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Slow Dance
Slow Dance Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"Hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day,

Missing You
I miss the feel of your kiss, I can't resist your lips, I miss the feel of your touch, I can't resist your rub, I miss the feeling of you body next to mine, It sends chills and shivers down my spine, I miss it when you're in my arms, It lets mme know that you'll keep me from harm, I miss it when you rub your fingers through my hair, It lets me know that you actually care, All that I know right now is that I am missing you.

My Desire
Wild with the abandon that comes from total trust The wonderment of the exploration The caress, inhalation, taste, and touch Intense and agonizing is the wait The longing pervades our senses Bringing us to a ravenous state Insatiable with an appetite so hard to endure Sensations lie within the mere brush of a tongue Hungry, aching, all-consuming allure Being Spontaneous never knowing when the other will seize A thrill lurking behind every shadow Love that brings us to our knees

Interviewing Soon?
Some of these are so bad, that they're laughable. . . Top 10 interview mistakes By Rosemary Haefner Hiring managers don't want to hear a lot of things during an interview -- confessions of a violent past, a cell phone ring, a toilet flush. Yet job seekers have committed these interview gaffes and worse, according to CareerBuilder.com's annual survey of the worst interview mistakes. Hiring managers say don't offer personal details that can be controversial during an interview. When hiring managers were asked to name the most common and damaging interview mistakes a candidate can make, 51 percent listed dressing inappropriately. Forty-nine percent cited badmouthing a former boss as the worst offense, while 48 percent said appearing disinterested. Arrogance (44 percent), insufficient answers (30 percent) and not asking good questions (29 percent) were also top answers. To ensure your interview is smooth and error-free, follow these five tips. • Do som

Monday
Monday's suck, I'm tired. The mumms are majorly boring today and they changed the format. The new format sucks. Why do they need to torment us with these changes? Especially on a Monday. Just sayin'! I should be working yet these boring sucky mumms keep calling out to me... ugh

Please Help A Friend...
I have a friend who needs your help "Ratings". So please visit this page rate her pic and leave her a comment. She would do the same for you....so would I...is that enough begging. LOL Hope you are all having a great day. Alicia http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=153560&albumid=1005224&i=3731664145

Kinky Wife
Tonight Lynn finally has some time to herself, she is going out without her husband for a night with the girls or so Lynn tells him. In true fact, Lynn has arranged to meet her Boss from work, the tall dark handsome bastard her husband hates so much. For the occasion Lynn has bought a new very short black skirt which only just covers the tops of her stockings, other than her skirt, stockings ,and high heeled shoes Lynn wares only a black leotard which fastens at the crouch. Lynn comes down stairs from their bedroom where she had been getting ready, and walks into the living room where her husband Rick is watching television "Well how do I look" Lynn asks, "You cant go out like that, you never wear short skirts and stockings when you go out with me." "oh don't be soft I'm only going out with the girls" Lynn says, As she leaves Lynn picks up his car keys and calls out "I'll take your car as mi

Tattoo
I am so fucking close to getting my 1st 2nd and 3rd tattoo. I cant wait Tramp stamp and a tattoo on each wrist. I hope that it all works out so that I do get the tat and if I do get to the parlor I hope I dont puss out. Also I kind of need a suggestion of what to put on my tats afterwords. You know aftercare and such. suggestions?

It Wasn't Over When You Died-powerful
It wasn't over when you died, When I was still too young to know The damage that you did inside, The pain that I would undergo. When I was still too young to know, You did to me what things you would. The pain that I would undergo Came later, once I understood. You did to me what things you would While I lay numb and still. The hate Came later, once I understood The sorrow that you came to sate. While I lay numb and still, the hate Arose in you as love, as need. The sorrow that you came to sate Then passed between us in your seed. Arose in you as love, as need To undergo yourself in me, Then passed between us in your seed, Became your lasting legacy. To undergo yourself in me, The damage that you did inside Became your lasting legacy. It wasn't over when you died. __________________________________ Copyright owned solely by me. Please do NOT reproduce in any form witohut express written approval.

Garbabge Truck
One day I hopped in a taxi and we took off for the airport. We were driving in the right lane when suddenly a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his brakes, skidded, and missed the other car by just inches! The driver of the other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us. My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean he was really friendly. So I asked, 'Why did you just do that? This guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!' This is when my taxi driver taught me what I now call, 'The Law of the Garbage Truck.' He explained that many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it on you. Don't take it personally. Just smile, wave, wish them well, and move on. Don't take their garbage and spread it to other peopl

42 Question To Answer Any Way You Want
Take a moment out of your day and have some fun. A friend of mine sent it to me via email .... Answer what you like and skip the others. I'm not bashful so I answered them all. Luke Welcome to the Spring 2008 edition of getting to know your friends/family. Okay, here's what you're supposed to do, and try not to be lame and spoil the fun! Copy this entire email and paste into a new email that you can send, change all the answers so that they apply to you. Then send this to a whole bunch of people you know, INCLUDING The person that sent it to you. Some of you may get this several times (that means you have lots of friends). 1. What is your occupation? Military, Currently US Army, Former US Navy 2. What color are your socks? Army green 3. What are you listening to right now? Mortars 4. What was the last thing that you ate? It tasted like chicken, don't know if it was. 5. Can you drive a stick shift? Yup, sure can! 6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Hunter/Fo

What Hurts...
When you LOVE someone with all your Heart and they could CARELESS. Talking to SOMEONE for months and then they just up and decide to STOP talking to you with no EXPLANATION and wont give you one cause their too damn STUBBORN to fucking GROW UP and act their age. (BE A MAN) or (WOMAN) When you ask SOMEONE how they FEEL about you and they AVOID that question and change the subject. Knowing that deep down even though he or she has done you so WRONG (MANY TIMES) in the past you still LOVE them and ALWAYS will. Knowing that if you EVER went back to him or her it would be the SAME old BULLSHIT. Knowing that you CONNECTED with someone and THEY KNOW that they connected with you but DONT do anything to PURSUE more. Knowing deep down that when he or she AVOIDS answering a QUESTION they think that their SAVING you the PAIN and HEARTACHE but they are NOT it just makes it that much WORSE. Knowing that you made an IMPACT in someones life and they just DROP you out of their LIFE

Do You Have What It Takes? Then Come Tell Me!!!!!!!!!
WANT TO WORK FOR THE BEST COUNTRY LOUNGE ON FUBAR--WELL HERE'S YOUR CHANCE!!! WE ARE NOW HIRING!! BEEN LOOKING FOR A FAMILY OF FRIENDS THAT YOU CAN'T STAY AWAY FROM?!?! WE GOT WHAT YOU WANT!!! NEED THAT COUNTRY MUSIC/SOUTHERN ROCK VIBE IN YOUR LIFE COPPERHEADS HAS EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR

Is It True?
When you said you were my friend, was it true? When you said you really mean it, was it true? When you said you wouldn't leave, was it true? When I'm lonely and lost, are you here? When I'm sad and confused, are you here? Do you listen to my pleas, or just turn away? I don't know if I can keep going. I don't know if I want to. I need someone by my side. So I can be by theirs. With honesty and hope. With love and compassion. With tenderness and care. Will you be here? I don't think you ever were. But I have always been here for you.

Work
Well it is Tuesday night and I am off of work and I am off tommorow night as well. I am looking forward to seeing my girl tommorow some time. I am so excited I am going to give her a real big hug, and kiss. Well I am going to get to bed soon, so I can get whatever I need done before I go and see my girl tommorow. I just wanted to put this in my blog.

Times In Your Life
There comes a time in everyone's life when you reflect on the good things you have done for others...the impact you have on people and what kind of legacy, if any, you plan on leaving behind. There are those moments when you truly discover what means the most to you in your life. In these few and far in between moments you want to shout to the world "I get it!" Those moments when you feel so overwhelmingly blessed that you have a family that loves you, friends that adore you, air in your lungs and dreams that will become a for sure reality someday. It's at this very moment that I know it's harder for people to accept you if you are a success. I understand it - I've been on both sides - a complete success and a complete failure. It's all in the attitude you hold when you are on each end I guess. I'm living by what's in my heart at each moment in my life. I'm not afraid of who I am and certainly proud of how God created me... in his own image. I'm trying to live up to His expectations. I

Annonymous
"What do you see, nurse, what do you see? What are you thinking when you look at me? ~A crabby old man, not very wise, Uncertain of habit with far away eyes, Who dribbles her food and makes no reply When you say in a loud voice-"I do wish you'd try." Who seems not to notice the things that you do And forever is losing stockings or shoes, Who, resisting or not, lets you do as you will With bathing and feeding, the long day to fill. Is that what you're thinking, is that what you see? Then open your eyes, nurse. You're not looking at me. I'll tell you who i am as i sit here so still. As i move at your bidding, eat at your will, I'm a small child of ten with a father and mother Brothers and sisters who love one another; A young boy of sixteen with wings on her feet. Dreaming that soon now a lover he'll meet; A groom now at twenty, my heart gives a leap, Remembering the vows that i promised to keep; At twenty-five now i have young of my own Who need me to build a secure

9 Words Women Use
Vocabulary aids for husbands-- (1)Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2)Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3)Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4)Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5)Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6)That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man That's okay means she wants to think long and har

Sexual Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 160 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Type Of Sex
You prefer Spontaneous sex! You're into spontaneous sex. Anywhere, any time the mood takes you. Just be careful that your sexcapades don't land you in a (ahem) tight spot. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Pain Yup.
It sucks to try to be hungry but not want to get up and eat because every step you take you feel pain. I had to wait till I couldn't take it no more so I could get up to get my pizza. I could have asked for help but i guess my stubborn streak kicks in and I don't ask. I hope everyone is having a great day I am I don't let this get me down anymore lifes to short to sulk......

Alabama Blonde
ALABAMA BLONDE Two bored casino dealers are waiting at the crap table. A very attractive blonde woman from South Alabama arrived and bet $20,000 on a single roll of the dice. She said, 'I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I play topless.' With that, she stripped to the waist; rolled the dice; and yelled, 'Come on, Southern Girl needs new clothes!' As the dice bounced and came to a stop, she jumped up-and-down and squealed 'YES! YES! I WON! I WON!' She hugged each of the dealers ... and then picked up her winnings, and her clothes, and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumfounded. Finally, one of them asked, 'What did she roll?' The other answered, 'I don't know ... I thought you were watching.' Moral of the story: 1.. Not all Southerners are stupid. 2.. Not all blondes are dumb. 3.. But all men ... are men

Pink Triangle
When I'm stable long enough I start to look around for love See a sweet in floral prints My mind begins the arrangements But when I start to feel that pull Turns out I just pulled myself She would never go with me Were I the last girl on earth I'm dumb, she's a lesbian I thought I had found the one We were good as married in my mind But married in my mind's no good Pink triangle on her sleeve Let me know the truth Let me know the truth Might have smoked a few in my time But never thought it was a crime Knew the day would surely come When I'd chill and settle down When I think I've found a good old-fashioned girl Then she put me in my place If everyone's a little queer Can't she be a little straight? I'm dumb, she's a lesbian I thought I had found the one We were good as married in my mind But married in my mind's no good Pink triangle on her sleeve Let me know the truth Let me know the truth Let me know the truth I'm dumb, she's a lesbian I thoug

Destination Domination
WE ARE HAPPY TO SAY WE ARE SOON TO HAVE OUR GRAND OPENING OF OUR DOMINATION RADIO LOUNGE HERE ON FUBAR!!! KEEP WATCHFUL OF FUTURE BULLETINS AND OR INVITES! AS SOON AS IT IS UP AND READY WE WILL BE OPENING DOORS FOR YOU TO DOMINATE YOUR PLEASURE ZONES ALONG WITH US! ALSO WE ARE CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR STAFF TO HELP RUN THE LOUNGE AND STAFF FOR OUR ACTUAL WEBSITE WWW.DOMINATION-RADIO.COM. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE CONTACTS US VIA EMAIL AT : DOMINATIONRADIO@GMAIL.COM OR LORD PHASE OR MYSELF AT: B.PHASE@YAHOO.COM OR JENNA.FLARE@YAHOO.COM WE ARE MORE THEN HAPPY TO GO OVER ANY QUESTIONS OR COMMENTS YOU MAY HAVE REGUARDING THE OPEN POSITIONS. UPON LOOKING FOR STAFF WE ARE ALSO LOOKING FOR DOMINATION GIRLS WHICH WILL BE A FUN FILLED POSITION TO HAVE FOR ANY GIRLS WITH OUT GOING PERSONALITIES AND LOVE TO SOCIALIZE OR WANT TO BE APART OF SOMETHING BIGGER! TILL THEN ROCK ON AND KEEP IT LOCKED AND ROCKED WITH THE STATION THAT ROCKS THE NATION!! DOMINATION RADIO - NEXT GENERATION

Not A Baby Anymore
My baby not a baby any more: Today is the day I that I see my baby growing up. Let me take you back for through the years. Justin has been in special education all of his school age years. Two year ago we moved to Mobile. He has since been in the special games. This year he won first place in all three events that he was in (running long jump, he jumped 5’6”, 400 meter relay, and the 200 meter Dash). About 3 months latter I received a phone call from the Mobile County Special Olympics President, saying that Justin was selected by the board to represent Mobile County in the State Games. She said that they usually do not take middle school kids to the games but seeing how well he did at the county games they would love to have him represent them this year. This was a great honor and I did not want him to be over looked if he want to do it. So he is now on his way to be a part of the games. He is on his was to Troy, Alabama to have a good time running his heart out something he enjoys

I Hate Everything Revisited
Well, it seems that I am back to hating just about everything. I was starting to look at things in a positive light. I was getting out of my funk. I was realizing that my life wasn't too bad. I realized that I was the one causing most of my issues in life, me being defensive, and shutting down so I didn't have pain and hurt. Looking back now, that is why I was so miserable on R&R. Well, also looking back, I was not just causing issues in my life, but in others. And now it has compounded. It has just exploded in ways I would have never thought. Granted, this has been a wake up call, and makes me see things I had not seen ever. It's amazing that when the blinders come off, you just see everything clearly. I am seeing stuff that I wish I would have seen at least a month earlier. I wish I would have seen so much, primarily in myself. Thanks for reading.

Graduation Tonight!
ok....I am going to my college graduation in 3 hours. I am freakin nervous! LOL I hope everyone wishes me luck...I am gonna need it! I just know I am going to fall off the stage! lmao Oh,,,for all my local buds, my graduation party will be on May 17th (tomorrow) at CW's in Vincennes IN. I will be there around 9:30pm Indiana time. I hope everyone has a great weekend!!!! Michelle

Sand In Da Azz
OH YEA...I WISH I WAS AT THE BEACH, BUT AT LEAST I CAN DREAM! LETS HAVE A BEACH PARTY! ITS PRETTY SIMPLE, JUST FAN, RATE, AND ADD THE PEOPLE BELOW! ONCE YOU GET DONE SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SO I CAN ADD YOU TO THE LIST! ALREADY HAVE THEM ON YOUR LIST? THATS OK, JUST LEAVE A PROFILE COMMENT SAYING "ENJOYING THE BEACH" THAT WAY EVERYONE WINS! SO BREAK OUT YOUR BATHING SUITS AND BEACH BALLS AND START THE PARTY! DONT FORGET TO PRIVATE MESSAGE ME SO I CAN ADD YOU TOO! AND ABOVE ALL ELSE! REPOST REPOST REPOST! SO WE CAN MAKE IT A GOOD ONE! START WITH THIS SEXY WOMAN CAUSE SHE MADE US STICKY SO THANK HER TOO!! ♥cottonblossom♥ RL WIFE 2 TattooedMarine*FuGF 2 DJ Showtime*Founder of Spankers Club*@ fubar BEACH LOVERS... cntrygal321~SHADOW LEVELERS~@ fubar In my dreams...or yours? ~*~ Pilot of Fantasy Flight ~*~ Shadow Leveler ~*~@ fubar Rïvë® G®ëëtë® @ Çlüb Mï§ƒït§@ fubar ☠HOOSIER☠~Owned by Freak

May 17 2008 Projected Rainfall..round #2
Well, just as we start to dry out from this storm system that dropped anywhere from .25 in some areas to as much as 1.25 across PA into NJ...A strong shortwave will be making its way across the great lakes region. This shortwave will eventually amplify into a closed low. This will cause a cold front to cross the area late saturday afternoon into the evening...sparking off some instability rain showers. I also would not rule out the chance of some thunderstorms as well in any areas that manage to get some daytime sunshine.. Projected rainfall is a Trace to .20 inches with isolated areas recieving up to .40 inches. Heavier amounts can be recieved in any thunderstorms. Unfortunately there is not a way for me to post the map that was created... For the map you can visit my official weather blog.. http://theweathergod.blogspot.com/

(don't?) Stop Believing
How do you stop believing in love? I'm not quite sure, but the non-belief hit me like lightning as I was sitting on the couch minding my own business, trying to decide between MSNBC or a movie from my stash of dvds. I looked through my movies. Moulin Rouge, Across the Universe, Bedazzled, Monkey Bone, some Korean flick about a guy and a mentally challenged cast off.. blah, blah, blah and so on. Love story, love story, love story. Not even Scrubs with the director's commentary on could satisfy me. And Scrubs usually gives me warm fuzzy laughs. Oh that JD! Who gives a crap? I thought. It's fantasy, all of it. It's chemical reactions, flesh and blood, temporary insanity. We have here, we have now, we have desire, we have pleasure. But honestly is it love? Does love really exist? I say I love you, what do I mean? I want to spend time with you, maybe close intimate time? Over and over again, perhaps forever? My brain wants the pheremones and love becomes na

Something I Wrote..
Walking on this road called life, Knowing the feeling of pain and strife. A longing to find that which belongs, Something that was lost through a horrible wrong. More precious then gold and pearls, More important then Kings and Earls. An emptiness is felt inside, As if a part has passed and died. A feeling of sadness encroaches on all, Hoping that one day the pain will fall. No words can rightly describe this pain that is felt, Just a really bad hand that life has been dealt. So why does it hurt?

Service
One Sunday morning, the pastor noticed little Alex standing in the foyer of the church staring up at a large plaque. It was covered with names with smallAmerican flags mounted on either side of it. The seven year old had been staring at the plaque for some time, so the pastor walked up, stood beside the little boy, and said quietly, "Good morning Alex." "Good morning Pastor," he replied, still focused on the plaque. "Pastor, what is this?" he asked the pastor. The pastor said, "Well, son, it's a memorial to all the young men and women who died in the service." Soberly, they just stood together, staring at the large plaque. Finally, little Alex's voice, barely audible and trembling with fear, asked, "Which service, the 9:45 or the 11:15?"

Police Comments
YOU KNOW,STOP LIGHTS DON'T COME ANY REDDER THAN THE ONE YOU JUST WENT THROUGH. RELAX,THE HANDCUFFS ARE TIGHT BECAUSE THEY'RE NEW. THEY'LL STRETCH AFTER YOU WEAR THEM A WHILE. IF YOU TAKE YOUR HANDS OFF THE CAR,I'LL MAKE YOUR BIRTH CERTIFICATE A WORTHLESS DOCUMENT. IF YOUR,YOU'LL ONLY GO TO JAIL TIRED. CAN YOUR RUN FASTER THAN 1200 FT. PER SECOND? BECUASE THAT'S THE SPEED OF THE BULLET THAT'LL BE CHASING YOU. YOU DON'T KNOW HOW FAST YOU WERE GOING? I GUESS THAT MEANS I CAN WRITE ANYTHING I WANT TO ON THE TICKET,HUH? YES SIR,YOU CAN TALK TO THE SHIFT SUPERVISOR,BUT I DON'T THINK IT WILL HELP. OH,DID I MENTION THAT I'M THE SHIFT SUPERVISOR? WARNING! YOU WANT A WARNING? OKAY, I'M WARNING YOU NOT TO DO THAT AGAIN OR I'LL GIVE YOU ANOTHER TICKET. THE ANSWER TO THIS QUESTION WILL DETERMINE WHETHER YOU ARE DRUNK OR NOT. WAS MICKEY MOUSE A CAT OR DOG? FAIR? YOU WANT ME TO BE FAIR? LISTEN,FAIR IS A PLACE WHERE YOU GO TO RIDE ON RIDES,EAT COTTON CANDY CORN DOGS AND STEP

Far And Near
Distance does not matter much when across the waves two spirits touched No space saved for despair and not a feeling of fear as there's no replacement of unique moments created when two hearts and minds entwined forming what is now and will remain Love unusually deep and equally shared

15 Places Every Kid Should See
Here's our pick of important American landmarks that every kid should visit. Our choices might surprise you. Beyond fun and relaxation, vacations also provide opportunities to explore, learn, and grow. While these sights are breathtaking at any age, there's something extra special about seeing them as a child—or just through the eyes of one. (Use discretion: Some places simply aren't appropriate for younger kids.) Plus, see family trip photos from readers in our slide show. Ellis Island Museum, New York City: About 40 percent of Americans are descended from someone who immigrated through this station. Visiting is a powerful experience, thanks to the smartly curated exhibits—and you get a terrific view of the Statue of Liberty on the same ferry ride. Lincoln Memorial, Washington, D.C.: This is a city of inspiring sights: the Washington Monument, Arlington National Cemetery, and the Jefferson and Vietnam Veterans memorials. Still, the 19-foot marble statue of our 16th president

The Wolf
The Wolf (wa-hya or wa-ya) To Native Americans, the wolf is a powerful spiritual symbol. They are considered to be teachers or pathfinders. The wolf star was red, an esteemed color, associated with the wolf by all tribes. Also known as Sirius, it is the brightest star in the Northern Sky. The milky way was the wolf's trail-the route to heaven. In time, the wolf also became associated among the four seasons with summer, among the trees with the willow, and among the great natural forces with the clouds. The indians respected the wolf's prowess as a hunter, his stamina, and the way he moved silently across the landscape. They were moved by his howling, which they sometimes regarded as talking with the spirit world. The wolf appears in many legends as a messenger, great long distance travelor and a guide for anyone seeking the spirit world. He was the forerunner of new ideas who returned to the clan to teach and share medicine.

