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Baby Sister
Baby Sister Watching you from across the room, I see how much you have grown. I seen you as a young woman bloom. Then to see you in your goddess throne. You are my baby sister. I love you very much. Now a message to you mister, take care of her, feed her lots of fudge. The moment you said "I do", you took her in your reins. The big sister has to let go, so she can show us all , she to has the brains. To be a goddess of her own will. To show her own great guidance and soul . I will always be here when needed still, I now hand you your own wings to make you whole. I love you always and forever more. I know now you listened and I was never a bore. Have a happy rest of your life, You are now some mans wife. As Always, Aka Valarie A Laboy Copyright 2006

Baby Having Surgery
Okay guys my 8 month old baby is going in for surgery tommorrow morning. This wil be surgery number 6 for him. Those of you close to me know the deal with everything. Those of you who arnt he has a detached retina and glaucoma in the left eye which has made him blind. And he has a heart murmer and seizure disorder. He has a hard time with surgerys and being put to sleep. This is the last of the surgerys and the most intense and important. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers. I dont know how long i will be gone but i wanted to let you all know what was going on. Thank you all for your support. It means alot to me and to him.

Baby News!
I don't know how some will feel about this but I am really excited yet a little scared about my Husband coming home.I mean I am sure he is still the man I fell in love with but you know they say they change when they have been overseas.And I can tell in his voice that he has somewhat but I am just a little worried about how much he actually has changed and if its good or bad.He will have been gone 9 months when he comes back for his R&R.Thank God though it wasn't the whole year like first talked about.We plan on having our bigger wedding when he is home this time.My brother is said that whatever he acts like remember he went through alot over there and there just things he can't tell me or just isn't ready to tell me and that I need to understand that he is probably just as scared coming home and not knowing everything thats happened while he has been gone.But either way EXCITEMENT and just a little scared but if we weren't meant to be then we wouldn't have gotten through all the strug

Baby
I am finally having a baby! I am 13 weeks along (3months) I am so happy. The guy Im having the baby with is my boyfriend and he is a good guy Im not just saying that cause we are dating. He is truly a nice guy. I did put a picture up in my gallery if you want to see. Well thats all new news from me.

Baby Boy On The Way!
I know I haven't been doing much on here lately, and for that I apologize. I am expecting a bouncing baby demon boy here in the next couple of months. Been working alot so i can picl up all the stuff i will need ( which is more expensive than I realized, lol). The mother and I aren't dating anymore, but she is still staying at my place until she is able to get back on her feet after the baby is born. We are staying on friendly terms for the baby's sake. There are pics of my prde and joy in a new album.

Baby I Love You!
Have I ever told you how good it feels to hold you It isn't easy to explain And tough I'm really trying I think I may start crying My heart can't wait another day When you kiss me I just gotta to say Baby I love you come on baby baby I love you Baby I love only you I can't live without you I love everything about you I can't help it if I feel this way Oh I'm so glad I found you I want my arms around you I love to hear you call my name Oh tell me that you feel the same

Babyluv
PLEASE GO COMMENT MY NEW SEXY PICS PLEASE Hey what up everybody me and 1 of my friends on here are having a contest to see who will get the most comments and ratings so help me to win please lol so go comment me rate me do what you gotta do to help me when lol thank you yall have to help me win this contest go leave me a profile comment

Babygirl
hey i want to write this blog to ask everyone to pray for my sister and her daughter there are going throught some tuff times right now in there life and the need all the prayer that they can get so if you would all pray for them that would be great thank you and god bless i just got fubar married for the first thime and i hope it goes great

Baby Love
ok now i know that baby love is great as a matter of fact it is the greatest my grandbaby lives with me and well i think she is spoiling me rotten she is the greatest teacher of pureity she loves unconditionally she tells you in her own way what she needs and likes and she shares her emotions freely now that is what being a baby is all about and being a teacher as well oh yeah and she give out baby hugs and lots of them and baby kisses as well yayness

Baby Made
Kissing is a habit Fucking is a game Guys get all the pleasure Girls get all the pain The guy says i love you You believe its true But when your tummy starts to swell, He says 'to hell with you' 10 minutes of pleasure 9 months in pain 3 days in hospital A baby without a name The baby is a bastard The mother is a whore This never wouldn't have happened If the rubber wouldn't have torn

Baby's Hug
We were the only family with children in the restaurant. I sat Erik in a high chair and noticed everyone was quietly sitting and talking. Suddenly, Erik squealed with glee and said, 'Hi.' He pounded his fat baby hands on the high chair tray. His eyes were crinkled in laughter and his mouth was bared in a toothless grin, as he wriggled and giggled with merriment. I looked around and saw the source of his merriment. It was a man whose pants were baggy with a zipper at half-mast and his toes poked out of would-be shoes. His shirt was dirty and his hair was uncombed and unwashed. His whiskers were too short to be called a beard and his nose was so varicose it looked like a road map. We were too far from him to smell, but I was sure he smelled. His hands waved and flapped on loose wrists. 'Hi there, baby; hi there, big boy. I see ya, buster,' the man said to Erik. My husband and I exchanged looks, 'What do we do?' Erik continued to laugh and answer, 'Hi.' Everyone in the rest

Baby Boo!
Ok this lovely woman in the link below is feeling up set right now and she feels that since she put her NSFW pics to private that none of her friends wants to show her love at all. So just to prove her wrong on this. I'm asking my friends/fans and family members to go and rate all her stuff and show her the love that she deserves on here. Show her it is worth to stay on here and for her not to leave this site, cause she will be deeply missed by many of her close friends on here!!!! ßåßy ßºº Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club@ fubar

Baby Boo!
The person in the link below is one of the biggest scam artist on here. she will cry a river saying she will delete her self b/c no one rates her pics at all. Guys only want to rate her NSFW pics of her. If that was the case then take them off. DUHHHHHHHHHHHH! Well every single week i would go to her page and rate her SFW pics. never once would i ask to see the other pics at all. cause i could care less about them. When i was going to rate her pics this week i found out i was blocked for no reason at all. i have no idea y either. So i asked someone else that i know that was her friend and this person was blocked too. This person would do the same and go a step further. This person would buy the person in the link below 3 bling packs, 7 day blast and 150 on her auction. What did this person get out of it? Well really nothing. He basically got kicked to the curb like a piece of shit. As well he was blocked too. So just a far warring to everyone on here. beware of pe

Baby
Well, our daughter Savannah was due May 28th. Guess what?! She is not here yet! The Dr. scheduled an induction for Tuesday June 3 at 6:30 am...can't wait to see the little booger that has been kicking me for so long and interrupted my sleep for so many months! Any women know how I feel out there? Baby's should be required to come by their due date!!!! How frustrating!

Baby Beaten Again
(06-15) 16:56 PDT -- A man parked his truck on a country road outside Turlock Saturday night, removed a baby boy from a car seat and then beat the child to death in the street, fighting off passersby who tried to stop him until he was gunned down by a police officer whose helicopter landed in a nearby pasture, police said today. The 27-year-old suspect, who lived in Turlock, died almost immediately where he fell. The child, who according to police appeared to be 12 to 24 months old, was rushed to a hospital but was soon pronounced dead as well. Police officials declined to identify the man and said they were not yet certain who the child was - or in what way, if any, he was related to his attacker. The Stanislaus County coroner's office told police that the agency may have to identify the boy through a DNA test because he was beaten beyond recognition. No information was immediately available about the baby's mother. The suspect "had tunnel vision," said Stanislaus County s

Baby Shower
Well, It`s come to that time when I go to my first baby shower...July 2nd, Leavin at 10am and I don`t know what time I`ll be back...:) But whenever I get home I will get on here and return all the luv I was showen that day (If I`m not too tired).

Baby Blog
Rylee Nichole is here. She was born on 02/18 at 11:02pm weighing 7lbs 6oz and 19 inches long. We get to go home tomorrow and we are so excited. I still cant believe I am a mommy. I felt a few contractions before I got something for them...after that I didnt feel anything. I was in labor for about 6 hours and pushed for about 45 minutes. I didnt feel her come out either...I only knew she was out she the doctor showed her to me lol. I am gonna post a picture of her and will post more tomorrow. We are getting closer and I am so excited. My appointment went great. My BP was 113/67...I didnt gain any weight the past 2 weeks. They said the baby was head down and I am 1/2cm dilated...which I know aint much but it tells me that I am getting close. I am starting to think that the baby isnt gonna stay until her due date which as long as she is healthy I am ok with that. Richard says she better stay in there cause he isnt ready yet but no one is ever ready. I now go in for weekly appointments. So

Baby
For those who knew I was pregnant. These last couple of days I have been in the hospital. I was about 6 wks pregnant. It ended in a miscarriage. I'm doing good. Just in a little bit of pain but I'll do alright. Any questions about anything feel free to ask. Love all yall. *MUAH*

Baby Phat Girls Club
BABY PHAT GIRLS CLUB To get in this club f/a/r all members. then PM TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life with the subject line being "Baby Phat Girls Club" men are allowed they will be the girls bouncers GIRLS: ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar ~Corky~Fu-Wifey&RL*Fiance 2 §mºkîè~Co-Owner@Club Velocity~Member Of Rating Revolution~@ fubar snugglebunny@ fubar MzCaBiBBW*Fu-Angel*ALL Women Are Beautiful*NO RATE/FAN NO ADD@ fubar *`MZ.LIZ`* FU BOMBER Team Leader for Hot Lil Naughty Mama 636, FU-STREAKER,@ fubar That_Girl~RL G/F To Kranie0561 ** Memeber Of Unique

Baby, I'd Love You To...
This is an old song by ~LOBO~ that I've always loved. The message is timeless and relevant. It goes straight to your soul... after all, isn't this what most of us want?~ ;)~ I hope you enjoy!~ ;)~ ~LOBO~ "I'd Love You to Want Me" ~

Baby Blog
Today is my 12 week check up, this is the 3rd time to see, the baby, I'm so excited. My mom and i are making a girls day of it. ryan has to work so mom is going with me and then were shopping and more then likely getting our nails done. Depends on how tired i get i might swing in to the beauty shop and get my hair cut. But I'll give everyone updates when i get back, take care. Lil evelyn Babies First Picture Ryan & I went to the Dr's office for our first prenatal visit. We got to see the baby(grub worm) on an ultrasound. It was so amazing, that tiny little life force is inside me. I was so happy that I had Ryan there with me. After a poke of the needle we were of to dinner with babies first picture and home video. We keep watching the dvd of the ultrasound, its just so unreal. We head back in for more pictures in a few weeks. For now I'm off to stare at baby goods.

Babygirl
at 7:39 am i delivered my grandson i did not even know that my 16 yes 16 year old was carring she said she did not know! but anyway he is 7 11 21 inch long Christain is his name i just thank god that every thing went well

Baby Girl In Love!
Today my love I was thinking of you.And I am missing you so much today.Everytime the phone rings I think it's you.And I get sad when it's not.I was feeling so hot today I need to hear your voice.Can't wait untill you call me in the morning.I love you baby so much.I had moved to another site today.Since somebody kept hacking myspace page.Feels good to be here where nobody messing with me.And it's so peaceful I got a ton of diarys and blogs for you to read.Soon as you get out my love. Love You/Baby Girl Wifey Soon?

Baby Roxan
(THIS POST IS FRIENDS ONLY FOR A REASON, IF YOUR NOT A FRIEND KINDLY MOVE ALONG. THANK YOU) I am reaching out to you all in hopes that some of you will find it in your hearts to help me help my daughter. Below is a link where you can help contribute to her happiness and well being. People buy VIPs and BLASTS and HHs and all that silly stuff on here everyday, please don't turn your backs on a good cause. I also included a bit about her in this bulletin and what she is going through. Please take a moment to do what you can. Simply CLICK THE PIC below to contribute, please. Thank you... AJ aka Unique Dream Roxan was born on November 30th 2008 at 6:27pm. She was a month premature and weighed in at 4lbs 6oz. Roxan was born with many complications, some severe and others strictly cosmetic. The entire left side of her body, inside and out, was and is under developed and deformed. Literally head to toe. As of yet the doctors still don't have a reason. We are constantly i

A Baby's Hug
A Baby's Hug ~ We were the only family with children in the restaurant. I sat Erik in a high chair and noticed everyone was quietly sitting and talking. Suddenly, Erik squealed with glee and said, 'Hi.' He pounded his fat baby hands on the high chair tray. His eyes were crinkled in laughter and his mouth was bared in a toothless grin, as he wriggled and giggled with merriment. I looked around and saw the source of his merriment. It was a man whose pants were baggy with a zipper at half-mast and his toes poked out of would-be shoes. His shirt was dirty and his hair was uncombed and unwashed. His whiskers were too short to be called a beard and his nose was so varicose it looked like a road map. We were too far from him to smell, but I was sure he smelled. His hands waved and flapped on loose wrists. 'Hi there, baby; hi there, big boy. I see ya, buster,' the man said to Erik. My husband and I exchanged looks, 'What do we do?' Erik continued to laugh and answe

Baby Moma Drama
hay got a qestion for the bar assostiation drink please,,,i drove 2000 miles round trip for a girl to get her made it to ohio and the chick went in to hidding put simply she has problems now that i drove 2000 mile round trip from daytona to ohio then back to daytona with no girl she now wants 150 cash please advise do you think shes trying me or playing me

Baby Sitting
I posted a mum about how WE as tax payers are giving obama's mother in law $5000.00 a week to baby sit.I asked if that is fair to us. Some ass hole said it is.Talk about an idiot(must be on welfare).Why should this bitch get so much money? Simple because she is a taking piece of shit like her daughter and son in law.They are all crap who will destroy the USA.

Baby Bird - A Poem I Wrote
You bet your two butt cheeks I am, but at the same time, I'm one of the most honest, dependable, friendly, open minded & non-selfish humans you'll ever come across in your life. In the words of Eric B. & Rakim, "I Ain't No Joke". I find my characteristics to be extremly useful in today's world. I'm sure some people will hear my music & "ASSUME" that I'm a negative person, But if those same people would spend some time talking with me, I'm sure they'll see that their "ASSUMPTIONS" of me are all wrong. Do I get a kick out of proving people wrong? You bet your two butt cheeks I do. I know I use a lot of strong language in some of my songs, But as a songwriter I feel it helps add to the authenticity & integrity of the song. Do you think the characters in movies like Scarface & Hustle & Flow would have had the same powerful impact on screen if they all talked like Ernie & Burt from Sesame Street? Of course not. So when you hear me using strong lanugage in a song, it's not for shock v

Baby Daddy What A Bastard
i really hate my husband the father of my baby boy. he just doesnt seem to care about our son. he hasnt put any effort to come see his son. Damian is almost 5mths old and his dad has only seen him once. doesnt all to see how he's doing doesnt come to see him nothing he'd rather party with friends. at least his family makes an effort to see him. today his parents came and picked me upand i went to my sister-laws graduation which her brother didnt come. he didnt even call or anything didnt try to come see his son either im so done with the stupid bastard he can go to hell for all i care. he's a fuckin loser who will get whats coming to him karma's a bitch.how can he even call himself a father. so screw it im done being nice and understandable. so fuck him.

