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Those Parties!!!
O.K. Ladies it's time to book you holiday parties. The Holiday Catalogs are on their way!!! We have some great deals for Christmas. I still have dates and times available. Call me 409-351-6887 or e-mail me at cherylesguiltypleasures@hotmail.com. Visit me on line at cherylesguiltyideas.yourpassionconsultant.com. Give him a gift he wont be expceting and Have a blast at the party while figuring out the perfect gift for the one you love. Cheryle

Hahahahaahahaha 3
ITS TIME FOR THIS NICE GUY TO BECOME YOUR WORST FVCKIN NIGHTMARE!!!! SO IF YOU DONT LIKE IT LEAVE ME THE FVCK ALONE!! IM SLOWLY DELETING ALL YOU FAKE CUNTS WHO DIDNT EVEN BOTHER TO GET TO KNOW ME!!!!

A Whisper
A warm breeze blows across my face. I settle in against the tree, Its rough texture digging into my back. The solidness of it reassuring. I hug myself tight, Imagining your arms around me, Aching for your heaviness on me. Wishing for your warm breath on my neck, My breasts, my thighs. Wanting your hands on me, Exploring and probing. Resting my head and closing my eyes Because not seeing you before me is too painful. From my lips, in a whisper come these words, I so miss you.

I Am Back
HEY EVERYONE SORRY I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF MOVING, I HAD NOT BEEN ON FOR ABOUT 2-3 MONTHS BUT NOW I AM BACK HOPEFULLY, READY TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS. My Cell phone is off and i have a house phone now .I got tired of the call drops they a pian in the buttocks any way if u want my number just send me a message. love u all have fun (smile)

California Vs. Texas
CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road - The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (legally 18 if you live close enough to the border) - My governor ca

The Gemini
Gemini is the third sign of the Zodiac and associated with youth and versatility. Individuals born under this sign are thought to have a sociable, fun-loving, versatile, lively, communicative, liberal, mentally active and friendly character. The Gemini person is logical, smart, inquisitive, honest, clever, whimsical, nimble, quick-witted, articulate, lively, active, curious, capable of multi-tasking, talkative, sociable, and mercurial. A less developed Gemini is prone to moodiness, inconsistency, maliciousness, manipulativeness, selfishness, childish games, superficiality, restlessness and gossip. Among medieval astrologers, Gemini was thought of as a fortunate sign, and its subjects were considered to possess the qualities of intense devotion, genius, largeness of mind, goodness, and liberality In love, astrologers claim that the Gemini person tends to be serious, demanding and giving. When the less developed Gemini attempts a relationship they are light-hearted, oblivious, fickle

Updates And A Friday Full Of Danza Jokes
Updates and a Friday full of Danza Jokes 5:21pm Friday October 5th 2007 The day has been a hot one here in Ohio, I was planning out this Blog all day today, and it has literally taken me Hours just to sit down and get this wrote out. Trust m this is a sad scenario due to there not really being much on my plate to do today. I guess technically my day today started early this morning, or Late last night, Depends if you are one of those Glass is half empty or Half full type person. I kicked back and checked out my newest DVD, "Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer". I have to go on record and state that my friend Obi Webb was right, this one was better than the first, and Kids, I tell you, I Loved the First one. Eventually I did make my way to the land of the R.E.M. (Rapid eye Movement not the Band) I awoke this morning to a call from the Ex-Wife (Jennifer) with a further update on her father (Mike Market). To those who have been following this trage

Here Come The 90s Playlist 10/05/07
THE IMMORTALS - Techno Syndrome (12") LORDS OF ACID - The Crablouse THE KLF - What Time Is Love? HOOTIE & THE BLOWFISH - Let her Cry GREEN DAY - Good Riddance EXTREME - Hole Hearted EIFFEL 65 - Blue CE CE PENISTON - We Got A Love Thang SNAP - The Power ENIGMA - Return to Innocence DAVID BOWIE (with BRIAN ENO) - Seven Years in Tibet ENYA - Only If... BILLY IDOL - Shock to the System FAITH NO MORE - Epic EMF - Unbelievable COOLIO - Gangsta's Paradise 2Pac - Dear Mama LL COOL J - Around The Way Girl MADONNA - Frozen DURAN DURAN - Come Undone ARRESTED DEVELOPMENT - Tennessee ASHLEY MACISAAC / MARY JANE LAMOND - Sleepy Maggie BARENAKED LADIES - Loves in a Dangerous Time BRUCE COCKBURN - Last Night of the World RUSH - Ghost of a Chance COLOR ME BADD - I Wanna Sex You Up RALPH TRESVANT - Sensitivity SPICE GIRLS - Say You'll Be There TLC - Ain't 2 Prud 2 Beg WILL SMITH - Men In Black SEAL - Fly Like An Eagle NINE INCH NAILS - The Perfect Drug THE HEIGHTS - How D

Parents
Parents are the shapers of our lives, not the makers and not the keepers There is a special group of people with more love then flowers have seeds. These people are known to help you with all of your needs. They may not be rich or fancy; they may never hit the news. But they are sure to know just how to help chase away the blues. Well, maybe not every time. Some may be white, some black, or even red or brown, maybe a yellowish. They most often come in two’s and they provide you your heritage. Their matched up as his and hers, male and female, husband and wife. They share everything together; the work, the bills, their entire life. Oh, and from little people they are mimed. Of all the hats, or titles they wear, the proudest it seems to me, is the hat or title known as a double syllable word. Oh what can that word be? Yes, that’s the one! The proudest word in the dictionary and the strongest I think. Proud and strong they have to be, or surely their family would sin

Things To Think About
Things to think about ERIC Ethan Dream of good things that will get your through the day an night When you are down with frown laugh and smile to beat the blues away When you are mad step in the rain to cool down Doesn’t worry let God take control he will steer you in the right direction Friends are close and far away but remember you there in their in spirit and in their heart for a reason Listen to a good tune to get you through the day just rock till can stop When it is raining time to step in a good book to read and get cozy Think of different things you always wanted to do Remember to look in your heart today it is full of sunshine that is so bright Your heart is not grey it just the light is on dim so turn it up today to shed light in your heart today Stand in the rain and let the water hit your face and let it pour down your body it make you feel good and wash the stress away. But remember you are ju

Walk Down The Road Of Many Colors
Walking down the road of many colors By Eric Ethan There is a road where I live you have to take a walk down it is a dirt road but when falls comes around it is the road of many colors, when the leaves fall down on the ground on this road it has color of yellow , but when you walk down this road it looks like gold road from a distance. Then around the turn there is a mix colors of leaves in different shape and sizes it looked like God made a puzzle out of it. Then one more bend on the road it is all red with apples hanging from the tree and leaves of red all over the ground. I call it the apple road. But when you take this walk it is place where you can go think and get you mind together and see the deer’s ,crane and turkey with their kids getting ready fro the winter rest. The coolest thing is taking this walk of many colors is the coolest thing it seems like it is heaven.

Twisted Love
come into my eyes and leave reality behind hypnotic words all filled with lies a deceitful kiss brings you to your knees and in the end you belong to me i can hear your heart call my name love or lust, its all the same in these flames of twisted passion our burning love, our painful love a love that only ends in blood a misleading touch draws you further in to a world of crimson sin passionate screams and painful cries as i stare into frightened eyes i can hear your heart call my name love or lust, its all the same in these flames of twisted passion our burning love, our painful love a love that only ends in blood a love that only ends in blood... a piercing kiss which mark now lingers as crimson love slips down my fingers paleful beauty immortal bliss the sweet taste of love the sweet taste of blood a love that only ends in blood..

Halloween Costume 2008 Part 1
Well, yesterday I spent the majority of the day crawling through fabric stores. @.@ Considering I'm not much of a seamstress (let's just say my grade 9 home ec class was a disaster, 'k? -_-; ), that was quite the feat. The end result was that I now have the material for the under-dress and over-dress for this year's Haloween costume. Since I know next to nothing about material, farics and patterns (I know the basics...like...what satin is and so on and so forth...which isn't nearly enough to get beyond looking at all the pretty fabrics) so the lady who's making the costume for me came along to guide me through the vast amounts of confuzzling choices. So...I spent a little more than I wanted to...but...I think it was worth it. The over-dress is going to be a gorgeous emerald greed velvet while the under-dress is going to be a butter-coloured butter suede (I was a little nervous about the suede thing until I placed the two materials together and saw how beautifully they compli

Free Mammograms
I found this on a friend's blog on another site, I figured I should pass this link on so as many people can do it as possible. It doesn't cost you anything, you just have to click the button. They count the clicks, the clicks count toward free mammograms. Simple as that :) I go there daily and click myself now. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/clickToGive/home.faces?siteId=2

Wen A Stud Misses U
When a stud bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When a stud wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a stud's heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a stud is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a stud is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a stud looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a stud answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a stud stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a stud lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a stud says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a stud says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a stud is mean to you after a breakup she wants you b

One Moment By Eric
One moment By Eric Ethan If I took one moment I wanted to be with you to know you face to face. To understand me to hear me out tell you how I feel with my heart, give the greatest kisses and hugs that last forever, to tell how it is lonely sometimes, to share things with you fly to the highest top down to the bottom of the sea. Travel places WE never seen, spend that night with you near the fire , just cuddle with give the greatest kiss on the cheek and neck and lips to tell you how much you mean to me. You the cure that open my heart and made it red so lets fly together and write a new chapter in our lifes that it would be happy ending forever, The End

Vistors Today
I had vistors today that made me cry today, three little kittens that touch my heart today, Someone threw them in them woods and can't keep them I gave them to a little kid who wanted a kitten and I went over there and gave them to the little kid she loved the parents thanked me today and that I made their day and the girls day today, today it made me happy to give three little kitties that need love today, it made my heart feel good to see love hit a lonley kid today that need love to a three little kittens that are liek kids to to get love t oo The end this is a true storie I have written cause I'm the one that found the threes kittens today, I bet a friend prayed for me today not to be loney today thanks to my friend

New Immigrants
NOT printed in the Orange County (CA)Paper...................?? Newspapers simply won't publish letters to the editor which they either deem politically incorrect (read below) or which does not agree with the philosophy they're pushing on the public. This woman wrote a great letter to the editor that should have been published; but, with your help it will get published via cyberspace!? New Immigrants From: "David LaBonte"? My wife, Rosemary, wrote a wonderful letter to the editor of the OC Register which, of course, was not printed. So, I decided to "print" it myself by sending it out on the Internet. Pass it along if you feel so inclined. (signed) Dave LaBonte Written in response to a series of letters to the editor in the Orange County Register: Dear Editor:? So many letter writers have based their arguments on how this land is made up of immigrants. Ernie Lujan for one, suggests we should tear down the Statue of Liberty because the people now in

Warmth Of A Woman>.poem >diana
warmth of a woman is to be receptive of the man and to love and understand that he is just who he is he works hard to provide and she stands always by his side so lovingly there to support all he belives in and what he does for her she loves him ten times more for he is her knight and shinning aromour so she is his darling wonder she trys to seduce him in ways and this is to give him love and show she cares and when he is sick ;she is there to nurse him back to health ... cause with out him she is not To be whole and complete is want she wants With out him she is neighter or not. This woman of little doubt .... is what im talking about Warmth is to her, to give, with no holding back To do all and more if she can; To express to her man , That she loves him and he is very wanted ; for him to of found her and give her the chance; To do all for him to please her man. Was a life time of wishing and wanting to ; of be loved

My Mom And My God
“The worst can happen, but the Best remains.” Corrie Ten Boom As the mother lies dieing with her babe in her arms, she tries keeping him from all harms. She holds him close to her bosom and watches him sleep, praying the Lord, this child will keep. With her last ounce of strength she holds him tight, asking God to allow her just this one more night. As the day breaks in and her body grows limb and weak, she releases one last plea, for her child, then weeps. God! She cries they are coming for me now; I am ready she says and then bows. She gently lays her son on the floor, as she sheds her last tear, Lord, watch him throughout his years. She kisses him tenderly, and says, I love you so much, and with that he feels her last touch. She looks down on him now, with a smile on her face, she sees a young man with loving grace. He is a Pastor now, he grew up safe and strong; she never did get to tell him what went wrong. As he tells the story of her last days on earth, she b

Getpaid To Have A Website
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Residue
Broken tooth From fist once loved Scars in unseen ways. Trust betrayed Inflicted harm Lost in emotions maze Respect denied Flows both ways Diminishing esteem. Sadness seeps To aching marrow Laughs a far off dream Soul deep anger Smoulders darkly Sustaining life long pain Time groans on Fades memory Deep wounds, though, Still remain.

Tentacles That Binds
A softer shade cannot illuminate this relentless somber image of sorrow. a seed buried so far beneath the ground, that no nurturing will let it see tomorrow's light. oh the sorrow of a broken and cracked hull, slowly sinking into the depths of an unknown terror. so unforgiving the tentacles unleashed, binding, that envelops this soaring heart into submission, this blanket isn't warm enough to justify the wait, left with no motivation, to begin the evolution again. exhaustion consumes the very essence of self-preservation, like a levy waiting to unleash it's rage upon the weak in it's path, to eradicate the vision of serenity, so violently. i see the trainwreck...i see damnation...

Finally Pregnant Wit Baby #2
ok so October 7th 2007 Was one of the good days in my life...I found out that James and I were gonna have a baby...I was shocked to see the test say i was pregnant becuz i figured it would have been like every other time we had tried that i would be disapointed but not this time..it was a dream come true.....im so excited..to watch my body change and all that...I know Sean is watchin over all of us...and is prolly very happy to be having a baby brother or sister on the way..James and I did not plan this but we know it happened for a reason...Sean was taken away in an unfair way so God i guess wanted to bless us once again...i know that me and him will make great parents!....i love you James...im so glad that i have you by my side to help me through everything in life that we have been through..i know our life is gettin better and better as each day passes.....I cant wait to become your wife..and have this baby...im so excited...

Crazy Times
Just wanted to let all my friends know I won't be around much this next week...I'll be working 9 days straight...and very crazy hours. I will miss you all and can't wait to have time to chat with you again...All the best and hugs and kisses to all!!

