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What are you waiting for?
I don't sleep much anymore, when I do its either nightmares, or visions of you. To me, having you in my dreams is the same as having a nightmare. Cause when I wake, you're not in my arms. Who are you? My guiding star that keeps me moving forward? I yearn to finally feel you under my fingers, to have your scent fill my senses...
I grin at the prospect of your image, I anticipate the embrace we'll have. Will the dance last a lifetime, or will it end the moment we touch? Grasping to know the answer, I believe, is what drives my dreams to you. Or would it be why the images turn to hell?
At my behest, I would call upon hell itself to a battle, to know where my nightmares no longer plague me, where I know who you are...I would fight with my soul, to see my dreams become heaven.
The way I ponder the outcome is far beyond logical reach; and when reality comes into focus, my perspective is clear....
This life has been betwixed, death can be the sweetest escape from a torment far worse than an eternity in hell created.
My rage...
Is like the waking of a demon
My rage..
Is always waiting to be unleashed
Barely an ounce of time to breath, I feel it consume my conscious, a total loss of control
Just want
Just want to see it all die and decay, this world is better off suffering from such hate. Don't think you'll survive this fall out; don't assume you can escape!
Just want
Just want to see it all destroyed and stripped away.
How does it feel to see life slip away, blinked out from existence, no more morning dew, no more of the suns rays
Would it have been any other way?
Would you have been any other way?
Killed off the weak, ripped their souls out as a darkness consumes everything. Bleak and destitute, these mortals hear the deafening cries. The demons shows it's fangs, oh how it does despise the very nature of your being, it's all about death, blood red is all it's seeing.
Just want
Just want to see it all destroyed and stripped away.
How can you think that the mortal soul...
Can't be taken away?
Forged in the fires of hell, sent to be the embodiment created by man, this demon in human form...
What an abysmal presence on display.
Take my hand...
Before I walk away
Take my hand...
Before I throw this all away
No longer willing to wait, I feel my time has come, I've gone and sealed my fate. This nightmare, this lie known as life..
I've given it one last thought, and I can't see myself here.
You can't tell me, that things aren't so great. Thats just your perception and I'm so tired of believing in everyone else's deception.
Take my hand...
Before I walk away
Take my hand
Before I throw this all away.
Such perfect chaos, its spiraling out of control. I've become a pessimist, a ticking time bomb waiting to explode.
There's nothing left, nothing I feel. I await the darkness to appear and set myself free from this soul.
Take my hand...
Show me why I need to stay
Take my hand...
I'm throwing this all away
Don't take my hand...
I've walked away
Don't take my hand...
It's already too late.
I know where I stand,
I know where I stand
I...KNOW...WHERE...I...STAND
Well...Where do you stand?
My chest is heaving as I'm breathing
- heavy thoughts out -
and I scream my anger to skies, my pain, this shits inside my brain and I swear I can't take the strain.
A never ending rain drowning me, slain. Shift the lane and see
- the derranged mess that got up -
to take over the rest.
Vestibule is no longer a word where the personalities revolve faster as the door keeps spinning and each new grinning face is at a different pace and each one is laced with the knowledge of being able to see right through you.
I'm standing here with my head in my hands
- these tears are falling -
but they flow with the viscosity of blood and its a flood each time the knife falls to my skin. If you were where I stood, then things would be good, but like the hangman
- you wear a hood -
to disguise how you never wanted to care that deeply for a friend you thought was mentally abused.
You're unable to tell me where you stand
- cause you rather ignore -
the symptoms you see then face the cause, which is me. So my emotions? I crimped em off
-from you ever seeing -
a side of me you thought was worth the time.
Here's something to believe..
I know where I stand,
I know where I stand.
Do you know where you stand?
Eradicate
Eviscerate
Eradicate
Eviscerate
Here comes the firing squad, here comes the death reapers..they want us dead, a bullet in the head...
Our only chance at survival is fighting back
ATTACK
No more slack to give them, taking over the streets once again. One by one...Mass graves for you my friend
Viciously, methodically we hunt them down, take off their heads. Their screams bring more, the streets run red.
Bodies begin to pile up, the slaughtered faces...gruesome, grotesque.
