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Finally
Well, I think I finally hit my mid-life crisis. Went out and bought my Suzuki DL650 V-Strom last night. First bike I've ever owned, and now I can't ride it until my foot heals. I broke it after I got the bike back to the base, so I can't put enough weight on it to hold the bike steady at stops. Go figure. My luck never has been any good with stuff like this. I actually had my friend ride it from the dealership since I didn't want my first ride to be on a busy highway, so the only time I've been on it was getting it from his truck into his garage.

Finally
since i just finished school i thought it would be a good idea to get a job doing something i went to school for. so i had 2 interviews with AT&T the past week and i had to go for a physical and drug test the other day..(good thing i was prepared) so its looking like i got the job. it pays handsomely and what im excited about is i might get to relocate to chicago. my ultimate goal is to get out west but out of state is a nice start. me and my girl just broke up too, so i'll really be able to save money and get my life completly situated before i do something dumb like have kids or get married before its the right time.

Finally
YOU KNOW I THINK IT TOOK LONG ENOUGH WELL IT TOOK YEARS BUT IM HERE NOW I HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE AND A WONDERFUL MAN TO BACK ME UP IN WHATEVER I DO....MY HOUSE IS BEAUTIFUL..I COULDNT BE HAPPIER WELL I JUST WANTED TO PUT THAT OUT THERE

Finally, The Man Side Of The Story
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down!!! We always hear "the rules " from the female side... Thank you Peter he he 1. Men ARE not mind readers. 2. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 3. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 4. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 5. Crying is blackmail. 6. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 7. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question. 8. Come to us with a problem only If you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 9. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem See a doctor. 10. Anything we said 6 mont

Final Insanity
OK, this is it. I'm burned out on skins for awhile unless I get an urgent special request. Today's backgrounds included: As always, rip if you the feel the urge. I've made, yes, 80+ skins this week and I am burned out, but if you have anything that really tickles your fancy, I'll still do special requests.

Final Fantasy Vii Crisis Core Jump Festa Trailer.
Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core Trailer.Add to My Profile | More Videos This is the third, but second useful trailer for Crisis Core. The first one just had voices and scenes from The Last Order, the second trailer was better, but this one is totally awesome. Yay for Zack finally having a last name - Fair! This will be for the PSP and is part of the FFVII Compilation and also the game I have been looking forward to more than anything else.

Finals This Past Weekend
Well I turned in my psyche final Friday but haven't heard about my grade yet. The instructor has until Sunday but I'm not worried that she won't get it done in time. My other class, business law, has already been graded. I aced my final bringing my final grade to a B! Sunday was my last day of class until July which is when I will start on my Bachelor in Business Administration. I graduate from Western International University on July 6th in Phoenix so it's going to be one hell of a good time. It has taken me too long to decide on a career and then to finally get this far! I'm on cloud nine right now even if I feel shitty from this damn sinus infection lol!

Final Cry
Forging a difference We summon existance This distance is not what it seems Painstaking process It pulls at our instincts We're living outside of our means So long, I've hoped To be strong And the damage will commence The beginning of the end And the damage will commence All these occurances bring me to life All that I've sacrificed makes it seem right Don't underestimate how hard I'll try This is our final cry Placing a marker on what I must offer It's slowly becoming unfair Will I recover from being pulled under I'm desperate and gasping for air So long, I've hoped To be strong This is not anything that came from me You have embedded it within my seed All of my memories are blending in Now the real damage will begin And the damage will commence The beginning of the end And the damage will commence All these occurances bring me to life All that I've sacrificed makes it seem right Don't underestimate how hard I'll try This is our fin

Finally!
Hi there to all my family and friends on CT, At the beginning of my university acedmic year, i was really looking forward joining the cricket team and a few others if it fitted in with my timetable. When i asked to join, the captain of the Cricket team said that they didnt want any girls and he said that i was too small to play. I though that was really sexist. Anyways i left it and walked away... One day as i was going to my lecture i saw this girl wearing a top with MMU Cricket club. I thought to myself, how cheeky is that?! Anyways during that term, i made some more new friends and there was one time where i had the chance to join in with some of the guys to play a game of cricket downstairs in the car park. When we finished the game, one of them came up said to me that i was really good and i should think about joining the team. I turned around and said to them, shame becuase your captain didnt want me to be on it. I walked away. I could see that they were real

The Final Day.........
Girl, 8, killed in ATV wreck By Dan X. McGraw Star-Telegram Staff Writer TARRANT COUNTY An 8-year-old girl died Saturday night when an all-terrain vehicle rolled over, the Tarrant County medical examiner's office reported. Brittany Cantrell of Burleson was pronounced dead at 6:34 p.m. in the 13000 block of Rendon Road in unincorporated Tarrant County, the office reported. A family friend and Cantrell were riding the vehicle when there was a wreck and Cantrell, who was wearing a helmet, was thrown from the vehicle, said Terry Grisham, a Tarrant County Sheriff's Department spokesman. REMEMBERING MY FIRST YEAR AT THE SCHOOL..... BRITTANY WAS THE FACE I REMEMBERED AT THE END OF THE FIRST DAY...... HER BLONDE HAIR AND SMILING FACE....... BRIGHT EYES THAT SEEMED TO SPARKLE WHEN SHE SMILED....... SHE WAS A PRECIOUS LITTLE GIRL....... SHE REALLY WAS A PRINCESS AS HER DAD EUGENE DUBBED HER....... AS WELL AS THE RODEO CIRCUIT........ AND THAT IS THE WAY HER SHELL WAS LAYED IN THE

The Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. She hoped her shoes were shining, Just as brightly as her brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The Marine squared her shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I didn't. Because those of us who carry rifles, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept many tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for

Finally Made It Home
After two weeks in the hospital, with nothing to eat... I was released three days ago. I'm back home, but not quite back to myself these days. I miss my friends, most of whom didn't call at all while I was in the hospital. But since I was high on morphine the entire time anyway, it wouldn't really have mattered. So, I'm home... and in pain- every minute of everyday. It actually hurts less to starve myself, than it does if I eat... imagine swallowing shards of glass- that's what the insides of my body go through whenever I eat anything now. But at least I have control- I get to choose my pain. Starving hurts less so my diet- yogurt, bananas, and soup. I hope things improve. I have things to do and people to screw!

The Final Inspection
The Final Inspection The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry guns Can'talways be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays And at times my talk was tough, And sometimes I've been violent, because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep ... Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep, And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear, And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here, They never wanted me around Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here,Lord, It

Finally
So i thought i would share with all you my good news and as of today 4.23.07 at 9:01 am... My divorce became FINAL.... I am so damn excited... its been a long 4 months.... And it will be a long next couple of months of fighting so i need everyones support and friendship....

The Final Chapter On What I Learned On Xbox Uno.
I hope you liked my little story. Thanks to everyone who has read, commented and rated this for me. I do appreciate it. Now to leave you on a note until the next time we play Uno and I decide to write other blogs. Some of the other things that were said I didn't have time to write down to talk about. Some I can't ever remember because we were laughing so hard my mind was having "brain farts". But here are some of the ones that I did have time to write down: Sleeping in silly pants while it gets hot- this was what someone had thought I said. No in actuality I said that I am sitting here with my ceiling fans on and I'm still getting hot... Pop goes the weasle- ? Sending messages before I get off- now I had gotten a message from a friend of mine while I was playing this game. The thing is, I didn't have time in the middle of the game to go to the main menu to retrieve this message. So I said "My friend had messaged me and I have to send him a message before I get off....N

The Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The soldier stood and faced God Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. Step forward now, you soldier, how shall I deal with you..? Have you always turned the other cheek..? To my Church have you been true..? The soldier squared his shoulders And said, No Lord, I guess I ain't Because those of us who carry guns Can't always be a saint I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough; And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills just got too steep, And I never passed a cry for help; Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around Except to calm their fear. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand.

Finally
So I finally got a chance to update my profile alittle bit. I added some new photos (leave me a comment) and a collage to my stash. Make sure you check it out! More to come soon. In the mean time make sure you check out my site http://vivicalove.com

Finals
Hey Hey! Finals are today ...well for me anyways. I have my Math final today @ 3pm and I'm kinda nervous so wish me luck I guess heh. I am taking summer classes as well. I will be taking my next Math class and ASL III which is American Sign Language. It should be fun lol.

Finally
Finally my man called me this morning. He has been working non stop since last monday 12 hour shifts. He isnt to happy cause he wanted to spend the whole weekend with me but couldnt even do that. FUCKEN JOBS I SAY! But we all have to live some way some how. But anyways..... ya thats about it for now... I love my baby

Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you ? Have you always turned the other cheek ? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Ex

Finally!!
I finally took care of my boring and rather uninforming profile...I like it much better now, though I'll probably get sick of it again and change it....AGAIN like I do with ALL of my profiles scattered all over everywhere... I got so bored with one of my profiles out there that I actually deleted it JUST so I could start out from scratch with it.

Final Walk
When the time comes and you make your final walk, what will you have to offer? Did you fight with knowledge or did you resort to violence? Did you praise a child or beat them while they cried? Did you help others in need or find it to much trouble? What will be your finest memory? A soft breeze while watching the sunrise or yelling at someone to get out of your way? Having dinner with a good friend or "Hamburger and fries to go please."? What will be your wish? To return to a world of wonder or be thankful that its over? What will be the reality? Life is to short,do not hold hate in your heart. Live with Love

Finally Here
I finally made it to texas got here with one stop in highland california so the kids could see there family on there dads side for a week and it was a week to long. I got to Texas yesturday 6am which on the time i'm use to was 4am so i pertty much slept most of the day. To those friend in grove who think i ain't going to keep in touch i'll call when i get the okay got to remeber i don't live by myself it ain't even my house. i hope we get one soon though. the ride sucked we were about an hour and a half out side san antonio and we hit a lighting storm lasted about 15min or more lighting hiting all around the car it sucked mass bad. well nothing else left to say except if you ever plan on driving from cottage grove oregon to san antonio texas make sure you got a stereo mine got stolen and around arizona we ran out of things to talk about really sucked.

1 Final And Project Down 1 More To Go
I forgot I had final today! I obviously didn't study for it, but it is for the Child Growth and Development course I'm taking. Luckily, I remembered pretty much everything that was on it and even if I didn't it was an easy final. The one I have to worry about is coming up nest week. Update on what I was whining and crying about before, I handed in today...I inadvertently found out that I left out something major that needed to be there! Only 1 project that needs to be handed in. That was supposed to be in today, but since the teacher is really cool she gave me till Thursday to get it to her. Any later than that and I'm screwed, but no worries it's an easy paper to write...I hope.

Finals
OMG!!! This is is gonna be soooo stressful! Even now I have a 4,000 word essay due tomarrow and I only have 1,400 words. I have no idea how I'm going to pull through the night. I guess I need to buy alot of Monsters and do it, eh? -sighs- All well, wow my first blog is about college...how lame...eh it'll have to do. if you want to read more of my random blogs go to myspace.com/cnk4life thanks!

Finally
I finally got the promotion I've been working on for like three years now...I am so going out to party this weekend..woooooohoooooooo. I am the happiest I have been in a lonnnnnnnnngggggg time..I could just explode.

Finally, Complete.
My Playlist of some of my favorite rock songs. This took me forever, taken this out and adding this and blah blah blah, fuck it. I will be working on a rap/ R&B playlist...that one will be more difficult. Peace out playa's hope you guys like the music. :) Oh yeah, its on my page...er, ok...bye now.

Finality
...and the dragon wept. We are the Ancient One, the Unnameable, the Myth. We are none to all, and all to many. We are brave, but afraid. Loving, but unloved. A child of none and a father to many. We put our face on every day in anticipation of love and happiness and family. The very things that we have wanted and needed all our life...and what a long life we have endured. If the world only knew that they harbored such a ghastly creature such as us. We lurk in the shadows, greeting the night with an open embrace. We long for the sweet rapture of darkness; allowing it to clothe us in full emptiness.....

Final Inspection
The soldier stood and faced God Which must always come to pass. He hoped >>his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. >> >>"Step forward now, young soldier How shall I deal with you? Have you >>always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" >> >>The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess >>I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns Can't always be a saint. >> >>I've had to work most Sundays And at times my talk was tough. And >>sometimes I've been violent Because the world is awfully rough. >> >>But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a >>lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep. >> >>And I never passed a cry for help Though at times I shook with fear. And >>sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. >> >>I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted >>me around Except to calm their fears. >> >>If you've a place for me here, Lor

Finally Figured It Out....
well, everybody knows ive been goin to school for business administration....but everybody whose known me practically since birth knows ive always wanted to be a lawyer...when i went to enroll i thought that there was a bright future for me in business...well, to tell the truth i havent been really happy or had much enthusiasm for my choice in major...but ive done a lot of hard and deep thinkin and research and i also had a very deep and thought-provokin and enlightening conversation with my best-friend and ive finally figured out what i shouldve signed up for in the first place...so, come the fall semester im goin to transfer from the school im currently enrolled in and im goin to enroll in community college and pursue what has always been a passion of mines...im goin to change my major from business administration to criminal law...woo-hoo!!! im soo happy now =)....

Finally Divorced
To all of you that read my blogs, I am finally divorced, the bitch gets 50% of everything and most of the furniture, but I get the baby 4 days out of the week. In case some had wondered why I was not in for a few months, it was due to the divorce proceedings I just wanted to be careful and watch my back(follow me?) So right now I guess I am looking for someone to take care of me, is there any ladies willing?

The Final Exam....
The Final Exam.... At Duke University there were four sophomores taking Chemistry and all of them had an "A" so far. These four friends were so confident that the weekend before finals they decided to visit some friends and have a big party. They had a great time, but, after all the hearty partying, they slept all day Sunday and didn't make it back to Duke until early Monday morning. Rather than taking the final then, they decided that after the final they would explain to their professor why they missed it. They said that they visited friends but on the way back they had a flat tire. As a result, they missed the final. The professor agreed they could make up the final the next day. The guys were excited and relieved. They studied that night for the exam. The Professor placed them in separate rooms and gave them a test booklet. They quickly answered the first problem, worth 5 points. Cool, they thought! Each one in a separate room, thinking this was going to be

Finally Let It Go
Just kinda bored looking thru where someone had just left a comment. The pics were from January and I had forgotten about them. I scrolled down getting a chuckle out of the comments left for me..and I looked and saw that face...the one that hurt me so deeply. Like the big jerk I am, I looked at his profile. Then I went to the photo galleries...to see some sort of hint of activity on his page...you know the kind I am talking about. I opened a gallery..and there I saw...he was trying to pass himself off as the man he was 20 years ago. I by all means have no right to be critical of anyones appearance, but...OMG he is a 51 year old man leaving his pics from when he was 28 on the site. One of my first rule for any relationship I have with any human being is....honesty. Like a weight lifted off my shoulders...I am fully over him. ~D~

Final Inspection
Final Inspection The policeman stood and faced his God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining. Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry badges can't always be a saint". "I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough, and sometimes I've been violent, because the streets are awfully tough". "But I never took a penny, that wasn't mine to keep.... Though I worked a lot of overtime when the bills got just too steep". "And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears". "I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around except to calm their fear". "If you've a

Finally Home
I've been home for just over a week and I must say...Damn it's good to be home. I'll try to get on more often now and just want all of you to know how much I have missed you. Thank you so much for all of your love, thoughts, and friendship. They mean more to me than you could ever know... Love ya all.... Kimmer

Finally, The Blonde Joke To End All Blonde Jokes
A blonde calls her boyfriend and says, "Please come over here and help me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure out how to get it started. Her boyfriend asks, "What is it supposed to be when it's finished?" The blonde says, "According to the picture on the box, it's a tiger." Her boyfriend decides to go over and help with the puzzle. She lets him in and shows him where she has the puzzle spread all over the table. He studies the pieces for a moment, then looks at the box, then turns to her and says,"First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to assemble these pieces into anything resembling a tiger." He takes her hand and says, "Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a nice cup of tea, and then..." He sighed ... "Let's put all the Frosted Flakes back in the box."

Finally!!! We Have Take Off!
I put out a mum a while back about potty training my son. Well Everybody that remembers (lol) He's doing it! I stayed the night somewhere else on sunday night, (where is not important) and on Monday I walked by the bathroom and my boy was doing his biz. All by himself! I asked his Daddy how he did it, and he said " I took off his potty seat off the toilet lifted the seat and told him to go when he wants" OMG I have been trying for what two years now and all he needed was his Daddy's permission. Oh my stubborn lil guy. But I thought I would share that bit of info with you. Thanx for reading.

Finally.........
after a 3 month stretch i finally found a job, not typically what i would look for but hey it's a paycheck that is actually at a very good wage. so yay me!! i'm on my way to get the hell out of this house i live and waste in. damn it, it feels good, but knowing me i will complain about the job in about a month but i need money money money and independence :D

Final Day Of My 1st Ct Contest
OK THE TIME IS HERE... DAY 7 OF THE SEXIEST DAD CONTEST WE STILL HAVE 1ST BY A FEW 1000 BUT, BEINGS THAT US AND SHADYS SUP POSSE HAVE BOTH AVERAGED 10,000 COMMENTS A DAY FOR THE LAST 6 DAYS THATS NOT ENOUGH TO JUST SAY ITS IN THE BAG... WE NEED TO TAKE THIS LAST DAY 1 STEP FURTHER AND ADD A FEW MORE INSURANCE COMMENTS!!! I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO ADD THAT SHADY'S SUP HAS MADE THIS A VERY FUN CONTEST WIN OR LOSE YOU GUYS ARE TOUGH... IM VERY PLEASED TO SAY MY 1ST CT CONTEST IS A GOOD 1 AND THE CONFEDERATES RAWK LOVE U GUYS!!! NOW LETS TAKE THIS 1 HOME AFTER ALL THAT WOULD MAKE A GREAT FATHERS DAY, B-DAY, AND NOT TO MENTION MAKING MY 1ST CONTEST THAT MUCH BETTER!!! THANKS SO MUCH, ~ERIC

Final Exams -- From Children...
Q: Name the four seasons. A: Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar. Q: Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink. A: Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large pollutants like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists. Q: How is dew formed? A: The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire. Q: How can you delay milk turning sour? A: Keep it in the cow. Q: What causes the tides in the oceans? A: The tides are a fight between the Earth and the Moon. All water tends to flow towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon, and nature hates a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins in this fight. Q: What are steroids? A: Things for keeping carpets still on the stairs. Q: What happens to your body as you age? A: When you get old, so do your bowels and you get intercontinental. Q: What happens to a boy when he reaches puberty? A: He says good-bye to his boyhood and looks forward to

Finally Home
Hello, everyone! I'm finally home!! I was just in the hospital for the past week. I had a non-canceris growth removed from my labia....my down stairs..lol. I am also a fully insuline dependant diabetic. oh yeah I also have high blood pressure and high cholesteral, but show me someone who doesn't! BUT, I'm home now! I'm going to be watching my sugar better, and I hope to NEVER be in there again! Thank you Super, Jester, Willow and DustBunny for all the love!!!! I love you all!!

Finally
The first time I saw you, I thought I was going to die. I found out you had someone, and felt like I was going to cry. I knew you for many years, you didn't know I even existed. I only could dream of a time, when we would get to kiss. We hung out all the time, but only you talked about 'her'. Then when you were single again, you talked of how you were. She broke your heart in two, which, for her, was very wrong. If only yours would have been mine, we would still be together, going strong. I never had the guts to tell you, of how I loved you so. Then you came back into town, and I know you had to know I told you I loved you, then quickly got out of sight. Just incase the look you would give, was one I wouldn't like. Luckly for me... because you told me, exacally how you felt. I was so happy to hear it, I thought that I would melt. So, now I have been completly honest with you, everything, I believe, you know now. But I really wish I wouldn't h

Finally, Results....for My Ex
I called the paralegal department on my ex's today. I advised the assistant about how my ex is not paying me my child support this month. Her name was Wakita. She told me that since there is a credit to the account on the child support of Nebraska and since there is a court order for the child support, she can not do anything about the support till the credit is found as fraud. Basically, when the error report is cleared up and is found that there was no error in the first place, I can then call that office to file a complaint against my ex, who's a soldier. She then will get something started where his command will get notified about the issue. And you know, when I called the post operator to be directed to the right personnel, the operator also gave me the number to the MP office before I even told her that my ex is also an MP(Military Policeman)....just sad really that an MP would do this, huh? A SSG at that too...lol. He knows that he did not overpay me and that is just redicul

Finally
i finally got around to puttin shit on my page. im new to ct so i didnt really get the chance to put everything i wanted on there. im still pissed at the fact i cant put all my pics up. thats fuckin fucked! and im a cheap ass sumbitch so i aint payin to be a vic member! damnit! but anyways, so that bitch paris is goin back. hmmm OH FUCKIN WELL i hope she gets raped by some bulldoggin ass bitch with a frozen banana ha but anyways. im done ranting now

Finally
It's always been my dream to climb Everest, or at least go there. I used to go on about it all the time, recently though I'd given up. Well, I think I might be going next year, I'm only going to base camp but it's still gonna take 19 days in all counting trekking time and various stops to acclimatise on the ascent! During the climb we'll summit Kala Pattar which is 5,545m high! This is something I'd given up on and now there's a good chance that I'll be going!! :D I'm doing it as part of a charity event and have to raise a lot of money in the process, £3500 ($7000). Even if I do this, I plan to go back sometime and attempt to go a bit higher, cost is the only thing holding me back, that and the fact that it'll probably kill me! I can't believe this, actaully going to Nepal!!! :D

Finally
My life is back on track. Shit that took forever. A couple things I have to workout with a friend of mine it seems though. But I am happy again. I'm content with who I am/who I am with. Which right now is no one, but I am okay with it finally. I've learned to let go of the thing I love most. Still love her, but it is easy to let go now because I might be optimistic, but I have never believed in fairy tale endings. My life has been oh-so filled with them [sarcasm]. I am happy with what I've got, and I can't wait to share it with someone.

