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Ticker'll Be There Until January 1 Early So...
if anyone sees my ticker message please tell me. No need to capture it, I'll do that if I see it, can't pay you appropriately if you do (unless you'll accept a salute or somesuch); but it's supposedly been on since 6am until 6am tomorrow the 1st and I haven't seen head, tail or antenna (pardon a borrowed and pointless joke) of it. It bugs me, a little. Ah well. Anyway, next ticker, if there is one, I'm going to have to write so it's more effective.

Me
I'd run but i just cant get away. So I sit waiting for a brighter day. Im fading fast. Still trying to find myself. The only me i know is you. Say something new just give me back. I cant face this world with out you. I know its gone. Just come back give me, me and then I'll let you be . The days are now months. will you let them turn into years? Leave me lost in this dark. Left alone with all my fears. Im broken worse then i ever thought i could be. Your the only way i know how to fix me. Im fading fast. Im wishing for my past. This loneliness is something i just cant grasp. Bring me back to me. Can't let this go. You wont even attempt to know. Everydays another fight. I'd run but i just cant seem to get away.

New Years
There is a time every year, that we sit and reflect in the past year. And today, just so happens to finally be that day. I look at this past year, and a lot has changed. Not necessarily bad, not necessarily good. But I wanted to sit here and write down everything that I'm thankful for this year. :) Cuz 1. It's polite 2. I'm bored and 3. So everyone can see everything that I'm thankful for. #1. My Son - He was the one to make me strong. He's been the brightness of my life. Without him, I would have never gotten out of the abusive relationship that I was in with his father. If it wasn't for him, I'm sure there would have been some really stupid things that I would have (parties, etc.). Since he has been here, I look at him, and I do see his father, but I don't see the bad parts anymore. I look at him, and I see that just because someone is a bad person, they can't create such a beautiful, smart, healthy child. I can't even begin to court how many times, I have laid next to him

Life
Well here it is ppl my very first Blog here on Fubar.And its going to be a good one lol . Well as you all know I am still a bit new here so I would like to tell you a lil about me . I am Velvet Thorne, and the name fits me sooooooooo well. I can be just a smooth as Velvet until you rub me the wrong way then watch out cause the Thorne will pierce your side. I don't like getting that way so that is why I ask you all to call me just Velvet. I have the life of any other single mother has. Raise my kids go to school and well try and have a life of my own. Well that is the deal right there the life I want well I will more than likely never have. So I am just going to set back and take everything day by day and see where it goes. So i go now back into my lil hole and and see where and what life brings me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Salutes I Make
Seems like I get a lot of requests for salutes and honestly, I DO NOT have the time to make them for everyone who asks. I'm a very busy person and I know ya'll expect something for free around here but that's not gonna happen. And no, trading "sexy" salutes will not work. I don't need them or get off on them, although I do appreciate any salutes done for me. So you want to know what you need to do to get a salute from me? Well, here it is: 1 totally PG-rated salute (yes, I will be wearing a shirt, so don't ask for me to be in a bra or something else): 5 credit bling about 5 sexy salutes, in my bra and topless, but without nipples showing (just check my salutes made for others album): 35 bling credits (may be made up of bling packs and blings) about 10 topless salutes (you have to be in my family for these - sorry! and that alone requires a 25 credit bling pack): 65 credit bling pack AND 20 credits of bling ;) You want more? Okay, let's negotiate, but THIS is my starting point. Yo

Purposeless
Damn it, the news said we would not get any more snow ‘til mid January, Here it is, New Years eve, its fucking snowing hard and we expected to get a foot at least. Damn it nature, how can I alert My minions to go down town and blow up people in snow? Random Artistic noticeThis huge black crow just landed on the tree outside My window and it is like maybe ten feet away from the squirrels nest, just would be a great shot if I had a better camera… damn it ... and no it was not eating it, the trees outside My window have several bird nest and one squirrel.. Maybe the only view I will miss when I move.. other than the ducks on the east river… hm.Okay, am bored and didn’t have anything better to do than to blog, well I could be adding more stuff to My deviants art page since I have been putting it off for like a week… Have a deviant arts page? I am AtheosEmanon, Atheos of course being the greek word for Atheist, or basically meaning without god, and of course

Why U Hide Your Emotion
You hide your emotion sometimes .You are a moon type of person. You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast, you are not happy but sometimes you act it out in order for you to not burden your friends with your problems. You've faced some problems in your life. Your heart has been dealt blows before . You tend to think about things a lot more than other people, and you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about consequences. You are also the type of person that others often come to with their problems because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding. Though you sometimes feel lonely, your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed. You usually are logical, and rely a lot on facts and information on decisions. You often keep things to yourself. This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments, just like the moon has phases.

2010
Happy New Years everyone, Ill be safe at home with the kiddos tonight. I dont feel the need to go out or get smashed for the new year... I hope everyone has a safe and fun night and if you need bail monies, dont call on me lmao

Gibran
THE SEVEN SELVES IN THE STILLEST hour of the night, as I lay half asleep, my seven selves sat together and thus conversed in whispers: First Self: Here,in this madman, I have dwelt all these years, with naught to do but renew his pain by day and re-create his sorrow by night. I can bear my fate no longer, and now I rebel. Second Self: Yours is a better lot than mine, brother, for it is given me to be this madman's joyus self. I laugh his laughter and sing his happy hours, and with thrice winged feet I dance his brighter thoughts. It is I that would rebel against my weary existence. Third Self: And what of me, the love-ridden self, the flaming brand of wild passion and fantastic desires? It is I the love-sick self who would rebel against this madman. Fourth Self: I, amongst you all, am the most miserable, for naught was given me but odious hatred and destructive loathing. It is I, the tempest self, the one born in the black caves of Hell, who would protest against serving this madman. F

Cool Shit For Fu
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Learn Chinese In 5 Minutes With Slay
LEARN CHINESE IN 5 MINUTES!!! Here ill teach you. Say the words out loud. 1) That's not right -- Sum Ting Wong 2) Are you harboring a fugitive? -- Hu Yu Hai Ding 3) See me ASAP -- Kum Hia Nao 4) Stupid Man -- Dum Fuk 5) Small Horse -- Tai Ni Po Ni 6) Did you go to the Beach? -- Wai Yu So Tan 7) I bumped into a coffee table -- Ai Bang Mai Fa Kin Ni 8) I think you need a face lift -- Chin Tu Fat 9) It's very dark in here -- Wai So Dim 10) I thought you were on a diet -- Wai Yu Mun Ching 11) This is a tow away zone -- No Pah King 12) Our meeting is next week -- Wai Yu Kum Nao 13) Staying out of sight -- Lei Ying Lo 14) He's cleaning his automobile -- Wa Shing Ka 15) Your body odor is offensive -- Yu Stin Ki Pu 16) Great -- Fa Kin Su Pah

Squaddie/marine Talk!
You know you are/have been a squaddie (marine) when.... You use target indication to point out hot chicks. You use the term 'chicks' You insist on dancing like a dick, whilst your civvie mates insist on trying to dance 'properly'. Your civvie mates don't understand any of the terminology you use such as 'no dramas', 'squared away', 'take a knee' etc. You can't help saying "Roger", "Say again" and other snappy bits of VP You use acronyms thinking your civvie mates will understand what you are talking about You cringe, and mutter under your breath 'haircut', when you see men with long hair. You walk at a ridiculous pace and are physically incapable of walking at the shopping pace of your girlfriend. You refer to personal organisation as "admin" Your girlfriend is stored in your mobile phone address book as 'Zero Alpha' You use patrol hand signals in a night club if people can't hear you You always use the 24 hour clock.... Nothing soldiers do shocks you any more

Is It The End?
Yes, it is the end of the year. That time when we look back and think…screw that… I am looking forward! I am NOT looking back to see what I could have done differently, I refuse to mull over old shit and worry about it. I am old enough now to just look ahead! I have just discovered the delights of PS3- Ashley got it for Christmas and I love watching her play, I may even try to do it myself. The last time I played a ‘video’ game was at the Weavers Inn pub in the early 90s. It was a space invader game and the sound effects made me nervous, so I am not that great at them but am willing to give it a go. I was watching Ashley create a digital image of herself on the PS3, then she entered this digital city centre and seemed to ‘run’ around meeting strange folk who wanted to either fuck her or swap sex files with her, not much different from real life I suppose. Except that smart city scape looked very clean and didn’t have dog shit or hav

Break The Line Between Fact And Fiction
Break the line between fact and fictionburn the cross of your own religionand accept your fate in the hands of your new fucking GodThere is no heaven, only hellyou'll live in the place with the burning flesh smelland every night filled with sound of the screaming dead.You cried to me to show you releifI came to you with knife in handYou regret the way you tortured meand your blood remains still in the sandNot a day goes by when i think of younothing close to a memory remainsI found my way to your grave last nightand I smiled as i thought about me ripping out your veinsEvery night I lie awakeHoping to hear, between the wave breaksa scream or a cry letting me know your sufferingor when i walk in the sandmaybe ill see your handreaching up for help as you drown in the darkness

Why Do People Claim Religions They Don't Follow?
I've had one of those days. I saw a post where a person on Yahoo Answers was asking Wiccans for a love spell. It set me off. Someone suggested that it was a troll (idiot posting something inflammatory.) It drives me nuts when I see people claiming a religion they don't follow the rules for. Love spells are black magic. Maybe by some stretch of the imagination are gray magic if they aren't specifically directed at someone. It drives me nuts. I respect Wicca. I couldn't follow the rules. So I'm not a Wiccan. I had one local guy tell me him and his wife are Wiccan. Cool, pagans to hang out with... But, he thought it was the rule of seven and bought money-charm incense. That's gray magic. What did I miss here? And its not just people claiming Wicca. I have seen people claim religions that require compassion and lack of judgment against others, and yet... What is the point of claiming to be a religion if one isn't going to follow it. I asked on Yahoo Answers the other night. Does John 3:16

Me? In A Skirt? Lmao
Which God or Goddess are you? God of Beautiful Death Elegant, regal, and beautiful. You accept death for what it is, and unavoidable part of life. You often feel higher than others, more mature or sane, and tend to wear dresses and skirts if your a girl, or collared shirts if you're a boy. You bring those who have died a peaceful death to their resting place. Myspace Quizzes

My New Year's Resolutions
In 2010 I will... 1.) I'll not give my heart away unless I get a heart in return 2.) I'll do my yoga at least 5 days a week 3.) I'll not be afraid to love again 4.) I'll finish the new house and get moved!!! 5.) I'll let go of the past so I can have a future 6.) I'll do at least 4 fund raisers for a cause 7.) I'll remember how hard it is to be a teenager and give my son a break 8.) I'll cry less... and laugh more 9.) I'll remember to tell my family and friends that I love them OFTEN (h) 10.) I'll remember the good things and let go of the bad things. 11.) I'll accept how things are now even if I don't like it and can't change it.

Wow
i graduated with these kids i swear this town is completly nuts...this is what their planning to do on saturday. Events1. Video Games -- A fighter, a racer, and a shooter. Get high scores in all three to win.2. Digital Photography -- We will scour the terrain for awesome photos of certain things. Will be judged by judges.3. Boggle -- Be good at word searches that don't have word banks.4. Bowlings -- Roll a round rock at effigies of our oppressor: The Malformed Ghost of Mr. Peanut.5. Random -- Several events will be written on scraps of paper. We will draw one from a hat.6. Random -- Actually, we will draw two.7. Truth Or Dare -- Different scraps of paper will have commands on them. Follow their instructions or chicken out. If you chicken out three times, you lose.Supplies I Still Need- Nintendo 64 with 4 controllers- Mario Kart 64- Xbox or Xbox 360 with 4 controllers- A Wiimote or a Gamecube controller- The game Boggle- Each of you to bring a digital camera if you have one- Each of

Drug Store Questions
Jacob age 85, and Rebecca age 79 are all excited about their decision to get married. They go for a stroll to discuss the wedding and on the way home they pass a drugstore. Jacob suggests that they go in. He addresses the man behind the counter: "Are you the owner?" The pharmacist answers: "Yes." Jacob: "Do you sell heart medication?" Pharmacist: "Of course we do." Jacob: "How about medicine for circulation?" Pharmacist: "All kinds." Jacob: "Medicine for rheumatism?" Pharmacist: "Definitely." Jacob: "Medicine for memory?" Pharmacist: "Yes, a large variety." Jacob: "What about vitamins andsleeping pills?" Pharmacist: "Absolutely." Jacob: "What about sugar diabetes. We both got bad cases." Pharmacist: "Oh, but of course. You name it with that condition and we have the works." Jacob: "You have loose bladder and gas pills?" Pharmacist: "Yes, there are lots of those with plenty of generics." Jacob: "Perfect! We'd like to register here for our wedding gifts."

Atleast
Ahhhh...I am screaming in my head today!I don't get the reason why all the sudden you have changed recently. I feel as if the knife you held to my neck is the same knife you are tearing my still beating heart out with. You keep telling me you have all these things on your mind about us.But you still keep them to yourself. As I am running around in my own mind chasing my tail worrying about wtf is going to happen.You walk around with you thumb up you ass.I dont understand the years of you begging me to stay with you and come back to you and all the empty promises you misled me with why you find it so hard to talk me. Why is it I give in? Why do I even bother with this when you find yourself more involved with wow and them. I shouldnt have to compete with them nor should I come second to them. Sometime I just wish you could sit in my head for a meer day just so you can see and feel what you put me through.You tell me you think that my spirit is weak due to all the pain and heartac

Another Year Over - Last Blog Entry For 2009
It’s come to the end of 2009. Another year is history. It is the time we sit back and take an accounting of how the year has gone. (Yes sounds very critical and serious). I close the year in a better position then I started the year – emotionally. YAY! Go me! I must admit the lows of this year felt really low and the heartache very real, but it was worth it all in the end because I feel stronger. I was able to let go of those who really didn’t want me and keep close those who not only wanted me; but also helped me through those dark times. I have found that there are many types of friends that flit through your life. I have always known that we are meant to meet people for a reason, that there is some lesson to be learned from them or by them.

To My Love :)
It's always been a hard thing for me to tell how I feel. But with you it's something new, comfortable and amazing. I can't tell you the way my heart beat when you first told me you loved me Mindi but I hope on the day that I get to hold you, that you will understand. I haven't been so shy around another person since the day that I realized that I loved you, truely and entirely. Hearing your voice, saying your name, even just thinking about you brings me a level of joy that I never thought I would ever obtaine in this life time. I don't know where we will go as time goes on but I can swear to you even now , dspite how freash and young our love is, that I wouldn't mind dedicating every fiber of my being to you. You bring out parts of me that I honeslty never thought were real, in short Mindi I love you truely and entirely and I know you fel the same.

About Me
Over the last month, Fubar has changed for me. It has been brought to my attention that no one really knows much about me or where I am coming from. This has led to some drama to my friends and myself, people assuming I am this or that, I am NOT one to write much, especially about myself. Everyone is different and everyone wants to know different things, about a person. TRUST is big with me, I am not just going to open up my life and my family to anyone on here. I am a private guy, quiet, honest and truthful. I won't sit here and fill peoples heads full of crap to get things or ask for it, not my style......that's a different topic all together. I am not shy, actually very open and will talk to most about anything, I am single, and I do admit I am a flirt at times, to me it's the way I compliment, to me it is my way of trying to make someone smile and feel special, I mean no harm......but also I see that most do not take the time to get to know me back.....and most actually go tell 20

New Years Eve
I'm not the happiest person in the world right now given the last couple days, but I suppose that's to be expected with it being December and December and I not getting along so well the last few years.... But my top 3 family are the most amazing, and bestest people on fubar, hands down. Cutterbum is an amazing man with a lot to offer a woman, and a friend. He's always been there for me, always made me laugh and is simply just an overall good person. It's hard to find that these days whether its on fubar or in real life, so anybody looking for somebody real, go see him. He doesn't turn people away. He's not stuck up. He's a damn good person and friend. I love my boyfriend. He's amazing and a very good man. I'm extremely lucky to have caught the attention of the type of person he is because he's one in a billion. He's one of the most honest, truthful, hardworking, sexy, and genuine people I've ever met in my whole life. He makes me smile and makes my heart melt. I'm very much in love

Out With The Old, In With The New
This year, 2009, has been a test of my patience & my courage. I know that 2010 will not be a bowl of cherries, but since November 2009, I have stepped back into a world that was almost alien to me, after being married for 10 years. Times have been hard, but I have no regrets. I did what I had to do to secure my sanity and find peace of mind. In 2010, I plan to take more risks and take less things personally. I plan to be myself and be open and honest with others, even if it means that they won't find me likeable anymore (what good is being liked if you have to be fake in your friendships?). I am very much looking forward to the year/decade ahead =)

Times Square
I went to see a Broadway show on Sunday (I saw Finian's Rainbow, which was an excellent musical btw). As I left the St. James Theatre, I saw on the screen an advertisement for fubar.com . I don't know if it's me, but doesn't the people who run this site realized that the XXX theatres and the porn shops along 42nd street were shut down in the 90's by the Giuliani administration? I remember seeing a photo of this on Baby J's album, but I always thought that was a photoshopped image, but I was flabbergasted when I saw this. Now, Times Square is a very family oriented tourist hot spot. Seriously, the only thing you will see in this area of Manhattan are nothing but tourists, New Yorkers to embrace the theatrical culture in the surrounding area, or people just going to work to earn a paycheck. Here are the list of things that were going through my head as I saw this advertisement on the screen right before an Amazon Kindle ad popped up.. 1. How greedy can the people run this

Trip To The Video Store
This is a work of fiction. Any reference to real individuals is just because they are part of my fantasy world. LOL After a few days of running around New Orleans together, Robin and her hubby invited me to go to a video store with them and her friend Adrienne. When we all met at the entrance, Robin gave me a wink and said, "Are you ready?". I had heard of some of the wildness of N.O., but didn't expect anything like this.Her husband bought some tokens for the video booths and said, "Let's go!", grabbing Robin's hand. Adrienne pushed her chest into my back and whispered, "You are so going to love this."I got back into the room, let my eyes adjust, and realized that there are two long couches facing the video machine. Hubby has already started dropping coins in the slot and I see Robin on her knees in front of him, with his cock out and sucking on it. I turned around and Adrienne had her shirt and bra off. I moved in to suck on her tits while she removed her pants, pushing my head

Looking Back
The turning of a new year just around the corner, for most of us, it makes us reflect over the past year, making promises to ourselves to change this, that or the other, setting inside goals, hoping to make achievements in our lives, little stepping stones of reward along our twisting little lives. The new year begins in a snow storm of white vows. Of course it is also the time for being sentimental, showing gratitude for the positives, shedding tears for the negatives, lingering moments of wishing we'd done something differently, maybe lowering our heads as we momentarily regret an action and feeling that twang within our hearts for those that are absent in one way or another. New Year's eve is like every other night really, there is no pause in the march of the universe, no breathless moment of silence among created things that the passage of another twelve months may be noted and yet nobody has quite the same thoughts this evening that come with the coming of darkness on other night

50
1. Do you think you can get through it without answering "I don't know"? Yes 2. Are you involved with anyone? yes we are in a casual relationship but we are very much involved 3. Where do you wish you were right now? back in bed with Her and not waiting on breakfast 4. What should you be doing right now? whatever She asks me to, which is make breakfast right now 5. Does sex mean love? no sex means attempting to achieve orgasm with another persons vaginal or anal assistance 6. What do you believe is a true saying about life? good things come to those who destroy everything they consider negative 7 Are you a bad influence? on some people who are easily influenced. 8. Who has had the most influence on you (good)? good Katherin...bad Raven 9 night out or night in? night out endin in being in someone 10. Single forever with a great family or no family and your soul mate? i have everything i require right now 11. What is your favorite game? its not something id discuss he

Libra 2010 Romantic
Year 2010 Romantic First of all, when it comes to anything scary you might have heard about Saturn being in your sign this year -- don't believe the hype! Yes, there will be a new sense of seriousness about things, but nothing you can't handle. And one of the nice things about this new seriousness is that it may well bring some serious romance into your life! If you are currently in a committed relationship, June through August will find you involved in a new depth of communication with your partner. Knowing what you both want and finding ways to get there together will be of new importance to both of you. If you find yourself looking for love, much of the year will bring newfound attention. Mars in your House of Love Received will bring surprising attention from both new players and those who may have not expressed an interest before. If you are seeking a mate, this is good news. If you already have one, this could be good news or it could just be awkward. Neptune will continue to

Brain Frieze
I have no idea where this is going.... I need to delete some pics. Clutter...nothing but clutter. Sleep is an elusive creature of late. I'm not comfortable in my skin. I always tell myself that an extra digit added to the year is no reason start doing things differently...just start doing them. Yet here I am making resolutions in my head. Resolutions just tend to lead to disappointment because we make those goals too large. We make them too large because we make them in the context of an entire year. Small attainable goals are the way to go. That will be $50 to cover my life coaching fees. I also found myself looking back on the year that was earlier this morning, as I wondered if the ceiling was staring back at me. I blame year in review shows and Nietzsche. All the negative came bubbling to the surface, as it always does. The ugly breakup that started my year, that was my fault. I cheated...I don't deny it...my reasons ring hollow, and I should have ended

Libra 2010 Overview
Year 2010 Overview The symbol for Libra is Balance. In the next year, you'll find yourself doing even more balancing than usual; you're going to be pressed to decide if your internal sense of happiness should be the focus of life more than the outward signs of success. This may have been weighing heavily on your mind for the last several months, as far as work and the state of your love life. What you are likely to be weighing this year is a little more intangible (and a little more important) than those things. Specifically, in 2010 you'll find yourself weighing out the cost of the connections you've formed for yourself versus their actual value to you. There's going to be a lot of pressure on you from within and without as to who you really are at heart and who you really are to those closest to you. This will be both in your personal life and at work. The natural Libra impulse is often to make peace with these kind of pressures, or negotiate your way around them. Your best bet in

Zicam Warning Do Not Use
The link at the bottom takes you to the FDA website. This is interesting. Be sure to click on the link at the end. I want my friends and loved ones to know what has happened to me in hopes that it will never happen to you or anybody you care about. About 10 days ago, I felt a cold coming on; so before I went to bed I used Zicam Cold Remedy Nasal Gel. It's supposed to help you "get over your cold faster." Immediately after I sprayed it into each nostril I felt the most horrific burning sensation imaginable. It literally felt like I had sprayed pepper spray directly into my brain. It burned all the way to the top of my skull. My nasal passages swelled, my eyes watered - the burning lasted all night long into the next day.

Strange (but Useful) Human Tricks (repost
Strange (But Useful) Human Tricks You’ve heard the children’s song about how the hip bone is connected to the leg bone, which is connected to the foot bone, right? Turns out there are a lot of odd, secret connections and tricks inside your body that can relieve pain and help in stressful situations. Here are 14 of these little-known fixes that you already have onboard.Painless ShotsPut pressure near the spot that’s about to get the needle and you’ll feel it less. Just make a circle with your thumb and forefinger and push down a few seconds before the shot. This technique overrides nearby nerves, making the shot feel more like a gentle poke.Hiccup ReliefNothing can be more aggravating than nonstop hiccups. Fortunately, your body has a built-in remedy: Take your deepest breath and hold for 10 seconds. And then, without exhaling, breathe in more air and hold for another 5 seconds. Then, one more time, breathe in as much air as you can, hold for 5 seconds, and br

For The Loser That I Miss Sometimes After Dreams I Have That Are So Real Lmao
I WISH THAT YOU LUVED ME I WISH THAT YOU CARED I'D BE SO HAPPY THAT I WOULD BE HEARD. WE NEED YOU, YOU KNOW MYSELF AND MY SON I ALWAYS KNEW THAT YOU WERE THE ONE! YOU GAVE TO ME WHAT NO ONE ELSE COULD A BEAUTIFUL BOY WHO CHANGED MY WHOLE WORLD! WITH YOU IN AND OUT MADE THINGS VERY HARD OHHH FUCK IT YOU'LL NEVER KNOW YOU DONT CARE ENOUGH TO EVEN SHOW A OUNCE OF LOVE OR EVEN A INCH SO FUCK YOU NOW YOU FUCKING BITCH GO TO HELL AND DIE THERE YOU CUNT YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A FUCKING RUNT THE BLACK SHEEP OF YOUR FAMILY THE ONE WHO WILL NEVER BE NOTHING OF IMPORTANCE OR REAL IN THIS LIFE! YOU WERE TO ME BUT NOW I'D CUT YOUR HEART OUT WITH A KNIFE FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU DIE DIE DIE YOU MAKE ME SICK FOR ALLL OF YOUR LIES RAWWWWR IF YOU ONLY KNEW IF YOU WERE BEFORE ME I'D FUCKING HURT YOU SO, I KNOW I SOUND CRAZY BUT ITS BEEN OVER A YEAR YOU JUST IGNORED ME AS IF I WASNT HERE! SO KISS MY ASS MY BIG FAT ASS YOU LOSER!!! YOU'LL NEVER HAVE NOTHING WITH ALL THAT CHILD SUPPORT YOU LOW CLASS WHITE

Kiss Me ..taunt Me .. Tease Me
Kiss my lips.. Whisper in my ear.. tell me how much you want me.. make me quiver under your touch.. I feel you tug at my clothing as you undress me, only to kiss my heated skin once again with those lips of yours. Making me moan as i feel your fingertips seductively caress my body, only to lean in and nibble, making me rock back and forth as i feel your hands on me. I beg of you to take me , yet you still say no. You tease me, taunt me, to the point of no return. I want to be your lover, Your everything, yet you still taunt me in ways i've never known. I reach for you and as i do, i feel a cold steel clasp around my wrists. I hear your voice... i feel your body against mine. Rawness like i've never felt before almost to the point of climaxing in your arms, but you hold me as my hands are cuffed above my head , you have me pinned against a wall. Placing my hands on a hook, i watch you smile , a smile i've gotten to know very well, but this time it had a bit of wickedness set in to

What Up Fuckers?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
What up FUCKERS, im BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yea i have been gone for awhile but im back you fuckers. I added some new pix as well so o check em an hit me up!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING FREAKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letting Go.. This Is What I Live By
LETTING GO ....of your loved one can be the hardest thing you've ever done!!!LETTING GO is not to stop caring--it means I can't do it for someone else.LETTING GO is not to cut myself off--it's the realization that I can't control another.LETTING GO is not to be protective--it's to permit another to face reality.LETTING GO is to admit powerlessness--which means the outcome is not in my hands.LETTING GO is not to fix--but to be supportive; it's not to judge-but to allow another to be a human being.LETTING GO is not to be in the middle, arranging the outcome--but to allow others to effect their own destinies.LETTING GO is not to deny--but to accept.LETTING GO is not to try to change or blame another--it's to make the most of myself.LETTING GO is to fear less and live more.