My Dad
you know i never really knew my dad he was in and out of jail he beat me when i was younger but i kept going back becs i loved my little sis and didnt want anything to happen to her well one night i heard her scream and i ran to her voice and found her laying on the floor craying. i knew what has happend my dad was drunk and hit her so i beat the crap out of him and told him that he ever touched her aginhe never be able to walk again well someone called the cops becs of noise and i made it look like some one broke in my sis laied for me saying some one did my dad couldnt rember he was to drunk so did i do the right thing there??? to this day i dont know where my dad or sis is but i do know th my sis has 4 kids and hasnt seen our dad in over 10 yrs smiles i think i did the right thing

Tomorrow It My Not Come If We Stay On A Path Of Destruction.>> God Is The Way >>> >please Read This>.>>
If we stay on a path to destroy this planet and all the universe and all life on it.Then it be on our hands blood shed . God has spooken ,given His word; showed us thru eyes of fore fathers before us and prophets , That we will bring wrath and destruction , but if we could all, see to follow him in faith all could be changed around. But sin won,t give up its grip so , we are to be headed to doom . But God shows he will bring new order thru Christ,s Reign. He will wipe away all death, bring about Eternal life Amen! Love will take hold to make all better in this Earth, as this earth will be changed . The heaven,s will be changed too. But for a better way of order thru God,s love . We will some of us see this change come about, live in it , and never have troubles , or war or such things ever come about again. Be not afraid it is God,s will to come; A better way and an Eternal life for those who beleive and have faith . And those who dont have faith; Yet there s st

Diet Soda Is Not A Diet Product! You Have A Right To Know What You Are Putting In Your Body...
I always wonder why after drinking a Diet pop I would get a Headache...This was in my e-mail today... If it says ‘SUGAR FREE’ on the label; DO NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT! I have spent several days lecturing at the WORLD ENVIRONMENTAL CONFERENCE on “ASPARTAME,” marketed as ‘Nutrasweet,’ ‘Equal,’ and ‘Spoonful.’ In the keynote address by the EPA, it was announced that in the United States in 2001 there is an epidemic of multiple sclerosis and systemic lupus. It was difficult to determine exactly what toxin was causing this to be rampant. I stood up and said that I was there to lecture on exactly that subject. I will explain why Aspartame is so dangerous: When the temperature of this sweetener exceeds 86 degrees F, the wood alcohol in ASPARTAME converts to formaldehyde and then to formic acid, which in turn causes metabolic acidosis. Formic acid is the poison found in the sting of fire ants The methanol toxicity mimics, among other conditions, multiple sclerosis a

If We Had Sex
Copy and Paste into a message.... 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i licked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch me? 24. Would you let me scratch you? 25. Would you h

Its Me
i dont know i lived and done things that most ppl would love to do my age i dont know where i went wrong now im stuck i was 21 worked 2 jobs full time i know i said i have kids but its not by blood but by my heart that i think they are mine i did everything in my power to make my ex happy where i go wrong i made sure i paid everything i worked 6 days a week 2 full time jobs and made sure the kids was happy plz tell me what i did to force that down the drain bec i dont have that any more

Haha
They gather in the full moons light On lonely roads at dead of night With shinning eyes that pierce the mists They prey on passing motorists Sure footed over rock and crag A victim fresh to feast they drag And all that’s left when feedings through Is a baseball cap and a training shoe No wolf or hound will prowl the moors And ghosts and ghouls stay home indoors So when shrill screams disturb your sleep Beware the Cumberland killer sheep

The Frog Lmao!!!!
There was this little boy about 12 years old walking down the street, >>dragging a flattened frog on a string behind him. >> >>He came to a house of ill repute, and knocked on the door. When the >>Madam >>answered it, she saw the little boy and asked what he wanted. He said, >>"I >>want to have sex with one of the women inside. >>I have the money to buy it, and I'm not leaving until I get it." >> >>The Madam figured, what the hell, so she told him to come in. Once in, >>she told him to pick any of the girls he liked. He said, "I heard all >>the >>men talking about having to get shots after making love with Amber. >>THAT'S >>the girl I want." >> >>Since the little boy was so adamant and had the money to pay for it, the >> >>Madam told him to go to the first room on the right. >> >>He headed down the hall, dragging the squashed frog behind him. >> >>Ten minutes later he came back, still dragging the frog, paid the Madam, >>and headed out the door. >> >>The Madam

Jezebel
If I took this cigarette and put it out on you, would you love me? Her throat is soft, her lips are red, Her thighs are white, her heart is dead, Jezebel. Open up your broken heart or you will die tonight. Red rope burns around her wrists, Her blood is cold, yeah, her heroin's kiss, Do you love your whore? I like to hear you beg, She's crouched down in the corner with her head between her legs, Jezebel. Broken glass and dirty needles, Soul erosion truth, Electric god, our superman, Found dead in a telephone booth, Shards of teeth, Ice pick abortions, Orgasmic death, so warm, Let's die screamin', Black goat semen, I can't hear you whisper "conform" Hearts will stop and brain cells pop, Apocalyptic high, She screams bloody murder as they chop off her fingers, So this is how it feels to die, But it's okay, Yeah everything's okay. She was talkin' about conspiracy, Talkin' bout takin' sides, I was masturbating just contemplating, The cold lov

4 To Go
So 4 more chemo's and YES I am counting...lol Then I get another CAT Scan then if all is clear, I can stop the chemo, continue chemo or take the Chemo Pill... You know it really is a hard decision. I hate the side effects you get from the chemo but the longterm is priceless. Food has no flavor, you over heat, feel sick, get dehydrated, among other things and stay tired. Even if I coninue Chemo I will be done by the time we get to the summer, which would be great since i started at teh beginning of summer this year. But it is all a day at a time! I had chemo thursday but I still feel icky. aside of that..I guess I can't complain. My friend Debbi is really sick and is in the hospital. Her white blood cells are almost zero and her potassium was gone. They found some lumps on her esophagus, so they are doing biopsies, let's pray they turn out ok. SHe needs lots and lots of prayers. The Bike Run is next weekend, I'm excited about it, but I will have just had Chemo s

How Long
How long.... How long do I have to wait? Ive asked you time and time again. How long do I have to wait? Ive been honest from the get go, no beating around the bush. How long do I have to wait? Ive begged and pleaded, what can I do. How long do I have to wait? You know what I need, How hard can it be? So..again..Ill ask... How long.....

One Day!
Tonight would be the night. It was he, who as a part of their agreement, set the schedule for things and he knew she was ready, even if she was too scared to admit it. Up until now their games had consisted of playful teasing while he taught her how to please him. Punishment had always come in the form of withheld pleasure but tonight it was time to take things further and begin to let her explore the bridges between pain and pleasure and submission and ecstacy. Tonight, not only would she admit she wanted to go further, she would beg him to take her there. Heads turned when she walked across the hotel lobby, but she was oblivious to all but him. The month's of separation, the late-night phone calls and the stories he had e-mailed her to read on the plane had all done the trick. Her whole body throbbed with the need to be touched, by this man. His story selection always hinted at things to come and today's stories had all been about spankings; with whips, wi

2008 Presidential Election
This is pretty interesting ... give it a try. The following is an interesting exercise. You answer a few questions then click the 'find your candidate button' and the program selects the candidate who's position on the issues is most like your own... You may be surprised at what you find... I was.... follow the link below.... http://www.wqad.com/Global/link.asp?L=259460

Personality Test?
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||| 40% Stability |||||| 30% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||| 23% Intellectual |||||||||||| 43% Mystical |||||||||||| 50% Artistic |||||||||||| 50% Religious |||||||||||||||| 70% Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63% Materialism |||||||||||||| 56% Narcissism |||||||||| 36% Adventurousness |||||| 23% Work ethic |||||||||| 36% Self absorbed |||||| 30% Conflict seeking

Alcohol
Dear Alcohol Current mood: happy Dear alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hour s of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili

Robbie Wil;liams:angels Lyrics
I sit and wait does an angel contemplate my fate and do they know the places where we go when we´re grey and old ´cos I´ve been told that salvation lets their wings unfold so when I’m lying in my bed thoughts running through my head and I feel that love is dead I’m loving angels instead and through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection whether I’m right or wrong and down the waterfall wherever it may take me I know that life wont break me when I come to call she wont forsake me I’m loving angels instead when I’m feeling weak and my pain walks down a one way street I look above and I know ill always be blessed with love and as the feeling grows she breathes flesh to my bones and when love is dead I’m loving angels instead and through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection whether I’m right or wrong and down the waterfall wherever it may take me I know that life wont break me

Ecstacy An Block Cancer Growth
Ecstasy can block cancer growth Ecstasy and anti-depressant drugs such as Prozac have the potential to stop cancer cell growth, research has found. A University of Birmingham team tested the impact of amphetamine derivatives such as Ecstasy and weight-loss pills, and antidepressants including Prozac. They found the drugs were effective at blocking cancer growth in more than half of lymphoma (white blood cell cancer) samples tested. It is hoped the FASEBJ Journal study will will lead to new cancer therapies.

Renate's Home!
Just had to tell you guys ... just got this from Sabrina moments ago. Renate's home and she doing fine :D Good Morning my dears:) Just a short note to let you all know that my mom Renate is now home from hospital! She is doing fine, she just needs a lot of rest and sleep now! But everything else is ok:) I`d like to thank you ALL once again for all your concern thoughts and prayers! We all do appreciate this whole bunches my friends:) I wish you all a wonderful Wednesday! Much love and lots of smiles Sabrina Have copied this as was shared to her Yahoo groups. I think she says it all :) Extra thanks go to my Fubar friends Donna and "The Animal" who read these and I know were keeping her in their thoughts. Also to anyone and everyone else who saw this and did the same. You're all the best!

Whoa Whoa...private Blog Here! Shit You Could Have Knocked!
Ummm...whats up? Do you mind? GOD! I'm gonna be here awhile & your totally throwing off my rhythm. Please go take a fun quiz on another blog or something. Kinda busy here. Geez.

He's There Safe, But I'm Sad
Well he made it to Korea safely... Oddly enough he was able to send out an email to a few peeps, myself included, but didn't call! This annoys me. I want to talk to him. I miss him more than I thought I would. I need him here more than I really thought I did. It sucks! I just need this week to be done and over with. Then I need October to finish. I know once this month is out then things will start to smooth over and I will be ok. Right now things are just so confusing. I just started back to work, money is all fucked up, Tara has to walk home from school to a friends house which mind you is farther from the school than my house, I don't see my kids much, and well just add the rest of what I do. I am a Brownie leader, a Daisy leader, Tara has Karate 2 nights a week, Brownie's 1 night, Jarrod and Lizzie have dance 1 night, Lizzie has Daisies 1 day a week, Oh my god what was I thinking!!!??? And then the times are just all fucked up! And add my doctor that I see once month! A fucked u

Finding The Right Partner !!!
For single people, it can conjure up feelings of loneliness and frustration. Relationships are such an essential part of our life, and not having the ideal partner in your life can be a cause of unhappiness. So how do you go about finding the right person? What is the best way to think about, approach and react to people you are attracted to? In this bulletin, I’d like to share a few ideas that can help you to improve your chances of meeting and connecting with the right person. Start with Yourself The first thing to do when looking for a partner, is to look at yourself and your life as it is. Many people mistakenly believe that finding the right person and having a relationship will somehow complete their life, or fill the void of dissatisfaction that they feel when single. This is simply NOT TRUE. If you need some evidence about this, then ask somebody who has been married for more than two years - they will tell you that a relationship only amplifies the quality (or lack thereof) of

Happy Hump Day
Hey yall how ya all doing this morning? Well I have some good news I should be getting my home internet back within the next week or so and I should be back online an ready to go. I have missed you all so much and I am looking forward to catching up with you all it truly has been a along few months since I have been able to relax and enjoy myself again so I want to hear from all of you all love ya all take kisses an huggs!

My Spiritual Path...
I just wanted to let Everyone know.. I'm going through a Spiritual Fast.. Until Oct. 28TH.. And even after that i'm still working on my Spiritual Path.. Going through the Insights of our life... I'm starting to figure out alot of stuff God.. Wants me to know.. "Mary Magdelan", "The Holy Grail", "The Knights Templar" and "The Cathers" Not sure of my Path yet, still figuring that out.. Only I can through People I meet or talk to Giving me insights about new things. Everything happens for a reason.. Take your Dreams and coincedences Seriesly.. I had someone close to me wake me up.. I started seeing 333-444 Numbers, Coincedences... One after the other... Ive had Mystical Experiences... Seen Energetic Auras... You can feel and see a Differance in me.. Thats why I cant get involved with anyone more than friends.. I'll lose my Energy to them... Until I have gone through the insights and found my True self through God... I can only be Friends... If you want to know more abn

My Poetry
thus the river din is passage for the swimmers but do we release them unto torture once again i say this harken my followers do unto me follow the river lined with bones theriver din lessen the swim free the blood entrenched swimmers burdened down from sin do unto me follow me home

Your Gay?..... Your Fired! - Must Read
so in many states across this nation it is actually okay & legal to fire an employee on the basis that the employee is gay. Even tho it is acknowledged that to fire an employee on that basis is morally wrong & discrimination. It's still however legal and employers do get away with it. Ya know 40 years ago America had a problem with the whole black Vs. white bullshit,where white employers wouldn't hire black employers and vice versa. But we obviously overcame that. And I'd like to know these current employers opinions on why they think they reserve the right to fire a gay employer,b/c they are gay. That would be like me, a proud Bisexual member of society,to own my own business and to only hire homosexual employees and not heterosexuals. Now wouldn't the common day straight person have a *BIG* issue with that decision of mine? Wouldn't it offend and be found intolerable for me to actually discriminate against heterosexuals b/c they are simply straight? Why is it permissable to argue th

The Cowboy And Hillary
Senator Clinton is on a plane to Texas and finds herself seated next to an older, weathered man in a western snap shirt, faded jeans and a cowboy hat. Thinking herself above the old cowboy, she decides to make sport of him. 'You know,' she says, 'I've heard these flights go much more quickly if you strike up a conversation with a fellow passenger. So, let's talk.' The cowboy looks at her wryly and says, 'Well I s'pose that'd be all right. What'd ya like to discuss?' 'Oh, I don't know, 'says Hillary with a hint of sarcasm, 'How about Iraq?' 'Hmm,' says the cowboy, sensing the Hillary's attempt to belittle him, 'That could be an interesting topic. But, let me ask you a question first -- horses, cows, and deer all eat the same stuff--grass. Yet, a deer passes little pellets, a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse makes muffins of dried poop. Why do you suppose that is?' Dumbfounded, Senator Clinton's replies, 'I haven't the slightest idea.' 'So tell me then,

Divorce & Abortions
Disclaimer: The following post may offend some people. I really don't care; I stand firm next to my beliefs. You are more than welcome to disagree with me. Feel free to post your thoughts. After all, you are entitled to your opinion, too. I only ask that you keep it civilized. Moving on... Abortion was unheard of 40 years ago, but now it happens an average of 1.6 million times per year. Let's assume that the bulk (hell, the vast majority) of those are out of convenience. Was it also in the 1960s that we stopped taking responsibility for our own actions? Is it not obvious that pregnancy is a possible consequence of sex? Do we care anymore? "Nope, just get an abortion if that happens." (Let me clarify: while I do personally believe abortion to be murder, that's not the point right now.) Do we care about the millions of dollars of taxpayer burden that these unnecessary (and possibly dangerous) surgical procedures are causing? Furthermore, it's just unnatural. Pregnancy is part of th

Im A Flirt, Who Knew, Lmao!
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Very Touching Story......................
I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sa

Poetry
in misery i wait for your touch, your word, your hate in the dark i am alone missing you, nowhere called home the cold touches me softly there is no warmth to fill my soul i am a forgotten toy no love given, no joy a slave to your need yearning always, full of greed i wake without you quiet and afraid, my love so true i dream of your arms wrapped in the mist of my memory how long will this intermission last can i ever forget the past will your love return to me will my soul ever be free i want you now more than ever i thought this need would go will it, maybe never 9/23/07

Poetry
Tempt me my anger grows every stronger daily it gains speed there is a purpose to it to make her eat her sin i think of taking it to her this pain i feel without end cut her with a subtle knife make her scream with pain i'd take away her beauty and hide it in her shame give her something bitter for what she stole from me the prize is not quite worth it she'll see someday i know he's always on the hunt searching for new game she wont begin to change him his type you cannot tame 07/31/07

Poetry
UNFINISHED/UNTITLED Lost dreams, full of promise a nightmare in the sun Youth and desire burn within create a need undone forgiveness unasked, and know that its given just the same the devil's fateful touch never know what's in a name 07/31/07

My Best Poetry--"ship Of Dreams"
"Ship of Dreams" Radiant Ship, glowing with encouragement. Bound for America in a mere five days. Man, Woman, child in their Glory of triumph. All full of Wonder of The Ship that couldn't sink. The Ship that Couldn't Sink. Devotion Greeting through embody, knowing not what would become of them, for they all knew. It's The Ship that couldn't sink. The Ship that couldn't sink. "Iceberg, Straight ahead!" Shattered all hopes, Shattered all Dreams. Mixed minuts went by, Ocean started swallowing. Reliziation hit, they're going under. In The Ship that couldn't sink. The Ship that couldn't sink. So many people, so few boats. Some woman, children survived. Few men able to reunite. Wary through passion, vanishing through midair. Promises kept, memories through past lives, whispers of good-byes. In The Ship that couldn't sink. The Ship that couldn't sink.

My Poetry--"fairyland"
"Fairy-Land" Your words of Wisdom, Makes Shakespeare sound unsure. Your touch of freedom, Makes Romeo shiver with fear. Your strength of character, Makes Jack proceed to stare. For their love story, Was only but a legend. For when they heard of us. They knew we were sent, from Heaven. For our Dreams came true, Since fate brought us together.

