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Am I Dreaming
I have never looked into your eyes, But I have in my dreams. I have never felt your soft touch on my skin, But I have in my dreams. I have never felt our hearts beat together, But I have in my dreams. I have never seen the wanting in your eyes as you look into mine, But I have in my dreams. How can a love be this strong, If it's only in my dreams. Darkness is a friend, A ally. Darkness allows us to understand others, to see what they value when they believe no one else is looking. It allows us to be honest with our seleves, to express those values that we would disvow in the light. The light blinds us it is only in the dark that we see clearly, there is no light here just you and me am I awake? can this be real? I'm drunk in my desire as you lay next to me in a bed of rose pedals and forgotten dreams. somehow you brought it all back to me feelings of erotic passion and a breath of life I thought they were forever lost in an eternal darkness left by lo

Am I Evil?
I Can Make You Love Me. Aquarius - I Fuck For Fun. Gemini - I Fuck Better Than You. Cancer - I Can Make You Love Me. Leo - I Fuck Like No Other! Virgo - I'm The Best At Sex! Libra - I'm Great In Bed! Scorpio - I'll Make You Scream My Name. Sagittarius - I Have Great Lips To Kiss! Taurus - I'm Sexy As Hell. Capricorn - I Can Have Sex All Night Long! Pisces - When I Put It On You, You'll Be Sprung For Life. Aries - I'm A Lover, Not A Hater. You Are 74% Evil You are very evil. And you're too evil to care. Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.How Evil Are You?

Am I Evil?
I am an addict. However, I am not hooked on drugs or alchohol. I am a sex addict, and I freely admit it. Ordinarily this would not be a problem, right? Well, it makes everything, shall we say, awkward. I want it constantly. I need it much more often that I get it. I love my wife, but she does not understand. At all. I do not want to hurt her. She cannot keep up with me. She doesn't even try. I find myself looking at other women more and more. I cannot really even stand myself anymore. I have tried most everything to slake my lust but to no avail. The only thing that helps is physical contact with a willing partner. I really don't want to do anything stupid. I wish I knew how to make it stop.

Am I Funny Or What?
Subject: Two Elderly Friends Two Elderly Friends Two elderly friends, Larry and Ken, met in the park every day to feed the pigeons, watch the squirrels and discuss world problems. One day Larry didn't show up. Ken didn't think much about it and figured maybe he had a cold or something. But after Larry hadn't shown up for a week or so, Ken really got worried. However, since the only time they ever got together was at the park, Ken didn't know where Larry lived, so he was unable to find out what had happened to him. A month had passed, and Ken figured he had seen the last of Larry, but one day, Ken approached the park and -- lo and behold -- there sat Larry! Ken was very excited and happy to see him and told him so. Then he said, "For crying out loud Larry, what in the world happened to you?" Larry replied, "I have been in jail." "Jail?" cried Ken. "What in the world for ?" "Well," Larry said, "you know Sue, that cute little blonde waitress at the coffee shop

Am I Forgotten ?
Am I forgotten? Am I invisible? I dont know. If so.. life goes on. I however will not forget those i have loved or known. Take comfort in that knowledge. I ask this only cause i've not heard from anyone here... i began to ponder ... am i forgotten? You judge this for yourself.

Am I Good Enough?
I have been doing some thinking about people that I have met in my life. I wonder why I'm never good enough. You meet someone and you have hopes, dreams, and wishes about them. You act yourself and they say that is enough. They tell you that you are pretty, sexy, and all those things that we all long to hear. Then one day you find out that it is was never true. However, they don't tell you. They let you go on believing that everything is fine. That you are what they are looking for. However, you know that it isn't true. You ask why? If it was something that you might have done, when did things change, and why won't you talk to about it. We all have been hurt in one way or another. We really hope the next time our hearts won't get hurt, bruised or even broken. But, there are some people out there that I believe enjoy hurting others. Why can't people be honest? Why can't people say what they mean and mean what they say. There are some people out there that have very big hearts.

Am I Going Crazy??
I LOST MY DAUGHTER AND BEST FRIEND WITHIN 10 MONTHS OF EACHOTHER, I STILL HAVE A 7 YR. OLD SON HE'S THE BEST, BUT STILL THERE ARE DAYS I JUST WANNA GIVE UP. WHY MY KID? MY FAMILY??... BUT I KNOW IT HAPPENS TO A LOT OF US. I'M Having a hard time keeping my mind sane cuz it just wants to die too. I know I have to be strong for my son. Am I goin crazy or is life really shitty sometimes????????

Am I Gay
Last nite I was at a freinds house when he and his wife started watching some porn, as we sat there a scene came on with 2 guys and a girl. Nothing new until one of the guys started to suck the other guy while the girl did him with a strap-on. I have never thought of these things until my freinds wife Who is short 5'3" maybe a little chubby asked me if I liked it. I was actually quite hard watching it. My freind was very drunk and said you guys watch this shit I am going to bed when his wife said she slipped a seraquel into his drink because she wanted to fuck me, but since I was turned on by the guy guy action would I like to try it. I said yes so we went a few houses down the street to another house where a slim young woman answered the door, my freinds wife Rachel, asked if Sammy and kenny could play the girl giggled and said all the time....will finish this later

Am I Here Yet?
Well, things are going pretty good right now. I just subscribed for some poetry and I won a contest which is really cool. I've been going out with my boyfriend for 8 months. College=tough but I'm getting through. Only less then a year left and I'm OuTta there. Trying to focus on my dreams and eventually get to where I want to go. And Im just rambling so Im going to stop. Don't even have time to go to these websites I'm just working on my video for my video production class in Lockport and waiting for it to stop downloading so I can have my perfect DVD/Video to turn it in. well im out. Blessed Be and PEACE

Am I Hated????
I have noticed that I have somehow attracted the attention of white power skinheads on cherry tap. Well, if they want to go with the God hates fags statements they should study the bible and not just the king James version but the original Hebrew and Greek manuscripts from which the English or king James version was derived. First of all you will notice that images or icons are strictly forbidden in the 10 commandments and many times thereafter, So those pictures of white Jesus are a big no no! Also His name was not Jesus but Joshua "pronounced Ya Shoo Ah" Jesus is a Latin name for his title Not his name. study further and you will learn that all law (in Jesus' own words) hinges on two laws love God first, And love others. Any fool can take any thing said in the bible and turn it for wicked use, In fact this is part of the design of the bible to choose evil or good. The whole purpose being that we lived before in spiritual body and there was rebellion by some so we all wi

Am I Horny Or What
check out my little brothers site he is spartan 117 he's my little brother a spitting image ... give him all the love that u give me. i have some new pics up mostly of my tats. please tell me what u think i doubt u will see this bulletin b4 u do but please i would appreciate all comments. see ya all out there. IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A PUNK FOR REAL. REPOST IT SAYING " IF YOU HAD ME ALONE

Am I Here
I was thinking the ather day. I work and work and don't seem to get anywhere. Don't get me wrong my kids are taken care of, but I just really can't figure out where this life is going. I guess it's like a lottery ticket you just wait and see. Life really sucks sometimes.

Am I Hot?
Hook a brotha up :D I've been entered in a "Mr Fubar" contest. Most comments wins, bombing is allowed. :D This is the link to my entry~~> At least i think it is, it's still "private" until contest begins at 3 :D So, if you are so inclined, feel free to comment bomb it. :D The contest begins today, Saturday August 11 at 3PM est and ends at midnight est on Tuesday August 21. Thank you and have a wonderful day! I love my friends! Nobody loves you like I do!

Am I Him
It is the thoughts I have of us that keep me awake at night. The fear that my thoughts will never be a reality, and the closest we will get are the visions in my head. I try to clear my mind and place my soul at ease to rest my body, but an inadvertent placement of my hand or adjustment of my waist and thoughts are once again of you and I. How perfectly we would fit embraced as the night progressed and morning brought us yet another day together. It is these thoughts that keep me awake and yet, encourage me to fall asleep. For I know that the promise of tomorrow is that it may not end like today, and my thoughts will be a reality. I would hate to be him…… I would hate to be him; the one who had your heart and held it so frivolously. I would hate to be him: he who has held your hand and body, not realizing it was a gift and a privilege. I would hate to be him; to have something as precarious as your love and time, only to take it for granted. I would hate to be h

Am I Insecure?
As most of you know..I work nights...So there can be a lot of downtime...It's during those times that you start talking to friends about personal things in your life...And I'm the type of person that will talk about most anything with someone that I feel comfortable with. One of the nurses and I got into a conversation about relationships...Her past almost like my own...As in relationships of course...She asked about my trip to CA coming up...And I told her about it...She told me at one time she had had a long distance relationship with someone...It actually lasted a few years...All of it from a distance...I told her there was no way I could be that far away from someone that I wanted a life with for that long...Asked her how she could do it...Her answer...It was convenient for her...Hmmm...Not into the convenience of things...So..I know it wouldn't work for me... Told her I had to have certain things...personal things...More private time than on the phone...or in mail...She said

Am I In The Wrong?
Am I in the wrong to be pissed at my live in boyfriend for talking on the internet to other girls?I go on his Yahoo and I see that he has added one or two girls like every other day.I feel like he is out on the internet seeking these women to talk to.He erases his archives so I can't read them and that is why i feel he is hiding something from me.He says he is not talking to these women to "get with them" just that he is bored and to pass the time.I have caught him twice before saying inappropriate things to 2 women so I really don't trust him on the internet.I started out with him just talking on the internet,that is how we met.I do love him and want to be able to trust him but i feel like I am pushing him away.But on the other hand he should understand that it is disrespectful to me for him to be talking to these other women on his yahoo and he should see how much it hurts me.

Am I Just Bein A Bitch?.......
On Thursday I left for a not so difficult 7 hour trip that I was very excited about and was supposed to arrive at my destination around 3 or 4 oclock in the afternoon at the latest. Well my good buddy Murphy has taken permanent residence on my ass and never misses an opportunity to remind me he's there! As usually happens I started having some trouble with my radiator on wednesday night and discovered a patched crack that was causing the problem. Being the optimist that I am (you'd think experience would break me of that pesky optimism thing) i decide to pick up a new radiator and replace it when I get back over the weekend as I did not want to be late. Ha think again says Murphy! I got approximately 3 hours into my 7 hour journey when I began to overheat - after the second time of stopping in BF oklahoma and adding water and trying to temporarily fix the problem I finally gave in and pulled into a parking lot off of the highway to change the radiator. Now comes my reason for the

Am I Just Wishful Thinking?
wishful thinking IS SO CLOSE TO LEVELING.. SHE DOES NEED 95,000 BUT AT LEVEL 21 THATS NOTHING. PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW HER LOT'S OF LOVE. IF ANYONE OF FUBAR DESERVES IT ITS HER. ωιѕђƒuΊ♥tђιŋЌιŋg@ fubar CONTEST LINK IF YOU HAVE SOME TIME TO SPARE THANK YOU AND MUCH LOVE KDM & DAWN

Am I Kinky
Your Mind is PG-13 Rated Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy. You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.Do You Have a Dirty Mind? You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Blind Folds83%Bondage75%Whips58%Biting58%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Am I Kinky?
Daring, confident, animalistic You like to have a lot of sex and try a lot of things. You are very kinky and have a lot of confidence in yourself. You like to explore all aspects of sexuality because it is something that interests you a lot. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Am I Kissable?
For any friends and fans I may have out there, I just want to know if you think I am kissable. If so, I want to enter the most kissable male contest here on Fubar. If you would like more details follow this link..http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861. I will definately return the favor whenever needed. Thanks Fubar Fam.

Am I Missing Something?!?!?
TODAY I HAD THE BEST DAY!! IT WAS NOTHING I EXPECTED AT ALL.... BUT EVERYTHING I WISHED FOR. :D I HAD COFFEE ON FOR ME IN THE MORNING. I EVEN GOT TO LOUNGE AROUND FOR A FEW HOURS BEFORE DOING ANYTHING. (EVEN BETTER) MY SISTER TOOK ME FOR LUNCH!! (GOTTA LOVE PINA COLADAS) LOL THEN I CAME HOME TO A CLEAN HOUSE WITH SUPPER BEING COOKED! I LOVE BBQ.. WELL ANYTHING BBQ'D LOL. TO END OFF THIS DAY... I PLAYED POKER AND DID AWESOME..TILL I WENT ALL IN. *NOTE TO SELF* NEVER GO ALL IN!!! DOH! OH WELL.. JUST WANTED TO SHARE MY HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY STORY. HOPE ALL YOU MOTHER'S ENJOYED IT AS MUCH AS I DID!! *HUGS* TO ALL THE MOTHER'S THAT I KNOW! SINCERELY, ~PROUD MOTHER~ WHY IS WE GO THROUGH LIFE HURTING EACH OTHER.. WHY IS WHEN LIFE LOOKS YOU IN THE FACE AND GIVES YOU CHOICES... I END UP MAKING THE WRONG ONES... WHY IS THAT I CAN'T GET OVER THIS PAIN? WHY IS THAT I CAN'T STOP HURTING THE ONES AROUND ME... I'VE HAD A LOT OF ISSUES WITH THIS... I END UP HURTING THE ONES I CARE ABOUT THE MOST.

Am I Missed
I miss you so much, this I cannot express. I miss your soft touch, and your love I confess. Looking in the night, I search for your eyes. Wondering how far, I am from your skies. As I fix upon a star, I wonder if you see the same. I know you are afar, but maybe you're playing my game. Minutes feel like hours, and days feel like years. I miss your constant assurance, the drying of my tears.

Am I Pretty Now?
Here comes the ugly one Looking sad and wearing black Those stupid fucking preps all laugh Because she looks so fat Trying to ignore the comments She walks, looking at the floor Since she doesn't say a word They shout more ugly words The jocks throw their footballs at her And the anorexic sluts just laugh She's teased in science, she teased in p.e She's even teased in math Everyday, the same routine, She runs into her room and cries She thinks that no one cares If she just curled up and died Then one day after normal teasing, She finally had enough She couldn't handle all their teasing And other stupid stuff She grabbed some lipstick and put it on her lips She grabbed her long black skirt And then started to rip At the corner of her eye She spotted a pointy blade She slashed her wrists until Her vision started to fade Suddenly, she fell Colapsing on a towel The words carved in her wrists read, Am I Pretty Now?

Am I Pretty????
Cueshe - Back To Me Sometimes I feel like I like I�m all alone Wondering how, what have I done wrong Maybe I�m just missing you all along When will you be coming home Back to me... There were times I felt like giving up Haunted by memories I can't give up Wish that I never let you go and slip away Had enough reasons for you to stay... Can you feel me? See me falling away (See me falling away) Did you hear me? I'm calling out your name (I�m calling out your name) Cause I�m barely hanging on Baby you need to come home Back to me... Sleepless nights Cause you're not here by my side Cold as ice I feel deep down inside Maybe I�m just missing you all along When will you be coming home Can you feel me? See me falling away (See me falling away) Did you hear me? I'm calling out your name (I�m calling out your name) Cause I�m barely hanging on Baby you need to come home When will you be coming home Back

Am I 'posed 2 Feel Bad?
OK, so I have been writin' dese blogs, tryin' 2 make ppl c what kind of woman Mysticfairy really is & I have all kinds of ppl comin' 2 me tellin' me I hurt her. I guess da truth does hurt some ppl, but she is weak neway. Dis woman is pregnant w twins, by a man who don' want her or da babies & she is hurt cause I said some words? Wow, get priorities straight woman. U should b more worried bout findin' some1 2 raise ur bastard children 4 u. So, Guy tells me on messenger last night dat she ready 2 leave now, cause of me. I say do it. Don't blame me, cause ur not wanted. Blame urself. Always playin' da pity me card, but never really lookin' out 4 otha ppl. U need 2 get da hell up off Guy's nut sack & move da fuck on. He don' want ur nasty skank ass. U fat, u ugly & u claim dat dere r plenty of ppl who find u sexi. My ass!! Dey only sayin' dat cause U ez bitch. U pregnant now, so dey ain' gotta worry bout dat w u. U kno, like I said n my last blog, u really do need 2 just go

Am I Please Tell Me Am I Sexual Stalker And Pervert
Ok Ladies, I have talked to EACH of you personally and most of you on a daily basis. Up until recently I was seeing someone as you ALL know and I made it known I was taken. WELL, that being said the So-Called Fire Chief is spreading around rumors that I am a Sexual Deviant and Pervert (Which May Be True) but, HAVE I EVER BEEN ANYTHING BUT RESPECTFUL TO YOU LADIES??? I compliment you but, I keep it respectful and honest. I don't lie to you or tell you bull. If I say I'm gonna do something I do it. It may take me a few days but I get it done as fast as I can. So PLEASE comment here on how I have treated and talked to you. I feel we have a GREAT family starting here and I DO NOT want lies messing that up. So please EVERYONE comment About what you think of me as a person, even if its BAD I will NOT delete it. Thanks Ladies for being apart of ALL This I Appreciate You All "Colonel"

Am I Really????
TexCat -- [adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com The porno of TexCat's life will be called ... "Barely passable mutants gone wild!" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com What ridiculous surgery should NANCY get? Have an easy bake oven inserted into your stomach so that you can make treats on the go 'What ridiculous surgery should you get?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Am I Really That Goodlooking......
SO AM I. I HEAR IT ALOT FROM FRIENDS HERE AND I HEAR IT ALOT FROM MY FRIENDS THAT I SEE BUT AM I. I LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND I WONDER WHAT PEOPLE SEE.IS IT CAUSE I AM A GREAT DAD THAT MAKES ME SEXY,IS IT CAUSE I AM A GOOD PROVIDER,OR A PERSON WHO REALLY LISTENS WHEN A WOMAN TALKS TO ME,OR IS IT CAUSE I AM GOOD LOOKIN.I GET IT FROM YOUNGER WOMAN AND OLDER.BUT AM I TRULLY A SEXY MAN.DOES IT MAKE ME SEXY CAUSE I WANT THE BEST FOR MY KIDS ,BRING THEM UP IN A SMALL TOWN ON A FARM AWAY FROM THE CRAP AND GRIND OF EVERYDAY BULLSHIT.I JST DONT KNOW .IS IT TO MUCH FOR ME TO ASK THAT I FIND LOVE AND BE WITH A PERSON CAUSE THATS WERE I WANT TO BE.TO HAVE SOMEONE TO HOLD AND SHARE MY WORLD WITH TO SPOON WITH WHEN NIGHT FALLS TO WAKE UP NEXT TO FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE AND FIND THERE BEAUTY EVEN WHEN WERE OLD AND WRINKLED.IS THAT WHY I AM SEXY?I AHVE BEEN TOLD BY A CERTAIN FRIEND THAT I AM A SEXY MAN AND THAT I SHOULD GET OUT AND LIVE .SHES 26 AND A REAL SWEET HEART.I GUESS BEING A DAD AND HOME NOT GOI

A-mir Update !!!!
Ok Thats It !! First person that gets me to Lvl 22 iz going to get a big Gift from me lol shyt I don't stress fupoints like that But daymmmmmm I been on 21 for over 3 mths lol HEllllllllllp......Luv Ya All....Amir Thanks MJ for the pointz Stay Wit me Ya'll. Nuff Said !!!!! Amir For all thoes That know good music & can't wait for the album to drop Take a Peek At My Dude Talib Kweli This has gotz to be oone of the finest Albums Talib put out. Instructions for download : 1. You have to unzip the file using WinRAR 3.7 go to http://www.download.com/WinRAR/3000-2250_4-10007677.html To download 2.Copy n pase this link for the Album: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=PQSSQ3QU 3. You must use this password to unzip the file: ( itshiphop.com ) if you dont you cant open it.. Enjoy Ya'll Image :)

Am I Really A 1???
Ok So I'm not perfect but a 1? Come on now.....This is the person who rated me a 1. So I left her a 1 to match. Block this downrater or could she just be a hater!! grrr lvinmybabygirl@ CherryTAP

Am I Really A Bad Person?
smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:24:50 AM): OMG.. smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:24:57 AM): My friend from wokr just txted me.. smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:25:08 AM): A cardmember just tried to have phone sex with her! pyrofalcon13 (8/22/2007 11:25:13 AM): lol smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:25:30 AM): That's not funny! pyrofalcon13 (8/22/2007 11:25:51 AM): it is a lil smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:25:56 AM): .... smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:26:13 AM): You've obviously never been the victim of sexual harrassment smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:26:50 AM): The fact you find that funny sickens me. smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:27:47 AM): You'd prolly be a sick fuck too.. and do shit like that to a girl and think it's okay cause it's funny pyrofalcon13 (8/22/2007 11:27:57 AM): no smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:28:31 AM): Fuck you... smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:29:07 AM): I bet you'd find it funny that a man beat off while on the phone with me too huh? pyrofalcon13 (8/22/2007 11:29:37 AM):

Am I Right?
The crisis revealed weaknesses and gaps in the regulation and supervision of financial institutions and financial markets ... We must continue to do all that can be done to ensure that our economy is never again devastated by a financial collapse.

