Fubar Blogs 3

Heisman
I just want to give a shout out to Troy Smith and The Ohio State University for an awesome season and to all the Buckeye haters...a big Fuck You. We got the Heisman and we are gonna take the National Championship too. GO BUCKS!!!

Contests
CUTEST MOMMY & SON OR DADDY AND DAUGHTER PIC CONTEST! I am taking entries for both of these contests! You may enter both contests but you can't enter more than one pic in each. 1. NO HARASSING the other contestants otherwise you will be booted IMMEDIATELY! 2. IF you have nothing good to say....then say NOTHING AT ALL!! 3. MOST COMMENTS gets FIRST place 4. MOST RATES gets SECOND place 5. HIGHEST RATING gets THIRD place 6. You can only win ONE so if the person with the highest number of rates also has the highest number of comments then the person with the second highest number of comments will win second place etc. If you don't understand what I mean plz msg me and I will explain further! 7. Pic MUST be SAFE FOR WORK!!! 8. NO DOWNRATING BY OTHER CONTESTANTS! If you are a contestant you may rate the others but DO NOT downrate them otherwise that will be a violation of my rules and you will be KICKED OUT! 9. NO CHEATING. For those who don't know what I mean...we

Birthday!
My Birthday was awesome! I went over to my aunts. We had a lil party that lasted all day long! We got hellllla drunk. Went topless in the hottub. Had some of my friends come over with us.. (guys too) =P... HAD MYSELF A HELL OF A NIGHT! I really don\'t remember the night part. All I know is I woke up at my freidns house in her brothers room!... Freakie.. = ... But it was fun! it turns out he likes me =D But nothing will happen EVER between us. AND no we did not do anything lol. but he made me breakfast in bed. it was the sweeteast thing ever. God some guys can be great ahaha. but no nothing happen! GOD. SHUT UP ALREADY! AHAHA Just kidding. Love ya all. There\'s more. If you want to know ask me =D. [.Courtney.]

Horny Man's Reading List
#1,Do you subscribe to Sports Illustrated for the Swimsuit issue? #2,If you wrote a book on sex,would it have to be a handbook? #3,Will you read any book with the word "throbbing" in the Title ? #4,Do you think the Joy of Sex,+ More Joy of Sex are incomplete? #5,Can you recite passages from The Happy Hooker from memery? #6,Do you use the Gooey Decimal System to organize your Adult Library #7,Do you read the Fantasy letters in men's magazines before checking out the pictures?. #8,Do you feel that you could write a great Sex manual on the Art of Performing Cunninglis? #9,Do you feel that your better at performing Cunninglis than a women? #10,Do you believe your the greatest Orgasim Creator Born? #11,Do you feel you hold the Record for the most times a man has eaten it on the rag? #12,Are you constantly trying to sleep with a lesbian,to find out for sure that your the best Cunninglis Master in the world?

Quiz
American Cities That Best Fit You: 70% Las Vegas 60% Austin 60% Denver 60% Miami 55% Atlanta Which American Cities Best Fit You? Business minded and a natural leader, you are a canidate to be embraced by the Ventrue clan. You can be rather dominant with a high stamina however, you tend to have obsessive compulsive tendencies...especially when it comes to your food. You are the clan the others look to organize groups and factions. Generally princes are among this clan.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To? You Are a Natural Flirt Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Sleep Child
I'm a single father tring to raise my son but it seems like the more I try to get him to got to bed the more he wants to stay awake! he is 1 1/2 please help me! I just would like him to go to bed any advice would help!

~*~new~*~
I hope all of u cherries out there have a merry merry christmas!!!!! Hi all u cherries out there I'm new at this just got signed up today and already findin that I like it I really hope to get to meet some cool person on here and maybe who knows maybe off here as in person u no face to face kind of a thing... Well my name is Lisa and im 24 years old I will be 25 in April I have a daughter that will be 2 in July and a son that will be 4 months on January the 9th.. Just lookin to meet some cool ppl see what happens from there holla...

Sex Style
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

My Space...
I make my way as I do each day, looking for a shout out or something to say, lost in though to whats really true, how I should give thanks to a friend like you, to just give thanks seems so impersonal though, so within this poem I'll let you know, you where my friend from the start, when emotions went south you helped mend my heart, you took your time to clearly show me, the power of friendship and how it should be. ALWAYS, JR I sit here in thought wondering why, my mind is a blank filling my space though I try, the thoughts run amuck inside my head, but putting them down I feel so miss lead, out would come nothing even though I try, seems my thoughts dissapear for no reason why, the screen would miss guide me showing bare space, the plan that I had just seem to erase, I cry out for help to be laughed as a joke, expressing my troubles at the end of my rope, It just seems good help is so hard to find, scrolling this maze the blind leading the blind. ALWAYS, JR

Make It Your Main Pic...
Little Aeliyah was killed in a fatal car wreck. Her bulletin went around just a few days ago, but the funeral was postponed until tomorrow due to bad weather in Colorado...please help me by keeping her memory alive by displaying this pic as your primary picture tomorrow... Thank you everyone, Momma Please rip these candles and burn them for her all day tomorrow... And please repost this bulletin so that others can rip the picture too. LEANN RIMES *AMAZING GRACE* check out Singingfool.com

Feeling Sick
These days I haven't been feeling up to par.Every waking hour I'm in tons of Pain.It started last week.Terrible Kidney Pain.Help with my NA's Narcathon Sunday + Monday,my pain was so bad I missed mondays meeting,overslept.All day Teusday I spent it in the Emergency rm at the Hospital.They refused to give me Narcotic's cause I seem to be very Constipated. So in the meantime,as I writh in Pain.I'm taking what I can to blow out this Dam of shit,which seems to be a Slow ass process.An I'm broke till Jan.3,07.I seem to be a bit of a Miserable bastard lately. I don't mind rateing Pictures,Images,Naughties,etc.When I'm feeling ok.Now the Rest of the Household seems to have the Damn flu,which could be hitting me as well.Just because the on tap display is on. It doesn't mean I'm even near the computer.I realize always some contest to Rate friends,fans,familly,.My point I'm trying to say is I feel Like Shit.I certainly don't feel like Rateing nothing Either.Hopefully I didn't hurt anyones feeli

All You Need 2 Know
I'm a cool,laid back,nothing to major type of guy who likes having fun and laughing i'm very likable so if you don't like me you should up the dosage on your medication. i really don't wanna come off like i'm bragging or cocky so i'll end this by saying Happy New Year. And thanks for taking the time to read this.

Why Education Matters
By GINA KOLATA Published: January 3, 2007 James Smith, a health economist at the RAND Corporation, has heard a variety of hypotheses about what it takes to live a long life — money, lack of stress, a loving family, lots of friends. But he has been a skeptic. Yes, he says, it is clear that on average some groups in every society live longer than others. The rich live longer than the poor, whites live longer than blacks in the United States. Longevity, in general, is not evenly distributed in the population. But what, he asks, is cause and what is effect? And how can they be disentangled? He is venturing, of course, into one of the prevailing mysteries of aging, the persistent differences seen in the life spans of large groups. In every country, there is an average life span for the nation as a whole and there are average life spans for different subsets, based on race, geography, education and even churchgoing. But the questions for researchers like Dr. Smith are why? And what rea

Someone Special
IN MEMPHIS,TN FOR THE LAST 3 YEARS THE SHERIFF ,POLICE, AND LAW ENFORCENT HAS AND IS USING ANYTPE OF VIOLENT OR CRIMINAL ACT TO JUSTIFY CALLING IT A GANG PROBLEM TO MAKE COMMUNITY AFRAID IN A UP ROAR SO THEY CAN USE IT TO GET MORE FUNDING FROM THE GOVERMENRT ALONG WITH GOVERNMENT FUNDS TO BUILD MORE PRISON SO THEY WILL CONTINUE HAVE A STEADY JOB AS WELL AS GET THIER STOCKS UP IN PRISONS AND PRIVATIXE THEM UNDER THEIR FRIENDS. HAS IS HAPPEN IN AOTHER PLACSES . WE ARE PIANO INC. AND URBAN LEAGE ARE GETTING READY TO FIGHT THEM ON THIS. PLEASE IF YOU WANT TO HELP OR CONTRIBUTE IN ANY WAY PLEASE CONTACT Garrett, *dragon master* he is on my family list!

Most Famous Quote On Ct
Since a Bulletin moves so fast Ill try his here instead ============================================== "Rate me .. Fan me .. Add me ..And Ill return the love" Why is it then that on the average only a small percentage of people actually do return the favor, same goes with rating pics and stashes. There are some that make it a point to either make daily comments, rate photos, and rate stashes of those on their friends list, but only receive a comment or two or a rating maybe once or twice a week if that. I enjoy viewing different profiles and get an insight into various members interests, lifestyles, and little quirks that make them who they are. Whether in real life or make believe. The art work here is outstanding, the photos are of varied interests. All giving a small glimpse of the person. I have no interest in being a attention whore for points and ratings. If I stay a level 7 for the rest of my stay here, so be it. although I do enjoy hearing comments on my stuff

The Joys Of Motherhood
so my girls are into sports and they are actually decent for their age groups no clue how that happened cause no matter how hard i tried sports just weren't my thing and it definitely did not come from their father's side so anyhow tonight i actually got to attend one of my eldest's basketball games some of the girls really amaze me even the shorter ones seem to have extendable arms because they can snatch that ball from any girl no matter how tall the opposing team member is the score is bouncing back and forth they are calling fouls on us left and right even where none exist and not calling any fouls on the other team theres 2 minutes and 36 seconds left in the fourth period and my 16 month old is starting to get antsy she loves her big sis and doesn't understand why she wont hold her she starts crying and then coughing i get her calmed down a bit and tyty(my eldest) turns back and smiles at baby who of course reaches for sis who can not take her because shes about to go back in t

My Special Friend
LIKE A CANDLE WITH A FLAME THAT NEVER DIES,THROUGH GOOD AND BAD I'LL BE BY YOUR SIDE. WHENEVER YOU FALL I'LL BE THERE TO BRIGHTEN YOUR DAYS,NO MATTER WHAT I'LL TAKE YOUR PAIN AWAY. FORGET WHAT PEOPLE SAY AND WHO CARES WHAT THEY THINK BECAUSE YOU ARE A PRECIOUS JEWEL IN YOUR OWN WAY. I'LL BE THE SHADOW THAT ALWAYS FOLLOWS YOU,BE LIKE AN ANGEL BY YOUR SIDE HELP YOU THROUGH YOUR TOUGHEST TIMES. EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE FELT GRIEVE AND SO HAVE I DON'T EVER GIVE UP NEVER STOP TRYING, JUST KEEP YOUR FAITH AND PRAY HARD AND DEEP,BECAUSE GOD IS GOOD AND IF YOU ASK YOU WILL SEE. KEEP YOUR FAITH- TAMMY- NEVER GIVE UP EVER. MUCH LOVE..... PAPI

Got To Read This
subject: Rough Sex DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE EASILY OFFENDED: (repost) date: 2007-01-10 05:05:39 Rough Sex DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE EASILY OFFENDED: Body: Body: DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE GONNA GET OFFENDED: A hug leads to a kiss...a kiss leads 2 a finger...a finger leads to a a hand...a hand leads to a lick...a lick leads to a suck...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math...u add the bed...subtract the clothes...divide the legs...leave your solution...and pray you dont multiply! Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....whi

I Am A Scorpio
Body: NAUGHTY HOROSCOPES!!! Gemini (May 21 - June 21) -- Ever heard the saying "Been there. Done that?" chances are it came from a Gemini. They are always changing...they are the eternal Chameleon. You never who you are fucking that day. They have had sex. A lot of sex. Probably because they are in a constant state of flux...always looking for the new high. The biggest turn on for a Gemini is: LOCATION LOCATION LOCATION. Here is just a smattering of places that I know Geminis have fucked: In the elevator of the moseleum of Forest Lawn Cemetary DURING A FUNERAL. Wine cellars in nightclubs. Vip Areas of Theatres. Public Parks. The 18th Hole of a private golf course. In the center of a race track just as the flag was going up. On various Gym equipment at numerous health spas. A football stadium during the SuperBowl. A Balcony railing at Mardis Gras in the French Quarter...just to name a few. If it's shiny...they will want it. They are big on DRAMA so be prepared for them to set th

Lessons...
(This blog is for TomTom!) ;) Well, only with my gut instinct that I have that doesn't let me down (except when dealing with matters of the heart of course) did I give out a little bit of personal information to someone that I shouldn't have (even though I knew I'd be safe) this evening. As I was told by my dear new friend here on CT, NEVER EVER give out any personal information due to the numerous amount of absolute FREAKS/NUTCASES that are on the world wide web!!! He cared enough that he actually called me at home and told me so....(you know that survey that everyone has put out that asks would you go over to their house or call on the phone to holler?? Well, if he could have showed up to "scare" me, I'd lay odds that he would have if I was a betting woman.) ;) Soooo, just in case anyone on here gets any ideas to ask me for anything personal, don't do so and if that's not good enough for ya - sorry 'bout your luck! lol The person that I gave this particular info. to will of cou

Headed To Afghanistan
Hello Everyone, just wanted to post a blog to let all my new friends, and those of you checking out my profile know that I will not be on for a while. I am packing everything up today and tomorrow, because I am leaving on Tuesday or Wednesday for Afghanistan. Once we get settled in over there, we will have internet in our rooms and all. But for the first week or two, I may or may not be able to get online. So I hope you all have a wonderful year back here in the states. Please enjoy yourselves, and hopefully it wont be too long until my unit and I are back here in the states enjoying it with you all. Take care, and I will be on when I can be. Later. Bobby

Musings Of A Misanthropic Mind
Well..had our van fixed for a grand total of 15 minutes before a little old man pulled out in front of us on the highway and BAM! Front end is smashed. Still starts and drives, but it's going to take quite a bit of work before we're legal again.... The last two weeks have been nothing but crap. I swear the gods have one of the most sadistic senses of humor I have ever seen.

Texas
You know you're from TEXAS... This is GREAT!!!!! *You can properly pronounce Corsicana, Ennis, Waxahachie, Palestine, Decatur, Wichita Falls, San Antonio, Waco, and Amarillo. *A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look for a funnel. *You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. *You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. *You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent. ****You measure distance in minutes. * *Little Smokies are something you serve only for special occasions. *You listen to the weather forecast before picking out an outfit. *You know cowpies are not made of beef. *Someone you know has used a football schedule to plan their wedding date. *You have known someone who has had one belt buckle bigger than your fist. *You aren't surprised to find movie rental, ammunition, and bait all in the same store.

Innocent Delight
You are 81% Gold Digger You're the biggest gold digger. You love the thrill and excitement of seducing someone to get what you want – MONEY. You will go to any lengths to get what you want. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com I love these. I had so much fun meeting new people the last time I did a shout. I did it for a week again and totally recommend it to EVERYONE. I have met some really fun and creative people. Give yourself a shout. When am I going to learn? Well, at least now I can get back to NiteFlirt and take calls form my litte submissives and take my aggressions out on them.

My Stuff
I thought I might share something that I read, and left me feeling inspired I hope you all like it. 1. A confident woman knows she is loved. 2. A confident woman refuses to live in fear. Fear is not from god. Fear causes people to bury talents due to fear of failure, judgement, or critisim. 3. A confident woman is positive. 4. A confident woman recovers from setback. You only fail when you stop trying. 5. A confident woman avoids compersion. 6. A confident woman takes action. Making mistakes is not the end of the world. 7. A confident woman does not live in "IF Only" and "What If" It's not your abilities that God desires it's your availability. by: Joyce Myers YEAH I KNOW IT'S EARLY FOR A RANT BUT HERE GOES WHY OH WHY OH WHY CAN'T SOME MEN TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER? CAN SOME ONE ANSWER THIS PLEASE?? I'M SORRY SHOULD I HAVE SAID LITTLE BOYS INSTEAD OF MEN YEAH THAT FITS BETTER. HAVE PEOPLE FORGOTTEN HOW TO READ? I MEAN I HAVE ON MY PROFILE THAT I WILL NOT GET ON CAM FOR AN

Story I Wrote: Strangers Passion
The strangers passion Amanda sat at home bored, she decided what the hell its a weekend, i`m going to go out and have a good time. She jumped up out the chair, turned her favourite CD on and went for a shower. Fifteen minutes later shes in her room, wearing only a towel wondering what to wear. She decided she was going to wear her low cut black dress, nylons and her very high heels. She did her make up and hair, and walked to the front door, stopping at the full length mirror in the hall. "Fuckin Stunning" she said to herself, smiled and left for the bar. When she got to the bar, she sat on a stool at the bar and sipped on her drink, while she casually looked around the room at all the sexy men, trying not to look to obvious. She finished her drink and ordered another but decided to move to a corner booth. She sat there drinking her drink, when a tall dark handsome man approached her, and smiling said, "Hi i noticed you sitting here alone, my name is John,

Inportant Everyone Read This
well I love helping people out and stuff. and lastnight I was laying in bed and I thought to myself maybe I should make another cherry tap account but have it be for giving people advice cus well Im not getting anything on Yahoo LOL and I get alot on here. and I know theres people out there who want advice from someone who understands and someone whos been threw it all like me. I was also think to see if I can add a chatroom to my page dont know if it will work but I can try LOL. who think this would be a good idea ??????? My Aol.. doesnt seem to be able to work as fast with this site as it does with other sites so If I dont leave you any comments please dont take it personal it has nothing to do with you. Its my stupid AOL. LOL If we are talking on the shoutbox thing lol and I disappear its mainly cus my aol stopped responding and I either had to reboot aol or my whole computer. well thats all for now... Peace.

Nickels And Dimes
I’m a Cadillac tramp at the end of his road A swap meet rat who’s sittin’ on gold yeah baby I’m a guitar gangster without a tune I’m the baseball bat that’s waiting to swing Your loan shark friend with the broken knees yeah baby I’m a penthouse pauper with nothing to do I’m the high rollin’ creep that’s in too deep With the slicked back hair and the silver teeth yeah baby I’m a vagabond king with a stolen crown I’m a jailhouse poet, a genius, a fool I’m the pimp who’s lost his cool yeah baby I’m your first class taste in a second class town I’m a loaded gun pointed at the mirror A drugstore cowboy whose end is near yeah baby I’m a big time schemer with broken down dreams I’m a derelict rebel without a cause I ain’t the cat with the sharpest claws no baby Cause sometimes life just ain’t what it seems I’m chasing nickels and dimes While the rest of the world passes me by I’m just wasting my time I’m just sitting here and wondering why

It Kills Me That
you know as i look around CT, there are some beautiful women here. i look through and read some comments on here left by others. do some of you guys really think just b/c you leave a "i think your sexy" or what ever that these girls are gonna come to you. maybe my perception is wrong. i've left your gorgeous comments on here, but with no intentions of tryin to get with someone. i put i'm married on here b/c i don't want no secrets or hidden agenda. would i hook up with someone if given the chance? yeah probably, but that chance really isn't coming. just felt like getting something off my chest.

Random Musings...
I've got today off work, so I'm working on this whole CT experience...wow, what a ride! so many cool people in one place! Very interesting how this online community has exploded... Anyways, got some work things to do, so I'll update later ;) Rock on everyone!

Whats On Serrina's Mind?
I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like everything that I want or have ever wanted is not going to happen for me. I feel like my fiance don't really want to be with me even tho he says he does. I just don't know what to do or think anymore. I love him more than anything and I really want this but what do I do? I don't know anymore. Hey whats up everyone? Not much here just thought I would post a blog and say hi to everyone and let you all know that I am new on cherrytap and would like to let everyone know that if you need to talk to me hit me up or if you need anything in general just hit me up. Well it will be great getting to know everyone so ttyl peace!!

The Grim Reaper (poem)
He does not eat he does not sleep for this he has been wrought To go about the earth each day to claim those that are sought He plows his sickle through the earth and with one tearing sweep He rids the earth of those whose time has come for him to meet The carnage and the havoc that he does leave in his wake And if your name is on his list for you there's no escape His realm is all lands high and low the waters and the sea And when he passes all that's left is grief and misery You don't know when he comes or goes for no one can forsee And when there is a lapse in time with no great tragedy You can be sure that he's not far, be it, you or me And while consumed still in this write, a movement next to me As I look up from where I sit a shrouded shadow stands His sickle gleasoning in the dark a slaughter is at hand And as I try to run away I hear a thunderous slash And as a twig is snapped in two so are my bones now bashed My body buckles to the floor, my life now f

I Wish You Could Know
A firefighter's life A firefighter's life is one big surprise, Usually he laughs,sometimes he cries, There's always stress, toil and strife, Hoping he's good enough to save just one life. His wife understands when he misses dinner, If he runs out of church, don't think he's a sinner. Answering a call is tops on his list, Regretting each one he's ever missed. He tries and tries, but can't make us see, The happiest men, still work for free. Jumping from bed, fighting the cold, Knowing what to do with out being told. He rushes to the station, jumps on a truck, Depending on skill never on luck. Putting his life on the line for an unknown friend, Hoping and Praying it won't be the end. "The Bravest men in the world" the title is fitting, They all do their best never come close to quitting. Next time you see them, all their lights blinking, Take just a minute, to think what they're thinking. It's a hard job, so show them you care, And help them out

Welcome To Reganland!
Hi everyone! I havent really had a chance to let you all in on my crazy life yet, but now you will all learn as start writing my blogs. Also to all who has stopped by to say hi or to check me out, I want to say thanks, im always looking to meet new people and reconnect with old ones too! My life as a pornstar is quite crazy, irritating at times, but definitely an adventure! I cant wait to start filling you all in on my daily events that happen to me. Sometimes, the oddest and most unusual chain of eventsoccur all in the same day, things that just dont happen to normal people. So keep checking back in to learn more about me! xoxo

Poem - My Closet
The flash of distant past, long been a distant memory, chills of agony and pain, like hot needles of rain. The fresh wave of guilt, the new found torture, can i not forget, can u not forgive? the crack of societies whip, seeking my misfortunes, uncovering my sins, and punishing me.... again! old sounds of terror, old faces of yesteryear, clawing at my flesh! burning through my soul.

Just Venting
Ok so I just feel the need to vent a bit. My son 6yrs old in the first grade was suspended today for suposedly chasing a girl around the school yard with a rock,my son denies doing this saying he was simply playing in the sand with it,my son is not known for lying or hitting anyone,but still hes in 1st grd I think it's a little much to suspend him.Do you think because of the violence in schools that there going a little overboard in their punishments? Let me relay another story I read a while back.A kindergardener was suspended for impropper sexual contact because he gave his teacher a hug and when doing so pressed his cheek to her chest,I mean come the f%$k on!seriously what the hell does a 5 yr old know about anything sexual?!?!And that teacher I think needs her head examined for even thinking of it in that way!!!Oh well,would love to hear your comments on this.

Taking All Applicants
Lets see who can complete it first...whoever does gets a Big pimpin gift from Moi :) Women feel free to fill it out too, im an equal oppurtunity women!! hehe x0x0x OK.....GO!! Name: Age: City/State/Country: Birthday ? What is your biggest flaw? What is your hangup with your mother? 3 of your favorite authors 3 of your favorite bands 3 of your favorite movies Favourite quote? Are you religious? What / Whom do you worship? How? Why? Who is your favorite philosopher? Why? For you, what is success in life? Are you, by your own definition: will you be successful? Who is/was your favorite pet? and why? How long do you usually know a girl before you kiss her? Jump her? Dump her? Have you ever been married/lived with someone? Are you now? When was your last relationship over? Are you in sure? Are you in one / or more now? Are you gay? Tried it? Thought about it? Have

Cherry Friends
Sorry I havent been on in awhile, but I promise to catch up with everyone. Been outta town working...I hope all is well wtih everyone. And thanx for all the love. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Shattermask Show Dates..
Feb 23 2007 8:00P Friday @ The Underground (a.k.a. the Red Sea) St. Louis, Missouri Feb 24 2007 7:00P Saturday @ Outlaws Farmington, Missouri Mar 2 2007 8:00P Friday @ Mugsy McGuire's Carbondale, Illinois Mar 9 2007 8:00P Friday Music Fest Park Hills, Missouri Mar 11 2007 5:00P Sunday @ VooDooDolls Huntingburg, Indiana Mar 16 2007 9:00P Friday @ Chrome (a.k.a.Club 217) Springfield, Illinois Mar 17 2007 8:00P Saturday @ the QC Zone (St. Patty's Day Jam) Moline, Illinois Mar 24 2007 6:30P Saturday @ Pops (come early) Sauget, Illinois Mar 30 2007 9:00P Friday & Thornz Creve Coeur, Illinois Mar 31 2007 7:00P Saturday @ The Cell Mason City, Illinois Apr 1 2007 4:30P Sunday @ the Eagles Lodge Crystal City, Missouri Apr 11 2007 9:30P Tour - Wednesday @ The Backstage Lounge Gainesville, Florida Apr 14 2007 9:00P Tour - Saturday @ The Paper Moon Fort Walton Beach, Florida

What Do Your Dreams Mean?
What Your Dreams Mean... Your dreams seem to show that you're very preoccupied with your fears and problems. These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day. Overall, you are very content in your life. Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind. What Do Your Dreams Mean?