My Poetry--"guy In My Dreams"
To The Guy in my Dreams. At a Resort, Spending time with my Mom. Over-Whelmed by the Beauty. Looking down at the pool. I see him, he sees me. Our eyes meet. Shivers running down me, looking away, I catch my breath. I look back, he's no-where to be found. Out of my life, before it began. Swimming in the Pool, looking all around. "Strange", "Theirs gates all around the resort. But not around the Pool!" Sliding glass doors, one slides open. I hear someone, it's him. I need to get out, to freshen up, before we meet. Walking up stairs, making a right, more stairs. My body's going limp. I'm almost there, so close. I feel his arm swing me around until we face. We kiss: Ka-Boom: Fireworks blast all around us. I knew then, he is my Soulmate. Will we become one,and not just a fantasy out of a dream.

New Pics In Default
ok people i got some new pics in my default and i need some love on them so stop by and give me some love on them and while your here please rate the rest of my pics i have plenty to look at now so please give me lots of love thanx for those that do stop and give me love

Erotic Desires
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Sweet 16?
Yesterday would have been my oldest daughters 16th birthday. I have found myself wondering lots of things...... Would she be dating? Would she be athletic or a couch potatoe? Would she excel in school or stuggle? How would she dress? What kind of hair style (or color) would she have? Would I be doing what I am in life now had she survived? My friends tell me not to torment myself wondering all of the what ifs and to stop blaming myself. Easier said than done. Until you have dealt with the death of child you cannot relate to all of the what ifs and the guilt and blame. I will say this the friends I do have are GREAT! and they have so totally been there for me considering that I am a royal demon this time of the year every year. But I am not going to sit here and pour my heart out when I know most people won't even read this anyway....Just something I did for myself. Pam.....mommy loves you and I always will and someday I will see you again.

Jack
One day in line in the cafeteria, Jack said to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts terribly" I guess i had better see a doctor." "listen. you dont have to spend that kind of money Mike replied." There'sa diagnostic computerat the corber drugstore. Just give it a urine sample and the compute will tell you whats wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and cost only $10. heck of lot cheaper than a doctor! so jack collected a urine sample in a small jar and took it to the drugstore where he deposited his ten dollars, the computere lit up and asked for the urine sample. He poured the sample into a funnel and waited. Ten seconds later the computer lit up and ejected a printout. "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. That evening thinking about how amazing this new tgechnology was jack began wondering if the could be fooled. he mixed some tap water,stool sample from his dog urine samples from hiswife and daug

Plan
deep inside, at some point we can all die. its not a physical death, but it hurts so much worse. try so hard, but always fall down. striving for something better, something you havent found. digging deep, trying to figure everything out. you think your far ahead, but in reality... your still yet to be found. tumble down, fall on your face. break away, for a time and a place. run away deep inside your mind. a place of serenity, somewhere you will find. touch base, on this fake life you live. play with your dreams, for they are the key. you can do anything if you push the right button. but devistation, comes all of a sudden. to take this chance, your life is your pawn. stand still to long, and ur dead and gone. tumble down, fall on your face. break away, for this time and your place. run away deep inside your heart. this place of darkness, totally torn apart. hold on to this, beautiful dream of mine. for my heart, and my soul will truly beat in time. im h

Perfect Ending
Tonight is done, but tomorrow is here. Dont worry my child, bottle up your fear. For i am here to take you away. I have searched so far from here. To pick you out, so shed no more tears. Will you be with me, when the sun shines again. No you will not, because your story has an end. I have told you before, i will not stand again. You will have to take me, Just grab my hand. We are both alone, so into the dark we run. Heres the story, you couldnt tell. What i bring to you is pain. The perfect ending is saved for you to tell.Something so deadly, youll do it so well. I havent begun to tell you what i feel. But once i am gone, it will pass you in time. Hated so much, with all this pain i bury inside. Dont worry i will harm no one at all. Just keep it to myself, and then i will die. All alone and by myself is how i will fall. This is how i wanted it remember what i said. I dont want you to look back just move forward instead. I know one thing and that just might

To Every Girl...
To every girl... To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so badly. To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he cared more. To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold. To every girl who just wants him to call. To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him. To every girl that just wants to cuddle. To every girl that just wants to sleep with him without having

Take Care Of
Take care of By ERIC Ethan Take care of me with love and hugs Take care of me with kisses and caring Take care of me of me when I’m down and out Take care of me when I’m need that friend to talk too Take care of me when I’m sick and not well Take care of me at night not make me feel alone at night The end

Divorce Vs. Murder
A nice, calm and respectable lady went into the pharmacy, walked up to the Pharmacist, looked straight into his eyes, and said, "I would like to buy some Cyanide." The pharmacist asked, "Why in the world do you need cyanide?" The lady replied, "I need it to poison my husband." The pharmacist's eyes got big and he exclaimed, "Lord have mercy! I can't give You cyanide to kill your husband. That's against the law! I'll lose my license! They'll throw both of us in jail! All kinds of bad things will happen. Absolutely not! You CANNOT have any cyanide!" The lady reached into her purse and pulled out a picture of her husband in bed With the pharmacist's wife. The pharmacist looked at the picture and replied, "Well now, that's different. You didn't tell me you had a prescription

Robotic Sentiment
~Robotic Sentiment~ She's dead She died a morbid death that day. Her corpse severed and mangled; an example of a broken ramble. Her blood splattered on the windshield…little droplets of poetic malfunction sprayed upon her sweet cadaverous beauty. She was once a Queen. And she ruled upon her land with meek demeanor, always precious and discreet. Her voice was musical. A celestial symphony played telepathically by every angel in her realm. Her eyes guarded secrets. She created rainbows just by glancing at the blackest sky. Her eyes held volumes of excursions and undiscovered continents sprawled magically across her mind. Her thoughts were wonderful. Somehow they always filtered my robotic-like sentiments. ~ She made me human ~ In a sense, she was my rebirth. She died that day underneath a solar canvas and I didn't even have a chance to say: "Good-bye"

Bring Back The Days
Bring back the days of a carefree life with play an’ laughter, no worry or strife. Let me swing so high in the old apple tree like monkeys in a jungle screaming with glee. I want to chase chickens back into their pen, an’ ride the young heifers ‘cross our land again. Run in the sunshine, play in the field, hide in the sweet corn, eat apples—unpeeled. Rope-swing into haylofts, ride horses on roads, wade ponds by the dozens searching out toads. Play baseball in pastures— dry cow pies for bases, tie legs together in gunny-sack races. Have friends cross the meadow an’ just down the way, more joy than imagined packed into a day. Summers so hot, my skin will burn red, be a tired little kid when shooed off to bed. Swim the ditch with water snakes galore— Oh, just to catch a slithery once more. Discover new bugs, an’ catch honey bees, punch holes in a jar lid so they can breath free. Try to smoke straw out backa the barn, si

What Are Friends????
What are friends???? Friends are God's way of taking care of us This was written by a Hospice of Metro Denver physician. I just had one of the most amazing experiences of my life, and wanted to share it with my family and dearest friends: I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It wouldn't even turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the "quickie mart" building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a Gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay. When I got there, it looked more like she had been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes. She dropped something as I helped her up, and

Woah When Did This Happen?
Suddenly I got boosted about 2 levels. Strange! Maybe it has to deal with that survey thing I did the other day. Hmm, interesting. Anywho, I had a test today and winged it. Probably failed it, but who knows. Last weekend was awesome. Went to goodwill and got a coat for $25. Half price day apparently was that day. Because the price tag said $50, even then it was a steal because the coat is virtually brand new and my mom saw a coat just like it at a store with a price tag of $225. Hell yea! Who says Goodwill isn't kewl? I also got a pair of Hollister jeans for $3. Brand new too. That weekend definitely made up for a bad week before that. I sure hope this weekend will be spectacular. Also, I have more photo space so I got some new pics. Check 'em! Later. --Xonus

I'm In Love...
With Cate Blanchett! Uh, seriously, this woman has a face to die for. I just watched the new Elizabeth movie, and I loved it. The costume design is outrageous. I saw the first one and liked that one, too. Dean and I were kind of thrown off guard that they would make a sequel so long after the first one, but stranger things have happened. Basic Instinct 2. Anyway, if I was a bit gay for Cate Blanchett before, I'm a huge dike for her now. She could just look at me, and I'd have to change my pants. Behold my queen.

Amuse Me And Fill This Out
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19

Another Week Goes By !
Fark me another week of pure shit has passed and bugger all to do but sit here and fark around on a computer, that was till i was introduced to FUBAR, lets say that life has become somewhat more tolerate well howeva you spell it but at least i can come and moan and groan here and get it off my chest from time to time online, so far have met and added some interesting ppl in here and with time i hope to get to know them more and more, well leave it for today and ill come back next week to improve my outlook on retirement

Just A Little Note
Or at least that is what she thought. It was actually an invitation into another world of deep dark sexy secrets. She went out of curiosity, the invitation was not very specefic. Good thing it wasn't she may have missed out on one of the most enjoyable evenings of her life. She arrived at around 5:30 p.m. The party was almost ready to start there were only six invited, 3 men and 3 women. 2 of the men were getting the ride ready the other was waiting to hear it was clear for take off. Once they land at there destination, which by the was was Saturn's ring, the evening took a very kinky turn of events. It only took 30 minutes to reach there, so it was 6:00p.m. and the festivities would begin. The first gentleman to enter her, came in from behind and it was something that she did not expect, and when another gentleman entered in front she never felt two penis's inside her at once. While the other 2 went to the other side to have sexual fun. She had noticed that the other two women

My First Blog On Here
Well this is my first blog on here and I have no idea what to say. Thanks to my friend Anne for getting me on here, I never knew this site was here. At least it will give me something other than myspace to play on. So I am just hanging out at home, doing nothing. Anyway. That is about it!

Lost Love
I loved you more than I have ever known Those starry eyes Those tender lips You made my heart melt Then boil into a roaring fire I now know What my eyes could not see You are the only one that is for me Many nights those tears flew Being myself without anyone Anyone to care about the thoughts Looking at the sky and knowing Many mistakes I had Many mistakes I have had

Our Christ Is In My Sou: Poem Diana
My Christ is in thy soul. He is here and I love him so. He carries me when Im not strong. He wipes my tears ,and chases away, my fears. He is the one I ,go to when I need a palce of refuge. I can hide my weekness in thee. I can be who I really am, For I can,t hide all inside. For my soul be open wide, To my Lord who loved and died. For some one such as I . Amen!!!! hugs all.

Survival In This Falling Age
Survival in this falling age in the valley of death surrounded by bodies of old and young filled with neglects and regrets has erected A new star that is red from the dead it has been impailed in our earth to feast on the flesh of evil people whom decieve you hammering down on thier skulls... The sound of drums the sticks of pheamors lungs and liver sown together, made into banners as bladders are burned for torches... The rigamortes still stinches up the air from the castles of corpses, surrounded by skeletol horses with headless warriors......

Rain Continues To Fall..
Rain continues to fall.. hearing the echoes of thunder through the halls. In which i fall from dispair, the scent of waters sweet necter which fills the air.. oh how i miss the peace of this life's achievments.. tired of people asking what do I believe in....... As i am trying to conquer my inner demons, the seasons of time elapses' fom the meridans' prime.. look for the vertical horizon.. but all i here is a chime from the tic-toc in my head. the lost feeling and remorse for all the things i did, sharing my ambitions, of the future, and the knowledge of past lingers strong in my spirit, ands the brain in my head. frustration brews with every day that passes me by, knowing i do not have few answers for the why's .. yet when i gaze into the eyes of humanity, irealize that The great Goddess, has blessed with a none riddle surprise. so who are we to judge, even the wind that blows.. when you cannot even listen to the words it says to y

3 Dead In Fw; Suspect Commits Suicide In Lake
ARLINGTON — An armed suspect in the deaths of a woman and two children held police at bay in Arlington Friday evening, before driving into a lake and shooting himself dead. Police sealed off an area surrounding a residence in the 3300 block of Carter Drive and shotgun-wielding officers could be seen crouched behind squad cars. Then at about 7:30 p.m., the suspect drove into Arlington Lake, about 10 miles away, where he is believed to have fatally shot himself in the head. "It was a crazy sight," said one witness. "We said, 'what if he came down here?' And then he did," the witness added. The suspect had earlier spent several hours in a parked car. No shots were fired. Police sent a robot to the vehicle carrying a handwritten note and a cell phone in hopes of establishing communications with the gunman but said he became agitated. The suspect has been named as Arthur Jackson, 28. He lived in Tennessee, Ohio and California, prior to living in Arlington. He filed for b

To Brighten The Day
TO brighten the day By Eric Ethan Send Sweet hugs and kisses to brighten your day Full of flowers with fresh scent smells to wash the blue always . It might be a big day for you but keep that heart red with joy a caring Laugh today and smile in your heart I know it is Monday but you can start it off with a good start. I send you some Lollipops of different flavors that are in different colors. If you take good naps dream of good things to wake up fresh with good smiles. Remember to have a GOOD day The END

Whew~what A Weekend
Boy, am I glad this weekend is over. We didn't stop all weekend. But the kids and I had a good time. Jeff had to work all weekend so me and the kids went to a friend's house for a pumpkin carving party. They have a goat farm and the kids got to see the miracle of birth. My friend's hubby was there and called up to the house and told us Moms to get down there now. He and the men didn't want to explain....but anyway, it was a neat day. We got home around 5. We had left home around 11 Saturday morning. Sunday we got up and headed to church (an hour away at our home church~we've not found one here yet)and to see friends from the town we moved from. My daughter has missed her girlfriends so we met for lunch with them and then headed down to see my best friend and her daughter. We finally got home around 5 after leaving that morning around 930. This week will be my cleaning week. Next Saturday (20th) I am having a housewarming get together so our friends can come see our house.

This Is Freaky
The Secret behind the number 11 Pretty Chilling - read to the bottom. Try it out. If you are a sceptical person - still read on as it's actually very interesting!! This is actually really freaky!! (Mainly the end part, but read it all first) 1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb has 11 letters. (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6 + 5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 =11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. Sheer coincidence..? Rea

Romans 6; 6 -11
6; Knowing this that our old (body)man, is crusified with him (Christ). that the body of sin might be destroyed,That henceforth we should not serve sin. 7 ; For he that is dead is freed from sin. 8 ;Now if we be dead wiith Christ,We belive we shall also live with Him. 9 ;Knowing that Christ being raised from the dead dieth no more; death have no dominion over him. 10 ; For in that he died.he died into sin once.But in that he livith, he liveth unto God. 11 ;Like wise ye also reckon also your - selves to be dead unto sin. But alive unto God , thru Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What Is Wicca
Contrary to what those who choose to persecute or lie about us wish to believe, Wicca is a very peaceful, harmonious and balanced way of thinking and life which promotes oneness with the divine and all which exists. Wicca is a deep appreciation and awe in watching the sunrise or sunset, the forest in the light of a glowing moon, a meadow enchanted by the first light of day. It is the morning dew on the petals of a beautiful flower, the gentle caress of a warm summer breeze upon your skin, or the warmth of the summer sun on your face. Wicca is the fall of colorful autumn leaves, and the softness of winter snow. It is light, and shadow and all that lies in between. It is the song of the birds and other creatures of the wild. It is being in the presence of Mother Earths nature and being humbled in reverence. When we are in the temple of the Lord and Lady, we are not prone to the arrogance of human technology as they touch our souls. To be a Witch is to be a healer, a teach

Love Infatuation Or Lust
Lust, Love and Infatuationcreated with QuizFarm.comYou scored as Love This is love, you are not first here, they are. Communication is a must, without it you have nothing. If you can’t talk to them, and they can’t listen and really care about how you feel, then maybe you should be looking elsewhere. Love is giving 100% in both directions. You need to fuel each other’s fires, so the love will continue to burn for, now until forever. Don’t let the fire burn out.Love is free as the butterflies, which live for moments, only to bring joy to others. clickLove100% Infatuation83% Lust58%

What Group Are You?
What Group Are You? What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.comYou scored as Goth Your A Goth!Goth80% Rocker, Mosher75% Skater70% Prepy60% Trendy40% Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev35% Emo0%

What Is Your Sexual Style?
What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.comYou scored as Soft You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Hot100% Soft100% Exciting75% Shy50% Sweet50% Violent25% Wet25% Awkward0%