Baby... Remember...
one minute i need you the next i dont caresure we fight alot but i wish you was thereright here beside me wrapped in my armsill keep you close protect you from all harmsi just sit at home and wait for you to callbut all i here just silence no ringing at alli start to pick up the phone but what do i sayyou'll never get over when i left that one dayi wanted to get past this i wanted you in my liferemember when baby i asked you to be my wifei came back home with that ring that i boughtwe went to my bed and i say baby guess what ill give you my heart from now til the endill be not just your lover but also your friendyou said i do as i placed the ring on your fingerbaby oh baby how those memories they lingerbut that was in the past its time to move oncuz the life i had with you is damn near gonedays and days go bye and i still hear no wordi might be an asshole but this i dont deserveyou cant even call and just say that im okno you dont you make me wait day and daywell ya know what baby i ju

Baby Girl
y must the littlest things hurt when u dont care what the other one does n jokin around n shit....cant they see it hurts when they do that.......just somethings i dont want to know.......and y cant ppl just take it when u say that ur happy how u r with sumone..........i just want to bleed it all away..... whats the point in living when i cant live a life with you, i want to be ur everything, i want nothing more then to be ur girl, i bleed inside everyday, it hurts all the time i just want to make it go away, nothing will heal this broken heart of mine

Baby On The Way
Went to my doc appoint and the baby is doing good. The baby is 3.56 cm long so far and i'm 10 weeks today. My do date is May 18th and my sister is supposed to throw me a baby shower. I can't wait til we can see if the baby is boy or girl. On my ultrasound the baby looks like a peanut ^__^ so awesome they have the technolegy to see the baby before it's born. Any way off to the game I usually play. Oh and my next doc appointment is November 18th. Lots of love to all my friends. Trista ^__^ Me and the baby are doing ok. Went for my 2nd check up today and very happy that the baby is so far developing wonderfully. Below are the ultra sounds and hopefully you can desiver them. We're hoping the next check up we'll be able to tell if it's a boy or girl. These are the first ultra sounds.

Babygirl292008 Shit
When I'm gone just carry on don't mourn rejoice every time u here my voice just know that I'm looking down on u smiling and I didn't feel a thing so baby do't feel no pain just smile back! I hate bein alone this shit sucks! Fuck

Baby's Daddy
To many people are claiming to be my child's father, can you help me find the true one.... I thought Witchie was it... Dammit she came at me with a turkey baster, had me all tied up and everything... HELP WIcked and her fetus

Baby Don't Cry..
So today i went swimming twice. chilled by the pool with my roomates and some freinds. I heard this girl talking about this guy she i seein. and how he has been a "dickhead' and/or.. so i ask her " do you think that you feeling like this against him, and you knowing he's not here with you to make you feel good and make each other happy by being together is a positive way to be if you both really like each other?" Now i got silence for a few seconds, and then after that silence she walksaway and calls this guy and tlks to him for an hour. Now, i'm kind of curious as to what transpired, but it's nne of my business and im glad that im not in a relationship like that. Two people should enjoy being together. I myself wish i had someone to love again. to know that person, came to where you are at to see you is a remarkable feeling. and to be able to hold someone in front of all your homies and say, "this is mine". I guess in a way im trying to look for love. and another part of me doesnt wan

Baby Fu-gettable
So, like, back in August, of, like, this year, me and. like. Cowboy had, like, a baby. No, like, seriously! We had a, like, baby!Baby-Fu-Gettable! Her name is Lydia and she is,like, now 3 1/2 months old. OMG. And she is cuh-uuuuuute! She's on my picture thingamajigger, if y'all want to peekaboosy. Soooooo, like, yeah, lemme know what you, like, think, kay?O.K. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Babysitting/nanny
Anyone who knows someone in need of a babysitter/Nanny, please notify me. I charge fair and have good references. May let them know of me and give them my number and name if they would like to talk to me. 316-617-8553 Danielle Enloe, Thanks for anyone who may be-able to help!

Babyboo
I am tired of people playing games i am tired of being taken advantage of tired of being used like a kleenex then being thrown away...wish that there was a decent guy who would not do stuff like that to me and not be a creeper or use me for anything..i wish that every girl had a decent guy even my worst enemies!!!!

Baby Pool Fun With Hellyeah And Marcus Rafferty
The fat bald dude who does the belly flop is one of my closest friends and is a guitar tech for HellYeah and has toured with Korn, Pantara, FlyLeaf, Silent Civilian and learned to play guitar from the great DimeBag Darrell. This is some of the wild shit they do when they have down time between shows.

Baby
A Woman's Worth You could buy me diamonds , you could buy me pearlsTake me on a cruise around the worldBaby you know I’m worth itDinner lit by candles, run my bubble bathMake love tenderly to last and lastBaby you know I’m worth itWanna please wanna keep wanna treat your woman rightNot just told but to show she is worth your timeYou will lose if you choose to refuse to put her firstShe will if she can’t find a man who knows her worth, mhmnCuz a real man knows a real woman when he sees herAnd a real woman knows a real man ain’t afraid to please herAnd a real woman knows a real man always comes firstAnd a real man just can’t deny a woman’s worthIf you treat me fairly I’ll give you all my goodsTreat you like a real woman shouldBaby I know your worth itIf you never play me , promise not to bluffI’ll hold it down when it get’s ruffBaby I know your worth itShe rolls the mile makes you smil

Baby Boy
it was 2 yrs ago today that i said goodbye... 2 yrs ago today i had to let you go. i wish it didnt have to be this way, i miss you everyday. my baby boy, so soft and sweet no chance to see the world. my heart shattered when you drifted away inside your mother's womb. tho your not here with me today, you're always in my heart, and one day soon we'll never be apart. my love for you grows stronger everyday, my dear little boy. look down on me from up above and keep me strong today. i dont want to show the world how weak i really am. its just between us two, my love for you, my little boy. thinking of the plans for you and watching your future grow. shattered in just a matter of minutes, how could your father do this to you i wonder everyday. no chance for you to see the world, and me watch you as you grow. stay strong for me my baby boy and we'll be together soon.. i love you more each and every day my precious baby boy. R.I.P ~J.M.R~ momma will always love you

Babygirl
to every guy and girl out there i am fuckin taken so wen u message me if the first thin u want to talk about is sexget the fuck lost. i am here to just make friends. if u still proced to message me and talk about that sit i will take action and u will not like the fuckin repercutions that come out of it dont piss me the fuck off. so if u just want to be fiends then message me if not leave me the fuck alone end of the god damn fucking story!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you babygirl

Babydecay
barrels of jade roll free form from my lips. who could i have been with out the snakes deadly kiss? who was that innocent girl? knotting the edge of her skirt, trading in skinned knees and mp3's for ashes and hurt.. i breathe in this air of freedom, trying to stand up for all the things ive come to believe in... but at the end of the day.. im just a lost little girl finding herself.. conditioning herself.. for something bigger than I will ever be. I run lately to catch my balance. To center my storm. Every morning that I dont crumble, is a win for me and a fuck you to the bad man. I wont back down. keep going. keep pushing, past- and through. I know that I will not, and can not be the person that I was going to be. I cant decide if that makes me or breaks me. I had this vision of what should be. I guess everyone does.

Baca (bikers Against Child Abuse)
This was just emailed to me from the mother of one of our (BACA) children. THIS IS WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT!!!!!!!!!! ................... ................... Dear new found friends, I would like to share with you our story and I how we came to become involved with BACA. About a year and half ago when my daughter was 7 years old. She was touched by her father in an inappropriate fashion. This is a something no child should ever have to experience but it seems even worse when it is by someone you love more than anything in the world. My daughter loved her dad in that way. She was very brave. She came to me the following morning after the incident. I felt my world slip away from under me but I could not show that to my daughter I had to listen to her and assure her that she was very brave and did the right thing in coming to tell me and I also assured her that none of this was her fault. I told her how proud I was of her and that she did the right thing in telling me. I confronte

B.a.c.a.
I have been told by our national site..B.A.C.A. that we have too remove any and all items dealing with B.A.C.A. on any and all web sites....So I will be removing my site soon and I hope you will be spreading the word about B.A.C.A. for me.....thank you all.....good bye....WOLF

Bach Ma National Park - A Good Destination In My Hometown
The beauty of Bach Ma National Park is indisputable. It is no coincidence that since the 1930s, the French chose this place to build a resort. Bach Ma is a highland of Vietnam. There have been countless articles about the beauty of Bach Ma. Ecotourism Bach Ma nationalpark

Back To Reality
I'm praying for snow as I'll be going to Heavenly in Tahoe next week! Time to go snowboarding. I am going to the 49ers first home game versus the Rams on Sunday. This should be awesome!!! Go RAMS!!! In order to announce self-help month, I am taking weekly guitar and golf lessons. Wish me luck as my guitar lesson is at 12:30. B

Backgrounds For Your Page
need background rip here...need other help just asked Hi Everybody If you need some backgrounds for your page i got plenty you can rip....if you need more help i will help you...just holla

Back Stabbing Witches
Ok it really bothers me when people stab other people in the back. Two girls used me to find out the address to where my b/f lives. They planned to have him arrested the weekend my dad came up. They thought i would go running home, but guess what i didnt and my b/f is out of jail freaken stupid bitches. So since you tried fucking me over which you did a poor job of doing it is now my turn:) So watch your backs becuz you never know when the cops will be knocking on your doors.

Back Home
ok seriously is it wrong to be picky on who we spend time with? i mean come on we have little time to spare as it is with our lives and yet some just spend their free time with people they can't stand. or have no interest in actually being around. this is why i am single and so picky. i know what little free time i have with work and side things, i want that time to be spent well. so i guess what i am saying is yes i am picky and no i don't care. and if i so choose to want to spend some time with you maybe you should think about that. maybe we all need to think about that and if you don't feel like you want to be around or see someone then don't as i walk through this valley of shadow and death, which has been proven to be what we call life. there is a small glimmer of hope and happiness. we call it love family and friendship. we are who we are by who we choose to be in our life. many people try to enter it but we have the final say on who we keep close to us. the ones who make the mi

Back Surgery......help!!!!!
First things first......Fuck A Back Surgery!!!! OUCH!!!!! Actually my damn back feels fine, its the fuck'n hip that they SCRAPED(Graphed) Bone from that is killing me!!! This makes surgery #2! Or you could say this is a follow up to fix the 1st 1 as it wasn't succesful. The 1st procedure was supposed to fix the problem, but the bone used(kadaber-AKA....Deadman's Bone) never fused with my spine. I guess my body rejected it. So I was forced to undergo surgery #2!! The Dreaded one!!! This was what I didn't want to go through!! The one I heard was the most painful of them all!!! Now I can agree first hand how bad it hurts, no more guess'n!!! The surgery went very well, & my back fells 100% better, but my hip, guts and the incision on my belly where they went through to do the magic is a sore mutha fucka!!!! Just thought I would tell everyone what happened to my ass, & why I haven't been online as much as ushuall. Now that all of ya know the skinny on me, who wants to be my nurse????? C

Back To My Old College Radio Days
Does anyone else remember this shit? Dinosaur Jr. - Feel the Pain Drivin' N' Cryin' - Fly Me Courageous Eels - Novacaine for the soul Gravity Kills - Guilty Kula Shaker - Tattva Lush - Ladykillers Pixies - Where Is My Mind

Back Ground On The Vikes Pics
Well on Sunday for my bay present from my mom I had there gift of a vikes ticket. The original plan was for me to find some find my shift for me at work on Dec 16th 2006 so we could go spend the nite at Tony's house (my moms co worker). Failing that call in sick. Well because the person I was working with decide to quite the week before I couldn’t call in sick with out losing my job. So the plan was get to the tail gate lot on Washington and Chicago ASAP. On Thursday I got a fone call from my mom asking me what I wanted to drink for the party I go beer wise she goes I m at the liquor store what do u want. I paused to think for 2 seconds and responded the biggest bottle of jag u want to buy me. On Friday I got my pay check went to the costume shape got my war and hair pant, then got a 6 Pac of red bull. So I would have it all ready for Sunday. Then worked. Really didn’t sleep well, so I went to bed at 5 am cause I got home from work at 230 a.m. Wok

Background
I need a cherry background.. If anyone wants to make one for me, let me know! I want it red black white and gray... no sparkles or anything.. with with cherrytap.com on it with my name (Katt Mayhem) somewhere on it too... Any takers?

Back To Djing Again
Come listen to the bad azzed DJ with the sexiest voice on the net Dj Onyx Illuzion at Aftershock Radio 9 pm - 12am est Monday and Tuesday and 9pm - 1am Wednesday and Thursday http://www.aftershockradio247.com or in winamp at http://rs1.radiostreamer.com:8028 high band and http://rs1.radiostreamer.com:8600 low band All requests taken and played according to availablity but will get gotten and played during the show. DJ Onyx Illuzion of Xxxtasy all requests can be sent to tamedcat@yahoo.com Everyone's favorite internet DJ Onyx Illuzion makes her return to the airwaves at http://www.aftershockradio247.com from 9pm - 1am EST Sunday night thru Thursdays for Aftershock 24/7 Radio my first night was last night and had a few problems but i hope that my friends that support what i do can tune in now and then to listen to me put out some killer metal or even some mellow country sounds depends on the mood but i will say that i have a nightly themed set of songs to get eve

Back Home!
WOW!!! Too jet-lagged to do it all now, but I'll soon post pics, vid and a full report on my big trip. Glad to be home & see all your smiling faces again! For now I'll just say that, for the most part, the trip was awesome! The Maine crew is now infamous on the Colorado and won't soon be forgotten by any who met us, either in camp or on the river! YUCCA, YUCCA, YUCCA!!! Hope to hear from you all soon!

Back To Basics
This may come as a surprise to some, but the apostle Paul writes that we have the mind of Christ within us. This does not mean that we are like God in the omnipotent sense. We have a finite ability when it comes to mental perception. God is infinite in His ability and knows all things. He is omniscient. However, we are His children. We belong to His family, and we have the ability to think on the things of God. But Satan does not enjoy taking a backseat, especially in the area of our thoughts. He knows if he can get our minds focused on negative, self-defeating, and impure thoughts, then most of the battle for our minds will be fought and won by him. Learn to say no to his foolishness and demeaning suggestions by giving God full control of your thought life. You can reprogram your thoughts with His truth when you: - Acknowledge that you have the capacity to think correctly. (1 Corinthians 2:16) - Seek spiritual issues instead of focusing on negative suggestions. (Coloss

Back From The E.r
Back from the E.R.They did EKG,Oxegen,Chest Exray,Blood.Everything was normal so they say.They gave me a script of Vicodans.So I just ate lunch so I could eat 1.My symtoms of chest pain are related to the fact my body,doesn't have it's precious Xanax + Trazodone no more.I have been Weening myself off it for over a month.An everdently my body is still feaning for my 7 yr.addiction to these fine benzo's.I had no choice but to ween myself off of them.As I can't get into the City.My various Doctors have been trying to get me off them for many yrs.To no avail.I haven't slept well for 5 nights now.Maybe I can get some herbs Valarian Root that smells like feet.except it gives me Nightmares.Anyway I'm Home an online in bed,resting.The useless people that Live here actually washed the Dishes an did the Laundry.Shity weather here.Hopefully I didn't worry my many Sweet friends to badly.Musta been U-alls prayers that Kept me safe.