Love Song By Tesla
So you think that it's over,That your love has fin'lly reached the end.Any time you call, night or day,I'll be right there for you if you need a friend.It's gonna take a little time.Time is sure to mend your broken heart.Don't you even worry, pretty darlin'.I know you'll find love again. Yeah.Chorus:Love is all around you. YeahLove is knockin' outside *YOUR* door.Waitin' for you is this love made just for twoKeep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know.Love is all around you.Love is knockin' outside **YOUR** door.Waitin' for you is this love made just for twoKeep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know.Chorus / Outro:Love will find a way.Darlin', love is gonna find a way,Find its way back to you.Love will find a way.So look around, open your eyes.Love is gonna find a way.Love is gonna, love is gonna find a way.Love will find a way.Love's gonna find a way back to you, yeah,I know. I know. I know. I know.

Fake Ass People
Okay people with fake pics as their profile piss me off. No one is 100% happy with what they see in the mirror but we put ourselves out there just the same. And everyone rates you a 10 regardless so get over yourself.When you steal someone's identity or just put some models pic up and claims it as your own you look stupid.If you dont have a salute but you have 10 million pics dated 5 years ago you are either not that person and its obvious to everyone your a liar. or you gained a bunch of weight and are still not that person and its obvious to everyone your a liar. I know one such girl and i wont name names Skylar and its pathetic. Yeah i called you out. Hey i might not be perfect but at least I'm real.No one is perfect and no one who is worth a damn cares. I pride myself on not being a shallow person but Liars and Thieves piss me off. If your not comfortable enough in your own skin then i dont want to know you. You spend too much time hating yourself if you got your head out of your

Ride On By Ac/dc
It's another lonely evening And another lonely town But I ain't too young to worry And I ain't too old to cry When a woman gets me down Got another empty bottle And another empty bed Ain't too young to admit it And I'm not too old to lie I'm just another empty head That's why I'm lonely I'm so lonely But I know what I'm gonna do - I'm gonna ride on Ride on Ride on, standing on the edge of the road Ride on, thumb in the air Ride on, one of these days I'm gonna Ride on, change my evil ways Till then I'll just keep dragging on Broke another promise And I broke another heart But I ain't too young to realize That I ain't too old to try Try to get back to the start And it's another red light nightmare Another red light street And I ain't too old to hurry Cause I ain't too old to die But I sure am hard to beat But I'm lonely Lord I'm lonely What am I gonna do - Ride on Ride on, got myself a one-way ticket Ride on Ride on, going the wrong way Ride on, gonna change my evil ways Ride on, one

New Animal Cops
I bought my cats cat nip. 1 eats it, 1 rolls in it. Several lala moments later, the eater tried to get to the cat nip that the roller was still rolling in - claws were unsheathed - the first time ever! I was about to call the children to show them, once again, the dangers of narcotics (cat nip is such to cats). But I got side tracked by the thought of a new spin for Animal Cops. All turned out well. For some reason Garfield came to mind (he is a cat), which made me think of Weird Al and his video FAT. I am pretty sure it was because after watching the cats acting weird I wondered if they might have the munchies, and I did make lasagna for dinner...

Uneasy Rider By Charlie Daniels Band
I was takin a trip out to L.A. Toolin along in my cheverolet Tokin on a number and diggin on the radio Just as I crossed the Mississippi line I heard that highway start to whine And I knew that left rear tire was about to blow Well the spare was flat and I got uptight Cause there wasn't a filling station in sight So I just limped on down the shoulder on the rim I went as far as I could and when I stopped the car It was right in front of this little bar Kind of a red-neck lookin joint called the Dew Drop Inn I stuffed my hair up under my hat And told the bartender that I had a flat And ywould he be kind enough to give me change for a one There was one thing I was sure proud to see There wasn't a soul in the place except for him and me He just looked disgusted and pointed toward the telephone I called up the station down the road a ways He said he wasn't very busy today And he could have somone out there in just about 10 minutes or so He said," Now, you just stay right where yer a

Wild Thing By The Troggs
Wild thing You make my heart sing You make everything...groovy Wild thing Wild thing, I...think I love you But I wanna know for sure So come on, and hold me tight I love you (Refrain) Wild thing, I...think you move me But I wanna know for sure So come on, and hold me tight You move me (Refrain) Wild thing Come on, come on, wild thing Shake it, shake it, wild thing

New Years Eve
So, on New Years Eve or tonight for that matter since it is so early in the AM I will be hanging out in the Den of Iniquity lounge where my good friend MFKN Seabreeze will be on cam in her sexy attire and possibly getting nakey. She says that she will also be fublinging people who are in the lounge when it hits Midnight MST time. (For those in other time zones it's 1am CST, and 2am EST.) I am sending her a little love and advertisement here today!!! :D EDIT:: Change of plans on my part. Everyone should still stop by the Den of Iniquity tonight around midnight PST even if I am not there. If you give me credit I might get fublinged as well! I will try to be home in time for the party in the lounge, but my plans have been changed and I am needed to watch the bf's little brothers for an indefinant amount of time. Have a great New Year if I do not get on to tell everyone!

Hypocrite
Take your words and swallow them whole, watch them fade, like your cold and bitter soul. You jump from person to person as if it's ok. One day I hope you receive the pain youve given away. Don't point a finger on how much I could be, you're the one who never even respected me. My wishes were to love and be loved, a wish we all have, But you took my confidence and cut it in half. You're hypocritical and pathetic with your blame and your "pitty me" ways. Well you've done more damage than repair, and pretended your way through the days. People think you're so generous and sweet, I've seen the other side, and I beg to disagree. You don't know what love is, nor I doubt you ever will, you run away from your problems, and hide so you can heal. Don't tell me about after friendship because your direct insults cut too deep. You make it hard for me to think clearly, you make it hard to sleep. I hope you feel so special, to be written about by me, This just shows how much you've made a mess of me

A Little
I suppose deep inside all new things are terrifying in their own wayLike a child released from the only room he's known to see the dayEverything shifts a little as what was once your world expands beyondThe limits you thought existed, and perhaps of such had become somewhat fondI guess I could have never been lost in your eyes and melted withinI suppose to some the safety of the known overwhelms the need to beginI gaze out across a plateau with something akin to the truest free breathAll I am seems cleansed as I watch the sun in your eyes die the tiniest deathA little paler it seems once the walls no longer surround your faceAnd my world seems all at once to have changed utterly, nothing's out of placeAnd though I can't quite place a finger on the pulse of the rhythms that moveI know on a level I barely comprehend that all that once was has improvedSuppose the world was the dream and the dreams were the lightAnd the things we fear the most were only what we hold insideWould acknowledgi

My Fuck You List
ATTENTION FUCK YOU IF I ADDED YOU AND YOU NEVER SBOX ME RATE MY PAGE OR ANYTHING OF MINES. THERE FORE I'AM GOING THRU MY LIST OF SO CALL FRIENDS AND FANS AND GETIN RID OF THE BULLSHITTER AND LAME ASSES. I GOT A LIST OF YOU MOFO I START TO CALL YA OUT BUT I WON'T SO IF YA ASS AINT ON MY SHIT AFTER TODAY OR TONITE KISSS MY ASS

Mustard Man Lyrics Artist(band):cky (camp Kill Yourself)
Mustard uhh behold Hahahaha A story that I rather not have told Of a mustard mayhem! I’m riding and I'm running in my sleep From mustard man He chases me ‘til the last sunrise And fucks me in his mom’s mini van Mustard man whoa, whoa bow down I must serve you I am on the ground Bowing to your mustard shit Lick your ass at the end of it I will march for you mustard man; ill stay true Wu, Wu when I shit, when I try to run away, mustard man whipped me with his mustard chain, And his mustard seeds pissed in my face And I bleed; Mustard… disease! You think it's hot, but try on theese jeans made of whicker, And they've got horse fleas, Mustard in my dreams. Whoa! Mustard god I’m on my knees bowing for you it’s hot I feel pleasure, won't you please serve me twice tonight I need Wu, Wu Mustard seeds like I set up in my head Jam them with some sugarcane, pleasured so good and I feel the pain Wu Wu mustard makes me cry, I hate it. Suicide I'd rather

Loving You
Every time I think about you,I'm reminded of the reasonswhy I love you from the depthof my heart and soul.And I wonder what I'ddo without you,without your healing smile,your words of faith,the caring and sensitive wayyou word touches me,and lifts me,just when I need it most.Without you,what would I have?What would I be?I can't imagine existing ina world where someone doesn'tlove me the way you do.You're the only one who everunderstood me and accepted mefor who I am.And I think you're nothing shortof amazing.Your love always has beenand always will be,life's greatest gift to me!

Freaking Bomb Etiquette!!
1) Read status of bomber for christ sake!!!! Leaving status comments, gifts, and rates dont help if they want ya in the sb!!! 2) Make sure if bomber asks for links that they work!!!!!! 3) Do not link your profile...link a bomb folder!!!! 4) Do not hit my sb more than once during a single bomb!!!! 5) If I ask for autos only in sb....it means im trying to level....ALL I WANT IS AUTOS IN THERE!!!! 6) Sometimes I will repay bombs...sometimes I wont. If you have autos on...I will most likely bomb you!! I dont ask for bombs when i dont have autos on...please dont ask me for a repay of bombing without autos on. odds are when you bombed me, I had autos on!!!! 7) Damn, dont try to hold a conversation with me while I'm bombing....its a pain in the ass!!!! 8) If I'm running autos and I hit your sb to get bombed and u ignore repeatedly(I understand peeps cant get everyone)...dont come into mine asking to get bombed! 9) Dont post several links in my sb for your friends as well...I under

Poem Called Pain
PAIN Pain is something we feel inside. Pain is something we try to hide.What a fool I must have been to love and trust you over again. You'll never love me, you'll never care. You have shattered my dreams everywhere. Why must I feel this deep down pain? What does it give me? I have no gain. Who is the real you?What's your true name? Why are you playing me as if I were a game?I have feelings like you do. Our only real difference is, MY feelings are true. Written by Destinee at the age of 14.

Fucked Up Ppl
ok tell me wut yall think... ok say this guy asks u out and all of a sudden stops talkin 2 u and says ur like nothing 2 him and then u later find out that he got engaged 2 another girl while he was wit u ...while all them nites he told u he luved u and everything.... i dont understand how guys can stoop so low as 2 hurt sum1 they supposedly luv...i just wish i can stop gettin hurt all the time bc every guy i been wit hurt me in sum way 2 make me leave ... i dont no wut i did 2 them but now im done wit men..

True Love Is The Soul's Recognition Of Its Counterpoint In Another...
A SoulMate is someone who will have an instantaneous effect on youMake you weak in the kneesTake your breath awayWith a single glance they can lessen the burdenWith a simple smile..touch your heartYou will feel a total connection to this personThey will touch you so deeply on so many levelsthat you will want to share your inner most secretsThis person will make you feel like your a god or a goddessThey will forever change your life..sometimes for better or worseWith your SoulMate you will feel a deep yearninga compelling energy drawing you to themYou will find safety with this personYou will knowingly let go of all of your defences as a deep empathic bond is formedThere is something about the passion you share with a SoulMate that goes so far beyond just the physical bodyFor a moment in time you two are the only ones who exist in the universe. Hearts beating in rhythm as your souls have intertwined themselves becoming one. Soon you begin to lose trackof where you begin and your partner

My New Year's Wish For Ya'lls!!
My Wish for You in 2010: May peace break into your home and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet for $100 notes. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had, forget your home address! In simple words ............

A Huge "thank You" To Everyone!
Some of you may have noticed I am not around much the last few months. So I am writing this to explain it once, instead of over and over to those that are asking. To be honest, I am a bit bored with fu. Don't get me wrong, I love fu. But I am not into it like I use to be. I have been here since it was LostCherry.com. When there were no VIPs - no Bling - no Happy Hours. You could only rate a profile once in a lifetime. We did contests for Big Pimping gifts! LOL Yes, things have changed. And for the most part, I have to say for the better. I have made some great friends on here. Too many to mention. From people who I met my first week on here, to recently made friends. From admin to bouncers to your average fu. Amazing people! And I would like to thank you guys for making fu so much fun for me. Some of you like me, some of you hate me. LOL That is just the way it goes. But VERY few of you actually know me. Thank you to the ones that have taken the time to look past what people

Eskimo Kisses
I want to share more then a physical embraceas I know that there is more that the beauty of a body or face Together beyond the realm of a heavenly abode I want to grow into a bright star from out of the cold From the moment we would meet and touch each step would feel like it was meant for us to clutch For us to endure with the fullness of our hearts desires of joy we embark without the enthusiasm of child opening a new toy There won't be a day that I would ever turn my back on you not a single deflection from your radiance shall be unloved in view In a crowded sky of clouds I see illustrations of our life one which will entail all of my energy and enduring whatever strife This life is ours to color with each of our passions array and we can deliver nothing but a pure genuine sway Swinging on a high where we never can come down your smile and eternal inner beauty will always keep away a frown

7 Babes Ski To The South Pole
This what I call tough. Seven babes from different countries skied 562 miles to the south pole. It took them 38 days. They averaged 15 miles a day with each of them hauling a 176 pound sled of provisions. They did to mark the 60th anniversary of the founding of New Zealand. One of the babes got frostbite so she didn’t make it. My hats off to these honeys. Next time I need a body guard detail you babes are hired! Check it out: http://www.foxnews.com/scitech/2009/12/30/women-reach-south-pole-mile-ski-trek/?test=latestnews Take your iPhone next time you travel to the South Pole and listen to BlastFM to keep in touch with the world. www.liver365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

Texas Flood - Stevie Ray Vaughan And Double Trouble
Well it's floodin' down in Texas....All of the telephone lines are down Well it's floodin' down in Texas....All of the telephone lines are down And I've been tryin' to call my baby....Lord and I can't get a single sound Well dark clouds are rollin' in....Man I'm standin' out in the rain Well dark clouds are rollin' in....Man I'm standin' out in the rain Yeah flood water keep a rollin'....Man it's about to drive poor me insane Well I'm leavin' you baby....Lord and I'm goin' back home to stay Well I'm leavin' you baby....Lord and I'm goin' back home to stay Well back home ain't no floods and tornados....Baby the sun shines on me every day

Blue Moon
"Blue Moon"December 31, 2009..the blue moon 1. The third full moon in a three-month calendrical season that has four full moons. 2. The second of two full moons occurring in the same month. Our next Blue Moon will occur Aug. 2012

Presage
presage\PRES-ij; pri-SEYJ\ , noun; 1.An indication or warning of a future event; an omen. 2.A feeling or intuition of what the future holds. 3.Prophetic significance. 4.[Archaic] A prediction; a prognostication.transitive verb: 1.To indicate or warn of beforehand; to foreshadow. 2.To have a presentiment of. 3.To predict; to foretell.intransitive verb: 1.To make or utter a prediction.

I'm Babysitting Tonight
If I go quiet and don't respond quickly, it is because I'm dealing with 8 month old who just got sick for 24 hours. He got "intraseption" (think that is how you spell it) basically he had some blockage in his upper colon and they had to do an enema on him. He is doing better but gets tired easily and wants to be cuddled more. Which is no problem for me. Right now he is doing fine. Just testy but I can usually calm him down.

Idiots - In Gaming Cirles
One of those days. I hopped into a seemingly new IRC RPG room. I wanted to find a White Wolf OWOD game. VtM or WtA. No problem, right? Well, I got to talking with this person about a WtA TT game. I'm used to WtA LARP rules. I asked if I could get help. He tells me yes. Okay, sounds good. I joined the Yahoo list and pulled up the list's txt file character sheet and prepare to C&P it into my spreadsheet, thinking I'm going to get help making my sheet. After all, although he got cranky about me not wanting someone to send me an illegal copy of the book, I thought I was going to get help with my sheet. I haven't dealt with the WtA TT rules set in years. I haven't even played d10 TT in years. So, when I asked him if he would be helping me, or someone in the main room would help me, he says "I can post questions." Uhm, excuse me. Post questions? I already said someone was going to have to make this sheet and explain the gifts to me. *GRRR* I told him that we had a communication error. Told

Can I Get A Piece Of That Aaaaaah Pecan Pie?
I have an account on okcupid. I've met a couple people that way. ok... more than a couple. I've gone out on several dates. Some i still talk to but most were not a whole lot of greatness. Back in the spring, I was "matched" with a profile that had no picture. Usually I disregard these immediatly. Red Flag. blah blah. The guy was pretty upfront though about wanting one last big hoorah before he moved from Tallahassee to Seattle. He seemed genuine and funny so isent him an email just to see what would happen. We traded emails back and forth as well as pictes. He even made a profile here on fu to check out some of the many, many pics i have on here. Obviously, he's smart, too. We made plans to meet after he took a couple weeks to visit his family and find an apartment in Seattle. During his trip, I stopped hearing back from him. I figured he'd gotten busy and just really didn't think more of it. It's not like I'm in short supply of readily available dicks. I got an email a couple weeks

One Man Woman By The Judds
Side note: a good friend of mine turned me onto this song almost 20 years ago. She was into country whileI wasn't. (at the time) Now it is among my favoritesI'm a one man womanI want a one woman manI've got two arms to hold himTo love him all I canNow it's a free world we live inIt's this I understandBut i'm a one man womanI want a one woman manI don't need nobodyHanding me those linesSaying I can keep my freedomIn these modern timesI want a ring on my fingerFor all the world to seeAnd when I get home from workingHe'll be waiting here for me(Chorus)I don't want nobodyPulling me aroundLoving me then leavingSomeone else downtownIf he ain't true and steadyThen he ain't in my plansCause i'm a one man womanI want a one woman man(Chorus)Cause i'm a one man womanI want a one woman man

Alone
I sit there in the dark all alone it seems, Yet there you are sitting next to me. Why do I feel that I am alone? Why do I feel as my heart is breaking? Questions I ask, I can’t answer. You tell me you love me, And still I am sitting here unsure. You tell me you can’t live without me, And yet I feel as though you’re wrong. It seems that you take for granted that I am here, You expect that I will just always be there. Well truth be told your wrong, I won’t just sit here waiting for you to notice me. I’m not going to have my heart break every time you don’t need me, Because I needed you and you weren’t there. I’ve sat by your side while you ignored me for others, I stayed by your side while your focus was for them not me. Not any more, I won’t take this anymore,

Tanker
TANKER TO GOD - OVER... I pray thee Heavenly Father, Please hear this tanker’s prayer, And send an angel to me, For my tank and crew to care. Be with us when we need you, And lend a helping hand And safely carry my machine Across this barren land. And keep my tank from running dry When the foe is close to me, And place my gunner’s crosshairs On the tanks that we don’t see.

The Truth About Men By Tracy Byrd
We don't like to go out shoppin', We don't care what's on sale. We just want to sit with a bag full of chips, Watchin' the NFL. When you come over at half-time, An' say: "Does this dress fit too tight?" We just look you in the eye with a big fat lie, An say:"Uh, uh: Looks just right." Well, that's the truth about men. Yeah, that's the truth about us. We like to hunt and golf on our days off, Scratch, an' spit, an cuss. It don't matter what line we hand you, When we come draggin' in. We ain't wrong; we ain't sorry, An' it's probably gonna happen again. We hate watchin' "Steel Magnolias". We like "Rambo" an' "Die Hard 4". Jump up and down like fools when we see the new tools, At the Home Depot store. We don't really wanna take you to dinner, At some fancy restaurant. The only reason we do is 'cause we know it leads to, The one thing that we all want. Well, that's the truth about men. Yeah, that's the truth about guys. We'd rather play guitars and work on cars, Than work on the problems i

12/30 Fake : Kelly Dreamer. She's Dreaming She Was Real...
Check the blog below and to the left with a similar title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

12/30 Fake : Kelly Dreamer. She's Dreaming She Was Real...
Well, here we go again kids, check out our latest installment of fake, this one’s pretty unoriginal and a big yawn but still, it’s just amazing how stupid people can be on here…this fake profile…. With these pics claiming to be “her” or whatever it is, as seen below… The majority of which are stolen from Dreamkelly.com, actually the exact same pictures, as shown on the amateur porn site below, are an exact match… That salute comes and goes, I guess depending on who asks or whatever. I wonder why it’s doubled down on the rewrite and then black & white shopped? Odd at a high level. It was even so unoriginal that it just flipped its’ name to Kelly Dreamer instead of Dream Kelly. This must be a rookie con. But what we do know is that sure as hell is not Dreamkelly.com who it says it is and there are also other pics of girls in the “me” folder that it has that aren’t even the same girl, last I counted there were about four totally different girls in the “me” f

Today
I cast my heart in the ocean,I watched it float away from the sand.Hopefully it will trouble me nomore,As it floats to a far distant land. It has brought me pain,Sometimes more than I can bare.I can no longer feel it beat,As it leaves me standing here. Was this the right thing to do,Will it put my pain to and end.Or will it leave me cold,Till my lifes bitter end.

So Close By Jon Mclaughlin
So I'm thinking of posting a youtube video of me playing my guitar and singing so close by Jon Mclaughlin. Below is the lyrics and chords, tell me if you guys think that it is a good song to do. Intro: Eadd9 | G#m7 | C#m7 | C6 - CM7 Emaj | Esus4 - B/D# | Emaj Eadd9 - B/D# - C#m7 - Eadd9 You’re in my arms Esus4 - Bsus4/E - Eadd9 And all the world is calm A6 - G#m7/B - C#m7 - B6 - Amaj7 The music playing on for only two B/A -G#m7 - A6 So close together Bsus4 - Bmaj And when I’m with you B/A - G#m7 - Bbm7b6 - Bsus4 - B7 - B9 So close to feeling alive B7 - E/C# A life goes by Esus4 - A6 - B13 - Eadd9 Romantic dreams will stop A6 - G#m7 - C#m7 - B6 - Amaj7 So I bid mine goodbye and never knew B/A - G#m7 - A6 So close was waiting, Bsus4 - Bmaj waiting here with you B/A - G#m7 - Bbm7b6 - Bsus4 -B9 And now forever I know B - F#m7 - B7 All that I wanted to hold you B7/A - Gm11 So close bass(D# - D) - C7

Geek Poem (repost)
SRC: INFOCUS magazine. Original authors, Fred Bremmer and Steve Kroese of Calvin College & Seminary of Grand Rapids, MI. The text of the poem follows: !*''# ^"`$$- !*=@$_ %*~#4 &[]../ |{,,SYSTEM HALTEDThe poem can only be appreciated by readingit aloud, to wit: Waka waka bang splat tick tick hash, Caret quote back-tick dollar dollar dash, Bang splat equal at dollar under-score, Percent splat waka waka tilde number four, Ampersand bracket bracket dot dot slash, Vertical-bar curly-bracket comma comma CRASH.

Just Stuff
There is nothing more in this world that I want then a home of my own. My parents are living in Florida now and I am still here in NJ. I am not ready to leave yet even though I don't want to be here. I am getting my life together with starting school to have a better future for my kids and I. I have been through so much with friends and family who have made me stronger and who I am today. Friends come and go and as much as u want them to stay sometimes they can't. Family is always there no matter what goes on in life. It's time for me to do me and for myself to be happy again.

The One
I feel things for you that I had forgotten how to feel. I think of you in ways only lovers think of lovers, That seem all to real. I imagine your skin streached taunt over your bones, Your eyes full of love......burdened and worn I feel the blood inside me boil , the closer we become. I want to know where you hide, When theres no place left to run. All of the secrets ......You lock away inside, That keep your webs of mysterys. hidden and confined. The dreams that lurk in shadows, Hidden from the light, Nights that turn to days, Passions you ignite, I close my eyes and see a future, Some where far beyond, The childish insecurities , That test this ionic bond. I see your fingers in my mind, Tracing at my thoughts, Bringing back to life, A world that I've forgot. If only for a moment......My soul you reawaken, Black and White snap shots, Of pictures yet to be taken. I drift away to sleep , Intoxicated by your love, My hands reaching on, For somethin

The Bored Ninja: Lost Camera (repost)
These are the photos this guy always keeps on his digital camera in case he loses it. That way, whoever finds the camera and looks through the stored photos gets a nice little story with instructions on how to return it to the owner. Go Check out www.andrewmcdonald.net.au to see more of Andrew McDonald’s stuff. Lost Camera

What I Am Thinking On 12/30/09
Why are you doing this, you know it's not going to work? What will happen when it is done, and nothing else happens? Seriously, why do you think these things? You know the outcome is always the same in the end, like everytime before now it always has been, so why even bother trying this time?

#2
Where was I,When I first looked at you.Lost in my own turmoil,Not knowing what to do. When I saw you again,its like I was in a trance.One look at you And my heart began to dance. With that look in your eyesAnd that smile so right.Sprang my heart back to lifeOn a cold and lonely night. Your eyes and smile sparkling,Your hair all aglow.How far my heart will fall,This I'll never know.

Lean On Me By Bill Withers
Sometimes in our lives we all have pain We all have sorrow But if we are wise We know that there's always tomorrow Lean on me, when you're not strong And I'll be your friend I'll help you carry on For it won't be long 'Til I'm gonna need Somebody to lean on Please swallow your pride If I have things you need to borrow For no one can fill those of your needs That you don't let show Lean on me, when you're not strong And I'll be your friend I'll help you carry on For it won't be long 'Til I'm gonna need Somebody to lean on If there is a load you have to bear That you can't carry I'm right up the road I'll share your load If you just call me So just call on me brother, when you need a hand We all need somebody to lean on I just might have a problem that you'd understand We all need somebody to lean on Lean on me when you're not strong And I'll be your friend I'll help you carry on For it won't be long Till I'm gonna need Somebody to lean on

Dream...
Dream dreams that everyone says are impossibleLive a life talked about long after you turn to ashesLove hard and endlessly someone who drives you madLust dangerously after someone you should never haveBe a better everything everyday for you not for themSueño sueños imposibles, entonces ellos saben que ellos pueden...