Which Inuyasha Hero Are Ya?
Which Inuyasha hero are ya?created with QuizFarm.comYou scored as InuYasha Congrats. You are Inuyasha! You are not much of a touchy-feely person but you are great in combat and have a short temper.InuYasha100% Sango40% Shippo20% Kagome20% Kaede0% Miroku0%

On The Road Again....
So today i decided that im gunna tke off to Alberta for about a month. Im goin to stay with my grandma,perhaps find a job n see whats happenin.I might just come back here for the winter then leave in the spring,who knows. Exciting eh! Oh n my laptop is gunna be fixed this week and im gettin my wisdom tooth pulled. HOORAH! :D xoxo

Glossary Of Terms Used Frequently In Wicca
AKASHA- the spiritual ether (or Aether); the omnipresent fifth occult element which embraces the other four- earth, air, fire, and water; and from which they stem. This is the realm of "pattern" or causality, from which the realm the normally thought of "five senses manifests. Some define it is the "other" of the "two worlds" that the witch or magician walks between. ARADIA- Daughter of the Goddess Diana, and a name for the Goddess used by Italian Witches or Strega, commonly used in many Wiccan traditions today. ASPECTING- Any advanced magickal activity in which a practitioner manifests a particular aspect of the Goddess or God, in thought, feelings, behavior, appearance, etc.; Often as a direct result of a "Drawing Down". Often a minor variation of this phenomena occurs with the selection of a "Magical Name", of Craft Name. ASPECTS- Forms, facets, or personas of Deity: for example, Brighid, Iseult,Eos, and Kore are all aspects of the Maiden, and the Maiden is an aspect of the

Passionate Tears
Passionate Tears A shiver goes up my back I breathe you in as you explore my body Top to bottom Left to right Caressing with your hands as I kiss you As I touch you The motions form a misty cloud of passion For you are my light to get me through You control me in every way As you get on top of me Showing me not to be afraid I lick the sweat droplets off your neck For you taste sweet Like nectar from a flower The lights go dim And I close my eyes A harsh pain occurs Then nothing Except a short breathless moment of love And tears flowing from my eyes But I cant help but smile Because it is only me and you tonight No one else No one can ruin this moment For you are my shining knight in armor Keeping me safe for eternity

Someone
Someone I need someone to come down To save me from myself I beg of you Bring down an angel A God-anything To tell me its ok To tell me they will be there To love me Theres nothing left here This pitiful work just laughs As I cry because I’m Empty Lonely Scared I want out of this I want someone I need someone I need them to take me away Forever So I never come back I want to know what its like to be Missed Loved Mourned over But what I need most of all Is, You.

Still Not The Same
Still Not The Same Its still not the same When you’re walking along And looking around Trying to hear a sound Of someone singing a song The wind starts to howl The leaves twist and turn Then a tear rolls down your cheek You can hardly speak And the memories start to burn Now you’re sitting on the beach With cool sand over your feet More tears run down your face And you try to turn away From those fun and happy days- That you spent with him Laughing and smilin’ And him holding you when you were frightened But now he is gone Those days are now grey You think to yourself And you try to say What happened that night That long and hurtful fight The sun starts to set Like other times before But its still not the same And you start to think That maybe because of this mess You are to blame

My Sexual Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

My Son
My lil boys 14 mths old and been running a temperature of 102 I called dr. they say its probably a viral infection . No other symptoms he hasnt ate much hes usually a lil pig so keep him in your prayers too please.

I Stand Alone
Ive told you this once before cant control me If you try to take me down youre gonna break I feel your having nothing that youre doing for me Im thinkin you are a fake, you are that way I stand alone Inside I stand alone Youre always hiding behind your so called goddess So what you dont think that we cant see your face Resurrecting back before the final fallen Ill never rest until I can make my own way Im not afraid of fading I stand alone Feeling your sting down inside me Im not tired forever I stand alone Everything that I believe is fading I stand alone Inside I stand alone Now its my time Its my time to dream Dream of the sky Make me believe that this place isnt made by the poison in me Help me decide if my fire will burn out before you can breathe Breathe into me I stand alone Inside I stand alone Feeling your sting down inside me Im not tired forever I stand alone Everything that I believe is fading I stand alone Inside I stand alone Inside I stand

Down With The Sickness
Can you feel that? Ah shit... OH-WA-A-A-A! OH-WA-A-A-A! UH UH!! UH UH!! UH UH!! Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel Will you give in to me? It seems what's left of my human side Is slowly changing... in me Will you give in to me? Looking at my own reflection, When suddenly it changes, Violently it changes! OH!, there is no turning back now You've woken up the demon... in meeeeeeeeeee!! Get up, come on get down with the sickness! Get up, come on get down with the sickness! Get up, come on get down with the sickness! Open up your hate, and let it flow into me! Get up, come on get down with the sickness! You mother get up, come on get down with the sickness! You fucker get up, come on get down with the sickness! Madness is the gift that has been given to me... I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel Will you give in to me? It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying in

Funeral Of Hearts
Loves the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the sun Shining upon The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail He was the moon Painting you With its glow so vulnerable and pale Loves the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the wind, carrying in All the troubles and fears here for years tried to forget He was the fire, restless and wild And you were like a moth to that flame The heretic seal beyond divine Pray to God whos deaf and blind The last nights the souls on fire Three little words and a question why Loves the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for merc

♥
You are like a drug to me, I cannot go to sleep without talking to you first, You are the first thing I think of when I wake up, I have this feelings of need to talk to you I have so much of desire of wanting to be with you I love to see you all giggly-- it melts my heart You have been on my mind since day 1, You have those charming way that I can actually feel it miles away I am always hungry for you There are so many time I wanted to be at your end instead here. I could feel myself reaching out to you, just like as if you are right in the front of me I can taste you right off of the tip of my tongue You are the first one ever that I felt this way. I never had this so much of desires before and it is scaring me. My heart and stomach always feel so upbeat when I hear and see you Just like a child opening up Christmas gift on Christmas day. You are my heart.

"in A Crystallized World"
In a Crystallized World Thunder penetrates the silence of her mind. Unspoken words become entwined with the ghostly white reflection of a storm. ::Lightning calls for rain:: These virgin droplets call upon the wind of the Northeast. Her voice becomes composed of truth and nature, as her words are fortified by the infinite divinity of space. ~Silence once again~ Darkness steals the light away. Broken fragments of a fading life reconstruct themselves into a solid-haunting prayer of nocturnal whispers… thus bringing out the summer sun. Her eyes become fulfilled with a spreading vast illusion, a transparent institution of abundant radiant rays that rapidly construct a rising shelter of concrete and stainless dreams around her pure and fragile heart. The wind begins to fade: Silence once again…only now it arrives in peace. A sweet and picture-perfect congregation of exquisite wonders dancing lightly through the delicate glare of a crystallized world tha

Bowing My Head To Pray>>
I want to give thanks unto you O Lord for all. All.. meaning Life , liberty , happiness, blessings , thy love and grace and mercy too... , and all thy gifts . I want to Thank Thee now ;for in my heart and soul , I owe Thee so much. As I walk In the truth there of ,I pray that more will do this too, Walk in faith and follow you . I pray that Thy glimp,s o light will shine thru to their souls ,others souls. That will help them to see and want to know more of thy truth and love ; they too will ask to be forgiven I hope . . I pray they will come to want more food as thy daily bread and more wine as thy drink . For our bible says , you say to do this in rememberence of you. O Lord We be only human and that,s no excuse to not do good. Satan lies are no excue either for we are born to te taught the truth from early on and our concious tells us right from wrong too ,so does our soul. Though Satan is real good at decieving to some . Yes . You O Lord speak to our soul and our

The Most Amazing Show.....
To all of you who are fans of Alice in Chains, I must urge you to see their live show. Currently they are doing an acoustic tour and it was freakin amazing. I know there are some hardcore fans out there who argue that it's not Alice in Chains without Lane Staley, and before this show I would have agreed with you. The fact is, not many people realize just how much of the vocals were actually done by Jerry Cantrell. Also, in the place of Lane, they have a singer that not only sounds remarkably like Lane, but he also is one hell of a guitar player. The moral of the story is that this show was probably one of the most satisfying shows that I have ever been to.

Be A Child Advocate!
I wrote an email to Love our Children USA asking them what I can do to change the laws regarding the light and lousy punishments that child abusers are receiving. Here is the email I just received. Dear Dee, I am in total agreement with you! Our laws to protect children need to be changed and fast. You can help by writing to your politicians. The more people write to their politicians about protecting children and their rights, the safer our kids will be. I am sorry for what you and your son have endured. The judges follow the law by the book. We must change our laws today! Please write to your politicians and keep writing. Have everyone you know write. Please be an advocate for all children. Regards, Ross Ellis Love Our Children USA The government wonders why child abuse is a crime that is constantly being repeated by new and old offenders. The answer is simple. Quit slapping the offenders on the hand with a sentence of probation. Actually act like you

Cop Humor
The following were taken off of actual police car videos around the country. Have yourself a great day! #15 "Relax, the handcuffs are tight because they're new. They'll stretch out after you wear them awhile." #14 "Take your hands off the car, and I'll make your birth certificate a worthless document." #13 "If you run, you'll only go to jail tired." #12 "Can you run faster than 1,200 feet per second? In case you didn't know, that is the average speed of a 9mm bullet fired from my gun." #11 "So you don't know how fast you were going. I guess that means I can write anything I want on the ticket, huh?" #10 "Yes, Sir, you can talk to the shift supervisor, but I don't think it will help. Oh .. Did I mention that I am the shift supervisor?" #9 "Warning! You want a warning? O.K., I'm warning you not to do that again or I'll give you another ticket." #8 "The answer to this last question will determine whether you are drunk or not. Was Mickey Mouse a cat or a dog

Moonlight Drive
Just after midnight When closing my eyes Cuddling close to you For a moonlight drive Iridescent moon beams Shine on objects below Casting shadow silhouettes Luminescent silvery glow Crickets sing a lullaby That echo through the night Gentle breeze is blowing Everything feels so right Stars twinkling a rhythm In time with the radio Just the two of us together Enjoying nature's show Nothing is more beautiful Makes me feel more alive Then cuddling up to you For a moonlight drive

You Are To Blame...
You are the cause You are my pain You are the reason I'm going insane I hate you dearly My soul will ache As long as I know That you're awake You've made me weak You forced me to lie You are the reason Why I still cry You've ruined my life It's all your fault I cannot escape Your deadly assault I'm haunted by you And your twisted soul Your hate stricken mind holds a selfish control I wish for your death To be painful and slow I wish for the day You go down below I want you to suffer For all that you've done My sadness was born The day you begun Everything you know Everything you touch has been destroyed By your evil clutch I place this on you This is your blame There's no one else This is your shame You deserve the worst May you never be free At least I'm not selfish Because you are Me....

My Heart Aches
My heart aches when I talk to you My heart aches when I don’t hear from you My heart aches when I long for you I don’t know why You’ve taken over my thoughts I can’t explain You’re still a stranger Far away I want you close by I miss your embrace Holding you close My heart aches I miss you!

I Want .........
girl: Do i ever cross ur mind? Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No Girl: Choose--me or ur life Boy: my life The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life. REPOST THIS IN 7 MIN. IF YOU CARE FOR SOMEONE A LOT OR YOU'LL HAVE BAD LUCK IN YOUR UPCOMING

Stand By Me
Yeah... Come on, ah... Lemon ice... Ah, j.low yeah, utopic, ah. Yo Geeno, drop it... When the night, has come, ah. And the land is dark. And the moon, is the only light we'll see, yeah. No I won't, be afraid. No I won't be afraid. Just as long, as you stand, stand by me. (Chorus: ) And darling, darling stand by me. Ohhh, stand by me. Oh stand, ah yeah, stand by me, stand by me. If the sky, that we look upon,(uuuh) should tumble and fall. All the mountains, should crumble, to the sea. I won't cry, no I won't no I want shear a tear. Just as long, as you stand, stand by me. (Chorus: ) And darling, darling, stand by me. Ohhh, stand by me. Oh stand, ah yeah, stand by me, stand by me. Whenever you're in trouble, would you stand, by me. Uhuh baby, stand by me. Oh stand, ah yeah, stand by me, stand by me. (Rap: ) Let me do it nice, smoove and jump, my heart is burning like a neverending candle. Every breath that i take, every move I made. I slowley

Lovers Night
A special dinner, That's what he set out to do. To show her how special she was, To show her his love was true. A candle light dinner, He made for them to eat. Looking deep into her eyes, Their souls did meet. After they ate dinner, To the couch they did retire. Curled up together with a movie, And the sweet glow of a fire. So relaxed and content, A feeling of heavenly bliss. On the back of her neck, He placed a sweet soft kiss. It sent a shiver down her spine, And she turned and held him tight. Whispering softly in his ear, Make love to me all night. He said I'll be right back, As he got up off the couch. Into his bedroom he went, Then pulled out a pouch. He pulled out rose pedals, And laid them all over the bed. Hundreds of rose pedals, White, yellow, pink and red. Around the room, Candle after candle he did light. Making a soft glow in the room, That flicked in the night. He went to the couch, And took her by the hand. She glowed lik

Dani
I used to wonder What we’re all about I wanted to talk it out I wanted to share Iwanted to feel I wanted to taste Something real ...but then i got wise I wasn’t taught to swallow lies I couldn’t help but ask, why? your bullshit lies Harrowed my mind My every move Overstepped some line …but then i got wise

Just A Little About My Past For You All To Read!
I have walked the path of light for too many years then I care to remember, yet now all I know is the darkness. All I once cared about is long dead, not than I really cared about anything but sill, those that once cared about me are all gone! I guess in hindsight this is a good thing as it freed me up to explore the darker sides of life... I seem to be compelled to tell you all this but just don’t know why... Oh... I do understand that in some way or another you will get all shitty with what I do...but I really could not give a shit and why should I ay? Not like any of you are going to believe what I have to say anyway! So might just as well go for it! So HA!?! I couldn’t care less! Now lets see... I was in a bad way after my wife killed her self so to get away from her memory I travelled to many different places... some of whitch where very dark... I fell in with a cult in the west indeas knowen as “The sacred rose” but they where just a bunch of pompus windbags! So I left... T tr

It Wasn't Me!
I'm not allowed to post mumms anymore, apparently I was a bad girl. To a certain someone-it's really not my fault if you'd rather sit there stoned in front of your computer than have a wild night with me. Don't you dare blame that on me. I tried getting your attention. Your move, a$$hole. It's raining now, and I think I'll go puddle jumping.

Life As A Rose
I can see the flower upon which my life grows, blooming into a rose. See the hope and courage in the strength of the petals. As long as I am, I will be. The flower will never wilt or die. As my life grows back, I shall become strong. I shall become stronger only one person can be That one will be me. I will rise with my petals high. My life as a flower will bloom and prosper as I grow. I may not be the pick of the patch, but I am just as beautiful as the rest. I will stand as one, but not a lonely soul. For you my Angel The tears will be far from my smile.

Tomorrow
Tomorrow smile at someone That you've never seen before. Take time to think of others that You feel compassion for. Tomorrow tell somebody How they brighten up your day. Let random acts of kindness Put your feelings on display. Tomorrow hug your children Somewhat tighter than before. Be sure to think of all the things You can be thankful for. Pat your dog a little longer. Hug and kiss your husband/wife. Thank your God for granting you Another day of life.

Two Choices
Two Choices: What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handi capped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child." Then he told the following

Look Within
There is so much beauty in This wondrous, blue rose If only we could capture it Within our very souls If we could take its beauty And apply the glow within Search a little deeper In the soul beneath our skin Take what it does stand for And shed its love abroad Don't hide the glow within you But share the love of God You know you can't touch beauty Without it rubbing off on you And spreading it to others In the kindness that you do There lies within each one of us The beauty like this rose When it's used in touching others Then its beauty overflows

Pumpkin Butter
"This pumpkin butter is an excellent hostess present, and is a wonderful spread for toast and muffins. It can also be used to make a spectacular holiday dessert, Pumpkin Pecan Cheesecake. Originally submitted to ThanksgivingRecipe.com." INGREDIENTS 1 (29 ounce) can canned pumpkin puree 3/4 cup apple juice 2 teaspoons ground ginger 1/2 teaspoon ground cloves 1 1/2 cups white sugar 2 teaspoons ground cinnamon 1 teaspoon ground nutmeg DIRECTIONS Combine pumpkin, apple juice, spices, and sugar in a large saucepan; stir well. Bring mixture to a boil. Reduce heat, and simmer for 30 minutes or until thickened. Stir frequently. Spoon hot pumpkin mixture into hot jars, filling to within 1/4 inch from top. Remove air bubbles; wipe jar rims. Cover at once with metal lids, and screw on bands. Process in a boiling water bath for 10 minutes.