Back In The States
Finally an update..... Been back in the states since May 19th. Damn the time has gone on forever, or so it seems! If all goes right I will be leaving to go back to Deutschland on August 30th. Keep your fingers crossed for me! All that I have been dreaming about lately is being back with my hunni! There will be a lot of obstacles once I do return there, for one being the language but as long as I am with Rudi, to me the language can be is an easy barrier to overcome. Every time I think that less then 4 weeks I will be able to look in those eyes again, I semi get that anxiety attack feeling. Yet, I know it is a mixture of anxiety and excitement! The only part I don't look forward to is the flight, going with the cheapest flight, which is most feasible, will have me with 2 stops before I get to Frankfurt, one in Phoenix and one in Philly. Before was pretty simple, from Spokane to Chicago to Frankfurt. I think its day 9.... Things aren't getting a whole lot easier being back in the states

Back To The 80's
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS 1Club.FM : 80s Dance Hits Get a cool scroller sign at MyToolSpace.com COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY

Back
to all of those who have noticed i am back on tap... after a long move and computer issues i finally got everything back up and running...yup that means ill be rating u shortly specially if ur a fan just give me sometime and i will get to you asap

Back Tattoo Contest
Hey guys I am in a back tattoo contest. Please stop by my page and get the link off of my profile comments and comment bomb me as many times as you can. show me some love....... if you comment bomb me you have to say something different in each comment... thanks so much loves and kisses....

Back
I've been doing a web search for a certain computer program for my 15 yr old son. He wants a program where he can take car and truck body styles, chaises and tires and create his own that he can paint and add decals. I want to encourage his interest but can't seem to find any program suitable for him or what he's looking for. If anyone knows of this kind of program let me know. Thanks so much. Wow! This has changed alot, now if I can only remember how to do this again. This teaches me not stay away for to long. Well anyways, I'm back and hopefully will make more friends.

Back From Racing In Europe!
Monday and Tuesday was testing in a Callaway Camaro at Monza, Italy. This was special event for me......I got seat time at the track before I return for a racing event in a few months. More importantly, I was racing at one of the most historic tracks of all time! I have laps video taped that I will post on my website asap.

Back To School...damn It
yeap thats right my friends and family as of today i have started back to school. i have four classes on Tuesdays and will at school from 8:30 am to 9 pm (thank god though i have a 5 hour break) and only 3 classes on Thursdays and go from 8:30 am to 1 pm. my current classes are 1. Human Growth and Development, 2. Business Law and Legal Enviroment, 3. Economics (macro) and 4. Speech (only on tues night). so if anyone knows much about classes 2 & 3 ur are more than welcome to help me out with them if ya want. I'll keep everyone informed of whats going on with school and each class as soon as much as im able and when i see it fit, so no it wont be daily or even weekly. well wish me luck, im gonna need it with this semester. feel free to talk to me whenever you want and if im unavalible i'll get back with you asap. love lil devil

Back To School
Well, this is my first semester back to college, starting next Monday.. Here are my classes.. American Sign language 1 Childhood education Economics 1a History 17b Aerobics So this is a full course load... I won't be on line much.. all together that is 14 units ... but I am bustin my ass to get my degree as soon as possible.. next semester will be the same.. I may regret this now.. but I know I won't after its all done.. and I am majoring in Medical admin/transcription.. whichever I like more.. XOXOXOXOX

Back Again
I have learned a lot in my life but I have to say the I have learned a great deal in the last 5 yrs... Here are some of the things I have learned: 1) Life is too short. 2) Have fun every day. Find someone that makes you laugh. 3) If you are not happy with who you are change!! You make your own choices in your life. There is no one making you do anything. If you find yourself saying I would if I could or thinking I don't want to be here or I don't like where I am in this life, change it. Everyone deserves to be happy. And yes sometimes to change a situation people have to get hurt. But there are ways to limit how hurt they get and you still change and be happy. 4) Go after what you want full force. No one is gonna give you anything in this life. You have to make your own way. Don't sit back and wait on a lucky day, the lotto, or the sweepstakes. You have to make your own good fortune in this life! 5) They say good things come with time and that is true. It's ok to wait

Back In Hell
Well, Here I am.....Again. WTF! Why do I keep ending up over here? What do I hope to accomplish? I know part of why I keep coming back for more is due to the camaraderie, But Damn! Is it really worth all of that? HELL Yes!! I wouldn't trade any of the worst days I have had over here for any other. I love my family with all of my heart. But there is something inside of me that just keeps me in the game.

Back!
.....well this week has been super busy!!! Hope to meet some new peeps....anyways come check us out SICK CREATION TATTOO & TATTOO SUPPLY 121 AVE B SNOHOMISH WA 98290 I am totally glad I am back...uggggg anyways hit me up!

Back From Vacation
I am back from a well needed rest, "End of the Summer vacation." I will get back to all those that have left comments and mail real soon. I hope everyone have a great and safe Labor Day weekend. Hugs to all my friends and family. Gegi

Back Home From The Hospital!!
Hi everyone well. As you all know I was very sick and got worse... I had to have my father drive me to the hosptital..... I was admitted and in the HOPSITAL for 11 days straight.... They had all kinds of IV's stuck in me filled with strong,, strong Pain narcotics 20 times more potent then Morphine (( called Dilota)).... :-O Also I got serious high doses of Anti Nasuea meds throug my Iv also.... They ran tons of MRIS and cat scans and Scopes down into me throat and belly.... I have a team of 8 differnt doctors plus 2 cardiologist docs on my team.. Because of my bad chest pains I was getting... I had tons of EKGs done also... Fianlly after 11 days in the hospital admitted... They found out I am seriously.. BADLY.... (((((ANEMIC))))..... My blood levels are soo low right now.. The docs have been monitoring it.... Right now when I go back to the hospital in 3 days.. If my blood level is till low and has gotten lower.... They will be doing a ((((( Blood Transfus

Back From Hospital
I am back home fro a few and would like to thank you for all the love , i am very sick and am making it day to day, please keep me in your prayers and blessings, ill will be on when i can get on, been very rough , and had surgery, which was quiet pain full and took allot of my energy away, i missed everyone and hope all my friends support me , thank you all.......Billy Tucker aka Just Shizzle

Back To Work!!!
I have finally been released to go back to work and started today....I will not be on as much but will try my best to keep up as much as I can. Of course, my HH giveaway started the day before I went back lol. But I have had a couple of dedicated friends that have been helping me out.....I am coming home from work and maxing my comments, however, if you get bored and want to help a girl out click on the link below and it will take you straight to the page I need comments on.....Anyone that knows me knows each and every comment will be appreciated!! I will not be posting as many comments as I usually did but will try to show extra love on my days off!! Luvs ya all!!!

Back To Reality
Caught up in the words that appear on your screen Wanting to believe so much of what is seen Your heart skips a beat with each new person you meet Wrapped in illusion There becomes confusion What is real, what is fake So much of you to give and take Freely speaking words you'd often not say Hoping later, your heart won't pay You wait for that comment, or email, or shout Finding so many ways to overlook your doubt It's different this time, it has to be He's sweet, he's smart, and he loves me What's a little distance When there is no resistance What's and issue or two Love will see you through Then one day you realize its just a dream What you wanted it to be, is all you have seen Your eyes are now open and reality set it in You wake up alone, and your life is not him Though never real, your heart is still cold The emptiness takes its familiar mold And you wonder how long it is going to be Before you head back to fantasy **copyrighted 2007 W

Back To Me
People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how real love is, but that's bullshit, Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. Peolple are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain. Cueshe - Back To Me

Backing Up My Comp
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Back
Okay for all my true friends. I am back on fubar again. I have alot of family issues with my baby boy and alot of hater issues on here. So i took a little break. I missed my true friends alot and i hope you all will welcome me back I have some kick ass family on here and love the shit out of you!!!!

Back To Work
Ok, today was the first day back to work since I dyed my hair black. And now I think I must have looked totally awful before I dyed it. I'm in TOTAL shock how many people stopped me and said how good my hair looked. :O And how becoming it was .. holey hell 8-P

Back To Something I Once Loved!
recently i have been struggling with my commitment to writing in my journal every day... either i have been too tired or i just didn't feel like the day held anything worth writing about... but last night i had a dream it was kinda off but for some reason i remember it very vividly.. i was in a random store and it was filled with beautiful journals... some were blank inside with no lines... some had only lines... but the ones i was drawn to were the ones that had decorated pages with prompts and questions in them for you already... things like "what is your favorite childhood memory" or "name two things you learned today" things like that... well as i thought about the meaning of this... i suddenly thought about my high school English classes and how our teacher would give us a composition prompt every day and we would have to write a page... i use to love doing that cuz i wasn't directly writing about my self but learned about my self that way... so i looked around on

Back In The Rain
So i dont know about this site. I cant really tell yet if i like it or not. It seems that its whole bases is a social whore network site. You know, only talking to new people to get them to rate your pic, or fan you or what ever. I dont think I really like that. I hate fake people. I Cant really imagine myself being one of the people that just click on a new name to say hi rate me. and thats it. I rated a couple of people. But for the most part, you know what! Fuck taht! I dont think that it is a cool thing to do. So unless your some what seriuous about talking to me, or at least pretending to want to talk to me leave me out of your whoriness. Real people need only apply. thank you mike I missed the rain... beleive it or not i really missed it. I went from the capitol of the northwest rain forest, astoria or, to the dry desolate waste of colorado. My face felt like it was constantly about to fall off from the lack of any sort of water in the air. I found out that astoria gets more ra

Back To Leveling
just remember misfits our goal is all about really leveling others not really about leveling within just the family even though that is important we need to watch out for our bullitens for people needing leveled under 15,000 points with pics of 100 and having stash look for there status also that will tell you if they need help leveling up then send the link to the home page so we can check it out if we see it can be done a blog will be done if it cant be done then we wont do a blog because i dont want to do it if we cant follow through leveling someone that wouldnt be fair to that person or you to look bad on either ones part thank you all

Back In Business
Hello all. Just wanted to let you all know that I am back in great health and feeling wonderful. It was a hard road for recovery after my surgery. but I feel like a million Bucks... Keep an eye out for my Birthday Blast. If you happen to see it please screen shot and send it to me. I have yet to see it. I am back in the lounge too. Working on making it the best lounge ever. Please come by and show me some love. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55668 MySpace Graphics & MySpace Awesome music, awesome Staff, NSFW (Adults only) Hope to see you there.

The Back Door
this is a way a good friend said My blog can be read. Check My other blog post for the one I wished to be read. comments bad or good accepted in the cool rain, the body drenched with downfall, a clap of thunder and a bright bolt of lightning flash, a shadow is seen.....that of the Vampire that lurks in the shadows and springs out as the next flash brightens the court yard..... as another flash of the lightning strikes out and the roar of the thunder blast, she notices he is no longer in the shadows and can not be seen suddenly she feels his cold hands on her arms from behind and the sudden sharp but pleasurable pain of his teeth as they sink into her neck she becomes weak with the bite, both from the soul being sucked from her and of the warm desires she feels his hands move from her weakened arms to her heving breast, nipples hard from the cool rain and the touch of of him they travel down to her thighs, and slides one hand between them to find warm heated mositure araising from

Backwards
I want to live my next life backwards! You start out dead and get that out of the way right off the bat. Then, you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. When you are kicked out of the home for being too healthy, you spend several years enjoying your retirement and collecting benefit checks. When you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years or so, getting younger every day until pretty soon you're too young to work. So then, you go to high school: play sports , date, drink, and party. As you get even younger, you become a kid again. You go to elementary school, play, and have no responsibilities. In a few years, you become a baby and everyone runs themselves ragged keeping you happy. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, spa-like conditions: central heating, room service on tap.

Back To Work
Just wanted all my loved ones that are close to my heart that I am now back to work. Working a real goofy schedule. I am on 4-10's right now, Monday through Thur. But working today. After my Training period I will be on a 12 Hour Swing Shift. :( So i will be here when I can. Love to all. And hope to chat soon. (b) Cheers Mystically Addicted

Back Again!
I had forgotten how much fun this place is! If u are reading this stop by and say hi! Show some love! I will return the fav.! Thank u! I was on here for a long time! I remmber when this place was Cherry Tap, lol! Here I am Fresh Meat again! Show me some love! Ms Retta I have missed u and cant wait to catch up! Love u All!

Backgrounds For Bullies
> > Hey all its me DJ Tazman and im in a St Patty's Day auction so please come bid on me .I am offering 1.Rate pix durring happy hour. 2.Add to top friends and or family. 3.Added to fu owner blog. 4.Added to fu owner pimpout on my page. 5.I will make you 3 morphs of ur choice. If you cant bid please just rate the pic id appreciate it . Thank you for all the rates and bids in advance !!!! Just click the pic below to go rate and bid

Back Of Best Buy Rec
A friend brought this to my attention. I sure as hell can't afford it, can you? Store Return Policy This policy applies only to purchases made at Best Buy retail stores and may vary slightly from the Best Buy.com Return Policy. Your original receipt is required for all returns, exchanges, price matches and warranty repair services. All returns and exchanges must be in original condition and include all accessories. All returns, exchanges and price adjustments must be made in the country of original purchase. Best Buy reserves the right to request identification and to deny any return. 30-day return period We accept returns or exchanges 30 days from the original purchase. Please review the exceptions below. 14-day return period We accept returns or exchanges 14 days from the original purchase on computers, monitors, notebook computers, projectors, camcorders, digital cameras, GPS navigation, radar detectors and video games purchased as used. Non-returnable items N

Back To The Same Ol Shit
Why is it that men always feel the need to cheat. i am the type of girl to stand by man no matter what. i have great heart and am a independant womwn. i dont know what to think but if you can answer this question fill me in.

Back Stabbing
It's bad when your own family turn on you and have to have some one ight there battes for them. those that have another friend threating another friend do to a family member is known as a back stabber and that isn't right.those that like to back stab are the ones that cause others to have real problems and the one that causs this is jus getting enjoyment and gradifaction for them self's to make them feel better and can't fight there own battles,knowing some one like this is hard to handle for the one that causes the bullshit between friends is not a real friend or family all they want to do is to make themselves look big and bad which isn't right and they should of thought about that before they started the bullsit and back stabbing.

