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Altogether Too Funny And A Bit Scary, Heres To Meds!
DJ Sinister: DJ SInister- Often Imitated, NEVER duplicated. But it is flattering that you try, Im honored. slade russell: your a fuckin loser get a fuckin clue you cant beat me i am the BEST DJ ON FUBAR thats why my station isd kicking your pussy ass slade russell: lol i got 83 fuckin listners right now beat that you bitch DJ Sinister: I have lost nothing, especially not my pride, I dont need to try to be anyone other than myself, who's the loser, copycat slade russell: since you know where i live and all bring your pussy ass on DJ Sinister: LOSER DJ Sinister: oh hey wheres Texas DJ Sinister: lol slade russell: dont know slade russell: not my day to keep up with her DJ Sinister: just keep doin wht youre doing you are helping me more than you will ever know slade russell: you just wish yiou could ve like me is all thats why you kept me on your yahoo and trying to start shit with me DJ Sinister: LMAO!!!!! DJ Sinister: dude I walk away from the computer go outside an

My World
I'm not comin' back I'm not gonna react I'm not doin' shit for you. I'm not sittin' around while you are tearin' it down around us. I'm not livin' a lie while you swim in denial 'Cause you're already dead and gone You leave me out on the curb just like everyone else before you. Welcome to my world Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone. I know that yes it burns And I'm drowning in the ashes Kicking Screaming Welcome to my world I don't care what you think I'm not seeing a shrink. I'm not doing this again. I'm not another student or a mother to take your shit out on So let's see what you got, let's see what you're not And what ever else you pretend You defended my intention long ago Welcome to my world Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone. Another lesson burned And I'm drowning in the ashes Kicking Screaming Welcome to my world So here I am again. Middle of the end. And the choice i wish id made I always m

Things My Momma Told Me....
One day there were two boys playing by a stream when they stumbled upon a naked woman frolicking in the water. After a few moments one of the boys turned and ran away. The first boy couldn't understand why he ran away so he took off after his friend. Finally, he caught up to him and asked, "It was interesting man, why did you run away?" The other boy replied, "My Mom told me if I ever saw a naked lady I would turn to stone, and I felt something turning to stone, so I ran.

Last One For The Day I Swear!
Fuel Efficiency at Ford A 1912 Ford Model T got 17 miles to the gallon. Today, a 2007 Ford Explorer gets 18 miles to the gallon. Cars & trucks have certainley become more complex over the years, but it is interesting that Ford's Corporate Average Fuel Economy (CAFE) has dropped from 23 mpg to 21 mpg.

Spiderman 4/5
There been some rumors that Tobey not coming back to do Spiderman 4 and 5 It will be hard to see him go but other then that I think Jonathan Tucker from The Black Donnelly and The Ruins should step up for the role. His a cute geek and got a nice tight body. Questions? Who do You think should been the new Spiderman?

Estelle Getty, 84, 'golden Girls' Actress
Estelle Getty, 84, 'Golden Girls' actress The Associated Press Tuesday, July 22, 2008 LOS ANGELES: Estelle Getty, the diminutive actress who spent 40 years struggling for success before landing the role of her lifetime in 1985 as the sarcastic octogenarian Sophia on the television show "The Golden Girls," has died. She was 84. Getty, who suffered from advanced dementia, died at about 5:30 a.m. Tuesday at her Hollywood home, said her son, Carl Gettleman of Santa Monica, California. "Estelle always wanted to be an actress, and she achieved that goal beyond her dreams," the former "Golden Girls" co-star Rue McClanahan said Tuesday. "Don't feel sad about her passing. She will always be with us in her crowning achievement: Sophia. " "The Golden Girls," featuring four female retirees sharing a house in Miami, grew out of the fact Brandon Tartikoff, then NBC programming chief, believed that television was ignoring its older viewers. Three of the stars in the

*shrugs*
My heart tastes like a thousand lies. Each one interlocked into the another. Every bite is more bitter then the last one. Yet, Somehow… It's a bitter that I cannot resist! Like a shotgun lying on the table, A curious child starring it down. It's irresistible. I can feel my tongue slide across my lips In anticipation. My fingers wrapped softly around its edges. Thump. Thump. It beats still! Even as it sits curled up inside my fist, It pounds! Suddenly my breathing begins to race And the muscles in my legs lose their focus. But still I sit. My eyes transfixed on the pumping mound of flesh and lies. Again my tongue slides across my lips, Becoming increasingly impatient at my hesitance. Then, Suddenly! I indulge myself. The blood cascades down my neck, Muscles and veins torn between each tooth, A faint throbbing against my throat with each swallow. Seconds became hours. I could not control myself!

Wtg! 7/22 Disciple Girls ~ Wtg
Congratulations too our newest Disciples.Stop by and congratulate them on making it today. If they are not a friend fan, add , and rate them. Thank you too everyone for all the Fu-Love you showed too help them all Disciple. Today is Troubles Birthday show her some birthday love. ~♥ TROUBLE~ ♥~*~MEMBER OF CLUB UNITED,CLUB F.A.R.,LIFESAVERS@ fubar LilBamaGirl~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEEDSRADIO.COM~ owned by JETT & {§È}Ìññð¢êñ†{§È} ~ **club f.a.r..**@ fubar

Does He Know?
Does he know that: my heart still skips a beat every time I see him without thinking about it, I hold my breath when I hear his voice he still holds the key to my heart even after all of the hurt and gallons of tears when I hear a love song my minds eye sees him everything fun and happy I wish I was sharing with him when our son smiles I see him a reassuring word from him still makes me feel more secure just one hug rips my heart out and makes me long for what we once shared every time there is some contact I cry for days and can't get him out of my thoughts even with all of the hurt I still feel I wouldn't trade one minute of the time we shared, or give up one memory I will always love him and wish things were different, and wish him the best life has to offer!!

Asshole Father
I waited for you yesterday I waited and missed the last train I waited to say that I'd fallen in love with your way I waited for you yesterday Eventually walked home in the rain I waited to see if you felt the same for me But you don't, And you won't Go against your asshole father Going broke, Quitting dope For your folks Why did I even bother? Why did I? I waited for minds to change Pointing their fingers of blame It's not my fault you're ashamed of how you feel But you don't, And you won't Go against your asshole father Going broke, Quitting dope For your folks Why did I even bother? Why did I? Cause you don't Just admit it Cause you won't Just admit it Just admit it Just admit it Just admit it Just admit it I called you a whore and broke down your door But you don't even hate me! And how could I heal when you won't even feel? Why won't you hate me?! But you don't and you won't Go against your asshole father Going broke, Quitting dope

2nd Prayer
When I am called to duty, Lord, wherever flames may rage, Give me strength to save a life, whatever be its age. Help me embrace a little child before it is too late, Or save an older person from the horror of that fate. Enable me to be alert and hear the weakest shout, And quickly and efficiently to put the fire out. I want to heed my calling and give the best in me, To guard my every neighbor and protect his property. And if according to your will, I am to lose my life, Please bless with your protecting hand my children and my wife.

Cheating????
An elderly couple was having dinner one evening when the husband reached across the table, took his wife's hand in his and said, 'Martha, soon we will be married 50 years, and there's something I have to know. In all of these 50 years have you ever been unfaithful to me?' Martha replied, 'Well Henry, I have to be honest with you. Yes, I've been unfaithful to you three times during these 50 years, but always for a good reason.' Henry, obviously hurt by his wife's confession, said, 'I never suspected. What you mean by good reasons?'' Martha said, 'The first time was shortly after we were married, and we were about to lose our little house because we couldn't pay the mortgage. Do you remember that one evening I went to see the banker and the next day he notified you that the loan would be extended?' Henry recalled the visit to the banker and said, 'I can forgive you for that. You saved our home. But what about the second time?' Martha asked him, 'Remember when you were so

I'm Nauseous
I know I have been quiet. My friends have always been there for me. They know me much better than anyone! I know I don't give them much credit, but I know I should. I would be dead if it weren't for them. Thanks guys! But I'm glad they monitor me as well. Man! How life sucks! I have a raging EX that I'm still madly in love with! I have two beautiful girls whom I never get to see. My parents at least do a good job raising them and keeping them from their abusive dad! Yeah, he's a fucker to raising a hand to their precious little behinds! He can smack me around all he wants, but he will not take it out on them! So, mom.. dad.. I know you'll never see this, but thanks. On top of all that, I have a handful of fuckin' awesome friends! They are my family now. Will we ever stop running? Who knows? Will I ever stop hiding? Probably not. Hiding has been my safety net. The bigger question... Will I ever stop loving my EX???? I don't know. He's the only love I have ever known. He does lo

At One With Nature – Jackin' A Squirrel
I fell asleep naked in the hammock in my backyard last night. I awoke this morning with an empty bottle of Jack Daniels lying next to me and a squirrel asleep on my stomach. I have never felt so one with nature before. It was a beautiful moment that was only blemished by the small hickey that was on my left nut.

Suffering And Healing
Give us patience and steadfastness in adversity, strengthen our weakness, comfort us in trouble and distress, help us to fight; grant unto us that in true obedience and satisfaction of mind we may give over our own wills unto thee our father in all things, according to the example of thy beloved Son; that in adversity we grudge not, but offer up ourselves unto thee without contradiction....Give us a willing and cheerful mind, that we may gladly suffer and bear all things for thy sake. (Miles Coverdale 1488-1568)

Something Old I Found
Beast of Burden I tried to be strong enough I tried to carry us both I dropped myself to keep your head above water I lost myself to find you Now Im not strong enough to continue Now Im not strong enought to stop So let the movie play So let the end come undone

The End Of Heartache
Seek me, call me I'll be waiting This distance, this dissolution I cling to memories while falling Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day Waking the misery of being without you Surrender, I give in Another moment is another eternity (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart You know me, you know me all too well My only desire - to bridge our division In sorrow I speak your name And my voice mirrors my torment (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart Am I breathing? My strength fails me Your picture, a bitter memory For comfort, for solace (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Comp

Wait For Me
All these miles, haunting questions linger in my mind. And all the while, making bad decisions out of line. Still I've tried, to let go of the danger in my life. It's alright, when that's the only thing I've left behind. And there's still time... Wait for me. There's so much more of life for us to see. You must believe, it's not because of you I've had to leave. Wait for me. I only hope that you'll remember me. At this time, I'm counting all the reasons I should stay. Bottom line. I'm missing all the things I gave away. I remind, and see your face every single day. Still I'm blind. I wish that there was something I could say To make things right... Wait for me. There's so much more of life for us to see. You must believe, it's not because of you I've had to leave. Wait for me. I only hope that you'll remember me. Just hold on a little bit longer. Thoughts and memories will be enough My need for you is only growing stronger. I know you don't understand it much

We Are At 6 So Far Who Want To Be In This Auction..how About You?
*HERE IS WHO WE HAVE SO FAR THAT WILL BE IN THE AUCTION FOR YOU TO BID ON YOUR OWNER* Rev./DJ Cooter™ Owner of Cooter's Bar John Co-Owner of Cooter's Bar DJ Big Daddy Dream aka Kat Greeter@Cooter's Bar DJ pinkypunk Angi *sarge's bad girls* ~TexasAngel~ Name: Bid on Your Owner Starts: 08/10/08 @ 9AM EST/6AM Fu-Time Ends: 08/16/08 @ 11:59PM EST/8:59PM Fu-Time Details: Cooter's Bar sponsors auctions each month with a different theme. The next one is: BID ON YOUR OWNER". "Slaves to be" bid on who they want their owner to be, *BUT* this is a twist. *YOU* have to show your owner your appreciation for them. Thats right it turns on *YOU*! This is perfect for those who have secret crushes on or want to show someone how much they mean to you because *YOU* get to spoil them. If *YOU* win, you have to: Give @ least 50-10 rates when able Have on your name "Owned by" then whoever you won Give @ least 1 salute pic, make a graphic or something to them tha

Comment!>long!!!!!!!!!!
This is the real deal. Try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. ARIES - The Aggressive Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward. TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything t

Drac Be Pissed
http://www.fubar.com/user/1526474 PLZ PLZ ALL MY FRIENDS GO SHOW THIS PERVERTED OLD FUCKING ASSHOLE SOME EVIL LOVE HE DONE PISSED ME OFF TELLING MY DAUGHTER HE SHOULD SPANK HER N YES I SAID DAUGHTER IM MARRIED AND HE TOLD MY WIFE'S OLDEST HE SHOULD SPANK HE SO DRAC BE PISSED SO YALL BE HELP ME OUT CAUSE THE ASSHOLE DONE B BLOCKED ME

People Say They Get Rewarded Handsomely
People say they get rewarded handsomely Just for what they know & have learned Why can't I be one of those For the fact I can learn & know so much, If I had grown up in a richer enviroment If I had been raised in a education friendly enviroment If I had received the education fit for me Maybe I would be doing something more suited for me, Instead I'm just wasting away in self thought I'm just wasting away in self delusion Or am I just wasting away.

Survey
1) How old were you? 22 2) Where did you go to school? No where 3) Where did you work? YMCA 4) Where did you live? Dubois 5) Where did you hang out? April riding around in her car or Coyote Joe's 6) Did you wear contacts? Yes 7) Who was your best friend? April 8)How many tattoos did you have? 5 9) How many piercings did you have? Just my ears and Belly Button 10) Did you drive a car? No 11) Had you been to a real party? No 12) Had you had your heart broken? Yes 13) Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorce? Taken 14) Any Kids? 2 *****2 years ago ***** 1) how old were you? 24 2) Where did you go to school? No Where 3) Where did you work? Babysat for low income families 4) Where did you live? Dubois 5) Did you wear contacts? No 7) Who were your best friends? Ben 8) How many tattoos did you have? 11 9) How many piercings? Just my ears 10) What car did you drive? None 11) Had your heart broken? No

Survey
Delete the other persons middle name and repost this with the title "MIDDLE NAMES TELL YOU ALOT ABOUT PEOPLE" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen to you! J:People Adore you A : You've got a kick ass personality N : Easy to fall in love with E: You are really beautiful A : You've got a kick ass personality B : You love a certain someone C : People cant help but check u out D : you are great in bed E: You are really beautiful F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do H : You have a very good personality and good looks I : People love you J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy L : Best kisser ever M : Deff gorgeous N : Easy to fall in love with O : You love to kiss P : You are popular with all types of people Q : You are a hypocrite R : You are a awesome Kisser S : you are f ***ing crazy T: You are loyal to the people you love U : You really like to chill V : You are not judgemental W : you are popular X

Distorted
I wish i knew what he held deep within, and if he loves me as much as i love him. Somewhere in his words there's got to be a sign, does he really care or to his eyes am i blind. I wonder if he knew how perfect we could be , but somehow i get the hint hes givin up on me. Through the glass everyday i see him crawl, i wont give up on him but i think im starting to fall. I'm reaching for a cloud but is it even there, and when he turns his back another page begins to tare.

Survey
1) What's the age difference between you and the last person you kissed? Let me count....5 2) Do you believe that there's always room in your heart for your first love? Well yeah R.I.P Timmy :( He died while we where still together for 4yrs. 3) Why can a guy sleep with a lot of people and it be okay, but if a girl does shes a slut? It is just moraly wrong to do it no matter who you are. Don't you respect yourself? 4) Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? Cause thats something you do in a relationship. 5) Have you ever worn the opposite sex's underwear? Boxers of my boyfriends before. 6) Do you have trust issues? Always! 7) Have you ever been outside completly naked? Lots of times. Being naked rocks!! lol 8) Have you ever had sex with a stranger? UUUMM...Why would I do that? lol 9) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? Why yes, yes I do. 10) How many showe

Web Md
Panic Attacks and Panic Disorder - Topic Overview What are panic attacks and panic disorder? A panic attack is a sudden, intense fear or anxiety that may make you short of breath or dizzy or make your heart pound. You may feel out of control. Some people believe they are having a heart attack or are about to die. An attack may last from 5 to 20 minutes. You have the most anxiety about 10 minutes after the attack starts. If these attacks happen often, they are called a panic disorder. Panic attacks can be scary and so bad that they get in the way of your daily activities. Treatment can help most people have fewer symptoms or even stop the attacks. More women than men get panic attacks. What causes panic attacks and panic disorder? Experts aren't sure what causes panic attacks and panic disorder. But the body has a natural response when you are stressed or in danger. It speeds up your heart, makes you breathe faster, and gives you a burst of energy. This is called the fight-

Adult
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Credit
This is a repost from a friend who had this just happen to him. Hopefully this won't happen to you. Just some FYI. It is a good thing I have certain habits. Those habits tend to keep me out of trouble, or allow me to rectify bad situations very quickly. I decided long ago that my habit of reading my credit card statements was quite near the top of the List of Good Things (tm). Until now, identity theft of any kind had completely missed me. Fortunately, the aforementioned habit has allowed me to jump on what I just learned in the past few hours. Whenever I am considering a large purchase that I plan to use my credit card for, I always check my balance online to help decide if I can afford to spend what I am thinking of spending. (What I want to purchase is irrelevant. The point here is caution, people.) This morning, I logged in to my account to check my balance, and saw that it had risen by more than $1300 USD in the past month. Upon checking all recent activity over

Anymore
I can't hide the way I feel about you anymore I can't hold the hurt inside, keep the pain out of my eyes anymore My tears no longer waiting...my resistance ain't that strong My mind keeps recreating a life with you alone And I'm tired of pretending that I don't love you anymore Let me make one last appeal to show you how I feel about you...hmmm Cause there's no one else I swear, holds a candle, anywhere, next to you My heart can't take the beating of not having you to hold A small voice keeps repeating deep inside my soul... It says I can't keep pretending that I don't love you anymore I've got to take the chance or let it pass by If I expect to get on with my life With my life... And I can't hide the way I feel about you anymore And I can't hold the hurt inside, keep the pain out of my eyes anymore My tears no longer waiting Oh, my resistance ain't that strong Oh, my mind keeps recreating a love with you alone And I'm tired of pretending I don't love you anymor

Thoughts
Someone once asked me why i take so many pictures in life. i looked them in the eyes and said every picture is a memory and in time memories fade but a picture last forever. So even when the memory has faded the picture remains.

Six Answers We Have Been Waiting For
FINALLY, THE 6 ANSWERS WE'VE BEEN WAITING 4: Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for 'suck here'. Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, but 'down under.' Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q: WHY WERE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, They take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch... AND: Q: WHAT IS A MAN'S ULT

Lovers Dance
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans with fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end his exquisite torture and get on with passions play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him in a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wonderous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into ea

What's Your Sexual Sign?
Your Sex Sign is... You're a total pleaser. One sample of your touch, and anyone is hooked. You're so good that you've gotten people off just with your incredible kissing. You're a bit of a romantic, and you only have sex that's meaningful. Cancer, you are a born pleaser. Few people can resist your passionate, playful allure. An incurable romantic, you adore being courted. You'll do anything for a lover that sends you flowers or love tokens. You like lots of cuddling, touching, and kissing. You are a celebrated kisser. You also like to touch and fondle yourself. Typically, you learned to give yourself pleasure at a very young age. As an adult, you are easily aroused and multi-orgasmic. Mutual masturbation is very satisfying for you. You are extremely aware of your sexual attraction. You telegraph your sensuality with every move you make. You have the most communicative body language of any sign. You are very emotional, and you constantly ne

Fxy's 2008 Letter To Santa
Dear Santa Claus, I know it's not even fall yet, but I figured I would start this list and then add to it later. I need some stuff for xmas this year. I should first thank you for the late xmas gift you sent me that arrived a bit after xmas. You know, I asked for a wonderful man to love me but he also had to have a really nice dick. Thanks! Anywhoo... here's the list. 1 I need a gas grill.. 2 Smaller hips 3 slimmer thighs 4 perkier tits 5 a RED kitchenaid Mixer.. 6. A new tattoo 7. Obedient Children 8. Obedient Pets 9. new neighbors 10. New neighbors that remember to buy their own fucking sugar at the grocery at the same time they buy koolaid or other items that require sugar as an ingredient.. 11. I can't think of anything else right now... .so I'll be back say.... September? haha

Wife
You Would Make a Horrible 1930's Wife You are way too non conformist, independent, and sassy to be an ideal retro wife. You may be so wild that you aren't even considering marriage! Good thing we don't live in the 1930s anymore! Would You Have Been a Good Wife in the 1930s?

Write Your Tale
The tome lays open before me, A vacant canvas pending a plot, It might be a saga of bitter love, A chronicle of incessant action, Maybe a fable full of deception, Each person given a vacant leaf, Gather parchment, ink and quill, To scratch out character plights, Etching the narrative into granite, To endure the weather of an era, As the passage of time is engraved, This is where you inscribe your tale, This is your account to whittle out, No one else's so craft it as your own, The design might appear ambiguous, Characters a nameless cast of faces, The backdrop is eternally changing, In this autobiography of your reality, Or perhaps your memoir of memory, Somewhere in the legend I have been, Though in that parable I have returned, My character has altered considerably, As the element I play has developed, In this aged journal of your existence, Sweet life hangs on the horizon now, Construct a passageway to achieve it, These are your inscriptions to publish,

Earth
Oh wow...I think they should let me go home early today because of the earthquake. Ahh its good to feel "human" again. first earthquake in a highrise...felt okay because my grandpa bulit the buliding I am in....it was a big shaker in downtown la today =) they had to stop me from running to the stairs! yikes "We have just experienced an earthquake. The buildings are secured but numerous elevator banks are down. At this time there is no emergency evacuation mandated. We will advise as we receive more information."

Fu Life Becomin R/l
ppl wonder y i amthe way i am. gee i wonder bitch?!? i mean really. wtf? r u really that fuckin ignorant? do u really think u r that slick? or do u think that u r just that innocent? see i no better. wanna no wut my prob is then ask me. imma big girl i can tell u fpr my self. wait hats rite u dnt need to ask me wut it is. u already no.....its u!!!!!!

