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Omg
A BIG E-mail Mistake An Illinois man left the snowballed streets of Chicago for a vacation in Florida. His wife was on a business trip and was planning to meet him there the next day. When he reached his hotel, he decided to send his wife a quick e-mail. Unable to find the scrap of paper on which he had written her e-mail address, he did his best to type it in from memory. Unfortunately, he missed one letter, and his note was directed instead to an elderly preacher's wife whose husband had passed away only the day before. When the grieving widow checked her e-mail, she took one look at the monitor, let out a piercing scream, and fell to the floor dead. At the sound, her family rushed into the room and saw this note on the screen: Dearest Wife, Just got checked in. Everything prepared for your arrival tomorrow. Your Loving Husband. P.S. Sure is hot down here.

I Wanna Know What Love Is - Foreigner
I gotta take a little time A little time to think things over I better read between the lines In case I need it when I'm older Now this mountain I must climb Feels like a world upon my shoulders Through the clouds I see love shine It keeps me warm as life grows colder In my life there's been heartache and pain I don't know if I can face it again Can't stop now, I've traveled so far To change this lonely life I wanna know what love is I want you to show me I wanna feel what love is I know you can show me I'm gonna take a little time A little time to look around me I've got nowhere left to hide It looks like love has finally found me In my life there's been heartache and pain I don't know if I can face it again I can't stop now, I've traveled so far To change this lonely life I wanna know what love is I want you to show me I wanna feel what love is I know you can show me I wanna know what love is I want you to show me And I wanna feel, I want t

Funny Letter
AN OPEN LETTER TO MR. JAMES THATCHER, BRAND MANAGER, PROCTER & GAMBLE. - - - - Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi-pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you have n't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll

Dedicated To Someone I Thought Was Someone There Not
Saturday, September 09, 2006 A poem Current mood: cold Category: Writing and Poetry Can I Make It Stop? Hurting wishing i knew how to make it stop. This pain is no longer a shock. It has become a daily routine, can anyone hear me screaming for help, can they see me reaching out? Will my dreams ever come true, will i ever find some one that can look right through, right throught the fake smile, hold me tight and take my hand. This wasnt my plan im scared, and alone and my heart is falling apart. I dont know where to start. Im trapped in this place where fear and regret is at a fast pace. And consantly wondering can anyone see the sorrow on my face? Will i make it to tomorrow? Or will i fall and never get back up? Am i destined to be alone? Will this pain forever grow untill i cant go on? So many questions and no answers. My soul is nothing close to being whole, Tears of blood pour from my eyes. Can anyone see me cry? So fed up with all the lies, my body is physically

Potty Trained
Ok it was so cool I got home yesterday and my baby girl spent all day in big girl panties with no accidents...NONE at all..she was so proud she took me to the bathroom to show me how she did it.. An hour after I got home she disappears...Hmmmmm .... I go into her bedroom she has changed out of her big girl panties into a pull up...then she went "cockamocka" in it... Atleast she was smart enough to change into a pull up..

Pardon Me Sir, But The Late 80's Just Threw Up On Your Hoodie
Driving around the other day I saw something ridiculous. A guy walking with a girl and he had on this really dorky looking hoodie and a santa claus hat. Of course when you see something as odd and colorful as this, you can't help but look. He actually gave me the " tough guy" look. Like he was going to kick my ass or something. I'm sorry. You will never look tough wearing this:EVER! In fact, It looked like he broke into my sister's room when she was 8 years old and stole her pajamas. Once in awhile there's a trend or a style that comes out that makes you wonder, what the hell they were thinking?! Unless their goal was to make "gangsta" wanna be kids from the suburbs look like infants, then I totally support it.

When Your World Comes Down...
YOUR AWAKENED IN THE MORNING BY AN EXTREMELY LOUD SOUND ,WITH A HEAVY WEIGHT ON YOU , AND EVERYTHING IS DARK... YOU FIND YOURSELF WITH AN OVERWHELMING FEELING OF DREAD , AS YOUR EYES ADJUST , YOU LOOK AROUND AND FIND THAT YOUR WORLD HAS COME CRASHING DOWN... DON'T JUST LAY THERE WITH TEARS IN YOUR EYES AND DESPAIR IN YOUR HEART , GET UP AND DUST YOURSELF OFF... GET UP , BEGIN WITH A PRAY AND THEN START PICKING UP WHAT'S LEFT OF YOUR LIFE , TAKE YOUR TIME , AND MAYBE THIS TIME YOU'LL GET IT RIGHT... THINK OF IT AS A HUGE PAINTING IN WHICH YOU ARE THE PAINTER , PERHAPS EVEN A PUZZLE , IN WHICH ALL THE PIECES YOU HELPED CREATE... IT MIGHT TAKE LONGER THEN YOU WANT , AND SEEM RATHER HOPELESS , BUT IMAGINE YOU AN ARTIST ,AN ARCHITECT , AND PART CREATOR OF YOUR OWN DESTINY... WHEN YOUR DONE , BE PROUD , FOR YOU HAVE SURVIVED TO START ONCE AGAIN... AND REMEMBER IF YOU SHOULD EVER THINK YOU HEAR YOUR WORLD BEGINNING TO COME DOWN AGAIN...JUST STEP TO THE SIDE!!!

Snow
Did you ever notice. When it gets to be bad weather some people seem to forget what redlights and stop signs are, etc. I mean they have most likely lived in weather like this their whole lives, and they didn't just put that redlight in...come on! Slow down. Leave a little early. Be a little more patient......

Sorry
thought would let all my friends on here know that i havent been online for awhile due to several things happenin (my mom bein very sick then my daughter is still fightin her infection and with the storm our internet got knocked out for few days and now i have gotten hurt but am on the mend)... will try to catch up with everyone and thanks to the ones that sent comments while i was gone.. you all are such good friends to me and have missed you all too

Touched......
wrods spoken outloud and true I felt touched I saw it in you Something different unuasual, and strange not like another no chance, no way Such is interesting I yurn for more Thoughts and experiences outside these doors ideas of life, of princeple, and will it touched me deep, right to the core So this question arises ahead how to proceed let her in my heart? or turn away the need? Keep it locked away or wait for the day?my heart is grand and I feel so deep the choice is in my hand whats sowed is reeped amaizing and powerful I can feel a shiver unlock the animal and make her quiver its not a demon whithout a care its good intentions a gentle sweet Teddy Bare

In The Land Of Oz….new Year’s Thoughts…. And Other Things …..
In the Land of Oz….New Year’s Thoughts…. And Other Things ….. I thought with everything that's happened this year it would be good for me to review the year and try to end on a more positive note. I have had to learn a lot of difficult lessons this year but also many good things too. So for myself I've decided to make a list of things I've learned this year. I frequently have said that I have felt like a "fish out of water" or "lost without a map" … but I have also felt like 'Dorothy in the Land of Oz"…. a stranger in an unfamiliar land… exploring the inner me. I have encountered "flying monkeys", warriors, traveling companions and more. I have also been "lost" several times this year, taken hostage (by my emotions), and have had more than one interesting adventure. I have at times felt in "mortal peril", at the "end of my rope", and "out on a limb", (metaphorically speaking)… but I have survived it all and am ready for the next leg of my personal journey. So here is a list of

Please Say A Prayer For Us
My Aunt passed away tonight....(My Dad's sister). She was one of my favorite Aunts. The hardest part is deciding to just go to the viewing and that is it. Then do I miss college on Monday for funeral or not? Just please say a prayer for our family.....thanks Susan In loving memory of my Aunt Sis

Going Crazy
i know that it's been a few days since my last entry, but things have gotten crazy aorund here once again. i honestly don't think i would make it if it wasn't for my Master. i have been feeling down in the dumps becuase of things going on here and if it wasn't for Him, i honestly don't think i would still be here at all. i fear for my family, we might find ourselves in a bind with the bills once again and i don't know what to do. my cousin just got his job back and might lose it again because he hasn't gotten his CDL yet for the job he has and i think it's stupid that they might not give him a week extention to go and take his air brake test again. i just feel that i have given up most of my belongings to help out on bills and get out of a bind on a vehicle just this week and for what, nothing. i just don't know what to do any more, i feel like curling up and not caring any more but i always put my family first for most and now i feel that i just can't do that any more because i d

Omg!
can't believe what he did yesterday :) he asked a friend to change the work day with a friend, so he would come to visit me! (we weren't going to meet this weekend cause of his job) he said he couldn't wait till next weekend to see me ♥ ahhh i had a beautiful sunday, i thought it was going to be another long week and he gave me this surprise! he just went online at noon and said: i'm home now, should i go visit you? :) heheheh then when he was here explained me what he did cause he couldn't wait more... i don't have more words to describe how good i feel when i'm with him ♥

Answers.....
Why do I feel as if I have turned everyones lives upside down? I dont know what I have done to make u mad or even hate me, but I do know it hurts like hell! I cant breathe knowing this is happening to us. You are everything to me baby and for what ever reason you are doing this, I am sorry! I just wish I knew the answers to the millions of questions going through my head right now! I know this probably sucks, but I cant even think straight right now! I will leave it at this and hope I know the answers later!

How Do You Like Being "old"?
The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let her know. Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body--the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror, but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, bu

Tagged
1. My day is not complete without the hearing the laughter of my kids. 2. I'm spontanious,unless it involves spending money. 3. I have a really hard time falling asleep, unless I have one leg uncovered, doesn't matter which one. 4. I don't use difinate words (never, ever, always, etc...) 5. I make sure I learn something new everyday. 6. I love potato chips vs. crackers in my soup. 7. The greatest professors I've had the previledge of learning from never finished school. 8. I can't make myself crawl into an unmade bed. 9. Doing dishes, vacuuming the floor and cooking relax me. 10. I'll pass the laundry to whoever wants to do it. Action Breakin Mzbtch2u66 Cranky Coorslight

My Best Friend Brandi
On November 3, 2003 I lost my best friend because her own father killed her. He walked into her and her husbands home shot her husband, then her and went to his own home and killed himself. No explanation just did it! Her own father! Do you think she would have let him in that day knowing he was going to kill her? No I think not, so before people start blaming Sporks for being involved think about what you are saying.....we aren't mind readers we never know what's going to happen because we think we know someone.

Inbreeding
I have few Fubar friends of my own. It seems in this vast ocean of people, I swim in a small pond. I like it this way. If I wanted the big fish, I’d swim out. I don’t. I like the warm, the small, the cozy, the familiar. What I’ve discovered is that my friends do too. I started with about two, Sug and Fitches. I met more and guess who they knew? Sug and Fitches. I even met a few on my own and without exception, somewhere on their list of established friends was another friend of mine. No introduction. No first dance. No gloved hand. Just the immediate intimacy of my small pond. Again and again. I went so far as to meet a couple new people and they then met Fitches. Always the same comment: “Fitches, good people.” This I know. That’s why he’s in my family and my small pond. Strangely, Fitches’ friends are far more discriminating. I’ve never been approached by a friend of his saying: “Hey, you know Fitches. You’re in.” Nope. They’re way too smart for that,

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Tag
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I am bi lingual. Hablo espanol. (I know what you pervs were thinking) 2)I still sleep with my teddy bear. 3)I have to have fabric softner that matches my laundry detergent. 4) I own 100 bottles of perfume and buy more constantly. They are all different scents. 5) I am shy in person 6) I brush my teeth in the shower. 7) I secretly want to be a stay at home housewife mother. 8) I love driving around at 2am with music blaring, windows down, and no place to go. 9) No man will ever stand up in comparison to my father. 10) I hate lists like this..damn you Broken.

When We Feel That We Are Nothing Special
When we feel that we are nothing special When we feel that we are nothing special To someone else we are more than we know When we feel out of place There might be someone around the corner Who needs us the way we are When we are feeling down There is someone to pick us up When we are alone Just think of that someone And they are there When you feel lonely baby Remember these things To me you ARE special You mean a lot to me To me we are in a place together Even with the distance between us When you feel down I am ready to pick you up When you are alone or lonely Think of me, I am there in your heart

Oh Yes You Are All That...
Liar, Liar.... It's just a sad shame !! Why do people feel the need to hide behind something that is nothing more than a figment of their imagination?? LMAO!! Quite humorous if you ask me!! The thought of what is going to happen is just so sad because of the unsuspecting being whose life willl be crushed, changed, etc. A word of advice folks.... If you cannot speak the truth and be who YOU REALLY ARE whether it's in person or online... then you really should keep your lips together because you never know when what you say comes back to bite you!! Then thats when you'll find yourself living your greatest fear... alone!

Posessed
If I was yours, would things change between you and I? Would you call more often? Would you come around? Would you make more time for me? So you wine me and dine me, bed me and show me the way sex should be How much more of me do you want? How much more of you can I have? If I was yours, what would it take to show you I'm all you'll ever need? Shall I prove my integrity? Show you my love runs deep and true? Demonstrate my devotion? How much more of me do you want? How much more of you can I have? ~SM written 12/8/86

Death
God where do I start..... I am so freakin sad and depressed right now and dont know what to feel. I just lost my grandpa who was like my father cuz my father was gone my entire life. It hurts so bad all I can do is cry. I have no one to hold or comfort me or tell me everythings going to be alright. I feel so alone. Why did this have to happen to such an amazing person. I just sat there today holding his cold lifeless hand thinking about all the things in life we've been through. The memories flooded my head like a ship drowning at sea. All things in life are given to you and can be taken at any moment, Ive come to learn that. Where do I go now who do I go to when lifes taking its toll and I have no one to talk to, to listen, to care and most of all give me advice? Why does life end so quickly for those who've given their everything? God I feel like the world has come to an end....Ive lost MY BEST FRIEND :( Some how and some way I will get through this but it is going to hurt. I nev

Dreams
I never dream,not till last night.It was vivid and still in my mind. I don't really read into dreams,they are just dreams to me,nothing more and nothing less. My best friend believes our dreams are telling us something. I have no clue. I never dream about people or friends,I did last night and it was just strange to me that i would dream about him. If what she says is true then I should believe in this dream and be happy.If it is what i believe dreams are then it means nothing at all and was just a dream that will never come true,as so many of my few dreams have. I like her way of thinking but why get my hopes up over a dream.It was just a dream after all,wasn't it?

The Final Goodbye - I Love You All Xxxxxxx
OK, so it’s a day late…….. So sue me! I haven’t been online in a long time so I’m not sure what people have written to me but I’m gonna try and make this as short as I can. I’m not going to tell anyone which hospital I’m at. I’m not going to say where I am or how long I’ve been told I have left to live. As certain people know, I’ve been transferred to a different hospital. This doesn’t mean I’ll be getting a better level of treatment, this doesn’t mean I’ll be getting a higher chance of survival. I want everyone who reads this to realise that this means only one thing…. …… When I go, it’ll be easier for me. This is going to be the last chance I get to speak to anyone and it sucks cos it’s a one way conversation. it’s a Sunday night over here and I have to go into hospital tomorrow morning at 10.30am. I’m not going to come out. I’ll understand if people don’t realise why I’m doing this. I mean, Jesus H. Christ, its only an online social site but I’ve made s

I Wish
I wish things could be easier and that drama didnt start. That you could love and give love as deeply as your are loved. That time could slow down and happiness last longer, and pain wouldn't hold sway over your life. But these are all wishes and just dreams. I'm not the best of anything and I'm lucky enough to have friends and love in my life, but as always the people I care and love go away...to many have I lost in my life, to much sorrorow to much pain...never enough love. So this is my wish for all I love and care deply about.... May you never know the darkness that destroys a soul, you find love in all the little things in life, that the sun warms your toes and the breeze tickles your cheek...and that i'm always in your hearts and memories

Alcohol
I've come to the conclusion that I hate alcohol for many reasons. I know that hate is a strong word but I really truely hate it...here is 25 reasons why... 1) I hate how everything has to revolve around drinking. 2) I hate listening to people talk about how drunk they need to be to deal with life. 3) I hate that people who do not drink get labeled as "a person who has no fun in their life." 4) I hate that in order for people to feel there is a connection we need to drink to share a bond/be part of a group. 5) I hate that people in my age range who don't drink at all/ or a lot to get drunk are a minority 6) I hate drunk drivers and alcoholism 7) I hate the fact that governments think that alcohol is fine, but smoking and taking drugs is bad… When its been proven over and over again, there are more alcohol related deaths than deaths of all types of drugs combined, and also more than smoking. 8) I hate how there is an alcohol related death every 30 minutes 9) I

Auto 11's On Monday For Silverpixi
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First Auction
Heheheh got you to look... Well now that you are here... Check this out... I'm in my very first auction and in need of some bidders... Here is the offer from me... Rate all pics during happy hour Rate all stash during happy hour Pimp out on my page Permanent pimp out in blogs Owned by (your name) in my name Daily drink and gift Yahoo ID for SFW conversation 1 sfw salute More to be added for high bids> I'll add more for cash bids and so on... So get your ass in there and BID BID BID!!! click the link below to BID!!!

Fury Contained
the sky weeps shedding the tears that i must hold inside. thunder aches with its peal covering the pain that i bury. lightning slices the darkness its rage mirrors my own. huddled, seething within my breast i cover it with smiles and false sunshine showing no one. the clouds in my eyes are mistaken as a trick of reflected light as inside i scream alone. the fury of a storm trapped inside burning for freedom; but still i hold tight, for the fear of unleashing the wrath and pain gives me strength to hold the reins and contain the lashing agony. they could not understand and because i love, even in my limited capacity, with torturous effort, for them i smile. D. R. Hyden written in a moment of clarity, in a cessation of the blinding rage that bubbles constantly... anger issues? lmao...probably...but i still smile.

Bullshit-plain & Simple!!
ok....i've just about had all i can take!!! is this or is it not an adult website? if it is, then please tell me why the hell it's so full of holier than thous who can't wait to flag a freaking pic nsfw? my God! on a daily basis, i see women who are just barely covering their boobs...yet that's all fine & well...what if i find that offensive? my son's default pic was just flagged.....stupid childish people...why don't ppl go back to myspace if they can't take it where the big kids play?

Poisonnnnnnnnnn Baby
Woohoo August 9th look out Freedom Hill here in Sterling Heights Michigan!!!! My boys have returned to Michigan again!!!! Poison is back and this momma and her son are goin to PARTY it up that night woot woot!!! Wow I can party with my son this is goin to be a 1st LOL....Now that really is making me feel old that I can party with my son LOL

Lurking
Well in recent days there have been a few people just lurking about. Not doing anything when they come to visit my or my g/f's pages. When we tried to talk to him, he turned around and blocked us for no reason. So to him I say K.M.A. For all you others who are kind enough to read this, if you would like to know more about thise person, his name is ShockerNXT and here is his link: http://fubar.com/user/1588465 ShockerNXT@ fubar Thank you for taking time to read about my new Jerk-O** list. I really hope I won't have to add others here. It is not really fun.

