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Memories
Memories of a life once lived Plauging my mind Places where no ones real name matters Happiness is nothing more than an illusion Time stands still Until the unconciousness subsides And being awake feels so different

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Looking at you, there's no face more sweet. My heart is all yours, to take, to keep. Take it, just dont break it, my world would fall apart. I've found where I want to be... At home, safe and sound... In the warm comfort of your heart.

Online Popularity...sad
And while I'm at it..I have one other thing to get up off of my chest. Let's start like this. Number 1, I'm not mentioning any names. Cause this isnt about blowing up anyones spot or trying to embarrass anyone. It's just my thoughts on people looking for validation through online popularity. So..where to begin? I think it's best to give an example. I'm looking at pics and I notice someone has a folder which is marked as private. I'm as much of a perv as anyone else. lol I wanna see, ya know...why not? So, I message them...and ask them..."Hey, ya mind if I take a look at your private folder?" This is the response I get "um if u vote a lot for me first...u can!" I read this..and I think to myself.."Is this chick serious?" so, I write her back.... "Well..you're gonna have to forgive me if i pass then. I'm not jumping through hoops for anyone. No disrespect. It's just not my style...You're a pretty chick, dont get me wrong...but I aint into the whole online popu

See Me Fly
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92%Mermaid75%Faerie67%Dragon50%WereWolf42%Demon8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

60 Things Not To Say To A Naked Guy
1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahh, it's cute. 3. Who circumcised you? 4. Why don't we just cuddle? 5. You know they have surgery to fix that. 6. It's more fun to look at. 7. Make it dance. 8. You know, there's a tower in Italy like that. 9. Can I paint a smiley face on that? 10. It looks like a night crawler. 11. Wow, and your feet are so big. 12. My last boyfriend was 4'' bigger. 13. It's ok, we'll work around it. 14. Is this a mild or a spicy Slim Jim? 15. Eww, there's an inch worm on your thigh. 16. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 17. Oh no, a flash headache. 18. (giggle and point) 19. Can I be honest with you? 20. My 8-year-old brother has one like that. 21. Let me go get my tweezers. 22. How sweet, you brought incense. 23. This explains your car. 24. You must be a growing boy. 25. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 26. Thanks, I needed a toothpick. 27. Are you one of those pygmies? 28. Have you ever thought of worki

Best Answers
Subject: Smart Answer THE 6 BEST SMART ASS ANSWERS OF 2006 SMART ASS ANSWER #6 It was mealtime during a flight on Hooters Airline. "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." &nb sp; SMART ASS ANSWER #4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." SMART ASS ANSWER #3 The cop got out of his car and the kid who was s

3 Lil Words
STYLE type="text/css"> THE POWER OF THREE LITTLE WORDS Some of the most significant messages people deliver to one another often come in just three words. When spoken or conveyed, those statements have the power to forge new friendships, deepen old ones and restore relationships that have cooled. The following three word are phrases can enrich every relationship: THE POWER OF THREE LITTLE WORDS: I'LL BE THERE - Being there for another person is the greatest gift we can give. When we are truly present for other people, important things happen to them and to us. We are renewed in love and friendship. We are restored emotionally and spiritually. 'Being there' is at the very, very core of civility. I MISS YOU - Perhaps more marriages could be salvaged and strengthened if couples simply and sincerely said to each other, "I miss you." This powerful affirmation tells partners they are wanted, needed, desired and loved. I RESPE

Over 40 And Sexy Contest Part 3
Over 40 and sexy contest Part 3 Contest will be open tomorrow (friday) at 8 am central time OK, I divided the contest into two parts. Now there is a mens and a womens contest seperatly. Each contest will have First, Second, and Third place winners. Prizes will be determined by how many comments but will be big pimpin gifts for sure. In the womens Contestants are........ Show them some love Warrior Princess Ladybyrd02 SweetTexasRose Tiacinders Di Lev In the Mens Contestants are ..... Show them some love Just Another Guy Wildman55 Erebus The Darkling Synergy Comment bombing is allowed. You can comment bomb yourself. Contest will start friday March 30 at 8 am central time Contest will end monday april 9 at 8 pm central time Anyone with 1000 or more comments will get a prize. Top prizes to 1st, 2nd, and 3rd places. 6,000 comme

My Pets
I took my Tara to the vet today he has told me she isnt in pain yet but when she is he wants me to bring her in and that I cannot do :( so I will ask a friend (although most of my friends adore her too they might not be able to do it either) or my dad... I wish dogs could live to be a 40 or 50 they are taken far to early from us and that sucks... I sat here thinking of all the ppl out there that get animals only to treat them like crap they should be the ones that die early:| soon i will be down to 2 dogs and then one as another will go soon aswell grrrrrrrrrrr grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I hate being so emotional C

I Gues I'm Not Homophbic
table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> You Are 27% Homophobic You don't want to be homophobic, and you're usually not. You have a few stereotypes about gay people - and they'll eventually be broken. Are You Homophobic?

True Love
TRUE LOVE: I didnt know what true love was until recently. Recently i found the love of my life. My life has changed in so many ways for the better. Among many other amazing things, I smile all the time, even though I am plagued by mental disorders. Opening myself up and letting my special someone in has made all the difference in my life. It motivates me, calms me, sedates me, energizes me, thrills me, relaxes me, comforts me, excites me, enchants me, enthralls me, distracts me, and so on and so forth. Damn, love really is a many-splendored thing!!! :D

What Mental Disorder Do You Have?
What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) You have a very hard time focusing, and you find it difficult to stay on task without your mind wandering. You probably zone in and out of conversations and tend to miss out on directions because you cannot focusOCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) Manic Depressive GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) Paranoia What mental disorder do you have?

One Night
If I were to have but one night with you, I'd have all that I could ever ask. I'd revel in your touch, Find warmth in your smile, And take comfort in your very presense. I'd explore the heavens In search of new ways to show you The real meaning of true happiness. The stars would shine more brightly. The skies would rain rose petals. The very air around us would shimmer with love. Eventually, the sun would rise And end our magic... Yet for that one short night, While the moon smiled down upon our lives, Our two hearts would be one.

Update On My Son
well went back to the doc and had 3 more ct's in the last week. he has lost his hearing in his right ear and not coming back as fast as we thought he would.some of the damage in his brain is starting to show up so i am having to help him and deal with that.... please continue to pray for him and me we sure need it right now

I'm A 5...hahahahaha
Some woman who happens to be a level 10, so I know she isn't new to CT, rated my pic a 5... Soooo I went to her profile and took a look... I wanted to see if it was our typical rude person trying to piss me off or if it was a fake profile or someone new to CT... Wellll.. she looks real... isn't new... so I guess I must really be just a 5... I will now go to my corner and feel shame... If ya wanna check her out her name is Spank Me! ... and if she is better looking than me..then.... SHOOT ME...HAHAHAHAHA... Love to all.. Peace...SPIN

Hands Up!
... and one more time someone slapped my face . . . . . . . . . . . . if i said i was going to learn from the experience lived in the past, i was very wrong anyways, like i said, someday i'll learn someone said i'm too nice

Sincere
FOLLOW THE RAVEN INTO THE SHADOW AND IT WILL LEAD YOU TO THE LIGHT, SPOKEN BY A WISE MAN/TRUE THOUGHTS CONCIEVED/A SHADOW RETREATS...BUT LIFE DOSENT HEAL,IT REVIELS THE LINES MADE YEARS AGO/SO..../IF I HAVE TO FOLLOW TO LEARN HOW TO LEAD THEN LEAD ME/...PERCIEVE ME AS A MAN...OR RELEASE ME WHEN U CAN/SO I FOLLOW THIS RAVEN TO FIND HEALTH AND VIRTUE/BUT IT HURTS YOU TO SEE ME STANDING TALL AFTER I FALL...A DARK MIND CANT FIND LIGHT IT YELLOWS LIKE OIL IT PURSUES TURMOIL/BOIL STRIFE START FIGHTS/CRAMMING FOR JOY AND JUSTICE..LEAD ON RAVEN LEAD ME ON...ILL FOLLOW UNTIL I CANT SEE NO MORE ILL FOLLOW UNTIL I CANT FIND YOU....LEAD ON RAVEN I CAN SEE THE LIGHT/BUT DAMN THIS FIGHT IS HARD AND IM TIRED/TIRED OF ME TIRED OF YOU...LEAD ON RAVEN LEAD ON.....

Endebted Slave - Bootlicker Pt 1
She pulled her fingers from my mouth and examined them closely, turning her strong hands so the tight black leather shone in the light with my spit and she smiled at a job well done. It really is erotic. You can't smell you're cum though, you must have done a good job of licking them clean." I was shocked, never had I heard Nicole say any thing like that. "Follow me in the lounge." I followed. Nicole made her self at home in the lounge. I stood in front of her chair, "Sassy said that you had some jobs to do and asked if I would mind checking in on you to see if you were doing them correctly. She said that I could have some fun with you as well. So what you know I said yes. Now take down your boxers." I looked down I was still in my sleep clothes and had hardly noticed it… she’d come in just after I finished jerking off, scooped up the cum up and slid it into my mouth. I had been so lost in the passion and lust of it all I’d lost track. I pulled my boxers down. "Don't worry I have s

Cranky
So how is all the wonderful CherryTap members out there today??...I hope everyone has a Wonderful weekend...and remember...no matter how cranky you are--always find a way to make someone else have a wonderful day!!

~* Tonite Only !! Pain Is My Passion And Lord Lestat Say " I Do " !! *~
The CT Marriage of Lord Lestat and Pain Is My Passion !!! LDC and Vampires Haven proudly present the joining of Pain Is My Passion and Lord Lestat in CT Matrimony !! This big event will be taking place Monday night April 30th, 2007 at 7:00 pm central time in the Vampire's Haven Lounge! Make sure to get there early so you know you have a seat. Havens very own DJ CatWoman will be presiding over the ceremony on special request. Click on any pic in this bulletin and you will go straight to the lounge !! Please come and celebrate this joyous occasion with us all as we become bound in CT Matrimony. Please feel free to drop by and say hey to either Pain or Lestat if you want. As always..... Much Love Hugs and Kisses... Pain Is My Passion Рãiñ ‡ѕ м¥ Pā§§iõñ Stained Tears Of Blood~Founder of L.D.C.@ CherryTAP AND ™Nosferatu™Eldέr-£ØЯĐ™Đrãculã™£ØЯĐ £ĘЅ†Ά†™-@ CherryTAP

It Is Love
It is Love that gives us purpose Keep Our Souls Nourished, Grow & learn. It is Love that Guides us on the Right path and Helps us choose Each Turn. It is Love that gives us Courage to stand against our Fears; to open up our Hearts , to let us see each other's Tears. It is Love that gives us Trust and hope when little things go Wrong. When distance stands between us, it is Love that keeps us Strong. It Is Love Which makes Our Lives Bloom By Taking Away Our Gloom It is Love that offers Harmony and a friendship that is True. How wonderful that I can share a Friendship like this with You! Big friendships to u

I Give Only True Facts.
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length

1st Timer
as i lay here thinkn about you, i recall the way your eyez portray your feelingz so easily. thatz y i love you so much, u give yourself freely to me. a gift no one has ever entrusted me with b4. i love you, not only for what you've done with your life, but for what you're doing 2 mine. i see it everyday. you have made me happy and whole. without a word, without a gesture, without a dout, just by being yourself. such a simple thing yet the hardest to give. i guess thatz y a love like ourz is wonderful but also frightening . we give everything. so much so that it would seem one could not survive without the other. i live only 2 return to your armz at the end of the day. how could i ever explain to another person, what joy this bringz me? how can i describe the over powering sense of love when wrapped in those protective armz. i would give anything for you to know how it feelz to know that at timez when i think about the love we share, i cant stop the tearz of sadness only since you ca

Must Read Books
MUST READ BOOKS I have just finished reading a series of books I think you might like. They are by Alison Brennan called: Speak No Evil See No Evil Fear No Evil Great Books Some more great books: By: Keri Arthur Full Moon Rising Kissing Sin Tempted Evil Dangerous Games Embrace The Darkness (Due out in July) Enjoy

In A Funk
So I've been in a major funk lately. Can't seem to amuse myself, and being at home 4 days out of the week in a newer city with no friends is starting to get to me a little. Mickey works on the road mon - thurs or sun - weds, leaving me alone with my dog and no friends. And of course, the store I work at, all the other employees are like 50's. So here I sit once again on a Monday night with nothing to do, trying to amuse myself until Felica gets home so I can at least talk to her online. Yeah...I'm a loser LOL

Art
I’ve yet to understand true art I’ve yet to see what others see in my poems Those who have seen my work Claim to see words of inspiration But all I’ve seen is crap Shit not worth recognization Wasted emotions that probably mean nothing to most A story with no meaning I use to think of it as an escape What a ill-advised idea What was I escaping from? Was I escaping from depression? Well it still following me everywhere Was I escaping from the pain of love? Well that explains why I’m always alone Was I escaping from life? Well things haven’t really become perfect.

My Thought
While I was working last night I was thinking to myself how blessed I have been to meet such kick ass ppl on CT. Every single one of my friends and fans....ppl I have spoken to in lounges even the ppl that I have yet to meet...have made my day just a little better just knowing that at anytime they can pop in and say hey how are you? Or Just popping in to say hi...just makes a day a little more fun...give you something to look forward too

My Baby Girl
Ok this is my first blog....I have been sitting here thinking about today...My oldest is graduating from high school today. I have never been one to brag, but I am so proud of her. She had a hard 4 years. Had lots of issues going on with her dad/stepmom. She doesnt even hardly talk to her dad anymore. In the past 4 yrs of her life she has been to court 5 x's and been put down from her stepmom and her dad isnt allowed to have much to do with her. I know alot of kids go threw all this...but she could have turned to drugs/alcohol or hit the streets....and she didnt. She is going to be walking across that stage in about 7 hrs. And I know that when she does I will prob start crying the second they call her name.... Ok I know I am being a sentimental mom but hey u know I think today I can be...lol Now there wont be another one of these for 3 yrs when my baby boy graduates.

~*~ A Warrior Lost ~*~
~*~ A Warrior Lost ~*~ Grand Father, White mans being destroys Life itself. A warrior once strong in Heart, Mind, and Spirit. Warriors with Honor and Pride. Through White mans exissence and Laws. Fate to a Warrior brings Existence. A Warrior bows his head in Dishonor, A strong Heart, but Spirit lives. A Spirit with life like the Eagle. Powerful, Beautiful, and Graceful. Knowledge and Wisdom like the Owl, but Above all Free and Ones Self. As his Spirit the Great Heavens, A New Life into his Whole Being. Like the Eagle a Warrior years for Domain of new Horizons. As the Warrior gives of himself To the Fate creates his Destiny. He Fears nothing, defends nothings. As the Warriors Spirit Soars Past the Eagle to Freedom. Have a great day......................................"SheWarrior" Thx girl :)

Support Our Troops Read This
Date: May 22, 2007 06:08 AM Subject Hail the Warriors! Body: We may or may not agree with the politics of the war in Iraq but the men and women fighting there deserve our highest respect. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- APATHY Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a \"headache\", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don\'t support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____ ______________________ You make sure your cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. _______________

My Lyric
my home my city / my city my home / the city of sharks is where i choice to0o rome / in every hood block and ghetto young mother fuckers known to0o pack heavy metal / where i grew up on the eastside they known to0o pack / the eastside mobb still got my back / 12th street home boys can second that / to0o my horseshoe gangstas accross the tracks / fuck the beef and the bad blood / enough of that / get up and team up when the sharks attack / we pledge alegance to0o a greatier flag / lets the bandanas hang and the kakys sag / and burn anything that aint a blue rag / i cant increase the peice when they promote these crips / just like you cant put an end to0o this gangster rap enough of that/ pull out the bats / pull out the bats / bust out the gats / bust out the gats / and let the bullets stack after you kill the rats / my home my city / my city my home / the city of sharks is where i choice to rome / one of the many hoods in northern cali in order to live you gotta pack a crome and u know

A Stupid Error Message.....
I've been trying for the past several hours to repost bulletins. For some reason I can't do so. All I get is this error message..... Error: failed to post bulletin of type '1'! try again later. Has anyone else been getting this message as well? Or am I the only one?

~human Torched~
Human Torched I'm leaving tonight, please don't follow my lead. Just try try to follow this: Go fuck yourself. I don't deserve you or this, I know I need At least a little of anything else. Cuz something else is out there waiting for me, But like they died, my eyes are blind and I can't see. You yearn to burn before your mourners, scorched, A joke, I'll smoke you, roll you and toke you. Now you're torched. Beneath those black smoke clouds, are you happy now? Because now your ass is ashes, you've been torched. You left last night, it's hard not to follow you, You blazed an exit, unescapable. A parade of your failures, all made brand new, You turned your car keys, and turned the tables. Horrible carbon monoxide suicide, You saw fireworks like on the Fourth of July. In your car, God only knows what target You were aiming for, but I maintain that you missed it. Now your memory's ashes, as if you'd been torched. You snuffed yourself out, ju

I Want You.
I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS ABOUT YOU BUT EVERYTIME I TALK TO YOU MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT,YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE EVEN WHEN IM HAVING A BAD DAY, U MAKE ME FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF, I FEEL COMFORTABLE AND FREE TO SPEAK MY MIND AROUND YOU, I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME, YOUR EVEN IN MY DREAMS. I WANT TO BE WITH YOU, BUT YOU TELL ME YOUR NOT READY. I KNOW THAT YOUR AFRAID, AFRAID TO BE HURT. SO AM I, BUT U HAVE TO TRUST ME WHEN I SAY I WILL NEVER HURT YOU. I WAS ALWAYS THE ONE GETTING HURT. YOU TELL ME YOUR NOT PERFECT, BUT WHO IS. YOU TELL ME I MIGHT BE DISSAPOINTED WHEN I SEE YOU, I THINK YOUR WRONG. I KNOW IT HASNT BEEN THAT LONG, BUT MY HEART TELLS ME TO STAY. I WANT TO KNOW YOU, THE REAL YOU. I WANT TO TOUCH YOU, KISS YOU, HOLD YOU, FEEL YOU INSIDE ME. I DONT WANT TO BE JUST YOUR GIRLFRIEND I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND.

What A Girl Is Waiting For...
A four year old girl was learning to say the Lord's Prayer. She was reciting it all by herself without help from her mother. She said, "And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us some e-mail. Amen."

Havent Wrote In Here In A Long Time
im haveing some personal problems and i was hoping this blog could give me some help with ur ideas...i havent really had a real relationship and now im in one but i dont feel wanted and he always avoids me online and never calls me we only talk when we hang out i wanted to know if this is normal or if i have something to worry about thank you xoxo

A Certian Someone
WEll where to start. i guess lastnight i found out how someone that supposedly really cared about me doesn't care for me at all. Which came as a real shock. I mean a person can say so many things so many times and then just turn there back on them all. To me that is unthinkable. Where does anyone get the nerve to just crush someone so heavily after promising so much.. Heck i could never do it. I am not sayin i am perfect i am far from it actually but when i give you my word it is as solid as a mountain. Its intersting to me how many people these days make promises that they simply walk away or turn there back on because things get to hard or turn out not the way they planned. I got news for naive ppl life is tough and things come up but you should not turn your back on the important things and the good things. because in all the bad and shit we deal with in our day to day lives why on earth would you distance yourself from someone that supposedly held the key to your heart. Oh wel

Marriage....
Sunday, May 20, 2007 my one year wedding anniversary...... Current mood: happy Today is my one year wedding anniversary. One year. Wow. Honestly this year has been great and not so great. But, we can't be perfect all throughout the year, its just not possible.................................................. I look at my husband now, and I still think to myself he is one of the greatest people I may have ever come into contact with through my exsistence right now. I couldn't ask for a better mate, and friend. But like I aid by no means are either one of us perfect. there have been some pretty rough times, even before we were married, and there are still so many trials and tribulations now, but i wouldnt trade any of the times we have shared together. None of it. Through think and thin, here we still are. I remember the day he looked on our weddding day, and it almost brought tears to my eyes, when he was the one actually balling the whole time. He could barely do are

*77 On Your Cell Phone
Information below about calling *77 on a cell phone. A MUST KNOW, *77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's parents have always told them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. Ten mi

Stealth
STEALTH It is often said that the Ninja is a supreme master of stealth, able to vanish in a puff of smoke or change into a wild animal form in order to facilitate an escape. In actuality it is the Ninja’s understanding of invisibility that gives them the advantage. Invisibility in reality is simply knowing how to fool the enemies senses in order to remain undetected, much like a magician misdirects in order to mystify and confuse. There are two natural senses that are the focus of study. The first is that of Sound. Noises attract attention, and if the mind fails to identify a sound, it becomes curious. This is where the Ninja employs the art of “Himitsu iri,” the ever-elusive method of “Silent movement.” This art serves as a foundation for all aspects of the Ninja lifestyle. Everything must be approached in a subtle manner if ones endeavors are to remain a secret. The Ninja’s first lessons in stealth are those pertaining to “Kage aruki,” or “Shadow steps.” These walking movemen

I Am So Fucking Pissed...
Now, I am not usually one that brings the intimate details of my life onto Myspace, but I have to fucking vent. I've spent the last week or so milling about, because I felt like I had made a great mistake. This mistake was breaking up with my pregnant girlfriend. I thought that breaking up would allow us some time to cool our heads, and possibly be less angry with each other. WAIT! Let me back up a bit.. When we first got together, I was "a lot more attentive and caring." I supposedly only did it to get her. Then it turned to me being attentive because my computer was around. As my being a computer nerd, and liking to waste hours on here and playing games. As my being a bit anti-social. As my preferring only to be in the prescense of others, and not exactly there. I could've sworn I told her this. But I didn't, obviously. We argued. She did it for attention, she claims. She called me names, again for attention. She hit me. A lot. Again, for attent

I Am Safe
i have moved to Florida and am safe at last.i love it here..me and my family are going to the lagoon today to swim..it will be a lot of fun..i have two beautiful nieces that i love very much..i should be in my own place by the end of this month.i can'nt wait..lol..i live at the beach or the pool..any ways..have a wonderful day i know i will Love Brenda

Official Recruiter
Well it is now official, I am a Recruiter in the United States Marine Corps. I am heading to Clarksville Indiana and I will be driving there on Tuesday the 3rd of July. So yes I will be on the road for the Fourth of July, but I blame that on the new way base housing works. Once I got my orders I put in to leave, but I hve to give them 30 days notice and they will not budge a bit. I had the movers come tuesday (070626) and so I am in this place with nothing but place to sleep and wait! Tell me that ain't complete bullshit. And the reason is even more bull. There is a waiting list atleast 3 pages long, but the longer I occupy the house they can charge the government all they want! So I say to hell with them I will be in Texas on the 4th and if I was a betting man I bet thoes good old texans know how to celabreate the 4th! Well watch out world here Mac and I will talk at ya all later!

