Fubar Blogs 2

Almostalien
Where would we be if we did not invent cars with a combustible engine?What would of happened if the inventers early on thought of a better way of getting us around instead of noisy gas guzzling polluting held hostage by oil company autos ,planes ,jets motorcycles and the rest ? We had a idea and ran with it and for a long time it was great we got to see things because of travel we would of never seen walking . But can you imagine if we went in another direction like magnetic energy . Quiet none polluting renewable energy . I was playing with some neodymium magnets the other day so powerful and so much none polluting power it amazed me . I did the usual. Had them stick together then reversed them and could not put them together they wanted to fly out of hands .Invisible quiet energy . Then I was thinking of the power of how whole planets are held up in the heavens with the north and south poles rotating planets .As well as the gravity and lack of it depending on magnetic fields and size

Almost A Year..
MY DAD WOULD OF BEEN 67 ON JULY 4TH. I LOST MY DAD ON JULY 16, 2008 LAST YEAR. I MISS HIM SO MUCH. I HAD ASKEDMY BOSS. FOR THEM 2 DAYS OFF FROM WORK. BUT, MY BOSS DIDN'T GAVE THEM TO ME. I AM REALLY HURT. I KNOW ALL I WILL DO IS CRY ON THEM TWO DAYS. I HAVE BEEN CRYING ALMOST ALL DAY AND HALF THE NIGHT. I KNOW THAT EVERYONE KEEPS TELLING ME THAT IT WILL GET BETTER. BUT, IT STILL HURTS VERY MUCH. I KNOW HE IS IN A BETTER PLACE, BUT IT DOESN'T MAKE IT ANY EASIER THATS FOR SURE. I MISS MY DAD VERY MUCH AND I LOVE HIM TO. JUST WISH I COULD SPEND MORE TIME WITH HIM. LOVE YOU DAD. YOUR BABY GIRL...

Almost Level 32 Thank You!
Hey there my friends.=) I want to thank first off the ones who were kind enough to donate to my leveling fund.I need 17 more million fubucks to level.Trying to get 25 mil isn't easy on fubar where people are stingy.Most of the people I have donated to for them to level or get spotlight or just needing fubucks help haven't even tried to return the favor so you people will get nothing more from me.From now on I'm only helping the ones who help me.I do my best to return love here with all the friends I have and I think I do a pretty good job.So just wanted to say the ones who donated if you ever need help please let me know and I'll do what I can to help you in the future.Nice to know there are a few kind people left here still.Being a stingy a**hole won't get you far for the record.

Almost There
If you would of asked me 2 years ago where I would be and how I would feel today , my answer would of not been pleasant . Since my divorce and Meeting Brett my life is so different . I smile alot and laugh too . A year and a half has gone by since we started dating and I can't picture anyone but him making me feel this good . Getting kicked right now by our little surprise I am sitting here smiling . I am counting the days till we get to hold him . I love my children very much and this little guy growing inside me is no exception . I can't wait to see his eyes and hear his giggle . I haven't felt this "high" on life in such a long time . I don't want it to ever end . Amazing how someone enters your life from out of no where and can so dramatically change it and help you find you and happiness along the way . Few more weeks to go and I am counting each moment, every kick , and every hope not only for Brett and I but for all my children . So happy and content at this moment .....

"a Loan From God"
MAYBE: We are suppose to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for the gift. - Good one!!!! MAYBE: When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. MAYBE: It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. MAYBE: The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. MAYBE: The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches. MAYBE: You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be,because you have only one life and one chance t

Aloft
There, among the rising bubbles, forms a hand - reaching, not for me, but for the air around me - then feathers root where once the finest filaments of hair shone - and now wings lift from the tempest, I am aloft. But I am only man within her, at her mercy - I can feel the whoosh of each wing beating and the earth slips away. I know this soft-winged, lifting - it surrounds me each night - the buoyant ether of her desire (and mine). I tumesce at the whisper of her voice into me, ghost song from my yesterday: "I want you, need you, love you." © All rights reserved

Aloha!!!!
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!! Have a safe and scary halloween and make sure to all the mothers & fathers out there that u check u kids candies for any sharp objects or poisions. All the adults don't have too much fun and if u do raise a cup or mug up for me. take care much love to u all.... ISLAND BEAUTY Just wanted to create my first blog and just let all my friends and family on here know that i really appreciate ur guidance and support in here, si yu'us maase & mahalo Cool Slideshows

Aloha With Love...from My Heart.
ALOHA MY FRIENDS! YOU GUYS ROCK!!! THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH FOR ALL THE LOVE. I'LL TRY TO BE THERE 4 EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU TO RETURN ALL THE LOVE. LOVE IS......FRIENDSHIP! AND I LOVE YOU ALL...." ALOHA KAKOU...MAHALO NUI LOA" (THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR ALL THE LOVE). HONIS'... imikimi - Customize Your World WOW! I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I LOVE YOU ALL AND THANK YOU GUY FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY LOVE AND GIFTS!!! YOU GUYS ROCK!!!!!!! MUAHZ!

Aloha
The smell of the salty air, the sounds of sea gulls cry, and the endless blue sky can only mean one thing, a cruise. We had to get up while it was still dark and board a flight to Honolulu,Hawaii. We were taking a cruise, but not just any cruise. This one lasted 7 days and toured all the major islands of America's own paradise. Sheesh, what is it about airports? The only time there ever seems to be a breeze, is when it's cold, and then it's a gale force Nor eastern. Leaving the car and heading toward the terminal, your hit with the pungent smell of jet exhaust. As fast as you can you make it inside, only to wait in line just a bit shorter than a depression era soup line, but moves SO much slower. Then to make things just a bit more rosy, you get caught behind Abdul la, the only Arab American that still hasn't grasped the concept of indoor plumbing and the new 'Typhoid Mary' who's unknowingly transporting the newest and most deadly strain of Pig Flu. Finally its o

Alone
Just finishing up the last of the Mangos! Mangos! that Michelle and I bought at the LB B of A over New Year's weekend. Mmmmmmmmmman, these things are sticky! Sweet as hell...and now I got a sticky keyboard and I need to floss my teeth! Yummmmm!!! Missing ma girls! XOXOXO Christa Happy Loooooong Weekend! Stay sexy! Christa Myspace Graphics, Glitter Graphics, Layouts PuRrPoWeR@ CherryTAP that's how it always ends up eventually. everyone has things that keep them busy. everyone except me. sure there are options, but why am i so selective? destined for this life...forever? is anyone else really all THAT happy? it might just be a facade.

Alone
I don't understand what you try to say to me so don't even try to explain i sometimes look up to the loft where you once stayed wishing you never went away open up your eyes to see the love that radiates from me when i have freedom in my love then i'll seek wisdom from above under the wide and starry sky dig the grave and let me lye listen to the distant music from far away is it real? or am i just going insane? the question has been asked the answer should be told your love has gone away from me and now i feel alone

Alone
Alone by Stefani Baucom I am alone, so very alone I hurt, so very bad I am ignored, just thrown aside I am security, for others to have I am lonely, there is no one close, no one sees the pain I cry, hope is gone I am alone, and no one knows

Alone
THE BED YOU SLEEP IN IS SO COLD, THE PILLOWS YOU SLEEP WITH ARE SO OLD, THE NIGHTS ARE SO LONG THE DAYES EVEN LONGER ,YOU WANT TO TALK BUT THERE IS NOBODY THERE,ALL YOU SEE AND HERE ARE THE WALLS,THE TABLE YOU EAT AT HAS OLNY ONE CHAIR,YOU WANT TO SHARE A DREAM,BUT THERE IS NOBODY THERE,SO WHY DOES ONE HAVET TO LIVE LIFE ALONE.

Alone?
I have been at times... wrapped up so tight... tight like a surprise... as a package can be... Layers of this upon... many layers of that... meant only for you... but nothing for me. I often do dream... of being set free... free with nothing more... to do or say... And someday I will... just find my wings... when I rise up... and then fly away. Leaving so very far... behind us the wrappings... that once upon time... had us ever so bound... Leaving you far behind... in your total silence... still sitting so quiet... without making a sound. So unfold me now... to gently undo me... sing me a word... giving love from you... Know me inside & out... all of the creases... Have me by wanting... thoroughly tried and true. Discover our true meaning... with in the heart... reveal how real passion...is deepest at core... Know what its like... truly being just us... before our days undone... are to be... nevermore. ok, so i sat down here today with numb fingers and to

Alone...
I feel very tense tonight, and have an incredibly strong yearning for release. It has been five days of complete abstinence, an entire sexless work week. Sitting naked on my bed, I turn to glance at my reflection in the full length mirror on the wall. I admire my long dark hair, deep green eyes, and creamy, perfect skin. My gaze wanders over my rather large, round breasts and their pink, sensitive nipples: soft globes of flesh that seem to invite caresses and fondling. A smile touches my full lips as I slip my hand down across the front of my chest, lightly passing over one nipple, feeling it harden beneath my palm's passage. I blush with arousal as an electric tingle shoots straight to my clit, which begins to demand attention. I resist, at least for now... I let my other hand drop down past my tummy to caress the top of my bare thigh. My legs are long, made shapely by tennis and biking. White cotton socks adorn my small feet, at the moment my only item of clothing. I close my

Alone
+++WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:+++ ++ I said I liked you: ++ I kissed you: ++ I lived next door to you: ++ I stole something: ++ I was hospitalized: ++ I ran away from home: +++WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:+++ ++ Personality: ++ Eyes: ++ Face: ++ Hair: ++ Clothes: + Who are you? + Are we friends? + When and how did we meet? + What do you think of me? + What's the fondest memory you have of me? + How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? + Do you love me? + Have I ever hurt you? + Would you hug me? + Would you kiss me? + Are we close? + On a scale of 1-10(10 being the highest), how attractive am I? + Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it? + How long have you known me? + Describe me in one word? + What was your first impression? + Do you still think that way about me now? + What do you think my weakness is? + Do you think I'll get married (if yes to who) + What reminds you of me? + What's some

Alona
Hey everyone u r talking or looking at the sexiest girl ever!!!I am relly fun and i am not scared to do things and i have alot of freinds!I love all of my freinds! I have great freinds!! Kyla and hannah r my best freinds i love them soooo much!!!They r fun to hangout with and they both arent scared to do things!!!! well dont be afarid to message me,comment me,or message my comments! Just dont be weirdos then i will block u!!! well thats all for now love u guys!!

Alonyda's Lament
I need someplace to Hide away Maybe a cave of silence Where I can wake up The echoes Maybe and echo where I can Wake up the caves She always gave more that she'd take Is still giving to this day Too much living Is no way to die It's been cold since You had to go away I saw your face in the clouds today I'm stuck here feeling The same old way But nothing's been the same All along And I still Can't believe That you're gone

Alone For New Years
this burns me up im tired of people around the world takeing advantage of the us calling us pussy's personaly if you likes this country being a weak then fine but i do not want to see the american people be put to shame because congressman wont give us the dam break we need to actually kick ass over in iraq and afghanistan if we can just forget about human rights and blow them all to hell make them fear us then this shit would end but we cant because we got all these punk ass people or pussys who say oh they are human they dont deserve that shit we need to give the enemy medical treatment after shooting them man thats fucking bullshit anybody who thinks that might as well move to iraq and die with them because they never cared about our human rights so we shouldnt care for thiers we have the power to destroy them all but we can cause of liberal ass ho and consevative pussys that wont shut up and keep their noses out of people buisness if they would shut up and allow the millita

Alone
people all around me but i feel so alone sit right next to me i still feel all alone iam so tired of being alone so very sick of being alone when does it stop feeling alone does it ever go away being alone i am so used to being alone someday i might not be all alone

Alone
My dearest baby sister has finally grown her wings and lives on more closer than ever. She left a big piece of herself in everyones heart... please take the time to view her and enjoy the smile we enjoyed for such a short time.... I love you Amanda....you will be missed/. Camino sin rumbo, cada paso que doy es un recuerdo, Un recuerdo vivido a tu lado. no quiero detenerme, dejar cada momento. Me cuesta admitirlo,saber que ya no estas aqui. Saber que ya no puedo acariciar tu cuerpo;sentir tu aroma. Continuo sin rumbo, sentimiento es lo que quedo, Es lo que me acompana. Tu amor a la distancia, me mantiene a pie. Para no perder la paciencia, miro a mi alrededor, y no miro a nadie. Sera que es entre tu y yo? Creo que si. No necesito a nadie mas que a ti, y se que esto es asi. Ya que en el fondo de mi corazon; Siento tu calor. Amor te extrano. Pero nada, ni nadie, me detendra. Te prometo que llegare el fin, para estar entre tus brazos y ser feliz a tu lado. Pero n

Alone
so here i sit all alone with no one that i know to tell me they love me or hold me in their arms at night. at times I look back on my life and wonder where things went wrong and ponder how to make my life better. MIssing and loveing the girl I have not yet meet and don't know how to tell her my true feelings, scared I will scare her if I tell her how I truly feel knowing we have not yet meet and confused by the fact that I have atleast one other option but not sure if I want to ventrue sown that road. Knowing and doing are two things I don't know how to do cuse of the fear of rejection that I face if she knows how I feel if she doenst have the same feelings for me, so my only action is to sit and wait for the ay i get to meet her and hope she likes me the same way I like her. I'm sad now cause I want you so bad I'm sad now cause I can't be with you I'm sad now cause I need you I'm sad now cause I have to sleep alone I'm sad now cause we're not together. Rachael I love you more than any

Alone In The Darkness.
Sacrifices are made, regrets begin to form, sadness becomes as wild as the raging storm. Raindrops fall, ticking off another minute of life gone by, Staring at him with anger I wonder why I even try. Material things are of no value when given as a gift of lust, a relationship is meant for love, respect and trust. I know you don't respect me because of the way you act or speak, terror fills me at the thought of laying awake to listen to the floor creak! When it comes to women I can't trust you out of my sight, why, when I try to tell you my thoughts do you not listen, you just fight. Am I just your personal maid and private whore, please tell me, I want to know what I'm here for. This one was written during a rather bad relationship 2 years ago. Horror, darkness, desertion and physcosis, for what we are, there is only one diagnosis. After all she had ben through insanity fragmented her mind, we were created, each personality unique and one of a kind.

Alone
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Alone
[INTRO] I Know He Won't Always Keep Me Happy, But As Long As He Tries I Really Don't Care. [BODY] you say so many things that you love me that you care that the feelings i have we share you say so many things but it's my turn to talk i want you to know i love you i want you to know i care know that no matter what i'll always be there you're there for me && you always have been I'm here for you && i always will be I Hope you'll always be mine I'll love you as long as the stars in the sky shine you're not perfect but thats okay You are my fallen angel && i love you nite && day Only Once Before you had i seen so clearly through my broken view How could you love a girl like me?? how can it be me that you see?? when you look in my eyes can you see the pain?? Can you see all the past blood go down the drain?? Can you see all the hurt from past years?? Can you see all my terrible fears?? All my flaws && my insecurity?? Do You think that we're

Alone From
Alone from childhood's hour I have not been as others were~I have not seen as others saw~I could not bring my passions from a common spring~from the source I have not taken my sorrow~I could not awaken my heart to joy at the same tone~And all I loved~I loved alone~Then~in my childhood~in the dawn of a most stormy life~was drawn from ev'ry depth of good and ill the mystery which bonds me still~from the torrent, or the fountain~from the red cliff of the mountain~from the sun that round me roll'd in its autumn tint of gold~from the lighting of the sky as it pass'd me flying by~from the thunder, and the storm~and the cloud that took the form.

Al One. One Subculture On Group
Where has this raver chick gone? What is this behavior? Do you remember the gabber? Sorted basslines Spawn of disco Synthesizer sounds Speedcore Where has this raver chick gone? What is this Behavior? Tell me do you remember the GABBER! The credo of the rave culture The old skool The jaded The candykid The junglist All one One subculture One group One assemblage So tell me Where has this raver chick gone and what is this behavior

Alone
How do you know when love is real and true? Does it have a sadness to it? Do you feel a little sad when you think of your love? Or do you have nothing but happiness at the thought of him? Can you truly feel sad and happy at the same time? I think of you and I do. I am happy that I have you and sad that you are so far. I guess the trick of it all is to not allow the sadness to overpower the happiness. I need you to know that my love can travel the distance and not waiver in its course. That is the happiness i feel. The sadness needs to know that your love can overcome such an obstacle. I give to you myself.. closing my eyes and trusting you will always be there. The hurt that may come of this.. the sadness that may take over.. will never be more than the happiness i feel while you are mine and i am yours. That is how I know that the love is real and true. I will risk all for just one moment of pure happiness in your heart. There is but one person that has truly touched my soul. I know t

Alone In The Dark
What's inside... Category: Writing and Poetry ©®-- Alone in the dark, It's the same in hours of light, By myself when He's with me, No peace in my dreams at night. i don't even exist, Unless it's time for a fight, my heart's cold and empty, i know it's not right. He wants me to cook and clean, Demands that i pleasure Him with delight, Calls Himself a man, After He hurts me for spite. His cruel behavior wounds deeply, my chest aches and squeezes my soul painfully tight, i wish it untrue, "His bark is worse than His bite." Naive with unconditional forgiveness, Lying to myself every night, i need Daddy's protection, Spirits refuse to comfort or grant me true sight! ©A man says, "I wouldn't have beat her if she didn't deserve it and it's not like I did it all the time." The womans friend stands there by the door silently as not to provoke the situation. Eight months later that same man says to the woman,

Alone...
I have never really known what it means to truly be empty and alone.. But recently I experienced that one time and one time only... I can say I REALLY did NOT like that! but fortunately my honey proved herself to be the stronger of us two and held on for dear life... I will NEVER again place myself in that situation but rather hold on with IRON determination to the one woman I love... honey.. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.. and you know how special you are to me.. I will forever cherish your love for me.. until the day I die!

Alone
I am alone. Like always. I feel very much unwanted. It seems like no one can love me because I have bipolar disorder, along with a few other mential things. These are products of a very tragic life. Things happened to me that I will not discuss here. I am 35, I cant see my kids, my family doesnt want me, I have no friends, outside of the ones on here and I cant keep a girlfriend. I am always good to them, but once my illness gets the best of me and the moods start to swing, they are gone. So I decided that I will forever be alone. For the simple reason that I dont want the heartache and the hurt of being rejected anymore. Its just not worth the pain. I know how my life is going to end, Im going to die old, gray, alone and forgottin. That is how things will end for me. But until then, I will live my life the best I can, keeping to myself, going home after work and going to bed in my cave/bedroom(blacked out the windows) and sleep alone, all because of the fact that Im sick.

Alone
i got a question for everyone. why is the man upstairs punishing me? for some reason he is i keep loosing my friends. one of my friends he was awsome he was my best friend i would do anything for him same with him and me but he moved to ohio, than a guy i work with me and him are great friends we got along we hung out its was fun now he is moving on the 24th of this month to vegas, and here recently i lost a very very good friend she moved to oklahoma ive been friends with her for a long long time like almost 2 years we both been threw alot together and we both helped each other when things got bad and she up and leaves :( i dont know what im doing or whats going on. im wondering whos next.. i have a friend in washington thats very sweet kind and everything all in one that i havent got to talk to in a while cause she is on a road trip. i feel like im just lost. i got friends here still but its a matter of time that they leave to. i cried today when i found out my friend was gone on the

Alone
Why I am typing a blog I have no clue. I have no life except for work. I go to work and come home. OOh, some day to look forward to. Sure it helps me survive, but what is life without friends? Of course I have roommates, just like me. They stay behind the doors in their room, being anti-social. I'm normally in a good mood. I tend to just ignore everything. How do you ignore feeling lonely? I get out and walk the streets, but I just blend in with the scenery... I am just tired of being a hermit. I need to get out more. There ain't nobody, asking me, I've been There ain't nobody, that would name me, as a friend There ain't nobody, that's dropping by, to say hi There ain't nobody, that's caring whether I Live or die I have nobody, to tell about, my growing angers I have nobody, to tell about me, Following strangers There ain't nobody, making sure I'm takin all of my pills There ain't nobody, Slowing me down and keeping me still, I'm truly alone... They say a man ca

Alone
you think ur the only one who hurts dont you? u think that ur the only one who had cried? baby ive cried more times then u know. ive cried the nights i sat alone and wondered where u left out to. ive cried the nights that darkness fell on empty words. on the nights that i said i love u and tired to shair that love and got nothing back ive cried. to show someone u mean what u say is to really do it and stay that way. promises mean nothing when they r empty i know bc so many of urs were that way and i cried. so as hard as it is to say bye i must. and believe me ive cried. lettin u go isnt easy lettin life go on without u is hard but i feel at this time in place i must let it happen. some day we may meet again and once again fall in love and maybe that someday we will live happly ever after.