Woman And Wolf
A healthy woman is much like a wolf, strong life force, life-giving, territorily aware, intuitive and loyal. Yet seperation from her wildish nature causes a woman to become meager, anxious, and fearful. The wild nature carries the medicine for all things. She carries stories, dreams, words and songs. She carries everything a woman needs to be and know. She is the essence of the female soul... With the wild nature as ally and teacher, we see not through two eyes only, but through the many eyes of intuition. With intuition we are like the starry night, we gaze at the world through a thousand eyes. It does not mean to lose one's primary socializations. It means quite the opposite. The wild nature has a vast integrity to it. It means to establish territory, to find one's pack, to be in one's body with certainty and pride, to speak and act in one's behalf, to be aware, to draw on the innate feminine powers of intuition, to find what one belongs to, to

Joke
A little old lady was sitting on a park bench in The Villages, a Florida Adult community. A man walked over and sits down on the other end of the bench. After a few moments, the woman asks, "Are you a stranger here?" He replies, "I lived here years ago." "So, where were you all these years?" "In prison," he says. "Why did they put you in prison?" He looked at her, and very quietly said, "I killed my wife." "Oh!" said the woman. "So you're single...?!"

Joke
A little 80 year old lady had always wanted to join a local bikers club. One day she goes up and knocks on a biker's door. A big, hairy, bearded biker with tattoos all over his arms answers. She proclaims, "I want to join your club." The guy was quite amused, but says she needs to meet certain biker requirements in order to join. The biker asks; "Do you have motorcycle? The little old lady replies, "Yep, my bike's parked over there" and points to a flamed black Harley chopper in the driveway. The biker asks, "Do you drink?" The little old lady replies, "Yep, drink like a fish. I'll drink everyone in your club under the table." The biker asks, "Do you smoke?" The little old lady replies, "Yep, smoke like a chimney. At least 2 packs of cigarettes and three joints a day and a couple more in the evening, while I'm shooting pool." The biker is very impressed and asks, "Last question, have you ever been picked up by the fuzz?" The little old lady thin

Oriental Pork Chops
Oriental Pork Chops 4 (3/4 to 1 inch thick) boneless butterflied pork chops 1 egg beaten 4 tbsp. soy sauce 1/4 cup bread crumbs 1/2 tsp garlic powder 1/8 tsp ginger Place chops in shallow baking dish. Combine egg, soy sauce and pour over chops. Turn to coat. Cover and marinate at least 1 hour, turning occasionally in the refrigerator. Combine bread crumbs, garlic powder and ginger, dredge chops on all sides in bread crumb mixture. Arrange in shallow baking pan coated with cooking s, not the one used for the marinate unless it is cleaned first. Bake in 350 degree oven for 30 minutes turn chops and continue baking until done about 30 minutes.

Drama
Omg I have been so PMSing but honestly that is so over. I have had mood swings like I dont know what. I dont know why either. I just know is sucks. I know everyone on here thinks I have no life because I blog about what ya'll would call "stupid shit" or even say that I'm "Point Whoring" if that is possible with posting mumms. So yeah But These mean streaks have got to go or i'll be in hell before you know it!

Bipolar Okay
Now alot of people are diagnosised with bipolar but this is the only thing they check for with and then diagnosis you. There are four types of mood episodes that can occur in bipolar disorder, each with a unique pattern of symptoms: Mania Hypomania Depression Mixed episode UMMMMMMMM COULDN'T WE BE ONE OF THOSE AT SOME POINT IN OUR LIVES..LIKE DEPRESSED????? AGAIN DRUGS AND TALKING FOR THIS

13...13...13
I was walking past the mental hospital the other day, and all the patients were shouting, "13....13... .13." The fence was too high to see over, but I saw a little gap in the planks And looked through to see what was going on. Some bastard poked me in the eye with a stick. Then they all started shouting "14...14...14..."

Friendships
F: FEELING SUITABLE TO YOU R: RETROACTIVE COMPANIONSHIP I: INDEPENDANCE OF EACH OTHER WHEN THE TIME IS NEEDED E: ENTERTAINMENT WHETHER GOOD OR BAD N: NEAR BY IN CASE U HAVE 2 BUST A SKULL TIL THE WHITE MEAT SHOW D: DOWN 4 WHATEVER S: SHOPPING BUDDY H: HELL RAISERS IF NEED B I: INTERPRETOR OF YOUR FEELINGS WHEN U CAN'T SPEAK P: POSSIBILITY OF BEING THERE FURTHER THAN DEATH DO U PART DO YOU HAVE THIS IN YOUR FRIENDS?

Wave Bottle
What you'll need: * Empty two liter plastic bottle with lid * Clear vegetable oil or mineral oil * Water * funnel * Blue food coloring * Small star fish, shells and other sea creatures * One tsp glitter * White craft glue * Hot glue How to make it: 1. Wash and dry two-liter bottle and remove all labels 2. Fill bottle halfway with tap water 3. Add a few drops of blue food coloring and swirl around to mix 4. Add glitter 5. Add sea creatures 6. Fill bottle the rest of the way with vegetable oil using a funnel 7. Be sure that rim and cap are dry, then apply white craft glue around the rim. Seal cap. 8. Use a layer of hot glue around the outer edge of the cap for added protection from leakage 9. Turn bottle on its side and gently rock the bottle to create a “wave” inside your ocean habitat! Tips: * Use lightweight starfish, shells and other sea creature toys that can float. Test them first in

Nonsense
i sit and i struggle and i tear at myself i roil and rage cause i'm at an age when hormones and emotions run out of control who knows the evil in men the shadow and all to often i find myself there looking for the devil hoping to get hurt wanting with all my heart to live...

Death
Why does Death come so unexpected? Why is it that Death seems to grab the people who mean the most and has done good things all of their life? Why is it that Death has to be a thief in the night? Why does it seem like Death surrounds us Thrice when He comes in the night? I question this and ask why...... Why Aunt Wanda Why..... Death has taken a good woman who did no harm unto others but was always taking the hits for those who deserved them.... Why Aunt Wanda why??? To my Aunt Wanda for whom I will love forever.....

She So Nasty
...echoes follow her after she leaves the gynecolgist's ofice. She had the highest "sperm count" for a woman!... "She didn't even take a shower"... You think she wouldn't have sex BEFORE coming in to the doctor's office"... That "ho" was glowin green in the dental exam!" ... Look at the S_ _T on her neck, must be some kinga syphilis or something... HO!" Ever wonder what they say about you coming and going? Ever feel like giving them a peice of your mind... or better yet, hosting them into your relationship so they can be the NASTY HO next time your husband gets jealous or mad a the idea of some other man going up in your vaginal spaces? I do.. and did. Who knows what makes a man tick off, if only that there's another man going in his "hole."

Captains Log 1
The miracle is the change in perception. When we realize that God knows all because he is all of us put together, we realize our divine intention! When I explained to my son that heaven and hell are a "state of mind" and that one is controlled by the ego and one is controlled by the holy spirit, and which we choose is completely up to us. My 14 year old son says, "Wow I finally get it." I said "Son.... some people NEVER get it..." At 14, if he get's it, then I feel I've done well. I said "so does that make me a good minister?" and he responded, "Well, I don't know about that." --- So I can't win them all... I do feel confident in getting that point across to my son because I realize that in recognizing that, is a step toward recognizing all of it. We have divine guidance by God whether we choose to believe it or not. In "A Course In Miracles" it says, "It is a required course. Only the time you devote to it is voluntary." So, what it's saying is that the time you don't devote to

Let It Go
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because t hey ar e not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, i

Maya Angelou
'MAYA ANGELOU'S' BEST POEM EVER A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems,and a recipe for a mea

Something To Ponder
Feelings swarm me day by day, uncertainty on which road to take, Either route i choose, danger somewhere lurks. No matter which way i turn, nothing works. Which way do i want, which way do i need? heart and head, fighting again, in which do i heed? Love? What is it? its an emotion that i cant quite grasp. it confuses me more than life itself. is it something im unsure of that uve felt? i thought i have, but was it real? is this the right thing? the way i feel? is it love or mere infatuatiou? have i gotten myself into an unsettled situation? Love is a little easier to understand, but being in love is different, and has to be held on stable land. I may have felt love, but in love? thats a different page. Is this the real feeling thought? or just another phase? i want to go the right path, the one with no afflictions. but i know thats impossible. someone will be in pain. i will allow the pain to be on myself, and for this feeling i cant quite be vain. I do not

Volume Xxxvi - Memorial Day?
And here we are again, a return of Memorial Day. Seems as if it were Memorial day back in '07....these days are now but a blur to me. As y'all know, Memorial Day is intended to honor those who died in military conflict. It was originally designed to honor the Union soldiers who died in the War for Southern Independence. (I REFUSE to call if the "civil war", for reasons that I shall not detail here.) After WWII, it was designated to honor all Americans who died in any military conflict. I actually celebrate TWO Memorial Days. The regular U.S. Memorial Day, this Monday, and also Confederate Memorial Day. The latter is celebrated on different days in different states (Georgia's is April 26th). I have a wealth of military heritage in my family. Both my grandfathers served in the Army---my paternal grandfather, R.B. Scott (1925-1983), was in World War II (Pacific theater), Korea and Vietnam. My maternal grandfather, Clarence Baize (1917-1982), also served in World War II (Europe

Memorial Day
While many of us are enjoying the "official" beginning of summer and BBQing and drinking and with family and friends, many of us fellow Americans are not. I hope everyone on here would know the true meaning of Memorial Day. It is not just a day off for many as our soldiers overseas do not have the day off. As a veteran of active duty and a reservist now, I think about our soldiers overseas everyday as I know many of them personally. Let's take the time while we are enjoying our holiday weekend to think and remember those overseas fighting a useless "war" but still doing their duty and those who haven't and won't make it back alive to see their family and loved ones again. Never take a day for granted and tell those that you love, how much they mean to you today, cause tomorrow is never promised! B safe this weekend!

Albert Einstein
Albert Einstein "I do not believe in a personal God and I have never denied this but have expressed it clearly. If something is in me which can be called religion than it is the unbounded admiration for the structure of the world so far as our science can reveal it." "I cannot imagine a God who rewards and punishes the objects of his creation, whose purposes are modeled after our own -- a God, in short, who is but a reflection of human frailty. Neither can I believe that the individual survives the death of his body, although feeble souls harbor such thoughts through fear or ridiculous egotism." "I do not believe in the immortality of the individual, and I consider ethics to be an exclusively human concern with no superhuman authority behind it." "If people are good only because they fear punishment, and hope for a reward, then we are a sorry lot indeed."

A Few Quotes By Different People
"You never see animals going through the absurd and often horrible fooleries of magic and religion. Only man behaves with such gratuitous folly. It is the price he has to pay for being intelligent but not, as yet, intelligent enough." -Aldous Huxley, author "Roots" "I don’t believe in God. My god is patriotism. Teach a man to be a good citizen and you have solved the problem of life." - Andrew Carnegie "I am an atheist, out and out. It took me a long time to say it. I've been an atheist for years and years, but somehow I felt it was intellectually unrespectable to say that one is an atheist, because it assumed knowledge that one didn't have. Somehow it was better to say one was a humanist or agnostic. I don't have the evidence to prove that God doesn't exist, but I so strongly suspect that he doesn't that I don't want to waste my time." "Creationists make it sound like a 'theory' is something you dreamt up after being drunk all night" -Isaac Asimov, Russian-born - Ame

Elizabeth Cady-stanton
"The memory of my own suffering has prevented me from ever shadowing one young soul with the superstitions of the Christian religion." "The Bible and the Church have been the greatest stumbling blocks in the way of women's emancipation." "The bible teaches that woman brought sin and death into the world, that she precipitated the fall of the race, that she was arraigned before the judgment seat of Heaven, tried, condemned and sentenced. Marriage for her was to be a condition of bondage, maternity a period of suffering and anguish, and in silence and subjection, she was to play the role of a dependent on man's bounty for all her material wants, and for all the information she might desire...Here is the Bible position of woman briefly summed up." She wrote of the Bible, "I found nothing grand in the history of the Jews nor in the morals inculcated in the Pentateuch. Surely the writers had a very low idea of the nature of their god. They made him not only anthropomorphic, but of

Gene Roddenberry
"I condemn false prophets, I condemn the effort to take away the power of rational decision, to drain people of their free will--and a hell of a lot of money in the bargain. Religions vary in their degree of idiocy, but I reject them all. For most people, religion is nothing more than a substitute for a malfunctioning brain." "We must question the story logic of having an all-knowing all-powerful God, who creates faulty Humans, and then blames them for his own mistakes."

Hate/love
ever hate someone and feel let down and hurt but love them and still want them at the same time? i've been feeling this for over a year now... and as many f-u's that have been thrown around, some stupid part of me still feels the other side every so often. if the bad out-weighed the good through all the years that we've known eachother, it might help. but it didn't. oh well. nothing to do about it now. yep...."fallin" by alicia keys...still true.

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Cute
Hey All I Know Some Of You Have Not Talked To Me In So Long But I Miss Talking To You All And If You Can Help Me Out I Promise To Rate You And Fan You So Plz Im Askin For Some Help I Would Love It If You Could Buy Me A V.I.P For The Month Thanks Hugs And Kisses To You All.

Jennifer Santiago
Jennifer Santiago Biography Hometown: New York, NY Born: New York, NY Fighter Info Height: 5' 2" Weight Div: 128 Lb Age: 24 P. Fighting Style: Boxing Fight records: 12 wins, 1 loss Date Result Opponent Method Score 5/3/08 Win Munah Holland - New Jersey Decision 15 - 11 3/28/08 Win Kelli Cofer - Miami Decision 18 - 9 3/28/08 Win Jessica Bednark - Miami Decision 15 - 10 12/1/07 Win Munah Holland - New Jersey Decision 15 - 9 12/1/07 Loss Munah Holland - New Jersey Decision 8 - 15 11/10/06 Win Erin Cantrell - Philadelphia Decision 18 - 9 11/10/06 Win Virginia Baker - Philadelphia Decision 17 - 8 6/24/06 Win Marisol Vidal-Ortiz - New England Decision 14 - 11 6/24/06 Win Marisol Vidal-Ortiz - New England Decision 15 - 11 1/21/06 Win Kornelija Numic - Miam

Don't Let Me Die Still Wondering
I walk these streets where my soulles feet Haunt the ground where it was I once tread On Grafton's Arcade pours the rich commerce rain Though the voices I no longer hear speak Heaven's to blame so on that I'll abstain Best clean the church from my cracked fingernail But don't let me die still wondering What it was I left behind From God's golden plate begrudgers they eat Till their belly's burst ignorance bliss Never they roam a wanderless home Is as far as their sorry eye sees Give me a rusty ol' goat well trampled and soaked Until these ashes and blood mingle deep But don't let me die still wondering What it was I left behind Though I've been that face before Slammed every open door Squandered once scattered beliefs So when the waves come crashin' in I'll swim as the ocean swims Out with the morning tide Then back for my tea So I'll do as I please like the well-tempered breeze Blowin' which way I see fit I'll grey with the clay seven days till the day

That Woman Went With Me
to NIAGRA FALLS... honeymoon wonder of the northeast. Problem was the room we stayed in did not exist. The dinner we shared never materialized and our leap over the edge was only to retrieve her teenage daughter, Nichole! We were on the road to Rochester, New York from Ann Arbor, Michigan... my son was going to college! Wouldn't ya now assumptions evolved centeralized on our GAY LADY activities! We became lovers in the minds of others! We loved the trip... there and back but romance? not there! Not there. http://l.yimg.com/a/i/travel/tg/lp/f8/240x240_f8e06bf6f84c468d8f09b211494bb16e.jpg

The American Soldier
They have a strong heart and great amount of stubborn pride They are the brave ones and they show it with every stride I know they won't let us down as they serve our country over in a dangerous land For, even though many of us don't want to admit it, on our behalf their taking a strong stand They'll fight for others freedom while helping us hold on to ours And yes they may come back with some frightening scars I honor this woman and man, they call an American Soldier As they stand for what they believe in Even when they don't have our support!

Mixed Blood Teachings
Mixed Blood Teachings Mixed blood, why do you wonder where you belong? You have entered the world a child of many races Giving the peoples of the world a chance to see itself as one, through you. But you, you have given the Indian people a special gift, Because you were born with the right to choose any path, And you choose to pray in the way of our old ones. You honour this land where you were born, And your prayers give strength to all of your relatives here. The Grandfathers and Grandmothers are happy that you speak to them, And we are happy when you remember us Among all of the Spirits that walk with you. We listen to your special prayers for peace and a good life. Be patient with your Red relatives. They too grew up in a racist society, and It is hard for some to find Spirit when they only see faces. They forget that some of the Grandmothers and Grandfathers were hidden and forgotten. Mixed blood, when you walk the way of the people, You show them that your Spi

Hooked - Chapter 4
Chapter 4 “I need your cock inside me,” Karen was whispering in my ear when I woke up. “I need it so bad. Fuck me, please?” It was almost pitiful, but very erotic. I remember taking a shower and then we must have all fallen asleep in each other’s arms, because I woke up to find myself surrounded by naked beautiful women. Karen was lying face-to-face with me with my arm around her. I could feel her warm soft breath on my face as she spoke. You were curled up against my back. Your breasts were pressed against me and your right leg was draped over my right hip. “What time is it?” I whispered. “Time to fuck Karen” was her reply. I tried to look at the bedside clock, but she grabbed my face and kissed me softly and passionately. It was still dark outside and I was still a little groggy from the night. I moved my right hand down to her crotch and traced her tiny strip of hair, down past her clit, and into her wet, swollen lips. Her left leg lifted into the air to g

Hooked - Chapter 6
Chapter 6 The bright mid-day sun was slipping away into the long shadows of late afternoon as we made our way back up onto the beach. After our lovemaking, we had ventured back out to the reef; swimming and laughing and pointing at stuff like two school kids. That’s sort of how I felt; like a school-kid seeing everything for the first time. In truth, I was seeing things clearly for the first time. I was doing what I wanted to do, when I wanted to do it, with a person that I enjoyed being with, and who enjoyed being with me. We were having the time of our lives. Or, at least, I was! Joseph had passed out on the beach much earlier in the day and now was bitching about his ass being sunburned. Karen had put on a tiny white Wicked Weasel bikini sometime during the afternoon and was reclining in a beach chair, wearing sunglasses, drinking a beer and reading a book, looking very much unlike a mother-of-three, first-grade-teaching, conservative, religious, southern woman. As

Hmm, A Thought
If you ever get 'bugged' you don't have to be mean or block And though I was bugged pervertly. My husband and I actually have a sweet cat. So what you read... Was actually said (To not get it pulled, name was removed from here) (Also, nothing more was said, thankfully) ->****: cat doesn't like strangers. ****: can i PET URS? ->****: only by my husband, we like petting our cat, spoiled as ever. ****: u like ur kitty stroked? ->****: ? ****: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Hidden
I came into the world as a frail and broken spirit. The Goddess knew this, and so he molded for me a protector god who would shield me for eternity from the bleak anguish of this life. But now I've fallen too low. Shallow and frantic in my desires, I feel him slowly slipping away. Don't leave me, my love. Without you, my life will be nothing but empty darkness. If necessary, I shall sacrifice myself. Let the ceaseless crimson river be the only proof of your return in my next life...

Brown Eyed Girl
Hey where did we go, Days when the rains came Down in the hollow, Playin' a new game, Laughing and a running hey, hey Skipping and a jumping In the misty morning fog with Our hearts a thumpin' and you My brown eyed girl, You my brown eyed girl. Whatever happened To Tuesday and so slow Going down the old mine With a transistor radio Standing in the sunlight laughing, Hiding behind a rainbow's wall, Slipping and sliding All along the water fall, with you My brown eyed girl, You my brown eyed girl. Do you remember when we used to sing, Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da So hard to find my way, Now that I'm all on my own. I saw you just the other day, My how you have grown, Cast my memory back there, Lord Sometime I'm overcome thinking 'bout Making love in the green grass Behind the stadium with you My brown eyed girl You my brown eyed girl Do you remember when we used to sing Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da.