Sooo Cute
I was just given a cute little green tree frog. He is just so cute. I have been surching the web to learn about him. I don't have a name for him yet, but I just got him today. He is my favorite color with a brown/ black strip across his eyes (thats how we know that he is a boy). I am just so happy :D

Sick Of It
I am so sick of me being there for my "friends" when they need me but when I need someone to talk to or vent to where are they? To busy to talk or whatever. I think it's time for me to become a bitch and quit being so nice to people. I am also going to be cutting people again probably 5 of yall will read this anyway so it really doesn't matter I guess lol. But there are some people on here that I have never even talked to and I see no point in keepin them. Hope yall are havin a great week!

Chinese Horoscope
DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK AND YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN'T. TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL NO CHEATING!!!! THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT. IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY 1st. Get PEN and PAPER 2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results. 4th SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON'T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN. 1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT. 2. Next to the NUMBERS 1 & 2, WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT. DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER? 3. Next to the NUMBERS 3 & 7, WRITE DOWN THE NA

Tomatoes
Ok, I had the most delicious tomatoes the other day and kept thinking about why they aren't served as is for most people. Sometimes, simple is better. So I kept pondering this. Finally, I started thinking about a way to add something different w/o changing them. I found a perfect tomatoe, not too juicy, but still ripe and full of flavor. Then I cut some rosemary, washed the stem carefully, and set it aside. I sliced the top of tomatoe off, just enough to make a cap. then I inserted the rosemary stem, with the green sprigs still on, down into the juicy portions of the tomatoe and placed the cap back on. Let it sit for 3 hours, then removed the stems. Sliced the tomatoe and served. Wow...it was great! Next I'm going to try it with different herbs. Basil, tyme, etc. Perhaps each section with it's own flavor.

My Dream Of You
MY DREAM OF YOU I had a dream the other night. The dream was all about you. Oh, how I wish this crazy dream, Would someday really come true. I met you in a beautiful garden, Lit up by the moon from above. You took me into your loving arms, And said, 'Darling, let's make love.' I was so excited when you kissed me, Softly pressed your cool lips to mine. I felt your hands caress me. The ecstasy was simply divine. I could feel your maleness now. Our heavy breathing was the only sound. As you pressed me so close to you, My world was just going round and round. The grass was cool and refreshing, As our heated bodies lie side my side. Our mission was now completed And our hearts were glowing with pride.

Bogus Histories
CHILDREN OF THE HOLY BLOOD AND THE HOLY GRAIL Paul Smith The Holy Blood and the Holy Grail has a lot to answer for – having spawned a whole plethora of "non-fiction" titles that are nothing but good examples of pseudo-history – with the various theories not being based upon historical evidence but rather upon desired beliefs. The Bibliography below listing the English-Language Titles on the Priory of Sion and Rennes-le-Château is not accurate nor is it exhaustive – but the ONE AND ONLY book that stands out from the list as being historically reliable and based upon documented evidence is Bill Putnam and John Edwin Wood's The Treasure of Rennes-le-Chateau: A Mystery Solved – recently republished as a paperback in revised and updated form. Those titles not having any direct relation to the Priory of Sion and to Rennes-le-Château – ie, those authored by David Icke, Timothy Wallace-Murphy, Robert Lomas, etc – still nevertheless bear the similar process of thought and theory-cons

Pain.
Pain. What exactly is it? Is it the physical or the mental, or is it perhaps both? What causes it? Breaking up with the love of your life? A family member dying? Falling off your bike & scraping your knee? Or is it all of them? How do you explain heartbreak? because you feel the pain...but its indescribable. I've recently found this out. Trying to explain why i dont feel good to my friends. Heartbreak. I recently went thru a break up with my boyfriend of 19 months. We were in love. and the break up was out of nowhere, my guess is another girl. oh joy. It makes me wonder if i wasnt good enough, not perfect enough. But all good things must come to an end...

Tears
On the darkest coldest night i sit alone wondering where did i go so wrong? In this desolate moment i am in tears thinking of how i could have saved your life. Only if i had only took a minute to pay more attention to you,you still might br lying by my side. You were the one love that will never return. In the moment i realized you were eternally gone a piece of my soul went with you. The tears are still here stinging the backs of my eyes a year later. This was the only release for me knowing you didn't love me enough to stay alive. The only thing left to say is goodbye.

Confused....
Today was an excellent day, yet involved an event that was rather surprising and has put my mind at a turmoil like pace. Thoughts have been absolutely speeding through my head and at times I can feel my heartbeat racing because I'm the type of person, that if asked a question, I will deliver an answer. It's rare for me to be left speechless but needless to say, this is a decision I really must think about and for that particular reason, I'm writing this blog. I work hard, I work VERY hard. I don't brag about it, and I don't feel I should take credit for it because I do what I do for myself, my friends, my family and my loved ones. My parents have always worked hard and instilled that same drive in me and my younger sisters, and as an older brother, I've always taken it as my responsibility to lead by example. I go in on my days off, I provide my personal numbers incase they need me, and when I work, I don't take breaks unless absolutely necessary. I rarely call in and have as a comm

Custody Part 2
After thinking about this at work all night I have decided to contact children services in Indiana along with the school my son attended and find out more about what is going on there. I believe I stand a very good chance of getting my son. Before I came to work the friend who sent me the mail called me and we talked about everything. I found out that April has already had child services called on her because of her daughter and if she hadn't of been living with her "father" they would have taken her from her. What I wonder though is why didn't they do something about my son then. That is neither here nor there at this point though and I will let them decide what is best where my son is concerned. I believe him coming to live with me would be best so he will know who his true father is. Also I think getting him away from there might actually change his behavior. During the phone call I was told that April was told Christopher has A.D.D. but she refuses to have him take medicati

About My Company
About my Company Founded on July 7, 2004 by David Rewey, our company has gained a reputation as a reliable low voltage, power limited company. Quality Connections is growing rapidly as a full-service low voltage company with experience in all areas of power limited design and construction. Quality Connections offers seamless solutions and project delivery of low-voltage services, including communications, network, security, audio/video and low voltage landscape lighting solutions. We provide everything from system design, installation, and testing to long term service and maintenance on a wide array of projects. Company Strategies Provide our customers with the best telecommunication/data solution. Maintain the highest standards. Timely response to customer needs and requests. Earn our customers confidence and keep it. Take the time to understand our customer’s needs and requirements. Design solutions for customers that fit their nee

Harry Potter 2
You scored as Sirius Black, WE LOVE YOUR SIRIUS AND WILL MISS YOU FOREVER. Rest in peace, dear padfoot. Sirius was a fighter, a troublemaker, a rebellious man that couldn't sit still. He was brave and loyal to the Order of Phoenix until the end. He will not be forgotten. Sirius Black100% Remus Lupin100% Hagrid100% Dumbledore92% Harry Potter83% Fred and George83% Ron83% Luna Lovegood67% Hermoine67% Tonks67% Neville Longbottom

Priceless
***** MASTERCARD WEDDING ???***** You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University . It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party was an envelope. He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his bride having sex with the best man. The groo

My World
i wish to be the air you breathe love that floods your every cell revitalising you, cheering you up every second of your life i love like the rush of the Nile, Yangtze - listen, listen to this lovelorn heart, holding on, letting go, holding on with such tenacity to the hope of every lovelorn night an eclipse helps distill my love for you, seals your charms, allure from the craving prying eyes of world, precipitates that momentuous silhouette, escapade for me and you sun and moon, yin and yang to be totally absorbed in bliss, in each other love, love, love if only i could be the only star to win your fancy for that sparkling while heaven the world would become Faith HillThere You'll BeMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Yes, faith can lift a mountain from its base! Yes, faith can turn a river off its course; Yes, faith can win an impossible race! Yes, faith can calm a lion as he roars! Sure, faith can do impossible a thing! Sure, faith ca

Love Is
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start

Someday!!!!!
Nothing seems to be the way That it used to Everything seems shallow God give me truth In me And tell me somebody is watching Over me And that is all I'm praying is that Someday I will understand In God's whole plan And what he's done to me Oh but maybe Someday I will breathe And I'll finally see Don't you run too fast my dear Why don't you stop? Just stop and listen to your tears They're all you've got It's in you You see somebody is watching Over you And that is all I'm praying is that Someday you will understand In God's whole plan And what he does to you Oh but maybe Someday you will breathe And you'll finally see No moment Will be more true Than the moment I look at you It's in you You see somebody is watching Over you And that is all I'm praying is that Someday you will understand In God's whole plan And what he does to you Oh but maybe Someday you will breathe And you'll finally see

My Crush
well im so crushed and sad the crush that i have had since the whole crush thing on here has a crush for someone else i so thought he liked me enough to crush me back... *CRIES* oh well i guess... many more crushes out there i guess but this one really makes my heart skip beats lol and yes u know who u r if you read this... your the biggest pain in my ass but i really really do lust you ... lol ok got that out i feel better muahhhh and yes i know i am a retard lol

Miss Them So Much
I know many could care less, but some are asking why I say I am hurting and things like that. This morning I said Good Bye to my daughters for 9 months. You ask why? My ex was an asshole, ok he still is. I couldn't take being married to him going through the shit I did, so I wanted out. I was mainly a stay at home mother, I wanted my girls. He refused to pay me anything over what the courts would order for child support if I left. He said if he had to he would lie to come up with reason to not pay spousal support. At that time he even put out a false claim about a guy I talked to ONCE, to try and bring him up on Adultery charges, just to prove he would do what he had to. I had no job, no degree, nothing. I would not have been able to support myself and my girls at that time. I couldn't take being there anymore, so we came up with an agreement. I signed a waiver to his retirement for when he retires out of the army, I agreed to not go for spousal support, BUT I wan

Catch Up.....
Well lets see... it's been awhile since I posted a blog..... I live in laurens SC at the moment... Working at subway monday - friday.... Platinum in columbia when I can.... Living with my tat man and his wife.... Wishing I could get a friend off the friend statis.... lol just ask about that one... other then that just floating thru life on a gypsy cloud... which means a fast moving storm cloud.... I guess thats all for now then... Angelina

I Love My Horoscope Today
Cancer, You'll move from slow to fast quictly, so you'll need to keep your head on straight. Managing your time and communicating clearly are the best ways of smoothing the path ahead. You'll be delighted one decision can be made easily, getting a good deal of confusion out of the way. You'll soon set your sights on either an upcoming trip or a rather ambitious project that's got your enthusiasm. Allow your imagination to soar. YAYYYYYYYYY IT'S REALLY MATCH THE THINGS HAPPEND FOR ME THIS FEW DAYS..

Gem So Rare
A Gem So Rare by Wilomoon 8-26-07 Space stands still, I caress your hair, You close your eyes, Time without care, Moments of bliss, Going no where, Sleepy smiles, Longing stares, Paper promises, My heart laid bare, Fairy tale love, But no room to spare, No happy ending, This tale of despair, How does one breath, When you take away air, Decent into silence, A broken pair, To loose a treasure, A gem so rare.

Poetry
Laying alone at night just seems hopeless!!!! I had someone by myside for a few nights and I woke up smiling now I just barely wanna wake up. Does it always have to be the lonely and the depressed I think not but could be wrong!!! I often wish I could go back to him being by my side but the wishing is just as hopeless!!! Could this be the way things are going to be the rest of my life? I sure as hell hope not!!!! The one thing for sure is I always have my thought and he cant ake thoise away even if he is in the grave!!!! So lonely and hopeless it's almost sad!!!

What Do You Honestly Think Of This "female" And Why, How Come, What For?
speedergir...: done being mean speedergir...: the truth hurts i know speedergir...: your so imature and that last comment on my blog proves it speedergir...: the cows i saw at goshen today look better speedergir...: and i am the only one that has boobs... and how dare you make fun of my man when your ex gf sugar momma doesnt look that great herself speedergir...: awww poor thing i said something you dont like... awww speedergir...: thats still a poor excuse alot of people wouldnt have jobs if that was the case ->speedergir...: see i knew you would not understand that. you never had a job you dont know crap about anything so i am done talking to you and i mean it unlike you. speedergir...: yes you can... it motivates you... something im sure you will never understand ->speedergir...: reason: no work to give ->speedergir...: you both have boods and i dont. ->speedergir...: you cant live on love and faith speedergir...: what are you talking about boobs for?

Times Are Changing
Times are Changing Times are changing as the wind blows, so many changes for all the people i know. I have no idea what the futuer will bring, It might cut like a knife and it will sting. mabe it will end up as a happy ever after, where we will sit in chat , talk and have laughter. Some people don't care and there some that do, but there are some so far and so few. But rite now all I see is how every one is bitter sweet. will it last, dunno, guess i will sit back and take my seat. I am who I am, and you are who you are, it seems like we are not going very far. We use to be a very good team , now it is a mascarade of beeing seen. It hurts deep down inside, that now we have to run and hide It is now rite, no not at all, to go and run and hide behind a wall. These are my feelings I am saying to you, the time is now and the time is due. I myself have not changed one bit, just the crew but not the wit. I get sad as each day goes by, to sit here and wait and sigh

Abuse Her
It's not just your obsession not just a terrifying thought you have taken everything from her with the assumption that she can be bought getting away with this abuse it will not ever stop today wanting to bail out of this wishing she could get away she feels like she has ruined them only to steal something in return they are so fearful, and bitter of you and you believe it's not your concern you pin it all on her being selfish like you've always been it feels almost as if it were not yours, but all of her sins you get away with everything you get away with crime not understanding you not understanding why you took her life from her with one easy move tricking her with money killing her for you you self concieded a&&hole why are you still alive she would take your life from you if she could get by she sees you are angry it's better now then later you even might try to kill her or you might just hit her kill her, whatever

Down
You put me down With everything you say You do this Just so you can make yourself feel better Yes you have problems Well so do I I'm not perfect babe I make mistakes too That doesn't give you the right The right to pull me down I almost gave my life because of you Sure you have problems Well so do I I can't sweep them away Like I wish I could I can't help you with every little thing You need to see what the real world is like You say I don't care for my friends All I do is think about is myself Well if I only thought about myself Then why did I pus my Mom to get me help So that I could help you That's what I call a true friend You bring me down That's over this time I'm doing something for me I'm not going to say sorry I tired to be an adult You stayed a kid I've figured out guilt kills I should know

Shadows In Awe
I walk in the shadow of the things that you want to know. Present your bloody wrists and frustrated fists, splatter conventional with crimson defiance. Dance with me, dance in love's cold embrace, romance the bloody stream gently down your face, with the tip of my finger, Fatally Fall With Me. Sit with me as the shadows close in to see souls in shrouded tormented sin, and become mesmerized by the curse of the varied verse that drips from my lips. Sit here with me and see, shadows in awe, Wishing To Be Free

Mumms
Hey there all I'm kinda new here so hello to everyone, hows it going? Recently I answerd someones mumm with an honest answer trying to be helpful and got shouted at. Which in itself is no big deal, I really could care less everyone is entitled to their own opinion. However those of you out there posting mumms shouldn't get offended when someone tells you how they feel on the subject. If you didn't want to hear what other people had to say you shouldn't have asked. Lots of love to everyone, I'm looking foward to meeting lots of new friends.

Morning Glory
Some days I don't know who wakes up first, him or me, by him I mean Little Ted. Some mornings he lies in and I don't see sight nor sound of him till late on in the day, but some mornings I wake up and he's already bolt upright and ready and raring to go. This morning is one of those mornings. I stumble into my boxers and walk downstairs and into the kitchen, I start to brew a pot of tea and put some bread under the grill, if I act and behave like its just another day maybe little Ted will go back to sleep. As I sit awkwardly eating my toast I realise he's not going to going to, no, not for love nor money. He is here to stay today! He needs taking care of, then I can get on with my day. I walk into the study and switch on the computer, I give in. I connect to the Internet and open my favourites, directing my cursor to one of my favourite erotic literature sites. If that doesn’t satisfy Little Ted nothing will. Perusing the list of titles I see one that takes my fancy, Little

Confused
i sit here wondering why i feel the way i do and cant understand it some say its in my head some says its love me persinally im confused on how i am feeling i feel kinda lost but yet im still here but yet im out in left field im to the point i dont make anysense i guess im struck

None
the perfect neighbor (sung to the mr. rodger's theme song) it's a beautiful day in the neighborhood,a beautiful day for this neighbor,would you be mine?could you be mine? won't you be my neighbor? FUCK NO!!!!!!! don't borrow my toolz, or give me a nod, don't ask about schools, or talk about god, don't wanna cookout, or come play cardz, don't wanna fuck your wife, keep your dog outta my yard, i'm NOT the perfect neighbor, as you can plainly see, it's a beautiful day in the neighborhood for everyone but me, if you mow your lawn, at 6 a.m. i'll beat the skin offa you, that's just who i am, you can try to be nice & neighborly too, i don't hate the world, I JUST HATE YOU!!!!!!!! ( mr rodger's alwayz weirded me out as a kid)

Halloween Ideas
Ok Im havin some troubles in tryin to decide what costume i should get this yr that doesnt cost a fortune but makes for some good pics. Ive played out t he school girl, devil, vamp things so i was lookin for something thats not "girlie/girlie/cutsie" but cant decide on anything. Let me know if u all have any ideas (and the cheaper the costume the better).

Diaries
HER DIARY Tonight I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment. Conversation wasn’t flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk. He agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong; he said nothing. I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving. I can’t explain his behavior; I don’t know why he didn’t say, “I love you too.” When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched T.V. he seemed distant and absent. Finally, I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed, and to my surprise he responded to my caress and we made love, but I still felt

Saddened
So I thought about what I wanted outta life and the answer to the question would be that I really am not sure. I know that I am in love and the fact that I am next to impossible to getting pregnant makes me cry. I am sad and worried that I will never again have a chance to have another child. I know that I want another child more than anything, but the simple fact that I can't get pregnant without help makes me so depressed. How could someone want to be with me and know that I can never have kids again. It is a 1 in 10.000 chance that I can even get pregnant. So what is a woman like me to do when in the last year alone she lost her one and only son to natural causes. All the pastor said is some bullshit about the time of life and how his time was up. BULL FUCKING SHIT!!! He was 10 months old for fucking crissakes. Who is to judge the determinacy of a full life. Surely not me but he was my angel and best friend. I am not sure how I keep going because in truth, I feel like a quiter, and

Rules For Future Contests
I have decided to set down a few rules for my contests from now on. (Rules may be revised by myself before the start of my next contest) RULES 1. MUST have a salute to enter and vote on all entries (and be at least level 5) 2. MUST add the hostess 3. NO blasters or scripts will be tolerated. If I find out someone has been using them, that contestant will be asked to discontinue cheating...If I do not hear a response or if it continues I will remove the contestant from the contest. 4. ABSOLUTELY NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED 5. NO down rates or harassing will be allowed.If I find that happens I will remove the contestant...If it is not a contestant that is down rateing or harassing...I will find out who the person is bombing and ask that person to tell their friend to stop or they will be removed. 6. I reserve the right to block scripters, cheaters, and any body that harassed either myself or other contestants IF YOU DON'T LIKE MY RULES THEN DON'

A Kind, Loving Heart
Some folks grow older with birthdays, it's true, but others grow nicer as years widen their view. No one will notice a few little wrinkles when a kind, loving heart fills the eyes full of twinkles. Today fill an emptiness in someone's life. Irrespective of age, you can add happiness and eliminate loneliness in another person's day. Helen Steiner Rice

Bad Bad Day
a friend of mine killed himself yesterday. tragic. i feel especially bad for my buddy who found him when he got off work. i may not be religious but please god watch over duston and his family as they deal with this tragic loss of their father/husband. i havent cried since my gma died and duston came in and i cried with him. rocky was a very good friend of mine and we worked with each other since 2001. hell he was the one who trained me on most of the outside duties. this week is turning out to be very bad. man this sucks

Getting Older
Well my birthday came and went and Im now 39 years old. I think about that next year ill be 40 years old lol. Then I remember what someone I love told me...that women are like fine wine...we just get better with age. I know there are definitely some things ive gotten much better at :) and some things I cant do as well as I used to. Experience has taught me some things really well its just funny that im not as limber as I used to be to do some of them if you know what I mean. I know that Im way more settled than I used to be and I definitely know what I want out of life.

