Fubar Blog Posts 2

Feeling Like I Cannot Finish....
Its been almost 18 months since i started school...Sometimes i think i just dont have the strength or the energy or just plain old will to finish. Its only 2 or so more months...I need some strong support to get thru...it would be much appreciated!

Feels So Good
We fall into each others arms kissing tenderly inthe lips. the kiss grows deeper and I groan into your mouth.You kiss your way to my neck, gently nibbling and licking. My body quivers as your lips and tongue move on my neck. You always know what get me going. Your hands cup by breasts and you rub your thumb across my nipples. Oh it feels so good! I moan as you take my nipple into your mouth, gently sucking on it. I rub the top of your head and quietly call out your name. Your hand goes between my legs and you start to rub my clit while you still suck on my breasts. I arch my back as the ecstasy starts to overcome me. Not yet you say. I'm gonna make you never forget this time. You leave my breast and start to kiss your way down my stomach. Down to my inner thigh you trail your lips. Again I moan and call out your name. You spread my legs and kiss on my inners thigh while you continue to rub my clit. My juices are really starting to flow now and I arch my back again. You take my legs and

Feelin Poetical....
I’m suppose to be glowing and swollen anticipating motherhood Lullaby verse rehearsing to soothe cries to come as any mother would I should have your name picked out and your crib assembled Experiencing Braxton Hicks contractions and kicks; full of life, my womb should resemble But my temple of gestation was raided…I’ve been robbed of the world’s greatest joy Now I’m sobbing as I pay homage to what would have been my little girl or boy For two months I enjoyed the essence of your presence within my garden Feelings dropped in my dealings with your pops; because to him, you wasn’t part of the bargain Towards him my heart could harden only so much Part of him was you…and for you, I tried to pardon the disgust I felt like a martyr when we discussed possibilities of abortion But I refused to concede because I believed what I helped to conceive was important Even if it meant “divorcing” the love of my life in order for you to breathe It was a hard decision…But my mother gave me

Feelings Of Sadness
Today was startin out of a good day. i woke up and it was snowing the trees where covered in ice and it was so beautiful looking. i just wished my hubby could have been here to be with me and cuddle ... I miss him like crazy and never stop thinking about it... NOW im not so sure.. i should even contiue to be with him.. Lately his been actin kinda weird.. as if somethings going on.. I was checkin out Myspace. as i do everyday.. i leave comments on my hubbys page everyday just to let him know im thinkin about him. you know.. BUT as i read the comment from one of his friends let a comment that kinda made me think.. and the way she said things. it makes it sound like his sleepin with people. which i can understand the fact that of course every guy need pussy ... and i can understand that. but when your with someone that you supposedly love with every inch of your beating heart.... i just don't understand how somoene could do that. MAYBE his not .. maybe im just worried since we live 1

Feelings
I don't ever want to say goodbye But I know that what I live is a lie I know what I feel for him And I tell him every chance I get Those feelings change I will never let But I feel that what I feel He does not feel back So I feel the need to confront him But courage I lack The risk of losing him is scary I can't eat or sleep I'm weary So now I don't know if his feelings for me are the same I'm so dumb stupid and fucking lame I feel ignorant Ignorant as a little kid with their first stencil crayons and glue So Pen and Paper What the hell should I do? I wish I could just set my mind free See I told you You already forgot me Maybe my feelings are stupid and I'm having a bad day OR Maybe my feelings are stupid and I'm having a bad life And maybe I should just end it with this sparkly knife

Feeling For You
Smiling at me, Your lips form words, But are they the truth? So many times you’ve made promises, And so many times I’ve been disappointed, It’s so hard to comprehend what you mean to me, You say you love me and yet I can’t reply, Honestly I don’t understand what I’m feeling, You take a step closer, Involuntarily I step away, You look at me, hurt flickering in your eyes, I glance away, Hating the power you still have over me. I wonder if I’ll always feel this way. Soon your gone and it’s like, You weren’t ever there, I gaze out the window, As I remember, Everything you meant to me. Sighing I turn away, My heart burdened with sorrow, These are just some of the feeling I have for U. By:Vixen

Feelin Lots Better
Okay, I was a little harsh to guys that last blog I put in, but just to make sure all of you understand... I have been through so much lately that I am somewhat hostile to guys. To all the guys, don't take it personally, unless you are any of my exes! LOL! Mainly my Ex-Husband! I feel somuch better now that I have vented and gotten out of town for the weekend. I have some really good friends to hang with that make me feel better: Randa, Missy, Heather, Kyle, Powder, Melissa, and most of the time Eric. Don't take anything I say about guys personal. Just being and angry bitter bitch. LOL! I am a female and our hormones are FUCKED up! Can you actually make those stop without becoming a guy?! I hope to meet lots of new people on here! I am always up for new things!

Feelings!!!
Why is it such a difficult thing to be open and honest about how you feel toward another? If you like them or feel for them wouldnt it be nice to share that feeling and express how that person makes you feel? I question how some ladies and men react towards hiding there true inner self toward the opposite sex in order to see if the grass may be greener on the other side. Is it ever greener? Sometimes when you let yourself become free of what other's may think, that is a step towards adulthood or I may be wrong but what is the big deal? Excuses we use like saying I love you or saying I am sorry... Dont we ever get tired of holding back, or is it really the fact that I may be just waiting for the someone to come and sweep me off me feet, or what us ladies would say, " The Knight in shinning Amour". I suppose my big deal is, if you like someone and yet your hanging on to another, why would it be so difficult to choose? She may be there but I am here!!! Playing games are for kids, E

Feeling
If you changed the way you feel Would you tell me so I can heal For the feeling for you is so strong And I need to know before too long I look for you and never see you anymore And I ache from within beyond being sore I miss you and I know I will till at last I know If you lost the feeling and want me to go And leave your life and never darken your door I live within limbo waiting for what is in store Not sure of what tomorrow may bring I only know that for you my heart does sing And I feel a bit empty when I look for you It is a feeling that will never do To long for you and be left in need To seek to hold you like a miser in greed I only know that I love you too much And I feel lost because our souls did touch And I know that you love me and I felt it true Sweet Jolene this man belongs to you By Ron For Jolene

Feeling Sick.......
I've been sitting here today trying to problem solve my life still and to no avail. Seems no matter what i do i keep running into brick walls and there is no one who can or will give me the answers i need to make things work. This blog is a warning to all women and men to check out their surgeons before you let them touch you. Ive been through hell the past 6 mos and god knows how much longer. First, out of sick time...now out of a job, then the car dies, next will be electric off, cable, then eviction. All because a surgeon would not listen to me post op that something hurt. And 3 mos later it was an even bigger problem requiring yet another surgery. Now i find out he has been sued before. But my lawyers are not forthcoming with any money to help me either. The processes take time. We are all one step away from disaster. Please, please if someone tells you you need to have surgery get a 2nd opinion, if you hurt and they wont listen, make them listen. Dont end up in this

Feelings (confused)-(scared)
I don't know what to do. I feel everything is falling through. I hate that I am feeling this way. I push the people I love away. I cant stop crying, I can't help that I'm feeling much of dying. I hate my self for not even trying. tears falling down, back to wearing that same old frown. I'm lost in that big crowed. I just want to cut so bad. tear it up because I feel so sad. the maddest is coming out, and its getting bad. I hate this, and I am sorry, but for some reason, I'm in complete worry. why do we fight. I know it isn't right. why cant I hold you all night. so I know me and you will be alright?

Feel
My knees tremble I fall to the floor My eyes swell Tears shed. Fists fly I scream I cry. I turn my head Hear the footsteps Look up slowly And see you. You pick me up You wipe tears away. Your hold is captivating. I feel safe. I feel calm. My knees tremble I start to fall I feel your arms And I'm with you.

Feeling Aroused
As I lay on my cozy bed, shivers began to travel through my body sending me wild thoughts of that special night we shared together....His breath on my skin, his tongue on my breasts, his hands on my body...I could recall his scent still trapped in the deepest part of my soul. I love him I said to myself. His touch makes my body quiver with excitement, as I remembered his lips on my lips I began touching myself...My nipples were soft and tender and then began to harden and feel the excitement that my heart was feeling, my heart started racing and with every breath that I took, my love palace began to get moist and wet, my clit ached for his touch and his tongue pressing against my burning desire. I touched myself and began feeling his hands on my burning flesh, I could hear him whispering his magical thoughts in my ears, his desire for my body, the hunger for my juice, the excitement of penetrating my tight canal. As my thoughts placed himself inside of me, my throbbing clit bega

Feels Like Home
Chantal kreviazuk ~Feels Like Home~ Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life If you knew how lonely my life has been And how long I've been so alone And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along And change my life the way you've done It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong A window breaks, down a long, dark street And a siren wails in the night But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me And I can almost see, through the dark there is light Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me And how long I've waited for your touch And if you knew how happy you are making me I never thought that I'd love any

Feelings
things dont always happen the way we hope waiting on time to pass just to get over the pain the gain the loss never even out cant sit here while the world is passin me by and am not gonna sit and wait for things to happen my way if i am waiting for the right moment it will never come i have to make it happen for me tears roll down hurt so bad i feel it through my bones cant breath cant sleep in the end im always here alone they say they will be there forever BUT then they realize this isnt their dream i fall in love i trust i believe then my heeart is ripped out and stomped on i wish i was dun crying i wish i had NO feelings i wish i could be as cold as they say i am wen the doors are closed and the lights go out i am just as hurt just as broken just as weak as anyone i have a heart and it does feel i can count all the reasons why i shouldnt care why i shouldnt love there is sumthing in my heart that wont let me close down wont let me NOT care no matter how

Feeling The Fight
here i sit wondering about my love thinkning what is it that she wants i wish i could get i her mind see the things she fights i offer my hand to have it pushed away i wish i had the key to her heart ifonly that might allow some insight i gave myself i offer my soul i give my blood all i wish is for the demons to be gone the fight to be over tooklook in her eyes and see a sparkle the shine of life once again there for all this i would die she is worth death ten fold for this i would gladly slip into a hole

Feelings I Couldnt Hide
You got my waist and whispered in my ear 'baby let's have pleasure, come with me my dear' it sounded like a hypnotizing words no spell can break it, it was the lord of the lords we went to my bedroom, i pushed you on the bed grinning you look at me, 'what night it would be' i said i went close to you, and kissed you on your lips your hands we're getting out of control but then suddenly settled around my hips i licked your neck, then go back to your lip then while we tonsil hockey each other, my tongue you sipped i walked away from you, expression came to you confused but i looked at you with don't-worry-i-won't try-to-think-of-an-excuse i slowly stripped in front of you, my t-shirt first, then comes the bra, i was thinking this is true this is the time, don't waste it i undressed my pants then goes my panties in your face was a smile with please i walked toward you, and sit on your lap my arms in your neck i strapped you made me twist and my back laying on

Feelings...ranting...damn Kids!
Have you ever thought that your life didnt mean anything? That when you woke up in the morning you wondered why in the hell you were even put on this earth? You ever get that feeling that god is looking down on you and punishing you for things you have no clue that you did? Or maybe someone else in your family did something and you get to be the one to take all the blame for it? I am soooo lonely, yes I have a man, he is in jail right now so its like I have nobody. I sit here in the house at night and WISH that someone would want to talk to me other than sexually, or want to be my friend becuz I look like someone they would like to know. It happens everyday that someone hits me up and tells me that Im pretty or that I have a sexy bod, but could u tell me what color my eyes were? Or how many kids I have? I want some CONVERSATION damnit! Someone that I can tell my shit to and they sit there and listen to me. My kids drive me nuts...to the point where if I have to go one more minute wi

-feels Like Love-
Look at my candles Light so light And shine so deep Can’t sleep this night I’ve bored me myself And I don’t know what to do I see the candlelights are happy It’s not me who’s happy without you I don’t know anymore What can I do? I think I’m in love What do I feel for you? My heart is breaking So much love do I have I think the whole day about you But how many days do you have …Before I say I love you?…

Feelings
YOU EVER HAVE ONE OF THOSE DAYS YOU JUST WANNA CRY AND FEELS LIKE NO ONE IS THERE FOR YOU AND THAT NO ONE EVEN CARES THAT YOU ARE HURTING SO BAD THAT YOU ARE DYING INSIDE. THAT IS MY GENERAL FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS ABOUT TODAY. I WONDER HOW MANY PEOPLE ACTUALLY CARE THAT WE TALK OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT

Feelings(poem)
There are times where my soul is confused. At times my soul feels as though it is dark as night, where I feel powerful as though nothing can hurt me, but there are other times where my soul feels bright as sun shine, where I am weak and powerless against my enemies. But it is the darkness that I long for. It begs me to release it from its cage. It calls to me, to allow the darkness to wrap its darken arms around me, but I feel if I do, I may hurt those around me. For it has already began to seep through the cracks of the cage, slowly taking control of my body. It will not be long before my soul is darken, releasing my true self, the one I long to be. But when the darkness does wrap its arms around me, I will accept it as my fate.

Feeling Kinda Down
I wrote last night that it was too quiet since I took my son home. He had been here since Christmas Day. He is 11. And he is my whole world. Well today felt just as quiet and empty. I wish he was here all the time. I told my best friend I feel guilty for leaving him. Sometimes I think it would have been best if I had stayed and ignored everything that went on. Maybe it would have been different had I fought hard to keep him. But I didn't. When I left I was too depressed, and needed to heal. I didn't have the will to fight for more. After years of abuse, you kind of feel you are not worth it. Yeah, guys get abused too. Problem is we know even less how to deal with it and where to turn. After a lot of healing, I Do know it was best to leave. But I still have that guilt for leaving him. I just try to be a good Dad when I have him. And go to allhis activities. But I still have that empty spot when he is gone.

Feeling Helpless
Having one of those days i am feeling helpless to help my babies. Micah's dad called me tonight just feeling down and alone and all i could do is talk to him. He has been through alot his twins dying (just a month old) and then my brother in June of last year, now this all i can do is be an ear but i live 3 hours away

The Feeling Of Guilt Is A Powerful One
The feeling of guilt is a powerful one It gnaws away at your heart and leaves you hurting. Bleeding blood of a shade that is abnormal for those Special people that know how to let go the strong fingers Biting into flesh as they hold tightly to “what if” and “if only” The grip is so painful! I wonder if we don’t allow the hold so We can feel we are being duly rewarded for our wrongs At least our self perceived wrongs Fight off those bony fingers and let blood once more flow Freely through a ravaged body knowing the only mission Accomplished by dwelling on guilt is a slight excuse for not Making things right

Feeling Patriotic?????
Try this one on for size! WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain , Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately,

Feel Like Crying
I feel like crying Cause I see my brother falling down Tears upon his face As his body hits the ground Remembering the old times When we used to hang Snuffin' bitches up and down Cause him and me, we were the same But nothing seems to be the same He thought it was a game Now I've got the blame Because my boy had no shame Bullets have no heart When it penetrates your brain And it takes to a place Where you've never been before You can't come back because somebody slammed your door Look around the floor cause I know you see fire Hope to God for mercy And next time don't be a liar Be for real, 'cause a real compa never dies… Now I know who love's me Just by looking at their eyes Life has treated me so bad son Sometimes I look happy, Sometimes I look sad… I feel frustration, bringing to my blood some elevation I'm cursing at the devil… 'Cause the devil brought temptation To my brother and now he's dead, there is no other Salem's in the house So bitches run for

Feelings Of A Woman
I'm sorry, that my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry, that I'm not anorexicly skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry, that I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry, that im not old enough to be "with you" I'm sorry, that I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry, I don't have a dream body that turns you 0N I'm sorry, that I don't backstab all my friends like other girls I'm sorry, that I don't fake stupidity to make you feel smart I'm sorry, that I don't have the boobs of Pam Anderson I'm sorry, that I don't chase you down and tell you how great you are I'm sorry, that I don't give myself up on the first night I'm sorry, that I don't follow all your interests and share your excitement I'm sorry, that I don't call if you don't call when I ask you too I'm sorry, that I'm not desperate

Feel
When all is said and done At then end of every day Theres nothing I like better Then to talk to you. You carry me through The bad days Pick me up on the good ones Make me feel whole. The rain comes down And you are my shelter. I look up to you I am afraid of love But with you it comes so easy. I protect myself But give you my heart willingly You are the one I can feel it. I love you more than you can ever know.

Feelin Very Fuced Up!
I've been tryin 2 c my little girl 4 tha longest, she's not wit me, she's wit my ex, ex 's Mom & I've been fillin out paper work & doin wht's right ta get visit's but its not happenin so now I feel mad, sad, & hurt all at tha same time & its really fucin wit me I miss & LOVE her wit everything I got but its getin harder & harder ta c her & I dont want ta be a birthday or holiday daddy I want ta be n her life, I wont give up but its getin harder 4 me ta control my anger 2day I havent been myself n a very bad way I've been 2 myself all day not wantin 2 talk 2 any1 listenin ta music ta get sumkinda grip, so I thought I would turn 2 my friends, fans, & fams on tha Tap that care about me & VENT MY ASS OFF, thanks 4 listenin. Bedroom Gangsta!!

Feeling Somewhat Reminiscent
Sometimes my life becomes intertwined with the many lives from my tales. And though they all come from me in a sense they are their own people. Its magical how a life can form and often makes me wonder what truly defines life. I know they are characters....an accumulation of thoughts, feelings, details and words...But when you feel them inside of you arent they just as much alive as we are? We bring them to life. I never want them to die off un remembered. And in that respects I almost want to do a memorial deal, like...paying tribute. But I wanna make this special, instead of words, I wanna give them form. Like a manga going back through all the momentous occasions of all the characters adventures. Welcome back to remembering the saga... Taer, Oni, Evil, Joan, Lucerne, Wonrae, Chidori, Steph, Aurora, Liana...you'll forever live on in me at least.

Feeling Safe
In this dream i have, you'r standing there, with my heart in your hands. In that blank white room you hold, what I am as a man. You hold not just my heart, but you hold my soul as well. While my heart is in your hands, in my dream it's in light I dwell. I stand in a bright lit room, no chair nor couch in sight. I look deep into your eyes, and I feel as if in flight. I see my heart in your gentle grasp, and feel as if I'm safe. I hope that you will remain here, with my heart in your embrace. But then as if an hour passed, you have dissappeared. My heart lays on the floor, and i see what I have feared. I grab my heart up off the floor, and it beats with love then hate. I turn to leave and see you hurt, just behind a gate. I open the gate and hold you close, as your eyes fill with tears. I tell you that I'll keep you safe, and that I'll save you from your fears. Then again an hour passes, and we grow apart. I than awake when another passes, but in your hand

Feel
If I only had words that held enough value to them to explain to you how I feel about you. This is the best way I can portray my feelings and have them truly mean something because it's from the heart. What I feel for you is impossible to put into words, I wouldn?t be able to put enough emphasis in the words "love" or "care." I couldn?t even begin to describe to you what it feels like to be this in LOVE with you, my world is turned around and upside-down. I think of you when I can?t see you, I listen for you when I can't hear you. I close my eyes, feel your smile taking every dream I ever had, and turning it into reality. I would give you the world in your hand if only you didn?t already hold my heart. I would do ANYTHING to make you happy! When I see you close to me I get lost in your eyes such beauty and honesty, I hang on your every word as your voice carries to my ears and makes a mark on my soul. I can feel your hands

Feelings Of Inadequacy - Wine About It!
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Feeling
ok so i have come to relize that i have sooo many friends in the army an i worry about em all all the time.. i was reading the blogs an today it is really bothering me , all this war an so many young people being put in the ground, its devastating. tears come to my eyes everytime i see an read that as is already my mom has it on cnn 24-7 here at her house. well kept informed. but no matter how long this war has been going on nothing good is coming out of it. families are loosing loved ones...is any of this ever gonna end? my heart an prayers goes out to every single person that is out ther or has some one fighting weather its canada or the states, for anyone that worries for others out there. god bless u all an safe journey while your there an ty.

~~feel So Much Better~~
Randy WHY I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER !!! The Democrats new promise "A New Direction For America" The stock market is at a new all-time high and America's 401K's are back. A new direction from there means, what? Unemployment is at 25 year lows. A new direction from there means, what? Taxes are at 20 year lows. A new direction from there means, what? Federal tax revenues are at all-time highs. A new direction from there means, what? The Federal deficit is down almost 50%, just as predicted over last year. A new direction from there means. what? Home valuations are up 200% over the past 3.5 years. A new direction from there means, what? Inflation is in check, hovering at 20 year lows. A new direction from there means, what? Not a single terrorist attack on US soil since 9/11/01. A new direction from there means, what? Osama bin Laden is living under a rock in a dark cave, having not surfaced i

A Feel Of
For every tear that falls I will be there for you For every inch of pain that you feel I will feel it to I will be there for you through thick and thin I will be your rock when you need me to be I will always be there for you For every heart ache you feel I feel it to For every ounce of misery you feel I feel it to What ever you do that makes you hurt I will feel it Love isn't something that you or I can run from It's a feeling like no other When you cry I will cry with you Through thick and thin I will always be there for you When you feel like you have nothing left to live for Remember me I will always be there for you For every time you smile I will smile with you For every tear that you cry out of joy I will cry with you I will always be there for you

Feeling Loved!!!
Most of us in the world need to feel loved to get by, especially when life gets hard and we are faced with challenges!! Thats when we should make others feel loved, not be greedy and care for only ourselves!! For I strongly believe, that in order to receive love, we must first express love for someone first, unconditionally!!! Ofcourse, we all believe in different things! So I challenge you all to show love, unconditionally, to someone, anyone, and see what happens! You will feel a lot better by making others feel special than by waiting for someone to make you feel that way!! We are not here to care for ourselves, thats for someone who loves us to do! We are here to show opthers that without them, we would not be who we are, and we would not love the way we love!!! Its others that bring out the best in us! Lets take some time to show people how much we care about them! It only takes a comment, or maybe something smaller!! Go ahead, I dare you to do it!!!!

Feeling Better
There's been a stomach virus going around my area, don't know if it's hit the rest of the country. My kids had it last weekend, which meant is was just a matter of time before I got it. Felt like crap Wednesday, a little better on Thursday, had a relapse yesterday. Finally starting to feel better today. Holy crap, do I have a lot of housework to do!

Feelings
How I want to cry You will never know the reason why Oh, how my heart aches so When you say you have to go In my soul there is an ache At this moment my heart breaks Not being able to hear your voice Knowing that we have no choice Before you go one last kiss For you I shall deeply miss

Feeling Icky Right Now!!!
Made some spanish meat an rice tonight for dinner and it's not settle'en to well with my stomach...It's not from being a bad cook either,none of the others feel this way.. Well I'm sure it'll get better or at least I hope!!!

