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Friends Of The Bat
Ok....I am slowly working on an album of those who I feel closer with or in the works of. I will either just take your pic and add it...or maybe make and ID. Either case...for those who I may not put there....just do me a fav and not have bad feelings about it. If you would like me to make an ID for you...let me know and I will see what I can do since I do it myself in my paint program based on a lay out.

My Father... Another November Comes! 24 Yrs
My Father... Another November comes! 24 YRS. IF I KNEW THE WORDS TO TELL YOU HOW SADDENED I HAVE BECOME IN RECENT YEARS, THEY WOULD FALL ON DEAF EARS. YOUR TIME WAS TOO SHORT... I DO NOT THINK MY GRANDPARENTS HAD A CLUE AS TO THE DAMAGE THEY WERE CAUSING ME, THEY WERE ONLY TRYING TO PROTECT US FROM THE INEVITABLE HARM CHILDREN FACE IN OUR CIRCUMSTANCES. THE LIES, THE COVERUPS.. THEY ARE MORE PAINFUL TODAY THAN EVER. I CANT GO TO ANYONE, YOURE ALL GONE NOW.. YOUR DAY WAS 6 YEARS 363 DAYS AFTER MOMS.... THAT IN ITSELF MORE DIFFICULT THAN I KNEW AS A CHILD. LOL, THE HOLIDAYS, I HAD 5 WITH YOU.. I WAS 4 WHEN YOU LEFT, AND 13 WHEN YOU DIED. THAT DIDNT LEAVE A WHOLE LOT FOR ME BUT QUESTIONS. YOU LEFT A MIGHTY BIG HOLE HERE DAD. HOW DO I MAKE AMENDS TO THE DEAD? I HAVENT ANY PICS RIGHT NOW TO POST, OR TO GAZE UPON IN MYYYYYY TIME OF NEED. FAMILY GUARDS THEM WITHOUT A THOUGHT AS TO WHO THE VICTIM OF THE LIES TRUELY ARE. HAD I KNOWN YOU WERE INDEED A GOOD MAN

Attitude
Maybe I act on confused behavior Maybe waves crash like semi trailer Maybe Ill spend my off time without you It seems like we need our own space And all the time I wasted away I dont feel good unless you stay And all the times I chased you away Simply to catch back up with Your solitude is welcome Your attitude is welcome All you see is red lights behind me Maybe this isnt what you wanted baby I dont blame you falling backwards No ones ever quite confused you this way And all this time we wasted away We dont feel good unless were gray And all the times I chased you away I simply dont feel good Your solitude is welcome Your attitude is welcome All this time, we heard alarms Come to find, we fell apart This whole thing has crashed down, crashed down All this time, we heard alarms Your solitude is welcome Your attitude is welcome You are welcome

The Italian Campaign
The Italian Campaign 1) Sicily Campaign, July 9 - August 1943. The 5th US and 8th British Armies landed on Sicily on July 9, 1943. General Patton was selected to lead the secondary attack on the left flank, around General Montgomery. Patton beat the British to Messina. On 25 July, the King Emanuele overthrew Mussolini. The monarchy tried to make an armistice with the Allies. The Germans rescued Mussolini from prison and set him up as a puppet leader over a new Republic. (2) Invasion of Italy, September 3 & 9. On 3rd, Montgomery landed at the toe of Italy after an extensive artillery bombardment. Just before the 5th US Army landed at Salerno, below Naples on the 9th, the Italian government had surrendered and ordered Italians not to resist. Soon, both armies had captured the lower part of Italy, including the Foggia airfield and the valuable port of Naples. By December, the Germans had retreated to the natural fortresses along the Liri Valley just south of Rome. The

Tesla
I'm in love with a lady and I know The lady's in love with me. And she knows that I'll always be there. That's why she's a-willin' and ready. But now and then, ev'ry once in a while Something inside of me, maybe inside of her. Have you ever had one of those days when it all is going wrong? And it just can't seem to get along. But through it all you know you're gonna make it. Call it true love, call it not meant to be. You can call it anything at all, ya see. Call it what you want. It's all the same to me. Music means alot to me. Like love I make it when I can. All I am is all I'll ever be, And that's just a boy from Texarkana. But now and then, Oh, but once in a while, They start treatin' me like some kinda superstar. Need I mention at the end of the day what matters most of all. It's not where you're at, but where you're comin' from. When all is said and done. You can call it... Heavy metal, hard-core, punk, pop, or thrash. You can call it anything it don

Im Gone
Last night ya told me that I ain't worth a dime Well don't worry honey 'cause I'm leaving this time Why don't ya leave me alone Why don't ya leave me alone Well, your hillbilly daddy's packin' and I'm gonna get gone We never got along, I guess we never will so I'm saying "So long," it oughta give you a thrill Why don't ya leave me alone Why don't ya leave me alone Well, your hillbilly daddy's packin' and I'm gonna get gone Well I'm going joint-jumpin' down at Club 21 I ain't looking for trouble, I just wanna have fun You want a sensitive sissy that'll hear your command not a hillbilly singer with a five-piece band Why don't ya leave me alone Why don't ya leave me alone Well, your hillbilly daddy's packin' and I'm gonna get gone Last night ya told me that I ain't worth a dime Well don't worry honey 'cause I'm leaving this time Why don't ya leave me alone Why don't ya leave me alone Well, your hillbilly daddy's packin' and I'm gonna get gone

Whispering Winds
I hear them whisper your name, those mighty winds that blow. I know that you are close at hand the winds just told me so. The direction from whence they blew I'm not sure I know. For only when I hear your name, am I sure the winds did blow. Caressing my face with a whisper. Calling out your name. The winds of delight entice me. I will never be the same. I will follow the singing wind, and where it leads I'll go. For the wind that blew you to me, will take me where I must go. Upward into the hills. Calmly across the sea. Hold on my love, I'm coming the wind has set me free. Free to look and search this earth no matter how far that may be. Free to follow the whispering wind, until it blows me back to thee. I hear your laughter on the wind. I try with all my might to reach out to you on this windy night. I feel you getting close to me. I feel your whispered love. I will reach my hand to you please find me, my sweet dove. You grasp my hand in your sand softly speak my na

Are You This Kind Of A Man
A true boyfriend • Grab her neck when you kiss her, it's a real turn on. Not her butt/boobs. • Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. • When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her • When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her • Never cheat on her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you • Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her • Call her before you sleep and after you wake up • Treat her like a person and not something to show off for • Tease her and let her tease you back. • Stay up all night with her when she's sick. • Watch her favorite movie with her. • TRUST HER WITH HER GUY FRIENDS • Let her wear your clothes. • When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. • Let her know she's important. • Kiss her in the pouring rain. • When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

Haunted
No lost words, whisper slowly, to me. Still cant find what keeps me here. And all this time Ive been so hollow, inside, (I know your still there). Watching me, Wanting me, I can feel you haunt me down. Fearing you, Loving you, I know Ill find you somehow. Haunting you, I can smell you, a ? ? Your heart pounding in my head ! Wanting me, Fearing me, I wont let you haunt me down. Deceiving me, Bringing me, Watching me ! Watching me, Haunting me, I can fear you haunt me down. Fearing you, Loving you, I wont let you haunt me down. Watching me, Wanting me, I can feel you haunt me down. Fearing you, Loving you, I wont let you haunt me down.

Lithium
EVANESCENCE Lithium Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside Lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without Lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow Oh but God I want to let it go Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone Couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show Never wanted it to be so cold Just didn't drink enough to say you love me I can't hold on to me Wonder what's wrong with me Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside Lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without Lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow Don't want to let it lay me down this time Drown my will to fly Here in the darkness I know myself Can't break free until I let it go Let me go Darling, I forgive you after all Anything is better than to be alone And in the end I guess I had to fall Always find my place among the ashes I can't hold on to me Wonder what's wrong with me Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside Lithium- don't want to forget how it feels

Reading Blogs
DO PEOPLE EVEN FUKIN READ BLOGS OR DO THEY JUST RATE THEM TO GET THE POINTS? LMAO...STUPID ASS PEOPLE! BLOGS ARE WRITTEN FOR A REASON...NOT FOR THE POINTS...SO FUKIN READ THEM IF YOU ARE CHECKIN THEM OUT.

Quote For November 15
It takes a long time to grow an old friend. -- John Leonard Bonus Quote: You've got to love what you're doing. If you love it, you can overcome any handicap or the soreness or all the aches and pains, and continue to play for a long, long time. -- Gordie Howe

Laugh For November 15
Really bad pick up lines I'm not trying to pressure you. I don't want to have sex without mutual consent; oh and by the way, you have my consent. I'm sorry, were you talking to me? Her: No. Well then, please start. I'm ugly, you're beautiful, lets make average children. Is there an airport nearby or is that just my heart taking off? Is you father a lumberjack [No, why?] Because when ever I look at you, I get wood in my pants. Baby your butts like a beer keg, I'd like to tap that ass Can I borrow a quarter? ["What for?"] I want to call my mom and tell her I just met the girl of my dreams. OR: I want to call your mother and thank her. Can i see something (look at tag on back of collar) Just as I thought "made in heaven." Do you have any Irish in you? (if no…) Would you like some? (if yes…) Want some more? Do you have rubbers at your house or should I pull out? Do you have the time? [Gives the time] No, the time to write down my number? Do you know the difference between a h

Good Guys
Good guys finish last *To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful.". *To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. *To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. *To every guy who has given her flowers just because. *To every guy that said he would die for her. *To every guy that really would. *To every guy that did what she wanted to do. *To every guy that regrets hurting her. *To every guy that cried in front of her. *To every guy that she cried in front of. *To every guy that holds hands with her. *To every guy that kisses her with meaning. *To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.. *To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. *To every guy who would give up their jacket for her. *To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. *To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes. *To every guy that would give up his seat. *

No Such Thing
you can try your best not to cry... you can beg all you want its worth the try... you can tell him you love him that you cant forget him... but he wont take it seriously... you can search forever to find a love with no tears involved... but that not possible... try to find "Mr.Right" but all you'll ever do it think & cry day and night... i wont hurt you i wont make you cry so they say... but then they do as they say they wont...

The Rose
She stands alone her petals so smooth I watch the Light hit her - and my heart is moved. Such elegance, such beauty, my eyes have never known- she stands absorbing golden rays, I sit and watch alone. Her silky petals... and tender green leaves... her long narrow stem with its thorns of unease. It bewilders me to think as I watch even now, that rose that I see has been battered somehow. Beaten by the winds and the rains of life, by the thorns of other roses, by pain and strife. Oh! to be the Gardener, and to know the exact way to nurture that rose back to health one day. But the Gardener, I am not, an imitation, I am afraid, simply struggling through the garden on the path that He made. But someday, in time, I will know what He knows, and will walk deeper in the garden and reach that battered rose. And way out where its harsh I will tend to her needs-

Stupidity
ok i created this acct because of i guess curiosity as to what my husband was doing. or trying to do. there's a girl on here who apparently has a thing for him or whatever. come on, its the internet. altho there's more to this one chick. apparently she doesn't like me. i didn't do anything to her. but i really don't care. so to shelly. if you want him, take him. but don't act like a child over it all.

11/16/2007
You've got all the answers, even for questions nobody has thought to ask quite yet. It's a good day to look for others who need your help -- and even better to take care of things without taking the credit.

Harden My Heart Quarterflash
Cryin' on the corner, waitin' in the rain I swear I'll never, ever wait again You gave me your word..but words for you are lies Darlin' in my wildest dreams, I never thought I'd go But it's time to let you know....oh... Chorus: I'm gonna harden my heart I'm gonna swallow my tears I'm gonna turn...and...leave you here..... All of my life I've been waitin' in the rain I've been waiting for a feeling...that never, ever came It feels so close, but always disappears.... Darlin', in your wildest dreams, you never had a clue... But it's time you got the news......oooo.... Repeat Chorus I'm gonna harden my heart I'm gonna swallow my tears I'm gonna harden my heart I'm gonna swallow my tears Harden my heart...harden my heart... swallow my tears I'm gonna harden my heart....

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Three Trivia Facts For November 16
On this date in 1864: Union Gen William T Sherman begins march to the sea during American Civil War. A scientific report form the University of California found that the steam rising from a cup of coffee contains the same amounts of antioxidants as three oranges. The antioxidants are heterocyclic compounds which prevents cancer and heart disease. The walrus has the largest penis of any land animal, measuring 24.5 inches when erect.

Shed Some Light
I'm falling apart again And I can't find a way to make amends And I'm looking in both directions But it's make believe, it's all pretend So... Shed some light on me And hold me up in disbelief And shed some light on me And tell me something that I'll believe in It's innocence within the maze But I have chosen the wrong way I'm still getting over who I was There's no sense of trust, there's no definition of love So... Shed some light on me And hold me up in disbelief And shed some light on me And tell me something that I'll believe in I know now, it's not who you are It's who you know And I see clearly now, which way to go I remember the way I fell from above And I recall the way I was So... Shed some light on me And hold me up in disbelief And shed some light on me And tell me something that I'll believe in Shed some ling on me And hold me up in disbelief And shed some light on me And tell me something that I'll believe Tell me something that I

Your Sorrow
This is getting old and so are you Everything you know and never knew Will run through your fingers just like sand - Enjoy it while you can - Like a snake between two stones It itches, in your bones Take a deep breath and swallow, your sorrow, tomorrow Raise the cup and let's propose a toast To the thing that hurts you most It's your last cup of sorrow What can you say? Finish it today It's your last cup of sorrow So think of me And get on your way It won't begin until you make it end Until you know the how the where and the when With a new face you might surprise yourself Like a snake between two stones It itches, in your bones Take a deeper breath and swallow, your sorrow, tomorrow Raise the cup and let's propose a toast To the thing that hurts you most Is your last cup of sorrow What can you say? Finish it today It's your last cup of sorrow So think of me And get on your way You might surprise yourself

Dreams The Future
A dream is an insight, a window, a door, to places untraveled and traveled before. Dreams will depict the present, the past, and don't forget the future having saved the best for last. My dreams are of future, things that haven't yet come, a fragment in time, things that will be done. A picture, a snapshot, a moment in time, that comes with no reason and with no rhyme. Yes dreams are a wonderous, mysterious thing, but a different perspective they will bring. But if you look closely you just might find, that dreams are a creature that can blow your mind. Dreams can bring you a wonderous gift, that can easily give your heart a lift. You never know what you will find in them, so treat each one like a precious gem. In dreams you can be anything you want, and have nice things that you might like to flaunt. If your dreams are like mine then you'll surely see, that you should always let your dreams run free. I have dreamed of my soulmate, and found him i think,

Whats Your Fighting Style?
Whats Your Fighting Style?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as KarateSomeone Throws A Punch At You, You Qickly Dodge And Side Kick Them In The Ribs. You Then Jump And Take Them Out With A Swift Kick To The Head. Karate 90%Soldier 75%Bar Room Brawler 70%Cat Fight 65%Boxing 65%Wrestling 65%Little Girl 15%

What Happened ?
By: Andrea Lynn Christine written Aug 8th 1999 What Happened ? I have had the best times with you. You were the best guy, a girl could have. When I was with you, I was the happiest person alive. You always knew how to make me laugh. You always knew how to make me feel good about myself. I loved you Joe, and deep down I still do. Things just went wrong, we had our ups and downs. All that I wanna know is, What really Happened? Dedicated to- Joey Lee Pierce

Alls I Ask Is Why?
By: Andrea Lynn Christine written in 2000 Alls I ask is Why? Why can't he see me the way I see him. Why can't he feel the way I feel. I wanna be his companion, lover, n best friend. I want him to be able to come to me when he needs a shoulder to lean on. I wanna share this affection I have with him and only him. Why doesn't he understand, what am I doing wrong. What is he so blinded by, that he doesn't even notice. That I have been right in front of him the whole time. and if he does, why is he avoiding it. Alls I ask is Why? Dedicated to- Nicholas Christoher Angelo Lombardo (the 3rd)

Yes, Tonight..and Forever
Most people i know. Are a walking lie, with rotting flesh with maggots and worms eating them out. Their wretched stench surrounds me. It's sickening! Grotesque. At least im at peace here right now. im home alone. thinking of a lost friend. And singing to the music im lsitening to. But i think my anexiety pills and insonneia pills are helping me realx. so ..GOOD! :) I know someone's here. but who? why don't they at leat show me signs of who they might be....i have a strong feeling i know who it might be...but as i siad..its hard to tell really. hmm...open rum....shall skull the rumm.....then open another.. .............................................. .............................................. sounds heeard. No visual presance. Can't sleep. Alcohol, is UN-EFFECTIVE once again. Cold-hearted world. Hollow - Pantera Things are inside-out. Still miss u jarrad. Mum said that you're still as good looking as u were when she saw u last. :)

Fake Bitches
you know i really thought people wasnt as stupid as i thought they were but i got proved wrong the other night.it's funny as shyt to watch people sit around and write blogs on my space trashin other people.come on people dont you all have better things to do. i swear my dog has more respect than anyone of those gruop.i like gettin on fubar because the people are cool and its not about drama!!!but i cant wait till the 27th i have an interveiw for fedex.lol workin and gettin my money because i want a dig cam..so yea.im hoping my blood work comes back soon because i want to know if my thyorid is ok or not.the doc thinks i have a something wrong with mine.which will sucks monkey balls.but im tryin to keep my head up and be strong.and do what i have to do you know.but it's kinda hard when your 20th b-day is dec 24th and the docs arelike well angel i think theirs something wrong with your tyhorid well gezz thanks buddy.but if i do i hope it will be seen before it goes haywire..stress stress

Here Is Some More I Know People You Are Probably Getting Sick Of It But I'm Not
U2 This song i went sky diving with some friends of mine and we got to pick our song out for our video and this is my sky diving song i love it Music Video:BEAUTIFUL DAY (by U2)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com Eagles Music Video:DESPERADO (by Eagles)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com Chicago Music Video:HARD HABIT TO BREAK (by Chicago)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com 3doors down Music Video:KRYPTONITE (by 3 Doors Down)

Anything But Ordinary
Sometimes I get so weird I even freak myself out I laugh myself to sleep It's my lullaby Sometimes I drive so fast Just to feel the danger I wanna scream It makes me feel alive Is it enough to love? Is it enough to breathe? Somebody rip my heart out And leave me here to bleed Is it enough to die? Somebody save my life I'd rather be anything but ordinary please To walk within the lines Would make my life so boring I want to know that I Have been to the extreme So knock me off my feet Come on now give it to me Anything to make me feel alive Is it enough to love? Is it enough to breathe? Somebody rip my heart out And leave me here to bleed Is it enough to die? Somebody save my life I'd rather be anything but ordinary please. I'd rather be anything but ordinary please. Let down your defences Use no common sense If you look you will see that this world is a beautiful accident, turibulent, succulent opulent permanent, no way I wanna taste it

Just Something To Rate!
Well for all you haters! Keep hating on me it's better than you looking better than me....why am I largerthanhim? It's simple! Look down! And ask God why he blessed me and not you! The answer you'll get will make you cry!

Five Poems
1) Sister's Love A sisters love it strong. A sisters strenght is unbreakable. To a sister the other can do no wrong. Their bond can not be broken. A sister is the other one true friend. 2) Running She runs from the pain of her house. She runs from the love of her friends. She runs from the scary events she faces. She runs from her own problems. I run after her trying to help. I while always run to her, even if she tries to push me away. She is my friend, my sister, and my love will never die. 3) Always There I know when Im afraid your be there. I know when I'm sad you're always by my side. I just want to say I'll always be there for you. You have my support when you need it. You will always have a shoulder to cry on. Always remeber one thing..... you will never be alone. I'm always there for you. 4) Life I slowly open my eyes, what I see is odd. Another set of eyes looking back at me. Is it my sister finally home from college?