Alone
well here we are its my birthday.... again alone... got my eye on someone but hmmmm thats not going well.... so heres a bday no gifts no cakes... but i have one thing worth way more... my baby daughter ... she spent 3 weeks painting me a picture for the place i am moving into.. going to get it framed it means way more then any pricy pic i could find to hang up What we thought was love and happiness? Is now gone all that's left is to move on. Say goodbye and walk away. Take your wounded pride put it aside. The game of love you have lost. Your broken heart is the cost. Count your blessings and pray. maybe You will win at the game of love one day. Just learn when to walk away. Your strong enough to say good bye. Don't hold back it's okay to cry love hurts sometimes i have fanned every person on my friends list pleas do the same

Alone!
I sometimes wonder if I was ment to be alone all my life. Ever realtionship i have been in has ended badly, or the girl has just used me for their needs and wants. Don't get me wrong I love spendig time with my 2 wonderful kids, but its not the same as having that realtionship with a person that you love that loves you back no matter what.I feel so alone some days that it hurts in the heart. You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselve

Alone
Well i am just writeing this cause i need to get it out they say it helps to talk about it.. So here i go i have been single for over a year and i have felt like noone really wants to be with me or even is intrested. I still get intrested in ppl but everytime i do i get my hopes up and it seems like for a few they are intrested then i wake up and relize i am just dreaming agian... Why am i here to be alone for my whole life? Well if thats it i dont want to be here... I await the end. See i feel alone all the time but you know there is one person i know is there i just forget it sometimes that is my roomie... She is an amazing person.. I cant beleave i was lucky enough to have ment her... Thanks Trishie Pie Your the Best !

Alone
DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE ALONE?? DID KNOW KNOW THAT YOU CAN BE IN A ROOM FULL OF FRIENDS..AND FEEL ALONE? THAT NOW MATTER HOW MUCH SEX YOU HAVE...OR HOW MANY PEOPLE WANT YOU...YOU CAN STILL BE ALONE.... I KNOW THIS...LEARNED IT THE HARD WAY.... I KNOW IT MAY BE WEIRD FOR A MAN TO SAY...BUT I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED...FOR WHO I AM... NOT WHAT I LOOK LIKE...OR WHAT I'M CAPABLE OF.. JUST FOR ME... I WANT TO LOOK IN SOMEONE'S EYES...AND KNOW THAT BECAUSE OF THEM..IT'S GONNA BE OK... IF YOU HAVE FOUND THAT...I ENVY YOU... IF YOU HAVEN'T..THEN I SYMPATHIZE...

Alone
If I love you forever will you let me, If I promise to never will you trust me, If they judge me tommrow will you stand beside me, If I go blind will you give your hand to guide me, If I dont understand will you teach me, If I become lost will you try to reach for me, If I love you forever will you love me? As the road ahead becomes dark and my path is unknown, There is no fear inside me for ive always been on my own, I need no light for guidence no one to hold my hand, For alone ive always been and alone ill always stand. Our life is on hold, Youve taken my pride, Your words are so cold, The loves died in your eyes, Please listen for once its hard to believe, You dont care anymore so you turn and you leave, You used to be every womens greatest desire, Now your the same as every other two timing liar, You can only be burnt so many times before you go numb, Take a look in the mirror are you proud of who you've become, One day you will look for me and I will no l

Alone
Alone I sit same as always eyes stareing blankly at the scene that lay before me. Always they smile, always I cry but no one seems able to save me. Harsh wind slaps into my face, tears begin to fall down my cheeks my fist tightins but still no love no hope do I feel. Why are they all like that? Why do they leave me alone? Ignoring my screams my tears my crys for help and love Alone again Alone forever I wounder how it feels that feeling called love

Alone
Well if any one has read about me they know I have a new Apartment in divorceville.God I hate that word!!!But here I am learning how to Live with myself alone, no kids no husband just me and after raising his kids for 10 years they became apart of me so needless to say I have not only lost my husband but I lost my kids too!!The husband part I dont really miss I guess I am just tired of fighting to keep him happy when no matter what I do or say there will always be someone in his mind that says it and does it better so after yrs of forgiving the affairs over and over I decided I have had enough.I am not forgiving him this time!! I am going to show him that he can not treat me like this any more and think I will always be there to forgive him and take him back!!And he knows how much those children mean to me so I am sure he will hit me where it really hurts by not letting me see them..but I am still going to fight.I feel like I have already lost everything what else do I have to loose.S

Alone Again...
Ok.. I have been a mother over half of my life. My kids are moving away. After this weekend I will be alone...really alone..for the first time in 20 years!! I do have a younger son, he's 14 and lives with his father. So, he visits weekends and summer. I"m having a heck of a time finding out who I am..and what I like to do.

Alone
Darkness has cast his shadow across the room...the only noise is that from the air conditioner on the occasion that it kicks in, and that of the soft whispers of breath coming from my mouth as I lay..thinking of you. I close my eyes and wait, and I feel you. I feel you, running your hands along my side...caressing my legs, up to my waist, and then my arms. I am warmed by the soft kisses on my neck and I roll on my back to let you caress all of me. I haven't opened my eyes, but I know you are going to touch me more....I know soon I will feel your hands cupping my breast...making me swell with love, for that is what I have always done. You wrap your mouth around my nipple and I suck in my breath. With your tongue gliding along my nipple you take the other and hand and cup my other breast, squeezing gently. You put your lips to my mouth, and hold them there... and I can't breathe...I wait...and finally you take your tongue and run it along my lips...wet and soft...and you kiss me.

Alone............
I am ready for the laughter.... I am conditioned for the pain.. I have done all I can do even smile regardless of the strain... No one can tell...no one can see... Only one that knows is you and me...

Alone
I just rated this girl's profile and then it said thanks for playing you have had 1000 points deducted from you. What the heck happened? I feel so alone sometimes even in a room full of people. I sometimes wish that I could just disappear. I don't understand why I feel this way it just happens and seems to happen a lot more often then usual. I wish when I felt this way I was dreaming instead. I am sick of feeling this way all the time.

Alone
I do not know why I bother coming here anymore. No cares if I am here or not. I should go through and empty out my friends list and just let my account delete itself. I am just another shadow in this site and I guess that is where I belong is in the shadows................. I guess it is time to say screw it. U are the one who is always there when others need help. U keep to yourself, and all u get is looked down apon. No one wants anything to do with u cause either u do not look a certain way or cause u have kids or u follow a different religion then them. That is why we follow the night and enjoy our cool breeze and moon light harvest. So till the blood moon. I love how you become a member of a lounge and when u least exspect it you are removed. I had never done nothing to no one except being a friend. But it is like that is not enough for some this days. So now I am gonna walk the nights alone and without a care. Everyone wants to be rated and yet they treat others like dirt. For t

Alone And Depressed
when ever someone new starts talking to me... some times i get really hyper and type faster and scare them off.. or i just say the wrong thing... and it sucks.. cause im told im a know guy.. and yada yada yada... but seems i always do or say something wrong.. Eh im not really depressed.. but i do feel some what alone.. but what else is new... I may end up getting one drink.... and calling it a day... but eh... you all have a Nice day... I spent my whole day trying to find someone to spend time with... but nothing... i keep getting comments on how cute and sweet i am.. but that doesnt change anything... im always going to be alone...

Alone
I sit here feeling all alone. No one knows how desolate this is. Just in this hopelessness and dispair. I have found no solace just fakeness. I mask it with a fake smile and hopeless humor. Behind the mask is hatred, behind the hatred is anger. Behind the anger is rage and behind the rage is my cold dead heart. I need someone to hold and warm me again. Make the loneliness go away. Hold me closeand make the pain go away. Letting go is so hard and the tears are not yetgone. Lie beside me again and tell me things are okay.Alone everynight how come this doesn't feel right? Come back and tell me you still love me. I can no longer fight this fight face it i'm alone.

Alone With Despair
you treat me as though you need me when really we all know its just lies- lies, lies: lies; lies. i will fall for it every time just to warn myself. have you ever been so low, that you have to reach up to touch bottom.............. Alone Alone to cry Alone to laugh Alone to smile Alone to frown Alone to live Alone to die Alone to wander Alone to discover Alone to learn Alone to live Alone in pain Alone in hurt Alone in joy Alone in the morning Alone in the night Alone in the afternoon Alone in this life Alone in this world Alone in boredom Alone in knowledge Alone in this state Alone with people Alone at work Alone right now Alone when I was born And alone when I will die Alone walking through life Without any pride How can you be satisfied Living your life like you do When you know there is some one out there Who could really use a friend like you No one will know how I live No one will know who I am No one

Alone........
I am just so alone anymore. I just get so tired of having my heart broke. What got me depressed was that I saw the profile of my ex. She is in a realionship and I realize just how alone I am. Yes I kind of am seeing someone, but see is married and I don't get to see that much of her. Guess thats not much of a realionship is it? But its the best I can do. I know, I know, I keep getting told thats not true but it is. It just seems like nobody wants me. I don't get hit on or flirted with at all. Guess I am just to ugly. I haven't felt the touch of a woman in sometime now, no hugs no kisses nothing. I am just so alone. So when I go home in a little while from work, I am going to get undressed climb into my bed, hug my pillow and cry myself to sleep once again. How did I get like this????

Alone ?
Here I sit, once again alone. The trust I had for another is gone. Nothing left inside me, nothing left to feel. Emptiness fills me as the hours gro. Alone again, and on my own. Why do I love? Why do I care? I know that the truth is noone out there cares?? I am sick of this hurt and pain that fills me. I am sick and tired of all this dispair. I wish I could run, I wish I could fly. Away from the pain that fills me inside. Iam sorry that we never got to know each other. I am sorry that I lied. I wont be able to fix this, no matter what I try. I dont have anyone to turn to. I have no where to be able to speak my mind. The one time I am not myself, is the one time, I should have tried. I am not who you think I am, but you wont let me explain. I cant say I am sorry enough. But you have heard all of that already. I am sorry for what I did. I should have been honest. Whatever, I am done with everything. I am tired of this feeling I have inside. Waves of emotion fill me daily, tearing at

Alone
(Warning this makes no sense and turns in and out of Rant/bitch/whine mode) I have of late and I know not where lost my mirth. (Indirect quote from Hamlet) Okay I lied I have not lost my mirth. But I have lost my lighter and that is never a good sign. I feel like I am saying goodbye to so many things that have been in my life for so long and it is really starting to hurt. And so many of my friends find this hard to understand I guess. I am not a typical guy I suppose. I have morales and a code of conduct that I try to follow and when somebody tells me that what I am doing is wrong or does not fit with what they believe I find it hard to spend time with them or talk to them. I have spent a long time putting together this puzzle that is me and I will be damned before I let anyone start to pull out the important parts. I am Craig Anderson, born in the town of Sherman on the outskirts of Dallas. I have loved, lived, once died and returned (shh drown was dead for 3 mins see my othe

Alone
At last she waits for someone to appear. Desparately waiting but knowing with fear. There is not one out there for her heart to be given. That knows her as well as she wants so she's smitten. Not an answer to this nor a comfort that comes. Lonely is nothing but being just one. Lost in a place where the mist hangs so heavy. Time seems uncertain and this place is a levy. Where burdens stay captured awaiting release.

Alone
see it like this i'm 45 year old 5 year divorced now wondering what did i do i try all i can i change alot in 5 year now it all i can do for my other half but stiil girlfriend less why i don't know just tired and alone. that why i'm lonewolfjohn i'm a lonewolf out in this wild world doing all i can so if there a gal out there who as lone as i am come see me we will at less have each other .

Alone With Sadness
The limits of my depression are endless...despair and sadness overwelming. I am always alone...the feeling never departs...I just want to find the girl I was meant to be with...no more pain induced my the common sluts I have a habit of running into...just the one...so the loneliness will disappear...so I won't feel alone anymore As stated in the about me section of my profile, I am bipolar. Everything didn't have to be so complicated, but that was the cards I was dealt. To this day I wish I could change the way things have occured in my life...homeschool was easier...and even then I thought I didn't care for the lack of social activity. Now I am 19...with one friend and I dearly miss the life I could have had. Now my options are limited on everything...finding the love of my life...as well as friends, with no where to go and no one to help me... Most people will never understand, how oneself can devote most of their life to finding that special someone...but then again nobody has met m

Alone
I stay up late at night Staring up at the stars I can see you in my mind but I don't know where you are I'm not sure what I'll do from one day to the next I keep thinking I'll see you but that hasn't happened yet But I'll never give up searching for the one to call my own Because I have to much love for me to be alone All my friends say I'm all right and there's nothing wrong with me But at night when I crawl into bed I crawl in next to me.

Alone In The End
Darkness is all around me I see a light up ahead It’s a straight line I follow it It’s getting further and further away I run The light diminishes into the darkness I am stuck in the darkness all alone I reach out in front of me for something to hold I only feel emptiness I am all alone Alone to fight what lays before me I can’t see what it is but I know its there Waiting for me to make one wrong move Before it attacks my soul and makes my heart bleed One more time …. I walk into the darkness alone I fight this fight alone In the end we are all alone

Alone
I feel so alone I feel like I have no one I feel so sad What have I done? I feel so empty inside Does anyone love me? I feel no love None that I can feel or see I feel so empty I am so sad I’m feeling down I feel so mad I want to be loved But I am alone Alone in this world A heart-broken one I don’t feel anything There is no love for me I feel nothing There is nothing I see I want to feel love Ever so true And all I feel anymore Is just so blue Who I want I can’t have And whom I have I don’t want This is why I feel so alone My heart sinks down low I feel so sad and so empty Away is where I want to go Away with someone who cares And with so much love Maybe heaven sent From up above Then I will have someone My life to share And not be alone And have someone to care Being all alone in this world It is so gloomy and so dark I feel as if love for me Has missed its mark I hope that it hasn’t And one day I will find him

Alone
Here in this solitude I hear my inner thoughts I not only hear, The thoughts in my head But the breath of the Gods Whispering through the trees This freedom is rejuvenating While my spirit floats about me My entity leaks Into the surroundings Providing me with A new form My hair becomes the grass My limbs are now roots and trees My breath mixes with Gods To become the wind I have lost myself completely now To become one with nature

Alone
Alone to cry Alone to laugh Alone to smile Alone to frown Alone to live Alone to die Alone to wander Alone to discover Alone to learn Alone to live Alone in pain Alone in hurt Alone in joy Alone in the morning Alone in the night Alone in the afternoon Alone in this life Alone in this world Alone in boredom Alone in knowledge Alone in this state Alone with people Alone at work Alone right now Alone when I was born And alone when I will die Alone walking through life Without any pride How can you be satisfied Living your life like you do When you know there is some one out there Who could really use a friend like you No one will know how I live No one will know who I am No one will ever get to know me Because I am destined to spend my life alone I am always alone. It’s no fun to be alone To do everything on your own To live with no recognition To share my pride with no one Wanting to have someone To live my life with But for now I will continu

Alone In The Dark
ALONE IN THE DARK I sit in the dark and cry myself to sleep every night cause people make fun of me and laughs at me nobody cares if me fellings get hurt and I wounder what they will say next about me At night I hear them saying all the things they have said over and over why must I sit in the dark and alone and cry myself to sleep why?

Alone
I walk alone my thoughts are of you I walk alone and you are there I sit alone space besides me I sit alone and you appear I sleep alone bed so empty I sleep alone your in my dreams I eat alone my meal not shared I eat alone your at my table I laugh alone no one to hear I laugh alone I hear you laughter I cry alone my tears not seen I cry alone your arms are there In my thoughts in day and in night Making my path through life complete

Alone In A World Of Strangers That Call Themselves Your Friends
This world is not just made of people, but also strangers. A wise man has said, 'A friend is a stranger you have not met yet.' Who are we to judge who is our friend and who is not? Is it a matter that we agree upon somthing and we bith share a common interest, vs. a person that completely disagrees with you and they do not want anything to do with your life or what you think? I can consider myself to be a common man that thinks differently than others, but whether or not I agree what they think do not matter to me. Everyone else thinks differently from one another and all I can say is, as long as they are happy and they are not like me, I like them all the same. To the stangers and friends that are in this world, I hope you had read this with an open mind and agree that we are all strangers to one another, yet friendship comes a long way to be earned by trust and acception to our idiviuality. Walking down an empty street. None of the lights are on at night. All the doors are l

Alone
Why love? Why care? Why bother? It gets you nowhere, but heartbroken. Why trust? Why Lust? When it always leads to words that should never have been spoken. I knew it without a doubt that my heart was going to be torn out. Why do I keep trying? When all they can do is keep lying? I believed in true love when all hope was gone...... I am meant to walk this world alone.

Alone
ohhhhh my life, I tell ya. If I dont write it out I'll flip out. So my mother calls me yesterday and she is balling her eyes out because she misses me, that in itself makes me feel like a huge steaming shit, so Im going to go see her after I get out of work. She is so over worked, overstressed and just tired in general. I love my mother, I would do anything for her but I feel bad. I feel like I am not enough of a daughter for her. My mother and I have not always been the best of frineds or even gotten along all that well. After my father died, i thoguht that we would get closer, have a stronger bond and yes that has happened but in some cases I feel like I am not doing enough for her. Im not around enough, I dont call enough and Im just to busy with everything that I have going on in my life and I know that this is not the case. Why do I constantly tell myself that im not good enough? Not good enough for my friends, my job, for any kind of relationship with a guy and im not a good

Alone
I'm going to be lonely...thats right, you heard me, LONELY.... I'm going to learn my way around loneliness. Make a map of it. Sit with it, for once in my life. Welcome the human experience. Why you ask.... because, never again do i want to use another person's body or emotions or sweet talking ways as a scratching post for my own unfulfilled yearnings like i have for years and years..... I'va always disappeared into the person I love. I am the permeable membrance. If I love you, you can everything... my time, my devotion, my ass, my family, my dog, my cat, my dogs money.... you get the picture! I will carry all your pain, I will protect you, i will give you the sun and the rain.... i will give you everything until i am sooo exhausted and depleted that the only way i can recognize myself is to run away and look for someone else to be infatuated with... This has been my cycle... my "man cycle" if you will! I always promise myself it will be different the next time .. and it never i

Alone By Edger Allen Poe
Alone by: Edgar Allen Poe From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Alone
Alone Tonight, I'll struggle with everyday issues alone. I'll close the door and shut out the light alone. I'll let my hair down and crawl into bed alone. I'll cover myself up and pray alloud alone. I'll lie in the dark and stare at the cieling alone. I'll count all of the shadows and block out the sound of cars alone. I'll turn on my side and look at the wall alone. I'll reach out for you and I'll still be alone. I'll call out for you and I'll still be alone. I'll cry out for you and I'll still be alone. I'll love you with everything in me in the cold, hard dark of my room and I'll do it all... alone.

Alone Again On Valentines Day...
Yet again I have nobody on this holiday to come...sigh...my entire life and not once have I had someone special to buy chocolate for...or hell even flowers for that matter...everyone I come across loves to fuck with my feelings. Why should this year be any different? Just another lonely day...a reminder that nobody wants me, that all my efforts and love put forth towards a special someone are always taken advantage of...maybe one day someone will actually love me and not lie about it...maybe one valentines day I will actually have someone...

