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Seasons Of The Senses
Seasons of the Senses from the first tantalizing taste of her moist salty flow hearing her eager cries of pleasure sweep throughout our enbracement while the smell of spring fills the brisk air ever so and the lonely mysterious winter fades away in amazement that the simplest sight of her smile can warm my soul deeply like the sun of summer that heats the lakes once found by the touch of my lovers body covering mine while we sleep within the melancholy leaves of fall that kiss the ground

Dreaming In Tears
Do I dare to dream or care about the little things or anything at all. Should I believe in something. Give me a reason to think good thoughts. I have ran out of reasons why I should. I have been let down in every single way. I have asked why me, give me a reason, a sign, with no answer. I'm closing the door behind me, leaving it shut. A brighter day, better luck, can only open the door. I'm falling apart and barley breathing, so i'm holding on to something that lets me fall. The clock keeps ticking with endless pain and no meaning. You get inside of my head and i thought i was totally guarded, but i'm an open book instead. I see a reflection in my eyes closing them never makes it go away. I lay there wanting you to tell me what I have done to deserve the demons running through me. You make the door locked to my life, and it would open if you were true. I lay under wicked sky waking to another day of the unknown. What I know is the pages of my life are turning to stone.

Ashley Rocks Please Help Her
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Who Cares About Your Cock Pics?
I have no problem talking to you if your straight, gay, bi, or whatever. but so people know, i'm straight. don't come on here talking about you want a friend then ask me to comment your cock pics. leave that shit for someone that wants to see it, and if you don't want me hatin' on ya, don't piss me off. if we can reach this understanding, we're cool. if not, be prepared for what's next.

Radiohead Lyrics To "backdrifts"
We're rotten fruit We're damaged goods What the hell, we've got nothing more to lose One gust and we will probably crumble We're backdrifters This far but no further I'm hanging off a branch I'm teetering on the brink Of honey sweet So full of sleep I'm backsliding You fell into our arms You fell into our arms We tried but there was nothing we could do Nothing we could do All evidence has been buried All tapes have been erased But your footsteps give you away So you're backtracking Ah ah ah You fell into our arms You fell into our arms We tried but there was nothing we could do Nothing we could do You fell into our, ah You fell into a We're rotten fruit We're damaged goods What the hell, we've got nothing more to lose One gust and we will probably crumble We're backdrifters -Radiohead: Backdrifter i aint got shit to say about this one...

Eminem Lyrics To "who Knew"
I never knew I.. I never knew I.. Mic check one-two I never knew I.. Who woulda knew? I never knew I.. Who'da known? I never knew I.. Fuck what a story I never knew I.. Motherfucker comes out I never knew I.. and sells a couple of million records I never knew I.. And these motherfuckers hit the ceiling I never knew I.. I don't do black music, I don't do white music I make fight music, for high school kids I put lives at risk when I drive like this {*tires screech*} I put wives at risk with a knife like this (AHHH!!) Shit, you probably think I'm in your tape deck now I'm in the back seat of your truck, with duct tape stretched out Ducked the fuck way down, waitin to straight jump out put it over your mouth, and grab you by the face, what now? Oh - you want me to watch my mouth, how? Take my fuckin eyeballs out, and turn em around? Look - I'll burn your fuckin house down, circle around and hit the hydrant, so you can't put your burning furniture out (Oh my G

The Lover Mourns For The Loss Of Love
Pale brows, still hands and dim hair, I had a beautiful friend And dreamed that the old despair Would end in love in the end: She looked in my heart one day And saw your image was there; She has gone weeping away. - William Butler Yeats

Eminem Lyrics To "as The World Turns"
I dont know why this world keep turning Round and Round But I wish it would stop, and let me off right now Yes man As the World Turns We all experience things in life Trials and Tribulations That we all must go through When someone wants to test us When someone tries our patience I hang with a bunch of hippies and wacky tobacco planters Who swallow lit roaches and light up like jack-o-lanterns Outsiders baby, and we suing the courts Cuz we're dope as fuck and only get a 2 in the source They never should've booted me out of reform school Deformed fool,takin a shit in a warm pool They threw me out the Ramada Inn I said it wasn't me, I got a twin (Oh my god its you! Not again!) It all started when my mother took my bike away Cuz I murdered my guinea pig and stuck him in the microwave After that, It was straight to the 40 ouncers Slappin teachers, and jackin off in front of my counselors Class clown freshman, dressed like Les Nessman Fuck the next lesson, I'll

Help Me Out
to anyone who may read this i would like for anyone to help me out and get me started with my lounge click this link and help will b helpful. Thank you http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=64655 come show some love in the brand new lounge

What Did I Do To You?
You may as well cut out my heart, Rather than do what you've done... Pretending to love me, holding me close, Making me feel you loved me the most, Telling me I was your very best friend, Causing such pain, the kind with no end. Tell me. Please... I don't understand. What did I do to you? You took in my love, accepted it all, Shared the same bed, but cared not at all. You took all my gifts, And gave me some back, You showed all your cards, With the deck that you stacked. You would speak of my kindness, And then you'd attack, Striking with your heart, colored black. Tell me. Please... I don't understand. What did I do to you? You'd fill me with love, Then leave me to starve, Just leaving the pain From the message you carved, Tease me with hope, Then take it all away... I'd feel just so helpless, As if I were your prey. So many things I wanted to say, But the voice had just gone away. Tell me. Please... I don't understand. What did I do to you? Yo

Something Real
I want something that's real. Not for the moment, but will last. someone sweet and understanding. someone I feel completely comfortable around & can't get enough of me. someone who smiles just at the sight of me. Someone who can make me feel special and means it. someone who makes me laugh constantly and smile non - stop. The one I can talk to for hours and never get tired of. someone who can make me feel the feelings I've never felt before. The one I can actually trust. The type of guy that cares for me as much as I care for him Maybe more.

Not Always
Its so hard to know that some wishes don't come true So hard to realize that you can't have all you want Sometimes our fantasies carry us away in to a world where everything is ok Its so hard to tell your heart that love is not found Its hard when the person who should always be there We are always taught to trust our hearts that our dreams will never fail us yet we are faced with so many days when all we were taught seems like a lie What can you do when you can't have a dream When you just try but its hopeless When you look at the sky and you begin to cry Wondering where the next step will come from You have no choice but to go on the world can't stop just for your tears You know its unfair And that it's all a lie sometimes But yet there's faith that dreams will come true and sun will shine your way

Where Are You?
Where are you when I need you most? Where are you when I want to share the little things with someone? Where are you when I just want to be held? Where are you at the special moments? Where are you when the kids need you? I know where you are. Where you are isn't fair. You will be back someday just not as soon as we need you. You are so far away and yet so close. I can't see you and you know why. I can't hear your voice and we both know why. When I sleep, you pull me to you. When I dreamwalk you drawl me into your arms. At night is the only time I feel safe again. Being with you when I dreamwalk at night makes me wish for the times from the past. Where are you when I need you the most? I miss my best friend. I miss my lover. I miss my confidant. 3 years seems like forever until you come back to us. 3 years seem like a lifetime. 3 years is just too long to have our family back together. We might not ever be a couple again, But I will have that friendship

Never Truely Gone
Last thursday my mother and myself watched my Uncle Earl slip from this life to the next..As much as we grieve we know he will always be with us. This poem is for him.... He was a man who's faith never wavered an inspiration to all who knew and loved him Always kind hearted and sincere willing to help in any way that he could His passing leaves us saddened but we know deep within us his spirit lives on We shall think of him as he sings out the Lord's praise And we will know that pain does not bind him he is forever more free from those chains Our memories and thoughts will fill our hearts for he is the type of person one could never forget He was a father,a brother,a uncle,and a cherished friend May God wrap him in his ever loving arms take him home to heaven where he belongs Life is not just a journey we travel upon it is something to be embraced to not be afraid to stand out and believe what others may consider wrong Uncle Earl chose that path no matter the up

Naughty Kisses For Me! (4/15/08)
I encountered this waste of microwaveable Hot Pockets (tm) making racist comments in an otherwise not stupid mumm. For whatever reason it decided to message me. It had me blocked after the first two comments, but apparently was so hungry for my input, that in unblocked me immediately. At first I thought it was just some dumb Fubar slut making racist comments in lieu of a creative insult, but it seems to be a fat kid pretending to be a robot or someshit. I'll let you guys be the judges. Here's a link to its profile, it's a private profile because, honestly, I don't think this is a chick or even over the age of 18. http://fubar.com/user/1576413 Anyway, it's clearly smarter than I am, so please try not to judge me for my intellectual deficiencies. **Disclaimer: I have nothing against Mexicans or other Hispanics, it was just way too easy of a hook to pass up.** NAUGHTY KI...: why are you posing as female? I thought you were a man. NAUGHTY KI...: You are simply a fucking d

When Seniors Attack! (4/22/08)
I think this poor elderly gentleman is off his meds. Does anyone know what nursing home he belongs to? SATANSSEED: i never wanted to fuck a dude so bad in my life baby ->SATANSSEED: Sounds personal, I'm not sure I need to know all that about you. SATANSSEED: dont NEED to know but i told you sexy not a fucking problem either have a nice day.. you take COMPLIMENTS EXTREMELY FUCKING WEL

Good Words2live By!
THERE IS NO FIRE LIKE GREED, NO CRIME LIKE HATRED, NO SORROW LIKE SEPARATION, NO SICKNESS LIKE HUNGER OF THE HEART, AND NO JOY LIKE FREEDOM HEALTH,CONTENMENT AND TRUST ARE YOUR GREATEST POSSESIONS, AND FREEDOM YOUR GREATEST JOY LOOK WITHIN BE STILL FREE FROM FEAR AND ATTATCHMENT, KNOW THE SWEET JOY OF LIVING IN THE WAY. -FROM THE DHAMMAPADA about 6th centry BC ( 540 yrs) in NEPAL

Help For Spotlight
ok, so I know I don't usually BEG but now I am begging.....I have a friend who is a sweetheart and is a huge support of breast cancer. He wants to have spotlight for one day so the awareness will be on breast cancer. If you can and will or want to help us out you can donate your fubucks to me or to my friend Magnum (he is on my friend list). Please donate as you feel lead and always.....be aware!! THINK PINK ~~smooches~~

Haha What Do You Use?
Which condom would you use.... Nike Condoms: Just do it. Toyota Condoms: Oh what a feeling. Diet Pepsi Condoms: You got the right one, baby. Pringles Condoms: Once you pop, you can't stop. Mentos Condoms: The freshmaker. Flintstones Vitamins Condom Pack: Ten million strong and growing. Secret Condoms: Strong enough for a man, but made for a woman. Macintosh Condoms: It does more, it costs less, its that simple. Ford Condoms: The best never rest. Chevy Condoms: Like a rock. Dial Condoms: Aren't you glad you use it? Don't you wish everybody did? New York Lotto Condoms: Cause hey-- you never know. California Lotto Condoms: Who's next? Avis Condoms: Trying harder than ever. KFC Condoms: Finger-Licking Good. Coca Cola Condoms: Always a Real Thing. Lays Condoms: Betcha can't have just one. Cambells Soup Condoms: Mm, mm good. The Carl's Jr. Condom: If it doesn't get all over the place, it doesn't belong in your face... General Electr

Wu-tang Clan Lyrics To "tearz"
After laughter, comes tears [Verse One: The RZA] Yo check yo yo, check the script Me and the gods get it ripped Blunts in the dip, forty dogs in my lip Had a box, 'Boom Boom' the bass will blast We was laughing, at all the girls that passed Conversation, brothers had begin to discuss (Hey yo, Ra, remember that kid ya bust?) Aw yeah, he ran, but he didn't get far Cause I dropped him, heh heh heh heh heh HA Not knowin, exactly what lied ahead My little brother, my mother sent him out for bread Get the Wonder, it's a hot day in the summer Didn't expect, to come across, a crazy gunner "Hey Shorty, check it for the bag and the dough" But he was brave, looked him in the eye, and said "No!!" Money splattered him, BOW! then he snatched the bag In his pockets, then he jetted up the Ave. Girls screamin, the noise up and down the block (Hey, Rakeem!) What? (Your little brother got shot!) I ran frantically, then I dropped down to his feet I saw the blood, all over, the ho

Thought Of The Day Jan 14, 2009
The truth that many people never understand, until it is too late, is that the more you try to avoid suffering the more you suffer because smaller and more insignificant things begin to torture you in proportion to your fear of being hurt.

Wu-tang Clan Lyrics To "triumph"
[Ol Dirty Bastard] What y'all thought y'all wasn't gon' see me? I'm the Osirus of this shit Wu-Tang is here forever, motherfucker It's like this ninety-seven Aight my niggaz and my niggarettes Let's do it like this I'ma rub your ass in the moonshine Let's take it back to seventy-nine [Inspectah Deck] I bomb atomically, Socrates' philosophies and hypothesis can't define how I be droppin these mockeries, lyrically perform armed robbery Flee with the lottery, possibly they spotted me Battle-scarred shogun, explosion when my pen hits tremendous, ultra-violet shine blind forensics I inspect you, through the future see millenium Killa B's sold fifty gold sixty platinum Shacklin the masses with drastic rap tactics Graphic displays melt the steel like blacksmiths Black Wu jackets queen B's ease the guns in Rumble with patrolmen, tear gas laced the function Heads by the score take flight incite a war Chicks hit the floor, diehard fans demand more Behold the bold soldie

Pool Table Fun
...on a pool tabLE "... ever had sex on a pool table..." slowly peeled off the label long-neck bottle she was drinking no secret what I was thinking, cowboy boots Wrangler jeans mostly Texas in her genes sunk the eight ball corner pocket tightened my nuts like a Craftsman socket, breast size, no mystery knew little of her history but history wasn't on my brain fine line 'tween crazy and sane, "...what the fuck, sure, let's do it..." "...sorry cowboy, I think you blew it..." smiled and licked her lips so sweet said, perhaps, some day we'd meet, down some dirt road, up some draw gave a number I could call were I ever passing through a itch to drink (itch to screw?), said no one knows tomorrow beg, buy, steal, borrow she racked 'em up, cue ball flyin' hands in my pants, soul sighing,

My Lover Style
Your result for The Lover Style Profile Test... The Devoted Lover Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to be traditional rather than daring or out-of-the-ordinary, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Devoted Lover. The Devoted Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and is perhaps the best Lover Style when it comes to developing a long-term, caring and rewarding relationship. The Devoted Lover is a treasure to find, though it is sometimes difficult to time establishing a relationship with one just right; usually, this is the last romantic relationship you'll need to find, so sow any wild oats first. In terms of physical love, the Devoted Lover can be shy at first but gradually warms and eventually can be

Here And Back
Just wanted to let everyone know that I am here and back. I have not had a great internet connection for a long time but now schools back in session I will be on more often. Sorry if it seems like I am ignoring anyone but right now I feel selfish. Yep I said it selfish.

If He Should Go
I live with a fear that most will never know The fear that one day soon I will have to let my soldier go Where will I be when I get that dreaded call? I pray to God, please, don't let his name end up on that wall. How long will I have to wait for him to come back to me? How many nights will I stare at that empty space next to me, the space where he should be. But he is a soldier and I am his girl He's given me his heart and he's become my world If he must go I will hide my tears with a smile and tell him I love him and will see him in awhile He will be far from me but never far from my heart We have a love not even a war can tear apart He is my soldier, the love of my life and one day I will be a proud army wife If he should be called to duty I will wait for him standing tall, for he is my soldier, my hero, after all

Denny's 2009
So my first week back to work since i took my maternity leave in March, wow my new job is great i never thought working in a brand new restruant for Denny's could ever be as much fun as I've had this week! It's wonderful I am so happy and you can't even imagine! It feels so great to get to go back to work!!!

Trapped Within Your Violent Dreams
Trapped within your violent dreams Unheard voices from my silent scream Nightmare tickets couldn't be redeemed Insanity being pushed to the extreme Melancholy twist of euphoric surprise No souls listening to my hidden cries Sweet promises tangled in your lies Debt mounting, unable to pay the price Waking up to bitter taste of reality Life hanging on uncertain destiny Expired drugs provides no remedy Angels unable to lift me from gravity Tormented to the edge of the seat Enslaved producing unwanted seed Useless repetitions of endless plead If only you'd let me go, then I'd be complete

Ranting About.... Sh@t On Tv
I can hardly turn on the TV any more. From the local BS to the Cable BS, it seems to be more of the same every hour. I used to watch CNN Headline news but I haven’t had the time or inclination for a while so… When did they go away from a regular half hour news type program? What is with this junk… Okay I know it is important to somebody that they are having another police chase in California but why is it on Headline news? What is so Earth shattering about someone in California driving a car that is so important that they must show it to the rest of the nation or for that matter the rest of the world? Why is this person Glen Beck on for so long not really even talking about anything? Nancy Grace what? In the 80’s CNN was the best news channel in the world. Now they seem to have descended into the cult of personality. What purpose does this serve? Can people no longer digest just the news? Now to be fair they still do have a regular news broadcast but not when I want to watch. CNN

Robert Chrisley: Saigon Shangri-la
ROBERT CHRISLEY "SAIGON SHANGRI-LA" UNVEILED STARVING ARTISAN 2008 e s t a r r t h i r t y t w o Oh, how I am overcome Skin as gold as the sun Oh, how I am overwhelmed Your Jade Garden blossoms Eden's river run Words forgotten beneath your Far East Star Comparison obsolete to the Goddess on thy knees you are Sands of time flee when I'm within your angel wings Entwined F.or U.nlawful C.arnal K.nowledge of your Vine Anh Yeu Em; Anh Yeu Em One taste; one kiss of you I am mortal under you Asian Sky Madonna One touch reason flees as my soul renders itself For you, my Saigon Shangri-la Oh, Desire courses through my veins To strike my bow across your sweet Violin As you sing erotic suggestion upon unwordly chords Your siren song is the Saphire Mantra that births your beauty within Anh Muon Em; Anh Muon Em (solo with seven string guitar and violas with vocal backward masking in Chinese) Your lips, your oceanic eyes Consumes me, my Saigon Shangri-la

Old
Let me lay my head upon your chest tonight And close my eyes against the harsh light I am weary and my world is sad This wordly strife turns me to you Won't you just hold me tonight Though friends will fail you Or move far away We will always have each other In my love for you You've become my solace Your tenderness is my saviour It soothes each care Forever I'd remain in your arms Just to have you in my life

Exploration
The secret world of smooth warm flesh your graceful curves delight my eye they call my fingertips to explore them such a wondrous geography, paradise I ache to be your favorite native son, born to love each rise, and silken valley, humbly bow my head to drink so deep from your wellspring of sweet desire I long to quench my lusty thirst in you parched, like a desert nomad's throat dream of the day when you float above find sweet release, like clouds and rain your hands reach out, to take my face and pull me to your waiting breasts to suckle you long as a greedy child lulled by the music, of your hot breath your fingers plow furrows in my hair and trace my brow, fever flushed softly croon song of love to me need binds me tight to your side do you feel me throb so deep inside? a counterpoint to your rolling motion? my growling voice echoes in the room your name kisses my lips and tongue trembling thighs, so graceful spread heaven's gate open so wide

Recipe's
Tempura Batter Ingredients: 3/4 cup Clam Broth 1 1/4 cup Sake 1/2 tsp Sugar 2 1/2 cups sifted Flour 2 cups cold Water Egg Yolks 1 /4 cup Soy Sauce 1 quart Vegetable Oil Directions: Mix the batter with the exception of the oil. Dip seafood such as shrimp, halibut, scallops in batter and deep fry in hot oil. Fry until lightly browned. RATINGS AND REVIEWS PRINT RECIPE 3 x 5 | 4 x 6 | FULL PAGE COOKING FORUM Tempura Batter #2 Ingredients: 3/8 cup Flour 1/8 cup Cornstarch 1/4 tsp Baking Powder 1/8 tsp Baking Soda 1 Egg White 1/2 tsp Salt 1/2 cup Water 1/4 tsp Garlic Powder 1 tsp Parsley 1/2 tsp Paprika RATINGS AND REVIEWS PRINT RECIPE 3 x 5 | 4 x 6 | FULL PAGE Directions: Combine all ingredients in a large bowl and mix until well blended. Dip fish fillets in flour and coat each side,

Fubar Lover Application
~*~FILL THIS OUT TO APPLY TO BE MY LOVER~*~ *You* Name: Age: Birth Date: Height: Weight: Muscular or Scronny?: *What You Think About Me* Whats the most attractive thing on my body?: Am i good looking?: On a scale of 1-10 what would u rank me?: Do u wanna kiss me?: Do u wanna have sex?: Would u ever go out with me?: Would u ever cheat on me?: Have you ever cheated on anyone?: Have u ever helped anyone cheat?: What do u like most about me?: *More about You* Whats your favorite color?: Chevy or Ford?: What stores do u shop at?: Do u like Abercrombie?: What kind of Music do u like?: Whats your longest relationship?: Why'd it end?: Would u get me presents randomly?: Would u love me?: Do you like me b/c Im beautiful or am I beautiful b/c u like me?: Would you ever surprise me just so u could see me?: What kind of car do u drive?: Are u a flirt?: Do u get jealous easily?: If I flirted with another guy, what would u do?: If any guy

Empty Arms And A Broken Heart
When I'm alone, and no one can see, Tears form behind my eyes, Every time you glance at me, A part inside of me dies Knowing it can never happen, Knowing it can't be true, Shatters my heart and my world, All I want is to be with you If I could just hold you, Just to know you're there, I would treasure that moment forever, Just to prove how much I care But I'm left with only a dream, Left to wander - I've played my part, I am all alone once again, With empty arms and a broken heart.

Love
You said the words I love you, But it is obvious things have changed. I said the words I love you, And my feelings are still the same. You said I'll love you forever, But forever wasn't long enough. I said I'll love you always, And I'll mean it forever. But I can not imply to you What that means, 'Cause your version of Forever Isn't what it seems, And my version of Always Seems like an unrealistic dream.