Never Forget
I could never forget You gave me a smile When we first met Nothing I did could protect me from you Looking at your picture I can see why I fell for you Now you're in heaven I can still picture you I can see your face I smell your fragrance in the air I hope you can see me Every one keeps telling me to move on But how could I forget the best thing To ever happen in my life? I just can't move on You could always make me smile You could always make me laugh But you never made me cry Looking at your picture I can see why I fell in love with you I'll never forget you I'll never let you go

Haunt Me
Why do you haunt me Everywhere I turn it is you I see You have ruined my life too many times And spoken so many lies But I still hold onto you Hatred starting but seems so new I need to let you go A new life I need to know You are haunting me still But love for you I can no longer feel Please move on and set me free I need to be me Give me my life back please And forever set me free

Universe Of Discovery
As I sit here I begin to think about this vast Universe we live in! The Earth, Moon, Stars & Sun! So many other planets to see and explore! Grasp the adventure & discovery of the Universe & enjoy!! We are in for a wild ride!!!

Just To Let You All Know
HEY EVERYONE, I'M NOT FEELING GOOD SO I'M GONNA MAKE IT A EARLY NIGHT TONIGHT. MY THROAT AND EARS BEEN BOTHERING ME ALL DAY...NOW MY HEAD IS POUNDING AND ITS MAKEN ME NAUTIOUS.....SO I'M THINKING THAT I NEED TO GO LAY DOWN AND TRY TO GET SOME REST AND HOPEFULLY I WILL BE BETTER TOMORROW. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD NITE AND A WONDERFUL DAY TOMORROW. HUGS, ERIKA

To Be Again
Your face haunts my dreams my reality is days of nightmares your words echoing in my ears sending chills down my spine my skin crawls from the rememberance of your touch my stomach churns as i remember the days... I tear myself away I pull myself up I stand on my own feet I am Not to be destroyed I will not be pushed down I rise up against the overwhelming opposition To live again To breathe again To smile once more Pushing the past behind me I look toward a future Without You

Some Thoughts On The Opposite Side Of The Nice Guys, What About Nice Girls?
Ok so we hear all the time about nice guys finish last right? Well what about the nice girls? Yes there are some, though it seems very few and far between now. We dont mind the countless calls, or the endless romantic guestures, in fact we quite adore them. We seem them far to few times in most relationships. We strive to find what our hearts yearn for but never seem to be within reach. We always hear about the girls looking for Mr. right, but end up finding Mr. right now. Well they obviously werent looking hard enough. I used to belive that nice guys didn't exsits anymore. Seems like they are a dying breed, but I now think that they are just like the dying breed of nice girls. The nice girls are always the ones taken advantage of, and usually left behind because they don't put out, or act like a bitch. The call to much, and are labeled as needy, clingy, or co-dependant. The ones that jerks and losers love to take advantage of since we are so willing to give it our all, and hold nothin

Funny True Stories
Funny and true I was a middle school teacher before retirement. One day I had students at the board working problems. One of the young ladies was an exceptional student who happened to be a blonde. For some reason I told her that she was using a piece of left handed chalk. Without turning around or saying anything she put the chalk in the tray, picked up another piece of chalk, and continued with her problem. I was handing out directions on how to make something. I can not even remember now what it was. One little boy turned to the kid next to him and he said--- "I love it when Mrs. Towell hands out erections." My 5th graders were doing their warm-ups when one came up to ask a question about something he didn't understand. He read it out loud to me. "According to the picture, how much would the orgasms be magnified." I am soo proud of myself...without busting, I politely corrected his pronunciation. "That word is organism Dear." I teach preschool, 2 year olds. Whe

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

I Lay In Bed
My heart bleeds in pain. but your love patches it up. Your eyes comforts me to my very soul. Love has lost love has won. I close my eyes and only see darkness Where has my light gone to? Without my light im lost in darkness Surrounds me in a lone cold night. I ask myself why? Things happen around me and i dont die. Im sorry my friends that it was you i would rather happen to me. Without light there is no reason for me to live but to wait an eternity and get the same. I hate what i am and i hate what im feeling. My heart in pain wouldnt you know its bleeding. So as i lay in my bed. Waiting for my time. I hold a black rose. and never wake up.

Moonphases
The phases of the moon can influence the flow of magick. It always helps to choose the appropriate phase when working magick to help guide your energies to your desired goal. In cases of emergency, it is alright to work magick not always in the appropriate phase, but it's always a bit more help. + New Moon: The time of the New or Dark moon is great for Magicks of banishing negativity or bad habits from your life. It's also a good time for starting new beginnings. + Waxing Moon: The Waxing Moon is the period when the moon is going from New to Full. Magick and Rituals that are performed during this time is when you are trying to gain something or bring something into your life. This is a good time for gaining money, building onto relationships and other Magicks that promote growth. + Full Moon: The Full Moon is a time to celebrate Magicks such as Divination, prophecies, strengthen psychic shield, love and other correspondences relating to the Fullness of

The Clothesline....a Dead Give Away.
For all of us that are older, this will really bring memories. For those of you who are younger, it will add some thoughts. THE BASIC RULES 1. You had to wash the clothes line before hanging any clothes. Walk the length of each line with a damp cloth around the line. 2. You had to hang the clothes in a certain order and always hang whites with whites and hang them first. 3. You never hung a shirt by the shoulders, always by the tail. What would the neighbors think? CLOTHESLINES A clothesline was a news forecast to neighbors passing by. There were no secrets you could keep when clothes were hung to dry. It also was a friendly link for neighbors always knew if company had stopped on by to spend a night or two. For then you'd see the fancy sheets and towels upon the line; you'd see the company table cloths with intricate design. The line announced a baby's birth to folks who lived inside as brand new infant clothes were hung so carefully with pride.

Wooden Bowl
I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred,and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table.But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must dosomething about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There,Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl! When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, sometime he had a tear in his e

Love...
It's so powerful and overflowed.. It's like if it's a diamond that you'd know it's true/real by starch it on the glass... You'd have no problem getting out of a juggle.. it beats any fears that comes to you or in your face. You'd have NO problem overcoming any difficult or conflicts. Nor couldn't never be scared of anything that comes into life because you KNOW the love is there to protect you. So inspiring that you have this into your life. I treat it as a treasure, so value. It's valued much more than gold and silver. I know I'd NEVER in the world I would abuse it in any kind of forms or ways. It is not something you toy with. I feed the love with much of caring, understanding, patient, comforting, desires and lust to make it grow bigger and stronger. It's like math.. heart+soul+you+me=love. You know, there's different kind of cryings... Hurt crying, upset crying, mad crying, joy crying, happy crying, and there's even definitely a love crying. When I think how much I love

California
USS California (BB-44), 1921-1959 USS California, a 32,300-ton Tennessee class battleship, was built at the Mare Island Navy Yard, California, and commissioned in August 1921. During the 1920s and 1930s, she actively participated in the activities of the United States Battle Fleet, often acting as flagship. In 1925, California was one of the ships that conducted a major trans-Pacific cruise to Australia and New Zealand. With most of the fleet, California deployed to Hawaii in 1940 and was based there as tensions rose in the Pacific over the next year. When Japanese carrier planes raided Pearl Harbor on 7 December 1941, she was badly damaged by torpedoes and bombs, slowly settling to the harbor bottom over the next few days. Her salvage, repair and modernization represented a major undertaking by the Pearl Harbor and Puget Sound Navy Yards and was not completed until January 1944. Over two and a half years after she was sunk, California reentered combat, providing heavy gunfire

Maryland
USS Maryland BB-46 (1921-1959) USS Maryland, a 32,600-ton Colorado class battleship, was built at Newport News, Virginia, and commissioned in July 1921. During the 1920s and 1930s, she participated in regular fleet training and combat exercises. Maryland also made some notable long-distance cruises, including one to Rio De Janeiro in the Summer of 1922 to participate in Brazil's Centennial Exposition, the U.S. Fleet's trans-Pacific voyage in 1925, and President-Elect Herbert Hoover's 1928 good-will tour of Latin America. Maryland's base was changed from Long Beach, California, to Pearl Harbor, Hawaii, in 1940. She was moored at Pearl Harbor when the Japanese struck on 7 December 1941, but received relatively minor damage. Following repairs and overhaul, Maryland operated with Task Force One off the U.S. West Coast in 1942, deploying to the South Pacific later in the year. She took part in operations to capture the Gilbert and Marshall Islands in late 1943 and early 1944, employin

Summary Of My Last Year On The Computer
Summary of my last year on the computer: I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out f

Ode 2 My Angel
as i sit here & think of u i look @ your pix u sent 2 my yahoo while im thinkin of your sweet female scent thats lasted this long i do smell while i take a look @ your sexy lace thong the one i keep by myside when i sleep @ night cause it feels like your there & that things will be alright ill never 4get the day we met it was pure destiny cause you were meant 2 be my angel while makin me so happy

My Kinks....
You kno...I *WAS* starting to think that it does suck to be me. I got all dressed up...put my collar on...waiting for Master to call me to let me kno when to come over. But no phone call. I waited for about two hours and I just got undressed and started doing housework. Wanted a cig but said to myself no...wanted to just go to bed...again I said no. Just was kinda bummed in a way. But I am sure that there were reasons. Just kinda wished I had a phone call. But...oh well...I am just a slave. Even so...thinking that my nite was just for the birds. I thought I was stood up again...an interesting conversation was going on with me and another "person" on here. Now...my kinks are kinda out there...in away. When I start talking about this one you may have issues and think otherwise of me. And if thats the case I am sorry...you can delete me off your list. This I had been wanting to try out for about 7 years now. I did have a lover at that time that was into Cross Dressing

R U D¢
2 my baby i love you & you love me 2gether as one we shall be i cant wait till we get married cause over the threshold youll be carried i want us 2 spend our lives 2gether bein there 4 each other we are compatible we are a set you are my everything & this you can bet

2008 Democratic Convention - Please Vote!!
Schedule of Events, 2008 Democratic Convention 7:00 pm ~ Opening flag burning 7:15 pm ~ Pledge of Allegiance to the U. N. 7:20 pm ~ Ted Kennedy proposes a toast 7:25 pm ~ Nonreligious prayer and worship with Jesse Jackson and Al Sharpton 7:45 pm ~ Ceremonial tree hugging 7:55 pm ~ Ted Kennedy proposes a toast 8:00 pm ~ How I Invented the Internet - Al Gore 8:15 pm ~ Gay Wedding Planning - Barney Frank presiding 8:35 pm ~ Ted Kennedy proposes a toast 8:40 pm ~ Our Troops are War Criminals - John Kerry 9.00 pm ~ Memorial service for Saddam and his sons - Cindy Sheehan and Susan Sarandon 10:00 pm ~ "Answering Machine Etiquette" - Alec Baldwin 11:00 pm ~ Ted Kennedy proposes a toast 11:05 pm ~ Collection for the Osama Bin Laden kidney transplant fund - Barbra Streisand 11:15 pm ~ Free the Freedom Fighters from Guantanamo Bay -- Sean Penn 11:30 pm ~

Our Love
the love we share together is like no other, we hold each other and comfort each other in time of need. Love is also communication between the both us. Trusting each other is what we do to make things run smoothly with out problems. She loves me so much to hold on to so many memories that we have together as a couple new and old. The memories we have keep building day after day. I love her because she is someone that looks at me for me, my humor, characteristics, and simple common sense. I hold a job and provide for her to keep her happy and going strong. yes she loves the way we make love, because no other man can make her feel like I do in the bedroom. The size don't matter its how ya use it, not saying that I"m small but she would want me more than anyone in the world.

What We All Need And Want To Know
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later.. When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games!! When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl

Movie Review- The Grudge (2004)
Japanese horror was introduced to the US through The Grudge. Plot: "An American nurse living and working in Tokyo is exposed to a mysterious supernatural curse, one that locks a person in a powerful rage before claiming their life and spreading to another victim." (Source: IMDB.Com) There is also a bit of a crime story mixed into it. Acting: For the most part everyone was good. No one over acted. Special Effects: The ghosts are very scary and realistic of how an unrested spirit would appear. The scars aren't too FX-based so the movie allows your imagination to really fill in the blanks. If I Made The Movie: I would have better explained the background story. I would given it a less predictable ending. Prequel/Sequel Info.: None Rated PG-13 for Violence. Parent's Guide: A good Halloween film for older kids (12+) Out of 4 Stars....2 1/2 Stars. A little confusing storyline, but it has good scares to help it out.

Do You Hate Your Job
If you have a "I Hate My Job" day, try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson. Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement: "Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested" Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times,"I am so glad I do not work in the thermometer quality control at Johnson & Johnson." HAVE A NICE DAY AND REMEMBER, THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE ELSE WITH A JOB

Going Out Tonite...
Well I am gonna be going out to Cupids for their BDSM nite! WOOHOO! I cant wait neither! At first today I kinda didnt want to go...But I am talking myself into it. I have my outfit planned. I am gonna wear my collar. It is to remind me that no one can spank me. LOL. That is going to be so damn tough. I can watch but cant participate. Oh well...I shall let you kno how that goes. Meeting with the shemale went...interesting to say the least. They are interested in getting together. They look just like a girl...no shit. Very convincing. We are talking about possibly Wednesday...maybe. Depends on them... Well I am gonna eat and get ready for my nite! BOLO! ^..^

St Luke 19 Verse 34
34 ; The children of this world may marry and are given unto marriage. 35 ; But they which shall be accounted worthy to obtain that world and the resurrection from the dead neither marry , nor are given into marriage. 36 ; Neither can they die anymore .for they are equal unto the angels . and are the children of God. being the children of the resurrection. 37 ; Now the dead are raised; even Moses shewed at the bush, When he called the Lord God of Abraham ,God of Issac and the God of Jacob.. for he is not a God of the dead but a God of the living. Alleheluia Amen !!!!!!

Misplaced Anger
A tear flows down her tender cheek. She fights back crying thinks it makes her weak. Her pain and anger held inside, are breaking her downbecause of foolish pride. She holds her problems,within her mind. The good in life,she can no longer find. Her pain and angerheld inside, are breaking her downbecause of foolish pride. Her body numb,from the pain within, a blade becomes her only friend. Her pain and anger held inside, are breaking her down because of foolish pride. She tries to feel it,she cuts long and slow, but there's no relief,as the crimson flows. Her pain and anger held inside, are breaking her downbecause of foolish pride. The last cut madeshe went too far. As she fades she knowswhat cryings for. Her pain and angerheld inside, have taken her downbecause of foolish pride.

Career Inventory Test
Career Inventory Test Results Extroversion |||||||||||||||||||||||| 76% Emotional Stability |||||||||||||||||| 56% Orderliness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Altruism |||||||||||||||||||||||| 73% Inquisitiveness ||||||||||||||| 46% You are a Supporter, possible professions include - nurse, social worker, caterer, flight attendant, bookkeeper, medical/dental assistant, exercise physiologist, elementary school teacher, minister/priest/rabbi, retail owner, officer manager, telemarketer, counselor, special education teacher, merchandise planner, credit counselor, athletic coach, insurance agent, sales representative, massage therapist, medical secretary, child care provider, bilingual education teacher, professional volunteer. Take Free Career Test personality tests by similarminds.com

This Is Long..my Feelings On Love Basically
i give up. i been stressed like crazii...this is what's been happening to me and i shouldn't allow it to happen: it started because my ex and me broke up the first time, and i cheated witta female, and we let it ride, then i broke up with him, and we got back together, and then he was listening to outsiders saiing i was doing dirt. he saw numbers and i was denying it wen really i was befriending people, and tryna get advice on what i should do about me and him..then we broke up and he got wit my ex best friend of 13 years, and 2 months i left him alone, and went ahead and did me, then thats when i met my fubar husband.. then he came back. and we became friends, then one day he dropped the bomb on me. we had a mutual agreement that aint no us again, and still we were cool, then his ex called me gassin my head up and i flipped, then he admited that he was confused, and i was back to why. why the fuck you still confused? why you still gonna deal wit her after thats what broke us up?