Am I Safe For Work
If you think I safe for work please click this photo and vote Comments are welcomed I request you’re pray for my daughter whom has cancer. She is 14 years old. On Wednesday at 7:00 PM Est. I request you offer a pray in any faith. We have a website for her www.sonyawhitman.com The Holy Sacrifice of mass will be offered for the intention of Sonya Whitman by Father Richard Ghezzi of Saint Ann’s Church of Tobyhanna ,PA ,USA at 7:00 I wish for your thoughts ,of a cure for her, on behalf of her father ( Me ) Details , On July 10,2007 My daughter was diagnosed with Osteosarcoma very rare form of cancer called osteogenetic sarcoma which is located in her right femur bone and about two centimeters above the knee. This is an aggressive form of bone cancer, roughly about 4-5 months old In fact so rare that a friend of hers also has the exact same form of cancer about the same age and in the same location of hers. They went to the same school too,

Am I Sexy ?
hello all , i have enterd he sexy men of ct contest and because of my work schedule(double shifts this week) i am WAY WAY behind and could really use YOUR hlp stop on by let me know if you think im sexy , or even if u think im ugly lol either way leave me some comment bombs lol Everyone knows ill return the favor when it comes time and u need the love returned .last time i even went as far as sending out thank you cards and messages to everyone =) so PLS PLS PLS i need some love shown cause i wont be able to do much for myself this time =( TY in advance to all my friends and loved ones *MUAH*

Am I Stupid For Holding On To Her
Love of my life Well I don’t know where I come from or do I care but I know I have two loving parents. I had a decent life, just didn’t know what I wanted until I met this woman and she was the best thing in my life. I guess I was dumb when we first talk To start with, I was married but I was trying to take care of it myself but I didn’t tell her about it. When she back me in the corner, I told her about that and all my skeletons. Then a month later I had friend and an ex-wife send me some dirty pictures that I had no knowledge of. So I told her that I wasn’t going to get on the computer after that. Then I started a yahoo and my space account to see picture of my son that I never seen before from the last marriage. That made her mad. So I close all of them too. So for 10 to 12 months, I didn’t do anything wrong, far as I know of, and try do to what she wanted. I was happy and I thought she was too. I really tried to do the right thing and one day I lied about what time I got

Am I Seeing Double?
Ok so I found this really cool guy on here but the fucked thing is he is identical to my ex in which I had broken his heart four years ago it is nuts but well what can you do other than just face facts and deal with it right?

Am I Stupid?
Am I stupid for loving someone who doesn't love me back? Am I stupid for waiting around on him? Am I stupid because everybody tells me that he's gonna come around and I believe it? Am I stupid for hanging out with him and staying late watching movies, knowing that he doesn't feel for me the way I feel for him? Am I stupid for wanting to talk to him everyday? AM I stupid because I listen when people say that he will come around if I give him time? Does any of this make me stupid? I don't know what to think or what to do about any of this shit...

The Amish Farmer
An Amish farmer walking through his field, notices a man drinking from his pond, with his hand. The Amish man shouts: "Trink das wasser nicht. Die kuhen haben dahin gesheissen." Which means: "Don't drink the water, the cows have shit in it." The man shouts back: "I'm a Muslim, I don't understand your gibberish. Speak English, infidel!" The Amish man says: "Use two hands,.You'll get more."

Amish Friendship Bread
**DO NOT USE METAL BOWL OR SPOON FOR MIXING **DO NOT REFRIGERATE **IF AIR GETS IN THE BAG LET IT OUT **IT IS NORMAL FOR THE BATTER TO THICKEN,BUBBLE,AND FERMENT DAY 1 THIS IS THE DAY YOU GET THE BATTER,DO NOTHING 2 SQUEEZE THE BAG 3 SQUEEZE THE BAG 4 SQUEEZE THE BAG 5 SQUEEZE THE BAG 6 ADD 1 CUP FLOUR,1 CUP SUGAR,1 CUP MILK 7 SQUEEZE THE BAG 8 SQUEEZE THE BAG 9 SQUEEZE THE BAG 10 COMBINE IN A LARGE BOWL:THE BAG OF BATTER,1 CUP MILK,1 CUP FLOOR,1 CUP SUGAR. MIX WITH A WOODEN SPOON OR SPATULA,POUR OUT 3 ONE CUP "STARTERS"INTO LARGE ZIP-LOCK BAGS.KEEP ONE OR TWO BAGS FOR YOURSELF ( YOU MAY FREEZE THE STARTER BAGS) TO THE REMAINING BATTER ADD: 1 CUP OIL 1 CUP SUGAR 3 EGGS 1 1/2 TSP BAKING POWDER 1/2 TSP BAKING SODA 1/2 TSP SALT 2 CUPS FLOUR 1/2 CUPS MILK 1 TSP CINNAMON 1 LARGE BOX INSTANT VANILLA,BANANA,OR LEMON PUDDING POUR INTO 2 LARGE GREASED AND SUGARED LOAF PANS(SPRINKLE BOTTOM OF PAN AND TOP OF BATTER WITH SUGAR AND CINNAMON) BAKE@325 FOR 1 HOUR

Ami's Blog
I'm usually pretty good at reading through all the bullshit and to be honest, I DID see it coming, but I STILL wanted THIS guy to be "different" from the liars I'm used to dealing with. No such luck. Why do some people feel the need for "lines" and lies? The truth would've gotten him SO much further ... SOOOOO much further *evil wink* oh well ... onto the next victim :) LOL 1. I've come to realize that my boobs... Are fabulous! 2. I've come to realize that this weekend... I will have the house to myself! 3. I've come to realize that when i'm driving... It's best not to piss me off. 4. I've come to realize that i need... A certain someone in my life. 5. I've come to realize that I have lost.... 91 pounds (and counting!) 6. I've come to realize that I hate it when... People I care about lie to me. 7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk... My boobs find a way out of my shirt. 8. I've come to realize that money... Goes a lot faster than it comes. 9. I've

Amish Woman
An Amish woman and her daughter were riding in an open buggy one cold, blustery January day. The daughter said to the mother, "My hands are freezing cold." The mother replied, "Put your hands between your legs,the body heat will warm them up." So the daughter did, and her hands warmed up. A few days later, the daughter was riding in the buggy with her boyfriend. The boyfriend said, "My hands are freezing cold." The daughter said, "Put them between my legs, they'll warm up." The next day, the boyfriend is driving in the buggy with the daughter. He said, "My nose is freezing cold." The daughter said, "Put it between my legs, it will warm up." He did, and his nose quickly warmed up. Again, the next day, the boyfriend is driving with the daughter and he told her, "My penis is frozen solid." She once again, gave her standard advice. Later that day, the daughter is driving in the buggy with her Mother. She asked, "Mother, have you ever heard of a penis?" The slightly concer

Amish Vs Rednecks
I was thinking not to long ago after being here in Pennsylvania for 3 years now and living near the Amish that they aren't really much different then rednecks.I have experience with rednecks too since I grew up with a bunch of them,being that one of two white familys in the projects was cool though,I mean where else can you replace your lost Monopoly money with food stamps.Only problem was once we closed the game and forgot we used food stamps for the Monopoly money, we would be some hungry fuckers for a week or until we decided to play Monopoly again then it would be a ghetto feast (peanut butter & jelly sandwiches with warm Kool-Aid) best thing about it though if you needed something but didnt have the money/food stamps you could barter, think of it like an Indian reservation but with cowboys that are welcomed and friendly.There was nothing better waking up hearing your mom say im trying to make breakfast run next door with some sugar and give it to them for some eggs,sugar is like g

Amish Joke
An Amish woman and her daughter were riding in an old buggy one cold blistery day. The daughter said to her mother, 'My hands are freezing cold.' The mother replied, 'Put them between your legs and your body heat will warm them up.'The daughter did, and her hands warmed up. The next day the daughter was riding with her boyfriend who said, 'My hands are freezing cold.' The girl replied, 'Put them between my legs and the warmth of my body will warm them up.'He did and warmed his hands. The following day the boyfriend was again in the buggy with the daughter.He said, 'My nose is cold.' The girl replied 'Put it between my legs, the warmth of my body will warm it up.'He did and warmed his nose. The day after the boyfriend was again driving with the daughter, and he said, 'My penis is frozen solid.' The next day, the daughter was driving in the buggy with her mother again, and she asks, 'Have you ever heard of a penis?'Concerned, the mother said, 'Why yes of course . . . . . why do you ask?'

Am I To Old
I know i'm a lil older then most and i have a problem thinking im a lil out of shape but i've summited my pic for butt,legs and tat. contest and have i been picked to be in these contest no it's always the same women I know i don't look that bad. So i feel these cotest are only for the young and for the ones that have perfect breast no stretch marks from kids ----you get what i'm saying . I'm sorry this just pisses me off that my wanting to be in the contest is over looked allthe time

Am I The Only One ????
Am I the only one who thinks that a lot of the problems we are seeing in our daily news, is a direct result of liberals taking over our sense of judgment over the last 20 years ?? I don't remember hearing about an epidemic of obease children, taking guns to schools, or overly sensitive people that blame "rage" for their lack of control. Not every child needs to be rewarded every day. A "Honor Roll" on the wall dosen't need to include every child in the rooms picture on it. If there is no chalenge to acheive then whats the point ?? Parents, take notice !! Notice what your childern are watching, reading and who they are talking to. Turn off the TV and computers and go outside !! Without rules and boundries we will be a lost nation. Thank you for reading this. I hope more of us think back to our own childhood, the one without video games or MTV. We survied !!! So will our childern today ! Mark

Am I The Only Ony Asking Questions Here?
chick here just told her b/f he had 10 seconds... to lay on the couch and be a dork.. or go fuck her... that was a minute ago and nobody's moved.. they found a joint.. >.< am i the only one saying WTF Mate? I can't say I'd do the same thing if a sexy chick was pouncing me like that! heheh, I'd melt, and be so stunned I'd follow like a cheesy horror film zombie... >.<

Am I Too Nice???
Sometimes I have to wonder if there is such a thing as "too nice". When you're too nice, people think they can walk all over you. When you're too nice, you get hurt. When you're too nice, people get the impression that you're a push over.

Am I The Only One?
any squirters out here or fans of this? i had a wicked dream the other night and i keep thinking about it i was pumping my sollen cock into all these bbw and plump girls and really going nuts on them from behind and reaching around and really holding onto there sexy plump bellies as i rode them into ecstacy it really gets my juices going especially when theyre older as well and they are squirters are a extra plus any one else enjoy these kinds of things as i do and dont be shy ladies chime in as well i know theres some squirters out here stop by share the love ill return the favors as well as i always do xoxox

Am I The Only One?
It seems to me that as I get older more and more things seem less fun to me. Like hanging out, shopping, playing basketball..things hat I once thought to be fun now bore me to death. And I try new things when I get time but nothing seems to cure my bored state of mind.. I dunno maybe I'm just trying the wrong things. Somebody please give me some ideas of new things that I could try!!

"..am I Too Lost To Be Saved?"
how does an "open marriage" work? hubbie and i didnt really discuss the boundries or guidelines...he had sex with one of his girlfriends....it shook me to my core, i got jealous, mad, hurt....cant even thin to let him touch me now....all i see is her with him. yes this is my issue, yes i probably need to get over myself. he got mad back, said in his mind "open marriage" means everything is open....dating, sex everything. i just didnt think hed really have sex...thought he would say "no, sorry i love my wife, and i care too much for her, i cant go this far with you" guess i was wrong ..... so i need educated here....what are rules and guidelines of an "open marriage" ? what are couples in one allowed to do? help me understand, so we dont fight and argue....that is what we agreed to an "open marriage" to in the first place so the fighting would stop...... ok....i know i can be stupid, but this takes the cake...since sean told me he was done waiting for me to make up

Am I The Only One Who Thinks Of This Stuff?
Okay I don't know about you but working in a medical facility and for an ear, nose and throat doctor occasionally we will get operator telephone assisted calls. If you don't know what this is an operator will be on the other end saying..."this is operator 2457 and I have a relay call from "Mr. So and so" please hold for message....then they will type to the deaf person the deaf person types back to the operator and the operator relays the message to you, but when she does she is so blahsay about it and almost monitone and when she is done reading the type she will say..."over" meaning they are done and you should respond. They have done a few bits on Howard Stern with this idea. But I was thinking...OMG what if someone wanted to call a sex chat line and were deaf! Could you imagine! The funny part is the operator must relay anything typed or said! I bet those operators have some great stories! hmmmmm wonder if any of them have a blog ;)

Am I To Blame?
Last night on my way home from a friends house, I noticed someone passed out( or looked to be passed out) on the side of the road near a bicycle. I thought about stopping, but I didn't really feel safe due to the area it was in. About 15 minutes later I hear sirens near my house and all kinds of noise. This morning when I woke up, I heard on the radio that a 14 year old boy was struck and killed by a passing car.... That was the same boy that I saw on the side of the road. Stating in the article that will be attached, after I passed by I guess he walked across the 4 lane highway and was hit by two vehicles. Now, Should I feel bad for not stopping to see if the person was okay and maybe saving his life? Or should I look at it as it was his time to be called up to heaven? Here is the link to show proof... http://www.journal-news.com/hp/content/oh/story/news/local/2008/08/20/hjn082008hamiltonfatal.html

Am I The Crazy One?
Well I just got back from dropping my oldest off at preschool, and before I left the main teacher/preschool director stopped me and had something to say. This may be the fourth or fifth time in just the 8 days school's been in session, with reports ranging from "She crossed her arms and tapped her foot at me" to "She took off all her clothes during dress up time." Well, this lady makes me feel like doing the former right about now. She tells me that she notices my daughter sometimes sits with her legs in a "W", as in back along her sides with her bottom on the ground. She then says she shouldn't sit like this, as it promotes bad posture, please stop her from doing this at home as well. Maybe my initial skepticism snuck through the blank stare I gave her for a few seconds, because although I half-heartedly admit this may not lead to the straightest of spinal configurations, she rushes on to add that "they are told to watch for this" and that it may be a sign of - and here is w

Am I The Only One?
Am I the only one? by Chanti Lowenberg on Friday, January 21, 2011 at 5:11pm Am I the only one that has a family... where in every family photo, someone is making a stupid face or throwing up some type of sign? ie, Longhorns sign, shocker, the middle finger or peace sign.. Where me and my mother greet each other with.. "whats up bitch?" Where when someone does something dumb.. there is always someone that immediately points it out, and the person that did something dumb is like.. "yeah, that was pretty f'n stupid, huh?" It's odd.. but I look at other peoples families.. The families that have those perfect family portraits done.. Where everyone is in sweater vests, ties and dresses... Where Sunday dinners are a must... Where cussing isn't allowed and telling your parents what you really think is looked down upon and wonder... if anyone.. REALLY enjoys living a life like that... I would be a completely different person if I grew up that way.

Am I Ungoodlooking
thank-you so much for making me feel so welcome here and for being a great friend.you are a wonderful lady. do i need to close my shirt or try to make a better pic for my profile.am i doing something wrong,because i would like to make friends and get my profile veiwed more.while i am on here i look at all different peoples profiles and add comments to lift people up and make them feel good and i am being honest with my comments to the people i have gave them to.but i would like comments to even if to say i am ugly or to change my pic.this is a great place i have enjoyed it but hey this guy would love more attention lol.love all you people and take care.

Am I Ugly Or Something
well i think this way because almost everytime i add a person they seem to just not want to talk to me. its a little bit troubling because i love to talk to new people but if they dont wanna talk then its pointless to even be on this site

Am I Ur Pet
Just want to kno how many of you Think that I would make a good house pet or just something u can control..can I play well with others,and do I get full previleges if I was yours 2 keep..where would u rather be with me?,and when would you demand attention?,and wht kind of behavoiur do u hope 2 find in me? 4 the rec's this here is my first blog,so be nice and gentle..u just might fukin break my haert,and make me cry a flood..k well there it is,muah,muah Canada,BC

Am I Wrong?
Lately I've been made to feel guilty about wanting to pleasure a woman. Is it wrong to want to fulfill certain desires. I mean come on a little kiss here, a little kiss there. A sensuous massage, that relaxes and put you in the mood at the same time. Whispering dirty talk in each others ears. Is it really wrong to want those things. I believe in making everything pleasurable to the woman to make sure she gets hers. When I say that, I mean I will not stop until she says to or until the moment make her lock her joints for a second. Is that so wrong? Does anyone think it wrong to have sex with a friend you've known for years. I have had sex with a couple of friends before and although they say it was great, they also said they could never do it again because it would ruin my friendship with all them. Now this is after several times of some seriously good fuckin'. For some reason it is now complicated, a mistake, or a sin. Even though we have remained friends and pretty tight friends at

Am I Wrong??
Am I wrong for not wanting to expose myself on cam or in luscious pics?? I mean don't get me wrong they are erotic, and hell I like looking at them myself. But I feel I shouldn't have to take it all off and bear it for you to find me sexy or irristable. I am by far not condoning anyone that does do it, to each their own. NO I don't have the best body! For those that will say "She's just saying this because she don't have a body like this to be showing." NO I don't think i'm all that, but I am a women and that alone makes me beautiful! To those that will say "She thinks her shit don't stink and she too good to put dirty pics on here." YES I maybe! But God and my genes gave me what I have and I intend to make the best of it. To the pretty and petite females that will say "She's just jealous she don't look like this." And men plz don't bash me thinking that I am trying to convince women not to take their clothes off in pics or on cam because that is not the case. Li

Am I Wound Too Tight?
More Fun Quizzes at QuizPox.com I am not one to go off on many things that annoy and frustrate me, but I AM PISSED OFF NOW!!! I joined Cherry Tap some 3 - 4 months ago and during the course of learning the "in's" and "out's" of how to participate in the program, I began to enjoy it. I knew many people who were involved in Cherry Tap that involved me and encouraged me to participate and came to know many more. Once I reached level 10 "Friends of Cherry Tap," I was not allowed to level up unless I posted a Salute pic. Okay, fine. I read the Cherry Tap "Bible" in regards to Salute Pics and followed the requirements to the letter. Where did that get me, you may ask? MY ACCOUNT WAS OUT OF THE BLUE REMOVED, after the powers that be at Cherry Tap declared not ONE, but FIVE different Salute pics (and signs) FAKES!!! I received rejection after rejection and then found my account deleted!!! What the hell??? All of the Cherry points I had legitimately earned were gone, my friend's, fans

Am I Wrong?
To the people that I talk to im Mumms on a regular basis and to those who visit my page on a regular basis: I APPRECIATE YOU ! and those who are NEITHER---KINDLY DELETE YOURSELF from my page MUAHS! I have recently, got with a wonderful man, that I have been friends with on CT for quite awhile....My question is because he is my real life lover is it necessary to make him my CT hubby too? Even though, I know one day he will be my real life hubby.... I think anyone that adores me, needs to write Scrapper and request that I get my mumms back---I think it Bullshit that you can loose your mumms for writing about fricking band camp. I just love the Sher haters :) If myspace starts mumms or another site comes up I WILL BE GONE. This is a damn adult site but YET I can not make a mumm about BAND CAMP? FUBAR= People with jealousy issues

Am I Wrong?
So there is a group of people Sueing Denny's because their food has Excessive amounts of Salt in it. Now, I agree this isn't good but here's a peice of advise... DON"T FUCKIN EAT THERE!!!!!! Why sue them when eating there is your choise???? Here's a few things you SHOULD know... #1. Coffee is HOT #2 HOT cocoa is HOT #3 Ice Coffee is COLD #4 and maybe the most important, IF YOU DID NOT MAKE IT YOURSELF, YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS IN IT.... #5 Do not whine you got fat eting Fast Foods Do not whine there is excessive amounts of salt in resteraunt food Do not comlain fast food is bad for your kids.... Try cooking aty home with fresh food, it's amazing and you know what goes into it, not just ingr. but the love that went into making it... GO FIGURE....