O_o
You know what? it sucks that people put you in a place and after you're there, you can't be moved out of it. just because i do bad things sometimes doesn't mean anything i'm still the same person i was before i did them you assholes i am ready for new friends :x

Matty Colaboration
a suicidal flirt and a nightmare klown looking for some fun on the cemetary grounds and as we walk along pissing on the graves we spot a little goth girl who wants to be our slave this stupid little bitch calling out to satan looking for some evil that she might awaken just the kind of toy we need for some games to play the thrill begins to grow as we close in on our prey she tears off her clothes and to heaven points her dagger i come out right in front and from behind you grab her hey little bitch did you call my name no matter really because you will be in our little game from the darkness comes my friend with a swift attack she does not realize what the fuck until shes on her back bind her wrists as i tape her mouth and with a razor blade we head down south spread her legs so the fun can begin give that vertical smile a horizontal grin oh sweet moans in muffled agony but little slut you called for what is happening with a quick slice i take h

In A Delusion
slit your wrist allow the crimson to flow falling from your finger tips your essence upon the snow thinking thoughts of a forgotten past filled with the fear knowing this shall fade fast tormented by visions of what used to be why is the question that is taunting me where am i now am awake or asleep am i just a nightmare of another slumbering creep as consiousness fades my body falls to the ground but my soul falls further to where my screams make no sound i am warmed by an end while my body grows cold further away seems all that to myself i hold is all yet lost am i on a one way trip or will someone come and remove deaths grip plagued by questions that have no answers to find please save me or say fuck it and leave me behind

Excitement Part 3
We sit at the table facing one another, he’s wearing a suit with a white shirt, while I wear a black dress with no knickers underneath. My shoe comes off my foot and I slide it gently up and down his trouser leg and watch his face. Both of us sit there I lick the cream off my strawberry then swirl my tongue round it, I see him watching licking his lips with anticipation. The restaurant was full of people who were watching us, which made me rather excited, but I wanted to go somewhere more private. We finish our meal and he pays the bill, leaving the restaurant we walk back to the car. The night outside was cool, and the rain was beginning to fall, the wind blow a light gentle breeze which waved my hair around. Both of us get into the car and drive around for a while, I can’t help but notice the way his trousers sit across his legs and reach out to have feel. A silky sensation touches my hand as I stroke up and down, I could sense he had no boxers on, so I tease a little more and

The Other Man
The room was crowded people stood everywhere, they all talked in little huddles laughing and chatting. The lights shone down on the dance floor where girls were shaking their booty and doing their thing. My eyes notice a girl her body sleek but curvy, she swayed her hips from side to side and moved like a storm that shed across the skies. Her eyes kept meeting mine and I had to look closer, walking to her I see her eyes glowing with blue and her lips red with heat. Her hands felt round her body, they traveled down her breasts and around her hips then she would stop. My heart was racing and I needed to see more, I move closer and start to dance, her body moves closer to mine, I feel the electricity flowing though our bodies as we rub against each other. She was a goddess of movement, a women of beauty and overwhelming power, she could hypnotize you with her eyes and sleekness, but it was too late for me I was captured. We continue to dance our bodies still feeling the heat that w

Sexual Zodiac
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool.You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling.Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Low Raters Strike Again
After having my profile pic rated an 8 by some dumb blonde.... i couldn't help but to go and repay the love with an 8 and this little comment: Comments on qtpie81505: diviegirl ... May 29, 2008 @ 4:04 pm thanks for the "8"....LMAO no really...that was just too fuck*ng kind of you...don't bother returning to my page cheap azz. WAS I TOO HARSH???? LMAO..... OH WELL, SOMETIMES MY MEAN STREAK TENDS TO FLARE I GUESS. It just makes me mad getting anything less than the best, when the best is what i give everyone else. I always give 10s or 11s unless provoked. Silly to get so annoyed with an online site, I know... but still. Manners still mean something to me....on or off line.

This Is Such A Pity
How is your heart little darling? I didn't mean to get so mad. Let me just hold you closely. How did things get so bad? I know how to pick on you. You pushed me over the edge. We caused so much agony. We can't seem to move ahead. This is such a pity. We should give all our love to each other. Not this hate that destroys us. This is such a pity. (This is a pity) What kind of future will we have? Will we we ever find peace? Everybody thinks we're crazy. They're about to call the police. I don't wanna be a chump. You think I'm a fascist pig. Right now everything is black. I don't think we'll get it. This is such a pity. We should give all our love to each other. Not this hate that destroys us. This is such a pity. (This is a pity) [solo] This is such a pity. We should give all our love to each other. Not this hate that destroys us. This is such a pity. (This is a pity)

Jokes
A guy is browsing in a pet shop and sees a parrot sitting on a >>little perch. >> >> It doesn't have any feet or legs. >> >> The guy says aloud, "Jeesh, I wonder what happened to this >>parrot?" >> >> The parrot says, "I was born this way. I'm a defective >>parrot." >> >> "Holy crap," the guy replies. "You actually understood and >>answered me!" >> >> "I got every word," says the parrot. "I happen to be a highly >>intelligent thoroughly educated bird." >> >> "Oh yeah?" the guy asks, "Then answer this -- how do you hang >>onto your perch without any feet?" >> >> "Well," the parrot says, "this is very embarrassing but since >>you asked, I wrap my weenie around this wooden bar like a little hook. You >>can't see it because of my feathers." >> >> "Wow," says the guy. "You really can understand and speak >>English can't you?" >> >> "Actually, I speak both Spanish and English, and I can >>conv

Close Embrace
A feather touch on satin skin, Curving lips, a soft sensual grin. Curious fingers splayed on a firm chest, Whispered words nestled into breasts, Gentle hands smooth over tender lips, Fingers gliding across curving hips. Silence cut with a whimpered cry, A sharp gasp, a sweet lingering sigh. Bodies still, a rosy flush upon my face Your arms entwined in close embrace.

Honor, Loyalty And Trust
Honor, Loyalty and Trust Wishing for a Love that can be trusted with every part of my Heart and Soul, Looking for a Love that will defend that Love with everything that they are, Dreaming of a Love that will stand by me against all others till the end of time, Hoping for a Love that will place my Heart before any other, Yearning for a Love that will weather all things good and ill, Searching for a Love that is willing to walk with me through all the damage of My Past, Craving a Love to walk by My side in this journey called Life, Thinking of a Love that can Heal this broken Heart of Mine, Longing for a Love that Burns with intense Passion, Seeking for a Love that will cross the barriers of Life itself, Needing a Love that will bring in Light into the Darkest places of my Soul, Wanting a Love that is based on Honor, Loyalty and Trust, Willing to give all these things in the Name of Love! Mordechai

Gone For A Bit
HEY YALL I KNOW I BEEN GONE FOR A WHILE IM WORKING ON GETTING BACK ON FULL TIME AGAIN IM NOT SURE WHEN THAT WILL BE I HOPE TO BE BACK ON FULL TIME WITHIN THE NEXT MINTH OR 2 I WILL PERIODICALLY CHECK BACK WITH YALL BUT WONT BE ABLE TO GET INTO THE LOUNGES AT ALL I USE THE PUBLIC LIBRARY COMPS FOR NOW SO PLEASE LEAVE ME LOTS OF LOVE AND I PROMISE ILL DO WHAT I CAN WHEN I GET BACK ON FULL TIME TO PAY ALL WHO DO LEAVE LOVE BACK IF YOU GOT MY CELL NUMBER YOU CAN CALL ME ANYTIME AND IF YOU GOT MY YIM YOU CAN HIT ME UP ON THERE I CHECK IT REGULARLY SO JUST DROP ME A LINE OR LEAVE ME LOVE ON HERE AND PLEASE HELP ME LEVEL LOL AND WHEN I GET BACK ON FULL TIME ANYONE WHO HELPS ME WILL GET A SURPRISE IN THEIR PROFILES CAUSE WHEN I GET BACK ON FULL TIME ILL HAVE TIME AND A WAY TO PAY YALL BACK I KNOW I OWE A FEW OF YOU THINGS NOW AND I PROMISE WHEN I GET BACK YOU WILL GET WHAT YOU ARE OWED AND MAYBE EVEN A LIL EXTRA FOR THE WAIT I DO MISS AND LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS AND CANT WAIT TO BE BACK ON FULL T

Fu Bombers
FU BOMBERS COME ONE COME ALL TO ALL FU BOMBERS I HAVE A NEW CHALLENGE FOR YOU OR SHOULD I SAY A CONTEST WHO EVER BRINGS IN THE MOST NEWBIES THIS MONTH WILL WIN A ONE MONTH VIP OR A 7 DAY BLAST HOWS THAT FOR incentive??? NOW LETS SEE WHAT YOU CAN DO SPONSORED BY U S A KING EARL FU BOMBERS

Lost & Alone
Lost & Alone Lost and trapped within this nightmare called life, Alone in a darkness of my own making, Lost in thoughts of despair and self hatred, Alone without the comfort of another's touch, Lost without a clue of what is next, Alone and hopeless to protect myself from my own darkness, Lost within my own mind wondering why I am such a fool, Alone again without hope, Lost within these walls I have made, Alone In a place so cold, Lost forever to wander without a purpose, Alone till the day I die, Mordechai Havic

Silence Kills
Silence Kills They say silence is golden, They have never heard silence from a loved one. They have never felt silence when it strikes out like a club to knock you flat. They have never felt the loneliness within that silence. They have no idea of what they say because simply Silence Kills. Stephen

“health Care”
Being a health care occupation has its advantages and rewards. You provide and give personal care to the person or persons you are in charge with and in return who gain their respect and trust. Giving a good personal care to the person or persons who have in your care can give them a very good feeling , makes them feel good about themselves, and generally keeps them more active and full of life! As for me, I love giving health care to others because I feel more rewarding when they make you realizes and feel good about myself when they talk back to me and give me a nice comment regarding my care to them and how they treat me with respect and trust. It makes me feel more wanted by them and secure that I’m giving them the best capability, care to them as I can possible can to them and others. I love my job and I want to give better health care to others to show them that I do care for them and I’m not caring for them for the money and my career. That’s how I am to others and so on!

Sleep
I cant sleep. And then when I do sleep I sleep for days. I have been fighting the flu for about a week now, I just feel horrible. If my throat would heal up, I would feel a whole lot better. Other than that life is doing good. I have a good idea that someones life is going to be altered due to a "conversation". But frankly, I dont think that I will be believed, but whatever has to happen will happen. Ya know? I still have to worry about my daughter. People will jump to their own conclusions no matter what I will say, and will say that I said it just to cover their asses. Drama that I dont need. Anyway, I am off, back to bed... relaxing and blowing my nose. LOL. Cant wait until my lil girl wakes up so we can go do something. ~Jen

Obessed With Ncis
I walked down the hallways of the Navy Yard, my head filled with thoughts and worries. My sister only left me a piece of paper, a key, and a voicemail explaining what I was to do. She always was one to be vague, but she knew me. Like I have in the past, I didn’t dare question her, but followed her instructions. I stared at this little paper in my hand. Special Agent Gibbs. What the hell is that supposed to mean? I knew who he was; she talked about him all the time. I sighed deciding it best not to overanalyze just yet and walked into the elevator. The cliché stainless steel walls in the elevator made me chuckle slightly. I didn’t have to wait long to arrive at my floor. I stepped out and turned to my right, which had a group of cubicles with a couple men sitting at some of them. I slowly approached them, not knowing how they were going to respond to me. Sure she had told me about them all and they sounded like pleasant people, but that was when they were with her. I walked up

Men Are Like...
Men are like.... 1. Men are like Laxatives . They irritate the crap out of you. 2 Men are like. Bananas . The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like Chocolate Bars .. Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like Commercials . You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores ... Their clothes are always 1/2 off! 8. Men are like .. Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .. Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like Popcorn . They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like Snowstorms . You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like Lava Lamps . Fun to look at, but not very bright. 13. Me

Love
Love What is Love? Love is an unconscious decision, a sense of being. Love is freedom. Love is joy. Love empowers and let's go. Love sets no limits or boundaries. It is endless. Love requires and needs nothing in return. Love is spontaneous. Love is almighty. Love does not live in the world of expectation and prefers only what occurs. Love doesn't know failure for it sees the perfection in every design and outcome. Love does not seek knowledge because it already is the truth, the way, the question and the answer. Love is a gift, a smile, a hug, a gesture of good faith, a promise that is unspoken. Love is all. Love is fearless. Love is change. What isn't Love? Love is not selective. Love is not judgmental. Love knows no doubt. Love does not set requirements or rules. Love is not jealous. Love does not hope or think or believe; love knows. Love does not have needs. Bodies have needs, souls do not. Love is the soul fully expressed. Love is a soul fully expressed and accepted by another. L

New Stuff
Hey All, Our band finally has some new merchandise for sale. T shirts, mugs, stickers etc. Just go to cafepress.com/davesapparel ..... Our Cd (2 for the road) will be released late next month and we will put the link for that up as well. So show some support and stop by.... Thanks, Dave and all of Absoloot Agony

School Is Almost Over For My Kids 06/13/08
Wow I cant believe that my kids will be out of school soon. Their last day is June 13 and they dont go back until September 8. Now for the fun part....MOM IM BORED! or THERE IS NOTHING TO DO! That is what I usually hear from my kids. I remember growing up and I never said that as a kid and I made my own fun. Kids are spoiled rotten nowadays, and we as parents do it. So I went out and bought a 14 foot trampoline for the kids plus we are taking them on a camping trip. Every year we go camping now during the summer and Im hoping this will end some of the "Im bored". So we leave June 19 for 10 days of fun in the sun at Yogi Bear Campground. This place is awesome for kids & adults too. There is so much to do there for everyone and the whole day is planned with things to do from 900am until 1000pm so there is no time for anyone to get bored. We get the perfect site where everything is..bathroom/showerhouse is the first thing I look for...lol We do the tent thing not a camper or a cabin. Its

Need To Change Pages Please
http://fubar.com/michael_pressley2007 michael_pressley2007@fubar.com PLEASE ADD ME ON THIS NEW PAGE BECAUSE THIS ONE WILL NO LONGER BE USED,IT IS GOING UNDER GROUND AND WILL HAVE NOBODY ON IT. I HOPE U ALL ADD ME TO MY OTHER PAGE PLEASE WILL BE DELETING EVERYTHING IN A COUPLE DAYS! TYSVVM FOR UR TIME AND UR AWESUME HELP,~HIPPIE~

I Hate Alabama
Fuck this place. So I went to Vegas for around 9 days. I didn't realize how much I missed it, and my friends... and just everything out there. So, I'm looking for a job out there. And when I find one, I'm packing my shit and getting the fuck out of Alabama. If you like Alabama, or if you're from here and find this to be upsetting, you haven't lived yet. This place is a steaming, shitty hot mess of garbage. I can't wait to get the hell out of here. Flying back in last night, I felt more depressed than I ever have in my life.

Motorcycling Around The Catskills
My Bf and I have our own website where we blog and do reviews about places and attractions in the Catskills, we have many listings of historical sites, dining out, blogs about camping, hiking, snowmobiling,motorcycling, there are many photos to see. We just came back from Watkins Glen,NY, last week and had a great time, the State park is a excellent place to hike and take in views of the Gorge and all its many waterfalls. Check it out.... http://www.mtnsportlive.com If the link does not work then just copy and paste it into your browser or type in Catskill Mountain FYI.

Please Help Windy Reach Godmother... Hh 6/3/08 At 9pm Est
It's time to help Windy for a change! She's so close to becoming a Godmother! She has helped so many people level and now it's our turn to help her! She's hosting her very own Happy Hour tomorrow (6/3/08) at 6PM Fu(PST)! That's 7PM MST, 8PM CST and 9PM EST. Save some of your rates for her and during her HH, drop by her page and show her some love! She always returns it, so no need to be worried about that! Let's rock her socks with some fu loving! ~¢¾Windy ¢¾~Stiletto Girls~*Member of the Shadow Levelers~ **Club United**@fubar.com This bulletin brought to you by: &hearts AngelGurl &hearts@ fubar

Submissive Drop
Submissive Drop I submit that D/s is quite encompassing in the sense that it is not merely about scenes, achieving that higher plateau, fun, pain, control, and many of the exciting things we embark upon. It is also about real people's needs and desires. The intense activity that comprise a D/s relationship occasionally do have their negative aspects also. This particular article will discuss one of those downside aspects known as Sub Drop. After all the emotional highs of raising a submissive into that mind space, the return to reality can have a profound effect on both the dominant and submissive. I submit that each in their own particular fashion has achieved a level or plateau rarely reached in day-to-day life, and which, many times, neither is really prepared for. By definition, sub drop is denoted as the coming down, the return to normalcy of a submissive. This process can happen quickly, or slowly. It can be a rather pleasant experience, or a bad one; and the effects,

Home From Vacation
I finally got home from Vacation on Sunday, June 1st. I got married out in Las Vegas and it was so much fun. I've spent the past day or so trying to get my name changed on stuff and I have yet to get my social thing changed yet. Joy.

Avenged Sevenfold - Beast And The Harlot
This shining city built of gold, a far cry from innocence There's more than meets the eye 'round here look to the waters of the deep A city of evil. There sat a seven-headed beast, ten horns raised from his head Symbolic woman sits on his throne but hatred strips her and leaves her naked The Beast and the Harlot. She's a dwelling place for demons, She's a cage for every unclean spirit, every filthy bird and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings. Fallen now is Babylon the Great. The city dressed in jewels and gold, fine linen, Myrrh and pearls Her plagues will come all at once as her mourners watch her burn Destroyed in an hour. Merchants and captains of the world, sailors navigators too Will weep and mourn this loss with their sins piled to the sky The Beast and the Harlot. She's a dwelling place for demons, she's a ditch for every unclean spirit, every filthy bird and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.

Life Is Beautiful
Every minute unleashing all day is a beautiful minute; getting you acclimatized with the pace of life, Every flower protruding from soil is a beautiful flower; spreading its mesmerizing scent deeply into your nostrils, Every face smiling in the universe is a beautiful face; brilliantly portraying your visage, Every bird flying in the cosmos is a beautiful bird; overwhelming your ears with its melodious sounds, Every mountain towering towards the sky is a beautiful mountain; appeasing your eyes with its picturesque landscapes, Every root of grass projecting from the jungle is a beautiful root; tingling your senses; making you exotically dream, Every hand that serves philanthropically is a beautiful hand; propagating an egalitarian spirit in whosoever it caresses, Every stream that flows through land is a beautiful stream; pacifying the thirst of several scorched in vicinity, Every eye that views goodness in this world is a beautiful eye; sharing emp

Sexiq
You have a Sexual IQ of 133 You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Untitled
Love has turn out to be a thirst For each one’s life Love has turn into a breath Which is needed and wanted By every single soul In the world around us Which is the only Survival for each human being In this world. How love has the power to Bring back new life New beginning, new era New commandment in One’s hopeless lives Love is like a mother a A friend for all Love has adopted us As our hearts are like ‘ORPHANES’

What Is A Firefighter?
He's the guy next door- a man's man with the memory of a little boy. He has never gotton over the excitement of engines and sirens and danger. He's a guy like you and me with warts and worries and unfulfilled dreams, Yet he stands taller than most of us. He is a Fireman. A fireman is at once the most fortunate and least fortunate of men. He's a man who saves lives because he has seen too much death. He's a gentile man because he has seen the awesome power of violence out of control. He's responsive to a child's laughter because his arms have held too many small bodies that will never laugh again. He's a man who appreciates the simple pleasures of life- hot coffee held in numb, unbendable fingers- a warm bed for bone and muscle compelled beyond feeling- the camaraderie of brave men- the divine peace and selfless service of a job well done in the names of all men. He doesn't wear buttons or wave flags or shout obscenities. When he marches,

Back Home Again
The pager makes it's beeping noise, The scanner comes to life. You see excitement on his face, As he goes off to fight. Regardless what you're doing, Or whatever the current plan, All you hear is "Later Hon," As he gets those keys in hand. You say a little prayer, That God will keep him safe, That with all the pride and bravery, No one will make a mistake. You know those men are brothers, And fiercely will protect, The lives of eachother and others-- They will truly give their best! You and your family, Are both loyal and true, You keep eachother company, Waiting for him to return to you. And when the front door opens, With "Honey I'm home" again, You thank the Lord he's back OK, Your brave and strong fireman. --Author Unknown

***my Input***
Explain something to me...people get mad when you say myspace is better than fubar..but yet myspace to me is more open than this place..everyone is quick to jump down your bones over some stupid bullshit over a rating or because you didn't accept them as a friend or some stupid bullshit and yet people still make their pictures along with other things private..so how is this site any different than myspace...really isn't...to me as I stated before myspace is better..plus you don't have to pay for some stupid site that really doesn't need to be making money anyways but yet all the V.I.Ps fall into making this site money for what I have no idea...it's retarded to pay when something is free and to be so wrapped up into the internet world or should say fubar world to actually pay and fall into all the non-sense on here people get a life...I know what's coming is stupid comments and honestly truely don't care what others have to say...this is just me putting my thoughts out and what I feel..

The Theme To Courtship Of Eddies Father
People let me tell you 'bout my best friend, He's a warm hearted person who'll love me till the end. People let me tell you bout my best friend, He's a one boy cuddly toy, my up, my down, my pride and joy. People let me tell you 'bout him he's so much fun Whether we're talkin' man to man or whether we're talking son to son. Cause he's my best friend. Yes he's my best friend. (scat finish

Love
i hate the fact that after 2 years i finally opened my heart to someone...and it takes someone real special to me to do that..and to me he is very special...he appreciates the things i do for him...but his past still holds a grip on him...and its hard to get over someone when they live with u and they tell u that they love you...which is his problem with his ex...but i just gotta move on...ive been looking for someone for 2 years...i like being single...but then i dont cuz i have no one...i dont wanna be used and abused again...and im just tierd of it...so i shall just let him go and back off..and just his be friend..cuz i cant take this anymore...once again i fell for someone....and look...im in pain because of it...it never fails...owell...

At&t Combined Billing
DO NOT I REPEAT DO NOT COMBINE YOUR BILL. WHEN YOU UNCOMBINE YOUR WIRELESS IS STILL SUBJECT TO DISCONNECTION. EVEN IF YOU PAID ALL BILLS IT CAN SHOW UP THAT YOU HAVENT PAID A BILL YET OR ON TIME AND YOUR WIRELESS AND RESIDENTIAL ARE DISCONNECTED, EVEN IF YOU DO NOT HAVE A COMBINED BILLING ANYMORE. IT IS NOT WORTH THE TROUBLE / HASSLE OR TIME. DESPITE IF YOU COMBINE THAT YOU'D SAVE 100 DOLLARS A MONTH. YOU CAN SAVE MORE ON YOUR OWN WITHOUT BEING HARRASSED OR DEALING WITH STRESSES AS THIS. IF YOU ARE AFFECTED LIKE ME. REPORT THE RESIDENTIAL TO BETTER BUSINESS BUREAU FOR THEIR INCOMPEDENCE IN THEIR SERVICES. AND FOR THE UNFAIRNESS THAT THEY DEAL TO THEIR CUSTOMERS WHO GET THE BRUNT OF THEIR FUCKED UP SYSTEMS THAT THEY CAN'T 'FIX' ON THEIR OWN.