The Difference Between Love And Infatution
Difference Between Love and Infatuation Are you really in love? Or do you think that you are in love? There is a big difference between Love and infatuation. Some people can't tell the difference, thinking they are in love but really it is a deep infatuation. Infatuation is instant desire - one set of glands calling to another. Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream. Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you - to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by their presence, even when they are away. Miles do not separate you. You have so many wonderful little films in your head tha

Mesmorizes My Soul
To You,In Your Arms, is where I come, when I need to be alone and think... When my heart is heavy and my mind is burdened...I come to You... This is my place... The Heavens gave me You, so that I may know and feel things that only You make me sense.. I always see clearer , think clearly, realize what it is I feel, when I am here. And so the path to my life becomes more evident, and I shall follow it... Like the waves back and forth, my mind and heart travel with them... Come and confort, with me, down the steps of my world.. After my mind and heart are at ease, I can calmly treasure...and know where it is I belong, and know what it is to Love... It all is so clear to me when I come here. This is my place ,I always want to share with you... This is my secret hiding place...Yet, I do not mind sharing,my secret with you...Enjoy it... I will be the first one to adhere to its comfort and divinity, soaking all your goodness inside o

Always
When inside you is hurting I would reverse time And make you smile When deep inside your soul A storm is raging I want to calm the woes, And bring you home I am always here if you need me To cry with you if you need me To laugh with you I will never leave you. I Will Always Love You!

Silver Colored Memories
Welcome, my friend, join us at the bonfire on this silver colored night. Nobody yet feels tired. Welcome, my friend, join me at the beach, by the silver colored water. The sunset you can almost reach. Welcome my friend, For the last time at the bonfire, under silver colored sky. I'm starting to get bit tired. Goodbye, my friend, it's the last time we see on this grey colored morning. Will you remember me? In your silver colored memories please, remember me... New Graphics Dark Images Top Comments

Make Love To Me
Lay me down, Move me closer to you, Run your hands over me, Explore my body Like you always do Use your lips, Taste every part of my body, When you kiss me, I feel you breathing so hot and sweet, Circling through my body Make love to me, Let me submit to your demands, Caress me softly Consume me with you love, Let me feel you body, Push into you gently Listen to my moans In this moment I surrender to you. Make love to me

Holding Forever
Your words, bought me laughter, even it is a simple,"yes." it calls out my heart. Your voice, touched my heart, likes droplets of rain falling down from the sky. Like music notes praising our love I crave for your touch, tenderness will overwelm me I long for your hands to pull me close to find comfort in your arms If there is a wish, I pray for you to be close, to wake up in your arms everyday, To have you telling me, "Im silly, but I still love you." And, all my life, I will hold you foever. Till the day when God decided that we should part, My heart will still stay with you. Together and Forever

Let Me Go
Sitting here looking at you Lying still, The empty look in your eyes, saddened my heart Gazing at your lifeless soul, For a brief moment of time I feel like you are talking to me Let me go Its been beautiful with you I will love you always But,its time to let me go Wipe you tears And be strong I will always be watching and loving you And till the day, When she calls out your name, I will be here Holding your hands once again. But now,its time Let me go I looked at her, Is it the time now, Do I have to let you go, Is it time to let you go now Since I met you, I have found nothing but love only How can I survive without you She looked at me With a tear falling down his cheek, You will be strong, No matter what happens, You will never be alone, I will wrapped my hands over you when you are lonely Our love will continues even upon my death, I will live in you forever

Lately
Thinking about you, what else can I do? Dreaming a sweet dream that's only with you. My minds all over you, night and day, I hope this feeling will forever stay. Thinking about you 24/7, What can I say, I'm practally in heaven. Our love is perfect, forever, and long, And in my heart it's still growing strong. Thinking about you, because you shine, To me your love is a great bright sign. Following the path, in which you light, You guide me safely, all through the night. Thinking about you until I'm graved, I hope by that time our love will be saved. If I had one day, special and true, There'd only be one person to spend it with and that person is you...

Remembrance
Sliently I stood, Watching as people walked by, Have we really forgotten who we are? Have we forgotten the freedom we fought for? Have we forgotten those that fought bravely for us in a foreign land? Have we forgotten those that die for the name of freedom? Have we been blinded by the society and lost ourselves? Have we taken a moment to think, to remember those that died? On this day, Let us put down what we are doing, Take a moment, join the others remembering, Remember those lives that departed, Remember those that have fought bravely, Remember those that have given up their life For the name of freedom. And,remember those that are still out there fighting, Pray for their safety return.

Let It Go
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong

The Animal I Have Become!!!!!
***THE ANIMAL I HAVE BECOME*** I can't escape this hell So many times Ive tried But Im still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I cant control myself So what if you can see The darkest side of me No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe Its not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I cant escape myself So many times Ive lied But theres still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I cant control myself So what if you can see The darkest side of me No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe Its not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't escape this hell

Joseph Arthur - Honey And The Moon
Don't know why I'm still afraid If you weren't real I would make you up now I wish that I could follow through I know that your love is true And deep As the sea But right now Everything you want is wrong, And right now All your dreams are waking up, And right now I wish I could follow you To the shores Of freedom, Where no one lives. Remember when we first met And everything was still a bet In love's game You would call; I'd call you back And then I'd leave A message On your answering machine But right now Everything is turning blue, And right now The sun is trying to kill the moon, And right now I wish I could follow you To the shores Of freedom, Where no one lives Freedom Run away tonight Freedom, freedom Run away Run away tonight We're made out of blood and rust Looking for someone to trust Without A fight I think that you came too soon You're the honey and the moon That lights Up my night But right now Everything you want i

Never Trust An Old Lady
This is just something I found and thought that I share it, ========================================= ========================================= Never Trust an Old Lady ====================== ====================== An old lady gets pulled over for speeding... Old Lady: Is there a problem, Officer? Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. Old Lady: Oh, I see. Officer: Can I see your license please? Old Lady: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. Officer: Don't have one? Old Lady: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. Officer: I see ... Can I see your vehicle registration papers, please? Old Lady: I can't do that. Officer: Why not? Old Lady: I stole this car. Officer: Stole it? Old Lady: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. Officer: You what? Old Lady: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see. The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police

Someone/something
let the day not shine let the darkness cover everything and everyone to become something/someone with fear regret pain anger something/someon to strangle to fucking get thsi frustration out shout only in my head cant you see i rather be dead in this see of sin that no one really believes in cause its all a fucking joke choke kill that is our free will to die to suffer to let others laugh at our misfortune cause life will never prevail just a never ending cycle of bullshit that i will always admit something/someone never standing in the way cause always can shut it out as blood runs deep and we all see something beutiful and true our death our fear our pain our anger nothing more real sereal nothing more bright then the day that we die for this is nothing nothing more nothing less then on big bueatiful fucking mess

Last's Nights Dream & This Morning's Thoughts
So last night i went to bed at a decent hour and slept in but i remember dreaming the best dream. I woke up feeling so content with my self that i almost thought it was true, although when i woke up i realized it wasn't yet true. the only living being in my bed was my sister's dog lola. I fell a sleep thinking about having my mans harms around me. which is the one thing in my relationship that i don't have with him yet. which in away it is a good thing because the distance and the space between us is only making us stronger. which is good for every relationship. We both realized we have a pattern when it comes to relationships. Mine is that if i feel that it isn't going to get better and it seems to get worse i start to open my options, i put my walls up and push people away and become really difficult to live with for some reason. And with him, if the spark, the passion and the romance between him and who ever he is with dies then that is when he starts looking. which is in the s

Altercation Off Solo Album
Altercation Pack up all you can cause there’s some trouble coming down, Double-check your plan, check all the sources on your town. Remember where you’ve been and guard for evil that’s around, We got to make our stand and put our differences down. I never want to be alone but I won’t let myself care, no. This is not an altercation, I don’t think that you really want me to go there. Why don’t you cover what you can as all these symptoms come about? Finalise the plan, make sure your conscience levels out, Put away your hands, stand up and let the people shout. Got to make a stand, so put your differences down. I never want to be alone but I won’t let myself care, no. This is not an altercation, I don’t think that you really want me to go there. No, you don’t want me there; no, you don’t want that. If all of these things never happened before, leaving open spaces of the things in store, I’ve waited all my life to even up the score, closing all the chapters that we’ve re

Your Own Medicine Off Solo Album
Your Own Medicine You’re always in somebody’s business, why does my life seem to mean less On most days you’re causing problems, well, it won’t faze my final decisions, That’s why I’ve learned to block you out. Well, I wish you’d let me live my life my way, I’m not about to change a single thing. If you can’t accept the things that people say, how about a taste of your own medicine? You make up so many stories; just wake up, your life is boring. We don’t need a damn thing from you, can’t you see they’re sick of it too? That’s why I’ve learned to block you out. Well, I wish you’d let me live my life my way, I’m not about to change a single thing. If you can’t accept the things that people say, how about a taste of your own medicine? You can’t ruin my life, make up the reasons you try, you bring about such strife, I can’t believe you know why, So just back way off, I’m not the one who’s jaded, you need to back way off, things are not so complicated.

Look Here!
If you are going to add me as a friend... PLEASE RATE MY PICS AND LEAVE THEM COMMENTS. I mean damn...come on! I know I am not ugly for god sakes!!! Nor am I pushy but this shit is getting unreal with adding people who dont bother to talk to you or rate ure pics and leave ya comments! It gets a lil up setting to some people ya know? Anyways....I am going to go find something to here and please rate me pics n stuff, thats all I ask when adding me as a friend..I dont have alot anyways!! The more you rate and comment the more pics I can add REMEMBER THAT! I might add a few body pics. Maranda

Erotic
I want you to slowly undress me I want to feel you touch me To run your hands down my body Down my sides, backward to my ass Slowly moving up again over my tummy Making your way to my breasts Cupping them, running your fingers over my nipples Feeling them harden like little pebbles I want you to kiss me gently on my lips Moving your mouth across my cheek, Slowly planting butterfly kisses as you move over to my neck I want you to kiss my neck, feel me shiver Feel my nipples getting even harder I want you to move your mouth across my throat Planting butterfly kisses all the way Moving downward – over my collar bone to my breasts I want you to kiss each breast gently, softly Taking each nipple between your lips, in your mouth Running your tongue over each of them and biting them gently Making me shiver with ecstasy, with longing I want you to slowly move me towards the bed To lay me down gently on my back To come lay beside me Look into my eyes as you run your

This Is My Life
A Bereaved Parents Wish List 1. I wish my child hadn't died. I wish I had him back. 2. I wish you wouldn't be afraid to speak my child's name. My child lived and was very important to me. I need to hear that he was important to you also. 3. If I cry and get emotional when you talk about my child I wish you knew that it isn't because you have hurt me. My child's death is the cause of my tears. You have talked about my child, and you have allowed me to share my grief. I thank you for both. 4. I wish you wouldn't "kill" my child again by removing his pictures, artwork, or other remembrances from your home. 5. Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn't shy away from me. I need you now more than ever. 6. I need diversions, so I do want to hear about you; but, I also want you to hear about me. I might be sad and I might cry, but I wish you would let me talk about my child, my favorite topic of the day. 7. I know that you think of and pray for me o

Other
B4 i start. In my own defense. I was abused really bad as a kid... My son is not... But yea. I see alot of me in him. The whole emotional surges. Now all he needs to do is start laughing uncontrolably for no reason and we have ourselves a Quay.. Or maybe hiding knives in the playground and we'll have ourselves a Daniel... Anyway I really see why everyone shipped me off all the time as a kid... It is alot to deal with. Not knowing if u r gonna make it through work/school without a call from a teacher... Sooo knowing this.. I know what route not to take with him... but what route should i take what woulda worked with me..? Its an odd question. Guess i will just think of the good people i connected with and who were able to calm me down... like that PR roomate lady my mom had My 5th grade teacher Mrs.Monty and Mr. Derek... What did they do differently?

When You Think Of Me
When you think, In your quiet moments, Do you think of me? Am I in your mind more constantly? Or, is it just the image of me, that runs through your head instead? I want to be the one you turn you to; when you need comfort and love. I want to be your joy in bed. I want to be everything that you need. The one you always turn to; Your partner in love. Your partner in life. Not just an image running thru your head, but in your life by your side. And when you cry I want to hear your screams and dry your eyes from deep inside to hug an hold and console your soul

None
Read Alone..... Especially the Poem I believe whatever is in store for us will be for us. The poem is very true, unfortunately. Make sure you read the poem! CASE 1: Kelly Sedey had one wish, for her boyfriend of three years, David Marsden, to propose to her. Then one day when she was out to lunch David proposed! She accepted, but then had to leave because she had a meeting in 20 min. When she got to her office, she noticed on her computer she had some e-mail's. She checked it, the usual stuff from her friends, but then she saw one that she had never gotten before. It was this poem. She simply deleted it without even reading all of it. BIG MISTAKE! Later that evening, she received a phone call from the police It was about DAVID! He had been in an accident with an 18 wheeler. He didn't survive! CASE 2: Take Katie Robinson She received this poem and being the believer that she was she sent it to a few of her friends bu

Rocky Relationships
Based on a true story Was gonna nap but I thought i'd do one for the guys.. This ones called Crazy Bitch (I put togeather Me+Aidaee+ Kalinda+Jess+Nyci+Brandi+Crackwhore) Michael: Hey, Melissa? Melissa: Mike Michael: Wow, (exhales) I didnt expect you to be so.. WOW Melissa: Thanks, you're not to bad yourself (sitting over the table at dinner) Melissa: I dont usually hook up with guys i meet online Michael: Yea, this is a first for me too. but i am glad i took the chance Melissa: Me too (Mikes phone rings) Michael: (looks at the phone) I'm sorry i have to take this... (mike gets up and walks from the table, Melissa looks visibly annoyed, a second passes, mike returns and hangs the phone up and puts it in his back pocket) Melissa: who was that? Mike: Oh, nobody Melissa: It was her again wasnt it Mike: Excuse me Melissa: You know I cant do this if there is always going to be competition Mike: Seriously, what are you talking about M

24 Hours
24 hours A man returns from the doctor and tells his wife that the doctor has told him he has only 24 hours to live. Given this prognosis, the man asks his wife for sex. Naturally, she agrees, and they make love. About six hours later, the husband goes to his wife and says, "Honey,you know I now have only 18 hours to live. Could we please do it one more time?" Of course, the wife agrees, and they do it again.Later, as the man gets into bed, he looks at his watch and realizes that he now has only 8 hours left. He touches his wife shoulder, and asks, "Honey, please...just one more time before die." She says, "Of course, Dear," and they make love for the third time. After this session, the wife rolls over and falls asleep.The man, however, worried about his impending death, tosses and turns, until he's down to 4 more hours. He taps his wife, who rouses. "Honey, I have only 4 more hours. Do you think we could..." At this point the wife sits up and says,"Listen, I have to get up in th

A Cheer For Rosie The Riveter
http://www.usatoday.com/news/nation/2007-11-18-rosie-riveter_N.htm I remember well seeing this poster in the literature on World War II. You tend to think of art as fantasy, but this is the reminder that any art, photo, painting, or writing, has a soul behind it. The real 'Rosie' was a career professional, raised four children, and has touched the lives of thousands of people. And that was outside of the impact of that painting in a time of conflict! Wouldn't it be wonderful to be able to do the same?

In This Place
So many dear souls, I have found in this place, They have lifted my spirits, Or given me space, I have found great love here, I have discovered deceit, I exposed my heart, I have admitted defeat, Many friends I have made, And games I have played, Instead of eat or sleep, It is here I have stayed, Inspectors and divas, Cowboys and Ray, Firefighters, a wrestler, Are a part of everyday, A master, a singer, A dirty ole' man, They friend me, Rate me, and make me a fan, When I need advice, There is someone to call, Too many to mention, And I love them all.

Gem So Rare
Space stands still, I caress your hair, You close your eyes, Time without care, Moments of bliss, Going no where, Sleepy smiles, Longing stares, Paper promises, My heart laid bare, Fairy tale love, But no room to spare, No happy ending, This tale of despair, How does one breath, When you take away air, Decent into silence, A broken pair, To loose a treasure, A gem so rare.

Thoughts To Think About ...
We all want it, we all search for it, we all hope once we find it that it stays forever. Now if youre asking yourself what is this, that we all want so bad. Its LOVE. Everyone wants to be loved, and needed by someone special. Well I have that someone special. Hes my soldier. He came into my life and totally captivated me. Theres nothing I wouldnt do for him. Id climb the highest mountain, swim the deepest ocean, or walk through burning coals, for I know at the end Id be in his arms where I belong.

The Navy Master Chief
Way to go Master Chief An Army MSgt, an Air Forces SMSgt and a Navy Master Chief were traveling together on their way home on leave. On the way their car breaks down by a farm in the middle of the night. They knock on the front door and this big burly man answers the door. He sees that they are all in the military and invites them in with open arms. He offers them a shower as his wife sets up the dinner table for them. As they prepare to eat the farmers three daughters come down stairs and each one is more beautiful then the next. The farmer says to the boys 'We really appreciate what you do for our country and as a sign of our gratitude you can sleep with our daughters tonight'. The next morning the Army Master Sgt comes down with a freshly shaved pressed uniform and buffed boots, shakes the farmer's hand, thanks him for a wonderful night and goes outside. His daughter comes down stairs, make-up on, hair brushed with a smile on her face. The Father a

If You Read This....
Well working my way toward pimp status on here... moving on up.... lol. So anyways.....I dont know if this should be marked NSFW but oh well.... I just wanted to say I am tired of the male whores on here... I mean if your going to act interested then be intrested!! woman are not here only to please you. I have a four year old who I take care of.. I dont have alot of extra time to date but im not looking for a one night stand O.K. ?? I have feelings I am a real person. My son is real and I dont have a 24 hour day care to take him too. I want someone to like me for me and my son. I dont want a fuck buddy i have a toy for that.. I might change my mind but its scarey in this world .. you never know what another person may or may not have. And I am not trying to have a baby so I can get laid.. O.K.??

You Get To Ask Me 5 Questions
You get to ask me 5 questions. (TO MY INBOX) Any 5 question. Anything, no matter how crazy it is. and no matter how personal just ask And I promise to answer it truthfully. send your questions to my inbox please thanks No catch. BUT I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you. Repost this as: **5 questions. 1 chance. 5 honest answer

You Have To...
Dynamite Radio Announces It's Weekly Auction!! Bid on and Win The Hottest Guys and Gals on Fubar!! What Will You Do With Your New FuSlave?? Auction begins @ 10pm est sharp on Friday the 23rd *Bring Your Fubucks and come bid on these hot guys and gals!! *Auction rules are as follows: highest bid wins you the slave you bid on for 24hrs. High bidder wins the auction for each person being auctioned off. High bid winner must transfer fubucks to the person being auctioned off or purchase fubar gifts in an equal amount of bid price. This auction is for entertainment purposes only and does not entail actual physical ownership of said individuals. (repost of original by 'Jenn~DYNAMITE'S BADBITCH~sign my guestbook' on '2007-11-19 16:17:04') (repost of

Me Mudder
When me prayers were poorly said, Who tucked me in me widdle bed, And spanked me till me ass was red? Me Mudder! Who took me from me cozy cot, And put me on the ice cold pot, And made me pee If could or not? Me Mudder! And when the morning light would come, And in me crib me dribbled some, Who wiped me tiny widdle bum? Me Mudder! Who would me hair so neatly part, And hug me gently to her heart, Who sometimes squeezed me till me fart? Me Mudder! Who looked at me with eyebrows knit, And nearly have a king size fit, When in me Sunday pants me shit? Me Mudder! When at night her bed did squeak, Me raised me head to have a peek, Who yelled at me to go to sleep? Me Fadder!