Am I Worthy Of Having A Fubar Wife?
Hello to all you beautiuful ladies. Now am I worthy to have to have you as a fubar wife? Leave me a comment telling what is that you like to know about me what you would like to do with me!

Am I Wrong
I don't know if I am wrong or not. Here is my problem. I'm sick of sex, real sick of it. Up and down, in and out. No matter how you do it, it's the same BS. Now I've had more then my fair share I'm off point, rewind. I finally said, I need a woman. I told some people what I was looking for, and let it go. What I heard shocked me. I was told I was to picky. Picky, picky. All I said was age and everything don't matter. They just have to be easy to get along with and share my view on sex. Is that wrong or picky? I feel sex is only good for one thing.mking children. I already have one, so.............

Am I Your Friends???
Your enemy stabs you in the front...Your friend stabs you in the back...Your boyfriend/girlfriend stabs you in the heart...But me, your closest friend, carries a knife...To stab those assholes right back.

2am...just Breath
this song has stuck in my mind all day.. having had many a sleepless night with so many conflicting emotions with in myself, between my heart and my head... Lady victoria reminded me that we all take breathing for granted..and we forget to stop...and BREATH deep cleansing breaths to let our hearts and minds and spirits calm down and be renewed again... i hope my friends enjoy the way i see things and i hope i help u all in my own little way. HUGS ANNA NALICK LYRICS "Breathe (2 AM)" 2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?, I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season" Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason 'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button, girl. So cradle your head in your

Amnesiac Dreamer
Amnesiac Dreamer.. Just a pinch a nudge to awaken me from this torment.. this reocurring nightmare that i cant seem to let go of.. im not going to do it again im not goin to let myself stumble into the abyss of nothingness just cause of an idea that has no foundation..its in my grasp i can feel it i can taste it success is mine tho i have yet to attain it. Im drowsy..my eyes heavy as my mind with thought...antisipation of the not knowing of whats to come next... every new dream floods my head teasing me as if the cure to save me from this were only to remember its contagious this everlasting virus that keeps me from progressing i long to not dream but to be healed, my wounds to close, my mind to rest... why does my memory escape me as my eyes see new day and if only to remember were to remain in my dreamlike state then never awaken me for here is where im happy not alive sick with the pain of deciet and no longer searching for the cure to my amnesiac existence..

"a Moment "
"A Moment" For that moment is so sweet, It's that moment you can not beat. Every thing stop's in it's place, Your hole mind seem's to be erased. You can not lie cause now you know it's true, The on thing you never thought would happen to you. Then you ask your self how and why, But you never question more than twice. As you think it wont be so bad, You relize it's a little miricle your going to have. For that moment is so sweet, It's that moment you can not beat. --------------------By Samantha Irwin---------------------- This poem was about when i fond out i was going to have my son "Steven Campbell JR". I sent my poem to "The Internaional Libary Of Poetry" and now it is going to be PUBLISHED in a poetry book along with 200 other poem's. ( Every one this is a poem by my youngest daughter

Among The Heavens
I see you...so inviting as I savor my intent to have you as I will sensually intoxicating is your innocent gaze as my hunger grows, my senses aroused I feel, smell, taste passion I have longed for When you touch me, I become enstranged my primevil spirit awakened so desperate for all you are ...life When I take you in fury and passion I lose control of how precious life can be when savored to my surprise you have slipped into uncontrolled esctacy whispering wanting more... I hear you say...come I join you among the heavens where I found you...

Among The Stars
Among The Stars See you tonight among the stars where we will travel near and far Flying wing tip to wing tip our souls will be refreshed Sharing the night guided by star light You and I will be together lost in time forever Playing, Racing, Chasing among the stars we will be tracing our images of love in the heavens above

Amore
You want to know what paradise is? Its a lie..Its a fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be. And you know what truth is? It's that little baby youre holding...its that man you fought with this morning...the same one youre gonna make love with tonight...THATS TRUTH....THATS LOVE.. If you meet someone who seems perfect...run as fast as you can in the other direction. your soulmate should be able to push ALL your buttons and piss you off on a daily basis...Madonna's advice on love...recent divorcee. My advice? If it feels right...grab it with both hands and dont let go. Life's too short for missed opportunities. If something feels "off" let it go. Tanya Tucker said" If it dont come easy, you better let it go". Theres nothing "easy" about love...but it should feel "right". If it doesnt, somethings gonna ruin it somewhere down the line. Real love takes work but its worth it. Real love will sustain you in your darkest hours and worst nightmares. Ive fe

Amorous Ebony Chronicles
When I got out of college, I went into retail management. I worked for a bunch of years running stores at the local mall. For those who have never worked in a mall, it has its own social community. A lot of the main workers hung out after work at the local pub next door to the mall. We worked out in the gym next door. A lot of us visited each other during our breaks. We used to get in free to see the movies at the mall theater.Of course, there was the usual gossip that came with working there. The mall cops used to hit on all the best looking women (don't ask. it was a small college town). Most of all, I remember it as a lot of fun with a lot of sexual adventures. Time to dig into some of those stories. My goal when I'm with you is simple. I want to be the best you've ever had. I want to be the one you tell your girlfriends about. I want to ruin you for other men. When you're with your other man, I want you to compare how he feels inside you to how good my throbbing cock e

Amour!
I put your picture on my mirror, Start to blush when somebody says your name In my stomach there's a pain See you walk in my direction I go the other way I start to stutter when I speak Try to stand but my knees go weak What happening to me in the dark can you tell me what it means I lay my head on my pillow Staring out the window Wish on a star for a sign It's the reason why Your always on my mind When you come around I get shy When I see you, when I see you Never know when you might walk by So I gotta be right on time When I see you when I see you I scribble X and O's in my notebook Checking how my hair and nails look I feel myself in the zone I get nervous when you call So I say I'm not home I see your face when I hear my favorite song Should I Send an email at home You're the number 1 topic on the phone, I wonder if you know or do you have a clue I lay my head on my pillow You got me staring out the window Wish on a star for a sign Whats the reaso

Amputee
Title: Love Life Amputee By: Shawn Foreman I used to not care But I see you standing there Then I realize, life isn't fair It's these feelings that haunt It's these memories that taunt I never get what I want It's the story of my life It's the cause of this pain and strife This shit isn't cool This shit makes me act like a fool How should I feel? How do I know what is real? What am I supposed to do? I can't seem to get through to you All I wanted was you and me But that won't happen, it's plain to see So just leave me alone and let me be Leave me alone to clean up the debris Just leave me alone because now I'm free, I'm free from the things you do to me

Amr Diab
TRANSLATION --------------- Amr Diab - Always With You I'm always with you Even if you are far from me your love is in my heart I'm always with you always on my mind and in my heart And I'll never forget you I always miss you even if I am with you I always long for you my darling My eye always calls for you And if the weight of the universe were upon me I would still, my darling, need you Always with you, my heart is with you, my soul is with you Oh most precious darling oh most precious darling No matter how far you are from me you are close to my heart Oh my coming and present live oh most precious destiny

Amry Life Part 1
Im 20 yrs ol currently in kuwait serving n the US ARMY i reside in Washington state but stationed in Fort Polk louisiana i like rugby loves whiskey i love with all my heart, hockey love the beach love the outdoors

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Am Scared & Sad
My grandfather was rushed to the hospital last night, he had heart attack. This the 1st. time won't be able to go, have to stay home with my mom. So am really scared and sad and worried. They will have to put in another stint in his heart keep him alive! He all ready has 8 stints in is heart now going have 9. please keep him in your prayers. If you see me me in the lounge try cheer me up because really down today!! Thanks Wicked Skulls

4am+scissors=hairy Carpet
and people wonder why im so pissed off all the time. i just really have zero tolerance for ignorance. i cant help it and now that im off my meds, i cant just let things go. so i like to answer questions on my free time over the net, like those yahooquestions. anywho... some man thought his wife was automatically cheating on him ONLY because they both have blue eyes and their 2 children have brown eyes. sometimes i just want to die. anywho, i let him know whats up and in doing so i calculated my chances of having green eyed and blue eyed children, i need to have babies with a man that has green eyes to up my chance to 31percent for green and brown 50 but thats if i were to ever have babies...which are complete parasites in my opinion. FIN. i can never find the notebook feature on a mac...hence the blog. wait do macs have notebook? heh... Hell's Angels HST's breakthrough book. Regardless of how true the ending is, from cover to cover, it's one h

Am Sort Of The Type That Has Abaow
>>Was a fast tournament for us as we went 2 and out gettin beat bad the first time and stickin in there the 2nd time. Our pitchers were out of wack the first game and we had to go to our #3 before one was on. Then the 2nd game we commited 17 errors in a single inning. Not going to go far that way that is for sure.

Amsterdam Bound
We found it! It's a cool B&B near the Rijksmuseum. Breakfast in our room or on the balcony every morning, massages, fluffy bathrobes...who could ask for more? NOW HURRY UP THANKSGIVING! *grin* As of a few moments ago our tickets to Amsterdam have been purchased!!! *squee* Our Cannabis Cup judges passes have already been purchased. Now we just have to rent an apartment or houseboat for a week! Can you say HELLS YEAH? I thought you could! ;-) That is all for now... D-

Amsterdam's Coffee Shop Crawl
well it didn;t akw us long to find the first coffeeshop. it was right across the road from the train staion... so that was a grate start to the trip. but here's the itinerary of the ones we hit up and what we got in each. Day 1 central - northern lights 3.8grams mystery bud 4 grams greeen house 1 - jack harre 1 gram skunk 1 gram 4:20 cafe - white widow 1 gram nepal hash 1 gram bushman- jamaican 1 gram snow white 1 gram weed tea 2 paradise - mystrery bud 2 grams Day 2 rasta baby- silver haze 2.8grams barney's - G-13 haze 1.5grams De Kroon- bubblegum 1.5grams ak-47 2.4grams dutch flower-

Am The Carpet Man
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The Amusing Rantings Of A Lunatic...
“Eeeewwwww, gross!” “Mommy and Daddy sittin’ in a tree. K-I-S-S-I-N-G” “There they go again…” These are phrases that are commonly heard in my house being uttered by one or more of my three children. It’s obvious that my husband and I are affectionate with each other. I figure this is okay as long as we’re in our own home and are not inappropriate around our children or guests. I enjoy sex. I absolutely love sexual play with my husband. We’re not bunnies, but we are usually intimate at least once a day. I make no bones about it. In fact, if prompted, I’ll talk about it freely. During such conversations, I’ve learned that some of my friends have intercourse quite frequently and some of them hardly even touch their spouses in an intimate way. I know that my friends love their spouses in their own ways, but I began to wonder: Who’s having sex, who’s not, and why either way? I’m not referring to single people. Today, I’m only contemplating the plight of the sex life of

Amusing Crap
For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way Computers have enhanced our lives, read on. At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the Computer industry with the auto industry and stated, "If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we Would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon." In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating: If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving Cars with the following characteristics (and I just love this part): 1. For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash........ Twice a day. 2. Every time they repainted the lines in th e road, you would have to buy a new car. 3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You Would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut Off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows before you could cont

Amusing Stuff
people have shitty taste in music.... *sigh* My name is Tania Derveaux... I am the leading NEE party senate candidate in Belgium. And due to popular demand, I will give 40,000 blowjobs to anyone who requests one on this page. It started with our response to incredible claims that were made by other parties in Belgium, several parties promised new job opportunities in ridiculous amounts. We responded with a parody campaign for which I posed naked and promised our voters 400.000 new jobs. This national campaign resulted in international media attention and I received hundreds of e-mails asking for 400,000 blowjobs. If this would get us even more media attention, I'm willing to give 40,000 blowjobs to make the statement. According to my planning this would take me 500 days to tour around the world, visiting all the ones who signed up for a blowjob on this page, giving 80 blowjobs per day. So the offer is limited, sign up while you still can. update: Click here if

Amusing
NEW WORDS FOR 2007 : Essential vocabulary additions for the workplace 1. BLAMESTORMING : Sitting around in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or a project failed, and who was responsible. 2. SEAGULL MANAGER: A manager, who flies in, makes a lot of noise, sh*ts on everything, and then leaves. 3. ASSMOSIS : The process by which some people seem to absorb success and advancement by kissing up to the boss rather than working hard 4. SALMON DAY : The experience of spending an entire day swimming upstream only to get screwed and die in the end. 5. CUBE FARM : An office filled with cubicles. 6. PRAIRIE DOGGING : When someone yells or drops something loudly in a cube farm, and people's heads pop up over the walls to see what's going on. 7. MOUSE POTATO : The on-line, wired generation's answer to the couch potato. 8. STRESS PUPPY : A person who seems to thrive on being stressed out a

Amusing Things!!!
Another mass message brought to you special people I call friends...Just a few quick facts I thought you oughtta know people ;)) ~BJ *Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. It is 10 times more effective than valium! *For every 'normal' webpage, there are five porn pages. *Sex is biochemically no different from eating large quantities of chocolate. (I'd rather have sex) *A man's beard grows fastest when he anticipates sex. (something to wipe the juices off in I guess... omg did I just say that .....) *Male bats have the highest rate of homosexuality of any mammal. (Well that's different) *The average shelf-life of a latex condom is about two years. (Boys, some of you really shouldn't buy large quantities...;)) ) MUAH ;)) *"Formicophilia" is the fetish for having small insects crawl on your genitals. Gross!! (whiskey tango foxtrot the FUCK over is THIS?!?!? freaks....) *"Ithyphallophobia" is a morbid fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis. ( DAMNIT...

~ Amusement Park Rides ~
"Top Spin" ("Vomitorium"?) Ride At Munich's Oktoberfest. Marked as: Featured Recorded 22 September 2007 at the Oktoberfest in Munich, Germany. I think the jets of water is a fantastic idea .... cleans up the chunks o vomit from the riders' faces. roflmao Listen to these guys Screaming lol

Amuse Me And Fill This Out
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19

Amusing...
This just caught my attention and made me smile: A papa mole, a mama mole, and a baby mole all live together in a little mole hole. One day, papa mole sticks his head out of the hole, sniffs the air and said, 'Yum! I smell maple syrup!' The mama mole sticks her head out of the hole, sniffs the air and said, 'Oh, Yum! I smell honey!' Now baby mole is trying to stick his head out of the hole to sniff the air, but can't because the bigger moles are in the way. This makes him whine, 'Geez, all I can smell is.... MOLASSES

Amusing Tidbits From Nikkita Stone
Wanna locate your friends via their phone number? This is WAY to awesome not to be shared with EVERYONE! You can find out where your friends are via their cell phone number and GPS..etc And its free! I tracked my cousin. She is in CH. (Lameo) http://www.phonetrace.org/ Leave me some comments people!!!

Amusing
They really amuse me and crack me up especially when I go rate them back a 10 or 11 AND fan them and rate their stuff after getting a 1-5 from them...***News Flash*** It doesn't matter WHAT # you rate me, regardless if you rate me at all I get points for it so honestly I could care less I just find it funny that people do that to get a rise out of people and I just laugh...and for the ones that get all bent out of shape over a low rating you guys are weird too in my book but to each their own I guess. :)

Amusing Shouts
>bigbear: Please feel free to find one of the numerous skanks on this site to type your retarded babbling at ok? I have a headache and your stupidity is making my eye twitch. bigbear: nope just messing dam ->bigbear: not the sharpest knife in the drawer are you? bigbear: u cuming here lol bigbear: i try to be ->bigbear: aren't you clever bigbear: here pussy pussy lol Ok so these two hilarious 'mo's come to my page rate me 1's and 2's. Funny shit. So of course I leave them comments, cause f'sho that's what I do lol One gets all irate and decides to break his own little code and message me. This was his first mistake. You really shouldn't come to a battle of wits witless. It's sad really. Oh well...here's the shout and here they are and here are the comments I left on their pages. I amuse me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ rorytmeadows-=[TruRaters]=-@ fubar Comments on rorytmeadows-=[TruRaters]=-: Ω♥ Daddy's... member is in bed

Amusement
1. Sometimes I'll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is. 2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. 3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger. 4. There is great need for a sarcasm font. ... 5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet? 6. Was learning cursive really necessary? 7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on #5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood. 8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died. 9. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired. 10. Bad decisions make good stories. 11. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the rest of the day. 12. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blu Ray? I don't want to have to restart my collec

Amv Of The Week
Great job in this one with the lip and beat sync! It was one of the few fast paced amvs I could find to this anime series which is odd considering what an action packed series it is! Very nice song that had me humming the tune for a couple days! ENJOY! Kind of a long one... clocking in at 5 minutes and some change but I thought it was gripping enough to still sit through. I was told by most judges if it is over 3 minutes they start taking points off but many dramatic amv's are hard to pull off in that time. This fits the story and mood of the song very well and to me thats the main draw of a dramatic amv and that's what earned it AMV of the week... enjoy! Though you don't see many AMV's to r&b and pop this one actually fit the theme rather well I thought. I got a few smiles out of this one and there's also a few of the classic "Awwww" parts in it also if you know the story. Hope you enjoy!