Back To The Grind...
It really wasn't that bad...Nothing like staying up late and trying to sleep in knowing that you can't because of the things you have to do. Those just happened to be one of those days to where there were people to call before lunch and I didn't get to hear what I wanted. Well, part of it I didn't want to hear. lol I called my unit here and was inquiring about my departure date and my mobilization station prior to my deployment, since it was supposed to be next month. YEAH, SUPPOSED TO BE...well, it has been pushed back another month due to them having a large workload to contend with. The good part about it though, I'm not going to be freezing my butt off in Jersey. :-) I'll be in the south for it and that makes me feel ohhh sooo much better. The thing that makes this all that much more difficult to deal with is that I'm not having the communication that I'm wanting or needing. You know who you are if you have read this. Being pushed away from the fact I'm leaving sucks

Back On Fubar
As you can see I am back on Fubar since my back surgery. But I am not fully up to par...my back can only handle so much sitting right now. So while I like to return all the rates everyone gives me. I will sure try to return them back and as soon as I can. Just please bear with me for a little while please. Thank You!! Margarita-Patsy

Back To Work
Hello friends, Being that I will more than likely starting work Nov.11th on 1st shift, I won't be able to send morning messages. I have to be at work at 6:30 am. but I get off at 3:30 pm. Better than 3rd shift I must say but less pay. I'll manage since I have an alarm clock on my Moto razr and Fossil digital wrist watch. I'll be sending my love to my lovely lady friends after work during the week. You can reply if you want. I don't expect anything in return. I'm here to try an please my friends. I'm known to get wordy and sorry I just know how to write and I go into detail most the time. Thoughts can come quick. So thats it for my rare blog. Take care and talk to you all later. Spanish Archer

Back...
I am back, and as a slight warning, I have grown a lot in the past few months, I am alot stronger and less likely to care about the judgements set forth by other people. I have an amazing best friend who I spend a hell of a lot of time with and who keeps me strong, and a man. We all learn from past experience and both myself and hopefully my friends have learnt a thing or two. Never allow an internet person to seep into your real life and destroy it, it is pointless... I shall leave with two pondering thoughts... I have learnt from beggers and thieves as much as I have learnt from doctors and schlors. Focus on the future, but do not jepordise the present. In my diploma in criminology I have studied John Does... this one I find fascinating... a man left a Grateful Dead concert in 1995 with no pocessions. He hitch hiked and the car crashed, him and the driver died. The family of the driver did not know who the passenger was. He was between 18 and 24 with long brown hair.

Back
As some of you have noticed I haven't been around much in the past month. I screwed up my back 4 weeks ago. Since my computer was next to my bed and I couldn't lay in my bed or sit on it to be on the puter I had stay offline. I've finally been able to get living room rearranged so I can have it next to my recliner and can once again be here. I'll be back to djing tomorrow though not sure yet what time slot. For those who cared enough to notice I was missing and to check up on me thank you. Love you guys

Back Pain Update
1st set of meds and physical therapy is almost over and my back feels good for a few hours then it progressively gets worse the days i have PT, tomorrow (wed) i got a DR appt to talk about the next step which is cortezone shots in my back.

Back To School!
So, after getting the run-around by several companies, I've finally gotten the funds needed to go back to school! Starting Jan. 5, I will be attending Western Culinary Institute in Portland, Oregon to become a full-fledged Chef. Granted, I've been co0oking for about 20 years, so it's not a career change, more an upgrade. Yea for me!!!!

Back Operation
Sometimes in life the best gifts dont need any wrapping paper,pretty bows or anything fancy. Instead all they need is to be loved and cherished and know that no matter what that their the best present anyone could ever recieve.

Backstabbing, Lies, Deceit, Oh My!
I'm done w Relentless and anything to do with it. I still love plenty of the people there, but don't expect me to associate w anyone involved in the bullshit that happened. If you knew what happened, and went along w it, delete me. If you were involved in the decision making process, delete me. I'm tired of fake ass people. Read it and make no mistake: real friends don't sit through shit like this. Interpret it how you please. Kuntbunny: is there a reason i went to bed and everything was great and i wake up and i'm banned? because according to the rumor mill i was banned because that was the only way skyler and ana would agree to come back Dj Mizz B Haven: IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH ANA ACTUALLY. AND YES. ME AND 3 OTHER MANAGEMENT PERSONS DISCUSSE THE SITUATION, AND BASED ON ALL THE EVENTS HAPPENING, A DECICION WAS MADE. THERE IS NO WAY WE CAN HAVE BOTH OF YOU IN THERE.... IT WILL NOT WORK. THE DECISION WAS UNANIMOUS TO BRING BACK SKY, AND YES, THAT WAS A CONDIDITION OF HIM RETURNI

Backstage
TODAY IS YOUR LUCKY DAY!! I HAPPEN TO HAVE A FREE BACKSTAGE PASS, JUST FOR YOU! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK BELOW AND INSTANTLY YOU'LL FIND YOURSELF INSIDE THE HOTTEST MOST EXCLUSIVE PARTY ON FUBAR! SO WHAT'RE YOU WAITING FOR?! COME PARTY BACKSTAGE WHERE THE DRINKS FLOW FREELY, THE TUNES ARE ALWAYS BLASTING, AND WHERE THE HOTTIES COME TO PLAY! (repost of original by '"The Ish" Security @ Backstage & Head Greeter @ Hydaway Radio' on '2009-02-03 17:13:15') (repost of

Back In The Mix
Send a heartbeat to the void that cries through youRelive the pictures that have come to passFor now we stand aloneThe world is lost and blownAnd we are flesh and blood disintegrateWith no more to hateIs it bright where you are?And have the people changed?Does it make you happy you're so strange?And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flameWe can watch the world devoured in its painDelivered from the blastThe last of a line of lastsThe pale princess of a palace crackedAnd now the kingdom comesCrashing down undoneAnd I am a master of a nothing placeOf recoil and graceIs it bright where you are?And have the people changed?Does it make you happy you're so strange?And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flameWe can watch the world devoured in its painTime has stopped before usThe sky cannot ignore usNo one can separate usFor we are all that is leftThe echo bounces off meThe shadow lost beside meThere's no more need to pretendBecause now I can begin againIs it bright where you are?And hav

Backstabbing Shadow Leveler
ALRIGHT PEOPLE I AM NOT GOING TO DRES THIS ONE UP LIKE NORMAL. HELL THIS IS ONE PERSON THAT DOES NOT DESERVE TO BE GLAMOURISED. AS YOU WILL SEE SHE APPROACHED ME TO HELP HER SET HER LOUNGE UP. I DID NOT ASK TO BE A PART OF IT. YOU WILL SEE I HAVE BLANKED HER SURNAME OUT SO SHE CAN NOT ACCUSE ME OF HANDING OUT ANYTHING PERSONAL. THEN ONCE I HAD BUILT THE SAID LOUNGE (SWEET JEALOUSY) SHE PROCEEDS TO BAN ME AND ALL MY REAL LIFE FAMILY AND STAFF ARE EJECTED AS YOU CAN SEE IN THE FOLLOWING SCREEN SHOTS. SO I FEEL THAT EVERYBODY SHOULD BE AWARE OF THIS BACKSTBBING AND GIVE HER A WIDE BERTH. I DO NOT WANT HER TO BE ABLE TO USE ANYBODY ELSE LIKE THIS. OH AND THE REASON THERE IS NO BACKGROUND IS I DELETED IT FROM MY PHOTOBUCKET HELL SHE IS NOT HAVING MY PICS IN THERE AFTER THIS. HERE SHE IS FOLKS STAY CLEAR OF HER AND HER USING WAYS DON’T GET SUCKED IN LIKE I WAS Tr墥

Back...sorta
so umm i'm back sorta.. got my own apartment...going to art school, work, and dating..so i'm doing great..staying busy and living my great life..partyin of course..lol but i'm back sorta...gonna check my shit and stuff on here...post pics..well if i ever level or get a vip..still dont wanna buy one..lol cheap..well now i got bills of my own..so not spending money on here..yea a no brainer...lol

Back Home
Made safe back home after 9 hours on the road. Where did I go you ask...well to visit a friend. Is he worth it, I'd like to think so.. Some people have issues with me visiting him. My opinion is that we are adults and if you don't like it tough beans. Am I going back? most definately! Love ya...you know who you are.

Back Again
Well, I've been back over here for about 7 months now. Just returning from my first R&R and have discovered that I no longer belong anywhere. I have no one and all the things that I've bought mean absolutely nothing to me. I know that it's my own damned fault and that just makes it suck even more. The thing is, I thought that the old way of life would be what would sustain me. Come to find out, it doesn't nor will it. One night stands and just traveling around the country/world are not, it seems, what I really want or need. I miss not haveing someone to come home to. Someone to be able to share in my "adventures" with. And yeah, someone to hold at night when it's time to call it a day. Who knows if that's really what it'll take, but right now that's what I feel like I really need to make me feel whole again. Of course, there's always religion, lol.

Back By Popular Demand
Ever wanted to be a Angel or a Demon but not Yet a Godfather, Or maybe you wish you picked the other choice and wish you can change it. Well Now is your chance but unfortanitly no Special Abilities or Special Icon. Back By Popular Demand From the Creator of Fubars #1 Train in the Past Now Brings You Angels & Demons. Basically Just a Normal Train But

Back To Work
you will love this one...okay so pulte gave me an f250 company truck with a 8x 10 single axle trailer to haul material....okay so today i was going to bella via in mesa...ray and signal butte..but anyways back to the story...about 6:30 am i am on the 60 going east bound...and the passenger side rim and tire decided to go for a ride with the trailer...tire shreads and all 5 of the bolts that hold the rim on..shear off...so i am tryen to get over and i see the rim passen me on the freeway...this is right before rural rd...i get all to the left side and the rim hits the median passenger side....then bolts across hitting no cars hitscenter median and crosses all lanes of traffic again...what are the chances of that...short story but oh so funny..had to wait for tow truck to send trailer to shop...hopefully get it back soon enough...just thought i would share my morning with you all.... okay sotuesday my bro in law calls me and ask if i want to go back work for pulte building systems...well

Backgrounds For Twitter
I love Twitter and setup a website called http://www.welovebackgrounds.com. You can get Thousands of free Twitter Backgrounds, as well as create your own Twitter Layouts. Customise your twitter profile with our backgrounds for twitter.

Back Online
So, I got another PC and I'm back online and back to work with the new album. I've set the studio back up and put down some new beats and track layouts for my 5th solo album. That's about all for now, I'll post more about the record/s later.

Back Up
I hear the words you say to me I see the way you look at me I know what's on your mind so Stand up get up back up now Just stay away I know the fear you hold inside I know what's weighing on your mind There's nothing you can do so Stand up get up back up You're reaching out just to be like me But you've fallen short Still you're following me You had the chance to bring me down But there's nothing left So just stay away from me You can't stand to see my face To know you'll never take my place There's nothing you can do but Stand up get up back up now Just stay away I feel the hate you push on me I see the things that you can't see I know what's on your mind so Stand up get up back up It's not the things you say to me It's not the things that I believe You try to bring me down So stand up get up back up now Just stay away

Back Alone
A vast expanse of scorched earth stretched out before the Angel with the Blackened Wings. His weapon at the ready he walked, looking for a fight. He's been here before, many times. Theres always a fight, and he usually wins, but to him the point is lost. He kicks something on the ground. He looks down, and picks up his old label. "Hero" it says, its not shining anymore. He wore it proudly once, when he was loved. He discards it now, meaningless. He looks around more and see's "husband" on the ground, or whats left of it. She smashed it well. He sifts through the pieces, and finds the last label he held. "Father". He grips it in his hand until he bleeds. The emotions run through him like a bolt of lightning. He puts the label back on, a new determination in his heart. She may have smashed one, and rendered the other meaningless, but this is something she couldnt take away. And in the distance he hears the fight, the battle rageing. The warm feeling spreading back through his broken hear

Backlog
Well, here it is, September 21st... 69 days post-op and I saw the surgeon today... had a complete physical including an MRI and (drum roll please) I have been released by the surgery clinic... Free at last, free at last, Thank God Almighty, I'm free at last... (thank you Dr. King for the perfect opening quote.) The surgeon told me they had never released a patient prior to 90 days post-op and those few were all much younger than me and had much less extensive surgery than I did.

Back Again
I got booted off FU and had to create a new account. I would love to reconnect with some old friends. If anyone can help me find jesse aka stlyes 24 and matthew the founder of fear i would be so happy.

Back Room Bounce
If you took a big mixing bowl and placed the following ingrediants: Perfection, Obsession, Complexity, Over Bearing, Always in Line and never whines. Take all these ingrediants and you get someone else lol. Im a simple person, who likes simple things.. Cold beer and a ball game, Family and friends. I do whine (100%male cant help it) I get pissed off and I do make mistakes...sometimes ;) But I Love a good joke or a dirty bad one. as long as its kinda sorta maybe funny a little bit. Goofing off and taking care of business. A living, breathing, walking, talking contradiction partly truth and maybe fiiction. (thx Johnny Cash) Anyway, thats me in a nut shell.. and I am a nut for sure.

Bacon Vodka
I found this zany recipe online yesterday, I just had to share it!! It's the Drink of the Gods, or so the 'site I got it from says Bacon Vodka Makes up one pint Fry up three strips of bacon Add cooked bacon to a clean pint sized mason jar. Trim the ends of the bacon if they are too tall to fit in the jar. Or you could go hog wild and just pile in a bunch of fried up bacon scraps. Optional: add crushed black peppercorns. Fill the jar up with vodka. Cap and place in a dark cupboard for at least three weeks.(No need to refrigerate) At the end of the three week resting period, place the bacon vodka in the freezer to solidify the fats. Strain out the fats through a coffee filter to yield a clear filtered pale yellow bacon vodka. Decant into decorative bottles and enjoy. THis seems like a waste of bacon and perfectly good Vodka

Bacterial Vaginosis Help
HTML clipboard If you have a fishy vaginal odor which is accompanied by a gray or white watery discharge and severe irritation around the delicate tissues of the vaginal area, it is likely that you are suffering from bacterial vaginosis. This is an extremely common condition which can effect 1 in 3 women over the course of their lives, although some experts reckon that almost every woman will have had a least one mild attack. Fortunately, natural treatment for bacterial vaginosis can be highly effective and, due to the very nature of the condition, can work much more effectively than expensive antibiotics and over the counter remedies. Bacterial vaginosis is caused by an imbalance of the naturally occurring bacteria within the vagina. Under normal circumstances, the beneficial bacteria within the vagina keeps the harmful bacteria under control by ensuring that the pH balance is maintained at a slightly acidic level. When something happens to cause an imbalance, the harmful bacteria

Bacterial Vaginosis Treatment
Bacterial Vaginosis Treatment If you have a fishy vaginal odor which is accompanied by a gray or white watery discharge and severe irritation around the delicate tissues of the vaginal area, it is likely that you are suffering from bacterial vaginosis. This is an extremely common condition which can effect 1 in 3 women over the course of their lives, although some experts reckon that almost every woman will have had a least one mild attack.Fortunately, natural treatment for bacterial vaginosis can be highly effective and, due to the very nature of the condition, can work much more effectively than expensive antibiotics and over the counter remedies.Bacterial vaginosis is caused by an imbalance of the naturally occurring bacteria within the vagina. Under normal circumstances, the beneficial bacteria within the vagina keeps the harmful bacteria under control by ensuring that the pH balance is maintained at a slightly acidic level. When something happens to cause an imbalance, the harm

Bad Ass
life life it`s your last day It seems that if your in a relationship there is a lot of love and hate in it. There is ups and downs also in a relationship. I guess if you love that person enough the relationship well work. Love will conquer all if you believe in it.