Video Games You'll Never Play.
Remember when it was okay for a video game to not have convex volumetric fog rendering and bilinear interpolated textures to be fun? Since when did it become acceptable for 30% of your system's resources to be devoted to rendering shadows, atmospheric scattering, ambient light effects, and all this other superfluous bullshit that game coders keep adding to their engines so they can win some imaginary pissing contest? Nobody cares about graphics if the game plays like dog shit. I'm bored to tears with first person shooters. Changing the theme from one time period to another isn't enough anymore, assholes. Did someone beat you to the punch on that killer WWII shooter you were making? Don't worry, just take the same concept, change a few textures, and call it Battlefield Vietnam. We won't notice. Hell, why not Battlefield Korea? So I've decided to make a few video game ideas of my own. Games you haven't seen before, and probably won't see in the near future: 1. Guess Who Forg

Saw This Bulletin Hope Whoever Made It Doesn't Mind Me Sharing It This Way , It's So Pretty!
- Kiss on the Upperchest: I'm ready. - Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together . - Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. - Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. - Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now. - Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect. - Kiss on the Lips: I LOVE YOU... ____________________________________________________ WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS: - Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. - Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you. - Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are. - Playing with Hair: Let's fool around. - Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. - Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ ADVICE: - If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ REQUIREMENTS: - Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relationships. _____________

I Like This Putt-putt Golf
I could not wait to arrive at the putt-putt golf course, and was speeding to get there. I was supposed to meet you there at noon, but I was running about 20 minutes late. Just as I turned into the parking lot it started to rain. You were waiting next to your car when I drove up. You were wearing a pair of very short shorts, and the white tee shirt you wore was becoming soaked by the rain and showed off your ample breast very nicely. I got out of the car and asked what we were going to do now that it was raining and there was no one at the putt-putt course, it looked closed. You said you were a friend of the owner and she loaned you the keys to the building. You suggested we go ahead and play since there was no lightening and we would have the course to ourselves. Before we teed off on the first hole, you asked if I wanted to place a friendly wager on each hole. I admitted I was not a very good at putt-putt, and asked what the stakes were. You said since we were alone on the cour

Fall Into
I remember the dawn on and on when love's sweat was sweet and you were never as serious as me... I'll save you the trouble of worrying, and hide, try to hide this love away. and maybe this time you'll stay long enough for me to remind you that all we need is here with nothing between our skin and the bed. This is not for you, Love but more for me. For my daydreams and sleepwalking. So I can listen at night when I am trying to find sleep. Know that you are still and always will be the last one in my thoughts before I fall into dreaming.

8.8
it's dark yet I still feel you as if you'd never moved eyes staring searching for truth your soft touch soothing enveloping what you find stretched there hearing all the words you whisper, I believe each one, before you say it and with breathless anticipation I want to question how you forget me when you close those tender eyes and escape alone and elusive tossed in some unknown reality. I may never find out if this is real or just another dream. I'm creating as we move along enhancing existence in satiated splendor to fill empty spaces knowing I'll never follow your emotional attachment I hover inside your body throbbing, trusting, that I'd be lost when you aren't close to me. it's dark yet I still feel you deeply inside me molded into my essence with endless passion. as you lay there so lifelessly alive I think that we should last forever but then nothing ever does, that lives. (c)2007

Body Heat
The skin, at first like dust, began to gain the torment of airiness to flesh. All his body's bounds from duress, relinquished. A diffuse grace attends this, as if the long fuss of waiting were no trial. There was spark. A depth, with all the heat stored from evenings and afternoons, from ones own and left by others... which glowed deep from a restless head flicking from side to side slowly along the drift from the frame. Cisterns of colour and shadow run through the streaks of wet quick light thrusting in slickness like the inside skin of a plum. Fixation, basting, heat. Heat at the rim, at the body, the sky a net too tight to swim through Sleek and ripe the mask of will empties from the lids. Still it continues. Sound, idea, emerging reflections shaped, coveted, returned in motions drowned out woven over disappearing beyond darkened corners. Fret down the sides of legs up the scalp and every breath is heavier crawling through th

How Can I?
how can I. how can I compare these mud eyes to passion past with beauty that would make even you believe in the existence of God. how can I. how can I hold this paltry flame to one who surely moved your world with his body sinuous curves sublime pleasures given and received in a way I had only hoped but will never achieve. how can I. how can I think to dare claim any part of you as mine when in the pre-dawn light I am cast aside unwanted despite my small mewings and clearly invisible attempts to garner your attention. how can I. how can I believe the simple words you utter knowing you scarcely believe them yourself. how can I think to entice you from your world with my woeful gifts of body my face that lacks beauty beyond denial with my poetry unanswered with my words of love stuck to the roof of my mouth with my touch that turns your skin cold how can I even wish how can I even hope how can I? (c)2007

What Goes Around Comes Around
Subject: A good one...it's true what goes around comes around One day a man saw a old lady, stranded on the side of the road, buteven in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulledup in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was stillsputtering when he approached her. Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped tohelp for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't looksafe; he looked poor and hungry. He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. Heknew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you. He said, 'I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the carwhere it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson.' Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was badenough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack,skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change thetire. But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt.

This Is Dedicated To All The People Who Are Serving In The Marines!
Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. a Marine is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtlety of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Marine is a Marine for life. You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind. They are found everywhere; In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and sometimes behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter, clean clothes or a pack of smokes. A Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. Brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy or Sports Illustrated or GUNS & AMMO in his back pocket. When he wants something

Eating
Oral sex on a woman is a little different story. I have had some REALLY bad oral sex experiences. Bad to the point where I had to say "okay, you are done." I am sure that none of the men (or women, let's be equal opportunity here) on this site are that bad, but I thought that I ought to give some pointers just so that we could avoid further mishaps. Okay, first, you don't just hit your knees and start with the oral sex. Start with the kissing and the feeling her up and the sucking her breasts . . . all this is terribly erotic and lets her know you are not just interested in her pussy. Kiss the neck and the stomach and act like she is the prettiest girl you have ever seen, because, just for tonight, she is. Make her feel like she is, and she will take YOU over the moon. So now you have her naked and spread before you and you are ready to eat her out. Who came up with that stupid term? If you dive in and start munching away at her clit it will be over before it has begun. Likewi

Check Out My Lounge
i opened a new lounge for those into blues music and tattoo's;. looking for people that need others to talk to about tattoo shops,artists,styles and of course the blues music lost ( muddy water,bb king, chicago slim, ect

The River.
Down at the river, as the wind blew thru her hair, It was as if a Goddess was standing there. Her eyes they sparkled, as tho diamonds were in her eyes, All I really remember is how she made me feel inside. I felt like a young school boy seeing his first love, Feelings swept thru my being as clouds moving in the wind above. We didn't say a word, yet we knew what we did say. All we had to do is look each others way. I think on that day our souls were joined, mixed and entwined, regardless what would happen, we were soulmates, till the end of time. With each passing day, that moment at the river grew, In my heart I felt love, as if for the first time, My heart felt happiness again, it seemed so right. A woman, A Lady, A moment in time, When down by the river our souls were combined. I know whatever happens, there will never be a day, when my heart and being, doesn't think of her in this way. Even tho we're apart, my heart still shines, when I think of that moment we

Free
on blackened wings i am carried into darkness sinking ever so slowly into my own oblivion happiness left this place long ago with your smile and endless falling and a numbness so new is all that remains to see me on my way down this mindless path to destruction a sweetness i once had stripped away never to return as i shall not be that girl with a smile only now i am..... free

Joshua Miller R.i.p
Dude I'll never understand why both of you didn't make it through the shit! Hell my damn life is as messed up as yours and I hold on to the bare threads of life not wanting to give up! Every holiday without you sticks a knife right into my heart!! But you feel no pain now bro. I love you and have never forgotten the crazy shit we used to get overselves into! Happy thanksgiving Bro you are dearly missed at the table!

:)
well as of now my day is good...but will be alone all weekend,,,so guess i will bring out the wine hehe anyone want to party with me this weekend? My workouts are doing good and i am looking and feeling better,,,which of course is always a plus. I wish to thank all my fubar friends and family for listening to me and being there when i needed them muahhhhhhhhhh :)

A Winters Chill
A chilly winter's night, I feel A stinging in my heart. You cry for me, within your tomb. My lips quiver, then they part (-- But only muffled sobs escape.) I feel your aching body wrapped In a heartless granite shell, We both endure this loneliness - This barren, choking Hell. But then, to nothingness I soar, The night wind is my guide. Forever drawn to your impulse, From your call, I cannot hide. My blood, my flesh, are offerings Of boundless passion that can heal. I envision rapture, lost in you, In delirium, I feel Your breath upon my pulsing chest, Your hands caressing me. Dark Angel - take my innocence And forever set me free. A breeze... my senses now awake. In darkness now I scream. I tumble down cold granite steps But land softly, as in a dream. Dark Angel, I answer your painful cry After endless weary nights - Upon the threshold of your tomb My heart, my soul, alights.

Blocking Ppl Or Non-family From Sb Comments --especially Annoying Ppl
How do I block someone or Non-family from my Shoutbox? Click on MY at top of your page left, then click on PROFILE as pulldown. Under PROFILE, setting to BLOCK/ LIMIT SHOUTBOX use is -- 3rd line down in right column , titled: Who can send me shouts: It is one of the drop boxes on the right hand side column after PROFILE is opened up. You can set it to FAMILY ONLY, FRIENDS ONLY, ANYBODY, NOBODY as settings. NOTE: after changing the setting – go to bottom area of page – type in CODE you see above the box area. This SAVEs your settings. How do I block someone? Go to the persons page that you want to block and look on the left hand navigation links for BLOCK THIS USER. Click on the BLOCK THIS USER link and approve the block. Blocking a member prohibits them from messaging you, commenting on your page, bulletins, blogs, stashes, mumms and blocks them from being able to rate your pictures or profile. Blocking a member does NOT stop them from coming on to your page to look aro

Happy Thanksgiving!!
I just wanted to wish all my Fubar fans and friends a Happy Thanksgiving. This year I am thankful for my family, friends and opportunities that I have had this year and will in the next. I hope you all will take time to be thankful for all you have in your life. I hope you all don't eat, drink or spend too much. Try to catch a football game and enjoy the long weekend. If you are traveling, I hope you have a safe journey to and from your destination. Be sure buckle up. And most importantly, have fun.

Thanksgiving
another holiday ill be alone i wont even get a call on my telephone but its ok cause its nothing new to me id rather be away from so called family i dont belong cause i am the blacksheep so i will not be upset and i shall not weep but dont expect me to wish you well for you are the ones who told me to go to hell so that is my life and how im living hopefully for you this will be my last thanksgiving

A Wolfs Curse Of Change...
A wolfs curse of change... date: 2007-11-21 20:13:45 A wolfs curse of change... Current mood: irritated Lifes emmanent virtue for humanity. The overpowering selflessness of insanity... Thus mind wondering echoes of vanity. Secular stratigies of survival may very well be fictatious form of sanity infused with despair. Rare oddities in which this beast covens.... deep in his soul the body of understanding the meaning of controling self worth. Nights calling from the glow of her hearth.. The goddess guides those whom are lost. Seeking the self proof of existence, and the adaptation..from birth right. The changling in which we are, thirsts for the essence of life just to reflurish our desires to die forever more. For the war is not silver slivers anymore; its the government knocking at the door. As claws are ripping through the hardwood floors,like melting chucks of flesh in which our mental compasities can only grasp as a frac

A Is For Apple, And B Is For Boat,
A is for apple, and B is for Boat, That used to be right, but now it won't float. Age before beauty is what we once said, But let's be a bit more realistic instead. Now, A's for arthritis; B's the bad back, C is for chest pains, perhaps cardiac. D is for dental decay and decline; E is for eyesight--can' t read that top line. F is for fissures and fluid retention, G is for gas, which I'd rather not mention. H is high blood pressure--I' d rather it low; I for incisions with scars you can show. J is for joints, out of socket, won't mend. K is for knees that crack when they bend. L for libido, what happened to sex? M is for memory, I forget! What comes next? N is neuralgia, in nerves way down low; O is for osteo, the bones that don't grow ! P for prescriptions- -I have quite a few, Just give me a pill and I'm as good as new. Q is for queasy, is it fatal or flu? R for reflux, one meal turns to two. S for sleepless nights, counting my fears. T for tinnitus; there

Did You Know ??????? (nuh Uh)
...that an astremely astonishing asperiment has show that acessive asposure to Strong Bad Zone has an astraordinarily affect on grammar? ...that RMS is the composer of the Free Sockpuppet Song, and has been known to perform it on the recorder, or folk-slither to it when others play it? ...that due to its evil, Planet Ded is invisible to anyone who is pure of heart? ...that only the cool kids skip school? ...that they have the nerve to put me into this funny farm, then force me to stay? I'll show them! I'll show them all! Mheh mheh mheh! ...that she loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah? ...that “If you strike me down I shall become more powerful than you can ever imagine?” ~ J.F.K.

New To Fubar.
While some of you might think that I am new to fubar, I am actually not. I joined early this year in February, became inactive for awhile, and now im back. My account had been deleted, and i made another, it got deleted, and this went on for about another 4 accounts. So now here I am. For those of you who would like me to post ACTUAL pictures of myself & salute, don't worry, once a few days go by & my account is still here, I will do all of those things. Thanks to everyone who is helping me get back up to where I was before the deletion [level 22]. I appreciate you all a WHOLE lot.

My Name Is Not Don
I love that people in the lounge I go to call me Savage. Thing is, this is my first screen name from roughly 1992. Yeah. That long ago. Back in 1992 I was getting sick of the Red Hot Chili Peppers for the first time. I spent all my time either programming video games or in chat rooms. Fifteen years and twice my life later, I wish the X-treme Modern Rock station would please put RHCP to sleep at the classic rock station where they belong. I spend all my time in FU or working on the computer doing entertainment things. If this keeps up then maybe I will live forever.

Jfk Blown Away.
Besides being Thanksgiving Day, today is also the 44th anniversary of the assassination of US Pres. John F. Kennedy (D-MA) in Dallas, TX. As a historian and student of 20th Century US History, this event is as much as a major milestone event as the attacks on Pearl Harbor, HI on Dec. 7th, 1941 and NY-PA-Wach. DC on Sept. 11, 2001. I never really thought JFK was a good president. He screwed foreign affairs pretty badly and as many enemies within the US as outside it. I do give him credit for lighting the sparks that would lead to NASA and the Peace Corps. As for his death, I do believe he was taken out by a combination of the CIA, FBI and US military. They saw him as a threat to national security and then-civil rights policy. I feel that Oswald was a lone nut who did get a lucky shot off at him, but it was person(s) unknown who(m) actually killed him. I feel that the federal government had to cover-up everything so to better secure US VP LB Johnson (D-TX)'s rise to the presiden

Happy Turkey Day (for The Americans At Least..)
I am stuffed like the bird. Well, not *my* bird, as I don't eat stuffing, but *someones* bird. I hope everyone (at least on this side of the world) had a lovely holiday, full of good food and laziness after eating too much of it. And to those who don't celebrate, for one reason or another- I hope you had a merry day as well. Personally, I'm ready for a nap.

Do You Ever
do you ever think about what could have been do you ever think about why things are they way they are do you ever want more do you ever wish things were better do you ever wish i was someone else do you ever think i want more do you ever think i have feelings do you ever think about them do you ever think does it hurt me do you ever think about can it get better do you ever wonder if i think about you do you ever wonder do i think about your feelings do you ever think do i want more for you do you ever want me for me do you ever love me for me do you ever.............. for i do do all the above and then some but for what i don't know... maybe cause i care ... maybe cause i love... maybe cause its you.. and because deep in my heart no matter what it has always been you... but do you ever........

Two Of My Poems That Fit Me Right Now In Ways......
These poems were written like 6 years ago. But they are in many ways how I am feeling right now. “Walls” These walls need to come down If we are to ever be together, the source must be found I could see the pain in your eyes Feeling the anguish dealing with different lies I feel a little helpless and not sure in what to do All I know is to be your friend and do my best to help you I have been in the same shoes before Getting hurt and just wanting to shut the door This answer isn’t always best We shouldn’t separate ourselves from all the rest There are those to be away from and others to not Sometimes with such pain we miss out on what we’ve got These walls need to be brought down If we don’t we tend to push away some of the good that we have found I care for you so much I give you my hand in friendship’s touch These walls must fall down Please don’t pass something good that may not always be around “Dark Mirror” I look into the mirror and se

Communicating In
Communicating in cyber-world can literally become addictive, His date kept her cell phone sitting on her leg throughout dinner. Every few minutes she'd glance down and type a few strokes. "I told her it was annoying me. She even apologized. But she kept right on texting," said David Cano, 23, a Fresno State chemistry major. On another occasion the same girl wanted to know the state of their relationship, so she text-messaged him "what are we?" questions 19 times in one night. "That's being hooked on texting. Not hooked on me," he said. "When I talked to her on the phone, conversations lasted two minutes." Cano may be right in calling it "hooked." Professor Tamyra Pierce recently completed a study that found texting and other cyber-communications -- such as MySpace.com, a social networking site -- can be addictive for teens and college students. Pierce, an associate professor of communications and journalism at California State Uni

Just Started Here
So, how did I end up here? Word of mouth, and just stumbled into the place one day, and BLAMMO!!!! That's how I made it here. So, what do I do now? Nothing yet, I'm just checking out and then I'll see what goes on from here. It's kind of weird, I always told myself I'd never do stuff, like this, but curiosity gets the best of me. Well, let's see what happens from here. And anyone checking my profile, "Hi!"

Back!
I got back from my trip to Mi at 330 Thanksgiving morning. It was a Very Long and lonely drive. Almost 14 hrs., I just wanted to wish all my FUBAR friends a late, but, happy Thanksgiving. I could hardly wait to get back here to see everyone.

Happiness
I am learning day by day that beauty is not just what you look like, it comes from within. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I use to be so upset because of my weight and I have gotten to a point, I am so happy to be me. If I get judged by my weight, they are going to miss out on a very good person I love to meet and get to know new friends. You can't judge a book by it's cover. You will never know what you might miss out on.