My Number 2 Fetish
Okay, now this my sound gross but this my blog and if you don't want to read it then STOP READING IT FUCKTARD! Anyway, as i was saying, my second favorite fetish is "squirters". These are females who when they orgasm ejaculate through thier lady parts. This is usally brought on my a G-spot orgasm. Some women though are ashamed of this aspect of thier sexuallity and thus are dening themselves of and orgasm that you will rember for years to cum (forgive the pun). I would love to see this person for my slef and I would love to be in a reverse Bukkae where it like 20+ women cum all over one guy. I could die after that a very happy man. Oh yeah and huge boobs that also take the number 2 spot.

Laura Branigan - Never In A Million Years
Oh, if I could touch you, It'd be a once in a lifetime dream come true. And oh, if I could have you, just one night, just one time, But I know I'll never get the chance, I'll never get a second glance Never in a million years, Never in a thousand tears, If I could ever hold you, I'd never let go, Never in a million years. How I need you, If you could only see inside my heart, And oh, to be near you, close enough, to reach and touch, well I've thought it over in my mind, If I could walk across the bridge of time Never in a million years, Never in a thousand tears, If I could ever hold you I'd never let go, Never in a million years. But I know, I'll never, never, never get the chance, I'll never get a second glance Never, in a million years, never in a thousand tears, If I could ever hold you, I'd never let you go, never. Never in a million years, Never in a thousand tears, If I could ever hold you, I'd never let go, Never in a million yea

Dragon420's Hireing Bluuetin
Enter if you dare!!!! come to AFTER LIFE lounge!! Metal Maddness Radio playing 24/7!! We're looking for EXPERIENCED and FAITHFULL staff if thats YOU come to the AFTER LIFE...you won't be disappointed!!! Hit my SB or come into the lounge for more info!!!!!! Click The Picture Below To Enter

Speed Up Your Firefox Experience 10x Faster
Speed up your firefox experience 10x faster 1. Type "about:config" into the address bar and hit enter. Scroll down and look for the entries presented in 2. below: 2. Alter the entries as follows: (double-click to change entry) o Set "network.http.pipelining" to "true" o Set "network.http.proxy.pipelining" to "true" o Set "network.http.pipelining.maxrequests" to some number like 30. This means it will make 30 requests at once. 3. Lastly right-click anywhere and select New-> Integer, Name it "nglayout.initialpaint.delay" and set its value to "0". This value is the amount of time the browser waits before it acts on information it recieves. try this and you can feel the difference....

Just For You
My baby, My man, The one who holds my heart in the palm of your hand. Thats who you are Thats who you be The one that means the world to me. My joy, my laughter and sometimes my pain The one who makes my eyes dance by saying my name. Your time you give so selflessly the moments that we share. The hrs that are in between, are what my heart cant bear. My Lover when I need you, My friend when I am lonely. But most of all i think you know, you're my one and only. You tell me that you love me. I hope you know i heard. Sometimes i just think its best, to let actions speak louder than words. So show me that you love me, Show me that you care. Show me I'm the only one, Prove it if you dare. Take these words and hold them close, never let them go. Never question ill always love you more than you'll ever know! I love you!!!

Dragons
Laying here Upon the Soft green grass Watching The majestic Dragons Dance above My head The fires Of the Evening sky Causing a Shadow to Form around The dragons Could they Be there Playing in the Evening sky Are they Only in My imagination Do they Reveal themselves Within the clouds To those they Feel are worthy by: Kat 6-6-08

Mum Part One
I sit here looking at empty bottles and foil paper; ashtrays are full of joint butts and fags. The smell is harsh and I see the smoke lingering in the air around me, this is not the life I wanted nor the life did I ask for. She lays slumped on the couch, her eyes with dark circles around them; she look’s a fucking mess. I look at her yellow fingers hanging over the side while she sleeps like a baby, yet again she had drunk herself into a stupor, pouring alcohol in her body like water, smoking dope like it had gone out of fashion, flirting with young men as if she was sixteen again, it’s all a fucking joke. The house is a shit tip, and mum doesn’t even know it, the washing is like mount Everest and she doesn’t even know it, the washing up is piled high and she doesn’t even know that either but what can u do?. Night after night it’s loud music and idol laughing, men making dirty passes at my mum, groping her body like a trophy, making her feel good( so she thinks). Mum never used t

Mum Part Two
I wake up with a headache it throbbed and I began to realize how mum felt, but that was all self inflicted. Different curtains surround the window and the bed I lay in isn’t mine, clothes are scattered all over the floor and I realize that something is not right. My hands hold my hair and I sit wondering what the fucking hell happened, how the hell did I end up here? I notice a bruise around my wrist and start to think the worst, “Hello” I look up to find a strange man staring at me. “Holly fucking shit, and who the fucking hell are you” and I wait “Don’t worry nothing happened, I found you last night, you had drank a little too much, so I brought you back” I look down at my wrist and look back at him. “That wasn’t me, u stumbled and fell” he handed me a gown while my clothes dried, I felt so stupid and childish, I felt like my mum. “Nothing is going right” and I start to cry “Oh please don’t cry, not good when girls cry” and I watch. He seemed so normal so human, he wasn’t li

Mum Part Five
I run back upstairs and tend to mum; she lays there soaking her weak muscles and old body. “Hi mum, feeling better?” but she doesn’t say much, she just smiles. Picking up the flannel and soap I start to clean and wash mum, while cleaning her I listen for the knock. There is a knock from downstairs and I run leaving mum alone, opening the door I find the kind stranger standing outside with a bag. “Please come in” and I hold open the door while he steps inside. “So this is where you live? Came as fast has I could” I was so happy to see him; I took his bag and placed it down by the stairs. His jacket I hung up on the peg behind the door. “She’s upstairs right now, I left her in the bath, but she is in a bad way” and he looked at me rather confusingly. “What do you mean a bad way?” “Her body is covered in bruises, bites, burn marks and scratches she doesn’t even know where she is” I held my stomach tight as it turned faster. “Lets go and clean her up, dress her and try to feed

Mum Part Six
Two people were brought back together and I wondered where I fitted into this, I watch mum turn and call me over, we all sit together and It feel’s like a family. Mum looks at me and I look at her we are bound together like a mother and daughter should be, but now it was time for mother and children to be bound together. “My little girl who is all grown up now, you don’t need to take the strain no more for your brother is here. Give me your hands and let me bind you together so that peace can be brought into everyone’s lives, let yourselves learn to love one another and be part of each other, if not for yourselves then for me” Mum wipes my face has I cry tears of pure emotion, emotion which was very hard to describe and hold on to. We sit here embracing one another each bound to the other, giving mum what she wanted from the start. It was going to be a long road for mum’s recovery but she had to do it for herself. As I held on to his hand I begin to realize that we are a family tha

Little Brother - Speed
This life have a nigga hustling man Niggas need to slow it down yo Sit back just chill just relax Speeding down the roads of life Yo check it Another day to face, I'm share cropping in the paper chase Take a deep breath and clear my database It's afternoon I'm talking shit to my alarm clock Cause I gotta face this world of capitalistic onslaught Don't stop when I jump in the whip, tryin to get it off Beltline got me rushin like Barishnakof Pushin 80 miles per hour to this, call center Tryin to pick up a check I only see twenty percent of Until the weekend, it sound crazy when I'm sayin it But sleep is nice, got me forgettin what day it is Until my son two days with out speakin, looking for Reasons to keep my heir from goin off the deep end I take this shit personally, I'm makin moves But this treadmill lifestyle ain't workin for me It's from ya crib to ya lab to ya job to make a profit And at the days end you still got nothing accomplished And it's just the way i

Friends.family.fans
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a god send and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an exper

On The Oil Crisis
A lot of folks can't understand how we came To have an oil shortage here in our country. ~~~ Well, there's a very simple answer. ~~~ Nobody bothered to check the oil. ~~~ We just didn't know we were getting low. ~~~ The reason for that is purely geographical . ~~~ Our OIL is located in ~~~ ALASKA ~~~ California ~~~ Coastal Florida ~~~ Coastal Louisiana ~~~ Kansas ~~~ Oklahoma ~~~ Pennsylvania And Texas ~~~ Our DIPSTICKS Are located in Washington , DC !!! Any Questions ??? NO? I didn't think

Wal-mart Technology
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars ... A lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart." That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a s

For My Dad
A little girl needs Daddy For many, many things: Like holding her high off the ground Where the sunlight sings! Like being the deep music That tells her all is right When she awakens frantic with The terrors of the night. Like being the great mountain That rises in her heart And shows her how she might get home When all else falls apart. Like giving her the love That is her sea and air, So diving deep or soaring high She'll always find him there. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG JACK 6-10-41 Until we meet again

Introducing Myself Blog.
Hello all, and welcome to my profile my name is Joseph and I am 24 years of age and I reside in akron ohio and I am 6'2 and I weigh about 325 pounds and I have blue eyes and brown hair. I am visually impaired with nystagmus in which is a congenital or acquired persistent, rapid, involuntary, and oscillatory movement of the eyeball, usually from side to side or better known as dancing eyes. my hobbies are watching movies and or television, playing videogames and or sports, listening to music, work on my homepage, and hang out friends and family and help out in the community. the issues I feel strong about are Smokers Rights, Abortion (prolife), Cloning, Students Rights, Human Rights, Privacy, Enviroment, Animal Rights, Death Penalty (for), Freedom of Speech and Gay/Bi/lesbian Rights.Beliefs: I Strongly agree with our lord Jesus christ my Savior and the Holy Bible and it's Writings. Future Plans: I would like to attend college at the University of Akron and get a master's degree in Culin

Ripped Pics
Hey all im new to fubar but im not stupid and for those ppl who dont use the block ripped pics tab... well I say to you grow the hell up its their for a reason and if you dont want your pics ripped then use it other wise its fair game but dont go around leaving nasty remarks on other ppls pics just becuase u werent smart enough to block yours

Pimpout For 6/10/08
@ fubar PRINCE JESSE PIMPOUT TIME Pimpin out my friends at rondom so if i miss you dont kill me please...lol Add/Fan/Rate THESE ARE ALL PIC OF THE LITTER IN MY BOOK!! IN NO OREDER LOOK AT THE HOTTIES!! KONGY~The Yin~ Down N' Dirty co owner@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ One Shot One Kill***OWNER OF DOWN N DIRTY LOUNGE***OWNED BY FAMOUS AND R/L B/F***I LOVE YOU ASHLEY@ fubar

Thank God For The Govt Lol
Anti-Terrorist and Monitory Crimes Division. Federal Bureau Of Investigation. J. Edgar. Hoover Building Washington D.C Tel: 1-206-666-6052 or 206-350-2807 Fax: Tel: 1-206-666-6052 or 206-350-2807 Attn: Beneficiary, This is to Officially Inform you that it has come to our notice and we have thoroughly Investigated by the help of our Intelligence Monitoring Network System that you are having a Legal Transaction with one Barrister Robert Scheels of the Federal Ministry Of Finance Nigeria. During our Investigation, it came to our notice that the reason why you have not received your payment is because you have not fulfill your Financial Obligation giving to you in respect of your Contract/Inheritance Payment. So therefore, we have contacted the Federal Ministry Of Finance on your behalf and they have brought a solution to your problem by arranging your payment in total of US$800,000.00 in an ATM CARD which you will use to withdraw money in anywhere of the world. You

It Ain't Easy Being Me
There ought to be a town out there, Named for how I feel. Yeah I could be the mayor down there, And say welcome to Sorryville. It won't be on a map nowhere, You might say that it doesn't exist, But if you make enough wrong turns It'd be hard to miss. There ought to be a bridge somewhere They could dedicate to me. I'd probably come to the ceremony With a can of gasoline; Walk on over to the other side And there I'd light a match And sit and stare through the smoke and the flames Wonderin' how I'm ever gonna get back. Why do I do the things I do? Was I born this way? Am I a self-made fool? I shoot the lights and curse the dark; I need your love but I break your heart; And I know the words that'll bring you back, But I don't say nothin' as I watch you pack. I had to work to be the jerk I've come to be; It ain't easy bein' me. Ought to be a side show act for freaks like me; Yeah I could be the star of the show With my name on the marquee. In a room with a b

No Longer
No longer What I want no longer matters The reality of what has happened sets in like a blade through my heart My hopes and dreams shatter like broken glass before my eyes The tears finally subside I gave you all of me in which I do not regret The feeling of fear in the pit of my stomach of the love we have being lost forever I know what you are feeling and the confusion in your mind For life is forever changing unfinished

Sex & The City!
You are most like Samantha Jones, the craziest, most unconventional of the four friends. You are SMOKIN' HOTT and better believe the opposite sex notices, though how could they not with you flaunting it all the time? After all, confidence is your strongest point. You are powerful and strong-willed and never take 'No' for an answer. So enjoy your fabulous, crazy life - throw on the tightest, sexiest clothes you own because there has got to be a party or two out there just waiting for your arrival! Sex and the City Quiz by QuizRocket.com Funny Quizzes!MySpace Quizzes | Love Quiz | Online Quizes.

Bye Bye
Soo...I'm getting rid of the blonde hair. I'm sick of the blonde already, I miss my darker hair. So I'm going dark again :) Anywho. That's all lol I hope everyone has a great weekend! Much Love, Winnise

Tokio Hotel- Scream
You get up and somebody tells you where to go to When you get there everybody's telling you what to do Thank you, it's been another bloody Monday And no one is asking what you wanted anyway Nein, nein, nein... Scream, til you feel it Scream, til you believe it Scream, and when it hurts you Scream it out loud Scream, til you feel it Scream, til you believe it Scream, and when it hurts you Scream it out loud Scream, scream it out loud Watch out, stay awake, they're lurkin' Obsess you, they are always workin' Promising, everything you never asked for And one day it'll be too late and you're back for more Nein, Nein, Nein... Scream, til you feel it Scream, til you believe it Scream, and when it hurts you Scream it out loud Scream, til you feel it Scream, til you believe it Scream, and when it hurts Scream it out loud Scream Back to zero, your time's about to come Let them know you're not just anyone Scream, scream it ou

My Sammy
Long ago I never knew one person could have an effect on me like Sam does! I don't know how, maybe because I held her before anyone else did. I remember the doctor handing her to me, I stood there on trembling knees! She wasn't my first baby girl, and it wasn't the first time I held a baby. I think it was because I was the first one to hold her with love, and to whisper "I love you" in her ear. She has not always been easy to raise, nor has she been a model child. She has her moments of rebelion, and sassiness. She is a woman, I expected that. What suprises me now is the closeness we share, and the talks we have.She is shy enough that I have to buy her pads while she stands 30 feet away, and then makes me get them double bagged so know one sees what is in the bag, but bold enough to tell me if I have made a bad decision about dating or love even though she has no clue, even if I don't ask, or want to hear it! I have grounded her so much if she were a pilot, she would have lost

Hate Them
I hate men!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all of them.... I might just become full out les.... lol If my computer had a dick I prob would marry it .. bc the computer doesnt have a mouth that I would have to hear all the time....!!!lol

Thank You
Thank You by Me Life is wonderful with you in my arms Keeping me close to you Next to your gentle heart How lovely you are with all your charm It's hard to believe this is true And here's to our lives hoping to never part

My Mind
My Mind by Me Only if I could get some sleep without thoughts racing through my mind memories from a past that has been dead and gone and of things that have yet to come Memories of loves that left me standing still and of friends, dear friends that have since past on then there's you holding me down, curse you for that Only you could do this to me For I have no power only influance over you every night I allow you to control me you being as selfcentered as you can Cause it's you, my subconsious mind that knows Knows just how much I can handle before I brake.

It’s Late, My Feet Hurt And I Wanna Vacation!
I just got off work; Things are going good still, although this is only my second day. I don't know quite what to think of this company just yet. I found out that they are staffed mostly by temp. Workers like myself and haven't made any moves towards doing any hiring. Oh well, I'll just go with it and see what happens. I started thinking about the work that I am doing tonight and realized that I could be doing the very same thing sitting right here in my family room. I mean, it's all done over the internet; they don't have anything special, except for routers and hubs and such. But that's just so they can hook up multiple computers to their internet connection. Wells sends everything via e-mail so it's not like I would have to go pick anything up or have anybody bring me anything to do it. I even jotted down the web address tonight to see if I could access my area from home. I mean, why should I drive 10 - 15 miles to another town to work and have to deal with a middle man when I

Monday
Hey you ever get that accomplished feeling - like everything is just falling into place nicely ???? Well I got it big time today - lmao - ok so I will start at the beginning this morning, woke up late cos alarm didnt go off - whoops - but hey got over that, went into town got dvd, good one, felt good. Decided that I will buy a new phone cos I cant be without cell phone for more than two minutes - so gonna get a cheap thing on wednesday and get mine repaired next week - reserved on line at argos a nice one that i will give to my son when i get my decentest one repaired!!!!!!!! Im good like that!!!!! Then this afternoon got a visit from managing director of a company (see stash under dunno for more info) and made a best complaint about standards and ranted about the are manager. Now I feel good - and he was cute looking too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Right tonight we are having good old english fish and chips cos I want to have them cos I am the greatest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Captain's Log 9
Joyce Meyer discussed the beginning John 5 this morning and it's such a great message, I am going to pass this one along. John 5 1-9 "Later on there was a Jewish festival (feast) for which Jesus went up to Jerusalem. Now there is in Jerusalem a pool near the Sheep Gate. This pool in the Hebrew is called the Bethesda, having five porches (alcoves, colonnades, doorways). In these lay a great number of sick folk- some blind, some crippled, and some paralyzed (shriveled up)- waiting for the bubbling up of the water. For an angel of the Lord went down at appointed seasons into the pool and moved and stirred up the water; whoever then first after the stirring of the water, stepped in was cured of whatever disease with which he was afflicted. There was a certain man there who had suffered from a deep seated and lingering disorder for thirty-eight years. When Jesus noticed him lying there (helpless), knowing that he had already been a long time in that condition, He

Letting Go
I think that true clarity and recogniton forms when someone shows some form of "love" to you in a way you finally deserve. Even if this is only for a minute, an hour, a week, or a lifetime it can serve as the confirmation that every decision you've made prior, in which you've ended something because you felt that you weren't getting what you were giving....was the right one. A friend of mine told me "Always go forward, never backwards"....I feel that this holds the most true with relationships......I have always been the person to remember the "good".....and place the "bad" under a blanket out of sight. The "bad" is why you weren't able to ever fully feel "good".....covering it only forces you into ignorance.....and the worst part is that you are the culprit of allowing yourself to be hurt time and time again. If something ended, it did for a reason.....tracing back over or trying to see if perhaps a second, third, or fourth chance will make it right is not only pointless, but tru

The Return Of The Bronx Bulll.... For Now Anyways
this is my cock before i got a penis pump this is my cock after Im going to prison for a class x felony, thats 6-30 years sitting in brick walls with big juicy inmate cock. I was hoping i can give back the anal ramming that they're going to give me, so ive been pumping up for the big house. you think i have a chance of matching up with their manmeat??

Does It Matter?
Does it matter,if I hurt? Does it matter,if I cry? Does it matter,to you when my life is at its smallest tormoil that it is huting me! Does it matter to you,if i died tonight. Does it matter to you,i was in tears over you. Does it matter to you,if life is on its end. Does it matter to you,how you make me or make life feel to me. Does it matter to you,if i was sick and not able to do anything? DOes my life matter to you at all?

Dear Love
Why does my heart break so? Can you heal my broken heart? I sit on daily basis wonderin why it huts so. Can you tel me why love? Life without you seems to hard to bear without you in it! I feel my heart is being torn from my chest, Love it feels like am torn apart like a torn piece of paper. How is that you sit by love, watching me wither away like rose in the summer heat. My love, I have thought and wondered why you leave me in such a state? I live my very life wondering, if you still love me?

Japan Wants People To Slim Down
Japan wants people to slim down Waist-measurement law, designed to promote better health, draws protests Norimitsu Onishi, New York Times Friday, June 13, 2008 04:00 PDT Amagasaki, Japan -- Japan, a country not known for its overweight people, has started one of the most ambitious campaigns ever undertaken by a nation to slim down its citizenry. Summoned by the city of Amagasaki one recent morning, Minoru Nogiri, 45, who owns a flower shop, found himself lining up to have his waistline measured. With no visible paunch, he seemed to run little risk of being classified as overweight, or metabo, the preferred word in Japan these days. But because the new state-prescribed limit for male waistlines is a strict 33 1/2 inches, he had anxiously measured himself at home a couple of days earlier. "I'm on the border," he said. Under a national law that came into effect two months ago, companies and local governments must measure the waistlines of Japanese people between th

Naughty Application
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

Purina Dog Food
Purina Dog Food The next time someone asks you a dumb question wouldn't you like to respond like this? ...... Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for Athena the wonder dog at Wal-Mart and was about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. What did she think I had, an elephant? So since I'm retired, with little to do, on impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time. But I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now

Changes
I'm not suposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel) I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately When I get suffocated, save me Now I'm going through changes, changes I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn It feel like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately When I get suffocated, save me Now I'm going through changes, chan

Crash And Burn
When you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you Its hard to find relief and people can be so cold When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you cant take anymore Let me be the one you call If you jump Ill break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn Youre not alone When you feel all alone And a loyal friend is hard to find Youre caught in a one way street With the monsters in your head When hopes and dreams are far away and You feel like you cant face the day Let me be the one you call If you jump Ill break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn Youre not alone And there has always been heartache and p

Soaked
THOUGHT THAT EVERYONE SHOULD BE AWARE OF THIS ON GAS PRICES. I FOUND IT INTERESTING. I just had the same experience at Costco in Boise , Idaho !! When I tried to talk to them about it, they assured me my gas gauge was incorrect! Their pumps pumped '17 gallons' into a car that holds 10!! I also tried to explain that the tank was half full when I started, and he assured me I was wrong, that these pumps are 'regulated by the state' and checked regularly. Be very careful. The below is good advice! On April 24, 2008, I stopped at a Kangaroo BP gas station, located at 1325 Main Street, Cartersville , GA. My truck's gas gauge was on 1/4 of a tank. I use the mid-grade, which was priced at $3.71 per gallon. When my tank is at this point, it takes somewhere around 14 gallon's to fill it up. When the pump showed 14 gallons had been pumped I began to slow it down, then to my surprise It went to 15, then 16. I even looked under my truck to see if it was being spilled. It wa

The Trenches
THE TRENCHES --------------------------- Life has changes along it's way, Similar to the weather it's day by day. Be prepared come whatever may, The skies turn quickly from blue to gray. Sometime we are caught unaware Easily dishearten when life's unfair. No matter your burden, concern, or care, You're never alone for someone's there. Whether your problems are many or but a few, There is Someone there who'll pull you through. His promises made, are promises true. God is in the trenches along with you.

