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I Am Not Ignoring My Friends...
I am just here to make a shout out to all my friends...i am not ignoring you. My life has been on a slight upside down roller coaster this week. My ex came home and distroyed my life yet again! i got kicked out of my roommates, because he is friends with them....he took my dog (who is like a second child to me!) and he basically drove me crazy this week. So I am pretty busy trying to balance and new job, school, motherhood and finding a place to live! Aside from feeling completely screwed around by guys lately....I feel pretty damn good! lol...so please if you don't hear from me in the next week...please forgive me! Hugs & Luvs, Sammy XXX

Finally
a star shines brightly across the northern sky the wind blows across the fields time stands still delivering hope a time a time when things of the past are gone love is a sweet perfume that breathes down my neck destiny frozen i ghost a life i know where i am who i am and where to go finally everyday as it passes by reminds me of times times of innocence time of escape finally seeing the true side of you i understand understand love,devotion minutes seconds hours pass by being loved by you is a present a present from a heavenly body love me ill love you back together we shall spend and eternity finally

Life
Ther eare some people out there that if given a chance they wll surrpsie a lot of people. Well those are the people that need to be given a chance. The majority of society is blind to the help othersw need,. IF they open there eyes they will see that the others are not differetn, but rther they are the same. People can change and it will surprise others if that person is givne a chance. Freidns they come and go, you never know who they are. When you least expect it, a special someone will come into your life. That special someone will be there for you more then anyone. At that point in time, you realize that you have more then a friend. You have a best friend. A best friend for life. This poem was wrote back on September 11 of 2000 shortly after I joined the military. I did not know why I wrote it until recently. To my best friend, I wish you the best of luck in your new life. i had made a friend over 10 years ago. She was a great person,. She accepted me for who

People....
Ok...guys this is gonna be a straight talk with ya! lol.... I am honestly here to meet people....make friends...and maybe even find a real, honest, caring man (although they seem very VERY scarce!) Please...if you want to screw me around...find someone else! Don't play with my heart and emotions, I am not some cat toy that you can bat around for your amusement! I have a son, I have real goals and above all...I am a human being. I strongly believe in karma..and those who have fucked with me thus far will get thier own! I am here for a good time and to see who is all out there..but I also just want to save you time if you are here looking at me for other reasons... I don't own a cam...and if I did, I still wouldn't show you shit! I actually care about how I come across (even if its as a bitch! lol)I also have self-respect too! So if you want to play your games...I noticed there are many 19 year old ditzy bitches out here...go waste thier time and feelings! I also have real li

Everyone's Invited, Lol
1. What is your Boyfriend/girlfriends name? I don't have a girlfriend. I'm solo for now. 2. What color underwear are you wearing now? black boxer briefs 3. What are you listening to right now? Night Moves-Bob Seger 4. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number? I could tell you but then I would have to kill you 5. What was the last thing you ate? Micky D's 2 cheeseburger meal 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Blue 7. How is the weather right now? Great. It's sunny and near the 60's in NYC. 8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My sister 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite/preferred sex? their eyes and tits. 10. Favorite type of Food? Anything with beef 11. Do you drink? Yes. 12. Do you smoke? Quit cigarettes years ago. I have been known o take a toke now and then. 13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did? Unfortunately 14. Hair color? brown 15. What is your eye color

To All My Friends
First, I want you to know that you are amazing, and I love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes Roses r red Nuts r brown Skirts r up Pants r down Body 2 body Skin 2 skin Motor's runnin Lets begin. Send to 10 ppl and see if u get it b

Whey!!!
You may not be aware that Durban has the largest Indian population >outside of India in the world. Understandably they have put their mark on >the city and its culture, and Durban (or Natal) curries are legendary (and >almost lethal). Now read ... > > NATAL CURRY CONTEST > >This is great.... > > If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no >Hope for you. I was crying by the end. Note: Please take time to read this >slowly. >For those of you who have lived in Natal , you know how typical this is. >They actually have a Curry Cook-off about June/July. >It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the Royal Show in PMB. >Judge #3 was an inexperienced food critic named Frank, who was visiting >From America . > >Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a >Curry Cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment >and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for >directions to the Beer Ga

Democrats Win The Election!
Well for the first time in 12 years the Democrats are back in power.. Who all thinks that's good and who all thinks that's bad and who all doesn't give a damn cause we're gonna get blown up eventually anyway lol. I'm actually happy the republicans are no longer in control of the house n senate.. i think it is sad that they wanted to stop research on stem cells. Poor Michael J Fox. What are they thinking ? REally? I mean it's not like we are destroying a life or anything. Let's see another issue i think we could all agree on is Bush's failed policies in Iraq. It's getting worse over there and there's not really anything we can do about it. The cops they trained are just going to turn into terrrorists anyway. And As far as building a fence on the mexican border... I think it's a good idea but it might be to late. The govvernment speculates that a nuclear weapon of some sort has already been smuggled into the u s. So how is a fence going to stop that? I think we sho

True Friends
Written with a pen Sealed with a kiss If you are my friend, Please answer this: Are we friends or are we not? You told me once, but I forgot. So tell me now and tell me true, So I can say, I am here for you. Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die before you do, I'll go to Heaven And wait for you. Show your friends how much you care. Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND, including the one who sent it to you. If it comes back to you, then you'll know you have a circle of friends. Ok, Friend Send this to............. 0-2 peeps you are a Bad friend. Booo!!! 3-5 peeps you are an OK Friend 6-10 peeps you are a Great Friend!

Poems..
A touch.. A smile.. A single kiss... A smell.. A laugh.. Never quite like this... My heart.. My love.. My eternal soul... To you my love.. I have given you every bit of my all.. I love you Written by: Interesting Soul 5/1/07 Stinging eyes.. Tears falling.. Hearts breaking.. Love lost... Can you see my pain? Can you hear my sorrow? Don't ignore me! I'm real.. I'm here.. Look at me.. See me.. Hear me.. I'm broken... Written By: Interesting Soul As I feel your eyes look upon me.. The hunger growing inside.. I feel the longing.. Once what was is now again... To feel you just once.. Your hands upon my skin.. Thoughts overcome me as I feel your gaze.. The wanting growing stronger.. Knowing this isn't right.. But not caring any longer... Oh to feel you.. Your breath.. Your touch.. Brought together by fate.. Or by something much more.. Who knows.. Who cares.. Just wanting you... Written By; Interesting Soul My forbidden...

Kurt Coabin Memorial
Well I am a huge fan of Nirvana. Actually more Kurt Cobain than Nirvana and even though it has been 12 years going on 13 since his death and even though I dont really remember what was going on when he was around it still devastates me to this day. Personally i think Kurt Cobain was murdered, now some people either A. Dont Give A Shit or B. Say "dude just get over it he is dead." I will try to post as much information as I can on Nirvana, Kurt Cobain, and the other members as often as I can. For my first "entry" I strongly encourage anyone who reads this to go visit www.justiceforkurt.com it contains tons of evidence supporting his murder and even has a copy of the "suicide note" along with a diagram of the room he died in. Secondly if you want to see some good pictures of Kurt or anyother member www.cobain.com is a good site too. Hasta la bye bye.

Whats-up-all-my-friends
MANY TIMES IT HAS BEEN ME THE ONE TO SAY SORRY MANY TIMES IT HAS BEEN ME THE ONE CRYING MANY TIMES IT HAS BEEN ME THE ONE TO FORGIVE YOU AND I ASK MYSELF ONE THING JUST THIS ONCE WHY SHOULD I ALWAYS BE THE ONE TO SAY SORRY TO SHED THE TEARS AND TO FORGET AND FORGIVE YOU SHOW NO REMORSE FOR THE WAY YOU MAKE A PERSON FEEL YOU SHOW NO SYMAPTHY FOR THE WAY YOU TREAT PEOPLE AND OF COURSE YOU NEVER SAY YOU ARE THE ONE IN THE WRONG WELL THIS IS THE END OF THE LINE AFTER SO MANY CHANGES FOR YOU TO BE HERE IN MY LIFE WITH ME I AM FINALLY GOING TO PUT MY FOOT DOWN ITS GOING TO BE LIKE THIS EITHER YOU BE THAT MAN YOU CLAIM TO BE OR I AM GOING TO BE THAT WOMEN WALKING IN THE OTHER DIRECTION BECAUSE THIS BITCH ISNT TAKING THIS ANYMORE I AM NOT GOING TO SAY SORRY I AM NOT GOING TO CRY ANYMORE TEARS AND I SURE THE HELL AM NOT GOING TO FORGIVE AND TO FORGET ANY LONGER SO THIS IS MY WAY OR IT WILL BE THE HIGHWAY CAUSE LIKE I HAVE SAID BEFORE "LOVE HAS NO LIMIT" I WANT TO LET YOU ALL KNOW A LITTLE ABOUT

Upcoming Shows
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U Can See More Pics And Find Out More
K guys, I dont have all the pics saved to my computer..so the only one I can really post here is the one I have up. If you would like to know more, or see more pics of me and my kiddo--you can at myspace url. I know, I know this place is better, but I am so used to myspace and the only pics I have are there. Later everyone. URL: http://www.myspace.com/andrea_dawson

Where Are The Real Men Anymore?
I was just wonderin where all the guys that are lookin for a real woman have gone? well guys seem to look for the fast, easy or skanky way out. I don't get it but um that's just me I'm a little old fashioned - I just want the one guy to take care of and love and be with for the rest of my life and for some reason that is a joke ot most pple now a days. so if you have some feed back let me know ^_^

See The Sadness Thru My Eyes
what makes me feel as if i have to be strong when inside im crumbling.i feel as if life is going so far gone that i cant stop it. i feel if i will never see the light and a cloud hangs over my head

End!!!
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A Poem.
When Me Prayers Were poorly said who tucked me in me widdle bed and spanked me 'til me ass was red? Me Mudder Who took me from me cozy cot and put me on the ice-cold pot and made me pee if me could not? Me Mudder And when the morning light would come and in me crib me dribble some who wiped me widdle bum Me Mudder Who would me hair so gently part and hug me gently to her heart and sometimes squeeze me 'til me fart? Me Mudder Who looked at me with eyebrows knit and had a king-size fit when in me sunday pants me sh*t? Me Mudder When at night the bed did squeak me raised me head to have a peakwho yelled At me to go to sleep? Me Fadder