Alone
just quick note.. say, i wont be on for couple days or so..need a break. Will check msgs..then be gone. she lies alone. The quiet is all too deafening. It's all there is. To one side of hers the phone. Talk. To the other. The computer, chat. Neither is comforting. "It doesn't matter" she thinks. Nothing matters. Nothing ever will. Near her, all around her, is the faint scent of despair. she looks for something to hold onto. There’s nothing. Nothing. Nothing except the silence, the quiet. "I should get up." she thinks. "What’s the point?" is what follows. Her hands tremble. she wants to cry, but she can't. It's almost as if she's immune to the situation. "Stiff upper lip," she thinks "Stiff upper lip" It doesn't help Nothing seems to help. she searches for something more to hold onto. Anything. All she finds are her thoughts. They're no help. All they seem to do is make her sad. shes all alone

Alone
Alone Alone is not alone any longer, with so many voices, I must grow stronger. But when I look up from my dreams, I still can hear the screams of tortured souls and mindless men, and when I fall asleep again the torment is a breath away, And so alone, I must stay.

"alone"
NOT MANY WORDS KEPT AS ONE PERSON SPEAKS THROUGH THE PHONE AND DAILY YOU WILL ALWAYS CHECK TO HEAR A CERTAIN VOICE AND TONE. ALWAYS LOOKING FIND SOMETHING AROUND AND ABOUT, LLIKE A HEADACH, THAT POUNDS LEAVING YOU RELAXING ON A STRANGERS COUCH GUESSING AND WONDERING ABOUT THAT WORD CALLED LOVE. AFRAID AND CONFUSED NOT KNOWING HOW THINGS REALLY SHOULD BE, AS ONES EMOTIONS STARTS TO BECOME AS COLD AND WEAK WHAT CAN THIS BE! THAT THING THAT CAN EXPRESS A HUMANS DEEPEST GROWNS.. EVEN THOUGH WITH PEOPLE STILL AROUND YOU, YOU STILL CAN FEEL ALONE..

Alone
Alone in a crowded room Nobody there knows your tune Can't read your face That is what they choose, You wonder what you are even doing there If you left would they care? Nobody knows what makes you tick Nobody cares to find out All you want to do is shout Does your heart still even beat? They are your family and your friends But the one who knew you is gone in the end The one who saw who you really were Who loved you, needed you for what your worth He is gone now You are alone Now you don't even feel at home You sit and think, can't sleep at all Try to get out, too hard, can't even crawl Thinking, hurting, drowning in pain Nobody notices because of the smile on your face Can't show them your not strong They think you are They are so blind Your hurt, your scarred You want the hurt gone but don't know how Then you wonder if it goes, does he? You miss your Daddy all alone in this room Full of people who do

Alone
Alone I close my eyes I can picture you in my mind Your lips play against my flesh To my surrender; I respond in kind Commanding kisses greet softened lips Moistened pink meets twin Tiny sounds of pleasure sweet Echo from deep within You press, demanding, into me Silken heat radiates through Fingers whisper over your skin Slowly learning every inch of you No proof against these dreams do I claim As your fingers find my need Back arches in pleasure As for your touch I plead Flames reach higher Raging to fevered heights Bodies quiver against the other Screams into the night Clinging to one another Seeking sanctuary during the thunder Shaking our bodies, souls and minds Faces filled with new found wonder Fire darkened midnight blues flutter Eyes gaze over empty bed Touching over the lonely pillow Remembering once more, its all in my head.

Alone
THERE ARE TIMES WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE AND GIVE YOUR WHOLE SELF TO THAT ONE PERSON.. THAT ONE PERSON WHO U THINK LOVES U MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF...U KNOW THERE ARE GOING TO BE ROUGH TIMES .. AND U ARE WILLING TO WEATHER ALL THAT..BUT WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT . U STAND UP FOR THEM AND THEY DON'T IN RETURN.. U ARE HURT AND U TRY TO TALK TO THEM BUT THEY REFUSE TO LISTEN.. THEN YOU FIND YOURSELF ALL ALONE AGAIN.. I AM ALONE .. COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY ALONE..I AM LOVED BY MANY AS I AM A TRUE AND HONEST PERSON . I MAKE FRIENDS AND I TRY HARD TO KEEP THEM.. I HAVE A SELECT FEW WHO I CHERISH DEARLY THEY KNOW WHO THERE ARE... I GUESS WHAT I AM SAYING IS I WILL NEVER FIND THAT PERSON FOR ME .. I THOUGHT I DID BUT THEY ARE LOST TO ME FOREVER AND I AM RESIGNING MY SELF TO BE ALONE ..SO THEREFORE .. I AM ALONE.

Alone By: Maya Angelou
Alone Lying, thinking Last night How to find my soul a home Where water is not thirsty And bread loaf is not stone I came up with one thing And I don't believe I'm wrong That nobody, But nobody Can make it out here alone. Alone, all alone Nobody, but nobody Can make it out here alone. There are some millionaires With money they can't use Their wives run round like banshees Their children sing the blues They've got expensive doctors To cure their hearts of stone. But nobody No, nobody Can make it out here alone. Alone, all alone Nobody, but nobody Can make it out here alone. Now if you listen closely I'll tell you what I know Storm clouds are gathering The wind is gonna blow The race of man is suffering And I can hear the moan, 'Cause nobody, But nobody Can make it out here alone. Alone, all alone Nobody, but nobody Can make it out here alone

Alone To Be
Broke from the tare I will never run, I will lay here until I see the sun. I will let nothing get in my way, no brick walls will stop this me on this day. I will fight the current and wind while you desperately repent your selfish sins. I will walk with my back to the sun ready to embrace what may come. All just to show I'm a man of stone, I truly walk alone. With no place to go nor a place to hide my happiness starts to subside. With this river of emotions that wets my face, I walk with my head pointed to my waist. When all of this adds up I travel like a homeless pup. Wet , cold, hungry, and beat I will live off of scraps of meat. left for me like I was weak and poor, as everyone slowly shuts the door. With no foam in mouth nor red in eye I can't help but wonder why... slowy i become a one man army, waiting for you to try and harm me. show me pain you think you know and I will show you a place for it to go. You know nothing of a broken life, cause you wait for morning every night.

Alone
Lying hear alone, staring through my lonely night, I find my mind is playing with ideas I cannot fight. My skin begins to tingle, where my hands begin to touch, Drawn into the warm invite that beckons from my crotch. I know no one can hear me when the moan escapes my lips, No one can see me lick my sweet cum covered fingertips. And pinching on my nipples makes me quiver, makes me twitch, I writhe and buck my hips alone, a wasted horny bitch. I long to feel the kiss of tongues pushing deep inside, Then gently dancing upon lips, teasing, opening wide. I imagine feeling hot breath falling on my flesh, That first taste of some one else's dew so hot and fresh. I slowly push my digits into my eager pussy; Biting on my lip and groaning like a filthy hussy. Sprawled across the bed I push my ass into the air, One hand working wonders, the other pulling hair. Then the burn begins, slowly starting from the clit, In the dark I smile and tease the juice along my slit. The muscles

Alone I Break
Pick me up Been bleeding too long Right here, right now I'll stop it somehow I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change Leaving doesn't seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Shut me off I'm ready, heart stops I stand alone Can't be on my own I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change Leaving doesn't seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Am I going to leave this place? What is it I'm running

Alone
Alone I am just one. I can count it on my hand. I can hold one finger out By it's self, alone it stands And then, I add one more And this consists of you. Now the total of this sum Has now become a two. By Mike Teez

Alone In The Dark, (bittersweet High)
Alone in the dark I waited so long for a kind hearted spirit that would not do me wrong. Having all but surrendered to a world turned so cold, when I found an angel, with a heart made of gold. The darkness was parted, the sun finally rose, and I thanked the gods for my fate they had chose. Joy was unbounded, the future seemed bright, for I had my angel, my love and my light. She taught me to laugh, to see with new eyes, she made me feel needed with her wanting sighs. She was my soulmate, of this I was sure. She'd have my daughter and we'd be secure. Secure as a family of her's, mine, and ours. With a love burning hotter than ten thousand stars. I thought we'd never be parted, what we had was real, but Destiny's not for the mortal to steal. My Angel, unable to save this lost soul. To love one man completely, and yet still feel whole. She turned and she ran, Fate took her away. Alone in the dark aga

Alone... Slave's Poem
Entry for March 30, 2007 **taken from Master Wolfgang's page...thank you for these Rules and that I may see and learn them. Ten Rules for Dominants Ten Rules for Submissive’s Be patient! Until you enter into a contract with a submissive, you have no more right to order him/her around than does anyone else. Give your bottom time to get to know you and what you are like. Finesse and subtlety are major elements of dominance. Similarly, strength and gentleness go hand in hand. The sensitivity and awareness (or lack thereof) that you show in the real world is likely to be repeated in the playroom. Be patient! A potential top will let you know if she or he is interested in you or not. Keep in mind that your purpose as a submissive is to serve and to satisfy someone who will take into consideration the realization of your fantasies. Don't expect your top to be able to turn on like a light switch. The timing must be right for both of you. Be humble. You may be God's/Goddess' gift to

Alone
untitled.. I feel so alone without a shoulder to cry on I fell like everybody turn their backs on me But yet I want to be free and take these chains off me Can someone reach out and hand for me to grab And stop this hurting of me being so sad I feel so alone with no one to hold and to talk too For life seems so unfair to me and all I want is to be Happy and Free So i don't have to face the world alone..

Alone
life without you at first was dark, my soul so quiet like a single swing at a childless park, my inner self still clutched in your heart waiting to release me as if afraid to be apart only hurting me more being dragged by your string no longer will i hold on time to let myself free so as i fade into the distance that park begins to fill im now not alone although that single swing remains still.

Alone
Hold me close and don’t let go; I'm so scared to be alone. I've been by myself for too long, And always had to be strong. Now I only want to rest; And lay my head on your chest. Hold me close and don’t let go; These wars I fight no one knows. Now whisper how you love me, Say it tender and softly. I am weary and soon will sleep, But with you no longer will I weep. So hold me close and don't let go, For I never want to be alone. By Joanna L. Bassett

Alone
IT'S TOO LATE It's too late once love comes into play Once you think you know someone and everything they have told you seems so right Until you learn that everything was just a lie Blinded by love you find out the truth too late Silently you begin to question everything they told you Were their feelings for you true? You begin to question your heart worst of all you question yourself The trust you gave is thrown away The first person you trusted, allowing them to be in your life and they just throw it all away Time passes and the days fly by now you feel they have simply walked away Now it's too late You ask questions and find no answers If only you weren't blinded by love, You could have seen the lies So you lock up what's left of your now wounded, cold & bleeding heart Never again wanting to let anyone close not even the one you truly loved Not knowing if you can ever trust or love again all yo

Alone
It's late at night and I'm Alone, There is nothing but silence here at home, Friends and family all gone away, Each day that passes they're farther away. Where to go to find one for me, Who will open my heart for me to see, A way for me to escape this pain, Keep me now from going insane. Trying to hide behind the booze and the pills, Wishing one day my heart would still, For I am Alone, No one who cares, An empty life with none to share. Deeper in Darkness I do sink, My life's a cesspool that surely does stink, No way to escape, No where to hide, No one to stand here by my side. Deeper and deeper my soul does slide, Fading away................................. A L O N E DQA

Alone At Last?
So the last little birdie flew the coop on the 18th of July. She graduated from high school and is off to be an MP in the Army. Dave and I haven't been alone with no kids since never. We had a 1 year old when we got married and have had kids in the house for the last 23 years. It is kinda strange being just the 2 of us. It's very cool but we have never had to not deal with kids. It's just us....will we get bored with each other, will we be able to fill the hours with just the two of us? My mother has always told me..."It's not what you think it will be...it's lonely without kids, you will miss them and be bored". She called me first thing this morning to see how I was holding up! It's only been 2 days! lol I think we will be just fine. We have waited for this days since the kids were little...I can't wait to see what life brings us now!

Alone
alone and lost within my own mind.i dont know what to do to make myself feel fine. words that broke me when i was growing up now in bedded in my mind all i every want to do is cry even when i look into my baby boys eyes, the only reason i go on is because of simon logan and jake with out them i would never be awake

Alone To Do Battle
alone to do battle all the demons i hold inside they cant easily be removed as i try to run away from them the flames lick my back not to burn me, but to let me know they are always there i dream of peace within and your smile so bright it lights my path and with you i always knew they would stay behind the life i once new was behind me when you were beside me and though the demons were always there to scorch my back i was always one step ahead as i lay my head to sleep and purify my soul with you you were not there this dream is filled with screams and cries and as the dead hands grip my body and pull me down deeper i scream for you but the sounds of sorrow and pain drown my cries i am on my own. alone in this tpinch me, pinch me but still i do not wake i realized i could not count on you anymore i was on my own to wage war with these demons i out ran befor alone,alone this is how it must be done my demons want me to find help so they can burn them

Alone With Others
ALONE WITH OTHERS I wake up. I stare at the ceiling. I hear the others stirring around me. I have to make my first decision of the day. Do I get up and face them or do I stay where I am? So, of course, I get up. I go to face the others. I have so many good friends. I have such a big close family. I am with them , yet still alone. We smile and we exchange conversation. The whole time I am with them, I feel separated by my own wall. I can't let them in. I can't let them know how I am feeling. I can't dissappoint them. I only let them see the person I want them to see. Me with a smile. Me with the positive attitude. Me, the one who charges on. Me, who is with the others, yet still so alone.

Alone Again
Title: Alone Again By: Detox Old abandoned dreams Long since forgot Silent screams From the heart, won't stop Sitting here, lost in thought Searching for something That I'll never find It's illusive Just like time Withered and worn, And left behind Battered and torn, A failure by design I have too much on my mind I can't think Lower and lower Into this void I sink Falling apart And drifting away This pain haunts me everyday I'll be myself I won't pretend Nothing else The end By myself Alone again

Alone
Aimlessly wandering among the ghosts of friends, Blundering through traffic like demented cattle, Concerts of tuneless arpeggios Demand the sincerity of a deaf crowd, Ears of deception and platitude Force the accursed, asinine music upon me. Grasping the hands of the forgotten, I speak: Hypocrisy is not a lesson for the hot-tempered. Innuendos of fallacy line the hallways of their youth, Jars dusty with memories of the phantoms of nonsense, Kept upon their deathbeds Left disenchanted in the middle of the herd, Making their way across the lawn, Nomads of eternity, forever invading each others sanity On and on they blather, while I watch Photographs of perverts eye my movement greedily, Quaking in their silver cobwebbed frames Reminiscing silences and loneliness Stillness is a fond memory, wispy and faint. Trembling, I spin hesitantly in the rainfall; Umbrellas pop open around me like blossoms. Vanquished shackles take my place in the crowd. Wide-eyed, I revel in th

Alone For A Week
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL.IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND IS TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU.SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST. COPY THIS AND PASTE IT.... I WILL BE WAITIN TO HEAR FROM YOU

Alone
I MISS YOU I MAKE A GLASS OF VODKA AND ICE TEA GET MY SELF A BEER. I SET YOUR DRINK IN FRONT OF ME WITH A PACK OF WINSTON 100. I PUT CLOSING TIME ON AND TURN IT UP.I SIT BACK AND DRINK MY BEER YELLING AT YOU IN MY MIND TELLIN YOU IM MAD AT YOU ALSO MAD AT MY SELF FOR NOT SAYING I LOVED YOU THAT LAST TIME WE SAW EACH OTHER.I SET HERE LOTS OF NIGHTS AND DRINK A BEER AND TALK TO YOU IN MY MIND I DONT KNOW IF YOU CAN HEAR ME OR NOT.YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND.I MISS YOU SO MUCH.TOM YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART YOU WERE SUCH A GOOD FRIEND. I LOVE AND MISS YOU. I PLAY ARE SONG ALL THE TIME AMAZED BY LONESTAR AND SIT AND CRY.I CAN HEAR YOU KNOW SANDI STOP THE CRYING YOU WILL BE WITH ME SOME DAY.

Alone... :(
Hate this.....boyfriend is so far away and it will be like 2 years till we can live together. Hate it I am always depressed and always feel alone. I dont what to do to reverse it. I have been trying my hardest to resist temptation to flirt with guys from online sites, but it is hard I miss being told I am beautiful and hearing sweet things. He is used to talking to me so I dont hear things like that often. I just dont know what to do I feel stuck I love him to death but I dont want to wait anymore but I know I cant ask him to move up here right now because he is not mature enough to live on his own. I know he doesnt want to move up here eithier. I feel like I sacrifice everything and he does nothing. I just want to find someone special and I used to think it was him but i just dont know anymore.

Alone
i feel alone, and on one is willing to find me. i feel left out, and no one is willing to let me in. I feel torn apart, and no one to put me back together. I feel like no one loves me, and no one wants to love me. I feel like someone has stabbed me, and no one will pull out the knife. I just wish i had a friend that would be there for me and to help repair my life. I thought that i had a life lone friend, but now she is gone. i see that a lot of this is I, but when you have loved someone as much as i have and all of a sudden she walks out of your life and doesnt want anything to do with you then you would feel like me. there are time that death seams to be the right choice and but it isnt. I need to find my way back but when the raod is blocked at every turn it is hard to find the right path. some times everyone needs a little help, but if others are not willing to help even just a little it make it really hard to do it by your self. i can sit ne

Alone
So its the second Christmas without my brother. I know he is in a better place and I know that its very selfish for me to want him here with me. So here I am crying and alone again. Trying to find the will to make this christmas better for my lil girl than it was last year. Praying that God will give me strength to get out of bed. As many of my close friends know I have been down and depressed over this alot since the holidays and then with various men troubles I have tried to kill myself twice this month. I want to be the lil girl who gets up under the covers and can hide from all the world. SO Im asking God to send me a rainbow and let me know the storms are over. So that I can be happy and have some peace in my own lil world. :( So I m going to bed and I hope you have a Merry Christmas

Alone
Just a child her self she discovered she was cursed with me. Praying every night for the man that would help her become free. No where to turn to no one she could trust she fell for a lie. He told her he loved her all the while wishing I would die. Night after night he would come home drunk and attempt to take my life. But my mommy was strong and she fought for my life. So here I stand the man he could not destroy. Still scared to death still that same little boy. The one she fought so hard for the very one who shares her pain.

Alone In Time
through silent rivers treading among the deep alone in time a whisper of a daybreak end a stance of unimagineable patience broken from the sky delivered upon the shoulders from a dove a glimpse of tragedy the woman across the way flowing in the breeze a kiss has fallen but it never catches me forever and now alone in time

Alonzo Fritz Short Stories
AT THE NEW ENGLAND SOCIETY'S SEVENTY-FIRST ANNUAL DINNER, NEW YORK CITY The next toast was: "The Oldest Inhabitant--The Weather of New England." Who can lose it and forget it? Who can have it and regret it? Be interposes 'twixt us Twain. Merchant of Venice. To this Samuel L. Clemens (Mark Twain) replied as follows:-- I reverently believe that the Maker who made us all makes everything in New England but the weather. I don't know who makes that, but I think it must be raw apprentices in the weather-clerk's factory who experiment and learn how, in New England, for board and clothes, and then are promoted to make weather for countries that require a good article, and will take their custom elsewhere if they don't get it. There is a sumptuous variety about the New England weather that compels the stranger's admiration--and regret. The weather is always doing something there; always attending strictly to business; always getting up new designs and trying them

Alone
I have been told that I am a great catch. I am a great person. I have an awesome personality. I love sex. I am sexy. I love to please my man. I know how to cook. Why am I single? Why am I alone for yet another Valentines Day? Are the men in Michigan that blind? I just don't understand. I should have men lined up to get at me. I don't have kids. No baggage. I am just lost. I mean granted I am on the bigger side, but damn. Are men really that shallow that they can't see a good thing beind my weight? Someone please help me out. Help me understand. Men just want to fuck me an not keep me. I know I am worth more then that. GRRRR I don't know. One day my Prince Charming will find me. Well a girl has to hope right? I hope everyone else is having a wonderful Valentines because I am not...... Well hey long time no chat.... I juat wanna know why people wanna talk to me? What is it about me that makes people feel the need to talk to me? I was smoking on my poarch the other day

Alone
Lonliness, a thought, a feeling or an emotion? What is this that haunts me? No one here to laugh at my jokes. No one here to comfort my fears. Bodies all around me talking, stating thier coments. Bodies all around, but no one to hold my hand. What do I do, where do I go? What do I say to the feelings that rain upon? All that is familiar around me, but all that I don't understand. Why, What for, How come must I endure? Another day passes. Another day in my life gone by, all alone. How many days are left? I am right here! Please, make your way and I will be right here waiting for you.