Happy Country Girl
I am in a give away for a Happy Hour. Lots of comments are needed, so I need your help. If you aren't busy leveling and have some free time, please stop by and drop a comment or fifty. lol All love will be returned. Just click on my mugshot below and BAM-A-LAM-WAM..... you're ready to comment. Thanks & Spanks, Mary (repost of original by 'Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~{{Fu-Owned by Gary & Passionman71}}' on '2008-06-19 00:30:48')

Beautifully Stated
..... Beautifully stated.... As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend.You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take pictures, pictures and more pictures, laugh and laugh and laugh out loud, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

A New Low
I been feeling down for awhlie about whit i'm going to do, I was once toll that if you hit the low point in your life you well see the high if your life or something like that! I feel like breaking down so i can hit my low so can find the one i really want to be with and build my self back up a new.

From Mishnumber1...congrats Hun
Hi everyone, I would just like to thank everyone from the bottom of my heart for helping me get to disciple points wise. I don't think many can say they made it to disciple twice over LOL I'd of been 1st British prophet now if I hadn't of been reset to 0 points. Anyway, here is a list, in no particular order, of the wonderful friends who helped me last night with my final 130k, by either rating my pics, rating my stash or giving me blings. Please show them some love ;o) Boricua God~Daddy * Owner & Founder of Club F.A.R. *** THERE IS ONLY ONE CLUB F.A.R. * THE ORIGINAL~ SexyGranny1967 ♥ Shadow Leveler ♥ Club FAR ♥ S*U*P ♥ fu~owned by JONLEE74 HELLCAT*CO-OWNER OF FUBARS FLAMING HOTTIES* FEEL THE HEAT Addictive~RL & Fu Fiancee to & owned by DJ Army Medic~Jager Bombers Officer~Club Far Team Capt~Shado Di aka PiNkLaDy the Original* LADY DI ... robisue(Club F.a.r.)**Lollipop GUrlz **Fubar World Cruise**Shadow Levelers**Fu-Owned By Miss Cr

Crooked Howler
A thief hired a room at an inn and stayed there at night. The next morning when he looked out of his window he saw the owner of the inn sitting in the courtyard. The man was wearing an expensive new coat which the thief decided would look good on himself. Accordingly he went out and sitting beside the innkeeper, struck up a conversation with him. Presently he yawned and then to the innkeeper's astonishment, howled like a wolf. "Why did you do that?" asked the innkeeper. "I have no control over it," said the thief. "If I yawn three times I actually turn into a wolf. Please don't leave me. I'm frightened!" And with that he yawned again and let out another howl. The innkeeper turned pale and got up to go but the thief caught hold of his coat and begged him to stay. Even as he pleaded, he yawned again. The terrified innkeeper wriggled out of the coat to which the thief was tightly holding on and ran into the inn and locked himself in. The thief calmly put on the coat and walked aw

Have A Fear? Don't Know What It Is Called?
Well here is your chance to know what your fear is; Below you will find a word for any fear you can think of... A- Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing. Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching. Acerophobia- Fear of sourness. Achluophobia- Fear of darkness. Acousticophobia- Fear of noise. Acrophobia- Fear of heights. Aerophobia- Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airbourne noxious substances. Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places. Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness. Agateophobia- Fear of insanity. Agliophobia- Fear of pain. Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place. Agraphobia- Fear of sexual abuse. Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals. Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street. Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects. Ailurophobia- Fear of cats. Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease. Alektorophobia- Fear of chicken

Why
Kill me kill me now my heart numb my senses numb my sight blurred and distorted blood of my once true love stain my hands and clothes. Why? Why? Did she have to die at my hands? Why? Why must this pain in my heart be so great? Till death do us part that was the words. Her death upon my hands. Her blood covering my body. Will this go away? Will this stay? My innocents shattered. What is to become of me? What is to become of my existence? With this knife I take into my heart with this knife I end my life. My only ding wish. Is why? Why did she have to die?

Brightside By Chuganaut
No, you can’t find, the way, when you’re sitting there alone And you, don’t love, yourself, And that’s where you’re going… wrong Life’s not so bad Look @ the way that you look @ yourself when you see your flesh naked reflection Take another glance @ the way you see a scene, you may be goin’ the wrong direction Never let yourself, let yourself, let yourself down If you know what I mean Never let yourself, let yourself, let yourself down If you see what I mean If you look @ the bright side, you can see the world within If you don’t turn the lights on, you’ll never see it spin If you go to the darkside, I’ll be lurking in the wings If you dedicate your life, we can do a little everything Everything… AaahAhhh

Mya's Candle
Ok so here it is people, you see this candle burning strong all over fu?? well this is a silent prayer going out to a special little girl Mya! Her Mother and Grandmother are going through a hard time right now and this is a way of us showing our support to much loved friends! Mya's father is the reason for all this, He is a disgusting,cruel man, who deserves.. well i cant even say what he deserves He has admitted to abusing Mya. He was charged with a class X felony for aggravated assault to a child. He is looking at 6 to 30 years in prison. His bond was set at $500,000. The monster had caused bleeding and swelling on her brain, multiple fractures to her ribs, bruising to her pancreas, and fractures to both of her legs. Baby Mya is doing better now, although the doctors say she may have hearing, vision, and/or learning disabilities. Lets pray for the best, and hope she makes a speedy recovery!! & lets all hope and pray for that sick bastard to get what he deserves!!

My Favorite
What Have You Done [Original Version] - Within Temptation Well I feel like this sometimes. After he told his family about the pregnancy and the fallout that is happening with that...yeah we feel like there is a curse but we know we just have to ride this out. The first thing they said was we want you to take a pregnancy test right now infront of us. Okay will do and I did (well not infront of them but you get the point). It turned up positive and with sonogram pics yeah you wonder. Next.....YOUR GOING TO TAKE A DNA TEST TO MAKE SURE THEY ARE HIS. WHAT THE FUCK DO THE MATH ON THE WEEKS......DNA SURE AFTER THE KIDS ARE BORN NOT BEFORE. I AIN'T GOING THROUGH THAT HELL ALONE. Next....YOU ARE RAISING THEM CATHOLIC! Fuck off you ain't in control of my life and said that plan out. He basically told me I should have kept my mouth shut. "You don't understand our family we are close and look out for each other blah blah blah" GET IT RIGHT MAYBE THAT'S YOUR FAMILY BUT THEY ARE NOT IN C

No Such P3rson 3xist
I've always wanted someone To be with me through it all Someone to risk their very life Even if it led to their own fall You might think it is selfish But for others I am right there I deserve someone to love me Not one who pretends they care I've always wanted someone To listen to me while I talk Someone who will not judge But encourage while I walk You might think I am crazy But there is more that I give I deserve the perfect friend Because I just want to live I've always wanted someone To understand how I still feel Someone who will listen to me Because they know it is real You might think I am insane Or that the thought is absurd Why wouldn't I want a friend To listen when I am not heard I've always wanted someone Who'd sit with me for a while And when I am breaking down That person can make me smile You might think I am strange But I never found a real friend I deserve the true relationship One that will stick until the end I've alwa

Im Sayin Goodbye To Fubar!
HEY ALL MY FRIENDS =) IAM GOING TO DELETE MY FUBAR ACCOUNT...I WILL STILL HAVE MYSPACE..SO IF U WANT ADD ME THERE - JUST LeT ME KNOW UR FROM FUBAR...www.myspace.com/piercedcutie76...... ~Michelle

I Am Alive
These past few nights an epiphany, the shackles of love and life seem to slip away....within me the fire I once knew stirs...though it is directed only at my own words...my own thoughts...deep perspective fills my mind...I see clearly the lines of fate and where my path takes me.....My breath is sure, my heart still hungers,....my senses reel from the assault as I seem to live again....my eyes focus and sharpen......my pride begins to reemerge.....i can feel the honor I had thought lost slowly fill me once again.....I am remade in the image of the night......a dark warrior for the shadows...My tongue traces the delicate insides of my mouth...I can taste my being....I can feel the hum of the energy I have.....feel the weight in my arms lighten....feel the pressure upon me lessen then fade away as the sorrows of the past slip by me....my head raises tall again.....I am filled with wisdom, reason, and the means to temper them into something wonderful.....I feel love...as I have never felt

Hero Shots
need to be renamed to loser shots. They suck. I bought a henna tattoo making set with book. and heres the thing I just realized. I buy all these craft things thinking that I want to do them in my spare time but I never end up doing anything. I bought a cake decorating thing, didn't do it. Just last week I bought a help necklace thing but didn't even do it since I lost the instructions but the instructions looked way difficult too. I'm just a quitter I guess. I finished my horizontal life by Chelsea handler, it was so funny! Then I got this other book yesterday thats all about healthy and nutritious eating that was written in a humorous way. Its also easy to understand and fun to read. :)

Poems
Sugar In The Sea © By Samantha Newark And they too were lifted up As the promise always said And the labels that belonged Are laid to rest and gone And what happened in the glistening Was the gentle sweet relief Now brilliant tiny stars On the gentle midnight reef And thoughts and remembrances Like fire all a glow Now imprints for our hearts to hold Of them that had to go No solitude or singleness No searching for the calm No tears and labors emptiness No hatred to disarm Desire and all restlessness Now sugar in the sea And so, my friend, we wait behind Till we can be so free ----------------------------------- Hold me close © By Joanna L. Bassett Hold me close and don’t let go; I'm so scared to be alone. I've been by myself for too long, And always had to be strong. Now I only want to rest; And lay my head on your chest. Hold me close and don’t let go; These wars I fight no one knows. Now whisper how you love me, Say it tender an

Whatever!!!!
Life is sometimes very hard. Then there are times when life is only hard when the people in your life make it that way. People not thinking before they send a blog. People who will not get off their collective asses to talk with the person they're pissed off at. What the hell to do? Is it any reason why I don't talk to people? Is it any reason why most people in this world aren't worth my time? When are the people in my life going to get it through their VERY THICK SKULLS, that if they want anything to change they need to stop TALKING ONLINE ABOUT it. And hiding behind a computer keyboard. And DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!! What does anybody out their think about this? I'd love to here some good comments about this.

Joke
A woman decides to have a facelift for her 50th birthday. She spends $15,000 and feels pretty good about the results. On her way home, she stops at a newsstand to buy a newspaper. Before leaving, she says to the clerk, 'I hope you don't mind my asking, but how old do you think I am?' 'About 32,' is the reply.' 'Nope! I'm exactly 50,' the woman says happily. A little while later she goes into McDonald's and asks the counter girl the very same question. The girl replies, 'I'd guess about 29.' The woman replies with a big smile, 'Nope, I'm 50.' Now she's feeling really good about herself. She stops in a drug store on her way down the street. She goes up to the counter to get some mints and asks the clerk this burning question. The clerk responds, 'Oh, I'd say 30.' Again she proudly responds, 'I'm 50, but thank you!' While waiting for the bus to go home, she asks an old man waiting next to her the same question. He replies, 'Lady, I'm 7

Tag Your It
ou Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? With Me 2. Your significant other? AJ 3. Your hair? Blonde 4. Your mother? alive 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? coffee 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? corona w lime 9. Your dream/goal? island 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? Rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Married 14. Where were you last night? Bed 15. What you're not? helpless 16. Muffins? yuck 17. One of your wish list items? lottery 18. Where you grew up? southwest 19. The last thing you did? this 20. What are you wearing? top with slacks 21. TV? have 2 don't really watch em 22. Your pets? Buttons 23. Your computer? Dell 24. Your life?

Tag!
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. Ha ha ha ha! I couldn't do it....So good luck you guys! It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Yay! I don't have one any more! LOL! 2. Your significant other? Ha ha ha ha! I don't have one! 3. Your hair? Strawberry Blonde 4. Your mother? Don't have one of those.... 5. Your father? The greatest person ever! 6. Your favorite thing? The time I spend with my kids, family, and friends! 7. Your dream last night? Yes, I and it was of someone that is on here, but I'm not telling! He he he he! 8. Your favorite drink? Mountian Dew 9. Your dream/goal? Travel more.... 10. The room you're in? My kids call it the "Cave", but it is also known as my bedroom! LOL! 11. Music? Not listening to it now, but I love i

Heartistic Soul's Fu-buck Auction Details
Since the spotlight seems to be going for insane amounts, I'll be hosting another fu-auction, but this time the bids will be fubucks only. So, if you're keeping an eye out for the spotlight, or if you'd just like to make a few extra bucks, here's a chance to do so. The entry fee for this auction will be 35k, so fus of any level should be able to participate. If you're interested, please send a SFW non-animated photo of yourself, and your BEST auction offers following the entry fee. If you aren't sure what to offer, a good place to start is always with things like pic rates, stash rates, crush, drinks, etc. All participants reserve the right to refuse ANY bid or bidder. There will not be any cash offers for this auction, so the highest amount of fubucks will trump. The auction will begin on the 21st, and will run until the 28th, so get in quickly if you're interested. Entries will not be accepted once the auction opens, so please enter before 3pm on Saturday. To swee

Plain And Simple
I am a very blunt man. And well, the point of this is this, if in your pics, I can see cleavage (and a lot of it cuz your tits are huge) than you will always get a 10 from me. If you have pics that are the size of a postage stamp, you will get a 1 from me, well because if I can't see it, I can bet you sure as hell no one else can either. And if you are going to show off your tits, expect rude comments. That's like waving a beer in front of an alcoholic and getting pissed off when he tries to drink from it, just wrong. End of story ;) Have a nice day!

Originality
Ok, I have this issue with nicknames/screen names. If you are going to be on the internet, get some damn creativity in your life. Here are some do's and don'ts when it comes to picking out a screen name. 1) Do not use the words sexy,crazy,badass,420,stud,da bomb,cutie,girlie,princess,sweet,blah blah blah shit like that. Seriously, no one except yourself thinks you are any of those things. 2) Don't use your real name unless it's so different that no one has ever heard of it, and when they look at it they think it's made up. Childhood nicknames are cool, like Danny, or Mik, or the likes. But no one has ever called you Nikki321 when you were a kid. 3) Numbers in your name are stupid, unless you are a mathematician. 4) If you are a huge sports/music fan, put it in your profile not your nick. You are no the only Cubs,Cowboys,Lakers, Poison, Linkin Park,Corrosion of Conformity,etc fan in the world. You did not start it all. 5) Choose a name that is unique or seldom used. If you

Apology
This 'Letter of Apology' was written by Lieutenant General Chuck Pitman, US Marine Corps, Retired: For good and ill, the Iraqi prisoner abuse mess will remain an issue. On the one hand, right thinking Americans will abhor the stupidity of the actions while on the other hand, political glee will take control and fashion this minor event into some modern day massacre. I humbly offer my opinion here: I am sorry that the last seven times we Americans took up arms and sacrificed the blood of our youth; it was in the defense of Muslims (Bosnia , Kosovo, Gulf War 1, Kuwait , etc.) I am sorry that no such call for an apology upon the extremists came after 9/11. I am sorry that all of the murderers on 9/11 were Islamic Arabs. I am sorry that most Arabs and Muslims have to live in squalor under savage dictatorships. I am sorry that their leaders squander their wealth. I am sorry that their governments breed hate for the US in their relig

A Soldiers
read it Ask this question to a soldier, the answers in his eyes Always we will be here waiting, the call we wont deny We'll always fight for freedom, never asking why We'll go away to far off lands, leaving our loved ones behind Many times we are alone, several times inside Open the windows to our souls, see the tears we hide Secrets we cannot keep, are in a soldiers eyes They said my life was over They said I was a waste You’ll never have a life my boy Not even just a taste I refused to believe them I was better than the rest And when I looked up from my feet There was a sign saying be the best. I walked in through the door Determined to make them see “You want to be a soldier lad?” “Come on then, follow me.” If you saw me now My life far from over I’m sure as hell not a waste Far from it I’m a soldier.

Squishy Toilet Seats
Ok so I am at this friends house this weekend, and I have to... well you know, so I go to the bathroom and sit down and WHAM squishy toilet seat. The reason I hate these things are as follows: 1) I know I have air coming out of my butt, I do not need to hear more when I sit down coming from the seat itself 2) My legs stick to the seat much more especially during the summer 3) Regular hard plastic seats allow my cheeks to spread more, assuring a clean shoot. I just hate those damn things. Now it does have 1 advantage. If I go in right after someone else, the seat will retain the heat from the body of the last ass that was upon it. Just a normal rant, sorry ;)

Loked Up
So theres a first time for everything and i got mines da other day!.... My uncle and i were up at da cemetary takin pics of all da unique lookin tomb stones the other nite. Well the sign clearly states that the gates will close and lock at dusk...well guess what...dusk must of came early that day because at 9pm when we drove up to the gates..THEY WERE LOCKED. So my uncle and i sat aroud for about and hour or so and waited untill the security gaurd showed up to to open up the gate. That was deff a first and a last for me...LMFAO

It's Ok To Love Yourself
sometimes in life a broken heart mends and you look and you find yourself surrounded by friends and whenever that happens when your someday begins don't panic don't struggle take it with a grin...

Yahoo
To the morons who keep asking me for yahoo... NO Unless you are a BLACK male. or a Friend from CK2 Things you should know 1. I am HAPPY and I"M MARRIED yes to the finest black man in america and noone can change that. 2. I'm not your baby, so dont call me it. 3. No you cant have my number nope 4. Yahoo = Friendships nothing more

There's A Place
THERE'S A PLACE There's a place where I like to stay there's a place not too far away there's a place where I like to unwind there's a place in my mind There's a place that you can’t see there's a place that's just for me there's a place that's sweet and kind there's a place in my mind There's a place where memories go I can get there fast or get there slow there's a place that knows no time there's a place in my mind There's a place where I can hide in plan site throughout life's ride there's a place that no one can find there's a place in my mind There's a place where I can be free there's a place where anything can be there's a place where you'll always care there's a place and you'll always be there There's a place that knows no gloom there's a place that knows no doom there's a place that knows no crime there's a place in my mind There's a place with no sky and no ground there's a place where I can always be found there's a place

I'm Bored
Why, Why, Why ... Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they know there is not enough money? Why does someonebelieve you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'lisp'? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times

All U Can Eat
Son, look at all the people in this restaurant What do you think they weigh? And out the window to the parking lot At their SUV's taking all the space They give no fuck They talk as loud as they want They give no fuck Just as long as there's enough for them Gonna get on the microphone down at Wal-Mart Talk about some shit that's been on my mind Talk of the state of this great nation of ours People look to your left Yeah, look to your right They give no fuck They buy as much as they want They give no fuck Just as long as there's enough for them Son, look at the people lining up for plastic Wouldn't you like to see them in the National Geographic? Squatting bare assed in the dirt eating rice from a bowl With a towel on their head, and maybe a bone in their nose See that asshole with the peace sign on his license plate? Giving me the finger and running me out of his lane God made us number one because he loves us the best Well he should go bless someone e

Learn To Live With What You Are
I know that you're in there I can see you You're saying you're ok I don't believe you And now that the gig is off The spell is broken The fat lady sung The president has spoken These days that you were waiting for Will come and go Like any day Just another day There's never gonna be a moment of truth for you While the world is watching All you need is the thing you forgotten And that's to learn to live with what you are So freak out if you wanna And I'll still be here Don't call me for years and when you do Yeah, I'll still be here I'm not saying the effort is a waste of time - but I Just love you for the things you couldn't change Though you've tried These hours of confusion they will soon expire Like everything Does There's never gonna be a moment of truth for you While the world is watching All you need is the thing you've forgotten And that's to learn to live with what you are Sometimes Everything you've ever wanted Floats above He's s

Rent A Cop
I'm 'trolling food court for girls Yeah, it's the best job in the world They know they're safe with me They love my little mustache They love a man in uniform Oh With my sunglass they can't See what I'm really looking at And as they're walking by I whisper through my doughnut Hey baby, baby light that ass on fire How long must this day go on? I got to stand here two more hours till I Punch the clock How long must this day go on? No kid, they don't give me a gun I don't get paid enough to run So you can call me what you want I'll be hanging at the check out Checking out your girlfriend Figure out how she's going to fit all of that Butt into that underwear - yeah Yeah Hey girl if you can't recall Where you parked your daddy's car Then I could help you out All alone in this Great big mall Oh How long must this day go on? I got to stand here two more hours Till it's Miller Time How long must this day go on? Whoa oh oh, oh oh I'm 'trolling food

Prove A Point, Stand Out, Fit In?
Looking at the man made markings on my skin, trying to remember why I had put that on my already imperfect body. Was I trying to prove a point? Was I trying to stand out? Was I tryingto fit in? Caressing the soft skin that held man made holes,wondering what the reason was for scaring my already imperfect body. Was I trying to prove a point? Was I trying to stand out? Was I tryingto fit in? Regaurdless it is now part of my past. I deal with everyday. A past that I wish I could do over again. but would I want to prove a point? stand out? or fit in?

