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Feb. 1966
February 1966 Your date of conception was on or about 16 May 1965 which was a Sunday. You were born on a Sunday under the astrological sign Aquarius. Your Life path number is 3. Your fortune cookie reads: The secret of getting ahead is getting started. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 2, 5 & 11. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 7, 8 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2439162.5. The golden number for 1966 is 10. The epact number for 1966 is 8. The year 1966 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/21/1966 and ending 2/8/1967. You were born in the Chinese year of the Horse. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Otter; your plant is Fern. You were born in the Egyptian month of Parmuthy, the fourth month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soi

Feb.14, 2009
This will be the 3rd Valentines with my wife. It is awesome. I never married before her and man am I glad that I waited. She gives "best thing" a new definition in my life. I tell ya it makes me feel glad to be alive and a part of it all. We are open with each other, and like I always will say; Couples that Play together, Stay together. Happy Valentines.

Feb 13 2009
well been with matt fo r3 months.. hate baby daddy bt am sorta kool with him! lol.. hate his gf! so do alot of of other ppl! even he does lol! still dont have a job put school on hold.. till i get a job.. bout to go to court with shawn baby daddy! over custody! he aint gonna get it! lol.. joint maybe .. bt ill be primary! just tring to survive at this point an im only 19 lol.. ok well theres kind of an update lol.. later!

Feb 22,2009
February 22, 2009 1. PiscesPisces (2/19-3/20) It's a good idea to spend some time thinking about what you want to do next in life -- where do you want to travel? What experiences do you want to have? What people do you want to meet? Daydreaming about your future is free, it's fun, and it's something you totally control. Stretching yourself to imagine what could be will help you lay the groundwork for future goals and future adventures! And you'll have the time, especially later in the afternoon.

Feb. 4
Yesterday was a hard day for me, my grandmother passed away on this date on 2007, and it was hard to loose someone I have known for all my life and another person in the family in the short period.When she passed away she was short of her 99th birthday, she would have been 101 today.She was a good woman, worked hard, and raised her 12 kids, with my mother being one of them. She took care of me, she loved me, she showed me how to cook. She help me become a better person.I miss her.

Feb 14
So this day is a lovey dovey holiday I'd just rather ignore. Now everyone thought that might have been just cause there wasn't a man to qualify for my valentine. So along came my valentine and I'd still rather just ignore that holiday. Look if I love ya I love ya and if I don't I don't. I don't need some stupid day to make me all lovey dovey and remind me to tell you I love you. I can see where a good majority of people might need reminded to pay attention to their mate but does everyone have to participate in valentine's day? Does anyone know of steak and blow job day?? March 14th is steak and blow job. I'd rather have a steak than a rose. Really I feel like there is too much focus on the financial side of valentines day. Back in the day when this holiday first transpired money was not the focus of it. The point was to remind everyone to show some love and money isn't needed to show love. You can get creative and make cards and crafty lil keep sakes. There are always tons of ways to s

Feb 2007. A Surgical Update.
28th February 2007 It is time for an update. So here we are 44 weeks after surgery and now 100% again. It helped having a holiday in Goa two weeks ago and a holiday I will never forget. It was the best one ever had, everything just went like clockwork. I had many Indian Head Massages from people who knew what they were doing that is. One was a barber and the experience in the barber's chair was the closest anyone could say they came to making love legally in public with a perfect stranger. It was uplifting. The beach massage left me floating and the masseur had been fully trained in Bombay. So not only did he have the gift of the third eye he also knew all about the Chakras, meridians, how to do reflexology and how to massage a head avoiding the areas that needed avoiding without being asked. He was wonderful. All the head massages certainly cleared any last remaining gunge that lurked, because prior to going to India my head was exploding due to the High Atmospheric Pressur

Feb-5-09 Anime Hair
anime hair The geometry that occurs after one sleeps for six hours with hair that has either not been washed or had gel put in it before going to sleep. Specifically, the polygons that form due to chronic stresses on the hair from a particular sleeping position. Whoa, you've got some crazy anime hair going on.

Feb-12-09 Cankles
cankles A pair of legs that have no defined end of the calf area as well as no defined beginning of the ankle area. Does not only refer to fatty legs, but also shapeless legs. Perfect face, perfect body, smart, and funny but, damn I can't handle them cankles.

2 Feb 07 - Friday
2 Feb 07 - Friday 1859 Havelock Ellis US physician/sexologist (Psychology of Sex) 1890 Charles Correll actor (Andy-Amos & Andy radio program) 1927 Stan Getz jazz tenor saxophonist (Benny Goodman, Jimmy Dorsey) 1934 [Clyde] Skip Batten Los Angeles CA, rocker (Byrds) 1942 Graham Nash rocker (Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young) 1946 Howard Bellamy Darby FL, vocalist (Bellamy Brothers) 1947 Farrah Fawcett 1947 Peter Lucia rock drummer (Tommy James & Shondells) 1948 Alan McKay rocker (Earth Wind & Fire) 1949 Ross Valory San Francisco CA, rock bassist (Journey) 1954 Christie Brinkley 1955 Brent Spiner Houston TX, actor (Data-Star Trek the Next Generation) 1963 Pebbles Flintstone fictional character on "The Flintstones" 2338 Data android character on Star Trek Next Generation 1829 Madman Jonathan Martin sets York Cathedral afire, does £60,000 damage 1848 Treaty of Guadalupe Hidalgo ends Mexican War 1863 Samuel Clemens becomes Mark Twain for 1st time 1882 Knights of Columbus fo

9 Feb 07 - Friday
9 Feb 07 - Friday 1773 William Henry Harrison Virginia, (Whigs) 9th President (March 4-April 4, 1841) 1846 Wilhelm Maybach German engineer, designer of 1st Mercedes 1914 Ernest Tubb Texas, guitarist/singer (I'm Walking the Floor over You) 1940 Smokey Robinson rocker (& Miracles-Tears of Clown) 1943 Joe Pesci Newark NJ, actor (Half Nelson, Goodfellas) 1944 Alice Walker US, novelist (Color Purple, Meridian) 1945 Mia (Maria) Farrow Los Angeles CA, actress (Rosemary's Baby) 1950 Lloyd Weldon Keasor Pumphrey MD, wrestler (Olympics-silver-1976) 1951 Dennis "Dee Tee" Thomas saxophonist (Kool & the Gang-Celebration) 1963 Madusa Miceli [Debra Ann], Milan Italy, wrestler (WCW) 1963 Travis Tritt Marietta GA, country vocalist (Country Club) 1964 Rachel Bolan rocker (Skid Row) 1554 Battle at London Sir Thomas Wyatt defeated 1567 Henry Stuart earl of Darnley/Consort of Mary Queen of Scots, murdered 1674 English re-conquer New York from Netherlands 1744 Battle at Toulon (French/

16 Feb 07 - Friday
16 Feb 07 - Friday 1838 Henry Adams Boston MA, US historian, writer (Education of Henry Adams) 1901 Wayne King Savannah IL, saxophonist/bandleader (the Waltz King) 1909 Hugh Beaumont Lawrence KS, actor (Ward Cleaver-Leave it to Beaver) 1912 Machito "Frank Grillo" Florida, bandleader (created salsa music) 1920 Patty Andrews Minneapolis MN, singer (Andrews Sisters) 1935 Sonny Bono Detroit MI, singer (Sonny & Cher, Mayor-R-Palm Springs CA) 1956 James Ingram singer (On the Wings of Love) 1958 Ice-T rap singer/actor (New Jack City, Tank Girl, Crazy Six) 1959 John P McEnroe tennis player (US Open 1979-81, 84 Wimbledon 1981, 83, 84) 2335 Geordi La Forge character on Star Trek Next Generation 0600 Pope Gregory the Great decrees saying "God bless You" is the correct response to a sneeze 1659 1st known check (£400) (on display at Westminster Abbey) 1862 Ft Donelson captured by General Grant (1,400 confederates surrender) 1878 Silver dollar became US legal tender 1918 Lithua

23 Feb 07 - Friday
23 Feb 07 - Friday 1734 Mayer Amschel Rothschild Frankfurt, founder (House of Rothschild) 1787 Emma Willard US, opens school for young ladies (Hall of Fame) 1883 Victor Fleming Pasadena CA, director (Wizard of Oz, Gone With Wind) 1940 Peter Fonda actor (Easy Rider, Lilith, Wild Angels, Trip) 1944 Johnny Winter [John Dawson], Leland MS, guitarist (Silver Train) 1952 Brad Whitford Massachusetts, rock guitarist (Aerosmith-Jamie Got a Gun) 1962 Michael Wilton rock guitarist (Queensrÿche-The Warning) 0303 Emperor Diocletian orders general persecution of Christians 1836 Alamo besieged by Santa Anna; entire garrison eventually killed 1886 London Times publishes world's 1st classified ad 1896 Tootsie Roll introduced by Leo Hirshfield 1904 Control of Panamá Canal Zone acquired by US for $10 million 1916 French artillery kills entire French 72nd division at Samogneux Verdun 1922 Henri Landru executed for having 11 wives, in France 1924 Thomas Woodrow Wilson 28th US Presid

Feb-2-09 Fire Hazard
fire hazard A man who is utterly in denial of his homosexuality (in the closet) despite the fact that he is clearly gay to the objective observer (flaming). Hey, Mike, Jessica's fire hazard of a husband was checking out your ass again.

Feb-4-09 Friend With Benefits
friend with benefits A friend with whom you are allowed sexual activity but no true relationship. The benefit is purely sexual and not tied with feelings. Jane and I are friends with benefits.

Feb-21/22-09 Geotard
geotard A person who is incapable of figuring out how to get from point A to B without instructions like "turn at the pretty blue house," does not know which direction is north, and/or points in the wrong direction when talking about a place. Combination of "geography" and "retard." If I have to tell her how to get there one more time, I'm going to kick her in her geotard ass!

Feb 12,2009(heartless)
Love... its such a strong emotion...its an emotion i havent felt it months... in the right terms... ive been single for a few months... but my heart has yet to be given back to me... its been outside of my chest afraid to come back to me alone with out the person that it was given to a year ago.. the sad thing is that i do think about somebody.. i think about them often... i wonder if ill ever be able to let myself open up and jsut accept the new adventures that could lye before me... i think about the different opportunities that i could have... that i could take... but im just not sure if im ready to love again... i know not ever man is the same although alot can be alike... i let one opportunity pass me by because i couldnt commit.. and i feel this one could be goin down that hole to... yes im talking about somebody here on the fu..outside of the fu..the only realtionships i think about is the last... i have this really strong brick wall..it lets me filter the things t

Feb-14/15-09 L Bomb
L bomb When someone unexpectedly tells you that they love you. Usually comes out of the blue when you least expect it and are not prepared to respond. Guy 1: Dude! Shannon totally dropped the L bomb on me last night! Guy 2: Damn. What did you do? Guy 1: I said "I love you too."

Feb-18-09 Leave Britney Alone
Leave Britney Alone An exclamation made when your friends or family are teasing you to a point where you can't handle it anymore and a hissy fit is in order. Derived from a YouTube user's famed outburst following Britney's lackluster performance at the 2007 VMA'a. Girl 1: OMG Susan, I can't believe you are wearing the same skirt as yesterday. Oh, and by the way, everyone knows what you did with Kevin on the weekend. Plus you look a little fat, are you retaining water? Girl 2: LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE!

5 Feb 07 - Monday
5 Feb 07 - Monday 19-- Kelly Nickels rock bassist (LA Guns 1923 Sam Phillips musician/record company founder (Sun) 1931 Robert Duvall San Diego CA, actor (Great Santini, Taxi Driver) 1949 George Brown rock drummer (Kool & the Gang) 1949 Chris Stein Brooklyn NY, rock guitarist (Blondie) 1954 Bryan Hitt rocker (REO Speedwagon) 1963 Rick Ambrose singer (Jewel) 1969 Marilyn Manson singer/musician 1675 Battle at Turkheim (Colmar) French army beats Brandenburg 1836 Davy Crockett arrives in Texas, just in time for the Alamo 1919 National Socialist Party (Nazi) forms as German Farmers Party 1933 Calvin Coolidge 30th President (1923-29), dies in Northampton MA at 60 1933 Work on Golden Gate Bridge begins, on Marin County side 1940 FCC hears 1st transmission of FM radio with clear, static-free signal 1945 Pepe LePew debuts in Warner Bros cartoon "Odor-able Kitty" 1949 President Harry S Truman labels his administration the "Fair Deal" 1956 Jeanne F Bourgeois French head

19 Feb 07 - Monday
19 Feb 07 - Monday 1921 Andries Treurnicht [Dr No], founder (South Africa Conservative Party) 1927 Rene Firino-Martell cognac manufacturer 1940 William "Smokey" Robinson (& the Miracles-Being With You) 1943 "Mama" Cass Elliot actress (Mamas & Papas-Monday Monday) 1946 Paul Dean rock guitarist/vocalist (Loverboy) 1948 Tony Iommi rock guitarist (Black Sabbath-Paranoid, Iron Man) 1954 Frances Bucholz rocker (Scorpions-Wind of Change) 1957 Falco [John Hoelcel], rock vocalist (Rock Me Amadeus) 1963 Seal English vocalist/songwriter (Killer, Crazy, Kiss by a Rose) 1674 Netherlands & England sign Peace of Westminster (NYC becomes English) 1831 1st practical US coal-burning locomotive makes 1st trial run, Pennsylvania 1846 Texas state government formally installed in Austin 1859 Dan Sickles is acquitted of murder on grounds of temporary insanity. 1st time this defense is successfully used 1878 Thomas Alva Edison patents the gramophone (phonograph) 1881 Kansas becomes 1st

26 Feb 07 - Monday
26 Feb 07 - Monday 0280 Constantine the Great Roman emperor (306-37), adopted Christianity 1807 Henry Wadsworth Longfellow Portland ME, poet (Hiawatha) 1899 Charles H Best Maine, physiologist/co-discoverer of diabetes treatment (Insulin) 1913 Irwin Shaw US, novelist (Rich Man Poor Man) 1932 Elizabeth Taylor London, actress (Cleopatra) violet eyes 1934 Van Williams Fort Worth TX, actor (Green Hornet, Tycoon) 1935 Mirella Freni Modena Italy, lyric soprano (Madame Butterfly) 1940 Howard Hesseman Salem OR, actor (Dr Johnny Fever-WKRP, Head of Class) 1948 Eddie Gray rock guitarist (Tommy James & Shondells-Crystal Blue Persuasion) 1954 Neal Schon rock guitarist (Journey-Open Arms, Bad English) 1957 Adrian Smith heavy metal guitarist (Iron Maiden-Aces High) 1980 Chelsea Victoria Clinton Daughter of Bill & Hillary Clinton 1526 Saxony & Hesse form League of Gotha (league of Protestant princes) 1801 Washington DC placed under Congressional jurisdiction 1803 Great fire in Bom

Feb. 11- March 1 2006
Feb. 11- March 1 Current mood: creative Ready to Wake up Reaching past the border of her under grown heart Tears feeding soil, filling a hole in space Giving color to the darkness, saying the right words Spoken gentle in the mind, it is a worthy start Tomorrow brings a mystery, she still presses on Vibrating a sound that will wake up many Crumbled number in a pocket held for safe keeping She hides as clouds hover over, soul covered thought long gone Screams through endless alleys, echoes pound against walls Shredding her lust for it all, taking hope in her fragile hands Forgotten stuffed animal awaits on the bed, sinking out of view Comes a time when balance is placed, count lost on many falls Having all the control and ready to let it all go, if it can only have flow She calls out a name, it travels to some closed domain, response is pending Everything to see, how many are really free, she grew a grin to return Pressing on all over by using both

Feb-28/mar-1-09 Take The L
take the L Short for "take the loss." Frequently used to describe flunking a test, being dumped, stood up, beaten up, or robbed, or losing one's money in the stock market, gambling, or through exploitative business schemes. I really took the L on that history exam.

Feb. 22nd, 2010
i feel like my daughter hates me. for the past 2 years, I have moved from place to place every 4-6 months. For the the first 2 years of her life, I had an apartment of my own, then i couldnt afford the rent and had to move. she ended up having to live with her dad. (my daughter is 4 years old.) just recently she has been getting meaner and meaner towards me. especially after i explained (3 months ago) to her that i am moving out of state in a month, to find her older brother, (that she has never met, nor have i seen in 9 years, he is 10.) I only get to see her 10 hours a week, 3x a week. and it is hard on the both of us. Recently, when her father has been dropping her off to me for my visitaions, less that 5 minutes into her visit with me, she starts crying for her daddy, it hurts my feelings, and makes me cry, because my daughter means the world to me. I try everything in my power to make her happy when she is with me. I have begun to think that the reason she has become mean towards

Feb-11-09 Phone Grope
phone grope Grabbing at pockets, patting yourself down to make sure you have your cell phone and don't need to turn around and go back home for it. Guy 1: Dude, stop that. Guy 2: What? Guy 1: Quit the phone grope. You're always grabbing at your pockets as soon as we're on the road. Didn't you remember your cell?

Feb-13-09 Premature Evacuation
premature evacuation 1. Getting caught while sneaking away after a one-night stand. 2. An early post-sex exit, i.e. before your partner is deep asleep. He hooked up with some girl last night and got busted for a premature evacuation.

Feb-25-09 Plead The Second
plead the second To whip out a gun. Similar to "plead the fifth" (remain silent), except this refers to the Second Amendment to the U.S. Constitution (right to bear arms). When my P.O. was sweatin' me about why my whiz test turned up positive for coke, heroin, and seven varieties of elephant tranquilizer, I had no choice but to plead the second and put his narc ass in his place.

February Rules!!! :)
You scored as FEBRUARY. FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness and challenges. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. FEBRUARY100%May0%April0%March0%June0%january0%JULY0%November0%OCTOBER0%SEPTEMBER

February 22 Events In History
February 22 Events in History February 22, 1998 "King and I," closes at Neil Simon Theater New York City after 781 performances February 22, 1998 18th Winter Olympic games close at Nagano Japan February 22, 1997 Annika Sorenstam wins LPGA Cup Noodles Hawaiian Ladies Open February 22, 1996 "Bus Stop" opens at Circle in Sq Theater New York City for 29 performances February 22, 1996 Actress Halle Berry files for divorce from David Justice February 22, 1996 STS 75 (Columbia 19), launches into orbit February 22, 1995 Algiers police kill at least 99 prison rioters February 22, 1995 Steve Fossett completes 1st air balloon over Pacific Ocean (9600 km) February 22, 1994 "Les Miserables," opens at Chunichi Theatre, Nagoya February 22, 1993 Vinod Kambli scores 224 vs. England at Bombay, 411 balls, 23 fours February 22, 1992 "Park Your Car in Harvard Yard" closes at Music Box New York City February 22, 1992 Barry Diller resigns as CEO of Fox Fe

February 02, 2007: Mooninite
Two dimensional creatures that hail from the inner core of the moon. They are arrogant, are often bad influences on those who come in contact with them, and have the ability to shoot large square like projectiles from their moon weapons. They can be seen on the Adult Swim show [Aqua Teen Hunger Force]. Mooninites launched an attack on Earth in January 2007. They succeeded in shutting down Boston on Wednesday, January 31. We are the mooninites from the inner core of the moon.

February 5th
I made it to another year!! About 10 minutes after midnight (I was sound asleep) I was born 65 years ago. I'm now an official "old fart"!! It is minus 4 in Lima with wind. Think I'll just stay inside and be my own best friend today!! You all have a great day and please stay warm!! YEA Colts!!!!

February 05, 2007: Cruiser Spooning
The act of parking two police cruisers with the driver's sides adjacent so that the officers can converse through the open windows "Better slow down, the po-po are cruiser spooning in the parking lot ahead"

February 06, 2007: Wikilobbying
The act of paying others money to edit [Wikipedia] entries in order to cast the employer's company, product or point of view in a better light. Coined by [Stephen Colbert] of [The Colbert Report]. When money determines Wikipedia entries, reality becomes a commodity. "IBM could throw some of their money at perception and make their product 'objectively better', then Microsoft can just fire their cash cannons back and we're off to the races. This is the essence of wikilobbying." - Stephen Colbert

February 07, 2007: Casual Undertime
Getting paid for forty hours for the week when one has worked less than forty hours for the week. It is best when casual undertime is achieved by legitimate means, such as leaving early for the 4th of July Holiday with your bosses permission. I work casual undertime during the work week before a three day weekend: I usually can leave four hours early on Friday and still be paid for them.

February 09, 2007: Stop And Chat
When someone stops to engage in a conversation with another while passing them in public. These conversations are short, meaningless, awkward and mostly unwanted by at least one of the parties involved. This term was coined by Larry David on the HBO series Curb Your Enthusiasm. Oh there's Tom, don't acknowledge him, he always wants to stop and chat.

February 10, 2007: New Ageist
1. Used to describe individuals who discriminate against others who are not overly focused on self improvement. 2. The act of looking down on people who do not practice yoga, eat organic, and believe in energy fields. My date late night was a disaster because the guy is completely new ageist. He is seriously opposed to dating girls who are not into meditation and eating sprouts.

February 12, 2007: Multitasking
A polite way of telling someone you haven't heard a word they said. Commonly used on long conference calls, when the speaker is monotonous, boring, or couldn't make a point of one were drawn for them. Joe: "Blah, blah corporate office blah, blah, [leverage] [proactive]ly blah, blah [human capital] and grade-A [synergy], blah, blah. Do you agree, Jim?" Jim: "I'm sorry, Joe, I was multitasking, can you repeat that?"

February 15, 2007: Connectile Dysfunction
1. The inability to gain or maintain an [internet] connection. 2. The inability to print, [email], or get to the internet. My computer had connectile dysfunction (CD) yesterday, so I couldn't check my email.

February 2007
I am new to cherry tap, so experimenting with all the different things in here. I am a currently looking for a new job. I hate my teaching job here in NC. Scared by the way things are heading in education. I have 67 students and not one is on grade level and parents feel that I am there babysitter for 8 hours rather than allowing their children to learn. It is very sad. That last statement about babysitting was actually told to me by a parent. Anyways enough complaining. Drop me a line if you want to say hi. Take care and have a great day.

February 17, 2007: Remail
Attempting to follow up on previous email messages which have gone unanswered. employee: "Jim isn't responding to my email requests to shut down the Hope Creek nuclear power plant before the East shore of New Jersey is a radioactive wasteland." boss: "Well, remail him. Maybe he's just busy."

February 18, 2007 ***did Bush Have Financial Links With The Scandal-plagued Enron?
HEADLINES and NEWS LINKS Courtesy of TvNewsLies.org http://tvnewslies.org/news Jesse's Blog: http://www.tvnewslies.org/blog/ ________________________________________________________________ February 18, 2007 OF INTEREST : http://www.tvnewslies.org/news/#interest ***Did Bush have financial links with the scandal-plagued Enron? - It has now come out that US President George W. Bush once had a financial relationship with Enron, the failed energy giant that filed for Chapter 11 bankruptcy in December 2001 and contributed millions of dollars to Bush's gubernatorial and presidential election campaigns. WAR : http://www.tvnewslies.org/news/#war · 8 U.S. Troops Die in Afghan Copter Crash - · 2 Baghdad Car Bombs Kill 56, Injure 127 - The U.S. military also reported the deaths of two American soldiers · Iraq's death toll is far worse than our leaders admit · Ex-envoy says Iraq rebuilding plan won't work · U.S. move means Canada stuck in Afghanistan · Taliban deploy 10,

February 19, 2007: Presidential Tint
The darkest [tint] you can have on a car's windows. Most cars that have it are [ridin dirty]. So if you have it, cops will give you tickets to harass you. You know I ride with that Presidential Tint... but I [ride clean], busta.

February 20, 2007: Where Y'at
Its a slang greeting in New Orleans. When you meet someone in the street they will say that. Then you reply with the key phrase [what it is]. If you respond wrong, the initiator will know you are not local. person 1: where y'at? person 2: what it is.

February Sucks
This month has been a bitch. about 2 weeks ago, i started getting a toothache. one week ago yesterday i went and got a tooth filled, and i was told i had another one to be filled. so i suffer through exponentially worse toothaches than the original, finally go today, and get the other filled. in class, it started hurting like a motherfucker, so bad my eyes started watering. after class i went back to the dentist, and they numbed me up again, until my antibiotics can get here. tomorrow i have to go get one, possibly 2 root canals. i hate this month.

February 21, 2007: Go-cup
A term used in New Orleans to refer to the plastic cups given by bars to their patrons so that they might take drinks off of the premises, as in to-go drinks or at closing time. "It's closing time, guys. Want your beer in a go-cup?"

February 22, 2007: Hostage Lunch
Meal purchased by the company, often pizza, and delivered for employees who bosses require them to attend a meeting or work over their lunch hour. "I was planning on running some errands over my lunch hour, but the VP is keeping us in a meeting. At least he ordered us hostage lunch."

February 23 - Daily Feast Devotional
February 23 - Daily Feast Late on a snowy winter's evening the woods are quiet as though a woolen blanket has been laid over everything to muffle the sound. The sunset lights the western sky with wispy clouds like horsetails. Pink and orange and purple streak the sky and slide down to glowing embers along the horizon. A thin spiral of blue smoke rises from a chimney and the sun's reflection bronzes all the windows. It is suppertime. It is the end of the day and time to be peaceful. Grievances and unhappiness can go by the wayside and let companionship come in. It is suppertime - a time reserved for sharing the best. A pot of soup, a loaf of bread, and peace. ~ The many moons and sunny days we have lived here will long be remembered by us. ~ KEOKUK - SAUK LEADER, 1780 "A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - February 23 "We've got to learn what's going on today in the world, and we've got to get an

February 24, 2007: Kraft Singles
A Chicago slang term meaning dollar bills. Derived from another slang term that refers to money as [cheese]. (Originates from slices of cheese produced by Kraft Foods) Yo I just cashed my check so I got a wallet full of kraft singles, drinks are on me

February 25, 2007: Film
When it's art, you call it a film. When it's mainstream garbage, it's called a movie. FILMS: "Nosferatu", "Triumph Of The Will", "Citizen Kane", "Annie Hall", "Raging Bull", "The Weather Underground" and "Elephant" MOVIES: "Fast and The Furious", "Titanic", "Spiderman", "You Got Served", and "Biker Boyz"

February 28, 2007: Cinemuck
The combination of popcorn, soda, and melted chocolate which covers the floors of movie theaters. Dude, are you sure you wanna wear those shoes to the theater? You know what Cinemuck will do to your shoes...

