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My Boy Is Almost Back!
By Rob Rossi TRIBUNE-REVIEW Sunday, February 17, 2008 His nickname is "Flower," and his colors have changed. That might be a sign goaltender Marc-Andre Fleury is ready to bloom. "He seems hungry," goaltending coach Gilles Meloche said of Fleury, who turned aside 56 of 58 shots over two starts with Wilkes-Barre/Scranton this past week while on a conditioning assignment with the Penguins' AHL affiliate. "He reads the papers. He sees and hears that there are a lot of people with doubts. He wants to prove to everybody that he can play and that he can play well." Fleury will make at least one more start with Wilkes-Barre/Scranton - likely Monday in Binghamton, N.Y. - before returning to the NHL. He was sent to the AHL last Sunday to test his injured right ankle in game situations. Fleury has not played for the Penguins since Dec. 6, when he was lost with a high right ankle sprain early during a game in Calgary. He still "feels rusty," despite two starts in the AHL. The a

Comedown
Love and hate get it wrong She cut me right back down to size Sleep the day let it fade Who was there to take your place No one knows never will Mostly me but mostly you What do you say do you do When it all comes down I don't wanna come back down from this cloud Taken me all this time to find out what I need There is no blame only shame When you beg you just complain More I come more I try All police are paranoid So am I - so's the future So are you - be a creature What do you say do you do When it all comes down ======================================= Sixteen stone by bush one of the best alternative cd's eva

No Over Weight People(cry Babies) Please
i am A FAT girl and i post a fat joke some baby reported it as NSFW and now i am mad out it because i can't post mumms for everyone for 30 days and that is freaking dumb as heck i dont mean to hurt others but this is an ADULT site and yes they can be just as mean as kids can the thing is this.... in my point of view any way..... IF YOU ARE GONNA CRY ABOUT A MUMM OR BLOG OR PIC THEN MORE THE FUG ON AND DONT READ OR LOOK BETTER YET THE FUG BACK TO MYSPACE AND WHINE THERE CAUSE I THINK IF YOU COME ON FURBAR TO WHINE THEN BRING SOME CHEESE AND KEEP UR DAMN MOUTHS SHUT AND STOP REPORTING DUMB SHIT!!!!!!

I Miss You
When you were here I felt like I was on top of the world- my life couldn't be any better. You were the one person in my life Who made me smile, Who made me laugh and... Who made me realize what I was living for. Now I see no reason to live You have left me and you've moved on so easily. Not a day goes by when I don't think about you, and how happy I was. Im not the happy, energetic, funfilled person I once was- Im not myself. I wish I could have you back in my life But even more, I wish I could have my life back with you.

When You Cant Seem To Do Anything Right>>
and all else fails , you begg, you plead and cry and it is not seen or heard or felt. How do you get a guy to just listen and understand , He is your whole World and Without him your lost , lonly and torn . You ache and want to hold him near , keep him as close as you can, but you can,t cause you,ll sufficate him.. He needs his space/ room.. Lord knows im so crazy about him... Which he knows too... Just so many miles between us is all.. I think and know, I live and breath with him in my thoughts and heart and mind . Its all I want , is to be with him , but cant yet.. I do undrestand some ; but not all..> Like the cold evasiveness he seems, to make me feel when he keeps his silence and distance so much.. Not like before when we first met. He was attentive and caring , and so loving and we shared so much and seemed so close . No so for away . What did happen????. Why I ask myself ???. Did I do or say something to drive him away >? I hope not cause he is my life .. My

No Energy
hey everyone~ It's me again...finally. I had my 2nd round of chemo on Valentine's day and I have had NO ENERGY since then. I did get Jeff to shave my hair off since it was coming out everywhere. It was so bad I felt like I was always walking through a spider web.....hate that~! So now it is buzzed short and still coming out. I will be totally bald before the end of the week, for sure. I have bald patches all over my head now. Jeff left Sunday morning around 430 am for his mandatory manager's conference in VEGAS~! He arrived safely and is ready to come home. He didn't want to leave me but it was mandatory so he had no choice. My son has been a handful this weeeknd. (slamming his bedroom door, stomping around the house and yelling....) I don't know what has gotten into him but his dadddy is gonna get him when he gets home Wednesday. My daughter is out of school today so that is good for me. I don't think I could have gotten up and taken her to school. I got up at 845 and i

Say A Prayer For Our Family
This week has been tough for me and my family, we lost a very special little girl in our life. My 17 yr old cousin lost her life at the hands of her ex boyfriend. So please say a prayer for our family and her parents in florida.

I Need You More Than Ever
Come to me and hear my cries Feel the pain deep inside Open your heart to fell my love Forget me not And share the love Be with me and feel the warmth Of my arms around you Hear my voice in your ear crying out To hold you tight To feel your kisses Your arms around me Sound of your voice I love you I close my eyes and see your face In your arms I feel like im in gods grace Your soft lips touch I will never forget As I surrendered my self to your soft sweet touch And the words that were shared will Always be remembered as Will the way I felt when you Said that i was perfect. Now that Ive tasted you I only want to keep you Such a sweet temptation That I will never again surrender My heart lies with you And there it will stay My love for you grows As the days begian to pass And nights grow cold Alone in my bed wishing I could hold you. Wishing I could hear your voice Feel the warmth of body around me Looking into those sexy eyes Seeing

I Scream In My Head
Endless searching for my perfect love, Brings me to the point of FOUR fatherless children Starting out with high hopes Praying that maybe you are the one Tears of ice sliding slowly down my reddened cheeks Weeping for a succession of would be true loves A winter of love is all I have known Cold and barren with bitter winds howling Passions burning hot and humid in my youthful summers of love Quickly turning to tepid and showery with each passing day Commitments quickly turning it to tropical rainstorms Until the final frost bite from the cold realities I look to you with naive prayers, my new love Full of sarcastic hope and memories of unfulfilled promises But my heart is still frozen and raw, heavy and screaming Straining painfully to let you, my new love in But so afraid of my many bleak winters That leaves my heart and soul frozen,each time my love leaves Words heavy and tight in my chest,,i scream silently "I Love You" too late, as I see you walk away

In Pain
Kissing is a Habit Fucking is a game Guys get all the pleasure Girls get all the pain The guy says "I Love you" You believe it's true But when your tummy starts to swell He says "The Hell with you!" 10 minutes of pleasure 9 months in pain 3 days in the hospital A baby without a name The mother is upset This never should have happened The father was a whore

Hold Me Now
Hold me now take me in your arms, Keep me safe and away from harm. Tell me you love me like i know you do, Tell me your love will always be true. Hold me now tell me its real, Hold me and tell me everything you truly feel. Hold me now try to understand, The feeling between a woman and a man. Hold me boy tell me whatson your mind, Hold me baby be gentle and kind, Hold me baby as i cry, Hold me baby as the tears roll from my eyes. Hold me baby tell me it will be fine, Hold me baby help me unwind. Hold me while i sleep, Hold me and tell me you love me please. STOP, Where did you go, I thought you loved me so. As i awake i notice your not here, It was all a dream you where never near. I never felt your arms, you never kept me safe from harm. You never told me you love me like i know you do, You never held me and told me your love is true. You never held me and told me its real, You never held me and told me how you truly feel. You never told me you understand, Th

One Of My Favorite Songs.. Fits So Well Right Now
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin’ to do It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I’m doin’ It It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And

Lord Of Death
Stirring swirls of fallen leaves relish how the cold bites flash past the black expanses spaces between streetlights half-seen shadow thrashing vicious sneers at passing cars-- cruel, indiscriminate hate; hate. stride unbroken ready for white teeth clench steel gripped in rage's pangs lord of anger lord of death glinting off bared fangs charged fury backed in the cramped corner of your mind-- flung over the barrier roll for cover mesmerized by fear hard not to find shivering in the trash-- prick your ears, but don't look behind.

Author Is Unknown ~i Have Loved ~
I have loved and been hurt by love I have seen joy and yet there is pain I have breathed and yet i am breathless In your presence Consumed by your beauty the essence of love I have walked a thousand miles in my shoes On a road which never ends Through the driving rains many tears have fallen Swept up in the passage of time My heart will linger in the moonlight As i breathe the ocean breeze tonight For on the horizon there is a new day A story still left untold For the dreamer dreams of hope And a lover feels with their heart So why is it human nature For us to tear ourselves apart??

My Thoughts.
Lost lost within the darkness lost beneath the light lost without your love lost in plain sight lost without a hope lost no way to cope lost A Love For All Time Breathless kisses Burning touches Soft-spoken words of love Urgently spoken words of passion. A man and a woman One complete love Since time began Predestined to be as one. We've been together before In other lifetimes We've fought dragons And have been torn from each others arms Yet our love prevailed. We've walked on this earth many times together Perhaps for a moment Perhaps for years But our heart is one heart And we were meant to be. So when our time on earth Once again comes to a close Have no worries my dear For we will find each other again And again And again. For our love is ageless Eternal A love for all time. - Dawn Choike -

Wow 4 Years And I Still Can't Believe It
Wow its been 4 years now that we buried Joshua and it sometimes still doesnt seem real...On Febuary 16, 2008 was the 4 year anniversary of the death of the love of my life...I still miss him more and more everyday, not being able to see his shining face and his award winning smile...Last week was a hard week for me becasue he was in the hospital on Valentines day so its not a day that I really like to remember but I do my best for those that are still here...It just shows that time flies and it doesnt always seem to go that fast...Josh I love you and you are always in my heart and I know that you and Charlie are getting along great so please continue to watch over everyone and know that I love you vert much!!! To have the love that Josh and I had is the best thing that a girl can ever experience and i hope that everyone out there gets to be in love like that...Its the one foot lifting when he kisses you type of love...The love that you miss him more and more when you are away...Its the

Meeting The Easter Bunny
Meeting the Easter Bunny On Easter morn at early dawn before the cocks were crowing, I met a bob-tail bunnykin and asked where he was going. "Tis in the house and out the house a-tipsy, tipsy-toeing, ‘Tis round the house and ‘bout the house a lightly I am going." "But what is that of every hue you carry in your basket?" "Tis eggs of gold and eggs of blue; I wonder that you ask it. "Tis chocolate eggs and bonbon eggs and eggs of red and gray, For every child in every house on bunny Easter Day." He perked his ears and winked his eye and twitched his little nose; He shook his tail -what tail he had and stood up on his toes. "I must be gone before the sun; the east is growing gray; "Tis almost time for bells to chime." So he hippety-hopped away. Written by: Rowena Bennett, 1930

Seriously...
So how does it feel to know that someone's kid in the heart of America has blood on their hands fighting to defend your rights so you can maintain the lifestyle that insults his family's existence, Well where i come from we have a special salute we wave high in the air to all those pompous asses who spend their days pointing fingers.... FUCK YOU! think about it...you know its true

Funny Easter Bunny Story
Funny Easter Bunny Story A man was driving along the highway when saw the Easter rabbit hopping across the middle of the road. He swerved to avoid hitting the rabbit, but unfortunately the Easter bunny jumped in front of the car and was struck by his car. The basket of eggs and candy, the rabbit was carrying, went flying all over the place. The driver, being a sensitive man, as well as an animal lover, pulled over to the side of the road, and got out to see what had become of the rabbit carrying the basket. Much to his dismay, the colourful rabbit was dead. The driver felt so awful, he began to cry. A woman driving down the highway saw the man crying on the side of the road and pulled over. She stepped out of her car and asked the man what was wrong. 'I feel terrible', he explained, 'I accidentally hit the Easter rabbit and killed it. Children will be so disappointed. What should I do?' The woman told the man not to worry. She knew what to do. She went to her car trunk, an

Fluffy And Cedric:a Story With A Moral
Fluffy, the orphan bunny and Cedric the orphan snake lived in the forest; they were, by an amazing coincidence, both blind from birth. One morning, bright and early Fluffy was hopping through the forest when he tripped over the body of Cedric who was basking in the sunlit undergrowth. Fluffy landed quite hard on the prostrate body of Cedric. 'Crikey,' exclaimed Fluffy the bunny, 'I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to squash you. I've been blind since birth, so, I can't see where I'm going. In fact, since I'm also an orphan, I don't even know what creature I am.' 'That's OK, mate,' commented Cedric the snake. 'Actually my story is much the same as yours. I, too, have been blind since birth and also never knew my mother. Tell you what, maybe I could slither all over you and work out what you are, so at least you'll be able to find that out.' 'What a marvellous idea,' replied Fluffy the bunny. So the Cedric slithered all over Fluffy and said, 'Well, you're covered with soft f

Xavier
Where others see darkness I see romance Where they may flee I will welcome For there is wisdom in silence A light behind those haunting eyes Walk amongst my shadows Sleep in my embrace Find comfort in my laughter A warmth in every smile Nixy

Spell
Here I sit All alone yet again. Why can't I make friends? It's lonely out here on my own, But it's better than being judged by all. Now comes the problem I've met a girl,cute as can be And oh, i like her so! But where is she now When i need her to be here with me? I wish I knew. I want to be with her, Oh why have I fallen so hard? It's her eyes, those stunning eyes, And her lips...What I would give to just kiss them, Just once... But does she like me too? An answer I'm too shy to ask for. But if I don't ask I'll never know! What am i to do about this love spell she's put on me?

Misunderstood
So it has been said to me many times there is a certain unapproachable quality within me.~laughs softly The complete opposite is the case I am quiet because I listen. Shy because that is my nature. The shyness disappears if you have the courage to go beyond hello. Am I perfect? ~ Hell No I would never make such false claims but I am hardly unapproachable just a little misunderstood.

Nietzsche
The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself. Friedrich Nietzsche

This Clown
That "up out the blue" nigga Don't you just love that out the blue as nigga that just pops the hell up all of a suddenly? I love this cat, cause if you got a girl or something, he just comes and fucks all your shit up. I'm speaking from experience and it's kinda funny to me. I mean I always run into this clown as nigga who has been AWOL and MIA then all of a sudden, this shit, "I mlove and miss you baby". With Kasi, dude came about, with my son's mom some lame ass nigga from her high school was on that too, Terri's old guy, I can't think of his name right now, he popped the fuck up. I mean what's the deal with these dudes, seriously? I mean I can keep going Lydia had George, Nicole had Shawn, even Shavon's ex-GIRLFRIEND was on that. I mean it's gotten to a point where I love this dude cause he makes you know that haters are basically everywhere. I have a new approach to this cat though, a brand new approach. If he texts, call, writes a letter to the girl I'm with, I'm j

Alison Krauss - Restless
Alison Krauss - Restless Honey, I know you've been alone some, Why don't you 'phone some, 'cause I love you. An' honey, I know I've been away some, I've had to pay some and you have too. But the one thing I know: that when I, I turn out the light, Visions of you, dear, dance in the night. I've been put down, pushed around, every hand even led down town. An' I can't help it if I'm out of sight, 'Cause I'm restless tonight. I just can't stand bein' alone. Gonna have to change that some day. Get a restless feelin' in my bones an' I know, That at times, it just won't go away. So if it's all the same, honey, I can't take the blame, baby, I can't play your game, honey, what's true is true. And if, in the end, the temptation wears you thin, honey, I'll, I'll just pretend that I'll leave it up to you. But the one thing I know: that when I, I turn out the light, Visions of you, dear, dance in the night. I've been put down, pushed around, every hand even led down t

Daughtry Over You Lyrics
Daughtry Over You Lyrics Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you neve

Usmc Sniper
The Sniper The sun beat like a hammer, not a cloud was in the sky. The mid-day air ran thick with dust, my throat was parched and dry. With microphone clutched tight in hand and cameraman in tow, I ducked beneath a fallen roof, surprised to hear "Stay low." My eyes blinked several times before in shadow I could see, The figure stretched across the rubble, several steps away from me. He wore a cloak of burlap strips, all shades of gray and brown, That hung in tatters till he seemed to melt into the ground. He never turned his head or took his eye from off the scope, But pointed through the broken wall and down the rocky slope. "About eight hundred yards," he said, his whispered words concise, Beneath the baggy jacket he is wearing a device. A chill ran up my spine despite the swelter of the heat, "You think he's going to set if off along the crowded street?" The sniper gave a weary sigh and said "I wouldn't doubt it, Unless there's somet

Lc - Ct - Fu
I've been on before, matter of fact I've been known by several names on here. But one thing is for sure, when you all see me, you know who I am. 1) My wife was/has/is on here as well. I'm sure most of you know her, Frogmother. We have a Fu Page on here together. 2) My daughter is on here, so guys don't be idiots. I'm a very laid back cool dude but my daughter is My daughter, Miss Addiction. 3) My niece is on here too, Noel-greeter, so the same as # 2. So be repectful and we'll all get along fine. Now...This is who you may know me as: 1st ever LC-CT "Evil Overlord" Lord Shadoe Knight

Other People...
so i'm sitting here wondering, what does it take let someone know that they are better off staying out of my buisness... so i got this dude that at one time i concidered a freind, he no longer is for reasons that have nothing to do with this... anyhow he has been bothering me about something i said to one of our mutual freinds... i have told him nicely that it was just between me and her, i have told him bluntly not to worry about what i said, and i have rudely told him to STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY BUISNESS... still he does not get the clue... is it me or am i being goaded into a confrontation of some sorts, think so... to clearify i gave my freind advice on how to deal with here boyfreind... and like she always is she took it to heart... oddly enough she took some of my advice, and this is where the static started... now i thought i was being true to a freind and said what i thought needed to be said, am i wrong for thinking that, NO... i am truely perplexed why i am getting stay

Years And Years
On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed. On the second day, G od created the monkey and said: 'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.' The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?' And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: 'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.' The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I'll

Yea A Show Was Cancelled
there was a show but was cancelled i was really looking forward to it lol! yeah there was a bunch of guys and girls all gonna hang out and play but due to the muddy roads and not having a place to stay for the night and no money they cancelled lol...soo hopefully next week the fucken roads wont me muddy and will have shelter and no one will be broke... lol!

New Family Member's
Today we got to new family Members and there names are Cracker & cheese they are white Cats one has blue eyes and the other has a blue and green eye they are about 2 & 3 years old .I got them from a girl that works at our local paper.

Big Yayas
So was at the last stop on the route the other day in Hartford. Everyone has to go in a different door now, used to go in through the garage, but some dumb bitch who wasn't supposed to be in there in the first place - she was flirting with the guys - tripped & fell & is filing a suit. So anyways, there's a CT history museum in there I always wanted to check out, had a few minutes so I did. They have the original rampant colt from the Colt Firearms building in there, waaaay up on a pedestal. And the first thing you notice is his nuts. They're disproportionately huuuuuge! Just cracked me the hell up... Went back today with the camera...this is what you see when you first walk in...HELLO! they're just as big from the other side. see? But they have a really nice store too...kidding.