Fu Rants
I would really love to go off on a tangent about this place I know of.... A place where people can be fake or real and no one really judges them in a truthful manner. A place where all of the "news" is about people whoring themselves out for "money". A place where you are labeled a pussy if you complain about the condition of the place and its inhabitants. A place where the culture revolves around drinking and good times but is filled with hatefull people at every turn. A place so focused on the virtual, that the real seems to be outlawed. This place is FUBAR. AKA CherryTap AKA LostCherry. So enjoy your "drinks" and buy another Happy Hour so BABYJ can make his car payment. Fuck you all and have a great night. ~work~

Lyrics That Describe Me
32 Flavorsby Ani DifrancoSquint your eyes and look closerI'm not between you and your ambitionI am a poster girl with no posterI am thirty-two flavors and then someAnd I'm beyond your peripheral visionSo you might want to turn your headCause someday you're going to get hungryAnd eat most of the words you just saidBoth my parents taught me about good willAnd I have done well by their namesJust the kindness I've lavished on strangersIs more than I can explainStill there's many who've turned out their porch lightsJust so I would think they were not homeAnd hid in the dark of their windowsTil I'd passed and left them aloneAnd God help you if you are an ugly girlCourse too pretty is also your doomCause everyone harbors a secret hatredFor the prettiest girl in the roomAnd God help you if you are a phoenixAnd you dare to rise up from the ashA thousand eyes will smolder with jealousyWhile you are just flying backI'm not trying to give my life meaningB

Poetry/writing
Solitude As the sunlight touches the earth as the dewdrops meet the plains and the breeze whispers to the trees.As the sun fades away, the moonlight touches your face. But you still feel the pain and the loneliness still remains.You say you want to walk with the angles, because the loneliness gets so strong that you just cant fight for long.Stars touch the sky, tears fill your eyes, because the pain hasnt gone away, is the pain here to stay? By: Kathleen 1991 April

Surrneder
Why does it hurt so bad? Why must I hurt so much? Why, am I, the one suffering? But then, I Stop! To think... It’s not a curse. - It’s a blessing. It’s not a disease. - It’s the Cure! For every one I look at, there’re a thousand I don’t see! My darkened mind will never change, just as none of them see me! The Darkness has got hold of me, and don’t want to let go! And this will never happen just as long as they don’t know! Now that I know the answer, I no longer ask you "why?"! Now I’m always laughing, nevermore to cry! Instead I give up to the night, to lead the life of pain and cold. To tell the tales about the dark, that has me in its hold

Nightmares
I can't sleep. The nightmares of her leaving me haunts me so deep. My eyes burn from being so tired, or maybe its from all the tears that has transpired. Alone, in the dark without a thought to keep me company. Its like her in my dreams were never meant to be, well so it seems. I close my eyes to try to sleep again, but the vision of a black empty space gets bigger, so I grab a pen. And start to write, I don't even turn on a light. I want to stay in the dark to reflect the vision of my heart's sight. I see the tears start to fall on the paper thats pure and white. I open the curtain to welcome in the moonlight. I am the moon, it's always alone in sky, and sometimes no one even notices that it's there. Like I care for her as much as care for my own life, but she doesn't feel the same way, it doesn't sound fair. But it took me awhile to figure out that you want what your heart wants, and nothing else will even compare. I just hope the next gi

Another One...
I am stressed out How my life does suck You are one of the people that gives a fuck You are there for me How sweet you are You've even helped me To look for a car My feelings for you How strong they get Each and every day Since we've met You make me happy How you make me smile I want things to last For a long, long while My poem is silly How it does rhyme I want to be with you All of the time

So.damn.close...
Yeah, I am so very close to just admitting myself to the asylum... Where I can color with crayons all day, and watch television all night. Maybe even meet someone who believes themselves to be Jesus. I even hear they have pancakes in the morning. And the drugs? mmmmmmmmm, fucking dope me up......... Give me a padded room anyday, for the truly insane people are running free.......

Skinz By Heartistic Soul
These are available for anyone that wishes to rip them (but you're welcome to F/A/R me if you like lol). Previews are below (smaller than actual size of course, but the overall skin matches) - to snag them, visit my profile and scroll to the bottom. Select BROWSE USER'S SKINS, and rip any of those marked PUBLIC in the title. All that I ask is that you do NOT rip those marked as Custom, as they belong to other users (wouldn't do much good anyway, since they all have the users' names on them). As with all of my skins, you MUST FIRST DISABLE ANY PHOTOS THAT YOU'VE SELECTED TO USE AS BACKGROUND IMAGES, or it will not allow the skin to display properly. It will break the code, and the background will not show through. These are all best displayed at highest screen viewable. "Never Break" "Stockings" "Monroe" "Dream Away" Thanks for viewing...reposts are appreciated, too :) Heartistic Soul@ fubar (repost of original by

The 'how Far Would You Go' Test.
The 'HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO' test. The rules: Complete this test and send it to someone so they know what you think of them. You can also send it to them like it is to see if they will tell you what they think of you. Have fun with it! Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Lick me: Fuck Me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to sleep with me: Do me: Drink kool-aid with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me:

Love?
What is this feeling I have? I seem to love you But other times I seem to loathe you I can't be without you Or maybe just without anyone I think about you all the time But why do I have this feeling? I long for your voice And I would die to hear your laugh But is this love Or merely lust?

Was It Love
When love has come But soon is gone It begs the question Was it there The love was lost And never found Lost without you Lost without me Lost into eternity The love was just a figment A figment of our minds Something we could ponder But never express Was it love or just a feeling Was it love or just healing Healing from the hatred The hatred of our hearts Our past was deep and full of pain We needed this to release the stain For this I do not regret The time with you that I had spent

Night
The night we met I felt so good The stars fell from heaven The moon shined so bright I never thought it could But then the owls hooted The coyotes barked I wished it was day My mind was polluted The rain came pouring The moon eclipsed The night was blackened By this single doing I felt lost I felt scared But then morning came And it was all just a dream

Waiting
Time Clicks as I await The hour ends before my take Sitting, thinking, waiting; my mind escapes The day grows old as night passes Wolves crying, coyotes howling; anticipating Watching, staring, seeing -- nothing Silence begins the day as morning comes without notice Tears begin to fall, slowly The day moves on without hope Wishing to be what is not to be The sun moves to its peak without a whisper or retreat Time moving, but still empty Stomach aching, curling Still waiting

Thank You
In his sleepy voice he whispers a single phrase; "Thank-you." "What?" she says She's half asleep and doesn't understand where this came from. He squeezes her tighter and repeats the phrase "Thank-you." She laughs a little, and ask him why... Now she's starting to wake up. He kisses her forehead and squeezes her tighter. "You make me feel good." He says She ponders on this for a moment as he turns and faces away. Then, just as she was going to ask him to explain, he begins to snore. She falls asleep feeling content "Here you are, you've finally done it." She wakes up next to the first guy able to break her heart. She leaves for work as he is starting to wake up. She goes to kiss him but he doesn't kiss back. Sleepily he murmurs his goodbye. She leaves his house with a troubled heart. What happened in his dreams? They both get busy and she barely sees him. Next thing she knows she's all alone. 'Just mates' is where she stands. 'Broken hearted'

Wtf???
To most you know I'm new to Fubar, oh well. I get bored at work and log in. I'm in school just about done and I"m thinking of moving out of Minnesota. It's too damn cold here!!!!!!!!!!! What is the best place to live in the United States? Hmmm, I will entertain all answers! :) Don't get all pervy, not THAT kind of entertain. To my baby brother, who could kick my ass with one hand tied behind his back, thanks for the invite, it's nice to be able to keep tabs on you. GO NAVY! :) I'm a dork, a very hot dork. :) :) I have no ego problem either. Once in a wile I will have something profound to say, but mostly I'll bitch about the bf or how much I hate school. Naw, I'll think of something to keep everyone entertained and me busy. Crap, customer...

Let Me Cry
I want to scream but I dont, I want to cry but I wont. I want to be happy and smile, but I just sit here with sadness for a while. I know if I hold in my tears it would be worse, but I'll hold it in with all my force. I want to take my anger out but I stay quiet, I want 2 throw things and start my own riot. My passion is music and writing, instead of throwing things crying or fighting. Maybe ill show my tears, just maybe, NO! Im a strong woman not a baby. You ALL hurt me but I'll show no fear, by the time you know it ima be gone forever, not just for 1 year. I cant show you that im sad, I cant give you that pleasure, but its hard to hold this all in with all this pressure. KARMA will get you for all the pain, I will LAUGH once you hold your head down for all your shame. Holding my tears back has coused ANGER & HATE, but you would NEVER make it up, its to mutha fuking late. I will show you my AGONY,

Lyrics To How I'm Feeling
I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me. I still feel your touch in my dreams. Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why. Without you it's hard to survive. Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. Need you by my side. Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static. And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. Can't you hear my heart beat so I can't let you go. Want you in my life. Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky. They wipe away tears that I cry. The good and the bad times, we've been through them all. You make me rise when I fall. Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. Need you by my side. Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static. And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. C

Sex 2
Red luscious lips, meaningful quips. A lustful stare, a heavenly pair. Stockinged thighs, "take me" eyes. Hand on the knee, breathe rapidly. Legs begin to part, a quickening heart. A petalled rose, falling clothes. Starts to loose, the emotional juice. Going mad, want it bad. Grinding loins, pumping groins. Very hot, hits the spot. Scream aloud, muscles proud. A soulful moan, the seed is sown. Passions met, cooling sweat. Slowing 'beat, tangled feet. Warm and cosy, feeling dozy. Out of steam, a sweet dream.

Plz Show Her Loads Of Love & Support (bulletin By Mishnumber1)
Sadly Mone's father passed away yesterday due to a long battle with cancer. Her profile link ... *~*Mone*~* Shadow leveler*~*Fubar World Cruise*~*Laura's evil twin She won't be online much over the next few days of course so please bare with her. Please stop by her page and show her some much needed love and support at this very sad time. Please repost thanks alot ♥ MishNumber1 ♥ Michelle aka MishNumber1 xoxox (repost of original by 'MishNumber1 ♥ Owned By Sherry ~ Of FWC SUP ShadowLevelers & SBG. Club FAR Team Captain' on '2008-07-01 02:07:32')

Memo To My Son
What have you done to the mirror? What have you done to the floor? Can't I go nowhere without you? Can't I leave you alone any more? Can't I leave you alone any more? I know you don't think much of me But someday you'll understand Wait'll you learn how to talk, baby I'll show you how smart I am I want to show you how smart I am A quitter never wins A winner never quits When the going gets tough The tough get going Maybe you don't know how to walk, baby Maybe you can't talk none either Maybe you never will, baby But I'll always love you I'll always love you

Louisiana 1927
What has happened down here is the winds have changed Clouds roll in from the north and it started to rain Rained real hard and it rained for a real long time Six feet of water in the streets of Evangeline The river rose all day The river rose all night Some people got lost in the flood Some people got away alright The river have busted through clear down to Plaquemines Six feet of water in the streets of Evangelne Louisiana, Louisiana They're tyrin' to wash us away They're tryin' to wash us away Louisiana, Louisiana They're tryin' to wash us away They're tryin' to wash us away President Coolidge came down in a railroad train With a little fat man with a note-pad in his hand The President say, "Little fat man isn't it a shame what the river has done To this poor crackers land." Louisiana, Louisiana They're tryin' to wash us away They're tryin' to wash us away Louisiana, Louisiana They're tryin' to wash us away They're tryin' to wash us away They're try

Rolling Stones - Gimme Shelter
Ooh, a storm is threat'ning My very life today If I don't get some shelter Oh yeah, I'm gonna fade away War, children, it's just a shot away It's just a shot away War, children, it's just a shot away It's just a shot away Ooh, see the fire is sweepin' Our very street today Burns like a red coal carpet Mad bull lost its way War, children, yes, it's just a shot away It's just a shot away War, children, it's just a shot away It's just a shot away Rape, murder, it's just a shot away It's just a shot away Rape, murder, yeah, it's just a shot away It's just a shot away Rape, murder, it's just a shot away It's just a shot away Mmm, the floods is threat'ning My very life today Gimme, gimme shelter Or I'm gonna fade away War, children, it's just a shot away It's just a shot away It's just a shot away It's just a shot away It's just a shot away I tell you love, sister, it's just a kiss away It's just a kiss away It's just a kiss away It's just a kiss

The Real Miss Misery Lyrics
Lyrics - Miss Misery i'll fake it through the day with some help from johnny walker red send the poison rain down the drain to put bad thoughts in my head two tickets torn in half and a lot of nothing to do do you miss me, miss misery like you say you do? a man in the park read the lines in my hand told me i'm strong hardly ever wrong i said man you mean you had plans for both of us that involved a trip out of town to a place i've seen in a magazine that you left lying around i don't have you with me but i keep a good attitude do you miss me, miss misery like you say you do? i know you'd rather see me gone than to see me the way that i am but i am in the life anyway next door the tv's flashing blue frames on the wall it's a comedy of errors, you see it's about taking a fall to vanish into oblivion is easy to do and i try to be but you know me i come back when you want me to do you miss me miss misery like you say you do?

Ok Lets Get This Straight From The Start
Yeah you got it I aint in the best of moods today and where better than to rant - here - at least I aint deafening anyone or having the police called on me not that right now that really bothers me anyway. I overslept, Im too hot (its like 29 over in the UK today - well near London it is - just so nobody contradicts me and says oh it aint that hot here, or its hotter) I have run out of cigarettes, and I dont need no bs. Right - so I have been on here since APril and its time to start laying down the law - btw I dont date gaffers, I only date american ex military lmao so I will talk the way I talk in real life - feel free to ask if you dont understand what I am on about. Slang and brit speak is me all the way and I aint gonna change things and suddenly talk all posh cos I aint posh, Im me like it or lump it!!!! I aint here for drama or bs I have enough of that in rl but please note that I keep my rl drama to rl and dont share it with people I dont know and I would appreci

Elsewhere
Bethany Joy Lenz LyricsElsewhere Lyrics I love the time and in between The calm inside me In this space where I can breathe I believe there is a distance I have wandered To touch upon the years Reaching out and reaching in Holding out holding in I believe This is heaven to no one else but me And I'll defend it long as I can be left here to linger in silence If I chose to would you try to understand Oh the quiet child awaits the day when she can break free The mold that clings like desperation Oh mother don't you see I've got To live my life the way I feel is right for me, Say it's not right for you But it's right for me I believe This is heaven to no one else but me And I'll defend it long as I can be left here to linger in silence If I chose to would you try to understand

Goodbye
Just Say Goodbye I wish I knew what happened wish I knew where we went wrong how'd we fall so far so fast after holding on so long? We talked about a wedding talked about you becoming my wife about having a child or two about a family and a life. So how is it we're here now so distant from each other stretched to the point of breaking strangers to one another. None of it seems to matter to you you don't act like you care and the burden of trying all by myself is just too much to bear. I cherish every moment we spent and my love for you will never die but I think its time we both moved on think its time to just say goodbye...

So Hard.
its so hard sometimes, makin a decision that you know will impact the rest of your life. its even harder when you arent really sure about alot of the factors. you always know wats in your heart and wat you really WANT to do, but wat u want isnt always wats best. so u have to make a choice. i'm at that place now, where i need to make a choice. and it is by far the hardest one i have ever had to make. and i have no clue wat to do. i know wat i want, but at the same time i know that i can never actually have that. so wat do i do? wat do i do?

Bliss
It always starts out as a simple kiss Our tongues caressing, our breath coming out in a hiss Your fingers sending my heated body to the brink Thinking it's a dream, I'm afraid to blink I can feel your swollen cock press against me My craving body oh so ready to please You lift my skirt up around my hips The palm of your hands rubbing my pussy in pure bliss I can feel the engorged head of your cock against my thigh I beg and plead with you to fuck me before I die Lifting me slightly you fill me completely Your perfect cock now buried deep inside of me My hands on your shoulders, my legs around your waist My mouth begging for another taste Pulling your head down to mine Wishing for a frozen moment in time My pussy is stretch to the fullest to take all of you in How can pure pleasure be such sin Your eyes are glazed from the passion and lust No questions of love, no questions of trust Just two people enjoying the moment The swee

American Salute To Our American Heroes...bulletin By Frozen Mystical Dreamzzz
As An American Citizen, I Have Seen A lot Of Hatred And Animosity Towards Another Human Being And Yet Through It All, There Are Still Some Out There That Help One Another Without Ever Asking Anything In Return But Respect. I Am Very Proud Of All Of Our Men And Women That Serve For The Army, Navy, National Guard, The Air Force, The Marines, And Even The Coast Guards. I Am Also Proud Of Our Everyday American Heroes That Are Fire Fighters, Police Officers And EMT Responders That Go Above And Beyond The Call Of Duty. To Me You Are ALL AMERICAN HEROES IN MY EYES! I Would Hate To Imagine What This World Would Be Like Without You. Everyday You're Risking Your Very Own Lives To Help A Perfect Stranger When You See Trouble. Yet I See Very Little Gratitude Given Your Way. Like I Said, I've Seen A lot With My Own Eyes, But I Know In My Heart Of Hearts, You've Seen Far Worse Then What I Have. It Would Be Wrong To Even Imagine Myself In Your Boots. To Me You Are American H

Rip, Why Must My Friends All Die So Young?
This blog goes out to Jessica Nichols. This is a dedication to the young and beautiful girl who was robbed of the long and joyful life she would have lived for years to come. She never deserved what happened to her, and to think for one second that someone could hurt her like that is unimagineably scary. It's worst than that, but at this time words cannot describe the situation. I can't and won't describe what happened if u don't know. Who the hell is this Steven Pomeroy anyway? He's lucky he got caught by the cops or he'd be in some trouble. I only hope that justice is served in one way or another. He deserves a lot more than a few years in jail and a slap on the wrist. I think a life sentence is NO WAY near close enough to what that stupid fucker deserves. I'm not the type of person that believes in fate, or that anything happens for a reason. I never have and I definately don't believe now. Life is a dice roll and the devil is right there trying to fuck everything up 2

Dont Be Like Me
I FOUND THIS GREAT WOMAN IN HERE, SO WE STARTED TALKING AND AND CHATTING BACK AND FORTH. I WENT BY HER HOUSE AND WE OR I HAD A GREAT TIME, WE HAD SOME COCKTAILS AND A FEW LAUGHS AND GOT TO KNOW EACH OTHER. SO TODAY LIKE AND ASS I START MESSAGING HER AND SHIT, SO LIKE AN IMPATIENT FUCK, I START SAYING WHAT WRONG, WHAT DID I DO ECT..... SO SHE SAYS JUST CAUSE IM SHOWN AS ON DOESN'T MEAN IM BY THE COMPUTER. SHE WAS SUPPOSE TO COME OVER TO BBQ TOMMORROW, BUT SHE HASNT ANSWERED ME WHEN I ASKED HER IF SHES COMING. SO JUST LIKE THE REST OF MY LIFE I FUCKED UP WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN A GREAT THING WITH A GREAT WOMAN. AND TO GO ALONG WITH THAT I INTRODUCED HER SISTER TO MY BEST FRIEND, SO I GUESS I FUCKED THAT UP TOO, AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO FIX IT, ITS ONLY BEEN LIKE A WEEK OR SO WE BEEN TALKING AND MAYBE ITS REALLY FAST TO LIKE SOMEONE SO MUCH BUT I DO AND NOW IT HURTS KNOWING I MIGHT OR PROBABLY FUCKED UP A GOOD ON ITS WAY TO A GREAT THING. NOT JUST FOR MYSELF BUT FOR 2 OTHER PEOPLE TOO.

Queen - Innuendo
Lyrics One two three four Ooh ooh While the sun hangs in the sky and the desert has sand While the waves crash in the sea and meet the land While there's a wind and the stars and the rainbow Till the mountains crumble into the plain Oh yes, we'll keep on trying Tread that fine line Oh, we'll keep on trying Yeah Just passing our time Ooh ooh While we live according to race, colour or creed While we rule by blind madness and pure greed Our lives dictated by tradition, superstition, false religion Through the eons and on and on Oh, yes, we'll keep on trying, yeah We'll tread that fine line Oh oh we'll keep on trying Till the end of time Till the end of time Through the sorrow all through our splendour Don't take offence at my innuendo Duh duh duh duh duh duh duh Duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh You can be anything you want to be Just turn yourself into anything you think that you could ever be Be free with your tempo, be free, be fr

From My Son
happy independence day everyone. while you sit and bbq, shoot off fireworks, and drink beers. dont forget about us over here. the ones fighting to help keep you free. and the ones who have fought previously. and most importantly those that died fighting for you. we dont do it because we have to we do it because someone has to and we rather it be us then you. so eat some bbq, shoot off some fireworks and drink a beer for me and all my fellow soldiers. here and back in the states. i miss you and love you all. see you soon Happy 4th of July

Celebration
As some one in my friends list has oh so politely put it - I make up days to celebrate things - and this person is so right cos I do - BIRTHDAYS - mainly mine and my family - this is normailly a 3 day event including bbq and shopping etc. This year I might extend it to 5 days due to age!!!!!!! CHRISTMAS - a 4 day event starting Christmas Eve, and lasting til the Day after Boxing Day The four saints of the UK - Patrick, DAvid, Andrew and GEORGE (either on the day or as soon as I remember thereafter!!!!) EASTER/SPRING HOLIDAYS - dont eat that much chocolate so have a drink!!!! ANY OTHER DAY I FEEL GOOD AND HAVE DONE SOMETHING GOOD - oh next week WEDNESDAY I shall not be about cos guess what (I knew there was something else to celebrate!!!!!!!!!)A GATHERING OF THE IRISH in ST ALBANS!!!! So as you can see, I do use any reason to have a drink, though I dont drink excessively and I do like cookies but dont eat them ALL I like to share!!!!!!!!!

