Fubar Blogs 3

Whiners
Okay that woman I was talking about in my other blog, lets just call her Sybil,anyway after all the heartache and torment she caused me, she had the audacity to try to turn my ex husband against me,sur e he bought her crap for awhile but after some facts came to light, like her calling me names after she said she stopped, and threats on my life he stopped talking to her.great but 1 thing he told me and my cousin told me to; see, she (Sybil) unknowingly was talking to my cus on Facebook,(my cousin is slick) anyway she whined how she had to work for evryting she has, her parents struggled,ate soup, blah blah blah,she bitched about how I was raised, comftorably , but not rich,my dad owned a juice business for over 40 years, built it from the ground up literally.it was a big sucucess,but i never got a car till after i was married the 1st time then it was a used 1, she called me a rich bitch,how is that?because my parents didn't starve? owned a modest 3 bedrom home,car,we had tvs, coul

Rants
its 4:09am. I am awake. i want to sleep but i have a lot on my mind. so i figured, what if i write down everything thats on my mind.... well i feel better and finally go to sleep? I don't know whats wrong me. I don't know what triggered. I was hanging out with my best friends the other day. I was kinda like the 5th wheel. It didn't bother me at all. We went to TGIF, got our grub on, got our drink on then we went to go see KICK-ASS! which by the way is super awesome. It didn't bother me at first. Not till i got home I started to think holy shit why do I feel lonely? I even put that down as my status! ha! well i think i said....loneliness welcome back to my life. I started to think about silly shit. like the little things. Who doesn't like getting a text message from someone the like that says "I miss you!" or something among those lines? lol i don't know dude. maybe i'm crazy. hahahaha. it feels good to be wanted. but it sucks when you want someone and they don't want you the sa

My Poetry
How did it all end up in this state? The prologue to this play was beautiful Our kiss still lingers in my mind Before this corruption invaded and tainted all that was true Once without a shadow of a doubt I could believe you did love me Then again I don't believe in that much anymore To know love, is to inevitably know pain A wind of change of is blowing wild and free now Down the highway of regret we must forget Once I knew how to love unconditionally Now love seems to fade between dreams Caressing my fingertips with its tender kisses Burn my skin to the touch Even an old flame can be dangerous As it withers away in darkness The pages can't be rewritten There is no delete button in life I never really thought my heart could break with such grace Would love to say I can forget all that has been done Alas these tortured memories are stitched and stapled to my brain Times are forever changed Can't look back it hurts to much But the future is just a

Family
My brother's name is Rob. He is 9 years older than me. He is dying from cancer. He's had it for a while, and he's been trying to fight it off for about 2 years now. The past 10 months have been really rough on him. Back on March 17, 2011, he had a heart attack and died for 5 minutes; then they were able to bring him back. He said it was just like going to sleep, and he doesn't remember anything. He was in the hospital for 2 weeks. During that time, he was unable to continue with his chemotherapy, and that was all the cancer needed to spread throughout his body. On Monday, July 11, 2011, he was brought to the Hospice House by ambulance. My father had gone up to see him on the previous day and when he came home, he told me that Rob had gone dramtically downhill since Friday, July 8, 2011. When I heard that, I knew that my brother was not going to be with us for much longer. His wife, Sherry, asked me if I was going to go up and see him, and I told her I just couldn't, because

Agoraphobia -- Freeverse Poem
Agoraphobia 9: 09pmSomething isn't right...I look around, as if you're right next to mewith a frown I silently say 'I feel you tonight.'anxiously, I arise from my chair and begin cleaning...Dishes Vacuumed floorsWashed windows As I wipe the beads of perspiration, I inhale deeply.In noticing the time, I exhale...9: 28pmPause - breathe - contemplate'WHAT THE HELL! ' I scream.I glare at the reflection in my screen door windowdirectly in the eyes...realization sets in... that's my reflection.Back to my chair, I sit...In solitude, I feel so saddened and confusedrestlessly, I grind my fingernail into my kneepiercing through, I come to a halt.Mouth and eyes wide open...I feel like someone's here... or are they coming?

Judgement
Why are we so quick to judge others but not ourselves? We all do it everyday. When we walk down the street, walking in the mall, we see someone different from ourself and we pass judgement. Its easy to point out things we hate about ourselves in others. What we fail to realize, they are doing it to us also. Just because someone looks different, or talks different, doesn't mean there is something wrong with them. We look and talk the way we do because we were made that way and there's nothing wrong with that. We have all heard the phrase, "look in the mirrr". If you don't like something about yourself don't take it out on others. Do the right thing and if you can change it do it. Here is a question you can ask yourself, wouldn't the world be a boring place if we all were exactly alike?

A Lame Ass Excuse
When I hear people making excuses for abusers, it seriously gets under my skin. I don't care about the statistics, or studies, to me it's all just a lame ass excuse. Something or someone else to pin the blame on for being just a horrible person in general. I was a victim, and I remember looking into those beautiful blue eyes and begging for my life, and the same eyes that were once beautiful to me, became emotionless and cold. No expression, no feeling at all, and my cries fell upon def ears. His mother told me that when he was a little boy, he used to witness his father beating her and hide in a closet and scream for him to stop. But, that is the part I don't understand. How could he do the same to another individual, after witnessing it happening to his own mother. A pattern they say? Well I don't buy it. I never had a mother or a father for that matter, but I am a damn good one, and I could easily use that as an excuse to be the type of mother to my daughter that mine was to me. Bu

Redheads
Red hair is a woman's game.The harsh truth is, most red-haired men look like blondes who've spoiled from lack of refrigeration. They look like brown-haired men who've been composted out behind the barn. Yet that same pigmentation that on a man can resemble leaf mold or junkyard rust, a woman wears like a tiara of rubies.Not only are female redheads frequently lonely but theirs is a loveliness that suggests both lust and danger, pleasure and violence, and is, therefore, to the male of the species virtually irresistible. Red-Code Red-were the tresses of the original femme fatale.Of course, much of the "fatale" associated with redheads is illusory, a stereotypical projection on the part of sexually neurotic men. Plenty of redheads are as demure as rosebuds and as sweet as strawberry pie. However, the mere fact that they are perceived to be stormy, if not malicious, grants them a certain license and a certain power. It's as if bitchiness is their birthright. By virtue of thei

My Precious Gift
Get up honey, it's time to get ready. She looks up at me, with her eyes so heavy. Giving me that same look, I have when I'm pissed. I just smile and walk away. Love every second of it. She makes the rules, calls the shots. Everything I am, she's knows she's got. My precious gift. The center of my world. Have to give thanks, to my baby girl. She keeps it real for me, with her warm beautiful smile. Makes even the impossible, worth while. She can break my heart, quicker than anyone can. But I know she will still be around, in the end. When everyone else, has come and gone. She will remain by my side, where she belongs. I would lay my life down, for hers to live. There is nothing for her, I wouldn't give. I gave her life, yet she has given me much more. Every smile, every move I make, she's responsible for. I just have to say thank you, for delivering her to me. Without her, who knows where I'd be.

Brisa
well i like you know u frist than getting to knowing about u. who u are. where u live an where u work at. but me i stay at home help my mom with things in the house and out the house too . doing the back yard an weting the plants.i do go to church on snday when i can most of the time of the week.almost all day long on the computer on yahoo facebook twitter like every time i get time to go i will be there :) o happy days.

Tears To Cry
Hii Mommy.! ...I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already. ... ... ... ... ... Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed,

Don't Go There
I have to tell you, from the start. There is no getting through, to my heart. That is a game, we can't even begin. A place I won't go, you can't win. Because there is already a winner, no one else compares. So do us both a favor, and don't go there.

In Your Court
Avoided, like the fucking plague. Regardless, of everything that was said. All I ask, is for the truth. Don't lead me on, tell me you love me, unless you do. I am on the edge, refusing to leap. Trying to find the reasoning, behind these tears I weep. So sure, it felt so right. Your grip has loosened, when it was once so tight. I don't understand, please just say. What has made you, act this way. You're not the same, like I don't know you at all. This isn't you, what happened to the man, that made me fall. I don't recognize this person, he's so cold and mean. With no regard at all, as to what I'm feeling. I won't say another word, just know it hurts. The ball is in your court now, the next move, is yours.

Life Here
I can't go into all the specifics online, but I'm so fed up with being "grounded" by the Air Force. The cerfews and all the other special restrictions that have restricted me, are all kind of ridiculous, especially since I wasn't the one who got in trouble. A few bad eggs spoiled the lot for us all, and ruined what could have been a wonderful Holloween weekend.

Jennifer Blogs
Jealousy is a negative feeling which is similar to envy. You feel jealous of someone when he or she possesses something that you don’t have. It might be money, some unique personality trait or any kind of achievement made by a person because of which he or she is envied by his or her contemporaries. In Christian Mythology, jealousy has been regarded as the green-eyed monster which mocks the meat that it feeds on. Jealousy is not considered a positive feeling in any way. Jealousy has been considered to be the love bed of the burning snarl. In the words of Aristotle, “Jealousy is both reasonable and belongs to reasonable men, while envy is base and belongs to the base, for the one makes himself get good things by jealousy, while the other does not allow his neighbour to have them through envy.” MIND.. "When you look at arousal on a physiological level, the biggest sex organ in the body is the mind,"SMILE..Always remember to be happy because you never know who's fa

Politics
Well its that time again time to elect a new President so far the action is all on the Republican side of the race. Barry Obama has no one running against him. Looks like the top 3 will be Newt Mitt and Ron Paul heading into Iowa next week. Unless Newt makes any more muck-ups like getting on the primary ballots he still stands a chance.His miss in his home state of Virgina this last week shows hes not a long term player.The rest of the pack should disappear soon after February if not they will be battling it out for 4th and the anti Romney voters who hate Newt.Remember folks its all about delegates not popularity in this first phase of voting.

Gracyn's Thought's
People go around polishing bling to help themselves level, From what I understand this is also what a polisher is for. Why spend 20 dollars on a polisher if this is going to happen?? Also I see people asking for things in there status and other people bitching about it,I guess is one of the reasons why. YOU CAN'T POLISH PEOPLES BLING without them blocking you.... I am a helpful person and whoever polishes what bling I have its helps them and it helps me. In my case its first come first serve. And if you want to block me for polishing your bling thats fine aleast this women is woman enough to tell me so.. No love lost!! So from now own when I polish bling and I am blocked you will be put here as a warning to my friends who not to polish or give bling to:) How often we must bear the challenges of life;The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow;The constant ups and downs of daily strife.And always the question remains .... why?Life is not an easy road for most;It twists a

I Love You
EVERYNIGHT I WANA LIE IN YOUR ARMS THINKING THIS IS WHERE I BELONG,BABE EVERYNIGHT I WONDER HOW I GOT U AND EVERY NIGHT I WONDER IF ILL LOOSE U.THE FEAR OF LOOSING YOU BURNS ME IN SIDE..MY HEART WOULD BREAK, WITH PAIN I COULD NEVER DESCIBE, BAYB .I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ,FOR THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU IS SO STRONG, THAT NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, IN MY EYES YOU CAN DO NO WRONG. I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY, FROM THE MOMENT I WAKE TO EVEN WHEN I DREAM, I COULD NEVER EXPLAIN MY LOVE FOR YOU, I PROMISE TO DO YOU KNOW WRONG, TO NEVER BREAK YOUR LOVING HEART, 2 NEVER LET YOU ACHE CAUSE, BAYB NO MATTER HOW FAR AWAY WE ARE WEÃ¢??LL NEVER PART,!! YOU MAKE ME SMILE AND YOU MAKE ME LAUGH, JUSTIN YOU BRING ME UP WHEN I AM DOWN YOU NEVER LEAVE ME WITH A FROWN, YOUR LOVE SO PURE, YOUR EYES LIKE FIRE, YOU ARE MY ONE AND ONLY DESIRE!! IF I HAD JUST ONE WISH IT WOULD BE THIS, I WOULD WISH TO WAKE UP EVERYDAY TO THE SOUND OF YOUR BREATH ON MY NECK, THE WARMTH OF YOUR LIPS ON MY CHEEK, THE TOUCH OF YOUR FINGER

One Question Iq Test
Here's a one-question IQ Test to help you decide how you should spend the rest of your day...... There is a mute who wants to buy a toothbrush. By imitating the action of brushing one's teeth, he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper and the purchase is done. Now, if there is a blind man who wishes to buy a pair of sunglasses, how should he express himself? give it up..provide comments!!

Weather Gurl
You Are Lightning Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing What Type of Weather Are You?

I Fight Because
you know i get asked all the time why do you fight all the time? why would you put your body through that much torment? and you know what it's not because i'm stupid by all means i'm anything nut that i may use country dumb from time to time cause it works but i am most certantly not stupid but you know something if thats not the reason then it must be because i'm too lazy to get a realy job well if you have to ask that question then you have no fucking clue is to how much work it is to prepare for a fight or to help someone prepare for that matter well if yoou realy want to know this is why because its a science and not because i love pain no no no i just feed off of it i know how to block it out of my mind I've enough of it emotionaly and phisicaly to learn how to block it but maby thats the reasion maby it's because i have blocked it out that i fight so that i can feel again at least for a moment to feel that rush of adrenaline a little fear excitment joy misory and

Kick Ass Party Last Nite
well damn anyone wanna come over for dinner theres plenty of leftovers.... we had bean and cheese salsa,summer sausage and cheese,pretzels n good mustard,chicken, brats, hamburgers, pasta salad, potato salad, chips, pickles, olives and awesome jello cake!! and plenty of drinks beer of course some shit called e and j,boones farm,more beer... for my parties i always provide the meats and everyone has to bring something well unless we dont need anything!!!! well i was totally tore up from the floor up cant wait to see the fucked up pics me and my friends took!!!!!!! i was glad my friends showed up!!!!!!! all i kept thinking tho was wtf wheres the rest of my socalled friends!!!! but i was actually content just meant that i know who my real friends are and i know who my real friends are that will just show up late lol well 5 more showed up bout 11:30pm i was so freakin happy they finally did......im sure the pictures will reflect that lol about 1am everyone started goin home except

Need Subjects
Hi there as mentioned in my info i am somewhat of a freelance photographer well I am in search of women to take photos of. See I like to snap photos of women in the nude. Its not a pervertion mind you but I find that the naked female body is the perfect thing god could have created on this fucked up planet. Anyhow I would really like to take some pics and I haven't done it in awhile, I am very professional and am not afraid to try new things, poses and compramizing situations. You looks are unimportant cause unlike most men that shit don't mean anything to me. I have a few ideas i would like to try and I want to have a show someday so respond to this blog if you are interested.

Just Some Random Thoughts
CHAPTER 1. Page.1 On a warm friday night a young woman was out on her nightly jog in the park. when she noticed a man watching her, at first it made her feel uncomfortable but yet there was something about him that made her want to go over and talk to the man. So she continued to jog,then after a few minutes she began to run,Tess finally stopped running to catch her breath, She turned around and the man was right infront of her, "but how could that be?" How could he just appear out of no where? was he stalking her or was he a murderer?" The man merly said 'hello' and touched her face,his hands are so cold but his eyes are so memorizing. "My name is Tess, what is your name sir?" With a little hesitation he replied, "my name is Devon Hollensworth...it is very nice to meet you miss." "Devon may i ask you a question?" "sure" he replied. " Why is it that you are following me?" " Well miss Tess I find that your beauty is like nothing I have ever seen in my entire life time, a

It Is
It's, It Is It's.... ....beautiful if it makes you feel good inside. ....honest if it has nothing to hide. ....worthless if you don't need it anymore. ....better if it's more than you expected before. ....true if it's what you choose to believe. ....important if that's how you feel when you bleed. ....special if only you see it that way. ....sacred if no one else can take it away. ....painful if you cannot get out of bed. ....lifeless if all emotion is dead. ....boring if you are prone to distraction. ....exciting if your heart is alive with affection. ....love if you least expect it to happen. ....real if it's not based on manipulation and reaction. ....over if they try to control who you are. ....freedom if you can heal from the scars. ....sad if you feel too numb to cry. ....pointless if you have to ask why. ....meaningless if it must be explained. ....useless if words are spoken in vain. ....passion if it overwhelms the soul. ....obse

Death Row Letters
David Gore and his cousin Fred Waterfield raped and murdered several young women in Florida in the early 1980s.Some of the remains were fed to alligators.David Gore also claims to have cannibalized some of the victims.Waterfield recieved two life sentences and Gore was sentenced to death.http://www.skcentral.com/gore.htmlhttp://www.mansonfamilypicnic.com/gore2.htm "My Aim Was Pretty Good"-Frank SpisakIn 1982 , a transexual Nazi sympathizer named Frank Spisak shot three people( killing two and wounding one)on the campus of Cleaveland State University.He has been on death row since 1983.http://www.skcentral.com/spisak.html

Why Do I ?
Why Do I ruin everyone's lives??..I already went through the pain of losing one dad..Now I am losing another...THat i got really close to and loved very much...And it's all my fault... I hate myself.. I ruined my mom's life..now she won't be happy..and I guess neither will I..I guess this is what I deserve.. Kimberly Why does life have to be this way? Why is it so hard?? Never knowing when someone you love will die or live on to be old. I hate my life. Everything i see or touch always gets screwed up. Well thats how it is going so far. It is so hard for me to breathe it all in. I love this man with my heart and soul.. WHy arent things going like they should? why isnt he acting the same. is this all just a game? I cant stand this. Everything im writing now comes from my heart. I dont know what i would do if i ever lost him. But i feel as if he is pushing me away. or is it me? am i pushing him away?? should i let my Guard down? Should i let him in? What if he hurt

Signs That Your Cat Is Plotting World Domination
16. Sits on your newspaper in the morning and carefully reads the coded message that Garfield sends out every day. 15. Used to sleep on top of TV, now monitors CNN 24 hours a day. 14. Notably absent from home during surprise feline invasion of Poland. 13. When you enter the room, Snowball and the other members of the Tri-Cateral Commission stop talking and begin playing with yarn. 12. Behind the couch you find a forged passport, plane tickets, and nine suicide bombs. 11. What you thought was "heat" is actually a four-legged goose step. 10. Well, *somebody* subscribed to alt.cats.world.domination. 9. Autopsy of the last mouse left on your doormat reveals "tattoo" to be blueprint of the UN Building. 8. Constantly petting that bald man he keeps on his lap. 7. Kitty Chow spilled on the floor spells out "Drop the car keys and leave the door open or the dog gets it in the head." 6. Then -- dead mice in the kitchen. Now -- dead third world dictators

Got Dump
Well, I was seeing a guy that lived in St. Louis, Missouri. Well, tonight he told me he didn't know what he wanted and broke up with me. So Here I am Single again. It sucks not having someone to hanging out and stuff. Starting to think I belong being single.

Jus Sum Of My Lyrics.
emotions,lotions,magical potions,i'll rub 'em on ur body make it wave like an ocean. I'll get da cream,smooth,rub it on ur belly,giv a little squeeze wile im lickin off da jelly. No need to speed it up,keep it nice n easy,got to take it slow even if it sounds cheesy. U'll like it,u'll love it jus get in the back seat,and i'll remove ur clothes nice n slowly to da beat!;).... Ur lips so sensitive ur hair so fly,ur hips so curved and ur skin so dry,smooth and lookin for a sensitive touch,craving to be soaked in the tub so much. So join me,tease me,kiss and please me. So take me,roll me,play unfold me. So jump me,thump me,ride and pump me, Ur lips so juicy and ur waist so comfy. To those who r wise,colour and size,don't really matter cos the loves inside,but the physical agility and sexual ability,still,help to build,up the romantic stability. So take my advice and think about it twice,if u want to get with me ur gonna hav to play it nice...