When We Danced
When We Danced Soft gentle stare Warm tender touch You took my hand And we danced Arms around me Light dragging moves Cheek warm against mine Breathing deep from the soul Long have I searched Finally I have found When you took my hand And we danced

Divorcing? 15 Costly Mistakes
Divorcing? 15 costly mistakes : link:: http://articles.moneycentral.msn.com/CollegeAndFamily/SuddenlySingle/Divorcing15CostlyMistakes.aspx By divorce360.com If you let emotions rule when your marriage breaks up, the financial fallout could last for years. These pointers can help you focus on what's best for your future. When you're going through the pain and emotional battles of a divorce, it's easy to overlook financial issues that can hurt you long after any hard feelings have healed. Here are 15 critical financial mistakes that you can't afford during a breakup: Becoming a financial victim. If you suspect your spouse is planning a divorce, now's the time to make copies of all important financial papers, from property and investment records to bank statements, credit card bills and tax returns. Worried that your estranged spouse may liquidate or retitle marital assets? Notify the holder in writing and get a court restraining order. Watch out for cash in joint checking

How To Identify A Military Girlfriend/fiance/wife.....
How to identify a Military Girlfriend/Fiance/Wife..... 1. We own at least one artice of clothing that says our man's Military Branch on it and wear it at least once a week 2. Our AOL/ Yahoo/Myspace/Xanga ect. profiles have something to do with military or have song lyrics in them 3. We know what the terms Head, Rack, Field Day and PT mean and have no trouble using them on a daily basis 4. We know the difference between a Recruit, Enlisted, Officer and know the rank structure like the back of our hand 5. We feel every note of the songs "I'm Already There", "When I'm Gone", "Here Without You", "Proud to be an American" and "The National Anthem" (it is usually one of these songs whose lyrics can be found in our profile, LOL!!!) 6. We watch the news and cry hysterically for fallen Marines, Soldiers, Airmen and Sailors and no one seems to understand why 7. We just cry.... and cry.... and cry... and cry for no reason at all and we are fine with that!! (It's

Life Is Beautiful
my life has been a rollercoast. its had its ups and downs and the wrong guyes for me. so i'm here to basically speak my mind on some things that have been bothering me here lately. i'm tired of people who do the poor pityful me act. i think that just because someone doesn't say hi hello hows your day every single day is due to maybe people are super busy with work, school, family. I give people too many chances. I'm in a great part of my life. I'm expecting a healthy baby at the end of aug first week of sept. of 2008. I never thought I'd be the one to settle down first and start a family out of my friends. But here I am. I've got my life straight I'm no longer that party crazy life of the party girl. I'm a married woman with a great future ahead of me. so for all of you who are down and feel like this is the end...its not just open your eyes and look at what you have...LIFE! its a beautiful thing.

Ghazal 1
Ghazal 1 Clutching at dreams of eternity holding your body close to me A moonlit walk on a summer night tracing footprints in deep memory Bathed in cream amid rose petal boats cast adrift on a wanting sea Tracing Venus in flesh born dreams the Satyr rises to praise beauty A taste of honey teases my lips a feathered kiss for Heaven's key To claim her gift, a crown of flowers the orchid wreath spins so sweetly Born of fire with impassioned heart of dreams the fool dared speak free

A Rose
A Rose One would at first be inclined to compare A simple, perfect rose to this lovely lady fair But such a comparison would ne'er hold true In describing a woman as lovely as you For a rose holds thorns, no matter it's beauty But you bear no thorns that I can see Instead, like the petal, desired so much Beautiful to see yet forbidden to touch A perfect flower, undreampt in a perfect dream Like a rose set adrift in the purest of cream

A Revelation Dream
A Revelation Dream A Triolet A cold, careless moment caught in a cataclysmic dream The world itself was burning and I couldn't do a thing The Heavens were torn asunder; a most terrifying scene Like a madman's prophetic vision or a revelation dream I tried in vain to discern it's mystifying theme And wondered in awe-struck terror; what would this portent bring? The world itself was burning and I pray'd 'twas just a dream As I wept aloud to realize I'd imagined such a thing.

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My Absence!
Hey everyone. I havent been around in god knows how long, and thats my bad. I think I already wrote this but I recently moved to Parker, Florida just by Panama City. I got a job that I start on Saturday, then Tuesday I go from 9-5 full time so thats gonna keep me busy. I'm lookin for a nice place, a new car, a good cell plan (I'm sharing one currently) and all that so I've been busy. To top it off I've been sick all week so I have to see the dr tomorrow and I really dont want to!! Anyways, leave me love and Ill get back to you guys as soon as life calms down a bit. If you need a fix, I still get on myspace once in a while. I know you all hate it, but hey..its fast, cheap, and easy...like most of my high school classmates. BuRN. Lmao. Love www.myspace.com/anotherxpoeticxsoul

Add, Fan, Rate, Stephanie
please add, fan, rate, stephanie..... i am going for a happy hour!! please help me! Stacy... i will help all of you in return!!!! read her blog for more info http://fubar.com/blog/162018/714701

Top Ten Reasons Why Athame Handles Are Black
Just a few definitions for you beginners: 1st Degree: A person who gets to do all the work. 2nd Degree: A person who gets to complain about the 1st degrees and the High Priestess. 3rd Degree: A person who never shows up at rituals. Athame: A ritual knife; the bigger the knife, the less power the bearer has. Book of Shadows: A messy, handwritten book that contains copies of everyone else's rituals. Ceremonial Magician: Someone with bad hygiene habits, who reads Crowley, takes drugs and practices looking menacing. Circle: Some assemblage of people standing or sitting in an uneven, or oval shape. Coven: A bunch of people who fight like family and get together several times a month to party. Crowley: A weird guy whom lots of people worship because he died a syphilitic drug addict. (Kinda like Curt Cobain and Elvis). Full Moon: Any Saturday that occurs sometime close to the actual calendar full moon. High Priest: Whoever the High Priestess is sleeping with t

Lost Love
How I long to be with you and feel your touch on my skin. For you to drowned me in pure love, and kept away from evil sin. For you to near and hold me close, not needing to end the embrace, to be able to wake up next to the wonderous sight of your sweet face. To be joined together eith love by two silver rings, that's how much joy to me your presence brings. You crawl into my head never once leaving my thoughts, sending butterflies to my stomach, and happiness to my heart. I somehow can feel you around me, even when you aren't there. But somtimes being gone can be way to much to bear. I feel you in this moment, like you're laying right next to me, But I know that since I'm not in heaven that couldn't possibly be. You've been gone for quite sometime, are you ever coming back? I guess I just have to wait till that day when it becomes life that I lack.

Sex Story, Be Warned!
I am very tired this morning. My alarm went off and I just wanted to smash it into pieces. I had a hard time falling asleep. I was burning up. why? Let me tell you. I had one of the best nights of sex last night! It started out with me getting this patent black leather jacket in the mail yesterday. I ordered it online. It is a $200.00 jacket that I got for $56.00 from a store I always order from. I guess they put it on clearance because it is no longer winter season in the stores. Lucky me. So I put it on and came out and showed Peter. He said that it would look great if I had some fishnet stalking on underneath it and some black leather boots on. Ba bing! Great idea for some more pictures. No, I didn't do any pictures last night but the thought of doing them turned me on. STOP READING NOW IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE OFFENDED!!!!!! sex. Going to bed, Peter was rubbing my lower back and ass and having my ass rubbed always turns me on. Lightly scratching my back and ass also tu

18
When I was 18 I said 3 things that I think are still true: 1. There are 2 things that are totally without limit - stupidity and cruelty. 2. There are 2 kinds of men on this earth, those who beat off and admit it, and liars. 3. Justice weighs about 2 and a quarter pounds, resting on the hip, fully loaded.

The Calm Before The Storm
Good morning. I have been watching the news and they are talking about a major storm coming! They are talking winds of 50 mph and rain and snow. They say expect power outages all over and to prepare for it. I guess it is going to hit us this afternoon and go through tomorrow afternoon? I hope we don't lose power like the last time. That was not any fun at all. Peter and I went out to dinner last night. We were surprised to see a new menu and found out that it was a new owner. The restaurant is the best one in the city and has always had really good food. Now it has an Asian flare to the food and they have a wonderful new chef as well. When the food came out, it was beautiful in the way they presented it. It looked like something right out of a magazine. They bought the restaurant back in November but kept the old menu through the holidays as to gradually let customers get used to the fact that there was a new owner. Last night was only the 3rd day of the new menu. We

Broken Promises
i suppose i should be used to it lol i have had 12 yrs of it. planning things only to be told no just before going or looking forward to something for a long time and having to cancel my plans because my spouse decides i dont need to go or spend the money. I had a vegas trip planned for june and the more time my dh has had to think about the more he is convinced i no longer need to go. i have money set aside for it, other people planned on me going and now he says i cant - that its too much money to just blow. i havent had a vacation in years and i so need one lol and i have a husband that just doesnt see the point. He's very good at making promises to take me places or let me go places and then forcing me to cancel. Its getting very old.

Love The Hate
a shedevil a succubus a down-low dirty bitch a cunt a whore I'll suck the life from you and so much more. a liar a tramp an outlaw of means a criminal a fighter a shit starter...(please)..who me? you label me so often are you obsessed? you love me you hate me it's no matter to me I live my life beyond your opinion someplace where my spirit is free you must have no life at all left so much time spent thinking of new insults but still I stand unwaivered and unbroken and all you can do is go and pound salt I wouldn't spit on you if your teeth were on fire is that your way of saying I fill you with desire? I love the hate I feed the flame you'll never destroy me by calling me names

Who The Fucking Hell Made You God
http://politicalticker.blogs.cnn.com/2008/02/23/mccain-hoping-castro-dies/ McCain hoping Castro dies Posted: 11:00 AM ET McCain made clear Friday he's not sorry to see Castro go. INDIANAPOLIS (AP) — Likely Republican presidential nominee John McCain says he doesn't look for any major political reforms in Cuba until after Fidel Castro dies, adding he hopes that's not far off. As McCain put it during a campaign stop in Indiana Friday, "I hope he has the opportunity to meet Karl Marx very soon." That's a reference to the author of "The Communist Manifesto," who died in 1883. McCain's comments follow an argument between Democratic contenders Hillary Clinton and Barack Obama over the best way to push for change in Cuba. Castro himself has responded to the barbed interest in his decision to step down this week as Cuba's leader. Eighty-one years-old and infirm, Castro says he's enjoyed seeing "the embarrassing position of all the presidential candidates" making "dema

Post-birthday Wrap-up
Yesterday was my birthday and I had a really great day. I woke up and my boyfriend was home from work. We had breakfast together and then, since I was still tired, I slept a few more hours until I had to start getting ready to go out with my mom and boyfriend for dinner. We went to Applebee's and I had a Red Apple Sangria...good stuff. The only awkward moment was when I spotted my ex-fiance with his girlfriend. The rest of the night went fine. My mom gave me a birthday card from her and another from my grandfather. Each one had a Walmart Gift Card on it. Altogether, we had $75 to split, so John and I went to WalMart after dinner (and after they sang to us when they brought out dessert) and I bought a couple of DVD's; a copy of "Clerks" and the new "Hairspray". I plan on sleeping in today and working on my taxes later and baking John a pie.

It Arrived Last Night
I cant remember now if I posted here about having one of my poems published in a collection of inspirational poetry but the book arrived last night! So while I have not reached literary excellence~I am very happy to make it this far.~ bright smiles

Hippies
My number 1 enemy is not the capitalist america, the warmongering usa, the growth-hindering conservative or the much maligned religious fanatic. My number 1 enemy is the common hippy (latin name: Wankerous Unwasherous). There are 3 reasons for this: 1. Have a wash! There is nothing more unfortunate than a person who cannot use even so much as "all natural" soap. Hell you can get that stuff from any new age shop. Why the fuck are you lining your bivvy/van with some nice decorative drapes from the same place that sells the soap item you would require in order to not smell like tha back end of a refuse truck! Now I come from the place that says bad odours reduce respect for what you have to say, I'm more inclined to accept the word of someone who doesn't believe that cleanliness only happens to other people! It's not even the fact you wear scruffy baggy clothing either, it's the fact that your clothes are actually cleaner than you are. And considering you probably consider a washing

Yearning
You can wake up and see the blood trickling from her lips, You can taste The lust on your tongue from his finger tips, And he is the bringer of all your dreams, The desire you have to hear those screams, The craving to feel him against your skin, The ecstasy you want when his teeth sink in. He can arise From the Flames to feed his passion and need, He can imprison me Your body to his will and empower his greed, He is a demon summoned to your deprivation, A sadist to ignite an orgasmic sensation, And at night you will wait for his arrival, Dependant on his hunger for your survival, A Satanic poison is contained in his kiss, An impending death hidden in sexual bliss, Numb from reality he will take life from you, Discard all you once saw as right and true, He is no demon of whom you're under a spell, He is your master from the dark of Hell

Quotes..
1. Holding onto broken hearts memories are what's left of us you're trying too hard to be my friend & i'm placing all our pictures in these broken frames to remind me never to fall in love again… 2. Time stands still when no one understands you and you don't quite understand yourself. Today didn't have to be this way, tomorrow is another day, another chance to make things right.. 3. We're friends, real friends. & that means, no matter how long it takes, when you finally do decide to look back, I'll be here. 4. Don't give up on love because there is always someone who loves you, even if it's not the person you were hoping for. 5. if a guy really likes you he'll listen to what you have to say and not what he hears from others. 6. You know you're in love when you see that someone & your heart flutters, your stomach gets butterflies, & the rest of the world disappears 7. I'm glad you're happy. Really. I'm glad you're in love. Just remember no matter how

How I Feel:(
All i do is cry myself to sleep at night while i think of how much I LOVE YOU.. Then i start to dream of how our life could have been so much more than it is now..Then thats when i wake up n reliz that with out u im lost...

3 Lill Words
Why is it that 3 lill words can change everything in a friendship? When all u wanted was to be friends in the fist place..Then after u said them your fiendship went to the next level.. After a while things get so much deeper as u talk more n more.. And u keep sayn the 3 lill words more till the momment there taken away from u just like that... The 3 lill words r I LOVE YOU...

Male Assertiveness (lol)
A mild-mannered man was tired of being bossed around by his wife so he went to a psychiatrist. The psychiatrist said he needed to build his self-esteem, and so gave him a book on assertiveness, which he read on the way home. He had finished the book by the time he reached his house. The man stormed into the house and walked up to his wife. Pointing a finger in her face, he said, "From now on, I want you to know that I am the man of this house, and my word is law! I want you to prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished eating my meal, I expect a sumptuous dessert afterward. Then, after dinner, you're going to draw me my bath so I can relax. And when I'm finished with my bath, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?" "The funeral director," said his wife.

If Doubt A Relationship
there's always that one person you love with all your heart! you have doubts and questions and what ifs about this person. the truth of the matter is all those what ifs dont matter. because if god put them in your life trust him that hes gona take this person all the way with you. have faith that its meant to be and it will be!

~ Sultry Day ~
"Sultry Day" It was a balmy day, no breeze, just the feel of humidity in the air and no relief from a passing shower either. Somehow couldn't get him off my mind all day. It was the way in which he caught my eye, his modest smile and repeated glances almost speaking to me but without words. I had tanned this morning and we met up while I sat drinking my latte'. He past by me as if he couldn't stop himself from noticing me. That intrigued me how subtle his actions were, but yet we somehow connected on a whim. He had quietly mentioned his decision to go to the beach that day, and I made every attempt to be there also to see if he'd kept those words. I grabbed my beach gear and set off to find the right spot for the day. Eagerly, I noticed all the people, except for him. Suddenly, as I felt myself grabbing a nap while I was fully stretched out on my blanket, beneath me the warm sand heated me so and gave me thoughts of desire, he sat down quietly next to me lightly touching my fore

My Finger Hurts...bad.
Okay so today I officially hate both knives and oranges!!! I was trying to cut an orange but instead cut my poor finger. It is a deep half circle cut with a flap hangin down the side tip of my left index finger...it hurts quite bad by now. It is throbbing and took FOREVER for it to stop bleeding...someone help the pain!!!! Booooo

Russia Pledges Support To Serbia
Russia pledges support to Serbia The man tipped to become the next Russian president has vowed his country will "stick to" its support for Serbia in opposing Kosovo's independence. Deputy PM Dmitry Medvedev was in Belgrade for talks with Serb President Boris Tadic and PM Vojislav Kostunica. Although its focus is mainly economic, the visit is seen as a sign of support for Serbia's view on Kosovo, the BBC's Bethany Bell in Belgrade says. Kosovo's declaration of independence sparked protests in Serbia last week. HAVE YOUR SAY Both Serbia and Russia should tone down their aggressive rhetoric Mat, Ljubljana, Slovenia Send us your comments"We proceed from the assumption that Serbia is a united country, whose jurisdiction covers the whole of its territory, and we shall stick to this principled stand," Mr Medvedev said during his meeting with Mr Kostunica, Russian news agency Itar-Tass reported. Mr Medvedev's comments, and the timing of his visit, will be seen as evide

Big Brother After Dark
OMG, did anyone watch Big Brother 9 After Dark on Showtime last night? My husband and I watch it a few times a week. It is filmed live in Los Angeles so it comes on at 9:00 for us and midnight for East Coaster's. There have been some funny ones like them all getting into a fight and ganging up on Amanda and Josh calling her a Fucking Cunt a million times. I kind of felt bad for Amanda but it made for good tv, that is for sure! What was funny is the night before, they were all loving to each other and then the next night....BAM, they were all screaming at each other. Oh what a difference a day makes! So last night, we were laying in bed and watching the show and Chelsea and Natalie were going to put on a strip show for everyone. So they went up stairs, put tons of make-up on and got naked in afront of the camera's for the world to see! Then Josh came up and decided to join them (he is gay) and he was wearing a candy thong. Hilarious! The rest of the gang sat in the ro

Bored
I know i should be studying. But..... I heart the way you look at me I heart the way you smile I heart that you would pass me by Every once in a while I heart the sound of your voice I heart the smell of you I heart the way you brush your hair I heart everything you do I heart you with my heart and soul Your face is always in my head And yet your heart don't belong to me But belongs to her instead

Medicine Wolf
My brother, the wolf, who holds medicine powers. In the moonlight of the night pray for me. In the moonlight of the night, sing a medicine song for me. In the moonlight of the night, whisper to me the secret of your powers. In the moonlight of the night, show me in my dreams how to be strong like you.

One With Wolf Full Version
Follow me to another place and time A place of harmony 'midst wolf and his kind As day ends and night begins to fall ... Off in the distance, I hear my brother's call A wolf spirit trapped in human skin I long to run with my wolfen kin As my brother's howl comes within range 'Neath the stars, my body begins to change ... At last my body and spirit are one Faster! Faster! My paws begin to run! Without pause or looking back ... I search to find my brother's pack! Then I see my Celtic spirit sister there and my Cherokee sister with the raven hair Off standing in the shadowy moon beams is "Yellow Wolf Who Follows His Dreams" Romping 'round the Craggy Mountain bend There's my grandsons, "Brother's of the Wind" Yes, all my wolf friends are gathered there! Howling and running with paws flying on air As clear and continuous as a mountain stream We forever dream our Wolf-Dreamer's Dream This is my wolf pack, my loyal family Humans by day ...... But at

For The Girls
girls, girls, girls.... A Woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods. She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap. The frog said to her, "If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes." The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to mention that there was a condition to your wishes. Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!" The woman said, "That's okay." For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world. The frog warned her, "You do realize that this wish will also make your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women will flock to". The woman replied, "That's okay, because I will be the most beautiful woman and he will have eyes only for me." So, KAZAM-she's the most beautiful woman in the world! For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world. The frog said, "That will make your husband the richest man

Just A Bad Day...
I hate it when these bad days come...it's just difficult to smile about anything. I can't help but be irritated on these days. And it's tough cuz I don't have anyone to talk to as EVERYONE seems to have something going on in their lives...ugh. I need a friend. All well tomorrow will be better.

Life
It’s so hard to be nice in a who give a fuck world. It’s so hard to be selfless in a selfish world. It’s so hard to be happy when so many are sad It’s so hard to awake in a gray fucking world It’s so hard to go on living, when you feel as if no one would miss you. It’s so hard to be who you are when every one around you don’t see you at all. It’s so hard, it’s so hard, it is just so fucking hard! Looking for a way for it not be, Looking for a world that is not such bull shit. Looking for a world of people who cares. Looking for a reason to feel a live. Looking for the little bit a red in this world. Looking for more, looking for more.. Why am I not just enough!