109 Tonight
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said he ran the light Had caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere The sirens screamed out down the road For death was in the air A mother trapped inside her car Was heard above the noise her plea split the air " Oh, God please spare my boys!" She fought to free her hands But mangled metal held her fast Her frightened eyes then focused On where the backseat once had been But all she saw was broken glass And two children's seats crushed in Her twins were nowhere to be seen She did not hear them cry She prayed they had been thrown free " Oh, gods dont let them die!" She cryed into the night The fireman came to cut her loose When he searched the backseat There were no bodies to be seen The seat belts were intact They thought the woman had gone mad And was travling alone But when they turned to question her They discovered she was gone Police saw her runnin

Friday Night!!
First off - Happy Friday everyone!! I'm heading out to the bar with my cuz and meeting up with some other friends there - I plan on having a blast there!! I'm REALLY starting to enjoy the single life again ~*winks*~ sometimes I wish I had someone, but then I think that I don't wanna get caught up in the same thing I was in before. So until my "Mr. Right" decides to make his appearance in my life - it's PARTY TIME!!!! Have a great wknd everyone!! ~*hugs*~

My Blog
i grew up in a really small town in the middle of nowhere, but now I've moved away to college to study..I hope you'll like my pictures here! feel free to contact me Y.M seductive_m0nica h0tmail seductive_m0nica ***letter 'o' is zero # 0 in my name;)

Tempest
Tempest Feel the endless power that pushes against your body It tries with all its might to knock you off balance But you hold fast not letting it win It tries again and messes your hair Damn it howls You hold fast and feel it get weaker Its power it had over you is fading fast Where will it go? Will it try again? Yes and this time with help from the rain Do we not have a whirlwind in all of us? Filled with all types of weather Sunshine when we are happy Clouds when we are blue Wind when we want to feel free And rain to for the tears of our hearts Inside of me is the biggest wind of all The tornado I am filled with the strongest winds The brightest sun The cloudiest of days And the loudest thunder storm with the brightest lightening It is hard to feel all these things inside me All of them trying to show me what they can do All at the same time So I send out this cry from my heart Can anyone hear me or do the storms drown me out My voice is carried on the

Tears
TEARS OF BLOOD FALL FROM MY BROKEN HEART I NEVER THOUGHT WE WOULD BE APART WHEN U HELD ME YOU SAID "FOREVER" NOW THAT YOUR GONE I KNOW U MEANT "NEVER" SAYING YOU LOVE ME WITH THAT LOOK IN YOUR EYE AND THAT WAS A COLD HEARTED LIE YOUR TENDER TOUCH, A SOFT KISS TWO THINGS ABOUT YOU I WILL MISS AS I SIT HERE THINKING ABOUT YOU MY FACE IS WET WITH TEARS PAST DUE I SHOULDVE CRIED A LONG TIME AGO BUT I LOVED YOU SO I KNOW THEY SAY LOVE IS BLIND BUT I HAD ONLY YOU ON MY MIND A HURT SO DEEP IT CUTS LIKE A KNIFE BUT WOUNDS HEAL AND I'LL GO ON WITH MY LIFE

Yay How Good Do I Feel
Read mumm and vote first before you read this or you wont get what Im about!!!!!!!!!!!!! It looks like another reunion is on the cards, Im so excited I could crush a grape - only need to make contact with about three other cousins and my family will be complete DO you know what - BEING SINGLE NOW is nothing to what I have been told today LOVE YA ALL YA ROCK MY WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Fubar Surveys
Be careful filling out the surveys. Twice now I have accidentally clicked on something that will add a charge to my phone bill, thinking I was submitting my survey answers. I personally think Fubar should remove the surveys.

Want A Home.....
"EVERY WOMAN WANTS ONE"... that was the remark of the men in my home community and beyond. It has been the concern since then, and well before I overheard the comment made by black clergy and family members in my own hometown... Markham, Illinois. I tried to get a home in the late '70's and in the mid then latter 1980's. Moved to Michigan then returned after 4yrs to be denied again.... in spite of military and State employment history. Markham has never been "just Markham", rather it is part of a "collective". A collective member of the Chicago south suburbs. (haha) That is a real laugh... all the world knows that the only property with any value is NORTH WEST of Chicago... "go west young man" ... always west. Not South. Never-the-less, my return home and the reinstituted search for my own house that would/could house me and my children (son and daughter) and provide respite for any of us.. them or me... in case of a homeless situation arising in our coming future. They mentioned my c

I Need Feed Back
my love and i are both big communicators (love to talk). We both use this in our jobs and family life very successfully. But we keep having misunderstandings. over things we talk about or say. some yes are very small but can be very hurtful to the other. When neither of us would NEVER hurt the other for the world. I have been reading different relationship books (how to books) because i find this problem such a puzzle. How can two wonderfully loving and caring people, Have such a hard time not hurting each other, both are good listeners, both are fun and very witty. Just makes me wonder with all the rightness we have we seem to always have a problem. My reactions are: I am not trying enough. i am trying to hard i must not be a very good listener I am not picking each word carefully before i speak I care so much about my LOVE and want to solve this puzzle.

"all She Wants Is Anothu Baybeh"...
I listened to that tue over and over when it first came ou. Listened and realized that the two babies born to me out of my first marriage were going to be the ONLY children I would bring into this world... second marriage was naturally aborted as a TUBAL PREGNANCY... just in time too; my husband had gone bonkers stating that he was "leaving to go home to his "family". The last marriage could have resulted in a child, except that military innoculations in prep for overseas mobilization in 1990 for action in the first stint of DESERT STORM (the KUWAIT oil issue by Bush sr.) injections for YELLOW FEVER, SMALLPOX, MEASLES, and AIDES; nuked the developing embryo conceived of the husband that was killed when the pilot shot down that ISRAELI AIRBUS. At the time, I did not know I was pregnant. I bled for weeks afterward.... heavy...cut hog style bleeding with huge clots, then tapered off to a trickle. I was living on camus trying to finish a Bachelors degree and beginning my masters degree whi

It Can Be Done You Know
Yeah it can be done and I can prove it can be done - what can be done I hear you ask - its simple really. I stayed off pc all morning, went shopping, had a row with my son about who spends the most money (obvious I do cos I have to feed the four kids, clothe them and buy cigarettes for me) but he dont see that - well he wouldnt, he is only 16 and like his father, thinks the world owes him a living!!!! Now after filling in countless forms, (none of your beeswax as to what they are for, but one of them was for more money to decorate this place!) making a few phones about things concerning my children, and doing housework, (still doing housework by the way!) I have done my comments on here and shall we say that I feel accomplished that I can actually stay off Fu and deal with real life. Monday defo suck, but hey just deal with it - I bought some choclate today and thats made me happy as well. Going out with an ex on Wednesday - woo hoo - and this one actually comes to see m

Forgivness
Many people go around hurting other people because they have not forgiven past pains. They have allowed bitterness to take root into their hearts and they lash out at people who have done them no wrong. Others continue to hold grudges for pains that are due to their own misguided thoughts, expectations, or because they are unwilling to take ownership of their own mistakes. Sometimes people cause their own pain when they have unrealistic expectations of other people and those other people fail to meet their expectations. Bitterness is not a positive character attribute.

People
why is it that when someone is doing something that pisses you off, and you ask them to stop they say alright, but wont leave you the fuck alone? i damn near strangled a few co-workers yesterday, all because i am having to run circles around them and im sick of it. im tired of working with little 14-16 year old kids!!!!! most of them need to take their ass home and babysit or something for money. children these days have no respect for adults. . . . im at work yesterday, and i hear this little 14 year old curse like a sailor. . . and her mother, the general manager of the store, is right next to her and SAYS NOTHING TO THE BITCH!!! then my boss and his little friends feel its okay to get drunk at work on the clock and on camera, and they dont get fired?! what the fuck! does "employee safety" mean anything anymore these days?!?!?!?! bullshit i tell you, total bullshit. im tired of being underpaid and overworked. i am not getting paid nowhere near enough to deal with this shit. i thought

Destined To Be
A blessing from Heaven, rolling to the sand The waterfall travels, just as God has planned So, too, from this day, you will go forth as one Your lives intertwined, never to be undone Over each rock and rill, your souls will cascade Eternally bound by the promise you’ve made To share love, forever, through each high and low As only the hearts of true soulmates could know. A beautiful waterfall flows to the ocean In honor of your never-ending devotion While slowly descending, its purpose is sure To ever be faithful and always endure On this day, your lives have been joined at the heart Beginning a course from which you’ll never part For as sure as each canyon is carved by the sea The love you now share was e’er destined to be. by:Jill Eisnaugle

Herbs For Protection
There are many different ways of protecting and shielding. I am not sure that anyone else will wish to discuss or open up about how they shield or protect themselves. Personally , I don't wish to tell anyone *everything* about how I accomplish this. So , I certainly don't expect anyone else to. I hope that no one takes offense to that , its just a personal decision. I feel that if I just blatantly tell everyone how I shield myself , I am opening myself up for any person to figure out how to "attack" or "break through" my shields if they so chose to. I am in no way indicating that anyone would want to , but lets face it , better safe than sorry , eh ? ;) And don't let anyone fool you ... because breaking through one's shield can be done !! I can however , share my knowledge and experience with this , but in terms of a particular form of Earth Magic. And that form is how to protect oneself or shield oneself with herbs. Herbs , as most of us already know , have different properti

The Meaning
The Meaning To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you. Maybe he ore she is out there i hope i some day will find one like that so i can feel all that i put down on this littel paper whit my pen. the one who only wants to be mine

Come Help Me Out
PLEASE STOP IN AND LEAVE KASEY SOME COMMENTS SHES A GREAT PERSON CLICK HER PIC TO GO TO HERS SHES BEEN WORKING REAL HARD SHE NEEDS 62500 comments for a 1 year VIP and 3 bling packs THANK YOU FOR YOUR HELP ~*~NICCI~*~

Just 2 Days Left :(
Check Out This Awesome Fu! I own this awesome Fu for just 2 more days. If you haven't F/A/R'd her yet, please do, she's an awesome friend. Please show her a lot of love and tell her LilBamaGirl sent ya. She deserves it and you won't regret it. Thanks for reading. ☺ Much ♥ to all. ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE~OWNED BY LILBAMAGIRLand PASSIONMAN71~MAD HATTER~*S*U*P*~FWC ~ Fantasy Flyers@ fubar This Pimpout Brought To You By LilBamaGirl ~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar

Deltron...ya
In the year three thousand and thirty everybody wants to be an mc In the year three thousand and thirty everybody want to be a dj In the year three thousand and thirty everybody want to be a producer In the year three thousand and thirty everybody want to tell ya the meaning of the music I must appeal to you people with your faculties Cuz everybody else is gonna laugh at me People try to get over and take a crack at me The universe is one and I can see what rap can be glorious Put in the Smithsonium my podiums for holy hymns But you see whos controlling them F**k myself off cuz of the egotistical mode I'm in No I can't slap you no five When you and your cutty is talkin shit about me outside People take pride in what they have no hand in Sorta like a phantom holographic handsome But deep inside he wants to do what his man done Just because his peers jeer and and clown When your six foot deep no one hears you now They say were not compatible like deers and cows and

Deal With It
Deal With It Sometimes you have to deal with the darkness before you can see the light. You have to deal with the winter cold before you can bask in the spring’s warmth. You have to deal with the heartache and loss before you find true love. Sometimes the darkness is seemingly endless and the light regrettably hopeless. But you have to deal with the void before the hole is once again filled. And you have to deal with the pain before the cure comes to heal. But sometimes, sometimes if you just close your eyes and take a deep breathe, ...you will see. You will see that the distance between the light and the darkness is not what it appears to be. You will see that the cure is not far from that which ales. So deal with the darkness. Realize that the light is in you. that you control your destiny and you can deal with it.

Too Funny
A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the appropriate point in the process, she told him that he would now need to enter a password. Something he could remember easily and will use each time he has to log on. The husband was in a rather amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. So when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in.... P... E... N... I... S... His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied: ***PASSWORD REJECTED. NOT LONG ENOUGH***

Freedom..
We Should not be denied that being footloose has always exhilareted us. It is associated in our minds with escape. From history and oppression and law and irksome obligations. Thats real freedom. And the road has always led west.

Help Me..
OK..now I am asking for a little help from all of my WONDERFUL friends..CAN YOU HELP OUT?? Click on the photo posted below.. PLEASE RATE..AND COMMENT BOMB MY FRIEND.. "We make a living by what we get. We make a life by what we give." -Sir Winston Churchill MUCH LOVE..Wendy

Mom Part 2
Ok.. so here it is now July and mom is almost done with her second round of chemo. She is doing good, but now is very weak. Her activity level has diminished to almost nothing. She does still work every day to keep herself active, but by noon she is wiped out. She is almost done with this round and soon she will be starting her radiation everyday for 5 to 6 weeks. Please just keep her in your thoughts and prayers. She has a LONG road ahead of her. The Dr, I believe, only gave her a 20% survival rate. This isn't good news, but she is prepared for whatever happens to her. Love you guys!

Days Of Pain
Black sun rays fall upon my soul casting dark shadows Causing it to become withered and grow cold my skin starts pealing away showing the real me in an ugly way Today, just the same Tomorrow, just the same Yesterday is gone, but the pain will never go away The clock hands are ticking backwards it seems things that have happened in the past seem to be coming back Driving the razor blades into my unholy flesh leaving me here naked and bare striped away from all what makes me sane now drowning in the sorrow of the black sun rays

A Song?
I spied a beautiful man in the lost and found With caramel eyes and a chocolate coated heart He makes me swoon and puts me over the moon Even when it's blue and my bills are overdue I'd swim through the sky near and far to catch him 'Cause he can sing he can dance and even play guitar While he's blindly driving his pretty spaced out car Oh I'm in love with a beautiful man Minus all the glam and the world's pretend He's not a wind-up doll that spins through the air But like colorful daisies he's a little bit crazy Yeah I'm in love with a beautiful man A beautiful man with a chocolate coated heart And caramel eyes that both laugh and cry Surely he's the real deal under the lemon yellow sun 'Cause he stands upside down in the middle of forests Wearing tar baby shorts and a skyscraper hat With fingery hands that stretch up to the moon Nobody needs to tell me how cool he is Or that I'm a lovefool for waiting to be his 'Cause all those people wear fluff under th

Court Date
After living what I felt was a 'decent' life, my time on earth came to the end. The first thing I remember is sitting on a bench in the waiting room of what I thought to be a court house. The doors opened and I was instructed to come in and have a seat by the defense table. As I looked around I saw the 'prosecutor.' He was a villainous looking gent who snarled as he stared at me. He definitely was the most evil person I have ever seen. I sat down and looked to my left and there sat My Attorney, a kind and gentle looking man whose appearance seemed so familiar to me, I felt I knew Him. The corner door flew open and there appeared the Judge in full flowing robes. He commanded an awesome presence as He moved across the room I couldn't take my eyes off of Him. As He took His seat behind the bench, He said, 'Let us begin.' The prosecutor rose and said, 'My name is Satan and I am here to show you why this woman belongs in hell.' He proceeded t

If Tonight I Die...
WHO WILL CRY? If tonight I die, Who will cry? Strangers with their feigned interest, While those I love have turned away. And if my best isn't good enough, What more can I give? Go ahead--walk away. Just leave me here alone. And if tonight I die, Who will cry? All my strength is drained, With nothing left to give. Drowning in the depths of sorrow, No tears left to cry. A silent voice and distant eyes That no one hears or sees. And if tonight I die, Who will cry?

Lie To Me
Rumour has it that your daddy's coming down He's gonna pay the rent Tell me baby, is this as good as this life is gonna get It feels like there's a stranger standing in these shoes But I know I can't lose me 'cause then I'd be losing you I know I promised baby I would be the one to make our dreams come true I ain't too proud of all the struggles And the hard times we've been through When this cold world comes between us Please tell me you'll be brave Cause I can realize the danger when forgiveness fades away Chorus: If you don't love me - lie to me 'Cause baby you're the one thing I believe Let it all fall down around us, if that's what's meant to be Right now if you don't love me baby - lie to me Pour another cup of coffee, babe I got something to say to you I ain't got the winning ticket Not the one that's gonna pull us through No one said that it'd be easy, let your old man take you home But know if you walk out on me That darling, I

The Vuper Needs Your Help
IM NEW ON HERE AS YOU CAN TELL but i need your help. the man that is my friend and that is close to my heart is below and I want to help him with his quest and show him I care by asking all my friends to click on the link below or place it in your browser and go show him some love by adding him, fanning him and rating his profile a 10. If you wouldn't mind and have time show him some love on his pics as well thanks you all. I love you. and please pass him on to all your friends as well please. thank you.

Ya Know What
GETTING PISSED OFF HERE MY BF JUST ASKED ME TODAY WHY IT IS THAT I HAVE TO HAVE THINGS LIKE FATHER PHEONIX'S GIRL OR THEBERET'S GIRL ON MY PROFILES HELLO WHAT THE FUCK WOULDNT YOU LOVE IT IF YOUR GIRLFRIEND OF UM LETS SEE ABOUT 5 YEARS (OFF AND ON) EXPRESSED THEIR LOVE FOR YOU AND LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT THEY WERE TAKEN! I DUNNO JUST VENTING JUST AAAAAAAAAAAA

Vitamin De~ Got Her Halo
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~Ms Taz™~Co-Founder Omega Bombers~*~Fu-Angel*~{CLUB UNITED}{SHADOW LEVELER}~R/L LDL to King Domino~ Karena2001~~@~~Secretary Omega Bombers~~@~~Greeter@Hip Hopz~~@ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay

Vote Bones
ARE YOU TIRED OF FALSE PROMISES FROM POLITICAL CANDIDATES? WELL BONES DOSENT PROMISE ANYTHING BUT IT WOULD BE ONE HELL OF A RIDE SO ON ELECTION DAY WRITE IN DJ BONES ON YOUR BALLOT AND LET HIM HAVE A GO AT IT FOR 2 TREMS CLICK ON PIC BELOW TO TELL HIM HE HAS YOUR VOTE THIS MESSAGE WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE BLN NETWORK (repost of original by '~SDMF KEVIN~~BLN~~SLAUGHTER HAUS 2 OWNER & DJ @ BLN RADIO~' on '2008-07-10 21:42:19')

The In-laws
You hear about it but usually its in 'the old days', days when men ordered women from a catalog or the number of child-bearing neighbors was limited on the wide prairie. Two brothers married two sisters and it happened just last year. I should know, I'm one of the lucky men. So how does such a strange thing happen, you ask? Well, I met Marjorie in the College Democrats organization my junior year at The Ohio State University. We got along well and tried to date for a few weeks, but it wasn't working out. No one was bitter. We really kind of caught it in time, before we'd invested too much in each other. We remained friends. Friendly enough for her to meet my younger brother Simon and for me to meet her younger sister, Claire. After that, well, love took its course. Simon and I were always close, and so were Claire and Marjorie. So the four of us spent a lot of time together as couples. Simon and I proposed on the same night, though this was later seen as a poor choice because now

Untitled
It was our first time in bed together. I just thought she was everything. I enjoyed her for what she stood for and who she was. So, when things hit off in the bedroom and the lights where down and the music was low, it was like we didn't know what to do. We laid there with our bodies nervously against one another. My mind pondering what was I to do. I tossed. I turned, I just wanted my hand to caress her soft body. My mind was going ninety to nothing wondering what would she feel like. I slowly turned toward her I glanced into her vibrant eyes that lit up my heart every time I looked into them. I slowly started to move toward her body. She moved to kiss me as my hand reached for her body. My body became numb as her lips touched mine. My body became limp like it was jello and my hands became a little damp but decided to wounder the top part of her body. As the kiss seemed like it lasted forever, my hand was caressing her breast softly gripping while pinching the nipple. All

Reason, Season Or Lifetime
I got a very interesting message in my e-mail, sorry its so long, but it touched me so I wanted to share, here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. So

Sorry
I just wanted to tell all of my friends "sorry" that I haven't been around to rate and leave comments. I have been dealing with some health issues and I just haven't had the energy to get online much. I do appreciate all of my friends and I just wanted to touch base with you all. Peace and Love, dopechick69

Sorry
I have met some great people on here!!! Some of you are absolutly amazing ( you know who you are)!! I just want to say I am sorry I have not been a great friend the last several months. I have been really busy, working a lot, still remodeling the house and getting ready to insulate. PLUS my 2 year old gets all my free time. Summers are hard for me, there is a lot to do and I like to be outside, camping and fishing whenever I can, I even try to get a ride in there and again, lol. I just want to say I don't plan on being on anymore than I am now so I hope everyone has a great summer and I hope to catch up again when the weather gets shitty!!!!! Love ya all longggggggggggg timeeeeeeeeeeeeee xXx Jenny

A Fantasy
She was not sure what he had in store for her today. He had told her that he was going to push her hard, but had not explained any further. As she sat in the car, her mind was going over all the possibilities, trying to figure out what he might do. As much as she liked to think she could figure out what he had in mind, in reality she knew that he wasn’t really all that predictable. As she sat there, she became more aware of the fact that she wasn’t wearing a bra or panties. It had started as simply not wearing panties, but then her mouth had made it worse, and he had told her no bra either. As much as it was uncomfortable because the fabric outlined her nipples, the thought that she was doing this because he had told her too had her pussy wet already. As he talked, he watched her out of the corner of his eye. He saw the slight flush above the neckline of her shirt, and knew she was aroused, although he knew if he tried to get her to admit it, she wouldn’t. He was thinking about wha

Larry Thu Cabel Guy. . .
The Wisdom of Larry the cable guy...... 1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness

What Is Ephedra?
On April 12, 2004, a final rule went into effect prohibiting the sale of dietary supplements containing ephedrine alkaloids (ephedra). Also called Ma huang, it is a plant product found in many over-the-counter cold remedies. Ephedra products have been promoted to aid in weight loss, enhance sports performance and increase energy. But the federal Food and Drug Administration (FDA) has determined that ephedra presents an unreasonable risk of illness or injury. It has been linked to significant adverse health effects including heart attack and stroke. Persons with diabetes or hyperthyroidism are particularly prone to adverse reactions from ephedrine. Ephedra refers to the plant Ephedra sinica.[1] E. sinica, known in Chinese as ma huang (ÂéüS; pinyin: m¨¢ hu¨¢ng), has been used in traditional Chinese medicine for 5,000 years for the treatment of asthma and hay fever, as well as for the common cold.[2] Several additional species belonging to the genus Ephedra have traditionally been

So It Began
He said come over, play me in cards,handsome guy, truly my ideal fuck buddy.. playing darts at the other neighbors to throw a cover, no ive never played with his bald ugly ass. after darts, back at his house, drinking beers to talk shit,, says i want to fuck u.. i said u need to fuck me, find a condom, humping and bumpin, fuck me you know who... telling him i want u in my ass. cum in m,y ass. sucking his dick, fuck it was awesome.. can feel the sweet taste of his precum. precum that wants to be swallowed.. kisses like a mofo, fuck my pussy bitch.. god bless men!!