Amy
Ok well first let me say Hello!!! Second, I can't type long as it will wake my son up lol (He's sleepin' out here in the livin' room). I wanted to thank you for all the wonderful comments! Though I don't get on here much, it's great to come here and have messages lol! It does really make my day . Ok, well this was boring for you to read I'm sure haha! I will try and blog more often . One last thing on Sunday (the 8th) I turn 40 yikes!! ! I don't think I wanna LMAO!! Welll, I still feel 25 inside so screw this age thing lmaoooo!! Hope all is well with all my friends, and all my new ones to come !! Smile, love hard, and laugh -really hard every day and "LIFE" won't seem so bad! Many Kisses XX !! ~ Amy xxoo

Amy Is Sweet To Eat
Men wake up with morning wood, girls wake up to morning wetness. I guess that is where I am at this morning. I am awake after just a bit of a wet dream. I am horny and needing to feel the warmth of a body against mine. Yes, I was a smart girl and masturbated but it would be great if I could have some more fun. I am on www.niteflirt.com/amyissweet My rates are under a $1.00 a minute. I will be off and on today cause I am calling some old "friends" to see about hitting with someone. I hope to talk to you soon. Hi all, I have been busy this week. My computer is going down. It needs a face lift. I am going to be working on cumputers for a while. I hope you guys call and give me a distraction. Computers are a pain in the ass. I wish I did not depend on them but I do. I am sitting here on Cherry ln trying to figure out what my first post should be about. I really have no idea where to go with this. I have no idea where I have been either but that is due to drugs sex and rock n rol

Amy Jo
Jacob Isaiah Your mommy asked me to Write you a poem But I can’t find the words to Express Our heart felt tears or tender Happiness You were only with us a few Short days But then the Lord took back The life he gave I hope, precious Angel, that God Will find a time To give you back to us, when The world is fine Until then you will watch us From above Looking down on us with your Own understanding and love So we dedicate your birthday in Honor of you We wont celebrate with pain or Tears But with joy and Laughter through The years In such a short life, you gave us So much A new understanding of patience, Laughter and Love So on this day we celebrate your life And not your death For you were an Angel and one of Gods very best -Written By Amber Rambo Fallen Angel Heaven must have missed the Angel that Had fallen to earth Straight from the clouds into the arms of Your Mother

Amylynn
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Amylea
hah im fried..yes fried....like tomatoes.yep tomatoes.well hmm...idk what day it is but i was kicked out today becous eof that slut named courtni riley i really do want to stab her. well idk maybe i will get kicked out of here for saying that too...well idk im out i guess. xoxo, love ya

Amy Lee
Amy Lee's growing pains 10/12/2006 4:26 PM, AP Every girl goes through it — the messy task of emerging from her awkward teen years and navigating the complex waters of romance while figuring out what to be when she grows up. But very few do it as publicly as Amy Lee, lead singer of the goth-rock band Evanescence. Lee was just 19 when she signed her first record contract, and barely 21 when the band's major-label debut, "Fallen," flew up the charts in 2003. The album, co-written by Lee and (now ex-boyfriend) Ben Moody, connected with fans across the globe and netted the band two Grammy awards, including best new artist. Its hard-driving mix of brooding, spiritually-tinged darkness and dramatic classical orchestration offered fans a window into Lee's psyche. Or so many of them thought. "Everyone knows a lot about me without actually knowing me at all," says Lee, now 24. Her celebrity status as a singer of edgy songs left her surrounded by teenage fans in search of

Amy Lee
How can you see into my eyes Like open doors. Leading you down into my core Where I've become so numb. Without a soul My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold Until you find it there and lead it back home. (wake me up. Wake me up inside. I can't wake up. Wake me up inside. Save me. Call my name and save me from the dark. Wake me up. Bid my blood to run. I can't wake up. Before I come undone. Save me. Save me from the nothing I've become.) Now that I know what I'm without You can't just leave me. Breathe into me and make me real Bring me to life. [chorus] Bring me to life. I've been living a lie There's nothing inside. Bring me to life. Frozen inside without your touch, Without your love, darling. Only you are the life among the dead. All of this sight I can't believe I couldn't see Kept in the dark But you were there in front of me I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems. I've got to open my eyes to everything. Without a thought Without

Amys' Blog!
Aletheia Kikugawa, forever missed! RIP 1-10-07 Pregnant woman's boyfriend is arrested in her slaying By NICOLE MARSHALL World Staff Writer 1/11/2007 A man had blood on his clothing and was driving his pregnant girlfriend's car when he was arrested in connection with her stabbing death Wednesday morning, police records show. Detectives arrested Jesus Francisco Hernandez, 33, on a first-degree murder complaint in the death of Aletheia Kikugawa, 32. Kikugawa was four to five months' pregnant, an arrest report states. After an autopsy and review by prosecutors, Hernandez could be charged with the death of the fetus as well as with Kikugawa's killing, according to state law. The slaying was discovered by Kikugawa's ex-husband about 10:30 a.m. Wednesday, when he went to her residence at the Colonial Park Apartments, 7633 E. 21st St., to pick her up for an appointment, Officer Jason Willingham said. "When he walked inside, he saw her on the kitchen floor, dead

Amy's Blogs
25 SIGNS YOU HAVE GROWN UP 1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps. 17. Dinne

Amy's Ramblings
[Stolen from Lewis] As it's still halloween, kinda, and I'm bored, here's a novel trick or treat type thing Lewis just thought up. Anyone who reads this either says treat, and has to send me a small fu-shop gift and I'll send one in return or trick, and you have to answer any question I can think of for you, and you have to post your answer in the blog itself as a comment. You can only pick one!! So there you go. Let the games begin!! [[EDIT]] If you pick trick then you have to ask me a question. Post random funny jokes or pictures. Thank you. :) Just want to clear the air. I couldn't keep up with all my real friends because I had too many "extra" people on my friends list. And it was too much trouble to weed people out so I decided to start fresh. And I wanted to make sure I had fanned all of my good friends so it was easier to start over. Now I know I have rated and fanned my friends. No, I'm not mad at anyone. I'm trying to add everyone back, but pl

Amy Stuff
"Skin" Days will come that make no sense My present situation makes me think too much, too much It all revolves around you This life that I'm living is nothing without you I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you) What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do) I will always love you, but I can't live like this This problem here is my fault It's not that I don't care but I'm so lost I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you) What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do) I will always love you, but I can't live like this Why Now you (rip me apart) see why (Now you see why) Don't fuck with feelings inside Who you lying to? Will I survive? I like what you put me through, 'cause I feel almost alive (Almost alive) -adema Will you, walk me to the edge again. Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again Woke up tonight and no one's here with me I'm giving in to you Take me under I'm giving in to you I'm dying to

Amy's Rant
Ok here is the thing. I posted 3 new nsfw pics and they are really good ones. I have also decided to open them up for my friends instead of just family. It seems to be working and people are treating me with respect. So I thank you for all your comments and rates. I truly do appreciate them. So cheers to all of my friends. Send my a shout and I will shout back. If you know my yahoo address you can IM me there and if you don't have it just ask for it. All I ask is that you don't abuse the priviledge to show yourself to me. Just remember that I have 2 beautiful girls that are usually up until 9:30pm. I really appreciate that. MUAH!!!! Ok well thanks again and Many kisses and hugs to everyone!!!!! I am not a mean spirited person and I refuse to change my values or beliefs for ANYONE. I don't think anyone should give up theirs either. I don't like being called disrespectful. I will never post any names on here as I think that is just wrong and really none of your business. If I have an

Amy's Rants
I'm going to rant. You're going to think I'm a bitch. Oh well. I'm sick and damn tired of trying to reach out to friends and be kind just to get ignored or disrespected in return. If someone is kind enough to be concerned for your well being then don't be a total douchebag to them. This goes for online and offline friendships. I'm sick and damn tired of the woe is me people. They think it's the end of the world when one little thing goes wrong. I can bet you that 9.9 chances out of 10 I can find at least one person who has it rougher than you. So get over it, move on, and become a better person because of it. Yes, you have permission to quote this to me when I start to get emo about things. I'm sick and damn tired of people lying to me about the most petty things. I was NOT born yesterday. I can see you change your status, leave people comments, and other things. So don't lie to me and tell me you weren't online or you weren't sitting at your computer when I sent the SB message or

Amy's Ramblings
Hello everybody!! Trying to figure out the Fubar thing but am happy to be here. I already got in trouble for having a bathing suit picture up. Yikes! Sorry Fubar. I thought my first blog would be sharing one of my pro wrestling videos for NWA's Pro Wrestling Fusion. Check it out and enjoy: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=On6wVEoQf1g

Amy.toria's Mind
D'ya know, I have always wondered this. How can anyone post a picture, on the internet, to a public room, wearing either a bra or nothing at all. They always have that cheeky ' Come and Get me boys' smile on their face. Maybe It's just where I come from, or the way I think is warped, but surely they are soughting aproval from guys, probably double their age. I think I can stand it here on CherryTap, because people are over 18, so their bodies are there own and they can handle other peoples opinions of them, and their own opinions of themselves. Places such as My Space, are brilliant for keeping in touch with friends and meeting new ones, but surely its wrong for a 14 year old girl to have pictures of herself wearing only a bra and knickers. FOURTEEN! Thats another 2 years til she is legal. I don't blame these girls entirely. Theres the media, there are girls all over ''Lads Mags'' and on music videos, wearing next to nothing. Then theirs pressure from lads in todays socioty,

Ana Behibek
Your Donations Are Needed! p> Punkin needs the SPOTLIGHT!!! It's for a good cause! ♥Punkin♥ Ms. Mojito's Girlfriend♥ ~Owned by Aces~@ fubar Donate Using FuPal, just click! It's Easy! This spotlight is for the celebration of Punkin and Anonymous' 1 year anniversary together! So donate to her spotlight and let's all celebrate with them! This Pimp-Out/Request is brought to you by: Anonymous

Anaheim Computer Repair Support
I am working in Guardian Networks, we provide comprehensive Anaheim computer repair support. Depending on your choice, you will receive weekly or bi-weekly visits by your dedicated support engineer who will answer user questions, address other computer support issues and troubleshoot any problems that cannot be done remotely. We support whole range of equipment, included Anaheim Dell PC repair support and Anaheim HP Computer repair support.

Anal Activity
well for the past 6 months i have been wanting anal. i have tried it a few times but with no luck but being so tight none could get it in. So this morning after dreaming about it all night i decided to take matters into my own hands. i awoke at 7 am, i reached under my bed and got out my bag of goodies. I pulled out 3 dildos, each a little bigger in size and the largest one vibrating. I started with the smallest one, with the silver bullet on my clit, and the small dildo going into my ass, i started to feel a slight hint of pain, but as i pulled it out and then back in t felt so good. After a few minutes I moved up to the larger one, fucking my virgin ass , and finally moving onto the biggest one and turning it on. it felt so damn good and when i came i could not believe the sensations i had running thru my body. So now im confused, why did it feel so good on my own doing it, rather than having a man do it during sex. And does anyone have any pointers for me. I really want to feel a co

Anally Deflowering Sue-the Deepest Fantasy
I had dated the same man for the last five years, but suddenly I found out he was cheating on my so I dumped him about 6 months ago. I haven’t dated since than, not because I wasn’t asked out, I just haven’t gotten over the betrayal. This has made me particularly horny lately. We had a fairly active sex life, but it was more routine. While we had sex often, I refused oral sex and anal sex was a definite taboo. Some of my friends had told me they had tried anal sex (most did not get very far until they made their partner stop) but did not like it because of the intense pain. Even those that did finish refused to do it again. I guess the forbidden is what we are deepest fantasies are about. I have resorted to masturbation lately to satisfy my lust. My vibrator has become my sex partner. I would lie in bed at night, my vibrator gently rubbing my clit as I dreamt of having sex. My latest fascination was with anal sex. I often fantasized of how I would be anally deflowered. While I woul

Anal Or Organised?
I have just rated track number 4598 of 4598 tracks in my music library. I listened to the whole bloomin lot and rated each as I went and my God do I have some rubbish music in among the good stuff!! Now I just need to check through as I noticed some cover art was missing and a few of the band names have picked up the album title so I'll get those updated and then I'll be ready to rock n roll. Oh and ready to add the 350 albums that I have on vinyl (already added 50) using my USB turntable and analogue to dig recording package. Then I can rate them as I go and can also slip in the new stuff coming down the torrent as I type. Life is sooo good today, I'm gonna have a celebratory banana!!

Anal Sex. Open Up Chicks!
Hi everyone! I just wanted to tell everyone that I had some awesome sex last night, and I didn't think it was going to feel good at all. My partner loves anal sex and I haven't ever really been into it, but last night was different. I love toys really big long ones, I have one named Dr. Johnson. I have seen girls getting fucked in their ass and their pussy at the same time but I have never tried it before so I got the doc and decided to try something new. My partner started off by sticking his cock in my ass then I stuck the doc in my pussy it hurt so bad but felt so good. I didn't want him to stop even though it was hurting, I wanted him to pound me harder! I felt fucking filled up! It felt so good I started playing with my clit and I couldn't handle it anymore and I squirted all over my hand and popped the doc out. My partner was like damn girl I think thats the fastest you ever squirted. I think that everyone needs to open up and have fun with something new. It will feel

Anal Jokes
When a Man put his rod in his woman Anus, he pump soft and easy without even hard, But few moment later He couldn't get it out and his woman said " what wrong hon " He said " I am stuck inside your anus " His woman said " oh didn't u notice that I fart? " He said " WTF, Now I gotta go to hospital and get it cut off " His woman said " OMG, Why? " He said " Bec I been through this before, Fart made my Rod thicker and it get stuck inside for longer time until I have it out. But my rod never comes out so I have plastic surgery for it." His woman said " Oh that dont matter, I will always push it out. "

Analyzing Fairytales...
Ok so Snow White had a problem with her step-mother... Don't we all? Anyways the bitch tried to have her killed, so she ran away and lived with some "little people" (I'm trying to be politically correct) ok well the "little people" warned her about normal things your parents would tell you. DON'T OPEN THE DOOR TO STRANGERS! Does she listen? Hell no. She eats some kind of doped up apple and dies. Well kinda. The thing that brings her back from DEATH? A kiss from a prince? HAHA Yeeeeeeeah riiiiiiight! Ok so how come in all these fairy tales the solution is always a prince? What is society trying to tell the girls in the world? Aim high for your selection in men? You are not right in life without a man? Or you will die horribly from eating a doped up apple if you don't have a man? Craziness I say!!! This won't be near as long as the Alice one, actually I think none of the fairytales I put in here will but here we go on Rapunzel... First of all what did she do to get put in that damn to

Anal Fubarians
Well now i'm pissed. Went to watch a bit of TV tonight and came back here to a message from the fubar shop...yup you guessed it, some moron had them mark one of my angel pictures (that I got off google images) as NSFW. Winduptoy and I are having pics marked by some coward who won't show their face because of being anal. When I started with this site, it was a fun site to be on, better than any other site out there. Since the introduction of Communistic rule here this site has become a severe downer. It seems like you can't have anything on this site anymore because some anal person who doesn't know art when they see it has to complain to the staff like a little 2 year old...wait let me rephase that, even a 2 year old could appreciate art. The way I look at it is this folks, if they want to have Communist rule here I think it's about time that we leave this site for another one. I have recommended a different site to a lot of my friends on here and they are there having a blast. It

Anal?1?
So how many of you get shouts like this in your shoutbox?? I get one almost every day...sometimes about giving head sometimes about licking pu**y and anal and all sorts of other things....Misterfeet gave me this great response though :D Many Smiles April ♥

Anal Sex
i love to date Russian women... why? cuz Russian women are great to date, cuz u can impress them with stuff that you can't impress American women with... like BREAD!!!!! Anal sex is a lot like spinach... if your forced to have it as a child, you're not going to enjoy it as an adult... i'm surprized more of you didn't make that connection... Some people say i'm crazy... well... i am... i have voices in my head... they speak in spanish....I have no idea what they're saying! It pisses me off... I wish one of them would get a job!!!! What? ? ? ? ? They just moved here from Spain.... if you thought they were Mexican, well... you're a racist.... yeah... you should look at yourself n the mirror before you throw stones :P

Anarchy
What's deserved Always gets served. The circled-A is even more famous than the Black and Red-and-Black flags as an anarchist symbol (probably because it lends itself so well to graffiti). According to Peter Marshall the "circled-A" represents Proudhon's maxim "Anarchy is Order." [Demanding the Impossible p. 558] Peter Peterson also adds that the circle is "a symbol of unity and determination" which "lends support to the off-proclaimed idea of international anarchist solidarity." ["Flag, Torch, and Fist: The Symbols of Anarchism", Freedom, vol. 48, No. 11, pp. 8] However, the origin of the "circled-A" as an anarchist symbol is less clear. Many think that it started in the 1970s punk movement, but it goes back to a much earlier period. According to Peter Marshall, "[i]n 1964 a French group, Jeunesse Libertaire, gave new impetus to Proudhon's slogan 'Anarchy is Order' by creating the circled-A a symbol which quickly proliferated throughout the world." [Op. Cit., p. 445] This is not t

Anarchy Views
Ever reviled, accursed, ne'er understood, Thou art the grisly terror of our age. "Wreck of all order," cry the multitude, "Art thou, and war and murder's endless rage." O, let them cry. To them that ne'er have striven The truth that lies behind a word to find, To them the word's right meaning was not given. They shall continue blind among the blind. But thou, O word, so clear, so strong, so pure, Thou sayest all which I for goal have taken. I give thee to the future! Thine secure When each at least unto himself shall waken. Comes it in sunshine? In the tempest's thrill? I cannot tell--but it the earth shall see! I am an Anarchist! Wherefore I will Not rule, and also ruled I will not be! "Educatio est omnium efficacissima forma rebellionis" which is scripted in Latin. The English translation means "Education is the most effective form of rebellion". The moral of Thorin's quote is that much more can be accomplished with a book rather than a bat. The system itself cannot b

Anarchy
Is is just me, or is anyone else had enough of little Hot Topic wanna-be punks with their little anarchy patches.... Have they even thought about what it would mean. No ATM cards, no power, nothing. They think it would be fun, no cops to bug them, they could "like totally party!" Dumb Fuckers! Anarchy would be people getting their heads blown off randomly, corpses of children in the street, kept around until they are too decomposed to be sodomized. Full scale evil, hell on earth, and all these little fucks think that it is something to aspire to.... Anytime they want a taste of Anarchy, they should imagine what it would be like to be beaten to death with a cinder block, or have thier fingers amputated in thier bedroom while thier mother is being forced to fellate some fucking gangster through her busted out teeth. Wow guys, that sounds fun! Dumb Fuckers!!!!!!

Anarchy Burger!!!!!!!!
this is my second fubar page.i deleted the fuck outta my first.ill new pics up soon, im kinda in the middle of moving.uh ill prob update alot i have alot of free time at my new job.any ways i look forward to making new friends.not shitty ones.so please dont suck!!!!!! why do people try to be so different? i was reading a girls profile and she was going on about her dyed hair and piercings and tattoos.. and how she was so different from everyone else, because she listens to metal. this person goes on to explain how she is so different because she parties like a rockstar...how? by drinking jager,jack daniels,crown royal and jagermeister.. well fuck my ass my mom drinks that shit.i drink that shit and my 16 year old sister drinks that shit. everybody and there mom does.....anyway my point..your piercings,tattoos,green hair,bitchy attitude,and your dreams of being a rockstar or whatever doesnt mean shit if you are a douchebag. your still not any different than any other douchebag. trust

Anarchy After The Collapse Of A State
English Civil War Main article: English Civil War The tumult of the English Civil War led the term to be taken up in political philosophy. Anarchy was one of the issues at the Putney Debates of 1647: Thomas Rainsborough: I shall blow up your buildings a little more and be less open with you than I was before. I wish we all truly wanted to change this cesspool we live in. If I did mistrust you I would not use such asseverations. I think it doth go on mistrust, and things are thought too readily matters of reflection, that were never intended. For my part, as I think, you forgot something that was in my speech, and you do not only yourselves believe that some men are inclining to anarchy, but you would make all men believe that. And, sir, to say because a man pleads that every man hath a voice by right of nature, that therefore it destroys by the same argument all property – this is to forget the Law of God. That there’s a property, the Law of God says it; else why hath Go

Anarchy Mfkers!!!
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Anarchy In Dfw
this song by the band Demon Hunter not only deals with depression and the hope for help but also with those struggling with finding a cure for what ails them....I'm also dedicating this blog to my mom who is fighting Hep C I still wonder when the medicine will take it's effect.And The injection they made, it's all just left me the same.It's hard to concentrate with echoes of your voice in my head.From all you said, I'm still paralized.But I'm almost out of breathe from saying things that I'll regret.My time is over, I can't do this alone.I'm infected with you, pull the plug already.Tell me before I go, that your infected with me.I can't remember if I ever took a minute to say.That if it had to be now, I'm glad it had to be me.I can't recuperate, I'm never going to leave here alive.Just help me through this, don't let me die here.But I'm almost out of breath from saying things I'll regret.My time is over, I can't do this alone,I'm infected with you, pull the plug already.Tell me bef

Anarchy: What It Means
I hope somebody actually reads this. I've been seeing the circle-A used in contexts that seem completely meaningless to me. I have that symbol tattooed on my leg. It means a lot to me. It means a lot in history. And it is relevant to our current economic crisis. So I'm creating this blog for anyone who is truly interested in anarchism. First topic: The different flavors of anarchists. We generally fall into one of two camps. I'm a left anarchist, meaning I believe in the general principles of Marxism. "From each according to his abilities, to each according to his needs." Workers' control. No bosses. The opposing side is the right anarchists such as Libertarians. They believe in capitalism. They don't think we should even have public schools. If you don't have the money, your kid can't get educated....to them thats how it should be. I have a lot more in common with Trotskyists than I do with them. Please, if you are interested in this topic, talk to me.