Feeling It
I hear you call and I feel the pull in my heart It is so hard being this far apart I remind myself that soon with you I will be I want it so completely that it scares me Your in my thoughts all the day all the time Your voice is a sweet rapture so sublime I am carried away of sweet dreams of you Your with me in them all the night through We make such love that the angels cry Your the only in this world for who I would die I anticipate your sweet kiss your tounge in mine I drink you in like the finest sweet wine I am drunk on the thoughts of our love so true I ache and long to be there with you A sweet pleasure of pain and the wonder within To let go of such a gift is a condemnable sin I need you and want to make your life a joy every day I want to keep you smiling and know I feel the same way Our life shared until infinities end Your my lover, my soul mate, and my best friend ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Feelings
You’re standing across the room Yet miles away from me. Your touch - Your words They aren’t the same. Nothing is like it used to be. Little by little I can feel you drifting. Slowly tearing yourself Out of my grasp I just can’t hold on. I long for the past. When I knew - just KNEW How you felt. Now I’m not so sure. Do you still care? I need to know – Do you still love me?

Feelings Of A Fool
Feelings of a Fool I feel the dark seed society planted in me Fear, hatred, loneliness, and envy The dark side of my conciseness Made me feel worthless Hope has been ripped away In an unforgiving world I stray I despised them all After the social fall Hate my only friend At witch I thought was the end You brightened my life Brought light from strife Can you fill the hole in my heart? Can you rip my darkness apart? Can you put together the parts? Of an unworthy upstart? Time will only tell If our love will sail I wish to be free That you will forever love me

Feelin Blah
ok folks just feelin like the proverbial pile of shit ......pushed too much past week and paying for it but hope ya'll all have a great day. i'm gonna slip a pain med and sack my sorry butt out PEACE

Feelings
no matter the way I feel I can never seem to get things right at all!! I think i blowing my chance with a lot of things. I wish i could come up with a better idea of how to get the things done that i need to get done

Feeling Lost
Uncharted Territory Feeling Lost When we are lost, we typically look at a map to figure out where we are and how to get to our chosen destination. This works well, assuming that there is a map of the territory in which we find ourselves, and assuming that we know our destination. However, this is not always the case. At this time in human history, we are all venturing into uncharted territory, whether we know it or not. And as individuals, we may find ourselves covering ground that our predecessors never even knew existed. When we look to them for guidance, they often come up short. Not knowing exactly where we are, we find ourselves unsure of which way to go, and eventually the uneasy feeling that we are lost presents itself. The beauty of being lost is the same thing that makes it scary—it asks us to look within ourselves to find the way. If we have no map, we must go on instinct, relying on our inner compass to show us which way to go. This can be scary because so much seems

Feelings.....
"He's seen too much of life And there's no going back. The loneliness calls him, And the edge which must be sharpened, He's losing it. And he knows. But there's a fighter in his mind and his body's tough The years have been unkind, but kind enough." -Ocean Cloud (Marbles) -Marillion

Feel This Sometimes
A week of torments and pain missing you beyond For you’re the one whom my heart grew fond I wanted to run and sought to my feelings to deny Yet thoughts of you brought tears and I would cry Lost without the face who lighted my days life Heart sick and filled with grief cutting me like a knife Drawn to your pictures and seeking your word Listening to the sweetness of your voice I’ve heard Tears the held me aware of something lost A Burdon beyond the hurt and cost Unable to forget you and move on due To the lingering touch of your soul true Changed forever by knowing you as only I can Someone’s spells have me left no longer a free man For I am kept by a dream that may never be And I am spoken for and never want to be free Held in sweet bondage to one soul who knows me best Who can not be run from and stood the test Who I find I can’t be without and be happy For god did something to my being I now see Tied me to one and tied you just as deep to me A brat sometimes I m

Feelin Dumb
Hey there ppl well i rarely do this blog things...cause i figure for what....well i do but i have another site where i vent and let out my feelings....lol...anyways ur wondering why im feeling dumb stupid...like an idiot well just basically cause i fall for the stupidest things...u know u think you know a person and u think they are being honest 110% cause what do they got to lose right? well im starting to believe that NOONE is HONEST IN THIS DAM WORLD!!!! you know guys can tell a girl that they are the only one they are talking to or that their not dating and that well they basicall just care about you and only you.....lol...lol...well im stupid for believeing that over and over....u know when u get something from someone u think awwww he sent me this thinkin ur special and ur the only one who got it...coming to find out months later that its giving to not just you but other females....grrrrrr how could i possibly believe it was just for me.....im banging my head againist wall now...

Feelings
Feelings I know you've been unhappy lately And theres nothing I can do It makes me so sad Seeing you so blue If only i could take the pain away Then maybe you could have one good day I love you And thats something you should know If it would make you smile Id kiss you on the cheek And then on the nose I know times are hard But please dont shut me out I love you more than anything Thats without a doubt

Feelin Blue
Well, I don't know what else to do that would make me feel at least some better. It's a real sad time for me right now. I have lost someone so important, so special in my life. It was partly expected and partly a shock too. I mean, are you really ever "ready" for something that you don't want to happen? It's really just like a death. One day they are there and the next day they are gone! No more holding each other close at night, no more waking up together in the morning, no more meals together, showers together, laughs, lovemaking.....NOTHING! Well, guess I shouldn't say nothing. He's not far away, basically at my back door, but that makes it all the more hard on me, knowing he's so close, yet so far. I have loved him almost a year and a half. Now, that might not seem like long to some people, but it's what we have been through in that time. And the things we have talked about, done, wanted to do, places we have gone and wanted to go again. And now it won't happen! I guess we were r

Feelin' The Love
I just did my second cherry blast this past weekend, and I must say that I'm feeling the cherry love right now!!! I just want to thank everyone that stopped by and rated me, fanned me, and everything! Don't stop the lovin' now that my blast is over.... *MWAH* to all my cherry friends!

Feeling Artistic For Once
MY LIFE AS IT MAY BE BY: the psychopathic sandman THE NIGHT HAS FALLEN AND LIFE SEEMS SO FULL OF EMPTYNESS, VOICES CONFLICTING WITH MY SOAL ARE LOSING ALL INNOCENCE.... AS THE DARKNESS ENTERS MY MIND, THE FEAR OF DEATH IS SLOWLY SLIPPING AWAY, THE ANGER BEGINS TO TAKE FORM AND RISE, DEMONS UNSEEN RISE TO CONSUME MY SOAL WITH HATE ....MY LIFLESS BODY GROWS COLD AND BEGINS TO TREMBLE, THE LIGHT THAT ONCE SHINED THREW MY EYES HAS GROWN DARK AND HAZY .... THE VOICES KEEP TELLING ME TO LET GO , TO SURRENDER MY SOAL TO THE EVIL THAT IS WITHIN, TO UNLEASH THE FURRY THAT HAS SO DESPERATILY BEEN TRYING TO ESCAPE MY SOAL ...I CAN NOT ESCAPE MY FATE I MUST ACCEPT AND MOVE FORWARD .... FOR NOW BEGINS THE JOURNEY ....THE JOURNEY TO DISCOVERING MYSELF AND REDISCOVERING MY SOAL ... THE PATH I FALL BE IT GOOD OR EVIL ONLY TIME WILL TELL, ONLY LIFE WILL TELL PLEASE LEAVE SOME FEED BACK ON MY WRITINGS .. I KNOW THEY ARE DARK ..MOST TIME I SOON WILL POST OTHERS

Feeling Blah Tonight !!!!!
I am really feeling blah tonight and i just really hate feeling like this and i have no idea why i feel the way i do and i just want it to stop now not later....home life is not what it used to be with hubby and family for some reason my hubby is the biggest jerk there is anymore and if he keeps it up i am out of here. I do love him very very much we have been together for almost 7 years and married for almost 4 and a half years. But i just don't know how much more i can take from him and family is just a different story!!! Me and my sister have been raising our brother's 2 wonderful children since june 29th,2006,because his wife up and left him and the kids with him and she doesn't want them and he can't take care of them right now living in a very small appartment but it is fine with me that the kids are with us because they are better off with us and being well taking care of and she can die for all i care anymore..She is a slut and more but i am not going to get into that...lol...I

Feeling So All Alone!!!!
i just dont know what to do!!! i dont know what to say any more!!!people have been so nice to me here!!! you r all so awsome here! who wants to here someone complain about problems! we all have our own hell!!!so i have no one to talk too any more!!! i am so afraid to be in this state of mind!!! i will hang in as long as i can!!! lots of love to you all!!!!

Feel Good
City's breaking down on a camel's back. They just have to go 'cause they don't know when So all you fill the streets it's appealing to see You wont get out the county, 'cos you're bad and free You've got a new horizon It's ephemeral style. A melancholy town where we never smile. And all I wanna hear is the message beep. My dreams, they've got to kiss, because I dont get sleep, no.. Windmill, Windmill for the land. Turn forever hand in hand Take it all in on your stride It is sinking, falling down Love forever love is free Let's turn forever you and me Windmill, windmill for the land Is everybody in? Laughing gas these hazmats, fast cats, Lining them up-a like ass cracks, Ladies, homies, at the track Its my chocolate attack. Shit, I'm stepping in the heart of this here Care bear bumping in the heart of this here Watch me as I gravitate Hahahahahahaa. Yo, we gonna go ghost town, This motown, With yo sound You're in the place You gonna bite the dust Cant f

Feeling Bad:(
Hey all.. Just wanted to say i am sorry for making anyone feel uncomfortable. For those of you that have no idea what I am talking about.. don't worry about it. I'm gonna just chill on yahoo for awhile.. if ya need me hit me up there.. I am feeling very emotional and not really wanting to cry.. and well i am sensitive and it could happen..lol. Once again.. Sorry guys.

Feeling Lost
Lost for so long in a deep sea of feeling Can't get control of the thoughts that keep reeling Direction unknown, where's it all heading? Utter confusion and panic are spreading Waves start to swell and the boat begins leaking and yet still no sign of the land she is seeking Horror takes over with no hope in sight What started as worry turns into she fright Pictures of life's past flash into her vision With little time left, she makes her decision She whispers a prayer then dives off the side and starts to swim along with the tide Hours passed with no sight of firm ground She fought for her life with hopes she'd be found Several years later her story's still told A heart full of love that had, sadly, turned cold As waves crash to shore you may still hear her cries For the body may parish but the soul never dies

Feel A Bit Better
Feeling a bit better tonight, backed off the cough drops a bit and have not really needed one. Work was tiring. I cant really talk about what i do, not because its secret or anything its just deparment policy, but needless to say I was in a place that I think I do well, but I hate doing it. I have to basically sit still cater to everybody's whims. While I dont mind helping at all, its just that being at the beck and call of 30 impatient co-workers stretches my good will to its max. Got home, got out of the work clothes and then decided I wanted to watch a movie. The grocery store near me has a video machine, its sounds dumb to call it such, but at the moment i cant remember what it is called. Red somethingorother. Anyways... rented Texas Chainsaw Massacre 2:The begining and The Zodiac. Okay, now, i never really got interested in history and especially notorious serial killers. I did not know that the Zodiac was never caught, hence bad ending. I TCM2, I simply did not realize till abou

Feelings
As I wake by your side, My feelings for you I can not hide, I touch your face in the morning light, Being with you just feels so right You make me feel like I'm a queen, Like being inside an awesome dream, Although this is real, that I know, As the love that surrounds us continues to grow I think of what the future holds... Marriage, children, us growing old, And as I lay, with you dear, I'm just so glad you're mine, you're here.

Feeling The Love...sorta
I have already made a few friends, and my status is rapidly increasing over the time I spend in here. Even though this is early, I thought it might be best if I made a post in this blog to let out some steam, and see if I could make any progress in my current situation. Here goes...I am living in the Goddess-forsaken state of Michigan, and I have been out of work for 3 weeks. I have had more than enough of this state, and am looking for a way to get out of here and never look back again. I am interested in relocation much further south, by about 700 miles or so, so around Atlanta, Georgia. Currently, as it should be obvious, I am unable to afford the moving expenses by myself, as moving my 1-bedroom apartment over 700 miles is going to cost more money than I have in my wallet or bank account. I am not asking for people to throw money in my direction without getting anything back, but if anyone knows of anything technological that needs to be fixed, feel free to contact me so I

Feelin Shitty Feel My Pain
A yall i juz got my 4 wisdom teeth pulled so im feelin dizzy and my vision is blurry and i been spittin blood all damn day and cant eat shit but can soup and barely could eat dat and i want some pizza and cereal so bad but cant eat dat man diz shit got me and i couldnt even sallow my pills cuz my mouth is so damn num aw man all i wanna kno is WHY GOD WHY

Feelings
feelings are the greatest feelings are the worst they cant always be predicted they cant be rehearsed some times they can't be hidden some times cant get them out some feelings cannot be controlled and some are not allowed joyous feelings oh so precious carry us many miles but the shittiest ever feelings always stays inside

Feel So Good, Feel So Numb
Im sore from shoveling too much goddamn snow. I have a million things running through my head from global politics and human rights to fetisha and ct drama. I figure ill use this space to jus acknowledge some of the people on this site who have touched me in some way. Star: youre a great friend and I adore you completely Urban: are the flyers on vacation yet? Princess: uhm.. hi... *waves* Summer: our party... nuff said TLO: *hug* Morrigan: Thank you for the insistance on smiles Captain Cutthroat: next april DJ Dreams: first friend I made on here... love ya and the others who I havent listed yet, check back later... Ill mention you when Im not being a lazy bastard... I'm Your Boogie ManBy White Zombie

Feeling Insecure
Why am i so lonely Why am i so sad Why is my life so shit Why is it so bad They say im at my prime Time to be having fun All the life thats in me Has turned round n gone As the day turns into night An im sitting on my bed The thoughts of me without you Are going through my head If i could turn back time This is what id do Id stop the things u were doing And tell you my love was true This is not the end This is not the start My life is just in limbo Till the day we join our hearts written by diana

Feel Confused
why is it when you come on cherry tap and you try and have some fun and rate pics and get to know some people but when you message them to talk and see how they are they never seem to answer you back.. thats been happening alot to me and i dont understand.. iam doin something wrong? it makes me feel horrible.. i dont know maybe its just me or something being over emotional..

Feelings
I sneak a peak without you knowing, My tender love forever flowing. I dream of you, your love as sweet as wine, But in reality you're far from mine. One day I'll tell you these feelings I hide, And that I need you by my side. I want to walk with you, hand-in-hand, On a beach at night making footprints in the sand. I want to have memories of fun times together, And make vows that our love will last forever. The only thing that stops me from telling you how I feel is fear, I'm afraid that if I said "I love you," you would turn a deaf ear. I think of you every hour of every single day, Hoping that you'll eventually send your lovin' my way. All I have right now are wishes, wants and dreams, But hoping that you'll be mine isn't as bad as it seems. Because the possibility is always there, That when I say "I love you," you will truly care.

Feelings......of....loneliness
For all the men and women who have felt at some point Or are feeling at this time scared and lonely Painful feelings of despair. I capture his heart and Soul, And placed it in my Heart And made him part of me. He’s so involved in his Own self, That he can’t see the pain And loneliness that is Driving me Insane He gives comfort and a Shoulder to cry to everyone What about Me? Why can’t he show me? Those feelings I stand before Him All undressed For I have bared my Soul to him He’s never Made me part Of him I am in pain why Can’t you See This loneliness in my Heart is killing Me And sometimes I just Want to scream. Why? Why can’t I be a part Of you? My heart is tearing With this pain And empty feelings of

Feelings
YOU EVER WONDER WHY YOU TRY AND KEEP YOUR FEELING BOTTLED UP IN SIDE. WELL MY THEORY IS WHEN YOU LET THEM OUT AND SHOW SOMEONE HOW YOU FEEL. IT SEEMS TO MAKE YOU WEAK AND VUNERABLE TO THAT PERSON. SO IF YOU HIDE THEM ITS A LESSER CHANCE OF BEING HURT. 33 MONTHS AGO I LET MY FEELINGS OUT I OPENED UP TO AN ANGEL WHO WALKED INTO MY LIFE I STILL TRY HIDING MY FEELINGS FROM HIM BUT HE SEES RIGHT THRU ME..SO NOW BEEN WEAK TO ONE IN YOUR EYES IS BEING LOVED BY SOMEONE IN ANOTHERS. I GUESS WITH HIM I WILL ALWAYS BE WEAK BECAUSE THERE IS NOTHING I CAN HIDE FROM HIM. HE MAKES ME WHO I AM, AND KNOWS MY EVERY THOUGHT. IT FEELS GOOD TO BE LOVED THAT MUCH BY SOMEONE BUT ITS ALSO VERY PAINFUL WHEN YOUR NOT TOGETHER AND SO FAR APART ...BUT IF ANYTHING SHOULD EVER CHANGE I KNOW HE GAVE ME A WONDERFUL 33 MONTHS OF HIS LIFE.

Feels Lile Home
Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life If you knew how lonely my life has been And how long I've been so alone And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along And change my life the way you've done It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong A window breaks, down a long, dark street And a siren wails in the night But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me And I can almost see, through the dark there is light Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me And how long I've waited for your touch And if you knew how happy you are making me I never thought that I'd love anyone so much It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me I

Feeling Sick
thinking that maybe i shouldn't of eattin so much food for dinner now i feel all blahhhhh and i don't want to do anything i feel like a mack truck hit me guess i'm going to bed early tonight, the baby has the hiccups out the yingyang and keeps tossing and turning making my stomach do flip flops so its making me sick to my stomach so i think that i'm gonna lay down and go to bed night fellow CT's and Blog freaks

Feel It Live It
every time your eyes meet,this feelings insides starts to bloom like a flower in the dawn of a new day. like a need thats awoken,but yet no words to start the day like when there is a river, but no water. why cant it be felt,this strange undiscribeable feelings but no reason for what is realy felt. is it like you feel for that person?or is it just plain lovefever at the wrong point of time. strangely eugnough poeple are made that way to feel. you can think of her,you can dream of herand even wish for her,but lifeis a journey,a path of life and you cant decide how things would turn out. but you may save your dreams and wishes for always and keep aclear mind cause everyone will succeed in life at a point of time. just put your heart into itand live your life like each and everyday. yesterday is gone .....today is not over yet and tommorow........well we wil have to see what it has for us..............?

The Feel Of True Love
what do i feel and whatever i feel is it real? my heart is filled with excitement but i do need some enlightenment i want to show my feelings but when it comes to problems, i just dont feel like dealing are we friends or is it more i never felt like this before can you help me out just tell me what this is about done by christine

Feelings
For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith, you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you You were my

Feelings
Once again it happened I spoke of how I felt To only be treated with silence These are the cards I’m dealt Our bonds of love are strong Theses words we both decreed Never to go to sleep angry We said there’d be no need We longed to be together Have we now grown feint of heart What we have worked so long for Has begun to come apart Is your anger and pain so great? It’s begun to tear down the wall The house we built made out of love Is not suppose to fall Should you need me at any time? Be it awake or when I’m in slumber I gladly give you what you need But I have to take a number So here I am has I’ve been before Writing to ease my mind It matters not what I believe My heart see’s it’s not blind They say that all wounds will heal You have to give it time The wounds we made will surely heal But will our love be fine (c) BlkLuvPotion 2003

Feeln Sad & Wanna Cry So Much
well my wanting to shave my head for the Leukaemia Foundations World's Greatest Shave was magnified 10-fold today after i found out the son of a friend lost his battle with it. he was only 22 yrs old & all i can ask is why does crap like this happen to the good ppl. not that i wish ill health on anyone but there is no justice in the world today when a sweet person like him is taken from us & murderers/rapists are left to roam the streets cause the courts/police can't prove they are the perpetrators of the said crime. anyways i think i've said wat i needed to & hopefully i'll get a bit of sleep tonight as my head is killing me from all the crying i've done. tc all & luv ya's muah

Feels Like Summer....
Well, the girls and I have been playing outside a lot of this afternoon. It's SOOO nice outside.... feels almost like a nice summer day... wait, we're in Oklahoma, feels like a nice WARM spring day!! *lol* But it's SOOO nice. I have the doors and windows open, and just letting the girls sit outside (which is right nest to my computer, w/ windows so i can see... so chill *lol*) and play. It's amazing how letting kids play outside, they just GO.... it's not like indoors where there are restrictions.... they can just PLAY... and boy, they sure do... even lexi, at 18 months, is playing w/ tash.... not sure what they're playing, looks like "house" maybe "kitchen" who knows. But they are having a blast. No need for mommy . They are just growing up, so fast. Tash told me she didn't want me to play with her... it's so sad... I never realized how independant children want to be... *sigh* such is life, i suppose! Anyways~ things are going good... i have some "assignment" not even sure what,

Feelings...
I AM FEELING REALLY LOST RIGHT NOW... I AM FEELING I DONT KNOW... WHERE I DONT WANT TO BE AROUND ANYONE AND ALL I WANT TO DO IS CRY...THIS HAPPENES TO ME EVERY NOW AND THEN...AND TO MAKE THINGS WORES A GUY THAT I USE TO LIKE BUT HE DIDNT OR COULDNT SHOW ME HIS FEELINGS MONTHS AGO JUST CALLED AND WANTS TO TRY AND HAVE SOMETHING WITH ME OR WANTS TO BE BACK IN MY LIFE...I AM NOT SURE WHY...ALL I KNOW IS THAT I DONT WANT TO HURT NO MORE AND I DONT WANT TO HURT ANYONE EITHER...I THOUGHT I FOUND THE ONE TO TRUELY MAKE ME HAPPY BUT I DONT FEEL HAPPY AND ITS NOT ANYTHING THAT HE HAS DONE...HE IS TRULY PERFECT...

Feeling Down This Moring
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The Feeling
The feeling in your heart The feeling in your head The feeling u get when u see her smile The Feeling u get when u feel her touch The feeling u get when u know your gonna see her The feeling u get when she calls you The feeling your feeling just might be love

Feelings
Feelings I still don't know it all I can't believe this You just said everything There is to say to me You know what gets me You know how to love me You just can't know How I feel about you You're a lot of things to me You're practically everything You've made me feel loved For the first time in a while I don't know just how To tell you how I feel But I do know one thing That is, I love you... Written 3/6/07 for several friends, and one in particular...I love every last one of you...