Rabbi Love Advice
No matter what Moshe did in bed, his wife never achieved an orgasm. Since a Jewish wife is entitled to sexual pleasure, they decide to consult their Rabbi. The Rabbi listens to their story, strokes his beard and makes the following suggestion, "Hire a strapping young man. While the two of you are making love, have the young man wave a towel over you. That will help the wife fantasize and should bring on an orgasm." They go home and follow the Rabbi's advice. They hire a handsome young man and he waves a towel over them as they make love. It doesn't help and the wife is still unsatisfied. Perplexed, they go back to the Rabbi. "Okay," he says to the husband, "Try it Reversed. Have the young man make love to your wife and you wave the towel over them." They go home and hire the same strapping young man. The young man gets into bed with the wife and the husband waves the towel. The wife soon has an enormous, room-shaking, screaming orgasm. The husband smiles, looks at

2 The One I Love
you came 2 me when i was down and made me smile and took away my frown youve made me a better man you even showed me real love like no one else can you came from heaven to rescue me cause without you i was like a ship lost at sea "tbc"

Should I Or Shouldnt I "part 2"
mad but his plan didnt work even tho i wasnt at fault i did apologise to my lady so ill even do it here baby im sorry about how things went down im sorry if he got jealous over me but i cant or should i have to hide my feelings for you cause if i did that means im not bein true to you or myself i truly love you my baby girl "tbc"

The Good Thing
The good thing By Eric Ethan When I go to sleep I close my eyes and getting away from the hard day I had I dream of world there is so much love and caring I dream of good things that keep my heart burning red I dream of good things or things to write a good poem with I dream of my friend dancing in mid air in front of the stars and moon I dream of passion and lot good things in my heart I dream of good things to chase the nightmares away I dream of my world where things are good and caring I dream of the river running nice and clear to see the fishes running I dream of a water fall where I can swim and enjoy being under the water fall I dream of a sexy poem I write to make the heart go pitter patter But most of I dream to get away from the day that I had and relax with a good dream to help me through the night The End

Whos Big Now?
* DENOTE STARS * http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071124/ap_on_re_au_an/australia_election *** Conservative Prime Minister John Howard suffered a humiliating defeat Saturday at the hands of the left-leaning opposition, whose leader has promised to immediately sign the Kyoto Protocol on global warming and withdraw Australia's combat troops from Iraq. *** *** Labor Party head Kevin Rudd's pledges on global warming and Iraq move Australia sharply away from policies that had made Howard one of President Bush's staunchest allies. *** *** Rudd has named global warming as his top priority, and his signing of the Kyoto Protocol will leave the U.S. as the only industrialized country not to have joined it. *** Rudd said he would withdraw Australia's 550 combat troops from Iraq, leaving twice that number in mostly security roles. Howard had said all the troops will stay as long as needed. Official figures from the Australian Electoral Commission showed Labor far in front after

Nov 24,2007
well today we buried casey my cousin and i have lost it. im takin this shyt really hard you know not only was she my cousin but she was like my sister my best friend my shoulder to lean on. and now she's gone. i wish i could go back and stopped her from gettin into that car and she would still be alive right now.i know she is in a better place and watchin over me.but it's hard to lose a love one and when your really close to them it's even harder to deal with. this really sucks. well im out.

What Do The Stars Hold?
What do the stars hold? do they hold our future do they hold our souls do they keep our wishes they do alot of things and mean alot to us they hold us really tight tight as a rope but most important They are our key The key to open our hearts inside of us forever If we are lost, we can find ourselves in the stars at night The stars now hold our lives forever and ever They play a good role in our hearts and souls for life when looking at the sky at night you do see life up there in the stars They complete us They also tell about who we are stars remain special to us Just be sure to look at them forever everynight before you go to bed that is why the stars are so important to our hearts =)

Broken Can Be From Many Tings
hearts break hearts bleed hearts are something that you need love hurt love kills love can kill a hurt heart trust is given trust is lost trust come from people who you love misstrust hurts misstrust is hard to get past y must people break trust like they break hearts y must people toss aside love and break hearts and trust hearts, trust, love ... all parts of marriages that people need to treat with respect, and kindness both from the outside and the inside...

Love Of My Life
I've known her online since I was like 14. We became close friends really fast and I developed very intense deep feelings for her.... I fell in love... About a year after we started talking I told her I loved her for the first time, and 6 months later she told me she loved me.... Those 3 words from her filled a part of me that I never had felt befor. For the last 6 years we have had ups and downs... We had fights and arguments and stopped talking for long periods of time, but something always drew us back to each other.... I knew it had to be love. The last time we quit talking I thought it was completely over and I was heart broken, I thought I had fucked it up for good and that I would never talk to her again and I felt as though a part of me was taken away. About the beginning of November she sent me a message and we began talking again.... That part of me that I lost came back in an instant and I was whole again. Believe it or not I was the first person to ever tell her she h

Good Person
I was in a debate with a close friend about what makes up a good person. My comment was good deeds do not a good person make. He then challenged me by asking if not by good deeds, then what is a good person? After considerable thought, we came up with the following: 1) Someone who shows goodness in public and in private - Many people can do good deeds when they're in public to appear as good people. It's what they show in private that determines their true self. 2) Someone who is loved and respected - This goes beyond just family. This includes everyone they meet. Not everyone will like you, but many can respect you. 3) Someone who keeps his/her word - This is the most important. I've come to realize my many disappointments have been mainly because someone has failed to keep their word. Don't tell me you'll do something and then don't follow through. In light of this, how many truly good people do you know?

Voyages
Greetings and welcome to your dream date for Sunday November 25th, 1492. Featuring a free voyage and a starvation oriented diet program for those who desire to lose some extra ^^^^^ while they see the sights. DON'T BE LATE FOR DEPARTURE!! *********That is all****************

Mumm Bashers
THIS IS FOR ALL THE MUMM BASHERS OUT THERE WHO HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN SIT AROUND AND COMMENT ON MUMMS. ITS NOT ALL ABOUT THE RATES I KNOW BUT ITS FUCKED UP WHEN 90% OF THE PEOPLE WHO SAY THAT ARE EITHER A LEVEL 20 AND UP. OF COURSE YOUR NOT TO WORRIED ABOUT THE RATES. TO THE DUMBASSES INCLUDING THE CLOSET QUEER CASPER WHO TALKS ABOUT PEOPLE BEING GAY YET WILL STAY AND COMMENT ON A SUPPOSEDLY QUEER MUMM. TO THE COMMISH AND THE OTHERS THAT WANTED TO BE ASSHOLES AND TALK SHIT ABOUT NOT HAVING A LIFE YOU MUST NOT HAVE ONE OF YOUR OWN TO SIT AROUND AND WAIT FOR MUMMS TO PUT STUPID ASS ONE LINE COMMENTS ON. I KNOW IT IS TO HARD FOR SOME OF YOU TO THINK,READ,AND UNDERSTAND SOMETIMES.

Playing The Fool
You gave me your heart, I'm sorry I tore it apart. You gave me your soul, I'm sorry I did not have the same goal. You loved me deeply, I'm sorry I took it all cheaply. You wanted it to work, I'm sorry I passed it off as a quirk. You wanted me for life, I'm sorry I did not want to be your wife. You did not want it to fail, I'm sorry I just wanted to bail. You were so blue, I'm sorry I do not love you. An Original by Ms. Fay Osayo Rodrigues ~~Your Wildest Dream~~

Rejection
You tried, I lied. You wanted, I flaunted. You loved, I shoved. You hoped, I coped. You prayed, I stayed. You hurt, I flirt. You regret, I forget. An Original by Ms. Fay Osayo Rodrigues ~~Your Wildest Dream~~

Forbidden Love
I see your eyes, Your pain, you can not disguise. I hear your voice, The regrets in your choice. I know your sorrow, Your longing for tomorrow. I am here, You must go there. I know in my heart, You do not want to part. We must say our goodbyes, We must tell our lies. Your love she will never feel, The love for her is not real. With her you may be, Your soul is always with me. I will never be blue, I know I have you. An Original by Ms. Fay Osayo Rodrigues ~~Your Wildest Dream~~

A Friend Is
A FRIEND A friend is someone true and for real, A friend is someone who means a great deal. A friend won't hurt you, A friend won't lie, A friend will never permanantly say good-bye. A friend is there through the good times and bad, A friend is there to cheer you up when your sad. A friend is always there with a shoulder to cry on, A friend is always there that you can rely on. So, friend if you ever need someone honest and true, Just remember ill always be here for you .

Jodi's Poem 09/23/07
Knowing you as much as I do, I couldn't hold anything u do against you. You have been a very dear and special friend, always there 2 talk 2 when I need you, always have something or some way, 2 make me feel better and smile. Without you in my life, the last year, I don't know what I would have done. Thank you so much Jodi. I mean that with all my heart & soul. God bless you. James

Sleep
Sleep Delicate white blankets suffocating, crushing breaths against empty stone. Winds adrift upon fading dreams, arcane visions clouding liberty. Smoothed tightly in a frozen grasp, frolicking amounts disperse. Desperation a well known friend, cradled within a self embrace. Translucent fingers graze at sanity, bathed upon soulless abandonment. Awaiting the silent haze of darkness, till death touches my sleep.

Blah
Still sick as hell and hurting, which sucks cause I want to draw really bad. Today was good and bad. I got to spend time with my daughter and it was bad because she doesn't really know me because 2-3 weeks inbetween visits is a long time for a toddler. My ex is finally seeing how this is ripping my heart out and when she has to leave I lose it. She has said that if I get a place closer she will leave her with me for alone time, which she denied me up until now. I think she is wanting that because of her not having time alone, but I'll take it. I Syzr sipped a little earlier and had to pass out. Woke back up hurting and am overhydrating to try and flush my system ...again.

Confusion
My heads still trying to go about all this information, its like im just about to have an overload. I hardly eat anymore. Now and then. And when it's then, it's sweet fuck all. Ive started drinking again.. And smokeing again.... Not sure what's going on. Inside my head is kinda numb, but at the same time, i have a feeling that there is a wall blocking off alot of stuff. I need to findout how to break the wall... I know i have aot of rage within me. And i have no idea when its going to come out. Im getitng stuck 'out of reality' again. weirdest feeling ever, but ive been thru this before. anyways, bed itme. work tmorrow.

The Bathtub Test!!!!
The Bathtub Test During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.' 'Oh, I understand,' said the visitor. 'A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup.' 'No.' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?' ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE ?

Quizzes Ive Taken
What Band's Symbol are You?Nine Inch Nails' SymbolNine Inch Nails' symbol represents you best. You are simple, but also unique. You like music that is different, but also music that has well thought out lyrics. Rock on!Myspace Quizzes What Movie is the Love Story of Your Life?CasablancaYour love is classic, like an old black and white movie. Though it is tri

Noones Fucking There
You and me We have no faces Soon our lives they'll be erased Do you think they will remember? Or will we just be replaced Oh I wish that I could see How I wish that I could fly All the things that hang above me To a place where I can cry So why can it be? No one hears because Echoes back at me No one's there To all these meaningless feelings I can't deal with in my life To all these greedy people Trying to feed on what is mine You've got to feel your hunger And stop fucking with my mind I know it's time to leave these places far behind You and me We have no faces They don't see us anymore Without love as they had promised And no faith for what's in store Oh I wish that I could see How I wish that I could fly All the things that hang above me To a place where I can cry So why can it be? No one hears because Echoes back at me No one's there To all these meaningless feelings I can't deal with in my life To all the

Random
Joel Billy - And So It Goes In every heart there is a room A sanctuary safe and strong To heal the wounds from lovers past Until a new one comes along I spoke to you in cautious tones You answered me with no pretense And still i feel i said too much My silence is my self defense And every time i've held a rose It seems i only felt the thorns And so it goes, and so it goes And so will you soon i suppose But if my silence made you leave Then that would be my worst mistake So i will share this room with you And you can have this heart to break And this is why my eyes are closed It's just as well for all i've seen And so it goes, and so it goes And you're the only one who knows So i would choose to be with you That's if the choice were mine to make But you can make decisions too And you can have this heart to break And so it goes, and so it goes And you're the only one who knows

For The Men An/or Women Who Dont Know Where The G-spot's Are!! Lol
So i was bored, and decided to check out the G spots in men an women! go figure i was bored an that happen to be the thing i checkd out... hmm whats that say about me?! lmao! Male G-Spot A highly erogenous zone for many men lies just inside the back door. The prostate gland sits below the bladder at the (internal) bast of the penis. Applying pressure to the prostate, either by pressing on the preineum or inserting a lubricated, gloved finger into the rectum and pressing down, stimulates numerous nerve endings leading to the penis. Its not called the male G-Spot for nothing. The Female G-Spot. Many take some practice to locate, but most women would be happy to oblige (unlike some of their more sexually conservative male counterparts in the female's pursuit of the male G-Spot) While the woman lies on her back, the man should insert two fingers, pads facing up into the vagina and then curl them back, applying firm, constant pressure to the upper vaginal wall. He can be assured tha

What Is A "sooner"?
What is a Sooner? College sports fans are hard-pressed to find a nickname that is as unique and as linked to a state's history as a Sooner. The University of Oklahoma is the only school known as Sooners. The Oklahoma Territory opened with the Land Run of 1889. Settlers from across the globe, seeking free land, made their way to the prairies of the plains to stake their claim to a new life. One of the few rules to claiming a lot of land was that all participants were to start at the same time. Those who went too soon were called "Sooners." As time went on, "Sooner" came to be a synonym of Progressivism. The Sooner was an "energetic individual who travels ahead of the human procession." He was prosperous, ambitious, competent, a "can-do" individual. And Oklahoma was the Sooner State, the land of opportunity, enterprise and economic expansion, very much in the Progressive spirit that engulfed the old South in the 1920's. OU athletic teams were called either Rough Riders or Boomers for 10

Roll Them Dice
lifes like a game and im in last place you can tell by my frown and the dust on my face about the time i think ive moved from 3rd to 1st i then wakeup and and realise that my lifes still at its worst it is the same old story for me all kinds of promises that never will be when i think im on top im really on the bottom so come see my disappointments cause surely i gottem

Nov 27
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For November 27,2007 You're a bit skeptical at the hysteria you see around you, but what can you do? It's hard to be the sole voice of reason, but you may as well speak up now -- things could get a lot weirder otherwise.

More Life
life is full of choices, that is easy but the choices u make will effect the rest of ur life. u just have to know which ones to make. if i know what u want then go for it follow your heart and your gut, i know what i want in life. that isn't hard to figure out lol. but for some other people it can be hard hard to decide, and for the rest of them they are like me and know what they want. for everyone who don't know what they want, stop and listen to your heart and your gut then go for it. some people will make some dumb decisions but you will learn from them and hopefully not make the same mistakes again. your whole life you live and learn, you never stop learning till the day you die.

Religion And Autism
Religion and Autism Below are two articles originally published in the ASA's member publication, the Autism Advocate, on the topic of autism and religion. The articles provided here relate specifically to the Christian and Jewish faiths, but many of the tips can and should be applied to all religions. The Christian Perspective By Terri Connolly The church experience is often one of generational tradition for many families. Other families recognize their need for a place of spiritual refuge and nurturing for the first time in their lives when they have children or at other trying times. Christ's example of "agape," or unconditional love, is paramount to our understanding of the role of acceptance in the church. Too many parents and siblings, as well as the individual with autism, are asked to leave or feel so uncomfortable that they lose this most precious part of their lives, and at a time when they are most in need. The behaviors associated with autism often present ch

Christmas And Autistic Spectrum Disorders
Christmas and autistic spectrum disorders Christmas can be an exciting and fun time, but it can also be stressful. People with an autistic spectrum disorder (ASD) may be confused or distressed by all the new activity in the household at Christmas, and this can be upsetting for the rest of the family. This information sheet should provide some tips which might help. The word 'child' will be used throughout this document; however, we hope that some of the tips will be useful for adults too. Preparation As Christmas approaches, you may want to highlight this holiday period on the household's or child's calendar. We would suggest that you check when the school starts work about Christmas, and perhaps you could introduce the idea at a similar time. This will help to ensure consistency. However, if this time frame does not leave enough preparation time for your child, then you should adjust it as appropriate. You may only want to emphasise Christmas Day on the calendar. Or you

Me
You have broke all my walls down You walk threw the rubble of broken dreams & promises Made by many that have come before you Looked upon shadder dreams and crys in the night You have seen the river of tears thats lead you to me You look upon the blood that has been shed from body You finally see me in a giled cage locked inside never Been set free from pain & agony You break the door down and set me free You stripped me down pride & fears hopes & dreams You make a promise to me that you'll never hurt me You see my soul you see my heart Both have been torn apart As you put them back together and make them whole once again My soul returns back to were it belongs My heart is missing a piece but there always is I am me in front of you every pain I have felt is still There but numb because of you You are the reason I smile and I love you Amber Baggett Copyright ©2007 Amber Baggett

Bloom
As I look at you You ponder at me No words are needed Our heart and soul Seem to know What our lips fear to say What makes us stop Fear of the unknown Maybe its our wounded hearts Which we fear may bloom To fall uncontrollable To be loved unlimited Is this to fear??? My heart pounds The more you smile Our arms clasp one another As our lips give in

Better Than Me - Hinder
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really had our closure This c

Stone Temple Pilots- I Got You
I got you But it's the craving for the good life That sees me through trouble times When my mind begins to wander to the spoon And I got you Because you're there to bend and nurture me through these Troubled times 'Cause the fix begins to twist my troubled mind And I got you to paint the sorry on my day And I got you to paint the roses on my grave And I got you I got you But it's the feeling that I get when you're away Twist my mind 'cause when I'm alone and cold, I fell like dyin' And I got you to fill the craving that I get inside my mind When you're there to fill the space I have inside, I feel like cryin' And I got you to paint the sorrow on my day And I got you to paint the roses on my grave And I got you All the slippin' that I slap me I got you, I got you All the slippin' that I slap me

Wings
Wings His words, Like whispers carried on the wings of the night winds.. Hovering over her while she sleeps. Giving her dreams of all wounderful things. A peacful silence letting her know all is alright. When his words begin to drift away its like lightning crashing down, Breaking the silence of the night. An overwhelming and most uncomfortable feeling, that makes every sound so painful upon her ears, as if screams so sharp as knifes were cutting through the night. The Night becomes thick, almost as if an invisible fog has taken over, no rest can be taken, for her home has now become flooded by the loss of his words.. Shaking and over taken by sorrows of the storm.. Feeling as tho nothing will help her now.. Just as she feels herself slipping into her own truest fears of being alone, she hears in the distance, the wings of the wind carring his voice.. She knows she is safe, she knows she isnt truly alone now.. His words like arms wrapping around her, holding her ti

Mask
I wear a mask bright in colors feathers and all i spin around hands in the air dancing about like there is no care i giggle i play i love i am everyone around thinks its great they laugh they care they have fun everything is purrfect everything is how its ment to be its my blanket for, under it, deep within i cry, im beaten, im done, ive just simply given in.. for those who are blind the mask is all they will see

Luv & Friendship...food For Thought....
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is f

New Drugs For Women
NEW DRUGS FOR WOMEN > > DAMNITOL > Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. > > EMPTYNESTROGEN > Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out! > > ST. MOMMA'S WORT > Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. > > PEPTOBIMBO > Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. > > DUMBEROL > When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. > > FLIPITOR > Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. > > MENICILLIN > Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, "You make me want to be a

Love And Its Awful Ways
I think everyone at some point in their life has liked or even loved someone who either doesnt like you back or doesnt even know you are alive. Seems I have fallen for the guys who cant love me back or just dont know how I feel. Both are my fault but whos to blame any one self for their heart and is it really love or just lust after something we cant have. Is it our way to know we still feel, by wanting something we cant have and getting our hearts broken? Could it be that if we did get what we wanted we wouldnt want it anymore? I've been there too, wanted someone so bad but when I got them had a change of heart and instead of them breaking my heart i broke theirs. So we go through life and want and need but never appreciate what we do have. We keep the bad apples and throw out the great ones then end up without any at all. All I want is to find someone who wont break my heart, treat me like Im someone special, and love me for who I am. Isnt that all any of us want??