Iggy Pop-candy
Its a rainy afternoon In 1990 The big city geez its been 20 years- Candy-you were so fine Beautiful beautiful Girl from the north You burned my heart With a flickering torch I had a dream that no one else could see You gave me love for free Candy, candy , candy I cant let you go All my life youre haunting me I loved you so Candy, candy , candy I cant let you go Life is crazy Candy baby Yeah, well it hurt me real bad when you left Im glad you got out But I miss you Ive had a hole in my heart For so long Ive learned to fake it and Just smile along Down on the street Those men are all the same I need a love Not games Not games Candy, candy, candy I cant let you go All my life youre haunting me I loved you so Candy, candy , candy I cant let you go Life is crazy I know baby Candy baby Uou uou uou Candy, candy, candy I cant let you go All my life youre haunting me I loved you so Candy candy candy Life is crazy Candy baby Candy baby,

Forever Yours
Forever Yours Heart and soul Body and mind I will always be yours Till the day that I die Either by your side Or the back of your mind Forever I'm yours And forever I'll stay In my heart Always shall you be And shall my heart Yours to forever be

Heartache
Heartache Love surrounds me Yet only heartache follows me I have no love To call my own My friends are never alone For they have their loves Who are always by their sides And as for me I'm always alone For heartache is my love And misery my companion And in my foot steps Shall heartache always follow For I am destined To always be alone

Questions Inside
Questions Inside All these questions I have inside And not an answer in sight Why does it have to be this way? Why does it have to hurt so? I sit here and ponder And only wonder All these questions I have inside And not an answer in sight Why does it have to cause So much agony? But on the other hand, Causes so much happiness? Why can't we live without it? Why do tolerate the pain it can cause? All these questions I have inside And not an answer in sight

Lonely
Lonely All I want Is to be with you To feel your love To hear your voice To be surrounded By that comfort Of being with you All I want Is to be with you To feel your touch To be in your arms To be the one Who you love so All I want Is to be with you But still yet I am so lonely So cold So alone All I want Is to be with you I walk my path In this cold darkness Without you by my side And still so lonely All I want Is to be with you

Cold Darkness
Cold Darkness Alone I stand In this cold darkness With no one by my side No guiding hands No lingering spirit Just me and the darkness Where have you gone? Why have you left me here? I need you by my side In my heart And my mind I question your doings Why did you leave me? Why couldn't you stay? I need you by my side In my heart And my mind And alone I stand In this cold darkness With no one by my side And alone I shall stand Forever till you return

Torn Apart
Torn Apart I'm being torn apart From the inside out This pain I feel Is my breaking heart I can't decide Exactly what I want in life And it's hurting you Therefore hurting me I can't stand to see this way I wish I could choose I wish I could stop All the pain inside But wishes and dreams Have never Came true for me They float in my face And with only A whisper of breath Are blown away So far out of reach The pain inside Runs so deep Like a knife through my chest It continues to bleed The love runs Deep as well But the pain inside Is killing me I can't stand What I'm doing to you It breaks me More than anything

You, My Reason
You, My Reason You are the brightness That shines deep inside my heart The one thing that gives me reason To see tomorrow You are the hope That I have for the future And what's in store The feel of your lips Pressed against mine The warmth of your arms Wrapped around me The look in your eyes When you look at me and smile It is you The love of my life That gives me the reason To live my life

Eagerly Awaiting
Eagerly Awaiting I can only sit and wait Eagerly in earnest For that day to come When we finally meet The passion that will rise And the fires set ablaze The heat that will surround Shall be the love That is set free I dream of the day When our eyes shall see And our lips to taste Our hands to feel The love that burns Deep inside Raging and waiting to be released The passion buried Deep inside When we see When we taste When we feel The barrier sounding Shall be shattered I can only sit and wait Eagerly in earnest For that day to come When we finally meet

Fire Ablaze
Fire Ablaze There's a light in my eyes And a fire in my heart Since the day I met you I have been ablaze The passion burning Burning deep inside Longing for your touch The feel of your arms To look into your eyes And see the love A love I have longed And waited So long for Burning deep inside Waiting to be released Waiting for you To come along And light the spark That set it ablaze And found at last The man who had Had that spark in his hand And has set me ablaze

Help, For I Am Alone
Help, For I Am Alone The past haunts me The present pushes me And the future evades me I'm reaching for the future Trying to move on But the past is holding Holding me back I can't move on The memories They haunt me Causing my future To evade me The present is pushing Pushing me onward But the pressure is too great The past is still fresh And holding me back I'm trying to move on And be done with past But I am alone And therefore cannot succeed I can't do this on my own I need the help The help to forget And put it all behind So that I may find What within the future lies With you by my side Perhaps I shall succeed I might get by And put it all behind Help, for I am alone

The Nothing
The Nothing I look out in the darkness But all I can see Is the nothing The nothing that surrounds me I can hear the voices Voices of the unknown They come and go Some are happy Some are sad Some angry Others just don't care I can feel their presence As they surround me And wrap me in their embrace They pull me closer And I feel their emptiness And I feel their pain I look out in the darkness To see if I can find This presence that lingers And stays by my side These voices that whisper And this pain that I feel I want to know who And I want to know why I reach out To see what I can find But to no avail I feel nothing but the cold There's no one there Not a soul to be found I look out in the darkness But all I can see Is the nothing The nothing that surrounds me

Crushed
Crushed You took my heart And you held it in your hand You told me you loved me And wanted to be with me But with one squeeze You showed me the truth You were lying Leading me on You crushed my heart With all your lies I trusted you And you tore me apart I guess I'll never know What true love is I thought I loved you But you deceived me And proved it wasn't true You took my heart And held it in your hand And with one squeeze You crushed me to death.

On Your Own
On Your Own I'm sick of playing this game I sick of all these lies I'm done I quit I'm tired of being broken I want to be whole I'm sick of being led on With nowhere to go I want out of this game This stupid Painful game Called love I'm tired of being used Sick of being Being the backup plan In case she goes wrong You could turn to me Well that shit hurts And I'm sick of this game I'm out I quit I'm not playing anymore You lied too many times And kept too many secrets You chose to push me To the side And keep me in the dark Well I'm in the light now And your plan Just went up in flames I'm out And you You're on your own

Willing, Yet So Scared
Willing, Yet So Scared I want to give Give my heart to him But the fear of pain May be too great I try so hard But I'm still soo scared Scared of the past And what could Happen again I want to trust I want to love I want To give it all again The pain of the past Has yet to heal My heart Is still in pieces Is he willing? Are you willing? To put me together again? So that I may Give my all Once again Without the fear Of the pain I want to feel The love again The happiness The joy I want to share With him What I hide within I want to be The one he loves I want to be The one who loves him I want to share my life And be with him But I'm Willing, yet so scared.

Too Great
Too Great I'm running and running With nowhere to hide I can't find an escape The pain is just too great I just can't handle it no more I want out I want to be free The looks The laughter the jokes It's all too much anymore The pressure to be Who you want Me to be I just can't take it anymore I'm sick of this life I'm sick of this place The pain and the pressure Is just too great. I just want to escape.

Written
Written I turn the page And look at whiteness So clean So fresh A chance to start over new To turn a new leaf To rebuild the destroyed But as I look at the page It grows dirty No! No! Please I want a new start! I cry out in pain As my life is written for me What happened To come what may? And living in the moment? My life flashes before me And I look again at the page What once was white Was now black My life has been written for me But I want to change But can I change what was written?

Bright Unknown
Bright Unknown Out of the darkness And into the light I stepped from the The dark world I called home Into the bright unknown Where I hide my eyes Till I can see All the beauty That surrounds me The trees The birds The plants The animals All of these Wonderful things they call life Like a newborn child I stumble around In awe of what surrounds me In this bright unknown This world I have never known Till now When I stepped out of The darkness And into the light These things that surround me Come at me left and right I can't take it all in I can't breathe This beauty This wonderful, amazing Beauty And then you have me And I stop And wonder Where do I Come in play? Where do I fit in In this wondrous world? Beauty? Me? I can't imagine why Or where Or how? How does a creature like me Fit into a world like this? So filled with beauty and bliss This perfection Oh how I would mar it And I wondered this As I step

The Key To My Heart
The Key To My Heart The key to my heart You held in your hand So bright and shiny So smooth and clean You decided to use it And see what lie within But wait—the pain! You've turned it too far You expected too much And pried too hard You pressed and pushed and pulled And filled me with agony The lies you told me And filled me with Have all come to light When you turned that key too far Wait, there it goes You've shattered my heart The key to my heart Now I hold in my hand Is dull and dingy And so rough and dirty Covered with blood From the pain you caused me With the key to my heart.

Light In The Distance
Light In The Distance Off into the distance I see a light A light that shines brightly Guiding my way in the night In this dark desolate place That I call home Maybe one day I'll reach that light And step into the bright unknown But until that day I wander in the darkness alone With no one by my side And no one in thoughts A lonesome I shall be Till I walk into the light And see the one Who shines so bright

I Just Called To Say I Love You
STEVIE WONDER LYRICS "I Just Called To Say I Love You" No New Year's Day to celebrate No chocolate covered candy hearts to give away No first of spring No song to sing In fact here's just another ordinary day No April rain No flowers bloom No wedding Saturday within the month of June But what it is, is something true Made up of these three words that I must say to you I just called to say I love you I just called to say how much I care I just called to say I love you And I mean it from the bottom of my heart No summer's high No warm July No harvest moon to light one tender August night No autumn breeze No falling leaves Not even time for birds to fly to southern skies No Libra sun No Halloween No giving thanks to all the Christmas joy you bring But what it is, though old so new To fill your heart like no three words could ever do I just called to say I love you I just called to say how much I care, I do I just called to say I love you And I m

Whine Fest
So I have had a rough couple weeks so I am going to let a little out. I have been married for almost 9 years and from the moment I met him he has lied to me and cheated on me and even been a bit abusive. So he left Dec 07 for Iraq and shortly after being gone I found out he was cheating on me before he left YET again. So after 5 of my friends were killed in Iraq I found this out, not only did I have to deal with the lose of my friends and my marriage, I was let go of my volunteer position taking care of the soldiers and their wives because he was cheating ON ME....make sense to anyone else cause it don't to me. So we seperated last Feb. when he came home in April for his 18 day leave I tried to give him a shot to fix things and he ended up getting drunk and trying to kill me. SO I called it over. He is suppose to be back in a couple weeks and he wants another chance--NO WAY IN HELL---I already told him no. SO I met someone and he has been the world to me, although we haven't met

Hearts
My heart is filled with wonders I smile when I think of you My little soul takes flight and flutters Whenever you pass me through I heart the sound of your mesmerising voice I heart the smell of you I heart the way you look in my eyes I heart you, and only you My words may seem a little naive My lips are frozen, they cannot speak My body shivers just seeing you here And yet you are just a fantasy You cannot be mine because you don't heart me Though I wish and wish that we are us Still your heart belongs to another she Yet I pray you look my way And maybe you'll heart me back

Let It Be
When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me, speaking words of wisdom, let it be. And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me, speaking words of wisdom, let it be. Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be. Whisper words of wisdom, let it be. And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree, there will be an answer, let it be. For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see, there will be an answer. let it be. Let it be, let it be, ..... And when the night is cloudy, there is still a light, that shines on me, shine until tomorrow, let it be. I wake up to the sound of music, mother Mary comes to me, speaking words of wisdom, let it be. Let it be, let it be, .....

I Am The Walrus
I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together. See how they run like pigs from a gun, see how they fly. I'm crying. Sitting on a cornflake, waiting for the van to come. Corporation t-shirt, stupid bloody Tuesday. Man, you been a naughty boy, you let your face grow long. I am the eggman (woo), they are the eggmen (woo), I am the walrus, goo goo gajoob. Mister City P'liceman sitting Pretty little policemen in a row. See how they fly like Lucy in the Sky, see how they run. I'm crying. I'm cry, I'm crying, I'm cry. Yellow matter custard, dripping from a dead dog's eye. Crabalocker fishwife, pornographic priestess, Boy, you been a naughty girl and you let your knickers down. I am the eggman (woo), they are the eggmen (woo), I am the walrus, goo goo gajoob. Sitting in an English garden waiting for the sun. If the sun don't come, you get a tan from Standing in the English rain. I am the eggman, they are the eggmen, I am the walrus, goo goo gajoob g

Whats Right And Just
I was raised that when you make a promise to someone you do everything you can to make it happen. As I grow older I wonder if that is actually a good thing. I am left in a state of confusion, If I do something to help someone it is said that God smiles on that. Though I wonder if what I did to help someone was something God says we shouldn't do does he still smile on us? Is it ok to hurt someone that is hurting others? I know the law punishes violaters, but when there is no law except that of the Lord, is it ok to save others by destroying what is hurting them? I am Roman Catholic, I have read the history of my religion. From Moses and the Ten commandments to the birth of Jesus, From the Crusades to the Templar Knights and the Illuminati. I have seen that many horrible acts have all been done for the belief it was the right thing to do. Am I as my fore fathers and doing things that I believe are necessary and right no matter how bad the means. So I am left bewildered to how far you can

Failed Glucose Test !
I got a call from the Dr today that I failed my 1 hour glucose test and need to come in tomorrow at 8 am to take a 3 hour glucose test!!! So I might have gestational diabetes :( That might explain why the baby is so big. I hope I pass the 3 hour test tomorrow...

Novel [part One]
She raised onto the balls of her bare feet and brushed her lips across his jaw. The secent of him filled her head and heart, and she opened her mouth and kissed the side of his throat. She heard the harsh intakeof his breath next to her ear. She ran her hand across his shoulder and down his chest to feel his heart. It pounded beneath her touch, and she raised her face to his and gave him a teasing kiss that left his his mouth chasing hers until he could take no more and raised a hand to the back of her head to hold her against his mouth. Then he drove in and gave her a hot, wet kiss that made her insides tumble. She took a step back and raised gaze til it met his. She lifted a hand to the front of her blouse and slowly unbuttoned it and let it slide to the floor. His gaze followed her hands to the snap of her jeans. She popped the snap the lowered the zipper tooth by tooth. His gaze turned so hot, she was surprised her pants didn't catch fire as she slid them down her legs. Her pan

It's Been A Long Time
It's been a long time Since we've seen eachother's Eyes. I forgot how deep they Dwell into my soul. Knowing my every thought Before my mouth can speak it. It's been a long time Since we've touched. Oh, the shivers. The tingle in my heart. Between my theighs....sigh. It's been a long time Since we've spoken. Forgotten that sound... The sound of Ireland. Deep and heavy. How it easily pleases me Or frieghtens me. Please speak agian! It's been a long time Since I've run my fingers Through your long dark hair. Watched your eyes go Wickedly wild. The need pumping through Your veins. It's been a long time Since we've smiled. The one thing that Always brings me up Instead of tareing me down.. It's been a long time.....

Untamed Mind
She lies in her bed as her mind wanders Trying to keep her heart at bay She silently wishes for a change Her heart so mangled She can no longer open it Keeps it hidden not letting herself get to close She quietly wonders if he will break her spirit And leave the ashes of her burning soul behind She is defeated Already torn to pieces As she lies here hushing her untamed mind She cant help but slip back into the darkest corners of her mangled heart Remembering the others that came before Each stealing a piece of her Each taking a part of her But never returning the pieces or parts they stole She fears the ending of it all As she worries he will take her last piece and leave her nothing left to give.... Her walls have been invaded but not yet broken She must guard this last piece of her heart with all she has left Give it to him she has but with the means to take it back No longer a tame kitten with a heart of gold Replaced by a tiger with a broken mind and a lone

I Hate Everything About You.
Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Every roommate kept awake By every sigh and scream we make All the feelings that I get But I still don't miss you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Only when I stop to think About you, I know Only when you stop to think About me, do you know I hate everything about you Why do I love you You hate everything about me Why do you love me I hate You hate I hate You love me I hate everything about you Why do I love you

Happy Anniversary Whoopie
Making Whoopie Is Celebrating 1 Year On The Fu! Everyone Should Come & Rate Her Pics & Stash I Would Love To See Her Become A Prophet! Throw Her Auto 11's And Lets Help Her Get There. What An Anniversary Present To Give eh? imikimi - Customize Your World! So Click Below and Lets Get Her To Prophet Whoopie! For Those That Do Not Know Whoopie, I highly suggest to take a moment to get to know her. She is the most wacked out crazy lovable woman I know her to be. Yet She's Caring, Nurturing and Is A Real Woman! And You'll Love her for those reasons alone just as I do! (¯`♥Măkïn ŴhººPïé♥´¯)aka DemonAngel#6~Owner of Radissongirl~Club United Member@ fubar Whoopie I Love Ya So Much Sweet heart, I'm truly honored to Call You A Friend.

For Sumone
you say you love me.. yet you make me wonder you say you care .... yet you make me wonder you say you will always be there... yet you make me wonder i wonder why you love me... i wonder why you care i wonder if you will always be there.. i know i love you .. yet i make you womder i knwo i care for you .. yet i make you wonder i know ill always be there for you.. yet i make you wonder ever wonder y we do this to each other ever wonder y we love each other ever wonder why we care for each other maybe its just beacuse

Stupid..
I'm in a long distance relationship. Communication has been lacking lately and i just feel like i'm not important enough to her. I feel like I'm just going to be kicked to the side, and that i'm undeserving of her time. I try to stay in contact more, i switched hours at work to allow for more time, then i fell ill and ive been sleeping odd hours lately, missing times to talk, missing her... and the nights i did stay up and wait for her to come online, or talk to me from pc-to-pc, she fell asleep and didnt bother to wake back up for me. It was an accident, she says, but it happened so many times it felt like i just didn't matter.. and i still don't feel like I matter to her. I want this to work, but the more time goes by, the more i feel like i have little to no importance in her life even though i can't help my heart chose to give itself to her. I honestly don't want anyone but her, but I'm tired of hurting and feeling alone without her. I think i'm just stupid..

So Called Friends
It is sad that when I have rates I try to give atleast 500 to a thousand rates to a friend with their auto 11's on. Everyday I rate a new friend with them on not just for me to benefit but for them too. Yet here I have to beg and plead for help with mine. Well, Guess it's house cleaning time and there are gonna be some changes. I am going to eliminate some of these so called friends today...... "BYE BYE"

Trying
I tell this person who I so terribly want to be my signifigant other that we're drifting apart, and she doesn't show concern. So a few days and i mention it again asking for ideas on what we might do to reconnect.. she says she wants to be closer with no mention of how she wishes to accomplish it. So i mention it again today and she snaps at me, lunges down my throat. I'm sitting here and yelling "bitch" at my pc screen at her rude email, yet my heart has chosen her and will hurt if and when she decides to walk out my life because Im not worth it.. Damned if I try and damned if I don't. Hurt either way... I want to just bawl it all out right now in a drunken stupor.

01.22.09 - Nine Inch Nails - Wish (nothing More Fucked Up I Can Do)
SONG VERSION BELOW Wish - Nine Inch Nails VIDEO VERSION BELOW Wish - Nine Inch Nails LYRICS BELOW This is the first day of my last days I built it up now I take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away I put my faith in God and my trust in you Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do Wish there was something real wish there was something true Wish there was something real in this world full of you I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck, fist fuck Don't think you're having all the fun You know me I hate everyone Wish there was something real wish there was something true Wish there was something real in this world full of you I want to but I can't turn back But I want to

My Poems
my poems are more like inspirations that i have had and i have not sat down to write any new ones yet. i hope to write another one soon. there is someone that i care about dearly and i want him to know how much. i just have to let my body flow and then i can write one that he will appreciate. until then i can slowly write in my old ones if you all like my peoms let me know.

I Look Upon Her
Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsI look upon her face lying on my pillowLit by the light of my bedroom windowWrapped within my gently armsKnowing she will come to no harmI look upon her hair, soft and fairUnable to find the words to compareAnswers she has given me in times of painThat love and hope will visit againI look upon her lips, moist and redGiving me life when all was deadShe restored my heart when it was lostMelting what was covered in frostI look upon her breasts, firm and strongKnowing that love could not be wrongSlowly moving with every breathAlways knowing she was not like the restI look upon her hips, round and smoothGently touching not daring to moveI fix the sheets with delicate careBut a gentle kiss is all I dareI look upon her face staring into mineFilling my body as if it were wineI close her eyes with gentle kissesFor she has answered all my wishes.

O.o
Saturday January 24th..Tired as hell got 3 hours sleep. Still waiting for Monday 5:50 EDT to finally be able to pick up my fiance Dustin from the bus depot. I wish I could speed up time. I will keep you all up to date on how things go when he move in with me. I love my southern hottie. See you soon Dustin. I love you with all my heart. *kiss*

People
why is it people assume that just becuz u added them to you friends list that u want to get with them. last time i checked my profile said looking for Friends. Not dating Not serious relationship no it says friends HINT HINT stop trying to hook up with me its getting old. And Guys get real most females don't want to hear how good u think u r in bed come on that just telling us that u suck and its not worth pursuing anything. like come on now get off of ur high horse and tell the truth it will get u much further with someone. And female stop thinking ur the shit and that ever guy out there wont's you cuz guess what 90% of them just want to f*** hint hint to u if they say things like ohhh im in it for the long hall after the first conversation yeah theirs the clue so do the world a favor and ignore them there would be a lot less drama in every one else life that u talk to and to everyone cheating isnt a good thing if u dont want to be with some one just dont be with them i look at

Coitus Coitus Coitus Coitus, 4 Coitus = 1 Dollar
I was just walking outside, from my building to the one next door, and as I approached the door a woman wearing a skirt used her left knee to open the door, coming out. She was on the phone and carrying something, and the glass doors are slightly tinted, so all that I saw was her left leg come across her right leg and push the door open. It was quite lovely. I didn't look at her face because I didn't really want to see what she looked like. The image reminded me of so many lovely women I've known or seen and never spoken to, and some whom I've had the pleasure of having sex with or making love to, or just seeing naked in a bed, crossing one thigh over the other with no sheets on the mattress and no other way to cover themselves, one hip rising, and legs crossing high upon the thigh, and their bodies become Victorian and you want to bury your head in the canvass. I'm not writing about this to sound perverted or sex-crazed, I'm simply praising the aesthetics of the beautiful

Almond Blue Cheese Fritters
INGREDIENTS (Nutrition) 3 ounces blue cheese 2 tablespoons heavy cream 1/4 cup slivered California Almonds 2 tablespoons coarsely chopped red bell pepper 1/4 cup flour for rolling dough 1 (15 ounce) package ready-made pie crust containing 2 pie crusts (Pillsbury®) 2 tablespoons slivered California Almonds oil for frying DIRECTIONS Blend blue cheese, cream, 1/4 cup slivered almonds and red bell pepper in a food processor. Sprinkle countertop with flour and unroll the two pie crusts. Cut 8 (2x3-inch) rectangles out of each crust. Place 1 tablespoon filling each on 8 rectangles. Cover them with the remaining 8 rectangles. Pinch small points in the corners, middle and ends to seal the edges. The packet will have 8 small points. Press the remaining 2 tablespoons almonds onto the top of the fritters. Heat oil to 350 degrees F and fry the fritters one at a time for about 1 minute or until they are golden. Drain on a plate lined with paper towels.

The Pain I Promised You
This is the lyrics to a song I wrote. you got me runnin, hidin, I'm gaged and I'm bound and then you kicked me and left me to bleed on the ground ya want my money then honey, then you go away and when i'm achin to see you, ya say go away. I'm willin to take your tourtued love I'm willin to keep my head above the hate your drowning me in cause your gettin under my skin the pain you promised me..ugh, love ya got me bleeding from your whips and chains and ya keep on playin these foolish games I'm gettin sick and tired of all this abuse cause next time its my time and this ain't no rouse I'm willin to take your tourtued love I'm willin to keep my head above the hate your drowning me in cause your gettin under my skin the pain you promised me..ugh, love now this time I ain't gonna be so nice I'll put your fingers in a vice I'll knock you down on your knees then make you say "PRETTY PLEASE" this time its mine, tatterd love. I'm willin to take your tourtued

Nice Products.......show Them Luv
HERE ARE SOME OF THE ITEMS MY FRIENDS HAVE IN STORE WEB SITE WILL BE SET UP IN A COUPLE OF DAYS __GET YOUR VALENTINES GIFTS HERE BELOW ARE SOME REAL ITEMS I HAVE IN STORE AND MANY MANY MORE(CLICK ON ANY OF THE BELOW PICTURES TO GET TO THEM.. (repost of original by '¢@NDLΞ M@NN' on '2009-01-26 13:42:48')

Creative Illusions Studio "photography & Modeling"
Creative Illusions Photography & Modeling Here at Creative Illusions Photography we focus on capturing your inner desires through artistic and creative photography. We specialize in high quality professional photography without the high price. Photography: Portraits, Glamour, Fashion, Artistic, Boudoir, Events We also offer Model "Representation - Promoting - Booking - Portfolio's" Are you an amateur seeking to get into modeling, let us help you get your start. Digital Art: Background Changes Digital Enhancing Fantasy Art Backdrop Changes Custom Screen Savers,Wallpaper

Please Keep My Nephew In Your Prayers This Next Week
For some of who that has had prayed for my nephew last year thank-you he has came along way and now its coming time for his 2nd surgery on his heart next week on Feb.4th he is 1yr old now there is a updated pic of him on file.