Rain Is Falling
The rain is falling can you hear me calling. You made it clear, through the years, that i could never be the person you wanted to see. You threw me away I knew i could not stay. So i am on my way. I see the flowers, never had the power, you were so sour. I break these chains that caused the pain, don't need the strain. I had to find. couldnt believe that you were so blind. I had to try, the tears you cry werent for real, I had to feel the hurt inside my heart, you tore all apart. So you say goodbye. I have to sigh can only wonder why. Why you had to lie, was it to make me cry. The rain has begun to fall but i know you never heard me call. This time this rhyme will never be the same. Never wanted the fame, you should be ashamed. I had to open my eyes, i know now i must say goodbye. I'll remember the smiles, but the memories will soon fade. The price I have paid. We are so far just like the stars I feel the scars. I close the door can't tak

All Alone In Her Room!
Here she sits all alone in her room Wondering will she see a full moon Shining down from the skies Glistening arcs of light in her blue eyes She wonders why there are only thoughts of you on her mind What it is - truly I must find Is it you or is it me she asks Sooner or later you both shall see. Here she sits all alone in her room Looking up at dark skies of gloom Hoping to see a shooting star So that she may make a wish from afar Distantly she watches in the midnight sky Asking herself must I wonder why? She replies in answer, yes you should He is there for you and life is good Why oh why must she wait so long A desire to know, a desire to dream along Not of herself but solely of you There isn't anything she hasn't said that isn't true. She wonders if all you have shared could be possibly be Wait a minute and you both shall see. She say's, "I know your nervous and so am I But if I don't keep you I'm going to cry. Cry a river of tears full of pain Fe

Wooott Am I That Sexy???
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Various Crap Lol
I see you across the room And I want you so bad baby I must have you I see you looking at me too And your eyes have wanton desire I must have you now I walk across the room towards you Looking so longingly I trip over the ottoman in the middle of the floor I fall to the ground not so gracefully Who the hell still buys ottomans? I pick myself off the floor I brush myself off and start walking again Uh oh, why is the pitbull looking at me? I stop and look back at him He walks over to me and starts humping my leg I try to push him off and tell him to stop He looks at me and growls menacingly I say okay but make it fast After a whole tube of wet naps I start walking again Shit, I stepped in a garbage pail What's a garbage pail doing here? It's stuck, and I try to get it off I fall over again while I'm hopping around I get up fast and look at you with need I start again and some old lady gets in my way She starts talking about the good old

I Ask U This As A Friend
imikimi - Customize Your World Well as most of i know i found out my son has autism! Well thats something lil to what news i have gotten today! So my son had a docs appt at 930 this morning! So on my way there thinking nothing more then that! Well we noticed my son was haveing memory loss his brains stuck on March 5th 2008 @his birthday party so each day he wakes up he reliveing that day! As he doesnt know anything that happen on any date but that one! So doc say he has short term memory lost meanin he has a brain tumer or something blockin his brain from memoring anything! So he told me i didnt feed him yesterday but he was takein out to eat and to the park but doesnt know anything! He keeps tellin me today is his birthday ! ! So i ask my self were i went wrong is it something i did as not bein a great mother? But i have done my hardest to take care of my children and in times like this i feel were did i go wrong! Did i miss the signs what was it? So i ask everyone keep my son in ur

A Little Frustrated
I just don't get it!!! I have gone out of my way to help others with their contests and whatever else they needed but when I needed help while I was in a contest I didn't get any help from my friends. Why is that? I posted several bullitins and a couple of blogs but everyone was to busy to either read them and just did not want to take time out of their busy schedule to help me out? I am not harping but a little frustrated about it. You want help but when someone else wants help in return they can screw themselves right? I give up.. I am in one more contest but I think that will be the last.. So sorry to ask for help..

Rip Grandma, We're Gonna Miss You So Much
my grandma has just passed away this morning :o(((( the song is her favourite, she loved Neil Diamond. all the kids and grandkids chucked in money so she and my grandad could go to see him live in concert :o) she had been ill all week and was booked in to see the doctor tomorrow :o( we don't know why it happened. my grandad went down stairs to make breakfast and she was fine. he came back up to check on her and she had gone. i've just come back from seeing her before the undertaker took her away. just have to wait for the funeral details now :o( my grandma with my 2 kids my grandad with my 2 kids her name was Marjory, she had 5 kids and 7 grandkids (i'm the eldest) and 2 great grandkids (my 2 kids). she was all for her family. her and my grandad John had been childhood sweethearts and had been married for 52 years. we're now worried about my grandad not coping well without her :o( i don't know if i'll be on much this week so sorry if i'm not retur

Why Women Are So Crabby
We started to 'bud' in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurt so bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable training bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage was having sex for the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about. Then it was off to Motherhood where we learned to live on dry crackers and water for a few months so we didn't spend the entire

Thank You...
I posted a MUMM the other day about my son being in a fight at school. If you are interested in the outcome here it is. I emailed the principal of the school and I think he agreed with me about not taking the safety position from my son and is going to reinstate him after a weeks suspension. It could have been worse of course because he could have been suspended from school and that would have been worse cause it would have gone on his permanent record and it would not have been good in the long run for him later. Well I wanted to thank everyone that is reading this blog and those of you that had also voted on my MUMM. Have a great day and hopefully talk to you soon...

Team Tommy N Mz Dreams N Big 151
NAH-NAH * CLUB F.A.R. MASCOT #1 FAMILY RAWKS *@ fubar Tommy aka*Fantasy Maker*CLUB F.A.R. TEAM CAPTAIN-------READ MY ABOUT ME!!@ fubar MZ.DREAMS*CLUB F.A.R*Promotions/ Door Girl 4 Centerfolds*I.B.I.C**@ fubar (Big151)ClubF.A.R.*Team Captian*Count Chocula **C.B.C**.@ fubar Mikey@ fubar DGAZ/Enforcer to Club F.A.R. Member!@ fubar ♠Shannon♠ Club F.A.R.@ fubar ⌘TRINA⌘@ fubar ღ•RideR•ChulA•ღ ♫ CluB FaR ♫ ►PiMpEttE◄ஜFu-AngelSஜ@ fubar

New Bike
Well ok its my brother's old one but still new for me LOL. Hey its only done 24,000 miles compared to what my old bike had done. Its a VFR800 98 model and its a change from the CBR600. Just have to remember it needs a little more effort when chucking it into a corner but I am enjoying it. Another thing to get used to is the engine, as the VFR has a V4, different power band compared to the CBR, but still fast enough for me LOL. Now just waiting for some decent weather to test it out.

Mommatasha Needs Help
I entered a giveaway to get 2 bling packs and need 14,000 comments. If you would please stop by and show some luv. Leave some Comments. I will be in there but at certain times I will be in there to give out something and you can get a bling, fu-bucks and gifs from me so go in and help out and maybe you can be one of the lucky winners. Thanks So Much And Hope To See You There:)

Steady As The Beating Drum
Steady as the beating drum My heart beats for my warrior Gone away to fight a battle against an unknown enemy Oh how I long for him to retrun to me safe and sound To be held in his arms, to taste his sweet kiss once again knowing I am loved Each day I watch for him, not knowing if he'll return to me Looking to the heavens looking for some sign of hope Praying to brother wolf protect him from danger Praying to brother eagle protect his skies Send my warrior home to me safely with pride showing in his eyes Let me love him to no end proving to him he's my one and only love In my dreams I see his face those familiar eyes filled with love I can almost feel myself wraped in his warm embrace Steady as the beating drum my heart beats for my warrior Gone away to fight a battle against and unknown enemy..

Texas
• A city ordinance states that a person cannot go barefoot without first obtaining a special five-dollar permit. • A recently passed anticrime law requires criminals to give their victims 24 hours notice, either orally or in writing, and to explain the nature of the crime to be committed. • Abilene: It is illegal to idle or loiter anyplace within the corporate limits of the city for the purpose of flirting or mashing. • Austin: Wire cutters can not be carried in your pocket. • Beaumont: Collegiate football is banned at Lamar University. • Borger: It is against the law to throw confetti, rubber balls, feather dusters, whips or quirts (riding crop), and explosive firecrackers of any kind. • Clarendon: It is illegal to dust any public building with a feather duster. • Dallas: It's illegal to possess realistic dildos. • El Paso: Churches, hotels, halls of assembly, stores, markets, banking rooms, railroad depots, and saloons are required to provide spittoons "of a kind and number t

Awwww Pink Made This For Me!
Let's Make Her Feel Sexy! ~PebblesinAZ~Make My Bedrock! C Sticky Bulletin/Blog! xoxo@ fubar She Has Had A Very Hard Week & Needs Some Luvin Up On! Let's Show Her How Much We Appreciate All She Does For Us! Add-Fan-Rate-Crush-Buy Her Things!You Know She Will Love You Back! This Love Pimp Brought To You By: *Pink0828*~*~Owned By Tendercop & jeff_dahl2000~*~Owner of RavinJuggalo~*@ fubar Muahhhhh

A Deep Burning
A Deep Burning by LateNiteFantasy© Reality sees me.. It feeds me.. carelessly placating me.. in a false existance. It burns in my dreams.. It consumes my every breath.. Sweat beads proclaim me. I dream of a touch that is never real. This touch that would demand me to feel. This is only a spectre.. A craving seated in the interiors of my mind. But why does my body make is so real? I want to feel.. ...honestly, I do. But I'm content to burn lustfully.. I'll be content to burn thoroughly.. Under the duress of a firm caress.

Thoughts
have every wondered what be came of a high school sweetheart ..i have spent over 20 years wondering.. and like trace atkins says every light in the house is on , thats the way my heart has felt for over 20 years but just a few weeks ago i got a email from myspace if i was kevin from st johns high in south carolina.which my heart jumped with joy..we have been talkin now for a couple weeks . and im as much in love with her then as i am now..but god will tend to the matters of what the heart needs... kjt-snake

Introspection
Lightning cracks its electric whip Punishing the sky. Lashing the glowering clouds for some obscure felony. The pounding rain beats out Its mournful dirge As the rolling bass of thunder beats counterpoint. I sit amid my cast off thoughts Introspective, as I gaze within, groping for understanding. Wandering alone through flittering screes of memory Attempting to grasp and hold some truth. The storm whips, chaotic around me The wind alternately buffeting and then cosseting my unfeeling form. Suddenly, as I come to myself, I dash the raindrops from drenched cheeks Only to discover the glowing moon soaring in her cloudless expanse. And I awake upon the realization that the drops were tears And the raging storm was only within. D. R. Hyden i get like this sometimes...just introspective with no real reason...a little down in the dumps and thinking really big thoughts...and feeling really small and insignificant... a leaf in a hurricane perhaps... anyone else

Funny
Law of Mechanical Repair. After your hands become coated with grease, your nose will begin to itch or you’ll have to pee. Law of the Workshop. Any tool, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner. Laws of Probability . The probability of being watched is directly proportional to the stupidity of your act. Law of the Telephone. If you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy signal. Law of the Alibi . If you tell the boss you were late for work because you had a flat tire, the very next morning you will have a flat tire. Variation Law . If you change lines (or traffic lanes), the one you were in will start to move faster than the one you are in now (works every time). Law of the Bath . When the body is fully immersed in water, the telephone rings. Law of Close Encounters. The probability of meeting someone you know increases dramatically when you are with someone you don’t want to be seen with. Law of the Result. When yo

Soy Candle Business.....
Ok all if you might be looking for a way to earn some extra money and go green at the same time I got the home business for you. It's all about candles " soy " candles which burn cleaner, longer,and have a better scent throw then paraffin candles. I also forgot they support the american farmer not the foreign oil industry. WHICH HEY DON'T THEY GET PLENTY OF MONEY FROM THE GAS PRICES.... If you would like some more information on this business check out www.cwlight.net/gmsake31 if after checking it out and you still need more information fill out the contact me section and I will give you a call and answer any questions you might have. You can join for free to see if this might be something you want to do or you can buy a kit but if you do that you need my membership number which is " 60629 ". I hope that if you ever thought about changing your life you give this a look, I did and now my wife and I are making an extra $2,000 a month for the time being just from candles.

Sometimes
sometimes in this crazy life we all take a trip down that road we feel like were going to go crazy in some ways we wanna lose control let go sometimes it seems so hard other times not sometimes we laugh sometimes we cry at times we wanna scream at times quiet is what we need sometimes at times u feel like your carrying the world on your shoulders sometimes your free as a bird floating thru time and space never wanting your feet to touch the ground for we know what lies below sometimes

Newsflash!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I JUST WANT TO MAKE IT LOUD AND CLEAR FOR PPL TO UNDERSTAND!!! I AM NOT ONE OF JOKERS WILD PUPPETS!! I AM MY OWN PERSON AND I CHOOSE MY FRIENDS THE WAY I WISH. AND FOR THE FEW PPL THAT THINK I AM A *PUPPET* YOU KNO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY TO YOU!! JUST BE BIG ENOUGH TO COME TALK TO ME TO MY FACE....WITH SOME SUBSTANTIAL PROOF...AND THEN I *MIGHT* BELIEVE YA!!! AND YOU PPL KNO WHO YOU ARE.....Y'ALL ARE NEIGHBORS...THATS ALL!! TOODLES!!...P.S. I DON'T HAVE TIME TO PLAY YOUR SILLY AZZ GAMES...I DO HAVE A REAL LIFE....

New Videos
SINCE I WILL BE IN THE CARRIBBEAN NEXT WEEK, I UPLOADED SEVRAL VIDEOS ON YOU TUBE http://www.youtube.com/jimmykomet from dj audtitions, free-spirit workout, introduction, singing tv commercals and drumming were all added recently-i even have one with my beautiful neice pretending to be a talkshow host enjoy Jimmy

Love
This blog has to do with someone I was seeing. I had it on Myspace but decided to add it on here since I haven't had Myspace ina long while. Maybe someone can give me their opinion or relate in some way. So I was seeing this girl I met through a friend of mine and my sister's from high school. We had been hanging out for about a month. In the beginning she had told me that she wasn't willing to get into a relationship. Thas fine since I had just got out of one like she had. We both had a three year thing and it ended badly with a lot of rough times within it. So I wasn't looking to jump into anything either. But I was shocked that within like two days of hanging out we seemed to simply have that bond. It wasn't one sided either, We were just all about each other from day one. From the get go she would explain to me how dumb my ex was and I'd tell her how stupid hers was. We were always complimenting each other on looks, smells, the looks we gave each other, the way we touched,

Bombs Awayyyyyyyyy!!!
THIS ONE STILL NEEDS TO BE COMPLETED BEFORE JUNE 13TH, WHEN CATHY'S VIP EXPIRES!!! THAT GIVES US THREE MORE DAYS ON HERS!!! CURRENTLY HAS ONLY 1,307 COMMENTS! LET'S HUSTLE GUYS! THAT MEANS THAT WE NEED OVER 2K PER DAY!!! %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% FINALLY CAUGHT UP WITH SPIKE! HE HAS UPLOADED THREE PICS THAT I SENT TO HIM FOR ONE MONTH VIP'S! WE WILL NEED 10K COMMENTS ON EACH!!! PLEASE START WITH SNACK ATTACK'S, HE IS AWESOME ALREADY AND HE NEEDS THE 11 POWER!!! THEN THIS ONE FOR RHONDA!!! THEN THIS ONE FOR MERLYN!!!

Forbidden Love Auction
Hey Everybody! Forbidden Love is having an auction! If you are interested send me the link to the pic you wanna use and what you are offering in a private message. The acution is now open. I don't have 10 people yet but I decided to go ahead and open it up anyway! Have fun everybody! No entry fee. Bidding starts at 10,00 fubucks. So far we have 6 people in the auction! Rev. Kandi BD Bear Towman Killer Klown Rev. Cooter

2008-09 Season/post Season
NFC East...Who's Best? NFC EAST DALLAS COWBOYS 16-0 (#1) Skins 10-6, Giants 8-8 Eagles 6-10 Dallas Cowboys #1 Seed in NFC, Wins SB 43, First 19-0 Record. Sweeps Division Easy, Posts at least 2 Shutouts Vs Division Opponents. Skins Better Defense Edges out Giants for 2nd in Division, Sweeps Philly Splits w/ Giants. Giants, Shutout by Dallas in Dallas, Splits w/Philly Philly, Swept by Dallas & Wash, Splits w/ Giants, suffers Offensively, Injuries. Swept by AFC North wins 2 Vs NFC West. NFC North...Who's Best? NFC North Minnesota Vikings....12-4 (#2) Detroit Lions 10-6 Green Bay Packers 8-8 Chicago Bears 7-9 The Best thing to happen to NFC North in 2008...They Don't Play the the Whole NFC East. Vikings #2 Seed in NFC Wins Division 1 Loss in Greenbay, Beat out in Conference Championship Minnesota 14 - Dallas 28. Only Division Representative in Postseason. Detroit Overcomes Offensive struggles from Previous Season. Sweeps Bears, in same Position as Cleveland Bro

.....
you look through the mirror hoping to find, that someone you were was lost in time. All empty spaces as your mind turns black, You knew when you started there was no turning back. You lie to yourself saying you'll leave this town, Crying to yourself and everyone who's around, Keep quoting your quotes and live for today, Have fun while it lasts you wont get out anyway. The lies pile up and quickly begin to spread, You believe all you hear; all the bullshit that you're fed. A heart disappears as the sun begins to fade, All your friends laugh and smile at the monster they have made. You say that you've grown up; you don't need me anymore, I laugh and pretend to believe you as your heart falls to the floor. Your tears hit the pillow as you find what's real, You regret your choices as the devil offers up a deal. Forget the past for it can never change, Remain humble for at times life can seem strange. Your greatest fear was always you'd end up alone, Now here you stan

Omg Look What They Did
I AM A MEMBER OF THE MOST AWESOME FAMILY ON FUBAR THEY GOT 65K COMMENTS IN LESS THAN A WEEK!!!!!! ALL THESE GUYS HELPED ME WIN A HAPPY HOUR SHOW THEM SOME LUV The Spankers Club@ fubar !Starry!@ fubar ღ Ððµßlê Ð ² §håÐðw Lêvêlêr &ღ Wï£ê¥ †ð §þåzz@ fubar Vanessa's Pwoned Tata's show him love-Member of Spankers@ fubar PUMPKIN BUTT~FU-WIFEY TO LEIF~*R/L TAKEN BY LEIF*~OWNED BY LEIF~*OWNED BY DARTH*MNG Pain N Pleasure@ fubar

Karma
Choosing Your Karma The early years of your life tend to be the most karma-filled. Adolescence is often the most intense time of all in a life. The hormonal and developmental changes tend to accentuate the difficulties of that period and facilitate a climate wherein much karma can be played out. This is also the time when you experiment with the different chief negative features: self-destruction, greed, self-deprecation, arrogance, martyrdom, impatience, and stubbornness. Generally by about the age of 21 you select one of them to settle down with. After the age of 30, karmic intensity is greatly reduced. There are exceptions to this, as is the case with those people experiencing lifetimes at the sixth level of any stage (heavy karma balancing), and those with a goal of growth. How Karma Repayment Works Karma is supervised and organized by essence. Often the personality knows nothing of the purpose and impending unfoldment of the karma. There is good reason for this. False pe

Yeah Another Contest...lol
=== 'Beto Lounge Owner of Ultimate Bad Girls Lounge/Promoter/Manager:UBGC-Fan Club/' wrote the following at '2008-06-12 00:04:01'.. > > > > > > > > > > I entered to be apart of a Blast/Vip contest 1st place gets a Blast and 2nd place gets a VIP and I need all the rates and comments...so plz show me some mad love and support... > Click my pic link below and rate and comment as many times as u can to help me out...thanx I really appreciate it. > > >

For Your Eyes Only....
Words when whisper the heart echoes in red blood when red flints to flow by the red vain as the fire obstinate Still it glows in red when obsessive as the rose razzles red in its room breath eternal when resourced red the mystic red when whirls in the red wine Passion intense when swaying intoned evening glows when inkling fell red lest be tweaking the lips over the red by the window of glistening red eyes yet the anger spews its reeks by the red as geometry of the dew rills betiding red Mist red as happens to happen by the leaf tips as when twitched by the senses as the stepping red sun when setting lays its curtain red over the green as love mystic seems to descend red enshrined.. Love this one it is from someone very special in my life...