Just As I Am
I've had a lot of big dreams I've made a lot of bad moves I know you could walk away But you never do I've met a lot of cold hearts I've learned to smile and deceive I know I'm hard to be around But you never leave I'm not easy to understand But you hold out your hand And you say you love me Just as I am You always treat me The best that you can You say you want me, need me Love me, baby Just as I am, just as I am I've made a lot of heartaches I've found a lot of closed doors When all the others turn away You love me more You love me more I'm not easy to understand But you hold out your hand And you say you love me Just as I am You always treat me The best that you can You say you want me, need me Love me, baby Just as I am, just as I am I want to love forever To keep our world together And be the best that I can be Baby, every time the world caves in on me And you say you love me Just as I am You always treat me The b

Love Kills
So long since I've waited to live again. You brought my world to an end. Love takes it's victim and leaves it's remains. My broken heart has died in vain. Tell me why have we foresaken the dreams we had The pain makes it so hard to understand, you're a lifetime ago, but a memory away, and I'll love you till my resurrection day. Love kills, the fire's gone, dying embers stillremain. Love kills, and now you're gone, girl I'll never be the same again. Without your love, seems so dead and unreal, and now there's nothing left to feel. Someday we'll meet again, girl that much I know. At heaven's gate we'll say hello. Now I hear the wind is calling my lonely, lonely soul. For sorrow's trembling hands please let me go. Love's dying sin is just dust in the wind, and I face the other side of no tomorrow. Love kills,the fire's gone, dying embers still remain. Love kills and now you're gone, girl,I'll never be the same again. Love kills an

Eagles Flight
Eagles Flight..the quest for true love If I could I would replace all the hurt and mistakes I trust in us And through our lives well face Anything on our course We will set with no remorse Just to be with you so new Theres nothing that we cannot do To walk along to truley belong And for you I write this song You lift me up with you I'll fly In this life you don't ask why Just breath it in and follow through Theres nothing else I'd rather do If I could see then what we would be Overboard and out to sea I'd swim to you to be born anew You would set me free We'd swim ashore and open up like sacred pearls to shine The broken hearts to fill the cup to see what we will find You lift me up with you I fly In this life I don't ask why Just breath it in I'll follow through I am stronger now because of you If I held it all inside I was wrong I was blind Some way some how

1-22-08
It was a month ago today I longed to hold you again I was further away Closer than before I couldn't sleep without Your voice soothing The time that had passed Before you and I Our places of power Our weakest moment The most infinate of decision So scared to be disappionted again Every time I needed you Even when you moved You never let me down I feel I have found the best In this world so lonley I am brightened by you I am calmed to be held and never mind how much we laugh because thats immeasurable How can one show each day that a love is growing How will you know How much I love So hopefully and contently Against all odds The only time I have ever believed It WILL be alright I can see far enough What I can't see I look forward to I can't have all the answers I don't want them All I want is to conquer every quest and challenge With you as my partner Thank you For neve

Self-reliazation
When I was younger, I would pose for pics. Cute poses, serious poses, whatever. I had no problem with it. In the last handful of years, forget it. I'd say since around highschool. If someone else was in the pic with me, that would be one thing. I still wouldn't quite know what to do, but it was easier. But if I'm alone in the pic, forget it. I feel stupid. I hate that, but I don't know how to not feel that way. I know I'd have some more interesting pics if I didn't feel this way, but oh well... maybe I'm not meant to be a "poser." Perhaps there are too many out there already!

Gun Safety (a Perspective From A Single, Divorced Woman's View)
I was asked by my brother Jamie to wrote a blog on gun safety, especially for women who are single and divorced. I too am a Southern, Divorced Mom of 2 teenage boys....I have lived in the country all my life and have been surrounded by guns, rifles, pistols, knives, of all types.....I can tell you that if you are single woman and do not know how to use a gun, or handle a gun, I would encourage you to do so....There's nothing more rewarding than knowing if you had to protect your- self with a gun, that you could without any hesitation..I grew up with my brother reading and leading about guns, and knives ...The makes, the types, the caliber, the velocity, but more importantly the proper safety that goes along with using a gun. I have shot many types of guns and I can tell you from personal experience that if you do not handle the gun properly you can hurt yourself......For instance with the highpowered guns and rifles , be sure to watch out for a hair trigger, and watch the pla

An Untitled Choka
Scene: An Argument between two sides of a coin. Polar opposites, we each with conviction vent, each sure in our right the beliefs that we believe. How shall we advance? How shall we find consensus, find a common ground without resorting to might to settle the score? I suppose that the answer lies somewhere between. If only we could transcend, reach past pathetic invective and name calling, we might find it together. A wise man once said that if you are to make peace, you first must realize your adversary is not a villain in his own eyes. Perhaps there's a way, a middle path untaken, to achieve ma'at. There are many shades of gray in between the far extremes.

National Head Day !!!!!!!
National Head Day !!!!!!! If you think there should be a national Head Day a day set aside for giving head to your man and exactly half a year later there will be another national head day for the woman to get head leave your user name followed by a witty comment if you wish I will then send the results to Stuff magazine in order to start a new unofficial holiday

Q & A Time...
Figured this'd be fun for the first time out... Q: So, what exactly is it that you do? A: I'm a light bondage photographer. Q: You tie up light fixtures????? A: No...lol. I do bondage photography...I tie up models for a bondage website...which just by co-incidence happens to be mine. The ropework (which can be seen in my pic files here) is fairly light, tho I have been known to get crazy with it sometimes...but for the most part I'm a "DID" photographer, so the ropework isn't all that extreme. Q: "DID"? A: "Damsel In Distress"...basically means the kind of stuff you'd see at the tail-end of an action-adventure TV show...the hero's girlfriend has been abducted by some bad guy and she struggles against her ropes to try to get to freedom...yah, that's pretty much me. Q: Male and female models? A: Just female models at this time...I've no desire to tie a guy, sorry. Q: How'd you get started? A: Went to a FetishCon a couple of years ago... FetishCon is a convention wh

You Took It Back
"You Took it Back" You took it back How could you go and do something like that? You took it back You ripped my heart out of my chest then you put it back I'm pulling my hair I let you just a million times I love you, even though it isn't fair

A Song For Amanda
A Song For Amanda (my daughter) A Ballade My sweet little girl, please don't cry When the world around is dreary, And don't fill your head with questions why If ever you are feeling lonely. For though the day might leave you weary And shadows at night fill you with fear, Just think of this when you feel empty; Nothing dries sooner than a tear. Turn your gaze to the distant sky When your soul is feeling heavy, Then take heart on wing, soar and fly, If ever you are feeling lonely. For far beyond the heavens cloudy, Beyond the firmament where Hope appears, You'll find a place that's never rainy; Nothing dries sooner than a tear. When feeling down, oh, I beg you try To hold this thought to keep you happy - You are the apple of my eye! If ever you are feeling lonely, If ever you find you need your daddy, Take my hand and I'll hold you near And sing a song to make you sunny; Nothing dries sooner than a tear. Oh, little girl, please listen to me If ever y

Dreaming I Saw Death At Cafe Zimbabwe
Dreaming I Saw Death At Cafe Zimbabwe A Rondeau I saw Death in Africa last night wielding a bloody scythe, reaping through rows of children once conceived with hopeful seed in a harvest too horrid to be seen in my dreams. For a garden of stones to mark the bones of victims sprang forth from every drop of human blood to spill upon the earth. Bio-chemical warfare waged in the stomach of a waif; her dark eyes tragic, beautiful in a drawn mask of despair. Into those eyes, as deep, as rich as pools of Iraqi tea, I saw Death. Despair poured out upon the ground the last decanter of Hope while Misery sipped her tea sweetened with a touch of Fear. Not far away, Tragedy and Lord Hunger sat to chat; much was discussed, the human race, a little of this and that... And sitting around waiting as with amusement on his mind, I saw Death

Poem About Iraq
Sheep To The Slaughter Easily I approach, the microphone, in this land of jokes Can’t leave it alone, cause ya know, I could see right though Corrupt plans and these bull**** scams and untruths We livin' in a maze, different days and times The world is a stage, most truth is a lie In this propaganda matrix, the sheep just die For these murderous conservatives with corporate ties Deny knowledge of the truth, ignorin’ the poor They just human ammunition for these capital wars Just human ammunition and collateral d That’s why millions of us holla risin’ up in the streets And when ya see me understand I’m representin’ a voice The majority would feel if ever given a choice I don’t need this seedy media they only annoy Cause the only ones that wanna scrap ain’t never deployed Who do the fightin’ for these rich white folks, and they wars No it ain’t Drew Carey, Dennis Miller or stars Fox News, Mike Savage, Bruce Willis or Rush Won’t be MSNBC, CNN or a Bush Never Toby K

Vampire Heart
You can't escape the wrath of my heart, Beating to your funeral song. All faith is lust for hell regained, And love dust in the hands of shame. Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed. Lead you along this path in the dark, Where I belong until I feel your warmth. Hold me like you held onto life, When all fears came alive and entombed me. Love me like you loved the sun, Scorching the blood in my vampire heart. I'll be the thorns in every rose, You've been sent by hope. I am the nightmare waking you up, From the dream of a dream of love. Let me weep you this poem as heaven's gates close. Paint you my soul scarred and alone, Waiting for your kiss to take me back home. Hold me like you held onto life, When all fears came alive and entombed me. Love me like you loved the sun, Scorching the blood in my vampire heart. Hold me like you held onto life, When all fears came alive and entombed me. Love me like you l

Learn Before You Judge
In talking with people I find they dont take the time to dig deeper than looking at apersons looks and it drives me crazy when I am told Your Ugly or Dorky or not worth the time of day... So too all you superficial people out there that like to be seen with the HOT GUY or GIRL try one of us who is average or ugly becuase there is More to us ten you think

War The Hell On Earth!
Around the corner, I can hear them coming. Not being quiet at all, they seem not to care if they are heard. Then I hear the first one chamber a round from his clip. I take a deep breath and then I whisper, “Here goes nothing!” They rush around the corner and the firefight begins, bullets flying past my head, bodies dropping on both sides. A grenade drops at my feet, without thinking I kick it away and fire blindly into the crowd of Iraqi fighters trying not to be hit by any of the stray bullets let alone one actually meant for me. After what seems like hours, nothing is left except bodies and a few of the unit that I had come in with. Upon return to camp I was transferred to a new unit along with the rest of the surviving members of the original unit. Our old unit was being integrated due to the lack of how many men were left. At first it was hard joining other men, especially since they had never been to Iraq before. It was their first time out. The next day we were sent on

Jump Into The Action
Fellow Conservationist, When an amphibian species disappears from the planet, it’s the equivalent of a smoke alarm blasting out a warning the minute someone strikes a match. That’s because amphibians with their highly permeable skin are ultrasensitive to environmental changes and actually serve as a harbinger of environmental conditions. So when the poison dart frogs of the Costa Rican rainforest or the striking golden mantellas of Madagascar suddenly stop making noise - it’s time for conservationists to leap into action. Right now we are in the midst of a horrifying decline in amphibian species. As many as 165 species are already extinct and nearly 33% of all amphibian species are near extinction. Even worse many have gone extinct even within protected areas. And it’s not just climate change and pollution that threaten these beautiful creatures, but a raging fungal disease - Chytridiomycosis - also threatens their delicate future. But , you can jump into action and help

A Valentines Day Present
She had been planning this day ever since the first hints of cupids and candy hearts had hit the shelves. Valentine's Day had never been a big deal for either of them-to them it was just another day in the year. That was what was going to mak,e tonight such a surprise. There was no way he would be expecting the night she had been planning. At least she hoped not. First thing was first, she had to start getting dinner ready. The Cornish hens were hiding in the back, of the freezer and she pulled them out, unwrapping them and sitting them in the microwave to defrost. While they were defrosting, she pulled out the dried cherries in amaretto she had mixed togethere before she'd left that morning. This was going to be an amazing dinner and she hoped it tasted as good as it sounded. She checked the hens,k frowning when she saw they were still partly frozen. Resetting the microwave she started to saute the celery and onion mixing it with the cherries and breadcrumbs. Now that the stuffing

Photo Gives Face To Anne Frank's "one True Love"
A photograph of the boy with the "beautiful brown eyes" who Anne Frank recalled as her "one true love" in the diary she wrote whilst in hiding in the Nazi-occupied Netherlands is to go on display in Amsterdam. The photo of Peter Schiff was donated to the Anne Frank museum by his former childhood friend Ernst Michaelis who realized after rereading Anne's diary recently there were no known pictures of Schiff, a museum spokeswoman said on Tuesday. Frank's Jewish family fled Nazi Germany in 1933 and settled in Amsterdam. During World War Two the Nazis occupied the Netherlands and began deporting Jews to the death camps in 1942, prompting the Frank family to go into hiding. They lived in a secret annex in a canal-side house for more than two years before their hiding place was betrayed and the family sent to concentration camps. Anne recorded her years in the attic hideaway in her diaries. A Dutch woman who helped the family found them in the annex after Anne's arrest and gave t

Fly Me To The Moon ~ Frank Sinatra
I love to fly! Fly me to the moon Let me sing among those stars Let me see what spring is like On jupiter and mars In other words, hold my hand In other words, baby kiss me Fill my heart with song Let me sing for ever more You are all I long for All I worship and adore In other words, please be true In other words, I love you

You'll Always Be My Baby ~ Sara Evans
There I was ten years old Waiting in my room for him to come home I just knew he'd be so mad Though I begged my mother not to, she told my dad. There was no denying I let him down But instead of being angry He put his arms around me and said In the sunlight or the rain brightest nights or darkest days I'll always feel the same way Whatever road you may be on No your never too far gone my love is there wherever you may be Just remember that you will always be my baby. There I was twenty one Oh I was so ashamed of what I'd done On a country road Parked one night It started out so innocent Then crossed the line There was no denying I let God down But instead of being angry He wrapped his arms around me and I heard In the sunlight or the rain brightest nights or darkest rains I'll always feel the same way Whatever road you may be on No your never too far gone My love is there wherever you may be Just remember that you will always

A Matter Of Perspective
Mathematics can be a confusing thing, especially when it extends past the everyday use of ‘addition’ and ‘subtraction’, and even that can be a challenge for some of us (me included at times.). But occasionally it can put things into complete perspective. For instance, if you’re anything like me you are totally involved in your own life. Most of us think that we are the centre of the Universe … and in a way we are … we are at least the centre of our OWN universe! When it comes to the REAL Universe however, I have always had difficulty grasping the true nature of where we stand in it, especially with respect to time and distance. I mean, billions of years leave me just as isolated and perplexed as billions of light years. Time and distances of the Universe have always left me feeling - well, somewhat miniscule. So today I used mathematics in an attempt to bring our existence into focus. I made a few simple assumptions, like the average human will live for 65 yrs and that t

It's Not A Dream, Its A Nightmare!
Ok, I really dont understand this. I log in last night and i have mail. Nice, I like mail, then all the sudden, when I open it, I am blasted for nothing. I do not understand people. Certain person, who I shall call Nightmare sent me a message that just blew me away. I have never done anything to said person but be civil. Yes, I do not care for Mrs. Nightmare, but I put up with her. Then to give me shit for looking at their page and not commenting? OMG how immature. Yes, I look at lots of peoples pages but that does not mean I am checking up on someone. It's called boredom! Well at least that bitch is blocked and outta my life for good now. I now return you to your normal broadcasting.

Waste Of Time... I'm Out.
I pretty much don't know why I came around in the first place to be honest with you... This place is a waste... Truth be told, who the fuck is anyone to judge anyone? I'm not pissed nor did anything happen... In all honesty, I think I just grew up a little... Seeing some of the shit that people say and do to each other blows me away. Soon I as I can find a way to delete my account, it's done for real... Take care friends, don't take this place to seriously... L~

Meatloaf - You Took The Words Right Out Of My Mouth
(spoken) BOY: On a hot summer night, would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses? GIRL: Will he offer me his mouth? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Will he offer me his teeth? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Will he offer me his jaws? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Will he offer me his hunger? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Again, will he offer me his hunger? BOY: Yes! GIRL: And will he starve without me? BOY: Yes! GIRL: And does he love me? BOY: Yes. GIRL: Yes. BOY: On a hot summer night, would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses? GIRL: Yes. BOY: I bet you say that to all the boys! (sung) It was a hot summer night and the beach was burning. There was fog crawling over the sand. When I listen to your heart I hear the whole world turning. I see the shooting stars falling through your trembling hands. You were licking your lips and your lipstick shining. I was dying just to ask for a taste. We were lying together in a silver lining by the the light of the moon. You know there's not

Mind
If you think you are beaten, your are If you think you dare not, you won't, If you like to win, but don't think you can It's almost a cinch you won't If you think you'll lose, you're lost For out in the world you find, Success begins with a fellow's will It's all in a state of mind For many a game is lost Ere even a play is run, And many a coward fails Ere even his work is begun Think big and your deeds will grow Think small and you'll fall behind Think that you can and you will It's all a state of mind If you think you are out-classed, your are You've got to think high to rise You've got to be sure of yourself before You can ever win a prize Life battles don't always go To the stronger or faster man But sooner or later, the man who wins Is the fellow who thinks he can

Walmart Greeter..
A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly, "Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't. The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the h*ll would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?'' 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am," replied the greeter. "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart."

A Final Word
As I am about to leave Fubar, I wanted to say a final word. In the words of the Late Great Ronald Wilson "The Gipper" Reagan "I know in my heart that man is good. That what is right will always eventually triumph. And there’s purpose and worth to each and every life" I Thank each and everyone of you for the good that you showed me during my brief stay on fubar. I also apologize for any of the bad that I showed you. I know in my heart that man is good. May God Bless everyone of you with happiness beyond your wildest imagination and Please Continue to Support our Men and Women serving our Great Country. This country would not exist if it was not for their sacrifices. Thank you Alex

Fubuck!!!!!
So you want to make some serious fubucks then here it is simple and easy......... I'll give you 1,000 fubucks for every 150 comments. When your done write me and let me know you have done so!!! I will be watching so no cheating lol......What are you waiting for i just gave a chance to make some serious cash get going.

Superwoman
Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table And make sure that your coffee Has its sugar and cream Your eggs are over easy Your toast done lightly All that's missing is your morning kiss That used to greet me Now you say the juice is sour It used to be so sweet And I can't help but to wonder If you're talking 'bout me We don't talk the way we used to talk It's hurtin' so deep I've got my pride, I will not cry But it's makin' me weak I'm not your superwoman I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down And think that everything's okay Boy, I am only human This girl needs more than occasional Hugs as a token of love from you to me, ooh, baby I fought my way through the rush hour Trying to make it home just for you I want to make sure that your dinner Will be waiting for you But when you get there you just tell me You're not hungry at all You said you'd rather read the paper And you don't want to talk You like to think that I'm just craz

Kicker
Smile, and the world smiles with you Knock, and you go it alone For the cheerful grin Will let you in Where the kicker is never known Growl and the way looks dreary Laugh and the path is bright For a wholesome smile Brings sunshine, while A frown shuts out the light Sigh, and you rake in nothing Work, and the prize is won For the nervy man With backbone can By nothing be outdone Hustle, and fortune may bless you Quit, and defeat is sure For there is no chance Of deliverance For the man who can't endure Sing and the world's harmonious Grumble, and things go wrong And all the time You are out of rhyme With the busy bustling throng Kick, and there's trouble brewing Whistle, and life is gay All the world's in tune Like a day in June And the clouds all melt away

Sex Sex Sex!!!
arch your back low lemme get the rest o' that now push it back slow it's time to feel the best o'that all the while i'ma just let the lips curess your back. relieve some of the stress by focusin on where the tention at. feelin a pulse below intense is where my senses at despense the fact that that i'm not attentative in this pressious act. bring it back to me lift the rest of you casually one hand around ya waist takin your taste into me gradualy. i thank the lord above cause you got more to love beeing inside you is similar to the warmest hug. i'm blind sided for realluh you shoulda warned a thug. the best of you the best of me hast turned into the best of us. you feelin' cozy mah in the moment you know me mah -initiation ova no hurry we could go slowly mah this part is onto you so what you wanna do want me flat on my back so i could let you get the rest of that??? -wind them hips mami,lemme get the rest of that grind

Fear
fear. Current mood: awake fear, when you look at it is a pretty miraculous thing. to have a healthy fear of a thing, actions ect.. it could keep you safe and sound, surounded by the light instead of lit up because you just so happened to put your finger in a socket? how'd it get there anyway? more than likely , you thought you could put your little finger in there and somehow, keep it away from the impending doom that is the mighty shock. just an over the top example folks. someone told me earlier " you can't let the fear rule you. because if you do , you will only end up with the big ol' what-if" and unhealthy fear can become like a indestinguishable fire that if not put in check, can consume you. not only hill it hurt you but others around you as well. from recent exp. i can tell you that the fire is pretty fucking hot. i knew the risk involved and before i proceeded yet i jumped in. throw caution to the wind like midget tossing. what's the worst that could happen right? i

Om Cannabis Om
OM Cannabis OM I smoke the sacred herb It leads me to sacred places within Respect the spirit of Cannabis It will heal, help and save you From your only enemy Your self, ego mind And lead you to your Self Divine Shiva Consciousness The Atman Illumination and Knowing within That we are all One Were never separate And are all in the same space The Blue Pearl within ONG NAMO GURU DEV NAMO OM NAMAH SHIVAYA SIVO HAM ~insert name here

Reflections
Reflections I felt you slip away Far away from me Caught myself, wishing you back, As I try to catch you Anger swells inside me I see frowning in your eyes I can't take it anymore when I'm with you I feel like I'm nothing, that's why I don't like it when you touch me, that's why I never touch you, that's why I never even think about you, when I start, it reminds me that I'm just not good enough You're nothing to me now.