Feelings
If only my tears could speak, They'd speak, how my broken heart Is unable to mend They'd speak, about all my fears Weaknesses, and doubts They'd speak, how my heart and soul Have deeply hurt for the few depressing days They'd speak, of all the memories Which haunt me everyday in my dreams If only my tears could speak, They'd tell you, the pain inside my heart And don't know when it heals They'd tell you, about my wishes For once, i could see you and hug you for a litlle while They'd tell you, how my head Is confusing for a lot of things They'd tell you, all my thought of self And my wishes, my life would end... Everyone around me And everything inside All of it is dying, And it's something I can't hide. Anger is stirring, Sadness, pain and fear; Things are flying at me, Is there nothing I hold dear? My friends and my family, I know they're trying to help, But I know I can't do it If I can't help myself. For some reason, though, Some

Feelin' A Whole Lot Better Now.
Sweetie got in Sunday afternoon. First he made love to me via my car. No, not in my car, via. He fixed my 323 so she runs like a charm once more. Gorgeous little car- love that car. 5 speed, lots of power, great gas milage and I can park anywhere, no worries. So, that was foreplay part un. Part deux: hours of time spent together. I'll confess to wanting more alone time, sans kiddlings- but we managed to have lots of time together for talking, cuddling, kissing and yeah, sex. I'm well sated for a couple of days- having had myself a rolicking good time doing my best to leave my poor Sweetie without the ability to walk straight.

A Feeling
Cupid's Chokehold Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been some time since we last spoke This is gonna sound like a bad joke But momma I fell in love again It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend And I know it sounds so old But cupid got me in a chokehold And I'm afraid I might give in Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin' I mean she even cooks me pancakes And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches If that ain't love then I don't know what love is We even got a secret handshake And she loves the music that my band makes I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (b

Feelings
Void by Michael Anderson Void, canceled, simply annulled. Endlessly aching, unconsoled. Life without you, cause without reason. Touch without sense, time without season. I face life now facing a cancerous sore, A sordid parasite that eats at my core. All that makes me whole, all I hold deep within, Leaving me lifeless, or at least not livin'. A shallow face, anguished and marred. An empty space, scaled and scarred. Sweetly abiding to a cynical charade. Secretly hiding 'hind a fictitious facade. Still, lost within this heart of glass, This fragile and yet unfeeling mass. Lies the remains of a love that glowed, The gift to you I once bestowed. But honor and pride now bereaved- By your love for me so misconceived, Ripped from my inner depths, impeding- Mind and body and spirit, bleeding; Now's crushed to sand from thy ruthless hand, A cold stare I just can't understand. I feel that somehow, somehow I'm dying, At least my soul and all that's underlying. A si

Feel`n Crappy
So i quit smok`n dope i feel good that i dont smoke anymore but i dont like that i have nobody to give me props on it i still smoke the ocasional sigar but no more weed i would smoke w/friends but im not pay`n for that mojo any more ok so i need a little pick me up send me some happy pics bieeeeee

Feeling More In Control
You know, when things go down hill they eventually come back up. bad part is that it usually goes down again. but I'm hoping that I stay on top for a while this time. On the way up this hill I happened to meet this girl, a very beautiful girl too. One that is hard to get out of my head, even though I'm not even trying to. I happen to like thinking of this girl. It's helping me climb higher up this incline that was laid before me since my tumble down a while ago. She happens to have the cutest smile and a way to make me feel good about myself again. I only hope I can do the same for her. I would feel like I was cheating her out of something good if I can't at least get her to feel the same for me as I do her. I usually do everything for myself, you know think of me first. Thats how I've usually always been. but a very good friend and former girlfriend was the exact opposite and it was hard on her but everyone loved her because she was so caring. I want to find the middle of that with th

Feelin All Sexy And Stuff!!!!
so wow Im now in another contest for sexy smile so I will post the link and if you all can rate and comment comment comment it would be great mmmkay ha ha ha oh and make sure to vote too for the feet thing (even though I think feet are kinda ewugie)

Feelings
I am not exactly sure where this poem came from but, one of my friends gave it to me. I found it interesting. So tired so sick I want to run so quick I'm confused and used, I'm just abused I frown and drown, I'm feeling so down I scream, I seem, to be living in a realm Take me and tell me, push me and hit me Find me and lead me, lose me and get me So lost in frost and feeling at my utmost I'm here, I hear people screaming in fear I think and blink, in my thoughts I sink... I live and give without being just negative Kiss me and love me, believe me and trust me Leave me and dump me, kick me and bite me So strange so raged my smile is never faked I'm weird and feared; I'm just concealed... I wonder and ponder, I'm not growing older I fight but I might find my way in the light Surprise me and hug me, excite me and like me Break me and hurt me, play me and avoid me...

Feelings
The things that I dont understand and im 25 years old the feelings that run through our body. the reason they make us crazy and push us to the point when we seem to be crying or acting like a baby. when all we are trying to do is express ourself and let our feeling flow insted of being bottled up and at sometime explode. I see myself as a person that will say what and how i feel and i need to know how to control that cause at times somethings should not be said and left alone. and that has been a problem with me for sometime now i just cant find the right thing not to say. and it pushs everybody around me in the wrong way not to mention makes me look like a asshole everytime my mouth opens. so some would say but thats coming from me and i can say that cause thats how i feel. i find myself by myself alot of the time thinking is it somthing that i said or someting that i did. my life is about to change for the better and i hope that i can keep my mouth shut when it needs to be shut and p

Feel Old Lately?
Subject: HOW TIME FLIES... 1975 : Long hair 2006 : Longing for hair 1975 : KEG 2006 : EKG 1975 : Acid rock 2006 : Acid reflux 1975 : Moving to California because it's cool 2006 : Moving to Arizona because it's warm 1975 : Tryin to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 2006 : Trying NOT to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 1975 : Seeds and stems 2006 : Roughage 1975 : Hoping for a BMW 2006 : Hoping for a BM 1975 : Going to a new, hip joint 2006 : Receiving a new hip joint 1975 : Rolling Stones 2006 : Kidney Stones 1975 : Being called into the principal's office 2006 : Calling the principal's office 1975 : Screw the system 2006 : Upgrade the system 1975 : Disco 2006 : Costco 1975 : Parents begging you to get your hair cut 2006 : Children begging you to get their heads shaved 1975 : Passing the drivers' test 2006 : Passing the vision test 1975 : Whatever 2006 : Dep

Feeling Low!
iT IS 10:00 PM and I am sitting here alone in my room feeling pretty low. my husband has night duty with my son and as usual I have no one to talk to. I get so frutrated with myself because I am too shy to make friends because of the constant fear of rejection. I have never in my 33 years had any friends who I can talk to that's why my computer feels like my only friend. I'm sorry if I am boring anyone but I just needed to get this out of me.

Feelings
TRUE OR FALSE THE ONE YOU LOVE THE MOST HURTS YOU THE WORST THAT IS TRUE CAUSE YOU NEVER REALLY KNOW SOMEONE UNTILL THEY ARE DONE USING YOU. TRUE OR FALSE LOVE IS BLIND AGAIN THAT IS TRUE LOVE DOES NOT LET YOU SEE HOW OTHERS REALLY ARE. TRUE OR FALSE HAVE I EVER MADE THE MISTAKEOF LOVING BLINDLY THATIS TRUE AGAIN BECAUSE I TRUSTD MY LIFE WITH SOMEONE AND GAVE UNCONDITIONALLY.. TRUE OR FALSE DO WORDS TAHT ARE NOT MEANT TO HURT STILL HURT TRUE THEY DO EVEN THOUGH I WAS VENTING THE WORDSI WROTE THAT HURT ARE STIL THERE TRUE OR FALSE I STILL LOVE HIM AND WOULD BE THERE FOR HIM NO MATTER WHAT THAT IS ALSO TRUE I WOULD GIVE MY LIFE FOR HIM JUST AS I WOULD FOR MY KIDS AMAZING ALL OF MY ANSWERS ARE TRUE THE TRUTH IS THAT EVN THOUGH HE HURT ME IN MRE THAN ONE WAY AND I HURT HIM INONLY ONE WAY I WOLD DO IT ALL OVER AGAINAND STIL HAVE NO REGRETSI AM NOT ASHMED OF WHAT WE DID OR WHAT WE HAD TOGETHER WE NEVER HAD THE ABILITY TO STAY MAD A

Feelin' Like A Broken Record...
Okay, I really don't like repeating myself, this is especially true at work. When I give someone information that is kind of important, I expect them to either listen or write it down or something. But when I have to repeat myself several times over, then it's obvious that person seriously needs to get voice recorder or something. Sorry man, I have a job to do, don't have time to take out to help a memory problem. So irritating! ugh!

Feelings
Feelings 9/11/05 These feelings I have Are sad but yet I smile. How I felt is scared But yet I laught to Hide my true feelings. How I view thing's is A blur like when you First wake up and Rub your eyes to make Everything clear again. Should I feel this sad Knowing your always Going to be mine, And no one can take That from me? I don't know much but I do know how much I feel and what I feel Is love for you always!

Feelings
My enduring feelings for you will never decay The glitter of time Keeps them polished in my heart Like untainted diamonds They retain beauty and everlasting form Love and trust are gems Given to us before time began As we were conceived In the womb of growing stars Like unblemished moments Of budding shape Never wilting Always blooming To the rhythm Of intimate And miraculous dreams

Feelings
I WANT TO LOOK INTO YOUR EYES AND TO SEE WHY OH WHY CAN'T YOU SEE ME,AM I UNABLE TO BE LOVED OR IS IT THE WAY I LOOK I'M JUST NOT SMART ENOUGH.TELL ME I NEED TO KNOW. WHY OH WHY DO YOU MAKE ME FIGHT WITH THIS LIFE I HAVE EVERYDAY. THE PAIN I'M IN EVERY SINGLE DAY.THE FEELING OF ALWAYS BEING ALONE ALL THE TIME.SOMETIMES I THINK WHAT IS THE POINT OF ALL THIS GOING ON AND ON SOMETIMES I WANT TO GIVE UP THEN TO DEAL WITH THIS FEELING OF ALWAYS BEING ALONE. I GIVE AND GIVE TILL MY HEART CAN'T TAKE NO MORE AN THIS PAIN I'M FEELING IS SO HARD TO DESCRIBE AN THIS PAIN I'M IN IS HARD TO TAKE ALL I CAN DO ASK WHY OH WHY

Feel The Fire #47
Feel the fire burn deep in my heart I don't think our love could ever fall apart. Feel the fire as it burns deep in my soul My fire for you will soon take it's toll. Feel the fire as it consumes you and me, From this heat you will never be free.

Feeling Sorry Fo Rmyself
ok heres is the deal i have been with my man for over two years now i trust him completely and in turn he trusts me, we have a beautiful little girl together and everyday with her is for the most part fun all except for fits and such (normal), ok knowing all that people tell me i should be happy, and that, all this is what alot of people want out of life, i am one of those people, but guess what everyone that is just from and outside view! heres the deeper part. we both are out of work collecting umemployment (not fun i dont care who you are that is not a good life) yes our bills are paid but we cant go out and when we do its loaded with guilty feelings.....god that just made me reLize how much i wish to go out and party a little or wait alot. i stated that to state this life is depressing if you only just exist! i need more in my life lately everynight as i wind down i get into a depressed state and i know my friends are probably all sick of hearing about it....sorry but if i cant tur

A Feeling.....
Do you ever get those feelings that something just isn't quite right? I was in bed...well on the couch where I normally sleep...and I just suddenly get this really uneasy feeling. I didn't say anything....just continued to lay there and all of a sudden Snapple (my puppy) starts barking and howling. Very unusual for her as well. Normally when I'm laying down, she's a good puppy and lays down with me and doesn't make a sound. I guess maybe she picked up on my uneasiness. *shrugs* This happened about an hour and half ago so I just finally got up because I can't shake the feeling. So now I'm here with loads of things going through my mind just hoping that everything and everybody that I care about is ok. Sorry to bore ya'll with my silly babbling.

.feelings.(poem)
Painful memories of times gone by Filling the heart with their sorrow. The beautiful eyes that are starting to cry In fear of another lonely tomorrow With the miserable pain of walks in the rain And like a runaway train, all its strive is in vain. Tender feelings of a gentle heart Submerged in the embrace of a loving soul. Flowers in the attic, an integrated part Of the peaces of the puzzle that are making whole The two that are one, once the puzzle is done, The two that have gone for a walk in the sun. United again are the hearts in their quest For a life of love in the wonderland Where every day is the most beautiful guest To be able to walk forwards hand in hand, Loving words are told as they finally behold The love as pure as gold in a tale never fully told.

Feeling Overly Aroused !
Sought and yet have never found One who does the heart impound And keep forever as there own Searching in the great unknown Need the touch and need to know If one can make loves seed grow And bind me to her with her kiss And keep me longing in eternal bliss To ache for her and her alone Let my love for her to be forever shown And hold her in my arms at night And feel her till dawn does light And never live in land of doubt For she’s the only I can’t live without A burning soul for her so true I have waited long and over due To get so lost inside those eyes I wonder if it would surprise That one could hold me without spoken word In her eyes would be all the love I’ve ever heard By R. Thomas Dinsmore Truest Fire In ones life there is room for many friends For loves that come and go the heart does mend There are few who leave their mark deeper still Who make ones heart jump and give one a chill When fond thoughts grow and become intense When there i

Feelings
Wake up to a sunny day not a cloud up in the sky, then it starts to rain My defenses hit the ground, And they shatter all around. So open and exposed. I found strength in the struggle. Face to face with my trouble. When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in your self. When you're broken. Little girl don't be so blue, I know what you're goin through. Don't let it beat you up. Heaven knows that getting scars only makes you who you are...only makes you who you are. No matter how much your heart is aching, there is beauty in the breaking....yeeeaaaahhh When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in yourself. When you're broken. Better days are gonna find you once again every piece will find its place! When you're broken in a mi

Feel
feel can you feel the wind blewing blewing across your face blewing throw your hair can you feel the beat of my heart beating with my every breath i feel as if there is nothing that can go wrong as if there is no tomorrow can you feel the rain coming down drowning out our fears washing away our tears can you feel the wind blewing blewing so hard as if we might blow away i feel as if we could blew away like we are nothing the rain comes pouring down washing away our fears taking away our pain can you feel the beat of my heart beating faster with every passing minute beating as if i fear everything could change nothing be the same anymore i feel as if everything could stop and might not be the same when it starts again i feel the rain pouring down as if it was washing away my fears drowning out everything we fear is bad washing down the street we walk passing with every glance we make can you feel the way i love you with every passing breath i take can you

Feeling Kinda Poetic...
In the beginning I was steady and unwavering. Feet planted firmly in a world of grotesque realities, I tried not to feel, having felt too much in the past, having been wounded and damaged, and left alone to forage through a life that had been stripped of any significant meaning. Slowly I began to make my way down dimly lit paths. I could see lights on the horizon that never seemed to get any closer. No matter which road I followed; no matter how swift my steps, they remained but a distant beacon of hope. A hope that always fell just beyond my reach. Along these same paths, there were moments... when shadows faded and the sun kissed my face; but the clouds never failed to roll back in and draw their gloomy veil over happier times. One day, quite unexpectedly, a glistening ray began to cascade down. I was motionless, attempting strength and teatering on the uneasy. The light drew nearer, slowly, peacefully, and without malice. Frieghtend, yet hopeful, I did not

Feelings
I find it hard to tell you that you’re my only one When your to busy flirting with everyone And I just want you to notice me like you did yesterday Sorry I left it to late to tell you this Sorry I have these feelings for you I hate to think you won’t look at me in the same way But ill always see you as the one who’s always on my mind I know you like that girl even though you said she was a friend And I don’t mean to be so jealous Even though were not together Id like to think that id still have a chance with you Let my childish mind tell me this And if we don’t end up together its okay But I want you to know That whatever happens you’re always on my mind And it’s killing me inside I want you to be the one that controls my puppet mind.

Feelings
do you ever have the feeling that someone that you want to love is some one you want to hate i had this dream the one true love i had cheated on me and told me it has been goignon for ever and she is moving back to were she came from to be with i hop ethat will never happen thank god it was a dream but then you think to your self maybe it will happen maybe it wont but there is some one that i think is fuckin gwith my heart and mind and i hope she is not well i am babaling away here so i will quit while i am ahead

Feeling Better
Just wanted to tell you guys that I am feeling a lot better. Voice is not back completely (which might make some of my friends happy.LOL) but I am getting there. Can't wait till the weekend. Have some fun with some friends. My friends are the best. Even certain ones that drive me insane sometimes (you know who you are, but I still loves ya). Anyways, hope you all are doing well. More pics to come soon!!! Nothing else new to report!!! Bye all!!! Hugs and Kisses, Sarah (Never Said I Was An Angel)

Feelings 2
i sit in my chair wondering y do i put my self though pain to find some one to love it seems when i do it kills me inside but when people hide shit from you then you see y i put my self though but one of these days i will be with you might be now might be some time in the futer but there is one thing you need to knwo about me i am a person that will fall to one knee in pain my heart has been shattered and i wish i could find a way to put it back togeather then let me know but until then i will be alone

Feeling The Love!
This is a more than a blog it is a shout out to all my family and friends... Thank you for your wonderful comments. Thank you for you respect. Thank you for the smile you all freely give to me. Thank you all for the LOVE! In a world where people are materialistic... I thank you for letting me participate in your lives. In a world where people place masks upon who their true being; thank you for unmasking of yourselves. In a world of suffering and pain; thank you for your joyful presents... I appreciate those who are here and all the LOVE you give! SEEKER75

Feelin' Love By Paula Cole
Soundtrack: City Of Angels Title: Feelin' Love (Paula Cole) Love, love You make me feel like a sticky pistil leaning into a stamen You make me feel like a mister sunshine Himself You make me feel like splendor in the grass While we're rollin' Damn skippy baby You make me feel like the amazon's runnin' between my thighs CHORUS: You make me feel love, love, love, love, love love, love, love, love, love You make me feel love, love, love, love, love love, love, love, love You make me feel like a candy apple Red and horny You make me feel like I wanna be a dumb blonde In a centerfold, the girl next door And I would open the door and I'd be all wet With my tits soaking through this tiny felt t-shirt That I'm wearing And you would open the door and tie Me up to the bed Chorus Lover, but I don't know who I am Am I (?) Am I hot inside What would I place with your hot conscious Oh baby babe babe babe I will be your dea

Feelin Better.
Strep throat is pretty much gone so feeling alot better. Still have to take antibiotics for the next week or so but the spots and the swelling of the tonsils is all gone. Just in time too since I have shit to do this weekend. Homie is having a party at some club for my other homie's birthday. Should be pretty sick to see what happens. Then on Sunday we having a bbq for the same guy, but thats more of just a kickback. This afternoon I will be helpin another homie movie shit into a storage spot and have no idea what I will be doing tomorrow. So weekend is pretty busy, hopefully is a good one. But anyways thanks so much for the support while I was sick. :D

Feeling Down
YES I AM FEELING DOWN, AND HERE ARE THE REASONS WHY.1) EVERY TIME I MAKE A MOVE UP I GET KNOCKED DOWN,2)MY EX BITCH WON'T INFORM ME ABOUT MY SON,3)EVERY TIME I THINK I HAVE FOUND THE ONE MY DAM HEARTS GETS BROKEN AGAIN,4)I WORK CLOSE TO 60 HOURS A WEEK AND DON'T HAVE A DAM THING TO SHOW FOR IT.5)FUCKIN CHERRY TAP KEEPS REJECTING MY SALUTE PICS,HELL SOME THAT I HAVE SEEN ARE WORSE THAN MINE,6)SHOULD I LEAVE CHERRY TAP,HMMMMMMMM,WELL I HAVE MADE SOME AWSOME FRIENDS ON THIS SITE,WHO WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE,BUT I AM GETTING SO DAM TIRED,IN A SHORT TIME I MAY BE PARALIZED FROM THE BOTTOM DOWN,MEANING MY LOWER HALF,EVERY DAY THE PAIN IS GETTING WORSE,SO I NEED FEED BACK FROM ALL MY FRIENDS,FANS,FAMILY,

Feelings
I have loved,hurt,hurt someone, and felt out of place. There has been just too much going on and more than anything I have just wanted to feel that unconditional love. Yes I know that is asking alot but hey you can dream can't you. Life is full of hurt and love. Too many mistakes are made that can lead someone down a path that will put them in love with the wrong person. You know that someone that you believe that beyond a shadow of a doubt that they love you and want to be with you the rest of their life. They promise you the world and so on. Then there comes that day that your world has been turned upside down. You are hurt,and can't understand what you have done wrong to make them not want to be there with you anymore. But then life goes on...YOu may go on for a long time and want nothing more than to be with that person still, but then you may go on and find someone new. Yes love is crazy but hell what is it really. Yes just a word mostly. You can tell someone you love them all day

Feeling Lucky
Well tonite i dropped by daughter off to her father and was on the phone with one of my best friends and was feeling particurly lucky so i stopped to get some fuel and went inside to pay for the gas and decided it was time to play the lottery, well i got back in the van and started scratching the ticket when suddenly one star was revealed which meant i won $150 so im still on phone talking to this person whom by the way im gonna call from here on out my lucky charm, anyways i kept on scratching and revealed yet another star which was another $250 so i kept scratching and i revealed one of my winning numbers which meant another $150, which meant that i had won $500 , so tomorrow im going to celebrate with some very special people in my life...Hope you all have a good evening i know i sure have...

Feelings.......
As I wake by your side, My feelings for you I can not hide, I touch your face in the morning light, Being with you just feels so right You make me feel like I'm a queen, Like being inside an awesome dream, Although this is real, that I know, As the love that surrounds us continues to grow I think of what the future holds... Marriage, children, us growing old, And as I lay, with you dear, I'm just so glad you're mine, you're here.

Feeling Better Now...
(Originally Posted on April 18, 2006)Well, I'm not as angry anymore, but still a little mad. But this picture should cheer me up some more... (Think we can get a lot of xtians to go for this?)

Feeling Sad
Just how I feel tonight... The most difficult thing to say is goodbye You try to go on but all you do is remember and cry You will not forget the good times we had Miss me you will and make you sad I am sorry to be blunt and point out this But even now you crave for my touch and a kiss You think how cruel this word can be But it did allow you to fall in love with me I hate to dwell on the things of the past An impression I made on you that I know will last Throughout the rest of your life My words cut you like a knife One day take a moment and think of me The poet, the lover, the man I used to be

Feelings About Gene
Artist: Martina McBride Lyrics Album: Greatest Hits Lyrics Title: Where Would You Be Lyrics I wonder where your heart is 'Cause it sure don't feel like it's here Sometimes I think you wish That I would just disappear Have I got it all wrong Have you felt this way long Are you already gone Do you feel lonely When you're here by my side Does the sound of freedom Echo in your mind Do you wish you were by yourself Or that I was someone else Anyone else Where would you be If you weren't here with me Where would you go If you were single and free Who would you love Would it be me Where would you be I don't wanna hold you back No I don't wanna slow you down I don't wanna make you feel Like you are tied up and bound 'Cause that's not what love's about If there's no chance we can work it out Tell me now Oh, tell me tell me now Where would you be If you weren't here with me Where would you go If you were single and free Who would you love Would it be

Feel Free To Visit My Profile And Sign My Guest Book.
I just added a guest book on my profile. Please add your pic and a few words. Thanks for stopping by and signing my guest book. I'll get back with you as soon as possible.