Answer This
Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I wanted to have sex with you: I touched your ass: I was hospitalized:

Surgery Sucks Major Ass
so sunday morning was my knee surgery and so sunday morning i got up and got ready and went to the hospital and i was there for like an hour and then my doctor came and got me and told me to sit in his office and he went over some stuff and i had to fill somethings out and then i was getting ready for my surgery getting changed and i start to cry cause i dont like surgery and then this hott doctor comes in and sat me down and told me everything that was going to happen in the surgery and then drew on my knee where they were going to cut and everything and then he asked if i was ready and i said for you anytime baby and he said alright lets go and i said alright and we did our thing jaykay but then he wheeled me away to my nightmare and then i woke up to about the whole damn hospital crowded around me and then i was in the recovery room and that oh so very hott doctor came back and said everything in the surgery went well and that the healing process should go fine and nice and easy and

Love
You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise You're the last thing I think of When I close my eyes You're in each thought I have And every breath I take My feelings are growing stronger With every move you make You're an angel from above who takes away my pain My love for you is so strong It's always just the same You're the miracle in my life Who can always make me smile Just knowing that you care Makes my life worth-while You've touched my heart and soul Which you have from the start Your warm soft words Will never leave my heart You are everything I want You're so pure and true I love you with everything I have And I love everything that you do What is it? Love.. what is it.. It a four letter word, that can mean so much. To love someone, it’s a wonderful feeling.. if you know its true. A false love, or lust. Is just something we can go through so we don’t feel alone, or want to believe so we can feel secure. To be told by som

Nice
This is called the "SEXY GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... yes or no [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] No, I dont like you like that [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute []

Not Feeling Well At All
Hey to all of my family, friends, and fans.. Thanks for all the luv you have shown while I have been away.. I got really sick last week and ended up in the hospital.. I came home this morning and am feeling better but still need to rest A LOT.. So I will be periodically logging in to check on all of you so just keep in mind that i fall asleep at the drop of a hat right now so PLEASE don't be offended if I don't get right back to you.. Thanks again to all of you who make my days on a daily basis.. I hope to be better soon and have things get back to normal.. I don't like being sick and hospitals suck when you are the patient!!!! Take care and everyone have a good day.. Trish Hi to all my Cherries, I am so sorry I have not gotten back to all of you, but I am really sick. I went to the doctor and I have strep throat and a mild case of pneumonia. It sucks because I was just starting to feel better from all the chemo treatments I was doing but that is the downside to chemo, y

I Wont .... Will You
Never forget my brothers who are in Afghanistan. They are fighting and shall Never Be Forgotten. Please take time to read this, and repost. As you all know I am a squad leader, currently serving in Afghanistan. Been here for 6 months now, but this is by no means my first combat tour. In a span of 3 days, I saw 4 soldiers fight, and loose their lives in combat. A lot of people like to say that they were fighting for their country. While I agree with that, there is also more to it than that. People always seem to overlook the rest of that statement. These soldiers died so that their brothers next to them could live. At the time of their deaths they were not thinking that they are helping a nation fight terrorism, rather they died knowing that they were protecting the rest of us who fought beside them. One man died reloading one of our heavy weapon systems. He knew that the operation of that weapon was vital to the safety of the rest of the platoon. At that moment, self sacrifice was w

A Day In The Life Of
I read a weblog earlier reminding people how not everyone is happy at Christmas. That it can be a really hard time for a lot of people for many different reasons. People may have a smile on their face but a deep down sadness for lost children, fathers, all kinds of situations and reasons, sometimes feelings that get hidden behind smiley faces, but the feelings are there. I responded to her post with a story about what happened here one year as it seemed fitting, but I thought I would also post it here because...well...it just feels right. There's a family that lives close to us who just constantly seem to have an extra rough time of things and nothing but the worst kinds of luck no matter how they try. Christmas Eve I got a small package together of christmasy foods, a couple of toys for their little girl, while my kids were asking what I was doing. I just said "Just watch and see." We snuck down, as I told them it was for the family across the road, left it on their doorstep, kn

Thanks
They get in their cars and they drive away no one there to wipe your tears away no one to hold, no band of gold they take your heart and rip it apart no reason why, just lie after lie he left me here with my tears and fears moving on was so easy for him but not for me my life just seems empty and grim i smile and laugh on que ,what else am i supposed to do? his lil girl cries for her daddy to come home and doesnt understand why he left us alone i hold her tight and say everything will be alright knowing inside from now on our life will be one rough ride. 10/26/06 lori im new to all this and not sure how it all works but as soon as i figure it out i will start voting and things but right now im just completely confused lol........thanks again for all the votes and comments.

Dunno
Hey all, Sorry if this blog is boring or has nothing in it. I'm just testing this out to be honest. I hope you all have a good day or night. Take care everyone and have a good day. Downraters seriously grow the fuck up. Ppl hating for no damn reason. Makes me wonder about people sometimes. Life has given me alot of obstacles in my life. [I also apologize for my spelling errors]. Thank God finals are this week. Life itself makes me think. This is just a random blog. I promise the next one will be one that makes sense. Take care all! -Eric{Devilman}

Wtf
so like this isn't meant for no one but this is kinda tru ok.... Some things happen for a reason an you tend to get hurt well yeah (oh im not talkin about my friends i hang an chill with i love them soo DEARLY lol Love you all Muah)...its funny how you find out things rite but its funny in the end you find out so many things from pplz an other stuff ha! pos watever i dont care!!! im not a FUCKING DOOR MAT does it look like im the type that you can take advantage of no rite WTF? pos watever i dont care any more im through with being so nice an shy person an so kind hearted towards so many no more of me you will see.... WTF was my deal ugh damn thinking you can trust certin people ahh it gets me so mad pos watever ha i laugh it that shit damn i could just run in front of a car an see my life gone in a flash would they notice if i was gone ha i dont think so pos i guess damn now i wish i really did live with my sister so i can get away from all this pain that i have why must i fee

Poker
hi, im looking for a bunch of players to sign under my club, this is a classy little poker site with g8t tournaments and ring games there's tournaments with prize pools up to $40,000. weekly $5000 ones and $500 daily, plus freerolls all free to play with ranked hands you can join up on the link. on my blog page http://poker4everdeal.blogspot.com/

Good Times And Fun
Aight people if you wANt to hAve fun during the evenings and you Are just sitting around All mopey like. Feel free to come check out BaDBOY MaFIa the greatest CAM Girls and Guys Around. You will come in browsing and leAve a member you will not wAnt to hit any other lounges again. we rock out with the best of them. there is no drAma in the lounge you cAuse dramA you Are gone we are All lAid back kind of people. You mess with the MaFIa the MAfiA WILL GET YOU BACK TWICE aS HARD. COME CHECK US OUT Ok so after being out of work since JanuAry I aM finally going bAck sometime this week. It is going to be weird as all hell. I Am going bAck to cooking. Now I have cooked before in several restuArAnts and I enjoyed it. Although I cAn only tAke so much bullshit from mAnagers and others i truly enjoy cooking. On the other hand I Also enjoy working outside. I love the fact that i cAn smoke when i wAnt, sAy what i want, And the fresh air is awesome. Another reAson is I got free tAns working outside

Into The Life That Is Me
WHATS GOING ON! Well hello! Whats going on you may ask......STUFF!! Is going on thats what! Recently I have had lots of good news come my way. I'm doing pretty damn good in my bowling leagues. YEAH! And I know the big surprise that my boyfriend Anthony is planning. ( Im just too good at figuring things out. ) Everything is going mighty well, I am ecstatic to the max.......until 5 days ago. Stupid me have ruined this brilliant moment by going and hurting myself!! Both my knees have fucked themselves on me and i am stuck on crutches. And to make it even worse it happened in the damn toilet!! Here i am minding my own business, walked in the front door after spending a couple of hours down at the pub they call Robin Hood. I wondered to the toilet to take a pee started to pull my daks down and sit on the loo and........BAM!! My knees give out. I have no idea why or how, the doctors dont even know. So now i feel like a complete idiot and everything sucks ass! But at least i still

That Fateful Nite
Me gusta como la luna ilumina tu cuerpo en la noche Me despierto de mi sueno para ver si existes de verdad Cuando te toco siento un gran amor y te beso lentamente para no despertarte Despiertas y tus ojos brillan como las estrellas Ante tu cara iluminada por el sol nos abrazamos bien apretados para que la sensibilidad nunca muera Te queiro, te amo, te necesito Tu eres mi todo Tu eres MI AMOR She called my bluff that fateful night, Took my hand and led me upstairs, Just a single kiss began a slide, From friendship into affair, Now everything matters a little bit more, My emotions are waves as they race to the shore, The unending sky fills with thoughts undenied, Textures of silk, like the touch of her thigh, So here is the problem that we face when we meet, Our smiles are a secret that we alone must keep, Together we shine but apart hearts are stone, Spiritually together, Physically alone.

What Am I
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Poems And Misc
WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, " but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider. MARRIAGE SEMINAR While attending a Marriage Seminar dealing with communication, Tom and his wife Grace listened to the instructor, "It is essential that husbands and wives know each other's likes and dislikes." He addressed the man, "Can you name your wife's favorite flower?" Tom leaned over, touche

I Went Outta Town!
David had to work yesterday (Sunday) so I rode with him up to charlotte and had my brother meet me at his job and come bring me from there to his house to see him. It's been years since I've been able to visit my home town. I spent from like 7:30 till 7 or 8 with my brother and his family and stuff just talking and playing with all the kids mine and his and stuff. David set around when he got off and talked with Charlie my brother and stuff while I visited with SueSue, BooBoo, Lily. It's been so long we had alot to talk about. And I learned some stuff also. But alround it was a great visit. But on the way home David rode so he could go to sleep and the boys both went to sleep. So I'm driving home from a place I really haven't ever drove to and haven't been to in over 5 or 6 years and with all the new rodes I got lost and they was stand still traffic so it took me like 4 and half hours to get home by the time I got home and got everyone in bed and ready for bed and a sleep it was just a

Cosiestentree
Just wanted to say thank u to everyone who left me comments on my photos and to anyone who left me any votes, Have a great night everyone :) Hey everyone, thanks for all the new welcomes, I'm just trying to get used to this sight now:)

An Amber Colored World
I know it sounds strange but I am really tired of nasty little emails from women/potential women..in your lives. If you are with someone else, or currently interested in being with someone else (more than friends) will you kindly PLEASE remove yourself from my list, and stop talking to me all together!! Like I said sounds weird, but I'm not here to take someones man..or woman lol and if you can't be a faithful..other half, what do I need you for?? I would like to think thats self explanitory..but just in case..here it is in writing! I've already deleted 2 people this week because of this. I don't care if you arent interested in me it wont hurt my feelings..but dont bother even talking to me if you're with someone else..plan one being with someone else anytime in the near future, or making a date to see this someone else. It's easier for me when I don't have to wonder or try to guess whats going on. Thank you! VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesop

Corporate America Sucks!
well where do i start...i had a job that i sort of liked ....and as of 11-04-06 i was unemployed because a college educated man ...lol could not find his ass with his hands......he refused to advertise when we suggested it and could not in his college educated mind understand why he was not making any money!!! WELL DUH!!! no signs no advertising ...no customers = no $$$$$ can we say DUH MR. SMART MAN! SO HE THOUGHT I WILL SELL IT TO MY AUNT AND UNCLE AND LET THEM CLEAN IT UP! WELL thats why we dont trust anything any one says till we have proof it is a true statement !

Poems
~My Brother~God looked down and saw that I needed a brother,To love me and protect me like no other.*He sent you into my life for me to love and cherish.I know that you were sent by God, above.*For me to be protected and to be loved.You are not just a brother, but a friend. indeed...Someone to teach me and help me, along the way,To be a better person; from God not to stray.*An example you are for me to follow.You are much like the Father to whom I adore...The one that came to be the example for us.I am so fortunate to have you in my life...*Your shoulder to cry on,Your protection from strife.God is so good, as I can plainly see.You are the brother that met my need.Thank you for being all that He wanted you to be!

If I Was Ur Gf
1.)how many times a day would you kiss me? 2.)how many times a day would you just want to hold me? 3.)would you take me places? 4.)would you love me? 5.)if we went out on a date would u have me pay for it? 6.)would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick... what would you do? 8.)after we had sex...what would you do? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)would u tell me? 11.)would u listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would u introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what i wore when we go out ? 14.)Would you go to the Club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would u do? 18.)Would u give me your myspace password? 19.)If i gave you mine would you read all my mail

Blah
:( fuckin shitty mood, hatin life and everyone in it (no offense) and just wanna cry. It sucks...But as always, I'll get over it. Jagers looking really good about now ;) anyone wanna join me for some shots??

Da Blog
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test http://www.barrett-jackson.com/carlist/cardetails.asp?In_AuctionID=221&In_LotNumber=1009 Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I've kissed your lips and held your hand. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been t

Random
On November 10, 1775 a committee of the American Continental Congress met at Tun Tavern in Philadelphia and drafted a resolution that called for the creation of a new military unit called the Continental Marines. The owner of Tun Tavern, Robert Mullan, was named a Marine Captain, and the owner of another tavern, Samuel Nicholas, was designated Commandant of the Continental Marines. That resolution was later approved by the entire legislative body. That's right! The Marine Corps was born in a bar and today is our 231st Birthday!! So Should you see Marines out and about in their dress blue uniforms, carousing and celebrating, consider that you've been duly warned (by me!) and then go buy them a round!! Today is not the day to tell them what you think about the war or politics, just say thank you because they went through that special hell in the earning and the wearing of that uniform. SEMPER FI AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MARINES!!! LtGen Lewis B. "Chesty" Puller, then a colon

Lyrics
by: Shinedown I feel like there is no need for conversation Some questions are better left without a reason And I would rather reveal myself than my situation Now and then I consider, my hesitation The more the light shines through me I pretend to close my eyes The more the dark consumes me I pretend I'm burning, burning bright I wonder if the things I did were just to be different To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation Here and now I'll express, my situation [CHORUS (2)] There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever right Such a cruel contradiction I know I cross the lines its not easy to define I'm born to indecision There's always something new some path I'm supposed to choose With no particular rhyme or reason [CHORUS (2)]

Zodiac Quiz
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hello Sexy Ladies Out There Sexy Lingerie Contest
Hello Cherry Tap ladies out there the Cherry Tap Prince is having a sexy lingerie Contest starting on Thrusday at 7:00 Pm Eastern Time To Monday at 7:00 PM Eastern Time. If any of you sexy ladies out there want to join please send message to The Cherry Tap Prince. THE C T PRINCE@ CherryTAP Everyone is welcome So please join the contest all you ladies out there.

Thanks
i just wanted to let all my friends know that i will not and cannot post explicit pictures on my sight for a few reasons. i have little eyes near me often and its kind of hard to put pics up like that when i only have your typical webcam. not to mention i do not have the body for that!! but i hope this does not discourage you to rate my pics or even leave comments.i hope you all understand, thanks for taking the time to read this blog!!

Lost And Found
Looking and looking but no one around, holding my head low. Not knowing where the outcome of today will bring, where will I go. Praying to god for all his mercy, 3 fold biting my ass. Sorry for hurting you, looking through the glass. Where are you? Who am I? Still I was born for a reason and my screams hit you with a blast. So here I am, walking all alone, cold and emypy, my shadow follows my path. Emptyness filling me, filling all alone. I'm dark inside will my love ever shine. Needing someone close but can't have her, pushing the ones that want me away, never ending storie, the book of shadows closer to my heart, will my soulmate ever be knowen. So I'm sitting here all bumb out. Depression killing me, I don't know what to ask. Please dear god lead me down the right path. You don't know me, nither do I. Hatered walking all over me, my love is all in the past. Wanting her so bad, my love is so heavy, i need to grasp. Hold on tight my poison lips kissing your pretty white ass. Devotion

What Dragon Resides In Your Soul?
Which Dragon resides in your soul? (cool pictures!) You are a silver dragon. The rarest kind of dragon. YOu are noble yet avoid humans as much as possible. You are the guardian of the defensless and you rule the skies.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Karmic Chaos
~What is wrong with people? Don't get me wrong and i don't do it every day (because when i do i tend to go those wonderful 8 hour spans where you kill that last bad guy and realize not only didn't you sleep but you're late for work). I do love video games and yes i would love to have the latest and best and all the coolest games but it's not practical for me to have all i want right now. Nor is it necessary. I fill my life with meaningless trinkets like anyone else but i would never in my life think something so important as to trample over another human being. Endanger a life for some golden fleece that will essentially become an obsolete piece of technology or a hand me down for someone who's patient enough (or busy enough) to wait .... oh say a few months out of the 90 years one may be alive. I had started to hope we'd matured a bit from the days of beatings and killings for a pair of friggin shoes simply for having a "socially" popular brand name. The same stuff EVERYONE w

A G-life
“G” Life. Why does it ... My Power is awesome, try me you'll see, know if you do, you'll never break free. Just try me once, and I may let you go. But try it twice and I will take your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal, you'll lie, you'll take from your loved ones, just to stay high. The crimes you'll commit from my narcotic charms. They'll be worth the pleasure, you'll feel in my arms. You'll lie to your mother, you'll steal from your dad. When you see their tears, will you feel sad? Just forget your morals and the way you were raised. I'll be your consience, I'll teach you my ways. 'Ll take kids from their parents, I'll take parents from their kids. I turn people from god, and I seperate friends. I'll always be with you right there by your side. You'll give up everything, your family, your hope, and your pride. I'll take and I'll take, until you have no more to give. When Im finished with you, you'll be lucky to liv

Keeper
A Keeper ¸...¸ ____ /______ ,·´º o `, /__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´ | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° One day someone\'s mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn\'t any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more \"just one minute.\" Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away . . never to return before we can say good-bye, say \"I Love You.\" ¸...¸ ____ /______ ,·´º o `, /__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´ | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·- :º° So while we have it . . it\'s best we love it . . and care for it and fix it when it\'s broken . . and take good care of it when it\'s sick. This is true for marriage ... and friendships . And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging

Lovers Fire
Constant Thunder I was once lost in darkness, A wandering nomadic fool, Teetering on the edge of reason, About to plunge into the abyss, Then a light shone down, Lifted me out of darkness, Touched my soul with grace, And beat love into my heart, That was when I met you, My loving wife, For so long now you Have continued to save me, Day after day, You gave me the reason to be, To live and to feel love, To go on and find my dreams, As long as you were there, I just wanted to let you know, That I could never fully express How much I feel for you, When I love you Seems so simple, How can you put into words The power of desire I have for you, Pray to God, Channel the muse, And let my fingers type the words, My heart beats because of you, My soul is bright and alive, Because of you, And even when the trails of today Seem to distract me, My love is always devoted to you, It is eternal within my heart, Like a constant thunder in my soul As we had a walk

Baked Salmon
Baked Salmon Ingredients: â€¢ 4 salmon fillets, about 1 pound (450g) â€¢ 4 hajikami pickled ginger shoots(you can find in some sores and most Asian stores Marinade â€¢ 3 tablespoons soy sauce â€¢ 2 tablespoons sake â€¢ 5 tablespoons mirin â€¢ peel of 1 yuzu, grated Place the salmon fillets in a casserole or other wide shallow dish. In a small bowl, combine the ingredients for the marinade and mix well. Pour over the salmon slices, and marinate for 4 to 5 hours. Preheat the oven to 350Â°F (180Â°C) and cook the marinated salmon for 10 minutes, until golden brown. Serve each fillet with a shoot of hajikami pickled ginger

A Soldiers Christmas
This is the ultimate sex survey. The trick is to repost this and see if someone gives u their answers. Name: Bryan Age: 35 Current Location: Virginia Eye/Hair Color: Blue/Light Brown Height: 5'9 Ethnicity: White Sexual Orientation: Straight Size of penis/breast: average 6 inches i guess WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?: Age: Prefer 26-38 Eye/Hair: Any Height: 5'5 and up Ethnicity: Depends Body Type: petite to average Whats your favorite part of a guys/gals body?: legs, eyes, ass, in that order EASY QUESTIONS: What kind of underwear R U Wearing? None Have you ever given/received a lap dance? Yes Ever watch a porno? Yes Ever made someone think you were gonna have sex but didnt? lol, Yes Are you into ass smacking? Yes Are you a Virgin?: whatever When did you lose it? 9th Grade How was your first time? i was drunk i think i enjoyed it If you had a choice would you have stayed a virgin longer? hell no Are you an easy O or hard O? depends Ever m

Beautiful Souls Thoughts
Everyone who reads this I just want to say I am sorry for not being on as much as I would like to. I am so busy with College and my kids that I never have time. I promise though when I do get on I will leave comments. Dont think I forgot about you cause I could never do that... I love all my friends and wish each and everyone of you a HAPPY THANKSGIVING

Some Stuff.....................
I have always felt like I have never belonged anywhere. Everywhere ago my questions answered with a cold dark stare. A desperation so vast can't be described with words alone. I needed companionship and acceptance mostly I needed a home Then one day I found you smiling and cheery hiding your pain I felt you were special right away and found much to gain. I met someone who made me feel like I was sweet and kind. That someone was you and we will be together for all time. I love you more than life itself and you gave it meaning. Unlike before my emotions flow out constantly streaming. Without you I was lost but now I am found. Your smile alone makes the world spin around. I found a home finally a home with you. I would rather it no other way no matter what or who. You are my one true love. I love you so much.

