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I Close My Eyes And Think Of You
laying on my bed in my housecoat, i close my eyes and think of you.lick my lips and think of where your hands and your mouth would be. slide my hand inside and caress my breast making my nipples get hard.wishing you were there to suck on them i pinch them slightly.heartrate becomming faster at the thought of your mouth on me. those lips, the tongue.i continue to run my hands down over my body feeling heat from body to hand.finding a very moist pussy. slide my hand over it and inserting my fingers between the lips feeling the moisture. removing my fingers i taste, mmm so sweet and a hint of coconut from my shower.playing like this feels so nice.with my fingers sliding inside my pussy lips so moist you can hear my fingers move.my clit burning and wanting to be touch so i touch gently. deep breath. mmm bite my liprunning my fingers over my clit sent s shiver up my back. i am so liking this but nit sure how much i can take.with my legs wide open i move my fingers over it even faster and fa

.email Me.
Email mea heart that cares, or one that nobody sharesemail mea love that's never here,but once was email me from faraway from a distant skyemail me no more lies but sooo many triesemail meand don't try to hide from the person you are insideemail meI'm a friend to all, even when you fallemail mecause I'll be by yourside and i'll be with you through it allemail me.

Finishing My Coffee I Decide To Take A Hot Shower.
finishing my coffee i decide to take a hot shower.stripping aff what little clothes i have on along the way. turning on the watermaking sure its not too hot. brush my hair b4 getting in. stepping in finding the water just hot enough and letting the water just flow over me for a few minutes.lathering up the puff with coconut body wash i begin to wash my neck, arms and breast. cressing my breast as i do and enjoying the softness of them and the bubbles. fantastic.continuing to washmy legs, thighs, stomach, butt and my puss. it feels great the feel of of skin on skin and when i glide my fingers over the love spot and feel it getting hard.running fingers over it is so sweet it send shivers over me. biting my lip. Mmmmoving fingers faster and faster shivers become quivers and i stiffen against the shower wall , heat pounding, closing my eyes i see your face and your beautiful smile. i think this is for you baby. throwing my head back holding my breath, biting down on my lip i cum all over m

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ME: with one hand on your arm and one on the back of your neck i would kiss your lips softly, suck on your lower lip as i pull away and continue to kiss your neck. pull your shirt off over your head and kiss your shoulders and continuing to your chest followed bu my hands. undoing your jeans and dropping it to the floor I would continue my way down your chest to be faced with your cock. I would circle the tip with my tong and then run it down the underside of your cock to meet your balls and back again. then open my hot mouth and slowly suck you in, taking all i could over and over again. the more I touch you the hotter i become. I stop sucking and kiss my way back to your mouth and continue kissing you some more as I put your hot hard cock inside me. make love to me please. ME: you lay there on your back and you inside me. I still kissing your lips with hands on your chest. so hot, so firm. ripples in just the right spots. mmm. you glide your hands up my

A Vernacular And Phrase Lesson, By "cyn".
There are commonly misused, misspelled and ABUSED phrases and words that NEED to be fixed! I am taking the first step to make you smarter today. Misused phrase: "I could care less" (Really? You COULD care less? Then why don't you?) Correction: "I COULDN'T care less" (Simple fix. See?) Misused word: "Irregardless" (You pompous jerk. I hate it when you say this) Correction: Just "REGARDLESS". Leave it alone. Misused phrase: "For all intensive purposes" (Is that like intensive care?) Correction: "For all INTENTS and PURPOSES". (Intents means intentions and purposes means uses) Misused phrase: "Taken for Granite". (Does someone actually mistake you for a slab of granite?) Correction: "Taken for GRANTED". Misused phrase: "A MUTE point". (duh?) Correction: "A MOOT point" Misused phrase: "Escape Goat" (Is that like an escape con? I suddenly want an escape goat in my backyard) Correction: "Scape Goat" Every time I hear someone say "aks" instead of "ask" I want to punch them in the face

Losers Suck!
Subject: A near flawless 2007 Chevy Duramax 2500 (ours) that was properly parked, I might add. The Offender: My husband saw a Hunk O' Shit pick up truck, with it's driver that looked like he was awaiting the second coming of the Mullet, parked unskillfully beside ours. Perhaps his truck horn mimicked that of the "General Lee". Husband goes in to the store, the Hunk O' Shit is there. Husband comes out of the store a few minutes later.....Hunk O' Shit is gone. But what is NOW there is a 2+ foot long gouge in the side of our truck. The insurance adjuster came out to the house a couple of days later. In a matter of less than a couple of minutes away from our truck, a $250 deductible and $2500 in damage occurs. The estimated time to repair it? 9 days. What is wrong with people these days? Since when is it okay to hit and run? I imagine Mullet Magoo going home bragging to his cousin-slash-wife, about how he "fought the man" today. Then he probably goes to the cooler in the bac

I Want You
its 6:30am and I want it bad. I know who I want and How. I get dressed in nothing but a pair of track pants and a t-shirt. i go to his apartment and the longer it took to get there the wetter i was getting. knock on the door. you opened the door still half asleep in just your briefs, i pushed my way into your place and shut the door behind me. you looked surprised to see me, but this has been a long time coming. i took your hand and put it down inside my pants to show you how wet you make me and at the same time i kissed your lips. you did not pull away but indulged in the fact that i got so wet just thinking about you. you pulled me closer and kissed me deeply in return. you pick me up wrapping my legs around you and take me to your room, slowly laying me down on the bed and kissing me even more deeply.you pull my t off over my head kissing my breast as you do. then as you are kissing down my body your taking my pants off ever so slowly. you kiss my inner thighs and my legs open wider

Hippies! Surprisingly....i Don't Mind 'em!
I don't mind them at all. They are entertainment of the free persuasion. Simply lost on the big train of thought with no direction. Always fighting for something, but going about it completely wrong. You see one driving down I-5 in his 1968 Volkswagen Kombi Hippie bus, that is pumping black soot from it's tailpipe, so thick that it could never reach the atmosphere. On the back of the bus are bumper stickers that profess "Save The Earth", "Give green a chance", "The Earth does not belong to us. We belong to the Earth", and my personal favorite "I am only speeding because I have to poop!" I wonder if he knows his vehicle is a rolling turd. -or- You see one on a street corner in a heavily populated city. He is wearing his rastafari bowl hat with his home made honky dreads and his ganja necklace sits ornately around his neck. A hackie sack is within arms reach in case anyone is up for a quick scuffle with him. He strums on his guitar that is made of endangered Mahogany and

Beautiful Day
It was the beginning of summer and Sandy woke up to a beautiful day so she decided she was doing a little gardening or should I say weeding. You know at the beginning of summer you have to weed your flowerbed or you flowers won’t grow beautiful like they should. She had beautiful roses and tulips which she loved very much. They were of all colors, but she loved the deep purple and red ones in both the most. Several hours have passed and Sandy had finished weeding and now getting ready to cut the grass in hopes to make the garden beautiful again. Just as she was going to start the mower she looked towards the edge of her gardens. There she had seen a man standing, looking at her. Although there was almost 100 feet between them she thought she knew the man. She then decided to go see who the man was. When she got closer to the man she realized who it was. “Charlie” she said. “Is that you?” “Yes” He said. “It is me.” Wi

Stop Making Things So Damned Complicated!
In order to make the world "healthy" again, we each need to do just THESE things: Live each day with courage. Take pride in your work. Always finish what you start. Do what has to be done. Be tough but fair. When you make a promise, keep it. Ride for the brand. Talk less and say more. Remember that some things aren't for sale. Know where to draw the line The "Cowboy" ethics is a good place to start. Do you agree?

Would You Like Me To Undress You
after a long days work you come home to find me in your room standing with nothing on.Would you like me to undress you?"YES"slowly taking off your t-shirt and kiss your chest, unbutton your jeans, and push them to the floor for you to step out of.run my hands back up your leg to take off your boxers. you step out of them and once again i run my hand up your leg, but i stand up and my hands follow to your chest.after running over your chest with my hand i kiss your neck then your ear, your cheek and then your mouth.I push you down on the bed and holding your hands i continue kissing my way down. every inch of your chest would not be missed.then i would let your hands go to put mine on your ever growing member to feel the pulse within.i then wet my lips and touch the tip.then i lick the tip and make you moan.slowly lower my lips down onto you and suck nice and slow.sucking a little harder and faster ever time i return to the tip.i then stand on the bed directly over you.i look down at yo

A Joke That Makes Sense :)
I recently asked my friend's little girl what she wanted to be when she grows up. She said she wanted to be President some day. Both of her parents, liberal Democrats, were standing there, so I asked her, "If you were President what would be the first thing you would do?" She replied, 'I'd give food and houses to all the homeless people.' Her parents beamed. "Wow, what a worthy goal." I told her, "But you don't have to wait until you're President to do that. You can come over to my house and mow the lawn, pull weeds, and rake my yard, and I'll pay you $50. Then I'll take you over to the grocery store where a homeless guy hangs out, and you can give him the $50 to use toward food and a new house." She thought that over for a few seconds; then she looked me straight in the eye and asked, 'Why doesn't the homeless guy come over and do the work, and you just pay him the $50?' I said, 'Welcome to the Republican Party.' Her parents still aren't speaking to me!

Guess Who
It is about 6:30am and you’re just waking up to a new day. You get your clothes ready and lay them out on the bed. Black jeans, red button up shirt, silk boxers, and black socks.You start the shower wondering what type of day it will be. Will it be the same as usual or will something eventful happen.In the shower with your Old Spice shower gel you started thinking of a friend you know. Diane was her name. Just to think of her made you feel funny inside. Her long Black hair flowing down her back. “Beauty” you said “just beautiful”Not knowing just how you body was reacting to the thought of her you continued to shower.You reached your groin to wash and realized just how she affected you. Your erection said it all.You finished your shower and continued to get dressed. At this point your erection had gone; witch was good because you had to go to work.Arriving at work was normal, but when you got to your desk you seen a note that said “kisses. Guess who&r

A Drive In The Country
This is a little story that Adrian[ex multiply member] & I wrote together... Adrian:It was one of those absolutely clear, blue-sky days when the temperature is “just right”, the company is “just right” and the destination was… well… “just right”. We were heading to the shore to enjoy a little quality time together; just an old mentor/teacher and his pretty protégé/model, and I had been anticipating the trip for weeks. We were driving along in my little classic Triumph convertible with the top down and just letting the breeze blow free around us. We were on one of those twisty-turny roads that followed the coast southward, and there was virtually no traffic at all except an occasional farm vehicle. The sea was far below, off to our left and I glanced away from it to look over at you in the passenger seat. You looked so pretty in your white deck shorts and red checkered halter top; your raven hair was flying in the wind and the back draft

Round Two
He just woke up to a sun filled room. Turned his head to find her staring back at him through her sparkling green eyes with a few strands of long golden brown hair passing over them. He took a deep breath and with that came the thought of the erotic fragrance of the love making they shared that previous night. He continued to look at her and she looked back. Just knowing just how much he need her made his heart race and head spin. Her whole body aches with sensual longing. She was sparked with passionate thoughts just seeing him lying their so. She was driven to embrace him in a thousand kisses. To touch him until their entire body vibrates with passion. All this in her mind and more.Her succulent moist lips on his, her breasts pressed against his. Limbs wrapped around each other like links of a chain.He says in a whispering voice next to her ear “You are my ecstasy, my chosen, and my arousal.”They embrace for a moment of kissing. She then starts to run her hands up his thi

You
we dressed. i in tight black jeans with a dressy black t with a few buttons at the top and you in much the same thing. from the time we left out room untill we got dining roon in the hotel, threw the meal and back to our room again there were hands everywhere that they could get and heat building in us both not to mention the heated kisses we shared every chance we got. finnaly inside the room wanting you i kiss you deeply.. as i stop kissing you i bring your bottom lip with me between my teeth.with a smile i release.still i have my hands beneath your shirt feeling your body, your heart pound and the heat.slowly i slide my hands to your back and pull you close. my hands slide down over your butt and along your thighs to your front and meet at your belly.holding the waist of your jeans i again pull you close and gently kiss you and sick you lip as i pull away.you smile as you pull your lip back into your mouth and tasting me there. hand gently gliging down the friont of your jeans

Ice
your walking me to the room and still wound up i felt the temtation to touch your ass.. just cant help myself and feeling devilish at the same time. you turn and look at me and smile but continue to the bed.you motin and help me lay on the bed and as you walk away you glide your fingers down across my lips, down my chest, my stomach and leg. you go to the bar fridge and take out some ice and mixed us both a drink. you come back to the bed and i take the drinks, place then on the night stand and get you to lay down next to me.i serve you your drink as you lay there and then sip mine as the moisture of the glass dripps down over my chest. you see it and decide to lick it off then with an evil smile you lay back on the bed.i take both glasses and place them on the night stand and scoop out an ice cube and pop it into my mouth. i lay back down next to you and smile as i take the ice out of my mouth and trace you nipples with it and then down the center of your chest and stomach. i then slo

Swing Kids And A 3 Year Old's Heart
The movie Swing Kids was based in Nazi Germany at a time when Hitler was rapidly rising into power. The young adults who listened to underground, illegal swing music and were against the Nazi movement went through their own rebellion to resist Hitler. So I just got done watching the movie, and my 3 1/2 year old son watched it with me. At the very end, my son looked at me with tears in his eyes, completely heartbroken, and said "Mommy, this hurts my heart. Why did the bad people have to kill everybody? Hitler is a bad man." I looked at my son as he wrapped his arms around me and cried for all those people, and it made me cry too. My son's heart is amazing, and the depth of his understanding is beyond comprehension. As we sat there crying together, it made me wish that Hitler could have somehow known the heart of a child. It's amazing how much kids actually know and understand. Thank GOD my son will never have to know that kind of hatred.

Her Point....
Anybody want to pitch in to help pay for an electric fence?A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV.Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Arizona is addressing the issue of illegal immigration.Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely.Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house.Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave.But I say, "No! I like it here". It's better than my house. I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-workingand honest (except for when I broke into your house).According to the protesters:You are Required to let me stay in yo

The New Military Draft
While the standard draft that many older readers may remember that ended in 1973. Now, there is a Selective Service System which requires that all men between 18 and 25 register for in case the draft needs to be resumed. Oddly enough, I am a 26 year man that has served my country, was not allowed to re-enlist, and therefore got out in February 2010 in order to start my civilian life. On April 29, orders were then drawn up for me saying that I had to report in South Carolina in June for Mobilization. Due to that, I had to quit my job and my career path, pack up a house, and do everything required to leave without the assistance of a base, nor the services provided from living on a base to help with these matters. My friends, I say to you that there is a draft. I unfortunately have to quote John Kerry in saying that there is a “back door” draft. Those that have served willing during the war effort are being called back to deploy again. The orders state that deplo

Next Ink
Well the first session went well, and im happy with the results. Its a major improvement from what was done before. The girl has some skills, so I will return in another week or two to continue on the sleeve. she charges $100 per session, which is not too shabby! any ways, I have to figure out what to do with the empty spot there on my arm. My first thought was part of a mardi gras mask or the happy theater mask, BUT with that big Orb having a face, it may just be too busy...anyways this isnt really a blumm or anything, I just am thinking out loud, so to speak.. So if anyone has some suggestions let me know. Since most of you that may be reading this have some clue as to my personality you may come up with something i didnt think of already... I may also have some musical notes thrown in to fill in the space, or my sons names in an anagram or something like that as you were

The Art Of Being Fu Emo
"I WANT THE RAZOR BLADE BLING!" Would you really like to do something that makes me want to shove corn cobs up your pee hole? BE FU EMO! It's really simple, all you have to do is constantly put up whiny tiny violin statuses. ALL the time I mean...do it often and do it well! Here are some examples on some subjects you can use: Lack of photo views/rates in a day. Lack of profile rates in a day. Lack of bling being showered at you. Lack of having a girlfriend. Lack of help leveling. Lack of remembrance by all 3,000 friends of your birthday and/or Fu anniversary date. Lack of hot chicks responding to your stalker-esque shouts. Other ideas... Tell us over and over again that you are leaving Fu because you are not feeling the love. LMFAO!! Then why aren't you gone yet? Or actually go through with the deletion of your account, then come back a week later pretty fucking BUMMED that all of the time and money you spent on your previous account has basically been thrown in the garbage

Dream Girl
As you lay in your bed pictures from fu in your head you close your eyes so tight longing for the night because that's when I come to you... dream girl it starts with a deep kiss baby, relax... feel the bliss from your dream girl... I undress you so slow kissing, licking, sucking everywhere I go, got your heart racing, anticipating the love we'll be making... your dream girl... looking deep in your eyes I churn my brown thighs clinging to my ass as my hips do a dance up and down as I go squeezing you tight inside, and you know I'm your dream girl... you lose breath as you moan, cause you know you're not alone you can't help but let go

Green Jelly - The Bear Song
Green Jelly The Bear Song The bear went over the mountain to see what he could see. HEY! The other side of the mountain was all that he could see, SO! He went back over the mountain to see what he could see. HEY! The other side of the mountain was all that he could see! You darn fool, you darn fool, can't you plainly see? HEY! It's nothing but a cabbage head his grandma said to me. HO! Many a-miles I've traveled, a thousand miles or so, HEY! I never saw a head of cabbage with hair upon it before! WHAT'S THIS CABBAGE?! The bear went over the mountain to see what he could see. HEY! The other side of the mountain was all that he could see, SO! He went back over the mountain to see what he could see. HEY! The other side of the mountain was all that he could see! HEY, IS THAT A BEAR OVER THERE?!! ''Hey, Boo Boo, let's scare the ranger.'' ''Gee, Yogi...''You darn fool, you darn fool, can't you plainly see? HEY! It's nothing but a cabbage head his grandma said to me. HO! Many

Imin A *fuct* Salute Contest Plz Rate N Comment
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Green Jello - Three Little Pigs
(Spoken)Why don't you, sit right back,and I, I may tell you, a tale.A tale of three, little pigs,and a BIG, BAD, WOLFFF.Well the first little piggy, well he was kinda hick.He spent most of his days, just a dreamin of the city.And then one day, he bought a guitar.He moved to Hollywood, to become a star.But, living on the farm, he knew nothing of the city.Built his house out of straw, what a pity.And then one day, jammin on some chords,along came the wolf, knocking on his door.(Chorus)Little Pig, Little Pig, let me in.NOT BY THE HAIR OF MY CHINNY, CHIN, CHIN!!Little Pig, Little Pig, let me in.NOT BY THE HAIR OF MY CHINNY, CHIN, CHIN!!Well I'm huffin, I'm puffin, I'll blow your house in.Huffin, puffin, blow your house in.Huffin, puffin, blow your house in.Huffin and a puffin and I'll blow your house in!!!Well the second little piggy, well he was kinda stoked.He spent most of his time just a gone just smokin.Huffin and a puffin down on Venice Beach.Getting paid money for rel

Losing My Mind
Running to every corner Trying to find my escape But I end up chasing an empty space My only friend is misery I get psyched back up when I see your face Then I remember it's only temporary Why does happiness have to be a short story? How much longer til I pass this phase? Tying to beat the sorrow everyday When I know, in the the end it's there to win I can no longer see my life's worth Caught in the wrath of others Making this pain feel comfortable, like it's right at home (Chorus) Losing my mind Letting those words sink in Becoming so gullible and ashamed Taking every word to heart It's hard to not care Trying to convince myself as much as I can But I can't help to think, if they are right I'm screaming inside, wondering if anyone could see it through my eyes I've been on my own far too long Dying to feel, to be held once again Feeling sorry for myself, cause no one else shows sympathy Just goes to show it's better off to be alone, gotta watch my own bac

Warning
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The Truth About Love....
I loved you for capturing my heart... I loved you for giving me the kind of love I never had.. I loved you for listening to me all those hard to get through times.. I loved you for being the beautiful picture in my life.. I loved you for keeping me warm all those nights... I loved you for making me laugh and my heart smile... I loved you for being the love I couldnt live without... I loved you for being the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.. I loved you for having the only heart I wanted to call my own... I loved you for being my everything... FUCK YOU... For capturing my heart...just so you can break it! For giving the kind of love I never had... just so you could take it ! For listening to me all those hard to get through times...just to then turn and walk away! For being the beautiful picture in my life...just to leave an empty frame on the shelf! For keeping me warm all those nights...just to later leave me out in the cold! For making me laugh and m

For Those Women Who Don't Quite Get It.... I'm Reposting This. Maybe You'll Get It This Time Around...
You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls dont realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.From a guys point of view:We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 12 at night we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 12 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we mean it. So don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the doo

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Proud Of My Country
Im going into the navy. my family is proud. and i am proud of those who served before me. they paved the bloodyed path for all of us to live in a free country. now its my turn to add my bricks to that path and hope its leading us in the right derection.

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Hey All
I am effin bored. Almost forgot about Fubar lol. So how are all of ya? Anything good at all? My blogs are boring I know. There isn't much to discuss. My nephew's birthday is in about a week or so. Can't wait to see him, my sister and my niece again. Good news... We got a new air conditioner. It doesn't feel like a oven as much here anymore lol.

Jimmy Dean
RICHMOND, Va. (AP) - Jimmy Dean, a country music legend for his smash hit about a workingman hero, "Big Bad John," and an entrepreneur known for his sausage brand, died on Sunday. He was 81. His wife, Donna Meade Dean, said her husband died at their Henrico County, Va., home. She told The Associated Press that he had some health problems but was still functioning well, so his death came as a shock. She said he was eating in front of the television. She left the room for a time and came back and he was unresponsive. She said he was pronounced dead at 7:54 p.m. "He was amazing," she said. "He had a lot of talents." Born in 1928, Dean was raised in poverty in Plainview, Texas, and dropped out of high school after the ninth grade. He went on to a successful entertainment career in the 1950s and '60s that included the nationally televised "The Jimmy Dean Show." In 1969, Dean went into the sausage business, starting the Jimmy Dean Meat Co. in his hometown. He sold the company to Sara Lee Cor

My 1st Contest
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Why?
Why they feel the need to be honest about their feelings now is beyond me. My ex-best friend doesn't speak to me anymore partially due to her never trusting the relationship between myself and one the Honest asses, and her suspicions were right, at least about how he felt about me. Then the other expects me to go for him after what his mother put me through when I was 17 because of a crush I had on him at 14-15. Yeah right... I love them so much as friends, they are two of my best friends, but I just can't go there with either of them and take the chance of losing one or both...