Hard Night
I just gor home from work today aneary shift i did for Tom, he owed me big time and iwas beat plus i wasnt feelin too hot. This summ4er cold had gotten me down some so i thought i had better rest up for next week. I had heard laughing next door....the houses were fairly close, but it was 2 young girls giggling, both very hot looking in their mid to late 20's, very well buily and were wearing shoirt denim minis with knee high bootsd on. i had heard that Jenny my neighbor had a visitor, her cousin from Austrailia Man she was hot and her voice was something to be desired. I sdat down on my bed watching them on the porch swing on Jenny's porch...to my surprise they started to make out! Iwatched intently as they kissed each other softly..arew these 2 legit cousins??? pics in my mind of them making love to each other turned me on, they slowly rose and headed to the bedroom...i couldnt see much for their curtains were closed thoi i see both tops go and fly....and hit the window...i was t

A Chance
I try to love you, I try to hold you, I try to kiss you, But you tell me we can't. At one time we could, And at one time we did, What has changed since then? My feelings? Your feelings? I still love you, You still love me, Yes the time has pulled us apart, But where there is love, There is hope. You still call me, When you need someone to talk to, I still know how, To make you feel special, You may think, We had our chance, But we still have a chance, A chance to be happy, A chance to be loved, A chance to have something, That will never disappear.

Angel
Sometimes I see butterflies, I don't know why, & sometimes I chase away Deamons in my mind, I don't know why, & sometimes I see Angels in my mind, I don't know why, & sometimes I see a life I wish I had, I don't know why, & every once and awhile I see an Angel in the real world.

Because
I dye my hair black, Because I can't change the way I feel, I work through the pain, Because I can't stand to feel weak, I sit there and listen to talk about who you want to date, Because I can't possibly compete, I drink till I can't stand up anymore, Because then I don't care that your not here, I look at your picture all the time Because I can't believe your real, I cry sometimes, Because I know you'll never be mine.

Death!
Death is certain!!! Plants die, Animals die, Stars die, As do planets, Make the most of what little time you have, For you never know when you will feel the chill of Death, You could go to bed and not awake in the morning, But do not fear sleep, If you fear Death then you fear Life, Because Death is the only thing truly certain in Life.

Eternal Love Lost
First you met me, Then you liked me, Then you fell for me. After that you said you'd, Love me always and forever, Our love was great, I pleasured you, You pleasured me. Things got twisted, I lost sight of myself, My anger grew stronger, Love became misplaced, Our love dwindled, You told me I had to change. I said I had, You knew I hadn't, But yet you stood by me, Till you could take no more, Then you left me. And at that moment, My life was over, But my love kept growing, I knew I hurt you, I knew I needed to change. Change doesn't happen over night, But when your life as you know it ends, Things change fast, It opens your eyes, You see things clearer then ever. I see that we need each other, You may think he deserves a chance, You may be right, But I've done things for you he never will, And I've seen you at your worst, And I love you even in the worst of times, I will never stop loving you, You will always be my Angel Baby.

Golden Sunset
The golden sunset shines on your supple lips, & the brilliant sunlight brightens your golden locks, I look into your eyes & see life at it’s purest, I want to kiss you, but I am completely paralyzed in your beauty.

Just Another
Just another night, Sitting at home, Just another night, All alone, Just another night, Full of sorrow, Just another night, Till tommorow, Just another night, If I'm alive it will be, Just another day, Full of pain, Just another day, With no gain, Just another day, And I'm full of dismay, Just another day, It's just another day, Just another day.

Lived & Learned, Loved & Lost
Everyone says that it's better to have loved and lost, Then to never have loved at all, They obviously don't know how I feel, Just being separated my heart breaks, We've only been apart a day, But I already feel empty, I am losing the love, That I had struggled for so long, The love that I had given up on, Till I met you, Before I met you I was convinced love was fake, When I had given up on love, It found me, And when it did I held on tight, Most likely too tight, I ruined the love I yearned for so much, I know that I may lose you, I know I may deserve to, I also know that I have learned, That yearning isn't all there is to love, And love can't be the only thing keeping us together, I have lived, I have learned, I have loved, & I have lost, I hope no one ever has to feel the pain & emptiness I feel without you.

Lost In A Dream
I scrape the blade against my skin, But not to make me bleed, Not to feel the pain, But to clear my mind. Clear it of dreary thought, Rinse it free of sadness, Make me forget my lose, To cleanse it of all thoughts. My life is over, Her love is gone, Without her I would have died years ago, Was her love only delaying the enevitable. The blade slides across my flesh, The blood drips freely, I feel cold and distant, Her love is all but a memory, Her warm embrace only a dream, A dream to end all dreams, My life becomes lost in a dream.

Madness
Your Indecision Runs Rampant, Like Madness On The Streets, Your Eyes Burn Right Through Me, Like Acid In my Mind, You Can See Right Through Me, Right Into My Soul, All I Can See Is This Gaping Hole, You Slice Through My Emotions, Just Like A Knife, Ripping And Tearing, Just Like A Knife, You Slice Right To Them. I Can't Deny You, I Can't Defy You, I Wanna Find You, I Can't Remind You, Of All That I've Lost. All The Love That I've Lost, Is Nothing Compared To What You Cost, The Pain I Feel Isn't Real, Cause The Love Never Hurts, Till It's Gone, And I'm Dead In The Ground, The Blood Dries Up And Clogs My Veins, I Rip Out The Stitches In My Heart, Let It All Fall Down. I Can't Deny You, I Can't Defy You, I Wanna Find You, I Can't Remind You, Of All That I've Lost. Your Beauty Deceives You, Your Eyes Betray You, I Can Tell You Don't Really Care, I'm Probly Just Another Stupid Guy To You, I Never Get A Chance To Tell You, How I Feel, Again And Ag

One
How does anyone recover, From losing their one true love, How does anyone know, There's only one? For all I know there's no, Such thing as The One, All I know is I'm alone, And probly will be alone, Forever, One person can't be that hard to find, Can she?

Place In My Heart(only For You)
I told you I'd die for you, Dive off the edge of the earth for you, Rip my heart in two for you, Climb the highest mountain peak for you, I said good bye to you, I broke my heart for you, If thats what you need, I'll do it all over again. I've told you I love you, And I always will, I've poured my heart and soul out to you, Told you everything I can, You said you heard me, But now maybe you'll feel it to. Great times we had, Even better memories we have, You may not always have a place in my life, But you'll always have a place in my heart.

The End Of All The Lies
My heart tells me that I'm dead, But my mind wont let go, My body trembles, My joints ache, My pulse is faint, My eyes water, Or are they tears? Tears of sadness? Tears of anger? Tears of depression? Or tears of lose? Everytime I think I'm ok, And that I will be happy, Something, Someone dredges up the past, And it all falls apart, The pain rushes back, I want to be happy, I used to know what happy was, I used to think I knew who I was, Who you were, I thought I knew that to, You come to me with your problems, I do my best to help, But when it's all said and done, Where are you when I need some help? What do you want me to do? Deny myself happiness? Kill those who threaten your safety? Forget that I love you? Do you want me to die? I can't take it anymore! Sometimes I wish I was dead!!!

The One
They say you shouldn't marry the person you feel you could be with forever, but to be with the person you can't live without, I yurn for you every waking moment, and most of my sleeping moments as well, I wish I could sprout wings and fly to your side, I cry at the thought of losing you, I want to protect you from evil and pain, my mind jumps with possibilities as to how I can see you, I think your The One, what if you are, what if you aren't, what would I do if I married you, then lost you, I think I would die

Untitled
I lay here, Dying, Crying, Whying, I want you, I need you, I love you, But yet, I hurt you. You gave me, Good times, Bad times, Sweet love, And memories, We said always, And forever, We'd love each other, What Happened to us, The good times, The bad times, The sweet love, And the memories. I lay here, Dying, Crying, Whying, I want you, I need you, I love you, But yet, I hurt you. Your my one, My only, My true love, For eternity, I wont be, With anyone, But you, My heart, My soul, Both belong to you, I lay here, Dying, Crying, Whying, I want you, I need you, I love you, But yet, I hurt you. If I have to, I'd rather die, Than be without you.

60 Things A Girl Wants But Wont Ask For...
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her your sweatshirt or hat and let her keep it and enjoy letting her wear it around. 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it m

Life
People are unreasonable, illogical and self centered Love them anyway If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives Do good anyway If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies Succeed anyway The kindness you show today, will be forgotten tomorrow Be kind anyway Honesty and frankness will make you vulnerable Be honest and frank anyway The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind Think big anyway What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight Build anyway People really need help, but may attack you if you help them Help people anyway

The Mind Of A Cobra . . . . .
THE MIND OF A COBRA STARTED 11:16AM 30-JUL-08 I WAS TOLD ONCE THAT THE ONLY DEFINATE IN THIS WORLD WAS DEATH BUT IN MY SHORT BUT EXPERIENCED LIFE I BELIEVE CHANGE IS A GUARRENTEE. THINGS CHANGE ALL THE TIME AND YOU JUST HAVE TO GO WITH IT AND ONLY CAN DETERMINE IF THE CHANGE IS GOOD OR BAD. NO MATTER THE OUTCOME YOU CAN NOT CHANGE THE CHANGE OR STOP IT. I THINK I UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE INCLUDING MYSELF DON’T LIKE IT OR LOOK FORWARD TO CHANGE AND THAT IS BECAUSE UNTIL IT HAPPENS YOU WON’T KNOW IF IT IS A GOOD ONE OR A BAD ONE. UNTIL IT HAPPENS YOU DON’T KNOW HOW IT WILL AFFECT YOU OR THE PEOPLE AND THINGS AROUND YOU. MUCH LIKE DEATH YOU JUST HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT. YOU HAVE TO HAVE SOME LEVEL OF GUILT IN ORDER TO REGRET SOMETHING. THAT’S JUST THE WAY I SEE IT….. I HAVE DONE MANY THINGS SOME I AM PROUD OF AND SOME I AM NOT PROUD OF HOWEVER THERE IS A VERY VERY VERY SMALLLIST OF THE THINGS I REGRET. WHY BECAUSE I DON’T FEEL GUILTY FOR MY ACTIONS. AS YOU MIGHT HAVE GUESS THAT IS NOT H

Never Judge Someone
'Some people!' snorted a man standing behind me in the long line at the grocery store. 'You would think the manager would pay attention and open another line, 'said a woman. I looked to the front of the line to see what the hold up was and saw a well dressed, young woman, trying to get the machine to accept her credit card. No matter how many times she swiped it, the machine kept rejecting it. 'It's one of them welfare card things. Damn people need to get a job like everyone else,' said the man standing behind me. The young woman turned around to see who had made the comment. 'It was me,' he said, pointing to himself. The young lady's face began to change expression. Almost in tears, she dropped the welfare card onto the counter and quickly walked out of the store. Everyone in the checkout line watched as she began running to her car. Never looking back, she got in and drove away. After developing cancer in 1977 and having had to use food stamps; I had learned never to

Meeting Transcript2 (read From Bottme To Top)
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Moving!!!!
Ok, I dont know how many of you know, but I am moving from Houston to Granbury. Ive decided that I really don't come on Fubar anymore. So I am going to delete my account. If there is anyone on here that wants my email address, that doesn't already have it, let me know. Don't ask me to give you my FuBucks either... because I haven't decided who will get them. I will be deleting my account probably later on tonight, as I am busy with getting ready for my garage sale tomorrow.

Finally Home
Unfortunately vacation is over... What a great week. I'll go into more details at a time when I am not brain dead :). But the trip in short was as follows.. A wonderful week on the Outer Banks... Pretty much perfect weather with rain only at night except for a short shower early in the week. Temps in 80s and 90s. Water was chilly, but clear and for the most part calm. There were 17 of us between the 2 houses. My 20 month old nephew kept me busy all week :). There were 4 generations of us there. David barely got out of the water. :) We climbed the dunes 2 times. Now these are not ordinary dunes. The height constantly changes but they are often 100 feet high or more. If you want a workout, go climb them.. or try to run up them :). Raced gokarts a few times. Saw the new batman movie. Ate way too much. We always build some unique things on the beach... always something BIG. On Friday, we built a huge mountain of sand with a deep pool at the bottom that wo

Mists
Accept me now my Mists Take me to a place where I can cause no pain Deny me not the entrance to my blessed Avalon. I can bear no longer the strains and burdens of human words. My light is dimming, my heart is burdened. I sacrifice of my self to give others the peace and Joy due them, To be driven once again to the Fires Pyre. Allow me now my boat, the latern, and the peace of knowing That Pure love given is the greatest gift to others I have to give. Avalon I call, I plead ~ do not deny your childe of light, your daughter of the lake.

Why Do I Bother?
I may not be here doing the full time fu- thing let alone doing the fu-thing well. (I work a lot, & am a single mom. Im glad to never be the b*tch that so many can be here.) I try to do what I can, & give to all as best I can. What keeps me from getting to deep into this scene are THE Rude people. & The Caty b*tches that think they run this place, cause they might of been here a month longer then you? Let alone so much more bullsh*t that comes with this scene. I prefer bullsh*t free scene's. The nerve & the balls of so many here that think they are some kind of god er something,... (to me,... that's a serious weirdo with big issues.) So anyone trying to tell you they are this & that to this & that on this site, other then what it says on their pages?... More then likely is full of sh*t! (Toss's out the enema's.) Ive also found that a large majority here are nothing more then liars/fakes. Look @ the #s in the right hand corner of whom is online & h

"old Enough"
he calls her up on the telephone. her sister is the one to pick up. she speaks her words in a lecture. on how she is not old enough. old enough to talk, old enough to listen. old enough to love, old enough to be with him.

Wsay
You are a vigilante who considers murder, kidnapping, extortion, coercion, threats of violence, and torture to be acceptable crime fighting tactics. Superhero Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes!Fun Quizzes | Quizes for MySpace » MySpace Quizzes

Batman Quiz!
You are Two Face. You have a tough time making a decision because you are constantly in battle with the two sides of your personality. Batman Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes!Fun Quizzes | Quizes for MySpace » MySpace Quizzes ^ So Not True ^

Rain
I love when it rains Is that weird? I feel that God understands my pain and sorrow The rain pouring down hitting the ground hard as possible It's never enough for me Just let it rain As it rains I don't have to cry The whole world is doing it for me If they only understood my anger gets released as I say see..see what you've done The thunder is doing the taking for me These cuts and bruises are getting justified Rain is proof we all hurt Even the sky has limits to pain so it rains Let it rain Let the sky lite up Let the wind blow Let windows slam as curtains sway And let the thunder roll But sooner or later it stops The world goes quiet with a rainbow that can't dent it Life goes on But the cuts and bruises are still there as a reminder... ....it's bound to rain again....

Almost
Feeling happy and so complete. Having control and theres no defeat. Getting only love and attention. Going through the day without a single restriction. New opportunities popping up left and right. Close friends and family are there to hold you tight. Always confident when you wake up. Plenty of joy to feel your cup. A dream is what this could only be. Excitement makes us forget the reality. The reality hits when we least expect it to. When this happens you don't know what you're going to do. Life isn't progressing as fast. You lose confidence in the plans you made last. Suddenly no one can make up their mind. It feels like you're running out of time. Hoping you won't lose people close to your heart. The ones you loved from the start. Even so, you can still make your dreams come true. Just have confidence in everything you plan to do

Kim Komando 8-06-08
Today's top stories... 11 charged in huge ID thefts Authorities have charged 11 people in connection with data breaches. They're accused of exploiting vulnerabilities at nine major retailers, including TJX. Over 41 million IDs were stolen. Airport checkpoints speed up Starting Aug. 16, travelers won’t have to remove laptops from their bags. Laptops can pass through security checkpoints using new bags. Hopefully, this will speed up airport checkpoints. Tools helps you green your PC Technology companies are striving to go green. Tools are available to help reduce energy usage. Now, Microsoft is releasing a tool to make consumers' computers more efficient. DNS attacks underway We’ve heard a lot about the recently discovered DNS flaw. It lets criminals redirect Web traffic. At least one successful attack has taken place in Texas. Much of the Web may still be threatened. Network attacks on the rise A Russian gang is attacking computer networks. They use administrative sof

So My Dad...
is in the hospital again. Tony found him Sunday unconscious on the floor and took him to the hospital. He fell and was lying on the floor at his house for no one even knows how long and he's got a huge bruise on the left side of his face from where he hit [we think] the table and he's got bed sores from where he landed on his arm and was lying on it for so long and he moved around some while he was still conscious. He has an infection all over his body, he has kidney failure, and the cancer he had when I was around 8 or 9 has come back. I saw him twice yesterday but he's heavily sedated because he's on a ventilater, so I'm not sure if he even knew I was there. When I saw him the 2nd time the ventilater was set to 16 and he was breathing to 26, which means he's breathing on his own 10 above the ventilater, so they'll be trying to get him off of it soon. If he manages to get off the ventilater, he won't be sedated anymore and hopefully he'll be alert and be able to talk to us. The only t

He Needs Us
skaterboy needs some new friends and lots and lots of fu luv he really is a great guy Skaterboy@ fubar lets show him some luv he truly is amazing brought to you by: ? ~Toxic Tears~? ~Founder of the Unique Individuals ~? ~Married to Skaterboy~@ fubar

Distance
I can't see you I can't smell you I can't touch you And I can't feel you But, somehow, I know you're there. A distance, so brutally far A feeling, so uncomfortably near It fills me with want and desire And I realize- I must not conspire. I cannot think and can't imagine I fear if I do it will make me closer While you remain out of reach And probably with someone else... I know I could be her... if I was there. I can't see you I can't smell you I can't touch you And I can't feel you But, somehow, I know you're there. I long to hear your voice once more. In the past it filled me with exhilaration And then left me in despair. Fill my soul once more with your proper tone And then jerk it away, as if to say, "So long". I want to know feelings I never felt before But will I ever experience your gentle touch? Or your warm breath against my neck, As you solemnly whisper, "I love you, I need you." But............. I can't see you I can't smell you I

Walking Her Home....mark Schultz
Looking back He sees it all It was her first date the night he came to call Her dad said son Have her home on time And promise me you�ll never leave her side He took her to a show in town And he was ten feet off the ground (Chorus) He was walking her home And holding her hand Oh the way she smiled it stole the breath right out of him Down that old road With the stars up above He remembers where he was the night he fell in love He was walking her home Ten more years and a waiting room At half past one And the doctor said come in and meet your son His knees went weak When he saw his wife She was smiling as she said he�s got your eyes And as she slept he held her tight His mind went back to that first night (Chorus) He was walking her home And holding her hand Oh the way she smiled it stole the breath right out of him Down that old road With the stars up above He remembers where he was the night he fell

Decisions, Decisions....
There comes a point in our lives when we all have to take responsibility for our own actions. At that point, no longer can we blame our parents for how we were raised in their home. The choices we make can affect us and others around us long term, temporarily or permanently. That can be adversely or positively. Either way....it's a choice...a decision and we made it. No one else made it for us. We made it. It will and should be us that deals with the repercussions. So how do you decide to make the choices you make? We can ask for guidance from those who might be more experienced than ourselves or we can think it through, research it to the best of our ability and go on the facts that we have obtained. Sometimes we just go on gut instinct and really it's a 50/50 either way. I, like most everyone most, have made some bad decisions and, for the lack of better words, bad judgment calls in my life, because I always tend to lead with my heart. Going with the heart leaves you o

Playing Card Test
What Your Playing Cards Tell About Your Future Right now you are focused on your internal emotions, including a bit of pain and suffering. Your emotions are currently tied to changes in your home. You may be receiving a visitor soon or changing your address. Your closest friends bring you high social status. You run with a popular, wealthy, attractive crowd. The near future will involve an important message. This message will arrive via a letter, email, package, or gift. Beware of some very bad news. This may mean the loss of someone close - or the loss of a close relationship. The Playing Card Test

Present
You Live in the Present You take things one day at a time. And it turns out, that's a pretty great way to live. You aren't consumed by the past, and you're aren't obsessed with the future. You live in the now, and you enjoy each moment. While most people don't live in the present enough, make sure you don't live in it too much. It would be a mistake to forget your past or neglect to plan for the future. Do You Live in the Past, Present, or Future?

Civics(ethics)
Regarding men who can help themselves, but do not because they allow themselves to become dependent are of ill burden to all of those with whom they have relation. Is it then not a greater crime to become a chronic burden on other men because they allow through their own generosity, the very which the burdensome men cannot provide because they allow themselves to be without the power to give, only to subsist at the lowest, and by their own standards acceptable existence? How can men’s apt to accept help not be proportionate to their willingness to give it? Is not the greatest injustice those men who by their own will, and seemingly out of spite the one’s willing to incur injury enough to sustain the benefit of cure from those men whom, by their own will refuse to allow themselves any chronic injury? In this country we have those who are always poor, but people find themselves to be poor constantly always refuse to accept that it is their own will that makes them poor. They insist

Dewey, Witt, And Et Al(incomplete)
Dewey-Moral writings, and other Dewey makes the point to attribute the intellectual domain of a certain cultural to it's own phenomina, and states that this is how philosophical thought arises in it's different spheres. Dewey also contends that philosophy at once had taken on the role of science insofar as making states that are not grounded on verifiable evidence, but grounded on perhaps an apperception. Dewey also states that there is an inherent conflict among all cultures as to the synthetic judgement we make regarding universals, and individuals. This is apparently true of all cultures, though Dewey only categorizes western time periods, or movements and not any particular cultures outside of Greece. Here he attributes to Athens great intellectual thought, and to Sparta traditional thought. Dewey suggests that the moral language has hampered ethics and certainly we can attain no greater ethical understanding if we are not prepared to jettison this

Kierkegaard, Soren
Soren Kierkegaard On the Dedication to "That Single Individual" [Note 1] Translated by Charles K. Bellinger My dear, accept this dedication; it is given over, as it were, blindfolded, but therefore undisturbed by any consideration, in sincerity. Who you are, I know not; where you are, I know not; what your name is, I know not. Yet you are my hope, my joy, my pride, and my unknown honor. It comforts me, that the right occasion is now there for you; which I have honestly intended during my labor and in my labor. For if it were possible that reading what I write became worldly custom, or even to give oneself out as having read it, in the hope of thereby winning something in the world, that then would not be the right occasion, since, on the contrary, misunderstanding would have triumphed, and it would have also deceived me, if I had not striven to prevent such a thing from happening. This, in part, is a possible change in me, something I even wish for, basically a mood of soul and

Meeting You
I never thought that there would be a day, where I could be happy. I never thought that wishes come true. I never thought dreams could come true, til the day I met you. All my days are happy, when Im with you. All my wishes come true. All my dreams are no more dreams, but are reality. All because I met you.

