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Boredummmmmmmmmmm
Yeah so i am so bored right now that i am writing something stupid. I am thinkin about joinin the army not really sure right now. Haven't really decided i am going to go take the asvab on monday see what they can offer me and then make the decsion then who knows i may like it in the long run it might be good for me. anyways i am closin fornow holla

Skins
Hey everyone!!! I have been working hard on making new skins. So why don't you all stop by and check them out!!! If any of you want 'em rip 'em!!! Let me know if you do so I can show you some love!!! I think you all know how to get them right??? Go to my page scroll down to the bottom and under all you wonderful people who have viewed me there is a link to click to browse my skins.

Your sexual experience is like a street racer You like to have fun all the time, and if hooking up is a consequence of that then so be it. You are very easy going and have a rocking life. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Notice Anything Different?
I am changing my last name back to my dad's last name. Some of you know that i never got along with my mom's husband. I want him completely out of my life. I have been wanting to change my last name for the past year. And now that i have my dad back in my life, I really wanna go back to his last name. Let me know what you think.

Laugh 'n' A 1/2
by D-A-D I learned politeness on my mother's knee.. I learned by uprightness my number of friends Should increase... - When I think about the things I've done... I laugh out loud to noone ... - Yeah, to noone.. - 'Coz it's so hard to meet the eyes that I see When I try to open up my heart There's something inside me'n'I know it's good... - But understanding, it's misunderstood At the end of a smile, there's a laugh'n'a 1/2 - But I became honest Mr. Mistaken In spite of the curves my smile was makin'... Bumpers and kickers in one big stream I grew up in a life size pinball machine! Yeah! - They're mean!. 'Coz it's so hard to meet the eyes that I see When I try to open up my heart... There's something inside me'n'I know it's good.. But understanding, it's misunderstood At the end of a smile, there's a laugh'n'a 1/2 - On my behalf There's something inside me and I know it's good... But understanding, it's misunderstood At the end of a smi

A Drug That Mimics The Happy Effects Of Alcohol-
A British scientist's recent announcement that he had found a way to develop a drug that mimics the happy effects of alcohol--sociability and relaxation--without producing next-day headaches or ravaging the body sparked an immediate controversy. "Every sip of alcohol does rot your liver," said David Nutt, a professor of psychopharmacology at Bristol University, "and I think it would be preferable to have something that doesn't rot your liver" but makes you feel happy. Nutt said he had also come up with a way to instantly sober up from the fake drunk feeling--by taking a drug now used to treat tranquilizer overdoses. But while this cocktail of drugs (still in the theoretical research phase) may seem like a dream come true for anyone who has ever awoken with a splitting headache following a night of overindulgence, is taking a drug to produce a "good drunk" really a good idea? Wilkie Wilson, a professor of pharmacology and co-author of "Buzzed: The Straight Facts About the Most

How Do I Like It?
You scored as Hot/hard. You love hard sex. You like it hot and fast. You love to scream and to listen to your partner scream. You'll go at it as fast as you can. Just make sure you don't go too hard for your partner, just because you can take it doesn't mean they can. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Hot/hard100%Exciting/Exotic85%Passionate/wet80%Shy/Sweet45%Soft/slow20%Awkward/New0%How are you about sex? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Snap Judgment
I wrote this back in '06 when I was a little bigger, had hair down to the middle of my back, a goatee that was 8 inches long.. both hair and goat were board straight... when I had my shirt off people would see all of my tattoos and from a single look, assume that I was a bad person. I wrote this because of that. Snap Judgment 6'5", 245. long hair, long goatee one look, snap judgment you think you know me you think "trouble", "fighter"..... monster look away, walk away, keep away you'd think different if you took the time but you don't take the time one look, snap judgment, closed mind spiraling down, the world cries opportunity lost

Fort Minor
FORT MINOR LYRICS "Where'd You Go?" Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. She said "Some days I feel like shit, Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit," I don't understand why you have to always be gone, I get along but the trips always feel so long, And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone, 'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone, But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call, But when I pick up I don't have much to say, So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin', Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career, Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?" I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone, Please come back home... You know the place where you used to live, Used to barbe

I'm Pissy
Still trying to figure out how this damn thing works...or doesn't work. I posted a blog a day or two ago...had two people comment on it..but I could not reread it..let alone understand what I had said in my blog. (you'd think I'd know). It was gobbledygook looked like HTML mistakes to me. Thanks for commenting creamy and BBW...I had to delete...it was scary!! some words mine some not... LMAO...beotches...love ya

Thoughts
So Tangled and so Twisted, the things are in my mind I hope to make some Sense of it, but a way I cannot find Doing all that I can, Struggling to get by Its not easy, it rarely works, Im left to Wonder why I give all I have of me in every single way Putting others Before Myself each and every day It gives me Strange Comfort, it helps me be Satisfied To see things good for others, not for myself although I tried I find Happiness in my Sorrow, I can Smile through my Frown Thats only possible because of the Special People I have around My Friends help me in ways they can never know They are so amazing and my thanks I try to show They bring Rays of Sunlight into the Darkness where I live My Spirits are truly lifted by the Friendship that they give

Love
Chocolate said to a lollipop, you are damn sweet. And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Ur smile makes me smile... ur talks make me glad.. Ur company makes me happy... But ur absence makes me sad... Be always wit me my dear friend!!! send this 2 all ur friends in ur list n also back 2 me if i am ur friend.... If u get more than 7 u r lovable

My Words
Being on Lost Cherry i have met some wonderful and fasinating people...I enjoy the site very much and can honestly say it has been one of the best for me... The support, the friends, your comments, your responses, and most of all your love has been over whelming for me...I Just like to say thanx to you all, you have made my welcome and my stay here very enjoyable and i am honored to have you on my friends list and especially in my heart...Some of my blogs you may find a drag but i have been through a lot in my life and all written by me are my feelings from my heart...hope you enjoy...Again thanx to you all... Eileen (AKA Sweet)

Boredddd.........
Okay sitting here on a tuesday bored out of my mind realizing what in life can I do, something that I haven't done...skydiving hell no...riding in my car maybe....read a book nahh...hmm I know what i can do to make it go faster...smiles later all...winks

Sunday Rapidly Approaches
How appropriate that the last day of the week, Sunday, also marks the first day of a new year for me. I begin the 38th year of my life on Sunday...whoopie. And as per usual, it will be spent alone, with no friends to share it with. Pathetic I know. But since I moved to MA, I never really made many friends. So it looks like it will be me with the family guy seasons 1 + 2 on the dvd player. Someone drink something for me, Ok?

My Life
Every time I think I found it It runs away and hides from me I’ll find it again someday And hopefully I will never let it go I will hold tight and see where It takes me For when I find it It will take me for the ride of my life.

Farewell
I wrote this weeks ago, but got busy and never put it up. Then something happened last week that added to the article which was good that I waited. Then I got sucked into this game that I can't stop playing during any and all free time I have. But I finally got my ass off of it (at least for a few minutes) to write this piece. First and most importantly, a farewell to Christoper Reeve. If anyone in the world deserves the title of Superman, he does. I even thought I'd get to see him walk again. I watched all the coverage about his death and no matter what they showed him doing, all I can see is Kal-El/Clark Kent/Superman. He may not have fully beaten his injury but he didn't give in to it. And he inspired many others with similar conditions to live their lives and not just sit back and watch it pass by. And the plays into what the main focus of this article is about. Gene therapy coming from Stem Cell research, which is opposed and fought against by Bush. This research could help

U + Me + My Room + Alone = ????
U + ME + MY ROOM + ALONE = ???? Body: one chance at this.... think hard.... SO... WE'RE LOCKED UP IN MY ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE OR EVEN DISGUSTED... IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS MEANS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... U + ME + MY ROOM + ALONE = ????

Thank You
I thank God for bringing you into this world, Cause if he hadn't I wouldn't have found my angel. You have been there for me through thick and thin. You my night in shinning armor, You would help and protect me from anything. But most of all you friend, And I am grateful for that. This all doesn't rhyme, But in time you will understand. I love you with all my heart, I just know what words to start. But all I do know though. On how much I am thankful, On how grateful I am to have someone like you. You're the bestest friend anyone can have and I thank you so much Thank you

Life And Death Can Both Be Lonely
It was raining the day I was born. The sky had been overcast for days. It was expected, during the transition from Winter to Spring. The coldness of winter had already gone, but the chill in the air remained stubbornly behind, lasting weeks after the final day of winter had passed. It left the nights cold and unfriendly, which was why there was no one on the streets. It always seems to get the coldest around 2 AM. The only people out were the ones too wasted on some thing or another to notice any weather. And they weren’t going to pay any attention to a little noise in an alleyway. My mother, propped up against the back wall of a corner pawn shop. The blood from the knife wound high on her chest flowing away into the gutters by the rain. Her breathing was quick, pained, and it was the only sound you could hear over the rainfall. The two men in front of her stood motionless, just watching. Their faces were dark, unconcerned. They had been hired to kill the daughter of a policema

Are U In Love???????
You scored as Hell Yea. U are totally in love, u would do anything to be with this person and u would die for them.Hell Yea100%Sounds More Like Lust67%Hell No50%Are u in love???????created with QuizFarm.com

Child Of The 80's
You know you grew up in the 80's if...... 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "SIKE." 2. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air" and can do the "Carlton." 3. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy. 4. Two words: Hammer Pants. 5. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. 6. You made your mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side. 7. You wore stone washed Jordache jean jackets and were proud of it. 8. L.A.Gear....need I say more? 9. You remember reading "Tales of a Fourth Grade Nothing" and all the Ramona Quimby books. 10. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF." 11. You ever wore fluorescent clothing. (Some of us...head-to-toe). 12. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off and his cheeks shifted. 13. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence. 14. You ever owned a pair of Jelly-S

Chinese Horoscope{freakishly Correct}
FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS - DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK AND YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T. TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL NO CHEATING!!!! THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT. IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY 1st. Get PEN and PAPER 2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results. 4th SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON`T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN. 1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT. 2. Next to the NUMBERS 1 & 2, WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT. DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER? 3.

My Answers....
Relationship Questions YOU OPENED IT.. NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT .. AND BE HONEST 1) Single, Taken, or Crushing? * CRUSHING * 2) Are you happy with where you are? * NOT REALLY * 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? * YES THAT IS ONE OF MY DOWNFALLS * 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? * MANY TIMES * 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? * HELL NO * 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? * I HAVE BEFORE * 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? * Been there, done that * 8) Do you want children? * YES * 9) How many? * UNDECIDED * 10) Would you consider adoption? * YES * 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know? * BE BLUNT ...WRITE ME AN EMAIL * 12) Do you want someone you cant have? * MAYBE * 13

Man Laws
1 . Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2 . It is ok for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: a. When a heroic dog dies to save its master. b. The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. c. After wrecking your boss' car. d. One hour, 12 minutes, 37seconds into "The Crying Game". e. When she is using her teeth. 3 . Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed by his buddies. 4 . Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. It is fine, however, to complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional.

Talk Your Shit!
There seem to be a lot of stupid ass bitches on here, that like to talk shit about other people and try to start shit. You are fucking stupid. Seriously, if you have nothing better to do with your life, than to try and cause fights between other people, then you really need help. I can leave comments on my friends pages, saying whatever i want, and it doesn't mean i am sleeping with them, or any bullshit like that. GET A FUCKING LIFE! I am so sick of people and their jealousy and their shit talking.. it annoys the hell out of me! So if you're one of those ppl that is saying shit about or talking shit about me to a certain someone (you know who), then please, juss delete me off your fucking friends list, and leave me the fuck alone, because i don't feel like putting up or dealing with your stupid petty middle school drama bullshit! You are NOT worth a damn minute of my fucking time.

Alive And Well!!
Hello LC'ers. Today is Monday, tres blaaaaaah! This weekend was Tres Blaaaaah. Do you see a pattern evolving. yesterday I watched a bio on Stephen Hawking. THE MAN! I cried at the end of it. Knowing it was done before Dr. hawking past away. I am so in love with trying for figure out quantum physics but he believed in multiple layered universes....while he was finqally giving in to his Black Hole mistake....anyway....wow. It tended to support metaphysics in a way, okay i know...just in a way. My body is grounded in science but my mind is up in the stars, or better yet in another quantim reality....kaka time to JUMP!!!!

No One So Much As You
No one so much as you Loves this my clay, Or would lament as you Its dying day. You know me through and through Though I have not told, And though with what you know You are not bold. None ever was so fair As I thought you: Not a word can I bear Spoken against you. All that I ever did For you seemed coarse Compared with what I hid Nor put in force. My eyes scarece dare meet you Lest they should prove I but respond to you And do not love. We look and understand, We cannot speak Except in trifles and Words the mopst weak. For I at most accept Your love, regreting THat is all: I have kept Only a fretting That I could noyt return All that you gave And could not ever burn With the love you have, Till someit did seem Better it were Never to see you more Than linger here With only gratitude Instead of love--- A pine in solitude Cradling a dove.

Poems
Brand new Day ----------------- A brand new day smells like the flowers of a new fallen rain A brand new day is the time where you whisper sweet nothings in the ears of your loved one A brand new day is when Forever continues its journey into the world of imagination A brand new day is the day that i want you to come home to me A brand new day is the day that the mirror will say"i love you to" in place of you A brand new day will show you that forever truely ends when your heart breaks. ~~CL

Blind Date
"BLIND DATE" An attractive young woman was about to go to bed with her blind date when she burst into tears. "I'm afraid you'll get the wrong idea about me," she said between sobs. "I'm really not that kind of girl!" "I believe ya," her date said, as he tried to comfort her. "You're the first one," she gulped. "The first one to make love to you?" he asked. "No!" she replied. "The first one to believe me!"

Changes
"Changes" October 30, 2006 "The brain is a wonderful organ: it starts working the moment you get up in the morning and does not stop until you get into the office" - Robert Frost With all the changes going on here at: "CherryTAP" (god it's hard to use that name) Immediately I wanted to use the old name/logo: That's just it ... what my BLOG is all about: "CHANGE" The human mind doesn't process change quickly, but it is set up to adapt. Behavior scientist have been studying this for years. Often different studies come up with different theories. The one constant and common denominator would be the subject: Humans resist change! The left brain and the right brain have different processes as illustrated by MY graph below: A simple exercise would be just insert the word "CHANGE" in-between the categories of each brain side. See the how different either side of the word is? That's exactly how the brain reacts to change. The mind ... although sp

Finding My Way Through Depression Haze
Depression and its constant struggles.... Has anyone ever been in a position where they have lots to say but are too sad to talk? I have had this account for a bit now. Everyday I think about sitting down at the computer and writing something to add to this. I hate that my next entry is going to be somewhat a bummer but sadly I don't think I can discuss much else till I get past this. Many of you may wonder where I've been the past few weeks. I apologize for my absence. Please know my friends that you have not been absent from my thoughts and in my heart. I suffer from severe depression. Some may read that and deem me instantly a flake or a nut. Many friends hear this and say "don't be so dramatic just get over it". OR my absolute favorite "you are an adult... control your emotions and stop acting childish". I hate these people... at least to some extent. It makes me want to grab them by the shoulders and say "thank you oh ignorant small minded one... your obvious and glib su

Mother Of A Soldier
The mother of a soldier -- hats off to her, I say! The mother of a soldier who has gone to face the fray; She gave him to her country with a blessing on his head -- She found his name this morning in the long list of the dead: "Killed -- Sergeant Thomas Watkins, while leading on the rest, A Bible in his pocket and a portrait on his breast!" The mother of a soldier -- she gave him to her land; She saw him on the transport as he waved his sun-browned hand; She kissed him through the teardrops and she told him to be brave; Her prayers went night and morning with her boy upon the wave. The mother of a soldier -- her comfort and her joy, She gave her dearest treasure when she gave her only boy; She saw the banners waving, she heard the people cheer; She clasped her hands and bravely looked away to hide a tear. The mother of a soldier -- ah! cheer the hero deed, And cheer the brave who battle 'neath the banner of their creed; But don't forget the mother

I Am So Sick...
of this chauvinistic bullshit! A few days a go someone decided that calling me a bitch was a good idea for no reason at all. That was bad enough, But today some guy IMed me saying... "Hey. Whats up? Your hot... Let me see you naked". Why is it that some guys think that they have the right to see women naked? Any guy who gets to see a woman naked (that he doesnt have to buy in some way or another) should be thankful! Men should know that this is a gift! It's not like any woman owes that to you. Another thing... If a woman says no to something like that then you have NO RIGHT to call her any kind of nasty name! There is no reason for her to show you in the first place... If she does for some reason then you should thank her in some way or another and then also thank god or who ever else you pray to for letting you be so lucky. These guys are pissing me off! God please save me from stupid people. If you look then please take the time to comment.

Meow
Your Passion is Brown You are both a sensitive and sensual lover. Warm and deep, you are tuned into the needs of your lover. Verbal foreplay is crucial to you. Words can make or break your mood. For you, sex is a 24 hour a day thing - you can't separate it from love. What Color Is Your Passion?

Bah.
I just spent 2 hours. Uploading pictures. (icons) In photobucket for me caren and kim. Mhmm. Cause im special like that. Anyway. ♥ ♥ Im also a loser. ♥ ♥ :) So yeah haha. Ima goober like that. And to the girl who keeps STALKING me ♥ ♥ ♥ Kay im done.