Alone
Tonight I feel so all alone, As I lay here trying to sleep, The one I love wont even phone, It hurts so very deep. This year has started as the worst, Why do I always seem to get hurt, Should I change and not put others first, Or should love, I just desert. I am told I have a heart of gold, I love with all I have to give, I just want someone to love and hold, One who make life something I want to live.

Alone
She Won't Cry by Jppoet You see the pain that lies in her eyes, But, alas, her eyes are dry, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the anger that burns from her gaze, The madness that sets her eyes ablaze, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the fear that closes her eyes, The smile she wears is but a disguise, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the hope that is finally dead, She cannot trust for her heart has been bled, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the love that lies within, But she shall never love again, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes, No one saw her die inside, They won't cry. No, they won't cry.

Alone
I have been thinking about my personal life, or lack there of. I am a virgin, and I want to have relations at some point, but I'm a bit scared about it. How do I know I will be able to please her. I have been thinking about the size of my member and wondering if it is a good size or not. If anyone cares enough to help me out, that would be great. I have posted a pic of it on my profile if anyone is interested. Its in the folder "My Private Area". Please comment. I need a little "help". I was wondering if there are any girls who wouldn't mind sharing some of their more interesting pics with me. Comment if you are game. Sometimes, I find it hard to come up with a reason to wake up in the morning. I wake up, go to work, and I come home to an empty apartment. Is there anyone out there for me? She'd have to be crazy to want to be with me anyway. I have little to offer a girl interested to normal things. I like to stay away from the normal ways of life. I have no preferences or opinions,

Alone
i miss having someone to hold at night and someone to kiss i have a lot of love but no one to give it too . fuck i hate this feeling sigh i know i m not ugly . someone tell wtf am i doing wrong ? how do i meet the perfect woman ?

Alone
When you bear your soul to someone, what do you expect? Will they see what you want to show them? Probably not. They will see what they want to see and not the whole. They will, depending on how they feel, about you or life in general, look for the parts. They will find the dark parts and tell you how foul you are. They will find the red of you angers, or the greens of your envies. But your soul in not a rainbow, white light split into colors. It is whole, the way you are, not the parts of you. It is more than the sum of the parts. When you find someone that will look at the soul and tell you truth of the total of what they see. Then. You have found a friend. I am STRESSED. I have been off work for 5 weeks now because of my health. It is not anything major. I do not have cancer, nor do I have heart diasease. I do have high blood pressure and diabeties. The federal DOT is starting to crack down on health issues with truck drivers so the doctor is being ext

Alone
FROM childhood's hour I have not been As others were — I have not seen As others saw — I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I lov'd, I lov'd alone. Then — in my childhood — in the dawn Of a most stormy life — was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold — From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by — From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Alone
ALONE, I HAVE WIELDED THE HANDS OF TIME ALONE, I HAVE CREATED THIS WORLD OF HATE ALONE, I HAVE BROUGHT MYSELF THIS PAIN ALONE, I HAVE DRIVEN MYSELF INSANE ALONE, I HAVE BROKEN THIS HEART OF MINE ALONE, I HAVE STOPPED THE HANDS OF TIME ALONE, I HAVE NO ONE ELSE TO BLAME ALONE, I HAVE GIVEN MYSELF THIS SHAME ALONE, I HAVE BROUGHT THESE TEARS I CRY ALONE, I HAVE LIVED AND NOW I SHALL DIE IF YOU ARE ALONE, I'LL BE YOUR SHADOW IF YOU WANT TO CRY, I'LL BE YOUR SHOULDER IF YOU NEED TO BE HAPPY, I'LL BE YOUR SMILE BUT ANYTIME YOU NEED A FRIEND, I'LL BE JUST ME

Alone
Heart beating in my chest, Pain rising from deep within, I push myself to do my best, But i ask myself, why this again?? The darkness clouds my hopes and dreams, Sometimes I'm all alone, as it seems, With only my crumbling heart pushing to thrive, Forcing my mind beyond truth, making me feel alive. Nothing is impossible, I am the source of my answer, And for some reason it still haunts me like a cancer, Disappearing, only to return again, worse than before, I feel myself slipping away, ever so slowly, The thoughts rip through my mind, reopening an old sore, Crushed and in doubt, i drift away, calmly. Listeing to my heart beat fade in the distance silence, Thump thump... thump.. thump...... thump.... With the silence fulfilled, ears deafened completely, The darkness surrounds my, consuming me entirely, Loneliness befriends my soul, hiding my deeper in the abyss, Looking up, I see no more happiness, Only the pain that pushed me over the edge, How i wish my fridged fingers could have held

Alone In The Dark
There was a lonely flower waiting for someone who can accept and pick her up Then savior came to fulfill the emptiness Full of joy, happiness, laughter and pain. One fine dream came true:.. As time goes by:wind blows in a shadow room People know that it's perfect one Living in the iron mask and feel so pathetic Suddenly she became alone in the Dark Feeling of something that unexplainable with grievances and pain:. Deep down inside love became empty Pretending to be happy to escape the fear Living for nothing is not the answer To live alone in the cage of love. WRITTEN BY M DAVID

Alone
Im not the most social person usually unless im with my very few close friends or my other family ("NO REGRETS") and getting to the subject which has to do with Thanksgiving....This year my family planned on going out of town and i was welcomed with open arms by my aunt whose house its being held at and come to find out my dad has told my mom he doesnt want me to go and it seems he doesnt want me around any family when they do things...its like hes holding my injury and lack of work against me and makes me think hes emabarrassed of me which deep down really hurts knowing i already spend 95% of my time alone because of where i live the drama is so high and everyone has to talk shit about everyone including me and the only way i found to deal with it is to not go anywhere and stay home...Im just really confused as why he feels that way and if i were to say anything to him he will fly off the handle and let everyone else have to see it...Im just not sure what to do

"alone"
i was all alone you left me all alonei was a broken soula wolf without feelingyou left me alonei cried alonei loved youbut now i want to kill youforget youbecauseyou left me alonei was all alonei thought you loved mebut what the hell do i know?i loved youim not as strong without youbut i will be strongi'll hold back it alland face it without youand when i fallbecause i know i willyou wont be there to catch meand thats what kills mebecause you left me all aloneand in the morningi'll know your gonean im left in this world without youcuz when it all comes down to ityou where everything to meand you let me fallyou left me all alonelike a rose in the raina wolf that can feelno more painand as i cryand think of youand watch you look at themthe way you once looked at me tooi'll smile saddlyturn awayand never let you knowbecause you left all me alone

Alone
welll its another day and here i stand alone ready to fight what ever comes my way and i know i will over come all cuss i know i am strong soo i say it here now u want some come get some cuss ill never back down i walk through this life alone tho there are people around me it seems like a big dark empty world and the walls area closeing in. not just on my body but on my heart and soul i wanna cry for help dont cuss i feel like it wouldnt do any good tho like no matter what. i spent my life trying to be a man now im just this scared little boy cry wanting all the hurt and pain to go away people say im a good person but do they really know me the real me how bad and spoiled i am inside its like i try to be what everyone wants me too me but its like im wrong on what they want and fail i goo soo high and fall soo hard and this time i dont think i have the well to get back onto my feet or the hope tooo like all my reasons have just went out the window and wonder why am i here on this pla

"along The Way" By Mushroomhead
im thirsty and weary from the heat, as the sands rinse the hands of time i will suck the venom from your wound, if you will do the same and suck from mine you and i were ruined by this desert between us, i walked thru the valley and stared into death this instance of a distance designed to defeat us, and still her face i cant seem to forget -the war you wage, forever the life that you paint, -something wrong in you, comes alive in your veins, -lose yourself in some kind of hell, a new version of where you are now.... -truths unveiled, you'll never ever get out at a glance, sudden avalanche suffocates me within...... gasping for air i can't breathe paralyzed ive been sterilized and cleansed of my sins....in a state of suspended belief -somewhere along the way...time changes everything....we all disintegrate, ITS RUNNING OUT!!!! taunted by time, imposing its certainty, absolute always, stopping for nothing.... this race cannot be won some days it crawls, while other days fly,

Alone
Alone... By Me Here I lye, feelin alone once againstairing at the same 4 wallssearching for answers that never seem to comewondering were I went wrongthis fimiliar feeling of lonelyness setteling in tired of spending my nights all alonelooking for love in all the wrong placesnever able to be with the ones that I love Time to move in another directionharder then anything I've done in the pastlooking to the future not sure what I seewondering what Is the reason for thisI try to be what I am happy to bebut no one seems to see this in mewhat is it they are expecting from mealways the friend that will listen to youbut never anything more to all the friends I have I'm Tired of always being alonefeeling inadequite to all that I knowfeelings inside that bring me downfeeling inside like I am starting to drownlots of friends I do know I havetelling me i am not alonebut a human touch is what I want to knowyerning for the love that aludes metired of actually being alone. Always condemed

Alone...not For Long Pet
I opened my eyes to find myself in a cage. A cage! I moved to stand from my lying postition but something was restraining me... I looked down to see ropes intricately bound around my naked body, the friction was painful on my nipples and pussy lips when I moved even a fraction. My mind raced as I tried to remember how I got into this situation. My last clear memory was my Mistress yelling at me- “Fucking whore, I’ll be back in half an hour, fucking clean that shit up.” I admit I was feeling light-headed after orgasming so hard...maybe I had passed out? Somewhere above me I heard a door opening and the familiar sound of heels tapping on hard floor."So, has the filthy whore woken up yet?" came the wonderful, but chilling voice of my Mistress."Y-yes Mistress," I replied, my voice a little hoarse. "Good, because I'm not going to wait all night- I have a visitor for you," she said coldly. My heart leapt with anticipation but also nerves. Another stranger? Before I had time

Alone
HE WAS BORN IN AN OLD SHACK IN THE MOUNTAINS.HIS MOHER PASSED GIVING BIRTH TO HIM AND HE BEGAN HIS JOURNEY IN LIFE ALONE,NO ONE WAS THERE. THRU OUT GRADE SCHOOL HE WAS PUT IN FOSTER HOME AFTER FOSTER HOME,USED AND ABUSED AND AT NIGHT HED LAY THERE ALONE AND CRY,NO ONE WAS THERE. AS LIFE PROGRESSED HE TURNED INTO A STRONG YOUNG MAN AND JOINED THE MILITARY.WHEN HE SHIPPED OUT HE STOOD THERE ALONE NO ONE WAS THERE. OVER SEAS HE WROTE LETTERS TO HIMSELF SO HE COULD RECEIEVE MAIL AT HIS NEXT POST SO OTHER SOLDIERS WOULDNT LAUGH AT HIM FOR BACK HOME, NO ONE WAS THERE WHEN HIS COMPANY WAS AMBUSHED AND HE PULLED MEN TO SAFETY THERE WAS NO ONE TO HELP HIM FOR AGAIN HE WAS ALONE FILLED WITH PAIN,NO ONE WAS THERE. HIS LIFE CONTINUED DOWN THAT SAME TRACK,HE HELPED OTHERS ASKING NOTHING IN RETURN,MAKING SACRAFISES FOR OTHERS ALONE FOR HIM,NO ONE WAS THERE. I STOOD AND WATCHED TODAY AS A WAR HERO WAS LOWERED INTO AN EARLY GRAVE,ALL HIS LIFE HED GIVEN AND NEVER TAKEN.HE WAS LOWERED INTO THE GR

Alone Again
From the time the clock stopped, another break in time the moment's passed like a summer wind from love lost a part of me is empty a break in the cloud's sets a goal sun beaming on the path ahead darkness sets in whisking away everything i've loved another time another place alone again

Alone, As Usaul...
like anyone will ever read this.... so here i am sitting here alone and probally listening to the wrong type of music to be writting anything less than a letter 2 someone. what have i done 2 deserve a pain wieghing so heavily on this torn, tattered , soul. did i not love you the way you deserved? did i not tell you that i loved you enough? was i not there when you needed me most? did i not linger on your every word? did i not any of this? is this why im alone, as usaul.... did i not share the teers, was it not enough to brand my heart with your name upon it? was i not kind enough? did i not make laugh enough? all these i ponder every waking moment of every day! Did i not sing to you the love songs of our life? did i not hold you tightly as we danced? did i not say your name softly? is this why im here alone, as usaul... none of these questions can i answer, but just know i will love the next in all the ways i asked of you, and maybe i wont be here alone, as usaul!

Alone
Alone by Edgar Allan Poe (published 1875) From childhood's hour I have not been As others were -- I have not seen As others saw -- I could not bring My passions from a common spring -- From the same source I have not taken My sorrow -- I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone -- And all I lov'd -- I lov'd alone -- Then -- in my childhood -- in the dawn Of a most stormy life -- was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still -- From the torrent, or the fountain -- From the red cliff of the mountain -- From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold -- From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by -- From the thunder, and the storm -- And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view -- [Poe wrote this poem in the autograph album of Lucy Holmes, later Lucy Holmes Balderston. The poem was never printed during Poe's lifetime. It was first published by E. L. Didier in Scribner's Monthly fo

Alone
trapped inside i rest a feeling i hide a moan , utter maddnes befriends me , i can not see , how can i look , how can i feel , where are you , i sat alone to cry , to taste my bitter tears , while alone i could only know the fear . when it was over i felt relieved and hallow , only voice to hear which leads a heart too follow. the waters are like glass reflecting your face into my image of you , i can do nothing but think of the times we spent together , if it not for you i would not live . all i have is my heart to give . my love seems old and tarnished now . underneath this mask i wear is a face that is torn and ravished , tears are new that i cry for you , i reanounce my self into a world that has broken my spell .

~a Look Into My Heart & Soul~
1. Name someone who made you smile today? My Daughter.. 2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? Changing and feeding my baby.. 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Just playing around on CherryTap.. 4. What was something that happened to you in 1994? I moved up to Show Low, Arizona for about 6 months.. 6. Four words to explain why you last threw up? Pregnancy hormones really suck!! 7. What color is your hairbrush? Black & Silver.. 8. What was the last thing you bought? A Propel.. 9. What was the last gift you received? My neighbors gave me a card, because they are new around here & needed some help while they got on thier feet, so they gave me a card to say thank you & that I'm good ppl.. 10. What color is your front door? White.. 11. Where do you keep your money? In my planner or bra.. 12. What was the weather like today? Cloudy/sunny & windy.. 13. Where did your last hug take place? In my bed.. 14. What are you excited about? Fi

Alopecia Areata
In alopecia areata, the affected hair follicles are mistakenly attacked by a person's own immune system (white blood cells), resulting in the arrest of the hair growth stage. Alopecia areata usually starts with one or more small, round, smooth bald patches on the scalp and can progress to total scalp hair loss (alopecia totalis) or complete body hair loss (alopecia universalis). This common but very challenging and capricious disease affects approximately 2% of the population overall, including more than 5 million people in the United States alone. Types: Alopecia areata, the most common variation of the autoimmune disease, presents itself as round, smooth patches of various sizes. Alopecia areata totalis presents itself as total loss of hair on the scalp Alopecia universalis is the rarest form of alopecia areata and presents itself as the loss of hair over the entire scalp and body. Treatment Options There are no FDA approved treatments specifically for alopecia areata

"a Love Story"
hope that you will want to share this with others. It is so true. Grandma, some ninety plus years, sat feebly on the patio bench. didn't move, just sat with her head down staring at her hands. When I sat down beside her she didn't acknowledge my presence and the longer I sat I wondered if she was OK. Finally, not really wanting to disturb her but wanting to check on her at the same time, I asked her if she was OK. She raised her head and looked at me and smiled. "Yes, I'm fine, thank you for asking," she said in a clear strong voice. "I didn't mean to disturb you, grandma, but you were just sitting here staring at your hands and I wanted to make sure you were OK," I explained to her. "Have you ever looked at your hands," she asked. "I mean, really looked at your hands?" I slowly opened my hands and stared down at them. I turned them over, palms up and then palms down. No, I guess I had never really looked at my hands as I tried to figure out the point she was making. Grandma

Alpha Is The Game
Simply put an "X" in all the situations that have happened to you! 1. [ ] I have walked into a glass/screen door. 2. [ ] I have tripped on my shoelace and fallen. 3. [ ] I have choked on my own spit and thought I was gonna die. 4. [ ] I've seen the Matrix a bunch of times and still don't get it. 5. [ ] I type only with my pointer fingers. 6. [ ] I have "accidentally" caught something on fire. 7. [ ] I've told a cop to fuck off 8. [ ] I have attempted to sip out of a straw but it accidentally went into my nose, rather than my mouth. 9. [ ] I have thought of something funny, and laughed out loud and people looked at me weird. 10. [ ] I've caught myself drooling 11. [ ] I've "accidentally" caused an explosion. 12. [ ] If someone says the word "duty", I can't help but laugh.(I just laughed after reading it haha) 13. [ ] I've been into a "Do Not Enter" one way road plenty of times. 14. [ ] Sometimes I just...stop thinking & zone out. 15

Alpha!
Alpha Don’t take offense by my presence, or confuse this for negligence. In the world of man I am known as alpha. The intelligent. I pray on those who choose to cross the barriers of my kingdom. I oversee my land with not recourse of consequences. Enclosed in my surrounds Weather my expectations be unrealistic Don’t cross me or you will feel my iron fist!! My mind is strong, and words sharp as laser. I’m not easily influenced, or manipulated, Test my patients and you will find At 3000 yards I’m deadly In constant meditation Foreseeing my future As the ruler of this Body, I am honored to be a “Made man” sooner. Countless hours deliberating the “pros & cons” In the great hall of my elders, seeing guidance of those who are bewilder. Precise in my attacks, against those who appose, Some call my ego a napoleon complex, small man sendrom, but I rule this empire alone. My voice, has complete confidence, an unbreakable spirit, With not one man str

Alpha To Your Omega
As i sit here time goes by My life flashes before my eyes Thinking of the past Pondering the future Wondering why we exist Thte fact that life has no purpose No point, No climax WHY ARE WE HERE God? Love? Self? Procreation? There is no one solution to this equation The point, the meaning of life is to mearly SURVIVE We all have trials and tribulations I guess the meaning of life is less an answer But more of a continuing decision Why we suffer. Why do we continue What goal? What Focus? What objective? What do we hold in our mind thats worth fighting for. The meaning of life is what we make it NO ONE ANSWER. The continuing quest to find; that one person that one religion that one job that one objective that one posession that one passion Happiness is our endever to find what ever it is that we feel is worth the pain the struggle the tears the time Its less of "Why are we alive"? but Wha

Alphabet Love
*Alphabet Love* What do you call a man when labels such as "hunk", "babe" or "rat" fail to cover the infinite subtleties of how you regard him? Following on from DINS(Double Income No Sex). SNAG(Sensitive New Age Guy) Searching for sensitive man? Be careful you don`t hit a SNAG. These men use moves they`ve picked up from sincerely emphatetic types in order to pick up women.They have never been interested in sport. They walk and walk by letting you pay for dinner and even talk the talk.(He said " I`m really concerned about how you feel") but they never really listen. WIP(Work in Progress) A WIP is a man with potential you take on, knowing you`ll soon be spoonfeeding him tips on basic social skills. These men you can find at college. PG(Probably Gay) If he`s handsome, clever, funny, not married and utterly uninterested in you, he gets a PG rating. Yes, it is politically incorrect. And no, it is never 100° accurate. Of course, it is not fair But egos must be preserved. TOD

