What am i gonna do these girls got my head buzzin
cant figure out which one im spose to be loving
my minds got me questionin the motives in my heart
alison or leah my worlds gettin torn apart
this inner battle's raging while im sittin in my cell
i see their pictures in my head,its puttin me through hell
they're both so beautiful,dem baby blue eyes
sorry that im staring but you got me hypnotized
chorus-what am i gonna do what am i gonna say
mix and match emotions, these games and i cannot play
gotta face the facts one i gotta choose
think of what i have, think of what ill lose-end chorus
ok wait a minute heart, lets start from the beginning
love was just a game,its one i wasnt winning
i was graduatin, leah started 9th grade
we'd grown up together, a point thats well played
just a matter of time before the sparks flew
but she didnt put out so i played her off too
she came over, visit me, caught me in the act
told me she hated me, shed never want me back
it took me a while to calm her ass down
by playin her off i got myself clowned
i got her back then had to leave town
we cried so much i thought i coulda drown
tried to make it work but i was far away
she decided i was gone, she wanted to play
when i come back i been gone too long
the love was still there but not as strong
just a couple of weeks and im gone again
it was enough time, love strong again
hop on the plane and i start to pray
already feel the love start to wither away
what am i gonna do what am i gonna say
mix and match emotions, these games and i cannot play
gotta face the facts one i gotta choose
think of what i have, think of what ill lose
aight bring it foward, bring it back to the present
things are goin good, things are really quite pleasant
and with the coming of this verse we learn about alison
canadian beauty, gimme handles like iverson
to tell you the truth, through fubar i met you
and i swear that its love, ill do anything to prove
from the moment i talked to you swear i felt a bond
even sittin here in jail still feels so strong
talk to her for hours every night before i sleep
everytime we talk get this feeling so deep
everytime i think about her smiles on my face
ya she makes me happy, no need to escape
flashin me them pearly whites, show that stunnin smile
blonde hair, skin fair, punk like emo style
use to want one thing way back in the day
but i learned my lesson, ive changed my ways
use to be fake now i want whats real
just want true love no more coppin a feel
thought i loved leah but now i wonder
my brain is gettin cloudy, i can hear the thunder
they got me goin crazy i can feel the lightning
a notorious battle heart and mind fighting
if you look at real life aint nothing ever clear
i just had to realize that i hold love dear
what am i gonna do what am i gonna say
mix and match emotions, these games and i cannot play
gotta face the facts one i gotta choose
think of what i have, think of what ill lose