To My Owner
You're Makin Me High lyricsI'll always think of youInside of my private thoughtsI can imagine youTouching my private partsWith just the thought of youI can't help but touch my selfThat's why I want you so badJust one night ofMoonlight, with you there beside meAll night, doin' it again and againYou know I want you so bad(Baby, baby, baby)babyOooh I get so highWhen I'm around you babyI can touch the skyYou make my temperature riseYou're makin' me highBaby, baby, baby, babyCan't get my mind off youI think I might be obsessedThe very thought of youMakes me want to get undressedI wanna be with youIn spite of what my heart saysI guess I want you so badAll I want isMoonlight, with you there inside meAll night,(ooh baby) doin' it again and againYou know I want you so badBaby, baby, baby, babyOooh I get so highWhen I'm around you babyI can touch the skyYou make my temperature riseYou're makin' me highBaby, baby, baby, babyI want to feel your heart and soul inside of meLet's make a deal you roll

Missred63
If I were a man on a ship,Would you wish me to the shore.If I were a man in an alley,Would you wish me to have more. If I were a man without love,Would you ever offer me yours.If I were a man without affection,Would you show me like none before. For you I would do all these things,And not expect anything in return.For the friendship you gave me,In my heart your fire will always burn.

Fakes On Fubar
iused to think woman woman was nice till she asked me to join her turf in fumafia she asked me to cheat make up fake names for her to make the million bucks icouldnt take any more so iquit it theres just to many fakes in fumafia it surprised me to find out how fake she is she beggs all time to shame on wonder woman

What Is Help Them Level?
Hey All... ARK decided to add a new feture! Help them Level... If you know of someone whom is almost going to level than please send us a shout box or a private message and we will Blog them! Thanks!

Week 16 Playoff And Superbowl Predictions!
Ok, Week 17 could change all this, but I'm making my two wild card picks the Jets and the Ravens. Here's how I view it: Round 1, AFC: NYJ @ CIN, BAL @ NE. CIN and NE win. Round 2, AFC: CIN @ IND, NE @ SD. NE and IND win. Round 3, AFC: NE @ IND. NE wins. Round 1, NFC: DAL @ MIN, GB @ ARI. MIN and ARI win. Round 2, NFC: MIN @ PHI, AR @ NO. MIN and NO win. Round 3, NFC: MIN @ NO, NO wins. Superbowl: NE @ NO, NO wins. I honestly was very sketchy on some of these, but I figured that's how I'd call it. I almost flipped a coin for the superbowl. Comments welcome. I'm not an expert by any stretch of the imagination, so please be nice.

Just Ventin
Deep breaths as you walk in .. open mind, heart, and soul. You meet them and everything slowly falls into place. You may still walk and be open because you have nothing to hide. In a suspensefull way he completes you... yet there is so much more to know. You learn little by little where it will go, how it will play out, and what you will make of it. It becomes something you yearn to answer and yet love to play at. When will he come.. or has he already..

Self Check Out
Im sick of going out of my mind every time I see, Somebody that looks like you, it's killing me. Because I think you're there for me, And when I realize you're not it's back to this place, So please, take note I'm going crazy. Did you get a chance to read the letter I sent to you? Or did you throw it away 'cause of everything I put you through? I guess I understand, just realize I'm looking for help from a friend, And you, you're the only one I can trust. I want to tell you all about all the times so I can keep it all on the right track. I want to tell you all the times I fucked up and wake up flat on my back. I wish I could call you to pick me up, I know it's too much to ask for So I sit up and light up a cigarette. And tell myself over and over again. It was all just a dream.. And it's time to come clean, And it's time to move on, No matter how hard it seems.

Name
MY NAME IS SAMMYJO BUT MY REAL NAME IS TAMMY.I GO BY SAMMYJO BECAUSETHAT NAME STUCK WITH ME EVER SINCE I WAS LITTLE NO NEED TO CHANGE IT, MY GOAL IN LIFE IS TO FINISH WHAT I STARTED AND THAT IS WORKING WITH 2 SPECIAL KIDS,AND TO FINISH MY SCHOOL YEAR OUT.I AM A MOTHER OF 2 ONE BOY ONE GIRL WHO ARE MY EVERTHING AND THERE WILL BE NO NONE COMING BETWEEN US I WILL FIGHT TILL THE END,SOMEONE TRIED TO DO THAT ONCE BAD MISTAKE I AM A STRONG WOMAN AND DONT TAKE ANY SHIT,I LET THE LOVE OF MY LIFE SLIP AWAY AND THAT HURT ME DEEPLY IF I ONLY HAD THE CHANCE TO TELL HIM HOW I FEEL BUT WILL NEVER GET IT HE'S MOVED ON CAUSE I WOULD NOT GIVE HIM AN ANWSER,I TO HAVE MADE BAD MISTAKES AND NOW PAYING FOR THEM I CAN NOT CHANGE THE PAST BUT CAN THE FUTURE,AND IF SOME OF YOU HAVE A LOVE DONT LET THEM GO IT WILL ONLY HURT YOU... ALWAYS SAMMY

12/30/2009
Revelation 18http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+18&language=english&version=31 Revelation 19http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+19&language=english&version=31 Revelation 20http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+20&language=english&version=31 http://BiblePlan.org/3/niv/ Bible Reading Plan -- Complete NIV Bible in a YearRead the NIV Bible in a year, reading three chapters daily and five on Sundays.

Annual Darwin Awards
Yes, it's that magical time of year again when the Darwin Awards are bestowed, honoring the least evolved among us: Here is the glorious winner:1. When his 38 caliber revolver failed to fire at his intended victim during a hold-up in Long Beach , California would-be robber James Elliot did something that can only inspire wonder. He peered down the barrel and tried the trigger again. This time it worked. And now, the honorable mentions:2. The chef at a hotel in Switzerland lost a finger in a meat cutting machine and after a little shopping around, submitted a claim to his insurance company... The company expecting negligence sent out one of its men to have a look for himself. He tried the machine and he also lost a finger. The chef's claim was approved.3. A man who shoveled snow for an hour to clear a space for his car during a blizzard in Chicago returned with his vehicle to find a woman had taken the space. Understandably, he shot her.4. After stopping for drinks at an ill

Underneath The Stars
Underneath the stars I'll meet you Underneath the stars I'll greet you There beneath the stars I'll leave you Before you go of your own free will Go gently Underneath the stars you met me Underneath the stars you left me I wonder if the stars regret me At least you'll go of your own free will Go gently Here beneath the stars I'm mending And here beneath the stars not ending Why on earth am I pretending? I'm here again, the stars befriending They come and go of their own free will Go gently Go gently Underneath the stars you met me And underneath the stars you left me I wonder if the stars regret me I'm sure they'd like me if they only met me They come and go of their own free will Go gently Go gently Go gently

Please Help Me Out
Do you like it rough or sensual? Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both? How often do you like to have sex? Is sex a top priority for you? Do you have sex face to face with your partner? How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger? How do you feel about one night stands? How many one night stands have you had? What's your favorite position? Where's your favorite place to have sex? Do you prefer to make love or f*uck? Have you ever watched porn while having sex? How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed? Do you get off first or do they?

Yay Fakers!
One of the fun things I like to do here is go to fake profiles and leave status comments full of love. :) I followed Cammy to this gem's profile (I'll link you in the comments) and IT shouted me. Suga Lips™: yes..I look 12. great comeback how big is your dick? Sassy_Ass_...: ugh,u seriously need a bag over that face of yours. What are you like 12? Tiume to go back to school,winter break is up. Suga Lips™: it may be ugly, but it's mine I didn't have to steal someone's pics to get bling from people Sassy_Ass_...: Who would wanna cum on that ugly lookin face of yours.. rofll

Ben Stein
I only hope we find GOD again before it is too late!! The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary.My confession:I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees, Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are, Christmas trees.It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, 'Merry Christmas' to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it.. It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu. If people want a cliché, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away.I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Ch

Music!
Alexi Murdoch Time Without ConsequenceAlexisonfire Old Crows/Young CardinalsAmanda Palmer Who Killed Amanda PalmerAmbitions StrangerAmplexus Deus Ex MachineAngels & Airwaves I-EmpireAn Angle The Truth Is That You Are AliveAnti-Flag For Blood And EmpireArmor For Sleep What To Do When You Are DeadAshes Divide Keep Telling Myself It's AlrightThe Ataris So Long, AstoriaAtreyu The Best Of AtreyuAtreyu Congregation Of The DamnedAtreyu Lead Sails Paper AnchorThe Audition ChampionAzure Ray Burn And ShiverAzure Ray Hold On LoveBadly Drawn Boy Born In The U.K.Black Stone Cherry Black Stone CherryBlessid Union Of Souls Walking Off The BuzzBlue October Consent to TreatmentBlue October FoiledBone Thugs-N-Harmony Thug StoriesBraid Lucky To Be Alive [Live]Brand New DaisyBrandtson Hello, ControlBreaking Benjamin SaturateBright Eyes A Christmas AlbumBright Eyes Oh Holy FoolsBush Golden StateCage The Elephant Ca

To My Fubar Lovies :]
Hey everyone, I'm not only on Fubar, I have Myspace && Facebook. If anyone wants to add meh, hit me uppp!!!! http://www.myspace.com/wickedsammysuicide and http://www.facebook.com/index.php?lh=56cb195951edaeb501a55a53fa3fe09f&#/profile.php?ref=profile&id=100000300043423 Peace, love, & chicken grease, Sami

Freedom Of Speech Is Contradictory
Freedom of speech is the freedom to speak without censorship and/or limitation. The synonymous term freedom of expression is sometimes used to indicate not only freedom of verbal speech but any act of seeking, receiving and imparting information or ideas, regardless of the medium used. In practice, the right to freedom of speech is not absolute in any country and the right is commonly subject to limitations, such as on "hate speech".The right to freedom of speech is recognized as a human right under Article 19 of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights and recognized in international human rights law in the International Covenant on Civil and Political Rights (ICCPR). The ICCPR recognizes the right to freedom of speech as "the right to hold opinions without interference. Everyone shall have the right to freedom of expression".[1][2] Furthermore freedom of speech is recognized in European, inter-American and African regional human rights law. See How Freedom Of Speech Contradicts

Freedom Of Speech.
FuBar Won't Let Me Create MuMMs Because I Act Out My First Amendment Right To Freedom Of Speech. No Limitations. Either It Is Freedom Of Speech Without! Limitations Or The Government Should Do Away With This So Called Freedom Of Speech. How Can Anyone Say "FREEDOM OF SPEECH" & Not Allow Any Of Us To TRULY!!! Have It?...

5 Myths About Men
Men with big feet also have big... It is true that the development of penises and toes (as well as clitorises and fingers) are influenced by the same gene. But the length of one does not predict the length of the other. In a study of more than 3,000 men, no correlation was found between the self-reported size of feet and that of the crown jewels. Skeptical of a man's ability to size himself up, some researchers have, well, taken things into their own hands. For example, a 2002 study, headed by Jyoti Shah at St. Mary's Hospital in London, compared foot size to carefully measured privates (all 104 penises were stretched to their longest length for consistency.) No correlation was found. If you shave your beard or head, the hair comes back faster, thicker, and coarser. "If that were true, we'd have a cure for male pattern baldness," said Dr. Aaron Carroll of Indiana University and co-author of "Don't Swallow your Gum: Myths, Half-truths and Outright Lies About Your Body and Health

Real Friends My Ass.
I do not believe their is such things as real net friends. I think people add someone they do not know then call them their friends just because their on a Friends List. Its Pathetic. I can't stand it when someone i don't know adds me then calls me Friend. NO ONE ON THE NET IS FRIENDS. just because you talk to someone on a regular basis you think their you're friends?...how idiotic.

Why I Hate Sites Like Fmylife.com Sometimes
So many posts go "Today, I was sleeping with my best friend's bf when she caught us. I now no longer have a best friend or a partner. FML." How about we write it like this instead: "Today, I was being a stupid skank, got caught, and then got what I deserved. FML." I mean seriously so many of the stories are "Today, I and then . FML." Seriously? Some of them I understand completely, fucked up shit happens sometimes that isn't your fault or that your average person wouldn't have forseen (getting laid off the same day your dog dies, for example), but so many stories on there are "well no shit Sherlock" moments. Anyway, off to lunch... eventually... I think lol. Still waiting for my friend. He's a great guy and one of my best friends but Jesus his sense of time is the worst on the planet.

Pain By Three Days Grace
Pain, without lovePain, I can't get enoughPain, I like it rough'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at allYou're sick of feeling numbYou're not the only oneI'll take you by the handAnd I'll show you a world that you can understandThis life is filled with hurtWhen happiness doesn't workTrust me and take my handWhen the lights go out you will understandPain, without lovePain, I can't get enoughPain, I like it rough'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at allPain, without lovePain, I can't get enoughPain, I like it rough'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at allAnger and agonyAre better than miseryTrust me, I've got a planWhen the lights go off, you will understandPain, without lovePain, I can't get enoughPain, I like it rough'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at allPain, without lovePain, I can't get enoughPain, I like it rough'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing, rather feel painI know, I know that you're woundedYou know, you know that I'm here to save youYou know,

Broken Heart...
A BEAUTIFUL GIRL WITH PRETTY EYES, A HIDDEN WORLD OF HURT AND LIES SHE SITS ON HER BED AND CRIES IT'S HARD FOR HER TO REALIZE THAT LIFE ISNT ALL WEAK IN THE KNEES AN BUTTERFLIES... =) "WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL"

Time...
TIME IS LIKE A RIVER, YOU CANNOT TOUCH THE SAME WATER TWICE, BECAUSE THE FLOE THAT HAS PASSED, WILL NEVER PASS AGAIN, ENJOY EVERY MOMENT OF LIFE! LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES, BUT NEVER REGRET THE CHOICES YOU MADE, THANKS TO THOSE CHOICES, YOU ARE NOW WISER! =)

Hopeful...
I FEEL LIKE I CAN'T BREATH, THERE IS NO WAY OUT, AND I CAN'T BE REACHED, I NEED TO FIND A ROUTE, TAKE ME ANYWHERE ASLONG AS YOU LEAD, I FEEL EMPTYNESS IN MORE THAN JUST MY HEART, IT STARES AT ME IN THE MIRROR EVERYDAY, IT'S PAINFUL AND IT TEARS ME APART, EVERYTHING IS DARK AND GREY, THESE FEELINGS QUICKLY GET OLD LIKE DIEGO RIVERA'S ART, I MUST BREAK AWAY, A WISE MAN ONCE SAID, "ASK GOD ALL YOU WANT, BUT IN THE LONG RUN ITS UP TO YOU TO MAKE A CHNAGE" I BELIEVE HIM AND THAT'S WHY I HAVE MADE MY DECISION,

New Years...
Since tomorrow is the big ball dropping, for the big countdown to the New Year. So of course, as usual a ton of tourist are on their way to NYC just to see the ball drop made Me wonder...Who determines when it is the New Year?I mean when it is New Years here [12 AM EST], it wont be new years for another 3 hours on the west coast, and in some places it won't be the new year for another 9 hours, while some other places it has already been the new years for 16 hrs. Not to mention in America alone, we have three or four different time zones, each of which does the "daylight savings time" at different months and times... hm confusionBoredom breeds these random thoughts…Now go back to your life and make Me some tits and ass salutes!

And Who Says People Are Not!!!!
RETARDED GRANDPARENTS (this was actually reported by a teacher) After Christmas, a teacher asked her young pupils how they spent their holiday away from school. One child wrote the following: We always used to spend the holidays with Grandma and Grandpa. They used to live in a big brick house but Grandpa got retarded and they moved to Arizona. Now they live in a tin box and have rocks painted green to look like grass. They ride around on their bicycles and wear name tags because they don't know who they are anymore. They go to a building called a wreck center, but they must have got it fixed because it is all okay now, they do exercises there, but they don't do them very well. There is a swimming pool too, but they all jump up and down in it with hats on. At their gate, there is a doll house with a little old man sitting in it. He watches all day so nobody can escape. Sometimes they sneak out, and go cruising in their golf carts. Nobody there cooks, they just eat out. And, they eat

Something Funny I Heard Today
A wealthy hospital benefactor was being shown around the hospital. During her tour she passed a room where a male patient was masturbating furiously. 'Oh my GOD!' exclaimed the woman. 'That's disgraceful! Why is he doing that?' The doctor who was leading the tour calmly explained, 'I'm very sorry that you were exposed to that, but this man has a serious condition where his testicles rapidly fill with semen, and if he doesn't do that at least five times a day, he'll be in extreme pain and his testicles could easily rupture.' 'Oh, well, in that case, I guess it's okay,' said the woman. As they passed by the very next room, they saw a male patient lying in bed while a nurse performed oral sex on him. Again, the woman screamed, 'Oh my GOD! How can THAT be justified?' Again the doctor spoke very calmly: 'Same illness, better insurance.'

I Get Off By Halestorm
You don't know that I know, You watch me every night And I just can't resist the urge To stand here in the light Your greedy eyes upon me And then I come undone And I could close the curtains But this is too much fun [Chorus] I get off on you Getting off on me Give you what you want But nothing is for free It's a give and take Kinda life we make When your line is crossed I get off I get off So much left unspoken Between the two of us It's so much more exciting To look when you can't touch You could say I am different And maybe I'm a freak But I know how to twist ya To bring you to your knees [Chorus] I get off on you Getting off on me I give you what you want But nothing is for free It's a give and take Kinda life we make When your line is crossed I get off I get off But you don't know What you can't see Is what I do for you I do for me [Bridge] I get off on you Getting off on me I give you what you want Yeaaaaaaah... [Chorus] I get off on you Getting off on me I give you

Obama Twist On Night Before Christmas Poem
Twas the Night Before Christmas 2009 [With apologies to the Original Classic] ‘Twas the night before Christmas when right through the Senate A bill was presented, few reading what’s in it; The partisans were shouting, “It will save dough,” Branding those who opposed it, “A Party of No.” Landrieu and Nelson were all snug in their beds, While visions of millions danced in their heads. Reed and Pelosi, with their left-leaning staff, Were totally dismissive of the citizens’ wrath. When conservatives spoke up and raised such a clatter The White House and Czars said, “Beck’s what’s the matter.” Straight to the network shows in a flash, Obama came running Fox Network to trash. In the Primaries held in the year of “ought seven,” America was promised new ways from heaven. No more of the old ways, lobbyists or pork,

To My Loved One
i wrote these in bordom and having too much time on my hands and there was only one person i could think of durring this time. to my loved one, oh i love you so.how much i wish us to be together every waking moment. how much i think about you, just wondering and believing in how much nicer it would be for us to be closer together and to treat you so good, you can't help but to love me back. i dream about you when i sleep, day dream about you when i'm at work and smile so big when i talk to you. how i'd love to be near you even if its by the ocean blue. when your sad i wish i could be there just to make you smile. The reasons why when the roses are red, i think about how much you make me blush. when the roses are white, i think that pretty dress that i hope to one day see you in. when the roses are blue i think about how much i love you. but when i think about you, i see why i love you. You through lifes thick and thin i can see why you make me grin. when thought runs thr

Compass!
Besides being insanely gorgeous, this woman is also intelligent, self-sufficient, talented, and above all, the only person in this world who knows me completely! Without her, sometimes, I'd be so lost! It's also her birthday, so go show her mad love! ♥♥ Compa$$ ♥♥ ~E.C.S.~ ♥♥@ fubar

Screw You Mr. Gorbachev!
I'm not used to coming into work early. I tried to force myself to go to bed early last night and it just resulted in a staring contest with my ceiling. I could have just stayed awake, been entertained, and achieved the same results. The only benefit is that when I finally fell asleep 10 minutes before I had to get up I had a bizarre dream. I was apparently helping Leonardo DiCaprio escape from behind the iron curtain with this sexy blonde female spy that looked kinda like Naomi Watts. My recollection starts with me gettting the two of them to the train station with the KGB hot on our tail, but apparently the train station required me to perform an elaborate series of acrobatic feats to unlock the tracks. All while dodging KGB bullets mind you. So here I am leaping from one large metal tower to another to lift these metal plates off the train tracks while Leo and Naomi keep the KGB's heads pinned down with covering fire. I finally unlock everything and we all start running to

Your Stupidity Never Ceases To Amaze Me
Guys, Seriously!? I am so far beyond tired of retarded men in my shoutbox and my inbox. When I scroll across your screen, what exactly is it that makes your infantile brain think "Heh, that bitch right there might like a creepy dude like me all in her shit"? I DO NOT like creepy dudes. And if you come to me talking about your small dick, I am going to laugh at your stupidity. I also don't do cam sex, cyber sex, or phone sex. Call me what you will, but I prefer the feeling of real sex. And since 1. you don't live anywhere near me (and in most cases, that right there is proof that God loves me), and 2. you wouldn't have a shot with me even if you did, you might as well keep all this retarded bullshit bottled up inside and leave me the fuck alone. And a note to all the guys with small dicks, SIZE MATTERS. I don't care what the last bitch says, it does. Thank you, that is all. /End Rant

To Live, To Die, To Love
Oh if only one could live in the world with it's bitterness towards everyone To love would mean tearing down what was shielded from the bitterness Dying would be worth the pain that love would overcome But would you go on living with the shame should bitterness win the game?

New Years Eve
For all of you who understand the powerful call of the full moon this New Years Eve is going to hold a very special significance...Not only will it be the final full moon of 2009 it will also be the second full moon in December...making it what is commonly referred to as a "Blue Moon"...Here is a little information you may all find enlightening: A full moon occurs once every 29.5 days, and most years have 12. On average, an extra full moon in a month *a blue moon* occurs every 2.5 years. The last time there was a lunar double take was in May 2007. New Years Eve blue moons are rarer, occurring every 19 years. The last time was 1990; the next one won't come again until 2028. So prepare yourself accordingly for even more of the moon's powerful energy than usual and take the proper precautions. This is going to make 2010 a very special year for all of us who are bound by Mother Moon, and I do not want to read about any of my brothers or sisters in the first paper of 2010 having lo

Talk About Dumb...
LOL this person didnt look at my profile and was stupid enough to say they were 20 when their profile says 19, and they only got the account 12 days ago, then on top of it all they post professional looking pictures a whole 2.... what sadest is there are idiots that will believe them.. http://fubar.com/user/3706024 carla: Hi, how are you? I am carla and i am 20 and i am looking for a hot guy to play with or maybe a serious relationships to share my life with so, i attached my picture here so you can see my looks.. or maybe we can talked on private window.. I am online on my y=a=h=o=o and just add me, its carlasmith08=@=y=a=h=o=o.=c=o=m or (just remove the = sign to read my email addy) or just give me your email ID.. hope to talk to you soon.. I am badly waiting for you.. thanks for reading my message.. see ya!.. its me its my pleasure to meet you we can chat anytime you want.. to get more of each other... we can chat now.. love to see you soon carla...

Naughty Neighbors = Christine Camer
Christine Camer, La Quinta, California Christine Anne Camer, 58-year-old former La Quinta Middle School administrator has been arrested and accused of having a sexual relationship with a 14-year-old boy who was a student at the school. Camer and the boy engaged in “various sex acts” at multiple locations in La Quinta. She was booked into the Indio Jail on suspicion of engaging in lewd acts with a minor and oral copulation with a person under age 16.La Quinta police received information in January indicating that Christine Anne Camer had a sexual relationship with the boy, and the sheriff's department said a yearlong investigation corroborated the allegations. police were called to Camer's home in the 79-000 block of Westward Ho Drive regarding a disturbance, and the boy was present at the home. “There was a suspicion that there was an inappropriate relationship,” police told. “However, there was no (corroborating) evidence.”Camer was the assistant p

Hemispheric Asymmetry And Hypnosis
Int J Psychophysiol. 1989 Mar;7(1):85-96. 40-Hz EEG asymmetry during recall of emotional events in waking and hypnosis: differences between low and high hypnotizables. De Pascalis V, Marucci FS, Penna PM. Department of Psychology, University of Rome, La Sapienza, Italy. Sixteen high and thirteen low hypnotizable women, who had participated in our previous study (De Pascalis et al., 1987), were enrolled in a hypnotic session. After the hypnotic induction they were requested to recollect 2 positive and 2 negative personal life experiences. In our previous study subjects performed similar tasks in a waking-state. Hypnotizability was evaluated the first time with the Harvard Group Scale of Hypnotic Susceptibility (Form A) and, a second time, individually, with the Stanford Hypnotic Susceptibility Scale (Form C). The State Trait Anxiety Inventory, Maudsley Personality Inventory, and Tellegen Absorption Scale were administered. Upper-trapezius electromyogram (EMG) and bilateral electroen

Love Is
Love is friendship on fire....but once you've set it on fire, it's not the same as it was before...Just because you stomp the flame out... that doesn't make everything all good...the feelings are still there...

Appreciation
I never posted anything before but when I was on shift tonight I seen this video by, Mo'nque "I Coulda been your Cellmate" that made me appreciate and love how strong women are. So please take your time and just watch and I hope you understand the meaning behind it. Thank you

Well Now...
I am not proud of myself for a lot of things. Especially lately, the past six months. Secrets that I wish I could share, but can't. I haven't quite yet gone into hating myself but am pretty close. Time for change, and heading there but slowly. What a journey life is...I learn more and more about myself and lately it's not always for the better lol. Time to really sink back into all the stuff I used to love doing. Painting, trying new things, reading...studying, skating, toboganning(sp?) and much more. I will learn to love myself in whatever way I can achieve that. That is just one goal. The rest I can't say either because...well, I just cant For the little I do have, I am grateful. Right now, that and my kids are what I have to motivate me so it's about time I get off my ass and start living! Wish me luck!

Competition
If I'm know for two things, it's making some people lol a bit, and liking pictures of ladies in bras. But two other things I'm known for are changing up my look with all my beard and that, and loving photographs of my own stupid monkey face. As mentioned in my last blog (stupid fubar not linking to itself right, IT'S DOWN THERE *points*), I've cleared out my photos. I've posted two new salutes this morning, which were freshly taken last night. It's a mere six weeks until I go on my annual fu-vacation, so I've decided that those salutes aside, I'm going to hide my face until I get back from that at Easter, giving me plenty of time to mess about with my face and find a new look. And all you have to do is DO A GUESS OF WHAT I'LL LOOK LIKE IN 12 WEEKS TIME, and maybe do a picture of it. It'll be way more fun than that sounds. And the winner gets a prize!!* What do you say? * no actual prizes are available

Have You Ever?...
Get so stoned/drunk/absent minded to lose something in an odd place? I was staying with cousin of mine and I spent the day smoking pot. Not a lot but enough to make it matter. Anyways, half way through the day, I lost the T.V. remote and cousin comes home couple of hours later. "Hey" "Hey" he goes to fridge for first beer of night "Why is the T.V. remote in the fridge?" "Oh! that's where it went!"

