Fubar Blog Posts 2

Change Of Heart
I thought that love had passed me by. But you looked up and caught my eye, and things were never the same. I was so sure I'd heard it all. I said I'd heed to no man's call, but then you called my name. What is this magic spell you cast? How can I know if it will last the balance of my days? I can't resist your thrilling voice. I hear you call and I rejoice; you have such winning ways!

"chance Meeting"
On my screen you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll, vow should you give yours to me?

The Changes
A touch of frost on waving leaves Against them a cool breeze does blow Trees in color paint the hills Gardens emptied of food that did grow A chill fills the house as I rise Telling me of the seasons change Later now the sun awakens each morn Morning light outlines the mountain range The smell of a wood fire filters in The cozy warmth it will soon bring These are all signs of the season’s change All these and many other things I watch the streets as the day passes Tourists come here from everywhere The beauty of this time of year With these strangers we proudly share Animals bustle looking for food Storing it for the winter ahead The animals ready for the coming cold As summer coats are slowly shed Gardens have been cleaned of their food Ample wares through the winter we will need Blessings given as we bow our heads The emptiness in our stomach we will feed The years end approaches us soon Another year will silently slide by I think of all the seasons I have w

Changes Everyday
Changes Everyday Some Minor Some Major Incredible to Deal with Or Irrestiblely Smooth At Times so Unwillingly To Accept the Change But Perhaps You Have no Choice Unbearable as it Seems The Next Day Unfolds And the Changes Have Happened Accepting or Not What Doesnt Kill You Makes You Stronger If it Doesnt Affect You Do You Change at all

Change
Don't resist; Be flexible. Don't be rigid; Be supple. Welcome change! Each change Is an illumining opportunity To knock at the door Of fulfilling progress sweet. ~ Change yourself slowly And cheerfully. Conditions will change immediately And unimaginably. ~ The mind thinks That any change Is painful. The heart feels That any change Is powerful. ~ Change your attitude! Lo, look what stands before you: Plenitude! ~ Change your mind If you do not want anybody To bind your life. ~ Not because you are clothed In a frail body, But because of your obdurate Unwillingness to change, Your life is a misery-haunted house.

Changes
Hey Fubar Well I must say that it’s been a good day today. My baby girl is home, she's been gone all week and I've been bored all week with her gone and lonely as fuck... but she's home and we're back to our usual life until she goes on vaca again. But next time she leaves me, I won't be alone and somber, moping waiting for shit to happen, IMMA MAKE THINGS HAPPEN. I know it’s hard to do so when you don’t have a job and no money to save your life, but I've come to the conclusion that if folks don’t want to be with or around you, FUCK 'EM. Tell 'em to kick rocks and keep on trucking. I may not be the finest thing on this earth, but I love who I am, how I am and how I look and my admirers think so as well… so dammit time to bust out and MAKE THINGS HAPPEN. Just seems that the ones that have the most interest are always in another damn state. But I'm patient and I know things will change for me for the better. It’s as if a cloud was somehow lifted from me because I made serious head

Change In Price
I double checked my order book. I realized in doing so that the price i thought i had set for the blanket was off lol It is actually $125 not $156. SO im not actually going down in price because no one wants it. But because i am correcting the price. The buyer came forward saying he wanted it but it wont offically be his until he makes a payment so if someone else is interested and would like to make a payment ill just make him another blanket and give you this one.

Changes
Just a note to see who read blogs and who is really a friend, i will be going throu my family and friends lists yet again while i still have my VIP,,, i will be deleting those who DONT * visit me * chat to me i dont want any point whores here who just added me for points and rates. If u havent read or visited me in a week i will be deleting u from my lists and i will be readjusting my family lists accordingly. There is so many cheats on here aswell, if u have no salute and i added u before i wanted them as a prerequisite u will be deleted also, i will NOT be supporting FAKE accounts I thank all those who regualarly visit and talk, to u love ya all and u all know it,. Bites, hugs, nibbles and smooches to all those who are TRUE. To those who are fake, i guess u dont even know because u dont even know i have written this Take care blessed be dark dreams Manda,,,,aka VixenParanormalGoth

Chantix Day 3
still on the small dose am only. i notice i smoke 3 or 4 cigarettes during the day, then at night when the pill wears off i smoke more. today more often than not the smoking was habitual rather than a craving... in fact i think the first am cig was a craving and that was before i'd taken the pill. other than that it was habitual... certain places, certain times. tomorrow i go up to having a small dose in the am and the pm. i think that will drastically cut my cigs down to maybe 8 a day. at the end of this week, i go to the large dose twice a day and i think then i will not be smoking at all. in other news... a lot of shit went down today and i'm feeling awful. hope this trend doesnt continue.

Changes
For the past three days now I have been packing and moving my things from the home my husband and I shared to an apartment. This will be the third move I have made since I married him...and the third one he is not a part of actively. The first two took place during the time he was deployed to Iraq. This one is taking place due to the end of our marriage and his seperation from the United States Army. This has been the hardest move for me by far. When I agreed to marry my current husband, never did I imagine the day would come when he would tell me he was gay and leaving me and my son for another man. Nor did I ever imagine he would break every promise he ever made to me. While I was very much in love with my husband the day I married him and through out our marriage, and a part of me loves him even now...I know that it could never work out between us. Despite the love that I have for him, the trust that once existed has been completely destroyed and can never be repaired. Without th

Change Of Plans...
Ok.. Did some thinking last night about leaving Fubar.. I guess I could stay and leave the account open, but like I said I won't be on here for a while.. I have to get things in order in my life and my child's life..I'll check this every now and again.. Thanks for being my friends, cya soon.. Love ya Diane

Changes
"It's good to be aware of some changes that we know we need to make in our lives, whether it is new placemats or a new career. Changes are best made when we are aware of the need, recognize the process necessary, and focus on one-step-at-a-time. Yet we need to accept that important changes come gradually. We only notice them suddenly." ~ Anonymous

Changes In The Air...
So. I'm thinking of getting my hair dyed and getting a nose piercing! Nothing huge...just a stud on the left side. I've been debating both the hair and the piercing for a bit now and I think I'm actually going to make it happen in the next week or so. I'm feeling black and blonde streaks for the hair, maybe a bit of a different style, more poofy... I just need some change. Feel free to share your thoughts on this pressing matter :P

The Change
this little girls life is deadthis little girls eyes have bled the tears of sorrow the painful anger as this little girl realizes that shes the confused stranger looking into her world seeing the inside screaming her lungs out to see what its like to lose herself sinking in the sand gripping the wet rope sliding into the damned burning notes in her soul angered with her life soomeone stole disengaged from the world conquer over forgiveness with brass and bold crying in vein screaming with pain feeling the same day after day hate rape love lust bust come go yes no yes, come and go, bust this love lust feeling of hate, after the rape when i said no it feels better to leave you behind when the gray clouds roll when you die soon it will be my turn to lieand everything will be fine

Changing My Country!
You know, I might need to stop putting foreign countries as my place of residence. I change it all the time. I do state in my profile that I live all over the world.....in my mind but my home is California. I am guessing that 90% of Fubar members don't read profiles. I am one that DOES read profiles. It doesn't mean I won't forget what I read 20 minutes later but at least I read them! So I pick a Country that sounds like a place I would want to visit or be at in that moment. I have not had any trouble but a few misconceptions of people thinking I am actually in Sweden or Christmas Island, lol. Now that I have chosen Greece as my next destination, I get Turk sending me a private message telling me to go on msn. How does he even know I have msn? Turkish men are kind of.....scary. I don't mean to offend any of you but they have always been pushy and saying disgusting things to me. I have added them on my profile in the past and then had to block them. Needless to say,

Change
.... And without it, without love, without anger, without sorrow, breath is just a clock... ticking. What is the point of my existence? To feel…. Because you’ve never done it, you can never know it. But its as vital as breath....

Changing
Why? Why is it so hard to change yourself? You know deep down in side that you want to and you try so hard, but for every step forward you get knocked two steps back. I mean how do you overcome the odds, is it even possible. And you know what makes this hurt the most is that the ppl I'm trying to change for don't even see it. How do you make them see or even notice, How?........................................ ....................................................

Chance To Win A 3 Day Blast
Im accounce that im haven a contest given away a 3 day blast for all MEMBERS who goes to my profile give all 11s on my photos comments all of them adds me as there freinds and family until the the contest ends witch is will be on monday the 11th im sorry that sounds stupid but im just wanting to get more freinds on here and fans got an questions sb me

Changes
i recently made some huge personal changes based on my own personal values...and even though i am not doubting the choices i made i can't help but miss the people that i had to delete from my life. i have a huge issue with lack of consideration for other people & because of this i recently ditched the guy i was dating and dismissed my best friend. i know this all sounds kinda shallow and callous, but there were many repeat occurrences by each of these 2 ppl having major disregard for me and my feelings...even bordering on what i felt was extremely irratic behavior in regard to my best friend...i anguished over this choice for quite a while before making the final decision. i still miss him and her. he and i have decided to remain pals. but she has been more or less removed from my life all together. is it odd to expect respect from those closest to you? common courtesy? i don't think so! i've always been the kind of person that processes information for a while then takes acti

A Chance To Own Me!! My 1st Auction.
I KNOW YOU WANT TO OWN ME!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HERES YOUR CHANCE TO OWN ME. COME BID ON ME....ILL MAKE IT WORTH YOUR WHILE HERES THE LINK: COME TAKE A LOOK....SHOW ME WHAT YOU HAVE TO OFFER TO OWN ME!!!

Change The Water
A carrot, an egg and a cup of coffee ... You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again. A young women went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed them on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, " Tell me, what do you see?" "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her mothe

A Change...
So, for all my life I've been the fat chick. It started out as the cute chubby kid, then it was the fat, brace-faced, four-eyed kid, then it was the nice, pretty but fat girl. I was getting out of the shower this morning and after I toweled off and looked at myself in the mirror I couldn't stand to see how I looked. Granted I see myself everyday in the mirror but it's one of those things you gloss over. I noticed that my arms are beginning to look like small hams. Yes I said it, small hams, and they jiggle. Now they've always jiggled but not like this. I was like, "Wow, when the fuck did all that happen?" Come to realize that it's always been there but I've glossed over it and said eh, it's there, it's a part of me. With looking at my ham like arms, I noticed stretch marks as well. Again, "Wow, wtf happened?" I'm 25 years old and I'm well on my way to being nearly 300lbs. Yes, I said how much I weigh or as close as I can remember. I'm fucking 25 years old and I'm morbidly

::changes::
Ok, so I gotta get some things off my chest and a lot of it has to do what I have learned this past year about myself and how I live my life. Its hard to believe that just a couple months ago, I completely hit rock bottom and was ready to throw in the towel but still here I am. I couldn't believe how much had changed in just a month or two...I've had to deal with a lot of bullshit and people I thought I could call good friends ended up betraying me...I really had to drop a lot of people and situations I was in out of my life and...I just lost my old self for awhile but now it has come back. It's a brand new year still and I'm determined to make a change for the better. January certainly had its ups and downs but overall, it was great, a lot of good things happened =] I'm really determined and focused right now to do things to improve my life...I've started getting on a healthier routine when it comes to diet and exercise, I'm getting back to mixing, I've still got my two best girlfrien

Change Dammit
I am sitting here thinking bout the person i was in the past..the person i am at present and the person i want to become..I am pleased with who i am..a smart, spunky, big-hearted, Boston Irish woman..and im happy..dammit im happy..I have a few personal things to fix like get a job..go back to school..but i know i will have a job in a week or 2 and i will be in school and have less to worry bout after i save in a year or 2..things will work out woot woot..Three years ago i woulda hid under a couch and cried..thinkin ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....lol...but I changed ..i am a more positive person now...I don't care what ppl think of me...and i don't let the things I Can't change bother me...but so many ppl it seems use thier past as a weapon..as a reason to hurt others..how cool is that??/ Reverting back to a teenager ...these ppl generally are the most unhappy ppl ...do urself a favor and change...its hard i know..doors get slammed in ur face over and over but it makes u a stronger person..a bett

The Changes After
I have this thing that's bothered me for some time. i know some of you so called self proclaimed studs could care less, because all you care about is trying to nail all you can. if you hurt somebodies feeling, who cares as long as you get yours. It's funny how when you first see someone you're atracted too, you'll turn on the charm and say whatever it takes to get your point across, and when that victim falls for your bullshit and starts to trust you and you break their heart. The sad part is that you just don't hurt them, but you also hurt their chances of trusting someone else. That other person has to put up with the no trust clause because of some ass. Not to sound disrespectful to some, but there are alot of people here (male and female alike) which getting laid is the onlt thing on their minds. There are also some who are here for some good old fashion...' hi, how are you maybe we can talk and get to know each other and see what happens time'. Since more then not they've already

Change.
Current mood: breezy Over the weekend I took out four of my piercings (Snakebites, Monroe, and Septum). I'm planning on dying my hair blonde, perhaps a hair cut as well."Wow, why such a drastic change all of a sudden?" You know, I'm not really sure. There could be a million and one reasons for it. Part of me is going with: I'm all about change. Shocking people. Trying to keep them on their toes. Surely they won't expect me to do any of these three things. Another part is going with: I'm moving in June. New state. New home. Soon to be living in a city. I don't know anyone there. This is my shot at being a whole other person. So I should go back to the plain canvas I was when I was 13. Then there's the third part: Everyone prejudges. I'm sick of people looking at me and thinking I'm some kind of druggie. That I probably go out and sleep with whoever the guy of the week is since I

The Chance Encounter
The Chance Encounter The heat of the day had hit her hard when she exited the plane, but now that she was in her hotel she was quite comfortable. It had been a long flight from Queensland, Australia to Florida in the US but it was the chance she needed to advance her career. She had a shower then ordered room service. She sat on the bed in her robe and turned on the television but found nothing of interest to watch, so she turned it off again and lay back on the soft coverings. In an hour and a half she would be presenting her ideas to the clients, she was nervous. To calm her nerves she decided that she would get ready – she always felt prepared for anything when in her business clothes. Her room service had not arrived so she sat on the bed wondering what to do next. She knew the presentation word for word and hadn’t expected to have to wait around. Being a career orientated woman she had not had much time to date and thus was used to doing things to herself. Now was as g

Chance To Own Me For A Month
Come check out me or one of the other beautiful ladies in this auction and be prepared to bid on one of us Link to my pic in auction. http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1377182&albumid=882845&idx=4 Thanks Huggles Ladee

Changes
Just wanted to say I'm excited to have a chance to totally change my life this summer... the interesting thing is last summer I had my tarot cards read and the reader did say I would be making this change...I had no idea and had even forgotten... This will be a total change for myself and my family .

Chance Meeting
On my screen you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll, vow should you give yours to me?

Changes...
,,,Changes...I redid my page a little and added these two new songs to it that will play back and forth, I like em...whatcha think of these revisions? Thanks and there's more stuff on the horizon, just don't know where to begin...lol...hope everyone is having a good week... ..I think they're appropriate..lol

Chances
I had the white women chances and some of the black women chances. Too. When I lived in Detroit, Michigan and Hampton, Virginia and the 1st time of living in Pgh., Pa. Why did anyone put a gun in an ugly Durham, N.C. and North Carolina country mean people hands? Then these North Carolina country people did something no one else ever did before. They act like I can't date anyone unattractive. What is this? This is something that didn't happen in the 90's.

Changes!
I am in the process of re-doing myself. I got all of the dead ends cut off from my hair today and i am dye-n my hair black with some blue (if the blue works out). I will post new pics when i get some... wish me luck that it turns out the way I am hope-n it does!! PrettyPixie

Changes
I was going to delete my last section of blogs..but I didnt. I been having some problems on this site.Guys adding me,being my friend,talking to me,then they get a gf and they dont want bothered. So I took all my profle down the other day. But talking to a friend of mine he made me reconsider. So Im bettering MYSELF..if you have a gf tell me 1st If you dont want bothered be a man and tell me. I know I have to do my part as well and interact better. So heres to a new me,attitude,pics,lol sinceI removed them all.

Chane In Number
Good morning dear readers! Please make sure you take note of my new number! 877-758-8969 Also, after some difficulty with the new payment processing system, the bugs have been worked out! Sorry for the inconvenience to those who I was out of touch! A big thank you to those who pointed out the problem, but it has been resolved. So, I look forward to hearing from you all again. And don't forget the new Membership and Video On Demand area's as well! Come visit me at www.LadyVelvetNoir.com

Chance - Savatage
He was standing all alone Trying to find the words to say When every prayer he ever prayed Was gone And the dreams he¹s never owned Are still safely tucked away Until tomorrow he just Carries on See the Devil in the streets at night See him running in the pouring rain See him grinning Rneath a twisted light I¹ll be back again See the people standing in a row See them nodding like a field of grain No one sees the sickle though Coming Rcross the plain And this he knows if nothing more That waiting in the dark like destiny Are those who kissed the dogs of war And there is no tomorrow No tomorrow Take a chance Take a chance See the Devil he is so intense See the Devil go and change his name What¹s the going price of innocence It can¹t be the same Is it dark when the moon is down Is it dark with a single flame If there¹s glass falling all all around I am not to blame And this he knows if nothing more That waiting in the dark like destiny Are those who kissed

3 Chances To Own Buc Himself. See Blog For Auction Details
Hello friends & family Up for fu-owning agin?? you bet- buc has stepped his game up- and is in 3 auctions!! 1. JC's Auction 2. Lil SlaveGirls auction 3. Club Raven Auction(members only bid)!! There is plenty of me to go around- see my next blog or bully for what i am offering

3-23-08 Changes/relationships
People need to learn that change is definite...at a slow pace, fast pace, large scale small scale it happens...As far as relationships if they are over its ok to be upset, but at some point you have to let go. An adult accepts it and moves on that's what we do. Deal with your feelings. Relationships are a two way street. Make good desicions sometimes we aren't perfect but hey that's life that is learning! To be human is to fail that is how we learn. Take responsibiity for your actions we all have freedom of chioce. Live life to the fullest! Peace!

Change
I commentted on a mumm a little while ago. And not that I understand how come. But I understand more why I changed. Going down a path of self-destruction is a very lonely road. And a lot of things in my life have changed. Not just my attitude, but my attitude about people and who they are has. I know I must try harder than most or I feel that way. And I ask for no pity, because what had happened I created. And I may not have or consider myself to be the most desired person. But I will always put my daughter and others before me. It is just who I am and how I live my life. I consider others before me, such as health, there needs, and just showing the compassion I have.