Fake Ass Friends
Why is it that when you need people most they are complete ass holes and don't really give a damn. Everybody who I was once close to and would do anything for me have completely turned against me. They told me they would stick by me no matter what fuckin decisions I made. Well I made my decision and that's to be with the one I love, JAMES! So fuck all you stupid people who swore you would stick by me and now won't have a god damn thing to do with me. It's funny that your my best friends until I do something with my life that you don't like. I've never turned my back on you when you needed me. No matter what it was for. So the next time you need me, don't come crying to me. I can't be friends with fake people. All of you can go shove it. Yes I know I'm being rude but I rightly don't give a damn anymore. That means all of you so called friends in fuckin Petoskey. You're all pretty much nothings in my book now. Thanks a lot for nothing. And by the way, you're my "so called sister" and no

Is Beng Nice Over Rated
TELL ME HOW GREAT YOU LIFE IS I WANT TO KNOW LOOKING FOR FEED BACK FROM YOU, YOU TELL ME!! LETS SEE WHO ARE MY REAL FRIENDS AND FANS RATE MY NEW PIC THEN WE WILL SEE WHO IS FOR REAL ARE NOT WONDER WHAT WILL HAPPEN WE WILL SEE THANKS

Thursday, November 9, 2006
"The Case of Peter Roche and the Purloined Pigeons" I was staring out my office window, wishing it would snow - maybe then I could get into the holiday spirit - when she walked into my office. I quickly spun and stood. I extended my hand, showing her the chair. She was not a tall woman, shorter than my daughter who stood 5 ft, 5 inches. Her hair was a dark chestnut, beautifully styled. Her eyes were dark brown and showed signs she was crying. She nodded her head as she sat. “I need your help, Mr. Roche,” she began. “My name is Veronica Masters, and I need your help.” She held a tissue to her nose as tried to compose herself. Ms. Masters sighed and looked down at the floor, before looking up. She opened her mouth as if she wanted to say something, but she stopped. She brought the tissue to her left eye and dabbed at the corner. “What can I do for you?” I asked as I walked to the front of the desk. “I’ve lost something special to me,” she w

Royal Cure
Once upon a time there lived a king. The king had a beautiful daughter, The PRINCESS. But there was a problem. Everything the princess touched would melt. No matter what; metal, wood, stone, Anything she touched would melt. Because of this, men were afraid of her. Nobody would dare marry her. The king despaired. What could he do to help his daughter? He consulted his wizards and magicians. One wizard told the king, "If your daughter touches one thing that does not melt in her hands, She will be cured." The king was overjoyed and came up with a plan. The next day, he held a competition. Any man that could bring his daughter an object that would not melt would marry her and inherit the king's wealth. THREE YOUNG PRINCES TOOK UP THE CHALLENGE. The first brought a sword of the finest steel. But alas, when the princess touched it, it melted. The prince went away sadly. The second prince brought diamonds. He thought diamonds are the hardest substance in th

The List
DONT ADD DEAN FU OWNED BY DIANA OR RATE IT TAKES YOUR BUX THE LIST One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much." were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them aft

Booty Call Application
BOOTYCALL APPLICATION Name___________________ Age____ Phone(____)__________ Occupation________________________________ Do you live with your parents Yes__ No__ Do you live with your significant other Yes__ No__ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you want it (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can you last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do you like giving oral sex (Y/N)__ Which do you prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Threesome__ Group__ While having sex, *What do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Take Control__ Scratch__ Pull hair__ Bite__ Smack Booty__ Fake It__Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ *List three positions you like: 1._____

Poetry
BEFORE I WRITE WHATS ON UR MIND I WILL SAY THIS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE IS THE ONLY MAN ON MY FAMILY LIST AND THE ONLY ONE THAT WILL EVER BE THERE WHEN WE FIRST MET I HAD A HARD TIME TRUSTING GUYS, BUT THAN U CAME ALONG AND SWEPT ME OFF MY FEET TO MY SURPRISE I NEVER KNEW THAT I WOULD ACTUALLY FALL IN LOVE AT A YOUNG AGE, BUT I GREW CLOSE TO U AND PUT UP WITH THE GAMES THAT U PLAYED I TOLD U HOW I FELT AND U AGREED NOT TO HURT ME ANYMORE FOR U SAID U WANTED TO KEEP OUR FAMILY WHOLE, BUT EVERYTIME THAT U MAKE ME A PROMISE U BREAK IT AND EVERYONE ASKS ME HOW CAN U BE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE THATS NOT IN LOVE WITH U AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO ANSWER THEM I WANT TO SPEND ETERNITY WITH YOU, BUT IM TIRED OF HURTING AND TIRED OF CRYING AND TIRED OF WONDERING WHEN U WILL KEEP THE PROMISES U MAKE IM TORN AND IT HURTS I WANT TO LOVE U AS MUCH AS I DO I WANT TO BE WITH U FOR ETERNITY, BUT IM TIRED OF HURTING AND CRYING WHEN U SAY U LOVE ME IM STUPID ENOUGH THAT I BELIEVE U THAN WHEN I GO TO DO SOMETHING

How Intelligent Are You?
How 'intelligent' are you? Your Result: Average You not the brightest of the batch, but you're not the dullest either. Reading and learning is okay, but there are definitely better things out there. 3.0?Smart Einstein-ish Below Average .....I hate to say it, but you're kinda .... Dumb How 'intelligent' are you?

Messenger
Hey yall if you would like to chat with me I have msn and yahoo chat. They are both jay_sac_kings so feel free to add me so we can chat. MSN is jay_sac_kings@hotmail.com. Look forward to hearing from yall.

Woooohooooo
WHO NEEDS A MAN WHEN WE HAVE CREATED SUCH WONDERFUL PLAY TOYS LIKE THE BULLET LMAO I LOVE MY PINK BULLET ITS MY BEST FRIEND WHO NEEDS A MAN TO GET GRADIFICATION I GOT MY BULLET AND MY BBWCAJUNNYMPHETTE HEHEHEHEH WOOOOOHOOOO LOUSIANA LOOK OUT THE CAJUN BITCH AND THE YANKEE BITCH BACK TOGETHER ONCE AGAIN GOD HELP YOU! LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEFUKINHAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYTIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE OK ON THAT NOTE BATH TIME NOW THE WATER IS RUN LOL

My Life~~as It Happens
I'm so sorry that I haven't written in a while, i have been so busy with thanksgiving and now trying to get all my christmas stuff done. So when I left off I was just starting business school and i had just met Dan. Dan was very sexy, tall blonde hair blue eyes and the sweetest talking guy you could ever meet. I could never figure out why he chose to be with me. I met him while I was working at a carvel ice cream store. the first 6 months of our relationship was wonderful, we hardly ever faught or argued, but then maybe again I was just so in love with the idea of being in love that I didn't see the warning signs. then he moved into one of my parents apratments to be closer to me, and I ended up "unofficially" moving in too, meaning I wasn't there to help pay the bills, but I stayed there ever night and and cleaned up for him blah blah blah. After we were dating for about a year and half, things started getting worse, to the point where I knew something was wrong and

Adult Poems & Stories
Twas the night before sexmas Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat, The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll

Sex...nuff Said
Sex is Good for you!!! Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor..............

Where Have I Been?
A question I'm often asked. Coaching is a sense of moving ideas and reaching passionate dreams one never thought could be reached. Coaching helps put those dreams and aspirations into a working reality. Coaching is not like counseling in that counseling labels pathology, provides treatment and focuses on healing. Coaching focuses on strengths and aspirations and provides a silent partner who sticks with you until you accomplish what you want. There is no diagnosis of pathology, no treatment, no illness to heal, and no insurance involvement. Someone has said that therapy is for those who are sick and want to get better, while coaching is for those who are well and want to get better. And that is the difference that makes the difference! Coaches provide techniques, enthusiasm, direction and the fundamental tools to help a client start with today and move toward his or her future. We strive to use similar and other tools to help clients play the game of life and all that is in it

Random
I HATE THUNDER and I am the only one home with all 3 kids right now! Fucking great! I just hope there is no lightning... My son is 3 1/2 years old and we are having a terrible time poddy training. He's been running around the house for the last hour or so naked with me asking him if he needed to go poddy. Umm nope seemed to be the only reply I would get. He brings out his toy box (one of those huge plastic rubber maid containers) and decides to dump all his toys out in the living room so he could play IN the toy box. He's playing, minding his own business, watching tv, doing this, doing that and I'm thinking okay he'll be fine for a while.... I am walking back into the living room from getting my youngest daughter a cup of milk and all of a sudden I hear the noise of liquid hitting plastic! Oh no he's not....! Yep, he is! I look over and there is my son, still SITTING in his toy box, trying to cover his face, just letting it all go! Oh well, thank goodness it wasn't all over

Nip/tuck
Ok,first blog.had to talk about this,maybe start a fire.Does anyone reading this thing watch Nip/Tuck? This is an incredible show! I can't believe this is allowed on tv!But don't get me wrong,I love it.Kudos to whoever had the balls to air this stuff.Well let me know if you watch and we can talk about it more.