The smell of rot infests once more, from all these bodies laying on the floor. Echoes of bullets hitting the whores. Families dead, the executioners axe dulls with each new mind striped of its right to exist. Walled in, with no way out..the door is sealed...deafening cries of those who resist.
Eradicate
Eviscerate
Eradicate
Eviscerate
The ones with guts are the ones with them spilled to the floor...
Another body, more food for the plague rats.
Carrion now, maggots and flies will feast.
Armageddon will fall upon all, no human rebirth...
The fault lies with ignorance..Killed the bliss, mindless prey. The strongest will retain life even in this new hell. The weak will die off in herds, precious resources will be traded in exchange for higher demands.
Eradicate
The ones who would harm you..
Eviscerate
Any memory of your enemies.
Eradicate
The pawns of the true betrayers
Eviscerate
The Betrayers life...
I write all my rage on this page, its insane.
Wish I could slit my wrists but I'd rather bleed for days.
Sadomasochistic, logical, methodical, intelligent
-and just a bit deranged.-
The only pain I wanna feel rearranged.
So the blade seeks another dance, the devil, silver tongued, laced.
Wanting to feel something else when she's placed...
-Let the Blood flow-
Feel like I was born just to die alone
So I turned my heart to stone
Maybe I've gone too far?
Can't stand the way I let my life get this way
Dismal, fucking dismay is my daily
Breathing cause I can't stop
-The Machine just keeps going-
-Broken down, or not, it keeps going-
I just want to break down and never be fixed
Throw me away, replace me, and forgotten about
....just one time, i need to get it off my chest, this drama and the karma i'm recieving is so decieving and you best be believing, i wont be leaving...this life is the path and my wrath is worse then an acid bath yes a maniacal laugh will be heard and its so damn absurd you just won’t take the hint.
I just want you gone from my life whether you are dead or on another continent. You took from me something so damn pure, something so damn right and now I just can’t put up the fight…There is nothing I can do anymore, I will be gone, but only from you.
Would you rather me stay and play this ridiculous song and dance, No I won’t state and its set to the slate this is me, this is how I operate. So now I need you to co-operate, sedate the patient and prep the plane, this mundane life is so filled with strife bugging out cutting myself with a knife, yeah it gunna be alright, or so they say, but hey its ok, I’ll struggle on for another day.
I just want you gone from my life whether you die, or just take a plane and fly by, waving bye-bye. You took from me something I needed and got in return a patience so receded, and temper so flared you were unprepared and unaware of the chaos you unleashed.
I don’t want it no more, its over, a bore. I’m angered, abhorred by your presence and the present time and situation you make me want to keep regurgitating bile thats so vile, not even a dog would lick it up. Up up and away is it superman, or is it a plane? Oh damn it’s a flying mistake! Now that I’m awake from this nightmare, my heart you wont take. Flake you out of my life for good.
Just be gone from my life, whether you die in a plane crash, just sailed away, or amtraked your way to the other side of the world. You can never again take from me the one thing you were supposed to hold so dear.
I don’t regret you in my life..I just regret the day I met you
Looking back on the regrets(though never spoken) with second takes
Standing alone with a crowd surrounding him with tears and smiles
30 years old, still making childish mistakes
This was a journey he pondered never walked before, still many miles
His hands been outstretched for a long, long while
All thats left is waiting, wondering when his will break
Now he's all alone, still trying to figure out what it takes
Thought there'd come a time when happiness would enter his life
Still each day his head buries between his hands so full of strife
Looking between his fingers , the only thing he sees is a knife
What people hear now is a death march played by fife.
When you walked into his life, he couldn't see it
Between longing for your heart, his stopped beating to its own rhythm
The schism that unfolds horror to him, maybe, who knows
No one asked him, those that did-didn't care enough, even though
Tough he remained, his will and spirits feeling the strain
Derranged towards the end-send a dozen roses to the names listed
He's alone, figured out what it takes
Finally found the happiness enter his life
He moved away, it took all the pain away
Loathsome no more, no more fucking strife..
Looking in the mirror, the only image-The blood and the knife
He could not bare the stress anymore, No more, Endless night...
I couldn't tell you why he did it
I never knew him well
I'm sorry to see another life go-Another star dies in the sky and with
every word I cry, written, are the cries of a man conflicted
Bitten, cursed and this verse-this entire burst is from the heart....
Bring down the veil...this is my life in part.