February 02, 2007
February 02, 2007 THE CANDLE LITE,..THE STROKE OF YOUR HANDS IN MY HAIR AS WE MADE LUV,THE WAY YOU KISSED ME SO PASSIONATELY,...THESE THINGS, MADE ME REALIZE IT WAS YOU...NO ONE ELSE HAD TOUCHED ME SO GENTLE, SAID THEY NEEDED ME, LUVED ME',....YES BABY FEEL ME,KNOW THAT I LUV U',...JUST THE WAY YOU ARE ,.....

February 12
February 12 You'r Broken Character... Once again Im dwindling down that road... I keep thinking I have found what I am looking for, yet over time I learn that most is not as it seems. I am gullable and easily mislead and unfortunately I keep suffering because of it. I try and put up my wall and avoid the heartache, but once an opening is made, I pour myself out and end up leaving myself high and dry. From daily routines, to nothing at all... I cant live like that. I need to be reassured that all is sound and time is not of importance. I look for a new distraction, and luckily have found it, then suddenly old heartaches come out of the woodwork to taint my mood. I am ready for something of substance, something that is more than just a temporary fix. I was ready to move mountains and do what it takes but now all that is left is anger, and its still building. To learn I have been dragged along as a side project just isnt going to fly in my books. After today Im vowing to myself to

February 7th
Last nite my son had a football game. It started @ 7:30, we were ahead 6-0 at the half time. When halftime was all most over they anounce that the game is delayed because of lightening. Yeah, it still hadn't rained which was fantastic, but had been lightening quite a bit. So this was almost 9:30, Tiger says wanna just go home? they are going to call it anyways. I'm like sure .. if they start back up my sister can call us. So we end up bringing my bestest friends daughter home with us because she doesn't like the lightening much and she wanted to see Colton anyways. Sitting here at home dinking around and was thinking geesh I should go to bed, had been watching the radar and didn't think we'd start back up. Well about 20 after 10 my sis calls and says.. the games back on they are on the field warming up. So we headed back up to the school. We won 28-0!! Didn't get to bed till after 12 got up at 5:30am for work and had woke up a couple times in the middle of the nite :/ Needles

February 26, 2007
Well, how's that? Yes, it is official! I have a boyfriend!!!! Yea, baby, yea!!! We've known each other for about 7 months, just started talking about a month ago and dating. Don't know where this will go, but I really hope and pray for the best. I think that this is the one. I figure that if I can look into his eyes and can picture him, the kids, and myself in a family portrait, then it is meant to be, or should be anyway! lol. I have been able to see a future with him. It's a little scary in a way, considering the things that I've been through and the things that he's been through. I am happy. He makes me happy! That's what matters. The one thing that I like the most about him is being in his arms. I sleep so good when he's laying next to me and I'm wrapped up in his arms. It's the next best thing to sex... lol. Actually it kind of is better than sex. It's more relaxing and comforting to know that you can feel the heat and love of someone and they don't have to say one word or prove

February 22, 2007
Well here's another look in to my life. Everything's going pretty good. I finally got the 2nd bedroom fixed up for the kids. They are happy about that and so am I! I started dating someone. He's sweet, nice, and adorable! I just want to eat him right up!!!!, Wait, ain't that what he's suppose to do to me??? lol. Kidding. But anyway. I really hope that this goes some where. I really do like this guy. I think that there will be a possiblity with him. I could actually picture a future with him in my life and my kids. Creepy, I know. But in the famous words of Hank Williams, Jr., "If it will it will, If it won't it won't" If it does, it does; If it don't it don't" Later people. Love ya lots~~~~~

February 13, 2007
I suppose you're wondering what I decided. Well, I broke up with him. I'm alright. He's not mad at me. Just something that I knew that I had to do. I want to be happy and have happiness and love. I hope to get married one day and be a "real" family. Whatever the hell that is... lol. But everything is cool. I'm ok, he's ok, the new guy is ok. The kids' are ok too. Well that's that. And HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ONE AND ALL.... LOVE YA!

February 5, 2007
Well here I am telling you about another day in my life. Things are going good. But I'm not really sure how long that's going to last. I have some issues that I need to figure out what to do. I thought and hope that some you might can help me. Well, I'm in a relationship with someone that loves & adores me & my children. I do love him, but I don't feel that I'm still "in" love with him. There are things that I want that I know that he doesn't want. One of them is I want to get married someday, preferably before I turn 30. I want that stability of a family life for me and my children. I know that I can do good on my own. I've known that for years. I want for everyone to see what a beautiful bride that I'd make... hee hee... I want that spot light of attention for a minute. Plus I want for my dad to be able to give my hand in marriage & know how happy his only daughter is before he passes. He's not getting any younger. Hell, who is??? But I feel like I'm trapped. I don't want to break up

February 4, 2007 Sad Story Of My Life
I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I hate myself for what I'm thinking about. I don't know how I can even think it. I now know what it feels like though. I feel so trapt. I don't want to hurt anyone. I see some upside but yet the downside and the worst is what I fear. What is she talking about, you may ask? I have a bf that I love, but I'm falling for someone else that I can actually see a future with and it scares the shit out of me. I don't want to be hurt. But yet I feel so selfish. Maybe I should take some time and try to figure out what I really want. I thought being with someone would make me happy. But being with the one I'm with doesn't really give me the fulfilled meaning that I need. I feel just as alone as I felt when I was just single. We don't live together. He actually lives about 100 miles from me and we see each other about 2 - 3 times a month, maybe. I want more. I want to be able to see someone more than that. To feel the passion that I long for and desire. I don't

February Nears...
Groundhogs, Shadows and Growing Light All things around us change constantly, especially the apparent relationships between what we experience on Earth and what we can observe in the sky. The Sun appears to move and everything on Earth responds. Today we know full well that it is Earth cruising in its orbit that causes seasons, but for centuries it had appeared to earthbound observers that it was the Sun moving in a cycle to increase and decrease its light throughout the year. The most highly publicized dates to celebrate this oscillating light-of-life are the times when the Sun appears to turn on the horizon in its rising and setting points, the summer and winter solstices. In between these are the autumn and spring equinoxes when day lengths are most rapidly changing. Less frequently noted, yet just as interesting, are the mid-way points between solstices and equinoxes, the so called "cross-quarter" dates. As far as the factors that produce weather are concerned, these are time

February Girl
Empress Vicious Vamp~Stiletto Girl~Mystical Hottie~Club F.A.R. Member~@ fubar The young lady above has volunteered to be February's calendar girl for 2008. Please show her tons of love and even more love on Valentine's day which I hope to work with her on a photo shoot for future years to come. This calendar in it's entire form will be for sale soon with a special cover and news on the ladies that have given up so much time to work on it with me. So go show them love each month and be nice to them! ~Rabbit, the promoter of Fubar Calendar Girls

February 1, 2008
Unfortunately due to real life circumstances, we need to change the way we are levelling people for at least the next few days. I'm sure you've noticed the lack of blog posts the past few days, and we apologize for that. From now on, when you're online, please go into the Family Lounge Sin and LOL Family Retreat. There is no music playng in the lounge so it should load quickly and be a minimal strain on anyone's browser. We ask that you continue to "lurk" there while you're on, checking randomly to see if a link has been posted by anyone. When you come across someone close to level, post the link in the lounge, and either send shouts to other members to check the lounge or people will get them as they check through the day. I do realize that this is not as convenient as a daily blog, however it will keep us together as a levelling family and keep us levelling people which is what we all joined to do. Thanks for your understanding. (yes, this is the SAME BLOG as two da

February 6, 2008
Remember if others leave True friendships stay Being there for each other Each step of the way In continued togetherness Strength they restore There with a helping hand Forever giving more Friends which to count on Are angels in disguise By bonding heart to heart Their love never dies Friends upon life's journey Giving hearts sincerity For having forever friends Means so much to me

February Eclipses
Solar Eclipse today... of course I won't be able to see it (only those in the extreme southern hemisphere), but we should be able to feel the effects. Then on the 20th there is a total eclipse of the moon starting around 8:43 PM (EST), becoming total around 10:01 PM (EST) During a total lunar eclipse, we experience what might be called a "micro month". The moon is full, then partially or completely hidden, and then visible again. Within just a few minutes, an energy similar to a complete cycle of full, waning, new/black,waxing and full once more. The lunar eclipse is the symbol of the Crone, called by such names as Hecate, Hel, Mother Hulda, the Snow Queen, Bone Mother, Demeter (as seen searching for Persephone while the earth's vegetation dies) and Sekhmet. It is significant that the eclipse is not related to the Crone as the Lady of Wisdom, who is part of the Crone image with the waning crescent-moon part of the lunar cycle, but focuses on the Lady as Passage. Now is a fine

February 2008
Here it is, February already. Been smoke free now since Nevember 2007. Amazing, huh? I can't believe it! Still crave one every now and then, but it passes rather quickly. My sister and I will comment on it and then kind of laugh about it and go on with whatever we were doing. February is a pretty big month for me. My son, my sister, two of my best friends all have birthdays in February and then there is Valentine's Day. Oh, and my dad and his brother have a birthday in February. Theirs is on the 8th. Everyone else I mentioned is on the 9th. So, Annie, Allen, Ed, and Jan.... Hope you all had a great birthday on the 9th. Dad and Uncle Jerry, hope yours was great on the 8th. This year I have reason to celebrate Valentine's Day. With the love of my life in my life, that is plenty of reason to celebrate. At least in my opinion it is. lol Although we'll be miles apart, I know we will both be in each other's thoughts all day, if not all month. lol I love him dearly and will miss him dea

Feb 23rd 2008
Well....he's finally gone but for how long? Actually it's funny the other day I was reading my horoscope and in it I was told that around the 23rd I'd need to pay attention and to let go. Funny, really--but so true--I have to let go of the old to make room for the new. Sometimes I wonder why I held on and gave him the benefit of the doubt but beating myself up won't do any good, so instead I'll look at this as a lesson and figure out what his place was in all of it. He served a purpose and now that's over, which is ok because I DESEARVE so much better. I really did well and was able to release w/o the tears, no hatred, no joy but peace and a touch of sadness. I guess I'm starting to ramble....but I needed to write, sometimes spending tooooo much time by ones self isn't always good......lol, but on the other hand it serves the purpose of inner growth. I am ready for what ever the next stage of life has to offer...... I am ready for another fresh start.......

February 24, 2008 Edition
COOTER'S BAR NEWSLETTER! February 24, 2008 SHOUT OUT! WELCOME BACK JOHN...WELCOME BACK! I LOVE YA BABYDOLL! NOW YOU LISTEN TO YOUR BOSS! LOL :p WHAT A WEEKEND! I want to thank lastbowlofrice for making me piss myself in the Bar! lol He truly is a comic relief. Its official...I am a fukn crybaby! Showing my crybaby @ss in the bar! LOL But they were tears of extreme joy! They kno who they are! :P RULES UPDATED! Now I have decided to ADD to the rules of the lounge! Here is the new rule: Guys and Girls! This is the web! W-E-B! Don't expect to fall in love with someone from the web! If you do, do NOT bring your drama in here! Do *NOT* bring others in with it! It will result in a banning of your arse! If you feel that you are being harassed by someone from the lounge let the owner kno! Let's see if the owner can fix the problem as opposed to leaving! We are family! Dysfunctional yes....but family! There is no sense for drama llama coming into the bar! Le

February Slaves
February 26th I became the fu owner of Lady T, one of Sarge's BAD Girls: Lady*~T~*♥Sarge'sBadGirl♥FuOwned byTulsa's Angel Fu-Owner of Santa♥@ fubar February 14th I became the fu owner of BBW Goddess AND became owned by BBW Goddess as well: ¤ ßßW GØÐÐ€§§ ¤ ~ Fu-Wifey 2 Honey§hine ~ §Ã®GÉ'§ ßÀÐ GÎ®£§ ~@ fubar I am Kimmy's fuowner as of February 13th: Kimmy@ fubar February 5th I became fuowner of A Beautiful Mess: A Beautiful Mess *~*~Southern Sex Symbol.....Greed of the Se7en Sins~*~*@ fubar January 27th I became the fu owner of: Ecuadorian Goddess*Sgt.Raiders fu-wife*Promoter of Goddess' BadBoys Of Fubar*AfterHrs Greeter*@ fubar

February Pictures
Holl~N~All@ fubar I dont normally enjoy posting or even having pictures taken of me. I was thrilled to find some new friends, and this site takes my imagination to the maxx! Thank you for all that stop by!!

February 19, 2009
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? TABLE 2. Your significant other? KENT 3. Your hair? LONG 4. Your mother? HEAVEN 5. Your father? HEAVEN 6. Your favorite thing? FRIENDS 7. Your dream last night? LOVE 8. Your favorite drink? COFFEE 9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in? COMPUTER 11. Music? COUNTRY 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? SECURE 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? SKINNY 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? TRAVEL 18. Where you grew up? NORTH CAROLINA 19. The last thing you did? RATE 20. What are you wearing? NIGHTIE 21. TV? CSI 22. Your pets? FIVE

February Shows!!!!
Here are their upcoming shows: Feb 14 2009 10:00P Spanish Moon Baton Rouge, Louisiana Feb 27 2009 8:00P Insomneacks BATON ROUGE Also on the 28th they MAY be playing @ Red Star Bar. More to come on that...

February Promotions Contest
DO YOU LIKE MORPHS BUT DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO THEM HIT ME UP FOR DETAILS ON HOW TO GET ONE FREE FREE MORPHS 4 1 MONTH ONLY Im making morphs and pics for this month only payment not needed but is accepted, donations in bux or cash items all i ask is that u check out 33 east & tell them DJ CHAOS sent you & if u like the lounge feel free to subscribe Go Here to view my morphs i've already made As A Promotions Contest, Every New Subscriber to 33 East This Month (February) will be eligible for the end of the month drawing with top prizes (4) tickers, 5 custom skins & 3 custom animations CLICK THE LINK TO GO TO THE LOUNGE & DONT FORGET 2 SUBSCRIBE Bulletin Created By: ~TIGEREYES~ Bulletin Modified By: BBW Goddess

February 2nd 2009: I Dont Know What To Think
well i thoughthe new year would work out for me, financially im as good as a goose can get lol, but in the love side, i broke up with the one person i thought would understand me and how i am. But nope she wasnt she had proven that to me so many times, and she still asked me to be friends to do things with....yeah i told her sure but i think not. I guess am not ready to have a serious relationship, to fall in love again is beyond me, i guerss am not to feel loved again bt anyone but the family.

February Birthday Train :)
This went so well the 1st time, I've decided to do it again! Welcome 2 the February Baby Birthday Train! If u're having a birthday in the month of February & u're an Aquarian or Pisces, I invite U to join my train and hopefully meet sum new Fu's and get re-aquainted w/ sum old ones!☺ Just Fan, Add, & Rate members who join the train, starting with me. Once you've done that, plz send in the friends request that you're joining this train. If a member is already your friend, leave them a comment stating you've joined the train! It's as simple as that.☺ Now just send me the pic you would like to use for your tag or I can select one for you. I will up

February Announcements
Let's get you in the moooood! Starting February off right!! New pics are up!!! I put a new one here too. 60 new pics added to www.kayleekurves.com !! I love this lingerie number...so blue, so sheer, so clingy in all the right places, very cute!! More things for you to do: *Ladies-share your beauty with us at the yahoo group BBWCurvyGirls ! Now taking entrants for the Miss March Contest!! All welcome to join in! *You can now vote for 'Sexiest Lingerie' pics, also at BBWCurvyGirls!! yes, i so love lingerie and had to share in this one! http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BBWCurvyGirls *Are you a breast lover?? Go vote for your favorite 'Great Breasts' in the yahoo group, SexyBBWModels ! *Calling all LEG lovers!! Especially those thick juicy ones! Freakdaddy's now has new contests open!! Ladies- Sexy Legs Contest http://www.freakdaddys.com/votefemale Men- Blowjob pic contest http://www.freakdaddys.com/votemale I hope to see some of you join in! All are welcome! V

February Birthday Train !
This went so well the 1st time, I've decided to do it again! Welcome 2 the February Baby Birthday Train! If u're having a birthday in the month of February & u're an Aquarian or Pisces, I invite U to join my train and hopefully meet sum new Fu's and get re-aquainted w/ sum old ones!☺ Just Fan, Add, & Rate members who join the train, starting with me. Once you've done that, plz send in the friends request that you're joining this train. If a member is already your friend, leave them a comment stating you've joined the train! It's as simple as that.☺ Now just send me the pic you would like to use for your tag or I can select one for you. I will up

February Birthday Train ! Updated
This went so well the 1st time, I've decided to do it again! Welcome 2 the February Baby Birthday Train! If u're having a birthday in the month of February & u're an Aquarian or Pisces, I invite U to join my train and hopefully meet sum new Fu's and get re-aquainted w/ sum old ones!☺ Just Fan, Add, & Rate members who join the train, starting with me. Once you've done that, plz send in the friends request that you're joining this train. If a member is already your friend, leave them a comment stating you've joined the train! It's as simple as that.☺ Now just send me the pic you would like to use for your tag or I can select one for you. I will up

February 10th
How are you? Feeling stressed? Feeling disturbed? Feel sick? I don't really care, but now I made you think about your misery. See talking about just the mere hint sends a suggestion to your brain. Odd stuff eh? Oh well, Today I would like to impart something on ya, but do me a favor when you finish reading this.... Take a shower, I can smell you from here. Hell the dirt is jumping onto your pc right now!!! Don't believe me run your finger across the bottom of your monitor.....see the dirt...yeah told ya so. Oh yeah, I signed up for school, Figure hell more school, more money..... I am definitely intelligent enough for it, Hell I was invited to the National Honors Society......so I know I'm smart. There is proof!!! Where is yours......j/k. Don't mind me just feel like harassing you for even looking at this blog..... And oh yeah, I'm going out to run in the Virginia is for Lovers 1.4 mile this weekend. Come on out and check it out or google it and see what it is all about. Running ro

February
So it took a couple weeks to get over the "you make me wanna cry blues" boys are silly and I am sillier to let them bother me so! I am sick. Yucky, snotty girl...missing her daily quota of knottiness. haha! So I wanted to let you know I am alive. I am still primarily off the fu. I do miss you all so very much!! If any of you have written blogs that you think I should read please email me a link so I can go check them out when I check my mail That is the first thing I do when I sign in yanno! Ok...thats it. LOL Alana

February 17, 2009
Was my Son's 21 Birthday. I took him and his Friends to Eddie Sports Bar. Before either of them drank I suggested that we all eat, me being the designated Driver I stuck to Shirley Temples. After they both eat they first tried Long Island Tea, I took just a tiny sip and it was like 'Yuck' to me. There was another group there that discover that it was my Son's Birthday and that was when the drinks started flowing. We did play Pool between his friend, I were trying to teach my Son how to play it. After my second round of pool since my Son won, we had the game going that we played the winner. So I go in and played against my Son. I won cause he sunk the 8 ball so then his friend played me, he won and he asked why I wasn't getting my shots in I told maybe because I wasn't drinking. Also most of the waiting in between shots, my Son and his friend were doing shots or drinks and me? I forgot to bring my pain medicine and my spine started hurting bad, by besides my right chest just pierc

February - Love
The Universe is the giver of all things...by means of love. The spirit is always at peace. There is no argument in Divine Mind. The spirit has never doubted itself, or disagreed with itself. This is the Oneness that is the Universe. Deep within is that which never gets angry, troubled, or afraid. When I seem to be in conflict, I become still so that I may listen. All the Love there is is right here, right now with me. I hear nothing but the words of Wisdom, guiding and inspiring me. And when I listen there is a response from something greater than myself. It is the mysterious energy of Love, the active principle of unity. Everything loves, and everything responds to love. It is a universal quality, shared alike by all, the central flame of the Universe. Desiring to be loved, I allow myself to love greatly, to feel warmly inclined toward all people, and to be helpful on thier behalf. I give as I wish to recieve. As I love and cooperate with other people, so do they love me and give me

February Blues
I am sure by the time I'm finished with this fucking blog it'll be the 26th. I thought I'd bitch some before I went to bed to get some stuff off my chest. Lots of about me in here which is always the case in most blogs. My heart grows very weary cause of a year without having anybody special in my life. Lots of fears going through me especially during these cold days and nights. Tired as hell of all this cold weather and dreading going out and about. 24/7 coverage of how depressing people are without jobs. How the country as a whole should pretty much declare bankruptcy because if they were a private business they wouldn't have lasted a year of this dread. In my own personal life its dead. I hope to revive my positivity once summer hits. Maybe being out and about on the beach will get some of this money problems out of our soulless hearts. How we focus on money 24/7 is so scary. Its just one thing and its just the cornerstone of everything capitalism. Any who! I can't ch

February/march 2010 Update
FEBRUARY 26TH i Bruce will be out for the night and it's a friday night and i will be at a concert for a Australian Country Musician Called Lee Kernaghan at the Lyric Theatre in Sydney 10 i will be heading back to Ringwood Victoria Australia for my sisters 30th birthday party just for the weekend until monday 15th of march sydney australia/melbourne australia time from Bruce

February 2011-update
I am moving!! This is a great thing for me. A bad thing for anyone who looks forward to me being online. I won't have a computer for an unknown length of time. Most of you have my yahoo and or my number. If you want to say hi use them! ;) Many wishes for everyone to be healthy, happy, and well while I am offline! xoxox

February 3
...was my son's birthday. We had a party planned for the 2nd. Well guess what? Mother Nature decided that she was going to dump about 4 inches of snow the night before the party so we had to cancel it. He didn't get the cake he wanted, I couldn't get to the place to pick it up. He didn't have a party. I had to work all day on his actual birthday so I didn't get to see him at all. Oh, and he wanted the 49ers to win the Super Bowl. Guess you can see how his birthday went. On a good note about it though....I'm simply rescheduling the party, he's having it THIS Saturday. He talked to me the whole last quarter of the game (it was so cute hearing him cheer them on). He got a cake from me today and the dinner of his choice. I also gave him one of his presents. He got a new digital camera. Figured it would be good, now he can take his own pictures of the party. I just hope that he has fun. I know he's not mad at me, he said he understood why it was canceled and he said it was okay that he

Feb. 1st 2007
Well...as you can see I didn't do a blog yesterday, not sure if it was lazy or what...either way it didn't happen. It's snowing today. 19 degrees and snowing. What is it about the winter that makes people depressed? I know I get that way alot,sad to say not always in the winter time. My friend Sara from Tucson was here for a visit last Dec. she really loves the snow. We went to Milwaukee and I took her to the lake,went for a walk...she made the mistake of wanting to throw snowballs around. I'd like to think she learned her lesson and would never wanna do that again....but I'd be wrong. Even after having a huge snowball stuff down the back of her pants, knowing her....she's ready for round two. I always did love seeing that look of amazement and happiness in her face. Iv'e recently aquired a job as a DJ at a bar here in town. It's going good so far,as most of you know last weekend was "80's" night, so I played all 80's pop and new wave. The crowd was awesome and the bar was packed...