What Ride Are You?
You Are a Carousel You are young at heart and a truly playful person. No one would ever accuse you of taking life too seriously. You are definitely in things for the fun. You find joy easily, and you are often building up anticipation for your next adventure. In relationships, you tend to want to be babied and taken care of. And while you may be a bit high maintenance, you are incredibly loyal. Your life is simple and satisfying. Each day you treat yourself to something you enjoy. You have a lot of emotional attachments, and experiences are extra vivid to you. You tend to be nostalgic and sentimental. The past is important to you. Comfortable around all living things, you have a special connection to animals and children. At your best, you are whimsical, free spirited, and creative. Even if your schemes seem a bit strange, they usually work out wonderfully. At your worst, you are spoiled, demanding, and impossible to satisfy. You've been known to act like a brat

When?
You never know how truly silent your world can be until you can no longer hear the voice of a loved one. You can be surrounded by people, by friends, you can be in the loudest rock concert and all of the sudden everything can seem so deathly silent. You never know how lonely your world can be until you can no longer be with your loved one. You can be in a room surrounded by a million different people and all of the sudden it seems empty. You are alone all of the sudden in this huge world and it is very frightening. You look around you and nothing seems familiar any longer. It's like no matter when you turn, you have no where to go. You look both ways and the corridors seem to go on for ever and each way you look it is all the same and you have no clue where to turn. It's like drowning and having nothing to grab a hold of. It is like when you were little and you had a bad dream. The kind where you wake up and you try to scream but nothing comes out and you can barely breath. It

Downrater
THIS PANSY ASS MAMAS BOY IS GOING AROUND RATING EVERYONE A 1 AND BLOCKING THEM PROBABLY CAUSE WE CAUGHT THAT CHEATER IN THE ONTEST. BLOCK HIM IF YA CAN gerryh · Ms Cj Timberlak... re-rated you a '1' from a '10'! 6 hr ago · Ms Cj Timberlak... rated you a '10'! 6 hr ago · Ms Cj Timberlak... just checked you out! 6 hr ago · Godfather SWEET~THING~OWN... just checked you out!

New To Fubar
This is an all new experience for me. I'm a online and fubar virgin, though not quite ready for my cherry to be popped. After my loser of a fiancee dumped me for an ugly woman(gawd, at least he could have upgraded...it would have made me feel less like an idiot). Wedding bells were supposed to go off this Spring, but thank gawd the alarm bell went off first. Had it not been for a friend of mine that spotted the two entangled lovebirds I would have never known what was coming. Shortly after I confronted him he dumped me. What hurts is that I was with him for 5 years and thought I knew him well...guess not. So here I am trying the virtual world of friendship to slowly make my way back to the land of the living. Hoping to make some good friends and eventually find myself open to the possibility of love again! Thanks for stopping by and reading my thoughts! ~Andrea

To Clear Evil Intent
This spell can be used if you suspect that somebody is directing unhelpful energy towards you which is makingyou sick. Words have particular force, so in expressing your feelings forcibly as in line 2of the incantation, you are turning the energy back on the perpetratir. WHAT YOU WILL NEED: Length of string/Twine Bottle (glass, one that you can brake) METHOD: *Tie a knot in the string. *place it in the bottle and bury it in the earth. *after three days dig it up.* *Put it on the floor or ground and say. A curse on me you buried deep To make me sick, you nasty creep. I placed a knot into this tiwne And so your work was worked in vain. *Shatter the bottle, carefully pick up the string and undo the knot; the original curse is now invalid. *Dispose of the bottle remains in any ways that you feel is appropriate. *Burn the cord and blow the ashes to the wind. In some ways this could be called a protection spell, but since the 'curse' could cause you to be ill this s

A Sad Day In Da Burgh.........
YOI! Its a sad day. Myron was the man! Wear your colors! He was proud to be a Steeler fan lets show our support! Former Steelers broadcaster, Terrible Towel creator Cope dies - NFL PITTSBURGH -- Myron Cope, the screechy-voiced announcer whose colorful catch phrases and twirling Terrible Towel became symbols of the Pittsburgh Steelers during an unrivaled 35 seasons in the broadcast booth, has died. He was 79. I was so very sad when I heard this. I loved listening to him do the color comentary on the steelers games. When I moved away from the area ten years ago and had to listen to the regular announcers do it, it was just never the same. He'll be sadly missed.

Stretch Your Legs To Coffin Length
"Stretch Your Legs To Coffin Length" Today my past Has come alive to eat All of the guts that I use to just keep my feet Moving left and right As my legs shake like trees Oh how I curse the heavens for not taken me God Damn. This whole mess that’s me I don't trust myself I’m in way too deep And every night I erase the day With the strongest drinks and smoke they’ll give to me And I awake Much to my dismay To find that I’m still staring at the same ceiling I just wish once I could get this right And have the angels from the south take me at night And all I have is meaningless And all I found is nothingness In this self loathing sickness

Sacred North
Certain directions have always been considered more sacred than others. The altar is placed in the North in Wiccan Traditions, or in the centre, facing North. In Wicca, North is traditionally considered the home of the Gods, and therefore the most sacred direction. It is a reflection of the influence on Wicca by our European ancestors. The Pole Star in the North was considered especially sacred in the mythology of the German and Norse peoples. North was also the direction of the Spiral Castle of the Celtic Goddess Arianrhod, Caer Arianhrod, where the heros of the Celts dwelt after death. North is the direction through which the Sun passes at night at which the Moon's influence is strongest in relation to the Sun. The North, therefore, represents the deepest part of the unconscious mind. The difference int he altar orientation of the Wiccan religion between the Christian religion relfects their Dionysian and Apollonian teachings; the religion of the night versus the reli

No One Has Really Commited On My Pic's
hey if yall would some of yall plz commit my picsi fell a little left out ill have new ones next weekend maybe yall might like i know im not the best looking guy in the world but come on im not that ugly

Today
Well Today i went out to a hiring center, and it was absolutely horrible. They are extremely slow there and they make fun of the people they are job placing. What the hell man, how can people be this retarded, they work in a building for some time so they should know that the walls are paper thin so they should know that the applicants can hear them. I must get my GED asap so I can avoid these places, I feel so low that I'm applying somewhere were I'm surrounded by ex drug users that can't get a job anywhere because they fried their brain cells.

Or All The Seas With Oysters
I was wondering what happened to all of our wire hangers, and I remembered a short science fiction story by Avram Davidson I'd read years and years ago as part of an anthology. It was about a bicycle shop owner who noticed the same thing, and then he realized that there were cycles. (HA! I slay me) When he had no paperclips, he had a surplus of wire hangers, and he never bought wire hangers, but they appeared nonetheless. Then one day he found a French racing bike...the gist of the story was that paperclips were the pupal form, the hangers were the larval form, and the racing bike was the adult form, and that it was this big mysterious process which humans could never understand. Sometimes I really find myself wondering if inanimate objects have some secret life of their own. I'm not just talking about anthropomorphizing things so that you have an excuse to be pissed off at them...it's almost as if some things have a will of their own. Think about your car, the computer, y

Some Can Be Distasteful!!
Ok.....There is nothing wrong with having some sexy pics on here, but some of the girls of here should maybe find something better to post for all world to see when the only comments they can get is have naked, titties hanging out, which shouldnt be posted on public site if thats all the comments you can get!!! Some pics can be quite distastefull! Its TOTALLY awesome you can feel sexy about yourself! but REAL beauty is skin deep and exposing yourself to the world distastefully doesnt give much for the imagination nor either is it very sexy! There are some beautiful women on here. But when you expose your titties to the WRONG person ...you never know WHO is watching or just who might know you and show up where you least expect it!!

Color Blind
I'm partially color blind... red-green color blind; I have trouble seeing anything with shades of red or green in it (including purple, pink, etc.) The colors we see are not the same, you and I... I wonder what it looks like in your eyes. We can be looking at the same exact thing and have completely different feelings about it, different sensations due to my lack of cones. I don't think it makes me deficient at all though... I just see things differently. My green is MY green... my red is MY red and not anyone else's. I'm not color blind... i'm just different. But i'd love to see out of your eyes sometime for a change.

Today On World Rock Radio
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The Excitement Is Gone.
I have been on this site for over a year now. Wow. I started back in early Feb of last year. That was under a different profile then...Attia. It was different then, that is for sure. It was new and exciting and I got caught up in it fast. Cherrytap seemed to me to be less bullshit then when it changed to Fubar. A friend wanted me to enter a contest and I was reluctant to do it but he convinced me. That is when things got sour on Fubar. A crazy person decided to start drama with me and got my right to comment on anyone taken away even though she could write anything and everything about me. I chose the higher rode and deleted that profile and started over. I would more than likely be a godfather or higher by now. When I started over, caring about levels and points went away. It was fun helping people in contests when you could comment really fast and not have to deal with the dreaded Bouncer check that comes up way too often. Now when I help people out, I am just being

Strangers
As she drove down the remote road she began to worry that she had missed her turn. Surely she couldn’t be that far off track she thought. She pulled the car off to the shoulder of the road to have another look at her map and realized that she had indeed missed her cut off. The rain had been coming down for hours and the dirt road had become slick. She pulled out on the road again looking for a place where she could turn around when suddenly a deer ran in front of her car, swerving to avoid it she lost control and the car ended up in the ditch. She angrily got out of the car, heading for the trunk to search for a flashlight but none was to be found. She began to walk down the dirt road in the pouring rain looking for the nearest house where she could use the phone and call for some help. She spotted some lights in the distance and picked up her pace knowing a house wasn’t too far off. As she made her way up the driveway a dog started to bark and startled her. She froze in her tracks, f

Don't Read Something Into Nothing
i love the comments but understand what i write is not always a reflection on me. rather i write something dark or loving it's just something i came up with and decided to throw out there. just like to write and once in awhile i make it a point to post some is all

Bling Baby Bling Contest
=== 'Heartistic Soul' spewed forth the following at '2008-03-03 19:12:25'.. > > > > This game will begin on Tuesday, March 4th and will close on March 11th. There are currently 8 players participating. Jump in! > > > If you would like to play, please send me a message with the image that you would like to use. For those playing my game of "Irish Luck", you may exchange the fubucks for shamrocks if you'd prefer. I will add the "0" to the total and award that amount. > > RATES COUNT AS 5 POINTS > COMMENTS COUNT AS 1 POINT EACH > MINIMUM OF 20K FOR FIRST PLACE > > Cheers! > > Heartistic Soul@ fubar > > Please repost! > Thanks for reading :) >

Help!!!!
OK SO I HAVE A COUPLE DRESS IDEAS IN MY FU-WEDDING ALBUM BUT I NEED HELP DECIDING WHICH ONE I SHOULD PICK SO IF YA'LL COULD LEAVE MY A COMMENT ON WHICH ONE YOU LIKE THAT WOULD BE GREAT!!! THANKS YA'LL!!!!

What Should I Do?
i have been with this girl i want to marry for 3 years. we have been thru hell. she has cheated on me in the past over her own feeling about me and not talking to me about it.now she has me stuck in a liveing hell with my parents waiting on her to decide weather or not she wants me to move back in. i can't stand it where i am and i belive it's going to tear us apart because of what i have to go thru each day. i live with a ver unloveing family that like to treat me like shit and put me down and throw my relationship in my face about how it was my fault she didn't want to talk to me about how she felt before she cheated in the first place. well to cut this short i want to move back out of my parents and i have told her this she insist that i just waut for her to make her mind up and stay here so she don't lose contacked with me i can't stand it here no more and she wants to let her fears aboutr us getting back togeather and finding out that it jsut won't work out stop us from being toge

Every Corner
Within the shadows, evil lurks Around every corner On ever street We never know Just what type of evil We will meet Will it be women of the night Selling their bodies Under the streetlights Will it be druggies Trying to see us drugs Promising it will take us places That we’ve never been Before Will it be a pervert With evil on his mind Trying to drag children away To mess with their bodies And their minds Will it be a murderer Waiting in the dark Killing us for our money Our credit cards Our watch Shoot us dead And watch As our blood Pools on the ground The run away like a coward Until another victim Can be found Will it be a gang member Just looking for a fight Though you’ve, done nothing wrong You are their target Tonight Evil lurks Many places In every city state and town Always pay close attention Never Let your guard Down

Dice Of Life
Life is sometimes a gamble We can bet it all But will we be a winner That depends On how the dice fall Moments found Using weighted dice Life at time Can be hard and not nice We will have hills and valley’s Bumps in the road too That we will travel on But we can survive it all As long as we are strong Life can be a gamble Sometimes we will win Sometimes we will lose But as long as you, give your best That’s all anyone Can ask of you We will have sunshine As we walk along our way But we will also have storms That will darken up Our days The storms will pass And the sun will shine Just give it awhile It will take some time But I promise That once again The sun will shine Come in and brighten Up your life We don’t always know Just how the dice will land Once we toss them And they leave Our hand How will they land What will we get Snake eyes

Spanish Commercials On Tv
Spanish Commercials on TV I was watching TV today and a commercial for Roni Duetch came on. Now we have all seen her commercials and they are no big deal, but on an ENGLISH channel they are now airing SPANISH commercials. I feel like I am being slapped in the face. Spanish speaking Americans have the SAP channel – for all their shows & commercials. Now on a channel that I like to watch, I have to sit and feel as if I am being punished for not being able to speak Spanish. Maybe I am being over sensitive, but I feel that they should not be airing commercials directed specifically toward the Spanish population, ignoring everyone else, from those that only speak English to all others that speak another language. When are we going to stop and accommodating them and make them speak the language of the land that they live in? If we continue to allow this, but the time of 2020 English will no longer be the national language of the United States, it will be Spanish. I feel that if th

A Gift From Sir..
Think of this: One can not Savor the joy of bliss Without first knowing pain How true can be a kiss Without a crimson stain Good can not exist Without a touch of darkness There is no day without night No warmth, without evil's caress No salvation without plight One can not Truely love, until one can hate One can not feel Until one is blind, tied, fate Until there is that certain chill A touch of evil Is the purest of all Debased and depraved And from the wilds called Isn't it what you have always craved Just one touch of evil Hard and hot between your thighs Invading your thoughts and soul I am not speaking lies The truth lies in your sacred shoals A touch of evil Is what you want On the edge of a knife Or with ropes that taunt Let evil touch your life Sir

2004-2006
In 2004, Dale Earnhardt, Jr. won the Daytona 500, six years to the day after his father won his only title in the "Great American Race." On July 18, during an off-weekend from NASCAR, Dale Jr. crashed a Chevrolet Corvette C5-R during a practice for the American Le Mans Series Grand Prix of Sonoma at Infineon Raceway. The car slid off course and hit a concrete barrier during warm-up the day of the race, rupturing a fuel line and causing the car to burst into flames with Earnhardt, Jr. still inside. He suffered second and third degree burns on his neck, chin, and legs partially due to not wearing a protective balaclava with his helmet. The burns prevented him from finishing two races where he was replaced by Martin Truex Jr. and his DEI teammate John Andretti in the middle of the races. In the fall, Junior became the first driver to sweep a weekend at Bristol by winning both the Busch race and Cup race in the same weekend. He was able to qualify for the NASCAR ten-race playoff, and ha

More Jeff Healey
The house band at the Double Deuce has lost its leader. Grammy-nominated guitar great Jeff Healey, who rocked Patrick Swayze's Road House, died Sunday at a hospital in Toronto of the cancer that left him sightless as a child. He was 41. Top 40 fans may remember Healey for the 1988 soulful hit, "Angel Eyes." Bad-movie fans surely and fondly remember Healey as Road House's Cody, the blind musician who memorably observed of Swayze's philosophizing, Tai Chi-posing bouncer, James Dalton, "I thought you'd be bigger." Bryan Adams, a Canadian like Healey, remembered his countryman more simply, calling him one of his nation's "greatest talents." "It is a huge regret to have to say goodbye," Adams said Monday, per the Canadian Press. "Wherever you are Jeff, we remember rocking with you." Born March 25, 1966, in Toronto, Healey was stricken with retinoblastoma, a cancer of the eye, at age one. "My eyes were unable to be saved and had to be removed, so I was fitted with artificia

Kid Rock Not Copping To Battery
Kid Rock's not waffling on his plea when it comes to a battery charge. The rap-rocker pleaded not guilty Monday to a misdemeanor count of simple battery stemming from a fight at an Atlanta-area Waffle House last October. Rock, 37, did not appear in court and had his attorney, Darryl Cohen, enter the plea on his behalf. The singer (real name: Robert Ritchie) and members of his entourage ran into trouble at the breakfast-purveying chain in the wee hours of Oct. 21, following a concert at the Tabernacle concert hall in Atlanta. While at the restaurant, a woman who was with Rock's group allegedly got into a heated debate with another Waffle House patron whom she recognized. The two apparently took their quarrel into the parking lot, where Rock and five members of his entourage became involved before piling onto the rocker's tour bus and departing. Police stopped the bus shortly thereafter and took Rock and his cronies into custody on a single charge of simple battery. Roc

Jlo Babies Names Announced
Jennifer Lopez has finally clued the public into what's written on her babies' birth certificates. J.Lo and Marc Anthony's newborn twins are—sweetly, simply—named Max and Emme, Lopez's manager, Simon Fields, confirmed to People Friday. The children were born Feb. 22 at a Long Island hospital, with Emme arriving at 12:12 a.m., weighing 5 pounds, 7 ounces, and her 6-pound little brother showing up at 12:23 a.m. These are the first offspring for Lopez, while Anthony has three other children from two previous relationships. Adding to the secrecy surrounding Lopez's pregnancy, which she and Anthony didn't even confirm until November, the couple refrained from announcing their kids' names until the frenzy over the births had died down. "If they have [named the babies], they're not disclosing them—good for them," Lopez publicist Leslie Sloane-Zelnik told E! News the day Max and Emme were born. Lopez and Anthony toted the tots home to their Long Island manse—where, per

Tease And Please.
Ok last nite, a few guys kept asking me stupid questions. like: bryan :"my girl dosent get off! and i dont understand why???" tom :" how come,,when i get with a women its fine untill we have sex,then she leaves my ass" dale: "my girlfriend is ready to leave me,because she says theres no passion,what can i do??" So here you go guys. in my opinion Your not teasing her enough! Also your not building up,hot passion within her! You guys are just jumping on top of your women and getting your rocks off and then going to sleep! Basicly i believe making a women cum is like building a fire! It takes alot of lil sparks(tingles) before she ignites! and explodes into a flaming fury! So first of you need to set the mood! Be warm,be gentel,and be romantic my friends, kiss her with passion,massage her for awile ,,and for christ sakes dont be afraid to do a lil muff diving! shesh! The toughest part of diving for me... Well it has to do with cleanliness, otherwise guys y

Lost Gram
just wanted to let yall know i might be a bit crabby abd bitchy for a few days...i lost my gram at 3:30 yestarday afternoon...she was ill and sick for a while....i know shes in a better place but its hard to loose a loved one ur so ised to seeing everytime u went to ur moms she was in her rocker and said there is my baby doll(referring to my lil guy) and got hugs and kisses from him....she always cheered me up....R.I.P. Gram ur missed greatly....