Change Is Inevitable - Except From A Vending Machine.
~~~He that will not apply new remedies must expect new evils; for time is the greatest innovator.~~~Francis Bacon ~~~Any change, even a change for the better, is always accompanied by drawbacks and discomforts.~~~Arnold Bennett ~~~We all have big changes in our lives that are more or less a second chance.~~~Harrison Ford ~~~All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another.~~~Anatole France ~~~We live in a moment of history where change is so speeded up that we begin to see the present only when it is already disappearing.~~~R. D. Laing ~~~It may be hard for an egg to turn into a bird: it would be a jolly sight harder for it to learn to fly while remaining an egg. We are like eggs at present. And you cannot go on indefinitely being just an ordinary, decent egg. We must be hatched or go bad.~~~C. S. Lewis

Change... Written By Me
Change... written by me THIS IS THE YEAR, TO HOLD YOUR FRIENDS NEAR. FORGET ABOUT THE PAST, MAKE TODAY LAST. STAND YOUR GROUND, YOU MUST NOT TURN AROUND. YOU HAVE TO LOOK ON, IT'S EASIER TO CARRY ON. STOP LOOKING AT THE FUTURE, SEE ONLY THE BIG PICTURE. YOU GOTTA LIVE FOR TODAY, TRUE FRIENDS ARE HERE TO STAY. TRUE FRIENDS WON'T STAB YOU IN THE BACK, INSTEAD THEY'LL BE THERE TO HELP YOU PACK. THEY'LL BE THE ONES TO SHOW YOU LIFE AGAIN, THAT THIS IS NOT THE END.

3 Chances To Own Buc Himself. 3 Auctions & All Of Them End Tomorrow @ 11:59. Still Time
Okay- Buc is up for grabs in 3 auctions!! you have 3 chances to Fu-Own the bucman himself! Here are the auctions i am in now Lil Slave girls auction Also i am in JC's Auction! Club Raven Auction(Memebers only can bid) Good luck!! And may the best bidder win!! Read my blog for what i am offering or i'll link it to ya

A Change In Direction
As the Mr 7000000 states, I'm shooting for 7 million Fubucks. Obviously its for the spotlight. And at first, I was really focused on it. Unfortunately, or fortunately, I discovered on the journey that I like helping others, so therefore I have been donating to other's causes, so that they can shine in the spotlight. So I am back to being poor. I still have aspirations of being in the spotlight, and will still take all donations, but for the next few months, I plan on dedicating my time helping others. I am also dedicated to looking at Freak's boobs every day. I had such fun helping Fat Sonny level, and Cyndi, and a few others, that I'll be cocentrating on rating stash's and pics. I have a month VIP thanks to Freak, and I plan on maximizing my use of it. But due to my poverty, the gifts might be slowing down some, and you all might be getting Budweisers, but I'm still thinking of you. So if you're close to leveling, or know somebody who is, let me know, and I'll be happy to le

Changing My Life........again!
I havent blogged for a long time been so up to my ears in the day to day shit that has consumed my life here as "manager" of this establishment i call home. I love this place...being by the salt water...the people...tenants and guests and the neighborhood and ambience of this navy town. What i dont love is my tyrannical, crazy, cokehead boss. This past week was telling for me. I woke up Monday not wanting to go to work...and I didnt. I called in sick. For the past year I've worked 60 hrs a week and been only paid for 40. I get a free room at the inn to share with my 17 year old son and cat. No privacy. Then I spend countless hours on my only day off...Sunday..showing this man's empty and available apartment houses. All for $10/hr...net $321.47 a week. I am verbally abused on a regular basis..(You fucking piece of shit this, fucking bitch that), accused of stealing his money/property or whatever it is that week he feels he can threaten me with. I could go on and on the

Changes....somewhat.
Well,I changed a few things on Fubar for me. Nothing like the last time when I changed the Scrawny Pale Guy to Phuck Q. All and became an instant asshole.Much to Alice's chagrin,Phuck wont be back.But there will be somewhat of a name change here eventually. I changed the page from blue to red and added some new stuff to it.I don't know why I changed it to red, maybe because purple was too much of a pain for me and it was hard finding cool stuff in purple. And once again, it was time to change the playlist.I ditched the guitar virtuoso stuff for cover tunes.And once again, no hatin on Mandy Moore and Sixpence None The Richer. On a side note, I have been having the best time ever on Fubar thanks to alot of some really cool people Ive met here recently. Hope you all have a not so manic monday and all that fun stuff.

Change Of Pace
A little birdie made me realize last night that I don't really take the time to rate ppl's pics much anymore. It's something I did all day during my early days on cherry tap. So... I think I'm gonna pick a few people a day and rate up all their stuff :P I can't keep track anymore of who likes rates and who doesn't give a rat's ass, so if you want me to stop by, let me know :) And please don't be offended if I give 10's because I'm gonna be using them up quickly now. It doesn't mean I don't luv ya ;)

The Changing Winds
Have you ever stopped and noticed the wind? Ever notice that it don't go the way that you want it to go? This usually sucks. Actually it fuckin blows. Everyone catches the breaks while you sit there and struggle tring to figure out what in the hell you are doing wrong!!! It has been like this for me for the past 3 yrs!!! It had gotten to the point where i wish these winds would kill me and take me away and my whole exsistance. But you know what? thats not gonna happen. im not going out without a fight, a struggle, and most of all im not going out untill i have my last laugh. "from hell and back with a shit eating grin on my face" is what best describes me. and now that im back from hell, now that im back from walking the wide path of destructin, it's time to walk the straight and narrow path. I can't say ive seen it all. I can't say that i have done it all, but I can tell you this much!!! I have walked a thousand miles, and i plan on walking a whole lot more before I am

"changes"
why the sudden change, why the sudden coldness when now more than before there should be closeness. there certain feelings that sometimes shouldn't be expressed because you never know when they can be taken for granted. Now I'm feeling some regret Sad and lonely in my bed Knowing that I made a mistake Something that I can't go back and change But I know I must accept That certain feeling shouldn't be expressed ©RT

Change Personal Info
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Change...
Good Morning how are your doing today and happy Thursday to all. Wow, that was a fingers full. So what’s happening in your world? Not much in mine currently. Bonita and I are in the middle of a dispute… argument, well one really can’t argue if they are not talking correct? Oh well this will pass… Such is life. I did however read about lavish parties thrown for Children who may or may not remember the event. I get a charge out of people coming up with certain ways to have a party but promote it as something entirely off the track. Like these two in Florida. Ah yes… Florida… Some parents, in exuberant yet inexplicable expressions of devotion to their babies' supposed happiness, stage lavish birthday parties at such young ages that the supposed beneficiaries could not possibly remember or appreciate them. For example, the party by Sheila Chapman and Ray Reed for their precious "Prince" Clayburn Reed in February in Tampa Palms, Fla., celebrating Prince's first birthday, featured 60 gues

Changed Everythinf
Days were long Nights were lonely Felt like I had nothing Nobody who really cared But then you appeared changing it all Now days have meaning Nights filled with dreams I smile a real smile again Knowing you are there Showing me you really care You make me happy Show me I have plenty Making me look forward to each day YOu changed everything Simply by being there!

Change The World
Its a song that hit home last night while I was drive back from soccer practice! If I could reach the stars I'd pull one down for you Shine it on my heart so you could see the truth That this love I have inside is everything it seems But for now I find it's only in my dreams That I can change the world I would be the sunlight in your universe You will think my love was really something good Baby if I could change the world If I could be king even for a day I'd take you as my queen I'd have it no other way And our love will rule in this kingdom we have made Till then I'd be a fool wishin' for the day

Changes In The Contest Plz Read
THIS IS IT GUYS.. THE WINNING TEN PLUS ONE... THE EXTRA LADY AND I HAD A MILD MISUNDERSTANDING.. SHE HAD NO IDEA THAT SHE WAS NOMINATED FOR THIS CONTEST AND HAD REQUESTED THAT I PULL HER OUT.. SO AS I CLICK THE DELETE KEY SHE SHOUTS BACK YOU CAN GO AHEAD AND KEEP ME IN.. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW OMG DELETE... I FELT BAD SHE FELT BAD AND NEITHER ONE OF US COULD RECALL WHAT NUMBER OF RATES SHE HAD... SO I ADDED HER IN AS AN EXTRA.. I GUESS IF SHE WINS FIRST PLACE I'LL HAVE TO END UP PAYING OUT 6 MILLION FUBUCKS INSTEAD OF THREE... I DON'T WANT ANYONE TO FEEL THIS IS UNFAIR IN ANYWAY. SO IF SHE WINS HER AND WHO EVER GET 2ND PLACE WILL EACH GET THREE MILLION FUBUCKS.. ( I WILL NEED A LOAN JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW ) IF SHE DOES NOT TAKE FIRST PLACE THEN THERE WILL ONLY BE ONE WINNER LIKE HOW IT WAS STATED AT THE START IN WHICH I WILL ONLY BE OBLIGATED TO PAY OUT A TOTAL OF 3 MILLION FUBUCKS TO THE FIRST PLACE WINNER. I HOPE EVERYONE FEELS THIS IS FAIR AND UNDERSTANDS WHAT IS TAKING PLACE.

Changing Seasons
Writing today's piece inspired me to combine it with day three's and two more that I just dashed off into a cycle of haikus. Enjoy :) Changing Seasons Bitter chill recedes as the birds reprise their songs, brightening my mood. The mercury soars, tourist sightings have begun. The days grow longer. A chill in the air, the sound of abandoned leaves. Play time is over. Bringing cold stillness, the veil of white obscures all. Darkness comes early

Changes....
Where to begin.... I made one decesion out of hurt and anger, and simply being tired of bullshit, wich completly changed my life. I broke up with Mike, and called my best friend Ashley, and she came and got me and the kids, and took us to Arkansas where she lives in Springdale. I was there a little over 2 weeks, and needed to get back to Topeka to deal with 1 of two tickets, so I got one sorta delt with, still have more with that one, and my other ticket is due the 25th. So im up here with Mike, and NO, WE ARE NOT BACK TOGATHER! But he is trying to help i think....but he goes through moments where hes rude, mean, and hatefull. I know because hes hurt, and he has alot of stuff going on too, stuff that has nothing to do with me. Not that its a excuse, because their is none. I know with no doubt, that Mike will pay whatever I need paid, and get stuff taken care of that I wouldnt have a chance at if I went back to Arkansas right now. And dont think im taking advantage of him, because he is

Changes For Letting People View Nsfw Pics
OK ALL, UNFORTUNATELY I HAVE HAD TO MAKE SOME DRASTIC CHANGES ON THINGS HERE AFTER AN INCIDENT NOT LONG AGO, I HAD ADDED A GUY WHO I THOUGHT WAS BEING NICE, COME TO FIND OUT, HE WAS BEING WAY TOO NICE AND IT DEFINITELY CREEPED ME OUT, BIG TIME HERE, NOW DON'T GET ME WRONG, I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING AGAINST PEOPLE BEING GAY BUT I'M 100% ONLY INTO WOMEN, I DON'T MIND SEEING TWO WOMEN GET IT ON AND THAT BUT WHEN IT COMES TO MY SEXUAL PREFERENCE, I'M ONLY INTO WOMEN BUT FOR A GUY TO GET ON HERE AFTER I JUST ADDED HIM AND HE GOES INTO MY NSFW PICS, WHICH IS CLEARLY MARKED ON ONE OF THE PHOTO ALBUMS (ONLY FOR LADIES TO VIEW), HE GOES IN THERE AND STARTS LOOKING AT ONE OF THEM THAT I SURE AS HELL DIDN'T THINK HE'D GO AND LOOK AT, SO THEN THE GUY HAS THE BALLS TO LEAVE A PHOTO COMMENT SAYING, "THEY MADE YOU DELETE THAT PIC" AND THAT'S WHEN I GOT ON THE SHOUTBOX AND TOLD HIM THIS: ->Tylle: No, they are not, not if they're NSFW dude, so I don't know what your smoking but you need to stop smoking it

Changes
Have you ever felt . . . The more things change . . . The more they stay the same? The waves change the patterns on the sand The dusk and dawn change the colors of the sky The twilight enhances the images you see A new moon brings light to darkness The sun shines light on truth . . . Yet I feel true comfort in the dark . . . And it all comes through again once more The same changes, over again Different ~But the same Surroundings change . . . My reality remains . . . constant

Changes In The Traditional Funeral
Changes in the Traditional Funeral Through out history the traditional funeral has changed. Often influenced by religion, culture and popular trends. Currently we have more options than ever, and with new ideas, new technology, and reappearance of older traditions. The traditional funeral will continue to change. Funerals have always been in flux. We no longer do funerals at night by torchlight, nor do we give out monkey spoons or provide clothes for the mourners. Some traditions fall by the wayside, while new ones are always popping up. There are just more options available now than ever before. In fact the term traditional funeral is a bit of a misnomer. What we call a traditional funeral today isn't that old, You really have to define the word traditional. Be it based on religion or culture. There is traditional Catholic, traditional Jewish, traditional Muslim and many more. We might call what we have now a traditional funeral, but that isn't the c

Changed My Name
YES YES YES IT IS TRUE I WILL NO LONGER BE CALLED MYSTICAL DREAMZZZZ I SWITCHED MY NAME TO FROZEN MYSTICAL DREAMZZZZ I WANTED A CHANGE I AM THE SAME LOVABLE, GENEROUS, WARM GAL, WITH THE SAME GRACEFUL HEART! JUST NOW ...I AM FROZEN ...LOL... PLEASE DON'T UNTHAW ME I LIKE IT! Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz@ fubar

Chants Of The Wordsmith
She sits in the dark Thoughts of him Consumes her heart She sits back to meditate Casting a spell, calling his name ~ Candle light Take my heart Glows so bright In the dark Candle light Call to me Enamore him With all of me ~ Candles start to flicker Thunder beats the ground Winds howl with wonders Magic all around Soft ballads gently singing On the breath of the breeze Stars toyfully dancing On the roof tops of the trees ~ Candle light Take my heart Glows so bright In the dark Candle light Call to me Enamore him With all of me ~ He hears the Chants of the Wordsmith Seducing songs, call to him Enchanting all emotions That linger deep within' They call unto him In the balefulness of the night Casting a spell on him, in the candle light ~ Candle light Take my heart Glows so bright In the dark Candle light Call to me Enamore him With all of me ~ Lisa '07

Changing Pace..
it always seems like I'm stuck in a one sided situation. i find myself completely involved with someone that i don't think feels half of what i feel for them. Or maybe it's just their actions that don't reflect a two sided ordeal. I'm not sure what I'm doing here, but I'm hoping that it doesn't end like everything else. Mainly because i haven't felt like this for someone, in a long long while. No one's made me feel giddy like this in years. i love the feeling but at the same time i hate it because it means that I'm in quite a vulnerable position.

Change...
Change Here I sit upon the edge of the world and I wonder what is out there waiting in a far off place... There is a time coming, a time of change and what it brings with it will bring peace to all that it touches. It comes with its bright lights begging to be seen, and will sit inside you until you feel the need. It is patient and kind, but if it is crossed...every tie it will it bind. You can close it off, cut it from your heart but when you try you might die...should you ever try. Life around you might slowly fall apart...for using it for evil instead of leaving it be, will betray you & yours times three. All the worlds of wonder, you can cause to fall apart & start to die and dry....& blow away in the wind. All because you choose to follow one wrong rule and now you have bloodied the pool. The road back, you will never find...watch it fall apart just because you were never kind. Breaking self serving rules...binding and holding onto what should nev

Change
Every moment of every day we are changing. Nothing stays the same. EVERYTHING changes. For what it's worth (and in my life this is worth alot because it is my reality) I do not believe any changes in the earth or with the people on it are set in stone, so to speak. Negative thoughts pull negative actions to us. Positive thoughts pull positive actions to us. If you don't believe this is true, test it. Spend a whole day thinking nothing but negative thoughts and see what that day brings to you. I'm talking about really negative thoughts like: nothing is going to go right today; people are all going to be a pain in the butt today; I am not going to be happy no matter what happens today. Then take the next day, and don't let anything negative touch you. Tell yourself everything is going your way. You are not going to let anyone get you down today. Today is going to be the best day of your life. You are surrounded by love, and love is all you will accept. Then compare those two

Changes
Heads up!!! Those of you who know me, know this - I am not gonna be the same person as before and I am not gonna treat you the same ... I'm through being a pervert. I am still the same charming guy, but I am no longer gonna be trying to impress you or hook up with anyone. Please dont take it personal. I am not gonna ignore you, so dont feel that way. Continue to talk to me like you're used to!!

Changes
So alot has gone on in the last months. I got sick of having a boyfriend that had only had a job 2 months out of the year and a half we were together. I was sick of supporting him. I was also very very very creeped out. Lets just say there is a reason he likes the "VERY" young ones. Gross. Oh well ill be taking care of that so the 2 people (who will remain unnamed) dont have to suffer such things. So i moved on to a great life now! I am going to school full time and spending ALOT of time traveling. Its a great life, with a great man. He treats me with the upmost respect and wants the best for me and will work his rear off to take care of me! Hes amazing. My ex doesnt hold a candle to him, sad, now the guy resorts to online girlfriends to make his sugga mommas! haha!!!!!!!!!!! Bye all!

~ Changes In Life ~
Changes in Life I came across the poem and quote below and could really relate to it. I step into the future Don’t know what’s in store I’ll be walking new pathways Learning more Meeting new faces, Making new friends, The time has come to move on, It’s time to change. It’s hard to leave the things you know and understand And set out on a journey on unfamiliar land It’s hard to leave old friends behind and walk away, But the time has come to move on, it’s time to change. But my friends are a part of me, A part of my personality, Always there to guide me Wherever I happen to be The past leaves its mark on me, And makes me the person I am And the good things go with me When it’s time to change. The seasons turn And the years move on Nothing ever stands still Changing day by day Good wishes go with me And speed me on towards the sun The time has come to move on, It’s time to change. The seasons turn, and the years move on, Nothing ever stands

Change Is Gonna Come
I was born by the river In a little tent O just like the river i've been runnin ever since its been a loooong long time comin but i know change gonna come o yes it will its been tooooo hard livin but i'm afraid to diiiie cuz i dont know whats up there beyond the sky its been a long long time comin but i know change gonna come wooah yes it will i go to the movie and i go downtown somebody keep tellin me dont hang around its been a long loooooong time comin but i know that change gonna come o yes it will When i go to my brother i say brother help me please but he winds up not givin me. back down on my knees beggin pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaase! yeah! ive been i couldnt last that long now i think im able to carry on. its been a long long time long time comin but i know that change gonna come o yes it will.

Change
I've had quite a bit of time to think about everything and I've come to a decision. I've seen just how far I've sunk and the demon I've been becoming and I wish I saw it sooner. Instead I hurt someone dear to me and it was all in the darkest of anger. I didn't think when I did it and that's no surprise. I ALWAYS do shit so stupid like when I'm angry cause I never think before I do shit. I just do it and then suffer for it later. You'd think I'd learn that lesson by now. I've decided to completely tear myself and my life apart and start completely over from scratch. Not a reconfiguration so much as it is killing myself and being reborn into someone different. I want to be the person I want to be. I want to exorcise this fucking evil person I've been becoming and be the person everyone's told me I am. Good, selfless, generous, giving, right, wholesome. Not this selfish and angry fuck I've been for over a month now. This isn't me. This isn't who I want to be or who I'm supp

Change Is Possible
The 1994 genocide in Rwanda left the country in tatters, its future fraught with uncertainty. Of the more than 800,000 people killed, most were men and boys. Rwanda's remaining population was 70 percent female. Fast-forward to the present day: The economy has revived and is holding steady. Major road arteries between cities and outlying villages, which were destroyed, have been rebuilt. Today, the Rwandan lower house of Parliament is nearly half female, the highest percentage of women in any parliament worldwide. Girls are attending school in record numbers. The women of Rwanda are behind one of the most inspiring comeback stories of national transformation in recent history. And while their story is dramatic, it's not unique.