3 Feb 07 - Saturday
sorry this ones late. computer was down yesterday... 3 Feb 07 - Saturday 1883 Clarence Mulford Illinois, western writer (Hopalong Cassidy) 1894 Norman Rockwell US, artist/illustrator (Sat Evening Post covers) 1904 Charlie "Pretty Boy" Floyd FBI Most Wanted criminal 1918 Joey Bishop [Gottlieb], Bronx, comedian/talk show host (Joey Bishop Show) 1943 Dennis Edwards rocker (Temptations) 1943 Eric Haydock bassist (Hollies) 1947 Dave Davies London, rock vocalist/guitarist (Kinks) 1950 Lizzie Borden director/writer (Love Crimes, Working Girls) 1950 Morgan Fairchild [Patsy McClenny] actress (Falcon Crest, Flamingo Road) 1956 Nathan Lane Jersey City NJ, actor (Birdcage, Timon-Lion King, Mouse Hunt) 1957 Tony Butler rocker (Big Country-Wonderland) 1958 Lee Crystal rocker (Joan Jett & Blackhearts 1959 Meng aka Haku, King Haku 1960 Kerry Von Erich aka The Texas Tornado 1962 Marty Jannetty (The Rockers) 1377 Mass execution of population of Cesena Italy 1547 Russian czar Iv

4 Feb 07- Sunday
4 Feb 07- Sunday 1902 Charles A Lindbergh Detroit MI, pilot (1st fly solo across Atlantic) 1913 Rosa Lee Parks civil rights activist (bus protester) 1921 Betty Friedan Peoria IL, feminist writer (Feminine Mystique) 1928 Dave Ketchum Quincy IL, actor (Agent 13-Get Smart) 1941 John Steel rock drummer (Animals) 1944 Florence LaRue Gordon Pennsylvania, rocker (5th Dimension) 1945 David Brenner Philadelphia PA, comedian/TV talk show host (Nightlife) 1946 Roy Yeager Doraville GA, rocker (Atlanta Rhythm Section) 1947 Dan Quayle (Senator-R-IN)/(44th Vice-President-R 1989-93) 1948 Alice Cooper [Vincent Furnier], Detroit MI, rocker (School's Out) 1950 Philip Ehart rock drummer (Kansas) 1952 Jerry Shirley rock drummer (Humble Pie) 1962 Clint Black Long Branch NJ, country vocalist (A Better Man) 1503 Queen Elizabeth consort of Henry VII of England, dies 1789 1st electoral college chooses Washington & Adams as President & Vice President 1861 Confederate constitutional convention

10 Feb 07 - Saturday
10 Feb 07 - Saturday 1890 Boris L Pasternak Russia, novelist/poet (Dr Zhivago, Nobel 1958) 1893 Jimmy Durante New York NY comedian (and good-night Mrs Calabash) 1950 Mike Rutherford rocker (Genesis) 1959 Tonga [Uliuli Fifita], wrestler (WCW/WAR/WWF, Ming, Haku, Islanders) 1962 Cliff Burton rocker (Metallica) 1964 Mir Aimal Kansi Quetta Pakistan, murderer (FBI Most Wanted) 1567 Lord Darnley Stuart husband of English queen Mary, murdered 1713 Netherlands & England sign accord concerning anti-French Barrier 1763 Treaty of Paris ends French-Indian War, surrenders Canada to England 1846 British defeat Sikhs in battle of Sobraon, India 1855 US citizenship laws amended all children of US parents born abroad granted US citizenship 1863 PT Barnum stages wedding of Tom Thumb & Mercy Lavinia Warren (New York NY) 1899 US-Spain peace treaty signed by President McKinley; US gets Puerto Rico & Guam 1906 Britain's 1st modern & largest battleship "HMS Dreadnought" launched 1933

11 Feb 07 - Sunday
11 Feb 07 - Sunday 1898 Leo Szilard Hungary, physicist/A-bomb worker/peace activist 1917 Sidney Sheldon 1921 Eva Gabor 1935 Gene Vincent Norfolk VA, rock guitarist/vocalist (Be-Bop-A-Lula) 1936 Burt Reynolds 1940 Bobby "Boris" Pickett rocker (Monster Mash) 1942 Otis Clay US gospel/R&B-singer (That's how it is) 1949 Charlie Hargrett rock guitarist (Blackfoot) 1962 Sheryl Crow Kennett MO, singer/songwriter 1650 René Descartes philosopher "I think therefore I am", stops thinking 1916 Emma Goldman arrested for lecturing on birth control 1922 US intervention army leaves Honduras 1938 Steve Casey beats Lou Thesz in Boston, to become wrestling champion 1943 General Eisenhower selected to command the allied armies in Europe 1945 Yalta agreement signed by FDR, Churchill & Stalin 1953 President Eisenhower refuses clemency appeal for Rosenberg couple 1964 Beatles 1st live appearance in US; Washington DC Coliseum 1969 Dorey Funk Jr beats Gene Kiniski in Tampa, to become NWA c

17 Feb 07 - Saturday
17 Feb 07 - Saturday 1844 A Montgomery Ward founded mail-order business (Montgomery Ward) 1867 William Cadbury England, chocolate manufacturer (Cadbury) 1919 Kathleen Freeman Chicago IL, actress (Beverly Hillbillies) 1929 Yasser Arafat PLO-leader (Achille Lauro, Nobel 1994) 1932 Buck Trent Spartanburg SC, banjoist/singer (Hee Haw) 1933 Bobby Lewis rocker (Tossin' & Turnin') 1950 Rick Medlocke rock guitarist/vocalist (Blackfoot) 1959 Richard Karn Seattle WA, actor (Al-Home Improvement) 1963 Michael "Air" Jordan Brooklyn NY, NBA guard/forward (Chicago Bulls) 1972 Billie Joe Armstrong singer/musician (Green Day) 1621 Miles Standish appointed 1st commander of Plymouth colony 1801 House breaks electoral college tie, chooses Jefferson President over Burr 1864 Confederate sub "HL Hunley" sinks Union ship "Housatonic" (1st submarine to sink an enemy ship) 1865 Columbia SC burns down during the Battle of Charleston, SC Civil War 1867 1st ship passes through Suez Canal 18

18 Feb 07 - Sunday
18 Feb 07 - Sunday 1516 Mary I Tudor [Bloody Mary] Greenwich, (1553-58), 1st reigning queen of Great Britain 1795 George Peabody South Danvers MA, merchant/philanthropist 1836 Ramakrishna Hooghly Bengal, Hindu saint (preached unity of all religions) 1848 Louis Comfort Tiffany glassmaker (stained glass windows) 1859 Sholem Aleichem [Solomon Rabinowitz], author (Fiddler on the Roof) 1890 Boris L Pasternak Russian poet/writer (Dr Zhivago) 1895 George "The Gipper" Gipp Notre Dame football star 1933 Yoko Ono Lennon [Mrs John Lennon], Tokyo Japan, singer(?) 1941 Herb Santiago vocalist (Frankie Lymon & Teenagers-Why Do Fools Fall) 1947 Dennis De Young Chicago IL, vocalist (Styx-Grand Illusion, Its Raining Again) 1949 Cybill Shepherd Memphis TN, actress (Moonlighting, Last Picture Show) 1950 John Hughes director (Breakfast Club, Ferris Bueller) 1952 Juice Newton [Judy Cohen], Virginia, singer (Angel of the Morning) 1953 Derek Pellicci rock drummer (Little River Band-Help Is

24 Feb 07 - Saturday
24 Feb 07 - Saturday 1876 Victor Moore Hammonton NJ, comedian (Ziegfeld Follies, 7 Year Itch) 1885 Admiral Chester Nimitz US Admiral (commanded Pacific fleet in WWII) 1921 Abe Vigoda New York NY, actor (Barney Miller, Fish) 1942 Paul Jones England, rocker (Manfred Mann-Mighty Quinn) 1944 Nicky Hopkins rock pianist (Stones-Ruby Tuesday, Jeff Beck, Quicksilver) 1946 Barry Bostwick San Mateo CA, actor (Rocky Horror Picture Show) 1946 Michael Radford director (1984, White Mischief) 1947 Lonnie Turner bassist/vocalist (Steve Miller Band) 1955 Steven Jobs cofounder of Apple Computer 1958 Sammy Kershaw Kaplan LA, country vocalist (Cadillac Style) 1962 Teri Weigel Ft Lauderdale FL, porn star/playmate (April 1986) 0303 1st official Roman edict for persecution of Christians issued 1803 Supreme Court 1st rules a law unconstitutional (Marbury vs Madison) 1825 Thomas Bowdler self-appointed Shakespearean censor, dies 1829 Auguste Chouteau St Louis co-founder, dies 1868 House of

25 Feb 07 - Sunday
25 Feb 07 - Sunday 1901 [Herbert] Zeppo Marx New York NY, comedian/actor (Marx Brothers) 1913 Jim Backus Cleveland OH, actor (Mr Magoo, Thurston Howell III) 1917 Anthony Burgess essayist/novelist (A Clockwork Orange) 1928 Larry Gelbart writer/producer/actor (Oh God!, MASH) 1937 Basia Johnson maid (inherited Johnson & Johnson fortune) 1943 George Harrison England, (My Sweet Lord, Beatles, Traveling Wilburys) 1943 Sally Jesse Raphael Easton PA, TV talk show host (Sally) 1950 Rick Flair [Richard Fliehr], wrestling champion (NWA/WWF/WCW/AWA) 1957 Stuart "Woody" Wood Scotland, guitarist (Bay City Rollers-Saturday Night) 1965 Carrot Top [Scott Thompson], Florida, comedian 1540 Francisco Vásquez de Coronado searches for 7 cities of Cibola México 1570 Pius V excommunicates Elizabeth, absolves her subjects from allegiance 1601 Robert Devereux Earl of Essex, executed for treason against Elizabeth 1793 1st cabinet meeting (At George Washington's home) 1836 Samuel Colt paten

Feb-10-09 Slow Your Roll
slow your roll 1. Slow down. Be calm Slow your roll, honey! I'm tryin' to relax up in this mutha. 2. Slow down your game. Stop coming on so strong to a female. You'd better slow your roll, junior player. You'll just get shut down going like that.

Feb-26-09 Showmance
showmance A "show romance" that develops between reality-show contestants or participants, especially one that ends as soon as the show is over. Often a ploy to gain more camera time. I thought Nick and Amy shared a real romance on The Apprentice, but their immediate breakup proves that it was just a showmance.

Feb-27-09 Sausage Fest
sausage fest When the number of males overwhelmingly exceeds the amount of females present. This party is a total sausage fest! Let's call Sarah and have her bring some of her girlfriends over.

Feb 14th Valentines Day
FEB 14th Valentines Day by BlueWolf 02/14/05 I'm usually pretty silly, when I show you how I care, but Febuary 14 th is very special, and be silly, I don't dare. I thought of sending flowers, but thought, no, not to you. I thought of sending candy, but that was silly too. I wanted to send a card, with all the frills along, or send you all my love in a silly little song. I could have sent balloons, but that is getting old. I could have sent a heart made of 14kt. gold. I could have sent a teddy bear to snuggle with at night, but I'd rather it be me you snuggle with, when you turn out the lights! I couldn't think of how to show it, in any special way, So I guess there's only one thing left for me to briefly say. I love you , and I'm so glad you're mine. So would you, if I asked real nice, be my Valentine?

1 Feb 07 - Thursday
1 Feb 07 - Thursday 1859 Victor August Herbert Dublin Ireland, composer (Babes in Toyland) 1901 Clark Gable Cadiz OH, actor (Gone With the Wind) 1904 S J Perelman Brooklyn NY, author/humorist (Around the World in 80 Days) 1918 Muriel Spark Edinburgh Scotland, novelist (The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie) 1934 Bob Shane vocalist (Kingston Trio) 1937 Don Everly Brownie KY, singer (Everly Brothers) 1937 Ray Sawyer [Dr Hook] Alabama, vocalist (Dr Hook) 1937 Garrett Morris New Orleans LA, actor/comedian (Saturday Night Live) 1942 Terry Jones Colwyn Bay North Wales, actor/comedian (Monty Python) 1952 Rick James [James Johnson], rock/soul/funk vocalist (Super Freak) 1954 Mike Campbell guitarist (Tom Petty & Heartbreakers) 1964 Jani Lane rocker (Warrant) 1965 Brandon Lee Emerson CO, actor (Showdown in Little Tokyo) 1968 Lisa Marie Presley 1968 Pauly Shore 1587 English queen Elizabeth I signs Mary Stuart's death sentence 1709 British sailor Alexander Selkirk is rescued after be

Feb,the 10th 1993
a poem to a filly born the year after her brother, my "dream horse" was killed in a tragic accident,which also killed the most romantic person ever lived once on this planet.< Isabelle> Little baby sister Into the world in the cold I pulled you out and dried you with wool Your curly, baby, equine coat Not a speck of white A peaceful girl Hard to come here in brother’s place Tough to make your way Your peaceful ways – always good A touch of mischief too Quiet and beautiful girl You eased into my heart Took up your own bit of space You just let it happen Knowing that it would Little angel baby I love you

6 Feb 07 - Tuesday
6 Feb 07 - Tuesday 1895 George Herman (Babe) Ruth Baltimore MD, baseball great (Yankees) 1911 Ronald Reagan Illinois, actor (Bedtime for Bonzo)/40th President (R) (1981-89) 1931 Rip Torn Texas, actor (Coma, Summer Rental, Cat on a Hot Tin Roof) 1939 Mike Farrell St Paul MN, actor (BJ Honeycutt-MASH, Battered) 1945 Bob Marley Jamaican reggae vocalist (Bob Marley & Wailers-Roots Rock Reggae) 1950 Natalie Cole singer (Unforgettable, Pink Cadillac, Miss You Like Crazy) 1962 Axl Rose [William Bailey] Lafayette IN, rocker (Guns & Roses) 1778 France recognizes US, signs treaty of aid in Paris; 1st US treaty 1832 US ship destroys Sumatran village in retaliation for piracy 1862 General Ulysses S Grant capturs Fort Henry, and ten days later Fort Donelson; Grant earns the nickname "Unconditional Surrender" Grant 1891 1st great train robbery by Dalton Gang (Southern Pacific #17) 1921 "The Kid", starring Charlie Chaplin & Jackie Coogan, released 1935 Board game "Monopoly"

8 Feb 07 - Thursday
8 Feb 07 - Thursday 1828 Jules Verne France, pioneered sci-fi (From the Earth to the Moon) 1925 Jack Lemmon Boston MA, actor (Days of Wine & Roses, Missing) 1931 James Dean Marion IN, stage/film actor (Giant, Rebel Without a Cause) 1937 Joe Raposa composer/songwriter (Sesame Street) 1940 Nick Nolte actor (Under Fire, Lorenzo's Oil, Teachers, 48 Hours, North Dallas 40) 1946 "Fito" Adolpho De La Parra Los Angeles CA, rocker (Canned Heat) 1955 Ethan Phillips actor (Neelix-Star Trek Voyager) 1955 Jim "the Anvil" Neidhart wrestler (WWF/WCW/NJPW/CWFI/Calgary) 1958 Sensational Sherri Martel aka Quenn Sherri 1961 Vince Neil [Wharton] California, rock vocalist (Mötley Crüe) 1966 Gary Coleman Zion IL, actor 1972 Paul Wight aka The Giant, The Big Show 1587 Mary Stuart Queen of Scots (1560-87), beheaded at 44 1725 Peter the Great Tsar of Russia dies 1807 Napoleon defeats Russians in battle of Eylau 1861 Confederate States of America organizes in Montgomery AL 1862 Battle of

Feb 12th Lunch Time.. Score Updates!
The Scores as of Right now for the Hottest Woman of CT are as follows.. Please help me come in first to win a 7 day blast.. > > > > First Place Rating - 10.14 (36) Splendid_Beauty 4518 comments! Second Place Rating - 10.05 (207) ~Pole Princess~ 3481 comments! Third Place Rating - 10.03 (29) supersuperwendy...totally refreshed!! 2237 comments!

15 Feb 07 - Thursday
15 Feb 07 - Thursday 0037 Claudius Drusus Germanicus Caesar Nero emperor of Rome (54-68) 1564 Galileo Galilei Pisa, Italy, astronomer/physicist 1812 Charles Lewis Tiffany Killingly CT, jeweler (Tiffany) 1907 Cesar Romero New York NY, actor (Joker-Batman, Ocean's 11, The Thin Man) 1927 Harvey Korman Chicago IL, actor (Carol Burnett Show, Blazing Saddles) 1944 Mick Avory rock drummer (Kinks) 1954 Matt Groening cartoonist (Life in Hell, Simpsons) 1957 Jake E Lee rocker (Badlands) 1964 Chris Farley actor (Saturday Night Live, Wayne's World, Coneheads) 0399 Philosopher Socrates sentenced to death 1764 St Louis founded as a French trading post by Pierre Laclade Ligue 1869 Charges of Treason against Jefferson Davis are dropped 1870 Ground broken for Northern Pacific Railway near Duluth MN 1903 1st Teddy Bear introduced in America, made by Morris & Rose Michtom 1918 1st WWI US army troop ship torpedoed & sunk by Germany, off Ireland 1929 St Valentine's Day massacre (Chicag

20 Feb 07 - Tuesday
20 Feb 07 - Tuesday 1943 Antonio Inoki [Kanji Rikidozan], wrestler (NJPW/JWA) 1946 Sandy Duncan Henderson TX, actress 1946 J[erome] Geils rock guitarist/vocalist (J Geils Band-Freeze-Frame, Centerfold) 1949 Ivana Trump Gottwaldov ex-wife of Donald Trump (1st Wives Club) 1950 Walter Becker New York NY, rock bassist (Steely Dan-Peg) 1954 Jon Brant rock bassist (Cheap Trick) 1960 Kee Marcello rocker (Europe-Final Countdown) 1966 Cindy Crawford Dekalb IL, super model (Sports Illustrated Swimsuit) 1967 Kurt Cobain rock vocalist (Nirvana)/husband of Courtney Love 1673 1st recorded wine auction held (London) 1809 Supreme Court rules federal government power greater than any state 1839 Congress prohibits dueling in District of Columbia 1861 Dept of Navy of Confederacy forms 1869 Tennessee Governor W C Brownlow declares martial law in Ku Klux Klan crisis 1927 Golfers in South Carolina arrested for violating Sabbath 1942 Lieutenant E H O'Hare single-handedly shoots down

22 Feb 07 - Thursday
22 Feb 07 - Thursday 1732 George Washington Virginia, Father figure, 1st American President (1789-97) 1891 "Chico" Marx New York NY, actor/comedian (Marx Brothers, Animal Crackers) 1918 Don [Dominic G] Pardo, TV announcer (Jeopardy, Saturday Night Live) 1371 David II Bruce king of Scotland (1331-71), dies at 46 1888 John Reid of Scotland demonstrates golf to Americans (Yonkers NY) 1903 Due to drought the US side of Niagara Falls runs short of water 1907 1st cabs with taxi meters begin operating in London 1913 Suarez Mexican vice President, assassinated in a military coup 1915 Germany begins "unrestricted" submarine war 1924 1st presidential radio address (Calvin Coolidge) 1935 Airplanes are no longer permitted to fly over the White House 1945 Arab League forms (Cairo) 1956 Elvis Presley's 1st hit in Billboard's top 10 "Heartbreak Hotel" 1963 Beatles begin their own music publishing company (Northern Songs) 1964 Beatles arrive back in England after their 1st US

Feb 26th, 2007
I've been going on 4, maybe 5 hrs sleep a night for the past 3 nights and I feel ready to crash. I don't know whats coming up. I've given up on seeing anyone down in the neighbourhood, but I wish I had closure. I feel terrible, I don't know why, sometimes I'll snap if someone pushes me too close or too much just like last week at the grocery store. I'm still job hunting, writting and everything else. If this lasts all this week, on limited sleep I'll more then likely break and I'm sorry if I snap but if I do try to ignore me.

27 Feb 07 - Tuesday
27 Feb 07 - Tuesday 1802 Victor Hugo France, author (Hunchback of Notre Dame, Les Miserables) 1832 John George Nicolay US, author (Abe Lincoln's biographer) 1846 William F "Buffalo Bill" Cody Davenport IA, killed 4000 buffaloes 1852 John Harvey Kellogg surgeon, inspired flaked cereal industry 1866 Herbert Henry Dow pioneer in US chemical industry (Dow Chemical) 1876 Pauline Musters shortest known adult (58.9 cm, 1' 11.2") 1893 Ivor A "I A" Richards English poet/critic (Meaning of Meaning) 1908 Tex Avery cartoon director (What's up, Doc?) 1916 Jackie Gleason Brooklyn NY, comedian (Ralph Kramden-Honeymooners) 1920 Tony Randall [Leonard Rosenberg], Tulsa OK, actor (Felix-Odd Couple) 1925 James Moody US, jazz saxophonist/orchestra leader 1928 Antoine "Fats" Domino rhythm & blues pianist/singer (Blueberry Hill) 1932 Johnny Cash (I Walk The Line, Folsom Prison Blues, Boy Named Sue) 1943 Bob "The Bear" Hite California, singer (Canned Heat-Going Up the Country) 1947 Sandi Shaw

Feb 27th Dow Declines 500 Pts Gold Down 20
Interesting day-Chinese markets go into decline. Watch COPPER prices! HUGE DEMAND IN CHINA! US MARKETS go into "correction" WORST DAY FOR US MARKETS SINCE 9/11/01!!!! DOW down 500 pts, NASDAQ, etc follow suit GOLD-Down from earlier $680+ to $663 per oz as of 5 PM PACIFIC TIME Greenspan says we are near recession-good indicator gold will rise, consistent with late 1970's price jump. Factor in inflation for 2007 versus 1979-1980, Gold could hit 1200+ per oz-(theoretically) If gold hits 1200 per oz....? How many people can tell me what that means for our economy? Or....how many of you DONT WANT TO KNOW?

Feb 28th, 2007
I've been hacking away at the new tunes, for about a week, maybe a week and a half. And I think I'm going to be ready to hit the studio on Sat, and hit the college with CDs next week. After that I'll send some new tunes to a few of the Djs on here, Whiskey, Momma & Shroom Guy. After that I'll hit up Christine and see if anyone she knows is interested. Its weird, how we've been fightting when we've talked and if today doesn't change anything, Idk I'll give up on the person. I finally slept enough last night, granted I slept in but still. I'm working on the new me, and so far so good, now if I can keep it up consistently. Blah, thats it for now.

Feb 23, 2008; The New Disciple List Is Out!!! Please Read The Whole Thing!!!!
Well its time to sort the disciples into teams... The teams they were sorted into was determined by the order of they put in there applications... So we can sort them out evenly... so with out further delay... Lets get to the sorting... but please read the whole thing for there is important information at the bottom of the blog for our new Disciples... this week there is only 4 new disciples Team Lust Though the least deadly of the sins... it is by far the most popular... Team Lust is ran by ManlyMans Sex Slave... One of my closest friends... and to her I assign this Disicple... of... Nimphodite bisexual goddess@ fubar Team Gluttony Though one of the less popular... It is run by a very strong member of the group... Crystal is one person I see that is very active on Fubar and I am very happy to have her... and to her I assign as a Disciple... Snow(Gluttony, your friendly jester.) What is your sin?@ fubar Team Sloth Shortly after becoming our Sloth Sin... Angelface was

Feb. 13th! Come See Me Model And Get Drunk With Me!
I will be modeling at The Jungle in downtown Evansville IN from 10pm-12am for Risque Lingerie. Please come out and meet me if you can! I will be meeting my fans and taking signed Polaroids with anyone who would like one for a small fee! I really like meeting my fans and what better time than the day before V-day? My birthday is also 4 days later so I won't be mad if you bring me a little hot gift! :) UndressJess

Feb 20th, 2008 The Worst Day In My Army Career. A Memorial Peice.
Feb 20 2008 worst day in my army career. This day, in 2008, i was in Iraq. It was the absolute worst day of my two tours over there, no contest. I have never sat down and wrote down everything that had happened but I feel it is time for me to now. All this is to the best of my recollection and since its been 2 years i might be fuzzy on some points, but i dont think that i'll be too far off. It was a bright sunny day in Mosul, Iraq. Gold Platoon Alpha section was scheduled for OP(Observation Position/post) on Rte Santa Fe on the west side of the city. The patrol consisted of two tanks, the Lieutenant's, Gold 1, with him and I honestly dont remember whom else on it and mine, Gold 2 which had Sgt Mackey as the commander, Sgt Dryburgh as the gunner, Lucas as the driver and me as the loader. We arrived on station around 1230 and were talking. Sgt Mackey was a replacement commander in that my normal tank commander, Ssg Gibson was filling in for the platoon sergeant of Green or 4th platoon wh

Febuary Is The Month Of Love So Show It!
Every Monday: Jar Candles $20.00 you save $2.00 Bella Wash and Balm Set $25.00 you save $5.00 Car Air Freshner 2 for $6.00 you save $2.00 Mia Melts 2 bags of 10 each for $22.00 you save $2.00 Retiring scents specials while supplies last (act fast) PRICE TO FOLLOW SCENTS BLACKBERRY SAGE JAR VOTIVES MELTS CARROT CAKE JAR,VOTIVES, MELTS CINNAMON TEA JAR VOTIVES AND MELTS COCONUT MACAROON JAR AND MELTS COUNTRY HEATHER VOTIVES AND MELTS CUCUMBER CANTALOPE JAR VOTIVE AND MELTS GINSENG ENERGIZER JAR LEMON POUND CAKE JAR VOTIVES AND MELTS LIME AND GINGER JAR MANGO TEA JAR AND VOTIVES MAPLE SYSRUP JAR VOTIVES AND MELTS PINK GRAPEFRUIT JAR RASPBERRY SHERBET JAR VOTIVES AND MELTS ROASTED CHESTNUTS JAR AND MELTS TUSCANY NIGHTS JAR AND VOTIVES JARS $18.00 EACH YOU SAVE $4.00 BUY 4 OR MORE AND GET EACH ONE FOR $16.00 EACH VOTIVES $18.00 YOU SAVE $8.00 ON ONE DOZEN ALL ONE SCENT MELTS $8.00 YOU SAVE $4.00 ON ONE BAG OF TEN **~~contact me to order candleclub@th

Feb. 13, 2007 Vent
When I look in the mirror, What do I see? Nothing but a shell of what was me. Things that I would never do before, Falling for people I shouldnt fall for. Who is this stranger I now see? Acts that should never have taken place Unable to hide the shame I now face... Will I be be able to win this race? Confusion I feel, I hope this isnt real, I close my eyes, but this will not leave me. How could I change so much in a day? Lady Crimson

Feb Vip
QUESTIONS: 1. WHAT WAS BRENDA AND BRANDON WALSH'S HOME ADDRESS IN BEVERLY HILLS ON 90210 (FONDLY LATER TO BE KNOWN AS "THE WALSH HOUSE)"? 2. WHAT IS THE HOME ADDRESS OF THE GRIFFIN FAMILY ON "FAMILY GUY"? 3. ON "MY NAME IS EARL" WHAT IS 'CRAB MAN'S' REAL NAME? 4. WHY DID "CRAB MAN" CHANGE HIS NAME? 5. WHAT IS THE HOME ADDRESS OF HOMER, MARGE, BART & LISA SIMPSON ON "THE SIMPSONS"?? 6. LAST "MY NAME IS EARL" QUESTION"...READY???? WHAT WAS EARL'S INMATE BADGE NUMBER WHEN HE TOOK THE BLAME FOR JOY'S CRIME? SOME ARE EASY AND SOME ARENT GOOD LUCK Ends Feburary 8th!!!! 10 pm Pacific time

7 Feb 07 - Wednesday
7 Feb 07 - Wednesday 1804 John Deere pioneer manufacturer of agricultural implements 1812 Charles Dickens England, novelist (Oliver Twist, Tale of 2 Cities) 1834 Dmitri I Mendelejev Russian chemist (devised Periodic Table) 1837 Sir James Augustus Henry Murray Scotland, created Oxford Dictionary 1867 Laura Ingalls Wilder Wisconsin, children's book author (Little House on Prairie) 1883 Eubie Blake ragtime composer/pianist (I'm Just Wild About Harry) 1908 Clarence Linden "Buster" Crabbe actor (Tarzan the Fearless, Flash Gordon) 1948 Jimmy Greenspoon Los Angeles CA, rock organist (3 Dog Night) 1962 David Bryan rock keyboardist (Bon Jovi) 1962 Garth Brooks Tulsa OK, country singer 1966 Chris Rock comedian 1812 8.2 earthquake shakes New Madrid MO; this is the last of Midwest quakes 1812 Lord Byron makes his maiden speech in House of Lords 1836 "Sketches by Boz" (essays) published by Charles Dickens 1839 Henry Clay declares in Senate "I had rather be right than presiden

21 Feb 07 - Wednesday
21 Feb 07 - Wednesday 1855 Alice Freeman Palmer educator (Hall of Fame) 1927 Erma Bombeck Dayton OH, humorist (The Grass is Always Greener...) 1931 Larry Hagman TV actor (I Dream of Jeannie, Dallas) 1933 Nina Simone [Eunice Waymon], Tyron NC, singer/pianist ("I Loves You Porgy") 1943 David Geffen Brooklyn NY, record producer (Geffen, Asylum) 1948 Larry Ragland Richmond VA, comedian (Keep on Truckin') 1958 Mary-Chapin Carpenter country singer (This Shirt, Shooting Straight in the Dark) 1979 Jennifer Love Hewitt Waco TX, actress 1431 England begins trial against Joan of Arc 1764 John Wilkes thrown out of English House of Commons for "Essay on Women" 1857 Congress outlaws foreign currency as legal tender in US 1803 Edward Despard last person drawn & quartered in England 1903 Cornerstone laid for US army war college, Washington DC 1925 1st issue of "New Yorker" magazine published 1931 Alka Seltzer introduced 1941 US Senate accepts Omar Bradley's demotion to Brigadier

28 Feb 07 - Wednesday
28 Feb 07 - Wednesday 1663 Thomas Newcomen English co-inventor (steam engine) 1820 John Tenniel England, cartoonist/illustrator (Alice in Wonderland) 1906 Bugsy Siegel gangster created casinos in Las Vegas 1928 Smokey The Bear 1942 Brian Jones rock guitarist (Rolling Stones-Brown Sugar) 1945 Charles "Bubba" Smith Texas, NFLer (Baltimore Colts)/actor (Police Academy) 1945 Ronnie Rosman rocker (Tommy James Shondells-Crystal Blue Persuasion) 1948 Bernadette Peters [Lazzaro] Queens NY, actress (The Jerk, Song & Dance) 1953 Ricky "Dragon" Steamboat [Richard Blood], wrestler (NWA/WWF/WCW/AWA) 1955 Gilbert Gottfried comedian (Beverly Hills Cop) 1955 Randy Jackson New Orleans LA, guitarist (Zebra-Tell Me What You Want) 1967 Marcus Lillington rock guitarist (Breathe-All I Need) 1692 Salem witch hunt begins 1759 Pope Clement XIII allows Bible to be translated into various languages 1847 US defeats México in battle of Sacramento 1854 Republican Party formally organized at

Fecal Many Spewed Forth
well this is my first blog on here and what a way to start it out but with my most recent writing. I just wrote it the other day and I am very disappointed with it! but I don't care i am sharing it you like it ...great...if you don't ....oh well it was your choice to read it :P These thoughts they won't leave my head telling me that I'm better off dead I'm dying eaten away on the inside All I try nothing makes the pain abide How long When will it all end Breaking down Can time really mend?