Did I Dream
I feel as if I had a dream Of warmth and tenderness a deep embrace, a warm caress a brief but fleeting sureness A sureness that I could feel full so full of passion full of strength Full of a dream or was it purely a fleeting moment but a moment when of a past memory or a dream or what I wait to have Oh to feel the feelings deep within forever and a day to know the moment did occur or is it best to leave it be a dream to be fulfilled a yearning craving knowing that sweetness can occur I think I'll savor the dream until I can until I can't until I refuse to accept another fleeting moment In My Life.

God's Garden
God's Garden God looked around his garden and found an empty place he then looked down upon the earth and saw her tired face he knew her road was getting rough that the hills were too hard to climb he knew she'd never get well on earth again so he kissed her cheek and held her in his arms he closed her weary eyelids then tenderly wispered "PEACE BE THINE" and laid her down to rest Gods garden must be beautiful for he ONLY takes the best however she didn't go alone for a part of me went with her the day god called her home!!! Ruth Rettke All Rights Reserved

All Git R Done Bombsquad, Family, Friends, And Fans!!! Any And All Help Is Needed!!!!!!!!!
I need all GIT R DONE FAMILY Members and friends to this contest! It ends 11 OCT 2007 @ 5PM PST I need all GIT R DONE family bombsquad to max out their account in this contest!

Time Long Past Memories Remain
My heart skips beats at the sound of yout voice the sight of your eyes surrounded by flowing hair your all to blame for the look on my face I'm happy im shocked im surprised not sad the beauty that surrounds you the scent in the air this all reminds me of the one night we share the way i felt you in my arms i fell into a confusion lost in your stare dancing that night nothing can replace how i felt seeing you alone in all of space when i see you now i cant help but wonder you've always been there not letting me fall under the times my heart was about to close because you've been there to stay open i chose you've kept me kind caring and sweet so here i am before you this day all last night i sat to pray questions arise as i look in your eyes the thoughts surround me as i start to say have you ever felt these feelings this way have you cared or cried have you ever lied have you lay awake late at night thoughts unclear of the events long past have you dear I have

Sweet Taste...
Sweet Taste... The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough of this treat I'm thinking of... dg

What A Weekend
What a weekend, wow, amazing how good things feel sometime. I couldn't ask for better. My Dawgs won, my driver won for the second week in a row...Go Gordon, drive for 5. My stalker got all his profiles deleted, Grilled out and I could watch the airshow from my deck and the weather was perfect all weekend. Not to mention I had some great company, spent some time chatting with a few friends, took a bike ride around the lake and got a workout in at the gym. can't wait for next weekend.

Sea Priestess
Sea Priestess , come with me Down to the shore We shall sing the ancient rites Forever more Sea Priestess, sing your chants Beneath the shining moon Silver light caress your body Singing ancient runes And by the waves we shall sing our praises Crying in the blessed night Luna Goddess dancing with us Filling us with sacred light Sea Priestess, naked, shining Venus from the sea You who walk in Neptune's gardens Salt breeze caressing thee Sea Priestess, undines calling Singing from the deep Mermaids dance in coral caverns Posiedon's temple keep And making love upon the seashore Great Rite to Mother Sea Rising tide wash over us Sea Priestess blessed be © Paganii 2007

Nasty Quiz -something For Fun
Nasty Quiz Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u fuck me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard/want me to fuck you hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u handcuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like .porno stars? answer: 18.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 19.If i gave u my

Hiakus
eye saw a fish walk through my marijuana fields eye thought he was hi the sun shone brightly while moon continued to shine for that overtime a mouse who saw eye looked kool from safe in the wall said "sucker??eyeball!" faint sun rises high above green ivy branches hoping the Cubs win salamanders dart under the fledgling branches searching for ripe bugs Boss Pig ate the trash to muster up his strength to break up the riots it did not come out, so there was no light that day-- Sol goes on strike, too nobody in life has had more reason to sweat more rivers than eye

My Son's Guardian
MY SON'S GUARDIAN This story is lengthy but the details are necessary for you to understand what happened to me. I have only related what happened to a select few family members but after recently stumbling onto this website (thank goodness) and reading about other people's unexplained events, I've decided to share what happened to me with people who know the difference between what some would say is "imagination" or "dreams" and what is real. I didn't "imagine" any of what transpired. I am a sensible, logical and "down to earth" person...and I don't lie. It was late autumn, 1978, we (my husband and two- year old son-"Daniel") had been living in Colorado as my husband was stationed there in the Army. After much discussion about whether to stay in the army (and make it a career as his father had done) or try something else, I finally convinced him to take us back "home" to Maine-he had served four years. I am the eldest of six children and my entire family was back in Maine. I

Why Do They Talk Sex To Me?
it’s really just the title of a poem, i swear. nothing to it. tess, collects it three years after raymond’s wet death. gets an earful. and writes a poem about it, one without any kisses, in a collection devoted to lip lock. it resonates like poetry does, and like poetry, it preempts its future. the future bar fubar, that is. where the men are always young and virile… and always getting busy. that is one of the effects of a bar with 1,257,643 inmates and counting. what need is there to speak to the woman next to you who can only remind you of something you wanted once and can no longer have? look again. there is no bar stool next to you. there is only constant rotation. no trace of lost sweetness? it is grueling work for the imagination, too, which is marred by this constant prolepsis (the clicking sounds). next assignation, next opportunity, if only to witness, hit by a realization of desire, lit by its virulence—what is left of a bar if it bans the second hand smoke that could get so

A Cute Reminder To Get Those Flu Shots!
Flu Time Coming Choose your partners,one and all, Aspirin, Advil, or Tylenol! Now fling those covers with all you've got, One minute cold, the next minute hot, Circle right to the side of the bed, Grab the tissues and Sudafed. Back to the middle and don't goof off; Hold your stomach and cough, cough, cough. Forget about slippers, dash down the hall, Toss your cookies in the shower

Have No Idea.....
I feel like I'm about to jump out of my skin- like I should be somewhere else doing something else- out of this job, out of this town. My senses are buzzing and I feel something must be done. Before I begin breaking things. I get the sense I should be running the show, that I should be part of something bigger either of my own creation or as part of a collaberation. All I know is that all my life, I have been shackled by my insecurities about what people think about my weight and my odd personality, and now I am ready to say fuck them all and go for it. I will start with the image, show people how beautiful I truly am, then cultivate from there. Yeah, some may be saying, "Aren't you a little old for such foolishness? Isn't it a little too late?" My response to both: Fuck you! It's never too late if your will is strong and your passion is great. Age is relative- you're as old as you feel and I feel half of my true age. Matter of fact, I feel bloody well

Wtf?
Funny how spending time on your back in a hospital gives you time to think. When you have someone planning every detail of your daily needs, bring food when it's mealtime, bring morphine when you have a pain in your ass that you cant get rid of. You can kind of let your mind wander, and it can go to some pretty interesting places. After watching CNN one night, i began to really worry about where our country is going. Not just the blatant mismanagement of our government, but where is the Heart of our country? I'll admit, i'm an old fart; I was born under the Truman administration, when the nation needed strong leadership. We had it, and we had a feeling of unity in the country that has waxed and waned. I can no longer offer a ride to a stranger, not only because of the danger to myself, but the law says i cant. Remember hitchhiking? A thing of the past. Every day you hear some new bullshit about "illeagal aliens". There are several viable solutions that I can see, so why do the poli

I Love You
As many times as I've seen you smile it never fails to brighten up my day As many times as I've heard you laugh, it's still alwyas lifts my spirits and makes me realize that things aren't always as bad as they seem As often as I've felt your arms around me when you hold me close, it never ceases to make me feel secure And as often as I've heard you say."I LOVE YOU" I never tire of saying them. I never stop apprecating, your honesty, sensitivity, thoughtfulness or generosity, most of all. As often as I'm with you I never stop appreciating what we have together or what a blessing it is to have you in my life.

Crazydave Designs
Recently people are starting to charge FU Bucks for graphics. People who know me well know im totally opposed to this. So I have started my own Comment Designs, which are totally free, all i ask is if you use them to rate them and leave a comment. You will find them in my Album Crazydave Designs, which I will be adding to gradually I Have now got a Christmas Album as well Here are a couple of samples

For The Guys
You have been warned! Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties & local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called "Beer". The drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large "kegs". Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and sleep with them. A woman needs only to get a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, men will often succumb to the desires to sleep with horrific looking women whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that "something bad" occurred. At other times these unfortu

$20.00
$20.00 Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we ma

First Contest
HEY EVERYONE I AM ASKING FOR SOME HELP WITH MY FIRST EVER CONTEST..I NEED COMMENTS AND RATES PLEASE ALL HELP WILL BE APPRECIATED AND IF YOU NEED ME TO HELP YOU JUST ASK AND I WILL DO WHAT I CAN. FOR THE ONES WHO HAVE HELPED SO FAR I THANK YOU. WELL JUST READ MY OTHER BLOG AND CLICK THE PIC IT WILL TAKE YOU TO THE CONTEST PAGE...CONTEST RUNS FOR ANOTHER WEEK...PEACE

Hey Jim
I'm sorry for not being perfect I'm sorry I disappoint. I'm sorry that I'm honest I'm sorry you missed the point. I'm sorry that you hate me. I'm sorry for my ugly face. I'm sorry about my problems and I'm sorry about my disgrace. I'm sorry I'm not good enough I'm sorry I let you down. I'm sorry for my insecurties I'm sorry for screwing around. I'm sorry for my moodiness I'm sorry for my tears. I'm sorry for my feelings And I'm sorry for my fears. I'm sorry that I'm human And I'm sorry that I care. I'm sorry for making you laugh I'm sorry that I shared. I'm sorry for having ideas of my own Sorry 'bout trying so hard So sorry for trying to be nice to you I'm sorry I played the wrong card. I'm sorry for you, And I'm sorry for me But most of all, I'm sorry for being sorry.

I'm In Love With The Gators
we drove down to Gainesville yesterday morning to watch the Gators women soccer team play UCF in the NCAA tournament. Since we were early, we decide to walk around campus. Now, all my friends know that I'm a HUGE Gators football fan. Well, you know I had to check out the stadium. I'm taking pictures and I really wanted one of me on the field. I see this 10 year old boy on the field so I hop onto the field so we can take my picture...not 30 seconds later, this dude starts yelling at us to get off the field. Now i have a picture of me running off the field, not quite what I had in mind. Yelling at us and the other family wasn't enough, he told us we had to leave the stadium. :( it was soooo worth it though because I'm sure that i'll never get tickets to a Florida game in this lifetime. Having my picture taken under the orange part of the wall that says "This is The Swamp" is priceless

Dear Mother
To heal one must forgive.... Oh mother of mine..I am so angry with you...for things so many the number is lost. I must say this now...I do love you. I would be a liar if I were to omit that because in truth you are my mother and for whatever the reason I can't deny it. I think you wronged me, did a grave injustice, and left me to defend myself improperly equipped. Whether by choice or by circumstance injury occurred. Wounds inflicted beyond bounds, permanently scarring my very soul. As a mother I can see now how difficult a task it was raising children, there is no guide book to follow, no black and white outline, no instruction manual. You can only love them, nurture them, protect them within your abilities, and pray they grow into responsible functional self-sufficient adults. Even seeing this and knowing this I can still see where you failed, where you fell short, and where you were unable to fulfill one of these tasks let alone all of them. I could blame y

A Short Poem
Wrapped in barbwire. Sowed up in thorns. My cuts are vissible. and im scornd. I feel like shit. and no ones there. im alone like always. and no one cares. I sit alone. And listen to bitching. why do i have to take this when im venting. torments my home. Darkness my slave. No one can save me in my dying day. the world fucked up. And i blame them. Why cant we all just shut up an asend. this place is worse then hell i think. but what the hell is in store for us i will never know. Call me emo i dont give a shit. just take the dagger and take your hit. walk on me like the rest of them do. But in the end you will see the truth. No matter what happnes i will always be there. Spit on me,beat me i dont care. I will never turn away even tho im shattered. My hearts easyly broken but thats another matter. you see im to kind and dont turn away. even if your an ass i will be there to say hey. I can be a friend even to envy. hell Wrath is my friend he sits with me. I k

Im Sorry
i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day. i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you. i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on. i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough. i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen. i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough. i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference. i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. You treat them like crap

Who Wants To Be Leveled (from Bulletin Board)
If you need leveled please let Fire and Ice know and we will do our best to serve you, lmao!!! We are a new leveling crew. We are ready to KICK ASS. So let someone in Fire and Ice Management know if you or anyone you know needs leveled. We do have rules to go a long with leveling. Who ever we decide to level they must NOT have no more than 20,000 and they MUST be online at the time we level them, so they can level someone from our crew while we are leveling them. They must also have A LOT of STASH n PICS in order to be leveled. We only level during HAPPY HOURS. So please let us know in advance so we have time to post a blog n get the word out to our crew and make sure we have enough of our crew online to be able to level you or anyone else. Please contact one of the members of management below if you know anyone who wants leveled. Thank you and hope to serve you proudly, Fire and Ice Leveling Crew SUNSETBEAUTY Sunsetbeauty~ Founder of Fire and Ice Crew and Sexy Azz Danc

Unknown
It doesn't take a reason to love someone, but it does to like someone.You don't love someone because you want to,you love someone because you are destined too.It's because you fall in love with them,that you then try to find a reason,but you always come up with the answer,No reason!

Yay Me.. (i Think)
Okay.. So corporate america finally got to me... I've got a new job.. an ACTUAL 9-5, m-f .. full benefits after 30 days.. paid vacation, paid holidays, personal days... after ... COUNTLESS years of retail... i get to say .. NO MORE WEEKENDS BITCHES!!!! heh... anyhow.. wanted to finally post a POSITIVE blog... so here it is :D

Sometimes...ya Know?
sometimes i really fucking hate being alive. sometimes i wish i'd just keel over and die. sometimes i think about earthquakes and floods. sometimes i just want to crawl deep in the mud. sometimes i consider.... why not eat that pin? what harm can it do, but tickle and spin... then i think a little more, and see the true light... that there's no point in taking on that uphill sort of fight. who can swallow a grenade? a circus preformer? or a porn star, or giant, or jelliebean farmer? who wants to do damage, like razorblade soup, and man, wouldn't THAT hurt, the next time you went...DUH! why think all this cruel, and painful and crude... not to mention, gorey, and sleightly so rude... and pissy and ick... such rediculous thoughts... when there's a lot of silly shit that should really be talked?

Accused Of Hot Pick Pictures
SOUTHERN CHARM (ME) WAS ACCUSED WRONGLY BY PURE MAGICK KREATIONS OF HOT PIC HER PHOTOS. DO NOT KNOW WHO SHE IS AND I ASK PEOPLE CAN I RIP PHOTOS IF I LIKE THEM. PURE MAJICK KREATIONS SHOULD GET HER FACTS STRAIGHT BEFORE SHE JUDGES SOMEONE AND THEN BLOCKS THEM SO THEY CAN NOT TAKE UP FOR THEIR SELF. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HOT PIC MEANS ANYWAY SO HOW COULD I HAVE DONE IT SINCE I HAVE BEEN IN BED SICK SINCE SUNDAY.

Any One Know Me
Full Name: tripper john Nicknames: trip Birthday: september 15 virgo Gender: male Hair: dark blonde Eyes: brown Height: 5'10" Zodiac Sign: i said virgo Status: alone Graduation Year: can't remember that far back FAVORITES Movie: murder of crows was good Book: murder mysteries Color: blue Food: pizza Drink(Non-Alcoholic): Water Drink(Alcoholic): hieneken Scent: something sweet Actor: bobby d Actress: jenifer aniston Sport: golf to play football to watch Cartoon Character: family guy Store: best buy City: san diego Vacation:cancun Band: green day Song: hurt Football Team:NY Basketball Team: no Baseball Team: mets Animal: panda Magazine: gamer Candy: chocolet Jewelry: none Day of the Week: saturday Ice Cream Flavor: mint chocolate chip Number: 0 PEOPLE Your Best Friend: yeah right Your Shoulder to Cry on: none at this time Do You Have More Girl or Guy Friends: girl Who do You Consider a Sister: my sisters Who Knows All Your Secret

Fubucks For Pics!!
You wanna see NSFW pics??? for every 250,000 fubucks i get this is what you get: 1st 250,000 TOTAL I get: I post my tits 2nd 250,000 Total I get: Post my butt pics 3rd 250,000 Total I get: YOU GUESSED IT!!! I don't mean one person giving me that many FUBUCKS by themselves, if like 20 send 12,500 etc. each and that way I get to 250,000 Fubucks each time, Get it??

Hey Ive Got A Bunch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey ive got a bunch date: 2007-12-09 07:03:55 of new pix scattered throughout different albums..I also have a brand new folder, please check em out and get us both points, or if u want double points wait till the next HH, and i will return the favor ASAP! Mike

Current Weather
We are under a winter storm watch and ice storm watch at least until tomorrow morning. How wonderful is that?! Right now the temp is 33 degrees and supposed to drop down to 26 tonight. It's been raining ALL day and supposed to rain through the night, turning into freezing rain. With the temp. dropping, it'll turn into ice. I was lucky enough to have missed the last ice storm that Springfield got last winter. I was still in NC, but I called here every week. People were without power over a week long. And now the people of Springfield are continously talking about the weather we're having now and comparing it to last winter. I am NOT a happy camper so far and don't expect to be the rest of the winter. The south is beginning to look better and better every day. And to think, I left the south to move to the midwest because my family is here. SheeZ! Am I a glutton for punishment or what? Ah well ... life goes on. I have power, ( so far ), I have the computer to spend time on Fubar, I hav

Here I Am Again
Well its apparent my so called friends could give a fuck less if im here or not i could be dead and wow i dont think it would matter thats nice thinkin why am i even gonna bother gettin back online fuck it for those who care you got my number and for those who dont you can FUCK OFF!

I Am Me
I am beautiful in my own ways. I look good in my eyes. I have a wonderful personality. I am new and alert to what happens. I reach to gather new information. I want to be heard by everybody. I scream out my loud voice. I am heard around the world. I am sweet to everyone. I am quiet to strangers. I am loud around friends. I like to work and serve people. I want a smile for a friend. I see new horizons looking my way. I want to go there someday. I love being around my friends. I go new places and explore new things. I want more qualities. I want new jobs. I need new tasks. I am me. By...me Stacie Arnold

Fear Inside
this fear inside grows deeper as we speak im not use to this type of fear its worries me greatly that im so afraid to come clean for so long ive wanted you for so long ive waited and yet we spoke the whole time i figured by now id have the courage to ask you anything yet im so afraid that the answer i get wont be the one i want and i dont want that awkwardness between us if its not what i want thatd be my fault and i dont want to lose u uve always been special to me whether you saw it or not i may not be the perfect girl but could u love me the way i am? flaws and all? could u love me the way i love you? i could spend my days lost in you id give u everything just to have you and you have no idea how much i like you i know it may be too soon to ask but i want to know so badly it makes me cry im not perfect,nor will i ever be but would you date me anyways?

To All My Friends!!- Thank You!!
I just want to wish you all a great New Year to start of with. I also want to thank you all for being such great friends to me--YOU ALL ARE AWESOME!!!You have shown me soo much luv. And I thank you all!! I was a nobody- but you all have shown me that I AM someone- and I thank you all dearly. You have no idea how you have change my life. You brought confidence ,something I never knew I had, but you brought it to me, shown me. And I thank you from the bottom of my heart for it. You have put smiles on my face- and I do hope I have put a smile on your face. I hope I can stay friends with you for long time-I treasure all of you!!!! Everyone of you-HUGGS AND KISSES FROM ME!!Thank you for all youre luv-you have no clue how you have changed my life!!!! YOU ARE THE GREATEST!!!!!!!! love, petiegirl

Vamps
VAMPS GALORE - WIN A 7DAY BLAST ARE YOU A VAMP? ARE YOU SEXY? I'LL BE RUNNING A CONTEST TO SEE WHO FUBAR THINKS IS THE SEXIEST VAMP. SEND ME A MESSAGE STATING YOUR DESIRE TO JOIN, I'LL RIP YOUR PIC AND LET THE BOMBING BEGIN!!!! YOU MUST HAVE FANGS...BLOOD IS OPTIONAL...I RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REJECT ANY PIC!! CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 2 WEEKS AND WILL START AS SOON AS I HAVE 10 ENTRIES!! SEND ME A MESSAGE IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS!!! 1ST PLACE MALE/FEMALE : 7 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE MALE/FEMALE : 1 DAY BLAST 3RD PLACE MALE/FEMALE : 100,000 FUBUCKS

When It Hurts The Most
you know this is when it hurts the most u cant talk to any one even though you try b/c u know no one will truly understand the pain u feel inside.. all they will tell you is to be rid of what makes u hurt.. but what if u cant just be rid of the hurt.. knowing the next person will just come by make u feel like a million dollas , make you feel like a princess or the queen you always wanted to be just to come back in a few to crush ur every dream... how u find a passion u lost long ago. how do you trust again when u know u cant even trust urself? the pain is ripping thru me now i feel u poorin the salt in drop by drop tiny little grains of salt. my heart is so raw , so numb and why.. when i knew better than to love you.. knew better than to give u my heart ... how did i trust u with it ... i am the fool not you .... i'm the one that should have known better... when will i learn ?