Thinking
For the too many nights in a row, I'm sitting here alone in my room thinking. I sit on my bunk, flip through the channels, and then try to sleep. The sleeping pills aren't working, the going for a walk isn't working. Heck, a warm bath isn't working. I lie in bed, just thinking. I just don't understand it. I've never had a problem sleeping before. Don't get me wrong, it's some good quality thinking. I think a couple more nights, and I'll have the equation for the secret of happiness, what we are doing here, and the solution to the energy crunch figured out. I think I figured out how to make cows crap crude oil last night, I am just too tired to remember. I am physically exhausted, but my mind just keeps going. Further, it's not that I am dwelling on the past either. I am just feeling like there is something I am missing. Something that I should be looking at. I keep paying attention to what is in front of me, but it seems like it's not what is supposed to be there.

Thank You =]
I just wanted to take the time and tell all my wonderful friends thank you for all the birthday love I received yesterday. It made my day to know so many care. I adore each and every one of you. Thank You again =]

Slow Ride
Slow Ride Lyric: Slowride, take it easy Slowride, take it easy Slowride, take it easy Slowride, take it easy I'm in the mood The rhythm is right Move to the music We can roll all night Oooh, Slowride Oooh, Slowride, take it easy Slowride, take it easy Slow down, go down Got to get your lovin' one more time Hold me, roll me Slow ridin' woman You're so fine I'm in the mood The rhythm is right Move to the music We can roll all night Oooh, slowride, take it easy Slowride, take it easy Slow down, go down Got to get your lovin' one more time Hold me, roll me Slow ridin' woman You're so fine Slowride, easy Slowride, sleazy Slowride, easy Slowride, sleazy

Just An Update
First of all, Happy 4th to you all *especially our Veterans* Went to the Dr today for 10 week ck up, finally get out of the boot *WAHOO***it is soo hot, am slow getting around again, but hey its all worth the wait!!..I am going to be starting PT sometime next week but it's all up hill from here!! Hope you all have a Safe & Happy 4th

I Am Doing It Again.....:p Lol
Yall All Know This Fu Sweetheart. She Is To Blame On So Many Of Us Leveling. She Is All Over Everyone's Stash, Keep'in Us All Wasted, Or Maybe In My Case Fuss'in At Me About My Ripped Pics. lol Come Check Her Out In This Cute Auction. You Won't Regret Bidd'in On Her. The Lucky Fu That Wins Her Oh My. That Would Be One Heck Of A Month! (repost of original by '¡ÙWonder_Woman¢â¡Ù' on '2008-07-02 13:46:02')

The Morning After
Hey ya'll... i just want to thank all of my friends on here who did an awesome job of making this boy feel really good on his birthday!! A special shout out to all of my friends at the Howl at the Moon Saloon...come check us out at... http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=57288 you won't regret it for sure!!

Microsoft Extends Xp's Life !!! Posted July 2008
Microsoft Extends XP's Life As you may remember, a couple weeks ago, we ran an article in the newsletter that basically said Microsoft is cutting off Windows XP completely starting on June 30, 2008. I know most of you read that article, because I received tons of e-mails from all of you with comments, concerns and even some complaints. Unfortunately, there wasn't much I could say to console you, because I had the same feelings about the situation. But, after today, you may change your mind. Keep reading to find out why! On April 3, 2008, Microsoft announced that they are going to prolong the life of XP for just a little while longer. Yep, you read that right! They are going to extend the license for the Windows XP Home version until at least June 30, 2010. That's a whole two more years! Now, there is a slight catch, but trust me, this is still good news. From here on out, Microsoft is only going to promote XP for ultra-low-cost personal computers (ULCPCs), which are now just sta

Music For My Soul...
Shane and I were in the kitchen. We have become pros working around each other there. He moves as I walk. He peels potatoes as I slice them. While we cook music plays...always. It's a mix of a whole Lotta Regina Spektor, Jason Mraz, The black eyed peas, Justin Nozuka among others...many others. I belt out whole heatedly to Regina. I love her odd music. It paints my heart with happiness. I have no idea why. Emma sits in our wooden kitchen chair, sunshine fairly skips along her hair as she giggles to the weird lyrics...and my interpretation of it. I was standing over the counter and i could hear the music start....softly...and then his distinctive voice, the very timber of it makes me smile. It makes my tummy happy. The band in the background. The horns, the violins...ahhhh Frankie, my love. I start dancing. My smile is huge and my body moves to the music. I turn to Shane at the sink. He holds a dripping potato, newly washed. He smiles at me. One eyebrow raised.

Thanks A Lot Guys!
So I seriously NEVER accept friend requests anymore...but I did just once today and then this is what lands in my shoutbox... Bob (The L...: My bad on the invite, just disregard it, just now noticed you have many of the mumm basher's as friends, that just won't work for me... sorry to have bothered you darlin!

Homeless Or The Art Of Not Flying....
Ten yearz iz a long time. Itz also just a blink of the eye. Friendz, Family, Enemiez & just Passer By'z die. New face'z & new passionz take the place of old. Where once I hide between sidewalk crackz, Now I dwell within ivory hallz, Constructed by my past only to be torn down Again & again. Five yearz is a long time. Itz also just a ripple in tha pond. Friendz, Family, Enemiez & just Passer By'z die. New face'z & new passionz take the place of old. When once I would sleep in the dank recesse'z of indulgence, Now I face the searing light of tomorow, with a blood inspired tear trailing down my pudgey cheek. Be healthy. A year iz a long time. Itz also just a breath, escaping from parched lipz. Friendz, Family, Enemiez & just Passer By'z die. New face'z & new passionz take the place of old. I would have liked to... If only I could have.... I know I should have.... I think I still could. Yesterday was such a long time ago. And yet it seemz like ten yearz. Friendz,

Cheating Host All Bombers Beware
Update on DJ EDGE...... Seems our cheating host, DJ Edge is back after FUBAR deleted his account. Note that if you are a VIP FUBAR can "ONLY" delete your account under probable cause. Seems they caught him too. So now....he is back again and going to my family members. Go ahead click the link lol, he blocked some ppl, but doesn't matter though. I am blocked from his profile, but that doesn't matter either. I want him to see everything I do. BTW... he sent me a yahoo a couple days ago that I responded to. DJ EDGE..warning this doesn't link to his pro, just his pic :D -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- WELL I GUESS ALL THE BLOGS/ BULLETINS THAT HAVE BEEN POSTED TODAY REGARDING THE HOST THAT CHEATS AND BOMBS HIS OWN CONTESTS HAVE PRETTY MUCH SPOKE FOR THEMSELVES. I HAVE NOT POSTED ANYTHING UNTIL NOW BECAUSE OF THE FACT THAT WHILE THE GIT R DONE'S AND THE CONFEDERATE BOMBSQUAD WAS

This Weekend!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SUMMERSINFEST: Rock~n~Roll Peepshow Date: Jul 17, 2008 7:58 PM Coming SATURDAY JULY 19th to MERIDIAN: SUMMER SINFEST ROCK n ROLL PEEP SHOW 2008 WHAT IS SINFEST????Summer Sinfest is a unique adult oriented, explorative and interactive, collaborative installation art experience focusing on the beauties and joys of the assorted Alternative lifestyles….What does that mean?The event is UNIQUE because it is so different from all the other similarly categorized events, due to the contributions of the staff and their support network. It is not a dance party, although we do provide two of Texas' best DJ's for the event AND Houston's premiere Rock-a-billy band, The Dollyrockers! Summer Sinfest is not just about stage performances, as we have vendors from over 3 states, an Art gallery and an interactive Dungeon to entice our audience too. It is supported by the various Pansexual and Leather BDSM community groups AND

In The Words Of Redback Wolf
IN THE WORDS OF REDBACK WOLF 07/21/08 THERE ARE MANY PATHS UP THE MOUNTAIN BUT ONLY ONE MOON AT THE TOP This is something that I have believed in most of my adult life… but what happens when one loses his way upon the path does he just turn around and go back to the base of the mountain and start again or does one try to find a path from where he is and transcend from there. What if there is no other path, what if all the paths lead to nowhere and the correct path is just to forget about the mountain. Is that being a defeatist or is it just being a realist and just make do with what is given and forget the dreams and hopes. What if the moon that is at the top is obscured by others influences and desires that seem to be more important than your own. And so from here there is the obvious question and that is WHAT DOES ONE DO TO TRANSCEND AND GET BACK ONTO THE PATH OF THE SEEKER OF DREAMS?… Well I am afraid that the only person that can truly answer that is yourself, there are

Can I Begin To Laugh By Smiling Now?
A good laugh heals a lot of hurts. --Madeleine L'Engle The ability to laugh at ourselves has always been important. In old days, fools and jesters held an important place in the royal courts. Today we have clowns who make us laugh. If we look closely at a clown's face, we will often notice a bit of sadness around the eyes. Clowns are able to move easily from sad expressions to ones full of delight very easily. For all of us, laughter and tears come from the same deep well inside. And often, after a good cry, we find ourselves ready to laugh, easily and joyfully. Laughter is a gift waiting for us on the other side of our sadness. Can I begin to laugh by smiling now?

Crazy
I think it is crazy how one day you can feel so lonley and unwanted.. Then the next day you feel like the most wanted person. I am so happy i found such a great guy. He makes me feel wanted. I am so happy I am going to start my life with him... And nothing or no one can change that..

We Can Make This Happen!
*****IT'S ALL ABOUT CHUCKIIBOO***** This man is the most amazing honest truest friend!He has a heart of gold!He's done a lot for just about everyone on fubar!Even if he's not yet on your friends list!You would not have as many happy hours as you do if it was not for chuckii....he has had TONS of happy hours along with giving them as a gift to other ppl...!Sit and think without chuckii on fubar...it would not be the same!Thats why i dont understand with as many Happy hours he has had himself...Why is this man not red yet??? Good ?!!!!So i'm asking everyone on my friends list to plz go and FAN/RATE/ADD HIM A.S.A.P!!!Let him know i sent you:)Also If you can get Five of your friends to also F/R/A Chuckiiboo then i will either rate 100 of your stash or 100 of your pictures!Not really into the points?...Thats ok to...i can make custom pics...check out my alb of the diffrent ones i made....and if u can get five ppl to f/r/a chuckii i will make you a custom pic of your own!!Make sure you ha

Ever Wonder Why?
Why blame islam?? -EVER WONDER WHY? -Why a Jew can grow his beard in order to practice his faith? -But when Muslim does the same, he is an extremist and terrorist! -Why a nun can be covered from head to toe in order to devote herself to God -But when Muslimah does the same she oppressed -When a western women stays at home to look after her house and kids she is -respected because of sacrificing herself and doing good for the household? -But when a Muslim woman does so by her will, they say, "she needs to be -liberated"! -Any girl can go to university wearing what she wills and have her rights -and freedom? -But when Muslimah wears a Hijab they prevent her from entering her -university! -When a child dedicates himself to a subject he has potential. -But when he dedicates himself to Islam he is hopeless! -When a Christian or a Jew kills someone religion is not mentioned, but when -Muslim is charged with a crime, it is Islam that goes to

The Lovely Miss V!
So, this awesome chickadee is trying for the spotlight. Sooo.... here's the deal. If you send her 100k fubucks, I'll make you a custom graphic, just because. Just send her the bucks and let me know what you sent. Miss Vanima@ fubar

You Tell Me Who I Am!
Who am I seems to the be the question I am asked most often. I did not write an about me section on purpose. I'll gladly tell you why - its because you are part of who I am; read on! We all live through our lives enduring. We breathe and bleed in much the same way. I am not talking about bleeding from a cut (we all know the color of our own blood); profoundly enough I mean our hearts and emotions. As much as I'd like to sit here and tell you that I am this and I am that; unfortunately, I cannot! However, you can tell me. The way I see it is I am just a subject. No, not a subject as in conversation! I will tell you that I see myself as subject to interpretation. Those who have entered my life in my past and present as well as those who are in my future have been and will always be part of the process of evolution of me. For this - I thank you! I am well defined based solely upon my ventures in life. Destiny unknown! I realize my strengths were once my weakness; and I

New Apartment
I moved into my new apartment yesterday, yay! It's really nice, I'm excited. The drawback is we don't get cable/internet until next Friday. So, while my computer is back up and running, I'll have limited access to the internet for a week. Leave a message if you want to reach me, I'll get it eventually.

Penguin Mating Habits
Penguins have a hard time mating do to how their body is shaped.Their bodies are shaped like bottles and you know it’s really hard to keep a bottle on top of another one.So, when penguins decide to mate, the female must keep still while the male gets on top. If the female moves the male will fall. Mating only lasts a few seconds because of this. Penguins are like most seabirds.They tend to be long-lived .They can take 3 to 8 yrs. to reach sexual maturity.Now,small species begin in 3 or 4yrs. Most large species breed until 5 or 8 years. The King penguin has the longest breeding cycle. It lasts from 14 to 16 months. Female King penguins can produce 2 chicks in every 3 breeding seasons. Emperor penguins breed during Antartic winter. Now, the Fairy penguin has the shortest breeding cycle. Also it breeds throughout the year. Penguins are mostly monogamous, which means they are with one mate at a time. Even though some females have up to 3 mates and males have up to 2

Fear
As I sit here in fear of what is and what can be I wonder what is to be. Life is not an easy street to walk sometimes and this I know but I still want it to be . I worry about tomorrow and what is about to happen to my life. Will I be here a yr from now, hell will I be here 6 months from now. For a woman who has had this issue before this is scary and surreal. What will the doctors say? What is it? Am I to die and leave my kids alone? These are the thoughts that race through my mind as I sit here in fear!!

Moet's Happy Hour Tonight!
My lovely friend Moet is having a Happy Hour tonight at 6:00 pm Fubar time!! Please make sure you watch for it and go give her LOTS of love!!! She is an amazing woman!!! I would really appreciate it! Moet Owned by §êx¥§åvïð®@ fubar

It Was Just One Of Those Freaking Days, Ya Know... Lol
Okay, so here's what happened... My friends wedding was supposed to be yesterday, and I called her cell, and come to find out it's been disconnected. No way of contacting her to find out what was going on with the wedding and such... so I went to where the wedding was supposed to be, Nothing... no one... so I went to the bar... Met this really weird, whacked out chick and went wandering around drinking vodka and looking for someplace to hang out... she freaks out when a cop drives by and starts yelling and screaming at me about how much she hates the cops... mind you, she's got all these black and blue marks all over her... and I can't stop thinking to myself that if the cops pull us over, they're gonna think I caused the bruises, so I'm ready to bail... I go to catch the bus, and the damn bus is hella late... waited for like an hour for the damned bus... finally shows up, and the driver is a prick... I was out of cigarettes and drunk as hell and just wanted to get home and have a

This Is It!!!
Another Chance to Own my Country Ass....... Yep.....BooBoo has me on the auction block. I can be your fu-slave for an entire month if you have the winning bid. I can assure you that you won't regret owning my Country Ass. Whatever the winning bid is, I promise I will make sure that you get your money's worth. So come on by and place your bid......Hurry.....The auction ends August 28. Thanks & Spanks, Mary

For Those That Care Or Wonder!
Recently I've had to take on a second job to pay some things off. I won't be on fubar as much. I will only be on here maybe 3 days, if I am lucky!So thanks to all those that has helped me get to where I am at now. If anything came of this it was that fubar helped me not to be bored at work! Just kidding that is not all that has came out of fubar. It was also good friends and nice people! Thanks again! Luckyblue

~love Me Today~
LOVE ME TODAY, HARD AND FAST. LOVE ME TOMORROW, LIKE WE WILL NOT LAST. LOVE ME FOREVER, AND I WILL GIVE EVERYTHING. NEVER LOVE ME, AND IT WILL BE A SHAME. SO, LOVE ME TODAY. SLOW AND THROUGH. LOVE ME TOMORROW, BEFORE ALL THA SORROW. CAUSE NOTHING LAST FOREVER. AND I WANT US TO PART, WITH A SMILE ON OUT FACES. AND ALL THE LOVE WE SHARED, FOREVER EMBEDDED IN OUT HEARTS... WRITTEN BY:WENDY K. SELLARS

Sunshine, Shops And Shags!
Really quick bloggie before I rush out to spend the afternoon basking in some rare English summer sunshine, spending money on things I don't need (more shoes, more handbags and more tarty clothes!) before getting back home and getting ready for tonights slutfest! Yesterday didn't go quite to plan. I was planning to meet a friend of mine off here but my plan came crashing down around my ears when my youngest son woke up with spots all over his legs completely scuppering my opportunity of having a daytime sesh with a gorgeous, local black guy. Of course, the kids are my first priority and my playpal completely undertands (I think!). The spots are almost gone today (typical!) and the Doc figured it was probably an allergic reaction to a new conditioner I've been using in the washing (see, me, domesticated!!). Last nights foursome was a bit weird as well. My buddy and her fella hit it off right away but the guy I met was certainly a good looking chap but dull as dishwater! He could

I Want To Tell You Lies...
I Want to Tell You Lies..... I WANT TO TELL YOU LIES © Kalvere. All rights reserved I want to tell that little boy his Mom will be just fine I want to tell that dad we got his daughter out in time I want to tell that wife her husband will be home tonight I don't want to tell it like it is, I want to tell them lies You didn't put their seat belts on, you feel you killed your kids I want to say you didn't ... but in a way, you did You pound your fists into my chest, you're hurting so inside I want to say you'll be OK, I want to tell you lies You left chemicals within his reach and now it's in his eyes I want to say your son will see, not tell you he'll be blind You ask me if he'll be OK, with pleading in your eyes I want to say that yes he will, I want to tell you lies I can see you're crying as your life goes up in smoke If you'd maintained that smoke alarm, your children may have woke Don't grab my arm and ask me if your family is alive Don't make me tell yo

Best Hotdogs In Wva
if your traveling in west virginia go to hillbilly hotdogs they are they best in west virginia and has been on diners drive ins and dives from foodnetworktv go check em out they have the largest buger in west virginia if you eat it all it is free

I Want To Be Close To You
I want to be close to you, I wanna feel you. Your body trembles, as my hands touch you. The warmth of my kisses chillingly caress your spine. As you feel my body against yours, your heart races and your senses increase. Your body's feverish, I feel your body begin to moisten. The drops of sweat trickle down your body. I can fell you, you're breathing harder...faster. Your body...weak from my love. Your legs shake, your blood heats. Your body, perfectly sculpted by the gods, is against mine. You touch my heart, you sing to my soul. As I close my eyes, I let go. Your breathing grows deeper, reaching higher heights. Your approaching...... Your knees quake, We lay together.... Ecstacy.