Changes ( Kelly & Ozzy Osbourne )
Changes ( Kelly & Ozzy Osbourne ) I feel unhappy I am so sad I lost the best friend That I ever had She is my baby I love her so But it's too late now I've let her go We're going through changes We're going through changes We shared the years We shared each day I love you daddy But i found my way You know the world Is an evil place My baby's grown now She's found her way We're going through changes We're going through changes It took so long To realize And I can still hear His last goodbyes Now all my days Are filled with fears Wish I could go back And change the years We're going through changes We're going through changes

Changed
okay real talk when i first met me bros girlfriend i got a vibe from her she was just stuck up and a total bitch! but come to find out shes pretty cool! we even have something in common!! we hate the same bitch!! haha I mean if u dont bond over one persons hate for another then i dunno what!!! lol Shes still kinda shy and dont really say too much but i'm pretty sure once she gets to know us better things will be OKAY! If i had to meet my family i'd be in her position too! haha but i love them to death. Im just fuckin thankful that my brother FINALLY relized what a fuckin CUNT that his ex was. For those who dont know my bro met this chick back in the day like 10 years ago or so and fuckin when he first brought her home i was like wtf is that? the doctors hit her with a fuckin ugly stick and broke it! haha but no she was such a fuckin douche bag back then and NOTHING has changed 10 years later...lol This girl played guys soo bad that im like why go back to her just to get kicked to t

Change
They say it takes time that you can turn on a dime Am I ready for my life to be rearranged? It has been so deranged Can I handle that change? It's only a matter of time before I make that turn on a dime before the uphill climb ends I guess it just depends on whether or not I will be ready and be able to keep steady Only time will tell just how well I handle the change of my life being rearranged

Change And Personal Growth....
For those who know me more than casually, this will come as no surprise, as I have been anticipating this for a while now. For those of you who don't know me well, or as well as you think, lol, I am ending a 23 year marriage this year. We were informed last week that we need to move from the duplex we have been living in for 11 years. This appeared to be the cosmic "kick in the ass" I'd been waiting for.....I don't do anything these days without that lovely cosmic "nudge"! My spouse and I have had our discussion....this was no surprise to him. I have talked with the teenagers - both Taylor, our 17 year old son, and Tim, my 17 year old grandson, were aware this was coming at some point. Dakota, almost 14 year old grandson that we've raised since he was two weeks old, was a little taken aback....but he's OK with it, since no one is moving far away. My parents have been informed.....my Mom thinks I'm nuts to be doing this "at my age"!! Ah, well! So, I have stepped out in faith...

Changing Conditions
Tuesday, June 10, 2008 Changing conditions When conditions change for the worse, there is no need to despair. For you have the ability to respond. With every new problem there are plenty of new opportunities. Every setback represents a new starting point from which you can raise yourself to higher levels of purposeful achievement. Just because things have changed is no reason to give up. In fact, that makes your worthwhile goal even more valuable. There is always a way to get where you have chosen to go. Each challenge gives you new ways to add value to your dream. Always, life is overwhelmingly abundant. When conditions change, you have the chance to see aspects of that abundance that you did not previously know were there. Pause for a moment, take a deep breath, assess the situation, and re-focus yourself on the path you have chosen. Then step boldly and enthusiastically forward with more positive determination than ever. -- Ralph Marston

Changes.
Need someone to tell me if I am a fool for believing people when they promise to do something but dont? I say this because I decided to talk to someone online and I thought that we had gotten to know each other pretty well. Then all of a sudden, she starts to call less and talk less to me. Now mind you, we had talked about possibly meeting and maybe seeing what could happen. Now please understand that we talked to each other 3-5 times a day in every which way we could. Now after 3 months of talking, she all of a sudden says she is jealous because of the comments I get on my sites, here and myspace. Now mind you she has triple the friends I have on her page and only 3 a women. And gets very provocative comments constantly. She thinks its ok for her to be jealous but not for me. (Mind you I have never acted jealous because of it. I think it is all harmless fun). So she starts talking less. WHen I ask her whats up, she does not answer. She has gone days without talking to me o

Change
What does the word change mean, What does life mean? In the past couple of months I have change my views and opioins on almost everything. I can't say that they are right or wrong. »But they are mine. I've been a bitch to alot of people and lost them, But I can't go back an change that only choice I have is to look forward. I have become more reasonable on stuff. I listen to people and give help to those who need it cause its in my heart to do so. I try to always give my advice when I feel it's need. I won't lie I still can be a bitch when I feel I need to be. But what's the use of spending time on people who are just want to argue and fight all the time. I am finally start to realize everything I thought was there isn't there. I don't want to be upset all the time, You only get one chance in this world, So why waste it on wondering what could have been, or being sad all the time. When I realized all this I thought I was crazy but, "You know, a long time ago being crazy mea

Change And Personal Growth - Update!
Today I put a security deposit down on a two bedroom duplex here in Sparta. A little bit small for us, but Tim, the middle grandson, will be moving out in December when he turns 18. It is located a couple miles outside of town, trees in the front, fields in the back. Yes, this is farm country, lol! It has a full basement which makes me very, very happy. So, upwards and onwards.......this is truly a time of transition for many, not just myself. I look forward to what is ahead! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for one and all! Later! Muahz!

Change Of Plans
I will be going to tampa for Marks Military service next friday . They had to change the day b/c of autopsy needs to be done. Wish they would just let him go . Then the following week i will be off to NY for the family service Girls are holding up pretty good but they still have a lot ahead of them

Changes
I'm not suposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel) I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately When I get suffocated, save me Now I'm going through changes, changes I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn It feel like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately When I get suffocated, save me Now I'm going through changes, chan

Change Your Eye Color
Make sure it is night when you do this spell. Also, light one orange and one pink candle. Close your eyes. (You Must Have complete focus and be concentrating on the spell, ONLY.) Fill your mind with the color your eyes are. Picture that for about five minutes. Then picture the color you want. Chant... '' Become of me,'' three times. Repeat this hole process two times and you will see changes through the day.

Chance For A Nsfw Salute From Yours Truly
Anyone that buys me a Happy Hour or a 30 day blast gets a NSFW salute from yours truly. NSFW salute will be posted within 24 hours of the Happy Hour/Blast submission. Offer only valid until July 2nd. For I am going on vacation and won't be on Fubar for at least 2 weeks. For those of you who are interested.. send me a private message.

Change
CHANGES IN LIFE In every change that you experience in life, there will be times when you'll wonder if you can endure. But you'll learn that facing each difficulty one by one isn't so hard. It's when you don't deal with a situation that it sometimes comes back to confront you again. Changes are sometimes very painful, but they teach us that we can endure and that we can become stronger. Everything that comes into your life has a purpose, but the outcome is in your hands by the action you take. Be wise with your life, be willing to endure, and always be willing to face life's challenges.

Changing The Size Of Your Image
Resizing images are rather simple, here are a VERY simple way of resizing images without having to use a program to resize then save again ... and all that hassle*please note*If you right click and save an altered size image or right click and get the URL, the image wont be the altered size it will be the size of the original image before any size alterationHere is the code it selfHere is the Original Photo Please notice the codeHere is the exact same image with the height at size 18 and the width at 403Now here is that exact same image with the size and width both at 500Please not this code is for the image it self on a front page capacity, does not work when changing a back ground image size and things of that natureHope it Helps

Chances
This is going to be a little different from my usual blog. But if you have feelings for someone you may want to read through. And.. If you like some good erotic stories read some of my other stuf...LOL When we meet someone for the first time we decide within a few seconds if we like that person. It may be a look, or the way they smile or just the way they say hello. This is not to say that our opinion of the person wont change after we get to know them a bit more, but those first few seconds are crucial to form our base opinion. Most of us will stick to that 1st impression, some wont but it will always remain. Now there are those few times when that 1st impression is extremely strong. This can be negative as well. I know there are people I dont like and have never more than said hello once. The aura those people gave off, the look , whatever it was was strong enough that I didnt want to go past that initial feeling. And then there are those very few that I met and i

The Change!!!!!!
Why is it people think they can get away with lying to me. I have seen some things lately that have led people I care about to lie to me. Things I have seen with my own two eyes. These two people have a very special place in my heart and now my heart has been broken....AGAIN!!!! Why is it that my life is so full of heartbreak?? Why am I not given the chance to prove myself before another?? Why is it I don't have a shoulder to cry on?? Don't I deserve the truth?? Don't I deserve that respect?? I've been walked on too many times. Starting at the time I wake up, whenever that may be, there's gonna be a new Mark. Some people might like him, some may love him and some may hate him. I just don't care anymore. I'm just fucking tired of all the hurt!!!! I'm tired of all the PAIN!!!!! My life is just me now. The fuck with trying to please everybody else. I thought for the longest time that's who I really was but that's who I turned into over the years. THAT'S NOT ME ANYMORE!!!!!

Change Urself 4 The Better Never To Worst(life Poem)
THIS IS HOW I FEEL I POST THIS CAUSE FEW READ ANWAY.I ALWAYS EXPRESS MY SOUL IN MUSIC IN EVERYTHING U SEE MY PAGE.DONT KNOW WHY MAYBE IAM JUST TO MISUNDERSTOD FOR ANYBODY TO COMMENT? (NOW BACK ON SUBJECT.) LOOK I USE TO GIVE A WOMEN HELL SLEPT WITH HER FRIEND IF SHE LET.I LEARN WITH IN LIFE EVERY THING WE DO WE GET BACK KRAMA FAITH UR PATH GET IT WHAT EVER YOU CHOSE TO DO. YOU CANT CHANGE IT NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU THINK YOU ARE...YOU CANT WHAT EVER MENT TO BE..YOU WILL FIND OUT. I HAVE THE HARD WAY .I WAS IN PAIN FOR SO LONG CAUSE WHAT I DONE . IN THE PAST I GOT BACK CRYING AT NIGHTS ALONE...GETING MY LOVE ONES TURNING ON ME.TIME CHANGE PEOPLE USE THE INTERNET MORE THEN ANYTHING NOW SO IF YOU FIND ONLINE LUV GO FOR IT..LOOK FROM MY POINT OF VEIW THAT HOW I MET MY NEW WIFE AND LAST ONE...THIS BE MY SECOND. I WISH EVERYONE JOY AND GOOD WELL BEING CAUSE I LEARN THE WORLD SO COLD SOME PEOPLE WILL HATE YOU FOR NO REASON. CHAGE FOR THE BETTER CAUSE THE EARTH CHANGES. YOU ARE APART OF T

A Change Of Pace...
I love to read. I'll read a good historical romance novel...The ones where the author has actually done their research and the book has a lot of truth in the writing. I'll read true crime novels...I love those. But this time I've decided to read something different. I don't know why, but I bought a book at a used book shop called "Forgotten Fire" about a young Armenian boy who is forced to live life as he never knew, as he was raised in a life of privilege, after he watches his family get slaughtered. I don't know how long this is going to hold my interest, but I'm going to give it a whirl....

Changes In Life
In every change that you experience in life, there will be times when you'll wonder if you can endure. But you'll learn that facing each difficulty one by one isn't so hard. It's when you don't deal with a situation that it sometimes comes back to confront you again. Changes are sometimes very painful, but they teach us that we can endure and that we can become stronger. Everything that comes into your life has a purpose, but the outcome is in your hands by the action you take. Be wise with your life, be willing to endure, and always be willing to face life's challenges.

A Chance
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hsoU75dPgF4 Girl don't you know it's all I can do To keep my hands off of you Anytime you're around When the stars come out at night I dream of holdin' you tight Everytime I lay down It feels so good for me to have you this way The only other thing I wish I had was a chance A chance To tell you how I feel about you And how it feels to live without a chance A chance To tell you I'll love you forever Knowing that I'll never have a chance Sometimes reality hurts And you wonder if life's worth Living at all Knowing no matter how much you care You'll never have a prayer Of having what you want At least I've been close enough I could taste Beauty at it's best But never a trace of a chance A chance To tell you how I feel about you And how it feels to live without a chance A chance To tell you I'll love you forever Knowing that I'll never have a chance A chance, a chance To tell you I'll love you forever Knowing th

Changes And Updates
I haven't written a blog in way too long, so I thought I'd catch you all up on things going on in my life. 1. In case you haven't seen the recent wedding folder I added, I'm getting married! I'm 31 and never been married so I'm super excited. He's a wonderful man, my children love him, and he's treats me like gold. The coolest thing is we're getting married on Halloween. With a traditional wedding (mostly) and a Halloween reception. I can't wait!! 2. Just because I'm getting married doesn't mean I won't be around Fubar anymore. In fact I'll probably be around more since he travels for his job. 3. We're buying a house. Granted it's just across the street, but we are getting our own space. I currently live in a three bedroom two bath house in Arkansas with me, my two sons, my 21 year old aunt, her 1 year old baby and my fiance. So as you can imagine it's getting kind of cramped. My immediate family is moving across the street, and my aunt and her daughter are stayin

Chance
I know you’re torn, not sure how to make This difficult decision But could it be you’re making it too hard? The Ifs, the Buts, the Could it Be’s Your silly premonitions Are keeping you from letting down your guard The barriers and walls you see Are only in your mind It’s just the way that you protect your heart They don’t have much to do with me Or maybe I’m just blind But I don’t wanna think ahead that far To risk the hurt, To risk the pain Whatever comes, The truth remains That you and I are happy present tense To throw away What this could be Based on a possibility That it might end Just doesn’t make much sense Just give me a chance I won’t break your heart I won’t run away If you give me a chance We can make a start If you just say yes today Just give it a chance Don’t worry ‘bout the after, just focus on today It’ll all work out just how it’s meant to be The

Changes
I've learned a few things in my last relationship such as love is NOT always enough and you can't make someone love you as much as you love them,like....you can't make someone love you that doesn't even when they say they do....if they did they would'nt walk out of your life love WOULD BE ENOUGH if you TRULY loved someone and I've learned that no one....NO ONE should be made to CONSTANTLY prove their love to someone else and I've learned to stick with your gut feelings because if you aren't the type of person who has insecurity issues and you FEEL something then what you feel is true,I NOW learned when to walk away and call it a day,when the writting is on the wall and the person you love has too many issues with themselves than they do with you then they are'nt the person you give your heart to,you just be friends....because if they can't FEEL the love you offer and can't SEE the sacrifices you made and were willing to go through to be with them,then they truly are t oo insecure and

A Change Is Coming!!!!!!!
"The Blog Answer" I am creating this blog to call all blog-aholics together to show the world what a blog can do. Although I am not your everyday blogger in the sense that I am uniquely different from other bloggers, I am not saying I am the best just different from the rest. I love to blog like others but I try to do as much as I can do myself putting this blog together so, I am sure that all that is here meets my approval. I don't want to stand behind something I am not sure of or anything I do not believe in. Many may make a name in the blog world and I am trying to make mine. I am willing to put the time and effort it takes to make this dream of mine happen. I have some limitations that if you have read anything I have wrote I mention it, which (money) is truly been the hurdle that I have been struggling with. The reason I say struggle is because I do not trust or believe in the 9to5 it really is just over broke, don't you think you deserve better? I know I do!!!! I may be stand

Change...
I am making a few changes on here..first off.. I am no longer soul searcher. I changed it do to fact.. i only made that id up for my excrush. I no longer want anything to do with the idiot..or his lies..so therefore I am now wicked. LOL. I have also made my profile accessible only to friends at the moment..Because I feel lately like i have had spies checking me out. Alot of ids..that become N/A. Not sure how long I will have it that way.. anyways, it will not affect you if you are reading this..

Changes..
ok my dear sexy hot frieds there will be change in my nsfw.. ok.. im not tryin to be mean or rude. but i have to many people that want to see my sexy side of me.. will heres the deal .. ok.. im goin to be switchin people out.. once a month.. ok. unless u want a perment spot.. i would love to have a 3 or 7 day blast.. and u can have a permit spot on my family.. ok.. ur sexu kansas redhead

A Chance
I try to love you, I try to hold you, I try to kiss you, But you tell me we can't. At one time we could, And at one time we did, What has changed since then? My feelings? Your feelings? I still love you, You still love me, Yes the time has pulled us apart, But where there is love, There is hope. You still call me, When you need someone to talk to, I still know how, To make you feel special, You may think, We had our chance, But we still have a chance, A chance to be happy, A chance to be loved, A chance to have something, That will never disappear.

Change By W.greer
change Change the poem, change the line, change the meaning, change the rhyme, change the outcome change the plan, change the mood, change the man. Change your looks, change your smile, change your going, stay awhile, change your past, change your time, change your future, stay be mine. william greer It starts off how I am feeling right now, but then it changes and says what my heart truly wants and feels. We all get mad, insecure, jealous and we react with our heads. My head tells me to quit ties and run, but my heart is his and I cant help that...He has had it since the day we talked.

Change For The Better
Change for the better Fighting against what you don't want will not create what you do want. Punishing those who have caused you pain will not do anything to lessen that pain. Knowing clearly what you don't want can give you a powerful sense of determination. Yet for that determination to be of any real value, you must apply it toward creating the things you do want. When you're in a difficult situation, the prospect of making a change can be very appealing. However, if all you seek is change for the sake of change, you could very well end up being worse off than you were before. Do not focus on what you are running away from. Give your awareness, attention and energy to what you are working toward. When you use your time and resources to make a change, be sure it's a change that will not only get you away from where you are, but will also benefit your life. Give your attention not to the negativity of the past, but to the positive possibilities that you can now follow.

Changes
Everything changes... Perhaps some may have noticed my diminished time and frequency here these days. First, my laptop is resting in pieces... but more importantly I have been moving into the home of my future hubby. All is well, to the few I know better than others I don't have email addresses anymore. Peace to all. Bex

Changes To Member Level-ups