Oye.
♥ So ive been up since about 2 redoing my psychology paper. Its all done now so im happy bout that. Siting the sources and shit was the hardest cause i had to find all the research i had on my database on my laptop mhmm. Anyway haha i went icon searching again last night and now have over 300. Cause ima loser like that ♥ Last night i did a hella lot of thinking, and ive come to a ton of conclusions. Things are gonna completly change with me from now on. Seriously. Starting with the relationship i have with my mom, moving on to actually speaking to my father like a human being again, to not taking no more of my brothers shit and bailing him out when it puts me in a bunch of shit with everyone else in the world. He can keep my apartment, because HIS daughter needs it. And his daughter also needs HIM not me. She has me. Im her auntie momma and thats fine. But she needs her FATHER to raise her, not everyone else. I can only do so much for one person seriously &hearts

For The Haterz...
Ima stomp you out, cuz you a little bitch/ runnin' your fuckin' mouth, and talkin' that bullshit/ Did you think I wouldnt know, that I wouldnt hear?/ Listen to me motherfucker, let me make something clear/ You might not know, but you best believe/ Got a bad-ass bag-o-tricks hidden up these sleeves/ and there's nothin' you can do, no, not a fuckin' thing/ Ima knock your head back n make your ears ring/ I'll kick your ass, stomp out your little fire/ next time shut the fuck up, and don't be a punk-ass liar/...to be continued

Happy 231st Birthday!!
Too all my fellow Marines, Happy 231st Birthday and Semper Fidelis!!! ALMAR 046/06 Date signed: 10/31/2006MARADMIN Number: 046/06 Subject: UNITED STATES MARINE CORPS BIRTHDAY MESSAGE - 10 NOVEMBER 2006 R 311726Z OCT 06 FM CMC WASHINGTON DC(UC) TO AL ALMAR(UC) UNCLASSIFIED// ALMAR 046/06 MSGID/GENADMIN/CMC WASHINGTON DC// SUBJ/UNITED STATES MARINE CORPS BIRTHDAY MESSAGE - 10 NOVEMBER 2006// POC/SGT M. BELL/ADMIN CHIEF/CMC STAFF GROUP/-/TELXXX) XXX-XXXX// GENTEXT/REMARKS/ ON NOVEMBER 10TH, 1775, OUR CORPS WAS BORN AS THE CONTINENTAL CONGRESS RAISED THE "FIRST AND SECOND BATTALIONS OF AMERICAN MARINES." EACH YEAR AS WE CELEBRATE OUR BIRTHDAY, WE PAUSE TO REFLECT ON THE MARINES OF YESTERYEAR WHO FOUGHT IN OUR TOUCHSTONE BATTLES AND FORGED THE MODERN MARINE CORPS WITH THEIR COURAGE, INTEGRITY, AND UNDYING COMMITMENT TO THEIR FELLOW MARINES. EACH OF OUR STORIED BATTLES IS A LINK IN THE LONG CHAIN THAT BINDS ALL MARINES TOGETHER-FROM THE CONTINENTA

Bi Rain
BI RAIN - IM COMMINGTHIS GUY IS AWESOME!!! Name: Bi aka Rain Real name: Jung Ji-hoon Nickname: Puppy Date of birth: June 25, 1982. Physical stats: 184 cm in height, 74 kg in weight Blood Type: O Favorite Color: White, Black Education: Post modern music department, Kyung Hee University Favorite Actor: Charlie Chaplin, Hahn Suk-kyu Favorite Genre: R&B, hip-hop, funk Favorite Sport: Basketball, swimming Favorite Artist: Michael Jackson, Janet Jackson, Usher Hobby: Movies, music, collecting shoes and clothes Special skills: Sing, dancing, acting Jung Ji Hoon, born on the 25th of June 1982 is a well known actor and singer in South Korea.. He uses his stage name, Bi (pronounced: “Bee” which means Rain in Korean), when he performs as a singer and dancer. His real name is Jung Ji Hoon, which he uses when he performs as an actor. His surname is Jung and his given name is Ji Hoon (also spelled as Ji Hun) He discovered his passion for dancing ever since he was in the 6th

I'm Tired.
I'm tired of being the girl everyone looks to for sunshine. I'm not that girl. So stop treating me like such. I'm tired of pretending to be so goddamned happy all the time when it's quite obvious I'm not. I'm tired of being everyone's jokester girl. Make yourself laugh. I'm tired of being overrated. I'm tired of being a substitute. I'm tired of not being able to funtion like a normal fucking person. I'm tired of doctor's. I'm tired of people expecting more out of me than I can give. I'm tired of over analyizing every fucking thing. I'm tired of being the good girl. I'm tired of being the bad girl. I'm tired of people judging me. I'm tired of being disappointed. I'm tired of being labeled. I'm tired of never being good enough. I'm tired of always being the one there. Can't I have a fucking problem once in a while? I'm tired of everything. I just want to bury myself again and become oblivious to everything like I was before.

Manic Depressive.....
I bet that got some of your alls attention.. lol.. Yep that is right I can't remember if I told ppl b4 or not but I'm manic depressive or bi-polar syndrome.. lol.. Anyway, as I sit here writing this I wonder to myself what is the use of continuing to take my meds when they seem to dule the way I feel, slow my mind down and utterly make different from what I am use to.. It does help, I have to agree I don't get upset as easy and I don't fall into that deep depression.. ;-/ Okay to the point, I didn't take my meds yesterday and last night and I put up some great art work.. :D I love the way the art flows from me when I am feeling down, i can see the dismay in the pix that I work with. I see the pain in the face that I am looking at or the person they want to become. I am running on about 2 hours sleep due to alot of things going on in my head. Good thoughts, bad thoughts, and even some new pix I want to try to do. I don't sleep at night because my brain can't shut it self of

An All New Low
This is an all new low as far as my view on humans go. Tonight a group of seniors came into my restaurant. 49 of them to be exact. The woman in charge informed me that one of them was having a heart attack on the sidewalk right outside. She said the number of people changed to 48. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!! I swear on my own life this is completely true.

Poetry
A week till tommorrow It is early and the sky is slowly turning purple But that was three hours ago Or will it be I'm not sure, time has lost me My anxious waiting has left me to ponder Onward like a tumbleweed towards a destined yonder Grab a pen or take a nap? Have a bite or book a flight? It seems theres a long way to go tonight William T. 11-26-06 3:13 AM - 1 Comments - 2

* Source Energy *
Source Energy On a core level, when we get right down to the most basic building blocks of everything, there is only Source. Source is everything: everything in creation, everything on an energy level, everything you look at, everything you imagine. Source is everywhere: on manifest levels, on astral levels, and on every level of conception. Energy can be vibrating in alignment with pristine Source energy, or energy can be disconnected from Source and can be vibrating at other frequencies. Everything on a manifest or a non-manifest level is Source energy in different vibrations and frequencies. For example, a tree is vibrating at a different energy frequency than a cloud. These two aspects of manifest reality are both made of Source energy but are operating at different frequencies. There is no limit to the number of different frequencies that can be created. The same concept applies to spiritual beings. When a being is in alignment with pristine Source energy, they will

I Am Bear!!
BEAR Deep in slumber, dreams unending, Wise old bear, patient, strong, Send me dreams of transformation. Grant me intuition along With introspection of my life, Inner listening, no more strife. Caution, Healing, Leadership The power of the Bear totem is the power of introspection. The answers to all our questions lie within us. Each of us has the capacity to quiet the mind, enter the silence and know. Just as the bear hibernates during the winter, people with a Bear totem will be quieter during the winter months. But they must awaken in the spring and seek whatever opportunities are around them. When you have a Bear totem, you are being guided to a leadership role. You must be fearless in defending your beliefs. The Bear also encourages you to exercise your abilities as a natural healer. Bears are associated with trees which are natural antennas, linking the heavens and the Earth. Bear also has links to the seven color rays of the

Can You Feel My Heartbeat?
Can you feel my heartbeat? it's the heartbeat of the lonely and meek that beats on somehow however weak. It's the energy of a trusting soul that's been trampled by the strong and the bold. It's the pulsing of a life that cries out for mercy. Can you hear my heartbeat? Or has it been silenced by the pounding of heavy feet? Been made quiet by defeat? Can you hear my heartbeat?

Man Left To Die With Limbs, Penis Bound By Wife After Failed Sex Attempt
A woman outraged by her husband’s unwillingness to make love to her wrapped up his penis with scotch tape and tried to force him into sexual intercourse. Her plan failed the woman wrapped her husband’s hands, legs and head with the tape and went to bed. The man died from suffocating, the website Pravda.Ru reported Thursday. The incident occurred in Bashkortostan, Central Russia, in the village of Sidyakbash. Investigators report that the 28-year-old had been partying with her friends that day and upon coming home she threw a tantrum in front of her husband and son. The latter told the police afterwards that his mother had come home late, she had been clearly drinking and tried to force his daddy to sleep with her. But the man flatly rejected her advances. Outraged, the woman began to beat him savagely forcing him to take off all his clothes. The 10-year-old tried to protect his father but the woman hit the kid so hard that he passed out, MediaKorSet reports. Having deal

Lying Arseholes
->¢¾MA...: OH, I thought that is normal ¢¾MA...: STOP VOTING ON URSELF OR I WILL TAKE U OUT OF THE CONTEST IN THE RULES I SAID NO VOTING ON URSELF My competitor did it...oohh today I understand this shit of cherrytap contest...there are 2, who have over 700 , God bless America , I go back to Germany.

A Good Read
The day I wasn’t looking forward to had come. The divorce was final. The house I forced her to sell and split with sixty percent to me! was now sold and she had to be out too. The day I go back to the house to get the rest of my stuff to put into my apartment. My now exwife and I had come to an uncivil agreement as to what I could take, and what she wanted to keep. I told her I would come while she was at work so there would be no discomfort for either of us. I got there on time and the next door neighbor helped me with some large stuff and the rest I did on my own because it was mostly clothes, boxes and books. As I was finishing up and closing the U-haul door she pulled up to the curb. She was still in her tight yoga sweats. Sylvie is her name and I keep forgetting just how hot she is. She runs a yoga studio in the high end section of town as well as teaching a class or two a day so I never worried about her needing alimony. She is tall and leggy, emerald green eyes

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps, I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble as I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A sold

Love Life Secrets
Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

A Soldier Lays Alone
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

Why?
You know sometimes insecurities get in the way of having a healthy relationships.To deal with these daily is not a good thing. Living in fear of losing what means the most to you is no way to live.Why can't you just be thankful for what you have instead of living in fear of losing it.Now I can write this and say it to myself but why can't I do it. Why do I let these fears and insecurities ruin my days. I have gotten a lot better with dealing with these but somedays they are harder to fight to deal with. And I hate it.To be secure in life and love is what my goal is. Don't get me wrong I am very thankful for what I have I just don't take it for granted I thank the Lord everday for what I have.I am just so scared that one day I will wake up and it will all be gone.So WHY is it like this for me is there other people out there who deal with this?

I Am Sorry.......
I am sorry that I haven't really been on here as much as I used to, but life seems to be hitting me a bit hard here lately. I want all of you to know that i haven't forgotten about any of you. You are all still in my thoughts and prayers especially at this holiday season. I hope that everyone was able to spend these holidays with thier families and friends. Hopefully I will be back on more often soon and then I can play catch up again and then stay caught up........ Love to all, Crissy

Having Fun With Coolwhip!!!
Every skilled lover has a set of tricks, things they are good at -- even known for. One of my tricks is Cool-Whip play. Now, many of you will think you know how to play this edible seduction game, but we all can learn a new trick, so here's how I play. First, you must buy a frozen tub of Cool-Whip. No cans of whipped cream. A tub of Cool-Whip (or it's generic tub equivalent) is what you need. Why my aversion to whipped cream in a can? For one, this easy-spray-way of application is counter-productive to our mission. This is not a neat event. And two, well, you'll see soon enough. OK, so buy your tub of frozen Cool-Whip. Keep it in the freezer. Let's say you're going to perform this as an after dinner treat. Then you'd take the tub out of the freezer and place it in the refrigerator just before dinner, or approximately 2-3 hours prior to serving up your lover as a tasty dish. There's a reason for this, so no thawing a tub of Cool-Whip out first! Now, once you've moved him (or

Thanksgiving By Christian Romani
Heres a little Eye Opener for ya, Romani style.... We seriously need to start progressing morally in the country or we are in trouble people..One indication of moral progress in the United States would be the replacement of Thanksgiving Day and its self-indulgent family feasting with a National Day of Atonement accompanied by a self-reflective collective fasting. In fact, indigenous people have offered such a model; since 1970 they have marked the fourth Thursday of November as a Day of Mourning in a spiritual/political ceremony on Coles Hill overlooking Plymouth Rock, Massachusetts, one of the early sites of the European invasion of the Americas. Not only is the thought of such a change in this white-supremacist holiday impossible to imagine, but the very mention of the idea sends most Americans into apoplectic fits -- which speaks volumes about our historical hypocrisy and its relation to the contemporary politics of empire in the United States. That the world's great powe

Blood So Sweet
your blood so sweet, biting harder and waiting for an unheard scream, drinking long and feeling your pain and agony, holding you close and wanting you to always stay with me, lapping at your liquid soul, watching you turn and walk away, feeling a deep hole... the pain, anger, and fear eating away inside of me, standing, looking at your form disappear, nothing more to see, searching what's an eternity for a place to bury my dispair, never finding, never dying, a nonexistance, my heart stripped and bare, feeling your heart beat, hearing your thoughts but lost in my own world, sleeping through days dreaming of you, hidden in a corner wrapped and tightly curled, wanting to heal you and once more finding a smile on your face, crying the night away, finally understanding my failure was your disgrace, accepting fate and somehow finding an end upon a mountain top, the sun rising in the far sky, sitting, waiting for the pain to stop, burning hai

I Won!!!
I just wanted to let my friends, family and fans know that I won the tattoo contest I was in and I couldnt have done it without all of you. You guys were really there for me and I appreciate it so much. I got a diamond ring out of it. THANK AGAIN!

She Won't Cry
You see the pain that lies in her eyes, But, alas, her eyes are dry, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the anger that burns from her gaze, The madness that sets her eyes ablaze, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the fear that closes her eyes, The smile she wears is but a disguise, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the hope that is finally dead, She cannot trust for her heart has been bled, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the love that lies within, But she shall never love again, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes, No one saw her die inside, They won't cry. No, they won't cry.

Happy Birthday
Today would have been Elvis Presley's 77th birthday. Some say he never died, that he faked his death to get out of the fast lane. They say he even surfaced as a "Look Alike" because he wanted to perform again. But no one bought into that one. If he is still alive, you gotta wonder what he thinks about the plethera of impersonators. So today, I just want to wish the KING OF ROCK-N-ROLL a very happy birthday. I'm gonna hoist a few in his name tonight. Wilvis aka LickinLarry

One More Saint
The phrase, "Oh, I didn't go anywhere. I just wasn't answering the phone." Comes to mind. One might reasonably assume that my prolonged absence had something to do with the holidays or perhaps a vacation. This isn't exactly the case. First of all the old man was on vacation. This is never good for me. When he isn't working, he and the the crazy lady (aka my mother) push back their bedtime to almost two in the morning. This pretty much eliminates my private time. I cannot write with them awake and about as they both have that god awful habit of walking in and reading the computer screen over your shoulder to see what you are doing. Then there is the Christmas thing. I don't really hate it. I just get really aggravated with all the petty things leading up to the date. The crazy lady goes extra nuts what with the need to prepare the house for the holiday. (Decorations. cleaning. Putting things away that we are going to need the day after, but should be out of sight for the Holiday

Soo Sweet =)
oh wow..ok, so i was at work today, feeling kinda bad cause i had a headache...it was really bothering me...and Travis came to see me...and he brought roses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) we've been together for 1 month now..Isn't that so sweet?? I've never had a guy do anything like that for me..but yeah..after he left i got really happy..nothing bothered me the whole night..he really knows how to cheer me up =)

How Hot
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... How Hot Are You? MY RESULT:Uncomfortably Hot 90 degrees and humid. Um, in a sexy way. Hanging out with you is like spending a day at the beach – it’s fun, exciting and inviting, and there’s bound to be some good views. Plus, you’re a crowd favorite – there’s a ton of people who like you and want to be with you. (If you haven’t found all those people yet, be patient – they’re out there.) Keep it up! With your great attitude and total hotness, you’re bound to keep ‘em coming back. Take This Quiz!

Fuck Or Pass
There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

Intro... Production Starting For "one Of Those Nights"
so once we get a bit underway an I can actually get a website running for the movie I'm setting up... I'm going to post parts of it here... that is until I get bored with doing so which will probably be in about a week heh... so I'll just link up to there in the meantime otherwise...so today I've started up the financials for the "One of those nights" movie project which will be a labor of loathe for the next 6-8 months... after Sinmora and I scouted out the location at "the vault" the other day, we found that it would be perfect for what I'm looking to do, but this is going to take a small amount of $$ to fix up and make it look right... Eric Freeman (cleveland artist with a taste for the dark and macabre, and also works tight with Stanton LaVey and crew) is totally going to hate me after this project im sure as we will be in tight contact and also working a bit on his spot as well... so we'll just see how much of this we can actually film there hahaha... casting calls have

I'm In A Bad Mood!
I'm in a bad mood and deleted my NSFW album. The whole issue about those pics makes me mad and also ppz who are reporting my "normal" pics as NSFW. Get a life! Can you see my "pussy" or boobs in lingerie? You must have Röntgen eyes! Maybe I'm a to open-minded dutch girl... I dunno...

Defining Poke
When someones uses the word poke, have ya ever had one of those moments where you can't tell how their defining it... let's look at the regular definition of Poke Poke (Verb):to touch with finger or other object briefly and then pull away. ok now the slang definition... LOL Poke (Verb):to have,want to, or plan to have sex. oh my...lol *POKE*

Elvis Is Alive!!!
At the heart of Bubba Ho-Tep is a surprisingly sincere reflection on old age and regret. It dares to take the aging process and the relationship between two old-timers seriously, in an industry that focuses primarily on sex, youth, and action. These three elements factor in here as well, but they serve more as a longing that the characters wish they still had more than a means of giving in to Hollywood standards. It is a film about finding meaning in the twilight of our days—about living in triumph, even in your final moments. What is surprising is that you won’t have to look too deeply to find the theme: Here is a poignant, character-driven drama, surrounded by a premise so absurd that you wouldn’t have expected anything so deep. Then again, anyone who could possibly dream up this scenario would have to be creative enough to actually make it about something, at least if there is any justice in the world. There is so much going on here that I am tempted not to explain any

"i Am Meth"
"I AM METH" (This was written by a young Indian girl who was in jail for drug charges, and was addicted to meth. She wrote this while in jail. As you will soon read, she fully grasped the horrors of the drug, as she tells in this simple, yet profound poem. She was released from jail, but, true to her story, the drug owned her. They found her dead not long after, with the needle still in her arm.) Please keep praying for our Children, Teens, Young adults. Understand, this thing is worse than any of us realize... My Name: "Is Meth" I destroy homes, I tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found, I live all around you - in schools and in town I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe n

Please Dont Forget Me..
Yay I am finally ahead although not by much! I so need your help so that I can stay ahead and be the first to 30000!! I will return the favor for everyone who helps! Thank you so much for everyone who has been fighting to keep me up where I am! ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ ♥ Click on my picture to vote! ♥ Music Codes - MySpace Layouts

Shhhh
Shhhh, hold tight for I hear what I can not see, For there is no light only sound by which to guide me. Shhhh, there it is again, like the beating of a snare, It sounds so familiar yet has its own style and flare. I hear it oh so clearly like an old favorite song, I am yearning for it, this sound I seem to long. Shhh, cant you hear it the sound is oh so clear, I seem to be drawn to it, its calling to me I fear, Shhh, listen with me, I need to know what it could be, I feel as though Im floating to it, its setting me free. It is unlike anything I have ever heard before, I wonder could I truly be who this sound is for? This sound is of your heart calling out to mine, Like two souls lost in the intricate sands of time. Though distance may seperate us, its only miles you see, For nothing can ever really keep apart those who are meant to be. Through wind, rain, sleet or snow this sound will keep going, Longing to once again be with that person that is all knowing. The

A Creed To Live By
Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others; it is because we are different that each of us is special. Don't set your goals by what other people deem important; only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or the future; by living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Don't give up when you still have something to give; nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; it is the fragile thread that binds us to each other. Don't be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Don't dismiss your Dreams. To be without dreams is to be without hope. To be without hope is to be without purpose. Don't run through life so fast tha

Wmmr Topic
Okay, I was listening to WMMR this morning (Preston & Steve) and they brought up the topic of a, "Shovel Buddy". (http://wmmr.com/jock_preston_and_steve.shtml)FYI: You can listen to them live in the AM. Do any of you have a, "Shovel Buddy"? Someone to enter your home and remove your unmentionables if you were to pass, items you don't want family, police the public to see or know about. Items such as porn mags, sex toys, adoption papers, this type of material. If you do have a, "Shovel Buddy" who are they to you and what do you want them to remove? If you don't have a, "Shovel Buddy" would you consider having one now?