~ Solid Waste~
Orgasmic responses Touched lightly held away throw in cold embrace your eyes never look at me your mouth never speaks to me You dont want to know me weak pulse sacred sin pain and pleasure giving up giving in giving away all that you are is so hidden I cant find you in the dark keep talking to me .. I cant find my way without your voice making love dark secrets hot skin wet touch deep thrust dreams of plenty lifes grip fades away choke hold on reality decay little girls laughter echos in my mind the last ever written he says with a cheshire cat smile gone away solid waste tortured disgrace loving hate pure soul Bear your scars scream your pain let go of all thats bound you to this pain see me touch me know me....

~ Rage~
Sitting spinning .. Falling deeper into sin~ looking out my window blank .. I close my eyes .. Feel his hair in my hands .. My mind wanders .. I cant focus … I cant feel this .. I cant feel him .. He touches my face to capture my stare .. I look away again… I close my eyes .. Try to erase my thoughts .. Try to erase his voice from my head~ My soul bleeds and drips to the floor …I feel whats left of me slipping away … My anger builds .. I sit there looking deeper into darkness… I glance at the bottle by the bed .. Tears fall again .. Why cant I erase this feeling from me .. Why cant I become the nothingness I feel .. I want to throw it all away .. I want to feel as cold as my skin~suicide seems like a warm sensual thing …something that would bring me the most equisite pleasure .. Pain would fade away~ I am lost .. I know I will never be found .. I know I will be miserable forever and nothing can heal this wound.. I am so sad.. I am drowning in my own tears.. I sit in the shower .. Arms

Thought For The Day & Days Adhead
I sit back and remience about the week and how quickly it has went by and I know my days off will even go faster! But the most important thing we all tend to forget is we are to cherish every moment of life we have and the people who is in our lives and comes into our lives no matter what we are still to cherish, even the enemies (lol) even though it hard too, it is just a learning process to make us stronger.

Wake Up
lapping up time as if it had no hold playing life being bold staging a place to hide your fears turning away to hide ones tears forever placing others above laughing away the feeling of love ripping at sanity from within your sky forever asking when and why playing with your train of thought a rampent mind tends to rot you've gone within and became confused ripping out emotion like a fuse Now place your head upon your hands and pretend you've dug it deep within the sand Shanu AJ McLean

What's In A Cyber-name?
I'm really curious to know where my new cyberpals picked up the user names they've adopted, so I'll spill where I got mine and maybe you'll comment with your story? ChewToy4Max: I was taking care of my Dad in his last couple of years on earth and when I arrived back in Texas, I found that he'd adopted an adorable mixed breed puppy/crocodile named Maxine. Dad was already in the hospital and had been too ill to properly train Max. My brother/best friend Dave and I found Max living in relative squalor, thanks to the half-assed efforts of a neighbor who was supposed to be taking care of her. So, between us (mostly Dave, an experienced breeder/trainer) we got her relatively well-trained in just a few weeks. Since I was there most of the time, Max pretty much adopted me as her chew toy. It got pretty comical when I'd mow Dad's lawn with Max on the loose; you see, she's part retriever, so every time I'd find a stick and toss it away ... there was Max, dutifully returning it. There a

Monday Morning Drag.....
It is Monday morning and I am dragging. Very tired today. I spent way longer then I wanted to working yesterday. What I thought was going to be about an hour of work turned into over 4 hours. I am missing someone! I hope the internet people hook it up soon in your new apartment love. I am always busiest the following month after a quarter end. January is the absolute worst month for me. Everything is due then with taxes and stuff that I have to get out. I have to do sales tax today so I will be a bit busy. Also need to run a few errands this morning. Apparently a monster eats Christopher's socks! He has none and I seem to buy him socks all the time! Where do they go? I am really dragging this morning. Even sipping on my coffee isn't helping. 6:30 came way to fast for me this morning. I could have used at least another hour. Well, maybe I will have more life in me later to write something better then what I just did. LOL ~ciao~

Seeing Things Differently
Having trouble seeing where your partner is coming from sometimes? Here are eight tips for finding middle ground By Dr. Scott Haltzman www.hitchedmag.com Question:Why does my partner seem to want different things from the relationship than I do? Answer: When my office doors open to a couple who is seeking help in their relationship, not much time elapses before it becomes apparent that they are looking at the same relationship from two different perspectives: his and hers. It's common to believe that couples' values for happiness are worlds apart. Actually, in most cases, men and women share many values they take for granted: they agree that they seek warmth, love, companionship, financial security and a safe environment to raise children. So, if they're on the same page with so many key issues, why do some couples have so many hard feelings about what they don't share? Human nature explains part of the issue. It's rare when a couple sits around and celebrates all the thi

Danger
candy warning if your a parent please READ Body: IF YOU HAVE KIDS---READ THIS!!! Halloween Warning for Parent PLEASE PASS THIS TO ANYONE THAT HAS CHILDREN!! Parents Beware Halloween Warning for Parents There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry pop rocks. It smells like strawberry also and it is being handed out to kids in school yards in AR. I'm sure it will make its way around the country. Kids are ingesting this thinking it is candy and being rushed off to the ER in dire condition. It also comes in chocolate, peanut butter, cola, cherry, grape and orange. It looks just like pop rocks. Please instruct children to not accept candy that looks like this even from a friend and to take any that they may have to a teacher, principal, etc. Pass this around it could save some family a lot of heartache! They call it strawberry meth or strawberry quick. Special Agent Todd V. Coleman U.S. Department of Homeland Security U.S. Immigra

Imagine #2
You know a dream is like a river, ever changing as it flows. And a dreamer's just a vessel that must follow where it goes. Trying to learn from what's behind you and never knowing what's in store makes each day a constant battle just to stay between the shores. And I will sail my vessel 'til the river runs dry. Like a bird upon the wind, these waters are my sky. I'll never reach my destination if I never try, So I will sail my vessel 'til the river runs dry. Too many times we stand aside and let the water slip away. To what we put off 'til tomorrow has now become today. So don't you sit upon the shore and say you're satisfied. Choose to chance the rapids and dare to dance the tides. By: Garth Brooks

Maybe A Poem
I am in the mood to write. I am not, however, sure of what will fall from my brain today, or at this moment. Its raining here in Anacortes. Its been windy for the past few days and nights. I believe there is a family of very large racoons living in the space above my room. I suppose I should explain that my room is attached to the garage and laundry room. Its right smack in the middle as a matter of fact. It is not attached to the house except by a deck. Last night I thought that the racoon ( god please let it be a racoon) was going to come through the roof. I could hear rats scurrying around in the garage and outside also. Its a great place. No really it is. The room is quite contained and the rats can't get in. And as long as the ceiling holds the worlds largest racoon can't get in either. Well I guess poetry didn't flow through the ol fingertips today. Thats all right. It will. For those of you who know my situation. I will be going to get my middle daughter Sierra from her da

23 October 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Tuesday, October 23: Don't overanalyze silence. Unreturned phone calls or emails aren't the end of the world. Everyone operates on their own schedule. Who knows what came up? Be patient and redirect your attention elsewhere for the time being.

Moth Guts
Totally just squashed a moth with my hand..ick! OOOk,,,,so the stitches still hurt,went for a job interveiw today.MEH! i still wanna go to alberta BADLY!! so im kinda hopin i dont get hired lol dude the manager is like officer dangle on reno 911 lmao ok,um. im dyin to hear tapping the vein-butterfly,n i cant download it anywhere :( gee

Life's Garden
"After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child. You learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So, plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure... that you really are strong, and you really do have worth."

Tired
you got to do things and you dont want to ? i do you get told to do things and you forget ? i do you have places to be but get lost ? me too you want to get up but just stay in bed ? always you want new friends but they are nowhere to be found ? ive been there you like someone but realize they are taken ? me too you want to make something but never have the time? always you want to go for a drive and have no gas ? ive been there you want this to end but want to keep on reading? not me MySpace Layouts | MySpace Tweaks

Playing With Fire
Playing with Fire They love the smell of gasoline. They love the smell of sulfur. They love to watch the fire, as it burns the object that they desire. They love to watch the firemen, as they try to put out the flames. They love to hang around to see what damage it will bring. They never stop to think before they start a fire, "What happens if someone does get hurt, or happens to expire." If you haven't already guessed, what kind of monster this person is, please continue reading and I'll tell you who it is. An arsonist is someone, who just doesn't give a damn!!!!

Dogs Beat Women Part 2
When a dog gets old and starts to snap at you incessantly, you can shoot it. Dogs like beer. Dogs don't hate their bodies. No dog ever bought a Kenny G or Hootie & the Blowfish album. No dog ever put on 100 pounds after reaching adulthood. Dogs never criticize. Dogs agree that you have to raise your voice to get your point across. Dogs never expect gifts. It's legal to keep a dog chained up at your house. Dogs don't worry about germs. Dogs don't want to know about every other dog you ever had. Dogs like to do their snooping outside as opposed to in your wallet, desk, and the back of your sock drawer. Dogs don't let magazine articles guide their lives. Dogs would rather have you buy them a hamburger dinner than a lobster. You never have to wait for a dog. They're ready to go 24 hours a day. Dogs have no use for flowers, cards, or jewelry. Dogs don't borrow your shirts. Dogs never want foot-rubs. Dogs enjoy heavy petting in public.

Can Sex Last Too Long?
ok well the last chick i slept with said that i lasted too long in bed. Ive never heard about a girl complaining because the guy lasted too long. We had sex for like an hour before I had to leave and I didnt get off yet i could have kept going. is this a bad thing that i can last an hour or 2?

Medal Of Honor
I was very disappointed in my local newspaper's coverage of this event. It should have been on the Front page! Instead there was a story about Hillary (blah) visiting Seattle and this story was relagated to a small article a couple pages in. This man is an American Hero in every sense of the word! This story is also just a little of what our troops see on a regular basis. Show them you love them Show them you Care. Show them we Support them 100% WASHINGTON — President Bush publicly honored a fallen Navy SEAL Monday by presenting his grieving parents with the Medal of Honor — and privately honored their sacrifice by wearing a dogtag they'd given him moments before. An emotional White House ceremony awarded posthumously the nation's highest military honor for valor to Lt. Michael Murphy, of Patchogue, N.Y. — the first given for combat in Afghanistan. Before the emotional ceremony, Murphy's parents Dan and Maureen Murphy met with President Bush and gave him a gold dog tag in

Bed Sheets
Bed sheets An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset. Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the latest episode was another and stayed put. He suddenly filled his bed with diarrhea and was embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational. In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets, and threw them out the hospital window. A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him. He started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to get the unknown things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet. As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his feet, staring down at the sheets, a hospital security guard, (barely containing his (laughter), and who had watched the whole incident, walked up and asked, "What the heck is going on here?" The drunk, still staring down r

Fubar...
Oy! So, I join this crazy site. I'm diggin the hell outta it. Lotsa beauties out there! It's fuggin' addictive! So far, 90% of the people 'ave been great. There's only one who was a bit of a Myleene....ehh well! Fuggem roight? There are others however that've been nothing but sweets!! They're cool as hell!! Anyway....there'll be more to cum later! Out.

A Few Pieces Left
I guess I wasn't good enough for you to fall in love with but I know you would have caused me more pain with-in. You say you care but can't love me I think it's all bullshit and lies cause if this feeling isn't love then why do I feel ice cold inside? There's nothing left of hope & faith only a few pieces left of my heart just enough to love my children but I can't rejoin the other parts. There will be no-one to replace you I'll never give my love to another man for I gave all my love to you now there's only pieces on the sand.

Description Of A Soldier
Description of a Soldier Excerpts from an email sent by a soldier’s mother: The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field strip a rifle in 30 seconds and reassemble it in less time in the dark. He digs foxholes and latrines and can apply first aid like a professional. He can march until he is told to stop or stop until he is told to march. He obeys orders instantly and without hesitation, but he is not without spirit or individual dignity. He is self-sufficient. He has two sets of fatigues: he washes one and wears the other. He keeps his canteens full and his feet dry. He sometimes forgets to brush his teeth, but never to clean his rifle. He can cook his own meals, mend his own clothes, and fix his own hurts. If you're thirsty, he'll share his water with you;

We Need Them
why we need friends, Life is full of choices sometimes we make the wrong choice. as we grow older from say 11 to 13 is when we start to make most of the wrong choices, we don't have the insight that our parents have, we think we know everything and we become followers, not leaders. now when we hit 14 is when we know everything and our friends make wrong choices and what do we do?? we follow them hahaha. but in light of it all we see the chance to change things, we get a little older and now we have jobs, now is the time to decide what we want in our life, you got it, friends. now I don't know about you but in real life I have 3 true friends that I can call at any givin moment and would be here asap, they were there when my mother past away, so before you piss off a friend, make sure they are the ones you dont want around.

Bliss(i Dont Wanna Know)
Bliss (I Don't Wanna Know)" (I don't wanna know) (I don't wanna know) (I don't wanna know) I'll go ahead and pour myself a drink I really couldn't care less what you think Well I don't have to listen now Live this day down If I can't feel a thing You might as well save your goodbyes We can give this train wreck one last ride I'm gonna have to listen now Live this day down If I don't make things right I'll tell you one last time I don't wanna know it's over So save your goodbye kiss I don't wanna know it's over Cause ignorance is bliss I can hardly see What's in front of me Cause the vodka's running on empty I can't stay sober If it's over (I don't wanna know) (I don't wanna know) (I don't wanna know) So save your goodbye kiss (I don't wanna know) (I don't wanna know) (I don't wanna know) I woke up with a heartbeat in my head I reached for the bottle by the bed I saw your side was not slept in Cold sheets again Remind me of what you said We need

What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

To You All
THEY SAY IT TAKES A MINUTE...... .......TO FIND A SPECIAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO CARE 4 THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTIRE LIFETIME......... ..............TO FORGET THEM............. .......SEND THIS TO THE PEOPLE...... .............YOU'LL NEVER FORGET.............. .........IT'S A SHORT COMMENT.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW............. ......THAT YOU'LL NEVER FORGET THEM...... ...IF YOU DON'T SEND THIS TO ANYONE... .......IT MEANS YOU'RE IN A HURRY....... ..........AND THAT YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN......... ...............YOUR FRIENDS If you get a dozen, you're loved!! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . .*. . . . . . . ** * . . . . .. . . . . .*** . . * . . ***** . . . . . . . . . . .** . . **. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . ***.*. . *. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . .****. . . .** . . . ****** . . . . . . . . . ***** . . . .**.*. . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .*****. . . . . **. . . . . . *.**

Women And Men
NICKNAMES If Laura, Suzanne, Debra and Rose go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Suzanne, Debra and Rose. If Mike, Charlie, Bob and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla, Peanut-Head and Scrappy. EATING OUT When the bill arrives, Mike, Charlie, Bob and John will each throw in $20, even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller, and none will actually admit they want change back. When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators. MONEY A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he wants. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't want. BATHROOMS A man has six items in his bathroom: a toothbrush, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from the Holiday Inn. The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify mo

Miscommunications
My brain and my heart don't seem to be talking to each other much these days. My brain knows something's bad for me but my heart won't listen. I pretend to be fine and people believe me. I hold it all in and don't cry so no one knows. I laugh and joke and quietly die inside. I hide everything I feel and am what everyone else needs me to be. I long to be happy, I want to love and be loved in return. I want to know how it feels to feel like smiling. I want to know what it's like to hold the person I love and know he loves me in return. My brain says I don't need love and all the problems it can bring but my heart says everyone needs love! Don't get me wrong, seeing my friends happy in love makes me happy. I just want to be happy in love too. I gave someone my all and they broke my heart. I miss him every day and wonder when the pain will end. I know he's going to need me again someday and wonder if I'll be dumb enough to still be here for him. Tonight I feel lost and lonely and afraid I'

Blah!!!
Okay so men suck. I know that is a very general statement, but it is so true. Either they are married, gay, taken, players, or "friends"! Don't get me wrong the guy I am seeing is a great guy, but.....he is in love with his ex. Yes he was honest and told me this, but it's still a jagged little pill. Then of course there are the guys that you kind of date...see where things go and they don't really go anywhere, he changes, you change, you part as friends and then as time passes and poof...gone. And of course there is always "the one that got away". *sigh* If only all the "if onlys" could happen then well....then we would wonder the "if onlys' about someone else. So I guess it is just better to keep the chin up and know someday it will get better and if it doesn't then perhaps being alone is the best option. After all how can you love someone else if you don't love yourself first.

