Sassy Angel's blog: "THE REAL ME"

I Look Up At The Moon

I look up at the moon

As stars twinkle with delight

But the sun it won’t be shining

In my heart tonight

I’m so alone and so afraid

I’m not sure what to do

I feel my heart is sinking

I can feel it falling through

My head it feels so heavy

And my eyes are wept with pain

I don’t think I will ever

Learn to smile again

The pain is swirling in my chest

No one will ever see

And if I just keep quiet

No one needs worry of me

I want to scream and bellow

I try with all my might

But no sound will be heard

As I feel I’m losing the fight

I hold back all my tears

So my children do not see

But I’m finding it so difficult

I’m scared of what will be

This isn’t what I wanted

It just wasn’t meant to be

I never asked for much

I just pictured a family

So I look up at the moon

And hold my dream so tight

And close my eyes to dream again

And hope I’ll sleep tonight.