IT'S 5:47AM.... IM UP LATE AGAIN.... JUST SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT MY LIFE YET AGAIN... I DON'T KNOW WHERE LIFE IS TAKING ME BUT, I HOPE IT'S SOMEWHERE GREAT.... I'VE NEVER BEEN SO SCARED IN MY WHOLE LIFE OF WHAT IS GONNA HAPPEN.... U KNOW IT SCARES ME TO DEATH TO FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE.... I JUST WANNA RUN AWAY... THINK IT'S BECAUSE I HAVE CRIED TO MANY TEARS AND HAD MY HEART BROKEN INTO A MILLION PIECES.... BUT, I STILL WANNA FALL IN LOVE AND BE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH... BUT, SOMETIMES LOVE IS A ENDLESS BATTLE... AN U DON'T WIN ANYTHING.... I DON'T KNOW..... IM JUST A 23 YEAR OLD HOPELESS IN LOVE GIRL.... WHERE DOES LOVE END AND REALITY START.... OR WHERE DOES THE SKY END AND THE EARTH BEGIN.... WE DON'T KNOW.... I WISH I KNEW ALL THE ANWSERS TO ALL MY QUESTIONS.... I GUESS WE CAN'T ALWAYS KNOW WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN.... U KNOW I'VE ONLY TRULY FALLEN IN LOVE TWICE AN IT WAS THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD... IT TOOK MY BREATH AN SWEPT ME OFF MY FEET MORE TIMES THEN I CAN COUNT.... THE ONE THING I DON'T GET THAT MAYBE SOMEONE CAN HELP ME UNDERSTAND IS WHY DOES IT END SO QUICKLY??? HOW CAN SOMETHING SO PRECIOUS BE TAKEN AWAY FROM U... WHEN U FEEL EVERYTHING IS GOING RIGHT IT JUST FALLS APART LIKE NOTHING.... I WANT TO BE HAPPY JUST LIKE EVERY OTHER PERSON AN GIRL IN THIS WORLD... CAN THAT TRULY HAPPEN.... CAN THAT BE TRUE... CAN DREAMS COME TRUE.... I WONDER SOMETIMES IF EVERYTHING PPL SAY IS TRUE.... CAN U MAKE ME THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD... WILL I LET U?? THOSE ARE ALL THE QUESTIONS THAT RUN THROUGH MY HEAD THOSE SLEEPLESS NIGHT'S I LIE AWAKE AND JUST STARE AT THE CEILING HOPEING FOR ANSWER'S.... WHICH I NEVER RECIEVE.... WHY CAN'T I MAKE SOMEONE HAPPY... WHY CAN'T I BE THE ONE U WANT TO COME HOME TO THAT U WANT TO WRAP UR ARMS AROUND AT MIDNIGHT WHEN U WAKE UP CRYING CAUSE U HAD A BAD DREAM.... I GUESS WE CAN'T KNOW THE TRUTH ABOUT ANYTHING.... IT'S JUST ONE OF THOSE THING'S.... THAT WILL ALWAYS BE A QUESTION IN THE BACK OF UR MIND FOREVER.....