Geology Course
Thursday, January 12, 2006Class 2 Week 1 1) Exams: 1 or 2 comprehensive questions on the exam. 2) Chapter 1: summary of what is to come. 3) Earth: a) Solid earth: i) Ground: ii) Crust: b) Hydrosphere: iii) Oceans; iv) Lakes: v) Aquifers: (ground water) level of saturation over an impermeable layer in looser aggregate. c) Atmosphere: vi) Air: Oxygen and Nitrogen (1) Nitrogen: is more plentiful. d) Biosphere: thin layer where all the life is, the past 200 years have been screwing up the balance. vii) Incorporative: little bits of solid earth, critters under ground, sea animals, everything is very interdependent. viii) Penituba: volcano eruption affect temperature. 4) Geology: study of solid earth, rocks, physical and chemical changes it goes through on the surface and within the interior. Ever changing earth, constantly evolving. a) Chemistry: b) Erosion: c) Minerals: what happens when mineral get eroded. 5) Change: change in climate is weather. There is no suc

Update On Joseph Daniel. (and 38ddd’s???)
Current out of pocket expenses:Mommii: $640.12Daddii: $175.00 Total: $815.12Special Thank You:I'd like to send a special thank you to everyone for gifts received. Joseph has so far received gifts such as diapers, clothing, baby tub, Walmart gift card, receiving blankets, gift certificate toward Crib4Life, and more. Everyone's gifts are greatly appreciated, and much needed. Thank you SOOO much.Update on Joseph Daniel:We got to come home from the hospital today. Everything is going great. Joseph passed all his screening tests with flying colors. He got his circumcision yesterday, and had no problems whatsoever, not even cranky. I'm so proud of him.He took to his bassinet right away and loves it. The bassinet he's currently sleeping in, is the same wicker bassinet that Cheyenne used as a newborn, over eight years ago.He likes pacifiers and took to the breast feeding right away. He got to go on his very first ever shopping trip to Winn-Dixie for mommy's prescriptions and various o

Life
Why is it when you want to have the best for u it never works out? I am usually a happy guy who lives life to the best he can makes his friends and family happy. I may act all happy and all but deep down I am being torn apart. I try to be happy I try to keep a smile on my face but it just never works out. Every time I think some good happening in my life there always something that bring it down. Is this what life suppose to be or is it like the fairy tale with the happily ever after? Will there be a true happy moment in my life or will it always be a cover up? When I am around my kids I am the happiest man alive but when their not around me I just go into a bad state of mind. I wish I can be happy always but with out my kids I don't think I can. Will I ever find that happy place where I will be forever? Or will I be up and down for the rest of my life. I am getting tired of playing happy. I don't know if I can do it anymore. I don't know if I got the strength to fight it.

Abnormal Events
Every time I go see my neurologist, one of the first things I am always asked is are you having any hallucinations? Up until recently I would say no, but this is about to change. For months I have been seeing out of the corner of my eye what appears to be some sort of human walking past my bedroom door in my living room. When I whip my head around to see if anyone is there *poof* not a single thing there. There are also times when I see out of the corner of my eye something that looks like a white dog or cat peeking it’s head around the corner to look at me. When I look to see if the same the animal is there, the same thing happens to the "animal". The most disturbing thing happened last night, and continued through the morning. I practically woke up screaming because I was terrified that I was even having a dream like this.I was walking down the street in what looked like New York in the dark roughly around midnight. I was looking for a store to get a new flashlight because the

Zodiak Bombers Island Girl Is In A Contest!
Calling all Zodiak Bombers/Levelers -- and everyone else! Island Girl is in the BREAST CANCER AWARENESS CONTEST starting tonight at midnight (9/14/08) and going through Midnight 9/30/08. Please stop by and bomb her -- she's up for a 30 day blast! Whomever has the most comments/rates by midnight on the 30th wins! Show her some love - and she'll show it right back! Lets all band together and do this.

Ladies Restroom....ya
You may need to stop at the women's restroom . . . be prepared! When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern 'seat covers' (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR! ), yank down your pants, and assume 'The Stance. ' In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the sea

Ramdom Poem
your are shinny and i debris such a comparison between you and me! your are shinny and i debris your life is full and mine is empty there is no middle for you and me! your are shinny and i debris i am searching and you arent i see, some day i hope to be as happy as the! your are shinny and i debris my hope is strong i hope you see for my lust for love will always be! your are shiny and i debris i may be dirty that you can see, but a million years of trying and you will see! you are shiny and i am debris your luster for life i can see, but the still is something missing between you and me! your are shinny and i debris as i lay in my debris the world keep putting shit on me! your are shinny and i debris your all happy the world can see as i lay here in misery! your are shinny and i debris the years have passes as we see your luster is fading in to me your are shinny and i debris for each passing day you will see,they come to search for you and me! your a

Encountering Red
So here I was minding my own business on the FU. I refresh my homepage to see i have a new msg.. WOO HOO... It's from a RED member sending me a drink... THANKS.. along with the drink was the following msg:: "Hi Hun, Its just me, Cherry again, rerating ur page, love for u to come by and return it. Also, I'm Blinging Every 25th profile rate! Hugs...xoxoxo p.s. If u already rerated me this week (the cherries on my page are red) let me know, but plz dont rate again unless all the cherries r grey.They reset every Monday. Muah!" GREAT, WONDERFUL... I'm all about points myself, but not to this degree... I wouldn't stoop as low as this.. trying to make someone seem or feel stupid stupid... My response to her was:: thanks for the drink.... also thanks for trying to make me feel stupid it didn't work... I've been on this site long enough to know how the rating works... your p.s. If u already rerated me this week (the cherries on my page are red) let me know, but plz dont rate again

Beautiful Women
she has no special talent no special beauty mark no invention with a patent no voice of a comely lark no hourglass physique no sunbeam likened smile no lingering mystique no manicured nails to file but what she has she flaunts with the style of a fur lined stole with the chic of a runway model she flashes her beautiful soul.

Could You Have It
Is also known as Stein-Leventhal Syndrome or Polycystic Ovary Disease (PCOD). Affects an estimated 6-10% of all women and most don't even know they have it. Is treatable, but not curable, by medications, changes in diet and exercise. Is one of the leading causes of infertility in women. Has been identified for 75 years and they still aren't sure what causes it. Affects far more than just reproduction. IT IS NOT just a cosmetic problem. Can include the following symptoms: Irregular or absent menses Numerous cysts on the ovaries in many, but not all, cases High blood pressure Acne Elevated insulin levels, Insulin Resistance, or Diabetes Infertility Excess hair on the face and body Thinning of the scalp hair (alopecia) Weight Problems or obesity that is centered around your mid section What a Polycystic Ovary looks like: The many cysts in a polycystic ovary are follicles that have matured but, due to abnormal hormone levels, were never released. In a norm

1 Rate 1 Comment! Help Me Please! (closed)
Hello to ALL my friends! I need your help I'm in MishNumber1 Contest. Most points (min 15,000) wins blast/vip/bling pack. Most rates (over 200) wins blast/bling pack as well as fubucks. So come on by :) Contest will be open Today 9/26 from to Tuesday 10/14 If I have help you out before can you please help me out with this me love you a long time. :) Link to my picture please come & rate my picture also if you can please leave some comments :)

Inner Peace :-)þ
I am passing this on to you because it definitely worked for me and we all could use more calm in our lives. By following the simple advice I heard on a Medical TV show, I have finally found inner peace. A Doctor proclaimed the way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started. So I looked around my house to see things I'd started and hadn't finished, and, before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of shhardonay, a bodle of Baileys, a butle of vocka, a pockage of Prunglies, tha mainder of bot Prozic and Valum scriptins, the res of the Chesescke an a box a choclits. Yu haf no idr who fkin gud I fel. Peas sen dis orn to dem yu fee AR in ned ov inr pis

What I Want
Being a lady of knowing what she wants seems to bring about the idea that for some reason my sexual identity will magicly change from submissive to dominant. I have no real interest in domination, although on rare, very rare at that, occasions I will be in the mood to torment my lover. Usually the end result is me giving up and being the 'lil girl' again at my lovers feet and in some way begging forgiveness.There is a sense of power when in such a role, but it is not that appealing to me, I do not trust myself to guage pain or to not inflict the wrong kind of harm. When I am in those moods I am usually sated with a bit of fighting back and that is that. A bit of my own clawing, biting and shoving takes down that side a fair ammount of quick. I am not that aggressive and do not plan to be, so I have the question.. why do submissive men/bois contact me with the questions if if I am dominant when I state that it is not a part of my make-up. Switching is fine, but I am not a fan of

Auto 11s Here..hit These Fine Peeps Up. Tysm Tnk..hugs~~.
COME HELP MY FRIENDS OUT. THEY HAVE AUTO 11S..HUGGS TNK MyZtErY--☆ ÐirtySouthCrew ☆--I.ß.I.C.@ fubar ~COUGARBABY~OWNER OF COUGARBABIESDEN.COM~GRAPHIC DESIGNER@HH-FORUMS~@ fubar DJ IVORY TIGRESS♥OWNED BY GARY DIRTY SOUTH CREW♥DIRTY ADDICTION MANAGER --IBIC@ fubar ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ Fu Wife 2 "DJ Satyrgodd" *DSC*@ fubar Jim ~ D S C ~@ fubar ~SouthernOutlawBiker~DSC~OutlawsAndPu$$ycats~Owned By Cynz Dreams@ fubar MYZTERY COUGAR DJ IVORY HUGGABLE JEN JIM SOUTHERNOUTLAW

Earn Some Fubucks And Help A Great Guy Please Help !!
WILL YOU HELP ME ??? I entered into a giveaway for an AUTO 11 bling and I need 12,500 comments.. So as incentive to help I am offering to pay for them .. 100 comments = 2000 fubucks 250 comments = 5000 fubucks 500 comments = 15000 fubucks Please send me a private message with how many you left and I will send you your fubucks.. just click the link below to get started

Hamburger Hot Pot
HAMBURGER HOT POT 1 1/2 lbs. ground chuck or lean ground beef 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder 1 teaspoon salt 1/ 4 teaspoon pepper 6 medium potatoes, peeled and sliced 3 medium onions, sliced 1 (10 3/4 oz ) can condensed golden mushroom soup 1/2 cup water In skillet, brown ground beef; drain well. Add garlic powder and pepper; set aside. Place half the potatoes and half the onions in greased crockpot. Add browned beef. Top with remaining potatoes and onions. Combine mushroom soup and water; spread over top, being sure to moisten and cover evenly. Cover and cook on low 8 to 10 hours or on high 3 to 4 hours. Serves 4-6

My Truck
Ok so almost everyone knew the master clyinder went out in my truck well the reason is sum stupid f@ckin idiot put motor oil in where the brake fluid goes and it wasnt me my dad taught me where all the fluids go in a vehicle

Love
Infantile love follows the principle: "I love because I am loved." Mature love follows the principle: "I am loved because I love." Immature love says: "I love you because I need you." Mature love says: "I need you because I love you."

Chained Romance
So today Chained Romance (Me and my cousins band) completed yet another song to add to the album. The single is titled "Without Me" and we have plans on it being a favorite among the fans. We've begun instrumentals on the track and it should be a complete product by the beginning of January. Stay tuned for more Chained Romance updates!

Let's Party!!!
OK WE HAVE LESS THAN A WEEK TILL THE FU MEET,, WHERE REAL PEOPLE COME OUT FROM BEHIND THE COMPUTER SCREEN AND MEET OTHER REAL PEOPLE,,,, THOUGH BLOGS HAVE BEEN POSTED BEFORE,,, WE STILL HAVE NO IDEA JUST WHO IS ACTUALLY COMING,,,, SO ALL THAT PLANS ON COMING PLEASE SAY SO, SO GRAB YOUR SALUTES AND MONEY (FUBUCKS DON'T COUNT) AND LET'S P*A*R*T*Y!!!!!

Re: Fluoride Added To Children's Milk In Schools Throughout Uk
RE: Fluoride Added To Children's Milk In Schools Throughout UK ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 27 Oct 2008, 18:25 Fluoride Added To Children's Milk In Schools Throughout UK City Fluoride is being added to children's milk in 42 schools throughout the city of Sheffield in the UK, despite the chemical's proven link to liver and kidney damage, cancer and the lowering of IQ. http://www. infowars. net/articles/october2008/271008Fluoride. htm

My Life
I see my life as a big charter bus. It looks great from the outside big and black and shiny with a great colorful design on the side. It is just beautiful. At least from a distance. Once you get closer you see that the windows are kind of dirty and the paint is scuffed and chipped in some places. Still from the outside it looks just fine. It doesn't seem to run anymore. So to get any where I have to push it. It rolls for a while once I get it going. It really doesn't have great direction unless I can run up and jump inside and steer for a while but then it comes to an hill or just time and gravity start to affect it and next thing I know it is stopped again. Once in a great while the engine will fire. And will run like a dream. everything is clicking and I am just cruising along. Then for some unknown reason it stops again. The bad part is that the bus if full of people. And when I say it has stopped again they all get pissed, because of course... It is my fault it quit. I did

Shrimp Creole
Shrimp Creole 1/4 cup butter or margarine 2 medium onions, diced 1 cup diced celery 1/2 lb fresh mushrooms, sliced 2 tablespoons flour 1 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon pepper 1/4 teaspoon paprika 1/2 teaspoon chili powder 2 bay leaves 1/4 teaspoon thyme 2 drops hot sauce 1 (15 oz) can tomatoes 1 cup shredded green pepper 1 lb cooked shrimp In a large, deep skillet, melt butter, add onions, celery, garlic and mushrooms. Saute until tender. Blend in flour and seasonings. Add tomatoes, cover and simmer for about 10 minutes. Add green peppers and shrimp and heat. Serve hot over cooked rice. Makes 8-10 servings

Everyday Temptations
In the Morning Wake him up with morning sex. He will spend the rest of the day remembering his early-morning rendezvous! Invite him to join you in your morning shower. There's always time for a quickie, and the shower is the perfect place! Spray on sexy perfume. When you kiss him good-bye, brush up against him so heâ€™ll be left with the scent of you on his shirt. Wear something sexy under your work clothes, and make sure he notices it as you get dressed. It will keep him thinking of you all day! Smack his booty on his way out the door. Silly flirtation is a great way to keep sexual desire a part of your everyday life. Give him a long sensual kiss just before you depart. But beware! If it's too good, you might find yourself late for work! In the Afternoon Wear lip gloss every day. Make it a kind he enjoys, and make sure it's tasty, not sticky. You want him to want to kiss you, not stay away to avoid being gooped. Unbutton your top buttons. Make it apparent t

Bling Me Baby!!
BLING ME BABY It's Auction Time!!! *THIS IS A NO FUBUCK AUCTION* Bids of Bling packs, Blasts, Tickers, VIPs, HHs ONLY!! We have some sexy people up for grabs!!!! They are willing to work for ya too!!! Come see what they have to offer!! Show them how bad you want to own them!!! So break out your plastic and place your bids and place them high!!! I had so many entries that I had to split them up between my page and Jakes. So make sure you check out both out pages to see who all is in the Auction!! *By the way... Jake and I are also up for auction along with our joint profile as well* Yes you could own us as a couple!!! Kinky Huh?? LoL All the Auction Entries are also competing for an additional bling pack or a 3 day blast. The person who gets the most rates on his/her pic will win. Since I have split them up there will be 2 prizes now. One for the winner on each page. **********RULES********* First of all we are NOT responsible for people not holding up t

In Flanders Fields
In Flanders Fields by John McCrae, May 1915 In Flanders fields the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved and were loved, and now we lie In Flanders fields... Read More. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch; be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, though poppies grow In Flanders fields. Inspiration for the Poem On 2 May, 1915, in the second week of fighting during the Second Battle of Ypres Lieutenant Alexis Helmer was killed by a German artillery shell. He was a friend of the Canadian military doctor Major John McCrae. It is believed that John began the draft for his famous poem 'In Flanders Fields' that evening.

Amish Sex....
An Amish woman and her daughter were riding in an old buggy one cold blustery day. The daughter said to her mother, 'My hands are freezing cold.' The mother replied, 'Put them between your legs. Your body heat will warm them up.' The daughter did, and her hands warmed up. The next day, the daughter was riding with her boyfriend who said, 'My hands are freezing cold.' The girl replied, 'Put them between my legs. The warmth of my body will warm them up.' He did and warmed his hands. The following day, the boyfriend was again in the buggy with the daughter. He said, 'My nose is cold.' The girl replied, 'Put it between my legs. The warmth of my body will warm it up'. He did and warmed his nose. The next day the boyfriend was again driving with the daughter, and he said, 'My penis is frozen solid.' The following day the daughter was driving in the buggy with her mother again, and she says to her mother, 'Have you ever heard of a penis?' Slightly concerned the moth

My Feelings
when does lonely become despiration? when do you give up the pride in yourself? at what point do you break like a twig feeling traped in a situation that seems to get worse at every turn ? when is enough enough? when does pride feel like the enimy? Scary thought is that i know i am worth being loved and being treated well my body is broken yes but my mind is as sharp as ever and in this day a man need to be more then smart they have to have a job and a future that i do not have. what do i have left?

Auction #2! It's Auction Season!
Well apparently it's auction season! If you missed your chance in the Godfather/Godmother auction you have 2 more chances to own me! Here's Auction #2! xoxox Stace (Rates count too so bomb away! lol)

Babe
I have the most amazing guy in my life right now his name is jeff he's my sweetheart im sooooo lucky to have him in my life he makes me feel beautiful he makes me want to be a better person babe you you how much i care about you xoxo.

Wanna Own Me? Check Inside...
♥~I'm Up For Auction Again!~♥ For Bidders, These are my Offers: 1. Rate, fan & add you if haven't already 2. Rate all pics 300-11s a week during happy hour 3. Stash rated during happy hour-500maximum 4. Added to my family list if you're not already 5. Added to one of my top #7 friend for the month 6. "Owned by __" in my user name for the month 7. You can have "Owner of __" in your user name 8. Leave you a daily profile comment 9. Your profile link in my About Me section 10. Keep you sh!tfaced whenever im online for 1month 11. Random fu-gifts 12. 2-SFW salute pics 13. Make a bulletin about owning me 14. Put in my blog forever Just click the pic below: Oh, before anything else... Just few seconds or minutes.. Please,Let's Fan, Add and Rate the Host. She is a great friend to have and I can assure you that, you will never regret it! Host Profile Link: §ŵ† Çĥ®®¥ þî€*SDMF*Co-Owner Daddys Leveler*M

Update On Babii Joseph Budget
As of November 26, 2008. Current total out of pocket expense I paid for baby: $1,176.31 Current total out of pocket expense Thom paid for baby: $327.00 (includes bus trip to visit baby) Current total medical charged amount of baby (includes mommy's hospital stuff): $34,302.46 *** - This is the amount of medical I would have had to pay, if not for insurance. Approximate value of gifts to baby from friends, family, etc: $475.00 Total expense for baby, not including amount paid by insurance: $1,978.31 Total charges for baby, including medical: $35,843.77 Total expense for baby, including medical: $11,987.65 (keep in mind, insurance has contract for prices, HMO, so they paid less than actual charges. Approximately less than 1/3 of actual charges) So, while non-insurance contributions from myself and others only totaled $1,978.31, had I not had insurance, the total would have been $35,843.77 since I, as an individual, do not have contracts with the doctors on how much I

Hmmmm...oh Yeah
Well, here it is, 27 November and I am sitting here watching Jeff Dunham's Very Merry Christmas Special. I am sitting there letting my belly settle, and am thinking of popping open a can of beer or maybe pouring a glass of Wild Turkey. I had a good Thanksgiving Day. But that is not why I am here typing at 8:45 at night. I am trying to let a few of the people who care know what is going on with me, not to me, but with me. I have been good. I get a little frazzled at work due to so much going on at once, and my knowing so little. Luckily, I have a great group of Soldiers working for me. (I keep trying to say guys, but I am the Equal Opportunity Leader.) I do have a couple of problem children, but am working on them and think one for sure is coming around. I am enjoying life here. I even went out with some friends last weekend and had a fricking BLAST! Had a friend call me up, and ask if I wanted to come over for a couple of drinks and maybe go out. I tried to get

Never Mind!!!!
Ok, so I didn't call when I said that I would, and I didn't come home some nights. But never mind that. I slept very little and work long days just to provide us with a pleasent home, but never mind that. I kept you with me each, and everyday that I was away from you, but never mind that. Now you've mistreated me on more than a number of times and you still say to me never mind. Well I think that it's time for me to leave now and ask you to never mind.