Happy Thankgiving!!
since it will take a lil while 2 sho all my frenz luv on dis holliday i figgad i do it heer n get it out da way..... HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL OF YA.. SAVE ME A PLATE.... IMMA B HOME ALONE WATCHIN FOOTBALL!!

007
I woke early one morning, the earth lay cool and still. When suddenly a tiny bird, perched on my window sill. He sang a song so lovely, so carefree and so gay. That slowly all my troubles began to slip away. He sang of far off places, of laughter and of fun. It seemed his very chirping, brought up the morning sun. I stirred beneath the covers, crept slowly out of bed. I gently shut the window, and crushed his fucking head. I'm not a morning person.

Help Me Please??
hey all....i finally decided to join a contest on here...rather....i was informed i was going to be in it..lol...anyways..the contest closes thursday so IM kinda hoping being a virgin to the cherry contests that you might wanna help? just go here and leave a bunch of comments.. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=250360&albumid=123241&i=2399384757 the more comments you leave..the more votes i can keep to stay ahead....love ya'll!! And THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

How To Measure
- Done Boogie Nights (1997) Jack Horner: We're about to make film history, right here on videotape. I got a feeling that behind those jeans is something wonderful just waiting to get out. Dirk Diggler: [Rollergirl] Aren't you gonna take your skates off? Rollergirl: I never take my skates off. Colonel James: So, Jack tells me you've got a great big cock. Amber Waves: Let me just check on something. [Takes off Dirk's pants.] That is a giant cock. ======================================== Do you have a big cock? Four Steps for Proper Big Cock Measurement 1. Get a flexible tape measure; 2. Make sure you are fully erect, take an extra Viagra if necessary (every centimeter counts as these measurements can have a severe impact on many areas of your life!!!!!); 3. Brush way any pubes; 4. Take a proper measurement : Place measuring device at the point where your big cock meets your pelvic area (below the belly button); Stretch measuring device to t

I Had To Write This
Ok so does any one else NOT find it odd that a killer whale attacked his trainer? If you still don't get it....let me break it down for you. killer whale attacked his trainer killer whale attacked killer whale KILLER!!!! If you still don't get it go for a swim in a killer whale tank, they really like when you do that. Jack ass.

Shit Happens
Sorry hate to go all Oprah on you but really want to see my hubby again his already served three months in jail and here it is nearly christmas and our kids are really hurting for their daddy,just wondering if anyone that reads this beleaves in the power of pray,and if so would they please say one for my family as we head towards his court date where we find out weather he will be released or not for christmas,must admit been living for this day for so long now,come the 18th of december we will finally know if his going to be home for christmas or not.Our baby sons first christmas i know all he would want is to see his daddy and get to know him,and not sure how i'll handle it if he doesn't come home!!! Well here we are in the christmas, new year period again and every year i say its going to be a better year the next year but it always ends up being worse then the last.Due to the events in the past seven years in my life i have come to exspect nothing of the new year maybe then i will

Erotica
The feeling of the velvet backing of the blindfold as it slips across your eyes and face sends a shiver down your spine every time you are blindfolded by this man. You know you are going to submit and yield and feel pleasure like you have never felt, every time it seems to be greater, seems to get more intense (you couldn't walk for almost an hour after the last time he got his hands on you), and tonight will be even greater. You feel his hands brush your arms as he reaches for the leather restraints fastened to your wrists you hear the padlock click as he locks your wrists together behind your back. You stick your chest out, displaying your hard nipples and your heavy breasts begging for his attention for his touch upon your flesh you feel his hands brush your knees and calves as he spreads your legs making you stand with them wide apart. You hear the clinking of the metal as the spreader bar is placed between your legs and the soft click of the pad lock as it is locked in place, hold

Friendship
Months and Months Departure poured from my mouth Aspirations of Demise "Why am I here?" "Shoot me!" "You don't care" She threatened me with the "white coats" She wanted me in my own I never knew the pain I caused Untill I saw her cry I didn't think she loved me that's why I wanted to die

Can We Rate People On A Realistic Scale Please?
I wish people would stop being so generous with the ten rating. I see a lot of people on here who dont deserve a two with a ten rating. As for me I've got nothing but ten's. IT would be nice but I know I am not. So please people use the ten for what it is, The best. Thank you

Greg4ff
On the 2th day of the Eurocentrically imposed midwinter festival, my Significant Other in a consenting adult, monogamous relationship gave to me: TWELVE males reclaiming their inner warrior through ritual drumming, ELEVEN pipers piping (plus the 8-member pit orchestra made up of members in good standing of the Musicians Equity Union as called for in their union contract even though they will not be asked to play a note), TEN melanin deprived testosterone-poisoned scions of the patriarchal ruling class system leaping, NINE persons engaged in rhythmic self-expression, EIGHT economically disadvantaged female persons stealing milk-products from enslaved Bovine-Americans, SEVEN endangered swans swimming on federally protected wetlands, SIX enslaved Fowl-Americans producing stolen non-human animal products, FIVE golden symbols of culturally sanctioned enforced domestic incarceration, (NOTE: after members of the Animal Liberation Front threatened to throw r

Funny2
I hate to be the one to defy sacred myth, but I believe he's a she. Think about it. Christmas is a big, organized, warm, fuzzy, nurturing social deal, and I have a tough time believing a guy could possibly pull it all off! For starters, the vast majority of men don't even think about selecting gifts until Christmas Eve. It's as if they are all frozen in some kind of Ebenezerian Time Warp until 3 p.m. on Dec. 24th, when they -- with amazing calm -- call other errant men and plan for a last-minute shopping spree. Once at the mall, they always seem surprised to find only Ronco products, socket wrench sets, and mood rings left on the shelves. (You might think this would send them into a fit of panic and guilt, but my husband tells me it's an enormous relief because it lessens the 11th hour decision-making burden.) On this count alone, I'm convinced Santa is a woman. Surely, if he were a man, everyone in the universe would wake up Christmas morning to find a rotating musical Ch

Another Joke. :-)
Offend Everyone, some old, some new *What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? * * ** * *Juan on Juan * * ** * *What is a Yankee? * * ** * *The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. * * ** ** ** * *What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? * * ** * *The position of the dirt bag * * ** * *Why is divorce so expensive? * * ** * *Because it's worth it. * * ** * *What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? * * ** * *Doughnuts * * ** * *Why is air a lot like sex? * * ** * *Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. * * ** * *What do you call a smart blonde? * * ** * *A golden retriever. * * ** ** ** * *What do attorneys use for birth control? * * ** * *Their personalities. * * ** * *What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? * * ** * *10 years and 45 lb

Funny 12
...Never buy a 'new' brand of beer because 'it was on sale.' ...If we're in the backyard and the TV in the den is on, that doesn't mean we're not watching it. ...Don't tell anyone we can't afford a new car. Tell them we don't want one. ...Whenever possible please try to say whatever you have to say during commercials. ...Please don't drive when you're not driving. ...Don't feel compelled to tell us how all the people in your stories are related to one another: We're just nodding, waiting for the punchline ...The quarterback who just got pummeled isn't trying to be brave. He's just not crying. Big difference! ...When the waiter asks if everything's okay, a simple 'Yes' is fine

Absence
This weekend has been a long one... most assuredly. I am worn thin and quite tired. I usually enjoy the holidays but I find myself wishing they would hurry up and pass. Peace and quiet sounds good to me right about now. I haven't had time to check everything.. or to reply to everyone.. but don't worry. I haven't forgotten anyone and I do plan on commenting everyone back. I just need some free time to do that. So.. until then, know that you are all LOVED! X's & O's J

Funny 14
"I can't believe that outfit she is wearing"; (said disdainfully). "Look at that guy!... Over there... behind the woman." "I think that's a man dressed as a woman!" "Isn't that the actress from the movie Delicatessen?" (Chances are she hasn't seen that movie - and neither have you, but you will get brownie points naming a foreign film, and it will be just obtuse enough to distract her. "I think that's the girl I knew from high school who eventually joined a convent (or was committed to an asylum) and turned out to be a real nut case." "Help me, I got something in my eye... can't see a thing!" "Hey that's the loser I dumped in order to go out with you. Boy am I glad I ever got away from her. What a moron." "I was just thinking how I felt sorry for her - since she can never hold a candle to you!" (This one might only get you punched, but its worth a try.) "Do you think she's prettier than me?" (Give her a taste of her own medicine!)

Reapers Rede
Walking threw a forest at night I’m looking for my other half who shall complete me, and shall make me whole. But I’ll I see is the snow quietly falling from the sky and the full moons light peaking threw the holes of the tree tops. I seem to walk forever. The endless forest seems to taunt me, as I look for the one. I suddenly walk into a clearing, the moon light reflecting off the freshly fallen snow, theirs not a cloud in the sky, yet it continues to snow quietly. A soft howl of a wolf can be heard in the distance. I walk to the middle of the clearing, I stand slowly taking in this miraculous sight I’m seeing. A woman down on the ground taking care of a wounded wolf, from where I stand it looks as if the wolf was injured by a hunter’s bullet. I run to help the young woman, as I near her I slow in astonishment of how beautiful she looks. She asks me for help to take the animal back to her cabin, I agree and pick the wolf up and carry him for her. Her blond hair seems t

Contraversal Thinking!
Saddam was evil but........ Thats messed up they hanged him. Wait a a few years when Saddamism starts or the holy wars he was keeping from happening undergos in Iraq. You must understand Saddma had total control. Sadly if you remove that control by killing him; you open every flood gate he had under control. Why doesnt the USA Gov. understand that? Technology is a creed we as humans need. God is our lord. Im betting God has advances above technology, like omega creeds, thunder-rods, creation zails, wraith rods, weather forcast contollers, and much more. I couldnt even start to image the things God has and if he would have an Ipod?? For that matter our current technology could even be higher then Gods but his is just differant because he does not live in the time line or has technology from the future of another time time. or maybe I have it all wrong and God is an advanced for of technolgy we can never get to until we advance beyond the body; like in Stargate

2 Blogs From Elsewhere
Home | Blogs The Fussy Lonely Aries 1-2-07 Once upon a Time,I was on these Socializeing sites to meet a new soulmate.An if I wasn't so damn perticular,I would have.Actually I did,but I wasn't ready yet.I wasn't ready to let go of the past.As my ex couldn't find anybody,who new what he was doing.After 5 months of being kicked to the curb,she re-enterd my Life as my Lover only.An it was damn good.But now close to 7 months of Abstinence,I feel I am ready.But unfortunately I'm still Fussy.An all past relationships were based on great sex.As I've Matured these last 7 months,sex is nolonger that important,as it once was.I still preffer petite an thin,for mind boggling orgasmic delight.But I will settle for other than I preffer.For great Sexual Compatability,u should be a Sagittarius,Aquarius,Gemini or another Aries.For companionship maybe the same. _________________________________________________ The Past Few Months First of Sept.06.Labor Day weekend.Went Camping with my e

When Dose The Killing Stop
i have been watching a lot of tv about all the killing and i was just wondering when it will all stop? well been thinking more and i think the only way we are gonig to get out of this war is to do what we need to do over there and bring the troops back home where the belong thats all for now well i'm back lol i seem to be at a stand still right now i know we are doing some good over there but not sure on what and how much but but we as a people stand behinde are troops i hope that one day all this will be a really bad dream but i know it is real in so many ways i would really love to see all the this end and soon and let all the people we have over there come home and lead normal lifes but it's not going to be that way and all i can hope for is that the ones who need help get it and as well as the familes that need help get it i know only that we are the only thing on this world that we kill for no reason and that is the one thing that bugs me the most the say god made man inperfect

Admired Poems
Over Sir John's hill, The hawk on fire hangs still; In a hoisted cloud, at drop of dusk, he pulls to his claws And gallows, up the rays of his eyes the small birds of the bay And the shrill child's play Wars Of the sparrows and such who swansing, dusk, in wrangling hedges. And blithely they squawk To fiery tyburn over the wrestle of elms until The flashed the noosed hawk Crashes, and slowly the fishing holy stalking heron In the river Towy below bows his tilted headstone. Flash, and the plumes crack, And a black cap of jack- Daws Sir John's just hill dons, and again the gulled birds hare To the hawk on fire, the halter height, over Towy's fins, In a whack of wind. There Where the elegiac fisherbird stabs and paddles In the pebbly dab-filled Shallow and sedge, and 'dilly dilly', calls the loft hawk, 'Come and be killed,' I open the leaves of the water at a passage Of psalms and shadows among the pincered sandcrabs prancing And read, in a shell, Death clear a

Matriarch
The following day Lauren and Kellie's Mother took the day off, and the three of them spent the day together, so I didn't get to spend any time with my new friends. As disappointed as I was, I eagerly anticipated sneaking over to Kellie's room that night and continuing our adventures, wondering if she had any more surprises in store. I wore my usual black sweats and black long-sleeve shirt and crept over to Kellie's window. I was slightly unnerved because the window was open, as it usually was now, but the curtains were drawn. I wondered at the unusual turn of events, so I waited in the darkness for at least twenty minutes, listening for any sounds coming from the room. I poked my hand through the window and parted the drapes slightly, trying to peer in unnoticed. I couldn't see anyone, so I parted the curtains the rest of the way and sneaked in. No one was in the room. I pondered this for awhile, and decided to investigate the hole looking into Lauren's room. I opened the closet and

Wasted Cherry
I should fit right in well in the Wasted Cherry Catagory.Never Imagined seeing this Level.There's a of lot of Cherries 20-43 an higher.Now thats wicked Impressive.Prior to the CT. I used to seek out places to Rate Photos,an it used to take me to Virus ladden Emporiums.Hell of alot more Fun here.I'm extremely Greatfull for the CT Ladies here whom have allowed me to rate them an become friends,Familly an Fans.Getting back to Level 7.I want to Thank Ev.1 for Helping me reach this Level.Hopefully I can Post more Pic's.Looking forward to makeing a new Photo album.Looking forward to makeing more Friends,Familly or Fans.in 2007.I'm just an old Stoner whom has Retired from normal Life, to CherryTap for Rateing instead of Dateing.Went to my annual NA meeting tonite,+ shaired that I went back to getting stoned.I have a 113 days of being Sober tonite. Peace.

Ok. This Is My First Time Creating A Blog.help Me Understand What I Do.
Ok, This is a little confussing for me to do. I went into create a blog and it ask me for the name of the blog and then it post it without a spece to put the blog. Now I get to this screen and start typing. I guess I will figure it out huh. LOL

What Makes U Happy??
center>You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com its the name of my new daughter not more tha 8 days old shes my lil dream that has come true omg i love her so much she was born 6 weeks early but going home on thursday to her moms place yes were divorced its a crazy mixed up thing but it works for us ty for readiing my 1st blog!

Fun Stuff!! Check It..
here is a super gay, annoying survey for your entertainment. answer it and repost it, bastards! see the link at the end... 1. Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the face of the Earth? 2. How do you flush the toilet in public? 3. Do you wear your seatbelt in the car? 4. Do you have a crush on someone? Sure ;) 5. Name one thing that you start to get tense about if you are close to running out of it? 6. What famous person do you (or other people) think you resemble? 7. Do you crack your knuckles? 8. What song do you hate the most when it gets stuck in your head? 9. Did just mentioning that song make it get stuck in your head? 10. What are your super powers? 11. Peppermint or spearmint? Spearmint 12. Where are your car keys? 13. Whose answers to this questionnaire do you want to hear? 14. What's your most annoying habit? 15. Where did you last go on vacation? 16. If you could punch one person in the nose and ge

Jeebus!
Jesus was way cool Everybody liked Jesus Everybody wanted to hang out with him Anything he wanted to do he did He turned water into wine And if he wanted to He could have turned wheat into marijuana Or sugar into cocaine Or vitamin pills into amphetamines If you were blind or lame You just went to Jesus And he would put his hands on you And you would be healed That's so cool He couldve played guitar better than Hendrix He couldve told the future He couldve baked the most delicious cake in the world Jesus couldve been funnier than any comedian you can think of Jesus was way cool He told people to eat his body and drink his blood Thats so cool But then some people got jealous of how cool he was So they killed him But then he rose from the dead, danced around Then went up to heaven I mean thats so cool Jesus was so cool No wonder there are so many Christians

Sex Survey
well, since all i have done so far for my CT site is pop a few pics up, i decided to start the surveys, this should answer a few questions, or create a few... feel free to ask anything you want... i'm an open person. The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: both... there's a time and place 4 everything.Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: i like to "workout" 4-5 times a day, at least 4 days a week. haven't lately, tho...Is sex a top priority for you?: not top, but significant.Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: most of the time. if i can't look them in the face, why am i f#ckin' with them to begin with?How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: nah, b. not yet.How do you feel about one night stands?: if it happens, it happens.How many one night stands have you had?: hahaha... after the first night, they kept comin' back,

Who Are You?
LOL before you answer, send All of them to me to my Inbox :) If you Want... thanks! Just for me.... 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 5. Describe me in one word. 6. What was your first impression? 7. Do you still think that way about me now? 8. What reminds you of me? 9. If you could give me anything what would it be? 10. How well do you know me? 11. When's the last time you saw me? 12. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? (if so just send me a message... dont be a punk) 13. Are you going to post this in your notes and see what I say?

Joke Blog
Nurses ask too many questions!!! They always ask at the doctor's office why you are there, and you have to answer in front of others what's wrong and sometimes it is embarrassing. There's nothing worse than a Doctor's Receptionist who insists you tell her what is wrong with you in a room full of other patients. I know most of us have experienced this, and I love the way this old guy handled it. An 86 year old man walked into a crowded waiting room and approached the desk.... The Receptionist said, "Yes sir, what are you seeing the Doctor for today?" "There's something wrong with my dick", he replied. The receptionist became irritated and said, "You shouldn't come into a crowded waiting room and say things like that." "Why not? You asked me what was wrong and I told you," he said. The Receptionist replied; "Now you've caused some embarrassment in this room full of people. You should have said there is something wr

Wtf People
So Here is the deal. When a tattoo artist quotes you a price on a tattoo thats the price! Do people realize that this is how a tattoo artist makes a living??? Why would you shop for tattoos by price? Look at the artists portfolio and you will see what it is you are paying for(if they dont have a portfolio then you might want to ask yourself why they wouldnt want to show you pictures of their work). I don't go to your Burger King and say $1 for small fries, How about I give you 50 cents and you dont put salt on them!!! I will admit there are some out there that will rip you off . Here are some facts for you all. The average price of a tattoo is around $100. so if you think you want a tattoo and all you have $25, then either save your money or go to that "friend" who works out of his basement or kitchen or what ever. You will get your $25 worth!!! Trust me I see alot of those everyday.But dont come to my shop afterwards and say "well i only paid $_ for this and then show me a shitty tatt

Welcome To My Mind
ok so i want to go get a gym member ship..i have one through pjc because i have a student id but the school is like 20 minutes away. i just really need motivation..i started out at 110 now i'm like 1..hehe not telling but i'm up there and i'm not saying i'm fat i am chunky i just wanna tone up..so does anyone have some good at home workout moves i can do? people should really shut the hell up hen they dotn know what they are talking about..i.e.-clay..all he does is runs his mouth..and this is why are marriage has gone to shit..becasue he talks to damn much he dosent know when to shut the fuck up...i guess his only thrill in life is hurting other people..i guess someone people get off on telling other peoples secrets to others..well see thats y i dont run my mouth well i mean i did this time to clay whom i thought i could trust not anymore...there is no more trust... i fear that my daughter is behind on her speech development..all my friends well actually 1 friend and 1 husband say

"hey Kimi What Do Ya Think??"
This is a question that has evaded men for centuries, I am not an expert on the subject matter as i do not think i think like a typical female at all, ya know, shopping, love, sweep me off my feet kinda shit that kinda thing, so when my ex#6 called me and began questioning such things and asked me what i knew about it this is what i had to say.. "There is no such thing as what you are looking for.. looking at it all logically and thru the ages this is what we know to be pretty much a fact from reading and such.. Women back in the turn of the century were basically promised off to this bruno or that cuz daddy thought he would be suitable, and they didnt know any better, back then women listened to their mom's and dad's and took what they said to heart and just did it blindly, plus you add into the equation the fact that having sex with your husband was a job and not for pleasure, although i dont think that all men just jumped on the hobby horse, rode the bitch to town and left her high

Unlucky With Girls!
Hi my friends I am not good with expressing my feeling on a paper, forgive my english, but i feel i have too today. I had 3 women i loved for real in my life. The first girl i fall inlove was 12 years ago, i was young so was she. We were together for one year and then my best friend had sweet talk to her and get her. He left her one month later. She wanted me back but it was too late, i wasn't inlove with her anymore. The second woman was a few months ago, after so many years of lonelyness, i fall inlove with her ( I think I never told her that). She was the one who revive some feelings that i thought were dead in me. But after so many years being alone I didn't know how to proceed with her, how to take care of a girl, i messed up, and I lost her. I can say that i have still feelings for her even today, i am not going to lie about this... Today we are only friends and give comments once in a while, but it's true that i would have prefer to have her as my girlfriend than my

Greastest Pleasure In Life Is Laughter
May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always understand. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone. May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of peace. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, and a warm smile be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending. Blessings always and forever after... One of the greatest pleasures in life is laughter. I love a good laugh but never at the expense of another. I try to live in the present moment. The past is just a memory, and the future only exist in our imagination. The here and now is what has been given to me and I grasp at every moment to experience it fully.

