...on 2/11/07 and I cannot get her out of My mind.
...it was Magick in the true sense of the word.
I...fell in love with her and we had a wonderful night/morning together.
I came home in a daze...My mind and emotions were tweaked, as if on Meth. So many thoughts, so many "what ifs?"
Complications arose, due to my ex-wife coming to Me with her claims of undying love and such, (yet a year earlier, she and I ended an attempt at reconciliation because she had told Me, "I love you, but I just can't live with you"...and "I just don't want to be in a "domestic" relationship"...etc
So...after some time...I met "her" and hope re-entered My life. I felt love that I had long ago forgotten existed. I felt passion that had eluded Me for many years...
Well...as the complications are still there, although I hope to change that for the better...very soon, I wish to tell "her"...you...that I still love you, (and am in love with you), I miss you and our long, seemingly endless conversations, and I want to be with you...Please never lose faith and please know that I am trying to make U/us a reality...well, you know where I stand, as we just discussed this last night....
All of My love,
- Dark Mage