Kiss
What's in a kiss that can make me miss you so much that I long for your touch what's in those lips those fingertips that makes my heart race as you touch my face what's in those eyes that hide no lies my mind you completely undo when I think of you when you look at me what do you see the other half of a whole your eyes capture my soul what's in those hands with strong demands touch me in the night turn dreams to delight fulfill all dreams undo me at the seams til we flow into one and all loving is done

All Hope Is Gone
All Hope Is Gone lyrics The state of the nation - violation! A broken promise is as good as a lie. The hell is humongous, the devil's among us and we will burn because we won't unite! We won't witness anymore freedom. Why does anybody think we need 'em I would rather fight, than let another die. We're the problem, but we're also the solution. ALL HOPE IS GONE!!! If you want you cannot take it from me. If you think you can, you still don't know me. Let me tell you, when I said it, I meant it and I will always have the right to defend it. Fifty seconds, a hundred murders. The bill of rights is a bill of sale. What will you do when the war is over? What will you do when your system fails!? We have made the present obsolete. What do you want? What do you need? We'll find a way, When all hope is gone! We've seen the fall of the elite, Buried alive, Take a disease, We'll end the world, When all hope is gone! The wretched are the wounded, The hungry

You Cut Me Open
Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I'm going crazy, m

About Me.....
i'm a laid back, fun loving person with a big heart, who does the little things for people i care about. i like to do just about anything as long as i'm having fun; hanging out with friends, watching movies, walking on the beach, head to the club when i have a dancing itch, or relaxing at home with good company, your space or mine? i love to watch football and hockey. i like to listen to a wide variety of music and enjoy watching live bands. i love to cook and entertain when possible. i have a few tattoos, but no piercings. if your lucky, you can find out where they are.

A Few More
How Do I Know? You know you are in love when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world Love by Definition. Love is strong yet delicate. It can be broken. To truly love is to understand this. To be in love is to respect this. Asked Why? If asked why I love her I would say It’s the sway in her hips, the thickness in her thighs. It’s the lust in her lips, the love in her eyes. It’s the softness of her skin, the silk in her hair. It’s the twist in her walk; it’s the sweetness in her talk. It’s the way she loves me that makes me love her each day. That is what I would say.

All The Rest
More! I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your breast, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountains begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your "innocent little devil" look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of your creation. The way you pull me up by the hair- To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing my love into you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. Pulse pounding in r

Every Hit,, Or Liza
In the event of my pain, I am saddened with truth. That the pain is the only truth I’ve known. Let it go and feel the ground. Flying over self regret and loss of company. See it all from an angle that brings me no closer to closure. He loved abused and left, while I loved hurt and stayed. Feel me now this anticipation. Falling to the ground closer to another hurt. Allow another to lift me up, only to let me go. Feel the warmth of care as I fall and the joy of empathy as I rise. Up and down. First hit love first fall lesson. Second hit rebound sound hit lie. Third hit lust third hit contemplation. Every hit, every fall thereafter, rejection.

Metallic Taste
Nothing more unique then the taste of metal. How a rosary feels so smooth, with all of its curves against your tongue. Chewing of a pen can be so jagged. The taste of the barrel of a gun can be so sweet. Tears rolling down sad eyes, running down old rough skin, down young smooth steel, to the hammer that I pull back. Warm breaths from my nose makes long mists of steam against the cold of the gun. Emotions from memories guide my muscles and tense around the trigger. "I love you" and doubt enters in "I won't hurt you" hate subsides "I shared with him everything" and adrenaline starts, my finger shaking squeezing the trigger. Gas fills the chamber and climbs to my mouth and death enters reprieve from the gun that jammed. Where was my luck when I met her, sarcasm in misery? Drop the clip, pull the chamber, eject the bullet and try again. Shaking worse than before. I hate the taste of that gas so let's try the temple. Cock back the hammer close my eyes and think of her. Her

Nothing More Romantic Then Porn Vol 3
Begging in Two Paragraphs (unedited) Begging turns to curiosity at your feet. Following up slender legs, sliding face against them. Begging at your feet becomes craving at your knee. Heart beats, fingers flinch sliding down. Cant look up but down at ankles. Imagination heavy as it strays from skin to body. wraped around the small of your back, making tracks of fingerprints time cant remove. Breath warm against your navel but feels cold and cause your nerves to dance to your chest. Up and down, just below but not in. tongue and breath meet against the softness of your wonder. Begging to be in, hands searching up and down your back clawing in want, clawing as if to trace the flesh I have long craved. Steadily you part. Smell drifts out and mouths water, tongue digs in and breathes out. On my head you push in forcing my last gasp, but hearing the echo of yours. Louder and willful you moan in every tease. Louder and steady you lean back, leg on my shoulder pressing harder. Drooping down,

Letters To Water
Sun rises and I'm awake, staring out my window with blood shot eyes. The repetitive crow of the rooster echoes though my head. Far away and high on an adjacent hill I can still hear it. Its loud calls piercing my ear drum. Now the reflection of the morning sun against the mote- like lake, surrounding the mountain peaks, blinds my eyes. Peaking with all the focus my ten year old eyes can muster, I see the man again. Out the door, down the hill, against the water, he kneels on his knees. His hands stretch deep into the water and linger. Pulling his hands out in thick mists and shaking them dry. He drifts off into thought for a moment before standing and turning to climb the peak. That is always his routine, as the rooster crows the man appears, and as it stops he disappears. Either way it was a one hour assault on the senses. All the farm animals begging me to come play with them. I did not even have a dog or a friend, being new to this town. Yet, even after all the morning he

Weekend
well i am going to go get my son from my mom's in ohio so i will be gone this coming weekend august 15 to august 18 may pop on here and there if i get the chance will be thinking of my friends and family hope you all have a great weekend and talk to you when i get back..miss you all

Send Em To My Christian School
... and many people did, including my cousin Gwen... a teacher for highschool in Chicago(JULIARD HIGH SCHOOL) who had three children of her own. I allowed my two children to attend once and only for summer school while Chrisitne was leased space in a church in Harvey, Illinois; but never again due to the level of resentment and distention in the family. The summer classes did more in the line of babysitting my kids, than giving them skills they hadn't already learned. Christine and Gwen were the only persons in our family with degrees in teaching (Chrstine's mom, who died in 1991, was a teacher's assistant long ago when I was a child)... and the school... EMMANUEL HENRY ACADEMY; named after her youngest son Emmanuel, served as her means for educating her own five or six children throughout their childhood. Her eldest son.. Lamont, eventually declared he was also a teacher's assitant in 1998; then he was listed as an attorney. Her school finally settled in a building in Joliet, Ill

Song Of The Day - 08/11/08 - Primus - My Name Is Mud (bat In The Face Edition)
My Name Is Mud - Primus My name is Mud Not to be confused with Bill or Jack or Pete or Dennis My name is mud and it's always been 'Cause I'm the most boring sons-a-bitch you've ever seen I dress in blue-yes navy blue From head to toe I'm rather drab except my patent shoes I make 'em shine, well most the time 'Cept today my feet are troddin' on by this friend of mine Six foot two and rude as hell I got to get him in the ground before he starts to smell My name is Mud My name is Mud, but call me Aloysius Devadander Abercrombie That's long for Mud so I've been told Told that by this sonsabitch that lies before me bloated blue and cold I've got my pride, I drink my wine I'd drink only the finest 'cept I haven't earned a dime in several months Or were it years The breath on that fat bastard could bring any man to tears We had our words, a common spat So I kissed him upside the cranium with that aluminum baseball bat My name is Mud

~*~ Honoring August ~*~
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Pussy Part 2
PUSSY! (Part 2) More Pussy! Let us now explore the exceptional aromas associated with Pussy... To me, Pussy smells GOOD! Love the smell of Pussy! It makes me feel somewhat.... uh....invigorated! And why not? It is what it is! It smells the way it is suppose to smell!! Why do I even address this issue? Because not everyone feels the same way I do about it! And some, I believe... are even afraid of it! Pussy smells like Pussy. That’s not to say there is only one aroma associated with Pussy, but to say that no mater what iteration a Pussy chooses to reveal as its aroma, it is All good! “OK,” you say, “You have never smelled ‘skanky’ Pussy!” “Oh, yes I have!” says me.... But can you deny that it is Pussy? No Way!! ...and Pussy is a good thing, right? Even if it is skanky! But most Pussy is not skanky. Most Pussy is fresh and alive with wanton desire! (Yes....women want sex, too!) And when it really feels like getting some.

Letting Go Of The Past...wtf Ever
I just received a phone call from my ex boyfriends mom....he is in jail..yet again...due to his own stupidity. I have been with him..friend or lover for five years now..and for a while...he was doing really good....welp...he who is one for honesty and truth...can't lie to me about this one...I mean I gave him the benefit of the doubt more than he should have been given...I over looked his extra-over time affairs...more than once...and when I finally told him that I couldn't take his bullshit anymore...did he attempt to realize that he had lied so much to everyone...that now he believed his own lies...the web of deceit has caught him once again. I told him long ago that he should always watch out for the karmic payback...she's a bitch and she don't even give ya a spit job on yer rim when she fucks ya in tha ass!!!! Translation...when you protest to be the pillar if honesty and integrity...and blow others out for even the slightest trangression upon his person...you better be able

Death Of A Friendship
Just a few poems that express the pain I feel at the loss of our friendship. You meant the world to me. I truly wish you nothing but the best, for I cannot hate you even if I wanted to. i didn't ask for it to be over but then again i didn't ask for it to begin For that is the way it is with life As some of the most beautiful days Come completely by chance But even the most beautiful days Eventually have their sunsets ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ If you can just turn And walk away And feel there's nothing more to say And you don't feel a tearing In your heart If you can so easily Forget about me And all the things I tried to be Then I guess there was really no reason For you to stay ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It hurts To see you walk away For admit it or not You were an important part of my life And the times we shared will forever be a part of me So even though I realize That it was never meant to be S

Without You
I can't live without you. I would breathe the air, and my heart would beat, but I would not feel the joy of life. My dreams would be lost like a leaf carted away by a storm. I would gaze at the stars without appreciating the way they light up the sky. I would pass the roses in bloom without noticing their beauty. I would no longer look forward to each sunset and each dawn. I would be broken, never to be mended again. Winter would own my heart; its icy breath would steal the warmth in my soul, because I could not smile without your love. I could not know laughter or happiness. If you were lost to me, I'd have no reason to try, no reason to be. You are my prayer, my shelter from hopelessness and despair, my sunshine, my light, my lazy days, my peaceful nights, and only you can keep the spark in my soul burning bright.

I Miss You...
I miss you. I miss your warm eyes, the way you listen and care. I miss your kisses and all that we share. I miss you. I miss the touch of your hand, so reassuring and sincere, and the moments we spend together, that I hold dear. I miss you. I miss all of the caring things you do, and spending the evening alone with you. I miss you. I look forward to tomorrow knowing that then, I'll be one day closer to seeing you again. You must have guessed it by now... I miss you!

Our Crappy Government In The Us
Well said my man!! Who says TAPS are nothing but Ghost Hunters? Sunday, August 10, 2008 Some things that really tick me off! Current mood: disappointed This whole 3.70 to 4.00 a gallon for gas and home heating oil. I know most of us out there blame the big oil companies, and rightfully so on a lot of it, but there are others we need to blamed even more, The US government! Hey I love the USA and totally support them on most things, but not on this!! Why, I am sure a lot of you are asking. Here are a few reasons. Exxon's first quarter earning statement for 2008 had a profit of $10.9 billion, yes they made one hell of a profit, but they also paid almost $30. billion in taxes. Our government can point the fingers at big oil but they are making a killing off of them and laughing all the way to the bank. Lets take some of that $30. billion and use that to help out the American people. No thats not good enough, then we pay even more taxes on it while we are pumping it into

I Care About You!
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send thi

Inspiration
Inspiration never truly runs dry It buries itself amongst the recesses of the mind and the heart Waiting for a spark to set it alight For the light to shine out Spilling onto the world around Formed in the grooves of a painting Or the notes of a melody or in some pretty words on a page The secret is in knowing when it needs to escape.

What Dessert Am I Most Like ( This One Made Me Giggle)
You Are a Brownie Decadent and intense, you aren't for the weakhearted. Those who can deal with your strong flavor find out how sweet you really are. What Dessert Are You Most Like?

Tooooo Flippin Crazy
so I am trying to buy a house! and OMG!! I have never had this much trouble getting the seller to get their shit together!! they have had 1 and 1/2 months to fix what they needed to fix and get the hell out!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGG!!! My daughter started Jr High today! and I was promptly dismissed (after she figured out the damn locker combo haha) no letting anyone see her with the mommy!! She is way to independent and cool for that one!! Cant seem to meditate and it is driving me crazy! I think its the close quarters I am living in...no room to relax and stretch the psychic muscle! I have no real internet connection unless I sit outside and its been raining, AND I AM NOT COMPLAINING ABOUT THE RAIN!!!, cant sit outside with the laptop though LOL!!! Work is interesting...My boss cant understand why sells are low and we have a sale going on but no one comes!! HMMMM could be he refuses to ADVERTISE!! NAw couldnt be the problem heh... anywho just putting some yadda yadda do

Lessons To Learn
Why is it that I tend to fall so easily for someone and before I know it, something comes up that blows the feelings and thoughts out of the water. I don't wish to reveal much in this blog, but lets just say there was someone on here ( isn't it always ) that I kinda just fell head over heals for. We started talking on IMs and she did something that kinda puzzled me. ( on cam ) I asked if it was for me, she said it was for her GF in another state. Oooh. Nothing wrong with that. I am quite open minded. Just that she was taken. Or maybe I mistook her answer. GF can mean a friend that is a girl or an actual girlfriend. Maybe I should stick with Psych as a major. I need to figure out my own thinking someday. Understand why I do what I do.

"under Heaven's Skies"
Whenever I taste honey from your lips It's a moment of purpose only you can give Whatever I hear whatever I may see Whatever my cause, dear, I know you'll believe Cause you're beautiful my love when I close my eyes yeah you're beautiful my love under heaven's skies If ever you think careless is the night I'll comfort you with silence till the morning light Wherever you turn, wherever you may roam Whatever you conquer, I'll always be your home

"boxes" By....kissingal
"BOXES" by... Kissingal Do you ever feel like you are going from one box to another? This sounds strange, I know. But we live in our houses that are like big boxes..then we go to work, another one, and a smaller one is our cars. Only when we are outside, in the fresh air, out in the open, does one really feel most free. When the storm is outside and makes peaple bundle up and stay inside, they feel content, but then, at times they feel trapped. We can be content wherever we are, but sometimes we want to be driving...far...with the windows down, to be at the ocean, with the salty misty ocean air blowing on our face's, or at a river, under trees with water flowing down, down, never changing and just continuing. To be there in those places is feeling free..to be out of the 'boxes'..and out into the world..!

"be Real".... Written By Kissingal
Let me be who I am I will let you be you Don't wear that mask, when around me, when talking to me.. I want to see the real you, nothing fake, no facades, no trying to impress me. I accept you as you are, Please accept me as I am. I wear no mask, nothing fake, I am real. Be real. ..written by "Kissingal"

Here We Go To The Rodeo......
Here we go, to the rodeo, For a rousing, rollicking time. To drink a beer, and give a cheer For the go-rounds fastest time. Cheer the spills, and all the thrills, Of the bucking horse, and bull. Join the throaty roar, that beats down o'er The arena, from the bleachers full. There's the crushing hush, the heady rush, For a bull rider that is down, Then comes relief, saved from grief, He's snatched from harm by the clown. We'll cheer the chaps, in flashing chaps, And cheer for the critters they ride. The girls barrel race. Their time and space Are combined and personified. The lariats smoke, as ropers rope At the horns, and then at the heels. Calf horses slide, as their riders glide To the calf, as he cartwheels. Kids get their fill, They eat and they swill Hotdogs, and strawberry pop. Clouds in the west give rumbling protest. We're shocked by a lone raindrop. Each calf's been tied, The re-rides tried. And here comes a man with a broom. Back home we

Ex's
Ex's are a pain in the ass. You have some out there that don't give a care about their kids then you have those that you wish you could just shoot. Mine is in the second category. A friend of mine is in the first category. Her ex isn't paying child support like he should and doesn't even call to chek on the girls. Mine won't leave me alone. He's always talking trash about me to my boys. His new "thing" tries to be their mom, Even whe I've told him that she needs to quit, that they already have a mom. So do we let ex's live their lives with the kids or have no communication at all?

Song Of The Day - 08/14/08 - Weezer - Say It Ain't So (it's So Edition)
Say It Aint So - Weezer Oh yeah, all right Somebody's Heine' Is crowdin' my icebox Somebody's cold one Is givin' me chills Guess I'll just close my eyes Oh yeah, All right, Feels good Inside Flip on the telly, Wrestle with Jimmy Something is a-bubbling Behind my back The bottle is ready to blow... Say it ain't so Your drug is a heartbreaker Say it ain't so My love is a lifetaker I can't confront you I never could do That which might hurt you So try and be cool When I say - this way is a waterslide away from me That takes you further every day (hey) So be cool Say it ain't so Your drug is a heartbreaker Say it ain't so, My love is a lifetaker Dear Daddy, I write you in spite of years of silence. You've cleaned up, found Jesus, things are good or so I hear This bottle of Steven's awakens ancient feelings Like father, stepfather, the son is drowning in the flood Yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah Say it ain't so. Your drug is a heartbreaker.

Come Rock With Us In Tweetys Escape
WELCOME to tweety's rock'n romance escape,place where you can meet people and make friendships DJS are awesome and love your requests so what ya waiting for come join us also hiring greeters and promoters!!!! Click anywhere on the pic

A Simple Thank You
My God, I pray for nothing for this moment in time. In all my thoughts and in all my soul, I just want to say a simple thank you. Thank you for letting me be in your heart and thank you for being in mine. Thank you for all the small miracles that you have given me and others on this day and every day. My Lord, My God, I give you a simple thank you from my mind,my heart and my soul. Amen

The Strength I Call My Own
And I will wander on alone The strength that I will call my own Inside my mind There is something left to find It's like this - focus Not no hocus pocus Bullshit - don't quit Before I have to throw a fit You want this, need this Don't miss all this Lies. Lies. Lies. Lies. And I wander on alone The strength that I will call my own Inside my mind There is something left to find It's like this - focus Not no hocus pocus Bullshit - don't quit Before I have to throw a fit You want this, need this Don't miss all this Your hostile lifestyle Contributes to my profile And this shit, that shit All a bunch of bullshit You sit back, lay back Enjoy your fuckin' kickbacks Explode - unload Just like you're told Lies. Lies. Lies. Lies. And I will wander on alone The strength that I will call my own Everything I say comes back to haunt me. Everything I say will come back to haunt me. Lies. Lies. Lies. Lies. And I will wander on alone. The strength that I will call m

One The Guys Can Do
1. Would you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your wife or husband? They would die just as if it were anyone else. Both of them. 2. Where were you on your 17th birthday? School, still in HS i think 3. Have you ever seen a live bat? Hellz yeah, lots of times. 4. Is there anyone you hate? Hell, ask me, more are added daily 5. How much are you on the phone daily? Well, recently? At least an hour, lol 6. Do you like the color orange? not particularily 7. Do you find it in your heart to forgive? Not at all; its pretty evident 8. Have you ever seen a prostitute? Hookers? Tranny hookers even, yes 9. Have you ever seen a real redneck? WIsconsin. That is all. 10. Do you like tattoos and piercings? Aye Aye, cap'n 11. What size shoes do you wear? 13 12. Whats your favorite season? Fall 13. Do you care if people talk smack about you? Nope..I'm sure they do. 14. Do you like someone? Of course 15. Does your dad call you by a nickname?