Strength & Courage
It takes strength to be firm. It takes courage to be gentle. It takes strength to stand guard. It takes courage to let down your guard. It takes strength to conquer. It takes courage to surrender. It takes strength to be certain. It takes courage to have doubt. It takes strength to fit in. It takes courage to stand out. It takes strength to feel a friend’s pain. It takes courage to feel your own pain. It takes strength to hide your own pains. It takes courage to show them. It takes strength to endure abuse. It takes courage to stop it. It takes strength to stand alone. It takes courage to lean on another. It takes strength to love. It takes courage to be loved. It takes strength to survive. It takes courage to live. Do u have strength or courage

Double Shot Tuesday From The Bartender
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Tag Ur It !!
tawny tinseltush got me, now it's your turn! One word answers only! 1. Where is your cell phone? floor 2. Your significant other? invisible 3. Your hair? black 4. Your mother? pretty 5. Your father? huge 6. Your favorite thing? licking 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? jagermeister 9. Your dream/goal? peace 10. The room you're in? bathroom 11. Music? soul 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? top 14. Where were you last night? forgot 15. What you're not? small 16. Muffins? thanks 17. One of your wish list items? you 18. Where you grew up? california 19. The last thing you did? poop 20. What are you wearing? nothing 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? tiger 23. Your computer?gateway 24. Your life? exciting 25. Your mood? calm 26. Missing someone? Yes 27. Favorite Store? grocery 30. Your summer? weird 31. Like someone? Yes 32. Your favorite color? red 33. When is the last time you laughed? january 34. Last time you cried? now read th

Over - Bling Bux Dec 5-6
AUTO 11 100% EZ RATE BlingBux Bonanza 4!!! Prizes Galore !!!! Chiina_Whiite I will be running an Auto 11 Tonight DEC. 5th 2pm Fu Time thru DEC 6th 2pm Fu time. There are Three(2) OPTIONS and RANDOM BLING will be Given: 15k BUX PER 100 PIC FOLDER: 1)Rate the 100 picture folder 2)Private message me after rating listing the folders you completely rated 3)YOU get 15k FUBUX 4)DO as many as you like! 15k per 100 rates during HH 10k per 100 rates during NON HH OR ROLL THE DICE AND GO FOR The Grand Prize Drawings for MILLIONS: Rate ALL my EZ RATE 100 pic folders - Default Folder Included - and you will be entered into a drawing to receive 80% of all the fubux I earn in the next 24 hours PLEASE Private Message when you have finished rating and let me know that you would like to be entered into the drawing instead of receiving the 15k per folder. Prize Amounts will Rise-The More people the greater the Prize Amounts Brought to you by: Chiina_W

I've Come To Realize
That much of my problem stems from loneliness. I have few ppl to share this with and they're all here. My closest RL friends have other things to worry about - I've always been the one to help THEM through their problems; maybe they just don't know how to listen, I dunno. My hubby is so consumed with stress from worrying about being the only breadwinner and keeping the kids under control that he has nothing left for me. I feel like I'm taking care of everyone and there's nobody left to take care of me. The last couple years of my life have been some of my happiest. I was finally feeling somewhat attractive for the first time since I started gaining weight. All of that is changing now that I'm losing my best physical feature. People say I should be happy that I get to live. But I can't work now and make my kids happier by getting them things, and I can't make my hubby happy with my appearance. And I can't keep him happy by keeping the house perfect because I'm soooo tired

Must Haves Blog
Go to this address and vote for my "Must haves" blog and I will buy you a drink. Thx. http://www.brickfish.com/Pages/PhotosAlbums/PhotoView.aspx?picid=738775_62713509&=fast_college_PPIMEMAIL&isep=1&pbapi=1618844&pbvi=51747741

Christmas Tree Water
Ingredients: * 1 part dry Gin * 3 parts Sprite * 1 dash Cayenne pepper (optional) Mixing instructions: Place one part dry gin in Cocktail Glass. Do NOT bruise the Gin! Carefully add two parts Sprite. Do NOT bruise the Sprite. Optionally, add a dash of cayenne pepper for added flavor. Add 3 tablespoons of dry ice for that mystical, yet strangely psycho effect.

Baked Beans
Baked Beans 2 15 ounce cans pork and beans 8 slices bacon Hot smoked sausage link sliced 1 onion chopped 2 tablespoons ketchup 4 tablespoons dark brown sugar 1 tablespoon worchestshire sauce Preheat oven to 350. Brown bacon and drain. Crumble bacon into pieces. Reserve 1 tablespoon bacon grease. Brown smoke sausage and drain. Sauté onions 4-5 minutes over medium heat. Combine ingredients and pour into a 2 quart casserole. Bake for at least an hour, hour and 15 minutes, depending on preferred thickness

What Can We Do?
at their best, there is gentleness in Humanity. some understanding and, at times, acts of courage but all in all it is a mass, a glob that doesn't have too much. it is like a large animal deep in sleep and almost nothing can awaken it. when activated it's best at brutality, selfishness, unjust judgments, murder. what can we do with it, this Humanity? nothing. avoid the thing as much as possible. treat it as you would anything poisonous, vicious and mindless. but be careful. it has enacted laws to protect itself from you. it can kill you without cause. and to escape it you must be subtle. few escape. it's up to you to figure a plan. I have met nobody who has escaped. I have met some of the great and famous but they have not escaped for they are only great and famous within Humanity. I have not escaped but I have not failed in trying again and again. before my death I hope to obtain my life.

Bling & Bux - 'tis The Season To Be Merry
Pre-Christmas Auto 11 Bling-Bux-Rama!!! Cherries, Bux, and Bling !!!! Chiina_Whiite Auto 11 Today 9am Fu Time. Please check your local time and cross reference it to the HH Schedule. 3 Chances to Be a Winner: Bling Race FuBux Drawing Daily Random Drawing RACE, RACE, RACE! 9am Fu Time-Race is On. FIRST 3 to completely rate the 540 pic Bling-A-Rama Folder will win a DANCING SNOWMAN Plz Private Message me upon completion. The Grand Prize Drawings Over 5 Mil in Prizes: Rate ALL EZ RATE 100 pic & Default folders and you will be entered into a drawing to receive one of three Grand Prizes. 2 Million Fubux 1 Million Fubux 500k Fubux Plz Privat

Silent...
Hush now dont cry Wipe away the teardrop from your eye Youre lying safe in bed It was all a bad dream Spinning in your head Your mind tricked you to feel the pain Of someone close to you leaving the game of life So here it is, another chance Wide awake you face the day Your dream is over...or has it just begun? Theres a place I like to hide A doorway that I run to in the night Relax child, you were there But only didnt realize it and you were scared Its a place where you will learn To face your fears, retrace the tears And ride the whims of your mind Commanding in another world Suddenly, you hear and see This magic new dimension I will be watching over you I am gonna help you see it through I will protect you in the night I am smiling next to you...in silent lucidity If you open your mind for me You wont rely on open eyes to see The walls you built within Come tumblng down, and a new world will begin Living twice at once you learn You're safe from pa

They Don't...so Idc
go away just leave me be i don't want or need the stress i don't want anything i just want it all to go no one really truly cares about the way i feel no one cares about what i think if they did they wouldn't hurt me in the first place if they cared they wouldn't stress me out they would stop and see what the fuck they were doing to me but no do they no do they really care no and should they no so i go on with ppl not really caring

She's Tasty, She's Addictive And She's Got Her Autos Turned On!!
Tasty? IDK ..... But she is is Yummiie !! Addictive ?? VERY Why a bully? Well, she wanted you to know that she's got her Auto 11's TURNED ON! Yummiiε Addiictii0n So go show her your best Fu-Lovins ..... and do a good job ... She deserves it! Pimped out by: Tappinit

Ladies Beware ..its A Scam!!!
A BEWARE and FYI SCAMMER ALERT So how about a guy that approaches someone to please fuown me.....please....my owner is deletin her profile ......I will buy you a blast if you do doll.... Cost ONE MILLION So....a friend of mine, buys him. Does he keep the promise and buy the BLAST? No.....he blocks her and runs with the FuBucks! ASH@ fubar

The Year Of 2009
Well it has to be better than '08! First off I just want to say that by August 1st I will be in a new apartment with my new roomie cuz I'm kickin' the old one to the curb. Those of you who know me, know that I'm completely fed up with my current living status. I could go on with millions of examples of why it's not working anymore, but it will just get me upset. My job is sub-par but that seems to be the norm for anyone these days. The economy is so bad that I can't look for a new job because where I am now is safe. We have a union therefor they can't fire me or compromise my job with a layoff or pay cut. But it's sucking my soul out...I have to eventually get out or I'll never leave. Next would be a car - I need one so that will eventually be in the works once I get settled into the new apartment. So hopefully 2009 will be great!

Juggalos And Juggalettes
Please come an check out this site, it's made by juggalos for juggalos. Can't really offer anything for doin this, so just do it for the Fam. just click the link http://www.jokers-cards.com/index.php%3c/a> and have a look, and register if you feel so inclined. I promise this site holds a little something for everyone.

At Least Cars Don't Get Jealous
I drive a 01 chevy blazer, I like the truck a lot, i don't want to trade it in or get another car. but when i drive past the dealership i will look at the nice new cars on the lot and admire the craftsmanship and the sleek lines. I'm not gonna check the sticker price or take it for a test drive, I'm just gonna look while I drive past the place. that's how I see relationships

Current Things In My Head.
1. Carlos Mencia is a JOKE. 2. I cut my hait and I don't like it. 3. Someone owes me 14 dollars. 4. I failed my written test and now I think I should study. 5. My movies are missing =[ 6. Mandatory service for 18-24 year olds doesn't sound like a bad idea. 7. Sharon Osbourne pwns! 8. I want to upload more pictures!! (Mr. Adorable thinks that's the subtlest form of begging for VIP :P) 9. San Francisco is one crazy city. 10. I'm in lust with Henry Rollins ..that is all

Clocks
this is metephorical of course but think for a second about life as a clock every cog is importent and every cog is connected and in this ur choices are cogs and every cog is connected to a path every path is connected to a cog ur life there are no wrong choices no bad choices walk with ur head up even if sociaty says u are wrong hold ur stance never look back all i ask is u learn from every thing u do

Reverse Funnel System Review
Reverse Funnel System ReviewLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowIt may be easier to ask how could people not love the reverse funnel system? The reverse funnel system makes people a lot of money, it made me enormous amounts of money in a short period of time. The reverse funnel system is constantly working, and it is working for you! Therefore the reverse funnel system is your friend… people love their friends.I love the reverse funnel system. It made me almost thirty thousand dollars the first month I became a part of the system. Never before in my life have I been as grateful for an internet marketing system as when I was introduced to the reverse funnel system. It has done things for me that none of my closest friends would… it has given me thousands and thousands of dollars.Therefore, I have concluded that anyone who loves money and wants financial freedom will love the Reverse Funnel System.Any one who wants to control their destiny and become part of a successful team that car

Rooser;s Rock & Country Saloon
COME KICK IT IN THE ROOSTER'S ROCK & COUNRTY SALOON FOR GREAT MUSIC 24/7 LIVE DJ'S !! !!! "ROOSTER'S ROCK & COUNT" CLICK ANYWHERE ON THE PIC TO ENTER SO COME CHECK OUT THIS HOT NEW LOUNGE WITH SEXY DJ'S AND HOT MEMBERS!!!! t

Not 1 Of My Usual Blogs
As some of you may or may not know, I try to keep to myself as much as possible and just hang out here with my friends and do the FU…But it has been brought to my attention that I am being blogged about, falsely. So this is what I am going to do, for the sake of fairness I am going to show you who is blogging about me and threatening to “HACK ME” Here she is: MzMic ™ Standing on Her Own. Now first you need to know she was recently RESET for cheating. She claims a dozen reasons why she was UNFAIRLY reset but she never mentions in her blog that she was rest for SCRIPTING. I have a yahoo conversation of hers I am going to show you too where she admits scripting and threatens a few fubar members, and has a few choice words about fubar admin while she is at it… This is the proof of why she was reset- read this from the bottom up: This is her yahoo: this is only her side of the conversation to protect the one who busted her out: from the bottom up. micshell42: kidd better be

Losing Weight
I decided it was time to lose some wieght when my 7 year old son saw a commercial on tv for a weight loss pill and told me I needed it. I knew I was fluffier than I should be. I say fluffy because it feels better than to say heavier. Seems if he felt the need to tell me that then I should do something about it. I want to be thinner but mostly I want to be healthier. I want to run and play football with my 3 boys. I want to have enough energy to keep up with them. Well, at least to have a fighting chance of keeping up with them.. haha. Mostly I want them to proud of me. So, I am on a wieght loss adventure... I say adventure to try and make it sound more fun because we all know dieting sucks. But if I keep my eyes on the end result I know it will be worth the effort. So please show some love and support. I'll keep You all updated as I go!!! Wish me luck!! OK Honey!! LOL.. I've stopped drinking pepsi. I'm drinking coffee or water most of the time. Cut out most junk food and a lot of brea

Well, At Least He Wasn't A Pervert =/
It started in a MuMM...he wouldn't approve my comment but sure came to my shout box. In my comment I'd asked, in a sarcastic tone.."you're a male and your name is Jen?". Here's what followed.~~JEN~~420: i m sorry repost if u like ->~~JEN~~420: I'm not calling you anything. You won't even accept my comment on your MuMM. ~~JEN~~420: my name has not concern here.... u can call me juice if u like ->~~JEN~~420: I know your name has numbers on it, I'm not stupid..but seriously...Jen? What's your real name? ~~JEN~~420: i male...screenname is Jen420...I'm not even going back to post my original comment..the moment has passed. Ugh. And really, Juice???

The Approval Of Strangers
Okay, my hygienist isn't a stranger, but, it's funny just how bouyant I was walking into work this morning with her praise for my improved dental regime still ringing in my ears. Everybody likes to hear someone say "well done", I guess. One other interesting point about my visit to the dentist this morning - the nurse assisting the dentist with my check up had the wrong hands. A charming young girl in her twenties, slim and, I have to say, beautiful, with an air of the young Kat Slater. With the fattest stubbiest li'l hands you ever saw. It was the weirdest thing.

Memphis Soul Song
Uncle Kracker - New Music - More Music Videos Lookin' back on everything And all the things that stay I can count on memories Cuz they don't go away Good times were hard to hold Until she came along She moves me like a Memphis soul song I'm not always there I know But she don't mind at all As pretty as a picture that hangs on my own wall She's like Mississippi When the sun comes up at dawn She moves me like a Memphis soul song With an angel on my left side and the devil on my right She's the one who saves me from them dark unholy nights Of all the ones who've left me it's a wonder she's not gone She moves me like a Memphis soul song She moves me like a Memphis soul song She don't care what the game is She's always down to play My world without her seems a million miles away She don't have to worry I know where I belong She moves me like a Memphis soul song I've been dealt some aces And I've played them all the same But she's the only one that keeps

February Announcements
Let's get you in the moooood! Starting February off right!! New pics are up!!! I put a new one here too. 60 new pics added to www.kayleekurves.com !! I love this lingerie number...so blue, so sheer, so clingy in all the right places, very cute!! More things for you to do: *Ladies-share your beauty with us at the yahoo group BBWCurvyGirls ! Now taking entrants for the Miss March Contest!! All welcome to join in! *You can now vote for 'Sexiest Lingerie' pics, also at BBWCurvyGirls!! yes, i so love lingerie and had to share in this one! http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BBWCurvyGirls *Are you a breast lover?? Go vote for your favorite 'Great Breasts' in the yahoo group, SexyBBWModels ! *Calling all LEG lovers!! Especially those thick juicy ones! Freakdaddy's now has new contests open!! Ladies- Sexy Legs Contest http://www.freakdaddys.com/votefemale Men- Blowjob pic contest http://www.freakdaddys.com/votemale I hope to see some of you join in! All are welcome! V

Theme Sunday Pt 2
This Sunday night's theme is country. Come in, drink, meet new people most of all HAVE FUN!! Listen to the best dj's around. Preshow 8pm - 10pm Show 10pm-2am Will have trivia like every theme night. CLICK PICTURE TO ENTER

No Girls Allowed
Back in the day, I used to post all my writings to my MSN Spaces page. Once I started at UNO last year, however, I kind of let it slip away. Anyway, I feel like starting it up again. I don't know how consistent I'll be. And I assure you it will be quite boring and, in most cases, pretty damn long. I'm just warning you. There's no obligation to read any of it. I do this for my own pleasure. Anyway, this first piece was for my Magazine Article Writing class. My professor said I should attempt to get it publish in the school's student newspaper. And I would, if the student editors would ever return my calls about writing for them. It's entitled "No Girls Allowed." No Girls Allowed “No Girls Allowed…Except Hannah Montana.” These are the words that adorn the bedroom door of my 5-year-old nephew, Patrick Jr. Let there be no doubt as to the immense popularity and influence of Hannah Montana. She is an economic and pop culture juggernaut. She has done what few other femal

Curves?
There was a movie on HBO recently called "Real Women Have Curves". This title, of course, begs the question: what kind of curves? Are we talking hairpin curves or something more like a French arch? Point of note to the HBO folks: you know those thin women who walk down the catwalk at fashion shows? They're not a bunch of f~cking robots. They're "real women". When someone says "real women have curves", what they really mean is "real women have hanging, disgusting, flaps of flab and asses large enough to smother a medium-sized population of jackals". Sure, some real women are fat. There are also some real women who don't run for a bowl of Fritos as their sole means of exercise the minute a commercial for Bally's health clubs comes on the T.V. In other words, some women understand that stationary bicycles have a purpose, even though you can't coast down a hill to the Cheesecake Factory on them. I guess what I'm saying is that instead of "real women have curves", maybe one

Ya Know What Is Sad?
Ya know what is sad? When someone you've known for a really long time finally tells you they love you and your heart finally feels complete and finally you meet and everything feels so right with the world until you go home. Then everything changes. The calls stop, the pictures stop, the attention they showed you almost comes to a screeching halt. They claim to never get your text, you always get their voice mail and they basically ignore you. What is even more sad is that they are more worried about losing their "girls" on the FU than they are losing someone who is real and loved them more than anything in this world. I see this way too often. I used to believe in the fairy tale- that my mr. right would really be out there and that one day I would find him. But I'm scared to death that if and when I meet said person, he will run because I'm real and no longer a fantasy...doesn't anyone want to be in love anymore or is that too much to ask? I guess for some guys it is easy to play mr.