Finally Its Fucking Enough!!!!
A time comes in your life when you finally get it... When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head screams ENOUGH!!! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. Your sobs begin to subside and you begin to look at the world through new eyes. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change... or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that you are neither Prince Charming or Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings or beginnings and that any guarantee of "Happily Ever After" must begin with you... and in the process acceptance is born. You realize that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are... and that is ok. They are entitled to their own views and opinions. And you learn the importance of loving and being proud of

Finally, A Definition Of Globalization I Can Understand
Finally, a definition of globalization I can understand: Question : What is the truest definition of Globalization? Answer: Princess Diana's death. Question: How come? Answer : An English princess with an Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a French tunnel, driving a German car with a Dutch engine, driven by a Belgian who was drunk on Scottish whisky, (check the bottle before you change the spelling), followed closely by Italian Paparazzi, on Japanese motorcycles, treated by an American doctor, using Brazilian medicines. This is sent to you by a Jew of German/Russian decent, using Bill Gates's technology, and you're probably reading this on your computer, that uses Taiwanese chips, and a Korean monitor, assembled by Bangladeshi workers in a Singapore plant, transported by Indian lorry-drivers, hijacked by Indonesians, unloaded by Sicilian longshoremen, and trucked to you by Mexican illegal's.....

Finally
As most of you know from the pictures, my wife and I purchased a new home here in Sarasota. The closing date is set for June 28. I contacted the moving company, and they should have our furnishings delivered by July 3. So, I purchased tickets for my wife and kids to make their final move to here. They are scheduled to fly on July 1 (18 more days)... It's been more than a month since I've seen my daughters, but my wife and son made a trip down here over Memorial Day weekend, so at least I got to see some of my family. Anyway, the countdown has begun, and I am ready to get out of this apartment living and back into a house with my family.

Finally
Well this weekend i had my girl over for four nights and actually did no work what so ever except around the house and did not work out or train....And i found out how lucky i am to have such a good person in my life....used to all i had was my kids and they helped me as much as they could and now when im with her i dont want to do anything but be with her im so happy now i think i finally found the right person and i mean that from bottom of my heart......

Finally
It occurred to me today....I'm really not in pain anymore. I'm sure I'll still have my bad days; and his neglecting our children makes me insane....but....The Skank can have him. I'm happier without him. I'm not wound so tight that I cut off the circulation to....everywhere. I don't have to excuse him, placate him, walk on eggshells around him, or crouch down to lower myself to his level anymore. I'm free.

The Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears.

Finally Moved!
WELL I AM FINALLY ALL FINISHED WITH MOVING ALL MY CRAP! NOW JUST TO GO THRU EVERYTHING AND GET RID OF WHAT I DO NOT NEED TO KEEP. WE HAVE SETTLED INTO THE HOUSE AND REPAINTED ALMOST EVERYTHING. NOW TO GET INTO A RUTINE OF THE DAILY ACTIVITIES SUCH AS WORK, CLEANING, COOKING ETC. I REALLY LOVE IT HERE AND AM GLAD THAT I HAVE MOVED! THE PEOPLE HERE IN KENTUCKY SEEM SO MUCH FRIENDLIER THEN THOSE IN INDIANA. AND THE AREA IS SO MUCH MORE BEAUTIFUL! JUST A QUICK DRIVE DOWN THE ROAD AND YOU ARE IN THE COUNTRYSIDE WITH BEAUTIFUL HILLS AND STREAMS AND CURVY ROADS THAT ARE GREAT ON THE BIKE! THINGS ARE GONNA BE GREAT!

Finally
I know this will put some of you in shock, but I finally made an appointment to get my ankle checked by a second Dr. No, not a specialist, but this is the Dr I normally went to and I trust him. The Dr that handled it the first time was the only one freeat the time. So after all of you bugging me to go get another opinion, I finally am. Of course it was the pain I felt playing ball yesterday that convinced me lol

Finally Done!
Okay, I finally have posted approximately a hundred photos of my photography. Most of these are older shots. I will try to put some new photos up soon. I have to shrink them down because my new cameras file sizes are too big. Let me know what you think of the shots, and if anyone needs photos take, let me know. I've got several specials going right now. Hope everyone has a great week, Bryan

Finally
I'm tired, but what do you expect after a 12 hr shift. Today was a normal day work wise, but a short but powerful conversation in the morning, made my daay and nothing, and I do mean nothing can or will take away from that. For those of you that have followed my angel series, you can see I finally posted "healing", so yes I hope this will be the start of the sweet and playful works I was about to write a few weeks ago. This Tues and thurs mornings are important days for me just to see what happens and to see how playful and sweet and loving and romantic the next few poems are going to be, I am and will hold back on putting expectations on either of the days just b/c the last time i did, well tues didn't work out so great, so while I hope, I do not expect. Hopefully we can start having fun again. Speaking of fun I've decided to hold a new contest, I need you guys to either join or spread the word I really want this to be big, and heck I'm giving away a 30 day blast to the winner, and

Finally A Slight Break
My boss got me a different P.O.S. car but it is a car. So I can finally leave the shop for awhile and in fact take a shower and all that fun stuff. The only thing is now he has something else he can hold over me. Guess I will just have to make do till I can change the situation.

Finally, Some Relief
I finally got my self-improvement project paper done, no thanks to lots of writer's block. At least that's one less thing that I have to worry about. Still have a wedding and a cross-country move ahead of me though. I can hopefully, maybe, if I'm lucky, might be able to get a little sleep now. Been so tired with everything going on that I don't know if I even remember which way is up anymore. I guess now that the first of the big tasks os over with things will be a lot easier. This has actually been the hardest of all the things I have been doing. I will never take an accelerated college class for sure. Especially if I have anything else going on in my life. I just can't wait to be with Joe. He has become my life and I wish I was with him now. Just a few more weeks and I will be able to see him every day. I love him so much. Oh well. Soon.

The Final Version
Looking upon the moon, the darkness eases the self doubt away and the Shadow can be the person not many see. Some only see what they want to see, for once she wishes that they see what she cannot express. Some are too busy to even notice for she always listen to them no matter what but when it comes to her some are around and try their best to help while others...are not truly listening. She hears the howl of a wolf. She smiles as the wolf comes to where she sits on the bank of the river. Nothing has to be said. As the wolf sits beside her, he stares at her with those amber eyes, understanding the secrets she holds in her soul. That gentle creature places his head in her lap and she strokes his head, soaking in the strength and love he gives to her. He sleeps as she gazes into the silver moon for her peace for the time being. Peace, a word that only is sought for a moment. For the Shadow, the peace is only temporary. As she looks at the moon, settles against the tree and closes h

Finally 21!!!
Ok, so I'm new to this site, and haven't had time to thank everyone who has commented or rated my pics or profile.. If I haven't said it already to you, THANKS!!! I really appreciate it. I'm having a blast on here chatting with everyone and rating people. Now the otehr reason for this blog... next Friday, the 6th is my 21st birthday!! Yay! So... who's buyin the drinks?? Don't be shy, and for every drink ya buy me on here, I'll return the favor!!! Again, thanks for everything y'all!

Final Battle
I drop to one knee and prop myself up with my sword. I wipe my brow with a look of utter bewilderment. This fight has taken more of a toll on me than any previous, all because I wanted something so stupid and trivial as immortality. The cold has made my breath visible. The ice has weighed down what otherwise would be very light and effective armor. My shield is several feet away, leaving me completely open to attack I'm burning on the inside of my skin, while the outside is frost bitten. My mouth is dry from the obscenities that I've screamed at my enemy... pure futile frustration. The ice and snow under my feet have hindered my movement to the point that my practiced dexterity is of no use now. In other words, I'm completely fucked. In short range is my enemy. Cold. Unfeeling. Honestly, not giving a damn whither I live or die. She stands unhindered, completely at home in the bitter cold. Her hair gently touches her shoulders, jet black and shimmering in what light creep

Finally The Answer!
The Explanation of life On the first day, God created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?" So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I 'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the dog did?" And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family For this, I will give you a life span of sixty Years." The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How abo

Finally Moving On
Wow, ever felt like there's hardly anything in your life that feels right? And the one thing that does feel right...feels far away? God. I've been thinking so much lately. There's so much shit floating around in my head right now. I'm not entirely sure what to think about it all. My one thing that feels right...I need them so bad right now. But to be perfectly honest....I think they want someone else. C.T is kickass...but sometimes it just sucks ass. Comments are a bitch and I hate the fact that I'm nosey. My one thing that feels right....you might be jealous of your someone else's "friend", but I'm jealous of your someone else. That was probably uber confusing. But oh well. Makes me think "Do you really even care about me at all?....and if you do....then do you have feelings for someone else ALSO?" It really hurts. I'm so glad I can't see the messages you send to her. Anyone else feel guilty about something? I sure as hell do. I should have known I couldnt let completly go of the

The Final Inspection
The Final Inspection The Soldier stood and faced his God, Which must always come to pass, He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass, "Step forward now, you Soldier, How shall I deal with you ? Have you always turned the other cheek ? To my Church have you been true?" The Soldier squared his shoulders and said: "No Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a Saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough, And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That was'nt mine to keep, Though I worked alot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep, And I never passed a cry for help, Though times I shook with fear, And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears, I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here, They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, L

Finally, The 5 Answers We Have Been Waiting For
Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, but "down under." Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q: WHY WERE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch... ================================================================= What is a man's Ultimate embarrassment? Answer: Running into a wall with an erection and breaking his nose.

The Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They neve

Final Hug
We embrace, my arms around your thin stomach this is everything, this is our final meet now its in fates hands, if we were meant to be but watching you get out of that car walking me to my front door, we don't bother with those heartfelt goodbyes with a small frown you walk away forever with that smile i love so much i learned so much from you, i cant believe your gone that final hug the last time we see each other your family drives off to a new life as i lose myself in a puddle of tears, the car I've ridden in so many times slips from my grasp and view forever.

Finally Uploaded My Vacation Pics
HI EVERYONE SORRY IT TOOK ME AWHILE TO UPLOAD MY VACATION PICS FEEL FREE TO GO TO MY PICS UNDER MY VACATION PICS AND RATE THEM AND COMMENT ON THEM IF U WISH I JUST WANTED TO POST THIS TO LET ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW THAT I FINALLY GOT THEM ON AND TO SAY THANKS FOR BEING SO PATIENCE WITH ME HAVE A GR8T DAY

The Final Writing
many good times were spent here with my friends,they were happy times with no forseen endsbut as all things these have come to passbut the friendships are there to last.i go on but in my mindi remember those words,all so kindi hate to lave with out a goodbye but in this blog,a farewell i must tryi found riches no man could ever findand its something ill never leave behindthere was love and i had given my heartbut through this world its now torn apart wish me luck as i do you,and remember to u i was always true.now in leaving one thing ive not said,ill take these memories with me till once i am dead. i never was one to say good bye, so im just going,in private ill cry dedicated to all my friends here on ct with special dedications to those so special to me

Finale B
There Is No Future - There Is No Past Thank God This Moments Not The Last There's Only Us There's Only This Forget Regret Or Life Is Yours To Miss No Other Road No Other Way No Day But Today I Can't Control My Destiny I Trust My Soul My Only Goal Is Just To Be Without You The Hand Gropes The Ear Hears The Pulse Beats Life Goes On But I'm Gone Cause I Die Without You I Die Without You No Day But Today Will I Lose My Dignity Will Someone Care Will I Wake Tomorrow From This Nightmare There's Only Now There's Only Here Give In To Love Or Live In Fear No Other Path No Other Way No Day But Today No Day But Today

Finally Found Happiness
Well to those who know me i have had a bad set of relationships in the past.. but i can honestly say i found happiness. I am happy and i love him more and more each day.. I fall further and further in love with him. The hardest thing right now is that he is away and im missing him so much.. I love him so much and i cant wait til he comes home.. They say distance makes the heart grow fonder..and that is sooo damn true.. I dont think i can say i ever love someone as much as i love Erik. He is my world. I would do anything for him.. He means so much to me its hard to describe how much he means to me.. I just know that everyone thinks they know what love is but honestly it takes years to actually experience Love. Honestly once u experience love you dont want to let it go. I am happy. My thanks goes out to my friends who have stood behind me in this and knows i am truely happy..and who have seen me go from being down in the dumps to being extemely happy.. Ya'll dont know how

Finally, It's Happened -- Haley Leaves American Idol
I wrote a bunch of notes about the American Idol performances -- but then ran out of time to blog about everything. But I would have predicted Haley leaving tonight -- and Phil being in the bottom 3. But I wasn't sure about the other bottom performer. I actually thought Blake might be there, because he has lost some of his appeal for me -- and because Chris is so likeable. I loved the advice J.Lo gave to the American Idol contestants. And I actually thought Sanjaya did a good job -- his best performance up to this point. I was hoping Haley would go home -- it is just hard to watch someone who is trying to sell herself so much, and doesn't seem to know who she is, but rather uses her body. Even Simon mentioned that she was using the tactic of "wearing the least amount of clothes possible." That is very sad. I agreed with Simon on most of the American Idol performances last night -- and felt like no one really stood out and "wowed" me. Of course Melinda, LaKisha and Jordin did well -- bu

Finally
""Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so LOVE the people who treat you right, FORGET the ones that don't and believe everything happens for a reason. NOBODY said it would be easy, they just promsed it would be worth it?.... "" Ive finally gotten to a point in my life I can apply this....I Use to think it was ok for certain people to treat me a certain way ...maybe because I thought I loved them therefore didnt see it as wrong . Or maybe finding someone that treats you like you deserve makes you realize Hey im someone something special and will only be treated as such and if you cant then I really dont need you in my life do I? Plenty of bad in the world gets thrown our way. It makes us who we are. So to the people that Love me thank you .. I know what a hard job that can be.. and to the ones that dont... your already forgotten...To my friends that have shown me the light and helped me grow into the person i am today ... thank you and I love you so much

Finally, The Guys' Side Of The Story.
Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfr

The Final Two!
It's come down to this: Jordin vs. Blake. Beauty and the Beatboxer, or some such. The winning Idol's song, This Is My Now, was written by a Seattle duo, a pastor and a contemporary Christian artist. Both contestants will perform it tonight and chances are I'll go to hell for what I'm gonna say about it. A commercial break before we even get started? Talk about padding. Aw, Blake's such a gentleman, winning the coin toss but asking Jordin if she wants to go first. She wisely declines. He goes first. (Better to go last and make the final impression). Anyhow, Blake reprises Bon Jovi's You Give Love a Band Name. There is no excuse to repeat songs from just a couple weeks ago. The whole sense of discovery is shot. This is a bad thing Idol does on finale shows. And given that the judges seem clueless about contemporary music, they think this beatboxing nonsense is "original" and "different." Sorry, nothing unique about it. Paula has such a crush on Blake it's embarrassing. Simon's eas

Finally
I've been on 99.99% for the longest time. I did two salutes and they both weren't approved I have no idea why. So I was off this site for the longest time. I just did two new ones and they got approved, and I find out that my points have been counting for me the entire time! I'm so happy lol. But seriously. What's with all the name changes? I liked Lost Cherry. I still have the shirt. Who else is with me? Who was even on this site when it was Lost Cherry? Ah those were the days.

Finally Found What I Was Looking For
What a pleasant surprise it was to find this community. After basically giving up on ever finding a place that was filled with people that are interesting, adult in orientation, full of gorgeous women, and somewhere to let my hair down, and maybe meet people that I don't have to hide half of myself from, and best of all free. Such a joy to finally find what I knew had to be out there somewhere, and even better one where I might finally be able to put an end to being deprived of so much of what makes life fun, and worth living. Looking forward to making new friends, and hoping to fill the hole in my life.

Finally Some Good News
Hello A/all I decide I better let yall know Im still alive. Well working at lowes is going good I have starting losing weight ( 27 lbs so far) and feel that it could turn into a hellva job if they start getting my hours up. I have a new love in my life some of you know her other dont her name is angie (GODDESS in my family list)and I can say she makes me happier then I thought possible, I love her more and more each day and plan to see her very soon, as well as, have her here with Me when it can be worked out. she is helping me explor another side of Me that very very few even know about (Dominence yes I am a switch) and none have experenced. Please wish Me luck and know that Im finally beginning to be happy Love always Stacy

Finally
They finally figured out what is wrong with me...i started having really bad pains in my side yeserday..after 8 hours in the er at the hospital in fort worth yesterday they figured it out.....i have inflamed and messed up lymphnodes in my stomach....now we just have to figure out what is causing this and then we will be able to fix it.......but today i feel good and alot better than yesterday. soo yippee now just to find a cure love ya all drew

The Final Good-bye
The Final Good-Bye The Last Goodbye The time has come, to say my final goodbye. Suitcase packed, one last walk through the house, make sure nothing of mine gets left behind. There he stands. Watching. Waiting. Counting down the minutes. I take a deep breath. I look at him and think to myself – “He has no idea what I am going thru.” He just has no clue. This has all just been so easy for him. Doing nothing. Killing time. Watching. Waiting. Counting down the minutes Until I say that final goodbye. I gave him one last hug, and went on my way. And on I went. Passed state line. Knowing I will never permanently be back. Still no tears did I cry. I’ll be back to visit, And then, I will fly. Passed each state, one by one. Closer and closer to my destination. 1100 miles and my mind starts to roam. All I can think about are the SECRETS! I hate them. Despise them. All they do is anger me and piss me of

Final Moments’ Silence (too Afraid To Leave Alone)
Final Moments’ Silence (Too Afraid to Leave Alone) And I wanted you to know that these tears were named for you, stroking paths down weathered cheeks before being swallowed into hungry pores because I'm too afraid of leaving to scream your name aloud. I wanted you to hear the chaos in my words so I wrote them out for you, but you may never read me the way you always should have, and I'm too afraid of leaving to explain my trembling pen strokes. I wanted you to see how dangerous this is and understand how much this battle hurts so I penned my syllables in poetry and made my cursive sing, but you may never realize how close I am to fading, and I'm too afraid of leaving to send my message to the stars. I wanted you to taste what it means to fall apart so I left acid screams inside a cup and set it on your night stand, but I don't think you'll find a flavor, and I'm too afraid of leaving to pour my heartache down your throat.

Finally R Kelly Goes To Court--long Time Coming
CHICAGO - R. Kelly will go on trial next month, more than five years after he was charged with child pornography. Judge Vincent Gaughan has set a Sept. 17 date for the start of a jury trial, according to the Cook County state’s attorney’s office. The Chicago Sun-Times reported on its Web site that setting of the date followed a lengthy meeting Wednesday among the judge, the lead prosecutor, the R&B singer and his lawyers. Kelly, who was born Robert Sylvester Kelly, has pleaded not guilty to 14 counts of child pornography. He was charged in 2002 and is accused of allegedly engaging in videotaped sex acts with an underage girl. Kelly’s attorneys haven’t conceded that he is on the tape, saying his likeness may have been computer generated. They have also tried to raise doubts about the identity and age of the girl. The case has been hit with delay after delay. Since being charged, Kelly has had six best-selling albums and three nationwide tours. The 40-year-old singer has

Finale Rumors...
Looks as though tonight's format will be sticking pretty close to the traditional formula for a finale performance episode.Jordin Sparks and Blake Lewis will each sing three songs, an original choice, a reprise from this season and, of course, the dreaded coronation song.Here are the rumored song choices and, while there has been no solid verification, they seem to be highly credible.Blake will lead off, after having won the coin toss but deferring the choice to Jordin, and will repeat his BonJovi night selection, You Give Love a Bad Name. He will also perform another Maroon 5 number, She Will be Loved, in addition to the crappy winner's single.Jordin will close the show and has chosen to repeat Broken Wing, her song choice from Martina McBride night, Christina Aguilera's Fighter and, of course, the crappy winner's song.Rumors are also spilling in surrounding the Wednesday finale extravaganza and are including names like Kelly Clarkson, Taylor Hicks, Jennifer Hudson, Smokey Robinson, G

Final Project: Race And Your Community
This was my final paper within my Cultural Diversity class for college. Tell me what yins think. ------------ Race and ethnicity is either a minor or major part in everyone’s everyday life. Either way, it still presents itself. I do not believe anyone can say they are surrounded by one race and it be their own everyday of their lives. One may be friends with someone of a different skin color or religion. One may be family with someone who has been married or born into the family who is a different race. One may also work closely or at a distance with someone who has different views on topics because of possible immigration into the United States or because of how they were raised. Whites are said to be the majority in every situation. As if whites are looked at more highly and are praised. As if whites are more capable at jobs and positions within politics while blacks, Middle Easterners, Mexicans, etc. are degraded and put down on a regular basis. “Blacks, Mexican

Finally An Update!
Finally an update..... Been back in the states since May 19th. Damn the time has gone on forever, or so it seems! If all goes right I will be leaving to go back to Deutschland on August 30th. Keep your fingers crossed for me! All that I have been dreaming about lately is being back with my hunni! There will be a lot of obstacles once I do return there, for one being the language but as long as I am with Rudi, to me the language can be is an easy barrier to overcome. Every time I think that less then 4 weeks I will be able to look in those eyes again, I semi get that anxiety attack feeling. Yet, I know it is a mixture of anxiety and excitement! The only part I don't look forward to is the flight, going with the cheapest flight, which is most feasible, will have me with 2 stops before I get to Frankfurt, one in Phoenix and one in Philly. Before was pretty simple, from Spokane to Chicago to Frankfurt.