My Threesome Dream
It's a nice cool night on the white beaches of Hawaii. Were sitting in the sand watching the waves crest on the shoreline. With your arm arround me holding me close. Telling me all the things what have been happening that are making you smile from ear to ear. I look into your eyes and tell you that the time we are spending together really means alot to me and I'm glad that I decided to give this a chance. I let you know that the trip here was just more then i could ask for. With getting all misty eyed i place my hand on your chin and gently pull your head close to mine so i can give you a soft kiss slidding my studded tongue in your mouth and massaging your studded tongue with mine. you place both your arms arround my upper torso holding me closer and filling this soft kiss with the passion you feel for me. I have my arms arround you back holding you so tight to where I let you know i don't wanna let you go. I pull you to lay on top of me on the sand. LOoking into your eyes kissing y

Go Ahead
GO Ahead ERIC Ethan Go a head touch my heart Don’t be shy it don’t bite My heart is filled with smiles and laughter To make you filled with joy and laughter To touch my heart is filled with care and hugs It will make you shine so bright when you touch my heart It makes me fly in the air like angel sing sweet songs of joy in the air when you touch my heart

Uh Huh
So im willing to give away an ipod nano to anyone who can whore out my site and sell something for me. If you make two sales, ill give you an ipod nano AND a psp If you sell 3 things for me, ill give you an ipod nano, a psp, AND a ps2 If you sell 4 things for me, ill give you an ipod nano, a psp, AND a ps2 AND whatever else you want from our store, INCLUDING the laptop or ps3 So pretty much all you have to do, is spam my link, tell your friends to check it out, and if they buy something tell them to use your name in the email to me :) Thats all. The more referals to the site you get, the more FREE stuff you get :) The only cost to you, is some of your time :) Heres the link to my store. http://hstrial-aschriefer.homestead.com/index.html

Urine Test
URINE TEST (I sure would like to know who wrote this one! They deserve a HUGE pat on the back!) Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I Do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who Don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ASS, doing drugs, while I work. Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check? Pass this along if you agree or simply delete if you don't. Hope you all will pass it along

Walfare
Guy walked into the local welfare office to pick up his check. He marched straight up to the counter and said, " Hi. You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job." The social worker behind the counter said, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, and he'll supply all of your clothes. "Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort the daughter on her overseas holiday trips and you will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, said, "You're bullshittin' me"! The social worker said, "Yeah, well...you started it

Not Enough
There aren’t enough words To express how much I love you Not enough ways To show you how I care Not enough laughter And good times to wish you Not enough wonderful moments To share A million bright mornings Would not be too many Long evenings forever Would still be too few For I need you and I love you So much that it seems There aren’t enough days In a lifetime with you

More Vacation Goodies!
Our vacation began in Philadelphia with nice breakfast at a greek coney. It was the perfect place, complete with friendly staff and great food. At one point, our elderly waitress walked by and looked at my plate and told me she was going to have to yell at me because I hadn't cleaned my plate. I looked at her, smiled broadly and said "I haven't left yet, have I?" She laughed and we were suddenly best friends. From the diner we headed to the historic district of Philadelphia and visited the Liberty Bell. We also took a walk through Washington Square. The square is a lovely place and is infused with a special sense of poignancy and history, as it was used as a potter's field and burial square for indigents, prisoners of war and various service men. By far the highlight of Philadelphia was our visit to the Mutter museum. It's a truly stunning place, founded in the 1850's to teach medical students about anatomy and the various anomalies that can occur in the human body. The

My Dream
My dream is to one day go to an art museum and be able to just get caught up in all the lovely art work. To me art is amazing and an expression of people's thoughts, lives and feelings. I get so caught up in art sometimes and even with jewelry and clothing things pop out at me I don't go towards the latest trends or what is hot. I like original things and original people:)

Twisted Lyrics . . . . Santa Is Invading Your Town
SANTA IS INVADING YOUR TOWN (Sung to Santa Claus is Coming to Town) You better break out The Bourbon and Rye Tequila and Gin I'm telling you why Santa is invading your town He see you when you're naked And when you're smoking pot And when you're masturbating Ev'n when you cop a squat, so: You better break out The Bourbon and Rye Tequila and Gin I'm telling you why Santa is invading your town

Twisted Lyrics . . . . O Come All Ye Faithless
O Come All Ye Faithless (Sung to Come All Ye Faithful) O come all ye faithless to your church on Christmas. O come ye, O come ye on Easter too. Come and pretend that you're really Christian. Just let the preacher bore you, just act like you still mean it, just show up once on Christmas for chrissakes. Sing, choirs of sinners, Sing in expectation Oh, sing, oh sing, like Jesus H. Christ. Glory to God who will damn you all: Just let the preacher bore you, just act like you still mean it, just show up once on Christmas for chrissakes. Oh mall we come to shop now on this pagan day. Gawd, oh Gawd, you must be quite mad. See the football team Now some blood is spurting: Just let the preacher bore you, just act like you still mean it, just show up once on Christmas for chrissakes. O come all ye faithless to your church on Christmas. O come ye, O come ye on Easter too. Come and pretend that you're really Christian. Just let the preacher bore you, just

I'm Happy
OK.. so little things make me happy lol. I just got an Email from one of the main writers for baseball on ESPN.com. He liked my thoughts and comments I had made about the upcoming Mitchell Report and wanted to tell me. I am such a baseball nut lol.

Always Love You
Before I met you, I was badly hurt from relationships that fell apart, I didn't wanna live no more I just wanted an end, I thought nothing could cure me, My heart would never mend. You walked into my problems and made them go away, I didn't wanna be with you, 'Cause I thought you'd hurt me someday. I gave you a chance to see if that was true, But something was different and you were something new. Now, I know what your love is truly about, your sweet, honest, and loveable, something I can't live without. I hope that this love will last, Because you know I'll always love you, I hope we'll never part, because I know you love me too...

About Me:
NAME? Andrea Marie Starbird AGE? 43 but I can party with the youngins! LOCATION? Kingman, AZ DRINK? only for fun! occasionally habitual drinking is an ugly thing! IF SO, HOW OFTEN? maybe once or twice a month SMOKE ANYTHING? oh yeah the sacred herb, and I hate it but I haven't quite smoking ciggz yet! agh IF SO, HOW OFTEN? regularly although if I am out it's certainly not the end of the world! WHERE DO YOU STAND POLITICALLY? Anarchist WHERE DO YOU STAND RELIGIOUSLY? I love God the creator and my relationship with God is the most important thing in my life I am doing my best to listen to my higher self, the inner voice that always chooses Love! WHERE DO YOU STAND ON THE TOPIC OF SEX? love love love it!!!! What a wonderful gift! As with all things it must of couse be a mutally joyous occasion, it is a celbration of life, it is sacred and beautiful! ARE YOU ROUGH? CAN YOU BE? oh yeah we are animals are we not? WOULD YOU LET ME HANG OUT WITH YOUR FRI

Internet Killer On The Loose
PLEASE READ ! NOT A JOKE ! OR A VOTE Message: Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace and yearbook friends safe State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. Gentlemen

Judith
YOUR SUCH AN INSPIRATION FOR THE WAYS I WILL NEVER EVER CHOOSE TO BE OH SO MANY WAYS FOR ME TO SHOW YOU YOUR SAINT HAS ABANDONED YOU FUCK YOUR GOD, YOUR SSAINT, YOUR CHRIST YOU NEVER THOUGHT TO QUESTION WHY, ITS NOT LIKE YOU KILLED SOMEONE NOT LIKE YOU DROVE A HATEFUL SPEAR INTO HIS SIDE OH SO MANY WAYS FOR ME TO SHOW YOU HOW YOUR GOD HAS ABANDONED YOU PRAY TO YOUR CHRIST TO YOUR GOD TO YOUR SAINT EVEN THOUGH HE'S THE ONE WHO DID THIS TO YOU YOU NEVER THOUGHT TO QUESTION WHY, ITS NOT LIKE YOU KILLED SOMEONE ITS NOT LIKE YOU DROVE A SPITEFUL SPEAR INTO HIS SIDE YOU TALK TO JESUS CHRIST LIKE HE KNOWS THE REASONS WHY DID IT ALL FOR YOU

Birth Pain Transfer
A married couple went to the hospital to have their baby delivered. Upon their arrival, the doctor said that the hospital was testing an amazing new high-tech machine that would transfer a portion of the mother's labor pain to the baby's father. He asked if they were willing to try it out. Both said they were very much in favor of it. The doctor set the pain transfer to 10 percent for starters, explaining that even 10 percent was probably more pain than the father had ever experienced before. But as the labor progressed, the husband felt fine and asked the doctor to go ahead and kick it up a notch. The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20 percent pain transfer. The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor then checked the husband's blood pressure and was amazed at how well he was doing. At this point they decided to try for 50 percent. The husband continued to feel quite well. Since the pain transfer was obviously helping the wife considerably, the husband

Bye Bye
For those of you on my friends list and those that give a damn, I am deleting my account. To be honest more people seem to be on here for points rather than meeting new people. Any of you that really care feel free to message me if not fuck you too. Go live your exciting life in front of your computer. PEACE

A Couple Of Things.
I have so much time on my hand but why I does it feel like I dont? Hopefully it doesnt snow this year. Just for me...please? I hate that white stuff half you people enjoy every freakin winter. Its disgustin'. I get scrooge-ritis when the first snow falls lol Why do I have a TV if I barely watch it? I end up doing YouTube everynight anyways. Know any great pawn shop around here? LOL Everyones favorite question for me now & days seems to be..."Why are you still single?" Why cant I be? I feel obligated now to start looking for a man hahahaha. chyea right =] my 27th birthdays coming up very very soon. Yeah, March is only a hop skip away. so start saving up hahaha. aiite enough blabbers for right now. Peace out girl scout!

Precautions Useless
Precautions Useless Tears fall just like they have before; It's no surprise, I was fairly warned. Yet, my body sought your sensitive embrace, My lips needed to caress your sweet face. I looked; your love couldn't be replaced, Running & hiding,I thought I had escaped. Can i ask? Why you planted this seed? Now, I face each day with It's roots inside of me. Crawling into darkness, I beg to be consumed, I tell myself there's no use, my soul is doomed. Then you come near, my world turns alight, Your heart shatters at this poor pitiful sight. You speak so tender, so clear, whispers in my ear, Telling me all the things, I'm scared to hear! Your contagious sickness invades my inner body, Still, you show no signs your even slightly sorry. Pulling me close, you say you need me back. No fear of all the things inside,I lack. Again, all my tears fall just as the times before, Whispering showing me you understand...I was warned. RWSII

To All You Girls
by Sylvette Murray Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for

Deer Hunting Camp
The guys were all at deer camp. They had to bunk two to a room. No one wanted to room with Daryl because he snored so badly. They decided it wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole time, so they voted to take turns. The first guy slept with Daryl and comes to breakfast the next morning with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot. They said, "Man, what happened to you?" He said, "Daryl snored so loudly, I just sat up and watched him all night." The next night it was a different guy's turn. In the morning, same thing--hair all standing up, eyes all blood-shot. They said, "Man, what happened to you? You look awful!" He said, "Man, that Daryl shakes the roof. I watched him all night." The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big burly ex-football player; a man's man. The next morning he came to breakfast bright eyed and bushy tailed. "Good morning," he said. They couldn't believe it! They said, "Man, what happened?" He said, "Well, we got ready for b

English Only??
English Only The "English-only" movement is a trap. The Average American is getting dumber and the U.S. government is not helping. See, while we are being territorial the rest of the world is taking "English as a Second Language". They have the advantage because we are too lazy to learn a second language. I've met bilingual grade school kids that made me feel stupid. That's the same feeling people get when foreigners speak their native tongue in public. But who's fault is that? Even in less diversified neighborhoods most US citizens grow up with at LEAST a few Mexicans to learn some basic Spanish from. The average New Yorker or Los Angelo should know bits and pieces of a half dozen languages by accident. So forget what Arnold Swarzenegger says. When he made his first US movie they dubbed his speaking parts because HE couldnt speak English. He's an asshole for jumping on that bandwagon. I believe as Americans it is our civic duty to learn at least one fo

Are You A Spaz!?!?!?
OK, I'm going to do it.... I'm going to hold a contest. Sorry I can't offer blasts or vips to the winners, but I will be giving away FU-BUCKS!!! I want to see your spaziest pics! Send me a private message with the link to the pic, and I'll rip it. I'll start the contest on Dec. 5th, and run it until Dec. 24th. If you win, you'll wake up Christmas morning with a bunch of FU-BUCKS... 1st Place ~ 50,000 fubucks 2nd Place ~ 25,000 fubucks 3rd Place ~ 10,000 fubucks *anyone who enters will get a drink of their choice* Bombing is perfectly acceptable, but downrating is NOT! Yeah, I'm bored, and lame, but what the heck!?!? Brought to you by... SpAzTaStIc!@ fubar Please Repost!

1 John 2:15-16
15 Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. 16 For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world.

Luvins
warning!!! before you read further, i suggest you have at least 1 of 3 things at your nearest convenience: 1. a hottie sitting next to you 2. a free hand 3. some kind of battery operated device ...because this one's a little hot and sticky boys and girls, so enjoy!! okay kiddies, let's talk about sex today. yes, i said sex, in all it's forms...it's very common but the word itself has so many different names. you can be fucking, screwing, fornicating, boning, pounding, bumpin and grinding, crushin the pink cookie, slobberin on the knob, bumpin uglies or fuzzies, gettin ur freak on, eatin at the "y", doin the horizontal tango, or even for those in a relationship, makin luv...aww, how sweet...but anyway you wanna put it, we all need it...like ll cool j said "doin it and doin it and doin it well"...yes, i did quote that fine ass man...but let's get down to the real reason why we "do it". is it because we crave that physical contact? are we trying to get revenge on someone?a

The Camelot Woods
The Camelot Woods of good things By Eric Ethan Tonight I’m at my desk picking the pen up and ready to write, Ahhhhh my favorite reader has come Come on in my friend and sit down in your favorite chair and sit and hear another poem from me It has been snowing today and the holidays are around Let me think of the coolest gift to give to you Lets take that walk through the winter woods of Camelot I always go and think , Let’s hold hands and look in the woods See the different pines colored with snow they look so pretty they look like those white Christmas trees you see at a store. As we walk around the edge of the road we a eagle perching one limb watching us Don’t fear his my guardian and protector of the woods when I ‘m not here he flies over the woods to protect the animals of Camelot woods. WE walked by a waterfall still flowing, you look at me amazement you ask why It is a hot steam waterf

Thoughts
I hate it when memories come back to slap me in the face, and I don't know how to deal with some of them. I don't know whether to be angry, sad, or even happy. For once in my life, I'm actually happy about something and someone, even thought there's a lot of bad things happening at the same time. But I honestly don't care about the bad stuff. For once, I'm not dwelling on the bad stuff..... for once.... the bad isn't outweighing the good. I know that memories are memories and should mainly remain in the past considering that's what they are.... but they still creep up on me and then I can't focus on anything but them. And I also am aware of the fact that I should get over them, because there's nothing I could have done, or even do, to change them, no matter how much I'd love to. I've learned not to regret things and to just live by mistakes that I've made. But when one of those mistakes that I've made, is that something told me to stop and see how my friend was doing and see how his li

Thinking Back
hey baby i been thinkin back to the day of when we met id like to fix things between us and im hoping that you have no regrets please tell me what to do and dont end this ever by saying we are through "tbc"

Amazing Lyrics From My *swoon* Man, Rob Thomas And The Gang Of Matchbox 20
SO TRUE!! "Can't Let You Go" (Exile on Mainstream) I'll stick around See how bad it gets I'll settle down and deal with old regrets You know I, I adore you I Can't let you go Can't let you go You're part of my soul You're all that I know I Can't let you go Is it better now Do you feel like all is fair Can we work it out So that it's easier for me to bear Because life, it can blind you I Can't let you go Can't let you go You're part of my soul You're all that I know I Can't let you go Down from the edge I can see you where we end and i'd give up all of my days to go back There was all this wonder and all this magic Has all this wonder, over and done If love were a whisper What could I give you to speak Maybe you're out of my reach I Can't let you go Can't let you go You're part of my soul You're all that I know I Can't let you go I Can't let you go You're part of my soul You're all that I know

R.i.p Evil Kniievel
CLEARWATER, Fla. (AP) - Evel Knievel, the red-white-and-blue-spangled motorcycle daredevil whose jumps over crazy obstacles including Greyhound buses, live sharks and Idaho's Snake River Canyon made him an international icon in the 1970s, died Friday. He was 69. Knievel's death was confirmed by his granddaughter, Krysten Knievel. He had been in failing health for years, suffering from diabetes and pulmonary fibrosis, an incurable condition that scarred his lungs. Knievel had undergone a liver transplant in 1999 after nearly dying of hepatitis C, likely contracted through a blood transfusion after one of his bone-shattering spills. He also suffered two strokes in recent years. Longtime friend and promoter Billy Rundle said Knievel had trouble breathing at his Clearwater condominium and died before an ambulance could get him to a hospital. "It's been coming for years, but you just don't expect it. Superman just doesn't die, right?" Rundle said. Immortalized in the Washington

Movie Review: The Ghost (1963)
Plot: "A woman and her lover murder her husband, a doctor. Soon, however, strange things start happening, and they wonder if they really killed him, or if he is coming back from the dead to haunt them." Source-IMDB.Com Likes: While considered a B movie, the acting is pretty good and it is creepy at times.; The film quality and style are so poor that they come across as being funny.; There is a decent "twisted" ending. Dislikes: It was a bit long with too many dramatic pauses and camera shots. Rated R for violence. Out of four stars, I give this film 2 1/2 stars. Good acting but too long at times.

Twas The Night Before Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas And all through the trailer Not a creature was stirrin' 'Cept a redneck named Taylor. His first name was Bubba, Joe was his middle, And a-runnin' down his chin was a trickle of spittle. His socks, they were hung by the chimney with care, And therefore there was a foul stench in the air. That Bubba got scared and rousted the boys. There was Rufus, 12; Jim Bob was 11; Dud goin' on 10; Otis was 7. John, George and Chucky Were 5,4, and 3: The twins were both girls So they let them be. They jumped in their overalls, No need for a shirt, Threw a hat on each head, Then turned with a jerk. They ran to the gun rack That hung on the wall. There were 17 shotguns; They grabbed them all. Bubba said to the young'uns, "Now hesh up ya'll! The last thing we wanna do Is wake up yer Maw." Maw was expecting And needed her sleep, So out they crept out the door Without making a peep. They all looked around, and then th

2 Rednecks And A Hole
Two rednecks are out hunting. As they are walking along they see a huge hole in the ground. They approach it and are amazed by the size of it. The first hunter says, "Wow, that's some hole; I can't even see the bottom. I wonder how deep it is." The second hunter says "I don't know. Let's throw something down and listen and see how long it takes to hit bottom." The first hunter says, "There's this old transmission here, give me a hand and we'll throw it in and see". So they pick it up and carry it over. They count one, two, three and throw it in the hole. They are standing there listening and looking over the edge and they hear a rustling in the brush behind them. As they turn around they see a goat come crashing through the brush, run up to the hole, and jump in headfirst. While they are standing there looking at the hole and each other trying to figure out what that was all about, an old farmer walks up. "Say there", says the farmer, "you fellers didn't happen to

Me
I have eyes to cry a million tears of hurt and pain for others. I have ears to hear the words you can never say but I can comprehend anyway. I have a mouth to whisper the words she doesn't tell you that you need to hear. I have arms to just hold you tight without wanting anything in return. I have a heart overflowing with love to give to you tho I can't so I will just hold onto it for safe keeping. I have a stomach that gets that butterfly feeling everytime we talk although I know nothing more is to it but a friendship. I have hips of a woman that shows the burden and pain of childbearing that differenciates a girl and a real woman. Lastly, I have strong legs to walk away after you have walked away, as I will never leave you first. I am true to my word and will walk beside you til the very end or til you tell me I am no longer needed. What I am trying to say is tho you may not know it, I want happiness for you. I want you to know true love without restrictions.

Have You
you never talk to me ... only to her you never look at me.... only at her i feel alone, lost, and missing i feel invisible, scared, and hurt i cry at night thinking that you are thinking of her i cry cause if we do get close, i think you say im sorry to her i cry cause its the only way i have to let my feeling out i wounder if i did the right think so many years ago i wonder if im the person i was so many years ago or have you changed me into something you hate have you changed me into something you need to kill have you changed me into YOU...