Al Qaeda On Strike
al Qaeda on StrikeMuslim suicide bombers in Britain are set to begin a three-day strike on Monday in a dispute over the number of virgins they are entitled to in the afterlife. Emergency talks with Al Qaeda have so far failed to produce an agreement. The unrest began last Tuesday when Al Qaeda announced that the number of virgins a suicide bomber would receive after his death will be cut by 25% this February from 72 to only 60. The rationale for the cut was the increase in recent years of the number of suicide bombings and a subsequent shortage of virgins in the afterlife.The suicide bombers' union, the British Organization of Occupational Martyrs ( or B.O.O.M. ) responded with a statement that this was unacceptable to its members and immediately balloted for strike action. General Secretary Abdullah Amir told the press, "Our members are literally working themselves to death in the cause of Jihad. We don't ask for much in return; but to be treated like t

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Already Missing Them...
Make a photobook - it's easy! After two breakdowns of their vehicles, my daughter's family made it safe to Alabama. The first break down was, ironically, not far from me, so I was given one more chance to see them, thus the new pictures of the grandkids uploaded today. The weather is warm there and they are going about their business of setting up house and buying new furniture. They bought a washer/dryer, a sofa and beds in the past two days and are working on getting the utilities in their name and getting cable so that they can come online and talk. The previous owners had friends removing items like old cars from the land, and almost removed the pool, but fortunately the previous owner stopped over and said that they could keep it for the kids. I guess his friends had their eye on it. The kids are so looking forward to having a pool. It was very strange to drive into Erie yesterday knowing they aren't in town to stop by, if I want to visit. I did some shopping and came h

Already Deleting Fake Friends
TO ALL OF MY AWESOME FRIENDS AND FAMILY ON HERE, TO THOSE THAT DIDNT KNOW ALREADY I HAVE ANOTHER ACCOUNT AND SCREENNAME ON HERE AND AM HAVING TROUBLE KEEPING THEM BOTH GOING. I HAVE BEEN DOING IT FOR A COUPLE MONTHS BUT WILL EVENTUALLY DELETE THIS ACCOUNT. I WOULD LOVE FOR YOU ALL TO ADD YOURSELVES TO MY OTHER ACCOUNT. THE NAME IS PORTUGUESE PRINCESS. I WILL LET YOU ALL KNOW WHEN I DELETE THIS ACCOUNT. THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE I RECEIVE ON BOTH ACCOUNTS, YOU ALL MEAN ALOT TO ME! MUUAAHHHH I need help unblocking people on Fubar. Any help would be appreciated. Thanks! I HAVE A CHERRY TAP ACCOUNT ALREADY AND WAS TAKING A BREAK FROM THAT ACCOUNT BUT ACTUALLY MISSED CHERRY TAP AND MADE THIS ACCOUNT TOO. FUNNY HOW I MADE SOME GOOD NEW FRIENDS AND CONTINUE TO ADD FAKE FRIENDS THAT ARE ON MY OTHER ACCOUNT TOO. I WILL BE DELETING SO CALLED FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS OFF BOTH ACCOUNTS. FUNNY HOW YOU TRY TO BE A GOOD FRIEND TO PEOPLE AND HELP THEM OUT AND GET STABBED IN THE BACK, WONT THA

Already 2 Months Old
its amazing how time fly's with you have a child. its like just yesterday i was still pregnant!!! so my daughter, Rylee, will be 2 months old this saturday, Nov. 17, 2007... she is currently 8 weeks and 1 day old!! (Nov. 13, 2007). when she was born she was 5 lb's 5 oz and only 18 inch's long, now she's around 9 lb's and over 22 inch's long!! they grow so fast, she's getting soooo heavy too.. i call her my little brick, cause sometimes she's dead weight!!! lol she's starting to fight sleep a lot, and now she has her nights and days mixed up! it sucks, but i got to work with her to get her on the right track! i love her soooooooo much it ain't funny, i never thought i could love so much it hurts!!!

Already There
Already There By Anthony Hunt So I sat down today To write you a song. Tried to force the words, But they came out all wrong. So I stopped and I thought "What makes you special to me?" But then I said "I bet I know what it could be." What hasn't been said before That I could convey, hey? What lyrics could I dream up That another did not say? All I yearn to express Is just how much I care. It's just that each time that I try The song's already there. I went and wrote your song, But Elton John did that. Tried to warn you 'bout the world But that's been done by Cat. You can count on me To be there time after time Which would sound much better If Cyndi didn't write that rhyme. Can't say you take my breath 'Cause Berlin would uproar So I have to ask you This question once more: What hasn't been said before That I could convey, hey? What lyrics could I dream up That another did not say? All I yearn to express Is just how much I care. It's just that

Already Dead
These thoughts of suicide keep running through my head. But I fear that I am already dead. My friends and my family do not know the pain. Or the emotional stress weighing down on my brain. Why can't I break this never- ending spell? And send all of my demons right back to hell. No longer shall you feel the fear and the dread. You are all saved for I am already dead.

Already There
I'm already there, don't make a sound. I'm the beat in your heart, I'm the moonlight shining down. I'm the whisper in the wind & I'll be there til the end. Can you feel the love we share? Oh...I'm already there.

Already Gone
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even without fists held high, yeah Never would have worked out right, yeah We were never meant for do or die I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you wanna cry Started with a perfect kiss Then we could feel the poison set in Perfect couldn't keep this love alive You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go I'm already gone I'm already gone You can't make it feel right When you know that it's wrong I'm already gone Already gone There's no moving on So I'm already gone Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye I want you to know That it doesn't matter Where we take this road Someone's gotta go And I want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But I want you

Alright Now... Alright...
so chris walks out of the bathroom. he looks at me with his hair a mess... he hasn't shaved in over a week and is wearing a homestar runner tshirt and a pair of jeans. and a black hat. he states: "i look like a strung out junkie" i look back at him. i nod. i reply: "you really do." he takes off the cap... and throws it at me. it hits me directly in my left eye. it starts tearing. i'm not crying... but the bill of a hat just hit me in the eye. not the eyelid... the eye. inside. the white gooey part. perhaps the only fight of evAr in which both parties agreed on the matter at hand... and still one walks out with a black eye. it's getting more swollen by the minute. so i wake up this morning in a good mood. i'm a little late... but that's kind of an everyday thing. so i don't get to go into work with the inlaw... o well. i'll ride in with the sister. and i'm off. we head out from red bank and decide to stop at

Alright,,ill Try This
Ok,,i know this is cheating,,but there are new pics of my nephew you should go get all mushy over,,lol,, http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=399407&albumid=138049&i=2930800527 heres a link to a contest i am in,,,why not,,its only as superficial as it gets,,lol ok,,guess i need a link here,,lol ok,,so one of my friends placed me in a contest,,,and im getting severly crushed,,lol,,im not too big on these,,but hopefully a couple will help out this canuck,,lol http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=399407&albumid=138049&i=2930800527

Alright
Alright here is another stupid person and in a mum comment they said the following: Will this deployment EVER end?? The definition of domestic violence is to abuse someone that you live with. Hence the Domestic part in domestic violence. Here is what Domestic Violence is: When spouses, intimate partners, or dates use physical violence, threats, emotional abuse, harassment, or stalking to control the behavior of their partners, they are committing domestic violence. Physical violence includes putting your hands on a person against their will. It also includes shoving, pushing, grabbing, pulling, or forcing some one to stay somewhere. Regardless of the relationship between two people, using physical violence against someone is a crime. I have been through it I am swear I am not talking out of my ass unlike what some people obviously think. PRESS RELEASE DIRECTLY TO CBS, NBC, & ABC NETWORKS This is documented proof that our G.I.'s torture the Iraqi children.... * * * Shoc

Alrighty Then
LMAO I forgot I had all me settings off Hmmm There back on now Plus I added some pics...SO on that note Have Fun...MUAHH LADIES PLZ FEEL FREE TO ADD ME TOO YOUR FREINDS LIST!! I Dont bite all that hard Well maybe I do lmao MUAH!! Plz feel Free to add me to your freinds list if you like too....Since I am back for a while...Have a great day and DAMNIT IT ITS SNOWING HERE!!!! GRRRRRRRRR

Alright Already, I Give.......
You gotta check out Pattie LaBelle - If you asked me too. Listen to the Lyrics and tell me those words dont touch you. If they don then you better get to a Doctor and have your Heart Checked. I havent heard this song in ages. Let alone seen the video. "I'd give you Everything, All you gotta do is Just Ask me Too." Not just any Birthday but my 40th. Another Milestone. Until about 2 days ago I was not really looking forward to it. I mean, Damn where the Hell did 10 years go?!?!?!? I'm not Rich and Famous like I had Hoped; then again I sure no one is. I'm not gonna Retire early and move to some Tropical Island. Then it finally dawned on me, considering the Life Expectancey for Black Males in my Generation, which was 18-25 yrs. during the mid 80's early 90's, I'm Kicking Ass! I have the Great Wife in the World, I have a Daughter I only feel like killing sometimes, I'm in Good Health and I've got some truly Awesome Friends. So what the Hell, why be Depressed about it. I earn thes

Alrighty Then
Okay so I'm here now. I'm so used to myspace so Cherry Tap seems to have so much more to it than myspace does. So far I haven't found any of my friends on here except my Natebugg. You are all I need though fella. Hope to meet some new friends!! Well that's about it for now.

Alrighty Then
Well my really good friend sent me this and like a bonehead I am doing it. Like myspace wasn't enough to keep up with. She just likes this one cuz it is easier. Anyhow you can also check me out at www.myspace.com/cowgirlingaston Enjoy!

Alrighty Then
OK PEEPS SINCE I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO THIS CHERRY TAP THINGY, I SEE ALOT OF PEOPLE HAVE COMMENTED ON MY PICS, VERY NICE COMMENTS BY THE WAY! I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE! SO BARE WITH ME ON THIS THING, YOU ARE NOT FORGOTTEN! I APPRECIATE IT VERY MUCH, THANK YOU! DAWN

Alrighty Then...
So once again I've lost my mumms. I didn't post anything inappropriate. It was a mumm about my friends wedding and I needed advice! But the mummers got in an off topic convo on my mumm. No biggy for me, I didn't delete the comments. I should have if I would of known I would lose my mumm privs over it! So I'm just venting. I don't think it's right I should lose them over something I didn't do. Does the admins actually read the comments?!?! I can understand them deleting it, but am I wrong for thinking they didn't need to revoke my privs? I don't think it's right they did that. Grrr. So I just had to say this. Last night some chick rated me a 2, not that it bothers me. So I thought I'd return the favor and rate her a 2 back :) Well I must've hurt her feelings or something, so she re-rated me a 1, sent me a chill pill and blocked me lmao! All I said to her was "here's a 2 to return the favor". Now that's some funny shit there! Haha!!! Thanks for making me laugh stranger p

Alright Who Snuck The Blue Pen Into My Laundry?????!!!!!!
Alright!!!!! Which one of my blogging fans snuck the blue pen into my load of white laundry? If you can't tell I'm "hopping" mad hahahahaha! Just talking about tough days and went to the dryer only to find all my khakis and t-shirts are covered in blue splotches. So uncool! I know it couldn't have been my fault! Mom always taught me to check my pockets. Must have been Thunder's revenge for leaving him home while I went away! Sly dog! Er ah, cat! Oh well, I was thinking the time had come for a change of clothes anyway. Have a great weekend all, I'm off to check the rest of my pockets!

Alrighty Then
due to recent findings of no one on here giving a shit about actually meeting people or talking or anything except a fucking popularity contest i am stepping back..... the people who were real enough to get to know me know how to contact me by other ways.... for everyone else.... thank you for reminding me of how fucking fake and pathetic we are as human beings to have no self worth unless we have people bangin on our door (or website) have a nice day..... and fuck you very much

Alright I Gotta Talk About This
Alright I got to talk about this. The subject as you see is women. God, how I despise there very existence. God, how I love every bit of them. There’s nothing that’s more satisfying about how a woman whispers in your ear so lightly not heavily like it sounds like there about to bite your ear off or swallow it but ever so lightly like angle kisses telling you sweet nothings into your very being. And the stink of it is, they know exactly what to say. They know exactly how to make a guy melt. All they really have to do is say the right thing or touch in the right area, and I’m not touching sexually but if you’re a guy you have a spot that when ever a girl touches you there it just makes you feel oh so good, makes you want it more and women know this and they’ll play with this and they’ll even use it against you to make you do something for them that they know that you hate doing, and the only way she can get you to do it is by saying the right thing and doing the right thing that it’ll m

Alright Lets Get Some Motherfucking Shit Straight!!!!
OKAY IM GETTING REALLY SICK AND FUCKING TIRED OF PEOPLE GOING BEHIND MY BACK AND TALKING SHIT. YOU WANNA HEAR SOME TRUTH WELL HEAR IT FUCKING GOES.......I DONT CARE WHAT STACY OR LONI HAS EVER SAID ABOUT ME THEY DIDNT KNOW SHIT ABOUT ME....NONE OF YOU DO.....NONE OF YOU HAVE ANY RIGHT TO JUDGE ME AFTER HEARING BULLSHIT FROM CERTAIN PEOPLE (JUNE AND SHERRI YA'LL BETTER LISTEN THE FUCK UP). WHO I AM AND WHO PEOPLE "PERCIEVE" ME TO BE IS TWO DIFFERENT FUCKING THINGS....MOST OF YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHO THE REAL "JAY" IS AND I KEEP IT THAT WAY FOR A FUCKING REASON....IVE LET WAY TO MANY PEOPLE IN TOO DEEP AND THEYVE FUCKED ME ROYALLY SO NOW I PUT A WALL UP AND ONLY LET PEOPLE IVE KNOWN FOR AWHILE OR HAVE A KINDRED SPIRIT WITH ME INSIDE THAT WALL. IVE SO FUCKING HAD IT WITH THIS ONLINE FUCKING DRAMA! "IM A REAL PIECE OF WORK" JUNE SAYS....HAHAHAHAHA ONCE AGAIN THIS IS A NOTHER CASE OF PEOPLE BELIEVING OTHER PEOPLES BULLSHIT AND IM NOT STANDING FOR IT ANYMORE...YA'LL GOT SOME SHIT TO SAY TO M

Alright If This Ain't Some Crazy...
Alright...I've been on here for like 2 hrs now and I have decide that this is some crazy shit now! I have decided that this online bar is really bass ackwards. Unlike a real bar where you go in sober and clear headed then as the night progress and your there longer things start becoming fuzzy around the edges you know. Well in this place you go into it all fuzz around the edges and the longer your on the more "sober" you get as you are finally able to find your way around and know just what the hell your doing! But I guess that's why we're here...to find a way out of the foggy haze into he morning light...just like a good night of drinking...only without the hangover...what's not to like...right?

Alright!
Alright Devin The Dude [VERSE 1] Lord thank you for the food that I'm about to receive May it nourrish my body and keep my mind at ease But as far as my soul I been meanin to holler atcha And I know you been busy with playas steady tryina catch ya Gotta get somethin off my mind for a while Cause when problems start to pile it gets kinda hard to smile But I - keep my head up And try to hold on until my kids all grown I know one day that could be me lyin there in a hearse So I hope for the best, prepare for the worst Swearin I curse, but really there's no harm done Just havin fun, but there's some who wanna take it and run I left a life of lootin and thievin, and shit Because my friends and my family was leavin me quick It seems everything is happenin without me knowin Tryina stay sane, but mayn, this shit has got me goin [CHORUS] Goin crazy Feelin like I'm feelin But it's gonna be alright Alright Alright I'm goin crazy Feelin like I'm feelin But it's gon

Al Roker's Comments About Epilepsy On The Today Show
Check Out His Comments Here: http://uploadfile2.putfile.com/getfile/11815h56ca-399slash6-dd386705video9hslash99sslash16108165224.wav Then Listen To His Weak Attempt At Saying Sorry Here: http://media.putfile.com/Al-Roker-Apologizes-for-Epilepsy-Jokes-on-TODAY-show In case you missed last Thursday's (June 7th) TODAY show on NBC, during which Al Roker made what some might call 'inappropriate' comments about epilepsy and the 2012 Olympic logo, you might want to check out the following link: June 7th, 2007 - Al Roker's Comments About Epilepsy and the Olympic Logo OK, now keep in mind that Al was one of the more outspoken people in the media to come out against Don Imus for HIS little slip-of-the-lip...a slip that ultimately got him fired from HIS job at MSNBC. Now, listen to this: June 8th, 2007 - Al Roker Apologizes for his comments If you feel that you would like to comment on this, you can Email the TODAY show at today@msnbc.com. You can also CALL the NBC swit

A.l..s. And M.r.s.a.
Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), often referred to as "Lou Gehrig's Disease," is a progressive neurodegenerative disease that affects nerve cells in the brain and the spinal cord. Motor neurons reach from the brain to the spinal cord and from the spinal cord to the muscles throughout the body. The progressive degeneration of the motor neurons in ALS eventually lead to their death. When the motor neurons die, the ability of the brain to initiate and control muscle movement is lost. With voluntary muscle action progressively affected, patients in the later stages of the disease may become totally paralyzed. A-myo-trophic comes from the Greek language. "A" means no or negative. "Myo" refers to muscle, and "Trophic" means nourishment---"No muscle nourishment." When a muscle has no nourishment, it "atrophies" or wastes away. "Lateral" identifies the areas in a person's spinal cord where portions of the nerve cells that signal and control the muscles are located. As this area degenera

Alt-country Blog
iTS OPEN NOW. oUTLAW RADIO. ITS MY ALTERNATIVE COUNTRY RADIO STATION KOLR FROM RENO NEVADA. FULL OF JOHNNY CASH, TODD SNIDER, WILCO, RYAN ADAMS, CRACKER, NEKO CASE, BADSTARD SONS OF JIHNNY CASH, AND WAY MORE. I HAVE THE FUNNIEST COMMERCIALS YOU EVER HEARD AND I HOST THE THING, IM THE ALTCOUNTY KID. SOMETIMES I GRAB MY GUITAR AND PLAY LIVE, COME IN A MAKE A REQUEST, OR JUST HANG OUTAND CHAT. IM LIVE ALMOST ALL DAY, HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON I'm Thom Yeoman aka The Alt Country Kid. I'm a musician and Radio DJ in Reno, Nevada, The Biggest Little City In The World. My radio station is Outlaw Radio KOLR in Reno. I broadcast it live on Stickam.com Just search outlaw radio and you will find it. Its full of Johnny Cash, Wilco, Todd Snider, The Bastard Sons Of Johnny Cash and way more. If it's Alt Country I have it. You can watch and listen to the show without being a stickam member by going to www.barefootradio.blogspot.com So I want to start a radio station here but I am far from having

Alternative Sex
whats causes these fantasies? whats attracks me to what you fear, why is it, that when you cry, i smile? my pain is my pleasure, your pain is my sex, your struggle is my get off, my turn on is your fight for breath, my hand around your neck, is my mind in love. your blood arouses me, your wounds ill irrate, your tears, ill smile, ill kiss you where they fall, my mind is confused, but my heart is well set my words are concrete, and your body is my palace to roam, your insecurity is my food and your loyalty i will keep, when you listen to what i say, when i tell you what to do, when i yell at you for being just you, when you become mine, i will never let you down i will protect you from all, but from me, I cant hide you, this is me... For those who understand