Children See And Hear All
Have you ever watched children As they play Have you ever listened To the things they had to say Do you know That they listen to you Even when you think they don’t Even though they are little They know what is going on And when you see the playing They are mocking you What you see them doing They have leaned From you When you see them, with their toys Telling them They are bad That is something, they have heard From their mom and dad When you see them, strike a toy And call it awful names They did not learn that alone they have felt and heard the same Have you seen them, playing house And heard them say Sorry kids But daddy and mommy, can’t get along So daddy Is going away Those are words They have heard you say When their daddy too Had upped and walked Away Have you listened, to them speaking To their make believe, friends And the things you've heard them

Children Don't Wake Up To Smoke Detectors!!!!
I was sent an email today that was so alarming I wanted to make sure everyone else see's this too. That our children more than likely will not wake up to the beeping sound of a conventional smoke detector. It's important to test your kids while they are sleeping to see if they will indeed wake up. A new product they say is coming on the market for those whose kids don't wake up to the beeping sound is actually on the market now. I'm going to test my kids asap. Here is the investigation video for you to check out. Here is the website given about the new smoke alarms http://www.kidsmartcorp.com/ Please let everyone know about this!

Landmark Military Recruiting Station ~ Received Minor Damage......
Associated Press ~ 43 minutes ago NEW YORK - A small bomb caused minor damage to a landmark military recruiting station in the heart of Times Square before dawn Thursday, and police were searching for a hooded bicyclist seen on a surveillance video pedaling away. ADVERTISEMENT The video shows the bicyclist getting off a bike at 3:40 a.m. Thursday and walking toward the building. A minute or so later, the person returned to the bike and rode away. A brief flash and a cloud of white smoke follows. A bike, believed used in the crime, was later found in the trash on West 38th Street, Police Commissioner Raymond Kelly said. The blast left a gaping hole in the front window and shattered a glass door, twisting and blackening its metal frame. No one was hurt, but Police Commissioner Raymond Kelly said the device, though unsophisticated, could have caused "injury and even death." "If it is something that's directed toward American troops then it's something that's tak

This Is For My Girlz !!!
Someone will always be prettier. Some will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, and love you and your circumstances. Think about it! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes.... might be lonely. And the word says, "If I have not Love, I am nothing." So, again, love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, "I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed, to be disappointed!" "Winners make things happen-- Losers let things happen." Be "blessed" ladies..... "To the world you might be one person, but to the one person you just might be the world"

Things To Say In My Box
ok so here is a twist instead of things not to say in my shout box heres something thats pretty special and i dont hear it much! lol someone tell that poor kid to run!! Nigj ~MJ&#...: aww I love you too Misti jean! ->Nigj ~MJ&#...: this is why i luv luv luv u this is alsp why hes my dork and your not :P he loves me :P although know you know my middle name oi

The Training Of Sissy Tinkerbell
So far sissy tinkerbell’s training is going very well. We had our first play session yesterday and I have to tell you I enjoyed myself immensely first we started out with a full body massage. Sissy tinkerbell had bought me some of this wonderful smelling lavender lotion. Which happens to be one of my favorite scents. I was pretty stressed out so I allowed her to use the lotion on my entier body. She started with my legs and my feet, then worked her way up my thigh, stoumache, and breasts, from there I flipped over and she gave me the most wonderful back and shoulder massage. This is something I really enjoy and could get used to on a daily basis. I have decided to make her my sissy handmaid. This is because she is a live in sissy sub. Lucky girl that she is! After she finished giving me a full body massage I pulled out a few of my favorite toys. A pvc hood, collar, cuffs, ankle cuffs, and some rope that we had on hand. I pulled the hood over her head after putting the collar on her

Flyte 3 06
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN *FOUNDER OF THE COVEN * gettin married 2 blueeye dragon nov 13@ fubar I WISH TO CLEAR UP SOME CONFUSION, I AM NOT ASSOCIATED IN ANY WAY WITH U

Animal I Have Become By Three Days Grace
I can't escape this hell So many times i've tried But i'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (This animal, this animal) I can't escape myself (I can't escape myself) So many times i've lied (So many times i've lied) But there's still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't escape this hell (This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this anima

She
She is kinky and has a clever smile, She will make you think about her all the while, She moves her body to the beat, It makes your want to skeet skeet skeet, Her eyes glimmer with beauty, But being sexy isnt her only duty, She tilts her head and bites her finger, And in your mind those thoughts still linger, Her skin so soft and body so smooth, She will make you think about making a dirty move, But you can't it's not her style, She will tease you with her sexy smile, I'll bet her lips are sweet as candy, Thinking about it will get you randy, You can look but you can't touch, But the temptation is almost too much, She is so kinky and so clever, Trust me she knows how to raise your lever

Different
All my life i've wanted to be normal, wanted to be like everyone else, want to be the same I talked to different people, did different things, but still I am the same, just me Everytime I tried to be the same it just seemed to make me more different Like everyone just shut me out and didn't want me to be like them Then one day I realized, I am normal, I am like everyone else, I am the same Every one wants to fit in, everyone at one time or another feels this way I learned being different wasn't a curse, it's what makes us unique This was just my turn

Why
A poem is something, Not everyone can write, A poem can make, Long and restless nights, A poem can be, Anything you feel, A poem is also, Something you can steal, A poem is personal, From the start to the end, A poem is one time, No one can pretend. Because when you write one, It may be filled with doubt, A poems a good thing, Because its my way out.

To The Lost
To the lost poems of body and soul lost forever in dreams untold. untold to those who might cry in dispair lost to ears that wait for a word of care to these peoms i dedicate this you are not lost, just untold bliss you are not hidden in a final dream but in my mind, waiting.....unseen.

Political Science For Dummies
I wanna be Italian. . Political Science for Dummies DEMOCRATIC You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. You feel guilty for being successful. Barbara Streisand sings for you. REPUBLICAN You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. So? SOCIALIST You have two cows. The government takes one and gives it to your neighbor. You form a cooperative to tell him how to manage his cow. COMMUNIST You have two cows. The government seizes both and provides you with milk. You wait in line for hours to get it. It is expensive and sour. CAPITALISM, AMERICAN STYLE You have two cows. You sell one, buy a bull, and build a herd of cows. BUREAUCRACY, AMERICAN STYLE You have two cows. Under the new farm program the government pays you to shoot one, milk the other, and then pours the milk down the drain. AMERICAN CORPORATION You have two cows. You sell one, lease it back to yourself and do an IPO on the 2nd one. You force the two cows to produce the milk

Angel (my Daughter)
Angel (my daughter) Last night I stole into your room To gaze upon your nightly rest And I marveled at how your angelic head Against the pillow was gently pressed And how your sleeping form Lay curled warmly in it's nest

Thoughts On Donating My Kidney
Thoughts on Donating My Kidney expressed through separate tankas & a rubai' ***** One week from today, I shall lie on a table and let a man carve from my body a kidney so that another may live. ***** Of my flesh I can claim no possession for all we are is borrowed time in temporal clay. I am more than the extent of my limbs; I have been and shall be again before the day is through. ***** Do I know myself well enough to accept death? Tomorrow I'll know. Until that moment passes, I shall continue to seek. ***** What will I transcend when Detachment enters me and closes my mind to the screaming of my cells as they mutilate my flesh? ***** These concepts inside which I can't articulate are impossible. I'm unable to find words and I don't know what to say. ***** In thirty hours, 'They' will cut into my flesh, carve out my kidney and sever me from myself so my brother John may live

Funny As Fuck
a mumm comment -------------- That Guy I need coffee!) M United States March 8, 2008 @ 8:01 am #50 of 50 African American is just another fictitious term made up by the NAACP to keep Negroes feeling angry and excluded. Niggas who are secure in their roles as human beings don't need that shit.

Rant One
Random Rant 1 This is just a rant for when I go crazily insane, as I sometimes do, where my mind wanders of into a fanatical tangent of a rant that will forever last in the simple text of a webpage on some meaningless site. I wonder sometimes how easy it would be to die…. I can't die because I am impenetrable, but when I find love I know I will become vulnerable. It's why I push those away from me when they just want to be around me. Why do I torture myself with what I can have but strafe away when a simple notion of pain comes into my dimwitted cerebral cortex. Lost in a catastrophic conglomerate of my vernacular, I must stay focus and surpass the rest of this zombie infested, mentally enslaved realm of lost hopes and superficial happiness. I must break the chains of my ever decreasing brain cells and become something more then just a man.

Farwell To A Love One
Today I lost someone very special to me. He was my idol,role model and my best friend in life. My father is someone so special to me nobody could replace him at all. The fondest memory I have of being with my father is when I was a little girl in my strawberry shortcake pj's and ready to go to the Bakery and pick out my favorite donut. Yeah gotta figure a little girl with two little pig tails, pink fuzzy slippers, and the biggest fuzzy robe her father could buy her. So this girl was all dolled up ready to go to breakfast this morning with her PAPPA. I didn't get that breakfast at all today. When I turned 16 years old my father gave me a necklace with two key's on it. One key is to my heart and the other key is to my body. I plan to marry somebody and pass those over to someone on that special day. They will hopefully have the same meaning as they do to me when they receive them. I did however go shopping and bought a brand new outfit cuz I wanted my PJ's again and had to fi

Mugglestone
Mugglestone (Hematite and Jasper) Color: Black and tan Chakra: Grounding • Focuses one's energy on the body and the earthplane; grounds, centers, balances. • Protects the integrity of the etheric double aura from tears and rips, repairs the damaged aura envelope, protects against and repels psychic attacks. • Gathers and calms scattered energies, reduces stress particularly when induced by conflicts with other people. • Helps recovery from anesthetics and surgeries, reduces bleeding

Family Man
She had sulky smile She took her standard pose as she presented herself She had sultry eyes, she made it perfectly plain that she was his For a price But he said "Leave me alone, I'm a family man And my bark is much worse than my bite" He said "Leave me alone, I'm a family man But if you push me too far I just might" She wore hurt surprise as she rechecked her make-up to protect herself Dropped her price and pride she made it totally clear that she was his For a night She gave him her look, it would have worked on any other man around He looked her up and down, she knew he couldn't decide if he should Hold his ground She turned, tossed her head unlike her opening move, her final exit line He waited much too long but by the time he got his courage up she was gone Then he screamed "Leave me alone, I'm a family man And my bark is much worse than my bite" He said "Leave me alone, I'm a family man But if you push me too far, I just might"

Hematite
Metaphysical Properties- Hematite is a wonderful stone for worry because it helps you to be more grounded (at ease). Hematite is also used for protection of oneself and their home. Carry a small tumbled stone with you when you feel the need for protection from lets say, negative vibes :-) Hematite is great for those office meetings when you feel you may be challenged! Another wonderful use of Hematite is for jet leg. Take with you when traveling, the hematite will provide you with a feeling of being grounded with the earth plane. Therefore, it will help to prevent jet lag. Numerology- Hematite vibrates to the number 9. The number 9 is about service, beauty, and love on the highest level. Having a deep concern for mankind. Gemological Properties- Hematite's chemical composition is Fe203 (iron oxide); it is from the hexagonal crystal system; the appearance is opaque, dark gray to black and metallic. It's trade names are black diamond, black pearl, and Alaskan black diamo

Smart Dog Food???
Ok so today I am looking online about dog foods, because Mab isn't eating and seems to have lost some weight. Though normally she isnt a picky eater, but we have been trying different foods because of Zeus who seems to have a sensitive stomach and gets gas from the majority of foods we have tried. We have never gotten 'cheap' dog food as I believe in the addage you get what you pay for, but the pricery brands at the supercenter were stil giving him gas to our horror, not because we are those stuck up types who believe that bodily functions should be kept mum, but rather to put it bluntly he smelled. BAD. As in death by aphixiation. So research I did and found that cheaper brands tend to cause gas due to lack of processing. Hence we tried other brands. Nothing changed. So as I am doing dog food research I find this one all natural dog food, no additives ect so forth. Not organic which I couldnt afford on even a good day. But still natural. I mean we are talking oatmeal, and barl

Breath Control
~ Breath Control Play~ by Vamp Definitions of Breath Control Breath Control Play: This is the process of limiting or restricting air and/or the supply of oxygen to the brain. Auto-erotic asphyxiation: The process of limiting or restricting air and/or the supply of oxygen to the brain WHILE ALONE. Strangling: This usually involves compression of the carotid arteries to prevent blood from reaching the brain. Suffocation: This involves somehow reducing the level of oxygen in the air available to breathe (usually gradually). Hanging: This is a type of play that involves being suspended by the neck. "New" breath play: The process of making someone more conscious of, directing, or using breath in play. The process of role playing or bringing about the psychological state of traditional breath play without using traditional methods Why do we do it? This is very individual. A person might as well ask, why do people have sex? I will attemp

Highway 109
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free,"

Lemony
You Are a Lemon Margarita Sour, tangy, and overpowering, you tend to give people a jolt back into reality. While you don't sugar coat things, you're honest - which is actually quite refreshing. What Flavor Margarita Are You?

Moods
Tell me my estranged one How the colors holding crimson change to dawn Why sky is blue sometimes & sometimes Red or Dark Why the same sky is soothing, magical, loving, beautiful, & At times dreamy, scary, Painful or black. Tell me my estranged one why everything that begins on a happy note Ends on a sad note Warming anger, than boiling temper Releasing heat, torching & scorching by mid afternoon Than cooling down gradually as evening comes Showing suddenly from nowhere all of your love & care Turning everything you touch to golden As our kiss sends up flares of colorful rainbows All around showing the world that Love exists As we pass in our paths Lighting up your evening skies. Tell me my estranged one Why We let go off our hands to part ways With tears in our eyes Some shown some hidden As we begin our walk We leave each other in sadness Hurt, in Pin drop silence Thinking that this time & circumstance wants for now One Sacrifice, one misund

I Have Pride
Your Pride Quotient: 44% You have your proud moments, but you're also likely to be a little ashamed of them. Don't be too hard on yourself. It's normal to want to make a stellar impression. How Much Pride Do You Have?

What My B-day Means
Your Birthdate: January 27 You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything. You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life. Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal. You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return. Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge Your power color: Cobalt blue Your power symbol: Dove Your power month: September What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You're My Best Friend- Queen
I can not say how much I really love this song! Ooh you make me live Whatever this world can give to me It's you you're all i see Ooo you make me live now honey Ooo you make me live Ooh you're the best friend that i ever had I've been with you such a long time You're my sunshine and i want you to know That my feelings are true I really love you Oh you're my best friend Ooo you make me live Ooh i've been wandering round But i still come back to you In rain or shine You've stood by me girl I'm happy at home You're my best friend Ooo you make me live Whenever this world is cruel to me I got you to help me forgive Ooo you make me live now honey Ooo you make me live You're the first one When things turn out bad You know i'll never be lonely You're my only one And i love the things I really love the things that you do You're my best friend Ooo you make me live I'm happy at home You're my best friend Oh you're my best friend Ooo you make me

(i Can't Get No) Satisfaction- Rolling Stones
A classic! I can't get no satisfaction, I can't get no satisfaction. 'Cause I try and I try and I try and I try. I can't get no, I can't get no. When I'm drivin' in my car and that man comes on the radio and he's tellin' me more and more about some useless information supposed to fire my imagination. I can't get no, oh no no no. Hey hey hey, that's what I say. I can't get no satisfaction, I can't get no satisfaction. 'Cause I try and I try and I try and I try. I can't get no, I can't get no. When I'm watchin' my TV and that man comes on to tell me how white my shirts can be. Well he can't be a man 'cause he doesn't smoke the same cigarrettes as me. I can't get no, oh no no no. Hey hey hey, that's what I say. I can't get no satisfaction, I can't get no girl with action. 'Cause I try and I try and I try and I try. I can't get no, I can't get no. When I'm ridin' round the world and I'm doin' this and I'm signing that and I'm tryin' to make some g

Could This Be Love - Jennifer Lopez
If you only knew What I've been going through Waiting and wanting you Could this be love How, tell me how will I know Will my heart make me believe it so Or can I trust the way I feel If you could read my mind You see how hard I've tried Still I can't decide [CHORUS:] If you only knew What I've been going through Waiting and wanting you Could this be love Oh, tell me could this be love [SOLO:] Do you know if it's true That real love lasts a lifetime Does it shine like the stars up in the sky And do you know if you can fall for Just a moment Is a moment for all time Why, why am I so unsure Is that love knocking at my door Or the sound of my beating heart If you could read my mind You know I just can't hide What I feel inside [CHORUS ] Oh, tell me could this be love

Untitled
You make me feel like the tattooist's needle bruised bleeding ejacualting hungry for more wanting less another scar upon my breast like it or not makes no sense but I know I will carry your sting with me forever till decay consumes all of me JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Mastectomy
Something important for you to consider. >From a nurse: I'll never forget the look in my patients eyes when I had to tell them they had to go home with the drains, new exercises and no breast. I remember begging the Doctors to keep these women in The hospital longer, only to hear that they would, but their hands were tied by the insurance companies. So there I sat with my patients, giving them the instructions they needed to take care of themselves, knowing full well they di dn't grasp half of what I was saying, because the glazed, hopeless, frightened look spoke louder than the quiet 'Thank You they muttered. A mastectomy is when a woman's breast is removed in order to remove cancerous breast cells/tissue. If you know anyone who has had a Mastectomy, you may know that there is a lot of discomfort and pain afterwards. Insurance companies are trying to make mastectomies an outpatient procedure. Let's give women the chance to r

Heaven
Two 90-year-old women, Rose and Barb, had been friends all of their lives. When it was clear that Rose was dying, Barb visited her every day. One Day Barb said, 'Rose, we both loved playing women's softball all our lives, and we played all through High School. Please do me one favor: when you get to Heaven, somehow you must let me know if there's women's soft-ball there.' Rose looked up at Barb from her deathbed and said, 'Barb, you've been my best friend for many years.. If it's at all possible, I'll do this favor for you.' Shortly after that, Rose passed on. At midnight a few nights later, Barb was awakened from a sound sleep by a blinding flash of white light and a voice calling out to her, 'Barb, Barb.' 'Who is it?' asked Barb, sitting up suddenly. 'Who is it?' 'Barb -- it's me, Rose.' 'You're not Rose. Rose just died.' 'I'm telling you, it's me, Rose,' insisted the voice. 'Rose! Where are you?' 'In Heaven,' replied Rose. 'I have some really good news and a little

Whats In A Name?
What Timothy Means You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are well rounded, with a complete pers

Read & Know ..
I DO NOT NEED YOUR APPROVAL ON FUBAR OR ELSEWHERE IN LIFE TO LOVE THE MAN I AM WITH. I DON'T NEED HYPOCRITS TO TELL ME THEY ARE NOT RACIST WHEN THEY LEAVE FUKKED UP COMMENTS ON MYPAGE OR IN MY SHOUT BOX. I DO NOT NEED MORE DRAMA IF YOU TELL ME YOU AREN'T FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE FOR WHATEVER REASON LEAVE ME OUT OF IT!!! I DON'T NEED FAKE ASS PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO WITH THEIR LIVES THAN SCREW WITH PEOPLE ON THE INTERNET. I DON'T NEED YOU TO TELL ME ABOUT WHAT MY MAN DOES OR DOESN'T DO ON FUBAR...IT'S JUST PIXELS... I DON'T NEED TO BELONG TO A GROUP OR LOUNGE... I AM ME AND WILL NOT CHANGE MY NAME, PERSONALITY OR PICS TO GET APPROVAL. I DON'T NEED TO SHOW YOU MY NSFW PICS, THOSE THAT HAVE ACCESS DO SO FOR A REASON. I DON'T NEED YOU PERIOD!!! I HAVE THE MAN I LOVE IN LIFE TO SPEND IT WITH I AM NOT LONELY OR DESPERATE!!! I DON'T NEED ANYTHING FROM YOU PERIOD!!! AS THIS IS JUST AN ENTERTAINMENT SITE!!! GET THIS... IT'S NOT REAL!