Two Days Without A Post
Actually found more constructive things to be doing... I must be slipping :). Anyway, it's been a hectic few days/nights. Learned a lot about myself and others. Looking forward to giving one of my best friends his late Christmas gift tomorrow (it just arrived today, rush processing my ass). Got Rock Band 2 complete so me, him, and his gf can all play at the same time (he's getting a PS3). Anyway, I also learned not to do too many "backdraft" shots at the bar... yeah, wasn't pretty lol. Anyway, later all!

Loss Of A Friend..
Guess this is the time to write this. A good friend removed me from alot of pages that we were friends on.. because i refused to answer a letter that she had typed to me early this morning.. it was more of a rant than anything else.. but i guess the saying is true.. alot of friends come and go in your life.. but the true friends are there for you no matter what...With this particular friend it was either her way or no way at all. I did try and be a good friend.. hell i even claimed her son as my own to make sure he did have a good christmas like my kids did.. but oh well.. ill have to say.. guess some of the past lives are holding true.. our friendship didnt last back then either.. nor did it in this life.. Que Sara Sara.. guess this song rings true. When I was just a little girl I asked my mother, what will I be Will I be pretty, will I be rich Here's what she said to me. Que Sera, Sera, Whatever will be, will be The future's not ours, to see Que Sera, Sera What will be, will be. W

Me, In A Fushell...
About a week ago, I got the following message: "Why are you being so mean tonight? Is everything ok? I am not use to seeing you like this." NOT use to seeing me like that?!? ... Sometimes I forget there are ALOT of mummers here that weren't around when I first showed up. Since day one, I never cared about being popular. Hence, why I didn't care who I talked smack against. After all, I thought that was the general idea amongst "MuMMers". If I disagree with something, I'll voice my opinion. No matter what. And I think this is WHY my true friends on here know me so well. Because they know when I offer advice or show them "love"... ...they know it's REAL and NOT just for attention. I guess I've hurt alot of "friends" on here, but it's never been because I lied... It was because I'm just me.....

My Littlest Fey
She goes to where the sun always shinesWhere gentle breezes help to ease her mindshe goes to where the dwarves don't darewhere the elven music's every whereShe dances with the gnomes in her sleepWith lillies and dandilions at her feetShe goes to where the dragons flythat do fire shows to see the gleam in her eyesShe plays in medows always bright with all the faye at her sideThe Elves they play to her hearts delightThe brownies keep her smiling all nightThe moon it shines on her body brightBut the sun keeps her mind happy all night

Shadow
My grandma used to recite this to me when I was little because I was always following her everywhere, clinging to her side most of the time. It's how I got the name Shadow Girl. ----Shadow I have this little Shadow,Who tags along with me,it dogs each step that I takeEverywhere I want to be. The only time I shake it,Is on a cloudy day,And even when the sun is gone,Shadow is not far away. It's waiting 'til the sun comes out,And I step out my door,Then Shadows takes a hold of me,And follows me once more. That surely is the reason,For shade that I seek out,That gives me the relief I need,While Shadow hides to pout. Like some small child; sent to it's room,In hot tears and disgrace,Until I finally move along,Then Shadow takes it's place. It's the only thing that sticks by me,Through good times and through bad,So that really on a cloudy day,No Shadow makes me sad.

[yes Or ... Yes]
Yes or No 1. You can only answer Yes or No! 2. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!3. Repost this on your page. Here we go!! Kissed someone on my friend's list? NoDanced in front of your mirror naked? YesEver told a lie? YesTripped on mushrooms? NoDone ecstasy? NoHad feelings for someone who didn't have them back? YESBeen arrested? YesKissed a picture? YesSlept till 5pm? YesHad sex at work? ...no.Fallen asleep at work? YESHad an actual snake? YesRan a red light? YesBeen suspended from school? YesTotaled car/motorcycle in an accident? NoBeen fired from a job? YesSang karaoke? YesDone something you told yourself you wouldn't? YesLaughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? YesCaught a snowflake on your tongue? YesKissed in the rain? YesSang in the shower? YesSat on a roof top? YesBeen pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? YesBroken a bone? YesShaved your head? Yes Slept naked? YesBlacked out after drinking? YesPlayed a pran

Yes Or No (courtesy Of Emanon)
Yes or No 1. You can only answer Yes or No! 2. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!3. Repost this on your page. Here we go!! Kissed someone on my friend's list? NoDanced in front of your mirror naked? YesEver told a lie? YesTripped on mushrooms? YesDone ecstasy? NoHad feelings for someone who didn't have them back? YesBeen arrested? YesKissed a picture? YesSlept till 5pm? NoHad sex at work? NoFallen asleep at work? YesHad an actual snake? NoRan a red light? NoBeen suspended from school? YesTotaled car/motorcycle in an accident? YesBeen fired from a job? YesSang karaoke? YesDone something you told yourself you wouldn't? YesLaughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? YesCaught a snowflake on your tongue? YesKissed in the rain? YesSang in the shower? YesSat on a roof top? YesBeen pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? YesBroken a bone? NoShaved your head? No Slept naked? YesBlacked out after drinking? YesPlayed a prank on so

[she Touched Me.]
I let some demons out today.On here of all places.You know who you are, you know what you heard. But I thought I'd take a minute to focus on the good. And the good is ... it wasn't the last time I was ever going to see her.I went through this whole week thinking she was gone.For really reals. And then tonightat work part 2She was there. Eating crappy food and talking to dipshit prime.So I walked up, smiledand handed her some chocolate.the comment was "see- at least here someone cares about me" ...sigh more than you may ever know. So I asked where she had been, initiated brief somewhat awkward (LOOK! I can be smooth in the right settings, or with the WRONG girl, but not the wrong setting and the RIGHT girl, so being brief is the only way TO be cool right now)and shetouched me ... er... *coughs*yeah. I know, not a big deal, in fact I think she's touched my arm before when I said something outrageously cleverand I barely even remember the circumstances, I think she just... smileda

Cant Stop To Sing This Hahaha I Love It!!!
everything changes / Staind If you just walked awayWhat could I really say?Would it matter anyway?Would it change how you feel?I am the mess you choseThe closet you cannot close,The devil in you I suppose'Cause the wounds never heal.[Chorus:]But everything changesIf I could turn back the yearsIf you could learn to forgive meThen I could learn to feel,Sometimes the things I sayIn moments of disarraySuccumbing to the games we playTo make sure that it's real.[Chorus]When it's just me and you.Who knows what we could do.If we can just make it throughThe toughest part of the day.[Chorus]Stay here togetherAnd we couldConquer the worldIf we couldSay that foreverIs more than just a word.If you just walked awayWhat could I really say?Would it matter anyway?.It wouldn't change how you feel.

02/05/2004 "how I Feel"
I wrote this a long time ago when I was with my best friend once upon a time. But he wasn't the one. Best friends don't always work out. I'm sure I'll find the one I really feel like this about eventually though. :) ---- I could swim in a pool of sorrowsJust to show you how I feelThat's how much pain is insideI tell you that it's real. Well maybe that's not what I want to doMaybe I'd hope to fall in love with you. I feel quite aliveI know I'd surviveA moment of pain for youBecause the beat of my heartIs in rhythm with yours too. I could fly for hundreds of milesJust to see your faceYou make me safe and comfortableI'm never out of place I wish you would hold meand never let me go.Every day is an eternityI just thought I'd let you know'Til the day we are togetherI'll be drifting with the stars Just glance up at the Northern lightAnd you'll know I'm not very far. 02/05/2004

Yes Or No
Yes or No 1. You can only answer Yes or No! 2. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!3. Repost this on your page. Here we go!! Kissed someone on my friend's list? NoDanced in front of your mirror naked? NoEver told a lie? YesTripped on mushrooms? NoDone ecstasy? YesHad feelings for someone who didn't have them back? NoBeen arrested? YesKissed a picture? NoSlept till 5pm? NoHad sex at work? YesFallen asleep at work? NoHad an actual snake? YesRan a red light? YesBeen suspended from school? YesTotaled car/motorcycle in an accident? YesBeen fired from a job? NoSang karaoke? NoDone something you told yourself you wouldn't? YesLaughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? YesCaught a snowflake on your tongue? YesKissed in the rain? YesSang in the shower? YesSat on a roof top? YesBeen pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? YesBroken a bone? YesShaved your head? No Slept naked? YesBlacked out after drinking? YesPlayed a prank on some

Relationship Status
I often get asked about my relationship status. For some reason, people seem to have a hard time accepting that I'm single. Generally, it doesn't bother me. After I say "yes, I really am single," I answer their next question: no, it's not by choice. I just don't get many options to date. Until recently, I was working three jobs so my social life was definitely put on the back burner. I also don't have a large circle of friends here in Montana, so I feel that makes it harder to meet guys especially when my two closest friends happen to be a couple. I've just accepted that. Lately, though, this whole single business has been nagging at the corner of my mind. Sometimes, I don't choose to be single and others I very much make that choice whether I like to admit it or not. I've been single a long, long time. My last serious relationship ended when I was 18. I dated around a a small bit after that, but I've pretty much been on my own for a solid 5 years. As that number gets bigger, it doe

A Decade
I sit her thinking about the yr ending in 2 days , its got me thinking. Another decade is gone and what do i remember. I remember the loss of 2 cusions, Kevin and John both gone to soon .. john at 15 and just a month ago. My Uncle Joe, lost him last week. And most of all my Grandpa @ yrs ago . I miss them and always will. I remember trying many of times to find love and have not. The last time hurt the wort of all. I finally got tehat D.U.I.mama alwasys said i'd get . Lost my truck in the process.. I lost my license but mostof all i lost self respect in myself to have deen that foolish . This last decade hasn't been ll that bad though . I found a carrer i should have nevr left in the 90's. I am remembering the last 7 yr of my life i have held the same job down . I remember being tols at the beginning of this r that myempolyer likes me andn wants to keep me and keep me happy. I just wonder what this next decade will bring . I hope its better than this last one .. who knows i sur

Constitutional Body Rejects 'carbon Tax'
Constitutional body rejects 'carbon tax' A 'carbon tax' planned for January cannot be applied as it includes too many exemptions, a French government body has ruled, dealing an embarrassing blow to President Nicolas Sarkozy's administration. By News Wires (text) REUTERS - France's planned carbon tax cannot be applied because it includes too many exemptions, a French government body ensuring laws are constitutional ruled on Tuesday, in an embarrassing setback for the government. The tax on carbon-emitting products, meant to encourage consumers to save energy and use less fossil fuels, is one of President Nicolas Sarkozy's most loudly defended initiatives and was meant to come into effect on Jan. 1, 2010. "The exemptions included in the carbon tax run counter to the aim of fighting climate change and create inequalities with respect to public charges," the Constitutional Council said in a statement. Prime Minister Francois Fillon said in a separate statement the

C'est Si Bon By Eartha Kitt
C'est si bon,De partir n'importe où, Bras dessus bras dessous, En chantant des chansons, C'est si bon, De se dire des mots doux -De petit rien du tout -Mais qui en disent long. En voyant notre mine ravieLes passants dans la rue, nous envientC'est si bon, De guetter dans ses yeuxUn espoir merveilleuxQui donne le frissonC'est si bonCes petit's sensationsça vaut mieux qu'un million.C'est tell'ment, tell'ment bonVoilà C'est bonLes passants dans la rueBras dessus bras dessousEn chantant des chansonsQuel espoir merveilleuxUummm - C'est bon. Je cherche un millionnaireAvec des grands "Cadillac car""Mink coats" - Des bijouxJusqu'au cou, tu sais?C'est bonCette petit' sensationOu peut-être quelqu'un avec un petit yacht, no?Aahhh C'est bonC'est bon, C'est bonVous savez bien que j'attendraiquelqu'un qui pourrait m'apporter beaucoup de "loot."Ce soir?, Demain?, La semaine prochain ?N'importe quand.Uummm - C'est bon - si bonIl sera très - crazy, no?Voilà, c'est tell'ment bon !

Kids And Sex, Or Lack There Of...
Kids are a trump card arent they? I had my "friend" come over tonight, she dropped her kids off at a relatives house and was free for the evening. after receiving texts about how she needed some... and weve been, "dating" for months, but since i work offshore its been as many "dates" as i can count on both hands, no pun intended! anyways Im online agian cuz her teenaged son was getting off work and his ride stranded him. So obviously she goes get him, and IF she had not I wouldnt be seeing her again anyway, so Im pleased by her decision. I know weve all know those chics that would be whores about it... anyways Ive had MY sons at my house since the day i got home from the boat. And wouldnt you know...they saw DAD had company and started singing "daddy has a girlfriend" all thru the damned house... funny! and they were being CRAZY... and UP MY ARSE! well you know kids... they were not in thier normal routine at all... one extra variable and everything goes out the window lol we

No Title Yet
hiding in my thoughts wandering lost in your dreams can't help but feel like im hanging by a string holding my breath in the hopes nothing is real holding back pent up screams til my lungs feel like they will bust at the seams some days feel like they will never end others feel like they cant even begin dark and dreary seems like the only way i wish my mind would stop and stay in place feeling lost is a close hateful friend hoping ill be found in my wanderings time to stop thinking and go on instinct wishing it would all end I'm lost on my path hoping to find my way

"crazy" By Gnarls Barkley
I remember when, I rememberI remember when I lost my mindThere was something so pleasant about that placeEven your emotions have an echo in so much spaceAnd when you're out there without careYeah, I was out of touchBut it wasn't because I didn't know enoughI just knew too muchDoes that make me crazy?Does that make me crazy?Does that make me crazy?PossiblyAnd I hope that you areHaving the time of your lifeBut think twiceThat's my only adviceCome on now, who do youWho do you, who do you, who do you think you are?Ha ha ha, bless your soulYou really think you're in control?Well, I think you're crazyI think you're crazyI think you're crazyJust like meMy heroes had the heartTo lose their lives out on a limbAnd all I rememberIs thinking, I want to be like themEver since I was littleEver since I was littleIt looked like funAnd it's no coincidence I've comeAnd I can die when I'm doneBut maybe I'm crazyMaybe you're crazyMaybe we're crazyProbably

Vindicated By Dashboard Confessional
Hope dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption Winding in and winding out The shine of it has caught my eye And roped me in So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing I am captivated [Chorus] I am Vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right I swear I knew it all along And I am flawed But I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself So clear Like the diamond in your ring Cut to mirror your intentions Oversized and overwhelmed The shine of which has caught my eye And rendered me so isolated, so motivated I am certain now that [Chorus] So turn Up the corners of your lips Part them and feel my finger tips Trace the moment, fall forever Defense is paper thin Just one touch and I'd be in Too deep now to ever swim against the current So let me slip away [3x] So let me slip against the current So let me slip away [4x] [Chorus] Slight hope It dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption...

"misery" By Soul Asylum
They say misery loves company We could start a company and make misery Frustrated, Incorporated Well I know just what you need I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to see Put me out of my misery I'd do it for you, would you do it for me We will always be busy making misery We could build a factory and make misery We'll create the cure; we made the disease Frustrated, Incorporated Frustrated, Incorporated Well I know just what you need I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to feel Put me out of my misery All you suicide kings and you drama queens Forever after happily, making misery Did you satisfy your greed, get what you need Was it only envy, so empty Frustrated, Incorporated Frustrated, Incorporated Frustrated, Incorporated (put me out of my misery) Frustrated, Incorporated (I'd do it for you, would you do it for me) Frustrated, Incorporated (forever after happily) Frustrated, Incorporated (making misery)

*sighs*
I don't know where to start. My head is spinning. I need my best friend. I really need my mom. I need him to step up. I need excedrin for this headache. I'm out out tissues :( I want people to stop trying to make my decisions. I probably need sleep, it's been over 48 hrs. I need the doctor to be more precise. He was supposed to be my Johnny and I his Linda. I need to stop watching his movie..sighs.

Found In My Email
We come again with much to discuss with you. In previous messages we briefly delineated the make-up of our Earth allies and of the last dark cabal. The latter is a predominantly American entity with associates spread across the globe. This group is heir to the policy of skullduggery and deceit that the illuminari perpetrated under the command of your former off-world masters, the Anunnaki. This set-up changed when the Anunnaki decided to make peace with the Galactic Federation in mid 1994, drastically altering the distribution of power on your planet and sparking a deeply entrenched internecine war that continues to this day. It is important for you now to have more background on this conflict so that you can better comprehend what is happening on your world. Until the Anunnaki switched sides, they monitored the discords among their minions very closely to ensure that one side dominated, but not to the extent of outright supremacy. This point of power was retained by the Anunnaki in or

Yesterday's Now
"Yesterday's Now" Yesterday is gone, like history, a flower wilted, shrewn A leaf blows away, a tree dies, a horse gallops. New life beginning, cocoon inside, Left for a warm spring sun... Seeds fall on a desolate path, hearts broken unfold. Pen in hand, despair to write, Jeans faded, worn and ripped Old hat hung on a door Who lives in such a soul? Loves to deep, laughing, crying, awaking, breathing, sighing... Mountain tops set a stage for sunsets blood. Live alone, tattered couch Sword in hand with arrows flying, Words so cold and fist clenched. Who could tell, when her teeth were so bare? She moves with flowing gown, White as the deep winter's snow. When do words fill a man to such hate? Rejected, admired then set assail He wears armor of iron to guard one's heart. Only to be pierced by cupid's deception. Forked teeth behind those lips of cherry. Bottles of wine so sweet to my tongue. Curse, swear, but not by heaven! For such clouds will billow full of love. You...alone...mi

Guys Gone Wild
Gawker.com crowned him “Douche of the Decade” then wrote that he was a rapist. The alleged rapist is “Girls Gone Wild” founder Joe Francis. Joe is so mad that Gawker.com founder Nick Denton called him a rapist that he is threatening to suit Nick for $10 mil. Says Joe, "I lost a $10 million deal as a direct result of you calling me 'a rapist.' You will be paying me every dime of that back and more! Are you mentally retarded? Do your research first. I am coming after you harder than I ever went after anyone. I am going to wipe you off the grid!!!! YOU ARE DONE! I will take everything you have. You, Nick Denton, are truly the douche of the decade. Merry Xmas IDIOT!!! That's ruff. Click the link for more: http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2009/12/29/joe-francis-threatens-sue-gossip-site-gawker-rapist-label/?test=faces Listen to BlastFM to relieve any and all the stress you feel and it’s free! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Shattered
A girl depressed... Moved Into a world filled with hopes and dreams something diff. from her life only to be crushed between whats going on...I seem to live in a world thats only somewhat famaliar... and my Friend Brooke is all That is.......Every Night is A Bomb Waiting To Defuse...but it comes from not only one person but the other...i try to stay away from everything but its making me feel even worse in the end......to me my friends are my savor at this moment but the only friend i have here is her....i live with a man that is wanting to be back to a life that does exist due to time and a women that sees whats best for everything for all...and in the middle is a child that knows nothing and a niece that came cus they said it was best.....i am the niece i came knowing only that i would work my ass off and do what i needed to do but coming in this situation..i am human and i do try to work what i can to only seem as though this may have been a bad thing to get into....i know it may

Orianthi Lyrics » According To You Lyrics
I'm stupidI'm uselessI can't do anything rightAccording to youI'm difficultHard to pleaseForever changing my mindI'm a mess in a dressCan't show up on timeEven if it would save my lifeAccording to youAccording to youBut according to himI'm beautiful, incredibleHe can't get me out of his headAccording to himI'm funny,irresistibleEverything he ever wantedEverything is oppositeI don't feel like stopping itSo baby tell me what I got to loseHe's into me for everything I'm notAccording to youAccording to youI'm boringI'm moodyYou can't take me any placeAccording to youI suck at telling jokes cause I always give it awayI'm the girl with the worst attention spanYou're the boy who puts up with itAccording to youAccording to youBut according to himI'm beautiful,incredibleHe can't get me out of his headAccording to himI'm funny, irresistibleEverything he ever wantedEverything is oppositeI don't feel like stopping itSo baby tell me what I got to loseHe's into me for everything I'm notAccording to

12/29/2009
Revelation 15http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+15&language=english&version=31 Revelation 16http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+16&language=english&version=31 Revelation 17http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+17&language=english&version=31 http://BiblePlan.org/3/niv/ Bible Reading Plan -- Complete NIV Bible in a YearRead the NIV Bible in a year, reading three chapters daily and five on Sundays.

R.i.p Mr. Dough
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71..Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs.Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours.Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers.. He was considered a very smart cookie, but wasted much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions.Doughboy is survived by his wife Play dough, three children: John Dough, Jane Dough and Dosey Dough, plus they ha

With One Picture In The Paper
My local newspaper ran a picture on the front page and it was like catnip to me. The lady not only looked exactly like my favorite type of woman she looked exactly like my ex when I met her. My dreams after that day were circling around this woman's face and has me acting all nuts again. I am hard enough to understand in the first place but now I have this other infatuation as if the lovely ladies I see and rate on here weren't making my lonely ass ache enough. I know why I am I understand the choices I made and those have affected many things after that point I can deal with. As for the pictures that I can't seem to stop rating pretty ladies with a particular look/sexy hairstyle is like catnip ...maybe I should go use the litterbox now?

General
sometimes we forgett the real reason that we celibrate Christmas and get caught up in buying gifts and making us misserable trying to please others in getting what they want for Christmas by running from store to store in hoping that they will find what they are getting for others in our own lives.

What Would You Say?
Ok- so since I'm down south visiting my family during Winter Break, I caught up with one of my Ex's who is going through quite possibly the most rediculous thing ever, I don't know who does shit like this, and I was so completely thrown by the situation I didn't even know what to say... It goes like this. About 2 months ago, he broke up with his girlfriend/fiancee (depending on the day I guess) and was single for about I dont know 23 minutes or something like that, so anyway, he started talking to this girl, who was MEGA younger than her (9 year difference, shes 20), shes also in College out of State and back in Louisiana during holidays/breaks.. and life was perfect for both of them, when they started talking she was still up North but was due down in a few weeks, well anyway.. He drove all the way out of state (about 1000 miles) to go visit her for thanksgiving, because she wasnt with her family, and everything went great; a few minor hitches, but nothing serious.. he

Dreams
i had a dream that i owned pet rats some were like really big and some were really small i kept them in a box for a week so i wasnt sure where they were... but then i find them and put them into another box and the box wasnt that big but the tinest rat climbed out... so i put them into another box and then the biggest rat came out of the smallest hole on the box so i was like oh no i need to get some cheese but i didnt want to leave them cause then they would run away... so i tried putting them all in a tiny zip lock cause i didnt want them anymore and i had lost two of them so i was just like arghhh so the big rat wouldnt fit in the baggie so i shove it in but im afraid to be bitten so i run out of the house i was going to realise them pretty far away but in reality i just dropped them near the house and ran because i didnt want them to bite me --- i think im nervous about A new pet. also i lose sharpies so i think losing the rats was my brain trying to cope with the lost sharpies....

My World Is Spinning And Not In A Good Way
I have been taking Cymbalta 160mg since September 16 for my depression. My psychiatrist was giving me samples because I don't have insurance and this medication costs out the ass without it. Well about a week ago, I ran out of samples and called to get more samples and my regular quack doctor wasn't there and the one on call refused to give me any samples. Now you are not supposed to just stop depression medications because of the increased risk of suicide attempts, seizures, and a crap load of other bad shit, you are supposed to be weaned off them. Since mine have been abruptly stopped I have had increased crying episodes, SEVERE vertigo and dizziness and my lips and feet will tingle and go numb when I have the dizzy spells. It feels like when you were a kid and laid down on a merry go round, closed your eyes and someone spun you around several times. I feel like crap :(

2 Hearts Alike!
God gave us two arms so we could hold each other. Two legs so we could stand beside each other. Two eyes so we could see the beauty in each other. Two ears to hear the laughter and sweet sounds we make together. But why did he give us only one heart? Actually he made two that were exactly alike and put one in you and one in me with faith that we would one day find each other!