Herolvr
ok ok .... i am having sucha hard time to comment on ur comment etc and pics etc.... be patient i will get to it when i can ... take care and stay safe ;) first off i would like to say that Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com for not being around a lot lately ... as much as i like to be... but if you didn't already know ... i have been very sick ... but feeling much better now ... and hope to be on here more frequent :) I would also like to send out a huge Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com To all my friends and family for their kind words ... etc. that really means a lot to me :) Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com and will be back in full force very soon ... until then take care and stay safe Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com

My Thoughts.
Yesterday talking to my friend, haha, I was thinking about the little nuisance that dwells in your stomach commonly known as "butterflies". Well so questioning why I had them I decided to research it, since I do that quite often. Anyways, I’ve found that this man named Greshon believes that we have a smaller brain connected to our main frame brain, or our "big brain" as he referred to it. It also said that the reason we get butterflies is because our brain recognizes something is wrong and sends it to our small brain, then from there as a reaction of anxiety our stomach creates a feeling of fluttering. Our smaller brain doesn’t need the big brain to function however. It can work alone and carries out menial tasks. Idk I thought it was interesting , I want to read more about it&&&such.

Mysel
well where to start off. i am an exmarine well still cause once a marine always a marine,i am a self confident person, i enjoy cuddling with a woman in front of the fire place,i enjoy my job,my kids and my life. also all my friends life wouldnt be the same with out them.well anything else just ask and i will tell. see ya

Strange Things About H.i.m.whore
Yes it is true. I still think that there are monsters under my bed that are going to get me. I'm also deathly afraid of the dark. If I go outside at night I start freaking out and shaking and can't breathe right. Even if i'm in my house in the dark. I have to have nightlights everywhere in my house. Ghosts scare the shit out of me. If I watch something about REAL ghosts I have violent nightmares. Now horror movies I love because they are fake. I can't go up into the attic of my new house without crying. I can't go into the basement of my house without having an anxiety attack. There you go. When i think of more i'll be sure to post it for yas! ROCK ON BITCHES!!! JAX

My Depression
This one of all of them most describes whats going on in my head... I feel that pain again, deep inside my mind, It strikes again, digging into my heart, soul, and mind; It is an unconquerable demon, which many must deal with, Medicine and therapists are what they prescribe, but there are other options; I know, for I’ve chosen to drift and die. The pain we feel inside goes unanswered, The answers we seek are unreachable, The love that we want is hard to find and receive, The only way out… is to drift and die. The pain haunts us all from time to time, Yet for some, the monster has taken up residency inside, It’s slowly killing us, both inside and out; The only option we have… is to drift and die. The following poem my friend esme wrote when he was depressed and it described my feelings right now and i want you guys to know.. this is really how im feeling.. and its not a joke... Hopelessly depressed, I slowly fall, My mind is jaded, Why do I bother at all? Th

Mood Swings
My husband, being unhappy with my mood swings, bought me a mood ring the other day so he would be able to monitor my moods. We've discovered that when I'm in a good mood, it turns green. When I'm in a bad mood, it leaves a big fucking red mark on his forehead. Maybe next time he'll buy me a diamond.

Me..
so yesterday was a good day i got to see mi boyfriend and got off school cuz of the weather. i hate the snow =( well anyways he got a tiger with a heart thats says only you thats so cute and a box of choc. then i had to get home early cuz the weather was gettin bad again..=( hey guys.. how are you all doing today? i am bored.. i made this just for the hell of it lol. soo.. lets play game. ask me any ? you want.

Joys Of Being A Woman
the joys of being a woman... We start to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find anything that comes in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurts so bad it brings us to tears. Enter the almighty, uncomfortable training bra contraption the boys in school will snap until we have calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we now bloat, we cramp, we get the hormone crankies, have to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) is having sex for the first time which is about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about. Then it's off to Motherhood where we learn to live on dry crackers and water

My Blogs
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart. Grant me The Serenity, to accept the things i cannot Change, The courage to change the things i cannot accept, and the Wisdom to hide the bodies of the people i h

Please Read!!!
Tennessee state police have issued a State wide amber alert. There is a missing child named Andrea Montoya. She went missing at 2:45pm yesterday. and she was last seen in Gatlinburg at the river terris hotel in the laundry room wearing a purple coat and grey jogging pants. she is 3 ft tall and weighs 96 lbs. She is originally from florida and is here on vacation with her grandma and mother. a white jeep cherokee with florida sunshine license plate was seen circling the area. Please Repost this... She was kidnapped just yesterday. it will take 5 seconds to repost.. What if someone sees this that knows something and a grandma and mother get their kid back. how great would that be? so please just take 5 seconds out of your life

February 14th
Here comes Valentine's Day once again as it does every year on February 14th and as it has been for every year except for 2002 and 2004, I don't have a valentine. If anybody wants to go out and grab a coffee, dessert and a movie, let me know! P.S. - sex is optional! lol

Please Help !!!!!!!!!
Lips Of An Angel lyrics Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye

Later!
Heading out to Michigan for a Girl's Weekend away! If you hear a loud roar coming from that direction -- that's probably us! I apologize ahead of time (NOT!);-) Have a safe weekend, don't do anything I wouldn't do, and I'll talk to y'all on Monday! ~Rose

Gabrielle Song Lyric.. .. Out Of Reach
My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the siteDate: Mar 1, 2007 12:19 PM The following was sent to me by a friend who shall remain nameless (and embarrassed)- All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, pai of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure >this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kick

For Me
HOW BAD ARE YOU WANTED Body: Post this and see how many messages u get.... (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) ridiculously cute (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly beautiful (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) can we hook up? (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby

Wow What A Night!
JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I HAD AN INCREDIBLY TIME WITH YOU EVEN THOUGH IT WASNT LONG ENOUGH! YOU REALLY OPENED UP MY EYES AND MADE ME AWARE THAT THERE IS REAL MEN OUT THERE! WE SHOWED EACHOTHER A LOT OF THINGS FOR INSTANCE YOU SHOWED ME YOU WERE A GENTLEMEN BY LETTING ME WEAR YOUR JACKET AND JUST TREATING ME WITH RESPECT! I SHOWED YOU THAT NOT EVERY FEMALE IS JEALOUS..I PROVED THAT TO YOU AT THE STRIP CLUB BOY WHERE YOU LOVING THAT, ME BY YOURSIDE AND NAKED CHICKS IN FRONT OF YOU! IM REALLY GLAD THAT YOU GAVE ME THE PRIVILEDGE OF SEEING YOU LET ALONE BEING WITH YOU.. SLEEPING IN MY BED WILL NEVER BE THE SAME BECAUSE BEING IN YOUR ARMS WAS AMAZING! THANK YOU BABY FOR SPENDING TIME WITH ME IT REALLY MEANT A LOT TO ME... AND I KNOW IT WAS HARD TO PART WAYS BUT TRUST ME I KNOW WE'LL MAKE IT UP WHEN WE MEET AGAIN! HAVE A GOOD NIGHT MY LOVE AND A GOOD WEEK AT WORK... MMMMWWWAUUHHH! YOUR BABY BOO HEATHER

My Luck
Ok so here it is......this is my luck As most of you know my pit bull Liberty was poisoned in December and died 10 days before christmas! Now this past Friday a friend comes to my door and my two rotties go running to the door. My female Sasha was clumsy and took out Choppers front leg. Needless to say it is broke. We had xrays on Saturday and the vet proceeded to tell me that it is a strong bone and should have never broke the way it did. From the look on the xrays she believes he has cancer thru his bones. I find out tomorrow the 20th of February by a specialist if he has it or not. For all those of you who read this please say a little prayer for him and me cause if something has to happen with him now I will definately end up on 5P! The psych ward in our hospital for those of you who don't know what 5P is!

What Is Going On
all these things locked inside reaching to the boiling point no where to run no where to hide feelings of sadness are all i find looking deep inside racing through my mind what is happening to me i feel earased to blind to see soon ill be no more nothing left just shattered pieces with no breath

Insane Clown Posse
what up bitches i just say icp on the white rapper show and bitches they are sexy then every and anyone that is not down with the clown then fuck off and if u think you are but are not then fuck off bitches icp till the day i get barried with my ass in the air so every one can kiss it bitches and that mean u juggahoes now what hahahahaha i am a bitch and there is one person who understands me so fuck off and leave him alone juggahoes ~mmfcl bitches~

Cute Poem But Dunno Who Wrote It :d
You changed my world with a blink of an eye That is something that I can not deny You put my soul from worst to best That is why I treasure you my dearest Marites You just don't know what you have done for me You even pushed me to the best that I can be You really are an angel sent from above To take care of me and shower with love When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear And your touch have chased away all of my fear You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile It is even better everytime you smile It so magical those things you've made To bring back my faith that almost fade Now my life is a dream come true It all began when I was loved by you Now I have found what I am looking for It's you and your love and nothing more Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment In my life something I've never felt I wish I could talk 'til the end of day But now I'm running out of things to say So I'll end by the lin

Rantings And Ravings
I hate very little. The Detroit Redwings, The Greenbay Packers, The Detroit Redwings,White Sox, The Detroit Redwings, and Kim Reader, just about covers it. Oh and driving home from Baltimore. For Lent the team leads here at work decided that we would give up swearing at work. And the list not only contains the 7 words from the FCC, but pretty much anything else you wouldn't want your 80 year old gran ma ma to hear you say. For Each violation of this policy we are charged $1. By 9:30 today we were up to $4. $10 by 12:00. Not being able to swear is horrible. We cant type, write, say a swear or deliver it with sign language. You can now add Lent and Not Swearing to my list of things to hate. Good news is that the money we rack up will be used to go out drinking with after lent. Sweet! And the most obscure fact of all of this, is that of all 4 leads participating, I am the only one that does not partake in any religion. Go figure. Repost as "IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be s

Survey Results
Alisha -- [adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com You are 61% easy You are easy. You like sex… a lot. You do have some reservations about who you do it with though. Only the hottest of the hot. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

It Sickens Me How Fake Cherry Tap Has Turned Into And To Think I Thought It Was Not Just Another Site
yup so I thought cherry tap was a diffrent website from myspace and it turns out its not nothing new people poseing fake getting high ratings for being some super model that you yes youuuuuuuuuu fucking are not man women sure are funny I got to admit and this sites going to shit you have top photos being fakeness top cherries being fake what the fuck is the internet coming to oh I know its called a fake reality........id rather talk to someone thats real and genuine and also down to earth in my life thanks so continue to be little ms popular and seduce these idiotic men online hahaha your doing a good job now I know men can be this way to but im speaking from guys perspective I could give a shit about the men thats up to a women to enlighten that roll...... I will update this when more comes to mind im tired of fake sites and people trying to be oh little ms popular ....... makes me sick

Life
life is like a roll of toilet paper,the closer you get to the end the faster it goes. feeling gratitude and not expressing it,is like wrapping a present and not giving it. strangers are friends you just haven't met yet.

Just Talk...
Yeah- so my cousin, Sherri, and I are in LOVE with AFI, so we wanted to go see them in concert. For me it would be my second time seeing them, but for Sherri, it would be her first. Originally, we were planning on going to the Boca Raton show (in Florida)...but my dad was being a douche, and said that our car wouldn't make it there. We thought differently, of corse. --Yeah our car is a HUGE piece, but still- I had faith-the Agnostic kind. ::winks:: Anyway, the Florida thing didn't work out. I even tried to recruit one of my friends, so we could take HER car. All to no avail. After several weeks of constant attempts, we started to give up all hopes of going to see them. We looked on Ticket Master, to see if AFI were playing anywhere closer-the next closest show was in Nashville on 2/6/07, so we decided to try and go to that one. I asked my dad if he would let us drive up there, and amazingly enough-he said yes! ::smiles:: At that point I got uber excited. I ran upstairs and told

Fantasy's Can Hurt Too
FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE THAT IS NOT IN MY GRASP FAR BEYOND MY REACH,LESSON'S HAVE BEEN TAUGHT AND SHE WAS WILLING TO TEACH,TEACH ME THE MEANING OF LUST,LOVE,WHAT IT MEANS TO CRAVE SOMEONE YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T HAVE.DAMN IT FEELS SO FUCKING REAL THE PAIN THAT I GET WHEN SHE SAYS I CAN'T,EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THAT IF I WHERE NEXT TO HER I COULD HAVE HER IN EVERYWAY POSSIBLE CONSTANTLY,OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND AGAIN.HOW MUCH MORE OF THIS CAN I TAKE SHE IS SO SEXY MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY DAMN IT HURTS TO THINK ABOUT HER THE WAY THAT I DO KNOWING THAT NOTHING COULD EVER COME OF THIS. WHAT DO I DO?

All This Shit!!
Ok here it is im gonna tell you now that my writing skills are not the best i dont use periods (.) or commas (,) and i spell like crap ( krap ) so here it is i have been on the net since year 2000 i started my online adventures wait that sounds gay i started messing around online then and i just started noticing all these young kids and as i got older the kids got younger so one day im chatting somewhere and this lil kid is like 12 and hes trying to flame me about spelling what like this (waht) ( i do that because i type faster then i think ) so here i am feeling like a jerk because i dont wanna flame a lil kid back so i look like a dweeb taking this shit oh well i thought just more drama so i started getting into programming in visual basics and doing web design and some graphics shit and started moving around these "dating" web sites like to name a few plenty of fish, rate my body, face the jury, and so on so im browsing these sites not knowing what im doing like in the search a

Hey Hey
What is up with men now days they have computers and they think that they can just pick up any chick off of it they find without a care in the world to there significunt other or ppl around them. Then when there g/f yell at them for talking to a female they drop u like it is nothing and they go through women like yesterday and im not saying all of them but there is a great deal of them out there. I have a few on my messenger list that are becoming ass holes and i will delete them if the shit dont stop. That is my view. There g/fs think it is the females pulling there b/f away and it is not i will tell u at least not me if they go find a female on the internet that is there thing s o dont be mad at the female if the man of your life is out looking for female to cyber and and what not. Thank u for listening hope to here your feed back What is up every1. Me just sitting here chilling and thinking. Life is pretty shitty lately because of boyfriend who needs them but yet u got to love the

Gifts From My Friends I Left Behind
Baseball ( 1 ) Jacuzzi ( 3 ) Cappuccino ( 6 ) Husky ( 1 ) French Maid ( 1 ) Pizza ( 1 ) Blue Rose ( 2 ) A Brand New Truck ( 2 ) Shrimp Cocktail ( 1 ) Snorkeling in Tahiti ( 1 ) Red Apple ( 1 ) Pink Orchid ( 1 ) Rock Concert Ticket ( 8 ) Assorted Chocolate Candies ( 1 ) Lollipop ( 1 ) Breakfast in Bed ( 1 ) A Hug! ( 12 ) A Red Rose ( 1 ) It's Love! ( 1 ) Get Well Flowers ( 3 ) Hot Shower! ( 2 ) A Kiss! ( 4 ) Dinner for 2 ( 1 ) Box of Chocolate ( 1 ) Merry Christmas ( 7 ) Rare Indian Head Gold Coin ( 1 ) Rare Stamp ( 1 ) Private Island ( 1 ) Handcuffs ( 1 ) Mixed Flowers ( 1 ) Red Roses and Teddy Bear ( 4 ) Steak Dinner ( 8 ) Best Buddy Award ( 24 ) Birthday Cake ( 7 ) Pina Colada ( 2 ) Opal ( 1 ) Beer ( 11 ) Long Island Ice Tea ( 1 ) Glass of Ice Tea

What She Did To Me
I won’t compromise with your lies Procrastinate that it be alright I don’t want to instigate I just want it to be alright But I can live this way I can’t live this life We don’t share the same hart We only share the tears we cry It makes me want to throw up It makes me want to say good bye Every where I go I see your face Every thing I do reminds me of you Why won’t this pain you left me with Just go away with you Cause im still in love with you Why am I so confused Why am I still in love with you

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How The Fuck?
We dragged clinton through hell over a blowjob,how come bush has yet to be tried for treason? Television has given us all the evidence needed to convict,sentance & execute him for his involvement in 9/11,plus the illegal occupation of Iraq. How did we end up in Iraq? Aint bin laden in pakistan? How do we the people hold accountable a person who defies congress? I say we all go to K-mart,buy some whiffle bats,go to your local government office,and whoop the holy dogshit out of anyone wearing a tie,tell them as an employee of the people,their incompetent ass' are fired,~N kick em in the nuts! Eventually we'll end up with a responsible government.Rather than the disfunctional,fraudulent piece of shit we got defiling our country now.

Leave One...
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely,' said the professor 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:3 0 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of

Good Morning !!
Just throwin' a shout out to all our friends... Lisa and I are leaving Thursday morning for Palm Springs, finally getting a chance to see our grandson for the first time !! Obviously, we won't be spending a lot of time on here, so hope everyone has a great week, and we'll see ya when we get back !! Please feel free to add your photo to our slide show as well... As always, have a great day !! Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes BEST Hot Graphics and Images

Daily Life
sorry the headline has nothing too do with this blog just was exactly what happened when i was about too write the header. First and formost sorry everyone for not blogging as much been kinda buisy my first week back. so lets see its 9 in the morning and ive already had too work and get pissed off in the same event...WAY TO GO STUPID PEOPLE OF OTTAWA let me explain the event then i will set down the new rules. EVENT: Was driving my mom too work this morning so she didnt have to take the bus due too the cold (-12 out without the windchill) and on my way home driving past the hospital got stopped at a red light. An ambulance decided too pull out of the hospital going code 5 (think thats the code for all lights and noise) well hit the intersection and NO ONE MOVED. Well we know me and stupid people so i put my car in park and got out, walked out into the intersection and stopped all the crossway traffic and perceeded to start signaling cars too move out of the way of the ambulanc

Hello
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP) Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality? Please Add yourself to my get book just click ADD ME see ya rocking cherries laters :) I want to say Hello to everyone here at cherry tap and thank you so much for the warm and hot welcomes I have been getting if I haven't gotten back to ya yet sorry but I am working on it.

Poetry/writing
In your life you make mistakes. You fall into "LOVE" with people, to only discover it wasn't really "LOVE". You hurt people who you never wanted to, and some because they hurt you. Marriage isn't what it used to be. I know thE LOVE my Grandparents had for one another still is out there, but is very rare. You can have your fairy tale wedding, only to realize your Prince Charming was Jafar in disguise. About the time you've completely given up on LOVE, True LOVE slaps you in the face! A wedding in GODS HOUSE, does NOT make a marriage. There is a such thing as "A Match Made In Heaven". Its only that your given 1 life time to find your match. Your Soul Mate is the one person you would have never expected. You can give up on LOVE, but LOVE does NOT give up on you. If you LOVE someone let them know, chances are, they LOVE you too! There is a such thing as "LOVE At First Sight", It's the second, third and fourth time that makes it flouri

Films
hey for those of you in the states who will be watching "Reign of the gargoyles"..?? i am so i will let you all know what it was like and has anyone seen "Eragon" yet??? please let me know if its worth buying on dvd as im a true dragon lover

Random Facts
Well saterdays is usally my night when I can come out and play. The couple I was supposed to see today cancelled, so I have a boring night to myself. I guess i will have to amuse myself with porn. BORING!!!!! My guy Ken will be here in the morning to spend some quality time with me, so at least I have something to look forward to. I deleted my myspace account. I figured I was having so much fun here, why bother other there, lol. SO if you were a friend over there, I'm not going anywhere. You can find me right here!! Sorry I haven't been online in over a week. I have been really sick and had to spend some time in the hospital. I'm doing okay physically but emotionally I'm drained right now. Don't want explain in a blog, it is very personal, but I'm doing better. Love you all and will be back to rate, fan, and post comments for everyone again soon.