Reinstate Hank Williams In The Grand Ole Opry
Hey yall I know alot of people do not like country music. But Hank Williams Sr is being exploited by the Grand Ole Opry. And he is not even a member so what I am asking yall to do is sign the petition and watch the clips down below. I will also have a link were you can sign the petition.

Features
What are the features of thyroid cancer? Many patients with thyroid cancer have no symptoms whatsoever, and are found by chance to have a lump in the thyroid gland on a routine physical exam or an imaging study of the neck done for unrelated reasons (CT or MRI scan of spine or chest, carotid ultrasound, etc). Some patients with thyroid cancer become aware of a gradually enlarging lump in the front portion of the neck, which usually moves with swallowing. Occasionally, the lump may cause a feeling of pressure. Obviously, finding a lump in the neck should be brought to the attention of your physician, even in the absence of symptoms.

Pop
POP (wow!) Sure!!! It has it’s Power in it’s own right. No true life without the "stick of might"…Now, illusions from too much (porn type illustrations) in mind will create and define one’s disillusion(s) of reality. Hey, keeping it real, I will eventually die too without a Woman of my own. Now, sure, men can be temporarily crippled by the (POP) but eventually he will realize it truly stinks. She can not cook so he’s starving to death, his children are hungry and ignorant too, no one in the house is smiling, then (that) (pussy) is revealed….a stinky dark hole that leaves a nasty ass taste; no one returns for another bit of that crippling power… Now, true Power can be merely making a Man explode without ever touching him or seeing him naked. Oh, she will still have all her clothes intact too. That’s Power! Trust and believe she will be on the top of his list and one to keep near…At the very least, considered as a true Queen. Pussy and Dick aren’t a needle in a hay stack…unless one ha

Leo Horoscope Today! :)
Leo (7/23-8/22) The modest mouse deep down inside of you has been slowly turning into a very proud lion over the past few months, and you are becoming more and more aware of your power. Today, you'll have a wonderful opportunity to flex your muscles and surprise one or two people who think that they already know all about you, and what you'll do next. The element of surprise is a very powerful force, and it will help you make an indelible impression on some intimidating people. So does that mean I will step out of charactor and be awesomely amazing like usual?? wait.. LOL I am sooooooo HYPER! :)

Homeless Phones
There are two unused conference phones in my area at work that I have been trying to get rid of. Everyone I have tried to contact to have them taken away says its not them to call so and so. The phones had to come from somewhere. Why can't someone just come take them away??? *sob*

My New Lounge- Come Join It!
My good buddy WildHorse helped me put together a new lounge today, named, accordingly the TREEHOUSE :-) (cause I hug trees), stop by. It is the smiley face icon on my main profile page here under LOUNGES...go check it out and subscribe to it, it is open to the public, anybody is welcome :-) Link: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=54536

Why Do I Have More Chicks Than Dudes On Here And Also Nsfw Pics......
First off I'm not a perv, I could care less about your NSFW pics, seriously if I wanted to see boobs Id go download a porno on U torrent.....I have more chicks than dudes because dudes on here are retarded and are after one thing.....FREE BOOB SHOTS, I swear I send an equal amount of adds to both sexes and I get more from the girls than boys, and I'm not mad because I don't have dudes on my list because that would be kinda gay, I'm just tired of girls getting mad at me thinking I'm a perv when I add them and think I just want to see their boobs, I COULD CARE LESS, "Then why haven't you sent me a comment then?" because you never send them back, I mean look at my profile I have 8 comments total if that and Ive sent like 284039503245 comments to people, but yea I'm done rambling this is getting pointless.....

A Soft Rain
A soft rain, On a warm morning, During a walk, Is an invitation To refine those Memories That have faded since Childhood. Is it the falling of the Drops through the leaves That we hear? or Is that the movement of Peals of water rolling over the Once dry creek bed? I have thrown aside My umbrella… A quiet that is only Broken by the swish Of car tires as they Breathlessly swirl by, Rain flattens my Hair, running rivulets Of nature’s tears over My unshaven face. My dogs prance the Prance with what we foolishly Call a smile on their faces. That is obviously just Contentment! The rain is irrelevant To them. Poet the poems i get are from very sweet friend thank you sweety

Progress
The dictionary says that "progress" means "steady improvement." But is it an improvement that everything goes faster today? To me, real progress would be healthy, well-fed children and adults worldwide, living and loving in peace.

Mental Attitude 3
A positive mental attitude is the habit of acting with definateness of purpose, with full beliefe in both soundness of that purpose and one's ability to achieve it. It is the habit of going beyond the letter of one's responsibility and rendering more and better service than one is obligated to render, and doing it in a friendly, pleasing manner. It is the habit of choosing a definate goal and marching forward toward its attainment without hesitating because of either commendation or condemnation. It is the habit of looking for the good qualities in other people and expecting to find them, at the same time being prepared to recognize unfavorable qualities without being shocked into a negative state of mind. It is the habit of mastering all the emotions by submitting them to examinations by the head and the discipline of the power of will. It is the habit of facing all the facts which affect one's life both the pleasant and the unpleasant, and keeping a co

What We Have Not Done...
What we have not done, we have done many times in my mind. A never ending story of story-book sun sets on a far away beach, gentle waves lapping at our feet, and a warm ocean breeze, the only witness to our secret rendevouz. What we have not done, we have done many times in my dreams. A never ending kiss so passionate and true, our lips reach out for never ending tender moments. It is on this beach that our bodies will undulate with each passing wave, the ocean demanding more of us. It is here, under this crimson setting sun, that we will escape our inhibitions, and relent to nature's call, and we will happily oblige. What we have not done, we will do soon. The canvas you painted for me will soon be drawn out on this warm, beautiful beach, and reality, will at last, be our friend. The bottled up emotions of lust and love will bobble ashore on our beach of destiny. These are the memories I seek, and together, we can make true, what we have not done...

Cant You See
Can't you see? Don't you care I want to die? Don't you listen? Can't you hear My silent cry? Won't you turn? Can't you hold Me to your heart? Are you afraid of what might follow Once you start? Would you rather not believe I'm in such pain That all your sense and good advice Must be in vain? Would you rather tell yourself I'll be OK, And all this adolescent angst Will go away? Ah! Would I also swim across This lake alone! But if you cannot swim with me, I know I'll drown.

Right Now
1. need a roommate, like last week 2. 2 boys, 13 and 15. nuf said 3.bills + no money = chaos 4. friends dying 5. boss not doing his job 6. doing, my job + bosses job+ everyone elses job = meltdown 7. ex husband trying to help 8. family sux 9. surgery + no rides = atress 10. need money for co-pays. none tthere 11. need meds, no money 12. need cigs, no money 13. need gas, no money 14. need best friend, in hiding 15. need vacation, aint happenin' 16. need to meet new grandchild in July, not happenin', either 17. neice graduating, cant go see 18. car needs work, no money 19. need to scream, cant 20. need to hide, not allowed 21. need to be held, no one to hold me 22. tired of being the strength for everyone 23. tired of being the dependable one 24.tired of being the fixer 25. tired of being the caregiver 26. tired of being the nurturer 27. tired of the pain 28. tired of the heartache 29. tired of life 30. tired of being tired

Blizzard
suppose to be getting up to 14inches of snow here. Its already getting nasty out..and I have to be at work at 3. The boys are getting out a hour early from school..and my mom n law is suppose to come down to get them. I am wondering if I should call off.. or what. I know they will probably need me in there..but my posistion is not that extreme as them needing nurses there. Ughhh

Pictures
I look at pictures and all off sudden my mood goes from happy memories to being really sad... I miss the silly fights, the weird talks, the walks that I wished wouldnt end, but most of all I miss the smile. I know at this point I cant put myself back there because it was an emotional rollercoaster ride of ups and downs and twists and turns. I'm in a better state mentaly then I was back then and I could probably handle the emotions I was feeling much better now. There are still things I need to do before I can love again though. There have been guys in my life since then but I have yet to allow myself to open up to them; for fear of love? I do not know. More so maybe because I feel I have many flaws of which I do not wish to reveal to anyone because then I once again become vulnerable. I feel since those pictures my life has progressed more slowly then it would have had I stayed. I have one thing left on my list to do before I feel I can allow myself to open up once again. I may

Broken Heart
I miss the way you looked at me with the gourgous green eyes that told no lies, and the smile that let me to belive i was a part of your history. His charm, his grace, his body and face. they let me fall hard. i fell so hard i was broken in places i can never heal. This pain i feel is real. But to think of where I'd be with out the experience i was sure i couldn't live with out, and the things i know will forever be because I gave my everlasting friendship to he. the one that will be forever special to me.

Three Weeks To Go...
Well, slightly more than that, but yes. I-CON XVII (website) is taking place April 4th through 6th. It also happens to coincide with my birthday (April 5th). This means I'll be spending the weekend of my birthday in New York. I'll get to see old friends, my old neighborhood, and maybe even Ground Zero again. One thing's for sure: I'll have about a billion photos to upload when I get back. Watch for a new folder in my photo album...

A Love Poem
Close you eyes and make a wish and fall asleep beneath a shooting star to only dream in a bed of roses for beauty shall not bleed in this kingdom I worship you my queen... once upon reflections of true passion I embrace you holding you tight in my arms, protecting you from harm nevermore shall you hunger for love .....whispering these words into thee. I take you off to a better place across the heavens past a blue frozen moon for on this night attraction turns to affection As seconds turn to minutes,hours to days this is how im craving you, only to look forward into an unknown future Now let us make our bed upon a cloud, and listen to the symphony in the night for the crickets play there tune. As this seems this will never end you awake and i am there giving you warmth as the sun says hello with each eternal day that passes I shall be here for you for together we stand Always and Forever....

Love Insane
Back and forth, Side to side, The two eyes spied. In the corners of the room The shadows lied Hearing voices that made No sound Hearing voices From all around. Blood curlding whispers and a hysterical shout Looking for an exit needing a way out. Thrashing, thrashing gasping for air. Feeling red Feeling bare. And why does noone Care. There it is His escape Right behind the Crimson colored drape. Such an allureing call A crash and a 6 story fall. "Did you hear me, I said I love you" "Uumm, sure, I love you too."

3/19/72 - 3/14/97
TORREY , IF GOD WAS SITTING ACROSS FROM ME AT THE TABLE TODAY , I WOULD TELL HIM THANK YOU GOD FOR LEANING TORREY TO ME , AND THE SONG BY KENNY CHESNEY WHO YOU BE TODAY , I CRY BECAUSE I THINK OF YOU . YOUR IN A BETTER PLACE NO SUFFERING , NO PAIN , NO BULLSHIT , NO MISERIES , NO WANTS . AND SOME DAY MOMMIE WILL SEE YOU . WE MISS YOU BABY . I LOVE YOU . I WILL ALWAYS SMILE UP AT YOU , I PROMISED KAGE I WOULD ALWAYS SMILE . imikimi - Customize Your World

What To Do
i need help, i wanna take my daughter on vac this summer since we really didnt do much last summer boringg lmao #1 i dont drive, gas prices whoa #2 dont know what to do or where to go #3 got 3-4 days off a week wouldnt need to take off work :) #4 no one would go with us #5 got 2 weeks i could have her for vac but would have to take off work to get her on days i dont got her, shes with her father! should i take her or should i just plan it when i have her and on my days off? dont really wanna take off until sept b.c i already got units plus i like savin my vac time just incase i need to use them :) so if u got any ideas let me know... what would u do? where would u go? how would u get there without a ride? help!!! july 17th is my daughters b day and i wanna do something very nice for her but not sure what to do, dont want to have a party this year, do that every year and ppl dont show up lmao so plz let me know of some things i could do.. thank you fo

Want To Build Another Fubar Site???
For you think BABY J or SCRAPER!!!! Dont seem to know what they are doing???? Im a web developer!!!! And if you want to have a website like this!!??!! LOL You have no idea!!!! The money and work it takes!!! To make a site like this!!!! For if you did!!! you would never BITCH!!!! need more info??? Feel free to ask! Starting cost just to get close to this is 50,000 want to know why then email and ask. With this site all I can say is!!! " DONT BIT THE HEAD THAT FEEDS YOU" The server cost alone is close to 200.00 and up easy!!! The levels of pages need is mind blowing!!! The power scripting you need is off the books!!! LOL I can build you one!!!! But even I dont have that kind of cash to build me one!! This isnt just what you know its what money you have!! I went to school for this to build something this this!!! I never knew what money and time it really took!! This site to have one like it COSTS!!! big time!!

Nothing Hurts Worse
Nothing hurts worse then saying goodbye. I have to sigh. I had to close the door, when i hit the floor. I knew there would be no more. No more I love you mom and dad. why do i feel so bad, inside i feel so sad. There is no more rhyme. No more time, nothing left to say, you wouldnt give me one more day. To say how I feel, could this be real. that i am saying goodbye. I can only sigh. Nothing hurts worse then saying goodbye mom and dad i am very sad, but you made me feel bad, I closed the door, cause there is no more, making me cry.

Why Ohhhhhh Whyyyyyyyyy
why oh why do some men have to be so obsessive and possive? Some that you dont even know other than online and talking with them on the phone. but nooooo they have to cop an attitude when your on the phone with someone else or if you dont drop everything or wait by the phone for that call?? i mean come on can a girl have a life with out being questioned about everything, from what she eats. to what shes doing with her family. her boyfriend, her daugher? I mean whose business is it what shes doing with her time. she gets accused of ignoring ppl when she is in fact in the crapper or getting her daughter to bed. The girl has to unplug the phone at night so it dont ring in the middle of the night. What else can she do. When she goes out of town, his attitude is even worse, he calls her friends trying to get information out of them about her. her friends are smart and dont give him what he wants. they dont call her because he wants them to. while shes away with her family. Why are some ppl

What's It About??
xxx This blog not written by me... by http://fubar.com/user/977886... what's it about? Emotional confusion, Living this illusion, My hands are tied, my arms are bleeding, Begging, pleading, wanting, needing. But still I will bend for you, Never want to end for you. The deepness of emotional ending, Wanting more but still pretending. I still want to break for you, For all the shit i've put you through, For all the things you'll never do, I cover the cuts,it still bleeds through. And I'd give it all away for you, I'm begging it to stay for you, For all the things I'll never do, I cover hurt, it still bleeds through. I cover up my battered truth, I'm a waste of life,a waste of youth. Sometimes I feel I am of no use, I'm hanging by my pretty noose, Wanting to be good for you, Wishing that i could for you, I'm doing all you want me to. I cover pain, it still bleeds through.

Bombs Away!
SHE'S IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A VIP OR 7 DAY BLAST. SHE NEED RATES AND *BOMB* COMMENTS (14,500) COULD YOU PLEASE CLICK THE PIC AND HELP?..ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED..{ HUGS) ~ROXY~ (repost of original by ''*RØX¥*~§PI®IT £€V€£€®§ G®€€T€® H€ÅÐ §€ÇU®IT¥@§PI®IT'§ Ð€Й&¤P®I§ØЙBITÇh#11¤' on '2008-04-12 04:16:15')

I Need Your Help Everyone
I only need 1000 comments total to get a blast please come help me... You will need to add, rate, and fan the host and tell her that ~Hillary~*Founder of BBW_Bombers Family* and a "Real Deal Babe"(Fu-Owned by Espo1969 sent you.

Packing Up And Heading Out
I'm not able to handle being heart broken anymore. Those of you who know me and know what's been going on between myself and someone else in here know that my heart's been broken in too many ways that I can't even begin to explain what each piece would have meant to me had they not fallen apart. knowing that i'm not in the 'lounge' as much as he is, it's better i step back and let him bring in more entertainment to the room than i ever could. he's more attractive than i am and is a dj on top of that. he doesn't have to hide his cam when he's on it, but i do with mine. it's pathetic, but it's my life for now. until then, i'm leaving this up for a few days to let everyone else know that i will be leaving here within the next week or two. i'm so glad to have made so many good friends and have gone through some good and interesting times with so many of you. however, i can't stand to be in a place where my heart has been hurt. i can't come back here...it's too much of a reminder

Llife
just letting you know I might be taking a break from here. I will still be around..but not like before. Things have just changed for me on here. I am not enjoying it like I use to. Like I said.. might be around...might not. If I am lit up ad do not answer..its for the fact that I just havnt logged off.

Me Being Gone
OK GUYS I AM ABOUT TO GO TURN MYSELF IN TUESDAY I LEAVE TOMORROW GOING TO MISS EVERYONE BUT HERE IS THE DEAL A FRIEND OF MINE IS GOING TO USE MY ACCOUNT TO BOMB WITH SO IT MIGHT SHOW FROM TIME TO TIME THAT I AM ON BUT IT IS NOT ME SO I AM NOT IGNORING ANYONE I PROMISE LOVE YA BUNCHES

Another Random Thought
You know if you are gonna copy ppl......at least have the dignity to say who you are copying and showing a little respect to the person you are copying.....When the ppl you copy start getting sick of hearing themselves copied and played out there is a problem....what happened to originality? what happened to creativity? Did you leave those @ the door for popularity....fame? A chance to make yourself feel better @ the cost of robbing a person of their identity? Or are you just that retarded that you didnt have anything better to do with your time than say I wanna be just him.....so you literally did? GO FUKK YOURSELF!!! Find your own damn flow. It is one thing if ppl rub off on you and influence your style....but to take things and use them right out knowing that these ppl see you....That is dissrespectful and your just plain embarrassing yourself

Do They Exist????
I am looking for someone that will hold true to their word. I cannot stand the lying that goes on today. I am very passionate and compassionate. I have a heart of gold. I want what everyone else does: REAL LOVE. Not that crap that comes and goes as fast as flippin' a light switch. I don't know where my knight in shining armor is, but surely he is out there somewhere. I have met some really nice guys in the past to only have them turn out to be the ones that wanted a momma to take care of them. I don't want any more children. I have enough for me! I do love kiddos, but I just don't think I should have to raise one that is an adult! I want those kisses that just knock me off my feet. I want that special someone to think about me all the time. I want to think about him all the time. I want to get all giddy when I think about him coming home! I want to smile when I know it's him calling. I want to be able to get and give hugs everyday. Sometimes I think I want the man that doesn't exist, b

Trojan In Lounge?
4 EVERY ONE IN FUBAR FANTATIA WORD HAS IT THAT THE LOUNGE CALLED THE LILLY PAD IS A FAKE ROOM WAITING 4 PEOPLE TO COME IN THERE N THEN THEY SEND OUT TROJONS TO YUR PC ....PASS TO OTHER FUBAR MEMBERS WYLDEX

This Guy Is A Jerk!
wetalkwine@ fubar This guy demanded I put him in my family list. He told me he was in charge of me and other things. Screen shots are in asshat folder. I missed about half the conversation due to another friend in my shout box, and had to read it later, god he was a winner. I recommend we show him what we do to people like him.

Consideration..........
1)Careful thought; deliberation 2. A result of considering; an opinion or a judgment 3. High regard ; esteem. All very good definitions for the word. And yet..... I find the word a lot deeper in emotion than the book version. The idea of consideration to me means a chance of security, growth, stability, joy, knowledge and yes even love. The choice is scarey, it's like wearing a blindfold. Do we dare to take that chance that this One may be that person who can guide us. After searching all our lives for that, can we finally let go and allow ourselves that chance, that risk? Our mind and bodies go through a multitude of emotional turmoils deciding one of two simple words, yes or no.... I've know a lot of friends who have decided so easily on this, and they are happy with their decision and choice of partner, but I know of some who have made this decision and have felt a lot of heartache and disappointment. Yet when considering someone, the turmoil is the same, the wonderi

Contest Help
Hi I am doing a contest that a friend asked me to and if you all arent busy tonight and up until wednesday at midnight I could use your help to bomb The person with the least amount of comments wins 30 blings and i could really use this on the road to godfather Here is the link id appreciate any comments you could give Bomb this link NOT MY PICTURE Erin

Your Touch
When our eyes meet, I can feel them touch my heart When you stand, I can feel the tremor of the floor touch my feet When you walk towards me, I can feel the vibration touch my legs When you stand in front of me, power touches my whole body When you touch, your hands into mine it makes me feel whole When you reach to touch my hair and slide it away from my face, it tickles When you touch my cheek with your hand, you send electric chills When your cheek touches my cheek, I wrap my arms around you When your breath touches my skin, it makes me shiver When your lips touch my lips, I open my mouth with invitation When your tongue touches mine, I respond with zealousness When your kiss ends, I feel loss When your breath touches my neck, I shudder When your arm reaches and touches my lower back, I lean back to it When your teeth touch my neck, I reach for you to pull you close When my blood touches your throat, I am one with you

Ignoring Friends
Hello all that know me especially my friends on FU. it has been a couple of days since i was able to send Comments etc to friends, Please please dont think i am being ignorant,On weds my health took a turn for the worse, Seems i dont have enough oxygen in my blood, so just trying to move from One room to another leaves me gasping for air,add to this the highest pollen count in Uk this year and i sound like an old engine about to die anyways i hope youll all understand if i am not my usual ermm chatty ?? self... what little energy i have i must put into my work, or i cant feed the family ( well thats not totaly true my partner also works from home) she is my carer my wife and my best friend i dont know how she puts up with a miserable old fool like me!, Please feel free to drop me a line, i will get to read it eventually XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX to all. Regards a very old man ...at least i feel it.