I Feel So Free Beside You
I FEEL SO FREE BESIDE YOU Once I was scared and I was shy I was a very lonely guy But now as you can plainly see Now I am happy and I’m free Free from all doubt and free from fear Now that you, my love, are here I FEEL SO FREE BESIDE YOU I WILL COMFORT YOU AND GUIDE YOU AND I’LL DO EVERY THING I CAN NOW THAT YOU’VE CLAIMED ME AS YOUR MAN It was so easy letting go Of all the hurt that plagued me so

"i Got My Mind Set On You" By George Harrison
I got my mind set on youI got my mind set on youI got my mind set on youI got my mind set on youBut it's gonna take moneyA whole lotta spending moneyIts gonne take plenty of moneyTo do it right childIts gonna take timeA whole lot of precious timeIts gonna take patience and time, ummmTo do it, to do it, to do it, to do it, to do it,To do it right childI got my mind set on youI got my mind set on youI got my mind set on youI got my mind set on youAnd this time I know it's for realThe feelings that I feelI know if I put my mind to itI know that I really can do itI got my mind set on youSet on youI got my mind set on youSet on youBut it's gonna take moneyA whole lotta spending moneyIts gonna take plenty of moneyTo do it right childIts gonna take timeA whole lot of precious timeIts gonna take patience and time, ummmTo do it, to do it, to do it, to do it, to do it,To do it right childI got my mind set on youI got my mind set on youI got my mind set on youI got my mind set on youAnd this time

Perfect
This Smashing Pumpkins song seems relevant lately. The video will be in the 1st comment "Perfect" I know we're just like old friends We just can't pretend That lovers make amends We are reasons so unreal We can't help but feel that something has been lost But please you know you're just like me Next time I promise we'll be Perfect Perfect Perfect strangers down the line Lovers out of time Memories unwind So far I still know who you are But now I wonder who I was... Angel, you know it's not the end We'll always be good friends The letters have been sent on So please, you always were so free You'll see, I promise we'll be Perfect Perfect strangers when we meet Strangers on the street Lovers while we sleep Perfect You know this has to be We always we're so free We promised that we'd be Perfect

"poker Face" By Lady Gaga
My niece's daughter totally loves this song. I have to play it daily...good thing I like the song. Mum mum mum mah Mum mum mum mah I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas Plays Fold em' let em' hit me raise it baby stay with me (I love it) Luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to start And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh I'll get him hot, show him what I've got Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh, I'll get him hot, show him what I've got Can't read my, Can't read my No he can't read my poker face (She's got to love nobody) Can't read my Can't read my No he can't read my poker face (She's got to love nobody) P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face (Mum mum mum mah) P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face (Mum mum mum mah) I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be A little gambling is fun when you're with me I love it) Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun And baby when it's love if it's not roug

Grandaughter Obituarie
Ashlyn Rynae Holmes N. CHARLESTON - Friends and family of Ashlyn Rynae Holmes, "Baby Camp", are invited to attend her funeral service today, Monday, December 21, 2009 at 5:00 pm. Burial will be private. Ashlyn's family will be receiving guests at the funeral home from 4:00 pm until the time of service at 5:00 pm. Ashlyn Rynae Holmes N. CHARLESTON - Miss Ashlyn Rynae Holmes, affectionately known as 'Baby Camp', daughter of Darrell and Christina Camp Holmes, passed away Saturday morning, December 19, 2009, at the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit at MUSC. Friends and family of Ashlyn Rynae Holmes are invited to attend her funeral service on Monday evening, December 21, 2009, at 5:00 p.m. Burial will be private. Ashlyn's family will be receiving guests at the funeral home, from 4:00 p.m. until the time of service at 5:00 p.m. Ashlyn Rynae Holmes, known as 'Baby Camp' was born on April 8, 2009, at MUSC in Charleston to Darrell and Christina Holmes. She touched the hearts of many staff members

I Just Googled The Lyrics To "no Surprise" By Theory Of A Dead Man
I just googled the lyrics to "No Surprise" by Theory of a Dead Man, I think I asked for new music and Katie Mae suggested this song. I'm not sure. Anyways, I often put my winamp on random and sometimes it lands on this song. I love this song. I haven't really listened to the lyrics until now. I must say WOW! The writer of song is way jaded. I only posted this because it just blew me away is all. Friday is when you left me So I'll drink myself to sleep And Sunday is when I'll wake up Not to remember a thing My friends all say the same thing I don't know my new girl too well (I know) That all this lying gets to me And no one seems to give a shit (The way) She talks to every guy in the bar (I guess) It should've raised some kind of alarm Who'd ever think I'd go and end up? Like all the other guys that you've gone and fucked! Well it ain't no surprise That you turn me on and leave It ain't no surprise That you turn it around on me I don't know why You won't give me what I need It

And This Is Why I'm Such A Bitch To You Random Men....figure It Out And Get Some Class.
hi...is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? i message you, because i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles...i am looking for an online-sub. when you are interested in bdsm related chats, cam-to-cam chats, tasks, exercises and when you would like to know more, just send me a message. it would be really nice to talk with you about this...have you ever thought about serving someone? to serve someone mentally or sexually... to take care about somebodys needsto talk with me about mental or sexual desires... to act as submissive for me. a dominant who tells you what to do, how to react and that takes care of your submissive needs if you have some?to please me mentally or sexually... to act as submissive on command... to know how it is to serve as submissivetake a look at my profile and blog. i am sure you will like what you see there. exspecially my bdsm related pictures.feel free to contact me when you are curious about it. my yahoo: misterak20 msn:

Rep The Rev
James Owen Sullivan, the drummer for the Huntington Beach rock band Avenged Sevenfold, died Monday, Orange County authorities said.Sullivan, 28, of Huntington Beach, also performed as a backup vocalist for the group of trained multi-instrumental musicians with classical influences, which formed in 1999. “The cause of death is still under investigation,” said Deputy Coroner Mitchell Sigal. “An autopsy has been scheduled.” Sullivan was discovered "unresponsive" in his Huntington Beach home at 11 a.m., authorities said. News of the musician's death prompted many messages of condolence on the band’s Internet fan sites.The group, which blended melodic hard rock with the emotional drive of hard-core punk, was named Best New Artist at the MTV Video Music Awards in 2006. Sullivan was its hard-driving drum master."It is with great sadness and heavy hearts that we tell you of the passing today of Jimmy “The Rev” Sullivan," read a statement on the grou

Alone
I'm hurt all the time. I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside.I just want someone to hold me...I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me.If no one cares, I don't see a point to go on.Anyone find me! Anyone care!I'm sorry, I just don't want to be alone anymore.I feel unheard and unseen. Depressed and weak. No one cares and yet I'm always the sorry one.Someone find me! I'm scared. Please hold me until it all ends.Just hold me that’s all I want.I don't want to be alone in the dark.Just hold me as I start to disappear from the light.Just hold me as I start to cry.Just hold me so I wont be alone inside.Just hold me so I don't do something wrong.Just hold me so tight, that for a moment I could feel the light....

Egg Rolls & Orange Sauce
Ingredients Vegetable oil 1 (16-oz.) package egg roll wrappers 1 1/2 tbsps grated fresh ginger 2 garlic cloves, pressed 1 lb hot ground pork sausage 1 (10-oz.) bag shredded coleslaw mix Sweet-and-Sour Orange Dipping Sauce Directions Step #1 Brown sausage In a large-ish nonstick skillet over medium-high heat, stirring until it crumbles & is no longer pink. Step #2 Drain excess grease, & pat dry with paper towels, if necessary. Step #3 Return sausage to skillet. Step #4 Stir in ginger & garlic; cook 1 min. Step #5 Add coleslaw mix, & cook, stirring every once in awhile, 3 mins or until coleslaw mix is tender; let this stand 30 mins to cool. Step #6 Spoon 1/4 c sausage mixture in center of each egg roll wrapper. Step #7 Fold top corner of each wrapper over filling; fold left & right corners over filling. Step #8 Lightly brush remaining corner with water; tightly roll filled end toward remaining corner, & carefully press to seal. Step #9 Pour veget

Lmfao!!
Seriously WTF?? hey sexy your hot and would love to be there with you. I have a webcam and could have some fun if you like through msn or yahoo so just add me. msn= brencass**@hotmail.com yahoo=thebigguy_y2** Also i hope you like all 61 off my nsfw pictures which you can see once accepted friends request Please rate and comment.

How To Make Love Cake
Ingredients: 4 Laughing eye4 Well-shaped legs4 Loving arms2 Firm milk containers2 Nuts1 Fur lined mixing bowl1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results, continue to knead milk containers 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight) 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls. Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do no lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town.

Boredom...
so i was thinking of things i could do to make mumming more amusing for me... not that i don't like the flirting and molestation... and bickering.. but maybe something more... i got an idea... it would require harassing an innocent person for absolutely no reason.... yeah i'm a dick i know... so the plan... get a couple of people together find a stupid mumm poster... and some people make really really rude comments.... some amusing ones that are just off topic (pretty much the usual) then delete them a minute later... then call the mumm poster a comment deleter and see how many people attack him for it... most mummers are sheeps... yes that includes some of you... i figure after the fun wears off we could come clean and see what happens... i kinda wanna laugh at those that follow our lead and how the mumm poster reacts... i think it could be fun

15 Brilliant Uses For Toothpaste!!!
I bet some of you know this already but...all together, printed and handy can be used more often :-) Toothpaste: it whitens, brightens, deodorizes, removes stains, and restores and protects enamel. But toothpaste’s cleaning capabilities work wonders on many things besides our teeth. The same ingredients that help polish our pearly whites can also soothe some common ailments, make household items sparkle, and even get rid of stains and pungent smells. Try out these fifteen tricks with a white, non-gel toothpaste (unless otherwise noted), and watch that cavity-fighting, breath-freshening tube of wonder work its magic. 1. Relieve irritation from bug bites, sores, and blisters. These skin irritations all tend to weep and, in the case of bug bites, often itch. Apply a drop of toothpaste to a bug bite or insect sting to stop the itching and decrease any swelling. When applied to sores or blisters, it dries them up, thus allowing the wound to heal faster. It’s best when used ove

I'm Honestly About Done With The Fu.
I'm sick and fucking tired of, day in and day out, getting messages from assholes I don't even know asking me to be their fucking "sub". One, I don't fucking sub, so go suck a cock. Two, I'm not a whore. I don't want to see your dick, i don't want to get you off, I've got a boyfriend who (if all goes right) I'm going to spend the rest of my life with. I have no interest in you. I'm not here to hook up, I'm not here to show off my pussy and get attention, I'm here because I like to have people to talk to. And, I know, I don't actively talk to most of my friends on here but that's because I'm shy as hell (and most people only add me because they want something to wank to). If I don't reply, it's because I'm honestly shy. You should see me in real life... I sit in a corner and make myself invisible around people. But without social networking sites, being holed up here during the pregnancy'd be boring as hell. Talk to me about gaming, or about writing, or things like that. If I don't know

Ewwwwwwwwwww
I puked in my mouth a little. Now I'd like to receive some kind of damages to my optic nerves due to this. I'd also like to be hit in the head with a bat so I won't ever have to think of this again. /End Rant

Current Mission In Life...
First of all...I've come to the conclusion that I simply cannot do ANYTHING without being a total dork. This morning, I tried putting on my makeup. My makeup looks more complicated than it is. I just wear powder, pencil in the eyebrows, eyeliner, and lipstick. Don't need anything else most days. As I was trying to apply my eyeliner today, the tip broke off and I had to sharpen it. In the process, I got some on my hands. I touched my hand to my face and got it on my cheek. I wiped it off and got it on my nose. I wiped it off and got it on my chin. There was no winning! I couldn't help laughing at myself though. Being a dork is something I can't help, so I give myself other goals. My goal for the past month or so has been to collect words with the kwee sound in them. So far, I have: soliloquy, obliquy, reliquiae, colloquialism, colloquium, and colloquy. I guess queen too, but that's not as fun. I'm getting a bit obsessive about it.

Important Things I Know, Yet Other Girls Don't
1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you,nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man's behavior. 3. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a man's character, leave him alone. 4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. 6. Don't force an attraction. 7. Slower is better. 8. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 9. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat afriend. 10. Have faith in God regarding your relationship, but don't let faith make you stupid. God does things decent and in order. 11. Don't settle. 12. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 13. If he keeps changing his mind about the relationship-take that as a BIG sign that he is unstable. Do you really want to be wit

Walking On Sunshine By Katrina & The Waves
Oh! Ohhhh yeeeh I used to think maybe you loved me now baby I'm sure And I just cant wait till the day when you knock on my door Now everytime I go for the mailbox , gotta hold myself down Cos I just wait till you write me your coming around I'm walking on sunshine , wooah I'm walking on sunshine, woooah I'm walking on sunshine, woooah and don't it feel good!! Hey , alright now and dont it feel good!! hey yeh I used to think maybe you loved me, now I know that its true and I don't want to spend all my life , just in waiting for you now I don't want u back for the weekend not back for a day , no no no I said baby I just want you back and I want you to stay woah yeh! I'm walking on sunshine , wooah I'm walking on sunshine, woooah I'm walking on sunshine, woooah and don't it feel good!! Hey , alright now and don't it feel good!! hey yeh ,oh yeh and don't it feel good!! walking on sunshine walking on sunshine I feel the love,I feel the love, I feel the love that's really rea

My Peanut!
I am 9 weeks and 6 days My baby's heart rate is 165 beats per minute I didn't get a picture cause it looks like a little bean. but you could see its legs a kicking.... I said its twitching. Jeff says it has A.D.D. which of course it does coming from him... (swear to god) I believe in Ritalin. I cant stop smiling cause my baby was twitching... Next time Jan 23 be there for pics.... Wicked and Fetus. PS its not nice to drink a litre of water then have a lady ram a thingy against your stomach and bladder... i suffered in silence!

Man Of Constant Sorrow By David Tyminski (soggy Bottom Boys)
(In constant sorrow through his days.) I am a man of constant sorrow, I've seen trouble all my day. I bid farewell to old Kentucky, The place where I was born and raised. (The place where he was born and raised ) For six long years I've been in trouble, No pleasures here on earth I found. For in this world I'm bound to ramble, I have no friends to help me now. (He has no friends to help him now.) It's fare thee well my old lover. I never expect to see you again. For I'm bound to ride that northern railroad, Perhaps I'll die upon this train. (Perhaps he'll die upon this train.) You can bury me in some deep valley, For many years where I may lay. Then you may learn to love another, While I am sleeping in my grave. (While he is sleeping in his grave.) Maybe your friends think I'm just a stranger My face, you'll never see no more. But there is one promise that is given I'll meet you on God's golden shore. (He'll meet you on God's golden shore.)

Foe The Record
if you are trying to impress with me with your piercing knowledge, find out the difference between surface piercings and microdermals. I do not have a surface piercing on my chest, I have two microdermals.

James Owen Sullivan
HUNTINGTON BEACH, Calif. (AP) — Police say James Owen Sullivan, a drummer and backup vocalist for the Southern California band Avenged Sevenfold, has been found dead at his home in Southern California.Lt. John Domingo says the 28-year-old Sullivan, who went by the stage name The Rev, appears to have died of natural causes on Monday in Huntington Beach.The Orange County coroner's office is investigating the death. Avenged Sevenfold formed in Huntington Beach in 1999 and won Best New Artist at the MTV Video Music Awards in 2006. According to their MySpace page, the five-man metalcore band was working on their fifth album.The band released a statement Monday expressing their sadness and calling Sullivan "one of the world's best drummers," and "our best friend and brother." RIP

Random Bit
Dare you to tell me the last place you got kissed?Ex's placeHow do you feel right now?Blah. Just lazyWhen was the last time you were upset?about 36 hours ago.Will you talk to the person you like tonight?I don't like no one atm.What was the first thing you did this morning?woke up, had to recall the dream I was just having and said outloud "christ, vampires. again?!"What is the song you are listening to?I'm not listening to music atm.Do you have plans for tonight?um, as usual. it'll be centered around nothing alongside with trolling online and a hour or two of playing WoWWho are you most likely to be frustrated with?My brother.Do you like reading?Yes. Do I do it often? Not so much. I've not found a interesting read lately. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep at night? Nope. Neva. Usually 6. 7 tops. Is there anything stressing you out currently?um, life. money. etc. But, gotta remember, according to others.. faith will take care of it all if we'll leave it alone. pft. faith aint bout

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Breathe (2 Am) By Anna Nalick
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?, I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season" Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason 'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button, girl. So cradle your head in your hands And breathe... just breathe, Oh breathe, just breathe May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss "Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist, "Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year." Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while, But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles, Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it. Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table. No one can find the rewind button, boys, So cradle you

British Anger At China Execution
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/uk/8433704.stm British anger at China execution Akmal Shaikh was arrested in 2007 The Chinese ambassador Fu Ying has been summoned to the Foreign Office amid a growing row between the UK and China over the execution of a British man. Akmal Shaikh, 53, a father-of-three from London, was executed in China after being convicted of drug smuggling despite claims he was mentally ill. Foreign Office Minister Ivan Lewis told the ambassador "China had failed in its basic human rights responsibilities." The Chinese Embassy said Mr Shaikh had no previous record of mental illness. Mr Lewis said after the meeting: "I had a difficult conversation with the Chinese Ambassador today. Foreign Office Minister Ivan Lewis: 'Mr Shaikh had mental health problems' "I made clear that the execution of Mr Shaikh was totally unacceptable and that China had failed in its basic human rights responsibilities in this case, in particular th

Wet T-shirt Contest
Rules of Submission (1) Use a white shirt, or for a better chance of winning use a shirt with less or no graphics on it Make sure that we can see the front of the shirt. (2) You can submit a picture of you doing anything sexy or provocative. Understand that you are responsible for yourself. Remember we didn't make you do it, the alcohol did. (3) The higher the quality the better. We want to see a picture perfect view of the goods. (4) DO NOT alter the picture with any programs such as Photoshop, we want only real pictures of real women getting really wet. (5) Note: by submitting any pictures you agree that BeyondHelp.net can use your pictures on our site and for any other reason that we want. See our TERMS OF USE for all the legal mumbo jumbo. (6) You MUST be at least 18 years of age to submit any pictures into this contest. to submit a pic CLICK HERE!! prizes

Music Monday (tuesday) 12
One song... United State of Pop 2009 (Blame It on the Pop)A Mashup of the Top 25 Hits of 2009, according to Billboard.The Black Eyed Peas - BOOM BOOM POWLady Gaga - POKER FACELady Gaga Featuring Colby O'Donis - JUST DANCEThe Black Eyed Peas - I GOTTA FEELINGTaylor Swift - LOVE STORYFlo Rida - RIGHT ROUNDJason Mraz - I'M YOURSBeyonce - SINGLE LADIES (PUT A RING ON IT)Kanye West - HEARTLESSThe All-American Rejects - GIVES YOU HELLTaylor Swift - YOU BELONG WITH MET.I. Featuring Justin Timberlake - DEAD AND GONEThe Fray - YOU FOUND MEKings Of Leon - USE SOMEBODYKeri Hilson Featuring Kanye West & Ne-Yo - KNOCK YOU DOWNJamie Foxx Featuring T-Pain - BLAME ITPitbull - I KNOW YOU WANT ME (CALLE OCHO)T.I. Featuring Rihanna - LIVE YOUR LIFESoulja Boy Tell 'em Featuring Sammie - KISS ME THRU THE PHONEJay Sean Featuring Lil Wayne - DOWNMiley Cyrus - THE CLIMBDrake - BEST I EVER HADKelly Clarkson - MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOUBeyonce - HALOKaty Perry - HOT N COLD

All That Matters
All That Matters {Poem 2004} Current mood: loved All That MattersAll that matters most of all to me is having youAll in this world to me is you{Iwanna} I'm gonna give you my heart and my soulIf I could I would hold you foreverI never wanna let you goEvery second of everyday all I think about is youMy life has no meaning unless I can share it with youI wanna be in your arms for alwaysEverything you are is Everythng to meThere is so much I can say, So much I can doWhen presented with the oppurtunity, to show you just how much it is I care for youI don't know who you are anymoreI don't know who you've become, what you've evolved into I am so sorry for all the pain I have caused you For all your pain due to me Maybe Love was all that needed rekindled My love is here deep inside my precious heart Took a little time to mend, the wounds are still here And I slowly learn to trust mysel and other beings againMy heart still bleeds but my love is still here for y

Beautiful Words....
Vivi con passione~Ridi di cuore~Ama profondamente (live with passion~laugh out loud~love deeply) Vieni qui e baciami (come here and kiss me) Voglio fara l'amore con te (I wanna make love to you) Sono dipendente dei tuoi baci (Im addicted to your kisses) Ti adoro (I adore you) xoxox Sheri

The Loneliest Night Of My Life
THE LONELIEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE Current mood: bummed I REMEMBER SOME TIME AGO WHEN I WAS ALL BY MYSELF DURING THE ROUGHEST TIME OF MY ENTIRE LIFE, RECENTLY SEPERATED BUT WANTING SO DESPERATELY TO RECONISILE. JUST GETTING BACK FROM WHAT I THOUGHT WOULD BE A REMARKABLE NIGHT, I REMEMBER THE FEELINGS THAT WERE GOING THROUGH ME. THE MOST AWFUL FEELINGS IN THE WORLD,THE FEELINGS OF LOST AND HOPELESSNESS, FEELINGS OF DISPAIR, LONELINESS, EMPTINESS AND JUST NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO OR SAY. COMING HOME TO AN EMPTY HOME AND NO ONE TO TALK TO. NO ONE WAS THERE FOR ME AT MY TIME OF NEED. I PULLED UP IN MY DRIVE, I STAYED THERE IN MY LIL FORD RANGER CURLED UP IN A BALL AND CRIED ALL NIGHT. NEVER CHANGED OUT OF THE DRESS I HAD ON NEVER TURNED THE RADIO ON NEVER DID ANYTHING EXCEPT REPLAYED WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO MAKE IT THAT BAD TO MAKE IT GO THAT FAR. THE WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD IS KNOWING YOU LOST SOMEONE AND YOU COLD HAVE STOPPED IT SOMEWHERE ALONG THE WAY. I KEEP THAT NIGHT IN MY HEAD CONSTAN

Love Is Confusing
Sometimes I have to wonder how things would be if I had never told you that I loved you!! Would your life be as bad? Probably not! I find myself kicking my own ass for just blurting it out. I worry that by telling you, I ruined any chances I may have had! But then I think that had I never told you, I would have never had the chance! Love never comes easy and always leaves it's scars and I am terrified of not knowing! Uncertainty is life's cruel joke! I wonder if someday will truly come! I used to be certain but now I don't know! You made me believe! You were confident then but now that confidence seems shattered! You are the one I thought of, you are the one who lifted me up, you were the one who made me smile at all the right times! Today, my heart sits confused and heavy for you! I don't know what to do or believe anymore! I miss you and will love you forever! Till my dying day...

3
3 That's how many more days are left of December. That's how many more days I have to get through, survive through because I can breathe easily again. Before I can sleep again. I'm exhausted. I'm tired of tossing, turning, worrying, freaking out, stressing out. I just want this month to be over with. I just want to know everything is ok, and will continue to be ok. I just want to breathe a sigh of relief, bring in the new year with my love, smile, and step forward into a new year, forgetting the mess I've dealt with the last year. Hopefully Matt really will be here tomorrow. I think I'd be pretty much devestated if he isn't. I've been waiting for this for a while now. I want to go to bed, curled up in the arms of somebody I care about tomorrow night, and kissing the lips of the wonderful man I call my boyfriend at mightnight on New Years Eve. My uncles visitation is today. Funeral is bright and early tomorrow morning. What a way to end the year huh? Wish me luck with things... -Mz

Vinyl Fossil Records...
Seems it's our week to get the snow. There hasn't been too much accumulation yet. It's that pretty kind of snow that just coats the world in cotton. I can live with that. It is colder than a witch's tit though, as my dad so succinctly put it this weekend. I'm in a much better mood today. Things aren't great, but they are better than I had thought, leaving me with something to smile about. Sometimes you have to accept that you can't fix everything. You can't bend the world to your will. Sometimes you just have to accept things as they are and hope they work themselves into a better place. There's a little sunshine sneaking in. I had a revelation, if you can call it that, in the shower this morning. I was sudsing myself up real good, as I am wont to do, and scattered a fair amount of suds on the shower curtain. As I glanced at the pattern the suds formed I noticed two distinct images. One was clearly the head of an alien. You know, the giant head with giant eyes and

Damn That Dit For Makin Me Do This
2009 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?Stayed single almost the whole year? i wishWere involved in something you'll never forget?yep sex with a partner and it was incredible...felt nothing like a sock and some mayonaisseTripped over a coffee table?nope dont own anyDyed your hair?holy shit i have hairCame close to losing your life?every time i roll over and look at herSaw one of your favorite bands/artists live?no...but i did watch midget porn2009: Friends and EnemiesDid you make any close friends this year?i sure did alot of my FU's are cool as hellDid you hate anyone?i hate no one...Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?again...rolls over and looks at whats layin in bed with me2009: Your BIRTHDAY!Did you have a cake?no they forgot againDid you get any presents?and still i was forgotten2009: All about YOUDid you change at all this year?yep had that penis reduction and now im 6'11" tall..damn that thing was weighing me downDid you change your style?i shavedWere you

Jimmy "the Rev" Sullivan Rip
Avenged Sevenfold drummer Jimmy “The Rev” Sullivan was found dead at his home in Huntington Beach, California, yesterday. He was 28. Preliminary police reports indicate Sullivan died of natural causes, but the Orange County Coroner’s Office is investigating his death,(kinda werid how everyone young is dying of natural causes isnt it? makes me wonder if something else is really going on ....

I Salute You!!
Or maybe I already have? Speaking of which, I'm junking a lot of shit, it being the end of the year and all, and if I made you a salute, or done a funny picture that is you and I've drawn on it in MSPaint, it'll be disappearing off of my profile soon. I'm pretty sure if you rip something, then it stays on your profile after it's gone off mine - I'm sure I've seen pics I've done people on older profiles still hanging around. Don't be offended if I'm deleting a pic I done for you, cos they're all going. Nothing personal. And I'm keeping the ones people done for me, natch. They'll probably be all kinds of crazy shennanigans of a pictorial nature next year, so don't be all like "Oh no, what's kins doing?" and shit. Also, word to the wise, Ash Wednesday falls on 17th Feb this year, so it's only about six weeks til I go into my annual pre-Easter seclusion. But above all, remember, I'm a pimp. And pimps don't commit fuicide.

I Don't Care
Well some things have changed for me and it's about time I blog about it. I don't mean to really offend anyone, so if I do....sorry. I'm dating someone now. I'm actually happy and for that reason, I've not been online much. I spend my free time either talking to him or seeing him. I've gotten a few texts and not been able to answer because I'm either working or spending time with John. I then get a text, from the same person saying that since I don't want to talk to them, they are going to delete me. [shrug] I also got an instant message talking about how I wanted to "take things slow" with a guy. This guy has hurt me so many times, that taking it slow was exactly what I wanted to do. Is it my fault that I met someone, got to know them and then fell for them? No. Me and the "take it slow guy" were NEVER dating. Not only did they try to make me feel bad for being happy, they ended the conversation with "all I have to say - It figures". Whatever. I didn't do anything to hurt them, ne

Dramma Queens And Their Consorts
This just made my day, laffin. I decided to scroll and look at some mum's and see whos whinning or trashing who. Came across one of the biggest dramma queens, whinning about someone putting him in his place. Its amazing how some in fu land can dish the bs, and dramma but they FAIL!!!! at being adult enough to take it back. He started whinning, and all his little consorts, whinned with him . Sad he can't stand on his own and be man enough to take it. Aw well so is the dramma in fu land ..laffin Telling him how right he was to be upset. How pathetic is that!