Brokeback Fishing Camp
The guys were all at fishing camp. They had to bunk two to a room. No one wanted to room with Daryl because he snored so badly. They decided it wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole time, so they voted to take turns. > > > The first guy slept with Daryl and comes to breakfast the next morning with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot. > > > They said, "Man, what happened to you?" He said, "Daryl snored so loudly, I just sat up and watched him all night." > > > The next night it was a different guy's turn. In the morning, same thing--hair all standing up, eyes all blood-shot. > > > They said, "Man, what happened to you? You look awful!" He said, "Man, that Daryl shakes the roof. I sat up and watched him all night." > > > The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big burly ex-football player; a man's man. The next morning he came to breakfast bright eyed and bushy tailed. "Good morning," he said. > > > They couldn't believe it! They s

Curious
There comes a time in a mans life when he reflects on his past,present and future well my time is now so I have decided to discuss my feelings wirh my friends or other people who would like to listen.PAST: My depression I had all my life but it wasn't until 5 yrs. ago when i got married I thought my life was complete I had it all 3 kids, decent place and some one who I thouht I could trust we been together 1 1/2 years and then she decides we needed the extra money so she went to work for a carnival In Burlington Iowa no biggie so I thought 1,2, months go by I'm thinking how much money is she making? it wasn't until later I found out she had been cheating on me with one of the carnies and she has the odacity to bring this guy home to my house and calls the authorities claiming "I am a threat to her" so I get removed by restraining order? wtf, anyways back to why I am feeling so low after we did the whole divorce was over she told me "I will make your life miserable" and here I am.Presen

Jmchapmans Blog
This is a song for the girl I love, and you know who you are: I'm in love with you girl 'cause you're on my mind, You're the one I think about most every time. And when you pack a smile in everything you do, Don't you understand, girl, this love is true. You're soft, succulent so sweet and thin That's kind of like a vision upon your skin. It lightens up my day, and that's oh so true. Together we're one separated we're two. To make you all mine, all mine is my desire. 'Cause you contain a quality, you that I admire. You're pretty plain and simple, you rule my world so try to understand. I'm in love girl, I'm in so love girl. I'm just in love girl, and this is true. Girl, you know it's true. Ooh, ooh, ooh I love you. Yes, you know it's true. Ooh, ooh, ooh I love you. Girl, you know it's true. My love is for you. Girl, you know it's true. My love is for you. This is some sort of thing, girl, I can't explain, My emotions start up when I hear your name. Maybe your

Mchell Sucks!
ok, I had to create another blog since I seem to be bitching about work. Now on to the tale from tonight...lol First off we so freaking busy tonight that we got our asses handed to us!!! Since it was a Sunday our GM decided to screw us always and not schedule enough people, so of course we get a bus. I was in DT as always, but still tried to help out our front counter and grill people. Yes, I know I try to damn hard...lol Anyways, I had a guy come through and order like 30 bucks worth of food, including 30 nuggets. Now if anyone has ever worked at Micky D's you know that it takes 3 and a half minutes to make nuggets, and you only get 25 to a bag. Needless to say we had to make some so I had to ask the guy to pull forward. He did, but was an ass about it. Excuse me, if you don't want to be parked then come inside..or better yet...call in such a big order!!! That is possible you know!!! Ok, anyways, we take his food out to him, and he comes back inside. Evidently he decided

It's Only Rock & Roll
Hi all you cherries out there. Just wanted to wish y'all a happy Easter! I'm working on my first Solo CD after 15 (!) years and it's much fun but my first love is my little Rock & Roll Band called WE R COMIN'! Recently we've released our new album "HOME MADE SPECIAL". It's more like a journey through the last 40 years of Rock than a typical Rock & Roll Record. If you like you may listen to it at www.wercomin.com also I'd appreciate if you visit our Blog at http://wercomin.blogspot.com Have a Rockin' & Rollin' good time and don't forget to smile! Phil P.S. If you like, meet me on my myspace site (www.myspace.com/philsolopage) too !

True Friendship
True Friendship" (With none of that Sissy Crap!!!!) Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our friendship. 1 When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. Whe

Safe Home
I`ll drink you the fuck away, an everyday annoyance on the existance of life. Chest stabbing depression numbed by the cool freezer sitting liquid. I`m tired of playing fucking games! You`re such a fucking piece of shit! *wipes eyes* I fucking hate you! I didn`t ask for this life! I didn`t ask for you to fucking rape me and bring a child into this world! *wipes eyes* I`m pushing you out! You don`t want to sign the papers but you won`t fucking pay! I`ll fucking make you pay! You`ll never see her again! I don`t care what you say about the future! Her last name will be changed! I`m getting married and she`ll have his last name. He`s going to adopt her! *wipes eyes* Over and over again, I see what you did play through my head, its like a horror flick that will never end! I FUCKING HATE YOU! I`LL DRINK YOU AWAY! YOU ARE THE PAIN THAT ALWAYS STAYS! I used to want to kill myself because of you! I have the greatest thing in the world to worry about though, brought into this world out of hate sh

Say Thanks To The Ppl That Really Count
HEY IF U WOULD PLS REPOST THIS THAT WOULD BE GREAT. I RAN ACROSS A FIREFIGHTER TONIGHT AND SAW SO MANY OF HIS PICS THAT SHOWS WHAT HIS JOB REALLY IS AND I KNOW WE HAVE BUSY LIVES AND DONT THINK ABOUT THESE THINGS. I JUST WANTED TO SEND A THANK YOU TO ALL THE MEN AND WOMEN THAT HAVE JOBS THAT MAKE OUR LIVES BETTER. THIS IS NOT ALL OF THEM AND IF U WANT TO ADD MORE PLS DO THIS IS A LIST OF JUST A FEW THAT WE JUST NEED TO STOP AND SAY THANK YOU FOR THE JOB U CHOOSE.THESE PPL SAVE LIVES AND MAKE A BETTER PLACE FOR US TO LIVE ... T H A N K Y O U !!! FIREFIGHTER POLICE MILITARY DOCTORS TEACHERS

Bad Day Gone Bad
A little guy is sitting at the bar just staring at his Drink for half an hour when this big trouble-making truck driver steps up next to him, grabs his drink and gulps it down in one swig. The poor little guy starts crying. "Come on man, I was just giving you a hard time," says the truck driver. "I'll buy you another drink. I just can't stand to see a man crying." "This is the worst day of my life," says the little guy between sobs. "I can't do anything right. I overslept and was late to an important meeting, so my boss fired me. When I went to the parking lot, I found my car was stolen and I have no insurance. "I grabbed a cab home, but after the cab left, I discovered my wallet was still in the cab. At home I found my wife in bed with the gardener. So I came to this bar and was trying to work up the courage to put an end to my life. "And then you show up and drink the damn poison!"

Four Little Animals
You've got to love this little girl. What a fine woman / wife she'll make! A teacher asked her class, What do you want out of life? " A little girl in the back row raised her hand and said, "All I want out of life is four little animals." The teacher asked, "Really, and what four Little animals would that be, sugar?" The little girl said, "A mink on my back, A jaguar in the garage, a tiger in my bed And of course, I'll need a jackass to pay For all of it." The teacher fainted.

Tourment
Tourment Leave me bleeding from this knife, Take my soul, take my life. Leave the jagged edge piercing my soft skin, Watch the blood drip as I silently cry within. With every drop of blood that hits the floor, I want you to feel every ounce of pain but 5x's more. I want you to feel all this pain, all of this agony, I want you to watch and see what youve done to me. You took away everything good, I have no reason to be here, I watch the blood spill more, shedding but one tear. One tear for the illusion of what was never there, One tear for this burden I no longer have to bare. Dont run for help this is the way it has to be, You did this to me alive now watch me end my misery.

Getting This Off My Chest
Recently I found I had bilateral pulmonary embolism. I was hospitalized and treated for it, however for weeks before they found them I was at the hospital several times and was diagnosed with anxiety while I laid on my floor almost dying. Finally my family took me to another hospital that ran test that showed it but still sent me home. Five days later I get into a doctor who realized the test was positive for the blood clots in the lungs and sent me right to the hospitalized and treated all sounds good but now I have a serve case of anxiety a month after the fact. Or is it anxiety? I have lost trust in the medical field I guess .I feel like I am deteriorating, it has affected my relationship with my boyfriend as well as my children because they don’t know how to help me and are as frustrated as I am. Do I believe them and take it as anxiety. I don’t know what to do. I am not asking for sympathy just venting hoping that if I get it off my chest a lot of prayers and maybe some advice.

Virginia Tech, We Send Our Loves.
We are so sorry for you loss, and Our thoughts and prayers with you all. P.S. I just want everyone to sign this and re-post it that everyone at Virginia Tech that We're thinking about them.. God BLESS them! Elissa H, Wisconsin.

Magickal Writings
Blood Moon Healing Esbat Orignal Work by Lisa Do Not Copy ask Permission first TY! Tonight is Monday, and Monday in correspondence with the planetary time of the Moon.In correspondence with this time the moon is in it's full phase. During this full phase the moon's power and significance is the strongest time to do works when the power of the moon is great on this evening . Tonight we will be remembering the hunt and celebrating our woman hood as the Blood Moon holds great significant to us as witches. The Hunter Moon/Blood Moon by its other names were known as the Traveling Moon and Dying Grass Moon. As the Traveling Moon and Dying Grass Moon it is associated with the approach of Winter and as it comes we can often find us traveling to protecting us from Winter's cold and as the Dying Grass Moon its representation is of the fact a Winter's snow has taken over thus covering the grass as a blanket where the grass lie there dying from the winter. Hunting season begins in Octo

Proud To Be White
Are You Proud To Be White ? Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" .. And that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You Have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) .. We'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day .. You

Poems
If you could look into my heart you would see how much you broke it. If you could look inside my eyes you would see the tears forming inside. If you could look inside my sole you would see how much I cant trust you. If you could look inside my voice you could see the pain of talking with you. If you could look inside my mind you could see all the things I have seen that you have done. With all this said. Think of what was once said. Think of what was once read. Cant you see what your doing to me? Look into your heart. Look at me. Cant you see what this is doing to me? My heart is broke. My tears are hot. My trust is gone. the pain will not go away. The thoughts linger in my mind. Think of what was once told. Think of what was once done. Please make it all stop. I cant sleep. I cant eat. Just please make it all stop.... By:Angela Q. I will not cry for you anymore. I will not hurt for you anymore. My tears

For You I Would Do Anything
For You I Would Do Anything by Rachel For you I would do anything And ask nothing in return, Just to know my love for you You never have to earn. For you I would do anything Just to let you know, How much I really love you Although it dosn't always show. For you I would do anything Just to see you smile, Life sometimes can be hard But you make it all worthwhile. For you I would do anything I'll make all your dreams come true, Baby, if you stick with me I'll stay true to you. For you I would do anything I'll put your needs before my own, We'll always be together You'll never feel alone. For you I would do anything So that our love will last, I'll be there to hold you When the world moves way too fast. For you I would do anything What you want and what you need, Love, happiness and everything Else is guaranteed. For you I would do anything All you got to do is ask, Just tell me what you wish for And I'll get onto my task. For you I wo

Last April 29
http://randy-zakas.virtual-memorials.com/main.php?action=view&mem_id=10465&page_no=1 the site above is a memorial for my father the reason i am posting this is because my father was one of the greatest people i know it's been a year and a half since he passed away and there is not a day that goes by that i dont think of him. i guess what im trying to say is cherish what you have with your parents because you never know when they can go. it was something i didnt expect but i just keep on living because thats what he would want.

The Man That Will Steal My Heart...
Would feel this way about me...and I hope he is out there... I Wanna Make You Cry... by: Jeff Bates How long has it been? How long have you held it in? And how long will you wait Before you let somebody take your breath away Again? (Chorus) I wanna be the one who turns you on Makes love til the lonely's gone Be the man you've dreamed of all your life I swear I'll make it last until Tears of joy come pourin' from your eyes I wanna make you cry Tell me what to do And I'll do what you want me to 'Cause darlin, I believe That I have fallen hopelessly and helplessly For you (Repeat Chorus) I wanna be the one who turns you on Makes love til the lonely's gone Be the man you've dreamed of all your life I swear I'll make it last until Tears of joy come pourin' from your eyes I wanna make you cry I swear I'll make it last until Tears of joy come pourin' from your eyes I wanna make you cry I wanna make you cry

Fuck Me Baby!
OH this should be interesting... CAUSE.... YOU GOT F**KED!!!!! That's right, time to start the game. Post this to see how many will sleep with you! How many will kiss you! How many will marry you! How many will have your kids or you want them to have your kids! How many will make love to you! How many want to make out with you! And the catch? If you want to do these things to the person who sent this. LET THEM KNOW!!!! Don't hide, don't be bashful. Tell them and they might thank you for it. Give them the opportunity to respond by Reposting!!!! If you don't. You will have some bad luck I am getting visitors to my map...but people are not leaving me any pics there...please drop by and leave a pic and a message I am hard and stroking on cam, looking for ladies who like to watch, or participate. My yahoo sn is co_bigfoot

Please Read This
Hey all how you doing? Thanks for taking hte time to read this. I will keep it short and simple , as to not take up alot of your time. I want to say I love CT and its a great site, but as I said on Myspcae as well, i am not here to win a popularity contest. I could careless if people like me or not. the ones who do will let me know the ones that dont... well you'll come up with some lame shit :) So please if you are going to add me, or have added me already, take some time to read my profile. I am gonna update it as i can, but i am new to CT and will take a bit to make my page look good. Thanks again for reading this!!! And if you dont like typos well... I dont care!! :-D

Its A Wonderfull Morning
Its a wonderfull morning with all that can be happen...Dreaming of sweet feelings and sweet sensation everything is great i have a kind and gental man that loves me and i love him and i have 3 wonderful kids that i love more than anything in this world... Then i have other family that is always there for me and we all love each other My kids and my sweet heart of a man make up my life with the joy i have of watching my kids grow up and the love that him and i share with each other its just all around great! im closeing i just wanted to get something off my chest and i did talk to u all laters ~*Mandie*~ feel free to rate and comment

New
please help me win this i only need 4000 comments but theres no time frame. please please help thanks heaps richard Get More at COMMENTYOU.com does any one no how long they hold you back or is it for good. i posted one a little dirty for someone im sorry for that. cheers

Sarcasm
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. Its always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 5. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 7. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 8. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 9. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 10. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 11. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 12. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and dr

Learning To "cuss" Early. . . .
A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what?" says the 6 year old. "I think it's about time we started cussing." The 4 year old nods his head in approval. The 6 year old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass'. The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, "Aw, hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His mom locks him in his room and shouts, "You can just stay there until I let you out!" She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks with a stern voice, "And what do you want for breakfast, young man?" "I don't know," he blu

When U Love Someone
i love someone right now he is soo perfect and how i can tell i love him soo much is if i see him on or i am a talkin to him i get all butterfly and i always have a smile on my face when i am talkin to him ..... soo how do u tell ur in love with someone?

Something That Makes Me Go Hhmm?
Just a few thoughts running in my head. Don't ya just hate getting into a rutt? I mean working all the time, no time for fun, some people would say your got time off now why don't you get your butt off the net and go somewhere, and my response to that is, sure ok where to go? what to do? and most importantly wheres the cash to do so. Sometimes it really sux to be a single parent, there is no free time and i mean free time to spend with your kid, and if there was it'd cost you and arm and a leg, i mean dang we went to the movies a while back, had to see the hills have eyes 2 and it was rather pricey just to see a movie. (Great now its raining) perfect for my blues. Sometimes I wish I was (taken care of" but then again I'm so headstrong I don't no I know I couldn't be controlled. Life is funny why do we want what we don't have? I know I'm just rambling on here and most likely not making any since (not to mention I don't ive a rats behind about my spelling) Guess I'm just moo

Fuck Off And Die
nasty nasty whore... go die... your an ex- wife for a reason... its not my fault you were married 2 times and divorced 2 times for the same reasons... you would still be married if it wasnt for your nasty fucking vag... i mean you really should douche... it took me over 3 hours to clean my furniture after your nasty ass sat on it for like 3 minutes... see a fucking doctor... i think that you have some vagina flesh eating disease... oh yeah and to your fuck off and die comment... ill fuck your ex... and enjoy what you could of still had you ignorant whore. lol and im already dead... so yeah... have fun watching my SG vids. I dont care about your money Honey... you most likely have a disease. I have a man... and He makes me happy... I dont need you telling me your better than him... Your dick is probably about 3 inches big... and I definatly know 8 1/2 is bigger than 3... Also you dont fucking no me dirtbag so Dont hate... IM NOT INTERESTED IN PEOPLE WHO BRAG ABOUT HOW MUCH THEY MAKE...

How To Get A Refund
Remember this the next time you need to return something and they are giving you a hard time!!!!!!! A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explained the problem with the toaster, and he also told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!" and doing so draws an even bigger crowd! In shock, the store manager pleads, "Ma'am, why are yo

School
Yeah finals are here and so far i feel confident that i'll get B's on both my Sociology and Psych finals. But in my English class, i'm suppsed to write and 8-10 page research paper on Human trafficking and it's due friday. Thats with a week extention already added on... So far all i have done for that is the research. haha and today is monday... I'm screwed. I need to obtain a B on that paper to maintain my b average!!! i do not know how i'm gonna pull this off. And to top all that i'm in the process of moving so i dont really have much time to type up this paper... and make it B-worthy.... what to do what to do....

About Me
God Heals Remember when you heard the words - and your mind went blank - you were in another world God heals Remember in your darkest hours - when all that surrounds you is pain and sorrow God heals Remember friends' prayers - your family's encouragement - glimmers of hope from everyday angels God heals Quiet...you can hear Him now - always there - yet never this close God heals It's just another day - yet everything has changed - and you hear yourself say God heals Birds are singing - the sky is a beautiful blue - flowers are blooming... God heals Truths that you knew as a child - awakened again with new understanding God heals Remember when others can't - that life is a gift - each day to treasure God Has Healed AS OF 9:00AM JUNE 22 I HAD MY LAST RADIATION TREATMENT DONE IT WAS A LONG STRUGGLE BUT I NEVER GAVE UP LIFE GIVES U CHALLENGES AT TIME AS LONG AS U KEEP YOUR HEAD UP U CAN MAKE IT THROUGHT WHAT OBSICALS LIFE MAY PUT YOU THREW I AM A CANCER

Bigger Boobies... Joke!
Subject: big boobs A flat-chested young lady goes to Dr. Smith for advice about breast enlargement. He tells her, 'Every day when you get out of the shower, rub the top of your nipples and say, 'Scooby dooby dooby. I want bigger boobies.' She did this every day faithfully and after several months ... It worked! She grew great boobs! One night she went to a party, got trashed, and went home with some strange guy. In the morning when she woke up, she didn't know where she was, so she took a shower and left for work. On the bus she realized that she had forgotten to do her morning ritual. At this point she loved her boobs and didn't want to lose them, so she got up in the middle of the bus and said, 'Scooby dooby dooby, I want bigger boobies.' A guy sitting nearby asked her, 'Do you go to Dr. Smith by any chance?' 'Why, yes, I do. How did you know?' 'Hickory dickory dock ...'