You ..........again
I should be over this your name and what you did shouldn't bother me any more but it does and lower I sink back into myself analyzing and reliving everything over and over again I should be past this sinking feeling that twist the knots in my stomach, It's not you any more that bring the tears its knowing all she wants is you and the fact she will never have that Its not your fault you were to far gone to be saved when you went away, tattered memories pictures and newspaper clippings thats all thats left All thats left of someone the world forgot and left to die alone these things can't be replaced, there will always be a hole in her where you should of been that no one will ever fill

Douchebag Of The Day
9:28pm cac5 17: very nice pics hun 9:30pm To cac5 17: ty 9:30pm cac5 17: welcome :) 9:40pm cac5 17: any chance you'd want in my private pics for a min. lol 9:43pm To cac5 17: Read my profile. Maybe that'll give you the answer you want 9:44pm cac5 17: nah 9:44pm To cac5 17: oh, you didn't have to. You figured it out all by yourself 9:44pm cac5 17: lol no i just honestly dont give a shit 9:45pm To cac5 17: Then don't ask :D kthnx bye 9:45pm cac5 17: i wouldnt sign off fubar tonight, your mobster might stay dead for a while :) night *he blocked me after this* ZOMG I'm so terrified I'm shakin in my fu-boots. I stay dead in fumafia as it were...DOUCHE

Alright
a flashback not a throwbacki credit with churchbringing me backwhen i was at my worstof times..we had when i knew i was badwe were makin makin makinno fakin loveunconditionally hadthen she came back in my lifestill no wifeno significant othersho nuffshe said in kindlook finelike an above-the-board sisterand when i was downpushinpushin my blueshe backed me upn we made love when it was thrumy lady yer alright!nicecontriteand neveroff pointi'd had to take some timemake up my mindfind the right wordsfor this jointconnectedlike hipbonesto legbonesto the anklebonesin the middleits yoursthe jointthat we gotta make pointto do it more than all foursmaybe hundred timesi'm swimminin curvesn brownon brownlike coca-colawe bubbleand satisfymy memoryof big brown aerolas...

The Most Important Thing...
As the days go by, one by one things seem to get so much better. Thats the most important thing. The love in your life, day by day grows stronger more powerful and passionate. I feel so blessed to have that love in my life, running through my blood, as it grows stronger day by day. Thats the most important thing....

Sometimes ...i Am Sure It Has Been Heard A Thousand Times, But Who Is Really Listening??
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger, but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road

Summary Of Life (cute)
Summary of Life GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats.. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair.3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food.6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair.7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts.10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree.2) Wrinkles don't hurt.3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.6) Middle age is when you choose your cereal for

Army Girlfriend
I have learned ALOT of new things over the past year, but the most important one, was what it is like to be the loved one of a soilder. The days that go by without a phone call, not knowing if he and his unit are ok. He has taught me so much and I love him so much. I can not wait until he is home with me forever. I used to have respect for our troops, but now thanks to the love of my life, I have an even bigger respect for our troops. Army Girlfriend Author: Michelle Stevens There's an American GirlDoing the best that she canTaking her Rank Along side her manShe wears no dog tag Don't carry a military IDShe gets no recognition upon the T.VShe carries A badge that no other possessits the badge of courage for the man she loves bestThere is no pay rate for the job that she does,She stands beside her Soldier the one that she loves.She don't get to see him a full 365 daysBut maybe half of that is spent with him awaySomewhere in a 3rd world CountryFighting for our Rights,While someo

Mi Vida Vale Madre
I feel like I am not capable of being truly happy. I dont remember when was the last time I was feeling happy and the feeling lasted more than a day. Every time something good happens or when I finally feel motivated enough to stand on my own, something happens and I get shot down. Good thing come to those who wait??? I dont know how long I have to wait, but considering we live on avarage of 80 years now, I am still young and a lot to go?? Do I have to take another heart ache?? I waited so long and did so much for someone I loved to death, only to learn the person didnt want me for who I am, and now Im left with nothing. I am always nervous, because I dont know what's gonna happen in my life. I dont know if Im in the right path. I dont know what to do next. I need help but I dont know who to trust. I want to be able to enjony my life that I get to live only once, but instead unhappiness and nervousness is always on my mind like a cancer. I feel sorry for what I've done or didnt do

A Girl Can Be Just As Messed Up As You.
I've always lived through the men in my life. My boyfriends have always been men I could use. My friends have always been men that could satisfy an itch. No matter who they were or what they were good at, they always had a purpose. I've used men like most men use women. They are comodities to be traded. You find a good one and replace him with a better one. One good mouth....two good hands...one large...well, you get the point. Everyone has a talent. Everyone has an outstanding skill. And, i want to try them all. Now, this doesn't mean that I have always taken advantage of them. Some of them were worth it. Some of them wanted to take care of me and didn't expect anything in return. Some of them were nice and truly respected me. Those were the ones I couldn't hurt. I couldn't use them. I couldn't make them feel the way that all the others made me feel....but the others...they treated me like shit....and I usually returned the favor. You call me for a booty call...yeah, I'll put out

My Prefect Man!!!!
AFTER ALOT OF THINKING AND PERSONAL EXPERIENCE IT SEEMS TO HAVE BECOME MY DESTINY....LMAO Looking for a man who lies, cheats and steals...a lot! I'd like to meet someone who is dishonest, lazy, mean, uneducated, unethical and rude. A previous arrest record is not necessary, but would be nice. You should know how to act like a king, preferably a drama king. And not be afraid to talk openly about your feelings, even in a crowded movie theater. You should also be a good communicator, understanding that yelling, screaming and swearing are effective in most conversations. I'd like someone who is open-minded enough to believe that unicorns and leprechauns are real, but also believes that things like hard work, deodorant and exercise are just myths. I like a man who enjoys spending time at the beach, or on long hikes in the woods, as a way to hide from police until "things settle down". You should enjoy a nice evening out shoplifting, or just staying home to cuddle with a nice porn video. A

Fifth Grade Assignment
A fifth grade teacher in a Christian school asked her class to look at TV commercials and see if they could use them in 20 ways to communicate ideas about God. Here are some of the results: scroll down. God is like. BAYER ASPIRIN He works miracles. God is like. A FORD He's got a better idea.. God is like.&nb

The Love I Lost
I feel so alone I'm not myself Ever since you left me I've lost my good health I'm poppin' pills And riskin' my life Drinkin' a lot more & Cuttin' my arm with a knife I never thought I'd deserve your love But when I had it It was more than enough I want you back Back in my arms Laughin' & Smilin' Happy & Calm I've lost all hope I've lost all faith But baby for you Forever I will wait.

My Happy Hour Results!
Congratulations! Your happy hour was a great success: lots of people gave lots of love.You collected 3,334,842 bonus points as Happy Hour sponsor. Cheers!325 members leveled up during your happy hour:

I Feel So Betrayed #1
Lone Gunslinger GM JBR from juke box riders is a person not to be trusted ever i trusted him as a friend and a outstanding dj that was until he complained live on air on how i made him do a all nighter trying to find songs i wanted to listen to as song requests even thoughthey are are australian artists/australian bands lone gunslinger is a untrustworthy person i made him something a very cool pic and all he can do is whinge live on jbr radio and complain like a little boy who didn't get what he wanted from daddy for christmas and so i removed this cryer from my friends list and blocked this son of a bitch too he has made my time in jbr a fucking nightmare when i have friends in that lounge and he's acting like a goddamn 2 year old in the playground i am sorry sasy but that's how i feel about your so called mr nice guy for a gm and dj from Bruce

The Burial
The picture I always said would hurt when she left is now a forgotten memory at the bottom of a box. Everything that was us, she placed in there. Without so much of a second look she tossed those memories into the hole with me. She picked up her shovel and started filling in the dirt, done with me, done with her past. Never breaking a sweat she finished, leaving me there to look after her as she started to leave. Within a few steps he was already at her side, and arm in arm they went. My children staying, not wanting to leave. She called them though, and through obedience they left, but were the only ones looking back.

A Return?
Coming back to Fubar after a year is a real shock... I was here for the LostChary, and then the CherryTap and finally Fubar and each change was a sorta seemless transferral from one to another...more stuff, more people...some changes were great and others a pain in the ass. When I finally deleted my original Nomad site I'd become too jaded and so aloof with the people that were my friends that it was pointless to stay anymore... mostly the problem was me, and the funk I allowed myself to dive into that eventually pulled me away from my friends. Hopefully, I can give this another shot and meet some new friends, as well as connect with those that I bailed on before, because they were(are) some good people... So...Here I am again, (Luckily, I had a few back up accounts with the older 6 digit member ID...lol I'm one of 4 million now, but I was among the 1st 100k...lol) I can tell you that it was a shock when I logged in for the first time to the New Fubar... it was like leaving a town

Why Add Someone Then Block Them
WTF, Why add someone then blockthem? if you don't want to talk or whatever have the respect to tell them so. That is wtf is wrong with this country, noone has respect for anyone except themselves today and those that do care and respect others get shit on!!!!

A Poem From A Man Never Married
Tear From A Roseon one block in the world there was a rose bush that started to grow. it grew slow, reaching up to the sky. then as months passed it started to have lil red blossoms. they sprouted bloomed, as the days went by. people walked by watching them grow. some were picked and most had stayed. yet there was one that was blooming like the rest. then, one day, all the flowers were pick. although this single rose just started to bloom. as it grew it looked around. wondering why it was the only one. as the people from before walk on by. it came un noticed. then one day it grew to its full size and was the biggest out of them all. yet people continued to walk on by as if it were not even there. then one night as it was sleeping it began to feel this cutting at its stem. it began to wake to look around. all it saw was nothing but darkness. then there was a light in the distance. it tried to stay awake, yet it was still very sleepy, as it began to pass back out it saw a d

Difference Between Men And Women
Difference Between Men and Women 1. A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he wants. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't want. 2. A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. 3. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. 4. To be happy with a man you must understand him a lot & love him a little. To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot & not try to understand her at all. 5. Married men live longer than single men - but married men are a lot more willing to die. 6. Any married man should forget his mistakes - there's no use in two people remembering the same thing. 7. Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed. Women somehow deteriorate during the night. 8. A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't. A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change & she does. 9. A woman has the last

Get My Points For 12 Hours!
I will give you my points for 12 hours (which also gives you 8 Ability Points) for one of the following: A) Auto 11s (which we will share) and 10 million fuBucks --OR-- B) Auto 11s (which we will share) and a Boomerang --OR-- C) 5 million fuBucks and 2 Boomerangs In the past, I have helped others to earn anywhere between 1.5 million and 8 million points (the higher amounts had Auto 11s and/or bombs), because I work my a$s off to make it successful for you (chasing bombs, rating, etc.). Send me a private message to schedule a day!

Bad Bazookas!!!
See what flashing your bazookas can do??? BREASTS CAN BE HAZARDOUS TO YOUR HEALTHFlashing your husband can be dangerous to your health -- and everyone else’s.... One woman from Maine found out the hard way. As she dropped her husband off for work, she gave him a kiss, and then, just for luck, she also gave him a quick flash of her breasts.A passing cabdriver took a look, and then another, and was so intent on looking at the woman's breasts that he lost control of his cab, crashing into a nearby medical building and knocking off a piece of the building -- right onto the woman. Meanwhile, inside the building, a dental technician was cleaning a patients teeth when the cab crashed, and was so startled she jammed the dental pick into a patients mouth -- and he in turn, bit down on her hand so hard that he severed two of her fingers."I'm not sure why I did it," the Maine wife said after the incident, "I was really close to the car, so I didn't think anyone would see it."

Attitude
it is your attitude at the beginning of a task that determines succes or failure so lemme say this to all them peeps out there if u have a negative attitude your always gonna be a failure in life that sounds harsh but its the truth hurts but if u have a positive attitude u can accomplished so many things in ur life and get stuff u never imagined of having... so ppl take my advised always have a positive attitude no matter wats goin on in your life if u do u will succeed.

Office Politics
Working in a school is a treacherous job, especially when you're not a teacher or senior staff. Not too bad for me as I'm not there much longer, but I'm getting to see how it all "works". For one, I never knew how much authority the head teacher had, she basically just implements stuff with no discussion and no consideration to the people affected. Is very much hated by the people not up her ass. Second, the people. Even when they know they are being wronged, they'll say one thing in one situation, but then turn around and do something completely different when faced by other people. Which pisses everyone else off, because it's difficult to stand up for yourselves as a group when certain people are too chicken. Makes for a rather stressful environment, people quitting left right and centre. Glad I wont be staying.

How Ya Like Me Now?
you call your self a soldier, controler and in the end all u is is a wanna be player and a fake ass ballar...Im done with love, respect or even kindness... u think u can hurt me more get a fuckin clue cuz everyone i meet now will pay for you...u complain that im a bitch and heartless but look at the shit u put me through... bitch you made me this way so get use to it !!!all you guys say girls are heartless and psyco but look at your past and remember you are the reason we have all become bigger players than any of you punk asses could imagine...you call your self a soldier, controler and in the end all u is is a wanna be player and a fake ass ballar...I feel free in knowing i cant be hurt now and that all u motherfuckers cant touch this!!!instead of wining , dining and reclining all you gave us was crying, lying and declining.we tried our best to show you love, compassion and caring but in the end you tell us we're buggin, stalkin and get to walkin.you call your self a soldier, contr

Democrat Rep. Bob Etheridge Should Resign Now!
North Carolina Democrat Rep. Bob Etheridge is in hot water as well as he should be. He let his disgust with the America people show itself a few days ago. Etheridge ruffed up a citizen who just asked the representative a question Etheridge didn’t like. And if the incident was not put on YouTube he would not have issued an apology. This guy Etheridge is nothing but a thug and condescending miscreant. There should be an outrage from other law makers because of his behavior. He should resign immediately. If he doesn’t resign on his own then he should be forced to resign. Read on http://www.foxnews.com/politics/2010/06/14/nc-congressman-physical-confrontation-students/ BlastFM is a feel good radio station for you. Listen 24/7 to music that will get you into your groove www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Oh My Effin Gawdddd Look At This Sh!t I Get I Got Called The C Word From A Dude Haha
HONEYonROCK29: ...man you are sick and remember you never looks good with silly faces!! so enjoy your life you fuckin cunt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To HONEYonROCK29: cunt ? cunt cause i told u u have no right to tell me what faces i can and cant make? that i cant goof off? u telling me what to wear how to dress what pics to take and u dont even know me? tell me that i need to dress decent you know what fuk off man (my reply) hahaha another winner yay haha look at his pic comment on a effn salute .... HONEYonROCK2910 mins -- 5 of 5you are not even fickin able to be rated!!!! damn scum minded girl!!!!!inner..you are very bad girl!!! so enjoy the block world and yeah yeah i know you even dont care about so this is all you!!!!!!!!!!!! reply dont get me wrong i let him have it i told him to fuk off that u cant demand shit from people and speak to women the way u do blah blah blah so yer im a bitch for that but im not gonna take shit from n

Casual Observation
If you're a single woman on any social network, you are always "not looking for relationship. move on. I'm here for the comments/making friends/blogs (for here)/MUMMs. so don't even try) but eventually, that one guy will come along and burst that bubble. Then you are gone and rarely leave any profile rates/comments/status updates.

Difference Between Loving And Caring
There are those who care for youThen there are those who love you Those who care protectThose who love fight Those who care cherishThose who love worship Those who care are mendThose who love heal To care is to loveTo love is to care If she cares for youShe loves you She will always love youShe will always care for you

Healthier Living
So I bought the P90X workout program a couple of months ago. Due to rehabbing my knee (which actually turns out to be back problems...weird I know), I haven't started it just yet. I took the first step today in doing the pre-work/fit test. Hope to get it going full blown starting tomorrow. I'm still dealing with some pain in my back and joints, but I really believe its cause of the gut I've developed in the last 10 years! lol. I'm looking forward to increased energy, weight loss, and hopefully looking the best I have...ever. I'm sure there will be plenty of moments where I'll want to quit, or think I can't do it anymore. Its tough starting out any workout program if you're going at it alone. But I'm hoping I'll put enough pressure on myself to complete the entire program. Wish me luck! In other news...I have been through a lot in the past year. Many more downs than ups. Met a few people that lifted my spirits, and had a heartache or two. But there seems to always be someb

Broken Heart
Broken heart never love again,Broken heart all because of men,Broken heart never to be replaced,Broken heart the problems I have faced,Broken heart what's the future gonna be like?Broken heart that was the final strike,Broken heart who is to blame?Broken heart you put out the flame.

Forget The Times
Forget the times he walked byForget the times he made u cryForget the times he spoke your nameRemember now your not the same.Forget the times he held your handForget the sweet things if u canForget the times & Don't pretendRemember now he's just ur friend

You Knoooooooooooooo Wth With Men Making Pic Request
YOU KNOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WTH WITH MEN MAKING PIC REQUEST LOOK : FirST DUDE SAYS I HAVE TO POST PICURES NO MAKING SILLY FACES AND ACTTING NoRMAL OR WHATEVER (i have over 24 in defult alone of normal faces )- even tho i do have goofy ones too ... next dude says he wants me to post decent pics of myself with no clevage and makes a sad face cause my "boobies" show in some pics ....(even tho its only cleavage) wth duddddeeeee alota chicks post way more and i get shit ? lol wow just wow .... man u kno its like i cant win i post just face pics i get told to post body pics i post body pics in tshirt and jeans i get told to take pic sexier pics haha you know these fu-ckers have some balls to be making demands js..... what makes them think they have right to tell people how to pose dress faces to make how hairhould be done etc .... i mean damn if ur that demanding and controling and u hardly know me and ur like that alreadly is not a good sign .... and u knooooo there are more reques

What Is Sexy?
BODY { MARGIN: 8px } .LW-yrriRe { FONT: x-small arial } What is sexy? It's not even called sexy any more, it's call hot or super hot-- whatever. What I think is sexy most of my friends don't for example: I like a girl-- young woman with runner's legs, you know, those shapely frog legs, tanned lean and never mean. And so what if she has broad shoulders with 36A cups between them and a very narrow waist, I think that is sexy to my taste. Although, I dd have a girlfriend with 34DDs and she would slap me on the face with them teasingly in a fit of passion and she would laugh, or if she was extremely excited, or if I did her perfectly-- in such away that she thought about me for days "I just can't get you out of my head," she would say and then make me very happy i.e., she did other things with those 34DDs that I cannot be printed here, I will say that she is a very talented lady. Our relationship lasted just over a year before her husband found out. Hey, she wore no rings wh

This Is My Brain On Frappe
Not much to see here. I was at the grocery store a while back. One of the items that I needed to get was potatoes. I didn't need a lot of them but there wasn't much of a selection so I ended up buying a 5 lb bag rather than gathering up 4 0r 5 loose potatoes. I thought to myself, "I don't need this many potatoes. What a waste." When I got up to the checkout I realized that the bag had a rip in it. "There better not be any potatoes missing from this bag," immediately popped into my mind. If you were the person in front of me in line, I wan't laughing uncontrollably at you. There was no need for the dirty looks. I was merely laughing at myself and my momentarily fear of getting rippped off for a few extra potatoes that I didn't even want in the first place.

Yeah Id Like To Know Too.
So where are all the "Save the Gulf" concerts? Where are the T.V. Benefits with celebrities and musicians giving heart felt speeches on the poor fisherman, wildlife, beaches, loss of income and sabotaged gulf economy? I find it rather strange how these people (including our own government) are so quick to help Haiti and other countries...but sit on their asses for this one. Just the facts. *Post this if you agree!!!*

The Palm Of Her Hand
"The Palm of Her Hand"The ring for thee, is forged by mein fires of ancient timbrequenched by the blood that flows from my heartspilt for thee and thy honourThe wind that blowsacross the moorswhispers thy sweet name in my earcausing said heart, to skip in its beatas thy beautiful visage overcomes meI see thy face in every flowerthat falls beneath my gazebut their fragrance and so so petals compare not to the angel that owns methat one lovely creatureThat holds my heartin the palm of her oh so lovelyhand

Answer These! =) Fu-version
Weekly Random questions. Going to make it about Fubar! 1. Your default picture - Where did you take it? Did you take it for the sole purpose to use it on Fubar to get more rates? 2. Do you change your top family & friends to the people you are friendly with for that week, or are the people on your top family & friends really are your friends? 3. Status Msg: Do you use it to express your emotions you are feeling? Or only for Fu-related news? 4. Fu-Relationships: A Joke or Seriously taken? OR Seriously taken as a joke! 5. Do you ever feel a ping of jealousy when the person you've spend the whole day talking to in SB, updates their status with someone elses name? And then puts hearts around them!? 6. What would be reasons for deleting someone off your friends list? 7. Just how many people have you met off fubar and fucked? 8. Why do you think there are so many ugly women with nsfw folders? No, seriously I want to know! 9. Speaking of NSFW folders, has there ever been a folder

Alone... Written By Me
Alone... By Me Here I lye, feelin alone once againstairing at the same 4 wallssearching for answers that never seem to comewondering were I went wrongthis fimiliar feeling of lonelyness setteling in tired of spending my nights all alonelooking for love in all the wrong placesnever able to be with the ones that I love Time to move in another directionharder then anything I've done in the pastlooking to the future not sure what I seewondering what Is the reason for thisI try to be what I am happy to bebut no one seems to see this in mewhat is it they are expecting from mealways the friend that will listen to youbut never anything more to all the friends I have I'm Tired of always being alonefeeling inadequite to all that I knowfeelings inside that bring me downfeeling inside like I am starting to drownlots of friends I do know I havetelling me i am not alonebut a human touch is what I want to knowyerning for the love that aludes metired of actually being alone. Always condemed

An Article I Just Read...
Tender skin. An open palm or leather flogger. The anticipation before the hand or instrument meets flesh. The thrill as the sound reaches your ears at precisely the same moment the sensation reaches every inch of your body. And you only get another if you ask very, very nicely. Oh, the joys of spanking. It may have been a dreaded punishment as a kid. But as part of consensual adult play, it can be delicious fun. Much of the thrill comes from the expectation and build-up. When will it happen? How will it feel? Will it happen again? And no matter how many times you may indulge, those same questions always seem to arrive since each spanking encounter is different. People enjoy spanking, because in a safe environment, it can be exhilarating to command and to relinquish all power. The spanker is in control of how many spanks and how hard (within the agreed upon scenario, of course.) The “spankee” is left to wait and wonder. Many people find themselves aroused before the paddle

Its Over Devon U Dumass Fuck U Got Nothing So Y Keep Goin
u starded this shit devon u made the post now i made the war your rhymes are just a big snore, i almost fell asleep cuz your rhymes aren't deep by the time i finished them i found they were meek you need more time to develope your rhymes cuz most of your rap was the same old lines, be original like me u dumass fuck..its my turn.. I know U really dont want to fight Cause I come at ur house at nite and end ur f*ckin' life See I have a gun and u have a knife While u screamin' Please dont do it Badguy! See I'm already the best I'm better than the rest I don't need a mic check Cause I already passed the test Now u might have a vest But I'm aiming for ur neck I think u better protect If u hoping for the best See this is for my dogs But not Top Dog That bitch is stuck in the fog He can't see right from wrong Infusion is stuck in confusion And its very amusing To see him get props to rap music And he doesn't listen to it Now ain't that a disgrace To this mothafu

Not My Thing, Or So I Thought - Chapter 4
Not My Thing, or so I Thought – Chapter 4 I couldn’t really leave him there without supervision. I wasn’t worried that he might die because I didn’t give a shit. Well, I did care if he died before I found Madeline but otherwise he meant nothing to me. My biggest fear was that one of his friends might find him and set him free so I had to do something quickly. I went shopping for the essentials and got back to the house in less than two hours. Nothing had changed. I spent the next five hours installing the items I’d picked up. I put new dead-bolts on the exterior doors, security lights on each of the approaches to the house and most importantly web based video cameras that allowed me to monitor the front and side entrances. I also put a peephole camera through the master closet floor so that I could watch Dirk. For the most part he was quiet except when I made too much noise and he tried to attract attention to himself by shouting.

