Part 3. Let The Game Begin
*As graceful as a swan the Mistress walks around to the front of him..places the ballgag over his mouth once more..tying it tightly. She wraps her arms around his back..pulling him close to her she licks her lips as she sinks her gleeming white teeth into hisneck..letting them break the skin she bites down harder..letting the blood fall into hermouth..and down his neck..Finally she releases him from her embrass she lets out with a deep unknown hunger.."I want to play a game..."**The man's cheeks still soaked with tears his body trembles with anger. Though the mistress keeps on pushing his spirit only gets stronger. Waiting for the right moment to strike He swears to himself Revenge will be sweet..and it will be tasted tonight**As the Baroness walks toward the table she speaks to the man like a tiger to her prey.."The rules of this game are simple, pet. Only one of us can win and I promise the other will be broken. I have spent my life being in control. Lets put my strength to the test.

Part 2 Just The Beginning
*As the dark mistress walks over to the table on the other side of the room She lightsfour candles putting a light glow over the room. The light dances over the walls to what seems to be a forgotten melody. The misteress takes one candle out of its holderWalking over to her struggling victim. She pulls the flame close to his face. His darkeyes glow at the burning flame..the sweat falling from his forehead gleams like a diamond sky. The baroness smiles wickedly holding back a chuckle she says to him "Whats the matter? Scared of a little fire?..Well dont worry my pet. I wont burn you.Not yet anyway..If you are good..this will only hurt a little" The young mans eyeswiden with fear as he mumbles under his gag.**The demonic goddess pulls a lever next to her feet..The mans chains loosen as she pushes him backward. His chains spread his arms and legs as he is hanging in the air.Running her nails over his thighs she pulls out her knife..Sliding it up his shorts..Slicing them off his body..then

Part 1. A Long Night Ahead
*The beautiful Mistress enters her quiet home with grace. Her long flowingblack dress tracing the floor. Raven black hair falling slightly into her face. Green eyes pierce through all in the way. Her soft pink lips form into a slightsmirk as she hears the faint screams of her new captive**In the dark the tall young man screams through his gag. Sweat falls from hisbrow. The air smells musty almost like a forgotten cave. The metal that Keeps Him in place is as cold as death. His breathing becomes heavy. Fear sweeps Over him.**From the far end of the house the clicking sound of her high heels fill the room. As she gets closer to her new pet she can smell his fear. Her blood beginsto boil. The excitement is intoxicating. She stops to enter her room. Slipping into her proper attire. A woman like herself wouldn't dare be caught out of Character for her favorite activities. She slides her body out of her dress while grabbing her long leather whip and laying it neatly on her bed. As the scream

Where Were You
Did you ever notice the things that went wrong..Could you see my heart screaming like a song..I knew that this would end this way..Now I just can't think of the words to say..All the signs were there..where were you..I told you its not fair..although still true..How can you stand by knowing of how i feel..Knowing that love and hope just isnt real..All the feelings I bury deep..Ripping my soul for our love to keep..Hoping that someday i shall lay to rest..No longer putting my strength to the test..I know I could never truly pull the trigger..So I stand alone as a hollow figure..Trying to forget what i know is right..Pleading on my knees to win this fight..Can you really stand there to watch me cry..Knowing that I'm screaming to say goodbye..What would you do if i were gone..Could you finally release me..Let me move on.

Battle Of Love
I feel this blood trailing down my chesthoping my soul will be laid to restfighting to the end to win this wartrying to remember what this life is forthe hole in my chest just wont closeno apologies needed, no sympathy roseyou're so far out of sightit gets so hard to fighti know that i'll keep goingif i continue knowingThat you love me, you'll bleedNot for battle or for greedbut for me, no matter the painno matter your gainjust to know your by my sideNothing but hope and prideFighting through the rain and the firethat im your one desireI know i ask a lot but my heart is all i've gotand its right here for you nowcome take it if you know howthis is my only tokenits damaged and its broken but its all i have to givei will die and i will livebut now its up to youmy heart forever true..just take this pain awaycuz now i have come to sayI love you

A Broken Heart
You told me you loved me..you swore that you caredWhy wait till now for the truth to be shared? How could you do this to me..this is our dreams..Why is it nothing is ever what it seems?You say this isnt our last fare well..though now i fear..i have no story to tell..No hope no love..no light to guide me.No longer living without you beside me..This is your choice..now lay in your grave..The life you destroy is the one you wanted to save..I'm done with lies..and inflicted tears..Tired of all these wasted years..Thank you for being just like the rest..When all your strength was put to the test..I thought you were different. I thought this was real..My heart is shattered..nothing left to steal..You now hold the pieces that can never be complete..Hoped someday our souls would meet..Now I lay dying..helpless and broken..You broke my heart..my only token..I tryed to be your everything to only be worth none..I have lost you now..you were the only one..The only one who ever made me smile..Wante

Eternal Hell
Sitting here everyday..I drive myself insane. Unable to understand the evil that some are capable of. A husband willing to lay hands on his wife..Force himself upon her..Tearing her soul to pieces. Day after day taking ever ounce of hope she had left...beating her down farther and farther.. Feeling your hand strike me as I fall to the ground..i choke down tears and anger..begging for the strength to make it through this night. So many nights i have sat over you..looking at the blade in my hand..Wanting to take away the one thing you hold so dear. Your life..A life you have wasted hurting those around you..taking the lives of the innocent...breaking them..leaving them to die..How could one person be so evil..How could you live with yourself. You deserve to die. I think about my daughter..One you once called your own. Even now you push her..trying to take her life as you have done mine..I have to get out..I have to stop you. I cant let you do this anymore..why...why would you do it? I sc

A Kiss Goodbye
Many years i have hushed my heartI knew these feelings right from the startSitting and waiting but forever trueHolding onto memories i made with youI miss your hug and sweet embraseI miss your smile always on your faceThe happiness you bring will never endThe strength you give me will never bendFor too long  i have kept this inHoping for the day you would see withinSee through this wall i built so strongFeel this love It is never wrongI would die to go back and show you beforehow i was always craving this going back for moreThe times for us were never kindBroken hearts and unsound mindSomehow now we still stand tallSo many have waited to see us fallBut now we rise for the world to seeThat you and I were meant to beI only see one last requestAll i ask is you do your bestA kiss hello..A kiss for loveA kiss below and a kiss above..All these kisses need no reason why..but please dont ever give me a kiss goodbye

Not Around Much
I have been busy alot lately..and tired. Not sure if somethings wrong with me..physically or just that I dont sleep much.  Anyways.. I have not felt like being on here much.  When I am on here.. I sit and wonder ,,why? I have maybe 3 who really give a damn about me.  Those who I got added to my family..I wonder why? Yes..at one time they cared..and talked to me..but as of lately.. barely many do. I guess I am burnt out on here.  Why come to a place..where you can be replaced as a friend so easily? I guess I come back..for those very few who do care.. I can only take so much though.. and I am about to that point. Its bad enough..hardly anyone talks much. I barely get rated much..orloved on any.  WTF do you have to do to get attn on here? I have seen humungous cows even get attn. Maybe its the fact I dont freakin talk dirty to you.. or show you what you want. If thats what it takes.. then so be it.. I will just delete .

Kisses From Me To Him
From head to toe, I never knew I could love you so. But now that I do, I know that it's true. I get lost in your eyes every time we kiss, if you only knew of the bliss.

Lovely Theory
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese. Thumb represents your -- Parents Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Middle finger represents your Self Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & Last (Little) finger represents your Children First, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (As shown in the figure Above) Now, try to Separate your Thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong (Sorry but its the Truth), and have to leave you sooner or later. Join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)... ., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives. Now join the

A Lil Sumpin Xxxtra
OK, HERE IS WHAT WE HAVE GOING ON UNTIL THIS SATURDAY. TERESA NEEDS RATES AND COMMENTS FOR HER CONTEST. THE MORE RATES WE GET THE LESS COMMENTS WE NEED SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TAKE JUST A SECOND TO CLICK ON HER PIC BELOW IN THE COMMENT AREA AND RATE IT OR SEE IF YOU CAN RERATE IT.  ANY COMMENTING IS APPRECIATED, BUT SINCE THE SITE IS NO LONGER SET UP FOR BOMBING I DON'T EVEN LIKE TO ASK LOL!  THE PERSON WITH THE MOST OVERALL POINTS (RATES & COMMENTS) WINS ALL. YOUR RATE CAN HELP US WIN! TERESA'S CONTEST  ENDS THIS SATURDAY AT NOON FU TIME.   NOW .... FOR A LIL SUMPIN SUMPIN....... IF YOU'RE LOOKING FOR TROUBLE, YOU'VE FOUND HER! THERE IS ANOTHER CONTEST ENDING THIS SATURDAY NIGHT.  THIS IS A NSFW CONTEST. YES, I KNOW YOU WILL GO AND GAWK AT ALL OF THE CONTESTANTS BUT REMEMBER ITS A CONTEST AND WE'RE ASKING FOR YOUR VOTE, SO PLEASE VOTE ONLY FOR TROUBLE! LOL SHE IS THE FIRST 4 PICS IN THE FOLDER. T

03/02/10
Weighed in today.. lost the 2 pounds i gained last week pluse a little more In 7 weeks, I have lost TWENTY pounds... weeee :D Soooo yeah.. i have 5 weeks to lose 10 pounds so i can get my next tattoo... BTW.. I am taking donations for it LMAO

Big Freeze For Miserable 'easy Virtue' Stars
Colin Firth and Kristin Scott Thomas froze on the set of period comedy EASY VIRTUE - because the wintery conditions in rural England left them cold for days on end. Director Stephan Elliott had to shoot the film in England's coldest months - because it was the only time he could get his cast together. And the big freeze presented a host of problems for him, the crew and the actors. Firth tells WENN, "It was a miserable time of year. January in England, you have to be really lucky for it not to be unpleasant. We had some gorgeous winter sunshine on one or two days, but apart from that it's cold and muddy and depressing. I've now seen my fill of British stately homes with cold and drafty corridors." And his movie wife Scott Thomas was so cold throughout filming, she refused to take off her Ugg boots. Elliott explains, "I had to cut everyone off at the feet because they were all wearing Uggs and other things to keep them warm. Kristin point blank refused to take her Ugg boots off. It mu

Weathering The Storm, Written: 2-20-10
Written: 2-20-10 Pulling you close and drawing you near, Calms my heart and resolves my fear. Your gentle kisses and tender touch, causes the senses to overflow and my skin to flush. Senses alert and my body on fire, I submit my soul to you as I lay my offering upon the pire. Surrendering my love to you within the moment of life's creation, bonding of our souls beyond an earthly connection. Reaching up to touch your cheek, our eyes lock with no words to speak, Holding onto you tight, holding on with all my might. Like two ships lost out at sea, We've vowed to set each other free.     My hands outstretched grasping at the air, our fingers intertwine and I KNOW you'll always be there. No one can love me like you do, From day one I promised and vowed my love to you. Once again I'm lost in the depth of your eyes, holding me captivated within the promise of no "Goodbye's". Waves crashing violently around us threatening to take us over, We hold on for dear life and search for cov

The Journey
Buried Talent: The medicine bundle:Symbols of connections,With Allies of the Earth,Medicine to heal usAnd give us rebirth.Talents to honor,Abilities to praise,Strength and compassionGuide our Medicine ways.This is the meaning of being asked to honor the wisdom of the the Ancestors and Allies.The strengths that are now possessed are my personal Medicine. Finding assistance from all around in that I may find the courage to support myself.Strength to be gained: Smoke SignalsSacred language of the sky Please speak to me.You who live where Eagle flies, Spirit I can see,In the form of Cloud People,Coming from the Fire.Sacred smoke you call meTo be my desires.Let me travel skyward With a heart so true,That may fly like EagleAnd be close to you.The meaning is clear intent. It is time to walk what I speak. A reminder from the Spirit World. Clear intent brings rewards on all levels and will speed my growth process. Take advantage of the power of my intentions.The Trunk: KokopelliKokopelli play f

Some Where I Belong
Where do I belong?Where have I been?I look back at the things that I have done.But what have I really done?Have I been a good friend?Am I proud of myself?Is there other things I want to do?When I leave this world we people even notice that I am gone?Have people recognized the things that I have done?Everyday is a struggle to find where I truly belong but is that even enough?Nothing seems as important as it use to.Will the tears fall or will smiles appear when I am done with the work that has been set before me?Will others think of me as an important part of their lives?Will I be easily disgarded or even missed?Sometimes I think to myself that if I left today it would be as if I was never here.So where do I belong?

No Where To Go
Time and time again the days roll byThings good and bad happen everydayConfused as darkness over takes mePlans made maybe too soonWhere do I go from here?Is the only question asked Is there light at the end if the tunnel?Or is there only darkness to come?I sit amongst what I called friendsBut are they really friends?After all I have done for others why?Is it me or something I did?I am not worth it to help and not be homeless?Will I always pay for those before me?Are the sins of others mine to repent for?I just wonder what I am to do nowWhere must I sleep in order to keep my sanityMy heart aches with agony I help always but no help in return do I receiveA home is all I wantA place to rest my head To walk amongst others with my head held highIs all this to much to ask for ?Should I be ashamed of swallowing my pride?Ashamed is what I feelAnger for the sins of others that make no senseAm I not human and deserve comfort and guidance?Are my questions of no importance to those around me?And s

Visions
Vision of the past come through clearly. As sleep washes over me. Sleep well deserved. I haven't slept much in a week. Today I took sleep medicine to fall into darkness.Visions of the past rushing upon me in waves of water. This means change. Now do I welcome the change or do I fight it? Even fighting it won't change the fact that in the end it will still happen. I sit pondering about the change to come. I want and welcome the change yet I still fear it. What is to come will be regardless if I want it.Eagle Bear calls to me from afar. My daughter don't fear what is meant to be. Come to the other side and see what change lies ahead. I reach for him yet he doesn't take it. My daughter you must do this alone. The path before you is yours. Embrace the destiny the awaits you. Shima tells me that I must walk with her. Tatonka says come we will show you the way.The tunnel to the past will not harm you yet it will be disturbing. The tunnel to the future will become you. You are growing my chil

Words
Last night he came to me and I wondered why. He came to warn me about time no longer being my ally. I will take you back to when I knew him and then maybe you will understand. It was a time of death. The air smelled of it. I sit here and smell the air vividly as if I am there. The scent of blood flowing freely. I see his face of love within my mind. His touch soft and sensual. His kiss of roses upon my lips. Walks down the town streets after midnight. The gentleman that he was. Our love was strong and we thought nothing could take it away. Then death came. He died. He visited me and looked upon me in my dreams and my life. I wanted to die to be with him. I was taken unwillingly then. I searched for ways to die again. To be without him was better than the darkness that had then become me. He was my protector my life. Then it was all taken from me. Life was never the same. I strolled in search of blood to stay a float to be with him. I thought that I was happy as long as I was with him.

Poetry
To be free To fly againTo feel aliveTo know deathWhy did he love me?How did he love me?When did he love me?Where did he love me?ConfusionUnanswered questionsNo peaceNo clueA pastA presentA futureNothing knownCluelessQuestionsAnswersLostI need directionI need someoneI need no oneI need everyoneA princessA warriorA kingA peasantYet today I Feel as I Am nothingNo oneNothing in betweenNothing hereNothing thereI walked thisEarth for thousands Of yearsSearching WaitingWonderingWatchingThey come They goAloneIn the darknessTo dealTo acceptTo acknowledgeTo becomeWho I once wasWho I amWho I will beEverything collidesThe presentThe pastThe futureOne by oneThey drop inThen they leaveNo where to been seenGo thenLeave Your good at itAs you always have been

Keep Forgetting (to Forget About You)
"Keep Forgetting (To Forget About You)" Na, Na, Noo Mmmm Yeah, Yeah Thinking back when we got together In our hearts we were saying forever So in love, boy we were so in love, mmm Jealousy wasn't what we wanted, we broke up And when you looked into my eyes I should of spoke up And held you near, then I wouldn't be alone And here it comes again Cause I remember every word that you said It all just keeps spinning around in my head But it don't matter what I try to do I keep on forgetting to forget about you And I don't want to think about you baby so much All the things we did and the way that we touched Just when I think about someone new I keep on forgetting to forget about you Forget about you, forget about Watch me turn around and forget, forget about you Forget about me and you I would be crazy to say that we were perfect And sometimes I was wondering if it was worth it But now I see, how could you run from me? And everytime I drive by your apartment I g

Monday Night Wars
well tna is at it again with wwe they are both gonna be on mondays thats history right there especially when tna has hogan and bischoff i think hogan is gonna make an impact on the monday night wars dont you think wwe raw has been on the air for 15 yrs i dont know which to chose its hard for a die hard wwe fan to chose between tna or raw like myself will see what happens march 8 at nine same time slot as raw stay tunned my fellow wrestling fans im out

Charlie & Brooke Love Their Sex
Charlie Sheen’s appetite for sex is not an act in his TV show. A website reports that the 2 and a Half Men star with his wife Brooke Mueller do threesomes with other women. Throw in some drugs for good measure and let the party begin. Read more about the party couple http://entertainment.blogs.foxnews.com/2010/03/02/charlie-sheen-brooke-mueller-three-way-sex-drugs/?test=faces BlastFM has a party 24/7 with no limit of participants. Check it out www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Ask Me
http://www.formspring.me/WVUErnieball ask me any question ill answer

Ban? Omfg............
Stop Breed Specific Legislation Dear SPCA Tampa Bay Supporter: A Representative of Broward County has pushed through the Senate a bill that could release the ban against Breed Specific Legislation (BSL).  On Thursday, March 4th, at 1:00pm, Senate Bill 1276 is on the agenda to repeal the ban against Dangerous Dogs: Breed Specific Legislation. Unfortunately, if the Senate overturns this law, then the Dangerous Dog Legislation will allow local governments to pass breed specific laws. This means that dogs like Pit Bulls, Rottweilers, German Shepherds, and Doberman Pinchers could become banned in our Tampa Bay counties or state.    We need to stop this bill from passing! To support the SPCA Tampa Bay, Humane Society of the United States (HSUS) and many other local area rescue organizations that give a second chance to bully breeds, please: Contact your local representative and tell them to OPPOSE this bill. A list of Tampa Bay Representatives can be found our website. Sign

Temporize
temporize\TEM-puh-ryz\  intransitive verb; 1.To be indecisive or evasive in order to gain time or delay action. 2.To comply with the time or occasion; to yield to prevailing opinion or circumstances. 3.To engage in discussions or negotiations so as to gain time (usually followed by 'with'). 4.To come to terms (usually followed by 'with').

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There is no wealth but life.  -  John Ruskin

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Life's a bitch. Cause if it was a slut, it would be easy. Please, if I'm a bitch then you're a bitch, your mom's a bitch for having a bitch and your dad's a bitch for fucking a bitch, what now, bitch!? Admitting you're an asshole is the first step. I'm so fucking happy I could shit rainbows. Arms are for hugging, boys are for kissing, sluts are for dissing and best friends are for when the boy is kissing the slut and all you need is a hug. I'm busy. You're ugly, have a nice day. If vodka was water and I was a duck, I would swim to the bottom and never come up, but vodka's not water, and I'm not a duck so slide me a bottle and stfu. I'm sorry, I wasn't taught how to say "fuck you" politely.

Rip Randy Rhoads..
MARCH IS THE MONTH WE LOST A VERY TALANTED MUSIAN BY THE NAME OF RANDY RHOADS. RIP RANDY \,,/   RANDALL WILLIAM "RANDY" ROADS (12/6/56-3/19/82) WAS AN AMERICAN HEAVY METAL GUITARIST WHO PLAYED GUITAR FOR OZZY AND A HEAVY METAL  BAND QUIT RIOT.  RANDY WAS A DEVOTED STUDENT OF CLASSICAL GUITAR. HE COMBINED HIS CLASSICAL MUSIC WITH HIS OWN HEAVY METAL STYLE.  RANDY WAS A MAJOR INFLUENCE ON NEO-CLASSICAL METAL PLAYERS THAT EMERGED IN THE 1980'S SUCH AS YNGWIE MALMSTEEN AND JASON BECKER.  RANDY HAS A CLASSICAL PIECE CALLED DEE.    IN 1979 SINGER OZZY OSBOURNE WAS FORMING A NEW BAND. OZZY MENTIONED HE WAS LOOKING FOR A NEW GUITAR PLAYER.  RHOADS GOT THE CALL FOR THE AUDITION JUST BEFORE HIS FINAL SHOW WITH QUIET RIOT.  RANDY WALKED IN WITH HIS LES PAUL AND A PRACTICE AMP HE STARTED TO WARM UP: AND OZZY IMMEDIATELY GAVE HIM THE JOB. OZZY DESCRIBED RHOADS AS "GOD ENTERING MY LIFE."  HERE ARE SOME GUITAR SOLOS FROM THE GUITAR GOD RANDY. THE DAY MUSIC DIED :(  RANDY RHOADS LAS

Want
Sometimes I sit here, I stare, and I... WANT. In a fierce, grinding, send me down the streets bloody screaming my head off kind of way. I WANT. Often, when I WANT, there's much that can be done about it. Then, I GET. (or.. give up. Sometimes, I give up.) When, though, the WANT gnaws at me like a beast at feast, I twitch so violently from the perfect madness of scheming that I go utterly. Completely. Still. Stone statue silent and cold. Turned inward to a place Where WANT borders on NEED and the will to HAVE. I scheme.Frantically, hysterically, my mind dashes about in a frenzy of planning and contemplation of what has to happen and how I can make it so. Pieces falling into spaces clumsy as boulder sized marbles scattered by giants, somehow still rolling into perfect place. Thoughts gel and my eager WANT seethes in a kind of scathing ecstasy. WANT. NEED. WANT. NEED. I shall go! I shall GET. I SHALL RECEIVE!!!!... what?...Talking to me?...Huh?...Oh, okay. Yes. I'm listening..."Want is not

Friend's
" my friends like the stars in the sky that was always my loyal accompany her in the dark night "

Poltergeist
So, I'm back.   I'd honestly really like to be able to say that I didn't miss it.   I didn't miss the site, really.  It's pretty much still the nutsack of the internet.   What I missed was the people, and the freedom to really be myself.   Not to have to worry about family or co-workers seeing my vulgar/non-PC/perverted side, like they do on other social networking sites.   So, here I am.   Now abuse me.    

Cause, Effect, And Transformation
Feeling Depleted Feeling depleted is a wake up call to slow down, rest and fill your body with vital nutrients and light from above. There are times in our lives when it seems our bodies are running on empty. We are not sick, nor are we necessarily pushing ourselves to the limit—rather, the energy we typical enjoy has mysteriously dissipated, leaving only fatigue. Many people grow accustomed to feeling this way because they do not know that it is possible to exist in any other state. The body’s natural state, however, is one of energy, clarity, and balance. Cultivating these virtues in our own bodies so that we can combat feelings of depletion is a matter of developing a refined awareness of the self and then making changes based on our observations. A few scant moments of focused self-examination in which you assess your recent schedule, diet, and general health may help you zero in on the factors causing your depletion. If you are struggling to cope with an overfull

Greet.
There comes the hurt.All the burnt, severed pieces returned to me.All the things I flung into the night.Bitter metal.Cold fingers.Wet sneezes full of sting and blood.Sour like day old laundry.Unwelcome like a fifth place at dinner. Over the blank hill.The sinking star backdrop.Open field of dry, salty, cracked earth.Nowhere to hide.No shady brook to contemplate.No time to runmy feet were too tired anyway, my shoes too thin.No place but to plop, restand kiss the innevitable as it passes. The holes it will leave in methe scrapes and six inch grazesthis time     will anything be left?  

