So I just don't understand why I am constantly used.
I bend over backwards and make people happy. I wear my heart on my sleeve and trust everyone and I get nothing in return but hurt feelings.
I constantly get used over and over and I can't seem to change it. Everytime I get my hopes up I get kicked in the face. When will it end?
I just want someone that will love me the way I should be! I want REAL friends that won't talk shit about me, I want real friends that won't be judgemental, I want a family that doesn't make assumptions. I just don't know what I have to do to get what I want. How do I have to blow for a decent break in life. ANYONE?
I didn't think so.
Oh and letting go is harder then I ever thought. Never had to let go of something like what I am now and its making for a difficult time.