Rip
RIP James "Jimmy" Sullivan, A.K.A. The Rev from Avenged Sevenfold. The 28 year old drummer was found dead in his home in Huntington Beach California yesterday December 28, 2009. The band released a statement saying the he died of natural causes. RIP JAMES OWEN SULLIVAN FEBRUARY 10, 1981-DECEMBER 28, 2009

Advance Fee Fraudster
So for a bit of excitement yesterday, I was preyed upon by an advance fee fraudster posing as a Fubar member with a lonely heart. The pitch went kind of as follows:- The girl in question starts chatting to me. Within a couple of minutes she tells me how she's looking for someone to love her and how she's been let down in the past, blah blah blah. She feels she can trust me! After five minutes! Anyway, after literally two more minutes of groundwork she tells me how her rich English father has died, but the lawyers won't allow her to access her $2.7m inheritence until she has a 'man' (?) that can claim it for her (and, of course, take a cut of the proceeds). At this point she gives me details of her 'lawyer' to contact. The powers that be at Fubar (perhaps quite rightly) suggest that there is nothing they can do, such as delete her account, unless I have proof. As such, perhaps I shouldn't even reveal her Fubar identity here. So what do you think? Should I be exposing this person and

Thank You Obama!!
Thank You Obama!! We just got attacked by our foreign enemy Al-Qaeda and what did we do? We treated the Islamic Terrorist like he stole a pack of cigarettes from Wal-Mart. We gave him his Miranda Rights and he asked for a lawyer. ATTENTION DUMB ASS DEMOCRATS -- WE ARE FIGHTING A WAR WITH A FOREIGN ENEMY THAT WANTS EVERY AMERICAN DEAD ISLAMIC TERRORISTS – WORDS OUR MUSLIM PRESIDENT CAN NOT UTTER Now, instead of being able to find out who the other Islamic Terrorists are that trained with this killer, we get to wait to get attacked again. Guess what else – Janet Napolitano our Homeland Security chief that OBLAHBLAHBLABH picked says the system worked!!! The system worked? Because they sent someone to stupid to ignite the bomb correctly it worked?? This guy took enough explosives on the plane to kill 260+ people in the air, and who knows how many of us in the Detroit area would of died when pieces of the plane came down on our homes??? T

R.i.p Rev
Avenged Sevenfold drummer James Owen Sullivan, also known by his stage name ” The Reverend Tholomew Plague” or simply “The Rev” was found dead in his Huntington Beach home yesterday on December 28 at approximately 1 p.m. The talented drummer was 28 years old. Sullivan was a huge Pantera fan, another band with a tragic early death. Jimmy also played many different instruments other than the drums, such as the piano and guitar. His death is being investigated by The Orange County Coroner’s Office but at this time the Southern California musician is thought to have died of natural causes. The metal community and many blog are speculating the death was an overdose. Sullivan was rumored to have history with drugs. No statement has been made yet from Avenged Sevenfold or the Management of AX7 in regards to this tragic loss. .

China Shopping Centre Builds 'car Park For Women'
"A shopping centre in China's Hebei province has built a car park with wider spaces that it says is designed especially to suit women drivers. The women-only car park in Shijiazhuang city is also painted in pink and light purple to appeal to female tastes." I don't think I'll be the only one amused by the statement that they've done it to cater to women's "different sense of distance" Full story here

The Curse Of Thinking Too Much
I could not think of a better name than the lame curse of thinking too much.. kinda ironic if you think about it cuz this is a result of thinking too much and yet cant come up with a better title than that. guess maybe im the only one that found some humor of that but goes to show who has a weird sense of humor around here.amazing how thinking can lead to long ass things like im sure this is going to be and it ALSO leads to countless hours of sleep lost.. oh well sleep is over rated anyway am i right am i right? no... damn no sense of humor with this bunch. I got to thinking about people and how they treat others especially those they say they care about. I have seen it more than once cuz most of the people who call themselves a friend have come to me with their relationship problems and have told me what they are doing and what their other half is doing and let me tell you some of the shit i have heard that they do to each other would be down right horrible and yet you see them in p

Relecting
Well where to begin...As I sit here in the wee hours of the morning in solitude, my thoughts are reflecting over this past year..I for one have traveled many a journey on this road we call life..Some bumps, hills, valleys, curves have been encountered..Tears of joy,sadness..and some unexpected situations..becoming a *parent* to my grandaughter,, whom I love with all my heart n soul. The love of my life who I met 8 months ago today...WOW I sure am a lucky lady! *smilez*.. I love you Chris with all that I am and all that I will ever be..Ty for coming into my life and allowing me into yours! You *RAWK* my world baby! Yes lots of crisis situations have occured, but I realize that for some reason things do happen, sometimes we never know, other times it smacks us upside the head! *ouch*..Life is a journey, and each step we take defines who we are at this moment, mistakes we all make, its learning from them , thats the key...No regrets as we wouldnt have been where we are or were if we didn

9 Words
Nine words women use...1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statementoften misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are anidiot and wonders why she is wasting he r time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you wil

He Loves Indian Style
Does this sound like anyone that you have snagged out? Loving Indian Style:1. He adds you to his welfare cheque2. He'll buy Pampers for your baby, even if it ain't his3. He lets you give him hickies even when you've been together for more than 6 months4. He hawks his rifle to bail you out of the drunk tank after the neighbors called you in for chasing him down the street with a bat.5. He calls you his wife after you’ve been together a whole month6. He tries his hardest not to check out any of your friends or cuzin's7. He'll hang onto your back pocket while walkin' round at the powwow or Wal-Mart8. He spends his whole firefighting check on you.9. He tries to find a job, even when it's not fire season so he can buy you stuff.10. He tells you that you have huckleberry eyes & frybread thighs!11. He would rather you wear his championship jacket when you go out!12. He tells his mom that “your diffe

Heart Warming Story
Here's a truly heartwarming story about the bond formed between a little5-year-old girl and some construction workers that makes you believe thatwe CAN make a difference when we give a child the gift of our time.A young family moved into a house, next door to a vacant lot. One day aconstruction crew turned up to start building a house on the empty lot.The young family's 5-year-old daughter naturally took an interest in allthe activity going on next-door and spent much of each day observing theworkers.Eventually the construction crew, all of them gems-in-the-rough, more orless adopted her as a kind of project mascot. They chatted with her, lether sit with them while they had coffee and lunch breaks, and gave herlittle jobs to do here and there to make her feel important. At the endof the first week, they even presented her with a pay envelope containinga couple of dollars.The little girl took this home to her mother who said all the appropriatewords of admiration and suggested that the

Brave Man Jokes
How do you turn a fox into an elephant?Marry it!What is the difference between a battery and a woman?A battery has a positive side.How are fat girls and mopeds alike?They're both fun to ride until your friends find out.How do you piss off a female archaeologist??Give her a used tampon and ask her what period it comes from.How is a woman like a condom?Both of them spend more time in your wallet than on your di*k.What should you give a woman who has everything?A man to show her how to work it.Why is the space between a woman's breasts and her hips called a waist?Because you could easily fit another pair of tits in there.How do you make 5 pounds of fat look good?Put a nipple on it.Why do women rub their eyes when they wake up?Because they don't have balls to scratch.Why did God create woman?To carry semen from the bedroom to the toilet.Why do women fake orgasms?Because they think men care.What do you say to a woman with 2 black eyes?Nothing, she's been told twice already.If your wife keep

Did You Know?
ID YOU KNOW? Peel a banana from the bottom and you won't have to pick the little "stringy things" off of it. That's how the primates do it. Take your bananas apart when you get home from the store. If you leave them connected at the stem, they ripen faster. Store your opened chunks of cheese in aluminum foil. It will stay fresh much longer and not mold! Peppers with 3 bumps on the bottom are sweeter and better for eating. Peppers with 4 bumps on the bottom are firmer and better for cooking. Add a teaspoon of water when frying ground beef. It will help pull the grease away from the meat while cooking. To really make scrambled eggs or omelets rich add a couple of spoonfuls of sour cream, cream cheese, or heavy cream in and then beat them up. For a cool brownie treat, make brownies as directed. Melt Andes mints in double broiler and pour over warm brownies. Let set for a wonderful minty frosting. Add

Shit Happens Religiously
Shit Happensaccording to various religions and spiritual philosophiesTAOISM: Shit happens.CONFUCIANISM: Confucius say, "Shit happens".ZEN: (What is the sound of shit happening?)JESUITISM: If shit happens and when nobody is watching, is it really shit?ISLAM: Shit happens if it is the will of Allah.COMMUNISM. Equal shit happens to all people.CATHOLICISM: Shit happens because you are bad.PSYCHOANALYSIS: Shit happens because of your toilet training.SCIENTOLOGY: Shit happens if you're on our shit list.ZOROASTRIANISM: Bad shit happens, and good shit happens.UNITARIANISM: Maybe shit happens. Let's have coffee and donuts.RIGHT-WING PROTESTANTISM: Let this shit happen to someone else.JUDAISM: Why does shit always happen to US?REFORM JUDAISM: Got any Kaopectate?MYSTICISM: What weird shit!AGNOSTICISM: What is this shit?ATHEISM: I don't believe this shit!NIHILISM: Who needs this shit?AZTEC: Cut out this shit!QUAKER: Let's not fight over this shit.FORTEANISM: No shit??12-STEP: I am powerless to cut

Creation
CreationIn the beginning was The PlanAnd then came The Assumptions &The Assumptions were without form &The Plan was completely without Substance.The Darkness was upon the faces of The Workers,and they spake unto their Group Heads sayeth:"It is a Crock of Shit and it stinkth."And The Group Heads went unto their Section Heads and sayeth:"It is a Pail of Dung and none may abide the Ordour thereof."and The Section Heads went unto their Managers and sayeth:"It is a Container of Excrement and it is very Strong, such that none there may abide by it."and the Managers went unto their Directors and sayeth:"It is a Vessel of Fertilizer and none may abide its strength."And the Directors went unto their Director General and sayeth:"It contains that which aids Plant Growth and it is very Strong."And the Director General went unto the Assistant Deputy Minister sayeth:"It promotes growth and it is very powerful."And the Assistant Deputy Minister went unto Deputy Minister and sayeth:"This is powerful N

Man Laws
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella.2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) When she is using her teeth.3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies.4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours.5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her.6: Moaning and complaining about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable.7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday isstrictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday boy's choice.8:

Just A Random Survey (courtesy Of Amykins)
Dare you to tell me the last place you got kissed?on the lipsHow do you feel right now?eh...some woman is driving me crazy. how do you think I'm feeling right now? When was the last time you were upset?I have various stages to my anger. upset is the last stage. I was literally hopping up and down.Will you talk to the person you like tonight?online? in real life? Yes to both What was the first thing you did this morning?"I woke up, I went downtown to look for a job, then I hung out in front of the drug store" Cheech & Chong comedy skitWhat is the song you are listening to?"The Sweetest Thing" SadeDo you have plans for tonight?yes, sleep.Who are you most likely to be frustrated with?the 2 year old girl because she is two years old. Do you like reading?Right now I'm trying to finish "Wicked: The life and times of the Wicked Witch of the West" Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep at night?It varies, mostly it is around 6 hours. Is there anything stressing you out currently?yes, random surv

Swing First Imma Destroy
hmmm. i haven't been on here in a while. i suppose ill just say that tech n9ne is fucking amazing and everyone should check out the new shit. oh and i am soooo glad tomorow is my day off! fucking siiiickkkk yo. yuhhhh.

Magnet & Steel
Ooh, ooh, ah Now, I told you so you ought to know (ooh,ooh,ah) It takes some time for a feeling to grow (ooh,ooh,ah) You're so close now I can't let you go (ooh,ooh,ah) And I can't let go With you I'm not shy to show the way I feel With you I might try my secrets to reveal For you are a magnet and I am steel I can't hope that I'll hold you for long (ooh,ooh,ah) You're a woman who's lost in your song (ooh,ooh,ah) But the love that I feel is so strong (ooh,ooh,ah) And it can't be wrong With you I'm not shy to show the way I feel With you I might try my secrets to reveal For you are a magnet and I am steel [break] With you I'm not shy to show the way I feel With you I might try my secrets to reveal For you are a magnet and I am steel For you are a magnet and I am steel For you are a magnet and I am steel

Loving Her
In the site of loving myself I begin to love you. . wanting to know what else I could do, The rest of life the peace in mind still trying to see that I can you can love me as I love you. Days can go life slows down. thing is do we really know what can make us happy? What we can do about the hate in our lives? Or even maybe the mess we give ourselves. . No matter what I know you'd be there and I can be there aswell. . Got one thing to ask. . how do you know that this life is what you want? How can you tell if you love someone before knowing the truth and the pain? I can honestly say no need to be in a rush, no need to worry about the life I live, and no need to wonder what if anymore. .

Stupid Question?
Ok here we go another of those nights when my mind starts to run wild, based off others comments or questions directly to me.. I was asked how could i ask such odd mum questions after a insightfull thought i posted in my high tech blog about ipv6. Well my answer was this, not exactly as this time i tend to imbelish on it on purpose. What is a stupid or odd question? well in reality there is no such thing. We teach our kids there is no stupid question but as we grow as adults we tend to forget this. We then assume there are stupid questions from one adult to another. because we should know the answer. But in reality we do not know what each individuals answer will be. We know not the answer till we ask it. That is like assuming that everyone feels the presedent is doing a great job, we each have our own opinions on this, but do not know another exact answer untill we ask. That is like the one question i pondered, Does age reflect a person maturity, or just hint at it? i did not phras

Hid Between The Lines~by Jd
Perpendicular and pulled apart, All the good inside me that used to exist has died. I had one foot on the ledge and just as i was about to act, You joined me in my last stand still and somehow all the misery i began to forget. The world is going to come crashing down i haven't the dlightest clue, I want to say " I dont care you dont even know me" but somewhere inside i cannot back down. I can make it sound so easy to feel alive, Trust me when i say everything i touch withers and dies, So many have came along and tried to change me around and all have found no solution. I am a liar, And no matter what i try to do, I cannot bring this back and make it real, Yet, No matter how convincing i can be, Your the only thing i cannot deny why are you so stuck inside me. I do not know how to even begin to find a starting point, I am past the point of turning back, Now this is all gonna come crashing down, I'll lose you and i wont blame you for never coming back. I tried to rew

Just A Random Survey
Dare you to tell me the last place you got kissed? parking lot at work How do you feel right now? indifferent When was the last time you were upset? pretty much right now Will you talk to the person you like tonight? I don't like anyone right now What was the first thing you did this morning? woke up, duh. What is the song you are listening to? I'm not listening to music Do you have plans for tonight? "tonight" is over with. lol Who are you most likely to be frustrated with? usually my mom. Do you like reading? Yes. Do I do it often? No. I have trouble with reading comprehension, so reading usually frustrates me. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep at night? Occasionally. Is there anything stressing you out currently? um, life. Do you need to talk to someone right now? Ned? No. Want? YES! How late did you stay up last night and why? hmm about 3:30am What did you do last night? I don't even remember. How is your day so far? Not t

Ipv6 Could One Day....
If they ever get IPv6 out and usable that would mean they could issue a IP for every living person on the planet and still have plenty left over. thats 2^128 total unique addresses. if they ever do this, that means everyone would have to watch what they say or do on the net, as their actions then could be tracked by that ip, since it would more then likely require you to log in via your ip, from any and all locations. thus making your ip your internet name, and requiring you to register your password and change it frequently ... Just a thought to ponder.

Please Ready :d
twas the ghetto nite before christmas and all through the hood not a gat was poping like the normaly would. the dime bags were hung on the chimdey with care,in hope that my weed dealer splif livingstin would soon be there.the children all rested and snug in there beds while visoins of sugar plums danced in there head cause they eat some shrooms before they went to bed.when say what to my wondering eyes do i spy was a tricked out pimped out mother fucking ride, with a little old driver all retarded and tan i knew it must be st. nick or that cat from the wu tang clan,more rappers than eagles courses they came,he wistled and called them by name. on 2pac on dre snoop and biggie on fifty cube flave and ditty,to the top or the porch and to the top of the wall now dash away before i bust a cap in u all,and then twinkling i heard on the roof, the prancen and poorin of each little hoof,my glock in my hand as was turning around and down the chimney st nick came with a bound he was pimped all in

The Strangness..
It is strange if you ponder. How large the world is but how shrunk it can be thanks to technology. The internet has let us reach many places and people we normally would never talk to, and it instills in us a curiosity that even with the closeness of the virtual world known as the world wide web. That there is still but a great distance between all of us. Some are nearer while others are farther. Then a intimate concideration is struck between two people, and that great distance and sometimes that ever looming ocean. Brings the hope and wild thoughts down to ground level. Yet then we forget that there was a time. When soldiers were lost in trenchs a ocean away, their loves remained strong. Yet while things grow closer, they seem farther. We let the great distance divide our hopes and dreams into things we might behold. We fail to relise those that dream bigger then where they stand normally attain it or a monicore of it. Be it in bussiness or love. It is those who see only obsticales

I've Been Thinking About You By London Beat
We must have been stone crazywhen we thought we were just friends,'Cause I miss you, baby,And I've got those feelings again.I guess I'm all confused about you,I feel so in loveOh, baby, what can I do?I've been thinking about you.I've been thinking about youI've been thinking about youI've been thinking about you, shi-pow-pow!Suddenly we're strangers,I watch you walking away.She was my one temptation,Oh, I did not want her to stayDeep down, I'm still confused about youI feel so in loveOh, baby, what can I do?I've been thinking about you.I've been thinking about youI've been thinking about youI've been thinking about you, shi-pow-pow!What good is being here without you?I feel so in loveOh, baby, what can I do?I've been thinking about you.I've been thinking about youI've been thinking about youI've been thinking about you, shi-pow-pow!(repeat and fade)

If I Had A Million Dollars By Barenaked Ladies
If I had a million dollars (If I had a million dollars) I'd buy you a house (I would buy you a house) If I had a million dollars (If I had a million dollars) I'd buy you furniture for your house (Maybe a nice chesterfield or an ottoman) And if I had a million dollars (If I had a million dollars) Well, I'd buy you a K-Car (A nice Reliant automobile) If I had a million dollars I'd buy your love If I had a million dollars I'd build a tree fort in our yard If I had million dollars You could help, it wouldn't be that hard If I had million dollars Maybe we could put like a little tiny fridge in there somewhere You know, we could just go up there and hang out Like open the fridge and stuff There would already be laid out foods for us Like little pre-wrapped sausages and things They have pre-wrapped sausages but they don't have pre-wrapped bacon Well, can you blame 'em Uh, yeah If I had a million dollars (If I had a million dollars) Well, I'd buy you a fur coat (But not a real fur coat that

Ok This Is The Lamest Thing I Ever Had A Guy Say To Me On Fubar Lol Holysh!t
what the helllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll is wrong with people............... To ems1160: are u effin seriuos get a fucking life ems1160: well ems1160: suppose you are in a bath room stall smoking a cigarette suddenly a penis comes through the hole and the voice on the other side says "surprise me" what would u do?

Ratings
This past Saturday night I went to bed forgetting to close my Fubar account . Unfortunately for me , when my 20 year old son got off work , he took it a upon himself to rate some profiles . So if anyone was rated anything less than a 10 , I sincerely apologize . As it stands now I have already suffered attacks on my name and account . I do not wish to reciprocate any hostilities . So if you do not like me or the way I look please block me. Thank You

Stolen
1.Who annoys you? Nosy bitches who dont mind their business and are always up in mine 2. Who is the most fun person you know? me!!!! 3. Who is your enemy? I dont have any at the moment i can think of 4. Who can you trust. One person My friend Marcus in NJ....id take a bullet for him as he would me 5. Who of all your friends can you tell anything too. i can tell lots of dfferent people different things..Only few know EVERYTHING 6. Your best friend? Marcus 7. Last person to make you laugh? Wicked Raven and Emanamon....LOL 8. Who is the funniest person you know? Me.... 9. Who is the most unique person you know and why? Raven and i have a female friend in NJ.....she goes by Ebony....i can tell them my deepest darkest desires and they will listen and accep

The Whole Wide World By Wreckless Eric (remake - Original The Monkees)
When I was a young boy My mama said to me There's only one girl in the world for you And she probably lives in Tahiti I'd go the whole wide world I'd go the whole wide world Just to find her Or maybe she's in the Bahamas Where the Carribean sea is blue Weeping in a tropical moonlit night Because nobody's told her 'bout you I'd go the whole wide world I'd go the whole wide world Just to find her I'd go the whole wide world I'd go the whole wide world Find out where they hide her Why am I hanging around in the rain out here Trying to pick up a girl Why are my eyes filling up with these lonely tears When there're girls all over the world Is she lying on a tropical beach somewhere Underneath the tropical sun Pining away in a heatwave there Hoping that I won't be long I should be lying on that sun-soaked beach with her Caressing her warm brown skin And then in a year or maybe not quite We'll be sharing the same next of kin I'd go the whole wide world I'd go the whole wide world Just

Bored!
1.Who annoys you? A lot of people, mostly ones I work with. 2. Who is the most fun person you know? Shawna 3. Who is your enemy? The rest of the world. 4. Who can you trust. I don't 5. Who of all your friends can you tell anything too. No one knows everything about me. Everyone just has bits and pieces tht I want them to know. Jeffe knows the most. 6. Your best friend? Jeffe 7. Last person to make you laugh? Emanon on here... Nate in RL 8. Who is the funniest person you know? Shawna or Jeffe, toss up.

My Miracle
She carries me away Love has redefined it's limits My butterfly My wonder My world She makes me reach to the heavens Brings the light to my eyes My butterfly My wonder My world Swimming through the waves like a fish Listening to your giggle dacing every morning to your favorite...the wiggles My butterfly My wonder My world I loved you since the first kick twinkling eyes and four tooth smile You made me a woman a mom a teacher Baby girl you are the miracle to my world

Several Years Ago
I was working for the carnival operating rides and we were set up in Delta Junction, Alaska. Nothing but flat land & rolling hills and it was covered with glaciers long ago. It made the region very silty with rock dust but made for excellent drinking water. Anyways, it was real windy one day and I had back to wind and there was a butterfly that landed on right bicep. It began to lick my skin and then flew away only to come back 2 or 3 minutes later to lick my left bicep. I'm sharing this because of my last blog. That is my butterfly story.

Join My Fu-mafia
Hiring for my FuMafia, I'm going to need everyone's help so if you want to do battle then let the game begin. Positions Open Are: UNDERBOSS'S LIEUTENANTS, SOLDIERS, Whatever it takes to be one of the best Mafia's Fu has to offer-Lets do this, here's the link. http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=3761

Butterfly By Crazy Town
Come my lady Come come my lady you're my butterfly Sugar.baby Come my lady Come come my lady you're my butterfly Sugar.baby Such a sexy,sexy pretty little thing Fierce nipple pierce you got me sprung with your tongue ring and I ain't gonna lie cause your loving gets me high So to keep you by my side there's nothing that I won't try Butterflies in her eyes and looks to kill Time is passing I'm asking could this be real Cause I can't sleep I can't hold still The only thing I really know is she got sex appeal I can feel too much is never enough You're always there to lift me up When these times get rough I was lost Now I'm found Ever since you've been around You're the women that I want So yo, I'm putting it down. Come my lady Come come my lady you're my butterfly Sugar.baby come my lady you're my pretty baby ill make your legs shake you make me go crazy Come my lady Come come my lady you're my butterfly Sugar.baby come my lady you're my pretty baby ill make your legs shake you

Day 8
WARNING::::The Following Person may contain unsuitable language for people who cant take a joke, If you are this people please leave now or forever hold your peace. You may kiss the bride. Viewer Discretion is advised.

Wut Are We
she says she likes me but is it real or is it fake ive trusted those words to much that i can no longer tell if its real or not if it is then i can finaly start this brand new chapter in my life so if its real show me and let me know that wut u say is true but only time will tell the only words i know that seem to be real is forget resks and take the fall if its wut u want then its worth it all

One Of Those Days!!!
I dunno if its cuz of the holiday's or just because I do the same fucking thing every day!, go to work, pay bills, NEVER go on a trip for my self, get the occasional piece of ass what ever!!! I feel like im gonna do something just to shake things up...well I all ready have broken a few dishes balled my eyes out yelled at the top of my lungs!!! but still feel all vented up!! u ever get like that?