Cue Dinner Music! Cue Rose Petals! Cupid!
2 Peter 3 March 2 to be honest and clear 9603.02 The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance. 9 I’m writing this in a movie theatre [watching “Mr. Holland’s Opus”, I’ve still got the ticket stub], and my spirits – along with my health – are picking up. We all need someone in the right circumstances (or even in the wrong ones) to remind us that we are important. I have come from H&R Block [I was working as a tax preparer there then] a little forlorn; so many people I’ve had said they got the wrong type of refund that the other preparers have worked overtime on mine. Thank you, Lord, for guiding me to people who remind me that it’s all worth it. Let the encouragement not be forgotten, O my God. Today …

Daddy, It Hurts
My name is Chris.I am three.My eyes are swollen.I cannot see.I must be stupid,I must be bad.What else could have madeMy daddy so mad?I wish I were better,I wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommyWould still want to hug me.I cant do a wrong.I cant speak at all,Or else i'm locked upAll day long.When I'm awake, I'm all alone.The house is dark,My folks aren't home.When my mommy does come homeI'll try and be nice,So maybe I'll just getOne whipping tonight.I just heard a car.My daddy is backFrom Charlies bar.I hear him curse,My name is called.I press myselfAgainst the wall.I try to hideFrom his evil eyes.I'm so afraid now,I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping,Calls me ugly words.He says its my fault,He suffers at work.He slaps and hits me,And yells at me more,I finally get free,And run to the door.He's already locked it,And I start to bawl.He takes me, and throws me,Against the hard wall.I fall to the floorWith my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continuesWith more bad wo

Nascar Fan A Must Read
For those of you who are huge NASCAR fans know about the Toyota Racing contest that is going on with NASCAR. I have made a patriotic car that I hope wins. I would appreciate all the votes. You can vote one a day for the next 15 days. If I have the most votes my car will be seclected and replica made and driven in the 2010 NASCAR Sprint All- Star Race. to find my car click on search and type in sapphire6988 I will have the blue/red car with POW/MIA emblem on the hood and eagle with the flag on the rear quarter panel. Please SUPPORT OUR TROOPS!!! SAPPHIRE6988 has used the Sponsafier to create a custom Cup car. If enough people vote for this design, SAPPHIRE6988 will experience never before seen glory and fame as it’s showcased at the 2010 NASCAR Sprint All-Star Race. http://www.sponsafier.com/share/156426

Oh My God...some People Need To Be Removed From The Gene Pool...and Fast!
If you want to read the full article...copy this to your address bar:  http://slog.thestranger.com/slog/archives/2010/03/02/meanwhile-in-texas-american-taliban-isnt-hyperbole-anymore   A group of texans have totally lost their minds and think they can force the rest of us to believe what they believe...just like the Taliban.  I concider this a call for all Americans to finally let these morons know that we will NOT tolerate this kind of attacks without retubution. Every single one of them should be singled out and held up to their own standards...where they will each fall very short.  There own holy book states very clearly...let he who is without sin cast the first stone. And I have yet to meet a single human without sin.

Fallout
To be a man and not like conflict is a rarity now adays. How does one fix it? Does he dig deep into his soul and brings forth a monstrousity that has been hidden since the dawn of time. Or does he just continues on pondering of a better existiance? These are the questions that ravage my mind. Raping it to the point of no return. And yet I have control I have thought.. and will. I try so hard to hide the illness that lurks within my veins slowly killing me. But I cannot run from it any longer. I cannot hide from it no longer. For that death seeks us all from the moment we are created in the womb. Oh glorious death how sweet thy lips and how bitter tis your bite. The true question isn't not how one can defeat death. But is it how we as humans can coexist, accept the fact and move on. James O'barr once wrote "Its not death if you don't accept it". I find that its true. But the true question is do you?

030210
      Woke to an end of days sun. Burnt through the clouds like A cigarette carelessly dropped on the couch. His disappointment lingering tart on a   tongue too scorched by smoke for soothing. Eyes mirroring the sky in perfect, sullen discontent. We're both sick of winter.                And Maybe, I think, the sun may grow tired of being the burning phoenix of the sky.      All alone.                Maybe, That's why it hides in grey, worn blankets of denial. It's hard to stay bright with noone by your side.     I've rubbed my nose nervously til the tip came off. Well, the skin. Regarded my reflection vacantly      as the blood welled and dripped.       &nb

Dj Antaeus Rising ... Raj's Poem
She holds the golden key within her hand, she places it within his palm like a band. Glowing brightly, it melts and fades. Their eyes lock and their soul's walls eroded away. No longer a need for words like, I; myself; me or mine.She no longer needs a trinket or a key, he's stolen the darkness and set her free, their dreams have become their reality. No longer lost or all alone, she once vowed she'd carve her love for him in stone.She reaches for the iron that's searing white hot, he needs to only pick his spot. For upon her heart he had tattooed his name, but now it's her soul that's his to claim!

Fo Cereal!
I just REALLY wish I could blog some of the shit that I get in my chatbox.... I'm venting, these freaking jerks on here have NO respect for folks like myself that VOLUNTEER their effin time and just really TRY to do this to the best of their ability. I've been working mostly on salutes all day today and I have recently started leaving a link to the How-To Salute page in the Fu-Bible when I reject a salute for whatever reason. I've had NUMEROUS damn people give me the biggest attitudes and call me names and just be plain nasty to me over it. One guy was like " I don't care what you think of my pic" LMAOOO!!! Really? Well, what I think DOESN'T effin matter, but it's the GUIDELINES that you have to be holding a handwritten SIGN and not just photoshop words onto a pic of yourself!!!! or it's in the guidelines that you MUST have your screen name on the sign! I don't give a shit if you DONT GIVE A SHIT!! RAWR!!!!!!!I didn't have that the first time I did this stuff, so I guess it's just both

First Impressions
Would you please read this and my profile, and let me know what sort of impression I make?I learned about something in my social psychology class today.Most people almost always make assumptions based on first impressions. Me, I'm kinda odd. I just sit there and watch. I gather evidence, and then make judgments based on all of what I've learned so far.Things like skin tone, gender, women's chest sizes etc DO NOT REFLECT ON WHO I BELIEVE THEY ARE!That's supposedly logical behavior, yet I've learned it isn't COMMON behavior, especially in the USA.I dunno if anyone is going to read this bulletin. I mean, who really does? Most of the people on fubar don't even read profiles, but I always do.In other words, I don't make negative assumptions anywhere NEAR as often as other people seem to think that I should.If you do read this, could you please respond? I'm really curious as to how I'm coming across. I'm tempted to place this bulletin in my profile, but I'm not sure what the reaction will be

[caviar Omelets, Oh Yeah- I Went There]
It's pretty simple.Okay hardest part about this recipeget some god damn roe. Step 2 3 eggs TBS and a half of roe. combine vigorously, but not batshit fast since you don't want to pulp or juice the fish eggs. Let it come to room temperature. Preheat a very well lubed skillet to medium put that son-bitch on the heat. Wait for it to set, foldwaitflipserve. I dressed with butter cracked pepper and sea salt. Smoky.Delicious. Green.... Yeah. The roe actually offset the color of the eggs into this unappetizing color. You could probably use less.You could probably just use it as a condiment at the fold or dress stage. Either way this bears doing. Then I had cheesey brown rice. Wootage. I'm gonna finish Kampfer... maybe take some pictures if I don't hate you.  

Can You Smoke As Much As I Do??with Friends Of Course
I MANAGE ABOUT 12-15 SWISHERS A DAY MYSELF HIGH TOLERANCE,,

The Suffering Savior
THE SUFFERING SAVIOR   He came to this earth and was born with one purpose of heart and mind To call sinners to repentance that in Him mercy and grace we might find He willingly laid down His life for us taking the wrath of God the Father That we might receive forgiveness and be called His sisters and brothers.   He was hated and rejected by His own creation the very people He came to love He knew about sorrow and grief for He was even forsaken by His Father above He was hung on the cross to die for sin evidenced by the nail prints in His hands Because He became our sin offering now in Him justified before God we stand.   He was raised from the dead to prove the price for our redemption had been paid It was God’s way of saying through Him the only way to heaven had been made We can be born again into God’s family through faith in His death on the cross

The Gift Of The Cross
THE GIFT OF THE CROSS   I am grateful for the power of God revealed in the cross For without its revelation I would be eternally lost The gift of salvation in His Son God freely gave So that a wretch like me could be redeemed and saved.   He shed His blood to cleanse and take away my sin The Holy Spirit testifies about the new birth within His willingness to save is evidence of His compassion and love Manifest in His Son the gift of God’s grace from above.   It broke the power of sin in my life and set me free I have become a new creation evident for all to see The transformation that comes from being a doer of His word It changed my life forever that now His praises might be heard.

Boobs Gets You Everything?
Sorry just wanted to type here.. Boobs don't get you everything, I have tits and can't get a damn thing from anyone. pfft so that statment is false. If you came up with it...you fail. Just saying

Persistent Prayer
PERSISTENT PRAYER   We are told in scripture to pray without ceasing that is doing our part Prayer is how we communicate with God and get in tune with His heart Seeking Him daily is how we get the strength found in His spoken word Meditating on it intentionally is how we understand what we have heard.   Jesus told us we should watch and pray so we won’t enter into temptation Abiding in Him and His word is how we learn truth by the Spirit’s illumination Asking, seeking, and knocking is how we receive what we need from above It is promised to us by our Heavenly Father as a gift of His unfailing love.   We all get discouraged with the thought of having to pray with persistence It goes against our fleshly desires that is why it is met with so much resistance Only by the power of God’s Spirit can we persist and not become impatient

Persevering Faith
PERSEVERING FAITH   We are commanded to walk by faith and not by sight We are commanded to engage in the battle and win the fight Even when times get tough and we want to walk away It is through persevering faith and prayer that we can stay.   Through the tough times that is where our character is formed Though the battle rages on God has a purpose for the storms In the refiners fire He has promised us that He is always there That is why we can forever rest in His comfort and loving care.   Trusting Him through the darkest times is how our faith will grow Walking not by what we see but by His truth we have come to know Being filled with His Spirit we can overcome all doubt and fear Putting on the whole armor of God we press on and draw near. &

My Amazing Journey
MY AMAZING JOURNEY   This journey I am currently on started sometime ago What God had planned for me I really did not know He needed to get my attention and that He was able to do He had to humble me and strip away my pride too.   He pulled my life out from under me and took everything away The only choice I had was to surrender to doing things His way Fasting and praying is where this process started to begin Brokenness and repentance brought forgiveness and cleansing from sin.   I must make a choice between righteousness and sin The battle rages on which one of these will win The one I feed the most is the one that will win the fight The one that I obey shows if I am walking in darkness or light.

Everlasting Love
EVERLASTING LOVE   The revelation of God to us in His word is that He is love Best displayed in the gift of His Son given to us from above He was sent by the Father to be the sacrifice for our sin By the shedding His blood He purchased our pardon.   The debt had been paid God’s wrath was appeased He was raised from the dead the Father was pleased By grace through faith we are forgiven and born again By the power of the Holy Spirit we are made alive in Him.   The veil was torn from the top Christ had opened the way Come boldly my child is what we hear the Father say He proves Himself faithful with new mercies every morning He fills our hearts with His love causing us to go on rejoicing.

Healing Rain
HEALING RAIN               Surrounded by many sorrows             My heart is filled with pain             Wounded in the battle             I now await your healing rain.              My heart is broken in many pieces            Shattered thru and thru            Wondering if I will ever be whole again            I give this burden to you.  

A Divided Heart
A DIVIDED HEART   We are all born with a heart that is corrupt and wicked within We are all born dead to the things of God in our trespasses and sin We all need the new birth to see the kingdom Jesus spoke about We all need to be born again to enter the kingdom and not be left out.   When we put our trust in Jesus the Holy Spirit comes to live inside His purpose is to subdue the sin nature that just refuses to be denied Yielding to His purposes brings about a change of heart and mind This transformation of life and character only in Him can you find.   The Divine nature implanted in us is to set us free from the curse we are under Only by obeying God’s word can we experience His life transforming power Submitting to God is the only way; grace is given to the humble contrite heart

Captured By Grace
CAPTURED BY GRACE            You were the one that called me out                                  You were the one who brought my new birth about                                  Still for some reason my heart does not shout Could it be that I am not walking in the Spirit but out.   For years I have been running away from within Afraid to approach you bound by my sin Then I heard about something that could change my life I was captured by grace and I ceased from my strife.   Come boldly my child out goes the call He gives mercy and grace it is available to all

5x Your Bucks In Two Weeks
One last fu-buy and then I'm taking a break from fu-owned.  Problem is -Its a large buy & I'm 50 mil shy of buying the first ever 'billion dollar fu-babe'.    In two weeks -she'll expire & I'll be reimbursed 500+ million.  (Or some nutjob will buy her from me -at which point -you get paid back early)    So -  The first 50 mil lent to me - will be paid back @ 5x the amount lent.  Either through fu-pal or in fu-buys, your choice.    Lend 5 mil, get 25 mil back.  Lend 10 mil - get 50 mil back.   Lend all fifty -get 250 mil back.  In two weeks. This is only good for the first 50 mil received, and - 5 mil increments, please.   I don't want to calculat & process 2,000 '18,459' loans.  Offer expires today.  Carry on. 

How Many
How many does her smile touch,Will it touch deep like mine.In how many others like her,Would this I ever find. Her smile true like her heart,I would hold both with care.Her love for all close,Along with her beauty,so rare. I hope forever her smile shines,And to me each and everyday.She will remain forever in my heart,Always,forever she will stay.

Hugh The Casanova
Horrible ways I have ended possible relationships before they had a chance to get started. Kate.  O Beautiful Kate. If a soft sensual voice ever comes whispering out from behind a black silk scarf barely concealing perfect features and says, “You know what this is for, right?”  while a delicate yet strong hand slits my throat, I will know who and why. I was given a sailboat to go race for a weekend while the owner was out of town.  I suavely called Kate to see if she wanted to come racing.  We had flirted a bit while racing previously but now her mostly off again boyfriend was officially her ex boyfriend. I doubt that many of you have been below on a 34’ racing sailboat.  Throw any idea of a luxury yacht you may have out the window.  Instead it is slick fiberglass surfaces that get even slicker when wet, exposed bolts, various large metal pipes, bags of unused sails, and somewhere under all of this is crammed a camping style portapotty that is never intended to be

In My Shattered World
In my shatterd world my mind knows I'm hurting the pain in my heart is numb I can not stop myself from astroprojecting from my body the thought of you is consitantly on my mind and in my heart Im walking through this world ablivious to the pain. why this happend its not quite clear the thought of loosing you seems to be drawing closely near this musint happen I can not heal the pain I feel inside and on my heart at this moment its hard to cry a tear the shock is so great its hard to function here this pain has shattered my heart moe than I can bare on the inside everything is so clear to see my blankend stare helps me to put on a face to hide my fears to hide the pain I feel for you Im in a unexplainable yet so unexpected whirlwind with no sights of letting go Im having trouble understanding wich way to go Im running lost and dont know which path to chose my heart aches more and more with each breath I take my pain is growing great, with each and every step I take

Haha, More Craigslist Love
Dear ex-husband...I would like to clear up some of the lies and mis-information you have been feeding people since you have discovered Facebook and attended your recent high school reunion: 1) I did not "cheat on you" and cause the breakup of our marriage. We had been separated for the better part of a year, and I had already filed divorce papers. Even before we were separated, we had sex MAYBE once or twice a month for 3 years (BAD sex at that). I did "have an itch", as I have seen you put it, and since you weren't scratching it, I called up my old fuck-buddy and he took care of business. BTW, he had no problem at all cumming from oral...so fuck you for making me think it was my problem when it was clearly yours. 2) Thank you for blaming all your social shortcomings on me. You have told multiple people that I never wanted to hang out with any of your friends, and that's why you had lost contact with them over the years. Bullshit. You are just cheap and no fun. If it involved travel,

Lies Of Omission (an Oxymoron)
Let me start off by saying that I do not condone lieing in anyway. I concider lieing an insult to a persons intelligence. Here is why.When you lie to some one, you basically are saying "You are to dumb to figure out the truth." I mean if you believed the person WAS smart enough to figure out the truth, would you lie to them?? Of course not. what would be the point?Now on to "lies of omission". Here is how the dictionary defines a lie- "1. a false statement made with deliberate intent to deceive; an intentional untruth; a falsehood."If you ask me something, and everything I tell you in my answer is the truth, then I did not lie to you. If I didn't include every minute detail, that doesn't mean I lied to you. It means I didn't give you every particular detail. By the very definition of the word, that is not a lie.Can ommiting details be deceptive and/or manipulative? Of course. But that plays more into the intent of the person who has ommited those certain details in

Win A Happy Hour! :) Easter Auction Time!
The Peep Show Easter Auction!PLEASE! PM me with your Auction Offers! I can't make a tag without them!I'm going to hold an Easter Auction starting on March 9th, 2010, and it will end on Easter Sunday, April 4th @9 a.m.! If you want to enter, just post a blog comment on here, pm me your offers, and I'll make up the tags! I'm also having a rate contest for each entry! Whoever gets the most rates will win their choice of either a Happy Hour or a 65 Credit Bling Pack! :)Edit: If I get enough people entering, I'll throw in a 2nd Place and a 3rd Place Prize!2nd Place = Auto or Bomb, or Equal Size Bling packs!3rd Place = 1 Month VIP, or 25 Credit Bling Pack! PST! If you're not sure of what to offer, here is an example from an auction I've been in before. :) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2423423&albumid=0&i=2383509517&idx=26

Endless Forest
running through the endless forest trying to reach the end looking for the places to hide my fears come alive loosing you is like is like coming to a brick wall crumbling to the ground theres pain, heartache and anger drping from my vains pouring and pooling in a puddle around me stuck in one spot and unable to move happends to be where I stand only your love can free me now breaking free has no option here falling to the ground is closing near loosing my battle looks like my outcome here i reach into my pocket i find a knife i reach down and start to cut slashing each wrist from left to right i feel the the burning as i cut and feel the bleeding as it drips. adding to the pool around me. to finish my pain only one place left to go. I stab right  in the center ripping out my heart stabing it threw the middle, it falls from my hands my body follows after crumbling to the ground my body lies life like on the forest ground Im staying here with no one around to care

Beating Hearts
feeling heart beat apon heart beat beating to a steady beat. understanding this unescapable yet so determined and glorious intwinement within one another racing faster with each beat never once looking back finding the altimate design within these two heartbeats coming into love beyond my wildest dreams turning one glorious moment after another into another tribled inwinment to bond these two magical wonderous heartbeats feeling all these amazing feelings longing to know and understand more of these wonderous feelings touching and feeling all that I feel winding and spinning not once loosing control. happily knowing and feeling what this love is like never wanting this amazing beating to ever vanish and crumble or ever turn cold longing to understand how these amazing heart beats beat as steady as they do feeling as tho that maybe this amazing love may have been fate feeling our heart beat together I close my eyes just to see us side by side. intwining faith and l

Broken Butterfly
walking through this world alonefeeling my pain slowly driping from my vains onto the groundwalking through this worldliving with my painseeing a trail behind me of my broken heart falling to piecescrumbling to the ground, they look like pieces to a once beautiful butterflynever knowing what winding path will pass me byknowing that the love that was so strong is quickly growinging cold just to throw it all awaywanting so bad to fight until the endafraid to love the one who has my heart and the power of itfeeling more broken than I already hadknowing this maybe the end resulttrying desprately to trust my heart feeling what i thought was right and true. thinking its  as real as it getssiting alone within the dark shadows from which i turn to hide within hiding my pain alone to which only i can see.while holding onto the memories never knowing if youll returnknowing that with out question that I love youkiss thy lips that may taste so sweettaking thy heart into thee hands know and feel th

Fallen Angel
Fallen angels fall with shattered wings crying tears of broken glassshattered hopes crumble with lifeless dreams darkend forests filled with twisted trees thorned branches spinning poisonous dripping droplets to a mortals broken heart spinning widow webs of lies and broken dreams crossing plains from mortal to immortal like day and night moving shadows within the night shattered wings crumbling out of sightcaught within this shattered darkness fallen angels fall with shattered wings crumbling like broken butterflies falling pieces here and there falling angel feathers sailing to the ground fallen angels once so mortal fall and crumble to immortality forced to relive every painful moment that made them fall fallen angels fall with shattered wingscrying tears of broken glassshattered hopes crumble with lifeless dreams.

Endless Nightmare Of Broken Dreams
in this endless nightmare of broken dreams                                                                                            its dark without a single word to be spoken here consuming and confusing all that is real my mind plays tricks, unable to seperate what is real and what is fantasy in this endless nightmare of broken dreams hearts are broken fears come alive spinning on an endless spiral the memories of your pain come to life and are resurected once again consistantly haunting and penatraiting into my subconscious body while im trying to walk through this plain not quite unsderstanding all that I see there is a sign off in the distance reading  " welcome to the endless nightmare of broken dreams, bring your fears and watch them come alive" in this endless nightmare of broken dreams the river burns while flowing with lifeless corpses many lives of which it has claimed endless nightmare of broken dreams the place to wich wounds become fresh again and lives

Slipknot - Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again So if you love me let me go And run away before I know My heart is just too dark to care I can't destroy what isn't there Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you Ooh, my smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your lights But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not care I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren?t my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a saint Ooh, my own was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let you go So break yo

I Love Craigslist.
I was the white guy with the black Burberry jacket that you demanded I hand over shortly after you pulled the knife on me and my girlfriend. You also asked for my girlfriend's purse and earrings. I hope you somehow come across this message. I'd like to apologize. I didn't expect you to crap your pants when I drew my pistol after you took my jacket. Truth is, I was wearing the jacket for a reason that evening, and it wasn't that cold outside. You see, my girlfriend had just bought me that Kimber 1911 .45 ACP pistol for Christmas, and we had just picked up a shoulder holster for it that evening. Beautiful pistol, eh? It's a very intimidating weapon when pointed at your head, isn't it? I know it probably wasn't a great deal of fun walking back to wherever you'd come from with that brown sludge flopping about in your pants. I'm sure it was even worse since you also ended up leaving your shoes, cellphone, and wallet with me. I couldn't have you calling up any of your buddies to come help yo

Never Ending Nightmare
sitting here living with this nightmare the pain youve cause is more real than I antciapated it would be my pain is burned into my body and mind its consistantly haunting me these walls are closing in with no end in sight knowing there closing close and closing in quick my panic sets in my fear becomes so clear to see apon my lifeless corpse these bruses have become wounds that will not heal burnning deeper into my skin the burnning is more than I can take feeling as tho Im in an endless fire flame Im afraid to close my eyes knowing Im forced to to relive each and every painful nd agonizing memory that replays over and over in my dreams each one feeling more real than the one before these walls are moving closer and closer inward sufercating and cutting off any all air that I breathe stealing back each breath i happen to be able to consume gasping of a single breath I try and remove myself from this never ending nightmare cage I find myself stuck within laying here t

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Hells Seductive Candy
surrounded by the sweet smell of dragon fruit and rose petals rainstorms of amythest and emerald calling and craving more tasting something thats so forebiden yet so sweet mortals and immortals alike seem to crave for more its so addicting like a drug, having you begging for its next high thats hells seductive candy picking victims one by one as it pulls in each one draining any inoscence there is breeding criminals its seductively undenyable hells seductive candy intensifies and violently rapes ones sexual desires entensifying to no end never knowing how intense the pain will be raping all that was once so sirene slowly injecting poison in your vains allowing hells seductive candy to consume your soul tasting something thats so forebiden yet so sweet eclipsed by the evil moon thats hells seductive candy

Goodbye-hello
When my heart weeps...my tears flow...The sadness overcomes me...For everytime you say goodbye... a piece of me is denied....I break off little by little...till there is nothing left....If only you could see the place I have for you in my heart..you would never leave....An the only thing I would know.. is hello...by J.E.Bischoff

Emotional Bankruptcy
Think of your heart like a emotional bank account. Just like a financial bank account, if you remove more than you have, you suffer consequences for it. For example, you can't take out 100.00 from an account that only has 50.00. You will be come over drawn and suffer penalties until you balance out your account.Now the same thing goes for your emotional bank account. If you keep giving out emotionally and either don't let people put back into your account or let people withdraw from your emotional bank account without them putting something back, you will be come emotionally bankrupt.The penalties for emotional bankruptcy are anger, self loathing, depression, resentment ,and finally you just shut down emotionally. You don't want to be around any one. You don't feel good about yourself. You start to feel taken advantage of. The only way to avoid the penalties of emotional bankruptcy is to not give out more than you have in your "account", and to not let the people i

Beast
Why must I go on no one cares or wants to be with a beast.  

Awkward
soooo aside from the tragedy of faction changing over to the alliance (which i still can't believe i did)   i'm feeling incredibly awkward in my own house... we have a maid who comes in once a week...i swear i tell her every time to just stay out of my room. i'm a big girl now i don't need someone making my bed for me or picking up my undies from the floor   long story short.... she found my vibrator..then decides it's a good idea to show me that's she's put it away for me....i don't know whether to laugh or cry but dammit i hate when people touch my stuff!....   be back later, i'm going to crawl under a rock

Happy St. Patrick's Day!!! :p
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Issues..
Recently my grandmother and my father passed away leaving my grandfather alone. I am the only one left to take care of him. Now he calls me like every week complaining that he doesn't feel well and wants me to come stay with him for a few days. Now I don't have a job and I don't drive due to my own health reasons so I have to rely on my boyfriend to take me to his house. My grandpa lives about 45 min away from my boyfriend, So, I feel like I am putting alot of stress on him to take me over there to stay with him. Which of course I feel horrible about cause I don't like asking. But lately my grandpa has been calling almost constant and asking me to come stay because he don't feel good. Of course I tell him that I will come over and help him out but, I have to work with my boyfriend's schedule because he has to drive me there. So, I was thinking and wondering for anyone that actually reads this, Should I talk to my grandpa about getting a nurse to come in a few days a week to check on hi

Mel Rocks!
This chickie has bought me Otto Elebens. She TOTALLY rocks!   Go love on her...no, wait. scratch that Go rate my albums then go show her some love!