Figured You Out - Nickleback
"Figured You Out"I like your pants around your feetAnd I like the dirt that's on your kneesAnd I like the way you still say pleaseWhile you're looking up at meYou're like my favourite damn diseaseAnd I love the places that we goAnd I love the people that you knowAnd I love the way you can't say noToo many long lines in a rowI love the powder on your noseAnd now I know who you areIt wasn't that hard, just to figure you out(Now I did, you wonder why)And now I know who you areIt wasn't that hard, just to figure you out(Now I did, you wonder why)I like the freckles on your chestAnd I like the way you like me bestAnd I like the way you're not impressedWhile you put me to the testI like the white stains on your dressAnd I love the way you pass the checkAnd I love the good times that you wreckAnd I love your lack of self-respectWhile you passed out on the deckI love my hands around your neckAnd now I know who you areIt wasn't that hard, just to figure you out(Now I did, you wond

Joke Of The Day!!!
Christian Bear An atheist was walking through the woods. "What majestic trees!" "What powerful rivers!" "What beautiful animals!" He said to himself. As he was walking alongside the river, he heard a rustling in the bushes behind him. He turned to look. He saw a 7-foot grizzly bear charge towards him. He ran as fast as he could up the path. He looked over his shoulder and saw that the bear was closing in on him. He looked over his shoulder again, and the bear was even closer. He tripped and fell on the ground. He rolled over to pick himself up but saw that the bear was right on top of him, reaching for him with his left paw and raising his right paw to strike him. At that instant the Atheist cried out, "Oh my God!" Time Stopped. The bear froze. The forest was silent. As a bright light shone upon the man, a voice came out of the sky. "You deny my existence for all these years, teach others I don't exist and even credit creation to cosmic accident." "Do you exp

Cinder Road - Get In Get Out
WA! new Music by Cinder Road! good song i think check it out... buckcherry wannabes i believe though I hear you Been comin' round I feel you just by the sound I want you just like a pill I feed you need to just for the thrill Come undo me like the way you used to do Come abuse me like I want you to Get in get out For a little while Get in get out Yeah Get in get out For a little while You let me in without a doubt Now open the door get in get out I see you shaking Hold my hand I'll make you, take you any way I can Only for a moment Don't let it pass It's time to get up off your ass Don't you worry I won't tell no one you're here Stay a little while then you can disappear You know what I'm talking about...

1 Question...1 Honest Answer
1 question...1 honest answer Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any 1 question, anything, no matter how crazy it is, and I promise to answer it.... No catch. But I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you

Bush - Little Things
I bleach the sky every night Loaded on wrong and further from right Spinning around, two howling moons Cause they're always there, whatever I do The river is loaded, I've been there today Took in some questions, she does me again I'd die in your arms if you were dead too Here comes a lie, we will always be true Going up when coming down Scratch away, way, way, way, way It's all the little things that kill Tearin' at my brains again Oh, all the little things that kill The little things that kill Bigger you give, bigger you get We're boss at denial but best at forget The cupboard is empty, we really need food Summer is winter and you always knew Going up when coming down Scratch away, way, way, way, way It's all the little things that kill Tearin' at my brains again Oh, all the little things that kill Tearin' at my brains again Oh, all the little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little Little, little, little, little, little, little, li

Believe
Believe in rewards that await you, believe in the harvest in store. Believe that the spring will awaken, believe you'll be sowing once more. Believe that there's a tomorrow, where no one cares if you can't dance. Believe in the future's promise, each new day brings a new chance. Believe you can make you goals happen, they're just dreams with a deadline attached. Believe that you have the power, believe that you're more than a match. Believe in a shared existence, you're not alone this is true. Believe that right now there is someone, who believes in the wonder that's you.

Cheater
Cheater I know your secrets. I know your lies. I see them everytime I look in her eyes. That stare she gives. The things you do. Lets me know that it is true. How could I be so blind? I ask my self time after time. The tears begin to swell. I try to hide it, As you sit and deny it. Why I don't walk away, I have no clue. I don't know why I love you. As you go with her, I am tearing up inside. I think I will walk away but my heart wont let me today. So I go on letting you treat me this way.

Need Queens For Contest
LOOKING FOR CONTESTANTS FOR THE 2007-2008 KING AND QUEEN CONTEST. STARTING 12/30/07- 01/13/08.NEED AT LEAST 10 FOR EACH TO BEGIN! WEAR THIS CROWN FOR THE 2007-2008 YEAR!! PRIZES 1. PIC MUST BE RIP TO ENTER 2. MUST HAVE A SALUTE 3. MUST RATE/FAN AND ADD THE HOST 4. NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED OR TOLERATED. BLOCKED IS THE RESULT. 5. NO DOWN RATING OF ANY KIND 6.SELF BOMBING AND FAMILY IS ALLOWED. 7. IN CASE OF A TIE WILL BE SPLIT PRIZES. 8. ANY QUESTION COME TO THE HOST NOT A CONTESTANT FOR ANY INFORMATION OR CONCERNS. 9. MUST HAVE AT 150 COMMENTS A DAY TO STAY IN CONTEST. PRIZES 1 ST PLACE IS 3 MONTH VIP 2ND PLACE ONE WEEK BLAST 3RD PLACE IS A DIAMOND EAR RINGS(FEMALE) AND DIAMOND RING FOR THE (MALE) PLEASE CONTACT AKAMRS. T @ FUBAR FOR ALL MALE CONTESTANTS HERE THE LINK TO CONTEST: AKAMRS. T/lil pleasure/ lil business@ fubar ! PLEASE CONTACT BIG PAP

Poem
An accidental meeting, someone I knew well a thousand years before. The ‘Hey you — how are you doings?’ of formulaic greetings Stilted awkward gestures. Meanings lost in words that once had been the ease of freely-flowing conversation. The thought — I know this face, but do not know this person, Anymore. Commonality become a gulf A chasm opened in tectonic shiftings of our lives; induced by time In which we re-made ourselves anew. I look at you and know you not — Cheap promises to keep-in-touch exchanged. Easy quips that we shall both forget; once more our backs are turned. Unknown one unto the other. Friends become strangers.

What Religion Is Your Bra?
What Religion is Your Bra? A man walked into the ladies department of a Macy 's and shyly walked up to the woman behind the counter and said, "I'd like to buy a bra for my wife." "What type of bra?" asked the clerk. "Type?" inquires the man, "There's more than one type?" "Look around," said the saleslady, as she showed a sea of bras in every shape, size, color and material imaginable. "Actually, even with all of this variety, there are really only four types of bras to choose from." Relieved, the man asked about the types. The saleslady replied: "There are the Catholic, the Salvation Army, the Presbyterian, and the Baptist types. Which one would you prefer?" Now totally befuddled, the man asked about the differences between them. The Saleslady responded, "It is all really quite simple... The Catholic type supports the masses. The Salvation Army type lifts the fallen, The Presbyterian type keeps them staunch and upright, and The Baptist

I Know
Yes, I know that I messed up and hurt you. Yes, I know it can never be the same with you. Yes, I know I have lost a good friend, someone who was so cool to chill with. Yes, I know I am a f**kup for what I did to you. Yes, I know a million sorries could never make up for it. Yes, I know you may never forgive me. Yes, I know you may never want anything to do with me again. Yes, I know I have lost you.

Life
Life is cruel. You meet someone you like. You start getting to know each other and BAM it's finished. It has nothing to do with not liking each other. It's all just different lifestyles and one person unwilling to change. It's sad but it's life. I have been sad all day and I'm bored and I'm kicking myself for not trying all the things offered to me by this special person. Maybe I'm just too scared of being hurt again and I'm unwilling to take the chance. Maybe I feel guilty for starting to enjoy the company of another man after loving the same man for 22 years. I don't know. I have to accept that I will never find a man to share my life with if I stay in this mindset. I know this so why don't I change it? I can't answer the question if I myself don't know the answer. Isn't Chris an idiot? YES! I can answer that question. Ironic huh?

How Many Of You Remember These?
How many do you remember? Candy cigarettes Wax coke-shaped bottles with colored sugar water inside Soda pop machines that dispensed glass bottles Hoola hoop contests Buying milk from a vending machine for a quarter, with your penny change taped to the side Coffee shops with tableside juke boxes Blackjack, Clove and Teaberry chewing gum Home milk delivery in glass bottles, with cardboard stoppers Party lines Newsreels before the movie P. F. Flyers Butch wax Telephone numbers with a word prefix .... (Drexel-5505 Peashooters Howdy Doody 45 RPM Records Green Stamps Hi-fi's Metal ice cube trays with levers Mimeograph paper Blue flash bulbs Beanie and Cecil Roller skate keys Cork pop guns Drive ins Studebakers Wash Tub wringers The Fuller Brush man Reel-to-reel tape recorders Phonographs The "twist", "mashed potatoes", and "funky-chicken" Tinkertoys The Erector Set The Fort Apache Playset Lincoln Logs 15 cent McDonald hamb

Petals Of Her
Petals fall one by one... Crimson her lips begun... Linger the touch her hand felt... Mind races the wanders eye... Full climation heaven devine... My look to hold... Remember I do... Her every whine...

What Counts As Exercise And Why It Counts
Get Active and Track Your Activity What Counts as Exercise (and Why It Matters) Print This Page Send to a Friend Changing your diet is only one element to lowering cholesterol — exercise is the other. Not every health expert agrees on the precise amount of exercise an adult needs, or how often. But they do tend to agree that everyone needs at least 30 minutes a day to start to reap maximum health — and it's more than most people are getting now. That's a shame, since everyone can gain substantial benefits by committing to regular physical activity. Following is just a partial list of what you can achieve. Reduce your LDL cholesterol (the bad stuff) and increase your HDL levels (the good stuff). Retrain your heart and lungs to move blood and oxygen with less stress and strain. Lower your blood pressure. Prevent or delay osteoporosis. Reduce obesity. Relieve symptoms of anxiety and depression. Help alleviate arthritis pain. The hardest part is getting started

3 Common Drugs Trigger Most Er Visits By Seniors
3 Common Drugs Trigger Most ER Visits by Seniors Print This Page Send to a Friend Published: 12/04/07 TUESDAY, Dec. 4 (HealthDay News) -- Side effects from just three drugs are responsible for a full third of all U.S. emergency room visits by senior citizens who had adverse reactions to medications, a new study found. In 2004 and 2005, the blood thinner warfarin, the diabetes drug insulin and the heart drug digoxin caused about 58,000 emergency room visits a year in those 65 and older, the researchers found. The major problem is that it's hard to determine the correct dose for each drug, said study lead author Dr. Daniel Budnitz, a medical officer with the U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC). "It's challenging," he said, "and it takes work between the patient and physician to get the dose just right." Budnitz and his colleagues undertook the study to determine the danger posed to senor citizens by a long list of drugs that have been deemed "

The Perfect Dress
well, I found it. I finally found the dress I need for a Christmas party Jeff and I are going to this weekend. And I even bought high heel shoes to wear. That should be funny to watch me walk in heels. I haven't worn heels in like 20 years.....I will have to make sure the video camera stays home so Jeff can't tape me... Anyway, my dress is black with glitter on it. We are gonna be so nice looking together. Like I said yesterday I am one to make sure we match and we will. I looked forever for the dress and finally after I gave up hope I found one on another rack. Then when I tried it on....it fits me snuggly~! I will be on a crash diet this week so I can be comfy in it. Nah, it has a sheer overshirt with glitter on it so that will help to conceal how tight it really it. I will get pics to post next week. I had a nice conversation with a young man last night. Some things have happened and he was defending his mom. He was being such a gentleman and just letting me know kin

When Hearts Collide
When hearts collide By Eric Ethan When my heart collide with you r heart it make one awesome red heart No one can stop this terrific hearts of ours cause it full of passion and love and caring and it is so strong it rocks this world we live i n. The End

Timbaland-apologize Lyrics
I'm holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground And I'm hearing what you say But I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down But wait... You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around and say... That it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat (But that's nothing new) Yeah yeah I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue And you say "Sorry" like the angel, heaven let me think was you But I'm afraid... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late Woahooo woah It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, yeahah I said it's too late to apologize, yeahah I'm holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground...

God
It always amazes me how many times this God orders the killing of innocent people even after the Ten Commandments said “Thou shall not kill”. For example, God kills 70,000 innocent people because David ordered a census of the people (1 Chronicles 21). God also orders the destruction of 60 cities so that the Israelites can live there. He orders the killing of all the men, women, and children of each city, and the looting of all of value (Deuteronomy 3). He orders another attack and the killing of “all the living creatures of the city: men and women, young, and old, as well as oxen sheep, and asses” (Joshua 6). In Judges 21, He orders the murder of all the people of Jabesh-gilead, except for the virgin girls who were taken to be forcibly raped and married. When they wanted more virgins, God told them to hide alongside the road and when they saw a girl they liked, kidnap her and forcibly rape her and make her your wife! Just about every other page in the Old Testament has God killi

Lesson For Men....
Lessons for the guys...... Nine Words Women Use Read This Carefully, and LEARN! 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right, and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means half an hour. Don't be mad about this, it is just the same 5 minutes you use when it's your turn to help do things around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine (see #1). 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word but a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can

A Special World
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Eternity
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

**wild Wednesday**
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New Lounge Coding Place In Skin Section
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Drift
forgotten thoughts of yesterdays, through my eyes i see the past well i don't know i don't know why. i believe in the truth from inside go away from me, leave me alone how much will money buy while i take my time as i drift and die i'm wanting to live my life, who's to blame for my mistakes well i don't know i don't know why. i believe in the truth from inside go away from me, leave me alone how much will money buy while i take my time as i drift and die

Ptsd (demons From Within)
PTSD (Demons From Within) by George J. Carroll Thursday, March 02, 2006 Post Traumatic Stress Disorder has only in recent years been recognized for veterans of war who experienced this problem. In earlier wars they had no effective way of treating this disorder and many veterans were affraid to admit to this problem because someone might think they were crazy. I dedicate this poem, written on 11/11/ 86, to the Veterans who were afflicted by this disorder, caused by the rigors of war. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I cannot forgive war For the scars left within. For wasted years, wilted in fear, That made my head spin. O beautiful years these could have been If fate had been allowed to smile, And this nightmare of human slaughter Had not lingered for more than awhile. Were the men that stopped a shell And had their innards rent, The victors of this madness: Their souls to heaven sent? No pity

Steeler Fans
style='width:100.0%'> Steelers Fans On the first day of school a first grade teacher explains to her class that she is a Patriots fan. She asks her students to raise their hands if they, too, are Patriots fans. Wanting to impress their teacher, everyone in the class raises their hand except one little girl. The teacher looks at the girl with surprise, 'Janie, why didn't you raise your hand?' 'Because I'm not a Patriots fan,' she replied. The te acher, still shocked, asked, 'Well, if you are not a Patriots fan, then who are you a fan of?' 'I am a Steelers fan, and proud of it,' Janie replied. The teacher could not believe her ears. 'Janie, why pray tell are you a Steelers fan?' 'Because my mom is a Steelers fan, and my dad is Steelers fan, so I'm a Steelers fan too!' 'We ll,' said the teacher in a obviously annoyed tone, 'that is no reason for you to be a Steelers fan. You don't have to be just like your parents

Able To Feel
Thursday, December 6, 2007 Able to feel Sometimes your feelings can hurt profoundly. Yet wouldn't you rather have those painful feelings occasionally than never having any feelings at all? Your feelings let you know you're alive. They tell you, in ways that words cannot, who you are. Through your feelings, you discover what means the most to you. With your feelings, you're able to build rich, rewarding relationships. Feelings can indeed be messy and inconvenient, yet they're certainly nothing to be ashamed of. Without feelings, life would be terribly flat and empty. When a feeling seems to be uncomfortable or even unbearable, choose to dive more deeply into it. Somewhere in there you'll find something very positive, comforting and affirming. You feel because you are, and you feel because you care. Those are things about which you can genuinely feel great. -- Ralph Marston

Journey
Today, I have set my soul free. My soul has awaken me, from a long journey of emotions that i can't bear anymore. Today, I found myself looking into that crystal ball of dreams and hopes that have been shattered so long ago. I asked myself why have i allowed you to hurt me for so long, in so many ways that you could never see or feel the suffering that my soul has felt. I thought I was strong enough to change you but the only person I was changing was myself I thank you for this long journey because you made me stronger to accept that is time to let you go and to accept that things will never changes I finally see that after this long journey

Just A Head's Up For My Friends And Family
I just wanted to say thankyou to all my friends that came by my page when I was sick, I am alittle better , I will get by to all my friends that came by in a day or too......Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to each of you. Hugggzzzz & smiles, ~~~~~~Leah~~~~~~~

I'm Sorry......
PLAY THE VIDEO AS YOU READ DOWN THANKS > > turn your speakers on and turn 'em up loudd.i bet guys WILL NOT repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

Can You Tell Me Why
i can't stand to be followed around...i know that the internet is free reign to anyone on it but damn i can't even go to a fucking site where i meet people that actually like me without others following me....am i really that interesting that you need to be where i am? no that isn't it...oh yeah that's it i remember now...it is that you need to REPORT my information to the one person that SHIT on me! the one person that i practically gave my life for and then turned around and put me out on the street not to mention tried to lock me out of my apt so that i could not get my things although that backfired on them and i got everything minus a couple of things that they stole from me! GET A LIFE AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!! i am not harassing you or bothering you or anything else...can't you extend the same courtesy to me??? oh that's right you have to be nosy and know what the fuck is going on...it kills you not knowing....

Wow...
People must think I'm a fucking idiot and can't see what's going on. I hate when people try and play me for a fool. Anyway, I actually got about 3 hrs of sleep today. I can't remember getting that much sleep all at once in the longest time. I should go get some sleeping pills from my doc, but last time I did that, they made me see shit. Is Ambien s'pose to do that?

Relocating ???
There may be a chance I may move to another part of the country with my army buddy as he changes his duty station. Just gathering info right now but the possibilty sounds exciting wondering where we may end up?

Lïttlë KnØwn FÅct§ 3
111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321 If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle; if the horse has one front leg in the air, the person died as a result of wounds received in battle; if the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes. Clans of long ago that wanted to get rid of their unwanted people without killing them would burn their houses down - hence the expression "to get fired." Only two people signed the Declaration of Independence on July 4th, John Hancock and Charles Thomson. Most of the rest signed on August 2nd, but the last signature wasn't added until 5 years later. "I am." is the shortest complete sentence in the English language. The term "the whole 9 yards" came from W.W.II fighter pilots in the South Pacific. When arming their airplanes on the ground, the .50 caliber machine gun ammo belts measured exactly 27 feet, before being loaded into the fusel

Big Foot Is Bayack!!
Footprints seen around Mt.Everest stoke Yeti mystery By Gopal Sharma Fri Nov 30, 8:55 AM ET A U.S.-based television channel investigating the existence of the legendary Yeti in Nepal has found footprints similar to those said to be that of the abominable snowman, the company said on Friday. A team of nine producers from Destination Truth, armed with infrared cameras, spent a week in the icy Khumbu region where Mount Everest is located and found the footprints on the bank of Manju river at a height of 2,850 metres (9,350 feet). One of the three footprints discovered on Wednesday is about one foot long, or is of similar size and appearance as shown in sketches of the mystical ape-like creature believed to live in snowy caves, the TV company said. "It is very very similar," Josh Gates, host of the weekly travel adventure television series, told Reuters in Kathmandu after returning from the mountain. "I don't believe it to be (that of) a bear. It is something of a myst

Please
http://www.myspace.com/wesupportour_us_soldiers im tring to make like a support page for soldiers please let your friends know and please add also you or someone you know is in the military and would like their or your photo up for support we will do that, its almost xmas time and we need to let them know that that are not forgotten and we think about them and pray for them to come home saftly and thank them for protecting us and our freedom!