Bad American
Most of us are so...... Afraid of loosing, that we never take any chances. Afraid of failing, that we don't try. Afraid of loosing the one we love, we forget to love them. Afraid of the pain, we don't enjoy life, love, & all the wonderful things life brings. We all get so caught up with our own insecurities that we forget that the "little things" DO matter!!!! I know I have forgotten to live my life. I was even letting others' control my life. I am starting to see just how blind I am. How afraid & lost I am. I don't like it. I don't like who I have become. I am a good person with a good heart, with compassion for anyone who needs my help. So why is it so difficult to find someone to be there for me? Could it be that I was so affraid of hurting, that I didn't let anyone in. Even when I think I have let someone in, I keep them at arms reach. How do we truly know how? How to let someone in? How to, Honestly, TRUELY let ourselves love someone??????? Here is a Quote

Bad Amy Is In A Very Goofy Mood.....
When I die, I am going to reincarnate into a cat...not just any cat... I'M COMING BACK AS A CAT OF A RICH WHITE WOMAN! hahahahahahahahahahaha With this said, I am off to bed! I am the peak of evolution, someday everyone is going to be like me!!!! I am the ever so cute, lovable AMY.......and there is no baddness whatsoever.......(ok well maybe just a little) hahhaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha Do you see my super shiny, well polished halo??? hee hee :-) Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Badass Fu-bombers!!
FU-Bombers@ fubar Here is the link to the bomber family page I started. If you want to be a part of it, check the page out, read the blog on the front main page and send a friend request to the page and put a little note in the friend request letting me know you are wanting to join the family and that it is not just a random friend request. If you have any questions please feel free to message me. -Peggy Sue FU-Bomber’s Owner & Founder FU-Bombers@ fubar FU-Bombers@ fubar Here is the link to the new bomber family page I started. If you want to be a part of it, check the page out, read the blog on the front main page and send a friend request to the page and put a little note in the friend request letting me know you are wanting to join the family and that it is not just a random friend request. If you have any questions please feel free to message me. -Peggy Sue FU-Bomber’s Owner & Founder FU-Bombers@ fubar FU-Bombers@ fubar Here is the link to the new

Bad American!
YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN by: George Carlin I Am Your Worst Nightmare. I am a BAD American. I am George Carlin. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the Turks and neither have you!

Bada Bing Events!
Jam ON Over to BADA BING Tonight! We're Kicking off Year #2 Italian Style With the Warmth and Good Times you Always Find in BADA BING! Da Family at Bada Bing has been Partying and Feelin the Love for a Year! Our Laid Back Atmosphere, Family Vibe, Rockin Tunes, Crazy Moments and "Show Respect Or Get Whacked" Attitude ... Have been keeping the VERY BEST People on Fubar smiling all Year! Words cant express how amazing the family at Bada Bing is ... They are the most Awesome Friends you could have. Thank you ALL for the Many Great Moments and Memories! And All the many More to Come! Much Love to You All For Making Our First Anniversary So Incredible! **I AM TAKING A LAST STAB AT THE SPOTLIGHT TONIGHT.. PLEASE DONATE IF YOU CAN - TY SO MUCH** Its an Awesome Celebration of 1 Year of Great times in BADA BING! Lets Kick Off a New Year with a Bang Tonight! Laughs and Awesome times with Da Family! Trivia, Drinks and Prizes! Blings and

Bada Bing !
HEY HEY HEY BADA BING Family and Friends Come On Into and Celebrate The QUEEN'S Birthday w/ Us Startin @ 730ish pm est Friday Night! It's Gonna Be 1 Helluva Rockin Good Time! The TGIF Jams Will Be Played Along w/ Some of The QUEEN'S Fav Artists and Also Goin To Be Having Some QUEENY Trivia-Will Be Rewardin 100k in Fubucks For The Correct Answers-and Also She Has A 2 Min Delay Bfore She Can Answer! Also Will Be Doin Some Other Games As Well For Bucks and Prizes!...So Whatcha Waitin For?...Be Sure To Make BADA BING Your Place To Be Friday Night As Well Celebrate The QUEEN'S Birthday! Hope To See You There! CLICK Any Pic .. Its an OFFER YOU CAN'T REFUSE!

Bada Bing Info And Buzz
A New Year is beginning. Are you thinking about what you may be missing? Or what the new Fubar year may have in store? Sure you'll move up some points and levels... New blings and super powers may come out... But why are you really here? To make some real friends? To unwind from life a little and have some fun? Then Bada Bing is the place to be. Some of family at Bada say its the best kept secret on Fubar... All lounges say they are "the best lounge on fubar" - so coming from me it doesnt mean much. But the thing that makes Bada special are the people. The Family ROCKS! So take a little time to meet some of the Bada Bing family, get to know them, and hear why they love Bada Bing. Click any of their pics below to GO to their profiles and get to know them even better. You wont regret it! - These are THE MOST AMAZING FRIENDS to have. If you want to come hang with us - click the Bada Bing Pic Above or Holiday gifs between the pics and your there! From Our Family to Yours, ma

Bada Bing Testimonials
A New Year is beginning. Are you thinking about what you may be missing? Or what the new Fubar year may have in store? Sure you'll move up some points and levels... New blings and super powers may come out... But why are you really here? To make some real friends? To unwind from life a little and have some fun? Then Bada Bing is the place to be. Some of family at Bada say its the best kept secret on Fubar... All lounges say they are "the best lounge on fubar" - so coming from me it doesnt mean much. But the thing that makes Bada special are the people. The Family ROCKS! So take a little time to meet some of the Bada Bing family, get to know them, and hear why they love Bada Bing. Click any of their pics below to GO to their profiles and get to know them even better. You wont regret it! - These are THE MOST AMAZING FRIENDS to have. If you want to come hang with us - click the Bada Bing Pic Above or Holiday gifs between the pics and your there! From Our Family to Yours, ma

Badass Sites To Check Out!!!
a free search engine just like any other except whenever you use it you have a chance at winning swagbucks which are redeemable for tons of prizes and gift cards, i've gotten 50 swagbucks without barely searching plus has a toolbar you can download making it easier to earn swagbucks! http://swagbucks.com/?cmd=sb-register&rb=401681 I share all my favorite sites categorized into groups on a forum http://stashofcash.webs.com Come to my site and share your favorite websites with others, full list in forums. http://stashofcash.webs.com

Bad Boyz
ok some bitch just told me that my page is a disgrace because i have my colores and support pics , and a couple of pics of my dick ......... i say fuck you to all who dont like it what do you think ????? let me know!!! I just wanna know who would be willin to go for a ride on my bike naked>>>>>> girls only need apply !!! lol I just wanna know why a lot of women love bad boys so much ????

Badboyz
Benvenuto & Welcome to Loud-N-Proud Welcome to our blog, fellow Pyros. We hope to not only communicate and entertain, but most importantly to listen. Sure, we'll do our share of yelling, boasting, and preaching...but your voices, your feedback, your comments (flattering remarks are warmly received) are what we crave...what we feed on...and what will primarily direct our efforts to serve you. We want to know what "lights your fuse", what turns you on, and what makes you Loud-N-Proud! Let us know your favorite Pyro experiences, what would make those moments even better, what new products you've seen or heard about, or just spill your guts about what makes a Pyro...a Pyro!! For example, I remember one time just after one of our holiday shows, being approached by a Pyro-ette, holding a firecracker and complaining "I just can't seem to get my fuse lit..." I took one look at her "fuse" and knew right away what her problem was. Moisture. It takes concentrated, experienced attention to suc

Bad Bad Day
Well after my morning nap I was going to start cooking and cleaning as were preparing for a busy weekend I sit down to check email and start some music I start to here some popping and hissing I turn thinking its Rockie (our dog) nope he starts to whine and crowl I then smell it the smell of wires and elect in the air I run to the power box and some thing told me to unplug the broken garbage dispoil and dish washer as I'm doing that I'm dialing 911 as we have an elec fire some here in the kitchen I then grab my wallet, leash, Rockie and bucket of dog food head out side where I tell 911 my address sadly Oahu Fire Department put a bad teast in my mouth as it took them 3 calls before they could get my address right and me screaming at them that my house is unfire or I thougt. Between calls to 911 I'm trying to get in touch of Miles and well his command dropped the ball he didn't get notice of my calls till nearly an hour after the fire department came and told me they can't find the probl

Bad Bad Apple
Apple Sends 3rd Grader Cease And Desist Letter The company replied to the young girl after she sent them some ideas to make the iPod Nano better. (CBS 13) Like any nine-year-old, Shea O'Gorman spends a lot of time listening to her iPod Nano. So much so, that when her third grade class started learning about writing letters she thought, who better to write to than the man whose company makes her iPod. “I decided to write to Mr. Steven Jobs,” said Shea. Jobs is the president of Apple Computers. “She just came home and said ‘mom I have some ideas about the iPod Nano,’ and said ‘I'm going to write Steven Jobs a letter’,” said Shea’s mother. “We were just very impressed and very proud of her.” In her letter, Shea outlined her ideas for improving iPods like adding song lyrics. “Have the words on the screen so they could sing along and stuff,” said Shea. So she mailed it, and waited for three months, and when a letter arrived from apple, the whole

Bad, Bad Kitty......
You move with the grace of a cat, but sometimes in those hazel eyes there is a playful innocence, a wicked delight, and so he calls you Kitten. You come to him on hands and knees, like a prowling panther, your hips swaying enticingly, your skirts falling about you and your breasts hanging heavy beneath. Your manicured nails, like unsheathed claws, tap lightly on the tiled floor as you move towards him. But you would be more feline if you were naked, he decides, so he tells you to stand and remove your clothes. "Undress for me slowly, with elegance," he orders. "And describe each garment as you remove it." Getting to your feet, raising your delicate hands to your neck, you then bring them down slowly, unfastening the buttons to bare your body for him, letting the blouse of soft cotton fall from you. "Soft cotton...my master," you say, emphasising the softness, hoping that his eventual caresses might be equally soft. Then you move your hands behind you to unfasten your

Bad Badd Girls
DO YOU LIKE THEM HOT???? DO YOU LIKE THEM BAD??? COME CHECK OUT, ADD, RATE AND FAN THESE HOTT & AND AWFULLY BAD FRIENDS OF MINE! Click here for some really HOTT BAD GIRLS PUNISHMENT AWAITS WITH LOVE FROM CORPORAL PUNISHMENT!

Bad Boys
A little bit of myself I'm a 28year old female who just likes to help others out and make new friends So I Remade this page to have a freshe start and get some bad boys to join in here If you are a bad boy then come on by and join this page This page will be fully dedicated to the bad boys of fubar If you guy need help leveling or in contest etc... then this is the perfect spot for you So come check it out and tell your friends about it Right now I am in the process and adding new memebers so if you are interested please leave a message and I will respond as quickly as possible All Bad boys click here and join Goddess Bad Boys@ fubar

Bad Choices
You know we all realize in life that we made some really bad choice. Some we can get over, and some we cant because we hurt ourselves while making them. The ones that are the toughest are the ones we make that hurt others. We all have done it.. choose a path that hurt someone we cared about. As we get older we see these hurts and realize what a price we paid at the expense of others. It could be little things like hurting your parents as you grow up, betraying a friendship that can never be healed, But the most damaging choice, the most cruel thing you can do in life is walk out on a child life. Yes there are all different and at the time best for you choices but the ones who get hurt are the children. I raised 3 children alone, (not alone I had my family that has been there for them) but a FATHER is the one thing I could never give them, I brought my children up with Respect, Honor, and Grace. And anyone of them will treat you the way adults should be treated, I gave them all that wa

Bad Cyber 1 Through 4
BennyDiablo: HELLS YEAH...i wanan be a blonde... kinda look like brad pitts brother qwazimoto pitt...hes lesser known BennyDiablo: < purrs BennyDiablo: AHHHHHHH CHOOOOO BennyDiablo: OH SHIT IM SORRY LET ME CLEAN THAT OFF OF YOU BennyDiablo: umm..im gonna use the blouse i ripped okay? Pants on fire: sigh, are you fucking with me? BennyDiablo: no, i swear i was just trying to make it realistic Pants on fire: ok Pants on fire: im pulling your sweat pants down and im rubbing your bulge BennyDiablo: < screams likea woman...DAMN YOUR HANDS ARE COLD...(thats gonna cause some shrinkage) Pants on fire: im lifting my miniskirt and taking off my panties BennyDiablo: BERMP CHICKA WAH WAH Pants on fire: cute BennyDiablo: okay, im licking your....SHIT!!! Pants on fire: WHAT? BennyDiablo: i gota hair stuck in my throat Pants on fire: huh? BennyDiablo: great now im fuckin choking BennyDiablo: YOU DONT FUCKIN SHAVE? BennyDiablo: i need some water

Bad Days??
Need to distroy things come to my house everyone else does So why is it that when you work hard at something others take it on themselves to distroy what you have done? Take my Halloween decorations for one. I worked hard putting tons of stuff up and making it so that everything looked great. Then I go away for the weekend and come home to it being distryed. Yes it was windy and I am sure the wind did some of it but I know after lloking at what I had cleaned up that it was not just the wind! Someone has broken it! So now all of my stuff is down. I am so hurt I am sick! Why the hell do people have to be so damned hatefull. I do nothing but try to be kind and helpfull to everyone and i get kicked in the ass for it over and over. and now it is slammed in my face by someones cruel actions. My kids are all upset because everything is down and they do not have a soopky yard anymore. Their friends all know that my house is the one to come to for great candy and decorations but now

Bad Day
Why does every guy that I meet have to break my heart? I mean I met this wonderful guy and been with him for like 2 years and I gave him everything. Now he keeps on sayin that he don't wanna hurt me and that he has been doin things that I don't know about and drugs ins't one of them. He then went to say that when he is ready to settle down he wants the girl to be just like me, WHAT THE FUCK! if he wants the girl to be just like me then why is he doin this shit to me? I love him with all of my heart and I always will but he has hurt me so bad. I won't be with him anymore but I am gonna remain his friend, because I love him and care alot about him

Bad Day
Sorry I haven't been around to respond to everyones wonderfull comments or rate your profile pics like I usually do but I was in an accident on tuesday that has left me in a lot of pain so I've been sleeping when I would normally be on here... every ones been asking me what happend and Ive been telling it over and over again so I thought ide post it here for all to read.. My friend and I, the guy whom gives me a ride to work everday, were on our way to work in his truck. We had just been talking about how great the roads were compared to what we had expected, they had been 0really bad the night before on our way home. We were talking about how we should have brought the car instead when we hit a patch of ice commonly refeared to as black ice in these parts cause you really dont see it intell your on it. He started to loose controle and almost regained it only to loose it again. I think i had about 10 differnt things run through my head all at once at the moment I seen we were going

The Baddest F---ing Lounge On Ct.
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Bad Day
know nobody, lots of fun, no memories but, the tix lol lives that are just as bsd as mine probably , lol i know worse. did you notice the skip in the day? WORK we got a 77 today, tell you anything and we are the busiest rastautant in town lol. probably pity points till we fall in river lol Anyway that's what started the bad day. my manager is wonderful, she has the most strength and faith as anyone i have ever met. She has been manager here for 18 yrs, she is the life of the place. She recently had a job offer and turned it down. She knowa she is the sucess of this restaurant and can't bear to see it go down, which it will when she leaves. It's her baby. Which brings this to me. I was living in a shelter when i started working here. She found me a place to live in 1 day when she found out the situation. As she has done on a few other occations when i needed help. I have repaid her, not in the tenfold I wish to, pray for her when I know she needs prayer She

Bad Day Gone Bad
A little guy is sitting at the bar just staring at his Drink for half an hour when this big trouble-making truck driver steps up next to him, grabs his drink and gulps it down in one swig. The poor little guy starts crying. "Come on man, I was just giving you a hard time," says the truck driver. "I'll buy you another drink. I just can't stand to see a man crying." "This is the worst day of my life," says the little guy between sobs. "I can't do anything right. I overslept and was late to an important meeting, so my boss fired me. When I went to the parking lot, I found my car was stolen and I have no insurance. "I grabbed a cab home, but after the cab left, I discovered my wallet was still in the cab. At home I found my wife in bed with the gardener. So I came to this bar and was trying to work up the courage to put an end to my life. "And then you show up and drink the damn poison!"