Getting To Know Me
Looking back did you ever think you would be where you are now?Not really. I thought I would be smarter when I grew up. Is there anyone getting on your nerves at the moment?Yep.Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?Yes. My wedding and engagement rings from my husband. Last place you fell asleep other than your bed?The couch. Is there someone that makes you happy every time you talk to them?Yes, there are a few people. What's the age difference between you and your best friend?My daughter is 18 years younger than I am. How often do you talk on the phone?A couple of times a month. When it can't be avoided. I hate talking on the phone. Is anyone else in the room with you?My little munchkin. Would you run down the street naked if it meant earning $15,000?Twice!Do you believe what goes around comes around?Yes. But I don't think I will necessarily be there to see it when it happens. Does it annoy when a person posts alot of surveys?Not really. If I'm not in the mood, I

I Blame (peacey)
Looking back did you ever think you would be where you are now?No. Not really. Is there anyone getting on your nerves at the moment?There is usually at least one person on my nerves at any given time. Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?No, I'm not. Last place you fell asleep other than your bed?Next to my friend on the sofa...Is there someone that makes you happy every time you talk to them?Yes, there are a handfull of people like that. What's the age difference between you and your best friend?He is 10 years olderHow often do you talk on the phone?Daily. Is anyone else in the room with you?Nope, not right nowWould you run down the street naked if it meant earning $15,000?I've done worse for less. Yes. Do you believe what goes around comes around?It always does but sometimes it takes a while to get back (x2)Does it annoy when a person posts alot of surveys?I don't pay attention to most people. What's the last thing you wrote in cursive?A letter to my ApolloWhat will you d

Three Times A Lady By The Commodores
Thanks for the times That you've given me The memories are all in my mind And now that we've come To the end of our rainbow There's something I must say out loud You're once, twice Three times a lady Yes you're once twice Three times a lady And I love you When we are together The moments I cherish With every beat of my heart To touch you to hold you To feel you to need you There's nothing to keep us apart You're once twice Three times a lady And I love you I love you

I Blame [[per]]
Looking back did you ever think you would be where you are now?I never give the future much thought.Is there anyone getting on your nerves at the moment?At this moment? no, she is with her mother. Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?I cannot wear jewelery at all unless it is a leather necklace. Last place you fell asleep other than your bed?reclinerIs there someone that makes you happy every time you talk to them?quite a few people actually. What's the age difference between you and your best friend?he is 5 years older than me. How often do you talk on the phone?once or twice a week. Is anyone else in the room with you?no. they all left except for Kerry, he's watching t.v. in his room. Would you run down the street naked if it meant earning $15,000?Yes. Do you believe what goes around comes around?It always does but sometimes it takes a while to get back Does it annoy when a person posts alot of surveys?Sometimes. What's the last thing you wrote in cursive?My signatureWhat

Tyra Calls It Quits
Tyra Banks is following in Oprah’s foot steps. Tyra announced she is quitting her TV talk show gig. She now wants to produce movies. She thinks she can help (girls) feel fierce. Come again Tyra. What the heck is that feeling fierce? Can leaving the TV gig have anything to do with ratings? It did with Oprah. TV will be better off with less psycho babble anyway. Although, Tyra is nice to look at. What more then click here: http://entertainment.blogs.foxnews.com/2009/12/28/report-tyra-banks-to-end-talk-show-after-five-seasons/?test=faces BlastFM is not quitting any time soon. We are growing and working to get better just for you! You can’t beat that so give a listen and groove. ww.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

You're Bored, Admit It
Looking back did you ever think you would be where you are now?Not at all.Is there anyone getting on your nerves at the moment?Nope.Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?I sure am wearing a ring. Tom gave it to me.Last place you fell asleep other than your bed?John's bedIs there someone that makes you happy every time you talk to them?There sure is What's the age difference between you and your best friend?I'm about 6 months older than she is.How often do you talk on the phone?every day.Is anyone else in the room with you?There sure isWould you run down the street naked if it meant earning $15,000?Sure, it's a small street.Do you believe what goes around comes around?SometimesDoes it annoy when a person posts alot of surveys?Lol I don't care.What's the last thing you wrote in cursive?Just my name. I had to sign somethingWhat will you do after this?Go smokeDo you read magazines, or just look at the pictures?I usually just look at the pictures, I don't read magazines much.Who

Sherlock Holmes (2009)
As I watched Guy Ritchie's latest movie, one word came to mind: "Mediocre" I didn't expect much going in, and I got what I expected. I've been a fan of Robert Downey Jr after his role in KISS KISS BANG BANG and especially loved him in IRON MAN. I was hoping to see what he would bring to the role of this classic detective. He did well, but I'm afraid the writer's dropped the ball. It seems as though they didn't let Downey be more creative with his role. Speaking of the writing, they DID do a good job in the actual storyline and kept true to the classic storylines of debunking "supernatural" with "science". And the wardrobe as well as the props and city designs were amazing. Obviously, there will be a sequel and I hope they give Robert Downey more of a chance to make the character his. Bottom line, this is a family-friendly rental. Grade: B- Sherlock Holmes on IMdB.com

Chasing Cars By Snow Patrol
We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never change for us at all If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Animal By Def Leppard
A wild ride, over stony ground Such a lust for life, the circus comes to town We are the hungry ones, on a lightning raid Just like a river runs, like a fire needs flame I burn for you I gotta feel it in my blood Whoa-oh I need your touch don't need your love Whoa-oh And I want, and I need, and I lust Animal And I want, and I need, and I lust Animal I cry wolf, given mouth to mouth Like a movin' heartbeat in the witching hour I'm runnin' with the wind, a shadow in the dust And like the drivin' rain Yeah, like the restless rust I never sleep I gotta feel it in my blood Whoa-oh I need your touch don't need your love Whoa-oh And I want, and I need, and I lust Animal And I want, and I need, and I lust Animal Huh! Oh! Cry wolf baby Cry tough Gonna hunt you like an, uh, uh, animal Gonna take your love n' run I gotta feel it in my blood Whoa-oh I need your touch don't need your love Whoa-oh And I want, and I need, and I lust Animal And I want, and I need, and I lust Animal And I want (

Written For Me By The Irish Madhatter Ocoileain ♥
Dressed for the hunt, the pantther is on the prowl....ready to strike, she releases her growl....a thing of beauty in her hunt of prey....picking and choosing amonst the flock to see who stays....finding those worthy, she shows her heart....and then the hunt truly starts

Barber Shop Banter
I finally managed to visit the barber shop today. I like my barber shop. Frank has owned the shop for almost 30 years. He moved to Canada from Italy in the sixties and set his shop up here on the western end of Lake Ontario and watched a town grow up around him. He has a strong Italian accent but he's easy to understand and he'll chat if you want. He has four other full-time barbers that work with him and I've never had to queue for a haircut.Today, all the barbers were there with only one other client. Most of them were watching a soccer game on the T.V. and commenting on the game. One of the barbers, Luigi got off his chair and offered it to me with his usual big smile. Luigi is the oldest and his accent is even thicker. He speaks English well enough to carry on a conversation and to cut hair. He was snipping away when his cellphone rang. He chatted in Italian and then apologised when he hung up. "No worries, I'm in no rush".He explained that it's his grandson's birthday

Down To 320pounds Now !!!
i was last time 330pounds now i lost 10pounds and down to 320pounds i have a long way to go befor i am at 200pounds not giving up yeah its alittle slow losing it but i am not putting on and thats the main thing and as of right now i am very happy ,start of 2009 i was at 385pounds now down to 320pounds so thats 65pounds lost i still have along way to go and will get there someday...

12/28/2009
Revelation 12http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+12&language=english&version=31 Revelation 13http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+13&language=english&version=31 Revelation 14http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+14&language=english&version=31 http://BiblePlan.org/3/niv/ Bible Reading Plan -- Complete NIV Bible in a YearRead the NIV Bible in a year, reading three chapters daily and five on Sundays.

Lightning Crashes By Live
lightning crashes, a new mother cries her placenta falls to the floor the angel opens her eyes the confusion sets in before the doctor can even close the door lightning crashes, an old mother dies her intentions fall to the floor the angel closes her eyes the confusion that was hers belongs now, to the baby down the hall oh now feel it comin' back again like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind forces pullin' from the center of the earth again I can feel it. lightning crashes, a new mother cries this moment she's been waiting for the angel opens her eyes pale blue colored iris, presents the circle and puts the glory out to hide, hide

So......
Im such a shit.. see Rob has been playing a certain video game for like a week straight and I've gotten booty only 2x. So I pulled my pants down and held the spare X-box controller on my ass and shook that shit!!!! I got me some finally :D Just thought I'd share..that, and Im hyped up on reeses cups and Dr. pepper.

Testimonial: Rice Resurrects Even The Most Soaked Of Gadget
Nobody wants to lose their favorite new electronic gadget to a dunk in the drink. One Lifehacker reader saved his phone after an astounding 30 minute soak by sending in to the dry-rice spa. Two years ago we shared a handy trick for saving your gadgets after an unfortunate run in with water—using rice to soak up the moisture. Lifehacker reader Dietrich recently put that tip to use with impressive results: For the last 2 days it has been a monsoon in my city. Today, during a rushed last minute shopping spree, I dropped my phone in a puddle. I didn't realize I had dropped it until I got back to my car 30 minutes later. I remembered articles on Lifehacker about what to do so I immediately popped the battery out and dried the phone. When I got home I put my Palm Pre in a bag of rice for 10 hours. Adding insult to injury, I forgot to take the phone battery out of my pocket and put it through the washing machine. 10 hours later I'm typing this on my Pre. Good job Palm on mak

Hotchocspoons: Hot Chocolate On A Spoon
Hotchocspoons: Hot Chocolate on a Spoon December 7, 2009, 1:30 pm 16 Comments Hotchocspoons from the Chocolate Company in Europe are the perfect hot chocolate-making device: 50 grams of chocolate are melted down and then solidified with a nice, big wooden spoon inside for convenient stirring. They claim that they come in over 50 varieties, including ones that include a whisky or amaretto shot (genius), strawberry and pink peppercorn, a "kids only" with Smarties (similar to M&Ms), white chocolate, an 85% dark chocolate, and even a seaweed flavor. There are Chocolate Company shops in Luxembourg City, Aachen, Germany, and ’s-Hertogenbosch and Maastricht in the Netherlands, or you can buy them online, 20 hotchocspoons starting at €50. [via Notcot] —Raphael Brion

Why Wait??
I'm glad that I have met everyone in my life. Some of them are bad and some of them are good but all together it has given me a chance to grow. I always kept myself kinda locked up and away from taking chances. I make sure that the chances I take are all worth while and none of them are to crazy to affect of the important people in my life. Recently a friend of mine died and I had not talked to him in years. He only lived half an hour away from me and this made me realize that life is too short.. we should not hold grudges over petty things, we should keep in touch with old friends everyone is only a phone call away, and most of all that everyone needs to be loved and everyone deserves it so when you find that happiness no matter where it may be embrace it and never fear what your capable of!!

How To Build A Wifi Home Surveillance System With Your Pc (repost)
Whenever my family travels or we’re away from home for any extended period, as I turn to lock and close the front door I always consider how nice it would be to be able to build a WiFi home surveillance system that would immediately alert me if someone has entered my house when there’s nobody there. This has been a dream of mine for years, but I’ve always avoided the project because of the costs I assumed were involved. However, writing for MakeUseOf often forces me to think a bit outside the box. How would I accomplish a home security system inexpensively or free? As an automation engineer, I often have to work with machinery or equipment where a central processor needs to read data from a number of distributed sensors. So, for starters I would distribute “sensors” – both wired and wireless web cams – in and around my property. The question still remains, what central processing software could handle all of those webcams and accomplish the &

And Moving On.
Sometimes life gives you lemons and you make lemonade. Other times life disqualifies you before you even get the lemons. I don't know how that works but it does. Only you can't be mad about anything when you saw it coming before you even tried. Lesson being, never give anything a chance that wouldn't give you the same in return. Het is tijd te ga rug. I should have been on my way back in the summer. Where the hell is my passport?

Writing
There was a time when I was blind, I couldn't see what was to be. Running through the shadows of life, testing fate with a double edged knife. Head long into a sea of despair, I blamed it on life, "it just isn't fair". Tearing at walls of darkness and gloom, I found a door at the end of the room. Turning the knob, full of fear, my beating heart is all I could hear. With one eye closed I opened the door, A calming glow crept across the floor. There in the light I could finally see, all the answers to all my dreams. With a voice as sweet as the wind, I could hear her call from somewhere within. "Come with me I’ll show you the way, this dark and careless place is nowhere to stay". Taking her hand we started to fly, up to the heavens beyond the sky. She showed me my faults, my crimes to man. And in an instant she let go of my hand. As I fell I thought I could see, a tear in her eye, is that meant for me? Like a song she whispered, "Can't you see, the path you walk has no place for me

For Those Who Care
Well, I think it's time for me to leave this place....at least for now. This place depresses me, and in all honesty, is doing me more harm than good. Feel free to PM me is you want another way to talk, (unless you already have it, then you are one step ahead). To the rest, good riddence, I hope you enjoy your lives.

Wanna Be My Man... Fill It Out & Msg Me Ur App.
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (colour and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: ------------------------------------OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favourite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so, would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss me often?10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you be waiting by the phone wanting me to call you right after we saw each other ? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut,pimp)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? ------------------------------------What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: We got in a fight: I got du

Happy New Year!!!!!!
hey all! How are you? How was your Christmas ? Did you have good weather ? Did you travel or stay at home & make your own dinner? Have family over? Ours was good except it was cut short by the roads being slick so we headed home before they got any worse.We went to the kids Grammas & had dinner & exchanged gifts. Anyway...I can't believe the New Year 2010 is a few days away! So I need to Say Have a Safe & Happy New Year!! May it be your best year yet! Well I need to go. Take care. I'll stop in when I can.

I'm Yours By Jason Mraz
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks Now I'm trying to get back Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm yours Well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love Listen to the music of the moment babay sing with me I love peace for melody And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours Scooch on over closer dear And i will nibble your ear I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer But my breath fogged

Early-morning Sick Ramblings About Emilie.
This was an email I wrote to the woman who's going to be adopting my daughter; it shares some thoughts and updates on the pregnancy. I'm 29 weeks along; so we're nearing the final stretch. My stomach's huge; Cori bought me a few maternity items for Christmas that really show it off. I'm a little scared, honestly, of the actual birth. They apparently aren't going to do any more ultrasounds, which makes me sad, and worries me because she was laying across my stomach before, in the breach position. I honestly kind of hope she doesn't change positions... A c-section seems less painful to my lady-bits and would probably be easier to heal. Emilie's getting very squirmy; was resting with my laptop on my stomach one day and she actually knocked it over. Every time she moves i can see my shirt move (which is a little scary, I have to admit... I blame all those science fiction movies I watch), and she stretched the other day and I swear i could feel AND see her hands and feet as they mov

Who Is She???
A very weird thing has happened. A strange old lady has moved into my house. I have no idea who she is, where she came from, or how she got in. I certainly did not invite her. All I know is that one day she wasn't there, and the next day she was. She is a clever old lady and manages to keep out of sight for the most part, but whenever I pass a mirror I catch a glimpse of her. And, whenever I look in the mirror to check my appearance, there she is hogging the whole thing, completely, obliterating my gorgeous face and body. This is very rude! I have tried screaming at her, but she just screams back. The least she could do is offer to pay part of the rent, but no. Every once in a while, I find a dollar bill stuck in a coat pocket, or some loose change under a sofa cushion, but it is not nearly enough. I don't want to jump to conclusions, but I think she is stealing money from me. I go to the ATM and withdraw $100, and a few days later, it

New Year, Clean Slate
I no haz monies right now. This both annoys me and inspires me. When I don't have money, I stay home and do other things, like devour whole books in one night or paint or watch mind numbing television. This weekend, I decided to do a little bit of all of these things. I also decided to get really organized. I've lost weight so I donated a bunch of clothes that don't fit anymore to Goodwill. My closet looks pretty nice now. In the process, I found a really cute top that had gone MIA for quite some time and am wearing it now. :) I need moar dresses so that I don't get too bored with it. My wedding dress is still hung up. I'm trying to decide if I should put it on ebay, craigslist, donate it, or burn it. I'm leaning towards donating it. I'm wondering if there's a place that would appreciate it more than the Goodwill though. I don't think many bride-to-be's go sifting through there for wedding dresses. *shrugs* I'm also trying to decide what to do with the quinceanera dress.

Baked Potato Soup (repost)
4 baking potatoes (about 2 1/2 pounds)2/3 cup all-purpose flour (about 3 ounces)6 cups 2% reduced-fat milk1 cup (4 ounces) reduced-fat shredded extra sharp cheddar cheese, divided1 teaspoon salt1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper1 cup reduced-fat sour cream3/4 cup chopped green onions, divided6 bacon or turkey bacon slices, cooked and crumbledCracked black pepper (optional)1. Preheat oven to 400°. Pierce potatoes with a fork; bake at 400° for 1 hour or until tender. Cool. Peel potatoes; coarsely mash.2. Lightly spoon flour into dry measuring cups; level with a knife. Place flour in a large Dutch oven; gradually add milk, stirring with a whisk until blended. Cook over medium heat until thick and bubbly (about 8 minutes). Add mashed potatoes, 3/4 cup cheese, salt, and 1/2 teaspoon pepper, stirring until cheese melts. Remove from heat.3. Stir in sour cream and 1/2 cup onions. Cook over low heat 10 minutes or until thoroughly heated (do not boil). Ladle 1 1/2 cups soup into each of 8

Ahhh Memories.
What my midgets and I watched over the Holidays.I couldn't be happier!! Specially Dark Crystal,it was a gift from my in laws to the midgets.. I almost fainted when I seen it due to sheer joy!!I know this whole movie word for word,and was so happy to see my youngest love it just as much as me,while sporting a million questions about the puppets and how they moved and what not.You still cant get any better then that!oh and the labyrinth of course.(you remind me of the babe!(what babe?babe with the powe...shutting up now) Also the Goonies!!my oldest loved it,we all climbed into our big bed with some popcorn and had a good ol family movie night.Which we try to have every weekend. Now my daughter walks around yelling" HEEEEEEEEY YOOOOOOOOU GUUUUUUUUYS!!!!!" as does daddy too lol. Good times all around, now to find something for this weekend. on that note..IM gonna put three videos via comment reply. Hope you all get to have a giggle watching them. Later days!(h)

Blog #1 Monday 28th December 2009
Well it is nearly the end of 2009, nearly the end of the "Noughties". So many things have changed....it is a little scary to think about what life will be like in another ten years time. Do you think we will still have seasons? Or will there be seven or eight different ones interchanging continuously? Will the world be colder? warmer? Will we have had another world war? What religion will be the main belief system for the world? Will there still be half as many different types of animals, plants, trees in the world or will they have died off? And that is just the 'background noise' to most of us....will we be alive in 10 years time? Will we be married? Divorced? Will we have children? Will our children now have graduated and been successful? Will we still be doing the same job that we are doing right now? Where will we be? Where do we want to be? I am 26 right now....when I was 16 I never imagined that the next 10 yrs of my life would involve so much. And yet I don't have much

Take Me I'm Yours
I've come across the desert To greet you with a smile My camel looks so tired It's hardly worth my while To tell you of my travels Across the golden East I see your preparations Invite me first to feast Take me I'm yours Because dreams are made of this Forever there'll be A heaven in your kiss Amusing belly dancers Distract me from my wine Across Tibetan mountains Are memories of mine I've stood some ghostly moments With natives in the hills Recorded here on paper My chills and thrills and spills It's really been some welcome You never seem to change A grape to tempt your leisure Romantic gestures strange My eagle flies tomorrow It's a game I treasure dear To seek the helpless future My love at last I'm here

Skully
Her beauty ever so softly shines,like the sun of morning dew.Sparkles in my eyes,Like a star shines true. To touch a gift by heart or hand,To think If could be in her thoughts.Is a gift far greater,Than any ever bought. Maybe forever a dream or vision,Is all she'll ever be.Just to know and love her beauty,This is what my heart choses to see.

Embers And Ashes, The Heart Thats Set To Flames~by Jd
What it all comes down to, We are only capable of proving our worth to one. As much as you contemplate the possibilities, Stuck against the wall and no you've no place to run. Everything you never wanted to involved in, An that once in a life time chance to have everything you need. Breath becomes hard to grasp and now its bound to break down, Another sleepless night becomes my obilivion, Silent violins my only friend. I know exactly what i am doing, But im caught up once again, Not willing to speak up and speak out, Yet not willing to surrender my head begins to spin. Taking what i've known for so long, Then embracing the overwhelming feeling of what could be, I am dying inside because choices are easy but the push forward is what troubles me. Just what did i expect to come from this, Eventually i always crash and burn into the wall, This will be the moment of truth, Either you'll make up your mind or lose it all. Over and over im running blind into the headligh

Cyber Love
Cyber love is a figment of our imagination. A wonderful fantasy of our individual creation. I bought all the lines that came to own me. Never understanding the feelings that I couldn't see. Never realizing my heart he was stealing. Too caught up in the overwhelming feeling. Some people need a lesson to learn. I got mine and can still feel the burn. I never allow myself to make the same mistake twice. So don't read more into my words because I'm just being nice. I can be your friend but my secrets you"ll never know. Inside of my heart is someplace you will never go. Even when you believe you are very close to me. A superficial women is all you will ever see. So don't ask me for love or something else I don't feel. I'm not trying to be a bitch ,I'm just keeping it real. Everything that matters is what I won't share. So don't be foolish and begin to really care. Please ask nothing from me except some casual chat. Because that is all I have to give..nothing but that. I'm so much wiser

Hilarity Ensues...
“To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.” You can find some really funny and idiotic quotes online. I was thinking about taking a break from here, but that seems silly. It helps get me through my work day. I probably won't be on much at night. No real reason to anymore. You might see me if I get inspired to do one of my culture blogs. At least I can still take inspiration from it. The world is a silly place. I need to listen to that voice in my head more often. It's always right...it sees far more keenly than my eyes. it would leave me less full of holes. Pardon my vagaries...I'm not in the best of moods right now. Talking about it is not an option...because there's only one person I want to talk to. Only one person with the answers to my questions...and I doubt that I could trust those answers. And I hate t

My Collared Dream
I looked up a dream site( lol what a crock this is) to define what some of the symbol i saw in my dream...first ill explain some of the dream... i remember that an ex girlfriend was in it, seeming to be my dom... she was a insecure person who freaked out about me going somewhere socially with out her...but she must have kidnapped me , drugging me somehow, because in the dream i wake up and see her...noticing i had a silver metal collar locked with a pad lock around me neck...it had a chain connected to it... I was none to happy and thats the most intense part of the dream...my anger and frustration Captive To dream that you are held captive, suggests that you are feeling trapped in some aspect or circumstances of your waking life. You may feel trapped in your career, relationship or life in general. Alternatively, captivity dream indicates something you are refusing to acknowledge or something that you are in denial about. Collar To see collars in your dream, signifies c

Listen To Your Heart
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women . He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separat

Fubar Rant# 955
Yeah, I Know You Hate Me, I Am Aware That All You Have To Do Is Post A Screenshot Of Something I Said Taken Out Of Context And The People That Kiss Your Ass Will Post Comments About What A Jerkoff I Am (Even If They Have No Clue Who I Am) And Yeah I'm Not Perfect And I Do Ask For Stuff On Here And Yeah I Do Get Bummed From Time To Time But Bottom Line Is... I Dont Give A Shit What You Or Your Flock Of Sheep Think

Crazy Alert
JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS/GIRLS KNOW OF A REAL WHACK-JOB POTENTIAL STALKER OUT THERE! GOES BY "NICE GUY". COMES ON REALLY STRONG AND ALL HIS CYLINDERS AREN'T FIRING SO BLOCK HIM. SOMETHING NOT RIGHT ABOUT HIM!

A Steady Reminder Of What I Will Not Have Again
I see you here and there Your pictures are truly haunting me I want to be with you and still I am alone I could make this a poem but all it is a memory of what I will never have.

Forgive Me If I Don't Swoon
Ok, so this was in my shoutbox this morning when I got up sugardaddy: SWEET LIPS I BET THEY WORK ORAL MAJIC I would like to say that this is NOT even remotely how to get my attention. First of all, I DO NOT SUCK DICK. Sorry guys, it's true. Second of all, this may be a meat market, but I'd turn lesbian before I'd fuck or even come close to considering fucking 99.999% of the men here. (Again, I know, truth hurts.) Third, are you fucking kidding me? Has the art of masterful conversation been completely lost in this day and age? Have some pride in yourself. Do you honestly want some skank who will down any dick that comes along? Sure, it's ok in the short game, but for the end run, you need more than that. Finally, who the fuck can't spell magic? Guys, if you want to interest me, you really need to catch my attention. And this is not the attention you want. I keep telling y'all that I am a bitch like that, well I really am. And if you throw some bullshit like this in my s

Bleeder
Bleeder by Nothingface. It's not endingWhat's it to youIsolate meFeel unsureTired of waitingPlease let me goI'll never forget youJust let me goMy eyes see everything I want them toI just don't want them to see youJust the way that you areIt's so coldSafely torturedHiding the scarsNo one knows itJust you and ILift your dress upI said I'd go slowI'll never stop thisUntil I reload[Repeat chorus]Sometimes there's no controlShut up till I'm done talkingYou seem so insecureIt seems you got it allYou got it all[Repeat chorus]You got it all

Want A Free 65 Bling Pack?? Well.. Free U.s Money, No Fu
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Dirtydeedsradio.com Scavenger Hunt
Starting Jan 4, 2010 we will kick off the Scavenger Hunt for some hot bling. Mon-Fri we will play a riddle between 8am and 11pm 2 times daily. You must be listen to get the clues. Gather all of the pictures and on Friday after the first riddle has been played be the first one to PM me w/ all five of the staff members names and the picture to win some hot bling. You must link the day of the week to the staff member. Update: I have several answers to the Scavenger Hunt. However noone has all the right answers so staring Monday Jan11, 2010 we will replay the clues one day at a time just like week. Happy Hunting :)

That Was The Decade That Was
We are about to go into 2010, how was the last decade for you? Here are the highlights of my last decade. 2000- I watched the Millennium firework display on a balcony overlooking the Thames in London on the eve of the year 2000 with my daughter Ashley, she was the youngest stand up comic in 1999 and was finishing the year by retiring from stand up- she was 13 years old. I was running a comedy club at Mansions Café Bar in Glasgow's West End, it was great fun but it closed suddenly due to non payment of bills or tax problems, whichever is easier to believe. My cousin Sammy died due to infected heroin. 2001- I hopped over to NZ and did the Comedy Festival for the first time. I ran a comedy club in London at The Atlantic Bar, it closed due to the terror attacks in New York on September 11th, which resulted in a lack of tourists or non payment of bills & tax problems, which ever is easier to believe, you decide. No one died, in my family. 2002- I returned to New Zealand comedy festiv

Spotlight Glory
So I have been on the Fu for two years (almost three) and I have never attempted to get the spotlight. Well I'm not to far away from Godfather and feel like getting the spotlight would help me reach it or at least get very very close. So I am calling on all my friends, and their friends and their friends to donate fubucks and your whoring out skills to me. ♥ Please and thank you :)

Project 40+: Mature & Sexy
I have been included in the publishing of this two book project! I was fortunate enough to have been invited by the editor to submit photographs earlier this year, and it gave me the opportunity to work with several beautiful women over the age of 40. This was a fantastic project, showcasing the beauty and sexuality of mature women, and I'm very honored at having been asked to participate! I have four photographs in one book, and three photographs in the other. The books have sample pages available for viewing, and may also be purchased at the following links... Project 40+: Mature & Sexy (Book 2a) http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/1112613 Project 40+: Mature & Sexy (Book 2b) http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/1112799

This Is Awesome!!!
Your Daily Horoscope: December 28, 2009 Scorpio Oct. 23 - Nov 21 (Wrong Sign?) You may have to be a little rough in order to get things done, Scorpio. This may be because you have some type of work that requires special gear, or because your recreational activities demand it today. At any rate, if you prefer being in another place, begin planning a visit there. If you've been thinking about changing your work; apply for it. You value your freedom so much, you really need to express it as opposed to hiding in it as if it were helpful to you. Hopes are not private; they are what we're made of. Your Fortune Cookie Of The Day Break open another cookie (250) The hard times will begin to fade, joy will take their place.

Sad!
I used to know what I wanted in life, I woke up one morning to my world crashing down on me, since then I can't seem to even find a peacful nights sleep..... I love him, he's my everything but I got his message loud and clear that his family wasn't worth it I guess he thinks playing people is a better life, I let him go and now he wants to work it out but I can't my heart is to far destroyed and hurt to even bother with it. My kids are more important now and all I'm doing is living by survival a second to second mode. I guess I have to kind of turn a little cold hearted and do whats best for me right? I don't know what to do any more if marriage is worth it or if being hurt is worth forgiving a millionth time!!!