Love You !!!!
Dang the sun; dang this day An' I'm just tryin' to stay outta your danged ol' way To heck with this; to heck with us An' shoot if I'll ever look back on where I've been Shoot if I'll ever give away my heart again Love you, love this town; Love this mother-lovin' truck that keeps breakin' lovin' down There's only one four-letter word that'll do: Love you Love your cat; love this house Well, I can't believe myself that I'm lovin' gettin' out Love talkin'; love fightin'; Thought of never seein' your lovin' face There's some words that some words just have to replace Love you; love this town; Yeah, I'm sick an' lovin' tired of all your lovin' around There's only one four-letter word that'll do: Love you Love you; love this town; Yeah, I'm sick an' lovin' tired of all your lovin' around There's only one four-letter word that'll do: Love you Love you; love this town; Love this mother-lovin' truck that keeps breakin' lovin' down There's only one four-letter w

A Marine!
A Marine! Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Marine is a Marine all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Marines are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants something i

Chocolate Eclairs
CHOCOLATE ECLAIRS 2 boxes of 8 oz vanilla instant pudding 1 16 oz container of cool whip 1 container of chocolate cake icing 1 box of regular graham crackers Mix pudding according to directions let sit in freezer for 5 minutes after pudding has set mix in the whole container of cool whip into pudding, then in a separate dish layer graham crackers then pudding mixture,continue this until graham crackers is on top then top with chocolate icing let cool for 1 hour

What Is Love
we see it in the movies we hear it in the music but do any of us ever realy feel it is anyone so deeply touched that they cannot discard another I feel teh movies and I hear the words in the songs every word it touches me, torments me, I cannot bury it, I cannot hide it, and yet for her I remain silent, for her I walk away, It was my fault that we are where we are, it is my doing that put us here, if only I had told her everything from the start. As the cold winter winds blow and echo within the hoolowness that is now me, I can only remember with fondness and an ache the warm summer spent with her on the phone for hours on end, my lover my companion my best friend all gone only a memory. I hear the music and I feel the movies and I wish her well, I wish her health, I wish her peace, and I would and have traded my heart and soul to this end. The only truth I know anymore is that I love her as I have never loved another nor will. Everything happens for a reason, but for now I see now

Dating Personality Types...interesting!
Dating Personality Types Sherry..., you are a (Primary) BUILDER/(Secondary) director You are an executive. You are consistent, reliable, thorough and persevering. You can also be socially charming. So you are good at managing others at home and work, in your social circles, and in community projects. You are efficient too. You have high standards and take your duties seriously, focusing carefully and persistently on your assignments with sensible, concrete, tough-minded thinking and exactitude. You respect schedules, rules, routines and customs. Appropriate behavior is generally important to you. Yet you have a streak of the independent and innovative thinker. As a result, you have a good balance between conventionality and originality. You are also a good leader. You are direct, analytical, and skeptical, as well as emotionally contained and clear headed. You acquire the perks of rank more easily than most. And you handle your possessions gracefully. You also enjoy t

Dark Fog
I jump out the window, Without thoughts to return. I won't live my life, Getting things I don't earn. I've cheated my way, Through my whole life. Now I walk in the woods, Thinking what to do with this knife. Should I cut through my flesh, And bring my world to an end? Should I just turn my back on my future, And leave behind all my friends? I ask these questions, But I don't know whom. My shameful past will still torture me, My shameful name will be carved in my tomb. I do not regret, The things that I've done. Because I'll do them again, And from these facts I can't run. I want to see my blood. I want to see my smile. I still ask myself, Why I walk this lonely mile. A handful of complaints, Pointing at all of you. I don't understand, What makes your joy true. I'm watching myself go crazy, I know I'm turning insane. I still don't try to change, I guess I'll always be the same. Some people go outside, And all they see are cars. They don't care who's dri

First Enrty
I have known about Fubar for some time. I am glad to join because I love all the things one can do here and the people you can meet. My blog will cover current events, sports, movies, books and music. I also look forward to reading the blogs of my friends and fans as much as they enjoy reading mine.

Fuck My Ass
Now here is a lounge that rocks the casbah.. only one thing a co owner since day 1 of me being in there has pulled the hate game.. so you know what you will be a lounge that looses true blue people because of this type of thing.. its like that old lady at the job you just started that is so afraid of loosing it she will go above and beyond to make you wanna leave because it is her whole life. now i did not do a thing to make her dislike me she targeted me i guess because i talk to people.. people like this should not have authority.... so i guess i am not in with the basement part of the clique.. i have only one thing to say I bid a farewell to it because i have not the time to be hassled when i am just trying to get my grove on.. oh yeah and fuck you with a chainsaw zombie cunt.

Tom Waits Lyrics To "fumblin' With The Blues" (one Of My Favorites)
Friday left me fumblin' with the blues And it's hard to win when you always lose Because the nightspots spend your spirit Beat your head against the wall Two dead ends and you've still got to choose You know the bartenders They all know my name And they catch me when I'm pulling up lame And I'm a pool-shooting-shimmy-shyster shaking my head When I should be living clean instead You know the ladies I've been seeing off and on Well they spend your love and then they're gone You can't be lovin' someone who is savage and cruel Take your love and then they leave on out of town No they do! Well now fallin' in love is such a breeze But its standin' up that's so hard for me I wanna squeeze you but I'm scared to death I'd break your back You know your perfume Well it won't let me be You know the bartenders all know my name And they catch me when I'm pulling up lame And I'm a pool-shooting-shimmy-shyster shaking my head When I should be living clean instead Come

For All My Friends
Hi to all my friends It has been awhile...Alot has been going on in my life. I got married and now I am no longer married. I am happy with it and doing good. And My grandpa has past away. It has been two weeks and we miss him but we know that he is in a better place and when this life is over we will see him again. Thank you all for being my friends.

Something I Wrote In 2008.
Emotional turmoil casting an evil glow on reality The devil himself standing in my path No way to escape the agony of history Am I the only one whose changed my ways Shattered and cold in terrifying darkness This is my life Trapped in my head are thoughts of Live beyond these walls, prison inmate That’s how I live my life

Good English Toffee
Good English Toffee Original recipe by Carol Jensen 1 cup real butter or 1 cup canned butter (coconut butter doesn 't work) 5 teaspoons water 1 cup sugar 2 teaspoons vanilla 1 cup semi-sweet chocolate chips 1/2 cup finely chopped nuts, optional Grease a cookie sheet and sprinkle with most of the nuts. (I lined mine with waxed paper sprayed with butter spray for easy clean up and removal) In a 2 quart non-stick aluminum pan (or heavy pan like a pressure cooker) Combine butter, after and sugar. Bring to a boil and cook over high heat,stirring constantly,just until mixture turns golden brown. The vanilla will make it richer brown. This takes about 4 minutes from the time t starts boiling. Remove from heat and quickly stir in vanilla. Make sure you stand back becuse this will splatter and burn you. I use an 8 qt pressure cooker pot so it stays in the pot! Pour onto prepared cookie sheet. Wait one minute, then sprinkle chocolate chips over toffee. Wait anothe

Too Old To Love You Back...
This is a reply to Daisy... anyone who loves their teacher... comment it please?? lol Crimson cheeks when he smiles... Paralyzed with his eyes... Heart skipping when he says your name... Ridding you of anguish and pain... However, this is not right... are you sure it's love? Or is it a girly lust... for someone you cannot have.. I know this may be hard for you.. but he is not right... He is your teacher... full stop.. so please rethink your love life... The right person will soon appear... to take care of you.. You see.. love is a waiting game... he'll soon come along Trust me on this... he will make you happy... make you feel bliss So... don't worry about this teacher... it can't be something true... Because there's someone else - your age out there... waiting to find you...

Egos Or Alters?
I have been on this site before, a long long time ago, and I decided it was time to re-join. So much has happened, and I am so different. It is almost like re-inventing myself. A lot has changed on fubar. Is it me, or are there a lot more ego-centric people on here? It seems that all that matters is general consensus on whether or not you are popular on fubar. I am not here for popularity...although I think everyone likes it when people like them, and I'd be lying if I said I didn't like that. I am trying my hardest to associate myself with people who *seem* are honest, decent, and have a life outside of fubar, as I do. For me, coming on to fubar is more of an escape. I am not constantly on it, as I have a three-month old child I have to take care of, but an escape from reality. Will I put a NSFW folder up with pictures of my huge boobies? Hell yeah. However, you WILL NOT see me bitch about people giving me 1s, or who hasn't added me, etc. I'm not a c-drama whore. If you give

Telluride-nitty Gritty Dirt Band
Now the girls in telluride do it like this Cross their fingers when they kiss you Don’t say nothing behind your back And they don’t take nothin’ that they don’t give back Take the gold into telluride Work all winter in the tomboy mine Dreamin’ of what we’ll do When the snow finally ends And the spring breaks through We’ll load up the wagon & set the little one by our side Take the gold into telluride I’d like to lay you down on a cannonball bed Put a soft feather pillow down by your head Intertwine flowers into a maiden’s veil Wake you in the morning Now she’s wailing take the gold into telluride Ain’t nothing’ll stop an avalanche when it’s sliding Once the wagon starts to roll, you can’t turn the mule and the brakes don’t hold; You end up in the valley with the little one by your side Take the gold into telluride. Lace curtains for the windows, Dreams torn from a catalog page. We may wander where the wind blows You change your views but our love won’t c

Work
well well well, I'm at work...panhandlers are outside, with drunken people falling over themselves and shelves, while the addicts are getting mad at me for some crazy Copay they have and it's only $1.10....hmmmmm...yep, boring afterwards no one to talk to but to chuck crazy glue up in the ceiling and watch it hang there..I have to vacuum...right around in striaght circles..LOL, then the fun with counting down my Till...holdin about $800 and up in cash in my hands...whoohoo..can't wait for May to come around I'll be joining the Coast Guard giving them hell..=-)

It Matters
This is somethig /i wrote awhile back except for the 38 things part at the end but yea whatever. Why is it always when a guy says he cares 9 times out of 10 he truely means it but when it is told back to him he has a hard time believing it but devotes his whole heart to hoping that its true even if it aint meant to truely be? Why is it when a man is hurt he balls his eyes out after trying to act tough and realises he is alone? Why is it always when a man is afraid he confides in himself to find hope or an answer to get himself through? Why is it when a man cares he tries to show it but can never really come to terms with how he wants it to be done? Why is it that the simple words I Love You can mean so much to the mans heart and do so little to help but cause so much pain in a man if the words are broken? Why is man the one thats toyed with but yet called a dick if something even remotly similar is cast into play? Why is that if someone tells a guy something bad a

I'm Sorry
As I sit here and contemplate my life, I have one thing I need to say, I'm sorry. I'm sorry to all the women I thought wanted me, but didn't. I'm sorry I mistook your kindness for interest. I'm sorry I thought your flirting meant you liked me. I'm sorry I considered your questions to mean you wanted to know me. I'm sorry our relationship meant more to me than it did you. I'm sorry my feelings got in the way of your fun and games. I'm sorry my crush was just something cute to you. I'm sorry I assumed being there for you meant that you would be there for me. I'm sorry I wanted to be the one to take your pain away. I'm sorry I treated you like a princess compared to the jerk you really wanted. I'm sorry I loved to spend my time with you when you were just passing time with me. I'm sorry I believed you when you said you loved me. Most of all I'm sorry to myself for causing most of my own heartache.

No Regrets
Today my divorce to my wife of almost 8 yaers was finallized. No matter what problems we had, I have no regrets in marrying her and the time we had together. There were many good, fun moments along with the bad, stressful moments all marriages have. I hold no ill will towards her. I wish her nothing but happiness. I also look forward to the future and the adventures it awaits me.

Not Really The Same
Getting used to something then having it taken away. You feel like a kid at the candy store. The clerk giving you that candy bar. Then ripping it out of your hands, and telling you can't have it. That is what I got myself into. I got used to something and now it is gone. I used the analogy that I spoiled myself. A few weeks away from our vacation. But one thing is clear I learned from my past mistakes. I will just sit here and take the loneliness and shear boredom and twiddle my thumbs and wait for what I am missing. Right now the main thing I wonder why I wasted money for my new black berry. It will never get used going this way. Just something else that will sit in my room and collect dust. Like everything else that I own. Hoping to find something to make the time go quicker so I can get the hell out of here. At this point i just want to just leave my stuff and leave and just start over with absolutely nothing. Maybe that would be good enough. I have always lived with the fear th

First Of Many I'm Sure
One more cut on my already gaping heart slice again. I should be numb by now but still I feel that pain now and then make me beg for death with your sadistic mindset all alone in the dark maybe one day I can forget I don't know how to stop I bring this on myself I want to submit to your poison want to put you on a shelf right next to everyone who ever drove the knife deeper in my soul I don't deserve life why are you so hard to hate? Your venom running through my veins but still I fight hoping you'll release me from these chains I'm damaged don't know that I can be restored all I want is your affection sitting here so unexplored

Sting-desert Rose
I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in vain I dream of love as time runs through my hand I dream of fire Those dreams are tied to a horse that will never tire And in the flames Her shadows play in the shape of a man's desire This desert rose Each of her veils, a secret promise This desert flower No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this And as she turns This way she moves in the logic of all my dreams This fire burns I realize that nothing's as it seems I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in vain I dream of love as time runs through my hand I dream of rain I lift my gaze to empty skies above I close my eyes This rare perfume is the sweet intoxication of her love I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in vain I dream of love as time runs through my hand Sweet desert rose Each of her veils, a secret promise This desert flower No sweet perfume ever tortured me more t

Isolectec
Some people love, And they know it's real. But me and some others, Don't remember how it feels. See, I'm isolectic, A very rare and unheard of disease. That when ever I see you smile, To me it is a tease. See, my neurons in my brain, They don't work at all. I lack of serotonin, Which means I have no emotions to fall. I can't feel happy, I can't feel shy. I can't feel sad, I can't even cry. Though, I wish I could cry, It would be such a relief. I would sell my life to the good, Just for me to be in grief. You might think it would be great, To not know how to love. All I can do is hate, That's all I receive from above. I can't feel emotions, Because my receptors died. Man, I wish this was all a dream, And I could wake up from this lie. But this is real, And it could never change. I need to face reality, I will always derange.

Regrets
In a few months I'll be 29. For a man of my age there are too many regrets. Some that go all the way back to when I was 14. When I was 14 I let the one girl I've always loved be "just friends" with me because of something neither one of could control. Now she is married with her second child on the way. At 19, I met this girl online in a chatroom. We talked for a couple of months and I ended up moving to Iowa where she was from. I was there a month and she told me she was pregnant, so we married the next day, which was October 30th, 1999, by the middle of November we was split up.Then on Thanksgiving Day she left me a voicemail telling me she was having twins. I've seen them one time, never touched them, never held them. After that, if I hadn't already learned my lesson I met another girl, from Iowa no less, who moved here. We fought constantly and one day I finally talked her into going back. She would use guilt to keep me with her till it came to the point it didn't work

Peppered Tequila
A new guy in town walks into a bar and reads a sign that hangs over the bar... FREE BEER! FREE BEER FOR THE PERSON WHO CAN PASS THE TEST! So the guy asks the bartender what the test is. Bartender replies "Well, first you have to drink that whole gallon of pepper tequila, the WHOLE thing at once and you can't make a face while doing it. Second, there's a 'gator out back with a sore tooth...you have to remove it with your bare hands. Third, there's a woman up-stairs who's never had an orgasm. You gotta make things right for her." The guy says, "Well, as much as I would love free beer, I won't do it. You have to be nuts to drink a gallon of pepper tequila and then get crazier from there. Well, as time goes on and the man drinks a few, he asks, "Wherez zat teeqeelah?" He grabs the gallon of tequilla with both hands, and downs it with a big slurp and tears streaming down his face. Next, he staggers out back and soon all the people inside hear the most frightening roaring and thumpi

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i'm doing this in the same color as the blog so i don't get much attention from it... i won't anyway cause none of u whores give a fuck. i'm always meeting people who don't give a fuck or totally nuts. Now i've met a girl that i like but she is totally nuts and everyone i know is telling me to stay away... But i'm so lonely i just don't want to be lonely anymore... i put on this face that i enjoy being single and alone but its all a mask just so you guys won't care i dunno what i should do anymore...

Sitting And I'm Thinking
Sitting and I'm thinking I'm sitting and I'm thinking I walk in the same circle I'm looking for some answers At witch the end I cannot find Days of stress are passing That doesn't have a charm At the end I got But how can I talk to you Lines without charm Words thrown into nothing I try to express my self The story without end The story in the wind Which I'm always hearing The story full of lies Of it I am tired I'd like to talk to you Forgiveness is to ask The cove please you close And let me go away From the river far Inside I'm very thirsty I'd like to hear your voice Just a word to tell me I'd like to tell the world That I miss you much I would like to love you Mine to be forever Copyright ©2009 Danny Ursoi

My Heartbeat
My Heartbeat A dedication to my son You're my heartbeat, my heart it self You're the reason I live today You're that angel that was always through my heart Cooling me down when I was hot Keeping me warm when I was cold Keeping me brave when I was scare Giving me joy when I was sad Making me happy when I was crying You're the beat of my heart, my reason for living You kept me going when I couldn't walk You helped me stand when my feet were tired I thank God for blessing me Giving me hopes, reasons to live for Strengthen my body strengthen my soul Blessed me with you my heart is now complete I love you my son you are my heart You are with me you are my heartbeat. LOVE DADDY! Dan Ursoi Copyright ©2009 Dan Ursoi

Stranger Than Fiction
Five Finger Death Punch It's stranger than fiction How you've decayed It must be so lonely Lost within your ways You're born alone, you die alone The rest is your's to fill the gap The world goes on without you here Adjust or just collapse Is this what you wanted to be Alone standing by yourself Is this all you wanted to be Or was that a cry for help By yourself, by yourself, by yourself Threw old grenades You throw in vain I can't believe you'd stoop so low Of all the things you took away I miss my mind the most Is this what you wanted to be Alone standing by yourself Is this all you wanted to be Or was that a cry for help By yourself, by yourself, by yourself Is this what you wanted to be Alone standing by yourself Is this all you wanted to be OR WAS THAT A CRY FOR HELP! It's stranger than fiction How you've decayed It must be so lonely Lost within your ways

Hypo Makes You High
What the fuck You dumb retard You fat fuck Full of lard Why we hate And why we fight Startles me All through the night Under my skin A river flows Full of chemicals In my nose Hypo now Dilating my eyes Under my skin That river cries What is on In my brain Here in my hand A Magic cane White lines, four lines In front of me What's that noise? Oh, just a flea Where are we How do we get to this place? Don't inject too fast It's not a race I bet you liked The patriotic part The one in this poem At the start Those who hate drugs Stop to read Drugs are great! They're what I need This high will last For a long time Hey look right there A friend with a dime If the cops come We'll run away If they do Then I guess we'll prey Hey you friend Let's roll one up Here's a blunt wrap Ashes in this cup My needle cries Seems filled with life My pain is gone No more strife Thanks to drugs I smile to my friend Then I start to frown When the high ends B

Isolectic
Some people love, And they know it's real. But me and some others, Don't remember how it feels. See, I'm isolectic, A very rare and unheard of disease. That when ever I see you smile, To me it is a tease. See, my neurons in my brain, They don't work at all. I lack of serotonin, Which means I have no emotions to fall. I can't feel happy, I can't feel shy. I can't feel sad, I can't even cry. Though, I wish I could cry, It would be such a relief. I would sell my life to the good, Just for me to be in grief. You might think it would be great, To not know how to love. All I can do is hate, That's all I receive from above. I can't feel emotions, Because my receptors died. Man, I wish this was all a dream, And I could wake up from this lie. But this is real, And it could never change. I need to face reality, I will always derange.

Loose My Soul
I feel upon me, The shadow of death. It shatters my life, It takes away my breath. I know it's too late, I know it is done. I cannot turn back now, I cannot start to run. I would smile, But I'm too weak. I share with you, What I speak. Blood falls to the ground, I no longer feel the pain. What has gone through my head? I am turning insane. There must be something wrong, Now look what I've done. I've ended my life, I will no longer have fun. The shadow of death came upon me, So now I must go. I fear nothing but the darkness, As I loose my soul.

Life
Life is to short, grudges are a waste of perfect happiness, laugh when u can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change, love deeply and forget quickly, take chances, give everything, and have no regrets, life is to short to be unhappy, you have to take the good with the bad, smile when your sad, love what you got, and always remember what you had, always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes, but never regret, people change and things go wrong but always remember that Life Goes On!

Shit I Hate!
Crystal Meth Poem! You may or may not know me. I destroy homes. I tear families apart, I'll take your children and that is just the start. I'm more precious the diamonds, more valued then gold. The sorrows I bring are a sight to behold. If you need me I'm easily found I'm all around you in every city and every town. I live with the rich I live with the poor. I live down the street even next door. I'm made in a lab just not the kind you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. I can be made in the closet or in the woods. If this doesn’t scare you to death it certainly should. I have many names but one you'd know best My name is Crystal meth. My powers are awesome just try me and see. Try me twice and your soul will belong to me. Once I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie You'll do what it takes just to get high. The crimes you'll commit for the high and fame Will be worth millions once I get in your veins. You'll lie to your mom and steal from you dad, When you see their tear

The Bs With This Site
Someone please explain to me ..... because FUBAR can't .... I read my email and it tells me I have comments from friends on Fubar ... but when I sign on .... there's no comment. In my Bar Tab box .... it says friends left me comments .... but they're not there. I had a friend send me 5 drinks .... I sign on .... the drinks are in my email but NOT on my page. I don't get it ..... I have pictures that are NOT nsfw .... and they are just gone ~ POOF! I didn't delete any pictures! This site seems to suck worse with every passing moment.

Busines All The Time
Ok, so here I am another day tryin to earn another dollar. Workin on this new business thing, tryin to get everything goin so people can buy my stuff. Sewin capes and such, figurin out just how make all the things I want to sell. And so far only have 2 sales.... grrrrr. I just want to have some more money comin in, need to support the fam and all. So I'm gonna keep workin at it, and prayin every day that people come check out my website http://whitefireclan.com and start buyin stuff. I mean we have it all... candles any way you want, bath salts custom made, capes, cloaks, altar cloths, tarot cloths, etc. Please, please people come buy things. Lots of love.

Poker Night Pt2
I took hold of the waist band of her panties and slowly pulled them down. Her pussy came into view and the other guys actually applauded. As I said earlier Suzy has sandy blond hair, and it was very obvious that it was her natural color. I pulled the panties down to her ankles and she stepped out of them. Suzanne was just standing there, naked. Bill still had the bra, so he and I started discussing how we would work this. After a few seconds, Suzy told us to just get this over with. I said okay, and told her to get down on her hands and knees. Suzanne started to move and then stopped and asked why she needed to get into that position. I told her that since I had the panties and Bill had the bra, we needed access to all the good parts. On her hands and knees, I could get to her bottom half, and her tits would be hanging down wonderfully for Bill get at them. Again, I don't know if it was the alcohol, or just that Suzy was so overwhelmed by the situation. Either way, she actually said

Closet Drinking
no more for me man. I got a little out of control last night. Thank god I didn't do anything I majorly regret. Might have sent an email or 2 that now I kinda regret but lets face it when haven't I done that. I seem like a stalker but fuck it.

Big Pickle(a.k.a Bro)
Born in 93’ Bouncing baby boy. He was my brother. .Michael. Baby blues Curly blonde hair… With a little button nose. I love him, I was his favorite, My only little brother. He came to me for advice on life But To my sister for advice on clothing. He tried to act like a tough guy But was really sensitive on the inside. School he does not like For he Trails in my footsteps Making it hard for him to be seen As none other than “Claudia’s little brother” Divorce has caused separation and I it’s hard. I miss him so much. A different person he has become, He’s heading down he wrong path. I want to save him So I pray. All that’s left is to wait, Wait for him to listen, Wait for him to make the right choices. You can do it bro I have faith in you. And please remember I will always love you!

Wat To Belive
you say you love me... yet you tell her that too you say you want me... but do i know for sure you say need me.. yet you still look at her thatway how can i be sure of where i stand how can i be sure of what i am to you i know i love you i know i care for you i know i want you i know where i want you in my life i know where i need you in my life just let me know where i fit in yours love you me

Wishing On A Star....
Have you ever laid on the ground gazing upon the vastness of space and chosen one single star amongst the many and wished for someone whose name you may not even know yet? I think many of us have, or have at least thought of the idea. We wonder if there is truly someone out there that is made especially for us. Could there be another person wishing on the same star, at the same exact moment? That feeling of having a soul mate out there. Someone that is just for us and no one else and then wondering where and who they are in the world. But what is a soul mate? What constitutes someone actually being the other half of your eternal soul? I cannot answer that question first hand, because if I do have one I have not found her yet. But I do know what I think that person would be to me and vice-versa. Maybe one day soon I will blog as to what I believe a soul mate is lol, but for now I am going to leave it at this.... If you have found your soul mate...Cherish them on this Valen

Mind Control = Money
Drones and clones line up in rows to purchase cups of homemade lemonade...what they dont know is the ingredients from which this lemonade is made. I put in every thing that I could find, milk, urine, grime and slime. As they sipped this tasty treat, they danced and marveled as they would drink. Even though it tasted like shit, the TV commercial told them to do it, and so they did.