Meh
through the night I waunder my heart yerning for love my eyes blank and souless as I waunder the town I search and search for my true love wanting to hold her in my arms to cradle and caress and call her my own my heart and my soul feel hallow what am I what am I to you am I something to hold onto to love or leave I am just a mere Vampyre a Fallen Angel my wings have lost their true color fallen from God's grace to waunder alone for eternity will you help me reach out to me? love me? hold me in your arms what ever you do dont leave me alone.

Dark
My God im so sorry what did i do to deserve this pain, all i feel inside is sorrow like theres no 2marrow is it all in my brain, how do i refrain from goin insane in this day in age, when i look in the mirror all i see is rage, and in my head all i feel is rain, God please help me with this depression, and agression please teach me a lesson, this situation im hatin, cause i feel im god forsaken, please take me away i think i need to go, i dont know how long i can last my confidence is low, i want to get a gun and pull the trigger and let loose, spray my brains all over these walls wit a twenty two, im sorry if ive ever done any thing wrong truly i am, if i could go back i would change it and not be a man, why did you give me this crap life lord take me away, cause truly i dont think i can last another day. Dark.... From cloaks of midnight black tars becomes the resting place of falling stars Reduced to crystal shards that leave falling children nicked and scarr

Dardar's Thoughts
Alright i thought i would meet some kool people on here that actually want to talk about meaningful things...I'm not here to do web cam or anything like that just so all of you know..actually i don't even know if i like this site seems like it's full of perverted ppl.. I am a model that's it...There are other things other than sex ppl disturb me...expect me to be deleting this account soon unless i can meet some decent ppl Dar

My Words..(kinda Corny Lol)
A sad song......... Where do I go from today? go back; I don't know the way. When did it become so small, I was supposed to be big and have it all. Leg shaking, winds blowing, eyes closing, heart slowing. How do I make the next move? Do I really have anything left to prove? What is the reason for all this doubt? A little girl screams to get out. Remembering the soft touch of yesterday, wishing all the pain would go away. Calling to the nameless in the night, Lost in the darkness, lost without light. Leg shaking, winds blowing, eyes closing, heart slowing. Sleep. Fast in love, slow in life, from doer to done, lover to wife. At the end of the game and what have you won? Anothers dreams, anothers name. Ante up, feed the pot, play your hand, my advice; bluff, a lot! Stay true to your soul but play to win stand firm in your goal, don't give in! II A tapestry of branches woven in the sky. Like a sad song,

Pain
March 26, 2007 5,499 What this number means Today's primary allergens: Oak, sweetgum, sycamore, birch, mulberry and beech National pollen index chart Pollen Levels Low: 0-30 Moderate: 31-60 High: 61-120 Extreme: 120+ Nationally 120+ is considered extremely high, Atlanta had a polllen count this morning of 5,499. So if 120 is extremely high, is 5,499 deadly, or enough to just drive you absolutely insane? Remember don't eat the yellow snow, oh wait that's not snow, its pollen!

Contest
hey y'all im in a contest. Its the Nicest Cock contest. Go to this girls page, and add her. Leave her a message telling her you want to vote in it, so she can add you to her family... Contest starts tomorrow morning and goes for one week. Please help me out, and LADIES only.... http://cherrytap.com/user/87270 hey everyone, i've created a new account... i'll be deleting this one eventually.... please rate, fan and add me? http://fubar.com/user/1341147

You Can Live A Life Time But You Die Only Once.
THIS IS ABOUT YOU JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE MARRIED OR HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND DOES NOT MEAN YOU SHOULDN'T FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS.HAVE YOU DONE ANYTHING THAT YOU REALLY WANTED TO DO FOR YOU LATELY, I MEAN A GOAL THAT YOU SET FOR YOURSELF THAT YOU HAD TO PUT ON HOLD BECAUSE YOUR LIFE CHANGED.IT'S STILL YOUR LIFE JUST BECAUSE OTHER'S HAVE ENTERED IT DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO STOP LIVING,OK YOU HAVE KIDS NOW OR YOU HAVE A MATE GOD DIDN'T INTEND FOR YOU TO SHUT DOWN AND NOT DO YOU.BALANCE IS THE KEY, I MEAN WE PRAY EVERYDAY BECAUSE WE BELIEVE,WE GO TO WORK BECAUSE WE HAVE TO EAT AND PAY BILLS, KIDS HAVE TO BE TAKEN CARE OF AND OUR SPOUSE'S NEED LOVE TOO RIGHT BUT WHAT ABOUT YOU.THINK ABOUT IT YOU HAVE COMMITTED YOURSELF TO YOUR RELATIONSHIP,FAMILY,JOB, WHATEVER BUT ARE YOU TRULY SATISFIED WITH YOU AND WHAT YOU HAVE ACCOMPLISHED FROM LIFE.LIFE IS TOO SHORT NOT TO ENJOY IT TAKE TIME OUT FOR YOU BECAUSE WHEN IT'S OVER IT'S OVER.WRITE THAT BOOK,GO TO SCHOOL, TAKE THAT TRIP DON'T SIT BACK AND WATCH D

Real African American Heros
We all know about MLK, Marcus Garvey, and the other famous, more prominent black figures in history, but what about the less famous ones who have made, arguably as valuable, contributions? Cheryl "Peaches" Delaney of Englewood, NJ, was working the night shift at a McDonald's in 1974. The 16 year-old high school junior had just been severely reprimanded by her manager, one Arnold McFarland, over her Afro hairdo being unprofessional. McFarland gave her an ultimatum of wearing a clown hat or being fired, and Delaney, working to save money for cosmetology school, relented and wore the clown hat. Hours later, she noticed several of her classmates at the drive-through window, on their way to a party. Luscious Jones, Fred Williams, Eddie James, and Derrick Smith were riding in a green AMC Pacer. The four of them ordered four hamburgers, and were going to split three orders of fries and two Cokes. Peaches, filling the order, noticing that McFarland (the manager) had taken his nigh

How Good Is Everyone Sence Of Humor?
Saturday Nights! Join ~Clandestine~ for The Cherry Punk Show! All request Punk music from 9pm - 11pm EST!! Oh Yeah...and Someone Is gonna get Punk'd! You don't wanna miss this! Tell you Friends! CherryTaps Ulitmate Prankster is gonna have some FUN TONIGHT!!! Now Playing: Punk Rock Show Click the pics to get there!

Computer Info
To obtain IP addresses on Windows. First method. Click Start Menu Click Run Type 'Cmd' Type 'ipconfig' It lists all functional ips on your computer or gateway. Second Method. Click Start Menu Locate and Click Command Prompt. Type 'ipconfig' Installing a router. Step One - First on all computer that are going to link to router, follow above method of prefernce but type 'ipconfig /release' after everything else then leave all computers alone. Install router and follow instructions on hardware connections. Install cd if needed. Make sure all computers are plugged into router at this point. Again do step one and release all computers. Then Type 'ipconfig /renew' If you experience problems there are a few things you can do. Go to Network connections through your control panel. Right click on your local area connection and disable. Then again to enable. You can also go to the command prompt and try releaseing and renewing again. Logging onto your r

Marriage
Marriage - Part I Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing and card-playing when I want with my old buddies and don't you give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules. Any comments?" His new bride said, "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night .whether you're here or not." (DAMN SHE'S GOOD!) ************************************ Marriage (Part II) Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary! The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads: "Here Lies My Wife - Cold As Ever " "Yeah?" she replies. "When you die, I'm getting you

Being A Mother
BEING A MOTHER After 21 years of marriage, My wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you." The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "What's wrong, are you well," she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. "I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you, "I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much." That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, t

I'm Slimming Down
Well, I am officially on a weight lost trek. I have about 50 pounds to lose and I have a goal of 6 months. You think I can do it? I hope I can. I am bound and determined. I never lost my "baby weight" and he'll be three in July. So, by the time he turns 3, I want to be my original weight. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. So, I got a membership at my favorite fitness club, since I had let mine expire a while back, and spent way to much money for a personal trainer. But, the money hopefully will be worth it if she can help me shapen up. I'm going to go on a semi-strict diet. And work out 5 days a week. Though I'm starting out for the first little while with 3 days. I've seens the personal trainer twice. The first time she went easy on me. 2 days ago (Feb 14) I saw her again, and she kicked my ass. Oh my gosh, I am soooo sore. It hurts so very, very bad. It's absolutely aweful. But, as bad as it is, it's okay. You know why? Because, I want to lose weight, g

Confession Booth
WHATS UP CHERRY TAPPERS? THIS IS YO BOY SKINNYMOE. I POSTED A SONG ON MY PAGE CALLED "CONFESSION BOOTH". THE MUSIC IS WRITTEN BY A GROUP NAMED DING MAO. I WROTE THE LYRICS. THERE ARE OTHER SONGS TO LISTEN BUT DEFINITELY LISTEN TO THAT ONE. COME BACK HERE AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK. copy and paste this in your url: www.myspace.com/shortcircutentertainment WHATS UP EVERYBODY? COME BY PAGE AND CHECK OUT MY VIDEO. ITS UNDER "ABOUT ME" WHICH WILL BE TOWARDS THE BOTTOM. LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK?

A Dozen Rosez
Once you have opened this email, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then forward this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there LEO The Lion in bed Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth.Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. VIRGO The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intel

My Romantic Chaos
well here goes. my friends suggested i do this in hopes of enticing some girl out there to talk to me in a romantic sense. problem is I always seem to either come off as creapy, or the "just Friends" guy....the last 4 girls that I have dated have given me the "just friends" speech. now dont get me wrong, i love to have good friends, but what i need is not another drinkin buddy, i need someone to be romantically involved with. I dont know whats wrong, according to allot of ppl i have talked to a girl would be, and i quote, "crazy not to want to go out with you!!". last time i checked i wasn't grotesque....i just dont get it. you women confuse the hell out of me. anyway, i am due to come home around May 21, and am looking for an attractive girl who is not affraid to be decisive and knows what she wants out of life. thats all i really ask for. and yes, if you have a friend, forward me her info and ill look into (damn right im starting to get desperate, lol) thanks for all the help lol

Funny Things I Have Found
"As she lay there dozing next to me, one voice inside my head kept saying, "Relax... you are not the first doctor to sleep with one of his patients, " but another kept reminding me, "Howard, you are a veterinarian. " nick condoms---just do it toyota condoms----oh what a feeling pringles condoms----once you pop you cant stop kfc condoms----finger licking good j-ford condoms---the best never rest bounty condoms---the quicker picker upper energizer condoms--- it keeps going and going and going m&ms condoms----it melts in your mouth not in your hands star trek condoms---to boldly go where no man has gone before

I Think I'm Falling.... 8th World Wonder
"8th World Wonder" by Kimberly Locke Woke up early this morning, made my coffee like I always do. Then it hit me from nowhere, everything I feel about me and you. The way you kiss me crazy, baby you're so amazing. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. I guess that I'm just falling deeper into something I've never known. But the way that I'm feeling, makes me realize that it can't be wrong. You're love's like a summer rain, washing my doubts away. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. It's only been a week, but it's coming over me. It's making me believe that you're the one for me. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder.

Mine
This is a song for the ladies But fellas listen closely. You don't always have to fuck her hard In fact sometimes that's not right.. to do Sometimes you gotta make some love And fuckin' give her some smooches too. Sometimes you've got to squeeze, Sometimes you've got to say please Sometime you got to say hey, I'm gonna fuck you softly, I'm gonna screw you gently, I'm gonna hump you sweetly, I'm gonna ball you discreetly. Then you say hey I brought you flowers Then you say wait a minute Sally I think I got something in my teeth Could you get it out for me? That's fuckin' TEAMWORK! What's your favorite posish? (As in position) That's cool with me It's not my favorite but I'll do it for you. What's your favorite dish? I'm not gonna cook it but I'll order it from Zanzibar. And then I'm gonna love you completely, And then I'll fuckin fuck you discreetly. And then I'll fuckin bone you completely But then I'm gonna fuck you hard. (stretch) Hard. (stretch

Quotes I Live By
The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy. The true neighbor will risk his position, his prestige, and even his life, for the welfare of others." ~Martin Luther King, Jr.

7%
How To Forgive (WOW) > >> One day a while back, a man, his heart heavy with grief, was > >> walking > >> in the woods. As he thought about his life this day, he knew many > >> things were not right. He thought about those who had lied about > >> him back when he had a job. > >> His thoughts turned to those who had stolen his things and >cheated > >> him. > >> He remembered family that had passed on. His mind turned to the > >> illness he had that no one could cure. His very soul was filled > >> with anger, resentment and >frustration. > >> Standing there this day, searching for answers he could not >find, > >> knowing all else had failed him, he knelt at the base of an old oak > >> tree to seek the one he knew would always be there. And with tears > >> in his eyes, he prayed: > >> "Lord- You have done wonderful things for me in this life. You > >> have > >> told me to do many things for you, and I happily obeyed. Today, you > >> have told me to forgive. I am sad,

A Sad Day!
Ok, so here I am at 4:22 A.M. on Cherry Tap, writing about my feelings! Right now I feel pretty crappy. No actualy I would have to say it is more like pretty shitty! I just came home from the last night of my club being open. I kept thinking we could make it work, but there just is no way. I will miss it alot. It was my dream..... I do not know if it is better to have a dream and actualy get a taste of it and to feel that dream, or to never have known what it was like at all. I will miss Midnight Blue so very much. I will miss the regular faces that started to become a "family" to me. I will miss all the good, and the bad. I had my dream.....if only for a little while.

Significant Life Lessons
so i had to write an essay for a final in my english class which is due tomorrow, so i spent almost all day writing this paper. it is about life lessons, i dont share about this subject with many people, but i thought id share it with you today. please read it and let me know what you think of it. A SIGNIFICANT LIFE LESSON We all have lessons learned in life that are important to us. Some are spiritual, some are painful, some are small and some are life changing. My life lesson came in from a small child that helped me realize that we do not run our own life. This has made me a firm believer that God does exist and has us go through different situations not to punish us, but to help us learn and become the people he wants us to be. To start off with I would like to share with you a little about myself. I am a recovering drug addict, for years I was heavily under the influence of many different types of drugs, from methamphetamines to heroin. I would lie and steal

In A Word
You know someone had a bullentin out that said to describe in one word what you think of me.I thought that was just to damn cute.I loved it.So I thought why not put a blog up & maybe it wouldn't go to my shoutbox or private mail like it did in the bullentin. Now when doing this please repost this anyway you wish & I will damn sure tell you in one word what I think of you.So if you post here I will post there.(Fair Enough)I know the little games we play but hey I am bored here in Argentina so humor me.

Fool Us Twice? From Iraq To Iran
This time the Bush gang wants war with Iran . Following a carefully orchestrated strategy, they have ratcheted up the "threat" from Iran , designed to mislead us into a new war four years after they misled us into Iraq . Like its insistence that Iraq had WMD, the Bush administration has been hyping claims that Iran seeks nuclear weapons. The International Atomic Energy Agency (IAEA), however, has found no evidence that Iran is building nuclear weapons. IAEA chief Mohamed ElBaradei says there is plenty of time for negotiation with Iran . Bush has sent two battle carrier groups, replete with nukes, to the Persian Gulf and a third is reportedly preparing to follow. In support of Bush's case that Iran poses a danger to the U.S. , three unnamed American officials ceremoniously trotted out metal parts found in Iraq and claimed Iran supplied them to kill our soldiers in Iraq . This "evidence" - or "packaging," as the Associated Press calls it - doesn't pass the straight face test wit

Maxed Out My Daily Comments For My Level
I Have Maxed Out my Daily comment Rates.. for my level.. So I can not rate any pics or send any more comments only can rate profiles.. So Don't be upset if I dont rate your pic or leave you a comment for today.. Thanks

This Is Me, Is That You?
Well it's almost a week until St Patty's Day! Does everyone have their plans in place for the pinching day? I know I do! Funny though, I have no idea where we are going though! All I know is that we have beads and pins that are green! So we have that covered. The pub, well it's in Paso Robles, CA that's all I know! Come Wednesday the 14th, I'm on a jet plane flying into Santa Barbara and going straight to Sharky's! After that...the pictures will have to do the talking! Happy St Patty's Day! Ready or not here I go!!! I can't wait....less than 24 hours til CA!! My bags are packed I'm ready to go..... I'm leavin on a jet plane.... A Rose...It's beautiful, delicate, silky, smells wonderful, always colorful, sexy in so many ways, yet still has a thorn that can come out and bite you. A Rose, becareful how you touch it. Will you get bitten, caressed or nibbled...your choice....

~whips N Chains Society Newsletter~
WEEKLY NEWSLETTER-MARCH 6TH, 2007 ~ARCADIA~-REPORTER WHIPS N CHAINS SOCIETY: WNCS was formed online by friends and family to show their support in the beliefs and practices with BDSM. It is also a means of teaching all the new people in the art of BDSM and how to safely execute this belief to the ones that are seeking the knowledge and guidance. This is our very first issue of our newsletter and one will be out every Friday. It will feature members birthdays, contest entry, 2 random members of the week, events and info on members everyday life as well as group discussion and decisions’ WE also have a lounge we are in the process of getting running . so please join that as well and provide a short bio in the discussion section…the link is below http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5807 THIS WEEKS FEATURED MEMBERS: Arcadia-Reporting Co-Founder Shaniqua-Family Greeter BIRTHDAY WISHES: SIR CRITTER- FEBRUARY 27 BABYDOLL - MARCH 03 I would also li

So Proud
I feel so proud tofay, my daughter phoned me today to tell me she has been accepted at University next year to start her training as a paediatrician nurse, since leaving school she has spend the last 2 years studying at college to gain the necessary qualifications to gain entry. Only 30 people out of a total of 275 have been accepted for the course which lasts 3 years

I Have No Idea What I'm Going To Do Now!?!?!?!?!
Well I just got some life changing news. FINALLY everything seemed to make sense and for the first time in my life I felt like I was in control of my life. Now my world has been flipped upside down. Now I have to figure out which road I need to go down.....

A Hair Dryer...????
A distinguished young woman, on a flight from Switzerland, asked the >>Priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" >> >> >> "Of course, what may I do for you?" >> >> >> "Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic hair dryer for my >>mother's birthday that is unopened and well over Customs' limits, and I'm >>afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there any way you could carry it through >>Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" >> >> >> "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." >> >> >> "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." >> >> >> When they got to Customs, she let the priest go ahead of her. >> The official asked, "Father, do you have anything to declare?" >> >> >> "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." >> >> >> The official thought this answer strange, so asked, "And what do you >>have to declare from your waist to the floor?" >> >> >> "I have a

??just Questions??
ok nit shure how normal this is but i know that my 7 year old son just started losing his teeth last year but my lil girl is 4 and she has lost two teeth already and the third one is getting ready to fall out do you think this is normal or is it to early what do you think about this?

Just Because...
Right then... There are too many times in my life where I've asked myself way too many questions. Now, for the sake of brevity, I'll not get into to too many of them, but consider this. Why would it be that the one you love says that he/she loves you, but shows nothing of the fact? Why is it the one you love, is the one that hurts you the most? Those are some of the ones that are simple... But the one thing that I've found to be true is this, in a world of inconsistency, the only thing consistent is inconsistency. I know it's a jacked up thought, but think of it. We say that we love someone, and we say that we care. But in the end, it ends up being the one we 'love' that we hurt the most. The jackass that you meet on the street could care less about you, and most the time vice-versa. But if you were to extend that thought on to the person you're 'with,' we would all be a messed up lot of people. I don't know, just a little something to think about for your day. More later, C

Its My First Blog!
well I figured I'd write my first blog since I've never written one here before...and I dont wanna write one on myspace lol Not that anyones going to read this anyway lol but hows everyone doing? About two months ago a friend I've known for 4 years decided to choose her boyfriend she knew for 2 weeks over me. She told me I needed to grow up and I wasnt happy for her...then goes on to say I dragged her down every moment we were together. And I had no my friends my age b/c I'm pathetic. Ok I dont have friends my age because I'm that damn mature, I win end of story lol shes a two faced bitch expecting me to say sorry. I have nothing to be sorry for. I sometimes wish I didnt think so much...I get in one of my moods and I just wanna go jump into the ocean or run so far away nobody knows where I'm at. When my best friend died 6 years ago its never been the same. I still like to think I'm a good kind person despite that other half. I still have no net at home, no one will giv

Lawyers
Lawyers should never ask a Mississippi grandma a question if >>>they aren't prepared for the answer. >>> In a trial, a Southern small-town prosecuting attorney called >>>his first witness, a grandmotherly, elderly woman to the stand. He >>>approached her and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know me?" >>> >>> She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. Williams. I've >>>known you since you were a young boy, and frankly, you've been a >>>big disappointment to me. You lie; you cheat on your wife, and you >>>manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You >>>think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you >>>never will amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. >>>Yes, I know you." >>> >>> The lawyer was stunned! >>> Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and >>>asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?" >>> She again replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley since >>>he was

Ooooooohhhhh That Smell!
This was just too funny NOT to pass on! If this story doesn't make you cry for laughing so hard, let me know and I'll pray for you. This is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years. The only friction in their marriage was the husband's habit of farting Loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and the Smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every morning she Would plead with him to stop ripping them off because It was making her Sick. He told her he couldn't stop it and that it was perfectly natural. She told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow his guts out. The years went by and he continued to blast them out! Then one Thanksgiving she was in the kitchen making turkey for dinner and he was Upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the spare parts and a malicious Thought came to her. Warm the innards up to bo

Trying To Keep My Chin Up...
Well this is to all my cherry tap friends. I have been missing in action for a few weeks now and well rest assured it was nothing anyone on here did. Well here goes...... It all started one year ago in May, I started loosing weight rapidly (and if you all have seen my pictures I am not that big anyways so to loose more weight was scary), I went from 120 lbs. to 97 lbs. in a matter of weeks. I started feeling really sick (thought I had the stomach flu or some other type of virus) and I could hardly get out of bed. Not thinking much of it I went about my busy life caring for my children, going to work and well just doing what I normally do with the exception of being in severe pain and feeling like my stomach was going to explode. This kept on for a week and finally on Saturday I went to work and by the time I was half way through my day, I could hardly move. I work close to a hospital so I called my huband and told him I was going to the emergency room and he met me up there. By the

Merry Ostara - The First Day Of Spring
Day (yellow) and night (purple) now stand equal in the sky, with the sun and moon on each side respectively. In the centre there is a hill with an opening to a tomb. A tree stand on the hill over the tomb. The hill is covered in wildflowers. Before there can be harmony, however, the combination of light and dark in the sky reminds us that our existence and the world we live in are marked by both light and dark, good and evil., often leading to death. Ostara, we are told is a time of recalling the victory of light over dark, when the Goddess and God went into the underworld. The sacred writings tell us that the divine child, called "the light of the world", went into the world of death to bring about the victory of light. On the Ostara card a group of women are preparing the body of the Divine Child for burial. The wildflowers form a colourful canopy over a dark underworld where the face of shadowy figure is just visible. This is the dark lord who personifies evil and reminds us of t

Going Home
I am headed back home... all things are coming to a close here.. I will Truly miss the friends I have made... I hope that the few I have gotten close to(you know who you are) choose to stay in touch.. I have sold all I have to the next soldiers coming on board.. so my ability to visit will be few and far between.. Thank You all..

Learn Something!!!!
The 2nd is a rendition of a slave ship being docked into Latin America ... I'll get to that in my dissertation. If the above images disturb you, then I'm doing my job Let's have a discussion. I'm gonna lay it on the line, this blog may touch some nerves, it may not, but it's all in an effort to raise the consciousness of the Pan African Diaspora (African American, African, Black, Caribbean American, Caribbean, Afro European, Latin Amerian(Brazilian, Panamanian, El Salvadorian, Costa Rican, Etc...) Etc... World Wide... Even though I've seen the movie ROOTS several times in the past, it NEVER ceases to move me to the core, this along with the Slave Chronicles, Rosewood, the documentaries on Hurricane Katrina, et al...have me wondering. ARE WE REALLY FREE?!?!? Here are some definitions of the word: Freedom: 1. the state of being free or at liberty rather than in confinement or under physical restraint 2. political or national independence. 3.