Made Powerliftingusa's Top 100
Made PowerliftingUSA's Top 100 I received the Jan '07 PowerliftingUSA in the mail today... yeah, they were a little late getting last month's issue out. anyway, they listed the Top 100 USA lifters in the 165lb class who competed from Nov '05 to Oct '06. I was listed under the squat at #42 and a slaughtered last name. I was also listed under the totals/overall at #52 with an even worse slaughtering of my last name. those have to be the 2 worst cases of my last name that i've ever seen... what the hell is that? i have since done better numbers, so when the listing comes out again, i should be up in the charts. ;o)

I Believe
I believe- That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change I believe- That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe- That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe- That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- That you should always leave others with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe- That you can keep going long after you can't. I believe- That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- That either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- That regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its p

More Whining About Assholes...
I had some fun on a little rating spree last night, rating strangers who scrolled by. Then this morning I find this in my shoutbox from one of them. So-and-so: now thats funny... strip down and tell you that ur SEXY... hahahaha He's referring to my profile where I poke fun at all those "add me/rate me/fan me before you friend me" folks by saying you have to strip down, hop on one foot and call me a sexy bitch before you can friend me. And basically, he's laughing in my face at the idea that I might be sexy. Look, it's cool if you don't find me sexy. That's your prerogative and I know I'm not everyone's cup of tea. Far from it and I am quite aware of that fact. But is there really need to be cruel about your disagreement? So I re-rated him a one and blocked him. I must have hurt his ickle feelings because he sent his friends over (or maybe he just created new accounts to do it) to rate ones on my profile and public pics. Boohoo. If you're going to be an asshole,

Happy Vd!
A friend of my mom's calls this Singles Awareness Day which I think is rather appropriate. I hope all you singles found someone to cuddle with... and if not, keep your chin up. We all have someone out there. Maybe even a couple of someones. Patience and confidence in that fact are the key. And for the couples, please remember that romance doesn't have to be chocolates and flowers. My husband is far from the traditional romantic but there is certainly romance in all the things he does for me. Just putting your sweetheart before yourself is probably the most romantic thing a person can do. Valentine kisses to you all!

Well Hi Again!
Ive finally decided to reload my page. I missed you guys too damn much and Im talking about my FRIENDS not the site as a whole lol. I just found out yesterday that Iam going to be trying to be an Aunt yet again. Thats right, precious Dominik is going to be a big brother and I know he'll be looking down proudly and protecting his baby brother or sister (hopefully sister lol) Needless to say, the fear of having the same outcome is almost over whelming but its in God's hands and hopefully the DR will do right by them this time. Well this is my short and sweet blog

How?
[stay and listen] the cranberries. Look, you're standing alone (Standing alone.) How ever I should have known, (I should have known.) Never before, never again, You will ignore, I will pretend. Never before, never again, You will ignore, I will pretend. In your world, you're alone in your face. You're alone in your world, you're alone in your face. How you said you never would leave me alone, oh. How you said you never would leave me alone. Now you're just walking away (Walking away), When you said you always would stay (Always would stay.) Never before, never again, You will ignore, I will pretend. Never before, never again, You will ignore, I will pretend. In your world, you're alone in your face. You're alone in your world, you're alone in your face. How you said you never would leave me alone, oh. How you said you never would leave me alone. Never before, never again, You will ignore, I will pretend. In your world, you're alone in your face.

How
how does the time fly when you are alone why does time stand still when you meet that one who will give you all who is to say i am i been there why go so deep than to lose it all but some how i got it back dont you wish it was you who has it all now who has whatever you needed my son is the answer to me he made me who i am today and now i will always walk with him

How Open Are You?
You Are 29% Open You are open at times, but generally you don't let many people into your inner world. It's possible that you have a friend or two that knows you well. But to most people, you are a total mystery. How Open Are You?

Thankyou Everyone!
Thank you to everyone for your support of a newly blossoming relationship. I believe that one of the reasons this relationship has developed is because we started out as acquaintances, which turned into a friendship. This friendship has been around for the better part of a year. I have long held a belief that the strongest of relationships come from following a course similar to the one we are on. Where it goes none of us can say, we just know that the bond we are developing is already a very strong one, which can only get stronger as our love for each other grows. To be in a relationship involves this growth, both individually and as a pair. Kutie is a beautiful woman with so much to offer to a man like myself. I have been able to realize just how much of a “catch” she truly is in the last few days. It has not gone over my head just how much of a “catch” I am to her. There is a warm, happy feeling that comes over me when she tells me how lucky she feels to have “a guy like m

Life
When life beats you down over and over again, when do you finally stop getting up? Or do you just think that the next time you get up it will be for longer.It is amazing at what someone can live thru.Mentally, Physically and spiritually. I wonder how many changes a person goes thru befor they die. Is it the same amount for everyone or is it not. I mean everyone is different, but it is not unusually to meet someone similar to your self? The psyche is fascinating.How it can differ from one to another,but match others in one way or another.I wonder if fate has a roll in it. it must, for it has a hand in everything else. I sometimes sit an wonder how much i myself can take befor i reach my breaking point.Why is it that the good people must suffer but they say nothing...yet people who get all the breaks are the ones whom are the ones that complain all the time...Nice people are also the ones with the most "walls"..every day,from behind their walls, they scream for release.yet they also

Farewell
They gather in this silent place and slowly bow each head A calliope of sobbing hearts paying homage to the dead Sadness never felt before covering each heart and face The storming sea of tears cease as the preacher takes his place In the distance they take there spot with esprit de corps and pride Paying homage to someone never known; a comrade still inside Small children and the elders who’ve aged all gather round a tent As through fleeting words awkward and quick; to higher prayers are sent A man steps up they’ve never seen; in his eye a tear Prepare yourself for our salute to a loved one you held dear In precision movement like a clock the players take their place Shots soon shake country side and send tears down each reddened face As they present the final salute and silently stand tall The music beating off the hill is each soldier’s final call Balloons released toward heaven some hold such loving memories Drifting toward zenith reminds them a loved one, whom no lo

I'll Wait For You - This Is For Someone U Know How U Are!
he snow in Montana was three feet high The lady at the counter said: There ain't no flights And so he called her on the telephone He said: I'll rent a car and I'll drive home And she said: I'll wait for you Like I did last year At Christmas time with your family here And your truck broke down out in San Antone And the gifts stayed wrapped until you got home Oh, this ain't nothin' new Sweetheart, I'll wait for you Now he's on his cell phone in a Coupe Deville Talkin' to the one he loves and always will His heart is breakin' 'cause she's there alone Her heart is achin' 'cause she wants him home She says: I'll wait for you like in '68 When our child was due, but I said, he'll have to wait Until his dad gets here and stands by my side Remember, Dear, our son's first cry Oh, this ain't nothin' new Sweetheart, I'll wait for you He didn't stop all day to eat a bite And he finally got there around midnight The doctor said, she's in a better place She said to give

Tribute To Andrew Lloyd Weber
Phantom’s tribute to Andrew Lloyd Weber Andrew Lloyd Webber is the composer of The Likes of Us, Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat, Jesus Christ Superstar, By Jeeves, Evita, Variations and Tell Me On A Sunday later combined as Song & Dance, Cats, Starlight Express, The Phantom of the Opera, Aspects of Love, Sunset Boulevard, Whistle Down the Wind, The Beautiful Game and The Woman in White. He composed the film scores of Gumshoe and The Odessa File, and a setting of the Latin Requiem Mass Requiem. He has also produced in the West End and on Broadway not only his own work but the Olivier award-winning plays La Bête and Daisy Pulls It Off. In summer 2002 in London he presented the groundbreaking A R Rahman musical Bombay Dreams. In 2004 he produced a film version of The Phantom of the Opera directed by Joel Schumacher. Earlier this year he oversaw a new production of Evita in London, a unique version of The Phantom of the Opera in Las Vegas and his new production o

"where Have You Been?"
Been getting phone messages, e-mail and myspace messages from people trying to get in touch with me. This past week I took a day job that keeps me in training from 7am-4pm Mon-Fri and I am also still working at KSEX full time Mon-Fri from 6pm-Midnight. Right now I'm not allowed to check my personal e-mail, answer my cell, sent txt messages or check myspace while at the day job so, it might take me a while to return your messages or calls but I will. Sleep? Who needs sleep.... zzzzzzzzz...

The Buddha
"My body reached a state of extreme emaciation. Because of eating so little my limbs became like the jointed stems of creepers or bamboo; my backside became like a buffalo's hoof; my backbone, bent or straight, was like corded beads; my jutting and broken rafters of an old house; the gleam of my eyes sunk deep in their sockets was like the gleam of water seen deep down at the bottom of a deep well." 1 This was the Prince Siddhartha at the age of thirty-five. For six years, he had practiced the 'severe austerities,' depriving himself of food and water as well as torturing himself in a seemingly endless search for enlightenment. Who was this Prince Siddhartha? Better known as Buddha, he was born on April 8, 2 in the year 566, 563 3, or 560 4 B.C. to King Suddhodana and Queen Maya (also known as Mahamaya or Mayadevi) of Sakya (or Sakhya or Shakya) in present day Nepal. Both of his parents came from the Gautama (or Gotama) clan of the royal warrior caste. Maya died one week after Si

Spring Is Sprung!
Green is coming soon. Right now the world is brown and squishy-muddy out there, but with warm temps and sunshine, soon I'll be out in the garden, bent over to peek for points of hostas, peonies and bulbs emerging from the brown. My hair is turning green, too. In a single stripe on the right side. Why not? I don't have an employer to piss and moan about my piercings, tattooes or strange colored hair, so I'm enjoying it until we're moved to where I might be able to manage a job again, though Sweetie tells me over and over not to worry about it. He likes that I'm home all the time.

Quotes
Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within. James A. Baldwin Religion is what keeps the poor from murdering the rich. Napoleon Bonaparte The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation. Henry David Thoreau All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another. Anatole France We live in a moment of history where change is so speeded up that we begin to see the present only when it is already disappearing. R. D. Laing You must be the change you wish to see in the world. Mohandas Gandhi Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter. Martin Luther King, Jr. In the end we're all Jerry Springer Show guests, really, we just haven't been on the show. Marilyn Manson Forgive many things in others; nothing in yourself. Ausonius To understand is to forgive, even ones

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ok lets start with whats with the mumms voltures?! ok if you dont like the subject of a mumm why the hell do you feel the need to say thats a dumb mumm etc i wont use all their colorful words. ok a mumm is a basic tool to get votes for one and help make a decision, just because you think its a dumb decision some might not find it as easy to decide. i may be wrong but isnt this site for friend networking, and earning points, why are we acting like kids? putting people down for a question? whats the sense? my advice if you dont like the mumm move on.....is that hard or something i will never be rude to someone for no reason but i will say this and its to get it off my chest....if you have to live your daily life to argue on the internet, quit wasting your time and go stop a car with your face

Pissed Off
hey, my friend is going through some shit right now cuz of sum bitch....if i ever find out exactly who she is theres gunna be hell to pay....My friend is one of the sweetest and kindest guys I have met in a long time and dont deserve any of this shit.....I dont know the bitch but would love to give her a piece of my mind........this ones for you baby!!!!!!!! love ya........

Behind Those Eyes
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Why It's Wrong
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I

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Pierce@ CherryTAP Hello all its me Pierce. I'm just updating Miss Brittany's page so stop sending me nasty private messages. She'll be back on this weekend. ANYWAY, so I get a call from my BFF (Miss Brittany ) today saying that she went to the doctor to get her hand checked out and to see if she is going to need surgery for her carpel tunnel. It turns out she only has Tendinitis as she will just need Physical therapy. So she leaves a little earlier than expected and she has 30 minutes to spare. She was in Beverly Hills so she happens to walk by a Roberto Cavalli boutique and next thing you know, within 30 minutes she spends $9000.00 (That's nine thousand dollars for those people who think it was a typo.) A dress, a purse, shoes, a blouse, and a pair of jeans. WOW!!! I was totally shocked. That must have made a salesperson day. For those living in AZ Miss Brittany will be performing at this Friday Friday, March 30th, at LE GIRLS CABARET WEST and Saturday night Ma

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You Would Choose Love Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it. Would You Choose Love or Money?

Ratings
I am getting so tired of childish people downrating my pics i never rate anything less than a 10 even if the pic deserves a 1. Last time I checked this site was supposed to be for adults and yet most of you act like two year olds. You guys are always ranting and raving over rules and all the stuff that happens on this site I think yall all need to grow up. I am only 24 and I act more mature than some of you older peeps i think yall all need to get over yourselves and stop rating peoples pic anything less than a 10.

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Fuck this life I just can’t stand the shit I have to put up with if it’s not one thing it’s another! All I want to do is write a FUCKIG poem but can I???? Huh???? No……NO!!!! My head is soo filled with shit that I can get it onto the right path so that I can write it! I’m just so fucking pissed off right now and I don’t want to calm down I just want to kill something! Anything!........... Just feel the flesh tear from the bone! To taste the tang of blood on my lips! Gods I haven’t felt this hot since I tried to jump off a cliff just down the street from my house!!! Now that was invigorating!!! But childish! Only the strong can live till there time is up in this world! Sadly only the week willed chose suicide! And I am not week willed! And never will be! I sit here and I listen to peoples problems and I have to smile and say everything is going to be ok……. Well its not! We are all going to die and we are going to rot in the earth for years until they run out of room and dig you up

My Kisses
What kind of kisser are you?OH DAMN! LIPS OF AN ANGLE!YOUR PARTNER IS SATISFIED AND WILL BE BACK FOR MORE. THEY WILL BRAG ABOUT THIS KISS FOR DAYS OR EVEN WEEKS! GOOD JOB!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Answers
If this was the stiuation what would u do { } kiss me in the rain { } hold mw if i was cold { } tell me to get lost On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest)rate me > If i asked you out what would you say { } Yes { } No What would you want me to be { } girlfriend { } bestfriend { } wife { } girlfriend on the side I look like { } hoe { } sweetheart { } heartbreaker { } lier { } player If i gave u the chance would u kiss me { } yes { } no If i told you i was overweight would you diss me because of it { } yes { } no If i told u i liked u would u be like { } eww { } fuck u { } awe { } lets go out { } marry me If i asked u on a date would u say { } yes { } no

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Well, it's over. I know I'm gonna be alright but that doesn't make it any easier. You give yourself and dedicate yourself to one person for a year and a half and what do you get? Kicked and stomped and more pain than you can describe! I hope I live long enough for him to get what is coming to him. I have a lot of good friends and I know they are gonna be right there along with my Family to support me and help me heal. The world keeps turning, the sun keeps shining and I will keep on living and hopefully one day I will love again! Wish me luck!

Despair
Bad decisions, Painful insisions, Rotting memory, Life shattering, Self-inflicted battery, Blind fate, Hidden hate, Angry debate, Clouding my head, Misunderstood, Anything but good, Tainted, wasted, Twisted faces, Debacherouse lies, Insane inside, Twisted truth, Black not blue, Slothful actions, & dissatisfaction.

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It was many years ago since the embarrassing day when a young woman, with a baby in her arms, entered his butcher shop and confronted him with the news that the baby was his and asked what was he going to do about it? Finally he offered to provide her with free meat until the boy was 16. She agreed. He had been counting the years off on his calendar, and one day the teenager, who had been collecting the meat each week, came into the shop and said, "I'll be 16 tomorrow." "I know," said the butcher with a smile, "I've been counting too, tell your mother, when you take this parcel of meat home, that it is the last free meat she'll get, and watch the expression on her face." When the boy arrived home he told his mother. The woman nodded and said, "Son, go back to the butcher and tell him I have also had free bread, free milk, and free groceries for the last 16 years and watch the expression on his face!"

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Part Two
I arrived in Mayport Florida in June 1987. My ship was at sea on that day but would be coming in the next day. They put me in a work detail to get the shore power cables ready then we had to get in our dress uniforms to be crowd control. About an hour before the ship came in, I could see it on the horizon, just a blip. Wives and girlfriends started showing up. Back then there was no such thing as terrorism, so we had no pier access issues, but there were hundreds of them and only a dozen of us. Later that summer, we deployed for a 6 week north atlantic exercise with Navies of other countries. We went across the arctic circle and were off the coast of Norway in the Fjords. When sailors cross the arctic circle, they obtain the designation of "Blue Nose". Even the ship gets the designation. The Bull Ensign painted the ships Bullnose blue and it stays painted blue. Quite a sight, I'll never forget. On our way back, we stopped at Portsmouth England, and I went with a friend o

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Well just to get the word out on myself and try not to sound to conceded.I'm a true to the core gentleman (A GOOD GUY) I guess that's why it's so hard for me to find someone I could spend some time with 1 on 1 time.I work for a local government agency down here on what we call the shore ( LOWER EASTERN SHORE of MARYLAND)East New Market is the name of the town I live in.If you'd like to come hang out with a guy that's a blast to be with let me know and possibly I could come meet you sometime and see what's what. I own my own home just bought it I have 2 cars not that that really matters just though I'd put that out there to show that I do have some responsibilties.I was once married for 17yrs I have 1 daughter who just turned 21yrs old. Age doesn't make me no never mind it's just a number,most of my friends hell all of my friends are younger than me I still have alot of childness in me and never want to grow up,as you might be able to tell if you ever saw my cars.I listen to all kin

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Hello there this is Lizelle, I just wanted to say again thank you for the love and support and cheer that I received this past week over the passing of Joanie. I have chatted with a few of you here and I have gotten to know how she was doing during our split. I know that she loved me very much and I also know that she was trying to change for me. I wish now I had never had the fight with her and made those stupd demands of her. I knew she was a wild and free spirit after we met and in hindsight what I was asking her to do was not fair to her or to me, because if she would have changed she would not be the woman I fell in love with. As I said before I will leave this site up in her memory for the time. I gave her godfather the ability to take care of the site. I still have problems coming here and I try not to stay to long when I am here. I am sorry if I do not answer most messages because I dont know if they are for me or Maurice or even Joanie at times. I cannot accept any frien

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Well, I just got a call from my Best Friend Linda that lives in Eugene, OR. We have been Best Friend's for a while now, and we've had our ups and downs. Throughout it all, we have managed to stay Best Friends. We even call each other Sisters. She has been the sister that I never had along with my cousins that are my sisters, cuz we grew up together. My Aunt, the mom, raised me and so I call them my sister's and my Aunt Mom. The purpose of the call was to let me know that she's going to be getting Married and wants me to be a Bride's Maid. I am lost for words. I wanted to cry, but was too excited to. I have never been asked to be a part of a wedding and it just made me so excited that I'm estatic. I'm so lost for words. I just can't believe it. I LOVE YOU LINDA!!!!!!

Wow Whata Night !!!
well i went out for my b-day last sat night it was okay but i wanted to get drunk and didn't so this sat that just went by i went out again i got totally trashed and i had so much fun i went out with my bff and her bf and a blind date first time doin that..... i was so scared to go out with this guy but it turned out to be all good... all i could say is .... thank u so much Dee i love u bunches bitch ...lol ~besos~ just 4 u baby hehe talk 2 u later DEE and 2 u all reading ~besos~ ur gurl Sandra

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“There comes a time for every Vampire when the Idea of eternity Becomes momentarily unbearable. The wounds suffered from Loves And failed relationships, Doesn’t heal like a humans, But seem only to gape larger. The Longing to be mortal returns”. This being said I can no longer at this time Face the mortal world, it is not of me. For this it is time for TheUnloved to Return to my realm of Darkness. It saddens me to say that I will not be around On a daily basis as I once have been. Be assured that the Spirit of TheUnLoved still thrives. I will be checking in from time to time, To see if this mortal world is becoming a more Suitable place for My Spirit to dwell. My Dearest friends and Family, I will make a great effort to let you know Of the return of TheUnLoved in some form. I will miss you all greatly! I regret that I will not be able to be among you As I once was, but perhaps My Spirit will some how Live on and Bless someone. Blessed be You All! TheUnLoved

Sex Questions
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What is love? Love is hard to explain.... It's the weakness, intensity, caring, fighting, living, breathing, and sacrafice. Thats love. Hard to find, easy to loose. Don't take it for grantted. Because you never know if you'll get it again.