Dose Of The Stars.......
Daily Horoscope: Taurus For December 7,2007 You're riding an emotional roller coaster and while that can be fun about half the time, the rest can be dismal -- unless you remember that you'll be back on steady ground in the very near future. fitting isn't it... lol.. now i just need to get to steady ground... p/s happiness is around the corner from i know it, there is a light at the end of the tunnel for me yet...

Bar Life
Know your way around club drinking Old clubs Boozing and boogieing haven’t always been close dance partners. When club culture took off in Britain in the late eighties, most venues still revolved around the bar, and allowed optimum access to drinking facilities, no matter what that did to the dancefloor. Picture a neon-lit bunker with a huge glass and chrome-tiered bar in the centre, to the side of which the proprietor has thoughtfully placed a postage-stamp sized disco-dancing area. New Clubs Thankfully, superclubs soon changed this. These venues were designed around the speaker systems and the floor itself, meaning that bars were hived off to one side of the venue. If you go to a newer club, you’ll tend to find the bar is a little bit out of the way; if you go to an older venue, you’ll probably join the bar queue as soon as you walk through the door. Drinking in clubs According the Pete Wiggs, of mid-nineties dance popsters, St.Etienne, a popular solution to costly club d

A Farewell To A Perfect Score
I feel ill with words of repentance and love I could never forget what it felt like to feel my heart drop and watch as lonley insects swarmed around it and fed off like a disease to a diagnosed patient You no longer see me What am I doing but holding back tears and thinking of you With this tainted image of me With no longer love but disappointment I'm still here I just forgot I was human for a second and that I can't just be some image I have error I long to hear your voice again untainted with openness I'm sorry for what I have done I'm sorry What have I done? and for what I have done I am truly sorry Words for you are like my pot of gold Let me not have spent my riches but without this friendship I feel poor Though I will still reflect on what we had and all of the potential...

Thts Whut I Thought
yall have no control over your own lives so you diktate an choose who is an who is not , pay attention "fire pit lounge" fuk you an wicca , ive grown so far past tht bullshit its not even funny , you might as well belive in santa clause 2, fuk off , evil is afraid of me, an i aint horrible , this jsst demonstr8tz your witch hunt hate prakticez

F*%$ing Boring!!!!!
OMG...How F*&$ing boring are you lot??? Hmmm, its ok to come running when a person first joins up but then thats about it! Im not gonna act like some cheap nasty two bit slut like others just to make friends and recieve comments and messages or just to get the "ATTENTION". Thanx but no thanx....I dont need to be a web whore just for the attention!!!

This Happened For Real
The shop bell rang and he looked up from his desk fifteen feet away. Even though he knew she was due at any moment, the sight of her framed in the doorway made his mouth drop open and his cock jump inside his trousers. Short dark hair, green eyes, freckled nose, partly opened smiling mouth, long slim neck dragging the eyes down to the simple chain and on to the vee shaped neckline of the black buttoned dress. She blindly reached behind her to close the door, not taking her eyes off his and he saw her body tremble as she paused, leaning on the door for a moment. Her tongue licked at her dry lips and her breathing quickened and even from fifteen feet away he could see her nipples pushing against the black fabric and he put up one finger, beckoning her in closer. As she slowly walked towards him, his eyes slid down over the buttoned down dress where it clung to her breasts, waist and hips, down towards the hem that slightly flared out to reveal a stocking clad knee at each step, dow

Some People...
Some people....... Current mood: disappointed I swear sometimes no matter how hard you try to be friends with someone, they turn around and act like you're just a big steaming pile of shit. Apparently to some people I'm Dr. Phill...ette...Cause I'm a girl. haha Anyway, I've had this one friend that constantly complains about his life and is NEVER happy. It's always because of the stupedist shit, too. I get it, they want attention. Well, in case they haven't noticed, I'm not miss fucking sunshine myself. I have my own shit to deal with and I'm tired of them dragging me down with them. Then all of a sudden they're best friends with someone else that's close to me and they act like that other person is their best friend in the world. I have always been nice to them and dealt with their sorrows the best I could and always had an encouraging word, but now it's like I'm not shit to them so they go and hang out with one of my other friends. WTF??? I'm hurt by that The other frie

~~something For Everyone~~
1. When I was born, I got a choice - A big dick or a good memory. I can't remember, what I chose. 2. Your birth certificate is an apology letter from the condom factory. 3. A wife is a sex object. Every time you ask for sex, she objects. 4. Impotence: Nature's way of saying 'No hard feelings...' 5. There are only two four letter words that are offensive to men - 'don't' and 'stop', unless they are used together. 6. Panties: Not the best thing on earth, but next to best thing on earth. 7. There are three stages of sex in a man's life: Tri Weekly, Try Weekly, and Try Weakly. 8. Virginity can be cured. 9. Virginity is not dignity, it's lack of opportunity. 10. Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand. 11. I tried phone sex once, but the holes in the dialer were too small. 12. Marriage is the only war where you get to sleep with the enemy. 13. Q: What's an Australian kiss?

Lost In Lust
Thoughts of you, how my temperature rises Your body next to mine so divine Your touch electric upon my skin Lost in the lust of our connection. When we meet my body is alive My control is abandoned to you Nothing can equal the feelings I have I’m lost in my lust for you. Into a world of pure desire We are locked together United we feel the flow Touch, taste, explore

Missed The Goal By |this| Much :p
Saturday off, what to do? The mission: Wash clothes Put decorations up Grocery shopping Sand & stain bullnose for kitchen Chill So what did I accomplish?: Washed 1 load of clothes Shopped and bought furniture for remodeled space Chilled So what's the lession here? Don't make such an agressive list for Saturdays :P

The Names Are Changed To Protect The Guilty - I Am "caroline"
One night towards the end of the holiday, after dinner at ‘The Top Hat”, we were in “Apricot”, one of our favourite bars. Pete was at one end of the bar, sitting at a table with James, an old mate from previous trips to the island, whilst I was at the other end of the bar on a stool chatting to Danny, the owner. Danny was really a local called Demitrios who was known by one and all by the Anglicised version of his name. When Pete and I had first met him on our second visit to the island we had debated over his nationality as his English was much better than any of the Greeks we had met. Finally, we had settled upon Scandinavian, probably Swedish, as, unusually for a Greek he had green eyes and light brown hair and he had that kind of accent. When I had asked him at the end of that holiday he had laughed out loud and every year since he had greeted us like old friends. He was another of the people we had followed round the island, usually from bar to bar, although he too had run a hotel

Southern Women
Southern Women Southern women appreciate their natural assets: Clean skin, A winning smile & That unforgettable Southern drawl Southern women know their manners: "Yes, ma'am."; "Yes, sir." & "Why, no, Billy!" Southern women have a distinct way with fond expressions: "Y'all come back!" "Well, bless your heart." "Drop by when you can." "How's your Momma?" Southern women know their summer weather report: Humidity Humidity & Humidity Southern women know their vacation spots: The beach, The beach & The beach Southern women know the joys of June, July, and August: Summer tans, Colorful hi-heel sandals & Strapless sun dresses Southern women know everybody's first name: Honey, Darlin', Shugah Southern women know the movies that speak to their hearts: Fried Green Tomatoes, Driving Miss Daisy, Steel Magnolias, Sweet Home Alabama, & of course, Gone With The Wind Southern women know their religions: Baptist, Methodist & Footbal

The Leap
When you come to the edge of all the light you have known and are about to step out into the darkness, FAITH is knowing one of two things will happen... There will be something to stand on, or you will be taught how to fly.

Marriage Pfft
So, ok, me and hubby are on the outs, completely. I'm open for comments on the situation. We rushed into marriage and we don't even feel for each other, but do have a kid. Anyone just come out of a bad marriage? I am only 26 and this was a huge mistake. Thanks in advance

" If I Was In Your Bed"
> If you woke up one morning & saw me in your bed wat would you do? > > > 1) Go Back To Sleep > 2) Slap Me > 3) Cuss Me Out > 4) Tell Me To Leave > 5) Climb On Top Of Me & Cuddle > 6) Have Sex With Me (Details please ; ] ) > 7) Make Me Breakfast > 8) Ask My Name > 9) Call The Cops > 10) Kiss Me > > Repost with the title ''IF I WAS IN YOUR BED!'' an see how many people want you in their bed.

The End Of Light
I see the eyes of tomorrow the sky turning red the night keeps a watch on the feast of the dead but I cant seem to break this wall never feel the same only in the dying light can you see the last flame oh in the dying light the end of times the freedom bell rings in all hearts and minds i've been blessed and cursed with a hardened sight I see things first before they are made to pass in the night oh call on me to heal your wounds the hand of light in pain consumes oh call on me your precious one the king of night the dying son fear the night it changes me a bitter taste within another day another way to bring it all back again ive cleared your mind took your pain and now you forget me and in this night the dying light will save only me

Best Friend...
Best Friends Current mood: grateful A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When he was close enough, he called out, "Excuse me, where are we?" "This is Heaven, sir," the man answered. "Wow! Would you happen to have some water?" the man asked. "Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have some ice water brought right up."

How Experienced A Kisser Are You?
How Experienced A Kisser Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 90% which makes you An Extremely Experienced KisserYou are a kissing god. Is there anywhere or anyone you havn't kissed. Keep up the good work, kissing and being kissed brings a smile to everyone's face.Find out how experienced a kisser you are at Quizopolis.com

Ha
Subject: Sex Application Message: 1. Your Name:Courtney 2. Age:20 3. Favorite position (s) ?haha... my secret 4. Do you think I'm hot?: I guess... 5. Would you have sex with me? Don't know. 6. lights on or off? Both? 7. Would you have to be drunk? Prolly 8. Would you take a shower with me? Nope 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? Maybe... 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? Prolly leave... 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? Of course. 12. Condom or skin? cough... skin 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? .... 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? .... 15. Have sex on the first date? nope 16. Would you kiss me during sex? .... 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? ..... 18. Three sum? nope 19. Anal yes/no? NO 20. How many times would you like to cum? well.... 21. Would you use me as a booty call? nope 22. Do you like fore play? yup 23. What is fore play to you? well... 24. Can we ta

Holiday Baking
Hey everyone, Well it's that time of the year again. Actually my favorite time. I am starting my baking, and those that are close and want to sample, let me know. I love to bake and especially this time of year.

Untitled
Swelter in the heat of my own mind. It is not you trying to be sensual, You simply are who you are. I project the want and desire by things, Things I crave, craving you. It lacks imagination to want you above me, Have you crouch with me beneath you, Impale your senses as I part your lips. Still, I desire to have my body greet you, And enjoy every trip. Enter my key into your lock, Til I hear a sweet click, Unlocking great vocals of sultry bliss. Hands squeezing, tongue licking, Wet dripping kiss. Motion, stirring, shifting, squirming, Rthymic river flows free. Pumping action like cars and pistons, Warmth washes over me. Cool breezes, heavy breathing, Quick drink as more love flows. Heated lust is renewed, Once again, passion grows. Duane 'duke8me' Ellis copyright 2007

Thoughts Of A Man Who Never Was A Boy
Hey it's some thing to think about. A movement starts with just one thought. A spark with in ones brain given insight in to a plan; A plan that can bring about a change; A change that can build and destroy at the same time; Some thing that those who keeps us repress doesn't want. Hate is feed to our young on a daily to keep them blinded to what's really going on. It's a quiet storm; A quiet storm moving across our planet sucking the youth out of our bodies; Decaying our physicals with poisonous words such as taxes, slavery and democracy For one to truly be free would mean for him/her to break away from that, that keeps them repress. One in the physical can never truly be free on this planet. How can that be if you are tied to paper work and red tape? The constitution states that one is free until he/she is locked up then that person is legally a slave, but how can that be if you are already a slave by the signing of the birth certificate? Bein

Damn My Luck
Today, I woke up early as usual. When I was going to have breakfast I slipped on the stairs and got a big whack on my head. To calm me down, my wife gave me a cup of coffee; I burned my tongue because it was too damn hot. I put a slice of bread in the toaster and when I went to get it out I got an electric shock that threw me on my ass. The telephone rang, it was the office telling me that last night the safe was broken into and everything was taken. I decided this was the right time to take a nice hot shower and meditate to bring down my stress and help me to relax. That's when it happened..

The Hotel Meeting
I sit at the bar of the hotel, positioned so as to have a clear view of the entrance lobby, toying nervously with a glass of untouched champagne, unable to pull my eyes away from the reception desk and front door beyond. My lips tremble, silver flashes appearing in my deep blue eyes as my mind conjures up the image of the beauty I await, my body aching for your touch. I breath deeply as I anticipate inhaling your sweet aroma and my mouth moistens, my lips pursing as I long for the moment when I can explore your tender body with my tongue. My heart skips a beat as there, framed in the doorway, stands your delectable frame , beads of sweat glistening on your body from the hot summer sun causing the light of the hall to dance across your delectable face. Lost in the moment I sit and watch, a warm smile on my face, as this wonderful image of perfection desperately scans the entrance hall for me. Then, in a moment, our eyes lock, both frozen, motionless as we gaze deeply into each others ey

Don't Tell Me You Love Me
It ain't the way you move It ain't the way that you move me Oh no It ain't the way you shake It ain't the way that you shake me Oh no I've lived 25 years I'm a kid on the run I got a pistol for action Don't tell me you love me Don't tell me you love me Don't tell me I don't want to know Don't tell me you love me Don't tell me you love me Don't tell me I don't want to know I love the way you use I love the way that you use me Oh yeah I love the way you shoot I love the way that you shoot to kill me Oh yeah It's taken miles of lines To learn the right from the wrong I'll keep you hangin on Don't tell me you love me Don't tell me you love me Don't tell me I don't want to know Don't tell me you love me Don't tell me you love me Don't tell me I don't want to know

Love Is
What is love, Love can't see you and you can't see it Love is a sneaky thing I guess sort of slick Love can hurt and Love can heal Love can be born and Love can kill Love has won and Love has lost Love can catch and Love can toss Love can stand and Love can fall Love is small and Love is tall Love is right and Love is wrong Love is weak and Love is strong Love is up and Love is down Love can smile and Love can frown Love is good and Love can be bad Love is quite and Love can brag Love is a little and Love is a lot Love contiues and Love stops Love can hope and Love can dream Love can talk and Love can sing Love can be a word or Love can be a ring Love can be nothing or Love can be everything So where is this thing we call Love I dont know the only real love we have comes from above...

" This Is How I Fill "
" this is how I fill " Please don't tell me not to cry Please don't say there was a reason why You don't know what I am feeling Or how much I hurt The wet spots are from tears on the collar of this shirt You think I should go on with life Forget about it and be strong But deep down I am sad, and I don't want to go along I don't expect you to understand why For no apparent reason I break down and start to cry My life has changed forever, you see And that is way I am not acting like the same old me So please don't try to act like nothing happened Because it's changed my life forever I will never be the same again Not today, not tomorrow, but never The best thing you can do for me is just be there Just like always, my friend My broken heart is hurting bad And it will never mend.

A Poem A Friend Wrote For Me
ive trodden through the light, and through the tall grass, and the valley. all were easy and heavily traveled, but lonesome. but we have been through the woods untamed. through trials and tribulation, yet you never once left my side. i long for you to stay here holding my hand, leading me through the paths, that i dare not tred alone. keep my soul locked within the security of your arms, the fortress of your love, under the roof of passion. stay here, and let me love you. let me show you that you are my world.

Oh, The Casino!
One more time, just enough to ease my mind. Everything's fine, when it's only you and I... And I cry because loss like this just don't make sense. I try, but I just can't grasp why... Waste the whole night away I don't know what to say. Disregard everything. Just can't feel anything. Now it's you, I still can't believe it's true. Down here it's cold, when I let myself go. It's contrived, and inside I think I've died, but I'll go on... You're always on my side. Just to hear your voice speak one more word. Just so see you smile. Waste the whole night away I don't know what to say. Disregard everything. Just can't feel anything

Alone In The Sand Looking At The Stars
I love to see the ocean's beauty And the moon that shines above Alone in the sand looking at the stars Wishing someday i would find true love Would it be nice to see the morning With the one you love the most Would it be nice to say goodnight To the one you hold so close To your heart To your heart The wind that blows the dove Is the wind that blows my love Hope it'll find its way to you Wherever you are I love to sit in fields of green Looking deeply through the sky Watching birds as they fly by Hoping someday fate will bring me true love Would it be nice to hold someone So dear, near your heart Would it be nice to hear those words I love you from the one that you love That you love Yeah... yeah.... yeah.... I'd love to see myself one day In the arms of someone Who will share her life with me Selflessly.. someday... You will find your way... to me..

It,s 5:25 Here Tx> Time.>>prayer
O Lord as your with me thru out this surgery , help me to be strong , help me to forget all woes, and help me to just be ingufed in your love. Thy Mercy is grate and I ask in thee; if you can shed light on me and mercy ; I know you love me , forgive me all ,always, Lord thou art with me in all I do ,you know my heart and soul thru and thru,my Lord there are a many that need you this very monent and on his day and thru out their lives in some way ; Forget them not please help all in need and leave me last as im not worrying . I staying strong in and under thy grace. But so many people they cant seem to come to the place inside their hearts to pray to you; when toubles come that they cant seem to face.So Lord look into their hearts and relace with a trust and love and your kindness and grace; See that they know and feel your in their space of their soul their dwellin . See to it if it be Thy will ; that they know and do feel thy presence and are consumed with all th

Some Light At The End
ok well,my long stay in housing pergatory(the mens shelter) is at an end.i am moving into my new home by dec 21 at latest.thank the gods!dont think i could have dealt with that place much longer.

Penis Raise????
The Day the Penis asked for a Raise I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response: Dear Penis: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You

Feng Shui Horoscope
Take just a couple of minutes to take this test & see wha t happens! If you are honest, this tells the truth -- it's pretty good. Write your answers on a piece of paper, NO cheating!! The answers are at the bottom... 1. Which is your favorite color: red, black, blue, green, or yellow? 2. Your first initial? 3. Your month of birth? 4. Which color do you like more, black or white? 5 . Name of a person of the same sex as yours. 6. Your favorite number? 7. Do you like California or Florida more? 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? 9. Write down a wish (a realistic one) When you're done, scroll down. Don't cheat! Answers: 1. If you choose: Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - you are conservative and aggressive. Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who a

Bucks-a-plenty
Hello to my friends and family out there in Fu-land. Running low on points here so can u all vote on my MuMMs and all the other stuff that gives me Fu-Bucks. The drinks will flow and joy will spread being Xmas and all. LETS BOOGIE

Grandma's Boyfriend
A 5-year-old boy went to visit his grandmother one day. Playing with his toys in her bedroom while grandma was dusting, he looked up and said, "Grandma, how come you don't have a boyfriend now that Grandpa went to heaven?" Grandma replied, "Honey, my TV is my boyfriend. I can sit in my bedroom and watch it all day long. The religious programs make me feel good and the comedies make me laugh. I'm happy with my TV as my boyfriend." Grandma turned on the TV, and the reception was terrible. She started adjusting the knobs, trying to get the picture in focus. Frustrated, she started banging the backside of the TV hoping to fix the problem. The little boy heard the doorbell ring, so he hurried to open the door and there stood Grandma's minister. The minister said, "Hello son is your Grandma home?" The little boy replied, "Yeah, she's in the bedroom bangin' her boyfriend." The minister fainted.