Joke
there is a couple who are 65 yrs young and go out to dinner for thier 30th wedding anniversary while they are at thier table a little fairy pops in and says to congrat you to on all your yrs togther thru the good times and the bad times i am going to give you both one wish . The wife is so happy she says a want a romantic cruise around the world . So the fairy wavws her magic waund and puff two tickets for a romantic cruise around the world pop into the womans hand . Now the fairy tells the man it is his turn , the man thinks and turns to his wife and say sorry honey but this is a once in a life time oppertunity and wishes for a woman who is 20 yrs younger than he is ........the wife bows her head and starts to cry the fairy says ok i promised you your wish so the fairy waves her waund and poff the man was 85 yrs old......... A little boy is pulling hie little red wagon down the street in front of a church where the pastor is standing outside , when the boy gets in front of the church

Angels & Devils, Poetry And Such Things.
I'M AN ANGEL, I'M A DEVIL. THE ANGEL , KIND AND CARING. LOVING AND GENTAL. THE DEVIL, WICEKDLY TWISTED . SEXUAL, PHYSICAL. STILL THE ANGEL LINGERS IN MY PRESANCE. FAR TO KIND,CARING, LOVING AND GENTAL. I WISH I COULD CAST OUT THE ANGEL, OR PERHAPS HIDE HIM, LOCK HIM AWAY, TO WAIT FOR THE ONE WHO TRUELY WANT'S AND DESIRES ME. THEY COME IN THE FORM OF DARK ANGELS, TO SUDUCE ME, TO USE ME, TO GET THEIR FIX. JUNKIES OF THE FLESH. CAST AWAY MY HEART, MIND AND SOUL. DANCE WITH MY DEVIL, MY INNER DEMON, MY HIDDEN ANGEL, HIDES IN THE SHADOWS OF MY DEMON. WAITING, WATCHING, HOPING FOR ONE, WHO SHALL WHISH TO CHARISH ME WITH AND WITHOUT THE PLEASURES OF THE FLESH. THE DARK ANGELS, SEEK ME OUT. DRAINING MY ESSENCE, MY SEED, MY LIFES FORCE. DEVOURING MY HEART AND SOUL, ALONG WITH THEIR FEASTING OF MY FLESH. I SHALL CLOAK MY DARK INNER ANGEL AND PROTECT HIM AS LONG AS I CAN. I MUST SAVE HIM FOR THE DARK SHE ANGEL, THE ONE. THEY TAKE SO MUCH AND GIVE SO LITTLE, MISTAKES THEY HAVE MADE, LETTING ME VE

What Is Your Love Style!!
Chosing a wife A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gave each woman a present of $5,000 and watched to see what they did with the money. The first did a total make-over. She went to a fancy beauty salon, got her hair done, new mak e up and bought several new outfits to dress up very nicely for the man. She told him that she had done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second went shopping to buy the man gifts. She got him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presented these gifts, she told him that she had spent all the money on him because she loves him so much. Again, the man was impressed. The third invested the money in the stock market. She earned several times the $5,000. She gave him back his $5000 and reinvested the remainder in a joint account. She told him that she wanted to save for th

Offending
ALOHA SILKIE HERE AND I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SAY SORRY TO EVERY ONE ON HERE. IF THERE IS ANY ONE THAT I OFFENDED THEN I AM SORRY. I DID NOT MEAN TO DO THAT. I WILL BE MORE CAREFUL IN THE NEAR FUTURE. I WANT TO ADD I AM HERE TO HAVE FUN SO I DO NOT WANT PEOPLE TO BE OFFENDED BY ME!. IF THERE ARE LC MEMBERS THAT ARE NOT MAD THEN PLEASE KEEP ON STOPPING BY BY PAGE AND RATING MY PICTURES AND TELLING ME HELLO. ONE MORE THING LET'S KEEP ON BEING FRIENDS. LOVE SILKIE

Military
SORRY PEOPLE BUT IF SOME OF YOU CAN SPAM THE HELL OUT OF BULLETINS FOR THE LOUNGES IN HERE IM SPAMMING THE HELL OUT OF MY BULLETIN FOR THE MARINE CORPS BIRTHDAY. I LOVE MY BRANCH AND I CELEBRATE THE BIRTHDAY EVERY YEAR. ITS ALSO A GOOD WAY FOR YOU ALL TO KNOW WHEN IT IS TOO SINCE ALOT OF PEOPLE DONT KNOW. On November 10, 1775, a Corps of Marines was created by a resolution of the Continental Congress. Since that date, many thousand men have borne the name Marine. In memory of them, it is fitting that we who are Marines should commemorate the Birthday of our Corps by calling to mind the glories of its long and illustrious history. The record of our Corps is one which will bear comparison with that of the most famous military organizations in the world's history. During 90 of the 146 years of it's existence the Marine Corps has been in action against the nations foes. From the battle of Trenton to the Argonne. Marines have won foremost honors in war, and in the long eras of tranqu

Need A Tag
Need a tag done for me, wanting a double bladed axe, with a black handle, the pommel in silver the blades need to be black with the edges in silver, blood driping from the bottom edge of the blades, the shaft needs to be topped with a spike that is silver also with the background black with the bottom portion being fire, not sure if I standard orangeish fire or if I want a blue/purple fire.

"special.. And The Baby Factories."
"special & the baby factories" they just talk about what they don't know hypocritical mass of confusion "where is my antidote?" a simple release of chemicals that I can neither stand nor bear. watch not consume the easy chair and die with great idea & insight. underneath head hair. don't be scared. this is just a temporary fixation for an internal gestation of a COMPLICATED situation designed to detroy the nation ...of murderous, fearful, hung-up theives. so... it's a little easier than running even though it's not really that funny pissing away all my money on hiding ghosts and bullshit illusary toasts' it's a little easier in a closet sick & dried words just help to wipe the dirt out of my eyes and with another line another surprise focused on the rhythm and hunting vicious spies no. no. we can't go in there and far (have you noticed?) too easily do we scare i don't care it's a little south of the truth this ride inside / outside

Some Personal Stuff About Me!!!
Ok I came from a small town in Oklahoma...My parents were Divorced when I was going to the first grade...We Moved to Stillwater and Then my parents got back together 14 years later and had my brother...I also have a younger sister that is 4 years younger then me...We talk all the time now that we are out of the house lol...I married my highschool sweetheart...We have been together for 14years...He joined the Corp after we had our son...Then we moved to Jacksonville NC and lived there for 4years I loved it there made lots of friends...We then had a little girl...Then he got out and we went back to Oklahoma to be near family which we should not have done we were happier being away from family...Anyways We have had our ups and downs but who doesn't in any marriage...Then We Had another little girl which was my last mircle...I am happy for my children they are my life in so many ways...2 years ago my Husband came to Texas to live with a friend of ours so he could get a better job...anyways

A Day In The Life
i know why she talks to me security comfort is she flirting with me is this wrong my mind tells me no but my heart falls to the ground what am i doing does anybody know i wish she would tell me tell me what i want to hear my feelings are mixed what should i do i try not to care but my feelings overtake all what should i do if she told me she loved me what would i say what could i do about it tell me what i want to hear and thats why a day in the life of me is silenced for once in my life it all seems so clear my end has come my end is near a thoughtless road approaches ahead the fork in the road leads me nowhere i turn from side to side puzzled at the mist covering the path for me an end dead ahead i stumble around looking for a break nothing inside but more heartache i trip and fall i never get up bliss is beside me once and for all you think your shoes should be filled all you do is gripe remember a day in my life

Poems
~My Brother~God looked down and saw that I needed a brother,To love me and protect me like no other.*He sent you into my life for me to love and cherish.I know that you were sent by God, above.*For me to be protected and to be loved.You are not just a brother, but a friend. indeed...Someone to teach me and help me, along the way,To be a better person; from God not to stray.*An example you are for me to follow.You are much like the Father to whom I adore...The one that came to be the example for us.I am so fortunate to have you in my life...*Your shoulder to cry on,Your protection from strife.God is so good, as I can plainly see.You are the brother that met my need.Thank you for being all that He wanted you to be!

"hysterical Avenues"
"Hysterical Avenues" In a space so designed for circumstances - I've sat lonely for years - expecting wish to belate tears. So careful is the expectancy of wishes. And it's terribly fine to be represented in such lush categories. A certain madness abound - Does not make hardly make a sound. Except wishful drops in an empty bucket. Cause the once faitful to scream, "Fuck It!". And systematically alone and scared. Sick of the days events imposed on you from hysterical avenues. Never to cease. I've torn a crease in my heart - buried it in the flesh once used for playing. I don't want this. Boredom for fools - a social contract silently made - with "Now will you accept me?" eyes. I'll bribe you into submission - pay you on Fridays - or maybe every other Thursdays. Laden you down with gold and silver and a big screen tv. I'll laugh when you scream, "Where is ME!!??" A simple trade - the deals been made - get used to it or I'll extend you another credit card - think h

Serious, But Not Drama...lol
a guy and a girl are in love. they live together, laugh together, love together. they are hard workers, decent people, good and normal in every way. one day, they join a group. its a large group made up of a large number of men and women. its purely social, meant for fun and just to get out there and talk and stuff with other people. things are going well with this group for awhile until the guy starts to spend more time with the group than with the girl....the girl is upset by this and asks the guy to pull back from the group. to be continued......

Money Troubles
Why is it that when i finally get my money problems strait it starts all over again?! This is why I hate my life! Am I too nice for my own good? Because when iI try to help others I end up hurting myself. It's always gotta be like that doesn't it?! Just let me recevie a million dollars for no reason that the government can't tax me for, I would pay off all my bills, pay my rent atleast 2 months in advance and get myself a car that works. If only dreams could come true. Don't work for the RAT! If u know me u know what I mean. Smileing fine, making kids happy great, but when the management u r under r a bunch of fake asshole things get really bad. I just want to go to work do my job and come home not deal with these fake people.