Alternate Earth: You Have Reached The End Of The Internet
Not that I was around much to begin with. ... if you want to keep in touch outside of CT my email is matthew.cavazos@gmail.com Never make a mistake That you can't forgive yourself for Never chase a dream That you don't want to catch Never give up Never say die Accept the unaccepted Expect nothing in return Share a kiss with a stranger Bare your soul to another Be all that you can't be Be aware that nothing is impossible Teach the world You have nothing to fear But the fear of living up to your potential http://cherrytap.com/wet_kisses79_4u She's the absolute bestest... ever. ... Check her out, she needs little introduction. :)

Altered Mind
I tried to find Him on the Christian cross but He was not there;I went to the temple of the Hindus and to the old pagodas but i could not find a trace of Him anywhere. I searched on the mountains and in the valleys but neither in the heights nor in the depths was I able to find Him. I went to the Caaba in Mecca,but He was not there either. I questioned the scholars and philosopheres but He was beyond their understanding. I then looked into my heart and it was there where He dwelled that I saw Him; He was nowhere else to be found. ENIGMA-the cross of changes

Altering The Conversation
Mood: Amazed by the obvious. You see, I had a slight epiphany today. Today I was commenting on someone's blog in OK Cupid and realized that I wasn't squicked out by the word fat. Here's the comment: "My thought process goes like this: If you post profile pictures of yourself and how you currently look, then most people will be able to figure out if they are attracted to you. If you're worried that some might still not be able to figure out what size you are, then you could actually put the word "fat" someplace in your profile. I'd much rather have someone just look at me and if I'm not their cup of tea, then they can merrily go on with their bad selves. To me body size is a preference like any other thing, and the word fat is descriptive language." Fraking wow. Could I have said that a year ago? I think the difference is that I believe it. Mind you, I've been walking the walk and talking the talk for years. Been doing this by a couple of different methods like making the wor

The Alter Reality That Is Vixen
The memories flow even when you wish them not to, They wrap themselves around you and awaken who you used to be. Once opened they can't be contained They seek you out and call you by past names. Its in the blood, its in your genes. You can try to escape them but its not within your means The rhythum flows like a long forgotten dance Entwining them with now you can't escape your past. Eons come and eons go Time isn't linear it just flows Like a web you stay entwined with the same people time after time Like celtic knotwork a perfect maze Beginning without end we start another phase Does destiny control us or do we make our own Perhaps we choose to repeat the things that feel like home We weave a pattern throughout the realms We each create our own heaven or hell So stop and listen softly to things that you once knew We each walk through the realms holding pieces to renew In this time and the next The cycle will repeat Sometimes we are but pawns in a tale t

Alternative/holistic Info
Practitioners of Oriental medicine believe that vital energy has a definite, predictable route throughout the body. It flows along pathways that traverse the body in a fixed pattern somewhat like the network of a complex railway system. These pathways are divided into major routes called meridians, which are named for the organ or function they serve. On these routes are numerous “tiny points” called acupunture or acupressure points where the energy comes to the surface of the body. It is interesting to note that modern electronic instruments makes Kirlian photography possible which now enables us to locate acupuncture/acupressure points precisely. This has proven that the points are exactly where the ancient Chinese showed them to be. These points respond to any change in the flow of vital energy. They appear to act somewhat like resistors in an electrical current by adjusting the speed and power of the flow. The response is a kind of fluid elasticity that tightens or slackens as nece

Alternative Punishments
by Norische Punishment by nature is something that is to be avoided, something that is negative; it should be unwelcome and act as a negative motivator. It can be used to motivate a submissive/slave to start behaving in a certain manner or it can be used to encourage a behavior to stop. Some people think that a paddling or spanking is punishment; these actions would normally be what I would do during play and not punishment, therefore I do not recommend that such activities be used as a form of punishment. Many individuals become accustomed to the physical discomfort, even enjoy it, and therefore the physical punishment slowly looses its value until it is no more than a mere event of the day. Jay Wiseman writes in SM101, A Realistic Introduction: \"I firmly believe that the dominant should not slap, spank, paddle, bind, confine, or otherwise perform any common BDSM act on a sub as punishment. We are trying to create positive, erotic connections with these activities. Let\'s

Alternate Religions
The Covenant of Shadows@ CherryTAP I had intended to leave this as a comment on the profile, but alas in this day of haters galore, it was not permitted. Therefore, I am posting it here. Interesting page, though I do recommend a bit more further research concerning both Dianic Wicca and pre-Christian religious practices. Starhawk's "Spiral Dance" is quite good and touches on both Dianic and Faerie traditions of Wicca. As for the rest, any well documented anthropology or even archeology texts will be enlightening. Previous to Christianity the culture of the common people was agricultural and their religious practices centered around Gods and Goddesses of fertility and abundance. Previous to that, it was a hunter gatherer society that also worshiped a God of the Hunt. Although the God of the Beasts was often portrayed as horned, he was not Satan. The concept of Satan was not created until the Church needed something to scare the Pagan peasants into converting. Satanism is n

Alter Egos Or Medication?
most of my egos i create to try to scare people, im only 5'5 and very much fat but i like to think of myself as being really big. i flex in my pics so you can see something....anything..please! i know i make fun of girls for being fat but when they look at my pics the know im just crazy. so do i look like jerry only? i know hes in his 50 now so i might have a chance with this one. Hi, im lou. Im single 34 and i live with my mother. im spending all her money cause shes dying of cancer and waiting for her to get under the ground is asking too much. i have a loan against my house and i go through 1000 bucks a day on out of state women who dont know the insane loser pansey that i am. seeing how im such a loser in real life, is it wrong for me to have alter egos? a way to escape myself? or should i seek the professional attention before i hurt myself and other people pretending to be people that im not? i have just found out that people on fubar are laughing at me. in my book when people pi

10 Alternate Uses For A Coat Hanger
I want to thank Hugh G Joak for coauthoring this blog with me. He is my inspiration on most of my crazy ideas and blogs. I would like to give him full credit for today's blogs theme. You are my rock, Kumquat.. 10 Alternate uses for coat hangers: 1. To hold your Pippi Long Stocking hair do 2. Breaking into cars. 3. Punk rocker earring 4. Giant Bubble Blower 5. Electrical outlet tester 6. Hill Billy toothpick 7. While wearing a cast a scratching device 8. Car Radio Antenna 9. To capture large dust balls from the far corners of your bed. 10. Makes an excellent cat toy ( just need crazy glue and feathers ) Thank you for stopping by Kumquat and Snow Pea

Altered Perception
My son's band Altered Perception. Has just produced their very first EP Album. So come on all my Fubar friends Go check them out at www.myspace.com/alteredperceptionaus There are only 2 song's from the album there at the moment. More to come including a video very soon. Not to mention some up and comming Gig's. Am I a Proud Mum or what LOL

Alteregos
well it has do with independent musicand people who love it so it can be for every body who respects itiplan onhaving alot independent music.right now igot video hat with voice.i plan on doing live feeds for this sie as wellbut if u like check it out meet me @ alteregos dot ning dot com i had spell the address fubar wont let me spell out the whole adress so i hope u can figure out the adress ( dot= .)

Although We Have To Be Apart
Although we have to be apart, We'll always be together, Close enough in mind and heart To manage any weather. Reality is often bleak, But love remains inside A glass house on a mountain peak, The wintry world beside. Love can build its own four walls And heat its own small room. Through icy winds and blinding squalls, Love can be in bloom. Though continents drift far downstream And mountains disappear, And life dissolve into a dream, Our love will still be here, You'll turn, and I'll be here.

Altruize Abilities
I now can Altruize my points (for 12 hours) to anyone I choose to do so, SB me or PM me your offer. I will need either an auto, bomb or boomerang in order to help you maximize the points you will get. I unlike others who I have had help me by Altruizing me will work to help maximize your points, so we'll decide on a date that I know I'll be around my computer to promote that I'm giving my points away....as well as I will chase boomerangs, polish bling and use my 11's while I'm giving you my points. If you want a reference I can give you the 1st person I gave my points to she will tell you I worked very hard at making her the most points that I could she needed like 5 or 6 mil I think to level (it was a double pt Friday) but I was able to get her leveled. So if you are close to leveling SB me or PM me your offer and when you'd like to have it done and I will see what I can do to accomodate you There are very few people on here that I can say have helped me in leveling but I like t

Altruize, My Points For You
I will give you my points for 12 hours (which also gives you 8 Ability Points) for one of the following: A) God Mode and 25 credits --OR-- B) Auto 11s (which we will share) and a cherry Bomb --OR-- C) Auto 11s (which we will share) and a Boomerang --OR-- D) Auto 11s (which we will share) a Cherry Bomb and a Boomerang. In the past, I have helped others to earn anywhere between 2.5 million and 17 million points (the higher amounts had Auto 11s and/or bombs+ boomarangs), because I work my a$s off to make it successful for you (chasing bombs, rating, etc.). Send me a private message to schedule a day and time If you wish to add extras or do less we can discuss it Base payment to me for doing the work is 5 credits (weekdays) 10 on weekend I will give you my points for 12 hours (which also gives you 8 Ability Points) for one of the following: A) God Mode and 25 credits --OR-- B) Auto 11s (which we will share) and a cherry Bomb --OR-- C) Auto 11s (which we will sh

Alucard
Loose Lips Sink Ships, Don't Ever Kiss And Tell, This from Chief Roll-A-Blunt, "Poke Smot To All And To All Poke A Lotta Smot", If I Won't Lick it Then Don't Stick It, A Drunken Mans Word Is A Sober Mans Thought, Why Do People Drive On A Parkway And Park On A Driveway? It's Better To Have Something You Don't Need Then To Need Something And Not Have It(like condoms), Why do people forever say never? There's nothing you can not do, ADD SOME OF YOUR OWN QUOTES OR OTHER CRAZY SHIT..... It's funny how so many rich people try so hard to keep what they have and those that are poor try so hard to get what they don't have. Ninja For Life!@ CherryTAP

Aluminum Carrying Cases
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Alunium Foil
Never noticed it and of course had to check it out right away AND it does work if you press in each end. I checked my roll as soon as I got this and I'll be darned it was right on the end of the box. Pays to read. I DID NOT KNOW THIS!! I hope I'm not the only one. I've been using aluminum foil for more years than I care to remember. Great stuff, but sometimes it can be a pain. You know, like when you are in the middle of doing something and you try to pull some foil out and the roll comes out of the box. Then you have to put the roll back in the box and start over. The darn roll always comes out at the wrong time. Well, I would like to share this with you. Yesterday I went to throw out an empty Reynolds foil box and for some reason I turned it and looked at the end of the box. And written on the end it said, "Press here to lock end". Right there on the end of the box is a tab to lock the roll in place. How long has this little locking tab been there? I then looke

Alvaro - Pickup Artist
Alvaro - Pickup Artist The VH1 series, THE PICK-UP ARTIST, is a tale of transformation. For these eight lovable losers, "socially awkward" is the understatement of the year. And when it comes to this lonely hearts club, desperate times call for desperate measures. Enter Mystery, best-selling author and ultimate pick-up artist--a former nerd from the Great White North who has discovered the secret to wooing women. Under his expert tutelage, he'll guide this group of hapless horndogs through the rough waters of romance and help them find the courage to overcome their biggest fear--talking to women. In each episode, one contestant will be declared the winner of a challenge and granted immunity from elimination, while one sad sack will be sent packing. At the end of the eight weeks, one winner will be named "Master Pick-Up Artist" and awarded $50,000.

Always Thought I Belonged To Royalty...lol
You Should Rule Saturn Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye. You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past. What Planet Should You Rule?

Alwayssometimesnever
You Can use Your breathing as a weapon A huff A puff And I’ll know That your Grizzly bear angry Your sad When you sigh Like a million Freight trains slowing Surprise Sounds like Airbrakes on A cross-country coach Cutting through a circus And If I listen Real Close I can hear When I’m getting lucky

Always Online.. Wtf..
You know for those of us that hop on CT to see who is online you always see them. Online, or atleast it shows them online. WTF is up with that? Are ppl just so attention craved that they leave the damn thing on all the time? Then if you do want to fucking talk to them you can't because they have so many messages or shouts that they never saw yours.. :( I'm like wtf, shit like that pisses me off to no fucking end. If you need to get your rank up or just need all the attention, hell do like most of the ppl on here show your ass, your tits or something and bamn your going to be right at the top. Just go out and get about a 1000 friends that you will never read thier fucking messages from or return half of them, just to get your fucking points up.. Shit like this drives me nutz. Ppl say they come to this site to met ppl and have fun.. okay but WTF is up with that? How are you a friend if you have to many friends to return messages and if you are hot like a lot of ppl on here

Always Stay Humble
SINGLE MOTHERS OF TODAY Current mood: CHILLAXING NOW HOW MANY PEOPLE WILL ACTUALLY READ* Moms and Single Moms Of Today, Keep your head up. I'm not looking for an applause nor am I looking for any pat on the back. You are strong, You are still living, And you have kids that love you no matter what they may do or say! NEVER let anyone tell you what you can not achieve just because they dont wanna see you succeed or become better than they are! Be Proud, Stay humble. ANd dont worry. What you've always wanted in life is coming to you! You may have to work for it a little but It will come in due time! I know mothers that are single parents and are the only ones that graduated college in their family so dont give up. And if that man you have/had doesnt know your worth then he has to go! THIS IS TO LET OTHERS KNOW TO PLEASE STAY HUMBLE. SPEND EACH DAY AS IF IT WERE YOUR LAST.... ALWAYS COUNT ON YOURSELF AND TRUST FEW.. BECAUSE NOONE WILL BE THERE FOR YOU, LIKE YOU.. TH

Always Gonna Be Me Regardless!
Do not go where the path may lead; go instead where there is no path...and blaze a trail... Just chillin and coming down from all the chaos that we call Christmas...Nowhere to go and nothing to do...FINALLY! I like it like that...

Always Be My Baby
We were as one For a moment in time And it seemed everlasting That you would always be mine Now you want to be free So I'll let you fly 'Cause I know in my heart Our love will never die Chorus: You'll always be a part of me I'm part of you indefinitely Boy don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way your ever gonna shake me Oh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby I ain't gonna cry And I won't beg you to stay If your determined to leave boy I will not stand in your way But inevitably, you'll be back again 'Cause you know in your heart babe Our love will never end chorus I know that you'll be back boy When your days and nights get a little bit colder I know that you'll be right back baby Oh baby believe me it's only a matter of time chorus

Always
So much I have dealt with, no time to deal with ne thing, I never know the deal Feelings go up and down, Ive felt every type of way, I never kno how im going to feel I kno how I feel now and it sux, emptiness inside, heart constantly aching Ive said it a million times, only one more oppurtunity, only one more chance im taking I open my mouth to speak but for what?.... no one hears ne thing that i have spoken In the end,everything I try to hold close and protect, always falls and ends up broken

Always Remember That!!!!
I was alone on this journey You came along to comfort me Everything i want in life is right here You were the first to touch my heart Made everything right again With your extraordinary love I get so weak When you look at me I get lost inside your eyes Sometimes the magic is hard to believe But you're here before my weary eyes You brought joy to my world I want you to understand You are every breath that i breathe From the very first time that we kissed I knew that i just couldn't let you go at all From this day on, remember this: That you're the only one that i adore and most of all, the one that I LOVE VERY MUCH..

Always
I remember now, I let it slip my mind, that love is the one thing, I will never find, I must have got lost, in the dreams we shared, what was I thinking? that you realy cared?, I will ALWAYS Love You, that will never change, I'll be here for you, till the end of time, if you ever need me, just drop a dime, I'm on my way I won't be too far away, all you have to do, is let me know, there is no ends, to what I would do for you, I would walk through hell, fight the devil too, just to let you know, I'll be right here, waiteing for you, your in my heart, part of my soul, I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS... Bon Jovi - AlwaysMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Always The Same Feeling
Hi All: I do not know if i am the only one who has this feeling - may eb , may be not- i am always felling lonly, even when there are a lot of reiends around, having love still lonly, amking sex, still lonly even having kids around ..belive me the same feelings am i strange??? or it is natural any of u have the same fellings?? let me know ur response

"always In My Thoughts"
"Always In My Thoughts" Without you here, life's little moments has no color in them. I miss not being able to hold you so close than I can hear your heart beating next to mine. I miss not being able to kiss your lips and whisper in your ear "I love you." I miss not being able to hold your hand and feel your soft touch upon mine. I miss not being able to wake up and find you by my side. I miss not being able to see your laugh or comfort you when your sad. I miss you so much, that I would give up heaven, just to spend a minute with you. Most of all, I miss everyday your not here to look upon my eyes. The windows of the soul, and see in them and understand How much I really miss you and love you with all my heart

Always On That Dollar Chase
gotta get 2 da money,aint no other way about it.Chasing a wastin it like only i can.Always taking nore & more, tryin 2 set up that next big score.All 4 my sons, just so they can have a better life.

Always Comes Down To The Cover...
I've realized that no matter what people say to another person, they normally end up actually thinking or feeling the other way about it. Specialy with me. I get told that I'm all these things, such as.... Nice, kind, funny, caring, honest, sweet, romantic, loveable, loyal, and on and on... And they're always alright with me one on one if they know me already, but out in public... Well, that's another story, they pull this 180 on me, and makes me feel like shit, because they jsut go along with what society sees me as, and that's only a visual judgement... now, people that DOn'T know me, and just talk to me online, er the phone, both, whatever... Agian, all the same things... but once again, as soon as they meet me, there they go again, pullin a 180 on my ass... I just don't get it. If I'm such a nice person, and I'm all these things they say, then why look at the outter shell, and not the warm insides? You know, like they already said they have, and that's why they thought those thin

Always&forever
Always & Forever All I think about day after day is how I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Just being around you is enough for me to keep living that one extra day. Knowing you're in my life and care about what I do is that extra encouragement that you give to me. I feel that if I every lose you I would be incomplete as a person and as a man. As some times you seem to bring up crazy theories about breaking up, I get were you're talking about, but I just can't and won't be able to cope with losing you for any reason. I all I say and would be my answer until the end of time is I will love you always and forever and can never live without you. I do ask the same question to myself though, would we still be together, also if I would cheat on you. As I came to so many conclusions and figured that our relationship wouldn't possible last as long as we want to, then I figured out that all that doesn't even matter because my love for you is so deep. My life revolves

Always On My Ind
Due to some extenuating circumstances, read that: (The Vista Police Dept) I once again have custody of my 14 year old daughter, her Mom's lack of interest in my daughters upbringing has created a monster, wont listen, talks back, ditches school, steals MY car. Since I'm a single working father I'm gone 10 hours a day, OK question: what can I threaen her with? How do I get threw to her, come on moms and dads I need advice... For those who are in or around So. Cal. I say it's time to kick up some dust and am always happy to meet new friends, Friday night Angels Sport Bar/Gentelmans Club in Corona, stop chasing virtual drinks and come party, check it out, drop my screen name at the door and you'll get half off your cover on the Gentelsmans side. Find me and intro yourself and see what HAPPY HOUR IS ALL ABOUT!!! WHO'S UP FOR PARTYING!!! Some days are so damn long that sleep is our only reward. How many happy hours are we missing, just to clock that extra hour. Then of course since you l

Always Willing To Help But!!!
Just a Little Info to All My Family and Friends, I may not be online for the next couple of days because my Left Knee is Hurting Something Bad( I Think From Puter Chair) and need to rest it as this has never happened before so If it says I am online or you do not recieve comments from me I am not ignoring you nor have I fallen off the face of the earth, Just in ALOT of PAIN and trying to rest it up(normally I could Deal with it but this is Intenseand until I see Doc I think its the best for me) 2nd I know its customery to ask before you rip photos from everyone but as Far as I am concerned and my Pics take what you want, If I don't want it Ripped it will be labeled as such or it will be blocked, it seems alot of you don't know there are ways around the ripping of pics so if someone wants it bad enough they will take it and unless I see someone abuseing this privlage I do not care if you like it take it, I have nothing to hide from(not a fugitive from justice and not afraid of confronta

Always
I wrote this poem back in the day (7th grade to be exact) so let me know what you think. Thinking about you always put a smile on my face And I can't think about anybody taking your place In my eyes, you're my sunshine, always I love and always see you as mine. Along with with your grace I always want to be your warm embrace. Love has a different power when I'm with you Each minute, Each second, Each day, of my life, I yearn to be with you. The love i have for you can move many mountains Because I want love and shower you like a fountain. So this is my feelings on paper and pen Because your love and heart is where I want to dwell in.