Feelen Me
So Sexie So Fine Don't you wish that you were all mine Desire Me Crave Me Lust after Me Wanna touch Me Wanna place yourself inside me You trying not to deny me Chasing me Wishing you'll catch me But I'm uncatchable It's undenialable That I am the shit The chick you wish you could get Cause I am that Dime Piece That sexieness to de desired Could I light your heart on fire Possibly but you'll never know

Feeling Lonely
Why do I feel the way I do, if only you saw it from my point of view. I love you so much more than I can show you or even begin to say, I hope when your gone you at least think about me some days. It doesnt feel like you love me anymore, without you im gonna feel so alone, so poor. Your everything I ever wanted in my life, I promise ill try not to cry. I feel so left out and alone I cant wait until the day youll get to come home. I know you havent even got on the plane but I love you so much its driving me insane. Everybody tells me that you probably wanna hear me say for you to stay, but I know your ready to leave and get away, so I wont ruin your happiness all I have to say is please dont let your love strayF

Feelings
You entered my life in such a fast way that it was kinda scary..We fell for eachother in a way that is so amazing...Finally one day you were in my arms and I was able to look into your eyes and tell you how i feel...And just that fast you were gone again....leaving behind memories, happieness, sorrow, and security...I know its going to be a while before I have you in my arms again but the memories will be with me forever...I miss you! ......Danielle.......

Feeling Yucky
Blah. I feel like crap tonight. It's 12:09 AM and I'm still feeling bad. I had allergy testing and blood test done yesterday. The allergy testing didnt hurt to bad, but I was allergic to about 85% of the things they tested me for. I think some of the things they injected in my arm may be messing with me now. Yuck.

Feeling Used
okay so how many of u have ever felt used? i do rite at his moment and dont understan how i let 1 person hurt my feelings so bad i have never done that before it sucks big time i really want to know how it is that we leave ourselves open to this aggravation please tell me i would like to know

"feels Just Like It Should" Pat Green
Feels Just Like It Should VideoFeels Just Like It Should lyrics - Pat Green lyricsPat Green Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure Let's jump in my El Camino - Uh huh Roll the windows down Thought we could see what kind of trouble we can find out on this messed up little town The Boss on the radio- uh huh Take whatever comes We'll go flying down the highway with my arms around you singing Born To Run It feels just like it should Must be some kind of miracle Like I got sun on my face and the rain ain't never going to fall It feels so good Oh It is almost spiritual Tomorrow's nowhere in sight Right now, right here tonight It feels just like it should Well you got your good looks - uh huh And you got your style And I'd drown here in this ccean Just to have you float my boat for a while I got a reputation - uh huh Don't you worry about that Just give me a chance and we'll never gonna ever look back And it feels just like it should It must be some kind

Feeling Better
I feel a lot better tonight then I did early this morning. My arm has been itching all day where I was given the allergy test though. So, that sucks. I've been working on my midterm for linguitic anthro most of the day. I have one and a half pages done. Two and a half to go. I'm writing on how language is a social capital and stories of children who were isolated, then later found, and how that effected their speech. Spring Break and I have homework. Loverly. Anthro isnt the problem. I have Math homework too. Yuck.

The Feeling Of Always Being The Outcast...
Since Elementary school...i've been the outcast...because i was always the different girl...because im not skinny and im taller then most girls and i have physical features that are not common for most girls to have...i have hair on my neck and arms that i can not get rid of because its a hormonal inbalance in my body its nothing i can help...but i've always been made fun of for having it for being taller and being heavy...though when i was a little girl i was skinny and didnt start getting heavy until i got older...i was always told i was fat and stupid and ugly and other things that i couldnt possibly list here b/c there so vulgar...im almost crying from writing this and im still stuck in highschool...i come home everyday after spending 8 hrs with ppl who do nothing but talk a bunch of shit about me because im different from them...and i dont have money like most of them do and i dont have a fancy car and im not pretty like most of the girls there...and b/c im gothic...and i sit and

The Feeling
The feeling I feel is of pain and love, from many and from few. My love has dismayed me, my friends have hurt me. My trust has been broken for all-time. My friends disown me, My love hurts me. It is hard to go on, yet I must. I cry every night, from the things they say. That go straight to the heart. I feel I must go, but I cant. Love holds me behind, at the same time pain pushes me away.

Feeling Great!
For those that haven't talked to me in a while, I've got great news. I finally found the motivation to get things back on track. Last June I slowly let my life fall apart when my mother was diagnosed with cancer. As a result of that I let myself get out of shape and I gained back the 50 pounds I had lost years ago plus some extra. I am proud to say that on February 26th (6 weeks ago) I started eating right again and as of today I was down 20 pounds, only 50 more to go. :) I was able to put on a pair of jeans I bought last August but never fit. I've been going strong and have felt no real desire to cheat. My goal has been 1600-1800 calories per day and 30 carbs and I consistantly stay on target every day. Tonight I did my first real workout in over a year. I'm exhausted but it feels great. I bought a balance ball and 2 pound weights for sculpting and worked out in the basement. Superman stretches, stomach crunches with the weights, push ups, bicep pushes, leg lifts, s

Feeling ...to Much....
I gotta warn you i'm more then 1/2 fried. No not drugs nor booze.Just lack of sleep stress..worrie......so many battleing felings i'm worst then any pmsing female could be. So if this is a bit unsane sounding welll..I never said I was sane! But As I lie here in this small hosptal bed with my beautiful Gypsy (yeah so? I'm not really s'pose to do this. Looks like I am)my body so tired it's yelling for the release of sleep & my mind so fried it just wants to shut down....Well I feel helpless and I feel the failure. I look over at Gypsy sleeping soundly at last. I know the pain she deals with both of body and mind. I want to make it all better for her. Make that pain leave...do whatever I need to do to make it happen..but the one thing that would do that I cannot do for her. It kills me. I'm a man of action. I get things done. And when shit happens and I can't it's hell to deal with. And wellll,Gypsy is my whole fucking world. So when it comes to her...no words can even come close.I h

Feelings
sometimes I wonder if im not being spiritually punished for being born because all my life ive had nothing but problems and they just seem to be getting worse. im not a bad person so why is this happening to me? the only good things in my life right now is my son and my friends here on cherry tap.

Feel Sorry *fake Cries* Get Over It!
OK,THIS WAS BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION ONE OF MY FRIENDS HERE ON CT! SHE GOT A FRIENDS REQUEST FROM A GUY HERE..AND HE WANTS EVERYONE HERE TO BASICALLY FEEL SORRY FOR HIM BECAUSE HE WAS IN A MOTORCYCLE ACCIDENT..NOW,IF YOU WERE ON A WEBSITE WOULD YOU SUCKER PEOPLE IN TO BEING YOURE FRIEND CAUSE YOU GOT HURT AND SURVIVED? OR ARE YOU GOING TO TAKE IT AS YES I WAS HURT BUT IM STILL ALIVE.IM NOT GONNA LET THAT BRING ME DOWN AND MAKE PEOPLE FEEL SORRY FOR ME...NOW HERE IS THE PROOF! THE FRIEND REQUEST! SHOUTBOX 1 SHOUTBOX 2 SHOUTBOX3 NOW IM SURE YOU ARE ALL LIKE..WHAT AN ASSHOLE XEROMANCER IS FOR POSTING THIS..LOL WELL COME ON...YOU JUST DONT ASK SOMEONET TO BE FRIENDS CAUSE YOU WERE HURT...DANG THATS SOMETHING EMO PEOPLE WANT.."ATTENTION" SO TELL ME WHAT YOU ALL THINK ABOUT THIS.IF YOU WISH TO GO AND ASK HIM TO BE FRIENDS AND FEEL SORRY FOR HIM..THEN DO SO..BUT I THINK WHAT YOU SHOULD DO IF YOU DECIDE TO ASK HIM IS SAY....HEY MAN I HEARD ABOUT YOURE MOTORCYCLE ACCIDENT I HOPE WE

Feelings...
I AM IN AN AWFUL MESS BUT OH WELL I DESERVE IT I GUESS FOR EVERYTHING THAT I PUT U THROUGH. I AM LOVING YOU, YOU THINK THAT I AM HOLDING HIM. I TELL YOU HE IS JUST A FRIEND ALL I HAVE EVER WANTED WAS YOU. BUT YOU CHOOSE TO TAKE THE LYING WORDS AND THEN YOU REALLY HAVE THE NERVE TO TELL ME THAT I SHOULD MARRY WITH HIM. I TEL YOU I WOULD RATHER DIE THAN LAY WITH HIM NIGHT AFTER NIGHT KNOWING THAT I LOVE U, YOU WERE WHERE MY LIFE BEGAN....

Feeling
Everyone thinks they know me. But i know the truth. They say they read me like a open book. But what they see and what they know off me is a play. That i put on every day. Because i do not know any one getting to close to me. I do not want to get hurt. done by christine .

Feelings Of Life
I hear someone screaming in my ears No one is around me as far as I can see I then realize the one who screams It is me I never thought Thought I would consider a friend a pesky flie Or that would bicker bicker as I do with my sister I am growing into a woman Yet I don't understand I don't know how the world works sometimes I hate it I know I'm tough but I am also weak I never show my true feelings not a thing Yet I'm always crying Crying in my heart done by christine

Feeling Like Macy Grey
"Why didn't you call me?" "When can I see you again?" These are the songs that are stuck In my head in a continuous loop. So here are my questions... Why can't you call me? Why can't you email me? When will I see YOU again? I don't think I ask for that much. I don't ask for flowers I don't ask for dinners I don't ask for the moon and stars. All I want is simplicity A man that wants me Like he wants air in his lungs A man that calls me. Am I this simple at this age? Is really a call once in awhile going to tide me over? I think it would. I think knowing you think about me, would make my day. Do I need to play games to get inside your heart? Do I need to act differently? Do I need to be Raquel? What do I need to be to get you to think about me?

Feel Love-lost And Joyless?
When people find a man or woman they love and want to spend all their time with, they often fool themselves into believing that their relationship will always be smooth sailing without any problems. The truth of the matter is that there are bound to be problems and issues in every relationship and the secret to a happy, fulfiling relationship is how you can work around those issues. If you and your partner are fighting very often and can't seem to rekindle your love, read on for helpful tips on how you can bring back the joy in your relationship. Blame game The first thing you need to stop doing is to blame your partner or yourself for things going wrong. If you are experiencing problems, discuss it and don't just get accusatory. You and your partner are only human, so don't think he or she will automatically know your issues. You voice them. And by voicing them it does not mean you start yelling or making snide remarks; it means you sit down and have a mature conversation.

Feelings
Maybe God wants me to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for the gift. When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Don't go for l

Feeling Lost
This is a feeling I'm not real at ease with...feeling lost..feeling weak...yet here I am..feeling the biggest weenie ever cause no matter what I do the tears are just comeing. It sucks. Maybe it's all the worrie hitting me now...maybe it's the being burnt out from doing all the gigs last night. *sees time* ok Sat night. I haven't slept so to me it's last night.I'd do all those gigs all over again. I did them for the lady I love so damn much..I was gonna do what it took... guess that's all for nothing now too. Godz I'm feeling so...lonely...so..like I can not go on...WTF? This is not my style. I couldn't handel being around the rest of my kin not even the sweet darling=Bella boo=. That's why I snuck to an "off limits" part of this huge place. The call was to strong.I didn't feel like battleing myself so I just came. Noone will give a fuck anyway. And that's odd for me too. I love hanging with my kin & I love that wee bella more then I can tell you.But I HAD to be away from them

Feelings Aside - Didn't We All See It Coming?
I Found this information on the internet and thought it was very interesting in light of the the VT Shooting. Maybe we should re-evaluate and deal with what the REAL problem is!!! Depression Statistics * Depressive disorders affect approximately 18.8 million American adults or about 9.5% of the U.S. population age 18 and older in a given year. This includes major depressive disorder, dysthymic disorder, and bipolar disorder. * Everyone, will at some time in their life be affected by depression -- their own or someone else's, according to Australian Government statistics. (Depression statistics in Australia are comparable to those of the US and UK.) * Pre-schoolers are the fastest-growing market for antidepressants. At least four percent of preschoolers -- over a million -- are clinically depressed. * The rate of increase of depression among children is an astounding 23% p.a. * 15% of the population of most developed countries suffers severe depressi

Feelings
What are feelings true? How do we really know the cue? Are they always the same? Why shuold we feel the shame? True feelings are yours to know. Its up to you whereth or not to show. theres no reason to be scared. Sometimes if we do our feelings share. We find something new. If it is one for us to be true. So smile your day will come. True feelings will be, so dont be so glumb.

Feeling The Call
Once in a while we feel something calling to us. Our minds race with thought, it can confuse. Though we cant make out what it is, its a fuss. Sometimes its needy, sometimes its a muse. Maybe we show it, maybe we dont at times We may shake our heads, or choose to ignore it. It still calls to us, it could start calling with a rhyme. We may shake our heads, or choose to ignore it. We might search from the mountains to the sea. There are only times we wonder and just sit. The call could be just a walk in the park. It isnt always the same for each of us, it could be sad. Sometimes it comes in the bright or maybe the dark. It could be happy, exciting, joyful, or even glad. Thus of which I speak, is a wild kind of squal. Most try to put in the back of their minds. We all know what it is, I mean the call. So when its calls make sure its not on the road that winds.

Feeling Kinda Lost...
so its really late... I should be fast asleep but i have so much on my mind and i have no idea where i dare to start ... I am so screwed emotionally and i have no idea where ever dare to start. I feel so lost with everything, things have been so busy and are going to continue to be busy ... manuvers coming up and i know i have a shit load i still have to do come morning i should be in bed... but my brain just refuses to shut off. I wonder if things will ever really start going my way or if simply i am fooling myself with false hopes. Wondering if i can be honestly happy or if thats just another fantasy... I wish i had some idea and i just wish i could spend one night where i didn't feel totally lost , not to mention alone. I cant help my brother with his situation , i cant even help myself ... I guess that leaves me screwed right? I wish i could get some proper sleep.... I doubt that will happen any time soon either. Anyone care to tell me i am not crazy? I would love to

Feeling Alone... Miss Makenzie
alot of things make me realize how lucky I am to be on this earth... My daughter would be 5 on January 5th, 2007... it would have been her "golden" birthday... I miss her more and more everyday... I would do anything to have her back... My cousins girlfriend had her little girl here earlier today I guess thats what depresses me.. But I know that she is in a place where she is well taken care of.. I still miss her though... RIP Makenzie Jayne Mattingly December 5th, 2002 ~December 6th, 2002

The Feelings You Didn't Know
I saw you the other day, All those memories of us. I try so hard not to let show, The feelings you didn't know. The fake smiles I show them, When you can't look at me any more. I can't help myself I need to know, Where did it all go wrong? The memories of what could have been, Haunt my dreams and hide my tears. The laughter, the promises, Every word I held so dear. One thing I need to know, Did you love me so? I saw you the other day, All those memories, Can't hide this pain I feel inside, Or the tears I cry at night. I try so hard not to let show, The feelings you did't know.

Feeling Your Arms
Being able to feel your arms Whether they be wrapped around me in a hug, holding on to me as if you were going to lose me, or just touching me to make sure I was there, would give me a great feeling deep inside. Knowing that you want to hold me, keep me safe and secure, helps me sleep at night. Hearing your voice before I sleep at night, and knowing that you enjoy hearing mine, makes my sleep so smooth and sound. You call me your sweetheart, for your own personal reasons. I call you my teddy bear -in my thoughts- because that's what you remind me of. You want to keep me safe, and hold me all night, so I can feel secure in your arms. I want to hold you all night so you know there is someone that cares for you. You get better at making me laugh, every time we talk. I get better at sharing my thoughts, everytime you do.

Feel Your Emotions !!
Crying only a little bit is no use. You must cry until your pillow is soaked. Then you can get up and laugh . . . --Galway Kinnell Many of us were raised to deny our feelings; that is, we might have been allowed to describe them politely, but we were not allowed to express feelings on the spot by wailing, jumping for joy, or dancing. This is often considered rude. In a proper home, we often hear, if people have feelings, they have them quietly. But many of us have suffered living this way. We need a full and thorough expression of a feeling in order to know it, experience it, and move beyond it. This is the way we let go of sadness, for instance. Feelings come and go. If we are not afraid to let them have their moment, we will not be afraid to express them. What are you feeling right now?

Feeling Used
One of the things I take pride in is making photoshop's of my friends. I do it by choice, and I do it to honor my friends because there is nothing more precious than friends. And honestly I expect nothing in return, except credit for my work. But when some one comes to me and asks me to do one for them, I never say NO. But come on, you ask me to do one, I do and then not even a thank you or nice job, thats just a slap in the face. Especially when I email you asking you what you think of it. Well unfortunately I just really hate feeling this way so from now on I will not do one for some one if they ask. So if I chose to do one for you feel honored, and know that I consider you a friend. But from now on DON'T ask because the answer will be NO. Sorry that one had to spoil it for every one else. And to the person that asked me to do one for their contest, please don't insult me and say something now, you have had days to comment, and it should not of taken me typing this to g

"feel So Numb" (rob Zombie)
I feel so good I feel so numb yeah Mud bath, acrobat, a midnight drive everybody’s slippin everybody survive radio talk show try to project everything you need when you gotta connect Come on come on come on you feel it Come on come on come on you see it Come on come on come on you wanna make it all right Come on come on come on you feel it Come on come on come on you see it Come on come on come on you wanna make it all right blacken the sun! what have i done? i feel so bad i feel so numb yeah! blacken the sun! what have i done? i feel so good i feel so numb yeah! Sugar sweet braniac on your neck get in to tomorrow man I gotta reflect a blue world green girl up the street gotta wake her it cause I don’t want to dream Come on come on come on you feel it Come on come on come on you see it Come on come on come on you wanna make it all right Come on come on come on you feel it Come on come on come on you see it Come on come on come on you wanna make it

Feeling Lost
Today was a little easier, but it really gets me how people in my life have already kinda moved on and forgotten about the loss I suffered yesterday. I don't feel better, I lost my best friend! She wasn't JUST A DOG!!! I haven't had a drink in nearly 7 years. This is the first thing to happen to me in all that time, that I seriously considered going out and getting f**cked up! I didn't want to feel this way and I didn't want to think about her being gone. But she is gone, and drinking would have only made things worse. But I wanted anyone who read this to understand the scope of my feelings here. She wasn't your average everyday yapping dog. She was quiet, intelligent, and devoted to me. I miss her and my chest litterally hurts. She was my baby, my "Moochie" long before I had my daughter. I don't know how to end this, because this isn't over, so bye for now!

Feeling Jesus-y
Paul Wright - You're Beautiful the world is watching us from a distance wanting more from their own existence tell me how do we make a difference for eternity does anybody want to know why we're alive oh oh oh oh what's the purpose of this life? oh oh oh oh before i die and i leave the world behind i want to know why i'm alive you're created for the creator to live inside there's a hole in your soul and i know that you try to fill it with every little thing but the very one who can heal it and bring hope to a world that wants to know why they're alive spirit cry for this generation (generation) we're chasing the wind trying to embrace it open our eyes to all the lies that we try to justify when deep down inside all we want to find is someone that loves us all of the time and it's you yea it's you oh oh only you yes it's you oh oh oh you're beautiful came down from heaven just to save my save my soul beautiful oh oh oh oh oh you're so beaut

Feelings!
Feelings, am I not allowed to share? Feelings, should i just not care? Feelings, should i just set them aside? Feelings, should i just let them die? Feelings, does anyone care? Feelings, does anyone want to be there? Feelings that are heart felt and deep, Feelings that I would love to keep! Should i change my thoughts and desires? Should i extinguish this passionate fire? Should I change my heart inside? Should I just suddenly hide? Should i give up what I believe? Should i stop caring what people see? Should I turn to thoughts of hate? Should I close the gate? The gate to my feelings inside, Feelings of human pride! Should i set aside my very desires of my heart? Should i give in to the dark? Should I no longer care? If anyone is there?

Feeling Of Accomplishment
wow so i didnt think that by taking my problem to the higher ups at corporate would do anything, turns out i didnt lose my job, my district manager actually wants to promote me because of how professional i was while talking to him, basically if there is another incident with my so called manager she will be the one who loses her job, its funny because i was told that i have a lot of "balls" to do what i did, that kinda makes me feel good about what i did. i know feel like this is the first thing that i ever accomplished and stuck with, maybe my birthday wont be that bad!!!

Feeling Sorry For Myself
Have you ever been in a relationship with some one who doesn't love you back. Where you give 110%, but not only is it not returned; it would'nt even matter if you did anything at all. None of the things you do to show your love matter because they don't even care. they claim to "love you" but thier coldness silences thier words. How much longer can i keep pretending everything is ok, when anger keeps exploding like stab wound at the one i'm supposed to love.I don't mean to be needy. I don't mean to be untrusting. I just want to know where i stand. i feel like a caged animal at the pound. hoping for my master's love to save me. waiting with anticipation for any sign of affection, only to be rejected once again. i don't mind not being first, as long as i'm on the list.

Feelings
How can someone show you they care and still manage to not give a damn. how long does it take for the hurt to go away. Why do I allow myself to get caught up in the drama and lies? How can you love someone with every ounce of yourself but they not even care how you feel? Is it that easy to just turn your back and walk away. I thought it would be but it HURTS so bad. I know the hurt will go away in time but the love I feel will not. The loneliness that surrounds me is more than I can stand. I talk such a strong I am woman don't need a man around talk...I do...more than I ever knew. BLEH...Men that read this...keep in mind us girls do care more than we like to let on if we are the strong willed type. It's not as easy to walk away as I want it to be.

Feelings
By: Danielle G. Harrison Copywrited: 5/10/07 No More Time after time I get knocked down will there ever be a time for me to shine a place when my heart will be loved a moment when my heart doesn't twist like a vine Every man proves to be like the one before in some shape or form hurting what's left of me and every time I swear it will be the last till I'm being told to keep on and not let it be When I found one I thought was different I put myself out there to see but he ended up being like the rest and proved there's no more trying for me

Feel Good
Rose The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned round to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake. We became inst

Feelings
Sitting here looking out the window its a cold rainy day. All i can do is think about you, but then i think about you leaving. The tears fall down my face, my broken heart aches, but there's only one thing to stop the pain, thats your body close to mine as you gently hold me. You tell me everything will be ok, but only until you leave me to be with someone else. So i'm here without you, i don't know what to do, without you i'm lost,confused, lonely, hurt, and not sure just what to do. I need you, i want you, and I love You. But does love even matter anymore, does anything matter to you anymore? At the end of it all i'm still sitting here looking out the window, its a cold, rainy day.