Let Me Do A Slumber Party At Your House**
Hello, Let me come over to your house for free and do a slumber party for you... Catch is no one under 18, no kids no men allowed. I come into your home and show you all my fun product. Lingerie, Lotions, Dildo's and the lastest in Vibe toys. I have underwater toys, lotions to spice that bedroom groove again. All you need to do is invite your friends and you get 10 % percent of the total sales in product. You can do a wish list for your hubby to buy... No it is not a sleep over. Shannon 480-203-7507 Thx

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Life…….. What can life be most accurately compared to? There are many different things that we can compare life to, but it seems there is only one real way to describe what life is like most accurately. In a very specific comparison life can be said to be almost exactly like the stock market. How might u ask would that work, and if looked at closely it is truly quite simple. In the stock market we will invest a particular amount of money in to what we think is a good and profitable company or companies. We will then sit back and watch as what we invested becomes more or less depending on the market for that particular day. Comparatively, in life we will invest our time and effort in to something that we think we be prosperous in the future. It may be a relationship with someone, a success full career, or even a healthy family. But to get to that point in our life we have to invest ourselves to make it happen. The stock market is an ever changing spectrum on money that is co

Story
Another Life Ended She just sits there blankly staring off, the tears streaming down her cheeks. Her mind is finally made up, how shaking her fingers are on the razor blade between her thumb and index finger that she ends up with a small cut on her index finger from how much she's trembling. A friend tries to console her but she doesn't feel anything except the numbness where her heart once was. She doesn't feel any better, the hopelessness seeps back in and she feels as lost as she did several years ago when something else happened to shatter her heart. Memories long since gone and cold as her whole body feels now. One quick slice from the palm of her hand all the way up to her shoulder she doesn't even feel the blade slicing into her already scarred flesh, just along side the vein. Just enough she'll bleed out, but her passing will be slow. She starts to cry knowing she broke her word to never cut herself again. now dropping the razor blade she lays down on the bed and just looks

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Earthlings
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To All The Moms On Ct
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Bitch
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Check It Out
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Stormy
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Very Naughty
Subject: 8 inches The RANGE OF 8 INCHES LONG, THE FUNCTIONING OF WHICH IS ENJOYED BY MEMBERS OF BOTH SEXES. IT IS USUALLY FOUND HUNG, DANGLING READY LOOSELY FOR INSTANT ACTION. IT BOASTS OF A CLUMP OF LITTLE HAIRY THINGS AT ONE END AND A SMALL HOLE AT THE OTHER. IN USE, IT IS INSERTED, ALMOST ALWAYS WILLINGLY, SOMETIMES SLOWLY, SOMETIMES QUICKLY, INTO A WARM, FLESHY, MOIST OPENING, WHERE IT IS THRUST IN AND DRAWN OUT AGAIN AND AGAIN, MANY TIMES IN SUCCESSION, OFTEN QUICKLY AND ACCOMPANIED BY SQUIRMING BODILY MOVEMENTS. ANYONE FOUND LISTENING IN WILL MOST SURELY RECOGNIZE THE RHYTHMIC, PUL

Mumms
It's been a while since I posted a blog. I am gonna try to do this more often. Anyway, I haven't really looked at mumms or anything before this week. Now since they're such high point totals for each vote, and furthermore they get you alot more points if you make one. With that said... People...mumms are really not that serious. Real tough life situations are really not crucial to be posting on a mumm...whether you should stay with your cheating boyfriend or take your kid to therapy or your whether you should accept that your son is gay or not...I mean sure, it's always nice to have that outside opinion...but do you really want it from a bunch of immature strangers who really couldn't care an ounce less about your problems? I'm not trying to be a pessimist here, but think about it for a second...how many sincere, thoughtful people have you met on here compared to the care-free, full-of-shit ones? I bet the assholes way outnumber the others. Now think about that...how many as

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Blind Folds, Your turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch.Blind Folds67% Bondage42% Chains/Handcuffs33% Biting25% Whips17% Blood0% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

I Shoulda Been Born A Blonde
yea so i was hoping someone would help my dumbass out... i wanna do a salute thingie.. tried actually but i forgot the friend id.. so someone emailed me with an email saying what i needed to do and crap wellllll it said that my friend id would be after the url but ummmm i dont see it? someone wanna tell me what the heck im missing??? thanks!!

Cock A Doodly Doo!
This farmer has about 200 hens, but no rooster, and he wants chicks. So he goes down the road to the next farmer and asks if he has a rooster which he would sell. The other farmer says, “Yeah, I’ve this great rooster, named Randy. He’ll service every chicken you got, no problem.” Well, Randy the rooster costs a lot of money, but, farmer decides he’d be worth it. So, he buys Randy and takes the rooster home. He then sets him down in the barnyard and gives the rooster a pep talk, “Randy, I want you to pace yourself now. You’ve got a lot of chickens to service here, and you cost me a lot of money. Consequently, I’ll need you to do a good job. “So, take your time and have some fun,” the farmer ended with a chuckle. Randy seemed to understand, so the farmer points toward the hen house, and Randy took off like a shot. WHAM! Randy nails every hen in the hen house three or four times, and the farmer is really shocked. After that the farmer hears a commotion in the duck pen

Status Update
Still no private access internet for me. I have no upload or download capabilities, nor the ability to cut and paste. Bummer that I can't leave all the pretty picture comments that I used to but ... maybe ... someday. There's always hope. I will still check my messages here and respond to all who comment and return the love the those who rate 10's or 11's. *hugs to all*

For Paul
JALAPENO RELISH 1 lb. onions 1/2 lb. bell peppers 1 tsp. salt, optional 1/2 c. white vinegar 1/2 lb. jalapeno peppers 1 lg. can tomatoes, 16 oz. 1 tsp. garlic powder Cut stems and remove seeds from the jalapeno peppers. Chop fine, wear gloves when handling the jalapenos. Chop all vegetables including the tomatoes and place in pot with other ingredients. Bring to a boil, then simmer about 1 hour, stirring occasionally until onions are soft and sauce is slightly thickened. To get sauce a little thicker, weigh all ingredients after peeling and removing stems and seeds. To get it hotter leave in all jalapeno pepper seeds. Bottle and refrigerate, or may be put in jars and canned, makes about 3 pints.

2 All Staff Of The Guilty Pleasures Lounge
IF U SEE ME POSTING BULLETINS ABOUT THE LOUNGE, REPOST, IF I POST A BLOG, PLEASE READ, BECAUSE MOST OF THE TIME ITS FOR THE LOUNGE FAMILY. TY. ALSO IF U WANNA MAKE A BLOG ON UR PAGE ALL U DO IS WHEN U GO TO REPOST A BULLETIN, RIGHT CLICK, SELECT ALL, THEN COPY AND PASTE INTO A BLOG. THIS IDEA WORKS SO WELL, THE MORE WE ADVERTISE, THE MORE PEOPLE WE GET, AND THATS WHAT WE ALL WANT FOR OUR LOUNGE TO MAKE IT A SUCCESS. I WOULD LIKE ALL OF YOU TO BE IN THE LOUNGE TONIGHT 11PM EST. THATS IF U ARE AROUND, I KNOW ITS THE WEEKEND AND SOME OF YOU MAY HAVE PLANS. IF YOU CANT MAKE IT, LET ME KNOW, THANKS. THERE ARE SOME OF THE STAFF THAT HASNT MET THE REST OF THE FAMILY. ITS FRIDAY NIGHT, PRETTY BUSY IN THERE, SO I NEED ALL OF YOU TO BE IN THERE. IM STILL LOOKIN FOR STAFF MEMBERS, IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED PLEASE CONTACT ME, ONLY SERIOUS PEOPLE NEED TO INQUIRE, THIS IS A TEAM, AN AWESOME ONE, SO I EXPECT ANYONE WHO BECOMES PART OF THE TEAM TO DO THEIR PART. THANKS. MUCH LOVE XOXOX JEN

I'll Just Kill Him, And Save Her Life.
I'm overly protective of those few people in my inner circle. Those people who touch my heart get my friendship for life. So when Molly came into my life, dating my abusive step brother, she qualified for my loyalty, love, and protection. Last night I had enough of listening to her cry as she cowered in fear from his screams, his taunts..... I threatened to break his jaw, but what I really want to do is slice his throat and watch him choke on his own blood. What the fuck is wrong with men who think it's okay to not only control a woman, but belittle her, hurt her, torture her. I've seen this happen to so many of my step brothers girlfriends, and I'm not going to stand around and watch it happen to Molly who is like my sister now. She is visiting me from Washington, but there's no way I'm going to let her go back to him. I'm forcing her to stay... it scares her to think about how much this will piss him off, but she also sees the hope on the horizon. Maybe if I can get her away

Sickos
look just because i have accepted your friendship doesnt mean that i wanna see you cum..dont want to know how big your dick is..how you will fuck me....unless i chose to talk with you like this then do not and i repeat do not ask me to cam sex with you or decide to tell me bout your cock..I DONT CARE.....

Girls Only
If you want boys to answer this then post "GUYS ONLY" If you want girls to answer this then post "GIRLS ONLY" If you want BOTH to answer this then post "BI SEXUALS" and be completely honest. what would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. i hugged u 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you out: what do you think about my? 10. personality: 11. eyes: 12. hair: 13. body: would you? 14. be my friend? 15. keep a secret if i told you one? 16. kiss me? 17. go on a date with me? 18. keep in touch? 19. date me? have you ever? 20. lied to make me feel better? 21. wanted to kiss me? 22. wanted to bite me? 23. kept something important from me? 24. wanted to cuddle with me? and more. 25. who are you? 26. are we friends? 27. when and how did we meet? 28. describe me in one word: 29. what was your first impression? 30. what reminds you of me?

Song
DON'T READ UNLESS YOU WANT TO CRY!!!!!! The sun is no longer shining over this bed of beauty The night sky has no meaning to the non-dreamer Daylight is filled by night And death is the only thing on your mind 'Cause the death of a loved one is the hardest thing to get through You don't know how much you love them until there time is through Just remember that they will always be by your side And don't cry for them they don't want you to This bed of beauty is showing no beauty anymore All it wants to do is decieve itself more It just wants to wake up from this dreaded dream it's having And hates the sick joke that god decided to pull 'Cause the death of a loved one is the hardest thing to get through You don't know how much you love them until there time is through Just remember that they will always be by your side And don't cry for them they don't want you to So let the beauty rise up with the shining sun Let the

Finally Done!
Okay, I finally have posted approximately a hundred photos of my photography. Most of these are older shots. I will try to put some new photos up soon. I have to shrink them down because my new cameras file sizes are too big. Let me know what you think of the shots, and if anyone needs photos take, let me know. I've got several specials going right now. Hope everyone has a great week, Bryan

Cancer Benifit For Ruth
BENIFIT FOR RUTH AT THE VFW CLUB IN LOVES PARK SEPT 8, FROM 12.00 TILL 6.00 5.00 DOLLAR APERSON KIDS 12 AND UNDER FREE THERE WILL BE RAFFLES FOOD AND MUSIC THERE WILL BE A RAFFLE FOR 250.00 TO THE WINNER ALL WELCOME

We Have An Announcement!!!
Hello Family & Friends! I know it's been a while and I apologise for that. We have been so busy. Working for one, then of course every day life can get hectic as you all are aware of. May 8th, 2007 marked the 3rd year anniversary of the passing of my only child. That day, as well as others, are hard for me... but this year, something special happened... let me explain. I took the day off from work - because I knew I would be an emotional wreck - Chris took the day off too to be with me. As I predicted, it was a day of mixed emotions - missing Ryan so much and wanting him here with me, so many memories and so many tears. Later that day I was on the phone. While I was talking I got on the computer real quick to check my email. There was an email from Chris. He told me not to read it till I was done with my phone call. So, after I hung up, I looked at the email, it was an e-card. I am not going to recite it word for word, but it was a nice card saying how much I meant

Alert For Dogs That Swim
Freshwater ponds, lakes and streams could be deadly to your water dog if they contain toxins borne by blue-green algae. If the water where your dog swims looks cloudy, with a green or blue-green cast, you should suspect a dangerous overgrowth of blue-green algae, and prevent your dog from ingesting the water. Whole Dog Journal confirmed a recent report, currently in wide circulation in dog-related e-mail lists, from a Michigan dog owner whose nine-month-old Border Collie, Vita, died shortly after swimming in a pond near Fenton, Michigan. The man regularly brought his three Border Collies to the pond for conditioning swims. But on Monday, June 25, his youngest dog threw up after drinking some of the water, and shortly afterward, lost consciousness. Thinking that the dog had heatstroke, the owner immediately applied ice to her stomach, checked her temperature (which was normal), checked her gums (also normal), and called his veterinarian. The owner quickly took his unc

Dj Chita
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Goosebumps
a poem tht gives u goosebumps A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about 'And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: Oh, God, please spare my boys! She fought to loose her pinned hands; She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused On where the back seat once had been, But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; She did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, Oh, God, don't let them die! Then firemen came and cut her loose, But when they searched the back, They found therein no little boys, But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone mad And was traveling alone, But when they turned to q

The War, The Troops And How I Feel.
I would like to apologize in advance for the length and tone of this. I want it to be known that this is not an attack on anyone. I am in no way, shape, or form writing this with the intention to insult anyone, but i'm tired of arguing with people only to lose them afterward. This is my stance on supporting the troops that are currently engaged in Iraq. The first thing that needs to be done is is to define the meaning of the word support as it is currently being used. It is my understanding, by the context that it is often used, that to support the troops is to have a level of appreciation for why they are there. This is the crux of my problem and the reason for the loss of my friends. I don't appreciate their reason(s) for being there. So in essence I don't "support" the troops. Here is where I ask for your understanding. You need to comprehend how i define support. My lack of support is not a blanket rule for all the troops there. The basis of my stance splits the t

Holding On
Laying in the darkness Watching as you sleep Hoping that the night won’t end These moments just won’t keep With the sunrise brings tomorrow No time to call our own Dreams are just a scattered thought That must wait till we’re alone Watching every movement A treasure I embrace Love that’s kept so close to heart And can’t be replaced I know this night will end As the night fades with the sun But as I lay here by your side The two of us are one

Long Day!
This was one of my long, exhausting 2 days... Yesterday (Fri), worked my normal 24hr shift on the ambulance. Got off early at 7:30am (Sat)..good thing, a call came in at 7:31 for Anaphalaxis (alergic reaction). Then I went straight to the fire station, met the fire chief, and we went to Pittsburgh for a Fire & EMS Expo. Waited a 1/2 hr in the registration line (crowded). Browsed the floor for a while, then went to a conference which went over by 1/2 hr, then browsed the floor again (I bought an LED window light!). We also saw a water rescue demonstration by Pittsburgh Fire. Then on return to Ohio.... Firefighter Challenge put on by our fire neighbors in Ellsworth. We put 2 teams in the challenge doing events: Event 1: Cot race...our team 1 (me) took 1st place Event 2: Tug-o-War..our team 2 came in 3rd place Event 3: Water Shuttle, our team 2 came in 2nd place, our team 1 (me) came in 3rd place Event 4: Relay challenge, which included a hose run, hydrant hook

Gentle Dom
growing joining You in this journey a shadow of an ivy branch, wrapped around Your trunk of strength climbing only as far as You dare to permit flexing, reaching towards the edge reshaping bending, never breaking Your gentle caress stretching my limits holding me in Your palm molding, guiding my dreams trusting never permitting me to fall the edge moves farther, safe in Your palm Your soft words of praise encouraging, lifting my soul submitting relinquishing control Your will becoming my desire Your smile, my pleasure desiring, respecting Your domination i am Your precious tame trembling in anticipation submitting to my Love seeking my Protector yearning for my Teacher You are ........ my Master

Master
Touch me and I tremble… your hands leaving trails of fiery heat. Fingers that are alternately harsh and gentle granting me life and sweet release. Leave me and I lie aching with desolate emptiness. My body yearning for more of your sweet guidance. Command me and my heart reaches out in obedience. Responding with a will of its own borne of my need to serve you. Scold me and shame overpowers me… leaving me sick inside. And I long for another chance to make you smile once more. Enfold me in your chains of love and I quiver in anticipation. Willing you silently to draw my soul ever closer to yours. Claim me as yours, Sir and my heart rejoices Singing a song of servitude which completes us both. Push me beyond yesterday… past where I thought I could go; And my resistance subsides until there is no me that is not you. Fill me with your power until I am borne aloft Floating on wings of love that give me glorious freedom. Hold me tenderly and I

Bull....
What is it with guys who feel it necessary to lie to their wives? I don't care to be anyone's scapegoat anymore! Some guy who I haven't seen in almost 9 years told his wife that I am harassing him, every time he comes to the place I work, when he is here on business. I am NOT interested in this guy, in any way, shape, or form. In fact, whenever he does come in, he is bugging my co-workers about when I am working, and to tell me that he thinks about me, and says "hi". This guy gives me the creeps, and I go out of my way to avoid him. In fact, the last time I did see him and said anything, I was rude. Well, as rude as I could possibly be without making the company I work for look bad. I have a man of my very own, whom I love and adore with all my heart. I don't want nor do I need anyone else's. With every relationship comes it's own set of headaches. And, believe me...this relationship has had it's fair share. So, tell me this, why the HELL would I want someone else's headache

A Note To Women
This goes out to all the women that say theres no good men left or why can't they find a good man. Chances are the reason you can't is because you've probably already met him and broke his heart, you never gave him a chance, or he has been hurt by so many other girls he has turned in the asshole women seem to think everyguy already is. So the next time you have a choice between plain old Joe Schmo or Mister hottie with a body or money or a cool car, think about this. Will the good looks, or the money, or the cool cars treat you good and appreciate you and make you happy? So the next time your bitching to that guy thats "too good a friend" about all the guys that hurt you, the whole time he's being a friend and listening to your problems, chances are he is thinking to him self "I wouldn't do that to you, but you won't give me the chance to prove that".

Dudes, Required Viewing...informative...trust Me!
A friend of mine on FUBAR posted an awesome blog and I would like all my friends to rate it and take a look at it. Thank you Jackie Here's the original bulletin he posted: Im gonna keep posting ths till the women here actually feel comfortable enough to talk to people wothout having to worry about whats gonna be said or until they stop receiving unwelcome pics just because you wanna show off your little friend...so any questions after you view this..just die cause you're truly stupid...later http://fubar.com/blog/88834/376004 Ladies please repost im fighting for you here ok?...ty Irishtoad_UnBroken_saNGuiNE_PriNCe@ fubar

"manhattan Better Than Annie Hall? Them's Fightin' Words!"
2 INMATES BRAWL OVER WOODY ALLEN by Dan Benson dbenson@journalsentinel.com Posted: July 23, 2007 Call it Ultimate Fighting Ebert and Roeper. Two Ozaukee County Jail inmates are getting the thumbs down, felony style, from local law enforcement after tussling last week over the off-screen lifestyle of filmmaker Woody Allen. According to a criminal complaint filed Monday in Ozaukee County Circuit Court, the fight began about 5:30 p.m. July 9 during mealtime when James F. Lala, 31, of Grafton asked fellow inmate Corey T. Wilson, 36, of Menomonee Falls what he thought of Allen's marriage in 1997 to Sun Yi Previn, an adopted daughter of Allen's longtime companion, Mia Farrow. "Wilson told Lala that he thought that was perverted," the complaint says. "Wilson stated he continued to eat his meal when Lala came up to him and punched him in the face," and the two began to fight. The fight lasted several minutes, with other inmates looking on until deputies restrained the two m

Alone
My heart beats for you alone. Every waking moment, you allure my thoughts with sweet words and deeds. Hearing your voice brings peace, comfort and a smile to my face at the sheer thought of you. When our eyes locked for the very first time, you rendered me breathless. Now, with the same intense gaze, passionate warmth envelops my heart. As each moment passes us by, I feel myself drawn more closely to you. The memories we have shared thus far encompass only the beginning. My heart soars when I am with you. In your absence, I close my eyes and dream of your close embrace, our fingers intertwined and your soft lips pressed against mine. Everything about you takes my breath away. Body, Mind, Heart and Soul ~ Melissa Jade

Army Mission In Northern Ireland Finally Over
The army's operation in Northern Ireland comes to an end Wednesday after nearly four decades, another symbolic milestone on the path to peace in the long-troubled province. The military landmark, from midnight (2300 GMT) Tuesday, comes two months after self-rule was restored in Belfast following a historic power-sharing deal between former Protestant and Catholic foes. Operation Banner, at 38 years the army's longest-ever continuous campaign, saw more than 300,000 personnel serving, over 6,000 injured and 763 killed by paramilitaries during the bleak years of terrorism and sectarian bloodshed. Omagh By Dave Emmerson Suspicious parked car Fingers pointing Children screaming Mothers Rushing A loud explosion Glass flying everywhere Buildings Collapsing Screams of pain Fill the air Sirens sounding Alarms going wild Innocent people dying

Cellphone
Good morning...last night when I was laying down with my girls, I had my cellphone with me. When I looked at the time, it lit up and my 2yr old says (with a lisp), "I wanna a cellphone, wanna cellphone"...so I asked her, "who would you call?"...she replied, "another cellphone."...