This Is My Friend....
Whats one to do when their life is both presenting them with the greatest pathway to salvation, but at the same time, along that path, ones connection to the world and their own sanity is thrown into question>? i know my body's limits. I know i can take pain, and how much, and who from, with a passion. I know ive acquired a desire to form a bond beyond imagination with the most amazing soul ive ever met, in this life or any other. But what if those pent up desires to fly from this earth are strengthening? I know i want to live. Ive got a future. I know it would break that which i love... But, the roiling hatred...what if it is too much for those i love? I know how i see things, what i perceive, and where my boundaries are; and i just wish a Sundering of sorts were to occur. Itd hurt others, but that bridge of disrespect and hate and miscommunication would GO AWAY! And a new path and bridge would be formed... lately....ive just wanted to get myself an assault rifle

Tagged By....
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i cant swim, in fact, i sink and have a fear of water. 2. I was bit by a brown recluse, and years later developed a lethal staph infection that almost killed me. I developed a hatred for spiders, henceforth 3. Im diagnosed with Bi-polar affective disorder, and a minor case of agoraphobia, and social anxiety disorder. I have frequent panic attacks 4. I often feel like committing suicide, just to see whats on the other side. 5. Ive never desired family or to have offspring until i met the love of my life. I keep waiting for the time, when her cycle fails to occur. 6. I value knowledge and KNOWING above many ot

Hen Update!!!!
WELL THE TWO LIL HENS AT WORK MADE SURE THAT THE PRETTY NEW HEN CAN'T COME ROOST IN OUR COOP. CAN WE SAY DRUG SCREEN? I GUESS THE NEW HEN WAS EATING MORE THAN JUST LAYENA CHICKEN GRUB. SO I IMAGINE BY NEXT WEEK WE ARE GOING TO BE BACK TO THE USUAL BITTY FIGHTS OVER WHO THE ROOSTER LIKES BEST! YAY FOR THE REST OF US NON INTERESTED HENS IN THE COOP. SO MUCH FOR PEACE AND QUIET! ONLY GOOD THING IS THAT THIS OLE BITTY WILL BE OUT OF TOWN FOR A FEW DAYS. I WON'T HAVE TO LISTEN TO THE SQUABBLING TILL ATLEAST TUESDAY MORNIN'. WELP YA'LL THIS BIG RED HEN IS OFF TO SEE HER CHICKS AND I'LL BE BACK SOON ENOUGH. THEN I CAN GO BACK TO HARASSING ALL YOU ROOSTERS THEN.

Aggrevated And Alone
I cant really put into words how i feel right now. I am just super confused right now.. and hate having this heavy feeing on my heart.. I just need to stop being such an optimist at heart .. i miss my best friend in the world she was the only one that gave me that pessimistic side so that I wouldn't be a blubbering idiot with her heart spread on the floor... But not much i can do.. just float around in the abyss of the world with noone to hold on to.. I wish i wasn't so sensative and such a freak...

Passion Without Flesh
All day I picture curves arching under me Dripping the sweat of passion, the heat Jeering at the bodies we use to strain for pleasure Equaled by no other. We quest together for the Coolness and calmness that follows it. Tonight I must make this image into reality. I cannot live on images. Sustenance craves Veritability of pleasure, not phantoms of fever. Each moment stretches into eternity; I Long to run my hand down the spine, cup Each buttock in turn, lick a line of Shivers along the spine hiding behind you. Soon I will make love to you.

Tonight At 11pm Est Cam Show
11:00 PM scheduled for Aug 16, 2008 Sorry this is such last minute. But I have been up on the schedule for a few days now. For those of you that don't get time to check the schedule I'm putting it here for ya. Nonetheless here ya go! I promise not to get too drunk before tonights show lol. How about last week huh! I'm a wild woman. Anyhow...hope you all are having a fabulous weekend. Why don't you stop on in and hang with me before you go out to party. 2nd half hour of the show is play time. You know I'll be a squirting fool for sure! Muah! (for those of you that don't know how to get to my cam shows) YOu log in to the members area. Click on the webcam button. Then click on the first link. Scroll down til you see my name, then click view show. Hope to see you there! XOXO, Aimeelynn www.aimeelynn.net

These Are Terms Used To Describe The Progressive Levels Of Organized Disturbed Weather In The Tropics That Are Of Less Than Hurricane Status.
* Tropical Disturbance A discrete tropical weather system of apparently organized convection - generally 200 to 600 km (100 to 300 nmi) in diameter - originating in the tropics or subtropics, having a nonfrontal migratory character, and maintaining its identity for 24 hours or more. It may or may not be associated with a detectable perturbation of the wind field. Disturbances associated with perturbations in the wind field and progressing through the tropics from east to west are also known as easterly waves . * Tropical Depression A tropical cyclone in which the maximum sustained wind speed (using the U.S. 1 minute average standard) is 33 kt (38 mph, 17 m/s). Depressions have a closed circulation. * Tropical Storm A tropical cyclone in which the maximum sustained surface wind speed (using the U.S. 1 minute average standard) ranges from 34 kt (39 mph,17.5 m/s) to 63 kt (73 mph, 32.5 m/s). The convection in tropical storms is usually more concentrated

This Is How My Life Is
I met the most amazing man in my life and his name is Parrish, he treats me so good and my family dislikes him. No one understands why i love my husband so much and they think that i can do better then him. My family and friends tried so hard to run my life like they want it and there is no way that im going to let go the most important person in my life up. They tried telling me that he did this and did that, i just found out that they were just making lies up so they can make me marry someone else that i never wanted to be with. They tried to make me marry someone else that i wasnt in love with and tried to make me love that person and hate the one that i married. I dont talk to any of my family or friends no more because they tried to ruin my life with someone else that i didnt want to be with and they always put shit into my head. They had me convinced that i would have a good life with the guy they wanted me to marry and to be with but then i can to my senses that i married the ri

30 Calls In 3 Hours
on wednesday on aug. 13th, from 7:30pm to 10pm , my ex lover kept calling my home. not only did he call but he also text one of my sisters. he said to my sister (in texts)at first that i should answer the phone to him because im an adult. he couldn't take the hint that i didn't want anything to do with him. awhile later, he and his best friend began calling me offensive names. when my sis told him to go to his best friend, alby dissed me as a lover then said that his best friend whom is a male is a better lover then i. good to know. well why was he calling me for? does that make sense? nope it dont. dumbass. dude i wouldnt care what this guy has to say cuz he ruined all hope between he and i due to what he had done for the entire week of my b-day. 3 days before my b-day, he said that he was gonna spend my entire b-day with me, in bed. a day before my b-day, he and i got into a huge fight while i am at work, on my break. well... on my b-day the best friend named brian frias cal

Restaurants..twatin Spoil Sports
!WHAT AN IDIOT! everyones a f*cking critic, there i am minding me own f*cking business munching on me beetroot sarnie. this miserable looking tw*t comes up. "you cant eat that in here", "why the f*ck not, its mine" says i, "you can only eat food that you've bought in this restaurant", "f*ck off" i says "i'm not eating that sh*te", "anyway, i'm only waiting for me mate so f*cking do one", "well in that case, you'll have to leave" he says, "oh is that f*cking right is it?", well i went straight to the manager, "here that f*cking retard down there says theres no vegetables allowed in here, now me mate might not be the sharpest tool, but no f*ckers calling her that!!". shes over the f*cking moon cause she thinks i stuck up for her, f*cking cabbage!!!.

How Not To Have Cybersex
How not to have cybersex How to succeed with women virtually. Online computer users often engage in what is affectionately known as "cybersex". Often the fantasies typed into keyboards and shared through Internet phone lines get pretty raunchy. However, as you'll see below, one of the two cyber-surfers in the following transcript of an online chat doesn't seem to quite get the point of cyber sex. Then again, maybe he does... Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds.I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart.I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner...it smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you.Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK. Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom.Ther

Kiss Detroit Rock City
I posted a stash item of this song. Back when I was younger I had a band. We went to New York City to play in a battle of the bands. Well after that was all over with, we stuck around and got to play a few clubs. One of the Clubs we played was called the pussy cat club, at least I think that was the name. Anyways we are half way thru our set, this is the song we are perfroming, I was singing lead, one of the few times I sang. When I heard someone else singing, I turned to my left to see none other than Paul Stanley on stage and singing with me! Needless to say mu jaw dropped! He motioned for me to coutinue, so I did. For just a couple of seconds my bass player quit, I turn to see why, he had given his bass to Gene Simmons! Needless to say I. along with the rest of my band was floored! We where singing with two of rocks legends! We went right on with our set with them singing right with us! It was amazing, so that song has always held a spiecal place for me.

Military Differences
Military Differences An Army grunt stands in the rain with a 35 lb. pack on his back and 15 lb. weapon in his hand, after having marched 12 miles, and says, "This is shit!" An Army Airborne Ranger stands in the rain with a 45 lb. pack on his back and a weapon in his hand, after having jumped from an airplane and marched 18 miles, and says with a smile, "This is good shit!" A Navy Seal lies in the mud, 55 lb. pack on his back, weapon in hand, after swimming 10 miles to shore, crawling through a swamp, and marching 25 miles at night past the enemy positions, says with a grin, "This really is great shit!" A Marine, up to his nose in the stinking, bug-infested mud of a swamp with a 65 lb. pack on his back and a weapon in both hands, after jumping from an aircraft at high altitude, into the ocean, swimming 12 miles to the shore, killing several alligators to enter the swamp, then crawling 30 miles through the brush to assault an enemy camp, says, "I love this shit!" An Air Fo

The Flint Common Sense Diet
I have been careful about the things I eat since I was admitted to Navy medical for malnutrition in 1995. I was told the amazing news that Man actually cannot live on bread alone, 'condiments' is not a food group, and vitamins are a waste of money, among other things. I have read literally hundreds of thousands of words concerning health and diet. While no expert, I feel I have come to certain conclusions that will be helpful for people to lose unwanted weight, keep it off, and attain a state of health that will be satisfactory, or at least non-debilitating. Read further for the exciting findings of the Flint Thinktank (Members: John Flint). The Flint Diet 1) Eat stuff 2) Try to eat plant stuff 3) Eat more plant stuff than meat stuff 4) Eat when you are hungry 5) Stop eating before you are full 6) Drink water often 7) Digest your food 8) Make turds. "Never look back" 9) Exercise 10) That means to move your body around 11) Playing video games or watching TV do not count

Flint's Religion
John's new religion Or Flintasticism 1) There are many gods 2) All gods are spirits 3) All living animals have spirits 4) When a 'lower' animal dies, it's soul becomes non-corporeal 5) When that soul is freed of Earthly bonds, it may gather believers and become a god or goddess depending on the believers 6) All gods need believers or they die 7) If a god dies, it is born as a human 8) If you are human, you are a god 9) Worship yourself 10) Don't overdo it 11) When you die, you go to Lewiston, Maine if you have sinned 12) When you die, you go to Aruba if you have not sinned 13) There's no such thing as sin 14) Except child molesters and sex offenders 15) And people who needlessly and ceaselessly hurt people 16) A lot 17) They suck 18) And people who turn the bass up in their cars waaaaaaaay too loud 19) They suck, too 20) They're going to Lewiston 21) All of them 22) Thou shalt not drink of the fermentation of animal products 23) They taste like ass soup 24

A Subbie's Blackboard Lessons
a subbie's blackboard lessons by Blades baby gyrl (formerly, Torm's tiara) Copyright©1997 by Blades baby gyrl (formerly, Torm's tiara) i will not carve the flogger handles i will not spank others i will not aim for Master's head i will not yell safeword in the grocery store i will not sell the names on my newsgroup list to the National Enquirer i will not read and giggle at Master's logs from the Dom Forum i will not yell fire everytime Master lights a candle funny noises are not funny i will not slap Master with my bra Punishment is not boring or pointless i will not call Master, Dr. Death i will not defame the Eugenspeil Society i will not put laxatives in the candy bowl before Master's d/s party i will not hide the newbies or send them snipe Dom hunting i will not bring sheep to the subbie forum a burp is not an appropriate response to Master i will not eat all Master's m & m's while he is at work i will not yell she's tied up at the subbie forum Master's gags

10 Qualities That Make A Good Mistress
10 Qualities That Make A Good Mistress by Lapp Topp Here are some qualities I think are found in a good Mistress. As always, YMMV. 1. Control. Above all, a good Mistress is always in control of herself. She does not rant or rave, and never punishes when angry. On the rare times that temper overwhelms her, she walks away until she regains balance. After all, how can a Domme control her sub if she can't control herself? 2. Creative. A good Dominant puts time, energy and creativity in her scenes. She is not satisfied playing the same games over and over, and goes the extra length to come up with new and different ideas. 3. Human. The best Mistress knows she is human. She realizes she will make mistakes, and is quick to apologize when she does. She knows she won't be thought of as any less "Dommly" because of an apology. On the flip side, she realizes that others will make mistakes also, and even though she may punish for the mistake, she accepts an apology graciously and pu

Old Women N Bobble Hats..lol
! F*uking bobble hats,n old women ! do i look the type to wear a f*cking bobble hat?. me neighbours been in with a bag of old f*cking crud, sorting out she calls it, palming off your old sh*t i call it. she's f*cking sitting there bringing all this old tat out one by one, expecting me to be p*ssing meself with exitement. you've seen nowt f*cking like it, long johns, socks, braces and her f*cking old underware,(as if i would ware bitch's underware)(is she trying to tell me something) then she gets it out, the f*cking bobble hat!!. "that better f*cking not be for me" i said, "i made it for you especially, cause i know you like black" she says, now fair enough i know she's senile, but i've told her straight, if she ever darkens me door with a hat like that again, i'm gonna tell her family she's hoovering the grass and get her f*cking sectioned!!.

Peglegs..i Need Your Help..lol
RIGHT!, heres the fucking deal, i've only gone and got meself a swanky fanfuckingtabulous new false leg (i dont need it, i just like to look fucking funky) well this ones the fucking business cause its got an inflatable foot woohoo!!, anyway i'm fucking lumbered with a pile of size 10 left shoes, (if i'm brutally fucking honest, it never looked quite right cause me real foots a size fucking 4) so i'm sticking the bustards on e-bay, i'm willing to swap a brown jesus sandal for one of these wooky looking fucking things here, the size does'nt matter (like i said...blow up toes woohoo!!) i'm fucking relying on you lot to get all ya legless mates to boost me funds here so get the cunts told to start bidding........bloody now that means ok!!!!!!!!!!!

Happenings In My Life
I bought a house!!! I now have a new puppy..lets see, hmmmmmm...1 kid still at home to raise, 2 betas, a turtle, a snail, and a dog...bet my daughter tries for a kitten next or a pig..LOL..she wants one bad!! Job is going ok...got me some new friends and old friends... broke as hell, but who isnt!!??!! going to get this awsome tat, just not sure where to put it on me...scared as hell its gonna hurt!! OOOOOOOOOO the pain!! I am such a baby!! welps thats all folks!

Removed
I removed my NSFws, the salutes will be up for 2 more weeks, and then deleted. I'm so sick of being treated like an object on here, so the pics are gone. Don't ask to see them. They're deleted from my harddrive also. I almost left Fubar last night it got so bad. I guess all I am is just a pair of tits to most men.

Song Of The Day - 08/19/08 - Filter - Take A Picture (snip Snap Edition)
Take A Picture - Filter take a picture - FILTER Awake on my airplane Awake on my airplane My skin is bare My skin is theirs Awake on my airplane Awake on my airplane My skin is bare My skin is theirs I feel like a newborn And I feel like a newborn Awake on my airplane Awake on my airplane I feel so real Chorus: Could you wanna take my picture 'Cause I won't remember Could you wanna take my picture 'Cause I won't remember Could you wanna take my picture 'Cause I won't remember Could you wanna take my picture 'Cause I won't remember Yeah I don't believe in I don't believe in Your sanctity Your privacy I don't believe in I don't believe in Sanctity A hypocrisy Could everyone agree that No one should be left alone Could everyone agree that They should not be left alone, yeah And I feel like a newborn And I feel like a newborn Kicking and screaming Could you wanna take my picture 'Cause I won't remember Could you wanna take my pict

Morrissey - I Like You
Something in you caused me to Take a new tact with you You were going through something I had just about scraped through Why do you think I let you get away With the things you say to me? Could it be I like you It's so shameful of me, I like you No one I ever knew or have spoken to Resembles you This is good or bad, all depending on My general mood Why do you think I let you get away With all the things you say to me? Could it be I like you It's so shameful of me, I like you Magistrates who spend their lives Hiding their mistakes They look at you and I, and Envy makes them cry, Envy makes them cry Forces of containment They shove their fat faces into mine You and I just smile Because we're thinking the same lines Why do you think I let you get away With all the things you say to me? Could it be I like you It's so shameful of me, I like you You're not right in the head and nor am I And this is why You're not right in the head and nor am I And this

Sex Survey 08-20-08
HAVE YOU GOTTEN LAID THIS WEEK? Sure have, and Man O Man was it amazing! EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE? Yes Sir I have EVER LAUGH DURING SEX? yeah, (oh chewbacca, Give it to me!!!) EVER CRY DURING SEX? IF SO, WHY? I was pretty Close the other night, it was amazing! DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX? Before, with other guys, no...But Now, Yes...I love being Held by n0kkie! EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE? regrets, I have no regrets...There are things that I know that I shouldn't have done, but I still don't regret it! EVER FAKED AN ORGASM? OMG, with my ex that's all I ever did!!! DIRTY TALK, OR STFU? Talk dirty to me! Pull my Hair! EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX? I sure Have... EVER MASTURBATE TO YOUR FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER? Isn't that some sort of cheating? No, I havn't! EVER HAVE A THREESOME? Yeah, it ended akwardly EVER WATCH PORN DURING SEX? yeah, I have, didn't get to much in to it though. EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURI

8/21/08: Can’t We All Just Get Along?!?!
Conflict sucks, let me tell you. There has been too much of it lately. Between tally and myself, between lei and tally, and even between lei and myself. One thing I hate it is when a slave lets her anger, upset, or hurt feelings dictate what she says and she steps outside of her place because of it. If you want to talk to me, fine. Remember who and what you are to me and being upset does not give you the right to act out and overstep your bounds. With the world as crazy as it is, the last place I want conflict and tension is in my own house. I am not a hard Dominant to please and while you may not agree with the decisions I make, there are what is called "Yes, Master" moments, where that is the only answer that is the correct one. I hardly ever pull the "because I am the Master and you are the slave" card, but it seems to me that sometimes I need to do it as a reminder. If you have an issue, you come to me in the right way and we discuss it. I am not going to be upset with you becau

Safety First
Ok, lets stop and think about something. What is the exact purpose of skydivers wearing helmets. I realize that in any sport or activity you do you always think of safety first. But seriously, you decided to throw yourself out of an airplane from severl thousand feet in the air and you strap on a helmet in hopes that you wont hit your head. What the hell, are you new!!! You just threw yourself out of a fuckin air plane and you are falling to earth at speeds in the neighborhood of 125 mph...if your parachute fails and your dumbass hits the ground..I hate to break the news to you but the helmet will be wearing you for safety. That lil plastic hat will not save you..the only thing it will then be good for is to make sure your brains had a nice place to be so that when they identify your body..its less to have to scoop up. So have fun and enjoy that nice jump...and besides..why jump out of a perfectly good plane!!!

What Am I?
Get your goggles ready, you are a perfect contestant for Swimming. You are as comfortable in the water as a fish and don't mind donning a (sexy) tight speedo for a race in the pool. Why not? You have toned muscles to die for. Hope you're ok with full-body shaving though.. Olympics Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes!Fun Quizzes | Quizes for MySpace » MySpace Quizzes

Summer Sale Of My Comic Artwork On Ebay.
The theme for this weeks ebay sale is 'pile 'em high, sell 'em cheap!' Yep, this week there is a whole raft of art pages, being offered for as little as £5- each. If the thought of getting a bargain doesn't convince you, consider this.. buy ing one of these pages will make you more attractive to the opposite sex, & increase you popularity amongst your friends.* Click the pic to see whats on offer... * this is a lie.

The Desert
So here I am in the desert under conditions most would find unbearable, that is because we have lost our perspective in life. The desert give me peace and tranquility, it allows me to leave behind all of my troubles. As an Oustrage puts its head in the sand I too can out mine in the desert and forget my troubles. The bills are being paid and the responsibilities are met. I don’t have to deal with the personal and emotional side of the story. After all I don’t have signal and you can’t reach me on the electric leash. Trouble goes away until I am ready to deal with it at my own time. Oh yeah, in case you forgot it is all about me I will deal with the sun I will deal with the heat I will deal with the wind I will deal with the camy net snapping Those take physical toughness, and that I have plenty of, the city has emotional’ charges often greater then I can withstand.

Numb
I can’t feel the pain. My rounds have turned into scars, the scares make me skin thick and numb to the pain. This makes a man hard, it makes him cold, and the world loses its taste. Morality, civility is all irrelevant to him. He can’t feel the pain, he does not fit in. The sweltering jungle calls his name, the mosquitoes miss his thick cold blood, the sky does not let rain pour; there is no reason to, he is not there. The ground begs for his sweat. The desert is empty without him; it needs him. The dust storms go unnoticed. The sun has no one to bake. The inches of shadows found under a large boulder goes wasted. He is no there. The cold misses his cold blood. The frigged air has no one to cut and cause blisters. His skin can’t be cracked. The snow can’t melt about him; it can’t blind him with the reflections off of its surface. The morning cold misses the sound of his bone snapping and his joints popping. He can’t feel the pain. His wounds have turned into scars, the scars hav

School
I think I might be crazy or something, but in for a penny, in for a pound! I've decided to go back to school for my BSN. I have about 6, maybe 7, classes to take before I can start the fast track program, which is only 3 semesters. So, in total, I have another 5 semesters of school to go. Am I crazy, insane, or what!?! I dunno, still haven't decided. I guess I will just have to wait and see.