Undecided
For those of you who keep asking and are curious, the countdown is for when I go on vacation. So when that time gets here, I will be gone from fu for awhile. What I don't know yet is if I will come back to fu. I'm not really sure when I will decide either. I just don't feel like I need to be here much anymore. Let me know what you think.

Fernsehturm
Berlin, Germany Pinnacle 368m / 1207'

Riga Tv Tower
Riga, Latvia Pinnacle 369m / 1210'

Emotional Self Preservation
Some people have no sense of emotional self preservation. They keep getting involved in the same situations and with the same types of people.  Then when the same painful results happen, they can't seem to figure out why "it happened again."    A monkey poking a termite mound looking for food will only poke for so long before its sense of self preservation kicks in and says "hey there is nothing here. I am wasting my energy. I need to stop doing this and try something else."   But there are some people who don't have that part of themselves. Some tend to ignore it because they realize they have invested so much energy into that person or situation, that to stop would mean having to admit they made a mistake.    Some are so dead set on getting what they want, that the thought of it not being found with said person or in said situation is not a acceptable answer.  They will keep poking at it until they get what they want. Even if everyone around them tells them it's not there.   

Bank Of China
Hong Kong, China Pinnacle 369m / 1210'

Alma-ata Tower
Almaty, Kazakhstan Pinnacle 371m / 1217'

Liberation Tower
Kuwait City, Kuwait Pinnacle 372m / 1220'

Forever
If she was in my arms,To her never would come harm.A smile always on her face,In her heart no empty space. She would never know fear,Her eyes never shed a tear.Happy her life would always be,Once she gives her heart to me. She is my Goddess ever so true,Now beautiful,it's all up to you.Take my hand,And walk with me,And forever happy,your heart will be.

Central Plaza
Hong Kong, China Pinnacle 374m / 1227'

T & C Tower
Kaohsiung, Taiwan Pinnacle 378m / 1239'

Shun Hing Square
Shenzhen, China Pinnacle 384m / 1260'

Breathing
There are moments I wish I had Johnnydevil sitting on my shoulder top, like the angel/devil scenario we see in cartoons, but to tell me to breathe. He's one of maybe three people that can really calm me down when things get out of control, and he's really the only one that knows me well enough to know what to say nothing more than "Ellen. Breathe." And as stupid as it sounds, I need that. There are times my mind is going a million miles a minute, tears are pouring down my cheeks, and I start to hyperventilate, and just forget to breathe. And it's amazing how into pouring out my emotions I can be, and just hearing him say that is enough to just calm me down. Which is why he's pretty much my best friend :) Yesterday was a hard day. This hasn't been the nicest year to me thus far. I fell in love with somebody who got hit hard in the fact by life, and gave me up to better himself. At least, that's what I'm telling myself because it's what I believe in my heart happened. Matt isn't a bad p

????????????
Here is a question for everone, what will you want to be doing on Dec. 20th 2012 at 11:59pm right before the end of the world as we know it? IF IT HAPPENS. NEVER KNOW. HA HA

Citic Plaza
Guangzhou, China Pinnacle 391m / 1282'

Central Radio And Tv Tower
Beijing, China Pinnacle 405m / 1328'

Tianjin Tower
Tianjin, China Pinnacle 415m / 1361'

Jin Mao Tower
Shanghai, China Pinnacle 421m / 1381'

Menara Kuala Lumpur
Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia Pinnacle 421m / 1381'

Empire State Building
New York City, New York, USA Pinnacle 443m / 1453'

90s Night
Bad Habitz Radiois goingSaturday, March 1310pm (est) Bad Habitz Radiois goingSaturday, March 1310pm (est)

The Button Has Been Pushed.
For the 1 maybe 2 people that will read this, hi. Yesterday my wife (the mummer formerly known as a bunch of symbols spelling out illusions) filed for divorce. i would therefore appreciate not having my name linked with hers anymore.

Petronas Tower
Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia Pinnacle 452m / 1483'

Oriental Pearl Tower
Shanghai, China Pinnacle 468m / 1535'

Taipel Tower
Taipei, Taiwan Pinnacle 508m / 1666'

Sears Tower
Chicago, Illinois, USA Pinnacle 527m / 1728'

Vapor Cigarettes
(Since I'm getting so many SBs and MSGs about my status, I thought I'd share with everyone on a blog.) Alright, so a few weeks ago a buddy of mine at work was telling me about electric vapor cigarettes. Basically, it's a cigarette-like device that  when you "smoke", you get water vapor with nicotine. NO CHEMICALS. Now, I was weary about this untill last night I ran into him and he let me try it. Being skeptical, I took a long drag from it and was suprised. He says he's been using it for a week and has yet to smoke a real cigarette. The starter kit is about 60$, and I'm ready to make the purchase myself. You need cartridges for it (included in the starter kit) and each cartridge is about 15 cigarettes and breaks down to 1$ each. They also come in MANY flavors as well as full-flavor, menthol, light, etc. Another plus is these are UNIVERSAL! In another words, you can buy different cartridges from different companies if for some reason you don't like the ones your using. My bud

Ostankino Tower
Moscow, Russia Pinnacle 537m / 1761'

Cn Tower
  Toronto, Ontario, Canada Pinnacle 553m / 1814'

Hola A Todosssss
Hola a todos como estáis!!. Me encanta conocer a nuevas amigas y me encanta jugar mucho al bingo online. he tenido muchos buenos momento con esta afición móa de jugar al bingo espero que os guste mi manera de ser

Elemental Chaos
I looked down to the oceanic invaders, their slimy, scaly skin glistening in the sunlight.  Their numbers continued to swell from each village they conquered.  I couldn’t understand it.  I saw no Mar’Nitsi, only Sha’Nerath – water folk.  Disgusting… They rode atop their mounts: horses that were scaly and slimy just like them.  The horses trailed carriages and wagons, two of which were made of stone and nearly three times as large as the horses themselves.  Six each had to pull these wagons.  I held up my fist.  My clan of sky-warriors stopped flying and looked down at the horde of evil sea-farers.  We had one shot at this.  There were hundreds of thousands of them and only about a thousand of us.  We had the advantage, though.  We had our orendi, our wise folk with us.  Our orendi were warriors as well as magic workers; we could not lose. I looked at Ajani to my left and Angeni, my lieutenant to my right.  Their eyes mirrored mine.  Ajani, my handsome

What Is The Difference Between A Latte And A Cappuccino?
For those who do not frequent coffee shops, ordering an espresso-based coffee drink can be intimidating.  The most important thing to know when ordering a coffee beverage is the distinction between the different drinks and their identifying characteristics.  While there are many variations on the basic coffee drinks, there are two main drinks that are the basis for many other specialty drinks.  These basic coffee drinks are the latte and the cappuccino. The Latte A latte is the most common type of espresso-based coffee drink.  A latte consists of a small amount of espresso topped with steamed milk. The steaming of the milk is one of the most important parts of preparing a latte.  Unlike milk that has been warmed in other ways, steamed milk is infused with air as it is heated.  The addition of air to the milk gives it a velvety, creamy texture. A great many other coffee drinks are a variation on the latte.  For instance, a mocha is simply a latte with chocolate syrup added to it.  M

Music Monday 20
Not my best work...I feel like these are all starting to sound alike.  I will try to branch out next week.  

Poem Of The Day...030210
Far beyond the pale Blue skies brightly shine.

1 Guy, 1 Girl And 2 Cups
Ok, I admit it. My husband and I occasionally fight over really dumb shit. We've been married for 13 years and have lived together for 14 years. So, sometimes we bicker.Allow me to give you a little example of our marital bliss. Keep in mind that we DO own more than 2 drinking glasses, but these two glasses we both prefer for our Seven and 7. We originally had a set of four glasses like normal people, but two have broken over the years.Me: *playing on the computer, minding my own business and enjoying my cocktail after a long day*Him: *walks in room, bee-line up to me* Hey. You stole my cup.Me: Huh??Him: Maybe if your cup wasn't in the bathroom you wouldn't have had to steal mine. *shoves identical cup apparently from the bathroom irritatingly close to my face*Me: Why would my cup be in the bathroom?Him: I don't know, but it was!Me: Uhh, no. That's YOUR cup from the bathroom.Him: I don't think so. You are using MY cup!!Me: They look exactly the same. How do you know this one is your cu

What Is This?
mystery recording...discuss what you think was broadcasted here.

Crime And Punishments Dostoevsky
Crime and Punishments Dostoevsky Fyodor Dostoevsky

Silly Love Songs - Paul Mccartney
You'd think that people would have had enough of silly love songs.But I look around me and I see it isn't so.Some people wanna fill the world with silly love songs.And what's wrong with that?I'd like to know, 'cause here I go againI love youI love youI love youI love youI can't explain the feeling's plain to me, now can't you see?(I love you)Ah, she gave me more, she gave it all to me, now can't you see,(I love you)What's wrong with that?I need to know, 'cause here I go againI love youI love youLove doesn't come in a minute,Sometimes it doesn't come at allI only know that when I'm in itIt isn't silly, love isn't silly, love isn't silly at all.How can I tell you about my loved one?How can I tell you about my loved one?How can I tell you about my loved one?(I love you)How can I tell you about my loved one?(I love you)I love youI love youI love you(BGV#1 I can't explain the feeling's plain to me, say can't you see?)I love you(BGV#1 Ah, he gave me more, he gave it all to me, say can't you

So...
I think my dad was high today. I stopped over there, and when I went in he must have been in the bathroom or something, because I didnt see him. I ran downstairs, and on the way back up, I see him, in the front room, without a shirt on, holding on to the back of his recliner looking at the TV SINGING "oooooh e, oooooh ooooh ah, bing bing wallah wallah bing bang" Which is NOT something my dad would normally do. He's always been so... serious. So I couldnt tell if he was actually high, or if it was one of those rare "Im home alone, Im gonna act like a fool since no one is around" moments But it was good to see him in good spirits...

My Disaster, And Parallels To The Pina Colada Song
So about 7 months ago, I found myself in despair about my life. I was unhappy. My marriage had failed. I was depressed and alone. I needed to fix myself and my world. I met someone who I thought could do that. She was intriguing, funny, and so very different from anyone I had ever met. I fell in love. Very hard, and very quickly. She was, I thought, the most amazing person I had ever met. She doubted my view of her, and as it turns out, she was right. In the end, she turned out to be fickle, unforgiving and just plain mean-spirited. I think there is such a black cancer in that woman's heart that she is incapable of really loving someone. She is too judgemental and cruel. I think she confuses flattery with feeling, and she will chase that her whole life. I wish she realized that I was willing to shatter my world to be with her. She just took too much of my love for granted. Everything she ever gave came with strings attached. She held all of my hopes and dreams, and

The Internetz
i m not sure about this......my bio father never raised me.....my bio mom dies in '01......i m trolling google....i find 2 addresses in Philadelphia with my fathers name....i put 2 and 2 together( i think)..he was 20 yrs old when i was born.....so (if this is him).....what do i even begin to say to this man....the site i found him on has an actual telephone number...do i call it and make an ass of myself...or do i say...."are you my Daddy??

Gay Spinoza
Should I be flattered at spinoza commenting Me this in My shout? Shoudl I a: cut the closet case balls off b: hook him up with a gay bud c: screen shot and make fun of em d: you decide what happens to the closet case :P   Yes another blog of boredom...

Texas And Detroit Seriously Talking Independence
Last time I checked the news, this was not true, but this line from the graphic novel series "Superman: Red Son" that poses the rocket containing the last son of Krypton landed in the Soviet Union instead of the United States has stuck out in my mind since yesterday. Teaching first grade in Sunday school yesterday was a boon, though I will admit the puppet show based on the Holy Spirit coming down at Pentecost per the second chapter of Acts got to have some high comic moments! I’ll admit I wrote the script that way too, so you’re not only learning something (even if you can’t always articulate it) but having fun doing it too. Make no mistake here, even first graders are articulate when you tie in the Bible story to something they care about or can relate to. Everybody loves sports, but not everybody’s good at the same sport, but that’s all right. Today is St. David’s Day in Canada, the country whose team won last night’s nail-biting hockey gam

Pablum
pablum\PAB-luhm\  noun; 1.Something (as writing or speech) that is trite, insipid, or simplistic. 2.(capitalized) A trademark used for a bland soft cereal for infants

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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.  -  Dalai Lama

Old Sailor
An old retired sailor puts on his old uniform and heads for the docks once more, for old times sake. He engages a prostitute and takes her up to a room. He's soon going at it as well as he can for a guy his age, but needing some reassurance, he asks, "How am I doing?" The prostitute replies, "Well, old sailor you're doing about three knots." "Three knots?" he asks. "Whats that supposed to mean?" She says, " You're knot hard, you're knot in, and you're knot getting your money back!"

[gelgoog Scratch-pad]
WelpI just ordered a gelgoog cannon (what has been mislabeled the Jonny Ridden Custom) and a Ramba Ral Zaku I Why? Because Ramba Ral gives me wood. Anyhow, I think... think think thinkI have decided on the next undertaking. so... Gouf custom black Tristar/dom colors- one custom weapon. Customize the shield. Gonna be f'ing awesome. The "Paint it black" Zaku II with hot lips decal aaaand... I was thinkingnot too hard mind youabout a Bobba Fett Zaku. and a Darth Vader Gelgoog. ... fuckingimpossible. Okay, not really. My plan is to take a zaku II and pretty much juest repaint him.I may may maymayhave to reconsider the head design though because Bobba Fett has that rad T visor, and ... his helmet doesn't jive with any of the Zeon designs that I'm aware of. That being said... I think I can do this. The gelgoog darth vader conversion... might be even tougher.I have to come up with something to do that rad samurai/kraut helmet, everything else is ... kinda already in place.I do

Help
Its been a very long time since I went on a rant. Enjoy :P I hate what Fubar has become sometimes. Rate this, comment that, bomb me, blah blah fucking blah. I admit I get as caught up in the game as anyone else, but I at least have the decency to help others when they ask...until recently. Add my friend, they need demon family adds, ok I did that. Vote on my mumm, ok I did that. I rate, I fan, I do this, I do that, all because people ask and me being a nice guy I try to help. So I need referals so I can level soon. I have have a great idea, I'll ask my "friends" to help. Shouldn't be a big deal after all the help I gave everyone. Guess how much help I got. Let's just say that if help was oxygen I'd have suffocated quickly. So I hope you all forgive me if me future help is, shall we say, selective. There are those I help and do things for because I want to, not because it is asked for, but because they are important to me. And there are those that I help because they have found it in

Why Can't I Just Follow My Heart?
Someone who I thought I had forgotten about has popped up again. He's been asking my sister why I'm not talking to him,acting like he didn't take advantage of me after my grandma died last January.  Then his now ex girlfriend broke up with him after he had done a BIIIG no-no...screaming my name while he was having sex with his girlfriend. I figured that I should just give him a chance at a friendship(seeing as I'm not single anymore),so he won't have a reason to try and get me back....I want to have the friendship we should have had in the first place,before he guilt triped me into dating him. I've been told to just follow my heart,my hearts telling me that I should give him one chance at a friendship,but theres a little part of me that's saying no.  I'm between a rock and a corner....

Behind The Scenes
me and my friend emerald were having a discussion earlier in wihich we went back and forth giving our opinions on certain subject matters. after. i thought about it and i decided to start this blog that, yeah its a long shot, people might give some insight on their opinions on the topic at hand. how the debate all got started was thanks to the trekkie that decided to create a profile for all the members of the old star trek crew. we were talking and we got to thinking that some of the nerds, no offense, are the ones who are creating our future. case in point the cell phone in particular the flip phone. it also came to mind that people like this were also responcible for such morally questionable projects like the human genome project. the more we talked about it the more concerned we became about some of the moral issues that comes to being a scientist, and asking as to why such knowledge isn't being used properly. for example, the genome project has made it possible to basically creat

[woo! Kampfer's Assembled]
Ahcha....So friggin tired.Kampfer's DONE.The kit that I've had 85% done for a month.I had to clean house.I had to go on a date.I had to help my brother set up his portfolio.He's done.I mean... yeah I need to finish the harnesses for the bazookas, and sturmfausts, and I need to assemble the beam sabers (all 2 pieces) and slot em into their spots.Here's the crazy thingthe shoulder mounts for the bazookas are already partially articulated.Jesus why would a robot need to fire from his hands?Also- Guncannon and Guntank.I mean, come on.Some of the first suits you designed had shoulder mounted artillerywhy did weapon design goBACKWARD a step in 15 years?So... why did I hate this kit?... guide wires.Bandai can NOT get this shit right. Doing the waist tubes on this unit was not fun.It didn't help that I misread the instructionsand cut the guidewire....well, that's why I have a spool of wire in my box.*shrugs*Not as forgiving, not as user friendly, but I cut it, I adjusted it, I capped the ends,

Lukes Lullaby
  Goodnight, goodnight, My Angel sleep tight I hope that you dream of me. Goodnight, goodnight My Angel of the Night I pray that you slumber softly.   May your dream whisper softly of the love that I will show, May they conquer your fears, teaching you all you need to know. May they soften your heart and leaving plenty room to grow. Yes that is my prayer as you softly slumbers so.   So, Goodnight, goodnight, My Angel sleep tight I hope that you dream of me. Goodnight, goodnight My Angel of the Night I pray that you slumber softly.   Think of me as you dream , as I watch over you Find comfort here in my arms.. And I’ll whisper this song, such softly lovely tune,

Warmness On The Soul By A7x
"Warmness on the Soul" Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make. And that feeling of doubt, it's erased. I'll never feel alone again with you by my side. You're the one, and in you I confide. And we have gone through good and bad times. But your unconditional love was always on my mind. You've been there from the start for me. And your love's always been true as can be. I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you. And we have gone through good and bad times. But your unconditional love was always on my mind. You've been there from the start for me. And your love's always been true as can be. I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you. I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

Treasure Hunt
  Loneliness sinks in, like the cold steel butter knife, It meets no resistance as it slices my heart. The dull pain returns, as persistent as ever, a consistent reminder that we are apart.   A once sought treasure, No more your endeavor, The thick layers of dust hide the once golden gleam, Though once filled with passion, And love sweetly fashioned, Heart of gold buried, neglected, unseen.   Is someone still searching, For something not working? It sinks deeper still in the bog of the day.   Stagnant, rejected, forgotten, neglected, Surrounded in darkness will it soon decay?   Who would conceive that it could be retrieved? Corrosive memories washed away.  Some call it dreaming,

Lo Spettro
Il silenzio sussurravaNella foresta nera.All'orizzonte cominciavaIl dolce calar' di sera.La gran' stella scintillava,La magia era vera:Il freddo vento s'inalzó,E poi, da un sogno, s'elevó...Da una gran' tristezzaUno spettro si svegliava.Con una candida lentezzaDal suo sonno si stirava.I segreti della brezzaNella notte raccontava.Per I ceppi, in perdizione:Era la maledizione...Lento ed ancor' stancoPosava un triste sguardoIn cima al monte bianco.Il suo spirito in un laudo:Sussurava fioco e franco.(Il risuono di un ricordo)Nel ciel' cadevano cometeE la luna sparse quiete...

Tigre Bianca Solitaria
Nella giungla orientaleS’intravede un cacciatoreSotto il nero manto astraleE con poco di chiaroreCon la fame che lo assaleVa a caccia con furoreTigre bianca solitariaTigre bianca solitariaD’improvviso soffia il ventoE poi scorge li qualcosaLui ci crede quasi a stentoMa la zampa poi lui posaUn animale in movimentoO un petalo di rosa?Tigre bianca solitariaTigre bianca solitariaCon uno sguardo sconsolatoFissa il punto che l’attrattoCosì immobile e ghiacciatoSi assicura dell’olfattoE poi riprende col suo fiato(Era solo un po’ distratto)Tigre bianca solitariaTigre bianca solitariaNella selva offuscataSi continua a spostareSulla strada nevicataSperando di avvistareUna preda addormentataUna preda d’azzannareTigre bianca solitariaNon fa altro che cacciare

Banning Child Labor Is Immoral.
Let me Educate you real quick. Without child labor in foreign factories - those kids would starve, much like the homeless did before the industrial revolution. I suggest you read more into history. Child labor was a blessing, allowing orphans to buy food and develop skills. Shutting down Child labor factories is Immoral and unethical. Every Factory regulated or shut down creates more Starvation, Child slave trades, and kidnappings. Starving children would give anything to find work and buy food, but you neo-conservatives and Liberals want to play god and destroy natural human culture and productivity across the globe. You want factories in your state, get rid of minimum wage and allow children the freedom to work. I'm sure you'd like us to hoard all kids in Giant public schools like animals; flood the market with Literate labor, devaluing their worth. Increases in taxes to pay for this "Educational Zoo-like system" causes out-sourcing, creates homeless, forcing skilled

How Do You Keep From Going Insane?
When everything seems to go wrong, how do you keep from going insane? How do you not just lose it. How many things can you have dumped on your plate before it breaks? when you ask for patience, does more stuff happen? How do you keep from exploding? When it seems that no one listens or understands, what is that magic line that you can't cross? Screaming and yelling and ranting and raving doesn't work.  Crying and saying why me never works. So how do you keep from going insane and exploding?

Too-ra-loo-ra-loo-ra
i havent been back much and im starting to realize this isnt much fun anymore...   everyone has filled everyones head with bullshit...people blocking friends because they heard something from someone who knows someone who knows someone...people need to grow the fuck up   its sad when you say hi to someone and they ignore you...ive realized people arent your friends here they are mostly just figments of peoples imagination...granted i have met some cool people here but for the most part people are fakes     99.9% of my friends wont read this then wonder why things are happeneing...   oh well im gonna enjoy my music and dink around

Aren't You Glad You Didn't Turn On The Light?
Two dormmates in college were in the same science class. The teacher had just reminded them about the midterm the next day when one dormmate — let's call her Juli — got asked to this big bash by the hottest guy in school. The other dormmate, Meg, had pretty much no interest in going and, being a diligent student, she took notes on what the midterm was about. After the entire period of flirting with her date, Juli was totally unprepared for her test, while Meg was completely prepared for a major study date with her books.   At the end of the day, Juli spent hours getting ready for the party while Meg started studying. Juli tried to get Meg to go, but she was insistent that she would study and pass the test. The girls were rather close and Juli didn't like leaving Meg alone to be bored while she was out having a blast. Juli finally gave up, using the excuse that she would cram in homeroom the next day.   Juli went to the party and had the time of her life with her date.

Wolf Pack Rules
1.No disrespecting other family members.If you have a problem with someone go to staff. 2.must try to rate the daily rate.If you can't plz let staff know. 3.When a level up is posted in stash,you must help,if you cannot help tell the homepage. 4.you may rate nsfw pics if you want to but no one will make you rate them.Use your own judgement. 5.If you donot have a salute pic you will have 30 days to get one.If you cannot get a salute done in that 30 days tell a staff member. 6.If not a computer plz put afk so no one sends you the link for the level ups. 7.Must add all family members to fubar.You can find the members list under stash on homepage. 8.All staff must tell ppl they have joining to put who u are joining through. 9.Plz read any blogs and stashes that are posted to homepage and comment so you get credit. 10.If you want to join this family you cannot have any member of this family blocked.I donot get involved in personal stuff,but this is fubar,if you cannot get along the

The Killer In The Backseat
One night a woman went out for drinks with her girlfriends. She left the bar fairly late at night, got in her car and onto the deserted highway. She noticed a lone pair of headlights in her rear-view mirror, approaching at a pace just slightly quicker than hers. As the car pulled up behind her she glanced and saw the turn signal on — the car was going to pass — when suddenly it swerved back behind her, pulled up dangerously close to her tailgate and the brights flashed. Now she was getting nervous. The lights dimmed for a moment and then the brights came back on and the car behind her surged forward. The frightened woman struggled to keep her eyes on the road and fought the urge to look at the car behind her. Finally, her exit approached but the car continued to follow, flashing the brights periodically. Through every stoplight and turn, it followed her until she pulled into her driveway. She figured her only hope was to make a mad dash into the house and call the polic

The Kidney Thieves (new Orleans)
A business traveler goes to a lounge for a drink at the end of the work day. A person in the bar walks up as they sit alone and offers to buy them a drink. The last thing the traveler remembers until they wake up in a hotel room bath tub, their body submerged to their neck in ice, is sipping that drink. There is a note taped to the wall instructing them not to move and to call 911. A phone is on a small table next to the bathtub for them to call. The business traveler calls 911 who have become quite familiar with this crime. The business traveler is instructed by the 911 operator to very slowly and carefully reach behind them and feel if there is a tube protruding from their lower back. The business traveler finds the tube and answers, "Yes." The 911 operator tells them to remain still, having already sent paramedics to help. The operator knows that both of the business traveler's kidneys have been harvested.