Sexual Sadism
I made a new album today. The pictures are taken from a novel published in 1797-1801. The novel was written anonymously. It was proven that a man named Marquis De Sade (pronounced Sod). I study human sexual behavior and wrote my thesis about him. He was one twisted mother fucker too ! The words "sadism" and "sadist" are derived from his name. What intriqued me most is that he was a very depraved individual and it all took place in the 1700's and early 1800's. Look at the pictures, would you have thought acts like those would have even been thought of way back then ? As perverted as some of it is, I find that it's all very interesting. If you want to hear about Marquis De Sade or the sick things he did hit me.

You Scared Him...
I'm bored but not alone. Go me. I'm wondering what to do today besides hang out. But more then likely thats all I will be doing with my girlfriend. I adore hanging out with her so its cool. I do however need a smoke and I don't have one. Damnit. Ah well such is life. Well later losers. XD

The One
I have found the one. I have known her for about 3 months now, she is wonderful, we do not fight, and she brings joy, and love into my heart. I thought that I was in love before, but this is different, I have no doubts about my new love. I am going to marry her, and I am going to do my best to take care of her, and make her happy! I can't imagine my life without her, she fills the void within my soul...

I Like To Draw The World... As I See It..
You Are a Purple Crayon Your world is colored in dreamy, divine, and classy colors. You hold yourself to a sky high standard, and you are always graceful. People envy, idolize, and copy you without realizing it. You are an icon for those who know you. And while it is hard to be a perfectionist, rest assured it's paying off! Your color wheel opposite is yellow. While yellow people may be wise, they lack the manners and class needed to impress you. What Color Crayon Are You?

My Life Path #
Your Life Path Number is 6 Your purpose in life is to help others You are very compassionate, and you offer comfort to those around you. It pains you to see other people hurting, and you do all in your power to help them. You take on responsibility, and don't mind personal sacrifice. You are the ultimate giver. In love, you offer warmth and protection to your partner. You often give too much of yourself, and you rarely put your own needs first. Emotions tend to rule your decisions too much, especially when it comes to love. And while taking care of people is great, make sure to give them room to grow on their own. What Is Your Life Path Number?

Tease Me!
You Are a Tiny Tease You like to flirt and show off your body, but what confident woman doesn't. You enjoy male attention, and you're usually pretty good at not leading men on. However, there are times when you get carried away with your sexy behavior. It's okay to use your amazing flirting powers for good - but never for evil! Do Men Think You're You A Tease?

Poem
Masks I am an actress and a liar. I wonder why people make promises they don’t mean. I hear the tides pulling away at reality. I see a bird wheeling in the empty sky. I want everything to be okay again. I am an actress and a liar. I pretend that nothing that anyone say or does bothers or interests me. I feel warm phantom hands leading me. I touch the images leaving ripples behind. I worry that I won’t be able to be real with another person again. I cry when I think about the real world. I am an actress and a liar. I understand that this is the way the world works. I say that I’m alright. I dream that one day I will mean it. I am an actress and a liar and that isn’t going to change.

Im D Man!
Your Driving Is is: 74% Male, 26% Female According to studies, you generally drive like a typical male. You're confident in your driving skills, and hardly any situation gets the better of you. And while you may have a few tickets under your belt, you're still a very good driver. Do You Drive Like a Guy or a Girl?

Brain Pattern
Your Brain's Pattern You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Its Over
Well the contest is over and I lost. Had a few friends show up and help they know who they are, ya'll were awesome but those that didnt ya'll can kiss my ass , and dont ever expect me to ever do a damm thing for you again. Sounds petty, oh well. If ya tell someone youre gonna do something ya better fuckin do it. I dont make a promise I cant keep and expect nothin less than that from my 'friends'. MUCH LOVE TO ALL THAT DID THEIR PART LOVE YA FOR THE EFFORT THE REST CAN KISS MY ASS

5 Tankas
5 Tankas ***** A small wisp of silk traces the Crown of Venus; I sweep it aside with the softest of kisses and taste of the fruit inside. ***** I heard you whimper but ignored your pliant pleas, your soft, quiet cries as I knelt to seduce you with kisses brushing your thighs ***** When you touch yourself in the deepest depths of night, do you find my words, like kisses brushing your thighs, help to speed you on your way? ***** Wrap your legs 'round me and pull me deep into you. Show me no mercy for I surrender myself to your treasures and your charms. ***** Would you like to fuck, to merge our bodies as one in imitation of the great double-backed beast? If so, come with me tonight.

Far-gone Conclusions
Far-Gone Conclusions a sonnet Rotate this world inside itself for a while feel the falling stars beneath your feet as they twinkle and burn like moths aflame Then chase Tomorrow back to where it began and start Yesterday all over again Far-gone those conclusions of reality those shadow-flickers on the walls of caves Mandalas instead and wheels within wheels, a never-ending, continuing spiral twisting amongst itself to rise and to fall Chase the White Rabbit wherever you may and listen close to what the flowers say Trust not to what is but to what could be within that looking-glass world that you see

Another Wrong Choice
damn men, why cant yall just be as good as you let on. why there always gotta be something wrong? wtf? and yall say that women are complicated, lord have mercy, but damn, i try to do my best at all i do, im a very busy and dedicated- mother, employee, and business owner, own my home and three vehicles, work my ass of to provide and spoil the ones i care for, don't fuck around or play games, or test reactions, just want to chill and be happy, i live in a small town so i have no secrets, but yet at the end of the day i'm not good enough or i'm the crazy bitch, well i am well advertized as a bitch if provoked, but then who isn't, and i never claimed to be sain, then again i don't know of any who can, lol. i just don't understand

Friends And Otherwise!
Isn't it strange how some people can appear to be so nice but then they can start to get nasty as you get fond of them? This has happened to a friend of mine. Her emotional suffering has made me feel sad and angry at how this person has got a kick out of making her miserable. Promises unkept, affections left in midair, ignoring calls and texts, sadness is the result! You will read this my dear. You have to move on, no matter how hard that is. I will try and help you through it as best as I can, if you will let me. Please let me be there for you! xxxx

Bye Bye Hotties.
Just wanted to say thanks for everything and I appreciate all the love you girls have shown me.. but for no other reasons then my own I have chosen not to be associated with any group anymore.. It's nothing person but It's just not for me... On top of that I was starting to get harrassed. I've tried really hard to stay out of the drama that goes on on fubar and I have done a really good job thus far. On top of that, I am going back to work full time and starting in a couple of weeks I will never be home anymore.. I very rarely be online and I don't want to have any commitments to pressure me to have to be online. I wish all you girls the best of luck and thanks for voting me in, but I think It's better this way..

Advice To Veterans On Ptsd Exams
The following is written from a C & P examiners perspective relating to psychiatric exams. It is a good guideline for all exams but I only did psych exams. I’ve been examined by the VA for multiple problems and this is my format when I go to be examined. A little common sense and clarity of thinking will go a long ways towards getting you what you are entitled. 1. Be on time or a little early. 2. Be polite. Yelling at the examiner for the injustices you perceive will do nothing but alienate him/her. 3. Curse at your risk. You can get your point across much better with proper English than you can with outlandish language. 4. This person is going to judge you. It’s his/her job and that is why you are there. To be adjudicated fairly. How would you like to be remembered? A skuzzy stereotypical veteran? Or a troubled one who is doing the best he/she can? 5. Do not talk about alcohol or drug related issues. You are not there to be assessed for those problems. You are there to be ass

Smart Ass Quotes Lmfao
A demitasse would fit his head like a sombrero. A guy with your IQ should have a low voice too! A half-wit gave you a piece of his mind, and you held on to it. A sharp tongue is no indication of a keen mind. After meeting you, I've decided I am in favor of abortion in cases of incest. All of your ancestors must number in the millions; it's hard to believe that many people are to blame for producing you. All that you are you owe to your parents. Why don't you send them a penny and square the account? Alone: In bad company. And there he was: reigning supreme at number two. Any friend of yours ... is a friend of yours. Any similarity between you and a human is purely coincidental! Anyone who told you to be yourself couldn't have given you worse advice. Are you always so stupid or is today a special occasion? Are you brain-dead? Are your parents siblings? As an outsider, what do you think of the human race? As useless as rubber lips on a wood

The Adult ?
HAVE YOU GOTTEN LAID THIS WEEK? *No* EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE? *Yes* EVER LAUGH DURING SEX? *Yes* EVER CRY DURING SEX? IF SO, WHY? *No* DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX? *Yes Which girl don't!* EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE? *Yes* EVER FAKED AN ORGASM? *Yes* DIRTY TALK, OR STFU? *Dirty Talk* YEAH BABY! EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX? *No* EVER MASTURBATE TO YOUR FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER? *No* EVER HAVE A THREESOME? *Yes* EVER WATCH PORN DURING SEX? *YES* EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURING SEX? *Yes* HAS THE CONDOM EVER BROKE? *NO* WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE? *Don't know* HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY? *Young* DO YOU LIKE 69? *Yes Yes YES* ARE YOU HORNY NOW? *always* HOW MANY SEXUAL PARTNERS? *6* DO YOU LIKE SEX IN THE CAR? *No* DO YOU STILL TALK TO THE PERSON YOU LOST VIRGINITY TO? *Yes* EVER BEEN WITH A CHEAT

Fucking Life
I hate this right now i hate that i cant find my alarm clock cause i just remembered i threw it away cause it was broke and i have been searching for it all day. i hate that i thought it was an hour earlier then it was all last night and all today and i hate that when you try to tlak to someone how that other person dissapears and wont talk to you back. UGHHHHH

To My Little Angel...
I was givin the most amazing gift and five minutes after she was givin to me she was taken from me. My daughter Star Lynn was born March 12, 2000 so eight years ago was the first official time I became a mother but the angels above needed her more then I did, I guess. sometimes I get angry with the world for taking her from me but then other times i feel blessed cause had she lived she would not have been able to walk or be able to function as a normal person would. However dont get me wrong I love her with all my heart and miss her more then someone could ever imagine missing someone. Star is now my angel in heaven and watches over me and her little brothers, but there's times like today her birthday I wish to have her here with me yeah that sounds very selfish and I'm sorry but gosh loosing a child is such a rotten feeling and i wouldn't wish that on any one on earth. I just want to express how much having a child is a blessing and a true miricale I wouldn't change being a mother for

Gotta Rethink This
In one of my last blogs I sort of lashed out at the fubar community for participating in "questionable" behaviours but then I thought, "Who am I to tell people what to do". I understand that some of you have absolutely no life and others work 18 hour a day shifts and have no social life so you come to fubar and socialize and so forth so hey I dont hate on those that are on fubar simply to win a popularity contest. I know you work hard and put in all those long hours at work and dont have time to socialize with the norm so hey enjoy fubar. Spend as much money as you like here. After all its fun on here and I personally thank all the Bouncers and of course babyjesus for making this site for if he did not, i'd still be stuck on toms shitty myspace.

Vishe (more.)
Nagonski gristi za svoje, zivotinja u chauri choveka. Otkucaji snare-a. Otkucaji srca shto smera da kad dobije svojih 5 minuta, oni traju barem sat, kad se film zivota odmota, to bude film za Oskara. Onda si opet sam. I tad kad nastupi osama, dodje ti da k'o Bin Laden prospesh bombe po govnima. Onoshto stvarno terorishe su klishe i dosada, ta lica prosta a opasna s filozofijom zlatnog proseka: Ni levo ni desno, onako pederski diskretno da sve bude mirno i lepo,rajski mediokritetno. Al' nisu krivi oni. Vec pametni a bezobrazni koji namecu taj sistem k'o validni sistem vrednosti! .. ja sam tornado destrukcije, konstantno bes puni me sachmom, sve bunt mi je sve, faktor je furije: antisve, parti-brejk, sars i aids za takvu svest. Za pamtivek plamti rech s hartije - in full effect! ...hm...ili je to samo navika da zigoshemo drukchijeg jer se stvara panika, jer uzrokuje "kvrc!" u zaspalim glavama. Eto pozara, kad ljudi shvate serviranu smrt u malim dozama. Prikljucheni na

Megaherz - Schizophren Lyrics
Du rennst Obwohl du müde bist Du schweigst Wenn dir nach reden ist Du kriechst Auch wenn du aufrecht gehst Du bist am Boden Wenn du vor mir stehst Du lachst Wenn dir zum heulen ist Du weinst Nur wenn du glücklich bist Du schreist Wenn du deine Ruhe brauchst Wenn du wieder mal im Meer Voller selbst-mitleid tauchst Du quälst Damit du keine schmerzen hast Du schießt Damit dir keiner eine Kugel verpaßt Bist hart Damit dich keiner schlägt Damit dir keiner irgendwann Deinen Ast absägt Du bist mein anderes Ich Du bist mein zweites Gesicht Du bist mein größtes Problem Du bist Schizophren, du Du bist Schizophren, du Du bist Schizophren Du bist krank im Kopf Und ich kann es sehn Du lügst Wenn du die Wahrheit suchst Du lebst Obwohl du diese Welt verfluchst Machst auf stark Wann immer du schwach bist Zeigst die Zähne Damit dich keiner auffrißt Du kämpfst Weil du den Frieden liebst Nimmst alles Weil du auch immer alles gibst Du haßt Obwohl du dich nach L

Willie Nelson- Gravedigger
Cyrus Jones 1810 to 1913 Made his great grandchildren believe he could live to a 103 A hundred and three is forever when you?re just a little kid So, Cyrus Jones lived forever Gravedigger When you dig my grave Could you make it shallow So that I can feel the rain Gravedigger Muriel Stonewall 1903 to 1954 She lost both of her babies in the second great war Now, you should never have to watch your only children lowered in the ground that means you should never have to bury your own babies Gravedigger When you dig my grave Could you make it shallow So that I can feel the rain Gravedigger Ring around the rosey Pocket full o'posey Ashes to ashes {Musical intro} We all fall down Gravedigger When you dig my grave Could you make it shallow So that I can feel the rain Oh Gravedigger Little Mikey Carson '67 to '75 He rode his bike like the devil until the day he died When he grows up he wants to be Mr. Vertigo on the flying trapeze Oh, 1940 to 1992--

Younger Days
I dig in the soil,the grit and earth. And to no avail what is it worth? My body,my heart,my will,my soul. Only when I die will I ever really know. I will keep going day after day. Reaping and sowing whatever I may. Some will follow while others will leave. Some never knowing the life I will leave. Into death someday I will go. Many never knowing the life I know. My sorrows,my griefs times of dispare. Soon will vanish into the air. My arms grow weaker,my body grows cold. The others are younger,while I am old. They reap a bigger load,a major part. While I alone drive the cart. Some knowledge will go some will stay. When I was younger,lord take me to that day

Cheating A Crime Against Onself
Cheating is a crime against oneself, Hardening the insufficient heart. Each finds in lies an easy path to pleasure, Abandoning the way that leads to joy. The choice is ever open, but the gulf Increases as the actor plays his part. No one who cheats can cherish long his treasure, Given what of hope lies can destroy.

Gemini City Episodes
I'm writing a series of short stories called The Gemini City Episodes. The stories have a dramatic superhero theme and I'll will be posting links on this blog to each episode. Episode 1, Part 1: http://geminicityepisodes. blogspot. com/2008/03/episode-1-part-1. html

Everyone
well everyone the has come for me to leave fubar if u want to keep in touch me emails r on my page and if u r on myspace here is mu URL www.myspace.com/lynnboy87 i meet some good people on here and i hope hat i can keep in thouch with them my profile will be erased on sunday at midnight well the reason for me to leave is that some people on my friends list r giving me to much drama on how come im not on here everyday im, sorry i have a life and a boy friend now so thats y im leaving

Something I Took And Iterest In.........
My brother is in the gunsmithing business and the past 2weeks I have started to learn more about guns and how to clean them very thoroughly......I think I shocked my brother when he asked me if I wanted clean the guns........I am starting out with some old type of rifles, some foreign rifles and what I really am excited about is about pistols....My brother gets all kinds of guns to fix and restore and whats really cool is after he inspects what I did I get the pleasure I taking it down to the shooting range and firing some shots from it.....I really am proud that he told me yesterday...."Leah I never would have thought that you would have been interested in this but I am so very proud of how you pay attention to detail"......when he said that I just smiled and felt so good inside.

Songs About Suicide K-z
K "Katy und Sandy" by Rheinhard Mey (A German song. At the end the lyrics say "Und zusammen vom sechsten Parkhausdeck; fliegen die beiden weit weit weg", which translates "And together from the sixth level of the car park; they both fly far far away") "Kein Ton" by Dritte Wahl "Kein Zurück" by Farin Urlaub "Kerosene" by Big Black- self-immolation from boredom. Sarcastic, skewed take on the lack of things to do in a small town. "The Kick Inside" by Kate Bush "Kill Yourself" by Stormtroopers of Death "Kill Yourself (It's Hopeless)" by Clear Days Always "Kill Yourself Now and Avoid The Rush" by TISM "Killing Time" by (hed) p.e. "Killing Yourself" by Alice in Chains "King" by Marillion "Kiri to Mayu" by Dir en grey - vocalist Kyo sings about swallowing a cyanide capsule he's hidden in his desk, and hanging himself. "Kiss Off" by Violent Femmes "Kody" by Matchbox Twenty "Komm, Süsser Tod" ("Come, Sweet Death") by Arianne in End of Evangelion "Kurt Kobain" by P

Cam Models
let me say while I have no problem with how people earn a living, what I do have a problem with is deception. specifically members who post profiles with a e-mail address or act as if they are interested in getting top know you when all they are interested in is getting you to join a cam service. Donna Lee aka sassy4uonly is just one of those people. she invited me to chat on messenger and after about 10 minutes she asked"for a favor" I responded as long as it doesn't involve money, then sure. she became very defensive and then asked me to meet her at this cam site. BUSTED! CAM WHORE! had she just put in her profile that she was a cam model or she models online then we would never had that conversation. it's wrong to decieve and not lead people on. if your in it for the money say so. on another note: she says she's in china when in reality she's a miami cam girl. I post this as a public service announcement. BEWARE OF THE SCAMMERS

Apple Green
You Are Apple Green You are almost super-humanly upbeat. You have a very positive energy that surrounds you. And while you are happy go lucky, you're also charmingly assertive. You get what you want, even if you have to persuade those against you to see things your way. Reflective and thoughtful, you know yourself well - and you know that you want out of life. What Color Green Are You?

Truth.
A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y 1. Do you like anyone?:yes 2. Do they know it?yes 3. Simple or complicated?simple IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U 4. Had sex: yeeeeeeeees :D 5. Bought something: yes 6. Gotten sick?: no 7. Been hugged?: a lot :) 8. Felt stupid?: a lot lol:)) 9. Talked to an ex: yep 10. Missed someone: yes :( 11. Failed a test: a lot mhahaha 13. Danced: every day ;) 14. Gotten your hair cut?: nope 15. Lied: yesss U N I Q U E 16. Nervous habits?: mmmmmsometimes 17. Are you double jointed?: le what? 18. Can you roll your tongue?: yes 19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: only left one 20. Can you cross your eyes?: yes 21. Do you make your bed daily?: no 22. Do you think you are unique?: yesss H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S 23. Said "I Love you": yes 24. Given money to a homeless person: yes 25. Smoked?: yes 26. Waited all night for a phone call?: no 27. Snuck out?:yes 28. Sat and looked at the stars?:mmmay

What Is Love
what is love which is a god question to many people i think is love something that comes and goes to peole you find it and lose it get it back for what are yours version of love you can compent on this if you want

Old Flames
ya ever see someone from the past and think why the fuck was I interested in this person in the first place? I dont know what I was thinking. Seriously, everytime I get so damn annoyed and swear I'm never going to talk to him again, then I like forget, and IM him or sumthing. Its just gross. anyways, Ive got my eye on someone new. And he makes me smile. thats all really.. just got my eye on him, He just seems like a really good person. and hes gunna get punched for goin to sleep/not answerin the phone when i need to vent. I'm goin to the st.Pats parade tomorrow afternoon in Detroit. I'm stoked, should be a lot of fun, we're goin to start pregamin round 11. then go to the parade ( i guess the kids apartment is near the parade route) then back to his place after. tomorrow will be a good day. p.s. I'm sick of being called spoiled, I know I am, I don't complain about anything, and I'm grateful for everything I have, so I don't wanna hear it anymore.