The Pimpout Day Has Come
It looks like I will have all my points for Oracle by the end of the day which leaves the matter of the 4 referrals. If you have already done your referrals or don't care about them feel free to send a couple my way. If they mention you then you get 1 million fubucks and they get 500K and you get to be among my 1st pimpouts. Edit: the link would help http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=523873

Upon Uplifted Wings
While dreams are createdSlowly without rushShape each one tenderly Careful not to crushAs dreams are the threadsWe weave with careWhilst persuing the paths With hearts to shareMagically dreams interlaceWith the gift of wingsWoven with love and light Where a heart singsWith uplifted wings to soarLove spreads around Dreams whispered nightlyIs the sweetest sound

My Life And It Is
I think am not a bad daughter, I try hard to make sure I get to see my dad and talk to him most days. He has been widowed for over a year now and he is a bit lost. Last week I popped into town, I had called dad but he wasn’t in, he goes out most days. Just as I walked down Buchanan street, I spotted him on a street bench and he was talking to a wee old woman. They were nodding and chatting, they looked like strangers talking but still they were at ease with each other. As I approached him, my heart thudded as I thought “My God, he is so lonely he is talking to a strange wee lady, it’s my fault he has no one to speak to, I never visited him enough” “Hi dad” I said and he got up laughing and said “this is my beautiful daughter, what a surprise, I didn’t know you were in the country” My dad is used me not always being in Scotland, despite me telling him constantly my movements, he still gets surprised even when I land o

For You
Miles and miles and miles apart. Although so far you've touched my heart. Your laugh, your voice, your adoring smile, Seem to shorten every mile. I wake every mornig and rest at night, My thoughts and dreams filled with you sight. My feelings for you grow stronger each day, I hope yours too will flow my way. Although I've heard you say it clear, I'm no too sure, I have this fear. Although our lips have never met, I love to kiss the words you set. But one day soon our lips will meet, Our worlds apart will now complete. We'll share our jokes and shed our tears, I've given you my heart it is yours to see, Some things in life were meant to be; Others, we must wait and see. Sometimes life's funny that way; The best things often get away. At times, fate lends a hand; Like uniting two people from different lands. So beautiful yet unreal it seems; Maybe it's only just a dream. But dreams sometimes do come true; You see, I go to know YOU.

Birthday Mornings
This morning was great. I was woken up by two little boys. I was told last night to leave my bedroom door unlocked and to not set my alarm. I did that. What woke me up? Two kiddos screaming "Happy Birthday, Mom!!!!". They had a cake and a card. It was absolutely wonderful.

When Words Are Unsaid
TRYING TO EMBRACE THE MOMENTS THAT ARE NOW MERELY WISPERS IN THE WINDIF I COULD DO IT AGAIN I WOULD HAVE MADE EACH SECOND LASTI WOULD HAVE DONE THINGS DIFFERENTLYMOMENTS UNSPOKEN (TALES)THINGS ARE BETTER LEFT UNSAID-THINGS AREN'T OK BUT YOU'D RATHER THEM JUST GO ON-AFRAID OF CONFRONTAION-MAKING A BIGGER DEAL OUT OF WHAT IS AND TURNING IT INTO UNNECESSARY DRAMA-YOU LIE TO YOURSELF-TRY AND MAKE YOURSELF THINK ITS NOTHINGWORDS FORGOTTEN IN THE BREEZE OF YOUR BRETH FLOWING FORWARD ONTO YOUR NEXT VENTUREESCAPE INTO THE NEW FORGETTING THE WORDS YOU SETSO I ASK MYSELF WHY COULDN'T WE HAVE PRESSED REWIND MAKING THAT SOMETHING LAST FOREVERI CAN FORGET YOU-EVEN HATE YOU-IF I IGNORE YOU-SHIELD MY HEART FROM THE HURT YOUR KISS LAID UPON MEBUT WHEN YOUR SMILE CATCHES MY EYE IT MELTS AWAY EVERY OUNCE OF FEELING IN MY BODY THE ONLY THING PRESENT IS ECSTASY FLOWING THROUGH MY VEINS PUMPING AND RUNNING TILL IT HITS MY HEART SHOOTS THIS UNEXPLAINABLE ENERGY THROUGH MY BODY AND OUR SMILES MEET ONE ANOTHE

What A Douche Bag!
Joe Jackson's cruel attack -- that his wife, Katherine, is responsible for Michael's death, is but the latest in a rich history of reckless, untrue comments ... so says Katherine's lawyer and the lawyer for Michael Jackson's estate. Katherine is not commenting on what amounts to her husband's declaration of war -- that she refused to "keep [Michael] cheered up" because she didn't want to invade his privacy, and he'd be alive today if she had. Katherine's lawyer, Adam Streisand, tells TMZ, "The world knows that Mrs. Jackson has always been a loving mother and grandmother, and that she and Michael had a very special relationship." Streisand then drives it home: "The world also knows who Joe Jackson is and he seems bent on never letting us forget." Howard Weitzman, lawyer for the Michael Jackson estate, tells TMZ, "The inference by Joe Jackson that Mrs. Jackson was in any way responsible for Michael's death is preposterous. Katherine Jackson was a supportive and loving mother throug

Some Mornings
Every morning Some more than others I just want to see you Walking into the room Every morning Some more than others I want your smile To start my day Every morning Some more than others I want your voice To be the first thing I hear Every morning Some more than others I want every morning To be our morning

The Price
I wish for just a moment You’d know just what I feelI know it would not change your heartBut you’d know my love is realI live each day with thoughts of youThey will not let me restThey take my very breath awayPut a lump within my breastAnd if this heartache you could feelIf only for a dayYou might at least give me a thoughtFor the price I have to pay

Things I'll Never Understand
Price stickers on mirrors. Driving on parkways and parking on driveways. Why Minute Rice takes 5 minutes to cook. There are 10 hot dogs in a pack and only 8 buns in a pack. Teenagers. And........ MEN. That Is All.

Our Journey
Events observed in the world around us mirror the development of beliefs within us. We should view ourselves as one with the earth, rather than seperate from it because the imbalances imposed upon the earth are mirrored as conditions within our bodies. Life becomes much more than a group of daily experiences occurring on a random basis. The events of our world are living barometers showing us our progress on a journey that began long ago!

A Guide On Buying Your Airplane T-shirt Online
So you want to buy an airplane t-shirt online? Need tips on how to do it? That's great because you've come to the right place. In this article, we're going to show you everything you need to learn about buying aviation t-shirts online. About Credit Cards and Other Payment Options First, you need a credit card. Some online sellers accept different payment options, but most of them accept credit cards. Using your credit card will help in facilitating the transaction. All you need to do is to enter your credit card details, including your name, your address, credit card number and the verification number at the back of your card. Most credit card transactions online go by smoothly without a hitch. However, if you are concerned about the security of the financial information that you send over the web, you better use another payment option. One option is PayPal. It allows you to pay for your online transactions without having to reveal your credit card number. That way, your credit card

I Am Alone I Love You Michael
Im sitting here alonerealising your gonei know i cant change thingsi know i was wrong they all say i dont need youthey all say im better offthey dont understand i love youyet i never said it enough i regret what i didbut i cant take it backwish i could hold youi want you back i know you deserve betteri know im messed upbut cant go on without youi miss you so much baby im sorryi know i said it beforei mean it more than everknowing our loves now behind a closed door i didnt realise what i hadtill i lost youmy heart bleeds insidei cant forget you cant you find it in your heart to forgive melove me once againtell me everythings alrighttell me its not the end yet i know the end is nowi know youll never love me againim sorry babythat i was the one to let you down

Dream
Your smile speak sweetnessYour eyes twinkle like starsYour hand touch me like magicMy heart treambleI think of you at nightWhen my weary mind atrestIn my dream i kiss youWith all my heart caresWhen my eyes open at dawnYyou were just a dream in my rest…..

Untitled 2 (june 14, 2010) (the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 18)
There Is A Place I Reside... Called Hell On Earth... Where Pain Is On Every Street Corner... Around Every Turn... It's A Place Where My Body Is The Same... But My Heart Always Burns... You Would Think It's A Curse... But It's Actually A Blessing You See... Without This Strife I Would Be Half Of What I Am Today... I Am Stronger Now Thanks To This Life... The Journey Through This Hell Has Led Me Down A Rocky Road... Sometimes It Was Dark Sometimes I Was Alone... The Path To Heaven Leads Through Hell... That's Why I Keep Walking Because I Know It Is There... Somewhere Out There Is The Life I Deserve... I Only Know This Because My Heart Is Pure... I've Been Through Alot In My 27 Years But It's Something That I Can Endure... Most People Can't Bear What I Have In The Short Amount Of Time That I Have... That's Why I Say This With Truthful Pride... That Even Though I Get Broken At Times... I Will Repair The Damage... I Will Not Be Broken Forever... I Will Be Whole... A B

Devon U Bitch U Reponded About Time
devon u cock suckin bitch nice free style u sent me in a private message but it was whack jus like u and ur mutha fuckin momma.. im a pimp slappa. but ur a shitty rappa. so y spit so many rhymes like u can just attack em? I h8 pissin u off, cuz ur lyrics just suk. U see me on the street yellin "O SHIT! Duck!" Cuz i come by like a lightning bolt, a 10 wat shot. While ur gigglin cuz ur sisters lickin ur twat. But its better to comprehend wut im sayin. The more i realize wut ive been potrayin, i see myself playin. But now im just serious... Cursin more then a black man in the hood whos dilerious. I kno ur feelin this.. Bitch, u cannot complain. So why talk over my voice? This shitz been framed. Its not a one time see'er or punk'ed out wannabe'er This is all i gotta say for i wait for shitty respond so i can send ur faggit ass back to ur mommas ass,so now heres the jump off finger flicker.*Middle Finger is raised in ur Face.*

You Ever?
you ever want something so much it hurts when you think about it, but the same thing you want, you think you dont deserve and tell yourself you dont want it and terrifies you? the past 48 hrs have been really hard for me i've been put in situations that make me happy and very uncomfortable and sad at the same time andrealized something potentially bad... i want to get married...i want to have kids... i want to have a real family with a husband who loves me and i love him and be pregnant with that love and have a baby and a complete "family" but the thought of that terrifies me that it cant happen or wont last or i will lose my love and child and have my heart and life ripped from me again and that i dont even deserve that kind of love because of the things ive done in my past and i'm freaking out because i want it soooo bad but think i will never have it even if for no other reason then my fears messing it up and chance that there is no one able to stick with me thru my fe

The Racist Whore - A Poem About Someone Stepping Away From A Racist Upbringing.
"My pale white hands,Griped the uniform,Putting it on was like a brand,All my life I was forced to conform,In what I thought was freedom land,My mind, My heart and emotions so torn,All I wanted was my feet in the sand,To feel as though I had been reborn,They look upon me, eyes seeming red,Expecting me to kneel and mourn,This man who had created their plan,I knew I could not be in this anymore,I walked away, I was banned,I was proud to be away from this racist whore."

My Body - A Poem I Wrote About My Struggles With An Eating Disorder,
"My body is the queen of deception,A size 4 is never an exception,Feeling full would be my digression,My body aches to end this obsession.""Look perfect, Be perfect, My body would tell me,I could never be what I wanted to see,I understood and accepted, death could be my only key,With a stained heart and broken body, I fall to my knees.""Self destruction appeared in many forms,Losing a pound was like being reborn,Yet day after day, I wanted to lose more,Losing a pound, Losing my life, I've become so torn.""My body was eating itself alive,My body was vapid, it needed a sign,My body was stubborn, deeper down it would dive,My pain was there, visible and live."

Something I Wrote A While Back...
It's a cloudy and foggy night tonight, most people would hate it, but I don't. I know it's not picture perfect like Van Gogh's "Starry Night", but it makes me think deeply about human nature. The most believed story about "Starry Night", is that Van Gogh had recently found God, and the painting was a metaphor for a God always watching over us and protecting us. I think on some sub level of human nature, the above metaphor is the main reason people will choose a bright night over clouds, whether they believe in God(s), Goddess(es), or nothing at all. I prefer the cloudy night, because I like to test my faith and see if I'm strong enough to walk a dark path and come out stronger and better.

Feel Good
HeD Ain't no more sunshine, just rain and cold sufferingGeneration born to die with their eyes wide openThe clock strikes The wrong rightsThe mob rules The second Armageddon, igniting the lit fuseNo turning back& every soldier is on pointReady to die, the confrontation coming, ready of notIt's on again, It's time to say your prayers againIt's not the end, just the beginning of the endIs it hard?Yea, I can hold it down like thatIs it real?Yea, You know I break it down like thatIs it rough?Don't even try to front like thatI'm on fire baby, a big dog will hunt like that Another day, another buster wanna battle meAnother mamma crying, now her baby is a casualtyI'm ready nigga, slice like a machete nigga, got fetty nigga, never spend it on Betty niggaI hit and run, never stressing to look backWhen I look back, I think about the love I never hadThen I wake up, I get fucked up and I get evenApproach you from the frontWhile in your back a knife I'm leavingThe sky is falling, I don't careI

The Positives & Negatives For Sagittarius
Positive Qualities Honest Logical Dynamic Charismatic Athletic Generous Intellectual Confident Philanthropic Nature-Loving Straight-forward Good-HumoredI ndependent Extrovert Negative Qualities Undependable Reckless Discontented Glib Impassive Over-optimistic Arrogant Self pitying Inept

Boondox-death Of A Hater
DIIIIIEGiving my soul to hell,And tell Heaven I did my best.One love to familyTo JuggalosAnd fuck tha restI'm tired of all these snakes and demons leaches on the vein,I've bled enough and now these bitches bout to feel tha pain.You know you name the haters been and with a point of view,Pussy mother fuckers talkin shit but never had a clue.Come with your attitude cocksucka fuck yo life.I tie you to a chair and make you watch me fuck your wife.I'm just trying to catch you slippin like a bar of soap,I catch you while you sleepin fastAnd then I slit your throat.I watch you bleed and gargle choking for your last breath,Then close the wound apply some pressure to delay ya death.See what it means your whole existance don't mean shit to me,It ain't nothing but time to kill to make you history.And all you had to do was to keep your fucking trap closed.But now you got your hands folded,Clutched onto a single rose.[Backup singers:]I'll take your lifeBut here tonightYou want to try, DIE![Chorus: B

To Dance Or Not To Dance
So wally world pays me jack shit. Keeps cutting my hours and the like.... I'm honestly thinking of changing my availability to 12-7 and going back to the strip club in the evenings. They've changed shit around too. The girls have an hourly pay. No house fee. And you claim your tips (up to $50). I'm really thinking of going back for a few nights a week to help with this shortness of moo-lah. Any thoughts on the matter?I mean I've been looking for other day jobs but its really not working out the way I want it to and with this I'll still be getting the same amount of sleep.

Gettin Inked
Yes, can you believe it? I am gonna get some ink tomorrpw and i didnt have to mumm about it...ZOMGS!!!! anyway, i met the girl whos gonna do it, and saw her work on some friends. shes going to finish and fix my half sleeve work. I got it started when i lived in Vegas 5 years ago and just never got around to getting it done because I was unconfident in the work done by the shop where i lived in CutOff... so in my ink and piercings folder, i have some pics of whats there already...and I will take some pics after she does me tomorrow. I am however undecided on if i should let her artistic flow do the fills between the actual shapes or give her instruction. shell be drawing on me and ill decide then i guess if i let her just do what she does. she is however one big bull, and full of ink she did herself...she is talented :D I am excited as you were!

Dark Lotus "bitch I'm Sexy"
Bitch, Do you wan't me? Do you wan't me? Cause I'm famous I'm famous Is that right? That's right Sexay! What! Get tea bagged! On your face! Bitch! Haha HAHAHA [Jamie Madrox:]Bitch I'm the sexiest killa you know Come equiped with an axe and some love handles Vampire out of the water, straight to land Can a killa that you know fuck you better than I can? If you say that they could bitch, you's a lie You must of never had a juggalo between your thighs Didn't like the fat kid that was cutting your lawn Now your giving head shots for your favorite song [Shaggy 2 Dope:]So bitch you think I'm se-xy And you want my wi-lly Then you best expect me To slap you in your fu-cking mouth Oh that's right bitch you like killas in disguise Sure I'll fuck, but don't expect to loose a lot I'll make sweet love to the neden of a juggalette A fake bitch out for props gets her neck wet [Chorus:]Baby am I se-xy Tell me am I se-xy Baby am I se-xy Tell me am I se-xy Baby am I se-xy Tell me am I se-xy Baby am I se

Coding Test From Dx (lubbers Ya :-p)
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Leisure
Nothing says I love you like a crazy sweaty and naked man in your bed. I speak from years of experience. Self highfiving the strange man behind the mirror.Put on the jeans you were wearing when you were booked, the faded ring the absent contraceptive had cut into the inside pocket.Pat your legs. Rub your eyes.Find your keys. Taking off north. No particular reason.Chocolate. Hazel. Caramel.Pass.Pass the old yards, empty burned out lofts and grain elevators.Over the earth-blood, and the wet smell of green trees and hazey asphalt. Some bilingual honey selling shaved ice.Stolen bikes. Sold dreams.Sore wallets. Mirror syndrome of more interestingmore humanpeople. Silver bullets fell me.watching black specks on the grain fly off unmotivated to track themunwilling to turn back on my stomach. Dissolving into the floorwith thirty times the gravity Time sacrificed to flacid stifling days.Killing me turn by turn.Not interested in fasterjust my terms.

Vernacular
vernacular\ver-NAK-yuh-ler\noun; 1.The plain variety of language in everyday use. 2.The language or vocabulary peculiar to a class or profession. 3.The native speech or language of a place. 4.Any medium or mode of expression that reflects popular taste or indigenous styles.adjective: 1.(of language) Native or indigenous. 2.Using the native language of a place. 3.Using plain, everyday language.

Fubar's Most Wanted & Hated
We will NOT deal with drama of ANY sort In Our Group/Family. We come on Fubar to Escape RL Drama we don't need it on here as well. we are not looking to merge with any other fubar family we are our own family diffrent for all others. FMWH RULESNeed a verified SaluteMust add all family members No Drama within the family No Bashing if you have a problem with someone in the familyTry to help out each other as much as is possible ONLY after you have been accepted into the family

Check Me Out!
Come check me out!!.. I'm in a FU-AUCTION for the first time!! Come bid on me and show your girl some LOVE!! :) http://www.f ubar.com/photo.php?u=429545&albumid=2089107&i=1267407273&idx=70 Heres's the link!! Happy bidding and THANKS!!

An Auction! Say What?..yup...check This Out...
Wow really? Yup that's right kids, it's my first ever solo auction!! Sooo yeah, and i ya'll don't mind feel free to click the pic below and give it a rate for meh please (message me and I'll send you some fubucks) and check out the stuff up for sale (including a photobucket, yes screenshot city at it's finest...mmhmm!) and well, you know the rest.... Soo ya'll know the drill...thanks &

Bdsm: A Return To The Basics
Definition: [Domination] is the desire to exert control over a consenting partner for the purpose of mutual gratification. Now what does this truely mean for most....well its unfortunate but most out there take this to mean a power play....and that its not for mutual gratification only for there own...they do not take into account the other personthat is there...thinking only of themselves. Now I'm not going to say that everyone does this...there are those that are true unto the lifestyle in which W/we live, and everyday is a learning experience. No one knows all there is to this life. But I digress in what I'm speaking of....I know most of Y/you already know this but its always good to revisit and refresh upon the basics otherwise sometimes W/we lose sight of things and lose the way. Now there are many different forms and ways of Domination...its different to each C/couple and how they wish to portray the lifestyle in T/there relationship. It can be as simple

[feh]
so today my options appeared above my head not unlike a blinking binary menu from a 1980's RPGand the options were"go back to bed""troll for bitches" so I got up, fapped to redtube on my TV (because internet connection through PS3 for free porn on a full size television so much more bomb than my office chair and this flatscreen) put down a layer of black on my modeland the fucking menu popped up again So I made lunch, hit ignore and watched some house but the fucker just kept getting in the way of my screen so I finally selected "troll for bitches" That bought me a couple hours. Watched the Royals win, playtested my deck. then I spent a couple hours trolling for bitches I failed to remember something until later. NOTHING IS FUCKING OPEN IN THE SUMMER ON SUNDAY IN THIS SHITKICKER TOWN AFTER NOON!!! Cafe`s shut down after lunch, ONE bar out by the airport (no thanks don't wanna reenact deliverance) bunch of redneck dudes watching cars drive in circles, not going to the mall to

I Know What It's Like To Feel Alone. And, That's Why I Stay Alone, Because I Never Want To Feel Alone Again.
So just feel like i need to write. i have my journal upstairs but i kind of want feedback or something. at the same time i hope that no one reads this. its been a little over a month since me and my ex have broken up. i think of him often but less and less everyday. i have been with one other guy since then and i felt absolutely guilty. i went out a date with another guy after that and it was positively amazing and i hope to see him again. he is a great guy but i can not bring my self to trust him as much as i want to and as much as i believe he is being honest. i feel so guilty. i want to let him in and he thinks i have but i truly have not. i want to feel wanted. and i want to feel love. and i dont think it is ever going to happen. i dont want to force anything but i dont want to be alone. and maybe i am feeling like this tonight cause i am sort of manic. but i know i do not want the lonliness to take over again.