Finally
For those of you who know me, you all know I have been stressing pretty hard the last few months, due to being out of work. Well so I don't have to keep repeating myself, the search is over. I start my new job on Monday. I am officially rejoining the white collar group and will be able to play catch up before I lose it all. (I hope) Thanks to everyone who has helped my through this time, both with financial and moral support. I love ya

Finally A Good Thing
Woo hoo. Tonight I'm leaving for Chicago. I'm going with my brother and a friend to ComicCon. Yeah I know. I'm a friggin' geek. I don't care. This is the first time that I've been able to get away and just have a good time in a few years.

Finally Friday!
Good morning everyone! Hope you all are having a good Friday. I am off of work today with nothing to do! Any suggestions? I was just watching the most beautiful sunrise. The sky went from bright red to bright orange and now back to blue. wish I could have taken pictures of that. Well, everyone have a good day. I'll be around. :)

Finally A Weekend Off
Finally I get a weekend off. I had to work all from last weekend until this weekend. It's so nice to finally get a break. I'm usually so busy working trying to support my kid and myself that I hardly ever get any time to myself. I'm actually pretty sick of being a cashier and tired of stocking a convient store, but you gotta do what you gotta do to get by and survive, right? Anyways, thanks for reading this blog if you do. Sincerely, Xandy ;)

Finally... After 4 Months...
Introduction to ME... I weighed 482 pounds when I took that picture you've been rating... That is my before pic. I have been waiting for weightloss surgery (RYG Bypass) since March 17th! My insurance company finally approved me, I guess they are sick of paying all my doctor bills... Since my picture I have lost 70+ pounds without surgery. I won't post another pic here until after they cut me... Like I said to some of my friends here -- I am a work in progress. I will try to get some gross stuff -- NSFW stuff- Like during my surgery, just KUZ I'd like you all to know me from the inside, out! I am waiting for the surgical scheduler to call me now- then I will head to the HOSPITAL. I'll have more later. Now I am OUT! LATES! MARK

Finals
1st place: Wikid One 40693 2nd place: Fubar Fred 37628 3rd place: Stephie 26329 Runners up Aleana: 9873 Butterfliez:9172 Robert: 8269 Thanks again to every one...Check out my sticky bulleton and be sure to show these people in it sum Fubar love... Awesome folks ....

The Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a pl

Finally
well finally only one week left till i go back to work, HOPE#FULLY!!!!!!!! if all goes well i hope to start back next sunday. well things are looking up, especially if i do go back to work, then i wont have to sit around all the time now, and i cant wait to go back to doing overtime, so i can make that money and live the nice life again instead of skimping by.... well wish me luck.

Final Goodbye
She sits by the window, Watching the rain, It sounds on the roof, And drives her insane. Upon a silk chair, Within this dark room, She leaves us her story, All that led to her doom. It begins "I was born." And ends, "Now I die." But wait, that last line, Was only a lie… In a time once graceful, Where no hatred was fed, She found a young man, Who now lies somewhere dead. He promised his return, The start to new life, For once he came home, He'd make her his wife. Such saddening news, With which she can't cope, Yet, still in her heart, A glimmer of hope. Alas her young love, Will never, home, return, She still smells the smoke, As her lover's pyre does burn. Her tears stop flowing, Her heart becomes stone, She'll live out her life, Forever, alone. She left us, this night, Her head she held high, This sad, sorry tale, Of her final goodbye...

Finally!!!
the cast and the button that was holding my thumb together is now gone!!!Hurt like hell when they took it all out but i have my hand back again...im in a splint that i have to keep on unles im just sitting doing nothing but its better than the cast! I posted new pics of my thumb...im not gonna lie..it looks gross, so if u have a weak stomach dont look...if u wanna look they are in my surgery pics folder..love ya all!!

Finally Some Decent News!!
Well to start off...I fell today. My right ankle just gave out on me and I ate pavement. I am really sore and in alot of pain this evening BUT on a good note I FINALLY got into see another neuro surg doc for a 2nd opinion. There is still hope that I can get some pain relief. I actually go this Saturday. I was shocked to get in so quickly when I have been back and forth with them and my workers comp about getting an appt. If he says he can give me some pain relief back surgery is in my very near future. My brother just had back surgery yesterday and he is doing really well. Still in pain of course but should be doing better very soon. I am excited. I do have a small glimmer of hope that has returned after 3yrs of constant pain!! So if you believe in God pray for me. If you dont then send positive energy my way. Whatever you believe will help me!! I was told that I will most likely end up getting a Mylogram (sp?)...They shoot some kind of dye into the spine. I will write another blog on

Finally A Cure For Depression
In a zoo in California , a mother tiger gave birth to a rare set of triplet tiger cubs. Unfortunately, due to complications in the pregnancy, the cubs were born prematurely and due to their tiny size, they died shortly after birth. The mother tiger after recovering from the delivery, suddenly started to decline in health, although physically she was fine. The veterinarians felt that the loss of her litter had caused the tigress to fall into a depression. The doctors decided that if the tigress could surrogate another mother's cubs, perhaps she would improve. After checking with many other zoos across the country, the depressing news was that there were no tiger cubs of the right age to introduce to the mourning mother. The veterinarians decided to try something that had never been tried in a zoo environment. Sometimes a mother of one species will take on the care of a different species. The only 'orphans' that could be found quickly, were a litter of weaning pigs. The zoo keepe

Finally A Day Off
Well tomorrow I got a day off. Me and my hubby are going to Destin to do some serious shopping. Im so excited! We havent been shopping in a long time....at least not where I can just blow some mad money. The girls will be in daycare all day so we will be able to go and not worry about them and be able to enjoy ourself. Now dont get me wrong we love taking the girls places with us but sometimes we just want to get away. We don't have a babysitter so being able to leave them at daycare and just run away for a few hours is going to be nice. Of course though since Im taking tomorrow off Im working this weekend to make up for it. Oh well at least I wont lose any money. Im so very excited!!!!

Finally...
Well...I finished up another physical tournament Sunday...3 months long..and I am glad to be through. I attained 11th Dan and gained the Title of Kuno-ichi Sokobe Sensei...A very prized title in my clan, as well as Nin itself. I finally feel like 15 yrs of training paid off in one day. But I cannot rest, for there are always challenges greater. and now for a poem that came to me as I meditated last night.... I have loved and been hurt by love I have seen joy and yet there is pain I have breathed and yet i am breathless In your presence Consumed by your beauty the essence of love I have walked a thousand miles in my shoes On a road which never ends Through the driving rains many tears have fallen Swept up in the passage of time My heart will linger in the moonlight As i breathe the ocean breeze tonight For on the horizon there is a new day A story still left untold For the dreamer dreams of hope And a lover feels with their heart So why is it human nature

Finallity!!!
If you read my last blog then you will understand this and if you didn't well then go back and read it so you can understand this. If you are just too damn lazy to read it then let me try to make this one easy enough so that you won't have to go back to the previous one. In it I talked about new beginnings and what may lie on the other side of a newly opened door. The only way you can find out is by stepping through and finding out..blah blah blah....just go read it. I stepped through that open door and found paradise. I am truly in heaven now and I have never been happier in my life. Even though I am not a go-billionaire I have everything I could ever want in my life right now. I found out that once you experience true happiness in a relationship nothing can best it. I know it took me a while to get things together within myself and find out what it was I wanted in life and now that I know, everything is falling into place. I can't believe I missed out on this all these years. The

Financial Bind
Common law step son is coming to pick me up so we can transfer names on a couple of bills. He just had a new son with wife and is strapped for money. Everyone around here seems to have..disappeared now that I am in a financial bind. Have just enough to pay the rent and that is it! Went around yesterday and collected job applications filled them out and returning them today, depending on when step son gets here.

Finally, The Guys' Side Of The Story.
Finally, the guys' side of the story. We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men ARE not mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are fo

Finally!
Well after searching for 3 months since moving to Nashville, I finally found a house! Lil pink house on the corner! LOL Definately will be painted before winter! I can't wait to empty my storage unit and get busy to starting my new life! Good things to come. Now if I could just get a band going I would be set!

Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me arou

Finally A Day Off
you ever work so much with out a day off! then you know what its like, im so exsausted that i think my body is ready to cave in on itself but i finally have a day off and im so taking advantage of every little bit of the day woohoo

Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. 'Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?' The soldier squared his shoulders and said, 'No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand.

Finally!!!!!!!
Finally I landed the Jack-pot! I finally found a guy who likes me for me. Who treats me like fucking gold, who loves talking to me not texting me. He is not my type and that is why I've been putting him off for so long. Than I had this dinner with my Gays and they were all like hey asshole (me) lets see what your type has gotten and done for you... they then went over the list, and stopped when I was brought to tears of laughter. So I got up the balls called him, got really sick, the whole kidney infection thing and all...and out of shock he shows up with orange juice and tylenol for me. Just to hang out just to talk, just to keep me company. I don't have to wait for the shoe to fall I don't have to worry that he'll just stop calling me one day. because I don't forsee that happening. He is happy with just us, no sex, just talk and looking at me. Hey it doesn't hurt that he considers me out of his league, and constantly tells me this, that I am way to beautiful to be with him.

Finally I Think Things Are Working Out
still accesssing from the library and should be back on a regular basis in a week or so...maybe..but its still in the works...i will let ya know as i know...miss my fellow fubars!!

Final "saw Iv" Poster
Without even knowing the details of the plot, we already have the fifth "Saw IV" poster, which according to director Darren Lynn Bousman, is filled with clues. It features a woman from the very first still released, only she is wearing a pig mask. As always, the tagline states "It's a trap." In addition, the film also received it's official MPAA rating. During Comic-Con, it was announced that the movie was rated 'NC-17' and would have to go through some major edits to get down to an 'R.' Apparently, those edits have been made, and the new rating is now "R for sequences of grisly bloody violence and torture throughout, and for language." "Saw IV" is scheduled to hit theaters on October 26th. Click here to read our exclusive "Saw IV" preview.

Finally
After a long time of waiting we have finally gotten a fish tank fer our babbies (TURTLES)... It's freakin HUGE, can not wait ta put some fishies in there....lol... Anyways I will hopefully take some good pictures once theres some life in the tank!

Finally!!
OK So I'm not very good at this blogging thing, but I'll give it a try :). I've finally reached a place where I'm honestly happy with my life - aside from still recovering from mono, that is. I've had this little argument going about work and it just hit me - I'm there for my wonderful clients, not my employer. So I'm going to stay there while working on doing my private practice and getting to where I can do only that. It's so exciting!! I'm such a lucky person to be living the life I do. I have it so much easier than a lot of people and I intend to make the best of it every day. As for my social life - it's picking up as I get better - which is good. I really need to get out!! LOL I would like to remind all of my close friends - people who have seen me completely vulnerable and with my guard down that I love you! You guys are so wonderful and special to me and I'll always be thankful for your love. How could I wake up every day without you?? Hmmm I think that went well.

Finally!
I finally got two things done today, I got the BBW section up on my site heres the link for that (There isnt many at moment, but I'll be adding more throughout the day today) http://www.belladonnasdarkgraphics.com/bbw.php I also got my holidays section under some order as well. you can check that out here at this link below http://www.belladonnasdarkgraphics.com/holidays.php I have added about 4 new Halloween tags as well in there too....Hope you all enjoy the new section and the new Halloween tags!

Finally
Well I am here in New Orleans doing trhe dreaded un-packing. UGH!!! Saddly though it isnt something a slave can assist with due to the fact I have no idea where I am putting this stuff LOL. So the dining set got set up last night no more eating with my plate perched on my thighs. LOL The Playroom is shaping up hung curtains up yesterday and got a half assed bondage bed built so things are moving along. I need it up and soon I need to make some money. Yep you betcha this one likes to eat from time to time. LOL But on the serious side this move was the best thing I have done for myself. I find this city in the midst of its rebirth and the people for the most part are looking towards a brighter future. And I am lucky to be a part of it. The people I have met have welcomed me to the city with open arms and it matters not what color there skin is or their sexual preferences. They see me as a person despite the whip hanging from my neck. LOL Ok ok I will stop its early give me a break.

Finally I Got It.....
As you may know that Mike and I have been together for one year and engaged for one year. Our anniversary is on the 26th of this month. Well the other day I saw this dragon statue that I wanted so he gets it for me and says this is my anniversary gift. I was happy about it cause he knows how much I like dragons. My whole bedroom is done in dragons. Well yesterday we decided to go out to Golden Coral for dinner. We stopped in K-mart to look for a dress for Mykala's pictures they didn't have one. On our way up to the check out I was looking at the engagement rings, which he knew I have been at for long time. I saw this ring that I really like, but way over what we could afford so when I wasn't looking he buys a 14kg 1/5 diamond that cost 599.99 and kneels in front of me and puts it on my finger and asks me do you like it. I said Yes. On the side of the band we are going to get it engraved just like my promise ring. I have been waiting a very long time for this ring, now that I have it,

The Finale For My Girl
"Oh...look at that...my dick's still hard! This Viagra is amazing!" I said with a smile on my face. "What should I do now?" I grabbed the based of my man meat and rubbed it back and forth over your wet pussy. Then I ventured down further and placed it at the puckered entrance to your ass. I smiled broadly as a look of sheer terror flashed across your cum-covered face. "Oh god no...oh please don't put it in my butt. It's too big...it won't fit...oh god, please don't do it." You were totally hysterical. "Do anything else...just please don't put it in my ass!" I moved my clockhead away from your anus and rubbed it up and down your juicy pussy slit, which was covered with our mixed cum. I saw a look of relief cross your face, figuring I was going to leave your butt alone. Little did you know I was just lubing up my dick with our juices. I got my dick nice and wet and then ventured back down past your pussy hole to your ass pucker. You quickly realized the trick I had played. "Oh fuck...

Finally! I Have Something Good Happen To Me.
Well yes I know I have been a little distant with you guys in the past week,I didn't go out on friday or saturday night like usual...but well...I have something to let all of ya know. I am finally...absolutely head over heels in love with a guy that decided to scoop me up. He of course is obviously on the top of my list on here so yep,that would be him. A couple weeks ago he sent me a message on fubar(cherrytap.com) that I of course being my negative self,didn't believe. So I brushed it off and was my sarcastic self. Well...I met up with him finally,we hung out a couple times and I still wasn't quite sure about it all. It finally clicked earlier this week when we went to the movies. Everything just kind of snuck up on me and made me realize,this is it. This is what I have been wanting and it's right in front of me. He has been sweet,kind,considerate...just everything. So anyways,we made it official this week that we are together. You all will eventually meet him I just want to have my

Finally
I am now employed. I start work tomorrow. Unfortunately I won't have a phone for a couple of weeks until i get my first paycheck. After that I need to pay bills and save up to fix a car (and get it registered) i will soon be driving...hopefully by November. This way I can go out of Lynchburg every now and again when work does not constrict me to do so. i will just have to get certain days off so i can.

Finally...single Again!
Well, my now ex-by JD Donely & I have finally broken up after 2 weeks of him pushing me to move in with him & getting engaged (mine u i had only known this asshole 4 a month), and then 2 weeks of him not talking to me or returning my calls whicjh come to find out before he had even broken up with me, he had already gone and found some other poor sob to be engaged to that he barely knows. so basically, hes been cheating on me this entire time! what an asshole! im just glad its over cuz i was never really attracted to him in the first place (hes not exacly good-looking), and not to mention hes a horrible kisser. but he begged me to go out with him and wouldnt stop bugging me til i did. then a week later he tries to give me an engagement ring (which he called a "promise ring" but whatever), wjhich i promptly handed back and told him he was freaking me out. so at last, im single again! ive had enuff bad realtionships go bad in the end and that makes 4 in a row. all loosers...i need to date

9/11.... Finally Someone Speaks Out And Is Not Afraid!
Here's one woman who is telling it like it is...in her opinion! Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like this is one pissed off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Ko ran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet...Hell, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible,

Finally! Vacation Pics Posted!
Took while for Becca to get them to me, but they're finally up. Hopefully I'll be getting my family reunion pics soon as well! In the meantime, anyone thinking about getting a gift for me birthday, it's a Dec 16, and a digital camera would be uber-sweet! Lol!

Finally Found Someone Lyrics
I finally found someone who knocks me off my feet I finally found the one who makes me feel complete It started over coffee; we started out as friends It's funny how from simple things the best things begin. This time it's different; it's all because of you It's better than it's ever been cause we can talk it through My favorite line was "Can I call you sometime?" It's all you had to say to take my breath away. This is it! Oh, I finally found someone Someone to share my life I finally found the one to be with every night. 'Cause whatever I do, it's just got to be you My life has just begun I finally found someone. Did I keep you waiting? (I didn't mind) I apologize, (Baby, that's fine) I would wait forever just to know you were mine. You know I love your hair, (Are you sure it looks right?) I love what you wear, (Isn't it too tight?) You're exceptional, I can't wait for the rest of my life. Oh, this is it! Oh, I finally found someone Someone

Finally My First Blog!!!
Well all these frickin years and i'm going to write a blog!! Thinking of the word "blog" just blows my mind as it is and makes me wonder where the work came from. I'm gonna take a wild guess and say it was some random neanderthal and he prob. was just mad at him children for....ummm not putting the fish outside the cave and they got rotten. yeah that sounds about right lol (btw i'm listening to Tool the whole time i'm writing this ROCK ON!!)The whole half a paragraph i wrote bc there is seriously not too much in my life thats worth talking about! Now that i think about it there is a few things i can think of. My grandpa has Cancer and my Dad and i went down to see him last weekend in Chicago....whoever is reading this can pray for him. then there is always wut the crap i'm gonna do for school. I'll prob. go back for a Outdoor Recreation degree and the see wut happens from there. Anyone have any good Outdoor Rec schools hit me up. this blog is beginning to be all about me and there migh

Finally In Alabama
Well, I've finally made it to Alabama, and I just got internet up. Actually, it's not much different from Texas...'cept it's much greener! Most of the people are friendly...esp on Fort Rucker and in Ozark! My only issue right now is that my babies aren't with me. It's hurting my heart terribly, though they're in great hands at the moment. I'm not worried about them, I just miss them. I love my little wild bunch! Otherwise, I'm still waiting for my furniture, and I'm doing my best to avoid eating out too much. It's hard, cuz everyone wants to give you about 10 lbs of food each time you stop! Anyway, I do miss many of my friends in San Angelo, esp a particular few, but I'm here, and I'm doing my best to not forget you! Take care for now!!!

Finally Back
Ok ya all I am finally back online and have lots of catching up to do. I want to thank Sir White Knight for keeping me going these past months and Mizz Shady for the Vette (your a great person....have missed chattin with you). Also for Cappy, Sir White Knight, Mizz Shady, Hellcat, Amazing Grace, Baby Blue Eyes, & Karen i will be slowly getting caught up on all your pages (which I know will be fun to look at) so if I dont get to yours in the near future please remind me...I tend to be alot busier these days. As for bombing well ya all know I love to bomb so watch out if your on another bomb squad cuz I'm back to help out mine. I know I forgot to say something to someone so I'll just appoligize for that now too sorry. Hope to chat with ya all soon Damn I'm glad to be back Mz Tastytease AKA Janet

Final Thought....
...of the day. i love my friends, Keith knows I do, but WHO thinks that getting me a HAIRCUT for my birthday would be a good idea right now? I mean, how much shorter is my hair supposed to be?! :D Later luvz!

The Final Analysis
The FINAL Analysis Written by Dr. Kent M. Keith People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; Give the world the best you've got anyway. You see, in the FINAL analysis, it is between you and God; It was never between you and them anyway.

Finals
Today was the last day of classes and of course I had finals. This morning I had my finals for Surgery and Anesthesia. I was deathly afraid of these classes. All I ever heard were horrible stories. These are very hard classes to pass. I ended up getting a B on my Surgery final! And an A on my Anesthesia final!!! YAY!! :-) I am so excited. I was almost thinking I may have to take these classes over. Whew! I also had a final in my Zoonosis & Occupational Hazards class today. I got 1 wrong on the final and walked out with a 102% for a final grade in the class!! :-) I am ecstatic today! 6 more months and I will graduate. But the toughest part is yet to come...

Finally
Ok my mom just got a call on her pathology report....It was NON cancerous!!! So now we just have to focuse on her recovering and getting the feeling back in her face...Thank you all of you for being there for me through all of this and praying for my family!!

Finally Someone Sees Some Injustice To This
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070921/ap_on_re_us/raid_lawsuit NY suit seeks to stop immigration raids 1 hour, 25 minutes ago Immigration authorities violated Hispanic families' civil rights by raiding their homes without court warrants, sometimes bursting in before dawn to look for people who didn't live there, according to a federal lawsuit. The suit was filed Thursday on behalf of 15 people — including seven U.S. citizens — who say their suburban homes were raided earlier this year. Arguing that the raids violate constitutional protections against unreasonable searches, the suit seeks unspecified damages and a halt on the home raids until Immigration and Customs Enforcement develops legal guidelines for them. Mark Thorn, an ICE spokesman, said the agency does not comment on pending lawsuits. According to the lawsuit, a program dubbed Operation Return to Sender dispatched armed federal agents to homes in search of illegal immigrants thought to have lingered after

Finally! Work Even If It Is Part-time
I got a call this afternoon to come in for a pee test and complete the paperwork for part-time cashier at Sam's Club in Customer Service. I passed the background check; as if. By the time I get to work it will be almost 2 months and when I get paid over 2 months since last time. At least this news means my nervous breakdown will be on hold. Send the luv, I really need it.

Finally
The truck saga is over. My son's friend found the truck up at a gas station, noticed that it wasn't anyone from here and stole it back. It is now in the back yard, locked with the fence chained. My son called the cops to let them know is was back home but of course they did nothing. At least the truck is back and the only real damage done to my son is a nice black eye.