September
you dragged me around for many a day now telling me lies making promises you wont keep i wish for your sake your mind will change that we wont do this on this cold september day everytime you say you love me i dont know what to think when you say i love you its always someone else you mean to say it too im walking down the street love is in the air i take a deep breath and realize your not in the air our days our over we should have know it from the start emptiness has filled me since the day we said i do that lonely september day i whispered the words i do that was the day when i realized love wasnt for me nor for you

This Isnt One I Did But Plz Rate
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this

Sitting Here
sitting, spinning silent, I'm screaming a place ever sacred my life what I make it decisions regrets mistakes, don't forget ask myself why pretend not to cry hold in the pain it runs through my veins poison my soul I feel no longer Whole sitting, spinning is this the end or beginning how many more times until I make up my mind what will be enough what will feel like too much shouldn't I be there already on my way to living steady how much will I hurt how many tears must I cry when will I stop having to ask myself why

Couldnt Find Video Or Fukkin Song No Where Soooooooooo ...
The One In The Middle - Sarah Johns Genre/Lang. : Country 1st Verse I can't believe you'd do that to me Use me You've fooled around and a'wrecked my heart She's just a skank rode hard and put up Well, good luck Pre Chorus I would've given you the finger on my left hand The one that you use for a wedding band Chorus (But) (And) now I'm givin' you The one in the middle The one that's a little bit longer And I got another one On my other hand So I can say it even stronger If you're askin' if I'm done Well, I'm sure not sayin' you're number one (No, now I'm givin' you) (The one in the middle) (The one that says we're through) 2nd Verse I hope you're happy with your sad life That's right I hope you get what you deserve And when you're tired of TV dinners Remember (Repeat Pre Chorus) (Repeat Chorus) Bridge Well, you made your bed So go lay in it And you forced my heart and hands To the limit

Newbie!
I am a MySpace fanatic to the core! I thought I would check this site out! Please bare with me as I learn how to navigate the site. If I don't respond to comments or emails right away, it is not because I am ignoring you... trust me! It is most likely because I am busy trying to figure out how to work this thing! Thanks for the love! Lauren

Life
Ok, you have to understand that I am not a blog person. I think I have made 3 blogs before... in the 2 years that I have been on myspace and things like that. So, if you are the kind of person that feels the need to read everyone's blogs and see what is happening in their pathetic lives... I am not the person you want to keep looking at. On that note, I felt that the first one for cherry tap should be somthing about me. Today is about what else... today. Today, I found another online radio station that is interested in me working for them. I have a current offer pending for Static-X, a cherry tap lounge based station. Today's offer came from B.O.U.N.C.E. Radio that can be heard at www.bounceradio.net. I really want to work for both, but the thing that is holding me back right now is my P.O.S. computer. It has something to due with the fact that my computer was ment to only have 20 Gb of hardspace on it when it was made in the late 90's, and as of today it has that 20 Gb and an

Protect Seals
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Scribbles
My brain drowns In boredom Stifled by the everyday Mundane missions The idiots Give lectures Pretend they understand But we have The knowledge They cannot comprehend Explanations of excuses Never sharing Reason or truth I could not Listen less If they were A mute This is not A meeting It is just Mental abuse All of this Or Nothing A memory Or on your mind I have learned To accept Whenever May like to try All the time I was fine Before you came I am at peace With alone No idea About my life Should you Choice to go I am certain Of one thing Someplace Will always Feel like home Just share with me What you can New spaces Of you To explore Love does not mean Some of you It is every piece That I adore I write for you To have something To read That is really All I do Maybe I Can teach some Things Adjust your Point of view Help you Release anger Put the pain On me I create the order The words mean What you see Merci beauco

Silly Laws
I came across these today when I was just looking through some videos...SHOCKING. Why do parents do this to their children? Don't get me wrong, I have kids and I am sure that I make mistakes, but please.... Teaching your child how to shoot a gun may not be the wisest parenting choice until they are mature enough to know how to use one. MySpace Video Codes | Funny Videos This one is just wrong... MySpace Video Codes | Funny Videos Alabama - Illegal to wear a fake moustache that causes laughter in church Alaska - Illegal to wake a bear for the purpose of photography - although it is legal to shoot a sleeping bear Arizona -it is illegal to hunt camels (which is why they are taking over the state) Arkanas - in Little Rock, if a man and woman flirt with each other in the street, they could be jailed for 30 days California In San Francisco, it is illegal to wipe one’s car wiht dirty underwear (and you would do it why) Colorado - Illegal to go out in pub

Welcome To My Cherry
Flight of a Broken Heart Falling, falling faster memories of love rushing through my brain remembering his face the way he made me feel to hold him in my arms, to feel his lips to mine and how my heart once soared from her love falling faster, not wanting this dream to end then suddenly, my heart shatters striking the cold harshness of reality that my love he no longer desires my touch he no longer craves so I lie here, broken and alone his life moves on, full of life and happiness as my life slowly dies, frozen in sorrow and other heartache chalked up as the rest is only silence. Girl:Hey Boy: What? Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you. Boy: Ok... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time... From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later."

Working
so im sitting here at work the Sun is out its soo freaking nice i am so close to the lake i can see it off the balcony of the Hotel its friday and i am just waiting for peoiple to start showing up so that i can get them Checked in I am reading The Number of the Beast By Heinlein while i wait all in all its been a good day very happy with it. Just trying to get life back on track :) You scored as Officer, Officer, you're the brass. The leader of the bunch. You have leadership qualities, or you have a really big ego. Most likely both. You know how to get things done, and don't care who you have to kill to get them done. Your a person with a mission and to stand in your way means pain. You have gumption and intelligence to back it up. Hold the line!!! AND SOMEONE GET ME A STARBUCKS!!!Officer69% Engineer63% Combat Infantry/Armor63% Support Gunner63% Special Ops56% Artillery/Aircraft56% Civilian25% Medic13% Which soldier type ar

Generally Saying Hi
First let me say I'm going to try and update you as much as I can. I have a ton of blogs on many different website. So, if I don't update every week please forgive me. I find myself looking at website for cool pictures. I don't know what I'm going to do with all of them lol. But, I love having a ton of pics to look at and to share. The ones I've put up today are my favorites. I've gotten them from all over the web. I'm still new to blogging. I just got back online last month. The one I do update regularly is my yahoo blog. I guess because it's the easiest one to get too. You can get there by clicking on this link: http://360.yahoo.com/profile-Ibr53q8zdLWWqAnMsBoIAzprGos- or copy and paste into your browser. I found this on another person's profile and thought I would use it too. Just to make myself clear on things. So, here goes and excuse the yelling. I JUST WANT TO MAKE THIS ABSOLUTELY CLEAR TO EVERYONE. I AM NOT HERE TO LOOK FOR A PLAYMATE. I AM HERE TO LOOK FOR FRIENDS, I

Real Friends???
OK... I really have to wonder as to what CT is all about. There are those that are Family - those who I am blood or related to in some way or another or have a variety of contact with outside of CT, then there are fans - yeah - even Derek Jeeter doesn't know I exist yet I still am a fan of... But Friends on CT... That is a whole other genre. What makes a friend? Is it someone that actually takes the time out of their busy schedule to once in a while drop a line, have a chat in the shoutbox, drop a comment every now and then, send a message to, rate new items in pics, stashes and blogs and really tries to keep in touch like many on my list (that is constantly growing because I give everyone that actually reads my profile and respects my wishes from the get go a chance to prove them self that they want to be a friend) or is it truly "cherry pickers"? I know I am not perfect, but I do at least try to be a friend that keeps in touch with the people on my friend list once a week. Thi

Lost Knight
Darkness descends on me. Hopelessness is my dearest friend. I am here back where this nightmare all began. Back to the deafening silence of words long lost. Back to the echo of sobs in the cold dark nights. Wondering when or if Id ever be alright. Gone is the sunshine and carefree days. Gone is the happiness as my smile has begun to fade. Gone is the conversations of the past with the happy memories that made me laugh. Long is the lonely road I take. Days stretch on like a never ending night. Where has my light gone I do not know. How long will I travel in this lonely dark dreary road probably long after fate extinguishes the flame of my slowly dying light. Condemning me to wonder in this endless lonely night. JAK (poisonivy) You make me happy and you make me sad Make me laugh when I am mad You drive me crazy all the time For you always know what's on my mind When I am in trouble with out a doubt You always find a way to help me out Your crazy but kind You listen to what's on my mind

Kiss Me
Assume you are a girl, (if you are a boy) It's your first time. As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him - he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him ;more room for an easy entrance.You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses ;closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you

I'll Take You To My Grave
You know if I close my eyes, I will dream of you, If I hear your name one more time, I will begin to cry, If I see your face, I'll fall in love all over again, My heart aches continuously, my body hurts with pain, And it feels if I'm being beating until I am black and blue, Because all I can remember is the day we said goodbye. You know all of the words I spoke were completely true, I'd never lie about the way I feel whenever you were near, If I could hold you one more time, I wouldn't let you go, I love with all of my heart, and that you must know, And all the tears that I cry are tears I'm crying over you, Cos I am aching and bleeding inside, I just need you here. I see you when I'm sleeping, and I hear your voice too, But I will only remember the good times we shared, If I may meet someone new, I'll still keep you in my heart, Because it doesn't matter anymore that we are apart, I know that once upon a time, you truly cared, There's no one else on earth who'll l

What It Means
DAMMIT...I'M SO FREAKIN' MAD!!! I GOT ARRESTED TODAY FOR POSSESSION OF OVER THE LEGAL LIMITS OF GOOD LOOKS. THEY'RE HOLDING ME AT THE STATION, SAYING THAT ONLY A SEXY PERSON CAN BAIL ME OUT. SO...YOU COMIN' OR WHAT?!? SEND THIS TO YOUR SEXIEST FRIENDS...INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU (IF YOU THINK THEY'RE SEXY OF COURSE *WINK*). IF YOU GET THIS BACK AT LEAST TEN TIMES IT MEANS THAT YOU'RE SUPER SEXY!!! You Are An Invisible Ex You're so over your ex, you hardly even remember you have an ex You prefer leave all of the baggage behind you - far, far behind As they say, indifference is the opposite of love!What Type of Ex Are You? You Belong in 1995 With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!What Year Do You Belong In?

Moved
well tomorrow mornin will be the last day for me on here til i get settled in tomy new home in halran ky.ill be back on thenet as soon as i can like next month lol damn im gonna miss havin the net and bein able to talk to any of ya all.i should be off here and finish gettin everything ready fortomorrow but i kno as soon as i get started my great neice will wake up and start cryin and thenill haft to stop so ill finish it early in the mornin .i toldmy neice that i needed to egt things dodne but she keeps comin up with excuse why she cpildnt come and get my 2 great neices today so im stuck with them.i can to relize one thing today....im sure in the hell glad i cant ahve anymore kids lol .with all the cryin goin on today my nerves are shot! i dont mind kids just as long as i can give them back.ill settle for my kids cause they are all grown and out of that cryin stage unless i piss them off lol .....not only cant i get thins done cause my great neices i haft to keep a eye onmy oldest da

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Xs Energy
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Lovn Touchin Squeezin . Mmhmmmm
Loving, Touching, Squeezin' Journey You make me weep and wanna die Just when you said we'd try Lovin', touchin', squeezin' each other When I'm alone, all by myself You're out with someone else Lovin', touchin', squeezin' each other You're tearing me apart, every every day You're tearing me apart Oh what can I say You're tearing me apart It won't be long yet, till your alone When your lover, oh he hasn't come home Cuz he's lovin', ooh he's touchin', he's squeezin' another He's tearin' you apart Oh every every day He's tearin' you apart Oh girl what can you say? Cus he's lovin', touchin' another Now it's your turn, girl, to cry Na na na na na na

Pie
to all the ct world, bomb the hell out of trishie pie, she is lonely and in need of love! (insert evil laughter here) I have a crush on &hearts dj trish listen to her in the morning! there is this gal named trishie pie, manic depression, bi-polar you name it, show her all the love you can,(it may bring her back) thanks and god bless :)

A Friendship Poem
I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

What Animal Represents Your Sexuality
A Peacock A peacock represents your sexual appetite. You like to look good to attract potential lovers and you are very preoccupied with sex – not that that is a bad thing. You are into fantasizing, and enjoy sex a lot. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Starting Over
It occurred to me today....I'm really not in pain anymore. I'm sure I'll still have my bad days; and his neglecting our children makes me insane....but....The Skank can have him. I'm happier without him. I'm not wound so tight that I cut off the circulation to....everywhere. I don't have to excuse him, placate him, walk on eggshells around him, or crouch down to lower myself to his level anymore. I'm free. HA! I have now learned to change the oil in my truck!!! Go, ME!! "Your sense of self-confidence does wonders for your romantic life today. You feel great, and look terrific to others -- so take a chance with that crush of yours or sweep Sweetie off their feet all over again." Sh'yeah. Got it wrong again guys.

New Friends....
HEY YA'LL! I JUST THOUGHT I WOULD TAKE A SEC & WRITE DOWN A FEW THINGS ABOUT THE FRIENDS I'M MAKING ON CHERRT TAP:) WHEN I CAME ON HERE, I FOUND A FRIEND I ALREADY HAVE. HIS NAME IS JEFF,(AKA)MR RIGHT NOW 68. 4 THOSE OF YA'LL WHO DON'T KNOW HIM LET ME TELL YA'LL. HE IS VERY KIND & SWEET. AND SOME WHAT OF A PERV. LOL. BUT AIN'T WE ALL:p AND YES LADIES, HE IS AS GOOD LOOKING IN PERSON AS IN HIS PICS. JEFF HONEY, MUCH LUV! THEN 4 MY NEW FRIENDS, MAMA T, I KNOW WE ONLY CHATTED ONCE, BUT THE WONDERFULL PERSON U R SHINED THREW. THANK U 4 THE ADVICE:)BEN O2, U HAVE BECOME A GOOD FRIEND THREW OUR MANY CHATS:) HUGS & KISSES! FLEXLUTHERJR, U HAVE AN AMAZING TALENT WITH WORDS. AND U KNOW IT:)LOL. SOUTHERNGIRL, HONEY WE R SO MUCH ALIKE, IT'S SCARY. LOL. BUT I LOOK 4WARD 2 GETTING 2 KNOW U BETTER:) AND, JOINING THE ARMY, THANK U SO MUCH 4 MAKING ME FEEL WELCOMED, WHEN I FIRST GOT ON HERE:) WASTED BREATH, WHAT CAN I REALLY SAY ABOUT U? LOL. MAYBE THAT U R A VERY SEXY & CARING MAN. I LOOK 4WARD 2 GET

Me
Well here is my first blog entry. I guess i will start by telling you a little bit avout me. Im 32 and married, I have been with Jim for 3 years and we were married on June 16 2007. I have no children but i do have to dogs and they are just like my children I have a bestfriend who is just like my sister we have known each other for 27 years. I have lived in alot of different places but my home is Ohio.. Well thats all for now. please rate me fan me and comment me..

The Maelstrom
its amazing how long it takes sometimes, to figure out that someone close to you is nothing more than a selfish person. no matter how many times you backed them up, no matter how many times you took stood with them...only to have them spit it in your face, and maybe not directly thats the hardest part. they inadvertantly showed their true colors enough for you to finally stop biting your tongue. 2.5 years wasted on someone i thought was a brother to me....the trust will never be there and now my guard is up thankfully i kept my cool til now and wasn't as naive... so hopefully within the next 3 months or so i am planning a trip back to germany. i haven't seen my brother in like 5 or 6 years now, im hella excited about the whole idea. no need for a hotel or any of that i have family to stay with, and plenty of time then to get drunk and crazy....this fall can't come soon enough. Ok, so I've seen my share of idiotic shit posted on websites. However today someone posted this bulletin on my

Im New :)
Hello everyone just wanted to say hi... and to tell you all i am new to this! i just signed up for it lol.. and i think im addicted already LOL... if u ever want to chat add me to your list i don't bite :) hehe well maybe not hard LOL.... just thought i would say i love friends and love getting to know anyone so if u want to chat just hit me up with a comment or messege. or maybe become my fan :).. and if anyone can tell me how i can make my profile look a little better i am all up for it... this is wayyyyyy different from myspace lol.. thanks all!! Melissa

The Best
My angel in my Life makes my world So much safer when You're around and When you're laying next To me holding me tightly Thru the night to Make sure no bad Dreams wakes me up And my angel in My life saved me In so many ways That my angel makes My life complete and Without my angel in My life my world Would be nothing but Loneliness and sadness all I would do is Give up on life itself. Tammy Renee Adams Copyright 2007 This poem is to my boyfriend Jimmy Jones is such a blessing that has came into my life, and I thank God each day that I have him in my life. You're simply the best Thing that has came Into my life and Made it so much Brighter and rescued me From the darkness that I was once in From all the heartaches That was in my Heart but you're smile Is the best 'cause It lightens up my World when I wake Up next to you And seeing that angel Smile of yours that Shows me how much Love flows from your Heart and you'

In The Shower
I get home late and hear the shower running. You must have had a long day and needed let the water wash away your stress. I feel my heartbeat quicken as I think of your naked body alone in the shower. I quickly head for the bedroom and start to strip down. I don't want to miss all the nice hot water. The bathroom is so steamy, and I hear you singing. I smile to myself, thinking that soon that little song, will be your moans when my lips are wrapped around your cock. I push my skirt down and step out of it. You are still not aware of my presence. I open the door, and some steam escapes. I slip in quietly and see your nice ass facing me. I cannot help but want to touch it. I move closer to you and slide my hands around you and over the muscles in your chest. I press my body against you, my pussy against your asscheeks. My mouth kisses your spine, and you are startled a bit from my touches. You reach your hand back and feel my hair as it becomes wet and silky from the shower. Hiiiiiii

Horoscope June 24, 2007
You're feeling some qualms, and it's no wonder. You're on the threshold of a major change. Be gentle with yourself and don't try to push past this, but don't let apprehension stop you from moving forward either.

I Hate This
tired of this can't anyone make this pain go away i don't know what it is why do i feel like i'm drowning sinking in an ocean of my own tears locked in my room my own prison cell the only light comes from my computer screen and the muted television my back hurts from sleeping so much my eyes are soar from the rivers of tears constantly flowing i am thankful for my few true friends i have try to brighten up my day still can remove the pain though nothing makes it go away curled up fetus position i hold myself and ask why why does this pain come like this and from where will it ever stop and how can you tell me how to make it stop please can't anyone help me i don't want to be here alone anymore why am i always alone i just want to laugh and smile the way that i used to not a care in sight i had the world at my fingertips how did i lose that feeling will i ever have it back will the pain ever stop god i hope so i can't take much more o

Some Funny Shit
Master Card Wedding You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University . It made the local newspaper; even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's family & to especially thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party, were an envelope. He stressed that this was his gift to everyone, & asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8 x 10 glossy of his brid

Wicked Thoughts From An Evil Mind
I don't mean to be a complete fucking cunt here and I realize at one point or another we all slip up and do something stupid. Nobody's perfect. But hopefully you learn from your mistakes, or so the saying goes. Now grant it, maybe I'm a bit more "internet savvy" than a few people or maybe I actually read postings on scams, viruses, etc. instead of feeding into them. This particular gripe is for the idiots who continue to post things via bulletins, blogs, chain-emails, etc. without bothering to really look into them. Perfect example... I have a MySpace account. On said account I have an individual whom I went to school with and was somewhat friends with. She had only written to me when she first found me on MySpace. But every time I delete her non-communicating ass, she sends me numerous invites and emails. I re-add her only to find her go silent yet again. Now that isn't my gripe... okay, its "a gripe" but not "the gripe" of this post. Anyhow, this chick constantly pos

Wilder's Boring Life .....
WELL I AM NEW TO THIS SITE ..BUT I HAVE A MYPSACE AND HI5 AND 360 PAGE .BUT I GUESS IT WAS MEANT TO BE CAUSE JUST LOOK AT THE NAMES..CHERRY TAP ....WILDCHERRY! LOLOL I AM SOO BORED ALL THE TIME..BUT THIS DOES HELP ! WELL I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI TO EVERYONE AND HOPE YOUR DAY IS NOT AS BORING AS MINE! LLOLOLOLOL

Todays Theme For Me
To all my friends ~ Beleive me .. in the darkest of hours in our lives we all question ourself, our paths and our direction. I certainly have. I am extremely sappy today considering all that Taylor and my life have been through lately. This song hit me right where I needed it today and I wanted to share. This is soo true for me and I know this song has become my theme and my reality. YOU are loved too. Lets all try to be kinder and more understanding of those around us and their life struggles... Kindness truly gets your further... I am living proof Thanks for all your support. We love you and appreciate you more than you will ever know EnableContextMenu='0' Da>=utosize='true' au'1' ShowStatusBar='0' loop='true' tostart='1' src='http://www.bestvideocodes.net/bvcasx/joshgroban-youareloveddontgiveup.asx' width='300' height='260' ShowControlsisplaySize='1' pluginspage='http://www.microsoft.com/Windows/Downloads/Contents/Products/MediaPlayer/'>You Are Loved (Don't Give Up

Repost Plz!!!!!!!!
what were u to say if a woman came after u searchin almost stalkimg you, would u do her? i just wanna say thank you guys for doing what uve done especially dark witch much love to you and the others that helped me rank up and not giving me problems in the mumm thank you so mote it be i just wanna say thank you guys for doing what uve done especially dark witch much love to you and the others that helped me rank up and not giving me problems in the mumm thank you so mote it be

Test
There is at least one person on your Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this SHIT's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your Cherry Tap list that wants to do u so!!! Repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it Confederate or AmericanGREY BLOODED CONFEDERATE!Congratulations partner, you are 100% Confederate and really dislike people from the North, and the occupying US government. I urge you to remove all Yankee flags from your house and car, and replace them with Confederate flags, show your pride don't allow yourself to be reconstructed! If you live in the South great, if you don;t then move back to your true homeland, we need more people like you down here!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests fro

Driving In Nj
BASIC RULES: 1. Turn signals will give away your next move. A real NJ driver never uses them. 2. Under no circumstances should you leave a safe distance between you and the person in front of you, or the space will be filled by another driver putting you in an even more dangerous situation. 3. Crossing two or more lanes in a single lane-change is considered going with the flow. 4. The faster you drive through a red light the slimmer the chance of you getting hit. 5. NEVER EVER come to a complete stop at a stop sign. No one expects it and it will inevitably result in you getting rear ended. 6. A right lane construction closure is just a game to see how many people can cut in line by passing you on the right as you sit in the left hand lane waiting for the same assholes to squeeze back in line before hitting the construction barriers. 7. Never get in the way of an older car that needs extensive bodywork, NJ is a no fault insurance state and the other guy doesn't

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cu

My Life
my life is like a puzzle its in a bunch of different pieces which used to be together now some pieces don't fit some are missing and some are damaged beyond repair. This puzzle one day piece by piece will be put back together again for better or for worse the picture might not be the same any more like it shows on the front of the box so heres hopeing for a better picture.