Anastasia
If love is God N God is love, what would U sacrifice 4 it? Everything U have, C, want etc..? Others do not have, C or even dream of? I would trade the world if I could, cause my God does not punish N is Loving, Caring N understanding. My ego is just that "Easing God Out", so thier lies the alter N true self. I can show it with ease no matter how much I try 2 hide, Love is the cure 2 the disease.

Anatomy Of An Influence
You’re on my mind But not obsessively Just random thoughts Not even fantasies Basic real life stuff Like how you’re doing I wonder if You’d like that Something to mention And maybe how You’d react I never get it right So I bounce Right past that part You are never As upset Or I underestimate Your laugh So someplace else I’m sure my mind Will dart I think about you But just enough So if you feel it That’s a good place To start To you it's like It is not even there You're bouncing around Still pretending Not to care When you gonna stop How does this story End? The clearly fake is Real enough With the fears, egos and attitudes Careful now baby That misery Will Rub off on you I've been there After the door gets Slammed Go pretend you can fix Another Imperfect man You hide you Inside yourself And act like Somebody else I hope this ride

Anatomy Lesson
Time for yet another lesson. I know I said I was going to talk about my days as a wing man for the guys I hang out with, but this became important. The gang got together for a few drinks which ended up in discussions concerning sexual exploits. My buddy Brian had a bit and started bragging to one of the girls about how good he was. He told everyone that he was so good that he had his current girl on all fours on the floor and was banging her so hard she lost bodily functions and chitted on the floor. Everyone burst into laughter……everyone but me and my best friend…we looked at each other and grinned. (Hopefully you caught his error as well) I sat and looked at him and then asked him, “Brian, are you into scat?’ He looked at me and said “Yes” and proceeded to do his best Ella Fitzgerald impersonation. Ok now we laughed. I then rephrased the question, “Brian, how long before you wiped the chit off you?” He stared and then s

Anatomy Of A Bitch-my Ex Wife
Death of a marriage 2004 Cause- Money-refusal to work, that is a man's job......Women's job, spend the money Communication-bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch Sex-before marriage, I love and want you baby..After marriage, I have a headache or stop, it hurts Results- divorce, distrust in women and no dating since 2004 Cure-Tell the woman, sorry honey...I am no sugar daddy and have no more money....only get invovled with a woman who is your soul mate and realize a relationship is a partnership 50/50 give and take...No one is perfect, just human and we all have our faults. Reality-stay single, shave your head and become a monk. Reality sucks Reality-stay single, shave your head and become a monk Men are from Mars, women are from Venus

Ancestrial Remains
Did you know from state to state graves of our ancestors have been dug up? Did you know that it has been many, many graves? By Federal law the remains and their sacred objects are then put into a box and taken to the local University to be studied then left in a room boxed up year after year. WHAT DISRESPECT OF OUR ANCESTORS………... We native Indian people don't treat our ancestors like this. Our ancestors are to be honored and we remember without them we would not be here for we would have no life...:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O /> I don't care what race you are. I don't care what sex and religion you are, this issue should be an OUTRAGE to all human beings. Please have a heart and help us bring our ancestors home. If you will write to the Senator in your state and demand the release of Ancestral Remains to there homes. We live in a busy world, but we have no excuse not to follow through with this demand "Bring the Ancestral Remains Home." Please take five minutes out

Anchors For Reality
Ok, so you've never heard of Anchors for Reality but I'm asking you, if you like music, to give me 5 minutes of your time because this is really some great stuff... Go to my profile and open up the Trackz in my stash. There you'll find a couple of tunes I posted from A4R's debut album, Honesty. If you like it, there's links to where you can hear more of their stuff and order the cd online. A4R is curently touring the midwest, east coast and southern states. If you want them where you're at, there's booking info on their myspace page. I'm sure they'd love to hear from you. Peace-out people This is my son's band! Please support them! 'Honesty" the debut album from Anchors For Reality is now available on interpunk. Click below to be directed to where you can buy it now at the introductory low price of Only $8.25! And don't forget to stop by GroupieTunes and get hot new Anchors For Reality Ringtones Hear sample tracks at http://www.myspace.com/anchorsforreality or

Anchoarge Fun....
My best friend lives up in Anchorage (well not really she just goes to UAA). So we planned this little vacation .where I go up to Anchorage for 3 weeks and than we both drive back down to Ketchikan. It all started on May 4th when I woke up early that morning to get on the 7:30 boat to go over to the airport. I get over to the airport and see that my plane is running late because of mechanical problems. But I headed up leaving Ketchikan at 9 o¡¦clock. First I stopped in Wrangle and then Petersburg and than the last stop was in Juneau. I arrived in Anchorage around 3:30 and Athena was waiting for me outside of the airport. Her car was very dirty!!...hehe¡Ksorry Athena just thought to tell everyone but the first thing we did was went through a car wash¡Kyeah it was a lot of fun¡Khehe¡Kafter the car wash we went to the university and I got to eat college food for the first time¡Kit was actually pretty good. I also got to meet some of Athena¡¦s friends. While we were sitting in the common

Anchors Aweigh
Stand Navy out to sea Fight our battle cry We’ll never change our course So vicious foe steer shy-y-y-y Roll out the T.N.T. Anchors Aweigh Sail on to victory and Sink their bones to Davy Jones hooray! Yo ho there shipmate Take the fighting to the far off sea Hear the wailing of the wild banshees All hands, fire brands Let’s blast them as we go, so Anchors Aweigh my boys Anchors Aweigh Farewell to college joys We sail at break of day day day day Through our last night on shore Drink to the foam Until we meet once more Here’s wishing you a happy voyage home! Heave a ho there sailor Everybody drink up while you may Heave a ho there sailor For your gonna sail a break of day Drink away, Drink away, For you sail at break of day, hey! Anchors Aweigh my boys Anchors Aweigh Farewell to college joys We sail at break of day day day day Through our last night on shore Drink to the foam Until we meet once more Here’s wishing y

Anchors Away
Well, I can't tell you when I'm going or how long I'm going to be gone, though if you search google news on the USS John C. Stennis you will know more than I can tell you! Anyway, we will be off the West Coast when we are not in port picking up and dropping off the airwing. So, I won't be far, and I'll be really close my favorite pub with an open patio where I can drink my Rum'n'cokes. So if you see the Stennis in port there is a good chance I will be at McP's after dinner. And except for normal operations of a Warship at sea, I won't be in any danger. Take care, fair winds and following seas. David Anchors Aweigh (1906 version) Stand Navy out to sea, Fight our Battle Cry; We'll never change our course, So vicious foe steer shy-y-y-y. Roll out the TNT, Anchors Aweigh. Sail on to Victory And sink their bones to Davy Jones, Hooray! Anchors Away, my boys, Anchors Aweigh. Farewell to foreign shores, We sail at break of day-ay-ay-ay. Through our last ni

Ancient Technology
The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. My confession: I a m a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees, Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees. It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, 'Merry Christmas' to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrati ng this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu . If people want a creche, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away. I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Christians like getting pushed around for bein

Ancient Atomic Wars
Have you ever wondered what all those extra SUV's in a Presidential or VIP motorcade are ?? You know the ones with blackened windows that no one gets in or out of ...... Wonder no more .. They have a 6 barreled 7.62 mm mini guns... They fire over 4,000 rounds per. minute ... The wipers need to be run to remove spent casings when the weapon is firing .. See attached video from the company that makes this happen .. vehicle is also armor plate watch the video Did an ancient advanced civilization exist on Earth? The question is very intriguing and the search for “evidence” to support a positive answer has intrigued Mankind for many decades – if not centuries. Many possibilities have been put forward, from outright statements that Atlantis was a high tech civilization, to the possibility that the Nazca lines might be a prehistoric airport. Rather than an accumulation of various items of evidence that is then subjected to the possibility that it might be

Ancient Knowledge From The Vedas
Text from the Mahābhārata: "Gurkha, flying a swift and powerful vimana hurled a single projectile Charged with all the power of the Universe. An incandescent column of smoke and flame As bright as the thousand suns Rose in all its splendour... a perpendicular explosion with its billowing smoke clouds... ...the cloud of smoke rising after its first explosion formed into expanding round circles like the opening of giant parasols... ..it was an unknown weapon, An iron thunderbolt, A gigantic messenger of death, Which reduced to ashes The entire race of the Vrishnis and the Andhakas. ...The corpses were so burned As to be unrecognizable. The hair and nails fell out; Pottery broke without apparent cause, And the birds turned white. After a few hours All foodstuffs were infected... ...to escape from this fire The soldiers threw themselves in streams To wash themselves and their equipment" Read more below. The Mahabharata (composed between 300 BC an

Ancient Egypt Love Poems
The Flower Song (Excerpt) To hear your voice is pomegranate wine to me: I draw life from hearing it. Could I see you with every glance, It would be better for me Than to eat or to drink. (Translated by M.V. Fox) The Harper's Song for Inherkhawy (Excerpt) So seize the day! hold holiday! Be unwearied, unceasing, alive you and your own true love; Let not the heart be troubled during your sojourn on Earth, but seize the day as it passes! (Translated by J.L. Foster)

Ancient Breed
Ancient Breed Seems like many who were raised the way i was have gone or passed. To many times i am told Gentlemen do not exsist, Well i am here to say that we do . I will speak for many we do not honor those who set such bad examples of behavior. 1. beating women 2. Abuse Everyday i see many ladies talking about how they wont trust men or that they have built a high wall due to the past. But ladies is it that fair to judge all do to others ? Is it not the pot calling the kettle black to assume it is just Men who are in that nature .... For us men to have been through trying times in relationships .... Cheating ,lying, abuse People are just beasts in all shapes and forms no person can say they are truly that one person who doesnt do anything wrong it is in our BLOOD the temptation and the need for the rush the flow of power and ANIMOSITY some times overpowers even the most strongwilled person . Men you are no exception to this for we to make many judgement calls

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And...
I am at my lowest of lows today. I hate going through these emotions. Sadness,guilt, and anger. My stomach is tied in knots. I apologize for everything even when I didn't do it. I down myself afterwards. I blame myself for everything that happens instead of placing proper blame. Cutting sounds like a great option right now but I know it does not release the pain. Cutting only nmbs what is there. If I cut today, it would be the darkest gray matter to ever fall from my wounds. Then, I would have to keep doing it to release even more and more at a time. I am so tired of being pushed. I am so tired of crying. I am so tired of being lonely. But yet I push everyone out. How I have no idea but I do. Maybe happiness is a figment of an imagination we create. I have never found it. Maybe love is imaginated also. Pain is all i feel deep within me. Pain that I can not release for some reason. I just can not escape it. I am tired of being that person that everyone comes to when they are bored or th

1977 And 2007
Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1977 - Vice principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his own shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lockdown, the FBI are called, Jack is hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors are called in to assist traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1977 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police are called; SWAT team arrives and arrests Johnny and Mark. They are charged with assault and both are expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't sit still in class, disrupts other students. 1977 - Jeffrey is sent to the principal's office and given a good paddling. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey is given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes

And....
Have you ever fallen in love and not realized it until it was too late? Why must I learn these things the hard way? Everyday since I lost him has been a bad day. I thought I was over him. I thought I could move on.... ...the worst part is that it's all my own damn fault! I cried myself to sleep last night in the arms of my 5 year old daughter... How do you explain the tears of pain to a child who doesn't have any idea of the pain that the world has in store for her?

And A Fucked Up Night To All....
This Thanksgiving was a memorable one for me. So much to be thankful for. My family and our health is the most important OF ALL! Next comes my continuing coldness toward women. How terribly mean, you say? Well, here's a story and a poem: Women say all they want is a nice guy to share their hopes and dreams with. Yet they bed down with the "bad boys" and wonder why the rug is pulled out from under them. Enter the nice guy, who is there to wipe their cheek...Until the next stimulating bad boy comes along. Shampoo, rinse, repeat. I was one of those nice guys all my life up until 3 years ago, when I stopped being the little whipping boy of the house and found my own way. Among other things...Only then did I realize how vulnerable I really was. See, no one looks at the nice guy in any other way than just "being nice". A hundred or so attmepts at approaching people only got me a few dates and/or a little "more". What a shell I've built for myself over the years. It'

And Another Thing....
So much for Fubar... I really can do without all the high drama, so while I won't delete my profile just yet - allowing anyone who gives a rats 4th point of contact a chance to shoot me external contact info - I'm pretty much done here. Thanks for all the fun; it's been real...err...ok... It's been virtually real. Blacksmith Ghost 2-2 (dangermouse) over and out... Gather round children, pull up a seat by the fire and get comfortable, because Uncle Scott is going to tell you a story.... Understand, this is not a happy story, and the moral it conveys may shock the sensibilities of those less steeled to the realities of our existance, but it is a story nonetheless and by definition, stories must be told... Tonight's story concerns a group of odd creatures that inhabit this planet called earth; creatures that move about us all and, often times, go unnoticed by the majority of us. There are people who talk in the little picture boxes who would tell you that these creat

And All That Could Have Been
Well, after going through hell with my divorce, and my health taking a nosedive, I finally get to say something positive for a change. I had developed a bad dizziness, and had pretty much figured it was stress, or the signs of the nervous breakdown I'd been experiencing for the past year or so, but when it just wouldn't go away and started to impact wether I could work or not, it had to be checked out. I had a cat scan and ultrasound done, and my doc told me it was carotid arterial disease. My horribly fatty diet, bad exercise, ten years of being stressed to the max, and seven years of untreated high blood pressure caught up with me. I found out it runs in my family, and with the development of my diabetes, it's not all that suprising. It's just surprising that it surfaced now in my 20s. Anyhow, I went to the specialist on Friday, who at least had some good news. I don't need surgery, which I wasn't going to take anyhow. She said it's between 8-10% blockage, maybe less, so med

And Another Thing That Makes My Blood Boil
SFGATEDebra SaundersHE STATE Senate already has voted 25 to 14 to create a special exemption in state law that would reduce the mandatory 30-day impoundment of cars driven by unlicensed drivers, so that offenders who have never had a valid license can get their cars back after 24 hours. Right now, when officers impound the cars of unlicensed drivers, the mandatory term is 30 days. A new law would keep the 30 days for drivers whose bad driving led to the forfeiture or suspension of their license — may the courts add whatever punishment they so choose — but create a loophole to give unlicensed illegal immigrants their cars back overnight. Expect the California Assembly to approve SB626 as early as today. Break federal immigration law, then break California law by driving without a license, and Sacramento wants you to get your car back the next day so that you can continue driving without a license — and probably without insurance, because you need a license to qualify for it. It’s

And Another Thing.....
when i joined this website last year i had a lot of high hopes and expectations. boy was i wrong..... a lot of the people on here live in some alternate state of reality, where everyone is a 10 first off this site runs like shit most of the time....too much content.... moving on....i learned the rules quick back in the cherrytap days.....never be honest when you rate pics...rate every one a 10 and every profile a 10. if you rate honestly prepare for the down ratings. i could give a shit personally. i know im hot. i just rate as a courtesey. but if you rate me less than 10 i am going to assume you are rating honestly so i am going to rate you honestly and frankly sometimes the truth hurts. there are in fact a LOT of fat ugly skanks on here. truth. what gets me is these trifling little bitches that will down rate you and then block you so as not to face their ensuing ridicule. that is cowardice plain and simple. grow a set of fucking ovaries and graduate high school already. you

And And Stuff.
Nov 29, I was looking for a certain glitter graphic that made me crack up, so I had to trace where it originally came from, and came to SparkleTags.com. On this site, there was a little gif saying that I should join this online bar...and here I am, thanks to the Owner of Sparkletags, MsTags.com, and LatinoTags.com ;-) (this is her page http://www.fubar.com/user/166664) So I joined this site a couple of days ago, five to be more exact, and I'm totally hooked! I'm up to level 15, Idol, which is pretty sweet, and pretty fast according to my new buddy BIG NICK! ;-) (Who took me under his wing and gave me tips on this here website, and was mentioned in my first blast! lol find him here and comment on his pics, dammit: http://www.fubar.com/user/990012 ) Anyway, I'm just using this opportunity to say, to say: Hi. LOL So if you are reading this, then you must be at least half interested in me, and you can also link up and check out my old addiction site, myspace.