Tag, I'm It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a real bi chick; I don't just play one online. 2. I'm a procrastinator. 3. I'm pretty sure red meat gives me gas now. lmfao 4. I have an emerging pimple on my chin. 5. I'm a phone whore. I LOVE talking on the phone & can talk for hours upon hours. 6. I hate how my voice sounds. 7. I'm obsessed with sharks, especially great whites, but I'm terrified of them. 8. I've never never flown in a plane. 9. I didn't get my drivers license till I was 26. 10. I want to watch my gay friend & his boyfriend have sex. The 5 people are: Mystical Kitty Captain Cooter

Tagged
I'm gonna kick Limey in the balls for this. Instructions - Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have 3 tattoos and my nose is pierced. 2. I am adopted, I have one older sister, who is the daughter of my adopted parents. I have an older biological brother, we share the same parents, he is also adopted. I first met him when I was 30. 3. I am a student nurse at the grand old age of 41. 4. 2 years ago I weighed 220lbs due to medication. I now refuse to take that medication. 5. I was once in a violent relationship for 7 years. The guy is still an arse. 6. I'm pretty easy going until you piss me off!!! 7. I wear my heart on my sleeve and it gets me into so much tr

The Twin Soul
Like the sun shinning all around Like the rain pouring upon the ground Like the wind blowing through the air, I look in my heart and see it there. You are the light by which I shine You are the air for the breathes that are mine You are the rain that helps me grow and I want you to know with every moment that we share I look in my heart and see it there. you are the one who makes me whole, you are the twin to my soul.

Autos On Lovz On Me !!!!!!!!
I've got my Auto 11's on! What are you waiting for?? (repost of original by ' Sweetpeabayba always owned by T Fuwife to Unbreakable' on '2009-02-23 12:32:28') (repost of original by ' DJ Unbreakable † RelentlessRadio Fu Prego by Skyler Fu-stalker to SmokeyMcSmoke' on '2009-02-23 12:36:57')

A Miracle
Just got home from the hospital. My oldest son and his friend had a wreck earlier tonight. My son was thrown out of the back seat and landed over 20 feet or so from the vehicle. The driver was stuck in his seat belt unconscious and my son crawled through the window to unhook him and he and the other boy pulled him through the window. Apparently it took them all a while to realize what had happen because when Thorne said he woke up in the field he realized he had dried blood already. His hand is like hamburger meat and looks awful, has a strained wrist (what he broke the window out with when he went through it)..... he got the worst of it. But all the boys were able to come home this morning and after hearing about what the car looked like I am amazed that they all lived. The highway patrol told me the same thing. What is bad is that the boys just went on a 3 mile ride.......... Three miles and a vehicle got totaled. Am getting ready to get some sleep and get prepared to s

Any Advice
There is this girl who happens to be an awesome friend of mine. I have dreams and fantasies about her every night at least when I'm not having nightmares about some of the crap going on here in Iraq. Can anyone tell me what they mean or what I can do about them and yes I'm referring to the nightmares and dreams of the girl.

Ovid, Amores I, 2
sic erit; haeserunt tenues in corde sagittae, et possessa ferus pectora versat Amor. Cedimus, an subitum luctando accendimus ignem? cedamus! leve fit, quod bene fertur, onus. Thus it will be; slender arrows are lodged in my heart, and Love vexes the chest that it has seized Shall I surrender or stir up the sudden flame by fighting it? I will surrender - a burden becomes light when it is carried willingly.

Can U Bring Some Game?
LET'S LEVEL HIM TO GODFATHER TODAY!! NO AUTO (YET?) FEEL FREE TO BOMB! SHOW SOME GOOD OL' FASHIONED R/F/A LUV TO HELP LEVEL! THANKS!! Bandido Chaser 1%er ~Protector/Manager of the Bandit Girls~@ fubar PS IF YOU WILL GIVE HIM AN AUTO TO HELP HIM ALONG I WILL PAY FOR IT, CHERRYBOMB YOU OR WHATEVER. HOLLA

Letters
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: John 2. A four letter word: Jerk 3. A boy's name: Justin 4. A girl's name: Jessica 5. An occupation: Journalist 6. A colour: Jazzberry Jam (don't believe me? check here http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Crayola_crayon_colors) 7. Something you wear: Jacket 8. A food: Jellybeans 9. Something found in the bathroom: Jizz 10. A place: Jamaica 11. A reason for being late: Jet lag 12. Something you shout: Jump! 13. A movie title: Jumanji 14. Something you drink: Juice 15. A musical group: Joan Jett & the Blackhea

Auto/cherry Bomb Drawing
ST PATRICKS DAY BLING DRAWING All it takes is a little rating…..running through St. Patrick’s Day…………hurry...don't miss out.. Rate 100 pics of DVLS ANGL DVLS ANGL@ fubar or IRISHCHARMS IRISHCHARMS@ fubar to receive 1 entry……That’s right you can earn a total of 12 entries per week PRIZES: 1 – Auto 11 or Cherry Bomb 1 – 20 pt bling 2 – 10 pt bling 4 – 5 pt bling 5 – 3pt bling 10 – 1 pt bling Private Message Dvls Angl with the number of rates for your entry.......this is the only way entry can be verified

Go Check Her Out :)
I HAVE A NEW OWNER!! TY ♦CinDragon♦ FOR BUYIN ME. YOU WON'T REGRET IT. WHY NOT GO CHECK HER OUT? MAKE SURE TO SHOW SOME LOVE WHILE YOU'RE THERE :) ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦I.B.I.C♦@ fubar

Deadmaninc10
HEY EVERYONE....THE NEW MEMBER OF THE WEEK FOR THE WEEK OF 3/9/09-3/15/09 IS DEADMANINC10...GO TO HIS PAGE THROUGHOUT THE WEEK AND SHOW HIM MAD LOVE & RESPECT....CONGRATS!!! Deadmaninc10 ...See You in the Next Life...Wake Me Up For Meals!!! ~ZODIAK LEVELERS~@ fubar

Harry Connick, Jr. Video Collection!!
Come By Me ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ # by Harry Connick, Jr. # from the album Come By Me ******************************************************* '''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' .......................................................... # Our Love Is Here To Stay # by Harry Connick, Jr. # from the album When Harry Met Sally **************************************************** ........................................................... # It Had To Be You # by Harry Connick, Jr. # from the album France I Wish You Love ********************************************* .................................................................................

If I Only Had Big Bucks !
WHAT TO DO IF I HAD BUG BUCKS -- LIKE IF THAT WERE POSSIBLE ! Q: And If you had a million dollars how would you spend it..? A: I would need 5 million at least to make it interesting. I discussed this previously with somebody, but perhaps not with you. would set aside some for kids and grandkids, not purchase a new home but purchase a new car ( to get the tax break lol ), buy one of those RV travel vehicles and go visit Carlsbad Caverns/California huge forests/DisneyWorld, and just joshing put the rest under my mattress or better still dig a hidden cellar vault and put it in there. The banks are not paying much for people to put money into their savings or purchase CDs and also only $100,000 is guaranteed by FDIC government institution not to be lost upon bankruptcy so that would be a lot of different banks to have to find to spread so much money around places to keep it safe in banks.

Geez!
Fucking damn it mother fucking a! I'm so irritated with some many things right now. Today was a fucking AWESOME day until I got home and got on here. I'm so tired of explaining myself to people. If my profile is private then GET THE FUCK OVER IT. It's not the end of the world that you can't get to my profile. I just tried to move photos of me to a new folder and I moved too many at one time and they "disappeared". Now I have to wait until they "reappear" again. If I lose all of those pics I'm going to be so fucking pissed. Then this stupid auction crap is annoying me. I think I may just pull out and say fuck it. It's not worth it. Please smack me if I ever think of joining another auction. Now about my day. My mom and I had lunch with my god mother. She gave me my birthday present early. It was a JC Penney gift card and a Burger King gift card. I hate Burger King, lol. Then we went to this monogram store I've been wanting to go to. I got a window decal for my car with

The Code To My Lounge Done ~*~pepper~*~
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Carrie's Auction
Carrie needs an OWNER! Do you need someone to pay special attention to your page each day? Well... Look no further... Here she is... Just click on the Offering tag, rate her pic and make a bid... You won't regret it! ***************************************** Be sure to Rate/Fan/Add the Hostess Dawn O'Doober ***************************************** Please repost. Thank you!

Worth A Read....
When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a nursing home in North Platte, Nebraska , it was believed that he had nothing left of any value . Later, when the nurses were going through his meager possessions, They found this poem . Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital . One nurse took her copy to Missouri . The old man's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the St. LouisAssociation for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been made based on his simple, but eloquent, poem. And this little old man, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author of this 'anonymous' poem winging across the Internet .. Crabby Old Man What do you see nurses? . . What do you see? What are you thinking . . . . . when you're looking at me? A crabby old man, .. . . not very wise, Uncertain of habit .. . . . . . . . with faraway eyes?

Linkin Park - Givin' Up
Wake in a sweat again Another day's been laid to waste In my disgrace Stuck in my head again Feels like I'll never leave this place There's no escape I'm my own worst enemy I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all the way I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me I don't know what to take Thought I was focused but Im scared I'm not prepared I hyperventilate Looking for help somehow somewhere And no one cares I'm my own worst enemy I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all the way I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me Goddddddd!!!! Put me out of my misery Put me out of my misery Put me out of my Put me out of my fucking misery I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all the way I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me

Apothus
10-04-2006, 04:51 PM At least, that's what scientists think. In April of 2029, they thought, there was a good chance that an asteroid the size of the Rose Bowl would collide with Earth. In fact, the date was April 13, or Friday the 13th, of that year. However, they now know it's going to miss, but will go in between the Earth and Moon. Talk about "near miss." It will, according to Nova, be closer to Earth than many of our own manmade satellites are at that time.However, in 2036, seven years later, the asteroid (named Apothus) will return. And scientists now know that if it goes through a particular stretch of space which they've named "the keyhole" on its first trip near earth in 2029, that in seven years it will return and strike the Earth. They even know where it would hit - the Pacific Ocean.You can watch the segment from Nova here. (http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/nova/sciencenow/3313/01.html)

Sphinx
The Sphinx is an ancient Egyptian statue with the body of a lion and the head of a man. Throughout the ages it has been known as a bearer of power and mystery. Dreams concerning the sphinx are mystery/wisdom dreams. These types of dreams may occur when there is an impasse in your waking life. Note the concurrent images in your dream and consider their relation to a difficult decision that has to be made in your life.

My Eyes
In my eyes I see a love That is so beautiful And so true Sometimes I wonder If it is really true Or if it is something I want it to be People might think That I am crazy For the way I think Or the way that I feel But one thing If for sure and that one thing Is the way I feel The way you Make me smile The way you make me All warm inside Just by a couple

Wrote On 4/15/09
loosely united stretched to the brink of insanity dying easier than revival dont expect much since they all say its toxic ask my heart, "will it last?" cant say but I love the ride me duele mi corazo'n pero no te importa Everything dies after all

24 Season 8 - Annie Wersching Back!
Ausiello over at Entertainment Weekly recently answered questions for Ask Ausiello.One question involving 24 wondered if Annie Wersching will be back next season on 24?Ausiello responds, “Not only is she coming back next season, but exec producer Howard Gordon tells me that ’some part of her past will be necessary in the context of the next crisis.’““Gordon also confirms that Cherry Jones’ President Taylor will return for the Big Apple-set Day 8. ‘Cherry truly defined this character and fashioned our first truly aspirational President since David Palmer,’ he says. ‘She brought an emotional weight and intelligence that exceeded even our expectations.’“

The Mirroring World
We Are Like Nature Nature is a mirror, inspiring and teaching us, deepening our sense of belonging in the world. Wherever you look, you can see that our patterns and the patterns of the natural world are the same. You can find this resonance in every form, from molecules to plants and animals and to planets. We live our lives according to the same principles as the trees, the mountains, the clouds, and the birds. We begin our lives in the womb, folded in on ourselves like the bud of a flower. We can see our whole lives in the mirror of this natural form. When we emerge from the womb, we slowly begin our unfolding, just as the flower begins to open its petals. At its prime, the flower draws many insects to it and also the eyes of appreciative humans. When the flower’s petals begin to fade and its life cycle comes to an end, it ceases to hold itself upright and returns to the earth. Traditionally, we return to the earth, just as all plants and animals do. Like flowers, we leav

Imsmut Show My Fu Owner Some Love
ImSmut FuMarried to tashafrggrl-lost count of the mistresses already@ fubar SHOW MY FU OWNER SOME MAD LOVE ImSmut owns me: LoSt AnGeL**~Manager @ The Texas Roadhouse~owned by ImSmut~**DBCmc**@ fubar

Strategic Wrestling Game Online
Hello Gerard West here to let you guys in on a game known as MSC Wrestling or Masters of the Squared Circle. Basically what this is about is strategy and knowing how to work around your opponents. This game is indepth with moves and game play. No you do not control your wrestlers but you play in a different style of turn based action. Basically you dont attack once and then exchange control. If you are interested you can always go check it out at www.mscwrestling.net Just make sure you let them know MrRKO sent you. Thanks for the support.

As Seen Through Dale Jr.'s Eyes
First published in a column Oct. 18, 2000 by Dale Earnhardt Jr. I know a man who's hands are so callused that gloves aren't necessary. Once while cutting down a tree, he cut the back of his hand down to the bone with a chainsaw. He didn't even stop to look until the job was done. I've seen him get thrown from a tractor, the tractor as big as a small home, was flipped by the trunk of a stubborn oak tree. His first thought was not fear, but how quickly he could the tractor back on it's tracks to complete the task. He has suffered broken bones and never had one complaint, not to anyone, not even to himself. This man could lead the world's finest army. He has wisdom that knows no bounds. No fire could burn his character, no stone could break it. He maintains a private existence. One that shelters his most coveted thoughts from the world. His upbringing was no controlled creation. His hard working family was like many of that era. He gained his knowledge in hard dirt and second hand to

Probably Nothing By Red Wanting Blue
It's not a relationship; it's an arrangement It's not what you say, and it's how you said it shame on me, shame on me for opening up with my eyes shut here i go again, another lesson... my means to an end have been exhausted shame on you, it's my fault too for never addressing this question and i know this is not what you wanna hear yeah, i know that you want what you fear but i'm saying it now, saying it now what i've never said before and bring my knees to the floor but i'm saying it now, saying it now what you never hear out of my mouth, i'm saying it i find myself reading horoscopes, looking for some kind of hope so i don't wanna hear why you wanna stay here and i'll never regret making this statement 'cause i know this is not what you wanna hear yeah i know that you want what you fear to say but i'm saying it now, saying it now what i've never said before and bring my knees to the floor but i'm saying it now, saying it now what you never hear out of my m

Blow Me! *winks*
You send me a blowfish (they are so darn cute!) and I will make you a salute... NSFW or SFW your choice!... Just let me know which you'd prefer... and guys, NSFW doesn't mean completely nakkie! (Unless you're Big Mike of course ;)) So are you gonna do it or what?? *muahssssssssss*

Love Campaign
The young suitor was determined to win the heart of the girl he wanted to marry, in spite of her rejection of his proposals a number of times. He began what can only be called "Campaigning" and sent her a small token of his affection every day for a month to her house. Soon, the young lady fell in love with the UPS man.

Quotes That Matter Today
“The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time with the blood of patriots and tyrants. It is its natural manure.” — Thomas JeffersonWhen the Government Fears the People, THERE IS LIBERTY. When the People Fear the Government, THERE IS TYRANNY.- Samuel AdamsHe that would make his own liberty secure, must guard even his enemy from oppression; for if he violates this duty, he establishes a precedent that will reach to himself.- Thomas Paine

Poetry About 05-30-09
ALONE IN A CROWD The world starts spinningI feel like a marble in a cupThe air gets Heavy I feel like Giving up The World rushes past mein a never ending upContiniously fallingThe world around me is a rushI reach out for help but no one is thereIm alone in a crowd againand no one seems to care.The people they look at meI can feel it in their eyesThe gaze at me so simplyyes its them i despiseAlone in this crowd againI feel like falling to the groundtheres nothing i can dothe world keeps spinning aroundtheres no one beside meto touch my hands as they shakeIm alone in a crowd againIts not something you can fake.even in the back it is like everyone is aroundthey smile and laughthey touch they kissthey stare they mockunknowingly they jestits nothing intentionalits nothing they can hideIm alone in a crowd againAnd I feel like I could DIEIm so tired of being aloneEverywhere I goeven when im with my familyI know i go aloneBecause im alone in a crowd every single day.And unfortunatly for me

Bloody Hands
Bloody Hands My love is deep and true. I killed the demons that are tormenting you. This blood on my hands is for you. I would walk through life chaotic twist and turns to get to you. I killed the shadowy figure lurking in the darkness. This blood on my hands is for you. I weep the pain within your trembling heart. I killed the howling dragon breathing fire upon your essence. This blood on my hands is for you. I listen to your haunting call upon the whispering wind of sorrow. I killed law man that held onto you. This blood on my hands is for you. See my bloody hands. Fear not what comes upon for I am here to save you. My heart beats fast for you trouble times. I killed the broke dreams that flow about your mind. This blood on my hands is for you. I dove into the fiery pit of hell. I killed my soul to save you. This blood on my hands is for you. I breathe the sin and mistake into myself. I killed your wickedness placing you darkness. This blood on

The Night Was Dark
The night was dark, the way was rough My feet were torn and sore. And all too heavy for my strength The burden that I bore. "Oh, God", I cried, "I cannot go on It's not the way I planned To reach the heights of better things I do not understand." An Angel's hand fell gently on my aching head. An Angel's voice spoke softly, as it gently said, "You do not need to understand The path your feet have trod. You do not need to see the way that leads you up to God. He leads and all you have to do I follow him. He knows the way and leads each step Let not your faith grow dim. These tears, permitted somehow,

My Birthday Bully
iDaHo! ~iDaHo~TMOwned by Monica The Great & Psyche@ fubaris having a BIRTHDAY today!!!She haz teh autos on, and has to work on her Birthday! So yanno, show her the love she needs! Rate her, Bomb her, Bling her and Most of all LOVE HER! I love you bish! Happy Birthday!