Surrystock
For those that missed it in the other blog, my former band had a reunion to headline at festival out in the country yesterday. The 15 acres or so were littered with tents and campsites of the partygoers, as it is encouraged to stay as opposed to leaving after a whole day of sun, drinking, and exhaustion. It is an opportunity for me to see a lot of ole familiar faces that I generally dont get a chance to get together with throughout the year. This one was no disappointment in that homecoming effect. Mid day, things were parlayed by the usual afternoon shower, which blew over and things recommenced. 2 more bands played , then we were up, with the crowd primed in full form Throughout the day, I had talked with strangers in the crowd, to find out it had really been played up about this last band being a literal walk-on, one member flying in from Maine, another from Cali, another from NorthCarolina, and the other from a neighboring county, and were just gonna take the stage with no rehe

Lounge Requests
I don't go to the lounges. Currently have no interest in them but maybe in time that'll change. Had a fan who kept flooding me with...hey check out this lounge. After about the tenth request, I sent them a message to say I appreciated the offer but I'm not into the lounges. They apologized for bothering me with them. Okay, no biggie, right? Well it is when I ge 4 more requests after that. Hello! We just went over this! Look like I'm down a fan.

Rent- Seasons Of Love
Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes, Five hundred twenty-five thousand Moments so dear. Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes How do you measure, measure a year? In Daylights, in sunsets, in midnights In cups of coffee In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife. In five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes How do you measure A year in the life? How about love? How about love? How about love? Measure in love Seasons of love. Seasons of love. Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes! Five hundred twenty-five thousand Journeys to plan. Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes How do you measure the life Of a woman or a man? In truths that she learned, Or in times that he cried, In bridges he burned, Or the way that she died. It's time now to sing out, Tho' the story never ends Let's celebrate Remember a year in the life of friends Remember the love! Remember the love! Remember the love Measure in love Seas

21st Century Single's Bar...well This Is More Of A Fantasy Site.
Not going to get fancy, I really don't come here very often. Haven't made a salute or whatever it is, so I can't talk to some people. I come on when sent an alert. Pantyshotz sent me a drink and I tried to return the favor. Don't know if it went or not. The alert said there was a comment also, but I have no idea what it was. I wonder if she will see this? Hopefully she will This is all fun and good, but it is a fantasy type thing. You will never meet the others you talk to, and I have no idea what I can tell them;since there is that section about being "defrocked" depending on what you say. If someone wants fantasy, all I have to do is dip into my past and describe it first person as if we were within licking distance. I have met women from dating sites, but at east half that I have met have had problems such as being alcoholics (4), Bipolar (3), thieves (2), multiple personality (1) but if you count all of the rest of her...at least 8. One of her personalities was a televangelist an

I Totally Didn't Wanna Come Home
It was sooo gorgeous up at the cabin!! we had rain, snow, sleet and hail :) no sun...until we were leaving...lol! Soooo awesome to see my dad, I could have talked to him for four more days at least! I was glued to his side like when I was 6 and daddy could do no wrong. Strange, since my mom passed he's totally become a happier man. He's getting his medicines and breathing stuffs and actually listening to doctors, it amazes me. His smile radiated over his face, for the last time we were all together was when my grandmother passed like 5 years ago. My fiance met him for the first time...that went well...I'd like them to have a more casual, less busy setting the next time we see him but ya, it was nice. For the first time in we don't know when ALL the beds were taken and people were doubled up! The boys wouldn't stop chatting (it was my boys first slumber party...he turned 9 today) I only got like two hours of sleep. It was my dad, my brother, my brothers best friend, my niece an

Not My Thing, Or So I Thought - Chapter 3
Not My Thing, or so I Thought - Chapter 3 Six weeks later I was standing on her front porch. She hadn’t called me but I couldn’t stand it any longer. My raging desire to lay my belt on that lovely rearend had overwhelmed my guilt. I wanted her and I had conveniently buried the fact that it was a form of cheating so deep in my brain that it was merely a faint flicker. Even so I had forced myself to wait six long weeks because I had been arrogantly positive that she would call. I had made it this long because I had been secure in the belief that she would need me to punish her as badly as I needed to do it. I had been wrong. Now I was standing at her door prepared to tell her that this visit didn’t count because she hadn’t initiated contact, a convenient form of self deception. When I let it cross my mind I realized that I was in a death spiral regarding my attraction to her and her punishment that I didn’t have a clue how to end

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Birthday Whore-athon!
so on thursday for my bday i'm doing a HUGE point whore-athon.....i have some ticker credits stashed away but i'd like more....so if anyone has their credit available...can i has? please?!?!??! oh and hello everyone

Summertime Salute Contest
OK all u crazy fubarians, new contest, its a summertime theme to it, since its so hot out. the entries will be summertime related salutes, maybe beach salutes, pool salutes, hot tub salutes, ocean or lake salutes, boat salutes on the water, on a motorcycle, back of a pick up, how about this in a carwash cool, ect, be creative. The way u pose or what u wear is totally up to u, as long as it fits summertime theme for location ie outdoors. The prizes are 65 bling pak for first ,VIP for second, boomer 3rd, 30 million fubuk for fourth, 20 million for fifth, and 10 million for sixth, this is based on at least 20 entries The way u win is by votes only, to make it fair to all, u can have people comment u, but the most comments will not get u anything. Also, u can enter up to 3 different salutes, but u only get 1 bling and each pic is separate, u cant combine the total of all 3 The contest will start when i get 20 entries, so get yours to me and get your friends into it to

Lucky Me?▬▬●ΑΘΕΟΣ
BLOGGING BUFFOON ACTIVATED Why do I get all of the point sluts in the shout or commenting on status about they do not like My status. How sweet, if only I wrote things to appease them thunderwom...: I THINK YOUR STATUS MSG IS AWFUL. Shows very little concern for other ppl and most likely for yourself , as well. Have a good day.To thunderwom...: Sure, saying I find the ignorant entertaining is not showing concern for people. That is sweet. You could of said your two cents on the status instead of coming in shout with the typical blah blah blah garbage.thunderwom...: There was nothing typical about that responseTo thunderwom...: Sure it is typical, since I hear it daily. Was there some reason you saw it prudent to do so? Feeling bored and figured you would comment some random person? On the rag so just want to talk to someone? hm a million reasons I am sure. Well since most of the fu people have read the meaning of the status, if you haven't click here Wait.. I am the ignorant o

Last Night
I had fun, i think we got to the club a little too late, by the time we got there everyone was paired up and drunk, i bounced around on the dance floor for a while and the few womens i saw that I thought were hot, when i headed toward them dancing to feel out the situation... some dude would come around and make it visual they were "together". Just my luck tho... it seemed to be a clique bar, its only the second time ive been there and its hard to tell whos who. There are a wide range of age there, everyone is isnt in their 20s.. and some really hot looking chics too. The downside is the music is really fucking loud! thats about it, I didnt get a chance to talk to anybody really... but I did see many eye candies! as you were.

Why Do Women With Hold Sex?
We have heard the joke about wanting and your woman says she has a headache. According to Sarah Stefanson some women make it a habit to with hold the good stuff from their men. Now why would you want to that honey? To find out read on what Sarah says about women taking away the good stuff from us. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,594406,00.html BlastFM never denies you what you want, constant music. BlastFM streams music 24/7 right to your computer or smart phone. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

The Magician’s Coil
The draw of arcane symbols and cryptic writing weaves a spell around the mind. It draws you in with promises of magic and power holding you in a transfixed state of mind. Sulfurous clouds coil around the room making their way to my bed. A form starts to shift and mold itself amongst the clouds. A distinct shape of a nubile man starts to form. Entrancing sounds of seduction start to utter from the soft lips of the magical one. I inhale deeply and shudder inside as erotic visions start to dance around in my mind. The vision starts to take flesh form as rich hands caress every inch of my body. Fingers begin their arithmetic probing between my moist, hot lips. My mouth welcomes the intrusion as if by second nature. Seduction takes hold as I hungrily take the fingers one by one into my mouth, begging for more. My body starts to ache for pleasures of a different kind. My eyes plead with their captor for rapturous touches. I anxiously wait for sweet release of my orgasmic rhythm. Slowly those

Not Always Right | She Has ‘trouble’ Written All Over Her
She Has ‘Trouble’ Written All Over Her Tattoo Parlor | Atlanta, GA, USA Customer: “Yeah, I want to see about getting a tattoo. Can you guys do that?” Me: “Sure. Do you have something in particular in mind?” Customer: “I don’t know? Something pretty?” Me: “Like a butterfly? A flower?” Customer: “Oh, I don’t know. Maybe a word or something? Something that means something? Do you have a book of words and what they mean?” Me: “You mean like…a dictionary?”

Please R/f/a These People
Im going to do some shameless promoting here: These are some of my friends who need some fu love. So if their profile isnt set to friends only, and I hope they are not, please show them a little love by R/F/A them! Thank you kindly! SinisterKing21 Raven Laughs Mistress Blaze

So Where Are All The "save The Gulf" Concerts?
So where are all the "Save the Gulf" concerts? Where are the T.V. Benefits with celebrities and musicians giving heart felt speeches on the poor fisherman, wildlife, beaches, loss of income and sabotaged gulf economy? I find it rather strange how these people (including our own government) are so quick to help Haiti and other countries...but sit on their asses for this one. Just the facts. *Post this if you agree!!!* I couldn't have said this better,,, where are all the heart felt feelings?? Pass this on to your friends if you agree.Save

The Things People Will Do
its amazing the things people will do..... i tryed to start dating someone i thought would be worth it and honest.... but ended up they were just playing me for anything and everything he could get from me....on the second day of the relationship he tryed to trick(sleep with) a really good friend of mine and also told him that he already knew we were not gonna work out.... but he kept the facad up with me lying about everything and wanting to be with me.... during the second week we were together he tryed to start accusing me of being unfaithful when i was being completely honest and faithful... he was just trying to take the focus off of himself....my good friend saved all the txt that he sent him and showed them to me.... i confronted tj about it and he tryed to lie yet again.... i told him i have the proof right here i was given a copy of the text messages... then he tryed playing guilt trip.... i went off and said i feel sorry for u when karma comes to ballance itself out...i just

Serene Sunday Is Now!
Join me for my Serene Sunday show show at 8am est. Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

She's One Good
I meet her at the Sunshine Theater, she was alone -- and so was II ordered up some buttered popcorn, that's when she caught my eyeShe left a trail of corn back to her seat, I followed it like a champion We both sat down I said 'hey, how you doing,' she put her hand on my beltI pulled out my rocket, she climbed on board, she spit my cum Back in her cupOoh-ooh, she's one good fuckI called her up on her cell phone; she was walking up BroadwayHey babe, how you doing? Is all I could think to sayI said lets meet on the third floor of Barnes & NobleWe'll both have cookies and creamInstead she led me by the hand into the poetry section For afternoon whoopeeShe lifted her skirt; I slid my cock insideShe wiped up the puddle with a bookOoh-ooh, she's one good fuckNow we live together, got a one bedroom on 59thThe sex just gets better and better, every day & nightYou'd think that over time we'd get tired of each otherThe fact is we fuck at great lengthsLike just the other day, while we were shoppi

Abandoment Issues
My 2 year old daughter is dealing with Abandoment issues, her mother is bi-polar & also has boarderline personality disorder. she disapears, ends up hospitalized, & pops up still not stable & it is impacting m daughter in ways I had hoped to avoid. I'm at a loss as to what to do, any ideas are welcomed!

Random Sunday Evening Meanderings
I think the fact that a gift looks kinda like an art project from the 'special' kindergarten makes it more endearing, right? RIGHT? Fuckit. Why do some women put make up on like they're drag queens? I don't wanna work tomorrow...wankersssssssssssss...I better get some good dutyfree, 'sall I'm saying. I don't like people feeling obligated...I hate feeling obligated myself. STOP FEELING OBLIGATED. People do not seem to understand that I might just do stuff for my own amusement...they seem to think I have Machiavellian tendencies...I don't have the attention span for that kinda shit...I CAN'T EVEN OPERATE A FUCKING SELLOTAPE DISPENSER!! I still haven't done the stupid pome. Do you know how many times I lost the sellotape today? Neither do I. My balcony's starting to look like a lil wading pool...if the ducks land I'm leaving. Fubar is very quiet this time of the night...*watches tumbleweeds go by* My "lucky bamboo" seems to be dying - is that a port

Sad
So I have been sad the last couple days and been crying off and on all day today. Well, it is after midnight so technically it was yesterday. It seems like when I need a friend the most, or someone in particular, that is when I have no one. Trust is a major issue of mine and it doesn't seem to be getting better. I say and do stupid things sometimes and it doesn't end up hurting anyone but myself. I just need to let a little off my shoulders since I feel so bottled up I could explode. I always mess up, it is like I don't want to get hurt and so when it gets to a certain point I do say something to make the person turn the other way. It hurts but it is safe right? I guess if they really cared they wouldn't walk right? Ah well.

Random I Guess...
12:33am So i've been talking to this one guy for a while right. We're so into each other. I thought I made it clear to some people that I am not interested in meeting or hanging out or whatever. So, I got this random text out of nowhere right? From some dude I hadn't spoken to years ago. He wanted to catch up and say hey, and just wanted to know what I was up to. When I told him I was seeing someone, he somehow flipped b/c he thought he could just appear out of nowhere and sweep me off my feet. I stopped talking to him b/c he was a bit too possessive. I mean a little bit is fine as long as it's in all fun and games, but c'mon now, too much is too much. He still hasn't done much to better himself. I am a young woman who knows what she likes and what she wants. :D anywho, he tries to spit out stupid one liners hoping they'd make me laugh, which only got me irritated. I finally told him to leave me alone, why text out of nowhere and expect for me to wanna hang out after like se

This Is For U Devon U Shit Talker
YO I READ UR FREESTYLE AND IT WAS WHACK I COULDNT WAIT FOR IT TO END I GOT NO GIRLFRIEND BUT U GOT A BOYFRIEND WAT U GONNA DO TRYIN TO BATTLE WITH ME I'LL RIP U IN FRONT OF UR CREW LIKE IT DIDNT HAPPEND TO ME THE DIFFERENCE IS IM REAL AND UR A PHONY MY STYLE IS FAT LIKE SARAGOSSA,TONY YO WAT U GONNA DO U CANT HURT ME A TREAT FROM BOTH SIDES OF THE PLATE LIKE EDDIE MURRY BUT DONT WORRY I'LL GET STRAIGHT UP IN UR FACE ITS STEVEN ABOUT TO BLOW THE ROOF OFF THE PLACE ITS NO MERCY SO DONT WORRY IM DIRTY I'LL BLEED YOU TILL UR BERGENDY YO U CANT HURT ME I PHYSICALLY MURDER G'S YO ITS OBBSERED ME U CANT SEE THIS WITH TELESCOPIC LENSES IM CRAZY LIKE 20INCH RIMS ON THEM BENZES U DONT THINK I CAN RAP U CALLIN ME BLACK WATS UP WITH THAT YO I'LL TREAT U STRAIGHT UP HOW TO ACT YO THIS IS STEVEN COMITTEE UR FROM NEW YORK BUT I STRAIGHT UP RUN THE CITY DOWN AND GREEDY ITS TIME TO GET DIRTY WAVE UR HANDS FOR ME STEVEN I DONT CARE IF UR 4 OR 30 THATS RIGHT BITCH CUZ IM LIKE A SICK METAPHOR IM GO

A Few Thoughts
Should a noodle ever be so lonely? Why have I experienced such pain" Why do the lonely whispers of the dark continue to haunt me? Is the night yet to come, why has the darkness fallen upon me so quickly, many many have come for their own pleasures, leaving victime in their wake, shall the murdering cry's seek solace in her busom???

What Can Happen At A Scavenger Hunt Memorial Weekend
So what did you do for memorial day weekend? I had a picture scavenger hunt to do all weekend...Awee yes...a list of pictures taken with your team of 2 to 5 people. well, i was fortunate my best friend was the only one that i could convinced to do this hunt. It did take a little coaxing. But, i was up on peach street when she called. she said she was heading down to the pennisula...There thats it. i told her i got the list you interested we can get alot of them done at the pennisula. Yep she fell for it. So, we were gonna meet at the lighthouse. Well, half hr later i get a call, im not quite there yet. but. she's lost down there somewhere. So gave her directions and caught up with her about 15 minutes later. We had shots of something colorful and a group of strangers..cool got those at the same time on beach1. We needed someone in uniform, so we got separated cause there was a fire somewhere on the pennisula. So, she was gonna get one of the firemans pic but got caught in traffic

Today, I...
...feel better. Needless to say, dude, with a medical degree, at urgent care this past week was very wrong about what was wrong with me. And, I was right. Me, with no medical degree. Muahaha. Alright, sinister laughs aside, today sucked until about 3:00 p.m. when my ailment finally started to un-ail itself. (No, Ick, not that raging case of gonorrhea. Maybe next time.) Chocolate milk and peanut butter M&M's cap off a darling evening filled with no pain, Shakespeare in Love, a couple new friends (hi MJ!), and being wrapped in an oh so comfortable blanket burrito. Yeah, you want in, but this is -my- burrito. Today ended well. Tomorrow will be even better. Oui, oui. Peasants rejoice! And that is all. /finblogofsillinessandjoy

Slipknot-vermilion, Pt 2
Slipknot vermilion,pt,2 lyrics:She seemed dressed in all of meStretched across my shame,All the torment and the painLeaked through and covered me.I'd do anything to have her to myself,Just to have her for myself.Now I don't know what to do,I don't know what to doWhen she makes me sad.She is everything to me,The unrequited dream,The song that no one sings,The unattainable.She's a myth that I have to believe in,All I need to make it real is one more reason.I don't know what to do,I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.But I won't let this build up inside of me.I won't let this build up inside of me.I won't let this build up inside of me.I won't let this build up inside of me.A catch in my throat, choke,Torn into pieces, I won't. No.I don't want to be this butI won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) x4She isn't real.I can't make her real.She isn't real.I can't make her real.

World Cup Diary: Day 2
SB response to my status: "Quick! Who am I? *fumbles ball into goal*" Friend from the north: green had a brain fart..fuckin americans arent goin anywhere (translated from Canadian) To Friend from the north: They'll advance. To Friend from the north: what day does Canada play? To Friend from the north: *chucklesnort* *Crickets*

True Story Of Mine But Tupac His Music Had Things To Do With It
Growing up in the streets, at the age of 7 wasn't a child's life to be, without a father,my mother she could barely make it, at the end of the day I went to sleep with empty stomach, thinking to myself another hopeless day and hoping for a better tomorrow. One evening my best friend gave me this tape, I can still remember for the reason I lost my grandfather that day, the person who took me under his wings, the one who only care for steven , was suddenly gone, left alone to fend for myself, all the burden put on me, to bury my grandfather, thinking what am I going to do, where am I suppose to go, what is there left of me,wen i was 15 i was having suicidal thoughts, my best friend came to me, the day It changed my life and never looked back, she told me listen to this song, that's the first time I herd Pac, the song "Words of a Wisdom". I closed my eyes and listen to his lyrics, I didn't care for the beat but the words caught my heart, I find tears running down my cheek, because I wasn'

Keep U Head Up
NSPIRATION IS WHAT TUPAC GAVE ME BEING YOUNG, STRONG MINDED ANd leaving life i starded freestyling cuz pac gave me inspiration. LOST IN THE STREETS IN MY CAR PLAYING IS A NEW 2PAC RELEASE REMINDING ME THAT SOMEWHERE THERE IS PEACE. SOMETIMES I CRY WONDERING WHY SOME MANY OF MY FRIENDS HAD & HAVE TO DIE. LISTENING TO PAC I KNEW IT WAS ME AGAINST THE WORLD & DONT TRUST JUST ANY GIRL. PEOPLE GLORIFY BEING SHOT NO LIE TO TELL LIL HOMIE THEM BULLETS ARE HOT, AND THEM PEOPLE GOT A SPOT FOR YA CALLED 3HIDES & A COT. RIDING IN MY CAR STRESSING WATCHING 2PAC RESURRECTION KNOWING MY LIFE IS A BLESSING. PHONE RINGING AND THE RING IS BETTER DAYS & ON THAT NOTE I PUT DOWN THE HAZE. PAC SAID ITS HARD TRYING TO BE AN ANGEL WHEN YOUR SURROUNDED BY DEVILS THANKING THE LORD I MADE IT TO ANOTHER LEVEL. PRAYING & HOPING FOR A HAPPY HOME INSPIRATION FROM PAC LET ME KNOW ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE AND IT WANT BE LONG. THEY DIDNT KILL 2PAC THEY BIRTH BELIEVERS, THERE WILL BE NO OTHER LIKE 2PAC. so i go by wat tupa

My Future Life
Future is a common topic among people. Even silent one has his or her idea about future. I have been asked the same question by my parents over and over again, ”What is your future? How do you plan for the future?” I do have thought about that. When young, I have considered things to be a little bit simple and have so many great plans. I determined to build a big house after finishing my school education and want to have a lot of friends to play with. I also felt like making officer my future career. As I am growing up, however, it becomes a fact of life that I have to be faced with. Do not expect the future to be that glorious. Not until the beginning of the college life did I notice the real concept of “My Future”. Since now I am an ordinary medical student in an ordinary college and no more kid, everything is different. I become aware of many things that should be taken into consideration and that we should take more and more responsibilities. Doctor is

Love
Something happened today that got me really thinking. I hate it sometimes when that happens. So, the question is... what is love? Is everyone lovable?My dad always said if I couldn't love myself then no man would love me either. How many think this is true? How does a person learn to love themself who doesn't know how TO love themself. Maybe someone could love someone who doesn't love themself and that person would learn they are lovable and would eventually love themself? Isn't it supposed to be about accepting someone for who they are inside and out.. with all their faults and insecurities? Oh well. I could go on but that is enough for now.

