ok so i'm writing this not to cause drama with my ex...and i put this in here cuz i knnow chances are more then likely he will read it but right now i'm phuken pissed and i don't care...so i wake up this morning in a good mood...things have been going good between me and my ex...hanging out almost every day again...doing the whole boyfriend girlfriend thing again but not being official...which is fine with me cuz if n e thing it's been about a week and there still hadn't been any arguements...but then i know a guy who know's my ex's most recent girlfriend who was the girl before me...well i'm told this chick has diseases and shyt so obviously i become curious and start to wonder if he was having sex with or with out a condom...so i had been trying to get a hold of him cuz i left my work id at his house and when he called me i asked him...then he proceeds to tell me that it's non of my business and i tell him that it is cuz if it's true then i have the right to know since we have been having sex...so finally he tells me that he did use a condom...and then i ask him why the hell would he want his ex around after she sent him to jail for detox and she was callin him mom saying that he had hit her when he never did and then come to find out from his 14 yr old niece his ex was talkin shyt to her callin her a slut and shyt and then threatening her saying she was gonna get her 18 yr old sister to beat her up...i think it's bull shyt and when i try to ask him about it he tells me he don't talk shyt about ppl when they aren't around which i call bullshyt on cuz he has before...when he first broke up with stupid bitch he was tellin me that she's stupid and all this other stuff and then he tells me about how his ex don't like me and talks shyt about me but all i can say to that is the stupid bitch don't know me...so while he is getting all defensive he tells me "F*** You" and then hangs up on me...i told him long time ago i hate that...it's a pet peeve and being hung up on is something i do not like at all and will not put up with...i call him back and he doesn't answer but i leave him a message and tell him to never do that again...but now if n e thing...i'm pissed...i have put up with so much from him and honestly i think i'm done...i think i don't want any part in this...i'm tired of getting my feelings hurt by him when all i try to do is nice shyt for him and always be there when he asks...i would at least expect that much from him but he's proved me wrong so many times and maybe everyone is right when they continue to tell me i can do better then him...
♥ Maria ♥