When Girls Drink Too Much............
1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE GIN. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR PILLOW FEELS STRANGELY LIKE

If I Was Ur Gf
1.)how many times a day would you kiss me? 2.)how many times a day would you just want to hold me? 3.)would you take me places? 4.)would you love me? 5.)if we went out on a date would u have me pay for it? 6.)would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick... what would you do? 8.)after we had sex...what would you do? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)would u tell me? 11.)would u listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would u introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what i wore when we go out ? 14.)Would you go to the Club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would u do? 18.)Would u give me your myspace password? 19.)If i gave you mine would you read all my mail

Humanity
Humanity T.K TURNER sometimes i make mistakes and sometimes i do thing's very well. but i'm the same person no matter what i do. i will continue to make some mistakes throughout my life because i'm not perfect. i also have the ability to learn. i can work on my mistakes and what is necessary to change them. i can strive to do better. i regret some thing's i've done. i don't like some of the thing's that have happened. but i can handle situations better if i keep calm and clearheaded. and to remember that i can't control everything but i can make a choice. i am not responsible for what other people think feel do or feel. i want to my best to help other's but their behavior is in their control. they decide what they do. i do what i do because i can only act in the light of my own experience my own learning and attitudes.... i make mistakes but it doesn't mean i am bad or wrong... i am a human being who has the ability to learn from my mistakes what people think or do cannot make m

Distance A Poem By Me
love from a distance A Love From A Distance to see the wind blow through her sandy blonde hair the glimmer and shine in her eyes dreams and wishes of running through her mind the touch of her tender lips with such sweetness a desire unseen before the touch of her hand makes me desire her feeling her next to me moving closer to my chest the warmth of her laughter or her sweetly let out smile the need to want to touch her to place a hand on her waist a want to lean her back and sweetly kiss her bare skin burn's a passion deep within me a love to unanticipated until now nevertheless in need... feeling's denied till now.... passion burning among both our soul's as sweet gently caress each other... wanting to connect with a love so powerful we can't resist.... that only two lovers deeply keen on can only anticipate.... the touch of the palm of her hand against mine as we make love.... as i lay my body upon her's i feel the warm gentlne

Creamied Cherries
There is one Christmas Carol that has always baffled me. What in the world do leaping lords, French hens, swimming swans, and especially the partridge who won't come out of the pear tree have to do with Christmas? Today, I found out. From 1558 until 1829, Roman Catholics in England were not permitted to practice their faith openly. Someone during that era wrote this carol as a catechism song for young Catholics. It has two levels of meaning: the surface meaning plus a hidden meaning known only to members of their church. Each element in the carol has a code word for a religious reality which the children could remember. -The partridge in a pear tree was Jesus Christ. -Two turtle doves were the Old and New Testaments. -Three French hens stood for faith, hope and love. -The four calling birds were the four gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke & John. -The five golden rings recalled the Torah or Law, the first five books of the Old Testament. -The six gees

What Would U Do??
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... duh...THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. l0l IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND IS TO AFRIAD TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU...........DONT BE SHY

What Is Love
IT'S 5:47AM.... IM UP LATE AGAIN.... JUST SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT MY LIFE YET AGAIN... I DON'T KNOW WHERE LIFE IS TAKING ME BUT, I HOPE IT'S SOMEWHERE GREAT.... I'VE NEVER BEEN SO SCARED IN MY WHOLE LIFE OF WHAT IS GONNA HAPPEN.... U KNOW IT SCARES ME TO DEATH TO FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE.... I JUST WANNA RUN AWAY... THINK IT'S BECAUSE I HAVE CRIED TO MANY TEARS AND HAD MY HEART BROKEN INTO A MILLION PIECES.... BUT, I STILL WANNA FALL IN LOVE AND BE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH... BUT, SOMETIMES LOVE IS A ENDLESS BATTLE... AN U DON'T WIN ANYTHING.... I DON'T KNOW..... IM JUST A 23 YEAR OLD HOPELESS IN LOVE GIRL.... WHERE DOES LOVE END AND REALITY START.... OR WHERE DOES THE SKY END AND THE EARTH BEGIN.... WE DON'T KNOW.... I WISH I KNEW ALL THE ANWSERS TO ALL MY QUESTIONS.... I GUESS WE CAN'T ALWAYS KNOW WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN.... U KNOW I'VE ONLY TRULY FALLEN IN LOVE TWICE AN IT WAS THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD... IT TOOK MY BREATH AN SWEPT ME OFF MY FEET MORE TIMES THEN I CAN COUNT.... THE

Love Is The Strangest Thing
THERE ARE A LOT OF THING'S IN LIFE I DON'T UNDERSTAND AN LOVE IS ONE OF THEM.... U KNOW SOMETIMES IT CATCHES U BY SURPRISE AND SOMETIMES IT BREAKS UR HEART.... WHO REALLY UNDERSTAND'S LOVE FOR ALL IT IS AN WHAT IT'S WORTH.... U KNOW SOMETIMES I FEEL LOST WHEN THING'S HAPPEN.... AN IT CAN BE THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD TO ME.... I MAY JUST SLIGHTLY NOT UNDERSTAND IT AN THAT FACTOR IN INSELF KILLS ME TO NO END.... I GUESS U CAN'T WIN EVERYTHING U WANT TO WIN... AN LOVE IS ONE OF THE MOST PRECIOUS PRIZES U COULD WIN... BUT, SOMETIMES IT IS UNREACHABLE UNTOUCHABLE UNVISABLE.... U KNOW ONE THING OKAY A COUPLE OF THING'S I AGREE WITH IS LOVE IS PATIENT LOVE ISN'T JEALOUS OR BOASTFUL... IT'S ONE OF THE MOST AMAZING FEELINGS IN THE WORLD.... I LOVE FALLING IN LOVE BUT, I HATE ALL THE PAIN THAT COMES WITH IT... IF ITS' UNFAITHFUL.... I HAVE LEARNED A LOT FROM BEING IN LOVE AN GETTING HURT IS WHAT STAND'S OUT THE MOST.... I MEAN I HAVE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES THEY ONLY STICK FOR SO LONG THEN WE FORGE

Anonymou$ Poem
CAN I HAVE A TASTE I just want to lay you on your stomach You have the type of ass that most women covet Ass abundant Make any man want to plummet To the depths of your soul Learning every mole Exploring all your folds With forefingers and thumbs Tracing the alphabet with my tongue Got you ready to cum With so many ways to eat you On your back spread eagle On my knees eager to please you A feeding frenzy Sucking you till youre good and empty Satisfying a hunger Slowing it down so it last longer So the climax is that much stronger Youll think somethings wrong Cause Ive been down there so long Ill have you so gone Youll be using my ears to hold on Wanting everything I have to give The way I suck your ovaries like olives That will have you hit different octaves See, my tongue is trained To flicker like a flame That will have you calling the Lords name in vain Without any shame Losing your composure As my tongue slide back and

Best Smile Contest
I’m starting up a contest for the hottest pussy. Do you think you have what it takes to have the hottest pussy on cherry tap. If so I am looking for 7 hot ladies to bare there hot pussy and be voted on by everyone else. Winner will get a dozen roses. If you like to join please send me a link with the picture you want to use. When I have all ten then I will open up the contest. Thanks to all that join. please stop by and vote for me in the best smile contest. also leave as meny comments as you u like and leave some comments for the little ones with me. so me some love and i will do the same. thank u. please stop by and check this one out. im in a best smile contest and i have 2 little helper to help me win. please vote for us. thank you

Tattoo Contest
It was a fun run but I gotta go now, all my friends that left comments and shit, I love ya, you all mean a lot, I met a lot of cool people here but also there were too many wierd ass people that would leave all these comments and shout out shit, so I could never get to talk to my real friends so if ya got yahoo messenger its savage7m_mag2000 hit me u we can stay in touch, peace out and have a good day, Im out

Moving
Ok just got settled almost and haven't gotten my propane tank recharged yet. The wood burning stove has been working very well though on heating most of the house and have an electric heater in my downstairs bedroom. So one can well imagine my surprise at being woken this morning due to smoke and what turned out to be a chimney fire. So while I wanted to post pix of my lovely new home I am posting pix of the fire damge. Never fear everyone was allright and the damge relatively minor. So look in the photo album I'm posting one tonight many more to follow in the next few days. OK just finished moving this weekend I am in my new place now and got the cable and subsequently internet hooked back up this afternoon. I survived YAY! OK so oppertunity knocked and instead of renting I am buying my own house. Only found out about this on the 5th and I am finishing moving in to my house tonight as such I may be down from internet access for a week. So please comment the hell out of me and

Sex
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com The porno of jason's life will be called ... "Cannibal love action - live!" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com jason Sensual massage 'What will your sex business card say?' at QuizUniverse.com

Oh Come On
if you would like to be in my auction that starts tomorrow and will run for 5 days, if you are interested please send me a private message, their will be a 50K entry fee in fubucks you will need to send me to enter, but you will be garaunteed to make way more than that back in return, minimum opening bid will be starting at 100k..... here is a list of things you can offer, or you may offer other things of your choice ty please contact me asap if intrested and send a link to the pic u wanna use in your private message plz CONTEST STARTED THANX EVERYONE WHO ENTERED if you would like a VIP, let me know and i'll rip the pic you choose from your profile, im doing a contest for most popular, its pretty simple, comments will be worth 1 point, and ratings with be worth 5 points, anyone is welcome to enter, the contest will last just one week so people can get on with their lives in a timely manner lol.... 1st place will recieve a one month VIP and a blast, second place will recieve a blast

Do U 2
i need a date and possibly sum butt on the same nite i know it sounds like a typical dude but hey like that usher song thats wat its made for u feel me but is there any 1 that can help me out on wat to say or wat not to say to a female so i can accomplish this cuz normally it take about a wk or 2 but now im feeened out not sayin ima dog or anything cuz im not but i just wana get it quicker u know so give me some lines and nothin that wont work on u holla All the signs are there -- if you know how to read them By David Wygant Sepcial to Yahoo! Personals Updated: Nov 20, 2007 RATING THIS ARTICLE Be the first to rate: Sign in to rate! Read all 10 comments TOOLS Email Article Printable View Add to del.icio.us Add to Digg I get so many emails from men asking me this question: "How do I know if she is attracted to me on date?" This a great question, and knowing the answer will make going in for that kiss become her idea and not yours. That's right, guys

Jadd
hey everybody what is up. My boy ~_Merc_~ made this video of are deployment to IRAQ and all of you need to check it out. This is a glimpse of what we do that you wont see on CNN. Thank you all for the support. hey everybody what is up i am new to cherry. I just want to know when someone is going to pop my cherry so someone drop me a line.

