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You Have Been Pinched!!
You have been PINCHED!! Today is PINCH BUTT DAY and baby you know you're sexy if you get pinched! GO ahead & start PINCHING send this 2 of all your sexy friends (even me) If you get 1-2 back your ugly 3-4 ok 5-6 damn 7-8 WOW! 9 HOT! HOT! HOT

"don't Go Buyin Calculators And All Those Books And Things..."
...classes were starting - first day of the full run of 26 credit hours at EASTERN MICHIGAN UNIVERSITY. It hadn't occured to me that I had an overload.. I was tight headed as anything... aching like hell from the military truck roll over I was in a little over 1 year before the day; and the running and rushing around was the one thing distracting my mind from the pain. I ran criss crossing campus from BRIGG HALL to PEIRCE HALL and bck over to the PREY HAROLD BUILDING before dashing out to the opposite side of campus to STONE HALL and the SCIENCES BUILDING before running by home to grab a bite to eat and get back out in time to register for computer lab in GOODISON HALL. The Book store would be open over the weekend, but the longer you wait, the more likely you get left with ONLY new books... and more expense for the required reading material. The calculator... either a TEXAS INSTRUMENTS (TI-30) or HP48G GRAPHIC CALC would be needed for CARTIGRPHY, COMPUTER MAPPING and, since I was stil

Native American Pride
Native American Pride is looking for new members to join our family. We are a leveling family that helps their own level. We are looking for sincere individuals who are willing to help and you don't have to be of native decent to a become member. You must be a level 5 or better and have a valid salute to join. So let's get started meeting and helping new friends.

Still Here
Begging and pleading with my heart to find one last courage. Going beyond what I know and standing up to my fears. Lust for you is want for my soul. To save this vision to last more than one frame and to pronounce my courage, overcoming shame. My soul lost and weak in desire for you my love, don’t let it down. In moments of last look I am humbled by the nature of your spirit. Loving and forgiving, but only tolerant till my own fault. I ask forgiveness too many times in the light of your majesty. All of my insecurities you erect in a glance that keep me cowering to no end. It is just a dream that keeps me next to you and only hope that keeps me at bay. Fighting to walk, fighting to stand still, fighting to keep my soul the same as you left it the night you said goodbye. Choosing to stay shows weakness to all eyes but mine. If I f fail I fail and I still gain a moment. A moment in your thoughts, your creativity, is still all a moment I keep unprotected and wanting another. For my love

A Knight With You,,, A Knight Without You
Feel no guilt Feel no doubt Feel free to be who you are As I will feel free to love the woman you are. Love me for me Love me and my faults Love me for my desire to love you As I will love you for wanting to feel the same Want for us to explore Want for us not to feel weak Want for us every moment of passion As I want to feel it for the both of us Know I love you Know how I care Know I have no doubt of your confusion As I know I have my own. Be strong for me Be strong for you Be strong for everything As I will be strong for all of you

Bully 1
HiDdEn PlEaSuReS Where Sexy Is Almost Insanity... And The People Are Insanely Friendly! We Got The Music You Don't Wanna Miss! So What Are You Waiting For? (click here to enter) (repost of original by '~Dj Cone~ Dj Manager@Hidden Pleasures' on '2008-08-10 21:20:42') (repost of original by '~Twï§TëÐ ÐrÅgØn hübbY ïn lïfë fü TØ ïnkëÐÅngël ~Enforcer& Co Owner of Hidden Pleasures' on '2008-08-11 08:59:57') (repost of original by 'Sporky ~Promoter @ Hidden Pleasures - the niftiest with NO drama!!~' on '2008-08-11 09:22:29')

Calamari Imbottiti
8 small squid 1 small onion,chopped 2 tablespoons raisins 1−1/2 cups bread crumbs 1 teaspoon minced parsley 2 tablespoons grated Parmesan cheese salt and pepper 1 egg ,well beaten 1 #2 can tomatoes 4 tablespoon olive oil 1 clove garlic Have fish dealer clean squid thoroughly, removing eyes, outside skin and intestines. Cut off heads and tentacles. Wash well, and drain. Combine remaining ingredients, and fill the cavity in each squid with stuffing. Sew squid closed, or fasten with toothpicks. Place in baking dish or pan, and cover with the following sauce: 1 #2 can tomatoes, 4 tablespoon olive oil, 1 clove garlic. Brown garlic in oil, mash tomatoes with fork, and add. Simmer for 10 minutes. Then pour over squid and bake in hot oven 400 degree for 35 minutes, or until tender. Serve whole with sauce.

Poem: Reworked & Original
ORIGINAL Crash, Bang, Boom, Then the screams start, Blood coating everything, Dripping from the ceiling, Running down the walls, Bodies laying upon each other and the floor, The acrid stench of death permeating the world, For a moment, It seems as if the world holds it breath, Then it explodes into action, A sacrifice worth nothing, What they summoned, Worse than what they faced, Originally, Living in a world of fear, They fuck out of desperation, No gentleness, Just a fuck, No feelings, Hard and fast, Claw marks, Bite marks, In the ass, Licking and sucking, His cock, Coming in an explosion, Of pain and terror. ____________==______==_____==_____==_______--- Crash, Bang, Boom, Then the screams start, Blood coating everything, Dripping from the ceiling, Running down the walls, Bodies laying upon each other and the floor, The acrid stench of death permeating the world, Nothing left but the havoc, Wreaked from this failed sacrifice, The gods un

Soul Mates And Past Lives - How To Find Out About Them And What To Expect
I looked up what a soul mate was and found some interesting information. A soul mate is a person who fills in all the gaps of your personality. I guess you would say that two soul mates are the yin and yang of a single person. Twin souls duplicate all of the personality traits of each other, including at times having the exact same experiences happen to them during their lifetime. I began to understand more of what I had been noticing about him and how our relationship worked. Twin flames are a variation upon twin souls but only together are the two people completed. Soul Mates can happen to clear up past karma and you can also be out of sync with a soul mate even if they exist in this lifetime. Living with a soul mate is just as difficult as living with anyone else. Their personality faults and bad habits can drive you crazy. A soul mate is someone that you have bonded with in a past life. The soul connection can help you feel compassion even when they are at their very worst. Soul

Red Shirt Friday
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicag

Virgians
A young couple got married. On their honeymoon, they were very anxious about having sex because they were both virgins. Because of their sexual inexperience, they were a bit uncomfortable discussing the subject so they came up with the term "doing the laundry" to use in place of "having sex." This made them both more comfortable with the whole concept. Well, the first night of their honeymoon was wonderful. They "did the laundry" 5 times that first night. In the middle of the night the new husband woke up, and he was ready to do the laundry again. He gently shook his new wife and asked her, "Can we do the laundry again?" but she was very tired. She told him that she just couldn't do it again just yet. Maybe in the morning. A few hours later the new wife awoke feeling very guilty. What he had asked for wasn't unreasonable, and she decided she should go ahead and "do the laundry" with him again. She gently shook him and said, "Honey, I'm sorry I denied you... We can do the laundry a

F U Fubar!
Just like the title says, FUCK YOU FUBAR! Some fucking retarded as muncher deceided to mark one of my pics that I had in my fucking default folder as NSFW! The pic was me with my shirt off, half the fucking dudes on here as that kind of a pic as their damn default pic, but they dont get their shit marked! This fucking site is becoming more fucking gay as days go on! So I finish this blog ntry with the 1 finger salute! FUCK YOU FUBAR AND THE FUCKING RETARDS THAT RUN IT!

"a Lighthouse In The Storm" Written By Kissingal
A Lighthouse in the Storm : I'm floating..in the boat out at sea..it's calm but now i see.. the clouds coming in, and the waves getting rough, wild, and my fears are now here.. coming one by one.. thoughts of.. what is happening and what will happen now, what will happen next.. As the boat rocks wilder and the water is splashing upon me and filling up the boat.... I feel as if I might drown.. i feel as if the boat could tip over.. at any moment and i might fall.. down..down..down.. deep, into this vast ocean...deep wide sea... as I lose almost all hope within me, i see the little silent light.. in the distance.. past the spraying of the waves.. past the clouds and mist, past the cold that i feel.. what is it i say.. i think ? and.. my fears.. suddenly are dissapating, for i see.. what i think that it is. it is the lighthouse.. which is my hope.. i can breath now.. i am not fearing now... i know that just up ahead.. is the hope.. for my life.. that I will not have to fear

Song Of The Day - 08/14/08 - Peter Gabriel - In Your Eyes (eyes Wide Shut Edition)
In your eyes - Peter Gabriel Love I get so lost sometimes Days pass And this emptiness fills my heart When I want to run away I drive off in my car But whichever way I go I come back to the place you are All my instincts They return The grand façade So soon will burn Without a noise Without my pride I reach out from the inside In your eyes The light, the heat In your eyes I am complete In your eyes I see the doorway To a thousand churches In your eyes The resolution In your eyes Of all the fruitless searches Oh, I see the light and the heat In your eyes Oh, I want to be that complete I want to touch the light The heat I see in your eyes Love I don't like to see so much pain So much wasted And this moment keeps slipping away I get so tired Working so hard for our survival I look to the time with you To keep me awake and alive And all my instincts They return And the grand façade So soon will burn Without a noise Without my

I Love Him Because...
I Love Him Because... When he tells me I'm the most beautiful woman in the world that he's ever seen, i look into his eyes and know it's true. When he tells me how much he loves me and can't put it into words, i can feel it in his touch and kiss and see how our souls connect when we get caught in each others gaze. When he's not around, I don't feel complete. Nothing is the same without him by my side. When it rains, we just lay in bed together and i lay on his chest and listen to his heartbeat and the rain on the roof while he hold me close, plays with my hair and tells me how much i mean to him. I don't have to say a word, he can just look me in the eyes and know exactly what I'm thinking and feeling. Even still, every time we kiss or hold hands or hold each other i still get butterflies. I can be having the worst day ever and as soon as he calls and i hear his voice i know everything is gonna be ok. We just fit together. Perfectly. He IS my

Her Nickname Is Wet Wet
1) Are your parents married or divorced? divorced 2) Vegetarian? yess i am and proud =P 3) Heaven? my sis n gparents are there!! 4) Come close to dying? naw 5) What jewelry do you wear? my gauges, nipple rings, tongue ring..sometimes a necklace or more earrings 6) Are you eating? nope 7) Do you eat the stems of broccoli? mhmmm 8) Makeup? not on at the moment... 9) Virgin? nope 10) Would you ever have plastic surgery? nope 11) What do you wear to bed? usually shorts n a tank..or nada lol 12) Have you ever done anything illegal? plenty 13) Can you roll your tongue? yup 14) Pluck your eyebrows? yup 15) What kind of watch(es) do you wear? none 16) Abortion? never. 17) Hair color? brown at the moment ha 18) Future child's name? zackary noah or jaden ari 19) Do you snore? when im sick..ya kno..lol 20) If you could go anywher

Krimzin
on the night before i had a dream my name once was sanity but it has changed because i was visited by spiritual being who told me you are no longer the insane my friend you are now the one of the blood and the one of etxreme cold heartache the once sanity is now the KRIMSON FRO$T and the pain you have had before will now be the fuel for dominanceand the fuel which drives you to fight and control your self so as the KRIMSON FRO$T take this and show the way of true hatredand live for the future and nothing else though journey will be long and hard it will be worth the trouble my friend so ladies and gentlemn i stand before not as sanity but as KRIMSON FRO$T the resistance of me is futile

Stevie Wonder
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Stolen From Sam, Via Stacie
A is for age: 29, will be 30 in Novemeber. B is for beer of choice: GUINESSr C is for career right now: I don't have one. D is for your dog's name? No DOg Of My OWn E is for essential item you use everyday Clothes F is for favorite TV show at the moment? Dexter G is for favorite game? Mind Games?...Ya'RLY! H is for Home town: Born in St Paul, MN I is for instruments you play: I wanna play the DIG! J is for favorite juice: Pear K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: Anyone who harms my circle L is for last place you ate: Ho(pizza hut) M is for marriage: Eventually, YES N is for your full name: James Robert Hill J.R. O is for overnight hospital stays: yes P is for people you were with today: My Love, and the family Q is for quote: "And when I vest my flashing sword And my hand takes hold in judgement I will take vengeance upon mine enemies And I will repay those who hase me O Lord, raise me to Thy right hand And count me a

Dissociative Detachment
As of late, ive come into contact with a term that describes an actual mental disorder, or mechanism which i possess. Dissociative Detachment Disorder. Let me explain the scenario, of sorts, in which it happens. Ive already been diagnosed Bi-Polar Affective, and have recurrent anxiety and panic episodes; so this may have just been a latent progression ive recently realized. When someone confronts my Mate, with violence, or gets within that personal space boundary, i feel myself split. Sometimes i dont remeber whats being asked of me; but i know the state im in is a hyper alert one, in which im prepared to act violently against the person thats pressed themselves close to her, and is in percieved to be attempting to harm her. I go on auto pilot...all is clear My rage is cold....my face one of stone Everyone else seems to be part of another reality my mind is single tracked...PROTECTION She told me not to UNLEASH rage, for shes afraid i will not stop when i start....

What Beer Am I?
You are an intellectual, hip, glasses-wearing type. You shop at Whole Foods and drive a Prius. Mmmm...tasty. What Kind of Beer Are You Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes!Fun Quizzes | Quizes for MySpace » MySpace Quizzes

Deleting
i am deleting my account on here due to certain females that like to act like 5 yr olds...if anyone wants to keep in touch message me and i will give u my yahoo and i will talk there...to the women who think their shit dont stink you win !!!! now go the hell away and stay out of my life...

The Ultimate Thrill
In wan paper walls slide the final door open light hands skim arched breasts the perfect curve black halo acute salt stung eyes albatross wing brows stomach long flat fuzzy like a girl's feet entranced among warm drifting milkweed you have waited slowly drinking your silent caress loose muscles skin on skin breathe hard on my face silky tempter bleed properly restrained feathery lips coax a surging tongue close the fissure almost trembling early energy at a damp belly your gasping chin cuts a wet line over tilted peak teething a spiral startled jump vibrates the heart of flicking speed each inch of back firm cupped backs of knees tickle arched foot moan the snowy salt soft ocean of gentle lips deepen hair explore arch into hooded tension sliding enveloped into one watching the stab of unbidden cries fiercely met with clenched teeth built like a kitten's escape through your lips leak desperate gasps as each searing plunge collapses into a st

Love Story
Love story……. Red roses were her favorites, her name was also Rose. And every year her husband had sent them, tied with pretty bows. The year he died, the roses were delivered to her door. The card said, "Be my Valentine," like all the years before. Each year he'd sent her roses, and the note would always say, "I love you even more this year, than last year on this day." "My love for you will always grow, with every passing year." She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought, "He'd ordered roses in advance before this day." Her husband could not have known, that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early; way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems, and placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. And then she sat for hours, in her husband's favorite chair; While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there.

Bettie Paige
Okay have no idea what Fubar is all about and even forgot I had created an account, but figured why not try ya know. For many years now i have been searching for my very own Bettie Paige type woman. I love a woman in high heels and stockings.........maybe because my first uuummm boy to man mag was a Bettie Paige pictorial I had found in an alley. So there ya have it, my first blog about my own obscene quest.

Back
Ok folks i am sorta back. I cant be on here when my hubby is home. Its a long fucking stupid story that ends with him being an ass hole and me not being able to do shit. But its how it is going to be for a little while. So I will not be on much. But I will be every once in a while!

My Immortal-evanescence
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave Your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

Meadow
Meadow The meadow Is so Quiet The faint Sound of The babbling Brook Can be Heard From where I sit Letting memories Wash over Me like Rain When I Close my Eyes The images Fill my Mind Slowly sad Memories Begin to Fade Allowing Happy ones To fill The void As more Sad memories Fade One of My many Masks Slips away Never to Be worn Again By: Kat 8-16-08

In Defeat I Find My Place...
Words do fail me In the weight of your gaze I stand here seeking Your affections, your praise How my fears do strengthen In the midst of defeat My fortress crumbles So violently - I'm weak Passion sparks, flares In the fire my fears erase My need for you surges The hunger on your face The sweetest kiss upon my lips Hands lifting my face In your eyes - I find my secrets In your arms - I find my place

What Is A Hurricane, Typhoon, Or Tropical Cyclone?
The terms "hurricane" and "typhoon" are regionally specific names for a strong "tropical cyclone". A tropical cyclone is the generic term for a non-frontal synoptic scale low-pressure system over tropical or sub-tropical waters with organized convection (i.e. thunderstorm activity) and definite cyclonic surface wind circulation (Holland 1993). Tropical cyclones with maximum sustained surface winds of less than 17 m/s (34 kt, 39 mph) are called "tropical depressions" (This is not to be confused with the condition mid-latitude people get during a long, cold and grey winter wishing they could be closer to the equator ;-)). Once the tropical cyclone reaches winds of at least 17 m/s (34 kt, 39 mph) they are typically called a "tropical storm" and assigned a name. If winds reach 33 m/s (64 kt, 74 mph)), then they are called: * "hurricane" (the North Atlantic Ocean, the Northeast Pacific Ocean east of the dateline, or the South Pacific Ocean east of 160E) * "typhoon" (the North

Mud Wrestling
When you wanna do something bad enough you will get down into the mud to prove how much you are worth it. I didnt have that i just wanted to mud wrestle for fun lmao! Day started out normal went to the fair and walked around saw animals but we werent alloud to bring cameras into the place but then i saw this big big pile of mud and the girl who once beated me up at jesus camp because she is a fucking whore so i fought in mud and it turned out fun instead of evil. By the end i looked all one color and went home in which i dyed my hair again and it is pretty! By that one day in the mud i got all my frustrations out! Now i cant wait to go back to class tommarow

Do's This Make My Mate Stupid?
Stupid ! just look it up & tell me if my mate's name is there ? I absof*ckinglutely cant believe how paggered me mate is, she's got herself in with this right f*cking dipsh*t of a bloke, she's going on and f*cking on about how f*cking brilliant he is and all this b*llocks, then she tells me how he was nearly killed and he's a f*cking war hero, so i'm asking her where he's been and she says he's been fighting for the salvation army but he's been pensioned out cause someone tried to shoot his f*cking leg off, "dont talk f*cking sh*te" i'm shouting, "he was" she's saying, "i've seen the scars, they look like a map", "he's got varicose veins you f*cking idiot" i'm shouting, well i'm f*cking p*ssing meself at this point and she aint f*cking happy, "what the f*ck else has he told you?" i'm saying, "well his lazy eye is from the gun poking him in the face and he's got warts on his nose cause he was allergic to the uniform", i've proper f*cking p*ssed meself by now and she's starting to f*cki

Teeth Like God's Shoeshine.
Going on 10 months and every passing day makes us stronger. This time next year we'll be completely different. No longer boyfriend/girlfriend. It becomes house with a picket fence, complete with the doghouse and back deck where plenty of family gatherings will be held. I can't believe it. Yes, me the queen of cynicism. I always thought I would end up alone with a house full of cats. On that note, I'm going to curl up in our bed and stuff my face into the pillows and smell your scent one last time before I fall asleep. I love being in love

Fay Threatens Florida, Pounding Cuba
Fay Threatens Florida, Pounding Cuba Mark Avery, Lead Meteorologist, The Weather Channel 9:56 a.m. ET 8/18/2008 Tropical Storm Fay is in the process of crossing Cuba, and is heading towards the Southeastern United States. As of 5 am EDT, Fay was located about 155 miles south-southeast from Key West, Florida, with maximum sustained winds near 50 miles per hour. Fay is moving to the north-northwest near12 miles per hour. A tropical storm watch is in effect for part of Florida's East Coast from Jupiter Inlet north to Sebastian Inlet, the northwestern Bahamas, and Grand Cayman Island. A tropical storm watch means that tropical storm conditions are possible within 36 hours. A tropical storm warning is in effect for much of Cuba (the provinces from Camaguey westward) and the Florida Keys, including the Dry Tortugas and Florida Bay, Florida's East Coast from Jupiter Inlet southward (including metro Miami), Florida's West Coast from Bonita Beach southward, and Lake Okeechobee. A

Life's Lil' Pleasures !
Took a FINE Lil mother-Fucker out for a Putt, and was teacin' her how to ride my 1975 F.L.H.--- she did REALLY well the first day, but on day two---- a truck got a pissant up it's ass, and ran us off the road---she twisted the wick in 2nd gear, spun us out, and SLAMMED our ass in the gravel--- I Grabbed her waist, and pulled her over on top of me so she didn't loose her "Pretty Grill" and ate SHIT! Ahhhhh Road Rash--- what a WONDERFUL By-Product of asphalt--- Makes my Dick Hard just thinkin' about it! Hairline Fracture of my right Femur, bad burns on my right leg, but the rash missed ALL MY INK! HA! Fuckin' Shovelhead's a God Damned TANK, and's gonna be a Breeze to get back up & runnin'--- so what's a Brother to do??? A Featherwood wants to learn what it's like to hold the world in her hands, and ride the wind like an Eagle--- who am I to tell her --NO, you can't have that??? Fuck that shit--- A Piece of Machinery, not an Idol or a God, and the ride was a FUCKKIN" BLAST! HA! I have "

If Souls Could Write Memoirs
If Souls Could Write Memoirs We live in a world in which no one wants to survive Where feeling pain is just a reminder you're still alive And I've found that I can't handle any success at all Because when you're on top of the world you can only fall The people who surround us don't really care I don't even think they know we're there You can stare at me all day and all night But you'll never see what's really inside Bad news always dangling above me like a knife This isn't a way to live, I don't want this life Fortunately, I'm not alone in this hole, which I dwell Welcome to my insanity, welcome to my Hell The lies they teach make you want to concede And everyone knows that it's a sad life to lead But if you're not trying to lead your own way Someone else is going to come along and lead you astray Love is just a want, not a need; hate is just a frame of mind Simple emotions never brought me things, nor luck of any kind Who decides who is w

Evening Prayer To God The Father
O eternal God and Ruler of all creation, You have allowed me to reach this hour. Forgive the sins I have committed this day by word, deed or thought. Purify me, O Lord, from every spiritual and physical stain. Grant that I may rise from this sleep to glorify You by my deeds throughout my entire lifetime, and that I be victorious over every spiritual and physical enemy. Deliver me, O Lord, from all vain thoughts and from evil desires, for yours is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, now and ever, and forever. Amen. By: Saint Macarius

Dundahhhhh!
i just want to start off this week with the declaration that my life is great. my life is great because --among other things-- i have a kid that says things like this when i feel like the world and everyone in it are kicking me squarely in the ass at ten-sixteen on a aunday morning: jake: you know what i do when i'm not feeling so great? twisted: what is it that you do, kid? jake: i start singing bob marley to myself. twisted: which? jake: three little birds. you know, "doan woory / about a ting / cos every little ting / go-nah be alright" of course i knew. i fell in on the harmony about three words in and then we both laughed. my heart was near-immediately lightened and i thanked god that in this crazy, fucked up world that feeds "the things that would be ugly if unleashed" residing up there in my head, there is this magic boy and it was seen to that i'd have the immense fortune of getting to be his mother. though a bit of a slackerbait at times, he is a person of hilarit

Blackberrys
RIGHT WHO THE FUCK called it a Bloody Blackburry? f*cking hell man, me brains frying like f*ck!!, some clever c*nts give me a blackberry and its driving me b*stard mad!!, it wont do nowt i f*cking tell it so its had a smacked a*se and a couple of drop kicks down me garden, i've rang me mate to sort it out, but she's p*ss useless, her best suggestion was to ask it nicely and stop screaming at it, f*cking cabbage!, if it does'nt do what i'm f*cking telling it soon, its going down me f*cking bog and i'm gonna sh*t on it!! ANYWAY................on a happier note, me mates mate had the all clear from the clap clinic, she'll be on the f*cking prowl the night so watch yaself!!