Suture Self
Music and Words by Aaron A'bellira SUTURE SELF: You don..t got to remind me to drudge up everything You don..t have to find me to make me feel the sting of your venomous and potent neuro- toxic injection that paralyze me at the moment I drown, I drown in my affection No breath No shame in your game when you hung me on your shelf but you didn..t hang me up you hung yourself (Chorus) Hung out and strung out, (so suit yourself), and left for ,(so suture self), left for dead You don..t got to listen you don..t hear me anyway There..s a feeling that you..re missing but you don..t feel this way You failed to see the fire in eyes that see through you You want to fuck with me bitch? No! Fuck you! You opened up your own veins when you hung me on your shelf So lick your self inflicted wounds and suture yourself (Chorus) Repeat

Conversations With Matt
This man is a Provert! THE FU-KING FREAK OF FUBAR owned by my left hand@ fubar Angi: Did you upload that picture yet? Matt: No, I have one hand on the phone. Angi: What the hell does that matter for? Matt: Angi, when I'm talking to you I have one hand on my phone and the other on my penis. Angi: GROSS! Matt: HAHAHAHAHA

Lets Let It Go
I WANT TO START BY SAYING I AM SO VERY SORRY THAT I HAVE ALLOWED MY EMOTIONS TO RUIN SOMETHING THAT AT ONE TIME WAS THE STRONGEST FAMILY ON FUBAR I ASK BEFOR I LAY MY HEART OUT IN THIS BULLY THAT YOU ALL HAVE AN OPEN MIND AND REALLY THINK ABOUT WHAT I AM ABOUT TO SAY ... I FEEL IN MY HEART THAT WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN PETE AND MYSELF SHOULD STAY BETWEEN HIM AND I ,,, I WAS WRONG FOR EVER TALKING TO FRIENDS ABOUT WHAT WAS HURTING ME I SHOULD HAVE TALKED TO THE I LOVE EVERYONE HERE AT ONE POINT OR ANOTHER HAS MADE SOME VERY BAD MISTAKES THEY ARE NOT PROUD OF AND PETE KNOWS HE HURT ME AND HE IS SUFFERING A GREAT DEAL AND IT REALLY KILLS ME INSIDE TO SEE HIM HURT SO BAD OVER SOMETHING I COULD HAVE STOPPED JUST BY KEEPING MY MOUTH SHUT ... I REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST JOINED CLUB F.A.R. I WAS AMAZED AT WHAT A WONDERFUL FAMILY IT WAS AND THOUGHT WOW IM STAYING HERE THEN PETE MADE ME A OWNER AND I WAS SO HAPPY BECAUSE I PUT ALOT OF TIME INTO THIS FAMILY I LOVED SO MUCH AND WHEN ALL THIS STATE

What The Hell
Just in case you ever get these two environments mixed up, this should make things a little bit clearer. In PRISON you spend the majority of your time in a 10X10 cell. At WORK you spend the majority of your time in an 8X8 cubicle. In PRISON you get three meals a day fully paid for. At WORK you get a break for one meal and you have to pay for it. In PRISON you get time off for good behavior. At WORK you get more work for good behavior. In PRISON you can watch TV and play games. At WORK you could get fired for watching TV and playing games. In PRISON you get your own toilet. At WORK you have to share the toilet with some people who don't have good hygiene. In PRISON they allow your family and friends to visit. At WORK you aren't even supposed to speak to your family. THERE IS SOMETHING SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE. Maybe that's why they call it WORK.

I've Been Tagged
Ms. Victoria tagged me Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1:I really want my tongue pierced, but I'm scared to get it 2:I have a flip flop obsession 3:I hate my car 4:I love the color pink 5:My mom is my best friend, ever 6:My real dad is a douche bag 7:I always wear some type of jewelery, usually my ring 8:I listen to music probably too much 9:I love dolphins and penguins 10:I hate looking at myself in the mirror

Pt 2 Of Ppl Who....
#5. GO AHEAD AND CALL ME BYTCH, SNOT , BRAT, SELFISH WHATEVER YA WANT.............BUT IF U HAD SAID SOMETHING IN THE ADD REQUEST, LIKE I ASKED, I WOULDA LEFT YA A BEAUTIFUL COMMENT( I MAKE GR8 ONES, YA KNOW THAT? :) MAYB A VIDEO, OR A SONG, GAVE YA AN 11, FANNED RATED AND DID SOME OF UR PICS OR SENT YA A GIFT OR A BLING OR BOUGHT YA A BLAST ( OR ALL OF EM)............ BUT INSTEAD YA LOSE IT ALL JUST B/C U REFUSED TO READ ABOUT ME AND SENT IN AN EMPTY ADD REQUEST. BY THAT B/S U DID NOT WANT TO BE MY FRIEND IF YOU CAN NOT READ A LIL ABOUT ME FIRST AND TALK TO ME FROM THE START U R JUST A POINT HO . SO GET ON THE UR BAD SELF.....WHO WANTS A FRIEND LIKE YOU!!! OK ENUFF BYTCHIN......... BUT Y'ALL KNOW I AM RIGHT ( AS USUAL LOL :p)

Luggage
Talk of emotional baggage has become very common nowadays. This contemporary term has given rise to a new way of experiencing relationships with yourself and with others. Dreams of cumbersome baggage often represent a life that is too cluttered, or one that lacks reasonable emotional boundaries. To dream of a mysterious piece of luggage may indicate something that is hidden, such as a secret or an idea. Does the luggage in your dream seem to get in the way? Are you very nervous about losing a piece of luggage that you are carrying around for no apparent reason? This may mean that you should take stock of things that you are holding onto-maybe there is something that you can safely dispose of that will lighten the load.

Your Last....
THE LAST PERSON WHO:TAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey 1. Slept beside you: My daughter 2. Saw you cry: My kids lol 3. Made you cry: Different things 4. Went to the movies with you: Cheryl 5. You went to dinner with: Ronnie 6. You talked on the phone: Franklin 7. Said I love you to you and really meant it: Franklin 8. Broke your heart: Hmmm... Lets not go here 9. Made you laugh: Franklin 10. You thought about more than 3 times a day: WHOA!!!!!!!! Franklin and Shorty 11. You kissed? Franklin 12. You borrowed something from? Hmmmm My Cuz 13. You text messaged on your phone? Franklin 14. You got in a fight with? Kids CLICK HERE TO TAKE THIS SURVEY!More MySpace Surveys | Tired of MySpace?

Added To My Offer....auction Updated 6/14/08
I have added an additional 600 11's making it a total of 1000 11's for the month. Also, a fubling a day for week! Here is the link....Stop by and bid! Much fu love to ALL that have bidded...you all RAWK!

Who Wants A Vip????
DO YOU WANT A VIP? ARE YOU WILLING TO WORK FOR IT ? IF YOU ARE THEN WE HAVE THE CONTEST FOR YOU CHAOS & MAYHEM CREATIONS HAPPLY PRESENT YOU Chaos&Mayhem Creations@ fubar DJ DEMON WOLF DJ DEMON WOLF IS HOSTING A CONTEST STARTING TUESDAY JUNE 17TH AT 9AM CENTRAL TIME AND ENDING JUNE 21 AT MIDNIGHT CENTRAL WHO EVER GETS THE MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN A ONE MONTH VIP PLEASE SEND A FU MAIL WITH A LINK TO THE PIC YOU WANT TO USE TO THE LINK BELOW ALL ENTRY'S MUST BE IN BY MIDNIGHT ON MONDAY ***CLICK ON PIC TO TAKE U THERE*** DJ DemonWolf ~ Kindred2WhiteWolf420~ FuWifeOfDragonPoet@ fubar"

Are You F'n Serious?
17 Million Fubucks for a spotlight today. That just absolutely blows my mind. I am glad Texxas got it, because she's been nothing but nice to me, but is the Spotlight really worth that much? I took my name, Mr 7000000, as a joke, because thats how much I figured I'd need to get the spotlight. I planned on changing it, but unfortunately I blew up, got name recognition, and I'm stuck with it. But the way things are going, that's only going to get me halfway there. I know that they are only fubucks, not "real" money, but I'm stingy nonetheless. I wondered if, when the time came, I could actually part with that many fubucks for the spotlight. I know there is NO way I could drop over 10 million Fubucks for it. I can't do it. I could use that fubucks and help so many others get it, that it wouldn't seem right for me to spend that much on just me. It takes me three weeks to decide on spending on a CD in real life, so there is no friggin way I'd spend everyones hard earned fub

Utah Announces 'major Dinosaur Fossil Discovery'
Utah announces 'major dinosaur fossil discovery' By MIKE STARK, Associated Press Writer Tue Jun 17, 7:30 AM ET A newly discovered batch of well-preserved dinosaur bones, petrified trees and even freshwater clams in southeastern Utah could provide new clues about life in the region some 150 million years ago. The Bureau of Land Management announced the find Monday, calling the quarry near Hanksville "a major dinosaur fossil discovery." An excavation revealed at least four sauropods, which are long-necked, long-tailed plant-eating dinosaurs, and two carnivorous ones, according to the bureau. It may have also uncovered an herbivorous stegosaurus. Animal burrows and petrified tree trunks 6 feet in diameter were found nearby. The site doesn't contain any new species but offers scientists the chance to learn more about the ecology of that time, said Scott Foss, a BLM paleontologist. The fossilized dinosaurs are from the same late Jurassic period as those at Dinosaur Nati

Tag Ur It
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? working 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? sucks 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? food 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? whiskey 9. Your dream/goal? rich 10. The room you're in? hotel 11. Music? tones 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? stupid 16. Muffins? bluberry 17. One of your wish list items? money 18. Where you grew up? florida 19. The last thing you did? burped 20. What are you wearing? undies 21. TV? stolen 22. Your pets? fish 23. Your computer? black 24. Your life? nuts 25. Your mood? spicy 26. Missing so

Feeling
im in kosovo, and im bored and feeling useless. i wish i was in the sandbox, doesnt matter which one.im on a peacekeeping mission here. im not a peace time soldier, i discovered that when i was doing the bulshit training to come here. im a war time sodier.i have to be in danger, doesnt matter i could get killed. i am happy when im in danger. i dont fear death. i dont feel the same way as alot of the guys i deployed with do.

2 Wordz
1. Where is your cell phone? ..................USING IT 2. Your significant other?...................OTHER ROOM 3. Your hair? .......................................HELLA LONG 4. Your mother? ...................................MY BESTFRIEND 5. Your father?......................................MY BESTFRIEND 6. Your favorite thing?.......................BEING HAPPY 7. Your dream last night?.....................SOMETHING WEIRD 8. Your favorite drink? ..........................DIET COKE 9. Your dream/goal?...............................GETTING ACOMPLISHED. 10. The room you're in?...........................MY ROOM 11. Your ex?.............................................MISS SUMTIMES 12. Your fear?.......................................BEING INFERTILE 13.Where do you want to be in 6 years?..........A MOMMY 14. Where were you last night?...........MY HOUSE 15. What you're not?..............................PERFECT/ SKINNY 16. Muffins?..............

I Got Tagged!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) I have a Firecracker Porn Fetish. 2.) LOVE the RHPS movie and never been to a midnight showing. 3.) LOVED pickles and grape soda when I was pregnant with my oldest boy. 4.) COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY IN LOVE WITH DEPP 5.) I ran over my sister with a car. 6.) I'm accident prone. 7.) I was a teenage mom. 8.) My sister and I have a birth mark in the same place. 9.) I was a tom boy growing up. 10.)Love porno lol 11.)Bon Jovi is my favorite singer. 12.)Only been to 2 country concerts. 13.)Margaritas are my favorite drink. 14.)I've never done any kind of drugs. 15.)My dad was a hitch hiker.. he went from NC to Cali and back! I tag....Alice

Traffic
Traffic is a fascinating dream image. If traveling is required in a dream, it is often central to resolving the dream story. Consequently, the traffic and whether it cooperates with or hinders the dreamer's achievement is important. Since most everyone encounters traffic everyday, dreams concerning traffic reflect the extent to which your environment cooperates with or hinders your goals. These dreams may be indications that more patience, more self-assertion, or more creativity is needed to reach your goals. Of course, to dream of traffic can also mean that you were simply stuck in it all that day and you need to work out the frustration in a dream. Did the traffic cause you to miss an important appointment?

~can I Touch You...there~
~Can I Touch You...There~ Baby, show me what you feel Come to me, show me something real I need to know, I need you completely Closer baby closer, come on lets begin Love is taking over, gotta let it in Ooh I need to feel the heart of you Need to reach the very deepest part of you Can I touch you there, touch you deep inside Can I touch your heart, the way you're touching mine Can I touch you there, touch you deep within Can I touch you there, can I touch you...there Baby tell me with your eyes, tell me every secret darling Every deep desire, till you and I are making love completely Closer baby closer, cant be close enough I cant help the way I hold you I just hunger for your love Ooh and I need to feel the heart of you Need to reach the very deepest part of you All I wanna do is touch ya baby Touch the very soul inside of you Ooh and I need to feel the heart of you Need to reach the very deepest part of you Let me be the one to show you just what love c

From Purry
THIS HAS GOT TO BE THE SWEETEST MOST AWESOME GUY I HAVE EVER HAD THE PLEASURE OF MEETING! IF U ARE NOT ON HIS LIST GET UR ASS ON IT! LOVE HIM UP GOOD!!!! BigDaddySparks@ fubar ¡ïPurry ¡ïCo-Owner Purrfect Sin¡ïSex Slave To Dj Bone Crusher , My Sexy Owner!@ fubar (repost of original by '¡ïPurry ¡ïCo-Owner Purrfect Sin¡ïSex Slave To Dj Bone Crusher , My Sexy Owner!' on '2008-07-14 01:50:48')

She Rocks My World
Im seeing someone it started about 3 weeks ago actually started pretty innocent....i never thought id be interested in anyone else since robbie tried dating and well couldnt find any men at all perked my interest i went for drinks with my best friend nicole and her friends and thats where we met kate is a 5/4 beautiful redhead who seems all leg with a personality totally kicks ass...ive been with girls before but this is the first time ive actually dated one and first time ive contemplated getting serious with one shes funny she really cares about me and damn shes hot we've been inseparable till today (she had to go to work *pouts*) the more i know of her the more like her its kinda confusing because ive always been more into men then girls ...girls have always just been fun till now. she wants to be exclusive with me i think i will even if i do like men and she doesnt

Yeah Yeah You Want It Ruff
I grasp you by your hair. I smell your conditioner. I hold you close from behind I fell your temperature and heart rate rise, you slowly grind into me and you feel my massive hard on. I say quietly in your ear "I bit" before I can say anything else you are biting me so I feel your warmth in my crotch. I bit your neck and I hear a whimper from your mouth so I continue around your neck lifting your soft hair out of the way quickly dodging your ear and continue around to the other side just as I am approaching that area I notice you try to move your head to my lips. So I decide to tease you a little longer. I slide my hand down your panties to find a warn, wet, willing pussy asking for my mouths attention and yet I have one thing left to do before I get there. The tender, milky, white skin behind your ear. A gentle kiss and your heart skips a beat your juices flow and the only sound from your mouth was full of ecstasy. Your body goes limp in my clutches! Now its time the real party begins

Earth Mothers Caretakers
A philosophical issue arises when we try to define our place amongst the heavens. A discussion of religion, of belief, and of ideas generally ensues after such a question is asked. It has always been my belief that we as humans, being of a superior mind over all life on this planet, that we are the caretakers of life on this world. If this station is not imposed by God, a God, Goddess or whatever being one believes in, then the station should be appointed by ourselves. As humans, we take and take but we do not return what we take. We seem to think this world was made for us, and us alone. People think about themselves and how they can better themselves, all the while not giving a second thought to our home. We are abusing our power. We have a choice, there are two ways we can act. We can toughen up, suck it up and take care of this world... or we can be akin to parasites and use this world up until it can sustain us no longer. I choose to be a caretaker. I fight fo

Russian Roulette
It's Russian roulette with no luck. You can kiss it good-bye there's no such thing as sympathy. When the disease is entering. At first glance your instinct says this stranger's a little dangerous. The cat was killed the curious thrills. Now Christ has left the manger. The taste is so divine. So divine. A chemical come alive. Come alive. Welcome to your prize. Good luck with life. Cause you can't, you can't, you can't kill me that easily. It's so nice to meet you. It's so nice to know you. Now that your guards down let me show you. Superior rides from initial highs have now come back to haunt you. Your cravings back the strangers hands for a taste that so familiar. The taste is so divine. So divine. A chemical come alive. Come alive. Welcome to your prize. Good luck with life. Cause you can't, you can't, you can't kill me that easily. Why will you decide when your out of time? Cause you can't, you can't, you can't kill me that easily. The battle y

Fault Line
I felt you cut free turning cold shoulders to me Growing blame lines communicating lies Nothing more to trust fallacies of love Killing all that holds you Bring me back to this what you said useless Leave me I'll she'd my skin these scars will mend Don't worry about me the heart is supposed to bleed Purity is drained Help each other die I see it, I see it in your eyes Killing all that holds you Bring me back to this what you said useless Leave me I'll she'd my skin these scars will mend Eyes twitch and lies itch of nervous Eyes twitch and lies itch from a nervous ending Innocence is ugly in the one who is guilty Bring me back to this what you said useless Leave me I'll she'd my skin these scars will mend

A.u.a.d. Products
whats new on todays show of the A.U.A.D. series. As you read from episode 10 ransom vannah, vannah is good as new. she is now healthy again. her appearance is better then ever also. thousands of people have asked how did she do it. she couldnt tell them that she was starved in a deep black hole in the hells of baffalo waldos caption. (pic of her in a stunning dress walking down the cat walk, she could lose a few more pounds but for now she is absolutely geogeous ) so we gave them a even better reasoning and it was also our oppertunity to advertize our new product called "AUAD-TRA SLIM". It was a hit and we were able to sell it like candy to a fat kid. and we even had a commercial on air about it too. ( AUAD-TRA SLIM's dietary suppliments in a bottle ) we also threw a free shirt from the A.U.A.D. different colors and slogans from our old star kristin sortier and new slogans from our new hit vannah shiddon. old slogans from kristin shirts say...

Where Has The Mont H Of July Gone???
WOW! It's already July 29th and I'm wondering what happened to the month. I went on a "road trip" to Mississippi that began on the 2nd of July and I'm still here doing what I can to help get Camp Sister Spirit Folk School into some sembalance of order for future festivals and helping my friends and the poverty stricken area with time feeding the hungry and helping the helpless. It has been a lot of hard labor but done with love and kindness, even if it's had it's moments of insanity. So much to do on 128 acres of land that is still suffering from the ravages of Katrina. I went down to the coast to the worst stricken areas and am still stunned at the devastation. So many homes just wiped off their foundations still, and more trailers and "cottages" popping up as temporary homes for those who refuse to give in and call the gulf coast "home". It's quite surreal when you see things in person and puts faces and places in perspective, making one humble and thankful for what I do have, and

Losing A Dear Friend
My Dear Friend Phyllis passed away last night July 28,2008 at 11pm pst. She was a part of my life for 10 yrs. She was there to se me thru a devasting fire and loss my dogs in that fire. She saw me go thru tough times with my ex and was very glad when my fiance came into my life. I was there for her the night her dog BOBO gave birth to her puppies at 2am. nothing like trying to run up the road putting slippers and a robe on just to get there in time to catch a puppy lol. Yes i am grieving today but i know she is in a better place. The only thing she asked of me was to Keep an eye on Randy as i will do. She is at peace and no longer with us but her memory will always be with us LOVE YOU PHYLLIS

Potholes In My Floor.
yes, potholes (potheads, with no brains, they fell out that hollllleeee, in their head, oh my. i don't feel 4 them, but i do feel 4 those that encounter, r force 2 listen 2 one of self pityin conversations about nothing (themselves), fuck b--ing around or related 2 one. get a rope and jailhouse style hang urself. O it won't 2 them cuz they going 2 get mad cuz u can't get a ticket 2 their pity party. what a fucked up shame.s the thing about this it don't have 2 b anybody that just SMOKE Weed, it goes down the list startin with them shiesty crackheadss, tweekin Meth heads, and so on. (N just cuz u smoke weed, don't think u r exempted from the meth or the crack, cuz sum niggaz mix it 4 u and u buy it.) Shit, if i go any futher i will b callin out names and lord knows those individuals, if they could read this at the time, would b in denial (Don't Even NO I Am Lyin). When u r related 2 one of them selfish ass indulgants, who if they missed gettin high that day, u would swear they mi

Believing In Everything. . . .
i have been too busy looking and trying to have a perfect love..i never realized how it moved in,the time i didn't search..sometimes the person you least expect to be okay with you,is the one who will lighten up your day,make u smile with no reason at all..and will make you feel the most unexplainable feeling in the world.. i guess you should really have to learn from your mistakes and follow your heart what's telling you.. forget all the people who hurt you and most of it all...learn to love yourself..despite all the pain u've been through...stand up and fight again..