Drinks Are On Me...
Woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice.The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue........salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys........smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks........this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. .... In one second the sharp lime tas

Humans Can Lick, Too
Once there was a a beautiful young girl who lived in a small town just south of Farmersburg. Her parents had to go to town for a while, so they left their daughter home alone, but protected by her dog, which was a very large collie. The parents told the girl to lock all the windows and doors after they had left. And at about 8:00pm the parents went to town. So doing what she was told the girl shut and locked evey window and every door. But there was one window in the basement that would not close completely.Trying as best as she could she finally got the window shut, but it would not lock. So she left the window, and went back upstairs. But just to make sure that no one could get in, she put the dead-bolt lock on the basment door.Then she sat down had some dinner and decided to go to sleep for the night. Settling down to sleep at about 12:00 she snuggled up with the dog and fell asleep.But at one point, she suddenly woke up. She turned and looked at the clock...it was 2:30. She snuggle

Random Thoughts And Ponderings
1.  Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. 2.  I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger. 3.  There is great need for a sarcasm font. 4.  How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet? 5.  Was learning cursive really necessary? 6.  Map Quest really needs to start their directions on #5.  I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood. 7.  Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died. 8.  I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired. 9.  Bad decisions make good stories. 10. You never know when  it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the  rest of the day. 11. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blue Ray? I don't want to have to restart my collection again. 12.  I'm  always slightly terrified when I exit out of Word and it asks  me

The Hook
A teenage boy drove his date to a dark and deserted Lovers' Lane for a make-out session. After turning on the radio for mood music, he leaned over and began kissing the girl. A short while later, the music suddenly stopped and an announcer's voice came on, warning in an urgent tone that a convicted murderer had just escaped from the state insane asylum — which happened to be located not far from Lovers' Lane — and that anyone who noticed a strange man lurking about with a hook in place of his right hand should immediately report his whereabouts to the police. The girl became frightened and asked to be taken home. The boy, feeling bold, locked all the doors instead and, assuring his date they would be safe, attempted to kiss her again. She became frantic and pushed him away, insisting that they leave. Relenting, the boy peevishly jerked the car into gear and spun its wheels as he pulled out of the parking space. When they arrived at the girl's house she got out of the

The Fatal Hairdo
There's this guy who you might have seen walking around town with two huge dreadlocks, one on each side of his head. One day he decides to get them cut off. So he's off to the hair dresser, and of course they can't get the clippers through his hair, so out come the biggest pair of scissors you've ever seen. They start to hack into one of the dreads and get about halfway through when he starts screaming and runs out of the shop. His girlfriend finds him dead in their flat the next day. The coroner found that a nest of red-backed spiders had moved into his hair and started biting him when the scissors cut the nest to bits.

The Clown Statue / The Clown Doll
So-and-so's friend, a girl in her teens, is babysitting for a family in Newport Beach, Ca. The family is wealthy and has a very large house — you know the sort, with a ridiculous amount of rooms; I mean, come on, if a house is big enough to have "wings," then you know the house is larger than it probably needs to be. Anyways, the parents are going out for a late dinner/movie. The father tells the babysitter that once the children are in bed she should go into this specific room (he doesn't really want her wandering around the house) and watch TV there. The parents take off and soon she gets the kids into bed and goes to the room to watch TV. She tries watching TV, but she is disturbed by a clown statue in the corner of the room. She tries to ignore it for as long as possible, but it starts freaking her out so much that she can't handle it. She resorts to calling the father and asks, "Hey, the kids are in bed, but is it okay if I switch rooms? This clown statue is really creepi

Buried Alive!
My great-great grandmother, ill for quite some time, finally passed away after lying in a coma for several days. My great-great grandfather was devastated beyond belief, as she was his one true love and they had been married over 50 years. They were married so long it seemed as if they knew each other's innermost thoughts. After the doctor pronounced her dead, my great-great grandfather insisted that she was not. They had to literally pry him away from his wife's body so they could ready her for burial. Now, back in those days they had backyard burial plots and did not drain the body of its fluids. They simply prepared a proper coffin and committed the body (in its coffin) to its permanent resting place. Throughout this process, my great-great grandfather protested so fiercely that he had to be sedated and put to bed. His wife was buried and that was that. That night he woke to a horrific vision of his wife hysterically trying to scratch her way out of the coffin. He phoned the d

The Boyfriend's Death
A girl and her boyfriend are making out in his car. They had parked in the woods so no one would see them. When they were done, the boy got out to pee and the girl waited for him in the safety of the car. After waiting five minutes, the girl got out of the car to look for her boyfriend. Suddenly, she sees a man in the shadows. Scared, she gets back in the car to drive away, when she hears a very faint squeak... squeak... squeak... This continued a few seconds until the girl decided she had no choice but to drive off. She hit the gas as hard as possible but couldn't go anywhere, because someone had tied a rope from the bumper of the car to a nearby tree. Well, the girl slams on the gas again and then hears a loud scream. She gets out of the car and realizes that her boyfriend is hanging from the tree. The squeaky noises were his shoes slightly scraping across the top of the car!!!  

Bloody Mary
When I was about 9 years old, I went to a friend's for a birthday/slumber party. There were about 10 other girls there. About midnight, we decided to play Mary Worth. Some of us had never heard of this so one of the girls told the story. Mary Worth lived a long time ago. She was a very beautiful young girl. One day she had a terrible accident that left her face so disfigured that nobody would look at her. She had not been allowed to see her own reflection after this accident for fear that she would lose her mind. Before this, she had spent long hours admiring her beauty in her bedroom mirror. One night, after everyone had gone to bed, unable to fight the curiousity any longer, she crept into a room that had a mirror. As soon as she saw her face, she broke down into terrible screams and sobs. It was at this moment that she was so heartbroken and wanted her old reflection back, that she walked into the mirror to find it, vowing to disfigure anybody that came looking for her in the mirr

Just Wondering
I just got home from a support group, and it left me wondering.  How many rape victims of childhood rape are made to feel as though they are the ones to blame?  Not just by the people who commit the crime, but by law enforcement and others that are supposed to be protecting them.  I hated being made to feel it was my fault.  Even my mom would try to blame me, yet she was the one that sold me for sex.  I was four, what did I know?  I can't imagine going to the authorities and being made out to be the one to blame so many women in my group were.  I was always too afraid to speak out.  Ashamed.  Made to feel like that by my own mother.  My mom profitted from it though.   She's the one that  refused to take ownership.  Why is it then that I'm the one that still suffers?  Why do I have the night terrors?  I'm finally accepting that it isn't and never was my fault that this happened to me.  I just wish I knew how to open up about it and talk to those who mattered to me.  Instead I push them

Fubar Name Change
  Ok, the latest change sucks..I understand people spend money on this site, and they would like certain freedoms. I spend money on this site also. But you probably shouldn't knock fu for it. I mean they are the makers of the site and they are going to do what they want regardless. It's not as if the world is going to end because you can't have symbols. Yes yes I  know you're going to ask 'Brittany why is your name all numbers then' because I am trying to find a new unique way to make my name. Obviously I don't want to be 'normal'. There has to be a way we can still have cool names without symbols, use your imagination.  Not that I am taking fubar's side but I have no voice and no opinion to them so, I am just dealing with it. So, now I am ending this blog.     [Also, pardon misspellings and grammar, I am using the on screen keyboard because my keyboard broke]   oh, if you don't like the rules on this site, you can probably delete your profile cause it's not changing any time soo

25 Ways To Tell If You Are In A Toxic Relationship (repost)
25 Ways to Tell if Your Relationship is Toxic:1) Your partner puts you down verbally, in private or in front of others.2) Your partner tells you he/she loves you but behavior shows otherwise.3) Your partner doesn’t want you to see or talk to friends or family.4) Your partner is jealous of the time you spend with your kids.5) Your partner shows up often at your work unexpectedly or opens your mail.6) Your partner calls you often to see what you are doing.7) You cry often or feel depressed over your relationship.8) Your partner says you would have the perfect relationship if only you would change.9) Your partner wants you to be dependent on him.10) Your partner does things for you and then uses them to make you feel obligated.11) Your thoughts, opinions, accomplishments, or words are devalued.12) You don’t know who you are anymore without him/her, or how you would survive.13) Your friends/family don’t like your partner or don’t think he is good for you.14) You hav

"can't We Talk?" By Deborah Tannen (repost)
"Can't We Talk?" (condensed from: You Just Don't Understand)by Deborah TannenA married couple was in a car when the wife turned to her husband and asked, "Would you like to stop for a coffee?""No, thanks," he answered truthfully. So they didn't stop.The result? The wife, who had indeed wanted to stop, became annoyed because she felt her preference had not been considered. The husband, seeing his wife was angry, became frustrated. Why didn't she just say what she wanted?Unfortunately, he failed to see that his wife was asking the question not to get an instant decision, but to begin a negotiation. And the woman didn't realize that when her husband said no, he was just expressing his preference, not making a ruling. When a man and woman interpret the same interchange in such conflicting ways, it's no wonder they can find themselves leveling angry charges of selfishness and obstinacy at each other.As a specialist in linguistics, I have studied how the conversational styles of men and wome

Status
SCRAPPER TOOK MY STATUS BOX, CUS HE DIDNT LIKE WHAT I SAID, GUESS NO ONE HAS THE RIGHT TO THEIR OWN OPINIONS ANYMORE ON HERE. So to make them see change your name to FuClone (then your user id # ) Ok here was the actual comments: FuClone1031234 said: Scrapper your an Idiot. I want my symbols back. This site isnt for you, it is for EVERYONE ELSE THATS HERE FuClone1031234 said: Awww didn't like people having their own opinions, so you took my status box away ???? SCRAPPER said: SCRAPPER said: Huh! You just called me an idiot....go ahead and keep punching me in the face. that is what i am here for. Step away from the computer and breath....it's all going to be ok.

Mental Health (repost)
Negative thoughts are the enemies of victorious life. Since our life is very much determined by our mind, our thoughts can make or break our life. Negative thoughts will distract your focus from the important and drain your energy. At the end, you will no longer have the ingredients necessary for success. Knowing how to overcome negative thoughts may make the difference between victory and defeat.I believe there is an important principle at work regarding negative thoughts, and that is: Attention is self-reinforcing.If you give attention to negative thoughts, they will get stronger and stronger. What seems like a small matter in the beginning may become monstrous at the end. What you should do is breaking the vicious cycle by shifting your focus to something positive. You can then reinforce this positive attention until you completely defeat the negative thoughts (read more at attention management).Here I’d like to share 20 tips to defeat negative thoughts mostly based on this pr

Flax Seed Oil (repost)
What is flax seed oil?Many times throughout this web site I use the terms "healthy fat" and "good fat." Usually I do it in a sentence that goes something like... "All of your daily fat intake should come from foods that contain healthy fat." After that I usually give a short list of foods that contain this "healthy" fat. As you probably noticed... this isn't much of a list. The reason for that is because there are very few sources of this hard to find good fat. Luckily though, there is a solution... flax seed oil.Flaxseed oil is rich in EFA’s, essential fatty acids. More specifically it contains the omega-3 and omega-6 fatty acids. This is the technical meaning of “healthy fat.” Your body needs these fats to function properly, yet it doesn't produce it on it's own. This makes EFA's an important part of your diet. Other sources of these fats are fish and nuts. Most of the fat in my diet comes from a combination of nuts and flax seed oil.The hard part about getting all

Yeah, You've Heard It Before.
I'm sure you have all heard about the name change. Blah. I think it looks like shit now. I didn't want people to find me. Why else would I put a lame location and have symbols in my name? Anyway, looking at Scrapper's blog, they didn't really ask many people about this change.   Hence my status. I would kind of like to see everyone that wants the  symbols back to put their old name as their status. What do ya think?   I know, I know...LAAAAME!!

7 Kinds Of Sex (repost)
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex.* This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face    The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex.* This is when you have been with your partner for  a short time and you are so needy you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen.    The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex.* This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom.    The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex* This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say 'screw you.'      The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex.* Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night.(Very Popular)     The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex.* This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone.And; Last, but n

Buy Me
Every once come add my home girl so yall can bid on my pic in her auction.. her profile to add is http://fubar.com/2722077 once you have added her look for my pic in her auction folder name is Own My Azz. my pic link is... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1805867&albumid=1985805&i=3407355295&idx=0 now come buy my ass ty ppl

Love
with everything said about love and caring about a person..... what is love ??? really.....what is it? i always thought for the person u love n care for u would b willin to fight no matter what or whom it is even if it is fightinthe person themselves so what is it??? bcuz im so dumb i dont even know wut it is appearently. i always thought love was fighting to stay no matter how hard everything gets. also helping to change each other and talk to each other no matter what it is. saying the words i love u is actually meaning those words not throwing them around one second n then the next just give up on something like its nothing. i believe if there was any love in the first place  both parties would b willing to change and after givin ur all thats when u can call it quits. would someone plz explain to me if i am wrong..........bcuz if im willin to change n prove myself why wouldnt the other person?? isnt it bcuz that other person never loved me in the first place???!!!???!!! i dunno mayb

Off Day Today.
anyone else having one? My daughter flushed my only tweezers down the toilet, couldn't get on the computer for a while, the lawn mower kept getting stuck, and i felt odd but it was so hot so i mowed the lawn in my two piece top wtih a button up shirt open and pants.  lol better than what i would have mowed in if i didn't do the laundry. bike shorts buttun up shirt and swim top lmao.

Where Did My Symbols Go In My Name?
Many of you are asking where the symbols in your name are? We removed them? No it is not a conspiracy. It just looks better. We were very diplomatic about it. An overwhelming majority think the symbols are as annoying as I do :) To the haters...you will get over it. We had an unofficial official vote. It is nice to be able to read your names now. Please vent it out it here..... .....It'g going to be ok. I promise. Thanks for your support Scrapper NOTE: If your blog comment does not get posted, I keep getting this error message saying ERROR: You have reached your blog comment limit. Please drive through :)

Life Of The Par-tee
He was poppin’, lockin’, spinnin’, and pumpin’.  Hair spiked high in the air, he was channelling his inner Jersey Shore.  As his hips gyrated and legs contorted, it was clear all the 40-something aged Snookies in the audience wouldn’t stand a chance.  He was exhibiting the Mating Dance of the American Douchebag … at a golf tournament.    Yes, it was once again time for the Phoenix Open.   The Phoenix Open is Arizona’s main PGA event of the year and quite possibly the biggest spectator event to hit the area.  On tournament weekend, over 400,000 people will go to witness the affair.  None, save about 30 of them, give a shit about golf.  It’s really just an excuse to go get obnoxiously plastered while wearing khakis and a sweater vest.   In local circles, there are two primary reasons to go the tournament – the 16th hole and the after golf party at a place called “The Bird’s Nest”.  The 16th hole happens to be

Today Was Totally .......natasha
Go to www.urbandictionary.com and look the meaning of your name, then post it as a blog cats and kittens.:) 1.The name Natasha (Russian) means Christmans Day or birthday. It is usually used to portray desirable and enviable female characters in film, literature, etc. Most Natasha's are beautiful. They exude mystery and seduction. Tabitha: I don't like that girl, Natasha. Robert: She's hot!!! I would love to bang Natasha!!!! Tabitha: She looks like a slut! Robert: You're just jealous  2.A woman of outstanding beauty, intelligence, and grace. That girl is totally a Natasha . 3.the most awesome person ever. shes so much fun to hangout with and i love her

For My Nephew That Never Got A Chance At Life
You was not known by to many. But you was loved by alot. It is not fair that you didnt get a chance to live life and experiance the joys of life. You had brought joy to alot of people with out even knowing. I am proud to say I am your uncle. I will hold the memories of you close to my heart for the

My Drug
Took a *WHAT DRUG ARE YOU MOST LIKE* quiz today on facebook and here was my results.......     well well well.... couldn't have been any closer to the truth that is for damn sure You are Acid. Definitely very conventional and very predictable- you probably own a minivan and beige slacks. Just playing, you weren't expecting that now, were you? Or maybe you were... you never know with someone like you. You're vibrant, creative and well, insane. Yo...ur perception of reality differs from everyone else. Your relationship with the world is very love/hate. Not everyone understands you, which isn't surprising because you don't even always understand yourself. But there are times were you've figured out the universe. Temperamental? Yes. Bizarre? Unquestionably. But very, very intriguing.

It's Electric
Montesano, Wash. (AP) -- Authorities believe a Washington man was killed by accidentally urinating on a downed power line after a car crash. Grays Harbor County sheriff's Deputy Dave Pimentel (PIM'-en-tel) said Monday 50-year-old Roy Messenger was not seriously hurt after he collided with a power pole Friday and called a relative to pull his car from a ditch. However, family members found Messenger electrocuted when they arrived. Pimentel says Messenger apparently urinated into a roadside ditch but didn't see the live wire. The urine stream likely served as a conductor, allowing the electricity to reach his body. Pimentel says there will be an autopsy but burn marks indicated the way the electricity traveled through Messenger's body.

You Can Help...go Greener !!!
It is now a common sight to see shoppers carrying their own reusable shopping bags to the grocery store. That is fantastic, and such an easy eco-friendly action for most of us to take. Still, there’s a ton of material we continue to schlep home when shopping — the cellophane, unrecyclable bags, plastic, and cardboard used in the packaging of many common items. Much of this packaging is unnecessary, but manufacturers know that flashy packaging translates into increased sales. As of 1994, the European Union requires manufacturing companies to take back and recycle at least 60 percent of their packaging waste, including that used for food items, thus taking the burden off of the consumer and local communities. No such incentive for reducing packaging exists for manufacturers in the U.S. or Canada. As consumers, there are a number of items we can use or purchase in order to reduce our consumption of excess packaging: Bring a travel mug whenever you go to your favorite coffe

Think Spring!
I'm thinking positive. :-D

Why Are All Females Bitches?
It's funny, people tell me to be optimistic that things will happen, that people will be nice to me.  BULLSHIT!  I met a girl last night, she said that she wanted to talk and get to know each other, not even 12 hours later, she wants nothing to do with me.  Funny, I'm smart and have a college education, she didn't, I don't have kids, she does.  It's amazing that someone can tell you that they want to get to know you, and expect you to accept them for who and what they are, and when you do, they tell you that they don't want to talk to you again.  I just don't fucking get it.  Why does everyone have to treat me like shit?  Why do people judge me on the outside, instead of the inside?  Why is it okay for someone to treat me like that, but if I don't answer, or something stupid, it's my fault for everything.  I think from this point on I'm just going to treat everyone like an ass, that way, I can't get hurt, and no one can say I was doing this, or wasn't doing that.  I"m better off single

Sadness And Pain
I am very sad and hurt about something, usually I do not get emotional about things but this has really gotten to Me.I do not know really how I can convey how hurt I am, I mean when I heard about it, I won’t lie it brought a tear to My eye. I could not stop thinking what would I do, where would I go, how would I deal with it.So I shall spill My emotions now and hope you will not judge Me.How will I deal with this?Who will help Me with this?Where will I go?…now that the local porn shop is closing  

It's Back!
Most of you who read my blogs probably read Hanna's blog. With her being gone I find that I not only miss her wit and twisted humor, but the recipe blog. I watched approximately 5 hours of Hubert Keller's Secrets of A Chef on WTTW yesterday and just printed about eleventy of his recipes to try.  So I decided to start up this blog.  Once I have tried a recipe I will post it (with any tweaks I may have made) and I will also try and put it into sparkpeople first so it will include nutrition information. Feel free to message me with any recipes you would like to share.  I will be trying to keep the recipes I post fairly healthy, but I am always open to any recipe. It might be a bit before I post the first one since I just recently shopped and made a ton of soup and stuff, but get your ideas in if you have em!

Sex , No Lies , No Videotape :)
As some of you may allready know. My wife was in a car accedent a few years back.  My wife and I are in a open relationship. We are looking for new friends n maybe a lover. It has been very hard 4 us and our sex life has sufferd. I take great pride in pleasing my wife before I please myself. The fact is this, it hurts her every time we make love, so as it is very hard for us. We are looking to meet new single ladies and couples. Preferably over 21 and under 40. we live in the Seattle Wa. area. First we would like to meet and start out as friends and then possibly move into a sexual relastionship of sorts. We are STD free and we do drink, and smoke. Just the way it is. We love to go camping, hanging out in our back yard for BBQ's n lil campfires. Yes we have kids n pets. No we are not looking for one night stands. If this sparks your intest, leave me a message in my inbox, and we can go from there. No salute , dont botther peace

Salty Tears
             SALTY TEARS                                                                                                                     SAILING IN THE DARKNESS BEORE DAWN   FLOATING UPON THE SEA OF ANGUISH   SILENT WINDS LEAVE MY SAILS UNDRAWN   MISERY IS THE SHIP UPON WHICH I LANGUISH             TOSSED UPON THE WAVES OF DESPAIR             SUROUNDED BY THE MISTS OF SORROW             CHILLED BY THE DAMP NIGHT AIR              COVERING THE HORIZON CALLED TOMORROW   WOUNDS INSIDE DROWN HIDDEN STAINS   FLOODING HEART FULL OF DOUBTS AND FEARS   COURSING THROUGH THIS VALLEY OF VEINS   RAGING UNRELEASED MY SALTY TEARS                BARING MY SOUL AGAINST A WORLD DYING                 SCREAMING MYSELF I HAVE FORGAVE  

Some Prose (minnesota 2010)
I was cut loose from purpose.Riding the train to downtown Minneapolis, heading for...somewhere.  Snow was everywhere.I got off and walked aimlessly until I found a little cafe in the mill district that doubled as an art gallery, or maybe it was the other way round. I sat at the counter and ordered a Reuben sandwich, my first one ever.  It was particularly good, as was the coffee.The waitress was to my eyes a personification of this city.  She was unpretentious, and her smile and humour was natural and geniune.Some guy working out back shouted random delirious comments and the regulars laughed good clean and hearty laughs.I watched the snow falling silenty outside, and wanted to stay there forever.  A peculiar sensation washed over me as I looked at the apartments for sale across the street, that everything was beautiful here.  That if I stayed long enough, my purpose would return and I could breath again.I was awoken from my woolgathering by the waitress asking "You want some more coff

Frazzled
Dear reader, You might not know this about me but i have one feeling....   JUST ONE   GOT IT GOOD!!!   OH PS: I think family is retarded so I will be deleting it within the next 3 minutes   YES IM HAVING A TANTRUM IM PREGNANT TRY STOPPING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   FUCK YOU ALLWicked   PS random boob pictures might just help alleviate my ignorance

Survey
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Family.
To those who are in my family list and don't talk to me at all or only come to me when YOU need something, I have deleted you off my family list. Don't be mad about it. I don't see the point in keeping someone in your family that can't be a little more respectful. Does that make sense. If I deleted you and you didn't want to be deleted then come talk to me about it. My lists need trimmed down anyways.

Nascar: Points Options For A Better Change?
With so many controversies over the points in NASCAR Sprint Cup Series, I was thinking of a better way or at least a different way to break down the points in order to make the winner garner more points than those who are just able to lead laps only to lose the race.The following is how I am recommending they break down the points and pay close attention to the All Star Weekend/Bud Shootout Points that are added to provide those who make the weekend a small advantage.     http://www.rantrave.com/Rave/NASCARPoints-options-for-a-better-change.aspx

I Couldn't Just Ignore This...
ok, this just grosses me out....what in the world do people get out of sharing pictures of their dicks TO THE ENTIRE WORLD, not even a select group of people, no you have to share with EVERYONE and please, ladies, explain to me how a picture of a dick smothered in it's own cum is attractive? have you never seen something like that before? does it just blow you mind? you're probably getting flashbacks to your middle school years slutting it up in the boys locker room. honestly...and i don't even do this blog shit but fucking christ! i mean don't get me wrong, i love dick just as much as the next chick on here, but have a little respect, what happened to the mystery of sexuality? i guess some people are just starved for attention...clearly they didn't get enough lovin somewhere in their childhood that they feel the need to share their junk with the whole world. that's what the "family" is for you know? you want to share your shit then by all means KNOCK YOURSELF OUT, but

Listen To My Weekend!
I went to the best show I've been to in a long time this Saturday.  It was at a place called Alex's Bar in Orange County.  There was absolutely nothing wrong with that show.  The bands were not only excellent as far as talent goes, but the showmanship was there too.  So I'm sharing the music.  I wanted to just put a playlist, but that's not really working out so well.  Yay, youtube! The Choke The Clorox Girls The Stitches The Cute Lepers      

Canon Finger Camera (repost) I So Want This!
These days, it seems as if cameras keep getting smaller and/or slimmer, but what if their designers thought outside the box? We've looked around for some of the most creative examples, like the Canon Snap above, and present them to you after the jump. Click here for first picture in gallery.   Canon Snap The Canon Snap is a tiny digital camera that can be worn on the finger, enabling users to snap pictures by pushing a conveniently placed button up top.