Limited Time Offer!!!
This Auction is smokin'!!! I joined another auction... I know, I know... But this one is awesome! I'm offering a lot of stuff! Plus, it's for the Love Shack, my favorite lounge! Just click the link above to bid on your very own Meagan! Rates don't matter in this auction, but feel free drop one anyway. And remember, the higher the bid, the more I offer! ~Meagan~R/L GF/Fu-Wifey of DaMunchMan~Sarge's Bad Girls~ Go ahead, show the host some love, too! She's awesome! F0oly aka Tee*VPofNPDz*HeadEnf orcer@ Loveshack*~*Fu wifey2Danimal Also, feel free to drop by The Love Shack and say hi! If you're not in the market for your very own Meagan, there are a bunch of other hotties up for auction, and you can talk to all of us before you bid! Awesome, eh? Go on, click the link... You won't regret it! Don't forget! You only have until Friday, August 22nd, so get your bids in soon! Don't miss out on this AWESOME chance!

My Blog Links
I have written a lot on many different subjects over the years for websites like: Strike-the-Root, Lew Rockwell and many other Libertarian websites, here are links to those blogs- http://mikewasdin.blogspot.com http://www.strike-the-root.com/archive/wasdin.html http://www.freedomsphoenix.com/Find-Freedom.htm?At=003635

Universal Logic
Every day we wake up not knowing what is in store for us. And every day we continue on our way not knowing where we are headed for most people this is acceptable but for a rare few it is not enough. I recently had a thought that shook me to my foundations and made perfect sense, love is nothing to be chased it is meant for some but not for all. In this thought it occurred that maybe it is health not to know what you want but to know who you really are. For no one knows what the future brings, the only sure thing in life is YOU.

If I Aint Got You ~ Alicia Keys
And you know who you are! Some people live for the fortune Some people live just for the fame Some people live for the power yeah Some people live just to play the game Some people think that the physical things Define what's within I've been there before But that life's a bore So full of the superficial Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you Some people search for a fountain Promises forever young Some people need three dozen roses And that's the only way to prove you love them And in a world on a silver platter And wondering what it means No one to share, no one who truly cares for me Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everyt

New Place
COME ROCK OUT IN THE HOTTEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR. "7th Dimension" WE'RE LOOKING FOR PEOPLE TO HELP, WE'RE IN NEED OF, MANAGEMENT,Security, GREETERS, PROMOTERS, AND DJ'S.SO WHY NOT JOIN A FAMILY THAT TREATS YOU RIGHT?? THE MEN AND WOMAN ARE FINE AS HELL!!! SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? CLICK ANY IMAGE IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT THERE!!!!!! SO COME HANG WITH US GUARANTEED TO BE THE HOTTEST FUBAR LOUNGE... WE'RE JAMMIN INSIDE!!! (repost of original by 'Wèñdý' on '2008-08-20 16:04:11') (repost of original by '♥Mander Bear ♥HeadGreeter @7th dimenison♥Blaze's G/F' on '2008-08-20 16:07:14')

Stress Bar
i'm a fat kid doing pullups in the middle of the gym the coach and peers scream at me, him come on you're wasting time why don't you try harder the sweat beads from my brow damn i wish i were stronger on the bar, his weak hand cups i am an old man trying to fit in struggling to pull his chin flailing legs attempt to comply my supervisors laugh at the load to others they deny my lover smirked as she grab all my dignity he strains his muscles as i strain with sanity i am an old man trying to fit in always asking why they call him names to will or weaken if he cries or gives up he knows either way he's beaten when grows up the bills and chides will follow him with only eyes too loud to contentrate arms sore, chance denied i'm an old man trying to fit in who's feelings are corrupt burning skin and the fall is far fingers are slipping gravity controls, away from the bar the class runs my friends and family shun he did not pass the test of being 'no

Myself
If life was a game could I win in the end And if i was sane, would i fuck it up all over again These questions and answers can help me redefine myself And i thank your open ears for all their help no more shame is what I see for myself i need to change for my health i need a better way of life for myself if i stay the same how long will i last yet if i change will i still just be alone and typecast professional answers cant help me to design myself so i thank your open arms for all their help no more shame is what I see for myself i need to change for my health i need a better way of life for myself caressing gateways of the mind over matter through space as time heals wounds inspiring gifts of light inside myself just need some time (just need some time to myself) to figure it out Cause I've got no doubt that when my dreams come true its because of you and the fact that i let you no more shame is what I see for myself i need to change for my health

Another Day
Another day, just like you' ve prayed for... Another chance, you' re taking A brand new sight to realize... Open your eyes on this other day People you know betray you so You'll surely have to go Away from them, far away from here Leaving your oldest fears But you just wanted to move alone This couldn' t be just another day ! Will you deny the way you feel Time has now come for you to live You' ve ever thought you were a bad seed But here comes another day So many years, so many tears No more water will flow On the face they know, the face you' ve shown This life you want to change You want to be somebody else This couldn' t be just another day ! Will you deny the way you feel Time has now come for you to live You' ve ever thought you were a bad seed But here comes another day Another day, just like you' ve prayed for... Another chance you' re taking A brand new sight to realize... And the same old things you're telling Again and again and again and

Chat
When we were just chatting he tells me that i am on thin ice and i assumed it was from what i did but he tells me that i am not exciting him like i used to. and i might want to do something about this. Its hard to be exciting when we are so far away and dont get to see eachother that much at all. Any ideas of what i can do to get that excitement back that we used to have before i left? i need help quick before i lose the love of my life over something like this.

Prison Of Life
Prison of Life We begin our lives without a care in the world, As we grow older, into the Prison of Life we are hurled, At first the changes in life seem so small, 'Til the day your freedom is gone one and all. The first day of prison life starts in the school, Where teachers as guards make you feel like a fool, Not knowing as much as all the others, Wanting to run home and cry to your mother. Each year that goes by, your sentences gets harder, Your childhood dreams are ground to fodder, They try and remove all in you that was fun, Whipping you into what they call a respectful one. No help from your parents, they've already been taken, Condemned to the prison, you've been forsaken, With you graduation, you think comes your release, But the Prison of Life throws you back in, there is no release. It is the prison of work you now must face, Faster and faster they push up your pace, Working your ass off just trying to win, But as it goes on you hit a dead en

Felatio? Lmfao!
Resolved Question Show me another » What's felacio? That's what my bf want's for his birthday, is it a video game? They didn't have it Best Buy. * 2 years ago Additional Details 2 years ago OMG I am soooooo gonna kick his ***, well at least now I know why the guy at BB kept calling other guys asking if they had it and were laughing. I feel so dumb. 2 years ago APPLETECH you know I so clicked on the link! Thanks for the practical answer. Wikipedia has everything! I love the cartoons, was that dude giving another dude a blow? Very educational. Report Abuse appletech089 by appletec... Member since: March 04, 2006 Total points: 3895 (Level 4) * Add to My Contacts * Block User Best Answer - Chosen by Asker It's a gaming device, however I'm sure your bf already has one. It's mainly for female where they blow in this certain joystick for gaming. You basically gently massage the joystick to get the engine started... And then you put the jo

A Realization
I've finally come to grips with the one thing that holds me back in life, and that's the fact that I constantly live in fear. On my Fu profile, there's a reason why I don't have marital status on there. It's because I'm married. Yes, you read that right. I'm married. If any of you hate me for it, that's fine. Go ahead and drop me from your friends list. I understand. Now while I am married, I am not happily married. Things have steadily gone downhill in my relationship with my wife over the past 4-5 years. I can't honestly say that I love her anymore. HOw does fear come into play? Many years ago, in my early / mid 20's I was down on my luck. I lost the place I was living, and was barely scraping by on the $3.50 minimum wage. An elderly friend of my grandmother took me in and let me stay there until I got back on my feet. I stayed there 5 years until I went to college at 27. She kept telling me that when I arrived at her place, I looked like a scared pupp

Thoughts On Ufo's & Our Space Program
AN ENLIGHTENED VIEW: Could it be that most "UFOs" are not extra-terrestrial in origin at all, but merely the product of 60+ years of post WWII Reasearch & Developement by the superpowers, with the help of brilliant, captured German Scientists, to create Anti-Gravity Areo-Spacecraft? (Could it be that the "Alien" explanation is more "Disinformation" than anything?) And if one can get their head around this concept, does it not seem highly likely that there might be a Secret Space Program we know nothing about, achieveing "Great Things" in space with our tax dollars while we scratch our heads watching NASA try not to blow up shuttles on the launch pad? (Food for thought cousins)"Please respond with your feelings on the matter"

I Carry Your Heart
I adore e.e. cummings, this is my absolute favorite! i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart) -e.e. cummings

Dont Be Mstaken
OK SO THIS IS NOT MY FIRST TIME ON FU, I WAS ON HERE ABOUT A MONTH BUT IT KINDA CAUSED TOO MUCH FOR ME, COS YOU SEE I GOT A BROKEN LEG AND UP UNTIL TODAY AINT BEEN OUT OF BED PLUS IT ALSO KINDA RESULTED IN SOCIAL DRAMA WHICH IS NOW SORTED. OK SO WHILE MAIN PART OF BEING ON HERE IS TO GET POINTS ETC, PLEASE DONT ONLY RATE AND FAN ETC TAKE THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW ME AND IF ANY OF MY OLD FRIENDS FROM BEFORE WANNA ADD ME = ITS THE REAL ME AND I CAN PROVE IT LMAO SALUTE PICTURE WILL BE DONE IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS!!!! SO LETS GET THIS PARTY STARTED.

A Want
sometimes i feel i just want to be wanted like i thirst for the attention but i don't even know why then other times i don't want to be bothered it's not that i'm depressive i think i'm a lot of fun i just have changes of mood lately things aren't satisfying food is good, but there's nothing i crave sex is decent, but it's only with myself i'm not unhappy, but i don't feel joyous either and i sit and think about what really makes me smile usually the insignificant things a surprise phone call a piece of candy someone gives me a good story told by a total stranger and what do these things reveal i like to be thought of i want to be wanted

One Of My "friends"......
ok here it goes.......i had a friend once.....yes it was a friend with benefits type deal....however, there where two of them total.....one calls me up one day and tells me that hes got something....so i pass the info on to my other "friend" whom i thought needed to know. well i went and was checked....my husband went and was checked....even my room mate went and got checked!!! NONE OF US HAD IT!!! HELLO!!!! so i call my "friend" back and tell him the news....i also called my friend who had the issue in the first place...and asked him just who all HE was sleeping with!! well my other "friend" has decided that he would rather be a jerk and not even consider my feelings on the subject and drop me like a hot potatoe!! Now, in my experience....men who act like that are no better than the ones who beat their women...so i argued with him over the issue...even told him that i was deleting his number and so forth and that i didnt want to even talk to him anymore....well all of a sudden, after

Vacation
Ahhhh, I have been thinking about taking a vacation lately ... I'm not sure when I will be able to do this, but I would love to go somewhere. I haven't decided if I'm going to go by myself or if I would like to do like a group thing ... but I do know that I'm going to need a sitter! I've been looking at all-inclusive resorts, and I think that I want to go to Mexico. I'm not sure whether I want to do an adult only one, but I'm leaning toward that ... since this is going to be kind of my "alone" time without the baby. DECISIONS DECISIONS! I've been looking at Resorts in Mexico, but I haven't really found one in particular that I like ... if anyone has any ideas, let me know. :) I'd really appreciate it. :) I would create a mumm, but I just don't feel like it. :P

Let Our Parents Vomit From Us
Hi, my name is Tara and with Pavel (pervers pig I am living with) we are fucking and living in shit... we are unable to make ourselves without shit and piss and it is exciting... I love my cunt full of shit until the first week with Pavel, when he totally devastated me by wave of orgasms i never felt before with shit and methamphet. inside me... and we both in one second aggreed that in our love the main theme is fucking when we are going deeper and deeper, (sorry for mistakes,i am writtimg this when Pavel is licking old shit from my cunt---) We love to do everything to present to our parents how filthy son and daughter they have. What should be better to thanks them for their love then without constraints and decency share full names... Lets everybody knows how fantastic pig is son of Jitka Stepanek (Pavel licks my cunt now and say that I should write she works like doctor at policlinic in Teplice). My maiden name is Stanek and In our links is link to google maps with addresses whe

Managing Stress
Keys To Managing Stress Naturally and Successfully By Chris Green If you're feeling like everything is getting on top of you, or you're finding it difficult to cope and function as you normally do, or perhaps you're feeling down in the dumps, then try these five stress relief tips... Recognize and learn from mistakes It's a fact about life that everybody at some point will make mistakes. For many people, the mistake is made, learned from, corrected if possible and quickly forgotten. But some people carry on replaying the mistake over and over again for months - years in some cases - and it causes no end of stress and misery. When you're stressed, you can be vulnerable to this replaying of mistakes further exacerbating the stress. So avoid the urge to replay events from your past over and over again. Learn from them, find the positives, accept that you'll make mistakes from time to time, and move on as quickly as you can. Regain control Sometimes, life can be very difficult to

Step Brothers
Plot Summary: Brennan Huff (Will Ferrell) is a thirty-nine-year-old who has never left home and lives with his divorced mother, Nancy Huff (Mary Steenburgen). Dale Doback (John C. Reilly) is a forty-year-old who also has never left home and lives with his widower father, Dr. Robert Doback (Richard Jenkins). Both of them are unemployed and have been living off the goodness of their parents their whole lives. Nancy meets Robert; they fall in love, marry, and move into Robert's home. The two sons are forced to live together in the same room as step brothers. Brennan and Dale initially hate each other, but find out that they are not too different. They are like 12-year-olds trapped in adult bodies who haven't grown up and live in their own little worlds. They become best friends, and then their parents decide to kick them out, because they are getting a divorce. They set up job interviews, but to no avail. Their lives are about to change, and they must grow up. My Comments: This movie m

Dead & Deader
Plot Summary: After he's bitten by a beetle carrying a zombie virus, a tough soldier survives the infection, becoming only half zombie. Once back in the US, he finds himself fighting his former comrades in arms, all of whom are turning into zombies! My Comments: I randomly came across this on the Sci-Fi channel. It was a pretty terrible zombie movie, but I had to watch it because alas, I love zombies. Rating: 2/10

Lawyers
Lawyers Thoughtful point of view... The Democrat Party has become the Lawyers' Party. Barack Obama and Hillary Clinton are lawyers. Bill Clinton and Michelle Obama are lawyers. John Edwards, the other former Democrat candidate for president, is a lawyer, and so is his wife, Elizabeth. Every Democrat nominee since 1984 went to law school (although Gore did not graduate). Every Democrat vice presidential nominee since 1976, except for Lloyd Bentsen, went to law school. Look at the Democrat Party in Congress: the Majority Leader in each house is a lawyer. The Republican Party is different. President Bush and Vice President Cheney were not lawyers, but businessmen. The leaders of the Republican Revolution were not lawyers. Newt Gingrich was a history professor; Tom Delay was an exterminator; and, Dick Armey was an economist. House Minority Leader Boehner was a plastic manufacturer, not a lawyer. The former Senate Majority Leader Bill Frist is a

L.d.c. Family
Posted on my page i have the owners and co owners of a cool family. A family that accepts you for you. A family that will help you no matter what the problem is. I have only been a member for a few days but i was made to feel welcome by them in a matter of minutes. Thank you Lord Lestat and all of those in the L.D.C. Family.

Fellatio-lesson Five
LESSON FIVE Right now lets discuss a technique that is probably the most common cocksucking technique in the world. Take his cock in your mouth but not deeply. We will get to deep throating later on. It's great, not over-rated, but if you want to be an expert at deep throat start with the right techniques and work your way down, so to speak. Take his cock in your mouth by sliding your moistened tongue lovingly over the head until your lips close around the shaft at the point just behind the corona. Don't just open your mouth and close it around his cock. Slide it in. He will enjoy it much more. Encase the shaft of his penis with your hand. Remember the shaft is relatively insensitive to any kind of stimulation. By enclosing his penis with your hand you give him the sensation of having his penis encased. Now you have several options. Try twisting your head from side to side making sure your moist lips stay in contact with the coronal ridge. While doing this gently move your

And Just Leave Me The Hell Alone
Stop! Start listening! Shut the hell up and read my lips! Just leave me the hell alone! Stop telling me what to do! I'll live my life the way I want to, I think and I feel the way it damn pleases me!!! Let me drown in despair, within the very dark corners of my soul! It doesn't matter what you want! It's my life to live it or leave it, It's none of your damned business! Keep away from my sorrow, From my anger and rage go astray. I don't want anyone around! You're not to do a thing about me For that is simply nothing you can do. That is nothing you can say to make me smile, No joke, no word or sentence will keep me From feeling that I could never be more lonely. So just stop! Just stop to listen Because nothing more is there to do. Listen to the pain that runs within my empty heart and veins, To the hurting that causes my confused mind to hurt. Stop trying to show me your way For it is not mine to run it. My feet walk only the path my mind tells

Be Myself
i dont why why do they try to break me down i dont why they bleed me so much i dont why they torment my soul ,till i cant take any more i dont why they hate me so much i cant find any reasons i cant see... i keep bleeding,i keep crying no one cares no one dares i dont know why they keep hurting me over and over again and then they ask me whats wrong how can they act so numb cant they see what they are changing me into a horrible creature with no love and all hate i want be to be myself some one who can kiss the pain goodbye some one who can smile and laugh yes i want to be myself by khu'svamp

I Lie To Myself
I lie to myself I try so hard to tell myself “I do not love you” I lie to myself I cannot get you out of my mind I cannot get you out of my heart Baby,you are the only thing I believe I try so hard to tell myself “I do not want you” But you are still here An angelical ghost haunting in my dreams I close my eyes and see your face in the shadows of darkness I sense your pain, I feel the love I wish I could stay away But you are still here So close to my life So close to my heart. I lie to myself But you are still a part of me.

Anton Chigurh Is The Baddest Motherfucker In Any Movie....ever
I looked a few of this guy's quotes up, if you haven't seen this movie do so. now. ------------------------------------------------- Anton Chigurh: I'm looking for Llewelyn Moss. Desert Aire Manager: Did you go up to his trailer? Anton Chigurh: Yes, I did. Desert Aire Manager: Well, I'd say he's at work. Do you want to leave a message? Anton Chigurh: Where does he work? Desert Aire Manager: I can't say. Anton Chigurh: Where does he work? Desert Aire Manager: Sir, I ain't at liberty to give out no information about our residents. Anton Chigurh: Where does he work? Desert Aire Manager: Did you not hear me? We can't give out no information. ------------------------------------------------- Anton Chigurh: [indicating bag of cashews] How much? Gas Station Proprietor: Sixty-nine cent. Anton Chigurh: This. And the gas. Gas Station Proprietor: Y'all gettin' any rain up your way? Anton Chigurh: What way would that be? Gas Station Proprietor: I seen you was f

Labor Day Plans
Well, for us, school has started and why they don't wait until after Labor Day like they did when I was a kid is beyond me. My kids started on the 18th and I started classes on the 25th. So far, so good. This weekend being Labor Day, I've made plans to take the kids to Houston to see family. So we'll be gone right after school on Friday. My sisters are both coming in and I know my youngest brother will be there...not sure about Michael, my other brother. It's hard to count on him. If he shows, he shows. Most the time we never know. I hope that whatever you choose to do this Labor Day weekend that you do it safely and have fun. Be careful out there! Love to all my friends.

Love Compared To Nature
I want to kiss you like the morning dew kisses a rose and like the sunset kisses the horizon. I want my love to run through your veins like a glistening brook flows through the mountains. I want you to long for me like a thirsty deer is for water when I'm not near. I want you to feel whole with me like the stars and moon is to the universe. I want your love to grow for me like a storm grows out over the ocean. I want you to need me like a flower needs sun and water to grow. I want our love to be as beautiful as a rainbow in the sky after a summer rain. I want you to love me forever like a mother will always love her child.

My Life
My world exists in a place known only to those who have been here before. It is a place that allows me to escape the daily routine of life, to experience moments all my own, yet shared with others. My world exists on the ice, where I retain lifelong memories filled with the grandeur of battles past. It is here that life gives me opportunities to delve into a world only hockey players can appreciate. A world where anticipation is heavy with fear as I lace up my skates, knowing fate is in my hands with the stick that I taped. What would I do without this game in my life, or the place where dreams are made? What would I do without the dressing room, the smell of sweat-dried equipment, and the chatter of small talk as I prepare to go to war? What would I do without the cold crisp air burning my lungs as I skate hours on end, early mornings, late nights? What would I do without the traveling of great distances to take to the ice, or the sounds of pucks banging off battle-scarred boards? The

Da Flirt
Due Unfortunate Circumstances As Of Tommarrow I Will Not Be On Fubar As Much As Usual.I Will Mostly Be On To Check My Mail As Much As Possible With Whatever Time Allows Me.So Please Do Not Be A Stranger!!! Remember To Come By And Rate Add And Fan And Rate My Pics & Stash Whenever You May Have Time. Until Next Time, B Safe Have Fun And Drnk Up. Ðå F£ì®Ŧ

Twisted And Inkeds Wedding Bully
HIDDEN PLEASURES is proud to announce InkedAngel & TwistedDragon’s renewal of fu-vows Friday August 29 @ 8:30pm in Hidden Pleasures Lounge Join us as we celebrate the re-joining of these two souls in fu-marriage. They have brought together strangers and built a family, lets join together for them to show them our love and support on this special day. Come on in and say hello and join the festivities. Kick back with people who know what family is about. So What Are You Waiting For? (click here to enter)

Blaaaaah
Bleh, I don't wanna go to work. It's just shyly before 5am. I had a bit of trouble falling asleep last night. I always hate going to bed so early on Thursday nights. And I gots that stupid "I'm too sexy for my shirt", song in my head. How the hell did that get in there? And nooooooo it's not cause I'm sexy...Far from it. Hmm, I think aliens were trying to infest my brain with stuff again. La la la, just sitting here and killin' some time before I slave away to jail. Finishin' up me coffee, brewin' up more coffee for work and la la la... Shtupid Aunt Flow is coming soon, I can tell....I can sense her knocking coming closer. Why can't men have aunt flow visit. Really? Hmmm???? All they do it just plant da seed or hose things off or whatever....Bleh....I can imagine it now, a real tiny tampon like going up their wee wee..... Makes me think of that Chinese torcher thingy. Something about if a man is being bad..they shove a thin tiny glass tube up their wee wee hole and then SMASH the

Dnc
For all who took the time and watched the DNC- Wasn't that something else? From the crowds to the pauses where they did shorts of Obama's movements/speeches/steps towards presidency, or just things he did throughout his life. Plus all the other speakers, not so much all the politicians or keynote speakers which some were phenomenal, but regular people that left their home state to come tell there story to inspire other Americans. I liked when Shawn Johnson came and did the pledge of allegiance and how there was a jr. reporter that was part of coverage. I am going to try and find some portions of the convention that most touched me and blog along with those moments. I encourage everyone to make informed choices when voting. Thanks to anyone that took the time to read this.