Fun
Thats right Baby! Im going to No way out this Sunday!!! the day after 2morrow... If ya all dont see me again that means 1 of 2 things.. I ran away wif da wwe and became a diva.. or I over powered Jeff Hardy and I Am sitting In jail awaiting Kidnapping charges..... Anywho.. I will have kick ass picks Im sure nect week!

More Holes? Lol
I just put four more holes in my ears tonight, lol.. My mother is here and she wants me to put a ring in my nose...lol... I bought died when she said that, anyways I'm a little fuckered up at this point to make sure I didn't feel shit when doing it but to me it's just pain in which I love....(((tee hee)))....

Help A Fat Boy Out
COME AND CHECK OUT THE BEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR.. HEAR SOME GREAT TUNES AND HANG OUT WITH AWESOME PEOPLE!!! JUST CLICK ON THE DOGG TO GET TO $$THE DOGG HOUSE$$!!!! PSST TELL EM WEEZY SENT YA!!!!!I GET 5,000 FU-BUCKS FOR EVERYONE WHO TELLS EM I SENT YA

Find Out How Many People On Here Is We The People.
The Congress majority party is aiming to turn this country into something I did not agree to defend. HERE WE GO......... RE: HR 45 This is the first bill introduced in the House that mandates licenses for all firearms owners... http://frwebgate.access.gpo.gov/cgi-bin/getdoc.cgi?dbname=111_cong_bills&docid=f:h45ih.txt.pdf You will have to carry a photo ID firearms license. A training class is required in order to be licensed. Disclosure of your storage method is required for license. A thumb print is required for license. Every sale must be recorded by the federal government. If you move, and don't tell the Attorney General within 60 days, you are a criminal. If a firearm is stolen and you don't report it, you are a criminal. There will be no grandfathered firearms. If you do not obtain a license and report every (qualifying) firearm you currently own, you are a criminal. All handguns and rifles containing ammo-feeders, e.g. magazines, clips, etc, are "qualifying" firearms

Cancel Your Credit Cards!
I literally went through a similiar situation like this when my Dad passed away. People out there in this Corporate world can really be idiots! ENJOY! Cancel your credit card before you die.........(hilarious!) A lady died this past January, and Citibank billed her for February and March for their annual service charges on her credit card, and added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00 when she died, but now somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank. Here is the exchange : Family Member: 'I am calling to tell you she died back in January.' Citibank: 'The account was never closed and the late fees and charges still apply.' Family Member: 'Maybe, you should turn it over to collections.' Citibank: 'Since it is two months past due, it already has been.' Family Member: So, what will they do when they find out she is dead?' Citibank: 'Either report her account to frauds division or report her to the credit bureau,

Pineapple Seafood Bowls
Pineapple Seafood Bowls Ingredients 8 ounces rock shrimp, cleaned 8 ounces bay scallops, cleaned 1 pound cod, cut into 1-inch pieces 3 large fresh pineapples 1 (13.5-ounce) can lite coconut milk 1/2 cup chopped fresh cilantro leaves, plus more for garnish 2 teaspoons Thai seasoning Directions Set up the grill for direct cooking over medium heat and oil the grates. Skewer the shrimp, scallops, and cod on separate skewers and grill until just cooked through, about 3 to 5 minutes. Set aside. Cut the pineapples in half. Scoop the flesh from each pineapple to create a bowl, leaving the bottom portion in each pineapple bowl to hold the coconut milk mixture. Reserve the removed pineapple flesh. Wrap bottoms of the pineapple bowl with a double layer of heavy-duty foil. Cut the reserved pineapple into bite-size pieces, discarding the hard core. In a medium bowl, combine pineapple, coconut milk, cilantro, and Thai seasoning. Fill each pineapple bowl halfway full of c

Romance Story
Our lives went different ways, our lives weren't the same. I loved her and she loved me, but that was not enough, other forces decided to intervene. We had to leave, say goodbye. It hurts deep down and I will never forget that last night we had together. "We laid down, holding hands, knowing it will never happen again for many years, whispering 'I love you'.On both sides of the bed, clenching our hands, foreheads touching, knees resting side by side. Looking into her eyes, never before has mind been so full of thoughts yet silent at the same time. Stretching out necks, we began to kiss, tears running down my face. Wanting to hold her so badly, reaching my arm and drawing her close to feel her warmth, her breath, her heart beat, her skin, her essence. Sucking up all i could for this is a night that may remain in my mind for... forever. Our legs crossed and entangled. Our arms wrapped and met its twin around each other. Holding firmly and gently and sweetly.My mouth wandered, kissing

My Widget 2 Share
Since im using livejournal at the moment to post some of the new stuff im working on, this widget is great to keep up on the latest stuff I got going on, plus you can add it to your own page if you would like. =) The Widget can be adjust it but for now by default its transparent so it should blend in nice with any background you got. -If your the model and your link is missing from the post contact me so i can set that up for you.

Dear Momma Dln
When I was young me and my mama had beef Seventeen years old kicked out on the streets Though back at the time, I never thought I'd see her face Ain't a woman alive that could take my mama's place Suspended from school; and scared to go home, I was a fool with the big boys, breakin all the rules I shed tears with my baby sister Over the years we was poorer than the other little kids And even though we had different daddy's, the same drama When things went wrong we'd blame mama I reminice on the stress I caused, it was hell Huggin on my mama from a jail cell And who'd think in elementary? Heeey! I see the penitentiary, one day And runnin from the police, that's right Mama catch me, put a whoopin to my backside And even as a crack fiend, mama You always was a black queen, mama I finally understand for a woman it ain't easy tryin to raise a man You always was committed A poor single mother on welfare, tell me how ya did it There's no way I can pay you back But the p

Prison Sex
It took so long to remember just what happened. I was so young and vestal then, you know it hurt me, but I'm breathing so I guess I'm still alive, even if signs seem to tell me otherwise. I've got my haaands bound, my heeead down, my eyyyes closed, and my throat's wide open. (Do unto others what has been done to you. 2x) I'm treading water, I need to sleep a while. My lamb and martyr, you look so precious. Won't you, won't you come a bit closer, close enough so, I can smell you. I need you to feel this, I can't stand to burn too long. Released in this sodomy. For one sweet moment I am whooooole. (Do unto you now what has been done to me. 2x) You're breathing so I guess you're still alive even if signs seem to tell me otherwise. Won't you, won't you come just a bit closer, close enough so I can smell you. I need you to feel this. I need this to make me whole. Release in this sodomy. For (I am your witness that blood and flesh can be trusted

Heart Shaped Ice Cream Sandwich Cookies
Valentine Day Treat! Ingredients: 1 recipe Butter Cookie Dough (read below) 3 or 4 drops red food coloring 1 pint ice cream or frozen yogurt, any flavor (Its good to have a heart cookie cutter for this one!!) Method: Prepare cookie dough; mix in food coloring. Cover, refrigerate until firm (about 4 hours or overnight). Preheat oven to 350 F. Roll dough on floured surface to 1/4-inch thickness. Cut out cookies using cookie cutter. Place on ungreased cookie sheets. Bake 8 to 20 minutes or until cookies are lightly browned around edges. Remove to wire racks; cool completely. Remove ice cream from freezer; let stand at room temperature to soften slightly, about 10 minutes. Spread 4 to 5 tablespoons ice cream onto flat side of half of cookies. Place remaining cookies, flat side down, on ice cream. Press cookies together lightly. Wrap each sandwich in foil; freeze until firm, about 2 hours or overnight. Makes 6 to 8 cookie sandwiches. ***But

Why My Poems/songs Have *
So just some background into why my songs and stuff have an "*" at the start. A long time ago,I was on a poetry site,and some of my stuff got stolen..and rewritten as theirs. So,I started putting "*" at the beginning,and the copyrighting it. It was easy to pick mine out,mine had *. It's stuck ever since.

*these Shivers
Here it goes I can feel it coming on again I'm starting to shake I'm begining to fade I don't know if I can Hold on much longer My knees grow weak My impulses grow stronger As my eyes dialate You try to help me But it's too late Someone help me out of this state I'm so tired Of waking up like this Never knowing where the end is These shiveers never go away Never go away I'm so tired The air in my lungs expire I need to find a way To make myself okay Can someone help these shivers go away? And this time I'm blacking out again I'm losing control Will someone please hold my hand? When will I shake this When will I make it better I'm tired of losing memory You think I'm strong but I'm not It takes everything that I've got To not give in again Someone help me.. I'm so tired Of waking up like this Never knowing where the end is These shiveers never go away Never go away I'm so tired The air in my lungs expire I need to find a way To make mysel

A Christmas Present/poem
What Jay Mathews means to me... J- is for the joy you bring into my day. A- is for the amazing friend you are. Y- is for your friendship everlasting. M- is for the memories we share. A-is for the acceptance you give me. T- is for the times we share. H- is for your heart of purest gold. E- is for you eyes so blue. W- is for the warmth of your smile. S- is for the sexiest D.J. in the universe. This is what Jay Mathews means to me!!!

You
Your eyes, your lips Your gentle fingertips. Your smile your laugh The way you take up on my behalf. Your touch your scent. To me you're heaven sent. The way I feel Is so unreal. No words can say How you make me feel each day. You are a nlessing in disguise. Oh how you opened up my eyes. I have never be treated so sweetly Or understood so completely. You make me happier than I have ever been You make me laugh like I haven't since I don't know when. You

As I Lay Me Down To Sleep
As I lay Me Down to Sleep I think of the prayer my mother used to recite Whenever I was scared in the still of the night She would comfort me with words O’ so kind Praying for protection for body soul and mind But now I am cast out into the darkness For I followed the call of sin that harkens Transformed forever into something hideous Ensnared by deceit O’ so insidious I have lost the beauty of my youth All because I foolishly strayed from truth Now I have no-one to comfort me in the dark Now my souls fire is loosing it’s spark

If I Could
If I Could Watching the last bits die now Right before my eyes As my water losses it’s flow And the river of my life dries I thought I knew Love I can’t remember what it is to smile I have lost the taste sweetness Now everything tastes like bile What I would give up For one touch of your hand Just one last time My Love Before all the beauty becomes bland If a heart dies alone How long before another notices? If the body just walks the earth With a shattered soul in pieces What’s to stop it from fading to black If the will is lost in despair If what little strength is drained And a feeble mind no longer cares Then what’s to stop my death? Since I have cut off the world So into my darkened corner I dissolve Into a little ball I am curled Stuffing all the pain down Since there is nothing left that is good I know I should release myself I don’t know If I Could

Stinkfist
Something has to change. Undeniable dilemma. Boredom's not a burden anyone should bear. Constant over stimulation numbs me But I would not want you any other way. Just not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said, I don't want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive. Finger deep within the borderline. Show me that you love me and that we belong together. Relax, turn around and take my. I can help you change tired moments into pleasure. Say the word and we'll be well upon our waaay. Blend and balance pain and comfort deep within you till you will not want me any other way. But it's not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said, I don't want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive. Knuckle deep inside the borderline. This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to. Relax. Slip awaaaaaaaay. Chupa minha pica pichu Chupa minha pica pinto Something kinda sad about, the way that

I Will Follow You Into The Dark
DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE LYRICS I Will Follow You Into The Dark Love of mine some day you will die But I'll be close behind I'll follow you into the dark No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white Just our hands clasped so tight Waiting for the hint of a spark If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black And I held my toungue as she told me "Son fear is the heart of love" So I never went back If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark You and me have seen everything to see From Bangkok to Calgary And the soles of your shoes are all worn down The time for sleep is now I

Silvergun Superman
find you in the dark read you like a cheap surprise without shame sell me out, and frame your name I can hear when the pig whispers sweetly jealousy is the weapon you kill me keep a dime for a truth you might tell you toed the line, and I know it was mine couldn't hide, write a wave, ride a lie let me know, can I friend ask you why? rolling back the days with my friend I love to play the "little one" superman with silver gun I can hear when the pig whispers sweetly jealousy is the weapon you kill me keep a dime for a truth you might tell wait for me, take a dive take a piece of my life (leave me numb) wait for me, tell a lie, try to take my life (leave me numb) wait for me, take a dive take a piece of my life (leave me numb) close to me, and I'll leave you numb

California Girls
Well East coast girls are hip I really dig those styles they wear And the Southern girls with the way they talk They knock me out when I'm down there The Mid-West farmer's daughters really make you feel alright And the Northern girls with the way they kiss They keep their boyfriends warm at night I wish they all could be California I wish they all could be California I wish they all could be California girls The West coast has the sunshine And the girls all get so tanned I dig a french bikini on Hawaii island Dolls by a palm tree in the sand I been all around this great big world And I seen all kinds of girls Yeah, but I couldn't wait to get back in the states Back to the cutest girls in the world I wish they all could be California I wish they all could be California I wish they all could be California girls I wish they all could be California (Girls, girls, girls yeah I dig the) I wish they all could be California (Girls, girls, girls yeah I dig th

First Or Last
I'm as good of a man as they come. Don't lie, Don't Cheat,Steal or Hurt anyone unless they hurt someone I love. My last GF, stole from me, cheated on me, lied to her family about me when I broke up with her. Still I give her a chance, I get in a car accident on my way and can't make it. Haven't heard back from her in over a week and don't plan on it. She lived off me for 4 years. Never worked a day and yet I get burned. Oh, If your wondering? She would beg me to stop, she could take no more from a great sex life so that's not the problem. What happened to good guys? Rich Dorks!

The Essence Of Beauty
Beauty is just a word until its essence is captured within the confines of something or someone and presented to the world to be seen. Then it becomes a reality and something of value and meaning. The essence of beauty is not captured in the outer appearance of a person, but the inner layers that lie within. Essence: the nature or being of anything; a substance extracted from another without the loss of the qualities of the original Beauty: loveliness; elegance The essence of beauty is found in the nature of person. They share that beauty when they extract the elegance or loveliness from within and present it to those around them in such a way that it does not lose its original qualities.

Why Do Woman Act Childish?
Why is it woman complain about not having a good baby father..but yet the father is trying to be in his child life but the mother aint letting him. I mean dam he is always asking to come see the child and is always buying stuff for his son but you wont let him see his son or give the stuff to you for the child. but yet she complaining cuz he dont do shit for the child..thats exactly why men dont want to take care of theyre child because of woman like that. Woman need to grow up and act like a mother. I know it aint all woman who are actin like that. and that there are men out there who aint tryin to do nothing for theyre child. but woman need to realize when a man is tryin to be there. because if you dont you will end up like the woman i no..being taken downtown for a custody battle over a 1 year old boy. i dont understand how a mother can put her son threw all this just because ur baby father moved on to somebody else that u dont like..i mean come on u moved on so y not let him..

Maybe
Maybe Maybe you could take a lil' piece of my pain Maybe you can make it all feel the same Maybe you can burn this night in my brain Maybe you can find someone else to blame For all this pain… Maybe Maybe you could tell me about your worst fear Don't say it out loud, whisper in my ear Ain't never felt nothing' like this here Maybe you can see things a lil' more clear Dry away your tear I love you are just three words that are overused when we're talking Love and friendship, situations get confusing so often Maybe I should give this woman my name…a piece of my pain Maybe Maybe we can talk about all my dreams Watch them all come apart at the seams Sometimes when it rains it really teams Sometimes they cut diamonds with laser beams…..whatever that means I love you are just three words that are overused when we're talking Love and friendship, situations get confusing so often Maybe I should give this woman my time…that would be fine Maybe I love yo

?s Answer Ppm Or Coment
Would you? [ ] DO ME RIGHT [ ] Date me Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you like my body? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Beautiful [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute Would you? [[ With me ]] [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] MAKE LOVE 2 ME [ ] Go out Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes [ ] No Are you going to repost this so I can answer for you? [ ] Yes [ ] No see how well you know me This is just for fun....maybe.

Because You’re Beautiful
Because you’re Beautiful This poem’s addressed To you Because you’re beautiful No matter what You do Because you’re beautiful The sun rises Every day Because you’re beautiful The mist shrouds a Dreamy day Because you’re beautiful A blossom blooms and holds Its scent Because you’re beautiful Songs sung in your heart Are meant Because you’re beautiful Reflections shine And glint Because you’re beautiful Poems are written Heaven sent Because you are beautiful This is all that this Poem’s said Just in case you may have Any doubt This poem's heaven sent To tell you You are beautiful And that is what this poem Is about.

The Dummy
In that forgotten part of town Where wasted hopes and dreams abound, A wrinkled man with life near end, In hopes to have at least one friend, Fashioned bits of wood and things And made a dummy run by strings. He sat alone for hours on end, Conversing with his only friend And found delight within the fact That he controlled it's every act. He told it how he never had A chance, since all his luck was bad Although he'd tried so to succeed - The dummy nodded and agreed. And how his journeys in romance Had never given him a chance, And wasn't it a crying shame That he was always held to blame When everyone knew, oh so well, That life is but a living Hell, Controlled by lust and power and greed? The dummy nodded and agreed. With patience that would rival saints, That dummy sat through all complaints And, with each little expert tug, He'd droop his head or bow or shrug And give some comfort to the man Who held his lifelines in his hand And helped to fill a lo

My Gift To You
I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Random Weirdness
D'OH I got tagged by HockeyBratt. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 I work for Citadel Communications as a radio announcer, producer & engineer. 2 I love camping (real camping, outdoors in a tent) 3 I have a beagle/boston terrier mix named Boggle 4 I am easily grossed out by bad oral hygiene 5 I love the show The Office 6 I miss Austin 7 I use to live in Malibu, CA 8 I HATE lima beans 9 I am a hopeless romantic 10 I was the lead singer for a western swing band for several years.

Untitled
so close yet so far you know who you are I've only known you for a little while but it seems like forever could it be where so much alike? or just a dream come true? you seem too good to be true a dream that seems like it'll never come around but i know in time it will i feel so close to you..... i thought of so many ways to end this poem now but just couldn't think of one i wish this poem could last forever but i can't write that long so goodnight to you and see you soon

My Wish Is You My Wife
When you want to hold someone close to you So badly and you don't know why You begin to wonder what your going to go through To do what you wish and want to do, You get cold and daze away Because your heart stops under pressure With all those feelings to weigh With all those feelings you wish to say, You could stare at them for hours They just might not get the hint But what you wish to be yours Seems to be behind those closed doors, You want to hold her hand You want to lay in the cold mornings sand You want to watch the shooting stars You want to share each others scars, You wish upon every star Hoping that it will always be true Then finally she asks what you wish on every star Then finally you say "Baby my wish is you"

Couldn't Live Anymore
Bloody floor Crying eyes Broken heart Tired of lies The blade at her side Lying on the floor Thinking of him People banging on her door He lied and said he loved her Said that he really cared Where was he now??? Exactly. He wasn't there She didn't think he would break her He made her believe every lie She couldn't believe he was one of them A stupid, heartless guy She imagined what he'll think When he finds out it was his fault Would he cry, would he care That her life came to a halt?? He knew that she had loved before And been used and thrown away He promised not to do that to her But with her heart, she did pay Confused, she didn't believe it He knew what he wanted before He broke her in too many places And now she couldn't live anymore.

Committed Suicide
They all stand around her gravestone Tears pouring from their eyes Thinking about what they could've done While whispering their goodbye's There was the best friend Who went into depression She wished she could've helped With her friend's suicidal obsession Next, there was the boy who loved her Who tried to hard to make her happy And knowing that he couldn't help Made him feel really crappy Then there was the family Who tried to get her help They should've known it'd push her to the edge She needed to handle it herself Of course there was all the other people Who really didn't care They honestly didn't know Why they were even there Last, there was the boy she loved Who was the reason that she died For the first time he actually missed her Too bad she committed suicide

Mustangs
DO U OWN A BULLITT OR ANY OTHER RARE SPECIAL MUSTANG. IF SO I WOULD YOU TO SHARE PICS AND HEAR STORIES FROM YOU. I NEVER OWNED A MUSTANG AND NOW I AM HOOKED. I RACE AT THE TRACK AND SOMETIMES ON THE STREETS. I AM FIXIN TO INSTALL A ROUSH SUPER CHARGER TO PUSH MY 315 HP TO OVER 430 HP. IF THERE ANY IDEAS, MODS, OR ANYTHING U CAN THINK OF TO ADD OR SEND TO THIS BLOG, FEEL FREE. LIVE TO RACE AND RIDE FREE

Use Me
I REALLY LIKE THE WORDS TO THIS SONG>>>>Use me , By Digital Summer Just another touch of your skin makes everything ok. Just simple taste of your lips can steal my pain away. Every time that I look in your eyes I can see somethings killing you.So don't fight what your feeling inside cause I know you need this too.let me be the one you use.I' ll be your antidote you be cure on this cold and lonely night. Put our problems behind us and just for this moment pretend everything is alright. Let me use you and I' ll let you use me. Let me use you to forget these memories. I don't even mind that we hide somethings that are better left unspoken. Can't we just be selfish for one more night cause some rules were meant to be broken.I don't know how we got here But I know that I should'nt care and to spite what we are thinking wrong or right we both know that I should'nt be here tonight. But its worth a try I' ll be your antidote you be cure on this cold and lonely night. Put our problems behi

Poem
Is it even worth it anymore to care Do i just sit and wait Should i agree that life is not fair Do i have the strength I wake up to a empty bed,that side is bare I slide away, without a glance I slide your picture down as not to stare I think there is a chance Someday my heart will heal, tears will dry For now i can not forgive I refuse to give up, I will always try Today i just try to live Your name, from my lips,cant not be spoken I shudder and shake My eyes, tears running, wide open Cant reap the heartbreak Someday my heart will heal, tears will dry For now i can not forgive I refuse to give up, I will always try Today i just try to live written by: me

People Helping People
This girl, Renee, celebrates three years of sobriety. Renee, 3 Years. from To Write Love on Her Arms. on Vimeo. I really wish everyone realized that help is out there... that all they need to do is want it and reach out and someone is going to grab that hand and want to help. As alone as people think they are, there's always people who will be there for you.. people who will want to help. Sometimes they can even be strangers. This just got me thinking about people in my life who thought they were alone.. and because of that, weren't strong enough to want to be helped. It's tragic. It's amazing how one helping hand can change a life... how just listening to someone talk about their feelings and fears and problems can make this huge impact on their life. I also find it fascinating how having a conversation with someone who has been through a similar situation can really help you deal with it. Talking about each of your experiences and just relate to one anot

~dreaming Awake~ Poem For Shelly And Pale
so we meet again yet this time your not in a dream for all the nights i lay awake thinking of this moment a single kiss to tell our story...i could not have dreament this moment true...our hearts touching so amazing im enamored...tonight my dreams will be with and about you...