Kinstacular
Hehe, I speculatively popped ina bid yesterday before leaving work of all my money, and assumed it'd just get outbid, yet it turns out no-one wanted it bad enough on a Saturday. So I gets to be spotlight when I'm not even around. How spectacularly kins-ish of me. I'd delighted!! Teehee.... Thanks again to all you fricking idiots who gave me cash to squander on this. I love each and every one of you from teh bottom of my black black heart! Pixeh, Kit, Vanima, Misty Melons, Jai, Joker, OMFGSHOSHONNI, Tom, Brain Ninja, Nursie, Postal Florist, LaLa, Jeniwren, Majik, Bunnz, NinjyStars, Hairduz123, Luna Deuville, Sproet, She Devil, Faeriesue, Not tellin, 9987, MooMoo, Moet, Deacon, Lipstick, Frayed Knot, Mistress of Wolves, Gabe, Muss, Yssup, Noone, Babybootay, Whorasaurus Sex, Morgan Le Fay, Cute But Psycho, Goddess Kevauna, Jan, Black Widow, Pan, Kisses Papercut, Cory, Witchie, Jennie28, CQQrsLightGirl, WooGirl, Karma's Bitch, TopKnotch, Silver Diamond, Kit, Cataine, Sugit, Mast

Foot Prints
One night a man had a dream. He dreamedhe was walking along the beach with the LORD.Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.For each scene he noticed two sets offootprints in the sand: one belongingto him, and the other to the LORD.When the last scene of his life flashed before him,he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path ofhis life there was only one set of footprints.He also noticed that it happened at the verylowest and saddest times in his life.This really bothered him and hequestioned the LORD about it:"LORD, you said that once I decided to followyou, you'd walk with me all the way.But I have noticed that during the mosttroublesome times in my life,there is only one set of footprints.I don't understand why whenI needed you most you would leave me." The LORD replied:"My son, my precious child,I love you and I would never leave you.During your times of trial and suffering,when you see only one set of footprints,it was then that I ca

A Little Early History Of Me.
When human consciousness evolves sufficiently the need and purpose for religion will evaporate. Spirituality is very real. To deny spirituality would be to deny ourselves. Religion is a man-made device created by men who needed something to believe in. It is a farce. A mystical explanation was needed to give reasoning to a newly developed world view with a newly developing thought process. Don't get me wrong now most of what I believe in could be described as mystical or mythical but this a different point for consideration. When I was born into this life, my parents were Jehovah's Witnesses. Before you discount my further statements, understand that my adult world view could not be further from the one I was born into. As a child I was fully enveloped in the ministry of said religious purpose. My mom taught me to read by the time I was four. By age five I was proficient enough for public speaking. At age six I was reading and preaching from the bible on a stage in front of Hundreds o

Tired Of The Fupain
WELL I AM SO TIRED OF EVERYONE RUNNING THERE MOUTHS AND I AM VERY HURT BY ALL OF THIS....SO WHAT IF I PUT MY FEELINGS IN MY STATUS, THAT IS DRAMA WHATEVER IT IS FREEDOM OF SPEECH AND I AM A OPEN PERSON AND LET PEOPLE KNOW HOW I FEEL SO SORRY THAT IS ME AND I AM NOT GOING TO CHANGE....I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE AND DONT WANT TO LOOSE THEM BECAUSE OF SOMEONES BIG MOUTH CUZ THEY ARE JEALOUS OR DONT LIKE ME....I AM VERY HEART BROKEN RIGHT NOW I MISS A CERTAIN SOMEONE AND I HOPE THAT SOMEONE MISSES ME TOO MAYBE WE CAN FIX THIS I DONT KNOW!!!!!! I AM VENTING AGAIN AND OUT OF MY MIND RIGHT NOW CUZ I MISS MY ONE GOOD FRIEND!!!

The Code
The code Written across the wall of the cave were the following symbols: It was considered a unique find and the writings were said to be at least three thousand years old! The piece of stone was removed, brought to the museum, and archaeologists from around the world came to study the ancient symbols. They held a huge meeting after months of conferences to discuss the meaning of the markings. The President of the society pointed to first drawing and said: 'This is a woman. We can see these people held women in high esteem. You can also tell they were intelligent, as the next symbol is a donkey, so they were smart enough to have animals help them till the soil. The next drawing is a shovel, which means they had tools to help them.' Even further proof of their high intelligence is the fish which means that if a famine hit the earth and food didn't grow, they seek food from the sea. The last symbol appears to be the Star of David which means they were evidently Hebrews. The audience

My Venus
I wake to a smile radiant as the sun Shining brightly through hilltop trees Eyes sparkling with a thousand diamonds I wonder what is in me that she sees “Good morning handsome” dances through my ears As her voice welcomes me into the day Her hand caresses down the side of my cheek Heartbeats skip when she touches me that way Cherry sweet lips linger in her sweet scent Hovering above me waiting to be tasted Short of breath as I rise up to meet her Not of second of this moment will be wasted As I embrace her body pressed against mine I feel the smoothness of her blazing skin Sending heat waves through every inch of me Spontaneous combustion ignites within In this moment nothing exists but her and I Our bodies and souls entangled as one My heart forever trembles in her celestial presence Her lustrous beauty is second to none!

Sometimes
Sometimes Sometimes I feel inferior like if I don't even belong on this planet. Like I don't matter to anyone. Sometimes I wish I had never been born maybe that would cure the pain. Maybe thinking I was still a fetus would help. No...It wouldn't. That would never slow down my birth and the pain of this unbearable life. I often think about death. But more about life. What is the point of living if you're meant to suffer? Suffering amounts to nothing - if it is not death. So when we look at it, what is the point of living? To be stressed, be heartbroken? No one ever said life was fair No one ever said that life was going to be easy. But wouldn't it be better if it WAS in fact, easy? If everything would go smoothly? If we could do things with ease and not be hurt? To live and to love. To live and feel worthy. Until we die? I wish I had a life like that.

Dan Wilkerson
On wendsday, I recieved a call from a friend of mine, Sean, that hit me like a brick between the eyes. His father has Cancer. The doctors have done all that they can and it is about quality of life, rather than length now. Friday, I went to see Dan, and was struck by the man I saw in bed. The scene was similar to when my mothers boyfreind Ed passed away. Hospital bed in the living room, his favorite music playing softly, people huddled in another room tryingt their best to comfort each other all the while battling their own pain. Dan was this. God, was he thin. All the time I had know him, he had been a robust man. In 15 years, I cant remember ever hearing him raise his voice. He was strong, in personality and physique, his cherib body decieving. And he always had a smile on his face publicly. Even when his wife passed away, he was a host, a comforting presence when iside you knew he was raging toward heaven, but grateful Nikki was no longer hurting. He was a provider. Long after Sean

The First Time
Now I've been blocked, many times actually. But I have NEVER been blocked because of a comment I made in a BLOG. I know that a few of my friends don't get a long with some of my other friends, but what I like about it is that none of them try to force their opinions on me. They understand that I'm their friend AND the other person. I see that a few of my friends are commenting on this one particular blog. I go read it and it's a bunch of whining. Then they are calling out certain MuMMers, by name. Which is against the TOS. I simply said that their blog was a nice way to group every MuMMer together. That not all of us are assholes, even the ones that they were calling out as being one. I then informed them that their blog was against TOS. And lastely I said that they needed to stop whining and just block the people that they don't like and ignore them. Then....a quick refresh and I'm blocked. I'm really not sorry if they got offended because I spoke the truth. I was defending my

Fake Azz Clowns
OK ... LET ME GET SOMETHiNG RiGHT!!!YA'LL KNOW i HAVE A PROBLEM WiTH JUGGAHOS!!!YES i REALLY DO!!CAUSE ALL THiS FAKE AZZ CLOWNS SUX BiG BALLS! AND LiKE YA'ALL NOTiCED ... WikdClownz69 & HornyJuggalo ARE iN MY FAMiLY! NOW READ WHAT TYPE OF CLOWNS i DONT LiKE. iTS ALL ABOUT THE WANNABES ... NOT THE ORiGiNAL ONES! SO STOP FUKKiN CALLiN ME BAD NAMES AND STUFF!! Pierce County park visitors assaulted by gang of thugsBy Jennifer SullivanSeattle Times staff reporterFor several nights last month, a group of thugs with black hooded sweat shirts pulled tight over their heads, including at least one in "angry" clown makeup, terrorized visitors to Pierce County's Fort Steilacoom Park, police say.The group cried "woo, woo, Juggalo" as they assaulted park visitors with a machete and fists. They stole cellphones, cash and wallets and even threatened to cut their victims' heads off, according to court documents.So far, two men and a woman have been charged with robbery and assault fo

Zombie Take-out Episode 9: And Samuel L. Jackson As Neville Chamerlain.
Zombie Take-Out Episode 9: And Samuel L. Jackson as Neville Chamberlain is now online Uncle John plays armchair herpetologist while Scotto wonders about aviation architecture as they review their most recent film to date, Snakes on a Plane. Will Scotto bring up Troll 2 … again? Will Uncle John ever be able to get his Nevilles straight? Did they pick the wrong week to stop sniffing glue? Stairs on a plane? http://zombietakeout.com

Take Time To Have Fun
Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine.I got to thinking one day about all those women on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. >>From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible.How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word 'refrigeration' mean nothing to you?How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television?I cannot count the times I called my sister and said, 'How about going to lunch in a half hour? She would gas up and stammer, 'I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It looks like rain.' And my personal favorite: 'It's Monday.' She died

Aint Life Just Freakin Grand??
I've been off site for a long while and am getting back in the swing of things again, sorta. Was laid off and sniveilin like a little girl about that then when I got back to work it was 6 days a week and I was eatin that up like candy. Now I'm a freaking Foreman, chasin my damn tail more that I ever like to. Boss says, hey it's more money. Whatever. Overtime is gone, I'm at at straight 40 a week and I have guys under me getting mad overtime and makin my paycheck look way freakin sad. AINT LIFE JUST GRAND.

A Dream Within A Dream
Take this kiss upon the brow!And, in parting from you now,Thus much let me avow --You are not wrong, who deemThat my days have been a dream;Yet if hope has flown awayIn a night, or in a day,In a vision, or in none,Is it therefore the less gone?All that we see or seemIs but a dream within a dream.I stand amid the roarOf a surf-tormented shore,And I hold within my handGrains of the golden sand --How few! yet how they creepThrough my fingers to the deep,While I weep -- while I weep!O God! can I not graspThem with a tighter clasp?O God! can I not saveOne from the pitiless wave?Is all that we see or seemBut a dream within a dream?

Contest Attempt #2
Thick girl's contest Must enter full body picture NSFW entries allowed Rates Only Prize is a Happy Hour Contest Host: CURVALICIOUS SISTER GROUP2 THE CANDY SHOP $safe_uid_dname@ fubar I'll be there will you?

Totally Me!!
Roxy is a GeminiMay 21 - June 21 Gemini is the third Sign of the Zodiac, and those born under this Sign will be quick to tell you all about it. That's because they love to talk! It's not just idle chatter with these folks, either. The driving force behind a Gemini's conversation is their mind. The Gemini-born are intellectually inclined, forever probing people and places in search of information. The more information a Gemini collects, the better. Sharing that information later on with those they love is also a lot of fun, for Gemini’s are supremely interested in developing their relationships. Dalliances with these folks are always enjoyable, since Gemini’s are bright, quick-witted and the proverbial life of the party. Even though their intellectual minds can rationalize forever and a day, Gemini’s also have a surplus of imagination waiting to be tapped. Can a Gemini be boring? Never! Since Gemini’s are a mix of the yin and the yang, they are represent

Echo
I desended the cliffs of my dreams to reach the Valley of Destiny I could not reach bottom no matter how far I went down Nor did see the valley below through the mist of future decisions But apprehension abated into the mist with each new sturdy foothold But I finally became exhausted from my desent and shouted out "WHY" The answer that echoed through the canyon was my own name

Lust Of The Undead
Lust of the Undead We meet. Without a single word, we gaze into each other’s eyes with such lust. We were feeling each other heart beat. Your fingers brush my cheek in such a way that makes me quiver Your haunting touch was like liquid fire. Our lips meet. Our tongue dance with such wickedness and passion. Our bodies fell together like one. Pressing. Rubbing. Deep and lingering kisses. Your cock hardening. My sweet pussy becoming moist and throbbing. Melting into your haunting pull. A hunger ignites within me. My nipples are swelling. A soft whimper escape from my lips. Your hands furls my hunger more and more. Oh god…please don’t stop. Don’t stop till I cum. Tears fall like welcoming blessing to my earth awakening completion. My teeth tears at your clothing like sharp talons. You gasp in pleasure. Grabbing. Ripping. Biting and slamming our bodies like two stars colliding into each other. Dirty sex is flowing about us. I want you. You want me. You are co

Atrocia Denialus
This Appaling creature has Been weathered through years of living over centuries that it begins to deny the fact of its own age and loses all shame for its self by wearing its possible offsprings clothing. This is one of many Species in the Suborder of Denialus

Stuck Again.
well i have no idea what i'm going to put in here. i normally get all my shit out on my myspace blog but i'll give this a shot. well i'm in hell at the moment. since this is a new site and this is a new blog for this site i will try to explain. you see back in late january my fiancee broke up with me after being together for a year and a half. so i had to move in with my sis and my dad because i had nowhere else to go at that moment. it was good in the beginning everything was going good. well that was pretty much because my sisters boyfriend was in jail. well he is out now and all he has been doing is causing trouble. you see heres the thing. when i moved here there was no room for me to move into. so i pretty much took over the living room. i made a half ass wall in the corner and put a bed in it. so i have a shitty ass half ass fucking room. i have no privacy. things are getting worse too. my sister works everyday, he doen't ,pretty much refuses to work because that would mean a dr

Sample Moon Report
OMG this site is starting to scare me... I mean, FFS, did someone go tell them all my private shit?? Summary of your Birth Chart Planet Deg Sign Min Sun 10° Scorpio 02' Moon 13° Leo 43' Mercury 1° Scorpio 33' Venus 19° Libra 56' Mars 28° Capricorn 28' Jupiter 21° Libra 31' Saturn 5° Taurus 06' Uranus 6° Libra 34' Neptune 27° Scorpio 45' Pluto 26° Virgo 30' Ascendant 26° Sagittarius 39' Midheaven 19° Libra 43' Tropical Placidus Standard time GMT: 15:22:00 Time Zone: 5 hours West Moon in Leo: Playing by Heart With your Moon in Leo, you may have experienced a bit of glamour around your mother, or other primary caregiver. Life may have been a party whenever she entered the room. On the other hand, a Leo Moon can indicate a mother who never grew up. The shadow side of this Mother Moon tends toward arrogance and melodrama. It may be that you had to vie for attention and love. Whatever the case, early childhood experiences made you crave big life and big l

America
Once the religious, the hunted and weary Chasing the promise of freedom and hope Came to this country to build a new vision Far from the reaches of kingdom and pope Like good Christians, some would burn the witches Later some got slaves to gather riches But still from near and far to seek America They came by thousands to court the wild And she just patiently smiled and bore a child To be their spirit and guiding light And once the ties with the crown had been broken Westward in saddle and wagon it went And 'til the railroad linked ocean to ocean Many the lives which had come to an end While we bullied, stole and bought our a homeland We began the slaughter of the red man But still from near and far to seek America They came by thousands to court the wild And she just patiently smiled and bore a child To be their spirit and guiding light The blue and grey they stomped it They kicked it just like a dog And when the war over They stuffed it just like a hog And though the past has

Brass Knuckle Soldiers
I wrote this in honor of my Fams... I wanted to put a piece together, written from my whole Team's perspectives, or voices, individually... Much Love, Fella's... Each1 Teach1 (Drow1): All I need is one word - I'll flip it around, poison you with my pen, and tag you while you're down. Scar you with the scalpel: carve "Drow One" on your brow. The Town laughs at you, now - no more smiles, and it hurts to frown, crucial like thorns and crown; your master comes to mind, every time you furrow your brow. Crimson shines in my honor, and drips trickle to the ground. I’ll Teach Each One the power of the palindrome… phonetics and vowels, Learn you how to bow - how does that sound? You see me in the mirror - Make you catch your breath, like I covered your mouth. No more up-side, tha's how it's goin' down - the Admiral on the prow. All my chieftains together, gathered around – scimitars to the center of the Table, ready to row; You pale in com

Shadow Of Truth
She sits at the windowand takes in the sights.She unknowingly staresat the beautiful lights.She would stay here forever;if only she could.She would never leave the windowbut she knows that she should.She's never felt the daylightupon her feeble skin.She's never writtenor spoken words from within.She's never felt affectionfrom the people that made her.She always looks out the windowbecause to her, it's a cure.She's got bruises and gashesupon her tiresome face.She will pass away,someday without a trace.

Troops
These are my thoughts on what I heard on the troop portion of what David Lettermen and Pres. Obama covered. Feel free to correct me or leave comments. So I was watching the David Letterman show with President Obama. From what I hear is that plans are to have troops out of Iraq by the end of 2011. While thats all good, whats not to say they are going to extend that time again? First I had heard they wanted to bring these guys home sometime in 2010 and then "oh no not til 2011". Now ok sure we got rid of Saddam and things are still a little shaky there in Iraq. But as they have already had their own 1st election isnt that a good sign that they are finally coming together to create a different government away from dictatorship? Haven't our troops helped the Iraqi police train enough or even helped out with methods of subduing violent acts of terror?(Feel free to correct me if I have something wrong.) As far as Afghanistan Obama states that his goal is to take out the goup of extremists

Struggling With Your Self
Ok.. so did I mention I'm a blogger? According to my stats on this here site.. no one really reads my little posts here.. but on my actual blog.. it's between 100 and 200 visits a day.. closer to the 100.. and I don't know how many of those folks actually read the thing all that much.. or are all that engaged.. but hey, I'm working on it right.. So I posted a new post.. on wrestling with your self.. or more specifically my own wrestling with my self.. a longer thread of some of what's going on in my life is features in adjacent posts should you be interested.. but the point is more just about the process of wrestling with your self.. dealing with your self.. so if you find your self in such a position.. I don't know.. maybe it might shed some light on stuff? Maybe? Ok.. so with that the link... my post on struggling with the self. So you know.. tell me whatz ya think

Linking Monopoly, Numb3rs, Ot3p
I am playing Monopoly with a vast number of other North American citizens, which means I have an opportunity to give my change to the Ronald McDonald House charity practically daily. I have never seen the television show Numb3rs, but I am told it is very interesting, and since I lose my glasses like Velma, the precept of crime solving mystery shows is fitting. Ot3p FREAKING ROCKS!!!! I was never in to female lead singers in a hard core band and I was just about to ask my husband to get me off the sidelines of the mosh pit (my favorite place to stand, close enough to get the energy, far enough back to not get head butted) when I heard this most lovely primal, deep roar, then a lighter female voice and all of a sudden I put two and two together and realized that the roar came from the woman - who liked hats. Win Win. Perhaps you too are playing Monopoly. Here are your odds: One in Six chance of winning a food item. Here is the list of items that odds are you will NOT get: 8 - Twenty

Dusty Wasp
Last night as I was retiring for teh evening, a wasp dropped out of nowhere and went mental in the lampshade. After squealing like a girl, I tentatively caught it in a glass, and then stood it on the kitchen worktop, and left it there (because I was scared of opening the back door and letting it out, in case it flew back and did a sting on me). I noticed that the wasp was very dusty.

Fighting It
Today I am fighting with the depression in the worst way. All sorts of stuff will be changing for me and its freaking me out and depressing me at the same time. As of sometime next week I wont be able to get on any social networks sites from where I live, and for me that is both fubar and facebook. What is freaking me out about all this is most of my support of what I am going through comes from both these sites and also lets me blog on this site with the healthy feedback. This morning I woke from a horrific dream, it has left me drained and sore. Not quite sure how dreams can make you sore but it is happened to me. I am looking at trying to go to school in January or so. I decided I want to do cosmo.... that way it will take 10 months and once I move out of here, I would only have a few months left and then I could get a job. (yet I am scared of the anxiety and the depression debilitating me). I guess for those of you that have my number it will be one way of keeping in touch unl

Why? Pt 2
Why can't people take responsibility for their actions? Why do we blame others for our laziness? Why do we wan't everything handed to us? Why don't people say please and Thank You anymore? Why do people think they should automatically be treated as Royalty? Why do people only talk to others when they are given things? Why are people so insecure with themselves? Why are people so blind to the obvious? Why is it everyone else's fault for our actions? Why am I going to go lay on the ground and freeze My ass off today?

