of glasses of high octane hooch and got completely smashed. Next morning Ole woke up and is surprised at how good he feels. In fact he feels GREAT! NO hangover! NO bad side effects. Nothing! The phone rang. It was Sven who asks, "How iss you feelin' dis mornin', Ole?" Ole says, "I feel great. How 'bout you?" Sven says, "I feel great, too. Ya don't have no hangover?" Ole says, "No dat yet fuel iss great stuff -- no hangover, nothin'. Ve oughta do dis more often." Sven agreed."Yeah, vell, but dere's yust vun ting." Ole asked, "Vut's dat?" Sven questioned, "Haff you farted yet?" Ole stopped to think. "N

Sexiest Female Cherry
IN ANOTHER CONTEST THIS ONE WILL BE LOTS OF FUN :-)...IT IS THE SEXIEST FEMALE CHERRY CONTEST MOST COMMENTS gets FIRST place MOST RATES gets SECOND place HIGHEST RATING gets THIRD place BELOW YOU WILL FIND THE LINK TO MY PHOTO I CHOSE FOR THE CONTEST AND THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND PLEASEEEEE SHOW LOTS OF SUPPORT IF YOU RATE MY PIC AT LEAST LEAVE 10 COMMENTS OR MORE FOR ME AND I PROMISE TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU IN SOME WAY ;-)!! I HAVE A LOTTTT OR FRIENDS, FANS AND FAMILY SO I SHOULD HAVE A GREAT CHANCE AT WINNING ANY CONTEST IM IN AND IM SURE THE COMPITION WILL NOT BE EASY LOL... THANKS SO MUCH I LOVE U ALL MUAHHHHH!!!!

Hello
Since I can not upload pics. I am going back to myspace page. I have tried many different things but still can't fix it. I hope all of my friends check out my page on myspace or xpeeps. I use my "stage name" Tyann Mason on both of those also. I hope I keep my friends, and you can check me out on either one of those pages I have alot of cool pics. on both of them.

Information Sites
http://searchportal.information.com/index.mas?epl=00420031UVsPWVALXVUMVV8UWRcCHglFSFgRUhEAPlxRBQ8NBQ http://www.ecauldron.com/ http://www.spiritualminds.com/ http://www.witchcrafthq.com/ http://www.pagannews.com/ http://www.religioustolerance.org/aboutus.htm http://www.carm.org/wicca.htm http://www.churchofsatan.com/ http://www.joyofsatan.org/ http://www.rickross.com/groups/satanism.html http://www.jesus-is-savior.com/False%20Religions/Wicca%20&%20Witchcraft/signs_of_satan.htm http://www.vampires.nu/ http://www.chebucto.ns.ca/~vampire/vhist.html

Just What Is A Pagan?
We are not evil. We don't harm or seduce people. We are not dangerous. We are ordinary people like you. We have families, jobs, hopes, and dreams. We are not a cult. This religion is not a joke. We are not what you think we are from looking at T.V. We are real. We laugh, we cry. We are serious. We have a sense of humor. You don't have to be afraid of us. We don't want to convert you. And please don't try to convert us. Just give us the same right we give you--to live in peace. We are much more similar to you than you think. ~Margot Adler When one defines oneself as Pagan, it means she or he follows an earth or nature religion, one that sees the divine manifest in all creation. The cycles of nature are our holy days, the earth is our temple, its plants and creatures our partners and teachers. We worship a deity that is both male and female, a mother Goddess and father God, who together created all that is, was, or will be. We respect life, cherish the free will of sentient bei

Contest
I AM IN A CONTEST THAT STARTED THE 14TH AND TOP PERSON HAS OVER 4000 COMMENTS ALREADY!! :( I NEED A LOT OF HELP... IT IS FOR BEST CHERRYTAP FRIEND AND I ALWAYS AM THERE TO HELP U OUT WHEN U NEED IT, SO PLEASE RETURN THE FAVOR AN HELP ME OUT!! MUCH CHERRY LOVE TO THOSE THAT DO TAKE THE TIME TO HELP!! HUGS AN SMOOCHES TOO!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

My F'd Up Life.
aiight here is the deal with my life..... about 8 months ago my and my ex that i have 3 great kids with decides the she is going to cheat on me and leave me. so now i moved out into Erie PA. why? still not sure. I feel lonily because the females that i have been meeting cause me to much drama. or are lyers. so i am wondering am i destined to be alone for the rest of my life and unhappy? no clue but it is starting to seem like it.