Dogs And Cats Diaries
(Sorry, been house/dog sitting and my schedule is so hosed now. Hope you enjoy...got this in an email) Dogs vs Cats The Dog 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Dinner! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! The Cat Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to

Oops!! I Did It Again!
No matter what I try to do, I always seem to fuck everything up. Someone is always mad at me. If I try to help...I'm just causing more problems it seems. Why do I even try anymore? I'm just a fuck up and need to realize that. What am I good for? That's something I can't even answer myself. I try so hard to be a good mom, to be a good wife, a good daughter, and yet it seems I suck at everything. My mom talks to me on the phone MAYBE 10 minutes week, my husband is always upset with me. What is one thing that I do right? Can ANYONE tell me? Give me something to look forward to please!!! I feel as though I am on the edge of a nervous breakdown. I want to cry, I want to scream. But when I try nothing ever comes out. I want so bad to let everything out, everything that I have been keeping inside for all this time, but no one cares to listen. If one person is reading this, I know you have things you want to say to get off your mind, I am willing to listen if you are willing to

Meaning Of My Name
Someone asked my why I chose Nobodys angel, there are a couple reasons. One its from 2 special names people use that I put together. Nobody is from someone very special in my life and Angel is a name I use to use. But it also fits my feelings and life perfectly, being nobodys angel is so true. Im very loved by many, some very close to me and some far away. Even though I have that love Im all alone everyday. Nobodys_angel

Infamous People
Elizabeth Bathory was born in Hungary in 1560, approximately a hundred years after Vlad the Impaler died. One of her ancestors Prince Steven Bathory, was even a commanding officer who helped Vlad Dracula In 1546, when he claim the throne in Wallachia back again. At the time Elizabeth was born, her parents George and Anna Bathory belonged to one of the oldest and wealthiest families in the country. Her cousin was the prime minister in Hungary, another relative was cardinal, and her uncle Stephan later became King of Poland. But the Bathory-family, beside the very rich and famous, also contained some very strange relatives. One uncle was known to be a devil-worshipper, and other members of the family were mental insane and perverted. In the spring 1575, at the age of 15, Elizabeth was married to Count Ferencz Nadasdy, who was 25. The Count added her surname to his, so Elizabeth could keep her family name Bathory. After the marriage they moved to Castle Csejthe a mountaintop fortres

All Mine
Its all mine and people have seen that im a fighter and im no longer takin the shit...Im happy.. I have worked and i have come a long ways and i can really truely say that i have got what i have wating so long for i have a wonderfull boyfriend that loves and respects me for everything that i am and stand for i have a great life ....May not have the best of jobs in the world but its a job and thats all that matters long as my bills are taken care of and things are done the way that they need to then they are all ok and i am happy once again i have a very loveing boyfriend that loves me for who i am and respects me for all that i am and i have three wonderfull kids Love is a wonderfull thing... Im so glad that i have the the great things that i do in life :):):):) With all this Im closeing this blog and to all let be known that i love the things i have in my love and they love me back just as much and stronger than than anything in this world we are great together

What A Day..
Man do I hate extacy crashing.... Suicide Tuesday has come, and I am just crashed out on the couch. It wouldn't be so bad, except I was so darned hungover yesterday. What a nice waste of 2 days. (It's still only 9:30am here...) I just spent the last 3 hrs thinking it was Sunday, and how I didn't want to go into work tomorrow. What joy!!! I don't. I think I will go back to being lazy.....Online calendar is updated, dishes are done, laundry is done.... nothing to do.

Whats Life Got To Do Got To Do With It
To All My Friends I Have not done a blog in along long time... So I am sitting here with some time on my hands and writing to you all or who ever reads this... Before I Start I Want To Send Some Love To You All as I don't think I say I love You Enouth :o) But My Life So Far... For A Change Things Are Starting to go Right for me... I am Happy, Chilled Out And Still Loving Life... At Work I can even say I broke a smile... Had my End Of Year Review with my store manager and I have to say I was very happy with how it went... she also told me I Might Get a Really Good Pag Rise to bring me in line with the other manages that work there... But I am going to hope for something like £19,000 to £20,000 from £17,000 and if I am right bearing in mind I might be way off the mark... That means I can pay for things That I have always wanted and wanted to do... :o) hehe But I will leave it there for the time being as me Lad Is Making a Mess of things and it looks like I have to tidy up... :o) hehe Lo

Master
Discussed the rules with Master, and he made it clear how dissapointed he was with this girl for posting her rant without discussing it with him first. This girl admits she was wrong and wish's to publicly apoligize to him for her wrong doing. They are discussing the rules and working them so they fit both of them. My Master is a great Master, and sometimes this girl doesn't approach him with problems as she should. She knows they can discuss anything, but sometimes that is easer siad then done. Truthfully he could have punished her for her transgression, as it's not the first time it's happened, but he has chosen not to for which this girl is gratefull. Master has my heart, soul, and life always and forever. These are rules my Master sent to me today. This girl is confused and not to happy at this point. She didn't think they needed said rules and thought they were doing well togather. Some of these rules will be very hard to follow as there daily life doesn't allow all the freedom

"what Is Friendship?"
It's sharing your greatest joys & deepest hurts It's revealing your wildest dreams & secrets of the soul It's expressing yourself with heartfelt words & understood silences It's counting on each other when times are tough & decisions are difficult It's sharing the stories of your past & your hopess for tomorrow It's experiencing the tears,the laughter,the craziness of life with someone who understands & it means so much to share it with someone like you,MY FRIEND!!!!!!!!

Boricua Represting
¡Que Pasa Boricua! Get more at BorikuaSpace.com I just will like to know how many of beautiful Boricuas are here on Cherry Tap showing mad love for the Island of Puerto Rico. We need to stick together and represent our homeland even thought we are far away from it. That is our homeland and will be part of our hearts until we are 6 feet under.

Sex Toys
Every woman should introduce herself to Sex Toys as every marriage or relationship can gain intimacy and communication by slowly adding these wonderous items to your repertoire of sexual play! Many women and men are scared of toys as they think they are being replaced or it will feel funny, let me tell you it does not and it will not!! Want to check out some great info about toys and different types of adult products?? Check out www.redskyone1.yourpassionconsultant.com There are lots of great products here to help you build and strengthen your relationships and add to your own knowledge of how to keep yourself and your significant other happy!!

Feeliings
The steeple of everything I need in life, Is right before my eyes. Every time I wonder why, I break, Not at first, not till I wait and cant any longer. Trash my self love, And succumb to feel above The dirt turns to mud only to be the remains Of the world I hate. Diluting in the tears of regret. The feelings never change, its always the same. But it feels so nice, for once in my life, To feel content, Running my hand down the edge of your knife. Forgive me god, if I fly too close to the sun. But even if I burn up, Ill never regret it. Because in your grasp you make me feel Something so surreal, Something I cannot contain. For once in my life I feel the eternal cycle in your vein. If everyday is a fight and every suffering vein. Makes me grow stronger. Why do I need you, To tell me I belong here. So I close my eyes, And forget the dismay. Because I am here to stay. Corrupt and contagious,

Every Time....
Every I love you, you whisper, is like rain for the trees, moonlight for the ocean, nectar for the bee Every kiss bestowed upon me is like fragrance on flowers, heat upon the desert, mist from morning showers Every glance in my direction is like flame to the fire, a twinkling of stars, a spark of love's desire Every moment in your arms is like waves to the ocean, a rushing, primal urge, a sweet mix of emotion Every passing year were together is like joy without measure, a life without limits, I shall love you forever.

Lookin For A Pearl In A Sea Of Oysters
Searching for that Pearl in a Sea of Oysters Current mood: pensive Category: Writing and Poetry Why is it so difficult to meet anyone of Quality? Someone who will go the extra mile, say sweet things out of the blue. Do I expect too much? Have I romanticized what dating should be? Or is it just that impossible to find a beautiful Soul? It's more than just sexual satisfaction, that is a part of the puzzle; but hopefully we are more complicated beings than that--more Evolved. I want someone who satisfies my Soul...and damn it, I require a lot of attention and affection. Is no one capable of being that chivalrous? Or is it that no one is up for the challenge because it would require effort? I suppose I could drive myself to the walls of Insanity were I to dwell much longer on the subject. So I Exile myself...Reclusive...Alone...Dreaming that there is a Pearl for me among all the Oysters...in hopes that I am not casting my pearls before swine... Or are gay men just unable to thi

Brian@ Cherrytap
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND HE GOT ME PREGNANT AND LEFT ME WHAT SHOULD I DO THEN WHEN BRIAN ACCORD LEFT ME HE ENDED UP MARRYING MY BEST FRIEND WHAT A ASSHOLE DONT BELIEVE HIM GIRLS HE IS A PLAYER AND A JERK HE WILL HURT YOU TOO

Inside The World Of Snakecharmer
The costumes, the music, the people, and We had the time of our lives! It's 3:30 in morning now and I am finally getting the chance to update and post photos. The weekend started out in typical fashion. We start out with the best of intentions of planning outfits and making sure we have them done way before we need them. Friday night found us furiously sewing into the wee hours of the morning to finish up. Finally got on the road at 1pm saturday afternoon, which was a rather nice day compared to drive home in the driving wind and rain. Got to the hotel at about 4pm. For the last few years this event has been held at the Washington DC/Silver Spring Hilton. Our room was rather small but very nice. It was decided months ago that we would be getting a room, since the last thing we wanted to do was have a good time into the wee hours of the morning then have to get back into the car for the 2 hour trip back. Secondary decision being that driving in a fully boned corset is next to imp

The Ring...
Hello ! I Just want to thank all of you who have given me the wonderfull ratings on the ring from my profile... I am simply amazed at the responce it has gotten so even tho I hesitate to do so, I thought I would let you know somthing strange about this ring. This ring is an artifact that was discovered by a friend of mine who was lost years ago on an exploration of what is now believed to be part of the lost continent of Atlantis... It is mostly gold but has other properties that are unknown. It seems to be preserved as if it were created yesterday. It is truly a pricless artifact from the Antediluvian civilisation period (before the time of Noah) and strangely enough it seems to haunt me in a way I cannot explain. It appears to change its look or even its expression at times, and on several occasions I have been awakened by the feeling of pressure surounding my body, or the sensation of being moved, or even a pulling sensation from inside me, and sometimes even breathlessness only

I Swear I'll Be There Soon
I will force feed you lies, That you first fed to me. Oh I believed. Payback's a bitch darlin, You'll learn that lesson hard. I'll give you glass shards, Like a gift, Embedded in your arms. Love is worthless. Carve your name in my heart. Memories fade in time... like the scars. I hope we cant see the same Twinkle twinkle little stars. The place for me? Hollywood. Dissapear in the crowd like I always wished I could. Hate yourself like you know you should. I'll write my goodbye letter with your blood. Soil your name, write it in mud. I'm ripping out my hair, I'll send it to your mother. She liked me best, loved me like no other. More then she loved you... You know it's true. Yeah, shes a classy lady, I will destroy her. I've been slipping away since days before birth. Mother used to paint my nails red. I would wisper "Mummy I wish I was dead" I Killed her inside everyday. She never heard me, she doesn't hear me to this day. I suppose I should be giving that g

My First Concert!!
ok so last night i went to my first concert ever!! the first band was blackstone cherry if you wanted to "classify" them i suppose you could say its what happens when you cross lynrd skynrd with seether for being a band id never heard of they put on a really good set next up was puddle of mudd they did a few songs from their new album, a cover of nirvana,and dedicated blurry to the vt victims and ended their set with she hates me..he also made the "mistake" of refering to 4/20 as a thursday..as well as explaing that he'd be a total ass if he was sober..lol and three days grace started their set with animal as well as doing a cover of filters, hey man nice shot i couldnt stop bouncing around for nothing and somehow ppl got away with crowd surfing but moshing was prohibited which i thought was total b/s..but anyway tdg also did some songs from one-x i especially liked their newest single never too late (first time i'd heard it )and scared was another good song they played and finally ene

Joke Or Not
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=480938&albumid=367867&i=198560648 CAN YOU TAKE A JOKE AS WELL AS JOKE WITH OTHERS IM A JOKER BY NATURAL CAUSES BORN CLOWN AND READY TO PLAY BUT HAVE SOME SERIOUS SIDES LIKE THE SIDE SHOW AT THE CIRCUS SIDE SHOW AS COMEDIAN ON STAGE THATS ALL MY SIDES YOU GOT ONE.

Re-post For A Friend
I'm sorry.. If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. If I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. If I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. If I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If I don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. If I'm too short or too tall for you. I'm sorry.. If I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. If my hair is not long enough. I'm sorry.. If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all...I I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are."

Hangin Around
well, my hubby's gone. off to fight the endless fight again. i'm so tired of this war. i hate being here without him. matter of fact, i hate being anywhere without him, but especially here. i guess i'm gonna start planning to stay busy now. i'm exhausted just thinking about it... have you ever been so out of your element you lose yourself? i feel that way lately. new country, new house, new people, new language...all the comforts are gone and i'm having trouble finding me. i still have my fabulous family, my music, my books...but i'm having trouble fitting it all back together. it's like a puzzle you worked so hard to fit together, it's finally together..perfect...and as you're framing it, you drop it...big chunks of it are still together, but there are pieces missing..now you're not starting over, but it's still an unsolved puzzle... this probably doesn't make any sense but it feels better to write it down....

You Cant Afford To Not Know....
Just go to it, don't do anything but watch, listen, and think.... http://usawakeup.org/ See how close to home this is hitting some of you.I rarely ever ask anyone to do squat for me,but please pass this on to everyone you know,,It could save many lives. State Police Warning DO NOT FLASH HEADLIGHTS AT ANY CAR WITH NO LIGHTS ON!! Police officers working with the DARE program have issued this Warning: If you are driving after dark and see and on-coming car with no headlights on, DO NOT FLASH YOUR LIGHTS AT THEM! This is a common Bloods member "initiation game" that goes like this: The new gang member under initiation drives along with no headlights, and the first car to flash their headlights at him is now his "target.". He is now required to turn around and chase that car, then shoot and kill every individual in the vehicle in order to complete his initiation requirements. Police Depts across the nation are being warned. Their intent is to have all the new bloods nationwide drive aro

The Bell...........
My master had me on a waterbed, blindfolded, with my arms tied to opposite corners of the bed. And I had on this studded leather belt with handcuffs attached to each side. Which were handcuffed to my ankles with a metal loop. So I was completely spread wide for his amusement. And as I lay they’re trembling wondering what was going to happen next, I did not have to wait long. Master lay downs next to me, and started to kiss me, and rub my body all over. Which in itself was a very good feeling, then he started to rub my nipples until they were very erect and engorged. Then he put on my nipple clamps, and when he did it always brought a gasp. And then he started to slowly open my pussy, ever so slowly and started to massage my clit in little round circles. And it felt so good; I could not move my legs I was completely at my master’s mercy. My master was entering me, teasing my g-spot making pant really hard, then stopping and playing with my clit. Which was now becoming very har

Uncle Terry
A poem writen by my son Uncle Terry I just want to let you know You meant the world to me Thank you for the stuff you’ve Done for me I used to always Look forward to your visits Always loved you even if I didn’t show it And never imagined you leavening me this way I don’t now if it would have helped ease the pain Or make it worse to know that you were dieing And maybe even suffering I mean what happened no one knows but you Your death was a surprise and you left allot behind Like your wife and the rest of your family like me No one could read your mind to see what you saw and no one will ever know now But you got your own tree I guess it represents you But no one will ever forget you tree or no tree We all loved you and will never get why you had to die But I still love you and will never forget you And I hope you’re happy up there Because if you are then I’m happy to And I never got to say good bye So good bye and I love you I deducted thi

Wtf
What The Fuck is wrong with state government anyway, I mean I come to work every damn day and never miss work and constantly take on more and more work that is not even mine, I do this without question or hesitation. So when our office decides to go to a 9 day schedule, they tell us we will probably be denied, the damn memo that went out said to encourage your employees to consider this, and then they turn around and tell you that you are going to probably be denied, the only thing that i can see that encouraging is me wanting to tell this place to go to HELL and to find someone else to dump shit on and then never remove when someone else can do it. I know this sounds like a rant and it probably is but i just had to get this off of my chest, if you have had any similiar WTF moments tell me about them. Later, VINNY

Thanx!!!
I would like to thank everyone who stopped by and made comments about my kids and how cute, adorable, omg and more!!! TYVM Much love goes out to everyone!!!! I would like to thank everyone that has taken a peek at my profile and/or added me as their friend. A very special thanx goes out to the best friend anyone can have, prostreet71ss for inviting me to this site over the weekend (hugs and kisses to u dear)!

Pillsbury Dough Boy
The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business but, his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus they had one in the oven. He is also survived by his el

People In The 805 Area Code
DONT FORGET ABOUT THE CONCERT FOR MAY 11TH GO AND SUPPORT UR LOCAL AND UPCOMING ARTIST @NICHOLBYS NIGHT CLUB 21 AND OVER AND DRESS TO IMPRESS.TICKETS ARE ON SALE 10$ AT THE DOOR PS.ILL BE THERE ALSO

The Hottest Fantasy Ever
LICKING OVER EVERY INCH OF HER BODY CARESSING HER CURVES WITH MY TONGUE,MAMI IS THE ULTIMATE HOTTIE DAMN WHAT A BODY SEX APPEAL OUT OF CONTROL NOTHING BUT ECSTACY FROM HEAD TO TOE, LET'S TAKE A JOURNEY DOWN EROTIC, EXOTIC LANE DAMN IT'S A SHAME THIS IS ONLY A FANTASY BECAUSE IN REALITY I WOULD LOVE TO KISS HER NEEDS IN BETWEEN HER KNEES LAYING MY HEAD IN BETWEEN HER LEGS WHICH HEAD HUMMMMMM YOU DECIDE IT WOULDN'T MATTER TO ME REMEMBER IT'S ALL JUST A FANTASY.AT LEAST IN HER MIND ME ON THE OTHER HAND I'LL JUST WAIT TILL IT'S MY TIME OH YEA MAMI IS GOING TO FEEL THE REAL ONE DAY BUT FOR NOW I WILL JUST CHILL,AND KEEP PLEASURING HER WITH MY THOUGHTS OF TAKING HER IN THE PARK AFTER DARK WHILE THE RAINS CUM DOWN FROM THE HEAVENS ABOVE THIS IS SIMILAR TO LOVE BUT WE BOTH KNOW THE TRUTH,RITE NOW IT'S ALL ABOUT LUST BECAUSE THE BOTH OF US ARE ON LOCK DOWN IN DIFFERENT PLACES YOU KNOW OTHER TOWNS.THIS IS WHAT MAKES IT ALL THE MORE SEXIER CAUSE OF OUR DISTANCE ALL WE CAN DO IS LISTEN AND TOUCH O

Fyi
I am writing this because I came across something quiet disturbing today. I was browsing profiles and catchin up on comments and mail. I also read blogs and comment on them at times. Today I came across a story that was originally mine. It got posted on a blog of a friend of mines...if u wanna call that a friend. I was never asked if it was okay to post or anything. In other terms its called plagerism. I am not happy with it at all. I will say this though and everyone can take it for what its worth. You do that to me, it lands you off my friends list and blocked. I get pictures made for me, poems written and all, and give the credit where it is do.. To me it is a shame that someone cannot give the same courtesy back. Whats even funnier is to get points and ratings from chicks on something you didnt even create. To me thats just effn lame. So now that I am done with my tangent. Remember all you have to do is ask. I am passive and laid back and dont mind sharing thi

All I Need To Know I Learned From Board Games
Board games are a good source of inspiration. Life's lessons are learned with a flat piece of pressboard, a spinner, and plastic game pieces. >Don't believe me... keep reading< You have your ups and downs, your Chutes and your Ladders, but you are constantly climbing. You get compensated for your accomplishments, but at the same time you face the consequences of your actions. Life is a Monopoly where you own it all and the money is just rolling in. However, you should keep in mind that as quickly as it came to you, you can lose it. People get stabbed in the back (literally and figuratively) and stuck in a house with a bunch of killers with nothing but Clues. There are Candy Lands filled with sweet rewards, but you also have rotten things ahead of you. You may know who your foes are, but you don't always remember they're always right behind you. Elaborate Mousetraps are placed along the way. The more you sneak and try to get away with things, the easier it is to get

No Tomorrow
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. You are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. Dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If u get this it means the person who sent it truly cares about u, whether theyre a friend, bf, gf, whatever just remember it maybe be the last time u hear from them

Girls In My Circle!!
When I was little, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend, and then I started to become a woman. And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up, God would show you the best in many friends. One friend is needed when you're going through things with your man. Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom. Another will sit beside you in the bleachers as you delight in your children and their activities. Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be. One friend will say, "Let's cry together," another, "Let's fight together," another, "Let's walk away together." One friend will meet your spiritual need, another your shoe fetish, another your love for movies, another will be with you in your season of confusion, another wil

Someone Help Me With This.
**OK so here goes.. I cant really write this on my other page on MySpace because, too many people I know will see it. But this really upset me to no end. I mean, how would you feel. Really. I have my boyfriend, who I actually met on this site. I really do love him. We have been together for 11 months now. He tells me he loves me but isnt in love with me. Alright, I guess I have to deal with that. Here is the real issue though. He wont talk about his mom to me. I have never met her before. I have met his dad and his brother and alot of his friends. I love the family members I have met so far. They are great people. I am 12 years older than my Boyfriend as well. Well, we were out the other night and we met some people in this bar. We were all drinking and laughing when the subject of families some how came up. The girl in the group, who was there with her guy, asks my guy something about meeting family. Well he tells her, No, she has never met my mother, I dont want to

Contest Details
I am putting together my first contest to see how it goes. I absolutely love belly buttons, and thought that this would make a great contest. I want to find the cutest/sexiest belly button on CT. Entries must include face, for the simple fact that I don't want a bunch of cropped pics from porn stars or anything like that (don't want 200 entries of Mena Suvari's belly button from the American Beauty cover either....although that is one of the most incredible belly buttons....ever!). I want this to be legitimate people who are members of CT. Please send me the pics, or address for me to rip, by May 27th. Contest will open on May 28th. Most comments wins a Cherry Blast, with rating being the deciding factor in case of a tie. Contest will close on June 30th. Send them in today! ***Must be at least 18 to enter. I reserve the right to crop photos for 1) decency, 2) visibility. Photos with nudity are acceptable, however overly explicit photos will either be cropped or denied. Blast will

New At This,will Get It
tazman@ CherryTAP it cant hurt 2 start now with a plain short blog. Cherrytap is new Have 2 play around till i get it. Even if it takes all weekend Realizing the ins and outs Rushing just makes a mess Yet the traffic can be heavy Taking the time needed And responding People will come and go. freinds make the world go round Free as the wind Real and true freinds are always here Each time u need them In good times and bad Never to let u down and always near ,in heart Don't ever regret anybody who u think is here 4 u. And never turn ur back on freinds Love them with all ur heart Love them allways Often the ones u love are hidden from view Very much here 4 u Eeach and every day Resting til u need them or they need u

Its A Girl!!!
so i broke down and asked what my baby was gonna be... its a beautiful baby girl who has ten toes and ten fingers!!! i know this because during the entire ultrasound she kept putting her hands and feet up like she was saying "look i have fingers and toes.. look their cool looking and see i can move them too" it was the cutes thing.. bus shes already stuborn as hell lol... so here come october... my little Rylee Rebecca will be born... i cant wait!!!