Today On World Rock Radio
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Passover And Jesus Death
God begins the systematic, redemptive process of saving mankind with the Passover feast. This is the very first feast of His seven annual festivals. Each festival depicts a significant step forward to mankind's ultimate salvation as well as its glorious conclusion. Passover is not a Holy Day, but it is a feast; its primacy and meaning makes it the greatest of all feasts. For if there were no Passover, if Jesus as Passover never died for mankind, then we could forget about all the rest. They simply could not be fulfilled. Every feast that follows the Passover is utterly dependent upon it. Our Passover is Jesus Christ (1 Corinthians 5:7). For over three decades Jesus lived a sinless life, though He was tested in all areas as we are (Hebrews 4:15). The hours before His crucifixion, He suffered great physical and mental pain for our healing (1 Peter 2:24). Jesus was nailed to a stake and remained faithful to God (and by extension, to us) to His death. He died when a Roman soldier pie

Hide Away And Tell Them Hankster Sent You
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Pass Me By
"Pass Me By" "Does this excite you? Think about it! Does it not stagger the imagination? No builder on earth can concieve any structure to compare to the mansions above. Won't that be something when you go to live in your own mansion? There'll be no concern about paying for it, it's already taken care of. There'll be no worry about being moved out of it. It will be yours forever." [Shaggy 2 Dope] I got shot, ah!, the murder was heinous The bullet went in my eyeball and out my anus And I was hit, that was it, on the spot Flash, I woke up in a parking lot And I'm sittin in a '64 Reinkeys With Shaggy Dope written on the car keys I look around I can't believe that it's possible I'm dead, and I made it to the carnival I walk in, it's everything I dreamed of Everybody and they momma got clown luv Japanese, Lebanese, and Chinese, Portuguese, and southwest ghetto g's. (woowoo) Hangin' out with redneck truck drivers Instead of always givin' each other piledrivers I see

Gee Was More Than Link Between Hendrick, Dale Jr.
They would drive down from places like Maine and Massachusetts, all their earthly belongings wedged into the back of their automobile, and look for the little restaurant at the corner of U.S. Highway 29 and Morehead Road. It was just a diner, really, but it stood across the street from the track then known as Charlotte Motor Speedway, and everyone from parts cleaners to crew chiefs could be found there on weekdays eating breakfast or lunch. So the hopefuls would enter, many times with no money and no place to stay, and begin asking around for work. And more often than not they'd be sent around the corner to the house on Hudspeth Road, where the lights were on until 2 o'clock in the morning and there was always an extra steak on the grill. There they'd find the big man, likely with a cigar clenched between his teeth, almost certainly sanding or polishing one of the car parts he cared for like they were living things. Robert Gee would take them in, give them something to eat and a pla

Love
1If I speak in the tongues[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,[b] but have not love, I gain nothing. 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I ta

The Crimson Field
This poem was written by me and dedicated to Dark Prince my fu-husband and real life boyfriend. A life time of fighting, Blood spilling for others. Her flame always igniting, Those that fell were brothers. Upon the crimson field she stands, With a thud her sword lands. She takes a peek, The pain starts to grow. Another bloody pointless week, She hits the ultimate low. Her body shaking... Wishing to crumble, Her heart... Once again troubled. Eyes pressed tight... She slips, Moments pass... Waiting for what won't be. Arms enclosed... Hands upon her hips, Around his neck her hearts key. In confusion she doth glare, Her eyes fix upon his stare. Upon his face a grin doth grow bright, "Fear not, for I shall always catch the light."

Crazy Laws You Never Knew About.
This is a list of obscure but (at the time I made this page) still on the books ridiculous or bizarre laws. Are you breaking the law and not knowing it?? Check your state to find out. .. Alabama It is illegal to play Dominos on Sunday. .. It is illegal to wear a fake moustache that causes laughter in a church. .. Putting salt on a railroad track may be punishable by death. Alaska .. In Fairbanks, it is illegal to feed alcoholic beverages to a moose. .. It is illegal to a wake a bear for the purpose of photography, although it is legal to shoot a sleeping bear. .. A law in Fairbanks, does not allow moose to have sex on city streets. Arizona .. In Tucson, it is illegal for women to wear pants. .. In Globe, it is illegal to play cards in the street with a Native American. .. In Glendale, it is illegal to drive a car in reverse. .. In Nogales, it is illegal to wear suspenders. Arkansas .. In Fayetteville, it is illegal to kill any living creature, including insects. .. In Li

9 Words Women Use
9 Words Women Use 1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how an

Politics
A cannibal was walking through the jungle and came upon a restaurant operated by a fellow cannibal. Feeling somewhat hungry, he sat down and looked over the menu... • Tourist: $5 • Broiled Missionary: $10.00 • Fried Explorer: $15.00 • Baked Democrat or Grilled Republican: $100.00 The cannibal called the waiter over and asked, "Why such a price difference for the Politician?" The cook replied, "Have you ever tried to clean one? They're so full of shit, it takes all morning."

Pick Up Line
A Texas cowboy walks into a bar and takes a seat next to a very attractive woman. He gives her a quick glance then causally looks at his watch for a moment. The woman notices this and asks, "Is your date running late?" No", he replies, "I just got this state-of the-art watch, and I was just testing it." The intrigued woman says, "a state-of-the-art watch?" "What's so special about it?" The cowboy explains, "It uses alpha waves to talk to me telepathically." The lady says, "What's it telling you now?" "Well, it says you're not wearing any panties." The woman giggles and replies "Well it must be broken because I am wearing panties!" The cowboy smiles, taps his watch and says,........ "Damn thing's an hour fast!"

The Obedient Wife
The Obedient Wife There was a man who had worked all his life, had saved all of his money, and was a real 'miser' when it came to his money. Just before he died, he said to his wife...'When I die, I want you to take all my money and put it in the casket with me.. I want to take my money to the afterlife with me.' And so he got his wife to promise him, with all of her heart, that when he died, she would put all of the money into the casket with him. Well, he died. He was stretched out in the casket, his wife was sitting there - dressed in black, and her friend was sitting next to her. When they finished the ceremony, and just before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the wife said, 'Wait just a moment!' She had a small metal box with her; she came over with the box and put it in the casket. Then the undertakers locked the casket down and they rolled it away. So her friend said, 'Girl, I know you were not fool enough to put all that money in there with your husband.' The loya

A Day In The Life
One hell of a beautiful song...that makes me want to watch more of this super dreary rain and hug my kitty... I read the news today oh, boy About a lucky man who made the grade And though the news was rather sad Well, i just had to laugh I saw the photograph He blew his mind out in a car He didn't notice that the lights had changed A crowd of people stood and stared They'd seen his face before Nobody was really sure if he was from the house of lords I saw a film today oh, boy The english army had just won the war A crowd of people turned away But i just had to look Having read the book I love to turn you on. Woke up, got out of bed Dragged a comb across my head Found my way downstairs and drank a cup And looking up, i noticed i was late Found my coat and grabbed my hat Made the bus in seconds flat Found my way upstairs and had a smoke Somebody spoke and i went into a dream Ah I read the news today oh, boy Four thousand holes in blackburn, lancashi

Scary Times.
Yesterday was one of the scariest times of my life! I was just sittin at home hangin out when I started feeling funny. My heart started beating really hard, my chest felt like the was 200 pounds sitting on it constantly, it became hard to breathe and when I started feeling tingles in my right arm, I went to the hospital. The hospital was packed and they didn’t have one single bed left in the place. I got checked in and they were so worried about me that they put me in front of everybody else. I finally got in the ER and they did all the xrays and blood work and then they decided to admit me for the night. I was quite scared and all I could think about was how I have been neglecting myself and I thought of what damage it would do to my kids if I checked out early. They monitored me closely last night waking me up every half hour and then this morning, I had a stress test which was not fun. They induced me with two kinds of chemicals that made my heart rate go up to 170 and I felt like I

The Running Of The Bulls
This may seem weird to some, but I have always wanted to go to Spain and do the running of the bulls... to me it seems like it would be such an adrenaline rush to look and see these huge creatures running toward you... not to mention how funny it would be just to watch and see peoples expressions while they are running from the bulls... I have pics in my stash of this event... will go one of these days, would like to go next year for my 40th birthday... ;)

I Miss You...
I Miss You... 2/12/2008 I miss you! Feeling you, touching you, kissing you, living with you, making love to you, loving you… I miss the outings, the plans, the mishaps, the joy, the excitement, the love, the trust… I miss feeling so secure in your arms; I miss feeling your skin pressed tight against mine… In fact, the only things I DON'T miss are the endless lies that escape your lips poisoning my heart and killing my hope… How could you tell me you love me, then try so hard to hurt me behind my back? …only my jaded memories and love remain…

Fill Out
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 23.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Friends
Friends A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Intro.
Just wanted to say hello here and I may post stuff in here from time to time. I used to come here when it was CherryTAP and even when it was Lost Cherry, but I was a different person then and I believe everyone is constantly changing. As you have probably read my about me section, I really don't give a shit about rating people nor do I care about them rating me. I'm one of the few people on here who try to keep it real as best as I can and I don't want no fake people surrounding my online experiences. I'm in a committed long term relationship and have been for the past 11 years. I had some issues with this person and we have had our ups and downs, but he's my soul mate and no matter what has happened between us, I love him with all my heart. He's saved me from the depths of hell many times and no matter how much we hated each other at the time, he's never turned his back on me. No one online will ever risk that for me. I flirt alot, but I don't mean it. I'm very happi

Update
I've been working on getting a buzz on my blogs. Myspace is the best place to blog; sorry for all the Myspace haters, but it's the truth. I also have started my own website: http://triximcbimbo.webs.com/index.htm

The Future's So Bright, Gotta Wear Shades
I am currently attending Ashford University's external education course, working towards a Bachelor's degree in Psychology. My future goals are to obtain a Masters and possibly a Psy.D in Forensic and Behavioral Psychology. I have been enrolled since October and if my figures are correct, in a few days, my recent class final grade will be posted, elevating my G.P.A. to a 4.0. This will be the first time I have ever seen grades this wonderful. Yea Me! :)

::unbreakable::
"UNBREAKABLE" - DJ SAMMY I wish this heart of mine could be that unbreakable like a monument for love Build of stones you could not see I keep on telling these sweet lies So unbelievable Guess I make it through this time Hoping you will guide my way I wish this heart of mine could be that unbreakable like a monument for love Build of stones you could not see I keep on telling these sweet lies So unbelievable Guess I make it through this time Hoping you will guide my way Hoping you will guide my way

Keep It In The Family
I’ve always been attracted to my brother’s wife, but I’ve never acted upon my impulses. My brother has been working nights for a few years now, leaving Jessica alone after 4:00, and when he is at home during the day, he is either always sleeping or too tired to make love to his wife. She is a beautiful woman with long, light brown hair, about 5’7”, slim but not too skinny, ample breasts, and loves to smile. The way she has been looking at me in the past few weeks makes me wonder how long it has been since she’s had a man inside her. But these are kind of thoughts I should not be having. She’s my brother’s wife. I had gone over to their house yesterday to get a CD he borrowed from me last week, and Jessica opened the door in tight shorts, almost Daisy Duke style. I had just missed my brother, but Jessica let me in. She told me to sit down in the living room as she searched for the CD. I could not help staring at her beautifully rounded ass as she bent over and stretched up, a

Another Day Of Snow
Hard to believe it is almost April and we are still struggling with snow. The tiny birds gather at the base of the trees in hopes for a fall seed. The eagles perch high upon the great mast of the boats awaiting the herring which this year will be their salvation . It breaks my heart to see the changes here. Man sees the changes in the world and he calls it progress. I see the same changes and ask myself when the cost for progress will be more than man is willing to spend. For example~ Jobs bring people~ people = workers and money~ too many people lead to not enough jobs or money ~ the people struggle which equals crime and violence which in turn equals revenge and revenge= DEATH. There is no escaping death. Yes I KNOW that all futures are not as grim as the example listed here but the reality is those who hide behind rose colored glasses will one day wake and wonder where things went wrong. The question is will it be too late.

History
ruary 14 is Valentine's Day. Although it is celebrated as a lovers' holiday today, with the giving of candy, flowers, or other gifts between couples in love, it originated in 5th Century Rome as a tribute to St. Valentine, a Catholic bishop. For eight hundred years prior to the establishment of Valentine's Day, the Romans had practiced a pagan celebration in mid-February commemorating young men's rite of passage to the god Lupercus. The celebration featured a lottery in which young men would draw the names of teenage girls from a box. The girl assigned to each young man in that manner would be his sexual companion during the remaining year. In an effort to do away with the pagan festival, Pope Gelasius ordered a slight change in the lottery. Instead of the names of young women, the box would contain the names of saints. Both men and women were allowed to draw from the box, and the game was to emulate the ways of the saint they drew during the rest of the year. Needless to say,

Hey No Fair I Dont Have A Fubar Wife
yea its not fair i dont have a fubar wife, i look around an see ppl who haave afubar wifr or hubby, wish i had a fubar wifey...ene one wanna be my fubar wife.. i mean i kno im goofy lokin but theres gotta be a girl out there who would wanna be my fubar wife lol, if there any interest in bein my fubar wife hit me upeither shout or message

It's Been A While
This week was bonus week at work!!!! yeah!! I bought my yearly splurge (a new Coach tote) and put the rest into savings for Steve's boat and our trip to Disneyland. My sister called last night and she is being induced on Tuesday. I will finally by an aunt!!!! They are evicting the poor little guy a week early because he is getting too big. He doesn't have a name yet either. I guess I will have to keep calling him "LG" (little guy) for a little while longer. I am going over there to see them next weekend. I am spending a week there to help her out and get my holding time in with LG!! Love to all my friends!!

Walkin Alone Tomorrow
You have made the choice to cut all ties. Did you fear looking in my eyes? You could not tell me to my face. Letting me see how my trust was wrongly placed. Did you think that I was blind? I could always read between the lines. I could see the secrets hidden beneath your emotional mask. Anything you wanted I would have done, had only you asked. Yet you walked away and never gave us a chance. You choose not to speak to me any anymore, this makes no sense. Why would you make the choice to weave such a bitter end? I was a coward for never speaking out telling you I wanted more than to be your friend. I bite back on my misery, desperation, and sorrow. Thinking only that I may have a better chance when the sun rises tomorrow. I am broken and left speechless by all the things I can't say. Left to drown in my sea of loneliness, looking forward to better days. Is this what you wished to bestow upon my shoulders. The weight of a broken heart out weighs a thousand boulde

Whats A Person To Do When>>>>>>>?
All fails in ones live , and they have picked up time afeter time.. Just to be dragged back down again..When all their strenghth is effertless and all fails .When they cant seem to go on. .They are dragging thru real life with no one intrested in them, no belongings are left for this person and they dont fell loved > Yet someone tells them they are loved ? Whats up with this (saying I love you )and they they dont respond to you or show warmth but Ice and distance and coldness toward ya all the time.>? Whats a person to do cut losses and run or hang on to a memeory or what >?Im lost on this one here .. ???????? God help us all if the world is only coming to this for lots of us now..Diana' sorry to sound down, lost and worth nothing but im only being honest , with my self and venting , crying out I guess.yes self pity a bit too. .. God I do Pray if you could lift my spirit up unto you soon.

Lonely
I hate being by myself.... I know that I dont want to be in an abusive relatonship... This town drive me crazy... Just wanna go far far far away from everything.... I dont like when ppl play w my emotions... Id take back all the wrong if I could... Dont even know why Im putting this on here...

She Looks
She Looks she looks out into the night, listening to the sounds she seeks to find her place her wildness clawing at her very being bidding her to break the chains that weigh her down to leave behind the insanity of the world and find the solitude and peace she longs for to run the paths to smell the air to see the mountains and the trees to play in the clear blue waters finding the place called home reveling in the playful pups smiling at the ever busy sisters laughing at the brothers building their strength sensing the watchful eyes of the One that guides them to their sanctuary listening to sounds alert to any danger ever ready to strike to protect with her all content in her sight satisfied with her vision she once again lays down near the edge she closes her eyes and sleeps Sue Price Copyright ©2005 Sue E Price

It's Fun!
It's fun when you're getting ready for a night out. Dressing up and the whole 9 yards. Dress to impress...low cut shirt, tight jeans, boots, and my fav hat, can't wait to start! lol Usually I'm off to Cowboys in Arlington...I love it there. Lots of fun, Lots of cowboys etc... There was this one time I went to this other bar name Electric Cowboy. I like it there but there is never anywhere to sit and really put your coat or makeup case down and call your own so that is basically why I choose Cowboys in Arlington...plenty of seating. Anyhow as I was saying there was this other bar I went to with Bill. We were both sitting there...watching the dance floor..electric slide came on and I can't do that shit if it meant my life. Anyways this huge fucking woman gets on the dance floor and now I've nothing against fat people but omg she wasn't dressed appropriately for her size. She had on a Haler top that only went close to the top of her belly button and a denium skirt that

Look What Nicci Did!!!
I MUST BE I ENTERED A CONTEST AND NEED BOMBERS THE LAST CONTEST I ENTERED WE HAD FUN SO YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT WE WILL COME UP WITH THIS TIME JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO COME HELP REMEMBER BOMB HAVE FUN AND KEEP IT DRAMA FREE

A Spark Dropped Down From Heaven
I don’t need to take your picture. I can see you in my mind, Every time I close my eyes I don’t even have to try anymore You’re there; I can see your soft blue eyes, I can hear your tender voice They’re burned into my mind This feeling is so bittersweet You’re there; Like a spark dropped down from heaven Igniting the flames of Hell My mind can’t touch you I don’t know what it’s like to caress you I can’t feel your arms around me. Can’t feel your heat surround me But you’re there; I can see you And it’s driving me out of my mind I’m living in a Hell every minute of the day You’re in my mind with every breath I take You’re there; Like a spark dropped down from heaven Igniting the flames of Hell But I can’t touch you I can’t reach out and caress you I can’t feel your arms around me Can’t feel your heat surround me But you’re there in my mind It hurts when I try to kiss you My mind plays tricks and you turn away Where I just saw yo

I Did A Survey
Time started: 10:00pm Sex: not gettin any lol Birthday: 01.01.1990. Siblings: bro Eye color: brownish Shoe size: 37 Height: 160 What are you wearing: panties n t shirt Where do you live: Belgrade Blok 61 Righty or lefty: righty Can you make a dollar in change right now: we dont use dollars xD Who are your closest friends:Milica,Anja,Alexandar Best place for a date? Kamelegdan Where is your fav place to shop:Urban n skate shop,Womans secret Favorite kind of plant: orchid Fave Color:PINKKKK Fave Number:7 Fave Boys Name:Vuk (it means Wolf) Fave Girls Name:Andrea Fave Sport:volleyball Fave Month:august Movies:horrors n romantic movies Juice:/ Finger:/ Breakfast food:eggs Favorite cartoon character:Sleeping Beauty and Beetlejuice Given anyone a bath:Yes Smoked:Yes Made yourself throw-up:ew,no Gone skinny dipping:yes Eaten a dog:ewww Put your