Fridays Visit
Hey everyone and hope all my friends are having a good weekend so far. As everyone of you know by now I have been dealing with my grandfathers hospital stay since May. He had surgery and as you know it has not been good ever since. We have had little victories here and there but overall its been a battle day in and out for grandfather physically and mentally for my sis and I. We have watched the man who raised us go from being jovial,hardworking(at 85 years old mind you),loving and the remaining monarch of the family to a shell of weakness,inability to communicate, cannot eat foods and so many other things that if you have kept up with my blogs well then yanno. Yesterday would be considered a victory day. He had a good day. We arrived at around 10 and they had already had him in a recliner for a hour. Of course there has to be alot of special cushions for him. His body is so frail and frankly covered in skin tears that anything can cause him discomfort or cause another spot on his s

Family Heads
Native American Pride Homepage@ fubar FAMILY HEADS TO ANYONE THAT WANTS TO JOIN OUR FAMILY YOU CAN LEAVE A MESSAGE IN THE MAIL TO EITHER MYSELF , THE CO-FOUNDER AND CHIEF , THE ELDER OR THE SPIRITMOTHER ONE OF US WILL BE ABLE TO HELP YOU . HERE ARE THE LINKS TO EVERYONE IN OUR FAMILY PLEASE BE SURE THAT YOU VISIT EVERYONES PAGE AND RATE THEIR PAGE FAN THEM AND ADD THEM AS A FRIEND LETS SHOW EVERYONE WHAT *NATIVE AMERICAN PRIDE* IS ALL ABOUT WE ARE GROWING BY THE DAY AND THANK YOU ALL FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU HAVE SHOWN . A REMINDER TO PLEASE READ THE FAMILY RULES EVERYTHING THERE IS A MUST IF YOU DO NOT FEEL LIKE YOU CAN HANDLE IT THEN THEIR WILL BE NO NEED TO MOVE FORWARD . TO OVERSEE THE WHOLE FAMILY KEEPING UP WITH WHAT EVERYONE IS DOING AND MAKE FINALE DECISIONS. ♥Cherokee God Mama♥Founder Of Native American Pride♥Owner of Club F.A.R. *@ fubar HEAD OF ALL IN THE FAMILY ALONG SIDE MYSELF AND FINAL DECISION MAKER Chief Do

All Is Well But Loopy
I am so Blessed to have such a Fun loving husband. Love the Blog he posted for me. Thanks to all of you that have sent me well wishes. I am all good for 5 years. The meds they gave me are like a muscle relaxer just for my tummy. They mixed with my regular meds make me LOOPY right now. I have A D D while on these meds. Got a babysitter for a few hours so I will be back and forth. I have to lay down and just let my tummy relax. You would not beleive how many tummy muscles you use when you fold 3 loads of laundry. UGH. I am so weak. I hope to be back to normal (Whatever that is LOL) by in the AM. Sorry if I have forgotten to rate ya let me know. I am lucky to have such Great Friends. Want to let you all know how much I thank ya'll for everything! XXOO to ALL Later DUH :-) PROFILEFLIRTS.COM

The Closet Opens
The Closet Opens As I sit in the dawn of the light, Your memory slowly drifts back to me. The times we shared, The happiness and tears. I still do not know, Why you let me go. I guess, It is something that will always haunt me. When you sneak in, Like the smoke seeping through the key hole. My heart becomes heavy and filled with pain. I start to think about what might have been. Then I begin to wonder, If you ever think of me at all. Knowing deep inside myself, I never cross your mind. Then I see reality again. Clear you from my head. My heart begins to lift and shine again. Knowing that is how it was suppose to be. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Why Aren't You Losing Weight? 7 Common Diet Traps
By Lisa Mosing, MS, RD, FADA, Special to LifeScript hor_ad Click here to find out more! It’s frustrating: You watch what you eat, rarely binge, don’t snack late at night… but still, you’re not losing weight. And even when you do lose weight, it often seems to creep back on. While you’re probably on the right path, you may accidentally be making some common weight-loss missteps. So what are you doing wrong? Perhaps you’re falling into these seven diet traps... Every year thousands of people swear to themselves, “I’m going to lose weight by ___.” You didn't quite reach your goals last year, so you're tackling the same resolution again this year. Will you find the holy grail of weight loss? Or will your skinny jeans stay tucked in the back of your closet all year? The answer may lie in these seven diet faux pas: 1. Misreading Nutrition Labels If you’re already reading food labels, good for you! However, sometimes nutrition panels are deliberately misleading, p

Pics
Ok well i did a mumm on puting up pics and then i put up a couple of my sister. the other day she was over and she had left her phone and i of corse was messing with it and i found pics she had taken of her self. i have been thinking about putting them on here and i have been wanting everyone comments on her and if they would want to see them.

Just Matt 2
It's not easy to be me.... I know, everyone feels this way... and I’m not alone... but I need to express how I feel... It's hard for me cause I’m constantly told, I’m the best dad, the best worker, the best friend, someone that will take care of every one.... I’m expected to be everything to everyone.... No one understands how hard that is... to always be the one people count on.... I'm not a rock, not a superhero, just a man... I know people love me, but it's because of how I take care of them... will any one ever love me for me?.... I’m so busy taking care of everyone and everything no one knows or has time to know how I feel.... and yes I cry alone sometimes... and this song sums up how people see me and how I feel.... I’m the most popular person in every room... yet, I’m the most lonely person in every room.... maybe because everyone knows and expects what I will doo for them... will anyone ever care about me?....

Wasteing Time
I stopped listening, Did'nt pay attention, Thought it'd leave you chaseing me, Now i know I was wrong, Wasteing Time. So much that shouldnt..... never payed attention, To the voices in my head, they told me that i should quit worrying, Do you ever think i did? Nah Never stopped listening, Always payed attention, Thought you'd leave me chaseing you... Now you know the truth, Wasteing Time. I've already told you so, Didint think I'd disobey you-did you? I laugh in your face proof of my new found confidence, I'm stronger, much better than you thought, Wasting Time on this game,running circles arond each other, I must be running backwards, Yet still progressing gorward.. I'm done being worn down

Together~
Sitting in the darkness thinking Im alone I hear a faint cry calling to me from the great unknown.I look around to seek and find the noises that I hear and see you sitting next to me with a great look of fear.I hold you tight and feel your breath as your face is close to mine and lick your neck and taste the salt from the sweat your body has left.Smiling now I take a bite as I feel your pulsating neck...I close my eyes and drain your blood all that you have left.Your no longer afraid now and never will be alone.For together we walk these lands hand in hand until the sun turns us to stone~

Hurricane Evac
ok, so we have gustav or however ya spelled it, coming for the gulf.predicted landfall is like wednesday at best. its barely a hurricane right now and everyone is heading out already. online reservations are nonexistant everywhere! its only friday!!!! everyone is just looking for a good reason to run for the laborday weekend right... the store down the street looked like the end of the world! i had to take 4th choice on cigs and the cooler was almost empty in drinks!!!! my prediction is it heads west and keeps right on for mexico...its already looking like its gonna hit cancun! have a nice holiday weekend!

Just One Rate Is All It Takes, Lol
Cute Myspace Generators IT'S TIME TO VOTE FOR ONE OF YOUR FAVORITE FU-HOTTIES! To vote click the pic below and rate the person an 11 or a 10. You may vote for more than one, and you can vote once a week til the end of Sept. "ONLY THE PEOPLE GETTING THE MOST VOTES WILL BE THE ONES GOING ON THE CALENDER!" ALSO THE HOTTIE HAVING THE HIGHEST PERCENTAGE ON THEIR PIC AT THE END OF THE MONTH WILL GET TO CHOOSE WHICH MONTH THEY WISH TO BE ON. THAT'S WHY 11's ARE REALLY IMPORTANT HERE. P.S. IF YOU WOULD LIKE FOR PRINCESS LEIA TO MAKE YOU AN IMIKIMI COMMENT IN RETURN, JUST ASK HER IN FU-MAIL....

List 8
James A. Oakley, 52, Cortlandt Manor, N.Y. Dennis O'Berg, 28, Babylon, N.Y. James P. O'Brien, 33, New York, N.Y. Scott J. O'Brien, 40, New York, N.Y. Timothy Michael O'Brien, 40, Brookville, N.Y. Michael O'Brien, 42, Cedar Knolls, N.J. Captain Daniel O'Callaghan, 42, Smithtown, N.Y. Dennis J. O'Connor, 34, New York, N.Y. Diana J. O'Connor, 38, Eastchester, N.Y. Keith K. O'Connor, 28, Hoboken, N.J. Richard J. O'Connor, 49, Poughkeepsie, N.Y. Amy O'Doherty, 23, New York, N.Y. Marni Pont O'Doherty, 31, Armonk, N.Y. Douglas Oelschlager, 36, New York, N.Y. Takashi Ogawa, 37, Tokyo, Japan Albert Ogletree, 49, New York, N.Y. Philip Paul Ognibene, 39, New York, N.Y. John Ogonowski, 52, Dracut, Massachusetts James Andrew O'Grady, 32, Harrington Park, N.J. Joseph J. Ogren, 30, New York, N.Y. Lt. Thomas O'Hagan, 43, New York, N.Y. Samuel Oitice, 45, Peekskill, N.Y. Patrick O'Keefe, 44, Oakdale, N.Y. Capt. William O'Keefe, 49, Ne

Hey Everyone.
Ok I am beginning to think that some of you men on here are blind or stupid. I have my wedding pictures in my photo album for 1 for 2 I am very happy with my husband. I like this site the only reason I come in here now is to make new F R I E N D S!!! and play the games in here and check out the blogs and mums on here other then that I am not looking to cheat on my husband or anything like that. So who ever you were last night get a freakin life and play your own game its awful funny how you new my name and my husbands when you called my friends cell phone. So grow up and get your own life. Leave mine the hell alone.

My Decision ’08
My decision ’08 Okay, I give up, I have no idea which guy I am voting for President. I wanted Hillary Clinton, but she lost now we are down to these two knuckleheads. I know I will will vote, but I don't know for which one. So, I when I ever have to make a hard choice I run down to "pros and con" of my choices. I want it to be known these are my opinions, and not what I think people think. Barack Obama Pros: 1. He speaks really well 2. His wife is pretty, they have good looking kids 3. He seems to have a personality 4. He is Pro-choice 5. He is not afraid to talk to people, in a language they can understand without sounding like he talks down to people. 6. He talks about getting out of Iraq, and killing Osama. (Why is he not dead yet?) Con: 1. He is Black (Some whites see blacks as trained monkeys, but isn't that what we have had as president for the last 8 years) 2. He has an Arab sounding name (Internet rumors say he is an terrorist sleeper agent or a termina

Support Our Troops
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.He

Update On Doc
Hi everyone Doc wanted everyone to know that he's doing fine.However doesn't have any electricity, he will be back as soon as he is able. watch his blog for hurrican Ike updates. He sends his lovve to his Angels and all of his friends. thanks Mare

Nice Guys Finish Last
It's amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it's not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT'S A CHARADE. They act nice, friendly, and they listen… until they get into what they're after. Their prey thinks they are in love with them, however when they realize what assholes their predators really are, they pretend like the asshole is really nice inside. The girl tries to change the asshole into a nice guy, but assholes will always be assholes. She gets upset and goes to the nice guy to complain about the asshole. But she claims to love the asshole… now this is where the theory begins. She doesn't want to look like she is easy so she wont dump the asshole right away, instead she will stay with the asshole. Girls are idiots. They don't realize that the nice guy has been there all along. He never had to pretend to be a good guy to get girls because he is naturally like that. However, girls don't see it f

Nookie Train
FOUNDING MEMBERS: ¢¾Ironica¢¾KittyGurl/Fu-Wifey Of Metal Baby & Dark Prince /OWNED BY METAL BABY!!!@ fubar PARTNER IN CRIME: ~Metal Baby~CLUB F.A.R. Team Greatness Capt (#1 FAMILY)~ LDC Family~Vampyrez Rave Vixenz~@ fubar ENFORCER/BOUNCER: 1st ENFORCER/BOUNCER: ~DJTowman1231-fuhubby~R/L fiance RevMichelle~ Owned By Tammy ~@ fubar MEMBERS: Damian stalker free agent...looking for work@ fubar Sexci Girl *Find out who you are and then do it on purpose!*@ fubar jc9764, Fu Owed by Katt1114 , Promoter for Hocking Radio, Member of The Life-Savers Family@ fubar St. Michael@ fubar

Vacation Away
I just wanted to let all my friends and family know that I'm taking a break away from fu for a while. I don't know when I'll be back but if you need or want to get in touch with me, my yim is Fireeyes197632.

Go Now Go Now Please??? I Said Please
WELCOME BACK *~*~*~*~*~*~* MY BEST FRIEND WAS HACKED A WHILE AGO....AND WELL SHE WASNT GONNA COME BACK BUT WITH ALOT OF BEGGIN AND TALKING SHE HAS DECIDED TO REJOIN. IM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS ONCE AGAIN TO GO ADD, FAN, RATE AND EVEN BLING HER. LETS GET HER BACK TO A PIMP PLEASE. IF WE ALL WORK TOGETHER IT SHOULDNT TAKE TOO LONG TO GET HER BACK TO WHERE SHE WAS. IF U HELP ME SHE WILL RETURN LOVE BUT GIVE HER TIME AND SEND HER A PM LETTING HER KNOW U DID HELP...SEEING AS JUST LIKE YOU SHE DOES HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF THE FU AND CANT BE ON ALL THE TIME. OK HERE SHE IS GO LOVE HER HARD ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Beautiful Disaster@ fubar THIS BROUGHT TO U BY THE ONE AND ONLY ME LOL ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ DEVIL'S ANGEL....PHANTOM'S QUEEN STALKER@ fubar

In Memory
Kept in corsets is how we all knew her now she is keeping others as an angel to us she was a welcome smile and a familiar face part of our daily interactions and laughs Our hearts will hurt and for a time our tears will fall for a time. We will remember her and we will honour her memory . For those who she was a daily part of their lives her son ...her parents ...the ones who were fortunate enough to hug her and hear her laugh their lives have just been altered in ways they can only imagine and the hole left is permanent. They will not be missing a witty comment or a cheerful email they will be missing the total her. To all that had to let her go in any way shape or form may comfort find you and may she be remembered with a mixture of a heavy heart and a smile. Bless you Whitney

I Have The Best Friends Here!!!
I want to thank all of you for givin me your money..LOL..I have the best friends here and with out you all I would have never been able to get the spotlight.. So thank you all soooo much!!!! Alison@ fubar *Thump☆Star*™•♫CWP-Radio♫•&•Pu$$ycat Pimp•@ fubar ♬ Serendipity ☆@ fubar OHIOMIKE~ CJ'S R/L BOYFRIEND~@ fubar Got Ink? ~Pimp of Pu$$cat Playmate$ & Pimp$~@ fubar It's me! Tony XLR8R@ fubar Chris Enf0rcer @ Sc00terz Bar@ fubar BYRDMAN AKA SOUTHERN GENTLEMAN OWNER OF DJ TERRA AND OWNED BY DJ TERRA@ fubar LadySherbear@ fubar ☼ŠûnšhïnëPrìnçêšš™☼☆Šhädòw Bòmbèr☆@ fubar

Dax Riggs - Dog-headed Whore
We knew the devil's hands We wish the king was dead How we waltzed upon the tombs Down at the carnival I'm a black clown In this prison rodeo Struttin' like a dog-headed whore Hopin' the moon explode Hopin' the moon explode Hopin' the moon explode Little spider left for Germany There's a hell of a whole lot of stars Between you and me Bless those black boots That I kneel before Struttin' like a dog-headed whore Hopin' the moon explode Hopin' the moon explode Hopin' the moon explode

Re: Hoax Bank Closure Story Peddles Bailout Propaganda
RE: Hoax Bank Closure Story Peddles Bailout Propaganda ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 03 Oct 2008, 12:46 Hoax Bank Closure Story Peddles Bailout Propaganda A hoax Internet rumor that has been doing the rounds over the last few days posits that unless the House follows the Senate in approving the bailout bill tonight then all U.S. banks will be forced to close for one week. The scam is noteworthy because it echoes the fearmongering rhetoric being spewed by the White House, while the source of the claim leads back to an alleged FBI informant. http://www. prisonplanet. com/hoax-bank-closure-story-peddles-bailout-propaganda. html

Happy Hour...rate-a-thon
Here is some information you need to know... I am hosting a happy hour at 2 I have auto 11's so everyone gets double points for rating my pictures. I have 2.6 million to godmother I am offering 10k to rate my rate a thon folder during my happy hour. See you then muah VA'S FYNEST VA's FyNeSt~Spanker's family member~FU-OWNED by Big Don@ fubar

Vibe Best Rapper
Best Rapper Alive Competition Feels Slim Shady Posted Mon Oct 13, 2008 1:26am PDT by Billy Johnson, Jr. in Hip-Hop Media Training If you feel like there's a pun in the headline of this blog post, good. Last week Vibe magazine announced that Eminem had won its Best Rapper Alive competition, a NCAA-style tournament that pitted the "top" 64 MCs against each other. (See the list of the 64 nominees.) The online contest polled users over a 5-week period. During the first week, the 64 competing rappers were paired off and users were asked to select the best 32 artists. The second week, that group of 32 lyricists was also grouped in twos and the voters picked their favorite 16. Over the subsequent weeks, the list dwindled down to the last b-boys standing, Jay-Z and Eminem. Eminem won by a landslide of 69 percent, compared to Jay-Z's 31 percent. " The results have sparked heated discussions. Before getting into my opinion of the crowned champ, I am way curious as to how a Bes

Release
Inner breathlessness, outer restlessness By the time I caught up to freedom I was out of breath Grandma asked me what I'm running for I guess I'm out for the same thing the sun is sunning for What mothers birth their youngens for And some say Jesus coming for For all I know the earth is spinning slow Suns at half mast 'cause masses ain't aglow On bended knee, prostrate before an altered tree I've made the forest suit me Tables and chairs Papers and prayers Matter versus spirit A metal ladder A wooden cross A plastic bottle of water A mandala encased in glass A spirit encased in flesh Sound from shaped hollows The thickest of mucus released from heightened passion A man that cries in his sleep A truth that has gone out of fashion A mode of expression A paint splattered wall A carton of cigarettes A bouquet of corpses A dying forest A nurtured garden A privatized prison A candle with a broken wick A puddle that reflects the sun A piece of paper with my name

Cheesy Meatloaf
CHEESY MEATLOAF 1 1/2 - 2 lbs hamburger meat 1 onion, diced 1 green pepper, diced 1 egg 1/2 package saltine crackers,crushed salt, pepper and garlic salt to taste 1 (4oz) can sliced mushrooms 2 tablespoons picante sauce 1 (8oz) can tomato sauce 1 small box velveta cheese, diced Combine all ingredients except tomato sauce in a large bowl. Mix together by hand. Place in loaf pan and cook at 350 degrees for about 45 minutes. Drain grease and pour tomato sauce over top. Cook for an additional 15 minutes.