Why Women Are So Special
Why Women ARE so Special..... .......... . Mum and Dad were watching TV when Mum said, 'I'm tired, and it's getting late. I think I'll go to bed.' She went to the kitchen to make sandwiches for the next day's lunches.. Rinsed out the popcorn bowls, took meat out of the freezer for supper the following evening, checked the cereal box levels, filled the sugar container, put spoons and bowls on the table and started the coffee pot for brewing the next morning. She then put some wet clothes in the dryer, put a load of clothes into the washer, ironed a shirt and secured a loose button. She picked up the game pieces left on the table, put the phone back on the charger and put the telephone book into the drawer.She watered the plants, emptied a wastebasket and hung up a towel to dry. She yawned and stretched and headed for the bedroom. She stopped by the desk and wrote a note to the teacher, counted out some cash for the excursion and pulled a text book out from hiding under the chair. She

Forever In Love....
Once in your life you will fall in Love Forever in Love you will fall You will Love with all your heart Forever in Love you will fall. The touch of their hand The kiss of their lips Holding that someone in your arms Forever in Love you will fall. I fell in Love when my eyes met yours Forever in Love I did fall I fell in Love when Your lips met mine Forever in Love I did fall Your arms holding me like it was meant to be Forever in Love I did fall. Our love together Our hearts are One Forever in Love we did fall From the beginning that has no ending Forever in Love we did fall

Hillary Divide And ?
Know that I observe and I read, and I am no ones shirt tail. And when you see someone in a party who is self serving dividing a party without any concern for our country, it sickens me. You can not say you love our country and want what is best and divide your party. You can't say you love your country and create a 18 million rise Hillary rise march on the day you speak at the National Convention in Colorado. You can not have 25 million dollars July 31st in hand.. 23 million in debt- fuel ur supporters -- and call other party members ungracious because of debt they won't pay---- that you created by not bowing out of a primary that you lost long before you suspended. BTW... Hillary is still fundrasing which is against campaign reform laws?? no? I will quote that later.. stay tuned. And using the National Convention as a tool for her fundraising. I will have mounds of quotes and citings/references from credible sources. more to come,

Forgive Me "daddio" For I May Have Sinned
I asked the "BIG GUY" out. That's right I was bold faced ... froward mouthed... and incipid. I just came right out with it! I asked him to GO THERE! Yep... got there and I would pay him to do it. Sounds pretty bad, but I had my reasons. It was going to fulfill LUSTS and PASSIONS. He could get inside and I would reap all the glory of his wonton trysts while fulfilling my own throes of desire. He was afraid... they say that's good. GO PLACES THAT YOU FEAR to conquer Fear. He could go there with me or fill his mind with his own fire. It would be a path never taken by either of us... he never called back on my promiscuous offer. I suppose it was to be expected, what would a guy like him NEED with me and my pitiful fiduciary exchange? AIN'T NO RESERVATIONS for; nuthin like that. I guess that lets me know he ain't no "HO." TONY goes where he dam well wants tuh.

Fire And Ice
Some say the world will end in fire, Some say in ice. From what I've tasted of desire I hold with those who favor fire. But if it had to perish twice, I think I know enough of hate To say that for destruction ice Is also great And would suffice. ~Robert Frost

What Is A Friend?
WHAT IS A FRIEND? Your Heart is your Love, Your love is your Family , Your family is your Future , Your future is your Destiny , Your destiny is your Ambition, Your ambition is your Aspiration , Your aspiration is your Motivation , Your motivation is your Belief , Your belief is your Peace , Your peace is your Target , Your target is Heaven, Heaven is no fun without FRIENDS F - Few R - Relations I - In E - Earth N - Never D - Die

Post Turtle
While suturing a cut on the hand of a 75 year old Texas rancher, whose >> hand >> had been caught in a gate while working cattle, the doctor struck up a >> conversation with the old man. Eventually the topic got around to Obama >> and >> his bid to be our President. >> >> The old rancher said, 'Well, ya know, Obama is a post turtle'. Not being >> familiar with the term, the doctor asked him what a 'post turtle' was. >> The >> old rancher said, 'When you're driving down a country road and you come >> across a fence post with a turtle balanced on top, that's a 'post >> turtle'. >> >> The old rancher saw the puzzled look on the doctor's face, so he >> continued >> to explain. 'You know he didn't get up there by himself, he doesn't >> belong >> up there, he doesn't know what to do while he is up there, and you just >> wonder what kind of a dumb ass put him up there in the first place.'

Grams Your Guardian Angel
FROM THE VERY MOMENT YOU WHERE BORN,THERE'S BEEN AN ANGEL NEXT TO YOU; GUARDING YOUR HEART,PROTECTING YOUR SOUL,THROUGH EVERY PRECIOUSE THING YOU DO. SINCE THE TIME YOU WHERE LITTLE, YOUR ANGELS BEEN YOUR FRIEND,YOUR GUIDE, EVEN WHEN YOU FELT SO FORSAKEN, THAT ANGEL HAS NEVER LEFT YOUR SIDE. GOD KNOWS THAT WE WOULD MAKE MISTAKES, HE FEARED WE'D LOSE OUR WAY;SO HE CREATED A HELPER TO ALWAYS LEAD YOU THROGH EACH AND EVERY DAY. YOUR ANGEL SEEMS SO INVISIBLE, NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY AND STARE;BELIVE THE HEAVENLY CREATURE FROM GOD WILL FOREVER BE RIGHT THERE. YOUR PROTECTION ANGEL HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE ONE TO KEEP YOU SAFE FROM HARM;THE ONE TO FEED YOU WHEN YOU'RE HUNGRY,WHEN YOU'RE COLD,TO KEEP YOU WARM. THE TIMES YOU'VE BEEN IN DANGER, TO YOUR EYES THEY WILL APPEAR; SHOWING YOU THE PATH TO SAFTY, ALWAYS SHASING AWAY YOUR FEAR. THEY ARE YOUR PRECIOUSE FRIEND FOR LIFE, ONT THING THAT ANGELS NEVER DO; THEY NEVER TURN AND WALK AWAY, THERE JOB IS TO ALWAYS CARE FOR YOU.

Trusts
A soft deep voice masked by candle light, "trust in Me" hulking hand slips between my soft, slender fingers. Like an innocent child my bright eyes search Yours devouring my thoughts, wild fury as You feast, take all control. Abruptly in fierceness, thrust, hurled against cold wall, wrists seized, cold metal chain secures clasp, satiny arms firmly drawn up. Muscles taut, stretched tight Your command, breath held i await chains You pull, metal constricted merciless, my body convulses. Discomposed eyes, cast down perspiration, appears above my lips loudly, You order "Look At Me" with a touch of Your finger under my chin. Shyly i look up, tears swelling as i look into Your eyes, eternity draws enfolds me into blue peacefulness begging, pleads flow from my lips. You step back, up raises Your arm as the flogger lands blow by blow taking me, demanding all my attention, passions, apprehensions. As sweet ecstasy overspreads each fiery nerve, every m

A Promise To Myself
I've made mistakes in my life. I've let people take advantage of me, and I accepted way less than I deserve. But, I've learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things I can never get back and people who will never be sorry, I'll know better next time and I won't settle for less than I deserve.

Pil- Rise
I could be wrong. I could be right. I could be wrong. I could be wrong, I could be right, I could be black, I could be white, I could be right, I could be wrong, I could be white, I could be black. Your time has come, your second skin. You climb so high and gain so low. Walk through the valley. The written word is a lie. May the road rise with you. (4x) I could be wrong. I could be right. I could be wrong. I could be right. I could be wrong, I could be right, I could be black, I could be white, I could be right, I could be wrong, I could be black, I could be white. They put a hotwire to my head 'cuz of the things I did and said. They made these feelings go away, but those feelings get in every way. May the road rise with you. (4x) Anger is an energy. (4x) May the road rise with you. (4x) Anger is an energy. (4x)

Elektra`s New Dj Bully
HÌÐÐÈñ þLÈÄ§ÚRÈ§ You might be shocked! Come hear her high voltage sound! She's Elektric! Dj Elektra! So What Are You Waiting For? (click here to enter) (repost of original by 'Elektra DJ @ Hidden Pleasures' on '2008-08-25 13:55:31')

I Hate Being Rude
Ok a person apparently thought that it was ok to be very rude and insistant with me on sending him pics that I do not care to send him. So I blocked him!!!!! I was being asnice as nice could be, but he truly pissed me off. It takes me awhile to get to the point where enough is enough and frankly I am getting tired with guys asking for me to perform sex acts on myself and then send a pic to them. If I want to send you a private pic of myself I will, but on my terms. I am not opposed to chatting with anyone online and getting to know someone. I have a tendency to be nice to those who are nice to me and respect me. So keep that in mind the next time you demand something from me.

People On Fubar!!!
There is something I do not understand is why be some ones friend when a person won't talk or rate you?And for the men why do men out there in fu-land look at females as an object instead of a person,this is my own opinon but there is more to life then getting your dick wet by some female, come on now.you call your selfs men and every thing LMAO.A man will be understanding when a woman says NO and all that good shit i observed a conversation between a man and my female friend and i was really displeased about how this man was treating her and he didn't know her from Dick and he's sitting there saying why you being a stubern bitch and not letting me have what I want.Shit like that pissed me off,the other things will the blast and all that other good shit blast me and you can see my naughty pictures WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT!!!!! for one just to let you all know there's only two people on here that i would conciter putting my credit card information in here for and thats it,but yes i admit i

The Captcha
Whoever invented the captcha should be shot, stabbed, set ablaze, and generally treated like the demonic swine they are....life is f#@ked up enough without having to interpret and enter some twisted letters and numbers every time ya need to make a change or comment....

Details Of My Life
Details of My LifeTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey If you got married to your most best guy friend, would you be happy?Ecstatic! What did you do this afternoon?Am working on my onilne class. When was the last time you smiled?A few minutes ago. Can you use chopsticks?Yes....I'm talented that way. Who was the last person you slept next to?My son, Ethan What do you order from taco bell?Chicken Taquitos, no sides Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?Yes... I hope I always will! Do you remember what you were like a year ago?Yes Do you have unlimited texting?Yes Ever cried because of happiness?Yes Anything you're giving up on?Yes Whose pool did you last swim in?Healthworks, where I work out. Are you planning on throwing a party this summer?Summer is almost over with, thank goodness. Which girl's house was the last you spent the night at?Geez....haven't done that in a while. What makes you laugh?Knowing that I can make people laugh makes me laugh. How was la

Little Angels(done For My Brother Jason Who Died Of Sids)
When God calls little children to dwell wih him above,We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of his love. For No heartache compares with the death of one small child. Why does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild. Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold. So he picks a rosebud before it can grow old. God know how much we need them, as so he takes but a few to make to the land of heaven more beautiful to view. Believe this is difficult still some how we must try The saddest word mankind knows will always be "Goodbye"So when a little child departs,we who are left behind must realize God Love Children, Angels are hard to find. Send to us in August 1987 when we lost our son jason to SIDS. From Bob and Jean Melton Chula Vista,California. Jason Micheal Kestner Born May 22, 1887 Died August 14,1987 We love and miss him so much he is always in our hearts.

My Stripper Song
Your Stripper Song Is I'm a Slave 4 U by Britney Spears "I'm a slave for you. I cannot hold it; I cannot control it. I'm a slave for you. I won't deny it; I'm not trying to hide it." You may seem shy, but you can let your wild side out when you want to! What Song Should You Strip To?

Fellatio-lesson One
LESSON ONE Let's talk about the "basic penis." I regard oral sex as the highest form of expression of love that can be exchanged between two people. Hopefully this information will help you to break down any barriers which you might have that would prevent you from expressing your love in this way and from receiving a reciprocation from your male companion. First things first. LOOK at the cock. I do not mean a cursory glance not a hurried, surreptitious examination. Take enough time that you convince your companion that some kind of treat is in store for him provided he will allow you to do with him, and particularly with his cock, exactly what you want. Place him flat on his back on your bed, in a well lighted room. Take his cock in your hand and LOOK at it. He probably will not have the will power to stay soft, but then again you are worshipping his very essence. Few men can stay soft under these circumstances, when it is apparent that the person LOOKING at his cock is wo

Summertime Hot Wet And Ohhh My
Was a hot smoldering humid day again.So what better to relieve the heat then a day at the beach?? I climb up into your truck as you pull up, dressed in my shortest cut offs and tiniest bikini top.And I see your dressed in only shorts and it makes my pussy tingle with excitement.I sit close as I can to your hot sweaty body.And lean over to kiss your lips.And find your tongue eagerly licking my lips to find my tongue and we kiss deep and hard.As we head down the road I place my hand upon your leg and with every shift of the gears my hand falls closer to your bulge that I cant help but notice growing in your shorts.We seem as if we are on fire from the sun and body heat coming from our bodies as we pull into the spot at the beach where no one seems to go....just how we like it! We jump out and head for the water holding hands and we both know how fun and exciting this is about to become....we smile! And pick up the pace till we find the perfect spot. Lay the blanket down and turn to run t

Sexiest Male Lounge Owner
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Almost Lover- Fine Frenzy
Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick Well, I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me [Chorus] Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me Images And when you left, you kissed my lips You told me you would never, never forget These images No Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me [Chorus] Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do

Idiots On The Road
I've always seen those people on the road that don't know what the hell they are doing, but driving a truck I see ALOT more...........Some of my favorites...... The ones that put on their turn signal a mile before they turn and start slowing down. The ones that get on the highway doing 10 mph, I have actually seen them come to a stop on the on ramp........lol The ones that stop at a caution light......DUH!!!!! The ones that are all over the road because they can't drive and talk on their cell phones at the same time. Women actually trying to do their make-up while driving. The ones that try to eat and drive..........STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The ones that decide that the best time to use their laptop is when they are doing 70 mph down the highway.............MORON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The ones that don't understand that you CAN turn right on red....................lol The ones that do not know when to dim their bright lights. The ones that don't know that the l

Beauty Is...
Beauty is not seen, but shown. Beauty is a bird singing, while the wind is being blown. Beauty is the movement of you. Beauty is the things to me you do. Beauty is not what, but who. Beauty is your smile, to see it I would walk a thousand miles. Beauty is the love within me, for it is bigger than anyone could see. Beauty is the sound of your voice. Beauty is to be loved, but it's not by choice. Beauty is you, because you are beautiful.

When Tomorrow Comes
I won't wake when morning comes- Daylight may take you from me Don't wake me from this dream- Let me lie down; let me sleep Let me feel your arms holding me... When tomorrow comes- I'll pull the shades so time can't see I'll break the clock that's next to me I'll lock the door and lose the key I'll break the mirrors so I won't see ...That you're not here lying next to me If tomorrow never comes- Then I won't have to see In this bed I sleep alone- There's no one next to me I'll lie to myself Pretend I didn't hear The fading whispers of your footsteps I'll stop time to keep you near... If tomorrow never comes- My regrets will be but few If tomorrow's sun comes shining Then tonight, forever Is the time I'll have with you So, don't wake me from this dream Let me lie down; let me sleep Let this night be mine to keep If tomorrow never comes- Then you won't have to leave Loneliness will have to wait If you stay right here with me I w

If We Had Sex
Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i licked you? 17. Would you do it today? 18. Would you do it tomorrow? 19. Would you call me in the morning? 20. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you? Rep

Song Of The Day - 08/29/08 - The Fray - How To Save A Life (i Failed Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW How To Save A Life-The Fray - The Fray VIDEO VERSION BELOW How to Save a Life - The Fray LYRICS FOR SONG BELOW Step one: you say we need to talk He walks, you say sit down, it's just a talk He smiles politely back to you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame You begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you And pray to God he hears you Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save

Colbert White House Dinner Correspondence
Ahhhh....the lulz STEPHEN COLBERT: Thank you, ladies and gentlemen. Before I begin, I've been asked to make an announcement. Whoever parked 14 black bulletproof S.U.V.'s out front, could you please move them? They are blocking in 14 other black bulletproof S.U.V.'s and they need to get out. Wow. Wow, what an honor. The White House correspondents' dinner. To actually sit here, at the same table with my hero, George W. Bush, to be this close to the man. I feel like I'm dreaming. Somebody pinch me. You know what? I'm a pretty sound sleeper -- that may not be enough. Somebody shoot me in the face. Is he really not here tonight? Dammit. The one guy who could have helped. By the way, before I get started, if anybody needs anything else at their tables, just speak slowly and clearly into your table numbers. Somebody from the NSA will be right over with a cocktail. Mark Smith, ladies and gentlemen of the press corps, Madame First Lady, Mr. President, my name is Stephen Colbert and

Nick Cave - Into My Arms
I don't believe in an interventionist God But I know, darling, that you do But if I did I would kneel down and ask Him Not to intervene when it came to you Not to touch a hair on your head To leave you as you are And if He felt He had to direct you Then direct you into my arms Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms And I don't believe in the existence of angels But looking at you I wonder if that's true But if I did I would summon them together And ask them to watch over you To each burn a candle for you To make bright and clear your path And to walk, like Christ, in grace and love And guide you into my arms Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms, O Lord Into my arms And I believe in Love And I know that you do too And I believe in some kind of path That we can walk down, me and you So keep your candlew burning And make her journey bright and pure That she will keep returning Always and evermore

Contests In Lounges
Most are fixed. I'll say it again - It's not a real contest, a regular will ALWAYS win the prize. Let's say you're a newb and walk in and get the trivia question or whatever. Or you're the 340th member. Good luck, buddy. Lounges are so lame anyway, they act like they never heard of Danzig yet they play Ramstein. WTF

Blog Spots Of Anger And Frustraton
YEH.... so the man's army is no place for women... if they want to remain NAIVE, SENSITIVE, PURE and GENTILE. I have to admit that I seem to have picked up a MILITARY mentality.... kinda SNAP BACKISH, if you like. Is that good? You figure: I used to cry at the drop of a spit and hiss from my husband. I USED to tear up with the FIRST sign of a mandatory RAISED VOICE from me.. during an arguement. I USED TO be overtly sympathetic, copathetic and apathetic to any and EVERYTHING. I USED TO rather fo it myself than perplex anyone to wrestle with their own "lacking mentality" for doing ANYTHING. And I used to GIVE MORE OF A DAMn about everything pertaining to just about anyone that crossed my path. I think the military and being married to men who told me that they "really didn't give a damn" about me... made me a better person. WHAT DO YOU THINK?

My Gbs Was A Sucsess!!!
The Surgery was a Success I had my Surgery on Friday April 27th, 2007 at the University of Pennsylvania in Philadelphia. I was discharged on Tuesday May 2nd. The Surgeons reports was that it was "a perfect Gastric Bypass Procedure". So now its up to me. Here are some pictures of the incision on my chest. The latest picture is from May 16th 19 Days after the Surgery

Addicted
I'm so addicted to All the things you do When you're going down on me In between the sheets All the sounds you make With every breath you take Itss unlike anything when you're loving me oh girl lets take it slow so as for you well you know where to go i want to take my love and hate you till the end its not like you to turn away from all the bullshit i cant take it's not like me to walk away i'm so addicted to all the things you do when you're going down on me in between the sheets all the sounds you make with every breathe you take its unlike anything when you're loving me yeahh i know when it's getting rough all the times we spend when we try to make this love something better than just making love again its not like you to turn away all the bullshit i cant take just when i think i can walk away, i'm so addicted to all the things you do when you're going down on me in between the sheets all the sounds you make

Satanic Beliefs
In the Satanic Bible, Anton LaVey describes Satan as a motivating and balancing dark force in nature. Satan is also described as being the "Black Flame", representing a person's own inner personality and desires. Satan is seen as synonymous with the nature and even, metaphorically, with certain conceptions of a supreme deity or God. In his most important essay, "Satanism: The Feared Religion", the Church of Satan's current leader Peter H. Gilmore states: Satanists do not believe in the supernatural, in neither God nor the Devil. To the Satanist, he is his own God. Satan is a symbol of Man living as his prideful, carnal nature dictates. The reality behind Satan is simply the dark evolutionary force of entropy that permeates all of nature and provides the drive for survival and propagation inherent in all living things. Satan is not a conscious entity to be worshipped, rather a reservoir of power inside each human to be tapped at will. Thus any concept of sacrifice is rejected as a

Wishing Wells Losing Faith In Me Again.
Wishing wells losing faith in me again. Caught up in a landslide full of tears falling down my face again as I continued to fall from grace over and over again; I tried to wipe my eyes just so I could see exactly how far I fell; but there was no depth to my deception tonight. Far far away; I've gotten use to the feeling of unwanted prayers never caring that I was ever hurt; and now those last words that I tried to bleed into perfection just stayed unnoticed by the wishing wells losing faith in me again. Tonight always ends up the same for me as last night; with another hope lost breaking my heart in two as I continue to try to medicate the pain away; which only seems to last for a little while longer; until I wake up all alone tomorrow with only loneliness and sorrow to comfort me one last time. so I wait here; I wait here for you to hold on to me and never let me go; but even I know that is just a dream of a fantasy

Kitty Stutterrrrr
A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. "Human Beings are the only animals that stutter," she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered." The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the Rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!" "That must've been scary," said the teacher. "It sure was," said the little girl. "My kitty raised his back, went Sssss, Sssss, Sssss" and before he could say "Shit," the Rottweiler ate him! The teacher wet her pants laughing.