If Bush Were To Resign...
Bush resignation speech Even if you are one of the rabid Bush - haters, read this. It might have some value. Many of you deserve a PRESIDENT Pelosi. It has a ring to it that you will find dramatic. Maybe, even a tad mind- bending. I have NO clue as to the author or his/her intent. I think it is a masterpiece. If it were to happen, it just MIGHT awaken this sleeping mass of indifference we once called the UNITED States of America, before we disintegrate into a multi-cultural, politically correct pile of corrupt mush. If he were to give the speech, I would hope some of you might be smart enough to get out of the market one day before. The speech George W. Bush SHOULD give: Normally, I start these things out by saying "My Fellow Americans." Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any lon

What We Should Be
"BEFORE" THE NEW BIRTH The Bible can't be true! It doesn't make sense!Why should God call me a sinner when I'm doing the best I can? I've treid to make myself better, but I always fail! I don't see what difference it makes thought! What I do with my life is nobody's business but my own! I can live the way I want and the more I get for myself the happier I'll be! But sometimes a queer hollow feeling creeps over me and I feel strangly dissatisfied. No matter how many new thrills I drum up, the excitement eventually wears off, and life seems empty again! I wish I knew what life's all about! I wonder if I am missing out on something better! I guess I'm just one of those crazy mixed-up persons! "AFTER" THE NEW BIRTH It's just as if someone turend on the lights! Everything looks different. My attitudes have changed completely! Now I see things from God's point of view--not just my own selfsih out-look. More than anything else I want to please the Lord! I thought th

Everyone Who Knows Me Please Read.
Ok, seriously I am FED the fuck up with all of this. All I ever wanted to do is play music and fucking hang out. Do you know what I want to do right now? I want to set all this shit on fire and watch it burn! fucking burn it all. FUCK THE LOUNGES FUCK THE MUSIC AND MOST OF ALL FUCK THE DRAMA..... It has gone too fucking far on everyones side I tried to be a fucking peacekeeper and trust me YOU don't want to be on my bad side... EVER. but right now almost everyone is on my shitlist.. I really respected a lot of you and now you have all betrayed not only me but yourselves... fucking think about it. I am so heated I can hardly type. FUCK EVERYONE I THINK I MIGHT LEAVE CT AGAIN AND THIS TIME FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! BURN MOTHERFUCKERS BURN!

Attention Wal-mart Shoppers!
The last time I shopped in Wal-mart, I was quite surprised! As I went about my shopping I saw a woman go by me with her son, who looked to be about the age of 5. About a minute later, a commotion began as the little boy threw a temper tantrum. It wasn't so much the little boy screaming that was bad, ...it somehow got uglier as the Mom screamed in a shriil voice so loudly, any nearby glass could have shattered.."Shut the fuck up, you little ugly bastard!" She then went on to slap this little boy several times as the crowd was getting ugly,and angry. They started shouting at her as she was slapping this poor child,and security finally calmed things down before the other shoppers were about to attack this so called "Mother". Well...I dont shop there anymore because I prefer Target, a gentler , more upscale crowd that beats their childen kindly with pillows from the bedding department, instead of their hands. Now, I want to place one of these at ever Wal-Mart entrance ,everywhere..to save

Just Checking!!
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Blog
Thanks guys it showed me who actully looks at my page and who are on here not just for a rating but are well in dought good pen palls, you all brought a smil to my face today after having a really touph 2 weeks you should know right know the little things do count for some people a hole lot thanks again love carlo A daughter is beauty at its finest. Heart of an angel, soul so pure, and sweet. Daughters are one of God's most precious gifts that he has bestowed upon the world. Angels in Heaven do not compare to thine beauty, and grace my ever so beautiful, and lovely daughter. Seeing you at birth brought more joy to me than all the money in the world could ever do. You are morning, bright, and shining, you are noon, you reside at the highest point in my heart, you are the dew kissed night. You are my daughter, heart, and soul.

Scams
Please pass this on to everyone in your email address book. It is spreading fast so be prepared should you get this call. Most of us take the summons for jury duty seriously, but enough people skip out on their civic duty, that a new and ominous kind of scam has surfaced. Fall for it and your identity could be stolen, reports CBS. In this con, someone calls pretending to be a court official who threateningly says a warrant has been issued for your arrest because you didn't show up for jury duty. The caller claims to be a jury coordinator. If you protest that you never received a summon s for jury duty, the scammer asks you for your Social Security number and date of birth so he or she can verify the information and cancel the arrest warrant. Sometimes they even ask for credit card numbers. Give out any of this information and .... Bingo! Your identity has just been stolen. The scam has been reported so far in 11 states. This scam is particularly insidious because they use inti

Graduation
Today was our award and graduation ceremony at my school...even though I am not officially graduationg I am the class of 2007 so I recieved an award for perfect attendence and for yearbook but that is all I am going to write for now.

Please Read, Not A Hater, Just Honest
Just so everyone knows there are a few people who thought it would be fun to rip my picture and put under the category of "downraters and cherry tap haters", I don't hate anyone and the reason I rated this person a 5 is bc the picture she had on to rate was not flattering and I believed that everyone had the right to their own opinions on this site. She then proceeded to blow up my CT email with hateful messages and even had her husband leave a comment on one of my photos of me and my 1 yr old niece "fat bitch". I have since blocked this person, but I will no longer rate anyone unless they rate me first. I thought the purpose of this site was to make friends and to express honest opinions on whether we liked photos and or profiles, I did not realize that it is just another clique and that harrassment was so prevalant. Just a word of warning, do not visit sweetcheeks~ur next wetdream or her husband jaybudds bc if you do not give them what they want they will make your life a living hell

Memorial Day Tribute
Here's a couple of videos I wanted to save so that I might could go back and watch them in the future. As we enjoy our holiday this weekend, let's remember to be thankful for those who gave their lives in service to our country...and for their families who live their lives without a loved one so that we might be with ours. Thank you for your sacrifice.

One Special Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Keep Talking Shit Your Making Me Famous!
Alot of people on this site like to label me because I post nude pics and to be honest with you I could careless what anyone thinks!I have been in a relationship for 4 yrs faithfully and my man takes all my pics so calling me a slut or whore or watever I think its amusing.I will not feed into haters and downraters anymore I have realized the reason they like to pick on me is cause they are miserable with their selves..Misery loves company and I won't let you bring me down 2 your level.I love my body and I am not afraid to show it.If you could pull off a pic like me I am 100% sure you would!So call me slut whore watever cause the more you talk about me the more you blow up my head!Your making me famous..

Interesting...
If you were to buy me, it would cost you $596,874.42! What are you worth? Find Out Here Don't drink from hotel room glasses. Send this to everyone you know that travels and stays in hotels... http://clipsyndicate.com/publish/video/438812?cpt=3 Snakes are romantic and charming. They are deep thinkers and always mysterious. Snakes are graceful and soft spoken. They love a good book and appreciate all of the arts. They lean towards all of the finer things in life. Snakes trust themselves above all others and are seldom wrong; but behind a sophisticated front,Snakes are very superstitious! Snakes are good with money and don't have to worry about finances. Somehow, when money is needed, it appears. In spite of their good luck with money, Snakes should never gamble. They could suffer big losses if they did, but Snakes learn fast. Once they have made a mistake,they never repeat it. They also never forgive you if you break a promise. By nature they are skeptical beings but keep their s

Test
You Are 94% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

The Medical Milking Machine!
After graduating from medical school Bill was now ready to go to work with his father, a doctor with a well established practice of many many years. On Bills first day he is ready and eager to start helping his fathers patients. The first patient he sees is old Mrs Jones. During the appointment Bill and old Mrs Jones get aquainted, and she begins to tell him about what has been ailing her for so many years. Bill quickly and accurately diagnoses her problem and gives her proper treatment and cures her. Later that day Bill talks with his dad. Bill says "Dad you know old Mrs Jones and how she's been coming here over 20 years with the same problem? Well i cured her on my first day." Bills dad says "Son ...........you ignorant thing, she's the one that paid for you to go to medical school!!!" SO THE NEXT TIME YOU GO TO THE DOCTOR AND YOU ASK HIM OF TAKING VITAMINS AND AMINO ACIDS AND TRACE MINERALS CAN CONTRIBUTE TO GETTING YOUR BODY BACK HEALTH AGAIN AND HE SAYS NO...... H

Another Life Gone
Another young life tragically ended. Moyo was a great young man I seen him grow up to become a father. He was a handsome kid, so full of life. THen his life was cut short in a motercycle accident . May he rest in eternal peace in gods heaven Ill miss you Lorenzo (Moyo) Lauras Mom

Dr. Timothy Leary
...it's really quite simple. Whenever you hear anyone sounding off on internal freedom and conscious-expanding foods and drugs, whether pro or con, check out these questions: 1. Is your expert talking from direct experience, or simply repeating cliches? Theologians and intellectuals often deprecate "experience" in favor of fact and concept. This classic debate is falsely labeled. Most often it becomes a case of "experience" vs. "inexperience". 2. Do his words spring from a spiritual or mundane point of view? Is he motivated by a dedicated quest for answers to basic questions, or is he protecting his own social-psychological position, his own game investment? Is he struggling towards sainthood, or is he maintaining his status as a hard-boiled scientist or hard-boiled cop? 3. How would his argument sound if it was heard in a different culture? (for example, in an African jungle hut, a ghat on the Ganges, or on another planet inhabited by a form of life superior to ours) or in a

Christeena's Place
http://groups.msn.com/ChristeenasPlace This is a group for Albertians to meet eachother and make friends.I know it is hard to meet and make friends in the cities so I thought this would be a great way to do it.Please make sure your asl is in your profile.Please come in and have fun.

~sexii Shit~
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. lol IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND ARE TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU...........DONT BE SHY... WELL IT'S BEEN FUN....BUT I GOTTA SAY GOODBYE! TO EVERYONE THAT I HAVE MET AND BEEN COOL WITH I AM GLAD TO HAVE MET YOU. TO CLUB F.A.R. YOU GUYS ARE THE SHIT. AND TO MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND FANS THANKS FOR PUTTING ME WHERE I WAS! I LOVE YOU....IF YOU ARE EVER ON MYSPACE LOOK ME UP! http://www.myspace.com/mandiegirl119 MWAH! SEXI CAPRIQUEEN!

Who Wants To Be My 3000th Fan?
Someone? Anyone? Not that it's that big of a deal but before I get to bed I was hoping to have my 3000th fan. Hit me up if your my 3000th fan so I can give u an official cherrytap keg! Much love to all the ct addicts!! So I up load a pic and have a handful of ppl view it and I get only 2-3 ratings, wtf? Since you went and looked at it you might as well give me a 10. If you cant show love you might as well delete me, it will save me the trouble of having to delete you. Onl true friends wanted on my friends list, plz.

Tattoos ....
Right guys, i need your help! I am looking to get another tattoo - i want one on my foot but i have no idea what to get?! Someone please provide me with some sort of inspiration ... if you wanna design me something that'd be great! I fancy something flowing maybe across my foot and up my leg to my ankle .... anyway show me what you got guys - i know there are some really talented people on here!

Random Thoughts Are The Best Thoughts
What the hell is a cherry blast and why do i need one? You get noticed by random people. Congrats. Who cares. Is there some sort of word limit to the the things, or can that many people on the internet actually not spell worth a damn or use one of those things.. whats it called again?? Oh yes, a vocabulary. Hey you know what? That thing in front of you is called a "keyboard". It has things called "letters" and "numbers" and this may shock you but it also has "punctuation marks". They denote "sentences". Let me bring you in on a little secret. "Ur" is a land in the old testament. Not a fucking word, okay? Okay. I'm glad you're all having fun, but seriously think about this. You're thanking people you've never met for "buying" you something they earned by doing nothing. How sweet is that? Would it be as special if i took you to dinner and payed for it with monopoly money? The Crush: Why? What the hell is that? If you don't know who it is all you're doing is creating frustration. It isn'

Turning 21.
So My 21st birthday is July 5th and of course I will be on duty. Soooooo this means I will turn 21 while I am at duty ::Crys:: BUT!!! The party is the 7th. I have noooo earthy clue what I am doing. I am not aloud to know. I am just giving my husband names and numbers and getting in the car lol. Soooo tradition in my family is 21 shots ::Raises brow:: I drank a lot in high school but haven't really touched it much since then so I am worried. The alcohol I could pound down in high school could have killed Colin Farrell but going from that to none to that I am worried lol. On the good side I will have a few EMTs and Medics at the party with me so I should be good lol.

Love
When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness. Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form......flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands......and that's our life. Love, not words win arguments... Sometimes we expect far too much of the people around us, and because no one can ever live up to those expectations, we are almost always disappointed. Wouldn't it be better if we just let go, and let people be who they are? Then we'd be able to see them as they are -- with all their beauty and goodness in which we take joy, and with all their faults which we can also see in ourselves. When we have put someone up on a pedestal, sculpturing them to fit our needs and desires by smoothing out the rough

April Fools???
As you well know from previous blogs my father passed away April 11,2006 and my mother passed April 23,2007. Now if I were a superstisous person I would be on edge every April. Because not just the last 2 years April has been a bad month for but a few before were too. April 15th we think of tax time but I don't. April 15, 1972 rings a real bell in my head. I lost my best friend...my idol you might say. He had survived his time in Viet Nam during the 1960's. He was out and got married and had a baby girl too. He was 10 years older than me and I really think I was the little brother her never had. I looked up to him as the big brother I never had. He was also a friend of my father too. He would be 60 this September if he were living but at the age of 24 he died in a auto accident. Sure was a sad time for me and for the people who loved him. Hi memory will live on with me..all the way to my grave. 19 years later another thing happen to me. It was something I thought would never happen

For The One Who Has My Heart
This is for you baby! I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt. But that would never happen again. I had locked the door and tossed the key as hard and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart.... You had it all along.

Nieces' Grad Party
Yesterday we left the house around 4:15 to go to Tigers nephews wedding reception. Stayed there till around 7, left there and had to head to Findlay to my nieces grad party. So we got there close to 8. Well my dad was getting ready to leave around 10 and I told Tiger he could just ride home with him if he wanted to. I forgot that Jordan was going to spend the nite at my sisters that nite. Well .. I decided I didn't want to drive home by myself late at nite when it was an hour drive and I had taken a pain pill, so I decided to stay too. BAD IDEA!! I did NOT sleep well AT all. I didn't get to bed till 1am and tossed and turned till about 5:30 got up and messed on the computer for a little bit. Finally tried laying back down around 7 and slept till 9 :O Then we helped clean up and haul chairs and tables back to where they had to go. Jordan & I just got home about an hour ago. My ass is draaaaaaaaaaagging! So I'm going to eat a little something and take a nap. Hope all the dads are having

Grass Valley
BlueGrass! So I went up to Grassvalley this weekend for the annual fathers day weekend Bluegrass Festival. It was AWESOME! Now I know a lot of you will think, bluegrass, isn't that oakie music? Well, yeah some of it is, but not all of it. I would have to say that my favorite band from this weekend was John Reischman and the Jaybirds was my favorite. I caught all of their shows- there were three. Their music is just mellow, kind of like a mixture of country and folk. I just sat there and listened and read, wrote, or closed my eyes and picked out a certain instruance and focused on it (too many years of music classes!) It was awesome though. My Friday was pretty nice too. I am disappointed that I didn't get to conquer the tree. I need to go back. We had a challenge at our off site meeting. We were to climb a tree on big industrial staples, to a ledge. get on the ledge and jump. I made it about 5 feet from the ledge and stopped. I was too scared to make it all the way. I was shaki

My First Contest
Ok, to all the people who like my morphs, or just are bored and want to help out a friend, I have entered the morph I did of one of my good friends into a best morph contest, bomb the hell out of it people...:D When I last looked I was 700 out of first place, but they are a big family, so I'm really surprised it's going this good and I honestly appreciate every bit of help that has been sent my way, thank you. If there is ever anything I can do to repay it, just let me know and if it's in my power, then it's yours. Love all of you, you are all great, and thank you for your support.

Life
I was looking through FUBAR lately, just reading the BLASTS and tickers going by. Some of the pictures are outrageous. Are these pictures you would want your family to see, your grandparents, your mom and dad, your brothers and sisters, your nieces and nephews, aunts and uncles, or your children or grandchildren. I had a couple photos in my album but only my friends were allowed to see now I have deleted that album. Don't look for NSFW here. Marking that the time between July and November is full of death in my family. My grandmother passed in July, My 2 uncles in August, My Grandson and granddaughter in September, My Grandfather in November not all in one year mind you, but still seems late summer and fall are death times for my family. Sad anniversaries. Depressing times. The Ambivalent Angel by Paul Iddon He turned my dullness into brightness My candle in the dark But when the dark turned into light He left without a spark He took me high into the sky So high above th

Change
Thank you to all the people who gave my MUMM a quick comment yesterday. I did, in fact, have a few smartasses, in which I fully expected, but a lot of you gave me some really good advise. I just thought it only fair to share with those few who cared the outcome of last chance to say good bye to a dearly missed friend. His ceremony was from 4-8 last night. His mother and his children's mother were allowed to see him before anyone else. They were allotted 3-4pm for personal time. At that viewing Dave's mother decided to close his casket. She did not feel the rest of us needed to see him that way. I am very thankful to her for this. There were lots of pictures and videos and friends standing around reminiscing. I had planned to take the advice of most MUMMers and go but not go up to his casket. Thankfully I didn't have the option because I probably would have felt obligated. Dave, the friend who passed, was the third family member in the Filler family to die in the last 2 years. His yo

I'm Back..........
Aloha Everyone!! As many of you know I took off to Maui on a mini vacation.... but believe me! I made the MOST of it!! I went parasailing (4 times!), went on a sunset cruise, went to Lanai in a boat. Saw a big school of about 200 dolphins some of which were close enough to touch! I did so many things I still cannot believe I was only there 5 days!! I did NOT want to come home...! But now it's back to work and the same ol' routine! I've uploaded some pics of my trip. Please stop in and rate them. Also, if you haven't signed my guest book, please stop in and do so! Mahalo and have a beautiful weekend!! Aloha, Makahalei

Random Musings
You Are 50% Weird Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it! How Weird Are You? The anniversary of 9/11 is just hours away as I write these words. We, as a nation, will soon be reflecting upon the events of that day six years ago and all that has happened since. It is during a time such as this that I think it is important to also remember another day. This is not a day any of you would have heard of or remember for any special reason. For you and your families, it was most likely just another day in an endless parade of days. But for my family it was a day that should not be forgotten. And this anniversary reminds me that while much has changed in the past 40 years, in some ways, it has not changed one iota. Today we are in a "War Against Terrorism". Forty years ago, it was a "War Against Communism". Today, the news is filled with exotic names from far-away places: Iraq, Afghanistan, Baghdad, Kabul. Forty years ago, it was Vi

It Just F****** Figures
i gave you my heart and told you to keep it but you handing it back and now its in pieces what will i do to mend it again i swore i was never gonna let this happen again what am i really supposed to do now maybe this super glue will hold it for now i think you forgot to give me back a piece or two this feeling inside god i hate this feeling inside how could you let this happen Fuck how could I let this happen i feel like such a fool all i wanted was to give you the world i wanted to make you smile i wanted you to find that place you could call home well, i guess now you have it i hope it makes you smile i hope that everyday when you wake up you give thanks for your life and it is truly what you want i just wish i had a chance fuck i never had a chance in the world i see that now why did you make me love you why did you ever say those words you fucking said them first god i wish i could hate you but i can't i still fucking love you fuck it my

Questions For You
1. Who are you?: 2. Are we friends?: 3. When and how did we meet?: 4. Do you have a crush on me?: 5. Would you kiss me?: 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it: 7. Describe me in one word: 8. What was your first impression?: 9. Do you still think that way about me now?: 10. What reminds you of me?: 11. If you could give me anything what would it be?: 12. How well do you know me?: 13. When's the last time you saw me?: 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?: 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?: OH AND THESE TOO; -What Would You do if... I asked you to help: I died from natural causes: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got in a fight and you were there: I pissed you off: -What Do You Think Of My... Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Shoes: Voice: Humor: Choice of music: Mannerisms: Family: Body: Friends:

Rating
A beautiful, voluptuous woman goes to see a gynaecologist. The doctor takes one good look at this woman and his professionalism is a thing of the past. Right away he tells her to undress. After she has disrobed he begins to stroke her thigh. As he does he says to the woman: "Do you know what I`m doing ?" "Yes," she says, "you`re checking for any abrasions or dermatological abnormalities." "Correct," says the doctor. He then begins to fondle her breasts. "Do you know what I`m doing now", he says. "Yes," says the woman, "you`re checking for any lumps or breast cancer." "That`s right," replies the doctor. He then gradually proceeds to having sexual intercourse with her. "Do you know," he pants "what I`m doing now?" "Yes," she says. "You`re getting herpes." I rate everyone a 10. What i hate the most is when people rate lower to help them think there all that which pisses me off.. Im the nicest person you will meet till u do stupid stuff then you will get paid back 3 to 4 t

Applicaton
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Do you like anal pleasures? 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7.

Christmas
FROM: Patty Lewis, Human Resources Director TO: All Employees DATE: 1 October 2005 RE: Christmas Party I'm happy to inform you that the company Christmas party will take place on December 23, starting at noon, in the private function room at the Grill House. There will be a cash bar and plenty of drinks! We'll have a small band playing traditional carols ....... feel free to Sing along! And don't be surprised if our CEO shows up dressed as Santa Claus! A Christmas tree will be lit at 1.00pm. Exchange of gifts among employees can be done at that time; however, no gift should be over $10 to make the giving of gifts easy for everyone's pockets. This gathering is only for employees! Our CEO will make a special announcement at that time! Merry Christmas to you and your family. Patty FROM: Patty Lewis, Human Resources Director TO: All Employees DATE: 2 October 2005 RE: Holiday Party In no way was yesterday's memo intended to exclude our Jewish e

Saturday 30 June 2007
4th OF JULY IS COMMING UP. AND IT IS A TIME TO REMEMBER THOSE THAT CAN'T BE HOME AT THAT TIME. WHILE WE SHOULDN'T WAIT FOR JUST THE HOLIDAYS TO SHOW SUPPORT. IT IS STILL A GOOD TIME TO DO IT IF YOU CAN'T TO IT ANY OTHER TIME. SO IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SHOW OUR TROOPS THAT YOU CARE, YOU CAN HELP BY SENDING THEM A CARE PACKAGE. YOU CAN CLICK ON EITHER OF THESE TOO LINKS TO SEE HOW YOU CAN HELP. PLEASE REPOST THIS IF YOU CARE.

For The Love Of The Video Games
So traded in two games from my original PS3 line up (Call of Duty 3 and F.E.A.R.) to pickup: The Darkness puts a neat spin on the traditional FPS (first person shooter) by adding a "demonic" twist. Our anti-hero Jackie Estacado, reminiscent of the crow meets good fellas, gets a suprise on his 21st birthday: his "uncle" Pauly wants to execute him, and he releases an ancient dark curse which haunts his family. The darkness manifests itself as two snake like appendages that can be controlled and be sent out to slitther and eat people's hearts (yes very graphic yum ensues) As well as other various forms. Video is Graphic... The characters are decently scripted, humorous, and foul mouthed. Definitely not a game for the weak of stomach as execution style gunplay is involved as well as a proclivity for obseceneties. Originally based on the TopCow Comic of the same name... But the game draws you in decent, until you take a side trip after attempting to commit suicide. Jac

To All My Fiends
I wanted to take this time and tell everyone thank you for all the Birthday wishes.. You made it a very nice day. It is nice to have people out there that care and take the time to show it... Love you all. Kisses, Charlie

Bulllllllllllll Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what the hell is wrong with people. I step away from my computer for 2 hrs and all hell breaks loose. I wasn't around for the fat Sonny era, but I heard he calls Canadian's Moose fuckers. Well isn't that just fucking nice. Why the hell is he knocking all Canadian's cause he don't like a few. Well this is what I have to say about this whole thing. DON'T FUCKING PUT DOWN ALL FUCKING CANADIANS SIMPLY CAUSE YOU'VE RUN INTO A FEW YOU DON'T LIKE. IF YOU DECIDE TO DO SO THEN YOU'RE AN IGNORANT MOTHER FUCKER, AND DESERVE TO BE PUNCHED IN THE MOUTH. Pic made by Marq. Marq you fucking rawk MUAH!!!!!!!!!

The Fireman
In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible..The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix .. She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her six-year-old son a ride around the block on a fire engine. Firem

Darfur News
* The Sudanese People's Liberation Movement Secretary General Pagan Amum said "what is happening today in Darfur is ethnic cleansing and genocide." * The UN Office for the Coordination of Humanitarian Affairs said there has been a 150 percent increase in attacks against humanitarian workers in the last year. * Envoys from the United Nations, the United States and the African Union are meeting with key players in Darfur in efforts to speed up the political process to bring peace to Darfur. Situation on the Ground The Sudanese People's Liberation Movement Secretary General Pagan Amum said "what is happening today in Darfur is ethnic cleansing and genocide," criticizing President Omar al-Bashir's remark that only 9,000 have been killed. President Omar al-Bashir 'relieved' the governor of South Darfur from his position and replaced him with the former state minister of finance who was a member of the Sudanese government during the Darfur peace talks of 2006. At a meeting wit

Me And My Rantings
jsut wanted to let everyone know that i thank them for being my friend and i will try to talk to you all later when i get off work tonight - hope that it is a good day for you just chilling - have the day off today was planning on getting some outside work done today but it is raining - if you feel like talking hit me up might be online diane

Problems
Ok all you motorheads! I need more members in this group! I forgot I had till today. Come join me!! /www.xsorbit3.com/users/generalmotorsmuscle/index.cgi?board=&action=register">GM Muscle Well it looks like My ex...Tammy the stalker has returned.She is now on CT. Her name on here is cabby2007. I know this is from her myspace page...in her blogs she says she is a cabby now at night. She has been to my ex girlfriends page...mine and Julies page. So if anyone wants to go leave her a comment about stalking feel free. I dont know why she wont go on with her life...I have. heres is her page http://www.cherrytap.com/user/939096

One Flaw In Women!
Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it Because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we mak

Poetry One
no i don't care what they think 'wrong' is such a matter or opinion i will do as i please pleasure is what makes life good no body shud b denied that eva neva don't take it personal no body owns nE body eva neva its about freedom and pleasure get it rite A madness of empty weariness grips my mind. I've little will to do anything. All desire is but faded shadows and it matters naught. I feel the depression descending upon me. Its work already done in the quiet hours, unsuspectingly, has taken from me the will to fight its insidious intrusion. Suicidal thoughts flirt with my consciousness, whispering sweet nothings of the end of suffering.