Nick Cave - I Let Love In
Despair and deception, loves ugly little twins Came a-knocking on my door, I let them in Darling, youre the punishment for all of my former sins I let love in I let love in The door it opened just a crack, but love was shrewed and bold My life flashed before my eyes, it was a horror to behold A life-sentence sweeping confetti from the floor of a concrete hole I let love in I let love in I let love in I let love in Well Ive been bound and gagged and Ive been terrorized And Ive been castrated and Ive been lobotomized But never has my tormenter come in such a cunning disguise I let love in I let love in I let love in I let love in O lord, tell me what I done Please dont leave me here alone Where are my friends? My friends are gone O lord, tell me what I done Please dont leave me here alone Where are my friends? My friends are gone I let love in I let love in So if youre sitting all alone and hear a-knocking at you door And the air is full

How To Be Charming
How to Be Charming George Clooney, known widely for his charm. Charm is the art of having an attractive personality. This characteristic can only be achieved over a period of time. While everyone is born with differing amounts of natural charm, much can be acquired and honed through practice and patience. As with dancing, the more you practice, the better you will become. Effort and careful attention to the needs and desires of others will ensure that charm becomes a permanent part of your character. [edit] Steps 1. Improve your posture. Good posture will give the impression of self confidence (even if you don't feel that way on the inside). While walking, maintain a relaxed yet definitive upright posture: spine long, shoulders back, head level with the ground. This may feel awkward or overpowering to you when you first practice it, but keep trying. 2. Relax the muscles in your face to the point where you have a natural, pleasant expression permanently engrave

Circle Of Death
Circle of Death Adult Drinking Game Supplies 4 decks of cards 3 shot glasses stop watch or timer lots of alcohol or beer enough glasses of the same size for everyone that plays pen paper calculator Setup 1. Use one deck of cards for every 3 people, take out all jokers, and count how many cards 52 times how ever many decks are used. 2. Shuffle all cards together throughly 3. Place once card in the middle and form two circles around that card until it looks like a bulls eye of cards and keep piling cards on top of one another until all cards are used. 4. When cards are used place aces, kings, and queens into separate pile from the 2 - Jacks 5. Someone needs to be appointed to keep track of when half of the cards are used. Rules 1. Youngest player goes first. 2. Biggest ring is multiplied by 1, middle ring cards are multiplied by 2, center ring cards are multiplied by 3. 3. Player that pulls a black card the person to his/her left drinks. If

New Fucking Tracks!!
Listen up metal mongering motherfuckers. ALL NEW SHIT!! Go to http://www.myspace.com/therionfuk to check this shit out. No GP5 demos. ALL REAL Guitar music. Fresh off the press. Check it while it's hot!! You have been warned!

Leo Beer
Leo Beer, Super Leo, and Super Lion should remain available in supermarkets for some time. It's good for cleaning paintbrushes, don’t spill it on varnished wood though, but if you can‘t get to sleep try a bottle of either Chang or Leo, it should put you out!

Ur Face.
In the top drawer of ur dresser to the left you'll find a 357 Smith & Wessen,slowly take it out and lock and load one round into the magizine. Point it to the side of ur head and pull the trigger until you hear a metallic click. After this you will hear........

Murmurs In The Breeze
When I walk the meadow, Searching for rainbow's end, The colors in the distance Bring voices on the wind. And there amid the flowers, I listen without a sigh: The spirits of the Ancients Echo their hearts reply. Sacred Murmurs on the breeze, What would you say to me, If I became the rainbow, Or the standing tree? Would you ask me to listen, Or add my voice to yours? Becoming a Guardian Spirit Of these acient woods. Jamie Sams If you can imagine, you can learn to understand the viewpoints of other life forms. Imagining how it feels to be another part of nature is a good exercise. It broadens our perspective and sometimes allows us to hear the viewpoints of our relations in the natural world. Touching these living things through your feelings is always very healing.

Family
okay heres everyone look.... okay at this way if you were married some you loved for so then they do something stupied to mess up the marriage whould u stay or go then those you guys have young kids the spouse been gone for 3 half years what you do would stay with the man your married to or leave some help u take your kids and your spouse been in out jail for something the state he did

Come Home
You are so sexy that just the thought of you arouses me. I know that this morning you left wearing something sexy for me under your black skirt and your beige turtle neck sweater. The thought of you wearing those laced black panties with that matching laced bra, and garter belt all day drives me crazy! When you get home there are aroma candles lit and rose pedals waiting for you and of course I am waiting for you. I greet you with a smile and a big kiss. I have been waiting for you all day. Red wine is poured; the fire place is burning leaving the cold outside. The kissing starts slow and gets a little more intense as I start to kiss your neck and bite your ear, my hand exploring your body. You push your body against mine. One hand holds you by the back of your neck with your hair between my fingers. My other hand slides down your body. Suddenly your skirt ends and your thighs begin, I can’t reach down further without bending down and stop kissing you, so I run my hand back u

Where Have You Been?
What's goin on? Where have you been? Haven't heard from you in days. You used to call, just to say hi... Have you changed your ways? I remember when I was the best thing in your life I heard that you moved on But you couldn't tell me why What did I ever do to make you feel this way? You were what I always wanted... Where have you been? I've been writing letters to an address with no name, It's impossible to reach someone who's run away. I thought our life was great, but you couldn't see somehow.. I guess your life is perfect now. I remember when I was the best thing in your life I heard that you moved on But you couldn't tell me why What did I ever do to make you feel this way? You were what I always wanted There was a time, when everything was right, But now it seems all wrong since you left my life that night... I will never know what drove you away, When all I ever wanted was for you to stay...

General Pagan Beliefs
General pagan beliefs (Not set in stone..depending on pagan tradition and personal practice) Ok, so this was written by a friend of mine on another site that i go to...she puts it SOOOOOOOO well that i thought id repost it here for those of you that dont understand Paganism and Wicca...and now, without further adieu, Ariana's words: Pagan/ Earth Religions belief, practice, and culture (Disclaimer: Ask 100 pagans "What are Pagan beliefs" and you will get 100 different answers. I write the following as a generalization of basic beliefs and cultural identity that many pagans follow. These are not set in stone. These are interpretations of the beliefs that pagans often have….but not always) 1.) Nature: Pagans recognize that the divine resides in all of nature…within and without. The divine is in every person, every tree, every plant, every animal, and every blade of grass. Pagans are very much aware of nature, and see the divine in the cycles of life that all living things mu

I'll Walk
I'll Walk Lyrics..We were 18, it was prom night. We had our first big fight. She said "Pull this car over". I did and then I told her, "I don't know what you are crying for". I grabbed her hand, as she reached for the door. She said, I'll walk. Let go of my hand. Right now I'm hurt, and you don't understand. So just be quiet. And later we will talk. Just leave, don't worry. I'll walk. It was a dark night, a black dress. Driver never saw her, around the bend. I never will forget the call, or driving to the hospital, when they told me her legs still wouldn't move. I cried, when I walked into her room. She said, I'll walk. Please come and hold my hand. Right now I'm hurt, and I don't understand. Lets just be quiet, and later we can talk. Please stay, don't worry. I'll walk. I held her hand through everything. The weeks and months of therapy. And I held her hand and asked her, to be my bride. She's dreamed from a little girl, to have her daddy bring her down the isle. So from her wheelchai

Mindfucked.
This is a copy of a post I made to my journal last night. Yes, this was someone I met here. No, I'm not going to tell you who it is. I really do wish him peace. -------------------------------------------------- Aug. 30th, 2008 | 04:08 am Well I feel real fucked up right now. I was having an awesome conversation with someone I was getting on great with, and then, for some reason, the topic of religion came up. It was VERY innocent, explaining the reason I named my son the name I gave him, and now this person will not talk to me anymore, because their restrictive beliefs forbid it. It's not often I bring up religion with people, but most of the people I know are very, VERY open-minded, tolerant, and understanding. It fucks me up when I encounter the complete opposite. It's ignorant and closed-minded. It's evil, in my opinion. It's against everything God and everything Jesus and everything Buddha and Allah and the Flying Spaghetti Monster and whoeverthehellelseyoubelievein want you

Some Times
THERE ARE TIMES IN UR LIFE WHEN EVERYTHING THAT SEEMED TO MATTER DONT ANYMORE, AND THE THINGS THAT DIDNT DO. THERE ARE TIMES WHEN THE WIND BLOWS AND IT RUSHES BY U LEAVING U BREATHLESS, AND OTHER TIMES WHEN IT PASSES RIGHT ON BY YOU WITHOUT A BRIEF RUSTLE THERE ARE TIMES IN LIFE, WHEN LOVE SEEMS TO BE ALL THAT THERE IS MOTIVATEING YOU, AND OTHER TIMES IN LIFE WERE U WOULD JUST LOVE TO BE MOTIVATED. THERE ARE DAYS WHEN ALL YOUR DREAMS SEEM TO BE COMING FORTH AND BECOMING REALITY. AND THEN THE DAYS THAT NEVER BRING FORTH ANYTHING BUT REMEMBERANCE OF YESTEDAY. THERE ARE THE DAYS THAT YOU WISH YOU WAS SOMEONE ELSE TO WALK IN THERE SHOES, AND THEN THERE ARE DAYS WHERE YOU WOULD NOT WANT ANYONE TO WALK A MILE IN YOURS THERE ARE DAYS THAT U WISH U COULD JUST DISSAPEAR WITH OUT NOTICE, AND OTHER DAYS THAT U FEEL U ARE NOTICED AND VERY IMPORTANT THERE ARE DAYS WHEN U JUST DONT WANT TO THINK ABOUT ANYTHING, AND THEN THE DAYS WERE U JUST SIT AND THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING THERE

Bad Girlfriend
My girlfriend's a dick magnet My girlfriend's gotta have it She's hot, can't stop, up on stage doing shots Tip the man he'll ring the bell, get her drunk she'll scream like hell Dirty girl, gettin' down, dance with guys from outta town Grab her ass, actin' tough, Mess with her, she'll f**k you up No one really knows if she's drunk or if she's stoned, but she's comin' back to my place tonight! She likes to shake her ass She grinds it to the beat She likes to pull my hair when I make her grind her teeth I like to strip her down She's naughty to the end You know what she is, no doubt about it She's a BAD BAD GIRLFRIEND Red thong, party's on, love this song, sing along. Come together, leave alone, see you later back at home No one really knows if shes drunk or is she's stoned but she's coming back to my place tonight I say No one really knows just how far she's going to go but I'm gonna find out later tonight -CHORUS- Doesn't take her long to make things righ

A Wonderful Night
A WONDERFUL NIGHT I MET THIS GUY WHAT A WONDERFUL NIGHT HE FILLED MY WORLD WITH SUCH DELIGHT BUT AFTER THAT NIGHT SOMETHING HAPPENED TO MAKE IT ALL END WE'VE TALKED SINCE THEN AND NOW WE'RE JUST FRIENDS I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT IT FELT SO RIGHT BEING WITH HIM ON THAT WONDERFUL NIGHT I'M HAVING SOME DOUBTS BUT WHAT DOES IT MATTER WE'RE ONLY FRIENDS NOW WHICH JUST MAKES ME SADDER I THINK HE MAY HAVE BEEN WITH ANOTHER GIRL BUT I REALLY DON'T KNOW I JUST CARE SO MUCH AND WANT HIM SO I THINK OF HIM OFTEN THROUGH THE DAYS AND THE NIGHTS WISHFULLY HOPEING THINGS MIGHT GET SET RIGHT I THINK I FELL FOR HIM FROM THE MOMENT WE MET IT ALL SEEMED SO RIGHT AND I HAVE NO REGRET WE SHARED A WONDERFUL NIGHT SOME MOMENTS IN TIME HE MADE ME SMILE AND FOR THAT I APPRECIATE IT WAS A WONDERFUL NIGHT A FABULOUS DATE WHY IT HAD TO END I MAY NEVER KNOW HE MAY HAVE WON MY HEART COULD HAVE HAD MY SOUL I HAVE TO MOVE ON AND FORGET ABOUT ALL THIS REMO

Beating A Drug Test !!
I noticed you had no text on beating drug tests on the www page. You may want to add or use parts of this research paper I wrote. Please keep me anonymous... Fooling the Bladder Cops During a job interview, have you ever been asked to piss for your new employer? New applicants for any of the Fortune 500 corporations are now being forced to take a drug test. If you don't want to be a victim in the drug war, read on! This privacy violation costs businesses $1.2 billion for urinalysis of their workers. The military is notorious for their strict drug tests. Drug testing violates peoples 4th amendment right prohibiting unreasonable searches, and your 5th amendment right protecting you from incriminating yourself. Until this unconstitutional drug testing frenzy is put to an end, people need to learn how to protect themselves from the piss test. It is important to know how much of the THC metabolites are in your urine. The ch

Wierd Sex Laws
No man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions, or sardines on his breath in Alexandria, Minnesota. If his wife so requests, law mandates that he must brush his teeth. Warn your hubby that after lovemaking in Ames, Iowa, he isn't allowed to take more than three gulps of beer while lying in bed with you-or holding you in his arms. Bozeman, Montana, has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in the front yard of a home after sundown-if they're nude. (Apparently, if you wear socks, you're safe from the law!) During lunch breaks in Carlsbad, New Mexico no couple should engage in a sexual act while parked in their vehicle, unless their car has curtains. In Cleveland, Ohio women are not allowed to wear patent-leather shoes. Clinton, Oklahoma has a law against masturbating while watching two people having sex in a car. It's safe to make love while parked in Coeur d'Alene, Idaho. Police officers aren't allowed to wal

Just Depressed, I Guess...
I find it harder to get up every day. I find myself wanting to be isolated, more and more. I see happy people and I want to make them hurt like me. I'm never happy anymore. I see my life spiraling out of control. I see few realistic options left. I'm a fuck-up. I just can't see anyone ever wanting me. The few that ever did were pushed away by my arrogance and stupidity. I cry alot when I'm alone. I wish I was someone else. My life has been one insurmountable hardship after another. Why can't ANYTHING come easily to me? WHY? When the FUCK is it my turn? I don't think I'll ever end up having kids... Can't have kids if nobody wants you. My friends believe a stranger over me. Not all of them, but enough to make me very upset. I'm beginning to forget what my own laughter sounds like. If I've laughed at something recently, it sounds mechanical and fake. Not me. I don't have anywhere to turn. Nowhere to vent the steam. Trapp

Children Of Divorce: Man Of The Family Now
WHEN MY HUSBAND FranciscoGarcia (call him Frank)...the father of my 2 children... took off after his preferred "wife" for the wife swapper's club; one he could get to go along with that lifestyle... I got a divorce.The divorce stipulated the various instances of physical abuse... bruises demonstrated, and instances of verbal abuse and mental cruelty. I didn't mention the forced drugs or alcohol. I took the babies and left in April; paid for a divore that finalized in September. We were free, but I had to explain it to the children. My daughter was a "daddy's girl"...he could do no wrong. (Lately, in her mind...bad for a dad, he is equivalent to a sh_t stick with no room for pi_s.) She's grown and single with four children (boys) of her own; never been married to any of the 4 men that fathered them. To pacify our situation when they were younger, I asked my son if he could be the "man" in our family of three. He was becoming of age... ripe age of 1yr old. It semed to take some of t

Good Bye
We just wanted to let you know that 6:20 pm August 30th that Chris passed away due to a bad car accident and wanted to thank you all for being his friend when he was on. John and Theresa (AKA Evil One and Sexy Little Bit@h)

This Sucks!!!!
I'm in school as of last week and i just knew i wouldn't have enough time to miss my special someone! well i was dead wrong between every class i miss him between every homework assignment i miss him , at work in bed every where i miss him!!! I can't even escape it in my dreams it's driving me crazy i'm not like this i like my own space but this guy is turning my world upside down..baby if you read this please just come home soon!!!! kisses

Arthiritis
A man who smelled like a distillery flopped on a subway seat next to a priest. The man's tie was stained, his face was plastered with red lipstick, and a half-empty bottle of gin was sticking out of his torn coat pocket. He opened his newspaper and began reading. After a few minutes the disheveled guy turned to the priest and asked, "Say, Father, what causes arthritis?" "Mister, it's caused by loose living, being with cheap, wicked women, too much alcohol, and a contempt for your fellow man." "Wow," the drunk muttered, returning to his paper. The priest, thinking about what he had said, nudged the man and apologized. "I'm very sorry, I didn't mean to come on so strong. How long have you had arthritis?" "I don't have it, Father. I was just reading here that the Pope does."

Volume Lix - Mountain Madness
I was invited to spend this weekend in the North Georgia mountains with a few good friends...and for the most part, I enjoyed myself. Saturday morning, I drove up I-75, to I-575, to Highway 515--through the cities of Atlanta, Marietta, Canton, Jasper, Ellijay, and into the town of Blue Ridge. Thence, east of Blue Ridge into Morganton, where I spent the weekend with some of my best friends---James, Stefani and Elena; Summer and Lyssa; and Justin. I drove just a bit slowly as I arrived into the Appalachian mountains. I have not been into this area in quite some time, and was taking the time to fully enjoy the scenery. My jaw was dropped the entire route. I arrived at the house in the neighborhood of 11:30, just before the Georgia Bulldogs were to start the season against Georgia Southern. The game was not broadcast, but that's just fine, as we all preferred to listen to Larry Munson anyway. Dawgs won 44-21, I think....and are STILL number 1. That day was actually rather pa

09/03/08 - D12 - American Psycho (sam I Am Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW American Psycho - D12 LYRICS BELOW [Eminem] I'm the Devil If ever there was such a thing The results of much too many drugs What you're seeing I'm a mind fuck completely disgusting (im white) a human mutt Fuck a being I'm a dog Fuck lambs I'm silencing them all I'm involved in murders Forensic science couldn't solve Giants set of balls Too big to buy a set of drawers Might as well unzip my fly and let 'em fall To the floor Each thought's completely warped I'm like a walking...talking...Ouija Board Speaking in tongues I've never spoke this speech before Khem dellelleh Enemech noomph meekh neesh meekh nohrf Have you ever experienced spirits and lyrics When you hear 'em ?til you scared To stare into any mirrors when you near 'em Well if so Get ready for some shit yo This some kinda sick joke? Shit no Mother fucking schizo So disturbed you just go so berserk You tip toes fist first with scissors To slit throats of just hoe

Bare Så Det Er Helt Klart "daddy"
Bwie er interessant for meg kun i forhold til Jackie som fenomen. Det betyr ikke at en kamp mot han er uinteressant. En kamp mot ham er tross alt en kamp mot et symptom på Jackie. Slik Ux er det. Men jeg ser ingen annen interesse i en kamp mot Ux enn å få idiotiet vekk fra synsfeltet mitt. Det betyr heller ikke kan jeg kjemper mot Jackie som en generell fiende (kanskje jeg skulle si "Jackie" for å gjøre det klart at hun ikke er noen nær bekjent av meg. "Bwie" er en skurk fra 70-tallet selvfølgelig, ikke noe mer). Jeg har en respekt for henne som grenser mot total underkastelse... Et nærliggende spørsmål er problemet med allianser ala Jackie-Bwie. Bwie-Ono. Jackie-Ono. Osv. Hva skal man gjøre i slike tilfeller? Er ikke kampen over? Det er da man må holde målet klart.

Me Me
i jus got a few things to let off ma chest and i hope everyone reads dis and rates is well here it is i jus want peeps to kno if u is gonna be a friend u shouldnt start shit wit da person u r be friending cuz its jus wrong plus if u is suppose to be a gurl u shouldnt cheat on da guy fo any reason unless its payback i guess but not if they is not doin shit wrong

7th Coh Grand Opening Bully
Is Excited To Announce Our Grand Re Opening Get In Here & See What It's All About.... 7th Circle of Hell... There's No Place Hotter On Fubar Well, Why Aren't You Here Yet?(click here to enter) (repost of original by 'ïnkëÐÅngël~ wïfë ïn lïfë & fü TØ Twï§TëÐÐrÅgØn ~ Co Øwnër & prïë§Të§§@ 7th cïrclë Øf hëll' on '2008-09-03 18:49:28') (repost of original by '*Mandie* security/promotor@7th Circle Of Hell' on '2008-09-03 18:54:52') (repost of original by '~Twï§TëÐ ÐrÅgØn hübbY ïn lïfë fü TØ ïnkëÐÅngël ~Enforcer& Co Owner of 7th Circle of Hell~' on '2008-09-03 20:22:50') (repost of original by '8-pMetal 8-p fu-engaged to rockergirl21_SECURITY@7th circle of hell' on '2008-09-03 22:39:21') (repost of original by 'ïnkëÐÅ

I Want More Than 2 Reads On This-or Your Off My List
Yeah, so I in da car with my brother in law-Mike on the way home from their house today, a guy in a big ole wanna be hummer(a jeep), pulls up and asks where and how to get to Monroeville Mall..."O it's been forever since I been there"....yadda yadda yadda.... So Mike, takes over in telling directions cause I am convinced this douche bag is gonna get lost no matter how or who explains anything. Note-Mike- Ha-we know you are the whitest black man around-but you are black...And I believe the guy in the jeep made a pass election note on you. The said man in the jeep(who was white, white collar), pauses at the second we are about to pull out from the light and says "Yeah we have a meeting out there"-then proceeds to hold up a big ole "OBAMA For President" sign up. Hmmmmm Now, I am not one to hold back so when we get through the light I look at mike and say "Now, do you think if you were white, he would have raised that sign to you?" It's funny cause, it should make you think...a

09/04/08 - Outkast - Hey Ya!!! (mornin Fuckers)
SONG VERSION BELOW Hey Ya - Outkast VIDEO VERSION BELOW Hey Ya! - Outkast LYRICS BELOW 1, 2, 3, uh! My baby don't mess around me 'Cause she loves me so And this I know fo sho (Uh!) But does she really wanna 'Cause she can't stand to see me walk out the do' Don't try to fight the feeling 'Cause the thought alone Is killing me right now (Uh!) Thank God for Mom and Dad For sticking two together 'Cause we don't know how Hey Ya...Hey Ya Hey Ya...Hey Ya Hey Ya...Hey Ya Hey Ya...Hey Ya You think you've got it Oh, you think you've got it But got it just don't get it Til there's nothing at all (Ah!) We get together Oh, we get together But separate's always better When there's feelings involved (Oh!) If what they say is nothing is forever, Then what makes Then what makes Then what makes Then what makes Then what makes (What makes? What makes?) Love the exception? So why oh, why oh Why oh, why oh, why oh Are we so in denial When we know we're n

My World.....(slave To Master)
My World (Slave to Master) Master you are the world in which I live, There is nothing for you that I would not give, Without you there is no place here for me, There is no reason in this world for me to be. This body in which I now live today, I freely give to you to do as you may, Take my sight for I do not need to see, For the image of you is engraved in the heart of me. Take this thing they call my heart, For there is no reason for it to beat when we are apart, For Master, to you I freely give my soul, For only with you am I completely whole. You can take my arms when all is told, For without you here Master, there is nothing to hold, I long to feel the touch of you on my skin, Eagerly awaiting for what you plan to begin. So here I wait, kneeling on the floor, Waiting for my Master to walk through the door, Eagerly awaiting for what he wishes to give, To once again open the world in which I truly live. DQA

Otario
All men have the right to pursue their happiness, the right to all the world has to offer, and the pursuit of property. It will be better for all of us if every man had an equal chance, the right to speak his mind and voice his opinion. Priests, politicians, executives, the homeless, and the prostitute are all equal in the most simple of forms. They all have the right to peace, to live life, the chance to fight for their belief, and pursue their happiness. They have to understand, fight, and change as they see fit. Not all will change anything, but they deserve the chance to try, it is their responsibility to try and change. The truth is that this is not true; it is your responsibility to change it to be true.