Always With Me
Never For Gotten Current mood: sad Category: Writing and Poetry Dear Chris, I woke up and I knew something was wrong, I paged you a hundred times that morning. I finally took a break and had to motivate myself out the room. I took a shower,got dressed and them heard arguing.........There at it again. Then my phone rings and i race to pick it up in excitement thinking its you. I pick and the man on the other end answers and says " have you been paging Chris" I reply with " yes who is this" The strange man says "Im his friend , he's busy right now and cant talk" So im like "ok tell him paged". I heard them arguing again so she comes into my room and says " pack a bag were leaving tonight" I get excited cause my plains are to go stay by Nik's house where i know you'll be there. On the way to Nik's .......Im happier than ever cause I haven't seen you in a few days, and just the other night you were begging me to come see you but i couldnt.......So here we were turning the co

Always With You
Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow, I am a diamonds glints of snow, I am sunlight on a riped grain, I am a gentle autumns rain, when you awaken in the mornings hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of the quiet birds encircled flight, I am the soft start that shines at night, Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there, I did not die

Always
When inside you is hurting I would reverse time And make you smile When deep inside your soul A storm is raging I want to calm the woes, And bring you home I am always here if you need me To cry with you if you need me To laugh with you I will never leave you. I Will Always Love You!

Always Remember
Always Remember Always remember to forget The things that made you sad But never forget to remember The things that made you glad. Always remember to forget The friends that proved untrue. But don't forget to remember Those that have stuck by you. Always remember to forget The troubles that have passed away. But never forget to remember The blessings that come each day.

Always Love You
Before I met you, I was badly hurt from relationships that fell apart, I didn't wanna live no more I just wanted an end, I thought nothing could cure me, My heart would never mend. You walked into my problems and made them go away, I didn't wanna be with you, 'Cause I thought you'd hurt me someday. I gave you a chance to see if that was true, But something was different and you were something new. Now, I know what your love is truly about, your sweet, honest, and loveable, something I can't live without. I hope that this love will last, Because you know I'll always love you, I hope we'll never part, because I know you love me too...

Always Cheerful
Get a morph of my pics or a blinky? Please stop in and join. I just started it today so there are no members other than me, yet. It will be fun. Just click the picture. I am not sure how to make my bulletins, blogs, stash items all blitzy and sparkly..... but I wanted to let it be known that I am going to host a contest. I have not yet decided the prizes but I will award a first, second and third place prize. I think the contest will be something like 'First person to 20,000 comments' or something of that nature. If you are interested or if you have any suggestions or questions please send me a private message. Thanks so much - Jamie

Always On My Mind
Always on My Mind I couldn’t keep you off my mind You were always willing to talk Always wanting to give me peace of mind Never once saying you didn’t have the time Always there with an open heart Never once trying to hurt me Being there as a part A part of me that I could see I could search your heart By looking into your eyes And see that your heart Was also a part of me I will always be here Just for you Hoping you will always be there Just for me To love and hold No matter what happens I will always be here to love and hold Never once will my heart snap Breaking the bond of love That holds us together Our love is a sweet love One that will last forever As I search my heart For the words to describe my feelings I will never part from your heart Hoping our love will form a ceiling Bonding us together No matter what it is I will always be here for you, forever

Always There
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

Always With The Luck Of The Irish
Tuesday, January 23, 2007 GDFS IM A FREAK......... AS IF YOU DID NOT KNOW Current mood: indescribable Well I started a conversation with myself today.I swear to God I acted like a teenager when I saw this and now I am embarassed to admit that I also acted like a Tool. It was my normal work day shit going on and I ,as usual, am busting my ass to get my project done.I was underneath a truck unable to see and I had my mp3 player cranked up so no sound either.This is not a good work practice by the way. I decide to work partly through lunch cause I was too lazy to get up off the floor from my laying position.That did not last long. At one point Im in the middle of cutting right above my head in an extremely uncomfortable position and I feel a tug at my pants leg.My reply was "just a second" and not in a nice tone but leave me the hell alone tone.To this I was smacked briskly across the thigh area a little too close to home and it made me pop up busting my skull on the frame(me

Always Getting Hurt..
Ever since i started dating i always end yup getting hurtin the long run..meaing i either get lied to,cheated on or beaten on..I am tired of getting hurt and everything else..when do i just say enough is enough..Or just say fuck it and keep getting hurt..Or maybe just say say fuck relationships and do what the hell i want when i want and everything else...

Always................
I want to share a story with you. I had the opportunity to meet one of the sweetest men ever on here...Cowboy Joe...we never met face to face...but what I knew of him he was a sweetheart and a man that became very dear to me. On March 4, 2008 we fu-married...lol his reasoning for this date was....March...Forth and be Happy....and that I was. I became Mrs. Cowboy Joe (lol) I could have the shittiest day and that man could make me smile. He was just so damn cute! On March 22, 2008, I was informed by a blood relative of his that my sweet Cowboy passed away on this day from natural causes. My heart and love go out to his family. You were all very lucky to have such a great man in your family. He loved you all soooooo much. And as for myself...I feel very lucky to have met him and very proud to have become his Fu-wife, he meant alot to me and I will always miss him. As a tribute to him and how much he meant to me as a friend this profile will remain as being Cowboy Joe's fu-wife...it

Always Wear Sunscreen
Ok...first of all I will say I am so STUPID for not putting on sunscreen! But in my defense I was only out in the sun for maybe 45 mins. But the reason I am posting this blog is to tell everyone a remedy I found online that really helps take the "heat" out of a sunburn. I haven't been burned in a long time but you never forget the feeling. This remedy is amazing if I ever get another sunburn (which I hope I don't) I will use this again. Boil tea bags then cool off in the refrigerator (or just add some ice). Then pour into a spray bottle and spray all over the sun burned area. I did a few applications of this and my skin has significantly cooled down. As you can see by the pics below I am pretty red. (This is only 1 day of sun....I had no tan lines before today)

Always And Forever
I LOVE YOU HERE,THERE,EVERYWHERE, EVEN IF I'M NOT THERE I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU WHY? BECAUSE YOU ARE MY AIR WITHOUT YOU THERE WOULD BE NO ME, TI'S YOUR.PERSONALITY THAT SHINES TO ME. BEING WITH YOU SHOWS WAT LOVE CAN BE I NEVER WANT ANYONE TO TEAR US APART. A PIECE OF YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN IT THERE NOTHING I COULD WANT MORE THEN YOU. YOUR ARE SO SPEICAL IN YOUR OWN UNIQUE WAY. THERE NOTHING I COULD TRADE YOU FOR, BECAUSE I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH, TO JUST PASS YOU BY.AND SAY MY LAST GOODBYES. WHEN I SAY GOODBYE I FEEL EMPTY. I FEEL LIKE I AM NOTHING BUT LONELY. WHEN WE SAY GOODBYES I REALIZE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND HOW MUCH I CARE I CARE FOR YOU. I REALIZE WHAT I WOULD BE WITHOUT AND NOTHINGI'M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU THAT WHY I WANT TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER. I LOVE YOU.

Always A Dream
My Breath get heavy heartbeat rises without reason... head swims and dizzyness comes, eyes halfclosed but seeing all you ever wanted - known and so close, the very taste on your lips...sweet, savored, fresh as your heart... new. She's a distant dream that brushes your heart within and finds the smile held hidden and tight...quietly awaiting... and gently found, brought to life and so tenderly traced, kissed by fingertips with an awesome caring you've not ever known. Touched... by your dreams. Such cannot be, shouldn't be, couldn't be... but you are - touched none-the-less, and so closely held in arms enfolded tight. Wrapped round and around you inside and out. Held and holding, and always just a dream.

Always Brothers
awhile ago I left the military hurt and saddend that I would no longer see my friends everyday I had grown to call brothers, for a couple it was the last time i saw them a couple died in iraq and a couple took there own lives havin seen enough over in iraq and afganistan to my suprise today a friend whom i havnt seen since i was hurt over sea's came into where i worked we both smiled at each other instantly knowing who each other was he smiled told me everyone thought i was dead and then laughed that i had consumed enough alcohol in Germany that i was already embalmed for burial we had a laugh at our time over there then he told me the news i regret when i see an old friend from the military who had made and who had not, he told me of LT. Cowherd whom had been killed and also of SGT Chatman from Aco killed by snipers and roadside bombs about CSM Eric Cooke who was killed by a roadside bomb while in convoy. Tonight i am going out I will Raise my glass to you my brothers and have one las

Always Remember
thursday my sister and her huband taking a ride on thire motorecycle and where struck by a deer. my sister,lisa, and her huband, A.J, both did not have helmets on. AJ was pinned under the bike and was stuck by another car and was pronounsed dead at the seen. lisa was throw off the bike and was airlifted to Theda Clark where she was put on life support. she has no brain activity and will not recover form this. she is in a coma and will never come out of. she will be takin off of life support later to day. so please people wear helmets so this does not happen to your family as it is mine. i love you lisa and i will always not matter what your my sister my best friend you will always be in my heart

Always Maxi Pads Corp.
This is an actual letter from an Austin , TX woman sent to American company Proctor and Gamble regarding their feminine products. She really gets rolling after the first paragraph. It's PC Magazine's 2007 editors' choice for best webmail-award-winning letter. Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your 'Always' maxi pads for over 20 years and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my time of the month is starting right no

Always In The Wrong Place At The Wrong Time
Have you ever felt like this.Never in the right place when it is needed.The fucking story of my life.You think you are gaining on life only to find out you have lost.So what the fuck do you do? Keep living I guess as I do now.Life can be a fucking joke at times.People tell you things that make you go wow,only to see it was only things or words that they felt you needed to hear.I'm no dummy though I can be an ass.I ask myself why do I always believe or fall for these stupid ass lame fucking lines and to be true to myself I have no fucking excuse.Don't do the fucking blonde thing either.Maybe one day I will be in the right place of life and stop being in the wrong place all the time. Life can be measured by all the fuck ups we do right? Oh well I will just put another mark on the chalk board and say fuck it. I don't get on much anymore I feel I was taking for one really fucked up ride and until I feel better about this I will probably stay off.I do type it in on my mobile but I am li

Always
As I walked out this morning into the fresh morning sea mist I realized this is a new day for CHOICES and it's time I make a few in my own life and try to get my life on some level of normal whatever the fuck that is, games are over ya love me or ya don't your CHOICE!!!!! SalivaAlways Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Always And Forever
My Love, it has been more than a year now since I last touched your face and told you I Love You. I will never forget our last days together as we said our goodbyes. I thought we had more time, but you knew it was time. You tried to tell me, but I would not listen. I would not accept the loss of my best friend, my wife, my Soul Mate. We had a strong love that held us together when times were hard, and lifted us to the heavens when times were good. I miss you. Rest in Peace my Angel, my Angela. I will Always and Forever Love You with all of my Heart and Soul. Happy Valentines Day

Always There
To let you bring me down to your level, would be like you telling me to dig my grave, and here’s your shovel. Shove the blade further into my heart. Better yet give it to me and I’ll start. That tired old line still plays in my head. If I hear it again, I’ll wish I was dead. “I won’t do you like they did.” Yeah, the words from the mouth of a kid. Tell me all of your sweet, sweet lies. Then please ignore all of my cries. Promises of happiness and love, Just ripped away like a cheap plastic glove. Being played with like a new game, Then to be tossed out is a real shame. Don’t you dare point your finger at me. Step back and reflect, then you shall see. I was the one who gave up everything, and in return got nothing. I packed my bags and started a new. I do owe you my undying gratitude. Thanks for opening my eyes, and letting me see. The only one I’ll ever need… is me. People change day by day, Hoping someone will show them the way. Some changes are for the best, A

Always
I hope to always be the oneThat takes your breath awayI hope to always fill your thoughtsAs you go about your dayI hope to always be the oneThat you dream of at nightI hope it's still my face you seeWhen you close your eyes so tightI hope you always feel the loveThat I have for only youI hope that you knowEverything I feel for you is true.I pray that what we shareWill last for eternityAnd when you need someone so badKnow you can always turn to meI pray that the hurtWe sometimes feel insideWill one day come to an endAlong with tears we've criedI hope to always have this feelingThat you bring to meTake another look into my heart...I love you...honestly.

Always And Forever
If one day u feel like cring...Call me. I don't pomise that i will make you laugh but i can cry with you.If one day u want to run away-dont be afaraid to call me. I don't pomise to ask u to stop...But i can run with you.If one day u don't want to listen to anyone...Call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if you call...And there is not answer...Come fast to see me.Maybe i need u. Remember everone needs a friend don't ever leave the one you love fot the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

Always A Stick In The Mudd
OK here it is.... My ex-a-hole husband and my lovely daughter decided to look at my profile and come up with their own ideas of what I have in my family only folder.... so for now because I was threatened about going to family court I have to either make them private or delete them for now. I get so mad because fubar is my fun time, wtf. So im sorry family but for now this is something I have to do ugggggggggghhhhhhhhh, fucking men and nosy daughters.

Always...(words To A Friend)
Jul 26, 2009 5:09 PMBelle...a.k.a. HellzBelle Subject: Always...(words to a friend) Always...There is an end for all things...always.... The "beast" would have one not see the end...for that...would cause ones demise...Most assuredly by ones own means...that...is the goal of the "beast". To destroy to the ones that are the prophets...for they will walk this earth longer than any others... They will suffer more...They will be scorned yet they will know not why...They will try to be silenced...by the masses...For being "different"...Therefore they will be feared by the majority...The mindless. They will be called "evil"...That is the deception....that is the "TRIC"...For it is not the "good"...that die young when taken by the hands of the "beast"...It is the weak & decieved...The ones that cannot see...the end. The End...which...in the rite time...Will be...the beginning.We must keep the fight...We must hold the ground...We are the ones that must bleed profusely for lifetimes old...

Always Remember
It was devastating & regardless of whether you support the war or not, it was all set in motion because of 09/11/01. The same people who were crying out for justice & revenge are probably some of the same ones who are protesting the war now. They must have forgotten the pain of that day, or how scared it made people. They must have forgotten all of the innocent AMERICANS that died that day for just going about their daily lives. They must have forgotten about the firemen and policemen & brave AMERICANS who died trying to save others. They must have forgotten that the men & women overseas fighting this war are from OUR country. OUR sons, OUR daughters, OUR mothers OUR fathers, OUR friends, OUR brothers, & OUR sisters are over there fighting & serving so this doesn't happen again. When you speak out against the war we are in, you are desecrating the memory of those who died on 09/11/01 & against the memory of those who died fighting in a war for a cause that is very much wort

Always Stop And Think Of My Sir
ALWAYS STOP AND THINK OF MY SIR Accept my Sir as He is ALWAYS Love my Sir ALWAYS Want to please my Sir ALWAYS Anticipate the desires, wants and needs of my Sir ALWAYS Yes or no Sir is not ONLY respectful, but required ALWAYS Submit and surrender to my Sir ALWAYS Stop to think of my actions, thoughts and impulses with respect to my Sir ALWAYS Think of my Sir and what he would say? (Yes, that pleases Me or NO that displeases Me) ALWAYS Obey any and all rules (Old/New and Temp/Perm) of my Sir ALWAYS Pleasing my Sir is my pleasure ALWAYS Accept His decisions and opinions ALWAYS Never ever disrespect my Sir ALWAYS Do NOT hold back that my needs are NOT being met from my Sir ALWAYS Think of my actions, words, as well as the consequences of them with respect to my Sir ALWAYS He is my TOP priority and focus and my Sir ALWAYS I belong to my Sir ALWAYS No is an acceptable response from my Sir ALWAYS Know what pleases and displeases my Sir ALWAYS ONLY my Sir controls

Always Something There To Remind
I walk along the city streets you used to walk along with me, and every step I take reminds me of just how we used to be. Well, how can I forget you, boy? When there is always something there to remind me. always something there to remind me. As shadows fall, I pass a small cafe where we would dance at night. And I can't help recalling how it how it felt to kiss and hold you tight Well, how can I forget you, boy? When there is always something there to remind me. always something there to remind me. I was born to love her, and I'll never be free. You'll always be a part of me. If you should find you miss the sweet and tender love we used to share. Just go back to the places where we used to go, and I'll be there Well, how can I forget you, boy? When there is always something there to remind me. always something there to remind me. I was born to love her, and I'll never be free You'll always be a part of me. 'cause there is always something there to remind me. always something there t

Always
i love your smile. i love your devilish laugh. i love the way you love me. i love the way you say "yonkers". i love how you make my body feel with the tips of your fingers against my skin. i love how you look at me when you tell me you love. i love all the support you give me. i love how you can make me smile when im about to cry. i love how you never stifle me when i have something to say even tho it makes no sense. baby i love you now always and forever you are my everything and i promise never to let you down. ishka to the bibblets (h)

Always There
24 July 2010 Ever since that day, you are always on my mnd. A place where I keep you, watching you, taking care of you. Being there when you need me most. Making them special days memorable to you. Always There My Darling, you are never forgotten. Whenever I close my eyes, it is your beautiful face I see. Your loving hand in mine. The smell of your breath. Wrapped delicately in your blanket. Always There. Your loving fingers, around two beautiful roses with care. Into them gorgeous eyes I loved to stare. All I saw was Darkness, nothing there. Into te Dark Abyss I do stare. Always There. My life without you, it is painfully incomplete. The tenderness of your touoch, I miss it so much. Not a day goes by that you are not on my mind. You were my life. Always There. My baby, I miss you so,I hope this you surely know. Can you hear me? Are my words loud enough? Are they getting through? Luna Sylene, you have my heart. To you this I bestow, no other woman shall have it no, no, no. Alw

Always Wondering Why
I want to call you, so damn bad. I don't know what it's like, to have a Mom or Dad. I would love to know, you don't understand. What I would give, just to hold your hand. To hear you say, just one time. That you love me, that you're proud to be mine. My parents, the same people that brought me into this world. To actually acknowledge, your baby girl. I hold the phone, with tears in my eyes. Knowing I can't call you, always wondering why.

Alwys A Heart Achnever A Taker
This is the story of my life. Ever since I came to this town. From 1969 up and to this date 2009. All I have evr done was to try to find the man who would love me for me.But no I would wind up with the ones who wanted money or sex.I never knew what was real true love.I have been marreid twice in my life time so far. My frist one passed awat in 1997. And my 2ed one up and just left me. But some how somw way it has made me stronger. I guess it was by the grace of God. Someday soon Mr. Right will come along. I will not have to look for them thay will find me.I was ready to give up altogether. But there is light at the end. Ok I gusee I will start here. And that is that I am a kindhearted, loveing preson. I am always trying to help out others in one way or an other. I would give the shirt off of my own back if someone needed it. I sit and listion to somw proublems that teens have with there parents. The reaso for that is cause some of the teens say , That there own paents will not take the

Alyda
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When tommorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready, in heaven far above, and that I'd have to leave behind, all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, so much yet to do, it seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, just

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Alzheimer's Disease
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Alzheimer's Walk
I am reaching out to the fubar community to help out here. I am doing a Memory Walk for the Alzheimer's Association, and I am looking for donations to help out this noble cause. If you have some spare change, or want to help out please visit my page. Please click here to donate If you have any questions, let me know. the Dragon">

1:20 Am
This is a real story. If you play counter-strike you will love it. Its still funny if you don't. One of my roomates is hella dirty.. well actually they are all dirty and i clean up after them// but one guys room is Particularly dirty.. and its so filthy that when he opens the door it smells up the entire house.. so this was the first time he left it open and went somewhere i guess.. my other roomates were at home.. i grabbed 2 big cans of aerosol sprays and screamed "Fire in the hole!" and ran into his room.. I sprayed the entire contents of both cans.. By this time my other roomates had come down to his room cuz they were wondering wahts going on.. It was all smokey cuz of the sprays and I walked out slowly, both empty cans in my hands and as the smoke cleared a little, i said "Counter-Terrorists win" my ex gfs (yes plural) bothered me today. lame. friend: I think a large part of it is that I want acceptance, to be a part of a group, to be noticed, included, paid attention to...