Yngwie Malmsteen: New Album Details Revealed
Yngwie Malmsteen: New Album Details Revealed Legendary Swedish guitarist Yngwie Malmsteen will release his latest studio album, "Perpetual Flame", on October 14, 2008. The CD will be the first-ever Yngwie effort to be released via Rising Force Records (distributed via Koch) and it will mark the debut of Malmsteen's new singer, ex-Judas Priest/Iced Earth frontman Tim "Ripper" Owens. Featuring twelve tracks of "pure six-string metallic bliss" (which stretches to almost 70 minutes total), the album was produced and engineered by Yngwie himself, and mixed by Roy Z (who has previously worked with Judas Priest and Bruce Dickinson, among others). Joining Yngwie and Ripper on the album are keyboardist Derek Sherinian and drummer Patrick Johansson (Yngwie contributed bass, additional keyboards, and vocals, as well), but on tour, Michael Troy will supply keyboards, and Bjorn Englen will be laying down the bass. A supporting tour of the U.S. and Canada is slated to run through al

09/03/08 - Crossfade - Cold (hot As Ice Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Cold - crossfade VIDEO VERSION BELOW Cold - Crossfade LYRICS BELOW Looking back at me, I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong like a drug that gets me High What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so... Cold to you, I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light You can see me stand on my own again 'Cause now I can see You are the antidote that got me by Something strong like a drug that got me High What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold Never meant to be so cold What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold, never meant to b

The Longer I Live, The More I’ll Favor Mandatory Sterilization
What’s that? I have a blog still? Oh, well I guess I should write something. Frequently, we (as in Megyn and I) find ourselves doing things like going to wine tastings. Megyn and I went to the Finger Lakes Wine Festival one weekend which is way the fuck up in east bejesus New York, so by the time we got there we were ready to crack the top off of a barrel of wine and go for a little swim. Needless to say this was NOT repeat NOT the standard tasting experience we are accustomed to. It was an interesting adventure, this wine festival, because it exposed us to a strange contradiction of classes and stereotypes that are, to be honest, still difficult to reconcile even now that the alcohol has been cleared from my head for a full 24 hours. For example, the wine festival was full of frat-boy douchebags and muffin-topped sorostitutes. They’d stagger around, completely crowding out any other people from a tasting, and glug down wine until the pourers got irritated and told them to mov

Sep 3 To Sept 10
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09/03/08 - Hed (pe) - Bartender (time For A Drink Edition)
SONG BELOW Hey Bartender - (hed) PE LYRICS BELOW Ain't nothing working ain't nothing right There's a whole in me that I can't fill No matter how hard I try Hey bartender hit me with a double And introduce me to that girl with the bubble I'm looking for trouble tonight No momma don't trust me tonight You be the center baby I'd be the quarterback Hike hit the tailback Watch it on playback Jah smash that hitting that redbone Up in the endzone biting on the collarbone I just want your company I just want you to comfort me just come with me Hey bartender hit me with another I just about had to kill this brother Shit I'm looking for trouble tonight You be the beauty - baby I'd be the beast Who gives a fuck take it to the bedroom Take it the streets Take it like a man muthafucker Yo bitch chose me muthafucker I just want your company I just want you to comfort me just come with me I just want your company I just want you to comfort me just come with m

7th Trppie Bully
7Th cïrclë Øƒ hëll OMG Is This A Party Or What??? Get The Fawk In Here And Find Out..... Join Us In Hell Where You Are Truely Family Enjoy Family, Friends & The Best Tunes On Fubar You Know You Wanna Be A Part Of This.... We See You So Get In Here Already! (click here to enter) (repost of original by 'ïnkëÐÅngël~ wïfë ïn lïfë & fü TØ Twï§TëÐÐrÅgØn ~ Co Øwnër & prïë§Të§§@ 7th cïrclë Øf hëll' on '2008-09-05 04:19:10')

A Degree Of Murder
La oss se på filmen A Degree Of Murder som et filosofisk statement. Filmen kan sees som et samarbeid mellom Brian og Pallenberg i Tyskland. Handlingen er kort fortalt at en kvinne får besøk av en mann som hun dreper og deretter koblingen til to venner som hun ansetter for å bli kvitt liket. Den første delen kan sees som en påstand om at et misbriukt barn eller en voldtatt kvinne selv må hevne ugjerningen hvis relasjonene i en trekantshistorie tilsier det. Dette kan skje i tilfeller hvor offeret sender private anklager til dommeren om at han egentlig er den skyldige. Men problemstillingen kan antagelig også sees videre enn det. Den andre delen er enda mer problematisk. Den sier at gjerningsmannen bør få leve hvis han i rollen som offeret dreper seg selv. Symbolsk skjer det i filmen ved at kvinnens eks framprovoserer mordet på ham selv, og at han som gjenferd forsøker å hjelpe dommeren med å grave ned liket. Det innebærer at overgriperen er en farsfigur for både offer og d

Bullet In The Head
Games I play on myself, Gone again for my health, Going nowhere, Or just to slow to see, On my way to the shattered sea, Once again I depart, No more reasons to have a heart, No one left to keep me here, No more reasons to want you near, Emotions twist it all inside, Endure the pain with watered eyes, Extinguished by the end of time.

09/05/08 - D12 - My Band (ld World Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW My Band - EMINEM ft. D12 VIDEO VERSION BELOW My Band Video - Eminem & D12 LYRICS BELOW [Intro] I don't know dude... I think everyone's all jealous and shit cuz I'm like the lead singer of a band dude... And I think everyone's got a fuckin problem with me dude... And they need to take it up with me after the show... Because... [Chorus] These chicks don't even know the name of my band... But they're all on me like they wanna hold hands... Cuz once I blow they know that i'll be the man... All because I'm the lead singer of my band... [Verse 1 - Eminem] So I get off stage right and drop the mic Walk up to the hot chicks and I'm all like "Sup ladies, my name's Slim Shady" I'm the lead singer in D12 baby They're all like "Oh my god it's him" "Becky oh my fuckin' god it's Eminem" "I swear to fuckin god dude you fuckin rock" "Please Marshall please let me suck your cock" And by now the rest of the fellas get jealous Especi

*~personal Touch~*
Time again we scream in rage, Everytime a different scene a different stage. Saying things that cause pain and crush, Causing the others heart to turn into slush. Feelings hurt and tempers flaired, Ruins one's heart beyond what can be repaired. Pain begins to fade as tears flow, And their tempers that once flaired begin to slow. Yelling begins to hush as love see's a way, To keep us together for many more days. My heart breaks with every word I say, Please help me keep my calm I pray. For to loose him would be death, And I fear I'd plunge back into the depth. That's a battle I wish not to fight, Into my man's arm's I wish to take flight. For he is my strength and my rock, For him I'd put my heart on the chopping block. All the words I've said in anger, I've only put my own heart in danger. I'm sorry only say's so much, So I'll say mine with a more personal touch.

Always
Always… sitting here, awaiting sleep my thoughts lost in your smile i close my eyes but sleep wont come so i think i'll write awhile i know our future isn't set but please love, do not fear the only fear thats in my heart is losing you, my dear these thoughts of you, they warm my heart in a world that feels so cold and with those thoughts, the smile it brings for a love that won't grow old i count myself a lucky man now each and every day so thankful that your hearts with mine and there it's sure to stay so, i'm hoping that these words of love will help you understand you will always be my only one and i will always be your man...

09/05/08 - Hurt - Talking To God (i Don't Either)
SONG VERSION BELOW Talking To God - Hurt LYRICS BELOW Mother is busy She won't even miss me And so busy praying And wont see me waiting I hate all your reasons They just point to jesus You can't be awakened When your not mistaken And I hate your voice, And that fucked up noise And your clichés and things that you'd say to me When they burned me then It still seers today Embedded in a memory that wont change How can you talk to God How can you talk to God How can you talk to God When you won't talk to me? Yea how can you talk to God How can you talk to God How can you talk to God When you won't talk to So I begged you just for a word That through the day you might have heard and...she wouldn't listen to my words Always I'll remember some good times,and Some winters in times when I wasn't too dirty for mud. When you'd hit your boys, in that fucked up voice. On your black days, Oh the things that you'd say to me When they burned me Yea, they

Personality Color
Green You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color! www.tickle.com

Twenty-six
Twenty-six days a month I watch you beg for the rain I will show you the proof I watch you beg for the rain Would you walk outside If you could feel your winter I walked alone again With just the skies above me If you only knew What your words taste like Twenty-six days a month I watch you beg for the rain I will show you the proof I watch you beg for the rain So long Since I saw the change in your eyes Twenty-six days a month I watch you beg for the rain I will show you the proof I watch you beg for the rain Would you walk outside If you could feel your winter I walked alone again With just the skies above me If you only knew What your words taste like

Tis The Season
tis the season for the hurricanes to start crawling up my ass again. oh joy have to love the east coast and the month of Sept. no wonder im a hellion. i was born during the hurricane season. well so far this one is on the mild side but the day isnt over yet. so hopefully my crick wont be the raging mississippi river again. i wont need a boat to get out my front door nor will i need water wings. lol my wings are NOT water proof. so everyone stay safe if you be on the east coast side and your gettin rain to. Thank Helen or whatever her name is this time around. its all her fault! lol.

General
having good friends around is always hard to find. not everyone finds there good friends cause some backstab and mislead you to believing that there good person yet there trying for something else. good friends stand by you no matter what and always support you in your time of need. good friends also know when to step back and not over step there bounderies. somethings just take time and you have to give time for things to work out. just look up and hope for the best things do tend to go well when you have your good friends around to help and comfort you.

What Just Happened?
What Just Happened? [this is true. i am sharing it because it is who i am and the nature of my submission to my Master Daddy] Daddy told me to turn around…so i wriggled around and then snuggled my back against His chest. The feel of His skin on my back always makes me tingle. Then Daddy wrapped His arms tightly around me. i wasn’t sure if He was wanting me to go to sleep or not. He seemed to want me to be still and i knew He was sore from work. Maybe He just wants me to go to sleep? Suddenly I found my body not accepting that answer. I could feel His cock pressed against my backside but not anywhere I could get to it easily. That just made my frustration and confusion grow worse. The Daddy lightly kissed my neck and shoulders. That sent shock waves through my body all the way to kitty, who was now getting somewhat slippery. I noticed that my clit was swelling and the slightest pressure of my legs squeezing together made her throb. I felt Daddy pull me closer to Him, and all of a

How Could You?
When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I was "bad", you´d shake your finger at me and asked "How could you?" - but then you´d relent and roll me over for a bellyrub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice-cream (I only got the cone because "ice-cream is bad for dogs", you said) and took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day. Gradually you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time seaching for a human mate. I waited for you patiently, comforted you t

The Fairy Dance
ancing in the starlight With the dew upon my toes I came upon a fairy Where from no one knows She danced among the marigolds Arms waving without care Her hair a golden halo All I could do was stare Such a tiny creature I followed where she led Then she turned her gaze to me And this is what she said The heart is full of secrets And desires yet to fill Of wanton pleasures and passions felt From such forbidden thrills You must stop and smell the flowers Take some time to see If that something special is not today Perhaps its destiny One tiny obstacle Can change the course of life And make you think your world Is filled with naught but strife But somewhere among the thorns A pretty rose blooms bright Look now past the obstacles To the place of light Keep the secrets locked inside Saved for a rainy day Then unlock the treasures That you have put away For nothing is impossible If you just believe That locked away inside yourself Is a treasure to retrieve

Not Sure Wtf Is Going On...
... so im pretty much gonna conclude all of this with a nice big FTW!!! If you want to stay family BE family to me.. If you want to BS me.. expect to get nothing but BS from me. This is my official love letter to all who think they have me figured out.. which btw anyone can do that cuz there's no fucking science to understand Honor. And a small thank you to those that have reminded me that God, Family and Music is the only thing that matters.. for my Honor rests in my faith in such. peace.

Not A Hummingbird
I'm not a hummingbird, Delicate and sweet, You're heart can break and shatter, For all I care or want, I didn't dare entrust mine to you, Look where my trust got me? Spiraling further into this darkness, Letting it embrace me, Take me where it will, Life's out of control, Dancing in the rain, Of blood, Reveling in the havoc, Of what once was, Twirling round and round, With her sister, Of heart and soul, Shadows of each other, Different enough, Yet the same, Twins yet not, I'm not a hummingbird, Delicate and sweet, You're heart can break and shatter, For all I care.

Congratulations Boone!!!
Congrats to Boone on becoming Fubars newest Godfather. Stop by his page and congratulate him. Thank you to all that showed him love to get him to Godfather. Hugs and Love Boone Is Engaged To Sweet Judy In Real Life!@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY LilBamaGirl@ fubar godfather

Now That I Found You
How can I believe That my heart would find someone like you You see me, the real me No in bewteens, I had nowhere to hide You took away the walls around me Made me feel safe to share my truth I see the heavens open, a heart that once was broken Is holding nothing back Now that I found you You hold me like a prayer, you touch me everywhere A lifetime just ain't enough to love you true Now that I found you Now that I found you I do believe we're meant to be Our chemistry will last forever And through the years We'll see some tears We'll conquer fears And together we will grow Look through your eyes They tell me I no longer have to be alone I see the heavens open, a heart that once was broken Is holding nothing back Now that I found you You hold me like a prayer, you touch me everywhere A lifetime just ain't enough to love you true Now that I found you Now that I found you You see me, the real me You belive you in me

09/08/08 - Sting & The Police - King Of Pain (i Am He Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW King of Pain - Sting & The Police LYRICS BELOW There's a little black spot on the sun today It's the same old thing as yesterday There's a black hat caught in a high tree top There's a flag-pole rag and the wind won't stop I have stood here before inside the pouring rain With the world turning circles running 'round my brain I guess I'm always hoping that you'll end this reign But it's my destiny to be the king of pain There's a fossil that's trapped in a high cliff wall (That`s my soul up there) There's a dead salmon frozen in a waterfall (That`s my soul up there) There's a blue whale beached by a spring tide's ebb (That`s my soul up there) There's a butterfly trapped in a spider's web (That`s my soul up there) I have stood here before inside the pouring rain With the world turning circles running 'round my brain I guess I'm always hoping that you'll end this reign But it's my destiny to be the king of pain There's a kin

Former Ufc Champ Tanner Dead At 37
Buzz Up PrintRelated CoverageIole: Tanner his own man Blog: Remembering Tanner Former Ultimate Fighting Championship middleweight champion Evan Tanner was found dead near Palo Verde, Calif. on Monday. He was 37. Tanner had trekked into the desert on a journey to “cleanse” himself, according to Douglas Vincitorio of Tanner’s management team. “He went out to the desert to do a ‘cleansing’ as he called it. Kind of like ‘Survivorman.’” These short trips were not new to Tanner, said Vincitorio. It is something that he has done numerous times over the years. “What we were told is that (Sheriff’s officials who found Tanner) believe his motorcycle had run out of gas, so he went to walk out in like 115- to 118-degree heat,” Vincitorio said. “He was miles away from his camp. That’s where the helicopter found him. Right now, they just think that he succumbed to the heat.” Tanner had apparently told friends before he left that if they hadn’t heard from him in a couple of days, they

A Dream Within A Dream..
Take this kiss upon the brow And, in parting from you now, Thus much let me avow-- You are not wrong, who deem That my days have been a dream; Yet if hope has flown away In a night, or in a day, In a vision, or in none, Is it therefore the less gone? All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream. I stand amid the roar Of a surf-tormented shore, And I hold within my hand Grains of the golden sand-- How few! yet how they creep Through my fingers to the deep, While I weep--while I weep! O God! can I not grasp Them with a tighter clasp? O God! can I not save One from the pitiless wave? Is all that we see or seem But a dream within a dream? - Edgar Allan Poe

No Desks In The Classroom
A social studies schoolteacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were no desks. "Ms. Cothren, where're our desks?" She replied, "You can't have a desk until you tell me what you have done to earn the right to sit at a desk." They thought, 'well, maybe it's our grades.' 'No,' she said. 'Maybe it's our behavior.' She told them, 'No, it's not even your behavior.' And so, they came and went, the first period, second period, third period. Still no desks in the classroom. By early afternoon television news crews had started gathering in Ms.Cothren's classroom to report about this crazy teacher who had taken all the desks out of her room. The final period of the day came and as the puzzled st

Lots Of Orange Today...
Your Heart Is Orange Love equals unbridled happiness for you. You enjoy the wild ride of falling in love. And while the ride is fun for a while, you always get off once the thrill is gone. Your flirting style: Hyper Your lucky first date: Anything you need your passport for! Your dream lover: Is both daring and well grounded What you bring to relationships: Energy What Color Heart Do You Have?

My Romantic Movie
Your Love Life is Like The Princess Bride "Since the invention of the kiss, there have only been five kisses that were rated the most passionate, the most pure. This one left them all behind." For you, love is like a fairy tale - albeit a fairly twisted one. You believe romance is all about loyalty, fate, and a good big of goofy fun. Your love style: Idealistic yet quirky Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Perfectly romantic What Movie Is Your Love Life Like?

I Must Retreat For A While To A Darker Place....
I must retreat for a while to a darker place. Where nobody can see the contorsions in my face. My stomach is in knots and my world’s torn apart. I pray for the strength to heal my broken heart. It has an open wound that is bleeding for sure. Heartach is a disease without any known cure. I gave her my everything; that statement is true. Apparently that wasn’t enough to carry us through. Some of us were meant to suffer through our days Wandering aimlessly; lost, like a rat in a maze. I finally broke down and let someone come in. Now I am left alone to atone for that very sin. I loved her too much; that is my misery’s cause. I wish she knew that I even loved her so-called flaws. I hope she soon learns how to let the past go. Then her true beauty that she can’t see will show. I love her enough to oblige and let her go free. By God’s dear grace perhaps she’ll find her way back to me.

What Color Glasses Do I See The World Through?
You See the World Through Blue Colored Glasses You live your life with tranquility. You have faith that things will work themselves out with time. You judge all your interactions through the lens of hope. You try to get all the facts before forming your opinion. You face challenges with wisdom. You know that all bad things pass, and you have the confidence to see problems through. You see love as the utmost expression of trust. Your relationships tend to be peaceful and stable. At your worst, you can be cool, melancholy, and detached. You sometimes have to step back from emotionally charged situations. You are at your happiest when you are able to reflect and relax. What Color Glasses Do You See the World Through?

What Does My Driving Say About Me?
What Your Driving Says About You You are high strung and easily worked up. You have a heck of a temper, and you're ready to fight anyone who ticks you off! You tend to go by what you feel - not by the facts at hand. As a result, you tend to make a lot of uninformed decisions. You'd like to think you're a fair person, but you occasionally think you deserve a special kind of justice. You are an extremely tense, volatile person. Your reactions tend to be over the top. You dislike authority and authority figures. You hate being told what to do. You hate being punished even more. You are focused and alert. You make sure that you are doing the right thing at all times. You don't feel a responsibility to anyone but yourself. You value your freedom more than anything else. Your ego is normally in check, but sometimes you get a bit egotistical. You tend to be a little self-important at times. What Does Your Driving Say About You?

Do I Live In The Past, Present, Or Future?
You Live in the Present You take things one day at a time. And it turns out, that's a pretty great way to live. You aren't consumed by the past, and you're aren't obsessed with the future. You live in the now, and you enjoy each moment. While most people don't live in the present enough, make sure you don't live in it too much. It would be a mistake to forget your past or neglect to plan for the future. Do You Live in the Past, Present, or Future?

Never Forgotten
Twenty-nine Palms Marine dies in Cima car crashSeptember 8, 2008 - 3:11PMFROM STAFF REPORTSCIMA — A 21-year-old Marine from Twenty-nine Palms died in a single-vehicle crash on a remote road near Cima over the weekend.Jason Verta was found dead in his car by a passerby who saw a 2006 Pontiac Solstice lying in a ditch off of Morning Star Mine Road, four miles east of Cima Road, at about 9:20 p.m. Sunday, according to a California Highway Patrol report.According to the CHP report, Verta was heading east on Morning Star Mine Road when his car left the road as he went around a curve. As he attempted to get back on the road, the car skidded and began to roll across the roadway and into the open desert on the north side of the road.A passing driver saw the collision and called 911. Verta, who had major head, neck and chest injuries, died before emergency personnel arrived at the scene, according to the CHP report. Verta was wearing a seatbelt.The CHP is investigating the cause of the crash.JA

Remember This Week !
I believe that everything you do bad comes back to you. So everything that I do thats bad, I'm going to suffer for it. But in my heart, I believe what i'm doing is right. So I feel like i'm going to heaven. Tupac Amaru Shakur ("thankful to God") June 16, 1971 -September 13, 1996 don't forget to help carry on the legacy and help out! DONATIONS CAN BE MADE ONLINE AT WWW.TASF.ORG OR YOU MAY SEND YOUR DONATIONS PAYABLE TO: TUPAC AMARU SHAKUR FOUNDATIONC/O JEFF PITTS / SPRING ASSET MANAGEMENT17711 W. STRACK DRIVE, SPRING, TEXAS 77379

Episode 4
Narrator Wrote: Tonight on Silent Hill Insanity Theater. Kaira makes an appearance, but who exactly is this mysterious kitsune? Narrator Wrote: Inside the bar, Kuro and D are enjoying a quiet evening, but that serenity is about to be shattered! Narrator Wrote: Moments later... All hell breaks loose! Narrator Wrote: The team decide to test out Kaira's powers and take her deep into the Midwich Elementary School... Narrator Wrote: A short while later, back at the bar, Adene and Wolf get their first introduction to Kaira. Narrator Wrote: On the next Silent Hill Insanity Theater, shock therapy for everyone!

Episode 7
Narrator Wrote: Today, on Silent Hill Insanity Theater, Wolf falls under the dire spell of the nightmare realm! Narrator Wrote: Wolf goes with Darque to explore the streets near the bar, when an evil curse takes him over. Narrator Wrote: Later inside the bar, a commotion breaks out in the potty zombie's bathroom. Adene rushes to the scene to find Wolf locked in battle with it. Narrator Wrote: All is quiet for a while in the bar. D has a question for Wolf, but can't find him anywhere and asks Vivi for help. Narrator Wrote: The hellish night over, Wolf meets up with Adene and explains the odd 'dream' he'd had. Narrator Wrote: On the next

Help A Kid Out
reposted for my friend. Leah needs help raising money for school. She recently moved to AZ and has no family there to help her out. I would consider this a great personal favor if you could take the time to look at this and hopefully order something. XOXO Thanks, Adam This message is from: Leah N Verratti Our group is holding a fund raiser! We hope you can support us in our effort. Please use the following link to purchase items that contribute to my fund raising efforts: eZfundraising Shopping Or cut and paste the following URL into your browser's address box: http://www. eZfundraising. com/customer/customer. asp?evtId=77472&parId=109705 Personal Message from Leah N Verratti: I am trying to sell cookies to help my school any orders will help me reach my goal off 200 boxes. Thank you.