The Life Of A Soldier
Going into basic training i knew, or thought i did, what was going to happen. in truth i had not idea, at first for me it was less stressful then i had thought, the drill sergents didnt yell, they talked to us like we where human. what was going on here? i was asking myself, what happened to the drill sergent that was suposed to be yelling at me insulting me my mother and everything i held dear? this wasnt the basic i was ready for...i decided just to go with the flow. they inprosessed us which means but all our information into the computer system, so they could keep track of us, and start paying us. then after it was all said and done, they moved us from the inprossesing center to the real basic training, it was the the hell i had read and invisoned opened up on me. first off they stuffed my class about 30 people at the time into whats called a cattle car all 30 of us and all the things that where issed to us and all the things we brought (some people had 4-5 bags total)where stu

Life Is All
I love the way my life is going at the moment. I have found the love my my life and i can't get enough of him. We are talking about making future plans with each other and i couldn't see my self with anyone else. He is the only thing that is keeping me in school and keeping me happy. I just hope that i am doing the same for him. I don't know what i will do if i lose him. Another thing about him is that he has the mot beautiful little two year old girl, which gives me one less kid to push out. lol We both want a son now and i think in about a year we will start to try for one. I'm soo happy and i just hope that everyone out there will have a chancve at what i have now. I can't wait for the rest of my life. I love Rj Carpenter!!!!! Well i know that i don't have much to offer someone. But i want what i can get from only one person. He tells me he wants me and then doesn't call. I don't know whether to tell him how i feel or to just let it go. I'm hanging out with him this weekend and i

My Poetry
So, after listening to Renegade suggesting I posted this for public consumption.....here is a poem I wrote tonight. I'm curious to everyone's thoughts.......good/bad/indifferent, whatever. XO, Bam ----------- right now wet paper are tender bruises when you commit them to broken memory, when you counted on the commitment of the platform to never be weak by monday's thunderstorm. what do you do when it's pouring? I love the feel of rain on my face but it's the lightning and the thunder that scare me. I never remember which comes first. 'words can't hurt you' may be true if you play in shallow pools. it's the emotion behind them that spills oils you can't erase with hard liquor or a replica body with hair in your eyes thinking you won't know the difference if you just try. what are names but identifying pronouns of words personified in your own personal Oxford you are my run-on sentence because i talk too much and i give you ellipses because we

Player
I have had the luxury of chatting, meeting and learning a great deal from some of the people on here; I have had a great time with many that I have meet and even formed a friendship with each. Even gotten into arguments and disagreements with some but I never used anyone. • Spent some quality time with a Lady out of Memphis, • Got to have a nice dinner with a lady in MO, • Sat outside in a parking lot and talked the night away with another in MO, • Went up to the Top of Mt Saint Helens and road around on my Harley in WA, • Sat in a small Café and ate a nice meal and talked for hours in OR, • Visited a Great friend in San Francisco CA and even stayed awhile, • Visited a Very good friend in LA • Got to see the sun on the back of CA • Got to see a great big tree in MS • Sat out on a football field and talked the night away in TX I never used any one of these ladies for anything and each one is very attractive and beautiful in a very special way and kno

Ask
if you want to talk i told you guys only in shouts or photo comments i wont take any notice to any other messages thank you for stoping guys that means alot to me stop i will remove all pics soon if you dont stop guys o STOP!!!!!!!

96% Bitch
You are 96% Bittch! Wow! Your nothing but a big bad Bittch! How cruel can you be? Bittch!! Wonder what your mommy did to you growing up! She must not of shown you enough loving! Your a nothing but a total Bittch! There is not one decent bone in your body! How much of a B*tch Are you?Create MySpace Quizzes

New Contest
now that u are here i need some help to level up to a fubar pimp. please stope by and rate my pics and drop some love on my page. I will show some love back. thanks to all that helps me become a pimp. help my friend to level up. she needs only 700 more to go. please stop by and show some love. emeraldcitycowgirl____wife to GIT*R*DONE ____(Please sign my guestbook)@ fubar just wanted to see how many of my great cherry tap friends i can get to sign my gest book. please stop by and say hi.

And Then There Was Me....
dont tell me you love me unless you mean cuz i might do something crazy and believe it! love is a sensation caused by temptation til a guy sticks his temptation into a girls destination to increase da population of the next generation. do you understand my explanation or do u need a demonstration Girl Poem A poem for us.... I shave my legs, I sit down to pee. And I can justify any shopping spree. Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon. I can get a massage without a hard-on. I can balance the checkbook, I can pump my own gas. Can talk to my friends, about the size of my ass . My beauty's a masterpiece, and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit, to others when I'm wrong. I don't drive in circles, at any cost. And I don't have a problem, admitting I'm lost. I never forget, an important date. You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late. I don'

The Dream
You have a sexual IQ of 139 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com I finally crawled into bed last night, late. With visions of you still in my head. Anticipation pounding in my heart. All my senses filled with your existence. As I escaped into the dream world I know so well, I took you with me. We walked down the beach together. Our hands touching and our hearts bonding through them. The wind kissing our faces gently. The sand giving way under our feet. The warmth in our hearts that only a poet would understand. Finding an oasis in the never ending edge of the world, We sit beneath the giant tree, on the patch of thick grass that seems to have been put there just for us. We talked for what seems to be hours. Never running out of th

Just Shit On My Mind
It's always interesting how when two people start dating, they usually lose touch with some of their friends. Sometimes they will go out as other couples and sometimes a few good friends understand why they don't get to see their friend now that they are in a relationship. You can tell who a true friend is, because regardless of what you do or how dumb your actions may seem sometimes, they still love you. Granted they'll tell you that you're an idiot, but still will support you if it's what makes you happy. These are the people who are usually there when there is a breakup. Even though they may remember the times you didn't want to go out because you were with your significant other and they didn't get to see you as often, they're still there because they know you need them. Regardless if its just a phone call or text messasge or they take you out to try to have a good time and get your mind off of things. They'll listen to you cry or bitch and even though they don't know the righ

Loving Someone In Iraq
I miss you very much and think about you everyday. The holidays will be hard without you here, but you will never leave my heart.... /h1.ripway.com/sweet2bbad1/NewPlaylist(1).wpl">NewPlaylist(1).wpl" autostart="true" loop="true" height="25" width="145"> I never thought I would be writing something like this. Not in my lifetime. my son is in Iraq and will be gone for 6 months, I understand why he is there and believe it or not I support him 101%. Today I recieved photos from him that were just truely unbeleavable. He has seen things in his 2 yrs that he has been serving that I could only imagine or see on t.v. It pains me to know that he is going through this for "US". I don't mean just the U.S.A. I look at the conditions over there from these photos and thank God and our men and women who are there that we don't live like that. To all those Soldiers there who need our prayers and our support, may there never be someone as hateful in this country t

The Beginning
thought i'd give a quick shout out to ya'll before i sign out for the night. Am currenly sick. I work with kids and I got what they have and I still feel like crap. Found out this site from a friend of mine. night all. me- Bah, I really dont wanna go to work tomorrow. Though i should talk. I have the rest of the week off. :P Thank god. I can get time off to actually get over my two week cold. That's what I get for working at a daycare-- in which in any daycare there are always sickness and no-shows. We've been having both, so I have been huffing it and going to work feeling like shit. I had a good weekend. Spent it with the boyfriend. =) me-

My Dear Friend!!
Chocolate said to a lollipop, "You are damn sweet". The lollipop replied "I'm Not as sweet as the person reading this"! "Ur smile makes me smile"..."ur talks make me glad"... "Ur company makes me happy"..."But ur absence makes me sad"... "Be always with me my dear friend"!!! Send this 2 all ur friends in ur list, and also back 2 me if i am ur friend... If u get more than 7 u r lovable

Wild Story Of The Night
ONE WILD SUMMER NIGHT....... we meet at a pool hall, and hit it off right away ... drinking a lil and having a slight buzz goin on..... then decide to start a game of pool and I am wearing the black velvet dress you see in the pic there .. it's great for the kink .... so .. I go to take a shot and completely miss and you offer to show me how to shoot, I blush a lil cause this is exactly what I wanted but you just didn't know what I was really up to. You reach around w/ your hand over mind ..I bend forward just a lil and start grinding slightly into you , you can feel that I am not wearing anything underneath as I rub against you.I softly moan as I feel you getting even more hard w/ each slow deep sway against you. There are people in the room with us but they aren't saying anything just watching us.You whisper in my ear " you better stop teasing I can only take so much of it " but I continue to rub against you even more deeply , I can feel you getting rock hard and it's teasing me

I Know All My Friends Out There Have A Heart..
Lilmamambt@ CherryTAP my friend marys grandson was in a fire this morning hes on a vent andb/p wont stablize please show a little compassion and show that we care please im begging you his lungs r bad from the smoke prayers r needed ive posted this today twice and i think is a shame that only myself and another went and posted im giving up (repost of original by 'evis' on '2006-11-09 18:13:10') (repost of original by '~WckdAngel~ Wiccan Family' on '2006-11-09 18:23:41') (repost of original by 'MisAaliyah' on '2006-11-09 18:37:07') (repost of original by 'chris' on '2006-11-09 18:37:33') (repost of original by '*ANGELKISSES*' on '2006-11-09 19:17:14') (repost of original by 'Pink Princess' on '2006-11-09 19:34:21') (repost of original by '~~TRON~~' on '2006-11-09 19:36:48') (repost of original by '~JellyBean~ OMG MISS BEANER IS M,I,A,SOMEONE CALL THE CHERRYTAP POLICE' on '2006-11-09 19:47:14') (repost of original by '~*`~ Tigger Is Back~*~The Rednecks Of CT *~*' on '20

Out Of The Mouth Of Kids!!
This so explains it all!!!! Men Are Just Happier People ... What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never get pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. Hell, you can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress: $5000.00. Tux rental: $100.00. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is not only appreciated by your friends, but practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone

Men
why is it i never seem to do anything right why is it that the one guy i thought was going to be the love of my life turns out to the ass hole i never wanted to be around so whats up with that sighs it seems that the man wanted betty crocker and donna reed both of which i am not i try real hard and trust me my wiccan reede gets pushed to the limit but always end up depressed as hell and now i just wanna end it all .....

2 Choices
Two Choices What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serve s learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child." Then he told the follo

The Holy Book
Prayers of the Rosary Sign Of The Cross In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen. The Apostles Creed I believe in God, the Father Almighty, Creator of Heaven and earth; and in Jesus Christ, his only Son, our Lord; who was conceived by the Holy Spirit. born of the Virgin Mary,He suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, died and was buried. He descended into hell; the third day He rose again from the dead; he ascended into Heaven sits at the right hand of God, the Father almighty; from there he will come to judge the living and the dead. I believe in the Holy Spirit, the Holy Catholic Church, the Communion of Saints, the forgiveness of sins, the resurrection of the body, and life everlasting, Amen. Our Father Our Father, who art in Heaven; hallowed by Thy name; Thy kingdom come; Thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread; and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against u

Does Anyone Ever??
Does anyone ever leave comments on here anymore.. I am pretty new but have no comments as of late... I may not be a prince but I can be someone who could be so very special as a friend to anyone who is looking for something deeper than sex.