Beginning August 15th, the following changes to the Club's level-up guidelines and postings will be in effect: The new guidelines are set at 50k points-to-go regardless of your current level. *We will no longer check your page for your points-to-go. It will be Your responsibility to private message Cindie @ http://fubar.com/calisplace with your points needed to level. We will then verify your points and next level, and then post your link in the LEVEL-UP BLOG. Your support for the Member-of-the-Week and members needing leveled has been outstanding so far ...thanks to such an awesome family! Thanks so much, Cindie

Changing Things Around
Here lately alot has occured that it has put me in some bad situations but somehow I seem to pull through them on top. I have been put through the worst things that a heart could bare in choosing between those you love and those you deeply care for. But I have made my decision to stand tall and not give up on what I feel is best for myself and what seems right for me. I have dealt with the stress of my ex trying in every way that he can to get me back that I finally put my foot down and said no more. Things are alot different and hopefully he will see reallity as it trully is for everyone. Things dont always go the way that you want it to go and we have to deal with the consequences!

Chang Beer ( Thai Beer)
Beer Chang I used to think that this was a Carlsberg product, their Thai equivalent of the European Elephant Beer, it is rocket fuel and very cheap. This is not the case although it apparently comes from the former Carlsberg brewery. Possibly this had something to do with Carlsberg pulling out of the local market, it is rumoured that they used the Carlsberg equipment to produce this brand themselves. Not usually sold in bars as customers would fall over before having an opportunity to pay their bill.

Change
I see into my own future, once again I am someones doormat. Why do I let people walk all over me, always did let them do that. Insecurity is what I am surrounded by, think maybe they want even like me. Always play the role for others, for what they want me to be. Should I just break out of my shell, and stop looking through there eyes. I hide behind my mask, as if I have to wear a disguise. Maybe I should just be myself, that I think is within my range. You know maybe you are right, it is about time for a change. Change is always a good thing, thanks for showing me the light. I will do what is best for me, and give 100% with all my might. Don`t you think we could all use a little CHANGE?

Changes
i found my self hearing from a wise gentleman this past week... " there are 2 types of skills in this life...the ones that r school learned and applied and there r our LIFE skills... never underestimate what u have already done in your life, u can never go back!!! ALWAYS B PROUD OF WHAT U HAVE DONE! LIVE WITH YOUR OWN HISTORY AND ALWAYS TAKE THAT WITH YOU INTO YOUR NEXT "JOB" {CHANGE IN YOUR PERSONAL LIFE} majors changes will always seem to come in increaments of 8-11- years. STOP and now think back... 11 years ago i was personally going through a divorce... again i find i amin the same major change in my life... but this time i dont feel lost or hopeless.

A Changed Woman
I am here and I am a changed woman no longer will I let people use and abuse me. I will become the person i remember from when I was younger and everyone will see it. I will no long let anyone hold me down or suck me dry then leave me crying. So if YOU ARE that type of perosn that is gonna talk to me TO GET WAT YOU WANT AND THEN LEAVE ME ALONE THINK TWICE BEFORE YOU CONTACT ME. Use your mouse to click away from my profile. find you another SUCKER.

The Change Begins
When I thought the world looked the bleakest...I got this great new chance to make a life for my children and I...without the help of outside people thinking I am just a charity case....shame on them..they should have known I can and would do something worth while one day..when the opportunity I needed or desired came into view. It is a shame that a few of the people I so dearly cherished and loved ...cannot share this with me, only I realize the departed ones have not the choice of participating in the wonderful career I will have...and my childen will benefit from...and the best is I will be helping others ...families...to make a change and get the life they so dearly deserve...without going through some of the mistakes I have made while getting where I am now...BUT i wish the ones that did have a choice would have had a litttle more faith and perserveance to hang it out..the loss is a shame ...not to me maybe BUT....

2 Chances To Own Me Or Win A Lingerie Salute!
I'M BACK UP FOR AUCTION!!! NOT ONCE, BUT TWICE!!! 1ST TIME EVER, YOU HAVE 2 CHANCES TO OWN ME! PLUS, BID TO WIN A SFW LINGERIE SALUTE FROM ME TOO! COME ON OVER AND BID, BID, BID ME UP AND TAKE YOUR CHANCE AT WINNING ME! DON’T PASS UP THIS AWESOME OPPORTUNITY!!! I DON’T GO UP FOR AUCTION OFTEN SO NOW IS YOUR CHANCE! I WONDER WHO MY NEXT LUCKY FU-OWNER WILL BE? OR WHO WILL WIN A LINGERIE SFW SALUTE FROM ME? WILL IT BE YOU??? I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO FIND OUT! GOOD LUCK! AUCTION #1: THIS AUCTION IS OPEN TO BIDS OF FUBUCKS, GIFTS OR ANY COMBINATION THEREOF! BID TO WIN A SFW LINGERIE SALUTE: AUCTION #2: THIS IS A GIFTS ONLY AUCTION!!! NO FUBUCKS!

Changes In My Page
Due to some cunt nuggets who feel the need to constantly search sites to see if I'm there, I've made some changes to my page. Some of my pics that have been open for all to view...are now in a "family" album. I suppose you can call them "flirty" pics, so I feel I need to hide them. Such a shame. It is because of this I have deleted my account at other places. I felt safe on Fubar, but I have a feeling it's starting again. Haters! Anyhow, because of these cum twats, I have to go back to being the quiet shy type. Kisses to my Fu-lovlies!! Bri-Tah-Nee

Change Eh?
Great speeches mask lack of substance or maybe something even worse. There is no doubt that Barack has a knack for delivering inspirational speeches. Unfortunately, lured by his charisma and scripted speeches many Americans have boarded his bandwagon. However, voters should question his “change, yes we can” line. What changes? Will they be helpful or harmful? What will they cost? Or is it just a cover for liberal/socialistic programs out of yesterday’s playbook that Republicans have pretty much blocked in recent years? It’s scary how a major party Presidential candidate, with little experience and with a history of voting “present” to avoid having a controversial record, can just appear out of nowhere as a frontrunner. It’s time Americans ask who is this man and who is behind him?

Changes
Many of my friends have been wondering where I went to or what is going on well. I moved to be with ken. And I'm very happy and enjoy the life we are startin. He is the best man I've ever meet by far. He can make my day brighter in a momment. I'm no longer in Tennessee, I'm now in MO an I'm stayin here. So you want to be friends still thats kewl no issues I just moved on with my life. So that's where I am. Love tress

Changing Of The Light
dancing through the twilight singing sorrows melody she calls out to the night begging to make things right the sickness inside grows each second in time faster can't second guess can't take any of it back it's calling from the dark of night stalking the hunter until daylight what was thought isn't what's known all it takes is one false step tumbling onto the ground can't get up in the end screaming out for help now it's too late

Change???
TO ALL MY FRIENDS....LIBERAL OR CONSERVATIVE...FYI only. George Bush has been in office for 7 1/2 years. The first six the economy was fine. A little over one year ago: 1) Consumer confidence stood at a 2 1/2 year high; 2) Regular gasoline sold for $2.19 a gallon; 3) the unemployment rate was 4.5%. 4) the DOW JONES hit a record high--14,000 + 5) American's were buying new cars,taking cruises,vacations overseas, living large!... But American's wanted 'CHANGE'! So, in 2006 they voted in a Democratic Congress and yes--we got 'CHANGE' all right. In the PAST YEAR: 1) Consumer confidence has plummeted ; 2) Gasoline is now over $4 a gallon & climbing!; 3) Unemployment is up to 5.5% (a 10% increase); 4) Americans have seen their home equity drop by $12 TRILLION DOLLARS and prices still dropping; 5) 1% of American homes are in foreclosure. 6) as I write, THE DOW is probing another low~~ $2.5 TRILLION DOLLARS HAS EVAPORATED FROM THEIR STOCKS, BONDS & MUTUAL

A Changed Man
JAIL. I GOT OUT A LITTLE WHILE AGO WELL A WEEK AND A HALF AGO. IT REALLY MADE ME WAKE UP AND REALIZE THAT LIFES SHORT AND ESPECIALLY MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY FAMILY IS NOT GOOD AS IT IS I AM NOW CLOSER TO GOD AS WELL AS TRYING TO FIX MY LIFE AND GET INTO THE ARMY BEFORE I TURN TO DAMN OLD. I GREW UP IN THE MILITARY I LOVE IT I UNDERSTAND IT THE DISCIPLINE I AM USED TO. IT FEELS LIKE THE DISTANCE BETWEEN MY FAMILY AND ALL OF THE LOVED ONES I HAVE IS ALSO MAKING US STRONGER AND CLOSER AT THE SAME TIME. O HOPE ONE DAY I CAN WRITE A BIOGRAPHY OF MY LIFE OR SOMETHING LAME LIKE THAT AND LET PEOPLE SEE WHAT IVE BEEN THREW AND MY FAMILY AND MAYBE IT CAN HELP PEOPLE THATS BEEN THREW HARD TIMES LIKE ME AND MY FAMILY. WELL LONG STORY SHORT IM SINGLE OFCOURSE I HATE IT BUT THATS LIFE AND IM GETTING BACK INTO MY GED CLASSES AND WHEN IM DONE ILL BE ENLISTING INTO THE ARMY AS FULL TIME ACTIVE. Im looking for a women to be with right now i havent been so lucky yet. and also so i can come home to someon

[changes]
Have you ever walked down the alley to your old house, thinking "jesus, this really could be it"? Each laugh you had, each skinned knee, comes flooding back. You realise... you really might not ever come back. By this time next year, there might not be any familiar dirt to trod on, no old smells, no musty textbooks or assigned novels left in the attic. I'm going to miss this old dust ball when I push off, but to think this wasn't coming, some day, would be foolish. There are toys to box up, books to ship, clothes to donate. Can't really be helped... However I'm going to feel weird and sad throughout, and long after, the process. I called this place home, for more than half my life. Long autumn nights spent telling ghost stories, or sipping hot spicey cider at dinner parties. Ovens full of blueberry muffins that tasted better with a cup of orange juice. Veiled threats, and suicide attempts, poems, lymrics, triumphs and defeats. Every memory, horrible or wonderful, trea

Change? We'll See
I guess one could call me an interested observer on this election. From my standpoint in Iraq I find it ironic that my vote will not count because it is among the votes cast absentee by military people serving here to be saved and counted in the event of a close election which did not happen this time. So where to begin? When I woke up this morning the election had not been decided and they were still counting votes on the Eastern half of the country. Several states reported in and were counted but it was still undecided at that time. By breakfast for me we had had a new president-elect and I watched two speeches while eating. I watched a gracious concession by John McCain who I hold in great esteem for his service to this country. This election never got so dirty that the two candidates ever lost respect for each other and I am impressed by that. I then saw the acceptance speech by President-Elect Obama and was equally impressed. I was amazed at the emotion in the crowd gathered in

Change?
Everyone talks about change, from our new president elect to the pan handler on the street, but I wonder if that change they they speak about is really any change at all? My opinion about the government changing anything is ridiculous... Obama and the congress aren't going to change anything other than how much money the government steals from us...the change I'm speaking about is one of personal change; a change in lifestyle; a change in the basic way a person thinks and acts... is that kind of change possible? Fundamentally, can a person really change who they are and the way they perceive the world?My personal experience is that some form of change is possible, but how deeply does that go? There are some things that I have moved on...compromises in thinking that I've made on fundamental issues, not because I've changed what I thought, but rather, ceded a point or two to the opposing argument to find a common ground...(is that "change" or is that just coping?)Some would say I've c

Change Of Heart By Jodi Picoult
Plot Summary: Picoult bangs out another ripped-from-the-zeitgeist winner, this time examining a condemned inmate's desire to be an organ donor. Freelance carpenter Shay Bourne was sentenced to death for killing a little girl, Elizabeth Nealon, and her cop stepfather. Eleven years after the murders, Elizabeth's sister, Claire, needs a heart transplant, and Shay volunteers, which complicates the state's execution plans. Meanwhile, death row has been the scene of some odd events since Shay's arrival—an AIDS victim goes into remission, an inmate's pet bird dies and is brought back to life, wine flows from the water faucets. The author brings other compelling elements to an already complex plot line: the priest who serves as Shay's spiritual adviser was on the jury that sentenced him; Shay's ACLU representative, Maggie Bloom, balances her professional moxie with her negative self-image and difficult relationship with her mother. Picoult moves the story along with lively debates about prison

Changes - 3 Doors Down
This Song His how I am: I'm not suposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel) I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately When I get suffocated, save me Now I'm going through changes, changes I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn It feel like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately When I get suffocated, save me Now I'm going through cha

Change Is Not Your Friend
Funny how things can change on you. Change doesn't sneak up on you or loom threateningly on the horizon, it lurks around the corner and jumps out at you when you least expect it. Often scaring the living shit out of you in the process. There you are, cruising along, oblivious. Totally complacent in your certain knowledge that you are invulnerable, bulletproof, super-human even. Then that nasty fucker leaps out at you, no warning, and no pretense. The stupid snowman's arm falls off and everything is different. Everything. Things you have taken for granted for decades are meaningless, the people you have built your impenetrable, yet eminently fragile, wall (thank you Mr. Waters) with are no longer there for you, and that kind of makes you happy. You feel relieved of the burden of expectation. All those years walking around telling yourself you don't care what people think become a farce. You start to feel like you owe all those people you disregarded a second chance. And then you feel in

Changes Pt 2
Usually this time of year finds me seriously depressed, the anniversary of my brothers death is in a couple of days and its always been really hard for me. This yr though, Ive decided no sadness, just joy and thankfulness. He is still with me in spirit as are all the other family that have passed during this season. I think its more difficult to lose someone during the holidays because it serves as an even stronger reminder

Changes
Tomorrow morning I will start yet another chapter...I havent been happy with my current theraputic rehab program since they changed formats last yr. Instead of being able to cook, do more physical activity, we basically sit around and talk watch TV and play video games...The thing is, if I want to do that I can do it at home. There arent groups anymore, nothing to stimulate the mind, which is the reason I went in the first place.. The Adair TR still does things such as groups, as per the old model which is why I want to go...They also are much more involved in client/advocacy programs which is awesome too and I feel that it will be beneficial for me in that area to be more involved with those who take an active interest in that. I look forward to getting started...

Changes
I just cut my friends list down from over 4,000 to closer to 250. (I know fubar says its much higher but someone can't count). I decided to do this when I realized just how greedy and selfish the majority of the people on this site have become. I don't want to be just a number on a list and I don't want my friends to be that way on mine. I also deleted all of the people I was a "fan of" and am currently re-fanning those that I truly AM a fan of. I will no longer accept random friends requests. I will no longer fan people just because the Fu-people think I should. If you want to be my friend, BE MY FRIEND. If you want to be my friend when you need something or want something or when I buy you bling... please move along. If you are on my list and don't talk to me, don't be surprised when I remove you. Don't come and ask me why I deleted you. My list is and will continue to be a FRIENDS list. And for the record, just because you tell me I have nice tits, that doesnt make you my friend.

Change
I don't feel the suns comin' out today its staying in, its gonna find another way. As I sit here in this misery, I don't think I'll ever see the sun from here. And oh as I fade away, they'll all look at me and say, and they'll say, Hey look at him! I'll never live that way. But that's okay they're just afraid to change. When you feel your life ain't worth living you've got to stand up and take a look around you then a look way up to the sky. And when your deepest thoughts are broken, keep on dreaming boy, cause when you stop dreamin' it's time to die. And as we all play parts of tomorrow, some ways will work and other ways we'll play. But I know we all can't stay here forever, so I want to write my words on the face of today. and then they'll paint it And oh as I fade away, they'll all look at me and they'll say, Hey look at him and where he is these days. When life is hard, you have to change.

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Change The World
Change the World Eric Clapton If I can reach the stars, Pull one down for you, Shine it on my heart So you could see the truth: That this love I have inside Is everything it seems. But for now I find Its only in my dreams. And I can change the world, I will be the sunlight in your universe. You would think my love was really something good, Baby if I could change the world. And if I could be king, Even for a day, Id take you as my queen; Id have it no other way. And our love would rule This kingdom we had made. Till then Id be a fool, Wishing for the day... That I can change the world, I would be the sunlight in your universe. You would think my love was really something good, Baby if I could change the world. Baby if I could change the world. I could change the world, I would be the sunlight in your universe. You would think my love was really something good, Baby if I could change the world. Baby if I could change the wor

Changes
Are changes meant to help us learn Are changes meant to help up grow or do we enact change due to what we learned and how we've grown regardless how or why it comes whatever reasons it began the time does come when change occurs sometimes needed sometimes wanted but either way it begins a new phase but in that phase what does come next will but determine More Changes and choices to be made so where I choose to make a choice I have chosen to make a change and if I chose the choice I did then learn to love the change it made is what I must learn to do

Changes
At times we're like the best of friends Our personalities alike and so they blend But to our love there's another side It tries to go, but will never hide I fear the times in which we fight To take your abuse takes all my might Your words sting me like a bee And at times I've felt that you don't love me I hear the words from deep in your soul But when you say such things I feel so alone I wish i could make everything so happy and good And if I could change things, you can bet that i would!

1 Chance
1 question. 1 chance. 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any 1 question, anything, no matter how crazy it is. And I promise to answer it truthfully. No catch. But I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you...

Changed My Mind
I was going to run my other Auto 11 but I don't really see a point. The last 3 times I ran an auto, the same people came to rate. I have over 5000 people on my friends list and just a handful came to rate. So with that in mind, there is no point in running another auto until pic rates are reset. Besides, I didn't even clear 10K rates. I never have. I have 10 million points to go until Prophet and it doesn't look like I'm gonna get there any time soon. Don't get me wrong, I TOTALLY appreciate those that did come by and rate. You guys absolutely rock!! So, I'm saving my last auto 11 for sometime next week. I'm just wondering if maybe the novelty of the Auto 11 is starting to wear off? I dunno, maybe I'm just a little grumpy today. =/

Changes
Just some random shit I guess. I need a beer. Why the hell is it so hard to find places that will televise (did I spell that right?) soccer. Where are the loose moraled women around here? I'm definitely drinking tonight. I need new pics. Okay, enough of that, I need to go find a good bar in the corner of the world.

Change Is Good
So I created my account on here in October but didn't get active until December. And I got active with vigor. I did what alot of people do when they first get on here. I looked and rated as many pics as I could, rated the blogs and stash, and blinged, fanned, friend'd, gifted and so on like a madman. And it was fruitful in relationship to the motivation. To enjoy what the site has to offer for someone looking to get into trouble and level. Then I did, what I expect alot of people do as well. I started to come to the realization that much of this is faux. And if you take it seriously, then you are headed for dramatic results. And I got them. As a result my reaction to the praise, the rank, and the "love" began to morph into disgust and a general feeling of distrust. Which is not me. I trust and I prefer that approach. Perhaps not the best way to be in life and certainly not here, but the alternative has never had much merit to me. So I've evolved on fubar. Removed t