Un Amour Mort
Roses will die Smiles will fade Graves are dug In them, bodies are laid All things die But not all dead things live They leave to soon Without time to forgive But when things are dead That's how they stay It can be love, a heart But, it will always stay that way So take my hand As our dead love is born For at this wake There is no need to mourn

Four Positions For Better Sex
Of course you want a steamier sex life -- but there is more to it then candlelight and lingerie. There are actual tried-and-true methods for getting better stimulated and having the Big O. So, get ready for hotter sex with suggestions that will surprise and thrill your partner. Modified Missionary You've probably tried the standard missionary position before. But many women complain that they cannot achieve an orgasm with the man lying on top. This modified version should take things up a notch: Lie on your back and put your legs over your partner's shoulders. This is a good position if you need clitoral stimulation in order to orgasm, and it is a nice way to begin to experience building a G-spot orgasm. He'll have a lot of control over stimulating your G-spot, and you can play with your clitoris to have an orgasm. Mouth and Finger, Yum! Many women have an easier time achieving an orgasm through oral sex than with intercourse. And since we can only assume that your p

100 Sexual Questions
ok everyone if you dare take this sexual questionnaire of 100 questions! Copy and paste this email into a new email , add your answers and repost it! Enjoy! = )~ 1. what's your first name? Missy 2. male or female? female 3. how old are you? 36 4. what country or state do you live in? Illinois 5. would you say your straight, gay or bi? Bi 6. describe what you look like physically: I'm 5'2 Blonde Hair , Blue eyes , BBW 7. ok now how many fingers? Wow, stretched or un stretched? I can accommodate 3 fingers before it gets painful. 8. if you haven't told us already girls, what's your breast size? 38DD 9. how big are your nipples, and are they pink or brown? my nipples are big, and they are pink. 10. what's your favorite part of your body? My lips , My tongue and My eyes..of course! 11. what's your favorite body part on the other sex? Ass and Nice Chest 12. what's your favorite place on your body to be kissed? Lips, Neck and Ears

Rainbow Kisses To My Love
Droplets of moisture elopes with every single kiss luminous colours convey, fortifying hearts encrust Illusions defined by lover's realm of the perfect soul mate as rainbow kisses pour down upon the lips of silent caress Multicoloured emotions of pure sweet devotion with fervid displays, accumulating my love in the perfect way Glittering sparkles of light shading vigorously through the night as her intense connection, flutters my hearts pure affection Totally mystified by each kiss erupting in emotional tides while rainbow kisses collide producing the ultimate ride A passionate collaboration, painting immense divine flirtation underneath our fortress of love, we share our rainbow kisses

Survey Whoring
ntroâ€‹ duce yoursâ€‹elf?â€‹ hi im april It's Thursâ€‹day at noon,â€‹ whereâ€‹ are you usualâ€‹ly?â€‹ same damn thing Do you watchâ€‹ MTV? nope How do you feel aboutâ€‹ your hair?â€‹ i likes it Do you have piercâ€‹ings?â€‹ just ears Tattoâ€‹os?â€‹ nope Do you get alongâ€‹ with your sibliâ€‹ng(â€‹s)â€‹ ? yup What time do you get up for work/â€‹schooâ€‹l in the morniâ€‹ng?â€‹ i dont have to worry about it Last two numbeâ€‹rs in your phoneâ€‹ numbeâ€‹r?â€‹ 72 Favorâ€‹ ite numbeâ€‹r?â€‹ 7 Do you like rolleâ€‹r coastâ€‹ers?â€‹ yes indeed!! Do you have to sleepâ€‹ with sometâ€‹hing?â€‹ i sleep with my blanket and pillow so yeah Last misseâ€‹d call?â€‹ my bro Last receiâ€‹ ved call?â€‹ unavaliable Last diallâ€‹ed call?â€‹ the cab company Ever had someoâ€‹ne fall in love with you? nope its not fun when you do it and it dont come back to you What are your plansâ€‹ for todayâ€‹ ? go to bed sometime What do you like to do afterâ€

Sex In Public?
1) Is thereâ€‹ someoâ€‹ne on ur top frienâ€‹ds u wouldâ€‹ like to have sex with?â€‹ oh boy no comment (2) Sex in the morniâ€‹ng,â€‹ afterâ€‹noon or nightâ€‹?â€‹ why not all day? (3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?â€‹ yes (4) Have you ever takenâ€‹ your clothâ€‹es off for moneyâ€‹?â€‹ yes (5) Showeâ€‹r or bath whileâ€‹ havinâ€‹g sex? ive done both (6) Do you want someoâ€‹ne aggreâ€‹ssiveâ€‹ or passiâ€‹ve in bed? depends on whose turn it is (7) Do you love someoâ€‹ne in your frienâ€‹ds list?â€‹ yup (8) Love or Moneyâ€‹?â€‹ love screw money (9) Crediâ€‹t cardsâ€‹ or cash?â€‹ i dont have credit cards duh (10) Have you ever wanteâ€‹d a best frienâ€‹d?â€‹ um huh (11) Campiâ€‹ng or a 5 star hotelâ€‹?â€‹ camping!! (12) Whereâ€‹ is the weirdâ€‹est placeâ€‹ you have had sex? public (13) Wouldâ€‹ you shaveâ€‹ your entirâ€‹e body (â€‹incluâ€‹ding your head)â€‹?â€‹ for why? (14) Have you ever been to a stri

.stuff.
Ahhhh, Its Friday bitches. Tonight, I'm going out with the girls. Yay. For once I don't have to drive, lol. Going downtown to Club Ice, April has the hook up for VIP. Or should I say she is fuckin the guy that works in VIP. LOL Anyway, I've made my mind up and pretty sure I'm moving back to Georgia in July. Adam and I are going to get an apartment together. I'll probably wanna kill him in like 2 weeks of living with his smartass lol. Love me. Lil Wayne in like 3 weeks!!!!!

Mickies Words
Candle light glessining. Soft romantic music playing endlessly.The touching of fleash. The taste of you lips. Passion I feel you obsorbe. You feel it! Thoughts , wishes,and dreams we know,suddenly change. We see eachother and fall deeper, But only one question remains? The future!

Entry One
Hello anyone reading. It was said that "When the people fear their government, there is tyranny; when the government fears the people, there is liberty. Thomas Jefferson .... That is forgotten today largely due to a watered down, mind numbing media presence, and the people that have power and money who control that media. I will not live afraid of someone with a badge and a gun, enforcing laws that are in place to opress the poor, and control the lower class. We have the power, disagree? I would argue that the day is fast coming when our working class, (which has been silenced, pushed, broken, and made invisible, by our government) have collectively had enough, and stand against that money, that power, that corruption . we do make a difference, but only if we all are heard. SO make some f**king noize already. KMKSRH free the plant

Animated Paw Print Tats By Me
Here's my newest creation I just created as my friend Ashley is the model here as am saying if you want one please feel free to ask as I can do it to any picture of your choice on any part :) I hope yous are having a great even here thanks for opening and reading as I Love doing for my friends

Positive Change
Well it’s 2009 and new year and like most everyone else I hope for this to be a better one than 2008 and all the others that have come to pass. Most people set New Year’s resolutions and usually they are the same ones year after year because these goals never get met. Well I am no exception to that, I always say I’m going to lose weight and I have yet to do so, well this year here’s to positive change, I have tweaked my resolution from losing weight to just making a better me in general. So far things have went ok, I haven’t really put any effort into turning the tides if you will so it’s time to start, no time like the present lol. As many of you know I have been suffering from depression most of my life and especially scene my father’s death in 2005, I have finally sought help and hopefully am dealing with my depression. It won’t be easy I’m sure and I know the pain of what happened will never go away but perhaps through therapy and medication I can once again know what it feels l

Finally
AS I WALK IN THIS WORLD WITH MY MIND FULL OF THOUGHTS . IT HITS ME ! WHY DO I PONDER THE MEANING OF LIFE ? WHY DO I NOT FEAR LIFE BUT FEAR DEATH? LIFE IS THE HARD PART RIGHT ? YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO WALK , LEARN TO TALK, LEARN TO READ AND WRITE. YOU HAVE TO BE TAUGHT HOW TO BE A MAN YET YOU FIGHT THE ONE TEACHING YOU ALL OF THESE THINGS. YOU FIGHT TO GET AHEAD IN THIS LIFE . YOU FIGHT FOR LOVE HONOR AND RESPECT. YOU FIGHT TO GET AHEAD IN THE BUSINESS FIELD . YET TO BE BOUGHT OUT BY SOME EVIL CORPERATION. TO BE PUT BACK AT THE BOTTOM . YOU FIGHT YOUR LOVE ONES . YOU FIGHT WITH YOUR KIDS. YOU FIGHT FOR LIFE AND IT NEVER ENDS. YOU FIGHT THE CANCER TILL YOU HAVE NO MORE WILL. YET WHEN IN DEATH YOU HAVE NONE OF THIS TO FIGHT . YOU ARE AT PEACE WITH YOUR DEMONS , AND AT PEACE WITH YOURSELF . YET WE FIGHT NOT TO HAVE THIS . WHY? DOES ALL THIS FIGHTING WE DO CAUSE THE DEMONS THAT WE ARE SCARED TO FACE ? OR ARE THEY ALREADY THERE? I KNOW MY OPINION MEANS NOT MUCH TO ANYONE BUT I FEEL I MUST SAY T

New Update
My great nephew was suppose to get his 2nd heart surgey on Feb.4th the postponed it to March 11th He had his checkup which went well the doctors had to test him with some kind of blood thinner to make sure he wasnt allergic to it.Please keep praying for him the prayers are helping.He'll be 1 yr on March 25th

Please If You Can, Help Me Live!!!
This is A TRUE STORY. PLEASE PASS IT ON!!! > > My name is Chris, > I am three, > My eyes are swollen. > I cannot see. > > I must be stupid, > I must be bad, > What else could have made, > My daddy so mad? > > I wish I were better, > I wish I weren't ugly, > Then maybe my mommy, > Would still want to hug me. > > I can't do a wrong, > I can't speak at all, > Or else I'm locked up, > All day long. > > When I'm awake, > I'm all alone, > The house is dark, > My folks aren't home. > > When my mommy does come home, > I'll try and be nice, > So maybe I'll just get, > One whipping tonight. > > I just heard a car, > My daddy is back, > From Charlie's bar > > I hear him curse, > My name is called, > I press myself, > Against the wall. > > I try to hide, > From his evil eyes, > I'm so afraid now, > I'm starting to cry. > > He finds me weeping, > Calls me ugly wor

Sex Signs
January is the first sign in the zodiac, and it's a fire sign and a cardinal one too. Perhaps it comes as no surprise then that this sign is the most forward of forward when it comes to sex.. Plenty of it is required, and the more exotic and 'dangerous' the better. Arians feel the urge to make love in the most unlikely (and frankly uncomfortable!) places, just 'because', especially if the risk of someone catching them at it is high - that just adds to the excitement. Alternatively, some (but a minority) of Arians live quite happily without any sex at all - the two extremes of the spectrum, because extreme is something Arians do well. Sexually experimental, the Aries woman is very oral, and also has a deliciously wicked sense of humour with which to charm her man both before and after love-making. Aries man is equally open-minded, but sometimes has a hard time being faithful. Naturally impulsive and often reckless, this sign above all others needs to be careful with sexual health. Tauru

Public Display Of Affection
Sitting waiting, anticipating for that moment In time when our eyes lock, caught up in The stare of heated passion…. At that moment I feel the burning sensation, Waiting for your touch, hands burning Up and down my sides touching me right Through to my soul… I am burning for you, every ounce of my Body tingling, waiting for the explosion of Your touch, your taste, your smell… Our eyes meet, I am hypnotized your Glance as you make your way over to me… I am numb, leg buckling, heart beating.. Ears Echoing so loud, I cannot hear a sound… Our lips embrace, so soft so moist, our tongues Do the dance of love, fiery hot sensations run Down my spine, cannot wait another moment, I need to make you mine… In the dark corner of the room we float, our Heavenly gaze never broke…Mind racing., Imagination flowing.. Hands running up my skirt, hands running Down his waist, I can no longer anticipate, Warm loving juices flow, at that moment I Don’t care who know

Shinedown
A little more than life's been a wasting, Since you ran away, Nothings changed. So stick together, it won't last forever. Why is there so much pain? I can't explain. This war I fought without you. It's all in my head, well step aside and succumb. The last time was free, Yeah... Give up the times are never gonna change. I made up my mind, I still feel the same. Release me from a life full of pain. Shine down your light on me. One million short of a billion. I can't speak if you won't listen. There's no one, no way I'm falling down without You here. Lift off the stain I wear and graph this state of Mind, Yeah. Give up the times are never gonna change. I made up my mind, I still feel the same. Release me from a life full of pain. Shine down your light on me. Give up the times are never gonna change. I made up my mind, I still feel the same Release me from a life full of pain Shine down your light on me.

Family
Family is about Love,Honor,and Respect,all 3,not 1 or 2.we may not always get along or like one another,we may disagree,argue,yell n call each other names,we may fight even fist fight on occasion,but,we always love n keep honor for each other,and we Don't disrespect one another,especially for an outsider.whatever the binds,whether blood,clan,or friendship this is what Make's us FAMILY.

A Road Walked...now A Mission
Growing up in the streets Getting by with what little food I have to eat Collecting cans from day to day Makes life sad in a way Hopeing for a bed to lay Hopes and dreams fade away Tired of this life Cause nothing good seems to come my way Start the hustle Game of life and death Jackin cars, Ring fightin, Getting cash Partying the night away. Playin' everything by chance Gettin' carried away in this life of sin Suppose to be a good role model To my youngest of kin Too late Followed in my footsteps, dancing this dangerous dance But he wasn't as lucky as I have been An amature mistake he did make He lay's in my arms, screamin', bleedin' His last breath escapes A pain that will never go away, Cause I am the one to blame. I shoulda said stay Said no I look up to the sky above There I see a lone dove Peace settles the ache within Starts to wash away my sin Simmering lights of hope It my choice to make it shine Here's my words for you They're taking on a

Wow......spotlight
WOW is about all I can say about spotlight!! First off I didn't really think I got it. I have been doing a daily bid right before I go to bed each night so as usual, Sat night I made my bid and went to bed....well, low and behold....I wake up Sunday morning and there I am!! Now PLEASE hear me out.....today was NOT all about me....it was about breast cancer awareness!! I know there are several cancer survivors out there in fuland....and I had a blast today meeting everyone. Let's all show support and love to all the cancer survivors!! Please bear with me as I greet and meet everyone...it may take a few days but I plan on speaking to every one of my friends!! If you have a special story you would like to share, please feel free to share anytime. (you can do so here, if you would like) I am open to talk to anyone.....reminds me I am not alone in this fight!!! God Bless you and good night! ~~smooches~~

Take Me There
There’s a place in your heart, nobody's been, Take me there. Things nobody knows, Not even your friends, Take me there. Tell me bout your momma, your daddy, your hometown, Show me around, I want to see it all, don't leave anything out. I want to know, everything about you THEN. And I want to go, down every road you've been. Where your hopes and dreams, and wishes live, Where you keep the rest of your life hid, I want to know the girl behind that pretty stare, Take me there. Your first real kiss, your first true love, You were scared. Show me where, You learned about life, spent your summer nights, without a care. I want to roll down main street, the back roads, Like you did when you were a kid, What made you who you are, Tell me what your story is. I want to know, everything about you THEN. And I want to go, down every road you've been. Where your hopes and dreams, and wishes live, Where you keep the rest of your life hid, I w

11-20
My dick is so big I'm already fuckin a girl tomorrow. My dick is so big ships use it to find their way into the harbour. My dick is so big there was a movie called Godzilla VS. My Dick My dick is so big it lives next door. My dick is so big I entered it in a big dick contest...it came in 1st, 2nd and 3rd My dick is so big it votes. My dick dresses better than I do. My dick is so big it has a 3 picture deal. My dick is so big that the head of it has only seen my balls in pictures. My dick is so big Henry Aaron used it to hit his 750th homerun.

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Let me softly touch you, And feel you close to me. Let me whisper I love you, so tenderly. I want to hold your hand, And look into your eyes. Let me sing a song of love to you. Please hold me close, And we can become one. Let my passion fill your soul, And give you fulfillment. I will let you shed no tears for me, I will always be there for you to love. Oh let us grow older together, And remember all the things we loved. Let us laugh each day as we go through life. Let each day be filling with no regrets. I can give this all to you, If you will let me into your heart.

Good Girl~
She clutched the small envelope between her fingers and stood at the door waiting for her taxi. The only information He'd given her was how to prepare herself - shaven, make-up, hair down and curly; what to wear - black corset, garter belt, stockings, 3-inch heels, miniskirt, no panties, and a short coat to cover her shoulders; and what to bring - toys, rope and other specific items. Her fingers toyed with the delicate collar around her neck. He'd called and said that He'd left a piece of paper in her mailbox with an address on it. She was not to look at it. Simply to call a cab and tell the driver that she'd give him the address when he arrived. She was nervous, but excited as well. Of course, walking around without panties tended to have that affect on her. She fidgeted and looked up and down the street. Flipping open her cell phone, she saw that it was 6:02 p.m. He'd told her to be at her destination by 6:15 SHARP, and that it would take about ten minutes from her house. "C

The R'lyeg Text
THE R'LYEH TEXT Hidden Leaves From The Necronomicon There's plenty of transcriptions of Liber Logaeth out there, but none of it's seque - "l The R'Lyeh Text". For this reason I have decided to upload my own transcription of the text, researched, transcribed and annotated by Robert Turner. The text below has been checked and any apparent mistakes or misspellings are present in the original edition (eg. Zkauba being spelled Zakubar). Phil Their Hidden Place I have seen much unmeant for mortal eyes in my wanderings beneath that dark and forgotten city. It is not the splendours of Irem that haunt my dreams with this madness, but another place, a place shrouded in utter silence; long unknown to man and shunned even by ghoul and nightgaunt. A stillness likened to millions of vanished years pressed with great heaviness upon my soul as I trod those labyrinths in terror, ever fearing that my footfalls might awaken the dread architects of this nameless region where the hand of time

Wow....just Wow!!!!
WOW WOW WOW that about sums up the spotlight afterglow. I was so blessed to get spotlight this past Sunday. It was not just me though...it was for my girlfriends too...VIVI, REEKA, & QUEEN COBRA. If you have not went and loved on them, PLEASE take a few moments and do so. They are amazing women. Each special in their own way but each strong because they have fought and are still fighting breast cancer. PLEASE go see them today!! I have not been online much this week cause we got snow on Sunday afternoon and Monday the kids were out of school....then I caught some stomach bug and was sick for a couple of days. I do feel better this morning and so far no bathroom visits for me...YAY!! I will be checking in with my new friends in the next few days. I was able to meet some amazing survivors the other day as well. I can't wait to chat with you all and be friends! We all need love!!!! Well, I am off now to start spreading some love....sipping on my hot tea and washing clo

Happy!!!
SO for yall who may have read my previous blog regarding my job heres an update. I was just told by the VP of HR that sometime today I will be filling out paperwork and being offered a permanent position here at the company. Not sure what my title will be or what exactly I will be doing (bc apparently it will be changing) but Im VERY HAPPY to have this finally happen!!!! GO ME!!!!

Escape International
Who Are We? We Love Network Marketing And The Opportunity It Provides People. Now We Are The Ones Who Are Going To Make It Mainstream. Some People Say "Network Marketing Does Not Work" ...We Are Standing Tall And Proving Them All Wrong! Escape International is a Network Marketing company founded by a talented individual with a tremendous bank of experience and integrity. We believe that because of our FREE startup model; coupled with the industries, products, and training that Escape offers; that we will one day have more Full-Time representatives than the largest employer in the world. Bottom Line: People Want Financial Freedom, They Just Need The Vehicle To Drive There! Our founder, David A. Rutz believed he could assemble the right team members who could develop that "escape vehicle". The result, Escape International, its executive team, and the field leaders. Escape is located about 30 miles from Downtown Detroit in Bloomfield Township, Michigan. Escape's Mission

You Said Forever -- Didn't You?!
Don't tell me that you love me if you don't mean it. Your just wasting my time and the air around you! You said forever, you said til the end. Now your looking at me with those said eyes telling me your sorry. Sorry for what...Destroying my dreams and raping my heart. Sorry for lying to me for how many years now? BS, I hear the words before they come out of your putrid mouth...You are an amazing person, its not you, its me, somethings changed and I just, well I'm just not good enough for you anymore. Again.. Bullshit! You want to cleanse yourself, do it with the piece of shit your with now, not with me. How could I have been so foolish to believe you for all these years. And all these years you have what.. Just been putting up with it. Just wasting my time? Yeah, blah blah blah...more crap. You really need to put a bucket under your mouth to catch that crap coming out of it. I wasn't sure what I would do when this moment came, but now I know. So I grab the

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I would give all I have to have you with me, To see tomorrow with you, To touch and hold the one thing dear to me, I would climb the highest mountains, I would swim the widest oceans, Closed my eyes and be blinded by your love, Trusting in you to lead my way, I would give all I had for you, To love you and be loved in return, To adore you, and be adored in return, I would give my all to be with you, To make the memories of yesterday forever, To see me and you in the future. Come whatever, I would give all I have for you, Lay down my life for you, To sacrifice my soul for your pardon, I would give all I have for you, Be it to travel to the ends of the earth, To catch the falling stars out of the skies above, I would give all, To hear you say the words I so needed to hear, The word that would heal my broken heart, The words that means all the world to me, To hear you say "I love You", And look into your eyes knowing you meant it, For I would give all I have i

Preface
Some of the things I will put in this blog I wrote some time ago and thought that I should keep them because they were written well. This blog contains sexual content. I struggled with creating this blog because there is a shy side of me that has stopped me a couple times. But this site seems to bring out the best in all of us so this blog will bring out the sexual side of me. Crazynormal!

1 Week W/out Caffeine
It's been a week since I had coffee or for that matter, ANYTHING with caffeine in it and I haven't killed anyone yet. I sure miss the exercise I was giving my wrist, elbow and lips by drawing that cup back and forth from the table. I haven't yet implemented the new routine of masturbating and reading the newspaper every morning..some things just can't replace the satisfying cup of joe in the morning!

Last Call Group
I see all these different groups. 2nd Alarm Hotties, Pussycats, etc. Thinking I need to create a group for men like me. The name: "Last Call Chubby" Comes to mind. hahaha Oh come on, that's funny, I don't care who you are!

Friday March6th 2009:wow
well after being almost violently sick last weekend, it took a whole week for my body to stop hurting, in other words when you toss cookies, throw up or whatever ya wanna call it lol, your muscles tense up..this i why you hurt afterwards...weak, shakey at most still a lil nauseated, any mention of salty foods or whatever starts the whole session over...this is how i felt last week, thinking it was food poisoning from bad Thai food i brought home, instead was stomach flu that hit me Sunday. Till now, i feel great still achey but great. ty for your reading lol

Sex Abuse Victim-cross Examined By Her Abuser...her Father
Speaking out against sexual abuse is difficult -- especially if the abuser is a loved one. Imagine how a 27-year-old woman from Brooklyn, N.Y., felt this week when she took the stand against her father -- whom she claims molested her from age 9 to 16 -- and was coldly cross-examined by him. Rabbi Israel Weingarten questioned and scolded the young woman, claiming that her allegations were untrue and stating that if she'd actually been abused she would have told someone. The rabbi also raised the ire of the judge. "You have already created a fairly untenable and horrific situation by your deciding to represent yourself," said Judge John Gleason. "Now, I'm not sure where this cross-examination is going, but I know you are not going to lecture this witness." Even the rabbi's own counsel is stunned by his behavior. "Is it possible it could get any worse than this?" said Weingarten's legal adviser, Barry Rhodes. The rabbi faces up to 50 years if convicted. _________________________

Songwriter
Night after night Staying awake in burning fever Cant get the peace of mind When this melody keeps we waken These words I write with my blood This song is my heart Selling this soul for the perfect verse Surrendering to this curse Of songwriter’s melancholia I hate what I’ve become Maybe someday I’ll learn to love these scars The price for the creativity To write songs, to compose Was offer my soul as the price Restless nights of the cursed mind It’s my way of life It’s my curse It’s my bloodbound destiny It’s my deathstyle......

The End Of The World
I dont if you any one has heared a while back, but thare was alot of people like scientist and religous people stated that u can tell that the world is comming to a end when we get the first colored president in office. And they stated that after the first colored president gets in office the world will come to a end during his 4 year term. Itll be the start of armagedin. So all beware if you believe this. Personaly what ithink is whatever happens happens. We all going ot die eventaly. PLZ, i would love to hear your comments on this subject im up for anything you can throw at me.