Feelings
Alone but not forgotten Broken but living Bleeding from the heart A flow that cannot be hindered Fragments of happiness Ebb in and out of my life Taunting me with moments The moments I had When I was jovial The moments of light When darkness was gone But also of the pain That was endured At the hands of another The abuse Long held silent But the battered heart Never stopped loving And now alone and broken The heart lives on To find another fragment Of happiness to be denied.

Feeling Rather Inspired
I seen a rainbow yesterday But too many storms have come and gone Leavin a trace of not one God given ray You say because my life is ten shades of grey I prey all ten fade away Seldom praise him for the sunny days And like his promise is true Only my faith can undo The many chances I blew To bring my life to anew Clear blue and unconditional skies Have dried the tears from my eyes No more lonely cries My only bleedin hope Is for the folk who cant cope Wit such an endurin pain That it keeps em in the puourin rain Whos to blame For tootin caine in your own vein What a shame You shoot and aim for someone elses brain You claim the insane And name this day and time For fallin prey to crime I say the system got you victim to your own mind Dreams are hopeless aspirations In hopes of comin true Believe in yourself The rest is up to me and you This is the rap done by TLC's late member, Lisa "Left Eye" Lopez in their song Waterfalls. Such amazing things come to

A Feelin Like That
Baby, you give me a feeling like that I've found the future, I don't wanna look back Hold onto me tight and never ever let go Tell me if you care, just so I'll know Baby, we got each other and that's a lot We'll have to fight for what we got But together, we shall make it through Even if it's just me and you You can make my heart skip a beat or two My heart crashes into my chest and threatens to break through You're my reason for standing up so strong When nothing is right, and everything is wrong I could travel down a road in the middle of the night But you and I both know it wouldn't work right Anything to get that feeling back now I can't figure it out and I don't know how If running would give me that feeling, I'd run for miles If laughing would work I'd be all smiles But there's only one thing that maks me feel that way And that's being able to see you each and every day

Feels The Same...
When these things that torture your soul are settled for so long, do they return when something so small has changed? I like to think I've grown, I like to think I know more, feel more, do more. But I still feel those simple and base feelings. The instant trust, and the even faster shattering of ones self. Perhaps I'm up to late, maybe I should sleep. Maybe I suck it in again, pretend it's ok, act like if no one saw it, it doesn't matter. That's not what I used to do. I used to cry, to contemplate, to think that it was a problem with myself. Now I ponder, I consider it is just someone else. That makes the answers simpler, but that means I cannot change it. Oh cruel and devious torment of the human soul, Love.

Feeling Horrible.
Just wanted to let u know that i am going to try to check my blogs and everyone as much as possible im down with the flue and so much more. i wish it was over. i miss being on here with all you all. well just a update of how i am. ttyl.

Feelin So Alone
I have no idea what i am suppost to do i feel so lost .... I see others around me being happy and yet i stand here so alone. Where love seems to never really find me? When does it get to be me for once? Where does it get to be my true love? tired of these stupid games, Not sure in what to believe in again if its out there for me or if i am being silly. I guess all i am ever meant to be is a victom of these streets, cause it seems so impossible for it to ever be me. Seem doomed on bein alone doomed to watch as others get to be happy and find their ones while i stand around like im lookin threw the window on the other side of the glass to always see and never be. Never gets to be me.

Feelin
ok so i cant sleep .... its 8:10am i have work in a few hours an i have guests here for the weekend i will be tired as hell an to my dear friends the hospital went ok gotta have more scans tho so will let u know ne ways goin bk to chillin out

Feeling So Down
Sitting here on CT while Rudi is napping. I am feeling so down today, really struggling to keep my head up. Every time I look at him I realize tomorrow at this time I wont be with him and it is absolutely killing me. Why does LOVE have to hurt? My heart feels like it is breaking =( These past three months in Germany have honetly been the best three months of my life. This man has given me more and shown me more then I can even describe. The one man after many years that has been able to tear all my walls down and totally crawl into my heart. My soulmate, I never believed that I had one, but I sure do now. He is truly my Angel. The man that holds the keys to my heart....

A Feeling
A Feeling: by David Fisher A vast ocean to be crossed. A seemingly impossible task. But a trial faced by all. The product of many priceless years of friendship. Or possibly a single glance. It can come at anytime. Like the gentle rains of Spring. Wearing innumerable faces. Obvious for some. Or obscured for others. A feeling as unique as the petal of a rose. Often it lives forever in the hearts of a pair. A necessity for survival anywhere.

Feeling Ill (graphic)
have you ever been so sick you literally think you might die? i mean, so sick that drinking water makes you vomit again? I've shit and vomitted so many times in the last 24 hours i would have sworn my intestines came out hospital confirms not poisons, food or otherwise.. a nice bill i cannot afford. a neighbor is grilling hot dogs.. the smell made me throw up.. and i did not make it to the bathroom... thankfully at this point there is little to come out save me

Feelings.....
Feelings....... The feelings we have are so deep that neither one wants to show. The feelings we have are so hard to hide it pains us to keep it secret. The feelings we have can sometimes be lost if one forgets to show theirs. The feelings we have can break our hearts if we never show them at all. The feelings we have must be shown or said before we lose one another. The feelings we have can ruin a friendship that has been there for years. The feelings we share can fill our hearts with love that has never been felt before. The feelings we share can make our love last forever until we can't love anymore. The feelings we share can make our hearts feel like one that can never be broken. The feelings we share for love can make others feel like they can be loved by the one they have feelings for just like us.

Feelings
why do i still have feelings for my ex? even though we broke up last year, i still have some love for him. just when i had thought i had gotten over some of the anger and i guess denial and whatever else from it, he shows up again on the one thing where i least expect it but i knew he was saying that he was going to be back on Socom2. i know i have to move on but once i saw him and heard his voice again last week, the feelings of how i felt and that before we broke up came back. i guess the feelings from a first love will never leave and hold a special place in my heart and the way it sounds like that we may not try to date each other again.

The Feeling I Always Feel.
You know every time i just feel sad,cause i'm always home,and i don't have any feet to walk to the store or take a bus to the mall.When i was like 13,i always felt left out from everyones life,including my family.That feeling never goes away thou.Until i met some people,but then.those peoples have life of their own,and they can't just be their for me.Up until now i been haveing this feeling that i'm left out.O-kay i know someone who always appears send me an e-mail telling me some bullshit that i'm not alone nor left out.To that good person i am okay.I know you're alway trying to make me happy,but i am not happy.Okay sometimes i am,but not alway,so live with it damn you.Many times i sit here in the computer,just wondering to myself,what i did wrong.Nothing in my life please women thou.I had like many relationship,and out a those many relationship.I been dump for no apparent reason.Well a few of them just found someone better then me i guess.Their is one relationship were i did hurt thi

Feelings
I wrote a goodbye note in lipstick on your arm when you passed out, I couldn't bring myself to call, except to call it quits, Best Friends, exfriends til the end, better off as lovers, and not the other way around, Racing thru the city, windows down, in the back of yellow checkered cars. Come hell or high water, well i'm feeling hot and wet, I can't commit to a thing be it heart or hospital, I cast a spell over the west to make you think of me the same way I think of you, this is a love song in my own way, Happily ever after below the waist!

Feel
well im n love wit my best friend should i tell him? well i would but it not that eazy...i just dont wanna git hurt...what if he runs away? what if he dont feel the same way? i dont think i can take that rite now he makes me happy but idk im so confuzed i ll write more l8r

Feeling Better
after a week of fightin cold it seems 2 b breaking ...... was a warm sunny day so i got out of the confined house and walked down to the store ...... enjoyed da fresh air and layed down a bit afterwards 2 rest my sore leg ...... loved layin in my bed when my kitty cuddles up next 2 me ....... glad 2 maybe b rid of this maybe tommorrow b4 i move next week ....... thanks 4 all the cards, kind words & prayersLOVE CHUCK

Feels Like I Will Never Be Happy.
I have made some realizations today. Untill i am happy with myself how will I ever be happy with someone? Im so scared of being hurt again that I feel like my past is going to reoccur again. I really do love someone and had to let them go because I was tired of putting them through my struggles. I honestly feel like he may hurt me the way my last boyfriend has. I want to change, but i just don't know how to. I am faceing a lot right now. Lack of money, family problems, and no car, no liscense, and i have to straighten out my life before I feel like I can offer him anything else. I have hurt him and I do not want to do that anymore. I feel like he does not see the whole thing and In a way I would rather save him from myself and my accusations and moodswings and fears. I do not feel he should be put through that. I would rather let him see me a happier individual and come to trust someone maybe him. I feel like constantly i will never be enough for someone, due to the f

Feeling Terrible
My allergy to grass pollen has hit an all time high. The grass pollen of western Oregon is extremely HIGH right now and my head is completely congested, I have a terrible sinus headache, my nose is running, and my eyes are watering. Does anyone have a favorite allergy remedy, pill, nosespray, etc that might help me get rid of this over loaded and stuffed head feeling? I sure would appreciate any relief. I have had this going for about 5 days now and it just seems worse with each day. And from the pollen report on last nights news broadcast the grass pollen count is supposed to peak out this weekend... so it will be getting worse over the next few days. Any help?

Feelings
I am feeling pretty blah today. I guess that I am really wearing myself too thin. I am stressed about my job and just really tired of it not to mention my home life. I am grateful that my friend let me move in with her and all but I just can't take it anymore. There is just too much going on and I really don't know what to do anymore. I really feel like I am heading towards a nervous breakdown if things don't start changing soon. Maybe things will start looking better for me soon. Well, I am done complaining for now. Have fun everyone!

Feeling Good!
Well, anyone who's been in contact with me, either online or offline will have noticed that my moods have been al over the place this past week or so! Damn, it's as if I was going through some sort of mini breakdown, I said some crazy to stuf and I've done some crazy things. Last night I got drunk and did even more crazy stuff, I pissed off a few of my friends and I'm pretty sure I alienated some of the people on here too! Last night as I lay in bed I realized that I've been feeling a bit off for a while now and it's down to the fact that I'm starting to feel old, will be 31 soon and maybe it's time to change some stuff in my life! Well all's good now, I'm up bright and early this morning, I'm going for a big long run in the rain with my friend and I'm gonna slowly put right everything that's wrong in my life! So it's a new Dave with no more negativity! Thanks also to those who've had to put up with me this past few days, and thanks for the advice and concern last night, you know

Feels Like Im Running
“Feels Like I’m Running” (verse 1) Running from my problems Your face I cannot hide. Every time I see you I swallow my pride. And then finally I asked you What I mean to you (And he said) (chorus) It feels like I’m running falling flat on my face. And it feels like I’m hurting Like my heart is torn apart. And it feels like I’m tumbling Straight down a black hole. and it feels like I’m running (/end chorus) (And he ran away) (verse 2) Sitting in my corner Not sure what to do. Everything, yes, everything Is what I meant to you. (chorus) (Verse 3) And I ran to you Your arms were wide open Your heart was so true I never knew, I never knew I meant this much to you (chorus 2) And it feels like we’re falling Falling into place. And it feels like we know Our lives have turned around. And it feels like I’m happy Just being with you. And it feels like we’re running Away in each others’ arms.

Feeling Good
It's been a long time since I could say I feel good, but damn it I feel good. Don't get me wrong it's not perfect right now. But for the 1st time in a long time the good out weighs the bad. I ended up #4 on the top performers list for the month of May out of about 70 reps. Which was my goal. I wanted Top 5 for the month of may and I busted tail and kiss my PR ass all you haters I got it done. My relationships are heading in the right direction. I'm getting stronger everyday. I think the biggest thing that has me happy right now is my writing. I know I'm not some great writer or anything and there are the haters out there. But the poems and the series that I have put together so far has got to be some of my best work. It feels good to not force it you know. I normally think about a poem for about a day and then I'll throw on some tunes and knock it out in 20 mins. Thinking about it for a day just lets the lines come together you know. I may wake up in the morning and think about a line

Feelin Something Out......
To my friends & family.... I know many of you are currently involveds with other groups and families ..I was thinking well a friend of mine and I were thinkin of starting a very small close knit group ( family ) just for moral support or levels or whatever ..I just wanted to kinda see if there was anyone who would be interested or possibly interested...No theme to the group no craziness just friends coming together and being there...Y'all just let me know my commentiong or replying to this blog so I can get a feel of what we need to do! Thank you !!! Melinda

Feelin' Love
Feelin' Love Love, love You make me feel like a sticky pistil leaning into a stamen You make me feel like a mister sunshine Himself You make me feel like splendor in the grass While we're rollin' Damn skippy baby You make me feel like the amazon's runnin' between my thighs CHORUS: You make me feel love, love, love, love, love love, love, love, love, love You make me feel love, love, love, love, love love, love, love, love You make me feel like a candy apple Red and horny You make me feel like I wanna be a dumb blonde In a centerfold, the girl next door And I would open the door and I'd be all wet With my tits soaking through this tiny felt t-shirt That I'm wearing And you would open the door and tie Me up to the bed Chorus Lover, but I don't know who I am Am I (?) Am I hot inside What would I place with your hot conscious Oh baby babe babe babe I will be your death, the moonlight Take your time You make

A Feeling Inside.
I want to see you more I think. Than I can write with pen or ink. But when I shall I cannot tell. But from my heart I wish you well. I wish you well from the bottom of my heart. Although we both are so far apart. If you die there, and I die here. Before unto GOD we shall appear.

Feeling Trippy...
Remind me to find a job in which travel is an option, not a requirement... NYC at 95 degrees and high humidity is not a great place. and the platitudes that must be observed within the corporate hierarchy are a serious PITA when they force you to wander city streets in order to meet some nebulous standard of conduct. why should I have to drink with people whom i would normally avoid, just to keep the corporate peace? I am after all losing my gig to an outsourcing venture, or would be, if I intended to stick around long enough to watch all of this crap wither on the vine... meh... DILLIGAFF... the train ride home sucked too... cell battery dead and no internet on the train either... on the plus side, i managed to go thru a technical interview for another job right in front of several people and they hadn't a clue... clowns, i tell you... CLOWNS!!! and the world spins slowly onward... inexorably... YAY

Feelign Beaten
I had a ruff weekend. Not sure what is wrong with me. I feel as if I have lost my best-friend and I don't know what to do. My best-friend is hurting and I guess I am feeling his pain I don't know. I feel like my heart is beign torn out of my chest. I have no will to eat or sleep. My trip Thursday will hopeful restore me. I need to get away even if it is for work! If I had of only known what my best freind would be goign thru I could have prevented it...at least I would like ot think I could. No I didn't wont anythign to happen to him but I feel guilty just the same. I could have done soemthing. I should have known! That's is what best-freinds or for...to watch your back. To keep you from gettign hurt and I let my best freind down big time. I should be shot! I don't wotn ot live! God I wish I has pwers to fix everything even if it meant my heart would be broken! I want ot see him happy again. This sadness of his is killing me. I hate all this hurt. All these te

Feelings. :(
Sometimes Love Just Aint Enough Now, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you just to have somebody by my side. And I don't want to hate you, I don't want to take you, but I don't want to be the one to cry. And that don't really matter to anyone anymore. But like a fool I keep losing my place and I keep seeing you walk through that door. (Chorus) But there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust. There's a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough. Now, I could never change you, I don't want to blame you. Baby, you don't have to take the fall. Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you. Maybe I just want to have it all. It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain. And like a fool who will never see the truth, I keep thinking something's gonna change. (Chorus) And there's no way home

Feelings
Current mood: blank Category: Life I hate being a wiccan at times cuz of instincts n weird feelings. For 2 days now I feel as something is not right but I dont know what it is n its bothering me alot. I had a bad dream last night n it makes no sense right now. Sighs what to do? i dunno. I hope this bad feeling goes away sighs

Feelings
I stand and I sit and I think~Think of how I can help myself~Should I cut to ease the pain~To understnad the confusion~Should I take the razor blade~And slice it over my wrist?~So I stop and look around at my surroundings~All soaked in deep red, rich blood~I glance downward~And scrape it across my wrist quickly~once~twice~again and again~The memories~The past fading~I begin to bleed~To slowly feel free~No more, No more I chant silently~I fall down on my knees~Watching my blood flow like a beautiful river~I begin to cry~The involuntary tears streaming down my face~Down my arm the blood flows staining the floor I stand upon~These involuntary tears simply fall like rain drops from the sky~Splashing down to my veins~Feeling oozy~fatigued~I leave the world in vein~Remembering to cut one last time~deeper the scar of life~slipping into an eternal abyss and funeral forever~

Feelings
They want me to push you away. They say you hurt me, but I don't want to believe. For I find a certain safety in your arms of ugliness, the only things that want to embrace me lately. And even when I think I'm done with this abuse, I don't know the sweet words that will sweep you away, some old childhood incantation that crawled away from my bitter memory when it turned its back for a moment. You are a sickness; I cannot control you, though there are magical concoctions that can. But I cannot make the quest for them alone, and you have me feeling as though there's no one who loves enough to help. They don't believe me when I tell them that you have taken over who I am. I know not if they deny your power, your existenance, or the fact that you have chosen me for your victim. I only want to go back and forget I ever looked into your dark eyes. But it is too late and I feel as though our tainted courtship has ruined everything. You do not comfort me when I cry in dark cornors, but you pus

A Feeling Like That
I guess time doesnt fade somethings and youre left with what might have been the memories wont find their grave and you recall them again and again i guess the wishes you made and the dreams that you held just dont seem to come true without the one you shared them with the one who believed in you i guess in the end what felt so right is what you wish you could take back cuz love is nothing you can replace nothing can beat a feeling like that.

Feeling A Tiny Bit Better!!!
Feeling a tiny bit better!!! date: 2007-06-15 12:08:17 I got alot of new pix up from the CMA Music Fest, please comments and rank(not all at once cuz i realize it can be overwhelming) please check out my other folders..Comment and rank......Family members please comment and rank my just me folder!!Btw i have 1 open family spot who wants it??

Feelings...
Crumbled papers Of poems about you Written with words That will never come true Written in ink That will never fade away The hopeful words I wish I could say Hands still shaking As I continue to write Scribbled letters Of black and white Eager to tell you How I feel Wishing I could prove My love is real

Feelings Hurt :(
i met this girl in Hutch, Kansas, i fell in love with her and she CRUSHED my feelings, she has a man the whole time (even tho she told me she loved me with her whole heart)..LIEING BITCH!!!!!!!

Feeling The Pain Of A Heart Break
i thought it was forever i know you thought so too you said your feelings had changed there was nothing i could do it was hard to say goodbye not to the memories we shared but to the love and happiness and the way that you cared months have passed by and i still feel the same way i'm broken and confused why didn't you just stay? the answer to that question i know very so well but i can't yet accept it i just wanna hide in my shell for all the tears i cry are wishing you were with me i'm still in love with you and always will be

Feeling Better, Found My Peace
I found my peace while in the mountains of NC. And I thank God nightly for the men and women fighting so that I may have that peace. One day it was 95 with very high humidity. And I feel lousy...it's too hot. And stupid as it may sound, it hit me...this is nothing compared to what they suffer through daily over in Iraq and Afghanistan (and all of the other war torn areas we try to save). And the heat didn't feel as intense...and I stopped feeling sorry for myself...and started feeling for the soldiers who feel real hardship and life-threatening danger. So again, please join me in praying for those who protect us. Thanks for reading my ramblings...be well.

Feelin' Mad Catwoman-y!
Last Friday I had lunch plans with my mum 4 noon... Did my random errand-ish blah, cleaned up, showered and changed. Was wicked giddy about the sunshiney goodness and smiled crooked as I slammed the front door behind me... turning slowly realized that my car/house etc keys were hanging from the Winnie the Pooh rack INSIDE. Blah! Ran around frantically checking all the 1st floor windows and doors. Of course all were lowered and locked. (insert GRR here) Scoured the yard and came up with a plan- 3 air conditioners, 10 masonry slabs, and a above ground pool ladder all facilitated my clambering onto the roof and ninja rolling to to slightly ajar 2nd floor bedroom window. Yay breaking into my own house by means of transcending my uber clumsiness :) After snaking through the 1/2 window I lay on the soft cream shag and just giggled.

Feel Like A Women
As a plane passed through a severe storm, the turbulence was awful, and things went from bad to worse when one wing was struck by lightning. One woman lost it completely. She stood up in the front of the plane and screamed, "I'm too young to die," she cried. Then she yelled, "If I'm going to die, I want my last minutes on earth to be memorable! Is there anyone on this plane who can make me feel like a woman?" For a moment, there was silence. Everyone stared at the desperate woman in the front of the plane. Then a man from Indiana stood up in the rear of the plane. He was handsome, tall, well built, with dark brown hair and hazel eyes. Slowly, he started to walk up the aisle, unbuttoning his shirt as he went, one button at a time. No one moved. He removed his shirt. Muscles rippled across his chest. She gasped... Then, he spoke... "Iron this -- and then get me a beer

Feelings
Thinking of you More often each day My feelings are true And I just want to say I know thing have been tense But in time they'll get better We'er not tolally different But not birds of a feather You like to dance I like to shoot pool When it comes to romance Ifeel like a fool What I think is right Is not always so What i think you'd like Is for me to show A bit more respect Alittle more trust It won't make things perfect But i think it's a must The night we first met And i looked in your eye's I started to sweat And to my surprise As time went on And the closer we grew With feelings so strong Someday I'll say I LOVE YOU Now with that in mind And your love in retrun We're two of kind Where love is concerned Christina

Feeling Like...
What happens today? haha I dont really care, it's pretty boring right now but keeping busy with everyone on here lol commenting and viewing my profile...jeez tryna keep up you guys :S hehe what else..ohh tryna figure out what I wanna do with today haha other than try to attemp to clean up, holy what a sentence... sposta be doing a lot today but I decided midas well just be lazy before work on monday :P hehe...what else...? I dunno...haha what else to say for today..update again another day

Feeling Helpless
feeling totally helpless with no where to turn. one of my very good friends jus got ahold of me and informed me of something that i can do nothing about to fix it. my prayers and tears are with this person u better pull thru i need u. u r one of my best friends

Feelings
Ok so alot of has been going on in my life. I'm getting divorced. My soon to be ex husband has stolen my other account. He is trying to make me feel like I'm a low person. haha and he's already told me I'm too stupid to go to college. So a lot is going on with me. Just trying to get ready for college so I can study Criminal Justice and be a Police Officer. But I just wanted to thank everyone for adding me and you know being there for me through everything. I'm getting ready on the 4th of July to drive up to Illinois for my best friends wedding that I'm going to be in so I'm ready for that. but yeah ok well I'm done with this for now.

Feelings Of Nothing
There is nothing There is no heart No being broken Or tearing apart There is no pain There is no life There is no comfort There is no knife Grey surrounds Dark has fled Light is shinning But I still feel dead My emotions have drifted Into the air I walk without feeling I walk without care Is this good? Or is it bad? Is it a dream? Have I gone mad? Is it better to feel pain Than anything at all? Is it better to stay still Or just accept a fall? There is no tears Only a blank stare There is no happiness And I do not care...