Stats Of The Day
Just wanted to say thank you..You guys go above and beyond sometimes what i can even imagine. Today there was a trotal of 17 leveled through the help of all of us. Awesome job everyoneHope you all got some new friends and fans. The second Part of this is Im going to clear my family out not that i dont love them and not that they dont mean the word to me.Im going to add the levelers there that way im not always filling everyones bulletin boards with my post. So im asking for those of you that want to work level ups on a regular basis please comment on this blog.Just say add me.. Much Love and Respect to all.

So Dont Look!
Why do people rate my pics NSFW? Dont look at them if you dont like them! I dont mark your pics NSFW! I dont complain when I see you trying to put a thong on an ass the size or Japan! I see those tube sock titties and I dont mark you! No more mister nice Guy! How can you mark a picture offensive if it is a cartoon? WTF! The same person that marked me had her beaver walking down the street grabbing small animals and I post 1 pic of a girl with bloody wrists and I get flagged! Maybe I need t post some dude with a big ole hairy sausage! Or maybe 2 big German shepherds humping on the corner! Some chick can post a picture of a dildo the size of a small child's leg going in her ass and I cant post a pic of a dark angel? Maybe it offends me that you keep winter bush all year round! Your page has a link to farmteens.com and I offend you? What about what you did with that donkey and the midget! That's not offending? I dont even want to know what you did with the hamster and the 2 liter bott

Hobbie
heyyy Mike Brown here Ready To tell you whats really Good.. Im New on the block, ready to do this thing, Im new on the block, everyone should know my name, Im here to get comments, and gifts, bucks and Pics from girls who wanna suck my dick ( haha) Im a nice guy, not a bad Guy, But I can be a bad guy, if you want me too, I just want you to know my name, My name is mike brown, and DAM!, I am the shit mang, the hot shit mang, that dope shit mang, everyone wants some of my shit mang, I aint gonna lie to you, I straight tell it to you straight, Straight tell it to yo face, I straight tell you if I think you are a fucking Fake.. so dont cross me and I wont cross you Lets see who gets more comments then you!.. Foo!!!!!!

What A Night
There is nothing that one can say when a real man is able to take a woman and make her see and feel heaven all around her, with the simple touch, a tender kiss, and the respectful way he makes love to her. How you kiss a woman from head to toe before making her stream of desires, her anticipations heighten, and her soul explode with delight until she becomes one with the heavens and all the glories of what life has to offer in a mere moment in time, tells a woman more than any words could say.

Reality
Got to love this Guy: The Plan! Robin Williams, wearing a shirt that says "I love New York " in Arabic. You gotta love Robin Williams...... Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan... (Hard to argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past and present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we will never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany , South Korea , the Middle East , and the Philippines. They don't want us there, anyway. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence.

I Love Me
I believe this is Lisa. As a mater of fact I don't know her at all and I can't recall how she ended up on my friend list.. I don't think that her and I have ever even spoke. I came across her sticky bulletin and it said do to real life personal reasons she will be leaving Fubar once her VIC runs out at the end of this month. SxyLisa/Owner Of Elite Hotties/ F.A.R. Mem / R/L Ms. CT DADDY@ fubar Everyone she is 3,000,000 points from becoming a Godmother. Shes currently sitting at level 24. Her boyfriend ~CT FUBAR DADDY™~ ~THE TEXAS FU-KI... wants to see to it that before she leaves that she makes it to the top. Hopefully she will be willing to let him do this for her before she deletes her account. This is by far the largest act of kindness I have taken on during my time her at Fubar-CT. This can not only be him and I working on it. This will take everyone who see this blog and soon to be a never ending bulletin So go show her page all the love you can muster up. I will ne

My Life In Music !!!!
Your Life: The SoundtrackOpening credits: The Last Dance - NightmaresWaking up: Evereve - Fall Into OblivionAverage day: Rob Zombie - Sinners INCFirst date: Xandria - RavenheartFalling in love: Moonspell - VampiriaLove scene: Nightwish - Wish I had an AngelFight scene: Prodigy - smack my bitch upBreaking up: Enigma & Enya - Pure Moods - Return to innocenceGetting back together: Wiccan - Lorena McKennitt - Snow Wiccan PaganSecret love: Inkubus Sukkubus - Vampyre KissLife's okay: A Perfect Circle - 3 LibrasMental breakdown: Children Of Bodom - Taste Of My ScytheDriving: Beborn Beton - Deeper than the usual feelingLearning a lesson: Arch Enemy - We Will RiseDeep thought: Opeth - Black Rose ImmortalFlashback: Sisters Of Mercy - Cry Little SisterPartying: Razed in black - Oh my goth dj rib trance remiHappy dance: VNV Nation - BelovedRegreting: Within Temptation - DestroyedLong night alone: My Dying Bride - For YouDeath scene: Morbid Angel - God of EmptinessClosing credits: Type O Negetive -

Beautiful As The Sky
you are as beautiful as the sky, i sit and wonder why, my heart does yearn, the flames inside do burn, to have you with me, to see what we could be, together as one, being together will be fun, to respect and love, to honor and cherish, never for our love to parish, wanting you with me, i shall get on one knee, to ask you one question, you know what it would be, close your eyes and you will see, i want you with me, our hearts will soar free, intertwinned as one, under the bright sun, the warmth of your touch, would make me happy so much, never will we know unless we try, knowing we will never ask why, knowing the love i have is immense, the ways i show it will be intense, it will be all good, the way it should, you hold my heart, i truely hope we never part.........

Video Editing Freeware?
I have several short videos of various subjects, and would like to be able to edit them with scene fades and credits and text comments between scenes.... Does any one know of a Video Editor that's freeware? Sort of like "Movie Maker" that comes with "XP" OS. Sure would appreciate some help on this. Please respond even if you know of none, ok? Later, Bloggers.

Haters
Seriously, fubar just sent me an email saying my account will be deleted because of the mums i posted!! OMFG!!! I FUCKING HATE FUBAR!!! Why do people have nothing better to do than to ruin other ppl's fun? someone got my mum deleted for having offensive and NSFW content in it when all it said was "Vote A or Vote B" and another said "should i or shouldn't i?" wtf is wrong with ppl? anyone else think its wrong to have ppl's mums removed for stupid reasons without a proper review? please comment! seriously. just since i have been online this morning i have been blocked by 5 people. wtf? what need is there to block me? you dont wanna look at my pic, then dont. you dont like my profile, then dont look at it. you think i am a pervert, so dont talk to me. blocking people is like putting them on a blacklist of sorts, like putting their face on those big bulletin boards with a caption saying, this person is bad, do not talk to them, block them at all costs. i know thats a bit extreme, but come

Hey You !!!!
Name: Brandt Birthday: -11-12-78- Birthplace: New Jersey Current Location: Stuck In A Hole Eye Color: haz,brn, grn, gry Hair Color: dirty blond, brown Height: 5,10 Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty Your Heritage: Irish The Shoes You Wore Today: Uptowns Your Weakness: never let anyone know your weakness Your Fears: same Your Perfect Pizza: My Own Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Geting the fuck outa NY Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: I gota get up? Your Bedtime: Whenever I pass out Your Most Missed Memory: Weekends Pepsi or Coke ; Dew MacDonalds or Burger King: BK Single or Group Dates: Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee: Both Do you Smoke: Maybe Do you Swear: Fuck yea Do you Sing: In the shower Do you Shower Daily: Yup (To keep on my singing) Have you Been in Love: Pretty sure Do you want to get Married: Depends Do you b

Bad Girl! I'm In My Room...now What?
This was a posting a friend of mine from sl did on another blog site i belong too.. he is a PERVERT so thats just a warning. wow.. even my male friends, can be slutty Ok so I talked to the Mrs. and she thinks I should put my stories on here.. so here you go, I don't claim to be a Hemingway by any means... just a little horndog LOL.... The Lake.. The songs from the birds woke me up from the deepest sleep I’ve had in weeks. Without opening my eyes I lay there listening, I reach out for you but the bed is empty. I open my eyes to find that I am indeed alone, hmmm…. I can still smell your sweet scent and grin as my hand caresses the sheets where we made love last night. I call out to you but you do not respond, the cabin is completely silent aside from the birds. I rise out of bed and slip on my shorts that were wildly thrown across the room last night. I walk down stairs still grinning as thoughts of you and your body flashes through my memories. I find the downstairs empty and

Dirty Little Slut (erotica)
Dirty little slut He met her at the restaurant, as they'd agreed - a nice, neutral, public place for a first time meeting between online friends. She was trying to obey the "rules" for meeting a man she'd only known online, trying to be safe. "Safe," she thought, laughing to herself, "He should worry about being safe from me!" She blushed, thinking of some of the conversations they had had - for a stranger, he knew more about her fantasies and desires then the friends of hers who warned her about meeting strange men online. He stood and smiled when he saw her ... (fill in) He grabbed her by the hand, and pulled her towards the back, where the restrooms were located. There, between the men's room and the women's was a handicap, gender neutral bathroom. It was that one he quickly pulled her into, locking the door behind them. Her breathe caught as he pushed her hard against the wall with one hand. His voice rough, he whispered harshly, "I bet your pussy is wet alread

To Realize......
To realize The value of a sister/brother Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE. Treasure everyone in your life, ever

Where I Live
I have been asked a few times what's it like where I live. Just thought I would write about what it is like around the area that I live in. Well as I say on my profile I live in North Shields, a town on the north bank of the river Tyne just east of the city of Newcastle Upon Tyne and just over a mile from the north sea. North Shields is surrounded on three sides by the once busy shipbuilding town of Wallsend which is where Hadrians Wall ended, and hence was named after. Between North Shields and the sea is Tynemouth village now a favourite haunt for surfers, the upmarket suburb of Newcastle I guess you could call it. North of Tynemouth lies the small former fishing village of Cullercoats with the town of Whitley Bay to the north of there. North Shields is best known for it's connect with the river. It has a ferry terminal where ferries leave for destinations in Norway, Sweden, Denmark and the Netherlands. The fish quay was for a long time it's largest employer with over two h

Setting Up A Computer
A wife was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the Appropriate point in the process, told him that he would now need To Enter a password. Something he will use to log on. For the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. Plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in... >>> >>> >>> P..... >>> >>> >>> E..... >>> >>> >>> N..... >>> >>> >>> I..... >>> >>> >>> S..... >>> His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied: PASSWORD DENIED - NOT LONG ENOUGH

Movies
A psychological thriller about a man who is sometimes controlled by his murder-and-mayhem-loving alter ego. Great movie... More then just whats on top... .... Check it out .... A marksman (Wahlberg) living in exile is coaxed back into action after learning of a plot to kill the president. Ultimately double-crossed and framed for the attempt, he goes on the run to track the real killer and find out who exactly set him up, and why. .... Smart Movie,And some intuitive ways to save your life. .... Check it out .... After a drug-op gone bad, Joey Gazelle is put in charge of disposing the gun that shot a dirty cop. But things go wrong for Joey after the neighbor kid stole the gun and used it to shoot his abusive father. Now Joey has to find the kid and the gun before the police and the mob find them first. ..... Check it out ..... "More then meets the eye"

Happiness For My Baby
when i think of you i smile ,i long to feel you close to see you sleep ,feel your touch,looking in to your eyes and tell you i love you more than you will ever know,you are my breath of life and my heart I wake in the mornings and I'm happy. Becouse the last voice I heard before I went to sleep was the Love of my life. If I'm dreaming please don't wake me. I have found my perfect man. We sit and talk for hours. We joke and pick, we talk about our future, and our past. A woman couldn't ask for a better man, and he's mine. I am truly lucky to have found Mr.Right, Mr.Perfect. I love you baby. I'll walk with you in life and death.

My Blog
I just got engaged on 8/02/07 to the love of my life. We have lived together for the past year upon his return from being deployed to Iraq and he finally popped the question to me! I am estatic as he is the best thing to ever happen in my life and is a most wonderful person. No wedding date set as of yet.

Apology In Advance
Due to outstanding amount of pic requests and the lack of slots on here to upload them all too, I will be utilizing my web site to upload them all too from now on. If you have requested pics from me, you will be getting the direct link to them in your Fubar Mail Box. If you are wanting to make a request, just send me a Fubar mail letting me know what it is that you want, and I will do my best to get it done as quickly as I can. Some orders are taking a little longer then others, so please be patient with me. Thank You All For Being Sooooo Awesome!! Hugz and Mwahzzzz!!! Alexa ( Mystic Illusions ) Ok, here's the deal...... I bust my ass EVERY day to make sure I catch up on rating everyone's pics and stashes, but only a select handful return the favor. Why do I even bother helping the rest of you out. If it is too much to return the favor and all you care about is your damn self, then remove me from your lists and I will gladly do the some. That just frees up more time for me t

Letting Go
feeling as the beating rain falls upon the window soothing the relaxtion of sorrow allowing the thoughts of past sorrow to seise into one moment in time to ease the suffering pain of soulmates traveling through the memories brining tears and smiles causing the heart to beat steadily nervous shakes turning into panic breathing attacks pushing the stimulation of the mind to dig deeper into the soul penetrating ones deepest darkest desires hidden below releasing a certain pain that somehow calms ones fears when the fulfillment of happiness is sustained desires for another heart ignite and will scare for life the burning flames will remain constant never being put out. To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in

Sunday Morning Sex
SUNDAY MORNING SEX... I will never hear church bells ringing again without smiling. Upon hearing that her elderly grandfather had just passed away, Katie went straight to her grandparent's house to visit her 95-year-old grandmother and comfort her. When she asked how her grandfather had died, her grandmother replied, "He had a heart attack while we were making love on Sunday morning." Horrified, Katie told her grandmother that 2 people nearly 100 years old having sex would surely be asking for trouble. "Oh no, my dear," replied granny. "Many years ago, realizing our advanced age, we figured out the best time to do it was when the church bells would start to ring. It was just the right rhythm. Nice and slow and even. Nothing too strenuous, simply in on the Ding and out on the Dong." She paused to wipe away a tear, and continued, "He'd still be alive if the ice cream truck hadn't come along."

Lyrics To My Trackz
Goodies ( Ciara ) (feat. Petey Pablo) [Ciara] My Goodies, My Goodies, My Goodies Not my goodies! [Verse 1: Petey Pablo] I got a sick reputation for handlin broads All I need is me a few seconds or more. It's a rap Tell the lady to bring my lap And I ain't comin back So you can put the car right there. I'm the truth And I ain't got nothin' to prove. An you can ask anybody 'cause they seen me do it. Barracades, I run right through 'em I'm used to 'em. Throw all the dirt you want its no use still gonna have a pin up in a fabulous room on her back pickin' at a basket of fruit. (I love you boo) Yeah freak and Petey love you too. Ha Ha You know how I do.. [Hook: Ciara] You may look at me and think that I'm Just a young girl But I'm not just a young girl. Baby this is what I'm lookin' for: a sexy, independent, gotta spend it type that's gettin' his dough I'm not bein too dramatic that's the way I gotta have it. [Chorus: Ciara] I bet you want the go

Panic Attacks
Nocturnal Panic Attacks Panic attacks occur in approximately one-third of the population. These episodes are marked by periods of extreme anxiety that last for approximately two to ten minutes each. Panic attacks are thought to be caused by a variety of different factors, including external stressors, lifestyle, and genetics. These episodes can take place at various times throughout the day without warning, and even happen at night. These nighttime panic attacks are also known as nocturnal panic attacks. Nocturnal panic attacks represent around ten percent of the panic attacks experienced by sufferers of this condition. There are many different reasons why nocturnal panic attacks might occur, but nightmares aren't usually one of them. Documented records of nocturnal panic attacks have shown that these episodes happen during the early phases of sleep rather than during the times when dreams occur. Nocturnal panic attacks are basically the same as panic attacks that happen durin

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National Airborne Day
Hey all, I know this is a bit late, but please forgive me! August 16th is National Airborne Day... Make sure you thank any Airborne soldier you know! For all they have been through, I made them a gif to celebrate the day. When you look at the gif, this is what specific stuff was put in for... if you want anything changed, please let me know and I will redo it. 1. The Clouds... kind of a duh thing, y'all jump from the sky 2. The Rain... for the blood, sweat and tears y'all shed training, jumping, and in combat 3. The group jumping... No Airborne soldier is ever alone 4. The lettering... a. The font... star wars... cause you guys rock! b. The fire... Cause y'all have been to hell and back and jumped under fire. I hope y'all like it! here is a copy of the resolution.... SRES 82 IS 110th CONGRESS 1st Session S. RES. 82 Designating August 16, 2007 as `National Airborne Day'. IN THE SENATE OF THE UNITED STATES February 15, 2

2 My Family, Friends, And Fans!
jus one more plz! i need this vip badd cant afford one!!!http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=495987&i=1332808236 http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=398434&i=3326508569 THIS IS THE LINK PLZ COMMENT BOMB ME I NEED THE HELP I REALLY CANT AFFORD A VIP I HAVE KIDS! TY

Wearing Red!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with! me right now. He was killed in Iraq; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do.

Child Abuse
While Kelsey's father was in Iraq fighting for our country Kelsey Briggs was here fighting for her life. She lost that battle. The mother of Kelsey Briggs sobbed, "I don't understand. Help me," in court after jurors found her guilty of allowing the girl to be abused. Jurors chose a punishment of 27 years in prison for Raye Dawn Smith. She lowered her head into her hands and wept as the trial judge, read the verdict — guilty of enabling child abuse. Jurors deliberated about two hours and 35 minutes, asking the judge at one point in a note if they had to be unanimous on punishment. The judge replied yes. Smith, 27, was handcuffed behind her back after the verdict was read at 5:30 p.m. Wednesday and was led away by sheriff's deputies. She told her attorney, "I don't understand. I love my baby." System called into question Kelsey, 2, died Oct. 11, 2005, at her home near Meeker after months of suffering broken bones, bruises and other injuries. (On October 11th, 2005 at 1:30 p.m., an Okla

Is This The Way It Really Is?
The few Fubar Idiots _____________________________________ 1) Why post your picture online when beneathe it the title states "I look horrible in this picture"? 2) The pictures that say "this is me", holy chit I thought that it was an imposter! You mean people actually post their real pictures on here? 3) Pictures.... you have to love the ones that the people look great in, but surrounding them there is... a) food all over the place b) dishes stacked up all over c) clutter everywhere I mean seriously you might look great in the picture, but the surroundings tell us how you really live! 4) Shower Photos.... you have to love these ones... a) their is soap scum all over the shower walls b) mold c) trash can is filled to the limit by the shower Please people if you live like this, it tells us a lot of your personal hygeine... try washing! Online crushes....... a) are you seriously going to visit them? b) do you know them well enough to have a crush on them, because last I

In The Makings
my head hurts i cant see I cant scream i cant feel i cant heal. i'm spinning around gasping, thrashing Im trying to find the ground just let me go, let me down I cant breathe I fight to free myself from the grasp around my neck. The pain cuts so deep. It cuts right through me Like a razorblade to your veins. I dont wanna be afraid. Stop judging me Blindly, I fall Slowly descending I'm spiralling out of control I can feel myself fading I'm a feather in the wind I'm falling I'm fading I'm bleeding I'm breaking Just let me go I'm waiting for you to find me lying on this cold, bloody floor Im waitin on you to med me And heal the broken bones I'm waiting for you to save me ..I'm waiting for you I dont want you to wear your armor its too flashy for me I just want you as you are Im lost in a world I dont know Im battered, I'm bruised And I can't seem to move I'm searching for you Will you save me? its the typical damsel in distress I've

My Angel
My Angel Heaven must be missing an angel, Because you are one who lets her light shine. If God gave everyone an angel, I know for sure you would be mine. Every time I hear your voice, The dark clouds roll away. Just to see your beautiful smile, Brightens up my day. I'm glad that I can be More than just your friend. And I know that you will be here for me Until the very end. Whenever I'm down and lonely, God always helps me see The angel who's always been there, Is you who's here with me. Robin LaRue Capps Copyright ©2007 Robin Capps I wrote this one also.

The Peacock Hotel
By Ada B. Smedley This old coaching inn stands by the side of what used to be the main road from Sheffield to Derby, near Alfreton South Wingerfield crossroads. This road was also the Roman Ryknfield Street. The whitewashed hostelry was of great importance in the days of coaches. Horses were changed here before the next stop at Belper or Chesterfield and the raised platform for the passengers can still be seen. Down in the cellars is to be found a substantial and ancient underground passage which is said communicated with Wingerfield Manor nearby, the famous of Mary Queen Of Scots. There is also a crypt under the stables connected to the house by an underground passage. The interior of the house is also interesting, in the bar parlour the ancient fittings of the post office still remain. This was the post office for the for the district and letters for Alfreton were addressed to ?Alfreton near the Peacock?. One of the eighteenth century landlords of the Peacock was Peter Ken

Pimp Snick-a-witz
ok, I have to admit, I'm a little lost and confused here at first glance at Fubar. I'll have to make some time to tool around and figure out what's fun. (i'm still a myspace junky) I love the "shot" thing, if I knew how to do it I would give everyone a Jager! So for now, bear with me for awhile, I have alot going on so I'm not sure how often I'll be able to check in. I'll do my best I promise. I'll try not to get as bad as I have with updateing my own websites. I'ts just so fucking hard to find the time when you have 8 hundred million other things going on. ok stop blabering, Pimp says, "YO! to my peeps!"

Don't Constrain
Plz notice: I don't fan anybody, only who I really want, so, don't ask me. If u fan me, that's your own decision. I don't rating anybody, only who I really want, so, don't ask me. If u rating me, that's your own decision. I don't chat here, only to a very-very few ppl, mostly who I know already. Don't take it personal. I accept almost everybody as friend, and reply to private messages. I rate back everyone if I am here. I rate pix and send comments too. But I dont send fake comments, and fake rates... In my opinion it`s a kind of honour, to be honest to each other. `Family` is a special place here to me. :) Thank`s for your understanding, guys! Hugs Anita If I speak in human and angelic tongues but do not have love, I am a resounding gong or a clashing cymbal. And if I have the gift of prophecy and comprehend all mysteries and all knowledge; if I have all faith so as to move mountains but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give away everything I o

Universal Declaration Of Human Rights
On 10 December 2007, Human Rights Day, the Secretary-General and High Commissioner for Human Rights will launch a year-long celebration of the 60th anniversary of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights. The universal declaration of human rights: A living document Many things can be said about the Universal Declaration of Human Rights (UDHR). It is the foundation of international human rights law, the first universal statement on the basic principles of inalienable human rights, and a common standard of achievement for all peoples and all nations. As the UDHR approaches its 60th birthday, it is timely to emphasize the living document’s enduring relevance, its universality, and that it has everything to do with all of us. Today, the UDHR is more relevant than ever. Universality It was the UDHR, almost 60 years ago, that first recognized what have become nowadays universal values: human rights are inherent to all and the concern of the whole of the international community

Retarded People And Their Ratings....
Sheesh I was clicking around the site one day and clicked on I'm bored....well you go there to rate pics. I rate 'em how I see 'em...creativity, good looks, the whole pic idea...anywhoo when I see nasty skanky looky people on there I sure the heck don't give them a 10! But its those who send me back crappy emails and comments that I am a downrater...well I most certainly am not. Hey all my pics are not 10s and I just don't think its right that becasue I rated your pic a 5 you need to jump my crap. Take the advide and get a better pic...just quit acting like everyone needs to rate you pic a 10. I rate most peoles sites a 10 but some pictures are just downright stupid!! get over it!

Update!!!!
Hello everyone it has been a while since I have been on this site but I am back now to stay. My life is going well. I just had surgery on my ears because of a really bad infection but all is well. I just lost a really close friend that passed away on August 20th. I will be writing a poem in her memory and will post it on my page when it is finished. Well hope all is well with everyone and hope all have a Great Labor Day!