Please Do This!
Hey Fu's let use our power in numbers and pass this around to everyone you know. Please click these links and read, then email this company to express your displeasure. This article will enrage you. This is the article. http://www.weaselzippers.net/blog/2008/09/uk-wounded-soldier-refused-room-at-hotel-they-dont-accept-members-of-the-army.html And this is the contact page for the hotel. http://www.thebigapple.co.uk/contact.php Please have some sympathy and take 5 minutes to do this. Trevor

Addicted
Addicted Why do I believe even though I know better I am the fool who wishes it wasn’t so You pull me in and I fall each time I get played and allow it to happen I need to turn my back and just walk away What is this hold you have on me Why am I so addicted to you copyright pending

~a Gorey Demise~ By Creature Feature
~A Gorey Demise~ by Creature Feature A Is For Amber Who Drowned In A Pool B Is For Billy Who Was Eaten By Ghouls C Is For Curt With Disease Of The Brain D Is For Daniel Derailed On A Train E Is Erik Who Was Buried Alive F Is For Frank Who Was Stabbed Through The Eye G Is For Greg Who Died In The Womb H Is For Heather Who Was Sealed In A Tomb One By One We Bite The Dust We Kick The Bucket And Begin To Rust Give Up The Ghost When Your Numbers Up We All Fall Down Ashes To Ashes, Bones To Paste You'll Wither Away In Your Resting Place Eternity In A Wooden Case We All Fall Down I Is For Issac Who Lost His Front Brakes J Is For Johnny Who Was Bitten By Snakes K Is For Kimmy Who Was Shot In The Head L Is For Larry Who Bled And Bled M Is For Marie Who Was Burned To A Crisp N Is For Nicky Who Was Pummeled By Fists O Is For Olive Who Lived Life To Fast P Is For Pat Who Swallowed Some Glass One By One We Bite The Dust We Kick The Bucket And Beg

*~smile~*
Smile though your heart is aching Smile even though it’s breaking When there are clouds in the sky, you’ll get by If you smile through your fear and sorrow Smile and maybe tomorrow You’ll see the sun come shining through for you Light up your face with gladness Hide every trace of sadness Although a tear may be ever so near That’s the time you must keep on trying Smile, what's the use of crying? You'll find that life is still worthwhile If you just smile That's the time you must keep on trying Smile, what's the use of crying? You'll find that life is still worthwhile If you just smile

Where Here Now Mixtape Download Free
***COPY & PASTE THE LINK BELOW ON YOUR BROWSER FOR FREE DOWNLOAD*** http://www.zshare.net/download/137533410770b4de/ Track 30- FED UP FEAT. BAKUKU HENN (PRODUCED BY A.I.PRODUCTIONS) CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW FOR DOWNLOAD! http://www. zshare. net/download/13040210a9875b69/ Track 28- V.I.L.L.I.A.N.O. Feat. VILLIANO (PRODUCED BY A.I.PRODUCTIONS) ***COPY & PASTE THE LINK BELOW FOR "FREE DOWNLOAD OF MIXTAPE"*** http://www.zshare.net/download/127213108829741f/

Check It Out
hey everyone that is reading this .. hit up my woman DJ babez her birthday is coming up and i really would be happy if everyone show her some love.. she is the great woman i have ever know and i'm glad to be by herside so if u hit her up..i'll show some love back thanks heres her link... http://www.fubar.com/user/126992

This Sunday( Read It)
this sunday is unforgiven for those who are wrestling fans I AM ORDERING IT. I WOULD LIKE NO INTERUPTIONS LIKE LAST TIME I MISSED SOME OF SUMMERSLAM BUT IT CAME BACK ON AN HOUR LATER SO I GET TO WATCH IT TWICE SO NO DISTURBING ME AT THE HOURS 5PM TO MIDNIGHT OR I WIL HUNT YOU DOWN AND HURT YOU ( UNLESS ITS AN EMERGRGENCY) I AM A BIG WWE FAN TNA FAN AND I YELL AT MY TV. AND I EVEN CAT CALL THE DIVAS AND I SCREAM AT MY TV TOO SO THATS WHY I WANT NO INTERUPTIONS AT ALL NOT EVEN TXTING. I GET BITCHY IF I DO NOT WATCH MY DIVAS OR MY WRESTLING AT ALL ALSO MONDAY RAW AT 9PM TO 11 PM , TUES DAY ECW 10PM TO 11PM, THURSDAY TNA 9PM 10 11PM, and FRIDAY SMACKDOWN 8PM 10 10PM. I MIGHT TALK TO YOU BUT I MAY BE DROOLING OVER DIVAS HEHEH LIKE I AM RIGHT NOW WELL GOT TO GO WATCH MY WOMEN KICK SOME ASS i also play on my computer while watching wrestling so friends you can talk to me just not on sunday OK i like to keep my hands busy while i watch it... feel free to bug me JUST NOT SEXUAL I AM

The Truth
LIGHTBEING Haru "Horus" is symbolic of the Rising Son. Jesus is also symbolic of the rising son. Jesus was the son (sun) who died (set) on the cross by crucifixion and he will resurrect (rise) according to the Christians. When the son came down and apparently sets or dies into the darkness and he raises or resurrects back to life. It is the story of the Christian's God Jesus. What religious fanatics don't realize is that if the sun shuts down that would be the end of life as you know it. This is what Egipt teaches about the sun: If I say I worship the sun, people say oh that's sun worship. I know that. The reason why I say worship the sun, s-u-n and laugh at you who worship the son, s-o-n is because my sun is an obvious provider. If my sun doesn't come up in the morning, we can chalk it. Jesus (the son) went to sleep 2,000 years ago, has not gotten up yet, and you all are still doing fine. Yet you are still waiting for your son to rise. If my sun doesn't rise each day, it's over

It's Elementary...really!
Don't get me wrong. I appreciate the knowledge you bring forth to the classroom each and everyday you are getting paid to be there, to which my tuition, I'm sure, finances a portion of...but puleez! Spare me the kindergarten classroom tactics and treat me like the 34 year old adult that I am! I don't need you to scold me into submission. Be direct, know what you are doing and I will follow. Respect is not demanded it is commanded and act accordingly! I will not rebuff your rules and regulations. It is only when they are set at your convenience and or anyone elses convenience that I have a problem! Make no allowances, show follow through, say what you mean and mean what you say. This is not scared strait as much as you think your intimidation methods influence my decision to respect you. Goes in one ear and right out the other. Believe me, I see with both eyes and take note, I am not afraid. You'll never get a handle on anything if you continue to be inconsistent. We

Who Were You In A Past Life?
Actor Marilyn Monroe? Veronica Lake? Humphrey Bogart? A scene-stealer like you could have been any one of these legendary entertainers. Like Hollywood's acting elite, you've got loads of charisma and charm, and you know how to use it. Whether you're turning heads on the way to work or making the rounds at a party, you're a people person who loves basking in the spotlight. With your bold spirit and magnetic aura, you're sure to brighten up any room and leave your adoring fans spellbound and begging for more. www.tickle.com/quizzes

So, Here I Sit...
...questing through the vast inner void of thought and memory... I search for that ever elusive dream of dreams... Seaking, yet never finding... Hunting that dark embrace of true insparation... Looking into my core depth for a glimpse of redemption... My mind flows through the meriad abbys of conquests and follies. Looking at the path of rightious powere vs. humble struggle. Challenging the eternal flow of ever consuming hunger. I yern, not grasping an constantly shifting mist of passion flowing through my hand... I stand on the brink of salvation... My soul condemed, without living. My heart held fast by truest conquest and darkest visions... The beauty I see before me flees my trusted senses, dancing back into the shadow of my own eye...

My Wish List
OK so Im going to be 40 on Tuesday next week and on my wish list are the following (a) BECOME A VIP (b) SPONSOR A HAPPY HOUR (c) RECEIVE UNTOLD BLING PACKS/BIG BLINGS dream dream dream - i know but hey wtf luv ya all xxxxxxxxxxxxx

What Is A Baby Girl Brat Submissive (bgbs)
i am a baby girl submissive. my Daddy is not my real life Daddy, nor do we engage in age play with this dynamic. He is my Master, my Dominant partner, my lover, my protector, my disciplinarian, my strength, He is my Daddy. i wrote this to express and maybe help others looking for answers what a baby girl sub is. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It takes a bit of time and understanding to figure out what one is. I can try to tell You from my point of view, and personal experience, what one is and hopefully You will get a better picture of who and what we are.Everyone has many facets of their personality. As to whether or not we acknowledge them and nurture them is another issue. As a general rule there are 4 typical extensions to this type of woman’s persona. These submissives are women first, she sees herself as wife mother, daughter, sister, a coworker, a teacher, a nurse or what ever area she places herself in for support, friends or just as her natural need

Wanted Sex Offenders In Every State
From: Missing Date: Sep 6, 2008 10:42 AM A Wanted Sex Offender In Every State *Updated* Please RepostI posted this earlier but had to change a couple cases where the fugtive had been located, one of them deceased. If you find a case that is solved let me know and I will replace it with a new one. I keep the code on my blog and when I made it they were still wanted but some may have since been captured. You can find out by clicking on their photo or link.I need all of your help in getting the cases on my page, in my bulletins and blogs seen. The more they get seen the more they get solved. What if it was your son, daughter, brother, sister, niece, nephew, friend, or someone you cared about that was hurt by one of the sickos? Ways you can help:CLICK HERE AND AUTOMATICALLY ADD ME TO YOUR TOP FRIENDSRepost this bulletin to your friends.Join This Important Cause!Help Make A Difference!Add To Friends Now!All wanted for sex crimes, failure to register as a sex offender, or crimes of vio

Beautiful Soul
I know that you are something special To you I'd be always faithful I want to be what you always needed Then I hope you'll see the heart in me I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I want to chase You're the one I want to hold I won't let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul Your beautiful soul, yeah You might need time to think it over But I'm just fine moving forward I'll ease your mind If you give me the chance I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I want to chase You're the one I want to hold I won't let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul Am I crazy for wanting you Baby do you think you could want me too I don't waste your time

The Hunger
Rough hands with a gentle touch A passionate kiss The feeling of not being able to get close enough Skin on skin Arms and legs intertwined The Hunger The Need The Wanting Not being able to catch my breath Not being able to get enough Desire The Aching Fingertips on my skin A hot breathe at the nape of my neck A hand full of hair The sound of my own passion trying to be free Skin on skin The Hunger The Need The Wanting The feeling of not being able to get close enough

Have Mercy On Us!"
All I can say is "Lord, Have mercy on us!" This will make you re-think: A Trivia question in Sunday School: How long is the beast allowed to have authority in Revelations? Revelations Chapter 13 tells us it is 42 Months, and you know what that is. Almost a four-year term of a Presidency. According to The Book of Revelations the anti-Christ is: The anti-Christ will be a man, in his 40's, of MUSLIM descent, Who will deceive the nations with persuasive language, and have A MASSIVE Christ-like appeal....the prophecy says that people will flock to him and he Will promise false hope and world peace, and when he is in power, will destroy everything.. Do we recognize this description?? I STRONGLY URGE each one of You to post this as many times as You can! Each opportunity that you have to send it to a friend or media outlet..do it! I refuse to take a ch

Letter From Men To Women
FROM MEN TO WOMEN GENERAL DISCLAIMER FOR ANY WIVES OR GIRLFRIENDS WHO HAPPEN UPON A COPY OF THIS: 1) The floor is considered an acceptable clothing storage location. 2) Never ask me to purchase feminine products. Assume that I will come home with the wrong thing. 3) When watching TV hugging is always fine because I can still see the screen. Kissing should only be done during timeouts and commercials. Questions should also be limited to this period as you stand a much better chance of getting an immediate response. 4) When we are watching your show and I change the channels during a commercial do not hassle me that they are over to change the channel back. I always know when the timing is right. Also, when we are channel surfing do not ask me to go back, there was a good reason why I skipped it. 5) If you need help with the laundry, I am more than willing to carry it from the bedroom to the washer. In my mind this is half the chor

Cigarettes And Tampons
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up and down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife?" He answers, " You see, it's like this... yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers, because it's soooooooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own... so does she."

09/08/08 - Anberlin - The Unwinding Cable Car (and It All Falls Down Edition)
ORIGINAL SONG BELOW The Unwinding Cable Car - Anberlin ACCOUSTIC VERSION BELOW The Unwinding Cable Car (AOL Sessions) - Anberlin LYRICS BELOW Emotive unstable You're like an unwinding cable car Listening for voices, but it's the choices that make us who we are Go your own way Even seasons have changed Just burn those new leaves over So self-absorbed You've seemed to ignore The prayers that have already come about This is the correlation Of salvation and love Don't drop your arms I'll guard your heart With quiet words I'll lead you in La La La... Backing away from the problem of pain You never had a home You've been misguided You're hiding in shadows for so very long Don't you believe that you've been deceived? That you're no better than, the hair in your eyes, it never disguised What you were really thinking of This is the correlation Of salvation and love Don't drop your arms I'll guard your heart With quiet words I'll le

Traffic Jam
A driver is stuck in a traffic jam going into downtown Chicago .. Nothing is moving north or south. Suddenly a man knocks on his window. The driver rolls down his window and asks, 'What happened, what's the hold Up?' 'Terrorists have kidnapped Barack Obama, Hillary Clinton, Oprah Winfrey, Rosie O'Donnell, Jesse Jackson and Al Sharpton. They are asking for a $10 Million ransom. Otherwise, they are going to douse them with gasoline and Set them on fire. We are going from car to car, taking up a collection.' The driver asks, 'On average, how much is everyone giving?' 'About a gallon.'

The Dream
Love, if I weep it will not matter, And if you laugh I shall not care; Foolish am I to think about it, But it is good to feel you there. Love, in my sleep I dreamed of waking, -- White and awful the moonlight reached Over the floor, and somewhere, somewhere, There was a shutter loose, -- it screeched! Swung in the wind, -- and no wind blowing! -- I was afraid, and turned to you, Put out my hand to you for comfort, -- And you were gone! Cold, cold as dew, Under my hand the moonlight lay! Love, if you laugh I shall not care, But if I weep it will not matter, -- Ah, it is good to feel you there! - Edna St. Vincent Millay

Blackmail
You Are Blackmail You are a good detective. You have dirt on everyone you know. And instead of gossiping, you sit on information that may be useful to you someday. You love power games. Especially if (and pretty much only if) you have the upper hand. You are brilliant and calculating. No one knows what you have in store! What Felony Are You?

What Kind Of Sandal Are You?
You are Platform Sandals Funky and urban You've got a cutting edge style that everyone envies A little bit downtown, a little bit euro, and whole lot of sexy! What Kind of Sandal Are You?

Useless Death And Violence
I just found out my friend commited suicide. It was just useless. I hate useless death and violence. I mean I know that everyone dies and violence is inherent in our world but why would you hurt yourself when there are so many other options in this life. Maybe its cause I am not strong enough to kill myself. Or maybe its how I think I am to strong to kill myself and end the pain. Maybe I am just upset. Who the fuck knows.

Bleed
"Bleed (I Must Be Dreaming)" How can I pretend that I don't see What you hide so carelessly? I saw her bleed You heard me breathe And I froze inside myself And turned away I must be dreaming We all live We all die That does not begin to justify you It's not what it seems Not what you think No I must be dreaming It's only in my mind Not in real life No I must be dreaming Help you know I've got to tell someone Tell them what I know you've done I fear you but spoken fears can come true We all live We all die That does not begin to justify you It's not what it seems Not what you think No I must be dreaming It's only in my mind Not in real life No I must be dreaming Not what it seems Not what you think I must be dreaming Just in my mind Not in real life I must be dreaming

What Does My Name Say About Me?
What Your Name Says About You Your name says that you are mostly: Brilliant but obsessive Your name also says you are: Passionate but flighty Unconventional but unstable Insightful but biases What Does Your Name Say About You?

How Friendly Am I?
Your Friendliness Score is 82 (Very Friendly) You are an amazing friend. Anyone who has you as a friend is incredibly lucky. And judging by how many friends you have, there are many lucky people in this world! You can talk to people easily, and you often turn strangers into friends. You are also a good listener. You are there for your friends when they need to vent, without judgment. Overall, you have a genuine interest in people and their lives. And your friends can tell. Taking time for your friends is very important to you. And because of this, you have lots of deep and meaningful friendships. How Friendly Are You?

3 Big Deals (only As For Me Though)
Do you know that girls fall in and out of love in an instant? This normally takes place when they didn't get what they expected at first. They might have felt very strong initial attraction towards a certain guy but with time they realized they made a mistake. Nothing can be more depressing than getting rejected or getting dumped therefore you must be aware of these mistakes before they happen to you. Always be honest Never hide anything from a girl even things about your past as no matter how much you might try to hide right now it's always going to be revealed at a later stage and at that stage it would come as a shock to her and she might end up dumping you. Therefore it's better to tell her everything right now and women want an honest man not someone who fakes the whole deal. Always be committed Commitment lays the basic foundation of the relationship and without commitment you can never survive in the long term. Commitment is one thing every girl demands in her m

Am I Sexually Powerful?
You Are Sexually Powerful Your attitude toward sex is healthy, safe, and sane. You enjoy sex as much as (or possibly even more than) the average person. You're open minded, intelligent, and adventurous when exploring your sexuality. And while you never take things too far, you take them far enough! Are You Sexually Powerful?

I Am Just Here .....
So, another year has gone by. Another year of pain and depression. Another year of feeling worthless. My birthday is in 9 days and again. I will be doing nothing. I will be at home, alone, yet again. I feel so alone. So incredibly sad. Why do I cry so much. Why do I have these thoughts. Of jus saying fuck it. I end my life to end this emptyness. No matter how hard I try, I still have no one. Im tired of sleeping alone, night after night. Im tired of not having anyone to spend time with. Im tired of feeling this emptyness inside me. The days just run together. Day after day, night after night. Its all the same. Drink myself into oblivion. Make myself so high I don't care. My enemy is myself. How do you escape yourself. How do you fill this emptyness. This loneliness. This blood reminds me that I am alive, but what if I bleed to die.

What's My Bedroom Personality?
Your Bedroom Personality: Healthy In the bedroom, you are open, honest, and giving. You are the ideal partner in many ways! Anyone is lucky to be with you. You see physical intimacy as an opportunity to grow and connect. You are up for experimentation, but you don't require it. What's Your Bedroom Personality?

Salt, Pepper And The Spices Of Life
*You're sitting at a table, having a meal with some friends. Bowls of soup are served to everyone at the table. Before tasting the soup, the person next to you reaches for the salt and pepper, and for the next 20 seconds vigorously shakes into the soup more salt and pepper than you would use in a month. You have a pained look on your face. These thoughts immediately go through your mind: "Why would you put salt and pepper in soup, or on any dish, BEFORE you taste it? How do you know how much to add?" You might also think, "How can someone put so much salt and pepper in their food?" Of course, the roles could be reversed. You might be the one who loves to put a lot of salt and pepper on your food and the person next to you eats the soup without adding salt or pepper. In that case, you think, "How can she eat this bland soup without putting any seasoning in it?" When it comes to salt, pepper, onions, garlic, curry or just about any type of seasoning, we tend to see things only

09/10/08 - The Doors - Alabama Song (mmm Whiskey Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Alabama Song (Whisky Bar) [New Stereo Mix] (Advanced Resolution) - The Doors LYRICS BELOW Well, show me the way To the next whisky bar Oh, don't ask why Oh, don't ask why Show me the way To the next whisky bar Oh, don't ask why Oh, don't ask why For if we don't find The next whisky bar I tell you we must die I tell you we must die I tell you, I tell you I tell you we must die Oh, moon of Alabama We now must say goodbye We've lost our good old mama And must have whisky, oh, you know why Oh, moon of Alabama We now must say goodbye We've lost our good old mama And must have whisky, oh, you know why Well, show me the way To the next little girl Oh, don't ask why Oh, don't ask why Show me the way To the next little girl Oh, don't ask why Oh, don't ask why For if we don't find The next little girl I tell you we must die I tell you we must die I tell you, I tell you I tell you we must die Oh, moon of Alabama

The Senator
While walking down the street one day a US senator is tragically hit by a truck and dies. His soul arrives in heaven and is met by St. Peter at the entrance. 'Welcome to heaven,' says St. Peter. 'Before you settle in, it seems there is a problem. We seldom see a high official around these parts, you see, so we're not sure what to do with you.' 'No problem, just let me in,' says the man. 'Well, I'd like to, but I have orders from higher up. What we'll do is have you spend one day in hell and one in heaven. Then you can choose where to spend eternity.' 'Really, I've made up my mind. I want to be in heaven,' says the senator. 'I'm sorry, but we have our rules.' And with that, St. Peter escorts him to the elevator and he goes down, down, down to hell. The doors open and he finds himself in the middle of a green golf course. In the distance is a clubhouse and standing in front of it are all his friends and other politicians who had worked with him. Everyon

09/10/08 - Faith No More - Midlife Crisis (wring My Neck Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Midlife Crisis - Faith No More VIDEO VERSION BELOW Midlife Crisis - Faith No More LYRICS BELOW Go on and wring my neck Like when a rag gets wet A little discipline For my pet genius My head is like a lettuce Go on and dig your thumbs in I cannot stop giving I'm thirty-something Sense of security Like pockets jingling Midlife crisis Suck ingenuity Down through the family tree You're perfect, yes, it's true But without me you're only you (you're only you) Your menstruating heart It ain't bleedin' enough for two It's a midlife crisis It's a midlife crisis... What an inheritance The salt and the Kleenex Morbid self attention Bending my pinky back A little discipline A donor by habit A little discipline Rent an opinion Sense of security Holding blunt instrument (midlife crisis) I'm a perfectionist And perfect is a skinned knee You're perfect, yes, it's true But without me you're only you Your menstr

Episode 1
Narrator Wrote: Tonight's Episode of Silent Hill Insanity Theater.... Narrator Wrote: On tonight's episode of Silent Hill Insanity Theater, Yume, D and Kuro decide it's time to put an end to the potty zombie once and for all. Narrator Wrote: Meanwhile on the other side of the Bar, Adene, Wolf and Vivi discuss the impending battle. Narrator Wrote: Moments later, the trio enter the bathroom where the zombie resides, and all hell breaks loose!. Narrator Wrote: The battle over, the trio return upstairs, where Adene asks what happened. Narrator Wrote: Next time, on Silent Hill Insanity Theater, What happens when you feed Kuro after dark? Stay t

Episode 2
Narrator Wrote: On tonight's episode of Silent Hill Insanity Theater, we show you reasons why our band of heroes suspect they should never feed KuroTora after midnight! Narrator Wrote: Our story unfolds one night just after midnight in the bathroom no one ever enters without the intent of killing the potty zombie. Narrator holding his nose Wrote: Later, we find Wolf and Seb going for coffee in the kitchen, when... Narrator Wrote: After a power nap, Kuro goes with Darque and D to the school to search for clues, only to encounter the dreaded Pyramid Head! Narrator Wrote: Finally, after the darkness clears and all appears to be safe, Adene and Rave go for a walk just outside the bar to disc

A Broken Hearted Lover's Plea
I would follow you into the deepest depths of hell As long as you’re by my side it would be swell. I want to be there for the darkest times in your life And walk beside you through your times of strife. It’s not fair for me to have to watch you fight alone. And it hurts me so much to only talk on the phone. Let my love be a mercenary for you in this fight. And allow it to put an end to your melancholy plight. Depression and dark times are things I know of. Never, before you, have I known these feelings of love. You released new things when you opened my heart. The beating has stopped, possibly to never re-start. If it doesn’t, there’s no reason for you to feel bad. Just please remember the exciting times that we had. Life is a cycle with hard times that come and go. And being with you is worth it just so you know. I want you to be here where you can cry in my embrace I want to be close to wipe the tears from your face. Please allow me to be your strength when it fails

Midnight Dreamer
Come see us again in the Midnight Dreamer Lounge! Come listen and chat with our wonderful members and staff! You'll keep comin back! Midnight Dreamer Midnight Dreamer Lounge... come for the company... stay for the tunes... keep comin back for the FUN! OWNER @ Midnight DreamerCO OWNER @ Midnight Dreamer Midnight Dreamer...Please come join in the fun!!!