10 Things You Should Know About The Obamacare Bil
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HcBaSP31Be8& this you sjould whatchfeature=player_embedded http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HcBaSP31Be8&feature=player_embedded http://www.resistnet.com/forum/topics/10-things-you-should-know 10 Things You Should Know About this Bill 'Democrats have spent six weeks behind closed doors putting together a trillion-dollar experiment in government-run health care that raises premiums, raises taxes, and cuts Medicare-a 2,074-page bureaucratic nightmare' WASHINGTON, D.C. - U.S. Senate Republican Leader Mitch McConnell made the following remarks (as prepared) on the Senate floor Friday regarding the importance of getting it right on health care reform: "Democrats have spent six weeks behind closed doors putting together a trillion-dollar experiment in government-run health care that raises premiums, raises taxes, and cuts Medicare. We've now had less than 48 hours to look through this 2,074-page bureaucratic nightmare. But here are 10 things that every A

Virgo Woman..
Characteristics of a Virgo Woman A charming Virgo woman is perfectionist and realistic in nature. The main characteristics of Virgo woman are honesty, perfection, sincerity and dependability. Read on to know more about it. Virgo, the sixth sign of the zodiac, is also considered as the sign of critic or craftsman. Practical, modest, loving, helpful, active and fussy Virgo people are born between August 23-September 22. Its zodiac symbol is represented by a woman. Its ruling planet is mercury and Wednesday is its lucky day. The lucky colors for Virgo people are azure blue and saffron yellow, and agate, topaz and aquamarine are the lucky gems. Observant, loving, helpful and reliable are the major strong points of Virgo people. A beautiful Virgo woman is blessed with some outstanding characteristics. Let’s know more about it.Characteristics of a Virgo Woman A Virgo woman is very attractive and charming. She is tall with a slim, slender figure. She is having all the promin

Tinkerbell(briana)
Because of all the others,She doubts my heart is true.No one else can stay in my mind,Never as much as you. I dream of your beauty,And smile when it comes into view.The only one my eyes dream of,Is the beauty I know as you. So to you Miss Briana,Know that your special to me.And I would make your heart happy,No other way it should be.

You Damn Rut
When you get to my age (hah I'm trying to sound old here but I'm not), and if you got nothing to your name - no wife or kid(s), life is pretty boring and pointless. So when this occurs, you begin to wonder if what you're doing in life is really worth it. I mean, you go into work, work a day, and do it again tomorrow. Been thinking lately. Since I feel this way, I'm wondering what I can do to fulfill a meaningful purpose in my life. Been thinking of joining the military lately. I'd need to get into some serious shape, though. Where the fuck is Mickey when you need him? My right eyelid suddenly got real itchy just now.

Wrecking Our Realities~ By Jd
Awake i will rise into the thresh hold, Undeserving and not yet prepared to get ahead. Some of these people spened their whole lives never realizing, There are a chosen few in life, Are forever prone to lose this epic battle, Disguising their own realities, Harbouring lost in thought over all the heart breaks. Never wanting to intentionly wreck anyone, Almost to the point i could lose control, I would like to compare it to the mad man who finally gets that ultimate power in his fingertips. Dreadful look from his eye that reassures you not to come inbetween him and his obsession, Body numb but stuck in stance, Danger surrounds, All that is golden will not always bring us that bliss. My life is constantly screaming right into my darkened face, I cant tell you the last time i could stand to see my reflection and like the man i see. Life is so much more than the fronts we use to disguise when we are broken, I look at myself in this bitter fight, Needed to have a second gl

Once Upon A Pleasure
How many hearts today,For her beauty today will fall.I'm sure for anyone who see her,She will claim them all. A smile that can melt me,Her beauty beyond compare.Like an exotic flower,So delicate,so rare. So truely blessed was I today,When I saw her for the first time.I am sure just like the flower,Another like her,I will never find.

2hot2
Behind her beautiful face,Stands a very sad tale.Who knew the men in her life,To her would eventually fail.She sees me as one,But me she has not seen.Could I be the one,Who wipes her slate clean.If she will give me a chance,To show her the real me.Maybe to other men,She will be able to see.To say we are all alike,To hurl me down into thier depths.When i have just got to meet her,She doesn’t know me yet.So little miss timid,Bewaring of all men.Will you give me a chance,Or just assume once again.

Things To Think About In A Non Perfect World
ive done some things in my life that im not proud of. hell noone is perfect after all. as this year comes to a close i sit and think back on all thats happend in my life this year. i realize that the way i went about dealing with things wasnt the best way to deal with them. i admit i am an over emotional person and yes i do let them emotions rule me and alot of the times it usually bites me in the ass. i understand that and i except it for what it is. i recently moved out to arizona to reclaim my life and hopefully get on the right track, again im not perfect and i make mistakes. one major one is i have been addicted to marijuana for years and it all but ruled my life until i had my kids. over the years i have drastically cut back on my usage until it is almost non exsistant. i have been sober for almost a month now and it feels great. yes of course i have my cravings once in a while especially when i get stressed, and lets face it ive been stressed since i got out here but who dont g

Can't Get You Out Of My Head
La la la La la la la la La la la La la la la la I just can't get you out of my head Boy your loving is all I think about I just can't get you out of my head Boy it's more than I dare to think about La la la La la la la la I just can't get you out of my head Boy your loving is all I think about I just can't get you out of my head Boy it's more than I dare to think about Every night Every day Just to be there in your arms Won't you stay Won't you lay Stay forever and ever and ever and ever La la la La la la la la La la la La la la la la I just can't get you out of my head Boy your loving is all I think about I just can't get you out of my head Boy it's more than I dare to think about There's a dark secret in me Don't leave me locked in your heart Set me free Feel the need in me Set me free Stay forever and ever and ever and ever La la la La la la la la La la la La la la la la I just can't get you out of my head I just can't get you out of my head I just can't get you out of my

White Christmas
a thousand daimonds upon the ground lie scattered in the snowey ground ..the moonlight showing them all around as the colder it gets your breathe you see some even still floating down from the trees wind does whipp them an blow to an fro the daimonds in the snow ..sparkaling shimering bright as stars from the heavens... the magic of a white christmas some times can happen.....///G.G

Ohh This Sucks
this sucks. im sitting here horny as hell and my pussy is so wet. I wish someone was here to rip this towel off me and tease me and suck my clit till i cum all over his face. yummy i havent had any in a while and its getting to me. Was laying in bed and all i could think about was wanting a guy to bend me over in the shower and fuck the hell out of me. i keep playing with my clit and i have to say my pussy juice taste good as hell. Whats your kinky thoughts?

A Sexy Ass Song....
Minus the Bear - White Mystery Left her at home in the cold London night. She had nothing on. (not a stich) Nothing on (not a stich on) And she stays that way (till I get back) With all regrets and (till I get back) Another bottle of Good times Her body’s under the covers And there’s nothing wrong with a single inch In the same position Laying on her back waiting for a kiss A kiss that she gets, long and slow Starts at her toes,and then it goes And goes, and goes, and goes And goes, and goes, and goes And moves slow And when get to her lips I still have skin to expose Her body’s under the covers And there’s nothing wrong with a single inch And then we change positon She’s got me on my back Losing common sense, They are bright lights x4 You can’t hear the music But we’re playing the same tune Each beat every note played perfectly by you They are bright lights --- HOT. The beat is great as well. Hmm. ;)

Junkmail Graveyard
(inspired by a Witty lady) -Free ViagraOrCialis Be rock hard and ready all day I already am...I really need to get laid.... -Works Even For Threesomes - Try Free Sample‏ Now just get me the pill that drop two willing women in my lap... -Speciale Retrospective 2009 : Photos chocs, Voitures, People, Cinema, Sportifs, Nature, Personnalites preferees, Carnet, Votre actu, Prix immobilier, Produits high tech Sounds exciting...what's a voiture? I bet it's some kind of weird french peeping tom.... -We published a netload survey for you to assess and improve netload.in One answer to that survey...MOAR FREE PRON!!! -yourmusic@em.yourmusic.com End of the year blowout--$5.99 CDs, free shipping! Shop today‏ All Yanni, ALL THE TIME!!! -1-800-FLOWERS.COM Still get it there for Christmas!‏ Why do flower companies get the goddam time machines first? I think in the future I'll just paint some flowers instead of sending real ones. If they have a tim

Missing You
Taking advantage of being wide awake for a change. Just wanted to say how much I've missed all of you my friends...my angels! Recent health issues have played heavy on me and I am hoping it turns around soon. I'm at best, operating at about 60% of what use to be 100%. Its harder to get going & when I do my energy goes pretty fast. All this living through modern chemistry sucks, pills for this, pills because of the pills, etc. Up to 17 a day, and booster chemo shots between week 2 & 3, the good news is the markers are coming down & one day there may be an end again. Thanks to all of you who keep me in your thoughts and prayers. They are greatly appreciated & I am sure the reason I am winning this battle. For those of you that care to... my e-mail address is= ricobear1@ hotmail.com, I try to get there every couple of days. I hope everyone had a wonderful and blessed holiday. And just in case, may your New Year bring you many blessings. hugs, kisses & all my love, Rick B

Playing Make Believe
I have been trying to keep a positive outlook on life. Smiling as much as I can, telling everyone that everything is fine, when it isn't. And although I am getting better at it (which scares me) it's still lying. It's still pretend. Sure, people think I am in a better place and are somewhat more chatty than usual. But what if the usual is once in every three months to begin with? That would mean the "more than usual" is once every two months.... But then everything seems even worse than before. Cause you're hurting inside and falling apart...but they don't know. And unless you suddenly disappear or suddenly behave eratically...they wouldn't even think to ask how you are...how you REALLY are.Even better is when nobody actually hangs out with you in person. When you have to buy your friends drinks to get them to hang out with you...so you don't have to drink alone, which you fear would lead to your own end.When you are so down into a downward spiral.... how do you get out of it

Don't Say It Dude!
If you are a married guy or live with a babe do you know what not to say to her? One thing that comes to mind is “Have you gained weight?” That one is a no brainier but you never know with us guys. Especially if we have been hitting the sauce. If you need a refresher course dude, Shine from Yahoo has graciously suggested 10 things not to say to our babe. Check it out dude http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/sex/10-things-husbands-should-never-do-552285/ Don’t worry about what you say at BlastFM dude. What ever you say is safe with us. Check it out now man! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

2nd Alarm Hottie Coc (code Of Conduct)
Welcome to Everyone & glad to see you all here. 1. All 2nd alrm Hottie Prospects must have a verified salute & a minimun " 10 new pics " of yourself 2.All Hotties Must Be Female ( no exceptions ) 3.Must sign the COC ( code of conduct ) agreement below as a comment of "I AGREE " in order to be placed into voting procedure. 4.Shout Box Fu Mail must be open to all Officers for communications .Profile can't be set to friends only for this purpose, unless all Officers are made friends.so we can communicate with you when necessary. 5.2nd Alarm Hotties Homepage must be added to Your Family while being considered a Prospect & remain in your family after admittance.Fire Chief (Founder) must be added to your family as well but doesn't h

It's Time To Start Over 2010 Is Comeing
yes i cant wait for new years to come . its my favorite because you get to start over .my 2009 was like a rollercoaster with alot of up's and down's and now i cant wait to see what 2010 have in store for me and i have friends thats going to come in and party with me .alot of people are not going out because they dont have no new years date will i 'm not going to have a new years date but i am going out because i'm going to be so excited that i made it to new years because there have been alot of people pass in 09 like michael jackson, brittany murphy, farrah fawcett, david carradine etc all them tragic passing's made me learn that i should not even sweat the bullshit people bring and that i should enjoy my life and never ever take it for granted .so my dear friend's for new years just enjoy the moment and never let anyone fuck up your nighti hope everyone had a great xmas did you get what you want ?nicole

Last One For The Night
As of today, I have absolutely no regrets. I think i'am a mature person who can take things in stride. Im grateful for people in my past, they helped me get where i'am Wherever that is, but now, I'am thinking for myself

Gone
Emotions ran through my headI found myself wishing I was deadAll because you were moving awayI knew I would never see you another day You got in your car and waved goodbyeand then I was left all alone to cryI felt helpless, and all aloneI could only talk to you on the phone You were my neighbor, and my best friendWhy, Oh why did it have to end?You made me so happy, so carefreeYou made it feel okay for me to be me It’s been almost a year since you moved awaybut it feels like it was only yesterdayI remember everything you used to doIt may seem impossible, but it’s true You were the best friend I ever hadNow that you left me, I am beyond sadI love and I miss you more than you ever knewYou’ve taught me so much, and I want to say thank you.

Befor I Let You Go
When we were still together,I truly loved you,but what’s happening right now,I guess we are through,it’s really hard for me,to get off with you.but I know this might be goodfor both me and you. I love you but i have toset you free,I’ve come to realized thatyou’re no longer happy with me.Even tho’ it hurts, I haveto say “good bye”It’s really hard for me tolive without you, butpromise i would try to move on. It hurts me so much but i haveto let you go.But before letting you go,there’s one thing i want you to know….I just want you to know that“I am always here for you,whenever you need a friend,to lean on en shoulder to cry on”Before i let you go, i want to saythat someday…soon…You gonna MISS ME…..

Good Bye
When people share experiences together, and then they must part, there is a feeling of sadness. Saying goodbye to people that we feel connected to is an occasion of somber reflection. It is hard to imagine our lives without them, and yet we have no choice but to go on. It is comforting to know that for however long you will be separated that you will always be in each other's hearts. It is also an opportunity to be more present to others in your life and to look for opportunities to form new friendships.

You Mean The Words To Me
You mean the world to me. I cant bear to see myself without you. Having the taught of living without you, is something unnatural to me. We have been at it for 3 months, the best of my life. We argue and fight. We scream and we cry. And even after all that we have true love. You and I are like the moon and night sky. We are perfect together. But some hate us. We have true love within each other and everyday its stronger. Place your hand on mine and I shall do the same. A promise we have made, to love each other always. Together forever is what I want. I hope its the same for you. Don't worry about me been so far. Faithful I will remain. Shall you remain too. Never will I leave you. Till the day that we are apart by death. And even then immortal we will remain. Our love will never die!

True Love
There are not enough words, to describe the effect u have on me...You make it easy to be myself, and its you who set me free...You are just so amazing, I can't believe how good you make me feel...I was scared this was only just a dream, but you assured me this was real...When you told me how you really felt, i had difficulty trying to breathe...My heart began to beat much faster, but you promised me you wouldn't leave...Every word that you wrote, made me want to be with you so much more...The thought of you had me trembling, deep down inside my core...I long to b with u boo, like we envisioned for our first meet...The thought of my arms around you, with your hand in mine is just so sweet...Watching the beautiful Cali sunset, and a breeze that is so gentle...We connect on many levels boo, not yet of the physical, but the mental...But soon enough you'll be in my arms, falling fast asleep...I said no harm would come your way, and a promise i always keep...You're safe with me at all times

Mistakes
I've made some mistakes in my life. I've let people take advantage of me, and accpeted way less than i deserve. But, i've learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things I can never get back and people who will never be sorry, I'll know better next time and I wont settle for anything less than i deserve.

Heart Of Glass
I gave you my heart,even though it was made of glass.It was already chipped and cracked,the reason why, you never bothered to ask.Then you went and dropped it on the ground,Now it's lying there, shattered.And your walking away,like it never really mattered.

Where Do I Go
i some times wonder and sit by my selfwondering if you ever felt the way i feltwhere do i go when theres no helpsuicidal thoughts tell me to go leftbut i know taking me awaywont help cause close to you i want to stayi know perfection is not for anyone to bebut for some reason your the one on who i seeeventhough that aint rightmy thoughts are high as a planewhile we talk all nightbut there is always that one same fightis as if we were on a different flightmy life was lost until you came to my sideand showed me hope it was there so for you i stayed alivei look at you and see your love with no sensebut for some reason you chose our jorney to endi chose seconds over minutesi look at you but in a different scene i dnt understand the words you speakdo u know what i mean?i thought we were meant to be a teambut i guess there wont be such all i need you to knowis that i LOVE you LOVE you so so much

What Does A Guy Do
I was crying tonightWhile thinking of youYou're the one I lovewhat is a guy to do?Every time I think of youMy face begins to swellBut the only thing I feelIs a smile, beginning to dwellI am in love with someoneAnd I am being trueThat one girl I loveName starts with youEvery time I think of youMy heart goes very fastEvery time I talk to youTime seems to go so fastThe last time I want to talk to youIs the day one of us leavesBut please don't let that be soonI'm begging you I am on my knees…You are the one I loveAnd I think you already knewThe only thing I hopeIs that you love me too…I'm in this positionWhat's a guy to do?When he falls in love with someoneAs beautiful as you…

Love Me
I'am confident and scared, terrified and excited, I'am loving, and caring, and thoughtful and hopeful. Iam sick and tired. Iam shy and friendly, and careful and careless. Iam broken and iam whole. Iam misunderstood,misguided, and mislead. Iam hardworking and determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while im dying on the inside. I listen to others who wont listen to me. I walk on eggshells, and i walk on fire. I bieleive in passion and true love, ill love oyu and push you away. Iam everything and nothing all at once and all i want is for someone to love me!

Afraid
I dont know why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting go. It's like we're scared to lose something we never really had. Some of us say we'd rather have something than nothing at all, but the truth is... to have something hhalfway is harder than not having it at all.

As We Grow Up
As we grow up... We learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder everytime. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend, you'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt. because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of hapiness you'll never get back.....

Amorosa = Fake.
I was sent this today, look at this salute when magnified. And the profile claims to be 31 years old. The real girl is barely 18 if that. Look at this bad pixilation and clearly shopped information on the low pixel 320x240 picture dimensions. This is a fake salute and the person behind it is well, ill let you decide… And it’s not a coincidence that kennymac and zeal are blinging it and are in its’ top family and friends….see for yourself… *~♥´¯`*Amorosa *~♥´¯`*@ fubar Think it’s time to take these people to task for supporting this and who knows, maybe even creating these monsters. But I’ll let you all decide and how you wish to handle it. Hope you all had a great holiday weekend…peace..

Didn't See It Coming
She walked into this bar and I thought I knew as my curiosity wondered searching for a clueThe piece that flowed into place seamed to be all that I yearnedtaking my heart towards my desires previously learnedShe held my hand while I was sitting on the sidelinelike a wish on a star I drank from the finest glass of wineCaressing this genuine love I thought was held in both our heartsin this sweet slumber of bliss I thought we would never part Proving me wrong in the days to pass by wondering where I went wrong as she lost that twinkle in her eye Replaced by the absent mindless of selfish person she began to unravel at the seams under the sun Trying to go beyond the inevitable my efforts where not enough cause her past was never left behind the rough Hidden within my own blindness to see the ugly truth only if I knew the lies spoken under my roof

When People Assume......
Every ideology is a mental murder, a reduction of dynamic living processes to static classifications, and every classification is a Damnation, just as every inclusion is an exclusion. In a busy, buzzing universe where no two snowflakes are identical, and, indeed the smallest sub-atomic particle, we are assured, is not even identical with itself from one micro second to the next-every card index system is a self delusion. Or, to put it more charitably, as Nietzche says, "we are all better artists than we realize". It is easy to see that the label "Jew" was a damnation in Nazi Germany, but actually the label "Jew" is a damnation anywhere, even where anti-semititsm doesn't exist. Anytime a person is labeled for their color, religion, or social class is a damnation. "He is a catholic", "He is a Dr.", "He is homeless" to the card-indexing center of the cortex in the brain, that my experience with him will be like my experiences with others such as him. Thus individuality is ignored

Family Values And Christmas!
Sorry! it just dosen't exist anymore! why do you need an excuse/a day... to all come together and pretend that you like each other and stuff yourself with food till you are bloated and accept crappy gifts that had no thought go into them. Lets just keep it for the kids and not worry about the surrounding false pretence that comes with it. amen!

Magical Sensations
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Sweet Milk Rolls
Ingredients 1 package (1/4 ounce) active dry yeast 2 cups warm milk (110° to 115°) 1/2 cup sugar 2 tablespoons butter, melted 1 teaspoon salt 4 to 5 cups all-purpose flour Directions In a large bowl, dissolve yeast in warm milk. Add the sugar, butter, salt and 3 cups flour. Beat until smooth. Add enough remaining flour to form a soft dough. Turn onto a floured surface; knead until smooth and elastic, about 6-8 minutes. Place in a greased bowl, turning once to grease top. Cover and let rise in a warm place until doubled, about 1 hour. Punch dough down. Turn onto a floured surface; divide into 16 pieces. Shape each into a ball. Place 2 in. apart on greased baking sheets. Cover and let rise until doubled, about 30 minutes. Bake at 350° for 35-40 minutes or until golden brown. Remove from pans to wire racks. Serve warm. Yield: 16 rolls.

12/27/2009
Revelation 7http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+7&language=english&version=31 Revelation 8http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+8&language=english&version=31 Revelation 9http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+9&language=english&version=31 Revelation 10http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+10&language=english&version=31 Revelation 11http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+11&language=english&version=31 http://BiblePlan.org/3/niv/ Bible Reading Plan -- Complete NIV Bible in a YearRead the NIV Bible in a year, reading three chapters daily and five on Sundays.

I Will Never Have You
I do not know what to think I do not know what to doI am sitting here in tears Because I will never be with youI thought you would be the oneTo take away my feelings of blueBut now I can seeThat I was so truely wrongI have been thinking a long time About you and meBut now I can seeThat maybe it was never meant to beWhere do I go from here?What am I meant to think?I think of you, and shed a tearAs my confidence slowly sinksI could not care lessAbout anything other than you right nowI feel such a messHow did I fall for you so quickly?Tell me...How?!You are so perfect in my mindI do not want no one else but youBut my friends keep telling meThat in timeI will find Someone newI do not think I can believe them this timeAs I like you so muchI can not help but imagine the wedding bells chimeBut you will never have feelings for me like that as such...

Dark Honey 2009
Desire dripping on my tongue Like honey straight from the comb So thick and sweetly luscious Spread over my lips, teeth, chin The sticky warmth caressing My throat thirsty for the taste Swallow slowly, with care And the desire lingers in my mouth Flows down my spine Teases me to my core And feels like Passion falling from the sky Coming up from the ground Wrapping around me Touching and tensing every muscle From the arch of my foot To the tips of my fingers Scalp tight with want And I cannot wait To unwrap him like a present And touch skin that ca

Because Of You
I mistook by trying to ameliorate,I tried to listen to you the best I can.As for school, sometime I ran late,Just by attempting to be your last man.I ran out of time when we're talking.I can't discern mentally days & nights.I think more than twice before acting,Just to avoid depressions and fights.I rarely interact with my best friend,Just to win nothing, but your faithfulness,And not to bring about a tragic endTo our relationship in good success.I am an ardent admirer,Who's trying to get you attention,And, often, a good inqirer,Who's trying to get a special mention.I knew, I disobeyed sometime,Not to loose you, but to keep you.I'm proud of the fact I've done no crimeAnd I've done all of them because of you!

Goodbye
I’m sure will come the dayThat we do say goodbyeAnd then we will knowYou took the coward’s wayChildren don’t forgetThey will learn and seeTheir minds will be forever corruptWith the horrid memorySelfish actsForever take holdLeaving destructionOn young and oldMind, soul, and bodySuch a wasteA coward’s actionsSet to paceI’m not the messengerOnly one left behindTo clean up the messSo you’ll still shineFor it is in their eyesThat I worryFor it in their eyesThat I seeUnconditional loveThat must stay with theeNot for youOnly for themThey are the angelsI cherish to the end!

Lost
I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closerI don’t know where I standI don’t know what you want from meOr if you care at allYour words lash out and hurtThen lovingly draw me inI don’t know what you want from meDo you want this to endDon’t turn tablesOr place this on meJust come out and tell meWhat it is you wantI can’t read minds I don’t know where I standAre you pushing me awayOr are you going to finally let me in

Forever Young, Enternal Unrest Of The Loveless Soul~ By Jd
Over exhausted and feeling like i need this, Getting a grip never seemed so hard and its easy to get sick of it. Feeling out of sorts and almost as if there will be no change to come, Looking back now, I have come to realize why most say they wish to live "forever young". There were no restrictions, As children our minds roamed free of care, Friends came and they went, We laughed, We cried, Our thoughts genuine we were alive. As we grow people change, Once good friends become strangers that carefree feeling fades away, Left to wonder when it all was lost and just for what reason hopes and childhood dreams fade to grey. Living the good life is only a dream when life deals a hand thats almost impossible to beat, How many times must we be broken and stuck to repeat, Life is so real but leaves us with so much grief. Self righteousness makes us want to give in to the beatings we take, How easy it would be to pull the plug, Water runs dry and we will wake to face another dar

Blerg
Just for the record, being sick sucks ass! I've been sicker than a dog since Christmas. If it wasn't coming out one way, it was coming out the other. Yesterday doesn't exist because I slept it away. Today is the first time I've actually eaten anything. Oooo, piece of toast. So far so good. I feel like someone steamrolled over my body. Only up side is no fever. I don't know what this is, but it needs to like go away.

Appreciation..
Just wanted to say thank you to those who came by to see me in my time of need and not see me to try and get points and whatever else from me. That means a lot and I can't thank you enough for that, just goes a long way with me. Tastyflutterby Caramel Lexy Sxy Chick Queen Lioness J-Lynn Peace Luscious of SER Tbaby

Ugh- Venting- Single Life
IM SO SICK OF BEING SINGLE... is there any decent guys out there?? Seriously... i must be attracted to fucking assholes. lol i just want to have a cuddle buddy and be loved i hate this single shit.. Blah.. And I dont want any wierdos either... or any guy over 25.. lol

*guh* Raist Tagged Me :p
2009 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?Stayed single almost the whole year? Haha nope :PWere involved in something you'll never forget?Most certainly :DTripped over a coffee table?Not yet, but my Uncle took a header over the foot rest xmas day at Grans LOLDyed your hair?Nope. I earned my graysCame close to losing your life?NO but I felt like it..Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?Yep 2 actually :)2009: Friends and EnemiesDid you make any close friends this year?Hmm yes I didDid you hate anyone?Hate.. no, thats a waste of energy but I dislike a few..Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?Many of us crucify ourselves between two thieves - regret for the past and fear of the future2009: Your BIRTHDAY!Did you have a cake?Nope.. and my fucking mother didn't even wish me happy birthday .. hehDid you get any presents?Yep2009: All about YOUDid you change at all this year?Yep went back to schoolDid you change your style?Neva!Were you in school?Um like duh.. up 2 qq