Thanks To All My Wonderful Friends!!
I WANT TO SAY I HAVE THE BEST OF FRIENDS ANYONE COULD ASK FOR. THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH FOR ALL THE HARD WORK YOU ALL PUT IN THE PAST 10 DAYS FOR ME. I COULD HAVE NEVER DONE THIS WITH OUT ALL OF YOU. I WISH I COULD GIVE EACH OF YOU A BIG HUG FROM ME. THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. BIG HUGS TO ALL FROM ME LADY DI ...@ fubar

Booty Call Agreement
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________, 2007, by_______________________, between ____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup," unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No baby talk - however, dirty talk is encouraged. 9. No asking for comparisons with former l

Maddie Mccann Blood Found, More Than Likely Dead :o(
DNA test after Madeleine 'sighting' Belgian police are carrying out DNA tests on a drinks bottle used by a girl resembling missing Madeleine McCann, as the 100-day marker of the youngster's disappearance approaches. A possible sighting of the missing four-year-old in the Flemish town of Tongeren, near the Dutch border, is being investigated by the Belgian authorities. A customer at a restaurant in the town told police she was "100% sure" she had seen the youngster. In Portugal, police have refused to comment on reports that traces of blood, believed to be Madeleine's, have been found on a wall in the holiday apartment in Praia da Luz where she went missing. The blood was discovered early last week by British sniffer dogs specially trained to find remains of bodies, the Portuguese paper Jornal de Noticias reported. Detectives now believe it is most likely Madeleine is dead, having been killed accidentally, the newspaper claimed. There has been no official confirmation of

Has Anyone Experienced This?
I had a very strange and surreal experience yesterday! I'm wondering if anyone else has had this happen to them. I know a fair amount about psi vampires. I belong to a Vampire/Occult online community, although I have not logged on there in awhile! Yesterday I treated a new client, an 27 year old army reservist getting ready for deployment to Iraq for the third time. He was fairly knowledgeable on energy and such, so we talked for most of his treatment. Not a bad thing! Towards the end of the treatment, I started to get rather "tranced out", felt a little fuzzy, like being in a dream. Really felt as if I had no control over my actions at all! I've never experienced anything like this before! After he had left, I slowly came back to what is normal for me, lol. Somewhere during our chat during his acupuncture treatment, he told me my energy had called to him - that's why he came in for a treatment. This is edited and censored because I'd rather not talk about the whole interact

New Out Look On Life
ell i have a new out look on life i am who i am for what has happened in my life but you know what i was looking at all the bad and not the good i finally am starting to look at the good cause you know what if the things in the pass didnt happen i wouldnt be able to find a great person i wouldnt have the job i have now, everything isnt ok yet but you know what its going to be great when i am done i am turning out to be who i truely am and thats a great person i would never let out i will be the best person anyone could ever meet i treat my friends like there gold and the ones that are close i will do anything for when i can and if someone did me wrong you know what owell that shits the past they will get what they deserve in time but all i got is nothing but love now days life is starting to look up again and i am so happy for this some bad things have happened revently but those things have opened up my eyes and from someone at work telling me something he has truely shown me things w

Lonely Am I
Lonely am I Lonely are the nights Lonely are the days Lonely am I, in so many ways Lonely are the seasons Lonely are the years So lonely am I, that it brings tears. Lonely is this place Lonely is my life Lonely am I, that I reach for a knife Lonely is this court room Lonely is my sentence So lonely am I that I ask for repentance. jim foulk

War
Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked-off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001?" "Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania?" "Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they?" "And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all." "I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11." "I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the

Who Pisses Me Off
1. People who talk on the phone, smoke and drive with their elbows. 2. People who ask a/s/l and don't read profiles first. Normally the same people have no profile. 3. People who complain about the government and don't vote! 4. My next door neighbors (a crack whore (mother), petifile (husband), murderer (oldest daughter) 5. People who are nasty to you only after you were nice to them. 6. Co-workers who you get along with and then turn on you to save their own ass! 7. Government officials who put themselves above the law. (more to come)

Pyscho Drama Tour
So last night was the start of Alice Coopers newest tour called Pyscho Drama. It kicked off in Des Moines Iowa. I went of course. Blue Oyster Cult opened for him. They rocked too. Other stuff now So it like says I am always on... I have it set that way. So dont be pissed if you message me and i dont answer back. I am only on it for like three hours a day... if i am lucky..... and I wont be on very much if at all from the 23rd to the 30th of this month. doing some things

Redneck Letter!!!
Dear Redneck Son, I am writing this letter slow because I know you cannot read that fast. We don't live where we did when you left home, your father read in the newspaper that most accidents occur within 20 miles of your home, so we moved. I won't be able to send you the address because the last Arkansas family that lived here took the numbers when they moved so that they wouldn't have to change their new address. This place is really nice. It even has a washing machine. I'm not sure it works so well, last week I put a load in and pulled the chain and haven't seen them since. The weather here isn't bad. It only rained twice last week, once for three days and the second time for four days. About that coat you wanted me to send you, your Uncle Stanley said that it would be too heavy to send in the mail with the buttons on, so we cut them off and put them into the pockets. John locked his keys in the car yesterday. We were really worried because it took him an hour to g

Baddman(part 1)
I have been told i am a Badd Badd Man.... and she is so true... i have been told im a pig where i am not i'm a dogg,thats y i ware the dogg morph if u havent notice.... to start this out i think u all should know 2002 my ex wife took wat ment so much to me those were my babies....that is where it all beggins...i had to get them out of my head the best i knew how and that didnt even work... but here goes..i started on AOL n Yahoo meet anormous amounts of women hopeiing to free my mind of my children,never thought about wat i was really doing or who iwas really hurting...i try not to lie in my ventures but shit happens..i thrived on poisoning the brains of women and steeling their hearts just to get into their panties and help me forget wat ment the most to me....i recently then started a book thinking i could make tons of money off wat i was doing...but...in the behalf of women so they would know wat to really look for...but at the same time i was going to make it a double b

Wisdom
WISDOM Rest assured in his stare- And let him melt away the chill- But when the time must surely come- Go on and leave him- Grow as the trees of freshened spring- Learn as swift as the eagle flies- Carry always the lamp of the future- Until the day it dies- And you will know when wisdom comes- For it will soothe your tattered soul- And lend it wings to make the flight- Through the night back to it's maker- Love will light your dawn- And burn your face with passion- Wrinkle it with age- And lead you down the path to- Tomorrow.

Wish Me Luck!
Well, I just posted 2 options for my new book covers please let me know what ya think, they are in my book cover albums. Wish me luck, meeting with my (perhaps?) publisher in the am to talk about my new book Precognitive Casualty. (does a lil happy dance) Meanwhile I just (procrastinate much?) finished the final edit touches on my manuscript *Yay!* So we find out tomorrow whether I should trash it or leave it. *sigh* Anyway down to 5 hours of sleep so I'm off miss ya'll sleep well and all that Jazz. *blows everyone Pixi Kisses!*

Have I Ever
I didnt write this, its been floating around the internet for a while now, i just like it and wanted to share. Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your

Friends
Wow this is quite the bar you all have here.I will try and not wander off into a corner and fall down,but as I can see It will not go unnoticed!My first[ about me ]was less generic.It spoke about my best friend and soon to be wife of 26 yrs. How do you rate someone who picked you up from jail more than once and is still your best friend.How do you rate someone who after several walk abouts is still there when you need your best friend.Many of my friends are gone now but I am still alive,every morning I cherish my first breath.Someday when I walk out the door I hope you say "There goes my best friend"even if you have not rated me and hopefully not hated ,I will always give you respect.Friends are precious especially when they are gone.I have been here a short week brought to you by the loss of my job of 27 yrs.Thanks to all for making my boredom fun.My newest saying is "Unemployment sucks but not here!" Many thanks, Buck

Letting Go
I am letting go of the love we had. I am letting go of the love we shared so wildly. I am letting go of the love of my life. I am letting go of the hope of ever getting what i want. I am letting go of all that brings me life. I am letting go of all my dreams. I am letting go of you. I am letting go of the pain iv had from loving you. i am letting go of the dreams i had of us. I have to let go or you will destroy me. I have to walk away or go insane from loving you. you say you love me yet you refuse to show me. you say you want to be with me yet you deny me everything. I am letting go of the love we had. this is for a friend of mine . wish you well hon

The Other From Last Night.
Would I if I had the strength to speak of dreams which are buried deep Would I if I had the wings capture the hawk to win his pride? Would I if I had the grace dance these steps to take me far Would I if I had the place find the steps unto your side? If I fell would it be that I jumped? If you heard would it be that I screamed? do thoughts unspoken find their way somehow from troubled minds that dream? If I step lightly should I be caught by whispered voices in my mind or can I rush into the night and hope that darkness cannot find? Would I laugh if I were caught for what would one truly believe? The stars are fire and blink out the man in a moon wears a mask The sky is empty when fires die and all is well if naught is asked. Would I if I had the voice speak your name or would I fail? Would I if I had the heart reflect your image in my eyes Would I if I could recall see your face in faded dream Would I in another time shed the skin of careful li

Taking A Break From Fubar
Hello to all my friends since college is starting up next week for me i wont be on here for awhile i need to focus on my college courses so for that reason and cause this site is seriously fucked up im not goin to be on here much at all starting Monday. im not deleting my account yet just taking a a break so for those of u who have my yahoo address u can alway drop me a line on there or myspace.

Death Of An Old Man
He was very old. His body didn't work right anymore, and he was always tired. One night as he slept, a soft white light filled his room. He awoke and saw the most beautiful Lady he had ever seen standing at the foot of his bed. "Who are you?" he asked. "Death," she answered quietly. "Death? I never thought Death would be so beautiful! I've always pictured you as some kind of monster." The Lady smiled. "You fear Death only because you do not remember it. Just as you fear Life, because you do not remember it. Come walk with me, and be at peace." He got out of bed and walked over to her. She took his hand, and he looked back at the bed. His body was lying there. It wasn't moving. "It's quite a shock, isn't it?" she said. "Am I ... dead?" "Completely. Come with me." They walked out of the house, hand in hand, and he noticed that their steps were falling on air, with nothing beneath them but the night. "Where are we?" he asked. "You'll see in a mome

Caption It | Vol.1 | 008
RFB’s Bi-Weekly Photo Blog Caption It - Bi-Weekly it is! (Start sending in your pictures and I will feature them in a round of "Caption It") I will be doing these bi-weekly now so keep an eye out! In honor of the Republican Party Debate tonight... The name of the game is “Caption It” and the rules are simple. 1. Check out this blog twice a week for a new photo and hysterical captions. 2. Comment with a caption of your own! You could caption the photo in general or “quote” the person/people in it. (rude, funny, gross, sarcastic, political etc… ANYTHING GOES!) I will be making this blog NSFW so post whatever you like. 3. Have fun!!! TELL YOUR FRIENDS IF YOU HAVEN’T ALREADY!!! THEY ARE MISSING OUT.

"my Friend Loves You..."
i'm getting really annoyed at all the mail im getting saying "this is a new member i want you to meet..." Im sure i can find them myself, so whoever you are please stop it! AND THAT INCLUDES YOU BABYJESUS, I love your site but dont pimp it, the magic dies......:)

How Do You Keep Going When You Don't Know?
September 12, 2007 After yesterday I am still feeling blue. 6 years ago yesterday is a day I will never forget for the rest of my life. And I am sure no one else will either. But on the other note of "Bring them home" what can we do to get our government to listen to us? How many more lives must get ruined to fix this so called terror plot against America? I am tired of all the blood shed. Enough is enough! But you will have people say"If they pull the troops out it will make them look like cowards." I say bullshit! I feel that they have served this country with the best of there ability and knowledge. Children are growing up with out their parents. Marriages are falling apart. Men and women are fighting for our country and yes they may have signed up free willing but, you can't work everyone to death. Each and everyone needs a long break for there on piece of mind. I heard that vietnam vets were discouraged from seeking mental health it would look bad for the military. I say if you

How I Found Out I Liked Girls (aka Twincest)
Me and my twin sister Stephanie joined the cheerleading squad our freshman year of highschool. That also meant we had to be at school early a lot, so in order to save time we started taking showers together in the morning. It wasn't a big deal, nothing sexual, and we were closer than non twin sisters anyway. Eventually we started washing each others backs and if we were in a playful mood we slapped each others butts and giggled. I didn't realize it at the time but we were flirting. One morning before my mom left for work she stopped by the bathroom to let us know that school had been canceled for the day. We were so excited that we spanked each others butts, jumped up and down laughing and gave each other pecks on the lips. We had just gotten in the shower so we decided to finish. We could take our time but we still soaped each other up. When Steph finished with my back she spun me around and rubbed her soapy hands on my breasts. I gave her a peck, and another until they l

Death
today was my first day working security in a huge hotel. the day started with my batterie dying as I got to work. then as i was taking a tour of the hotel, a guest of the hotel died in my arms. I saw him joking around with a friend of his, turned to us (a co-worker who was giving me the tour) once they parted, and started asking a question, then grabbed my shoulder and squeezed it, grabbed his chest and fell over on me, i fell to the floor with him on top of me. I kept my calm as thats who i am in intense situations, help arrived, Neither i or security could find a pulse.. paramedics arrived and pronounced him DOA. I never had anyone die in my arms before. He was so young and died of a heart attack. I stayed the rest of the day.. if I left early when HR and my manager were trying to tell me to go, I wouldnt be able to come in again.. so I stayed. Im just so saddned by this experience. to see the fear and pain in his eyes and they fixated on mine. till i saw his life leav

Define,me...
Ok,my friends and family this should be easy for you..Define "shake" There,are many that have written about their lifes influence,their friends and even their loves..Many,have asked me"who are you,shake"? Now,you have a chance to answer that question..Think,you can? There,among you that have gotten that close to be able to answer that Question.. I,am many or just one person..This,is yours to choose.. I,have left many comments on your stashs..Rated you high..Not,because I seek anything in return..I,have read your blogs,watched your videos..You,have given me insight to your thoughts and feelings..Not,many would ever let that happen in life beyond this computer..Think,about it,think about what Ive left you in your stashs..Then,one day you will read a comment that will make you laugh,then the thought process begins..Who,is shake?

Werewolf Pt.3
Werewolf An article of Wikipédia, the free encyclopaedia. To go to: Navigation, To seek For the homonymous articles?, to see Wolf (homonymy). The Werewolf, illustration of Lucas Cranach the Old one about 1512The werewolf or lycanthrope is a character of legend, vagrant and malfaisant, who passed to have the capacity to transform themselves into wolf. Synopsis [masquer] 1 Terminology 2 the legend 2.1 Characteristics and attributes 2.2 The fight counters the werewolf 3 the myth 3.1 The tradition greco-Roman 3.2 The Germanic tradition 4 the wolf garou of the Middle Ages 5 the contemporary wolf garou 6 Etiology 6.1 Voyages of the heart 6.2 A disorder of the imaginary one 6.3 A psychiatric disease 7 Catalogue of films 8 Notes 9 Bibliography 10 See too Terminology [to modify] The term "garou" comes from francic the werwolf which means "man-wolf already" ("wer" represents the same root as Latin "to vir", the man). Originally, Wolf wanted

Cum See
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Taxes
At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts Receivable Tax Bui

Name Change
ok so i still have my great job at Aramark but i am now venturing out into another company. it's called Hooligan Inc. it's a clothing line started by a buddy of my family. i will be taking over the internet operations and setting up the web site and everything like that. it'll be nice to get into that but then again that means less time for me. lol i'll post some pics up of our stuff and some pics of my crew. later

Cable Thief
The cable guy came by at 8 this morning to set things up round here. I grabbed some breakfast with T-Square and Antonio then come back, he's sitting in his van smoking Marlboros and telled me the job was finished "but...." Long story short, he wanted me to pay him an extra fifty to illegal add channels for me, all this pay per view shit add-ons. I told him if I was interested in recreating "Prison Break" I'd do it on my own time and didn't need some hippie to try and do this to me.

My Mom Is Very Sick
Some of you who are close to me know that my mom is very ill. She has been diagnosed with Parkins Desease and Bi Polar. She was rushed to the ER last night with a 104.4 fever. She is in a deep sleep and un responsive at this time. She is only 67 years old and has many other health issues. I was offline for a while due to her health. I am asking for all my Friends to come together and Pray have my Mother in your thoughts. Sorry for any spelling errors I am not at my best right now. They are running more test , but this is belived that the meds he was on for the Bi Polar might have done this. I will update more when I know. Thank you all. Luvs to u all......

Sloppy Slovenly Smart People
I'm one of the dirty-fingernailed people. No, it's not a code word for anything. My fingernails really DO get dirty. I do not get them manicured (although I wouldn't turn it down once - just to try it out) - nor do I cut them fast enough. They're strong as.. um.. nails. Women are jealous of their strength. But they're dirty. I look at them right now - it's the only dirty part of me. I'm a clean guy, really. I'm not sexy. I'm not hot, nor cool. I wash. But the fingernails remain dirty. Why? I hope it's because of an absent minded professor kind of smarts. People say they feel smarter when I help them with a problem. I don't make them feel stupid. Computer on the blink? TV acting up? For some reason, people say, "Keeen!!! such-and-so-thing is BROKEN!' I come by, say, "Show me what's wrong". And... oops - suddenly, it works. Weird, to me. Must be stranger to them. Sometimes I do have to fix something. Wanna know the secret? Turn it off. Wait five s

Star Wars Halloween Costume
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Love Is But A Curse
Love Is But A Curse By Cursed Cowboy These tears I cry is my life story, Of pain and missery which I hold tight. My life is full of torment which I can not defeat. I can not stand anymore this pain is too great, My body achs from life of sorrow. My heart can take it no longer, I pray for it to just stop beating. Death is around the corner waiting for me, Holding out its arms in joyful missery. I wish for death to end this pain, Selfish and greedy but I do not care. Walk in the shoes of a man in sorrow, Who pain is too great to go much further. My eyes are blurry from these tears I shed, My knees hurt from all this praying. God does not hear my prayer, It falls on deaf ears. Fire grows inside my heart, I damn the one who did this to me! I curse your name to the ends of the world! I have become what I fear and hate, Everything is wrong and can not be fixed. I am too far gone to be saved, No one can end this pain I feel. I walk alone forever to live in tor

Ropes And Nails
I crossed another line out of my comfort zone last weekend. I signed up to be rope bound at a club. So the fact that I was in public was the first turn on. The second was the man roping me and the third was 2 specific men watching. The man roping me was just learning from a master, so it took longer than expected, but I was thoroughly enjoying the anticipation. By the time he finished the process, I was nearly hyperventilating and weakened by an uncontrollable exiliration. I was led around by my binder, which made me more playful and "awake", but when he was untying me, I started feeling weak and faint again. He was behind me and one of the other men was in front playing with me. He had to hold me up and help me to my car...well, ok, his car. The night continues into morning, but my story doesn't....at least not for now. Let's just say that as much as long fingernails on men have been a turn off for me, there are definite advantages.