Panthers Vs. Chargers
I am going to be honest...at the beginning of the game and several times throughout the game on Sunday...I was cussing the Panthers with everything I had. They had some terrible plays...but they also had some very good plays...and one amazing play that won them the game. I am still shocked by this I thought there was no way they were going to win with 2 seconds on the board! I was highly impressed =o)~ Ya'll ...even you non-panther fans... have to admit it was an awesome play! Search Video Codes

Mov'in On....
When We Move On When we move on we make a choice..... a choice to survive or to give up. A decission made that can change a life or two. When we move on we can do it in two different ways..... we can either do it by excepting what we can not change.... or we can dweal on the negative and never move on. When we move on it is expected that we make a choice..... a choice to live and be who we are...... and regardless we travel down the path that will challenge us. When we move on.....

How Girlish/boyish Are You?
You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Of Course We Remember
Of Course We Remember Today countless blogs will be written about the accounts and time line of the infamous, tragic events of September 11th, 2001. A day, named Patriot's Day, a day that we (while not the first time), were attacked by a group of extreme idealistic persons whom felt threatened by the mere existence of the United State's freedoms. Over 3,000 people lost their lives, and many more continue to loose their lives in a fight back and standing ground of extremists. Many of our own have fallen, Many of our own have come home to be looked down upon, to be seen as sheep and followers of words. However, it was actions of those whom put us into the battle gear and battle faces to stand up for what many take for granted. We all seem to take time to remember this day, we can all account for where we were, what were doing, and who we with, as generations before-stopped and knew where they were when JFK was shot and killed, or when Pearl Harbor happened...We can all account

He Is So Amazing !
I met this guy, on here he so amazing he is one of the sweetest people in the world! I had a ton more to say here but I just cant tink right now my head hurts my back hurts my chest hurts I think I am catching a cold :(

David Letterman
Right on David He is telling us the truth David Letterman wrote this; it's the David we don't often see... ' As most of you know I am not a President Bush fan, nor have I ever been, but this is not about Bush, it is about us, as Americans, and it seems to hit the mark. 'The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some Poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence 2/3 of the citizenry just ain't happy and wa nt a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, 'What are we so unhappy about?'' A.. Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 Days a week? B.. Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter?

The Great Selene Part 1
selene was a beautiful woman with long black hair and her man beside her handsome and strong with muscles and broad shoulders. he had a scar that looked like a dragon on his shoulder. he had brown eyes and long black hair his name was draco. he wore silver armor on his chest with the head of a wolf in black. he walks over to selene and grabs her hair and kisses her on her lips then lets go and tells her he loves her as he got on his white horse to ride of into battle. she wore a black halter top that was low cut, a mini skirt with chains, she had beautiful eyes full of life and mysterious. she had long legs that had black belted boots with a knife on the side. draco returns and he takes off his clothes and starts taking off hers. she pulls out her knife boot and says " DO you love me enough to endure pain", he replied " yes i do my queen, i love you to rule my body" she laughed as she cut him. she threw him down. and sat on him. going up and down. making him want her more. " OH my quee

I Promise Baby
I promise baby I'll love you with you forever I'll stay I'll do anything and everything To keep harm to you away I promise baby I can give you hugs That only I can give I'll honor and protect you As long as I shall live I promise baby I'll give you kisses So sweet forever you'll taste I'll kiss you until tomorrows here No kisses for you to waste I promise baby I'll be here with you Like I know you'll be there for me I'll bring happiness to your eyes Love deeper than the sea I promise baby I'll never hurt you forever have no fears I'll give up everything To see you cry no tears I promise baby you can trust me I'll give you the world and more I'll be your fairytale suitor You shall be my Cinderella girl I promise baby I'll treat you As every women shall be My beautiful royal princess Show you off for everyone to see I promise baby this to you Promises so deep than he said, " But I'm truly sorry, there isn't one that I did keep."

6 More Months
IM JUST UPDATING ON THE MAY 21, 08 BLOG ABOUT ME LEAVING ON MY BIRTHDAY. 6 MORE MONTHS TIL MY BIRTHDAY. MARCH 21. AND, ILL BE LEAVING FUBAR FOR GOOD. NEVER TO COME BACK. IVE MET ALOT OF GREAT PEOPLE ON HERE. AND I WILL MISS U ALL. UNTIL THEN, PLEASE HELP ME GET THE HIGHEST LEVEL THAT I CAN B4 MY BIRTHDAY. THANKS

Love Always Dies Last
Love Always Dies Last How did it feel to hold my still beating heart in your hands? To see the look of surprise in my eyes as you ripped it from my chest? Was my blood still hot as it poured through your fingers? Could you feel my pulse as it began to slow? When my eyes began to close, was it surprise or sadness on my face? Or love? Yes, I think that it was probably love. Love always dies last.

One
One So close, so very close…not close enough. My heart explodes, I cannot breathe. Touch me, caress me – sate my hunger. Come into me, fill me. Hot breath upon my neck, your fingers mold my body. Your hardness prodding, searching. Passions soar – outstretched, longing, clawing, rending. Your life flows into me – pulses, invades my body and soul. We are one.

My Personality
Your result for The LONG Scientific Personality Test...ESFJ-The Provider Providers, a subgroup of the Guardians, take it upon themselves to arrange for the health and welfare of those in their care, as well as being quite sociable. Wherever they go, Providers take up the role of social contributor, happily giving their time and energy to make sure that the needs of others are met, that traditions are supported and developed, and that social functions are a success. Providers are extremely sensitive to the feelings of others, which makes them perhaps the most sympathetic of all the types, but which also leaves them rather self-conscious, that is, highly sensitive to what others think of them. Because of this Providers can be crushed by personal criticism, and will work most effectively when given ample appreciation both for themselves personally and for the service they give to others. This is not to say that Providers are afraid to express their own emotional reactions. T

Rebel's Hideaway!!
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Saving Abel,after All Lyrics
After all the pain ya' put me through I can't stand to see the sight of you And you won't drown me in your misery You'll have to find someone else To be your company Facts first this opinion Nothin' never'll last forever So when she said she was leavin' this time I smiled and said I'd let her Never in my life am I so glad to see Somethin' end So in retrospect to everything Well I'm hysterical it did, well it did Cuz' after all the pain ya' put me through I can't stand to see the sight of you And you won't drown me in your misery You'll have to find someone else To be your company It's not a question of love and hate You made our life together so desolate Well I'll just call this my resurrection My savior from self destruction Cuz' after all the pain ya' put me through I can't stand to see the sight of you And you won't drown me in your misery You'll have to find someone else To be your company Yea….yea….yea They say that misery loves company Yea…

This Unfortunate Reality
I love you more than you will let yourself see It fills me up; I’m afraid it’s going to burst free. I must hide my love so no one else will know. I don’t know how long I can put on this show. But it’s worth it to see that smile on your face. No matter where we are, it brightens any place. I know I’m not supposed to feel these things. But when I try to stop I’m a bird without wings. When we talk I’m not supposed to say “I love you” My awkward silence is a lie because I really do. How can any man fight a feeling this strong. When it feels so right, how can it be wrong? I don’t like these words but I have to release The things in my head that won’t give me peace. But it is what it is and that is how it must be And I have to accept this unfortunate reality.

The Door To Hell
This place in Uzbekistan is called by locals “The Door to Hell”. It is situated near the small town of Darvaz. The story of this place lasts already for 35 years. Once the geologists were drilling for gas. Then suddenly during the drilling they have found an underground cavern, it was so big that all the drilling site with all the equipment and camps got deep deep under the ground. None dared to go down there because the cavern was filled with gas. So they ignited it so that no poisonous gas could come out of the hole, and since then, it’s burning, already for 35 years without any pause. Nobody knows how many tons of excellent gas has been burned for all those years but it just seems to be infinite there.

Argument With A Typical Liberal
yes this is what i do in my free time. KIDDING. long. don't read if you're easily bored. or a democrat. but this about sums up the stupidity of the election this year. to me anyways. Email from an ex neighbor... OK OK OK, you've made it pretty clear that you don't like Obama. So I was wondering if you can tell me what it is you support about John McCain. Sell me, if you will of why McCain will not be four more years of G W B. What policies has he put in place and what is his vision for Americas future. I'm real interested, so in your own words I challenge you to win me over. All kidding aside. My answer... Actually I can't stand McCain either, he's too old & wouldn't want to see his potato head on tv every other night. But so far I do like the lady he picked for vp. BUT he does have more experience than Obama, & this hope for change bullshit & the people that follow it like cult members really freak me out. There's nothing substantial that he's running on that I've heard

Any Help
im not sure how this works but im going to try. i miss my family so very very much. my wife took off on me with some other guy and took my kids toooo. i have to pay for a layer and she gets her for free . whz up with that!!!!!!!! i love her but i do know shes now gone . she even got my kiddos lieing for her in court. just wish i knew what to do?// just maybe one of these day they will see what it is she as done. i do know when they do see it it will be her that pays for it. but right now im tha one paying for and just dont understand will anyone please help me with any advise ty brian

Cats
i went to the bathroom as soon as i got home from work, came out, went to grab a cup of coffee and freaked cause i thought my cat was on the floor dead. he's on his back (still on his back btw) sprawled out. he's not dead he's just fat! and wont move. i love my cats!! he's funny.

For My Page Visitors
For those that come by I have decided to show some appreciation to you with my own little award I have made, how long I do this and will start making them for others to give is all up to time, if it permits.I am no professional so please don't make that mistake but I will try to help where and when I can. I do most of my work @ imiki but I also use lunapick; photobucket sometimes I use the help of windows paint program, yes it is simplistic but it still has uses that help me edit pictures to use in these other applications. look at this below: imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World

Last Day On Fubar
AS OF TOMMORROW AFTERNNON THIS SCREEN NAME WILL BE NO MORE. IM LEAVING FUBAR AND DONT KNOW IF I WILL EVER COME BACK. TOMMORROW I WILL DELETE. PEOPLE WHO WANT TO STILL GET A HOLD OF ME CAN BY LOOKIN FOR ME AT alexluciano74@yahoo.com OR apollo12574@hotmail.com EMAIL ME OR ADD ME AND LET ME KNOW WHAT SITE YOU SEEN THIS MESSENGE FROM. SO, IF YOU WANT TO STAY AS FRIENDS OF MINE ON THE INTERNET EMAIL ME AND ADD ME. THIS IS A FINAL FARWELL FOR ME ON MYSPACE. TY

Do You Need Fubucks
Click on one of these pictures if you would like to help,, DON'T FORGET TO E-MAIL ME FOR YOUR FUBUCKS Mizzzz Brat"~Johnny Chimpo.~ My Fu slave & Personal Body Guard...Must have salute & read profil@ fubar

Hollowed
A thousand thousand cuts I suffered From the knife's edge of your indifference. Hurt more than you will ever know; Cut deeper than the blood, Cut deeper than the bone, You left my soul to bleed away. Minute to day, Day to week, Week to month, But still just One Endless Empty Night That I tried to fill any way that I could With women, smoke and booze. A violent, self-sustaining cycle of personal destruction That I reveled in, Until I didn't-- Misery, fed upon misery, begets only misery, As do anger, and sadness, and guilt. All of which I've felt Alternating In waves of dagger-sharp sensation, Neon cold and ice bright. Strangely enough, though, In a way I feel I should thank you, You and your hollow promise of friendship and love, For the people I've met, And the true friends I've made, I'd never have found them without your un-presence in my life. And because of them I've learned the meaning of true friendship, And I've learned the meaning of true lov

The Last Footage Of Tupac Performing
The last footage of Tupac performing will be released on DVD real soon. The DVD, titled "The Complete Live Performances," which is due October 31, will feature Tupac's 1996 at Suge Knight's Las Vegas Club 662, which took place shortly before he was gunned down. The two-disc DVD also includes Tupac's show at the House of Blues in West Hollywood, California, from earlier that year.

The Outlawz Respond To Faith Evans' Claims About Tupac
If you're not aware, Faith Evans has a book coming out. And what sells better than sex or controversy? Controversy ABOUT sex! MissInfo.tv recently leaked two pages from the book where Faith insults Tupac's memory by alleging that he was abusive towards her and that she never slept with him and also Biggie's by admitting she was always cheating on him and that he was abusive too; while all the time she is the innocent do gooder victim. Read them here and here. The Outlawz; both blessed and burdened with the torch of Tupac are of course his representatives while he isn't here, and EDI wanted StreetHop.com to release this statement about the allegations, book, and Ms. Evans. "Let me start off by saying that this is not an attempt to fight Tupac's battles. Over the past twelve years there have been numerous articles, books, DVD's, movies, interviews, etc about Pac and his life. We normally do not speak nor comment on shit because it's really not worth it and we all have better thi

My Account
IM PUTTING THIS BLOG IN CAPS BECAUSE IM SICK AND TIRED OF THE BULLSHIT GOING ON IN THIS SITE... IF MY ACCOUNT GETS DELETED, THEN SO BE IT IM NOT COMING BACK. AND ILL DELETE MY OTHER ACCOUNT ON MY OWN... IT WAS FUN KNOWING YOU ALL, IT WAS FUN WHILE IT LASTED. WHILE IT LASTED THATS FUNNY... SO THATS THE HEADS UP, NICE KNOWING YOU IT WAS FUN...

What Rock Band Are You
WHAT ROCK BAND ARE YOU?? (COOL PICS)SLIPKNOTAWSUME UR ONE OF THE GREATEST ROCK BANDS EVER! THEY KICK ASS! U LIKE LOUD MUSIC AND LIKE TO HEADBANG! U HATE PRESIDENT BUSH AND I DONT BLAME U!!!Music Quizzes (APPARENTLY SLIPKNOT - CAN ANYONE ENLIGHTEN ME NEVER HEARD OF THEM!)

Intensity
Just the moment I dive into your smile The first and last I breathe in depths unwarned Stolen secrets of my soul slither aside My sweetest intensity My sweetest intensity Underneath your perfect flaws torn Your strength resurrected in echoes unseen And cast a fragile spell over me A moment to believe A moment to believe Shattered through your eternity silent You chase away the nightmares scarred The coldness in the flames of my world Your searing passion Your searing passion Trembling whispers crash against my dreams And it calms the torment in my heart Tearing my walls into your open hands Drowning in your embrace Drowning in your embrace In the symphony of your mind The sacrifices paid and agony silent still And the eons ahead you destroy with a kiss Of your mesmerizing eyes Of your mesmerizing eyes Nevermore asphyxiating on the deadened world The moments without your laugh empty And the secrets stolen laid aside In the warmth of your arms In

Distorted Priorities Of Our Nation
Why is marijuana not legal? Why is marijuana not legal? It's a natural plant that grows in the dirt. Do you know what's not natural? 80 year old dudes with hard-ons. That's not natural. But we got pills for that. We're dedicating all our medical resources to keeping the old guys erect, but we're putting people in jail for something that grows in the dirt? You know we have more prescription drugs now. Every commercial that comes on TV is a prescription drug ad. I can't watch TV for four minutes without thinking I have five serious diseases. Like: "Do you ever wake up tired in the morning?" Oh my god I have this, write this down. Whatever it is, I have it. Half the time I don't even know what the commercial is: people running in fields or flying kites or swimming in the ocean. I'm like that is the greatest disease ever. How do you get that? That disease comes with a hot chick and a puppy. The schools now: It is all about self-esteem in the schools n

Kubla Khan.....by Samuel Taylor Coleridge
In Xanadu did Kubla Khan A stately pleasure-dome decree : Where Alph, the sacred river, ran Through caverns measureless to man Down to a sunless sea. So twice five miles of fertile ground With walls and towers were girdled round : And there were gardens bright with sinuous rills, Where blossomed many an incense-bearing tree ; And here were forests ancient as the hills, Enfolding sunny spots of greenery. But oh ! that deep romantic chasm which slanted Down the green hill athwart a cedarn cover ! A savage place ! as holy and enchanted As e'er beneath a waning moon was haunted By woman wailing for her demon-lover ! And from this chasm, with ceaseless turmoil seething, As if this earth in fast thick pants were breathing, A mighty fountain momently was forced : Amid whose swift half-intermitted burst Huge fragments vaulted like rebounding hail, Or chaffy grain beneath the thresher's flail : And 'mid these dancing ro

Carebear- 2nd Alarm Hottie
COME SHOW CAREBEAR SOME LOVE IN HER CONTEST... RATE AND COMMENT.... HELP THIS 2ND ALARM HOTTIE OUT! [ fubar.com photo: 93811565 ] ALSO SHOW HER SOME LOVE ON HER PAGE.... SHE IS A SWEETIE AND HELP HER LEVEL! CAREBEAR>2ndAlarmHottie/SurrealsAngel/owned by Tender Heart,LostAngel@ fubar

F.f Prayer
Another F.F prayer Brothers, when you weep for me Remember that it was meant to be. Lay me down and when you leave Remember I'll be at your sleeve. In every dark and choking hall I'll be there as you slowly crawl. On every roof in driving snow I'll hold your coat and you will know. In hot cellars in searing heat At windows where a gate you.. --> must --> meet In closets where young children hide You know I'll be at your side. The house from which I now respond Is over staffed with heroes gone. Men who answered one last bell Did the job and did it well. As fire men we understand That death's a card dealt in our hand. A card we hope we never play But one we hold there anyway. That card is something we ignore As we crawl across a weakened floor. For we know that we're the only prayer For anyone that might be there. So remember as you wipe your tears The joy I know throughout the years. As I did the job I loved to do I pray that thought will s

Immortal
She is forever standing at our secret pond beneath our loving tree. Welcome late-spring breeze lifting summer dress and hat ever so slightly. She is dropping a rose frozen forever in time it cascades from her hand. Around her, the pond, the cat-tails, the bird song, all captured deliciously. She is smiling playfully as rose follows petals to rest amidst lily-pads. A buzz of bumblebee, breeze dancing leaves above, mid-morning sun seems to kiss her. She laughs hearing her name turns with anticipation burned forever is the sight. Even as life continues - for that split second her beauty is immortalized.

My Deadline
this is for any woman that reads this that i am growing tired of finding a woman that doesn't want to be with me. i have three different job offers that i am making my decision within the next month at least. so if there is any of those woman that say that they really do like me and i do believe one since she live in Michigan. as for the others i got to say i might be heading that way soon for her.

Poem4
evil wishing things were easy praying tht everything get better as i am siting here in this house i feel an evil pressence i dont know how bad it is i know its here and i wish i could see it but i dont have tht kind of talent sitting here throwing down beers like there is no tommorrow wanting to be set free this evil lurks the streets to fidn its victims that is why so many people die all because of evil this world is meant to be rough but it picks on those not so tough so why isthi evil lurking our streets why is it hurting our kids nobody knows where to begin so they can defend i hope one day all evil comes to an end

Dear: Women Who Hurt?
I wish that I could put a smile where you're frown is. It saddens me that so many females hurt, I know it is a part of life. What bothers me is that foolish males cause them to hate us good guys that really but you won't believe us cause some ass that did't care. I want to start my own lounge here for people to just vent or like confessinon booth. Tell me what you think.

Realize
Tadoritsuku basho saemo wakaranai Todoku to shinjite ima Omoi o hashiraseruyo Katachi kaeteyuku kokoro mo kono machi mo Dakedo kienai negai ga aru Chigau yume o mite onaji sora nagameta Ano hi chikatta “makenaikoto” Zutto futari kono te tsunagezuni Umaretekita imi o sagashiteta Tadoritsuku basho saemo wakaranai Todoku to shinjite ima Omoi o hashiraseruyo Ayamachi mo setsunasa mo koeru toki Negai ga hikari dakishimeru Mirai o yobisamashite Kaze ni nagareteku ano kumo no kodoku o Kimi mo dokoka de kanjiteruno? Yume o mamoru tame tagai o kizutsuke Senaka awase ni aruiteikita Kitto itsuka wakariaeru daroo Onaji kimochi de iru shinjitai Mayoukoto osorezuni habatakeru Kodoo ga namiutsu Mada yume o akiramenaide Kurayami mo kodoku nimo tachimukau Kimi to deaeta yorokobi o Kanarazu tsutaeni ikoo Tadoritsuku basho saemo wakaranai Todoku to shinjite ima omoi o hashiraseruyo Ayamachi mo setsunasa mo hanaretemo Ano hi to onaji kono sora wa... Kimi e to tsu

A Letter To The One That Ran Away
I used to think you cared about me But with all you put me through it can't be I would rationalize why you weren't around And when I think about it now it just brings me down When you talked about him it was always bad did you ever stop to think that he is my dad you tried to be cool instead of being what you should have been some day I'll forgive you but right now I dont know if I can I think the only good things you ever gave me was a sister and a brother Hopefully some day you will figure out how to be a mother

Darkness Feel My Pain
A s my picture bleeds black and white , i vision you from the waking of my sight i feel the sun warm on my skin princling knives within but darkness transforms to a storm within , pain, insane , torn , and frightened.. my heart turns cold as i wonder why , broken i am by night torn i am by day alonde in the dark my eyes they bleed my tears turn to ice but as i sleep you here me calll the black and white darkness within me

So Tired....
well as of tonight i've just about lost my mind lol! i do belive school is designed not to educate but to slowly turn your brain to shit! i haven't really had a minute to myself since i started , but i'm getting ready to have some fun i've earned it! as of right now i have 4 a's and one c! so next weekend is gonna be a treat for me...my sweetie should be home on friday i really can't wait!anyways later!