Happy Labor Day
How do you say goodbye to someone you have known and loved all your life. Someone who has left behind so much. Four children and a husband. At such a young age. It just goes to show what drugs can do to someone. They don't only effect you but, everyone around you. Leaving them vulnerable, alone, sad, and depressed. What is to become of there life now that u are gone? The girls are just now teenagers, the baby is three. Let's not forget the six year old too. How could you enjoy yourself pill after pill knowing that you were leaving them behind? Maybe, no one understands but you could have givin them a chance.

Psykosis
Greetings Ebildoers! This will come out of nowhere for pretty much everyone. . . but I got an "intimate" piercing back in July. . . We took out the piercing on the 3rd of this month. We meant to size it, so we could possibly get a CBR or maybe a curved barbell, being that it's fully healed. Anyway, we discovered it was 10 gauge. We came back home, and after some "experimenting" without it, we couldn't get it back in. After a solid hour plus (with all kinds of weird ideas to help get it in), we finally gave up. We temporarily replaced it with a smaller gauge barbell, worried that the hole would close up. After work yesterday I went by the piercing parlor to get the tapered guide I'd need to put it back in. Padric tells me straight up that this will hurt more than the actual piercing. He was not kidding. He also said he'd take it much slower than the piercing took, as the skin there is meant to stretch & retract quickly. Well of course, look at what skin we're talking about.

Everytime We Touch
Everytime We Touch I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me. I still feel your touch in my dreams. Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why. Without you it's hard to survive. Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. Need you by my side. Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static. And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. Can't you hear my heart beat so. I can't let you go. Want you in my life. Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky. They wipe away tears that I cry. The good and the bad times, we've been through them all. You make me rise when I fall. Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. Need you by my side. Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static. And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. Can't you hear my heart

Which Baby R U?
OFFICER : WHAT IS YOUR NAME ? CANDIDATE : M P. SIR OFFICER : TELL ME PROPERLY CANDIDATE : MOHAN PAL SIR OFFICER : YOUR FATHER'S NAME ? CANDIDATE : M P. SIR OFFICER : WHAT DOES THAT MEAN ? CANDIDATE : MANMOHAN PAL SIR OFFICER : YOUR NATIVE PLACE CANDIDATE : M P. SIR OFFICER : IS IT MADHYA PRADESH ? CANDIDATE : NO, MUNNUR PAL SIR OFFICER : WHAT IS YOUR QUALIFICATION? CANDIDATE : M P. SIR OFFICER : (ANGRILY) WHAT IS IT ? CANDIDATE : MATRIC PASS OFFICER : WHY DO YOU NEED A JOB ? CANDIDATE : M P. SIR OFFICER : AND WHAT DOES THAT MEAN ? CANDIDATE : MONEY PROBLEM SIR OFFICER : DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY CANDIDATE : M P. SIR OFFICER : EXPLAIN YOURSELF CLEARLY CANDIDATE : MAGNANIMOUS PERSONALITY SIR OFFICER : THIS DISCUSSION IS NOWHERE, YOU MAY GO NOW CA

Silent Thought
Silent Thought This isn't intended for anyone specific to read. I was just silently thinking. I thought I'd post it for people to read. Maybe give an opinion on. Well, for most of you who know me, I'm sure I've told this story before. Every girl I have dated has cheated on me. No news really. Everyone cheats right? ... lol ... I'm not claiming to be perfect. I've cheated. I'm an ass, I'm stuburn, self-centered, greedy, needy, and several other derogative terms. Anyway ... Every time I get with a girl I tell her that I have trust issues. It's hard for me to trust someone because every girl I've dated has cheated on me. Their first response is usually to the effect of; "Well, I've never cheated on anyone. I never would because that's wrong." Or; "I know what it's like to be cheated on. I wouldn't do that to someone." I tell them that they all said that too. Of course, they follow that up with; "Well I'm not like every other girl." Haha, here's the humor. Every girl that I h

About Me
Good day! If you haven't guessed, my name is Jon. I moved to Redding on the 3rd of July (2006). Didn't take me long to get settled in. I'm working with HSF. Good company. $6.75. Not much, but it pays the bills ... lol ... well, below this is basically my life story. Enjoy. If you'd like to skip past it, Hold "Shift, and push "Page Down." It will put you at the bottom of this screen. I was born August 7th, 1983 in Pomona, California. I have one brother (Stanley) and one sister (Christina). While I was growing up, my family moved frequently, about every 4-6 months. I've lived in Pomona, Covina, West Covina, San Bernardino, El Monte, Glendale, Burbank, Pasadena, and North Hollywood – to name a few. Growing up, I had many trials and tribulations. When I was 4, my sister (born deaf, blind, cerebral palsy, and a 3rd grade heart murmur) passed away. I don't have many memories of my past. In 1999, we moved to Covina. We lived here for some time. I have little memories so I can't give a

No Points For Ripped Pics
i was looking at bulletins and found this...just thought i would share with everyone...i know some of you don't read the bulletins and its ok :) Angela okie mom x 3 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I've been doing some checking and watching point changes, and it looks like no one is getting points on pics that have been ripped. No points for the person rating them, no points for the person being rated, and no points for the person they were ripped from. Bottom line... stop ripping pics... stop rating ripped pics. I drop a note to scrapper to see if this is just a temporary glitch

New Orleans Bred
give me a king cake baby give me a beignet kiss give me a french quarter morning that looks like this give me the endymion krewe give me the times-picayune give me a drunk and lazy crawfish boil in muggy sticky june give me a six pack of Dixie give me some assorted abita beers give me a city where it only snows once every 10 years give me a green neutral ground give me a mardi gras ball give me a medium rare burger at my grand old Port of Call give me a glittery drag show give me the streetcar line give me House of the Rising Sun give me a Tchoupitoulas sign give me a shrimp and oyster poboy give me lovebug season in May give me my New Orleans- I will definitely stay. Pass this on to everyone who loves this beautiful city we call NEW ORLEANS !!! Friday, October 26 Rage Against The Machine, Kings Of Leon, Toots and the Maytals, M.I.A., Black Rebel Motorcycle Club, Jason Isbell, Galactic featuring Chali 2na (of Jurassic 5) and Lyrics Born, Porcupine T

Simple & Powerful
Simple & Powerful This is true...makes you think A mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" A mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Saudi Arabia?" A mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Kuwait?" Another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Vietnam?" Another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Korea?" Another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die on Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die on a battlefield on a field in France?" Yet another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die on a frozen field near Valley Forge?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father ... why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem ?" The answer is the same ... "So that others ma

To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured he

How Freaky Are You...
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you call me? answer: 3.) Would you have sex with me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If we dated and broke up, would you want me back? answer: 16.) If I gave you my heart what would you do? answer: 17.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 18.) How much do you like me 1-10? answer: 19.) How do you feel about me?

Who Likes New Tags??? Lol
I do lots of work in Paint shop pro and Photoshop.... I will put up some smaples of my work in a few... hehhee.... What kid of tags are ya;ll looking for.. sexy.... Gothic....DArk.....Funny.. Cute.... D.O.W..(((Days of week))))... Sports.. etc... Want some tags wiff your names on them certain types... what Genre you would like your names on.. Lemma know... Big Zombie&Vampire smooooches!!!!! lol... KDM is still trying to turn me his way to be a vampire.... LMAO!!! Hell no Imma true Zombie.... lmao... Plus I got bad blood... and bad veins... Hell Im dead.... Imma Zombie... ROFL!!!!! :P:O:P:O:P:O:P:O... Leave me some of your namers ane what you want or wehat not on here okies.. :) Anyone else want some 1 of a kind tags made.. :) hehe.... My background i=on my profile I made .. Thats one of the tags/backgrounds I made.. I make backgrounds for fubar also... So if anyone want me to make them a particular B/g fro their FUBAR profile... just leave me a message on here.... :)

The Secret Reason--men Fail With Women
As you can probably imagine, I interact with a lot of guys who are having problems with women. And one of the things that I've noticed is that almost every guy that is “failing” with women has an EXCUSE - a “good reason” why things aren't “working” for him. THE SECRET EXCUSE... I have come to believe that most guys who aren't succeeding with women carry around a “Secret Excuse” for why they're not succeeding... a Secret Excuse for failure. For some it's their height, for some it's their age, for some it's their income... and for some guys, it's a reason outside of themselves... maybe it's the place that they live, or where they work. What's YOUR Secret Excuse for why you don't succeed with women at the level you'd like to? If you can, stop right now and write down your own personal Secret Excuse for failing with women. Then, see if you can figure out where that Secret Excuse came from. Did something happen in your life that led you to believe that your Excuse was REAL

Ty So Much
i just want to say ty to everyone that has givin me support threw this rough time i'm having... seeing my lil brother go to war is definitely the hardest thing i've ever had to deal with... not just cause i'm worried for him, but because i can't stand seeing my mother cry... ty for everybody that is keeping my brother Nathan in their prayers... i haven't prayed since i was 11 and i'm catching myself constantly asking god for his safe return... once again THANK YOU SO MUCH to everyone that's here for me... u have no idea how much it really means.

Try It Another Way :p
Since we still seemed to be having trouble getting the message across in blogs and profiles and such... new idea! there are now two pictures posted with the following "have you read my profile yet?" and "stop asking! i will not unlock them for you" lol, i figure if they're gonna skip straight to the pics, maybe this way has a shot... anyone else have ideas??? lol :p ~~Sin

Ok Who Knows What...
There's a picture in my albums here... with a bunch of medications in it. Now those prescriptions are ALL mine... Jason, don't answer this, lol... I'm watching alot of you talk about making money off the scripts... now, my question to all of you is.. who can name the drugs in there (besides zyprexa, that's written on the bottle :p )...? and who knows what they're for...? (aka what's wrong with me :p ) i'll edit this with the answers tomorrow ;) Sin P.S. first person with the correct answer to each question will get their page rated (pictures/stash/blogs)

Color Me Picky??
Hmmm... I realize that I am new here, but Fan you, Rate You, PRIOR to adding you? Sure, I am into a pretty face, and nice skin, just like the rest of us. But the Fan thing really means something to me. I can easily (almost) blindly rate a photo - and if it moves me, very quickly I will give it a 12. But many women here want the Fan first, prior to asking to connect to for friendship (or at least the allusion of friendship). This I have trouble with. Fan says to me that I not only like you, but support your decisions, way of life, choices of cold cuts, something for crying out loud. How am I to know if I can be your fan if I don't know a thing about you? I am fans of some, but there is reason for it. To those that I am fans, they know why. It genuinely revolves around respect. Some women are pretty weird around this concept. Most women don't want flesh freaks, then when a guy really wants to know something, treat them as a number. Many women here think that a g

Stella Awards
It's time again for the annual "Stella Awards"! For those unfamiliar with these awards, they are named after 81-year-old Stella Liebeck who spilled hot coffee on herself and successfully sued the McDonald's in New Mexico where she purchased the coffee. You remember, she took the lid off the coffee and put it between her knees while she was driving. Who would ever think one could get burned doing that, right? That's right; these are awards for the most outlandish lawsuits and verdicts in the U.S. You know, the kinds of cases that make you scratch your head. Here are the Stella's for the past year: 7TH PLACE: Kathleen Robertson of Austin, Texas was awarded $80,000 by a jury of her peers after breaking her ankle tripping over a toddler who was running inside a furniture store. The store owners were understandably surprised by the verdict, considering the running toddler was her own son. 6TH PLACE: Carl Truman, 19, of Los Angeles, California won $74,000 plus medical expen

I Just Got Hit By A Hater.
I haven't done a blog before. I hope I'm doing this right. I just got hit by a hater. This guy rated my foto a 3. You should see HIS foto! He has a lot of nerve. See for yourself (unless you don't want him to notice you and give YOU a low rating also): http://www.fubar.com/user/1027069 (You can now see his foto which I ripped into my foto folder called "Rated me very low".) I visited this guy's profile and foto and found several comments from others that he hated on. This guy isn't just hating on guys either. Several comments about low rates come from women as well. One woman who he rated low STILL gave him a 10 because she doesn't believe in giving low ratings!!! Amazing!!! What is the best way to deal with a hater on fubar? (Above was originally posted 2007 Sep 22.) (Updating on 2007 Nov 17.) That guys profile seems to be dormant. I'm guessing it may have been a fake profile. It turns out that the same number of pointz are awarded regardless of what t

Thoughts Of A Sad Soul
Thoughts of a sad soul Current mood: sad Category: Romance and Relationships Is it better to have to have loved and lost or to have never loved at all? This is a question for the ages. What is the definition of love? I dont believe there is a definition. I believe that it is a feeling of the heart and not of the mind. Love is a feeling that encompasses your body which you can feel thoughout your soul. I also dont believe it has anything to do with your mind because there is no logic to love, nor should it be something you even have to think about. Back to the question at hand. To lose something you love is probly one of the hardest things in life to deal with, from my experiences anyway. It effects your whole life, every aspect, every feeling, and every decission. It definitly takes some time some time to get over, more so when you cant understand the reason for the lose. If youve never had that feeling of lose, than in my opinon youve never truly loved. To have never loved

Politics
i had to talk to a flat-earther the other day. i'm sure you know the type i mean, i coin that phrase in honor of the woman on 'the View' who, after saying she didn't believe in evolution and then asked about whether the world is flat, said; "i've never thought about it". no kidding? what a surprise. we can see that you literally never thought about it because even the most cursory façade of thought would tell you that, whatever it is you think, saying you "never thought about it" about whether the world is round or flat on national television may not be the best plan. so; i was working on a temp labor job. you'd be surprised how often sophisticated political discussions happen on construction sites. a man i was working with claimed that President bush has not done anything illegal. i tried telling him about how the FISA disembowelment didn't come till 4 years after the spying started, that all (that is; ALL, as in EVERY SINGLE ONE) all of the claims made to the public and

H.o.g./mc Member Tags Available Now
Official Member Tags are available to H.O.G./MC Members any member wanting one send me a Fu Mail and I'll get one to you right away here is an example of what they look like http://images76.imikimi.com/image/images_full/10644076.jpg

Random Things
Let's all remember that the food and t.v. are not what this day are all about.... today is the day to be thankful for those we love and the freedoms we still have in the US. I want to thank all the nice people I have met on here. They have really helped me to feel at home- helping me figure out this whole Fubar thing. On some sites "noobs" are given a hard time and often shunned and ridiculed. Oh, I know I will probably meet a few creeps, but so far everyone has been respectful and fun to talk to. I hope this "at home" feeling will continue for a long time!! I can't believe it!! This Sunday is already me & hubby's first anniversary! It seems just like it's been only a short while since that wonderful day! It was a beautiful wedding and although we didn't spend much, it was just the way I wanted it. I had a beautiful dress and he waas soooo handsome. He cried when I came down the aisle and I'll never forget how it touched me! He is the love of my life and we shall never part. He has bro

Questions That Are To Serious For A Mumm
The Hells Fire Sinners is a band my brothers in could you give me feed back on what you think please!?! If you like any of the songs you can download them from player, and I will let them know what everyone thinks! Thanks, Jenn "Hells Fire Sinners" I don't know what is wrong with the playlist loading, I will try to re-add it sometime tonight, I apologize~ I know this is most likely a dumb question and you should have had a V8 kind of thing. I was wondering if anyone knew what Somali 20:20 means I've been looking online and can't seem to find much aside from something about piracy and Somali warriors, Somalis Killed then something about health care. Any feed back would be appreciated, because there are a lot of Somalis running around with stickers etc on their cars etc here http://www.adnkronos.com/AKI/English/Security/?id=1.0.1626210444 http://www.nationmaster.com/graph/ter_glo_ter_ind-terrorism-global-indicator http

Everyone Beware Please
BEWARE... This chic has made several accounts and harrassed alot of bombing and leveling familys on fubar!!!!! ...¢¾:MsGina¢¾:...~¢¾Fu Wifey To LiLMissLadyE¢¾~H.T.A.~A.rchangel Family~G-S@ fubar here is my blog calling her out on these three names alone and her comments to me in there as well and to anyone and everyone else that has a problem with what she is doing http://www.fubar.com/blog/71505 (repost of original by '...☆:Lindsay:☆...' on '2007-09-27 20:43:21') (repost of original by '♥BooBoo♥' on '2007-09-27 20:49:37') (repost of original by '...☆:Lindsay:☆...' on '2007-09-27 21:01:30') (repost of original by '~Tracy~ Manager of the O.C.L & Pit Bull Bombers/Mistress to Perky&FuWifey to Mr.D' on '2007-09-27 21:14:58') (repost of original by 'CHEVANNA~~SUNSHINE ANGELS FRIENDS CLUB~~THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY HEAD SECURITY~~' on '2007-09-27 21:34:43') (repost of original by '~*SEXY_BABY_BLUE_EYES~~ PROUD Member of the Confederate Bo

Countdown To Bootcamp
Anyone who knows me or have talked to me for any length of time knows that my children are my life. so this will be about my oldest. I call him J.D. but if you want to check him out and show some love before he leaves he is fubar member harbinger101. I was sixteen when I had him. I could have given up and become a product of my environment but I couldn't. I finished school on time and with my class so my son would be proud of me. from the time he was six he wanted to be a police officer. I taught him to follow his dreams. I encouraged him to do what he needed to do to achieve that goal. never in his life has he ever done anything half way. so I was surprised when he called to tell me he was joining the national guard reserves. i support every branch of the military but I didn't understand this. I have alway supported and protected my children. but I had to ask WHY? so he started explaining why he was joining the military and I said no.... this was not what I meant. why was he only go

How To Make Money With Dating
Dear Friends Greetings !! i need a girl's Pic who has Holding $$$ in her Hand Like the pic i paste below ... am starting a new web site in Which user will earn by post videos/ Pictures / Profiles / Games Number of views So for the main page i need picture like below i cant use this pic coz i found this on net but dont know who is she if some girls are intersted to be the the Home page Cractor so pls let me know You can Email me at your picture at HankiPanki@gmail.com ___________________________________________________ I do ask every day to my friends after saying hello hi (did you clean your Teeth today am i crazy ??? lol TwistYou Make Money With Dating

Sexy Eyes Contest
SugababesAbout You NowMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com [ fubar.com photo: 2152816699 ] preview: preview: [ fubar.com photo: 2152816699 ] hugs and kisses to all that vote for me please rate my pic follow the kink to show me some love and ill show you some back in return hugs and kisses paul xxxx

My Dreams
but I won't you will become I will hold you will wonder I will stand she tries hard I don't she wants it I won't her anger shows I brought it her pain flows I caused it all cause Chase me I found out that Jose Quervo tequilla gold tastes awesome in coke zero!!! My heart has been trampled on I have still yet to recover 10 years will pass before I am free My heart was bled dry My trust is gone My trust is gone My heart is absent I remain for two Never to leave their side My heart is heavy My soul is dark 10 years will pass before I am happy

To Any Fucker Who Asks To See My Private Folder
So I keep getting alot of pig headed men straight up asking and begging to see my private folder.... well, I snapped and typed this letter back to a guy....he is no longer on my friends list, and I thought the letter I typed him should be made into a blog. How nice. ----------------------------------- Its very hard to make me mad...I don't give losers on the internet that much credit. Its not my fault half the population on this site doesn't know to read, or even use the whole left side of their brain. What pigs need to realize is, this may be an adult site, but that doesn't mean every woman on here is going to whore themselves out to strangers. Some chicks actually have brains...and things to do in life that are productive.... Now why on earth would I show you my private folder, when I don't even know you, and you have made no attempt what-so-ever to get to know me? Do you think because I'm young...I'm desperate for attention, and stupid? LOL I don't think so.... ---

My Pictures
Most of my folders I have set to private. Im so sick of all this NSFW bullshit. Most of my pics have been marked now. I have found another site I like and it doesn't matter what pics you put up. If it wouldn't be for the few friends I have made on here. I probably would have already deleted my account by now. This shit is F**ked up. And I thought we was all adults on here. I guess some of us still need to grow up!!!! Now you have to be on my family list to see my pics!

John... I Miss Him
Wow, it's only been since the 6th of September since I've talked to him, and the 12th of September since hes been overseas. I miss him so much... every day that goes by, I'm reminded that hes not here, that i cant pick up the phone and call him.. that I can't get in my car and drive to see him. August 2008 is when he's supposed to return from Iraq. What am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to get through this? The man that I love with all of my heart and soul is over in harms way fighting for our country, and I don't even have communication with him at the moment. I can't stop thinking about him, I can't stop remembering how it feels to touch him, to kiss his lips, to fall asleep in his arms and wake up with him in the morning. *sigh* I've never gone through something like this before..... I'm not a military wife, or girlfriend, I'm not on a base or around a base where I have others that are going through the same thing I am. I'm just here, in my new life, in a new town wh

Good Friend
Steve ~*~Club F.A.R.~*~@ fubar I Want To Thank You From My Heart For Buying The Vip For Me Without Your Help I Wouldnt Of Gotten To This Level. I Appreciate Very Much. Your A Great Friend To Have And Im Glad That I Have Met A Sweet Man Like You. Hugs And Kisses To You! Please Come Add And Fan This Man. Hes New And A Good Friend Of Mine Thanks. Longhairedwizard@ fubar I Want To Thank All That Helped Me Level Up To Rockstar!! I Want To Especially Thank LAUNDRY THE MASTER. Your Great!! Love Ya. LANDRY the MASTER RATUR " DEMON POET ! READ PROFILE !@ fubar

Poem: Alone
I feel so alone I feel like I have no one I feel so sad What have I done? I feel so empty inside Does anyone love me? I feel no love None that I can feel or see I feel so empty I am so sad I’m feeling down I feel so mad I want to be loved But I am alone Alone in this world A heart-broken one I don’t feel anything There is no love for me I feel nothing There is nothing I see I want to feel love Ever so true And all I feel anymore Is just so blue Who I want I can’t have And whom I have I don’t want This is why I feel so alone My heart sinks down low I feel so sad and so empty Away is where I want to go Away with someone who cares And with so much love Maybe heaven sent From up above Then I will have someone My life to share And not be alone And have someone to care Being all alone in this world It is so gloomy and so dark I feel as if love for me Has missed its mark I hope that it hasn’t And one day I will find him

Marines
This may be your finest hour, for you are about to meet a "grunt." Take off your cap, if you will, wave a flag, choke back a sob in your throat, wipe away a tear from your eye, for this is the man who is fighting your war. He is the Marine up front, the one who is sticking his nose in the mud each day, every day. He is the one who sees the enemy at 25 yards or less. He is the one who knows what it feels like to be shot at by small arms at close range. He is the one who dies a thousand times when the night is dark and the moon is gone. And he is the one who dies once and forever when an enemy rifle belches flame. If you have ever slogged through a sticky rice paddy or waded a stream carrying 200 rounds of ammunition, a rifle, several canteens and a pack with enough field rations, extra gear and spare clothing to last a week or more, you know why they call him a grunt. It's fairly obvious. But look at him well and know him, for he is really something. He wears, in dirty dignity

Love Poems
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You're my man, my mighty king, And I'm the jewel in your crown, You're the sun so hot and bright, I'm your light-rays shining down, You're the sky so vast and blue, And I'm the white clouds in your chest, I'm a river clean and pure, Who in your ocean finds her rest, You're the mountain huge and high, I'm the valley green and wide, You're the body firm and strong, And I'm a rib bone on your side, You're an eagle flying high, I'm your feathers light and brown, You're my man, my king of kings, And I'm the jewel in your crown. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I wrote your name in the sky,

Gripin', Bitchin', And Moanin'
The following was received from a "member" who never really was a member, so I am using this as an opportunity to clarify a few things. Posted on bulletin board October 19, 2007 "i am tyered of people in conest asking me to help them and then i do of course but they want me in a group but whats the use of a group if u help them and umm get no help back no sence to it to help them i don't wanna be in a group any more they suck" My response to the bulletin: "Well did it occur to you let the group know you were entered into a contest??? Were you all ready entered into a contest before you joined a group?? Did you do everything that was required of said group- rating fanning etc?? Did you add the groups name to your profile?? Did you join multiple groups at the same time?? Did you comment bomb to "maxx out" on anyone else in the group??? Did you post a bulletin or a blog letting your friends know??? Did you absolutely max out every comment, everyday??? Did you personally co

Seek Not My Heart
Seek Not My Heart by Kit McCallum Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

Friends
Cheyenne My best friend is truly misunderstood She comes from nature like the earth and wood. All the misconceptions about her, she must defend They can't see, she has the gentleness of the wind. My friend is mischevious; that's not just a rumor But it's only her way of showing a sense of humor. She has love and respect for the human race Which never seems to be returned; what a disgrace. My friend has a heart full of loyalty and love Her grace and beauty were gifts from above. She loves to frolic and run just for fun Otherwise it's shade she seeks, to be out of the sun. There are times you may not see her standing there But, of your presence, you can bet she is aware. When I look into her eyes, I see age old intelligence When others see her, in fear they wince. I love to watch my friend as she runs so free Because my friend is a beautiful grey wolf, you see.