My Blog
the day is over and the day went well... John arrived home all excited and happy about school. he was showing off his new back pack and his new blue folder. gave high-5's and couldn't stop talking about school. wooooooohooooooooo xoxoxo p.s. our school is sponsored by Costco so all the kids got a new back no matter what your income is. Every Costco adopts 1 school in their city and gives backpacks and schools supplies every school yr. new papa roach video Good morning everyone sometimes we get caught in life and let the small shit if life bother us. That happens to me sometimes. Last night was milestone in my family's life. we have a 15yr. son with Autism. C is on the lower end of the functioning level. C is basically a 253lb. 3 yr. old. C is not potty trained he will pee in the toilet but won't poop. The last 2 weeks we have really been concentrating on that. we sit him on the toilet every hour on the hour. we have tried every thing . so we have resorted

My Poems:
Sleepless nights, full of painful sorrows, like there's no tomorrow... many a dreams shattered like an arrow to my heart. Thoughts, looks, stares, voices, they're all here...they won't go away, they won't leave me alone.The stars start to shimmer, and with the moon as bright as can be, it begins lighting the darkest of nights...And as the crisp, cold air gently brushes through,the creatures of the night start to venture.The night soon begins to fill with fear, it is overcome with deceit and whispers of the gentle breeze of sleepless nights. By:Edith Gonzlav 2/3/06 Sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah i'm smiling...but, inside i'm dying... By: Edith Gonzlav 5/17/06 I'm bored, I'm tired, feeling stressed out, I'm fed up with everything going on. No, you don't seem to understand, you don't really care. You say you are here for me, yet I feel so alone... I want to scream, but somehow, I seem to have forgotten ho

56%
You Are 56% Strange! Based on your score, it seems you do have a healthy dose of strangeness. You aren't THAT far out, but you are somewhat bizarre. Congratulations on being different and having some quirks. It makes you an interesting person!How Strange Are You?Quizzes for MySpace56%

The Morgue Of Miss Fermento
HERE IS PROCTOR & GAMBLE'S COMPLETE BRAND AND PRODUCT LIST AS OF MAY 6, 2006, 3:45AM CST www.pg.com A Touch of Sun (Clairol) ActiveAir Actonel Asacol Aussie Balsam Color (Clairol) Bounce Bounty Braun Camay Cascade Charmin Cheer Clairol CoverGirl Crest Glide Crest Whitestrips Dantrium (PG Pharma) Dawn Didronel (PG Pharma) Downy Dreft Dryel Duracell Era Eukanuba Febreze Fixodent Folgers Febreze NOTICEables Febreze ScentStories Gain Gillette Giorgio Beverly Hills Gleem Head & Shoulders Herbal Essences Home Cafe Hugo Boss Hydrience (Clairol) Iams Infusium 23 Ivory Joy Loving Care (Clairol) Luvs Macrobid (PG Pharma) Macrodantin (PG Pharma) Men's Choice (Clairol) Metamucil Millstone Mr. Clean Mr. Clean Autodry Natural Instincts (Clairol) Nice 'n Easy (Clairol) Olay Old Spice Oral-B Pampers Pampers Kandoo Pantene Pepto-Bismol Physique Prilosec OTC Pringles Puffs PUR Walter Filters Safeguard Scope Secret Sure Swiffer T

A Soldiers Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give And to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about a strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kind A sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, so dark and dreary, I knew I had found the home of a soldier, once I could see clearly. I heard stories about them, I had to see more So I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping silent alone, Curled up on the floor in his one bedroom home. His face so gentle, his room in such disorder, Not how I pictured a United States soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was clean shave

Check This Out
I have been building PCs for about 3 years now. I know of alot of free software here are some links http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/ its a cool web browser. or check this site out http://www.majorgeeks.com/ you can find everything tons of useful PC tools and utilitys here. http://www.ysflight.com

Nebraska Born
Okay so the huskers are doing great this season. They have their ups and downs just like the weather I was talking about in my other blog, though. You never know what is going to happen next with them. The last game they played again Texas A&M almost looked like they were going to lose yet again to another Texas team. I for one was going to give up all together until that last touchdown was scored. My dad was in the bed room when he heard the living room turn into a mad house after that moment. He almost gave up on the team too until he heard us roaring...the funny thing is that the kids were roaring along with us all and giving us all high fives. If mommy is in the cheering mood then they have to feel the "fever" too. This happend at just less than 30 seconds in the game..I believe. And the Aggies had just 20 seconds left to play and to get another touchdown to win it but they did not get it. Overall, I think both teams played well though but the huskers sure know how to make a come b

Finally....man I Tell Ya!
The night came softly, even briskly with the ever changing breezes Howling willows sang of its song Power lines sang from the branches Insisting they don't belong there. Star One appears Midnight blue sky shares her. When I wish upon a star danced in my head. Glistening and twinkling as I finished my wish the second appeared to torment. Justify your wish as it won't happen now. Fires crackle, pop breaks my trance reality check reality snap reality bites reality cold. Weird kid... not striking but sexy as hell. Something about him struck me. Was it his beautiful mocha that attracts me? My real son had a birthday party... I found the answer... At 10 PM techno ballet. In my back yard. I noticed. I stopped. I almost dropped my tray. I knew what that was. I knew it well... The technical words have eluded me now but it was there. Talent. The boy was a full on dancer. A completely classically trained male ballet dancer! I stood in awe during my moment

Wish Apond A Star
I HEAR THE SONG IN MY CROWN WITH A BODY SEEPING TO THE GROUND IN LIFE I FROWN IN EYES OF SOUNDS ONLY TO SING WHAT I FEAR LIFE IS HERE KNOWING IT GETTING WEIRD HEARING THE CRIES FALL NEAR INTO THE SONG IT BELONGS AS I WONDER TO THE POND TO HEAR THE SONGS IN MY FROUDS AS IT HOUNDS ME TO MOVE ME BEFORE I DIE TO THE GROUND AS I HEAR THE SONG IN MY CROWN YOU MAY FLY WITH ME SO YOU MAY SORE THROUGH THE SKY WITH SO MUCH GRACE AND AMAZEMENT OF SENSATION OF FEELINGS GONE BYE AS YOUR MIND BECOMES OLD AND WISE THEN YOU REALIZE AND SEE THI AM ENERGY OF MOTION LET ME FREE

Contest
Okay all you guys and girls if you could take a minute and vote in this contest would be great. Even if you dont want to vote for me, there are alot of gorgeous women over there.. Thanks alot.. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=260562&albumid=91332&i=454255585 this is the link to mine but then you can get to everyone else also.. Hugss and kisses Jo

For The Haters...
...but you dont, so just keep your trap shut/ dont need your shit,and you just dont make the cut/ your not the kind of people we fuck with/ so back the fuck up and suck on this fat dick/ I try to play nice, and not hurt your feelings/ but Im sick of your bullshit, hearing your voice even leaves me reeling/ and I cant keep playing this game you enjoy/ back the fuck off and go find someone else to be your toy/ Im not the whipping boy, or the scape goat/ I will leave a crimson river flowing from your throat/ cuz Im thru with all this confusion/ dont need your lies, its just an illusion/ and its not worht my time, my talent or my heart/ you've got being a loser down to an art/ and I want no part of your hatred and idiocracy/ and I'll say what the fuck I want, this is A FUCKING DEMOCRACY/ and you make me sick worse than the flu/ I'd kill myself if for a moment I was you/ so back the fuck off and be glad Im letting you walk away/ take your life, and your bullshit, Im done, nothing more to s

Randomness
Ok, so for those of you wondering how I became a wrestler..here's the story. The whole story filled with nothing but absolute truth and nostalgia! This also goes right on up to current. So enjoy! So I was 14, and it was a Sunday. The big WWF Pay Per View was going to be on that night and me and a couple of my friends were going to go to Hooters to go watch it. I had been a huge fan of The Hardy Boyz. I grew up basically watching them and Lita because I loved their high fly, high risk style in the ring. Anyway, earlier that day my friend Jeff came over and gave me an article out of Creative Loafing (a newspaper in our area) for a wrestling school. He knew that I wanted it because I had been searching for schools to attend 2 months prior to this date. Anyway, he gave me the clipping. I stuffed it into my back pocket and we hung out all day. Later that night, we were at Hooters, whooping and hollering at the TV. A guy I had never met before walked up and placed a business

The U.s. Marines
Today we celebrate 231 years since the birth of our Corps. Today we celebrate Men like Dan Daily, Chesty Puller, Carlos Hathcock, Archblald Henderson, Alfred M. Grey! Today we celebrate the name Teufelhundenden (Devil Dog)! Today we celebrate the raising of the flag on Mount Suribachi! Today we celebrate Belleu Wood, Tarawa, guam, okinawa, Iwo Jima, Inchon, Chosin Reservoir, Da nang, Van toung, Quang Tri, Granada, Kuwait airport, Khafji, Baghdad, Tikrit, Kandahar, Jalabad, Kabul! Today we celebrate all the battles fought by our brothers that changed the course of World history! Today we celebrate all of our tradgies! Today we celebrate our brothers that have made the altimate sacrafise in the name of our country and Corps! Today take time to think of the Marines around the world in harms way. Today say a prayer our brother Marines and our Corps. Happy Birthday Devil dogs Please send this to all of our brothers you can! Walter J Allen former corporal of Marines Work

Love Is...
LOVE IS....... The ride of yur life LOVE IS...... Thinkin of no one else LOVE IS..... Just staying home together LOVE IS..... Not always smooth sailing LOVE IS.... Wat gladdens yur heart LOVE IS.... Starting out with nothing but love LOVE IS.... Beautiful but also at the sametime painful LOVE IS spending the rest of yur entire life with someone who loves u as much as u love them...LOVE will break u down into tears feel like yur heart has been ripped out..if there was no pain, no tears then there is no LOVE.. who is to say wat love really is...love is something we do not choose but it happens...without love there is no life... ANYONE ELSE LIKE TO GIVE ME THERE OPION ON WAT LOVE IS....