Is He "the One"?
Go ahead and stop your search, because it looks like you've found "the One"! You are one lucky woman! Destiny has brought you two together. All of your best qualities probably shine when you are around your man. And the same goes for him. The complementary nature of your relationship is one huge indication that he's perfect for you! Even better — your responses indicate that you've found not only a romantic partner, but a great friend as well. Nothing's better than finding both in one person. There's no easy recipe for a long-lasting relationship, but you've somehow found the main ingredients. Chemistry is definitely a great starter. Then you just need to add some trust, communication, and respect. Of course, a dollop of humor and a generous amount of romance make the meal much more satisfying. There are many more things you can add to make it better, but those extra ingredients depend on the needs of the relationship and the individuals involved. The two of you have clearly mastere

What's Your Romantic Pattern?
your romantic pattern is Loving Too Much! The Loving Too Much pattern stems from your overflowing love and hope. However, it can be muddied by misguided feelings, expectations and sometimes, an unrequited desire. But, here's the recurring pattern you may see in your relationships: You're most attracted to people who are usually just out of reach. These people are all the more alluring for it — like those early crushes on teen idols. The less available your partner is, both emotionally and physically, the more desirable they become. You daydream, and your imagination fills in the details that reality hasn't provided. Do you ever seek out indirect contact with this person, visiting his workplace or getting to know his friends? Do you find yourself dreaming about marriage after a second date, or perhaps after a quick affair? The hit film "Fatal Attraction" illustrates an extreme version of the Loving Too Much pattern — taking it to abnormal levels. What it doesn't fully exp

What's Your Romantic Fantasy?
it looks like your romantic fantasy is the Breakfast in Bed There are few things better than waking up to the smell of hot coffee and sizzling bacon, especially when it's right under your nose. Ahh, breakfast in bed. It's more intimate than a candlelit dinner, yet as comfortable as an old pair of slippers. Trusty sweethearts and reliable soul mates are the men of your dreams, not mysterious strangers from foreign lands. Whether it's cuddling next to a roaring fire, feeding each other pizza straight from the box, or gazing at the stars, your fantasy doesn't need to venture too far from reality. And that's cozy.

Which Candy Heart Are You?
your candy heart says Say Yes! Is it that surprising your candy heart implores you to "Say Yes"? Well it shouldn't if it's just mimicking what your true heart wants to say. Whether you're with your soul mate or still trying to find them, you're beyond flitting from date to date. You're ready for it all, the commitment of a lifetime, the white picket fence and the matching "his" and "hers" slippers. Well, maybe not the slippers. But surprise you with a getaway trip to Paris, Ireland, the Southwest, and your partner can lock you in for good. And if you're still looking, remember this: The best ones are always in the least likely places.

I Hate My Job
Well today was a really fucked up day at work....I've been at my job for about 5 months and been low man on the toem pole which is understandable except for the fact that some stupid little wetback who's only been there like 3 days is now further up the totem pole but i guess that's what happens when everyone in charge is a mexican....can anyone say reverse racism....let me know what you think and any advice to help me get through my workdays

The Spirit Of A Dragon
The Spirit of a Dragon is wild & free, Not like you & me! The Spirit of a Dragon flies wild in the Heavens, Not in the Sea! The Spirit of a Dragon flies high in the clouds, Fast & fancy free! The Spirit of a Dragon is so new to me, So free I am to be me!!

A Little About Me
I HAVE BEEN WITH MY HUSBAND FOR 24YRS. WE HAVE 4 WONDERFUL,STRONG,AND HEALTHY BOYS. THERE AGES ARE 16,10,3 AND 2. I LOVE MY FAMILY. WE LIKE TO TRAVEL. ABOUT ME??? WELL I WORK FOR XEROX AS A BILLER. I LOVE TO READ MYSTERY BOOKS, WATCH MOVIES AND LISTEN TO ALL TYPES OF MUSIC. I ENJOY MEETING NEW PEOPLE, MAKING NEW FRIEND ONLINE. I LIKE TO HIKE AND TAKE WALKS. LAYING ON A BEACH OR AT A PARK WITH MY MAN BESIDE ME IS A PERFECT DAY FOR ME. MY LIFE BASICLY REVOLVES AROUND MY LOVING HUSBAND AND BOYS. I MISS THE MOUNTAINS AND SNOW. WE MOVED TO PHOENIX FROM COLORADO. MY FAVORITE DRINK IS LONG ISLANDS OR SHOTS. CROWN ROYAL OR RUM. I DO NOT LIKE BEER. I DO NOT SMOKE. I LOVE GUYS WITH LONG HAIR. I THINK THEY ARE SEXY. MUSIC// I LIKE BLACK METAL IE. DRAGON FORCE, DIMU, CITHONIC, AND DRAGONLORD. I ALSO LIKE HIP HOP, POP, CLASSIC, R&B, INSTRUMENTAL, AND COUNTRY. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO KNOW MORE ABOUT ME JUST ASK AND I WILL TRY TO ANSWER. I AM A VERY HONEST PERSON.

The Big Picture
One day, Teresa was troubled and she asked God for help. Teresa: "God, I have a problem". God answered: "Yes, my dear Teresa. How can I help you". Teresa said: "My boyfriend, John, has asked for a nice picture of me". God replied: "John has a few pictures of you already". Teres said: "Yes, but he says that they don't do me justice and that he barely recognizes me. I have my camera here. Can you take a picture of me for him?" God replied: "I see the problem here Teresa. That camera is not going to help you". A worried Teresa asks: "Why? God, what is wrong?" God answers: "My dear Teresa, your camera will never be able to capture the beauty that John sees in you. When you are with John, he does not see you with his eyes. Teresa, John sees you with his heart." I love you, John

Am I Alone
I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day.

Not Online Much
To all my friends and family members I am sorry that I haven't been online much. I am now paying the price for being on here too much. I have let my house go and my marriage go because I spent so much time on here. Now it's time for me to get my house cleaned up and work on keeping my marriage together. I love my husband and it's worth it for me to at least try to get my marriage back. I have alot of cleaning to do. Most people do their major cleaning in the Spring; I am doing it this fall and winter so come Spring I won't have too much to do. This is getting to be to much of a CASH site and Fubucks site so a poor person doesn't have a chance. I've also noticed with deep regret that in order to have alot of friends you have to show bare breasts, or nearly bare breasts. I don't have thousands of friend's on my friend's list but I do value the friend's I do have on here. I don't kiss ASS on here either. Maybe that's why I don't have thousand's of friend's on here. Most of the people

Old Life, New Life, Yellow Life, Blue Life......
Old life, new life, yellow life, blue life............ Old life - No time for online video games New life - Must......make.....lvl 10......villan (cause Ray sucks) Old life - It's already noon. You slept most of the day away! New life - Dude you're up before two. It's way early! Old life - You had sex with two guys this year. You're going to hell! New life - You slept with two guys LAST NIGHT and just now telling me WTF! Old Life - Why do you need condoms in your purse? New life - You're only carrying five condoms. I hope he brings his own! Old life - You're going out dressed like that? You don't have to worry about Purgatory you're going straight to hell!! New life - You're wearing that to Purgatory. Don't you think you're a little over dressed? Old life - Are you just going to play video games and surf on line all day? New life - Dude you got to try this video game and hey while you're surfing on line look at this! Old life - If you went to bed at a decen

This Is So Cool
I just noticed on FUBAR about FUPAL, this is so cool, and its great to share our fubar bucks for ppl that need some help.......I have already saw several that have shared, so I joined in and it feels good to send a gift like that. hugggzzz & smiles friends, ~~~~Leah~~~~

Priceless
THIS IS TOO SWEET FOR WORDS!!! A six-year-old boy told his father he wanted to marry the little girl across the street. The father, being modern and well-schooled in handling children, hid his smile behind his hand. "That's a serious step," he said. "Have you thought it out completely?" "Yes," his young son answered . "We can spend one week in my room and the next in hers. It's right across the street, so I can run home if I get scared of the dark." "How about transportation?" the father asked. "I have my wagon, and we both have our tricycles," the little boy answered. The boy had an answer to every question the father raised. Finally, in exasperation, his dad asked, "What about babies? When you're married, you're liable to have babies, you know." "We've thought about that, too," the little boy replied. "We're not going to have babies. Every time she lays an egg, I'm going to step on it!"

Divorce Letter... Pricless
DIVORCE LETTER... PRICLESS Dear Wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You came home and ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't want sex anymore or anything. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore, whatever the case is, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband: Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I hav

Red Marbles
RED MARBLES I was at the corner grocery store buying some early potatoes. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes, but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr. Miller (the store owner) and the ragged boy next to me. "Hello Barry, how are you today?" "H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. They sure look good." "They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?" "Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time." "Good. Anything I can help you with?" "No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas." "Would you like take some home?" asked Mr. Miller. "No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with." "Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?" "All I got's my prize marble here." "Is that right? Let me s

For The Girls, By A Guy
A guy has 4 different types of girls: 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable. And she is the only one that is irreplaceable. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always love, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches , and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey & is irreplaceable. She can NEVER replace her. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot, but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches, females that a male uses only for sex or other sexually r

My Old Friend
As i sit here in my room Images race through my mind Of that faithful november day Walking home from school I quickly realize i would never be the same And as i came upon my friends limp body I realize my friend, had kept his word 14 yrs of living doesnt prepare you for this Anger inside because he is what i miss Pain i feel is all cause of me He was hurting why couldnt i see Changed me forever The way i think and feel In that split second He flipped my world Things that i thought would be Were just a mirage of smoke My vision has become a blur And my body numb Rage runs through my veins Were love was long ago My soul needs time to mend As i say goodbye to a dear friend

Unnamed
My eyes darken over time My soul loses hope life becomes so trival Struggles inside overwhelm Harder it becomes to even care would it ....even matter confussion and doubt swirl around my mind like a dark foggy night unable to see what use to be so clear so is this what they call living or are we merely just existing

The Firefighters Prayer
When I'm called to duty God wherever flames may rage give me strength to save a life whatever be its age Help me to embrace a little child before it is too late or save an older person from the horror of that fate Enable me to be alert to hear the weakest shout and quickly and efficiently to put the fire out I want to fill my calling and to give the best in me to guard my neighbor and protect his property And if according to your will I have to lose my life bless with your protecting hand my children and my wife. A Fallen Firefighter's Prayer Brother, when you weep for me, Remember that it was meant to be. Lay me down and when you leave, Remember I’ll be at your sleeve. In every dark and choking hall, I’ll be there as you slowly crawl. On every roof in driving snow, I’ll hold your coat, and you will know. The house from which I now respond, Is overstaffed with heroes gone. Men who ans

From An Email I Got Lol
The Why's of Men? 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Because their balls fall over their butt-hole andthey vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEATDOWN? (Don’t know.....it never happened) (C’mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And my personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart... Then you are just an

In Darkness
In the dark, I am sadden by what once was happy, now has been ripped away from my soul. I say a prayer before I dream away of thoughts that only remains inbid of me...Now I lay me down to rest, my soul is gone and all the best, I pray in the darkness to be my guest. If I should awaken from this painful quest and come to life instead of death. I hope that he knows my love for him, as I could take my last breath.

Along The Watershore
As she stands alone, near a cave that is so cold, night falls and the moon shines upon her darken soul. Listening to waves crashing below her and how she used to do that years back, getting away from everything but only her thoughts keeps following her. At a distance a castle awaits company that she is not allowing herself to have, a life that is completely different from the safe place she is used to and scared to change. Still she walks the path of the known and enjoys it and tries to make the best of it but another parts of her seems like she is lost and confused. Trying to ignore it is a laugh because she has had a taste of the other life but still afraid to step into it. Why dont someone just take this dagger that she plays with in the sand and sheid some blood instead of tears. Put her out of her misery then maybe she dont have to dwell about this heartache any longer.

"whatever Happens Happens"
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past ~ stop planning for the future ~ stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel ~ stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel ~ Sometimes we just have to go with....... "Whatever happens happens"

Tonights Mystery Lane
As I walk threw this pathway, unable to know where it leads. It could be better then what I leave behind me, or it could be worse. But with never knowing where it leads, I take the chance to see how it goes. With so many people surrounding me, I walk the path of uncaring. My life if what I make of it and only I can let what makes me happy be. Anger and flustration is a waste of good time, the heart hardens and protects itself for as much as it has been stomped on and abused by its owner and others. My lips as red as my blood, my hair as black as my soul, my cloak as long for warmth, and my staff to keep myself protected. Dont dare piss me off, I'll haunt your dreams at night. My outfit might turn you on, but its thorns will rip you a new asshole.

Is Tonight The Night To Die?
As the world turns, so does the blood, flowing threw the tubes as in time gets worse and worse. spuring out a hole, smiling at the scene, not giving a care in the world of what is truely going on. Walking around, dips hit the floor, stairing threw the window, with nothing being in view. thoughts run threw the mind, wishing, and wondering, why cant he see I am the decease and the reason we are going threw this. I never know what lies ahead, but still I walk around with this dagger in my hand. Is this the real me, do I have a shield, am I protecting my heart. I should be ammune to all the pain by now, or turn the pain into pleasure, oh yeah, I'll make another hole and watch it drip once more. Sitting in confused, crying out tears, screaming on the top of my voice, no one is there nor care to listen. One may say I was never alone, that maybe true but he has no form. Nothing there I can touch, my eyes can barely see, not even a scent nor sound can be revealed. Lies flow over in the

Mournful Night
To lie awake a mournful night To have you close and hold you tight To dream about these things seems right and having you close with all my might But you I fear do not agree And in return do not love me So still I acke to hold you tight And lie awake a mournful night

Happy Memerial Day!
As time passes, loved ones come and go. Rememberance of their company and laughter but now it's time to move on and live life the way we are meant to. Leaving the past behind is always a tough one, no one said it would be easy. And in time, we will again smile, laugh, and enjoy other loved ones company. And when time seems to stand still over a memery, smile and enjoy the good times we have had. Learn from the mistakes made by that person and hold tight to those that do love you and are around you on a daily basis for they will help you threw the bad, sorrow, pain, and loss of that special loved one you are made to let go.

A Ghost Of A Chance
Angela had just snuggled onto the couch with a blanket; was getting ready to read when the knock came to the door. Standing there was a deputy sheriff who gave her an official summons. She read it, thanked him and shut the door; crossed over to the telephone to call Frank Doyle; her lawyer. "Frank I don't understand. What's this all about?" she spoke distinctly trying to curb her anger. "How did the property get into this bad of a shape? What about the management group I left in charge?" "Easy Angela," her lawyer spoke quietly on the other end trying to calm her down. "Apparently they took off with everyone's money. Easy now, it's not your fault, but it's still your property and you are ultimately responsible for its condition." Frank had been best man at her and Carl's wedding. Carl's sudden heart attack had left Angela a young widow and afterwards she didn't want anything to do with their house. 'Their house' he thought. 'Carl had put everything into that property. He had lo

Shout Me
If my status says i'm trying to work, I can't do anything. I can't shout, mail, or rate. If you want to chat, just comment me. then then mail me. I can see that you mailed me, but I can't see who you are. I'll just mail to the mail that was sent from. Thank you.