Fangtasia
Darkness: We want you to come back to Fangtasia instead and be a greeter... with only one request of you Ricky: Darkness: take the "gay" part out of your name, We understand your sexual preference and don't have a problem with it, but we have had people in the past come in and diss on people because of that Ricky: Ricky: that don't bother me Ricky: i don't care what people think i'm gay and i'm proud of it Darkness: Its fine that your gay and proud of it... We just want the least amount of drama and having the term "gay" in there is a "Bring it on" type thing

Chat Room Widow
alright, so this is my first blog ever, i like the concept of a blog, so i thought i would give it a whirl. My subject today is gonna be Chat rooms. While in general i think they are a fun way to spend some free time, bored, an hour or two, once or twice a week, just good fun. But then you have people, like my dear husband, who get on first thing in the morning, and as soon as they get home from work. ALL of their free time is spent in a chat room. Now my bro in law lives with us, and he is even worse. they get in the room, and they are on for 4 hours at a time. ones on the laptop, ones on the desktop, and i am just sitting here. its not like its every now and then, this is happening at least 4 nights a week! he's up until 1/2 in the morning! its ridiculous! i try to occupy myself, but you can only clean so much. when i am on the web, i try to do it when it doesnt interfere with anything else. i get the laundry done, dinner done, etc. but he just sits there in his chair, laughing with

Urban Dictionary
Go to urbandictionary. com and write the answer to each question in the "look up" box and paste the definition on a copied version of this note. 1.Your name? *Julie Definition: 1.a girl who talks too much but also very hottt! 2.Sweet and downy haired girl, changable, and often misunderstood and complex. A fearful creature as well as highly loyal. She will rule your affection and once you have hers it will be forever. 2.Your age? *21 Definition: The magical age where it is legally ok to get incredibly drunk. At this time, a young adult spends most of his free time consuming vast amounts of alcohol in a variety of forms, saying that they're "making up for lost years." 3.One of your best friends? *Tasha Definition: lookin good, very stunning and always glowing a tasha is a beautiful creature who gets alot of unknown attention 4.What should you be doing? *Cleaning Definition: The act of shoving everything in a closet and calling it d

Your My Lighting
i remember the first time that i saw you broke the ice with body art oh i didnt do much that would impress you i should of had you from the start didn't take much for me to call didn't take much for my to fall into this thing called love you are my light my everything in my dark sky you are my lightning you are my song you played each string you sing along to our lightning time flys when your having fun on western mountains and southern suns you turned me into a better man scuffed my knees when i took your hand didn't take much for me to call didn't take much for my to fall into this thing called love you are my light my everything in my dark sky you are my lightning you are my song you played each string you sing along to our lightning our lightning we came so far now here we are just you and me god and family lets start this show forevermore lets start it right cuz baby you look beautiful tonight you are my light my everything in my dark sky you

It Makes You Think!
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Dave 2. A four letter word: Dude 3. A boy's name: Donavin 4. A girl's name: Dorthy 5. An occupation: Drug Dealer (lol) 6. A colour: Dark Red lol 7. Something you wear: Darn Big Cock lol 8. A food: Dorito's 9. Something found in the bathroom: Douche 10. A place: De'Venta 11. A reason for being late: Dick Broken (Beth) 12. Something you shout: Don't 13. A movie title: Don't Stop Daddy lol 14. Something you drink: Draft Beer 15. A musical group: Da' Funk 16. An animal: Dingo 17. A street name: Denison

Goodbye
I am leaving Fubar for good and never returning. I've realized most people on here will never change & there will always be some sort of nonsense going on. To the great people I have met on here, I will miss you all very much!! I have enjoyed our chats and sharing our life moments. Maybe one day our paths will cross again. It is time I grow up and move on. Goodbye Fubar!!

The Big Bad Wolf
I'm back on earth but can still walk on the moon whisper something sexy baby and ill get you their soon ill play in the sheets cause you know I'm a freak just give me a peek and ill go down deep Shhhhhhhhhhh You know i won't say a word despite what you heard I'm full of secrets i don't have to discreet this good and bad behaviour in the bed let me be your saviour i can get you high right between your thighs take a look at these eyes baby girl you know i can't lie Mmmmmmmmmmmm You can play with him but you be thinking of me cause every thing i do makes you feel like ecstasy your remedy is in side of me when i get you down on your knee's and you beg to please me like lil red with the big bad wolf in your bed giving me head getting ready to spread going to get me a bite before the end of the night you may put up a fight but girl you all right hugging on your pillow going to be rough up a lil holding your side's with lust in y

Dudes Is Funny
Why is it that dudes is funny? They will try to seel you the world on string and call it a balloon of love. I was on cloud 9 for about 2.5 minutes until I realized that it was not about nothing! Wow what a huge let down but its all good ladies I am over it! Poof be gone done with it. I dont have time for the drama strong woman her and proud of it. Starting a whole new life and riding hard and proud.Yes bye bye drama...

Live Let Live
Live Let Live By Ashlae Grisham Rest assured Time will tell Fate will sell Loopholes and schemes But follow the rules And you just might Get the ultimate dream Fill your heart Do your part Don’t ever doubt Who you are When you find that spark Don’t ever let go Be patient, Gentle And true Don’t ever rush it Cause you don’t Want to crush it Doubt will creep into Your mind Trying to spin You out of time Follow your heart Don’t let your mind jumpstart For once in your life Listen to the irrational part Enjoy the ride Cause this could Be the time of your life Set aside the pride and logic Trust me you will Be able to dodge it Put a wedge in that Independence Enjoy a little Co-dependence It may be the medicine To fill thy heart It’s a reason that Has no meaning, A meaning that Has no reason Just listen Feel the beat Of the rhythm Called instinct Do not be discreet You just might miss That one beat That could lead Yo

Joke
An elderly man lay dying in his bed. While suffering the agonies of impending death, he suddenly smelled the aroma of his favourite scones wafting up the stairs. He gathered his remaining strength, and lifted himself from the bed. Leaning on the wall, he slowly made his way out of the bedroom, and with even greater effort, gripping the railing with both hands, he crawled downstairs. With laboured breath, he leaned against the door-frame, gazing into the kitchen. Were it not for death's agony, he would have thought himself already in heaven, for there, spread out upon the kitchen table were literally hundreds of his favourite scones. Was it heaven? Or was it one final act of love from his devoted Irish wife of sixty years, seeing to it that he left this world a happy man? Mustering one great final effort, he threw himself towards the table, landing on his knees in rumpled posture. His aged and withered hand trembled towa

White Angel
There's a white angel out there Out there somewhere It'll blow away the darkness Let is bright light shine There's a white angel out there With gold encrested wings A white halo of leaves They only show certain people they're their angel There's a white angel out there One for each of us Be they a friend to save you Or a true being of Heaven There's a white angel out there Just let them find you please They'll show you light They'll save you from dark There's a white angel out there Just let them break through thier darkness Let them gain those wings And you'll see them waiting There's a white angel out there Just you wait and see

Break Time
For those of you who know me better than my new friends - you will know that the old me (after drama happens) used to delete immediately and swear that I was never comming back and then a few weeks later return..... well this time Im not deleting, just shutting my profile to friends only and taking a break.......... dont know when I will be back but dont forget comments cos I will return and will keep up to date with every thing. I am not leaving Fubar for those of you that were hoping I was - I am just taking a break in the hope that the drama will die down. For those of you that have it - you can find me on myYearbook or myspace. For those of you that dont have any other site than this one, catch ya laters xxxxx

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You don't have to say a word You don't even have to speak I can see pain in your eyes The sorrow that you keep You think that no one notices The sadness that you hide But I can see straight through your mask Those lonely nights you cried I know that painful way you smile When you're dying alone inside Laughing, joking all the while I can see how hard you've tried You no longer have to hide I will stick by you forever Always by your side And when you call out in despair I will come to you I know those people ran away Not knowing what to do But I will never run from your pain I love you

I'm So Selfish
There is one thing about me that no one would ever understand i would love to keep it to myself..... I may not be a open book half the time well most of the time i usually keep all my shit all inside which yes i know it isnt a good thing but thats what i do. I'm very selfish i should let anyone do what they want to do but i can't help it... Its not the point that i dont want them to do what they love it the fact that i'm not willing to lose anyone eles. So thats why i feel so selfish.... not that i'm really being selfish i'm more like scared nervous i cant be like that i actaully have what i want and the feeling of losing it all would kill me and break me down I know that it doesnt happen to everyone sometimes nothing happens but to have the feeling that it could well whatever i'm no longer going to say anything anymore i'm going to let everyone do what they want even though it kills me knowing that i could be alobne but whatever my feelings never mattered thats why im the way i'm onc

Friend W/benefits
Why is it when people become sexually involved, even after telling one another they arent looking for anything serious, that one of the people always catch feelings for the other..And in no way does this mean that its always the women that catch those feelings..Is it depending on how good the sex is??

"mad World"
"Mad World" by Michael Andrews All around me are familiar faces worn out places worn out faces bright and early for the daily races going no where going no where their tears are filling up their glasses no expression no expression hide my head i wanna drown my sorrow no tomorrow no tomorrow and i find it kind of funny i find it kind of sad the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had i find it hard to tell you i find it hard to take when people run in circles its a very very mad world mad world children waiting for the day they feel good happy birthday happy birthday and i feel the way that every child should sit and listen sit and listen went to school and i was very nervous no one knew me no one knew me hello teacher tell me what's my lesson look right through me look right through me and i find it kind of funny i find it kind of sad the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had i find it

An Irish Blessing For Yall
May the road rise to meet you, May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face, The rains fall soft upon your fields. And until we meet again, May God hold you in the palm of his hand. May God be with you and bless you: May you see your children's children. May you be poor in misfortune, Rich in blessings. May you know nothing but happiness From this day forward. May the road rise up to meet you May the wind be always at your back May the warm rays of sun fall upon your home And may the hand of a friend always be near. May green be the grass you walk on, May blue be the skies above you, May pure be the joys that surround you, May true be the hearts that love you.

March 14, 2009
Today I woke up crying because I had really bad nightmares and the pain of my past came back into my life. I am unsure of what to do about everything. I said fuck the world and started smoking which now I learn by me smoking weed I am not depressed as bad. My boyfriend is gone working for the weekend and I took the day off from work because I couldn't handle it today. I just pray I can make it through the day without my past coming into my life.

One Love
One love you only get one chance to find your true love. I found mine once, I wanted to be with him but we both ruined that. There's one love for everyone and once you find them never let them go they may make you sad, but just know that they are always there to make you happy. Don't let your head fall when you've got someone to hold it up for. always keep a smile on your face when you know they will always have a piece of you even if you don't know that they are your one true love and never let them go.

Chaos
March 14, 2009 I've been hearing reports on the radio that dead people are returning to life, and feeding on the living. I can only assume it's some type of "War of the Worlds" trick. A rib...Nothing more! Either way I'm feeling good about fencing in my entire property last year. My friends laughed...If this shit is true, I'll get the last laugh. Susan left a few hours ago to get groceries. She should be back soon. Maybe she got some news from town. There's nothing on the TV. Just the same old boring crap about Paris Hilton's new boyfriend, and the politicians promising a "Better Tomorrow.

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To Whom The Rose Dare Bloom My dearest lost love- frozen forever in the shadows of that which capture your forlorn gaze and by your hand shall i not suffer to whom the rose dare bloom and to he whore bares its alluring curse ghostly pale, love, stained your soul from the blood on your razor for i am bound by such promise to stay in this realm so long as the world be round and the skies a deep azure temptation for you and you alone have i prayed to keep my soul and should i die before i wake, shall none mourn for me for i am were my heart can at last be with yours my sweet, handsome ghost because the skies be not blue the day i die nor the earth we know be round

Amber Alert!!!!!!
EVERYBODY ON MY LIST BETTER POST ATLEAST ONCE,""****AMBER ALERT **** 7 YR OLD GIRL *** TAKEN BY A MAN DRIVING A NEWER SILVER TRUCK IN IDAHO FALLS, IDAHO. ** LICENSE PLATE NUMBER... 72B381. *** "PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING!!". WHAT IF THIS WAS YOUR LITTLE GIRL

So Hott
"So Hott" You got a body like the devil and you smell like sex I can tell you're trouble but I'm still obsessed [Chorus:] Because you know you're so hot, I want to get you alone So hot, I wanna get you stoned So hot, I don't want to be your friend I want to fuck you like I'm never gonna see you again ....Yeah.....C'mon....Yeah You're like the kiss of death, like the hand of fate I can tell you're trouble but I still want a taste [Chorus x2] Because you're so hot I want to get you alone I want to get you stoned I don't want to be your friend I want to fuck you like I'm never gonna see you again See you again See you again

Love .....
Michael Bornsheuer: It's been a while and now i know That i can never ever let you go From the first time we met and your first hello I knew you're the one where my heart will growYou are my dream..the angel from the sky Who showed me what life is and how I can cry How I can have someone who I can always rely To be there forever and never say goodbyeThe one I can hug when I am in need The one who give love.. that no one can exceed The one who'll shed tears ...if my heart ever bleed The one I have wanted..to share my life with...So,Now i ask you this ...will please you take my hand And be the person... who will always understand I want to grow old with you..i'm down in one knee You're the only one I'll ask..."will you marry me?"...

Stupid Questions In My Mind
When can you trust someone? what happens when doubt is there? when can you truly love someone? but there is more there than you can see... im tired of being hurt.. im tired of being alone.. im tired of it all.. do i trust him? yes should i? i dont know do i love him yes should i? only he can tell me. too much silence im going to go.. bye people.. be happy in all you do

I Love You And Goodbye
I will never forget you, Though I may meet someone new But a part of my heart Will forever belong to you. I know it won’t be easy, And I’ll miss you every second But everything in life, Comes with a special lesson. Letting go is hard But when all the sadness clears There will not be a reason To shed another tear. What we had was priceless And you will always hold my heart But now that our love is gone We must forever part. You said you’d love me forever But forever has come and gone And still I sit and wonder Where it all went wrong. But now I see what’s really there And there’s nothing I could have done You can’t help who you love And I just wasn’t the one. Maybe someday down the road Our paths will intertwine And once again I can hold you And know you are mine. I know I wasn’t perfect But I gave you all I had And if we were so deep in love Why does it feel so bad? I still have a lot of questions And I still wonder why But now all I ca

There's Too Much Wrong For You To Stay
He was just your average everyday traffic jam competitor with half a gram steppin in the club trying to set it off She had two silicon weapons of mass distraction Nipples like screw in cleats damn near blastin Through her skin tight blouse, she's looking for some action Said her hubby was out of town and started askin If he's like to go to her house. I think that's when He realized he couldn't do it, looked at her finger A diamond from her ring hit his eye, he couldn't linger He started feeling guilty for everything they were up to He took a deep breath and said "you know what I'd love to But evidently there's already someone who loves you" She looked at him like he insulted her and said "fuck you Look at your pupils I know what that stuff do Mr. Goody two shoes call me out I'll call you out too" Now he was weak as her. He had a ring too Just walk away Just walk away. There's too much wrong for you to stay. Just walk away Just walk away gonna get yourself in trouble

Darkness Befalls
Walking thru the desert like a wild fire ruling the moraine, catching the ferocious winds moving thru the night. The sky is dark and there is no hope that a shining star will come thru, neither the moon with its brightness should come again. Darkness befalls in front of thee, where did it go, how come? how long?. Desperate shouts go thru the air wondering what this madness could be. Suddenly a thought comes thru, is it the end? is this true? For life has long been ignored, lost souls floating from door to door, day by day, night by night. How could this be if they weren't ready? A voice carried from miles says this is destiny and not an illusion. For a message was sent forth to thee instructing to bow down before thy king. A moment of gamut between silence and disdain hit the air. Adolescent voices sprout thru the night asking for forgiveness from thy king. With the blink of an eye lives are deleted from this world with galore. The enemy has hit the moraine with a ferocious ruminant ar

When Irish Eyes Are Smiling
There's a tear in your eye, And I'm wondering why, For it never should be there at all. With such pow'r in your smile, Sure a stone you'd beguile, So there's never a teardrop should fall. When your sweet lilting laughter's Like some fairy song, And your eyes twinkle bright as can be; You should laugh all the while And all other times smile, And now, smile a smile for me. When Irish eyes are smiling, Sure, 'tis like the morn in Spring. In the lilt of Irish laughter You can hear the angels sing. When Irish hearts are happy, All the world seems bright and gay. And when Irish eyes are smiling, Sure, they steal your heart away. For your smile is a part Of the love in your heart, And it makes even sunshine more bright. Like the linnet's sweet song, Crooning all the day long, Comes your laughter and light. For the springtime of life Is the sweetest of all There is ne'er a real care or regret; And while springtime is ours Throughout all of youth's hours, Let

Please Read
Slow Dance This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer. She wants to see how many people get her poem. It is quite the poem Please pass it on. This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital . It was sent by a medical doctor - Make sure to read what is in the closing statement AFTER THE POEM.. SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is

Peleita
Dame tu corazón pequeño como un limón Mira chiquita yo se que te gusta Cuando te pones brava te gusta Yo quiero sabe de que esta hecho tu corazón Yo quiero saber si esta dulce o amargo Tú dame tu corazón Cuando te enojas te gusta Chiquita tu peleita te gusta Si tú no me lo das Te lo arranco Chiquita no soy manco Dame tu corazón Por que no me lo das? Es un escalofrío que me das As veces canto As veces llanto Dame tu corazón pequeño como un limón Ay tanta gente en tu vida que no se Si me lo dices tú, te lo creo

Over It
Every time I saw you Tryin to pretend Now I think you caught it upspin Said that I could trust you To be my everything Fallen from the shadows Now I see All those times were wasted And you had tried To hide it from me Chorus: I dont care what your saying, I dont care what your doing Never really had me I'm over it So why is it so hard to see All the lies you tell me Getting out, I'm moving on I'm over it Try to walk away But my heart was saying no. Cant believe it took so Long to go. Now the past is faded I hardly know your name. Dont know what you're doing You lost the game. All those times were wasted And you had tried To hide it from me I dont care what your saying, I dont care what your doing, (I'm over) Never really had me I'm over it. (I'm over it, oh) So why is it so hard to see All the lies you tell me Getting out, Im moving on I'm over it

Beautiful Hazel Eyes
this is the story of a girl this girl was the most fragile in the world. Her skin was like glass except if u touched her she would fall apart break she had a boyfriend he told her he loved her he asked if he could hold her just once she looked scared but said yes he leaned over her and stroked her hair as he did her hair fell out in soft swift movements then he put his lips on hers it sounded like glass shattering onto the cold ground she let him go on he held her so lightley but she fell apart in his bleeding fingers so there she lay he started to walk away And her beautiful hazel eye'scried out in pain for she couldn't

Changes...hang On Tight
HEY!! just wanted to warn you all of some changes I am making. I am trying to get my pics in order better. I do not like just 'random' folders. I like to know what is in them before I open them....so I am rearranging my pics. I am also trying to get more pics uploaded before my VIP ends tomorrow.....unless one of my friends feels lead to give me a nice gift (hint hint) anyway, please hang on. some of my pic folders are closed for a while till I can get them straightened out.......for now, I gotta go visit a friend in the hospital and eat some lunch so I will be back later on to finish updating my stuff........ have a great day!!!! ~~smooches~~

Fake Pals
Fake friends show up on party day but Real friends show up on moving day. Fake friends will date someone you like if you aren't around but Real friends won't date your exes. Fake friends will listen to your jokes but Real friends will listen to you complain about work for an hour. (real ones like jokes too though) Fake friends might loan you money when times are tough but Real friends will give you money when times are tough. Fake friends might remind you of their birthday Real friends remember yours. Fake friends might check your mailbox if you leave town, but Real friends will change the litterbox. Fake friends will tell you to just get over it Real friends will understand when you aren't (whatever it is) when you need help of some kind, fake friends hope you don't ask. Real friends see a need and volunteer and act like it's no prob.

Another Fuck Girl
ok i think i would fuck kat von d even though her new boyfriend is nikki six of motley crue and that worthless piece of shit band sixx am, what an abortion, i have hung out with nikki and he is a nice guy and drug free now which is to say he sucks a bag of dicks and has not made a good album since too fast for love, back to fucking kat, i think i would go for it even though she has heppititus c, d , e, f and g from taking dick from nikki sixx

Here Is A Good One
bridget fonda, ever since i saw her in jack me off brown i have had it bad for this bitch, i would fuck her for ten hours in the kitchen scene not three minutes like bob deniro (even if i had to do pcp to keep it up) then i would shoot her right in the kitchen not wait until the parking lot scene, she is annoying in a hot fuck/black eye kind of way

Yah
this one is so obvious i want to do her right in front of jaba, he can get in on it i dont care, it is the costume, if there is a hot girl out there that will dress up like this i will eat your pussy until it turns to glass, you will be able to see your reflection in it, fucking ice skate on it, i am dead fucking for real ladies, may the force be with you and the dark side between your legs

No One Will
Waking up, slowly walking hardly to breath. Heart about to go when love fade away. Vision came into my mind Seeing me watching you go. Demon comes laughing at me Taming me as it drain my soul. No one will save me, as I am lost in darkness. No one will find me, as I am lost in cave of fire. Crawling out of hell, Shouting out your name. You can't hear my voice as I been calling you. Hardly to crawl out of dirt. It seem it don't want me go. I push my muscle to reach above. And to get out of fire. No one will hear me, as I hollar out No one will feel me, as I smash the dirt. Finally I reach above, pushing dirt open. My finger trinkling as I feel the breeze. The sec I feel someone touch. helping me to leave the fire. Pulling me out of dirt, suprising a beauty woman smile. No one will leave me, I won't let myself go. No one will drop me, as I know I won't go back..

Black Spiral Notebook
EXTERMINATING ANGELS a white angel seven falls from the grasps of heavan tonight she will never gaze into my eyes again where once was a godess now the right talon begins these seven black fingers at the cusp of the light of the end of the grasp of my reach talons for me to rape angels help me to destroy the beauty that for god remains ulustreas black seven help me rip at the face of heaven help me disease agony, sorrow, pain, and hatred my knowledge of evil they all will bow at your knees dread the kreator welcome black seven you writhe the machine now you may do as you please by HOOD MOOD

Another Year
Another year has gone by and once again I'm alone for my birthday. Another year of pain and having my heart ripped out. Another year of see my kids grow into very beautiful people. Another year of waiting for the man that I would spend the rest of my life with. Another year of wondering if I'll ever find him. Hopefully this year will be a better one than the last has been.

Fuckin Stupid People
job cancelled today was supposed to install a new phone system, easy swap out with old system, downtime for the company was 1 hour tops cunt office manager decided they couldn`t go without phones for an hour. wants it rescheduled for monday after hours grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr just to add to the stupid people list the mumms are inane and boring anybody have an idea on what to do to amuse myself?

Cute1
While trying to escape through Pakistan, Osama Bin Laden found a bottle on the sand and picked it up. Suddenly, a female genie rose from the bottle and with a smile said, "Master, may I grant you one wish?" Osama responded, "You ignorant, unworthy daughter-of- a-dog! Don't you know who I am? I don't need any common woman giving me anything." The shocked genie said, "Please, I must grant you a wish or I will be returned to that bottle forever." Osama thought a moment, then grumbled about the impertinence of the woman and said, "Very well, I want to awaken with three American women in my bed in the morning. So just do it and be off with you." "The annoyed genie said, "So be it!" and disappeared. The next morning Bin Laden woke up in bed with Lorena Bobbitt, Tonya Harding, and Hillary Clinton at his side. His penis was gone, his knees were broken, and he had no health insurance. God is good

Cute2
A game warden was driving down the road when he came upon a young boy carrying a wild turkey under his arm.? He stopped and asked the boy, 'Where did you get that turkey?'? The boy replied, 'What turkey?'? The game warden said, 'That turkey you're carrying under your arm.'? The boy looks down and said, 'Well, lookee here, a turkey done roosted under my arm!'? The game warden said, 'Now look, you know turkey season is closed, so whatever you do to that turkey, I'm going to do to you.? If you break his leg, I'm gonna break your leg. If you break his wing, I'll break your arm. Whatever you do to him, I'll do to you. So, what are you gonna do with him?'? The little boy said, 'I guess I'll just kiss his ass and let him go!'

Cute3
While recently riding on the bus standing up, a friend of mine grabbed onto the pole nearest her to keep herself steady while the bus traveled down the road. She soon noticed a young man, who was also hanging on to the same pole staring at her. Although this was somewhat annoying, she decided to just look the other way. Soon the bus came to a stop. Clearing his throat, the young man said, Excuse me. This is my stop.' Since she wasn't blocking his way, my friend was slightly confused. 'Well,' she said, 'go ahead..' 'And this is my pole,' the young man said. My friend was completely perplexed until the young man added, 'I just bought it at the hardware store to hold up my shower curtain."