This Goes Out To Anyone Who Has Had A Long Distance Relationship....
I wrote this poem because I miss my girlfriend, we have no contact thanks to her parents and I miss her dearly. I'd like to dedicate this to her, as well as anyone who is/was in a long distance relationship and you have no contact with your loved one. A Love So Strong It's a love so strong, to make a grown man cry I miss you so much, to bring tears to my eyes I think about you night and day. hoping to hear from you somehow, someday. I miss you, oh god, I really do. all I ever seem to think about, is you. no matter what I do, you're on my mind. I cant seem to shake it, no matter how hard I try. I cry and cry, I can seem to stop. since you've moved, my heart wants to flop. you're my only, yes it is true. my heart is yours, it belongs to you. I hear a tune, it reminds me of you. I look at my phone, it reminds me of you. now you're gone and I want to say, please call me, and make this pain go away.

Slipknot, Snuff
"Snuff"Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence, and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have you...My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightBut all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.I never claimed to be a Saint...My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you goSo Break Yourself Against My StonesAnd Spi

Life Sucks....
Life goes up and down good and bad...you got to take what comes your way but it would be nice if something good would come once in a while .....it seems just bad things have happenned here lately but everything happens for a reason just aint qiute figured it out yet.... but i guess in some way i had it commin but i aint never done nothin that bad...

My First Time
The sky was dark the moon was high all alone just her and I Her hair so soft her eyes so blue I knew just what she wanted to do Her skin so soft her legs so fine I ran my fingers down her spine I didn't know how but I tried my best to place my hand on her breast I remember my fear my fast beating heart but slowly she spread her legs apart And when she did I felt no shame as all at once the white stuff came At last it was finished it's all over now, my first time...milking a cow. Copyright; Michelle Wise

Omg!! Work Out Supplement From Hell!!!1
I took this work out suppliment that is supposed to help you lift more and lift longer. Oh boy, it did that. I feel like I'm tripping and did an 8 ball. I've already thrown up 5 times. This sucks balls! On a positive note, I did pump mad iron(Y)

Act 2 Scene 1
But, soft! what light through yonder window breaks?It is the east, and Juliet is the sun.Arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon,Who is already sick and pale with grief,That thou her maid art far more fair than she:Be not her maid, since she is envious;Her vestal livery is but sick and greenAnd none but fools do wear it; cast it off.It is my lady, O, it is my love!O, that she knew she were!She speaks yet she says nothing: what of that?Her eye discourses; I will answer it.I am too bold, 'tis not to me she speaks:Two of the fairest stars in all the heaven,Having some business, do entreat her eyesTo twinkle in their spheres till they return.What if her eyes were there, they in her head?The brightness of her cheek would shame those stars,As daylight doth a lamp; her eyes in heavenWould through the airy region stream so brightThat birds would sing and think it were not night.See, how she leans her cheek upon her hand!O, that I were a glove upon that hand,That I might touch

A Naughty Little Poem
She whispered "will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore." It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been a size. "Calm yourself" he whispered "His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in." "It's coming now" he whispered "I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this." And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while." Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty mind!

Timbuktu
The finals of the National Poetry Contest last year came down to two finalists. One was a Duke University Law School graduate from an uppercrust family -- well-bred, well-connected, and all that goes with it. The other finalist was a redneck from Southeast Alabama. The rules of the contest required each finalist to compose a four-line poem in one minute or less, and the poem had to contain the word Timbuktu". The Duke graduate went first. About thirty seconds after the clock started he jumped up and recited the following poem: Slowly across the desert sand Trekked the dusty caravan. Men on camels, two by two Destination -Timbuktu. The audience went wild!!! How, they wondered, could the redneck top that?! The clock started again and the redneck sat in silent thought. Finally, in the last few seconds, he jumped up and yelled: Tim and me, a-huntin' we

Time To Step Away
well for those of you that know me well you know i was a member of CTL and you know i put my heart and soul in to all i do. well today it was taken from me because i spoke up for myself. if you want to know more come to me in privite im not going to air it out in the open i dont want to upset anyone. so at this point after 3 years ( sux they did it to me on my fu anniv) i think its time to take a long walk. maybe it will lead me back here maybe not . for those of you that have my yim hit me up anytime. for those that dont hit my s/b ill check it from time to time and add you when i can . take care all and god bless its been alot of fun but my heart is no longer in it the game beat me

Pussy-ass Wimpy Men And The Bitches That Created Them
I was having a discussion with a friend recently and the subject of what has happened to men these days came up. She expressed how hard it is to find a "real" man, one that is a man and not just self-imposing prick. She is right, where are the "men" of this world? I am all for women having the right to hold down jobs they are capale of doing just as well and all that. But, ladies, don't fuckin whine when you can't find that knight in shining armour that is going to sweep you off and make your life suger sweet happy! If you act like the bitch he just got away from you think he is going to rush to get to know you? Society has made it "wrong" to be a man in this day and I say fuck that! you do not have to be "kinky" or anything of the like to be a man. Stay true to what you want and stick to it. Being a man is not all about being rough n tough but more about being the foundation. Someone your partner can lean on and feel stronger with. So many times I hear women go on about how no man

Abby Wants To Try It Again
Abby Sunderland, the 16 year-old girl who wants to sail around the world, was plucked from the ocean when her boat became damaged. I love what she said when people asked her if she was scared. She said, "When stuff is going on out there you can't really get too scared about it -- I mean it doesn't really do any good." What a courageous young woman. She is more mature then most of the people I know. Should she be allowed to try it again? You bet your life on it. But there will be those will say she’s a kid and should not be allowed to do it because of the risk. That’s bunk. Life is a risk. You go for it girl!http://www.foxnews.com/us/2010/06/12/rescued-teen-sailor-wants-second-attempt-solo-record/BlastFM streams music 24/7 for your listening pleasure. BlastFM is more then a radio station. It’s a musical experience. Try it, you will like it! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Want My Points For 12 Hours Read This Blog To See How
I now can Altruize my points (for 12 hours) to anyone I choose to do so, SB me or PM me your offer. I will need either an auto, bomb or boomerang in order to help you maximize the points you will get. I unlike others who I have had help me by Altruizing me will work to help maximize your points, so we'll decide on a date that I know I'll be around my computer to promote that I'm giving my points away....as well as I will chase boomerangs, polish bling and use my 11's while I'm giving you my points. If you want a reference I can give you the 1st person I gave my points to she will tell you I worked very hard at making her the most points that I could she needed like 5 or 6 mil I think to level (it was a double pt Friday) but I was able to get her leveled. So if you are close to leveling SB me or PM me your offer and when you'd like to have it done and I will see what I can do to accomodate you There are very few people on here that I can say have helped me in leveling but I like t

Damn That Peacey Guy... But I'll Have To Remember This One!
Giving A Pizza His Mind Pizza Place | St. Petersburg, FL, USA Me: “Thank you for calling [Pizza Place]. Would you like to try our 2 for $20 special today?” Customer: “I hate my wife!” Me: “Uh…” Customer: “She’s such a b****! I never did anything to deserve this. She’s so demanding and I can’t deal with it!” *continues ranting for a few minutes* Me: “Sir, did you want to order a pizza?” Customer: “No, I just needed someone to vent on.” Me: “Oh. Well, I hope I helped.” Customer: “It feels good to get that out! Have a good night.” Me: “You too, sir!” Customer: *click*

Fakes, Real Life & Stuff To Think About On Fubar...
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Fakes, Real Life & Stuff To Think About On Fubar...
( I’ve tried posting this 6 different times, maybe the 7th will be a charm…) Well, it’s about that time again, time for more fun fun! This one will be a little scatterbrained so please bear with me…… Is this really The Girl of Gold? http://fubar.com/user/2827427 Pics can be found @ http://www.thegoldengirl.net/gallery.php So….yeah this place is funny. It really is. Everyone takes something different from this place. Whether it be to get off, hook up, make real life friends or something more, have fun, have laughs or kill some time between whatever it is you do. There’s the lifers, the point whores

Tough Shit Amigo
Tough shit, Amigo A beautiful fairy appeared one day to a destitute Mexican refugee outside an Arizona immigration office."Good man," the fairy said, "I've been sent here by President Obama and told to grant you three wishes, since you just arrived in the United States with your wife and eight children."

Not Always Right | Make A Pesto Oneself
Pizzeria | Italy (I am a 17 year old girl working at a pizzeria. A tourist who looks about forty approaches me, looking angry.) Tourist: “How dare you sell this food in an Italian restaurant!” Me: “Sir, I’m not entirely sure what you mean.” Tourist: “This food! Don’t you know that pizza and ice cream are American? How dare you take credit for what we have done! This is ridiculous! I am going to sue you!” Me: “Sir, that really isn’t necessary. I–” Tourist: “Don’t you take that tone with me! Stop sounding all professional! It’s annoying!” Me: “Sorry, sir, you-” Tourist: “Shut up! This food is American! How dare you be so racist against Americans! Me: “Sir, I am originally American, so why would I–” Tourist: “This food is American!” Me: “Sir, I–” Tourist: “American!” Me: “Ask anyone anywhere

Not Always Right | Aisle Be Watching You
Grocery Store | Long Island, NY, USA (I’ve misunderstood a question and directed the customer to the wrong aisle. I’m trying to tell her the correct aisle.) Me: “Ma’am, I’m sorry. I thought you meant something else. What you’re looking for is actually down aisle 8. It’s the last item on the right.” Customer: “I don’t believe you, and I’m too tired to look for it.” Me: “Ma’am, I can verify that it is in aisle 8. There is a display a few feet away so you won’t have to walk all the way down there.” Customer: “What is the store phone number?” (The customer dials the store number with the phone in front of me. It’s on speaker phone so I hear ringing on her end and then ringing on my phone. I pick up the phone and look right at the customer standing no more than a foot away from me.) Me: “Hello [store name].” Customer: “Yes, hi. I have a quest

Not Always Right | Not Just Ol’ Gay Paris Anymore
Restaurant | London, UK (I am of Chinese descent but I was born and raised in London. I am serving a table of American tourists, headed by a rather boisterous older woman.) Me: “Welcome to [restaurant] what will you be having today?” Customer: “Oh my God!” Me: “Are you okay, ma’am?” Customer: “What’s wrong with your voice?” Me: “Nothing, ma’am. I’m perfectly fine.” Customer: “But you sound English!” Me: “I am. I was born here.” Customer: “But, that’s impossible!” Me: “I assure you, ma’am, I was born right here in London. This is my normal accent. So, what can I get you to order?” Customer: “How old are you?” Me: “21, ma’am.” Customer: “Would you like to meet my daughter? She’s thinking of studying here for school.” Me: “No thanks, ma’am. I’m gay and have a boy

Not Always Right | A Not So Bitter End
Pizza Place | Spokane, WA, USA Customer: “Are you in charge of the salad bar?” Me: “Of course. I make sure all the food is fresh. Was something wrong?” Customer: “Your dressings are too sweet!” Me: “We buy our dressings pre-packaged, but it is possible that something went wrong somewhere along the way. Which one was it?” Customer: “The dressing!” Me: “They are all too sweet?” Customer: “Are you retarded? The dressing is sweet!” Me: “Is it red, orange, white, or brown?” Customer: “The brown one is too sweet!” Me: “That’s the balsamic vinaigrette. It shouldn’t be sweet at all, but I will pull it and put out a new container of dressing for you.” Customer: “Thank you! Was that so difficult?” (I begin to pull the only brown dressing we have and she stops me.) Customer: “My God, you are so retarded! You’re pulling the

Not Always Right | A New Dimension Of Stupidity
Movie Theater | Ottawa, ON, Canada (I pass the customer 3D glasses for his movie.) Customer: “So these are 3D glasses?” Me: “Yes sir!” Customer: *getting excited* “So, if I put them on and look at you, you’ll be in 3D?” Me: “Sir, by definition, I’m already 3D.” Customer: “No. I mean, if I put on 3D glasses and look at you, or anything else, will you become 3D?” Customer’s girlfriend: “You’re dumb. Just stop talking.”

Not Always Right | Some Customers You Just Have To Let Slide
Cellphone Store | Wichita, KS, USA Me: “Good afternoon, this is [cellphone store]. How may I help you?” Customer: “I came in to your store today and you sold me a defective phone!” Me: “I’m sorry, sir. What is your full name and phone number so I can pull up your account?” Customer: *gives information* Me: “Okay, thanks. I see, you bought a [phone]. What seems to be the problem? Customer: “The keyboard on this piece of s*** won’t come out!” Me: “Have you tried sliding it the other way?” *really long pause* Customer: “Well thanks a lot, b****! Now you made me feel like a f***ing idiot!” *click*

Not Always Right | I Don’t Work Here Does Not Work Here
Supermarket | Texas, USA (I work in a library, but I had forgotten to take my name tag off after work when I went shopping.) Customer: “What aisle is baking powder?” Me: “Huh? Oh, I think it’s that way somewhere. I’m not really sure.” Customer: “Well you’d better find out for me. Isn’t that your job?” Me: “Oh, no, I’m sorry. I don’t work here.” Customer: “Yes you do! You have a name tag on!” Me: “Oh! No, I’m sorry, I work at the library, I just forgot to take this off.” Customer: *very angry* “I don’t want excuses! Just tell me where the d*** baking powder is!” Me: “I don’t know where it is. Go ask someone who works here.” Customer: “You’re going to tell me or else!” Store Manager: “Can I help you folks?” Customer: “Yes! Your employee here is being very rude!” Store Manager: &l

Not Always Right | Pane-ful Marriageretail | Phoenix, Az, Usa
Retail | Phoenix, AZ, USA (A customer who has just made a purchase comes back into our store asking for help; she’s locked her keys in her car. I go out to try and help.) Me: “Ma’am, your window is open.” Customer: “What?” Me: “Your window. It’s open.” (The customer reaches in and gets her keys, opens the door, rolls up the window, locks the car, throws the keys back inside, and closes the door.) Me: “Um…” Customer: “I know! I know! It’s just that I already called my husband to bring the second set! He’d have given me h*** if he saw the window was open!”

Not Always Right | Big Bother
Polling Station | United Kingdom (A young girl of 18 or 19, clearly a first-time voter, skips the line and rushes up to my table.) Me: “I’m sorry, you’ll have to wait. There’s a line.” Voter: “I’m sorry, but it’s important! I need to get my ballot paper back. I voted for the wrong person!” Me: “Alright, give me the spoiled one.” Voter: “I can’t. I put it in the box.” Me: “Then I’m afraid we can’t get it back. The boxes can’t be opened until the end of voting at ten o’clock.” Voter: “But I didn’t know! I don’t want the Conservatives to get in so I voted for [Conservative candidate]. I should have voted for someone else!” Me: “Um, why did you vote for the Conservative?” (The girl turns scarlet and looks utterly miserable.) Voter: “I thought it was like TV where you vote them off!”

Horny Grasshopper
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Rough
I am having a really rough day... I can not pretend anymore that I am fine today when I am breaking down and falling apart. At this EXACT moment I am writing this, my son's graduation from high school is going on. I didn't get a ticket because we are estranged to some sense. I texted him daily asking if I could come, hell I even blocked my number and tried calling him and got nothing. I was hoping with me going to his baseball games that it would have opened the opportunity to start a relationship again but obviously not. This feels like its ripping my heart out because this is a VERY important day of his life and I am not involved. I dont know what to do or say, all I feel like doing right now is crying, but I am trying not to. Trying to keep myself busy but that doesnt seem to be helping either... My heart hurts..... :(

Just A Poem
"Souls"Mine, is yoursand Yours, is mineto share together until the end of timeSouls alikeare we twoand forever love, is all I'll doTo hold you closeto my heart of flametogether we willplay this gameKnown as lifeand all it hasstanding side by sideno moments will I let passMy heart for youmy soul is yoursthe golden keythat opens all doors

The Haze Of Displacement
After 67 days on work travel, Im back in what seems to be my residence. The house seems, strange, stale. Echoes of the toss-about of hurriedly getting ready to leave 2 months ago, frozen in time. Much reorganizing to do. After driving from Ventura to Palm Springs to San Diego earlier in the week, I had one afternoon/evening left in SD to go walk about. Tired of course, but still feeling the obligation to fill every moment with, something. So on a whim, I rode down Tijuana. That was, ....an experience. The place has its own, aroma. An ever changing climate of wafts shifting between between musty old city concrete, with clouds of street fajitas drifting by, followed directly by the sewery pungence of the aqueduct. The vendors are very persistent, and hungry for a dollar. The streets are lined with miles of trinket shops, and bartering abounds with every step down the sidewalks. Mexican Monty Halls, all up in your face, lets make a deal. If they say something is 35 dollars, just st

Old Post Edit This Is A X Im Not In Love With Him Any Longer Thank God
My Wish (Rascal Flatts) Lyric Video from cedarcreek.tv production on Vimeo. I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, More then anything, more then anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it, To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more then you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, All the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, And you help somebody every chance you get,

Masters
This was written for me by my first real Master. I loved him with all my heart, but left him when things got difficult, because I was still quite untrained and weak. I miss him sometimes. The Master The Master is a strong man, a dominant man. He is sure of himself, confident in his place in society. He cherishes females, revels by their presence. He is giving, caring, Loving and understanding. When the Master takes on a new fledgling, he worships her, discovers her, slowly possesses her. He gently pushes her, always ready to show her that she is strong, that her limits are not what she believes them to be, that she can be taken farther. In this, the Master reveals to the fledgling her own confidence, her own levels of self esteem. As the Master learns his new fledgling, an understanding takes place. He senses her desires, her needs, her passions. With this new knowledge, the Master takes care of the fledgling, always giving what the fledgling needs but not necessarily what she p

I Hide To Cry
I hide to cry because I have no where to call my own and "happily ever after" is a land too far away, just after once- upon- a- time; just this side of the rainbow and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because I know I will never leave this place and dreams don't really come true its just all make- believe and it really doesn't matter I hide to cry because my weakness brings my tears and I have no one to hold me close no one here who loves me and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because I embarrass the moon and she is my only friend but she's too far away to hold my hand and it really doesn't matter anyway I hide to cry because no one really cares anyway and is this pain even real it really doesn't matter and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because no one validates my pain and no one really cares so why should I and it really doesn't matter anyway

Alone
A star hits and fades As love soon does in my heart Another then another I toss them aside They go back to their computers and video games I find that I'm always second to a machine They buzz and whiz and swirl They don't give the love that I do or can I am still alone with that urge to kill the machine Let it stop and have time for them to know me And me know them I am still here All alone No one to love No one to love me the way that I love in return Spend a lifetime to compete with a machine Spend a lifetime with ones who don't love me I think that I'd rather just be alone

Why?
One word expresses the torment, the anger, confusion, and pain. "Why? " I scream to the uncaring night. My emotions making me go insane. "Why?" Again, I yell. The silence deafening, defeating, unknowing, uncaring. I curl up in a ball alone and afraid, no one seeing, hearing, and much less caring. The salty tears drip unchecked, following paths long remembered and known. I try to deflect the blows of hurtful words that mar the soul but not the bone. Blows not aimed intentionally yet hurt just the same. I do not know when I have not felt the familiar pain. What a relief it would be to be free! To be excepted and liked just for being me. Many may know of my troubles yet not so much as I, And I know not the way to stop the tears that I perpetually cry.

Letting Go
How do you walk away from someone you love And take the road of friend; Can you reroute the course you have taken And start over once again? I don't really want to let you go But inside me I know I must; The times we've loved . . . the times you've left My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust. We have shared so much together Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears; Yet sometimes we can't turn back time We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal. I know one day you will be happy And your soulmate you will find; I know we each have one out there Even if for now . . . only in our minds. May life be gentle with you May God's best come your way; And on some quiet tomorrow You will realize things were better this way.

Confessions Of A Broken Heart
Pain... Tension... Fatigue...Depression... Anger, Aggression, Frustration. All these unwanted sensations - Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind. Repeating, resisting, insisting - Refusing to be denied its recognition Of its position in my Frustration, Confusion, Delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to gain By forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused, unclear, out of control, My world spinning, spinning, spinning, My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic, Like fine sands running through my hands, I'm losing my mind.

Empty
The empty ache of loneliness A hollow emptiness A desperate want For their caress To fill the void Left by invisibility Butterflies flutter When you meet their gaze Knees weaken, just for a second As they brush past Then light-headedness When you smell their scent Then later In the quiet of the night The empty void of want Loins aching for them Then hollow emptiness The constant companion The loneliness Of unrequited love

" Who Am I "
I am a free spirit Have not fit any slot Ordained by society Since I was a tot An artistic person A different drum Apart from the others My own line of plumb An independent thinker With an open mind Choosing my own paths My own ways to unwind I am a free spirit I am what I am If you do not like it I do not give a damn I offer no apology Take it or leave it

To My Best Friend..you Know Who You Are
These tears are not for me, they are for you..I feel as though we've been torn in two.. I wish I could take back the words thats been said, if i'd have one chance to tell you, it would be how much I miss you. Maybe one day I can make it up to you. But until then i'll be thinking of you. With all of my heart , I love you.