Thank You For Helping :)
**********************BONUS********************** i feel like buying some drinks, and i love comments...so ALL COMMENTS GET A DRINK!!! LETS GET SHITFACED!!!!! hello friends! well...the ones who read my blogs anyways8-p8-p8-p8-p8-p:D:D:D:D:D i hope everyone had a great hump day! i had a great day! 2cnd day at my new job and already got a doll hair raise! yay meeeee! :D:D:D 8-p i want to thank so many of my friends, that have helped me for the past few days, and have gotten me close to over 16,000 votes! you guys truely are the best!!! you make me feel so good :) here is a list of friends i would like to thank :) they are just people i have noticed in there helping me as much as they could. if ive left you out...please let me know!! i want to know who all the friends who helped are, because i want to be able to personally thank you all. i am keeping a running list :D :) james dazzy - just me metal ron deja lou charley sphere freak john h maloney sirva

Lip Lovers Happy Hour Contest!
The Lip Lovers Contest will run: October 26, 2007 6pm PST through November 5, 2007 6pm PST Let your back up know! Mwah! Contest Rules Clarification: The blaster mentioned in the rules, is a script that comment bombs automatically. This has nothing to do with the blasts we see on our fubar page.. those are just fine! :) Please make sure your entire face is in your photo, not just your luscious lips :D If you are interested in entering this contest please fu-mail! Your Host: drkreflections~CLUB F.A.R.~INTERCEPTOR FOR THE PRIDE~WSC~RL Wife to Will~@ fubar

Joke 3
Obituary of Common Sense! Today, we mourn the passing of an old friend by the name of Common Sense. Common Sense lived a long life, but died from heart failure at the brink of the Millennium. No one really knows how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He selflessly devoted his life to service in schools; hospitals, homes, factories and offices, helping folks get jobs done without fanfare and foolishness. For decades, petty rules, silly laws and frivolous lawsuits held no power over Common Sense. He was credited with cultivating such valued lessons as to know when to come in from rain, the early bird gets the worm and life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn), reliable parenting strategies (the adults are in charge, not the kids), and it's okay to come in second. A veteran of the Industrial Revolution, the Great Depression, and the Technological Revolution

Is It Possible
I was gonna mumm this but figured i didnt want to hear sarcastic comments from a bunch of other ppl. Is it possible for a person to fall in love with two ppl at the same time? My husband and i split like 4 months ago and i fell for someone. shortly after i fell for someone else. I was confused on what i wanted. One was closer, could provide a stable home and said all the things i wanted to hear. the other was just natural at showing how he cared and it was so easy to fall for him. so i ended up going with the first one and he was the wrong choice. but i just could not decide that is what made it hard. I ended up hurting the second one and i can understand how he feels. I really wanted to try to work something out with the second one and now he wont, says he needs time to think about things. I know he feels rejection, i completley understand that, but if he loved me as much as he said he did, why not give it a go and see what happens. nobodies perfect and we often take the w

Juggalo's And Juggalette's! What's Wrong With You Guys? (copied From "krystal The Juggalette" Mcl)
Below are the saddening views of Violent J himself... Important words from Violent J!! Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at s

Need Help!
This lovely lady is trying to win a happy hour.. Please go help her out in this contest.. Even if you do not bomb, I ask that you go and rate the pic and leave a comment for her.. Every comment counts. Thanks (repost of original by 'ICANBURS~Please Read My Profile' on '2007-10-22 04:33:42')

Women Translated....from My Point Of View! Please Comment.
While deleting friends last night, something brilliant came to mind, and i just couldnt help but to share this with the world. It seems that i have an amazing talent for decoding what women say. After many years of dealing with all you crazy bitches....i guess i have picked up on your language, and now im going to share it with the world, and expose you all for the lying, manipulative, shallow, hateful, vindictive bitches that you are! Please enjoy! "Hes cute" = Hes not ugly, hes just not good enough looking to date ME! "Hes trustworthy" = Hes not much to look at, so i know he will never leave me. "I need some distance" = This is my way of letting you down easy, and slowly phasing you out of my life! "Im not ready for a relationship right now" = You just arent good enough looking, and im shallow enough to judge you that way! "Hes so ramantic" = Im dating a pansy! "Are you going to wear THAT?" = I completely hate every article of clothing in your wardrobe, and

A Little About Me!!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:SusanBirthday:17 JulyBirthplace:Roma,QLDCurrent Location:Roma, (Left and came back...I am not a hillbilly..lol)Eye Color:Blue/green hazelHair Color:BurgundyHeight:175cm (5'9)Right Handed or Left Handed:RightYour Heritage:English/French Canadian/IrishThe Shoes You Wore Today:NoneYour Weakness:My compassionYour Fears:Heights,drugsYour Perfect Pizza:Round??!!??Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Going to America

Distorted Perspectives?
this up coming weekend marks the beginning of the "i hate this time of year" thing for me.... (something which few people know, because I'm usually just down on 4 specific days, and fake a smile thru the rest during the period from 11-3 thru 12-15) but I think I'll explain since well.... I feel like it I guess. November 4th, 1947 - my Mother (Lynne)'s birthday December 13th, 1994 - Mom passed away. ((12 days of christmas....)) November 3rd, 1998 - my daughter Ashley (my "bright eyes") was born December 11th, 1998 - Ashley passed away from SIDS (sudden infant death syndrome) December 13th, 2006 - I watched my grandfather pass away (literally minutes -seconds even?- from being 12 yrs and 12 hrs after my mother's aniversary) ((see blog titled "a life lived well" for the full details.... I just don't feel like getting into it right now.)) anyway, a friend of the family, Daniel Wolfenbarger passed away on Tuesday of this week.... I've known him since I was a baby. I saw him

A Nightmare Alone
In the darkness of night, I lie alone on my bed Many thoughts of you running through my head Remembering the smile on your loving face Cherishing forever our last embrace The strength of your arms, the way they felt When I am in your arms, I completely melt The way you smile as you look at me When your eyes are peering, so lovingly The silkiness of your adoring and wanting touch That thought alone makes me miss you so much The sweet flavor of your enchanting kiss Oh, the way that makes me feel is utterly bliss The way your lips graze lightly over my skin As the heat of the moment starts to sink in If you only knew what your love does to me If only there was a way to allow you to see Your love fills my heart in so many ways As it will for the rest of my living days It encompases the person that looks back at you With you by my side, I could never feel blue Your love raises my life to higher planes In words, there's just no w

The Ice Girls
THIS IS MY SEXY FU WIFE AND GIRLFRIENDS MAUHZZZZZZ BABY IceAngel ~Dirty South Crew~ ~Ice's fu wife~ ~CO-Owner of D&DC~@ fubar THIS IS MY GOOD SEXY FRIEND CALLIE ~SiMpLy AmAzInG {DSC} Fu Wife to Tim~Dirty Addiction Greeter~I.B.I.C.~S.B.A.B@ fubar THIS IS MY GOOD FRIEND SWEETFOX2007 SHES A HUNNY Sweetfox2007 DSC / D&DC ~ FU wife to " And your point is" Hooka to DoeEyes@ fubar THE SEXY BEAUTIFUL MYSTEFI IS A SWEETIE Mystêfyï~I.B.I.C.~♥D.S.C.♥~FB wife to Jim~@ fubar THE IS MY SWEET FRIEND AND A VERY CARING YOUNG LADY JADA ~ JADA ~ {DSC always} {IBIC} ~ Fubar Wife to Recondoc and His Real Life Fiancee'...hehehehe~@ fubar THIS IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST LADIES I HAVE EVER MET AND VERY GOOD FRIEND DANYA ~CCA~ LIVIN LIFESTYLES 2 LOUNGE OWNER~D&DC RECRUITER~*Virgo's Family~DSC~SPIRIT BOMBERS~@ fubar THIS IS A BEAUTIFUL LADY INSIDE AND OUT AND A DEAR FRIEND SHES VERY AWESOME THE LOVELY BRENNA DJ *Brenna~{Dirty South Crew} Dirty Addiction ~I.B

November 9, 2007
You've got more power than you may realize and now is the best time to exert it. Try not to step on too many toes -- you may need the people they're attached to at some later date! Your brain is a big help.

Crush....
Hello to everybody... Ho are u doing today? i hope everythings is fine... I will not take too much of your time.. This morning i found out someone have a crush on me.. So all i can say is thanks... i apprecciate that cause is a way of love...and right now this world need of that... Lots kisses and thanks for your time... Luigi

"the Yellow Rose"
(a persons beauty is never just skin deep my friends) "THE YELLOW ROSE" AN ORCHID IS A FLOWER,THAT BLOOMS BY MOONLIGHT; IT'S A MESMERIZING WONDER,LIKE LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. THE PICTURE THAT YOU SEE,AS YOU STAND AT A MIRROR; PALES BY COMPARISON,IT'S INNER BEAUTY I HOLD DEAR. LOVE CAN BE MAGICAL,THE MISSING LINK IN A CHAIN; YOU RISK IT ALL BY OPENING YOUR HEART,WITH EVERYTHING TO GAIN. LIKE DEW FORMING ON A PETAL,AS THE SUN BEGINS TO RISE; YOU BURN A HOLE IN MY SOUL,BY THE TWINKLE IN YOUR EYES. BLOOD SEEPS FROM A ROSE,AN AROMA YOU CAN SEE; THE PROTECTOR OF THE FLOWER,HAS BEEN GIVEN TO A BEE. THE REFLECTION OF A STAR,LEAVES CATCHING THE RAY; BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS TO HELP YOU,MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY. THE PAINFUL MEMORIES FADING,AS YOU LISTEN TO THE RAIN; WORDS OF COMFORT SOOTHING,REMOVING ALL THE PAIN. THROES OF PASSION GENTLE,SENSATION AT IT'S HEIGHT; A WHISPER IN YOUR EAR,"YOU'RE NOT ALONE TONIGHT."

Theres Something About Jae
Ok sports fans its about time I made a blog and since some of you dont know a damn thing about me that aint written on my body I will help you out by making a getting to know me blog here goes.... 1. I like poptarts...yes I know just go with it 2. I have a thing for green eyes....once again just go with it 3. Dont act like you're a dime when you're not cuz I will ask for my change back 4. Its your hair you bought it so flaunt that shit 5. I can pee without getting it on the toilet seat....thats a helluva skill ive heard 6. Cash gifts are accepted 7. Im a nerd...dont let the looks fool you 8. I talk alot of shit but its all in fun dont get butt hurt 9. If you ever get offended by something that I say that probably means it applied to you and you resemble that remark so dont bitch at me 10. 99% of the time im having fun the other 1% im bullshittin Well theres the first of many "amazing" blogs I hope that it helps you to understand me

Contest Ends Tomorrow At Noon...
OK THIS IS THE LAST CALL FOR HELP..LOL. THE CONTEST I AM IN WILL END TOMORROW AT NOON..YEAH! I AM ASKING ONCE MORE FOR EVERYBODY WHO SEES THIS PLEASE CLICK THE PIC LINK AND LEAVE ME SOME COMMENTS..OUT OF EVERYONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST 474 PEOPLE ONLY 25 PEOPLE HAVE HELPED ME...BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS THOSE 25 FRIENDS HAVE HELPED ME SO FAR STAY IN SECOND PLACE...PEACE TO YA ALL AND THANKS. SO HERES THE PIC LINK I WOULD APPRECIATE THE HELP

Movies
Alright, being a normal red blooded male human (or at least that is my present incarnation.) I do have a fondness for the female form. However, a line has to be drawn somewhere. My preference would be in the film industry. I am not saying get rid of nudity altogether, but don't just put tits and ass in a movie in the hopes of getting a larger audience. Consider some of the classic movies of all time, such as Casablanca, Key Largo, any of the Bogart and Bacall movies actually. You never saw an inch of skin, yet, her sex appeal was not to be denied. It did not take nudity to give her that, but talent, and the fact that she was a classic beauty. Even in her old age, Lauren Bacall was something to behold. The same is true for other movies, as the industry moved out of the two beds in the bedroom, to one bed in the bedroom, there still was no need for nudity. The classic kiss with a fade to black was enough... it even got a couple of movies banned in Boston. With the sixt

Drinkin
Gotta play it smart start thinking when im drinkin gotta play it cool cant lose my temper, act a fool but that shit is hard for me girls playin games with me so its hard to stay chilled when im payin with my bills, but they fuckin me playin games, givin names make me think i gotta chance, im gonna get laid im already in her pants, shes grabbin up on me im like ya im gonna score then she says im too young, what am i four? fuck the bitches, fuck the cockblock fuck the game and lies bitches trippin, while im flippin, im goin get between then thighs singin, sittin, chillin with the bitches gettin tipsy gotta watch for the po, cuz my temper starts slippin gettin fucked by my own what the fucks up with that shit gonna cockblock my ass over some bitch thats bullshit, he knows it and i shoulda beat his ass but im better then that, despite the control i lack but it woulda happened fast so im singing what im thinking all the shits thats on my mind but its fine, i g

Demon Fansites @ Myspace
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Check Out Lady Mels Sexy Spot!
Do you want to have a sexy time with exciting chat and great music? Then click on the link below to join Lady Mel's Sexy spot featuring Hot Rocks Radio. We are a no drama lounge and a LOT of fun. Come by and say hello! This great mix of all request Rock and Roll can be heard in these other cool lounges also!

Advice Please!
So, 10 months ago we decided to move due to almost being robbed in our last apartment. We moved into a 3 bedroom with a guy friend Zeke. We thought it would be cool considering we all worked together and was awesome friends. 3 days later he quits and finds a new job at O'Charlies down the road and starts to become a new person. I never knew that new people could take such a personal and extreme difference on someone but hey not my buisness. We made a list of rules before moving in that included not smoking cigs in the apartment and noone touching Zeke's personal things in the computer room. We have 100% went by these and have tried not to disrespect anyone for that matter. About a month ago Zeke's new (and I mean by 2 weeks) girlfriend comes and cries to us about her 3 guy roommates kicking her to the curb and she had no other place to go. I am generally a warm hearted and weak hearted person so I said she could stay with us. Thing about is that I personally had to ask her ab

Love
night and day i think of you being with you all through time resting your head my chest and comforting you arms around me with the black light on and moon smiling down on us and stars sparkling in your eyes making me believe that your the right one for me hoping praying and wishing this well never end

I Miss You....
I Miss you so much right now, i can't wait to see you again..... Your all i ever think about anymore..... The way your eyes look at me, the touch of your lips on mine, how i love you so much, and how much you love me..... I would do anything for you..... I just wish you could see the way you make me feel, how wonderful this is all to me..... When i fall asleep in your arms, that was my best dream.....

An Angels Kiss (nola's Poem)
An Angels Kiss By J. S. Monti The daily thoughts of mortal man, Ne’er stray toil till days end. When nights dark cloak a solemn veil. Leads to dreams of failures tale. In this deep and restless night, Nightmares come in wingless flight. A vision seen in black and white. Hovers o’er this head tonight. Flowing robes and open hand, Beckons nearer to her stand. To look into her soul-less eyes, Facing truth? Or countless lies. A swirling sea of smoky mist, Surrounds the earth neath clenching fist. In icy columns chilling blood. Tears I weep in torrent flood. Then burst upon this dreary scene, An Angel sent my soul redeem. In blinding color standing there, Eyes of blue and red of hair. Dressed in flowing gown of white, Stark contrast to this endless night. Eyes of comfort, warmth, and love. Sent to me from God above. And in those lovely eyes so blue, Speaks to me of love so true. Her arms around me safely tight. Gets me through another night.

Racists Blow Goats!!!!!!
OK when I joined this site it was cause I wanted to meet new people and being raised by my parents I was taught to respect all people I grew up in Hawaii so I got along great there geeee I wonder why umm maybe cause I was raised how I was raised I take people as they are. I have seen more and more posts recently of people making racist remarks to people and I am sick of it. I have friends of all races religions and creeds, My grand kids are of mixed race my niece and nephews are of mixed race..... i.e they are of the one true race called HUMAN!!!!!!! just like me and all my friends if your one of these ignorant asses that want to go around spouting racial slurs get the hell off my friends list dont talk to me dont say bye or anything just go crawl back into your pool of scum or under your rock an leave me alone I dont want you around. To all my friends sorry if I said anything that offends you in this but I am tired of slime balls infesting a good place to meet people Thanks all Ke

Rating Someone #1
this is my very first blog.. so please bare with me.. im just so annoyed right now with the way one person just rated me tonite! a "#1" as in One!! And you want to know why? All cause I beat her playing a few games !! How unfair is that? I have rated each and every person on here a "10", why not... LOL...besides the 1 rating I got tonite ,, my only other was a 7... every single person who came to my page rated 10's. so my only one QUESTION is~~~~~~~ How do you rate peoples pics?? (really by appearance or are you just polite? (ok it was a 2 part question! lol

Marine Night Before Christmas
The MARINES Night Before Christmas Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give, and to see just who in this home did live. As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I'd seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene, Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine. Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was cl

A Sad Heart I Own ~
EVER HAVE THAT FEELING OF BEING LEFT BEHIND.. NO LONGER IN THAT PERSONS HEART OR MIND.. YOU ONLY WISH THE BEST FOR THEM IN THE END.. HAPPINESS FOR THEM YOU SEND... YOUR HEART BREAKS A LITTLE AT TIME... REMEMBERING WHEN THEY WERE MINE.. WITH EVERY LASTING BREATH IN MY LUNGS I WILL LOVE YOU... TRUST AND BELIEVE WHAT I SPEAK IS TRUE.. I HOPE YOU FIND THE JOY YOU ARE LOOKING FOR.. YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART FOR EVER MORE.. THIS IS NOT A GOOD BYE AND I AM NOT LETTING GO.. JUST TELLING YOU WHAT I WANT YOU TO KNOW.. I LOVE YOU TO DEATH~ shelly l. harris 12/14/2007

Chicken With A Train
Chicken with a Train 1995 Honorable Mention Confirmed True by Darwin Bowling Green, Ohio student Robert Ricketts, 19, had his head bloodied when he was struck by a Conrail train. He told police he was trying to see how close to the moving train he could place his head without getting hit.

Men
I am so sick of men who just want to get into my pants!!!! All they wanna know is if I can turn on my cam or play with them on the phone. I tell them to leave me alone but they keep calling me. I don't wanna hear about how hard they are or how horney they are because I could really give a fuck!!!!! Then I'm also pissed at men who pretend to be my friend because they think that if they are nice they will eventually get some. Listen you stupid fucks!! If a woman is attracted to you she will have you. There is no convincing her, persuading her or blackmailing her either she wants you or not. Real simple. If you are my friend, be my friend don't do it because you think I will have sex with you that's so shitty.