Fecal Matters
Ok, before I start, I need to put a disclaimer on this...Don't read if you don't find fecal humor funny..(yeah, I know...shitty topic for a blog) I went to McDonalds the other day...and got food poisoning. It was horrid. You know, that first crap you take after you've eaten something rotten? You can feel your stomach gurgling, tears come to your eyes, you bite your lip, then it bursts out of you like a demon-child being spawned...the force of it lifting you clear off the seat as watery shit sprays out of your ass....it's humiliating to think about, you don't wanna say it happens...but we've all been there. So, that being over and done with...it made me think about writing a shitty blog...you know, the different types of shits we have? (yeah, whatever, you think you've heard em all before and you may have...but not put into MY words) First off...the ghost shit. ooooohhh.. the strainer. the grunter. The one you put your sweat and tears into, squeezing it out with your teeth cl

Feces, Fetuses, Etc.
by Dr. William Pierce Let me begin by responding to a few listeners who had trouble believing the bizarre things I reported three weeks ago, when I wanted to illustrate the fact that there are profound psychological differences separating the various human races, and these differences have evolutionary origins: which is to say that they are inborn, genetically determined differences that were established over a long period of time during the evolution of the various races in various parts of the world, where there were differing evolutionary environments. In particular, I illustrated the psychological differences between the Chinese and Europeans, and between Jews and Aryans. In the case of the Jews I used the often-remarked Jewish tendency toward scatological humor, which is a much greater tendency than appears in Aryans. I cited as an example of this tendency a new MTV program, Dude, This Sucks. I mentioned that in the filming of a recent episode of this program two men -- the

Fec Financial Disclosures
You ready for this America---? John McCain has taken over 1,000,000 dollars in PAC/Interest group monies. In the interest I scratch your back you scratch mine.. More than 1,250,000 to be more on point. Check out who is BUYING John McCain... Yes, Barack has said he will not take over 200 dollars from each single donation.. And will not take PAC donations. I did see donations although it seems he has refunded nearly every single donation up to less than 1 thousand dollars..from the PAC's that donated to him. Obama takes public donations only. Clarify-from us as people donors, not big business. That should speak volumes... who is working for big business? Who is working for the people? Better skim the list and see who IS donating/funding McCain's presidential campaign. Know that this is money with strings McCain is expected to favor them if he gets elected. That is why these are called 'Interest Groups'-PAC's (Political Action Committee's) they are grease machines for hope

Feck! Drink! Arse! Linux!
Yes, once again the curse of Kenny has struck again. My laptop, a humble old Dell CSX Latitude, was given to me free by a lovely lady off the internet,and at first was a cracking little computer...till one day it stopped working. That was in august last year and it has been a bloody pain ever since. I sent it to a shop to get fixed and 2 months later it was working, complete with Windows ME installed. Brilliant! Then i tried to install Win XP pro and it shrivelled up and died again. So her ei am trying to install Linux in the hope thati can get some functionality out of it,and breath some life back into my archaic system. Wish me luck, ill need it...

Feck!
Wtf fuckers!??! Ok so ive been away for like ever and stuffs and im back yeah but all the people who were like dont go please are nowhere to be found i like need some friends right now cos im all super depressed and stuff. So at least pretend to be my friend and like stop by and say hi or something? I know its super lame to like ask for it but im totally in a whiney lonely mood. So show me love fawkers! fawkin a thanks to those who sent bday wishes

The Fed
Anonymous Claims It Hacked Fed, Releases Confidential Banker Information zerohedge.comFebruary 4, 2013 A year and a half ago, when the hacker group Anonymous launched its anti-Bernanke, anti-Fed campaign dubbed Operation Empire State Rebellion (or OpESR), we stated, rhetorically and jokingly, that “perhaps in the aftermath of the IMF “very major breach” by anonymous hackers, it is really time to m

Fed Chops Interest Rates
Fed Chops Interest Rates The Federal Reserve has lowered interest rates by half a point. MORE DETAILS: /www.wmur.com/tu/5rX4KM0zz.html> WASHINGTON -- The Federal Reserve's policy-setting body has reduced interest rates for the first time in more than four years Tuesday afternoon. The federal funds rate is now at 4.75 percent, a cut of one-half of a percentage point. A cut in the interest rate could help people who owe money by easing interest on variable-rate credit cards and adjustable-rate mortgages. Anyone facing an ARM reset still should expect higher payments, but not quite as high as they might have been otherwise.

Fed Drops The Inflation Bomb & The Return Of Gold
Fed Drops the Inflation Bomb & the Return of Gold ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Blaine Date: 29 Sep 2007, 10:31 Fed Drops the Inflation Bomb & the Return of GoldPosted September 26th, 2007 by manystrom in Gold by Michael NystromSeptember 26, 2007Have you noticed? Chairman Ben (not to be confused with that all-powerful chairman from another time and place, Chairman Mao) has recently acquired a new nickname. No longer is he referred to merely as "Printing Press" or "Helicopter" Ben, those playful nicknames of yore which poked fun at his threats to stave off deflation via massive inflation. Those silly nicknames no longer accurately depict the amount of inflation he is prepared to produce, nor the destruction that such inflation will inevitably cause. Ben won't merely be tossing money from helicopters, content to let it flutter to the ground. His new nickname signals that he's deadly serious about his mission and he's pulling out the heavy artill

Fedex Called
I got a call from Citidel Security today, they asked me to come back to work for them to train the new group of gaurds they're putting in the FedEx Buford site that i worked a long while back. Deal is i gotta train em, then stay on site as a gaurd myself. I dunno if i wanna take it...i mean i'll take it but its an hour drive away and with my sis using my car for her job, im gonna be using the acura, Timing belts about to snap and i dont have my cell cut on anymore, its gonna suck if i break down. I had this crazy idea to go back to work for Uhal in Athens (also an hour away) but as a second job dunno if i wanna do that again. But ya i got poison Ivy on my face for no reason, woke up and bam itches like fucking mad, dunno how i got it but its drivin me crazy. Stuff is still the same at home woo bah.

Federal Guidelines
Something for us Subs and Teachers to think about I guess....lol Reacting to Federal guidelines, the State of Idaho, which has been highlighted as a role model for student testing by the Bush Administration's Dept. of Education, has redesigned and just released a new comprehensive test to be given to all students beginning in the spring of the 2006-2007 school year. In response to President Bush's Federal No Child Left Behind Act, students will have to pass it to be promoted to the next grade level. In the hopes that it will be uniformly adopted by all the states, it will be called the Federal Arithmetic and Reading Test or (FART). All students who cannot pass a FART in the second grade will be retested in grades 3, 4, and 5 until such a time as they are capable of achieving a FART score of 80%. If a student does not successfully FART by grade 5, that student shall be placed in a separate English program, the Special Mastery Elective for Learning Language (SMELL). If with

Federal Notice To Press Who Covering Ed Brown's Sept 15t
Federal Notice to PRESS who covering Ed Brown's Sept 15t ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: www.thetruthmovement.net Date: 16 Sep 2007, 12:23 This is the notice that the Federal Marshals were handing out to anyone who approached the police line at Ed and Elaine Browns home in Plainfield NH. Even press were stopped and photographed when they approached. We have video of the police line we are posting today with Luke Rudkowski from We Are Change. Stay Tuned... until then read the Notice that was handed to all Press who were covering saturdays events

The Federal Government Has Stolen My Money!!!
Liberty Services was raided by the FBI and all gold, silver, and records, confiscated. Liberty Services distributes a private currency called the Liberty Dollar. Unlike the U.S. dollar, the Liberty Dollar is backed by gold and silver. Despite statements by the U.S. Treasury departmen that the Liberty Dollar is legitimate, Liberty Services has been continually harrassed by the government, culminating in a statement from the U.S. Mint last year that use of the Liberty Dollar is a federal crime. (The truth of the matter is that there is NO law prohibiting the use of private currencies in the United States so long as they are not represented as "legal tender" or official U.S. currency. Numerous other private currencies abound in the U.S. Among these are the Ithaca Hour and the Phoenix Dollar.) The Liberty dollar has been available in two three forms: "hard" currency in either gold or silver, certificates that were redeemable for a specified amount of gold or silver, and electronic

Federal Reserve Fraud – What Our Government Does Not Want You To Know!
Money as Debt Paul Grignon's 47-minute animated presentation of "Money as Debt" tells in very simple and effective graphic terms what money is and how it ... all is being created. It is an entertaining way to get the message out. The Cowichan Citizens Coalition and its "Duncan Initiative" received high praise from those who previewed it. I recommend it as a painless but hard-hitting educational tool and encourage the widest distribution and use by all groups concerned with the present unsustainable monetary system in Canada and the United States. Monopoly Money (Federal Reserve Fraud) The Federal Reserve, or the Fed as it is lovingly called, may be one of the most mysterious entities in modern American government. ... Created during Wilson's presidency to protect the economy in times of financial turmoil, its real business remains to be discovered. During the Wilson presidency, the U.S. government sanctions the creation of the Federal Reserve. Thought by many to be

Federal Rules Of Civil Procedure Main Page Search..subpoenas
RE: Federal Rules of Civil Procedure main page search..Subpoenas ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: VANMETER SAYS FREE RENO NOW Date: 27 Mar 2008, 16:45 http://www. law. cornell. edu/rules/frcp/Rule45. htmFederal Rules of Civil Procedure main page search | civil procedure overview VI. TRIALS > Rule 45. Prev | Next Rule 45. Subpoena (a) In General.(1) Form and Contents.(A) Requirements — In General. Every subpoena must:(i) state the court from which it issued; (ii) state the title of the action, the court in which it is pending, and its civil-action number; (iii) command each person to whom it is directed to do the following at a specified time and place: attend and testify; produce designated documents, electronically stored information, or tangible things in that person's possession, custody, or control; or permit the inspection of premises; and (iv) set out the text of Rule 45(c) and (d). (B) Command to Attend a Deposition — Notice of the Recordin

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Federal Benefits For Veterans And Dependents
Federal Benefits for Veterans and Dependents includes resources to help veterans access their benefits, with a listing of toll-free phone numbers, Internet addresses and a directory of VA facilities throughout the country. The handbook can be downloaded free from VA’s Web site at http://www.va.gov/OPA/vadocs/current_benefits.asp. The handbook is one of the top selling consumer publications of the U.S. Government Printing Office (GPO). GPO accepts credit card orders for the publication at 866-512-1800 (toll-free) for a cost of $5 each to U.S. addresses, or $67 for bulk orders of 25 copies. It can be ordered by mail from the GPO at Superintendent of Documents, P.O. Box 979050, St. Louis, MO 63197-9000 (stock 051-000-00233-4) or on line at www.bookstore.gpo.gov. In addition to health-care and burial benefits, veterans may be eligible for programs providing home loan guaranties, educational assistance, training and vocational rehabilitation, income assistance pensions

Federal Govt.
The federal government is sending each and everyone of us a $600 rebate...some more & some less. However, if we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China . If we spend it on gasoline, it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer, it will go to India . If we purchase fruit and vegetables, it will go to Mexico , Honduras and Guatemala . If we purchase a good car, it will go to Japan . If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan ...and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes, weed, beer, and tattoos since these are the only products still produced in the USA . Thank you for your help & please support the USA

The Federal Government......
The federal government is sending each and everone of us a $600.00 rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline, it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer it will go to India or China or Singapore. If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, Chile and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan... and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes, weed, beer and tattoos since these are the only products still produced in the USA. Thank you for your help and please support the US. I received this in an Instant message and thought i would share~!

Federer Avenges Olympic Defeat
Signaling his recent tailspin may be over, Federer avenged a defeat four years ago at the Olympics by beating Tomas Berdych of the Czech Republic 6-3, 7-6 (4) Wednesday to reach the quarterfinals. It was Federer’s biggest victory since he lost to Rafael Nadal in an epic Wimbledon final last month. Federer wept after losing to Berdych in the second round at the Athens Games in 2004. This time he was shouting “Yes!” and punching the air after he smacked a service winner on match point to finish off Berdych. “Of course you have memories of such a big tournament and losing,” Federer said. “He’s a good player. So I’m very happy with this win, because I think this was the first true test in this tournament.” Nadal also advanced, digging out of a hole in a pivotal service game and beating Igor Andreev of Russia, 6-4, 6-2. Venus and Serena Williams won to remain on course for a sibling showdown in the women’s final Saturday. Nadal and Federer could meet for the gold medal Sunday. Regardle

Federer Reached To The Quarterfinals
Signaling his recent tailspin may be over, Federer avenged a defeat four years ago at the Olympics by beating Tomas Berdych of the Czech Republic 6-3, 7-6 (4) Wednesday to reach the quarterfinals. It was Federer’s biggest victory since he lost to Rafael Nadal in an epic Wimbledon final last month. Federer wept after losing to Berdych in the second round at the Athens Games in 2004. This time he was shouting “Yes!” and punching the air after he smacked a service winner on match point to finish off Berdych. Nadal also advanced, digging out of a hole in a pivotal service game and beating Igor Andreev of Russia, 6-4, 6-2. Venus and Serena Williams won to remain on course for a sibling showdown in the women’s final Saturday. Nadal and Federer could meet for the gold medal Sunday. Regardless of the tournament outcome, Nadal is assured of climbing to No. 1 in the rankings next week, ending Federer’s 41/2-year reign. Federer will next face No. 8 James Blake, who advanced by beating No. 10

Federal Bureau Of Investigation Seeking To Wiretap The Internet
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Federal Emergency Management Agency
FEDERAL EMERGENCY MANAGEMENT AGENCY The Author Of This Report Is Not Known Some people have referred to it as the "secret government" of the United States. It is not an elected body, it does not involve itself in public disclosures, and it even has a quasi-secret budget in the billions of dollars. This government organization has more power than the President of the United States or the Congress, it has the power to suspend laws, move entire populations, arrest and detain citizens without a warrant and hold them without trial, it can seize property, food supplies, transportation systems, and can suspend the Constitution. Not only is it the most powerful entity in the United States, but it was not even created under Constitutional law by the Congress. It was a product of a Presidential Executive Order. No, it is not the U.S. Military nor the Central Intelligence Agency, they are subject to Congress. The organization is called FEMA, which stands for the Federal Emergency Management Age

Federal Agency Proclaims Medical Use For Marijuana (repost)
As federal battles over medical marijuana across the country heat up, a statement from one federal agency may be a huge asset for medical marijuana dispensaries that have been targeted by the various arms of the U.S. Department of Justice and the IRS. The National Cancer Institute (NCI) is a division of the National Institute of Health, which is itself one of the 11 component agencies that make up the U.S. Department of Health and Human Services. Last week, the NCI quietly added to its treatment database a summary of marijuana’s medicinal benefits, including an acknowledgment that oncologists may recommend it to patients for medicinal use. The summary cites clinical trials demonstrating the benefit of medical marijuana. Part of it reads: The potential benefits of medicinal Cannabis for people living with cancer include antiemetic effects, appetite stimulation, pain relief, and improved sleep. In the practice of integrative oncology, the health care provider may rec

Federal Court Rules That Tsa ‘naked Scans’ Are Constitutional (repost)
By KASHMIR HILL She's still draped with the Constitution. Last weekend, a Tennessee woman was arrested at the Nashville airport for disorderly conduct after she refused TSA security measures for her children. The woman didn’t want her two children to have to go through a whole-body-imaging scanner. When a Transportation Security Administration officer told her the machines were safe, she said, “I still don’t want someone to see our bodies naked.” She won’t be pleased with a ruling then out of the D.C. Circuit today. This morning, the federal court ruled that the “naked scans” of air travelers do not violate Americans’ constitutional rights. Privacy rights group EPIC had sued the Department of Homeland Security, alleging violations of innocent passengers’ Fourth Amendment right to be free of unreasonable searches. The court says that argument doesn’t fly. In the opinion [pdf] from the D.C. Circuit Court

Federal Court Issues Rulings In Favor Of Teva In Ms Drug Case
A federal court has acted in favor of Teva Pharmaceutical Industries in the drug maker's patent infringement case against several generic drug companies seeking to market versions of its multiple sclerosis drug. Teva said the U.S. District Court for the Southern District of New York issued a set of claim construction rulings in its patent infringement case against Sandoz and Momenta Pharmaceuticals, and Mylan and Natco regarding the drug Copaxone (glatiramer acetate) that favored Teva; the two parties are each seeking to market generic versions of the drug. A claim construction decision is when a U.S. burberry outlet cheap District Court examines evidence from all parties on the meanings of relevant words used in a patent claim; the court's interpretation of those words affects how it assesses patent infringement and validity. The trial is set to begin on Sept. 7. What sets the case apart from typical patent-infringement cases involving branded and generic drug makers is the nature of

Federal Appeals Court Backs Graphic Warnings On Cigarette Packages
A federal law requiring cigarette packages to carry graphic warnings about the dangers of smoking and restricting how tobacco products may be marketed and advertised passes constitutional muster, a federal appeals court ruled Monday- mulberry bags . The law, which took effect in June 2009, lets the Food and Drug Administration limit, but not ban, nicotine. It also lets the FDA ban candy flavorings and marketing claims such as "low tar" and "light," and require that warning labels — including up-close photos of a smoker's rotting teeth, a man exhaling smoke from a tracheotomy hole in his neck and the damaged heart muscle of a smoker — mulberry sale be emblazoned over carton images. It would also regulate what goes into tobacco products and publicize those ingredients. Abrams said he believes that the issue will ultimately be heard by the U.S. Supreme Court- mulberry bags for sale .

Federal Agents Look For Woman Seen In Child Porn Video. Please If You Know This Person Do Something
please please check this out and if you know anything, please alert the authorities. This person is sick!!! http://www.katu.com/news/national/Federal-agents-look-for-woman-seen-in-child-porn-video-184155731.html?tab=gallery&c=y&img=2 http://www.katu.com/news/national/Federal-agents-look-for-woman-seen-in-child-porn-video-184155731.html

Federal Investigation Into Moores
Its the time of year for junior players to make their case as future stars on an international stage. Wholesale Jerseys 2013 . And while it doesnt always work out, these 17-, 18-, and 19-year-olds will have at least given fans, the media, and NHL scouts something to get excited about over a two-week stretch at the turn of the year. At this years World Junior Hockey Championship, the cupboard is stocked with even more junior-aged stars, thanks to the NHL Lockout. Beginning Boxing Day, several youngsters worth keeping an eye on will vie for World Junior gold. For Team Canada, the list of course includes the big names likely only available because of the NHL lockout; players like Ryan Nugent-Hopkins, Jonathan Huberdeau, and Mark Scheifele. But another player everybody will be keeping their eyes on is Nate MacKinnon, who is arguably the top draft eligible prospect at this years tournament. After racking up 52 points in 30 games in the QMJHL, scouts and fans alike are eager to see how he fa

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Fedora In Her Underwear! A Video
I made my Five Naked Models video special for you today,I made it in my underwear.You can see my butt if you watch this: http://www.youtube.com/fivenakedmodelshttp://www.fedorasbox.com (no minors!)

Fedoras And Pants, An Observation
I learned something about fedoras tonight, If you have one on you assume that you are also wearing pants. I can't think of any situation that involves a fedora but not pants. About 5 minutes ago I thought of something I needed from my car and I was already wearing my snazzy hat so I just walked out to my car... I was about 10 steps out the door then realized that I was rocking boxer briefs a t shirt and a fedora. Of course people upstairs were partying on the balcony so I couldn't just run back inside. They were staring at me by now so I figured I'd just go with it. I strolled to my car in the shortest of shorts pretending it was intentional. I'm a moron.

Fedora Live From The Vip Lounge
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Fedral Government Economic Stimulis Rebate
The federal government is sending each and everyone of us a $600 rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan... and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes and beer, since these are the only products still produced in the US. Thank you for your help & please support the US.

Feds Step Up Actions In Brown Case
Feds Feds Step Up Actions In Brown Case Supporters arrested, irresponsible advice leads to escalation Steve Watson Infowars.net Thursday, Sept 13, 2007 Authorities identified Danny Riley during his activities at the recent 9/11 truth events in New York and reportedly waited until he had left the main groups of protesters before following him and arresting him. http://www.infowars .net/articles/ september2007/ 130907Browns. htm Step Up Actions In Brown Case

Feds Tried To Obtain Customer Book Buying Records From Amazon.com
(NewsTarget) Newly unsealed court records have revealed that the U.S. government issued a subpoena to Amazon.com seeking to obtain the identities of customers purchasing books through the Amazon marketplace. The snooping attempt was blocked by U.S. Magistrate Judge Stephen Crocker who wrote in a recently-unsealed ruling, "Well-founded or not, rumors of an Orwellian federal criminal investigation into the reading habits of Amazon's customers could frighten countless potential customers into canceling planned online book purchases." Is the U.S. government trying to profile the psychology of its citizens by secretly data mining their book purchasing habits? Since 9/11 and the passage of the ill-designed Patriot Act (which, if anything, is traitorous, not patriotic), it seems that the U.S. government is aggressively expanding its powers to search records, tap phones and surveil electronic messages, all in an effort to conduct Gestapo-like profiling operations on its own citizens. It is

Fedsex
We all had them just think aboutit. remember when the head was the hook up and the lion was a beast? What the hell happens that changes the head into nevermind or u want what? And then the lion turns into the one on the yellow brick road and it needs a brain (fuck the heart). Damn i just grit my teeth 4 thoses of u who is a suspect in this situation. see the problem is u fall victim 2 that feeling everyone confuses with love. Yeah, Love, I simply tell a female I love them they damn near ready 2 go. Hell if they let me finish i would b saying love 2 do it to you. but then they turn around and show me, by giving me some love Aka Legs Open Very Easy. I think it is nothing worst then having one who is the bomb and then u remember the slowly growing dud at home. I guess if u wait around 4 the one u want and stay with the one u wit until then. I guess u will just continue 2 dewindle away in marriage. because everyone know if u stick around long enough u'll get stuck and test the w

Fedsex2
What do u do when u learn about someone who don't get none and is wit someone. Put it two u like this from what was explained 2 me, menopause is a mutha dressed up wit numbers. C i learned from experience when u not getting none ur mornings can be doom and your night resemble hell. So when my boy was complaining, not explaining, about being pussy-less, wit a live piece of meat on the butcher's table or a little boy laying next 2 priest. yeah it will drive u crazy. When women shut down don't go for the rape charge, because that is was is bound to happen. i myself am use 2 getting it in, so imagine how someone who is wit someone who is not even getting around 2 it. U feel "dethrone". Get some become like playing the lottery, if it is going 2 happen then it happen. But u will probably hit every now and then. Myself i would resort 2 different matters, like cheatin, but at this point that is 2 costly. I told homeboy might as well marry your hand if u can't afford a rental or fit 4 the

Feds Accused Of Gold-price Manipulation
Source: WorldNetDaily - Jerome R. Corsi U.S. Treasury The Wall Street Journal has agreed to publish a full-page ad in which the Gold Anti-Trust Action Committee charges the U.S. government surreptitiously utilizes gold reserves to engage in international swaps and other market manipulations. "Anybody Seen Our Gold?" is the title of the ad, which alleges U.S. gold reserves held at depositories such as Fort Knox and West Point may have been seriously depleted. GATA asserts U.S. gold reserves are being shipped overseas to settle complex transactions utilized by the Federal Reserve and the U.S. Treasury to suppress the price of the precious metal. "The objective of this manipulation is to conceal the mismanagement of the U.S. dollar so that it might retain its function as the world's reserve currency," the ad copy reads in a pre-publication version GATA provided to WND. The U.S. Treasury denies the claim, insisting the stock is accounted for regularly. GATA's chairman, W

Feds Bailed Out China, Not The Us
Feds bailed out China, not the US The Fannie-Freddie rescue will work out great for emerging markets abroad, but it's going to kill us here at home. You might find some relief by investing in a handful of recommended foreign stock. By Jim JubakThe U.S. government's takeover of mortgage market makers Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac will lead to a rapid recovery in the real-estate market, a rebound in economic growth and a surge in lending by a newly confident banking sector. Yep, the takeover and restructuring of the two U.S. mortgage giants is a great thing -- for China and for many other developing economies of the world. The case for putting more of your portfolio to work outside the United States was very strong even before the Treasury announced its scheme. After the deal, I think it's imperative that investors with a time horizon of more than six months move money into overseas assets. Not right away, though. We're still in a global bear market for stocks. But so

Feds Issue New Medical Marijuana Policy
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Feds Bust Four Clueless Al-qaeda Wannabes For Talking About Jihad
Kurt NimmoInfowars.comNovember 20, 2012 The FBI has offered the public yet another bit of war on terror theater with the arrest of four young men in California. FBI spokeswoman Laura Eimiller told the media the men were arrested for claiming they had planned to join al-Qaeda and the Taliban and bomb government facilities and public places. Supposed terrorists are followers of FBI and Pentagon asset Anwar al-Awlaki. According to a federal affidavitdated November 16, Sohiel Omar Kabir, Ralph Kenneth Deleon, Miguel Alejandro Santana Vidriales and Arifeen David Gojali conspired to provide material support to terrorists and “kill, kidnap, maim, or injure person and damage property in a foreign country.” The FBI launched an investigation and eventually arrested the individuals after an agent engaged in a “covert capacity” conversation with Santana online. He had previously told a DHS Customs and Border Protection agent at the Mexican border in San Ysidro, Californ

Feds Texting Messages
St. Louis Residents Get “Strange” Text Message From Feds Emergency alert system confuses cell phone users Paul Joseph WatsonInfowars.com March 4, 2013 Thousands of St. Louis residents reported receiving a “strange” text message from the government over the weekend, unaware that their cell phones had been automatically enrolled into a FEMA alert program that they cannot opt out of completely.