Yet Another One For My Fu-owner!!
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Am I Goth?
You Are 36% Goth You definitely have some gothicness going on, but you're far from being a stereotypical goth. You enjoy certain elements of goth culture, but you're not going to be into something simply because it's goth. It's likely that you're the type of person who totally defies labels. Good for you! If you are into something, it's because you sincerely love it. Not because it projects a certain image. Are You Goth?

What Felony Am I?
You Are Arson No doubt about it, you have a serious destructive streak. You can't help it! Sometimes you just get so frustrated with the world, and you have to let your aggression out You have a notoriously bad temper. You are obsessed with getting your revenge. You are obviously a pyromaniac, whether you realize it or not. It feels great to watch something burn. What Felony Are You?

Am I Kinky?
You Are 85% Kinky If you've heard of it, you've tried it. You're that kinky. You're open to any and all sexual experiences, as long as they're safe. You see the bedroom as the primary place for all your adventures. But that's not to say that the bedroom is the only place you get kinky! Are You Kinky?

Choices
Choices by Me Time comes when you must decide To look at what you want in life Never to know without trying Wondering what should you do Never to need and never to fall Don't just wait and watch it past Time is not to waste but to be spent Always looking forward and never back The choice's you make is your fate

Dj Jester
AfterShock Radio Presents.... He's Wild!!! He's Crazy!! And...He Knows How To Shake things up!!! Do you like to have a good time? Do you like music? Do you like to shake your ass? And Get wild and crazy??? Then AfterShock Radio is the place to be? And who better to spend some good times with than The awesome and very talented DJ's at Shockwave Shockwave Bar & Grill & AfterShock Radio are hiring.. We need the following to join our growing staff... Bartenders Security Back-Up DJ's And we have 2 DJ slots open If you are interested in working at Shockwave Bar & Grill And AfterShock Radio dot Net Please get in touch with one of these staff members on yahoo... Station Owner - Dave uncledave_dave Station Owner - Tammy browneyeddaveswifey Station Manager - Mike black_shadow1966 Station Assistant Manager - Ben heavyd2062 or Station Liason - Pete chathub2 ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Here is a list of all staff members ~*~Owners~*~ DJ

When You Love Someone
When you love someone so deep inside, It seems like it's so easy to hide. Seems you've loved him for so very long, You would think he could do no wrong. Every day you would hope and pray, That he would always stay this way. He treated you like you should be treated, You thought your life was finally completed. You thought your love was growing true, And then one day it was all so blue. He started putting you down and it hurt, You thought all you were to him was dirt. He started ignoring you and you wondered why, All you wanted to do was curl up and die. You thought your relationship would never end, But that was all so fake and pretend. One night he was so sweet to you, You thought all those things were maybe untrue, Two days later he was back the same, You thought you were the one to blame. He thought the relationship was getting too serious And that you had become a little too cooky. By this time you knew it wouldn't last, All the nice things he said

Black Roses
i sit on my own in my small black room, a single rose laying on my lap. i listen to the music pouring out my stereo and think about the world, outside my small room, filled with evil nasty faces of people out to get me, out to torture me, to make life living hell just for people who are different... as i think i shrink away into the corner and hug my knees close to my chest, losing myself in my world of paranoia and lonliness, in a world full of black roses surrounding me, with peircing thorns, waitin to pierce into my skin, into my heart. ©DGTFB 1975

In Reality We Suffer
Darkness surrounds us soon will descend Grey decay living dead dark are the days ahead Conserve that precious hatred for later Dark are the days ahead the walls we face are growing heavy to carry its name Carved in flesh the rage If this is it let the apocalypse begin Grey decay living dead Dark are the days ahead a thousand destinies made one and nothing If this is it let the apocalypse begin So alike so alone we suffer ©DGTFB 1975

"i Cry"
When I cry My heart bleeds I know for the facts that if I cry Means that I do love you. It's hard to hold back tears when I do not want you to see me cry I have to swallow it quickly before you catch me shed a tear. I do not want to show I'm the weak one. But at the same time I am feel the weak one

09/22/08 - Anberlin - Feel Good Drag (exclusive New Album "new Surrender" Out September 30th Get It!!!)
SONG VERSION BELOW Feel Good Drag - Anberlin LYRICS BELOW "i'm here for you" she said And we can stay for awhile, My boyfriend's gone, We can just pretend. Lips that need no introduction Now who's the greater sin, Your drab eyes seem to invite (tell me darling) where do we begin. Was this over before Before it ever began Your kiss Your calls Your crutch Like the devils got your hand This was over before Before it ever began Your lips Your lies Your lust Like the devils in your hands Everyone in this town Is seeing somebody else Everybody's tired of someone Our eyes wander for help Prayers that need no answer now I'm tired of who i am You were my greatest mistake I fell in love with your sin Your littlest sin Was this over before Before it ever began Your kiss Your calls Your crutch Like the devils got your hand This was over before Before it ever began Your lips Your lies Your lust Like the devils in your hands Failure is

My Sister's Keeper By Jodi Picoult
Plot Summary: Anna was genetically engineered to be a perfect match for her cancer-ridden older sister. Since birth, the 13-year-old has donated platelets, blood, her umbilical cord, and bone marrow as part of her family's struggle to lengthen Kate's life. Anna is now being considered as a kidney donor in a last-ditch attempt to save her 16-year-old sister. As this compelling story opens, Anna has hired a lawyer to represent her in a medical emancipation suit to allow her to have control over her own body. Picoult skillfully relates the ensuing drama from the points of view of the parents; Anna; Cambell, the self-absorbed lawyer; Julia, the court-appointed guardian ad litem; and Jesse, the troubled oldest child in the family. Everyone's quandary is explicated and each of the characters is fully developed. There seems to be no easy answer, and readers are likely to be sympathetic to all sides of the case. This is a real page-turner and frighteningly thought-provoking. The story shows ev

The Glass House
Plot Summary: After the sudden death of their parents in a car accident, 16-year-old Ruby Baker and her 11-year-old brother Rhett are sent to live in the posh Malibu house of Terry and Erin Glass, old friends of their parents. But Ruby soon learns that her new foster parents are not all they seem to be. Terry and Erin draw Ruby and an unsuspecting Rhett into deadly mind games and deceptions, and it becomes clear that Terry has set his sights on Ruby and Rhett's $4 million trust fund My Comments: I love this movie. Lots of twists and turns. I hadn't seen in it awhile and just watched it again recently. High recommended. Rating: 7/10

Djing In Lounges
so where did i start i have been on fubar for like 5 years i delete my acc# then make a new one done it like 10 times now BUT i have been djing for 2 years now and i would love to dj for a lounge that play all songs just not one kind so if you are a lounge owner and need a dj please get back to me................... thanks

Love On The Internet
Though I wasn't looking for anyone new, One day I got e- mail and in it was you. Charming, sensitive and so debonair, I strongly resisted it go anywhere. But letters and stories captured my heart, Filled me with passion almost from the start. Love on the Internet, how could it be? These things just don't happen to people like me. But doves and butterflies flew into our lives, Carrying messages we could not deny. Each person has meaning and love to express, And we could deny our hearts nothing less. It's a beautiful love that has grown between us, Something beyond any words we discuss. Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such, Far down to our souls, beyond human touch. My love's not confined by what it can see, I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream. Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear, "Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear." It's the soul that captures God's love in a way That eternally melts hearts together to

Cia Distruction Of Tapes
BIDEN Calls on Mukasey to Appoint Special Counsel to Investigate CIA's Destruction of Interrogation Tapes December 9, 2007 Washington, DC - Former Chairman of the Senate Judiciary Committee and current Chairman of the Senate Foreign Relations Committee Joseph R. Biden, Jr. (D-DE) called on Attorney General Michael Mukasey today to appoint a Special Counsel to investigate the CIA's destruction of interrogation tapes: "Under federal law, the Attorney General may appoint a Special Counsel to prosecute matters when he or she determines that an investigation by the Department itself would present a conflict of interest, or there are other extraordinary circumstances and it would be in the public interest to do so. I believe these conditions are met. "This is a White House that has sanctioned and pushed for the kind of interrogation techniques captured on those video tapes. This is a White House that was informed of the CIA's desire to destroy those tapes. Thus, it is possible this inv

Another Day Without You
Why do I feel wrapped in the darkness of the night Like the blue whale calling for a mate that is gone In the empty abyss of my life nothing echoes back no call returned why do I feel a great pang in my chest as if struck by lightning when I see your pic when I remember you when I hear any number of songs why did you send me a song in the night of hope to shatter me then next day why do you fear this love so when you know its real when you know its alive when such a rare gift comes along and all you have to do is embrace it what scar do you bear that has hurt you so what man made you like this I pray it wasnt me the coyotes call once again mocks me in my lonely mind as I miss you miss your love miss your words miss your laugh miss your smile miss your kiss although sent mentally felt as though you were right here nothing about us was make beleive nothing was a game we are real as real can be and here I stand here I wait here I hope and here I pray t

Mental Masturbation.
I feel like writing so i guess I shall. The problem is however: What to write about? I mean I like this kind of self-examining/musing writing on writing. But besides merely being literary masturbation, I wonder where I could go with this. Some of the auto-ethnographers do this type of thing all of time. Frankly, staying in this voice I find rather awkward. I mean there is no action, no agency in this writing. Its like a conversation in the empty caverns of my brain. But, I still don't know what i should write about! So I shall write about what i think of society and its blatant attempt to make every human being the same. Why is it that there are people out there that think that every person has to conform to the way that they think? wasn't the point of even starting this country the fact that it is supposed to be free? I think not... I personally think that it was a way to get certain things the way that other people wanted them. This is not a free country, I will give cre

4 Blondes By Candace Bushnell
Plot Summary: The author whose name is synonymous with her novel Sex and the City weighs in again with four loosely linked tales that form a sexually charged and withering analysis of how New York'sAand London'sAwomen work feverishly at their relationships, meanwhile trying desperately to make their names. In the first chapter, the bluntly scheming, semisuccessful model Janey Wilcox is in her 10th year of charming powerful, rich men into installing her in their Hamptons homes for the summer. The mutual benefits are obvious: the moguls get a gorgeous sex kitten to display and bed, while she summers in high style. When this arrangement leads to a few humiliating encounters, however, Janey tries her hand at screenwriting and attempts real estate school, but eventually she finds her fortune in a more realistic endeavor: a lucrative lingerie modeling contract. The next story features Winnie, a successful columnist married to a mediocre literary journalist. The victims of relentless ambition

Cbs: Special Report
So I am sitting here waiting for Criminal Minds to come on and CBS announces that the President has something to say. He is focusing on the financial crisis that we are in. Predminately the housing market, he says the blame lies in the easy lending that was forwarded to us people making it easier to pull homeowners loans. Because the people pulled loans out of their reach we are in this crisis. Because so many loans began to default they had to pull back on the loan process, becoming more critical in the approval process. This caused the supply and demand to become off balance. Their were more homes being built than their were people to purchase them. Ok, I can see his point, but it is not only the fault of the people. Let's see the some other reasons for this economic crisis. How about the gas hikes. No, it couldn't be. That wouldn't impact the home incomes. No one travels for work. Oh, wait a minute---yes they do. What about the groceries. These prices hav

Which Major Arcane Are You
You Scored as The High PriestessDivinatory Meaning: Be guided by your intuition. Reverse Meaning: Superstitious. Deluded. You feel energy around you…everywhere. You are aware of things that others are not. You listen more to your inner voice or feelings than most people. Concentrate your efforts on this gift. It is a talent that will develop as you focus on it.

Ghost Photography 101
Ghost Photography 101 Part Two - False Anomalies False 'ghost orbs' and anomalies can happen to anyone, even professional ghost hunters. We see these pictures regularly. In some cases, we don't say anything, especially when someone really wants to believe they've captured a ghost on film. Why spoil their fun? However, to tell what's real and what's fantasy, here are some simple rules: Watch for reflected light from things in the photo. We've seen hundreds of photos with that include obvious reflections. One of the most unique was a photo of a woman with orbs in front of her. However, she was wearing a beaded sweater, and the beads were reflecting light at the camera lens. The reflections appeared as orbs. In another case, an oval-shaped orb appeared near the top of a photo, taken outside. Again, we could see the source: An outdoor light created a flare on the camera lens. Since the light hit the side of the lens, not in the center, the shape was distorted into an ova

Ready For Love
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

What I Feel :(
yeh, its troublesome what is going thru my head. i swore after my last boyfriend put me in the hospital with 4 broken ribs, a punctured lung, and a fractured eye socket i thought that feelings for guys woudln't be around...well yeh we proved that one wrong..and i like him :) i dont realy know him but i do like him....scary thoughts......but then out of the blue my ex calls me and a whole bunch of shit goes down, i keep thinking about everything. its hard to admit but i dont fucking want him alive id rather cut his dick off , put super glue on it and shove it down his throht., maybe he'd fucking enjoy the shit. i wish he would die or burn in hell.

My Thoughts
Current mood: creative Category: Writing and Poetry FOR WHAT LIES BENEATH THE PETALS OF THE DARKEST ROSE IS BUT THE MOST PERFECT RED FLOWER WAITING TO BLOOM WITH LOVE FROM THE HEART. IT IS UNTOUCHABLE, UNEXPLAINABLE, UNPREDITABLE. IT IS NOT PERFECT, IT IS UNSPOKEN, AND THE MOST GRACIOUS OF GIFTS BUT FOR AN INSTANT IT IS WILD, KIND, AND UNKNOWING OF ALL THAT LAY BEFORE IT. FOR IT IS THE BEATING OF A HEART , THE EMOTION OF A THOUGHT, THE SLIGHT MOVEMENT OF THE FLESH. IT IS IN ONES LOVE MAKING, KISS, AND PASSIONATE PLEA TO BE TOUCHED IN ALL THAT SURROUNDS IT. IT THE DARKEST OF FLOWER, IT IS MY HEART YEARNING TO REACH OUT AND BE LOVE, TOUCHED, AND YEARNING FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL THAT MAKES ME WHOLE. FOR MY HEART IS THE DARKEST OF ROSES, LONGING TO FEEL THE TOUCH OF TRUE LOVE TO BRING IT OUT OF THE DARKNESS, AND INTO THE LIGHT OF IT'S TRUE BEAUTY.

My Writings
I am an old soul with very romantic thoughts. Sometimes my thoughts are poetic in the way of dark romatisism and gothic. I am a big fan of ann rice and many others like her so sometimes my writings are in that genre. Many other times they are not. So I hope you enjoy them for they are only written when the mood strikes. Welcome to my blog

Paul Newman, Hollywood's Anti-hero, Dies At 83
WESTPORT, Conn. - Paul Newman never much cared for what he once called the "rubbish" of Hollywood, choosing to live in a quiet community on the opposite corner of the U.S. map, staying with his wife of many years and — long after he became bored with acting — pursuing his dual passions of philanthropy and race cars. And yet despite enormous success in both endeavors and a vile distaste for celebrity, the Oscar-winning actor never lost the aura of a towering Hollywood movie star, turning in roles later in life that carried all the blue-eyed, heartthrob cool of his anti-hero performances in "Hud," "Cool Hand Luke" and "Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid." The 10-time Academy Award nominee died Friday at age 83, surrounded by family and close friends at his Westport farmhouse following a long battle with cancer, publicist Jeff Sanderson said Saturday. In May, Newman dropped plans to direct a fall production of "Of Mice and Men" at Connecticut's Westport Country Playhouse, citing u

Jacob
jacob. jacob michael lemke he is 5 ft 9, handsome, big brown eyes. tan skin and curly hair, thick hair, heart shaped lips and a mole by his nose on his left side. he listens to classic rock, and oldies, r & b and country and classical. his fav color is orange. his fav number is 11. he has 1 brother and 2 sisters. he is the youngest. he worked at one point at a chinese restaurant in buffalo wyoming. he was born and raised in wyoming. he claimed he had lots of sex and then he said i was his 3rd partner. turns out he lost his virginity to me. he used to also work doing security. he lives with roommates in a house. he moved to arizona with the clothes on his back. he just started college at a technical school studying computer networking. he makes 12.49 an hour for 8 hours. he works with me at my new job for the government. he is 18 years old. will be 19 in march. on the 14th. he is a nice guy. and he likes me. he loves to smother me with kisses , and he likes tak

Mhm
Last day of work for the work week! I got tomorrow off also...Wahoo! I didn't feel like working 4 days. Ha ha! After work, I gotta go check on Robbie. My parents new puppy. They're going to be out of town for the night till sometime tomorrow morning. It's my parents anniversary. I bought them one of those digital picture frames for them. I love the one I got. Mine can play videos, music and all.....hehe So, hopefully work goes by fast today. I'm thinking that I'm going to puppy-nap Robbie and make him go shopping with me. Ha ha! Mom got one of those puppy bags so you can carry them around. I posted a pic of Robbie earlier this week. He's such a cutie!! Okay, I'm off to finish up getting ready for work....Boo......

Women & The Rating System
Its Really Sad & Pathetic how if a women rates me a 10 just to get one in return then i return a rating towards them a lower rating then a 10 because i think there lower then a ten they get mad at me & block me & even rate me 1's lol.How childish is that?...I rate people what i REALLY think they are.i rate them on what they say on there profiles to what there photos look like.if i don't think the lady looks good then ill rate her low.i can only rate by looks sense i don't know there personality.Id say about 99% of all members on this site rate blindly.they do it without really paying attention to the actually photo there rating.they do it for all kind of reasons.but mostly for a good rating back to them.Most everyone on this site is looking to be popular more then friends.How many members have you added without ever saying one word to them?...i bet your all guilty of that.its called a FRIENDS! list NOT! a STRANGERS lit.Most everyone has everything ass backwards on this site.

Virgos
Dominant in relationships,Sexy,Someone loves them right now, Freak in bed, Always wants the last word,Caring,Smart,Intellectual,Attractive Loyal,Easy to talk to, Hard to forget,Love at first sight,Everything you ever wanted,Easy to please,The one and only,Ultimate sexiness;geat kisser

Come Join Us On Virb.com
Come join me and my artists on this great new music and social networking site, you can upload pictures, share blogs, it could really take off be better then my space, be sure and add me and my artists you can find them all in my friends there. http://www.virb.com/eagledreamspromotions just click on virb on the right to get to the sites register page

Boom
The body builder takes off his shirt and the blonde says, "What a great chest you have!" He tells her, "That's 100 lbs. of dynamite, Baby." He takes off his pants and the blonde says, "What massive Calves you have!" The body builder tells her, "That's 100 lbs. of dynamite, baby." He then removes his underwear, and the blonde goes running out of the Apartment screaming in fear. The body builder puts his clothes back on and chases after her. He catches up to her and asks why she ran out of the apartment like that. The blonde replies, "I didn't want to be around all that dynamite when I saw how short the fuse was !!!!!!

Thought For 9/29
To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you like everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting. - e.e. cummings

Deer Meat???
*DEER MEAT* A man kills a deer and takes it home to cook for dinner. Both he and his wife decide that they won't tell the kids what kind of meat it is, but will give them a clue and let them guess. The kids were eager to know what the meat was on their plates, so they begged their dad for the clue. Well, he said, 'It's what mommy calls me sometimes'. The little girl screams to her brother...Don't eat it, it's an asshole!!

Thought For 9/30
To laugh often and much, to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children, to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends, to appreciate beauty, to find the best in others, to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition; to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded! - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Still My Mind!!!
Still it rushes through me, in every pore, through every cell. What is this . . . what feeling is this? I cannot tell, what secrets unveil capabilities unknown to limits. This absolute emmersion blankets my every conscious thought. Drawing you closer, bringing you here. So close to me I dare not say - still not within my sight. I feel your breath, heat penetrating my skin like a hard summer rain. I feel your face, your eyes, trace your mouth with my fingers. You give me breath so close to your mouth, still we do not touch. Smoldering fantasies ignite burning, lust and longing. Desire tempts me. "Move closer . . . " he whispers, "closer, closer. " A paradox? Closer to you, like the finest lace - our bodies occupy exactly the same space. Deeper you come! Taking you in - surrounding me and filling me up- and down- push, shove CRASH! Eyes open, must I see? Truth is now . . . this reality.

"someone Buy Me A Blast"
Alright...I'm back on fubar after a small hiatus. I deleted my account and am starting fresh. I'm up to 37 friends. Let's see if I lose any after this blog. And btw, I'm not marking this "nsfw" because it does not meet any of the requirements for "nsfw". Girls, have some self respect. Stop coming off like a begging little tramp. I'm sure everyone on this site, guys and girls alike, would like to have a free blast or vip or bling or something. I know people meet people on here and become friends. And friends do stuff for friends, like buy them blasts and vip's and bling and stuff. That's fine. I understand that. What's a couple of dollars between friends? It shows that people care about you. But if you have to beg for one, that should tell you something. If you are not offered one, it looks tacky to beg for one. And what makes you think you are deserving of free stuff anyway? Because you have a vagina? Really. You may have one but I promise you, it's not that special. If it were, you

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The words heal every sore And calmed every pain. As he sang I felt like his words Took me to a new realm, One of peace and serenity. His voice swept over me, Like a hurricane, Taking me over like a spirit. His melody was enchanting, And it cast a spell on me. From that moment, As I looked at him I knew, His words were of his heart, And they sang to me In every tune there was And in every way his song Seemed to love me like he did.