Let's Get Nekkid!
Join me for my Saturday morning show at 8am est (5AM SLT). Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

This Is Called...... The Facts So What Up Step 2 Me Do It I Dont Give A Damn
I'm here to bring you back to a whole new reality strikein your hearts like a near fatality you dont wanta know whats goin on in my galaxy hittin it to the stars livin a life that i thought was fantasy you dont wanta know what the fuck ive been through fool i'll fuckin kill you with my bloody words spillin all over you turnin you into a lyrical soup spittin it out what you gonna do your just a cracked out fool talkin some spit maybe suckin some drool the facts are honor is within your yard the streets all u got is respect or your just tar i grew up itchin for a chance to make right what i did wrong but yall just sat there suckin your thumbs watching everything go on not even takin lifes lessons for #1 the facts are as predicted that his isnt just fiction this an everyday thing and im addicted to spreadin the word of the game that we cant keep the same its ever changein like nite into day so you mama's boyz tryin to deal use your best judgement and common sense wont get u kill

The Power Of Colors And Their Meanings
The power of color cannot be denied, more so as it is the soul instance of life on earth. There are many people who even dress according to days. Although sight and the human brain has helped in identifying colors and their delights, its interesting to note what colors mean to us in totality. A sampling of this understanding has been enlisted below: Red Excitement, energy, passion, desire, speed, strength, power, heat, love, aggression, danger, fire, blood, war, violence, aggression, all things intense and passionate. Yellow Joy, happiness, optimism, idealism, imagination, hope, sunshine, summer, gold, philosophy, dishonesty, cowardice, betrayal, jealousy, covetousness, deceit, illness, hazard. Blue Peace, tranquility, calm, stability, harmony, unity, trust, truth, confidence, conservatism, security, cleanliness, order, loyalty, sky, water, cold, technology, depression, appetite suppressant. Orange Energy, balance, warmth, enthusiasm, vibrant, expansive, flamboyant, demanding of attent

To The Pain.
If you were pain, how would I kick your ass? Yes, rly. I have the ouches. Without going into super unnecessary details, it feels like I either pulled something in my groin (if only as a result of extracurricular activities, but alas) or nature has some major vendetta against me. Hi, karma, what has I done? Suggestions, aside from the obvious, please. Judging is based on execution of ass-kicking. If it could actually be effective, I will try your method and document the success, or lack thereof. Extra points for creativity and presentation. z0mghelpmeplz. Thanks. Love, me.

What About Ted
I have been sitting here thinking deeply, quietly for that fact too lol that now i know what iam thinking of. lot of people in my life i love and have loved very much to show affection, and such for, try to be nice and respectful byt they take it with a grain of pepper and it burned thir tongues and feelings away thinking im bein rude and unexceptable. well iam sorry for that, i say things out of text and out of mind at times, i do this because i guessi try and get attention alot but no it doesnt work that way it back fires so for now i may just be the silent partner...that wont work either i guess but its all i have left (h)

To My Boo Boo I Love You
Shakira - Underneath your clothes You're a song Written by the hands of godDon't get me wrong cause This might sound to you a bit oddBut you own the placeWhere all my thoughts go hidingAnd right under your clothesIs where I find them Underneath Your ClothesThere's an endless story There's the man I chose There's my territoryAnd all the things I deserveFor being such a good girl honeyBecause of youI forgot the smart ways to lieBecause of youI'm running out of reasons to cryWhen the friends are goneWhen the party's over We will still belong to each other Underneath Your ClothesThere's an endless story There's the man I chose There's my territoryAnd all the things I deserveFor being such a good girl honeyI love you more than all that's on the planetMovin' talkin' walkin' breathingYou know it's true Oh baby it's so funnyYou almost don't believe itAs every voice is hanging from the silenceLamps are hanging from the ceilingLike a lady tied to her mannersI'm tied up to this

Is It Really Fair To Ban A Breed Of Dog For The Actions Of A Couple Of Dogs.
is it really fair to ban pittbulls as a breed for a couple of attacks.i own a fullblood rednose pittbull and she is the most wounderful dog i could ever ask for she loves children,cats and she gets along with other dogs,and how i got her is that someone gave her to me they where tryin to find her a good home cause they where holding her for their godson which he kept her in a small cage and beat her her whole life. she is now a big part of my family and she is doin very well she is now learning that everyone is not goin to beat her like he did.i think that if the government would just sit down and take the time to think that maybee its the owners fault that those dogs are attacking people and not the dogs,i mean they are just like kids if u teach them to hate people then they will hate people and attack them. then there is also the question of what where those people doing to the dog for the dog to attack them cause i know that a dog will not attack u unless it feels threatened or tha

Negatives Thoughts Are A Big No No
It's truly sad how many negative people there are out there. Instead of wasting your time tearing down others and posting negative comments, why not focus your attention on something more productive? Try posting a positive status instead of a negative one! Positive attitude will not only make you feel better, but will take you a long way in your career, relationships, etc.

Bad Eating
Apparently Dunkin Doughnuts is giving away a free doughnut today with a purchase of coffee. Nice job Dunkin Dougnuts, you're encouraging unhealthy eating to build your business. Who cares if it leads to obesity, diabetes, and heart attacks, right? You're making money!

When You Care For Someone.
I've learned, That if someone really honestly cares about you, You shouldn't have to fight off whores and sluts.. and They wouldn't be ashamed of you. If you care for someone, you should tell them how you feel. And show them you care as well. Not just behind close doors. Love is a Beautiful Part of Life Enjoy it!

A Girl
A Girl A Girl A girl in New York with nowhere to go Met a man and told him she loved him so They met in the early morning and kissed in the snow The man felt so right and wanted it to grow Time went on and there were bumps in the road The man still felt good, if the girl felt bad, he wasn't told One day the girl was gone, no explanation, no goodbye Leaving the man with nothing except tears to cry Many things could have been said before that time That girl could have said she wasn't okay, giving the man a sign A Girl A Girl

Not Again
I started with loneliness felt empty hollow the hollows of my body touched my eyes close I drift your hands learning the ripples of pleasure in my skin taste each rushing breath with a trace amount of smile I watch you slowly meticulously finding the warmest part of me forcing my beauty to scream through all of my fears vulnerability tearing through walls walls now seemingly built of nothing I cry I pain I force all of who I am onto you with sweat tears oceans, waves of instant compassion felt like days of storms within my soul made me crave more every second you gave me less my own muscles tearing away from each other the will of a child you hands created this me shuddering beneanth you and you whisper "now its my turn...."

Writting About How My Gma Is A Brat Lol, I'm Bored
You lay on the floor drenched in blood, my hands full of what was your heart, I can still hear your screaming for me to stop, what can be done? My deed is now done, nothing but silence now. You can't tell me to stop, can't tell me I'm worthless, can't tell me I'm fat. You can't do anything now, nothing but lay there in silence. Oh what a smile I have. I can no longer hear you bitching and whining. I can do what I want, what I need to do. You can't stop me now grandma. As I hold your bleeding heart, I can still hear it pounding in your chest. I take that heart and I cut into little pieces and shove it down your throat. I hide your body out the chimney stack. I laugh and drive a steak in your head. As I burn the last pieces of you, I think of what you have done to ruin my life. You worthless piece, I hate you forever more. You are nothing to me anymore. Goodbye grandma. (Sorry about language, tried to keep it as clean as I could)

Impossible :(
I remember years ago Someone told me I should take Caution when it comes to love I did, I did And you were strong and I was not My illusion, my mistake I was careless, I forgot I did And now when all is done There is nothing to say You have gone and so effortlessly You have won You can go ahead tell them Tell them all I know now Shout it from the roof tops Write it on the sky line All we had is gone now Tell them I was happy And my heart is broken All my scars are open Tell them what I hoped would be Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible Falling out of love is hard Falling for betrayal is worst Broken trust and broken hearts I know, I know Thinking all you need is there Building faith on love and words Empty promises will wear I know, I know And now when all is gone There is nothing to say And if you're done with embarrassing me On your own you can go ahead tell them Tell them all I know now Shout it from the roof tops Write it on the sky line All we had is gone now Tell them I

[sticky]
So warm.Don't wanna go to bed.Bed means... still warm. What exactly do I want to do tomorrow?Peach juice, models?finish deadspace? Its kinda unpleasant to work on something frustrating or precise like 12 inch robots and survivor/horror games. Maybe I could ...more that I should mow. Expecting rain 80% of next week. Y'know... there's only like... 4 coats of black left.Total.I should at least do a couple. Maybe finish that Magic deck I've had conceptualized for almost 2 years. Its fun. It does stuff people don't normally use.I wanna see if it works as well as it does in my head. See most people just summon big fatties and slug it out. I like to load up the bodies in my graveyard, awaken my HOARDE of unbeatable unblockable zombies and drag my oponnents into the swamp to make my army bigger >> each one bolstering his zombie brethren at this side! The next idea is to create more followers than the sands in the sahara each one incrementally increases my life (and use an alternate win

The Benefits I’ve Reaped From Learning English
It seems no more than a moment since I began my college English course, but now I have to say goodbye to English classes when I am still lost in it. It is certainly not the end of English learning though. It may be surprising to my friends that I am so addicted to English. Actually that is not true. I love English because I can reap a lot from learning such a beautiful language. It goes without saying that learning a foreign language is tough, sometimes painful. However, do not deny the happiness English has brought you. Since the first day of English learning, we have been given the ability of appreciating English music. After learning such many English songs as ABC song, A Hundred miles, Yesterday Once More, Big big World, Dreams Come True, God is a girl, and so on, I become attracted by the charming melody, sound and even the language. Besides, with the knowledge of English, I find it difficult for me to miss any newly-produced American movies, which is not always a bad thing

Outlaw Harleys
On Harleychicks dumbass comments about respect and the female biker, NO ONE, man or woman, deserves respect because they're a biker. Harleys should be outlawed and anyone riding one should be shot on site.No questions asked. Great you love motorcycles, but does everyone else really need to hear you coming from 5 miles away. If they were the same volume as a crotch rocket I'd have no problem. But when I can't talk on the phone, hear my kids, or watch TV when one turns down my street - I wish you'd all get hit by a semi. The only reason you have them that loud is so everyone looks at you, and they do. Problem is your all to dumb to realize NO ONE is looking at you saying "wow he's cool" but EVERYONE is looking at you saying "why'd that ass%$#& have to turn down my street?" or "why haven't they made those f'in things illegal yet?" You can bet your ass that if I was a mayor or a governor - there wouldn't be any Harleys in my town or state. Not to mention the badass biker persona went out i

True Friends...
Ever notice that when something happens when you find out who your true friends are, it is always a bittersweet moment?? It is nice to know who has your back, but it also sucks to find out those you thought did....don't.

Ginuwine-diffrences
Chorus: my whole life has changed Since you came in I knew back then you were that special one I'm so in love so deep in love you make my life complete you are so sweet no one competes glad you came into my life you blind me with your love with you I have no sight Verse 1 Girl you open me, I'm wide open and I'm doing thangs I never do but I feel so good, I feel so good why it take so long for me finding you this is my story and I'm telling you it's not fiction it's surely a fact without you right here having my back I really don't know just where I'd be at Chorus Veres 2 I analyzed myself I was buck wild never thought about settling down but all the time I knew I was ready but not with all my friends around but girl I put you first now you made me help mold me turned me into a man I'm so responsible and I owe it all to you Chorus Verse 3 God blessed me girl he was good to me when he sent you I'm so happy baby share my world I'm so in love I'm addicted

Omfg!
I'm bitching... So, if you don't wanna read me bitch and moan...leave now!!! I have way too much shit to do and not enough time to do it... Granted, I'm loving the fact that I'm busy but, it's kinna taking it's toll on me. My house is a wreck, my yard looks like shit, I haven't worked on the online store or website in weeks, I have to redesign my business cards and brocheres for pride fest...UGH!!! I was sick for a week and feel like I'm drowning, cause I can't get shit done!! Well, I'm getting stuff done in clients yards...but, really I need to get my "winter" business going...or ....I"m screwed. Our weather has been wacky so some days I can't work cause it's too hot or too cold or....like today...IT HAILED btw..I worked in that. *sigh* I'm going to my cabin this weekend...maybe I"ll get shit done instead of coming here to unwind....I think coming here keeps me sane. I really don't want to go Postal on a client. Yes Passion's, I do know what you mean. but, this t

Family
If I added you to my family, dont worry im not a stalker and I dont expect you to add me too. I added those I talk to most so that I can click the family tab and have a much shorter list than the friends list. You all rock family and friends :) Love ya all

Contest Over
I know, it's not quite a week, sorry if you had something planned...go emo blog about it (it's the in thing to do). What was meant as fun, as a jab at some of the sanctimony...has apparently upset the sensibilities of some to the extent that 'I can no longer respect you/like you' is actually being said. I do not like to be the perpetrator, or instigator, of crap like that...even when I know it's the result of blind obeisance and just a smidgen of insecurity. Regardless, I'm too fucking lazy to perpetuate drama, too wise to try and teach a baboon quantum physics, and too damn shallow to really give a fuck about the aforementioned sensibilities. Moving on to the important part - prizegiving and such like (cuz you were all whores, right? 'swhy you took part...uh huh...)- basically, erm, if ya want an HH, you got one...if you don't...well talk to me and we'll figure something out (except for you Helly, someone has to hold my hand when I use mine, so you're tagged...Liverjuice c

Want Me?
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California Vs. Texas
California vs. Texas California : Governor of California is jogging with his dog along a nature trail. A coyote jumps out and attacks dog. #1. Governor starts to intervene, reflects upon the movie "Bambi" and then realizes he should stop; the coyote is only doing what is natural. #2. Governor calls animal control. Animal control captures coyote and spends $200 testing it for diseases and $500 upon relocating it. #3. Then he calls veterinarian. Vet collects dead dog and spends $200 testing it for diseases. #4. Governor goes to hospital and spends $3,500 getting checked for diseases from the coyote and on getting bite wound bandaged. #5. Running trail gets shut down for 6 months while wildlife services conduct a $100,000 survey to make sure the area is clear of dangerous animals. #6. Governor spends $50,000 of state funds implementing a "coyote awareness" program for residents of the area. #7. State legislature spends $2 million investigating how to better handle rab

Mayonnaise Jar
The Mayonnaise Jar When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, When 24 hours in a day is not enough; remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and start to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full.. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured it into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded With an unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced two cups of coffee from u

Have You Ever ?
Have you ever Felt like the one that you Love Has put you aside ? Or ever have the Feeling that your not the same person that you used to be? Have you ever loved some one so Much it hurt just to think that they might not ever know it ? We all have those feelings. As much as I like people to think, that Im the hard Bitch that I am, I still Feel just Like every one else. While its hard to know who to trust most of the time I keep My feelings to my self its just easier to be alone most of the time. With that said, the edge of darkness is inching ever closer as I draw with in to the Safey of my little world. There is a Great fear that I might lose who i am and the way I feel for those that I love. In the end Im finding it harder and harder not to just walk away from those that I know can hurt me. I know that Im loved by the few that know who i really am, but that dont change any thing, if

Stupid Encounters # 41
dego963: seroius 3:22pm more To dego963: serious what? 3:22pm reply dego963: how hot u are 3:23pm more To dego963: lol yeah seriously i got 13 salutes lol 3:23pm reply dego963: thats impressive, i have some HH's, vips, and packs to give away 3:24pm more To dego963: oh yeah and how i get um 3:25pm reply dego963: come to yahoo 3:25pm more To dego963: and what do i do when i get there 3:26pm reply dego963: go on cam thats all 3:26pm more To dego963: what i got to do when im on cam 3:26pm reply dego963: get me all excited and thats it

Double Dd's Cause A Suit
I find Debrahlee Lorenzana’s suit of Citibank over her being fired a joke. She has been tagged the “too sexy” banker. Apparently, she has had a number of surgical procedures to enhance her looks that she has become a bank distraction. She’s a double D breast size. From my perspective, fake boobs are just that fake. Check her outhttp://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/06/10/sexy-banker-debrahlee-lorenzana-wanted-melons-playboy/ BlastFM is a place where natural talent is embraced. BlastFM is not just a radio station. It’s a musical experience par excellent. List for yourself www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

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The Man RulesAt last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story.(I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear 'the rules' from the female side.Now here are the rules from the male side.These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered '1 'ON PURPOSE!1. Men are NOT mind readers.1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.1. Sunday sports it's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.1. Crying is blackmail.1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work!Strong hints do not work!Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.1. Come to us with a problem only If You Want Help Solving It. That's What We Do. Sympathy Is What Your Girlfriends Are For.1. Anything

Defiance
The world is bright with darknessStarkissed hate and avariceMost humankind are worthlessNo meaning in their cowardiceDesultory seeds of hate Growing in this terra formed rapeOf ripenened sin and changeless fateEver listless, fake and twistedGreed immortalized with people's sicknessI hate you and you hate meThis is why we live and breatheWhat is horror but a stepping stone To Get close enough and crush your soulWhat is truth? What you say?To get close to me and fuck me anyway?What are dreamsSomething you may have?Nothing comes true unless it's badBetter believe it and see itYour enemy in an instantWant to taste you, not love youFill your head full of sorrowCaress you, obsess youMotherfucker, I just want to mess with youNot get real with youI hate you, this is why I live for you

Darkness
watching the storm clouds rolling in feeling the darkness enveloping me waiting for the downpour let it raid down on me hide away my tears desperate for the light to shine in the darkness begins to smother me deeper and deeper i fall harder and harder it becomes losing all the light and the air darker and darker it has become

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There are scores of people in the world who seem to be magnets for calamity. They live their lives jumping from one difficult situation to the next, surrounded by unstable individuals. Some believe themselves victims of fate and decry a universe they regard as malevolent. Others view their chaotic circumstances as just punishments for some failing within. Yet, in truth, neither group has been fated or consigned to suffer. They are likely unconsciously drawing drama into their lives, attracting catastrophe through their choices, attitudes, and patterns of thought. Drama, however disastrous, can be exciting and stimulating. But the thrill of pandemonium eventually begins to frustrate the soul and drain the energy of all who embrace it. To halt this process, we must understand the root of our drama addiction, be aware of our reactions, and be willing to accept that a serene, joyful life need not be a boring one. Many people, so used to living in the dramatic world they create, feel uncomf

Restricting Sex In A Relationship...
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Things I Want
back fixed pay off car (3,100) new phone lap top go to england laser hair removal boob job other nipple pierced chest piece tattoo 2 pea's in a pod hip tattoo weight goal of 165 (lose 57 lbs) teeth fixed tumors removed business degree finish my book laser eye surgery to not "need" glasses xbox360 or ps3 own place to live

Nappy Nap Time
I am about to go take a nap, I need my beauty sleep since I have been training like an animal all week. Tomorrow we are having a sparring tournament at the dojo. I might fight in it if there is a girl there around my weight class. I am looking forward to watching the students I have been helping to train to compete and kick some serious butt. I love it when you help mold someone into an awesome fighter and then see the benefits of all the hard work that was put into creating a great warrior. :P Then on Sunday I will be taking the not so little ones Fishing, boating, and swimming again. We found a great spot last weekend and I want to go there and wear my new swim suit and soak up the summer sun while floating out in the middle of the lake. I love it when it's hot out. Anyway...Have a great weekend and I look forward to stalking you all on Monday. (((BIG BEAR HUGS)))

5-28-10 Pt 4
Debby Me (5/28/2010 5:32:31 PM): but i had to make him feel like that non stopDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:32:37 PM): do you know how exhausted i waskerry lively (5/28/2010 5:32:43 PM): her beautiful words made you feel more wanted than BJs trips fucking you and spening all day online pr phoenwit you?kerry lively (5/28/2010 5:32:49 PM): and he saidkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:32:50 PM): yeskerry lively (5/28/2010 5:33:01 PM): I said so i lost you because I dont dtroke your egoDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:33:02 PM): wowkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:33:08 PM): he said i guess you could say thatDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:33:12 PM): omgDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:33:17 PM): over wordskerry lively (5/28/2010 5:33:24 PM): In my mind.if I am fucking youand caring for you and givingyu my lovekerry lively (5/28/2010 5:33:35 PM): what fucking morwe could i dokerry lively (5/28/2010 5:33:40 PM): look at my about mekerry lively (5/28/2010 5:33:41 PM): lolkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:33:45 PM): I AM not thta girlkerry lively (5/28/2

5-28-10 Pt 4
Debby Me (5/28/2010 5:16:33 PM): and that set him offkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:16:34 PM): lolkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:16:37 PM): ya knowkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:16:43 PM): if ya have no feelings for someone.Debby Me (5/28/2010 5:16:44 PM): kerry brb i need some vicks cough syrup lol 1 minkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:16:48 PM): you dont react to themkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:16:50 PM): kkDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:07 PM): backDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:10 PM): no not the vicks oneDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:13 PM): its very mildDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:14 PM): go onDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:32 PM): ive just scrolledDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:35 PM): you are rightkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:18:38 PM): but he still watches everything i do deb..how else would he know everythingDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:40 PM): that is what i said to him i saidDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:45 PM): why are you getting into such a knotDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:50 PM): i knowDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:56 PM): i have always knownDeb

5-28-10 Pt 3
Debby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:02 PM): now come on kerryDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:14 PM): who tells a friend, i love you and they have only know one another for a little whileDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:18 PM): on the netkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:04:22 PM): exactlykerry lively (5/28/2010 5:04:32 PM): and he says when he was sayin he loved me;;it was as friendsDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:33 PM): i think he deleted her off his friends list when he realised that i had seen that note that she sent to youkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:04:38 PM): hahah lolDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:38 PM): and that she had no reason to have sent itkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:04:40 PM): too funnyDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:44 PM): wowDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:49 PM): you knowDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:57 PM): i wonder what he says about me in his sb at timesDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:05:00 PM): because i remember him sayingDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:05:04 PM): omg kerry is in my sbkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:05:05 PM): but what woman deb..would ass

5-28-10 Pt 2
kerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:33 PM): no one else asdDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:37 PM): wow noone knows her real name like i doDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:40 PM): that is def herDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:45 PM): and i said how do you know?Debby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:48 PM): and he said wynnkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:54 PM): everyone on fuckin facebook knows that name lololDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:58 PM): lolDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:02 PM): well that is what he said to mekerry lively (5/28/2010 4:52:04 PM): it is my name on fb ffskerry lively (5/28/2010 4:52:08 PM): but anywasyDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:09 PM): and why did he not want us to be friendsDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:13 PM): i mean think about itkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:52:19 PM): did you notice you and he were the ONLY viewers?Debby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:21 PM): what harm is there in us been friends?kerry lively (5/28/2010 4:52:22 PM): isnt that odd deb?Debby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:26 PM): yessssssssssDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:27 PM): omgDebby

5-28-10 Pt 1
Debby Me (5/28/2010 4:50:05 PM): u therekerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:25 PM): you her?kerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:27 PM): jinx lolkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:30 PM): hereDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:50:31 PM): lolkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:31 PM): ffsDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:50:31 PM): hahakerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:32 PM): gahhkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:34 PM): bad daDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:50:35 PM): hello hunkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:35 PM): OKkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:48 PM): Jo had told me and linked me to that page..sayin I was stalking john on itDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:50:55 PM): yeskerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:07 PM): #1..WHY would I stalk using MY face AND my NAMEkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:11 PM): SERIOUSLY?kerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:16 PM): I mean I am a cuntDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:17 PM): i told her to tell you even though you and i were not talking because, JOhn was the one that pointed it out to mekerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:22 PM): if I come at someone I do it as meD

English To Mando;a
Able to - liserAbsorb - sooranirAbusive - ge'hutuunAccurate - sairimAcross - dosAct - nari or narirAct suicidally - jareorAction - nariAdd - majycirAdopt - kir'manirAdoption (ceremony) - gai bal mandaAfar - be'chaajAggressive - verd'ycAide - ge'ver'alorAir - abiikAlcohol - galAlcoholic drink - tihaarAle - galAlleged - gehatycAll - anAlliance - tom or tsadAllied - tom'ycAllow (give permission) - duumirAllowed (given permission) - duumycAlly - tomadAlly (temporary) - narudarAlmost (before consonant) - geAlmost (before vowel) - getAlone - solusAlso - balycAlways - ratiinAmbition - copadAmbush - jehavey'irAmmunition - tebecAn (indefinate article) - eynAnd - balAngry - kadenAnything - mayenApologise - eparavur takisitApproach - ara'novorApproved - duumycArchivist - tay'haaiArea - veerayArm - irudArmor - beskar'gamArmored - beskarycArmy - akaan'adeArtillery - tracyaatAs, like (comparative) - as...asAs...As that - bid...ibacAsh - rangAshen-faced - jiriadAsking for it - jare'laAssembly - Tsad

[...14 Years... (part 3)]
[Guns N Roses. 14 Years] I try and feel the sunshine You bring the rain You try and hold me down With your complain You cry and moan and complain You whine and tear Up to my neck in sorrow The touch you bring You just don't step inside to 14 years So hard to keep my own head, that's what I said And you know, I've been the beggar I played a thief I was the dog, they all tried to beat But it's been 14 years of silence It's been 14 years of pain It's been 14 years that're gone forever and I'll Never have again Your stupid girlfriend's tell you That I'm to blame Yeah and they're all used up hasbeens Out of the game This time I'll have the last word You'll hear what I say I tried to see it your way It won't work today You just don't step inside to To 14 years So hard to keep my own head, that's what I said You know, I've been the dealer hanging on your street I was the dog, they all tried to beat But it's been 14 years of silence, it's been 14 years of pain, it's been 14 years that're g

A Perfect Gentleman
In the shadows of moonlight He touches my face. The feel of satin concealed by lace. Touches so tender Rose petals couldnt compare. A place for two lovers One heartbeat to share. Holding me closely in the comfort of his arms. Keeping me safe Sheltered from harm. Loss no more Compleatly happy where I am. Snuggled in the arms of a perfect Gentleman......