Fed The Fuck Up!!
Im fed up with two faced bitches talking shit about me and tellin everyone about MY PERSONAL LIFE! spreadin fuckin rumors about me and the whole fuckin bullshit! IM SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE SPREADING FUCKIN LIES ABOUT ME AND AIRING MY PERSONAL LIFE TO EVERYONE AND THEIR MOMMA!!! What happens in my life is mine and my husband's business! you fucked with the wrong fuckin person! I will see your asses *and you all know who you are* in court! I got you guys on fucking slander and defimation of character!!! OH YEAH! RESTRAINING ORDERS ARE BEING FUCKING BROUGHT OUT! Dont even fuckin bother trying to get out of this shit! YOU MADE YOUR FUCKING BEDS NOW FUCKING LIE IN THEM! oh and the whole thing about me leaving my husband for some other guy is a fucking lie! I love my husband and i would give my fucking life for him! You fucked with a southern gal and my fucking life! you are screwed! dont even think about coming to me trying to beg for forgiveness. you lost the one person th

Fed The Fudge Up!!
I don't normally try to let people bug me, but some fudging times. Even with whip cream and those fudging picky ass tweebs.... I don't expect that everything will stay fine, I am just hoping it does. To me that is really not asking for too much. Maybe it is some peoples soul mission to fudge everyone elses day up and that is not fair. I have to admit some people are just asking for it, but you don't have to get down on bended knee and give them what they think they want. Okay, maybe I am just venting, but still. I still want to believe that if you are nice, people tend to be nice in return more than if you are looking for trouble. I have been and sadly will always be an angel. I may give it a go and try the unriden horse, but lets get this clear, I can't be awesome at anything I never was any good at anyways. It is your right, as it is my daughter's right, to be fed up with Paul Walker. I am not nor ever will be. It doesn't mean I want a piece of the wrecked car or anything Fast a

Fed Up
Fed Up Current mood: aggravated Fed Up With the lies.. the What-If-I's? Fed Up With the bullshit How could I let you do this shit?! Fed Up With you saying me too when I say I love you Fed Up With the I love you's when no ones around Fed Up with being your amusement like I'm a fucking clown Fed Up With not being strong enough to wave my hand goodbye instead my love-strucken ass would settle for a kiss and a hi How could I let you use me like this Hanging around like a dick needing to take a piss Fed Up because I cant seem to break free Fed Up cause Your No Bueno for me Fed Up And Im STILL Fuckin Stuck

Fed Up!!!
I am just having one of those days!!! I just want to scream as loud and as long as I can. I wan't to crawl in to a dark space and hide from all reality! Do you ever just feel like you have just lost every ounce of control that you had on you life, on your family, on your finances??? OMG!!! I hate feeling like this and I am just so far into this funk that I don't know how to get out. I am just tired of all the things that are supposed to happen never happening. The things that are never supposed to happen end up on my front porch... My kids are just not in the listening mood these days and I feel lost. I have not that much support. It is just my husband my kids and I. I have one close friend and I have some "aquaintances" You know that group of people that only call when they want something. All our family that is worth something is either in another state or too old to help with things. Lately I feel like I am running up a down esculator that is set on high speed. I can probably keep

Fed Up With Telemarketers? Try Mooing
Fed up with telemarketers? Try mooing By Sara LedwithFri Nov 24, 6:22 AM ET Congratulations! You can win the holiday of your dreams - a break from telemarketers -- if you're willing to moo, fake a murder scene, or follow a list of other diversionary tactics. Those calls that always come when you're sitting down to dinner, with a robotic script to give you the secret of solar-powered hot-water bottles, can be a thing of the past. The Web offers many escapes from what Time Magazine has dubbed one of the worst inventions of the last century. Some are practical - others frivolous, but tempting. The Web site www.junkbusters.com encourages people to "bust the junk messages out of your life" by registering their phone number with a national do-not-call registry -- or downloading an "out of service tone" to confuse telemarketers' computers. "We believe that 'the right to be let alone' ought to be a fundamental human right, and that nobody should ever have to pay to maintain i

Fed Up
IM NOT SAYING THAT I HAVE A BAD LIFE, IM JUST TIRED OF WHERE IM AT IN LIFE. IM TRYING MY HARDEST TO FURTHERY MY SELF AND SET UP A BETTER FUTURE. BUT IT SEEMS THAT NO MATTER WHAT I DO THAT IT JUST DOESNT WORK, I PLAN ON ONE DAY GETTIN OUT OF THIS SMALL ASS TOWN AND GOING SOMEWHERE BIGGER... IT JUST SEEMS WHEN I GET TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN SOMETHING ALWAYS GOES WRONG.. I MEAN ALL I WANT IS TO BE HAPPY AND IAM FOR THE MOST PART BUT THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WS HOPING TO ACCOMPLISH BY THIS POINT IN MY LIFE I KNOW IAM STILL YOUNG BUT I FEEL AS THOUGH I SHOULD BE DOING MORE... I DUNNO.. SORRY I JSUT HAD TO GET THIS OUT OF ME...

Fed Up
This is to the father with a drug problem who blames everything wrong in his life on the only daughter he has. Fed Up. I did it I confess I'm the reason You're a mess Eyes all puffy Hair so mussy And don't get me started on the smell You reek of something rotting in hell Yes I am cruel and I am mean But I'n not the one who doped you up with Amphetamines You reep what you sow and you sow what you reep Next time Think twice about calling me the creep I'm tired of taking the rap Blame yourself Take it back Everything I say Blinding with rage Ozzing with hate In a furious state Locked in my cage

Fed Up!
ALL I WANT IS FOR ONE GUY TO PROVE THEY'RE NOT ALL THE SAME. HOW FUCKIN HARD IS THAT! SPARE ME THE FUCKIN BULLSHIT, LIES AND GAMES, I'M NOT A FUCKIN PLAY TOY. I HAVE FEELINGS. I HAVE A HEART. I'M TIRED OF THE FUCKING GAMES. I'M TIRED OF BEIN USED AND ABUSED. BE A FUCKIN MAN NOT A BOY PROVE TO ME THAT YOU FUCKIN WANT ME AND NOT JUST TO FUCK ME AND OR PLAY CHILDISH LITTLE GAMES WITH ME. IF YOU CAN'T DO THAT THEN DON'T WASTE MY FUCKIN TIME. I'LL BE DAMNED IF I LET ANOTHER MAN OR SHOULD I SAY A BOY WHO WANTS TO BE OR THINKS HE'S A MAN BREAK MY HEART. YOU WANNA BE AN ASSHOLE I CAN BE A BITCH! I DON'T NEED YOUR FAKE ASS! IT'S UR FUCKIN LOSS NOT MINE. YOU WANT TO BULLSHIT ME YOU CAN KISS MY SOUTHERN ASS DARLIN! OR CAN AT LEAST DREAM ABOUT IT. CAUSE YOU WANT TO BE AN ASSHOLE YOU'LL NEVER GET CLOSE ENOUGH TO KISS MY ASS! IF YOU CAN'T ACCEPT WHO I AM OR MOST IMPORTANTLY MY BOYS THEN YOU DON'T NEED ME AND KEEP ON A STEPPIN. IF YOU NEED ME TO SPELL IT OUT FOR YA ANYMORE THAN THAT. THEN OBVIOUSL

Fed Up With The Childish Bullshit !!!!
Well Im going to just Spout off about this . not that it'll do any good . ...But .. I've had enough Freakin drama to last me a damned lifetime .. I sign off last nite after actually coming on and talking with friends .. feeling more myself and more social . get on this morning thinking .. Cool .. things are feeling normal again . and WHAM .. I get a message from a Freind saying someone they know told someone them that someone they know .. knows someone I know and whomever that person is told this person that Im doing things .. Yanno people .. Id really fawkin appreciate it if Youd keep me outta the Fawkin Conversations .. If I do something . and tell you about it .. Keep your damn mouths shut .. If I.. YES I .. want the world to know what im doing I'll Fawkin TELL THE WORLD .. I dont need a Fawkin Messenger service running their mouths telling the world what Im doing at every friggen turn .. This is about the straw breakin the Camels, Donkey's,Lama's,Horses, Goats,Emu's , And every

Fed Up.
This past week has been off and on. Your typical week. Mission's gone wrong, etc, etc, etc.... Down to people who you can call " friends ". Friends dont act a certain way around others unless they are " emotional ". Amber and I both know who this particular person is, and if that person was to read this, that person just might understand what is right and wrong. Friends dont disrespect you talk down to people let people walk all over them trash their home be lazy talk shit about people behind their backs Friends are there for you got your back (thanks amber) there to listen to you (no matter if your drunk or not) help "straighten up" even if you had a long day let you vent and get things off your chest and much more which would take days to list How can some one be this way to other's when that person knows a shit load of your past history?!? Doesnt make any sence, but maybe thats just me. Maybe Im just to caring. You pop off to people and they autom

Fed Up!!!!1
ya know I may not be able to get on here and check things out like I used since school is back in session but for all of my pics to be tagged NSFW that is pathetic. Considering that many of the people on here have much more racy pis than me! I am a single mom in a relationship now for two years this is all for fun! So if this is how things are going to be than why bother being out here and meeting new people! there are men as well as woman on here that have much more showing than me! So people if you are the ones out there tagging pics NSFW find another hobby!

Fed Up!!!!!
OK, I'M F'ING FED UP WITH WOMEN. HAD A DATE LAST FRIDAY AND SHE CANCELLED AND DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER CALLING. SHE SAID HER MOM GOT SICK. THEN I TALKED TO HER BEST FRIEND AND SHE ACTED LIKE SHE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT IT. NOW I JUST FOUND OUT THAT THIS OTHER GIRL THAT WAS INTERESTED IN ME, NEVER TOLD ME AND SHE TELLS HER BEST FRIEND THAT WE HAD TALKED AND DECIDED THAT WE WOULD JUST BE FRIEND'S. I LIKE TO KNOW WHEN THAT CONVERSATION TOOK PLACE. SO NOW I'M THINKING THAT THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME. I HAVE BEEN MARRIED 3 TIMES, MY 1ST 2 WIVES PAST AWAY, MY 3RD DIVORCED ME. SO WTF IS WRONG? I DUNNO! MAYBE I SHOULD TURN GAY AND FORGET ABOUT TRYING TO GET WITH ANOTHER WOMAN!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE NOTHING BUT BAD LUCK WITH THEM ANYWAYS!!!!

Fed Up With The Bullcrap
Ok I have seen a few things that are bugging me. When i joined LostCherry, People were friendly. They commented and rated pics. I upped 31 pictures today and the most rates the pics have are maybe 8. But hey theres like 20 viewers. If you are gonna view a pic RATE IT. The other thing is the mentality that if it ain't tits and ass you aint gonna rate it. If its a guy in my album you will look but won't rate. The other thing is NOONE reposts fucking bulletins anymore. And for that matter I posted a sticky for my babys bday and maybe 15 of my friends out of 7000 bothered to send a gift. Wake up you ppl. This isn't all about getting laid. Or how many sets of boobs you can see. FED UP

Fed Up
Ever have one of those days where ya wanna tell everyone to just F off? I'm pretty much there so its a good things its Friday. So far today I feel like I have dealt with a million idiots. I need a vacation preeeeeety bad lol. Maybe its time to go back to hiding in my cave for a few weeks. I think part of it is I have let people walk all over me for so long, put up with so much crap, and I'm tired of it. Gotta put myself first for once. And changing that is a good thing.. and its my fault that I let it happen. Just have to work on the self esteem and confidence. Maybe its the steroids.. I got roid rage lol. I can't wait to be off them though lol.

"f***ed Up Beyond All Repair."
FUBAR FUBAR is an acronym that originated in the military to stand for the words "f***ed up beyond all repair." This is often softened to "fouled up beyond all repair" in reference to hardware. The programming and documentation equivalent is "fouled up beyond all recognition." Sometimes the last word is "recovery" or "reconciliation" or "reason." In a Virtual Address Extension (VAX), the acronym FUBAR has been adapted to refer to the words "failed UniBus address register." Some programmers apparently managed to sneak this by humorless higher-ups, and the term stuck. F.U.B.A.R. International is the name of a film company founded in 1989 by several businessmen seeking adventure. They went on location to film natural disasters. Some of the disasters were artificially created, especially avalanches, which could be triggered by explosives. Company executives vacation in Vail, Colorado every year, and have become local celebrities. These days, F.U.B.A.R. International markets clothi

Fed Up!
With Scrapper's new rules about banning people for marking their own Mumms as NSFW to avoid them being reported by the assholes that are just marking certain peoples mumms for no reason we need to teach Scrapper and company that its bad business to piss off the customers. So this is what I propose of all mummers.... 1. Do not post mumms. 2. Do not comment mumms. 3. Mark any and all mumms as NSFW that aren't already marked. If those of us that bash and have witty comments for everyone that entertains the masses just quit doing it then the mumms will become so boring that even the noobs will quit going in them. Let them see what the mumms are like without the ones that made the mumms what they are. Now repost this shit and get the word out so we can take back OUR mumms.

Fed Up! All New Friends And Old Please Read
Some of you are truly crazy, horny, lonely, depressed or whatever and Im not up for all your bullshit! If you think im gonna reply to lines like "im jerking off to your pics", "Im horny wanna help me take care of it?", "can I see you nakkid on cam?","im bout to cum...wanna see?" or any other crazy ass remarks your crazy! Im not on here for sex chats, to please any of you or to help you get off so I dont care if you get mad cause I wont talk to you!! Some of you have questioned me about my relations with other members of this site, sexual status with people who leave me comments, and questioned me on who I went to see on vacation only to turn around and accuse me of lying!! Who the f*** do you think you are to question what I do?! Hell some of you have even try to claim me cause I left a few comments or cause we chatted here and there and get mad cause I talk to other people on here well NEWS FLASH IM NOT YOURS SO I CAN TALK TO WHOEVER, WHENEVER AND HOWEVER I WANT! DONT HATE OR I WILL

Fed Up!
This will be one a few times where I am going to go off! My 5 Dimensional compassion goes a loooooooong way but sometimes I feel the need to assert my brutal honesty. So I changed my default pic after so many months of having the same one. I changed it to one of me flexing with my shirt off. So I get all these comments from women, which is cool, but within two hours some ass marks it NSFW! FUCK YOU to the asshole who labeled it NSFW. It's okay for women to show everything on this site and no one complains but a man shows his chest and it's NSFW? FUCK YOU. I have seen women showing pics of thier pussy on here and noone has marked it. It was probably one of you ass kissing, sissy, little girly men who suck up to women and suckle on their power teets like they were your fuckin binkie! OR maybe it was someone who is fat and resents people who actually takes care of and respects their body. Or maybe it was some sexually repressed, self-hating, judgmental person who is ashamed o

Fed Up
So I have decided that I am officially annoyed. I love how guys are all ok to come to your site and check out your NSFW pics, but when it comes to any others there are barely any (if any) comments or rates. Then, several times a day I decided to take a chance and respond to some of the people in my shoutbox and its always "Do you wanna have some naughty fun" When I said no or tell them that I do have a boyfriend...I am not good enough to talk to. I want to meet some cool people on this site, but I have mainly encountered a bunch of sick perverts who care nothing except to see nudes to wack off to. I am seriously considering making my NSFW pics family only. Don't mind my rant. It's been bugging me for a while now. Everytime i post new pics he response depends on the kinda of pics. Almost all of my shoutbox conversation attempts have been people trying to get me to have cyber sex with them and when I say no...I'm apparently not good enough to talk to. I have dated guys like th

Fed Up
I am beyond fed up with everything right now. I am so sick of someone saying they care about you and all that bullshit but yet just sit there and spit bullshit lies all damn day long. I still to this day cant figure out why people cant just fucking be honest. How hard is it? Do they not understand that when you get caught in that lie you WILL LOSE THAT PERSON? Do they not understand how shitty it makes them look in the long run? I guess they just dont care. And it truely shows how they really feel for that person they are lieing to. They must see the people they lie to as idots, pawns in their bullshit games.. Well i have been played and lied to enough by people i care about and am gonna start making major changes on who i see as my friends and people i care for.

Fed Up!!!!!
This one person i really think he is mad at me for no reason...i can't help what happen...you act like i am lying or something.....i'm tired, i have a hang over, and a black eye from my babymomma head butting me...I HAVE A HUGE HEADACHE!!!!i don't want to fight with anyone, i got into a huge fight wit my boyfriend last night....I am tired of fighting with him...This fight was so lame....Then after i leave to get away i am so drunk and almost past out at my girls house, he comes to drag me home...I am sorry i am not a child...i was drunk atleast i wasnt out driving around ya know...I was chillen on my girls couch.....Then something bad happen to my bestfriend...(don't wanna talk bout it)I'm tired of the bullshit, the drama, the fights....just flat out FED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fed Up!
I am so fed up right now. I've been suffering from migraines for the last 7-8 years. I'd get lucky and maybe only get one 3 times a year. That's changed this year, apparently. About two weeks ago I went to the doctor because I was starting to have them more frequently. He put me on some medication to take twice daily, to help prevent them. I haven't skipped a pill yet. I had one last Saturday morning, last night, and I'm about to get another one right now as I type this. I can tell. Mine always start out the same way: I get an aura, which is something that blocks part of my vision. Right now it looks like the outline of a big colorful blob is blocking half of my vision right now. Once that goes way, the headache starts and then I'll get sick about 80% after that goes way. Mine rarely last that long, which is a plus I guess. But I'm really pissed off right now, that I'm on medication and it's not WORKING!

Fed Up !
Day in and Day out, I go to work , I come home and wish I was still at work. I am not a mean person, But I find myself becoming more and more rude to my mother in law. See she has lived with us for about 3 years now, and boy let me tell you I have never been around some one who is NOT happy UNLESS she is bitching about something. I mean I have seen her going off at the cat when there is no one to scream at. Its just annoying anymore. At fisrt I thought it was an adjustment thing. but ok its 3 years later and she what still not adjusted? I dont understand what she has to bitch about. She dont pay rent, she dont pay bills, She calls me a bitch and what not cause I ask her to buy toliet paper from time to time. And trust me since shes moved in we go through it. I guess another thing that annoys me is not only do we have her living her but we also have his younger brother living here( like 30 years old) plus we have his daughter every other weekend. Now he is suspose to pay rent

Fed Up!!!!
Ok you are gonna have to excuse any fuck ups in this blog cuz right now im pissed. I am sick and tierd of ppl walking all over me and taking advatage of my kindness! I am tierd of fighting with my friends because i am tryin to do something nice for them! I am tierd of the wrong ppl gettin yelled at for shit that ISNT their fuckin fault. So stop taking the blame for other ppl and just let me fuckin yell at them and get it off my chest!!!!!!!!!! And stop arguing with me when its not your fault that im pissed.when i know someone NEEDS me to help them then i DONT mind doing it but im tierd of these others that there is nothing wrong yet they cant do what they said they would! so fuck it im done! I give up!!! I cant fuckin win for losin! thank you for letting me get that off my chest, and no i still dont feel any fuckin better!!

Fed Up!!!
OK I WAKE UP & 1ST THING I SEE IS SUMBODY LEFT ME RUDE & NASTI REMARK!NOW USUALLY IM NICE TO EVERYBODY I MEET & TALK TO BUT I WILL NOT TOLERATE THAT OR STUPIDITY!WELL IM NOT BEIN NICE ANYMORE!I HOPE YALL ARE HAPPY NOW CUZ THERES A NEW GEMINI IN TOWN & I HAD ENOUGH!IDGAF WHAT YALL THINK!IF THATS THE GAME U WANNA PLAY THEN LETS PLAY!

Fed Up With The Games
I am fed up with the games with playing one friend against another with the lies and stalking on here I am about ready to cuss everyone out that is playing them. I have a very dear friend upset with me due to the lies and even got me involved with them which is something I hate doing. Girls that is trying to see crap mind your own business and keep your friends off of me and leave the games to somewhere else.

Fed Up
I am to the point of giving up YO! I take 1 step forward and I get STOMPED 10 back! I am only so FUQin strong! I am carryin allot my on my shoulders that ppl in their 60's and hell 80's have NEVER SEEN in their lifetime!! I want some1 to FUQin walk a day in my shoes! I am fed up with ppl pissin and moanin about shyt but dont do shyt to change! HELL come live my FUQin daily life & trade me and see if you have shyt to bitch about anymore! All the ppl that complain about not havin petty things in their lives fail to OPEN their eyes and see there are ppl that have it worse then they do, but since they are in the FUQin POOR ME BUBBLE they dont see the CHAOS and DRAMA in the world! Look I am here to help you if you need me but dont ASSUME that my friendship nor my communication is owed to you in any way! Another thing, the FUQin ppl who talk mass shyt about me BEHIND my back stay the FUQ out my face! I can only be polite for so long till I come at you as harsh as I can and NOT give a flying

Fed Up!
Ya know i understand this industry of towboating isnt a bag of cookies with a glass of milk but damn im sick of getting my ass chewed out for doing the same job as someone next to me who is lazy as hell and for some god forsaken reason he makes twice my wages. they bitch about what goes on at home wont help with the job yet somehow mysteriously keep their jobs. seems to be no end in site with this drama hence i have begun applying at every damn boat company i can think of to get away from wkn and all their bullshit. what good does it do when a captain puts you in for a raise saying you need to be making top deckhand pay and they continue to pay you green (inexperienced) deckhand pay because some guy on a power trip is a dispatcher and controls your wages? i cant seem to win for loosing its bad enough being stuck on a boat for 28 days but when you add in the lower pay and whining ugh im ready to throw my hands up.... any suggestions?

Fed Up With Humanity
Some people just dont get it. By it, I mean everything, anything. Whatever. To blow a little conceit, it is so easy for me to read what others are thinking or feeling. I am okay with the fact that not everyone agrees with me. I dont feel the need to downgrade someone else's interest or opinions. I love the diversity that comes with people as a whole. So why isnt this a capability of everyone?? Why do people have to be so negative about things they don't agree with. Why be so disrespectful?? I don't expect you to believe everything I believe, I don't expect you to agree with everything I say. I even respect you for your opinions. Why is that so difficult for everyone else. It bugs me that I can develop a new interest, or meet a new person, or want to take another direction in who I am--and all people want to do is poo poo all over it. Jesus Christ on a stick, I'm not living for your life, nor am I living for your happiness. Get over it. I guess I am just tired of a

Fed Up With The Bs
I am sick and fucking tired of the phony ass fuckheads on this site. Every week someone calls my friend a N...R. What the fuck is wrong with people? That is a mean hateful word to throw around like your calling someone something menial. I am with a black man, and my children are mixed. If you have ever used that word get your pathetic fucking ass off my list. I have been called a N loving whore by other people on this site. It makes me sick. If someone called my twins father that word in his face he would wind up in jail for beating their ass, I hate fucking pussies who hide behind their fucking keyboard and you know damn well they would not walk up to a mother fucker on the streets and say that shit. Done Venting for now!

Fed Up
IM FED UP WITH THESE SO CALLED CAM MODELES is there no way to stop them this week alone ive had four ask me if i wont to go to msn or yahoo i have blocked them but sooner or later some one else will try,get a real job and a life and sod off,has any one else had this trouble?