Rain On My Window
Rain on my window I hear thunder in the distance the sky turns darker black a smile forms upon my lips the rain is coming back I walk to my balcony door a cool breeze washes through its refreshing and cleansing I can taste the alluring dew The rain spatters on my roof lightning flashes in the sky goosebumps erupt on my skin and my body relaxes with a sigh Splashing in puddles making all things wet catching rain on my tongue its something I won't regret I see rain on my window as I stroll back inside why are so many afraid they avoid this and hide The rain ends quickly lightning and thunder ensue this night would only be better if I could have shared it with you

Holiday Stupidity
Yes that's right my friends, holiday stupidity. If you already haven't heard, they, as in the nation's idiots, want to have department store Santas, to not say................."Ho ho ho." I can't even begin to describe how stupid this is. All I know, is if when Santa says, "Ho ho ho," and it makes you think he's referring to you, don't complain. Go sit in Santa's big jolly lap, and ever so sweetly ask him................."Santa, all I want for Christmas is the ability to close my fucking legs." There, simple, yes? The day that we as a nation decide to change something so traditional, so we don't offend the hoes, is the day we truly fail as a refined society. It's bad enough the yuppy fucks already have all the Christmas spirit out of Christmas, making it so children never experience it as joyous as we did as kids. Do we have to ruin it more? Like Lewis Black said about certain people, "We should take all of them and put them in a big room till they figure it out. And if they don't, we

New Photos
I believe the title of this blog says it all. I added some pics that were promptly rated NSFW so unless you are on my friend's list you can't see them. So send and add request if you are interested. I even added my salute pic not that I found it necessary after all how many guys pretend to be middle aged white guys? lol

My Inspiration
this letter is from my boo scooter black and i would like to share it with u all. I LOVE YOU BABY. YOU LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL SLEEPING. I PAID THE GAS AND ELECTRIC BILL. I AM GLAD YOU HAD A GOOD MEAL FINALY WITHOUT GETTING SICK. MY HEART ACHES WHEN WE ARE APART. I JUST LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH, JUST WANT YOU TO REST AND SLEEP WELL, AND HAVE A GOOD DIALYSIS RUN WEDNESDAY. I PRAY EVERY NIGHT FOR GOD TO WATCH OVER YOU AND TO GIVE YOU STRENGTH, GOOD HEALTH AND A NEW KIDNEY. I WANT TO GROW OLD WITH YOU AND LOVE YOU TILL MY LAST BREATH AND BEYOND. LOVE YOU WILD THANG XOXO SCOOTER

Dear God.....
dear God i pray that my time will be the best today that you watch over me as i ride and you stay close by my side keeping me safe and my faith intact i know all will go well if you have my back god it is time to cowboy up and give it our best i will do the riding and you do the rest

Contest
best smile contest will start jan 5th send me the link of the pic you want in it winner will receve a 3month vip or month blast second prize ticker pack OR 7 day blast third prize one day blast first to 20,000 coments gets a big pimpen gift and 20,000 fubucks rules coment bombing is alowed and you can coment bomb your slef so have fun DJ FAUST

Confusion Illusion
What am i gonna do these girls got my head buzzin cant figure out which one im spose to be loving my minds got me questionin the motives in my heart alison or leah my worlds gettin torn apart this inner battle's raging while im sittin in my cell i see their pictures in my head,its puttin me through hell they're both so beautiful,dem baby blue eyes sorry that im staring but you got me hypnotized chorus-what am i gonna do what am i gonna say mix and match emotions, these games and i cannot play gotta face the facts one i gotta choose think of what i have, think of what ill lose-end chorus ok wait a minute heart, lets start from the beginning love was just a game,its one i wasnt winning i was graduatin, leah started 9th grade we'd grown up together, a point thats well played just a matter of time before the sparks flew but she didnt put out so i played her off too she came over, visit me, caught me in the act told me she hated me, shed never want me back it took me a w

Still
well, I got my phone back on after a slight disagreement with my phone company(YES I payed the bill) but still no dsl! ARRRGHHHH so if I can't figure it out after work tonight I may just be on dialup for a while (fate worse than death)

Ladies Please Read
if mr cooter eater bugs ya he is harmless and a perv...sorry if it alarmed any of you...i will speak to him tomorrow bout it....you can do as you like with his friend requests....as its not my concern hahaha...xoox my special girls!!!!

~without You~
AND IF THE RAIN MAY FALL TOMORROW, ALL MY BLUE SKIES TURN TO GREY IT'S OK BUT IF I NEVER HOLD YOU CLOSE NEVER HAVE YOUR HEART TO KEEP NEVER HAVE THE CHANCE TO KISS YOUR LIPS SO SWEET THEN ID NEVER BE THE SAME FOR THERE WOULD BE NO GREATER PAIN THEN LIVING LIFE WITHOUT YOU. AND SHOULD THE WORLD BE FILLED WITH SORROW ALL THAT'S OF LOVE MAY FADE AWAY IT'S OK BUT IF YOU NEVER SHARE MY LIFE NEVER KNOW THE REASON WHY THEN I GUESS I'LL ALWAYS BE NOTHING YOU WOULD WANT OR NEED THEN I'LL DHAVE TO LIVE MY LIFE THEN I'LL HAVE TO LIVE MY LIFE THEN I'LL HAVE TO LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU. I NEVER WANT TO LIVE WITOUT YOU BABY I LOVE YOU THIS MUCH I AM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING AND WISH U WOULD SEE WHAT WE HAVE AND HOW SPECIAL OUR LOVE REALLY IS I KNOW U STILL FEEL ME CUZZ I STILL FEEL YOU. I LOVE U HUNNY WHY CANT YOU SEE THAT YOU ARE THE ONE WHO MAKES ME COMPLETE. LETS PUT THE PAST BEHIND AND START A NEW. I WANT TO START AGAIN AND LIVE MY LIFE WITH YOU I LOVE YOU SWEETHEA

What I Don't Need.......
I don't need your lies, your promises that contain so much bullshit that they turn your lips brown before they leave your lips. I don't need your sympathy. Damn sure don't need your pity. You can move your lips and empty words spew and you type the nicest words but if you can't show me that you mean what you say, save your breath and save your keyboard. I am woman enough to accept that some things last only for a season and then the next season slowly moves in and the old one is pushed away. I may be bruised, but trust me, I've had hundreds of bruises that went a lot deeper. You only bruised the top layers. I've bounced back from bruises that broke my soul, fucked my mind, ripped my heart out from my body. It wasn't easy, but it's made me into the woman that I am today. The woman that can move on without looking back. That can accept the fact that I will never be good enough to be the one that any man calls "his girl." I am who I am and it's your loss that it's not good enou

Stealing Dragon Eggs
THIS is not a joke, the LINK IS SAFE* Just need some help here folks! Please help my dragon egglings to grow! Click on each and show some LOVE! You never know, a lost dragon egg might follow you home! To steal your own dragon egg click here!

My First Happy Hour
THIS MAN IS AMAZING HE IS ALWAYS LENDING A HAND TO HELP EVERYONE HE CAN LEVEL. NOW ITS TIME TO RETURN THE LOVE. MIKEY NEEDS 50K FOR A HAPPY HOUR!! PLEASE COME HELP HIM OUT HE ALWAYS RETURNS THE LOVE.

Bondage
Bondage, or the act of restraining another, can be a heady, erotic form of play. For those practitioners, the tying or being tied by another can have a profound affect on their level of sexual energy. For the dominant to have the consensual trust of a submissive who allows him to render her completely helpless by bondage… it is a very powerful feeling. There aren’t many leaps of faith that are bigger. Bondage is among the most intense of games people play with each other. There are as many reasons for doing it as there are people who indulge. Bondage safety is the responsibility of all parties involved. It should not and does not fall exclusively on the shoulders of one partner. No matter where your interest is in the power dynamic when playing bondage games you should never under estimate your personal responsibility for making the bondage as safe as it is stimulating. For the bondage bottom, submissive, or slave that is involved in the bondage game (you know… the one that gets

Seeping Relationships
Deeping Relationships Friendship and love Like classical music A serenade bonding A sensual beauty That never dies or grows old Love frozen in time Like a record played forever In a timeless realm of destiny or fate An artistic fascination Cherished to most Lost to few And like a merry go round Its porcelain beauty will shine In its own greatness of life As my love and friendship Shines for you.

What Do My Lips Say
What Do Your Lips Say About You? My Result: Understated Charm Whether you're delivering a sweet smooch or a well-chosen compliment, a kind and centered sweetie like you uses your lips to show how much you care. You're a great listener who's got a knack for knowing what — and what not — to say. Subtle and down-to-earth, you're not totally consumed by fussy fashions or high-maintenance beauty routines. We'd bet you're most comfortable in simple styles that let your genuine self shine through. Seems just right for a go-with-the-flow gal like you! Take this test >

Military Humvee
> center>MILITARY FAMILY MEMBERS HUMVEE > So... Some friends and I have recently gotten really involved in doing all those fubar trains and things BUT the one thing we haven't found is a MILITARY FAMILY train. So we have decided to start one. Here are the rules: > > 1. Of course fan rate and add all members on the train :D > > 2. MUST be a family member of someone in the military OR an actual service member OR a prior service member. Can be ANY branch as long as it's military. Even reserve family is welcome. You can be a mom, sister, brother, fiance, girlfriend, wife, daughter, son, whatever as long as you are military. > > 3. NO DRAMA!!! Seriously this is all for our support why start drama if you DON'T like someone involved then don't speak to them. No need to act like a child :D > > 4. >MUST HAVE A SALUTE! BUT if you don't but do have the military logo you can jump on. IF you have neither... you ca

Alone
Alone in the darkness, Searching for life, Wanting to be needed, Yearning to be loved, Emptiness fills my heart, I long to feel wanted, No longer to be alone, My soul flies freely searching, For a mate that can never be found, Tears run like a river, As I realize I'm all alone, Forever to walk within the darkness alone.

About Me ( Please Read
First off I speak my mind, secondly if you dont like what i have to say then tough, third i love sex, fourth i love eating pussy ( can do it for hours ), fifth I love the feel of a woman squirting on my face, sixth I love music and movies. Most the time I push the edge. I love getting people irritated to see how much it takes till they break, but if you take me serious then you have serious internet issues. Last of all treat me the way you want to be treated. If I piss you off or something you dont like then speak your mind. Also one day I am will create the MASK Club.

Oh....
"Oh" The world is blowing up The world is caving in The world has lost her way again But you are here with me But you are here with me Makes it ok I hear you still talk to me As if you're sitting in that dusty chair Makes the hours easier to bare I know despite the years alone I'll always listen to you sing your sweet song And if it's all the same to you I love you oh so well Like a kid loves candy and fresh snow I love you oh so well Enough to fill up heaven overflow and fill hell Love you oh so well And it's cold and darkness falls It's as if you're in the next room so alive I could swear I hear you singing to me I love you oh so well Like a kid loves candy and fresh snow I love you oh so well Enough to fill up heaven overflow and fill hell Love you oh so well The world is blowing up The world is caving in The world has lost her way again But you are here with me But you are here with me Makes it ok Oh girl yo

More From Leo Buscaglia
"The person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, is nothing, and becomes nothing. He may avoid suffering and sorrow, but he simply cannot learn and feel and change and grow and love and live.” “A loving relationship is one in which the loved one is free to be himself -- to laugh with me, but never at me; to cry with me, but never because of me; to love life, to love himself, to love being loved. Such a relationship is based upon freedom and can never grow in a jealous heart.” " Love yourself—accept yourself—forgive yourself—and be good to yourself, because without you the rest of us are without a source of many wonderful things.” "We seem to gain wisdom more readily through our failures than through our successes. We always think of failure as the antithesis of success, but it isn't. Success often lies just the other side of failure.” "Love is always open arms. If you close your arms about love you will find that you are left holding only yourself.” “L

Smile ... Or More
1. Men are like laxatives. They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like bananas. The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like weather. Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like blenders. You need one, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like chocolate bars. Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like commercials. You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like department stores. Their clothes are always 1/2 off! 8. Men are like government bonds. They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like mascara. They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like popcorn. They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like snowstorms. You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like lava lamps. Fun to look at, but not very bright. 13. Men are like parking spots. All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped

Donnas Kissing Booth
Donna's KIssing Booth Kissing is probably the most physically romantic two people can get. There really is no wrong way to kiss. The thing to remember is that everybody kisses differently and different people prefer different ways of kissing. Some people, believe it or not, are appalled at the idea of French Kissing or using your tongue while you kiss. While others can't imagine kissing without using your tongue. The thing is to try kissing that person a few times before deciding how you and your partner prefer kissing and to get used to the way that person kisses. A first kiss should always be done while the two of you are alone. This will help to avoid any unnecessary nervousness and embarrassing situations. The best type of kiss is one that uses different variations, such as starting with a small kiss, working into a French Kiss, maybe sucking on your partner's upper or lower lip, then trying the other two types. And don't just leave kisses to the lips. Kiss their cheeks, th

Star-bathing
Star-Bathing by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) We met at the garden gate per my request. The autumn evening was still warm with breezes coming off the bayou outside our French hideaway. You greeted me with a tender kiss and that smile I know and love. "Where are you takin' me sweetheart?" You asked inquisitively. "Some place special, you'll see." We began to walk hand in hand down the path towards a small boat banked on the shore of the bayou. The breeze caught my sheer summery dress revealing my creamy skin bathed by the moonlight. "You are beautiful, love." You said as you kissed my head. Your voice caresses my soul, sending heavenly spirits jolting throughout my body. I adore you so. "Look what we have here!" I said, with a tone of suggested surprise and excitement, and climbed into the boat. You know me better than that. "I think you already knew this was here darlin'. Are you gonna make me work on our date?" You said with an arched brow. "I promi

I Got Suckered Into Sumfin Sooooo...
Cuz I was Suckered Into This.... Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Weird/Random Facts 1.) I Totally Love Monsters Inc. O n Cars the movie.. =0) 2.) I Dunn Wanna Grow Up - Immma Toyz R Us Kid. 3.) Absolutely LOVE Blue Berries. 4.) I use to write poems,don't anymore..=((3 have been published) 5.) Really Drunk People irritate me for some reason.. 6.) Wish I wasn't so self Conscience. 7.) Pink Floyd By Far is Way Better Then AC/DC.(Neener Neener YOTD For Suckerin' Me into This) 8.) General Tso's Wiff Pork Fried Rice is my Fav. 9.) I can Grill Ma A$$ Off. 10.) I LOVE Mountain Dew!!! Tagg Ur it Fowkerz HA! HA! HA!=0): DJ Kraz

Things You Might Not Know
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm 5' tall 2. I have a chow and 2 cats 3. I'm scared to death of heights 4. I do volunteer work at a local Elementary school and I LOVE it!!!! 5. I love sunsets at the beach...lol..surprise, surprise 6. I really don't care for sweets 7. I rarely turn on the tv..would much rather listen to music 8. I was a cheerleader...eons ago..lol 9. I live in Fl and hate swimming...lol 10. I have a zillion allergies...maybe not a zillion...lol

~fu-friendships~
Here is your life. Fubar Here is where you find your friends. Conversation. Pics, stash, blogs, mumms all share the inner most parts of who you are with your friends and potential new friends. You laugh, gossip, send fu-gifts, fupal fubucks and fu-drinks to your friends. You go to their page and leave comments. Friends are so good to have. They make you laugh, comfort you when you are upset. They share your deepest secrets. You buy (with REAL money) blasts, VIPs and HH for your friends. THEN WHY IN THE HELL do your friends have to post a bulletin asking you to help them level. help them in the contest they are in by leaving comments and rates WHY? Get off your ass and BE A FRIEND!!! Know what your FRIEND needs so they shouldn't have to post pathetic bulletins. Not that they are pathetic. but you as the friend that knows your friend is in need and all you do sit there looking at your monitor, DUH!!! Not Helping your friend you ar

Hello......i Need Your Help!
I have some new pictures of me, please stop by and take a look at them. Please rate them so i might as more. I am not here for ratings, i am here for friendship but I would hope you might help me level up so can share more pictures about me and my life to you. HUGSsssss to all of you and talk to you soon.! Pete

For Joy
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. My 10 1. I drink, ALLOT! 2. I used to sing in a death metal band. 3. I play Blue grass and Outlaw Country now. 4. I hate doing shit like this. 5. I work all the freakin' time. 6. Zane Gray is my favorite author. 7. I LOVE sushi!!! 8. I don't hunt(nothing against it, just don't) 9. Cowboy boots RULE!!! 10. I'm a neat freak. Sorry Joy, I'm not sending this to anyone ;))

Fu-drama And Personal Guilt
I probably need to step away from Fubar for a bit. I've met some pretty wonderful people. Some of whom I care about pretty deeply. I treasure the moments I've spent with them. The last thing I intended to do was cause pain to anyone. I got fu-married to a wonderful, sweet, lovely woman. This has caused pain to people I care for. People I'd crushed on. Friends. 'Family' members. I can't take that back. To anyone wounded, or who has felt slighted, all I can say is I'm sorry. I never wanted to mess with anyone's heart. You are all pretty special people. I probably need to step back for a bit and reassess who I am here, and what I've done. Again, I'm sorry. ~jgw

Contest Thru March 1st Please Help!!!!
COME HELP MARI WIN!!! RATE & COMMENT BOMB! Hey y'all i'm in a contest (My girl Jamma is in the same one so show her some love too!) so stop by and rate me & leave comments pretty please!!!!! Thanks so much! Here's the link:Mari Please take a few minutes of your valuable time and help me win! My birthday is next Sunday the 24th & I'd love to finally be in the lead as a birthday gift. Thanks for reading!

The Republican Fisherman
The Republican Fisherman A woman in a hot air balloon realized she was lost. She lowered her altitude and spotted a man in a boat below. She shouted to him, "Excuse me, can you help me? I promised a friend I would meet him an hour ago, but I don't know where I am." The man consulted his portable GPS and replied, "You're in a hot air balloon, approximately 30 feet above a ground elevation of 2346 feet above sea level. You are at 31 degrees, 14.97 minutes north latitude and 100 degrees, 49.09 minutes west longitude." She rolled her eyes and said, "You must be a Republican." "I am," replied the man. "How did you know?" "Well," answered the balloonist, "everything you told me is technically correct, but I have no idea what to do with your information, and I'm still lost. Frankly, you've not been much help to me." The man smiled and responded, "You must be a Democrat." "I am," replied the balloonist. "How did you know?" "Well," said the man, "you don't know w

Broken--lifehouse
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain is there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead I still see your reflection inside of my eyes That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing with a broken heart that's still beating In the pain is there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you I'm hangin' on another day Just to see what you will throw my way And I'm hangin' on to the

Sorrow
so much pain so much sorrow every night i go to bed hoping i dont see tommrow sit here at times with a knife but to afraid to take my life could things get any better they could not get any worse i wake up in pain cuz still no hurse at night i go to bed wishing i were dead so mush pain so much sorrrow this i as do you have a life i can borrow every night i go to bed mad every morning i wake sad yes its true i dont know what to do sometimes i fear the end is not clear sp much pain so much sorrow do i realy have to deal with tommrow

I Remember You!
Woke up to ear the sound of pouring rain, The wind would whisper and I'd think of you. And all the tears you cried, that called my name. And when you needed me I came through. I paint a picture of the days gone by, When love went blind and you would make me see. I'd stare a lifetime into your eyes. So that I knew you were there for me, Time after time, you were there for me. Remember yesterday, walking hand in hand. Love letters in the sand, I remember you. Through the sleepless nights, and every endless day, I'd wanna hear you say, I remember you. We spend the summer with the top rolled down, Wished ever after would be like this. You said "I love you babe," without a sound. I said I'd give my life for just one kiss. I'd live for your smile, and die for your kiss. Remember yesterday, walking hand in hand. Love letters in the sand, I remember you. Through the sleepless nights, and every endless day. I'd wanna hear you say, I remember you. We've had our sh

Hey
just a quick note to let you know, i have not been on for a few days cause i been in the hospital.my heart is causing me problems and i willto under go a heart cath soon. i will be on as my health will allow.please keep me in your prayers. thanks twinkie

Contest I Am Holding.....
Ok kiddies, I am going to have a contest. Using the picture of your choice, it's all about the comments. The person with the most comments wins. Here are the prizes: 1st place 7 day blast 2nd place 1 day blast 3rd place 100k fubucks 4th place 50k fubucks The rules: 1. the contest will be 7 days (dates unknown yet) 2. NO DRAMA and drama of any kind and I will pull your pic and remove you from the contest 3. The winner of the 7 day blast must have at least 10000 comments in order to win 4. The 2nd place winner must have at least 2500 comments 5. the 3rd and 4th place winners must have 250 comments. 6. If you enter you must have a salute and the contest pic can NOT be NSFW. Thats it, if you want to be in it send me a private message! much love always... Nikki P.S. Dont forget to go visit Chill Factor Lounge. Always a good time! Links on my profile. Looking for promoters as well!!!!