Oh What A Fantasy
This is just a story of a fantasy I have always had....hope to ! As I come out the shower and begin to dry my body the thoughts of the evening ahead run through my mind. With anticipation of the candlelight dinner and dancin he has planned for us I shiver. I smile. And begin to lotion my arms and legs soft and smooth. Then lotion my breast and stomach where I now feel butterflies fluttering thinking of his smile I cant help but think of his strong jaw and soft sweet lips....that I hunger to kiss before the nights end. I put on my robe and go to my closet where I pick my black,low cut satin dress. And find my heels that will enhance my firm, fit legs. I go to my drawer and find my sexiest stockings and silky black bra. No need for panties tonight or so I am hoping. I return to the bathroom to apply my make-up and do my hair. I think up with just enough hair down to tickle my neck as if his lips brushing softly against it. I put on my stockings, they feel good upon my soft legs, and my s

Breaking News
::: BREAKING NEWS ::: In 2009 the government will start killing all the mentally ill people. I started crying when I thought of you. Run, little friend, run! MENTAL HOSPITAL PHONE MENU Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental Hospital. Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want, stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell You which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, hang up. It doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are dyslexic, press 9-6-9-6. If you ar

Tech Support For Women
Dear Tech Support, Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance -- particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0, NBA 3.0, and Golf Clubs 4.1.(and NASCAR 500.0) Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate Dear Desperate: First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an Operating System. Please enter the command: 'I Thought You Loved Me.exe' and try to download Tears 6.2 and don't forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update. If that application works as designed, Husband 1.0 shou

Why Love Matters And Marriage Is An Option
you will not be as good looking to 20 somethings in about 20 years. how about 40? your dating pool is constantly shrinking. you will gain weight in places you don't want to. you will grow hair in places you don't want either. you will think the things you like are still cool and younger people will look at you funny. you will start to reflect more than look forward to things. you will get sick and/or possibly need surgery and mommy or daddy may not be able to take off of work to take care of you. people will die that you spent time with thus shrinking your social circle. you will get stuck in your ways. if you have children, they will grow up one day. if you don't, talking to a bunch of animals by yourself is not cool after 40... it's pretty weird. you will need to share secrets that you can't even tell your best friend. sex, even if you don't want it....like having an ugly car, but it's reliable. last but not least... someone will think you're cool til the day one of you

Sara Palin And Why She Scares The Hell Out Of The Sorry Assed Democrats
When John McCain selected Governor Sarah Palin, as his running mate, the Democrats and their far-left constituency let out a primal scream that could be heard from sea to shining sea. How dare he choose someone that they and their pals in the media had not had a chance to vet (i.e. libel, slander, and otherwise and otherwise eviscerate). Ah, but it was not too late. These seekers of “a new kind of politics” poured torrents of malicious abuse upon her and her family. Plane loads of scandal mongers, lawyers and other truth seekers became more numerous in Alaska than the polar bear, as they rallied local Democrats and disgruntled Republicans to their cause. Here was a woman who chose to have children and a career. Aging Washington socialites weighed in with newly discovered sensitivity for mothers with careers outside the home. Here was a woman who became upset because her ex-brother-in-law had tasered her nephew and threatened her father. The Democrats and their friends had to save t

No Contact After Tonight..
me and my husband are seperating so this is his computer he will be taking it...tonight he is going to work and wont be back home...so leave me messages I will get to them as soon as i get to get back online....hope everyone stays happy..fairwell...

Visit To The Cabin Ch. 4
Master and Mistress awoke from their naps around 4:00 in the afternoon. They saw that we had cleaned the cabin to their satisfaction and allowed us to take naps as well in the bedroom in the basement. It was a much needed rest for the both of us and we both fell asleep as soon as our heads hit the pillows. It only seemed like minutes when we were awakened by Mistress Susan's voice. "Wake up sleepy heads, we have a long night ahead of us and you haven't even begun cooking dinner yet." Soon Kim and I were in the kitchen cooking what seemed like a feast. Master and Mistress had set all the food out so all we had to do was prepare it. It wasn't so bad, but it felt like we were cooking for an army. After we had finished with the dinner preparations Kim and I were lead back down to the basement. Mistress and Master once again fitted us with wrist and ankle restraints. They pulled out our butt plugs gave us each an enema and reinserted them. Then they made sure our collars were fi

Death Knell For Dayton
Well its final, they dropped the bomb on us today at 2pm and hit us with a gag order until 3pm. GM has announced the closing of the Moraine Assembly Plant to be December 23rd. Merry fucking Christmas from GM. Do the 1500 of us left a favor and buy a Ford. At a loss fir further words atm. May God help us all.

My Vows To Eden
eden I Love you from the first hello i knew our paths would cross many times you have been there for me thru the years i cant put in to word how i feel about you eden other then i love you with all my heart and soul I pledge to you my eternal love and promise to respect and appreciate our differences and i promise always to respect you and love you. With kindness unselfishness and trust as i always have i could never hide the feels i have for you or will i ever our love has growen over the years and from this day forward i promise to love and honor and respect and give you all the space you need ...it took me 2 years to realize where my heart belonged thats with you i love you eden ....

Didn't You Know How Much I Loved You?
I remember the way you made love to me Like I was all you'd ever need Did you change your mind Well I didn't change mine Now here I am trying to make sense of it all We were best friends now we don't even talk You broke my heart Ripped my world apart Didn't you know how much I loved you Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby I gave you everything, every part of me Didn't you feel it when I touched you Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby Baby, tell me Didn't you know how much I loved you I can't get you out of my head I still feel you in this bed Left me all alone You couldn't be more gone From falling apart to fighting mad From wanting you back to not giving a damn I've felt it all I've been to the wall Didn't you know how much I loved you Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby I gave you everything, every part of me Didn't you feel it when I touched you Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby Baby, tell me Didn't you know how much I lov

Passion
As you enter you say I cannot touch. Naked with your hands and mouth all over me. Wanting to touch you has never been this much. I am in ectasy from what I feel and see. Our passion consumes us making it hard to restrain. My head is filling with fantasies for us to do. I am overwhelmed and my resistance is pain. Our lips now meet as I expose you too. I worship your body and cannot get enough. We come closer with a connection thats true. I realize why you did this even though it was tough. You made me want you more than I have ever wanted you

Dark Times
Empty thoughts, Broken dreams, Shattered hearts, Feelings of Nothingness. Dreams of a great Future, shattered like a dropped mirror, Pieces everywhere. Shards of pain hit the ground Nothing left to remind you of things u once loved. Emotions non existent like rain in the desert. A dream of a life, thats a myth. A dream of a love, thats a myth. What for? Only to have it all ripped from you chest cavity To be toyed with, like a 2 year old on christmas For what is here is the best i got.

Black Part 1
In the darkness of night feelings of loneliness appear fear of emptiness rings near as you walk through the blackness you feel nothing you hear nothing you search for what once was there No Luck but deep down you know its there there is a light here just a matter of where you search, feel, listen, hunt! anger feels your body feelings begin to lash out in the dark Rage begings to overflow where's it at? I KNOW its here!! You feel lost, lonely in the pitch black there is a light, there is hope you scream, you yell, your lash out. Silence rings down. Nothing! Thoughts, feelings, urges run through you mind and body You fall to your knees Face in hand, falling backwards thoughts of not being found, thoughts to find what seems gone Days, Weeks, Months, Eyes closed. Praying for something not there A light, A ray of hope. Joy, Smiles, Tears, Laughter. Feelings of Love. Eyes Open A light shines miles upo

Worthless Dreams?
something needs to happen somethings gotta change this life is spinning downward on a visious plane things have come and things have gone memories of a fucked up life what else could go wrong there's things you want but can never have whats the point if you can never be glad it hurts to see the things i do but what hurts the most is i can't have you well not what i want at least not right now maybe not never who knows

For Those In Genesee County Michigan
I got a newsletter from my daughter's school Friday and this is what is says: Old Newsboys of Flint, Inc. We've moved!! We're now at 6255 Taylor Drive, Flint, MI 48507. (810) 744-1840. The Old Newsboys of Flint Christmas Program is designed to help those children who may not otherwise have a Christmas. Children between the ages of 0 to 18 (if in school) may be eligible. To qualify for the program, the parent or legal guardian must: 1. Come to the NEW Old Newsboys office during scheduled weeks and hours. 2. Bring their (parent or legal guardian's) picture Id. (Drivers license or State ID) 3. Bring a copy of or know their (parent or legal guardian's) correct Social Security number. 4. Bring Michigan Medical card for each child or other approved documents showing eligibility. 5. Bring Birth Certificates (or court papers) for each child proving they are the parent or Legal Guardian. Children may also qualify if the parent is low income and not on Medicaid:

Untitled (jeremy)
The touch of your hand sends chills down my spine And is in high demand everything seems so perfectly fine The kiss of your lips I want so much The stoke of your finger just on more touch And let them linger rapid hearts beat as one Sounds of satisfaction in just one moan You caress my skin and kiss my nose With one quick look you take your pose The scent of two lovers quickly feels the room No emotions left to hide only love to bloom We lay in ecstacy and look deep into each others eyes You kiss my lips and I let out a deep sigh Lying wrapped up in your arms is where I want to be Want to say I love you how can I make you see You said I love you while making love I want to believe you and fly like a dove You beat me to the punch by saying so much You said that you meant a whole bunch That if I didn't feel the same we would slow down I do feel the same and now I feel like a clown How do I tell you how I feel When I didn't th

Help Level Him....please...w00p W00p
Drop by Mah♥Juggalo's page... help him level..MCL and thanks!!! toxicjuggalo (Co-Founder of Juggalo Cartel)@ fubar Brought to u by: [☠ TwiZ ☠]♡ToXiC JuGgAlOs LeTtE♡(JuGgAlO MaFiA))@ fubar

Election 08
In the early morning hours of August 6, 1945 a plane took off from an island airfield and headed north by northwest. The planes primary target was a city located on the deltas of a southwestern island facing the inland sea. The island had a civilian population of about 300,000. The plane flew at a low altitude before climbing to 31,000 feet as it neared the island. At approximately 8:15am the plane released it's 9,700 pound cargo over the island. Forty- Three seconds later a huge explosion light up the morning sky. This cargo was later estimated to have the equivalent of 15,000 tons of TNT. On the ground moments before the blast it was a calm and sunny Monday morning. There were commuters on foot and bicycle and groups of women and children working outside. The closest to the explosion died instantly, their bodies turned to black char. When all was said and done 140,000 people were killed. Again on August 9, 1945 over a different city another 9,700 pound cargo was detonated. This would

Poetry By Beautifully Chaotic Aka Shannon Mcfarland
LOVES PAIN Is it true that the Ribs can tell the kick of the beast rom a Lovers fist ? The bruised bones recovered, With the sudden Shock of impact. The swollem lids & sorry eyes, spoke not of lost Romance , but of of Hurt. Hate is often confussed. Its limits are in zones beond itself. Love by Nature extracts a Pain unhealed on the rack & soul of me.

Birthday Bully From Jc
HAPPY BIRTHDAY It's his birthday ALL day! Please show him love! ADD RATE FAN BLING ♠MFkn TÅTT♠~ fu~owned by !Xx*luscious*xX!~@ fubar Brought to you by: Click either pic to come wish him a HAPPY BIRTHDAY and buy him a drink!

My Life
Self-inflicted pain is how I used to help myself cope With the feeling of losing all hope. Everyone has something that the choose to hide, I choose to hide this pain that burns deep inside. There is not one person who understands, All everyone wants me to do is cater to their demands. I will no longer hide behind this mask, I will start showing my "true" self no matter how awkward the task. I'm sick and tired of being what you want me to be, This time I will be who I want and need to be.... ME!! I say that I am hated by many and loved by few, But that was until I broke free from you! For the last few years I have held back these tears, And tried my hardest to hide my fears. I did all this to please those around me, Pretending to be someone you wanted me to be. You claimed to be helping me, But all you were doing was wasting my time. I did what you wanted me to do without saying a word, Yet you still held me captive inside my own body, You treated me like an animal,

Expression
As I sit here thinking about holding you in my arms, And keeping you safe and warm, I think about how much you mean to me You are the sun that brightens my darkest days You are the light that shows me the way I cherish the day that you came into my life I love the way you have taken away all my pain And showed me what it means to love and be loved again I could write forever and never be able to tell you how I really feel Because there just arent enough words in the world You are my lover, my best friend, and you will forever be my girl. The things you do to me are simply amazing Everytime i hear your voice it sounds like angels singing. You have my love, you have my heart And we have built this bond that can never be torn apart I know i might now be able to tell you how i feel, But I have a lifetime to show you There isnt anything in this world that i wouldnt do for you, I love you baby and I always will. There is only one way i can show how much I love you And tha

Beauty Of The World
When I think about all the beauty in the world I see it all in you, I see the beauty of the sky In you beautiful eyes I feel the softness of a flower In your tender touch I smell the alluring fragran flowers In your sweet perfume And when I hear the breeze I can hear you sweet voice echoing back to me When I look at all the beauty in the world I realize that I am very honored and privileged to call you my girl dedicated to krisi

When I Look Into Your Eyes
When I look into your eyes I see you When I look into you eyes I see all the things you do When I look into your eyes I see just how beautiful you are When I look into your eyes I am with you no matter how near or far When I look into your eyes I see a love that I strong and true When I look into your eyes I realize just how much I love you When I look into you eyes I see a love that will never break When I look in to your eyes I see an angel undercover When I look into your eyes, I see my best friend and lover When I look into you eyes and run my fingers through your hair I just want you to know that no matter where I am or where you are, I will always be there.

The Things I Love About You
I love the way you make me smile, I love the way you make me laugh, I love the way I am able to open up to you I love the way you make me feel I love the things you do to me The way you bring me to my knees I love the way your beautiful eyes shine bright I love the light that you have brought into my life But most of all- I love you! Dedicated to Krisi

Love Pt. 2
Love is blind Love is gracious Love is merciful Love is strong Love is caring Love is never ending Love is one of a kind But baby, in my heart is where you will find The feelings that I hold for you I love you

Rise
Seduced by the sin known as apathy reminding me how easy it is to turn away from everything I scream to you with all I have left Begging you to wake me up from this glutony Contemplating on the madness that caresses these veins of mine For the silence in this loneliness overwhelms me With the recurrent thoughts of never finding the place where I was meant to be Remind me what am I here for Strike me down with your love and your ultimate sovereignty For this recklessness consumes me And this pool of insanity has pulled me back once again Yet this heart recognizes the need of your discipline So bring me all you have even if it means more pain Even if it means to stand alone forever in this rain

Silence.
I hear the trumpet sound But no one's arriving I hear the cries for a savior But its not Christ they're yearning What of a world that seeks love no longer? What of a world that finds pride in anger? All I know is I cannot pray while you cry so selfishly When you know it's the fire that will make you stronger Justify As the child raises his hand against his mother Criticize While we silently betray each other Walking with legs that yearn a different direction I cry to you for a different version of this disaster For the evil that has raised us towards separation No longer has the power Yet I lie here naked with no shadow And the fire I have lit seems to grow so dim So tell me again where is this serenity you speak of? Lead me away from sin.

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Do I belong? These voices haunt me, Constantly asking me, And waiting for me to give in and submit to the doubt. If I belong, where is my place? It seems that I have no place in this world, I feel alone, And bleary-eyed, I wonder if I really do belong. The voices from the dark call out to me, Beckoning me to join them. I try to ignore their pleas, But it just gets worse, And only questions come to mind, Do I belong? Where do I belong? Where is my place? Will I find someone who cares? Will I find someone who loves me for who I am? These words ring in my head, I feel as though I’m running in circles. I’m lost, Forever doomed to a corner, All by myself. I’m on a path of no escape, My life is going nowhere because I can’t seem to find my place. Do I belong? Or was I made to walk this world alone? How can I trust someone, If they are just haters? They will make me feel welcomed, Like I have a place, But then they will try to change me into one of them, Or so

A Sad Story About My Friend Please Read
Frederick woman killed in Carroll Co. crash Woman, 48, was a passenger on motorcycle that collided with car driven by teen By Gus G. Sentementes | gus.sentementes@baltsun.com 7:36 AM EDT, October 6, 2008 A 48-year-old woman who was a passenger on her husband's motorcycle yesterday afternoon died after the motorcycle and a car driven by a teenager collided in Carroll County, according to the Maryland State Police. Shortly after 4 p.m., state police said, Joseph Lyon, 50, and his wife, Joanne Lyon, were on Route 27 in Mt. Airy when a 1999 Honda Accord turned onto the road from East Ridgeville Boulevard and cut the couple off. Lyon unsuccessfully attempted to swerve around the car, which was driven by a 17-year-old girl, and crashed into it, authorities said. Joanne Lyon, who was wearing a helmet, suffered unspecified injuries and was transported by medevac helicopter to Maryland Shock Trauma Center in Baltimore, where she died yesterday. Joseph Lyon suffered some injuries

And Our Elevens Too
Right so Im accomplished albeit slightly ill right now but thats another issue!!!!!!!!! So as you have all gathered by my pics I like to make for friends and family on here and some of you (you know who you are Barb!) like to rate 11 on nearly all of them and then run out of 11s by noon, any way moving swiftly on, unless the picture contains you DONT RATE 11 rate 10 and there fore your elevens will last longer. I really dont mind as long as long as you dont rate lower than 9!!!!!!!!! I KNOW YOU LOVE ME and you all rock but please stop wasting 11s on my pics hey how about you rate this one (minus rates allowed!!!!!!) Leave rates in comments below Im feeling I want a bottle of wine right now any offers????

Life ........
It bears happiness and sadness Still, it remains silent No one has yet learned What life is saying Sometimes like your own, sometimes like a stranger Sometimes like tears, sometimes like laughter Sometimes like a river, sometimes like thirst is how it seems It bears happiness and sadness Still, it remains silent No one has yet learned What life is saying It is the soft sound of silence This life is God's blessing No one has touched and seen it It is the fragrance of experience, it is a scented wind It bears happiness and sadness Still, it remains silent No one has yet learned What life is saying Speak with your heart, listen to your heart Choose a soul mate from the heart The world may say anything, let go of the world's thought Adorning them on your eyelashes, foster sparkling dreams It bears happiness and sadness Still, it remains silent No one has yet learned What life is saying Sometime

Fire!!!
Fire by Trisha Oh my love! I have breathed you in Through the pores of my love - quenched skin; For ours was not a moon laden with honey. It was a moon bursting with fire, Satiated by the drippings Of our mutual desire. Oh my love! You course through my veins, Intermingled with what blood remains. No longer does my heart pump that vital potion. It crests your love like a waving ocean, Bounding to shore with impassioned force; Returning to its aortic source. Oh my love! To what do I rush To a desperate school girl's crush? A pounding tsunami crashing my heart's shores? A woman's passions sweating musk from my pores? Which? I cry to the deaf - mute choir? True love or unrestrained desire? Oh my love! In which is it filed? In the whimsy of a fickle child? In an immature girl's intimate embrace? Or in a woman's passionate grace? Enlighten my aortic route. Swell my love. Erase my doubt.

Incurable Romantic
Incurable Romantic by Trisha Listen; do you hear it not? Fast beating heart with fluid hot? 'Tis at your presence that such is so; A gentle kiss would staunch the flow. Beads of sweat bead on my brow As you whisper soft and low And place a kiss upon my lips, Gentle hands upon my hips. Down are drawn we to the floor Whilst our spirits rise and soar. Deeper sink we into bliss With shorter pause between each kiss. My mind races with fevered thought; I found the one for which I sought. I gasp for mighty draughts of air, As you nibble on my ear. I slip my arms about your waist; Never a moment do we waste. Your nails trace furrows down my back, And I lose myself in eyes so black. What is that annoying sound? I float away and look around. The plastic beast has worked its charm; I smash the cold and vile alarm. Things are never as they seem, But I miss the Lady of my dreams. I ready myself for another day And go about my lonely way.

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Casting its beauty upon the golden sky clouds glow in the dusk as I look into your eyes With harmony the ocean cries the sun is fading away The water shimmers in a crystal display while the darkness of night flows into the day A symbol of love you take from my hand a rose colored red and we lay in the sand I whisper I love you with waves crashing on shore to breathe the air off your lips as you softly tell me Im Yours Our hearts have found peace under the moonlit sky knowing forever in paradise we're holding each other close enough to collide like two lonely stars in the night

Ha Ha, Hope You Laugh :)
Shrek, Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt were all having lunch together. Shrek said, 'I have always thought that I'm the strongest man in the world, but how can I be sure?' Brad Pitt said, 'I'm pretty sure I'm the sexiest man alive but I've never had it confirmed.' Angelina Jolie agreed. 'I'm told I'm the most gorgeous of them all, but sometimes I wonder.' They all decided that the best way to find out if their beliefs were true was to ask the famed talking 'mirror,mirror on the wall' to confirm for them whether Shrek was the strongest, Brad Pitt was the sexiest and Angelina Jolie was the most gorgeous.They agreed to meet again the next day for lunch to discuss their findings. The next day Shrek walked up with a smile. 'Well, it's true. The mirror told me that I am the strongest man in the world.' Brad perked up and said: 'And I know for sure that I'm the sexiest man alive .' But Angelina lifted her sad, gorgeous face and said...

Rest In Piece
Although everyday somewhere in the world someone is layed in their final resting place i never thought i would see the day where i would have to shed a tear for you..We use to laugh and play and now i look back on the past few years and how we've gone our separate ways and i regret not spending more time with you.... A week ago i got he call u've been in the accident that has now taken you from me and i broke down crying.... I came to our other brothers to help you heal and you were doing so well.. Then u got hit by that car and went right back to square one and now your leying 6 feet under and lost in soul... You are my brother not by blood but close enough that it doesn't matter to me... Rest In Piece knowing your loved and that I'll miss you forever and hope you'll watch over me from above... I love you so much baby brother....