The Chance Of A Lifetime
Okay so I went to RAW this past monday. Which wasn't the greatest raw but it was a live event and I got the tickets for free. I met an indy wrestler when I was there we got to talking, and he was telling me about all the indy circuts up here where I live. So I was talking to him about Vallets. And he gave me the number of a promotor and his own. He called me then tells me I've got a match. I was like What? I haven't had anything to do with wrestling since i was 16. He is offering to train me and get me ready for this match. He's also willing to drop his light weight title to me. I was thinking WOW Epic. Except my old attire doesn't work any more cant find my shoes to save my life and I don't have my pads any more. So I'm happy but I'm also stressed about it. IT's the chance of a life time. Granted its one little match in an indy fed but STILL it's entertaining and like WOW. That's the newest update from the life of me.

Change
WE SAY WE WANT CHANGE BUT ARE WE WILLING,LOOK AT OTHER CULTURES THERE'S UNITY, SOME WHAT.BUT WITH IN OUR COMMUNITY[OUR BLACK RACE] THERE'S NONE.EVERY THING WE HAVE BEEN THRU AND HAVE OVER COME,WE'RE STILL BEHIND.THIS WORLD SHOULD BE OUR'S.IN OUR NEIGHBORHOODS THERE LIQUOR STORES ON EVERY CORNER.AND WHO ARE THEY OWNED BY.WHO IS PROFITING OFF OUR DEMISE.THE ARABS,KOREANS,THE WHITE'S AND ALL THEE ABOVE,WHAT ARE THEY GIVING BACK TO US?NOT A DAMN THING.AND WE FAIL TO REALIZE THAT WE ARE IN CONTROL.WE ARE THE REASON WHY THEY ARE IN BUSINESS.BROTHERS AND SISTERS WE NEED TO UNITE,IN EVERY WAY WE CAN.BUY BLACK ONLY,HELP ONE ANOTHER.LET'S PUT THE OPPISITE OUT OF BUSINESS.WE NEED MORE BLACK OWNED.LETS STOP GOING TO THE KOREANS,THE WHITES, AND WHO EVER ELSE.AND TO MY OWN PEOPLE WE MUST STOP DESTROYING EACH OTHER.THE DRUGS,THE KILLINGS,CRIME,ABORTIONS,WE MUST STOP.THE TIME IS NOW IF WE WANT TO PREVAIL.IT'S TIME TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY.THERE'S NO REASON WE CANT HAVE GAS STATIONS ON EVERY CORNERS,WE A

Change
So....I had a best friend who was a female. Been friends with her since 2002. People always thought something was going on between us. Never once did I make a pass at her. There was also speculation about if her kid was mine or not. Well It was def. not mine....but anyways thats besides the point... I had a near fatal car accident in 2004. She was at the hospital every day at my side. She was my best friend out of everyone. Well she meets this guy she gets all happy which im glad. She needed. But he didn't like me. Not a surprise. Cause why? Cause he thought we were doing something... Well he up and straight moves to texas taking my friend with him. Just to get her away from me. I didn't know all this until about half hour ago. I havent heard from her in 6 months... Then I finally get a reply from her and she is in texas.. I have just lost my best friend. She doesn't have a cell phone and she doesnt have a computer. So basically my best of best friends took off out of my life without t

Change In Maritial Status
Just to let you know and if you dont care that is perfectly fine with me. Mrs. Chrome and I have decided to try and give this thing one more go round. We figure 10 years is too long to just sit and waste because of some hardships etc. Those of you close enough to know the details will get filled in on more as soon as possible. I appreciate all the wonderful friends I have made that have helped me through these difficult past months and hope you will continue to be there for the great ones I see ahead. And another thing... Dont fret your lovable, fun, flirty, professional pervert will not change as that is who I was married and single and Mrs. Chrome knows all about my crazy freakiness... Why ya think she married me in the first place... I tip my hat and glass to all who take the time to read this and hope to include you in the great times to come... Thanks...

A Change Of Plans©
Tonight was the night. For weeks I had been planning a VERY special night. The reservations had been made, the flowers delivered, the tickets bought. Everything was perfectly set. Then they called. They, as it turned out were two of the neediest clients in the history of man kind. Don't get me wrong, I love my job. Helping my clients and making sure their families are taken care of long after they're gone, is an amazingly rewarding profession. Day in and day out meeting their needs. The joy of seeing their plans happen after they are gone from here, the look on the faces of the kids as I discuss what their parents had envisioned for their future. These people were just a pain in the ass. In my mind I could see it happen. My minds eye played out the drama. First the restaurant giving away our table to some homeless guy. The flowers bursting into flames in a sudden, but rare cosmic event reserved only for my life. The theater seats, middle row center, being crushed as

Changes
why the sudden change,why the sudden coldness when now more than before there should be closeness.there certain feelings that sometimes shouldn’t be expressedbecause you never know when they can be taken for granted.Now I’m feeling some regretSad and lonely in my bedKnowing that I made a mistakeSomething that I can’t go back and changeBut I know I must acceptThat certain feeling shouldn’t be expressed.©RT

Change In Orders
So I'm no longer going to Dayton, Ohio to be a recruiter. I'm now going to Bristol,Virginia or you could also say Bristol,Tennessee. I did my research on the place yesterday, and I found out that this place is the birthplace of country music. When I seen that I just thought wow, how am I gonna make it in this place. This is a totally different environment for me, being a black guy that doesn't really listen to country music. The first thing I looked at was the racial make up of the city, 92.54% white, 5.57% black, 0.25% nativ american,0.01% asian, 0.18% pacific islander, and I just thought to myself wow. The area looks really nice, and the houses are beautiful but i'm not sure if this is my type of area. I know with Obama in the office as the president there are still some racist out there in the world, I just don't wanna have to encounter any of it, I just wanna do my job as recruiter, and be successful at it. This year will be a really interesting year, I can't wait to see what it

Change Of Plans.
I'm crazy busy today. And have plans later tonight. I think Monday will be a better day to turn on my 11's. It's a holiday, "Family Day" here in Ontario. So i'll be able to return luv better. Have a great day

A Chance Encounter
Written: 12/11/07 Title: A Chance Encounter Style: Prose A chance encounter A random turn-of-phrase There you are, where before there was just an empty place holder Doing things others have judged me wrong for Yet feeling those things are right for me The conversation is not one-sided, but far from even No feelings of monopoly, just those of familiarity More than a coincidence, the Universe raises its glass to toast A smile or two, a sigh or three, a kiss turns to more The casual embrace has a serious consequence Trying not to be a victim of your own thoughts, the moment turns golden, thrice over The chance to skulk away returns, but instead I stay Waiting for the nightmare to begin Expecting the worst, curious about how good the best could truly be Outside, the world is pounding, telling you to awake Eyes open and meet, palms open and close together You hang onto the moment for dear life Allowing a kind eye and upturned lips To see you through, hold yo

Change
How man times do I have to change Now my life is tormented and strange Nothing is clear or ever will be I fear I gave her everything I had Yet it's my fault she is mad You want to hear how I feel She won't listen only peel She sits in her nest Requesting I be honest Yet she can't be honest with me All I desire is to be free Hide behind my mask I call life I do's paired us husband and wife I can't find my direction Words are her weapon It must be my destiny to live in misery I will continue to fade away Until I am dark, dull and gray She wants me to change again forget all the pain Please give me a chance with a hidden evil glance So I must change for you All so you can screw With the man I once was But never again because She can't change herself So I put my heart on a self She will never have it It sits there bleeding and split How do you bring back something that is dead? After all that has been said It forced me to

Chances
I completely understand the needs for feeding children and the homeless and less fortiante ..And that maybe the gov shouldnt be involved ..But there are so many o called: help from everywhere saying they help the less fortainate ..and they dont ..And then the Humaine Soc ..All they do is take in the donations and after 7-10 days they put animals down ..Needlessly People that have lost thier pets And had hopes of getting them back wont if they are killed ..On my profile ..I have a picture of an akita ..A very exspensive and beautiful dog ,The story with him ..Is that he came to my home one day ..Stayed near the pond ..after a week I began to try to see if i could get him to trust me .And at first i was scrared because he is a large Dog ..Anyways i went up there and after talking to him twice the last time i told him alright Im going to the house if you want you can follow me ..well he did ..he cut across the creek and was thier waitin for me to get out and pet him which i did ..He was v

Change For Better Or Worse You Tell Me
I'VE LEARNED THAT THINGS CHANGE, PEOPLE CHANGE, AND IT DOESN'T MEAN YOU FORGET THE PAST OR TRY TO COVER IT UP; IT SIMPLY MEANS THAT YOU MOVED ON AND TREASURE THE MEMORIES. LETTING GO DOESN'T MEAN GIVING UP, MEANS ACCEPTING THAT SOMETHINGS WEREN'T MEANT TO BE this is so true but acceptin this is what is the hardest and movin on is so scary you get so set in a routine that to leave it for the unknown is inconcievable and terrifying i look for the silver linin in everything the beauty in everyone but there is one person i am struggling to find anything that i luv it makes me feel like a horrible person for not luvin them or wanting them anymore to all my fufriends out there for being real and wonderfull thank you for everything i need to escape this cruel world for awhile i need to find the beauty in it again my soul longeth for its other half for completion my heart aches to be luved for all and eternity by one who truly knows me and understands me i

Channeled Thought
Channeled Thought The pain is lying to you There is no pain, just knowing There is no pain, just knowing This cannot be emphasized enough If intent is pure, what is created can do no wrong If wrong occurs, examine the intent If the intent is examined and nothing is revealed Someone is lying, someone is deceived Both may be the same someone or another This is the universal principle There is no pain, just knowing Right and wrong exist Neither of which create pain Neither of which encourage inactivity They are the principle of choice Pain is a wrong choice Inactivity is a wrong choice Observe the context and act Choosing inactivity or pain is wrong Examine the intent If nothing is revealed Someone is lying, someone is deceived Lying is a wrong choice When pain ‘seems’ examine the intent (the origin of action) Know who is the liar And who is the one deceived

Chance To Win $1 Mill Fubux + 1 Rate For Ez Fubux
I need all the rates I can get on this one pic in order for me to win a HH..plz help me...Private message me after you rate it and I'll send you 10,000 fubucks instead of 1,000 now! I'm upping up the prize! UPDATE!! THE PERSON WHO GETS THE MOST PEOPLE TO RATE THE PIC GETS 1 MILLION FUBUCKS!!!! MAKE SURE THE PEOPLE YOU HAVE RATE IT LET ME KNOW IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE YOUR USER ID SO YOU GET CREDIT!!

Chance Encounter
Just before Christmas, I had the pleasure of serving a customer at work that happened to be a great conversationalist. Normally, I just kind of nod and smile when the conversation turns to religion, but for some reason, I felt compelled to chat with this gentleman about the subject. He's very much in love with Jesus, but not in the way I'm accustomed to. He isn't pushy, or condescending. He is 100% genuine, passionate, and very accepting of the fact that no one on this earth is perfect. We've had several fairly lengthy conversations since and every time I find myself wondering... I don't know that I'll ever believe fully in the Bible. I have no doubt there is some truth to it, but to what extent, no one will ever know. Fact of the matter is that it was written by man and man is inherently flawed. We are notorious for bending, twisting, and flat out breaking the truth to make things seem different than what they are. I believe in a god. I'm fairly convinced Jesus existed

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Changes Huh
Libra - March 15, 2009 What will you make of the energy of the day? If you are determined to stay exactly where you are, clinging on to that cliff edge by your fingernails, then you may get shaken but not stirred. If you have had enough of a certain situation, and actually feel ready to move on, then you could well find that you get the help you need to make the necessary changes.

Change Again
Music plays and different soul comes out Some many different faces Blood on the neck She then turns again Warmth of another Watch her change again Good girl by day Bad girl by night So many different sides of her You will be wonderin' Is it real or is it fake? As she blacks out watch her change again Can you keep up? No one can why do you think she is alone So many different sides So many different things to please So many different loves and hates So many different dreams

Changes...hang On Tight
HEY!! just wanted to warn you all of some changes I am making. I am trying to get my pics in order better. I do not like just 'random' folders. I like to know what is in them before I open them....so I am rearranging my pics. I am also trying to get more pics uploaded before my VIP ends tomorrow.....unless one of my friends feels lead to give me a nice gift (hint hint) anyway, please hang on. some of my pic folders are closed for a while till I can get them straightened out.......for now, I gotta go visit a friend in the hospital and eat some lunch so I will be back later on to finish updating my stuff........ have a great day!!!! ~~smooches~~

Changes
Change is a constant. So many things change so quickly it's hard to keep up. One minute you have a little boy playing in the dirt, seems like two seconds later he's talking about getting a job to get a car. Life throws some wicked curveballs sometimes, even when you get up and brush yourself off...another comes zinging at you. Mind you all the curveballs aren't bad, I've had some very pleasant ones lately. But sometimes wish things could stay constant, not change so fast. Give me time to catch my breath before the next curve. Now starts another juggle, more to figure out. What do I want and what do I need to change to get it? So many things are changing so fast, am afraid I may lose myself sometimes.

Change Is Good
Someday we must change In life everything changes. Every fall, every spring, every winter and every summer. Even the great mountains that stand above us change everyday. No river is ever the same at two points with every moment it picks up a new element. It is always changing the landscape around it. Nothing that is alive can survive without change. To live life doing the same things over and over puts limitations on who we are and what we can become. No one will discover anything new until they journey on the road less traveled. Change and chance are old friends that walk together in the minds of those who dare to do great things. Old habits are nothing more than psychological shackles that hold our feet to the ground. To say you can’t before you even try, it is to have wings and not fly, it is to look but not see, it is to hear but not listen, it is to eat but not savor. Life is to be consumed by the living in order to nurish the souls withi

...changes...
In efforts to make everyone more social, all three founders decided we'd like to try to divide our happy family into 3 even teams What does this mean for you? Everyone gets more attention, and lets be honest, who can complain about that? lol Everyone, as always, is free to approach any founder. We all have shoulders built to lean on, but we think this would be a more productive way of notifying members of issues, events, new members, bulletins, etc. This is just one of the improvement we intend to make, so keep your eyes and ears open in the future

Changes
Sugar and spice, Sweet and shy Smart and quiet Then bold and sassy. Hard to get yet easy to love She turns the corners of life Looking through many eyes Somedays she calm and tender Some shes ready to fight. She wants to be loved Yet needs her space Push too hard or too fast and she gone in quick pace. How can someone love her If she changes from day to day If noone can seeand accept all the difference to her inside. She's broken hearts And has had hers broken too But she keeps going without regret For to change a moment in the past Would change the entire present. Show her you understand Get to know who she is From every angle And you might be lucky enough To win her friendship then love.

Changing Animated Gif Files
ok so ive been asked a million times how to change an animated Gif file such as this 1 img a First off unlike sum assholes on here that wanna charge something for info or to do this i for 1 dont charge anything i simply enjoy teaching peaople new things so on with the tutorial... First u need 2 programs (yes i know u can do it with 1 but they look like shit that way) i use Photoshop CS4 and jasc animation shop first off open the raw animation pic in jasc animation shop i chose this 1 img b once open click on File at top then click on save as, save the GIF file as a AVI file now minamize animation shop open Photoshop cs4 at top click on file then click IMPORT and then click VIDEO FRAMES TO LAYERS as seen here img c now again click file then open at top open the picture u want to add to the animated file once it opens u wanna use the marquee tool as seen here img d make sure u right click on the marquee tool

Changing Animated Gifs Part 2
ok so here we are again had a few ask me how to further enhance the animated gif files i showed u how to make in my last blog my example is this pic (btw right click pic and then click view picture to enlarge it) well all this is done in animation shop so open animation shop then click file then click animation wizard this time when the wizard opens set the size to 300 x 300 click next again use opaqe background and use the color black click next then next again when u get to the box where u add image add the gif file you made from before then click next until u get to the box that says finish now click edit and then click select all now click the effects tab first lets add sum text so click effects then click apply text effect box will pop up so first click the font button on right side select your font and size (remember dont pick a font thats too big now once that is done to the left in the box type what you wanna say mine will say Mrs.Face now lets pic

Changing Your Life...
So today has been a pretty quiet day and I thought it would be a good time to write down my thoughts... Overall, I am very satisfied with my life and accomplishments thus far. I just feel like there is this empty space that I want filled. I want a man in my life that I can have adult conversations with and enjoy adult time with. Now don't get me wrong, I have dated plenty in my 8 years of divorced life, but I want so much more than a 2 week relationship with a random stranger. Again, I am content with where I am in my life, but there are still many things that I want to accomplish and it would be great if I had a man, a best friend, and a supporter standing right beside me! He's out there..........I just hope he knows his purpose in my life when God presents it to him! : ) Everyone have a great evening!

Change..........
I did not wish to pull away from Fubar without forewarning my dear Fubar friends and family. I am not totally leaving.......my profile will remain, but I won't be here as often as I have been, although my presence here has slowly been diminishing over the last few months. I am going through some massive changes in my life......my spiritual Path has become more defined. I am still attempting to simplify my lfe. Some of this is a deeply painful process for me, but the end result will be worth the effort. My time here will vary from week to week......I will be back a couple times a week to check my Private Messages and such. I am open to the possibilities! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for all of you. Wish me well...... Maggie

♪ Changes ~ 3 Doors Down ♪
I'm not supposed to be scared of anything... But I dont know where i am... I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted... And nobody understands (how I feel) I'm trying hard to breathe now... But theres no air in my lungs. Theres no one here to talk to... And the pain inside is making me numb. I try to hold this... under control...they can't help me... cause no one knows... Now I'm goin through...changes...changes... God I feel so frustrated, lately. When I get suffocated, save me... Now I'm goin through...changes...changes... I'm feelin' weak & weary, walkin thru this world alone... Everything I say...every word of it...cuts me to the bone (and I bleed)

Changes
See it's like this.. I am going to be making changes.. if you don't like these changes.. promptly remove yourself from my page and never return. CHANGES ARE: 1. I am moving my nudes and partially nude pictures into a "FAMILY ONLY" album. Only my family can see them. They have earned them.. 2. I am going to demand respect and what I have is earned and not given anymore. 3. To earn things from me.. means you actually have to...Here is a foreign concept.. Oh let me see.. you actualy have to TALK TO ME and not GAWK AT ME! 4. I am going to be more like these Fubarian women and make men work to see things or get anything from me. 5. I won't be ignored anymore. 6. I won't be taken for granted any longer. Sorry, you have Fubarian assholes to thank for this. Thinking women are here for their entertainment and demanding things from the women here. NOT going to happen from me anymore. If you don't like this new me, too bad. I am still going to be the nice lovable me, but it will have a