Curse Of The Horror Movie Stalkers!!!
Curse of the Horror Movie Stalkers!!! ============================================= Be queit Laurie Strode, don't make a noise Michael Myers is gonna kill half of Illinios and if that Shape doesn't kill us all we'll have to wait until next fall. but in the meantime, Jason'll slit your throat in Crystal Lake, New York, or a boat or mabey Freddy will get you in your dreams and fill up Elm Street with lots of screams. don't open that box you stupid ass or Pinhead and his crew will cause a bloody mass don't say his name five times you stupid bitch or Candyman will gut you like a fish. Jigsaw has a tumour in his head but that doesn't mean he won't chain you to a bed Leatherface will cut you up inside his home like Sherrif says, meat is meat and bone is bone. don't play with Chucky he's not a nice guy call you a whore and stab you in the eye and it that falls that acid rain soon you'll be, devouring brains. Ash has a boom-stick and a saw of chain with tha

Name It
ive heard it called everything from a cookie (and another C word) a fur burger and it doesnt matter what I seem to call it I ususally end up getting bitched out or pissing someone off.so comment and tell me what do you ladies call it.

The Perfect Man
The perfect man is gentle Never cruel or mean He has a beautiful smile And keeps his face so clean. The perfect man likes children And will raise them by your side He will be a good father As well as a good husband to his bride. The perfect man loves cooking Cleaning and vacuuming too He'll do anything in his power To convey his feelings of love on you. The perfect man is sweet Writing poetry from your name He's a best friend to your mother And kisses away your pain. He never has made you cry Or hurt you In any way Oh, %*#%!@# this stupid poem The perfect man is gay

Friends (sent To Me By Blue Eyes)
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8 Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do l

Why Women Are Smarter Than Men..lol
Estate Planning 101 When Dan found out he was going to inherit a fortune when his sickly father died, he decided he needed a woman to enjoy it with. So, one evening he went to a singles bar where he spotted the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. Her natural beauty took his breath away. "I may look like just an ordinary man," he said as he walked up to her, "but in just a week or two, my father will die, and I'll inherit 20 million dollars." Impressed, the woman went home with him that evening and, three days later, she became his stepmother. Women are so much smarter than men.

Tick Removal
> Please forward to anyone with children. or hunters, etc!! thanks! > > A school nurse has written the info below -- good enough to share -- And > it really works!! > > I had a pediatrician tell me what she believes is the best way to remove > a tick. This is great, because it works in those places where it's > sometimes difficult to get to with tweezers: between toes, in the middle > of a head full of dark hair, etc. Apply a glob of liquid soap to a > cotton ball. Cover the tick with the soap-soaked cotton ball and let it > stay on the repulsive insect for a few seconds (15-20), after which the > tick will come out on it's own and be stuck to the cotton ball when you > lift it away. This technique has worked every time I've used it (and > that was frequently), and it's much less traumatic for the patient and > easier for me. Unless someone is allergic to soap, I can't see that this > would be damaging in any way. I even had my doctor's wife call me for > advice because

My Lyrics
{{{{{{{{{{ Its Easier }}}}}}}}}} ..........its easier to walk the fence than to choose.... its easier to keep on hand an excuse ..... But i dont mind ....i dont mind .... Better get off if you want ... or hang on for the ride... Its Easier to leave, behind than to stay... Its easier to curse , my god than to pray...But i dont mind..... i dont mind... Either get off while you can,... or hang on for the ride....i dont mind,... and i know ,..good advice, doesn't change ,and up hill climb,... i dont mind ,.if your heart tells you to be here...oh -no....you cant go ,...you cant try,...doesnt change the bottom line,..take your time ,... if you need to make all your "S's" clear.....Its Easier to say ,the odds are against you ,.. but whats difficult for one,..is easier for two,.. but i dont mind,.. i dont mind,.. either get off while you can ,...or hang on for the ride,.. i dont mind,... i dont mind ,....i dont mind ,.

Scratcher
I just wanted to take a minute and discuss an epidemic in the tattoo world. There was a time when there was mystery and secrecy surrounding the tattooed lifestyle. It has now become extremely mainstream and open to people from all walks of life. This is a very positive change. The world of body art has exploded with new talent. The artwork being produced today far exceeds the expectations from the pioneers of this industry. With this mainstream explosion there is inherent danger as well. There is a disease, a cancer, a lesion eating away at the fundamentals by which us fellow tattoo artists govern ourselves. This epidemic is called scratching.......Scratchers are people that have no technical knowhow in tattooing, but somehow feel that they have the right to permanently scar others. These people set up makeshift workstations in various kitchens, bathrooms and other assorted unsanitary environments. They then charge ridiculously low prices to lure unsuspecting people to be mangled by th

When You Love Someone
YOU DO EVERYTHING POSSIABLE TO MAKE THEM FEEL GOOD ABOUT THEMSELFS. I REALLY LOVE THIS GUY AND HES AMAZING BUT HE DONT SEE IT.I HAVE YET TO GET OUT THERE TO SEE HIM BUT ONE DAY I WILL AND I WILL BE SO HAPPY TO HOLD HIM IN MY ARMS FOR THE FIRST TIME>

In My Words
I dedicate this Whole page to my best friend. The Cute baby In my pictures.. he is My son.. & he is all im about.. For without him.. there Is no me.. there for... the song "somebody's Me By Enrique Iglesias Is also dedicated to this lovely angel... If you knew this baby boy.. my little prince.. you too would agree.. He is My hero.. my best friend & my son.. & HE is the greatest GUY in my life.. none can top him.. i love you Joey.. Always & forever.. My Life was empty, & I needed a guide, I needed an angel to sit by my side. Then i found you. You looked Up at me & gave me your smile.. Your eyes Were so Blue, You Gave me Hope, that the world Could Have Joy... all because I found you. Now.. as I sit here & hold You in my arms.. I know that i must keep you safe & warm. I know that heaven shined Down from the Sky So blue............ Because In that Instant ... Joey..... I found you.

Heart Of Gold
Shot at 2007-07-18 My Aunt raises weinner dogs, she had 2 puppies 6 weeks old she was giving away. She gave my oldest daughter the boy puppy. Well, that night my aunt called to inform me that her 5 month old puppy was bad sick vomiting. She ask how our puppy was doing, I told her he was acting depressed, just lying around. I ask her how the sister to my pup was doing, she said she was doing fine. I told her I would keep a check to see how much he was eating and drinking. The next morning she took her 5 month old puppy to the vet and found out it had parvovirus. the vet gave her antibiotics and told her to keep forcing him to drink gatorade. I told her to call the vet back to inform him about the two 6 weeks old puppies and ask him if he would give them some antibiotics. She did and went back to pick two bottles of antibiotics. Well in the meantime I had my puppy in a kennel by himself he was drinking water on his own but he would not eat any food. He had very loose bowl m

I Got A Mansion
I have been given a lot of gifts during my time here on Cherry Tap. Mostly for level ups.I have gotten blasts,cars,and so on. I have never gotten a mansion.Well tonight I got a mansion and I didn't do a level up or anything else to get it.Please stop by and show her some love. Stephie@ CherryTAP To show her some love back shes in a Tattoo contest so I'm asking everyone to please stop by and bomb her picture below for me.Thank you.

Why? (rant)
So I have posted my opinions about people that take car pics and pics on the phone. Here is my next rant, why do people use so much Gaussian Blurr on their pics? Do they think we cant tell? I find it funny as hell that people complain sooo much about other people being fake and yet they have to photo shop their pics before they post them! Umm we can tell that you removed the wrinkles, and if you are 50 you cant look 18 again. you cant get rid of the turkey neck, or the ugly! Congrats to all the people that stay real! BTW try cropping your dirty laundry and messy floor out of the pic. And maybe a rotate or two would help! P.S I drive to my Banks AtM machine today and it asks if I want to use English or Spanish! Umm English because this is the USA! Thinking about it more I wonder if I had selected Spanish would the machine had gave me Pesos? OK since this FUBAR change I went to leave a comment on a page and when I clicked submit I got this big page with a cartoon bouncer that a

Ay Mi Amor
¡Ah mi amor! Yo le veo en mis sueños cada vez mis ojos admiran los cielos para un sueño pacífico. Cuándo usted toma mi duerme, consigo caliente y molestado perdiendo su toque, su beso, su sonrisa. ¿Dónde fue usted? ¿Por qué aquí soy dejado soñar acerca de usted cuando tengo suerte para oír su voz en un teléfono, mientras usted está a millares de millas? Cómo sea fácil para usted estar lejos de mí y me sale aquí solo, preguntándose lo que soy supongo hacer mientras usted es ido. La manera usted haría el amor a mí y haría mi entero soy me siento que bailaba arriba en los cielos, volando con los ángeles. ¿Regresará usted a mí como el hombre que tuvo el poder de hacerme deseo al hombre que usted estuvo a mí? ¿Piensa usted que acabo de aceptar usted cuando usted regresa, después de que cómo usted me hiciera me siento después de que usted fuera sacado de mi vida? ¡Sus palabras, sus palabras dañosas que dispararon por mi total que es, y dejó el corazón quebrantado en pies! Su familia dijo que

A Bay Bay!
FOR GIRLS ONLY..How to tell if your good in bed...DAMN GIRL HE AINT LEAVING YOUWow you can work what you got under them panties... No wonder your man begs sex out of you....Give yourself a pat on the back cuz you could be a porn star...How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic uhh i been at the beach for a week.. not complaining though! i wish i was in cancun..hell even florida..but we are partying it up in gulf shores, alabama this week! i look like a damn lobster..but man have we had fun! talk about wild..we been layin out with our tops off.. got some dirty looks and ppl were bitchin talkin about callin the law..this is not a nude beach blah blah blah.. jealousy is a motherfucker! i love it! 5 hot chicks with their boobs out at the beach...thats a site.. we finally gave in and went a secluded area cuz of all the jealous bitches... i mean damn there were no kids there..whats the big deal? anyways i know im rambling.. just bored waitin on everyone to get outta th

When I Woke This Morning
when i woke in the morning, my heart was churning, for i was alone, my passions were burning, my heart was yearning, to find true love, as beautiful as a white dove, flying in the sky above, wondering why, myself as a guy, never finds true love, so now my heart weep, my feelings feel so cheap, who would want to be with me, then you came, and open my eyes, let me see the things hidden inside, you made me realize, love is what you make it, you can try to fake it, that would be wrong, but never this song, the song i hear, when you get near, when we talked i felt good, should i be happy or sad, feel good or bad, knowing i can have you, and all the other guys will be blue, here is my heart, hold it if you can, for in truely a unique man...........

Prodigal Son
Prodigal Son By Anthony Hunt You're both so very proud of me Why? Why? Is it because I'm willing to Die? Die? Your expectations make me want to Cry. Cry. How well I am, yeah that's all just a Lie. Lie. UI've been the smart, kind, talented son for so long. But what breaks me is makin' you see I too can be wrong. I'm not your prodigal son, I'm sorry. Much as you think I am. Didn't enlist for some greater good, I'm sorry. College money was always the plan. Don't succeed in every facet of life, I'm sorry. I just get by when I can. I'm not this angel you see, I'm sorry. Unltimately I'm only a man. An average joe, no less, no More. More No hero to this world did my mother Bore. Bore Mediocrity lies within my Core. Core. When I fall will you show me the Door. Door. You see your love as support, I see it as a burden. I'm so scared to let you down, affection is disturbin'. I'm not your prodigal son, I'm sorry. Much as you think I am. Didn't

8 Words With 2 Meanings
A stranger was seated next to a little girl on the airplane, when the stranger turned to her and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger." The little girl, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and said to the stranger, "What would you like to talk about?" Oh, I don't know," said the stranger. "How about nuclear power?" "OK," she said. "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat grass, the same stuff. Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is?" The stranger thinks about it and says, "Hmmm, I have n

Random Thoughts
OK i am so pissed right now.A couple people on here know that i work at a gas station. Why do people insist on pumping gas and not paying for that shit???????? I understand that they want to move out of the way so that others can get gas as well but you know if you can pump your gas and get in your car and forget to pay for it as your moving out of the way your a asshole. Why do people just not feel like they have to pay for it. People like me get shit from the streo becasue there ass was not wanting to pay for it. Now let me see . Do i get a write up becasue i have a 27.00 gas drive off or do i just pay the 27.00 and say the write up?? either way i think about it ifeel like i am being screwed , and this is the kind where i am not enjoying it.PEOPLE PAY FOR YOUR SHIT PLEASE!! why are people fake?why do people have to be something they are not? Why do they feel they have to play this game with me? Do they think i have that kinda time to play with?Why do they waste there time saying th

I Am Sooooo Pisssed!!!!!!
.......NOW that I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION......LOL...:P :P :O :O This girl is such a wonderful sweeeeet gal.... Sexy as hell. And %100 real and beautiful..... She could sure use some new wonderful friends and family right now.... She is thinking about leaving FUBAr and I dont want her to go.... Please add her FAN her RATE her....... And let her know she is loved and to stay!!!!!! She returns all love right back at ya.... And loves to conversate...... PLease click on her pic or link.... Tell her ....... Midnight Zombie Girl sent you .............. :0) Please click on her pic down below... Or the link.... Thankies... :) Much love.. :) http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=336666&albumid=0&i=3014836294 [ fubar.com photo: 3014836294 ]

Ashes To Ashes, Dust To Dust
so i just got back from canada and every one there is stuck up about americans- reason= all they get is pretty much american tv, have you ever watched south park, we make fun of them it, plus they really dont have any canadan movies just all american movies so every thing we say about them and make fun of them about on tv goes stright to them to. on the other hand if it wasint for us (americans) they would have much shit at all, all they would really have is there hokey shows lol

Ct Management
With Scrapper's new rules about banning people for marking their own Mumms as NSFW to avoid them being reported by the assholes that are just marking certain peoples mumms for no reason we need to teach Scrapper and company that its bad business to piss off the customers. So this is what I propose of all mummers.... 1. Do not post mumms. 2. Do not comment mumms. 3. Mark any and all mumms as NSFW that aren't already marked. If those of us that bash and have witty comments for everyone that entertains the masses just quit doing it then the mumms will become so boring that even the noobs will quit going in them. Let them see what the mumms are like without the ones that made the mumms what they are. Now repost this shit and get the word out so we can take back OUR mumms. There was a time, I adored this site--- I do not understand why the porno stars can post half naked pics and yet certain people are blocked from making mumms. I, Sheri, will not put anymore money into this si

Life....
Ive been havin a lot of pent up feelings lately n dont really know what to do with them, so a friend of mine said write them down...so here goes! my life this past month or so has been a whirl wind of emotions from beyond angry to depressed. I don't understand whu thoes closest to you and who you love the most have to hurt you! I can honestly say im not confused anymore!! He left his family for my best friend (ex) yet again. I feel sooo stupid for not listenin to my insides when we got back together, i knew it n i still went back. i thot he was what i wanted, don't get me wrong i do love him and always will but i can't go thru that again, and now that i have a son with him he will never be completly out of my life! they can't seem to leave me out of their drama either. Ya c she has (or had) a boyfriend and last weekend threatened my exes life cause she lied to him yet again about what was going on. so that means everytime he leaves with our son i gotta wonder if that will be t

Wooo-hooo!!!!!
WOOO-HOOO!!! I got the job!!! This is the best news I've received in I don't know how long. This is going to enable me to do what I've been wanting and needing to do for a very long time. My life is about to change and nothing or no one is going to stand in my way. It's time to make myself happy and I'm on my way baby!!!

A Lil Over 6900 Behind
THIS ENDS TODAY Aug 5th @ 5pm(PST) 7PM(CST) 8PM(EST) THIS IS FOR A HAPPY HOUR GUYS!! I WOULD LIKE TO ASK THE 3000+ PPL ON MY FRIENDS LIST TO PLZ LEAVE JUST 10 COMMENTS!! THAT WOULD BE OVER 30,000 COMMENTS! JUST 10 IS ALL I'M ASKIN OR JUST AT LEAST RATE THE PIC IF U DON'T HAVE TIME 4 THAT PURDY PLZ! Most comments & rates at the end of the contest wins. Each pic rate will count as 1 comment so plz rate if nothing else. 1st Place: Happy Hour 2nd Place: 7 day blast or Month Vic 3rd Place: 3 day blast You must rate, fan & be on his friends list to comment in this contest... »†HøHå§« Here's my link to the contest... H♥llieH♥ttie™{President of I.A.R. Bombsquad} That is all Thank You :)

Rating's
YOU KNOW I COME ON HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS, I GO OUT OF MY WAY TO RATE EVERYONE A 10 JUST LIKE I WANT PEOPLE TO RATE ME. THEN YOU GET SOME DUMB-ASS THAT CAN'T READ WHAT YOU PUT ON YOUR PROFILE ABOUT RATING YOUR PROFILE....I TRY TO TREAT EVERYONE AS I WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED............BUT OF COURSE YOU GET SOME PEOPLE THAT LIKE TO BE ASSES. I LOOK AT IT THIS WAY IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT I PUT ON MY PROFILE OR YOU DON'T LIKE MY PICS,,,,,,,,MOVE ON,,,,DON'T RATE ME AT ALL, BE BOTH GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THEN DOWNRATE SOMEONE, I KNOW I'M NOT BEAUTIFUL, I'LL BE THE FIRST ONE TO TELL YOU THAT, I'M NOT ON HERE TO SCORE A WHOLE BUNCH OF POINT, I'M ON HERE TO HAVE SOME FUN AND MEET PEOPLE, AND I HAVE MET ALOT OF VERY NICE PEOPLE THAT HAVE HELP ME GET TO MY PRESENT LEVEL, THANK YOU ALL. IT JUST PISS'S ME OFF SOMETHING TERRIBLE WHEN YOU GET PEOPLE THAT COME ON YOUR PROFILE AND RATE YOU 1, 2, 3'S OR 4'S...........KEEP YOUR DAMN POINTS, I DON'T NEED EM..................