How To Make A Charm Bag
Select the material that you would like to use for your bag. Velvet, felt, or leather are good choices. You can also use cotton or any other fabric. Because of it's rich texture, velvet is a good choice for charm bags designed to bring money and prosperity to you. Select the color of fabric for your charm bag. The color you choose depends on the purpose for your bag. Pink is used for love. Red is used for passion or sex. Black is used for banishing and revenge. Blue is used for spirituality and healing. Purple is used for protection and also for psychic power. Gold is used for wealth and prosperity. Green is used for financial matters. White is used for purity and cleansing. It can also be used for spirituality. Other color associations that you may want to consider are: Silver for the Goddess Gold for the God White for the angels or your spirit guide. Green for fairies.

Life
welll its another day and here i stand alone ready to fight what ever comes my way and i know i will over come all cuss i know i am strong soo i say it here now u want some come get some cuss ill never back down

Wintersmith (airborn On Valentines 2010)
Written for someone who didn't deserve it.  Feel free to share it with someone that does... If I were the Spring-maker, The flowers would wear your scent, They would spread your sweet warmth, To all who walk among them, If I were the Spring-Maker. If I were the Summer-Lord, The sun would beam your smile, To infect each weary soul, That basked under your glory, If I were the Summer-Lord. If I were the Autumn-Spirit, Shrouding the land in silent mist, The wind would whisper your name, Bringing peace to all that listen, If I were the Autumn-Spirit. If I were the Wintersmith, Each snowflake would bear your face, They would fall like your kisses, and blanket the land in your beauty, If I were the Wintersmith.

Care To Chat .. !!!
add me if you wanna talk something now here lovemickey0605@yahoo.com see yah later :) im 22 , female from US

Whores
I Am One.  Go do whatever needs to be done to my benefactor.  Whoredom is mine for another 12 hours while im altruized

Flashbacks
Last night I was stuck on Deacons playlist,,,which gae me that oh so great nostalgic feeling for a bit..however it left many things in my head. So I will now leave them in yours...if you are near my age...you may get a few memories of your own ~Izod shirts(pastel colors) ~rubber ducky condom tshirts ~penny loafers..WITH the penny ~jelly sandals ~wicker sandals ~hammer pants ~puma tennis shoes ~ratted hair ~aqua net hairspray ~jolt cola ~zots candies ~sea monkies ~magic 8 ball ~Casey Kasem ~radio dedications ~Knight Rider ~ Miami Vice ~Ripped denim ~ Waynes World ~Encino Man  ~mullets And now for yourviewing pleasure/disdain whichever it may be.....  

Let Us Know
OK So I hear all Women Want to "DO" a Biker. I question if I'ts because the Biker Status Is that Of a Rock Star or A Wealthy Man! Tell Us what You Think! Leave details if you want.. It's your choice. Thanx for reading and all responses..  

I Dont Even Know
So this "woman" (and i use the word lightly) contacts me on facebook with the shit about something that was a total mind fuck a year and a half ago.. I told her to leave me alone and i didnt care about the shit one way or another.. if you saw the blog yesterday, you saw the convo. Anyway, someone else emailed her and gave her a piece of her mind, and they happened to be in the middle of it with me, so I get this email on facebook with more shit, so i clicked the stfu button on her..end of story right? WRONG, the twit fucking sends me an email on myspace! WTF, im being stalked from site to site? gimme a fucking break! and I have to block this bitch on myspace too! now, unfortunately im probably gonna have the bitch fucking with me from fake accounts here, so if i have to put my profile private i will, because some of you refuse to do a salute, so thats not gonna work lol what the hell is wrong with some people? arg!

Two Haiku(s)
You find enchantment, In the strangest of places, But illusions fade. An gentle Diva, Easy and without pretense, Always brings a smile.

Monday Humor
Two 90-year-old women, Rose and Barb had been friends all of their lives. When it was clear that Rose was dying, Barb visited her every day. One day Barb said, 'Rose, we both loved playing women's softball all our lives, and we played all through High School. Please do me one favor: when you get to Heaven, somehow you must let me know if there's women's softball there.' Rose looked up at Barb from her deathbed and said, 'Barb, you've been my best friend for many years. If it's at all possible, I'll do this favor for you.' Shortly after that, Rose passed on. A few nights later, Barb was awakened from a sound sleep by a blinding flash of white light and a voice calling out to her, 'Barb, Barb..' 'Who is it?', asked Barb, sitting up suddenly. 'Who is it?' 'Barb -- it's me, Rose.' 'You're not Rose. Rose just died.' 'I'm telling you, it's me, Rose,' insisted the voice. 'Rose! Where are you?' 'In Heaven,' replied Rose. 'I have some really good news and a little bad news.' 'Tell m

Poem Of The Day...030110
Go beyond dreams Go beyond pains Go beyond stress Only then will you be free.

Jason Comes Alive!
So, for those of you not in the know, I sing--if you want to call it that! Ahem, sorry. I was just trying to anticipate your reactions. Anyway, this weekend, I performed in a cabaret show with the pops chorus/show choir that I'm part of. It was my first non-karaoke solo performance--if you want to call it that!--and I thought some of you all might want to hear it. Or you might have detainees you need to torture. It's a multi-purpose recording. Either way, you can listen to it here. I can't figure out how to (or if I can) embed it from Posterous, so you'll have to click the linky. Enjoy!--if you want to call it that!

Don't Be Afraid To Be Who You Are,no One Matters But You Anyway!
There are times when you need to think about what you say before you say it or how you carry yourself in front of other people! But that doesn't mean you've got to keep your thoughts or your opinions to yourself! Hell No!  Just be ready and willing to except what your told back in return however it maybe!

In Remembrance Of Mom
My Mom, whom passed away kind of suddenly, on January 29th, 2010, God Bless Her.... had an awesome hobby of selling all kinds of jewelry on Ebay.... her hobby took off & she opened a store there on Ebay, 4 years ago and was doing really well with it..... I know my Mom would want me to keep this store up and running for her, as I am and will, the best that I can. I know Mom will give me the insight, inspiration, and guidance I need, because not only is it a hobby, it's a second job! So in remembrance of my Mom..... (my guardian angel) If you need that special gift for someone, especially Mom, (Mothers Day is coming our way) check out the link below.... If you see something you like, let me know.... make me an offer. http://stores.ebay.com/The-Jewels-by-the-Sea-Store Thanks...much: peace & all that to all Have a good day! peace baby

The Law Is An Ass
Divided by law,Justice is blind so they say,My hurt is unseen.

Relative Distance (minnesota 2010)
Closer than ever,But still I cannot reach her,Perfect agony.

So Small And Mobile (usa 2010)
My life in a bag,In locker seven two one,Five bucks for the day.

Time To Spare (minnesota 2010)
I am killing time,Murdering the empty space,My soul is consumed.

Undead Wanderer (minnesota 2010)
Circling Zombie,Strangers are my companions,In between worlds.

Skins
I'm having some problems with my damn photobucket account....again. All skins will be back on the 7th. I apologize for the inconvenience.

Turf
There have been several people who have left the turf and  as much as it does bother me I have to draw some lines here... I would really like all of us active players to get together as soon as possible and discuss how we would like things to go in our turf ... What expectations do we have of our turf members How do we handle conflicts from outside the turf and within Tonight we had some people leave, I had tried many times to explain that I didnt want unnecessary heat brought down on the turf as a whole... I dont see a need to antagonize turfs or the use of vulgar language... if they come into our home we have a right to defend it but there are also limits there, one thing we don't need to do is go looking for trouble in other turfs ecspecially without cause or reason  we dont need to disrespect others just cuz its funny...Like the name of our turf Id like to see us rise from the ashes  and show people that we can play this game with a sense of respect as well as fun, but we ne

A New Journey
I have often thought of what I would do if I finally got the chance to start life again.  Now I have my chance to find out.  The end of 2009 gave me many setbacks, many finishes of parts of my life.  Now though, I look back at those, and do not dwell on what was closed, but try to look ahead to what has been opened. My life had crumbled down around my feet, but someties that is what needs to happen in order for you to rebuild.  I've looked at what I was for the past ten years, and have found a person I find lacking.  The person I have been is not some one I want to be.  I have found though, that not all of what I was is bad.  In that time, I have discovered I am a good father, which is one of the few high points of my last decade. It is time though for me to take that which was good in that time, and keep it as I rebuild the person I want to be.  I do not know all that lies before me, but I shall take what is given, and try to bring back some one that I can look at with in myse

I Lay Here
I lay here, listening to the thunderous sound of silence. The silence fills my ears in inconceivable volumes. Volumes that cease to never go away.Away in the darkness I lay. I lay here, with thoughts continually traversing my brain.My brain that constantly seems to be in movement.Movement that never gives me the desired moment of peace.Peace which i so long for.I lay here, by myself in this empty house.A house that was once filled with love.The love that has gone so far away.Away, from me, from my mind, body, soul. I lay here, thinking long thoughts about my life.A life that thinks not for itself, but for others.Others that seem to in return give hurt.A hurt that not even time itself can heal.I lay here, begging to be freed from my burdens.Burdens that should be shared by many.Many who seem to be no where near.Near is where i need them most.I lay here. Hopeless, down, sad, alone.Alone in the darkness.The darkness where i lay.I lay here.

Generating Electricity With Alternative Energy
Generating electricity with alternative energy is now easier than it ever has been before. Technology is now available that allows the homeowner to build DIY solar panels for a few hundred dollars. Click here to read more - DIY Solar Panels and Magnetic Power Generator A complete solar system purchased and installed can easily exceed $20,000. Sure, you can get that cost back, but it will take decades to do. Doesn't it make sense to build your own system whereby the savings will be nearly instantaneous? Solar panels are made of several components. The panels themselves are made up of a series of solar cells. The cells absorb sunlight which is then used to generate electricity. The term for converting light into electricity is photovoltaic. And of course, for our purposes the light was provided by the sun. There are quite a few advantages to building your own DIY solar panels. The first that comes to mind for most of the savings on utility bills. 120 watts of electricity can be genera

Friends
I MISS MY OLD FRIENDS HERE ON FUBAR... DAMMM CANT FIND THEM.....

Joy To The World.
When I was upset as a child, my mom would grab me and dance while singing this song. I like dancing,  

"the Man He Wants Me To Be"
I will walk thru the valley without a tear in my eye; because of a man who gave his life that I shall keep mine.And for that love he has giving me I shall devote myself to him for all time. After being beating, tortured and then nailed to a cross to die,just so that someday I shall have internal life and walk by his side. He has giving me the straight, power and the will to serve him, to do his work by his will and not that of mine.With all his grace and glory that I may enter his kingdom and thru him that I may shine.

"the Best Man That I Knew"
The best man that I ever knewMet him back around the year of ninety-twoHe was an older gentleman I would sayCould have been around the age of sixty-eightAs I sat and talk to him, mostly of his life and the things he could doI knew that he was the best man I ever knewHe spent most of his life serving his country trueDoing his best at what he had to doHe went to war and return aliveWishing that more came home and hadn’t diedOnce he set his mind on what he wanted to doThere was nothing to stop him, not even you.I grew to know him as a great friendBut now as a granddad more as back thenNow he is gone and laid to restMe with no regrets cause I knew him as the bestIn Loving Memory, Granddaddy Riddle (1922-2009)

"thinking Of You"
When I wake in the morning light weary or delight all I can do is think about you.When I am home alone or out and about all I can do is think about you.As I sit in the sun light or gazing at the stars above all I can do is think about you.When it’s cold on the outside or cold within or hot on this side or hot on the other end still all I can do is think about you.When it dry and sunny or wet and raining still all I do is think about you.When my heart is filled with joy or hurting with pain, it really doesn’t matter because still all I do is think about you.When I am asleep during the day or at night, even in my dreams still all I do is think about you.Even when times are at its worst or when it’s even at its best, still all I do is think about you.In all the time there is, a day, a week, a month, a year, or even a life time, still all I do is think about you.Even in my doubts or when I know things are true, still all I can do is think about you.Love has no meaning if

"a Little Short Story"
I once knew this guy that I have known since I was old enough to remember. In fact I grew up with this person. He was one of those guys that kept to him unless it was necessary to do other wise. I watched this guy growing up from a dumb kid to a strong hard working man.As I watched this guy growing up, thing was changing all around him but he stay the same, at less on the out side. Now what was going on in the inside was something totally different. Come to find out one day that he was fighting for his life. Not the way as a physical thing but more of a mental thing, if that makes any since. See thru all the yeas of his life he spent it in thermal hell. He never let any one know about this because to him it would have looked as if he was weak.But as the years went by he got to the point that it was getting where the tormented mind was controlling him, and that started to affect ever thing around him. It got to the point that he was willing to end his own life, but even in that he faile

"a Changed Man
Their once was a man who went in to battle, so all could be freeHe was strong and mighty and fought as bravely as he could beHe knew what he was there for and what had to be doneKnowing each day that the end of his life could comeSo he struggle and fought hard and did the best he knewKnowing that when it was time to leave there would be only a fewThen there came that dreadful day when his service was no moreHe came home and seen and wonder, what was it all forNo one understood him and didn't even careFor what he saw here, was just what he left thereAs time went on and the years had pastHe was a different man but with the same maskHe struggle more and more each day as it went aloneAnd was dieing inside not knowing what was going wrongHe became hard and ugly, anger and mean, broken and evil for all to seeFor there was no pleasures, love and hope in his dreamHe was no longer the man he use to be.

Broken Hearted Girl
Broken-hearted Girl You’re everything I thought you never wereAnd nothing like I thought you could’ve beenBut still you live inside of meSo tell me how is that?You’re the only one I wish I could forgetThe only one I’d love to not forgiveAnd though you break my heart, you’re the only one And though there are times when I hate youCause I can’t eraseThe times that you hurt me And put tears on my faceAnd even now while I hate youIt pains me to sayI know I’ll be there at the end of the dayI don’t wanna be without you babeI don’t want a broken heartDon’t wanna take a breath with out you babeI don’t wanna play that partI know that I love youBut let me just sayI don’t want to love you in no kind of way no noI don’t want a broken heartAnd I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...NoNo broken-hearted girlI’m no broken-hearted girlSomething that I feel I need to sayBut up to now I’ve always bee

A Pagan Child's Letter From The Teacher!
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Thomas,I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way, however, although she is a straight A student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address.Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the classroom with her pencil held in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her Art Class is in an hour and to please refrain from then to do any drawing.And speaking of Art Class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawing little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of Ring Around the Rosey! By the way, what does the term "skyclad" mean?Aradia has no problem with making friends. I always find her sitting outside during recess with her friends sitting around her in a circle. She likes to share her juice an

Wtf Is Going On!!
So.. i talked to him tonight... quite a bit... he wants to go out wed night again (whole group of us.. not a date)... i am like... um... maybe... and am like.. dood... yesterday you could barely talk to me..... but i didn't say that part LOL i dunno... i probably will.. i need alcohol I am SOO stressed out... it just hit me today that i could possibly have cervical cancer... i know my GYN told me... but... it JUST hit me.. i was crying at work.. blarg... few more weeks and i will know... my appointment is on the 17th.. on another note... my cat had her kitten.. there were 4.. one died..we tried to save it but poor little thing... so we have three babies... cute little boogers... i have a few pics to post in a bit... i forgot how little baby kitties are... though.. one of the little fuckers is fat.. i am naming him after Deacon LOL!!!

Feast On Sorrow
I've felt darkness closing in on me Chilling shadows surrounding me I've had the poison leak into my skin And it corroded my heart away Bled away Cut away Dark night of my soul... -Fear Factory

Fuck You
Hard to breathe my eyes full of tears, Thinking that I had forever, So many lies, told through the years, Looking back on never ever. You could say we'd be together, But the sad truth is That I know so much better.   Agony in my soul, There's a pain in my heart;  it feels as if, my life's been torn apart. Ripped to pieces,

Self Denial
ya know i keep telling myself that i don't love you anymore,  i tell myself that i don't need you, and i tell myself that i will be ok with out you, but the thing is certain parts aren't so easily convinced, my head is spinning out of control, on a one way course to hell, and my heart is in 6 million pieces, and it feels like the jagged shards are trying to come through my chest.  i have kept myself busy but i just can't stop crying, but i'll keep telling myself that i don't love you anymore.

Between The Pages...
Tucked between the pages lie,Your most innermost secrets discovered,A life of secrets a life of lies,A life of love, not to me, but to another.  Tucked between those sacred pages,I found your notes,Your secret rages.Your wishful dreams and high hopes. Buried deep between the pages,I found your secrets,I found your stories in different stages. I found your thoughts,I found your dreams,All left there to rot,Like silent screams. Tucked between those pages I found lies,And I found honesty,This you can not deny,Deep inside of the pages written… I found you..

New Poem
My pain is his happiness, I am alone, and depressed He is happy, and content I am sad, and in tears He smiles, and laughs I feel worthless, and unwanted He feels confident, and needed .. .. My body longs for his touch He is pressed against her My ears beg to hear his voice He can’t stand the sound of mine My arms are dying to be around him again He holds her tightly to him .. .. My heart is still in his hands

My Newest Poem
I want to run away. Be forgotten, kissed away. Escape to new levels of pain. Find my place in time. No point in staying sane, death is all to kind. When everything i ever did was invain. Bleed me slowly, kill me softly. I want to feel your pain inside of me. All around me, ingulfing me. Unite my fear on a pain-injected high. Feed me your lies. When you look at me what do you see? A worthless whore instead of me? If you loved me like you say, you would'nt use me this way. Hurt me anyway. Rip me up inside, just to pass the time. So it wont consume my mind. Lock me away, trapped with my self-inflicted crimes. Shatter my frame, I love the way you make me suffer in my shame. Play your games, take control of me. God i love your pain.

A Simple Wish
Out across the ocean,A ship there I do see.I wish my heart,It would take from me. A woman so beautiful,It longs to go to.A woman in my dreams,That woman is you. Please take it from me,A wish will take its place.A simple but true wish,For yours to take its place.

Open For Me
For your heart,Forever I will try.Tonight Again without you,In my dreams my eyes will cry. Each time I see you,My heart it falls once again.My love for you grows,Will yours ever begin. Forever in my heart,You shall always be.And I will wait for eternity.For yours to open for me.

Olympian Hard Bodies
Apollo, Bode, Lindsey, Gretchen and a whole host of Olympians won medals for their efforts. Now they can go out and turn this experience into dollars. One way to do that is to shed some clothes and show off their athletic hard bodies. If you’re vain like me then you wish you could look like they do. Check em out http://www.foxnews.com/slideshow/entertainment/2010/02/25/battle-sexy-gold?slide=19 BlastFM plays great music for hard and soft bodies alike. Enjoy yourself! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Where I Belong.
A glimse of her wasn't enough,I needed so much more.One momment in my eyes,Her memorey burned to my core. If I could even catch her eye,Would she see me in the same way.Could she understand my truths.What my heart has to say. I would raise her above all else,God the only thing above her.To put my heart with hers,A love which is so pure. How can I ever make her see,If I'm never in her view.To change her vision of me,That is what I must do. I will prove to her,My heart for her would always be strong.To her heart would always be true,And in her heart is where I belong.

Concerts 2009
1-10 Hot Rod Motor Mania Freedom Hall,  3-29 Black Label Society Madison Theater, 4-26 Dragonforce Bogarts, 5-15 3 Doors Down The Arena Corbin, 7-2 Gary Allan PNC Pavilion, 7-17 Daruis Rucker Elk Creek Vineyard, 7-25 Mayhem Festival Verizon Music Center, 9-15 Metallica US Bank Arena, 11-1 Miley Cyrus Rupp Arena, 11-21 Gary Allan Eastern KY Expo Center

Quixotic
quixotic\kwik-SOT-ik\  adjective; 1.Caught up in the romance of noble deeds and the pursuit of unreachable goals; foolishly impractical especially in the pursuit of ideals. 2.Capricious; impulsive; unpredictable.

My Heart
Theres this guy he stole my heart  never could i imagine id fall so hard, hes the one i think about both day and night though we are miles from each others sight. when he talks to me i feel all tingly deep down and side  like my hearts going to jump out and float with the tide. you see hes the one near and dear to me  holding to my heart the key.

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I never liked you, and I always will.  -  Samuel Goldwyn

This Tune Is Dedicated To All My Friends
I pray for better days to comeI pray that I would see the sunCuz life is so burdensomeWhen everyday's a rainy oneBut suddenly there's no more cloudsI believe without a doubtThat heaven sent an angel downAnd then she turned my life aroundYou know and I knowFriends come and friends goStorms rise and winds blowBut one thing I know for sureWhen it's cold outsideThere's no need to worry cuzI'm so warm insideYou give me peaceWhen the storm's outsideCuz we're in love I knowIt'll be alrightAlright it's alrightOooh...Now peace is so hard to findWe're terrorized and victimizedBut that's when I close my eyesAnd think of you to ease my mindYou take me to another placeThere's no more war (no more war)Just love and graceBaby you restore my faithI know the struggle's not in vainYou know and I knowThrough all the battlesBaghdad to IsraelThere's one thing I know for sureWhen it's cold outsideThere's no need to worry cuzI'm so warm insideYou give me peaceWhen the storm's outsideCuz we're in love I knowI

Love Story
LOVESTORY~~♥♥ A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty and he said no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away,tears streaming down her face. The boy grabbed her arm and said.... You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be withyou forever. I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die... ♥♥ ~~THE END~~ ♥♥....... I want a guy like that :(

What Popular Career Are You?
You Are an Astronaut You are not normal at all, and you could never do well is a typical office job. You are too brilliant for that! You have a strong sense of adventure. You really want to see the world... especially from space. You don't just dream big - you also do big. You are willing to work hard to get the career of your dreams. You are a very talented and special person. You seem to succeed at every project you undertake. What Popular Career Are You? Blogthings: We'll Tell You The Truth... Someone Has To!

Life/thoughts
If you are resisting life's goodness, then working harder at it will push that goodness farther away. Instead learn to let go and to allow. Simply generating more activity and energy will not help you of that energy is pointed in a negative direction. Choose to re/direct all the energy and awareness in your life toward those things you value most. If the results you are getting fail to bring fulfillment, do not seek to merely create more results. Instead find the path that truly your purpose. There is nothing to be gained from making life needlessly difficult. See the truth that life is beautiful, and align your energy and your actions with your very own expression of that truth. When you let yourself be yourself, richness flows easily and effortlessly and naturally through every moment. Your greatest accomplishments come from who you are. Let yourself be yourself. And you'll be as rich as anyone can ever be.

You Don't Deserve This By Debbie Schneider
You dont deserve this pain that makes you so sad, the people who drive you crazy and make you mad; You dont deserve to suffer at the expense of others, they should treat you with respect like they would their mothers; You dont deserve to hide away from this world and be secluded, you should be appreciated, loved, and included; You dont deserve to be all alone, emtpy and lost, for the love you offer is more than enough to cover the cost; of any friendship that you do deserve and are worthy of, be known that mine is based on true love.

The View
I am spending time in the shadows searching for the path less chosen for the path that takes me furthest from you   I have see your taint, smelt your bile yet I did not flinch maybe I should of, maybe I needed to blink now all I see is you and I am becoming weary of the view

My Opinion Of The New Avatar Policy
This is a rant, and is not intended to be disrespectful or offensive.  Do you think this new policy might be a little overboard?  I live in the desert and RARELY wear anything that isn't tank-top like.  Do I have to wear an oversized tent in order to get an avatar approved?  My previous avatar showed nothing sexual.  No boob, no nipple.  Some cleavage, shoulder, and HAIR.  Do I need to shave my head for an avatar to be approved? This policy really seems to send a double message.  An adult site, for consenting adults.  I can understand no tits or dick being in an avatar...but seriously?  What about skirts?  Are you going to ban skirts in avatar's too?  Or feet?  Some people get off on feet.  The same goes for lips, there IS a lip fetish.  There is also a hand fetish, an arm hair fetish, an eye fetish.  If you're trying to make this policy to prevent sexual arousal over an avatar, then it has already failed. As for the people with kids running around while they're surfing Fubar; perh

Just An Idea...
      This is ONLY an idea and not a definite plan yet....so don't get too excited.   I was thinking towards the end of August or so, having a Fubar family and friends BBQ here. Now obviously many of you couldn't make it due to finances, travel arrangements, distance, country you live in, etc....I am aware of this. But, for those that COULD actually make it.....would you want to IF I actually planned it and went through with it? Most of you on my friends and family lists know each other anyway and are pretty cool with each other, so it would be more like a friendly gathering. Finally placing energies with pics and internet personalities. Although anyone bringing their fudrama with someone else to my BBQ will be forced to leave and not in a nice way. I am not having that crap at my place. This is for fun, laughs, dancing, an all around good time. Just an idea and wanted to see if some people would actually want to come IF I did this.....   Let me know.....      