My Voice Comments
I LOVE Snow, I LOVE CHRISTMAS, I LOVE IT ALL!! 30 Days until Christmas!!!! The Time is coming !!Ho Ho HO Let it snow! ~You have just been hit with an e-mail snow ball!~ It's the start of..... Snow Ball Fight 2007!! One rule to this game.... You can NOT hit someone who has already hit you! Now... go out there and get as many people as you can, before they get you! I got you first! and you can't get me back! Nanee - Nanee - Nanee! (hehe) We do not stop playing because we grow old; we grow old because we stop playing. Never Be The First To Get Old!! !!!

It's What Makes Summer So Good!
Now that the summer is officially over... it's time to reflect on what makes summer so good... did you accomplish any of the following things??? I wrote this at the beginning of the summer... and I think I did pretty well! Frosty Beverages, Lobster, Barbeque, the hot sun and All That is Good in Summer I’m gathering my ideas and thoughts and making my list of what-to-do’s and what-to-have’s for this summer and I think I have some work cut out for me this summer. This time of year we all worry about what we look like because the clothes start to get smaller and tighter. We start looking at those pale parts that haven’t seen the light of day in several months. And we spend more time outside and complain that we wish the weather was nicer several weeks ago so we could have already been doing this. So, I have thought long and hard and made my list of things to do for this summer. The list is not quite complete, because I have a feeling as the summer wears on I will add sever

Ancestrial Remains
Did you know from state to state graves of our ancestors have been dug up? Did you know that it has been many, many graves? By Federal law the remains and their sacred objects are then put into a box and taken to the local University to be studied then left in a room boxed up year after year. WHAT DISRESPECT OF OUR ANCESTORS………... We native Indian people don't treat our ancestors like this. Our ancestors are to be honored and we remember without them we would not be here for we would have no life...:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O /> I don't care what race you are. I don't care what sex and religion you are, this issue should be an OUTRAGE to all human beings. Please have a heart and help us bring our ancestors home. If you will write to the Senator in your state and demand the release of Ancestral Remains to there homes. We live in a busy world, but we have no excuse not to follow through with this demand "Bring the Ancestral Remains Home." Please take five minutes out

Life In General
Ok guys I need your help. My honey just joined and I need you all to go add/rate/fan him. Thanks guys So things are going pretty good for me lately. Granted I work at wal mart...not the greatest job in the world but life is good. I finally go full time in two weeks. Isaac is spending the day with me. And driving me up the wall. And of course the child won't tell me what he wants to eat...grrrr...So my ex husband shows up at my job the other day and acts like a total jerk. Nothing new there. But did he have to do it at my place of employment?? Oh wait...og course he did!! Anything to piss me off!!! OK I think I'm done ranting now...but life is good other than the drama with the ex...

Trying To Help My Wife
OK My wife is having to do a tesis paper for school on a contriversial subject. She has chosen Abortion. The help she needs? Opinions. The question? When is a life a life? IE when is a fetus alive? The reason for the question and choice of topic. She just recently had an ultrasound done, and we can see the baby yawning. Even the doc stated that is what we saw. We apreciate all opinions on this subject.

Fire & Ice Leveling Crew
Well Fire & Ice Crew I really hate to go, but do to circumstances beyond my control and the lack of time required for a management level position, I must graciously bow out. I wish you all the best of luck. Please don't be strangers, say hello anytime. I think you all have mad talent and will be very successful. Don't 4get your #1 RULE..........NO DRAMA!!!!!! If anyone needs help or advise feel free to yell at me. I have no ill feelings toward the crew or any members. Glad to be back, although I did think of running away with a wild pack of wolves. * Howlin @ the Moon* BUCKEYECOWBOY67 I'm impressed with our new family, you guys RAWK! Thanks for leveling me guys!

Mixed Feelings!
I have been having a lot of mixed feelings lately. Mainly when I think about my 19 year old daughter in NY expecting her first child. She isn't much older than I was when I had her. Funny thing was I had finished HS and was married to her father when I had her. She is still in HS and is only living with her boyfriend/soon to be husband. Part of me HATES not being there for her right now. Part of me is GLAD I am not there. Part of me is MAD at her for not waiting to have a baby. Part of me is EXCITED about the new baby. AND A REALLY BIG PART of me Is HAVING MIXED FEELINGS!!! It wasn't that long ago that my honorary 1st grand child passed away. He was only 3 months old and his parents lived with me. I have a onesie in my closet that I can't help but cry when I pull it out... it says "Grandma Magnet". I wasn't thrilled when I found out my daughter was pregnant and my friends tried to make light of it by telling everyone that Ronin was my grandson... to get me used to the idea o

Jacki
somethin just tells me I'm not doin this right . I'm Jacki y'all . I'm new at this so bear with me . I'm havin the hardest time with this but I'll get it ! I'm horroribly sad cuz my 2nd best friends son just shot n killed himself last night . She's delt with bein in + out of the hospital , her nephew just died a few months ago then her dad died a couple wks. later + now her son . I feel so bad for her .. WOW , THIS HAS BEEN A SCREWED UP DAY ! All I can say is gosh I'm so sorry Vern + I love you + I hope my kids never do this . my heart breaks for her : [

Misery
After all the bullshit that happened I had a terrible day yesterday! My step-dad had a heart attack and is in a coma (he just got home from Iraq not too long ago and he's only 49) and when I got home from sitting in the waiting room at the Cardiac Care Unit all day my dog got hit by a car and I had to take him to the doggy hospital. The bastard who hit him didn't even slow down! He's coming home this morning but will be in a lot of pain for weeks to come. After I pick up my dog I have to go back to the CCU and see if my step-dad is going to wake up today. I hope so!!!

My Birthday
Jayme's Birthday Party! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ..> When: Friday, November 9 Where: Myst Night club - 511 W 28th St (btwn. 10th & 11th Ave.) What: Cover: Ladies are Free before midnight and reduced after on the Velvet List. Guys are reduced on the Velvet List. Reduced admission is $20. Doors open at 10:30PM How: Mention Jayme's Birthday Party at the door. Enter any personal notes here. To get your print out, click here. ..> ..> YES -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- NO -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- NO RESPONSE -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Send this invite to your friends... (Enter emails below separated by a space or comma, e.g. info@velvetlist.com,vip@velvetlist.com...) Send out a reminder to: Confirmed Attendees Guests

What A Life We Live!!!
Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1967 - Vice principal comes over to look at Jack's shotgun. He goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lock-down, and FB I is called. Jack is hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1967 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. 2007 - Police called. SWAT team arrives. Johnny and Mark are arrested and charged with assault. Both are expelled even though Johnny started it. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1967 - Jeffrey

10 Commandments Of Marriage
☼ 10 COMMANDMENTS OF MARRIAGE ☼ Commandment 1. Marriages are made in heaven. But so again, are thunder and lightning. Commandment 2. If you want your spouse to listen and pay strict attention to every word you say, talk in your sleep. Commandment 3. Marriage is grand -- and divorce is at least 100 grand! Commandment 4. Married life is very frustrating. In the first year of marriage, the man speaks and the woman listens. In the second year, the woman speaks and the man listens. In the third year, they both speak and the neighbors listen. Commandment 5. When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing: Either the car is new or the wife is. Commandment 6. Marriage is when a man and woman become as one; the trouble starts when they try to decide which one. Commandment 7. Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you said. After

Cry
so if ya red some of my other blogs you would come to know this situation....my husband has left me yet again for my ex best friend....yup the same one he left me for the first time! only this time it is OVER! now we have a son together...i feel sooo stupid for even thinking things could work out....i knew it! deep down inside...i knew...but i was in love....love..y does it have to turn the smartist people into dummies? he knew long before our son was born...he didnt want a family with her...so i was used...now he thinks our son needs to be around her all the time...like hes gonna change her...you cant change someone...they are who they are...you cant change something that doesnt want to change...and according to her shes perfect soooo what is there to change? he came to me a while ago telling me how unhaooy he was and how quilty he felt about everything...and now he wants me to feel sorry for him...he says he wants to be ther for me and help me thru all the pain i feel....how can t

Keys Of Desire
a friends of mine wrote this for me. i just wanted to share with my friends Keys of desire -------------- Words on a screen Burning passion Sleep deprived Battle ends in hiatus Letters falling from the screen Like rain of autumn Words spoken Vivid echoes, insanity Awoken in the morning Keys in the face Vague memories are trace Of yesterday's dance with you Looking around Evidence to be found Of this new born flame Dissipates in evanescence Waiting now your presence Confirming what might be Just a blurry memory Of those words on a screen by Beniot Bellemare inspired by Debbie (Leggz)

About Me
Its simple Love me or Hate me.. I am not fake or into Games Looking for that Guy to sweep me off my feet. Im simple a love note will do me just fine instead of a gift its the words from the heart that matter most to me.. I have three great kids and my oldest if married.. Im 35 will be 36 in Jan. I have lost 200 over the past three years and Im loving life and everything in it. Im as true as you can get I dont play games or Cheat. when I find mister Right he will know it he will have my heart and soul...FOREVER

Lovely Friend
SAYING GOODBYE Hey People! Hope everyone is doing fine...well i just thought I'd let u know that i will be leaving this site soon due to my personal life and I need to take care of things that are very important to me and I have thought this over many times and came to the conclusion and fact that I dont need to be on this site if i am in a relationship at all...this isnt for people who are in relationships at all to my opinion. So i want to thank you all for helping me out on here and giving me vipz/blasts...fu gifts etc. I appreciated everything. I want to say i have met very nice people on here but I am doing this for myself and just wanted you to know the situation!! I will be deleting this account when my VIP runs out!!! Last but not least I would like to say to the ones who I have met in R/L and the ones who i just became good friends with that I will miss you on this site and wont forget you!!! SPECIAL THANKS TO THE FOLLOWING NAMES BELOW WHO I HAVE BONDED WITH SINC

~marvelous Day~
One of my best friends in the whole world, "Chris" come to Vegas today, and we spent the entire day shopping, and goofing off in SIN CITY. Started out upgrading her MAC with RAM and the newest OS - X and then she took me to "PF CHANG'S" a Chinese Bistro here in Vegas that is simply delicious - have leftovers in the fridge that i can't wait to wrap my mouth around. P.F. Chang's The neat part of the day - Chris is a singer, a karaoke singer, and not just a "singer"...she preforms with all her heart, and can actually SING - it's her passion, and it's apparent in her delivery. When she sings, my socks fly off, and my dimples cave in to endless smiles and gaping grins that just can't be beat. Today, while between malls, she spotted a out of the way Karaoke store, and screamed for me to stop - i dove into the parking lot, and 30 mins later, she's got a handful of new cd's. No sooner then we are back on the street, she has the cd in the player and is belting out her songs - all to my

Where Angels Tread
........WHERE ANGELS TREAD......... WHERE ANGELS TREAD,DEATH DOES COME,TO DELIVER MY LOVED ONE.HE BRINGS THEM HOME SAFE AND SOUND, TO THE GATES OF HEAVEN AND TRUMPETS SOUND.THE GLORY OF THE ANGELS ARE WHAT MAKES LIFE WORTH TAKING RISKS. THEY SING IN OUR HEARTS,WHISPER IN OUR EAR,GUIDE OUR CONSCIENCE,AND SHOW US FEAR.THEY TREAD UPON THE FIBERS OF LIFE,HOLDING OUR HAND AND TEACHING US RIGHT.THEY SEEK TO PLEASE,GIVING UNCONDITIONALLY, THE LOVE WE SEEK AND THE HAPPINESS WE BREATHE.GOING IT ALONE,IS NOT AN OPTION,FOR WHERE ANGELS TREAD IS THE LAND OF THE DEAD,TAKING US HOME TO GOD ABOVE.THEY FLOW THROUGH THE FABRIC OF TIME, GUIDING LIGHTS AND BEACONS OF LOVE.GIVING TO EACH OF US.NEVER ASKING FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN, THEY ARE THE LIGHT WE CAN NOT SPURN...TODAY WAS A SORROWFUL AND HARD TIME,FOR THE ONES I LOVE AND CHERISH IN MY LIFE,THEY NOW KNOW WHAT IT MEANS FOR THE ANGEL OF DEATH TO COME IN BETWEEN. HE TOOK AWAY A SON,BROTHER,GRAND CHILD AND FRIEND,LEAVING BEHIND THE HURT AND

The Best Nfl Team Ever?
If we had sporting royalty in this country, Don Shula would be it. He's our national grand uncle of pro football. When he opens his mouth, we wait for the golden nuggets of NFL history and wisdom to tumble out. That's why he caused quite a stir last week when he told the New York Daily News that the New England Patriots were in jeopardy of being labeled the Barry Bonds of NFL history -- and then backpedaled on the "Mike & Mike" show on ESPN Radio the next day. Perhaps Shula was just trying to protect the honor of his 1972 Dolphins, the only team to turn in a perfect season. Maybe he was just trying to spark a little debate, start a little bar-room sports argument about the best Super Bowl team ever, anticipating that the Patriots are headed to 16-0 and their fourth Lombardi Trophy. So, let's jump in. If the Pats hoist Vince on Feb. 3 in Arizona -- and go undefeated in the process -- let's make no mistake about it: They will be the best Super Bowl team ever. And

Fusista And Fubrothers
Hey all FuSistas and FuBrothas!!!!!! For your personalized tag, I need the following: 1: Four of Your Favorite Photos of YOU!!! 2: Your favorite color AND YOU MUST EMAIL ME THE PHOTOS ....USE SUBJECT FUSIS OR FUBRO hfeldbruegge@hotmail.com Thanks all! Holly

Justme
WOW its been awhile. Havent been at fubar well lets see my last blog was back in 07 and it is now 09 and i can still say that my life still sux A$$. My last bf just went back to jail dont know when or if i want to see him again. I love him but when i get a call tellin me that hes goin to be a daddy and im not the one thats knocked up then i have a problem bit what can i do at lest he didnt F up my life haha i feel bad for the poor girls life he did F up haha Well bye for now MissD Life is good sometimes, untill one think sends it right into the shitter. I wish me life was full of love and laughter, but its not everytime I think its goin to be ok someone comes along and shit all over it, and its gettin to the point where i can deal with the pain anymore. I don't know where to turn to anymore, everyone just puts me down. tells me i need to do this or i have to do this. O wish someone would just help me and not just order me around or run my life. help thats all i need someone to talk

John Donne Poetry
Sweetest love, I do not go, For weariness of thee, Nor in hope the world can show A fitter love for me; But since that I At the last must part, 'tis best, Thus to use myself in jest By feigned deaths to die. Yesternight the sun went hence, And yet is here to-day; He hath no desire nor sense, Nor half so short a way; Then fear not me, But believe that I shall make Speedier journeys, since I take More wings and spurs than he. O how feeble is man's power, That if good fortune fall, Cannot add another hour, Nor a lost hour recall; But come bad chance, And we join to it our strength, And we teach it art and length, Itself o'er us to advance. When thou sigh'st, thou sigh'st not wind, But sigh'st my soul away; When thou weep'st, unkindly kind, My life's blood doth decay. It cannot be That thou lovest me as thou say'st, If in thine my life thou waste, That art the best of me. Let not thy divining heart Forethink me any ill; Destiny may take thy part,

Three Little Words
I love you. i want to say that everytime I have ever said those words I have meant them. Wether I said them to you as a friend... a lover... a husband.... i meant them each and everytime I said them. I have come to realize there are so many types of love, I'm not sayiug grades or levels I'm saying types... I've had so many... the strong steady I know you will be there for me love... the you brought out the best and worst in me love... the we did some crazy shit love... the i don't ever want to loose you as a friend love.... the whirlwind love... the stars in my eyes love... the high school love... the you opened my eyes to the world love.... I'm so happy that i experienced them all... I wouldn't trade any of them for anything. And everytime I said I love you to you, I meant and mean it. I can't say I would choose any one of those loves over another, because they all are so very different... the most recent two i have had, those two have me so very twisted. the strong steady love and t

Letting U All Know
Ok i need to let you all know that any day now i may be going offline for who knows how long.I have listed my laptop for sale. As hard as it is to tell anyone this, i dont have a choice right now. i need the money for my kids's christmas. My kids come first and i want to make sure they have a good christmas so that means giving up my pc. In which i am more than happy to do so just to put a smile on their face christmas morning! So i will be leaving if i can get it sold....I will miss all of you but i will say bye to everyone before i go. Love all my friends! update: I got 2 offers on my pc today so will be offline within the next few days

Did I Do The Right Thing Or Not???
Im not feelin too good right now... I was shopping at albertsons and before I went in I noticed a young girl sittin behind a pillar and she wasnt doin too good... heard her sniffle, you could tell she was crying... she couldnt have been more than 17 or 18 yrs old if that. so I passed by and asked her if she was ok and she looked up and said yes... so I went and did my shopping... kinda killed me cause I have kids and Id die to see them outside alone and nothing goin on... on my way out she was playin with a match book still sittin inthe same place... I asked her again if she was ok knowing she had no place to go... so she said im alright just life ... yeah I told her , it sucks... she said yeah it did... so I was puttin the groceries in and asked her if she needed to make a phone call or something, she said no one would answer... Killed me,,, kept on puttin groceries in my truck and asked her if she was hungry... she looked up realy quick and said yeah... theres a chinese food place

My Life!
Okay, so my mom decide to have a garage sale on the spur of the moment and asked me to help. Being the wonderful daughter that I am I said, sure!!! Well would you belive that like 3 women that were just short of being called totally insane stopped by. I found out the entire life history of one of them, including a list of miscarriages, now mind you i bad for her but i don't know her so i don't think she should have told me all of that, and how crappy her inlaws treat her and so forth and so on. WOW!!!! How crazy. Anyways she finally left, and then this other lady gets there and starts complaining about her crappy job. Yet another woman stops by and makes faces at me about the first lady who got there then leaves. The other lady who was still there tells me that the one who left is a thief and that they can't stand each other. I swear to you that I didn't have a therapy offered sign on my house. I have a tendancy of attracting people who spill their guts to me while i just sit there and

Dead Milkmen
Takin retards to the zoo by: dead milkmen It's a boring day - I've got nothing to do Except to get a load of retards and drive 'em to the zoo Oh oh oh takin' retards to the zoo [x2] Load 'em on a bus just for laughs Down a winding road stepping on the gas Down a winding road just daydreaming Down a winding road with the retards screaming Oh oh oh takin' retards to the zoo [x2] One of them blowing a big spit bubble Slam on the brakes at the first sign of trouble Head on collision bodies everywhere Head on collision retards beware Oh oh oh takin' retards to the zoo [x2]

The Highlight Reel
19_LAUNCH CAN YOU BREAK THE CODE? 8.1.8/SAVIOR_SELF THE CODE IS THE ANSWER ANSWER X+1=Y THE ANSWER IS THE CODE 2ND_COMING UPON_US 08_08_08 PLEASE STAND BY Wow, what a huge week this is turning into! I had the opportunity to meet with talk-show host Glenn Beck this weekend in Ft.Wayne. He's a real stand-up guy, and although we don't entirely agree 100% of the time, it's still a better percentage than how often I agreed with any of my ex's. LOL I'm packing tonight for what seems like the hundredth time this year. Seems United likes to route some of their destinations as inconveniently as possible. I'm trying to go south to get to Charleston, WV. United has me going from Ft.Wayne NORTH to Chicago, then all the way east to DC, and finally back a bit west to hit Charleston. That'd be fine if I got paid by the hour! I'm hoping to get back home on Friday, but chances are I'll have a similar trip next week. It's worth coming home for 36 hours though just to see my son.

Song Lyrics
As long as you come to me But I dont like illusions I cant see Them clearly I dont care, no I wouldn't dare To fix the twist in you You've shown me eventually what you'll do I dont mind I dont care As long as you're here [Chorus] Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are If you take me for everything And do it all over again It's all the same Hours slide and days go by Till you decide to come But in-between it always seems too long Suddenly But I have the skill, yeah I have the will, to breath you in while I can However long you stay is all that I am I dont mind, I dont care As long as you're here Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are If you take me for everything And do it all over again It's always the same

Holiday Thoughts
Happy day after Thanksgiving!!!!!!!! Well, I did it again as I am sure all of you did. Vowed not to over eat, over indulge in the vino, and what did I do anyway! I ate way to much. Drank way to much wine and now I feel like a rock is sitting in my tummy and it won't go away! Well, the food was great and the wine did flow but most important I had my family with me intact and that was a blessing all by itself. I am thankful for having good friends, great kids and a wonderful loving husband. So many people can't claim these things and that is sad. I wish everyone happiness daily and keep in mind that there is always light at the end of that long dark tunnel. Just keep your chin up and move on, its there I promise. I know I found my rainbow and never will I lose sight of it again. I know now to hold on tight and nurture it and tend it as if it was a matter of life and death because well it is sort of. Again, I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday and have a great day after too.

Special Friends
Everyone of us at some point meet a special person who fills our lives and shows us much concern As your friend and as your guiding star they support you and in life make you go far Their love always sparkles in our lonely life and they are with us sharing all our strife You smile knowing this person is there and for us this person truly and dearly cares They hold us close and wipe away our tears to our every need and wants they hear When we are down they are the first to know they will do anything to make our face glow They will open our eyes to many new things and within our soul they will make joy ring They are special and dear to your heart and from you they will never part Of all the things that God seems to send I'm thankful most for him making you my friend

Just A Biker
I SAW YOU I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by But, you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children But, you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair But, you didn't see me cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats & gloves But, you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that had none.

Animal Cruelty
Animal Cruelty is WRONG!Is this what society today calls cool?!Is this how we should treat some house pets?!?!How would you like it if the only food you had was your own waste?!alt=>So if it's not wrong, let me run tests on you.You sit in a cage with no food for weeks upon months!!This kitten is like all others. Innocent.How would you like living with your tail between your legs, 24/7?Let me end your only way of mobility, then see how fun it is.What would run through your head as you look at the eyes that are staring in desparation??Repost this if you have any heart whatsoever.But before you click the "Home" button, realize how many animals have died from this.Press the "Reply" button to get the code.

Help
I have entered my forst give away. I need 20,000 comments for a VIP. Please help. Thanks for any help you can give. ;} If your going to read this, get some tissues. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and hand

Online Love? Is It Possible?
Does anyone know if there are any decent, honest people (besides me, lol) looking for romance online? In the last week, one guy told me I had promised not to talk to other men and I had disappointed him and he loves me (I responded to one email saying 'ok, I would like to get to know you' and am sure I never promised such a thing). Another guy after sending me roses, seriously pursuing me, and getting me to fall for him tells me he was robbed and needs money-- well it's kinda ok cuz I don't have any so if he's just scamming me it ain't gonna work. But the fact remains....guy #2 has hurt me tremendously. And there are at least 6 others in my inbox expressing their interest in me...I can't believe any of it at this point. I have to wonder what they want out of me. I guess I should have known better than to trust in others. Going to jump into the ocean now....lol.

The Start
Well, umm, ok the first time. Well not what you might have been expecting. This is my first blog. Its early morning and rest of house is asleep. Feeling ok so far, have big night ahead. Big company party to go to, black tie. Time to put on my kiss ass face and make nice. But its for a good cause, all money goes to local homeless shelter. And maybe I can get a promotion out of it. Well thats all for now, maybe more later.

Thanksgiving
Home The words on the monument speak for themselves Treachery Commemorated The Real Thanksgiving Quoted from: The Hidden History of Massachusetts Much of America's understanding of the early relationship between the Indian and the European is conveyed through the story of Thanksgiving. Proclaimed a holiday in 1863 by Abraham Lincoln, this fairy tale of a feast was allowed to exist in the American imagination pretty much untouched until 1970, the 350th anniversary of the landing of the Pilgrims. That is when Frank B. James, president of the Federated Eastern Indian League, prepared a speech for a Plymouth banquet that exposed the Pilgrims for having committed, among other crimes, the robbery of the graves of the Wampanoags. He wrote: "We welcomed you, the white man, with open arms, little knowing that it was the beginning of the end; that before 50 years were to pass, the Wampanoag would no longer be a free people." But white Massachusetts officials

Fubucks...;
All ya gotta do is send me a link and bomb away...For every comment you leave, I'll give you 8 fubucks....adds up fast...Use as often as you like...Contest never ends. You may withdraw accumulated fubucks at anytime. You can also rate all pics in my album and get 2000 fubucks and in addition to that, for every person who comes and rates my profile/fans and sends a request that you sent them..I will give you 100 FuBucks..3 Easy ways to cash in..Hit me up in pm today!!..DADDY NOTE TO ALL CONTESTANTS...I NEED A NEW PIC!! I DO NOT ACCRUE POINTS IF YOU BOMB YOUR OWN RIPPED PIC..I MUST RIGHT CLICK, SAVE AND UPLOAD!! ALL COMMENTS ALREADY ACCRUED WILL BE COUNTED AND YOU CAN ADD TO YOUR NEW PIC OR CASH OUT!! PLEASE COPY AND REPOST TO YOUR FRIENDS!!