Funny
Raise Request...this is funny Body: I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response: Dear Penis: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative-you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift.

Redneck Night Before Christmas
It was the night before Christmas, and all through the trailer park, not a pop-top was poppin', not even Ole Blue barked. Our stockin's was hung over the space heater with care, in the hopes that Santy would fill 'em with Viennas and beer. The kids was asleep in their NASCAR pj's, Dreamin' of Goo Goo Clusters, Moon Pies, and Milkyway's. And Earlene in her curlers and me in my Earnhardt cap, had just settled into our La-Z-Boys for Wheel of Fortune and a nap. Then out in the vacant lot I heart such a commotion, I thought it was neighbor Clyde, finally got his T'bird in motion. I heaved out of my recliner and to the window I flew, Busted out the screen and hollered to Ole Blue. The moon was shinin down on my old wrecked cars, so bright they was sparklin' like rusty old stars. And I couldn't believe by own hardworkin' eyes, when a jacked-up Chevy pickup come flyin' through the sky! Faster'n Ole Ironhead his possums they came

Love Survives Time
Love Survives Time to share is always there I peered thru life Ever avoiding strife But now am undone My barriers broken For one has found me Reached in and unbound me Her love has burst my bonds And set music to my songs Her need for me And mine for she Has made my Winter Spring A new start With hammering heart We color the world with our dream Nothing is as it did seem The darkness of my solitude is done She - my rising sun

Sans Brands: A New Poo Policy
The time for segregated restrooms has returned. But make no mistake, this time it isn't about anything so ignorant as racial divisions. Just as we should be able to frequent public facilities without smelling everyone's brands (Marlboro, Camel, Kool, etc) so too should we be able to frequent public "facilities" sans brands. Hence function-dedicated restrooms, easily identifiable by signage on the doors. Violations should be punishable by mandatory lockups in a drunk-tank with a dozen irritable-boweled 420 chronics who raped the dollar menu at Taco Bell prior to being busted by The Man. Man. Yeah, yeah, I know-- wrong species on the graphic, but you get the point. _______________________________________________________________________ Stay tuned NEXT week for: "Quell the Pre-Cunnilingual Gag Reflex: Ban Cheap Perfumes!" -and- "Vanquish Second-Hand Brain Pollution: Ban Stupid, Annoying People!"

Cashew Butter & Cashew Chicken
Homemade Cashew Butter Recipe courtesy Emeril Lagasse, 2003 Show: Emeril Live Episode: In a Nutshell Cashews are highly perishable and can turn rancid quickly due to their high oil content. Choose vacuum-packed jars or cans over cellophane packaging. Store cashews in a cool, dry place in an airtight container to avoid absorption of other food odors. Cashew butter can be used in place of peanut butter, or as an ingredient in cookies, spreads or other dishes. If desired, substitute peanuts for the cashews to make Homemade Peanut Butter. 2 cups unsalted roasted cashews 2 to 3 tablespoons vegetable oil 1/4 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon sugar, optional In a food processor or blender, combine the nuts, 2 tablespoons of the oil, the salt, and the sugar, if desired. Process on high speed for 30 seconds. Scrape down the sides with a rubber spatula and process to desired smoothness, adding more oil, 1 teaspoon at a time, if a smoother butter is desired. Adjust the seasoning, to taste

No Parent Left Behind
I promise you cannot read these and not laugh out loud. These are real notes written by parents in an ALABAMA school district. Spellings have been left intact. 1. My son is under a doctor's care and should not take PE today. Please execute him. 2. Please exkuce Lisa for being absent she was sick and I had her shot. 3. Dear school: please ecsc's john being absent on jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32 and also 33. 4. Please excuse Gloria from Jim today. She is administrating. 5. Please excuse Roland from p.e. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip. 6. John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face. 7. Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part. 8. Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins. 9. Chris will not be in school cus he has an acre in his side. 10. Please excuse ray Friday from school. He has very loose vowels. 11

Bless Our Loved Ones!!
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I

Its I Love You Day!
Today is I love you day!!I LOVE YOU! Send to 7 people you love dearly whether it's friendship love or real love. If you get 5 back your spoiled! __________, .-'Y _^-, ______, .-'^H E , -^_^-, .. _, .-'^ R S , .-^_______..| _.. H E , .-^____________k __.., .-^________________i ________________________ss ________________________kis _______________________skiss _______________________kissk ______________________isskiss ____________________kisskisskis __________________skisskisskisski ________________sskisskisskisskissk ______________isskisskisskisskisskiss ____________kisskisskisskisskisskisskis _________skisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss _______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskissk ______isskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss ______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskis _______skisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskis ~*~*~YOU'VE JUST BEEN KISSED~*~*~ PASS THIS KISS AROUND TO SHOW YOUR FRIENDS YOU CARE ABOUT THEM

Swan Song..
Again the children at the yard you can see Under your window playing their games Again there at your spot at your window you stay You fly years back Those memories get you under their power everyday They are again looking for a singer for the Swan song Again looking for a singer Those moments from birth to death when shades to the eyelids Makes some to believe maybe in God others in Satan, or anything but however not in this world You once found also it that half century's love It was easy to you to be happy Now what you'll do with your instinct when birds have flew away from their nests There's only photos which have turned yellow You glance them trough again and again You may not need my pity But it wont stop the pain That pain writes this song That pain catches everyone Griefveil I can see Five years ago it could breathe Swan song then made you cry I would like to be like then When you're covered by the white veil It has already remained on

Road Trip
My company had just informed me that they were sending me on a business trip to the Caymans. I was so upset, NOT. They did say I was allowed to take my wife. This would work great we needed to get away for a break. Her firm had been working her pretty hard. I was so excited about the trip I called Karyn to let her know. Of coarse I had to leave a message on her phone. When I got home that night she had already gotten there. We kissed as I walked in, but I could sense something was wrong. She told me that she would not be able to go with me on the trip. Her firm just picked up a new client and she was assigned the job. She could see the disappointment in my eyes. But she said she had an idea. She asked me if it would be ok for me someone else? This shocked me, then she explained. She wanted me to take a friend of ours, (her best friend) Jill. This really shocked me! She told me that Jill really needed a vacation and could never afford a trip like that. I told her I could work it out,

Once Loved
i 1ce had love 4 u but now it is gone cus u cheated on me n played me like a pawn i cant believe that everything u said was a lie tomorrow is my funeral cus my heart n soul jus did die thanx 4 turning out 2 b what u said u werent thanx 2 u i am toast cus ive jus been burnt i hope u will be able 2 look urself n the eye knowing what u told was one big lie will i ever trust again who really knows wen ive lost my bestfriend n it truly shows i wish u the best cus i moved on ur ex turd who shoulda ben named pawn

Shopping~
well, I am almost done with shopping. I went out yesterday while Jeff was at home and could watch our son and got their gifts from Jeff's dad. He always just sends them money so I have to go out and get a few gifts then they get the rest of the money. So I spent about $125 on each of them. I came home and wrapped like crazy cause I had a lot of stuff to wrap. Jeff played ref guarding the door from our 2 nosy kids.....anyway, this morning I took my son to the store so he could get his sister one more thing (had to make it even). Besides a few stocking stuffers and a bean bag chair I am done~! As you can see today is my birthday....nothing special is planned as far as I know. I don't think I will cook tonight. I am having a craving for pizza so we might go out or I might just call Little Caesars. Who knows?? Well, that is about all today. I hope you all have a great day and I look forward to chatting with everyone soon~! ~~smooches~~

Please Pray For My Aunt
I AM NOT VERY GOOD AT ASKING PEOPLE TO DO THINGS LIKE THIS AND I MYSELF AM NOT VERY GOOD AT TALKING TO GOD ...I DONT USUALLY DO IT THAT MUCH EVEN THO I KNOW I SHOULD BUT THIS WEEK I REALLY NEED..HELP... FROM EVERYBODY!! PLEASE IF YOU CAN READ THIS PRAY FOR MY AUNT! .....ON MONDAY DEC. 10TH SHE WAS AT MY GRANDPARENTS HOUSE OUT LOADING UP WATER FOR SOMEONE WHO DIDNT HAVE ANY, MY AUNT WALKED BACK ON THE BACK PORCH OF THE HOUSE WITH MY PAPAW.. SHE HEARD THE BIG OAK TREE IN FRONT OF THE DOOR CRACK FROM THE WEIGHT OF THE ICE ...SHE ASKED PAPAW IF ANY OF THESE BRANCHES FALL CAN YOU RUN OUTTA THE WAY...JUST AS SOON AS SHE SAID THAT I LARGE BRANCH FROM ABOUT THE MIDDLE PART OF THE TREE FELL ON TOP OF HER SHOVING HER UP AGAINST THE CONCRETE AND HOUSE...HER LEG WAS BENT BACK BEHIND HER AND SHE HAD A LARGE GASH IN THE BACK OF HER HEAD.... MY GRANDPARENTS COULD NOT GET THE BRANCH OFF HER THEY CALLED EMT TO COME OUT THEY TRASPORTED HER TO THE LOCAL ER... THERE WE FOUND OUT THAT SHE HAD SUFFERED AN T

The Truth About Sex
Sex Statistics!!! 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural",

When Times Are Down
When Times are down By Eric Ethan When times are down I feel lost and with out I feel alone and crying when nobody is around I’m scared to let my feeling out Some days have some much anger in my heart I want to yell out But I bottle up. There are days of feeling of things that are on my mind and I pause and scare of fright to say what’s on my mind with out people thinking wrong of me I’m in that world I let my anger and turn green like the hulk, with rage I feel like animal caged and want to get out When I burst out I look around and I scream out loud with a big roar like a mighty lion and stand tall like Giant Grizzly bear Then I hear a kind voice I turn around I hear a sweet voice saying my name come here Ethan and give you that hug I’ll make those demons go away, I walk to that sweet voice as I walk my color of green started to fade away each step I took. I got there and there was th

Damnit Doll.....funny~
Dammit Doll Materials: Calico or felt Wool or doll hair Toy filling Sewing machine Felt pens Instructions: These make great little Dammit Dolls for stressful people They can be thrown, jabbed, stomped and even strangled till all the frustration leaves you. Attach the little poem to go with it: When you want to kick the desk or throw the phone and shout. Here's a little dammit doll you cannot do without. Just grasp it firmly by the legs, and find a place to slam it. And as you whack it's stuffing out, yell, "dammit, dammit, dammit!" You need to create a basic doll shape and cut it out of fabric, you can use any color fabric you want, but if you intend on adding facial features you will need to keep the fabric light. Cut out 2 body shapes and sew around the edges. Turn the doll the right side out and using a pen push out any edges in the hands and legs till it is all turned the right side out. Then using your toy filling stuff the doll from the leg

Nice To Know You
better than watching gellar bending silver spoons better than witnessing new born nebula's in bloom she who see's from up high smiles and surely sings prospective prices, once weighty eyes ended gives her wings haven't felt the way i feel today in so long its hard for me to specify i'm beginning to notice how much this feels like the waking lamb, pins and needles nice to know you goodbye nice to know you goodbye nice to know you goodbye

My Box , I Am Doing No Wrong!
>Wild Horse...: thank you sweety. I changed my names on both pages for want nothing todo with that family. Wild Horse...: Don't even worry about it ->Wild Horse...: I had to make new art for the page so was hidding and he turned me in but its my salute and all still up? do I have to have my personal pics up? Wild Horse...: Ahhh I see ->Wild Horse...: some jerk turned me in for i am bombing a contest and told him i was Debbie . all he had to do was look at my salutes,but was being nosey so I lied to him. Wild Horse...: You can keep it.. No problem ->Wild Horse...: I had a family art page but quite the family do have have to delet the page or can I keep it as an art page? Wild Horse...: What do you mean?

Growing Older Is Mandatory. Growing Up Is Optional.
GROWING OLDER IS MANDATORY. GROWING UP IS OPTIONAL. The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. ! I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, 'Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm 87 yrs. old. Can I give you a hug? I laughed and enthusiastically responded, 'Of course you may!' and she gave me a giant squeeze. 'Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?' I asked. She jokingly replied, 'I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids...' 'No seriously,' I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. 'I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!' she told me. After class we walked to

Pancakes
Okay I just made pancakes for the first time in wow like 10 years. Okay i suck. I am twenty three years old i should know how to make pancakes. But i dont. I mean i made them so bad the dog doesnt even want any. How sad is that?

Babysitting
My sister-in-law is in the hospital for emergency surgery. So my wife and I are watching our 10 month old neice until my SIL gets home in a few days. It is nice having a baby in the house again. The last time this happened was when our youngest daughter was 7 years younger. My wife is great at figuring out when a baby is hungry, needs to be changed or is otherwise upset. I am better at entertaining babies with funny faces playing with baby toys. We both mastered changing diapers. But my wife is the better bather of babies. So it should be an interesting next couple of days.

Summary Of My Last Year On The Computer:
SUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER: I NOW HAVE TO: 1. scrub the top of every can I open. 2. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. 3. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. 4. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. 5. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. 6. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day 7. I have learned that my prayers only get answered if I forward an email to seven of my friends

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So, the North Country is apparently expecting a huge storm. And my snow blower is buried in the back of my garage behind EVERYTHING I haven't unpacked yet. NOT GOOD. Anyway life is OK. I'm getting ready to go to Jersey for the Holidays to be with my family. Stay there for a week or so. It's Friday and I'm bored. So I figured I'd write. xoxo

Darkest Desires
In the late afternoon I take a stroll along one of the trails stopping to watch the geese swim across the lake before heading back and getting ready for my evening. Slipping into a short slinky dress and heels I go down to the solarium to have a drink before dinner and mingle with the other guests. I spend my evening laughing and dining with some guests that I knew from a previous stay here. I have a few after dinner drinks with them and share a couple of dances before saying my goodnights to them. Not quiet ready to go back to my room I stroll along the little indoor mall that the resort has. At this late hour the shops are all closed but that doesn’t stop me from looking at the window displays. One of the shops is a costume shop. In the first window they have on display a male and female mannequin dressed up as a witch and as Frankenstein. But what is in the next window makes me stop in my tracks. In this window is another pair of mannequins. The female dres

Part 1
They entered the bedroom holding hands, both of their palms wet with sweat. They were nervous......excited and giddy with anticipation. They stopped next to the bed, turning to face one another. She looked up into his eyes, feeling the excitement she felt the first time she had seen him. He felt the butterflies in his belly as he looked down upon the most beautiful woman he had ever laid his eyes on. He placed his hands on her waist and bent his head down to kiss her ever so soft lips. She responded by placing her arms around his neck, pulling herself towards him, darting her tongue into his mouth, searching for his tongue, wanting this moment to be more than special. As their bodies molded themselves into one, he slowly unbuttoned her blouse, letting it fall from her shoulders to the floor, She felt his warm hands on her bare flesh, almost trembling at the electric shock it brought to her nerve endings. He ran his hands down her sides, feeling the curve of her body, his hands

So Close I Can Taste It....
We are for sure in the single digits when It comes to being in your arms...I am so excited I can barely control myself...I already told you about the shower incident....Yeah...enough said...Damn babe...Just think...in a couple days I will be able to press these lips against yours....shoot...all over that body to be honest...I miss you so much...Muah!!!

Mixed Signals?
I thought I had it right I thought the signs were there I thought that we had something A certain smile, a little laugh I thought you really liked me As more than a friend, but you didn’t I thought the feeling between us was mutual But I was wrong So now I wonder when it happened How did it happen? Where did I get my signals mixed

A Christmas Story
A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of 'Thanks Santa'--what do I hear? The ol d lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robo

Chapter 12 { The First Men In The Moon
I FOUND myself sitting crouched together in a tumultuous darkness. For a long time I could not understand where I was, nor how I had come to this perplexity. I thought of the cupboard into which I had been thrust at times when I was a child, and then of a very dark and noisy bedroom in which I had slept during an illness. But these sounds about me were not the noises I had known, and there was a thin flavour in the air like the wind of a stable. Then I supposed we must still be at work upon the sphere, and that somehow I had got into the cellar of Cavor's house. I remembered we had finished the sphere, and fancied I must still be in it and travelling through space. "Cavor," I said, "cannot we have some light?" There came no answer. "Cavor!" I insisted. I was answered by a groan. "My head!" I heard him say; "my head!" I attempted to press my hands to my brow, which ached, and discovered they were tied together. This startled me very much. I brought them up to my mout

With Friends Now A Days Who Needs Ememies
So who this day needs eemies these days when your friends are the ones to basically F**K You over. Make plans and get everything set only for them to give you some BS story. Whats the point of living in the big city when your friends even don't care enough. Is there such a thing as a true friend who would do anything for you and expect nothing in return. Is it that almost everyone now a days is just out for them seleves. Whatever happened to wholesome friends and family where you got along and did things out of the kindness of your own heart. FAKE FRIENDS SUCK MONKEY BUTT

Turn Off The Fix-it Switch
This advice is for all the men out there. That’s right! Listen up! Men have a big problem when it comes to listening to you spouse, girlfriend or just other people in general. In the male brain there must be an area that should be labeled as FIX-IT MODE. When your spouse and girlfriend wants to talk about how they feel or what is wrong, men automatically go into a mode to try and to fix the problem. The real problem is that we (men) think that they can fix anything. Well I got news for you. Grow up and realize that you CAN NOT fix everything. The majority of the time women just want someone who can sit back and listen and not to judge them of make them feel insecure and certainly not to fix it. Men have a problem listening with the hearts, all our lives we are told to be tough! Wipe those tears off your face! Dry it up! Somewhere along the way that Fix-it switch turns itself on and a huge wall is built around the soft understanding emotions that men have. Some emotions do reveal them s

Help Me Please?
this is where i am and i need all the help i can get so please help me out here today n tonight because it ends tonight and WE have'nt made it to the end yet............ I would be so thankful IF u decide to help me out here and get this done!! I will post this on BOTH my account bearly 700 ppl but again I'm asking ya as a friend. thank you ALL so very much. Click the link and bombs away I REALLY HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE! posting then meet you there I HOPE. Hippie

Trying Times
Trying times I have been so standoffish with everyone. I feel like nobody understands or can even relate to where I am coming from. A few weeks ago the doc called and told me I have diabetes. That I can handle, I mean change my diet, get more exercise ect. No biggie. The stress over that is control. I feel like I am no longer in control I feel like the diabetes is. So I am stuggling with that. My daughter is back in the mental health facility for trying to kill herself. This is the hardest of my issues. She cuts and no matter how much you think u have locked up.. if they want to cut they can always find something . So I feel like I can not keep her safe. Then I have no clue as to what is going on with her. I saw her one day she was crying when we talked to her then in the next second she was laughing and I couldnt get her to stop or calm down . it was almost like she was delerious. I am very worried about her. Seems I dont have the funds for a nice Christmas for the kids,

Nothing Girl
Maybe I wear baggies and white socks with flip-flops, maybe I don't like listening to rave and I'm not on the social mountaintops, maybe I don't care about the things that make your worlds twirl, maybe you look at me and think: Gee, what a nothing girl. Maybe I like giving smiles which seems to be a sin today, and maybe I allow my imagination to sometimes run away, maybe you don't understand this and that's why you cannot see, if this make me a nothing girl, hey, that's ok with me! The world makes you believe your personality mustn't be detected, your face must be picture perfect and wear cloths just the best, to be accepted. Maybe I look at you and feel sorry that you're blind, robots you have became, yourself you'll never find. God made you, as well as me, this means I am something, the world is a liar and if I must be a nothing for you to see it, then so be it!