My Friend Needs Help. Please Help Her My Friends
Hi all. My friend is in her very first contest. She's a very sweet woman and she don't ask for nothing in return. I thought I would ask my friends to come and help as much as you can. So if you have a chance, Please help her. Ever little bit helps. You friend Kisses

Freedom Of Speech
I hesitated to write a blog on here for some time because i know how some people on fubar are cruel hearted about what you think. The blog is about two certain lounges and some of its owners/members. You know the lounge rules "no drama or you will be banned". It's funny that the owners & members are so gunghole on these rules that they have become ignorant of their own motives. I go into lounges because i like to make friends with people and top of that not being bored. There's always a price about the drama part though because the so-called cool members in the lounges like to start the drama themselves and pissing people off. It's like you they have a right to their opinions and nobody else has a right to theirs. So therefore you get ejected or either yet banned from voicing out about what you don't like about them and suddenly you're the starter of the drama. The people will turn against you so fast you don't know what the hell happened. I'm starting to really hate lounges because t

Does Anyone Know....???
I logged off this morning with a thought in my head that I had to find some answers to, so here goes. What is it that makes one person leave the one they say they love, for another? Is it because of some emotional connection with the new person, lack of attention from the first love, or could it be purely a physical connection that they didn't get from the first?? Now I understand that there are several underlying factors here, but in general, what makes someone be so selfish that they have to break someone's heart, hopes and dreams? I mean, c'mon, if he/she doesn't really know what they want to begin with, why lead another on to believe that you are the right person to fill that void. I wonder that about myself sometimes. Have I lead someone on to believe that they are my world, only to one day change my mind because of something/someone that is, in the beginning, better for me? I should hope not, and if I have it wasn't done purposely. I guess that's what it boils down to,

The Story
In the glass I see a reflection, That seems to me unconnected, Past the point of redemption, Thriving off of the friction , everyday falling in position , Talking to a wall that won't listen , Trying to ignore the questions , hearts that seem to quicken, Like Old school , straight from Brooklyn, with a knife we cut the tension , Your words they seem so drunk an , I can't read all the lessons, My body begins to loosen , My mind it seems to sharpen, appalled at your gumption, Such a lack of reconnection, The passion in its absent , wash it away in the ocean , I feel my trusts been stolen, my neck it seems to stiffen, as your words begin to lessen, Like a night store door watchman, you got me acting like the warden, my guards always up an. my pride it has shrunken, This weight it weighs a ton, As my shoulders they weaken, All this time I was driven, But this isn't my vision, theres nothing left to give and , to me my heart feels threatened , my thoughts the

Naughty Application
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex? 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET...

Thx
hey i would like to thank everyone who helped me make my bar what it is today. rose tiffany you guys made my page sic as hell. thx everyone for joining my club and hopefully we can set all new numbers with it keep bringing people in and plz plz keep joining thank you very much.

Self And Innoccent
He touched me with his hands so pure and soft, his breath smoothed me has he breathed softly on my skin. The world around didn’t seem to exist it was just me alone with the thoughts of completeness and satisfaction, the overflow inside me seemed to rush like a waterfall and the sudden impact was far too much for me to take. My body felt light and flowed like a spirit high in the clouds, the energy surrounding me was raw and high; my means of understanding were innocent and uncanny especially to myself. The way he moved made me stand in a trance like state, I could not control the urges that kept surfacing but I held control, his way of charming was supreme to the understated man, his means of sense was mystifying and seemingly secretive. The outer world seemed nothing like the inner one, there seemed to be a lot more erupting inside than out, the outside crust was tearing apart revealing a smooth underlay underneath. The power of a man over shadowing a pure innocent woman making her

What Are You Hiding
This is Toby and he loved to hide things, every time his parents lost something they knew that Toby had hid it. But there was one problem Toby could never remember where. Toby was only three years old and was at that stage in his young life where he thought that hiding things was fun. Toby knew that his parents would always come to him when something went missing but it didn’t stop him. Today Toby was shopping with his mum and they were going shopping for food, Toby loved this cause it meant that he could drop things into the trolley without mum knowing. “Come along Toby” said mum “Ok mummy” said Toby, but before they could go anywhere mum had to find her keys. “Toby” mum shouts “Yes mummy” knowing that he was in trouble. “Where are my keys?” but Toby shrugged his shoulders, Toby watched has mum looked high and low for her keys but she couldn’t find them, so she went back to Toby and asked him again. “Honey tell mum where her keys are” but Toby stood there and shook his h

Cyberloving & Being Dumped Via Text Message
Cyberloving & Being Dumped via Text Message Category: Romance and Relationships It has broadened our horizon, it has dramatically effected the way we conduct business, it has opened our social network on a global scale, and it has significantly eroded our ability to communicate face-to-face. While technology undoubtedly has produced a vast array of advantages in efficiency, communication around the globe, and worldly knowledge, it has also given rise to a world of impersonal communication. It is turning interaction into a heartless machine where we utilize machines to relay our conversations. Today, we interact more through emails, the Internet, self-serve kiosks and text messaging than with actual people, this especially holding true for people in their 20s. Lee Miller, in his article ’Technology vs. Relationships,’ states that "people in their 20’s not only have a great understanding and comfort with technology, they depend on it. Relationships almost don’t matter with the

Let Me Know If I Am All Wrong Here...
So what do you call a person that sells their body for money/gifts... could be wrong but isn't that prostitution? OR How about the ones that ask you to do this or that... and you do it... then they get offended because you ACTUALLY try to hold them to what they said they would do. Just a voyeur here... to anyones exhibitionism... do get it twisted geesh...

Seek Me
Seek me... under thousand layered of suffering behind eleven doors of questions seek me.. stacked beside hundreds of sins and millions prayers in between seek me.. not somewhere behind but somewhere beyond.. present and the time after... one step ahead from tomorrow standing tall upon the graveyard of yesterday seek me... behind all the shade of joy and under every cups of quotes of wisdom prayers. seek me... between heaven and happiness between grieve and hell between contentness and solitude seek me... somewhere inside and somewhere outside.. seek me .. and you shall find me! with the rest of everybody starring at the same two moon of doubt under the same one whole magenta sky with a million sparkling smile.. seek me.. and you'll find me lying beside you covered with a hand cup full of eternity

The Truth 2
06/19/2008 7:57:11 PM dguydlow: >:D< 7:58:10 PM kaileet69: hiya boo 7:59:45 PM dguydlow: hey my new freind 7:59:48 PM dguydlow: sorry bout last nite 7:59:53 PM dguydlow: bortha was tired lol 8:02:09 PM kaileet69: oh its ok 8:02:34 PM kaileet69: i was up til 6am & slept til like 2pm lol 8:03:12 PM dguydlow: lol ok 8:06:19 PM dguydlow: ;;) 8:09:48 PM kaileet69: :) 8:11:42 PM dguydlow: so how are u/ 8:11:47 PM dguydlow: u still around?lol 8:13:11 PM kaileet69: im chillin 8:13:19 PM dguydlow: cool 8:13:27 PM kaileet69: jus listenin 2 music & chattin lol 8:13:27 PM dguydlow: i mean after our first chat 8:13:31 PM dguydlow: oh ok 8:13:38 PM dguydlow: i know it was alot 8:13:47 PM dguydlow: i hope u still want to chat with me 8:14:26 PM kaileet69: it's all good lol 8:14:34 PM kaileet69: yea still want to chat 8:14:42 PM kaileet69: u ain't skerred me off yet 8:14:43 PM kaileet69:

The Truth 9 (con.)
06/26/2008 (con.) 9:58:26 PM kaileet69: hiya boo 9:58:51 PM dguydlow: Hey 9:59:15 PM kaileet69: sup? 10:08:22 PM dguydlow: How was work 10:09:12 PM kaileet69: tirin I just got off 10:11:20 PM dguydlow: Ok 10:12:38 PM kaileet69: how was urs? 10:12:50 PM kaileet69: u doin ne better since 2day? 10:15:59 PM dguydlow: Im ok 10:16:06 PM dguydlow: It was ok 10:16:08 PM dguydlow: Ty 10:16:44 PM kaileet69: 4 what? 10:19:55 PM dguydlow: Askin me 10:20:05 PM dguydlow: Checkin on me 10:20:49 PM kaileet69: oh yw 10:21:02 PM dguydlow: Muah 10:21:12 PM dguydlow: Im good 10:21:18 PM dguydlow: U sweet 10:21:37 PM dguydlow: I was ventin 10:23:54 PM kaileet69: yea i kno 10:23:58 PM kaileet69: im here 4 ya 10:24:48 PM dguydlow: Ty 10:25:25 PM kaileet69: yvw 10:26:07 PM dguydlow: Hugs 10:26:21 PM kaileet69: hugs back 10:27:08 PM dguydlow: Woot one day he he 10:29:07 PM ka

The Truth 12
06/30/2008 10:19:14 PM kaileet69: hiya boo 10:19:19 PM dguydlow: hey 10:19:31 PM kaileet69: u took my name off? 10:20:25 PM dguydlow: bout to put it back 10:20:32 PM dguydlow: had to make soem adjustments 10:20:40 PM dguydlow: thats all u worried bout huh 10:20:56 PM dguydlow: i saw u came check me out 10:21:05 PM dguydlow: then left 10:21:21 PM kaileet69: i was goin 2 get u a gift but i saw my name gone 10:21:38 PM dguydlow: i see 10:21:47 PM dguydlow: thats all u wory bout is name 10:21:52 PM kaileet69: its all good 10:21:58 PM dguydlow: i see how that is 10:22:15 PM kaileet69: what u talkin bout? 10:22:33 PM dguydlow: u wory bout a name 10:22:46 PM kaileet69: I was gonna get u drunk but u were already drunk 10:22:51 PM kaileet69: then i saw my name gone 10:23:02 PM kaileet69: i was a lil hurt 10:23:03 PM kaileet69: so i signed out 10:23:10 PM kaileet69: but i came back on 10:23:19

Wtf
wow i was under the impression that i had some friends on this site. guess not. havnt been on in a while i even posted a blog and bulletin saying it and no1 even bothered to look. fuck why even bother no1 is going to even look at this one

Thank You Sassy, Congrats!!!
I JUST WANT TO TAKE A MINUTE TO SAY IM VERY OVERWHELMED BY ALL THE LOVE I RECEIVED SUNDAY NIGHT IN MY EFFORT TO GODMOTHER!!! IVE GOT A LIST OF PEOPLE TO THANK THAT HAVE HELPED ME SUNDAY NIGHT AND A LIST OF ONES THAT HAVE HELPED ME ALL ALONG...WITHOUT YOU ALL IT WOULDNT BE POSSIBLE AND I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!! I WILL BE TRYING FOR THE NEXT WEEK TO RETURN ALL THE LOVE SO BEAR WITH ME. A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO THESE PEOPLE!!! THEY ARE THE GREATEST PEOPLE EVER!! Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~Fu-owned by Anna~@ fubar HE WAS ON A MISSION TO GET ME GODMOTHERED...TY SWEETHEAT!! YOUR THE BEST!! Mikey@ fubar FOR HIS GENEROUSITY ... NOT TO JUST ME ...BUT TO EVERYONE... THANK YOU HUN...YOUR AWESOME ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Farscapecat & Happy Country Girl@ fubar SHES THE MOST AWESOME PERSON ON FUBAR TO KNOW...HER GENEROUSITY IS UNCANNY...I THINK THE WORLD OF YOU HUN...THANK YOU!!! GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~owne

Some Wordz
wE Gotta wAke UP !!Be4 Itz 2 latE LooK LiSthin Pay AtENTION & Follow tha rulez ! I Still Got urE back I SeT It NoW u HaVe to follow through with it ! Pursue acomplish & destRoy kNOwlEDge iZ KEY !! REmember tHat

Impressions
So I've been here a couple of weeks now, and I can honestly say there are days I do, and days I don't. Same goes for people I've met. Fiesty, from day one has been great, helping me along the way, and a true friend in time. Shes honest, simple and straight forward as well as being comfortable in her own skin, but not what soooo many males on here think that means. Yes, she has NSFW pics, YES she does put them out there minus "buy me this, do this, fart here", NO she doesn't do it looking for the hookups! She is just comfortable with her own sexuality and body, and has no problems showing that fact. Ellie, has been a doll. A good chat here and there, some txting when I was away from the site due to uncontrollable circumstances, keeping my head on straight with some distraction. The people @ The Fallen lounge, what can I say, I've been in and out of 30 lounges, and yet I only joined The Fallen. (owned by DJ Blood) I've seen people just trying to lure men out to webcams that

Insomina
i guess i'm dealing with a slight case of insomina. i should be asleep right now, but i just can't and haven't been able to fall asleep until really late and then i wake up before my alarm goes off in the morning. it's a major pain in the ass. and now everyone i'm currently live with don't wake up until i'm a good 3 hours into work, yet lately they have all been passing out around 10 PM...except my brother who is the eternal night owl so he's gone out and about. what makes it worse is that i do feel extremely tired, and would rather sleep. but i know i just can't yet. insomina is one of those things where you wonder if it's a cruel joke, or just something psychological. the longer it goes on for me i just think it's a joke that the gods are playing on us for their sick amusement. "oh look we're making that poor human not sleep! isn't that funny?!" well FUCK NO IT'S NOT FUNNY!!! FUCK YOU GODS!! YOU ALL FUCKING SUCK ASS ANYWAY!!! WHY DON'T YOU GO DO SOMETHING I

Fat Sonny's Auction...wanna Own Me?
You Want to own me for 1 month? I am in Fat Sonny's Auction Starting on the 18th ....Can't afford me? No problem you can just help me out by taking 1 second out of your time to rate the picture below.Now this is NOT a bombing contest so no need to leave comments unless you would like to bid on me but the most rates wins a bling pack of 12 so it would be great if all my friends and fans could just give me a rate.Come on by and see what i am offering...Higher bids (real money bids) will include more than stated. TY and i am looking forward to having a new Owner...Can u Handle This???? > (repost of original by 'ððð(¯`•¸·´¯)ÇH€RR¥ PRîÑÇ€§§(¯`·¸•´¯)ððð' on '2008-07-17 05:54:19') (repost of original by '§ð§hï~~Wïƒ€Y tø §hð¥~~Øwñ€ð ß¥ X©ït€M€ Åñð ÇH€RR¥ PRìÑÇ€§§' on '2008-07-17 07:28:19'

Introduction
Hi I'm Missy and I work full time as a webcam model. If you wanna see me and chat with me or my friends online you can click on the banner link below. I promise to give you a good show and if you don't see me well the others will give you just as good a show. Hope to see you there.

My .....
im a sweet girl from houston tx. have this boy that I've been chatting with for a few months. We knew each other in high school and he was the first boy I ever had sex with. Well out of the blue like 8 years later I get a message from him on MySpace. Well we get to chatting and it turns out we both still have feelings for each other. The biggest problem is he's girl and doesn't want to leave him. I personally don't want him to leave either. Especially since we live about 2000 miles from one another. Now my parents recently moved real close to where he's living now. So when I go visit them I can see him. Well I first thought since no way he'd do anything with me. But he's one of those boys that doesn't see giving a girl, as cheating. So I tried to talk him into going all the way but that's where he draws the line. The funny thing is we've had some really hot chats talking about what we'd do to each other. he has even told me that he wants more than anything to have sex with me but

Perfect Father Daughter Song!
Tim McGraw › My Little Girl [verse 1:] Gotta Hold On Easy As I Let You Go. Gonna Tell You How Much I Love You, Though You Think You Already Know. I Remember I Thought You Looked Like An Angel Wrapped In Pink So Soft And Warm. You've Had Me Wrapped Around Your Finger Since The Day You Were Born. [chorus:] Beautiful Baby From The Outside In. Chase Your Dreams But Always Know The Road That'll Lead You Home Again. Go On, Take On This Whole World. But To Me You Know You'll Always Be, My Little Girl. [verse 2:] When You Were In Trouble That Crooked Little Smile Could Melt My Heart Of Stone. Now Look At You, I've Turned Around And You've Almost Grown. Sometimes You're Asleep I Whisper "i Love You!" In The Moonlight At Your Door. As I Walk Away, I Hear You Say, "daddy Love You More!". [chorus:] Beautiful Baby From The Outside In. Chase Your Dreams But Always Know The Road That'll Lead You Home Again. Go On, Take On This Whole World. But To Me You Know

New
I've kinda like gotten a new track up with the new Earthwhore guitarist... So check it out... Other blog entries will have the addy, or copy and paste www.myspace.com/earthwhore Note that many picture links are missing due to the pictures getting removed. My flickr account got deleted cause I posted some pretty offensive pictures. The religious got back at me...

Rain
Rain- and yet again I hear your last words And still I feel The pain getting worse All those rainy days Remind me of you The way you went... Thoughts- all those thoughts That never became words All those dreams That never came true I forgot to tell How much I loved Things that were you I hope forever to fall asleep So I can see you again in my dreams Loneliness never has cut so deep My world fell apart at the seams They say that time will heal the wounds But it will never erase the scars; I know you're there when I look at the sky Looking at me through the stars. Drops I will let them fall on my face Streaming down like tears from above I know that you are in heaven's embrace , Sending me all of your love Give me a sign, let the sun come out Through menacing clouds let it shine its light; Since I always carry you in my heart I know that I'll be alright.

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Someone Must Think I'm Interesting :d
Well, Well, Well, I finally have my own personal stalker. Isn't that nice!! LOL So I guess 'silent rage' has a thing for trying to get ex's upset. You see the jokes on them, cuz I know that there is not a chance to be anything more than just friends with the person that they are harassing me about. She surely has the wrong information when it comes to me, when I logged on this morning I had this in my messege box: Someone has sent you an anonymous fubar gift! "this should say sucker.........ur so called b/f is gettin married next week....." I have a feeling I know who they are talking about, but I can't be for sure, cuz at the moment, I am completely and utterly SINGLE, and have been for over a month now. I can't even inform them of the error because they have blocked me from day one. Now is that really fair? I mean, if you truly would like to harass someone, wouldn't you be interested in what the other has to say on the subject? All well, this will be where they can

What Is Life
What's the secret of life, the one aspect of life people hold on to making life livable? Different people all around the World have different answers however I believe most, if not all, of their answers are alike upon boiling them down to a basic sauce. Being happy, pleasing themself first before they can assist, help, or please others. People please themselves in as many different ways as stars in the Universe. Naturally there are good and bad methods of pleasing. What one person thinks is good, others might think it perverse. It's what makes life so complex. A simple credo of life becomes complex because humans are simply human with emotions, judgments and thoughts which can create friendship and love or discord and hate . "I'm ok, you're ok" is simple and basic yet very difficult to attain. Once people achieve it it's even more difficult to maintain. Happy people, I believe, cause less crimes and wars. Custer didn't charge into battle at Little Bighorn because he or his co

Our Journey
Our Journey You closed The door On what We had You turned To walk away Leaving me Once again Heartbroken Along, and Oh so confused I thought Ours was That special Connection That only Comes once In a Life time I was Wrong Some where Along our Way We both Lost ourselves So now We must Reclaim What was Lost Alone we Each take This new Journey To find What was Lost To discover Ourselves Once again I shall Always Be with You as A friend For your Friendship Is dear To me By: Kat 7/8/08

Hello, The New Batman, This Site
first, if you're unsure about seeing it- go do it! it was really suprisingly good. but long about 3 hours.. and ** spoiler alert ** !! the part about the people on the boat, i hope people in real life would make that choice. if you haven't seen it yet, you'll understand if you do. people on this site can be annoying sometimes, don't you think? but honestly those same people who are freaks, and "bombers" and want you to f/r/a.. represent a lot of life. at least people get excited about something in their lives, and i hope that sweet enthusiasm carries over to their real, local lives too! much love--

After Work Survey
THE DEEP SURVERY (Be completely honest or it doesn't count) [1] What's one thing that would instantly make you dislike a person? When my tail tingles. ....Anyone that thinks that they're better than everyone else and treats others like crap. [2] What do you do when you need to relax? Music, coffee, snuggling [3] Why do you think there is war in the world? Too much hate in the world [4] Do you think it's okay for people to tell lies? Yes and no. It really depends on what's going on. You know, the whole..."honey, does this dress make me look fat?"....."No hon, you look sexy" blah .....know what I mean? Hmm... [5] Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change? Some things are nice when they're changed and some things are nice when they stay the same. [6] If someone liked you, what would be the best way to let you know? I don't know? Surprise me. [7] What are you listening to right now? Willy Wonka [8]