R U A Simple Bitch??
A simple bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! *A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "better nobody jump in". *A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! *A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! *A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. *A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch know that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!! *

Act 3 Scene 2
Act 3 Scene II... Family therapy Scene opens in Teresa's office. Zeda's mom, Linda, and her boyfriend, Tony, are seated on the couch. Teresa is visibly shaken by the eerie similarities in appearance between her and Linda.. She is fiddling around with things on her desk. Teresa: I want to thank you Mrs. Hester for coming today. As i mentioned over the phone Zeda has been having a hard time here. She has shown some improvement over the last 2 days and we are considering placing her back into the community. We feel that more family involvement may help her move forward in a more positive manner with her treatment... (Linda stares contempt into Teresa’s direction. Teresa clears her throat then picks up the phone and dials 258) Over the phone: Back desk Teresa: Can you send Zeda to my office (There is a moment of awkward silence. Linda, contrary to her previous depiction has dreadlocks and her nose pierced. Her and Tony are both rather muscular, Tony is tall and dark.. rea

Banned From Wal-mart
BANNED FROM WAL-MART This is why women should not take men shopping against their will. After I retired, my wife insisted that I accompany her on her trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, like most men, I found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunate, my wife is like most women - she loved to browse. Yesterday my dear wife received the following letter from the local Wal-Mart: Dear Mrs. Samsel, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and have been forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr. Samsel are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2 . July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the wo

Love Again
He's made me love again Made me forget the others All I want is him But I never seem to get him Every thing I try Does no goo He continues to turn away Breaking my heart a little more I didnt think I'd feel this again Yet here I am fighting tears What am I doing wrong It was him who made me love again And its him breaking my heart

Awesome And Amazing Bombing Family Is Looking For You . Check This Out . Got Nothing To Lose
HEY THIS IS A AWESOME WONDERFUL FAMILY AND THEY WORK TOGETHER FOR FAMILY. CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY IS A BOMBING FAMILY. AND YOU NEED NEED TO HAVE A SALUTE PIC UP BEFORE ASKING FOR A REQUEST. AND FAN AND RATE THE FAMILY PAGE. ALSO YOU WILL HAVE TO AGREE TO THE FAMILY RULES AS EVERYONE HAS HAD TO DO. THESE PEOPLE ARE SO AMAZING THAT IS IN THE MANAGEMENT AND OWNERS ARE SO AWESOME. SO STOP IN AND BECOME FAMILY YOU WILL HAVE A BLAST AND YOU WILL ALWAY HAVE FUN. ALSO , WHEN YOU BECOME FAMILY YOU WILL BE ON A 30 DAY PROBATION PERIOD. before YOU WILL BE ABLE TO ENTER ANY CONTEST AND BE ELIGIBLE FOR FAMILY SUPPORT. HERE IS THE LINK TO THE FAMILY RULES Family Conduct Rules: http://www.fubar.com/blog/126116 ALSO HERE IS THE LINK FOR ENTERING CONTEST http://www.fubar.com/blog/126116/514401 YOU HAVE TO SUBMIT ON THE REQUEST THAT YOU WANT TO JOIN AND THAT I SENT YOU ..MYSTICALDREAMS recruited me to join your f

Have You Ever Wondered
Have you ever wondered What quest beckons? Do we chase Wealth for riches? Do we chase control For power? Do we chase sleep For dreams? Or to blot out The centered self Frightened conceit That we believe Makes us special Or hope that it does! What journey Are we wishing To take? But never do! I have watched Dogs chase Their tails Will they ever Catch them? What will they do with them If they do? If at the end of The day You haven’t Danced your dance Sang your song Laughed your laugh Cried your cry Rode your Harley Inked your tattoo Loved your love Written your poem All you have done Is wasted your time Do not ask me To do the same Do we Dance with a devil We know? Familiarity? The loneliness Yet safety Of self absorption? Or can we Take a chance On each other And the murmur Of passions? And for a moment Time not wasted! poet

Top Nine Comments Made By Nbc Sports Commentators (i Stole This From My Friend April's Stash, Sue Me)
1. Weight-lifting commentator: 'This is Gregorieva from Bulgaria. I saw her snatch this morning during her warm up and it was amazing.' ...... 2. Dressage commentator: 'This is really a lovely horse and I speak from personal experience since I once mounted her mother.' ..... 3. Paul Hamm, Gymnast: 'I owe a lot to my parents, especially my mother and father.' ..... 4. Boxing Analyst: 'Sure there have been injuries, and even some deaths in boxing, but none of them really that serious.' ...... 5. Softball announcer: 'If history repeats itself, I should think we can expect the same thing again.' ...... 6. Basketball analyst: 'He dribbles a lot and the opposition doesn't like it. In fact you can see it all over their faces.' ...... 7. At the rowing medal ceremony: 'Ah, isn't that nice, the wife of the IOC president is hugging the cox of the British crew.' ..... 8. Soccer commentator: 'Julian Dicks is everywhere. It's like they've got eleven Dicks on the field.' ..... 9. Ten

Witch Lore
Black - it is believed witches wore black to be like the night. Native Americans associated black with learning and wisdom. The cone shape of the witch's hat was believed to direct energy from Higher dimensions to her mind and down through her body. Witches carried lanterns to illuminate the world above and below. Cats in North Africa and Greece, have been a symbol of the hearth, or Spirit of place. The buds of the willow branch were thought to resemble the paws of the Cat, a favorite pet of witches. The moon was believed to be a symbol of mysteries. The besom was believed to be the chosen mode of transportation for Witches, the besom was thought to symbolize the ability to blend home life with travel to other spiritual dimensions.

A Rated "r" Blog
Rated "R" Blog Current mood: forgotten Yup. I got to thinking today. And got to ramblin' inside my head, too. So I thought I should blog about it. Today was the official day of the Rag. I had bled Hard. And I don't usually bleed hard or have some hellacious cramps, neither or have them often, when I do have my Rag. It was a nice feeling to feel the pain of it. I usually don't bleed til like its 2 days from taking my b/c pill again. And I hate spotting...cuz I feel something is wrong with me. I mean, I am not the rip-roarin' Lucy-girl anymore...where I could get guys almost every wk to come and play with me. I feel I have been in a DEEP shell for a very long time. I want to have the active sex life again. And it seems the married ones are coming out of the wood work lately. I have no problem of relieving whatever those boys if they aren't getting some at home. I just get the "guff" from best friends saying why should I even consider it. I mean...I can't play with them

Re: Obama's Council On Foreign Relations Crew
RE: Obama's Council On Foreign Relations Crew ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 07 Nov 2008, 18:42 Obama's Council On Foreign Relations CrewMeet some of president elect Obama's leading foreign and domestic policy advisors and likely administration members, every one of them a prominent member of the Council On Foreign Relations. http://www. infowars. net/articles/november2008/071108CFR. htm

One Rate Pls!
So I know your just dying to help me get the spotlight...... but you dont know how!!! Well here is your way.... give me an 11 if you can.... but 10's are great too!!! Im in a most rates contest!! The most rates gets alot of fu-bucks!! The highest average(where the 11's help) get an additional amount of fu-bucks!!! So please give me a ten or better :D!!! Thanks! ~SexyMel~

11-13-08 Bling Winners
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What Is
What is optional? Love is not. Due to the emotions toward another human being, that is showing affection. If you are as lucky as I, you will find love, (not the mushy stuff, but ultimate love), in the oddest places. 9 out of 10 times this is how it is. It took many long years to see what true love is...the ability to have a true friend. Now, a ture friend s a person that, no matter what, is in your corner. They have a personality all their own and nothing will change that. Some people say I have many friends. Bull. A wise man once told me "That if you find just ONE true friend in life you will feel spectacular. I couldn’t see thatthen, baut as time went on and I grew more mature, acouple of freinds leftand even though I seemed fine on the outside, inside I was completely obliterated. I learned something that I thought I already "knew", friends; TRUE friends are not an option. They are needed in life to help, protect and love one another. This is why I feel that I can not be destr

Your Choices
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have, Or what kind of car you drive. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are. Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have, Or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown, Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at 'your' sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing who will 'accept the written you.' Life just is

I Am Back
I have been gone for awhile. I had some family issues and still do that I am still really busy with but taking care of those. While I was gone I started seeing a man and got serious with, well he broke my heart by cheating on me after we were talking about moving in together and getting married. well that is over and done, I am back on my feet and back to my old self. I just really wonder if there is really any good men out there that would appriciate a good women that would treat them right.(btw one that doesn't live across the country from me) The following is something that is really dear to me and pretty much somes up how i feel. also the song "how bout them cowgirls" , all my friends say it is me in a nutshell I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the park more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but

List Of My Trains
Fantasy Flight The Convoy Wild Dreamland Skinny Dipping Wet N Wild Waterslide Feelin' Groovy Hippie Train Ye Olde Ice Cream Shoppe Triple Dog Dare Coke vs Pepsi I believe in Angels Pink Panther It's a Whimsical World Conga Line

Survey.
Did you consume alcohol over the weekend? i had a sip of some nasty shit that david was drinking. Could you cry right now? nope. Are you a jealous person? not really. What were you doing this morning at 7 am? sleeeeeeping. What do you need to be doing right now? getting Kaitlyn to put this puppy down. Where have you lived throughout your life? cape may; prospect. Is there anything silver near you? my jewlery is all silver. What are you doing tonight? much of nothing. i'm thinking about playing the bass for a while; but my fingers hurt really bad. What were you doing an hour ago? i have no idea. Do you wear the seat belt in the car? next to never. Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your bf/gf? um, NO! Who did you last talk to on the phone? mandy right now. Where will you be in a hour? i have no idea. probably watching intervention. How late did you stay up l

Will Some1 Make Me A Skin!
I would like to have a skin made with this pic below I will pay who ever makes it. Just send me a pm and let me know how much you will charge me. I dont want nothing to big like the fonts, and I would like the color's to match the tag. :) Thank You! Love SinfulBrat

Scientist Discover!!!
did you know that a South American scientist has, after a lengthy study, discovered that people with low IQs who don't have enough sex, always read their emails, blogs, MuMMs, ect. while holding the mouse. Don't bother taking it off now, it's too late. Regards, Your friend

Re: Pakistani Security Consultant: Mumbai Attacks A False Flag
RE: Pakistani Security Consultant: Mumbai Attacks A False Flag ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 03 Dec 2008, 21:04 Pakistani Security Consultant Calls Mumbai Attacks A "Botched" False Flag A renowned Pakistani strategic defence analyst has described last week's terrorist attacks in Mumbai as a "botched" false flag operation designed to imitate the 9/11 attacks on the United States. http://www. infowars. net/articles/december2008/031208Botched. htm

Another Different Kinda Chrstmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some tw

New Train 8 Days Before Christmas!
Destinys Child - 8 Days Of Christmas - Destinys Child IT THAT TIME OF YEAR TO BE EXCITED AND 8 DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS TRAIN IS COMING DOWN THE ROAD TO PICK UP PASSENGERS ON THE WAY! RATE/ FAN ALL ON THIS TRAIN AND DRINK UP AND MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL.......................... AND THE HOST IS AKAMRS. T/PU$$YCAT PLAYMATE/LILPLEASURE E-MAIL ME AFTER ADDING ALL ON THIS TRAIN AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB FAR~ BAD GIRL~PU$$YCAT PLAYMATE/LIL PLEASURE@ fubar BIG POPPA Ya Heard if im not caressin,em im undressin,em regiment bomber&mgr. girlkikass2 dreamteam@ fubar The Dream Team Organizer & Member of Dylon's Divas Mafia Fubar Queen07-08

I Tagged You
subject: Could be fun .... post date: 2008-12-09 21:04:04 views: 10 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Last posting to this blog.. subject: Tagged (ugh i hate these but they can be fun) post date: 2008-12-09 17:54:10 views: 8 comments: 1 ratings: 0 You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? charger 2. Your significant other? Wicked 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? Tybee 5. Your father? Memphis 6. Your favorite thing? woman 7. Your dream last night? sleeep 8. Your favorite drink? Budlight 9. Your dream/goal? gooddad,lol 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Metal 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy 14. Where were you last night? here 15. What you're not? shy 16. Mu

Blah
If I were a boy Even just for a day I’d roll out of bed in the mornin And throw on what I wanted and go drink beer with the guys And chase after girls I’d kick with who I wanted And I'd never get confonted for it Cause they stick up for me. [Chorus] If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I’d be a better man. I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause he’s taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/Mj4o ] If I were a boy I would turn off my phone Tell everyone it's broken So they think that I was sleeping alone I’d put myself first And make the rules as I go Cause I know that she’d be faithful Waitin’ for me to come home [Chorus] It’s a little too late for you to come back Say it's just a mistake Think I’d forgive you like that If you thought I would wait for you You thought wrong

Do You Know This Man?
DO YOU KNOW THIS MAN? tampaclarke@ fubar Well at least you think you do.... Don't let this man dupe you any more. He is a liar and a fake. THIS IS THE REAL STEVE, the real McCoy, the original. xamlod@ fubar Tampaclarke is really good at fooling people. He has gotten all to befriend him, giving him gifts and bling. Don't waste anymore of your time, fubucks or feelings on him! He has copied the 'REAL' Steve's pictures, used them as his own, photo shopped to make some his own. His stories are good. He even knows enough of the 'REAL' Steve to keep the stories straight for the most part. But he has slipped up. His friend 'Kyle' in his default pics is actually m44europe -W.I.S.E U.K Friends -@ fubar I caught him in this lie, sent him a message with link to the original picture. But as usual, he had some good lines, good excuses. But I stayed skeptical, Wondered why some things just didn't add up. I'm over analytical, think too much and thi

About Me
HEY THERE! MY NAME IS SANDRA AND I LIVE IN DAYTON TN WITH MY FAMILY. I LOVE TO COOK. AND I AM A HULK HOGAN FAN. I AM WANTING TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS. SO IF THERE IS ANYTHING YOU WANT TO ASK ME. DEOP ME A LINE HOPE TO HEAR FROM YA?

Words
Words. We all use them. Our communicative currency. And like currency, each country has its denomination and value system. And like currency, we all use it but few of us stop to think about it. What this piece of paper is, how it works, where it comes from. Where it goes. An experience yesterday froze me in the middle of such a transaction, and the sense of displacement caused me to look closer at words... We place them in sentences, paragraphs, blogs and letters. We digg them, copy paste them, put them on christmas cards. words and their meaning, that 100 years ago where owned by the few, which pandered them and clung to them like so much intellectual gold. Now with technology available to all, words synonyms and antonyms readily available on online thesauruses, dissected and pinned. It's curious that language of everyday has not become more eloquent but rather, shorter, words diluted to their common denominator, substituted with signs ( & ) or butchered ver

New Name Needed...
Ok, Christmas is over so I need a new name. Of course you all know that ass has to be in the title of it in some form or another. I dunno why, I just like it. Here are some options which I really don't like Tawny Old Lang Tush Tawny New Year Tush Tawny Asshead (lol) Help!

Bada Bing-the Best Lounge On Fubar!(graphics Made By The Beautiful Queeny!)
A New Year is beginning. Are you thinking about what you may be missing? Or what the new Fubar year may have in store? Sure you'll move up some points and levels... New blings and super powers may come out... But why are you really here? To make some real friends? To unwind from life a little and have some fun? Then Bada Bing is the place to be. Some of family at Bada say its the best kept secret on Fubar... All lounges say they are "the best lounge on fubar" - so coming from me it doesnt mean much. But the thing that makes Bada special are the people. The Family ROCKS! So take a little time to meet some of the Bada Bing family, get to know them, and hear why they love Bada Bing. Click any of their pics below to GO to their profiles and get to know them even better. You wont regret it! - These are THE MOST AMAZING FRIENDS to have. If you want to come hang with us - click the Bada Bing Pic Above or Holiday gifs between the pics and your there! From Our Family to Yours, ma

Auto 11s Are On Until 9:22 Am Central 01-03-09
Help me get closer to Prophet while leveling up or knocking off your points as well... Auto 11's are on until tomorrow morning. Please help me get down to atleast 4 million points please?

Close My Eyes Forever
Baby I get so scared inside, and I don't really understand Is it love that's on my mind, or is it fantasy Heaven Is in the palm of my hand, and it's waiting here for you What am I supposed to do with a childhood tragedy (Chorus) If I close my eyes forever Will it all remain unchanged If I close my eyes forever Will it all remain the same... Sometimes It's hard to hold on So hard to hold on to my dreams It isn't always what is seems When you're face to face with me You're like a dagger And stick me in the heart And taste the blood from my blade And when we sleep, would you shelter me In your warm and darkened grave (Chorus Repeat) Will you ever take me No, I just can't take the pain But would you ever trust me No, I'll never feel the same...Ohh... I know I've been so hard to you I know I've told you lies If I could have just one more wish I'd wipe the cobwebs from my eyes (Chorus Repeat) Close your eyes Close your eyes You gotta close you eyes for me

Of The Unbelonging
I am the Unbelonging A vessel of homeless spirit And where do I live? Under the tracks In a cardboard box that is falling apart In the empty spaces where a spirit should be Amoung the odd damaged ones That the Belonging will not see......

Up Coming Appointment
I have an appointment this Wednesday, with one of my oncologists. I have been in pain since about December 26th... my lymph nodes have been inflamed/enlarged putting pressure on either muscle or nerves under my arm. I feels like I've been leaning on a crutch this entire time, with no rest from the pressure. Sometimes are worse than other times, but for the most part I am not able to get comfortable. I am always tired... I am not a fan of getting CT scans, but if the doctor doesn't suggest one, I am going to request one, as well as a chest X-ray. My chest has been feeling rather tight too. Just wanted to vent on that...

Sorry
I am still not doing a lot on fubar because my wrist is bugging me and hurting to much :-/ I did get a cheap ass wrist support brace today, but it didn't seem to help much. I need friggin medical! I have been bouncing between different anti-inflammatories that were prescribed for my knee, and they are not touching the wrist hardly at all. I am sure its from carpal tunnel, I am just not sure why the fingers and parts of the hand are swelling some, they have never done that before with it, before it was just pain.

Religions
"Religions are divisive and quarrelsome. They are a form of one-upmanship because they depend upon separating the "saved" from the "damned," the true believers from the heretics, the in-group from the out-group. Even religious liberals play the game of "we're-moretolerant-than-you." Furthermore, as systems of doctrine, symbolism, and behavior, religions harden into institutions that must command loyalty, be defended and kept "pure," and - because all belief is fervent hope, and thus a cover-up for doubt and uncertainty - religions must make converts. The more people who agree with us, the less nagging insecurity about our position. In the end one is committed to being a Christian or a Buddhist come what may in the form of new knowledge. New and indigestible ideas have to be wangled into the religious tradition, however inconsistent with its original doctrines, so that the believer can still take his stand and assert, "I am first and foremost a follower of Christ/Mohammed/Buddha, or who

Work
Wtf... I have been asking one of my supervisors to send an email out about some things that are not getting done... she never did.. so i sent one out.. my manager sends me an email back reprimanding me for doing something a supervisor should take care of.. wtf is this shit... I am the one that does the work... and I am the one that fixes all the shit... and I am the one that ASKED for something to be sent out about it and it NEVER got done.. but I AM THE ONE THAT GETS BITCHED AT?!?! UGH

Ugh.
So. I've been fat all my life. Runs in the family. We're ALL fat. Well. I woke up this morning and decided that it's time I broke that chain, so I am. No more soda for me. No more sugar. I know I will never be skinny. That's not me. But I wanna be healthy. So I'm going for it. Wish me luck.

Stolen From Razza
Can you take this without deleting or fibbing on any questions? As sure as my name's Jack Bauer... Were you going out with the last person you kissed? We're not exclusive, but I luvs her... Who was the last person to comment you? KINS! Does anything on your body hurt? My head, damn dramas... Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? The voices in my head. What are you listening to right now? Ghosts by NIN What's the cd in your player? cd player? O.o lol.

Who Wants To Own Me ??
Ok so I am up for auction..Come love on me please..Even if you don't bid please rate the pic..whoever has the most rates wins a small bling pack..My birthday is February 22 so be good to me !! Huggles love my friends and family :-)

Late Night Thoughts
IM SITTING HERE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT THINKING WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING OUT HERE ? I DON'T KNOW IF IT IS FOR MONEY OR FOR GREED. I MEAN HELL, I AM UP TO MY NECK IN DEBT AND I DO NEED THE MONEY BUT IN THE SAME SENSE I REALLY WISH I COULD BE HOME MORE OFTEN THAN I AM. YOU WOULD THINK FOR THE AMOUNT OF TIME I SPEND ON THE ROAD THAT A BONUS OR SOMETHING WOULD BE IN ORDER. SOMETHING TO REWARD ME FOR SPENDING SO MUCH TIME AWAY FROM MY OWN DAMN HOME. MAYBE THIS IS THE GREED SETTING IN I MENTIONED A FEW MINUTES AGO. I MADE THIS BED AS PEOPLE SAY AND NOW IT IS TIME FOR ME TO LAY IN IT. WITH THE ECONOMY LIKE IT IS I GUESS I SHOULD BE HAPPY TO EVEN HAVE A JOB. EVEN IF IT IS ALMOST 500 MILES OR BETTER FROM HOME MOST OF THE TIME. ATLEAST I AM WITH A COMPANY THAT RESPECTS ME FOR MY ABILITIES. THEY LEAVE ME ALONE FOR THE MOST PART AND NEVER REALLY GIVE ME ANY GRIEF AS LONG AS I DO MY JOB AND DON'T CAUSE ANY TROUBLE. I SEND IN AN AGENDA EVERY DAY FOR WHAT I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED AND THAT IS THAT. I K

Want A Piece Of Psyche?..
TreTre Tinkerbell's Sweethearts Auction is now OPEN!! Click the pic below to place your bid! Show Psyche that you WANT to own her! Do it NOW! Remember to show some love to the Auction Sponsor... ¢¾TreTreTinkerbell¢¾ Owned by Dryan Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Friends List
I'm cleaning out my friends list...I'm asking my friends, those who actually know a little about me to answer the following questions. Those who answer at least one correctly get to stay on the list....so HAVE FUN and see ya soon! 1. What is my favorite color? 2. How many kids do I have? 3. What is my Home State? 4. Where did I spend my Summer? 5. What is my favorite kind of music?