And A Smile Of Joy Returns
I love you all, sometimes said in a cliche way, I think; almost an afterthought, maybe a duty. But it is true, in my heart I love each of you as God dwells in my heart, that I can't help. Some of you have profound ideas, some creative words and art. Others have a beauty outside matched by their tender heart. Regardless though, you touch my life profoundly and I am grateful for the way you brighten my days. My life would be significantly lessened in quality without you and in this new year my hope is we share laughs, loves and tears at times. That is after all what friends are for isn't it? But one can love, and love deeply, without being in love. This is the lesson God reveals in the life, death, resurrection and ascension of Jesus the Christ. What is the difference, you may ask? Walk with me if you will thru the posts in this blog that I write today. Some of you have walked alongside me for these past months, commented at a change you heard in me as November gave way to Advent

And All That Jazz....
Well I know, I miss more than hit With a face that was launched to sink An' I seldom feel, the bright relief It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday If there's one thing I have said Is that the dreams I once had, now lay in bed As the four winds blow, my wits through the door It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Fallin' down to you sweet ground Where the flowers they bloom It's there I'll be found Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Though these wounds have seen no wars Except for the scars I have ignored And this endless crutch, well it's never enough It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Hell says hello, well it's time to I should go To pastures green, that I've yet to see Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday

2011 And Beyond
So....I havent been on this site in a cpl years. Its great to be back but I see that the drama has gone nowhere lol. Since I last wrote, I have continued to grow and evolve and couldnt be happier. I am finding out things about myself that I couldnt put a finger on or find a name for. I am finding that I am many things and am no longer afraid or ashamed to admit it. I wont deny myself or turn on myself any longer. I am polyamorous and there is no getting around that no matter how inconvenient it might be at times. This means I had to admit that monogamy just isnt for me. I have tried that way it its not working. I am also bicurious and there is no getting around it because I love the look and smell of some women. How do I deny that? I cant. This next one is a bit newer but fits like a glove for me. I am a PAGAN...! I have long thought that christianity didnt work for me but I didnt know what I had for options so I just chose NOTHING. I have now figured out that I DO ha

5 And Counting
so far, all my posts have been loosely based on fantasies, involving real people i know (yes, the names have been changed to protect the not-so-innocent), this one was the first i wrote that was purely a work of fiction. enjoy! please rate and comment, and pass along to your fnas/friends/family, lol. Father Carl and the Naughty Schoolgirl Busy with my daily paperwork, the sudden knock at my door startles me. Looking up I see you standing in the doorway. "You wanted to see me, Father Carl?" My mind starts running, why had a called you down to my office? By my recollection, there has never been a time in all four years you have spent at my school for me to have reason to see you. Motioning for you to enter, I search for the referral form on my desk. You take a seat opposite me at my desk and cross your legs. Not for the first time, I find myself questioning my choice of profession. Some of you young ladies have such succulent bodies that it is difficult at times to remember tha

And Even More Poems
we hang out daily have become really close yet we both swear we are just friends neither of us want more at least not right now and you know i am already taken so you dont wanna get mixed up in that so why does everyone expect more is it really that wrong for us to hang out so much?? is it really that wrong for us to become close?? i never knew how hard it would be to have a guy friend and not have everyone to think there was more cuz damn friends is all we are In my heart I know I did The only thing I could To make sure She was safe In my heart I think I did The thing anyone would To ensure Her happiness In my heart I feel betrayed By myself For taking it all away With her so young In my heart I blame myself For letting him go Before she got the chance To really know him In my heart I feel like a soldier Who just surrendered Their every wish By just giving up In my heart Im the one who fucked up Im the one who did wrong Im the one

And For The Record
lounge etiquette just like anywhere in the world you need etiquette to be able to survive, you also need them in lounges so you dont accidentally do something that might get you silenced banned or ejected from a lounge.. #1 READ the lounge rules before you type, all lounges are diffrent #2 dont push your RELIGIOUS views on others,not everyone is the same religion and in the end we will all find out who is right, so keep it that way, #3 ABSOLUTLY DO NOT come into a lounge asking if your dj's can come dj for you, its disrespectful and should be done in a sb.. (for those who dont know a sb is a shoutbox) #4 LOUNGES are ment to be fun, not ment to drag your personal REAL life drama into , keep that in RL not online.. We all wanna talk and get to know you but we dont need to have the first impression that your a attention seeker, #5If you don't like the music being played you can always make a request.. most lounges on here have live djs most of the time and song requests

And God Said
And God Said I Said, "God, I Hurt." And God Said, "I Know." I Said, God," I Cry A Lot." And God Said, That Is Why I Gave You Tears." I Said, God," I'm So Depressed." And God Said, "That Is Why I Gave You Sun Light." I Said, God, " Life Is So Hard." And God Said, " That Is Why I Gave You luv Ones." I Said, " God, My Luv Ones Died." And God Said, " So Did Mine." I Said, "God It Is Such A loss." And God Said, "I Saw Mine Nailed To A Cross." I Said, " God, But Your Loved Ones Lived." And God Said, " So Does Yours." I Said, God, Where Are They Now." And God Said, " Mine Is On My Right And Yours Is In The Light." I said, "God, It Hurts" And God Said, " I Know." Written By Topnotch FrkyPhkkr

9/11 And Good Friends
THRSE ARE 2 OF MY VERY BEST FRIEND ON FUBAR AND OFF, GODDESS POKI & HER HUBBY COYOTE Goddess Poki@ fubarYY Coyote@ fubar THIS IS COYOTES 3RD TOUR IN IRAQ AND HE WILL BE GONE FOR 18 MONTHS THESE PEOPLE HAVE SACRIFICED TREMENDOUSLLY FOR US HERE AT HOME, PLEASE REMEMBER THEM IN YOUR PRAYERS AND SHOW THEM BOTH TONS OF LOVE, i HAVE THE UTMOST RESPECT AND LOVE FOR THESE 2 FINE PEOPLE AND GREAT AMERICANS, GOD BLESS THEM BOTH

And God Said
"AND GOD SAID...."I said, "God, I hurt."And God said, I know."I said, "God, I cry a lot."And God said, "That is why I gave you tears."I said, "God, I am so depressed."And God said, "That is why I gave you Sunshine."I said, "God, life is so hard."And God said, "That is why I gave you loved ones."I said, "God, my loved one died."And God said, "So did mine."I said, "God, it is such a loss."And God said, I saw mine nailed to a cross."I said, "God, but your loved one lives."And God said, "So does yours."I said, "God, where are they now?"And God said, "Mine is on My right and yours is in the Light." I said, "God, it hurts."And God said, I know."

And God Created Texas.....
God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired, "Where have you been?" God smiled deeply and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, and I've put life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a place to test Balance." "Balance?" inquired Michael, "I'm still confused." God explained, pointing to different parts of Earth. "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor. Over here I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people. Balance in all things." God continued pointing to different countries. "This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice.

And Here We Go....
POP! ok so I popped my own cherry... hmmm well this is only my second blog ever... I'm in a pretty good place in my life. I have a home I like, kids that I adore, and a bf that just takes my breath away. I have problems, issues, things that make me cry (and some of them are those very things that make my life great), but overall I have a life that is worth living. I know finally that maybe I can be happy more often than sad, that I can have love, that things will actually work out. I have life, health, and love. For once things will be good. so until next time,

And He Thought He Had A Chance?
before I start I am not a superficial person really I am not. but some things..... I was at the laundrymat last night trying to get my laundry done and was texting a friend the attendant I have met before and is a little crazy but not the scary crazy kind. she greeted me and I said hello and that was that. then a guy came in and the attendant and him started to talk. this guy was at least a half foot shorter than me and like a quarter my size small guy. well he tried to engage me in conversation. I politely answered his questions in the shortest way possible while I continued to text this friend I like. this guy them starts talking to the attendant then who decided to sit next to me. so I was sandwiched between the two and now they are BOTH trying to engage me in conversation...I continue my back and forth texting and give them as short of answers as possible. when they start talking about all their health problems...I was not really paying attention. when this guy says "well the only

And How Was Your Day?
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am Blonde on the inside. 2. I've never lied about my age. 3. I love pickle juice. 4. I prefer baths over showers. 5. I have never been pulled over. 6. I only wear 1 contact and have Mono-Vision. 7. I am turning into a Tattoo addict. 8. I am a neat freak. 9. I wish for things I know arent possible. 10. I can turn my tongue upside down. OneShot67 MailBroad Don't Need Jack PepsiMan Highway Song I feel so violated right now!! My son calls me at work this afternoon. He got home from school and finds someone has broken into our house. Things are tossed all over the place. Drawers, closets, cupb

And I'll Fly Away And Take You Into The Night....
the name is GINA. and i pretty much LOVE my life! sn=gnahgurl0107, i/m me sometimes. january 7th. I expect presents. i live in corpus christi. i use to live in new Orleans and that’s where my heart is. the whole time I was in Los Angeles I got hit on by every waiter possible. i am very animated, and love cartoons, in fact that’s my career goal is to become a top animator. I did interns with Disney animation and felt like I achieved my life dream. I love KWAZIE hats and I collect them. if you want to see me in them just ask. go saints! i love my family and call my mom at least 3 times a day. oh did i tell you, i have the best family. so be jealous! i admit i've recently become a daddy's girl get over it. but i'm not spoiled. In fact, my dad and I use to fight constantly growing up. i get taken advantage of VERY easily. i try to be MEAN but... it doesn't work i do have a short temper. i take holidays and birthdays very seriously i have eyes that chan

And I Dream
Peace....the deep feeling of empty space combined with joy, a night of sleep where all of your troubles are simply washed away for a few hours. This morning I write of a simple place, a place where my body lifts itself above the earth and I look down upon my bed......And I Dream. Dream with me this morning as I reach to once again touch those who read me. I release my hands from their evening's grip on my pillow and with coffee in hand, my rested fingres touch their home on my keys as I write...... And I Dream Each night I lie down on a bed of lessons, learned from today. My head falls gently upon my pillow, made from memories yet to be created. I close my weary eyes And I dream… Of an angel’s touch upon my body with a kiss of feathered wings and the softness of skipping rocks across a glasslike lake. Of bubblegum kisses from lips as soft as clouds. With an inner peace found only in deep sleep, my body turns, try

And I Thought It Couldnt' Get Worse.....
Wow, my first blog. I have a MySpace and a CherryTap account, but blogs aren't really my thing. I decided to write this one after an experience I had this last week though.... I never realized how crazy some people can be. I recently met a gentleman here on Cherry and we became friends, talking about three times a week online. I never told this guy I was interested in him romantically, never said a word of wanting to be with him, and never led him on in any kind of way. Suddenly after about a month of chatting he started becoming obsessive. He would blow up my shoutbox ( and britneys', my bestfriend), send me nasty emails about not being online, and threaten to delete his account and "Go away Completely". I tried to ignore it until he got a little crazy and started scaring me. He found out my last name, as well as my phone number and started leaving multiple voicemails a day. I finally had to kick him off my friends list and block him. He still calls my phone and leaves nasty message

And I Will Show You How Deep The Rabbit Hole Goes
I'm giving you only the truth. This is your last chance. After me there will be no more. If you hear your self concience, you will stay in wonderland, And I will show you how deep the rabbit hole goes. Alice lives in a land that I am envious of. Yellow dragons, violet cats and black talking purple knobs. She steps on anything that might get in her way of home. You. alice had love but she pushed all of her people away. She felt as if she was alone, distant, ugly, afraid. She didn't know that her life was already made. You're loved and you will find someone with your frame of mind. So if you would be so kind to not cross that line... And fall into a world where everything is flipped... And where you fly to swim and you fly to drive. Fly with me in the sea, swim with me in the breeze. Drive with me on the clouds, fly with me on the ground. Follow me into my rabbit hole, and I'll show you everything I've been told... And I'll lead you to a land unknown

Andie's Goodie Box
Please please vote for me!!! Hugs and kisses, Andie HEY FRIENDS! I HAVE BEEN ENTERED INTO THE CLEAVAGE CONTEST STARTING TOMORROW MORNING AT 10AM. COULD USE ALL THE VOTES YOU ALL WOULD MAYBE CONSIDER GIVING ME! I MAY NOT HAVE THE BIGGEST ONES BUT WHAT I DO HAVE IS ALL ME...NO ADDITIVES OR PRESERVATIVES!! VOTE FOR ANDREANNA- THANKS BUNCHES!!!!!!!!!! Would you please go to my profile page, click on the blogs and find the one with my picture asking for votes for the Cleavage contest I am entered in? Remember I am all me-no artificial fillers or preservatives!! Go to most recent blogs to the finally think I got the right link-click on my pic there and vote vote vote! (Please!?!) A HOT NEW PIC WILL BE POSTED IF I WIN A PLACE--Thank you all my Cherry sweethearts! Hugs and Kisses, Andie

And It's Everything I've Already Forgotten.
I'm bored out of my mind and singing to myself in German. Can we say "dork"? Anyway. An hour before work begins. Someone take my mind off of it? xoxox Life...is boring. We all know that. My latest ex is a moron, and I've just recently cut all contact with him. (I've been getting a million texts a day that I never respond to.) It's so exciting. Aside from this, I'm nursing my new tattoo and two new piercings....and possibly beginning an ARG. (Alternate Reality Game.) I know, it sounds incredibly dorktastic but my friend, Rachel, and I decided to begin it. Anyway, much love. xoxox, Rylynn

And I Name The......
wow.. just got my picture ripped... went to see who took it and found out this guy tips peoples pictures so he can downgrade them.. WOW isnt he just a model citizen. just goes to show GOD didnt grace alot of us with couth. ok fine talk shit about me whatever i mean hell lol it's what we do sometimes right? but for god sakes if you look worse then i do please look into the mirror first well ladies and gentle men.. i got into my first wreck in my truck that i've had for not yet 2 years (welllllllll ok it's my second wreck but i don't count the first since it was my fault and did no damage to my truck) here i was on a thursday morning , just got adjusted by the chiropractor and man oh man was i feeling really good.. my neck wasnt hurting anymore and that damn achey left arm i've had for years finally wasnt there.... so i get into my truck, drive down the road, 5 minutes into the trip *sqeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling of my tires* *bammmmmmmmmmm as the lady hits my truck* *crashhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

...and I'll Cry If I Want To!
I had a baby shower on Sunday, and NO ONE showed up! Can you believe that?! I can't....super lame. I was SO embarrassed!!! I feel really bad for my mom because she put out a bunch of money for it to make sure I had a nice party, and this shit used to happen to her growing up-she would have birthday parties and no one would come. I had to pick and choose who I invited because of family drama, too, which is very irritating! I guess we should have just had it before I had Loki....who knows?!

And I Raise My Head And Stare...into The Eyes Of A Stranger.
I. Am. An. IDIOT. One of these days, I'm not going to keep making the same mistakes over and over. One of these days, my brain will come back to me, and I won't be such an idiot. One of these days. One of these days I'll learn not to listen to my heart, but instead focus on what I deserve. UGH. Now, once again, I've gotten myself in over my head in something else. I have an inability to say no, and damn it gets me in trouble. I need to learn how to look out for myself and not what other people want. I have spent all my life trying to please others, and I need to learn how to look out for myself. Because I sure haven't gotten anywhere doing what other people want me to do. *sigh* My depression keeps getting worse. For the last 5 years it just gets worse and worse...at least I haven't had the urge to harm myself...that's an upside I suppose. UGh. I just need a looong nap. One of my aunts and one of my uncles has cancer. I went to see my aunt today.

And I Stood Still....
Waiting for him to come back into my arms, i cant wait to be back in his warm embrace. I miss him with everything i have and i still am here sitting and waiting for that day he tells me "baby, im coming home." But i dont know when this day can possibaly be. I will just wait, and atleast try to be patient for the day my love coems back to thee. My eyes well up and here comes the tears as i lay in my bed and my make up starts to smear...I just wish so badly you were here. I miss you more then you could ever know. I know this hurts you too. I know that you miss me and love me so much. Baby, im right here for you. I love you more then i have ever loved anyone and that does include myself. I will just take the love in my heart i have for you, save it in a jar and keep it safe on my shelf...I love you more and More, the more i dont get to see your face or feel your sweet breath on my skin. Tim, i love you. I know that you know that i do deeply so. but like i said to you before, i dont think

And I Feel Like...
...total shit. So I don't have work all this week and that allows me to stay up till 4-5am everyday playing Rockband and drinking. When I wake up at 12pm everyday I ask myself if its worth it and I say no, but then the night comes and I say YES!

Andirockdown
Do your juices flow at the sound of the words rock music?, or just saying it yourself?, Personally i never thought it would when i went through years of R&B, Rap, Soppy love and many others i can no longer say. Now don't get me wrong music is each to their own and all that but, is rock music the same as the rest? I think not musical chums! This is not a small process you go through when you realise how much you love rock, you don't wake up and think ooooo!! I fancy blowing an eardrum today, Oh no! this is progression of love and power for a music genre that has engulfed me with every inch of its mind blowing brain splitting perfection! Bring the passion, feel the power!!! When rock music first seeped its way into my ears and took over my brain it was put there with the help of the awesomeness that is Metallica and Iron Maiden, and there with no doubt left in my mind rock was critical to life, following that came Live, Nickelback who i had heard of previously but they have

And If
You are my sunshine, My light at the beginning of everyday. You are my longing breath, The exhale I so deeply crave. You are the moon in my sky, The shining in my vacant darkness. You are the softness in a whisper, That keeps harshness at a distance. You are my compass at sea, Whenever I am lost, you are my North. My body reaches for your touch, You are my feeling and emotion. If a flower was to be, You would be the fragrance. If a clown was to laugh, You would be the smile. If a bird was to sing, You would be that song. And if a sunset could blossom, You would be the vibrant color. You are my longing day, That keeps me from persisting night. You are my sweet in chocolate, That melts in my mouth and not in my hands. And my trust in you is strong, Like the ancient mountains that still stand. The stars in the sky belong to you, In the mere blackness you are radiant light. You are the joy at tearfall, Where every moment counts. You are my lake of calmness

And In Thought... Or Not.
I was starch once. Molded, aptitudious, but still bewildered. Starch. Moxicombed, meddled, metitosized. Yes, it's punny. Obviously. Oh crap. And then we bemuse and bewilder. Ontitosent. It's a line, divine. Omnitosent. Beville. To stop or ... wait. Oh yeah. They say and they don't, or what. And. Yeah. Well that was sensicle. Whimsicle. Popsicle. Lunch! No, I am not dietting. It's not a haiku either. Jesus. A flair a toast. An omniroast. A popsifreeze. To better please. To antiwrite. To behold unsmited. It's perturbed. Bewildermerved. In preparation. Behisteration. Literality. Mistermeanor. Blistremenous. Ness. Eeeee... Proverbialitism! Egalitarianism! Coin! Flip Undo! Copy, paste! Shit! Can I... NOOOO!!! Mostmoximer. Ooohhh... Polimoxy. Yeah, haha. DAMNIT! They said not to get mad. Rape! D: Oh, chhh-tsss. Erh-eh-erheh. Hi Alex. IT'S HIS BLOG POST. YEAH, DON'T WRITE IN BLOG POSTS. IT'S UNWARRENTED. YELLING. HI. Capsl

And Just In Time For 'all Hallows Eve'
Which Horror Movie Killer Are You? LeprechaunYour the killer Leprechaun, you love your gold and will literaly kill for it. Your a sneaky lil devil too to short to be notice, Hiding in trees, making animal sounds. Your smart too making deals, and always keeping your end of the bargain. If anyone every double-crossed you youd make sure they never did it again. ooOOoohh your fiesty. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

And Justice For All
And Justice For All... It's hard to believe that nearly two and a half centuries of enduring liberty and prosperity can be nearly bled dry and on its knees at the hands of a man who doesnt even have the intellect to pronounce the word "nuclear" correctly. The images above are my own artistic expression of frustration at the administrations demeanor and actions. These two men, of nearly unscrutiable power, have violated the oaths of their office and deserve the fates I have portrayed in the photo's above. It is Constitutional Mandate that any representative, senator, executive or justice be removed from their office upon violating the soelmn oaths to uphold, defend and preserve the Constitution of these United States of America, and they must be removed by the enacting of the articles of impeachment. As in all epics revolving around a time of diplomatic unrest, this country is falling ever more into the arena of the bureaucrats, whom in turn will fall to the true rulers of this n

And Life Goes On.........
Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 64% Your job is a total bummer, and probably the worst job you've ever had. Your co-workers stink. Your boss is a jerk. And your company is probably in trouble. Think about finding a new job quickly, even if it's just a not-so-great transition job. You've got to get out of there as quickly as you can! Should You Quit Your Job? yippee-my 4th grand am! things were lookin' scary there for a while--i looked at a grand prix that was loaded, but i just guess grand ams are in my blood! it's a 2001 4cylinder(miss the v6) but it gots a power sunroof for the added perk :-) Here's what my fave show of the six says about who I am. CSI:original,miami or ny OR Law&Order:origina,crimial intent or svu) My pick is Law & Order: Criminal Intent. L&O:Criminal Intent=The Analysts Chances are, fans of this series were raised on Nancy Drew and the Hardy Boys because, according to the L&O co-executive producer Peter Jankowski this is the "She

And Life Goes On...
When I came to CT it seemed very overwhelming to start with..considering I didn't know what in the world was going on..And now since I've been here...I love this site...mainly because of some very wonderful people I've meet.Some are very good friends now..But I've also had to deal with the ones that like to cause misery..yes they can be blocked but it doesn't take away the judgement they passed...I hang on to my friends and they are the only reason I'm still here..got enough real problems..then worring about kid games..Sending my love out to my friends ..to you all...have a beautiful day!! Sandra...*Witchy177* It seems through life mistakes are many and lifes lessons can be so very rough.Our lives we do live to not satisfy others but to fullfill ourselves.Some think that their dreams and hopes should be private and their bad sides hidden by faulty smiles and lying words.I chose not to live my life like this...which seems to be a problem for most.I chose not misery of distrust and in

18 And Life
recently,heroin claimed my stepsons ex-girlfriend/ distant friend she overdosed after some 3 guys loaded a siringe full of heroin the guy was 6'4 she was 5'1 she was 18 and still wanting to fit in she passed away on the floor of the guys car and the 3 guys are held on man slaughter. also recently a so/so friend of mine from chicago was arrested on 17 counts armed robbery and being on parole for the second time for the same offense he also had a heroin problem what the hell is going on what happened to a good liquir buzz and a sweet toke of the grass is this becoming an eppademic

And Men Wonder Why Women Switch To Women..
So I worked my ass of today, and it paid off. My old partner and best friend will be getting out of jail on bond, so he can get the medical attention he needs, (long story), anyways he's getting out under my supervision, and has a sentancing date in December. He's only doing a couple months, which he could do it standing on his head, but he's out untill then, thank god!! Ok men, this one is for you guys. Don't flip attitude to women, because there are a few women that won't put up with the shit. Like me for one. There's a reason why I am getting a divorce, and there is a reason why it takes A REAL MAN to be with me and not a punk. So figure what catagory you are in then talk to me....