Sorry
the forbidden lie the forgotten truth all the tortured dreams of my shattered youth you learn to live the lie and to need the pain you learn to lose yourself as you go insane the pain behind my smile no one else can see just a moments courage could set me free i'm so tired of trying tired of the fear need for live is slipping the way is clear the time now has come i'm feeling the need to call apon the reaper to finish this deed I’ve overdosed a couple times Have wrist-scars from a knife I guess those were just cries for help It’s time to end my life the time has come to walk the walk my backs against the wall as i place the barrel in my mouth i'm sorry for it all

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What Kind Of Tea Are You?
You Are Black Tea You have a bold personality. You're not afraid of simply being yourself. You have the courage to speak the truth. You are fearless in your actions. You come off as a bit intimidating and unapproachable. Only confident people are attracted to you. You don't try to scare off anyone. You're just an intense person! What Kind of Tea Are You?

Am I Bold?
You Are Bold When it Counts You don't make a big fuss about getting what you want... unless it's really important to you. Then you're as bold as you want to be. You just go for it! You're often up for a little excitement and adventure. Well, as long as the cost isn't too great. You enjoy risk, but not for it's own sake. Let's just say you've learned a few lessons about risk in your life. Are You Bold?

What Condiment Am I?
You Are Mayonnaise You tend to be a very quiet, introverted person. You're happy to sit back and let stronger personalities shine. You value loyalty and harmony. You try to bring people together. Your taste in food leans toward simple comfort foods. You love holiday meals as well as old school favorites like mac and cheese. You get along with mustard and ketchup personalities. You have an unlikely alliance with hot sauce personalities. What Condiment Are You?

I Will Never Forget
even though i despise this country...i will never forget getting ready for school...and watching the news...and hearing it on the radio...and sitting in first period in jr. high and hearing about the south tour collasping... thanks goes out to those who are serving this counrty and sorrow and prayer goes out to the families who have lost loved ones do to the selfish acts done on this day... thanks and god bless krystle

Whos Your Next Hook Up
Who's Your Next Hook Up?Your ExThere are always those relationships that seem to never die and as much as you want to break away from your ex, s/he just always seems like a good idea in the moment. Obviously, you're not over it, but continuing an intimate relationship with him/her is probably not the best thing in the long run and it's not giving you appropriate time to heal. If you don't try something new, you won't know what you're missing.Love-Friendship Quizzes (pray for me please!!!!!!!!!!)

My Fallen Friend
I wrote this poem for my good friend Bubba. He left behind wife Maya, Son logan amd daughter Trinity. I write this poem to say goodbye to a friend both dear and true but every time I start to write it seems the pain returns anew it's hard to lose someone so close i'm still in shock, you see though you are gone your smile lives on in Logan and Trinity how maya takes it i do not know she was so much more than your wife you'd been together since about 13 shes truely lost the love of her life to all of us you've left behind who will miss you every day the way God took you away from us was a wake-up call for those who play I hope that time will dull this pain that we'll all feel till the end just know, up there, your sorely missed Bubba, my fallen friend...

Wishing
the man behind my lids again the whispered voice that haunts my ear trying to take control away the emptiness, the chill of fear the push and pull inside my head cause i am good, but he is not it seems we battle constantly taking all the will i've got i try to smile despite the pain it makes things worse if i give in why is it he won't go away and take this want, this need to sin how will i live a normal life when i can't control the way i feel now so depressed i cannot think wishing, all of this wasn't real

In Memory Of The Victims Of 9-11 And Their Families
Here are a few selected poems dedicated to the precious men and women who lost their lives on September 11, 2001 as well as their families. Their lives were lost but their memories will last forever. To all men and women who have ever served our country overseas may God bless you and may God Bless America. Anything but Normal I woke up, thinking it was another normal day. I got ready for school and told my dad to enjoy his business flight. He kissed my cheek and then drove away. I stood at the door, waving goodbye until he was out of sight. I went to school, still thinking it was another normal day. However, I soon found out it wasn't normal after all. My teacher turned on the tv, and what I saw took my breath away. I watched in horror as the first World Trade Center building began to fall. People were screaming and debris was flying everywhere. The news station said terrorists were hijacking several planes. I tried convincing myself it wasn't your plane, that i

Greeters Wanted
Indian Outlaw Saloon is looking for greeters. Listen to some good country music, socialize with fellow fubarians and make guests feel welcome. Just click below to enter the lounge and let us know you're interested. (repost of original by 'TazBabyGirl~Head Greeter/Bartender @ Indian Outlaw Saloon' on '2008-09-11 20:57:51')

A New Day
Hi friends, It's another new awesome oxygen rich new day (sucking it in baby), the tree leaves are dancing just ever so seductively (~grins, that's how my mind rolls)...and the sun renews my battery as always ... life is fukn sweet . Today is like Christmas ... A very awesome person *cough..."Jeff" sent me a bed (futon) I was looking for a long time (it's a special type, not easily found), and I opened the box to find a 5x7 piece of paper with the instructions and like a bizzillion pieces..... lol. Yes, Bizzillion is a word... I just said it didnt I? (If you need a copy of my dictionary, email me and send $19.95....jk) ... anywho... I been here before...... confused. So naturally, I grab a beer, a drill, a hammer, my chokes and a lighter. Then the phone rings... "Murphy's law " right? lol, my best friend... Sharon. If you know me, you would know..... I know how to pick my friends... she calls me at the perfect moment.... (I am not ready to do a dam puzzle)....and i can already feel the

From You Have I Been Absent
From you have I been absent in the spring, When proud-pied April, dress'd in all his trim, Hath put a spirit of youth in everything, That heavy Saturn laugh'd and leap'd with him. Yet nor the lays of birds, nor the sweet smell Of different flowers in odour and in hue, Could make me any summer's story tell, Or from their proud lap pluck them where they grew; Nor did I wonder at the Lily's white, Nor praise the deep vermillion in the Rose; They were but sweet, but figures of delight, Drawn after you, you pattern of all those. Yet seem'd it Winter still, and, you away, As with your shadow I with these did play. - William Shakespeare

I Rock In Footbal As Qb
wow, i had no clue i was this good. Last night i helped my team win a tough rivalry game with the score of 38-21. i started ithe 3rd quarter and still threw 213 yards, 3 TDs, and ran 10 times for 87 yards. i am GOOOOD! =D

Secret Thoughts
In my secret thoughts each day, that's where you linger, that's where you stay. I daydream constantly of me and you, of special times, of all we could do. One of these days If I do let it show. Hesitant at first, the excitement will grow. Ahh, the stolen moments and emotions we'll share. The compassion and tenderness that shows we do care. The passionate abandon will soon overcome, and once it get's started can't be undone. When it's all over and morning draws near, reality sets in and all becomes clear. We'll think we're in love, could it be true? No, you don't love me and I don't love you. No matter reality, this thing that we started, locks us in memory banks and can never be parted. We knew when we started what was at stake, and with each passing glance both our hearts ache. So to myself I will keep these desires, of times and those moments that gravitate higher. To myself I will dream, to myself I will yearn, to avoid those hard lessons I d

Toby Keith Speaks His Mind On 9/11 Anniversary
ATLANTA -- If you were wondering what Toby Keith had to say on the seventh anniversary of the 9/11 terrorist attacks, here you go: "Never apologize for being patriotic. F*** 'em!" And with that, he finished his concert here at the Lakewood Amphitheatre on Thursday night. Keith has never been shy in front of a microphone, but he was in rare form throughout the outdoor show, dropping numerous expletives in his lyrics and within his off-the-cuff remarks. A surprising number of kids in the audience were hanging onto every word. However, he saved his patriotic remarks until the encore. "Somebody said it was something about 9/11," he declared, after returning to the stage a few minutes after the main set. "It's not a celebration, but that's a holiday we should never forget." Before he began singing his last few songs, he extended his gratitude to American soldiers in uniform, as well as "to all your families and all Americans who appreciate you." He slightly amended the lyrics to "

Disturbing The Peace (erotic Fiction)
This year, my wife was a cop for Halloween. After we got home from a costume party, we decided to have a little fun with her costume. Here is what we acted out: We pretended that I was up late one night, and I was watching porn and jerking off in my apartment. I had the television on a little too loud. As I am watching a great anal scene with my pants around my ankles, my doorbell rings. I pause the porno, pull up my pants, and answer the door. This hot female cop is at the door. She tells me that my neighbor called to complain about some unusual noise that was unusually loud coming from my apartment. The cop explains that she rang my doorbell because the noise was too loud and it sounded like I was having some crazy party. The cop is hot, and her perky breasts are keeping my erection from going down. She looks way too hot to know how to use her billy club or gun. How wrong I was. The whole time she is at the door, she is obviously staring at my cock, which is still hard. She does

Cradle Song
CRADLE SONG by: William Blake (1757-1827) SLEEP, sleep, beauty bright, Dreaming in the joys of night; Sleep, sleep; in thy sleep Little sorrows sit and weep. Sweet babe, in thy face Soft desires I can trace, Secret joys and secret smiles, Little pretty infant wiles. As thy softest limbs I feel, Smiles as of the morning steal O'er thy cheek, and o'er thy breast Where thy little heart doth rest. O the cunning wiles that creep In thy little heart asleep! When thy little heart doth wake, Then the dreadful night shall break.

Hear The Voice
HEAR THE VOICE by: William Blake (1757-1827) HEAR the voice of the Bard, Who present, past, and future, sees; Whose ears have heard The Holy Word That walk'd among the ancient trees; Calling the lapsèd soul, And weeping in the evening dew; That might control The starry pole, And fallen, fallen light renew! 'O Earth, O Earth, return! Arise from out the dewy grass! Night is worn, And the morn Rises from the slumbrous mass. 'Turn away no more; Why wilt thou turn away? The starry floor, The watery shore, Is given thee till the break of day.'

I'm Done. I've Had Enough And I Am Done
It's always been a weakness of mine, cutting people out of my life. I have always held out hope that every person on earth has a source of good inside him or her. But lately I question my thinking. I'm really tired of being the woman to make chase after people I want in my life, people I want to be with one way or another. I am done with making people a priority when it has been made clear to me that all I am is an option, and not even a top option at that. Does it hurt? Fuck yes it hurts something fierce. But it is time I protect what is left of my heart before there is nothing left of it to give anyone. I love how people want to be friends when he or she need something and then forget all about you when that moment of need is over. It has happened to me a lot lately. I have taken time out of my schedule, put my life on hold, all to help people who really don't even seem to appreciate it. I have a life too. I have a busy life that has been overcome with immense hurdles for me to cross

How's My Attention Span?
Your Attention Span is Short What attention span? It's difficult for anything to keep your interest. You are so easily distracted, it's a wonder you could finish this quiz! You find focusing a challenge. Your mind tends to wander to the strangest places. While it may be hard for you to complete tasks, you're very creative. You are easily inspired, and you are often thinking of something interesting. The world would be a boring place without people like you. How's Your Attention Span?

What Generation Do I Belong In?
You Belong in Generation X You fit in best with people born between 1961 and 1981. You are fun, laid back, and very independent. You are willing to take risks and live your life however you see fit. You are casual, accepting, and friendly. You see everyone as your equal. What Generation Do You Belong In?

What's My Name's Hidden Meaning?
What Geneva Means You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you. You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day...

If I Could Do For You
If I could do everything for you that your heart desires this day, I would work always with you to please you in every kind of way . For my heart is always with you ! I know you will always love it today, tomorrow, and forever . Our flames of love will be lit ,I want to share a life together doing little things you desire knowing that brings you happiness. Your love sets my heart on fire. In the future I know we will see a lifetime of love so very true forever loving one another you loving me, me loving you !!!

09/15/08 - Lacuna Coil - Heaven's A Lie
SONG VERSION BELOW Heavens A Lie - LACUNA COIL LYRICS BELOW Oh no, here it is again I need to know when I will fall in decay Something wrong with every plan of my life I didn't really notice that you've been here Dolefully desired Destiny of a lie Set me free your heaven's lie set me free with you love set me free Oh no, here it is again I need to know why did I choose to betray you Something wrong with all the plans of my life I didn't realize that you've been here Dolefully desired Destiny of a lie Set me free your heaven's lie set me free with you love set me free Set me free your heaven's lie set me free with you love set me free

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Pony Girl Story 4
Roy gazed down at Tigerpet as she leaned over on all fours and ate the last of her cereal from the bowl, her lovely bare rump high and her full breasts almost grazing the floor. Two weeks ago she had come to the ranch as an untidy bar maid. Now she had been transformed into a lovely well-groomed pony girl. He stroked her tail and then gave it a gentle tug to check that it was secure. How long will this one stay, he wondered. The last pony girl to leave Patrick's ranch had chosen to move on after only a week, the lifestyle just simply didn't suit her. Usually they stayed longer, and it wasn't uncommon for a girl to stay at a ranch for several years. Others, like Quinn, came and never left. She now helped train the pony girls. Rarely seen without her crop, she believed in good strict discipline. He secured a plume of red feathers to the top of Tigerpet's bridle. Soon she would be presented to her master, Patrick, in a ceremony to be witnessed by many. He wondered how he would feel

Snow Pony
Masters little snow pony It is a bright winter's day - and pet is just waking up after a long and good nigh of sleep. She is alone, and as she is told, the minute she wakes up, she is to step into the bathroom and do as Master's message in there tells her. She walks across the soft rug and her eyes are still heavy with sleep. She is rested, though and with a soft little smile she slips into the bathroom. There - on the mirror, a note from her one – and she read with wide open and very happy eyes, "Pet, My beloved. Take a long, good bath - play with yourself - bring yourself to the edge 5 times, but do not release. Then you will shave your legs, under your arms - and your pussy. Leave that lovely lil patch so Master has something to pull on. When done, you will use moisturizer all over. Master wants His pet soft and sweet. Then walk back to the bedroom and open the closet. Master" . She smiles, kisses the note where Master's hands has held, and draws a bath. Soft scented oil cr

Health Update
I got a call today and my blood work come back.I was told today my hormone levels have got lower and I go to a endocrinologist go back on the GH treatment it's made man human hormones.On top of that my potassium is still low Im taking med. for that I want know if it working until go back to my reg. doctor and the endocrinologist.I will keep posted on what going on with my health and founding a place to live.

Wtf?
So I click on the wrong rating tab for some dumb braod on here and she flips out and leaves several inane and stupid shouts. Ok thats cool but before I can respond and explain what happened she apparently blocks me so I can't message back OR respond to her callling me a pussy for serving as a Hospital Corpsman for 12 years, which btw if you ask a Marine what they think of some dumb bitch talking shit to a Doc because he was a Doc you'd probably get quite an earful.

Fubucks...simple
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What's Sexy About My Name?
What's Sexy About Your Name You are sexy because you are a talented lover. You take being good in bed very seriously. You are willing to do anything to make sure your partner is satisfied. You work hard in the bedroom. And you're always up for trying out something new. You're always dreaming up new ideas and techniques. You are very sexually experienced. You've done a lot, even if you haven't had many partners. Unlike other people, you don't need to be in love to get intimate with someone. You're open to many experiences with many people. And there's no way you could love all of them! What's Sexy About Your Name?

Am I Virtuous?
You Are Somewhat Virtuous You are occasionally a good person, but you often stop short at doing the right thing. It's just a lot easier (and more fun) to be bad! You do have a reputation to uphold. Deep down, you're a fairly good person. But no one's perfect. You're just a lot less perfect than most people! Where You Are Virtuous You have the virtue of Moderation. You don't do anything at excess, and you avoid extremes You have the virtue of Sincerity. You are not deceitful, and you always have the best intentions. You have the virtue of Industry. You know how to do what's useful and avoid time wasters. Where You Are Not Virtuous You lack the virtue of Silence. You talk too much, and your words aren't as valuable as they could be. You lack the virtue of Cleanliness. You are quite messy... and maybe even a little dirty. You lack the virtue of Order. Many aspects of your life are chaotic and a total mess. Are You Virtuous?

Return Of The Death Row Mack!!
Call me stupid. That’s fine. Right now, I don’t know where Death Row is with all their assets. It was sold, the decision was reversed – WHATEVER! There is a new rumor that I got. I am being told that British R&B singer Mark “Return of the Mack” Morrison has signed a $1 million, 3-album deal with Global Musis Group, the same people that bought Da Row. I think they still own the house that Dre built. Anyway, Mark recorded "Return Of The Mack” in 1996. This means the Mack is back!

The Wedding And The Cowboy
I have a wedding this weekend on saturday. My roommate Jamie is marrying the Marine of her dreams and it makes me sick. I mean they love each other so much it makes a girl want to gag. But its all good. I am just jealous that she loves someone so much and he loves her more. And thats ok. Love like that is a blessing and to find it means something. They both have had it rough and they both have found what they have been missing their whole lives....(shit I just shed a tear over that shit). Lucky fuckers. Now the Cowboy. There is this cowboy in my class and hes always staring at me. So yesterday I sat by him cause well he makes me laugh and laughing is one of my favorite things to do...besides...well Rocks knows. So he was talking to me all through class and playing footsie with me and it was cute cause I felt like I was in middle school but I didn't like it at the same time cause I felt like I was cheating on someone....and I don't even have a man. Sometimes I just make things harder

Yielding--tao Te Jing
Nothing in the world is as soft and yielding as water, Yet nothing can better overcome the hard and strong, For they can neither control it nor do away with it. The soft overcomes the hard, The yielding overcomes the strong, Every person knows this, But no one can practice it. Who attends to the people would control the land and grain, Who attends to the state would control the whole world, Truth is easily hidden by rhetoric. Wow...that just about answers it all.

Controlled Violence: The Surprising Catalyst To A More Enjoyable Life
****************************************************** "Learning is not compulsory... neither is survival." -W. Edwards Deming ****************************************************** I was watching an Instructor Class the other night with one of my great friends from the fighting world and we discussed how difficult it is to talk about fighting to most people. This difficultly lies in the fact that my definition of fighting is very different from most "fighters". When someone tells me they know how to fight, that triggers in my mind numerous examples of specific methods of inflicting trauma on the human body with the goal being the destruction of other guys. In the rare instance when I decide to speak about fighting in a social situation, I usually regret doing so. Quickly I see that most people are uncomfortable with my very calm descriptions of the effective use of violence. Most people get caught up in the surreal aspects of violence th

The Utter Stupidity
Holy smokes people can be dumb. Alrighty, so here are just a few stupid statements and questions I have heard over the past few days: Random Asshole: *knock* *knock* "Hey the bathroom is locked and the water is running is anyone in there?" Recon: "Dude, you have aftershave on, in the woods, you are going to be eaten alive." Dipshit: "GREAT! They can bug me baby!" Recon: "No, no, that's not a good thing, it's.....*sigh*.....never mind." Cock Gobbler: "Hey these people at Shea Stadium are giving free Mets shit away!" Roger Ramjet: "Free? What exactly do you have to do?" Cock Gobbler: "Oh just give your social security number, address, phone number, date of birth, sign your name in three places and they just GIVE you stuff." Roger Ramjet: "Sounds great, lord knows I would just LOVE my 800+ credit score to plummet in an uncontrollable neverending spiral to the depths of Hadean bankruptcy just like yours." Computer Illiterate Skid Stain: "Hey this computer doesn't work."

A True Hero Is ....
A true hero is a person who does something for another person and risks their own life or makes a big sacrifice while doing so. We could say that true heroes are unselfish and prefer others, and have the courage to do something for them in difficult situations. But we don't perceive true heroism and pride going together. According to Webster's Dictionary the English word hero comes originally from a word that means to watch over, protect. The firefighters who even at this very moment are fulfilling their task, are truly protecting and watching over all of our safety and wellbeing in dangerous situations. They deserve to be honored, whether they have lost their lives serving others, or are still alive. Firefighters are not concerned about fame and being called 'heroes' but want to stay meek with low profile. That shows that they are really concerned for others and are doing their job out of willingness to serve, not for the desire to be lifted up and be admired by other peopl

09/18/08 - Serj Tankian - Empty Walls (ya'll Faker Then A 3 Dolla Bill Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Empty Walls - Serj Tankian VIDEO VERSION BELOW Empty Walls - Serj Tankian LYRICS BELOW Your empty walls, your empty walls Pretentious attention Dismissive apprehension Don't waste your time on coffins today When we decline from the confines of our mind Don't waste your time on coffins today Don't you see their bodies burning Desolate and full of yearning Dying of anticipation Choking from intoxication Don't you see their bodies burning Desolate and full of yearning Dying of anticipation Choking from intoxication I want you to be left behind those empty walls Taunt you to see from behind those empty walls Those empty walls When we decline from the confines of our mind Don't waste your time on coffins today Don't you see their bodies burning Desolate and full of yearning Dying of anticipation Choking from intoxication Don't you see their bodies burning Desolate and full of yearning Dying of anticipation

People
People are there for u when u want something or if everything goes wrong that when u need a shoulder to cry on then they always want u too help them out with anything they need help with then u will need to make an friend in the end. The End

Be Still And Listen
I am quiet so that the Spirits can enter and call my name. I listen as they speak I hold no thought of shame. They come to me in the silence of the meditation by the fire. I open myself to the teachings and they fill my soul with desire. The Spirits come to tell me things I could not know. Of legends before my time and where the Spirits go. They talk of the souls of the departed sitting at the Wise Council in the sky. They tell of the coming again of things we thought had passed us by. The return of the buffalo on the plains, the return of the water so pure, they tell of the peace among the men who know the land so sure. Of hearts in the mending, of peace among us all. Of great men still standing long after the fall. Returning to a time where there was abundance in the land. And the land was shared by all before it left our hands.