Finally A Break !!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm sooooo excited to say that I finally got a break and am starting a new job on Monday..... I took the day off from work today to go a talk to an old co-worker of mine..... about a job ..... and what do you know.... he's asks if I wanna start on monday.... So we talk money..... I say one thing... he's says another.... I tell him I'll let him know later on in the day... he calls me on the way home and gives me more money than he was gonna give me before.... I actually got something I wanted for once... So I'm gonna quit my job tomorrow and take an extended weekend to start my "new job" on Monday... I have a very good feeling about this.... Its a small company with lots of room to grow...I can be the supervisor of my department in no time... and apparently the money is endless... So I'm excited because I'm gonna have something challenging (again), it's gonna be in the same state as I live in, I get paid more than I did and it's closer to home..... Yea for me !!!!!!!!

Finally Someone Has Cleared This Up
FINALLY SOMEONE HAS CLEARED THIS UP. For centuries, Hindu women have worn a spot on their foreheads. We have always naively thought that it had something to do with their religion. The true story has recently been revealed by the Indian Embassy in Washington , D.C. When these beautiful women get married, she brings with her, a dowry. On her wedding night, the husband scratches off the spot to see if he has won either a convenience store, a gas tation, a donut shop or a motel in the United States

Finally
Mmmm.... Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream Cinderella theme, crazy as it seems Always knew that deep inside That there would come that day That I would have to wait Make so many mistakes I couldn't comprehend as I watched it unfold This classic story told, I left it in the cold Walking through unopened doors that led me back to you Each one unlocking more of the truth I finally stopped tripping on my youth I finally got lost inside of you I finally know that I needed to grow And finally my mate has met my soul [chorus] Finally Now my destiny can begin Though we will have our differences Something strange and new is happening Finally Now my life doesn't seem so bad It's the best that I've ever had Give my love to him finally Mmmm.... I remember the beginning you already knew I acted like a fool, just trying to be cool Fronting like it didn't matter, I just ran away Put on another face, Was lost in my own space Found what its like to hur

Finally Free
Just wanted to let you all know that my Divorce was finalized yesterday (26 Sept 07) at about 10 am. So for all of you local, and maybe not so local beautiful women out there, feel free to hit me up and maybe we can take a ride sometime. Im always looking to meet new people, and make new friends. Guys I will ride with you as well. You just have to have your own bike. No men riding bitch on the back of my bike. LOL

Final Days On Fubar
To all my friends and family, I will be deleting my account in 2 weeks. I have enjoyed my stay but now I must move along. I love all my wonderful friends and family members. I f you wish to stay in contact with me, please send me a messege and I will give you my e-mail and yahoo messenger addresses. I hope you all have a great night, hugz and kisses to you all........ Update: Just one more week to go. Hope to hear from you before I go. Lova Ya, Gary Edwards

Finally Home.....
im finally home. i was in the hospital for a couple of days and i havent been so happy to see my house. i have 3 abcesses on my back and they had to cut and drain one of them. now a have a 2 inch deep hole in my back and ive never been in so much pain. but i will live. i have to go to work today so later everyone.

The Final Lesson A
The Final Lesson by John O'Connor Synopsis: Wonder Woman returns to Paradise Island to assess Wonder Girl's Amazonian training. Notice: Wonder Woman, Wonder Girl and all related characters and locations are copyright by DC Comics. No infringement for profit is intended. _______________________________________________________ The Final Lesson Donna Troy lay entwined with her lover relaxing after an energetic bout of near-frantic lovemaking. She looked at her partner, admiring those beautiful eyes again. It was what she had noticed when they first met and what continually drew her gaze back. She sighed as a finger casually traced a random pattern across her breast. She felt so content. "So, you really want to know, do you?" she asked. in response to the enthusiatic nod, she continued, "Okay, but I don't want you falling asleep." "Don't worry, I won't," her lover replied, kissing the soft skin behind the moving finger. "Well," Donna began, "You

The Final Lesson B
The Final Lesson Standing above the teenager, Diana symbolically held the trident to her throat, "Do you yield?" Defeat was difficult for her to accept, but she nodded and conceded the match to the stronger Amazon. "Use this as a lesson. Sometimes it's better to yield to your opponent, you might have the chance to defeat them later," Diana said as she helped Donna to her feet. "It can be a hard lesson to learn but a lesson learned hard is a lesson learned well." Donna again nodded in acknowledgement, tucking a stray lock of her black hair behind her ear. Next came hand-to-hand combat. Both warriors moved in a circular fashion ready to attack at the first opportunity or to defend if necessary. Donna decided to try being on the offensive and leaped to the right before spinning on her toe and going left. Grappling with Diana, she forced the older woman back several feet before Diana regained her footing. Each had an arm locked about the other's waist

A Financial Secret
There is one thing certain about our economy - it is uncertain . There are periods when "consumer confidence" is high . The United States government presents glowing reports of a reduced national debt. Interest rates are low and unemployment is down . The flip side of the coin is our trade deficit is enormous . The stock market is extremely volatile and the word economy is shaky . {{ Norman Cousins , editor of the "Saturday Review " , made a very perceptive statement about 40 years ago . }} It was true then , but it's even truer now . " We are so busy extending ourselves and increasing the size and ornamentation of our personal kingdom that we have hardly considered that no age in history has had so many loose props under it as our own . " We are so busy buying that we have failed to realize there are some moral screws loose in our society . The foundation is cracking . We might be just investing our money in the wrong places . The Bible presents eternal financial principles that make

Finally Happy!!!!!!!!!!
I finally feel happy and loved....My bf is the best thing that has happened to me and he makes me feel so special and loved...I've never felt the way he makes me feel and feel like I'm a princess when we r together....I just hope I dont fuck this one up like I usually do cause I dont think I could handle losing him....Well just thought I'd let u guys know whats goin on in my life right now...Peace out!!!!!!!

The Final Inspection
The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a

Finally Pregnant Wit Baby #2
ok so October 7th 2007 Was one of the good days in my life...I found out that James and I were gonna have a baby...I was shocked to see the test say i was pregnant becuz i figured it would have been like every other time we had tried that i would be disapointed but not this time..it was a dream come true.....im so excited..to watch my body change and all that...I know Sean is watchin over all of us...and is prolly very happy to be having a baby brother or sister on the way..James and I did not plan this but we know it happened for a reason...Sean was taken away in an unfair way so God i guess wanted to bless us once again...i know that me and him will make great parents!....i love you James...im so glad that i have you by my side to help me through everything in life that we have been through..i know our life is gettin better and better as each day passes.....I cant wait to become your wife..and have this baby...im so excited...

Final Moments
Today I went to my call center job for the last time. I turned in my headset, filled out a form explaining why I was leaving and did a post-employment interview with the heads of HR and my department. I told the heads of HR and my department that I was tired of other breaking the rules and not getting punished. I needed new challenges that they could not provide me, and that I felt I wasn't being listened to when I volunteered for further training and other shifts. Tomorrow I am off to get my sales job.

Finally, Starting Full-time
I got my drug test, orientation, and safety training for contractor job at local large refinery. I start Monday and I am so happy. Finally, I get work after being unemployed for 2 months just sitting around dying of boredom. I have been training at my part-time job and I should complete that this week. Then I have to wait for my checks and I can't wait for that to happen. I imagine my creditors are more anxious than I for that to happen. :-)

Finally ~ Saving Grace
So I will share with you all the end to a a ton of heart ache, trials and tests and miracles that my daughter Taylor and I have been through for the last several months. It all started with my ex attempting to prove me unfit ... this did not work denied in court with the swiftness. Following Court on 8/7 Taylor went to her fathers for her noraml weekend visit and returned home with brusies that were clearly left by a hand. This startehe long drawn out processo of dealing with OCS in 2 parishes and law enforcement and a costly exparte hearing. Taylor was denied safety by the courts when the exparte was denied. By the grace of God Taylors father decided not to pick her up again until the Exparte review. The review was scheduled for 10/30/07. However, Tonight after a phone call made from taylors father to her and her expressing that she did not want to see her father anymore, her father has announced he does not want Taylor anymore ( calling her names I shall not mention) nor does he wi

Finals Week
Finals Week by highpowererot © It was finals week and my boyfriend and I decided it would probably be best to focus on our academic pursuits rather than distracting each other, so we vowed not to see each other for the entire week! However, five days later I was beginning to think our plan was a bad idea. At any rate, I knew neither one of us had a test the next day, so I decided there would be no harm in paying him a little surprise visit. I let myself into his apartment and was met with a wave of disappointment because no one seemed to be there. The bedroom door was closed, but I thought it was very unlikely he would be taking a nap at 10 in the morning. Nevertheless, I decided to peek inside. There he was, sitting on the edge of the bed with a full-blown erection. He was straddling a towel that had been carefully spread out on the floor in front of him. It didn't take a genius to figure out what was going on. He shot me a look that said, "I can't believe you caught m

Finally! My Animated Stuff Works!
Last nite i finally got all of my animated pix, text, ect. working on my page thanx to a few helpful tips given to me by this awesome guy who is now a friend & a fan of his, & he of i also. his name he goes by is "The 1st Canadian Godfather 'Achillies'". and he really does rock. he has helped me out soo much with stuff that no one else has been able too too. so if ur reading this Achillis, im sending out a huge THANKYOU to u for helping me last nite. u have no idea how long i had had the delima about the animated pix, text, ect. anyways, so now ive got another problem. which ive had for a while but just sisnt know who would know how to help me. problem is i cant get any of my skins to work. seems like it it just happened outta the nlu ....but i dunno. my friend Achillies suggested it was cuz the ones i were using weere to old, so i went to his page and triesd to use a couple of his, and they didnt work either. so if snyomne has any comments, or answers to this problem, i could surely u

Final Blow
All these days that we spend alone. Is it hard to realize that were not going anywhere fast? Touching our stars as we dream in our sleep. Nobody to hold, everything to lose and nothing to gain. Pain is our friend, we smile to gain envy. Through our death, we grasp a positive energy. Touch my soul, i have lost it all. Grab my heart, for the pieces have scattered. Where have i gone in this life of mine. Paralyzed to be struck by the final blow. The months they pass us by. Laying in the darkness, as these tears fall. We use our minds to focus on the hate. Asking ourselves, why do we get beat down. No one is left here, just our empty selves. We turn our backs just to walk away. Waiting and watching for our end, our final day. Touch my soul, i have lost it all. Grab my heart, for the pieces have scattered. I have finally given up in this life of mine. Paralyzed, patient for the final blow. Turned my back to all of this world. I cannot continue to take this. Yo

Finally A Break
my room mates new wife is moving in so that means more money to work with....still not exactly sure when im ganna be back...but it will be sooner than i thought..so again..for those that are sticking around..thanks..those that didnt...whatever floats your boat... Eric

The Final Blow.
I feel as if it happened. It was that devistating pain in my heart. He cut me loose. Tears streaming down my face I just feel as if I had the knife pierce my heart. I can not just turn off my love for someone. I know distance and the situation may be tough, but I never lied and my true feelings for him always were shown. If you see me just understand, I can not stop the bleeding from my heart. It is like I was pushed away..and will never be able to go back. I am so sorry everyone..

Final Score...
Internet: 1 Scott: 0 Tonight was a doozy!..... 1st, I wait for an hour and a half to meet someone for the 1st time so we can hang out, only to be stood up! Then I come home to find that the person is actually a hacker who manipulated screen shots of our chats together to depict an allleged "flashing" of private parts by me... The icing on this bitter cake?... I GET FIRED FROM HOCKINGRADIO.COM because that VERY SAME hacker attacked the station's website, causing the whole system to crash..... the reason? "I have to protect my station and removing you from staff is the only way" - WTF! I DIDNT DO IT! So here's what I'm doing... GIVING UP ON THE INTERNET WORLD!!! Years ago I saw it as the neatest thing ever being able to text chat with people from other countries and states. Within time the technology grew and I loved it. NOW? I CANT FUCKIN STAND HOW PEOPLE MAKE ME FEEL AFTER SHORTLY BECOMING FRIENDS WITH THEM! There are quite a few people on this friends l

Finally Reached It!
WELL I AM THERE! GODMOTHER! TOOK SOME WORK BUT I DID IT! With all the work came some really big enlightening moments too. I asked for help several times, and I guess everyone was too busy. Unfortunately this makes me sad, cause I really have tried to help everyone I could. So this makes me see that I have to clean house today. Now I do understand that I have been obsessed with leveling for the last few days. I apologize to those that have been by me thru it. I can now relax and enjoy Fubar like I should. So...please don't be surprised if you things differently from this end. Its just a matter of principal to me. Hugs and Kisses to those that give love back!..MUAH THANK YOU FOR ALL THE HELP THOSE THAT DID!!..:) P.S. I just Love this song!..LOL

Finally
Craigslist Letter FUNNY SHIT!!! THIS APPEARED ON CRAIG'S LIST What am I doing wrong? Okay, I'm tired of beating around the bush. I'm a beautiful(spectacularly beautiful) 25 year old girl. I'm articulate and classy.I'm not from New York. I'm looking to get married to a guy who makes at least half a million a year. I know how that sounds, but keep in mind that a million a year is middle class in New York City, so I don't think I'm overreaching at all. Are there any guys who make 500K or more on this board? Any wives? Could you send me some tips? I dated a business man who makes average around 200-250. But that's where I seem to hit a roadblock. 250,000 won't get me to central park west. I know a woman in my yoga class who was married to an investment banker and lives in Tribeca, and she's not as pretty as I am, nor is she a great genius. So what is she doing right? How do I get to her level? Here are my questions specifically: - Where do you si

Final Fantasy
All my life I've been waiting for the right girl to put me out of my misery... Prologue He rose slowly out of the burning bath water, savoring the heat that reddened his skin and sent wisps of steam rising around him. He was intoxicated by the feel of his hot flesh and the sense of finality that surrounded this moment. He was acutely aware of the purpose that sat upon his brow like a halo of hope; the purpose that had been missing these past four or five years. He didn't bother to drain the water from the tub as he stepped out, loving the cool tiles beneath his feet and tasting each drop of water that dripped from his elbows and hair. The air was shimmering and for a brief moment he thought might pass out from the pleasure of simple awareness. He toweled off lightly and combed through his hair before returning downstairs to where she lay. Concealing the smile that threatened to betray his knowledge of her duplicity, he crawled beneath the covers and shut his eyes. She tr

Final Question
I know I have harped over this issue for so long, but since it is running wild on this site.. and it will be my final question about anything that really means anything to anyone.. Hardly anyone cares for REAL meaningful issues here anyways.. It's all about points, leveling or whatever... But... Since I am sick of the pedophiliasm that goes on here.. Someone tell me HOW can a man over 30, 40, and even over 50 ever be friends with someone under 20? 19? and 18? HOW? Besides trying to be in the kid's pants.. why would you want to be friends with someone that young? As I said.. I am dropping all REAL issues here.. Since no one cares anyways. Thank you and say good bye to the serious Cassie.

Finally, A Definition Of Globalization
Finally, a definition of globalization I can understand and to which I can relate: Question : What is the truest definition of Globalization? Answer : Princess Diana's death. Question : How come? Answer : An English princess with an Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a French tunnel, driving a German car with a Dutch engine, driven by a Belgian who was drunk on Scottish whisky, (check the bottle before you change the spelling), followed closely by Italian Paparazzi, on Japanese motorcycles; treated by an American doctor, using Brazilian medicines. This is sent to you by a Canadian, using Bill Gates's technology, and you're probably reading this on your computer, that uses Taiwanese chips, a

The Final Lesson A
The Final Lesson Donna Troy lay entwined with her lover relaxing after an energetic bout of near-frantic lovemaking. She looked at her partner, admiring those beautiful eyes again. It was what she had noticed when they first met and what continually drew her gaze back. She sighed as a finger casually traced a random pattern across her breast. She felt so content. "So, you really want to know, do you?" she asked. in response to the enthusiatic nod, she continued, "Okay, but I don't want you falling asleep." "Don't worry, I won't," her lover replied, kissing the soft skin behind the moving finger. "Well," Donna began, "You know how I was a baby trapped in a burning tenement and Wonder Woman saved me? I don't remember much, it was over twenty years ago. I was so little, I was maybe 3 or 4 years old, but I do remember her black hair gleaming in the fire's glow and the radiance of her magic lasso. She was like an angel coming through the smoke towards me.

Finally, I'm Cohosting A New Talkshow And More
Well 2 years ago Johnny Gunn asked Me to be the co-host on Rebel Alliance... Well it all comes to be a reality on November 1st. I quit as the Baadmaster's Dungeon co-host a year ago... all things have come full circle.Hell, the last Bondage Ball, Baadmaster had asked Me to come back on the show as a guest. And I am back doing the Dr. Susan Block Show... and don't forget I am performing at Bondage Ball on Wednesday night in Vena's Evil Doll vingette.Oh, and soon they will air My appearance with Anna Valentina on the Method Actor Speaks... and you can see Me this month in the new video directed by Julie Simone called House on Horny Hill.And hold tight because I am about to release a ton of clips on My video clip store on clips4sale.com.This whole period in My life feels like a pheonix rising from the ashes. New hair, a change in appearance and a resurgence to My professional life and publicity appearances.

Finally!
I have finally found something worthwhile on Fubar to spend my time dealing with and it's NOT A MAN!!! LMAO...thank the dam lord! I am a writer and I have found an interesting very true and happy story to write about. I plan on writing a book about this person's ordeal and it's going to keep me busy and away from the shit they call drama on this site! :) I will be here still but I will be here for this person and to support her in her fight and her cause...so the rest of you fu-lites can deal in your online drama and love connections and your pain and your strife and while you all are boo-hooing over the latest person who lied to you and hurt you...I will be happily helping someone and feeling dam good about it! May you all have a happy Fubar life as I know I will. Those who are really my TRUE friends on here know how you can reach me and those who could give 2 shits about me cause your too caught up in your new weekly love crush can kiss my phat ass!

Finally...
I've been wanting an iron wand for a very long while. Two days ago, while in the local witch shop, wouldn't you know there's not just one, but two, hand forged, and the smaller one of the two with a couple of rather nice amethysts in it (the larger one looks like a fireplace poker...). I just so happened to have a bit of money, so picked it up. Let's just say it's rather nice.

Finally Free
i finally broke up with scott. i'm not bitter about it im never going to let someone control mylife again. we been fighting for a while .we break up and get back together. a good friend of mine opened my eyes . told me the way he treating me is wrong and i shouldn't have to deal with it. and he right i shouldnt have to deal with it he lied to me and now he has some other bimbo . her pic is all over his vampirerave page and im not upset . let someone else deal with his over protect of ways his lying ways. his cheating ways im done with him im going to be staying single for a while . im not jumping in to anything with no 1 for a while .

The Final Verdict
The verdict is in and I lost. The battle between good and evil is over and the innocence of twin souls is gone. Nothing left to do but breathe. Such a stellar performance by the other side complete with tears and lies. All posibilities exhausted and nothing to show for it except a broken heart,a deep feeling of loss and a drained bank account. I have to believe there is a higher force at work here because I know I am a good person/mom. I mean, I can understand one crazy stoopid person in all this , but seven??? I honestly feel perhaps the boys or my ex are ment to see/experience something and maybe I am the vessel that brings this to light. One of the nails in my coffin was when the judge all but called me a liar saying she didnt believe me or my boys were not outside when everything went down...at this point I knew it was over. But now to make matters worse I have to take ANOTHER parenting class AND I am STILL in SAFE house (supervised) visits, then after all this MAYBE I will b

The Final Play Off And The Score Is?
Beer Vs. Pussy: The Playoff 1. Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. - One point to BEER 2. Warm beer tastes awful. - One point to Pussy 3. A really cold beer is satisfying. - One point to BEER 4. If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. - One point to Pussy 5. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten Pussies in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. - One point to Pussy 6. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any Pussy in public, you become a legend. - One point to Pussy 7. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of Pussy he may buy you a beer. - One point to Pussy 8. You normally don't find old beer. - One point to BEER 9. Too much beer and you'll think you see flying saucers. Too much Pussy and you'll think you've seen God. - One point to PUSSY 10. In most countries there's a tax on bee

Finally Got My Trackz Working!
Hey all! I've FINALLY got my music working and got the autoplay feature working as well. I hope that you ALL enjoy the music that I've got posted up and that you also enjoy "Still Got the Blues" by Gary Moore which autoplays now when you load my page. Thanks to The Juke who helped point me in the right direction to help get this problem worked out finally. Apparently The Juke is good for much more than playing a bass guitar. Who would've thunk it? Just got some band business taken care of and will be uploading some new pics as soon as I'm able (I need a few hundred more points first). Hope to see some of you this friday at Harrah's VooDoo Lounge! Have a great week between now and then as well. Sincerely, Paul Valenti - Guitar/Vocals - RiverGard www.rivergard.com www.myspace.com/rivergard

Finally....some Goodness...
For the past few months one of my work study students has been telling me you're going to love your birthday gift - I'm working on it, working on it, working on it...and I'm like yah - okay - sure - whatever... Well, tonight when I was talking to him, I was telling him how I was leaving on the 14th...and he was like WHAT? But your present isn't until the 15th! And I was like ummm...well, I'm leaving for NY on the 14th.... Then...he tells me what my birthday present is....box seat tickets to the Ducks Vs. the Kings at the Staples Center...open bar...and I'm like OMFG. There is no way... So, I proceed to tell him of my life for the past month or so....and I'm like now...I'm missing SportsFest (which is an event I work on & plan for about 3/4 of the year and I am one of the head refs for the event), I don't get to see my uncle (he was the reason I was going to NY early - he was diagnosed with Cancer a few weeks back, but he passed away two Fridays ago) and NOW...I'm going to miss

Finally, A Fishing Story...welll Sorta Lol
Gone Fishing We had been talking online for weeks before we decided to take our fantasies to the phone. I've lain in bed several nights with you on speakerphone as I rubbed my clit and squeezed my breasts, wishing it were you. I knew you were stroking yourself as I described how I wanted to suck you and make you cum in my mouth. How badly I wanted to taste you. We always managed to get each other off, no matter if we were online or on the phone. We were talking one evening about you going fishing over the weekend. You told me where you were going and told me about your lucky fishing vest. When we first starting talking online, we had described ourselves so we'd have some sort of visual for our fantasy masturbation. I woke up early Saturday morning, gathered a few supplies and set out for my drive. I was nervous, we had never met each other, or even considered it. I arrived at your fishing spot and went looking for you. You had told me that you'd be on the boat for a couple hou

Finally Out Of Michigan!!!!!!!!!
Well what can i say? I am finally moving out of Michigan. In roughly about 6 months I will be heading to Missouri to start my life over. I have to very dear friends down there to which I am thankful that I have them in my life. I will be looking to get back into the bar scene there and hold a day job as well to get my finances set up. I feel this is an opportunity of a lifetime to move on with my life and leave Michigan behind and the declining economy here. I have met some wonderful people there and cant wait to get there. I still have some unfinished business here that i need to tend to but once it is done i will be able to go. Chrissy and Eli you guys are the best. I couldnt have done this without you. Wish me luck!!! Ray

The Final Word...
The Final Word Don't try to say you're sorry for all that you've done. Don't sit there gloating, thinking you have won. The things you said were bad enough, but it's what you did in the end that broke my heart to the point it's at, where it may never mend. You stabbed and cut and made gashes so real, that I don't know if I'll ever be able to heal. That last lonely word you spoke was the final blow, for that is what hurt me the most, more than you will ever know. "All it takes is one final word and all hope is gone."