A Bad Day!!
As I sit here at 2am in the morning on Monday morning, all i can think about is my husband and how i miss him. wishing that he was home with me so we can be a compleat family again i mean dont get me wrong were a family no matter where he is but, its just hard with out him here my daughter acts out knowing that daddy isnt here to reinforce me. my son just got to know his daddy, and then he is gone again poor baby. im not trying to selfesh, i know that he is doing his job but hasnt this gone on long enough? was the extention really called for? do they really care about the soldiers and there families? i mean this is just me thinking but i wonder do others wonder the same questions as i do? my husband left on the 23rd or this month from his r and r, yes he got a couple extra days to be here so when i had my surgery he could be here and i thank the cpt. for approving before he took that higher up, and when he left it didnt bother me to this day i think it was because i was still on my pai

Baddman
Brian "Crush" Adams known for his formidable strength, the Hawaiian native made his first impact on the U.S. wrestling scene in the late 1980s with the NWA’s Pacific Northwest organization. When he debuted in WWE in summer of 1990, he joined Ax and Smash as the third member of the legendary tag team, Demolition. A change in the rules allowed the trio to hold the World Tag Team Championship, with any two of the three members defending the titles. The trio would lose the championships to The Hart Foundation due to interference from The Legion of Doom, sparking a fierce rivalry between them and Hawk & Animal. After Demolition disbanded, Adams returned to WWE in summer of 1992 as the blond-haired Hawaiian powerhouse, “Kona Crush.” He thrilled our fans with his ready smile and fearsome strength. However, a rivalry with Doink the Clown – which culminated in one of the most unforgettable moments in WrestleMania history when Crush was attacked by two Doinks – changed the Hawai

Bad Day
well im glad to see that some people cared enuff to view my blog and leave a comment or send me a card. yay i feel a little loved. so im feeling a little better right now but then again ive had a 6 pack of smirnoff and 2 valume, so im not quite all here but hey at least im not hurting right now. thanks to all who viewed my blog or bulletin and to the few who tried to talk to me. again like i said i knew some of u wouldnt listen, and i thank you for not listening. well hopefully i'll talk to the guy that put me in this state soon so i can reassure him im okay with his choice and i'll be his friend. though he didnt view my blog i think he saw my stat msg on yahoo. he didnt try and talk to me but then again he's good at listening when im pissed or really hurt. im glad some ppl dont though bc it helped me feel a little better too bc it showed someone cares. thanks a lot to Marine52 and Bitch Bow Down its a big girls world for the cards. and also thanks to all who left me a comment expressi

Baddman(part 1)
I have been told i am a Badd Badd Man.... and she is so true... i have been told im a pig where i am not i'm a dogg,thats y i ware the dogg morph if u havent notice.... to start this out i think u all should know 2002 my ex wife took wat ment so much to me those were my babies....that is where it all beggins...i had to get them out of my head the best i knew how and that didnt even work... but here goes..i started on AOL n Yahoo meet anormous amounts of women hopeiing to free my mind of my children,never thought about wat i was really doing or who iwas really hurting...i try not to lie in my ventures but shit happens..i thrived on poisoning the brains of women and steeling their hearts just to get into their panties and help me forget wat ment the most to me....i recently then started a book thinking i could make tons of money off wat i was doing...but...in the behalf of women so they would know wat to really look for...but at the same time i was going to make it a double b

Baddman(part 2)
PLZ READ PART 1 first THANK YOU!!!!! ok.....here i am again.... i dont wanna become the man i have become wat i want is the to be the man thats on my profile,wat i want is to find my soul mate the women who makes me happy, the women who makes me jealous,such an ugly word and a terrible thing but its part of love take it or leave it, as well as the pain that brings tears to our eyes....i wanna find the one i can wipe those tears b4 they role off her cheak... the tears i dont wanna cuz r the real tears... Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul. i have cuzed these tears i believe and i believe the damage has been done time n time again.... men have tears which i have recently discovered and not that of just their children but of a another one that might of been their soul mate their rib that was taken to create the woman the most beautifullest thing god has ever created.....we r all beautiful in our o

Bad Day
Christmas celebrations are incomplete without having a Christmas tree at your home or at least decorating a Christmas tree before your house.Though most of us nowadays go for artificial Christmas trees which can stay fresh forever, there is nothing like a real Christmas tree being decorated at your home. If you have any plan to buy a Christmas tree then this is the perfect time. You can get useful tips on purchasing Christmas tree on a friendship blog that I have just visited. Don't miss it. There's nothing like getting an early start on your Christmas by decorating your whole place. I'm starting off my 'blog decor' with this cool Christmas count down widget. And of course the count down really starts right after Thanksgiving! I'm so exicted. I love the whole decorations, dressing up, and yes, even my grandma's badly designed sweaters for gifts. Hey, it's the thought that counts right?

Bad Days!!!
Some things that are so misunderstood should seem simple to another person. If you trust in ones thoughts, feelings and what they believe in. Shouldn't that be enough to hold something together if it's meant to be? Just cause a person is doin what they feel is right from your opinion, does that mean that the other person is wrong? No that's the difference in us as human beings. It's what makes this world go round. Some opinions don't mix well and some don't. But to make a person choice over another person is really something to think about. I have had my insecurities over the years with due right, but I learned to fight them and learned what it is that I needed to overcome them. If I can learn them, why are they being thrown in my face for? I can't haven't a clue. Maybe I was raised differently. I was raised to stand by my decisions if I truly believed in them. I am just rambling here, so I'm gonna end and edit this later.. Katrina You have been bitten now go and bite

Bad Day
I had a really shitty day. Work was slow then got out of my car to come in the house and noticed that someone backed or pulled into my new car pushing in the license plate and making a tear (small) in the bumper on the right hand corner. I have no idea when or who did it. So now not only do I have to get it licensed but i have to get it fixed. Took it one place and it's going to cost 975 to get it fixed and its a tiny spot! This so sux ass. I understand why they did take off I wouldnt wanna have to pay to get it fixed either but Shit! Its Christmas Doesnt anyone have a soul anymore? Sorry If Im bitching like I said bad day lol. Just thought Id blog about it thought it might help to know whats going on with me. Bastards!!!! lol

Bad Days
Just having a bad day. I got to work and everything was fine and started out to do a call for my private ambulance company that i work for and have a accident with the ambulance that i'm sign to and sent my day very bad. Went back to the office and sit in the office for 4 hours not being today anything. Around 4p.m they told me to go home and i was some ticked off if just want to hit something and i took it out in the wrong way on my mom and kicking my self mentle in the backside because what happen to day.

Bad Dentist
OK SO I NEED SOME ADVICE. I KNOW WHAT MY HUSBAND AND I NEED TO DO BUT WE WANNA MAKE SURE ITS RIGHT BEFORE PROCEEDING. WE TOOK OUR 3 YR OLD TO THE DENTIST TODAY AND HE WAS ONLY SUPPOSE TO HAVE 2 SILVER CAPS PUT ON 2 BACK TEETH WHICH IS WHAT WE SIGNED FOR AND SAID OK TO. WELL OUR BABY COMES OUT WITH HIS TWO FRONT TOP TEETH DONE AS WELL. THIS F*CKING DENTIST DID A BABY ROOT CANAL ON MY 3 YR OLD. THERE WAS NO REASON TO DO IT OTHER THAN HE HAD A VERY VERY SMALL CHIP IN THE CORNER OF ONE. MIND YOU IT NEVER BOTHERED HIM. THIS DENTIST NEVER CAME OUT AND ASKED US FOR PERMISSION NOR ASKED UP TO SIGN ANY PAPERS OTHER THAN THE PAPER FOR HIS 2 SILVER CAPS. I FLIPPED OUT IN THE OFFICE AND SAID " WHY IN THE HELL DID U DO THAT TO MY BABY WHEN THEY ARE JUST BABY TEETH AND WILL FALL OUT IN A COUPLE YEARS? NO RESPONSE FROM NO ONE. HE WONT EAT, DRINK AND IS IN PAIN AND THERES NOT A DAMN THING I CAN DO FOR HIM RIGHT NOW. IM F*CKING PISSED AND ANGRY. THIS DENTIST SAYS OH WE FILED IT DOWN AND HIT A NERVER SO

A Bad Day
I am having a really bad day. If I didn't have a seizure today the medicine work lol.. Started off. I was just stressed so I went to the gym...After my workout I decieded to go for a awim to relax. Well i have a habit of picking things out the pool like leaves and paper stuff like that. Well I was swimming and i saw something at the bottom I picked it up...It was a tampon...a used one... GROSS...I called the owner out when she got outside, I said I don't know of you have a lost and found but I think someone lost something... She was not happy that made me laugh... So after my work out I go to Wal-Mart to get groceries...its packed everyone is in hurricane panic mode..Took me over 2 hours to barely get anything.Pleople are acting so crazy..AGHHHHH.. On way home some little idiot pulls out in front of me and i have to slam on my breaks. I was a hair from hitting him...He looks at me n shrugs shoulders.. I wanted to beat the hell out of him and his hodlem self. I get home, today was garab

Bad Day!
Today had to be one of the worst days ive had in a long time! i never do one of these blog things! but it was tough! i gave up my company today that hurt i have beed doing it for a little over a year and i had to give it up today! then i got stiffed for dinner was supposed to go to dinner w/ some women from work and relax and here i sit a gain in my Semi all alone. Story of my life!

Bad Decisions Make Good Stories
It's time to fire back. This is me venting & telling it like it is. I'm sick of having these fake ass haters, hate on me for stupid things that have nothing to do w/ me. Or try to call me out on things that I do not know about. They want me involved, we'll they got me involved now! The sad part is that u hate on me for no reason but I guarentee if u got to know me u would change your mind. Seriously--there should b other things in this world that should bother u more. But, if it's lil ol' me that gets u all riled up—WOW-I'm flattered, & u should feel pathetic! U know u've done something right when someone u don't even know, have never been enemies w/, or have any personal beef w/ hates u. Shit! I've gotten under ur skin w/o even trying! I think that it is so sad that girls waste their time & energy talking about me behind my back & the bad part is that they don't even know me. They never had a conversation w/me. So why don't u like me? I could see if I did something to u or to so

Badd Girls Rules
i'm very glad that we are friends how old are? lets do a blog what about the blog well i have blog so lets do a freakin blog now let me say this hello my name is chanel for now i am new here i won't be here because i have to go to school i get out at 3:55 so don't get mad at i need some education to learn about stuff i have a friend at school and he is very very smart i wanna be smarter then him well the guy that is smarter his name is luke. i appreciate being here and all the friend request and all that stuff but really i do work!

Badd Santa Naughty List
As I have on previous Christmas times on FU...BADD Santa will be returning and once again doing BADD Santa's Naughty List to promote on his page any family who wish to join in the holiday fun and get some extra Rates and Likes Daily

Bad Elements Place
Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?' I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. Mens Love Poem I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit. A man finally gets his prescription for Viagra. Eager to try it out, he takes one as soon as he gets home, and waits for his wife to come home from work, but in his excitement he forgets and leaves the package open on the table and his cockatiel eats all of the

The Badest Thing Could Happen
the best thin is falling in love in my funking dreams i do not fal in love. that's like a prosion to me. but one it will change i hope. because i have went down that road before and it was not so good but the hell with it until that day comes funk it. the badest feeling to feel. it all starts when u lost a girl that u lve alot . but then u feel bad all the time. so u think that the feeling will never go alway and then u feel it geting worst and worst. so u start to cut on yr slf and drinking alot plus of them all u will smoke and always think of her. that the worst feeling of all.

Bad Freind
hello i a am sorry for being such a bad freind the last few months...so much going on at home and work that i have had no time to come here :( things at home are settling down some so i should be able to make time i do truly miss my good freinds here you can reach me at tkjaka@yahoo.com as well hugs and kisses to all kels

Bad Feeling
well when i 1st found out that my 16 year old sister was moving out the house i had a bad feeling about it. and i never told her. And one day she came to my house and she just seemed differnt....kinda seemd like she was strung out on some kind of drug. it kinda freaked me out ya kno but anyways my mom and i got a call at 430 this morning sayin that her house caught on fire. just because my sisters boyfriend got mad cus people were smoking in his room. so he went down stairs and lit a paper plate on fire and when he went back up stairs het thought he put it out. then 5 mins later the heard a big boom and the basement caught on fire cus the plate that was on fire didnt go out. so the police called here and the fox 4 news was out there and they had it all on the news. but my reason for writting this is becaus the ppl my sister are hangin out with are bad news from what i heard and i dont think she should be hanging out with them. but i dunno how to tell her that she shouldnt be hangin ou

Badgirldoris
PLEASE TAKE MY OLD PICTURE OFF YOUR LIST AND PLEASE PLEASE ADD THE NEW ONE,,I MISS ALL OF MY FREINDS http://lostcherry.com/beautifulangel I just want to take the time out and tell everyone who look or rated and left comments on my pictures thank you very much,,IF i didnt get yours PLEASE tell me and i will be glad to come and rate and leave comments,, How many of you all LOVE THIS NAME? I do it fits me to the TEE Hugs N Kisses The ugly duckling let see who is right me or the ppl says i am a hottie i am not i am a ugly duckling

Badgers!!
KNIFE CALLED LUST-HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD J-dog: I look alive, I'm dead inside. My heart has holes and black blood flows. We'll do some drugs, well fall in love and get fucked up while the world just shrugs. With no thought Logically. Were wondering the streets so aimlessly. I hate to see these kids just being put down so painlessly. And people say you Dye your hair and wear tight jeans, that doesn’t mean. That you can’t scream, or like loud noise, you got a choice, you have a voice. And just because you showed no love and hate on us you fucked our trust. Now watch we thrust this Knife Called Lust into my Chest until it Bust. Tha Producer: [Chorus] This love , This Hate Is burning me away It's hard to face that we're all the same This love, This Hate Is Burning me away It's harder times like these that never change Charlie Scene: mad at the fact your dad is an addict, your friend takes pills he thinks it cures sadness, I'm not here to attack

Badgirl
for everyone that wanted to know..Badgirl came home today from hospital.. She is very slow and very much in pain.. but it is good to have her home.. Baby John will be there for a couple more weeks.. but dr's say he is doing very good

Bad Girls Gone Good...or Did They?
As I faced my Maker at the last judgment, I knelt before the Lord along with all the other souls. Before each of us laid our lives like the squares of a quilt in many piles; an angel sat before each of us sewing our quilt squares together into a tapestry that is our life. But as my angel took each piece of cloth off the pile, I noticed how ragged and empty each of my squares was. They were filled with giant holes. Each square was labeled with a part of my life that had been difficult, the challenges and temptations I was faced with in every day life. I saw hardships that I endured, which were the largest holes of all. I glanced around me. Nobody else had such squares. Other than a tiny hole here and there, the other tapestries were filled with rich color and the bright hues of worldly fortune. I gazed upon my own life and was disheartened. My angel was sewing the ragged pieces of cloth together, threadbare and empty, like binding air. Finally th

Bad Girl! I'm In My Room...now What?
Don't you think its about time for my spanking? This was a posting a friend of mine from sl did on another blog site i belong too.. he is a PERVERT so thats just a warning. wow.. even my male friends, can be slutty Ok so I talked to the Mrs. and she thinks I should put my stories on here.. so here you go, I don't claim to be a Hemingway by any means... just a little horndog LOL.... The Lake.. The songs from the birds woke me up from the deepest sleep I’ve had in weeks. Without opening my eyes I lay there listening, I reach out for you but the bed is empty. I open my eyes to find that I am indeed alone, hmmm…. I can still smell your sweet scent and grin as my hand caresses the sheets where we made love last night. I call out to you but you do not respond, the cabin is completely silent aside from the birds. I rise out of bed and slip on my shorts that were wildly thrown across the room last night. I walk down stairs still grinning as thoughts of you and your body

Bad Girl Auction
Wanna own this Bad Girl??? Offering: 5 custom tags/graphics 2 SFW Salute Blog Pimp Out Weekly Pimp Out in bulletin for a month Owned by in name for month Link to their profile in my about me (permanent) Yahoo ID *Now if VIP is bid will rate all pictures 11's Rate all stash Everything above is doubled 2 NSFW Salute (may do requests) Click on the picture below to place your bids!!