Washing Clothes
i went to the laurdment ad do washing to day for iam patular on certain clothes and how they get wash of cousrse i went to use a dryer i put my qutsrs in the wrong one which happens when you do not pay attion

Holla!
I am 100% new to this site and I have no idea what's going on. If I don't answer you, or it seems like I am ignoring you, I APOLOGIZE. Thank you in advance for comments and ratings, I greatly appreciate it. And bear with me >.< If you would like to contact me immediately, go to a site I am more familiar with :) www.myspace.com/rockstarporn or AIM me @ ferrywinkle xoxo Jamey

Easter
Ostara's Hare From Jennifer Emick, Your Guide to Alternative Religions. FREE Newsletter. Sign Up Now! The Pagan origins of the Easter Bunny Have you ever wondered where the celebration of the Christian holiday celebrating the resurrection of Christ acquired its unusual name and odd symbols of colored eggs and rabbits? The answer lies in the ingenious way that the Christian church absorbed Pagan practices. After discovering that people were more reluctant to give up their holidays and festivals than their gods, they simply incorporated Pagan practices into Christian festivals. As recounted by the Venerable Bede, an early Christian writer, clever clerics copied Pagan practices and by doing so, made Christianity more palatable to pagan folk reluctant to give up their festivals for somber Christian practices. In second century Europe, the predominate spring festival was a raucous Saxon fertility celebration in honor of the Saxon Goddess Eastre (Ostara), whose sacred animal was a

Fill It And Send It In A Message :)
fill it out Am I hott? Am I sweet? Am I nice? Am I crazy? Am I lovable? Am I funny? Am I psycho? Am I selfish? Am I daring? Am I a good person? WOULD YOU Hug me? Kiss me? Hold my hand? Miss me if I was gone? Listen to my problems? Be there for me when i need you the most? Hug me if I cried? Be a good friend? Buy me a hundred roses? Be friends with benefits with me? Lie to me just to make me happy or tell me the truth that can make me sad? IF YOU COULD Hook me up with someone (real) who would it be? Do one thing with me it would be? Drop me one piece of advice it would be? Give me something that's very special from your heart it would it be? Be my girlfriend/boyfriend if i asked would you say yes? JUST A FEW QUESTIONS What do u love about me? What is my best quality? If u could change one thing about me it would be? What is your honest opinion about me? If i die will you remember me forever? Would you forgive me if i break your heart or do some

The Loss
The Loss She took you away from me The memories of your beautiful faces Is now all that I can see I love you all with all my heart I have been so very devistated As the days and the miles drive us apart I have never stopped loving you You are all my angels Without you all my heart is blue Now as I sit here and see in my mind’s eye You all are growing up and getting older As the days just roll on by Now our time will be here And we do all the things we do We will be together with no fear

The Magic Of Love
Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery!! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change!! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart And not with its mind!! Love is the answer That everyone seeks... Love is the language, That every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery

Find Out About A Man's Sign
About the Aries man A "specialist" in love at first sight, the Aries man falls in love immediately and does not take no for an answer, nor he accepts tarrying. He fancies thousands of plans including the chosen of the moment and he does it with sincerity. It's an adventure to date an Aries man. The chosen one can have all the joy she wants and sometimes even more. Her satisfactions with an Aries man are numerous, although living by his side can sometimes look like a bowling game with grenades instead of balls. Caught in a bustle in which everything happens by one hundred km per hour, the Aries man's partner can feel overwhelmed and she has to be very fit not to feel exhausted. Unfortunately, the Aries man's passion goes to waste very quickly, turning into ash after a very short period. Afterwards he falls in love again. The Aries man is not afraid to get married at a young age. He will do it, even... several times, if necessary. Paradoxically enough, beyond his lo

He Needs Your Help Please!
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>god Says To Forgive All >>but Can We >?
To love all , forgive or tresspassers as we forgive those who tress pass against Us . I seem to try to do my best at this , but it,s anot always easy, at times. I do try hard to forgive and let go and not show anger .. I do.. God Bless All. Diana

A Story Of My Life Be Told>
A loss of life that has been unfold..> Many a days have flew by .. As well as many, a many a lonley night, when I did cry...> Wanting you beside me there and wishing you,d let me really care ..> Showing my love and passion too. Holding you very near .. I think of a lost lot of years ..> When I should of had a great life and been happy lots of a times..> But life takes it,s toll and we hold fast to carry on...> Troubles we have to live thru and hearts get very broken and lingers the pain on and on.. We shatter to small pieces and some arent very resiliant to recover as do others.. > Yet we are delt sorrows and shame .. As we try to endure the pain ..> Life is so profound and I find now, it is totally insane ... To try to hold on to a man ..That seems not to understand Whats in my heart and that Id give all to him and for him ..> He seems to just play about and not really care what and has great doubt . Thinks I kicked him to a curb , when I my sel

Stardust
So I was watching Goodfellas and i've been singing this song ever sine like last Wednesday... I prefer the verison by Billy Ward and the Dominoes... And now the purple dusk of twilight time Steals across the meadows of my heart High up in the sky the little moon starts to climb Always reminding me that we're apart You wandered down the lane and far away Leaving me a song that will not die Love is now the stardust of yesterday The music of the years gone by Sometimes I wonder why I spend a lonely night dreaming of a song The melody haunts my reverie, and I am once again with you When our love was new and each kiss an inspiration But that was long ago, now my consolation is in the stardust of a song. Beside a garden wall, when stars are bright, you are in my arms The nightingale tells his fairy tale Of paradise where roses grew Though I dream in vain, in my heart it will remain My stardust melody, The memory of love's refrain

To All Whom Like Roses!
Sorry look's like I still have a long road to travel to get back to normal. my bones are trying to grow back wrong after the wreck and they are having to pop them out of the way they are and try to aline them as they should be. and that is painful for it's been too long and now I have to go back through the past pain to get over it. So maybe off longer than I wanted to be, but will try to at least do a post if its just a simple comment to all. Love and miss each of you and hope to be able to get back sooon. ~Donna~

Bewitching Snow
Bewitching Snow It’s crazy how bewitching it is tonight Everything’s frosted and still The whole world is holding its breath As we crunch through the softness Hand in hand. The purple-grey sky is a blanket and the world sleeps underneath with sugar-plum branches and sugar-snow icing that frosts everything magical. The powdered ice-sugar sifts down catching my eyelashes as I look up the air turns your breath to frost as you lean in and your hand is warm in mine. It’s crazy how bewitching you are tonight As we lay here so close and so still I feel your touch and I’m holding my breath As we look to the future Hand in hand. Tangled here in this blanket wrapped tight in your arms underneath. The touch of your skin the scent of your breath suddenly everything’s magical. Your soft lips graze mine catching my eyelashes as I look down the night dances with our breath as we lean in and your heart is warm next to mine.

12 Words That Women Use
1. "Fine" This is the word women use at the end of any argument when they feel they are right but can't stand to hear you argue any longer. It means that you should shut up. (NEVER use "fine" to describe how she looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments.) 2. "Five minutes" This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so women feel that it's an even trade. 3. "Nothing" Nothing" means something and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with the word "Fine." 4. "Go Ahead" (with raised eyebrows) This is NOT permission; it's a dare! If you mistake it for permission, the result will be the woman will get upset over "Nothing" and you'll have a "five-minute" discussion that will end with

Ughhh
i hate the stupid cunt at the bank i go to! she put my money in my savings account. and i had been using my card! so i was at like-290 and 60 of that was just from overdraft fucking fees!!!!! I'm going to go to tell that bitch off then never going to that bank again! I knew i should just go and see that nice man near my house even if tehre is never any parking and i have to walk. STUPID MOTHER FUCKING CUNT! I'm so angry!

Like To Know My Friends More!!!
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Older Blog Reposted - How About These Guys? Lol
HOW ABOUT THESE GUYS??? I was just sitting here thinking about all the guys I've had contact with in the past... some that were just friends, casual boyfriends, serious boyfriends & even the "ex". I seem to (for the most part... although there have been some exceptions) attract losers. What is up with that? Do I draw in a certain type of guy because of the way I look? act? behave? Am I not smart enough? too smart? naive? Is it something I am repeatedly doing wrong? Is it some characteristic I possess that just attracts these men to me like a magnet? OR... am I seeking them out? Here is what I look for in a guy: Honesty, Sense of Humor, Compassion, High Morals, Ability to have "fun", etc. These aren't that odd are they? As for looks? I don't go by looks that much... yes, there must be a physical attraction or else what is the point? Because sooner or later, we will be intimate and who wants to make love with someone scary looking? LOL Here are the types of guys (contrary to w

God's Garden
God's garden GOD LOOKED AROUND HIS GARDEN AND HE FOUND AN EMPTY PLACE.HE THEN LOOKED DOWN UPON THIS EARTH, AND SAW YOUR TIRED FACE.HE PUT HIS ARMS AROUND YOU,AND LIFTED YOU TO REST.GOD'S GARDEN MUST BE BEAUTIFUL,HE ALWAYS TAKES THE BEST.HE KNEW THAT YOU WERE SUFFERING,HE KNEW YOU WERE IN PAIN.HE KNEW THAT YOU WOULD NEVER GET WELL ON EARTH AGAIN.HE SAW THAT THE ROAD WAS GETTING ROUGH AND THE HILLS ARE HARD TO CLIMB.SO HE CLOSED YOUR WEARY EYELIDS AND WHISPERED,"PEACE BE THINE." IT BROKE OUR HEARTS TO LOSE YOU,BUT YOU DIDN'T GO ALONE.FOR PART OF US WENT WITH YOU THE DAY GOD CALLED YOU HOME.

Sarcasm
You Have Your Sarcastic Moments While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious. How Sarcastic Are You?

I Dunno
I dunno. I'm depressed and can't help it. I dunno but I think I am ready to be with someone more then just dateing. I mean a relationship, but I am scared of giving my heart to someone and they trample on it. I don't think I would handle it. But I would like to be with someone who wants to be with me 100% and doesn't care about my faults or anything like that and who would stay with me no matter what b.s. I go through. I'm tired of wondering through life with out someone. I don't even know if anyone would want me. :( dunno. I just may be crying a lot on this one. I hate liking someone and they don't like me back. I'm tired of being something. later

Wtf
Strange thing corp america. They chant the mantra, work as a team. Follow the mission statement. Bull. Like all my employer has fallen into the same trap. The bottom line accountants have taken over. Worried about the bottom line. What shows on paper. It is a long story, but I think that some peope would agree with me. Corp america is on the the stupid things that we have to endure.

Emitons & Other Things
I am tired of crying. Crying brings up even more pain that you were trying to hide. It brings things to mind that you were trying to forget. Im tired of all the bullshit!!!!Im tired of acting like i have "so called friends"that dont even hang out with me anymore or nething.Im tired of bein used all the time.Im tired of bein the one oh "theres Erica,lets go hang out with her since we have nothing better to do"ya exactally what im sayin.Im so tired of it.All i want are some good friends that i can trust & actually wanna hang out with me because THEY WANT TO not bc they are bored or have nothing better to do.Im tired of bein nice all the time.I think its time that i just start bein a bitch.Because i seriously really can't take this pain anymore.It hurts so bad.I have been out here for a year now.An only have maybe 2 friends i can really TRUST with anything.Carrie & Tina-i love you girls,an thanx for always bein there for me when i needed u the most! I just wish you guys could just

Look What You've Done To Me, Boz Scaggs
Hope they never end this song, this could take us all night long. I looked at the moon and I felt blue. Then I looked again and I saw you. Eyes like fire in the night, bridges burning with their light. Now I'll have to spend the whole night through and honey, yes, I'll have to spend it all on you... Love, look what you've done to me, I never thought I'd fall again so easily. Oh love, you wouldn't lie to me would you? Leading me to feel this way... They might fade and turn to stone, let's get crazy all alone. Hold me closer than you'd ever dare, Close your eyes and I'll be there. And after all is said and done, after all, you are the one. Take me up your stairs and through the door. Take me where we don't care anymore... Love, look what you've done to me, I never thought I'd fall again so easily. Oh love, you wouldn't lie to me would you? Leading me to feel this way... Love, look what you've done to me, I never thought I'd fall again so easily. Oh love, you wou

How Do I Live, Leann Rimes
How do I, Get through the night without you? If I had to live without you, What kind of life would that be? Oh, I I need you in my arms, need you to hold, You're my world, my heart, my soul, If you ever leave, Baby you would take away everything good in my life, And tell me now How do I live without you? I want to know, How do I breathe without you? If you ever go, How do I ever, ever survive? How do I, how do I, oh how do I live? Without you, There'd be no sun in my sky, There would be no love in my life, There'd be no world left for me. And I, Baby I don't know what I would do, I'd be lost if I lost you, If you ever leave, Baby you would take away everything real in my life, And tell me now, How do I live without you? I want to know, How do I breathe without you? If you ever go, How do I ever, ever survive? How do I, how do I, oh how do I live? Please tell me baby, How do I go on? If you ever leave, Baby you would take away everything, I

Update On Randy
I recieved an update today on the guy who got hurt on Monday. He's fine. Just bruised and banged up but nothing broken or damaged. He's taking some time off. I still feel bad, but I'm not gonna beat myself up over it.

Falling For Matthew Banks
Maybe it was the way u looked At me, or how u so shyly took my hand in The car. Perhaps it was The way you kissed me like i have never been kissed before. Having met you I feel Emotions I thought were gone from my heart, but When I am near you, they all come rushing Back, and I am reminded of how it feels when Actions become louder then words. Now I am so lost in you, lost in your eyes, lost in your Kiss, lost in your arms, and I am not raising my flag this time for u have already Saved me, more then u could ever imagine.

How I Feel Today
What Good Is Love I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a sen

Just Gotta Vent
Wtf is wrong with people in this world today?I am really pissed right now my ex continues to call me and i just ignore his call but of course he leaves a voicemail so i have to listen to the voicemail and just want to hurle afterward.He is the lowest mothafucker i have ever laid eyes on he is a drunk and go for not a damn thingand that is the main reason i am single cause i seem to get the crazy fuckers out her in this world out of the entire population i get the fucked up ones.Well i am gonna be smarter than that from now on it will be awhile before i get involved like that you can believe that all tho i have met a real awesome guy and i am thinking it could be all good for oncejust have to see i guess.Well this was my first blog but there will be many more i am sure.

One Day At A Time
ONE DAY AT A TIME - from my friend Grigor. . . The most useless thing to do ... ........Worry The greatest Joy....................... ........Giving The greatest loss.................Loss of self-respect The most satisfying work............. ...Helping others The ugliest personality trait......................Selfishness The most endangered species...................Dedicated leaders The greatest "shot in the arm"..................Encouragement The greatest problem to overcome......... ....Fear Most effective sleeping pill........... ...Peace of mind The most crippling failure disease..... ....Excuses The most powerful force in life.............. ........Love The most dangerous pariah.................................A gossiper The world's most incredible computer... ...The brain ! The worst thing to be without...................Hope The deadliest weapon.... The tongue....... The two most power-filled wo

An Old Poem
Depressed? Then Die! I sit here and think,why am I alive? Why aren't I dead? What is my purpose in life? Can't find an answer. My emotions take over. Anger, depression, anxiety, sadness, jealousy. I pick up a knife and strike it across my wrist. 1, 2, 3 times. Blood oozing out the deep wounds on my wrist and in my soul. There is a scream, then silence. As I lay there bleeding on the floor, I am no longer overcome by theses emotions.

Tears And Sunlight
I look to you, but you only bring me pain I wish to give you sunlight, but you always bring the rain You cover up my happiness with things that time forgot And tho I try for apathy, you know it hurts a lot You cry to me and ask me not to make you feel so bad By feeling sorry every time you say what makes me sad But how can I let go of pain that you just give to me? It never stops, it never ends, I guess I won't be free Until this whole broken world is shattered and broken Until then, just take this token Of my affection, and know that it holds within it All the love that I can give it This kiss, windswept and blown away To comfort you some other day The rain is gone, what's wrong is right And all that's left are tears and sunlight

Special Thank You To...
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Start With Me.....about Fake Friends.....you Know Who You Are
home | mail | rss | sign out LARRY M. GREER JR Last Updated: Mar 17, 2008 Post New Blog Customize Email to a Friend Gender: Male Status: Single Age: 31 Sign: Scorpio City: OFALLON State: Illinois Country: US Signup Date: 08/06/06 Blog Archive [ Older Newer ] 123456789101112123456789101112131415161718192021222324252627282930312000200120022003200420052006200720082009 Friday, February 22, 2008 THANK YOU LARRY M GREER SR FOR THE BEST 2 DAYS OF MY LIFE Current mood: happy Category: Life THINGS I REMEMBER.........ME AS A KID I USED TO GET WHATEVER IT IS I WANTED I HAD THE BEST CHILD HOOD ANYONE COULD EVER ASK FOR OR WANT AND I HATED TO DO ANYTHING TO GET THOSE THINGS I JUST WANTED THEM HANDED TO ME AND MY PARENTS TREATED ME LIKE THAT CAUSE THEY DIDNT HAVE THE THINGS THAT I DID AND I WENT TO A METALLICA CONCERT WHEN I WAS 14 THAT I WASNT SUPPOSED TO GO TO MY COUSIN DONNA AND HER BOYFRIEND RON MCNIGHT TOOK

Only Four Days Left
Well, I am 4 days from getting back on a plane and heading back to the Sandbox for another 6 months of fun in the sand and sun. When I hit the ground, I will have 189 days left until my official Date of Expected Return from Over Seas. It doesn’t seem like I have already had credible time of 197 days in the sandbox already. I’M OVER THE HALFWAY MARK! It’s all downhill from here. I have spent almost two weeks stateside, and it dang sure doesn’t feel like 2 weeks. It feels like a couple of days. I have gotten some stuff I wanted to get done, done. I have gotten to spend some quality time with family, and even drank some alcohol. I have cleaned out the garage, and had new tires put on my truck so that I do not have to worry too much when my mom drives it across country to Ft Hood for me. I am going to get the front end aligned on Monday, and go out to dinner. Going to grill some steaks on Tuesday, and just enjoy that peaceful feeling that does not come over there. Granted,

Perfect Eyesight
Arthur is 90 years old. He's played golf every day since his retirement 25 years ago. One day he arrives home looking downcast. "That's it", he tells his wife. "I'm giving up golf. My eyesight has got so bad...once I've hit the ball, I can't see where it went." His wife sympathizes. As they sit down she says, "Why don't you take my brother with you and give it one more try". "That's no good", sighs Arthur. "Your brother is a hundred and three. He can't help". "He may be a hundred and three", says the wife, "but his eyesight is perfect". So the next day Arthur heads off to the golf course with his brother-in-law. He tees up, takes a mighty swing and squints down the fairway. He turns to the brother-in-law and says, "Did you see the ball?" "Of course I did!", says the brother-in-law. "I have perfect eyesight". "Where did it go?", says Arthur. "I can't remember".

Hunting The Gray Wolf Hurts My Heart
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/23856723 This story hurt my heart. They manage to keep the wolf from going instinct and now certain states have okayed hunting them. When will they learn? i was always taught you only hunt, fish, trap or kill what you need to survive. You don't hunt just to kill or to have a trophy. Will they ever learn?

,.,.,.,.,.,.,
I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Too Good
As she walks into the room, she hears the water of the shower pounded against the wall, she hears every drop as she slides the door open to see him standing and waiting, looking at her with hungry eyes. She steps into the shower as the water shimmers off of her naked body. He touches her breasts with his stong firm hands and then with his soft, warm lips. He grabs her body as if he can not stand to be away from her for one moment longer. She melts into his arms as he kisses her neck and her hands slide down his warm, wet, muscular back. Her eyes closed, enjoying his touch. He lowers his hand to her hips, turning her around, she gives in to his man hood as he slides inside of her as the water rolls of her buttocks. He watches in delight as he pentrates her hot, wet pussy repeatedly. She moans in pleasure, pressing herself against him. She believes this pleasure must be a dream, no woman should feel so taken by one man.