Finally!!!!!!
Ok this is my 1st time doing this here but when I do blog it's something that's good and very rarely something that pisses me off or makes me feel sad, so with that out of the way let me tell you what happend......... I just found out at my job i'm going to day shift which means alot to me and especially my kids. The only time I spend with them during the week is when I get up with them and get them ready for school,roughly about an hr a day.When the weekend comes around I spend as much time as I can with them but when they found out they were so happy.I got put back onto nights when I was out on vacation,nice of my former boss to do that but I had told my family I'll be back on days cause I belived that I would and now nearly 2 yrs and a new dept I work in later it happend.My oldest wrote me a letter saying how happy she was it just about brought tears to me.My youngest screamed..lol but she couldn't stop saying she was soooo happy.The only down part of this is it won't be until Ja

Final Contest Standings
Thanks to everyone that participated in my contest Here are the final points standings Name Comments Ratings Total Points 1 onesxybrat 35419 154 36189 2 j-roxx(the evil twin) 11380 120 11980 3 Sweetpea 3915 32 4075 4 Sheena 1025 23 1140 5 Bignuts 432 15 507 6 Jenn 251 10 301 7 ♥Sweet Lips♥ 210 13 275 8 Will~~~~ FU hubby of SouthernbiPrincess 77 13 142 9

Finally Me
*just Cuz You Smile, Doesn't Mean You're Happy. One Little Thing Will Go Wrong, That Can Make You Unhappy. *pretending Everything Is Fine, Won't Make The Truth Disappear Pretending Everything Is Fine, Will Only Bring Tear...after Tear...after Tear. *your Smile Becomes Fake, And Your Laugh Becomes A Surprise. When, Staring At Yourself In The Mirror, You Learn Its All A Disguise. *you Become Even More Unhappy, Seeing Yourself This Way. But You Have To Remember That Today Was Crappy,and Tomorrow Will Be A Different Day. *you Wake Up The Next Morning, Feeling The Same. But This Day You'll Do Something Different, To Ease The Pain. *today, You'll Tell The Truth And Keep Your Head Up High. You'll Have No Fear, And Won't Cry. *after The Pain Is Gone And The Nightmare Is Over, ........................you're Free.......................... *you Can Finally Look At Yourself In The Mirror And Say .....................i'm Finally Me.........................

The Final Countdown
Well folks,its now 2 weeks till me and Yvvy go on honeymoon to Calella in Spain. We've been waiting for this for so long and now its getting ever closer. We decided to go in December as it'll be quieter and the price was very reasonable, All-inclusive for 5 nights for £330 (about $680). All that booze and food, ill never want to come back!! We're not sun worshippers, which is just as well coz the temp is gonna be between 11 and 17 degrees centigrade. If we like it, we'll save up and go during high season and we can bake ourselves a tan! On the other hand, if we like it too much, we might not wanna come back and live in freezing cold Scotland. We live in a 1 horse town where the only excitemenbt is when an ambulance goes past. They still point at the moon here too... Still, one thing at a time and we'll be sure to take loads of pics.

Final 11/07 Photos
I posted the last of the 11/07 shoot photos today. I hope you all enjoy them! I appreciate all of you who have already rated and commented them, and I hope some of the rest of you will check them out if you're interested. But! Better enjoy them quickly, because Mikey and I are already planning a Christmas shoot, so I'll probably be condensing the new photos back down to a manageable few within a few weeks. Hope everyone had a great Turkey day! I went to Chicago, as usual, and spent the holiday with my family. My sister's in-laws hosted this year, which meant we had wonderful food, presented beautifully, which involved almost no work on my part! Best of all worlds (unfortunately, no leftovers :(.

The Final Act
Screeching tires, shattering glass, twisting metal, fiberglass. The scene is set it all goes black, The curtain raised the final act. Sirens raging in the night, sounds of horror, gasps of fright. Intense pain, the smell of blood tearing eyes begin to flood. They pull out our bodies one by one, What is going on, we were only having fun! One of my friends is missing, what did I do? Her scattered belongings everywhere, in the road there lies her shoe. A man is leaning over me and looking in my eyes, "What were you thinking, son"? "Did you really think that you could drive?" He pulled up the sheet still looking in my eyes, "If you'd only called your Mom or Dad, you'd still be alive!" I started to scream, I started to yell; But no one could hear me, no one could tell. They put me in an ambulance; they took me away. The doctor at the hospital exclaimed, "DOA!" My father's in shock, my mother in tears, she collapses in grief, overcome by the fear. They take me to this

The Final One
Ok, due to recent events in my life starting 2 days ago I am resigning my positions and cutting all affiliations with any lounges that I belong to. I will still continue to stay on the site and visit people in lounges but I am not going to belong to any one lounge. The contacts I have on yahoo messenger is getting greatly reduced to the only ones that I want to stay and talk to. I am sorry for the feelings that I am hurting by doing this but like I said, due to events from yesterday and the day before, I feel this is the best course of action for me. This site has just added way too much stress and drama into my life that I didnt need. I have plenty already. So I am seriously cutting back for now. I might return in the future to a more active state with the site but today will be the last day that I am totally active. I know I repeated myself but sometimes thats what people need to understand something. I have had fun, its been great, I wish you all the best and hope to see you agai

Final Goodbye
Final Goodbye My dreams are at an end I have no reason to go on hoping I stand here alone My dreams an hopes are nolonger with me Darkness enters me Killing everything Slowly Destroying me This is my Final Goodbye Nothing to say I wish this life would be ending Wasting away I have no reason to go on hoping Darkness enters me Destroying everything Slowy I fade away Nothing more to say This is my final goodbye This is my final goodbye My time is now done I wish for to rember me not Don't cry for me My suffering is has now Come to an ending Darkness becomes me Now I am nothing My last breath I have breated Now my life is gone This is my final goodbye My Final goodbye

Finally Found One I Like!
Ok seems premature, but I finally went and looked at a house nearby that is for sale. Fortunately, I knewow the house was not going to sell anytime soon, they are asking way too much for a house that needs a LOT of work. Nothing majorly, like structure stuff, it's just well....ugly lol. Old lady design, my gawd the living room is allllll pink/mauve. (gag). Of course these things can be changed so I kept that in mind. But it does need alot of work, new carpet,windows,bathtub,paint,wallpaper,front of kitchen cupboards, heating needs updating, hell the whole interior needs redone but hey its something to do on the weekends right? LOL! So now I have to wait for them to choose a realtor which they are going to do sometime next month, which in turn will make the house go up in price, which of course I will finangle down. But just the same, in about 2 and 1/2 more monthes the house will be ours! I'm so excited really, just so much running through my head that will need to be done to it. But i

Finally!
Well, I went to a new doctor today. He's the head Dermatologist and after seeing him today, I so wish that I had been able to see him from the start a few months back. First, for the many of you who are not aware of what I'm even talking about regarding my leg, I have had a problem with my leg (originally both legs) since the end of May. Hence, the reason for no leg pics in my albums for many months! :P It started out as Erythema Nodosum (inflammation of the deep tissue of the leg). My left leg cleared up but my right leg got worse and swelled really bad, to the point that I was having to stay off of it with my leg propped up and taking the major pain killers. After about 3 months, my doctor told me that he was referring me to a dermatologist because he had exhausted all he knew on me and didn't want to waste anymore of my time. (He's a great doctor but a family practicioner.) So, I started seeing a new Derm. who began me on new meds (that were very scary!) of which I have been tak

Final Attack
This is a "real piece of me" write... this happened in 1994...and the son of a bitch finally went to prison for it. Please rate my blog and leave me comments! This piece is soon to be published in a colaborative effort put together by M Greene, and the proceeds will go to promote the fight against Domestic Violence. The Final Attack You hiding it from me Stuck in your disease Think I couldn't see The monster you released I knew something wrong Never stayin home for long Recreational drugs no fun Never playin in the sun Leavin me alone as one And when I decided I was done Then you turned to smokin crack Slippin around behind my back Talkin shit and shootin smack Then came the final attack Smashin in my face Blood all over the place My front teeth smashed in On my blood I'm choking Lips bleeding and broken From the crack you smoking But your cop Daddy won't fail And brother cop will post bail To

Final Agony
Final Agony Inspire a soul, convey instruction; A guide from paths, of destruction. Seek all the things, God has in store; Impart the will, to strive for more. With final agony, and end of day; Relieving fear, i've found my way. Essence of life,to dedicate; Intelligence I will,appreciate. Knowledge, influence, now possessed; Must be ushered, to the rest. In the end, i rest assured; Through theses trials, i have endured. RWS II

Final Fantasy Xii
I really hate Vaan, he has such a bitch face, and he's so freaking lame... thats about all I have to say about the game, lol. That and it reminds me of Final Fantasy XI... I wish I could still play that game...

The Final Chapter!!!!
Here is the final chapter in my poetic fairytale..ifyou would like the whole story in tact...let me know and i will see what i can do about sending it to you in a file...weather is day by day..so if you dont hear from me for a bit that is why...thanks for reading!! Our faithful knight has crossed miles Enpowered by love and passion unbrideled As he arrives through the gates, gasps and whispers fill the air He pays them no mind, as he is in search of his maiden so fair He traverses through town, her smile he does seek But the sight he sees next brings his heart pain, not peace His fair maiden is being courted by another But he squares his shoulders and smiles as they notice each other He extends his hand as they come near But his gesture is met by this devil with a sneer "So this is the knight you claimed would return" "But knight this my kingdom, and I have to last word" "I wonder sir knight are you as faithful with blade as you are your vow?"

Finally, The 6 Answers We Have All Been Waiting For:
Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, but "down under." Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q: WHY WERE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch... AND: Q: WHAT IS A MAN'S ULTIMATE EMBARASSMENT? A: Running into a wall with an erection and breaking his nose.

Finally, The 5 Answers We Have All Been Waiting For:
FINALLY, THE 5 ANSWERS WE HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR: Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for 'suck here'. Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, but 'down under.' Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q: WHY WERE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch. Thought for the day: What is a man's Ultimate embarrassment? Answer: Running into a wall with an erection and breaking his nose

Finally !!!
After kissin' many frogs I finally found my prince I know w/all my heart he's the one we have been together 4 mos. now & I fall in luv more & more every day not only is he hotter than hell but he actually loves me & does everything to show me that more & more I luv ya SAM KOERING don't ever change!!! muah Unfortunately SAM KOERING needs 2 change turned out 2 be a dunk in denial my worse nightmare I divorced a drunk I don't need another so I still haven't found my prince

Finally I Am Free
Have you ever had the feeling of finally..That finally you are doing it right,finally you feel no fear and finally you feel you can love the way you have only dreamt about.. If you have read my other blogs you have idea of what I did when I was on this site before,even got to a level 21,but on the way there I hurt some one because of my revenge against someone else and couldn't come clean with him over my deceit over who I really was..It was never done intentional,but all the same I did this deed.I not only did it once but twice.. I love this person I just didn't know how to be me.I got so wrapped up into the character I was portraying that I got lost in it all,I was becoming this other person in so many ways. Now I can only be me and you know what he accepts me for who I am and he really loves me too.He looks over my flaws,he looked over what I had done,even though I did so much wrong,he stayed by my side and still is..It has been a hard road to get back to us and yes we still

Finals
sorry i havent talked to anyone in a loooong time but i had to concentrate on my finals i am done with them so i have time to talk now. Only two semesters left then i am done with college forever unless i decide to go back for a BACH

Final Good Bye
Well This Is My Final GoodBye To My Friends OF Fubar I HAVE HAD MANY GREAT FRIENDS Here And I Will Miss You All But For Those of you who would like to stay in contact with me please send me a private message or shout and i will be happy to give u my yahoo screen name

Finally Going Back To Norma
well im finally going back to a normal life and i have found the love of my life, i would not let him go well unless of course he let me go, then thats ta different story. But hes the one that bought me the car in my pics

Finally Some Justice In Union City!
PILL POPPIN' THIEVES FINALLY CAUGHT!!! UNION CITY,IN- The wee town of Union City,IN can breathe a sigh of relief now that two pill poppin' theives are finally behind bars. There will be no bingo for these gals tonight. After many years of selling pills to underage girls, this mother/daughter team was finally arrested. The mother,Tammy Rubio, should win the "Parent of the Year Award" for sending her own daughter out on the street to sell her meds. The daughter,Kishtra Wolf, also known as "Diamond" to local drug addicts, is a known meth user and been known to break into local homes to steal money,medications, or anything that can be sold for drug money. So Union City can sleep well tonight knowing that there is finally a little justice this holiday season. It is the best Christmas gift the town could ever ask for...it is a very Merry Christmas indeed.

Finally After Many Positive Recommendations Borrowed, I Mean, Got Lost
or the first four episodes of its first season for now, from Netflix (my parents did, anyway). Watched the first three... Most impressive, and surprising, and well-done; besides that, not saying a word... well... will watch more later. :)!!!

Finally Getting Some Peace
So anyway I want to start by wishing everyone a Happy Holiday. Things are going good for me, moving down here was defiantly the right decision for us as a family. I'm having issues with the my family over us moving but we just weren't happy where we were and need a new start. People around us were causeing undo stress because they couldn't come to grips with there own issues and insecurities. But I hold no ill will towards them for Karma always comes through. I have made some new friends and gotten closer to some old ones. I'm hopeing to go back to work soon I'm so bored just chillin around the house. But everyone always comes up with a reason that I shouldn't and the hubby puts restriction on the hours I can work. They tell me to find something to do at home but that's not the same I want to work just to be around people plus then I could go shopping more. I keep saying I'm going to put up some new pics but the problem is it seems I'm always the one taking the pics. We got an X-Box 36

The Final Inspection
"The Final Inspection" The policeman stood and faced his God, which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No Lord. I guess I ain't. Because those who carry badges, can't always be a saint." "I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough... and sometimes I've been violent because the streets are awful tough." "But I never took a penny, that wasn't mine to keep... though I worked a lot of overtime when the bills got just too steep." "And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I wept unmanly tears." "I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around except to calm their fear." "If you've a place for me here, Lor

Finally An Answer To The Age Old Question!
A chicken and an egg are lying in bed. The chicken is leaning against the headboard smoking a cigarette with a satisfied smile on its face. The egg, looking a bit pissed off, grabs the sheet and rolls over and says "Well, I guess we finally answered THAT question!"

Finally Friday
Well its been a good day so far. David has been so happy that he can get on xbox live with his friends, and I have gotten a lot of work done lol. Working from home has advantages, but trying to work in the same room as a pouting 12 year old that needs entertained is not one lol. I got nothing done all week. It's been hard concentrating with the yelling, but its happy yelling and lots of laughing. And that makes me happy. One of my friends (not from fubar) lectured me a bit today. She asked what I got for Christmas, which honestly I did not get anything. But that is ok. I told my family to spend the money on David to get him the xbox 360 he has been patiently waiting for and to skip buying me anything. Seeing him happy is what brings me the most joy. So my present for Christmas was seeing him happy .. and spending time with my family. I'm not one for worrying about what I have as far as possessions. So even if it is spoiling him in a way, I would rather see his smiles th

Financial Slavery
W/we all have O/our fetishes from the extreme to the just plain weird. I have to admit that I have more fetishes than most, but the one thing that has never intrigued me in the slightest is financial slavery. It makes no sense to me to fork over hard-earned cash to Someone you hardly know, have never met in person, and probably will never know in person. I can't say I've never bought a gift for a Mistress I've met online. However, if You have received a gift from me, its because You've touched my soul in some special way and not because I've felt obligated to shower You with gifts. I suppose there's a practical reason for my feelings on financial slavery. I think about my future and belonging to that one special Lady and, when that time comes, I want to be able to give Her everything Her heart desires. W/we all have a dream of what W/we want O/our lives to be and, for Her, I want that dream to be a reality. I know some slaves get off on handing their money over to online Dommes.

Final Regret
The hunger tears inside of your mind Destroying you inch by inch Eating on the pieces that were once self-controle and self-esteem it bites you again and again Till the once so proud soul crumbles and falls Only then and only then will it stop the horror it creates It will then be too late for regrets Your mind has gone numb With a numb mind you are falling through eternal times A final faked smile A final soft touch A final faked kiss With the help of hunger you will reach the final destination The cliffs are nearing you Closer and closer they move towards you A final throught of joy Of all the days long past With closed eyes you meet the world below Lost Only thena dn only then will it stop the horror it creates Destroying you inch by inch The hunger tears inside of your mind Till your mind has gone numb And you are lost forever in the world below

Final End...i Wasn't Strong Enough...
But problems occurred and they were very frequent as the relationship went on. My illness began to play a part in all this. It was the combined strength of bipolar and anxiety symptoms. I had fears and doubts, and impulsive behavior led to the leaving of our relationship on more then one occasion. One thing people must understand is that these influences and symptoms can sometimes make you do one thing and completely feel different towards it. I always loved Julie…I still do….but after so many times of failing to resist my illnesses she’s made her own assumptions. She chose to believe it wasn’t meant to be…and that I didn’t love her anymore. Julie had made her decision despite my attempts to convince her otherwise. She had left….and it was over. All dreams of marriage, happiness, and children were all gone. The after effects had literally driven me to the point of losing my sanity. Severe depression…all loss in all interests…even suicidal thoughts. I became a new person…to this day

Finally
well, went back to the doctor again yesterday. I'm so sick with a terrible migrane, god... been throwing up all day and night, not good...... ........but if you like some good new, i think i may finally have some. even though, i still am a little scared. See, they said all my tests came back fine, i even had another ultrasound and the cyst is shrinking... ............. can i really believe this, and the mammomgrams came back negative, so far..... i just don't know how to take it. i am still in a lot of pain, dr said i prolly just have an infection from surgery, gave me the biggest damn pills i've ever seen, at least 3/4" long, lol... no kidding. so hopefully i'll start feeling better, if i can ever shake this freaking migrane, who knows... so, can i believe it, or still be skeptical? ttys, suzy muah, xoxoxo

Finally
well... i just sent BJ a picture of my tattoo... fixed it so it doesn't say his last name anymore, it says "yours?" lmao... needless to say he got pissed off... and said i could have the divorce i have been asking for... yeah, i'm happy, but also feel really wierd. i just feel like i spent all that time trying to make him happy was for nothing, that i am just a waste of time. yeah, i loved him, i really really tried to make things work. but no matter what i did, i always pissed him off, especially when i got my period every month. (at least now i know it wasn't me, lol) i know that the regular 'arguements' and his monthly ritual of kicking my ass because of aunt flo is over and i'll never miss that, but we did have fun together once, i did love him once, and i really tried... oh well, i guess i am finally gonna get what i am asking for, and i don't even know if i want it... i do, but you know? love ya, suzy

Finally Out Of The Clouds. 24th July 2007.
Finally out of the clouds. 24th July 2007. At last there is a way around everything. The way to abolish the cotton wool or War Wound Syndrome is simple. All that is required is to have my MP3 play at almost full blare in the ears and the sound waves seem to dissipate the fog so life goes on as normal. Why the noise should clear the fog is another of life's mysteries because I am not a scientist and would not know where to begin looking. Certainly there are more important things to do than try. It really does not matter anyway. The rare headaches, which are more tension ones are easily removed using acupressure on the back of the skull - this was shown to me by my Reiki Master. Therefore now there is nothing left to heal on the physical plane. Everything else remains perfect so I am happy to have overcome these last obstacles

The Final Curtain
When a Carnie's life is over, he knows heaven lies ahead Because he's spent weeks and weeks in hell, at all those spots that are dead No more payless paydays, no more disgruntled clowns No more lying commitees, no more little towns After all, the midnight madnesses followed by early call You've spent a lifetime as a zombie, if that's any life at all Sure there are worse things than dying, you can take that to the bank All right, your life is over, but at least you've played your last blank Written in memory of Max Ivey, by Bonzo January 8, 2003 No more double-backs, Don't have to worry 'bout the truck, No more dodging the scales, Don't have to trust in luck. No more sending proposals, Don't have to worry 'bout the committee, No more free rides for their kids, Don't have to go to another city. No more running stock to the popper, Don't have to worry 'bout ride grosses, No more buying flash for the joint, Don't have marks looking down their noses