To The Lonely On Valentines Day
Here's To the Lonely! It's Valentine's Day...funny how being alone is not a disease or a criminal offense but on this one day all of us who are alone are painfully reminded that we are somehow different or unique because we are not out buying chocolates and flowers and stressing over whether we are gonna get laid or not. Being alone is very hard. But it is also hard to be be stuck in an unfulfilling or loveless relationship. At 46 I believe that unless i can be loved for who I am that it's probably better for me to be by myself till I find the person who can. I reflected alot today on things. Not only is it Valentine's Day its my deceased mother's birthday. So many different emotions. Wondering about the parallels of our lives she and I. Wondering since she passed at the young age of 56 about my own mortality. Wondering why it is when you want to be loved so much that you tend to push it away when its offered. Of course trust is a big issue but I also think its havin

How The Spirits Move
How the spirits move Free spirits, two move through life with the grace of a hurricane’s tail wind. Ever tasting, the spice that is ……variety. reaching for the unseen, but ever spoken, just ……… beyond reason’s touch. Spirits move, they swim in and out of reality, still without warning they ram into each other, head long. At first the two look confused, stand off, back away. they bump again, only to find that they are linked by common threads loneliness …….fate ……lust ….. passion …….love. They mingle, the two touching mind and body twisting deeper into each other’s souls like the spinning of a child’s toy. Only to move in different worlds to live separate lives. Still there, but not the years mean nothing, between them, yet everything. And the bond grows ……. like time, And the spirits move. May the spirit always move you. By Anita L. Hart

Down With The Sickness
Down With The Sickness lyrics (Do you feel that?) (Oh shit) Ooh ah ah ah ah Ooh ah ah ah ah Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel (Will you give it to me?) It seems what's left of my human side Is slowly changing in me (Will you give it to me?) Looking at my own reflection When suddenly it changes Violently it changes Oh no, there is no turning back now You've woken up the demon in me Get up, come on get down with the sickness Get up, come on get down with the sickness Get up, come on get down with the sickness Open up your hate, and let it flow into me Get up, come on get down with the sickness You mother get up Come on get down with the sickness You fucker get up Come on get down with the sickness Madness is the gift, that has been given to me I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel (Will you give it to me?) It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying in me (Will you

Heartache
It's hard describing a heartache cause it's a one of a kind thing Serious injury and a whole lot of endless pain If it was a storm, I'ld compare it to a hurricane, ohh it's even got a name.... If it was a drink, it would be a strong one If it was a sad song, it would be a long one If it was a color, it would be deep deep blue But if we're talkin' about a heartache, it would be you...

Like
Question dunno if this should be a bulletin ro a blog so ill post in both. But why is it that when you meas someone new and they ask things about you and then hear things they are like "WHOA gotta go!" Im a very honest person so when people ask about me I tell them everything good and bad. But what turns them away is when I tell them about my medical problems. Which are Type 1 diabeties, Im bi polar, Manic depressant, mild cases of ADHD, OCD, and skizo. I have neropathy in both my legs which sucks, a lowar lumbard slip in my back, constant pains in my whole body. I guess im just too broken for people to really want to get close or to care about.

Giving Shit Up For Lent
· No Biscuits · No Confectionary · No Chocolate · No Cakes · No Desserts · No Ice Cream · No Peanut Butter · No Crackers · No Purchasing of CDs · No Purchasing of DVDs · No Cigarettes · No Social Networking sites This was the list last year. I'm debating whether to add coffee to it.

Auto 11s Currently Running & Looking For Peeps To Bomb!
TULSA'S ANGEL HAS AUTO 11S ACTIVATED!! ღTulsa's Angelღ Come hit me up and get LOTS of points rating my pictures! Tulsa's Angel~ Also looking for peeps with folders of 250 pics so I can bomb them! ღTulsa's Angelღ

A? Eh.
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Amanda 2. A four letter word: Arse 3. A boy's name: Adam 4. A girl's name: Amber 5. An occupation: Artist 6. A coloUr: Apricot 7. Something you wear: Arrogance 8. A food: Alfredo 9. Something found in the bathroom: Asswipe 10. A place: Australia 11. A reason for being late: Asswipeless 12. Something you shout: Anarchy 13. A movie title: Anchorman 14. Something you drink: Amaretto 15. A musical group: Atreyu 16. An animal: Alligator 17. A street name: Arizona 18. A type of car: Audi

Shittiest Game Of Tag Ever!
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Iwn WAY, WAY too many comic books. There's something like 6,000+ sitting in my upstairs closet. And yes I can recall almost all of them after reading the first couple pages. 2. I watch too much damn TV, but I love my DVR so very much. All CSIs, Battlestar Galatica, Dollhouse, Chuck, Iron Chef, Surviorman/Man vs Wild, Heroes, Knight Rider (new one), Fringe, Terminator, and The Office. 3. Stupid Mobster game on Facebook is a new addiction. 4. I'm a sarcastic prick. Deal with it lol 5. I've bartended for about the last 10 years of my life and still not a fan of people in general. Either

A Typical Day Vs Today
Here's a rundown on a normal day in the life of a Mitek detailer. 7:30am - Arrive at work (official start time is 7:45am). - Unlock all bay doors, unlock trailers, unlock main gate. - Take cars out of shop and put in compound (except during inclement weather, with cars that require cover). - Empty all garbage cans. - Dispose of previous days cardboard if not done the night before. 8:00am - Wait to see if coworker arrives "on time" (remember, start time is 7:45am) - Sweep bays. - Pretend to work, while trying not to die of boredom due to lack of actual tasks to perform. Sometime between 8:05am and 8:30am - Coworker finally arrives. 15 minutes later - remind coworker that he has to perform opening tasks at the other shop (a job he's had for 3 months now). - Try to remember whose turn it is to make a parts run to BMW dealership (often subject of fierce debate, as the trip kills at least half an hour, and helps pass the time unt

All Men I Swear
i am tired of men only wanting one thing i am tired of men treating women like shit if you care for a woman show her you mean it don't hurt her don't make her cry don't be like all other men out there cause there will come a time in your life when you see how much that one woman really meant to you and she will be gone

Christian Dating Service Teen
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Alrighty Then...
Ok, so some of the St Patty's Day's names are cute, but I don't think I'll be hopping on that bandwagon. My real first name is Irish enough, lol. That said, I'm off to bed...sorry I wasn't here long enough to to chat with anyone. Love you all! (Oh, and no news on the fire yet...just so y'all know.) IBSEXXY.COM IBSEXXY.COM

A Story That Wow Me
I had a situation happen to me recently, that most men would give their left nut to have happen to them! It was without a doubt the most exciting thing to ever happen to me anyway. I am happily married with two children, a gorgeous wife, who loves just about any form of sex; I have a good job, nice home and just about everything a guy could want. Except that is, my neighbor's wife! A few years ago, my wife and I had a nice home built out in the country. We were kind of isolated, until last year when Joe and Tammy bought the lot down from us and had their house built. We became very good friends with them. Tammy was a raving knock- out! To me, she just exuded sex as a natural phenomenon. She is 5'6" tall, 122 lbs, gorgeous long legs, and a figure that takes any man's attention immediately. So suffice it to say that I had hot nuts for Tammy, almost from the first day they moved in next door. Tammy would sometimes lie out in their back yard and sun herself in her bikini. From our back be

I Almost Hate You
Do you admit you are missing out that the best part of you is somewhere else does it hurt to know that for the last few months these scars and heartaches that you left me with are in vain and i hope they serve you well you had your chance dont you act like youre the first with so much to offer you sure know how to waste the better part of two lives does this quinch your thirst? PRE CHORUS first blood, first love, drawn from the weak ive been a fool for allowing you to even let me think maybe this is it... maybe loneliness would leave me alone but i guess that this is more accurate than the look in your eyes and all the lies that would leave your lips CHORUS these scars heal but my heart never will not until you are where i need you but these butterflies are smashed by all your lies ignorance is bliss and it causes the innocent to miss out on what true love really is What will we do tonite? bread knives or theatrical lines? my heart crawls to you but

Bowling
The perfect cereal bowl should be able to hold a good amount of cereal, however it shouldn't be wider or deeper than the length of the spoon you use to eat cereal out of it. Depth is more important than width, as a wide bowl lends to more spillage as you walk around. A lightweight bowl also aids in the mobile cereal eater. Having landmarks on the bowl is also helpful, as it will allow you to get consistency with repeated use, in this instance landmarks are lines or ridges inside or outside of the bowl.

I Can Feel You
I can feel your tears As each one slowly falls I can feel the beat of your heart Even through these walls. Even when I can't see you I can feel even your breath My soul will always feel you For you my love can never rest. Put away your sorrow In your heart a smile needs to be Each day I will tell this to you Because each day you tell this to me.

Quotes.....
"If Christ were here there is one thing he would not be--a Christian." ~ Mark Twain "I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ."~Gandhi Being noticed can be a burden. Jesus got himself crucified because he got himself noticed. So I disappear a lot. -Bob Dylan They want me to write finger pointing songs...trouble is I only got 10 fingers. -I'm Not There With soap baptism is a good thing. -Robert Ingersoll

Inside The Fire
Inside the fire I woke to the smell of smoke on the air and wind Thick was the smell of hair, sweat and skin The air slowly tinning and with it my will within The bed was warm, the air so hot I couldn't move Faint crackling from the fire Almost hypnotic the sound of its desire To enthralled to move or fight Its warmth felt to good, maybe just one more night My breathing heavy, my chest tight Its getting harder to breath with this fire's bite The smokes getting thicker, it cared not of my plight The fire spreading consuming all within its embrace My name was on its lips, no time to gain more space I should have moved, I should have put out the fire, put up a fight It was all my fault i was caught by it's beauty and grace It was then i realized it was my heart caught in the fire and smoke It was my skin i smelt on the wind that was burnt I dare to test its passion, i feed it my soul and now its out of control My chance to leave had been and gone, now I'm t

Oh Carol
I have been getting a lot of questions as to what happened with Carol. The truth of the matter is, I don't know. I do know that she was going on vacation to Mexico shortly after she wiped out all her personal pic's. The good thing is that she did not kill her account. So hopefully she will once again grace us with her presence. Sometimes the real world beckons. I still go hit her stuff and slowly she is inching towards leveling. Those of us that are friends with her all miss her. Ya get a chance, go by her page and leave a few rates. http://fubar.com/user/1641964 Thanks

Point Whoring Sucks
So, I put up tit pics when I hit godfather. Just three, and they were tasteful... I mean, my guy even approved of putting them up, and the only one that he allows to see my whore side, is him. So, I've been gathering a lot of useless friends to get to Oracle, who I am going to delete once I get there. I keep getting guys in the SB telling me how nice my pics are. I always ask which ones. They say "all of them." So I go and look, and the only pics they've looked at are the tit pics. *sigh* Why are men such fags? Tit pics are now locked down to family only. Not that I expect a lot of views on them anymore... I'll probably take them down soon.

Aversion
lasting oblivion shines no forgiving light upon the faithful those rested upon bended, calloused knees pleading to a false prophet behind a bloodstained altar the faithless find solace in a freed and enlightened mind however slaves to their own disillusion the colaboration of shame love hate and beauty can be found in broken bones or a garden of flowers everything we are is nothing in the end supplicating towards a broken idol will allow you no favor in the eyes of nihility the broken beauty lies upon the cold porcelain floor a life so loathed for no other reason than spite lay cracked, a waste a selfish sacrifice to spit in the face of the ridiculous agglomeration and in almost a reprisal, another, falls upon those calloused knees once again pouring a scarred heart upon the shrine fit not for savior saint nor matyr

If I Call U Friend
If I call you friend, You will always share a piece of my heart. I will always pride myself, To always be true to you. As much as I need friends, So must you. I will also share a place in your heart, To be there whenever you need me. I may not be there in flesh, But I will always be there in spirit. I will cope with your moods, And try to understand your needs. When you are angry, I will laugh with you. As sadness overwhelms you, We will cry together. If you feel down and kicked, I will pick you up and brush away your doubts. When you think you can't continue, I will remind you that you can. As you become discouraged, I will boost your ego high. At times when you wish to talk, My attention will all be yours. Being a friend I don't take lightly, It's my desire, never a chore. At times when you must mourn, I shall mourn with you.If you need some silence, yet not be alone, We will sit together in the

Hmmm
If you are pretty..do you need it in your name? if you are lovely...do you need it in your name. I've just have been of the thought...it's obvious...if you are? I guess I just find myself sick of the same freaking names...and again my name is angel...but you won't find another smiln....if your birth name is beautiful, cutie, sexy, lovely..then this does not apply to you. just in need of seeing something original

I Asked God
I asked God to take away my pain. God said, No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give up. I asked God to make my handicapped child whole. God said, No. Her spirit was whole, her body was only temporary. I asked God to grant me patience. God said, No. Patience is a by-product of tribulations, it isn't granted, it is earned. I askedGod to give me happiness. God said, No. I give you blessings,Happiness is up to you. I asked God to spare me pain. God said. No. Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me. I asked God to make my spirit grow. God said, No. You must grow on your own. but I will prune you to make you fruitful. I asked for all things that I might enjoy life. God said, No. I will give you life so that you may enjoy all things. I ask God to help me LOVE others, as much as he loves me. God said.... Ahhhh, finally you have the idea. I hope that this helps you that read it as it has helped me. Al

The Human Spirit
I have only recently become a fan of the TV show Extreme Home Makeover.I always thought the show just went around and picked people who neededhome repairs done.Boy was I wrong! The older episodes come on CMTevery day.Almost each one is a family who has had some form of tragedyhappen to them (which is why they need help).I cry every day when Iwatch it.Most people ask me why I watch it if it's sad and makes mecry? Well..because even though it's sad, it ends happy..or bittersweetat times. It feels cleansing.The show I watched today wasbittersweet..a dying mans wish was granted..and he literally passedwithin days of seeing his dream come true.Sadly he never made it outof the hospital to actually see the home that was built for his family.But he was awake and aware that it was being done.His wife said thathe would live on in the house long after his passing..his spirit wouldbe there. And she didn't mean as ghost spirit..but the essence of him.As I sat on the floor glued to the TV tears made

Mumming And Blogging
So I'm sitting outside on my porch reading MuMMs. I must thank Rev for posting a picture/link. I'm going to go throw up now. He's not very nice. Anyway...while looking at the pictures, in the profile of the picture/link Rev dropped.....I'm telling you it was a trainwreck, one can not look away, I seen that she had a picture of her dead husband. What I don't get is why do people say they are "late"? They aren't late for anything, they are dead. Hrmmm..... Also, some stupid lil hussy wouldn't approve my comment in her MuMM. She asked what she should get her kid for his birthday. All I said was.."He's YOUR kid, if anyone should know it would be YOU" I'm bored and I need something to do.

True Friend ...
If you want to be alone, I will be your shadow. If you want to cry, I will be your shoulder. If you need to be happy, I will be your smile. But, anytime you need a friend, I'll be me. Amy S Graham Oct 17, 2008

Ah, Someone Elses Drama
Well as I sit here and ponder the weekends events, one particularly short but relatively eye opening scenario played out for me Friday night. On my way to Las Vegas for the umpteen-millionth time; actually as I was literally 30 miles outside of town, I got a call on my iphone (yes the one that is now MIA) from someone I have not talked to in a while because he has been hella busy working (so Im told). Well I answer the call "This is Tonya" and a very unfamiliar voice asks "You arent Tonya {some other last name than mine}" and I answered, No, Im Tonya Murray. She says, "Oh ok. Well... How do you know {insert poor fella whose girlfriend decided to randomly dial in his phone's name here} so and so?" I paused for a moment, mostly from shock I think and then answered her honestly that I knew him from a website. She then begins to drill me on how long I have known this person, how long have I been talking to him online, on the phone, etc. I really didnt know exact answers and she seemed re

Some Douche In My Sb Talking Trash...
->BULLET PRO...: lol BULLET PRO...: big deal you're still commenting me back lil sheep ->BULLET PRO...: And you are really amusing in your words of choice.. ->BULLET PRO...: Like I said... You're in MY SB BULLET PRO...: if you care you comment back BULLET PRO...: oh i do or you wouldn't be commenting ->BULLET PRO...: And I assure you, you do not ->BULLET PRO...: Nah... that would mean you matter to me lol... BULLET PRO...: hit a nerve dude? ->BULLET PRO...: You seem obsessed with the inbred stuff.. Of course you probably never had sex without saying, "NO Daddy. I have school tomorrow" BULLET PRO...: just telling ya whats going on lil inbred from up north lol ->BULLET PRO...: You're the one in my shoutbox BRO ->BULLET PRO...: Is the fear of cock left over from your days as a prison-bitch? Cuz I hear once they break you in they are quite gentle... BULLET PRO...: besides you all take this site seriously get a life bro BULLET PRO...: nio i fear cock ewwww ->BULLET PRO...: Yo

My Hospital Stay
Ugh lol Just wanted to let everyone know where I have been. I am very sorry for not returning drinks and such, I will be working on it all day. I just spent the last 28 hours in the hospital with a bleeding ulcer. :( Yuck! But it has been cuterized, and I'm all better and home now. Thank you all for the warm wishes! Your the best! :) Lots of Love!

Maybe God Wants Us To.....
maybe god wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to to greatful for that gift. when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the door that closed that we don't see the one that has opened for us. the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on the beach with or in a park and not say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. it's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. it takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. don't go for looks;

Grandma
Well, Its 3:21am and i cant sleep well. My grandmother has cirvical cancer and its a matter of time before she leaves. I wish there was something i could say or do th make it go away and have her live til shes over 100. She is my biggest fan, one of the people who never gave up on me. Its hard to think about saying goodbye to someone who means so much to me. Who has always been there for those who needed her. After she leaves this world, all ill really have is my closest friends and my sister of whom im close to. My othr siblings and I went really all raised together.....so i dont see too much of them. Enough of my bitching, Goodnight all. Shawn

Message...
Heh...I just got this in a message on another site... Hello my sweetheartMy name is Brian Michael H*******, I am Handicapped but very sweet. I live on my own in Champlin. I grew up on the North Shore of Minnesota in a small town north of Duluth called Two Harbors. I finished school in 1992. I then moved to a place called Courage Center.Courage Center was my collage. It was there I learned my skills to live on my own. I was there from 10-31-92 untill 3-29-94 when I moved into my current place where I've been for the past 15years.In 1996 I was hired by Courage Center to work in their Data Ability Program then in 2000 Courage sold the program to a place called Rise. In January I moved to Rise's main office in Spring Lake Park.I am looking for a relationship that hopefully will turn into marriage. If you decide to date me, our date would include a romantic dinner, a walk in Elm Creek Park and then back to my place for a DVD.My yahoo ID is Brian_*******. Hope to hear from you.Love,Brian

Pleaseee Help Me
ITS ABOUT THAT TIME FU FRIENDS...MY 29TH B DAY IS MAY 31ST ..I WOULD LOVE TO RUN AUTOS SAT THE 30TH AND SUNDAY THE 31ST...I WOULD LOVE TO BE ANGEL BY MIDNIGHT OF THE 31ST ...I WOULD APPRECIATE ANY AND ALL DONATIONS , OR I WILL PAY 7 MIL PER AUTO & BOMB OR BEST OFFER ...EITHER WAY PLEASE HELP ME HAVE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY.....

My Thought Process On A Lesson To Be Read,acknowledged,and Remembered
A lesson to be read,acknowledged,and remembered Live By: Life is not a puzzle or riddle to be solved,just a mystery to be lived.Live out your imagination,instead of out of your memory...for everyone who lives dies,but not everyone who dies has lived.Be hated for who you are,instead of being loved for someone you're not.Everyone deserves the benefit of the doubt...Everyone deserves that chance...after all....they are only askin for what you were granted by your friends,your family,and those who are closest to you.Look where all that started from...a chance,an opportunity,a risk that they were gonna be worth it.For those that do you wrong,the ones that lie,the ones who attempt to sway or use you...see them as someone who didn't get the right chance at the time in their life when they needed it most and decided to give up...now imagine if they had always had that chance.No one likes to be thought of as a fool...no one wants to be made an idiot of...no one cares to be taken advantage of

Famous Quotes !!
"Why use up the forests which were centuries in the making and the mines which required ages to lay down, if we can get the equivalent of forest and mineral products in the annual growth of the hemp fields?"

Random Thoughts
Has anyone tried to get a mouth-ectomy? I think I am a prime canidate for the first proceure. Trust me I don't need it anymore. I actually have been told it's infected. Foulness and bile tend to spit out more and more these days. And it is inflammed with sarcacm. I think nerve damage has also set in because what I mean to say comes out as the exact opposite. Seriously! Talking to me sometimes is like playing chess with a 2 year old; the actions make no sense and is usually more meesed up afterwards. And if a piece does end up in the right spot, trust me it wasnt an intentional action. So anybody who needs this procedure lets start a spupport group. the Brain 2 Mouth Group-B2MG ( got a better name?) My son said it best; "I know it in my head. it gets messed up on the way to my mouth." -Brillant and simple statement

Todays Youth. (old Blog)
Today's blog is from a fresh location. The very bench outside my apartment.As I sit here and ponder my next adventure in life I also take in the lives around me. That and the adult's perceptions of how my youth is living and the course we are taking during our lives.It's true that things have changed and as humans and technology advance I believe their values and morals morph into something new as well.I'ts not that my generation has an attitude of we don't care or we are going to do what we want.We just choose to live more free spirited and let any oppertunity knock at the door. It's rather refreshing actually. Myself and a lot of the peers I know and am fond of are very open minded and willing to try anything once. Of course, being mature, I must keep in mind that anything involves a lot of negative things. (such as drugs, alcohol and sex)I'm not entirely sure if the way my generation behaves seems inappropriate or interesting. From my point of view it seems like we are all rea