Act 4: "the Window"... Extended
Please play this while reading.. Inspired by the song: Act 4: He Start's: I'm so glad I brought us here In this Romantic atmosphere. Hotel Suite, Candle light, Bathing in the moonlight. Holdin you up in this tub Feel your body rubbin up on me. Squirming low to top. Tryna find your comfort spot She Says: See You know just what to do To get the things up out of me The view from here is beautiful But up closer I just got to be. Dry Myself from head to toe Right in front of the window. I like the way you eyeing me It's Secretly arousing me Now I tantalize you as I open my towel against the glass Come here Baby... He Says: My head is fiiled with Fantasies Cause your Siloette was killing me Now your standing over there against the glass without a care if that is where it's gonna be then then is where it's gonna be I grab your neck and kiss you there Then hold your hands up in the air Push them back upon the glass. Kiss your heart

Scarey Week
"Don't be scared" he tells me. Then he tells me he is at the hospital with chest pains. The man I love the man I spent more then thirty years searching for was in the hospital...and he tells me "don't be scared". I was scared I began to panic, I thought all the worst possible thoughts. I thought he was having a heart attack. I thought I would never see him again. I was very scared. I paced the floor what was I to do. I had to go to him, and I did. I walked into the ER of a not so local hospital on Wednesday morning...I didn't leave until Saturday evening( ok I left for an hour on thursday to get some clean clothes and my medications.) I stayed at his bed side frightened that I would lose him and too frightened to let it show how frightened I really was. On Saturday morning a small amount of relief came when we found out it wasn't his heart. But then the fears crept in...if not his heart then what. What is making this wonderful man suffer in this pain. What could be causing hi

Can You Help?
Hello! Natural Witch is in a comment bombing contest. Can any of you take the time to help out? If so, it'd be REALLY appreciated. I don't normally bomb, but she's one of them people that will help a person with anything they need. Thanks!

Spring
OMG my arms are sore my hands hurt an wow I am just wore out! See I am doing yard work while I can before it starts to rain again an well it is kicking my ass LOL. Between yesterday an today I have fully removed one bush, an cut back another. I have posted some pics of what I have been doing an I will add more when I get more done. This weekend I will be having my yard scrapped so I can get it preped an rdy for grass to be put in plus I am putting a small fence around it as well. Plus my lower flower bed needs to be cleaned an rdy for flowers as well. The box I just removed the bush from is gonna be my herb an fruit box. I plan on planting Basil strawyberrys an other nummy things in there with maybe a couple flowers here an there as well. So if you all do not see me on here that often you all will know why!! I promise to post more pics as things go Hugs all

Juggalette Bitch Aka Sara
This is a TRU Juggalette and a sexy one at that give her some mad love and she'll always return tha love. Treat her with respect or she'll split your wig. ♥Juggalette♥Bitch♥aka♥Sara@ fubar

That Is How
and that is how Have you ever seen the morning snow fall prey to the afternoon sun ? That is how my heart melted today when you looked at me and smiled . Have you ever had an ice cream cone around mid day in late august ? That is how my heart melted today when I heard you say my name. Have you ever used a cube of ice just one , to cool your fresh brewed tea ? That is how my heart melted today when I held you in my arms.

Weak Women
OK for all you strong independent women out their, don't you just hate women who are weak minded and can't handle anything and need a man to fix everything for them? Now for the men, I mean seriously, do you really like women who need you for everything and can't even form a single common sense decision without your input? Don't like a women who can challenge you and can stand by you at the same time? I know of a woman who calls her ex-husband for everything. That happens to be my soon to be ex-boyfriend. Wonder why things are not working out between us??????

How I Got The Name "bubblewrap"
Ok, everyone is asking why the name “Bubblewrap”… :P Back in 2006 I took a little joy ride around the Western United States and stopped in Odessa, Texas before heading straight to Jackson, Mississippi. The ride was just less than 800 miles from Odessa to Jackson and it took me about maybe 10 to 12 hours to do it. Now when I got to Jackson MS I went straight to the Harley Shop and saw the Owner and let him know I had did my first Harley Road Trip and made it back on my own. He says “great, we leave at 8am for Odessa Texas at 8am tomorrow” for the Air Show. I told him I had just got in from there and my but was still sore. He said that I could go or stay home it was up to me. Well as we pulled into Fort Worth Texas my butt was really sore and I went into the store and ask the young lady there if they happen to have any “bubblewrap” and she said yes they had just got a fragile shipment in and handed me a bunch of it. I took it to my Harley and attached it to my seat to

I Cannot Promise You Forever
I CANNOT PROMISE YOU FOREVER I SEE IT IN YOUR EYES THE QUESTIONS THAT YOU CANNOT HIDE I SENSE IT IN YOUR TOUCH THE FEELINGS THAT DO NOT SUBSIDE WITH EVERY CONCERN THAT YOU TRY NOT TO EXPRESS TEARS COME POURING HOWEVER HARD YOU SUPPRESS JUST ONE THING I WANT YOU TO KNOW- WHEN YOU HURT I HURT TOO IF ONLY YOU WILL LOVE ME AS COMPLETELY AS I LOVE YOU I CANNOT PROMISE TO LOVE YOU FOREVER BECAUSE TIME CAN MAKE OUR TOUCH COLDER, CAN MAKE US FORGET WHEN WE ARE OLDER, SO STAY WITH ME LONGER, LINGER… I PROMISE TO LOVE YOU NOT FOREVER BUT FOR EVERYDAY UNTIL IT IS OVER!

Men......
Ok so i've been dating this guy for two years. He treats me like shit. I ask myself, why do i stay? And the answer always is : because of the kids. I know its not right to do but i feel i don't have the strength to go on. I am sure there is someone better out there, but will i find him? Who is going to want someone that has four kids? He downgrades me, tells me to leave, just an ass....... and yet i stay. I do have bipolar, so i know i can have my own moods, but, this is bullshit! any advice??

If
Things to Ponder - Can you cry under water? - When I was young we used to go "skinny dipping," now I just "chunky dunk." - How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? - Since bread is square, why is sandwich meat round? - Why do you have to "put your two cents in"...but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Taxes? - Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? - How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? - Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? - If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? - Why are you IN a movie, but you are ON TV? - Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? - How come

My Only Perfection
My Only Perfection Ive plagued the world with search 4 the perfect melody but my hart could never let it ring. i could sing operaz 2 every mountain or play sonnets 2 every sea but without U it would all mean nothing. It leavez me in awe how u erase all the flaws and lead such a blind hart 2 see U take thingz that cant be sold and U turn them all 2 gold inside of me. My lifes mistakes now need no correction U are my paragon of fates U are my only .... my only perfection. ................................ in all the 6 dayz inwhich the world waz made, there were 6 dayz of work left undone... ...until u came along and set the right for whats wrong... Of all creationz youre the most beautiful one. U must be a diamond in the eye 2 nature'z most valued of pridez, You have all the angelz envy. Youre the pinnacle swan; youre the reazon 4 the dawn, inside of me. Im sure everyday god cant hesitate 2 say when looking down on your face "U are...

Amber Darn
ehh amber dawn aka BARBIE ((she's better than a bRat)) is my bestie friend in the whole wide world and even has put up with me and my DDR obsession, well she has one too and our obsession with pool halls and running away from drunks at the beach and throwin skittles at rent a cops and in the pool, fruity water man! we are trouble MEGP idiots but cute ones loud troublesome outgoing crazy insane fun funny boy crazy often confused obsessed with hannah montana ( only Barbie) obsessed with Barbies (both of us) techno freaks rave freaks (okay so just me) we love sparkley things and glittery stuff and diamonds (hint hint) and money ( hint hint and we own sexy planet (we're the only ones on it but looking for sexy boys to be on it and live with us) chuck e cheese pizza rocks Hi Frank Hi Finn Hi Scotty Hi Robert Amber says hello! this is a pointless blog

Straight From The Vine ......
Straight From the Vine Mood: amused, An old Italian man lived alone in the country. He wanted to dig his tomato garden, but it was very hard work as the ground was hard. His only son, Vincent, who used to help him, was in prison. The old man wrote a letter to his son and described his predicament. Dear Vincent: I am feeling pretty bad because it looks like I won't be able to plant my tomato garden this year. I'm just getting too old to be digging up a garden plot. If you were here my troubles would be over. I know you would dig the plot for me. Love Dad A few days later he received a letter from his son. Dear Dad: Not for nothing, but don't dig up that garden. That's where I buried the BODIES. Love Vinnie At 4 a.m. the next morning, FBI agents and local police arrived and dug up the entire area without finding any bodies. They apologized to the old man and left. That same day the old man received another letter from his son. Dear Dad: Go ah

Wtf
How come it is you spend sooo long with someone and give them sooo much of you and of what you have and what they want and need only to break up and they become everything you needed for someone else.. then have the fuckin balls to say to you its a different person different relationship....like what that should make me feel better to know.....you should of just fuckin said i wasnt good enough for you to treat that way cuz thats what you said..and to make it even worse shes a lyin fuckin bitch and you know she is ... youve caught her in lies and you have all your friends right up her mother fuckin ass too.....huh..... i didnt know ANY of your friends.....so again i say you should of left me long fuckin be4 you did.. you should of left be4 it even started with us...every dog has their day and yours my dear is comin also and i hope im here to see it.. im just gonna forget i even know you.....forget you were ever part of my and my kids life for so long...forget i even fuckin ever was dum

The Future..lol
WELL WHAT DO YOU KNOW ..HYUH..I AM STARTING UNIVERSITY IN SEPTEMBE..LOL..WOUYLD YOU HAVE GUESSED IT..YEP I AM STUDYING LAW TO BEGIN WITH AND THEN THERE IS A COURSE ON NATIVE AMERICAN STUDIESW APARENTLY..LOL..THAT I CAN STUDY ALSO..SSO YEP I WILL BE STUDYING FOR A WHILE..LOL ME WITH A DEGREE..THERE ARE THOSE OVER HERE IN THE UK..THAT THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER ACHIEVE ANYTHING WELL GUESSWHAT..LOL..IAM GOING TO BECAUSE I KNOW THAT I CAN DO THIS..LOL..WELL THATS ALL FOR NOW..WILL BLOG AGAINB SOON

Lost
Im at the point in my life im not getting any younger im getting older and i have no clue where my life is going who i want to be who i am what i want to do where im going and most of all who i want to be with..... 5 years ago i picture myself in a different point in my life...... married long time boyfriend ..... maybe a kid......great job...i do know now that life isnt something that u can sometimes control... but here i am 25 in my run down apartment working a job where i use to love but am getting sick of and only making enough money to get by ....... so what now i ask myself where do i go what do i do... ive been thinking about going back to school but i dont know what i would do........ i went to college twice and didnt finish graphic design then from there i went to dental.... so all im doing is wasting peoples money my money and everyones time...... is it normal to feel this way at the age of 25 or am i starting to fall into a deep depression hole..... my friends all suc

Don't Get It At All....
Ok, so can someone please tell me why most of my photos were deleted??? I don't know why they were. All I know is that I received a message from my bestest telling me that they were gone! Does anyone know why or how they could have been deleted?? please tell me...I would love to know. Comment and let me know what you think, thanks a bunch!!!

Written By A Guy
We don't care if you talk to other guys We don't care if you're friends with other guys But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it!!! Don't tell us we're wrong We'll stop trying to convince you The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence...Yeah, you can quote me Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in! Let us pay for you! Dont "feel bad." We enjoy doing it! It's expected...Smi

Key
The key to my heart, Forgotten, its vague memory long since have part, I'd like to know, if you dont mind, What it looked like, and what kind? When you stole it was it golden? Did it shine in the sun? Set with sparkling jewels, and links strengthened as to never be undone? Or was it just plain and simple? Cold to the touch, Silver and indistinguishable, Looks never mattering much. Was it a skeleton key? Entrapment of nameless pain, A symbol of grieving and, Happinesses ultimate bane Did it weigh in your pocket? And play with your head? Was its presence unbearable, Keeping you awake in your bed? Would it whisper in your ear? A craving for turn of the lock, Could you ignore its ceaseless cry And its confident, gloating mock? Is that why you stand before me? Empty arms outstretched you see, Asking yourself why oh why, You threw away this key...

Show My Owner Some Love....
Come check out my Owner and show her some love..... ~¢¾~TEXAS TWISTER~¢¾~MY HEART BELONGS TO IRON MOUNTAINMAN!@ fubar Brought to you by....... Syr.DaemonChilde* Shadow Sliders*~* Members of Dark*~~FuHubby and R/L BF to Angeltears916@ fubar

What Is Eczema? Found Out Today My 4 Yr Old Daughter Has This. Some May Think It Isnt A Big Deal, But It Is To Me
What is eczema? Reviewed by Dr Victoria Lewis, specialist registrar in dermatology Definitions © PhotoDisc Eczema affects about 10-20 per cent of schoolchildren. The word ‘eczema’ comes from Greek words that mean ‘to boil over’. ‘Dermatitis’ comes from the Greek word for skin and both terms refer to exactly the same skin condition. For simplicity eczema is the term generally used here, although the two words are interchangeable. Eczema is an itchy inflammation of the skin associated to a varying degree with other features such as: * redness of affected areas of skin * generally dry skin, which is often thickened in the areas that have been scratched * lumps or blisters in affected areas * signs of superficial infection such as weeping or crusty deposits. Eczema is divided into a small number of subgroups based largely on the factors that may be most important in causing eczema in any one individual, but it is important to recognise that the

Bad Time In My Life.
I had been living with my girlfriend and and was raising her ten month old baby as my own. She broke up with me three days ago and now I am crushed from having this child removed from my life. I discovered today that she had been cheating on me which I had suspected but walked in on him with her two days after we broke up. The reason we broke up is because I accused her of cheating on me after a month and a half of no sex out of nowhere added to not wanting touched or kissed and dissapearing all night. When I confronted her I accused her but offered to work it out. Guys this is what happens when you try to help out someone with a child. Not only do you get the pain of losing the girl, but also the child which hurts a real man much worse. And ladies I know there are some of you with kids that this does not apply to but I will never become involved with a child that quickly again as the pain of losing that child is worse than losing a girl has ever or will ever be.

Utah
• A husband is responsible for every criminal act committed by his wife while she is in his presence. • A Tremonton, Utah law states that no woman is allowed to have sex with a man while riding in an ambulance. • A Utah legislator proposed a resolution urging that each TV weather person be required to provide an ice cream cone to every member of the state House of Representatives whenever the forecast was wrong. The resolution failed, perhaps on First Amendment grounds. • In addition to normal charges, the woman's name will be published in the local newspaper.The man does not receive any punishment. • Birds have the right of way on all highways. • In Monroe, daylight must be visible between partners on a dance floor. • In Utah it is illegal to fish from horseback. • In Utah, the husband is responsible for every criminal act committed by his wife while she is in his presence. • In Utah when a person reaches the age of 50, he/she can then marry their cousin. • It is against the l

Grandma
So yeah...it turns out that my Grandma went in before her house burned down and found that that her cancer came back. Third time...and she won't take chemo or radiation. She kept it from everyone and just told a few people. I just found out today...I am tryin' to make plans to go visit...to make amends...and I am tryin' to be able to take my daughter with me. Morgan's mom hasn't been letting me get her of late...so please keep my family in your prayers...

Cum And Buy Me!!!!!
DO YOU WANNA OWN ME FOR ONE MONTH! I NEED A OWNER TO BE MY FRIEND ON HERE......! STAR! HELP HELP TO PUT OUT MY FLAMES, I NEED A NEW LOVING OWNER TO CUFF ME DOWN (repost of original by '~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~ MY NEW OWNER LATIN MAN~' on '2008-05-18 19:17:01')

Bird Of Prostitution!
A woman went to a pet shop & immediately spotted a large, beautiful parrot.. There was a sign on the cage that said $50.00. 'Why so little,' she asked the pet store owner. The owner looked at her and said, 'Look, I should tell you first that this bird used to live in a house of Prostitution and sometimes it says some pretty vulgar stuff.' The woman thought about this, but decided she had to have the bird any way. She took it home and hung the bird's cage up in her living room and waited for it to say something. The bird looked around the room, then at her, and said, 'New house, new madam.' The woman was a bit shocked at the implication, but then thought 'that's really not so bad.' When her 2 teenage daughters returned from school the bird saw and said, 'New house, new madam, new girls.' The girls and the woman were a bit offended but then began to laugh about the situation considering how and where the parrot had been raised. Mom

Guatemala
the last month was an awesome experience!!!! something i shall never forget. i can;t wait to go back to see more fo the country side and to see more of the school get built. i have given myself some goals for my next trip. learnin some spanish and some of the qhi che language to thank the folks for making me a honorary tribesman. got some ink in the capitol city to. the guy had the lightest hand drilling i have gotten i think. no to figure out what to add to it . now back to the daily grind. till the next adventure. maybe september 4th thru 9th an amsterdam trip. we shall see!!!!!

Sherrymh
Today is the beautiful Sherry's birthday. If you haven't met her yet, you're missing out on a delightful friend!!! Please stop by and leave her some bday love! :D SherryMH@ fubar Happy birthday Sherry!!!! ♥ Have a great one!!! *Hugs and smiles* ~Tharna~

Mr. 7,000,000
I need 50000 points in my contest, and comments = 5 points, rates = 10 points. I need help. So drop me a line, and let me know what its worth to you to chip in. Is it a salute? Is it Fubucks? My undying gratitude? Let me know, PM me...maybe we can work something out. Thank You Mr 7000000 Mr 7,000,000....This Space for Rent@ fubar He's a great friend of mine please help him out if you can.

Confession
I was going to just not mention it until it happened but I am in training to be a bouncer. woofreakinghoo. Today, i realized that some of my "friends" don't like that and have even been removed by one of those "friends" after being told bouncers aren't welcome. so here is the deal... IF you read this.. and IF you have an issue with me becoming a bouncer.. then please let me know and please go ahead and remove me. I would think that having bouncers around is a good thing and that people wouldn't be so angry about it. but PLEASE just let me know and remove me as needed. This is my official announcement of becoming a bouncer trainee.