Fubucks & The Bonus
Hi well after getting a explanation why for past 3 weeks I have not seen on bar tab any sign of ON LINE BONUS (** --explanation below ) to help with the increasing of FU BUCKS and of course valued points ,i inquired why it is so that they have because like the Sth aussie bush DRIED-UP and vanished into thin air ,,,soo with that in mind after transfering lump sums around the place being mr nice guy assiting ppl for what ever reason .......i'll have to apply a FU bucks squeeze from now on LOL in other words do as the banks do when a Credit sqeeze hits us ,,so loan not approved action sorry all but till i increase FUBUCKS account wont be possible to transfer untill we can swim the Birddville Track ...and that aint happened since the last Ice age !!! heheeh it appears from the advise i was sent your loved bonus is based on activity based in other words ya gotta be in the Top 1000 active ppl for that hour to recieve bonuses ,,and as a

Pimp C Of Ugk Found Dead!
Texas rapper Pimp C was found dead in a hotel room this morning. Along with Bun B, the 33-year-old rapper made up the legendary Southern duo UGK. According to TMZ, L.A. County Fire department responded to a 911 call at the swanky Mondrian Hotel, located in Hollywood's Sunset Strip. Respondents found Pimp C, born Chad Butler, lying in bed in his sixth floor room, dead. UGK achieved national fame when the duo appeared on the Jay-Z track "Big Pimpin'" in 2000, and more recently with their hit "International Player's Anthem (I Choose You)" featuring OutKast from the group's latest album, Underground Kingz, on Jive Records. Jive Records has issued a statement to SOHH confirming his death. "We mourn the unexpected loss of Chad," said Jive Records president and CEO Barry Weiss via a statement. "He was truly a thoughtful and kind-hearted person. He will be remembered for his talent and profound influence as a pioneer in bringing southern rap to the forefront. He will be missed a

Soldier Christmas Watch
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years o

Cant Do Right!!
Everything I touch turns to be tha way I dont want it to be. Is that my fault? Or is that I'm not in contol of a nother beings feelings. Tha way shortie feels for me is questionalbe. She want me to stay when i want to go. When i want to stay she wants me to go. For that I'm not sure of what she whats out of life. Tha way I can be thankful and kind for having reason with myself to be patient. Ya eyes tell me stories of your past life. Which hard to say. Putting me under a spell. Believe me I won't say a word to anyone, Tha goodness of your fountain must be tha truth. Lies and those who tell tails of tha lifes and times. . . I a raven, wondering with dry lips, water please?!! I'm Tristy!! My rose that I had. . .Had me full of enjoyment, High on cloud 9 and feelin' wonderful about tha ways of life. How it can be all taken away the followin' week. Sleeppin' by myself between tha sheets. @ times or most of tha time, I can't sleep! Shit! Well couldn't sleep from tha jump anyway!! Real a

Revamp Child Support
i have recently been free of child support for the first time in over 20 years. i have no problem supporting my children. however, i am against supporting my ex-wifes drinking habit. my son never had clothes for school or shoes for his feet but she would take my 135.00 support check to the bar and cash it. she would remain there till the bar closed. comeing home with no money from that child support check. my son was always hungry when he came to visit. my idea to end abuse of child support is to issue a card only good for food or clothes. that way the money is going where it should be. to the child. there is way too much power and corruption in the child support racket. i say a nation wide revamping is seriously needed. remember. absolute power is absolute corruption absolutely. courts should only get involved in extreme cases. suchas, dead-beat parents. otherwise let the voters decide on a fair and just way of getting child support to the child not the parent.

Confusion?...
Well, I should be asleep right now but I can't sleep. I was reading earlier.......I know.....what a suprise...lol.....but anyways, and I read something that hit me and stuck with me and I guesss I'm just doing this blog to get my thoughts in order. I have found that writting these sometimes helps. I'm not too sure if I want people to be able to read these but I'm kindda curious about what people will say about this...if anything. And since I am a "kat"....lol.....curiosity kills and only satisfaction will bring me back. So, on that not lemme get back to point. In the boo that I am reading the phrase that hit me was something like this....... "It's better to have loved for ten days, than living your live and not loving at all." Now if you haven't noticed it sounds close to the popular... "It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all...." I guess it would all depend on who you talk to about that. I for one am not too sure. Yes I have loved.....and still do...which i

Just Some Random "real Man" For Me! Lmmfao
from: Zack Attack date: 2007-12-09 12:51:09 subject: you and me read receipt: No replied: No block user girl, me and you have sooooo much potential. I am going to look at it from a real man's point of view here..... not every stallion can handle a sweet thoroughbred like yourself, but we can make it happen... PROFILE COMMENT: girl, you got way too much shit all over your page. it makes you seems neurotic. what the fuck is wrong with your head? ROFLMMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO show him some LUV everyone!!! hehehehehehe

Fall From Grace
This guy and his followers are nothing but peices of shit...i never knew a whole lot about this idiot..but to watch this crap on tv...made it obvious that this is a cult..talkin about how god hates fags...as they put it...and how they were wishing how all troops were dead...WTF gives them ANY right to proclaim they are ANY servant of god..wishing that sort of thing on our troops these peices of shit are trampling the american flag...isnt that ILLEGAL...why arent they getting put on trial... im ashamed to be in the same state as they are...if i ever run into them face to face...any one of them..ill pummel their asses to the ground and i wont stop till im in prison...i hope someone bombs their asses... such a waste of human skin..a bunch of worthless socialy inapt shit bags...they WILL burn in hell following that godless freak of nature. to think people are actualy sending this fuckwad and his family money to do this shit..apparently has raised some 10mill for his cause....is

Jokes--friday14,07
Sex Education Coming through the door after school one day, Little Johnny hollers out... "Okay everyone in the house, please stand advised that I, Little Johnny Elvis Smith, have on this date made a complete fool of myself in sex-education class by repeating stories concerning storks as told to me by certain parties residing in this house!" ****************************************** Stop Following Me! A man was walking home alone one night when he heard a "BUMP....BUMP....BUMP..." behind him. Walking faster, he looked back, making out an image of an upright coffin banging its way down the middle of the street towards him...."BUMP...BUMP...BUMP..." The man began to run toward his home, and the coffin bounced after him faster....faster...BUMP BUMP BUMP! He ran up to his door, fumbled with his keys, opened the door, rushed in, and locked it behind him. The coffin crashed through his door, with the lid of the coffin clapping BUMP...BUMP...BUMP... on the heel

Lil Help Pls :)
My friend Drew is in a contest, she needs one rate and one comment only, no bombing allowed...Pls add the holder of the contest as your friend and visit her and give her support...Thanks so much...Here is her pic link...

Friendship
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you. . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . .

Happy Holidays All!!!!!!!!
WELL AS WE ALL KNOW CHRISTMAS IS RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER. WE RUN LIKE CRAZY UNTIL WE PASS OUT ON CHRISTMAS EVE AND WAKE TO THE HUSTLE AND BUSTLE OF KIDS RUNNING TO SEE WHAT THEY GOT OR THE FOOD COOKING AND SMELLING THE HOUSE UP WITH THOSE MAGNIFICENT AROMAS WE ALL SO LOVE. I FIRST OFF WOULD LIKE TO WISH DYLON AND THE OTHER DIVAS A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR. THANK YOU FOR THE ACCEPTANCE INTO THIS WONDERFUL CLUB. YOU HAVE MADE ME FELT SO ACCEPTED AND I GREATLY APPRECIATE IT FROM ALL OF YOU. I WILL BE LEAVING TODAY AND TRAVELING TO NEW JERSEY TO BE WITH MY FAMILY AND SON FOR THE HOLIDAYS SO AS I AM NORMALLY ON EVERYDAY I MAY NOT BE ABLE TO DO THAT SO FAITHFULLY WHILE THERE. I WILL HAVE ALL YOU IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS FOR A SAFE AND HAPPY HOLIDAY AND NEW YEARS. I WILL BE GONE FOR THE NEXT 3 WEEKS BUT AGAIN SHALL TRY AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TO GET ON AS MUCH AS I CAN TO AT LEAST SAY HI TO ALL. AND DYLON I WILL LEAVE MY HOLIDAY TAG UP THE WHOLE TIME IM GONE. MISS

Panty Thief
K so I just got back from Jacksonville this weekend and I had a blast. I haven't had that much fun in....well a long time. So coming home from Atlanta, my bag gets tossed on the wrong plane....GO DELTA....stupid asses. So they set up the delivery for the next day...and I am thankful to finally have my things. But....when I open my suitcase....I notice something....all my panties are missing!!!!! OMG I almost died. I have some perv walking around with all my panties. The worst thing about it is that I just bought them all. Now...I'm wondering what these sick ppl think about when they start going through your things. Damn I'm gonna start carrying my bag on!!!!!!

Over?
Everything Every new beginning, comes from some beginnings end. Every time you kill me, I am born again. Every time you close that door, Another door is opened. And every time you say goodbye, a different word is spoken. Every time you look at me my back is facing you, And every time you ask to see me I'll have something else to do. Every time I join your game, You're not playing fair, And every time I really love you, I pretend that I don't care. Christmas is over, yeah :-P .... The first time i am so glad these days are over. I had a lot of thinking... Well i am suprised that some people been reading my profile.. and i got a lot of comments and good luck wishes for me and the person i do love?!?!...also i heared that many times already.. u deserve better. First of all..i been saying it over and over again.. its always a 2 side of the story and u can not say it u deserve better.. cuz none really know me and know what happen in the past. Everybody

Memories
It's funny how the slightest little thing can bring back memories so vividly clear that you somehow feel you are there again. This morning, as in any other morning, I woke up and preformed my daily routine of coming in to work. But this morning things were a bit different. As I was walking in, a slight cool breeze swept across me and for an instance I was back in 29 Palms California. Why out of all places does 29 Palms come to mind, well because it was there where we did our desert training or for us Marines "CAX". But going back to what I was feeling ... what I was seeing is more like it. The memory of me getting up at early dawn, stepping out and walking down to the comm tent was all to real. The building in front of me dissappeared and all around I could see the morning desert. Calm and quiet, only the sound of the wind crossing it's scarce tumble weeds are heard. I could see the desert sky and the orange glow from the rising sun. And though I was wearing t-shirt and jeans, I could

For Better, For Worse
Many’s the time I fell in love, feeling excited in heaven above, but only did I experience, a feeling innocent, still young, never truly, never strong, So, have I been searching, sometimes less, sometimes in vain, a feeling clear and bright, a dream so true, to my delight, But for my urge, did I not find, with sadness and confusion, a love I knew, deep in my heart, was more than just illusion, To my surprise, did I not mind, to wait for someone, as you so kind, and also did my hopes not fade, nor did I ever stop to seek, at daytime, even through the mist I peer, loosing anything I did not fear, Precious my time with you would be, through coldness and through heat, seeing you my heart does skip a beat, so for you, will I do promise, Should you ever fall, languish in restless fire, so deep your pain and toil, every minute, when you do call, for you I care, through all the despair, Many’s the time I fell in love, feeling excited in heaven above,

I Wanna B Owned!! :)
Wanna start my New Year off right? Buy me i have lots of love & attention to give!!! Hugs & Kisses Just Call Me Red! Muah!!!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=867358&i=1292498456 b sure to leave ur Bid!!!!

The Pain Of Waxing! (from A Friend)
The pain of waxing!!!!! Poor women! *giggle* This is from a friend of mine that had me ROTFLMAO! It was one of those cold wax kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the clear strips in your hand, peel them apart, press it on your leg (or wherever) and ignore the franticly rising cresendo of string instruments in the backround. No muss, no fuss. How hard could this be? I'm not the girliest of girls but im mecanically inclined so maybe I can figure out how this works. (you'd think) So I pull one of the thin strips out. It's two strips facing each other, stuck together. Stuck together. I'm supposted to rub it in my hand to warm and soften the wax (I'm guessing). I go one better.... I pull out the hair dryer and heat the SOB to ten thousand degrees. Cold wax, my ass. (Oh, how that phrase will come back to haunt me.) I lay the strip across my thigh. I hold the around it and pull. OK, so it wasn't the best feeling in the world, but it

Funny Stuff
Thought this was funny and had to share..... 7 types of sex this is so damn true... The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen sex. This is when you have been with you partner for a short time and you are so needy you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex. Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. (very popular) The 6th kind is called: Courtroom Sex.

Havok's Harem Now Accepting New Members (ladies Only Please )
ok i have a new club for women that i just started and it's called HAVOK'S HAREM ,the perks of the club are on the official tags in my havok's harem pic folder .all i need to know if you want to join is which tag you want (white or black ) and which pic you want me to use for the tag .there is no membership fees (or monthly dues) it's totally free .socome check it out and send me a message letting me know if you want to join :D.

Sammy
My dog Sammy is a nut, he is 5 months old and weighs 52 lbs. Something is seriously wrong with him. He runs around the house all day like a retard. Today he was sitting on the floor 20 feet from me and then he ran as fast as he could into my knee cap. He looked like some raging bull trying to horn me! he acts like Mr. Big stuff but he is scared of everything. He ran into a card board box left over from Xmas and he almost had a heart attack. I walked him outside and a some little kids walked up to pet him and he pee'd himself. he doesn't act like that around me though. He tries to eat me alive. I think his mother was part Alligator. Sammy is also a nut cruncher. Every chance he gets it is hit daddy in the nutz! Umm hello, testes 1....2...testes. So my balls call out and beg to get slapped by an over grown dog paw? NO! every night he starts running these circles like some weirdo. For 2 minutes you get to see this crazy dog run his ass off in a cirlce like a nut job. After he is done h

Joining The Pririt Levalers Family
Family rules for joining the spirit levelers! >Don't join this family because you are in a contest >You cannot enter any contest for 30 day's after joining because of previous scheduled events. > You can't belong to any other bombing family can not be disrespectful to any family member ,treat them as you would want to be treated > You "MUST" have a salute and be a level 5 or higher,Be respectful to all other members,help all members when they are in contest or give aways,when you reach about 20.000 we will put you in a leveling pimp out so that everyone will come and blow your page up and level you fast!We are a "DRAMA FREE" family anyone found causing Drama will be removed at once "NO QUESTIONS ASKED" we will not put up with it!We ask that you repost our bulletins and check the home page daily for new blog postings,we are a bombing family as well so when asked to help out with some comments in a contest or give away please do so!So if you would like to join go to Spirit Levele

Du Bist Das Beste....
THIS IS THE LYRIC OF A GERMAN SONG WHICH I TRIED TO TRANSLATE , A WONDERFUL DEFINITION OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE I found a treasure...and this treasure carry your name So beautiful and precious…not all the money in the world could pay it up You fall asleep beside me…I could look at you all night long To see how you are sleeping and hear your breath Until we wake up in the morning You took my breath away again…. If you lay beside me I cant believe it…. That someone like me….have something beautiful like you You are best that could happen to me It feels so good how you love me I forget the rest of the world if you are with me I cant say it enough…it is nice to have you Your laughter makes me addicted…like it is not from this earth And even if your close-by would be poison…I would be with you until I die Your leaving would destroy worlds…but I wont think about it It is tooo nice with you and spend love to each other… Recharge my st

U Ain't Know
Hey, I dont know what the fuck your problem is, but you if wanna start acting funny towards me and act like you dont even know me, fine. I thought I was your friend but then you wanna be a two faced mother fucker and run your mouth about me. Why dont you show some nachos and say it to my mother fucking face! You know thats pretty fucked up but you go ahead and keep pushing it all you want but you better watch your fucking back. You’re a bitch and can't say shit to my face and that really pisses me the fuck off but you know what, its ok because I just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance by switching to Geico. This is just a joke, lmfao, but I bet you are PISSED!! Send this to 10 of your friends and see if they get as mad as you and see who gets the maddest OK SO IF YOU DONT KNOW IM ON FUBAR TIME OUT I CANT USE MY SHOUT BOX , CANT SEND FUMAIL , CANT LEAVE ANY COMMENTS , CANT CHANGE MY NAME , CANT CHANGE MY STATUS , AND I CANT GO IN TO MY OWN LOUNGE. SO THE ONLY THINGS I CAN DO IS

Breaking Down
Sinking down I wear my frown For all the world to see Given up I've had no luck Purging the ugliness within me Anger raging Spite engaging Fading dreams die quiet in the night Depression sets in Where to begin Need to make all again alright Sinking down I wear my frown Inside so no one can see I've given up Had no luck Realizing the hopes Harbored within me

Maintenance Man
’Hey girls, gather round Listen to what I’m putting down Hey babe, I’m your handy man.’ - Blackwell and Jones (via James Taylor) Contrary to the propaganda we are consistently force fed by our sexually uptight nation, sustaining a serious, monogamous relationship is not a requirement of moral law. It’s just an option. The monogamy propaganda machine has turned most of us into blundering lovezombies, roaming the earth in a desperate, nearly pointless, lifelong search for the perfect soul mate; or worse -- it has turned us into sadfaced spouses, wondering when the Mr. or Mrs. Soulmate we’ve been with for ten years turned into Mr. or Mrs. Asshole. What a waste of time. I am a serial monogamist. I manage to find, and commit to, an extraordinary woman about once every three years. In between those affairs, instead of going nutbally in the relentless pursuit of perfect love, I revel in being single. Being happily single is not without its challenges, however. Nam

My Fun Blog
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on My Space -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Dated a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went skinny dipping -- $5 Had sex in a pool -- $2

True Love!!!!
BEAUTIFULL ANGEL!!!! MY BEAUTIFULL ANGEL I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. YOUR SMILE IS SO BRIGHT LIKE THE STARS N THE NIGHT..WITH THE DAYS THAT PASS MY HEART IS BROKEN LIKE GLASS.. THE DAY HAS COME FOR MY ANGEL'S HEART TO COME BACK HOME TO ME..THE PAST HAS COME N GONE SO NOW BRING MY ANGEL HOME.. I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.. SO DONT BE ASHAMED MY BEAUTIFULL ANGEL TO COME HOME.. SO COME HOME MY BEAUTIFULL ANGEL... I WROTE THIS ONE MYSELF SO I HOPE U ENJOY... NEW WONDER'S!!!!!!!! YOUR BABY BLUES N UR CURLY QUE'S N YOUR 1ST PAIR OF SHOES HAVE BROUGHT A LIFE OF ENDLESS CLUES. TODAY WE NOW SHARE YOUR JOY OF LIFE BRINGING IT INTO OURS. U MAKE US LAUGH N U MAKE US CRY THROUGH THE WAVES OF ENDLESS TIME. YOUR LOVE FOR US IS SO PURE N TRUE THAT WE STAND WITH U THROUGH ALL YOU DO.. AS YOU DISCOVER NEW THINGS ARE HEART WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU THROUGH OUT THIS LIFE. YOUR BABY BLUES N UR CURLY QUES WILL BE WITH US THROUGH THE END OF TIME...

Hurt,pain, And This Thing We Call Life
“Have you ever been in love? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one person, no different from any other person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats at you and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” Good Night World tomorrow will be a new day...

A Child Of Mine
I received this poem this morning from a dear friend of mine A Child of Mine "I'll lend you for a little time a child of mine" He said "For you to love while it lives and to mourn when it's dead" It may be six or seven or twenty two or three. But will you till I call it back take care of it for me ? it will bring it's charms to gladden you, and should it's stay be brief, you'll have it's lovely memories as solace for your grief. I cannot promise it will stay, since all to the earth return. But there are lessons taught down there I want this child to learn. I've looked the wide world over in my search for teachers true. And from the throngs that crowd lifes lanes I have selected you. Now will you give it all your love , nor think your labor in vain, Nor hate me when I come to take it back again? I fancied I heard them say " Dear Lord, Thy will be Done" " For all the joy Thy child shall bring, the risk of grief we'll run" We'll shelter it with tendreness

Expressions
OKAY FIRST THINGS FIRST........I ABSOLUTELY LOVE MY 6 TATTOOS, MY 13 PIERCINGS AND MY HUGE DD FAKE BOOBS.......I HAVE DONE ALL OF IT FOR ME AND NOBODY ELSE AND I HONESTLY DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE ELSE THINKS AND I WILL PROBABLY GET MORE.....THE POINT OF THIS BLOG IS TO TRY TO OPEN UP SOME PEOPLES MINDS.........I WON'T BE OFFENDED EITHER WAY BECAUSE I LOVE ME BUT GIVE ME (AND OTHER PEOPLE TOO) YOUR OPINIONS TOO (YES I AM EXTREMELY BORED TODAY....HEHE) Okay so one of my friends went out last night and posted a blog which is what got me started on this little topic. I love her to death and I am not judging her for her opinion. Her is what she had to say: I love to people watch. I swear, I think I am the only person left in Oklahoma City that has not had a boob job, or tattoo's, or my belly button pierced, or my nose pierced! My goodness!!! With all the boob jobs I saw, I should have become a boob plastic surgeon and I'd be set for life!!! What I don't understand is that when a wo

My Firefighter Is In A Contest
Hey Hey yall guess what Merci the co-owner of the FireFighters Hall is giving away fubucks for every 100 comments you all drop on Fireman185's contest pic for the hottest bald man on fubar Merci will give you 1000 fubuck so come on now how easy is that....now get your butt's out that and show sum fubar luv for a fellow firefighter...and give him the win he so deserves... The Cowgirl In Pink now be a good fu and click the pic link:) Good Luck Chuck aka FiremNa185 (repost of original by '~THE COWGIRL IN PINK~READ PROFILE FIRST!! RL GF OF PAGANCOWBOY31' on '2008-01-22 05:46:07')

Life
My life in a nut shell... well love to party... if you didn't already guess. I grew up in foster care and it sucked. I Love strippers and computers. Online Web Cam strippers and me... a perfect match. lol. I luv strippers. If you become my friend I'll let you check out my stripper girl... supplies limited so join now... jk... and for the ladies reading this... I'm not a total prev... well maybe I am!!! I've been in college only a short time and it's a headache. By the time this spring comes around I'll be a Sophomore. My major? Radiology my first choice after that I would have to say medical. I don't want to spend all this time in college and come out not making any money. Gotta have some green in my life. I love having material things like my 35$ hat, my 1,500$ laptop, but my friends on fubar: Priceless

My Power Mall
Hi there im Amy i would like to tell you about a way you can make money with no money and its free its called my Power Mall it is free to join and the key is well its kinda like yuwie you just give malls away free like i do it does not cost anything and anyone can do it and its a amazing income.Speaking of amazing income… let’s look at the money that can be generated when you give away Shopping Malls to 10 people who then give away 10 Shopping Malls of their own – all the way down through 9 Tiers.Your own Mall occupies Shopping Tier 1. The 10 people you give it away to will be on your second Shopping Tier. They get 10 each which puts 100 people on your 3rd Shopping Tier and now you have 111 people you are receiving shopping rebates from. But you’re just beginning. Those 100 people each give away 10 Shopping Malls and now you’re at 1000 on Tier 4, which grows into 10,000 on Tier 5. Those 10,000 will all be eager to have their own success, so when they give away their 10 Shopping

Stomper Smarts
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Angel of Darkness come with me Hold my hand, make me see Child of the night show me your ways Drag me beneath to run through your maze Everything not bright Nothing of light Pull me into your world Let me be your girl Cover my eyes led by the blind Just cuts, just scrapes, don't worry I'm fine Out blood blends together, our scars just the same The Darkness so beautiful, Day so mundane My love belongs to you, take it and make it true Your mystique so angelic, so soft, so deep Take me, make me, hold me, I'm yours Immersed in your esoteric beauty, my countenance pours Do you ever feel like you just want to die? Do you ever feel like all you want to do is cry? This world is filled with sinners and fakes. They disguise themselves like Satan as a snake. You trust someone, they let you down. You love someone, they break your crown. Fire burns in my soul. My heart makes into coal. Instead of salty water, blood fills my eyes. And instead of smiles, blood is all I cry. M