Feeling Out Of It
First, I just want to say I'm sorry for not doing much on rating or commenting as of late. Lately, when I get on site, the feeling of 'why bother?', 'what's the point?' and 'who really cares?' comes over me. I know part of it is because I haven't been feeling well and I'm feeling down. It could also be from tapping the energy of the Full Moon for the first time and it's just a form of 'let down'. But most of this has been ongoing for a while before that. I'll try to catch up as soon as I can shake this (I hope soon). By now, you all will have noticed that I have taken my sort of nsfw pic of me out of my albums. I got tired of guys asking if they can see it (many without even rating me first) or asking to be on my family list when they find out that only 'family' can see it. Sorry, but I'm at my limit for adding more family and I'm not going to add anyone to the list just so they can see a stupid pic! That's not what the family list is for. At least, for me it isn't. The people on

Feelings Left Behind
Feelings left behind - or are they? They stay like a bad memory only to come up at what it seems to be a very bad time - the thought that never goes away. Feelings that you try to push away out of heart and mind but only to find you feel and think about them more. People come in to your life for a reason but when they break your heart like a dropping a glass on the floor, your left holding all the small peices to try and put back together. It never fully gets put back together and sometimes changes shape making an ugly figure that doesnt even resemble what you started with and always missing peices. Never whole again. Wishing you could go back in time before it was broken to stop it from happening. Feelings that change a person forever. Something that is not easily forgoten as much as you want to forget it. Finding that one special person you want to stay with only to get shattered like the glass. Months even years go by and you can not forget. You cant forget the touch, the smell or t

Feeling
So lost inside, I can't seem to find the right path to walk. The only one I can find is the dark and lonely. It's so obvious in my head, but my actions never follow what I feel. I can feel the darkness and fire in my eyes when I look into myself in the mirror. I left a hole where my heart should be. Is it finally over? Have I sacrificed who I am to show you what you want to see? What did you want to see? I've shown you so much, and then you threw it all away. Now I am left alone. These feelings are all now left in vain, everything I have ever done for them all will all be forgotten. Lonliness has never betrayed me, I became the path I chose

Feel Like Im Falling
SOME THINGS U JUST HAVE TO WRITE THE SHIT GOING ON IN UR HEAD.. FOR ME.. IM ALL KINDS OF FUCKED UP.. IM DIVORCING MY EX.. HE IS SO NOT MAKING THIS EASY FOR ME TO LIKE HIM STILL.. HE IS NOT HELPING MUCH.. AN YEA THAT BITS. WE WHERE TOGETHER FOR 10 YEARS THIS JULY 5TH.. YEAP TOMORROW.. HURTS A LITTLE.. BEEN TOGETHER FOR SO LONG.. LOKING BACK I KNOW AND HE KNOWS WE JUST FUCKED UP ALOT.. I WAS TREADED GOOD SOME TIMES.. BUT THE REST MADE ME FEEL AS IF I WAS NOT GOOD ENOUGH.. ITS SOMETHING I HAVE ALWAYS HEARD MY WHOLE LIFE.. AN IM SICK OF IT.. RIGHT NOW I WORK ALL THE TIME IT SEEMS. AN I HAVE LESS TIME TO SPEND WITH MY KIDS.. THAT I REALLY FUCKING MISS.. MY MOM HELPS ME WITH THEM. BUT TELLS ME ALL THE TIME HOW IM FUCKING UP AS A MOM.. SHE WAS THE WORSE MOM I COULD HAVE EVER HAD.. BUT ANY WAYS.. THERE IS ALOT OF PAIN.. AN THE TWO THINGS THAT MAKE ME FORGET THE WORLD.. I CANT BE WTIH.. I DONT SEE MY KIDS THAT MUCH CAUSE IM ON THE ROAD. AN WHEN IM HOME WE PLAY THEN TAKE BATHS AND GO TO BED.. AN

Feelings
I feel so alone sometimes even in a room full of people. I sometimes wish that I could just disappear. I don't understand why I feel this way it just happens and seems to happen a lot more often then usual. I wish when I felt this way I was dreaming instead. I am sick of feeling this way all the time.

Feeling Betrayed
I am one of those people who lays all their cards on the table, take it or leave it, that's how I am. When I put trust in someone, I trust a lot. I don't expect that trust to be broken, nor do I expect omissions of things. That is a breech of trust in my book. When I trust someone so deeply, that I tell them things that I have NEVER told anyone, not even my life partner, you would think they would understand the scope of emotion I have for them. You would think they would not take my trust for granted, or expect that it be given, as it is earned in my book. When a breech of trust happens, how do you get it back? It was not necessarily a lie, but an omission of a specific fact, one that I was told about, but not to the degree, and that part was omitted. Submissive does not equal slave.They are completely different, and being a slave requires a much higher level of trust and devotion, than submissive. I feel crushed. I feel like my heart has been broken, my trust was tak

Feel Like Shit
So I"m going to go pretty soon cause apparently the soup did not do the trick for healing me I feel just awful and will be headed home in about 15 minutes. aurgh lets hope I am able to make it home with out puking cause I swear its coming on

Feeling Mushy
“Untitled” I had closed the door upon my heart and wouldn’t let anyone in I had trusted and loved only to be hurt, but that would never happen again I had locked the door and tossed the key as hard and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again. My heart was closed for good, then you came into my life and made me change My life, just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That’s when you held out your hand and proved me wrong. Because inside your hand was the key to my heart, You had it all along.

Feel Like Making Luv................to You
The distant chatter rang in his ear as he awaited the the moment of truth , the cold one that he sipped from his right hand while gently peeling the named label off its front. The sound of the song played upon the gathering of people mingling in the restaurant... The tune that reminded him of his youth that swayed young lovers as well as old .......... While across the room from into the shadows of the fading sun in she walked. It was almost like the parting of the sea as the room expanded upon her entrance, his eyes were on her graceful approach that he had experienced the first time their eyes had met. Lovers at once, only slightly shifted in time to this day at this hour. The smile was the same, ever so bright as was the warmness of her kiss upon his lips ...as she partook the taste of his leftover ale. Standing alone at the long standing oak room bar they reminisced about the passing time since they had been apart..... From that first encounter indulging each other between

Feelings
Should love feel like your heart is going to burst??? I clove my husband more then anything in the world and yet I do not see him very much!!! I would give up the world for him!!! He always tells me Im beautiful, im the best thing that ever happened to him, and he would die for me!!! He give me everything I could ask for.... It jus hurts cuz he is gone alot not beacuse he is in the army or wit hiz homeboyz its cuz he is locked up!!! I jus wish I could see him all the time cuz i miss him so much and its hard to sleep at night...Everyone tells me it is goin to be fine but I get so upset cuz I never get to see him...Like i said before I would do anything for him!!!

Feeling Stuck?
Find a piece of your life and completely redo it. Seriously... If you know me at all, you know that writing music has been sucking up most of my time lately; outside of work anyway. While I can sit on a park bench and write on staff paper and get close to what I hear in my head, I would rather just record direct to 'tape' and get the ideas down as quickly as I can, massaging them as I go. That has been working alright if I was playing piano, but anything else was like doing a gymnastics floor exercise because of the way my studio had been setup till now... Hehehe…so move a couple of things to make it easier… Yeah...great idea...just move a few things around...BAH!!!... Once I got started and the ADD acted up a bit, I wound up completely packing up the whole room, moving it all outside and then bringing it back in piece by piece...Followed by unpacking and reconnecting everything. All of this with just being able to record by myself in mind; no matter the instru

Feelings
I have come up with some songs that fit the way I am feeling right now. All are on my playlist. Broken -- Seether, Cold -- Crossfade, and So Far Away -- Crossfade. The emptiness has yet to take over but its heading that way. My birthday is getting closer and its kind of depressing. I have no one to spend my birthday with, no one to celebrate with. Depression is a shitty reality that must be faced. Your horoscope - Today, July 8, 2007 Boy, your life seems seriously out of balance, doesn't it Joni. Today provides an opportunity to rethink what is truly important to you. It is likely that the cause of all this stress can be eliminated when viewed through a different lens. Your Lovescope - Today, July 8, 2007 Today's celestial energy encourages you to put your worries behind you and to get out and socialize with others. You have a lot to gain, and even though it may not lead to a wonderful romance, you will find that you get to meet a certain person who could become a very

Feeling The Blues :(
are these tears rolling down my face from happiness, sadness or dispair... and you maybe wondering what put it there. there are so many emotions flowing through like a river, one at a time or all at once. you can be happy one minute sad the next. lonley, depressed, at a total loss! something happened to me that has made me think... am i pretty enough? am I boring? do I have a good personality? a sense of humor? all the things I thought I once had I guess you never really know about a person... what they are feeling and thinking! Im thinking does he like me or not? sure people tell me Im pretty all the time, but are they just being polite or really mean it! I guess Im at a one time low, I just feel like Im not good enough, worthless, but Im just being self concious, its a bad day maybe tomorrow will be better...

Feelings Rehashed And Rethought
When you are giving medication there's this formula you use. The short of it is desired over given. It's a fairly simple formula. What you desire over what you are given. It sounds so great that it should apply to all things like life. Wouldn't that be great? Perhaps it wouldn't be. We all know that is not how life is. You take what you can get when you can get it. Sometimes it's exactly what you wanted and other times it will have to do. Then again sometimes when you get exactly what you wanted it isn't exactly what you thought it would be. Desire is a treacherous human emotion. It drives us to do what we would normally not do. We cannot reason nor can we rein in desire. It is a wild beast within us that can never be broken. We like to think or rather we like to 'believe' in the illusion that we can control our desires but we cannot. We all at one time have wanted someone we cannot have. Wanted someone who was not good for us. Desire is a strange creature

Feeling Sorry For Myself
It absolutely amazes me, that someone can be so all about you, then, just not.... How the hell is that possible? Family, friends, and (for a lack of a better way to say it) prospects. I get so drained by USERS. I have such a honest and caring heart, people take advantage of me all the time. Tomorrow is my birthday. All these people who have called themselves my friends....... Not a one of them has asked me what I am doing for my birthday, or offered/invited me any where. Don't get me wrong, I really don't expect anyone to, but no phone call, or even an email. I am just tired of being there for people who will not be there for me. Ok maybe I should get off my pitty pot now..........

Feeling Blue
sometimes the loneliness is absolutely unbearable, why is that? why am I so lonely? I sit here in one hell of a slump. No matter how many friends I have to cheer me or my children that love me just because I am their mother. I have so many great friends, so why am I lonely? I can be surrounded by people and feel completely alone. Is this normal? Do other people feel as I do? what is it that I am missing? perhaps I will get out of this funk I am in...until then I am blue.

Feeling Of Life
the feeling of life of a moving race now set in motion. feeling the world move for what it is. seeing feeling how good it can feel with the motion on the roll again with it all for a new set of life. for this is the mind that feels none. life witha new look to it with a new bright way

Feel It?
i can not be forsaken for im already dead. must me hide from everyone? show your feats to me show me everything fear nothing. tell me what i want to hear. pain hurts life heals forget the past it kills. feelings seperess the heart when the ming aches. kill me softly for my body wants to hurt no more. im all dressed up and ready to play. feel the air. is it you? is it the way i like the moving breeze of it? its the water rushing out of us to trfresh the body to keep us aware we still are moving on.

Feeling Today
Not my own...but never better said Category: Religion and Philosophy "Hurt" I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way 10:34 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Feel The Power, Taste The Power
that stupid Caitlin bitch. Veronica was the one who had it right.fuck Blowjobs aren't just blowjobs. They equal something much better than a marriage proposal from an Asian design major. They equal power. Don't let the subservient position of being on your knees fool you, it is the woman over who has the power in this little match-up. It is the woman who can be fully clothed, the woman who can control the pleasure or pain that is received, the woman who is driving the car. It is the man who is exposed, who is vulnerable, who is letting his guard down. My very first sexual encounter was a blowjob. It was with the boy who had lived across the street from me as we were growing up, the one I rode bikes with and played "tennis" in the middle of the road with until the street lights came on. I was 14 and we were returning from the late showing on the opening night of "Bill and Ted's excellent Adventure." There were visions of a young Keanu Reeves dancing around in my head, what can

Feelings
I felt as though I was giving a gift, a blessing and I wanted to keep it fresh and beautiful...not the outside..but the inside too. And the longer time when on, the more it seemed as though I could not provide what my gift wanted. Indeed, I saw that not only was I not nourishing, but that when I attempted to, I evaporated into nothingness..as though I never was...I began to see this gift was more than a gift...she was an extension of myselff..a beautiful one..inside and out...and nourishment meant to let her grow and experience, be it pain, heartache,or happiness. That is nourishmen. When I was trying to nourish, I was evaporating her soul...so now I nourish both of us and we experience the LIFE we live together.

#2...feeling Very Hot...mmm...
I would love to lick the precum off the head of your cock, and push my tongue against your rock hard cock all the way down to your balls.....licking your balls, and then gently sucking them one at a time into my hot moist mouth....as I reach up and take your cock into my hand and start jerking you off as I am sucking your balls.... and as you play with my nipples, they go hard and long....I start to moan, and I deeply sigh still sucking and jerking....you take me by my face and make me stop, and u pull me up to you and kiss me oh so hard but passionately....I let a moan out wanting u to fuck me, but you have more and better plans for me.... u are still kissing me and playing with my nipples, and you move down to my neck, kissing and licking...u reach my nipples and start to lick and suck on one, and I take a deep breath in, ummm...it's such a turn on for me to have my nipples played with and you knows this...u take my other breast and u take both nipples into your mouth and suck

Feelings
How do I tell you how I feel about you When everytime i think of you my body shakes everytime i see you my knees grow weak and everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end. When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there everytime i see you smile my heart melts and every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end. I've tried somehow to say: you're the sun that lights up my sky the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high I want so much to tell you: that without you with me each day my day isn't complete that since day one I've always wanted to be with you that no matter what's going on in my life you're the reason there's a smile on my face and that loving you seems to be all I need to know. I wish to tell you that I'm beginning to love you more with each passing of the day and that I want to be with you come whatever may.

Feeling The Sorrow
Feeling the sorrow We try to be strong see loss as a new beginning instead of an ending a reason for living a deeper meaning In lonely hours if the tears devour know you're surrounded by the highest powers and may those tears of sorrow turn into tears of joy at the remembrance of life

Feeling Sick & Ran Down
WELL EVERYONE I DONT KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME ,BUT I'M NOT FEELING GOOD TODAY. I FEEL REALLY SICK & RAN DOWN FOR SOME REASON....SO I THINK I'M GONNA MAKE IT A EARLY NIGHT & HOPEFULLY I'LL FEEL BETTER TOMORROW. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD NIGHT ERIKA

Feeling Better-thanks To All My Friends
Although, feeling better is great, the bruises are still a bit hideous. The overexposure to sleep and painkillers has been giving me nightmares. 1 year out of 9 in the military brought me to Iraq, the only source of these nightmares. Good night sleepytown!!

Feeling Good
I feel good tonight. It's not too hot, i'm guzzling coffe, and i just feel really good. Happy, playful. Life is good right now. Hope it lasts. I really feel that my love life is finally coming together, i'm so in love!!!!! It's a good night to be me!!!!!

Feel Like Hiding!
Do you ever feel like you could hide somewhere and hope to God no one finds you? for the past 2 mnths now i've felt like that. I've gotten over the shock of getting my sisters' daughter who's 2 yrs old. She come to live with us around the first of the year. Now i've taken care of children before that wasn't the problem. Before i could always hand them back to their mother but this time was different.She would be here for a long time!No giving her back in a few days when her mom finally strolled her ass through the door. I feel for the girls. See she has two other daughters who live with other family members but it breaks my heart to know that she could care less. Fuckin bitch!All i pray for is that she finally wakes up one morning and realizes what she's missing! I don't have any children,but don't they come first in your life? Anyway to get back to what i was saying. a couple of mnths ago around mine and my brothers birthday we went out to a local bar to celebrate! he left sometime a

Feeling Better
BOY DAYS SEEM TO BE RUNNING BY.. I FINALLY DONT COUGH MUCH AND CAN SLEEP MUCH BETTER.. UNLESS I GET HOT FLASHES..LOL NOW THATS SOMETHING I CANT DO MUCH ABOUT.. BUT I DONT SEEM TO HAVE A LOT OF TIME ONLINE I AM MOSTLY AT MY DAUGHTERS SWIMING OR SOMETHING WITH GRANDKIDS.. BUT SOON THEY WILL BE OFF TO SCHOOL AND HAVE MORE TIME HERE.. JUST REMMBER I DO CARE.. SO KEEP IN TOUCH AND I WILL TOO AS MUCH AS I CAN.. I TRY TO GET TO EVERYONES PAGE BUT AS YOU ALL KNOW ALWAYS TAKES A LOT OF TIME .,. HAVE A WONDERFUL *HUMP* DAY.. HUGSS AND LOVE TO ALL GERI

Feelings
I sometimes wonder just how many feelings we go through in just one day. So many fellings that never go away, this rollercoaster called life can deal so many feelings our way. The hurt and pain, will I ever love again. Look there you are , please speak to me again, any second now they will say hello, why oh why did you have to go. For just one moment to be alone, Just us two, theres no one else at home, rushing here, rushing there, no time to talk now, Give me a while and then I will be free, then nothing. Dejection, rejection,down into the depths I go once more. Then there it is, hello how are you and how was your day, all the hurt starts to go away. How long will it be this time five minutes or will it be ten and then you will go once again. Long days and longer nights til we speak again, or shall we just sit waiting......while else where the attention is grabbed, so much going on but nothing really matters.....game or real.. I look at you

Feelings...
You came into my world And took me away The words you said to me You seem so true I actually began to believe it all to be true Amazingly enough You ripped the happiness right out from me under me I made you my everything Silly me.. I thought i was yours also I wanna scream I wanna cry I cant keep all this inside Anymore Its making me mad Crazy Just plain pissed off You hurt me bad And now i remember why I didnt wanna fall for you I trusted you And would have done anything To make you smile So why the hell Do u wanna make me cry Why do i even still care When You don't even notice me Anymore

Feelings
by Rebecca What is it, to be happy? what is it, to be loved? what I wish for is the world to be like you sweet, gentle, caring and true what I want is to feel like I'm floating floating on air and through the clouds and the only place I disire, is a place that contains you I'd trade the wolde world just to see you smile again a trip to paris, the leaning tower Hawaii, London or France the world is a place where dreams are born but I'd trade it all just for another day with you the summer was a long time just enough to remember your face listening to your voice was like walking on water it made me powerful to love someone like you someone like you made the world seem like a dream all I ever wanted was to be with you you only get one true love and my one true love is you

Feel Free... (help Yourself..)
I write what I feel sometimes.. A lot of my Poetry is Dark, with Angry overtones to them..However, if you see something you like, feel free to right-click/copy it if it appeals to you..Some of you have left me the kindest most awesome comments regarding my writings and that's awesome to me,especially because I'm not a professional writer/Poet.. So feel free to help yourself,I must have about a dozen or so on here.. take care people.. ]>-)>

Feeling Rather Blue
I am kinda down in the dumps today. I was thinking on my way home from work this evening on my life and what I have accomplished. In some aspects it's great. I have a great job, I have money to pay my expenses, I have a car, and recently I purchased a new home. What more can I ask for? Well, a lover would be nice. I just don't understand why I don't have one. Am I too ugly? Do I deserve to have one? Am I too strong and independent? I feel like I am a good person. I try and to the right thing. I am compassionate towards my fellow man and woman, I am kind to animals. I try and help out when I can to those less fortunate, but in the end it's ME who gets dumped on. What I have done to deserve this? I would love to find the right man to share my life with. I'm not asking for much. Sorry to vent like this, just feeling a little lonely right now.

Feelings
I've spoken for the wounded, the broken glass on the floor. A shattered face, tears of blood stained in the bathroom sink. It's the American way. Fly your flag with patriotic faces painted in red, white, and blue. I'll stand down putting the bars on my window protecting my assets while you fight cowardly about yours.

Feel Free To Snag/rip!!!! :)
Just lettin ya'll know you can snag/Rip and pics you like in my Albums.. You don't have to ask... I am just a person who always asks ppl before I snag and or RIPS some of their pics....Ask anyone.. :) Even when they says I don't have to ask.. LMAO!!!! I always send a SHOUT over to the other person and ask them.. hehhe.. :0) I know Im a PooteyHead!!!!! LMAO!!! Im just respectful of others property.... :)All I ask is PLEASE PLEASE.. ........................................ ...............DO NOT DO NOT SNAG/RIP/STEAL/RIGHT CLICK/SAVE AS etc. ON MY PERSONAL PICS/PICS OF ME/ OR /NSFW PICS OF ME.................... THATS ALL I ASK.. WHICH IS VERY LITTLE....................................................... Now back to our regularly scheduled program..... LMFAO!!!! :)

Feelings
I read peoples blogs about wanting to be normal and live the life they see around them, Heck What is Normal? Normal for me is different then normal for you, you are what you are and instead of trying to find a "Normal" life just try to pusue peace and happiness. i have learned there is no normalness just life, make the most of it enjoy the things that make you happy, you make think a life with someone will make you happy but be careful of what you wish for. Someone may enter your life that shares the same things you hold dear but then again it may not happen. You have to be happy and seek this happiness wherever you may find it just try not to step on others as you travel this life. Look for the simple things in life for they will make you the happyest and you don't even know it. As log as you wake every morn to the new day there is something to be happy about to start your day

Feel Your Heart Beat
tender is your touch, that i want so much, to feel your heart beat, would be so sweet, you rubbing my chest, would feel the best, as our bodies intertwine, you will feel devine, ill make your heart race, when i bring you to that place, and that time, knowing that you will be mine, will you stay true, so i dont loose you, for if you cheet on me, you will see, the person leaving will be me, if you can stay true, ill always be there for you, to stand at your side, never to hide, to respect and care, to show you you are a dear, to honor and love, never to push or shove, to remain true, to no-one but you, this is how i am, so i wait for the day, when someone will say, i want you with me to stay, to hold me every day, to love me in every way.................

Feelings
Sitting tryin to think, visions of you make me weep. Watching you hurting all alone, all i can do is be on the phone. Listening to you cry in my ear, wanting to hold you near . Not knowing where thing are going, yet the emotions are flowing. Wanting to be with you through it all, not wanting to watch you fall.

Feelin Better!
Well, my handsome son called yesterday!! It's about time! He is doing well, very ready to come home. He went through the gas chamber without any problems, and has been doing a lot of marksmanship exercise. Surprisingly enough he is one of the oldest in his platoon, even though he is only 19! This is very frustrating for him as he has never been young minded, and has always been around older people. The others are acting their age unfortunately and the e rest of them are paying for it! Sucks but I understand the reasoning. Thank God it's almost over, I can't wait for him to come home!!!!