Fed Up 2008 August 13th
I cant keep my mutha fucking mouth shut again i mess up something t hat i could have for a life time yet i again opened big unfeeling mouth and mind i had thought i put away for keeps and blurted out that the woman i love was a "fatty" to one of her pets, she heard that and we got into an arguement and she got hurt, i left so sher wouldnt have to look at me and i could calm down, i apologized and all and she would not take it from me so its over just like that. why am i so much like that that i blurt it out so unknowingly? am done with dating for now...not completely but just for now. sighs :-(

Fed Up
ok well, i was thinkin about stuff tonight and over the past few months i have been hearing and getting alot of ppl saying stuff about me and the things i do or dont do and i am getting sick to fucking death of trying to please everybody look its very simple... I AM WHO I AM GOOD AND BAD there is nobody in this world that is 100% perfect and if you dont like anything i say or do... GET OVER IT i am me and thats the best i can do.... if anything about me bugs anybody that much then stop me from being a part of your life or friend or w/e the case may be..... \\

Fed Up
I'm so fed up with these fubar guys....they wanna say ur the only but then i see them all over fubar on the next bitch. i've ran into about 3 and i'm sure there's more to come....why can't we just have adult fun minus the lies...just tell me u wanna see my pussy and get off and leave it at that cuz i see through the bullshit!!!

Fed Up Part 2
MOST OF YOU HAVE NOTICED THAT IVE BEEN SPENDING LESS AND LESS TIME ON FUBAR. MOST OF YOU COULD CARE CARE LESS. ANYWAYS I KNOW MY 2 YEAR ANIVERSARY IS COMING UP. IM NOT LEAVING ALL TOGETHER, IM JUST SPENDING LESS TIME ON HERE FOR OBVIOUS REASONS. I WILL BE SPENDING MORE TIME ON FACEBOOK, COME LOOK FOR ME IF YOU WANT TO AND ILL ADD YOU IF YOU GO....

Fed Up With Life
ok... so here i am... sittin at a freinds house... talkin to a friend on yahoo.. and I am told that you shouldn't worry... but your man just went to see his ex cause he had to... I tried to ride with him... but he wouldn't let me... but you don't need to worry... i dont think anything will happen... What the HELL kinda bullshit is that? Why wasn't i informed? I tell him everything... Yet the kindness can't be returned? I don't know what to do anymore people.. I really don't.... I am so confused... I trust him... but I am still scared that he might leave me... I don't know... I just don't know... Leave your comments.. lemme know what you think... All I know is... I need to go to bed... cause this shyt is rediculas

Fed Up (tired Of It All)
I'm tired of being played. I'm tired of being treated like I'm in last place. I'm tired of being treated like I'm a no name. I'm tired of being lied to, why won't they just tell me the truth? Forget about my feelings, and let me know how you really feel. If you don't want anything to do with me or don't wanna be bothered by me, just tell me. Life goes on, friends come and go. I'm a misfit and an outcast anyway, so it doesn't make a difference. I'm tired of all the games and the fake people that pretend to be a friend. It makes me so sick and makes me wanna go off and go on a rage. It makes me wanna change into a person that's out of my character. To put it plain and simple I'M FED UP AND TIRED OF IT ALL!!!

Fed Up
im fed up...no more time for your facade,no more time believing in your fake god,no more time for marching to the same old beat,now is the time for revolution in these streets,now is the time for those with the courage to rise to their feet,and be a part of the new world orders defeat,no retreat, no quit in this man,im aware i may lose my life for taking this stand,thats my commitment before i let you conquer my land,guided by the light of the moon,our attack is swift and powerful like a monsoon,the power of the people united by truth,that, we need not be governed by you,so tuck tail and find yourself a cave,cause the truthsquad stepped up and paved the way,and now, the people the government shall obey,or suffer wrath unto like the last days,when all your lil soldiers have went astray,and you wish your prayers could just take you away,to another time in a better place,yet everytime you close your eyes all you see is my face,what a waste,taste this bitter pill of fate,you've dug your ow

Feeble Fetus
an involuntary loss by no means pretense falsely accused - labled criminal executing only the veracious thoughts - flooding. i am deemed unacceptable unlikely to never become the one who.... i lie humble in humility crumpled in a fetal-piled-position on the coldest floor called reality spinning world spins uncontrollably - leaving all to feeble try to keep up turning and not get dizzy a revolved-revolution it is i think - only sometimes to understand even my own thoughts are sometimes uninterpretable

Feeble Lights Awake And Subside
Entertain me like a strobe lightControl me like a street lightSet me to a certain timeSpeed me up at night timeHold me as your securityTreat me with purityLook at me with curiosityLeave with me from societyEmbed me with your charmI'll protect you from harmI'll see you in my sightsAs we turn off the lightsNo darkness can hideEverything I feel insideAs my heart, it subsidesMy hopes held highNo longer will I tryTo live with liesThe world can't be appeasedWhen someone as feeble as meHolds the little things up highAnd people who don't openly cryEnemies they should beBut that's what's wrong with meTake me away from this crimePut me back in my primeMyself and my loveHeld up aboveA rope you bindIn my mind

Feeding The Flies
It is living inside of me like any virus Stop me if you've heard this all before I'm pretty sure you have but you'd like to be lured back in So smile and flirt "Wouldn't you like to stay the night?" "Why of course not my love, can't you see the skies letting loose?" Suspended like a tight-rope walker over the ocean Blowing kisses to the drowning mass Sainted by your self-sacrificial ways Let me greet you with open arms A knife held in each hand Perhaps then you'd get the point Perhaps you'd understand Stab. Choke. Lie. Choke I'd love to watch you die Choke Oh how I tire of circles Every now and then I'd prefer to repeat life in straight lines At least then I'd see just where I'm headed And where I've come from The buzzing flies await The feeding maggots behind All my life I've been ascending Only to be eaten alive

Feeding Frenzy
Feeding frenzy Like yin and yang together we feast neither able to tame the beast the wild and wanton unrestrained feeding both of us wanting both of us needing tongues unleashed in carnal desire devouring each other consumed by the fire greedily sucking our bodies inflamed with reckless abandon our passion untamed

Feeding The Need
(Wow, two in one morning. I was averaging writing five or so of these a month.) Has it ever dawned on you what really gets people into trouble? The answer is simple - sex. Why do we live? Eventually, we want to procreate. We want to bring kids in the world, live vicariously through them, watch them do things we always wanted to do but couldn't because we were too old, too scared, too unsure... Sex feels good, either on the physical side which explores the warmth of another person's touch or the explosive rush of energy and tension of muscles caused by a mind-blowing orgasm, or on the emotional side, feeling connected with a partner and melting into them, becoming one. Either way, the concept of getting one's stick wet seems to have more cons than pros... As a man, we constantly fight an uphill battle to have our needs met without being accused of having an agenda ("You only want me because you want to screw me") or being forever mislabled ("I love you like a broth

Feed
Sucking at the leaking puss, of the messiah’s holy palms Suck the barrel with lover’s lust, muzzle flash lights up your mouth Indignantly meet the enemy’s maker, the maker and the enemy are both you Both me, it’s all mine, everything Lay waste, taste gunpowder and ash, choke on chocolate flavored ass Perpetual fall of the system crash, information stash, hoarding the past Lucky bastard, crucified again, blood on the sand, blood on the stage You look great, and I give you thumbs up for your pain Lick at the sweat on your face, before you open up your brain It tastes great, and I give you thumbs up for your pain You’re doing great, I just need a little more… hate, love, lust, wrath, joy, sorrow, epiphanies, suicidal tendencies, total obliteration, hopeful reconstruction, resurrection, execution, tears… Give me your tears Feed me your lusts and fears drain drain drain drain drain drain drain drain drain drain drain draindrain drain drain Let me drain you Let me su

Feeding
Come to me, little mortal I can bring you to heaven's portal There'll be no sorrow, there'll be no pain Feelings of joy will fill your brain Come to me, sweet human thing Give me your heart and I'll make it sing Forget your fears, leave them behind Forget the troubles of your kind Come to me... yes, that's right Now hold still, it's no good to fight I'll take your blood, and leave you dying Didn't you realise I could be lying the lust the prey feels before i sink my teeth the warm blood as i drink and feed gaining strenght the corpse weakening as i drink away her life rendering her a rag doll her limp body in my arms i lay her on the ground cover her with my cape i look at her beauty even in death so beautifull

Feed Upon Me
Watching you from the corner, You lay soundly sleeping, In your warm comfy bed, Through the dark, I start creeping. I stand above you, Slide my hand under your head, You awaken and watch me, Whisper[[Yes I am one of the undead]] I brush my teeth, Upon that warm pulsing ear, I am not here to kill you, Do not worry my dear. Can you make room? For me to lay, I have been waiting for you, In the corner all day. Finally I have you, Right here next to me, I am not gunna let you go, Not even if you plead. Just do not fight, I will not bite hard, It will be over soon, As long as you let me start. I lean in close, Breath upon your neck, I feel your body quiver, You are a nervous wreck. You dont quite trust me, To feed upon you, So you are feeding first, C mon I am letting you. Its easy just bite here, Right on that vein, The blood will be warm, Dont worry I dont feel pain. Your eyes watch me, As your jaw begins to tighten, You

Feed
“To Feed” Fiery demons dance upon the moonlight sky From the distance comes a chilling cry Your slumber is shaken Welling up in your soul, you feel the Hunger awaken Filling every pore of your being Consuming you it is, not soon to be leaving Your thoughts swirl about in endless colors The Hunger has now become your lover A pain unlike any you have known Visions now you are being shown A drive to feed Now becomes your only need Nothing else can you see Save for fulfilling the Hunger's plea Emptiness that begs to be filled What fills that hole brings you a most frightful chill The plague of darkness it be From deep within, you long to be free An escape nowhere is to be found Ringing between your ears is that echoing sound Thump. Thump. Thump. A close heart beating Thump. Thump. Thump. That close heart now screaming Numb to what you once had been Becoming now, you fiend Striking out with lightning speed You are never seen Your prey fall

Feeding The Dolphins
In a related incident, a reader says, "I'm on active duty in the US Coast Guard, and I was stationed In Destin, Florida in 1995. On routine patrol, I noticed a lady standing in four feet of water, 75 feet from the beach, waving baitfish around. I thought she was feeding the dolphins, which is illegal in Florida, so I pulled up alongside her to advise her of the infraction. I looked down, and realized that the tails on these creatures were moving side-to-side, as opposed to up-and-down like a dolphin. Also, none were coming up for air. This misguided lady was feeding a school of sharks! When she realized she was surrounded by ten sharks, she turned white as a ghost, and jumped into my boat before I knew what had happened! The guys back at the station got a good laugh out of that one. LMFAO

Feedback ....please
I am in school to get my accounting degree, and in the one class that I am taking we have to do a research paper. Well I am doing mine on abuse in prisons. I know that alot of people feel that a prisoner gets everything they deserve and to a point I agree with that. BUT the people that are getting all of the abuse is not the ones that killed someone or raped young children. The people that get raped or abused while sitting behind bars are the ones that wrote bad checks, got a D.U.I., burned down a house, things like that. They are denied certain things, like a toothbrush, deoderant, soap and toilet paper. They are humiliated and beaten when they talk out of turn or do not abide by the rules of the prison. I live in a small town and we have had c.o.'s beat a man so bad that he went blind in one eye and deaf in one ear. Do you think that anything was done to the guard that beat him? Do you think that the warden suspended that guard? No and now that man has to walk around this way. The bi

Feed Me
You take me by the hand Leading to the unknown I had no idea, that my mind Was about to be blown I can feel your gentle breath As I come so close The emotions you feed me Are surely a lethal dose I can smell your scent That makes my head spin What's going through that mind When you flash that devilish grin Your passion is amazing But my feelings I can't trust Because deep down in my soul I know this is a forbidden lust

The Feedback Loop
You're somewhere quiet. There's people. Its a solemn occasion - say, a wedding. No - it's a minutes silence for someone who's died. The minute is ticking away. . . tick tock tick tock. . . and suddenly this thought pops into your head - The worst thing you can do in a minute silence is laugh. And you almost do, as an automatic reaction. But then, you think how awful it would have been if you had laughed, and you almost laugh again, only its a bigger laugh. But, then you think how funny it would have been if you'd laughed that bigger laugh, but this time the laugh is an enormous laugh. Let this one out and you get whiplash! So you're standing there, in this quiet room, shoulders going like you're drilling the road, and what do you think of the situation? Dear Christ! You think its funny!

Feeding Your Brain: New Benefits Found In Chocolate
SAN FRANCISCO (Reuters) - As if people needed another excuse to like chocolate, new studies suggest a specially formulated type of cocoa may boost brain function and delay decline as people age, researchers said on Sunday. Scientists, speaking at the annual meeting of the American Association for the Advancement of Science in San Francisco, presented results from early studies testing the effects on the brain of flavanols, an ingredient found in cocoa. Funded by candy maker Mars Inc., which provided a specially formulated liquid cocoa concoction for the research, the studies suggest that flavanols increase blood flow to the brain and may hold promise for treating some vascular impairments. Mars, a private company, has made a study of the health benefits of cocoa. Its CocoaVia line of chocolates, made with a process that retains flavanols, have been shown in clinical trials to have benefits for the heart. The latest research also suggests benefits for the brain. Ian Macdo

Feeding Frenzy.
The moment is captured. Like a photograph on an old roll of film found in some forgotten drawer, it lingers. It is there to tell a story. It is there to do magick. Time stands still. The only sound I perceive is the quick, steady beat of your heart.The only taste on my lips is the salty tang of you. The only touch my fingertips know is the soft, suppleness of your flesh. All of these sensations blend together...filling my senses with the reality of you. You're not a dream. Nothing moves. Nothing stirs. I hunger. You are the only nourishment I seek. I feast on you with breathless abandon, never satiated...never fulfilled. Running my tongue along your skin, savoring the taste...tender nibbles of flesh until I reach my destination. You taste like life. You taste like eternity. You taste like home. Bleed for me. Give me all that you are. Nourish me with the essence of you and make me whole. There is only this. Floating in space, unhindered by time... I

~~feeding And Breeding The Troops~~
Subject: FW: SOME AMERICAN HISTORY! Have you ever wondered where the Phrase "You Gotta Be Sh_ _tin’ Me" came from? Well, it just so happens to have originated through the Father of Our Country, way back when George Washington was crossing the Delaware River with his troops. There were 33 [remember this number] in Washington's boat. It was extremely dark and storming furiously and the water was tossing them about. Finally, Washington grabbed Corporal Peters [remember this name] and stationed him at the front of the boat with a lantern. He ordered him to keep swinging it, so they could see where they were heading. Corporal Peters, through driving rain and cold, continued swinging the lantern back and forth, back and forth. Then a big gust of wind and a wave hit and threw Corporal Peters and his lantern into the Delaware. Washington and his troops searched for nearly an hour trying to find Corporal Peters, but to no avail. All of them felt terrib

Feeding The Everlasting Itch
i'd really like to get an electrolisis treatment on my balls and staff..... this itching is fucking rediculous.... if i shave it it just itches from shaving, so i want it gone for GOOD.... no more.... cant take this anylonger!!!

Feed Up With Losers For (justin)
yes i am single yes i am sad but my x needed to get help i had my birthday and shit i went to prom that was cool there been alot of shit going on but there is one person i cant get off my mind that besides my mom but i wont tell cuz no one would care he dont care so what ever i keep my secreats in my heart and let them eat away at my soul intill you come back to me and tell me every thing is ok and hold me tight but i know that day will never come because you dont see me in your life any more you see me as dead worm not usefull if it anit moving i will always be dead to you i am sorry justin bye

The Feeding
She was lonely tonight. But she had been lonely for over 300 years. Her time was the night. Some called her a night stalker, others had names she knew only from books. She called herself a vampire. This night was no different than other nights that she needed to feed. She had learned, long ago, that feeding and killing were totally different. Killing led authorities to investigate. Feeding could be done without too much attention, if any at all. She fed mainly on men. They would not usually tell anyone. Embarrassment, guilt or any of many different reasons they would keep things to themselves, wondering just what had happened to them. Tonight, she was in a bar. He favorite feeding ground. Men could be found in bars. Lonely men, who needed and wanted the company of a pretty woman. She found what she was looking for at a table in the corner. She was good at this game. If she moved to quickly, they became wary that she might be a prostitute. To slowly, and they were soon disinterested

Feedback Please
Ok this would be muchly appreciated for those who do look. I put alot of work into this so far and would like to get some feedback from you on it :-) Click here to take a look I will even buy everyone a VIC gift who can give me reasonable feedback. Thank you very much

Feeding Survey Addictions
1.Ever kissed a blonde haired, blue eyed person? yep 2. Can you see a phone right now? if I turn around 3. What are you listening to? Hannah Montana lol 4. Where is it coming from? in here, out there 5. Last thing you ate? macaroni salad 6. What was the last thing you saw on T.V? Hannah Montana (see above "listening" question) 7. Who was the last person other than family you saw? Michelle, maybe 8. Your current feeling? excited...big storm coming 9. Last alcoholic beverage you tasted? I don't even remember 10. Song stuck in your head? Game 11. Acoustic or electric guitars? Acoustic 12. When is the last time you laughed out loud? This afternoon 13. What are you wearing? t-shirt...I've been hiding from the 101 degree heat all day 14. What is the greatest number of people you've been in front of? it was a lot, and it was a long time ago lol 15. Have you ever gone skinny dipping? once 16. Have you ever taken a shower while you we

Feed Me
Feed Me His presence in the room always causes her body to react. She stands there naked... waiting. Her legs tremble slightly as they continue to hold her upright. Resisting the urge to look at the clock since He last spoke to her concerning this. She knows she's been standing there waiting for some time. She also knows that He's doing this on purpose. Her pussy reacts to the thought. The darkness continues to surround her entire body until it's broken momentarily by the opening of the door across from her. Standing in the light given from the door is a dark figure. She knows it's Him, and her pussy begins it's ritual moan, aching, weeping. She continues to stand as the figure gets larger, nearing her, beginning to block the light from the doorway entirely. "Down!" comes His single word command. Obediently she drops to her knees, slightly spread open for the coolness of the air to touch her pussy. Bowing her head until told otherwise. With a single hand He grabs h

Feed Back From You
I would like you folks to tell me what you would like to see on fubar, lets not go crazy, but I would like some ideas from you, this is your chance for ideas on improving the site,resent site changes are making somethings go nuts, with mail and gifts just vanishing things will be better soon so hang in there, they are trying to make the best site possible they really are and this is where you can make a difference let me know your ideas cause the best ideas always come from you..peace ..

Feed The Beast
Saunter along the passage of my eyes, Stroke my icy embrace, lust in disguise. Shadows scamper wherever I may stroll. Kiss my lips as my world gulps you whole. We the damned. immortal, We the diseased, With your blood you flaunted life, you teased. Now as the clock chimes dwindle, grasping waist. Feel my stroke of death, my senses yearn for a taste... Scaling the walls by hardened scalpel nails, Hear the screams of horror and panicking wails! Sanctified with nightmares, warped yet sweet. In the hollow dusk is where our souls wish to meet. We the damned. immortal, We the diseased, With your blood you flaunted life, you teased. Now as the clock chimes dwindle, grasping waist. Feel my stroke of death, my senses yearn for a taste... Mists form a labyrinth of tricks with sinister dead ends. Hearts quicken in terror as the devil and I make amends. Sweet nectar of long years, Your body I bear down on. You the forsaken, cattle, You are the feast I dine upon .

Feed Back What Do You Think!?!
The Hells Fire Sinners is a band my brothers in could you give me feed back on what you think please!?! If you like any of the songs you can download them from player, and I will let them know what everyone thinks! Thanks, Jenn "Hells Fire Sinners" I don't know what is wrong with the playlist loading, I will try to re-add it sometime tonight, I apologize~

Feed Me
Emotions whirling around the mind some so deep i can't help but cry Some are erotic & make me hott before i get started i need to stop I feed on what others feel you bleed your emotions - i don't steal Whatever you pass, i gladly take for you see, that's what i crave Let it go ~ let it all out GIVE ME ALL, i want to shout More, more, i need it all fill me up & let me fall

Feed Me Chocolates ;)
a girl has to indulge in some sweet treats for valentine's day! i'm all dressed in red here on the bed, waiting for you to satisfy what i'm craving for! new update this week, 78 new pics! i put a new one in my photos here too :) http://www.kayleekurves.com

~ Feed My Needs ~
Who do I have to be? How can I make you? Want me in your arms Do I have to ... Climb the tallest mountain? Swim the largest ocean? Soar with the breeze? Fly on high with the birds Just to be in your arms Will you take me as I am? Flawed in body as in soul! Love me as I need to be loved Without hesitation or pause Press your lips passionately to mine Tongues merging between parted lips Caress my body close to you Wrap me in a warm embrace Set my body alight Meet my every desire Call out my name Set my soul on fire Satisfy me nightly Love me daily Look into my eyes Utter the words of desire Forever hold me in your arms Feed my needs Let my dreams come true Say the words I long to hear

Feeding Love ...
If you have plans to see your family for pleasurable or practical purposes, consider including your most beloved friends in your plans. As you enjoy the pleasure of the company of the people you care for, you may discover that the tenderness you feel for them seems to grow immeasurably. Since you are likely in compassionate and caring mood, you may be more willing than usual to put aside minor differences in order to reconnect with your loved ones in a deep and permanent way. Forgiveness can come easily as you are likely more interested in nurturing your relationships than in resurrecting old quarrels. We can easily nourish the relationships that have a positive impact on our experience by making a real effort to spend time with the individuals who play special roles in our lives. When we seek out our loved ones in order to include them in our everyday joys and sorrows, we demonstrate that our feelings for them go beyond simple needs and are reflective of our desire to have them ne

Feed On Me
Spider web me with your lies pull me close to your disguise whisper thoughts whisper dreams and when your done feed on me I can bring death but i'll bring you life trap you closely with my vice fkill your voices with my screams and when I'm done feed on me I've bled a thousand oceans and drank away my pain pulled through moons of darkness and found that I'm to blame Spider web me with your lies pull me close to your disguise whisper thoughts whisper dreams and when your done feed on me I can bring death JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Feed The Animals....
Please go do this and also book mark the page so you can please try to do it daily to help the animals out! Thanks everyone ! Hi, all you animal lovers. This is pretty simple and not a scam! The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on the purple box "fund food for animals" for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com AGAIN, PLEASE TELL 10 FRIENDS!!!

Feed The Animals ........
Please go do this and also book mark the page so you can please try to do it daily to help the animals out! Thanks everyone ! Hi, all you animal lovers. This is pretty simple and not a scam! The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on the purple box "fund food for animals" for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com AGAIN, PLEASE TELL 10 FRIENDS!!!

Feed The Thoughts
Feed The Thoughts by LateNiteFantasy© It will be of many sequels With a dreamy continuation Fueled by the thoughts Come share in fascination Enter on through the door By turning imaginations key Where a lovers fingertips Add thoughts to my fantasy Arousing passions within Nothing ever needs be said Naked as flames danced Until those embers glow red Remember the invitations To feel me when I am writing Foreplay midnight dreams As sequels become exciting

Feed Back And Comments
Hello; I am the Gambeler head enforcer for the mystic unicorn and I want to thank you for taking the time and consederation Of visiting our lounge and taking the time to read the lounge blogs, for it is here that you Will find the information of the lounge and its staff aswell as any upcoming events or specile Promotions of the lounge… First of all I would like to take time and ask and encourage you to make comment or give feed Back on your thoughts of our lounge, be it positive or negative they are welcomed and will be replyed And responded to in the same courteous and thoughtful manner and please be truefual for it’s This feed back that will better enable us to create better ways of serveing and making your Next visit plasent for you…. In the same regards as the statement above if you have any complaints or issues with lounge , staff, memebers Or hell even me I would like to hear them and be able to resolve if possible , this lounge was created by me and My staff n

Feed Me Shit
Bruises appear on my chest A hole in my side Deconstruction of my pride I wake from a sleep with no rest Deaf and blind One day closer to the end of my time I give it away freely You take it all less than gently My rusty cage is home now Feeding on shit and cold ground The hurt will never leave the mind Broken on the inside Closets full of bones and riptides Fuel for this fire unkind Jesus sees it all Consuming the weak as they fall I gave it all freely You took all less then gently This rusty cage is my home now Feed me shit and a cold ground Forcing fucked up conversation Breaking helpless salvation Killing grace bludgeon hope Embrace alleluia in a blanket of dope

Feedback Requested
As I sit here writing this blog, I'm still not sure this is the best place for getting advice, but I also think I can get a pretty diverse opinion. So, as none of you know, I had some complications a couple of weeks ago as a result of a miscarriage. Before you start getting out your calculators and making your guesses and opinions, I didn't know that I was. Anyway, after a consultation with my doctor, one of the recommendations he has made is to have a hysterectomy!! Uggggh! For those of you that don't know, this is the 2nd miscarriage since I had my son. The stupid part of me, or the happy ending part, thinks that I'm not even 35 years old! I'm not ready to make a decision that I can't reverse later on. I had every intention of getting remarried and having at least one more child. Of course, I started that thought process about 8 years ago when I divorced! :) I never thought it would take this long..... On the other hand, I have concerns about having this done. I have rea

Feeding The Void
Don't use me to feed your void, borrowing my voice to disguise your lonliness, recent past haunting you, poisoning what you started,under false pretence, wearing the mask. Oblivious to your emotional desperation piercing my heart. This is my voice you hear, but the past in your heart when it skips a beat. False gentlemenly persona created from the dispare you reside in, determined to get out. Unconcerned obsession of recent memories, desperate for the future, wandering aimlessly uncaring, playing the game you think will fill the emptiness, You do not need me to fill the black hole you need time. Poem by Tammy C.