2 Am
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me, Threatening the life it belongs to And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud And I know that you'll use them, however you want to But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button now

6am......
yeah its 6 am here....feeling rather...odd and kind of pathetic. yeah yeah like you care; but wtf why not find some place on the web to describe my idiotic feelings? *smiles w/ no mirth* I could go on and on but.......mostly i feel this because i have no control in my life. Or right now thats how i feel....having been up xx hours so far.(can;t recall exact number too tired) and need sleep. but thats not why i'm writing is it? No; just want some real friends. those that won't turn their backs on me, those that i can actually see and hang with. Hopefully by me coming on here i'll make some local friends. feeling pathetic because i have hardly any friends i can relate too that will in turn trust me. Trust and loyalty are big things with me. i'm willing to give it, if i will recieve it in turn.....

@ 5 A.m.
Have to be @ the hospital for 5am for surgery. Will be in the hosp. a few days and then it will take me 6 weeks to recover. So....... when I get to feeling good enough to get on~ I will. Hugs to everyone xoxo Peace My-comments.com - More Myspace Comments!

230 Am
2:30 AM Staying up all night thinking of you My heart won�t let me sleep I watch the clock creep inch by inch But time just seems to slow down I cannot breathe to calm myself No lights keep me awake My stars don�t shine above my head But my eyes do not close to rest You halt my dreams to make them real And force me to believe I cannot wake, for I am not asleep With thoughts of you around me Darkness brings no comfort to the night And no ending to my mind I only feel you when you aren�t there And wish you could love me too With no way back, try to sleep No way to close my eyes I think of you, still in my head With no dreams, and no hope I only can imagine you don�t see me I can not sleep without you

Am
AM To believe in what I am. What I was, what I could be. I am who I am, I know this. I love this. But why? Doesn't someone see. The soft, teary, gentle lover beneath the rags the riches. Under all the cosmetic improvisions. I am true. I am love. I am anyone and everyone. All you could ever want, need or yearn for. I am everything to everyone, but nothing to anyone. I am a sister, a daughter. I am a faceless stranger in every crowd. I am colours, I am pale. I am green, with envy. I am who I am. High maintenance, low self esteem, conceited, aggressive and recessive. I am mortal, eternal. Everlasting. Lasting forever. Dying to live for a day. This day. The day we all share. I am you, I am afraid of what I do not know. I am fearless, in the face of danger. I am strong, weak. living for the moment. Dying for a chance. I am everyone. I am a child, a lover, a friend and foe. A dreamer, a do-er. I am, Who am I? I am human.

4:00 A.m.
It's 4:00 a.m. & the rain has fallen incessantly for hours. My inconsistent thoughts keep coming back to you. Passion filled brown eyes glazed by the twilight. The rushing sounds of creek water in the distance. I love the smiles that come with new. Momentarily restored faith. Wrapping oneself in brevity. What is life really but a series of events? Eventually for a brief moment, my mind will dwell on your essence at 4:00 a.m.

5am
im fallen down has far as you will let me fall.. when ya gonna catch me if you catch me at all.. the years are flyin by so fast.. i can barely catch my breath.. you said are love was true.. but then you brought me down with you.. in this quicksand called life i am sinking fast getting pulled in.. but you never gave me a second glance.. then i knew it was the end.. we all make mistakes and we cant change what we do.. just wish that i wasnt a mistake done by you.. im fallen down as far as you will let me fall when you gona catch me if you catch me at all.. 15 years old and not a dime to her name.. she was rough around the edges to hide her pain.. with no money in her picket she didnt know what to do.. so she stood on the corner to try to pay her dues.. sad n cold n all alone.. she had nobody no love no home..5 days later she was gone nobody noticed not even her mom.. she left this world with a different kinda blue.. no love that she had no love was true.. down by the bridge they found a

2:15 Am A Few Months Ago
This experience happened a few months ago... I just wanted to share. Well, while sleeping the night away, I was awoken by someone pounding on the front door. I thought this quite unusual since I live in a very quiet and mellow neighborhood..... Someone was beating the shit out of the front door in order to get some attention.... as each series of knocks and pounds slowly lifted me out of slumber.... I began to wonder "What the fuck?"... Finally I became coherent enough to raise myself out of bed and walk to the front door... The clock coldly displayed 2:46 am. I was all prepared to shout "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?! IT IS 3 OCLOCK IN THE FUCKING MORNING?"... I am glad I didn't. Upon opening the front door, I was greeted by a pale and frail little old lady in her nineties only about 5 ft tall and probably weighing in at, maybe 80 lbs. soaking wet. She wore no pants but had a night shirt that just barely covered her butt. Standing there stupidly and in sleepy disbelief, it

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Amanda's Random Thoughts From Time To Time!
Girl Facts When a girl says she likes you, she wants you to ask her out. When u break a girls heart, she'll still feel it 3 years later When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " she means it.

Amanda's Blog
Since you left me I suddenly became stronger And became what I can be And it's all because your gone! I think to myself Why did I hide All my feelings on the shelf And put me to the side? I'm realizing now I'm standing tall And able to take a bow Because all I did was fall. You made me feel horrible Like I was nothing Now you're not my trouble I know I"m something. I wasted my time on you And than I realized What I had to do To not listen to lies. I had to let you go And even if it took me a while It was for the best though Because all the things you said were vile! You made me sick And blinded me To all it became to thick But now I can see. I can see I was used And not physically I was thrown and abused And you did that mentally! You made me hurt And why did I stay Your nothing but a jerk And I'm happy I'm now away. All we went through And all the things you said When you called me your boo

5:31 Am And Still No Fucking Sleep
Ok so I'm so bored out of my mind. I just joined this site about 3 days ago and ive met some cool people and i've also noticed how completely moronic some people on here really are but you gotta take the good with the bad right? Anyways I am so damn tired but for some reason my brain doesn't have an off button, hell it doesn't even have a pause button so I'm still awake at 5:33am and i'm so tired that I can barely keep my eyes open, yet when I get in bed and lay down I can't keep them closed. What can I say i'm a girl of many contridictions, hell i'm a walking contridiction. Did I mention I was bored? Anyways this is me being bored, and random and whiny hope you don't mind, even if you did I wouldn't care but anyways, guess i'll try to sleep again even though it's pretty useless considering I have class in a few hours and then work and then homework, gotta love being a grown up eh? ♥Adrienne

Amanda's Mindless Ramblings
I don't have much to write about, but I feel the need to write something because I'm about to go out of my mind. I'm ssssooooooo tired. I tried to take a nap before the kid woke up, but I got maybe 20 minutes of a cat nap in, and then she woke me. I got everything up and out of the way that she could hurt herself on, locked the doors, made her breakfast, got out a bunch of toys for her to play with, and tried to doze a little. I was thinkin' I'd doze on the couch, wake up every half hour or so, check her over, love on her, give hersomething else to drink (every once in a while, when I'm extremely tired, I do this.) But it's a no go. She insists on coming over and feeding me her fake food she got for Christmas. So I've made a pot of coffee and I'm up. And now I got a bitchin' head ache because of her trains. See, yesterday I took down the rails and all that because she just kept wrecking it and I figured that she's just not ready for it like we thought. So, I put all the rails up, b

Amanda's Poems
Love. Unspoken promises from heart-to-heart. Two kindred souls bound as one. From beginning to end,there's never a doubt. A single chain,many links,holds sanity there. One flame that never grown dim. Sweet whispers in your ear. A hand to fit your own. Your companion on an everlasting journey. The smile that brightens your day. Those eyes that touch your soul. Never any regrets from start to finish. A special time to last a lifetime. Your shared weakness. An everlasting joy. Mutual feelings of longing. That sweet sugar to replenish your soul. A beauty unmatched by anything human. Love. With cuts so deep and scars so vibrant,my soul runs free in a trapped,malicious world.My innermost tortures seep out of my self-inflicted incisions in a crimson fashion.Each invasion of my being forms memories and scars,every time going deeper into my existence.My wounds run deep,as do my memories.Pain,guiilt,frustration,anger,sadness...all reasons to start,yet all reasons to stop.My emo

Amanda's Thoughts...etc.
Yesterday was our final court date for our custody battle for my husbands two oldest boys...which sounds odd to say cause they are my boys and I think of them as my own.... But we Won custody of the boys, their biological Mother does have visitation but we have Custody...hip hip hooray!!! She made her self look like a fool. She couldn't remember what grade our oldest boy was in. One of our witnesses was the Special Ed teacher for the 11yr od. ( for behavior he's adhd and lots of other stuff) and she testified that we had be very involved in Travis's school and his behavior at school and his homework etc. And that she never was that way.... (she testified on many other topics too) then once Kim was called to the stand she sat there and said that she was involved in all sorts of things and school and listed the stuff that Mrs Dugan our witness had said that we do and she did not... Which made her look like a complete IDIOT. Because what she didn't know is her standing ther

Amanda_wtf
if you have a myspace, you just might find me. if you have a fling, you just might find me. if you have a facebook, you just might find me. if you have a webdate, you just might find me. if you have a livejournal, you just might find me. if you have a blogger, you just might find me. doing naughty on webcam dirt dancer amanda dirtdancer arrogant_bytch feedtherain.blogspot.com

Amanda
Your strength and beauty is inspiring Passion exudes you with each breath Through the rain you radiate sunshine The pain doesn't stop your sheer will Tommorrow brings promise of neverending joy Happiness like you've never yet known Love will strike out the sickness and pain Nothing will bring down my sweet girl Love you Amanda, Chelle This is a blog for Amanda. She's my best friend who has cancer. A place for those who are close, to show her love, support and many prayers. We all love you sweetie!

3:30am And Bored As F
I'm bored so i thought I would start one of these blog deals. I play this mud called Waterdeep and its alot of fun but there is alot of downtime. So I sit here thinking deep thoughts. Like why are all of you breathing my air? Stop it already its my air you dirty filthy apes. Man what i wouldn't give for a banana bazooka to shoot out the neighbors windows. Why am I not out chasing women? I guess its safer this way. Hey btw if you really wanna see me nekkid send me a message and if your hot enough I'll family ya. Ok back to my game.

Amanda
My body is shaking When will it stop? My throat is all clogged up I can hardly breathe My words are all choked up I can hardly speak Why did he have to do this? Doesn't he know? I love him too much I thought that he loved me back? I guess it was not so What happenend to us? What happenend to the guy I fell for? I know I did some wrong I am trying to change I know he deserves so much better I am worthless I am nothing I was so lucky to have him I really felt something for him I felt like he was the one That I could spend the rest of my life with He kept telling me How much he loved me Then he tells me that it is over? You can not tell someone that Just to dump them I am tired of hearing That I can do better I thought that we'd be together Forever and ever I gave him everything I told him things That no one else knew I shared secrets with him I trusted him I gave him my world Now what should I do? BEST TITS He dumped me today. Six days before our

Amanda Fan , Rate, Add And Crush Me If You Like :) Aka '&hearts §έЖΨ ΜǻήÐŶ &hearts'
Amanda Fan , Rate, Add and Crush me if you like :) aka '&hearts §έЖΨ ΜǻήÐŶ &hearts' fubar page http://fubar.com/user/1476359 BUSTED a FAKE until a legitimate salute is accepted by fubar. We have no verifiable link to where the pictures were taken from but as each picture was viewed it was obvious they weren't of the same person.

Aman
A MAN WHO I LOVED MORE THAN LIFE TOOK ME AS HIS WIFE A MAN WHO I GAVE MY HEART TO BROKE MY HEART IN TWO A MAN WHO I I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR WALKED OUT THE DOOR A MAN WHO WAS MY MOON LIGHT MIST SHOWED HIS LOVE WITH HIS FIST A MAN WHO WAS MY ONE AND ONLY WALKED OUT AND LEFT ME LONELY NOW THAT MAN I DONT KNOW WHY STILL HS A WAY OF MAKING ME CRY MY LOVE FOR HIM IS NOT THE SAME I KNOW I AM PART TO BLAME dedra

Amanda's Poetry
I am tired of trying tired of caring we can't be together but we cant seem to stay apart when I finally have my heart set on walking out that door you walk in with that cocky smile full of empty promises and I cant help but stay we cant have a civil conversation between my temper and your pride we're both too stubborn for our own good that's why we don't leave that's why we cant stay so now you've finally decided you've had enough when I walk in with my shy smile full of empty promises and you cant help but stay... Ok so i want to share some of my work with my new friends and family! so im gonna start posting my poetry in this blog! Hope you like it! The lover sleeps and amid his dreams His angel comes on sunlit beams. To awaken him with kisses sweet, for her love for him is oh so deep. She wakes him with her caresses light, upon his skin and smiles so bright. And in her eyes, he sees the love, she feels for him neath the stars above. He co

ღamandaღ Is On A Mission And Needs Our Help
I AM ON A MISSION & I NEED YOUR HELP MEET MY FU-OWNER farscapecat~Shadow Leveler@ fubar As of right now she needs 1,600,700 points to make Godmother. I would love to see this happen before July 15th (that is when her ownership of me ends) but I don't think I can make this happen on my own. Please drop by and show her some love. She is an awesome lady to have as a friend. She ALWAYS returns any love shown. So it's a WIN/WIN situation for everyone. You make a great new friend and you both get points!! Pimpout By ღAMANDAღ ~Shadow Leveler~Owned by farscapecat@ fubar (repost of original by 'ღAMANDAღ ~Shadow Leveler~Owned by farscapecat' on '2008-06-27 09:47:20')

Amanda
We're asking everyone to give us a hand for a great friend. She is always there for helping as a Shadow Leveler and now she needs our help. She's an awesome person and in a giveaway for a 3 month VIP and she needs your help! Please click the link and help her out! Thanks! This bully brought to you with love from her fellow angels: ~Farscapecat~Shadow Leveler~Yeahmon's Angels!~R/L wife of Passionman71@ fubar Kat1114 {SHADOW LEVELERS} Owned by YEAHMON, Owner of Yeahmon, Blueeyes, Farscapecat & Amanda@ fubar (repost of original by '~Farscapecat~Shadow Leveler~Yeahmon's Angels!~R/L wife of Passionman71' on '2008-09-10 07:24:55')

Amandas Thoughts
the first minute loud louder loud, bang banging bang people cars animals wind rain and hail focus focusing focus,imagine imaginary imagine. 58 chanells on cable running at once 100 dinners of a 100 people conversing concentrate concentrating concentrate shut it down shut it out hand to mouth read sing play talk be heard nothing comes out screaming in silence making it stop made it stop stopping it now i'm me love me hear me cuddle me reach out and hold me praise me relax relaxing relax calm calming calm dont yell at me i can hear,be pateint with instruction thousand things going on seperating the one that counts i'm a machine a computer reacting to everyones expectations all this in only the first minute you meet me be honest do i look like i have autism. By Amandalyn 2006

Amanda Sh*t
My friend Rodney and I made this up after I got off work last night! It's a Rap so enjoy! Walk in early I dunno wat to do The customers walk in n treat us like poo We serve n talk n act so kind Nothing but asshole to no surprise America runs on dunkins every day Don’t ya know this place iz gay The boss is a dike n da customerz suck If they don’t like it they can lick my dough nutz Chorus: I see jelly filled dough nutz and tripple glazed but in the back of my mind I fuckin hate this place I see lemon filled and chocolate too but I fucking hate what I have to do I need a break yo I need it now like a back rub just to calm me down with pigs all round yo stressin me out give me an ice coffee just to wet my mouth Now on a whole notha level with a brand new kick You have no idea what kinda creams in it So next time u bite one just take a pause for cause cuz the chick that made it is way pissed off Chorus: So da next time ya walk in ya betta look clear to

Amantes
Miro el alba y en el instantes pienso Recuerdos gratos, que dominan mi mente Tu aroma de mujer que en mi pecho aloja Sonrisas y pasiones que compartí contigo Elevo una plegaria, para que mi amor te alcance Llene tu corazón, de emoción, e ilusión constante Al sentirte lejos de mis brazos, pues ya tú te marchaste Sabiendo que al final, seremos dos amantes

Amanda's Poetry
His Touch A gentle brush of his fingers, Sending shivers down my spine. The love I see in his eyes, Is a love that equals mine. He greets me with a smile, And leaves me with a kiss. If he were to ever leave me, I couldn't imagine what I'd miss. Maybe it's his touch, Or the way he makes me feel. But whatever it is, I'm head over heels. Author, Amanda "Little Moments" "Mommy,daddy's home!"Rings in my ears as you arrive. Smiling as our babies rush to your side. They leap into your awaiting hands, "Hug me daddy!" Is their only demands. You wrap each lovingly into an arm, My heart smiles I know they are safe from harm. Over two little heads we steal a kiss, These are the little moments we will miss. As dinner time draws near, "We're playing with daddy" is what I hear. Grow up so fast we know they will, So each day with our little moments we fill. For we both know it will soon be gone, All we will have is our little moments to carry on. Author, Amanda

Amateurmatch.com
Finally Did it,Finally paid to be an elite member of this Dateing Site,Hopefully I'm their more than here.There are many female there that Desire my Expert Tongue. Basicly a Sex Site.For us kinky Soul's.Incase some of u here are members there I'm Tongu_Master_69 When ever I make Love or Lust I fantasize I'm a Porn Star.I always Satisfy my Lover before myself.Orgasmic Delight,Multibles.MMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Amateur Rates
amateurrates@ CherryTAP Amateur Rates is a site with Adult Pictures, etc. The run a monthly Amateur Contest. I also currently sponser their contest with a product to the winner each month. The JULY CONTEST JUST STARTED....so why not check it out... I think you ladies would do greeatttttttt on there.. the website is www.amateurrates.com

Amaterdam
i am going to Amsterdam Nov.1--28 i will be at the bulldog hotel hope to see u all at the big party!!!!!!!! i do tours there if u want to see the best coffee shop in Amsterdam i am at the bulldog hotel louie the Bull Dog hotel in Amsterdam it the best place to party were the party is 24/7 yes there is a tour for stoner's. i will be in Amsterdam Nov. 1--28 at the Bulldog hotel.were the party is 24---7. u will get to smoke the best weed n see the best coffee shops in Amsterdam. hope to see u all there it will be a big PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Amateur Nsfw
I guess I'll flag this NSFW since the topic is NSFW. I love totally amateur models; "girls next door" literally if you will. There is something very exciting about a woman who is willing to share her body with strangers online. I do not find all of the women here attractive physically, but I would never insult a woman for sharing herself. It takes guts, and frankly it's a bit of a turn on (physical or not) just that she's willing to do it. I find it appalling that some of the people on this website will openly insult women who they find unattractive. You have a choice - "don't look". I find it hard to believe they'd have the nads to walk up to a stranger in a real bar and insult them to their face. Anyway, for any ladies who post these photos - I found a Fu girl recently with a series of photos of herself masturbating. The pictures were of very poor quality, but it really turned me on. Why! Because it was real! She was real. Great stuff. There are a couple of other

Amatueru // Sara //stiletto Girl//
amatueRU // Sara //Stiletto Girl// fubar page http://fubar.com/user/676054 FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE The MySpace page this person lists in their fubar Blog that they made for "fubar Friends": http://www.myspace.com/324836237 The REAL MySpace of the person this FAKE stole pictures and identity from: http://www.myspace.com/amatue The REAL person: This FAKE made the mistake of mixing other female pictures in with this model's pictures. They also made the mistake of making a FAKE MySpace for "fubar Friends" that is set to private. They slipped up and put in the wrong year of birth on the FAKE MySpace page AND a FAKE location of residence. Sources say the REAL person does not even speak much English.