Feeling Crushed
Today has been another Emotional drainning day... Woke up this morning.. Realizing im totally out of smokes and payday ain't until wendsday! . Try9ing to deal with Panic attacks from being out of nicotine.. Then about 11 this morning i got a call from my sister letting me know that our dog was real sick and she wasn't sure he was going to make it through the day...(He was neglected very badly from his past owners) I wont say who. But they are apart of my family.. Ive known this dog since he was a puppy.. He was 5 years old.. Well I rushed over to grandmas house which is about 2 blocks away.. Took one look at the pup and realized he wouldn't even make it through the hour.. His gums where white as snow and his temperature dropped like crazzy.. He was SOOO COLD!! Well i put the dog and my sister in the back of my Truck and rushed him to the Vet which is usually about 15 min away.. I haled ass ( 62 in a 35.. Lets just say it took me about 5 min but felt like 20... Once we got to the Vet I

Feels So Right - Alabama
Whisper to me softly three words upon my skin. No ones near and listenin, so please dont say goodbye. Just hold me close and love me. Press your lips to mine. Mm, feels so right, feels so right. Lying here beside you, I hear the echoes of your sighs. Promise me youll stay with me and keep warm tonight. So hold me close and love me. Give my heart a smile. Mm, feels so right, feels so right. Your body feels so gentle and my passion rises high. Youre lovin me so easy. Your wish is my command. Just hold me close and love me. Tell me it wont end. Mm, feels so right, feels so right, feels so right. Aw, you feel so right baby.

Feeling Evil
Evil on a night like this Evil tasting like a twisted wish Evil paralized upon the ground Evil tates the tears of fear Evil tainted sounds of cheer Evil dripping down; your blood of hate Evil tearing down your helpless fate Evil swears that by the night's end Evil won't say it was all pretend Evil because Death will follow you Evil until full content Evil pleasured to full extent

Feelins 4 Sum 1
There's something stirring within me Like the aquatic waves during a winter's storm Something so irresistible and addicting in between a dream and reality I am torn You say you care and you have mad respect That the vibe between us is like no other Then please tell me why your actions prove different and tell me when "Lies" and "Deceit" became characteristics of a lover My feelings for you are genuine and true just as the sun rises and sets in the day and evening and the land and sky meet All I am is honest with you With your feelings do not be discreet Patience is a virtue and I must say I display it well When will we be on the same page of love? I guess time will have to tell All I ask is for your honesty Look me in the eye and express the truth Do you get butterflies in your stomach and for a quick moment regress back to your youth? My emotions feel like they have gone to waste and have been disregarded I am deserving

Feel
Let me feel you taste me With the tip of your tongue As you creep up my thighs While the night is still young Let me feel you dip in my juice While caressing my clit Let me feel you as you lap my sweet walls As you plunge in a bit Let me feel you turn up the heat And arouse my desire As you soak in my hole Of hot liquid fire Let me feel you butter my lips As I quiver and sigh From my sexual high Let me feel you climb up on me As you thrust yourself all in me Let me feel all of you and All the desires that run thru you

Feelin Out Of Sorts.
Not sure why. A bit....disoriented. It's quiet here. Cats are fed. Can't quite put my finger on it. Maybe it will pass. Maybe not. Either way, sleep will come. A new day happens. Dammit Did I feed the cats? ???

Feeling That Sucking Delight
You know it when they do it right! Pull the skin back off the top, your heavy, meaty lolli-pop. Caress my nuts between my thighs and use your tongue to gauge my size. Lick my cock from balls to glans, weigh my nuts with both your hands. Accept my cock between your lips, take it down as I thrust my hips. Feel it throb with a life of its own, I hold your head as I ram it home. The swollen head, the bulging veins, the power that your mouth contains. Deep throat it as far as you can, your lips stretched across its span. You raise your face and our eyes meet, you know you're giving me a treat! I am in heaven but I want more, you are my lover, my slut, my whore! You feel my thrusting start to quicken, my nuts raise and my shaft thicken. My cock is swollen, shiney and wet, it's a blow job I won't forget! My heart races, my breathing is shallow, what will you do, spit or swallow? A few more thrusts and then I'm done, your mouth, your face, al

Feelings
I love you more than words can say I hope you will never ever go away. I hope you will stay here with me maybe then you will see how much I love you how much I care & how much I want to always be there when you are hurt, when you are sad. seeing you happy makes me glad. when you are mad, it makes me blue I only want the best for you. my past relationships are nothing compared to this I can hardly wait till our next kiss. I am certain, I am sure that my love for you is totally pure. you are my world, you are my life maybe one day I will be your wife. I do not know if it will last that long but in my heart you will always belong. I do not know if we are to be wed only God knows what lies ahead but as of right now I give you this vow I will love you for the rest of time on me, you do not have to spend a dime I do not care about the money & no I am not trying to be funny! I am being serious so do not think that I am delirious. I do n

Feeling Hopeless
My 17yr old has been running around treating me like crap and showing no respect and destroying my property which I do rent and now have to pay a plumber cause they had to clean the outside vent pipes out, and when I tried to descipline him he runs away from home...Today he came and picked up his clothes and told the police all kinds of lies about me that could get me into alot of trouble.. So if anyone wonders where I had been all weekend that is what has been going on.. Been too upset and had been keeping physically busy to keep mind off of things here..

Feeling
CHERISH LYRICS "Unappreciated" [Chorus:] I'm feeling really unappreciated. Your takin` my love for granted, babe. and I don't know how much more, I can take from you. You don't do the things you use to do. You don't even say I love you too. And lately I've been feeling, Feeling unappreciated. [Verse 1:] Woke up this morning and saw your face And you didn't look the same as yesterday. I got the feeling that you can't seem to see, Where you want to be. And lately it ain't been the same at all. When you're here its like I'm invisible I still can't seem to see where I went wrong. Cause I'm feeling [Chorus:] I'm feeling really unappreciated. Your takin` my love for granted, babe. and I don't know how much more, I can take from you. You don't do the things you use to do. You don't even say I love you too. And lately I've been feeling, Feeling unappreciated. [Verse 2:] Lately our house is not a home You come in, take a shower and then say I'm g

Feeling Frisky...lol
Well, I am glad to have the friends I have. I have been lied to so much lately it's making me crazy. I am bored right now. Anyone want to do my homework for me..lol It's really easy. *chokes* He has moved out! YIPPEE!!! We started to be friends but it didn't turn out that way. Oh well...lol I am glad to have my freedom back again. So are my kids. They really didn't like him at all. I didn't realize how much and I think the kids opinion is very important. Have you all looked at my new pics? I hope you do. I think you will really like them and if you could comment on them I would appreciate knowing how you feel about them. It took a lot for me to put them on there. *blushes* I want a man to cuddle with and have 3somes with and stuff. I miss the fun of sex. Ya know what I mean?

Feelings
Feelings by Emma I can't describe my feelings for you, but there's more than 'just a few' without you in my life i don't know what i would do, maybe something that would make my whole body blue, although i am scared of dying, so there's no point in lying. The cuts all down my left arm symbolise, the pain and hurt i feel inside, when we kiss, it's like this, it's like a firework shooting through my body igniting every nerve on the way, it's a feeling i wish would never go away, and stay with me every f****** day, you really mean the world to me, and everyone says we are meant to be, so please just give me a clear sign, because i don't know whether you want to be mine or you want to decline

Feeling Sad Tonight.
My ex made me cry, something i didn't want to do, i mean that proves i still have feeling for him, doesn't it? It gives him the power over me that i don't want him to have. But that's not what i'm upset about, it's the fact that he pushed all the right buttons, said all the right things, knew how to make me feel bad. Now i can't get over it, guess i'll just get drunk tonight, it won't change anything but i'll feel better for awhile. Damn him anyway!

Feeling Old Yet?
>1967 vs 2007 >This is being sent only to those whose level of maturity qualifies them to >relate to it... > >1967: Long hair >2007: Longing for hair > >1967: KEG >2007: EKG > >1967: Acid rock >2007: Acid reflux > >1967: Moving to California because it's cool >2007: Moving to Arizona because it's warm > >1967: Trying to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 2007: Trying NOT to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor > >1967: Seeds and stems >2007: Roughage > >1967: Hoping for a BMW >2007: Hoping for a BM > >1967: Going to a new, hip joint >2007: Receiving a new hip joint > >1967: Rolling Stones >2007: Kidney Stones > >1967: Being called into the principal's office >2007: Calling the principal's office >1967: Disco >2007: Costco >1967: Parents begging you to get your hair cut >2007: Children begging you to get their heads shaved >1967: Passing the drivers' test >2007: Passing the vision test >1967: Whatever >2007: Depends >

Feeling Strange...
So I got my eyes dilated this morning for the first time ever!!! And man am I still feeling it! I feel so strange and better yet... I drove to work!!!! LOLOLOL Loving the new shades I got...

Feeling It Comeing
we've had a short summer, here in montana. its not quite over, yet, but i can feel it. the nights are getting longer, colder, the days cooling off. and my heart waits, almost impatently, for the first gentle falling of snow. yearning for the muffled quiet and slow pace it will bring. a repreive from fathers demanding schedual. oh, goddess, bring it closer!

Feelings
I'm sitting here thinking of you once again My mind is running circles And I don't know why I try to ignore it Try to push you out You come back stronger I hear you call my name The words you say They echo in my head I smile and wonder If any of this is true Somethings that you say They make me cry inside I then want to run to you And hear it's okay So here is the question What am I to do When your in my head every second And I still don't know what to think

A Feel In Pain........
Into the valley of the darkness is where my mind shall wander, beneath the rocks of sorrow I shall sit. Take into the counts of life and of hate and wonder how both can be granted into the human soul. Holding forth the knife of reason and wonder and ponder as to what this life has indeed become. Breathing in the soiled air and taking the poison into the depth of my thoughts. Shall I let it take over my body? I ask myself this question most frequently. It is as to my thoughts alone I shall answer it. It was never to long ago, I tell my self aloud, for it just seems as yesterday. I sat there and let you abuse the only sanity I had in my very mind. I let you into my mind and you forced into my soul. I never did forget the pain that you pushed upon me, yet I wanted to feel the wrath within me let free. Could it been that your evilness was passed into me? Could it be that I was looking into the eyes of the devil himself? I never would know that true answer, but I knew I couldn’t be wrong.

Feeling
Today when it was raining, I was thinking about you. Standing in that lovely weather, Feeling the rain upon my skin, and Its touch deep within my heart... ...I realised, how lonely i was, With everybody and without YOU. Yes, it does make a difference Whenever you are not around, Even the season I like, The rain i love, Seems, has lost its charm, Without YOU... ...just like that darling Standing in the rain, with My eyes filled with its drops, I came to know, How much ALONE I was, WITHOUT YOU...!!

Feeling Great
As everyone knows by now, I have been working 2 jobs the past month, and have recently added the gym into my regular routine. I am feeling really good about myself, my goals and even feeling much better than I ever expected I could doing so much. I love how it feels to be getting something done and to feel good physically and wonder even now how much it will actually take to slow me down. I am actually planning to hit the tavern after I get off Saturday night for some pool and dancing. Is there anyone out there who would like to try and keep up? hehehe, I have other areas I need to use this energy too. lol

Feelings
Feelings are everywhere Everyone has feelings a human,a kitten,a dog,a cat, when in hurt and sorrow when in fear you have feelings towards everything on this so called Planet earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~ written by Raina kinky lil sex kitten *~*~*~*~*~*~

Feel The Burn
Ingredients: * Layer 1/2 oz Kahlua * 1/2 oz Bailey's irish cream * 1/2 oz Ouzo * 1/2 oz Wild Turkey * 1/2 oz Bacardi 151 proof rum Mixing instructions: Layer all ingredients and light on fire to warm. Blow out flame and drink in one gulp.

Feeling Blogged Down?
Recent update 8-26-07 And once again....here's Taer! So its time once more for a basic update on my life. Work has been completely slow over the last week, thankfully through wise spending choices I have my rent paid a month in advanced. Today and yesterday I worked for our company's general manager pulling weeds at her home for $10 an hour cash, compared to the casino's property (which usually takes me over a week to de-weed) this was as good as easy money. I got some reachargable batteries for my digicam so you can expect to see some new pics in the upcoming weeks. Also went to the casino last night with yesterdays pay($50) and won over $100. Today I still have to work but I can expect atleast another 20-30 which is great considering my usual jb only pays $8 an hour. For once I almost have my MP3 player full and I've begun burning DVDs to watch when I aint working. Thanks to my great work ethic the casino wants to take me on as a dishwasher (how great can that be you ask?)First

Feel My Fire
Feel My Fire Your eyes gleam with pure delight As I stand naked in your sight A woman full of fire Wanting to please your every desire Tonight there will be no rest Feel my fire Running along your skin Heating your blood within Pumping so hard and fast through your veins we lay down on your bed In my hands I gentle guide your head Down to my full soft breasts awaiting the softest caress From your warm mouth suckling on each rosy crest Hear me moan and sigh with pleasure My fingers wrap around your manly treasure Stroking and squeezing rubbing the sensitive tip My warm body grinds into your hips My womanly nest wet and ready for the ride As you gently part the hot folds thrust deep inside Now Baby keep your eyes open and see That it is just you and me I grasp your hips drive you in deep Feel my fire wrapping around you completely Hard and fast Breathing coming in loving gasps The fire burning out of control With one final thrust together the

Feeling
Feeling your love caress my heart Feeling your light touch my soul Feeling like the golden sun Feeling the way you move me Feeling your mind touch my life Knowing I can't lose you For you are my life, heart, and soul Forever I am yours

Feeling A Rose Die
Your love is like a dying rose, how much pain, knowbody knows, as the leaves curl, your love goes onto a swirl, as the petals turn black, you feel the love you lack, as the water drains out, you realy want to shout, as the stem falls down, you have an unchangeable frown, the rose looks so very sad, the pain kicks in oh so bad, as the petals start to fall, you know thats the end of it all.

Feelings
Ok, so I was watching a movie last night in the middle of the night since I could not sleep and there was a quote in it that made me think and I totally agree with it, especially now a days. "Rule #6 Never Show Feelings they will get you Hurt or Killed".

Feelings
Soul's Kiss My Soul has been kissed by the sweetness of Your Spirit This Soul which was a virgin to the intrepid whisper of another heart Knows the quiet peace of familiarity in your presence Was I born to give to You This part of Me to keep and hold within So, You, too, will know the imprint of a heart's whisper Upon Your Soul Love Forever i think about how we are and how our love is so far and im so happy to be w/ you! even if you are far away you tell me what to say... if im scared or happy you help me to feel what i feel... when im tired, sad, happy, or lost! i get lost w/out you i get sad w/out you i get tired w/out you but i will never love w/out you! i need you to help me love... to love you forever... cause i never want to leave you again! cause i love you....whenever and ever! Distant Love Don't let the miles between us Keep our love apart Just listen close and you will hear The beating of my heart No distance, w

Feeling Down
how come when you feel down u feel like ur nothing to any one . and when your feelig happy u feel like ur every one best friend and like no one hates u and you mean so much to ur loved ones but when ur sad and down ur nothing to any one but the one true friend that you do have. every one should love every one and when u feel down u should feel like ur still loved by every one that would feel great . the only one that love me when i am happy and or say or down is my 6 year old serria

Feelings
What do you do when your feelings are mixed up inside you You try to be happy but inside your always blue At times you'd like to cry but theres people all about So you hold it back and try not to pout You try not to think of the bad times you had And try to be happy but inside your always sad You know exactly what you really want to say But you can never get it out to this very day It runs about in your head both day and night And it doesn't go away no matter how hard you fight People ask "How are you" you say "good" what a lie If they only knew you would really rather cry No matter what you do it is always on your mind And all the people around you are so happy and kind You try everything but nothing seems to work All that pain because of one little hurt No one understands what your going thru now You want to live a happy life but you don't know how.

Feeling
I need the feeling of you - I promise my skin will remember, will forever carry the imprint of yours, will cherish your warm breath and the slight brush of your lips. I need to feel surrounded by your whisper as the walls of our room fall away and we become part of one unending night - stars splashed across the ceiling, moonglow coloring our skin. I need to be felt, falling into you, folded into the singleness of two in love. Have I told you that? Have I mentioned that this time so far away from you (yet somehow closer than I have ever been) has transformed this empty being? I am full with you. I am fulfilled. © All rights reserved

Feel So High... And Low And High... Damn Pms
Show me your company Come and tell me who you be I'll try and take things easy I'll be loose I'll be carefree I'm living for tomorrow not today Gotta make my plans so in case I'll be prepared when I see you you smiling 'Cause I feel so when I'm reaching out for your sky I've boundless energy. I fell I could run a million miles I'm riding on the wheel of fortune taking me to places far and free I feel so high when I approach your sky When I touch your sky, I want my joy to be discreet Can't seem to to hide the feeling that you knock me from my seat When I'm talking with my friends, you're the subject every time I know I bore them but they do it to me sometimes I've seen you exposed your thoughts are nude Come on take off your pride baby You should wash your attitude I'm sitting here watching you baby Trying to pretend your cool and calm Come on now you can tell me baby Did the gypsy read your palm I feel so high, when I'm touching your

Feeling Dumb?
If you ever feel a little stupid, just dig this up and read it again; you'll begin to think you're a genius ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, On September 17, 1994, Alabama's Heather Whitestone was selected as Miss America 1995. Question: If you could live forever, would you and why? Answer: "I would not live forever, because we should not live forever, because if we were supposed to live forever, then we would live forever, but we cannot live forever, which is why I would not live forever," "Whenever I watch TV and see those poor starving kids all over the world, I can't help but cry. I mean I'd love to be skinny like that, but not with all those flies and death and stuff." --Mariah Carey "Smoking kills. If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life," -- Brooke Shields, during an interview to become spokesperson for federal anti-smoking campaign. "I've never had major knee surgery on any other part of m

Feelings...
ALL THIS MESS IN MY HEAD DARKNESS KEEPS ME AT REST IF YOU CAN EVEN UNDERSTAND FEEL MY HAND TOUCH MY HEAD FEVER PITCH IS IN THE RED DEMONS ARE INSANE TO KEEP ME ALIVE BECAUSE EVEN HELL CANT HELP WITH MY PAIN SIN IS TAINTING MY BLOOD CONSUMING MY LIFE TILL THE END WHERE EVERYONE DIES WHERE EVERYONE MEETS THEIR BITTER END

Feelings
When I first saw you, I was afraid to meet you. When I first met you, I was afraid to hold you. When I held you, I was afraid to kiss you. When I first kissed you, I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, Im afraid to lose you!

9-11-2007 Feelings
Damn where to start on this one? Its been 6 years and the pain still hurts as if i lost you yesterday. The nightmare of hearing the horrid fate you faced inside that building when the plane hit drove me insane to the point of going into the army to avenge you. now here i stand feeling it was all for nothing sure we came saw and kicked ass but what good did it do? fact is your still gone and nothing can change that. i should be on top of the world right now got a good paying job a wife that loves me and three beautiful kids but deep inside i feel empty and hollow with the loss of my grandmother this year in june this september is going to be the hardest for me and god forbid october rolling around it will be the one year anniversary of steve's death. what do i do? i look back at all i did and feel i should have done more. who do i talk to about these feelings? which way do i turn it seems everytime someone close to me gets too close they die. then top it off with the past marital probl

Feel Like I'm Loosing
I’m sitting here writing this because there’s a battle going on in my mind. The demons known as depression and lonelyness tear at the very fibor of my being.Depression is not a state of mind but a state of being that when coupled with lonelyness can drive the mind to the very peak of madness. Dealth has been lerking in the shadows of my brain erged on by depression, the fight is so intence some times that I craw and lock myself away from those that I think care. There are times someone will say a kind word and make me smile and feel like everything is alright, but then they will say something that will make me question the very reason for living. I knew a young lady once, she fell in love with me and became my wife. She gave birth to two girls and we were a happy family untill that one morning seven years later when I was working out in LA. And I get a phone call saying she had past away the day befor. From that day on my life was never the same. They say that god dose not g

Feelings
Individuality I may be seen as weird. I may be seen as difficult. So I do what I want to do. It's not my fault if you hate me, Or disagree with me. In fact, I don't care what you think about me. Don't you see? No matter what you say. No matter what you do, That's how its gonna be. I may be seen as stupid. I may be seen as rebellious. So I refuse to blend in with stereotypes. It's not my fault if you hate me, Or disagree with me. Don't you see? No matter what you say. No matter what you do, That's how its gonna be. Not a weird person, Nor a difficult person. Not a stupid person, Nor a rebel. Just me, That's all I want to be, Me.

Feelings
I thought you'd be out of my mind And I'd finally found a way to learn to live without you I thought it was just a matter of time Till I had a hundred reasons not to think about you But it's just not so And after all this time, I still can't let go I've tried everything that I can To get my heart to forget you But it just can't seem to I guess it's just no use In every part of me Is still a part of you Something in your eyes keeps haunting me I'm trying to escape you And I know there ain't no way to To chase you from my mind I've still got your face Painted on my heart Scrawled upon my soul Etched upon my memory baby I've got your kiss Still burning on my lips The touch of my fingertips This love so deep inside of me, baby

The Feeling Of A Broken Heart
why do i keep holding on when all i get is lies after lies?? thinkin that something will change when day in and day out nothing changes its all the same... im sooo confused that i dont know what to do anymore hold on or let go whats the best way to get out of it?? You lie to me once i give u another chance thinkin u wont ever lie to me again so then i believe u but the next time u lie to me and its jus lies after lies nothing will ever change its always gonna be the same no matter what yet im holding on as my heart beats faster believen every word u say thats not true but yet i think its true so i believe u.... why do i believe ur lies when its taren me apart inside my heart feels heavy as heck because of all ur lies plz jus stop all the lies im tired of them hurtin me.. he broke my heart but i can't let go. he's already moved on. but i still wonder does he care. does he regret the things he's said to me? i can't sleep at night wihtout thinking of these things. i wan

Feeling Like Crap
i feel like crap.. everything is up side down in my head.. i wish there was a way for me to make it right. I dont think i will even be able to understand why im not good enough for some ppl... why i dont think i matter to anyone oh well maybe i just shouldnt care anymore

Feel It!
WHOA YEAH!! I AM FIRED UP!! Up first is my good buds from PerformanceVinyl.Net! Awesome dudes who have the hookup on all your merch needs. Need stickers? They got em! Need shirts? they got them too! Wanna throw stickers and graphics on your bands trailer? or your vehicle? they can do it all I still have yet to find something they cannot do! HAHAHA Need the hookup for yourself? just tell them Chris Nite sent ya!...............Ok up NEXT is Nos Energy Drinks! Met up with these guys not long ago and we all knew it was a meeting of the minds! For now on EVERY event I or RenegadeRadio.Net go out to they will be out there giving away FREE STUFF! Last but not least our good friends at Devil's Bowl Speedway! L.R. has tried for it seems like years to get me out there and now we are all onboard! Look for my show Saturday Nite Superchargers to be going full balls out at the speedway atleast one saturday a month for now on. SUPPORT THOSE WHO SUPPORT YOU!