Important Stuff
Where Is My Angel? ~ You need not worry my dear sweet mother for I am here through heavens guiding lights that beam loving rays down upon your heart as you sleep and awake each day. I dream of you each day while the angels are gathered around me that nourish my spirit in your time of woes not knowing where I am but I am here my dear sweet mother looking down at you with a smiling tear. I am here so alive as ever could be while Gods Kingdom reigns all around me and flows through out the universe and upon earth as you walk in my memory of the times we spent together. You need not cry my sweet dear mother for I will never leave you because I am all you feel, all you think and all that you are, for what you are is what you created from my birth. The angels that surround me are singing a loving melody that flows deeply from my heart directly to yours from the inner depths of Gods heavens that surround all living things. I'm all that lives and breaths though

Stories, Tales, And Lies, With More Than A Few Exagerrations
I used to think I wasnt good enough… To keep the years at bay To make it through these incessant summers... Spiked with that relentless blind & burn Leading me into this impending fall... just to leave me ostracized, with little if any hope of salvation... And that Moment Of Clarity I was on the verge of translating through my heart and eyes... It just fell apart inside my imagination, and I can only grasp at the fragments, as they float up, out of my reach and turn toward the sky J. Alexander Its almost funny, how I used to sit awake for days... With nothing particulary good or inspiring to say But there was no one around me very much I hate myself for how long I continuesly damaged my spirit everyday I stayed Because in the end, the price was so high I had to pay And I could feel my heart breaking in 3 places simultaneously... Watching that tear roll of her cheek, as she turned to walk away from me that day

My Stash
Just to clear up my definition of Friends and Buddies. Only female can by my friends cuz' one day when i find a wife she will be my best friend. (yes i know it sounds lame but.. fuck u it's my life and that's what i Want.) So guys ,dudes and males can only reach as high as good buddy or maybe best buddy at the most. Please take the time to rate my cherry stash. i will do the same 4 u. The music i make is real but will u ever understand it ?? maybe not, but i don't worry about it, cuz' when my catalog of music is done u will discover it and u will seek it out like a drug. what i make it more then just Hop HOp like DeadPrez put it it's Bigger than Hip Hop. see i luv my Black ppl more than anything but i understand now most of u are asleep in the mind chasing fool gold as older ppl would say. Far too often ppl other than Black ppl come to me and tell me how they feel my music and they even peep out the tiny message in it that i would hope my ppl would get...... wheth

Benji's Blog
1. Where were you 1 hour ago? In bed... 2. Who will be your next kiss? IDK lizzy hopefully 4. When is the last time you went to the mall? like 4 months ago 5. Are you wearing socks right now? nope 6. When was the last time you went out of the state? i've never been out of state =P duh! 7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days umm...nope 8. What was the last thing you had to drink? sunkist (about 2 minutes ago) 9. What are you wearing right now? Tripp NYC pants, A band tee, fishnet, a bullet bracelt, a pride armband, a collor. 10. What was your last purchase? idk 11. Last food you ate? idk 12. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Amanda 13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? nope 14. Do you have a pet? i have like 15... 15. What's the last sporting event you watched? i loath sports!! 16. What is your favorite class? umm art? but then again maybe its science because i can get away with anyt

Life Sucks
Why do people build your hopes up, them shit on you ? This person knows who they are ... But i cant understand why, or what ive done . Tell me... PLEASE The day is horried ,it's not stopped raining all fooking day ...Ive had a row with my ex, and im feeling pretty shit.. And to top it all my insurance claim has come in a lot less under price . Fooking ******** OMFG ive just had a belly full . I wanna go curl up in bed and die . Well first off all , this is a huge (((((((( hug))))))) for a very dear friend of mine. In her hour of need.. Im with you baby , and your in my prayers. Secondly .... Im so in love with someone at the moment .. But i dont know how the F**K , i can carry on . He's so very far away from me... And my heart feels as though . It's at breaking point . Why does life have to be so mean ..... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Ok moan over with xxxxxxxxxxxx

Recent Epiphany
Have you ever been stuck between a rock and a hard place? It seems like it has happened to me repeatedly lately...sometimes its when I want something I know I can't have, and I know I can't live w/o it but if I had it, would I be able to be live with it? How could I survive either way? Where do you go/ what do you do when your only moments of solitude are unconsciousness? Or being completely thoughtless? Have you ever heard the saying beauty is in the eye of the beholder? Well, I discovered it is true. I fell in love with someone who would generally not be considered "gorgeous", and falling in love was something I NEVER EVER thought I would do. But someone broke me and then deserted me. It broke my heart so badly that I have become an entirely different person. It has been a while since the "relationship"(If you could call it that) ended. It was short, and it ended poorly with me outwardly expressing EXTREME insecurity and him not giving a damn. I know that this emotion will n

Friday, November 10th
Here I sit yet again, unsure of my skills. I found another old story I wrote when I first came to the internet, some 10 years ago. Though my skills have bettered, I still don't believe I'm ready to be published. Dad's Door It was nothing special, just a door that led to a room off of my father's office. It was made of oak, as were all the wooden fixtures in the room. It was stained chestnut brown. The door was added on after the room was constructed, his secretary told me. As a boy, I would often wonder what was behind it. I would point and ask him what was behind there, but he would just say it was another part of the building that did not concern me. When I, along with my brother and sister, would come and visit, I would try to sneak and open it. He would know what I was up to and stop me just short of the door. Dad knew when I was trying to see where that door lead. That door was the source of my fantasy wo

Days On End
lifeless helpless seeing is beliving but i dont believe ive never had anything no one who cares why am i here for days on end i comtemplate my fate and eternity of hell is what ill recieve and for what pretending lying we all do these things some of us know our place mine is here in hell i understand now my faults and why i am here but ill i can do is pray that ill leave this place but for days on end im silent

Thanks!
Hey everyone, Thanks SOOOOO much to everyone that visited my page yesterday when I was on Cherry Spotlight. I had a great time and met a lot of new people. Thank you for making my day a great one. Don't be a stranger stop by and visit my page often and leave me love.. I always try and return the love. Realistically because the comments were getting buried so fast yesterday, I'm not gonna be able to return it.. so please come by and say hi and i'll be sure to do the same for you. Thanks again! Ghetto Barbie AKA Skittles Check out my stash items.. some funny stuff LOL Hi all, I'm baaaaack, some of you might remember me, some of you might not. Come by and welcome me back. You know you missed me even if you don't know it yet.. let me remind you :) Sooooo.. who's gonna pretend to remember me? :)

Mainer
Plans are only good intentions unless they immediately degenerate into hard work. - Peter F. Drucker To have a right to do a thing is not at all the same as to be right in doing it. - G.K. Chesterton We can forgive a child who is afraid of the dark; the real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light. - Plato

Soul Mate
We met but once as though by chance, we didn't date, or did we dance. We looked into each other's eyes without deception or disguise. A silent message passed between your hungry heart was plainly seen. You saw desire I could not hide, you looked at me and saw inside. How could a glance have said so much, and cause a chill without a touch? What was that chemistry that night, that promised what we felt was right? What satisfaction we'd have missed, If we had not reached out and kissed. I do not know if it was you, or was it I who said, "Let's do." But on that night our souls were bare as surely as our bodies there. Our bodies moved in harmony, I couldn't tell the you from me. And locked in passion as we were, my sense of time began to blur. I must have known you from before, how else could you have reached my core? In life perhaps before this one what had we shared? What had we done? With what I felt, emotions vast, I must have lo

More Boring Nonscence From Me
Well, first blog on here and It's really not a great one. I had my cat Midget for 11 years and she passed away last Thursday. I know, It's stupid and goofy and wimpy for an ex Army combat vet to get choked up over something like that. What can I say? I loved my cat.. go fuck yourself if you dont get it. Anyways, I got midget when i first got out of the Army. My ex wife and i stopped by the animal shelter up here just to look around.. and we couldn't go home without her. Some asshat had left her out in Maine in the middle of winter. She had frostbite on her ears and tail and half of them both eventually fell off. I'll never understand how people can be that crewl to animals. Anyways, Midget was my friend and confidant and would always listen to my babbling about what all was going wrong in my life. Miss ya Midge I went to my fathers grave today, like I try to do every year on November 11th. It’s been 18 years since he’s passed and today I felt exactly like I did

The Music Of Love
Bodies warm with passion's heat pressed together in hungry embrace. Intertwined we move as one, synchronizing to the inner beat of desire's baton. The erotic rhythm of hips in motion thrusting in time with the melody that steals its way from the depths of our most primitive selves. A harmony of sounds unintelligible, voiced only by passionate lovers. Bodies warm with passion's heat, hard dancing to the music of love.

Lovers Rhapsody
It was a warm sensuous rain, the kind you walk with your lover; playing its pitter patter song on the window payne; I hear you moan. My inquisitive eyes peek at you napping in a dreamy sleep. A translucent pink, soft chiffon shroud covers your submissive nakedness. A glowing silhouette of curves entice, moist lips beg for a kiss; plump breasts, rippen strawberry nipples. Gazed in mounting sensuous amazement. Compelled to follow the contour of your slender arm. Up from my chair, quietly and cautionously, to get a closer watch of your nap time dream. Standing next to you, silently, your complete nakedness is now visible; your red polished fingernails rest upon your golden garden, beads of sweet nectar glitter upon it flowers. Your smile widens, lips silently beg for a lovers kiss; your breast begs for a passions touch; your erotic sleep invites me to join in. I must resist the temptation. To awaken you would darken this fantasy; Yet my own body feel

Sexual Fantasy, Come, Dress Up And Play
Women are not as ‘simply’ attracted to parts as men are. While a man simply sees an ‘ass’ and has a reaction (in fact he usually becomes one in his desire to get one), a woman does not see a part and react with such immediacy. The attraction is not as direct as that. Remember, women take the ‘long way’ to arousal. A woman doesn’t seek perfection. While a man seeks The Perfect Heart-Shaped Ass, women do not have such a physical standard. (Yes, yes, Dona knows a man, an ass man anyway, will respond to virtually any female ass, but there is a ‘holy grail’ of asses he does seek, if only to say he saw it.) This lack of seeking a ‘perfect’ physical trait is why you will find a woman crushing on the oddest parts of men... Women who ‘love’ are often adoring some obscure (ok down-right-strange) part of the man. Frankly, it is also a part that might even be considered a ’flaw.’ Yes, even a flaw she may have one time thought of as ’icky.’ One will com

The Rough Times
I am a new member here and have never posted a blog in my life!! This year have been a really rough one. My 16 year old daughter has been battling mental illness , and since July I have lost 3 loved ones. My cousin Bill fought a 4 year long battle against cancer. Another cousin, Jerry, had a stroke aboard a cruise ship. He and his wife were celebrating her 60th birthday.. And now 2 weeks ago, my ex husband Andy passed away suddenly with complications from diabetes. I know that they were all Christians and loved the Lord, but I will miss them all so much. My children and I moved back down south a year ago and made a fresh start. We have loving family members all around us but it has been difficult to have a loving, romantic relationship. But strangely enough I have a sweet man in my life again. I broke things off when my world started falling apart and I wish that I hadn't. I wrote him an e-mail one day to apologize for being such a jerk..and now we are going to try it again

Confession 29
as a gay woman i dont know why love has to hurt, is there any other gay woman that knows what im talking about? what i mean is that i dont understand it at all. i dont know why love has to heart for some one else to love the abuse. is there any gay woman know what im talking about?