What Happened
what happened to the good all times. what happened to all those who said they were your friend but where are they now. wheres the true meaning of being a friend gone to and will it ever truly come back? we will never know til we show it.

So I Was Thinking...
So..like I said, I have been thinking.. Have you ever had a moment where you realized that a certain opportunity might pass you by if you don't grab it by the horns and take it RIGHT NOW! Well I have... And I am realizing that if I don't take an opportunity to do this right now, I might lose it forever. Besides I have eaten way too many vitamins. So I am ranting...and I miss him...and a bunch of other crap... So I have decided that I will get to that destination.. NAO. Okay maybe not now..but when I eat. I should pack more vitamins...

Bad Day
well its offical i have had one of them days you just wish that you never lived on this shitty earth. when all that seems to happen is everything falls apart around you. well not for me i got woke up at 8:30 in the morning to be kicked out of my home. wow what kind of dbags do that to someone without any warning at all!!!! FUCK THESE PEOPLE AND ALL THEY ARE ABOUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[date Threeish]
All that prep, all that possitive energyall culminating to well, 2 people spending a pleasant afternoon together. I kissed her hand when she said duck was her favorite. That sparked conversation several different directions. Caviar, wine, wit and in common. I just hope she thinks about me as often as I think about her. Oh, and aside from breaking a bowl and doing her usual face smoochingmy dog was in excellent form. I've invited her to the french restaurant and sushi... its not so much that I want to impress her, its that I'd go to these places more often if I had someone to go with. I don't know how she feels about me... or that she's in as much torment as I am. I highly doubt she does, that she is. Most unfortunate. Oh, and we're negotiating next weekend. I asked, she said.  

As Close As I Get To Poetry...
  Her eyes shine bright like little stars lighting up my world   Her smile so warm and loving I dare you to look away   Lips so sweet and sensuous kisses so heavenly   Skin so soft and blemish free my hands can't get enough   This face of hers, perfection how lucky a guy is me.  

"my Lyfe"
TO WHO IT MAY CONCERN,            I AM JUST WONDERING HOW LONG WILL IT TAKE ME TO GET USE TO MY NEW HOME? I HAVE JUST RECENTLY MOVED FROM RICHMOND, VIRGINIA TO FT. BRAGG, NORTH CAROLINA. I HAVE BEEN LIVING IN RICHMOND SINCE I WAS 4. SO THIS WHOLE ARMY THING IS NEW TO ME. ME AND MY HUSBAND GOT MARRIED DEC 21, 2006. WE FINALLY GOT BACC 2GETHER AFTER 4YRS. HOPEFULLY I MAKE HIM HAPPY...... I HOPE I NEVER PISS HIM OFF. I MOVED HERRE AND I DONT KNOW WHERRE ANYTHING IS. I AM HOPING I DONT GET TO HOMESICK. I AM ALREADY MISSING MY FAMILY.            I AM REALLY MISSING MY DAUGHTER. SHE'LL BE 2 IN JUNE. WHEN I WAS AT WORK ONE EVENING MY B/F AT THE TIME JUST TOLD HIS PARENTS THEY CAN KEEP HERR. DIDNT ASK ME NOTHING. BUT THAT'S HOW IT WAS THOUGH. SOMETIMES I WONDER IF PEOPLE WANNA DEFINE ME AS BEING A UNFIT MOTHER. IF THEY DO THEN THEY "CAN BLOW ME!" WELL ILL CHECK BACC LATER!!!!!! LOVE ALWAYSA. ROBINSON

Light Weight.
Last night I drank. Yep. The girl that doesn't drink. I was talking to Drunk1 last week and he tells me that I should try some Sailor Jerry rum. Me and the boyfriend go and get it. I had no intention of really drinking a lot and just wanted to taste it. I'd tasted spiced Captain Morgan a few weeks back and it wasn't bad. John tells me that since MY friend said we should get this, I HAD to take the first shot. We ended up taking it together. OMFG, that shit burns!!!! After the shot, he reads the bottle and then says that it's 92 proof. Captain Morgan was only 80. That probably had a lot to do with it. I mean he's a drinker and he even said it burnt. He was a little shocked because I was drinking the shots straight. No chaser and not mixed in anything.   By the second one, I was feeling a little weird. I was fine though. But by the third one, I couldn't walk very well and I was just starting to feel bad. I had one more and that done it. I started feeling really bad. The whole room

If I Could Fall Inlove
When I was young I fell in love She was a goddess With a world inside of her mind When she moved on Something went wrong She took my power And the love I had inside Now that I found you I don't know how to If I could fall In love again I'd fall in love with you If I could change A grain of sand Into a pearl I would I pray in time I'll come to find Away to break through And save this heart of mine You've waited long If you can't hold on I wouldn't blame you I don't think I'd be that strong What am I to do If I can't have you If I could fall In love again I'd fall in love with you If I could change A grain of sand Into a pearl I would You love me so Even though I don't know How do you deal With a man like me If I could fall In love again I'd fall in love with you If I could change A grain of sand Into a pearl I would I would, I would, I would

Heartless
Heartless lyrics In the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever toldSomewhere far along this road he lost his soulTo a woman so heartlessHow could you be so heartless?How could you be so heartless?How could you be so cold?As the winter wind when it breeze yoJust remember that you talkin' to me thoughYou need to watch the way you talkin' to me thoughI mean after all the things that we've been throughI mean after all the things we got intoHey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told meHey yo, I did some things but that's the old meAnd now you wanna get me back and you gon' show meSo you walk around like you don't know meYou got a new friend, well I got homiesBut in the end it's still so lonelyIn the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever toldSomewhere far along this road he lost his soulTo a woman so heartlessHow could you be so heartless?How could you be so heartless?How could be so Dr. Evil?You're bringin' out a side of me that I don't knowI decided we wasn't goin' s

Taking A Leave
To all my sweet loving friends. I am taking a Fu break for a while. For those of you that have my cell number call or text me once in a while. I hope that you wont forget me while im gone. I will be back I promise.

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Foolish Games
Foolish Games LyricsJewel You took your coat off and stood in the rain, You're always crazy like that. And I watched from my window, Always felt I was outside looking in on you. You're always the mysterious one with Dark eyes and careless hair, You were fashionably sensitive But too cool to care. You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say Besides some comment on the weather. [Pre-Chorus 1] Well in case you failed to notice, In case you failed to see, This is my heart bleeding before you, This is me down on my knees, and... [Chorus] These foolish games are tearing me apart, And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart. You're breaking my heart. You're always brilliant in the morning, Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee. Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you. You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones As I clumsily strummed my guitar. You'd teach me of honest things Things that were daring, things that were clean Things that knew what an honest dol

What Do I Have To Do?
What Do I Have To Do? LyricsStabbing Westward You make it hard to breathe It's as if I'm suffocating And when you're next to me I can feel your heartbeat through my skin It makes me sad to think This could all be for nothing I wish there was a way A way for you to see inside me I've never felt this way About anyone or anything … tell me What do I have to do to make you happy? What do I have to do to make you understand? What do I have to do to make you want me? But, if I can't make you want me What do I have to do? I know exactly what you're thinking But I swear this time I will not let you down I'm not as selfish as I used to be That was a part of me that never made me proud Right now I think I would try anything Anything at all to keep you satisfied God I hope you see what losing you would do to me All I want is one more chance… tell me What do I have to do to make you happy? What do I have to do to make you understand? What do I have to do to

New Fubar Rules ...what We In Grade School Now And Need A Dress Code???
scince when are we all in grade school and need a dress code... I wear my corseet as a shit i wear it to work i wear it shopping it is NOT ligerie if you can wear it to a bar what freacking right does fubar have to tell you it cant be your freaking defult pic....scince when id an adult site more anal retentive then myspace and face book?? if your freaking at work you should be damn well working not hanging on freaking fubar wasteing your time and bitching that a girl in a corset has scrolled across the top of your freaking screen ...i understand about nudity i even understand about racist and or sexist usernames but if all your goods are covered NOONE should be able to tell me what im alowed to freaking wear and tell me my everday wear is NSW

My Black Dahlia
Hollywood Undead My Black Dahlia Lyrics:I loved youYou made me, hate me,You gave me, hate see,It saved me, and these tears are deadlyYou feel that, I rip thatEverytime you tried to steal thatYou feel bad? You feel sad?I'm sorry, hell no, fuck thatIt was my heart, it was mylife, it was my startIt was your knifeThis strife it diesThis life and these liesAnd these lungs have sungThis song for too longAnd it's true, I hurt tooRemember, I loved you[CHORUS] And I've lost it all, fell todayIt's all the sameI'm sorry, oh, I'm sorry,(oh) I'm sorry, no, noAnd I've been abused, I feel so usedBecause of youI'm sorry, oh, I'm sorry(oh), I'm sorry, noI wish I could have quit youI wish I never missed youAnd told you that I loved youEverytime I fucked youThe future that we both drewAnd all the shit we've been throughObsessed with the thought of youThe pain just grew and grewHow could you do this to meLook at what I made for youIt never was enough in the worldThis world I gave youI used to be lovestruc

My Immortal
"My Immortal" I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along [Chorus]

Quickening Moon
This is the time of the Quickening Moon. It still feels a lot like winter. Many parts of the world are still covered in ice and snow. Even here in Central Florida we are having stormy winter weather. But winter will soon be over, and the promise of spring is starting to stir. Animals that will be born in the spring are growing inside their mothers right now. Underground, the seeds and bulbs lying dormant are starting to come to life. This "quickening" is like the first small stirrings of an unborn baby in its mother's womb. Not yet visible to the outside world, but there just the same. This moon is also called the Storm Moon, as this is typically the stormiest time of the year. But even though winter rages around us, spring is just around the corner. The winter months are a time of looking inward, of rest and rejuvenation. As spring gets closer, we get tired of being cooped up inside and long to be outside in the warmth and the sun. This is a good time for "internal spring cleaning". L

Cape Kiwanda Dive Oregon Usa
Located on the coast of Oregon, the ride is famous for its proximity to a beautiful coast on one side and lush green forests on the other side of the road. The long ride can eventually take you to the Cape Kiwanda drive, which is both beautiful and unique as you put your set of wheels through waves- quite literally!

Why? Its A Old!
Heather hey do you have yahoo? 5:09pmGreg i never use it 5:09pmHeather ah 5:10pmHeather have some pics for you to see 5:11pmGreg of? 5:12pmHeather I totally found out who "Jaymee" really is...the pics she said were of her are really of her niece Brittnee I go onto her younger nieces page (nikki) and she had them all over of her and her sister brittnee (That jaymee said was her) 5:15pmGreg I really dont care anymore, and if this is the only thing you want to talk about.. 5:16pmHeather um ok...just thought it would give you piece of mind sorry 5:16pmGreg it was over a year ago ffs 5:17pmHeather ffs? 5:17pmGreg for fucks sake 5:17pmHeather um...ok sorry 5:18pmGreg shes a crazy lying cunt, we know this... 5:18pmHeather yeah.. just messed up she was sending pics of someone under age...but its all good anyway 5:22pmGreg so you say that your friend tyson and her got married... and he never sent you any pics? 5:25pmHeather He was deployed for a year. She said

Hockey Is Canada's Game
Let us Pray.... Our Father, Who art in GM Place, HOCKEY be thy name, thy Will be done, *GOLD* to be WON on ice as well as in the stands, Give us this Day Our hockey sticks And forgive Us Our penalties, As we forgive those who crosscheck against Us. LEAD US Not into elimination, But deliver us TO VICTORY, In the name of... The fans, CANADA and the Holy Puck.... ...**AMEN**

Seward Highway- Alaska
While Alaska is technically USA, The Seward Highway extends 127 miles (204 km) from Seward to Anchorage and offers the best view of this unique land and its special topography.  

Red Rock Scenic Road Usa
This route passes through the Coconino National Forest, Red Rock Country and the Montezuma Castle NationalMonument. The beautiful road is known for providing the best view of nature’s beauty around Arizona.  

Transfagarasan Road- Romania
Many consider this stunning and breathtaking road clad in natural beauty as the road that leads you to the sky. It runs North to South across the tallest sections of the Carpathian Mountains, between the highest peak in the country, Moldoveanu, and the second highest, Negoiu. Yes, in the way you also can stop at the castle of Vlad III the Impaler, the king who inspired Bram Stoker's Dracula character. Welcome to Transylvania- Dracula Land baby!

The Real Deal
SO HERE'S THE DEAL.  BY NOW, AT LEAST SOME OF YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN HELPING A FRIEND IN HER CONTEST. IT'S PRETTY CUT AND DRY. THE MORE RATES WE CAN GET ON HER CONTEST PIC, THE LESS COMMENT BOMBING IT WILL REQUIRE TO WIN. WINNER IS DETERMINED BY TOTAL OVERALL POINTS. I HAVE BEEN BOMBING AND HAVE HAD A STATUS ASKING FOR A RATE FOR A WEEK NOW, AS WELL AS MY BLOG (# 7 BLOG ON FU BY THE WAY) BULLETINS THAT DON'T GET READ. I'VE ALSO BEEN ASKING PEOPLE ON MY FRIENDS LIST IN THE SHOUT BOX IF THEY WILL RATE THE PIC.  I SIMPLY WILL NOT ENTER A SHOUTBOX OF A NON FRIEND AND ASK FOR A RATE, NOT MY STYLE.  I GUESS MY QUESTION IS.. WITH THE BLOG, PAGE STATUS, BULLETINS AND PEOPLE SEE ME COMMENTING A PIC OVER AND OVER AGAIN ... WHY DO I HAVE TO GO SO FAR AS TO ASKING YOU IN YOUR SHOUTBOX FOR 1 RATE IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST?  I AM NOT EVEN GOING TO GO INTO DEFINITIONS OF "FRIEND" I AM JUST GOING TO SAY THIS ... IF YOU'RE ON MY LIST... YOU CAN ...... (1) RATE THE PIC OR  (2) REMO

Guoliang Tunnel
Guoliang Tunnel located high up Taihang Mountains in China. The road is like a little cavern on the side of a mountain with holes of various shapes and sizes acting as windows. The road will offer you a journey and a view like none other in the world as you feel transported to an ancient and mystical land. If you want a safe way to experience how it feels like when hanging from a bottomless cliff, then this is your best shot!

Alantic Road Norway
Dubbed and voted as the Norwegian construction of the century, this five-mile stretch along highway Rv64 between Molde and Kristiansund. The road is anything but even and riding above some real rough waves is a thrill like none other. The road itself surges up and falls down much like the tides at different places, making it a perfectly safe, yet totally exciting ride.

North Yungas Road
I’ve had some weird dreams in my youngster years where I would be driving on a scary, narrow road similar to this road of death in Bolivia. Of course, this would be one of the places avoid when traveling.  Heck, I don’t even have the nerve to travel Africa yet. The Road of Death, properly known as the North Yungas Road, is the only road connecting several small villages in the Yungas region of Bolivia to the rest of LaPaz and the outside world. In Spanish, the road is known as El Camino de la Muerta (the Road of Death).

Its Raining Its Pouring
its raining its pouring9/10 emcees today redefine boringi get tired of explaining the fact that we're changing...the fact that yer not,the fact is yer caught,in gunclap fantasiestellin lies dramatically,this is not the futurenever was and never had to beprepare for succession,the torch must be passed,seek and find directionfrom lessons of the pastset a new courseforge a new pathwe are not the first to do itand  wont be the lastteachin to the youthinnovation as a taskto solidify their futureswithout putting on a maskthey dont have to rob and steal so stop teachin that in rapsaint a damn thing wrong withbelieving in what you dobut listen to yer messagecause they believe in you..   Rainy Dayz

Honesty Please Read And Please Please Comment
I tend to get into moods where I question everything in my life. This happens to be one of this times. Unlike many people that I have met whether it be in r/l or fubar...when things don't seem right...I look at myself rather than to assume it is others causing my confusion. Deep soul searching tends to flood my mind more often than I think it should. (Not sure if this is healthy or not). In a time where talk show guests blame their ,parents,society,government,wealth and just about any other reason you can think of, for the miseries of their life. I choose to heap all questionable actions that pertain to my life on my own shoulders (deservedly or not) before passing it onto others as a way of justification. I just like everyone else am far from perfect and never claim to be. Which brings me to my number one concern in my life....Honesty. I consider myself to be well spoken and educated. Along with that standard I realize that honesty has it's place and is subject to what I call si

Things.....
well things have up and changed again. Getting divorced, moved back to my hometown, yeah going through some life altering stuff right now. Hopefully be getting done soon.

You Help Brighten My Day
Because of you my Friend  loved Just when I think I am at my end You come along, you my friend Making me smile and giving me hope Just enough thought to help me cope   The word that you type or the one that you say The heart filled worries, a hug, as you pray Sending me wishes of hope and dreams Understanding me, even if I don't know what, I mean   Looking out for me in your own little way Making me smile it brightens my day You help to wash away all my fears Your kind words dab away my tears   To have you as a friend is hard to believe Yet knowing you're their brings such relief So a big Thank you for all you have done Know you have helped me a lot today, Hun.       copyright©Karen E. Fryer 2007

Joke.. No Offense To Anyone!!
Two hillbillies are sittin at the bar drinkin their beers and talkin to each other about their day at work on the pig farm whensuddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. And, after a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, 'Kin ya swallar?'The woman shakes her head no Then he asks, 'Kin ya breathe?' The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no.. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up her dress, yanks down her panties and quickly gives her butthole a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the Hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His buddy says, 'Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver' but I ain't niver seed nobody do it!'

The First Cut Is Not So Deep
I'm sitting hereStaring at the blade beside meI try to cutbut everything inside defies me The harder I push the weaker I becomeI can do everything elseWhy not this oneThis one thing I try and I fail My skin is burning from the pressureThe knife sliding against itI look down hoping to see blood from the fissurebut there is nothing  

Life....
First off this is a social site, your gonna have those that play games and tell you one thing and do another its just like life. If you have to be 2 and get pissed of because this one chooses to leave your current location and go, then thats on them not the other place, because honestly if they were happy there they wouldn't have left the first one in the first place, get the fuck over it. But to tell someone that your not gonna be friends with them if they work here or there thats petty and bullshit. What lounges and Mafia members/players do has nothing to do with there members or even other staff. Cause if your gonna judge me, then you weren't honestly my friend in the first place, and should go, personally this site has no reflection on REAL life. Those that sit here 24/7 need to step up and get a job and a life. Take the drama up with them not me. Cause some of us don't play games or lie, life is too short to be petty. I am still gonna go to bed with a clear conscious. Get my point

Say Something Or Shut It...
Ok Ever come into contact with a guy that showed interest in you.... but you werent the only one? Have him play you in front of  a lot of people?  Should you say something or shut it?

Toy
TOYDo I look like a fucken jack in the box to you?Am I just a inadement plaything?Is my heart filled with stuffing for you to tear out?Do I say what you want with a pull of the string?Am I made with metal, is my smile painted on?When you break me, do I go back together?Am I made of rubber, expected to bounce back?Do you like my head better when its severed?Are my eyes made of glass? No depth to them, are they dead?When a newer toy comes along...will I get thrown under the bed?Can I expect to be forgotten after being your friend?You cried to me, lied to me, only to drop me in the end.Do I not cry tears? Do I not have a heart that shatters?Are you done playing with me now? Like it even fucken matters...You're lucky you had me for as long as you did...You're lucky to even have known me.And now that I'm gone out of your life and you choose to disown me...I'll hold my finger high in your faceand you can take your cold heart to the next oneTo play with and then throw away As soon as youre do

Trippin
TrippinThe silent whispers that surround meNoone seems to hearThey come from all directionsBut none are really clearA room full of peopleall eyes are on meAs the whispers become louderI put my hands over my earsThe noise is making me psychoticIts deafening to hearThe whispers turn to laughteras they watch me squirm and sweatPerspiration drips from my browmy shirt begins to stickMy stomach is turning, feeling emptyLike a bottomless pitMy legs are getting weakerI feel like I could fallThe only thing preventing thatIs leaning against this spiked wallMy body is vibratingfrom the core to my fingertipsI feel so damn thirstyas I constantly lick my lipsPeople brushing by me seem to stop and stareThey smirk at me and chuckleThen they suddenly disappearMy eyes are feeling heavythe lids pulled down by weightsI just want to rest, I want to sleepI want to go and dreamOf puffy clouds and pretty colorsAnd purple flowing streamsI want to collapse my bodyGo and find a floor to lay downAnd shut out the

This Saddens Me.
At the Federal level, in the USA, and in academic circles, program goals and definitions of giftedness are constantly being revised to reflect changes in social and educational reform philosophies. The trend over the past five years (since the 1994 legislation was passed), has been to eliminate separate programs for intellectually gifted children in favor of programs "providing a challenging level of academic study for all children." Thus, appropriate identification of intellectually gifted students is becoming less and less of a priority in the schools. Your child may not be "identified" as gifted for the simple reason that there are no special programs or services for gifted children. The phrase "all of our children are gifted" is a red flag that should alert parents to the lack of a gifted education program, a lack of understanding regarding the needs of gifted children, and the lack of a school-based identification program.     Notes: Children from poor socio-economic back

Lets Dream
I sense it in the darknessI feel the threatening stareI know that he is out thereBut I cant tell exactly whereMy senses are supposed to guide meBut they confuse me insteadTheir over alertness  scares meAnd I wonder if its all in my headThe feeling of being followedThe paranoi of my fearAs I pick up the pace and start runningMy nightmare becomes clearI hear more than just my footstepsI hear him chasing after meI feel him breathing down my neckAnd I look back but there is nothing to seeSo I stop and  stare in confusionI think Im going madI walk backwards in disbeliefAt the experience I …think…I just hadThen a calmness overcomes meIm surrounded by a peaceful glow All fear and terror subsidesAnd love is all I know…I suppose a dreams a dreamA nightmare is just thatLife is full of good and badAnd death is just a statDeath is for the livingWe live just to dieBut dreams are for all everywhereIf only all would try Java, July 15 2008

In Vain
IN VAINDid you ever wanna disappearand leave all of it behind?Did you ever dream of contentnessthat is impossible to find?Did you ever want to close your eyesand see nothing but white mist?Leaving behind all the blacknesswalking away from the dark abyss.Moving further towards the lighttill the shadows disappearLetting go of the hatred, sadness and hopelessnessSaying good bye to all your fears.When you reach it, you can touch the lightIts peaceful, youre contentYou feel warm and safe and happyForgetting all that was before you went...Looking down from your havenYour smile starts to fadeThere is ruin left behindWitness the sadness that you madeChildren crying, where is mom?Why'd she leave us, what'd we do?Were we bad? Were we mean to her?We should have done what she asked us to..Friends confused and shakenShaking their heads, wiping tearsThey never saw it coming,Though it was building up for years.Brothers and sisters wanting more timeWishing they would have seen her moreIt had been mont

Its Not About Love At All
ITS NOT ABOUT LOVE AT ALLHave me, take me, break meDo with me what you mustIf it cant be about loveI’ll settle for the lust.I can transform itI can fool myselfInto believing you still careEven if all we shareIs thisI’ll take the kiss of passionIf that’s all you’ll giveI’ll share my body with youOffer it up to youSacrifice my wants and needs…In the meantime, I’ll hang on to hopeOr better, wishful thinkingThat the more I give, the more you’ll wantThe more I tease, the more I taunt…The longer I hang onto youThe more I keep you nearYou’ll stop fighting it..meYoure true feelings will come clearIf it can’t be about loveLet me be your habitGet high on me with every breathLet me cloud your mindLet me be your drug of choiceLeave all the rest behind…Let me intoxicate youLet me be what you desireWhat you need, what you wantCome jump into my fire…Feel my heat, let it burn youLet it melt you to  a moldSo I can keep yo

Just Like Me
JUST LIKE MEShe sits and waits Pupils fixated on a spot she does not see Afraid to blink, afraid to move Almost too afraid to breath Staring into the darkness The blackness is all she can view She's done this many times over This ritual is nothing new Eyes so dry she cannot cry She has no tears left to shed She just cowers in a ball On the floor beside her bed She's so cold, her body shivers She pulls her legs up to her chest Rests her head upon her knees Lays her head down to rest Sleep will come although she fights it Eyes will close, mind will shut down At least then her dreams take over Her dreams of running far away from this small town She dreams of warm winds Blowing on her face and through her hair She dreams of looking out at the ocean She dreams of the smell of the fresh air She dreams of running barefoot on the sand In a white flowing gown She dreams of love and purity She dreams of ...falling down It ends so quickly... And somewhere between awake and dreams It all starts to