Feedback Please
So today I am 41 And I feel fine. No big changes being contemplated and nothing but goals for the new year. First one is becoming more participatory in the scene in a socail networking way. Friday we did my birthday party at the Gold Cup. My WONDERFUL connection at the venue managed to get my attendees a reduced cover of $5 and took amazing care of us the entire party.The Private Entrance at the front made it simple for an unescorted lady to enter the party without feeling as if she had to walk through the main bar. Everyone who attended commented on how nice of a room we had for the night. We played around a little with the room arrangement by moving some of the seating around near the little side stage in the room, which is where the door from the entrance opens into. We wanted it to be an open concept through out the room so that folks would be okay to sit together communally or mingle about, but in this area we wanted more of an audience appeal. [Later in the evening we br

Feed The Gods...
Broken by this life Thrown under the grinding wheel Feed the Gods my strychnine soul Bury me beneath the stones as they fly My glass house heart gets smashed I'll use my edge to free myself Break the chains I've forged What once was stone shall again be flesh I need a hand is all Someone there to pull me up Help me off the ground Shield me that I may heal It seems the end has come An end to pain and suffering Light shall cast out the shadow within Sugar and spice shall sweeten my bitterness In the wake of new beginnings Old bridges shall be rebuilt I'm breaking old habits Let them die in the dawning of this new life

Feed Back - Get Paid For Your Opinions
Here's your chance to tell us what you think of Bad Habitz Radio. Any and all input/suggestions are welcome. Every month we will award the best/most creative idea a fubuck prize!

Feeding The Sheep Food For The Day...
~Discouragement and Despair~ The thief (which is Satan) comes only for 3 reasons, which is to STEAL from you all that you have including your joy and your health and finances! He come to KILL! To kill yours dreams..your progress..and finally your body and soul which belongs to God. He is a LIAR and a THIEF and the FATHER OF IT ALL! Upon realizing that, REALIZE THIS that JESUS CAME SO THAT YOU COULD ENJOY LIFE, HE IS THE GIVER OF LIFE! Satan thief, JESUS life giver! JESUS told John his beloved disciple that he came so that we may have life and enjoy life, and have it in abundance to the fullness untill it overflows. John 10:10. You may how can that be when I see everything in the world going sour and death and destruction at it,s highest level ever? Well he said that to HIS PEOPLE not to the world in general. There will always be evil in this world untill THE KING OF KINGS returns and sits upon his throne in Jerusalem to actually rule on the earth and satan is eventually destroyed

The Feed!.."adult Content"
While fingertips trace upon the skin, the lustful feel of a lovers touch... the yern for a passionate deeply seeded kiss, the feel the tip of the tongue does.... Lightly and slowly it slides, it circles, slightly feeling the the arch of his back... kneeling in front of him for her feed, while feeling comfort within her throats back.... Dancing and swirling of the hot of her tongue goes, a kiss, a suckle , only moans said.... soft yet aggressive strokes from her felt, while his hand rests the back of her head... as the pace becomes slightly faster, as his head slowly lay back... she feels the seed that the feed fills, while her lips do not part away from that... while inbedding deeply within he feels, the velvet narrow way while she closes it's hollow... for in this one feeding she has been given his essense, the fruit he bare's she has taken, she swallows.... as written:~Dark Jules~

Feed Me
Soo...I havent gotten fuckin food in forever, secretly hoping that I would invite food gnomes (like the ones that steal your socks, but bring food), but no. I have a jar of old caviar, and some moldy bread. And some liquid eggs I snagged from my hotel in desperation. Yay me! I need to crawl out and get some food, but I just can't see myself motivated enough to get my ass out. BLAH!

Feed
Feed....verse1I never knew my fatherI guess I should feel badMy mother never mentioned himI guess I shlould feel madI was known as the poor kidWho lived down the streetYou'd look at me and spitand laugh at my defeatchoursyou've made me this way Constantly feeding on hate Maybe i can break you Just another day verse2I dont need your sympathyCause I feed off your hateIt turns into my energyand throws it back in your faceNow you need my sympathyand I dont need your hateThis is saying thant you but the thanks came to latechoursx2verse3This is how you made meYou made me feel this way This time I wont thank you but maybe i can break youYou will cease the laughingand i will cease the shameYour at the end of the line and I'm through this gamechours once then fade out of music

Feed.....
Feed....verse1I never knew my fatherI guess I should feel badMy mother never mentioned himI guess I shlould feel madI was known as the poor kidWho lived down the streetYou'd look at me and spitand laugh at my defeatchoursyou've made me this way Constantly feeding on hate Maybe i can break you Just another day verse2I dont need your sympathyCause I feed off your hateIt turns into my energyand throws it back in your faceNow you need my sympathyand I dont need your hateThis is saying thant you but the thanks came to latechoursx2verse3This is how you made meYou made me feel this way This time I wont thank you but maybe i can break youYou will cease the laughingand i will cease the shameYour at the end of the line and I'm through this gamechours once then fade out of music

Feedback And Suggestions Blog
Anyone that would like to may leave CONSTRUCTIVE feedback and of course suggestions for Fubar features and bling... I will report them in the proper place once a week, so keep them coming. I know for a fact that the members are listened to on these subjects. ***IMPORTANT*** Do NOT use this blog as YOUR personal space to criticize the site, be rude to me or COMPLAIN about things I have NO control over. This is MY blog not yours! If you feel the need to do so, you may of course send me a PRIVATE message. I love hearing good things, positive feedback and plenty of gift and bling suggestions! *disclaimer* Since this is MY blog I reserve the right to DELETE comments I don't want in here, if you get butthurt, deal with it! PLZKTHXBAINAO

Feed Up!
So im honestly to the point of not giving a fuck about anyone anymore besides who i know i can trust, and that have stood by my side for years. As of today I'm pissed to the point of no return do to the back of me being supposedly like every fuckin male on this planet. Just because i have a fucking dick between my fuck legs doe not and never will make me like any guy. I do not think bout sex all the fucking time. I would rather hold the girl I'm with tight more then fuck her, I do not treat women like shit, I do not abuse the emotionally or phsyically, and I do not break a womans hurt they break mine. I'm sick and fucking tired of being compared to everything and everyone. So fucking what you may have had bullshit relationships or even friendships before, but since when does that give you the right to judge me for who the fuck i am and what i do when you dont fucking know who the hell i am until you truly have sat down and met the real me. Yeah I'll admit ive down stupid shit, but

Feedback......
First blog. So is it wise that while dealing with anger issues to keep a detailed journal in an attempt to use a later reference? Someone told me that if you keep a journal and write shit out, you will be better able to cope instead of rage. Any thoughts?

Feeding
The night sky was moonless shrouding the city in a cloak of darkness, she stood silent and still unnoticed unseen, this was a regular place she visited frequently, she stood down an alley in the cover of dark leaning her back up against a brick wall the ally was thick with the stench of rotten food and stale alcohol to one side was a restaurant across the way a pub above the foul stench of the ally there was the familiar smell of ash, fresh beer, and burning tobacco. What little light shone down her eyes would capture it and glimmer ever so softly. Suddenly the door of pub flung open and it looked almost as though a cloud of smoke emerged the loud chatter and music spill out onto the street, stumbling out of the cloud was a drunk man his hand out stretched touching the cold brick wall as he walked as though he had no control of his legs he managed to find his way half way down the ally his fingertips brushing along the rough brick work guiding him, the drunken lout takes a few side way

Feeding The Fires Of Desire
TAKEN YOU CLOSE HOLDING YOU TIGHT... THINKING ITS GOING TO BE A VERY LONG NITE... KISSING YOUR LIPS, LOST IN YOUR EYES HOPING ITS THIS WAY, UNTIL WE DIE... EXPLORING YOUR BODY, WITH A GENTLE TOUCH, YOUR BODY MOVES AND SHIVERS... AS I WORK MY WAY DOWN, TOUCHING YOUR SOUL MOVING MY TONGUE ROLLS AROUND YOUR CLIT...YOUR BODY SHIVERS, YOU GASP FOR AIR...AS I SLOWLY INSERT MYSELF DEEP INSIDE... FEEDING THE FIRE OF YOUR DESIRE DEEPER AND DEEPER YOU ARCH YOUR BACK AND BEGIN TO SHAKE... YOUR CUM BEGINS TO POUR OUT ONTO ME... YES YES AS YOU GRIP THE BED EYES ROLL BACK... BODY SHIVER AS I GO IN HARDER AND HARDER... YOUR CUM POURING DOWN MY SHAFT AS I CONTINUE GOING DEEPER AND DEEPER YES YES YES.... SWEAT POURS OFF OUR BODIES AS WE LAY THERE LOST IN THE MOMENT CONSUMED BY OUR DESIRES,OUR HEARTS NOW BEAT AS ONE, AS WE PLAY TOGETHER AS NIGHT TURNS TO DAY... IN THIS NEVER ENDING GAME...

Feeding Your Curiosity
Feeding your curiosityMy hand moves down your backcaressing your bare assI smile wickedly looking into your eyesas you look back into my Minenervous and anxiouslyknowing this has been your fantasyand your fantasy is coming to lifeMy finger rubs between your cheeksI move to your sidegetting ready to feed your curiosity all night**CRACK** My hand comes down on your bare skinyou lightly whimper as a smile creeps across your faceI am now behind youas you are on your hands and kneesAs quickly as My hand spanks one cheekit sharply comes down on the otheryour pussy drips with excitementyour moans get louderyou no longer whimperas I continue to feed your curiosity.........

Feed Death To America Or Federal Death Administration Is Really What The Fda Stands For.
Dear Fellow Pet Owners: Something you may not be aware of, the FDA is suppose to keep Us & our Animals (pets) safe, but they're failing at their job. Hundreds of dogs have died due to the greedy corporations and their need for money, regardless of whom they may hurt or murder. Even the AKC isn't with out fault. Did you know that it is not mandatory for companies to list where a product is made or produced? The FDA encourages companies to be honest, but there are no fines,if they neglect to put on packagaing where a treat is made. This is how hundreds of dogs have become sick and have died (even a few cats too). Treats made in China have continued to sicken and kill pets since 2007. The FDA says they put out warnings on the news (I've never seen them, until about three weeks ago), and on their website, (whoopty fuckin' doo). Maybe, they should have thought, about putting the warnings on the treats packaging, or on the store shelves, where the treats were sold. But then this wo

Feeeling Lost
OKay.... Things have to get better from here.... I got my own place now with new and my 2 girls. Got a job that i have had 4 EVER or at least it feelsthat way. I can make it on my own and shit that is not the problem...I knowI can and am not scared of it I am actually happy to embrass it!! The problem is the X!! The father of my girls... He want the impossible!! Wants us back to gether HA HA The fucking lying cheating asshole bastard!!! I will never no matter what I will never take that sorry ass back! I hate him I loath him he makes my skin crawl...God to even just have him gets my rocks off is hard... The feelings are not there. The man has no soul, no heart nothing he is an empty shell that says he has feeling he doesn't the man doesn't even dream!!! WTF!!OOPPSS Sorry I just think about him and I go off!! The sorry ass doesn't get it... thats my problem I can talk I can yell I could even if I wanted to beat the shit out of him but he doesn't get it .. he is living in a fantasy w

Feeeeeelin Goooddddd ;)
I feel great today. I hope Jess got my note. Haven't heard from her since we last talked, and she is mad at me. I hope I can earn myself back into her good graces soon. She is the last person I want mad at me. Today is good though, I am HIGH AS A BITCH. I was in a small room with the door closed because it would've been in the way so I painted in closed quarters with some potent ass paint. I feel sooo good right now. I can't wait to try my new pills. I've had alot of time to think today. I realized, even though Jess broke up with me, it is not the end of the world. I didn't like my old job anyway so I am glad I got fired. But back to the Jess ordeal. I want to be her boyfriend again realllllly badly, and I still love her with all my heart. Whether or not she will come back, but she is SO worth the wait. I'm kind of glad she broke up with me just because I needed to be slapped pretty hard to wake up and realize I don't know anything about myself or what I want to do, and that I am young

Feeed Meee
I see so many infomercials about sending moneys to all those poor kids in foreign countries, and it bugs me. We have a shitloads of kids that need that help HERE. Soo, now I'm wondering if there are any places like that in the US.

Feeeeeeeeeel The Love
Aaron hearts.le...Online41 mins ago-- 12 of 12 Aaron hearts.lee.ve said:well I think your nothing more then a ass hole hat wearing peice of shit that beet's on women she is new here and has not got every thing down yet fuck stick so go fuck your self in real life you ever talked to one of nmy babe's like that and I would kick the fuck out ya ass foul so suck a cock and if you want some better bring a big big gun but i still will shove it up your ass fag boy now what puke bucket!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F U Matty™ said:oh I feel the love already....... e-threats...... gotta love em......... all that anger defending the indefensable....... I feel sorry for you that you have so much anger in you. Face it, fubar just is not for some people (fakes or flakes).a salute is not hard to do...... if those are "real" mobile pics, then she has a camera phone as most people with a cellphone do these days....... really easy to make a salute. If she wants respect and validation

$500 Fee For Referals Or $500 Off Services For Self
Is there anybody with ok credit that would like to buy a house? Contact me I am a mortgage consultant and mabey able to help or contact somebody who can. If your credit is messed up but you would still be interested in buying a home contact me we have people that will help you fix your credit. If you already have a home and would like to refinance contact me. If you are holding on to a note and would like cash now for it contact me. please in your response to this blog tell me how to contact you and how you could be helped. Thank you, Shaun Robinson.

Fee For Making Skinz
Would you like to have a skin made? I have been making custom skins for a while now and I do charge to make the skins. They might not be the best but it still takes time to make them. I've change my fee for making skins if you are interested fee is as follows. PAYMENT FIRST, ONCE I AGREE TO DO IT ***NO PAYMENT = NO SKIN*** 1 skin = Small Bling pack or 2 mill Fu-bucks 2 skins = 10 credit bling 3 or more = Auto 11 or Cherry Bomb If interested, send me a PM titled "Custom Skin" *NOTE* It may take 1 day or it may take a few days. I'll also need to test them to make sure it works. Here are a few sample of headers I've done!!!

Fee Fie Hi! Fidelity An' Jack Black
Most fees consist of the giving of green stuff from one person and/or organization to another. Fie is what the Jolly Green Giant said when he had a cold and was ordering dessert from his cook (undoubtedly LL Cool Jay). HI! is English for Aloha, which makes it only half of an accurate translation. Fidelity is important in relationships; whether between a man and a woman in an intimate physical and emotional relationship - or between any gender combo that you are blessed enough to have found that is full of love (I am not a judge, and love is hard no matter how it comes if you intend for it to stay). Fidelity is important in relations between organizations and countries. It breaks down into the words that around 1375 to 1425 meant LOYAL and FAITH. Jack Black has a comedic fidelity - his style is clear and concise and you will laugh. He also has some excellent metal songs with Kyle Gass as the band Tenacious D. This Thursday he will be on the comedy called COMMUNITY - along with

The Feeling
The feeling I feel is of pain and love, from many and from few. My love has dismayed me, my friends have hurt me. My trust has been broken for all-time. My friends disown me, My love hurts me. It is hard to go on, yet I must. I cry every night, from the things they say. That go straight to the heart. I feel I must go, but I cant. Love holds me behind, at the same time pain pushes me away. KinkyScreams 2001 ©

~feeling Of Love~
"Feeling of Love…" It’s the way their tears make you want to change the world so it doesn't hurt him anymore...yet regardless you wish he would know that you would die without him. Because once in your life, whatever he was to the world he became everything to you. When you look in his eyes, traveling to the depths of his soul and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitably consumed within the rhythmic beatings of his very heart. You love him for a million reasons. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling only felt, this is the feeling of love.

Feelings
FEELINGS You can't turn them off and on Like a light switch or by pushing a button. They have to come from within Your soul and from your heart. You start by being best friends, Not rushing or pushing too fast forward. If it's meant to be, feelings will arise On their own - slowly in time. When the moment has come To say those three little words - They will be spoken from the heart And not the mind. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER FEBRUARY 1993 COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002

Feeling Alone
At this time in my life I have never felt more alone. Not because I have no one, but because I can't fix anything. I have great people in my life. But when it comes down to everything...I can only depend on me being here for me. I never thought my life would ever end up like this...in any way at all. Of course as a child you have big dreams for your self. Wishes...My wishes and dreams never came true. I don't mean that in a pitiful way...I just wonder why some of us get get what we wish for and others don't. I know that I am here for a reason...not sure what it is yet, but hopefully I will find out someday soon. I would love to have a life of meaning. Helping others is what I used to be able to do...now I can't even help myself so I can't give what I don't have. So hopefully one day I will feel un-lonely LOL!!! Thanks for reading my thoughts.

Feeling I Was Not Even There
A Thousand dollars....I held the bloody bills in my hand, warmth still permeated off the paper. I stood silent in Simon's apartment, but it looked more like a scene from a cheap horror movie. The whole thing seemed so unreal. My body began to tremble, breaking the stillness. Tears slipped from my eyes and dropped to the floor. Horror-filled images rushed through my head. Simon was reaching for something when he was attacked. I was seeing it right in front of my eyes. I saw the blade cut through his jacket. I felt the pain of the first cut. Deep. The second cut with cold steel vengeance. A stabbing death was always personal, and from the images I was picking up on, this was no different, personal and passionate. It was happening again. A pulse of pain struck my temple like an 18 pound sledge. Nerves, all over my body exploded buckling my knees from the angst. The room grew dark as shadows attacked the light. I gripped my head, screaming, with bloody hands still trembling. My jaw tighten

Feeling Good.........
I was standing in front of the mirror last night. And I saw my body. It was like I was seeing what I truly looked like for the first time. I had to take a second look. I did not think I looked really like I did. I was like OH MY GOSH!!!! Lets just say I didn't agree with what I saw. I mean I know that I am the size I am but I didn't truly realize till last night just how others actually see me. So with all that said, I am giving my diet that I had started with a friend and let her down by not doing what I was supossed to even more than 100%. As I stood there and stared in the mirror I cried realizing that if I had only been giving it 100% from the beginning I wouldn't have looked as "gross" as I thought I saw in the mirror. It will be a long road, and a very tough one at that but I know with the support of friends and family, and my ownself that I can do it. With that said I am putting out a plea to have all the support I can with this. I don't need any put downs from anyone, I

Feelings
The Feelings That I Have For You Can Not Be Said Or Felt So True Until I Gaze Into Those Deep Brown Eyes And See My Feelings From Inside With you I Feel There Are No Chains My Soul Is Free To Soar Again And Leave Behind That Karmic Debt That I once Had Before We Met. I Feel Our Souls Are Intertwined My Feelings Clear To Read Your Mind How Can I Tell You How I Feel And Show You That Those Thoughts Are Real I See Us In My Dreams At Night Talking By The Candlelight While Holding You In My Arms So Tight To Kiss Your Lips And Say Goodnight So Why Then If The Feelings True Can I Not Say That I Love You.

Feeling Better..
I was fighting a cold for what seemed endless...but was only about a week..but now all i have is this wicked cough..that could probably wake the dead..other then that i am in a good mood,tired yes...but good mood..got my kids up and off to school..and i dont have to much to do today..i am gonna enjoy the quietness without them being here..and probably just do somethings online,enjoy my coffee..before it gets cold..when u have kids...little things like hot coffee disappear sometimes,because by the time u come back after doing things for them..the coffee's so cold the flies could ice skate on it..LOL.. i am gonna post a few comments on here,rate some pics..catch up with some friends..and enjoy my day..til next time...

Feeling Alone
So how is it you can be surrounded by people yet feel completely alone? How can you have all your friends around you yet feel there is no one there? Is it all due to the fact that you no longer have that special someone telling you they love you? Did they mean that much that without them you feel there is no one? And how do you go about meeting that someone new? You look over and see someone and think "wow they are beautiful"...but how do you meet this person without being just another "fucking guy" ? How? Tell me please?

Feeling Like Dieing...... Blah
Hmmmm Today I'm feeling very very errr terrable more so now .... exaustion beyond belife .... poor spelling .... eyes feel like they are poping out of their sockets.... the god awful head aches .... is it my hyper tension.... monster energy overdose.... lack of masterbation.... oopse tried the masterbation thing didnt work ... Just another day at the office ..... Another week wasted away .. oooh well here is another link to another picture album .. hope you all enjoy.... http://ImageEvent.com/bspow1/random

The Feeling Of Being Used
So I just don't understand why I am constantly used. I bend over backwards and make people happy. I wear my heart on my sleeve and trust everyone and I get nothing in return but hurt feelings. I constantly get used over and over and I can't seem to change it. Everytime I get my hopes up I get kicked in the face. When will it end? I just want someone that will love me the way I should be! I want REAL friends that won't talk shit about me, I want real friends that won't be judgemental, I want a family that doesn't make assumptions. I just don't know what I have to do to get what I want. How do I have to blow for a decent break in life. ANYONE? I didn't think so. Oh and letting go is harder then I ever thought. Never had to let go of something like what I am now and its making for a difficult time.

Feeling Dark Today
"ALONE IN DARKNESS" The night falls in a heavy, suffocating cloak, soulless are we. The light for which you sacrifice yourself flares once, then dies, smothered by madness. all hope must fail. Your heart beats no more. How could you fail to believe? Lost souls surround us, crying, we are fallen. "COLD" Around, all around, the shadows gather. My dread grows as the dagger of your words falls against my naked soul. It slays me, and darkly my essence drips to the wicked earth that is my prison. In my madness I call your name while nothingness laughs cruelly. Now alone, my love falls upon cold eyes. This is because of you. "I RISE" It is a night of ethereal pain, a song of death, wolves vent their loneliness. The immortal one stirs. Mist shrouds her brooding form, an eternal desire. Her midnight hair cascades over translucent ivory shoulders, and her full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the life streaming from the pale flesh beneat

Feelings Of Shame
Consumed by fear Blinded by pain Nothing to offer But this feeling of blame Many things were said And few were done Trusted by all Misguided by one Alone in this world As the people pass by With the look of agony And tears in their eyes Swallowed by hate Forgetting your love Paying this debt While you rest above Sometimes hearing What sounds like your voice A constant reminder It was always my choice Days pass me by As the pain grown strong Still your love is here My life seems so long Consumed by fear Blinded by pain Nothing to offer But this feeling of blame

The Feeling Of Loneliness
Standing here staring at myself in the mirror I’m not liking at all what I see I’ve decided it’s time to peel away all my masks Gonna do it layer by layer, finally show the real me So one after another, I reach up and take them off I’m tired of the masks even more Struggling to remove them now, and I never realized Just how strong I made them , over the years, the decades I peer forward to take a closer look at what I may see as I try to smash off the layers of masks even more We all have our own masks, And we are all afraid of what others might see We all have our own masks Plastic smiles painted on to cover hidden misery To hide our feelings of vulnerability To show to others thing’s we never are really To hide our fears of rejection Because we’re all afraid of being who we really are Now I am tearing more of the masks off Watching as each piece comes crumbling down and seeing my fears of not being loved exposed The feelings of lonelin

Feelings
I remember it all so well, Here it was on a Saturday night, I walked through your door, And I could just tell..... You sat across from me, Gazing to no end, You looked deep within, Like there was nothing else to see..... I took one glance, That's all I needed, I saw a connection, Then I knew I wanted this chance..... You spoke of so many things, It was like you were reading my mind, You knew exactly what to say, Now say what this could bring.... I know what I want from you, Every girl has her dreams, I melted at every word, Cause I wanted it too....

A Feeling Of An Incomplete Life
my whole life i have known that i was adopted. i also have known that my "parents" adopted me to fill a void due to the lose of twins during birth. my "mom and dad" have always told me that if i wanted to look for my biological mother they were behind me 100%. well, my 18th birthday came and i told them that i wanted to find her. they told me no. they said to wait until i graduated highschool. that came and once again i told them that i wanted to find her. they once again said NO. they said i had to wait until i graduated college. well, i should be graduating this coming spring, but i got married and put my college on hold. i feel like i am incomplete without knowing who the fuck my mom is. i have so many questions for her. why did she put me up for adoption? does she regret it? what is my nationality? what is my heritage? where is my biological father? do you want me in your life? WHY?! WHY DID YOU PUT ME UP FOR ADOPTION?! what did i do wrong to not know my tr

Feel Your Boobies!
October is National Breast Cancer Awareness Month! Take the time to check your breasts for lumps or any abnormalities and get to a doctor ASAP if you feel anything abnormal, breast cancer takes many many lives every year. You should be checking them regularly. Please share this with the women you love-moms, grandmas, aunts, sisters, friends, enemies! Just pass the word! If you're a male reading this post please pass on to the ladies in your life!! And by the way, men have gotten breast cancer too! Please repost this.. you never know who you may be helping to save. God Bless You! For more information on Breast Cancer prevention and awareness visit one or all of the following websites: http://www.komen.org/ http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/ http://www.nationalbreastcancer.org/

Feelings
Feelings Current mood: stressed As I lay thinking on my bed, A trail of thoughts run through my head. My pillows wet from tears i cry, I only wish that I would die. My days are dark, my nights are long I wonder where my life went wrong. My life is hanging by a rope, I'm losing faith, I'm losing hope. Myself again I want to find, And leave my horrid past behind. I fight to hide my hurt and pain, But death will come to knock again. With you I share these thoughts of mine, And pray someday the sun will shine, My love for you is deep and free, For without you all where would I be. Eileen (AKA Sweet)

A Feeling To Remember
Oh your touch how it feels so strong so right and so real how it makes my flesh tingle how I want it to last so long Your kiss that kiss one of passion and love one so pure and so true a bond a bond between me and you And your hand in mine what a feeling the way you hold me so firm and so soft all at once it sends my heart reeling Amazing lips that brush along my neck a heat that can not be mentioned in a single word and the things you say oh those things you say the most passionate things I have ever heard Your body not perfect who is any way but to me it is wonderful it is mine in every way You make love to me un like any other a tender yet heated moment turns in to hour after hour of satisfaction and when we are tired and spent we lay back and enjoy our relaxation I thought I heard your heart beat I know for sure that I felt mine both pounding together both longing for each other once more wanting an

Feel Good- (hed) Pe
Ain't no more sunshine, just rain and cold suffering Generation born to die with their eyes wide open The clock strikes The wrong rights The mob rules The second Armageddon, igniting the lit fuse No turning back& every soldier is on point Ready to die, the confrontation coming, ready of not It's on again, It's time to say your prayers again It's not the end, just the beginning of the end [Chorus] Is it hard? Yea, I can hold it down like that Is it real? Yea, You know I break it down like that Is it rough? Don't even try to front like that I'm on fire baby, a big dog will hunt like that Another day, another buster wanna battle me Another mamma crying, now her baby is a casualty I'm ready nigga, slice like a machete nigga, got fetty nigga, never spend it on Betty nigga I hit and run, never stressing to look back When I look back, I think about the love I never had Then I wake up, I get fucked up and I get even Approach you from the front While in your back a

Feeling
HELLO ALL OF YOU LOST CHERRIES ANHTHER BEAUTIFUL DAY LIKE ALL OF YOU I HOPE FROM MY HEART TO ALL OF US THE LUCK IN OUR LIFE THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE MUST TAKE ANY CHANCE FROM THIS WORLD HELPING ALL OF THEM MAYBE WE NEED ANY ONE OF THEM JUST FEELING THAT FROM THE HEART I THINK AS SOON WE WILL FOLLOW THE SUN I LOVE ALL OF YOU L.C I WISH WE LIVE ALL WITH US IT WILL BE ALL OF MY PLEASURE I LOVE ALL OF YOU MY FRIENDS TRIBLE_XXX-ALFA-FOX-99

Feeling Alone
I know I'm not beautiful, and everyone I fall in love with is a jerk. I guess you can say I am a failure when it comes to relationships. I always fall for the wrong type of person. I can't be good enough for anyone. I always feel I have to change myself in some way to become better. I'm trying not to feel down on myself, but every guy I've fallen for has hurt me, and I'm tired of the pain. I'm tired of feeling a feeling that isn't there. Blah, I'm just rambling.