And More Fun
Okies so i was out and got this shoutbox while i was away.. should I reply... since the man can't even take time to get to know his potential slaves.. (really I'm not that submissive) and he could have found this out by a couple minutes of conversation with me. misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... read my profile and my blog and when you think then, that you would be an enrichment for me and my slavegirl family, adress me as sir and add me on yahoo: misterak20 or msn: misterak20@hotmail.de and contact me there immediately, to ask for a chance to present yourself as worthy submissive.

And My Heart Swells With Love
IMMORTAL BELOVEDThe First Letter July 6, in the morningMy angel, my all, my very self - Only a few words today and at that with pencil (with yours) - Not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon - what a useless waste of time - Why this deep sorrow when necessity speaks - can our love endure except through sacrifices, through not demanding everything from one another; can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine - Oh God, look out into the beauties of nature and comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything and that very justly - thus it is to me with you, and to your with me. But you forget so easily that I must live for me and for you; if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I - My journey was a fearful one; I did not reach here until 4 o'clock yesterday morning. Lacking horses the post-coach chose another route, but what an awful one; at the stage before the last I was warned not to

40 And Naughty
geeez this system is really slow tonight, anyways i'm outta here going to bed to get rid of this day!!!!!!! hey guys and girls, well had a great weekend got absolutely wrecked saturday night. just a few pics have been added of the night. couldn't take anymore we were all toooooo drunk by 3am. let me know what you all did over the weekend hey guys and gals, where are all the brits on here? come say hi and let's chat and party it up

And Now, A Word From Our Sponsor.
This is apparently what happens on Wednesday nights in Amandaland. Video also in comments. I keep typing, watching the cursor move along as I create clusters of words that seem to form proper sentences. As soon as my thoughts are down in text, my right ring finger is hunting for the backspace key and making the cursor pave down my intentions before I've given them a second chance. It's been an on-going battle between fingertips and keys for almost a week. There are things I want, need, to get off of my chest, but the weight of the promise of relief practically feels heavier than just hanging on to what I've got. I feel like Charlie Brown with that damn rain cloud following me everywhere I go. Put on a happy face, society says. So I do. I'm fine, I tell society. So it thinks I am. I'm not. But I will be. Sometimes, I wish the backspace option was available in everyday life. Like that time that I pushed myself too hard and nearly had an emotional meltdown as a result of it. So,

And Now For Something New (ish)
This month is when the Southern Hemisphere sides (Australian Wallabies, New Zealand All Blacks, South African Boks) get their chance to take back the Webb Ellis Trophy - The Rugby World Cup. A little history lesson about the RWC: Named after the Rugby Schoolboy who picked up a football and ran with it. The tournament pits the world's rugby teams against each other. Those teams come from different areas of the world with their own competitions. For the North the tournaments are 6 Nations (England, France, Ireland, Italy, Scotland, and Wales), The Churchill Cup (Canada, US and 2nd XV sides from the 6 Nations when they tour N America); Southern Hemisphere teams play in the tri-nations (Australia, New Zealand, and South Africa). There are also the South Sea Islands (the feeders to the All Blacks!) which include: Fiji, Samoa, and Tonga. The tournament so far has only thrown up one surprise and that was when England won in 2003. Otherwise it has gone pretty much the way one wou

And Now...
I find as I get older and my ideals, morals, and ethics seem to be ever changing that I find myself surrounded by people who I thought were nothing like me. There is no one with my common sense or logic. Yet they keep making themselves known. I have always marched to a different drummer, wanted to do my own thing and never settle. Always there for everyone, so caring, understanding, and listening...accepting of them yet thinking in my mind, "what the hell is wrong with you?!?!" As I start understanding others more I find more content in my own mind, more justified in my own actions and feelings. And yes, more comfortable about letting others in and expressing my thoughts and feelings. But I have also found in this age that as I become more open, comfortable, and trusting that others tend to shrug it off and not think too much of it. I still do not understand how people can be so unfeeling about others. I think about everyone, even strangers I've had small talk with. It just seems to st

And Now For Something Completely Different
"A bit late to be nervous now isn't it?" I asked Leah as I spun her around and pressed her chest against the wall. She didn't reply, but didn't struggle either as I bent her left arm behind her back and snapped the first handcuff into place around her wrist. These weren't the lightweight novelty handcuffst with the easy release button on the side, or a set of those cute fuzzy numbers, these were the cuffs I'd been carrying at work for fifteen years. They had been worn by countless men and women, from trespassers and petty thieves to child molesters, rapists, and on one occasion a man who had just the day before stabbed his wife to death in their Alabama home. I quickly followed suit with the right, and she stood there my prisoner."Rest your forehead against the wall, take two steps back and spread your feet," I told her forcefully. She complied with little hesitation. I grabbed her by the waist and pulled her back against me, her ass pressing against my crotch."We'd better make sure y

Ando
hello every one, i havnt written a blog before but i think i might do one.. i never really know what to write about.. especially in those .. ABOUT ME sections you have to fill in sometimes.. anyways ive been pretty busy lately.. as some of my friends know i play in a rock band.. we usually play originals but we have been playing around with a few covers lately.. metallica.. the easybeats.. system of a down.. muse.. Marylin Manson.. the butterfly effect.. etc etc .. anyways i have been designated *videographer* so i have been put in charge of recording some videos of us during rehearsal, if you want to check them out and also some videos of me being attacked by a Bengal tiger.. playing with a fully grown cheetah and some white lions.. check out my youtube page.. the link is http://www.youtube.com/user/chumproberts there is some really cool footage on there, especially if you like baby tiger cubs and lion cubs.. they were so cute.. anyways ill leave you to it.. have a good day, bye bye

30 And Over Milf Contest!!
FIRST OFF, I AM SORRY IF I HAVE NEGLECTED I SHOWING APPRECIATION AND LOVE BACK TO ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO SHOW YOURS. I HAD A DEATH IN THE FAMILY, AND WAS PREOCCUPIED WITH THAT FOR THE LAST SEVERAL DAYS. THIS SITE IS AWESOME, AND I LOVE THAT I HAVE HAD THE PLEASURE OF TALKING TO SO MANY OF YOU SINCE I JOINED! THANKS FOR ALL YOUR KIND WORDS. IF YOU HAVE A CHANCE, PLEASE HELP ME IN THIS CONTEST! IT'S BEEN A LOT OF FUN DOING IT, AND IT'S REMAINED A CLOSE CALL THROUGH THE WHOLE THING. ANY AND ALL VOTES AND RATINGS WOULD BE TOO COOL OF YOU! MUCH LOVE AND THANKS TO YOU ALL!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&albumid=138061&i=281962988 ABOVE IS THE LINK TO MY CONTEST PIC!! PLEASE TAKE JUST A MOMENT OF YOUR TIME TO RATE AND COMMENT MY PIC AT THE LINK BELOW!! HELP TO MAKE ME CHERRYTAP'S SEXIEST MILF OVER 30!! THANK YOU SO MUCH AND LOVE TO YOU ALL!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&albumid=138061&i=281962988 HERE'S THE LINK TO MY PHOTO!

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1 And Only
Unspoken Voices is recording their first and ONLY C.D. that is featuring me within it. As I had said before, I am leaving to Huntington, West Virginia in August. Firsthand, I had already known my tenure to be in Unspoken Voices was going to be short. Schooling is a definite priority within my life; However, if I decide to move back to New Jersey in the future, I would then consider making appearences with my former bandmates/friends who are actively seeking permanent bands. The CD should be completed by the ending of July. I will do my best to make copies and online recordings. Thank you all for the support! JP

63 And Pregnant
63 and Pregnant A woman went to the emergency room, where she was seen by a young new doctor. After about 3 minutes in the examination room, the doctor told her she was pregnant. She burst out of the room and ran down the corridor screaming. An older doctor stopped her and asked what the problem was; after listening to her story, he calmed her down and sat her in another room. Then the doctor marched down the hallway to the first doctor's room. 'What the hell's wrong with you?' he demanded. 'This woman is 63 years old, she has two grown children and several grandchildren, and you told her she was pregnant?!! The new doctor continued to write on his clipboard and without looking up said: 'Does she still have the hiccups?'

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Andrews Blog
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Andrew
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~*andrea*~
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Andrew Lloyd Weber
CATS Tonight is a particularly special night of the year when the tribe of Jellicle CATS unite to celebrate who they are. They emerge from the darkened landscape into a larger-than-life junkyard, singing of their unique abilities and special qualities. The Jellicle Cats meet once a year to rejoice. They are waiting for their leader, the wise Old Deuteronomy, who will choose which of the Jellicle Cats will journey tonight to the Heavyside layer to be reborn into a new life CATS Memory - Elaine Paige Phantom’s tribute to Andrew Lloyd Weber Andrew Lloyd Webber is the composer of The Likes of Us, Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat, Jesus Christ Superstar, By Jeeves, Evita, Variations and Tell Me On A Sunday later combined as Song & Dance, Cats, Starlight Express, The Phantom of the Opera, Aspects of Love, Sunset Boulevard, Whistle Down the Wind, The Beautiful Game and The Woman in White. He composed the film scores of Gumshoe and The Odessa File, and a settin

Andrea's Blog
When I got home from work this morning my mom told me that after I get some sleep, she needed me to take her to the ER. So, I lay down and sleep until about 11 am. I take her to the ER, go to the McDonald's drive-thru, come back to the hospital and Alex and I eat in the car in front of the hospital. I got Alex out of his carseat and put him up front with me. We have the windows rolled down because for one thing, it's a beautiful day and another, have you noticed gas prices lately? Anyway, I'm looking down into the Happy Meal bag when I hear a woman scream nearby. When I look up, her husband is going down and he hit the pavement hard. EMTs and nurses come out of the hospital and start really working on him. I wanted to go comfort the wife but all the commotion freaked Alex out so I stayed in the car with him. After they took the man into the ER and we finish eating we go in to check on mom. The poor guy died and the family members that had gathered in the ER said that he was already de

Andrew
I have not been able to update for a while. I am so anxious for Andrew James to be born. I have only eight more days Jan 31st). I have everything ready for him.. I feel prepared for it.. I also have lots of support on my side. I am so glad that I am around people that care so much about me and that is willing to help me out with a brand new baby around and taking care of Darien at the same time...Oh boy, what did I get myself into... it's a good thing that I am young and have lots of energy. Darien is getting exicted about something everyday that the due date get's closer he must know something is about to happen.. I feel that he will be a very good big brother I mean this kid is already trying to play with Andrew with a toy while in my belly... that is my understanding of Darien being ready. Darien will be my big helper. I also want to say that my hubby Jason has been such a good partner and helping me out anyway that he can. I am so proud to have found someone that cares a whole lot

Andrea
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Andrea's Confession
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Andrew Berson
If you know this name look out.. he invites women to see him in philly pa and he uses them.. he is married lives with his wife and their 2 kids and her other son he will lie to you make you spend all your money then he will show you the real him... he has done this to many women and openly admits to cheating on his wife all the time as if its nothing he wont leave her for you that is also a great game he wants to play he just wants to see how many women will fall for this and spend their time and money on him and to be with him.

Andrew
My Son, My Hero I am one proud mama tonight! My son did something at work today that impressed me, but did not surprise me. Andrew is a 17 year old Junior Volunteer Firefighter who has been trained in Fundamentals of Firefighting, first aid, CPR, hazmat awareness, and Incident Command, etc. He takes his position in the fire department very seriously. Andrew worked today from 4pm to 10pm. At around 6:30pm, his friend Steve's minitor went off. They heard the call for a vehicle into a structure at McDonald's, which is right across the street from where Andrew works. They looked over and saw that a car had crashed into the side of the McDonald's. Andrew's friend bluelighted it to the fire station, while Andrew's co-workers told Andrew to go. He grabbed a pair of gloves and ran over to the McDonalds. When he arrived on scene, he approached the police officer and fire chief (from a different department) and told them he was trained in first aid and CPR. Andrew asked

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And So I Begin To Write...
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And So It Came To Pass
NEVER HEARD IT PUT QUITE THIS WAY BEFORE ! ! ! ! ! ! In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast. God the

And So It Begins....
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And So It Goes...
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And So It Goes
This Is One of My Favorite Pieces From The Great Maya Angelou,.......................So Listen Up Sistahs, Even Though We View Most Men As The Dawgs They Are,.......The Good Men? They ARE Out There, Where,............. Well, That Remains To Be Seen, So Don't Throw In The Towel Just Yet. In My Missouri ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ In My Missouri I Had Known A Mean Man A Hard Man A Cold Man Gutting Me Killing Me Man A Tough Man A Man So I Thought I'd Never Meet A Sweet Man A Kind Man A True MaOne Who In The Darkness You Can Feel Secure Man A Sure Man A Man But Jackson Mississippi Has Some Fine Men Some Strong Men Some Black Men Walking Like An Army Were The Sweet Men The Brown Men The Men In Oberlin Ohio There Were Nice Men Just Men And Fair men Reaching Out And Healing Were The Warm Men Were Good Men The Men Now I Know That There Are Good And Bad Men Some True Men Some Rough Men Women Keep On Searching For You Own Man The Best Man For You Man The Man Th

And Still More Poetry
I used protection A Trojan horse Faithful and strong But was it enough for me This was planned A whole week in advance Just you and me And a deserted part of the road No one would know No one would care Not a soul in the world But you and I Was it the first week Or was it the third Was this well planned Or did we forget something Now I have nine months To be tired and waiting I offered to move mountains I gave you my world I told you you were worth more than all the stars in the sky I wanted to share my Universe with you I just want to know When was Love just not enough for you

And Sometimes, She Gets Bitchy
I was having a really awful dream about you last night. We were walking through the park (I don't know why. We've never gone to the park together) and talking about love, your ex-wife, our children, our dreams and everything we wanted out of this life. The dream was sweet until, quite suddenly, you turned on me and started saying all the things I've always feared that you carry around in your heart. You were hurtling insults and anger and it pierced me. In my dream, I cried. I cried for you and for what we could have been. What we were. I cried for a friend that I had lost, not only in my dreams, but in life. I was awoken from that dream at 1:30 this morning by the phone ringing in my ear. It was you, calling from a friend's house, drunk. You're always drunk. I don't know why you called but the coincidence was unnerving. As usual, you made me feel guilty for things that were never my fault. You made me regret things that should only be yours to regret. You made me fe

And So It Goes
Stop telling God how big your storm is. Instead tell your storm how big your GOD is! In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix. She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might

And Stuff...
I have internet again, but I'm also usually playing video games, and there's a big event going on in my favorite mmo, so I'm still not around much. Yup, I'll only be on when Billy's kind enough to lend me his comp. And even then I'm mainly using it for video games and job applications. Don't know for how long. Updates later.

And So It's True...
Where were you, when I said I loved you? And where were you, when I cried at night? Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you Thinking of, all the times we shared I remember when my heart broke I remember when I gave up loving you My heart couldn't take no more of you I was sad and lonely I remember when I walked out I remember when I screamed I hated you But somehow deep inside, still loving you, sad and lonely No one knew, all the pain I went through All the love, I saved deep in my heart for you DIDN'T KNOW WHERE I WOULD GO, WHERE I WOULD BE But you made me leave, and plus my heart it just It just kept telling me so I remember when my heart broke I remember when I gave up loving you My heart couldn't take no more of you, [I Remember lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] I was sad and lonely I remember when I walked out I remember when I said I hated you But somehow deep inside, still loving you, so sad and lonely There was nowhere else to go, oh No

And So It Comes Full Round
round and round we go i kinda end in the same place over and over and i guess thats not bad i feel very alone i just feeling thsi huge longing for conection to something to hae smeone e close to me i miss being loved i miss being sun too i miss walking on teh grass laying down and seeing shooting stars i miss someoen having a fire for me and having one for them i am so alone these days so many ppl here but alone at the same time every night i am alone with my thoughts and i see allthese smiling faces wish for that it funny this song touches me soo i can memeber saying i wanna see u and hold u and it ment the same thing not to hold them but hold them freeze the moment and keep it i i keep looking at snap shots in my head of better times and longing for somethign tp make me feel real i feel so alone so unreal its amazing how alone u can be with all the ppl in the world with u how isolated desire can be and now nothing feels right when ur in peace

And So It Should Be Said.
I have no reason to block. I have nothing to hide. Now she can go run her fat mouth about me behind my back like she did Kimmy, Fornicates, Achilles, Tiffany, Slave Princess, Sheez and so many others, that she has even put into her family now that they have become point slaves for her. Nothing like a two faced blow whale! *Oh yeah... Sucks for you about Hillary Clinton, huh, Crystal?* First off, THIS IS FUBAR. This is an online bar that ppl are SUPPOSED to come to and have fun with their online friends. Secondly, I would NEVER walk into a RL bar handing out candles for someone that I never even knew existed for ANY cause. So, I am not about to do it here on Fubar either. Third, I come online to Fubar to have fun, and I dont really care if John Doe that never even said Hello to me blew up his car and then was run over by a garbage truck. Now, lots of you will think I am mean and coldhearted. And for those that want to think like that, I dont care. REMOVE ME

And She Went Running!
I stepped on a scale today... Hmmm...I dropped 10 lbs since I've started running. (Yes, I've done it every day except one, but it was raining) Go Team Me! I really needed to burn off some stress today, so I figured the running would do it. It certainly gave me a lot of time to think. I had a shitty day at work yesterday...and because someone wants me gone so bad...they pulled something that backfired on them, and got 2 OTHER girls fired in the process. NOT ONLY THAT, but one higher up employees found out she was going to get investigated, she walked out. So now I have to contemplate whether I want to stay at the current job, or get a new one. I don't want to work with mean people...What they did was seriously cruel...I proved them all wrong with the accusation, I feel good about that, but now so many other people are being questioned, and I'm sure more people are going to get fired...And unfortunately, the ones who are going to get fired, are the hardworking ones. My boss serio

And So It Begins
Another season of the NFL, and the questions just pile up, Who's was the best draft pick, Who's the best team. Now of course we all think out teams the best, even if deep down we know thier not, but one can hope and dream. I do visit many pages and blogs, and when I see they are calling for the Cowboys to make it to the superbowl and then they go on to say they will be facing the chargers, kinda puts a warm fuzzy feelin in my heart. As everyone knows the Pats did not win the superbowl , and yes a win is a win but at least the blogs state the pats wouldnt have stood a chance if LT wasnt sidelined,Gates with a bum toe and Mr.s shotgun himself playing with a torn ACL. Of cousre I have been a Chargers fan since 1980 when I lived there, and remained loyal to the team that holds no ring, has come close but never closed the deal, So to all the NFL fanatics out there in FUland, Good luck this season with your favorite teams, I wish you the best and the Olympics SUK cause we will be missing mos

And So The Wheel Turns
i tried to be reasonable and suggest a break and she got nasty on me, so i dumped her. over is over now. i went to the notting hill carnival over the weekend and had a lot of laughs there. trying out caribbean food and listening to soca, reggae and house on some of the biggest sound systems there are. at good times the floor was shaking and you could feel your cheeks vibrate with the bass. got myself a bit of a stomach upset , was doing somersaults yesterday and still got the trots today. other than that a good time was had. Army Of Me -