My Dad
I remembered the tyrant you once wereYou ruled with an iron handYoure rules were the lawRespect wasn’t earned, it was a demandYou saw fear as a way to control usAnd you used it all the timeYou never let us have a voiceOr even our own minds“What happens in this house, stays in this house”Was drilled into our headsGod, I wonder whyYou knew that you were doing wrongAnd you wanted to hide it behind the blindsDid you not think that we would grow upAnd eventually break free?Did you not see that keeping us on a leash all those yearsWould backfire…And eventually alone youd be? I hold no bitterness against youI just don’t understandThat you caused your life to be this wayWhen, once, im sure you were a good manBut now there is no tyrant in front of meBecause your spirit is all goneI hardly recognize youYou never joke or smileIts sad but I think that the broken man was hidingBut he was in there all the while Now you  are so differentI see  a withered old manI look a

In The Demons Eyes
In the Demon's Eyes"Be with me...trust me" Words she wants to hear Stupid, nieve, weak Words her heart fears. Heart worn on her sleeve open Ready for a fall What's one more knife through the chest? It hardly hurts at all... He uses, lies and cheats Just like the ones before She's adapted, she has had to Her heart has a revolving door Looking up from the ground seems to be where she resides Being trampled, stepped on, pushed around Trust you? Nah, you fucken lied. Now he keeps her hanging on Dangles her from his chain Wraps her aound his finger Takes advantage of her pain But who's fault is it? Why you cry? You show him how to treat you What you deserve, what you want him to be... He owns your heart, but, of course, you gave him the key... What are you going to do now? Cry? Offer yourself up to the demon? Is it easier to surrender? Afterall, you're only human. Excuses! Full of excuses Full of self pity and shame Suck it up, be strong Don't let the demon strike again. Mend your wounds to

Sunday Video Lolz...
Every video I see of this thing is ridiculous and funny….figured I’d share some Sunday lolz… Raptors Mascot Fail - watch more funny videos Well, my eyes are crossing from chasing bombs. I don’t know how people do this all the time. Lol. Hope everyone enjoyed Auto 11 weekend and has a great start to March! Peace…

[job]
J oh buh   not J aw buh   I just watched the last 10 minutes of Evan Almighty. And I thought to myself y'know what'd be great? If that team would re-tell the modern Job. I would laaaaaaugh my ass off. Especially if we could get Morgan Freeman back as God. Let's do the smitey, arbitrary, contradictoraly cruel and random God of the old testiment, enough of grampa hugsandlove. Or let's do that guy that had his wife turn into salt- and then his daughters got him drunk and fucked him YEAH! I guess what I'm getting at is... yeah there's a possitive christian message in these movies here, and I'm not going to knock loving thy neighbor, doing the best you can to improve this shitty world- but we can do the unbelievably unpleasant aspects of the bible in cinema too (like Passion). It would probably still be well received. Hell. I'll even write it for you. I won't even have the little asides and debates of the morning star and the lord of creation. Half of you wouldn't even catch that its a

Buy American ... While You Still Can
 If your reading this , and you are a United States Citizen. BUY AMERICAN.the largest purchases people make in life are thier Home , Education, and Vehicles usually .America is hurting financially , and its not all wall streets fault, or the poloticians.Americans send money out or this country every day. Nafta and other BS political scams have sold out our jobs. BUT we are losing the ones we have via buying foriegn. i dont know about you , but me personally . i do not really want to count on some tourist to come buy my burgers, wares, or stay in my hotel for a living. to each their own, but we are headed to a service nation. this Geat Nation was built Via the sweat blood and tears of hard working individuals , who fought for EVERY BENEFIT in the work place. our forefathers handed the next generations a great strong nation, and we have squandered it.OUT OF GREED . we were a nation of Families and community networks. we are now the biggest individu

Ermm Yup
because i realized that cutie didn't remember anything.. i didn't even give him a chance... i told him i understood he was drunk and all that i wanted out of him is a friendship... even if i DID have a little crush..     now he is acting all wierd around me.. when i am around he kinda just disappears..   UGH i hate men.. i give them an out and they get freaked

Blackberry Messager
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Bulletin
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Yes
Have I ever told youthat if I sit really still and silent,sometimes. I like to thinkI can hear your heart beatingin time with mine?Have I ever told youthat when I watch you speak to methrough lines and cords,and bytes and ram,I imagineyour voice,whispering into my ear?Have I ever told youthat I wait out each dayin anticipation,wantingonly an hour or two,just a second in space and time,to feel close to you?Have I ever told youthat there has been times,when I ached for you,ached for you so badly,that the emotions overwhelmed me..and so I sat and cried?Have I ever told youthat sometimes,I will reach out,touching your nameon this cold screen before me,wishingI could reach inand pull you to me?Have I ever told youthat after the first time I heardthe sound of your voice,thousands of miles away,I sat up all night,turning the conversation over and overin my mind,examining it,like some newly discovered species of flower?Have I ever told youthat I would give everything up,just for one nightto be

[date 1.5 ... 2? ... ]
  So yesterdays, I called up my ... "friend from work" *rolls eyes* (I'll get to that later) and gave her directions to get here. In about thirty minutes time I get a call "hey what are you doing tonight?" Stepping into my jeans in my almost-fencer's build, scrubbing my neck length copper hair I say matter of factly "absolutely nothing" "would you like to go see a play with me and (rommate)?" sure, what's playing what theatre, what will I owe you for the ticket? Details, etc etc I get there around 7, at which point I'm informed we're picking up her TRAINWRECK exboyfriend. DElightful. And apparently roommate's dozey younger brother has the tickets. We pick this kid up and first thought out of my head is "prescription drug abuser" ... seriously his speach is jumbled, his thought processes are incomprehensible,and he's trying for that whole "I'm so weird I MUST be brilliant"and he's not pulling it off. He slurs his speach, he actually starts speaking NONSENSEat one point...

How To Be A Gracious B*tch
Jennifer's wedding day was fast approaching. Nothing could dampen her excitement - not even her parent's nasty divorce.Her mother had found the PERFECT dress to wear, and would be the best-dressed mother-of-the-bride ever!A week later, Jennifer was horrified to learn that her father's new, young wife had bought the exact same dress as her mother!Jennifer asked her father's new young wife to exchange it, but she refused.  ''Absolutely not! I look like a million bucks in this dress, and  I'm wearing it,'' she replied.Jennifer told her mother who graciously said, ''Never mind sweetheart. I'll get another dress. After all, it's your special day.''A few days later, they went shopping, and did find another gorgeous dress for her mother.When they stopped for lunch, Jennifer asked her mother, ''Aren't you going to return the other dress? You really don't have another occasion  where you could  wear it."Her mother just smiled and replied, ''Of course I do, dear......I'm wearing it to the rehear

So Cunfused
Ok so I have known this guy for almost 9 years and he has been completely great to me like a big brother and just a few hours ago he stopped in and asked me if he could have a chance to make my life right I just don't know what to do I haven't been with a man in 3 years because of physical abuse I have been dating nothing but women and I think I kind of like him in a way but i'm not sure if i'm ready for it

Autobiography...sorta.
This was a writing that I had wrote "just for" Deviant art since those on My family list already read the autobiography I have in the folder [which is family only]. Since spinoza shitty comp tells him there is a virus on Deviant Art Website I said I would post it in a blog here.. Okay here ya go man now ya can read it. If ya program start saying you have a virus, maybe, just maybe it is time to delete all that homoerotic porn you have? This is NOT the same autobiography in the family only folder, so if you are on My fam list and read the biography this is NOT the same thing, it goes much more in depth on My opinions in certain subjects and is very much different than the biography in the family only blog Who am I?First and foremost I am a writer, usually writing poetry and prose pieces of whatever is on My mind at the time, which generally can be very long.I am not here for a popularity contest, I will not tolerate any hate or negativity crap, I can respect all races, religions, cr

Poem Of The Day...022810
Look beyond the problems To find your way from the dark.

Auction Plz Read!
WANNA BE IN MY AUCTION?? READ DETAILS AND FIND OUT HOW! :)*SEND ME 100,000 FUBUX*TELL ME WHAT PICTURE TO RIP*AND SEND ME A MESSAGE WITH WHAT YOU WANT TO OFFER :) THERE ARE ENDLESS POSSIBILITIES!!***IT'S THAT EASY!!!!!***THEN I'LL POST YOUR PICTURE IN MY AUCTIONS ALBUM :) AND LET PEOPLE BID ON YOU (BID IN COMMENTS PLEASE! WHATEVER BID IS POSTED HAS TO BE GREATER THAN THE ONE YOUR OUT BIDDING! HENCE THE POINT!)...ADVERTISE YOURSELF, THE MORE ADVERTISING THE MORE YOU'LL GET AS A BID. REMEMBER CASH BIDS GO FARTHER THAN FUBUX BIDS :)THE DAY THE AUCTION ENDS PLEASE LOGIN AND CHOSE YOUR WINNER!! EXAMPLE YOU'D RATHER HAVE A BOMB VS A HH. THEN IT'S UP TO YOU TO RECEIVE YOUR PRIZE AND DO YOUR DEEDS ;P HAVE FUN!!!! DON'T FORGET TO TELL YOUR FRIENDS :) SO THEY CAN AUCTION THEIR SELVES OFF TOO! ME IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS!!!!!!!

Searching For A Boi
Searching for a muscular bottom boi in Houston

Why Do We Need Health Insurance Companies Anyhow?
In the article below (follow the link) L.A. Times writer MICHAEL HILTZIK states pretty well why we don't. http://www.latimes.com/business/la-fi-hiltzik28-2010feb28,0,1011707.column If you have any sense, you'll read it and realize that besides the Republicans -- who would rather we all pay insurers an annual amount that's more than most of our mortgage payments, until we're dead -- one of the largest impediments to decent UNIVERSAL healthcare in this country is the insurance companies themselves.

After
After the ash has fallen from the inferno of passion's flame. After the bitter ending to happiness' reign. After the twisting, wrenching torment of pain. After time's rain has washed away the stain. After hoping for some sanity to retain. After failing that hoping for some to regain. After everything is done, will I still remain?      

Trying To Go
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Uh......toilet Paper? Lol
ok..well...so I didn't know fubar had blogs...not that i really write in any ...but.....i'm pretty darn bored right now and I doubt anyone would read this...but hey! i'm getting some typing practice and i get to do my daily complains on something!! yup i act like a grumpy grandma sometimes i bitch about almost anything that annoys me lol!!!! So uh...today huh...what a shitty day...like the rest of the days...Hong Kong's getting hot...whatever happened to our winter ?!?! yeah it sucks ass here.... Well I found out today that a Chinese Valentines Day exists...really ddin't know that...but as i've said before its just another day for them gold digging chicks to make an excuse to get their boyfriends to get them a gift....yeah totally lame right? And the sad part is...the guys actually don't mind...at least some don't...what fags!...lol anyways... UM...well what did i do today?....Literally nothing...I have homework to do but i have been saying that since Friday and I haven't even touch

Kendra
A brand new smile,I have seen today.One of the most beautiful,I've seen,in everyway. I hope I see its shine,For a long time to come.And it stays so beautiful,And it is never gone. Thank you for sharing it with me,And bringing it to my eyes.And now that I have seen it,I hope you never say goodbye.

Buni
It never crosses her mind,Exactly what she does to me.My world is so much brighter,When she is what I see. For now her heart,Belongs not to me.For now I am her friend,And that is what I'll be. If someday I have the chance,And my Gods are smiling at me.Her heart will know happiness,And its all she'll ever see.

Business Marketing Using Twitter
EgoTweeting: An eBook on Ego- and Business Marketing using Twitter

Auction
im in a auction...come check me out and see if you would like yo bid on me....thanks so much....kisses

Get Nekkid With Nekkid Radio
Join me for my Serene Sunday morning radio show at 7am eastern!!  Get connected & happy listening! Of course Stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/

Music
Create a MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Do Da Dance
What you kno bout this

C51 - On Fubar Feat. A Try On Fubar Grammer
C51 - On Fubar (Nelly - St Louie) REMIX FOR FUBAR (Easy to hear) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mGm4U8enTZM   C51 - On Fubar (Nelly - St Louie) REMIX FOR FUBAR (With Lots of dancing) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6GKXFnxYIzM   C51 - Fubar Grammer (Blooper) (Nelly - Country Grammer Remix) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=loiploaYwxU

I..
" the harder I chase, the more I lose it. "

Terms And Conditions Of Seeing My Pics In My Family
1 week 800,000 fubucks or 6 credit pack 2 weeks 1,600,000 fubucks 12 credit pack or blast 1 month 5,000,000 fubucks or 25 credit pack Never get deleted AUTOS BOMBS HAPPY HOUR VIP OR FUMARRIAGE PIMP OUTS 500K each

Hey, Guess What...
There's this AMAZING Lounge called The Drunken Bastard! built specifically for RP. There is so much to have fun with. If you love RP you really need to check it out. It's still small and could use more members. It's here: http://fubar.com/lounge/71048  and it's about this bar in a magickal village which is described in this link (or you can check it out when you visit): http://www.fubar.com/blog/329496/1102822 You MUST read and abide by ALL the rules, no exceptions. Rules are listed in a link in the tavern. If you're new and need help on the terms, there is a link in the lounge to help you understand more and feel free to ask questions, after all we're all new once. :) Please visit us!

Fu Mafia
http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=71902

Fingers Crossed I Hope This Can Happen
out of town by myself for the first time ever.  my daughter would stay with my mother and brothers, I'd take the train up to meet the parents lol at least i'm not getting married lmao.   fingers crossed that it happens as planned. shit i don't know what to bring, i'm glad my daughter will be here because honestly when i meet people the first time i end up talking more to her than to them and that's what i didn't want to happen.  oh god i hope i don't get complemented that's the last thing i need to end up talking and then a parent say you're cute next thing i know it i'm blushing and too shy to talk.   please one night meeting his friends let me get drunk lol.

In Love
Im in love with the best man ever. Hes so perfect for me. He is a big part of my world. I love this man with everything. He means the world to me and I want to be with him forever. He is so great, I know I cant ever love anyone as much as I love him. I swear this man is my first ture love. He is everything to me. He is my world. He means the whole thing to me, I never want to be without him. He is part of the reason I wake up in the morning. He is always on my mind. I love this man so much. He is my world. Baby if you are reading this yes you are my world, yes I love you so much, you are my all.

Music Jokes
A "C," an "E-flat," and a "G" go into a bar. The bartender says: "Sorry, but we don't serve minors." So, the E-flat leaves, and the C and the G have an open fifth between them. After a few drinks, the fifth is diminished and the G is out flat. An F comes in and tries to augment the situation, but is not sharp enough. A D comes into the bar and heads straight for the bathroom saying, "Excuse me. I'll just be a second." An A comes into the bar, but the bartender is not convinced that this relative of C is not a minor. Then the bartender notices a B-flat hiding at the end of the bar and exclaims: "Get out now! You're the seventh minor I've found in this bar tonight." The E-flat, not easily deflated, comes back to the bar in a 3-piece suit with nicely shined shoes. The bartender (who used to have a nice corporate job until his company downsized) says: "You're looking sharp tonight, come on in! This could be a major development." This proves to be the case, as the E-flat takes o

Nice Rant For Ya All To Enjoy ^_^
Well now what to write... I’m in one of those rants until I don’t know what the fuck I’m going on about moods and I know this is going to piss a fair few people off but well this is a rant so just grow up bitches... Had a really good friend we meet by chance in an old lounge that doesn’t exist anymore she went away and never came back... last thing I got was “ni ni see you when I get back” HA! I should have known better... that’s what one of my ex’s said when she left me. And sure enough I wake to find her Fubar account gone off the face of the earth and deleted me from all her other accounts.... I don’t know what I did to piss her off but wow.... that’s nasty shit right there and cut me to the bone... I been sitting here just looking through my message logs to see what I did... and not one thing... when she left, we where great friends... while away something must have happened... I know I should not be saying any of this bu

Hmmm Should I?
SO I ripped Footboy's feet pics , I'm thinking of posting him a Casual Encounter Ad on Craig's List for Ottawa and Toronto.  Should I put it in all categories  or just in the m4m section?  

If Only
I Had A Dream , , ,   You , , , Me , , , Alone , , ,   Camping , , , Waterfall , , , Catch Pool , , ,   Relaxing , , ,  Grilling , , , Swimming , , ,  Hot Passion , , ,   Evening , , , Warm Fire , , , Snuggling , , , Full Moon , , ,   Roasted Marshmellows , , , Bright Stars , , , Sleep , , ,   Your Breast As My Pillow , , ,  

End
the ectasy of sin the sensation of corrupt flesh a singular pleasure in crimson unrequited lust besets pain creations of sadism endure again a time to strike out trust the id, not the ego slip under the surface a serene end    

Hell Is A Hardcore Show And No Ammo
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!Here is how you matched up against all the levels: Level Score Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low Level 2 (Lustful) Very High Level 3 (Gluttonous) High Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Moderate Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Very High

Nsfw Pics Of Pie For Everyone!!!
in light of Pie recently calling me whore in a mumm I decided to release some of his more personal photos that he made me promise never to share with you all .....   hanging out at home         experimental days   last night     party time with the boys     night job     before taping Oprah  

I Am A Contridiction.....
The Contradictory me; I am a GOOD Bad boy I am a YOUNG older guy (38ish...lol) I am told I am a Good Looking Bald (shaved actually), tattooed freak ;- ) I am hysterically serious, guaranteed to make you laugh your ass off I am a shy extrovert I am a loyal slut I am attentive yet non-clingy I am an intelligent goof-ball I deplore violence, but don’t mind pulling hair and slappin ass I am a Patriot who loves my country but hate my government I am Italian but not a Guido I have a rich heart which is too often broke

Why Tiresias Can't See The Most Toys
Ten years ago …   Until I read an item in a library book last week, I didn’t know why the seer was blind and I didn’t know I cared to know.  Much of life is like that, we eat (unfortunately) freely of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil rather than of the tree of life, Adam’s original sin.  We eat, and we are cast out because we cannot have both full knowledge and full life.  When we try that, we’ll become Struldbruggs, the immortals Gulliver met in his third voyage who lived forever and had the time to learn all, but they continued to age.  Life without youth is dreadful; life without age is cheap.   Spiritually, we are all blind and we need light in order to see.  But we wince at too much light; who was it that said “The truth must dazzle gradually, lest every man be blinded.”  Sometimes we even have to be blinded in order to see the error of our ways; Saul on the road to Damascus and (maybe) Zedekiah, last king of Judah come

To Anyone Who Will Listen.....
What is true love? Does anybody really know? Its not passion and heat, or the butterfly feeling you get in your tummy when you know of their coming... Its not having to put your best foot forward every second of the day or making sure your always in the right light with pounds of make up on and praying they dont see your flaws. Its not feeling sorry for them and doing everything for them like they're a stray puppy from off the street. Its not sexual in any way... seriously, would you say you love a person and then drop them like a bad habit if you could no longer have any sexual interaction with them? Thats not love, thats lust, infatuation, the desire to just not want to be alone at all.Love is trust. Pefect trust. Faith. Uncondontional.One thing I have seen in alot of men and women that I have met over the years, they always seem to think that they would be absolutely miserable if they didnt have a significant other in their life, to share their bed or drinking times with, or just to

Your House
  I have built a house for you in a small town I know. the streets are paved with sliver tears and reddish blue strings of gold. To reach your house all you have to do is follow main street. Along the way you may see one or two of the local residents but not many for there has only been a few.   Your house sits on top of a hill in the shadow of an oak tree. A tire swings hangs in remembrance of what was and what never will be. Look past the swing and you will see the stairs I have built. Embedded in the stairs are cravings of dogs in blue trim. Along the railing you will find a ribbon leading to a bow tied to a a door, your door open it. You do not need a key, you never did.   As you cross the thresh hold you will see a welcome mat. There is an inscription read it and know I promise still. Stand still and listen to the sounds of this house I have built. Listen to it breath, listen to it sigh. Can you hear the whisper? Can you hear the voice?   Following the whisper

Lady Gaga Has Admited To Having Both Female And Male Parts.
“It’s not something that I’m ashamed of, just isn’t something that i go around telling everyone. Yes. I have both male and female genitalia, but i consider myself a female. Its just a little bit of a penis and really doesn’t interfere much with my life. the reason I haven’t talked about it is that its not a big deal to me. Like come on… its not like we all go around talking about our vags. I think this is a great opportunity to make other multiple gendered people feel more comfortable with their bodies. I’m sexy, I’m hot. i have both a poon and a peener. big f*cking deal.”

Have You Ever...
Have you ever cried at night,Thinking it was bad,Have you ever lost a love,The only thing you ever had,Have you ever screamed out loud,From pain that you have felt,Have you ever stopped and looked,At pain that you have dealt,Have you ever questioned someone,Of love and if its true,Have you ever really wondered,If they truly feel for you,Have you ever felt abused,Or worried while you wait,Have you ever made a big huge deal,Over someone being late, Have you ever had them leave,And watched them walk away,Have you ever thought of leaving,But could only sit and stay,Have you ever hurt someone,And looked at what you've done,Have you ever been the one that's hurt,And thought that you were the only one,Have you ever loved another,And never told them so,Have you ever tried to tell them,But didn't know how it would go,Have you ever been alone,Where no one else could see,So you sat at home remaining unknown,having nowhere else to be.I've felt this way before,I've felt and dealt it all,I've eve

I Miss
I miss picking up the phone to call you just to say I love you! I miss hearing your voice! I miss hearing you laugh! I miss looking at your pretty smiling face! I miss holding your hands! I miss kissing your soft lips!                  I miss you

Crush It, Break It Apart
Can you count all the timesThat you've mended my heartJust so you could againCrush it, Break it apart?Yet, you've got no ideaThat I'm hurt all the whileCause I hide all my painWith a laugh and a smileAll my rage and frustrationThey are secrets to youI'm a pretty good actorCause you don't have a clueI have made it an artIt's greatest learned skillHiding all of this damnFuckin pain that I feelYet sometimes it leaks throughSometimes I botch my actSometimes you see my painSometimes I can't hold backI regret if you noticedI didn't wanna seem shallowBut sometimes it's too muchIt's more than I can swallow 

Heartbroken
Is there a better place,To be right now,Than to be home,Listening to the crickets' sounds,Outside the windows.Is there a better place,To be right now,Than in the bed,Closing my eyes,Falling into a deep sleep,To forget about the days,Forget about the nights,Forget about you. Heartbroken,Nothing better than to sleep,To forget that you are gone,To forget your lies,Forget the way,You told me,You never loved me,Forget the way,You looked at me,When you left me,I want to forget,I want to leave this world,Close my eyes,Fall to sleep to stop the heart,From beating.I block my ears,From hearing the sounds,Like your voice,Like when you sing to me,Those lovely songs,They sounded to tender,Now they kill me,They hurt me,I don't want to hear anything,Don't want to hear the waves,Hitting against the sand,Don't want to hear the birds,Chirping outside the windows.Don't want to see my face,Don't want to see you,Don't want anything,That has to do with you,I want to close,I want to block away,The world t

Hold Me To Your Willing Heart
Hold me to your willing heartAnd let me - help me - weepThat I of need might fall apartAnd then at last might sleep. Let the truth slice into meThat I might finally bleedAnd purge myself of agonyI cannot now concede. For I have bound myself in lightThat I might live in joy,And cannot - will not - let the nightMy bonds of love destroy. And yet I know if I would gainThe peace for which I pray,I must allow the floods of painTo wash my love away.  