The Feelings Will Always Be There
The feelings for each of you will remain in my heart forever long after we part each one of you are very precious to me and have a special place in my heart if i lived 100000 years i could not tell you enough how much i love each one of you as friends i may not have the most friends on here but i sure have the best

Feelings
You put the world on my shoulders and i take it all. You don't say thank you you just act like its nothing. I try to be strong try to hide my feelings for you. I make it so you don't see all the hurt I have inside. I wish you would help me, instead of me helping you. I can't let you down thats how you make me feel. So now I'm saying sorry for my own Feelings.

Feelings
In a world where tension is coiling, the feelings are kept deep they never unravel until just one little thing hits the button I thought i'd be okay but sometimes i'm just not then the moods change I can't tell one from the other Happiness turns to sad Sad turns to angry angry turns into depression depression turns into places i don't want to go, This is my life to deal with things the best way i can But there are times when i just need something.... Wish i knew what it was Thats when depression gets me and i realize its not my depression, thats the problem its loneliness Cause deep down I'm never a piece of the puzzle that fits in with everything I'm the solitary piece that is in the wrong puzzle box So I make do with what i can and try to go on not feeling those parts and be what i'm expected to be Something other then truly being me

Feelings...
MY HEART IS FEELING SOMETHING I DONT WANT TO FEEL. SHOULD I LET IT GO OR SHOULD I FIGHT FOR WHAT I WANT? CAN I TRUST HIM WITH MY HEART? SHOULD I GET CLOSER OR SHOULD I WALK AWAY BEFORE MY HEART GETS HURT MORE? (OE INTO DEEP) SHOULD I SIT HERE AND CRY OR SHOULD I DO SOMETHING? I DONT HAVE ANY CLUE ON WHAT TO DO ANYMORE.

~feelin' Way To Damn Good~nickelback~
I missed you so much That I begged you to fly and see me You must've broke down Coz you finally said that would But now that you're here I just feel like I'm constantly dreaming Coz something's gotta go wrong Cox I'm feelin' way to damn good For 48 hours I don't think that we left my hotel room Should show you the sights Coz I'm sure that I said that I would We gotta make love just one last time in the shower Well something's gotta go wrong Coz I'm feelin' way to damn good And it's like, every time I turn around I fall in love and find my hear face down and Where it lands is where it should This time it's like The two of us should probably start to fight Coz something's gotta go wrong Coz I'm feeling way to dam good, oh Feelin' way too damn good Sometimes I think best if left in the memory It's better kept inside than left for good Lookin' back each time they tried to tell me Well something's gotta go wrong Coz I'm feelin' way too damn good And it

The Feeling Of Being Used Are Like A Thousand Knives In The Back
Fallen through deeper and deeper getting darker and darker Where to turn? Who to talk to No one.. No one cares! A Black hole consumes my heart As I lose my ability to feel ... to love A forgotten life ... Staring at the hourglass wondering when will it be done running through ... OR will i get the chance to flip it over again A broken mirror yet no reflection no soul NO MORALS! Names thrown around dug deep within the skin of the pure With hurt like a thousand nails she only lets them feel like one!

Feeling Pretty Worthless
i cant believe how much college is like fucking highschool... everyone is just going around backstabbing everybody and talking about everyone and throwing their digs in places and pretending to be people they arent... and i just sit here and try to be nice to people (minus of course my stupid little teasing here and there to like caitie and joe and what not, but thast just me messing around- especially since theyre like two of my favorite people in class), all to hear things that i dont like to hear-- people talking about me, people making assumptions, people pretending to be friends with me who really arent. Its just like my 4 years in highschool- no, even MIDDLESCHOOL, all over again. I dont know what i want to do anymore. I want to go to community college and live at home and not deal with people backstabbing and hating one another- why does everyone have to be so angry and mad and cause drama ? i dont think ill ever understand it. I have to sign up for a photoblock monday for the

Feels
You know some of you may thyink that the people that use this site have no feels but I am going to tell you that I do have feels. and I know that no one is go to say nothing about this but I just want to tell all you can kiss my ass

Feeling Alil Better...
well the dr called in some meds for me on Friday....they r working like GOLD...I do feel better, but because I have been sick the house has gone to shit....nobody cares that I have been sick & in bed for a couple days, they all still want dinner cooked, clothes washed, ect....but I am feeling better, the meds only help with the symtoms, I still feel like I got hit by a truck, but no one in my house cares...they just tell me to keep it to myself...so much luv going on around here....hopefully I will feel even better tomorrow & I will be on line for more than a couple of minutes...hope everyone has had a good weekend...I will be watching the Steelers @ 4:15 play Kansas City....wonder if they can win this game???? Hope to talk to some of u tomorrow..enjoy ur Sunday......

Feelings
Why can a heart feel so lonely? What is Love? How about responsibility, does anyone really know what these are? Why deos it seem as though one can contradict the other. Why do I always have to be so responsible. And I just don't mean here and there, I mean all the time. I never seem to have fun, or can I just cut loose. My head always feels so cluttered, with just stuff. I always seem to care more about, something else than the one that seems so much to me. I just can't seem to change things, the harder I work change my life the more withdrawn from life I seem to go. This is not how it's suppose to be is it. I know people care for me, why can't I even care about my own feelings. A friend at work last night told me I had no life, and I don't. I told her my life was my priority my daughter, raising her the best I can. Making sure she has the things to succeed. And I told her that in four years when my daughter was off to college, I would have more of a life. I some ways t

Feel Up And Ready To Face The World
Well it's Monday morning, and all is well... My children have all gone to school , or are on there way ... So i have the whole day to myself... And to spend with my wonderful friends. So if u want to come and leave a message feel free to do so xx And i will gladly say hi back xxx

Feelings Kept In The Dark By None Other Then Yourself.
As a lot of my friends know. My brother is over in Afghanistan right now. It has only been about 8 months since he left but it feels like forever... I miss him more and more everyday, but, I never let anyone know. I cry at night when I am lying in bed and just think about all the news I have heard over the last few months. All these soldiers deaths... And I think what if that day comes. What if it happens? What if the next phone call I receive is that my little brother will not be coming home alive? Being related to someone in the military is one of the hardest things a person ever has to do... and, it's taking a toll on me. It's been a never ending stream of these feelings for the last 3 years and it's hurting so bad. Just when my sister got home they were shipping my brother over... it's not fair! I hate it. I hate this war and what it's doing to families... I support the soldiers and what they are doing with all my heart but I don't support the anguish myself and thousands of other

Feeling Is Believing....
Time has now started all over again for some. Like a new beginning or a paused end. My paused ending, began on a day I felt like everything in life that mattered was lost. I felt like there would be no tomorrow of any just happiness. No more smiles, laughs, or true happiness. At the time I thought death would be a place to keep my heart safe. I didn't know at the time, that it was just the beginning of a new and better me... As I think back at what I felt that was loss, seemed like everything. Seeing and living what was then, and feeling what I see and live now. It has only made me stronger and more caring. Trying harder to let everyone in my life know what they mean to me and where they stand in my life. I may only be one person, but hey I believe it only takes one to make a difference... There are some in life that believe that it's who you know and what belongs to you that makes the difference. I feel that it's how true you are to yourself and how you help and care for oth

Feelings
Why do the tears of my heart keep falling? Have i Not suffered enough of the empty feeling inside myself. I am not even sure of what i am asking for. My life is in such limbo. Trying to better myself by doing things for me, missing that pure feeling of love, seeing everyone around me happy, dealing with my job in limbo and the sacrafices, the sacrafices I make for other people. The tears encompassing me like they have captured my soul. I feel them runnning down my face like a waterfall. If only with their disperse could they take these feelings with them. A tear filled heart does no one any good. Little bits of it are given away without any thought to will i get them back. Why does it seem pieces of my heart are for people to take and just step on? Why does everyone get the love from me and in return I get a slap in the face? Soon, I feel soon I will have nothing to give and get lost in my own insecurities and ever wondering thoughts. What will happen then? I feel myself blocking peopl

Feelings
how deep can it go how strong will it last how do i see the difference when will this ever see an end how can i tell you what i feel how would you react i say many times in my head ilove you so i say many time alone i want to be with you how long will this go on

Feelings
Sometimes when I'm alone I cry, cause I'm on my own. The tears I cry r bitter and warm. They flow with life but take no form I cry because my heart is torn, I find it difficult to carry on. If I had an ear to confiding, I would cry amoung my treasured friend, but who do you know that stops that long, to help another carry on. The world moves fast, and would rather pass by. Then to stop and see what makes one cry, so painful and sad. And sometimes... I cry and no one cares about why. Hey everyone what sup? how you ya'll doin ? I am doin good. Well I hope ya'll like my poem. And if you're woundering yes I wrote it myself... lol!!!! I feel like this at times and to be honest and it's not the best feeling in the world. And if I am correct some or all you feel or have felt this at some point in you're lives

Feelings About Woman
Women are the best, there is nothing better. The rest of the world wouldnt work without women. Although the first letter in woman describes what a relationship with one of the is like, theier is nothing better. If you think about it a W is a letter that goes down then up,then down then up again. A relationship with a woman is the same way. But their is nothing better than being in a relationship with a woman, because then you can wake up to the same face everymorning, and its like seeing the most beautiful thing in the worl to start your day off. Then you can make her smile sometimes and its just like wqtching the sunrise, cause its so beautiful. When you hear her speak its like listning to a canary sing, thats why we never listen ladies, so that we can hear you say the same thing over and over, im just kidding. Then when you get to hug her its like being in Heaven, cause it feels so good. When you kiss its the sweetest thing.When both decide to have sex its called making

Feeling Sick!!!!!
A woman calls her boss one morning and tells him that She is staying home because she is not feeling well. "What's the matter?" he asks "I have a case of anal glaucoma," she says in a weak voice. "What the hell is anal glaucoma?" "I can't see my ass coming into work today.

Feeling You Deep Inside Me
My body is ready, heated from your slight teasings My entrance is waiting to be invaded Feels like a watch-warning flood between my legs Coaxing out all the sweet warmth from my inner core With your long, slender fingers Pressing my body back against the wall My breasts pressed flat against your heavily muscled chest Your appeasement comes from the moans escaping my mouth Which will soon envelope your large, pulsating flesh Holding it in my hands, so hot it's searing Pulling with slow, yet sure movements Lowering myself until I can take you with my lips Feeling your body jerk, shaking with pleasure Watching you grit your teeth Teasing the sensitive tip with the tip of my tongue Watching as your face contort in pleasure so potent it's almost pain My body sensitive to your every touch Shivers rolling down my back as your fingertips Hard and callused though they are Leisurely move up and down my spine Causing me to lose my mind; causing me to arch against you

Feeling
Feeling by VGracen © I await you with nervous anticipation. I know that you are on your way up and I want everything to be perfectly prepared. I have spent the last several hours getting myself ready for you and setting up the room the way you like it. My anticipation of your arrival has already made me wet but I am still nervous, as I want to be the perfect pet for you. Your sharp knock on the door causes my heart to leap inside my chest and my heart rate speeds up. My legs are slightly shaky as I rush to open the door for you. I open the door and meet your intense gaze for only a second and then drop my eyes as is proper for me. I open the door further, backing up behind it, so no one passing in the hall will see that I am naked. You enter, going swiftly to hang up your coat and you then turn to me, to find me kneeling on the floor, knees spread wide, my hands behind me, head up, but eyes on the floor. You circle me slowly, perhaps checking that I have prepared myself properl

Feeling Better?
Oh Poor Baby, was that a little sneeze? Nothing Nurse Helping Hands can’t cure with a big squeeze. Where should I squeeze you Baby here or here or THERE? I’m your health care professional the answer to you prayer. A nice gentle sponge bath will clean up all your dirt. Oops did you pinch me Darlin? I think you’re a shameless flirt. Time to take your medication I’ll give you a big shot of love. I don’t believe either of us needs to wear our gloves. Now be a good, obedient patient and take a restful nap or maybe it would be more healing If I sit naked on your lap. Why…I think you’re feeling better! Nurse Helping Hands knows the way to make you feel good as new at the end of a long hard…. day. YOU SEXY THANG!

The Feel Of You (slightly Inappropriate)
The Feel Of You My mind is like a mirror of the past Remembering you... Covering me like a blanket Keeping me warm Through the storm Remembering... The feel of you Sliding... Inside of me... In...out... In...out... Slowly at first Then.... Faster... Harder... Deeper... With every trust Penitrating... All the way to my very soul Remebering... The feel of your mouth All over my body Bring me high Almost over the brink of... Extacy Remevering the emotions... You brought forth Hot as fire... Thick as ice... Fast as rain... Flowing like sweet red wine

Feelings About X Out In The Open.... Release (ahhhh)
How does it feel when I say "I'm over you."? Do you feel the knife? - It stabbed me too. I don't mean to hurt, I don't mean to be rude. I only share what I have come to conclude. Does it hurt as bad as you hurt me? How much does it make you bleed? This sounds bad, I mean you no harm... I'm just so happy, let's sound the alarm! I'm independent and free! Allowed to be with me and only me. Good luck to you in all you do, Good luck to all the ladies you fuck too. There I go again, I sound like a bitch. I still love you as always, but I am rid of the itch. The itch you made me scratch, Every time I wanted you back. I see now that we will never be - Oh well, who cares? Go fuck a tree. Shit - Mean again....I am on a streak. I guess it isn't my style to be so meek. I'll end this here on a cheery note. On you I no longer dote.

Feelings Of Regret
It's all a lie, nothing's right. no need to fight. There's nothing here, except a keg of beer. Your little girl, the apple, the pearl, Has gone away. but won't come back. Not another day. the things she did and got into, She wishes she could undo. but it hasn't happened, That's not the end. she spends her nights crying, Wishing, feeling, she were dying. she's sorry for everything, But she does have feeling. she doesn't know where she went wrong. She's sorry it went on for so long. she tried to turn it all around. But everything she built up, just fell down. she tried to change, But she felt caged. she couldn't stay, Not that way. I just don't know what to do, Everyone plays me for a fool. what can I do? All I ever wanted was to be loved, not pushed and shoved.

Feeling Down Today
No Love To Start by Jason V Brown Seems like people sure can talk, but none listen And words become a time of where they've been Why do we have friends if they never fulfill their job But expect you to be there at the sound of their first sob They can't seem to think for themselves, they are lost The savior in me comes to the rescue at all cost Yet when my ship is sinking, they sail away Leaving me for dead without a word to say Even when new beginnings emerge, it's just a flicker Like an hallucination from absolutely too much liqour I'm supposed to be level headed, even when I'm forgotten The odd man out, the man left at the bottom Make plan that I'm not included in and leave me behind Like the child I once was that everyone denied I guess to be honest, I'm as scared as ever That the love that was meant will come back never And that the love & emotion that fills me Will fade away in solitude and will never be Maybe I shouldnt have arisen from th

Feelin Better
So yeah after my crazy rant last night i cryed a lil then talked to my awesome friends Mike and Thane..I feel alot better today..Still sick but my heart dosent hurt that much anymore...Im soo lucky to have such great friends..Thanks everyone eho tryed to cheer me up...I

Feeling Lost
Have you ever been in a crowd of people and just felt so lost that you had no idea what you were doing or why. Like you just need to scream for someone,anyone to hear you.. Ever feel like just when your life gets to going the correct way, the good way, the rug is pulled out from under neath you. As if you couldnt do a single damn thing right no matter how much you try. Well let me tell you this. that feeling sucks big time. Lately I have felt like my life might be getting back on track, but what happens, another snag in the line of life, oh well, such is life right. Well that might be true, but that dont mean that I have to like it. Maybe when everyone learns that each person is unique in his or her own way and that we are special, the world might be a better day, til that time comes, I think I am just gonna go to my little corner of this big insane world and watch it as it goes by, Maybe one day it will stop for me and i will want to get on the ride once more.

Feelings, A Poem I Wrote
I feel the madness creeping in I'm losing my grip again The voices whisper in the dark Planting doubts in my heart Fear becomes my only friend Panic the only emotion I can show Rocking myself in a corner My arms wrap around my knees Tears stream down my face I can't take the pain Why is this happening? Who am I today? How did I get here? Lay down in my empty bed Thoughts jumbled in my manic head No sleep will come tonight I wait patiently for the light Alone, I'm always alone No one loves me I know I don't deserve love I've done horrible things Smoke another cigarette Take something to ease the pain Make it though another day Tomorrow I'll change I'll be better, sane Why does my mind play this game?

Feelings
In my half sleep stupor I can feel you nearby A soft song being sung a whisper passing by. I feel your history love you need to give. All of life's passion at your loving will. Nothing less than amazing we met at the time we did. No longer need I shun feelings nor keep them hid. I can pour out my soul cry if I feel the need. For the love we share planted from heaven's seed.

Feeling The Blues
For the past couple of days I've felt so totally ignored. I bring it up and say how I feel and am told I'm paranoid. When you live with someone who rarely talks to you how is that living? For someone who complained often about the lack of communication, he sure is quiet. How can a person NOT be paranoid when nothing is said to them? How can a person not be paranoid when you have no idea where you life is headed because you're not TALKING about it? Openess is the key.

Feelins'
Please make sure you forward this back to me . . . You'll see why at the end ! Think about them one at a time before going on to the next one . It Does Make You Feel Good, especially the thought at the end #45. 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. A good conversation. 15. The beach 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at a

Feelings...
A poem written by: Becky Leanne (tiggs) The feelings I once had are now gone. Plucked from my heart and mind, One by one. Flashes are all that I see, Of one that was close to me. Pictures are nice to look at, But they can't bring him back. I am free. But I am not. For my heart belongs to someone else, Someone who knows not. At least not yet. This overwhelming desire, That burns with rage and fury. I have no choice but to wait, I have the key to unlock the gate. I can unlock it, I will unlock it. But when? This one was published as well...and this one does have to do with me!! I was feeling extremely hurt as I do now...Enjoy.

Feeling...
Im sad, i feel like the world felt down on me... one more day starting and i keep my bad humor, all i want is cry, even if i know that will not bring me anywhere... Sometimes i wish i could end this, suicide would be the only solution, only this way i could stop this sadness, this pain... i know its a stupid thought but i've been suffering alot during all my short life, and i cant handle this anymore, im not that strong, i just cant!

Feeling Pain
you go through life trying to hide and side step feeling pain, have you ever stopped and wondered what would happen if you stared pain in the face so to speak and got over it? pain makes you realize if not but for a short time you are alive. how else can we honestly know that we are alive or living without pain? let me know what u think just an observation on my part.

Feeling Down
I'm feeling kinda down. Nobody is online right now to talk to. I really thought Carla was the one for a long time. But it's obviously over now. I found someone else now that might be right. She's on here and was introduced by a mutual friend. I just don't want to be hurt again. She does seem really nice, though.

Feeling Better
i put up a mum on what the hell to do and thanks to everyone that commented and gave advice, im feeling much better now, and more importantly I gained a level on cherry tap................ thanks everyone!!!!!!

Feel Like Being Bitchy
anyone ever feel like ya just dont give a fuck all of a sudden wellll guys right now that would be me. i got so much goin on so much on my mind and only got a few select number of people who i KNOW are friends that actaully give a shit. not trying to be bitchy cuz everyone that has actaully taken the time out to talk to me knows otherwise but been sittin here the past few days and i all of a sudden a few minutes ago came out of extreme exhaustion and thought ya know what i dont give a fuck about shit right now all of a sudden i feel liek being btichy i am sure everyone has had their days where they feel like being a bitch or feel like being an asshole.but anyway i think i got it all outta my system now so i am goin to bed. to all my TRUE REAL AND LOVING FRIENDS.. I LOVE YOU ALL DEARLY AND HEY CHECK OUT THE VOICE MESSAGE ON MY PAGE AND ;LEAVE ME ONE SOMETIME.... PEACE I,M OUTTA HERE

Feel Great
Things are turning around for me. Turns out that the hardest part of being here is not being somewhere else. Im starting to accept that fact. All these fantasies ive had in my head for as long as i can remember still haunt me but not as much. I know what i want in my life. Im working hard to get it. Just need to keep a better grip on reality and not this online fantasy.

Feeling Of Love
I look up at you, confusion and fear in my eyes. I don't know what to do. One single tear rolls down my face. You have hurt me once more,yet I love you still. You reach for me, wiping away the tears that now fall freely down my face. I look deep into your eyes, pleading to you to stop this ache. I don't want to hurt. I need you; but more than that, I need you to be truthful. You kiss my forehead and whisper in my ear, "Do you trust me?" I can't lie. I still want to give you a chance; a chance to let you back in. I nod and you take me in your arms. I feel so safe; and somehow I know that you will not mess up again. "I love you", you whisper into my hair while you hold me close. "I love you, too" I reply softly, tenderly. I give in to the feeling; the feeling of Love.

Feeling Alone
Feeling Alone Feeling alone No place to be Not here Not there No one can see me The beating of my heart The sounds only breaths apart Beating so loudly Beating so strong Where did I go wrong The past not so far away The thought of days gone by Thinking of you every minute of the day Wondering why you wouldn't stay Now all I can do is pray Wishing you had never lied We both no how hard we have tried The future doesn't look so bright Wishing this pain would some how die No relief from pain in sight ***Babyyy***

Feelings
At first I saw him as a man who desperately needed me, the lover of my dreams. I saw myself as the healer, the rescuer sent to save him from himself. I was eager and determined to cure the ills of a narssasistic man unable to love anyone but himself. I, and only I would be capable of loving this man who hated all women. He was a master at the game of power and manipulation. His way of living was the only way in his mind. If I wanted to play, it had to be in his court and by his rules; anything else was inferior. By the time I realized this was a game I didnt want to play, I knew too much about the game to be allowed to get out of it. At this point I was considered a liability and would die before I was allowed to leave. Lies and contradictions began to surface but he cleverly, guiltlessly explained them away until I no longer knew what was truth and what was a lie. Perhaps I really was as insecure as he assured me. I was that insecure although the tiny voice of reason that I

Feelings
I have to really take the time to think since I know all these feelings as if there my second life.. I will not give up without a fight.. with the struggles of my heart that seems to take flight.. I look around and trying to find that shining light.. but when I close my eyes at night I still see that darkness that falls with sight.. I wake up to another day wondering were I fail or where I went wrong.. That this seems like an everlasting song.. Asking my self why I can't have that love that I desire so much.. Thats burns in my heart like fire but yet it wasn't ment to start a fire.. So I fight the everylasting battle that has now become my life.

Feelings2
Living in this shatter life full of dreams that transpire with utter desire.. With no recourse and no remorse. As I sit by and sigh as the time goes by.. With my heart in my hands and the love in my heart that will be kept sacred till death do me apart.. With the trail and tribulations that life has made I have found my self in an utter scared state.. Wish I had the support of a loved one.. Miles away is where you stand with no way to hold me and tell me it’s all done.. When things change and tables turn which search for those who make us feel like we can conquer the world but even then when it’s all done were still missing that hug and kiss of a loved one..

Feelings
We haven't been here long life is just an unfinished song as we progress through life we all face potential strife. From the day we started crying to the day we leave dying we are taught to hide our feelings the very things that keep us healing. Love, Hate, Anger, Lust, all of these are a must without all these emotions our lives are endless oceans. Felt with all your heart and soul to proceed through life with a common goal to spread peace to those at war fighting each other should be no more. To spread love to those who hate love should never come to late to be there for others' needs all we have to do is heed. ~November 26, 2006

Feeling Old Lol
I guess there just comes a point in peoples lives when they just one day realize how old they have gotten. Well damn it it stinks. I am only 28. I got my hair cut about a week ago. well I have not have bangs in a long time. You would not believe the gray that has just blossomed. lol. I think of dying my hair and then I have people tell me that it looks like I had it professionaly done. But guess what all thse people are in there mid 40s and up. Then on top of that I work with a 19 year old. Oh it so sickens me that she knows nothing about...well anything really. I like her, but damn she makes me feel old. I was lucky with the aunt I had. Once I hit about 16 she was great. She let us watch "Rocky Horror Picture Show". I was great. Bah she never even heard of it(the 19 yo). Pulp Fiction? Nope. What the hell!? What I guess I am trying to say is that today I feel old. I am a child of the 80's. woo hoo lol. Being old does have wonderful perks though!