Written By:submission
Pretending to be your call-girl one night, I come around looking just right, To your front door in spike-healed boots, Anxious to see if the outfit suits. Taking your time as not to tear paper, You lift my skirt then say "wait here." On go the lights of the Christmas tree, Back you come to unwrapping me. Tripping towards the window chair, Cars driving by can catch a stare, You parting thighs wide with your knees, Me arching in a need to please. Down before me then you drop, All hurriedness at a stop, Tracing edges with your nose, Savoring fragrance, eyes sweetly closed. And on my mouth there forms a grin, Petals caressed with bare chin, Sighing resumes, as you lick with leisure, A cone full of your favorite flavor. Not content with petting for long, Like a cat the urge too strong, Purring starts a reverie, Lips dripping out sweet honey. 0ingers used to stir the flow, Knowing you like to watch the show, To your

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PRAY THIS EVEN IF YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE IT!! IT WILL ONLY TAKE 2 MINUTEs. You never know when God is going to bless you!! Good things happen when you least expect them to !!!!!!!! Change the number in the subject box when you forward it by adding one!!! Dear Lord, I thank You for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You. Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. And It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my lim

Get Over It
I swear people are so crazy. There is so much drama in my sisters life and she tends to bring it to everyone elses. She made her bed she needs to lay in it. People everyday have problems but they are yours for a reason do not put them on other people. You should make the next person happy only to get it in return. Oh, and all this shit where women are fighting over men OMG drop the dead beat and WTF are you fighting for. Women should stick by women men do. There are plenty of women and men out there so for the people out there sitting on the couch crying get up and go out. I gues this is my blah for the day but remember life is what you make of it.

Everyday Life
heather and I went and signed up for classes for school and we will be starting may 16th. Im acually happy to be going to school. i have been wanting to go since I graduated but for some reason I couldnt. so to finally be able to go back is nice. I wont have to work at walmart for the rest of my life Today is my birthday and It was great I got up to kinda clean the house up since a friend was coming over when they ogt off work this moring. Well I made plans to go to Georges house this morning because last year on my birthday I went to his house and he said it would be like a tadition that i come over early so he could spend some time with me. Well with my friend coming over I didnt know how i was going to see Pony and George at the same time. So my mom told me to sit down and close my eyes at like 7:30am so when I opened them there stood George. It was a great surprise to me when I saw him in fromt of me. A few minutes later Pony came over then Erin showed up. I wasnt expecting here to

I Got You????
Please steal a moment to fill this out with your opinions (and we all know what those smell like) in a comment sluts 1. Who the hell are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me or have i ever bit your nipple? 5. Would you suck my toes? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Have I ever licked you? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. Would you give me your last beer? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Veterens!
This should really be called hero's day! On this day we honor all soldiers who fight for our freedom who fought in the American Revolution, The War of 1812, Mexican-American war, The Civil war, The Spanish-American War, WWI, WWII, The Korean War, Vietnam War, Desert Storm, and Now in the war against Iraq. These men choose to fight to stand up for you. Yesterday I witnessed the greatest graditude from a 5 year old. A father a soldier was picking up his daughter from school and another student ran up to him and said "are you a soldier? I heard about you, thank you for protecting me" Today and everyday remember that they fight for you . A soldier duty is to protect the USA from harm! You may disagree with this war we are in. But take a moment to stop and think back to desert storm we were fighting the same war and all of America hung their yellow ribbons stood together and sang "I am proud to be an American" where is the singing and support now? Thank you to all the troops who keep me

What Up
WOW, ITS FRIDAY ALREADY IT BEEN A WEEK AND ONE DAY SINCE MY FRIEND PASSED. I CANT BELIVE IT HAS ALREADY BEEN A WEEK A LONG WEKK AT THAT BUT I SEEM TO BE OKAY BESIDE EVRYDAY IS ANOTHER DAY WITH OUT NO MORE BINGO TRIPS TOGHTER, NO MORE CHRISTMAS EVE DINNER TOGTHER,NO MORE SHOPPING TOGTHER. WOW SEEMS YOUR NOMARL ACTIVITIES WE DID TOGTHER ARE NOT THE SAME EVRTHING HAS CHANGED SEE HOW FAST LIFE CAN CHANGE BEFORE YOU EYES SEEMS I HAVE LEARNED SOMETHING FROM THIS EXPRINCE IS THAT NEVER TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED ENJOY WHAT YOU HAVE AND WHAT LIFE HAS TO OFFER WELL DARLESS WE WILL NEVER FORGET AND ALL THE TIMES WE HAD WITH YOU AND YOU WILL ALWASY BE IN OUR HEART AS A MATTER OF FACT YOU WILL BE AT MY HOUSE FOR CHRISTMAS EVE AND THANKSGIVING YOU SPIRT WILL BE THIER CSUE WE WILL BE THINKING ABOUT AND I KNOW YOU WILL BE WATCHING OVER US R.I.P DARLESS

Today
Well today went reasonbly well, apart from been used as a pin cushion, before they started the tests I had a ECG which came out as normal, then came the part I hated the stress test in which they speed up your heart rate with a drug, this test lasts for about 10 mins and is the equivilant of doing severe exercise, the guy doing the stress test said my heart was acting normal for a person who was doing extreme exercises. When this test was finished they injected me with the radio active dye and was told to go and have a drink and something high fat to eat and come back within the hour, this give time for the day to work round my body. When i came back, I had like a top half scan under this machine that takes photos of your heart from all different angles, I wont know the result from this one until about Wednesday

Fall Photo Contest
Ive entered another Photo Contest, this one is the theme of Fall. The Photo I used was taken yesterday morning just round the corner from where I live Here is the Link for the Voting Just click on the photo

Ruffone's Blogs
Two Choices What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped come s into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child." Then he told the fol

Poem
Yes I really wrote this.. For my cousin Christy Rae about 7 years ago.. Figured I would share it. Every other day, and every other night. I look in to the sky, as I think what a beautiful sight. I wish that it were like that, I really truly do. When I look into your eyes, I wish you would say it too. You are everything I want, and everything I could need. Do I just sit around and wait, or should I just take the lead. Way far up above us, with the stars so bright. We stand there together, with just the city light. You are the one, I know this for sure. I want to be with you forever, you are my only cure. You want it to be special; you want the time to be right. Well what about at dinner, or when you kiss me goodnight. I want you to know, that I really am true. I hope that you can say it, because I want nothing but to be with you. There is nothing in the world that I would rather obtain. Then being together with you, with all the love and pain. I hope that

Eddie Ftw
If anyone needs help with anything computer related, I am your man, currently I have over 20 years of experience in the field, and can do anything from web work to ground up networks, including database and warehousing. Anyway, always looking for another way to network, let me know if you need any witnesses to my abilities :P I am so close to psycho, I think I want to stay a psycho, guess it doesn't matter either way, I still am a psycho :P

Beautiful Days
BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER TWELVE(FINAL) BEAUTIFUL DAYS 12(THE END) "You are now tuned into the sounds of RADIO ROB here on your F.M. dial. The forecast for tonight...? SNOW! And lots of it. You know what RADIO ROB knows you'll stay indoors for the remainder of the evening. In the next hour we got some of your favorite underground hits, we got The Yo Yo from Little Brother, Musick from Dudley Perkins, everybody's favorite duo Amphibeus Tungs with 4 Siblings. You are tuned in to the station that smacks that eardrum with nothin' but the best, that's 102.7 on your F.M. dial. We gonna kick it all off with Crazie Vizion with...BEAUTIFUL DAYS! BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER 12 SWAN SONG SILLILQUY Part two END OF DAYS. John helped Sophie load up the car with the explosives found in the shed behind their former safehouse. Able struggling to hold on to what little life he has left as he lie bleeding in the backseat. Refusing medical attention as usual. But highly understandable at this po

Rememberance
In Memory of 202976 Pte Cuthbert Emmerson 1st/6th Bn. Durham Light Infantry Tuesday 9th April 1918 Ypres One of the thousands of soldiers who were killed, but their bodies were never recovered. They shall not grow old, as we that are left grow old. Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn. At the going down of the sun, and in the morning. We Will Remember Them In Flanders Field By: Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae, MD (1872-1918) Canadian Army IN FLANDERS FIELDS the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place, and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved and were loved, and now we lie In Flanders fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch; be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, though po

New Cherry
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Salute
I've been doing alot of thinking lately about all the people showing support for our Armed Forces. I am Glad to see them get the support They so richly DESERVE.But I would like to say that we Need to Support and Respect Our Military,Both the Veterans and Active Duty,even After the war ends.They get little notice in peace time but they are making sacrifices daily for this country,even then.Their Families make sacrifices by allowing that Service Member do his or her job.So even after the battles are over,They Deserve EVERY bit of Respect&Support We can give them.THEY HAVE EARNED IT!!!! If You agree Please Repost this. I went to leave a comment on a pic and EVERY time I do I get this: Bouncer ID check, please type the characters you see in the image. When Did This BS start and Why? I came across this profile and I know the Lady in the photos and have been friends with her for a long while.I emailed her and asked if itwas Her and she said it is NOT her. Here is the Fakers pro