Where's my AA sponsor when I need him?
Where's your god when I need you?
I could.
I could hold you like a feather.
Like the only light of the world.
Breathe. I'll pray.
To an empty song of cold.
To a star falling apart.
My echo in a moment.
You'd have to let me.
Just once.
That's all it'd take.
All I need.
Til I forget the words.
Til I escape the time.
The terrifying moment
where you could still say no.