Level Risky!!
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This Evening
Quiet as untroubled waters another austere day gives way allowing a sun-tanned twilight to gently coax the night awake Once our special time together we watched for Hesparus in half-light of the genial summer's eve The harvest of time's scythe has sustained me and I no longer grieve Over the many lost evenings and things we shall never see for this special time of day God has given to us all even if the only one who enjoys it - is me

Winters Road
I cannot speak for all who stem 'Long roads less traveled as their way, Nor question choices made by them In days long past or nights long dim by words they spoke and did not say. Each road is long, though short it seems, And credence gives each road a name Of fantasies sun-drenched in beams Or choices turned to darkened dreams, To where each road wends just the same. From North to South, then back again, I followed birds like all the rest Escaping nature's snowy den On roads I've seen and places been, Forsaking roads that traveled West. This journey grows now to its end, As road reflections lined in chrome Give way to roads with greater bend And empty signs that still pretend They point the way to home sweet home. But all roads lead to where we go And where we go is where we've been, So home is just a word we know, That space in time most apropos For where we want to be again. For even home, it seems to me, Is still a choice we all must face From d

Trust Me With Your Heart
Why does your heart grow doubtful dear? Tense and beating, full of fear. I keep with me your everlasting love, and bless the day God sent you from above. You remain my angel and I feel that I must, tell you that within you, you have my trust. My love is the tide, your soul is the shores, you have my heart, do I have yours? I'll belong to you till the very end, and you will forever stay as my lover and friend. It has been so good like this from the start, so darling please, trust me with your heart.

Switchfoot - On Fire (burn Away! Editiion)
SONG VERSION BELOW On Fire - Switchfoot LYRICS BELOW They tell you where you need to go Tell you when you need to leave Tell you what you’ll need to know Tell you who you need to be But everything inside you knows There’s more than what you’ve heard So much more than empty conversations Filled with empty words And you’re on fire When he’s near you You’re on fire When he speaks You’re on fire Burning at these mysteries Give me one more time around Give me one more chance to see… Yeah Give me everything you are Give me one more chance to be near you Ah yeah When everything inside me looks like Everything I hate You are the hope I have for change You are the only chance I’ll take When I’m on fire When you’re near me I’m on fire When you speak And I’m on fire Burning at these mysteries Mysteries... (mysteries) Mysteries… (Mysteries) (You’re on fire, you

All The Girls Standing In Line For The Bathroom
Why does this song...make me think of this coming weekend? I just have a really really really really good feeling about it. My Mistress is out of town..... Sub on her own....nice.

Gas Milage
When it comes to car gas mileage, HUMANS have it all over cars. This proves it: "WALKING AND BEER" A recent sudy found the average american walks about 900 miles per yeat. Another study found Americans drink, on average, 22 gallons of beer a YEAR. That means on average, Americans get about 41 miles to the gallon. KIND OF MAKES YOU PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN DON'T IT?? Now why cant the auto makers do the same for cars???

Whats Up
I figured since this is my first time on this site i would just write a short blog about myself. Im sure everyone hass seen my profile so saying my name and everything else is kinda pointless. I got alot going on right now and i think I am going to use this site to just meet a bunch of new people. I am very outgoing but I am consumed by my jobs but i make that money so i dont mind. If you want to know know more about me then ask.

Believe
Kotoba mitsukararezu omowazu fureta katasaki Kimi wa nanimo iwazuni tsumetaku furihodoku Honno sasaina gokaikara osanai aiwa kuzureteku Sonna kanashii kaowa mitakunai Yume sae nakushitemo Sono hohoemidake sutenaide Kono mune kagayaiteite Itsuka chikau bokura kono te de kizuku mirai wa Karanazu kono basho de kimi ga doko ni itatte Dakedo ima wa futari sestunaku sorashite hitomi Deaeru koto shinjite Isshou ni nagameta hoshizora Ikutsumo hikari nagareteta Omoi dewa mada kietari wa shinai Mimi wo sumashitanara kuchibuede fuita anoutano FUREEZU kikoe hajimeru Soshite sora no mokou wo kokoro ga egaku ashita wa Mou ichido ano basho de kimi no tonarini iyou Kitto bokura futari kore kara kakenuke te yuku hibi ni imi ga aru no nara Itsuka chikau bokura kono te de kizuku mirai wa Karanazu kono basho de kimi ga doko ni itatte Soshite sora no mokou wo kokoro ga egaku ashita wa Mou ichido ano basho de kimi no tonarini iyou Dakedo ima wa

Goodbye My Love
I love you , but i cannot wait. i made my choice and you are to late. in some delays it is better then never as i am lost now and forever. i still love you but you broke my heart , i cannot think of you without haveing regret and longing for what we had.. this will pass i tell myself i know it is time for me to leave, the innocence i gave for love and the needs iyou have not met , here we are once again with alot of regret. a happiness untouched my soul whatever comes next will make me whole. ok knowing that i loved you before might still not close the door until thhee heart that lys awake, to mysery and pain for you to take... i hope someday you find that happiness you deserve beucase with me now i cannot say all i wonder is what will happen today... so as i sit here writing to you how can i lie and be not true.. to you my love i need to let go

Am I A Narcissist?
You Are Occasionally a Narcissist While you have healthy self esteem, you're really not that full of yourself. Compared to most people, you're quite humble! Though occasionally, you can't help and reflect on how great you are. There's nothing wrong with being proud of yourself - as long as you don't let it go to your head! Are You a Narcissist?

Only If
Only if by Me Sunrays from the moment when I saw you Raven beauty that could only be touched by one Really not knowing if you noticed I found myself hoping to feel your touch Longing for your love To only have you in my arms You, only you could put a smile on my face Only if I could go where I wish I could It's not you that keeps me from this But the respect I have for you Hoping that you never forget that I am always here For that is what a true friend is all about

To Tell You
To Tell You by Me I needed to tell you how I feel but would you listen I needed to tell you about my heart but what would I say I needed to tell you of my love but I will never go there I needed to tell you about my dreams but you're in them I needed to tell you but would you still be my friend

Two Knotty Boys Petition
Not sure if you have heard or not, but youtube pulled all the Two Knotty Boys videos and canceled their account. There is no nudity, no pornographic images, no profanity, just good clean fun in their tutorials. Help us get them back onto youtube by signing the petition here: http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/tkbyoutube in the meantime you can download their videos at this site: http://roperigger.com/code/videos thanks!

Blood Beauty
As I stroll along the walk a soothing breeze brushes my face I smile. This night is refreshing as the diamonds high above shine down their sparkling song of whisper... the sweet chimes reaching my ears turn my thoughts from light to dark, snugly drunk off the beckoning aroma of enchantment leading me to your presence My pace quickens...not only my steps, but my heart as well Anticipation burning through my nerves, each sense is at full attention, aware of even the slightest shift of temperature My blood is boiling as I break into a sweat A feverish wave of frantic feigning as I muster all the strength and speed I can as I race to the calling of my captivation Rounding the final corner I stop short Blindsided by the magnificent yet terrifying image before me: you. Streaming lines of ruby tears and succulent lips of pout Your eyes like crimson discs floating in a pool of cream pleading me to succumb to thei

Naughty Application (please Fill Out And Send Back To Me)
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET...

To Know
To Know by mommacat To know what to do, is to know when to get there Our land is our freedom, we do what we wish here What we know will help us, when we arrive at our destination We must strive to know, there must be no complication We are frantic, So fleeing our homes seems the only option I don't like to know that I put my home up for adoption We have no money, we survive on what we are to know What we will plant in this garden, will be ours to grow. Life is clear, it may seem that way to you and me Where we will go from here, soon you may see Copyrighted 2005

On Tai San Everyone On Here Knows
She was took to er earlier tonight she was at my mom when doubled over in my mom kitchen floor.The Emergency Room thinks that ovarian cyst has came back.She doing okay she is resting right now.I thought let everyone know what happen to her.

Roethlisbergers Gotta Gooooo!
Someone is really needing to step in and replace the "Big Ben." Everyother play tonight the giant was fricken sacked! They say a football team is just as good at the Quarterback... I'd say they're wrong! we'll keep holmes ward parker and the gang... just give us a good quarterback! I'd say, its time for him to go. He babies himself all week then when game day arrives, he takes the team to shit.

You Need Bombing See Here
WE ARE A BRAND NEW BOMBING FAMILY AS YOU SEE WE DO NOT HAVE ALOT OF MEMBERS YET. WE WANT TO HELP PPL THAT REALLY NEED IT AND ARE 20K OR LESS FROM LEVELING. WE ARE RESPECTFUL TO ALL FUBARIANS. SO IF YOU NEED HELP LEVELING OR YOU WANT TO JOIN A NEW FAMILY JUST PRIVATE MESSAGE THIS PAGE OR DRUNKINIRISHGIRL AND WE WILL GET STARTED ON WHATEVER IT IS YOU NEED!!!

09/24/08 - Jon Licht - Die This Way (dexter Starts Up This Sunday Ya Better Watch It Or He'll Get You!!!!)
SONG VERSION BELOW Die This Way - Jon Licht and Daniel Licht LYRICS BELOW Jon Licht: If you look close, you can see his disguise He's got the mind of a killer buried deep in his eyes It's a different mind than you and me One fueled by a pure sense of apathy Ta-Ta-Take blood just to get his fill He's got a demon inside he can't seem to kill Another day, another dead Slash his knife 'til he sees red There's nothin' left but a drop between glass to stay Another life is taken away But not in haste, or for waste Just in time for him to get another taste Lost in a state of mind Lost looking for another of his kind But his lonely mind is his only friend His lonely friend will be with him to the end And she sang [Chorus]: A lonely whisper in your ear Saying the things you don't want to hear With a breath, you hear him say On this night, you will die this way You will die this way Jon Licht: Yo it's a chilly evening on the westside And D E X is snoo

I Found It!!!
Weeeeee!!! I found my camera battery charger! Wahoo!! It was under a stupid box of wires! Yay me!!! Only took me a couple weeks!! Today, I went to that camera store to return that first charger I got, cause he sold me the wrong one. I didn't think I would get my money back but I did. Yay!! He didn't have one that I was looking for. I even went to 3 other stores!! No luck. At least I found it!! So happy! It's charging now.... Now I can do more youtube videos ha ha. We grannynapped Shirley today while they did pest control at her home. It was sooo nasty. She had a bunch of fleas all over her shirt and hair. YUCK! Didn't want to take her to our house like planned, so we took her out to eat at Wendy's and took her to see a movie. Saw Ghost Town which wasn't too bad. Was gonna go bowling, but Rich is passed out on the couch and I'm gonna let him sleep.

Nsfw Pics
I must have your attention, so if your looking here you must want access to my NSFW pics, well you need to either buy me a VIP, fubling pack, or blast to get into my family. How long your family status lasts will be discussed with me before you make your purchase! If you would like to have a lifetime of seeing my pics, as I will be adding more as I take them, buy me a Happy Hour... Please message me before you buy anything though, as I may have you give the gift to one of my many closest friends. Lemme tell ya... IM WORTH IT! Love, Candy

Usa
Written by an Australian Dentist TO KILL AN AMERICAN You probably missed it in the rush of news last week, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is. So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navajo, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan . The on

These Songs Are For You...lol
Borderline - Madonna Something in the way you love me won't let me be I don't want to be your prisoner so baby won't you set me free Stop playing with my heart Finish what you start When you make my love come down If you want me let me know Baby let it show Honey don't you fool around Just try to understand, I've given all I can, 'Cause you got the best of me CHORUS: Borderline feels like I'm going to lose my mind You just keep on pushing my love over the borderline CHORUS Keep on pushing me baby Don't you know you drive me crazy You just keep on pushing my love over the borderline Something in your eyes is makin' such a fool of me When you hold me in your arms you love me till I just can't see But then you let me down, when I look around, baby you just can't be found Stop driving me away, I just wanna stay, There's something I just got to say Just try to understand, I've given all I can, 'Cause you got the best of me CHORUS Keep

Forgetting Sarah Marshall
Plot Summary: When you've got a good job and a world-famous girlfriend, you've got it all, right?!? Forgetting Sarah Marshall is a Coming of Age story told well and acted better. Peter Bretter (played by Jason Segal and also the movies writer) is a man too comfortable, sitting on his couch-world, to grasp that everyone must grow up and in the process, change or people will leave him behind. Peter writes/performs the musical score to a successful TV drama in which his girlfriend, Sarah Marshall, is the lead actress. Sarah leaves Peter, and thus starts Peters journey with the help of friends, to realize that he didn't really like the life he was living. They help him forget Sarah Marshall to grow and change his life for the better. My Comments: I loved this movie! I laughed a lot and it was just great. Highly recommended! Rating: 9/10

Fubar Weaklings
Ppl seem to think I'm being mean to them by talking to them.That's just me and if you can't fucking take it then fuck off because I don't need another weak son-of-a-bitch or a prissy bitch to tell me I'm being rude!If you can't take it then get the fuck off my friends list!!!

The Passing Of A Friend :(
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job they themselves f

Memorex Girls
at a click they are all gone deleted from my memory they will not be at the office barbeques or on my scene they will not know that my bills are late they wont care that my kid missed the bus and is late or an old friend died only if i sent a jpg to say hi i compare it to when i bought the tape i knew it would pop but my band was alive and the music wouldnt stop like making love to you our hearts beat in time not like the memorex girls who are pop online friends and love are real offline

Finish The Sentence
Finish the sentence: Hi, my name is: Tiger Lover Never in my life have I been: married The one person who can drive me nuts is: my girls High school: was a long time ago When I'm nervous: my stomach turns The last song I listened to was: When he cheats If I were to get married right now my best man/maid of honor : I have no clue right now My hair is: needing to be dyed or highlighted again When I was 5:. was almost 25 years ago Last Christmas: was alright I should be.. sleeping!! When I look down I see: the tiger on my shirt The happiest recent event was: starting my job If I were a character on ' Friends' I'd be: Rachel By this time next year: I will be planning to move from here hopefully My current gripe is: loneliness I have a hard time understanding: people that lie and cheat There's this girl I know that: is a great mother and friend If I won an award,

Luck
Some of my favorite quotes concerning LUCK are: The Race Does Not Always Go to The Swift, Nor Victory to The Strong, But Time and Chance Happen to Them All... Also Fortune Favors The Brave, But Not The Foolish... And Finally If You Believe In Yourself. You Can Make Your Own Luck...

Poem For The Darkened Soul
EASING INTO THE DARKEST RELMS OF MY SOUL I FEEL THE BLACK ENVELOP MY HEART AS IT SITS QUIETLY BREAKING. I HAVE NO RYHME OR REASON TO THE MADDESS JUST THE CHAOS OF WHAT ONCE WAS NORMAL. WHAT IS TO BECOME OF ME? INTO THE MIST OF LIFE ONE CAN ONLY PONDER THIS QUESTION. WHAT DOES HAPPEN TO ONE WHO HAS LOST HOPE, LOVE, AND MEANING? FOR ONE THAT WAS ONCE FULL OF LIFE JUST SITS THERE BROKEN AND EMPTY LIKE THE REMAINS OF THE WINE BOTTLE THAT HAD BEEN DRANK THE NIGHT BEFORE. LOST FOREVER IN REGRET OF LETTING GO TO FIND THAT LOVE NEVER COMES BACK PULLING THE LAST CURTAIN SHUT BEFORE LAYING DOWN TO A EMPTY BED. I CRY OUT EVEN IF ONLY IN MY HEAD. WILL THE MADNESS OF DISPAIR GO AWAY? I DONT KNOW PLEASE GO AWAY!!! P.S. IM WRITING TO BE CREATIVE. THIS IS A POEM NOTHING MORE. SO DONT WORRY GUYS... IM NOT LOOSING IT.

About Electronic Music I Like.
I am going to show you some of the house music I like, basically the electronic music.someday I will make my own. "Classic house" Techno nice selectiom Unique Drum & bass street entertainment. Crazy Fingas I like your style

Im Fuckin Scared
OK THIS IS JUST TO THE PPL THAT CARE ABOUT ME....I FOUND A LUMP ON MY TESTICLE AND I AM GOING TO THE ER TO GET IT CHECKED....I PRAY TO THE GODDESS THAT IT IS NOT CANCER SO IF I AM NOT ONLINE FOR A DAY OR SO I WILL BE OK I HOPE.....ANYBODY THAT HAS MY CELL IT WILL BE ON

Life, Inspire
Living a Great Life!!! Current mood: blessed Well ok like I ask myself "HOW?!".... I know I ’ve read alot "hows and abouts" and I kinda want write something about it. Does anyone have a direct answer to a question...."How to Live a Great Life"? Well i don’t, but, I think I do have read something that could help us achieve that. 1. Be productive/increase productivity. Sleep is not the only form of rest. Recreation is too and keep your brain busy. So if you’re not busy with work, better be busy with something else (not just lying around). Good thing I have my little books to read when hours at work is slow and chores are done. 2. Have good friends. You know what everyone says, you know who your true friends are when you are in desperate need of one. I think I already have them. Thank you for the unending suffert...lol! You know who you are. 3. Try everything. "If only..." a sound of regret. If you’re thinking of doing something you really want but are having seco

Profiles
I've browsed through a few profiles and I know people are trying to make their profiles cool, but damn, it takes 20 minutes to load some of them and i nearly get motion sickness. I know no one will change, but honestly, think about the viewer when you create/modify your pages.

My Latest Yahoo Blog
Blog Recognition!!!!!! I must say that this email that I got was interesting cause it was about reporting & blogging. I didn't check this mail that much cause my various email accounts and blogs as well with each one so basically I have been busy. Why I write this is because blogging is my new found hobby that I have been finding out information I won't use the word research now investigate might fit better. I am doing my own campaign to make sure that blogging by me and other affiliates will have reflection in the eyes of the readers. I am going to copy and paste a clip of information that you can look over with the link to check out the rest if you like. Look at a piece of the heading and what it said. All this is from the site called "Allvoices". The first open media site where anyone can report from anywhere Excellence in Citizen Media Incentive Program Important Links for Incentive Program: Incentive program| Terms for the Incentive Program| How To

The Chinese Had It Right
I plan on discussing the Lessons for Women in particular Chapter II Husbands and wives and their relationship. If a Husband be unworthy than a wife cannot serve him as she must, likewise if a wife be unworthy she is not able to serve her husband. This is a relationship that is locked deep within yin and yang. A wife and husband are linked. A man is the head of the household and should be treated as such. A wife has her place behind the scenes. A man should discuss decisions with his wife but it is his opinion that they should follow should they disagree. This allows the wife and husband both to know where the blame lay should the decision should be a bad one. The wife will not nag or say “I told you so.” She shouldn’t have to if the husband fails he knows what he did was wrong. In the same aspect she should work just as diligently as before and not hold the bad decision against her husband but understand that things could be worse, she understands that her husband has learne

Hurt
why is it that i hurt the one that i say i love why is it that i did the things to her knowing it is not right i wanted to be with this girl for so many years and the first thing i do is hurt her heart why...to all you girls out there keep your head up and stay away from men like me we are all ass holes and to my old friend squirt most of all keep your head up girl you'll find what you are looking for someday....

Why
would somebody please inform when the world just stopped caring....i remember a day when people actually cared for each other. helped each other out in any way they could. Now everyone seems to be out for themselves. when the hell did this happen..im telling you now that this is no way to live...grr

Stutter????
A teacher is explaining biology to her 1st grade students. "Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the Rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!" "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My kitty raised his back, went 'Fffffff, Fffffff, Fffffff, Fffffff'... And before he could say "Fuck", the Rottweiler ate him!"

Pepper?!?
A man is sitting next to a woman on a jet that is about to take off. Suddenly, the man sneezes. He unzips his pants and wipes himself off with his handkerchief. He zips up and continues reading his magazine. The woman cannot believe what she has just seen. Then he sneezes again, unzips, and wipes himself off again with the handkerchief. The woman says, "Excuse me, sir, but that's disgusting and rude! If you do it again, I'm going to call the flight attendant and have you removed from this plane." He says, "I'm so sorry that I've offended you. I have this very rare, embarrassing physical handicap that causes me to orgasm every time I sneeze." The woman, disarmed by the man's honesty and somewhat embarrassed by her own callousness, says with sympathy, "Oh you poor man, what are you taking for it?" "Pepper," he answers

Fantasys
I hear the door open to the bathroom, while im in the shower. Suddenly startled as i the curtain pulls back.You start undressing as you stare at my body. You climb into the shower, and gently turn me around, an give me a gentle push against the shower wall.Kissing, & bitting softly on my neck, your mouth moves slowly down my back while your tongue glides over my skin, and ur hands caress my breasts & my ass. Your mouth moves further down and you gently nipple & kiss on my ass. I can feel the your one hand tugging on my ass, spreading my cheeks apart, while the other one caresses my clit. Then i feel your tongue as it glides up & down my asshole, as you slide your finger deep inside of me. I begin to moan with ecstasy just as i feel your other finger enter my ass. I instantly explode with pure pleasure....feeling both of your fingers gliding in an out of both holes, it's non stop orgasms. I can't take much more, i need to feel your big hard cock deep inside me. I want to feel you thro

Guess What! More Music
Adding more music! Fun stuff. ~ Marilyn Manson - Tainted Love ~ - Sweet Dreams ~ - Beautiful People ~ - Dope Show ~ (great strip tease song) ...while I'm adding sex music...have to include: ~ Enigma - Sadness ~ ~ Sade - No Ordinary Love ~ ~ Aaliyah - Rock the Boat ~ - One in a Million ~ (got any more ideas on great sex music? let me know!) ~ Custom - Hey Mister ~ ~ Metallica - One ~ ~ Nine Inch Nails - Something I Can Never Have ~ ~ Ozzy Osbourne - I Just Want You ~

Always Dreaming And Waiting
My heart is singing, My thoughts are winging, I’m dreaming of a better day. My heart will be lighter, My heart will be brighter, There will be laughter along the way. There will be time to visit with me. Time for smiles, Time for tea In that future day. No more hurrying, No more worrying, We will pick flowers along the way. Time for idle dreaming, By the fire sides glow, Along time I have waited for this To be so. Its better to enjoy a few blessings Each and every day. Don’t put off enjoy me as, Until you are old and gray. If we wait to long for that golden Ship, To anchor at our shore, Time will run out and life will be No more. Author – Unknown -