Feeling Great
Ever have one of those days you waking up feeling great and then you learn what someone really thinks about you, and it just seems to take all the wind out of your sails. -------------------------------------------------- Never made it as a wise man I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing Tired of living like a blind man I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling And this is how you remind me This is how you remind me Of what I really am This is how you remind me Of what I really am It's not like you to say sorry I was waiting on a different story This time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking and I've been wrong, i've been down, been to the bottom of every bottle these five words in my head scream "are we having fun yet?" yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no it's not like you didn't know that I said I love you and I swear I still do And it must have been so bad Cause living with me must have damn near killed you And this

Feelin Myself - Mac Dre
I'm out of this world, not your run of the mill'n My name is fur I'm the owner of the building I'm a stoner and I'm chillin with two bitches like Jack I pimps and I mac drive a Benz and a 'lac man I've been in the back wit the groupies and the stars I've been out front with the thugs in the cars I've been in the yard with the Mexican mafia And I only run with niggaz that'll kill and die for ya I'm popular, I'm a rap star but I live like a rock star running from the cop cars I drop bars wit slaps that Knock hard and I charge with this dick extra large I'm sick of these whores higher than mars and I treat my bitch like an ATM card [Chorus: repeat 4X] I'm in the buildin and I'm feelin myself Man I'm feelin myself She's in the buildin and she's feelin herself She's lookin bad man I'm willing to help Stop it baby your killin yourself come on I got your back you could chill in my I'm feelin myself too Man imagine some of the things we can do You under me Me under yo

Feeling Down
I still recall the taste of your tears Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep Anymore You make this all go away You make this all go away I'm down to just one thing And i'm starting to scare myself You make this all go away You make this all go way I just want something I just want something I can never have You always were the one to show me how Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now This thing is slowly taking me apart Gray would be the colour if I had a heart Come on, tell me You make this all go away You make this all go away I'm down to just one thing [Something I Can Never Have lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] And I'm starting to scare myself You make this all go away You make this all go away I just want something I just want something I can never have In this place it seems like such a shame Though it all looks di

Feeling Guilty...not!!!!
So, some of you have actually taken the time to read my blogs and will already know the story...for the rest of you, I will tell it again. I come on here cruising for girls that will actually meet up with me and I use them and throw them away. In June, I found this wonderful girl on here that wouldn't give me the time of day and I was intrigued. She was new to online chat and naive...so I was able to chat with her and gain her trust over time. She wouldn't call me or give me her number for a long time which really got me mad. I knew all the right things to say to her though, and we started talking on the phone at least once a day and chatted daily. I told her that I was in love with her and that I bought a plane ticket to go out to see her. I sent her emails of the hotel I would be staying at and we began to plan an itinerary for the week. All along I had no intentions of actually going...I just wanted to play with her. After 4 months of talking everyday, I cut off all contact w

Feelings And Family
I am going to be a grandma for the second time and I am very pround of that fact. I just feel like everyone that is helping her with her pregnancy won't let me see the newest addition to my family and that hurts me very much. I just want her to know that I love her very much.

Feelings To Bare
I’m brushing my teeth I’m getting ready for bed My body is exhausted if only my head Then without any warning or notice to be had This thought crept in from the back of my brain I dashed for a pencil and pad like I was going insane I started to write all of it down The thoughts blurred from word to the next Then started to blend with line after line The words came to me so quickly I had to write deniably fast In fear that this moment would disappear with in a flash The words spilled out like a raging river with all its fury That me, myself didn’t even know had been buried As I sit here writing at 3 AM Not knowing how the words got here or where they have been The words that I have wrote can be read again and again In hopes that they speak out and say something aloud in the end If only one person can agree with the lines and say that they have been there in time It has served its purpose even if that person shall be me Here it goes with out any reg

Feelings
Ever feel you became so close to someone online that you could have shared your whole life with them and then have them turn around and take all that trust away without even blinking an eye? what a horrible feeling! Well anyway i just want to say Fantasia is not closing and we are still going hard in there like the day we opened so please feel free to still join us and become part of the family! Its hard to please everyone but we do are best just at some point i guess ppl need to move on and do there own things, So for those that left Fantasia best of luck and for those that stayed thank-you for your friendship! Love, Kerry

Feelings
Does he know, Does he care? Does it show, Is it there? Can it be, Should I tell? It is me, Caught ina spell. This feeling is real, But he doesn't know. It's him that I feel, But I can not show. He isn't with me, And I want him bad. Why can't he see, I feel so sad. How come i feel, This lovely feeling? I know it's real, Cause it's me it's killing.

Feelings
Sometimes when I cry if you look into my eyes you will come to realize that they are the gateway to my soul they will tell you everything that you want to know. If you search my soul you shall know and begin to understand as my friend that by your side I will stand and when you're down, I'll give you a hand. But if you ever have a doubt while we're apart just remember to look into my heart. If you look into my heart you will see just exactly what you mean to me and you will come to understand that there are some things that I can't say so easily. M.G.C.H. (~CARELESS WHISPERS~)

Feeling Numb
I am the champion of all the known mind games Making you think who I truely am Giving bittersweet smiles and being inconsiderate Are the pawns to help me take over the queen. If I told you that I loved you and liked to be your friend A knife has slashed you more times than humaly possible Felt sorry when you had felt so alone and scared And drove you into a form of insanity none have ever heard. I look at myself and ask what I have done Being found out sooner than planned makes me question Where should I go for new deceptive dreams As I touch myself and feel a form of being evil I slowly realize my body is becoming very numb. But I feel so good about the things I accomplished With the constant lying, terror causing, and disease spreading And as I touch myself again to check my feelings I feel so good that it makes me enjoy being numb.

Feel Alone
I sitting here it 1:26am and I been wondering about shit that going on in my life.Im single and it starting get to me now.God I turning 30 years old in nov.and Im fucking single.What should I do crawl in a hole and dye in it.Yeah tell guys tell me all the time a hot and sexy but honestly they just want get in my pants.I've never been able say Im sexy,hot or beautiful but people keep say I am.I guess the day able let my guard down I then can say Im sexy,hot and beautiful until them I will keep my guard up and just keep to myself.As I spiral more into depression until it kills my child like body.

The Feelings Of A Veteran
The Feelings Of A Veteran An Angry Veteran I am full of anger for what you have done to me and to my country. When I headed out for Desert Storm I believed in what I was doing, I felt complete trust in my country's leadership. I was off to risk and even sacrafice my life in that belief. Upon arrival I was told, that I could do two jobs be a Grave Maker of a Personnel Records Keeper. I choose the records keeper; little did I know my life was going to become a living hell. Within hours I was typing orders putting young men on the front lines and handing them to them. That day I lost my innocence. I'd never known death and then I knew it and was living with it. Then seeing and living this horror day after day destroyed my faith and trust in my government, commanders, and most of all God. After being robbed of myconcept of my world, I felt destroyed and to build a whole new concept or lose my mind. Always in the back of my mind was the welfare of my friends

Feeling At Home
I want to thank all the nice people I have met on here. They have really helped me to feel at home- helping me figure out this whole Fubar thing. On some sites "noobs" are given a hard time and often shunned and ridiculed. Oh, I know I will probably meet a few creeps, but so far everyone has been respectful and fun to talk to. I hope this "at home" feeling will continue for a long time!!

Feelings
ok so here is the real me i try sometimes so hard to figure out why life give us challenges and what they are suppose to teach us i am never quite sure when i screw up if that was a lesson learnt or just stupidity... I want to have that special romance and love but it scares the life out of me i want to be with that one man who can make me feel like no-one else exist and not a charmer who is good up front and then turns into some sort of freak after the night in shining armor theory Yea thats what i want i want to be swept away and touched so deeply that i cant feel nothing else I know its hard to believe but if there is such a thing as those fairy tale relationships thats what i want I want to be kissed for no reason made love to for no reason to hold me while just standing around to be a prize not a pain and to be a best friend IDK does it really exist or am i looking for something that really isnt there or am i trying so desperatly to really want it that its in front of me and i ai

Feeling Invisible
I have been just living the paswt 11 years in a small little world where I really don't exist. I merely just had sex which wasn't really loving and had 2 children and one miscarriage. I love my children very much but their father has many issues. ( he is an alcoholic)Trying to come out of it though. Tough going though. Right now my friends and family stand by me 110% whatever I choose to do. I am not saying I am perfect. Because I am far from it. I try to do the right things for the ones that I love, but it always seems like my best isnt good enough. They are always telling me that I need to look after myself too. You know I take care of myself just not mentally. My friends are trying very hard to boost my spirits so that I might try to find myself back and be the happy go lucky girl I once was. To my friends I am very grateful... Especially the ones who are really really close. I thank them for helping me in many more ways than one... Sometimes I feel like I am just a lo

Feelings
words cannot express the way i feel inside, all the tention i hide, confusing, anger, and pain, the feeling of happniess, laughter, and joy swimming all around me in a sea of lies i wonder why i feel the way i do, is there a reason, a lesson to be learned, a story to be told, the story of my life, is one tell un told hidden from all the confusion of the world, to many emotions, mixed up feelings, coming towards me in such a rush, what do i do, do i handle them as they come, do whats right get mixed in the game of life, do what i feel inside, take the road less travled by, be true to myself, independent, and free.

Feeling Good
my life is getting back in order.i am happy again and i want to find that love that will heal my heart completely.i have some wonderful friends that has been there for me from day one. i have heard it put this way b4 and it is so true.friends are like a tree,some blow away like the leaves.some hang around for a while like the limbs,but the ones that are like the roots of a tree will be there forever..the friends i have are all like the roots..i love my friends...thanks

Feel
if i told you i loved you would you believe it to be true or would you sigh and stare and it just be a waste of that breath of air when the breeze blows by and sways in your hair i cannot help myself i stand and stare my life is revived when you are near and i know not the meaning of fear until i look into your eyes and theres nothing there why is life cursed why cant you just try to care

Feeling's
Feeling's make you bleed emotionaly inside. They make you happy and glad. Sick and cry like you want to die. Up and down with a smile or a froun. They take you on one hell of a ride. Having feeling's just means you can feel. That's how you know your real.

Feelings
Feelings Feelings so raw and exposed, Feelings bare before the world, Feelings of fear and loss, Feelings that have no meaning, Feelings of isolation that eat at the soul, Feelings that last forever, Feelings of passion and love, Feelings never shared, Feelings of never being good enough, Feelings shared yet discounted, Feelings for you that will never fade, Mordechai

Feelings
It's stirring inside and outside Something been on my mind Can't stop thinking of it now Looking back on it tomorrow Dreaming of you at night time Remembering the days we had Wishing you were close by my side When I see you I get butterflies This is meant to be no lying tonight I had this deep feeling for you baby Your be my best friend until the end Learning a lesson from you is good That's what got us together tonight I'll never leave you I'll die for you Nobody thought never quits on them It stays with you always and forever But sometime just let it out to be told Never lose that love of feeling to it Once it goes away it won't come back Just stick with the best of the best baby Let this love get opened up to the world Showing them what we want and need

Feeling Great...
after I got this Text from my girl friend this Morning While I was Driving to work. ME to GF>> Good Morning Babe. GF to ME>> Good Morning Man of my Dreams and Reality. *kisses* Isn't that just the Best Text a guy can get to Start the day?

Feelings Of Love
What a joyous feeling it is To have ones Heart a Glow Ans as light as a Heavenly cloud To have the Suns Rays Shining from within ones self To look at each day with such new Hope A Hope for a Bright new day For someone to share this joyous feeling with A hope for someone to Love Yes this feeling is Love The Heavenly glow of ones Heart The sunny shine of the sun One will seek to share this Love With all or just one person For thats the power of Love wrote 10~1~07

Feel Me Inside
In my deepest nights i have awaited some1 to feel me in side feel the warmth of my skin the touch of my heart is there suck 1 out there that can heal my pain bandage my bleeding heart and clear my mind from so much hurt ..... WHO ARE YOU? CAN U HEAR ME? CAN YOU U FEEL ME? WILL YOU HEAL ME? WILL U WASH AWAY MY TEARS OF PAIN...... FREDDY@>--------------

Feeling Blah
I am just not feeling good today. I felt pain in my neck all night which made it difficult to sleep and I woke up this morning with a massive headache. I am really tired of this pain. But...do I call the doctor? no. not yet anyway. I just haven't had the best luck with doctors. I love my ob/gyn and my kids pediatrician but other than that, hasn't been a good thing. I have been blah all day. Went and got my hair cut and colored earlier and it looks great but I feel so tired and lethargic. I have been sitting here working like a busy little bee but I would much rather be laying in my bed right now. I am going to call the doctor right now! Martin keeps telling me to see a physical therapist and I need to. So, I am making the call right now! Okay, just got off the phone with them. They tell me there are no available appointments for the next 2 weeks! What is up with that? Someone is supposed to call me back within the next 2 days to hopefully fit me in. This is on

Feeling Better
For those of you that were around last night and know how extremely upset I was and read my blog...I am here to let you know I am better! I want to give a special thank you to tonybone@fubar.com for being amazing and helping me out with some great advice. While things aren't back to perfect...they are better. Now, if you will excuse me...I am going to hit the gym!!!

Feelings
JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW, I WROTE THIS A FEW DAYS AFTER I BROKE IT OFF WITH MY EX...... How do you tell the one you love you would do anything for them, even move back to be with them? How do you fix what you have done wrong? How can you change your life for one person when you never get it in return? Will things ever be different? Will you ever love again? When you find what God wants you to have in life, why do I always find a way to mess mine up? When love comes back around, I seem to do everything I can to turn and run. Is it commitment I'm scared of? Being hurt? Truely being loved and having happiness? Why does love scare me so much? The last few guys I have been with abused me in some form, and I stuck around. But why? Is it my comfort zone? Do I really think I cant do better then that? I got lied to and still loved them. But it all seemed to be my fault. I know I'm not perfect, but when everyone wants me to make them happy regardless on if I am happy, why do I always

Feeling Froggy?
This girl is a friend of a friend and needs some help in a contest. If any of you have the time could you please stop by and show some love? Justcomment bomb the heck out of her..(comment bomb means comment the pic over and over in case you didn't know :)) hugs and kisses...:) click the pic

Feelings
AS I SIT HERE IN THE LIVINGROOM AND I THINK OF MY LIFE AND HOW IT IS GOING AND WHERE. MY LOVE IS IN ANOTHER STATE THAN ME. I WANT TO KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SITE? NO MANY I BET, BUT I WILL TELL YOU IT IS OUT THERE....WE MET ONLINE AND FELL IN LOVE BY FIRST SITE. WE ARE COMPLETELY OPPISITES. AS THE SONG BY JANET JACKSON " OPPISITES ATTRACK " THAT IS HOW WE ARE. BUT HE IS SO SWEET AND CARING. VERY THOUGHTFULL. WE HAVE TALKED ONLINE THE LAST THREE DAYS FOR LIKE 6 OR 7 HOURS A NIGHT. WE TALK ABOUT EVERYTHING FOR ME AND MY PAST TO HIM. THATS WHEN I KNEW I LOVED THIS MAN. HE DONT CARE WHAT OR HOW I HAVE BEEN WITH IN MY PAST AS LONG AS I AM HAPPY WITH HIM AND IM THE SAME WAY WITH HIM. IF THERE IS A DESTINY OUT THERE I NEED YOU TO VISIT ME SO I CAN BE WITH MY LOVE, IF NOT WHY IS THERE A SUCH THING AS LOVE.

Feeling So Boring
Feeling so boring Hiding behind my computer screen I slink below the radar of people I don’t want anyone to know I feel so empty inside There’s nothing I have to offer Who wants to know a boring person? What do i have to offer? The world is beyond my grasp I am only taking up space even in death i will only be useless space i wander alone through my days barley leaving the security of my four walls Why do i feel so lonely? Don’t want to be annoying don’t want to bother anyone with me But is my voice worth even listening to in this big world? I just don’t want to feel so hollow inside anymore I am never right anymore all i do is disappoint everyone Why am i so boring? Would it be better to disappear completely? Gods forgotten me in this empty black hole i hide in alone screaming for someone to just notice me I stand in a room of people and feel invisible I beg for attention with every ounce of my being there’s nothing left to hide, there’s nothing left to

Feel Good Fridayday
It's feel good friday so everybody go out and have a great time for me since I am stuck in the desert again! and ladies if you deem in necessary to send me any pictures to boost moral feel free to do so! I won't mind at all I promise

Feelings
Some say they understand how you feel but yet they are never there when you need just a kind word or the touch of your hand, it is sad when one feels they must compete for a small bit of attention form there friends or family. This is not generated at everyone I know nor is it generated towards many that know me on this nick. I pray that those that this is meant for read it but with my luck they wont and if that is the case it just shows me that th way I feel is not in vain it is justified I am sorry all will end up reading this but I know of no other way.

Feeling Trapped.....
I feel so damned trapped anymore. I don't love my husband. I haven't for a long time. I figured that out while I was still pregnant for our daughter and he was like " i want a paternity test". I hadnt ever cheated on him when he asked that. I hadnt even thought of it, but still knew I didnt love him but stayed for our daughter. Thats why I have stayed. Thats why when I've left I came back because she was screaming for her dad. but he's manipulative, possessive, controlling, jealous. Hell I cant even go 1 day without him saying "so who'd u fuck at work today". Until a recently (he still doesnt know) I had never cheated on him. But I finaly did it. Hell I'm tired of feeling like a dead fish on the bed. He doesnt do it for me. Hasnt for at least almost 4 years. And I know now because it didnt bother me or make me feel guilty that I dont love him and I want out. But yet I still friggin feel trapped. and on the possessive/jealous stuff. Get this. we went out 2 weekends ago. A guy I k

Feelings That Won't Stop
MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments Alright Only one person know why I feel all these things. And its like hell that all these can say how I feel but the thing that I cherish is the fact that MyHotComments MyHotComments

Feelings
felt so used so let down sooo pissed off just so confused and angery at someone? but still you keep trying? why do i even care it seems to me every time i do try i just get hurt so why do i try? im sick of everything im sick of the drama the lies the bs all of it! if you dont F***ING like me then dont make it out like you do its just that easy so please save me the heart ach and walk the F*** away thanks have a nice day and when you think of me i hope it eats you up inside!!!! mwah love ya

Feeling A Little Blue....
Wednesday is my birthday and I have a lot of friends who care about me and make me feel like I am just packed full of energy everyday. I hope that my friends are enjoying themselves...What am I saying I know that they are... Anyway my brother sent me a card for my birthday and I have been going through a lot and I really don't want to celebrate my birthday this year but everyone seems to think that I do... So I went with the flow and boy did I flow. Anyway my brother never sent me anything like this before so I want to share this with all of u... A SISTER IS A LIFETIME OF LOVE.... A Sister is a part of your passt... Someone who shares the same memories, the same values and traditions-- A sister understands where you've been. A Sister is a part of your present... Someone who makes life's successes seem all the more important, life's disappointments more bearable-- A sister knows and appreciates who you are. A sister is a part of your future... Someone who is always on

Feeling Trapped...........
OK newest in my "Feeling Trapped" Saga as I've now dubbed it. I started movin bits and pieces of my stuff to my moms attic. Stuff that wont be so noticable at first because its stuff i had stored under the house. But its a start. I'm tryin to hold off til after christmas because it is the holiday season. Dunno if I'm gonna make it that long bein in the same house with him though. He's driving me crazy! I friggin hate him. I know you're not supposed to hate people. But he is one person I can say i truely hate.

Feeling Blue
A Farewell With all my will, but much against my heart, We two now part. My Very Dear, Our solace is, the sad road lies so clear. It needs no art, With faint, averted feet And many a tear, In our opposéd paths to persevere. Go thou to East, I West. We will not say There's any hope, it is so far away. But, O my Best! When the one darling of our widowhead, The nursling Grief, Is dead, And no dews blur our eyes To see the peach-bloom come in evening skies, Perchance we may, Where now this night is day, And even through faith of still averted feet, Making full circle of our banishment, Amazéd meet; The bitter journey to the bourne so sweet Seasoning the termless feast of our content With tears of recognition never dry. ************************************************** his is a lesson to be learned. When a girl says that she's ok, everything is wrong. Wh

Feelings
I want to be able to hold you in my arms..I want to be able to feel your touch...i want to be able to tell people that you are mine..I want to feel loved...I want to tell you that I love you with all my heart..I want to be able to kiss you all day and all night long...I want to be able to feel your body against mine while we are in bed sleepin next to each other...I want to be able to fall asleep in your arms..I want to wake up in morning with you lookin into my eyes sayin good morning baby "I Love You"...God do I want that so bad...I want to be able to wake up every day knowing that you are mine always and forever...Missin you everytime that you walk out that door...Waiting for that time for you to come walkin back through that door knowing that you are home to stay..Always and Forever!..MUAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Feeling Romantic!
When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you... When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong When a guy says, "I'm fine." after a few minutes he means it When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do When your laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world When a guy calls/texts/comments you everyday, he is interested in you When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you til your done When a guy says, "I miss you,". he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else Girl Facts When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later..

Feelings On Friends
THESE ARE FOR ALL OF MY TRUE FRIENDS ON HERE. YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE..I JUST WANT TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I CHERISH EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU AND YOU ARE ALL THE GREATEST...... I HOPE YOU ENJOY READING THESE...SOME WILL MAKE YOU LAUGH AND SOME WILL MAKE YOU CRY. BUT REMEMBER IN READING THESE THAT I HAD ALL OF YOU IN MIND. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COMMENT ON THEM IF YOU WANT... XOXOXO TO ALL OF YOU Listen Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped my through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok. ************************************************* Always W

Feelings
LIFE IS TO SHORT GRUDGES ARE A WASTE OF PERFECT HAPPINESS LAUGH WHEN YOU CAN APOLOGIZE WHEN YOU SHOULD AND LET GO OF WHAT YOU CANT CHANGE LOVE DEEPLY AND FORGIVE QUICKLY TAKE CHANCES GIVE EVERYTHING AND HAVE NO REGRETS LIFE IS TO SHORT TO BE UNHAPPY YOU HAVE TO TAKE THE GOOD WITH THE BAD SMILE WHEN YOUR SAD LOVE WHAT YOU'VE GOT AND ALWAYS REMEMBER WHAT YOU HAD ALWAYS FORGIVE BUT NEVER FORGET LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES PEOPLE WILL ALWAYS CHANGE AND THINGS WILL GO WRONG BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER LIFE WILL GO ON