Final Goodbye
Got a call from the hospital, my mom is not doing to well..be surprised if she makes it through the night..Tomorrow I will go and say my final goodbye to her..Its very sad but I know she will be in a much better place

Final Day
Ok fubuch contestants this thing ends at noon CST=central time zone,At that time i will close the folders and total everything up so be patience with me please everyone that has 2500 comments or more will get paid I wanna thank each and everyonr of you for keeping this a DRAMA FREE event and there will be many more to come.Untill Noon LUV YA ALL C YA THEN Painter

Finally
Finally, after taking about 1/2 of a year off from lifting weights,,,I can now start hitting them again. I had surgery in october on my rotator cuff,and 3 tendons in which one of them was just about completely ripped off the bone. After going to physical therapy,,etc,,,the dr said I am approx 6 months ahead of schedule and that I am good to go. Although I cant go real heavy for a while,,I am excited to get back at it :)

Final Marine Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among

Final Knee Update
Weeeeeeeeeeeeee I graduated therapy on Thurs. Therapist said if they had a wall of stars I'd be on there. I have almost totally recovered the use of my knee. On my own I'm within 9 degrees with therapist's help got to within 2 degrees of my left knee. BUT, that isn't the only reason I'd be up there. Normally a person with total knee replacement can NOT hyperextend their knee(bend it backwards)I not only can but can get on my own within 1 degree of my left. Kept telling her may have a new knee but my joints are all double jointed lol. I still have 2 mo that I need to be doing a home program and will have to do stretching about everyday for the rest of my life, but at least I no longer need to go into their office :). I have one final Dr. visit, but he was totally impressed when I went in on the 3rd lol. For only 2 1/2 months post surgery I'm proud to say except for a few aches I'm back to normal IF I am normal lmao. Love you guys for all your support :)

Finally
Over the years of friendship, feeling had arisen and faded on multiple occasions. Even though it had become painfully obvious that there was never going to be an ‘us’, some feelings would never be completely cast aside. This was never more relevant than it was now. When my phone rang, I expected it to be a wrong call or my mother, since those were the only two calls that I ever received. Almost all communication in was done via text messaging or email. A call will almost always throw me for a loop, and seeing your picture come up was most unexpected, but never unwanted. I couldn’t remember the exact number of times you had called me prior, but it was easily in the single digits, and never unprompted. I knew something must have been wrong. Fearing the worst, I answered and hoped it was nothing. Your voice shook as you spoke, but you didn’t sound like you were crying any longer. “Can you pick me up from work, I don’t think I can drive right now?” you asked. “Of cours

The Final Drop Of Blood
Another drop of blood crashes to the floor. Another breath is forced as you head for the open door. Another scream is released as you continue to endanger yourself, and another book is picked up and put back on the dusty shelf. YOur lies and mine folding into each other. We used to be best friends now barely know one another. My pain and my sorrow caused by your distress, your anger and rebellion draining all i have left. This inevitable destination of a resignation of sanity. And the complete, disattachment from all rationality. We knew it would arrive, I forsaw it at least, but I didn't expect it this bad, leaving both of us beat. Why is it hurting me so much when I barely know the extent, because I do, and i feel it, its where my last year has been spent. Self degredation and bodily mutilation. Everybody is looking away. But I'm holding my stare at the marks which arent there and I know that youre feeling ashamed. Another drop of blood crashes to the floor,

Finally All Mine
Finally... somewhere i can post a blog that neither of the baby mamas know about and i can just write whatever in the hell i wanna with out ona them having something to say about it.. i just dont know how to act lmao... sad sad sad huh

Finally, A Date!
Way back when, I was really into a guy named Kurt. I only had a couple of entries about him because we never got the chance to meet but I was all swoon-y over him and really hopeful for what might be. But then he and his family made the decision to move to California and things never came to pass. We've IMed every few months since but mostly just "Hey, how ya doin'?" In October, he messaged me that he was going to be up here but it was right after mommy died and I told him I just wasn't in a mindset to be meeting anyone. Then last month he messaged again but this time it was right after grandma's stroke. Again, I said that the idea of meeting someone was too much stress for me to bear at the time. Then last week I happened to see him online and thought I'd say hey and ask about his trip. It turned out that he is back in town and looking for work up here as they want to move back. I worked up the nerve to take a chance and we set up a date for breakfast this morning. He is ever

Final Standings: J-roxxx Hottest Mummer On Fubar Contest
hi :D hope everyone is having a great week so far. first of all i want to thank everyone who entered my first contest. it was truly a pleasure. also my great friends here who have supported me throughout :) you know who you are ;) here are the final standing. :) congratulations! you guys worked so hard...thank you :) first place - pebblesinaz (3114 votes) second place - misterfeet (2903 votes) third place - ez 2 fu (1340 votes) fourth place - the bully (1217 votes) fifth place - prettygreeneyes (594 votes) sixth place - kristen victoria (515 votes) In case you forgot what the prizes are...Here you go again :D ****ALL CONTESTANTS WILL RECEIVE A PRIZE!!**** -Everyone who enters will receive a fubar trophy! -All who get over 50 rates will also receive, what i am going to call...getting you shitfaced! :D -Any who receive over 100 rates will be given a platinum cherry! -6th place will receive 50,000 fu-bucks! -5th place will receive 100,000 fu-bucks

Finally...it Pays To Be The "nice, Shy Guy"
So, the other day was a friends 21st. The party starts out pretty well. There is just the right mix of male, female and booze. Though if there is anything I have learned in life, it is that that mix always spells trouble. Well, there was a good amount of unpleasantness later in the night for my friend and his roommate (who also happens to be one of my best friends). Through it all, I was mostly pissed that everyone could give up the good party mood for such nonsense (I mean, the night started great so why does it have to be ruined). The outrageous part is, when it was all said and done, the last thought I had for the evening is, "it finally pays to be the not so open and outgoing guy." Then I woke up and wasn't drunk any more. Now that I am thinking straight, I have no clue what I was thinking. Go fig.

Final Round Of Auction Results!
Get Out the BALLS and CHAINS. HEHE. These PEEPS are OwN3D! Thanks all for making it a great auction! Hope you had a good time. jnr2007 aka MoonWolf@ fubar is owned by... ¢Ü♫¢¾¢¾Teresa¢Ü♫¢¾¢¾@ fubar AND stfu its santa@ fubar is owned by... Lady*~T~* {Pastor} ¢¾ FuWife2Blackblade2010 ¢¾ Owner of KiTTy KaT Lounge@ fubar AND BaMbAmInOh@ fubar is owned by... Twisted and Transparent ~Wifey Of My Soldier John!~Fu~Girlfriend Of JessMarie~@ fubar AND Reese~*~Butterfly*Gurl~Club F.A. R*~Fu-Bomber Family~*~@ fubar is owned by... Saltgras73@ fubar AND GothicJuggalo@ fubar is owned by... ~Metal Veins Dark Vixen~

Finally
Well folks. It's taken a lot of work to get here. I was running this blog at a local Killeen site, and they said I was too controversial in my words & rants. Fuck'em I say. You can't be the 1st Amendment. There is lots of stuff people doesn't even know. Legal stuff, stuff people don't want known about life in Killeen, and all the posers. Peace to ya'll. Enjoy my writings.

Finally! A Crack Down On Train Roof Riding!!
Train roof riders to be sprayed Mon Feb 11, 12:42 PM ET Indonesian commuters riding on the roofs of trains will be sprayed with colored liquid so that security officers can identify and arrest them, a report said Saturday. Electric trains linking the Indonesian capital and its neighboring towns are packed with passengers during rush hours, with many sitting on the roofs due to a lack of space inside or to avoid paying. After several failed attempts to discourage roof riders over years, the state owned railway company PT Kereta Api will from next week douse them with a colored liquid so that officers can identify them when they get off the train, the Jakarta Post said. "We will confiscate their IDs and give them a ticket," Kereta Api regional spokesman Akhmad Sujadi was quoted as saying. "We will send a copy of the ticket to their family, their local neighborhood unit head, their employer, or, if they're students, their headmasters," added Sujadi, who described the m

Finaly Exit
i just want to say how much no matter how you cut it, suicide is about the most important thing a person can do, think about the power one has when one takes there life! power you hold over your destiny, nothing certain some people want to be actors or musicians or welders, but that may or may not happen no matter how much work you put into, but killing yourself is power! and takes so much courage and innerstrength much more than any endeavor one could ever do, people always say bullshit like think of your family think of your freinds think of the person that cleans up the mess, ok i thought of them, still going to do it, why would i think of them, its selfish of them to not let me do it, how selfish they are "oh boo hoo well miss him/her so much blah blah blah" thats selfish what aint selfish is understanding a loved ones pain or respecting there wishes for no longer wishing to continue for whatever reason they have, maybe there depressed over a breakup maybe they feel worthless maybe

Final Update
I got my intra-webs back YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY GO TEAM ME! Took forever but im finally back up and running..... thanks to those of you who showed me ya missed me while i was gone, and to those who didnt, well Im back so toooooo baaaaaaaaaaad *sticks tongue out* anyway life should be gettin back to normal fairly soon here once I get all my programs going. toodles my fellow fu-nuts

Finally Back N Va
Finally back in Virginia, I was home for 5 days, I actually got to see a couple of family members that I haven't seen in a while, ended up buying a couple of movies while I was at home, I'm planning a movie night this weekend, I bought the movie The Terminal w/ Tom Hanks, pretty good movie. Birthday was good didn't do much, while at home I ended up running at the YMCA, didn't want to but when you're addicted as much as me its hard not to, and another thing was my mom cooking, I'm pretty sure i put on a couple of pounds, cause thats all I did was eat majority of the time while at home. Oh yeah and Valentines Day, what in the hell is the deal with that, you should love the one you are with everyday not just on one day, that is another reason why I can't stand it, along with being single when it comes around.

The Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The Marine squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord

Finally Happy
MAN I KNOW IVE BEEN WITH ALOT OF FEMALES AND SEEN DIFFRENT STATES AND SHIT BUT IAM FINALLY HAPPY. I MEET SOMEONE THT IS PERFECT IN EVERYWAY SHE LIKE GIRLS I LOVE THT SHE A HEAD BUSTING BITCH I LIKE THT SHE A DIE HARD FREAK AND YOU KNOW I LOVVVVE THT. SHE DONT BITCH IF I WANT TO BUT MYSELF SOME GOTDAMN SHOES LIKE MY EX DID WE HAVE GOOD COMMUTICATION SKILLS. CAUSE SHE TOLD ME TO KEEP YA MAN HAPPY IS TOO DO WHAT EVER THT WAY THEY WONT STEP OUTSIDE THE RELATIONSHIP N THT SHIT IS SO TURE.. SO LESLIE IF YOU READ THIS AND ARE MAN IAM SORRY BUT ITS THE TRUTH ON THE REAL. HEATHER YOU ARE TRUELY A SPECIAL PERSON AND I HOPE ALL GOSE WELL WITH US YA DIG

Finally Ready
Well im still not giving up on the idea that there is someone out there for me....right now im having fun with my friends and enjoying life but still feel there is something missing...that special person to share it with. I have moved on and i am ready to date again and open up my heart and hope this time it does not get crushed. Anyways who knows maybe i have already met the person im meant to be with and just dont know it or maybe he is still out there waiting to meet me one day. Guess i have to wait and find out. For now i will just try be happy with how things are. Rainey

Finally Got The Race Schedule!!!!!!
04/05/08 Dunlop Hot Summer Nights Race 1 Appalachian Fairgrounds-Gray TN 04/12/08 Dunlop Hot Summer Nights Race 2 Appalachian Fairgrounds-Gray TN 04/19/08 Dunlop Hot Summer Nights Race 3 Appalachian Fairgrounds- Gray TN 05/03/08 Dunlop Hot Summer Nights Race 4 I-81 Motorsports Park 05/17/08 Dunlop Hot Summer Nights Race 5 Appalachian Fairgrounds- Gray TN 05/24/08 Dunlop Hot Summer Nights Race 6 Appalachian Fairgrounds- Gray TN 06/07/08 Dunlop Hot Summer Nights Race 7 Appalachian Fairgrounds- Gray TN 06/14/08 Dunlop Hot Summer Nights Race 8 Appalachian Fairgrounds- Gray TN 07/05/08 Dunlop Hot Summer Nights Race 9 Appalachian Fairgrounds- Gray TN 07/26/08 Dunlop Hot Summer Nights Race 10 Appalachain Fairgrounds- Gray TN 08/02/08 Dunlop Hot Summer Nights Race 11 I-81 Motorsports Park 08/18/08 Dunlop Hot Summer Nights Race 12 Appalachian Fairgrounds- Gray TN Monday Fair 08/19/08 Dunlop Hot Summer Nights Race 13 Appalachian Fairgrounds- Gray T

A Final Word
As I am about to leave Fubar, I wanted to say a final word. In the words of the Late Great Ronald Wilson "The Gipper" Reagan "I know in my heart that man is good. That what is right will always eventually triumph. And there’s purpose and worth to each and every life" I Thank each and everyone of you for the good that you showed me during my brief stay on fubar. I also apologize for any of the bad that I showed you. I know in my heart that man is good. May God Bless everyone of you with happiness beyond your wildest imagination and Please Continue to Support our Men and Women serving our Great Country. This country would not exist if it was not for their sacrifices. Thank you Alex

Final Preps
Well....here I am sitting at my desk at work.....doing the whole "hurry up and wait" thing. Waiting for the Security Manager to finalize my security clearance (yeah.....gotta have a Secret clearance to do my job over there). Waiting on Medical (yeah......yet again) to fill perscriptions for 6 months of meds. Waiting to have my "out brief" with my CO. I leave in the morning for Norfolk....and I was REALLY hoping that I could have today to actually take care of some personal stuff. Thank goodness that I took care of the big stuff earlier. Just kind of irritated that I had to come to work the day before I deploy. Oh well.....at least I got a good night's sleep last night. I imagine that'll be the last one I get for quite some time. Thanks for listening to me gripe. :)

Finally........ Is All I Have To Freakin Say!!!!
OMG!!! LOOK WHO IS FINALLY BACK.. PLEASE GO SHOW HER SOME MAD LOVE SO SHE WILL NEVER LEAVE AGAIN... WE LOVE YOU JODI Wishful Thinking Is Back@ fubar ~*~THIS BULLETIN IS BROUGHT TO YOU WITH LOTS OF LOVE, HUGS, AND ALL THAT GREAT FUZZY FEELING STUFF~*~ LSD's SHELL™ ~*~DYLON's DIVA's~*~@ fubar (repost of original by 'LSD's SHELL™ ~*~DYLON's DIVA's~*~' on '2008-02-29 20:10:20')

The Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here.

The Final Goodbye - I Love You All Xxxxxxx
OK, so it’s a day late…….. So sue me! I haven’t been online in a long time so I’m not sure what people have written to me but I’m gonna try and make this as short as I can. I’m not going to tell anyone which hospital I’m at. I’m not going to say where I am or how long I’ve been told I have left to live. As certain people know, I’ve been transferred to a different hospital. This doesn’t mean I’ll be getting a better level of treatment, this doesn’t mean I’ll be getting a higher chance of survival. I want everyone who reads this to realise that this means only one thing…. …… When I go, it’ll be easier for me. This is going to be the last chance I get to speak to anyone and it sucks cos it’s a one way conversation. it’s a Sunday night over here and I have to go into hospital tomorrow morning at 10.30am. I’m not going to come out. I’ll understand if people don’t realise why I’m doing this. I mean, Jesus H. Christ, its only an online social site but I’ve made s

Finally
well after a year and a half of separation..... we finally went and filed our divorce papers. its kinda crazy to think that it took so long.... but it just seemed like every time we would try to get them filed.... something would come up or we couldn't agree on something or whatever..... and it never got done. well now its done..... we will get a hearing date in the mail within a week.... and about the end of april, beginning of may.... it will be over. i decided to let jason have custody of the kids.... shared parenting wouldn't have worked for us anyways.... and i'm in no position to raise them right now. he won't keep them from me.... so that is one thing that i don't have to worry about. he is a good dad.... just a horrible husband. everyone looked at us and saw what we projected to others.... nobody saw what was going on at home. and its pretty much a moot point to try to explain it.... so i'll leave it alone. marriage is overrated in my opinion.... it works for some people... and

Finally Building My New Comp
decided to build a new custom computer for myself. had a brand new case that was in the box, sitting doing nothing, so I decided it was time to put it to good use. went out yesterday, bought brand new guts for it. started the build today by tearing that brand new case apart.. everything that wasn't welded or riveted was removed. all holes were covered, and all surfaces I didn't want to be painted were masked. gave the inside of the case 3 coats acrylic fluorescent green paint, this stuff is VERY UV reactive (it's really gonna glow!!). then I gave it a heavy coat of clear laquer to seal it all up. now for the spec list, if you don't have a working knowledge of computer parts, feel free to just skip this part.. lol asus socket am2+ MN2 deluxe SLI motherboard AMD athlon 64 5600+ dual core processor 2 gig dual channel 667 mhz Kingston ram 2x 256 mb Nvidia Gforce 6800 GT video cards 250 gb Seagate SATA hard drive Pioneer 16x dvd drive Pioneer 20x dual layer dvd burner 8 channel hi

Finally.. Solid Proof Myspace Is Evil
MESA, Ariz. -- A teenager who confessed to killing his father last month told police he hated his dad for taking away his Internet access, according to a police report released Wednesday. Hughstan Schlicker, 15, called 911 on Feb. 6 and told the dispatcher he had just shot his father in the head with a 12-gauge shotgun. "I hate my dad, couldn't take it anymore," he said, according to the report. Schlicker told police his father had taken away his Internet access after seeing suicide threats the teen had posted on social networking Web site MySpace.com. Schlicker had posted the threats in January; friends in Florida had seen the postings, talked him out of killing himself and called Mesa police. Police said they told Schlicker's mother about the threats; she allegedly told them she wasn't worried and promised to lock up any guns in the house. Schlicker said he often spent entire days on MySpace and couldn't cope when his father cut off his access to the site. "It felt

The Final Inspection!!!
The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand. I never expected or had too

Finally Realized...
I've finally realized that the only person I can change is myself. I need to accept other people for who they are. I can make myself the best person I can possibly be and I still can't make everyone happy. The only person I need to worry about making happy is myself. Realizing this and accepting this simple fact has made my life alot easier. It means I am not responsile for other people actions. It means I don't have to react to everything other people say or do to me. It means everything isn't personal. I had a friend on here that blocked me because I wasn't what they thought I should be. It hurt until I realized that it isn't that important to me. It's not going to affect my life. What is going to effect my life is only what I let effect it. I've got a man in my life. I accept him for the way he is and now I can really enjoy my time and my life with him. I can respect his wishes and not share our problems with other people. I don't need to. The only person who needs to be i

Finally...a Queen! Lmao
You are a Drama Queen! Congratulations, you should win the Oscar for performance of the year! You're the type of girl who everyone knows - and loves or hates You always speak your mind, going for a some shock value if necessary Dramatic, yes - but it also almost always gets you what you want How Much of a Drama Queen Are You?

Finally Get To Move
To all my friends I am finally going to be moving in with my fiance in the next few weeks. I am sorry I wont be on much till I get settled but please still come by and show me some love and I will return the love as soon as I can get back on. I will miss all of you and you are all been such good friends to me. Thanks so much for being there for the few that know everything I been though to get where I am at now. Thanks so much for listening and giving me the advice you did. Thanks to all my friends. Love, Southern Girl AKA Melanie

Final Hours Of Bidding On Me & My Last Auction I Added To The Deal Check It Out
glitter-graphics.com HERE IS YET ANOTHER CHANCE TO OWN ME! ENDS MONDAY MARCH 17th Noon EASTERN TIME!! SO SIMPLY CLICK THE LINK... PLACE YOUR BID... AND LET THE GAMES BEGIN! GOOD LUCK TO ALL THAT BID! AND KEEP WATCH AS I MAY ADD MORE!

The Final
This is not mine but was Close to my heart.I just pray there are more people that under stand the American Solder/Military Man......and what he gives to his country....... GOD BLESS THEM ALL!!!!!!!! THE FINAL INSPECTION The Marine stood and faced God, ? Which must always come to pass. ? He hoped his shoes were shining, ? Just as brightly as his brass. ? 'Step forward now, Marine, ? How shall Ideal with you? ? Have youalways turned the other cheek? ? To My Church have you been true?' ? The soldier squared his shoulders and said, ? 'No, Lord, Iguess I ain't. ? Because those of us who carry guns, ? Can't always be a saint. ? I've had to work most Sundays, ? And at times my talk was tough. ? And sometimes I've been violent, ? Because the world is awfully rough. ? But, I never took a penny, ? That wasn't mine to keep... ? Though I worked a lot of overtime, ?