Cute4
Common Sense Driving Rules 1. If you're in the left lane, and everybody's passing you on the right, that means you need to get the fuck out of the left lane, genius. 2. If you stop to talk in the store, get your fat ass out of the middle of the aisle. If you don't, and someone politely says, "Excuse me" to get through,you have no right to look at them like they just shit in your coffee. 3. Walk on the right side of the aisle. Works like a charm, just like they taught you in kindergarten. 4. If you're stuck in a line of cars behind someone who needs to read rule number one above, but you're not the poor slob right behind the asshole, tailgating,flashing your high-beams, hitting the horn or giving the finger will not help. The poor slob that's in front of you can't go any faster than the shithead in front of him. Chill the fuck out. 5. Hang the fuck up and drive.

Life And The Things That I Think About
The things we learn growing up may help us when we get older, but the things that cause a haze in our minds is what gets the best of us. Sometimes in my mind, I feel like jumping off a cliff. But then I think of myself being on a merry go round. I know that I will be safe, it just goes around and around and I become more relaxed knowing that everything will be alright. I think of myself holding my arms out wide, feeling the cool breeze wisp slowly through my fingers and I lean my head back forgetting everything that has caused me pain. My tears fall gently as I remember the good times, and the times I wish I could have been around more. I know in my heart though, that those were the best times in my life. I live it to the fullest, I don't forget the happiness in my life, I reminisce about the past and laugh at the complex parts in my life and I never forget about the love that's been brought into my life.

~when Luv Hurtz~
When Love is True.. There are two people and two hearts, Then there becomes a moment when there becomes two sparks, But then they, us be true to our own conscious, And that is when u know no matter, How many bumps in the road, Or how we move on cause we have no hope left, Deap inside those two hearts are still beatin, Now not just as two different people, But as one heartbeat. Author: Jamie

Wouldn't U Like To Know
If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== What is it that you absolutely need sexually? intense passion What is something you have always wanted to try? lol...just learned a new trick!! but i love freakiness so just about anything but another female... What is something you have never done in bed before? a train and a female both of which aint happening What time of day do you like to have sex? all day What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? the thought of his touch How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?hhhmm instantly If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? excited Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? together i would love it

People Around Me
This is in life, not on here just to clarify... So I have a few friends who keeps telling me we need to get together more often. So then when Iam in town I will call them saying Iam in town do you wanna go do something? ALWAYS all I get is Iam busy today. I ask well what are you doing can I tag along? It's always no. I used to always help them with stuff, doesn't matter what it is. So then today, after they said they were oh so wayyy to busy to see me, I see them in the coffee shop sitting around and chatting. I walk in, and they all suddenly get up to leave. Now I didn't say anything to them then, but should I? Why the hell is ok for people to make fun at my expense? Make jokes about me, how I look, etc, and them not expect me to get upset over it? Ya sure a few jokes whatever.. But an every day thing? So when I finally speak up and say ok you guys you know enough is enough, another friend is like you know you are way to sensitive. It is only a joke. Now, is it? After these joke

Online City
Ok yanno I was thinkin back on about a year or two ago about Myspace. There is a site called Vampirefreaks.com and during that time everyone who had a Myspace page that used the vampirefreaks email got deleted. The owner of VF also had a myspace on there so what he did he got some kind of petition against Myspace and all the users plus him miraculously got their pages back...instantly so there is an undo feature. So what I am thinkin is alot of members I have come across here has stated that they want to have the option of bein on both sites as well as any other that may be out there. Nobody has the right to delete or ban your account free or not UNLESS you are repeatedly breakin set rules for that site which in Fubars TOS it mentions no where in there that Fubar is THE only site you are allowed to be a part of. Hell even Tom has a Fubar account I heard. Anyway I feel like whether your account was free or not paid for by you or given as a gift bling pack or not ETC he should be forced

Giving Up Or Holding On
So I can't decide what I need to do. There is this man who I don't really like but I like him cause we do fun stuff together and hes an ok person. Well things began getting seriouser than I want. I don't know if I should just let him go or keep him around for the fun stuff. This is more a mumm than a blog but I was just wondering...

What Doez Deep Throating Mean?
I JUST LOVE GIVIN INFO SO DONT COME HERE ACTING LIKE YA DONT GOTTA TELL ME THIZ...JUST READ IT DAMMIT...LOL When the dick goes down past your gag reflex area it is called 'deep throating'. The best way to give fellatio is still with the lips and tongue, taking only as much as you can without gagging. You can overcome the natural tendency of the body to gag when a foreign object, such as a dick, is inserted down your throat by completely relaxing your throat at the moment the insertion is made. It is equally important that you maintain this relaxation during the entire 'deep throating'. Once again practice is needed to perfect this act. The average length of your oral cavity is 3-31/2 inches while the average black dick length is 6-61/2 inches. The biggest obstacle to taking all of your partner's dick down your throat is the fact that there is a bend of almost 90 degrees behind your tongue leading down into your throat. You will need to get into a position so that y

A Bonafide Session
i reach down 2 grab ya tittiez wit both my handz,rubbin over ya nipplez gettin them fatter and harder.I lean up,spread ya legz apart,grab ahold of my dicc and smacc ya clit a few timez,then i put my dicc head against ya pussy lipz and slide my dicc head in between them and feel them seperate around my dicc head,leave it there,move it bacc and forth then pull it out and smacc ya clit again a few timez then slide my dicc head against ya pussy lipz again,warmth of your pussy i can feel enticin me 2 dig my dicc in deep,but i slow it in there,inch by inch in ya sugar wallz,vibratin as i get deep as i can and start 2 pound your pussy real fast in & out then slow it down 2 a steady pace.Then i start 2 work it around in your pussy,makin it go in all directionz,then i stop,grab my dicc and force it up,down & around ya wallz tryin 2 stretch it out even more.then i smacc that azz and continue 2 pound ya pussy wit vigor,forceful poundz,then i stop,pull my dicc out slow,make ya stand on ya feet and

Trade For Bling Pack
I will trade for the following for a 65 credit bling pack 90 ANGEL PIMPOUTS 30 DAYS OF 11S AND I WILL THROW IN ME RATING WHATEVER STASH YOU MAY HAVE SALUTE-SFW 2 MILLION IN FU BUCKS RHINO ADD YOUR NAME TO MINE KEEP YOU $HIT FACED (BOUNUS) ASK ME IN SB- (females only) for the bonus

Untitled
Pain and suffering all is lost, But this time I refuse to pay the cost, My heart I vow will not break, My emotions cold, my smile is fake, Tears flow down to a sea of hate, My mind races and my hands shake. My heart is pounding against my chest, My anger shows like a warriors crest, I won't go down without a fight, For my heart hold on to the fading light.

Men
I hate MEN...no not really but yes really I'm so sick of being hurt so sick of being someone's friend and then being tossed out like the trash, I'm not here for YOUR amusement FFS! Some men need to get over themselves....I'm not asking for anything more than honesty and friendship ...is that so damn wrong??????? ok off my soap box now

C Yaaaaaaaaaa
I love you all! I am sorry but I have to delete my account. My puter is too old for all the crap that slips thru no matter what software I install. I really do love all my freinds. Feel free to email me at "holyagent47@yahoo.com" I really didn't wanna do this but I cannot afford a new puter right now, so keep me in your thoughts and dreams and maybe I will get to return. I will leave this up till 3.30.09 jus so all my frens an fam will know. Beeeee carefull out there kids........

Everyone Thinks I Am Joking When I Say Mdfmk
they are a real band, surviving members of kmfdm during a lawsuit after which two members gunther and en esche left to form slick idiot, i think i have that right, so if you think tim skold started his industrial know how on marilyn mansons golden age of whatever the fuck album you are an idiot, also check out lucia's ass which by the way since we are on the subject i want to fuck her, very badly...in the ass

What About Ur Friends
I think people, in general, are way overrated. Trying to make relationships work is draining. Coddling nonsense and bullshit. Holding your tongue so as not to hurt feelings. Dealing with drama and theatrics when you'd rather not. All in the name of maintaining relationships and friendships. I think I'm done. I'm tired and I am done. As much shit as I talk, I'm a softy. I let people walk all over me just to avoid conflict. I hate confrontation. I will let a wrong bitch be wrong, act wrong, and do me wrong and for what? To avoid conflict with someone that will get their ass on their back and go off on me in an instant over something small and stupid? Yeah I'm done. I am tired of having so-called friends. Fairweather bitches. They want you to say what they want to hear. They want you to do what they want to do. As soon as you don't, they wanna take their toys and go home. Well fine then, GO. I am way sick of this shit. Like seriously. Sitting here upset b/c a selfish spoiled brat w

Too Early 4 This Shit!!!!!!!!
It is 7am and I've barely taken my morning piss and already there is drama. How can people piss me off so early in the morning???? Why do you have to use MY car to drop your kids off b/c you let your dirty assed boyfriend take yours to work? WHY? I don't give a damn if he is giving you money. YOU HAVE CHILDREN! THEY COME FIRST! If he stayed his smelly ass in his smelly barracks room that Uncle Sam provides for him, you getting up to take him to work at 4am would not be an issue! Why does he even spend the night over here when he has to be to work so fucking early? Why is he over here in front of your kids? Why did you lie and say he wasn't allowed here anymore b/c it was upsetting your daughter? You are the stupidest most selfish bitch ever and you will rot in hell for how poorly you treat your children. You'd better pray they are forgiving souls that will not hold what you do against you when your dumb ass is old and feeble. If you were my mother you'd be drinking Shug Avery pee on th

Take Away My Single Life
I need a commitment Because I'm tired of moving around From this woman to that woman With no reason to settle down Some people say that I'm too particular And that I carry too much pride But I'm only looking for a real woman That's going to make me satisfied I need the type of woman That takes pride in her real hair And when we lay down at night Her pretty eyes will still be there I don't need the type of woman that's always holding out her hands With payday being the only day That she claims me as her man I want a woman that's in my arms This day well so as the next So that I can have positive feelings At any time when we have sex There's no need for a woman to be my girlfriend If she's not fit to be my wife And until a woman takes me that serious I will remain living a single life

[are You Wicked?]
gather we will each in search of a thrill a reason for feeling the needing to kill to stop whats happening to silence the screams to not be afraid to sleep and dream to feel in control and to take it all back to fall into peace as the sky turns to black hope you got what you wanted this wonderful wish to kill everyday until nothing exists in the world but you your the last one alive but with no conflict to confront with there be a reason to survive? will the anger just die or will you kill that as well? as you sit all alone in your personal hell... to wish i could kill everything

Enslave Your Slut~ Part3
The phone rang and I could not pick it up fast enough. It was him. He told me to arrange time off the first part of February and I was to meet him at the Don Cesar Hotel in St. Petersburg Beach. Did he actually order me? Even more absurd is the fact that all I could say was to affirm the fact I would do so and without question. My whole body was tingling with excitement and the possibility that I would finally be able to let loose the darker side of my sexuality. He told me he would call to let me know the particulars. He would be attending seminars sponsored by his company and so I would be alone part of the time. He called and told me to be there at 14:00. I asked what type of clothing to bring and he replied, "Casual," he then informed me he would be inspecting my choices of clothing. I felt very nervous but aroused. The time came to pack for the week. What should I bring? Some things were obvious. I only wear thigh highs or stockings with a garter belt, thong panties, or none

Anger Within
the anger builds within me and the thoughts have worsone, and the memorie of u sickens me, the truth lays within my head, the demons laugh as u play, the force on me is tight and never will let its grip loose, but to only reinforce it, when u look into my eyes, my soul have turned black of hate and anger but i keep it hiden within me and all i can feel is hate till the day i meet u again, there i shall slay u and have my revange upon u for all times

Rate 1 Through 9
encourage everyone to use the other 9 numbers.tell them the truth about being weak voters to where they only vote 1o's or 11's to get it back.voting was never meant to be a popularity contest.your no more special if your on the top rather then the bottom.Top list and bottom list are still real people.so pull your heads out of your ass and get with the human race.

Neglected
You are told that you’re everything to someone, Yet they can hardly manage to ask ‘how are you’? Perpetually giving and giving, and never getting, She just turns her head and I’m cast aside again, Laying there in the dirt, shaking, crying, bleeding, I whimper your name but someone else needs you, I’m so important to you …I have to remind myself, Because you’re too busy to say it to me yourself, Let alone show it and put weight to those words, Words, words, words… There are a lot of words I need to say and can’t, Words to describe the way that I feel, words like Neglected, abandoned, unwanted, and unimportant. How come I have to wear my best mask for the One that I shouldn’t have to pretend for at all? The mask with the bright smile and wide dry eyes, The mask that says it’s fine, when we know its not, The mask that almost convinced me he was real, I am second priority; the only time you need me is When no-one else is there, or when she’s not there, And I remem

Wth?!
Okay. i have 96 friends on my list and they NEVER come to my page other then to beg me to come rate their pics! NONE of them rate my pics! WTH?! Am i THAT MUCH of a pushover? Or do people just like to take advantage of me? ~sighs~ Probably pointless to write this because none of them will take the time to read it! Whatever.... ~walks off~

Business In The Street
First of all it is not cool to break up and then air private business in the street then get mad when the other party comes back with a little business of there own. I find it funny that someone who said she had so much love for me could possibly call me a looser in a mumm, but not have a damn job or way of taking care of her own 4 kid's!!! My life is in order I do not go looking to tare someone apart, but italiabella dear you so have brought this upon yourself. 1. Get a Job you money grubbing Leach ! 2. Get on some psych meds You (also) need them 3. Get man be sure he don't fuck ur friends 4. Get of my BM Jealousy does not become u 5. Get a life beyond fubar, 6. Get them tit's lifted there a little low dear 7 Get Vaginaplasty Your PUSSY is beat in 8. Get the pic's we took back befor eu piss me off 9. Get your babies dad to pay support without having to suck his cock 10. Make sure you keep your fucking mouth closed because there is so much more dirt to be out ! !

Like Yesterday
Forever... When I look at the calendar, and think of the time that's passed. It's the sand that I was told of as a child, but never really understood, until now. It brings an onslaught of time that fades more and more as years pass. It's all I have. That and pictures that will ultimately (Also)fade away. RER 1/7/41 - 3/28/85

Burden
We have grown our years by numbers Gone are the carefree days of youth Chains have no patience with expansion Bitter cold steel strangles flesh, bone, being The choke our spirit, forcing us to act as expected Not desired Tightening around our weeping souls They suffocate our reason We have no choice We succumb to their torture Shackled by expectations Restrain ed by anticipation Bound by socialization Locked into the order We are forever compelled to roam the earth In search of the elusive key (Little did we know it was within WE) Found at last you elusive key hiding so deep from within We Only now may we proceed to be The Persons we did choose to see.

It's Amy's Birthday!!!
**Today is my BIRTHDAY!!** I'm the ripe old age of 23 today! LOL Auto-11s will be on all day. I'll be bombing too, so look out! And last but not least, I have a BIRTHDAY HH at 8pm fu-time (11pm EST)!!! Please come show me some birthday luv...fubar style! I appreciate all luv given, nothing is too small. ¢¾Amy Amykins ¢¾@ fubar (repost of original by 'Amykins ¢¾' on '2009-03-30 21:19:15')

Blood Pressure Rising
ok so im sitting here and my mind is racing, worryed about how the boys r going to be affected. He is getting out tonight and i dont even know when to expect him to be coming to see the boys. dont know if he is going to be living in rome or utica. i dont know if i should let him take them for a walk or make sure that i am around at all times...Im going crazy right about now... i just dont know what to exspect from him... woundering if i should beleave him when he said he was going to be getting help for his "Problems", I have heard it all before, he is two diffrent ppl. one person while he is locked up and a total diffrent one when he is out.I'm just glad that the marrage is over and he is not my problem anymore. All i have to do is focus all my enery into the boys. Thats fine with me...I just dont want the boys to get hurt, by him being in and out of there life. Its just tearing my heart apart having to pick them up when he has let them down for so long....their not babys anymore

Eyes...
If you can't tell, I'm an "eyes" man. You're in love or you're not you just can't fake it The eyes do say a lot they can make or break it So show me what ya got baby I can take it Forget 'bout what ya bought the contacts just don't make it

People I'd Meet
Who I'd like to meet: Someone who will like me for me. Someone who is honest and straight up! It is important that a man helps you around the house and has a job. It is important that a man makes you laugh. It is important to find a man you can count on and doesn't lie to you. It is important that a man loves you and spoils you. Love {la-huv} (verb) Gives someone the ability to destroy your heart, but trusting them enough not to! A TRUE MAN DOES NOT NEED TO ROMANCE A DIFFERENT GIRL EVERY NIGHT. A TRUE MAN ROMANCES THE SAME GIRL THE REST OF HIS LIFE.

Poetry...
I want to hurt her, make her feel a pain she’s never known. Her delicacy, I want to shatter. bruise upon bruise, scar upon scar. I will break her very existence, I will damage her very soul. I see no worth of her life, no value to her breath. Their love for her will perish, I will see to her demise. I want to see her blood, watch her suffering by my hands, smell the stench of Death, and feel the thrill of playing God. Her destruction is my amusement, her pain is my pleasure. Every part of me burns with a passion, a passion to see her slow and excruciating end. I want to toy with her hope, and obliterate her faith. The hatred thrives within my veins, she deserves a torturous passing. I see her face so vivid and it sickens me, the mirror shows my rival. Tonight, she will cease to exist, then I can rest easy, knowing that I can finally break free from…Her…

So Busy These Dasy
seems like I never have enough time in my day these days...... I have been very busy these last few weeks. Last weekend my hubby and I went on a MUCH needed vacation. We went to Virginia for a HotWheels show. He is really into his toy cars and I really needed to get away. He did very well and placed second with one of his cars. I went for the hot tub!! It was wonderful and so relaxing. Of course he drank way too much and came stumbling in the room one night. I, on the other hand, just nursed a bottle of water. I just don't get into drinking. I did just relax and hang out in the room more and I really enjoyed that! (I know I am a homebody!!) Since returning home I have been busy with one thing or another around here. Besides playing the part of MOM.....I have choir practice 2-3 times this week for a musical I am in on Sunday and I am team captain for a team for the American Cancer Society Relay for Life...I am also the committee chairperson for Mission and Advocacy for t

Sorry
She sees herself, As the unwanted girl. She looks for love, Hidden in stonewalls. The rest of the world, Balances the beautiful. Tired and lost, Runs into the arms of strangers. Still alone, Left unloved. Here's her fault, Letting go.

Heart Around Ur Neck
Is that my heart around your neck I thought I'd lost it again But it's right where I left it Hold on to it as long as you want I know it gets heavy though Don't want it dragging you down Sometimes it's just an albatross Bringing pain and deep regret It doesn't soak up your tears It raises questions you don't like And don't have the answers for But I'll never take it back You can bury it if you want Or wear it for all to see It's just not mine anymore

Bondage
His pleasure came in her bondageThe erotic threads which tie her self to himGiving him absolute control over her passivityLike a hesitant master, he needed that reassuranceOf a delivered slap, once in a whileWhich she had to receive In the true pose of submission and pleasure.

The Old Saying
I could start with a question, but I don't quite feel up to it. I'm a trashbag of tricks you want to stay clear of. She wanted more. I didn't want anything at all. Dismal we leave with no resolution. Decomposition can offer its compromise to the situation And we'll flee like thieves unattended through the night. Many moments brief and rotten. Take another sip and welcome regret to your bedside.

Seasonal Syndrome
its funny how you can get caught up in a moment and completely forget who you are you just live to be led by something other then its odd how you can completley hate who you are and want to forget you ever existed. it's mild to think in extremes between the paralles sometimes they can't be helped if you are weak i am weak. help would only further the degradation that i've held up for. It's August. It's time to consider yourself. Don't let it ruin in front of you.

I Can Run
What in the world is that subject line. i don't run unless its to bacon...lmao. I am just kicking back at home and have decided to cut off my friend so once again...i just might be on the prowl. I got embarassed today because I was walking out of class an this fly black beauty in a nice shirt tie and black slacks caught my eye. he was beautiful but his clothes pushed him over the edge. he notices he caught my eye and looks right back at me and then i look down from his face and he grabs his dick and i almost fall over this lil white girl i didn't see cause i was watching him....well i was all flustered cause him and his boys all started snickering and i felt like a dumbass and kept on walking. (n) booooo

More Small Brain Stuff....
This morning I am driving to Helena, the state capitol, which is about 90 miles from my house on the river, to go too the doctor. I am a vet and going to the VA Hospital there, which is the only hospital on this side of the state ( VA) I am a Purple heart vet and it is free care for life so worth it I think. You just have to drive to it...LOL There is another one on the eastern side of the state but if you have ever seen a map of Montana you know that is like going to Michigan for an appointment. Anyway I am seeing a neurologist about my tiny brain they discovered on the recent MRI!!! This should bother me I guess, ( having a small brain) but I have much to high an opinion of myself to let anything like that interfere with my illusions of grandeur. When you go to the VA it is like you are still in the military. And they don't care how many medals you received in your war. That was then, this is now. And you have to wonder about a doctor that would work for the VA when he co

Childhood Dreams
Childhood dreams We all were once children long before the days of adult hood and the swift sting of reality smacked us in the face, a time when they couldn't wait to go to school to meet their friends, a time when they couldn't wait for summer to come so they could play the day away,, in this time of childhood most children had dreams that changed over time , from the younger ages of wanting to be superheroes and cops and cowboys and Indians, lol to wanting to be teachers and marines and doctors and nurses, even president, but as I look back, on my own child hood, I think with age my only dream as a child was to live long enough to grow up at all, with each passing year, was a year closer to either being killed , or living , and though there were many times I begged for the being killed part, every start of a new year , became more begging that I would make it to the next, most children spend their time playing and having fun while I was more concerned about hiding, an

Why Did You Go?
You walked out my life with out saying goodbye! Now you are just a memory now. I wish to see you walk around the next corner, To hear your voice in a room filled with silence! Why did you go? Why did you leave that way? I see your face in the mirror, I feel your presence when I am alone, I hear you voice when I seek guidance, When I am sad I hear your laughter! I feel alone now that you’re gone. I have lost a friend, my protector, My uncle

What A Fucking Weekend
Hiiiii everyone!!!! OMFG what a fucking weekend. Let’s say I was the biggest whore!! Friday night we went out and partied, me, my bf, and some friends. I was at the bar and this guy was hitting on me as the boys was playing pool. I looked over and my bf gave me the thumps up (meaning get all the drinks I can for free) so I rubbed on his leg telling him he was cute and things. Next’s thing I knew his hand is between my legs rubbing my pussy and I moaned for him and told him to stop. He did, we keep talking and having fun I was getting so fucked up. My bf cam over to see how I was and as I was telling him he pulled my top up and let everyone see my tits and the guy who was buying the drink sucked on my tits. My bf loved it so much we said bro you want fuck his and he said hell fucking yes. So we 3 went to the back of the bar after we told the bar tender. We went back there and I was pushed to my knees and my bf stayed back as I sucked this guy off. I suck the tip all the way

Titan Poker Bonus
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To Someone On Fubar
this is to someone who thinks they're toughshit well guess what? you're not. ur nothing but a low life motherf***er who cant seem to make up ur mind. first you hate me then u tell me that u still love me. well sorry to burst ur bubble but ive been over you for a longgg ass time. besides i knew u were cheating on me so dont even say u never were. So i'm over you, ur over me. Dont worry about me got it? I'm soo over you BTW..............there are a lot of guys who treat me wayyy better than you :)

"noticed Her"
Everyday I see her on her porch, sitting in the chair, and watching us. She watches all of us as we go by. The runners, us walkers, and even the kids passing by and she watches us all from her perch on her porch. Every day I walk and I’ll look up. I’ll look up and I’ll smile. Why I do that, I’m not sure, but I do. I was taught to be that way, taught to be a friendly person. That’s what my parents told me. Be friendly, wave to your neighbors, and say hi to them. Most the time I do. I wave to my neighbors, but sometimes I don’t. It all depends.She was different. Don’t know why, but she was. A pretty woman she seemed depressed or she looked it. Didn’t know anything about her either, but I’d see her every evening around 7:30 and she sat and rocked and watched me go by. Somehow I came to like this woman. Don’t ask me why, I just did. She was quiet and reserved. But she was sad also. I didn’t know why she was, but she acted li

Upcoming Weigh In
My next weigh in and measurement is on the 17th. At my last monthly weigh in, I wasn't too happy with the results cause I only lost two pounds and maybe a couple inches, if they measered my correctly. I just know that I probably have not lost anything this month. I was over at Em and Fesha's house earlier to pick up my computer and plus to pick up the nerds from nerd night and Fesha swwears that I lost some weight. She said she could tell in my arms. I still feel the same.... It's taking soooo long....it frustrates me....