The Change.
its all about the change of life no one said it would be like this. dont get me wrong im not complaining . its just that im really horny all the time. and im not the type to go and get toys. i like the old way of doing it. but its hard to find someone that can keep up.

Change Is In The Air
well, the wheels of change are in motion. it's a sad time for me because one of my best friends just moved away and i have lived with her since november. it's gonna be weird not having her around. me and several other friends are leaving soon too. we're going to santa rosa, new mexico. i lived there before for 2 years. i can't believe i'm just packing up and moving away again. i didn't think i'd have it in me, and i'm still not sure that it's the best decision but i'm gonna do it anyway and hope for the best. i'm just hoping that i don't fall back into old habits. but i have bryan and tony with me to make sure that doesn't happen. it's just so crazy how fast all of this happened. i think it will be fun:) these guys have never been there and it's a great place. i know they will like it. i just hope everything goes well.......

Change The Town But Cant Change The Slut
once again, this "person" has caused more damage than even she could ever imagine!!! HER OWN DAUGHTER FOUND OUT 2 YRS AGO THAT HER MOTHER HAS NAKED SEX SLUT PICTURES ON HERE AND APPARENTLY OTHER WEB SITES!!! THAT WAS NOT MADE KNOWN TO MY STEP DAUGHTER BY HER FATHER AND I, IT WAS MADE KNOWN TO HER BY KIDS IN HER SCHOOL, AND 1 BY 1 THE KIDS SHE HUNG OUT WITH DIDNT WANNA BE BOTHERED WITH HER ANYMORE. THINGS BLEW UP A FEW WEEKS AGO WHEN THE CHILD TOLD US SHE SAW PICTURES OF HER MOM ON THE COMPUTER, AND SHE ASKED HER MOTHER TO STOP AND BEGGED HER TO REMOVE THEM....BUT ONCE AGAIN, DONNA ONLY THOUGHT OF HERSELF. THE PICTURES OF HER IN SEX ACTS AND PLAYING WITH HERSELF ARE STILL ON THE INTERNET FOR EVERYONE IN THE DAUGHTERS HIGH SCHOOL TO SEE. IT MUST BE EMBARRESSING FOR MY STEP DAUGHTER TO ENTER SCHOOL AND HAVE TO WONDER, AT OPEN HOUSE, ARE KIDS RECOGNIZING MY MOTHER??? THINGS GOT VERY HEATED THAT DAY, SHE FINALLY TOLD US SHE KNEW ABOUT THIS SCREEN NAME (WHICH I NEVER HID, BUT I DIDNT EVE

Chance
Chance To take a chance is one thing To face it is another Chances are its not to good So why even bother Each day itself is a chance You take the chance to live That bus coming at you It’s you or it, just give Step on a crack break your back A chance sung by little ones Forget that stuff, never happens Unless you go for puns “Chances Are,” is a song About love and mushy things So give it a chance i

Changing The Game
I've been away from fu for a while but I've been back on recently more often and in my time back I've noticed that it's time to change the game with how I treat others on here. The one thing that I've noticed is the lack of gratitude on here has dropped to epic propportions and in saying that I DO realize that this is fubar and unless You're a dude that can make cool graphic pics for people on here or CONSTANTLY buy people bling...OR....you're a female with big tits and flirty personality for the MOST part you will get little to NO attention on here at all. That seems to be the case almost throughout fubar save the people that are in my family list THOSE people are really cool people who do return love whether I was here or not,I'm tired of buying people drinks,tored of reaching out to people that are having bad days buying them gifts and leaving words of encouragment,rating their profiles and fanning them and not even getting as much as a fucking THANK YOU in return,so now its time to

Changes In Settings
Another blog not many people will read, but they'll ask questions, so I'll just send them to read this. From now on only my family will be able to send me shouts, and only my friends will be able to send me PM's. The reason why I'm doing this is because my shoutbox gets flooded all the time, so I miss a lot of messages from my real friends. If you're not on my family and you have something to say, PM me, if you're not on my friends list, add me, I add pretty much everyone. Now as for my family, the only reason I could add someone is because I feel like it, and adding me to your family won't automatically get you into mine. This way I'm hoping not to miss any messages, at least PM's don't just disappear. Thanks for understanding.

Changing Spotlight Requirement For Level 32 Progression.
hey everyone, today we'll be replacing the level 32 spotlight requirement with something a little easier to attain. we'll also be resetting all the bids on the current spotlight, so you won't lose any fubucks or anything like that if you've bid on it. stay tuned... edit: don't be too happy! the spotlight requirement is still in there, it's just at a higher level.... ;) -mike

Change
Change If I could change the world~ Id do it all in a day All that I would do is much more than I can say. Peace and happiness and love once more For all the violence, Id lock the door. All the children that cry painful tears I'd stop all war and calm their fears. Sadness fills many hungry eyes. Starving each day~ they say their goodbyes. None of this chaos was ever planned Not just one person can save this land Let's pull together and give it a try Before one day, we must say good bye!By Vicki S.

--==chance Or Choice==--
wen u met d ryt prson 2 luv n d ryt place, n d ryt time, that's "CHANCE". wen u met sum1 ur attracted 2, that's CHANCE 2. being caught that their r many people out there hu r more attractive, smarter, richer than ur mate n yet u decide 2 luv ur mate just d same, that's "CHOICE". -just try to think this- "fate brings people, but its still up 2 u 2 make it happen. we may met sum1 by CHANCE, but loving n staying w/ that sum1 is still ur CHOICE."

Changes
I have recently made some changes....physical ones, but still changes none the less. I've pulled away as I am so good at doing for several reasons, because in solitude I can eventually find peace. So I yanked up my stakes and moved my sons to a land far, far away (yes, that is sarcasm). While I don't regret this decision by any means, I am having a reality check and it has sunk it what I have done. We have a tendency to get lost and since it's just been days, as of yet we have no friends or comfort zone. Now this appeals greatly to me and my sense of adventure but....now I am scared. I've always been in places where I have friends and family (if I choose to go around them) but now I have neither. I know my reasons for doing what I have done and it's too late to change it even if I wanted to. I just wonder if I am the only person who is constantly looking for something. Punishing yourself for invisible "wrongs" and all the while saying I don't deserve it or if I just do th

The Changing Of My Being...becoming His.."adult Content"
The feel of his finger's through my hair was like a whisper from my favorite demon of which has been long i've heard from.....on my neck,fine hair stood up and applauded his action's which I could not resist. Behind me he stood,with a soft and gentle stroke of his hand's moved me into the perfect position inwhich twas like I floated....and not moved my own. Feeling his body behind mine, against mine...pressing...slowly rotated and molding to mine....i felt the urge to press up against him...to lay my head into his shoulder's to enjoy this forever seeming moment , as time seem's to have stood still.....Pushing my body harder into M'lord...i find it hard to resist the temptation he present's to my inner stirring....it wanting to be touched...with my passion screaming through my vein's....I let him have me at will.......thus my clothes complimented the cold stone floor.....cold enough that my toe's find themself on end.........My loves' thick black cloak find's itself wrapped around me

Changes.....
Today...i had the biggest wakeup call of my life..I honestly didnt realize how much i took life forgranted until this happened.We had went to my aunts..my sister was fine,happy,jolly....and within a split second she had blacked out and fell in the floor,non-responsive...we had to call the ambulance out....i watched them put my baby sister on the stretcher & put her in the back of the ambulance.All i could do was pray to god that nothing would happen to her.I prayed & prayed & prayed...all that could come to my head was how much i had taken her forgranted & thought she would always be there..We got to the e.r. and waited & waited & yes waited some more....then by the grace of god my sister was alright.I could've cried a thousand rivers i was so happy.I hugged her & didnt want to let her go.So..ive been sittin here thinking of how much i really have taken forgranted,how many ppl ive took forgranted.thinking they would always be around.I realize how selfish i have been towards other ppl.A

Changes To Fu-owned Reimbursements
Starting now, all fu-Owned purchases will reimburse the previous owner by the reiumbursement percent applied to the old (pre-purchase) value as opposed to applying the reimbursement percent towards the new purchase price. For example: X is worth 1,000,000 fuBucks. Someone purchases X for 2,000,000 fuBucks. The previous owner will be reimbursed 800,000 fuBucks instead of 1.6M fuBucks.

A Chance Of Meeting
Thursday, April 10, 2008 ~A CHANCE OF MEETING~ A CHANCE OF MEETING Current mood: creative A Chance Of Meeting...On my screen you cameout of the blue,Awakening my heart from painto feelings before I never knewWe are both scaredof the road fate has shownTwo souls pairedto a destiny still unknownShould we choose to meetand tempt these hands of fateIt would take two, for the odds to be beatTo lead us to eternity and heavens gateShould we choose to notwould our minds constantly wonder,Was that the one I always soughtOn that do we dare to ponder?For you have touched me deepI long to hold you for all timeTo be mine, forever to keepFor us to share a lifetimeI want your passionate kissto take my breath awayNever want to miss your touchwhile in each others arms we laySo now the decision is ours to makeI’ll treasure you whatever may beMy heart is here for you to takeLoyalty I’ll vow should you give yours to me

Change Your Thinking...
Change Your Thinking It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.

Changing Page..
Okay I recently got this message from a friend who is both on here and myspace, “Hey Emanon, How are you today?Thanks for adding me to your myspace, I see you have that animated saluted on myspace, and on your other myspace you showed me the salute for that, so if you did two salutes why not do another for fu and show the fu people that you are in fact realBites & HugsXXXXX XXX XXXXXXX”Well that is true, I have done six saluted for all six of my myspace accounts because on myspace it is not mandatory on there and doing one changes nothing, now before any of you say its not mandatory on fu, in a way it is as not having one limits the things that can be done on here such as reaching a certain level you must have a salute, not having one limits going to peoples pages and such, so I shall never do one on here, I see no need to prove myself to people in which I shall never meet, I only did em on myspace cause I wanted to, and have made several for a certain person on here and su

The Changing For Wedding Dresses
Nowadays although wedding has became much simpler, the wedding dresses becoming very various. As people consumption concept improving, custom wedding dresses more and more popular with bride and bridegroom. As bridesmaid, your dresses also important in the wedding day, custom bridesmaid dresses hence has many problems to notice. For example, the flowers for the custom bridesmaid dresses must smaller than custom wedding dresses, or you will cause the trouble for bride. If your wedding has flower girl dresses, the custom flower girl dresses must be collocation with the bride dresses. This will show your wedding harmonious. In the wedding day, many women also wear the wedding gowns, believing that the custom wedding gowns will make the wedding colorful, that is because custom wedding gowns not only fit for your body, but wear your specific character. Since the custom dresses so favorable for people, why we order it immediately?

Change Is Going To Come
Over the next few weeks the group will be going through some major changes. The group will have a new name, new look and some new rules that some peolpe will like and a dislike. I will keep you updated on all the changes that will be taking place. thank you Feeze

Changes And Stuffs
I haven't been on much and those close to me know why. I am going to be making some changes in my life,if you don't hear or see from me, then you may be one of these changes. It is hard for me to do this.I am not this type of person,but I think there are people who are very destructive.They strive on the fact that there are people like myself that wear their heart on their sleeve. I haven't deleted anyone yet and I know people ask me all the time if I deleted them.Nope,I haven't.Fubar glitch?I rarely delete.I deleted someone a couple weeks ago and that is because a great friend found the page number the jerk was on for me. With everything that is going on I need to surround myself with optimistic people who will not drag me in the mud with them and people who understand the pain etc that I am dealing with.I know some have it a hell of a lot worse than I am they are a lot like me in the fact they don't lash out on people. I have my kunty kit moments, we all have moments.I am not ta

Changes
My behavior has been a little off the charts lately, but can you blame me after what put me through. I love you. I even trusted you against my best interest. Still, you shited on my heart. I’m a real man, I ain’t afraid to cry. Days on end tears filled my eyes. But no longer will I shed a drop. I realize what I have to do; have to let your ass go. And you may not give a damn about it, and that’s fine and dandy. But sooner or later you’ll be calling me. Telling me you’re sorry for how you did me. At that point in time, I won’t give a fuck. I would have moved on to something new. Something or someone even better then you. I know what you’re thinking; that I’ll never find anyone better than you. Bitch you ain’t one of a kind, and you show the fuck ain’t the best I could have done. I’ve had women chasing me while I was with your ass, but I turned them down because I was so much in love with you. Now that&rsquo

Change How You Think
Change Your Thinking It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation..Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

Changes In Scenary...lol
Good morning fuzzies! Have you ever thought about that to sleep in differnt places around the house is good for you? I realized it now. The other night I slept on the floor in my livingroom - woke up feeling like someone had stepped on me. Dont sound good but ... Last night - new place...lol....my bedroom! Yes! BUT - the change was : on the other side of the bed. That was a new experience. Never done that before. But I figured : why not? Bed is BIG enough for it. So off I went to bed. The other side of my bed felt strange...not where Im supposed to sleep I tell you this! Tossed and turned - looked over at MY side.. I kept my cool...hard as it was! I managed to stay at the wrong side...Finally fell asleep - but the thing is - My body needed to go where it is used to sleep, woke up at 4.30 am - my time - on, yes the right side of the bed. So much for that adventure... I will be roaming my house today to see what next sleepingplace will be. I gotZ a plan already! Not

Change
it is time to stop feeling sorry for my self and grow up get the things i need and now want i need a car i need my own place im not a kid any more im going to be 29 next month on the 20th and for the last 5 years i have been lazy and just buying things i want. i have been feeling sorry and unhappy for to long now change will be good for me

Change Your Thinking
Change Your Thinking It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his

The Changing Face Of It Support And The Fresh Approach From Little Fish
The sole focus of every business in today’s economic situation is perceived as survival. The need to “at least be able to continue” in the face of the downturn is a common theme across many business conversations. As more and more companies face tight times, the need to minimise costs becomes a higher priority. Historically, internal employees would fulfil specific roles with external consultants brought in when expertise in particular areas was required. A good example is that of IT Support was historically delivered through internal dedicated personnel or a willing volunteer, with some external consultancy brought on board to provide selective guidance to deliver the service needed. In more recent times, such staff members have been seen somewhat as a luxury and more and more companies are asking their kindly volunteers to concentrate on their core tasks in order to be more productive for the greater business. The need to outsource then becomes a priority and rec

Changes Long Overdue
I have thought about this for MANY years & agonized over the decision. I have for a long time been unhappy in My male body. I just never felt "right". With the help of My wonderful Sis, I have chosen to take matters into My own hands & change into who I was meant to be....a beautiful woman. The road will be a long one, but one well worth it. In advance, Ty all Lovingly Yours Ani

Changing The Script ** This Was Written In Middle School*
You say hello Me, I will reply You'll say you have to go Me, I'll utter bye You'll walk away As I stare at the floor Wishing you would stay And talk a little more No its isnt working I think I just might Have to make some changes A little script re-write So instead of hello And another shallow chat We'll discuss life and love And other things like that You wont be afraid to talk to me I mean really talk You'll tell me all those secrets Im sure you forgot You'll decide its okay To say whats on your mind I'll begin to ask you questions Afraid of what I'll find You won't want to go We'll talk all night Yes this is much better I think I got it right You'll smile, take my hand Before the scripted good-bye You'll kiss my cheek before you leave And surely wonder why We'

Change You Can Believe In? Let's Be Like Hitler And Mao! It's Right In Front Of You...everywhere.
Ah yes my friends it is that time again, that time to alienate people, lose friends for speaking my mind, and do what I do best, oh that time again my friends. I signed in under the Halloween friendly Cheshire Cat as a good will humor joke, as I can actually do that sometimes and well, got smite with yet more reasons why things well, just aren’t what they used to be. For those that actually pay attention to things around here other than their own level, fu mafia rating and who they can suck the bling life out of next, there are some funny observations that are to be made about what is going on. It’s actually the same thing that is going on with the United States government, under the President you all elected, Barack Hussein Obama. There are things, people, and cliques that are slowly, subliminally taking control of what you read, what’s presented to be, things and people that they want you to think is cool. Like the government in power as of today in the

Change You Can Believe In? Let's Be Like Hitler And Mao! It's Right In Front Of You...everywhere.
Check the blog below and to the left with a similar title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Changez
Many a road have I traveled since last we met, my friend; Many a lesson haz been hard learned, Many a Time haz my heart been broken... You can no longer judge me from my past, The Truth iz now and it'z changing fast.

Change Me (lyrics)
Change MeYou can't accept me for who i am I try so hard to get you to understand I don't know if can take this pain anymore cuz myhearts been torn what did i do to be treated this way you keep beating me down but i still ask you to stay and i know thatThat i want to be myself but you want me to be someone else[Chorus]It's just the same thing how you try to change me (change me) so tell me what you want from me why can't you let me be.I just can't go on takeing all this abuse No matter what i do it's never enough for you and I know that im disgusted by theway you think of me. You make me do things that i don't want to do and you don't give a damn about what you put me through.And i know You need to face the truth that im not like you[Chorus x2]Im gonna do what i wanna do you not what you tell me to you say your looking out for me well thats a sad excuse Drop theatitude because in the better news Keep playing with me see what i do what do you get out of messin with me because im justtryi

Change Your Thinking
Change Your Thinking It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation..

Change The Wizards Back To The Bullets
What is this fascination black athletes have with guns? Plex is in the joint for firing a gun in night club now it’s reported Gilbert Arenas of the Washington Wizards and teammate Javarvis Crittenton drew guns on each other in the locker room. According to Crittenton’s friend, Kendrick “Bookie Ball” Long, Arenas owes Crittenton a gambling debt. I remember with the Wizards were called the Bullets. I think it’s time to bring back that name with a bullet as a mascot. Here’s the link: http://msn.foxsports.com/nba/story/report-arenas-teammate-had-gun-standoff Put a bullet by BlastFM on your smart phone. That will be harmless enough and fun to listen to. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

The Chance
Every time I look at you, I see the pain you have been through. Every time you hold me, I feel how insecure you are. I can not change the past, I can not promis the future. All that I ask, is to be given the chance. The chance of a life time. The chance to fully be yours.