Wow What A Life!
Well, I have a very active life! I take care of my 3 kids and my 2 foster children! It is hard dealing with abused children, but they deserve love, compassion, understanding and caring! They deserve the chance to have a safe and healthy life. I have a 7 month old baby in my care that has had such a hard little life in such a short time span. It was hard to go to a hospital to get him, and a see the hurt and mistrust, the fear and the damage! I could see the external things, be told of the internal things, but being with him day in and day out, I was able to feel his pain. He was afraid to cry, afraid to sleep, eating very little. But with alot of love and care he is growing, sleeping and he actually smiles, and laughs, he like to play and crawl, get into my movies, and know that he isnt going to be beaten for it. Or starved for crying! In the 2 months he has been with me he has gain almost 8 pounds, and is crawl, trying to walk and being a baby! It is great and it makes me f

Patriotism
Patriotism what does it mean? Is patriotism to support war? To support higher taxes? or is to support budget cuts? Cuts for medicaid and schools? Do we have to be patrotic? Why must me support selfish, rich men? and support leaders that lead us to death? The rich get richer and the poor get poorer Where in the constitution does it allow that? When did the president get so much power? Our lives are in his hands We can lose everything in an instant But we still support these men While we struggle to eat and survive Our leaders stuff their faces FREEDOM!!What freedom? freedom to starve freedom to be hurt freedom to be denied because of no insurence freedom to be taken from your family freedom to be killed freedom to talk when you don't say to much freedom to supprt moneyt hungry pigs freedom to die wait! thats not a freedom I will be a patriot and you can have everything i have I will s

A Few Poems By Me
REALITY There is no silver lining The rainbow pot is empty There are no guardian angels To spread their wings over me There is no lucky clover The rabbit foot is a myth The only reality Is the reality of your kiss And that is not forth coming No offer has been made And as the season change So my chances start to fade No blues will be washed away By poem or a song And the road to happiness Is way way too long So the only reality left For me to consider and ponder Is the reality that alone I shall wonder FOR SALE A little girl out on the street Waistband for a skirt Makeup on far too deep All set up to flirt The vendor of this little girl The man who gets the cash Asks her to give a twirl Before he pimps her ass Its a cold wet night little girl Does it help to numb the pain But i guess no one sees the tears little girl When you are crying in the rain A car slows down he takes a look A pleasing smile appears Blue flashing lights, "what the f...

Things I Write
From the dark of the night I hear, Your call as you draw near. I open the window and await, The arrival of my dark mate. Yours is the beauty of the night, I'm just a moth trapped by your light. I want you as my dark knight, and for that I gladly sacrifice my life. Into my neck your fangs you sink, And of my blood you deeply drink, As you take what you need to live, Your own blood to me you freely give. When the last human in me does expire, and into darkness I am born Vampire. Children of the night we'll be, You, My love and me. With hunger for the blood we need, Together we will hunt and feed. For our own selfish sake, The life's of innocents we must take. And when in Tomb from daylight we do hide, I will lie contented at your side. and with a shroud used as a cover, I'll lay down with my DARK LOVER. You know it's really hard when people judge you before they even get to know you... But what's worse is when your own family judges you. They say famil

To Only My Real Fans...
I HAVE SOME GOOD NEWS... I HAVE SIGNED A NEW DEAL, AND MORE MUSIC WILL BE AVAILABLE, WITH THIS DEAL HAS COME A NEW MUSIC PAGE WIT GIVEAWAYS, AND PROMOTIONS AS WELL... IF YOU WANT TO BE A REAL PART OF THE FUN JOIN MY SITE, AND SHOW SUM LOVE.... JUST THINK ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS VISIT THE PAGE A FEW TIMES A DAY AND LISTEN... AND TELL A FREIND TO HIS OR HER FREINDS... THANKS A MILLION IF YOU AINT SEEN THE STANG CLOTHING LINE, YOU ARE SLIPPEN BIG TIME, FOR ALL MY SEXY LADIES WHO WANNA LOOK GOOD, YOU BETTER GO GRAB SOME STANG GEAR!!! JUST CLICK THE PIC TO SEE WHAT STANG HAS TO OFFER!!! (repost of original by 'King Nazerene "Da Bluntman"' on '2007-08-17 10:10:01') (repost of original by 'GREEK AND ITALIAN PRINCESS*FU BAD BITCH*(in training)~* HOTT N FIERY DANCER @ THE UNDERGROUND **GA' on '2007-08-17 10:16:30')

~"your Awakenig"~
"A time comes in your life when you finally get it"…. When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cried out- ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awkening. You realize that its time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Chraming and you are not cinderella and that in the real world there arent always fairy tale endings(or beginnings for that matter) and the guarantee of “happily ever after” must begin with you and in the process of a sense of serenity is born acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not

9 Words Woman Love To Use
9 Words Women Use 1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is on e of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding

Lets Show Them Some Love
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=884347&i=3779145427 Please go here and leave at least a vote they can win by most votes or comments.This is a contest for best friends and these two are the closest I have seen!!!!!!!! VOTE COMMENT !!!!!! We have several contest going on in a small family so reaching out to all.We have ashleys who was first among several still going but this one here is on a time the reason I am posting it now.I am trying to sort thru them the best I can by the limits they have on them.So also all family members please understand we are getting to all these.Family members who aren't helping please do so.

Join The Lounge
OK ALL THIS LOUNGE IS MADE AND RDY FOR DA FAM TA COME UP IN N MAKE IT THEIR HOME SO COMMON IN N KICK IT WID ALL DA FAM MCL MADD LOVE FOR ALL DA FAM HERES DA LINK http://www.fubar.com/lounge.php?l=9761 Welcome To The Wicked Klown Juggaloz Dark Lounge In Here Its Always A Mini Gathering And Once You Join Up Your Family To EveryOne Here MCL To All The Los N Lettes, Scroll All The Way Down For The Chat! And Show Nothing But Respect For The Family And The Mods Because You Will Be Banned If You Dont! AND ITS MEMBERS ONLY IF UR NOT SUBSCRIBED WITHIN AN HOUR OF BEING IN YOU WILL BE BANNED

Contest Grrr
ok im hopeing i have this right... this is her link rate,fan,add to comment the shit out of me lol ooh i was told if i dont win... well forget wat i was told lol *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY CLUB*@ fubar ok i hope this all works but i think this is it and NO cheating...of course we have no cheaters as my friends lol thanks.... tongue....

Albert Einstein
Albert Einstein was born on March 14,1879 in Ulm, Wurttemberg,Germany. He died April 18 1955 in Princeton,NJ. When Einstein was five years old his father showed him a compass.He was very impressed by the behavior of the needle of the compass,which kept pointing in the same direction no matter which way the compass was turned. He later said he felt that "Something deeply hidden had to be behind things". http://hubpages.com/hub/Albert_Einstein7

The Perfect Friend?
THE PERFECT FRIEND I thought I had found the perfect friend, But it took a very short time for that to end, I thought there was hope left in my life, But as it turns out, it was only added strife, I thought for once I had done something right, But I quickly corrected that oversight, I thought I wasn’t useless or a bore, But I was all that and even more, I thought there was a purpose to my days, But that was only a very short phase, I thought you weren’t like all the rest, But like those before, you failed the test, I thought you would stay with me, at least for a bit, But you decided it was better just to quit, I thought life was worth living for a moment in time, But the life I wanted could never be mine, I thought the hunger inside had been fed, But now I know, I was just being misled.

Sometimes,i Am Just Not Suprised
WHO ARE YOU?? ARE YOU CONTENT WITH YOURSELF? I AM! I KNOW WHO I AM! I KNOW WHAT I BELIEVE IN! I KNOW WHAT I STAND FOR! DO NOT JUDGE ME DO NOT THINK YOU KNOW ME YOU ARE NOT ANY BETTER THAN I AS I MAY SURELY NOT BE ANY BETTER THAN YOU FOR A FACT I KNOW THAT WHAT I FEEL AND ACT ON IS TRUE I AM TRUE TO MYSELF REGARDLESS OF WHAT OTHERS THINK OR SAY NO I DO NOT HATE .. I PURELY LOVE I LOVE MY RACE I LOVE MY FAMILY I LOVE MYSELF AND ALL THAT I AM I LOVE MY TRUE BROTHERS AND SISTERS I LOVE FREE THINKERS .. HAVE AN OPEN MIND I DO THINK FOR YOURSELF I DO IT FEELS GREAT SOME PEOPLE SHOULD REALLY TRY IT ALTHOUGH SAD THAT IT IS SOME PEOPLE WILL ALWAYS BE SHEEP 14 XX JULIA

A Litt Bit Of Some Thizzle
i as i start to begin its a good day in so cali it a nice sunny fuckin day as i lay in bed just get up to start my day,let me say stop mutha fucken hating u fucken gay ass muthafucker as i put a 9mm down ur throat beg me to dont pull the muthafucken trigger,so dont mess with the muthaficken stunnas with there gold grills and diamond on there necks as started out as a young g and growin up in the hoog of southern cali wheres it nice all year around and the females are banging and the boyz gang banging slangin rocks maknig our pockets phat with our wrist on rock and ears are frozzen up,and our grills coming up

I Hate This!
I hate this new profile page my codes that I put in don't show the pics that I have selected all it shows is the codes WTF is wrong with this shit? I want it to go back to the way it was for christ sakes this really blows!

Drunk And Bored
im jsut kinda sittin here at my friend eugenes cp a little buzzed still from like 2 mikes hards, two shots of sky melon, and some bacardisilver strwaberyr stuff. im sure compared to some of yalls drinking abilityds thats is not alot but whatever. im kinda bored but im talkin to people on yahoo im. someone talk to me. add me if u like. dont if ur a douche. rockinrob88@yahoo.com

My Contest Standings!!!!
I want to thank all the people who have taken time out of their busy schedules to vote on my contest picture. It really meant alot to me for all of you to come and show me luv that way! I still need your help. The contest ends on Sept 6th at 10:30pm est. There seems to be a large gap between me in 4th and someone else in 3rd. I really need your help to close this gap. If you know anyone who is willing to help then I would greatly appreciate it! just click below to get to the page. thanks again. hugz, Nichole. These are the most recent standings. Here are the current standings as of 1:30PM 09-01-2007 Wow, Its still a close race Name Comments 1 lil devil 21520 2 j-roxxx 21163 3 Raema aka .:TITS:. 9901 4 Nichole~Top Notch Glamour Chick 7668

Smart Ass Answers
California vs West-by God-Virginia Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from West Virginia came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. Just read all of it! This is GREAT ! ! lol CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" - Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like - Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal - We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. - I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! - All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, t

On The Verge Of Extinction.....
Last night was "Guys Night Out". Like every other guys night out we were in rare form. We chose to go to one of our favorite Wednesday Night "Watering Holes". As the night progressed, we decided to go to the dance side of the club. When we walked into the room a friend of mine saw his CURRENT girlfriend with her ex dude. Of course. it got a little chaotic. After a lot of screaming and yelling we finally got him out of the bar. We all went out to eat afterwards to try and calm him down. He then proceeded to tell us about how she said that her ex treated her like shit and how he use to hit on her. This baffled me. Why would a woman want to be with a guy who treats her like shit instead of a guy who treats her the way she wants to be treated? Then, I got to thinking some more. I've been through a similar situation and it doesn't make any since. I always hear women ask why aren't there any good men left. The answer to this is because certain women (NOT ALL) make good men go bad. My friend

So True
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one more minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Or say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know . And so,

Please Vote
you're prequalified for 1 survey! These dumbassholes ask me twice three times a day... what a dumb fuck. repet WHAT A DUMB FUCK. I did a survey. added all the PERSONAL info... within a day or so I lost my Yahoo email account plus all my contacts on yahoo messenger.... I have talked with others that the same thing happened to..... DO YOU REALLY TRUST OTHERS THAT HAVE THE "KEYS" TO THIS SITE ? STOP ASKING ME FOR ANYTHING YOU MOTHER FUCKERS NSFW PICTURES ARE MARED UNFAIRLY.... WE ALL KNOW THIS. ME IS SHORTS IN A CHAIR IS NSFW ! A WOMAN IN PANTIES, BRAS, STRING THONGS IS NOT NSFW....! GIVE ME A BREAK. MY ASS IS NICE TOO YOU PREPIE PERV'S... IT IS TIME TO CLEAR THE BULLSHIT AND MAKE IT FAIR 100% ACROSS THE BOARD. BY THE WAY DO I HAVE A BAD UGLY ASS ? IF SO F U bar

Help Me Lvl
I only have 2516 points to go pass the word around to help me lvl fan me rate me add me and rate the stash i help everyone time to help me ty all later Hay all help me lvl i am 9,000 away from my next lvl I have put new pics up and for mr to add more i need another lvl and i can add the new shop pics up so take part and help i take part and help all of you share the love and return the favor ty the mighty tattman Hay everyone show the love and help a guy out. Rate me, fan me, add me, salute me, Help me level please all stop by and show the love

I Am An Optical Illusion
I am an Optical Illusion... You perceive me many different ways, but you'll never figure me out. When you think I you have I will have changed. I'm deep I consume your mind. I'm also quiet and suttle, someone you can lose yourself in. I'm soothing yet confusing. I appear to be moving, yet are still. I am an Optical Illusion. By: Lucky to be Irish

Finding Nowhere
this a letter from a friend of mines band!! PLEASE help them out and go vote for them!!! they are awesome!!! Guys we have entered a contest called the Best Band in Denver. This could be a huge opportunity for us. We are competing against 200 or so local acts. The way the whole deal works is that all the songs entered can be found on www.kbpi.com just click the best band in denver link. You will here a bunch of bullshit hardcore and really lame metal acts as well as a few good bands. We happen to be one of the few good bands but need your support. Fans can listen to the music and after registering YOU can vote for who makes it to the Battle. The top 18 acts, thats the 18 bands with the most votes, get to play in a battle of the bands here in denver. WE NEED YOU, YOUR FRIENDS, YOUR FAMILY, YOUR DOG, EVEN PEOPLE YOU LOATH to help us out. Please help make our dreams a reality, Vote for The Moment by finding nowhere. FN

Peanuts
If you have never checked out Jeff Dunham, please do so in my following blogs. He is a ventriloquest and you will crack yourself up watching these videos of him and his "friends". A friend of mine introduced me to all of them on YouTube last week and I thought I would share them. :D Here goes...

Amazing Truth~~
Dearest Friends The Most Selfish " 1 " letter word. " I " ---> Avoid It The Most Satisfying " 2 " letter words. " We " ---> Use It.. The Most Poisonous " 3 " letter word. " Ego" ---> Kill It.. The Most Used " 4 " letter word. " LOVE " --> Value It. The Pleasing " 5 " letter words. " SMILE " -->Keep It. The Fastest Spreading " 6 " letter word. " RUMOUR " --> Ignore it.. The Hardest working " 7 " Letter Word. "SUCCESS " --> Achieve it.. The Most enviable " 8 " letter word. " JEALOUSY " --> distance It.. The Most Powerful " 9 " word letter word. " KNOWLEDGE " --> Acquire It. The Most essential " 10 " letter word " CONFIDENCE " -- > "Trutst It.

Pink Dog
> Hope you can send the pink dog back to ME! > > Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two > > 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when >I am with you. > > 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won\'t make >you cry. > > 3. Just because someone doesn\'t love you the way you want them to, >doesn\'t mean they don\'t love you with all they have. > > 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your >heart. > > 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them >knowing you can\'t have them. > > 6 Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is >falling in love with your smile. > > 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be >the world. > > 8. Don\'t waste your time on a man/woman, who isn\'t willing to waste >their time on you. > > 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wro

The Murder Session
liars. what are their purpose? why do we lie? is it because of fear? greed? anger? perhaps it is all of the above. we generally do not do it without a cause. nor do we consider all of the effects it will have on those around us. and if we do consider it, it is usually only to see what damage we can do. but lets say that human kind was to take a second and consider the negative effects of a lie. it destroys the trust someone has in you. there is no real motive behind this, other than to help people understand the effects of a lie. it demolishes trust. i hope after reading this you at least consider telling the truth. sacrifice for gain.

My Words For How I Feel
The way I feel right now I don't think that I can be the person that you need. Maybe you were right where you need to be. You need to be with someone that can love you for who you are and give you the love that you need. You don't need someone like me to drag you down. I wish that things work out for the best. I don't think the love we had wasn't good enough for you. You deserve better than me. I know that's not what you wanted to hear from me, but it's true. I don't blame you for anything. It's all my fault. You can say sorry all you want and that's fine, but you didn't do anything wrong. But just remember that if you ever need anything, that I'm here for you. I'll always be your friend even thoughthat is something that you think won't work out. I'm sure that it can and will. I'll do everything that I can to make sure that this friendship works out the way it should. I do have a spot in my heart for you and I always will. I'm sure that we'll think about each other every once in a whi

My Poem. My Lover At My Door
I wasn't surprised that night when I heard the knock on my door. I knew it was you before I asked who it was and the sound of your deep, smooth voice answered " its me baby." I wasn't the slightest surprised when you walked through my door kissed me on the cheek and walked straight to my room. And I walk behind you almost hypnotised by the smell of you cologne. And its weird because you wear that same cologne all the time, but its like I smell it for the first time every time your here. And I wasn't surprised when you sat on the right side of the bed and lit the scented candles on the night stand and the smell of strawberry's filled the room. I'm still standing in the door way watching your every move thinking how sexy you look in the candle lit room. And then you look at me with those light brown eyes, full of life and passion, I am almost taken aback by the intensity of your stare. But I'm not surprised by the way you look at me, for you look at me like that ever

Wanna Help More?
Hey guys, i know alot of you did me a kickass favor last night helping me level :) alot of you rated EVERYTHING!!! lol, you soooo rock :) if you're still wondering about other ways to help me there's still a few left :) 1. the real $$ ways - tickers, blasts, happy hours 2. the fake money ways - single tickers 3. the no money ways: 3a. link me to your profile, using either the code provided when you click "link this profile" or asking me for the code to use a larger pic to do so... 3b. Make Bullitens/Blog posts linking me in them :p the more people that find me, the better :) use anything you have! ok so it's all shameless begging, but i love finding new people, and hey! you all got to perv my NSFW's, why not share the fun ;) Much Love, Sin

A Marines Tale
He's recieved the highest commendations for Bravery. Countless decorations for Honor and Selflessness. But his achievments reach far beyond waht any medal could ever hope to commemorate.For the Men and Women of the U.S. Military, He is a human embodiment of possibility, The last Spartan standing against an angry tide of enemies.This Strength of Spirit is forced through his Legend. Tales rife with Sacrafice and Courage, Tales that Grow, Flourish, and Inspire. And while he shapes his own History, He in turn shapes the History of all who follow. For no matter what Horrors are released upon the day, They can not match the reply of Soldiers Emboldened with his Spirit. He is a Marine. A HERO NEED NOT SPEAK. WHEN HE/SHE IS GONE, THE WORLD WILL SPEAK FOR HIM/HER.

Internet Coaching
The Key To A Successful Online Business The Key To A Successful Online Business I know you may be thinking to yourself that having your very own online business sounds good and all of that, but you lack the web design skills and marketing experience to be a success. And to that, I, your internet coach, say: So what if you have no technical skills - It doesn't matter So what if you know nothing about online marketing - I'll teach you So what if you don't have thousands of dollars saved to start your business - You don't need much So what if what you're doing right now has nothing to do with working from a computer - It's so easy that even a third-grader can catch on So what if your friends and family think working for yourself is a crazy idea - Let them stay broke all of their lives while you retire 10-20 years before they do I say "so what" to all of this, because with me providing you internet coaching, none of it matters! You've relied upon someone else to supply you with

Music
I heard on XM yesterday that Nine Inch Nails has released thier new cd "The Slip" as a free download fron thier website. If you are interested check it out. http://www.nin.com/ Tell me what you think of it. The new CD by Korn is pretty good, but as usual I'm confused......I can't figure out if it is self-titled or if it's titled "Untitled". The new CD by Linkin Park "Minutes to Midnight" is a mellow one. With the 3rd track "Leave out all the rest" pretty much setting the tone for other songs as well. "I bleed it out" is the reason I bought it, and I gotta say I'm happy with it, when I'm in a writting mood.....lol Metallica fans can sigh in relief for a while. The new album "Death Magnetic" has been released. No more crap like the shit that came from the last album. This time the four horsemen have returned with much heavier and faster riffs. The track "All nightmare long" is one of my favs on the cd, but damn near all of them have a much better "METAL UP YOUR ASS!!!"

Poems
Where am I?? I do not know, I do everything the same, But I don't know where I am. I don't know where I am because, I don't know who I am. I am a girl, Going through High School. No place in this world, But I change so much here. Who am I??? Where am I??? Who are you???

Ladies Room
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stance." To ta

Sweetthing
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Never argue with a stupid person...they bring you down to their level...then defeat you with experience!