Charlie Daniels On Obama
Guns and Church Since I identify with the people who fall into Barrack Obama's elitist description about people of faith who keep firearms I'm not very happy with Barrack Obama's recent remarks. He said something to the effect that we rednecks cling to our guns and our religion when we get frustrated and I would like to take umbrage to these remarks. My faith goes much deeper than his superficial explanation and I love my guns even when I'm not frustrated. And I am not by myself. I was going to church and shooting guns before Mr. Obama was even born and come from a long line of good people who have been doing it for generations. To me this latest Obama blunder only helps reveal the depth of condescension the far left wing of the Democrat party has for the folks out here in flyover country. Mr. Obama's remarks are insulting to a lot of folks. God must love the common people because He made so many of them'. His remarks make me think that Obama doesn't know the pe

A Retired Soldier's Reasons
A Retired Soldier's Reasons The main reason I won't vote for Sen. Barrack Obama is his beliefs, (and I don't mean his religion, thats his personal business I don't feel it should even be brought into the political arena). So here is a list of reasons that I won't vote for him, (feel free to bash me after you've read this, as I'm sure you will.) 1) He is pro-choice, ok maybe you don't like the fact that I'm pro-life but don't start crusading about abortion here it's just how I feel about the subject I'm not preaching to you and saying you shouldn't feel the way you do about it. 2) His approach to "saving" the economy is reckless and illogical. Raising taxes to bring taxes down doesn't make a lot of sense to me. Also taxing the "big guy" will kill jobs and with unemployment what it is today we can't afford it. 3) He is a "side-liner", voting "present" doesn't constitute making a decision. We need someone who can and will be decisive if and

The Elephant A Beautiful Story
In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee and inspected the elephant's foot and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his hunting knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant

The Rude Pick Up Lines** Use These And U Will Probably Get Kicked In The Balls**
Didn't anyone tell you that you wanted to sleep with me?!?! I thought you knew... Do you know the difference between my penis and a chicken leg? No??? Well, let's go on a picnic and find out! Do you sleep on your stomach? [any answer] Can I? Do you take it up the ass? Excuse me, but would you like an orally stimulated orgasm? Excuse me, have I fucked you yet? Excuse me. Do you want to fuck or should I apologize? Fancy a fuck? Forget that! Playing doctor is for kids! Let's play gynecologist. Fuck me if I am wrong, but haven't we met before? Fuck me if I am wrong, but you want to screw me, don't you? Fuck me if I'm wrong, but don't you want to kiss me? Fuck me if I'm wrong, but isn't your name Laura? Go up to a someone at a bar or a dance and ask her: do you want a fuck... (wait for a second gauging her reaction)...ing drink? Have you ever kissed a rabbit between the ears? (Pull your pockets inside out....) Would you like to? He

Friday 10-10
Kept it nice n simple today, Buttery silver dollar pancakes cut in half moon shapes, layered to look like a pinwheel, topped with butter and hot maple syrup. cant go wrong with pancakes n syrup ;) catch ya mondayyyyyyy

Love Song Lyrics By Monica I Love This Song!
so let them say its wrong for me to love me they can never feel the way that i do when we kiss when we're close like this they cant see inside my soul they cant know the love we know all they do is waste their time they can never change my mind Chorus: its what my heart says that is what i listen to its what my heart feels that tells me what to do it whats my heart knows thats the only, only truth i kno its real all i hear is what my heart says to me let them say that im a fool to fall so deeply cause they will never ever feel love so completely how can they even talk that way they cant see it through my eyes they cant feel this love inside all their words dont mean a thing they cant change the way i feel and i have never felt so sure about anything see you are the one the one that i need it doesnt matter what they think or what they say im loving you any way all i kno is what i feel chorus.....

Smell That!
ah yes! a lazy friday night!i can smell the tourtiere that i have baking ib the oven,laxin out listening to joe satriani and smoking some good herb with my neighbours.gotta love those friday nights!cheers from the zen side

Horrible Days
Hey everyone i have had the past couple of weeks that are so horrible. Sept 12th my father died,October 8th love of my life went to jail and it has not gotten better. NEED HELP TO CALM DOWN, PLEASE!!!!!

Until I Am Gone -poem
Searching endlessly for what is called hope Slipping, slowly but surely away Frustration and disappointment my daily companion Never have I felt so alone Reaching out only to be embraced by emptiness Contentment seems unreachable As my will seems to seep through the cracks of my broken heart The heart you refuse to rebuild and repair It feels as though I have been on this abandoned road far too long My soul is weary, my body is weak And no matter how loud I call out for you I am turned away countless times So I do believe its time for my uneventful surrender Maybe you won’t see the changes And you’ll remain clueless just as you have been Until I’m really gone….

Warning... New Drug Going Around Please Read This Is From My Kids Principal And The Dallas Police
This is very, very real and very, very scary. There seems to be some sick ass fuck drug dealers out there making drugs for school kids. This article on top is from my middle schools sons principal and the story is from Fox news. There are Black Tar heroine/Tylenol called cheese and methamphetamine/Crystal Meth/Crank/Meth/Speed called strawberry quick, cool aid and meth mix. It is also in flavors of chocolate, peanut butter, cola, cherry, grape and orange. Please, tell your kids today, not to take candy or anything from anyone. Forward this, post this everywhere, send to your kids schools. Not sure, but I'd be a bit leery or this being out there this Halloween as well. Once again, this is not fake, see the story for your self and as you see, it is from my kids principal from the Watertown City School District. James (From my kids school) From: Patricia LaBarr To: All Wiley Staff Date: Monday - October 6, 2008 1:56 PM Subject: Warning... New Drug going

My Baby Girl Is In A Contest
Hi everyone....my baby girl is in a contest please everyone go vote for her....you can vote once per day....let help my baby win......please repost and let get all our friends and family to help her win too....her is the link just copy and paste it........https://www.greatamericanphotocontest.com/voter1/index.aspx?referid=EmailFriends&p=799564&x=.JPG

October
imikimi - Customize Your World OK, so with it being October and Breast Awareness month, I thought it only right since my mum died 26 years ago of the disease that I should stop being the hard faced b1tch that I am and soften a little and admit that I WEAR PINK not only for her, but for other sufferers and also survivors of this horrific disease. So I might put myself across as the hard faced b1tch with attitude but underneath I do have feelings. (OK made my point!)

Since Most Of You Seem To Ignore Bulletins
I just recently removed a bunch of people from my friends list since they seemed to be friend whores. I'm not here trying to get a shitload of people on my page to win some kind of popularity contest. I want people on my friends list that I can actually converse with and have fun with. I don't care what kind of pics you have up and I will admit that there are some pretty hot ones up from people on my list, but that doesn't mean that that will cement you into my list. I have the feel that there will be more removals soon. If you don't want to be removed and actually care about being on someones list, then you need to start speaking up and let me know.

Red Marbles
-- Author Unknown -- A TRULY GREAT STORY During the waning years of the depression in a small Idaho community, I used to stop by Mr. Miller's roadside stand for farm fresh produce as the season made it available. Food and money were still extremely scarce and bartering was used extensively. One day Mr. Miller was bagging some early potatoes for me. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily appraising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr. Miller and the ragged boy next to me. "Hello Barry, how are you today?" "H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas ... sure look good." "They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?" "Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time." "Good. Anything I can help you with?" "No, Sir. Jus'

Filling In The Blanks
For those of you who have yet to talk to me personally, welcome to the twisted mind of a institutionalized teacher. Let me explain that statement. I graduated with my degree in education in the spring of 98. By the fall of 98, I was working for Sylvan Learning Centers. I was there for 2 years until I fell into my present job. This is where the institutionalized part comes in. In September of 2000, I took a position as a Social Studies teacher at a maximum security juvenile prison. I have been there for 8 years. I have always loved working with the students. I have always looked at them as students and not criminals. They were always considered my kids. Dealing with the adults has always been one of my biggest problems. When they just leave me alone and let me teach, I am in heaven but the bureaucratic bullshit that you have to put up with is sometimes more than any person can handle. Hence we come to this crossroads in my life and my career.

Coconut Rice N' Meatballs.
I made this last night with just what I had in the house. Feel free to copy and improve! For the rice: 1 12 or 14oz. can of coconut milk 1 1/2 c. long grain rice 1/2 stick cinnamon a couple of thin slices of fresh ginger salt to taste extra water just in case it needs to be added For the meatballs: 1lb. of whatever ground meat you have, I used beef a couple handfulls of bread crumbs 1 egg some minced herbs, whatever you have, dry or fresh 1/2 tsp. cumin 1/2 tsp. ground ginger 1/2 tsp. ground coriander 1/4 tsp. cayenne 1/4 onion, grated or finely chopped 3 cloves minced garlic salt & pepper to taste Preheat oven to 375 degrees. Spray a cookie sheet with Pam, or just do a thin layer of olive oil. Mix up all of the meatball ingredients, shape all of your meat mixture into golfball sized meatballs and place on your cookie sheet. Pop into the oven for about 15 to 20 minutes. Put rice in a small pot along with coconut milk, cinnamon stick, ginger, salt, and a

Suffering
Some of the hardest thing's that you will ever face in your life will make you wanna scream and pull your hair out by the roots till you have nothing left. There are certain times that I feel as if the world is always against me and that people that claim to be my friends are nothing more but players that love to pick you up and make you feel like you can trust them with anything then they drop you cold turkey when they find out something odd about you that doesn't fit into there lifestyle. Maybe I just get fooled to easy by people that know how to run a damn good game on me and by they time I see what they are doing it's too late because the hurt has already been handed out to me. I'm not like everybody else that people meet online as they seem to think that I am. I'm a very caring person and I wear my heart on my sleeve and I always have done that. I care deeply for people that I think are going to be my true friends and not like others and just be nice to me till they have

Played
Once again I get fooled by people who claim to be my friends and yet use me just long enough to get themselves in a better place. The one thing that I have always asked was for people to be honest with me and never lie to me about anything and yet they still wanna play with my emotions because they know how deep I care for somebody and then they think it's damn joke by turning around and hurting me. Is there anybody left in this damn world that is real and not just out to break people that care for them ? I'm sick of being hurt and used by people who get off of doing that not only to me but to everybody else that is like me. If you only knew the damage that you do when you do these things to me and others you wouldn't dare keep doing it to me and others. Just keep this in mind that every time you play with somebody's emotions you slice an inch deeper into their skin and their skin is only so tough and can only take so many cuts before it rips apart and bleeds nonstop. Th

A Fools Love
I once held you high up above the world. I placed you up so high that nothing could touch you. I gave you everything you wanted in life. You jumped off the platform and landed hard. You ran from everything I gave you for the love of another. You made me a fool and never looked back. I was the only safe thing in your life. I never hurt you for I always loved you. Now as I look up high were once you stood I see nothing but pain and sorrow in your place. You laughed at my feelings for you and yet I still loved you. I begged you to stay with me over and over again. Why do I do this to myself when you no longer care about me ? You gave me a feeling like nobody else ever did. You never cared or loved me but just used me to make you feel alive inside again. I won't do this AGAIN.

Inside Out
I have watched you from the shadows. I have called to you before you knew me. I have touched you before you touched me. I have always been with you inside. I have waited for you to open up to me. I have cried many nights from taking in your pain. I have searched for you for years. I have found you without you knowing. I have always loved you deep inside your heart. I have stood beside you in hard times. I have been the truth behind the lies. I have seen you do things that others have not. I have craved for you with never knowing. I have melted your heart with just a smile. I have been the good in your life when all else was bad in it. I AM YOU DEEP INSIDE I WILL STAND BY YOU THROUGH IT ALL IN BAD AND GOOD TIMES AND EVERY TEAR THAT FALLS FROM YOUR EYES WILL BE SHED UPON MY SOUL FOR I AM YOU AS YOU ARE ME DEEP INSIDE. YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW THIS BUT IT IS TRUE FOR I CAN'T HIDE MY TRUE FEELINGS THAT ARE BURNING DEEP INSIDE MY SOUL FOR YOU AND YOU ARE TH

Kid Rock- American Warrior
WARRIOR YEAHHHHHH So Dont Tell Me Who's Wrong And Right When Liberty Starts Slipping Away And If You Aint Gonna Fight Get Out Of The Way Cuz Freedom Is So Free When You Breathe Red White And Blue I'm Givin' All Of Myself Cuz Thats What I Do And They Call Me Warrior They Call Me Loyalty They Call Me Ready To Provide Relief And Help I Wherever You Need Me To Be I'm an American Warrior Citizen Soldier I'm an American Warrior Citizen Soldier Ahhhhh Yeahhhhh Citizen Soldier I'd Never Leave Another Behind I Will Never Accept Defeat I'm A Soldier In War Civilian In Peace Cuz Freedom Is So Free When You Breathe Red White And Blue I'm Givin' All Of Myself How Bout You And They Call Me Warrior They Call Me Loyalty And They Call Me Ready To Deploy, Engage And Destroy, Wherever You Need Me To Be I'm An American Warrior Citizen Soldier I'm An American Warrior Citizen Soldier Warrior Citizen Soldier Warrior Citizen Soldier Ohhhhhhh Yeah

10/15 I'm Sorry...2 Songs Of The Day
There has been a lot of SH*T going on in my life for the past month or so. And, unfortunately I have let all the negativity around me affect me in a lot of ways. In the last couple of weeks, it began to affect how I have treated other people around, some of them close to me. So, these two songs are for those people, and for those on Fubar, you know who you are. I want to say I apologize, I'm sorry, and as AKON says, "If I can't apologize for being wrong, then it's just a shame on me. If I'm reason for your pain, you can put the blame on me." BUCKCHERRY - SORRY Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away I missed you and things weren't the same [Pre-Chorus:] Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me want to die [Chorus:] I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round

Ha Ha
There were many, many times this year when I may have disturbed you, troubled you, pestered you, irritated you, bugged you, or got on your nerves with all the e-mails I send out. So today I just wanted to tell you..... Tough S--t! There are no changes scheduled for the rest of 2008! happy halloween

Today Is The Day You Left My Life..
Today is the day u left my life for other girl. And yet we all are in the same collage.Everyday I have to hold on to the pain watching u being with ur new girl,u knew my heart will be tore but yet u still act like u never know who I am.I have been in ur life for 3 years and she only beginning to step into ur life.What have I done to get this punishment from u?All this while u were the one lying to me and not me lying to u.I cant believe I have to face this suffer and pain for nothing.Day by day I feel pain silently.I never tell them how much the pain is eating me off but they know the way I feel. I still hold onto our memories but in every memories we had together its all a lie.3 years..3 years u lied to me.3 years I have been fool by u..Am I just a toy in ur eye?Where is the real u that i met the 1st time?Today its the 1st month u dump me for her.Today she came stop by my class and talk abt how happy u r with her.What is wrong with u both?Leave me alone..U have drowned me in the

Is She Why You Can't Love Me.... Written For My Ex... He Left Me For A Girl Named Emily *look Close Lol*
Even though I love you, Even though I care, Even though I stand beside you, Even though I'm scared, Many people think I'm stupid, Many things just make me cry, Many hours spent dreaming of you, Many hours I wonder why. I just can't seem to tell you, I just can't comprehend, I just can't think clearly, I just can't let this be the end. Love is a knife that slowly turns, Love is my morning wake, Love is what I don't get from you, Love was my biggest mistake. You're not in love with me at all, You're leaving me today, You're throwing my body into a grave, You're ending my life this way.

Tim Is The Best
Today is the day of the birth of the best man in the whole world. My daddy. He is like 54 or something. My parents are off and about. 2 more years and they will have been together for 40 years. Yep and happy too. Damn and I wonder why my love life is so fucked up. Never gonna find a man as good as my daddy. By the way I am researching all day again. I was at the library last night until 7 and then prolly again tonight. I am going there right now. Just wanted to tell y'all where I was going.

Stupid
why would a girl make everyone think something is happening to her and its not? honestly i like came to fubar because a friend of mines sister is fucking with peoples heads... at first i thought it was funny but i think she enjoys it and spends way too much time on it! its like a script and now....lets say she has gone and made alot of people worry and cry!!!!

Hi
im mirah ... from philppines ... im a lingerie model ... im lookin for a friend here ... hope you can be ?? im sweet ... gorgeous girl .. love to cook !!! hope can you aceept me bein me !!!! just look for me here .. mirah4yu@yahoo.com .. see yah there !!!!

Choking A Rhino
could ppl piss me off anymore? here is a list of things and/or ppl I hate, and you should too. in no particular order 1.old people 2. Shitty drivers 3. shitty old drivers 4. ppl who wear velcro shoes.. cmon now, I mean really.... take an extra 30 seconds and tie them, you can even do it during a commercial break. you lazy fuck. 5. ppl in a crowded place that stop suddenly. which makes you bump into them.... and then they look at you like your the asshole. 6. the dude in the locker room that wont get dressed... I dont wanna see your nuts... if your gonna talk on the phone.. put some damned underwear on at least. 7. everyone that drives on Rt. 24 N in the mornings.. just fucking drive.. forget bout the abandoned car on the side of the road... no one is even in it. 8. shaving I fucking hate doing it... but after a week the scruffies bother the shit outta me. 9. scruffies... see above 10. the asshole at the convience store that buys a scratchie and scrat

Return To Serenity
I'm gonna take you To a place far from here No one will see us Watch the pain as it disappears No time for anger No time for despair Won't you come with me There's a room for us there This innocent beauty My words can't describe This rebirth purity Brings a sullen tear right to your eyes No time for anger No time for despair Please let me take you 'cause I'm already there I'm so alone My head's my home I'll return to serenity [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/N58s ] Rhyme without reason is why children cry They see through the system That's breeding them just so they die So please let me take you And I'll show you the truth Inside my reality We shared in youth [ CHORUS : ] I'm so alone My head's my home And I feel So alone You know At last I'll return to serenity Now that I've taken you To a place far from here I really must go back Close your eyes and we'll disappear Won't you come with me Salvation we'll share Inside of my h

Getting Ready To Leave
It is hard to say good bye sometimes. Okay, being the Navy, it comes with the job. I hear my brothers in the Army wanking about going over there and back to back tours. I am willing to go, but they have kept us on our normal rotation. So what does that mean? It means I am always gone. even when I should be home, I'm not. When the ship pulls out, I either am on it or heading to some AFB to train w/ them. People always ask.. what ship are you on? I will tell you this, one of the five on the east coast... Do you live on it? No, I'm on and Naval Air Station (Like an Airforce Base) So why the good bye? Well, we have to go in and out for different training and then when it is all said and done Feb 20th or so... I'll be gone. It is gonna be short but we will only be back for a short time then back out again for 7 more months... So, I will see you when I see you. I will talk when and if I can... For the rest, if you have my e-mail for work or home or even my yahoo. I will get back with you wh

Come See Us
NEW BULLETIN FOR STROKERS center> COME ON IN AND ROCK OUT AND PARTY WITH US!!!"GREAT MUSIC, GREAT PEOPLE, HAVE LOTS OF FUN""HANG OUT WITH SOME OF THE BEST DJ'S ON "CLUB FUSION RADIO"!!!WITH DJ MARLEY SPARKS{owner of Strokers Lounge}Show Him Some Luvin'

Intertwine
IT WAZ TOLD I WAZ ABOUT 2 PUT DOWN THE INTERTWINE BUT WHEN YA MINGLE,GRIND & WALK THAT UNEVEN LINE ITZ GOOD 2 PIECE TOGETHER LIKE A DOVETAIL COMBINE WIT SOME TWININ ALWAYZ FELT SO WELL WIT THE THOUGHT OF YA WARMTH,LACED AROUND ME BLENDZ TOXIC EXOTIC FLAVORZ OF HONEY THEN ADMIX OUR BODY PARTZ AZ WE INTERTWINE COOPERATE AZ WE COMPOUND LIKE FINE WINE WIT STRANDZ OF ENERGY FUSIN THE CHEMISTRY INTERCHANGEABLE MIX UP WITHIN MY BOUNDARY SO THEN YA NOTICE MY JUMBLE OF CONFUSE MIX IN WIT THE AROMA OF FART USE THAT DOESNT STOP UZ FROM INTERTWININ MERGIN THE STIR-UP OF INTERTWISTIN WE INTERACT WIT GREAT INTERFACE TOE 2 TOE,CHEST 2 CHEST,FACE 2 FACE ACTION,EFFECT WITHIN THE SHUFFLE AZ I WHISPER N YA EAR WIT A SEXXXY MUFFLE ALL THE DIFFERENT WAYZ WE CAN INTERTWINE COMBINE,SOMETIMEZ REWIND,REFINE OUR INTERTWINE

Cell Phone Vs. Bible
Cell phone vs. Bible Ever wonder what would happen if we treated our Bible like we treat our cell phone? What if we carried it around in our purses or pockets? What if we flipped through it several time a day? What if we turned back to go get it if we forgot it? What if we used it to receive messages from the text? What if we treated it like we couldn't live without it? What if we gave it to Kids as gifts? What if we used it when we traveled? What if we used it in case of emergency? This is something to make you go....hmm...where is my Bible? Oh, and one more thing. Unlike our cell phone, we don't have to worry about our Bible being disconnected because Jesus already paid the bill. And no dropped calls! Makes you stop and think 'where are my priorities?

Look Out Girls
So this guy i met on fubar, Said his name was Mike Hill, ya that was a lie, he said that he had to work all the time so the only time i go to talk to him or see him was during work. I couldn't call his cell because he said it was for work only. He was always trying to get me to leave work to see him, I was like fucker i have to work i cant just take off work so the day after m birthday sept 20 he says he is going to Jeff city for a week but he loved me and he got me a ring and as soon as he got home we would be together blah shit yak. well a little back story the 1st time we was together he went to the bathroom and i looked in his wallet that ass whole lies about his fucking name hes going around saying his name is Mike Hill but when you call his job his voice mail is Jason Hillard, so when i look in his wallet what name do i see Jason Hillard. so i asked this fuck head on 3 different times what his name was each time he says Mike David Hill, you lying ass mother fucker you cant te

My Best Poetry
All Poems have been written by me and are all copywritten From 1997-2008 ((Except the first and last line of "My Life")) ((My Life's calling, Setting Fires)) Let me know what you think... "MY ONE TRUE LOVE" You changed my way of thinking. Made me want to become more of a person then who I was then. You opened me up to experience new things. You engulfed my soul. You gave me strength to not be afraid to explore from inside to out. You wouldn't give up on the potenial I have from within me. Let me soar like an eagle to find my wings. Gave me the freedom to let my heart develope through your trust. To complete me. You gave my faith to not give up on things that mean the most in life. (LIVE, LOVE and EAT) To get where you want to go in life. Strive to be the best that you can possibly be. You opened my eyes to see a world I have only seen in my dreams. To live with no regrets. To see true Bueuty. Weather we become forever, to the now or stay

Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

One More Chance
one more chance amazing what her love can do I've sat and pondered it awhile I feel like I can breathe again it seems I haven't lost her smile I tried with everything I have to just sit back and hope she'd see that sometimes love needs one more chance and now shes back where she should be my heart is full of love for her bruised from the pinch, it is no dream because I feel that love returned look in my eye.. you'll see the gleam Just one more chance to let her know that there are just, so many ways to keep her right there on my mind all thru my nights.. all thru my days

Us The Usa Wtf??
They Just Don't Get It!! or do they? created @ 10/18/2008 11:06 pm expires in: 23 hrs [FRIENDS] I have been on this earth for 50 years and I have seen alot of things change and movements established and rights given and taken. I have seen presidents murdered and have watched presidents sell us down the river. I have seen the drug phase the hippy movement and green peace. I have watched people survive and prosper and have watched people loose everything. I have seen us the world in good times and in bad. We the people are the ones who elect our officials and would hope they do us justice and follow thru with the plans they preach and the story they tell. We the taxpayers have bailed everyone out.. did we have a vote on this ? NO our congress did and legislature. They just don't get it!! or do they? We bailed out the AIG's we are to pour money into banks and help credit The fact of the matter is WE are loosing jobs and without income cannot buy, get, have anything.. Everyo

Government Declares Beluga Whale Endangered
ANCHORAGE, Alaska – The beluga whales of Alaska's Cook Inlet are endangered and require additional protection to survive, the government declared Friday, contradicting Gov. Sarah Palin who has questioned whether the distinctive white whales are actually declining. It was the Republican vice presidential candidate's second environmental slap from Washington this year. She has asked federal courts to overturn an Interior Department decision declaring polar bears threatened under the Endangered Species Act. The government on Friday put a portion of the whales on the endangered list, rejecting Palin's argument that it lacked scientific evidence to do so. The National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration said that a decade-long recovery program had failed to ensure the whales' survival. "In spite of protections already in place, Cook Inlet beluga whales are not recovering," said James Balsiger, NOAA acting assistant administrator. The decision means that before federal agencie