And So It Begins
Well as we move closer inauguration we begin to see that not only does Mr. Obama The Messiah is not only an economics 101 failure himself, but so is his appointed Treasury Secretary Timothy Geithner. In four years this brilliant choice managed to miss paying 34,000 dollars to the Federal Government. After recent withdrawals from other appointees due to scandal, it has become apparent that Obama has NO clue how to pick people for any type of office. He has managed to pick some of the most idiotic, leftist, fools a president has ever chosen. If a man cannot pay his federal taxes, how can we expect him to handle our billions properly? This is just another window into the piss poor selection of our president. Is this what we can expect in years to come? Should we be on the look out for more corrupt, lying, cheating, self absorbed, greedy politicians from the left....I'd say so....Hold on to your wallets folks...You may have to pay your taxes, but Obama's friends don't... Well the ride ha

And She Said She Loved Me
As you all may know I have been involved with one of the most wonderful ladies I have ever met. When I first saw her I got warm all over, my heart skipped a beat, and my heart melted like butter. I knew right then that I just had to find a way to spend the rest of my life with her. I was very excited about this lady. I bought her gifts and went to her page often to rate her and such. Then after a while I found the first comment she had sent me. I felt like I had turned to jello. This beautiful person had actually shown me some attention. Eventually we started chatting, then the first phone call came. When I first heard her voice I fell in love right there. I told her a little while later how I felt about her. She responded in kind, yet with a very reserved attitude. then a while later she told me she loved me. . It was the day before Easter, and when I heard those words I about melted on the spot. The most fantastic lady I had ever laid eyes upon loved me. I

...and Still......
I came here, looking for a way to ease the boredom. Now I'm hooked. There is something nauseating about this site that keeps me coming back anyway. It's dumb, impersonal, sleezy,and I think it gave me a virus. Yet, here I am... just me, some slack-jawed yokels (love all the NASCAR-themed lounges), and girls selling soft-core porn for game points. I tried to get a friend to join... and she ran after the first 20 minutes. I guess only some people have the stomach for it.So... with all that negative stuff, why am I here? I like it. I get drawn in. I like to read photo-comments. I like to post stupid blogs like this. I like being around a bunch of strangers whom I could care less about, and who could care less about me. In anonymity, there is freedom.My browser has been hijacked to take me here before (it's so considerate of the Fubar people), but I never bothered to sign up. Instead, I only cursed them for it (poor ignorant me). Now I thank the Fubar folks for showing me the light. Fubar

And So It Goes.....
In every heart there is a room A sanctuary safe and strong To heal the wounds from lovers past Until a new one comes along I spoke to you in cautious tones you answered me with no pretense And still I feel I said too much My silence is my self defense And every time I've held a rose It seems I only felt the thorns And so it goes, and so it goes And so will you soon I suppose. But if my silence made you leave Then that would be my worst mistake So I will share this room with you And you can have this heart to break And this is why my eyes are closed It's just as well for all I've seen And so it goes, and so it goes And you're the only one who knows Ss I would choose to be with you As if the choice were mine to make But youc an made decisions too And you can have this heart to break And so it goes, and so it goes And you're the only one who knows.

And So It Begins . . .
So I just finished my second month of school. The second wasn't necesarily harder, but it was definitely more time consuming. A lot more projects and presentations, but I managed to still keep my 4.0 with an A+. The school has kind of a hard grading scale.A+ is 95-100% and is a 4.0A is 90-95% and is a 3.5B+ is 85-90% and is a 3.0B is 80-85% and is a 2.5Etc . . . If school tneds to stay more on par with the second class, I might have to cut back to part time at work. Will have to wait and see though. I'm really enjoying school so far, but it's fairly taxing. I just hope I can continue to keep it up. Well, if you are here, I assume that you were hoping to find something insightful about my past, personality, or possibly just my current thoughts and feelings. I would recommend destroying the part of your brain that gave you that god awful idea. In my stay on fubar, however long that has been (I'm too lazy to go look at my join date), I've never bothered with blog. Whether it's here, mysp

And Still We Learn
After a While After a while you learn the subtle difference betweenholding a hand and chaining a soul and you learnthat love doesn't mean leaningand company doesn't always mean security.And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contractsand presents aren't promises,and you begin to accept your defeatswith your head up and your eyes ahead,with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child.And you learn to build all your roads on todaybecause tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plansand futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.After a while you learn that even sunshine burnsif you get too much, so you plant your own gardenand decorate your own soulinstead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.And you learn that you really can endure,you really are strong, you really do have worth,and you learn and you learn.With every goodbye, you learn......by Veronica Shoffstall This poem is available as a beautiful calligraphy creation by Sherrie Lovler, with

And They Say "diamonds" Are A Gurls Best Friend....ha!
Your Birth Month is May Unique and creative, you seek your own path in life. You love change and are able to adapt to any situation. Your soul reflects: Sweetness, joy, and a complete life. Your gemstone: Emerald Your flower: Lily of the Valley Your colors: Yellow, red, and green What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

And Then There Was Me....
Girl Poem A poem for us.... I shave my legs, I sit down to pee. And I can justify any shopping spree. Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon. I can get a massage without a hard-on. I can balance the checkbook, I can pump my own gas. Can talk to my friends, about the size of my ass . My beauty's a masterpiece, and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit, to others when I'm wrong. I don't drive in circles, at any cost. And I don't have a problem, admitting I'm lost. I never forget, an important date. You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late. I don't watch movies, with lots of gore. Don't need instant replay, to remember the score. I won't lose my hair, I don't get jock itch. And just cause I'm assertive, Don't call me a bitch. Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her. In your dreams, my dear,

And Then, I Went To Sleep.....
It was just another late night phone call. Or at least, that was how it presented itself. It turned out to be anything but ordinary. I decided to answer because I had just spoken to this friend the other day, and I wanted to see how things had been going for her. Not too well at all I was soon to find out. She was talking so fast and breathing hard so I really had to listen to hear what she was trying to tell me. I had heard the family stuff a few times before, so what I do then is try and decipher exactly what is bothering her, while still understanding that life in some homes is simply awful. I think it is best to let them start to get the words out, wait for an opening, then say something nice. You have to get them calmed down so we can try to get to the logic of why they feel this way, and what can be done. I did not get to wait on this call. The word suicide came out after a few minutes, she was every bit as upset as when I first answered, and now I was in a totally different ball

And The Survey Says..............
The Strange Questions SurveyHave you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?:No - Why? What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you’ve date:25 years Ever been in a car wreck?:Yes Were you popular in high school?:No Have you ever been on a blind date?:No Are looks important?:I don't like meeting people with messy hair. Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more??:Yes By what age would you like to be married?:I dunno Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?:Depends Have you ever made a mistake?:Yes Are you a good tipper?:I dunno, i don't tip myself. What's the most you have spent for a haircut?:8 bucks Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?:Not that i remember Have you ever peed in public?:No What song do you want played at your funeral?:Hells Bells - AC/DC Would you tell your parents if you were gay?:Dunno, that could be scarry! What would your last meal be before getting executed?:Something chine

....and The Master Baits
It's 1:00 pm and I'm checked in. It's surreal, I can't believe this is happening. I text him: "I have something for you, come see me at the hotel next to the mall". I know he will come, I've been teasing and tantalizing him for over 3 months. Meeting him at the gym in the wee hours in the morning, taking him in the sauna when no one is there. As I sit in front of the mirror fixing my makeup I reminisce about my rendezvous with him two nights ago at the gym. We met at 12 in the morning, I wet my lips subtly at the sight of his biceps pumping the metal bar up and down to his chest. A light coat of sweat covers his swollen arms, his thin muscle shirt clings to his broad, defined chest and his deep brown eyes... The intense look on his face makes me think naughty thoughts about him. He sees me in the mirror and smiles at the sight of me. I cleaned up pretty nicely for the gym. I wore tight, black shorts, that barely covered my plump, round ass. My form-fitting shirt hugged my perky brea

And The Stars Lie...
...one flew west. One flew over the cukoo's nest. BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Hi. I.Am.NOT.Supposed.To.Be.Feeling.Like.This.ANYMORE! *deepbreath* ok. I think I need someone to slap me right now. I'm freaking out over nothing. Literally nothing. Nothing bad happened today. Had a good morning at work. I'm actually feeling better in regards to my cold. I haven't really talked to anyone so no fighting or anything. But here I am with my stomach in knots and my hands shaking. Funny thing is if you look at me you wouldn't be able to tell something's wrong. Well, Jenn might know... Ange too, maybe. I wanna get away. I want to get in the car and just drive. Or ride. Or whatever. Just go and listen to music and talk with a good friend and not worry about a fucking thing. I want someone to distract me from this... whatever THIS is. I don't even know right now. I want I want I want. Goddamn I'm a greedy, needy, whiney bitch. Scars*PapaRoach I tear my heart open, I sew m

And There Goes Another One !
LOOK, HERE IT GOES SO GET READY. I COULD GIVE A FUCK LESS WHAT ANYONE THINKS, FEELS OR HEARS ABOUT ME ANY MORE. I COULD CARE LESS WHAT YOU DO, SAY OR ANYTHING THAT AFFECTS YOU OR ANYONE READING THIS. I CARE ABOUT TWO PEOPLE MAYBE THREE THAT WILL EVER READ THIS RIGHT NOW. CYNTHIA, WHOM IS MY BEST FRIEND, REBECCA WHOM I REALY DON'T KNOW ALL TOO WELL BUT I LIKE HER AND LONNIE ALOT FROM WHAT I KNOW AND MICHAEL. THAT IS IT !

And The Other Thoughts Of Life
kay, alot on my mind lately, working on organizing all the thoughts and stories of all the shit thats happened the last few years, mainly with guys, i plan on writing a nice long blog sometime before the end of the week probally on my day off (monday) but i'm not sure, im almost thinking id like to do a video rant instead, though i may come across kinda shy or stupid looking and may not get all of what i wanna say in because i'll get focused on a certain anger point, seems like i get screwd over by alot of men, though i gotta say others were less heartache because though i wanted to belive them after awhile i find out there lies or its too overwhelming whether they are or aren't but i didn't wanna stay and wonder for 2 of the guys but i ended up pushing most these guys outta my life, some of them still hurt me really bad though, scars are still there, still nothing in compared to recent because i didn't love those other guys so even though they hurt me alot it's not quite what i'm goin

And Then...
I hear the page at work for me to pick up the phone, "...call on line four.." I stop my work with the patient I'm with and head to the nurses station to pick up the phone. I'm hot,dripping and sticky with sweat. Hawaii is wonderful, but our facility doesn't have air conditioning. Three flights of stairs make this especially fun. I smile at the nurse on duty and pick up the phone, "Rehab, this is.." I answer. Your low voice sounds in my ear. "We're going out tonight, dress with me in mind," then nothing but a dial tone. My weariness falls away and I dive into the rest of my day with new energy. The hours with residents fly by, and I think about what to wear... I get home and toss my dirty scrubs and jacket into the laundry. I close my eyes and breathe deeply,enjoying the play of air over my skin. (Of course, like work, my house isn't air conditioned either) It's not enough for me though, I want to feel the wind caressing me. I wrap my long shawl filled with embroidered roses around m

And To Think I Thought For Myself
Wow... so I thought that I actually had a mind of my own. I am told that I am not happy because I don't want to be happy... really??? You think I honestly can control the situation that I am in right now? I was told that I push people away... yes I admit I do! I do not want to let people in to only get hurt even more than I have been in my life. Nobody but myself knows what I have been through in my life... not everything...nor will anyone EVER know what all I have been through. I am sorry if I close myself off to people! It is easier for me to do that rather than allow myself to get hurt again. And I don't care who you are... everyone will eventually hurt someone... if it is intentional or not it will happen. I am sick and tired of being hurt and taken advantage of! IT STOPS NOW! I am living my life to please myself... so if I hurt you in the process I am sorry... but this is my life and there is NOBODY who is going to tell me how to live, feel, or act!

And The Beat Goes On...
sometimes i wonder who really cares about anyone else but themselves. so many people say that they're listening, but i wonder if they're actually just waiting for their turn to speak. maybe im just rambling, idunno. i just have a lot of random thoughts right now. lately i've been feeling really alone. even with a group of people, i fell like there's no one else around me. almost like im invisible. when i was little, that was the one super power i really wished that i had. i just wanted everything to go away. but now that i feel like i have it, i don't want it. im actually pretty tired of feeling that way. even with all the friends that i have, i feel so isolated. lately, nothing really matters anymore. i've been so upset that i've just gone numb, and i hate that. i just cant cry anymore. and as much as i hate crying, i kinda wish i could. just to know that i can still feel something. im tired of love though. it gets you nowhere. absolutely fucking nowhere. which sucks, cause when you'r

And Then
Talk to me in your drive-time voice as I am moving closer, coming in to kiss you - first your soft lips and then whisper to me "yes" as I am reaching 'round, unbuttoning, and then get right up inside my arms as I am tasting your sweet skin, smelling your soft hair, and then linger as I slide my hand down across your ribs and down inside your jeans and down and then lead me to the bedroom, close the drapes, pull back the sheets, and then allow your skin to touch mine everywhere, all at once - entangled, limb to limb, let's dance on cotton sheets slowly surely sweetly to the voice of the wind and then © All rights reserved

And This Is?
Just a note to the guys who only wanna add me as a friend for no other reason than to hit on me,I am HAPPILY married,I am happy to add you and have a conversation with you but I will not be doing anything else,so please do not insult me or degrade yourself by trying,thanks. Melanie To all my friends and everyone else on Fubar,have a great christmas and a very happy new years,but be safe. Melanie xx I have spent the last 5 years hosting online pool,and while that may sound stupid to some of you,maybe others will know what I am talking about. Whiloe most of the time its been a lot of fun at others its been incredibly stressful,I have been away and back doing it again many times,but always come back as I really enjoy it. Well not anymore,I sent my letter of resignation to the admin of the league I host in yesterday as I am just so burned out its not real. I dont enjoy going to pool anymore as I know I am just going to get bugged to host and I cant and wont do it 24/7. While some (wh

And Than It Was Winter
And it's winter before we know it.... You know, time has a way of moving quickly and catching you unaware of the passing years. It seems just yesterday that I was young, just married and embarking on my new life with my mate. And yet in a way, it seems like eons ago, and I wonder where all the years went. I know that I lived them all... And I have glimpses of how it was back then and of all my hopes and dreams... But, here it is..the winter of my life and it catches me by surprise... How did I get here so fast? Where did the years go and where did my babies go? And where did my youth go? I remember well.. seeing older people through the years and thinking that those older people were years away from me and that winter was so far off that I could not fathom it or imagine fully what it would be like... But, here it is...my friends are retired and really getting gray...they move slower and I see an older person now. Lot's are in better shape than me...

And The Verdict Is Today:
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine:This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes:If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing

And The Games Begin
Ears now hear the silence. Shimmering vibrations, Overwhelming. Such a void. Sweet the scent, not of the mind: But softly emanating from the ruffles buoyed. Upon a treasured pillow You bequeathed the smiles of love. A shadow, Parting the minds of madness, entering the garden cloyed. Twisted frames hold mellow peaks, If you seek, Is only then, you'll find The step by step to madness Is the step, by step, divine. By GoldenRaven thank you for the inspiration Now be the dawn of another setting sun, The scorn, like waves, roll quietly. A hush, Picturesque pastels consume the mind discreetly. Fondling their way into the secluded catacombs of memories Driving all facets of coherent thoughts Sideways, Masked as thoughts of sanity. Beset by the falling darkness, Light breaks through the shadows, Sparkling against the sky, Dancing in the leaves of prevalence When Through the mist of twilight, Thrusts a naked thought. Dwelling within the t

And To Think...
http://www.usatoday.com/tech/science/space/2007-12-11-solar-system-uneven_N.htm It is awesome to imagine that a little satellite, all the way past the orbit of Pluto, we are receiving data on the outer reaches of the solar system, and of pieces of matter from beyond. So why the hell can 't the government manage to balance it's budget? We can recieve radio from billions of miles, and can't manage to not spend more than we bring in? Enough ranting. The marvel of technology offsets for the moment the anger over idiots.

And Though Christmas Is Almost Upon Us..........
Old one but cute.... > > Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the > pearly gates. > > 'In honor of this holy season' Saint Peter said,'You must each possess > something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven.' > > The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter.He > flicked it on. 'It represents a candle', he said. > > 'You may pass through the pearly gates' Saint Peter said. > > The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He > shook them and said, 'They're bells.' > > Saint Peter said 'You may pass through the pearly gates'. > > The third man started searching desperately through his po ckets and > finally pulled out a pair of women's panties. > > St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, 'And > justwhat do those symbolize?' > > The man replied, 'These are Carols.' >

And That Is Why They Call Me "aussie"
People often stop by and ask me if I am an "Aussie" or they tell me I am not an "Aussie". They are 100% correct! I am not an Aussie. Although I am "Aussie" in my own right! Sit back my children and let me spin the tale of how I became....."Aussie". It was the best of times, it was the worst of times........it was a hot day in Iraq as usual. I was starting to “chaf” more and more everyday! I had to find a way to make it stop! So I tried to go commando( not wearing underwear- for those who just don't get it). That didn't work either. The uniform's crotch is just rubbing me raw! What in god's name am I going to do? I can't spend all of my time in Iraq; fighting terrorism, only to have my crotch rubbed raw as my first concern. The humanity! So I was on my last attempt at finding something that was suitable for my loins. The boxer briefs made their way into my hands. Excitedly I tried them on( more like, this needs to work or I am fucked), they did the job just perfectly. Soon t

And Then We Said Goodye
It was getting late and we hadn't spoken a word to each other in about three hours. Looking at you, out of the corner of my eye, I can see the emptiness and loneliness on your face. As we watched reruns of 90210. "It's getting late, maybe I should go." I say as I sit up. "Okay" you say standing and stretching, "I'll walk you out" So hand in hand we walk to and out the door, still not saying a word. Our hands are barely holding each other and it just symbolizes how far apart we grown over the last couple months. Most couples grow closer together, but we have against odds, drifted further apart, almost like strangers now. Once to my car I turn and put my arms around you, and you throw your arms around my head. I lean down and gently we kiss, though we couldn't be further apart we still feel an obligation top kiss goodnight. Both of us knowing, this is our last. But neither one of us saying it. "So I'll call you tomorrow?" I say with uncertainty. You frown and say "Sure" One last hug as I

And The Truth Shall Make You Free
"Yes, I am a Free Lover. I have an inalienable, constitutional and natural right to love whom I may, to love as long or as short a period as I can; to change that love every day if I please, and with that right neither you nor any law you can frame have any right to interfere. And I have the further right to demand a free and unrestricted exercise of that right, and it is your duty not only to accord it, but, as a community, to see that I am protected in it. I trust that I am fully understood, for I mean just that, and nothing less!"

And The Stars Lie
Where is your cell phone? In my pocketYour signifigant other? Non exsistant.Your favorite store? Target probably, though I go to Walmart way more often. Helzburg Diamonds isn't too bad thoughYour favorite color(s)? Dark dark blue, normally I'd call it midnight blue. A bright limey green has been attracting me a lot recentlyWhen is the last time you laughed? After I won Alannah a stuffed orange elephant from a claw machine today. I have NEVER won anything from those things before!When is the last time you cried? Its been a while, suprisinglyWhere were you last night? At home Muffins? Are yummy... I should bake someWhere did you grow up? New JerseyLast thing you did? Put Alannah to bedWhat are you wearing? skirt and a tube top. Not something I'd wear out of the house.Your TV? Small and bulky. contradiction? maybe but its true Your pets? Are in NJ still.Friends? I have a couple.Your life? Most days its good.You mood? Ok, I guess.Missing someone? Yes. Something you are not wearing? a bra.Y