Ensign: A Prayer For Habakkuk
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 11 June 2010 [My family and I are heading out tonight to see my mom in Kentucky. She’s been in a nursing home since January and just got out of the hospital with Hospice having given her two weeks. Her urine output is low, she’s taking very little nourishment, and though I know she is saved by grace and Jesus will welcome her with open arms, it’s still hard to not be sad and nervous. Please pray for all of us, and I’ll see you in two weeks, thank you. – David] “The burden which Habakkuk the prophet did see.” The opening verse of the book named for the eighth so-called minor prophet tells us very little about him save he may have been a reluctant messenger. Just why, the Biblical accoun

Phallic To You Good Knight
See me on the street and the controversy ...is what it is, cause when I walk through the door, they pause see the rawness I got signed with a disaster clause and yeah just like santa claus I come deliver once a year and my peers give me nothing but jeers, its queer how I make em steer to hating on this monster truck, the Mini-Cooper thinkin they beast. Its just the least of my worries, haters are worse then a yeast infection and the election came up short on the retard king, oh and just one more thing... Ring, ring, the bell has sounded and I'm throwing lefts and rights to your face and the pace of my race and the match is laced with pace picanti salsa stinging you with out a sweat. Let me show why they place me as the bet and you to lose cause when I choose to take you out in the first round, the sound of that bell is all you need to tell that you're a glass jaw and man I took you out raw..ten count bitch.. Never think for a second I will be one to be reckoned with and the jist

Sarcastic Me....
sarcasm....for me it's how i communicate....some may say it's rude...well no sh*t....it's supposed to be...if you're looking for kind words i can do that too just don't expect it at all times.....i don't always get it when others are sarcastic towards me but oh well guess i'll have to learn....maybe it's a gift to not have a filter on what i say.....don't know and don't care....it's part of me and it's how i'll always be.....but if i consider you a friend then i will always be there for you as much as i can be....and of course with a smartass comment to let you know i care...because if i didn't care i wouldn't bother with you at all....so if my comments offend you let me know...so i can say it again only louder......note tho...I am NOT racist or predjudice i accept all people for who and what they are...so if i hit upon a sensitive subject i will appologize and try not to do it again.....as i said my "filter" on what i say doesn't always work......love, peace, and chicken grease.....

On The Cusp Of Achievement
A big fu-event is coming up for me soon: my angel wings. I'm 2 million points away from leveling and I know I'll reach it tonight or tomorrw. Now I ask you to wait. This is not a post begging for points. I can get the points on my own with no problems. This is a blog about the excitement that is still inside me, that same excitement I had from Fu-day one. After two and a half years, I still get excited when I get close to leveling. It's a sense of pride and accomplishment. I had it when I reached level two, and I still have it on the eve of level 30. Recently, I've enjoyed helping others in their level requirements. The other night I posted that I had three pimp outs to give away. Three people quickly jumped on them but one had already had their full allotment of pimp-outs. A few minutes later another person asked if they could have one at a later date. They were close to leveling and the next level included needing to be pimped out. I talked briefly with the person, who was extremel

Break Up Cake.
So it's obvious things aren't working out with the latest lady friend. She didn't actually make the full 90 days. That being said I'm still not mature enough to talk about the relationship with her which of course makes break ups awkward. roK said I can't do it by text but if I want I could hire a singing break up telegram gorilla. I imagine they're everywhere in The Village. Then in a fit of pure brilliance, she came up with the "break up fudge cake" (chicks dig cake), but we figure only gives me about 5 words. Any suggestions?

You're Not An Activist, You're Just A Faget....
So I read that Korn is boycotting BP for their summer tour. They'll get their oil products elsewhere. I'm almost as annoyed at them as I am at the "news" outlets that printed this story. The 60's are over people. We don't need activists anymore. And just like the ones in the 60's, you're almost all idiots. Every last one of you. So you're not gonna get BP gas? Ok, I guess you'll go to Citgo and support Hugo Chavez. He's a good guy. Or one of those companies that gets their oil from countries that harbor and support terrorists. That's a better choice yanno, because OMG THAT DUCK HAS OIL ON IT!!! Yes, BP fucked up and they are going to pay for it. I hope they get everything they deserve. This is just another example of how celebrities are so out of touch with reality. And that the news is a joke because they print anything these morons say. I'm glad you're upset and want to do something Mr. Davis. BUT DO SOMETHING!! A boycott is the laziest and least effective thing you

Eternally Forsaken
Shadows of memories, persistently reverberate, the mind's eye seeks to give form to these sillouetts. Dark premonitions have come, and gone, as time's sands deteriorate, Brief moments of happiness, surrounded by thoughts of missed options I regret. As the years continue to cycle, I find that seasons begin to grey, all become one, briefly, second sight lingers, just long enough to open the doors of a pleasant day. Rustling winds becon, calling my name, to join in their dance, a myriad of color, for an instant, flashes it's promise of peace, analysing it's ways, I am entranced. Shall I linger, on this plain, though I am a walker between worlds, to bear witness to this world's continuity of degradation? Into another ponderous thought scape, I am hurrled, growing weary of this fleshen shell, this plain, and finite limitations... To be free, once more, to feel the cold, vast regions of the macrocosm surround me, I long for the embrace of the unmanifest,an

Poem 1 Of Several I Wrote
I am darkness, I am light, I am the chaos of creation, and limitless light. I am storm, I am sea, I am the perpetuation of manifestation, the deity within you, and me. I am eternal, I am stillness, yet I am change, I reconfigure the parameters of limitation, I am uncontained. Sever the cord, sever the ties, draw back into your minds safety, I am there as you live, and die. Promises, and hopes, dreams, I am all, listen to the frigid winter's night winds, your name I beconingly call. Speak my name, envision my face, I am all around you, waiting, lovingly, with each moon phase. So, as you wake, or as you sleep, within the folds of dreams, and nightmares so deep, Remember, time is an illusion, space a limitation, confinement of the human psyche's creation. And know, I am not bound, so easily, by the ways of the world, the fears of mankind, and my definition has never been found

My Son's Just Dont Listen Worth Shit
For some time now I have made it as clear as any one can to my family about the budget. Hubby and I had to go see a bankruptcy guy to see if he could help us get out of the mess we were in. I thought for sure we would have to go bankrupt but!!! phewwwwwwwwwww thank gawd we didnt. He put us on a consummer dept proposal payment plan to our creditors. This way they would get half their money instead of non. As he looked at our situation he said you know your not that bad just you dont have enough funds comming in to cover this mess. So any how, we sign the papers come tuesday and that is that , then he is gonna show us how to budget and get back on track. I already know how to, but maybe he can show me a better way. Anyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy howwwwwwwwwwwwwww As far back as I can remember I have always told the family they cant keep eatting and eatting and eatting for the sake of just eatting. Because when they do that I run out of the things I need to prepare the meals. Butttt

Family Of Deposed African Head Of State Baffled By Lack Of Interest In Their Millions
The widow of the former Head of State of a small African nation has expressed surprise at the lack of interest from the numerous people she has emailed offering a share of her husband’s millions. The family of the late King of Fakumba, have apparently sent ‘dozens’ of emails to suitable ‘good and responsible’ people across the UK offering them a share of the fortune, in return for a mere £2500. But as of yet, there has been no response. Queen Echinacea and her daughter the Princess Jasmine are now concerned that people suspect the offer is too good to be true. ‘It is very strange, maybe people are unaware of the Kingdom of Fakumba, as we admittedly are a very small nation,’ the Queen remarked, ‘but we are easy enough to find, being north of South Africa and east of Nigeria. Despite being a very small country we are rich in oil, gas, gold, diamonds and numerous other precious stones, and it is perhaps unusual that more people aren&rsquo

Who Am I? Part 3 Friendship
Hi part three of me. I guess I can't sleep when I think heavy things. There's a part of me when I want to go crazy and I do go crazy. I had yet punch someone though but I'm sure that if I do I'll make sure to knock that person out. When I do go to bed though I just look up at my ceiling for a long long time. Then I start asking questions. Questions that I keep giving hypotheticals to but the ifs don't matter to me. I've lived a life full of challenges, risks and troubles. The questions that I ask are so damn silly sometimea I just want to answer it. My friends are my most valuable prized treasures that I discovered. No matter how disturbed, violent or eccentric they are. They are what makes my day. I wouldn't trade them for any given day. So to all my friends here in fubar thanks!

Oops, I Did It Again
And I never claimed to love you, much as I never claimed any sort of half-assed sainthood. I never promised anything was sacred to me. Never said I would use all the empathy I've learned. Your positition is scary, uncomfortable at best. Be in it? I'd rather not. I sort of subjected myself to this sin. Although that gives no comfort, nor any peace of mind. Did you believe I'd ever let you love me? Sorry sweetpea, it stops at the physical level while you're otherwise engaged. All I want is for my emotions to fly off my fingertips. Out of my body, out of my head. These empty spaces are worse than the easy treason committed by one or more members of my mind. Call me Queen Corruption. I am such a lonely soul sometimes. It's strange how crushing this can be, this thing of singleness. There are times I rejoice, thank my lucky stars, celebrate it sexually. And times like this, when my arms wrapped around my shoulders are of little comfort.

Why We Hurt ???
Why do we hurt? Why is it so hard to be honest? Thank God I was raised by a woman that tought me to speak my mind be blunt but kind and always honest. Tha problem I expect this from everyone eles !! What a joke ! I kid myself into thinking that that there are people out there like me that respect and honor life and belive that what you put in you get back ! I havent give up the search and everytime I open up to a fake a pretender someone that says they love me when they clearly dont and I get hurt I put my heart back out there you know why? Because I belive that there is someone in this world that will love and cherish me and be honest and not break my heart! I belive that so I push on beliving that every experiance is a life lesson leared and that Im more wiser for what I have been thru and experianced. So why we hurt I dont know but where that hurt takes you is what matters most standing above and living life is the best reward of them all for we only have one life and live it we sho

Make Some Noise
Make Some NoiseBy: Krystal Meyers Yeah you’re so convincedOf how it’s supposed to beI know that you’re confusedDon’t take it out on meWe’re not afraid to tryWe’re not afraid to dreamBut when it all goes wrongWe’re not afraid to screamCause the future now is ours to makeOh, oh, shout it out Get ready ’cause we like it loudCause we’re born to make some noiseDon’t tell me we should turn it downCause we were born to make some noiseMake some noise We’re not the enemyYou might be surprisedDon’t need hypocrisyTo open up our eyesWe don’t need your rulesDon’t need a uniformThis is who we areWe won’t be ignoredCause the future now is all that remainsOh, oh shout it out Get ready ’cause I get loudCause we were born to make some noiseDon’t tell me we should turn it downCause We were born to make some noise Nobody’s going to shut it down yeahCause we were born to make some noiseWe could

The Wedding Service I Would Love To Have With My Fiancee Part One
Script for Filipino-style Wedding in America Extract from the seiyaku website pageon weddings in the Philippineshttp://www.seiyaku.com/seiyaku/ph/weddings.html Introduction Celebrant: The ceremonies you are about to witness, the Unity Wedding Coins, the Unity Veil and Unity Cord, the Wedding Rings and Vows, and the Unity Candle Lighting, are uniquely and traditionally a part of the Filipino wedding. If there is anyone present who feels that this unique and beautiful wedding ceremony should not take place, let him or her now come forward and state their reasons or forevermore hold your peace. Blessing and exchange of coins As the coins are offered on a pillow by the Coin Bearer: Celebrant: Lord, bless these coins. Grant (Groom) and (Bride) not only material possessions, but abundant spiritual strength, which these coins symbolize, so that they may bless others. Hold the coins in your hands as a sign that your blessings will no longer be held separately, but together. And may you

Late Night Ramblings... Politics And Politicians...
Ever notice, in this delightful country of ours, how many politicians tell us what needs doing? Ever seen them actually doing it? I've seen one or two try... love him or hate him, George Bush said he'd do something and made every attempt (ill-conceived or not) to back it up. But I find myself concerned with our current political leadershit.... leadership, totally my bad. Look, I understand about "evil corporations" and "terrible oil companies..." I mean, we've all been hearing about them ever since the 60's, when people decided that it was "The Man's" fault, and that we were all being oppressed. Never mind that the ones bitching about it did, and still do, more oppressing than anybody else (don't agree? I give you exhibit "A" Political Correctness... A.K.A. the most ridiculous, and stupidly hilarious, assault on the First Amendment ever). But I don't get it, An "EVIL" oil company rents out a driller, the platform fucks up and oil spews out. And what does our beknighted leaders

My Reply To A Blog That I Liked. So I Kept It!
Why do we allow experiences that we have had with others hinder the experiences we could have had with ones now? Why do we push those who truly care about us away, when they have done nothing but love us? Is there any way to make up for past wrong doings? Is there any possibility to truly forgive and forget? How can we possibly begin to show those we have hurt that we truly love them? How can we possibly begin to show those we have hurt that we are truly sorry for our actions? How is it possible to look back on the past and not even recognize who we once were? How is it possible that we let people have so much control over our lives that we loose all control ourselves? It is impossible to express the pain felt, it is impossible to express the love felt, it is impossible to prove that you would truly do anything for someone you have hurt in the past... All that is asked is to be given the second or third (or fourth, fifth, sixth) chance, as the case may be. Why would that next chan

Ruth
ruth\ROOTH\noun; 1.Compassion or pity for another. 2.Sorrow or misery about one's own misdeeds or flaws. 3.In the Bible, a Moabite woman who married Boaz and became an ancestor of David: the daughter-in-law of Naomi. 4.Book of the Bible bearing her name. 5.A female given name.

High (lyrics)
I swear i can feel you right beneathe my skin i breathe you in youre the air, you sustain me Im high on you im hooked on you i fiend for you again you flow through my viens youre my quick fix baby i hear your voice its always in my head i cant feel you but i feel you presence, your ever in me im high on you im hooked on you i fiend for you again you flow through my veins youre my quick fix baby i feel your touch your fingers graze my lips i love you are the words that i long to hear im high on you im hooked on you i fiend for you again i just cant get enough of you you make me see things i never knew i cant get enough of your love thats all i got for now

Bounty Hunter Hall Of Fame 3
Naked Gunman just KILLED bugs and collected a bounty of $1,843,681,000, with $331,862,580 going to turf tax! Naked Gunman just KILLED rex and collected a bounty of $2,308,860,000, with $415,594,800 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED corn lolipop and collected a bounty of $1,225,598,000, with $220,607,640 going to turf tax! [dva] Spook [f4] just KILLED {I.F.T.} Ridend... and collected a bounty of $1,255,278,000, with $225,950,040 going to turf tax! {DVA} Hattori H... just KILLED TAC***LIL KILLE... and collected a bounty of $1,151,559,000, with $207,280,620 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED Arizonadesertgtp and collected a bounty of $2,014,276,000, with $362,569,680 going to turf tax! Naked Gunman just KILLED =V=I=O=L=E=N=T=J= and collected a bounty of $2,509,177,000, with $451,651,860 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED DEADLY and collected a bounty of $1,410,470,000, with

Still Water.
Todays thoughts stuck to buxom blondes who put out on the first date.Not unlike dry sweat on a muggy summer evening.Rolling the black silt between my fingers.Oblivious to the raging ruin outside.Unaware of the cages we've builtthe temples we've burnedthe monuments we tiltArgumentative and inattentivedeconstructive and absent in all responsibilityfuture sight, tenure proofedrationalizing the drudgery of the one third splitas my eyes sink and itchas my lungs pleadopressed by balmy, morosely mundane routineover scheduled, under employed, ever pragmatic, never sexedHoney caught the flyFire caught the moth.

To The Begging Dogs On Fubar And My State Of The Fu Address..
The begging is ridiculous and shows how vapid one is . I really would love the ability to report misuse of a fubar feature on here. Sadly, that will never happen because some dumb idiot at one point enabled the begging, and it's just reinforced constantly, at the same time Baby J and Scrapper are profiting off of it so they really do not care about it that much. I, like many of you, came to fubar to have fun. I met my girlfriend on here out of pure coincidence. I moved halfway across the country to make it a real life relationship, and to be honest, I couldn't be any happier in that aspect, and I thank them for this.I do agree that the importance of "bling" to some is quite convoluted if you ask me. I also have a viewpoint (and I may be wrong too) is that they made the leveling requirements because no one was interacting unless you rated them/added them/fanned/blinged whatever. I think it's kinda sad that the higher ups that run this place have to put these guidelines into the leveling

Life.........
I've learned in the first 40 years that good girls always finish last..(sounds familiar huh guys??) I've learned that no matter how good your soul is... You're judged by the outside... Because outside beauty never fades right? Unless you marry a plastic surgeon and that doesn't even count.. And you can love someone with every ounce of love in your being and they never see what they had until you've been crushed into a million pieces; that while millions of miles or less than 10 separate you from the one YOU love... If they don't feel the same they will always find ways to make up reasons why not. And there is nothing you can ever do to overcome the power of fear. Ive learned that carrying your heart on your sleeve isn't necessarily a bad thing as long as you remember to keep the string on tight in case you need to pull it back in.. I've learned that I have so much still to learn from my children.. Mainly to never give up on a dream because odds can be beat. We forget that pa

Sometimes Life Just Sucks!
Thank god today is over with. I ended up attending a funeral to bury my uncle Dale and it wasn't something I was looking forward to at all. I ended upbeing one of the six who had to walk the casket to the hearse and follow it to the burial site. The only cool thing about that was he got a 21 gun salute and the playing of Taps from the Marines who were waiting for th casket to show up. R.I.P. Uncle Dale, you will be missed a bunch.

Fu Over The Kid Pt 2
subject: fuck her again lol received: 06/7/2010 09:16 am replied: no block this member received: 06/7/2010 08:37 am replied: no block this member incredible, you dont even know my situation.im in africa hahaha, anyways, you can think what you want.all i know, is that what kerry is about to do with her friends is disgusting.those convos with kerry, you sure she did not change any of my words?as for johnny, i told him i said crap about him, lots of crap.i was upset, i had left him due to thinking he was chatting with kerry again.. eg the fake drink.im sick and tired of all of thisso do what you have to do, just as i am.as i said, and will say again but in caps.NOONE CAN SEE ANYTHING THEY ARE HIDDEN=== 'NOT so PRECIOUS' wrote the following at '2010-06-07 08:34:16'..>> I never brought your child up, YOU did! I would have never of even known about that, Just like all this stuff about to go down...It's all in YOUR own words as for talking crap about you, yes 7MOS ago...