Final Orders
Today is Good Friday. I left work early (for once), walked out into the sunshine, and went home. When I arrived home, the mail was waiting for me. In it, was an envelope from the Army. I opened it, and found a set of orders; not for deployment again, but my very last set. I was finally Discharged after 9 years of Honorable service. I resigned my Commission (Captain) 8 or 9 months ago, I can't even remember...but, in typical Army Bureaucracy fashion, it took until today for the paperwork to come full circle. I am very happy, relieved, etc. And, also a little saddened. In addition to 9 years as a U.S. Army Reserve Officer, I served in the U.S. Navy for 4 years Active Duty. That's 13 years in the service of my Country; a little over half of my adult life. I can look back with pride, and I can be content that I've always done the right thing. It's just a little bittersweet coming to terms with one's own mortality. But, at age 42, my joints hurt, my kids are growing up faster than

Finally =p
We will be moving into our new apartments no later than Wednesday =D Ari will have her own room, and YAY! They’re around 1,100 square feet, I don’t really remember, it could have been a little more.... Buuuut, we won’t have internet for awhile =/ Oh well, I’m just happy. We’re doing very good, our credit is slowly becomming great =D Slowly =p But that’s okay. Though it hasn’t happened yet, I am confident that I will soon be going to school, I just need to get a freaking ride to the ged classes!!! But, I’m not worried about it, I know it will happen. I’ve seen too many things not happen in my life to keep me motivated =p in no longer than 5 years, I will be a nurse, and I’m pretty sure Ari can look forward to a stable life. I was pretty scared for awhile, but, I feel like everything is going to be okay =D Now I just need to get better clothes.... That doesn’t have anything to do with any of that, I just like buying clothes =p Ugh. I’m such a freakin’ girl. It’s okay,

[final Entry]
I blinked and realized the TV had been on nothing for 3 hours. After all my favorite shows had come and gone. I really wish instead of all this, I had been diagnosed with something terminal. I've been going to restaurants, diners, cafe's just to hear other people's voices, but the downside is staring straight at an empty booth. I don't know what to tell you, if you don't already know why. How many of your greatest fears have you faced in one night? How many arrows from an unkind can you suffer? How much betrayal can you cram into a day? A month? I just want to crawl I just want to sleep I just want to ball up, and dissapear. But they won't let me. God it hurts so much... no, I'm not bringing him into this... not yet. It's like constantly having your heart ripped out and fed to you. I've lost all drive, all confidence, all shelter. I've lost all sense of me. I've lost me. And the only comfort I have- is wise words from my brother confused words from my

Final Beatitude
Sunday, March 23, 2008 final beatitude Glory of lord speaks the way this that life is a cycle which continue on the track of birth and rebirth, but one could make this a history by virtue of his acts on the subject of life though it is tough but attainable. Among thousands of man there is scare one who is steadfast in his vow of piety. Among ten millions souls devoted to religion there may be one who is averse to the pleasure of sense and take delight in dispassion. Among ten millions souls free from worldly attachments, so declare the Vedas, scarce one succeeds in acquiring perfect wisdom. Among them enlighten soul in the world there is hardly one who attain final beatitude even when living. Among thousand such souls he who has not realized his oneness with absolute and has become a fountain of joy is rarely found on the board of life May god bless all on the subject of true life as human. Thanks please

Final Packing And The Move
I will barely be online if at all for the next week or two. At the moment I don't even know if the deal is going thru. I barely sold anything in moving sale so am going to need the time to list and pack up all the stuff I'm donating and the stuff I'm taking for a future rummage sale. I also still need to pack up my kitchen and 2 more closets ACKKKKKKKKK. Tentatively I am moving on Thurs or Fri. HAHAHA. Love you all and hopefully will see you soon. I'm taking out html so I can read all your comments when I do get on.

Finally A Godfather Bulletin
Finally i made GODFATHER Hm i haven't a clue what to say ... the above statement is pretty much all... what will change now that im godfather... lots of me "me time" i will have time to find myself... just me and my lesbian porn lmao Hm i haven't a clue what to do now it will take me months to get the millions of points needed to get to disciple so a friend suggested while trying to get the points to disciple i try and go for a spotlight so i figure what the hell, i been in contest, held contest, had blast, happy hours, gave out several happy hours and many blast so i figure spot light pretty much the only thing i haven't had is spotlight so what the hell would be cool to have at least once before i am 26, i am not good at asking for Fubucks so if you wanna give i will appreciate it just click below give what you can if not ... its cool just send me lesbian porn... that will give me hours of masturbatory (lmao actually is a word) fun with me and the inch worm lmao

Final Update
I know alot of you have been praying and sending me your best wishes and sympathy cards, most of you have been there for me thru my time of need and i just want to say thank you! Fubar has been the one thing that has kept me away from the sorrow cause even if there are some pervs which I block immediately I have made some good friends. I loook forward to reading your messages and I may not respond right away cause my family needs me and I am busy but I do read them and appreciate them. My grandma was suffering beyond what we expected and it was painful for us to see her that way, upon a family decision they agreed to take her off life support monday (yesterday) at 3:pm and she past away at 3:12 pm. So it's been very hard for me the past few days but I know now she is in a better place. Thanks for your love and support. xo yari

Final Inspection
Final Inspection The Policeman stood and faced his God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining. Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry badges can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough, and sometimes I've been violent, because the streets are awfully tough. But I never took a penny that wasn't mine to keep...Though I worked a lot of overtime, when the bills got too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deverve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around, except to calm their fear. If you've a place for me here, Lord, it needn't be so grand. I never expected or had

Final Version Of Firefox 3 Will Ship In June
By Michael Calore EmailMarch 26, 2008 | 1:55:55 PMCategories: browsers Firefoxlogo The final release of Firefox 3 is due in June, the company said Wednesday during a roundtable discussion with a small group of tech bloggers. During the event, the key members of the Mozilla team, including CEO John Lilly, gave a quick overview of the product release schedule for the next version of the open source web browser. According to VP of engineering Mike Schroepfer, the first Release Candidate will ship in early May. The RC1 stage is the point at which most of the larger extension developers re-work their code to be fully compatible with Firefox 3. So if your favorite extension isn't yet working, you'll only have to wait another month or so. Right now, the latest Firefox 3 release is beta version 4. The Firefox 3 betas have about 700,000 users right now -- a small but dedicated chunk of Firefox's entire user base of 160 million people. The public release of Beta 5 will be out the f

Final Hearing
My final divorce hearing will be April 23rd @ 1:30pm. Can't wait to see the look on the assholes face when he see's all the witness's I have to go against the contempt of court bullshit he is trying to pull on me. Thank the lord we didn't have any children together.11 years with the f****ng prick and this is the thanks I get for supporting him for all these years. Sorry just blowing off some steam. Take care to all my peeps!!

Finally
Hello All, Finally the phone company has moved there butts and got the lines finished, they\'ll be at the house monday morning to run it from the pole to the house and i\'ll be back in business, boy this has been on night mare not have internet or even a home phone, I\'m at the yard in Birmingham where john works using the computer there....See ya all monday night miss ya all See ya then Cas

Final Week
just to let all of 13's friends know i will closin his fubar account this saturday april 5th after i get home from work. if any of you would like to keep in contact with me i will still be on fubar and love makin new friends!!! well i am gonna go for now cuz god knows 6:45 comes real early when u are sleepin good ~berta lynn~ 13's real life wife

Finally Got A Straight Answer.
I dont know what to say or really think at the moment, most of my family already knew.. but me.. well I always pushed it back thinking... no hes fine.. hes doing so much better then what he was doin a year ago. My youngest Isaiah after goin back and forth to the hospital for the past 2 years was finally diagnosed with Autism today. I just recieved a call from his specialist to confirm it. He has been attending a pre school for children with special needs for the past year..but noone really came out and told us what was up. They would tell me he might have it or, he could be fine and just a tad slower then other children..to me he was and still is just.. Isaiah. His father and My father have claimed him to be"retarded" for lord knows how long.. how in the freakin hell can you say that about your own child/grandchild?? If you only knew Isaiah , you would be blown away by him. He is simply amazing. Nothing slow about him at all, let alone effin retarded. Keep in mind

Final Move Update
Weeeeeeeeeeeeee I'm moving on my birthday the 17th. I've decided to go ahead and move even though house hasn't sold. I NEED to see my grandsons I miss them a lot. And since I don't have the money to pay my utilities gonna just say fuck it and move :). Thank you too all who have wished me well on this.

Finally Official: The Eagles To Play Magnetic Hill
John Fogerty, KT Tunstall and the Sam Roberts Band to open at August 2 show. At last it is official. Enduring super group The Eagles will play Moncton. Flying high on the success of their number one album, Long Road out of Eden, the band will headline The Magnetic Hill Music Festival on Saturday, August 2 as part of the North American leg of the band's world tour. The band will bring with them opening acts John Fogerty, KT Tunstall, and the Sam Roberts Band, a combination that seems sure to provide the cross generational appeal needed to fill the hill. John Fogerty is of course a former member of the legendary Creedence Clearwater Revival who has had a successful solo career as well. Fogerty, writer of such rock classics as Proud Mary, Centerfield, Bad Moon Rising, Rockin' All Over the World, Born on the Bayou and Fortunate Son give him a play list almost as iconic as the band he will open for. Thanks to American Idol contestants signing her song Black Horse and The Cherry

Final 4
Down to 4 fu whores! Who is gonna handle the fu and who is going to go back home crying for vips, blasts, fu bling, happy hours, and rates???? Oh yeah if you haven't figured out what's going on by now I can't hold your hand and read my blog for you! So I guess keep posting huh, what, and this makes no sense. lol!

A Final Resolution
Last night I finally told someone that I cannot be with them any longer. I can not take the steady stream of lies and deceit from them. I gave them multiple opportunities to gain my trust back and over and over they lost it. I kept hope because I have seen them be the person they should be and be true to themselves and others. I cannot just turn off how I felt about them and just click it back on for someone else. It's not who I am. At the same time I can't let that type of negativity in my life. I would always wonder if she was lying and cheating. I just could not believe the things she lied about. Some things are very very bad and to garner attention from people who really need support for Cancer. I kept trying to show her that being positive will get you positive things back. All of her actions and negativity have put her where she is and she just continues to spiral down. I can't force her to change I just feel sorry for her. She always wanted someone to love her for who s

Finally
SO She's stopped harrassing me which she shoulda done long ago but before she stopped, she made this comment and had pretend it was from me, had pretend I said it but I never did say that, anyone could just make up some shit and pretend someone said it. OMG Sonya, you holding that dress makes my mind wonder into places its never been before [and I am not talking about my ass]. Your sexy wet ass I would love to bang against each and everyone of those lockers till you hit the big O. Which reminds me, can you tell me what that is? Wait, can you show me instead? left by Sinful_Seduction just now She needs a life. ehhh???

Finally Moving Time Is Here
Well I am finally moving back to Oklahoma and I won't be on here till I get settle and get my internet set back up. Hopefully the middle of May. So Today will be my last time for a while Will miss ya while I am gone, but this move is a very good thing for me. Love ya talk to you as soon as I get hooked back up xoxoxox Laree

Finally...faith
Finally, William and I have worked out a plan to make this better. I hope that my fears will fade away in time, but we are not giving up on this and we are making it work. I have to give alot of myself for this to happen and although it scared the fuck out of me, sometimes you have to do what is necessary to make a life with the one you love. I can't imagine a day without him in my life, and I refuse to give up. RAWR. I have found out lately that I am a very weak person and I need to be able to open up and let people know what I need and want. I have never been with someone, other than a few close friends, that have cared what I wanted or needed. Its so new to me, it might take a bit to get used to it. Thanks to my love, I am learning and will try like hell. We will get back to the way we were someday and I can't wait. I have faith. Faith, love and devotion.

Finally...
This trip was well worth it. Not only did I meet one of the nicest people I have ever met, I also found a reason to smile again. She is so wonderful. I just hope that things continue to grow between us. I'm telling you all...this boy is going to work his ass off to try to win her over. She deserves it. It is just a shame that someone wasn't nice to her. I mean, what isn't there to be good to? She's beautiful, has a big heart, and has a very open mind. I know that this whole thing is new, and there are going to be disagreements over time, but still...she deserves a good man. Someone who will be there for her and her family. Someone that trusts her, and will let her be free, and tied down only if she chooses to be. After this wekend, the only reason I won't be smiling is because I miss her. But, I am already planning another trip, possibly a relocation. Until then, we can continue to get to know each other.Take it slow, because it will be better for the both of us in the long run.

Finally! Weather To Ride In
Yesterday was the first time I was able to take the bike out this year. I've been busy, and old man winter held on for quite a while, but I think he is finally gone ;) There really is nothing like a sunny day with the wind in your hair... If you ride you know what I'm saying, and if you don't, well, you need to ;) Better days are coming everyone, have a blast!

Final Results!~*~contest~*~ Long Haired Hotties Vs Short-haired Studs
Woo Hoo Hotties RULE!!! The Long Hairs Won all categories. Hunter won with most Thumbs Up 270 (Y), Wolf won with Most Thumbs Down 19 (N), & The whole Team Won with 605 Overall rates! Way To Go Guys!! I would like to thank all who participated and voted! It was a great Contest and I will try to do more in the near future. THANK YOU!!! The Final Results: Hotties: The Photographer 63 (Y) 4 (N) Wolf -- 22 (Y) 19 (N) JuggaloN8ative - 60 (Y) 3 (N) Cory -- 40 (Y) 5 (N) Arcanis -- 21 (Y) 6 (N) Hunter -- 270 (Y) 9 (N) Mr. Serious - 18 (Y) 5 (N) Tool Man Tim --22 (Y) 4 (N) Russ007 -- 28 (Y) 6 (N) Studs: LoneWolfJohn - 19 (Y) 4 (N) Kidd1267 -- 14 (Y) 7 (N) Pete -- 21 (Y) 4 (N) Red_Write_Hand -- 23 (Y) 2 (N) Brett --- 36 (Y) 5 (N) Lions -- 16 (Y) 3 (N) Will -- 14 (Y) 4 (N) WYKD WYKD WYKD

Finally Some Answers........
Well, after much debate and plenty of Dr. visits, we think we have finally found the source of my little mans' illness. Let's just say that he'll be having surgery on May 30th. He's not happy about this, but understands that it has to be done. He's very scared about it and I'm trying to do what I can to lessen his anxiety. I wish that the Dr. had listened to me a few weeks ago when I suggested what I thought the problem was and they just dismissed me. But I don't think that in the long run it would've mattered. I'm not the one with the medical degree though, am I? We will be going in soon here for his pre-surgery physical. That should be a breeze. Little does he know though that he has to have blood drawn for a High resolution Chromosome test. I haven't told him that yet and I don't think I will til we actually get there. No sense making him more upset til I actually have to. Just wanted to give you guys an update, and for a couple of you, you know exactly what the surgery is for. I j

The Final Chapter To My Poetic Fairytale
Our faithful knight has crossed miles Enpowered by love and passion unbrideled As he arrives through the gates, gasps and whispers fill the air He pays them no mind, as he is in search of his maiden so fair He traverses through town, her smile he does seek But the sight he sees next brings his heart pain, not peace His fair maiden is being courted by another But he squares his shoulders and smiles as they notice each other He extends his hand as they come near But his gesture is met by this devil with a sneer "So this is the knight you claimed would return" "But knight this my kingdom, and I have to last word" "I wonder sir knight are you as faithful with blade as you are your vow?" With out warning he reveals his sword, "Have at you, NOW!!" But our knight is driven by love, not lies and deceit And with purpose his blade connects, nearly knocking the vile king off his feet With anger and spite the king swings his sword so wild The knig

Finally, It's Coming Together
Well things in my life are finally coming together. I was going through hell since July of last year cause I had lost my job, and apartment and had to move in with my family. That's a miserable and humiliating experience. Strangely enough some of the best things that ever happened to me happened during that time. I met my girlfriend and I can't remember ever loving anyone as much as I love her in my whole life. I was able to switch into the profession I wanted to, and despite the hard time the economy is having I'm able to enjoy a really good job that pays more than I've ever earned in my life. I now have my own place again and life is looking up. I'm dying to get back into making mischief, nothing fancy, just painting someones house cats, and dressing up drunken midgets in wedding gowns. And speaking of wedding gowns, my girlfriend and I are getting Fu-married on our 9 month anniversary. I'm hoping that we can make it a real moment to remember.

The Final Countdown...
One week left... 2 more papers and a Spanish mid-term. I was in the library for 6 hours today and my brain is fried. But I'm soooo close. I don't know how to keep my brain from wandering off and searching for songs on Youtube. The current song stuck in my head (both versions): One paper is on how the South lost the Civil War but is winning the memory of it. The other is on American foreign policy in the Great Depression... how exciting. One week and so many miles to go... I'll be back in Philly on the 5th if anyone wants to hang out.

Final Week Contest Voting
Has started!!! 5 different picture types. Each picture type is its own contest. The person that wins the most individual contests is the winner. Points will be scored based on a few different factors. Number of votes/comments isnt everything. Good luck

Finally Home!
Phew! Finally at home! Thank you to everyone who commented and left me love while I was in Chicago! I will be posting some pics as soon as I get some good ones! Forgot to take my son's camera, so the only ones I have for now are phone pics..and they are B-A-A-A-A-D! As far as the competition is concerned, the groups I conducted finished first (Jazz Chorale). second (Camerata) and the Concert Choir earned a silver award and did not have any competitors in their specific classification. So thank you again to everyone and as "Dorothy" said, "There's no place like home, there's no place like home"!

Final Week Of Contest Vote! Vote!!!!!!!
COME VOTE HURRY HURRY! ONLY A WEEK! Here it is the last week of the Contest for the Fubar Reality Challenge I can't believe I made it this far SAWEET! I have 5 Photos that need Voted on so PLEASE! VOTE VOTE! CLICK ON ANY PHOTO FOR A FREE RIDE & VOTE! VOTE! VOTE! It's for 1 million FuBucks OR 1 month VIP 1 Bling Pack OR a Official certificate of kicking @$$ that he will make Havok@ fubar

Finally Happy!
Things have become so perfect in my life since I have met this wonderful guy named, Timothy A. Bair. He is sweet and very understanding. I never believed that I8 would ever find someone like him for a person like myself. He has been very supportive of me and he follows the old code of Scottish Tradition. He talked with my father last night in the phone and asked permission to court (date) me. He is the first guy that I have crossed in a very long time to ask like suppose to when looking for to further the relationship. He makes me so happy and hoppefully all will work out in the best for us both. My family already likes him and they just want me to be happy plus properly took care of! I hope that my future with him works out for the best because I do love him very much. He is my soul-mate forever!

Finally Leaving.....
My truck is finally fixed and I'm headed back out to do the whole 18-wheel voyage. I wanna thank all the people who came by and showed so much love. I also wanna thank all the new friends and "fans"! Thanks for all the great comments, kind words, and interesting and stimulating conversation. I should be on the road for the next 2-3 weeks. So if you rate my new pics, stash, or blogs, and don't hear from me, please don't assume that I'm ignoring you or that I'm actin' like I'm too good to return the favor. I will do all that I can to return all that is received. As much as I enjoyed the time off, and I appreciate the much needed rest, I am going stir crazy!! I'm a road warrior, and the open road is where I need to be. Hey, maybe I'll be truckin' through your neck of the woods. You see a big ol' dirty white truck, with a goofy black dude behind the wheel, don't hesitate to wave or honk. :P Take care :)

Final Inspection
"The Final Inspection" The policeman stood and faced his God, which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No Lord. I guess I ain't. Because those who carry badges, can't always be a saint." "I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough... and sometimes I've been violent because the streets are awful tough." "But I never took a penny, that wasn't mine to keep... though I worked a lot of overtime when the bills got just too steep." "And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I wept unmanly tears." "I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around except to calm their fear." "If you've a place for me here, L

Final Exam
I took perhaps one of my best final exams ever. The question was simple. All we were meant to do is write our mind out for all it's worth on a single question... "Explain Park's Assimilation Theory. Does it truly promote assimilation?" I ranted. I really did. Theories like this make it hard to want to be an American. What it's trying to say is that it's good to be white, but bad to be black. If you want to be good, you should try to be black. Chances are that yu won't succeed, but try hard so that you make it easier on us by having to deal with you. Bunch of crap, right? That's looking at it racially. It can be applied to just about anything. It can apply to beauty, culture, or anything. With Americans, there's always a good (always them and what they think), and a bad (whatever everyone else in the world thinks). Now, if you want to be part of the cool kids, you have to try to be like them even if you don't succeed. I gave my view on why I choose to not be a citizen. Somet

Finally
i am approved by ifriends for live webcam shows. i will be putting on shows regularly from this point on. please join me in ifriends with my join link, http://www.iFriends.net/JoinMe.htm?SLUTTY-ANGEL . don't forget to join my fanclub where you can be notified instantly when i am doing a show and get access to other special features! xoxoxox angela

Finally!!!
After 4 (very long) years, I will finally have my Associates Degree and a Certificate of Completion in Information Technology. Tomorrow is the end of this term, and I am so happy it is over!!! I've been waiting a very long time for this, it feels so good to finally have achieved this! Soon, it will be off to the next step of determining my major for my bachelor degree. But right now, I'm just going to revel in the success of finally making it this far.

Final Inspections
The Soldier stood and faced his God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you Soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The Soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, my Lord, I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a dollar, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord, I

Finally Living The Life I Always Wanted
In 11 more days I will finally be out of school and on my way into a whole new life path.... The past few years have been the GREATEST.. I have met the love of my life and I have 3 GREAT children that make me proud to be a mom everyday!! Things are getting more complete everyday. I have the BEST of friends (Alicia-Sherry) I am so blessed with all I have in life and I cant wait to see what tomorrow holds in store for me........ -------

Finally Heard From The Ex!!!
Well After 2 in a half months I finally heard from my ex my sons father the day of my sons bday My 10th..First thing is while I was still asleep he called and left a voice mail letting me know he was on his way and would be here within a couple hours to see our son for his bday.As soon as I heard his voice I had fluttery feelings not knowing what i was going to do or say when he got to my house..But when he got here I did yell at him a bit and i did cry a bit too..He wanted to take my son for a bit but I told him he couldnt that day for 2 reasons one he has been gone for 2+ months and my mom was suppose to come over after wrok for my sons birthday..He said the reason he couldnt get a hold of me was because he was in a program and had no phone or a way to get a hold of me..And now hes living like 2 hours away because he thought the jobs out that way would be better but they aint the greatest out there either and besides its more exspensive out there do to it becoming tourist season out

Final Day Am 4000 Behind I Need Bombers
I really need all the help I can get. Before cleaning my computer this morning I checked and was like 4000 behind maybe a little more or just a little less. Any help given will be appreciated. Thanks. Contest ends at 5 pm CT tonight

Finally Realized....
I always wondered why people really bother to write blogs and stuff. They always seemed more like a journal to me in which case you'd just write about what's bothering youor whatever and not worry if someone read it or not. The more I think about it, it really is a journal because if something's bothering you where else can you get it all out at? You really want people to read it to know how you feel but you know if you tell them how you feel they'll ether get mad or just won't care so in essence it's a way of getting out what's bothering you without all the risk of knowing that they don't care or that if they read it and get mad no one has to know that they read it. Communation is important in any relationship, but what happens when the only thing you have to communicate with is pen and paper or for this, a keyboard and a screen? What happens when people you thought were there for you to talk to really aren't? That's when you go to the blog or journal as a consulation!