Untitled
Into the crevices of my mind you creep Reminding me of the pain you bring Delusional dreams are all that remain Visions dancing amidst the flames Intoxicating images fill my eyes Unleashing an unrelenting desire Drunken desires that now abound Memories of you the only sound Beneath the surface of reality Drowning in thoughts of misery Existence is futile in my mind Pervading memories are all I find Tantalizing touches of evil intent Blazing infernos that never relent Escaping the thoughts to no avail Trapping me in a labyrinth of hell

Droid Behavoir & Pure Filth Present: Infinite Filth!!!!!
SATURDAY FEBUARY 27THP U R E __ F I L T H__D U B S T E P ?&ICOMPLEXpresentsINFINITE FILTHfeaturingMan of the HourNOAH D(Argon, Portland, OR)Noah D is without a doubt one of the top Dubstep producers based in the USA. He has been building his reputation in both the Dubstep and Drum n Bass circles since 2003 and is highly regarded on both sidesof the Atlantic for his musical output.His latest tune, "Seeeriousss" has been tearing up every dancefloor on every corner of the world and has become a full fledged Dubstep anthem for 2009. His music has received consistent radio play on many of the UK's biggest radio stations including RinseFM, Kiss and BBC's 1xtra and has been supportedworldwide from DJ's such as Skream, Dieselboy, DJ Hype, N-Type, Plastician, and Benga just to name a few. Once behind the decks Noah D brings a diverse blend of beats mixed in a carefully crafted style that is guaranteed to create a memorable experience and "seeerious" energy on the dance floor!SPOR

Check Out My Hot New Video And Vote For Me To Win!
Please take the time to check out and vote for my awesome free video featuring ME dancing, clapping my behind and EVEN twirling tassels with my boobies!The video is %100 free and you don't have to do anything but click the little "vote" button to help me out!  It's as simple and exciting as that!Let me know what you think of it as well!  I'm looking forward to hearing your response! http://contest.shakinit.com/_undressjess.htmlThank you so much!  You have no idea how much I appreciate your help!If the link doesn't work for whatever reason just go to shakinit dot com and click to view the contest and go to my video!  My name is "UndressJess" there of course!

Ripped Apart
You broke my heart Crushed my soulYou ripped me apartLeaving an empty hole You brought me to tearsMany times a dayI have tried over the pass few monthsTo let you fade away In my mind You seem to stayBut I want to leave you behindWhich I will do some day But for now your stuck hereDeep inside my heartThe one you caused fearThe one you ripped apart  

My Arms Always Open... Your Heart Always Closed
Baby I loved you with all my heart.Waiting for a few months for something to start....When you where in the darkness, I was there to be your light...When you just needed someone to talk to I was your ears...Now it's been 2 months...And you never said yes...I tried to win your heart,But when I showed you mine...You tore it apart...You once told me you loved me... You once said you cared...What happened to what we shared?I let it slip through my fingers...No matter how hard I tried...Our love just seemed to have died.A black eye...A broken arm...Or even a leg...Not one made me cry....But a broken heart is a pain not even a god can stand...

Crying Over You
Forever, you promisedForever, a lieYou promised the moonAnd the stars in the sky. You'd stolen my heartThen left me aloneYou were so coldIt chilled to the bone. You left me with nothingBut tears and a pastWhen you said "I love you"I thought it would last But "I love you" found an endingThe 'us' and 'we' no moreYou said you didn't mean toBut you hurt me to the core So I guess that I'm the loserCause you've found someone newBut I'm still here, still all aloneJust crying over you...  

Then You Walked In
Then You Walked in My LifeBefore I ever met youI was caught in a stormThe lightening had hitAnd my heart had been burnedThe rain seemed to keep fallingMy breath had become shallowI was beginning to drownIn my pain and my sorrowLife can be cruel at timesDealing you the devil’s handThings can become crazyWhile you sink in the sandSleep becomes a distant thoughtAs the night becomes your friendThen in the midst of it allSomebody comes walking inThen you walked in my lifeThe thunder began to ceaseThe rain began to subsideAnd I could finally breathBefore you the storm ragedDarkness outshined the lightI was just about to give upThen you walked in my lifeMy world is still undoneAnd I am still spinningBut since you walked inAt least I am healingYou may never look at meThrough the eyes I desireBut just being who you areHas calmed the raging fire

Labyrinth Of Confusion
My Labyrinth of ConfusionDeep inside the workings of my mindLies a confusion that I cannot discernIs it my own desires that are burningWhat is it I am suppose to learnI struggle with not knowing the answerBattling rages in the depths of my soulDo I follow what I feel to be trueOr do I simply let it all goMy labyrinth of confusion is mightyNot knowing in which direction to goWith no clear choice deep within meWhich path should I take and followMy labyrinth of confusion is tiringAn unrelenting war of decisionsMind, body and soul are so wearyDo I continue, or just give inEach day is more of a struggleTrying to make it all make senseWhy is it so hard to just listenKnowing where the truth begins

Opinions!
Im about te hit a big time touchy subject here.. but i really dont give a fuck... Gay relationships and Gay Marriage, honestly im all for it... why cant a woman love a woman and a guy love a guy... why does it have to be only a man can love a woman or a woman can only love a guy?? what makes straighs so fucking special anyways?? because a straight couple can calve out a kid??? fuck... try saying that to all the dumpster babies out there..  whqat ever happened to teh meaning of equial rights anyways??? shit... if they dont want gay marriage then put all black people back into slavery... sorry people.... jsut using it as an example... not being racist like you think i am... anyways.. if its so perfect to be a straight couple in cristianality then explain to be why most of the preists are molesting little BOYS!!!! Or the fact that technically according to the BIBLE we are all inbred!!!!!!!!!!!! think about it people... anyone can love anyone.. dont matter your race religin or sexual prefe

Deletion
so iam going to delete my profile not that many of you care thought i say it for those who do want me around   i have alot of drama and no its not on fubar but it was the main cause of it to began with   i ment my ex amy off of fubar of all places   and ever since then its been hell at the end of the breakup   i just recently found out she got rid of my other 2 cats i had own anyways  the other reason why iam its becuse 1 no one really rate me why keep it the other is the fact no one talks to me either   but thats partly my fault in that aspect   anyways if you like here is my contacting info   gaia.darkness@yahoo.com phone  480-206-6177   facebook  deicide_24@hotmail.com myspace  gaia.darkness@yahoo.com   i will be deleteing this in a week or less

If Only For A Moment
If Only for a Moment   Days go by slowly Since you’re not here I still pick up the phone Hoping that you are there Silence cuts through the night As the phone falls down Lonely miles between us Thoughts of you abound   Dreams of holding you Run through my mind Longing for your touch Wanting you to be mine I reach out in darkness Hoping to feel your face But nothing is there Except an empty space   If only for a moment I could hold you Feel you next to me And it all be true If only for a moment Sands of time ceased As I pull you close And it not be a dream   Your voice comes to me In the darkness of night Shadows fill the room Your image fills my eyes I long for a day Miles will disappear Till then I’ll keep dreaming Of a day you are here

My First Own Me Auction!!!
I'M HAVING MY FIRST OWN ME AUCTION!!!  ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS ADD, FAN AND RATE ME!!!  MAKE SURE YOU SEND ME THE PIC YOU WANT TO USE AND WHAT YOU ARE WILLING TO OFFER!!! THE FEE TO ENTER IS 25K FUBUCKS, AND I WILL MAKE TAGS FOR EVERYONE IN THE AUCTION!! THE AUCTION WILL START AS SOON AS I GET 10 PPL!!! AND RUN FOR A WEEK!!  ANY QUESTION JUST PM ME!   THANKS

Skyway Avenue
Today selection is We The Kings - Self-titled. Anyhow... As per usual my mind gets to thinking and my feelings get to feeling. I can't believe in one more week I'll finally get to physically see you. I've waited over 3 long years for this. I just hope I'm not a disappointment. You're so hard to get a read on lol. It's hard to tell if you're excited about it, worried, not ready etc... I think you are excited, but are not showing it on the outside. I'm just amazed this is really happening. I get to feel your skin for the first time and let your scent invade my senses. Things seem to be really coming together finally. Maybe you'll show your excitement when it's a day or two beforehand. I hope so. Don't want to be the only one here. lol. Well this me signing out. Love!!

Old About Me...
This is what I used to have in my about me. My whole life was turned upside down on 7-27-08  I was stabbed in the stomach 3 times by some pussy as dude.My 2 nephews were wit me at the time so it was fucked up cuz he stabbed n tried 2 rob me right n front of a 12 & a7 yr. old.Heput a whole thru my liver w/1st stab then other 2 stabs put 2 holes n my small intestine.It sucked really bad the 1st couple of months after it happened but now I'm getn back 2 normal can't workout like I used 4a while but I can already do curls again : ) But where I had a sexy flat unscarednstomach I got stab hole scars drain tube scars n a big scar down my abswhere they had to cut me open take my intestines out run water thru them 2 find all the holes n patch um. Soo I got an excuse to take Roxi 30's now. I just take um when I hurt mainly.: )  So I'll be starting school soon 2 learn suum easy I can make alota money at without hurtn my liver.                                                                       

Saturday Fake And Some Other Stuff...
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Saturday Fake And Some Other Stuff...
So here we go….this user.. Owned by guess who, real shocker there, has these pics in it’s album saying this is her… Has stolen pics from a micro kitten web site , as shown below : I could do this all day. At least stop using the same damn sites for making the fake profiles for Fu-Owned ponzi schemes, lol. I hope everyone is enjoying Auto 11 weekend and all of that, it’s been fun.. Also if anyone is interested in being involved with a new lounge opening soon, and either has cam or DJ experience, please hit me up, that would be amazing. It will be fun times indeed! Everyone needs a break from being serious all the time, even meh…so…ya!

Peace
"Everything we do is infused with the energy with which we do it. If we're frantic, life will be frantic. If we're peaceful, life will be peaceful. And so our goal in any situation becomes inner peace."

What Times I Had
It's been a weird week all in all. I was in Birmingham last week doing shows and was about to head home by train on the Monday, and then of course I got the news on Saturday night that my comedy friend Jason Wood had died suddenly. So, instead of heading back to Glasgow I went straight to London. I just felt I had to see my best pal Monica and spend some time with her; Jason's death shocked us both to the core. And of course I wanted to attend the wee get together with some of my mates who knew Jason.   So, I brought forward some meetings I had at BBC as well and just spent the past week in London. I do love the place and despite being all discombobulated I had some quality time doing nothing much but sleeping and wondering why someone can die suddenly so young and what that means to us all.   The rain battered London into submission, I even managed to stand on one of those wobbly cracked concrete paving stones that are secretly submerged in a puddle, so when you land on it, you le

My Happy Hour
My 2nd HH is on Friday, March 5th at 6 pm fu-time/9pm est Come love up on me and my autos and bomb me hard. Also... give Rio is Lovely lovings too I'm getting her points S1ND3R3LLA?AsstChief2ndAlarmHottie?HeadPromotor?Fu/E/2-BadGirl@ fubar

Poem Of The Day...
The moon glistens through the clouds A million tiny stars reflects the moon glow on the fresh snow.

Ready Or Not
Now that I awake into another dayMy obsessive mindstate is driving me crazyIt's really hard to say, difficult to explainBut the way he makes me feel puts my heart in such painHe never looks my way, I probably don't even existBut I just keep fantasizing about his dick between my hipsI want to cut his skin, take his blood, rub it on my bodyI'm losing it, it's like he is my prey and I am stalkingI'm so sorry but I must confessWhen I undress I caress myself, imagine that it's him insteadI pretend that he loves to talk to meCall him up everyday, don't say a word (Hello? Hello? Who is this? Leave me the fuck alone!) Just so I can hear him speakNightly I sneak through his bedroom windowWatch him sleep peacefully, with my mask I'm creeping very slowI tied his hands to the bedpost so he couldn't goNow he's mine forever, now this is my homeReady or not, here I come, you can't hideGonna find you and rape you slowlyReady or not, here I come, you can't hideGonna find you and make you want meNow tha

Imature Idiots On Fu
I have probley wrote about this before, but seems like I have to again. There is nothing more sad then imature idiot males who post mumm's making fun of woman be it their size, weight,  looks , you get the picture. Wtf is up with them, do they think they are funny, cool what??? To me it show's lack of maturity, ignorance an inscurity in them selfs, most of all it shows how stupid they really are. I would be so amazed if they even had a woman friend never mind wife or  girlfriend.  And if they do, wtf is wrong with these woman? Don't you feel put off that your bf, husband is putting woman down and laughing about it?  Are you that dence??? I am not saying woman dont do the same, I am sure they do.  But yanno,  I haven't seen nothing about trashing men like the way men will put down a woman. Oh ya I have seen the baby dick mumm here and there but its just in fun, no bad words I have seen exchanged. I guess woman have more class and dont think about lowering them selfs to that leve

Black Bags & Heart Shaped Sticker
Hush little baby (shhh) Hush little baby (shhh) What is given can be taken away Everyone lies, everyone dies My name is Casey Anthony Most of you have heard of me How I killed my baby and I lied but I refused to speak These secrets that I keep lead me to insanity Even when I fuckin' sleep Caylee's voice keeps haunting me Here's my story got knocked up at age nineteen Gave birth to a little girl named Caylee Marie Anthony My family supports me especially my mommy and daddy We lived inside their house but things were quickly turning badly I was the center of attention but it all shifted to Caylee It's like nobody cared for me I filled with jealousy So I started stealing checks and cashing them in for money If I bought everything I wanted I won't be so empty And suddenly it all made sense to me It was up to me to set her free Hush little baby just come with me Trust in me, fall dead asleep I feel nothing (no pain, no remorse, no shame, no guilt) I feel nothing (no pain, no remorse, no

My Thoughts
Feb 27 6:00 am... Chase went right back to sleep, different story for Mommy. Here I am sorting this whirlwind of events in my head. I never realized how long it has been since I have really smiled much less laughed so hard at something other then Chase or the fact that Cricket is staring at me like he's expecting me to cook him a hot breakfast. Life has felt so out of control for the last several years and now I feel as though I am beginning to understand why. It's when I accept that I don't have power over every little thing that the most wonderful, beautiful, precious gifts are given to me and brought into my life. Never imagined it feeling like this and yet I struggle to put it into words... nothing has ever felt more right, I've never been more sure of anything. I keep expecting to wake up but the big red mark on my arm tells me I'm not dreaming. I never felt I was owed anything, I mean to look at that little boy and ever ask for anything more would be reprehensible.   Wishi

Let's Get Nekkid!!!
Join me for my Saturday morning show at 7am est.  Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/Did you know you could connect from our website?  Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Lmao
he sooo doesn't remember snuggling up to me at the bar... he was at work so i didn't go into detail.. i told him that i was MORE than happy being just friends... and i will... thats all i really need out of ANYONE right now.. yes i am crushin (told him that too... i grew some balls tonight) but i really just need the friendship :D i told him we could talk tomorrow and i would tell him all he did or whatever... I don't know if he is interested.. but i did make it clear i really want friendship even if he WASN'T interested..  :D

Dont Give Up
One day, I decided to quit…I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality… I wanted to quit my lifeI went to the woods to have one more talk to GOD.“GOD”, I asked, “Can you give me one more reason not to quit?”His answer surprised me…“Look around” he said. “Do you see the fern and the bamboo?”“Yes” I replied“When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them.I gave them light.I gave them waterThe fern quickly grew from the earth.Its brilliant green covered the floor.Yet nothing came from the bamboo seeds. But I did not quit on the bamboo.In the second year, the fern grew more vibrant and plentiful.And again, nothing came from the bamboo seeds, but I did not quit on the bamboo. He said.“In year three, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed.But, I would not quit.In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would not quit. He said.Then in the fifth

Tongue Massage
   TONGUE MASSAGE OVER WHELMING DESIRE FUELS THE BURNING FIREYOUR SCENT A DELICATE PERFUMEINCH BY INCH YOUR BODY I WILL CONSUME A BUBBLE BATH TO BEGIN THE ROMANCECANDLE LIGHT FOR A SLOW LOVE DANCEWHISPERING SOFTLY IN YOUR EAR NO SIGN DO YOU SHOW OF FEAR THROUGH YOUR BEAUTIFUL HAIR RUNS MY FINGERTIPSPASSIONATELY KISSING YOUR ROSEY SOFT LIPSLIGHTLY NIPPING YOUR NECK WITH MY TEETHFOR YOUR TOTAL PLEASURE I AM HERE TO BEQUEATH OVER AND AROUND YOUR HEAVING BREASTTO SUCKLE UPON YOUR NIPPLE MY MOUTH DOES RESTSLOWLY I PLANT KISSES DOWN YOUR BELLYIS IT ME OR IS YOUR BODY TURNING TO JELLY LIGHTLY WITH MY TONGUE CARRESINGTASTING YOUR MUSK IN TENDER BLESSINGAS MY TONGUE BEGINS TO QUICKEN IN PACE I SEE A ROYAL FLUSH OVERCOME YOUR FACE BURIED DEEP BETWEEN YOUR PRIVATE FOLDS SHAKING WITH QUIVERING ORGASM YOUR BODY EXPLODESDRINKING OF YOUR PRECIOUS LOVE JUICEI FEEL YOUR BODY GO LIMP AND LOOSE UPON YOUR FACE A SMILE OF SATISFACTIONWITH THAT I BEGIN TO REPEAT THE ACTION                          

My Ultamat Fantise
my ultimat fantise is with a hot sexy white cop betwen the ages of 19 and 30 thay have to be in full dress uniform that inclueds the belt and all defanatly hand cuffs and cop car i whant to get so wet and i am qwite sweet and tasty...

Barcelona Accomodation
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Tonights Fail Award Goes To...
Tonight's creepy stalker had this to say about himself:         That feeling you are overtaken by sometimes;.... your senses are tweeking erotically... you don't even know why? The curious Yeeaaaa-uummmmh... thing! Everything is like that for me... Just remember the last Awwwh-Damn!!!;..... he's in it.... That is; when you exhaled hot heavy air;... and he did'nt ruin it!! That's me... with your help!... I'm called Friend, Good Listner, and ... well; I'm just saying what I've heard now;.. Sexy! I don't know about sexy? Get to know me, I'm playful, and generous, flirtatious, and I do care too much.... Alot! Some take advantage of that quality in a Southern Man. I like playful banter, and mentally simulating EVERYTHING! Enough, shoot at me if you want, k'? I do Deliver!!! Hehe   Anyone care to tell me just what in the holy crap this guy is yammering about?

Tenjooberrymuds
Tenjooberrymuds ____________________ By the time you finish reading this the title will make sense.This is a hoot .... sad, because it is TRUE ..... but a hoot!!!! By the time you read through this YOU WILL UNDERSTAND In order to continue getting-by in America (our home land), we all need to learn the NEW English language! Practice by reading the following conversation until you are able to understand the term "TENJOOBERRYMUDS". With a little patience, you'll be able to fit right in.Now, here goes.... The following is a telephone exchange between maybe you as a hotel guest and call room-service somewhere in the good old U S A today...... Room Service : "Morrin. Roon sirbees." Guest : "Sorry, I thought I dialed room-service." Room Service: " Rye . Roon sirbees...morrin! Joowish to oddor sunteen???" Guest: "Uh..... Yes, I'd like to order bacon and eggs.." Room Service: "Ow July den?" Guest: "......What??" Room Service: "Ow July den?!?... pryed, boyud, poochd?" Guest: "Oh, th

A Sexual Sonnet
A Sexual Sonnet   Why as the warmth of your inner thighs begin to rise, there I will be between your legs with my tongue and mouth open wide   To make your most private part hum, because with my tongues touch your wants will be of none   You will be satisfied and over joyed, not just from the feeling of playing with a mere toy   It will be my hardness throbbing deep within your vaginal walls, as you grasp your breast and your ass checks caress my balls   As you begin to feel your orgasm arise, I will prop your legs up to your surprise   Like previously said I will catch your wet flowing juices, and lick and suck them as though they were a critical usage.   Leaving you only after your fully satisfied, I will only stop when we both agree on the time for a pleasant goodbye   If you require more pleasure from this hard throbbing dick, consider the use my tongue before I penetrate as it attacks your clit   Yes now you and I are sore from both pleasure and pain

Phone Calls From Hell
George Bush, Queen Elizabeth, and Vladimir Putin all die and go to hell. While there, they spy a red phone and ask what the phone is for. The devil tells them it is for calling back to Earth. Putin asks to call Russia and talks for 5 minutes. When he was finished the devil informs him that the cost is a million dollars, so Putin writes him a check. Next Queen Elizabeth call England and talks for 30 minutes. When she was finished the devil informs her that cost is 6 million dollars, so Queen Elizabeth wrotes him a check. Finally George Bush gets his turn and talks for 4 hours. When he was finished the devil informed him that there would be no charge for the call and feel free to call the USA anytime. When Putin hears this he goes ballistic and asks the devil why Bush got to call the USA free. The devil replied, since Obama became president of the USA, the country has gone to hell, so naturally it's a local call. -------------------------------------------------

Maybe Its Me... Or Maybe Kids Are Just Fucking Ignorant Assholes
not sure how the structure on this is gonna be... im so bent out of shape i cant even type. my mind is going a million miles an hour and i wanna fucking strangle somebody. not tap somebody out. not choke someone. im talking head against the ground, my hands around their throat and throttling them while i watch the life disappear from their eyes after a pretty slow night due to some bullshit weather, about 20 minutes before we close, like 20 college kids all show up just wilin' (that means they were acting rambunctious) so half these fucksticks didnt have legit i.d.'s and those that did were complaining that i wouldnt sell them pitchers of beer and long islands. i dont want you mental midgets slamming 5 liquor drinks in 5 minutes and then stumbling out of my place so you can get your head cracked by somebody you mouthed off to or wrap your car around a pole because youre a cool guy. so after fielding a couple of fake i.d.s and having to take a ration of shit from a bunch o

What Dress To Wear?
If you are conscious about you body that it seems every dress do not look good in you, well, stop that attitude. Be confident when wearing a dress and put a smile in your face all the time.   Cooking Games | Makeup Games | Dress Up

Stop Discrimination
There are two bills in the Illinois General Assembly right now that, if passed, would give religious institutions the ability to practice discrimination even more than they already can. SB 3447 would allow for broader employment discrimination by religious institutions, as well as non-profit organizations that work in conjunction with religious institutions, and HB 5699 would allow religious institutions that provide adoptive services to discriminate against prospective parents based on religion. Please join me in opposing these bills by contacting your legislators today and urging them to say "NO" to religious discrimination. http://il.aclu.org/site/PageServer?pagename=IL_Content_BadIdeaReligDiscrimFactPage (Click at the bottom of the page to say NO.)  

Love No More
My love for you had meaning once upon a timebut now nothing but sorrowto never see love again with you...the time apart grew and grewi thought we were always ment to be togetherbut you tore us apart...i truely loved youfrom the depth of my soulaltho the love i once hadwas never fully love at all...lust and excitementwas what it was.how could i have let you treat me this wayhow could i have fell so hard...blinded only by the heart

Our Second Amendment
Clint Smith, Director of Thunder Ranch, is part Drill Instructor, And part stand up comic. Here are a few of his observations on Tactics, firearms, self defense and life as we know it in the Civilized world. "The handgun would not be my choice of weapon if I knew I was going to a fight....I'd choose a rifle, a shotgun, an RPG or an atomic Bomb instead." "The two most important rules in a gunfight are: Always cheat and Always win." "Every time I teach a class, I discover I don't know something." "Don't forget, incoming fire has the right of way."   "Make your attacker advance through a wall of bullets. I may get killed with my own gun, but he's gonna have to beat me to death with it, cause it's going to be empty."   "If you're not shooting', you should be loading'. If you're not  loadin, you should be movin', if you're not movin', someone's gonna Cut your head off and put it on a stick."   "When you reload in low light encounters, don't put your flashlight in your back pocket... If you

In My Heart (song Lyrics)
You'll never know how much I love youNever know how much I careYou'll never know the pain of lonelyLife forever we will shareYou'll never see me try to hurt you,Always I'll be by your sideYes, I know that we are miles and miles apart...But you'll never know how much I love youIn my heart. In this lifetime, we will see timesWe can't face the road aheadIf we can't get past our own sorrowsAnd try to mend the words we've saidAll the signs may point us to thePlace we ought to be but we areKeeping ourselves miles and miles apart....So you'll never know how much I love youIn my heart I'm hurting because I know I'm hurting youIf only I could turn back our lives to when everything was new.... We've got sorrows we can't handleWe've got journeys down this roadWe have got the chance to make lifemore than just a dream to hold while we'reLiving separate lives here miles apart...Never knowing just how much we love each otherIn our hearts

We Raffing, Ror!
Your result for The Cowboy-Ninja-Pirate-Knight Test... Rogue Ninja You scored 12 Honor, 2 Justice, 2 Adventure, and 8 Individuality! You are as quiet as the wind, deadly as a viper and you follow no master. You are a Rogue Ninja. Let no one say you are without honor, lest they meet a quiet and questionable end.Dress as you like and keep your knives close. You'll do just fine Take The Cowboy-Ninja-Pirate-Knight Test at OkCupid

Elementary School Approves Match Making For Students
It must be something in the water in Elwood, Indiana. How else to you explain the superintendent, Thomas Austin, approving a matching making web site for his elementary students. For parent Michelle Everett, it is not right for the school to sanction matching. Says Everett “A tenth-grader matched with a sixth-grader? And the School is promoting it, and it’s inappropriate.” The kids apparently like it. Cause the school is making money. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,587496,00.html At BlastFM we match the music to the listener. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm  

Needs Male Attention
Hey boys! Ok I'm in the mood for male attention! I wanna give head so bad! AH! It's driving me insane....   Just sharing. Now I feel better.