Romantic Notions FE to Joey Jettt's blog: "Answers to your questions about me."

Short story? Quality is more important to me than quantity!! I am not here for points! I have aghorophobia, which is to say that most of my life is lived within my own home. Fubar is truely a second home to me and I live my life here online like I live my daily life. People online aren't just pictures on a computer, or points to me. Each and every one is a person with a heart and soul who just happens to be meeting me here and not in person! So when someone clicks on the add link without taking the time to read my profile and find out a bit about who i am and what is important to me. That shows me that they don't care about who I am, but most likely are looking for pics, or points. i give more than that, so I feel I deserve more than that! Do I only accept friend requests with the "password phrase" in it? Honestly no not always. If a person takes the time to write something in thier request that sounds heartfelt... THIER IN! You may not agree but I truely believe that one of the best gift you can give someone is your time!! And I am not always able to give the friends that i do have now the time they deserve, and I am sorry for that, so why would I add people that don't care enough about others to give me thier time and take my time away from those that really do care? Hope this answer is complete enough for you. Take care of you, Michelle

Long story short?? Cause I'm fricken bonkers!!~LMAO~ Okay so I'm not completely bonkers but I assure you the drive there wouldn't be a long one! I assure you it isn't for the money! $727.00 a month isn't worth faking crazy, for those of you who have made such comments. I am on disability for a list of reasons a few of which include, aghoraphobia, social anxiety disorder, severe anxiety and depression, and bipolar. And since all of my jobs in my life have been people oriented and I no longer deal well with such things they put me on disability. What led to all those things? A lifetime of pretty shitty things, thinking that the best way to deal with them was to push it aside and laugh at life. Oooops I was wrong, and after one extreme event too many I had a nervous breakdown and became all of the above and then some. Although they say that I have had quite a few of those issues before my breakdown, I had learned to hide them and deal because I didn't want to appear needy, or unstable. But now I know that I am not unstable as long as I continue to truely deal with things...And if i appear needy or unstable to someone else then...well...piss on them for not taking the time to know who I really am!!~LOL~ Next question? Take care of you, Michelle