Badgirl Auto 11 Auction
AUCTION FOR SARGE'S BADGIRLS ONLY! Sarge's Bad Girls Do You Want Auto 11s??? Come Bid On One ... Starting Tomorrow Morning Feb 3rd Going Till Feb 10th... Starting Bid Will Be 1 Million Fubucks... The Requirements To Bid Are.. 1. You Have To Be A Sarge's Bad Girl.. 2. You Need To Have Either Sarge's Bad Girls Or SBGs In Your Name And Have A Bad Girl Pic Folder With A Minimum Of 25 Pics In It. This Auction Sponsored By... ~♡~§ÚMMÈR~♡~§håÐðw~Lêvêlêr~@ fubar Bully Brought To You By Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar And ~♡~§ÚMMÈR~♡~§håÐðw~Lêvêlêr~@ fubar

Bad Habit
If you have not been to our lounge recently, you're missing out! Click this link to visit us in The Bad Habit!!!: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55194 Just some information. We are looking to make some layout changes and need YOUR input!!! We are currently running a contest to determine the New background for the lounge. Top 3 entry's win Prizes!!!! 1st Place: One Big Pimpin Porsche 2nd Place: One Big Pimpin Corvette 3rd Place: One Big Pimpin Silver Motorcycle (Prizes may be exchanges for alternate of equal or lesser Fu-Value) Here are the Details. To enter you MUST be a lounge member and submit either Pic's or Links to Pic's for up to 5 Photo's you would like to see as background here in "The Bad Habit" Lounge. Pic's should be in some way related to The Bad Habit (Do not have to involve nun's, be creative. The name can imply many different things) All entries should be sent to MICT1ab@yahoo.com or MEDIC!!!'s Fu-mail by no later than 3:00pm PST on Friday Fe

Bad Habitz
Feel free to help get the word out about Bad Habitz Radio! Below are links to blogs containing codes to post bulletins or comments. Comments can also be used in the about me section on your fubar profile. Comment CodesBulletin Codes We also have custom comments . . . Click Here for more info! You can even invite someone through the bartab - Bartab invite how to. Want the BHR Profile skin?

~ Bad Habits ~
***5 Ways You're Sabotaging Your Relationship*** I Read this and thought it was well written...hope it may help someone, somewhere. Always fighting for Love to Survive....Peace. 1. BODY INSECURITIES You know you have this problem if... You cringe and cover up when your partner sees you naked. Compliments make you nervous and defensive. Thinking about his positive attributes makes you wonder what he's doing with you. Why is it a problem? When we are ashamed of our bodies, we "withdraw sexually" and have trouble "being playful and free," says relationship expert Dr. Alice Pisciotto. Many people resort to substances to deal with their insecurites (for example, drinking in order to have sex), which can ruin a sense of closeness. How to fix it: The first step is awareness: realizing, for example, that when he says, "you look beautiful in that dress" and you hear, "go to the gym," it's not because he's being sarcastic, but because you feel ashamed of your bo

Bad Habitz Member Info
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Bad Habits
I have a HORRIBLE habit of biting my nails... I do it when Im nervous, when Im stressed, hell I do it without even realizing Im doing it... and I really dont know how to stop... it kinda sucks reallyI've tried putting stuff on my nails that tastes bad but I still bite them... I've tried fake nails but they do no good... I dont bite those but they ruin the real nails underneathany suggestionsfor something that might help me not do this anymore... I would REALLY like to have some nice pretty nails lol

Bad Influence@ Lostcherry
im shuttin down my profile due to lack of communication and my disorderly conduct on becomeing a friend and member of the cherry world. this blog will fly for 1 day only ... THANK YOU ALL FOR THE LOVE AND ATTENTION..... FIRST OFF I WOULD LIKE TO SAY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU. I KNOW I HAVEN'T GOTTEN AROUND TO COMMENTING ALL YOUR PROFILES BUT I WILL GET THERE SOON AND I DON'T WANT ANY OF YOU TO THINK I'VE FORGOTTEN ABOUT MY CHERRY TAP FAMILY AND FRIENDS THIS HOLIDAY SEASON..... SO FOR A CLOSING I WOULD LIKE TO WISH YOU AND YOUR FAMILIES A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A SAFE NEW YEAR.... SINCERLY, BAD INFLUENCE

Bad Idea To Sass Master........
She knew she was in trouble before her hand reached from the door to the house. Her stomach quivered thinking of the tone in His voice when He had reprimanded her for her insolence. What had she been thinking to have been so lippy to Him? She felt dread roll in her belly at the thought of what would come. Thank God, He hadn't told her to cook. She would have been hard pressed to focus enough to do more than burn the meal... and that wouldn't have boded well for the color of her ass. Not that her ass would be any other color than red before the evening was over. She hung up her coat and headed to the room to prepare as He had ordered. She took off her suit and hung it neatly on a hanger. She rolled her neck from side to side as if to relieve the tension building there. She sat demurely on the chair as she slid off her heels. Next came her thigh highs. She slipped her heels back on as He had been very specific about her clothing. She unhooked her bra, massaging the tender undersides o

Badkitty30075
"You!,Come to me and preach of Faith and Love!" You want me to see how they must be ,what do you know of Faith and Love? You can not change me ,for I see me , ME! I am Faith And Love It grows in me ,breathes life in me Your illusions are nothing compared to what I see. Faith! Faith gives me strength to be willing and free to make the choices to love me and every one around me! Faith is in me ,it is strong and your illusions are week,you grow pathetic and harsh as we speak! Love!,you know nothing of, it is not found,it is not given or earned or taught .It is nothing but something we all have inside.Love is endless,immortal,and eternal,love changes to fit its own design never the same at one time . It breathes from me it is me I am Love cant you see love is me !? So you grow week from what you begin to see in me.Something unattainable but free,you illusions shattering as wee speak,your heart beats your thoughts race you life a steady pace. You come to Me to and preach of Faith and Love

Bad Kitty!
Auction! Bling Auction is getting on the final days as well of the Salute Auction.. All Fu-bucks Had Been Bid in the auction have to be send to me!!! Both Auctions had the propose to help me to get my Spotlight everyone of the salute people Know this! Please remember to Bid and help me out to get my Spotlight Now After Much Blah Blah Blah Let Get you the links!! Guys: Fu- Daddy Girls:

Bad Luck Or Bust
So my best friend invited me fishing with him at a camp. I start loading up his truck with our gear and then I can't find my tackle box. My brand new tacklebox with all the new gear and bait I had bought. So instead of looking forever, I decide to just get in the truck and go. On the way there I realize that my friend has no tackle box at all lol. Oh well, between my 3 rods and his 1, we should have enough with us to fish for a few hours, no big deal. He hooks a fish and it breaks his line. I offer up one of mine but because he never really learned how to fish or rig things up, I go to the truck so I can show him. I forgot my knife and he didnt have one so we had to use a lighter to cut the string, etc. While we're blocking the wind with the truck, for the lighter, a huge gust of wind comes up and blows my chair from the camp to the water. It had my hat and cell phone in it :-( So after cursing and fussing for a few minutes, I finish setting up the new leader and such.

Bad Luck Is Usually Dumb Luck
GOOD LUCK is when opportunity meets preparedness. Prepare yourself, and look for opportunity. Don't give up easily. BAD LUCK is just normal everyday circumstance, combined with DUMB LUCK. Everyday circumstances happen to EVERYBODY, but the things WE do day in and day out, before and after the myriad of occurrences determine HOW BAD or HOW GOOD our luck is. ANY circumstance can be BAD LUCK for people who are TOTALLY unprepared. Dumb luck is what happens when you do stupid things and don't think about the possible consequences. Here are some examples: 1) You pull up to one of those busy intersections that doesn't have traffic lights on it, talking on your cell-phone, THINKING you are COMPLETELY capable of being a good driver AND a good conversationalist at the same time. Keep doing it, and you will regret it. 2) You pull up to one of those busy intersections that doesn't have traffic lights on it, and you SEE the person across the intersection from you tal

Bad Luck
I see people writing about boo hoo my car broke down and i cant go out, or boo hoo i am broke, but let me tell you......heres a bad day! It was my fault i will admit, but it so totally sucks all the same. I got pulled over 2 days ago and knew for sure i would get arrested for my own stupidity, lol. Luckily I didnt i just got a shit load of tickets. First off i am on probation for a dui over a year ago and it will be over in about 6 monthes, if your wondering, it was dui. So i was required to do some satop crap and they would give me my license. Did I, of course not, at least not yet, lol. So, i get pulled over for expired tags, no doubt, lol, he of course asks for license and insurance and heres where the trouble begins. I am looking for my state id and he asks me if i have a valid drivers license, i know i am so busted so why lie, and i tell him no and in the same sentence ask if hes going to take me to jail, lol. he says just to sit tight and he was going to run my id. He

Bad Luck W/girls
I've got the worst luck with Girls.Ever since my ex told me to fuck offbefore i deployed last time i haven't been able to strike it off withanyone since we've been back. Its like everything I say only succeeds in chasing everyone off.

Bad Luck 'tunnel'
Well, since so many of my family/friends have been wondering why I'm not on fu as much as before...Well this is what happened: Sept 11th my washer quit on me..(have to go next door to do laundry); then on 18th my car, hubby was driving to get to work,

Bad..? Me!?
Mmmmm k ., cfwg means : CRAZY FUCKIN WHITE GIRLZ now u know How bad are you?Have you ever stolen?:yepHave you ever cheated on a test?:yepcheated with someone else?:yepHow often do you use four letter words?:OFTENHow often do you drive above the speed limit?:sumtimesHave you committed vandalism?:yepHave you ever smoked?:still doTried drugs?:uh...yepPlayed strip poker?:yepTaken candy from a child?:nopeCrashed someone else's car?:nopeDanced naked in public?:nopeRan from the police?:yepSkipped class?:yepRun over an animal?:nopeWatched pornography?:everydayMade a prank phone call?:yepClick here to take this survey or find others at surveyspace.Click here to create your own.

Bad Mood Busters
>1. How Do You Catch a Unique Rabbit? >Unique Up On It. > >2. How Do You Catch a Tame Rabbit? >Tame Way. > >3. How Do Crazy People Go Through The Forest ? >They Take The Psycho Path > >4. How Do You Get Holy Water? >You Boil The Hell Out Of It > > >5. What Do Fish Say When They Hit a Concrete Wall? >Dam! > > > >6. What Do Eskimos Get From Sitting On The Ice too Long? >Polaroid's > >7. What Do You Call a Boomerang That Doesn't work? >A Stick > >8 What Do You Call Cheese That Isn't Yours? >Nacho Cheese. > >9. What Do You Call Santa's Helpers? >Subordinate Clauses. > >10. What D o You Call Four Bullfighters In Quicksand? >Quattro Sinko. > >11. What Do You Get From a Pampered Cow? >Spoiled Milk. > >12. What Do You Get When Yo u Cross a Snowman With a Vampire? >Frostbite. > >13. What Lies At The Bottom Of The Ocean And Twitches? A Nervous Wreck. > >14. What's The Difference Between Roast Beef And Pea Soup? >Anyone Can Roast Beef. > >15. Where Do Y

Bad News
today i just found out that my cosins home just burned down on saturday evening and im hope for some help she has 2 children which the were not at home the only one that was there was her husbend he was in bed sleeping . they lost everything in the fire. so if anybody has any ideas please let me know . and right now my main idea is getting a doation box set up but who do i call for that ? so give me some help . and the only one that died in ther fire was ther cat okay ppl i have great news im pregnant again with my 3rd baby im so happy and so is my man jason so wish us luck cuz we will need it and i don't know how far a long am but i will let u know when i know more incudlein my due date so agian wish me luck oh and happy hoildays

Bad News
Well... it happened - my dad passed away Thursday morning, right after the two student nurses who came in to clean him up and change his sheets evicted me from his room. It's almost like he was waiting for me to leave. At least he didn't linger in pain for weeks. His last words were to my mother: he said "the boss" when she asked him if he knew who she was. The funeral was yesterday. A couple of you are aware that my father has been undergoing treatment for cancer, specifically lymphoma. Last week, we had to put him back in the hospital for dehydration and disorientation. A CAT scan was ordered because he'd fallen, and something was detected on his brain, so he underwent an MRI and spinal tap. Today the results are in, and they're not good. The growth on his brain is carcinoma, a far more aggressive form of cancer. It would still be treatable if it were more lymphoma, but with carcinoma, there's no point. The only treatment he's getting now is to be made comfortable. The doct

Bad News
I just got news that a guy i work with was dead at home. He was a really good friend of mine. i remember the first time i met him i was new at my job. Everyone there would break his balls and make fun of him because he was slow(not retarded slow or anything. he just didn't work as fast as everyone else). I felt bad for him because he would eat lunch by himself because nobody would talk to him. So i went over and sat with him and ate my lunch with him. He seemed to like that very much and when i did that it seemed like everyone that would make fun of him kind of cooled down. Which was cool because he seemed to enjoy coming to work after that. A couple of months ago (acually i think it was around christmas time) his wife had passed away. He took a voluntary lay off from work to deal with evrything that was going on in his life. He came back to work at the beginning of this month and had decided to retire at the end of the month. Which would be this week. Now i have to make plans to go to

Bad News
It was Monday the 17th, i was sitting down for dinner with my girlfriend, after a long day at work, I was tired but in a good mood. I was in the process of moving my girlfriend into my place, it took a year for me to decide that, being a single dad for most of my five eyar olds life has been hard so i dont let people in and out of her life, I thought that i was being careful. It took me two months to even bring my daughter around my girlfriend, fora period of time she thought that i was married and was hiding it from her, but i proved her wrong. Anyway on that monday as we sat to eat, she looked at me with a weird look on her face and she then smirked sheepishly and told me that she was pregnant. I was shocked, to be honest I knew that i used protection to avoid this, but i thought well maybe it leaked or what ever. THe thing is that, two days later, Im taking her to the doctor and we get into a conversation about things, when all of a sudden she started to cry.