Iced Earth - Melancholy (holy Martyr)
Make the sadness go away Come back another day For years I've tried to teach But their eyes are empty Empty too I have become For them I must die A sad and troubled race An ungrateful troubled place I see the sadness in their eyes Melancholy in their cries Devoid of all the passion The human spirit cannot die Look at the pain around me This is what I cry for Look at the pain around me This is what I'll die for Make the sadness go away Come back another day The things I've said and done Don't matter to anyone But still, you push me to see Something, I can never be Why am I their shattered king? I don't mean anything I see the sadness in their eyes Melancholy in their cries Devoid of all the passion The human spirit cannot die Look at the pain around me This is what I cry for Look at the pain around me This is what I'll die for

Judge
As we grow older we realize like is no where near over. We look for a life that is easy to live. We judge people by what they give. We know the people who go and the people who come. But really we only know some. We ask for a second chance in a moment in advanced. We glance at the ones who take that chance. Our judgment is based upon what we see, But really is that the way it should be? Plz comment and rate thanks

Koala And A Gum Tree
A koala was sitting in a gum tree smoking a joint when a little lizard walked past, looked up and said, 'Hey Koala! What are you doing?' The koala said, 'Smoking a joint, come up and have some.' So the little lizard climbed up and sat next to the koala where theyenjoyed a few puffs.After a while the little lizard said that his mouth was 'dry' and thathe was going to get a drink from the river. The little lizard was so stoned that he leaned too far over and fellinto the river. A crocodile saw this and swam over to the little lizard and helped himto the side. Then he asked the little lizard, What's the matter with you?' The little lizard explained to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the koala in the tree, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink. The crocodile said that he had to check this out and walked into therain forest, found the tree where the koala was sitting finishing ajoint. The crocodile looked up and said, 'Hey you!' So the koala

First Date Red Flags
Most men will stop at nothing to wow the pants off you during your first date, which includes lying through their teeth. At other times, fibs are used to sidestep less-than-desirable situations. And though it would be impossible to convey all the untruths uttered by guys, what follows are a few of the more common ones. “I’m between jobs.” Don’t let a line like this get lost in translation. When a dude feeds you this one, what he’s really trying to say is “I have no friggin’ clue what I want to do with my life.” Nicholas, 29,* comes clean: “A few years ago, I was collecting unemployment and crashing on friends’ couches,” he says. “I had zero direction, but it wasn’t like I could confess that to a girl without her thinking I was a total loser. Saying I was between jobs was the best way to sugarcoat my situation.” Warning: This guy’s mom still does his laundry, and there’

5 Traits That Bag A Boyfriend
At Cosmo's Fun Fearless Malesa Awards, Mario Lopez confessed, "I'm not really working on trying to find Ms. Right. I'm kind of working on being Mr. Right, and it will happen." It got us thinking: Not only is Mario freakin' hot, he's also pretty damn insightful. And experts agree: Before you go looking for your other half, you may want to work on yourself first. Here are the qualities that make you more desirable to guys. Think of it as your pre-dating to-do list. 1. You're just that into yourself. A chick may have smarts, sex appeal, and a sense of humor, but if she doesn't have self-confidence, most guys will take a pass. Women with low self-esteem come across as extremely needy, explains Jim Houran, PhD, relationship psychologist and feature columnist for OnlineDatingMagazine.com. They have to be the center of attention and are constantly looking for reassurance and compliments. And even if you find a guy who at first is willing to be your personal cheerleader, before long he's proba

Omg!
so i was on my home from work today. its a 15 minute walk. its not long and im on a main road. Why do jack ass mother fuckers insist on shouting obscene things from their car? and throwing things at me? are you really that insecure where you have to poke fun at someone minding their own business and living their life? Just cause i wear bondage pants and black doesnt make it ok for you to treat people like shit. thank god i have to balls to throw shit back at you and when your stupid ass stops next time, all hell will break loose. no one is going to arrest a Police Officers child for defending herself. so bring it and see what the fuck happens to you. I DARE YOU!

First 24 Hours~
I couldn’t believe I was doing this, even though I had thought about it all day, every day for weeks. I told myself that I knew what I was in for, but on the other hand… I also knew that he was full of surprises and I could never be really sure what it was that would happen once I got on the other side of the door. I shifted nervously from one foot to the other as I reached out to ring the doorbell. I knew once I touched that bell, it would be too late to turn back and I wouldn’t have any choice as to what happened beyond that point. I still can’t believe I touched the button and rang the bell. When he answered, I felt my sex melt. Just seeing him, seeing the way he stood straight and confident, the expression on his face, made me instantly wet. I sighed, thinking that this was something I really wanted to do. As soon as I saw him, my doubts were gone and I was his. He stepped aside, and I understood I was to enter. I stepped in a few feet, then he closed the d

Twisted Snow Angel Part2
Her eyes rolled into the back of her head and her body clenched tight."OOOOOOOOHHHHHH, MMMMMMNNNN," she cried as her ass rose off the table as he picked up speed just as she started cumming hard. He took her through every wave of her tremendous euphoria until she could not take it anymore. He took the glass fuck toy out of her and she fell back limp on the table. He removed the gag from her mouth and she took a deep breath. He brought the Pyrex to her lips and watched as her tongue happily lapped her own jizz off of the well-coated toy. The look of total satisfaction and appreciation washed over her face as she devoured every drop. She had the taste of cum now and wanted more. "Can I please taste your cock," she cooed between licks as she looked at him pleadingly.She watched intently as he released his ginormous cock from the restraints of his jeans. He brought his dick to her lips and shoved it into her mouth along with the glass cock. Her tongue rolled all over both as she moaned wit

Lazy Sunday
Leaning his head back on the sheets he closes his eyes and enjoys the sensations of her tongue, warm and wet lapping at his asshole like a kitten. He loves Sunday mornings.It's become quite the tradition, waking to find His girl smiling wickedly beside Him, her fingers tickling across His chest waiting for permission to explore further. He never makes her wait long, usually only long enough to have a deep minty fresh good morning kiss with her before pulling the sheet aside and letting her start. She attacks this so called task with unrestrained passion, He remembers when it was first set, more to test her than anything, her reaction had been a mixture of uncertainty and disgust. Now, smiling to Himself as He feels her crawling over Him, He thinks perhaps she enjoys it almost as much as He does.She doesn't tarry too long, making her way quickly with licks and kisses down His torso to nuzzle her face into the wiry hair above her Masters cock. With a long lick she slips His rapidly harde

Something I Read And Wanted To Share
I JUST NEED A CLOUD WHERE I CAN KICK IT,A PLACE I CAN CALL MY OWN. A SPOT WHERE I BELONG WHERE EVERYTING IS FREE,WHERE EVERYTHING IS IS SIMPLE AND SWEET.WHERE MY FRIEND AND FAM CAN HANG,AWAY FROM ALL THE MISERY AND GREED DONT KNOW ONE KNOW THE STRUGGILES I SURIVIED,SOMETIMES I TRY AND TRY AND JUST WHONDER WHY,AM I STILL ALIVE. OR JUST WHO AM I. WAS ALL THIS A DREAM,WAS THIS ALL WRITTEN JUST FOR ME? SOMETIMES ITS HARD TO SEE.. AS I LEARN AND GROW, I THEN BEGIN TO SEE,THINGS ARNT ALWAYS AS THEY SEEM. I REALIZE I WAS NOT SO WRONG. I WAS JUST A VICTIM OF THINGS I COULD NOT CONTROLL.I WAS IN A PLACE I NEVER BELONGED. I JUST GOT LOST IN THE MIX . WALKED DOWN STREETS THAT WERE DARK AND COLD. KINDA LIKE BEING STUCK OUT IN THE SNOW. OR WHERE THE SUN WOULD NEVER SHINE, AND IT RAINED ALL THE TIME. SO I LEARNED THAT LIFE WILL ALWAYS HAVE CLOUDS,STORMS,AND WILL RAIN MOST OF THE TIME. SO INSTED OF JUST WATING FOR THE STORMS TO PASS AND THE RAIN TO STOP. I LEARNED TO DANCE IN THE RAIN, TO

Edward Says Goodbye To Bella
My heart stopped beating decades ago, But on this bitter night it shall break.If I could cry, oh how these tears would spill.The brown eyed girl, my love she did take.Dancing from my mouth, words I did not mean.My mind screams "I love you," but it is time to flee.Our hopeless bond could mean the end of her life, The lion & the lamb were not meant to be.Her back pressed to the forest, I continue my goodbye."Of course I'll always love you... In a way,""I've let this go on much too long."Lies burning in my throat & so painful to say.She does not argue as her stomach turns in knots,I shoot her one last glance before I seal the wound.The rain pours upon us, concealing her cries,My silent screams destroy me, beneath the pale new moon.

Going Insane
it pisses me off, i work 10-12 hours a day, bought a house, my 'ol lady and kids live with me and everytime the little bastards are home alone they need to destroy my shit, i came home for lunch tonight as soon as i walk out of the house to head back to work, my ol' lady follows me out and no more than 10 seconds later theres a loud crash, from the little idiots breaking my dining room window, and to make matters worse, my ol lady defends them, shit is really starting to piss me off now.

Taking A Break
Due to my life going crazy, i am going to be taking a little break from Fubar for a while, not too long of a break but one just long enough to get some things taken care of, so if you would like to keep in contact with me while Im gone send me a msg thank you

What Is This
what is this that I am feeling? Everyday I feel incomplete. Everyday I feel like my world is smaller then it should be. Every time I talk to you everything changes. I feel whole. I feel ready to take on the world. I feel as if this world is not big enough to contain me. I have been saying I love you, yet as I sit here writing this I have came to believe that I do not even know what love really is. I know that I care about you more then anyone else in this world. I want to see you smile. I want to see you happy. I want to spend every waking moment with you. There are times that I feel full of pain thinking about you. I worry everyday if you are ok. If you are happy. If I am good enough. If this is truely what love is then I never want it to end. I want it to go on till the day I die. not sure what I am trying to say except that I want to know what love truely is and I want to find out with you. I hope this makes sense to you in some way cause I am not sure I can explain what I mean exce

Twittering
I am on twitter now. toastedcherry. look me up. twitter with me. i truly don't understand it yet but i am liking the updates and all that stuff. its new and interesting and i love knowing what other people are doing and stuff like that. its cause im nosey.

Reported Paranormal Activity.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 E.M.P.S. It has stood as a dark and intimidating sentinel over the city of Baltimore for years, it's castle like structure guarding this great port city of America.It has seen it's share of tragedy and pain over the years, with fires, deaths, and the training of thousands of soldiers, preparing them for the wars in which they took part, and does so to this day.Its dark hallways echo with the reverbrations of time and memory. Its legends go back to it's beginning. From the WW2 Soldier who one sees rushing up and down it's flights of stairs, to the unseen stalker, who follows those foolish enough to wander into it's terrain, late at night.It's watchmen are usually silent about these regular occurences which they witness during the night watches, never talking about them to the outside world, keeping it only to themselves, until now.We have been graciously granted access to investigate this site, though we cannot give its name for security reasons. Who can tell

Hurt - Ten Ton Brick
A ten ton brick was making me sick Breakin' my bones with the weight of it The weight would grow with each new soul Buried fine lies make big, black holes And who am i supposed to be? Not like you'd give a fuck about me? But who am I supposedly? When I'm finally done? But I'm finally done with the decisions of my former thoughts And all that i may have loved Yeah, i'm finally done with the descriptional And i don't mind sayin' i'm to blame! When atlas slipped i lost my grip Yet, i didn't think it could turn into this But i was told by two sweet crows Nobody feels what nobody knows And who am i supposed to be? Everything good was taken from me And who am i supposedly? I was overcome... But i'm finally done with the divisions of my former thoughts Although i may have lost I'm finally done with the dissention now i don't mind sayin' I don't mind sayin i'm to blame! Oh, this ten ton brick would treat me like shit This little piggy licked others lips And so defined, who was i But it won

Life With Out You
I should be hurtin but I'm smiling ear to ear cause I mowin down the roses that you planted last year. I’m pouring out your perfume strait down the toilet bowl. Ripped you face strait off the wall left nothing but some holes. Gather up your clothes smoked em with your popery in a fern pile out back. Your love aint welcome here no more.

Part Seven~
I also vowed that it would be the kind of sex that I wanted. None of this sensitive, make the girl feel warm and fuzzy kind of thing I'd done with Jill. I was going to get what I wanted and screw whether they enjoyed it or not! When I went off to college it exploded into a full blown sexual frenzy. I went on a sex binge that would have astounded Larry Flint. My wagon had been replaced by one of those custom vans that had been popular back in the seventies. It had mirrored windows, a bed, a raised roof and best of all, privacy. It was perfect for my purposes. I quickly worked out the technique that I use to this day, picking up lone women in the parking lot. I didn't bother with motel rooms or conversation or any of that stuff, though. I just stripped them naked in the van, then laid them down on the bed and had my way with them. When I wasn't studying or sleeping in the dorm, I was boffing one girl or another in my van. Previous intercourse was my only prerequisite for them. Somehow

Get It Hot (or Cold)
Switching up the sensory experience during sex is as easy as hot and cold. Using the two temperatures wakes up nerve endings, boosts arousal, and might even trigger some feel-good endorphins in the brain. Surprising the body with new sensations during sex can be a novel experience. To turn up the heat, start with your breath. Breathe right onto his skin. The warm moisture of your breath will feel excellent on his more sensitive parts â€" his ear, neck, inner wrist, lower back, or anywhere around the genitals. Don't touch him just yet, but bring your lips oh-so-close to his skin, and use only your breath to stimulate him. When you do start to touch him, with your mouth or your fingers, a ready bowl of ice cubes and a cup of hot water can have endless direct-contact possibilities. Try putting the ice cube in your mouth, and then kiss him. Switch then to a sip of hot water and go right back to the same spot. The contrast will feel amazing! You can do the same with your hands â€" hold

Discover The (real) Language Of Love
They say up to 90 percent of our communication with one another is nonverbal ��" but is he getting the right message? Sometimes what's in your heart and mind doesn't come across in your body language. When dating and mating, it's important to make sure your body language is as sharp as your conversation skills. From first impressions to first dates, a smile can be worth a thousand words. A smile conveys warmth and friendliness, and helps put the other person at ease. Eye contact is another body language biggie ��" direct eye contact shows your respect for the other person, as well as your interest in him. In fact, if you want to show a man you're really into him, look deeply into his eyes as he speaks to you. Trust me ��" he just might forget what he was saying! To catch the interest of a guy who you're not on a date with (yet!), catch his eye and smile. Then look away. Hold his gaze the next time you glance over. Other signs that convey yo

"sigillum Diaboli"
I can't see as I'm facing your pitiful lies Don't have the strength to carry your heavy load of life I'm your Christ to die on you This world's not for us and you know it as well as I do Oh I can't see through your eyes, bring your tears on me I will leave the body for your shoulder you just have to killing I'm your Christ to die on you This world's not for us and you know it as well as I do Oh as well as I do Oh as well as I do Just as well as I do Oh as well as I do Oh as well as I do So I'm your Christ to die on you This world's not for us and you know it as well as I do So I'm your Christ to die on you This world's not for us and you know it as well as I do Oh, so you've come from above And you say you want to And I kill myself for your love I'm killing myself for you, yes you I can't see as I'm facing your pitiful lies Don't have the strength to carry your heavy load of life I'm your Christ to die on you This world's not for us and you know it as well as I do Yes you do Yes

"razorblade Kiss"
I taste death in every kiss we share Every sundown seems to be the last we have Your breath on my skin has the scent of our end I'm drunk on your tears, Baby, can't you see it's hurting Mmhhh mmmhhhh Every time we touch we get closer to heaven And at every sunrise our sins are forgiven Uh.uh You on my skin this must be the end The only way you can love me is to hurt me again And again And again And again Your love is a razorblade kiss Sweetest is the taste from your lips Your love is a razorblade kiss Sweetest is the taste from your lips Oh the taste from your lips, my Darling Taste from your lips, oh my Love Only inside I'm free I'm tired of waiting You've got to let me dream inside you baby I'm not afraid to feel I want you to love me Cause you are the one Cause you are the one Cause you are the one Your love is a razorblade kiss Sweetness is the taste from your lips Your love is a razorblade kiss Sweetest is the taste from your lips Your love is a razorblade kiss Sweetest is

To Fall From Grace
What do you have to do to fall from grace To know that you had people admire you Now you have to start from a new place So sad that I now know what is true To see what happened made me feel disgrace Even in the end of all an angel had to fall A lot of things said but your actions ended it To know that you are human makes you so small You make me feel bad for who I am I admit Now that is over for cause I saw it all

Dreams Part1
Robert Bradley Jr. learned at a very early age that he had a very special power but for a long time he did not realize what he could do with it. At first it was just fun to use and really didn't mean much to anyone. You see, Bobby had the power to enter other people's dreams. The earliest he could remember using this special power was in the sixth grade when the assistant teacher, Ms. Morris, was supposed to pick the top project in the school's science fair. Little Bobby knew his project was good but was not sure if it was good enough to beat Tommy Lewis's erosion project. That night before he went to bed he looked at the photo of Ms. Morris in the school yearbook. Later when he was fast asleep he dreamed that he and Ms. Morris were in the science lab in school when he told her to pick his project because it was the best one there. The Science Fair was to start at 1:00PM the next day and when Bobby left his home room he saw Ms. Morris who smiled at him as he walked by the science roo

Dreams Part2
"So how was the movie?" she asked as she relaxed her hands on the sheet. It fell down her chest until he could see the start of her cleavage. He could also see the light shadows of her pointed nipples through the thin white material. "Not bad," he replied with a cough. "I really should go until you get dressed." He didn't want James to be upset finding him in the bedroom like this. "Does nudity bother you?" she giggled. He was shocked at her question but didn't want to sound like a wimp. "Not really." "Good because I'll get dressed before he gets back if it's ok with you." There was no way he was going to turn down a chance seeing her naked. "Yeah, I guess so." He moved over to his bed and pretended to move some papers around on his book shelf. Out of the corner of his eyes he saw some movement and peeked to see the sheet move away and her pink form stand up behind him. "You might as well look," she giggled. She could see him peeking. Bobby turned and froze. Her long pink nipple

Don't Mean A Thing, Please Don't Buy Me Bling...
Do rap... do rap... do rap... Listen ya'll, (that's southern talk) While I appreciate your kindness in buying me stuff, it really is totally unnecessary. I am a simple guy and material futhings just weigh me down. A note or an email is all I need to let me know there are decent folk out there. Save your fubucks for something nice for yourself. Besides, I wouldn't be in a bar that charges 500 fubucks for a drink anyway. That is a high class group of folks there and I grew up at the US Army Infantry school crawling through the mud. Now, I am a high school drop out so this is not some clever ploy to get bling by denying to want bling... I just ain't that bright. Ciao now.

Try This!! It Works & Is So Fun!! You'll Laugh!!
If you are Left Handed, use your Left Foot! If you are Right Handed, use your Right Foot! HOW SMART IS YOUR FOOT? This is hysterical. You have to try this. It is absolutely true. I guess there are some things that the brain cannot handle. HOW SMART IS YOUR RIGHT FOOT? You have to try this please, it takes 2 seconds. I could not believe this! It is from an orthopaedic surgeon............ This will confuse your mind and you will keep trying over and over again to see if you can outsmart your foot, but, you can't. It is pre-programmed in your brain! 1. While sitting at your desk in front of your computer, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles. 2. Now, while doing this, draw the number '6' in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction. I told you so! And there's nothing you can do about it! You and I both know how stupid it is, but before the day is done you are going to try it again, if you've not already done so. Send it to your friend

I Will Love You
Does the man that I am so deeply in love with love me? Why cant he see the real me, the me that crys out for him? Does he not hear me crying out for him? Does he not hear me crying out for attention, or is he not listening? Why show me love when he has no love to give? Does the heart and sould really mean anything to you? If it truely does then let it show through. Why let our differences get between our love? Let our differences flow away like a dove. Do you really know whether we should be together, or let it slip away like a feather? But untill the day comes, I will love you our whole lifes through.

From Me To You
Thinking of you day and night, Always on my mind, Always on my thoughts, Just you and I. Till the end of time, I need you by myside, hold me in your arms hold me tight! Never let go stay by myside, Love me kiss me caress me from head to toe, Let me know that you will always be mine, Show me that your heart blongs to only me, Make love throughout the night, Our bodies touching one another, Proving me love each other, God made us to love each other, To stay true to each other, I dont want to wake up a day, and have all this be just a dream, The taught of losing you, makes me want to scream, Make ME wanna die, makes me go crazy, Makes ME cry, Dont matter what other people think or say, Its only you and me To the end!!!

What Life Should And Be All About To Have The Fullest Of Everything!!
well,well, Just wanted to say, Praize,Jesus Christ,our lord,for we man kind is not worthy of the grace and love he has given to us,but we as his children are living sacrafices in his name and glory,Amen,do i have any wittnesses,how many people are so lost an in lifes greifs,and don't know were to turn,well let me tell you fubars fans,his door is always open you just have to call on his name and except him to be your savior,and devote your life to him,and he will walk with you all your days and comfort you aswell,for his gifts never stop giving,and don't forget to spread his word and invite someone to his Glory.Amen. What realy in life is more rewarding than his grace,salvation,love and most of all his promice of eturnal life with him and our Father in Heaven. Talk to him and give it a try,now remember,his answeres are not always what you want,but they will be what you really need,and don't for get to praze him name and show it in everything you do for others will

My Friend Always And Forever
You are my friend Always and ForeverThe True meaning of always and forever An angel sent from above,Love lifting my spirits up,Warning me of what could be ahead,Always by my side,Yong but wise,Showing me the way. Allowing me the freedom to talk in confidence,Now and forever,Drying my tears that I do cry. Falling in love for the first and the last time,Owning my heart as well as your own,Romance would help me to carry on,Everyday every night and always,Victorious over all those who hate me,Energizing me with your healing love,Raising my spirits above all the rest. Since you have been guiding me and watching over me,I will always love you and cherish younow and foreveralways and forever.

Moving Foward
Well been a little bit of a long week . Finally went to court for divorce and it went smoothly , got to go to concert with my favorite man and a friend , even quitting smoking . A sigh of relief followed by smiling , knowing one chapter of my life is almost completely over and a new one is just beginning. I still have alot of things to "get over" and I hope in time my insecurities will melt away and words that were said to hurt me vanish from my mind. Abuse doesn't have to mean you get hit or beat , and took me a long time to figure that out . Brett is wonderful , how did I get so lucky ?? Just need th house to sell now . I haven't smiled like this in ages and I don't want it to stop ready to move foward and on with MY life !

What Is Love
*What Does Love Mean?*A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all even when his hands got arthritis, too. That's Love. Rebecca - age 8When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."

Sluts On Fubar
To all of the females on Fubar that post revealing pics of themselves: STOP BITCHING ABOUT PERVERTS. (for the record, I am not the pervert that is being bitched about lol) I'm tired of seeing shit that says "I'm not a slut!" attached to a butt ass naked profile pic of you! Just because I'm dressed this way... does NOT mean I'm a slut. Officer Officer, thank God. There's two men, they just robbed me. WOOH WOOH, slow down lady, just because I'm dressed this way, does NOT mean I'm a police officer! Thank you Dave Chapelle. Don't post slutty pics if you don't want to be treated like a slut. IM OUT!

New # 1
In all the Days that we Live ours Lives. Doesn't matter how Strong we are, Trauma always leaves behind Scares that Hurts all of us. It follows us to Work, Home and everywhere we go in our Lives. Trauma messes Everyone up, But if you think about it Maybe thats the Point of it all. All the Pain,Fear and the Crap that We have to Deal with, Maybe going through all that in Ours Lives is what Keeps us Moving Forward. It's what Pushes us it's makes us Continue to go on in ours Lives. So if you Think about it and I Really meanThink about it, Maybe we all need to be a little Messed up in order to Step up.