Change
Change Instead destruction of self loss of inspiration lingering lost corrupted my destination. final breaking cracked my glass chipped away china or tarnished brass swimming in desperation attempting to break free mud up my eyes i can not see the smell of you fills my head i am trapped here instead.

Change
Ive been sitting here all day wondering why people just cant let things go.I feel like my life is falling part.I found someone that i love with all my heart and someone apparently from here doesnt like that.Now because of thier actions i feel invaded and i feel a complete lose of hope.Ive been married twice and have lost everything.Aparently thats not enough so now who ever wants to make more hurt thinks they should here.No matter what ive done in the past it is the past.I cant change it and neither can anyone else.Ive had a new look on life and i love what i see.Now someone want to take it away.Let my lessons help teach you.Ill never give up on being happy no matter what anyone does.I do care about people sometimes more than i should.Thats my bad so i guess ill make it harder for people to get close.Thank you for reading this and i hope your days are wonderful and filled with joy and for those who disagree remember you will be in these shoes sometime.

Changes
why the sudden change,why the sudden coldness when now more than before there should be closeness.there certain feelings that sometimes shouldn't be expressedbecause you never know when they can be taken for granted.Now I'm feeling some regretSad and lonely in my bedKnowing that I made a mistakeSomething that I can't go back and changeBut I know I must acceptThat certain feeling shouldn't be expressed©Rosana Torres

Changes
It was not that long ago I changed positions within the company I work for. Here I go changing positions again! I had thought that perhaps I would go on and participate in the Executive Director mentorship program. I work for an international company. We consume other companies and retrain direct care staff and train people like myself for the director positions and move them forward. I had even thought that perhaps after doing the mentorship I could move someplace like the UK...I speak the language after all! They have positions in Germany, Netherlands, United Kindom, United Arab Nations, Puerto Rico and Canada. I worked under the director for the last 5 months and came to the determination that it is not for me. Let me go back a month ago... A posting in the paper listed a job in a Chiropractor's office. Just by chance I saw the ad the day it was run and decided to send in a resume. I am a very effective leader and do well in management positions but massage therapy

Changes
Im making changes to my life no one is going to like but these changes need to be made change number 1. I'm going to try to be a gurl 2. I'm not going to be pushed around anymore by anyone 3. No more people from my past coming back in my life 4. Move on from jacob 5. Stop smoking 6. Tell people my true feelings on things 7. No more hiding from the world 8. No more hiding at all 9. Get rid of the people that are no good for me 10. Get married 11. Spend more time with my mom. . . . . . . ..more changes coming soon

Changes In My Life
While i was away, i had time to think. and I yes i will be a fubar lifer i just wont go nuts like i have in the past I did met a wounderful man on hear and yes we are still together, we love each other very much. but back to what i was saying, I made changes in my life and now i am making my changes on here on fubar. yes i started out a bit open very open with my body with picture and i regreted in alots of ways because i made myself look bad and some few choice words i can't bring myself to say, well they are gone from here and my pcu i don't need pictures like that to disgrace myself i am better then that. plus i have a wounderful man that loves for who I am. I will be on fubar here and there from time to time i do miss my friends here yes i did make really great friends like jesse, tomcat, bill, to mention a few just remember there is a life out there don't get lost in the realems of the pcu. Mary

Changes Coming??
Wow! I just realized that it seems like forever since my last post. I cant believe it has been so long. But anyhow! I am here now, and trust me I have enough going through my mind that I guarantee you will probably be reading for a little while, anyways! LOL Before I go any further, I would love to thank the people that have been by my side through every single thing this past year. You guys have been my rocks, and I dont know what I would have done without ya. You have been there for me when I thought I had hit rock bottom. You have kept me completely sane, and you have even let me rant and rave when I needed to. I wont go into naming names, because I would feel horrible if I left anyone out due to late hour that I am blogging. But if you are reading this, and we have had some awesome times together in the past year, then I am most definitely talking to you. I also want to thank some of my distant friends that have been very concerned and comforting over this past year. You guys have

1 Chance Make It Count!
One guestion,one change,One honest answer, you can ask me one guestion(to my inbox only),Any guestion, anything ,no matter how crazy,dirty or wrong it is no catch,but I dare you to post this on your status,and see what people ask you?

Changing Things Up Around Here
So, because of the drama with my ex and people in general... I'm not going to post NSFWs anymore... I swear, it is as though its a magnet for haters anyhow. I am however, going to start posting more "personal" pictures, as you will see with the uploads from today. I'm going through my friend's list again to do a little Spring Cleaning... and FYI... I dont care if you buy me something before or after you request me... you will NOT be added without at least giving a reason OR a salute unless I actually know you in real life and I know why you don't have a salute... so no more empty requests or non-saluted profiles....

Change O.o
So I’m in another one of those moods where I wanna change some stuff. There are a few things that have already began to change and hopefully they will continue to progress in a positive manor. One of the biggest things I wanna change is my appearance, I want to lose weight but puft how many times have a said that lol, but no really I do wanna start trying harder to slim down. I would imagine a lot of people look and me and don’t really view me as girly, nor do I for that matter, but I would like to look more famine. I actually like makeup, clothes and hair but I’ve just never felt like taking time to put effort into how I look. If I wore makeup at work it would look like shit by the end of the day and I sure as hell don’t have time to re-do and touch up there. So usually I just put my hair up, usually messy as hell, and just go. I want to start actually trying to look nice on my days off, not go all out preppy makeup and shit but just a little lol. I want a styl

Change Howyou Feel
CHANGE HOW YOU FEELWhat if you could change how you feel? Whenever you wanted. Would that be valuable?Read on.Some of you won't believe this until you try it.Some of you won't even try it.Some of you will try it and fail because you don't WANT to give up the feelings you say you hate.But if you are committed to growing and changing, this is a tool you will find invaluable. It takes practice to become competent, ESPECIALLY for men, because we have been trained to suppress all but certain emotions.But even men can succeed with determination and practice.Suppose, for example, you are feeling sad, but want to feel happy. You can do that. But not in the way you were taught. Most of you were taught to just stop feeling sad, and put on a happy face, and just BE happy. Didn't work so well, did it.It didn't work because whatever we resist persists. Your resistance to the sad feelings means they are still there, even if you tell yourself to stop being sad, and start being

Change In Surgery...
My niece is scheduled to have surgery in the morning. Her Scoliosis has progressed to over 80% curvature of the spine. What would have been a correction of the spine has now become a matter of just making sure she wont go into a wheel chair. The surgery now will consist of her heart and lungs having to be moved out of the way completely for them to be able to take the 80%+ curvature and reduce it to 20-25%. She will be in surgery for at least 8 hours now. It was only supposed to take about 4 hrs and cut in the back to correct the 60% curvature.. now.. its worse. :( Please tomorrow, if you could... give her a thought please. She just turned 11 when she found out in February about the Scoliosis. She will be in PICU for at least 3 days they said.. not to mention now in the hospital overall about 14 days.. I have had people tell me they would be there for me with this, but if you could please.. find it in your heart to give her that moment, in thought and prayer if you pray.. That

Change Upon Change
Five Months Ago the stream did flow,The lilies bloomed within the sedge,And we were lingering to and froWhere none will track thee in this snow, Along the stream, beside the hedge.Ah, sweet, be free from love and go!For, if I do not hear thy foot, The frozen river is as mute,The flowers have dried down to the root:And why, since these be changed since May,Shouldst thou change less than they?And slow, slow as the winter snow, The tears have drifted to mine eyes;And my poor cheeks, five months agoSet blushingat thy praises so,Put paleness on for a disguise.Ah, sweet, be free to praise and go!For, if my face is to turn too pale,It was thine oath that first did fail;It was thy love proved false and frail:And why, since these be changed enow,Should I change less than now?

Change And Same
Today is my daughter Sarah’s second day in a class of nine kids at Bethany Lutheran’s day camp (in Borg-ese, this would make her One of Nine as her name came first on the list, wouldn’t it?). When I picked her and our son Jeffrey up last night from their grandparents’ where Robert’s sister Shirley was visiting from Garrison for the month, I got to see all she’d done in class yesterday. Making a fish out of blank CDs and colored fabric, a nametag with animals around it, and some lessons. I got to drop her off there this morning because yesterday I had to pass ANOTHER blood test and this morning several others were already making something with modeling clay. Not Play-Doh, as the scent and appearance of that is pretty distinct … After the kids and I picked up Martha from work and enjoyed dinner at Taco John’s (their new bacon club burrito is great) we got in late and took away Sarah’s first toy per our new policy of the kids

Changes
a part of me has been taken, but will always be, yet through it's change , I've become stronger, I'm life's experience, and through it, wisdom I've gained.....Nothing lasts forever, and memories fade. Yesterday is dead and gone.... Trust and Faith in self

Changes
CHANGES , ALL SO MANY CHANGES IN OUR LIVES . GOOD & BAD, MY LOVE FOR YOU IS ALL I'VE HAD. KEEPIN ME STRONG , KEEPIN ME LONG . MY HEART WITH YOU IS WHERE I BELONG. WANTING YOU, NEEDING YOU, BELEIVING IN YOU . CHANGES ALL SO MANY CHANGES IN OUR LIVES . HERE WE ARE LOVIN EACHOTHER THROUGH THEM ALL FOR OUR LOVE WILL NEVER FALL.

Change Of Pace
alright...so my luck has changed for the better finally. i have my old job back. I have a vehicle, and just got a new promotion at work. Things are going great and hopefully getting better. I have decided to start a new type of blog, think of it as a diary. I'm going to call it WTF? Reason being is that I am a post commander at a very wealthy gated community in orange county, and I get to deal with the dumbest and craziest crap that i have ever had the disspleasure of being around. soooooooooo, check it out when i start. It'll be interesting to read i assure you.

Changing Lives
So many faces,Some from the pastAnd some the future.An endless hall of changeA full life of excitement.A mind filled with emotions.No way to express the true and the falseNo one to share the thoughtsAnd beliefs of one.No one to listen to the ideasAnd philosophy of many.A life filled with confusion,A time filled with fearShall soon comeTo the end...From the life of oneTo the lives of hundreds...This poem comesInto the hearts of them allFrom the mind of the poet.

Change
My life has change so much over the past week.I never thought my life would take this direction.When your young you feel the world is at your feet.There is nothing you can't do.You have a since of direction but you really don't know what the hell you are doing so environment and your belief system sets the pace.So you set out in life doing what everybody see as the norm.Get a good job,get married,get the house,have a few kids.The american dream,right?Well,so I thought anyway.I heard someone say a few weeks ago the way a relationship starts is the way it ends.How true I am finding these words now.I walked out of a almost twenty-four year marriage last week.Tonite the words finally came to a fever pitch as the blames and I'm sorry's come into play as while in my mind and heart I gave it everything I had and then some.Change is a force that most people misunderstand.You can either flow with it to a desired effect or be still to the point to where it runs you over.I have also found that co

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Changes. They Have To Happen.
SPEAK UP!! DONT TAKE SHIT!! things i always say to people, yet i take it everyday, so here goes. SO. it seems to be the week of rant blogs, but this was not triggered by them, this was triggered by things that happened this past weekend in my personal life. I was stuck in a very bad situation, that had the potential to get me hurt, or worse, but thats about all the detail i want to go into on here. Lets just say that watching peoples sanity crumble before my eyes, has put my brain into overdrive. I realize that i let alot of things go, that i shouldn't. im passive with people in my life to the point that im a fucking doormat. Saturday morning was the first time in my life that i called out a close friends bullshit. because that is what it was, pure bullshit. Shit did not have to go down the way it did. But everyone makes their own choices, and usually they dont stop to think how it affects the people around them. In relationships im the same way, i always have been. If som

The Chance Of Happiness Equals The Risk Of Pain
The chance of happiness equals the risk of pain. Whenever you love, it's too good to be true. Even so, it's truer than you believe, Nor will you know till it vanishes again. Time is a sea which opens where you cleave Yet roils over what you leave behind. For now, my love sings in the stars, Or hisses against rocks like the sea, Unraveling your life when you pause to grieve, Returning with the sunlight, with the rain.

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Change Your Country Day!
So, I think we should have a "Change your country" day on fubar. The rules would be like this: You can't just go pick a different country. You have to "trade" countries with someone on your page. You can then "trade" that country for another if you like, but you and whoever you trade with must change your profile to say that you're from the country that you traded for. You must learn at least something about that country's culture - something you can reflect on the internet so that you can actually pretend you are from that country. For the entire day, you MUST pretend that you're really from that country. Finally, the fun of it is to exaggerate all the nuances of that country. (ie: if you get Canada, end EVERY sentence with "eh"). But, of course, this doesn't work unless people do it. And I dunno what day it should be on. Thoughts?

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Changes
Why is Fubar changing so much? First I notice the tickers are gone. Then I realize that they've just moved down and now are ain a place that I never look. [yes, I actually looked at the tickers] Now I think my laptop is messing up and that the online bar thingy isn't loading. Nope, they changed that too. I'm told it has something to do with seizures. My plan for this: 1. Put the fucking tickers back. It's a waste of money/fuBucks where is't at now. Didn't you all try this before and you moved it back? If it didn't work the first time, it's not going to work now...just sayin. 2. The non scrollling bar thing..seizures, really? Why not ban fast morphing pictures and the flashy shit? A scrolling bar has NOTHING to do with seizures. Okay, maybe it does, but I'm sure fast morphing pictures and flashy ones are far worse. That is all. Love you, friends!!

The Changing Leaves Test
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Hello friends, Recently I realized I need to make some changes in my life to better myself, FU is 1 of those changes. In a couple weeks I will be leaving FU, and I wanted you all to know instead of just vanishing.. I also want you all to know there is nobody to blame nor am I mad or upset with anyone!! If anything I am happy for all the Love you all have shown me over the few years I have been here, there are a few very special people on here that I have grown very fond of, and of course I will not miss the drama LOL, I have made many friends on here, some real and true, I have also lost a few, but things happen for a reason... There is 1 lady I will always hold close to my heart because without her I would have never learned some things about myself I never knew LOL Thank you!!! (You know who you are) Walking away is not that easy because of all of you!!! But I must do this to go find me again, If anyone wants to keep in touch I do have Facebook and Myspac

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I am sitting tonight watching a movies on hulu, and I began to think about the things gonig on in my life the people I've had the liberty to meet and the people I've seen leave out of my life. What comes to my mind is change and it some way we've all experienced it whether it be good or bad someone passing away or someone coming into our lives, but the fact is that change is everywhere and there is no wat for us to stop it from happening. My Question to all of you as I write this blog is this how do you cope with change what are some of the things you do to make it better or make it easier to deal with?

Change.
In retrospect, I've seen a lot of them in the last five years of my life. The past is the past. There is no regret. There were no bad decisions. Mistakes have been born into lessons learned, and I'm a better person because of the battles I've encountered. I've got some adjustments I want to make on an emotional and physical scale but, as a whole, I'm pretty content. I know too many people who can't say that these days, and that's a very sad way to live. I ought to know. It's weird to look back on who I was a twentieth of a century ago, then glance in the mirror and practically see a stranger. So much has happened, yet I still feel like my mind was standing still for far too long. I've been feeling a breeze lately.. like there's wind in my sails. I have no idea where I'm going, but I'm ready for the journey. A little change in my pocket. A little change on my mind. Life is all right.

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I really know that I am needing a change and I hate to say it but I think that change is going to mean me leaving Colorado. It's going to kill me since my kids are here, and I don't want to lose them, I don't want to be away from them any sooner than I am really going to have to be. I mean once December rolls around they are going with their dad and leaving state anyways, and that really fuckin sux for me, but anymore I just dont know what to do. I am thinking that the change that I really need is going to be leaving here. I don't really want to go home, because that means moving in with my mom. UGH, that would end up being really fuckin diasterous really. I have no one else that I could move in with, I have no job. So it's either I stay where I am an continue to go through all the bullshit that I go through on a regular basis, or I decide to take that step and go crawling home. Why does divorce have to do this to a person?? I mean fuck, it really makes you feel like such a goddamn fai

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Well I am thinking that it's time for a change! I am trying to get myself back into school thinking that it will help to pass the time, it will help for me to realize that I can finish something that I started years ago. I want to finish this degree more than anything, and for some reason right now seems like it's the right time, so I think that I just need to take advantage of it now! I know otherwise I wont and than I wont ever manage to finish anything that I put my mind to. I think as well that it will help me to help deal with me not having the kids as much as I would like them. And it wont allow my ex to get on me about me not being productive and being a real piece of shit. I am coming to this when I am hitting 90 days clean! I guess it means that things are slowly coming together. I just hope that I can get back into school and that I can finally finish this, and than make the best out of my life! Especially to be doing something that I love!

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Terrible thoughts rush through my mind as my anger grows, the things I think of doing to people no one should ever know. My dreams are full of blood and death, I wake to my own screams, I'm turning back into something I do not want to be. The feelings of cutting are coming back the release is all I need, but once the razor cuts my skin I feel the need to bleed. Darkness grows inside my heart untill I feel no pain, the voices start to speak again, I know I am not sain, I hold back from the darkness untill it fills my soul, I feel my insides dying as it's starting to turn cold. I have nothing left inside of me, it's time for me to go, I want everyone to remember Angel, before my soul turned cold. 2008