Final Bids Today
final day to place a bid to own me! the high bid so far is 30day blast and 3 bling packs from T. i'll check back tonight with who the winner is! *muahz* thanks to all who bid. click the pic at the top to go and place a bid

Final Interview
I'm leaving in a little bit for Washington DC for the final interview that I have to go through for the job I want. I'm starting to get a little nervous about it but I just have to do what I've been raised to do... be myself. Wish me luck and I'll be back in Philly on Wednesday.

Finally At Last
just when I had given up the fact of trying to find someone to help out with the stories for the characters for the project, then out of the blue I get an email from a guy called Bill who asked did I still need help. Since then things have started to gather pace and there is a story for that is brewing for the Sadistic Ophelia character which is part of a trilogy, the first two Bill had written rough drafts before and it fits in perfectly with the artwork we had so far, even just after a few days chatting he had all the backstories for all the scarybird characters we have, mobile combat ones as well, plus how they were all connected. Plus to work with him is a dream as we create things whilst chatting which is fab. anyway if you want to have a look at his prior stuff here is a link to the Kyla Chronicles William J Rought

Finally, The 5 Answers We Have All Been Waiting For:
Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for 'suck here'. Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, but 'down under.' Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them! down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q: WHY WERE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTERWOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch. Thought for the day: Q. What is a man's Ultimate embarrassment? Answer: Running into a wall with an erection and breaking his nose!

"finally"
I don't know what this is, but I came up with it anyways. Lift the cusion for a peek But do not find what I seek Raise the recliner chair up And find everything but Pull the couch away from the wall Accidentally make the corner lamp fall Set it back on the stand and take a look inside A phone book, a chess set, nope that's not right About to flip and go stark raving mad Punch the wall and yell, then kick the movie stand Then I look atop the T.V. and what do I see? There it lays, next to a PC Gamer magazine Where the hell you been? You know w/out you I'm not whole I HATE the hide and seek game, fuckin' stupid remote control... Written out of pure boredom, lol.

Finally!
Finally finished mowing the lawn. It took me two days because of the heat. I hope its a little cooler next time I have to mow. The temp went up almost 10 degrees in the last hour! So how is everyone else's Monday going?

Finally!
After a long vacation and putting some efforts into a really long process of helping out another business, I now have another billing option for both my callers AND my members. Today, I officially launch both of them and have officially become part of www.SluttyPhoneGirls.com. I highly recommend checking out the other ladies online there too. They are pretty amazing and some are definitely worth contacting for appointments if you don't see them online. As some of my callers know, I do prefer making appointments myself because then we have all the time to talk and get down and dirty together, but I am definitely up for those last minute calls too. For now, I have tons to talk about regarding my vacation and so much more to discuss as time goes! Look forward to hearing from my naughty boys again! Check out more of me at: www.LadyVelvetNoir.com

Final Yahoo! Messages To Jinya.... Hopefully
jamesfahle (12:05:29 AM): just my curiosity but, how's that "crying friend" doing? I hope you made everything all better with her.... jamesfahle (12:06:01 AM): I'm sure she truly appreciated you staying online with her til 12:03 just to help her. jamesfahle (12:55:07 AM): ok, well you've lied for the last time, I know this won't bug you one bit but goodbye. Just remember, what comes around, goes around. Have fun toying with people the way that you do. jamesfahle (12:56:07 AM): If your mom was anything like you towards your dad, I can completely understand his leaving, I must thank you though, I'm just glad that we got this out of the way before it got that deep jamesfahle (12:57:50 AM): oh, and if you don't believe me about it being over.... www.digitalexpressions.nu , Dazed and Confused's journal. Have a nice life.

Finally!!!!
I am finally legally divorced from my ex-husband as of June 4th 2008!! It has been a long year and a half, but it's finally over!! I am soooooo friggin happy I could do a little dance.. well among other things... hehehehe. Now I can finally start my life over fresh. Just me, my 2 boys and my new man.. oh and our puppy and turtle, lol. Hey can't forget those little guys :) Ahhhhhhh life is good... Finally!!!!

Financially Free By Thirty-five From 9-7-07
For the past couple weeks, I have been thinking about what I have been wanting to do for the rest of my life. Just recently, I have been going to these business seminars on network marketing. This is something I have been curious about for a little while. If any of you didn’t know, but last October I went to this Learning Annex Expo held at the Donald E. Stephens Convention in Rosemont, where the likes of Tony Robbins, Suzi Orman, Robert Kiyosaki, and even Donald Trump were there giving their views and opinions on how to create a good business. I bought a book there that was co-written by Robert Kiyosaki and Donald Trump, and in return I had Robert Kiyosaki and his wife Kim autograph. I read the book, which is entitled “Why We Want You to be Rich”, and it changed my view on life completely. Well, I should say it was one of those books that have inspired me in my life. Anyways, the book really lets you know what is going on in the world; on how this country is turning towards h

Finally Named
well after much soul searching an combing thru names Tianna Nykole Nashs baby brother finally has a name an his own little identity. I wanted God to know that I love the gift he has blessed me with so much that I gave them names that show how much they are cherished by me. I can't speak for anyone else but me their mother Tianna was name by her father and Tianna means princess in greek an Nykole means the victory which she is. From almost day one this baby has been a fighter. She has been counted out several times suffering with placenta previa she has toughed it out an continues to hold onto life. She's a Nash for sure. But baby boy was not known about until recently an he has been the quite an unknown baby just every once in awhile makin his presence known by a squirm or cravin for fish which he loves Tia hates! so I let his dad know that since he named Tia this baby was mine to name. So Thursday night Thickndazz n I were looking thru names an their meanings an I stumbled upon my s

Finally
Sorry it took me awhile to update you all but things have been crazy. I did my 2nd and 3rd scene and am now debateing on moving to Florida. Ive made some great friends down there from this biz and I think its the next logical step.

Final Destination
We it is official. We are moving to Fairfax, VA. Dad's job went through so now I just need the tranfer for me to go through an I'll be set. My only complaint now is the moving part. I am so tired of seeing my stuff in cardboard boxes. Thank goodness most of my stuff is packed. I new this was temporary but DAMN! 2 months is such a short time to be anywhere. I am gonna miss how nice people are here. Everyone has such a good attitude. I know going back to Northern Va is goona suck on that part. At least I know where things are there. Maybe I can catch up with people I used to know. That would be a bonus. Although the guy seen is alittle tougher. Oh well. If i need some I got "big JOE". Hahaha. (buzzzzzzz)

Finally Its Time To Move On.
well here it is finally its time 4 me to move on in my life. all the people have moved out and 1 moves out tommorrow then its time to call the kents and put this place up 4 sale. yes i have wanted to do this for so long. and it is now going to come true, will i get it cleaned out, yes with the help of my friends and my church and in between i will have one hell of a cook out to seal the deal, for my friends and family. so where am i off to, i dont know yet but first im going to visit my cousins in texas, then lois in kentucky. maby even there, im not sure yet. but i do know one thing when i go to move i will be putting things into storage, then going thru alot of it having one hell of a gradge sale or maby just an auctin of what is in this house. not the house. i will have them sell the house 4 me, then i will be able to buy what i want some where else. alot of things have 1st started in this house including my mom and dad 1st meetin when there was a fire here and he was one of the

Finally
I have finally at pece with everything. I feel as if a weight has been lifted . I have closed certain chapters n my life I refuse to re-open . I am going to start getting my life back in order, no matter how tired I am . I am tired of not having things , I want to make something of my life , and it seems I am always told I can't do it . That stops today , I feel sorry for whoever gets in my way . I have had people all my life try and control what I say or do , I am sick of it . As I see things I should be able to make my own mistakes . I have literally made myself sick over all of this . I need to start taking care of myself or I am going to literally feel over dead, and where would I be.

Finally, After Almost Being There Once Before...
I was close in December, had a setback, and worked my ass off to get back to this point again. With the help of all my friends, and some I never even met before, I made it. Thank you, each and every one who helped with rates, blings, comments, and what ever else. I'll be my old, caring, giving self again. No more 'me' for a while. (except wth is MY crush?)

The Final Cut
She cries alone, In her room at night. Her sparkling eyes, Had lost their light. She turns up the music, As loud as it goes, So no one can hear her screaming, Into her pillows. Her pain is unbearable, AS she walks to the kitchen. The only sound in the house, Is the clock ticking. She opens the drawer, And takes a knife in her hand. She takes her last walk, Down the hallway that never seems to end. She cries, As she pulls up her sleeve, And puts the blade to her skin. Thinking it as the only way out. She closes her eyes, As she pushes the blade in, Hitting a main vein, And all the pain, her life's held in. It's all over now, As she lies on the floor. Waiting for the light to come, As she drifts away.

Finally Finished Another Xxx Story.. Xxx..
Ok, so last night Iput up this blog unfinished and I just finished it and wanted to make sure to post the WHOLE thing..If you read it last night and want to pick up from where I left off, I kept a space between the 2 parts..lol.. Anyway, make sure if you read it to let me know what you think,.. Im gonna take nice bubble bath now.. Ill be back in a bit... He opens the door and grabs me by the wrist, pulling me inside..His tongue starts fucking my mouth as he pushes me against the wall.. He parts my legs with his knees as his hands move down the front of my blouse. I can hear the sound of my buttons ripping and falling onto the floor one by one.. As his one hand pulls out my tits, his other hand hikes my skirt up and runs his hand over my black lace panties. He can feel that wet spot on the crotch of them and kew that I was enjoying this more that I may be letting on.. He takes my panties and pulls them to the side, sliding his finger inside my already wet, smooth, pussy. I start kis

Finally, Someone Has Cleared This Up ,,(lmao)
For centuries, Hindu women have worn a dot on their foreheads. Most of us have naively thought this was connected with tradition or religion, but the Indian Embassy in Washington , D.C. has recently revealed the true story. When a Hindu woman gets married, she brings a dowry into the union. On her wedding night, the husband scratches off the dot to see whether he has won a convenience store, a gas station, a donut shop or a motel in the United States . If nothing is there , he must take a job in India answering telephones giving us technical advice.

Finally Got Some Results
Just wanted to update everyone on what we found out at KU Med Center today with Denten. After many years and my child being almost 12 years old we fianlly found out he does have Autism. He has a mild form of it and needs a little help but with some help we should be able to help him live a close to normal life. I have felt for many years he had something wrong and had a CAT Scan and MRI done back when he was 7 but was told he had Neuronal Migration Disorder which is when the cells of the brain didn't develope to the right places. We were given little information about it and thought we could do nothing for him. But the older he got I just knew there was alot more wrong with him and searched for someplace to look at him. So finally after years I got him in KU and found out a mother does know her child best. Now my goal is to get him the needed help so he will be able to have a normal life like I want him to have.

Financial Strains
Ok, here goes. My wife and I have been having struggles since before Christmas last year. Now, before you think of me as an asshole, I'm VENTING and not COMPLAINING! First, my wife was working for an awful doctor. The doctor belittled her all day long. Told her how stupid she was and how she was incompetent. So, I told her to quit that job and find something else. Well, she was going to get another job but her dad was also at the time dying of Cancer. So, we decided that she needed to be with him before he died. She would get a job after the first of the year. Well, her dad died on the 19th and we helped with the burial and funeral expenses. Then, after the first of the year, we ran low on money and I couldn't pay my child support to my ex by the exact date she wanted. I had been paying by personal check for 7 years. She now said that she would take me to court for child support if I couldn't do it myself. So, for anger, I told her go ahead. Well, she did. And I got rev

Finally
i think i am now stone cold sober and my throat is feeling a lot better. lol. i really do need to stop drinking, i don't think my liver appreciates getting massacred. ...well i'll just hold it off til next weekend anyway. g'morning luvies! :D

Finally Made Public
Well as most of you all know i just got back off of a deployment less then 6 months ago. Well it was made public that first CAV 1BCT was going to deploy again between JAN and Mar of next year. The kicker to this is if there is a troop reduction in Iraq we are going to Afghanastan. As of here lately there has been more troop injuries and fatalities there then in Iraq. So the support i get from the awesome people here on fubar will defiantly help make it easier to get through my fourth deployment. tks to the awesome friends i have made on here ... hoooooah and god speed to you all

Final Time !!!
HEY FUBAR MEMBERS, IM DOING THIS BLOG TO LET EVERYONE ELSE KNOW THAT IM LEAVING FUBAR ONCE AND FOR ALL. I BEEN GOING THRU SOME HARD TIMES HERE, AND FEEL IN MY HEART THAT I NEED TO DO THIS. ALOT OF MY OTHER EMAIL ADDRESS MAY BE DELETED ALSO. LIKE YAHOO, HOTMAIL, AOL, AND MYSPACE. SOME OF YOU PEOPLE KNOW MY REASONS AND SOME OF YOU DONT KNOW IT. BUT, ITS TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON. I THANK ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO I MEET HERE OVER THE TIME I WAS HERE. AND I BLAME THE DUMBASS FOR PUTTIN ME IN THE SPOT FOR NOT MINDIN THERE OWN BUSSINESS. AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. SO, MY LAST DAY WILL BE JULY 26, 2008. I HOPE YOU WILL TAKE CARE OF YOURSELFS AND HAVE A BLESS TIME HERE.

Finally Letting Go
(If You Had Called Yesterday – Julie Roberts) Every night since your goodbye I hit my knees and closed my eyes And I pray that you'd come back Too many tears washed out that bridge You wanna cross, but baby, it's too late for that Last night would've been a different story But the morning sun must've done something for me 'Cause I bet I'd gone the other way If you'd called yesterday ********************************************* I pray at night when I go to sleep to hear from you even when I know its best that I let go. I cant seem to move on or even get my heart to want to let go. The only thing I know is that I have cried so much over you that I cant seem to cry anymore. I wish you would see what this is doing to me.. still you don’t and I still pray at night for you to call me once more. ************************************************* (Lonely Alone – Julie Roberts) I refuse to be with you and be forgotten So this afternoon I thought Why not just go After all

Finally Some Good News
Well it is about time I had some good news to put up about grandfather. We had a meeting with the staff that is taking direct care of grandfather. As most of you know he had heart surgery almost 3 months ago and its been a hard battle to say the least. Just a few days ago he got moved from being in ICU for the past 2 1/2 months to the next lower level. He is not in any immediate danger right now. Which as most of you know is a vast improvement. The meeting went rather well. We asked that everyone got on the same page on his care. From physical therapy to voice therapy to everyday things he needs done to help him. The meeting has already gotten results. They put up a set of goals everyday that are to be met by his nurses and for those from each therapy. This way no one can say again "Well I am new so I don't know what he does". One thing that bugged my sis and I was uh damm there is over 2 months worth of notes on him. How can you not know anything about him? Anyway the past couple

Finally Home
Unfortunately vacation is over... What a great week. I'll go into more details at a time when I am not brain dead :). But the trip in short was as follows.. A wonderful week on the Outer Banks... Pretty much perfect weather with rain only at night except for a short shower early in the week. Temps in 80s and 90s. Water was chilly, but clear and for the most part calm. There were 17 of us between the 2 houses. My 20 month old nephew kept me busy all week :). There were 4 generations of us there. David barely got out of the water. :) We climbed the dunes 2 times. Now these are not ordinary dunes. The height constantly changes but they are often 100 feet high or more. If you want a workout, go climb them.. or try to run up them :). Raced gokarts a few times. Saw the new batman movie. Ate way too much. We always build some unique things on the beach... always something BIG. On Friday, we built a huge mountain of sand with a deep pool at the bottom that wo

Final Result!
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Finally Made It Through 2 Tornados That Just Missed My Place By 5 Min
Last night at 1:27am i heard a big boom and howling winds and vibrations sounded like a fright train i was online and all of a sudden a big boom with flashing lights i saw through the window and then the lights and power went off and the cable and internet was down.....for the rest of the night till just now a few min ago just everything came back on...2 tornados hit 5 minutes away from where i live and destroyed a home and a barn with horses in it thank god it didnt reach my place it just missed me by 5 min but felt the effects of it was very scary thank god i am ok...and alive....I was so scared cause of the sounds of the wind last night and all day today thank god my internet n cable lights are on thank god

Finally Found You
The love of my life was sitting almost next to me. . . I never thought that it could be her. . . But everyday I went to work, I couldn't wait to see her. . . And now my search is over. . . I finally found the one. . . My best friend and my lover. . . We both trust one another. . . There is nothing more to say. . . Your special in every way. . . You are the true love of my life. . . And soon you'll be my wife. . . I've searched long & hard to find the one. . . I'm so glad that I Finally Found You my love. . . Jason L Rainey Copyright ©2008 Jason L Rainey

Finally!!!
My favorite cousin in the whole wide world who is like a little sister to me is engaged!!! FINALLY! and i cannot WAIT to be her bridesmaid! i'm so so so so so so so so happy. you all have NO idea. She and her boyfriend of 8 years got engaged on their anniversary. they are truly a perfect couple and i couldnt have asked for anyone else for her. he treats her like the little princess she thinks she is. i love ya manda! and congrats! i cant wait to plan your big day!

Finally On The Right Track...
i have finally gotten just bout everything back to normal. ive got a great job, finally my own place for the first time, a wonderful, wonderful man that means the world to me, and im bout to have my college classes starting soon. it feels great having all that other shit off my chest and starting new. i thought i had seriously fucked my life up beyond repair cause of choices i have made the last 5 years but then i had a friend sit down and talk to me bout everything i needed to change and she helped me get there. 2 days after i got this job i got an apartment. its great. now i can do ne damn thing i want to now. as soon as i get my comp and internet i will be able to start my college classes and get my business degree and by the time i get my degree i will be gettin married and then im opening up my restuarant. i cant wait. im just greatly releived that everything has started turning round for me cause if it hadnt of at the rate i was goin, i was probly goin to end up in a gutter dead

Finally A Blonde Guy Joke!
The very first ever Blonde Guy joke..... And well worth the wait !!!! > > > > > > An Irishman , a Mexican and a Blonde Guy were doing construction work on scaffolding on the 20th floor of a building. > > > > > > They were eating lunch and the Irishman said, "Corned beef and cabbage! If I get corned beef and cabbage one more time for lunch, I'm going to jump off this building." > > > > > > The Mexican opened his lunch box and Exclaimed," Burritos again! If I get burritos one more time I'm going to jump off, too." > > > > > > The blonde opened his lunch and said, " Bologna again! If I get a bologna sandwich one more time, I'm jumping too." > > > > > > The next day, the Irishman opened his lunch box, saw corned beef and cabbage, and jumped to his death. > > > > > > > > > The Mexican opened his lunch, saw a burrito, and jumped, too. > > > > > > The blonde guy opened his lunch, saw the bologna and jumped to his death as well. > > > > > > At the fu

Finally
6.6 pounds 49 inches long baby keria allison fischer was brought into the world @ 3:45 pm, on September 4th 2008. everything is going well minor tearing on the mommy but the baby is healthy and moms having a lil post partem depression, me im working tow jobs just to keep up with it all

Final Inspection Of A Soldier...
THE FINAL INSPECTION OF A SOLDIER The Soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now brave Soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? Or to My Church, have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Cause the world I've tried to protect, is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny dear Lord, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills just got too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fears. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. Noones ever wanted me around, Except to cal

Financial Matters. . .
THE FOUNDATION “To take from one, because it is thought his own industry and that of his fathers has acquired too much, in order to spare to others, who, or whose fathers, have not exercised equal industry and skill, is to violate arbitrarily the first principle of association, the guarantee to everyone the free exercise of his industry and the fruits acquired by it.” —Thomas Jefferson INSIGHT “The ultimate result of shielding men from the effects of folly is to fill the world with fools.” —Herbert Spencer “I would remind you that extremism in the defense of liberty is no vice. And let me remind you also that moderation in the pursuit of justice is no virtue.” —Barry Goldwater “I mean to live my life an obedient man, but obedient to God, subservient to the wisdom of my ancestors; never to the authority of political truths arrived at yesterday at the voting booth.” —William F. Buckley “So I became a newspaperman. I hated to do it but I couldn’t find honest employment.

Finally Getting Somewhere?
So, I got another e-mail that states that when he comes back, he will have physical therapy on his back (that'll be fun), and if it doesn't help, (apparently the fruitcake doc doesn't think it will), then they will initiate a MEB. It also states that the whole thing from now to discharge should take 6 months. Lucky, smart dumb blonde me, has it all in writing now :D YAY! Finally found a purpose for my ability to not shut up until I make my point.

Finally
The sunlight is shining, golden. The wind is blowing, making the vines shake, chimes ring. Birch trees talking back to the squirrels. Brown, crispy leaves, curled at the edges, are tumbling across the newly seeded lawn. A grey cloud blocks the sun. I am happy. Fall is finally here.