MsGrotesque's blog: "[[[Welcome To My Sandbox Asylum of Confusion]]"

(6/03/07)

broken hearts, shattered lies

you in which are what i solemnly despise

you make me yield upon the cruel

you set me down like a porcelain doll on a stool

you lash out at me in vein

you show me everything through pain

you make me sick upon vile render

you are everything i used to despair

you leave me here with sorrow

you make me feel as if theres no tomorrow as if this is one big nightmare

you sit me in this angry chair and it takes a lot to wonder do you even care?

you are farther then whats beyond unhappiness

you are indeed lower then low

you are something i feel i should dispose

you is what i always had wished was true

you are now the fool

i hate you with every word that comes from my mouth not to mention the air that i breath

you is what made me blinded and who deceived me

i hate you with every move i ever made

you are what made me thirst & lust for something

so not true and made me feel as if i had to fade

i knew for fucking sure you wasnt here to stay

it was just one big pretend play

a show you put on to make you look good and make us look blissful

so when you fucked up

it looked as if i was in the wrong

and you were in the right

despite the jaded edges of my torn heart

as it was ripped from my chest

i knew this shit was for the better of me and you

not to mention the best

although your just getting this through a well written poet but you fucked up and now im sure you know it

i bet your sitting there now wondering was it all me or was it all you

you wonder why your name isnt mentioned in this

and its because your names not worth the breathe nor space and your names something id rather not want to ever taste

so run along my little friend this is now the bitter end

now all that i have to say than already been said

thank you for everything you have ever done

cause you sicken me more then most and some

i mean i dont mean to boast

you suck at all things you do

so now then tell me baby was that cruel?

did you think thats what i thought when you said i mean everything to you?