Bad News
For anyone who keeps up with my blogs you know I just buried my grandfather this past wednesday. However the bad news didnt stop there, last night my family and I was informed that my Uncle Skip had laid in his house for two days after having a very very bad stroke. Weather it was the stroke or the delay of medical attention he suffered from having over half his brain in a pool of blood. Thus causing him to bleed from the nose and mouth. Within n hour of being found he was taking to the local hopsital and put on life support. By the time I got to the hopsital I noticed the medical air lift chopper landing and deep down I knew it was for my uncle. Within second of seeing him the chopper indeed take him to UC hopsital where four hours later he was pronounned brain dead two hours after that they took him off life support. Now for some reason my family doesnt seem to understand why I am taking my uncle's my death so hard. Grant that he is my uncle by marriage but to me that is besi

Bad News
well ok I know I was to have my surgery on the 12 th of this month but had to cancel that cause of hurricane IKE well now its tomorrow sept 26 th 2:30 pm so I am a lil scared that it might not go this time too I just cant keep getting it put off I am tired and dont know if I can handle all of the nerves of it all any more I really do hope it goes thur tomorrow... I have really delt with all of this pretty good I think I havent broke down yet and freaked out about it which I might tomorrow lol but who knows anyways I am just babling anyways here to let off a lil steam thank you all for the love and well wishes Angelncntrfold ok I am going to start out with I got some really bad news yesterday and I am not sure how to handle it right now I can not wrap my head around it at the moment. I have been told to keep my chin up every thing will get better but right now I am not sure at all. I was told yesterday that I have stag

Bad News About Obama
This letter is so well written, it may even make some of his supporters think twice; or maybe not. Nonetheless it has 7 remarkably great questions to the type of man he is. I don't know who Mark Gregg is but I am so glad this eloquent letter is circulating.....please help keep it going. Dear Mr. Obama, It is August 30, 2008. My name is Mark Gregg. I am a 50 something conservative white male. I have followed your campaign closely, including the speeches you and others made at the democratic national convention. I am respectfully providing you with seven simple (probably shallow) reasons why I could never vote for you. I believe my opinion is shared by many people. While there may not be quite enough to prevent you from becoming president of this nation, I do think there is an awakening to the fact that you are not a (the) messiah that the media and liberal Hollywood entertainers are trying to portray you. 1. I hear your mantra of change,, change. Yet, you picked a

Bad Poker Night
It was just another Friday evening in our house. My Master and his friends were busy playing poker in the kitchen and I was banned from there while they were playing; "Women are bad luck" he said to me on more than one occasion. Not that I wanted to go in there anyway. The whole kitchen smelled of cigar smoke and beer. CHristopher and his three pals had been in there for several hours now and I hoped they were beginning to wind down and finish their game. There were shouts and laughter coming from under the door as I tried to watch tv in the lounge. Nothing on earth would persuade me to interrupt their game however. I remembered the one time I had done that. I had poked my head around the door and asked him how much longer they were going to be. Christopher had smiled pleasantly enough at me and said "soon dear", but when the game was finished and his friends gone home, he was furious. "Never interrupt my game again Rose" he said in a very quiet voice. "I am going to have to punish

-bad Romance-
Characteristics of a Virgo Woman A charming Virgo woman is perfectionist and realistic in nature. The main characteristics of Virgo woman are honesty, perfection, sincerity and dependability. Read on to know more about it. Virgo, the sixth sign of the zodiac, is also considered as the sign of critic or craftsman. Practical, modest, loving, helpful, active and fussy Virgo people are born between August 23-September 22. Its zodiac symbol is represented by a woman. Its ruling planet is mercury and Wednesday is its lucky day. The lucky colors for Virgo people are azure blue and saffron yellow, and agate, topaz and aquamarine are the lucky gems. Observant, loving, helpful and reliable are the major strong points of Virgo people. A beautiful Virgo woman is blessed with some outstanding characteristics. Let’s know more about it.Characteristics of a Virgo Woman A Virgo woman is very attractive and charming. She is tall with a slim, slender figure. She is having all the promin

Bad Singing And Worse Poetry
Neurodancer You answer to none Untamed and free and steal the sun with the prowess of Prometheus Unleashing that fire with synaptic scintillation, shining cobalt radiation upon all who know the tune

Bad Times
its really bad time for people working in the car industry. i work in a factory here that makes car parts and today two of my good friends were laid off indefintely along with 12 others. and they said come next week 6 more people has to go. all the ones that was laid off was through a temp agency. none of the full time employees have to worry if they got a job tomm. we work just as hard as they do but some think that because we are temps that we are just dirt.

Bad.times
I'M A STALLION!---TIME.TO.SUCK.IT.UP---AND.REMEMBER---MY SPACEBAR WORKS!!! AND HEY--DIDO SINGIN WHITE FLAG---A REAL WOMAN/MAN---WOULD ABIDE BY THE WORDS!!! G-MORNIN MY FREINDS---HAVE A GRRRREAT DAY!

Bad Vs. Good
I think, in order to lead a happy life it's not about mean or being nice, or bad or good, it's about being smart. However, I would say that it is smart to try to be nice or good. I used to be pretty bad. I think I was pretty bad until I got smarter and 'grew up.' Now I try to be good most of the time. Why? Simple. If you think about your actions and say to yourself 'would I like what I've just done to happen to me?' and if you think not, then you probably shouldn't have done it. All you have done is increased someone elses misery and you don't get anything good back in return. If you try to be good or nice to most people, generally, they will be nice/good back to you in return. I know this from experience. It's kinda like 'what goes around, comes around.' Because it does. Most 'assholes' and 'dickheads' who think you are stupid, will try to exploit you, but if you are smart, you will know what to do about it. And if we all tried to be a little nicer, the world woul

Bad Week
Everything is always my fault I hate myself Just leave me alone, let me die so i can finally be out of their lives The fights are my fault, The Seizures are my doing too Im sorry for all the hurting i have caused you Stay away from me, I hurt everyone i touch Everything is my fault I hate myself so much Well damn I am just goin to vent right now.. If you all dont like it THEN I DONT FUCKIN CARE... Wednesday I took muh boy to the ear specialist and they found a hole in his ear drum. They are talkin about doin surgery on his ear drum. And that means he has to be missin 8 weeks of school. Which is somethin that he loves very much.. So they gave me some medicine for his ear.. Ear Drops, pain medication and some antibotics.. I put the ear drops in his ear and he screams at the top of his lungs and tells me that it feels like I am stickin a hot poker in his ear. They told me that the ear drops would help him and trust me it made it worse. So I called the specialist and she said to s

Bad Weather Days!!!!!
WELL THE SNOW SHOWED ITS UGLY HEAD IN WYOMING YESTERDAY.IT WAS BAD ENOUGH THAT THEY CLOSED DOWN I80 FROM LARAMIE TO HAPPY JACK INTERCHANGE .THEY WAS NOT LETING ANYONE THROUGH.SO WE WAS STUCK AT A TRUCK STOP FOR THE NIGHT,IT WASNT TO BAD BUT IT JUST MADE OUR DELIVERY LATE FOR THIS MORNING BY ABOUT 3.5 HOURS.IT WAS REALLY BAD FROM SALT LAKE CITY UTAH ALL THE WAY THROUGH TO WHERE THEY CLOSED DOWN THE ROADS.I HAVE SOMETHING LIKE 2 HOURS OF VIDEO FROM ALL THE WRECKED RIGS ON THE ROADS,SOME WAS REALLY BAD SOME WAS BAD ENOUGH IF THAT MAKES SINCE.ANY WAY WE ARE AT OUR DELIVERY.SO ILL WRITE MORE LATER ON.THERE IS NO SNOW IN DENCER TO SPEAK OF YET :) BYE FOR NOW. P.S. THIS IS WHY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON I HAD NO SERVICE TO SPEAK OF EITHER,BUT I DO NOW FOR A WHILE. :)

Bad Weeks
I have been having some bad weeks every scene i post the frist bad week blog. Every week scenes than my weeks have been just been getting worst because i even know if i going to have a parnter a work if i don't i get told to go home and i lost hours at work and lose money because don't get my 80 hours every 2 weeks that we get paid and just make my weeks get bad because i never know if i'm going to be able to make my truck payment when i lose hours. HOW SHOULD I START. WITH WEEK I FORGET TO A OF THE BEST WEEK I WOULD HAVE I WAS WRONG. GOT TO WORK ON MONDAY MORNING TO FIND OUT I WAS WORK A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE THAT I RIDE WITH AT ONE OF VOLUNTEER FIRE COMPANY. PLANNED TO GET OFF AT 1800HRS ON MONDAY EVENING AND WAS TOLD I COULDN'T LEAVE DUE TO NOT HAVING COVERAGE FOR THE SHIFT. GOT VERY PISSED OFF BECAUSE MY PLACE OF WORK WANT TO JERKYS ABOUT THE WHOLE THING. WHEN IN TO WORK ON TUESDAY AND IT SEEM TO BE A LITTLE BETTER. GOT TO WORK ON WEDNESDAY AND JUST GO BAD AGAIN AND WHEN DOWN HILL FR

Bad Weather
suppose to be getting up to 14inches of snow here. Its already getting nasty out..and I have to be at work at 3. The boys are getting out a hour early from school..and my mom n law is suppose to come down to get them. I am wondering if I should call off.. or what. I know they will probably need me in there..but my posistion is not that extreme as them needing nurses there. Ughhh

Bad Weather
I hate the way you treat me But love you to the core Your better as a memory So let me shut the door How I wish you would change Go back to the one I love You will always be the same A dark cloud from above With your broken halo And shredded wings Your not an angel Your an evil thing Here to hurt me in every way Bring only pain Turn all sky to gray Paint me with your rain Robbing all the light from day Taint me just the same

Bad Weekend
still suspended...auditing didnt find my ticket so now its turned over to surveillance..if they dont find it i will be job hunting:-( please keep your fingers crossed and keep me in your prayers thanks friends, Berta got suspended from work...went out 684 dollars short:( hopefully auditing will find my missing jackpot ticket and i will get paid for my time off on suspension...if not i will be job hunting:-(

Bad Wolfy
Bad Wolfy's Happy Hour Have A Drink On Me - AC/DC Yes, The Bad Wolfy Is Doing It Again... ♥ When??? ★ Friday 5th ♥ Time??? ★ 6:00 p.m PST ★ 8:00 p.m CST ★ 9:00 p.m EST He Gonna have a Rate-A-Thon!!! He gonna Offer: ★ 10,000 for every 100 10's ★ 20,000 For every 100 11's PLEASE save your 11's and blings for His HAPPY HOUR! ooohh and if you still have not add HIM here is his link: The Bad Wolfy@ fubar This was made By: ~☠~. Bad Kitty .~☠~@ fubar

Bad Week
I find out a close family friend is in the hospital with burns over 75% of her body from a random freak accident, and then yesterday I find out my uncle committed suicide, and my sweet, sweet aunt found him. WTF?? Seriously I need shit to go decently from here on out. So, this week has got to have been one of the most messed up weeks EVER. My ONLY high light was going and hanging out at some friends house on Friday. Heres the lo lo... Monday night I find out that my sons uncle is in on life support, in a coma, after being jumped from behind by some friggin coward. The family finally made the decision NOT to take him off of life support because he is now showing some signs (opening his eyes to stimulation) Then I run into my sons father whom I have not laid eyes on in 3 years. (for very good reasons) Then tonight, not only do I see him again at his sisters house, while we were there my nephews Pitbull flipped out, and bit my son. He has one slightly deep puncture wound, but other th

Bad Wolfy Halloween Aution
Halloween Auction I will Be Hosting An Auction. Before I Open The auction I want to have 10 Entries. Please Private Message me with a picture you want to use and what you are offering. I currently have 6 entries and need 4 more before I can open the auction. Rules: * No Drama Allow * Minimum Bid 50k All This is Borough to you by: The Bad Wolfy@ fubar On Collaboration with: ~☠~. Bad Kitty .~☠~ ~~ Fu-Daughter to Flanman ~~ And Fu- Sister to Me & Luckyone86 ~~@ fubar

Bad Week
My weeks been pretty sucky.. from having my tooth pulled to almost ditchin my car lastnight. Theres more but those been the highlights. Anyways.. friend just told me I needed a attitude adjustment. I admit..I probably do. Therefore I will not be on here that much. If I am..do not expect to hear much from me.

*bad Xample*
During the early Spanish colonial rule in the late 1600's on the island of Guam, there lived two newlyweds in the quiet hillside village of Maina. The couple, a Spanish officer and his Chamorro bride. Before marrying, the bride's husband was romantic, dashing and polite. But soon after their honeymoon, he became cruel and abusive. Every night the husband demanded fresh mountain stream water with his food and sent his wife to the small creek in the valley below to fetch his water. After a while, the woman actually began to enjoy her lonely walks and eventually it became a ritual that she looked forward to. Her favorite time was during the full moon when the moon's reflection shimmered across the surface of the moving creek like dancing stars, with the gentle wind whistling through the jungle foliage. Her husband soon began to notice that it took longer and longer for her return and became enraged. Then one stormy and rainy night on their first wedding anniversary and during a new

Bad Year
I've been haveing problems with the lady.. See I just told her That i had feeling for my ex Boyfriend.. I loved him for 8 years.. Well she told me to get over him b/c he don't want me.. Anit I aloud to show my feeling about someone.. Maybe someday he will notice how much i love him and come bcak to me.. please help me out o this? I need some feed back.. Thanks *WildOne*

Bad Year
Well I just need to let this out and thought I would do it here. This year has been one bad for me, I lost my brother in Iraq on May 19,2007, then my mothers step dad passed away Dec 12,2007 and then I find out today that my other grandpa passed away on Dec 13, 2007. They say things come in setts of 3's but a person can really only handle so much if you ask me. This has really sent me over the edge, I dont know where, or what to do anymore. God only gives you what he thinks you can handle or so everyone tells me.. But I dont think I can handle all this in one year!!! I really think I am falling fast! I try to put on a face that dont show the pain I am feeling inside for my kids and my sister.. Anyway I have desided that I am going to spend time trying to pull myself together and see how it works.. I hope everyone can understand .. I do care alot for my friends on here..But my state of mind is not what it should be at this point.. ** When will my pain end??**

Baffled!
Okay, I've asked the front desk at the hotel and they sent me to a Honkey-Tonk bar, that wasn't my speed. It baffles me though, that it may just be the only thing to do. We've looked online, in the phone book, it's like, aren't there any people here that like to go out and have a good time? There has to be something near by, right? I'm losing faith quickly. please help? Thanks to all.