Picking Fu Over Her Kid? Pt1
subject: fuck her received: 06/7/2010 09:15 am replied: no block this member received: 06/6/2010 08:41 pm replied: 06/6/2010 08:51 pm block this member no.=== 'NOT so PRECIOUS' wrote the following at '2010-06-06 13:25:49'..>> I think you need to go to K on Yahoo, even thou she is not the one starting all this shit> === ' happy now gone' wrote the following at '2010-06-06 12:46:10'..> >> > it was an agreement.> > he will take maxine from mee> > === 'NOT so PRECIOUS' wrote the following at '2010-06-06 12:45:23'..> > >> > > Debby i don't think they can take a child away from her mom cuz of a website...that some bad shit right there hun, what have you done? you have not harmed her> > > === ' SweetOne ECS fuengaged to Zombielover' wrote the following at '2010-06-06 12:42:24'..> > > >> > > > because im not suppose to be on here, it was his warning to me.> > > > i signed okay.> > > > she will be taken from me.> > > > ive just brought up and im not doing well, im locking

Microsoft To Use Office 2010
Recently, Microsoft's vice president wrote in a blog, Office 2010 has reached RTM stage, the company has completed the next version of Office product development, includingwindows-xp-key, office-visio , Office 2010 professional plus and office-project included. And will be held as planned in May conference in June officially listed. The company also said its online store to accept the new version of Office 2010 professional plus product order, and promised Office 2007 users will be free upgrade to Office 2010 version. It is understood that Microsoft plans to PC makers to offer a streamlined version of office-2010-usb Office Starter, which will include basic Word and Excel functions commonly used, it will be free to all users who buy a new PC. Like other technology enthusiasts, long time ago I downloaded the windows-xp-professional-service-pack

4-29-10
from: SweetOne f...United Kingdomsubject: RE: oh wowreceived: 04/29/2010 10:58 amreplied: no block this memberi am not speaking to anyone including john=== 'Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-04-29 10:43:41'..>> Inform John I am not playing his stat games...or any games for that matter. And I havent said he has any feelings for me jesus fucking christ already> === 'SweetOne ECS' wrote the following at '2010-04-29 09:39:25'..> >> > hun, hellooo that is an expression for fucks sake.> > lovey dovey.> > omg> > anyways, im ignoring you AND john, im sick of this drama, I have never been in such drama in my LIFE before, EVER.> > it never ever stops.> > words are twisted and fucking copied geez.> > please, i have not taken you off my friends list, but right now, i cannot handle you or johnny.> > i want peace, so im not answering anyone> > === 'Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-04-29 09:35:59'..> > >> > > umm...let me see that I was calling talking lovey dovey and wanted John back.

Photographs That Shook The World: Omayra Sanchez (repost)
Many see this photo from 1985 as the beginning of what we nowadays call "media globalization", because Omayra Sanchez's agony was followed by television cameras from all over the world. Despite all the footage that was recorded by those tv cameras, it was this photograph, of a shocking reality and humanity, that went down in history as the first broadcast of the pain and death of a human being. Omayra Sanchez, 13 years old, was the victim of volcano Nevado del Ruiz's eruption in 1985, that devasted the Armero village, in Colombia. Omayra was trapped for three days under the mud, clay and water that was left from her own house. When the paramedics, with scarce resources, tried to help her, they sadly realized there was nothing they could do, since to remove her from the deadly trap they would have to amputate her legs and the lack of a speacilist on the scene would result in her death. According to the paramedics and the journalists that surrounded her, Omayra was strong

Blow Jobs: A Woman's Guide To Pleasing Her Man
i found this posted on another site, authors permission to repost pending. i'll remove it if they don't approve. -=-=-=- First, I need to inform those of us who aren't self-made experts on the male anatomy:1. Just because his penis is bigger than your clit doesn't mean he's any easier to get off. Men need just as much variety and attention as women do.2. He's not going to get off every time. You have your off-days, and so does he.3. He's not going to leave you if you're not any good in bed. If he does, he's not worth the effort.4. He can still enjoy the sensations of head without cumming.5. "Too gentle" isn't enough. "Too sensitive" isn't very good either.Now, keeping that in mind, the first step to giving good head is to relax... And that goes for the giver and the receiver. The easiest position for this is to get in between his legs, lay just over his cock, and brace yourself on your left forearm.Next, gather some saliva in your mouth (if this is a problem, for about $1 at an

Religion And Beliefs
Today’s topic is religion. Now I know what I just said may make you feel like I’m about to bash the hell (no pun intended) out of religion, but I’m not. It’s actually religious tolerance. This includes people that don’t have religious beliefs. I used to hate all things religious. I would rail against Christianity and saw anyone who believed in a god to be a mental midgets, sorry if I offended any little people. That’s what you guys like to be called right? Anyway, over time I’ve come to realize that what somebody else practices and believes in is just as valid as me not believing in a god. But here lies the problem, people whose very religion tells them they ought to be tolerant, aren’t. They tell you what you should believe as if they have some inside scoop the rest of us don’t. Well here’s a news flash, YOU DON’T HAVE A CLUE WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT. You’re just scared like the rest of us; you have no moral soa

Yesterday
to the crazy folk downtown; this is 2010 and there are better ways to do things. guy w/ the sleeping bag as a cape: two words: dollar and store. you can get an ACTUAL cape for super cheap and you wouldn't ruin your sleeping bag dragging it all over the wet ground. lady with the cell phone dilemma: if you just set it back to being a phone you wouldn't have to move your arm around so much and you could talk AND listen at the SAME TIME. whoever it was that pooped at the bus stop: I've got no sympathy for you for using taco sauce packets to wipe your butt. anything seems like it would be better than that. this is either a case of very poor planning or extremely bad decision making. lady with the utility leiderhosen(sp?): i don't know what that is about but watching you run for the max did not suck. thanks.

Reality Bites
I know of this beautiful lil 11 year old girl named Orchid. She has fought the fight against cystic fibrosis bravely. This precious angel lost her battle finally. She had a gorgeous smile and her father said her giggles were heart warming. This brings it home for me. 11 years old. How much time do we have with our precious angel? How long can Blake fight this horrid disease? The first thought I have every morning is "is he doing ok today?" Any infection can damage his lil lungs even more and there is no making them better. Not to mention his lil digestive system and needing to gain weight. I try to stay as positive as I possibly can, but I also know the facts about cystic fibrosis. I look into his big brown eyes and think of what could have been. He is so sweet n good. He nor any other child deserves this. Lil Orchid isn't suffering anymore. She can finally breathe easy, but I know I am being selfish when I say I don't want to lose my grandbaby

6-8-10
kerry lively (6/8/2010 12:12:15 AM): wow you are unbelieveable....saying I hacked your yahoo? Jesus debby you have really lost it...I took screenshots princess..so don't worry..everyone will see your words..unaltered. You are fucking INSANE....especially if you think I am jealous..YOU come to ME not the other way around. Have fun with your online relationship love..I have moved on. But will NOT have you saying the shit you are saying so....may the better woman win on that avenue. PS YOU brought up your kid..NOT me...you used it as a ploy..it failed..how fucked up are you if your ex made you sign that you would not be on FU? Wow..just fucking WOWDebby Me (6/8/2010 7:27:28 AM): fiurst of all kerry, you know nothing of my home life and my childDebby Me (6/8/2010 7:27:30 AM): nothingDebby Me (6/8/2010 7:27:43 AM): YOU are bringing my child up all the time nowDebby Me (6/8/2010 7:27:45 AM): in your statusDebby Me (6/8/2010 7:27:58 AM): everywhere and it takes a very low kind of human being

5-27-10
Debby Me (5/27/2010 10:51:54 AM): you thereDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:54:25 AM): kerry you therekerry lively (5/27/2010 10:54:59 AM): ah just now logged inDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:55:06 AM): hiDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:55:09 AM): i need your helpDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:55:31 AM): plskerry lively (5/27/2010 10:55:37 AM): For wat could you possibly needc my help after the things said in your blog?Debby Me (5/27/2010 10:55:59 AM): my blog doesnt say anything nasty or mention names kerry, i can copy and paste it to youDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:56:03 AM): it actually says, you and meDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:56:05 AM): are doing silly thingsDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:56:07 AM): not just youkerry lively (5/27/2010 10:56:15 AM): I know what it sayskerry lively (5/27/2010 10:56:18 AM): yousay Johnnys exDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:56:21 AM): but i have a serious question to do with johnnykerry lively (5/27/2010 10:56:25 AM): they all know who I amkerry lively (5/27/2010 10:56:31 AM): If I can answer itkerry lively (5/2

So Many Words.look What The Cunt Really Is
Debby Me (3/23/2010 1:31:07 PM): i wanted us just us to chatkerry lively (3/23/2010 1:31:16 PM): whatever it is i havent done it lolDebby Me (3/23/2010 1:31:21 PM): hahahahaDebby Me (3/23/2010 1:31:34 PM): i must say i did not expect john to put what he has in his statusDebby Me (3/23/2010 1:31:38 PM): it actually upsets meDebby Me (3/23/2010 1:31:44 PM): goes to show he is still looking at your statuskerry lively (3/23/2010 1:31:49 PM): does not shok mekerry lively (3/23/2010 1:31:52 PM): yeskerry lively (3/23/2010 1:31:58 PM): but mine was not about him lolDebby Me (3/23/2010 1:32:02 PM): lolDebby Me (3/23/2010 1:32:09 PM): he obviously thinks it isDebby Me (3/23/2010 1:32:25 PM): but, when i met you, i felt you.. if that makes senseDebby Me (3/23/2010 1:32:31 PM): after what i had been through with kezkerry lively (3/23/2010 1:32:46 PM): he thinks everything i do revoles around him..i am doing much better...in fact am at a loss as to why i was so in love with him to be honestkerry l

Do We Need A Cheesecake And Birthdaycake Bling
I think we need a birthday cake bling in classics we have birthday reminders so why noy a birthday cake bling. A cheesecake bling would be nice too what do u think. What About An Old #7 Bling To Honor Jack Daniels Or A Black#3 for Dale Sr

Firewind - I Confide
It seems its overWhen the ground is goneThe night is silentNow i stand aloneWhen we are togetherYou make me feel aliveBound foreverYou're love feels right[Pre-Chorus]One more night comes to an endOne more fight for my friendNo more regrets.[Chorus:]Feels like I've known you for so longMy heart is blank without youTonight togetherThey're not aloneJust in you, I Confide[Verse 2]It isn't overWhen you are goneA destination still lies aheadIn silver moonlightOur love is awakePlease forgive meAnd don't walk away[Pre-Chorus]One more night comes to an endOne more fight for my friendNo more regrets.[Chorus:]Feels like I've known you for so longMy heart is blank without youTonight togetherThey're not aloneJust in you, I Confide[Solo][Chorus x2]Feels like I've known you for so longMy heart is blank without youTonight togetherThey're not aloneJust in you, I Confide

???confusion???
How can I get a grip, when my fingers constantly slip?Some can't deal with the stress, figuring that out isonly half the test. Helping fix other people's situationsis something I'm good at, but why is it still somethingI have to work at? I'm lost right now. It's like I'mrunning through a maze blindfolded. It's a paralyzingfeeling, like being trapped in box. I can't move. I'm surrounded by doubt and confusion. Something's missingMaybe it's love, maybe it's a material object. The confusion what really screwing me up. I'll figure it out, it's just writing it down kinda helps the the situation out. This started out as a poem..... LOOK HOW CONFUSED I AM. LOL

Perfection!
I don't believe dreams come true/ Failure is for people who never come through/ It's hard to tell someone your heart is open/ When it's coming from someone whose heart is always broken/ Why does a man have to defend what's going on in his heart?/ I guess our pride is the only place we know where to start/ When did being honest become a part of something we have to confess/ An honest person would've never gotten themselves into that kind of mess/ It's impossible for me to go searching for my soul/ Cause you can't find something that has never been completely whole/ Speaking of holes, what about this one in my heart due to lack of affection/ I guess that's the main reason I will never achieve PERFECTion

Here Comes The Rain Again By Eurythmics
Here comes the rain again Falling on my head like a memory Falling on my head like a new emotion I want to walk in the open wind I want to talk like lovers do I want to dive into your ocean Is it raining with you So baby talk to me Like lovers do Walk with me Like lovers do Talk to me Like lovers do Here comes the rain again Raining in my head like a tragedy Tearing me apart like a new emotion Oooooh I want to breathe in the open wind I want to kiss like lovers do I want to dive into your ocean Is it raining with you So baby talk to me Like lovers do Here comes the rain again Falling on my head like a memory Falling on my head like a new emotion (Here it comes again, here it comes again) I want to walk in the open wind I want to talk like lovers do I want dive into your ocean Is it raining with you

Bp In The Usa!
/begin rant. So... Nancy Pelosi says that BP lacked integrity when it presented it's initial proposal for deep-water drilling in the Gulf of Mexico. When did she notice this lack of integrity? Was it when BP gave a promise of millions of barrels of cheap oil, oil that was close to home and didn't require heavy military presence in the Middle East, or was it after the shit hit the fan? Eric Holder says that America won't pay a dime for the clean-up. Which Americans would that be? It won't be the 39% of BP's share holders who happen to be American. It won't be the Americans who need to use BP gas stations or gas stations which are ran by companies which are either BP owned or those who buy their oil from BP and it's distribution companies. BP offered the USA what the USA wants and needs more than anything else - cheap oil. The USA needs this because it is sadly lacking behind in renewable energy technologies in comparison with other developed countries. Americans use more oil per he

Proud To Be White
Proud to be WhiteMichael Richards makes his point......................Michael Richards better known as Kramer from TVs Seinfeld does make a good point.This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act.. He makes some very interesting points...Someone finally said it... How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, AsianAmericans, Arab Americans, etc.And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sn eer in my direction. You call me 'White boy,' ' Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman'... and that's OK.But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink .. You call me a racist.You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you... so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live?You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Da y. You have Black History Month.. You have Cesar Chavez Day.You have Yom Hashoah.

Happy Together
Imagine me and you, I doI think about you day and night, it's only rightTo think about the girl you love and hold her tightSo happy togetherIf I should call you up, invest a dimeAnd you say you belong to me and ease my mindImagine how the world could be, so very fineSo happy togetherI can't see me lovin' nobody but youFor all my lifeWhen you're with me, baby the skies'll be blueFor all my lifeMe and you and you and meNo matter how they toss the dice, it has to beThe only one for me is you, and you for meSo happy togetherI can't see me lovin' nobody but youFor all my lifeWhen you're with me, baby the skies'll be blueFor all my lifeMe and you and you and meNo matter how they toss the dice, it has to beThe only one for me is you, and you for meSo happy together I love you Michelle...always and forever...love, Rob

Lullaby
I listen to the leaves as they walk across the streetSo swiftly do they moveSo smoothly off the trees and they float back easyThe sound of nature in my earIf the presence is rightI'll find you by my sideAll that is left to do is say goodnightRest your head on my shoulder tonightFrom the tears of a late night hourMake it your pillowI'll be your blanket babyAnd sing you a lullabyAnd sing you a lullabySee the light coming from underneath my doorOur little nightlight for sureSo faint but not enough to see you through that doorThe sight of darkness is me aloneThe presense is rightI'll find you by my sideAll that is left to say is goodnightRest your head on my shoulder tonightFrom the tears of a late night hourMake it your pillowI'll be your blanket babyAnd sing you a lullabyAnd sing you a lullaby © Copyright Notice: All songs are my own intellectual property and therefore are not open to be copied or reproduced in any way. These songs are copyrighted.

Denied!!!
Reasons your friend request might get denied: 1. Your screen name requires punctuation! 2. Your default pic has possibly caused a seizure! 3. Has some lounge name greeter/promoter your screen name, with letters replaced by numbers. 4. If you have a crafty name like "luvstosuckok" or "happyguy" 5. If your name includes cute, sexy, hot, mama, or kitten and you weigh more than I do 6. If your profile about me section includes "rules while on my page" and have a status about RFAC STFU 7. If you think you are a dj because you have made a playlist or play mp3s in a lounge 8. If you have one public pic of a porn star, or some chic you wished you were/could fuck! 9. If your last 9 of 10 status messages were begging for/offering naughty salutes for bling packs 10. If your status messages are always negative toward other people or advertising your personal drama! 11. if you have more photos of yourself, than you have in your bomb folders! 12. If you think you need a default that flas

Irony Tastes Of Burnt Coffee
Irony takes many forms. Some humorous, some cruel, and others . . .just plain ironic. Take my morning for example: I wake two hours earlier than I usually do (which is two hours before I need to) and knowing I would not awaken in time I decide to stay up. Of course this makes me more tired than usual and end up screwing everything up and burning myself. Not a bad day. . just annoying. Somehow I manage to get done early and decide to go home for lunch knowing I will only return for a 1:00 meeting. On my return I not only get a flat tire. The rim chews the tire in half. Obviously the trunk doesn’t open so I wait an hour for a truck and a tire. Missing the meeting I return home for a shower (and what have you) only to lock the keys inside the car. I acquire a metal coat hanger so I can get into my home when a gentleman with the demeanor of experience offers me advice on how to break into my own car. I take the professionals advice and probably save thirty more minutes to

In The Depths Of Darkness
In the depths of darkness, where madness fills the air, my mind travels to places, brave men not dare. Protestors protesting , " What are we fighting for?" but how could we have peace, if there is no war? Your rights are being lost in so many differant ways, you have " Freedom of Speech" just not today. It's important to teach, right from wrong, but when someone strays from that, why does justice take so long? Children today are running wild, because you can no longer " Spank" now they're out of control, you know whom to thank. Freedom of Press? no such luck, you can burn the flag, but can't print " What the f***! " The rich are getting richer, The poor are still poor, a Government " Of The People , For The People, By The People" not anymore. Am I full of anger? am I full of pain? or am I a Genious going insane?

Danielle Staub Says Her Sex Tape The Best
If you are interested and I would suppose most men are, “Real Housewife” Danielle Staub, according to who you believe, has a sex tape coming out. Hustler magazine is going to release the vid. Danielle says the tape was stolen and should not be sold. She hasn’t hired an attorney to stop Hustler from releasing it. To top things off, Danielle boasted that she could probably outsell Kendra Wilkinson’s sex tape. Wow babes I like it! Who’s porno vid will be the best? Stay tuned. For more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/06/10/did-real-housewife-danielle-staub-leak-sex-tape/ BlastFM can out play music from any other streaming radio station. BlastFM is not just a music station. It’s a musical experience www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Don't Shoot!!
So last night I was getting shot at by a teacher at work. Don't remember why, just that he was chasing me down and shooting me. I remember getting hit most of the time and I woke up to the image of me walking around with all these holes in me with bloody bandages over them. Lovely 'ey.

[...it Brings Us Closer Than Dying And Cancer And Crying... (part Two)]
[Tool. The Patient] a groan of tedium escapes me startling the fearful is this a test? it has to be otherwise i can't go on draining patience drain vitality this paranoid, paralysed vampire acts a little old but i'm still right here giving blood, keeping faith and i'm still right here wait it out be patient wait it out be patient if there were no reward to reap no loving embrace to see me through this tedious path i've chosen here i certainly would have walked away by now going to wait it out if there were no desire to heal the damaged and broken met along this tedious path i've chosen here i certainly would have walked away by now and i still may and i still may be patient be patient be patient i must keep reminding myself of this i must keep reminding myself of this i must keep reminding myself of this if there no reward to reap no loving embrace to see me through this tedious path i've chosen here i certainly would have walked away by now and i still may and i still may

[right In Two (part One)]
[Tool. Right In Two] Angels on the sideline Puzzled and amused Why did the father give these humans free will? Now they're all confused Don't these talking monkeys Know that Eden has enough to go around Plenty in this holy garden, silly old monkeys Where there's one, you're bound to divide it Right in two Angels on the sideline Baffled and confused Father blessed them with reason And this is what they choose Monkey killing monkey killing monkey Over pieces of the ground Silly monkeys, give them thumbs They forge a blade And when there's one, they're bound to divide it Right in two Monkey killing monkey killing monkey Over pieces of the ground Silly monkeys, give them thumbs They make a club and beat their brother down How they survived so misguided Is a mystery Repugnant is a creature Who would squander the ability To lift an eye to heaven Conscious of his fleeting time here Got to divide it all right in two They fight, till they die Over earth, over sky They fight, over l

Searching For My Love
Once I loved and lost, I tried not to cry, but then I met you and gave love another try. It seems like just yesterday, two Hearts beating as one, nothing could stand in our way, our love had just begun. Though it seemed like my feelings changed, you were just not aware, My love for you never went away it was always there. They say " It is better to have loved & lost than to have never loved at all" But whoever said that, is headed for a big fall. So I stand before you, with my Heart on my sleeve, hoping to forgive & forget, 'cause in our love I still beleive. I never felt this way before, and still I don't know why, I never really shed a tear, 'til you said " Goodbye".

Learning From The Past...
I believe everything happens for a reason. You meet people, for a reason. You experience things, for a reason. Be it pain, happiness, contentedness, relaxation, everything happens for a reason. A hard homework assignment... sure it stresses you out, but it helps you realize that you are capable of anything once you put your mind to it. The jackass bully from grade 2... helps you realize that some people are just rude and there's nothing you can do to make everyone like you. Later in life you realize that they just did it to make themselves feel better. Kind of get some weird sense of satisfaction knowing that even though they were jackasses, they needed you in their life. You don't hear of high school sweethearts much anymore. I think that's because we need to experience the heartaches, the break ups, the bad times with people in order to appreciate what you will have, or currently do have. We need to be with the wrong one in order to know what it feels like so we know when the rig

Late Night Ramblings
People say that love doesn't hurt... if it hurts, it's not love... then what is this? Why does it hurt? What am I supposed to do with these feelings that I don't understand?Why is it once we are in a situation that hurts us and haunts us for what seems to be forever, do we keep putting ourselves in those same situations? Why are we unable to break the viscous cycle? Girls are taught from a very young age that if a boy hurts you, it's because he likes you. If you've seen "He's Just Not That Into You", you know exactly what I'm talking about. Why do we do this to each other? Why do we allow others who hurt us to have such huge effects on our lives? These are questions that run through my mind ever day, and I have yet to find the answers. Why can't life be as simple as we thought it was when we were little? Why can't I just live out the dreams of a 5 year old? All I wanted to do was marry my best friend, get a good paying job, have a son and daughter, and live the life it seemed my parent

Grass
The grass was green, the sky so blue, when I leaned over to kiss you. You smiled and laughed and cooed along, as I sang a song. We danced naked upon the grass, I remarked, you have a nice ass. You blushed all over, from your head to your toes, what came next? Heaven knows. 'twas a dream so clear and delightful, I won't describe more, just to be spiteful.

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Hey Tom, How's The Foul Ball?
I have heard the local weatherman for KXMC, Minot’s CBS affiliate, hates being called out in public with this cadence. He’s known for being introduced by segments where people say, “Hey, Tom, how’s the weather?” Tom Schraeder was by the fence when my family and I were at a baseball game our nephew Mathew was playing at (his team won eight to five) and he not only scored two home runs but also hit a foul ball that landed on said local celebrity. Not that I thought about this, for Martha had to point it out to me. It turns out this was the day Martha and Mary and I were all off for the day … now that I write about it, I feel like I worked harder than I did when I’m at work! The kids barely got to nap as they were out with us, but Jeffrey was almost suspended in his seat after the game … Since I needed to get my six-month checkup yesterday for how to control my type 2 diabetes (oh my disdain shows, doesn’t it?) we only had s