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I’m Standing right at the door opening.... And knowing I have some serious changes coming up fairly soon. I'm faunching at the bit...I'm ready! Turn me loose and watch me go.....I'm a lil ambivalent at times. But this feeling shall soon be replaced with confidence within myself. I can handle it! I have some of the greatest people on earth in my corner cheering me on....Thank you for believing in me and encouraging me even in those times when my faith was waning. Ive become a lil out of balance. Ive tipped some scales in the not so right direction, but remember that I am all about Balance...and without knowing what the extremes are..I wont know where to find center. I come back to right if left to find that path on my own! I also know that doing the right things and doing what hurts the most are sometimes the same thing... I still believe in what is good in this world...and some funny thoughts like every trailer in the park ought to have a hot tub....oxymorons amuse me. I look at

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i think about it a lot lately, especially when people around me start bitching and whining about how fucked up this town is or how if only they could leave this town they would in a heart beat. no, i don't hate this town at all, in fact this town's like an old book that i've read many times. it's not a bad place but i find myself looking for more. what i want this town simply does not have yet and won't for quite some time. i keep my plans to myself mostly because it seems that there is no shortage of people that can't wait to shit all over your ideas. i don't want to hear that i can't do it or that i'm gonna fail. it just seems that there is no shortage of people mired in why things can't be and never considering that maybe the reason why they can't/won't? leave is because they've become their own warden in their own mental prison. fuck that and to hell with that kind of thinking. yea it is kinda scary. i've been to major cities before and lived in a few of them and yes i know that

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I cant wait for the changes to come in my life. I am getting ready to start a new chapter in my life with my wonder husband, my children & my step daughter. I am so happy about everything too. I cant wait to be moving to Georgia here very soon. I have been waiting for someone like him for the while now. I am so happy that FUBAR of all places brung us together. I wasnt looking for anyone to be with but it was like love at 1st sight. I am so happy for this next step in my life. My kids cant wait too. I know they will have fun getting to know everyone & meeting their step sister. I thank god everyday for bring Bradley into my life. He gives new meaning to soul mate. I have never felt a love like this in a very long time. I think god is wanting me to be happy for the 1st time 13 years. I guess I had to go thru hell to meet the one who will go thru my life holding my hand as we grow old. I wont question what I did to have him in my life. Its always best not question when good things happen

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Change.
Changed my name and my life, I'm really working hard to write my book the end of next year I will have it done. I let most of my older friends go that where not good for me . It's like cleaning house. I had been gone for over 3 weeks from home so I can start over. Because of a man, "why is it when you end some thing a man has to be a pig about it". I just wanted my things back and we where just friends and he wanted it his way.... Yes I write about it and I'm upset. This man is a boy, he is always talking about him and what he can do and never does it lol. We hung out for about 6 mos.. I have seen, done things I will never for get in a life time. All the games he played on me is so sad that one man has to do to have power over a women to feel good about himself. Well I walked away. Yes I'm hurt some not so much over him. But he had a 9 year old daughter. I really liked her we spend a lot of time together. So this is my story so ladies out there you are not alone do not have a man fri

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Chance Encounter
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So, being off of work the last 5 weeks has really taken its toll on me. I was depressed - more so than usual - and I just didn't want to do anyting. The reason I was off: high blood pressure issues and possible heart problems. My blood pressure isn't stable, it is still all over the place but I simply cannot afford to be off of work any longer. I burned through what I had in the bank, including my savings, and the bills just are not going to wait any longer. My doctor ok'd me to go back to work next week, that was only after I explained to him that - even if we got my blood pressure to stay in the good range with me not working, what guarantees did I have that it wouldn't be all over the place again once I went back to work. So, instead of being off of work until December, like he originally wanted - I was told I can go back to work. Admittedly, I am nervous about it. I know some changes have been made. My boss called the other day to give me a choice between several target jobs - I

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Chaos
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Benign obsessions Painful rejections Sickened head Heartless injustice Meaningless lust Rightfully dead Calming lies Broken pride Shattering sanity Splintered mirrors Jealous tears Ridiculed vanity Mastered talents Wasted balance Belittling time Changing faces Unexplored places Shameless crimes Souless life Continual strife Tainted love Bounding desires Heatless fires Never enouph Mournfull cries Insane inside Peircing hope Battered dreams Useless schemes Braided rope Blistered heart Ripped apart Nothing left Freezing rain Shakles & chains Robbing your very last breath -=Fayte aka Jewells=-

Chaotic
chaotic echoes in my head crowding together grounding out my thoughts smothering my id running rampant in me all the things iv heard all iv said the speculations the condemnations bury m e under and avalanche of happenstance colors of off shades shades of off colors violins and chellows ringing in the back ground a tyranny of sound the yelling of my emotions braying like a hound running on without pause for a period staying ahead of the madness staying ahead of the avalanche of sound falling down round and round, dwelling be damned its all coming to a head rapidly reaching a crash-endow of multi colored shadows of who i was and who i've become transposed on who i shall be do you see the twisting in me as i see it in thee is it madness to be three i think so but what do i know what do you think but wait it doesn't matter what you think i don t even know what i think the connections in my mind that allow such organization

Chaos Or Humanity?
Chaos or Humanity? People call death a part of chaos. Some consider it to be nothing else then an idea, problem, or fear. I consider it just the beginning.... The beginning to another end. People killing other people.... Some call it Chaos. I call it survival of the fittest. Why survival of the fittest? Simple, look amongst the other creatures that this planet supports. Lions, kill their own prey to feast. Chaos? No nature. Same thing applies to the human race. Do we not kill and eat our own prey? We eat chicken, turkey, cow, and pig for example. People call eating another person cannabalism. Is it not cannabalism when we eat other creatures such as cow and pig? We are eating meat. Some people consider the world to be a cruel place and an unforgiving one at that. I see these things as just natures way of keeping its skin clean. It's got to dispose of some things some how, am I right or wrong?

Chaos Bound
I trail about without a thought Powerless over others actions No matter how I may wrought Minds give different re-actions Giving substance to my fears Concluding what I have found I sit knowing in tears We all are just chaos bound

Chaos
white falling on white the world seems to disappear around me and it's still just me, singular. the beauty and stillness of my heart fades, the deepest red oozes into black, and it's seeping into the awake world even more by the minute. i can't even pull myself up from where i've fallen, gripping so hard the bottom rung breaks from above me... the voices blur into one even when they aren't there, somehow even alone i refuse to listen. and i screw on that constant grinny grin every time i walk out the door. where the hell did i go? and where the hell will i be? sifting through a sadass version of what used to be a livable life, that's where i am now, and why you still elude me, i'll never understand.

Chaos
voices, a thousand voices calling one after another going through thy head the screeching piercing my ears death runs across the fields thinking of the wind as it flows through the trees loneliness follows with an angel of broken wings more and more you hide more and more you die never seeing the end as this unending cycle of pain starts crying from a heart of shaddered hope the fortune queen dances minds in other worlds only of materialistic matter they will never see why it ended the way it did when you find the answers come to find me when you see it in your heart tell me but never worry it was just an easy way out

Chaos And Friends
Two things that go well together, I hear... Why is it that the longer you do something, the less you're inclined to do it? Maybe it's just me, I suppose, but I think I've seen it in others too. Perhaps it's the inner desire that most have for variety. I mean, sure, some people are content with knowing what to expect, but I like change. I like chaos. I don't want to know what dinner is tomorrow until I decide to make it. Plans have their place, just rarely in my life. Before I make it sound all glamorous, there's not a whole lot of unplanned stuff either. But I like the spontaneous more than the predictable. It's been called to my attention recently the topic of friendship. Specifically, what makes a good friend? A lot of people say it's someone that makes them feel better when they're down... Perhaps someone who spends free time with them, shares common experiences. In my opinion, those people are idiots. For me, a friend is someone I want to help, someone who I can trust, and

Chaos At It's Best
So, those days come and go where we feel rather worthless in the fast paced life we all live. My parenting obviously sucks royally. My 11year old got ISS at school and then got kicked out of ISS and is now suspended for three days. He seems to have no respect for anything anymore. I can't for the life of me figure him out. He is such an emotional child, yet has no regard for others emotions. Ugh, how do I make him understand? Well, living back home with Mom is every bit of the nightmare that I expected it to be. I love my mother dearly and to be honest, it isn't her that makes things so miserable. It's her no good sorry ass husband that thinks everyone should bow down to him....not happening, not from this one! I don't allow anyone to treat me as their submissive unless I'm getting something in return. Believe me, he has nothing I want so that means he won't get shit from me. I do however, try to show some respect towards him. I mean really I do, I haven't killed him yet...lol... th

Chaos
Going crazy Perception's hazy Nothing makes sense Nerves are tense Head is spinning Confusion is winning Told the truth What more could I do But it wasn't enough I just want your love Unbearable pain Going insane Efforts in vain Done with this game If you want me You know where I will be Hands are tied Now I cry Heart going numb My senses struck dumb Hope you had fun Congratulations you won Can't think anymore Hearts' on the floor Kick it around It won't make a sound It will take your beating Never retreating For the sake of dedication At the risk of desecration I have become lost In all this chaos

Chaotically Broken
Sometimes I feel like all the thoughts running through my head will never make sense. Just when I think I've got things figured out my mind fills up again, spending so many sleepless nights thoughts racing eachother ready to fight.A puzzel I'll never complete all these thoughts seem to compete.. first one starts in slow and just when I think I might drift off these damn thoughts seem to grow. And now as its 4 am, I spend another night awake and waiting for my mind to break and the thoughts to come again.. it's coming soon I know it is.. chaotically broken.. thats all it is.

Chaos?? What Does It Mean...?
Chaos is in all of our lives... It always will be... You can either accept it, learn from it, and move on stronger than before.... Or fall to pieces as it eats away at every ounce of sanity. Chaos is a name for any order that produces confusion in our minds. I choose to accept it. For those of you who believe this is such a horrible thing, I found a good meaning for you. ============================ Chaos derives from the Greek ???? and typically refers to unpredictability. In the metaphysical sense, it is the opposite of law and order: unrestrictive, both creative and destructive. The word ???? did not mean "disorder" in classical-period ancient Greece. It meant "the primal emptiness, space". It is derived from the Indo-European root ghn or ghen meaning "gape, be wide open": compare "chasm" (from Greek), and Anglo-Saxon ganian (= "yawn"), geanian, ginian (= "gape wide"); see also Old Norse Ginnunga Gap. Due to people misunderstanding early Christian uses

Chaos Deathcult
Another Zyklon track showing much of the vision which drives them. Talking of the feeble religious nature of mankinds need for greater purpose in the face of that which is mundane but is yet so obvious as that of a greater purpose - the inevitability of death. Despite this it has traces of the knowledge of mankind setting bonds between religion and state that affects how we must all live, in constant fear and hate of those who differ, despite how much this is partly the weakness of mankind. And how good for religion is evil when you take away that emotional crutch. It's worth listening to the song in detail and listening to all the accompanying soundbytes. Esoteric knowledge about the last of things. My sweet eschatological vision. Foundation for the renewal of the world, immemorial sins, never redeemed. Suppressed, oppressed, never redeem again. The sulphur-kingdom, purgatory, hell`s damnation, no man will be perditioned for all time. Where is your millennium? Wh

Chaos Radio
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Chaos
I'm soooo not meant to be a mom. I'm watching my g/f 3 kids for a week while their at Club Desire in Mexico. Girl 14, boy 10 and boy 7. the 7 year old put so much toilet paper into his upstairs bathroom, that it flooded the downstairs. Water came pouring thru the light/fan fixture (paid almost a 1,000 for) soaked the furniture, and peeled the paint. The kids thought I was gonna clean it up. Guess again, your mess..you all clean it up. Didn't think I was wrong in that one. Any suggestions as to drying it out other than air? And how long should I wait before I turn on the power back into that room?Parents will be home tomorrow nite....woohoo!!!! Someone take me away??? Or show me lots of Luv! LOL

The Chaotic Pieces Of My Life
I know many of you have not seen me online in quite some time. Just wanted to give my friends the 411. I have moved from Rantoul to Champaign. It has been a draining move on me and anyone involved. I would like to thank my friends who helped me with the process. it is unfortunate that I could not stay in my home, It was so comfortable there. I am sure some of you also know that I am awaiting to start a new Job on October 15th, Money has been tight and I have asked the kid's father if he would be willing to take temp custody of them for a while until I can get back on my feet. It is a hrd choice that I have made. Imiss them everyday that goes by, I have no phone to contact them and no job for gas to go see them. I feel like such a failure as a mother and a person. I felt so alone and Depressed. Until, Well a Friend came into my life. A friend from High School that I had known quite a while in my life. This friend has been a blessing to me. helping me through my rough times

Chaos
but chaos... hmmmm lets see..... think about this. we live in a world that is put up around us. we know that there is gravity, that the world is round and that matter is merely energy condensed to a slow and rythmic vibration. we live in homes that are kept warm and cooled. some are colder but we live with it none the less. not that many people want to see it but it is the world reality has made because of our own doing. still think chaos is fun? think about it. you know what is real and what isnt. you know that you will wake up tomorow int he same shit hole you are in now. you know that you will eat the food that will last you a moment before you go hungry again. you know that you will be paid in your job you have. that you are saving up to buy that cool outfit for your boyfriend just so you can have it taken off and have it tossed in the corner of his or your room. you know that your parents are sometimes dicks. you know that the world is not flat and that you are merely a child

Chaotic Misery
Awaiting to hear your voice, I sit in the darkness of the world Hoping for your return. I live in the moments that we shared, But the world is dying around me. I can only hear the terror the overwhelms With absolute darkness and silence. Soul tearing and heartbreaking in the midst of what was complete happiness. It would have been blissful ignorance, As I miss you more for having gotten but a moment of your life. I damn the day that my heart called to you And I seen that smile. Now, in this moment, without you, I see only the darkness of this world-- The world without you in it. Painful yearning to hold you, And the ruthless nagging knowledge That I may never have that chance. Sea flavored tears rushing endlessly, As I wait day after day. Deep, hollowing heartbeats, as I try to see past this chaos, And it was my own damned heart that created it. If for only a moment, I had listened with the knowledge of man Who has reached my age through the trials, Instead, no,

The Chaos Angel
As the angels cry and bleed Falling from the heavens abouve Hearts so sweet, innocent and pure ust like the white silk of the bandages That we use to dress our dying soldiers These are truly the darkest of times That we are living in When you cant even trust all those who are closest to you They all just keep on stabing you in the back with their reddend blades Everywhere you look, its the same old thing The angel of chaos has corrupted all of humanity And everyone in her wake becomes consumed with power and greed Soon there is only death and destruction For as far as the eye can see And the bodies that lay across the land Are greater then the sands of the beach's in which our oceans crash upon The angel of chaos, with her wings so black Like the dying night in which we all slumber Her blue eyes as pale as the glow of a full moon Flicker in the darkness for all to see There is nothing that we can do to undo the horror that she has created The only thing

Chaos Of The Heart
I'm dating a girl I met at work. We've been going out since dec. 6, 07. Everything was perfect until she went to jail on Friday. It's the worst feeling I've ever had and back in 04 I spent 35dys in jail myself but this feels different, it feels like I'm being pulled apart. I won't know what is going on til the 13th of Feb. If you have any idea what Im going through let me know or if you have chaos of the heart tel me

Chaos Or Denial
There were sounds in my head LIttle voices whispering That I should go and this should end Oh and I found myself listening 'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should Return to me Leave me no one Turn to me Return to me Cast aside You make me turn away See I thought love was black and white That it was wrong or it was right But you ain't leaving without a fight And I think I am just as torn inside 'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should Another nightmare about to come true Will manifest tomorrow Another love that I've taken from you Lost in time, on the edge of suffering Another taste of the evil I breed Will level you completely Bring to life everything that you fear Live in the dark, and the world i

Chaos Calmed
Chaos wreaked across the land A nightmare come to life Droughts, floods hand in hand Sickness borne from so much strife What has become of this one’s life Once at peace with all that was Constant let down hardened his heart Tossed aside cause The Gods didn’t know where to start Abandoned when help was needed most A thousand years he spent like a ghost A sacrifice made, a girl cast aside Lost and alone, tears streamed In a small haven found she did reside Always hoped and dreamed He returned violently Eyes wide she stood quaking silently One look is all it took To crack his heart of stone She stood there and shook To his knees he dropped ready to atone A hand she placed on his face At long last they knew their place

Chaos
I rented this, because Jason Statham, in my wife's eyes, is one of the hottest men in the world. In fact, he's Jason Hotness in our house, for easy reference. And I like action/crime movies, so we both got what we want. Wesley Snipes and Ryan Phillippe were also in the movie, and thats a plus for me also. Wesley Snipes is one of my favorite actors. He usually overacts, which he does here, but he does it so well, and so often, you just expect it. He's in a bunch of my favorite movies, and he is in his better role, that of a bad guy. Ryan Phillippe plays the rookie cop, Jason Statham's new partner, and is really good in the role. He's best known as Reece Witherspoon's ex hubby, but if you check out his movies, he's always solid. I like him because he doesn't jump on every role, and just does what he likes. But for 3/4's of the movie, the story was great. Some action, some intrigue, decent dialog, and you thought you knew where it was going, then it would twist. Th