Poem- "baby Blues"
i wrote this poem when i was pregnant with my son! Baby Blues Listening to the rain, Wondering about the pain. Knowing I'm not ready, but can't wait to give you, your first teddy. Wandering why me, yet praying to God to help me. Ashamed to face my family, Ashamed to look in the mirror, but so ready to hold you, when you shed your first tear. Asking why life is unfair, but knowing your close in every prayer. and yet every part of me is ready, Ready for you to make me happy. and I myself am ready, Ready to Love you, My sweet baby. ** let me know what you think?..thank you! **

Love Quotes
1. If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be. 2. If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if they loved you back theyd never ask you to. 3. If you judge people, you have no time to love them. 4. Two souls with but a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one. 5. Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye.

To All
"To John Dillinger and hope he is still alive.Thanksgiving Day November 28 1986" Thanks for the wild turkey andthe passenger pigeons, destinedto be shat out through wholesomeAmerican guts. Thanks for a continent to despoiland poison. Thanks for Indians to provide amodicum of challenge anddanger. Thanks for vast herds of bison tokill and skin leaving thecarcasses to rot. Thanks for bounties on wolvesand coyotes. Thanks for the American dream,To vulgarize and to falsify untilthe bare lies shine through. Thanks for the KKK. For nigger-killin' lawmen,feelin' their notches. For decent church-goin' women,with their mean, pinched, bitter,evil faces. Thanks for "Kill a Queer forChrist" stickers. Thanks for laboratory AIDS. Thanks for Prohibition and thewar against drugs. Thanks for a country wherenobody's allowed to mind theown business. Thanks for a nation of finks. Yes, thanks for all thememories-- all right let's seeyour arms! You always were a headache andyou always were a bore. Tha

Layers
(I stole this from kins.) layer one.Spell your name with bands/artists R- Rev Theory O- Oasis B- Bush Y- Yellowcard N- Notorious B.I.G. layer two.- name: I just spelled it out up there.- birth date: May 4, 1981- nicknames: Roro, angel- current location: my desk- eye color: Brown- hair color: Brown- righty or lefty: I'm right-handed- best friend[s]: Cyndi, Jay & Scottlayer three.- the shoes you wore today: Just slip on shoes to run outside- your perfect pizza: Extra cheese, pepperoni, mushrooms, black olives, red onion- the last time you cried: Saturdaylayer four.- your best physical feature: Boobs and lips - most missed memory: Having no responsibilitylayer five.- pepsi or coke: pepsi- mcdonald's or burger king: Subway or Arby's- adidas or nike: Nike- lipton ice tea or nestea: Real sweet tea- chocolate or vanilla: chocolate- cappuccino or coffee: Hot chocolatelayer six.- curse: Fuck- do you sing: With the radio- take a shower everyday: Yes- do you think

Dark Rooms, Rooms Without Exits"
Dark Rooms, Rooms without Exits" The room without exit may be a womb image. As such it represents either mother-nurture or mother-power conflicts as you discern whether you are satisfied and safe to be in the room, or unreasonably restrained from your other objectives for the moment. Do you want to get out of the room, or is the room a haven against potential dangers in the world? Is the room pleasant or painful as a space in its own right? These are central issues to identify. Does the darkness of the room inspire peace and rest or fear and disorientation? Peace and rest may indicate sanctuary or maternal reassurance. Fear and disorientation may show mother-power or personal loss in an archetypal shift of awareness or

Talk About Dumb...
LOL this person didnt look at my profile and was stupid enough to say they were 20 when their profile says 19, and they only got the account 12 days ago, then on top of it all they post professional looking pictures a whole 2.... what sadest is there are idiots that will believe them.. http://fubar.com/user/3706024 carla: Hi, how are you? I am carla and i am 20 and i am looking for a hot guy to play with or maybe a serious relationships to share my life with so, i attached my picture here so you can see my looks.. or maybe we can talked on private window.. I am online on my y=a=h=o=o and just add me, its carlasmith08=@=y=a=h=o=o.=c=o=m or (just remove the = sign to read my email addy) or just give me your email ID.. hope to talk to you soon.. I am badly waiting for you.. thanks for reading my message.. see ya!.. its me its my pleasure to meet you we can chat anytime you want.. to get more of each other... we can chat now.. love to see you soon carla...

To Live, To Die, To Love
Oh if only one could live in the world with it's bitterness towards everyone To love would mean tearing down what was shielded from the bitterness Dying would be worth the pain that love would overcome But would you go on living with the shame should bitterness win the game?

Attempt
As the broken pieces hit the floor As they shatter like a precious glass You stand there, Watching, Like you don’t care. 3.5 years together, Two kids, A home, A life together And suddenly you’re ready to let it all go. What can I do to prove to you that my love is true? That I will do anything to be with you, Anything to make you happy? Anything to keep this family together, To give our kids a loving, caring, warm home? I do not want to be without you! I want my love, my family, my best friend back! I do my best, I do as you ask, Yet blown off and scarred more is what I get! Not only am I thinking of us, I am thinking of our kids as well! Why can you not see that? I am trying so hard, I am doing my best! I changed; I have kept my promises, I can only do so much, I can’t do it all! I have given it my best, Can’t you try to make this work? To give it your best? Give us a chance to give all of us a life of greatness?

Needing A Girlfriend/boyfriend To To Be Happy
I saw a recent blog by a man who wrote one sentence in the blog. "I need a girlfriend to make me happy." The ability to be happy without a girlfriend is the thing that is going to get you a girlfriend and make a relationship successful. Otherwise you are coming from neediness because you are giving your own personal power away. Your security and emotional state is dependent upon a girl being in and staying in your life. This is called neediness and causes people to make emotional responses that can often turn ugly, instead of making rational choices. People simply get along and have some sexual chemistry so they get into a relationship, but they often find out later that they just don't get along, or there is some other problem. Instead of talking it out and letting each other go, they try to own, possess or control the other or ignore the signs of trouble and drag it out hoping the problem takes care of itself. You choose your own emotional responses. The actions and behavior of

I Guess...........
I guess its all the same.I guess ill always be single.I guess this sadness that grows inside me will never change.I guess that is my destiny.I guess this life is over.I guess that it will change when im dead.For now i guess this Mumm is over, just like the words i once spoke before, and from this year to a new year that is just beginning, i guess ill always be single, for i guess its all the same.

Getting To Know You...getting To Know Me....
Getting to Know You Share If you've been tagged or you are reading this, you have the honor of copying all these goofy questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other victims. You have to tag me so really you just need 24 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way. To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your title as "Getting to know each other!", tag 25 people including me (tagging is done in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish. 1. What time did you get up this morning? 7:30ish am 2. How do you like your steak? Rare/med rare with s&p 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? The Blindside 4. What is your favorite TV show? Um..Husband hogs the remote 5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? Where I am 6. What did you have for breakfast? Usually oat bran (make it like oat

Read It!
Okay, wyked threatened Me with bodily harm if I did not do a blog. So here goes, Since a few of you asked Me, I will be starting the Islamic satirical blog tonight or tomorrow… Its okay Christians, do not worry I will be doing a blog about you if the people want it, and any other faith, political party, person whatever I find funny. Don’t lie, I know ya ladies love a man with man boobs I know I'm sexy, you want Me don’t you? :P So, one day I was bored and decided to go for a stroll.. while walking by a cemetery I for some reason got very hornySo while there I decided to go and dig up a body and ..well started enjoying what was inside.. I was caught and did not know what to say The man said some of the most intelligent words ever utted to Me So... um.. what do ya think of the quick blog? Fuck you too! blame wyked she threatened Me to do a quick blog ...you have just survived yet another of Emanon's blogs made out of boredom

Charcteristics Of A Virgo Male
Characteristics of a Virgo ManTalking about the physical characteristics, a typical Virgo man is tall with a straight, upright posture. He has a straight, wedge-shaped nose and an extremely large forehead with a high hairline. The Virgo man is gentle, helpful and sympathetic by nature. He is very practical and logical. He is always down-to-earth and stays away from daydreaming and fantasizing. The Virgo man is known for being a perfectionist and is punctual, and expects the same from others. He is also fond of cleanliness and hygiene. He likes to see everything in its right place and keep the surroundings clean. The Virgo man is blessed with sharp memory and tends to pay close attention to details. You don't have to remind him about birthdays, anniversaries or other important events. The Virgo man is known for his independent nature. With his intelligence and imaginative nature, he is able to get many things done himself. The Virgo man is reliable and dependable in his personal and pro

Debate Blah Blah..not Really
A friend had the status "WTF?I'm stuck on a 6mo waiting list and Haitians get a doctor delivered in 30mins or less.Domino's needs to get into healthcare.." so I commented, she answered, spinoza commented, and since spinoza and I are both long winded he told Me to just blog it... below in the box is the previous convo, it is all jumbled but Spinoza I placed My under the box Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones said:30 mins or less..... before or after walking miles to a doctor? hm ☠2Weird2Live2Rare2Die☠ said:They flew Dr's in from MY county.Half hour flight.Tops.My county already has a doctor shortage FFS!Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones said:Okay so NOW they can see docs [and that is just where they sent docs which is not everywhere] before that walking many miles to see a doc... doubt many Americans have to do that... on top of your having better available docs than they do.☠2Weird2Live2Rare2Die☠ said:Will they also be billed for

What My Name Means :d
An amazing sister, a best friend, a true gem, and a beautiful, smart, hillarious young lady. A girl who has unlimited potential and never ceases to amaze the world. May define something random, goofy, klutzy, or just plain crazy. Also knows as Meggers, Meglet, etc. buy meg mugs, tshirts and magnets short and sweet just like her name..a hot girl with a lot of potential for lovin. shes always got some man chasing after her and she has really cool friends (but nobody likes them).

Light Of Friendship
I've seen the lightAnd it's in you,In everything you areAnd in everything you do. It's a perfect lightThat shines for all to seeIt radiates from youAnd has pierced the heart of me. The light is from a friend.It's a light that keeps me warmIt lets me know how loved I amAnd keeps me safe from harm To you my friend I am thankful,In each and every wayFor you lift my spirits up,With every passing day To know that you are there for meIt makes me feel aliveBecause it is your friendship's lightUpon which my love thrives. "Thank you" isn't good enoughBut they're the only words I knowIt is your light of friendshipThat gives my world it's glow.

The Big N.o.
Today's the day we celebrateLaugh and play,Just soak it all in.Life feels great here in the city.After all we just won the championships.Finally theres hope,A light to help us carry on.To rebuild the place we all call home.It's the time for us to be recognized and respectedJust like we should have always been.This is New Orleans,Don't take us for granted.You'd be surprise of what you might find.Cause we may seem like the worst,But we fight the best,In all for our respect.Don't diss my home,The city of hope,The one and only,THE BIG N.O.

Can I Live?
Hidden in the new day's mist And all I can do is raise a fist The salt on the wound is too much to bare And no one's here to even care Can I live with a heart that's broken? Like shards of glass scattered on the floor Apreciation isn't given out in tokens And they can't fix this heart you tore Can I live with a fucked up mind? I feel so perverted and paranoid I'm so old and blind And I can't find anything to fill this empty void Can I live like a slave? Whipped and pulled by a goddamn chain Living in a dusty cave i guess I'm easy to tame Can I live like another lost soul? Living in a hole underground

The Nobodies By Marilyn Manson
"The Nobodies" Today I am dirty I want to be pretty Tomorrow, I know I'm just dirt Today I am dirty I want to be pretty Tomorrow, I know I'm just dirt Fear the nobodies Wanna be Somebodies We're dead, We know just who we are We are the nobodies Wanna be Somebodies We're dead, We know just who we are Yesterday I was dirty Wanted to be pretty I know now that I'm forever dirt Yesterday I was dirty Wanted to be pretty I know now that I'm forever dirt We are the nobodies Wanna be Somebodies We're dead, We know just who we are We are the nobodies Wanna be Somebodies We're dead, We know just who we are Some children died the other day We fed machines and then we prayed Puked up and down in morbid faith You should have seen the ratings that day

Its Raining Its Pouring
its raining its pouring9/10 emcees today redefine boringi get tired of explaining the fact that we're changing...the fact that yer not,the fact is yer caught,in gunclap fantasiestellin lies dramatically,this is not the futurenever was and never had to beprepare for succession,the torch must be passed,seek and find directionfrom lessons of the pastset a new courseforge a new pathwe are not the first to do itand wont be the lastteachin to the youthinnovation as a taskto solidify their futureswithout putting on a maskthey dont have to rob and steal so stop teachin that in rapsaint a damn thing wrong withbelieving in what you dobut listen to yer messagecause they believe in you.. Rainy Dayz

Warning!!! What Follows Comes From The Mind Of Wolfie.
So I have been sitting here all day since 8am and thinking... and trying not to think but failing and thinking anyway... and I don’t have any answers, all that time and nothing to show for it! What question you may ask? Well I don’t know that either. Wish I did though, it would help me out a great deal to know just why I am feeling the way I am. Sure I have problems that I am trying to deal with at the moment, issues and other deeper seeded things that I cannot say, so no asking please. We all have our issues I will submit to that reasoning but still one cannot be expected to drop everything just so that they can tend to your needs or whims! We are only human... and as Human’s we are subject to faults in life, reasoning & everything else in between! As I sit here I ponder on my friends both new and old, my love, my life, my goals... and still no answers to be had... though with some of these things I seek no answer merely a reason. I have a feeling of dread, a

Poem
I watch him sleep, touch his lips with my fingertips Lay over him my breasts just inches from his mouth. He sighs A breath that tickles my nipples into life. I whisper into his open mouth- "I love you" I slide my body onto his and lay there, feeling his heat that familiar heat that pulses like electricity between my legs a wetness stirs inside of me as blood flows to that part of him that pushes me over the edge He reaches out from his slumber, eyes still closed mouth still agape still asleep i touch my tongue to his chin and trail it down his neck. he pushes his hips up into me, I moan. low and deep. I inch down his torso over his navel to his hips where i can smell his skin it is calling to me, whispering aching for my touch begging me- "Please" I pull his boxers over his hips, slowly kissing through the expanse of dark hair The breath of his loins is inhaled into me and I taste it with my lips in short loving kisses. The tip of my tongue comes alive trailing over his shaft, t

It All Depends On You
IT ALL DEPENDS ON YOUFrom the Broadway Musical "Big Boy" (1925)(Lew Brown / Buddy DeSylva / Ray Henderson)Al Jolson (Stage Production) - 1925Paul Whiteman & His Orch. (Instr.) - 1927Ruth Etting - 1927Ben Bernie & His Orch. (vocal: Lambert & Hillpot) - 1927The Broadway Bellhops - 1927Arthur Briggs' Savoy Syncopators (vocal: Al Bowlly) - 1927Jack Hylton & His Orch. - 1927Whispering Jack Smith - 1927Dinah Shore - 1949Frank Sinatra (with Hugo Winterhalter) - 1949Dick Jurgens & His Orch. (vocal: Ray Mcintosh) - 1950Eddie Condon & His Band - 1952Doris Day (Featured in the film "Love Me Or Leave Me") - 1955Jerry Lewis - 1957Jackie Gleason Orch. - 1957Nat King Cole - 1957Frank Sinatra (with Billy May) - 1958Johnnie Ray - 1958Patti Page - 1959Frank Sinatra (with Nelson Riddle) - 1960Connie Francis - 1961Judy Garland & Liza Minnelli - 1964Joni Mitchell - 2000Also recorded by:The Four Freshman; Gordon McRae; Barbra Streisand;Jerry Vale; Faron Young; Helen Ward; Lester Young;Dorothy Louden; Shirle

I Am Just Me.
I do not have your skill with words, Nor do I possess the meaning of my own existence, I do not wish to see your heaven or your hell, I have both of my own within me and you're not invited, I do not know what will happen to my family when I die, But I do know they will be safe, because I will assure it, I do not know how to kill for a cause I don't believe in, And I will not learn because you got yourself into it, I do not know you, but I am not you, and not like you I am just me, and no one can ever change me.

I Never Knew!
As some of you know, I have celiac disease. But what you don't know, is that I've been foolish and have not been following the proper diet for almost a year now. I'm started having some of the same problems I had when I was first treated. Yes, I know, I'm stupid for not sticking with it.... Someone was asking me about celiac disease the other day, and if it was dangerous. This is part of what I found out. When individuals with CD ingest gluten, the villi, tiny hair-like projections in the small intestine that absorb nutrients from food, are damaged. This is due to an immunological reaction to gluten. Damaged villi do not effectively absorb basic nutrients -- proteins, carbohydrates, fats, vitamins, minerals, and, in some cases, water and bile salts. If CD is left untreated, damage to the small bowel can be chronic and life threatening, causing an increased risk of associated disorders -- both nutritional and immune related. http://www.celiac.org/index.php?option=com_c

Understanding
I don’t expect you to understand me I know how I act the words that I say the things that I feel and the way that I live my life are all mysteries to you. You held me you cherished me and now you watch me disappear fading into the mist of a darkened wood heading down paths you dare not tread and opening doors you thought locked for good But that’s where we’re different you and I where you saw safety I saw a prison Where you saw a closed door I saw opportunity Where you saw taboo I saw nothing but emptiness and lies So no, I don’t expect you to understand me No more than I understand you and your laws and your petty ideals But I ask you to let me live as I let you Give me the freedom I crave Spare me your ill tongue or your spiteful gaze I offer neither to you All I seek is the freedom I need the freedom to open the doors the freedom to chase my trails and the freedom to follow the dreams that suit me That is all I ask of you and that is all I ask of the world. B

Replaceable
If I disappeared tomorrowAnother writer would take my placeIf I died suddenly and tragicallyAny soul with a voice could carry my messageIf I quit and walked awaySomeone else would do my jobAnd If I decided I wasn't strong enoughAlmost anyone could protect my friendsBut if I vanished todayWould you miss me my love?Or would someone just fill the void in your heart?Would someone be able to take my place with you?My place in your bed?My place in your life?My place in your heart?Because if someone could my loveIf someone could make you happyThen let me step aside nowLet me disappear once and for allLet someone else take my placeAnd bear the burdens that I carry nowIf someone else can take my place for youLet me go the way of ancient GodsAnd disappear into oblivionLet me nestle down at a truck stopSomewhere on the edge of nowhereThere in the corner I'll sitWith my hat covering my faceHiding, sulking, being replaced.If I am truly expendableThen let me go thereBecause I grow we

Matters Of The Heart.
Wouldn't life be easy if when broken, all it took was some super glue or tape to fix it and it would be just like new? If our wounds would heal easily without scars? And if those scars wouldn't clog our hearts with unnecessary prejudices and knock off our rose colored lenses and replace them with eyes of disenchantment. Wouldn't it be easy? If pain was that simple to be rid of? Blink and be washed away with yesterday's meal floating in the porcelain tank, back into the ocean with its brethren. Wouldn't that be something... if we could say goodbye to pain like a disengaged stranger walking the plank.If we were all empathetic with the people that are in our lives and took care of each other with mutual love and respect, maybe this world would definitely be a better place. I suppose it's a far-reaching goal to sit here and hope for compassion from a world that is irrevocably cruel and unforgiving. Life would not be life without an uphill battle. Would we appreciate the "have-s" without ha

Dark Lotus "bitch I'm Sexy"
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