Chase Dreams
"I'm Being Chased" Chase dreams often stem from feelings of anxiety in your walking life. The way we respond to anxiety and pressure in real life is typically manifested as a chase dream. Running is an instinctive response to physical threats in our environment. Often in these dream scenarios, you are being pursued by some attacker, who wants to hurt or possibly kill you. You are running away, hiding, or trying to outwit your pursuer. Chase dreams may represent your way of coping with fears, stress or various situations in your waking life. Instead of confronting the situation, you are running away and avoiding it.�Ask yourself who is the one chasing you and you may gain some understanding and insight on the source of your fears and pressure. The pursuer or attacker who is chasing you in your dream may also represent a part of yourself. Your own feelings of anger, jealousy, fear, and possibly love, can assume the appearance of threatening figure. You may be projecting thes

Test/exam Dreams
"I Failed The Test" To dream that you are taking an exam, indicates that you are being put to the test or being scrutinized in some way.�Such dreams highlight your feelings of being anxious and agitated. You may find that you cannot answer any of the questions on the test or that the test is in some foreign language. Is time running out and you find that you can not complete the exam in the allowed time? Or are you late to the exam? Does your pencil keep breaking during the exam? Such factors contribute to you failing this test. These dreams usually have to do with your self-esteem and confidence or your lack of. You are worried that you are not making the grade and measuring up to other people's expectations of you. You may also experience the fear of not being accepted, not being prepared, or not being good enough. You feel nervous, insecure and tend to believe the worst about yourself. These dreams also suggest that you may feel unprepared for a challenge. Rarely, are t

How F*cking Pathetic
fu husband and fu wife? give me a fucking break get your loser ass off the internet and get a fucking life. "oh i have a fu wife or husband,im too cool" no that means youre a fucking reject that everyone in your area turned down.

Good, Better, Best ( Lmao )
GOOD A Bloomington, IL policeman had a perfect spot to watch for speeders, but wasn't getting many. Then he discovered the problem - a 12-year-old boy was standing up the road with a hand painted sign, which read 'RADAR TRAP AHEAD.' The officer then found a young accomplice down the road with a sign reading 'TIPS' and a bucket full of money. (And we used to just sell lemonade!) BETTER A motorist was mailed a picture of his car speeding through an automated radar post in Peoria, IL. A $40 speeding ticket was included. Being cute, he sent the police department a picture of $40. The police responded with another mailed photo of handcuffs. BEST A young woman was pulled over for speeding. An Illinois State Trooper walked to her car window and flipped open his ticket book. She said, 'I bet you are going to sell me a ticket to the State Troopers Ball. He replied, 'Illinois State Troopers don't have balls.' There was a moment of silence while she smiled, and he r

I Cant Sleep
Frustration begins to set in as I open my eyes and realize it's still night… Time seems to not move, it stands still…something just isn't right… Burdens lay on my heart, troubles lie in my mind, sorrows they dwell in my soul… Good times gone bad, sun turned into rain, pieces now lay where I used to be whole… I don't know which way to run, or which way to turn, or even know where to look for the light… I can't even be certain I have strength left in me somewhere to fight… Open doors have gone shut, bright smiles have turned dull; the world looks different now… Reality has gone cold, some dreams turn to dust…I try to sleep, but I don't remember how… Instead I just sit; staring at the shadows on my walls…they don't move… They just sit and they wait…hoping…praying…for the pain to be soothed… Shadows do talk…shadows, they speak… they speak through their movements, not words… Like a ballet, majestic…peaceful…like a swan…most quiet and elegant of birds… I c

A Cry For Peace....shouts In Vain
Sometimes I sit, sometimes I stare, sometimes I dwell in wonder… What was the spell that my feelings sometime put me under… Why do I write? Why should I bother? What does it do to ease my mind… What will it solve? What answers to which questions will I find… I don't know…I honestly cannot say or predict… I cannot understand the mystery behind life's little tricks… All I can do is live, take each day as it comes… Some days I'm thrilled to be here, others I just sit, twiddling my thumbs… Wondering what more chaos could tomorrow possibly bring… Will I wake up to rain…or to the song that birds always sing… Will the sun shine through my clouds and show that there is hope… Or will I continue to be burdened…held down by these chains and this rope… Someone untie me please…someone…hello…is anyone there… Does anyone at all hear my cry for peace…or am I being heard and just no one cares… There are many many branches that reach abroad from my tree… But

Movie Review: The Four Feathers (1939)
I saw this film on Turner Movie Classics. I found it interesting enough that now I wish to see the 2002 version. Plot: A British army officer resigns his commission, and is marked a coward by his four close friends. He then sets out to redeem himself. Likes: It shows the honor-driven British army towards the end of the 19th century in all its glory.; It is very pretty visually with both it scenes of grand parties and battles. Dislikes: It is never really explained how the main character (Lt. Harry Faversham) is too cowardly to command his troops, but is brave enough to undergo a much dangerous mission to save his friends.; The ending is rushed after such a great set-up. Rated PG for battlefield violence and very mild language. Kid's Caution: Nothing too unnerving for a kid to watch. Kids may find it boring because there are a few slow moments. Out of 4 stars, I give it 3 stars. A pretty film about the British army, but is uneven in explaining and ending the story.

How Good Am I
You Are 52% Good You are a fairly good person. You strive to live a moral life whenever possible. You are usually kind, generous, and loyal. However, you do have a dark side that even you may not see. When it comes down to ethical decisions, you tend to take the path of least resistance. So you may end up lying, cheating, or engaging in other bad behavior... because it's just easier to do so. You are also probably: Conflicted and confused about the current course of your life Right now you are on track to being: A slightly crooked politician To be a better person: Break one bad habit - whether it's telling white lies or spending too much money. How Good Are You?

Movie Review: Dirty Dancing (1987)
A classic 80's movie that reminded us how growing up in the early 1960's wasn't so easy. Plot: A coming-of-age tale of a young girl during a summer that would teach about life, love and dance. Likes: Great music and dance number that aren't too much to make the film a music video.; Shows the reality of growing up in changing times.; Lots of great supporting roles that drive the plot along. Dislikes: A bit sappy at times with a unrealistic ending. Rated PG-13 for Adult Themes and Language Kids' Caution: Not for children under 13 since it tackles the themes of abortion, sexuality and mature love. Out of four stars, I give it three stars. I loved the music but could have gone with a more realistic ending.

Movie Review: Die Another Day (2002)
Here is a James Bond movie I caught on CBS a while back. Plot: It's up to James Bond to discover the connection between a North Korean terrorist and an adventurous diamond broker whose looks may be deceiving. (IMDB.Com); Also Bond has to try to see who set him up on a failed mission. Likes: It shows that even Bond can get captured and tortured like other intell agents.; A good steady pace with right amount of action and bedroom scenes.; Has some good acting by all the major and minor characters.; The new Q pays tribute to the old Q in a nostalgic scene involving old Bond movie gadgets.; Halle Berry plays an US Double-O agent that is a good foil to Bond's personality. Dislikes: A much more darker movie with little humor.; Bond is shown to be a little too human. He is almost an anti-hero.; Seemed long at 133 minutes. Rated PG-13 for action violence and sexuality.; It is at the same level of violence and sex as the other Bond films. Kids Caution: Not for kids under 13. Some

Movie Review: Doom (2005)
The great shot-em up video game becomes a feature film with The Rock. Plot: Marines sent to investigate what went wrong on a space station, only to face a far greater evil unlike any other. (IMDB.Com) Likes: It expands a very simple "man versus the monsters" storyline by fleshing out the game.; It honors the game by using some of its basic elements as plot points.; It is like seeing a futuristic version of Predator (1987). Dislikes: Somewhat of a slow story pace.; Filmed with very dark lighting for a more scary effect that keeps you from seeing the action. Rated R for strong violence/gore, language and nudity. Kids Caution: Not for Children. Out of four stars, I give it two and half stars. It honors the video game well, but could have been filmed so you can see the action better.

Movie Review: Boogeyman (2005)
An aged old fright that terrorizes children comes alive in this film. Plot: A young man battles the supernatural as he tries to find out the truth behind his dad's disappearance. Likes: A good pace with a good set up.; Not too predictable with a good amount of scares.; It mildly reminded me of "Nightmare on Elm Street" (1984). Dislikes: The characters are under-developed so much that they are uninteresting. Rated PG-13 for scenes of horror/terror and partial nudity. Kid's Caution: It scared my youngest child (8 yo), but not my older son (11 yo). But there was no excessive gore, violence or sexuality. I give it 2 1/2 stars. It is an interesting film full of uninteresting characters.

Movie Review:terminator 3-rise Of The Machines (2003)
This marks the second time that Arnold S. plays his Terminator role as a good guy. Plot: "John Connor is now in his 20's, and a female terminator, called T-X or Terminatrix, is after him. Another T-101 is sent back through time to protect John once again on the verge of the rise of the machines." (IMDB.Com) Likes: Great action scenes.; Fully explains to coming war that will start off between mankind and robots. Dislikes: Arnold S. isn't as funny as he is in "Terminator 2-Judgment Day". Rated R for strong sci-fi violence and action, and for language and brief nudity. Kid's Caution: Pretty violent for kids. I give it 2 1/2 stars. Needs more humor to go with the action.

Find Out Who Your Friends Are
Run your car off the side of the road Get stuck in a ditch way out in the middle of nowhere Or get yourself in a bind lose the shirt off your back Need a floor, need a couch, need a bus fare This is where the rubber meets the road This is where the cream is gonna rise This is what you really didn't know This is where the truth don't lie {Chorus} You find out who your friends are Somebody's gonna drop everything Run out and crank up their car Hit the gas, get there fast Never stop to think 'what's in it for me?' or 'it's way too far' They just show on up with their big old heart You find out who your friends are Everybody wants to slap your back wants to shake your hand when you're up on top of that mountain But let one of those rocks give way then you slide back down look up and see who's around then This ain't where the road comes to an end This ain't where the bandwagon stops This is just one of those times when A lot of folks jump off {Chorus} W

Quote Of The Day
"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say an uncommon-place thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles." -Jack Kerouac

Why I Do What I Do
People come bitching about me being full of hate and of what I say well here are the reasons why I do this. 1 It is ME. 2 I am a equal opportunity hater 3 What you do to me I have the right to do back 4 Most of you are stupid slutty and pathetic 5 I will do what the fuck I wanna do 6 I love making enemies 7 I do not support the troops of any country because it is their own stupid fault for going to a fake war anyways 8 Fuck the USA 9 Freedom of religion means my religion as well fucker 10 I do not support racism because I hate you all 11 Black white or blue doesn't matter your all fucking niggers too 12 OMG HE SAID THE N WORD!!!! no shit I did I can say a f word a g word and many other letters of the alphabet retard. 13 I hate you 14 what you did to me is what comes back 15 OMG TERRORIST!!!! Where? 16 I am not an american idiot the american isnt even a real fucking race 17 You all forgot who you are 18 sex sex sex what about love, morals, and LIFE? 19 DUHHH IT DA

420 Amaterdam Tours
yes there is a tour for stoner's. i will be in Amsterdam Nov. 1--28 at the Bulldog hotel.were the party is 24---7. u will get to smoke the best weed n see the best coffee shops in Amsterdam. hope to see u all there it will be a big PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All The Decorating Is So Much Fun
I love holidays that let me decorate. I've got nearly thirty hours into the yard so far, and the boss just let me take home some of the really cool lights we have! It's all about the kids... I don't have any, but I sure enjoy making the little ones smile... oops, time to go out and buy too much candy! Happy Halloween, all.

Movie Review: Red Dragon (2002)
This the prequel to The Silence of the Lambs (1991) which opens with the capture of Dr. Hannibal Lecter. Plot: "A retired FBI agent with psychological gifts is assigned to help track down "The Tooth Fairy", a mysterious serial killer; aiding him is imprisoned criminal genius Hannibal "The Cannibal" Lecter. (IMDB.Com) Likes: A very good mystery with good character development of the serial killer. Dislikes: Has a slow pace to it. Rated R for violence, language, sexuality and nudity. Kid's Caution: Not for kids. I give it 2 1/2 stars. The slow pace doesn't help this well developed story.

Movie Review: Kangaroo Jack (2003)
Here is a kids' film that kids like, but I found to be stupid. Plot: "Two childhood friends, a New York hairstylist and a would-be musician, get caught up with the mob and are forced to deliver $50,000 to Australia, but things go haywire when the money is lost to a wild kangaroo." (IMDB.Com) The rest of the movie is just one long chase scene. Likes: The two main characters are funny, and the kangaroo is neat to watch. Dislikes: The storyline gets old quick that I found the film boring. Rated PG for language and violence. Kid's Caution: Nothing really scary. Just some crude humor. I give it 1 1/2 stars. A good try, but was too boring.

Movie Review: Star Trek-nemesis (2002)
For Christmas my wife let me pick out a new dvd to add to our collection. Now that my Star Wars set is complete, I thought it was time to begin collecting the Star Trek films. So I started with Star Trek-Nemesis. Plot: Capt. Jean-Luc Picard and crew try to save Earth from a Picard-clone named Shinzon. Likes: Good character development of Shinzon, and how he relates to Picard.; Good special effects during the starship battle scenes.; Had one cameo from "Star Trek-Voyager". Dislikes: The humorous scenes come off more goofy than funny.; Lt. Commander Data "dies" at the end to leave the universe with his "dumber brother" B-4.; The first half of the film is very slow.; No cameos from "Star Trek-Deep Space Nine".; A weak storyline with a weak sub-story. Rating: PG-13 for space violence and mild sexuality. Parent's Guide: Very violent for small kids. Prequel/Sequel Info.: This is the 8th movie in the Star Trek series.; No information on if a 9th movie will be made. Out of

Movie Review: "troy" (2004)
Sometimes a decent movie could have been a good movie if it was a porn movie. "Troy" falls into this category of films. Plot: "An adaptation of Homer's great epic, the film follows the assault on Troy by the united Greek forces and chronicles the fates of the men involved." (Source: IMBD.Com);

Movie Review: "carlito's Way" (1993)
I am a sucker for mob movies. When I was a kid I shocked my dad (a retired cop) by telling him I thought it would be cool to be in the mob. I have seen the "Godfather" series tons of times, and even read the books. Tonight I saw a modern mob movie: Carlito's Way (1993). Plot: "A Puerto-Rican ex-con, just released from prison, pledges to stay away from drugs and violence despite the pressure around him and lead on to a better life outside of NYC." (Source: IMBD.Com); He does this by getting back with his old girlfriend and earning enough money to move to the Bahamas. Good Points: The film shows how more corrupted the world had become in the 1970's. It does this by comparing an old school mobster with the increasingly modern and mean streets of a changing society.; Carlito is no saint, but he still has a sense of honor.; The story takes on twists and turns that keep the viewer guessing. Bad Points: Clocked at 144 minutes, it seems longer at times. Little reference is made about

Movie Review-"house Of 1000 Corpses" (2003)
"House of 1000 Corpses" is a surreal mix of sexuality, mass murder and dead bodies that constitutes a horror movie on speed. Plot: "Two young couples take a misguided tour onto the back roads of America in search of a local legend known as Dr. Satan. Lost and stranded, they are set upon by a bizarre family of psychotics. Murder, cannibalism and satanic rituals are just a few of the 1000+ horrors that await." (Source-IMDb.Com) Good Points: A tribute to all the things that make up our nightmares, and that make us curious about freak shows and haunted house rides.; The murderous family has lots of personality.; There is no "happy ending". (But that is becoming almost a standard in modern horror films.) Bad Points: The US running time is 88 minutes, but I found it too long. Towards the end, at least 5-10 minutes could have been cut with out hurting the overall storyline.; Also the pace of the film was too fast. I had a hard time keeping up with some the action. Rated R for stro

Movie Review-"the Dark Crystal" (1982)
First conceived in 1977 by Frank Oz (aka Jedi Master Yoda), "The Dark Crystal" is a timeless tale of fantasy and adventure. Plot: Jen and Kira must repair an ancient dark crystal before the conjunction of three suns in order to restore the balance of good and evil. Good Points: It is one of the best films ever to not have a single human character or actor in it. Each part is either a Gelfing, Mystic, Skeksis or some other fantasy creature.; There is a good balance of action and dialogue. Every character has something to contribute to the over all storyline.; The special effects are very good for when it was made. Bad Points: The musical score was ok, but could have been much better. Rated PG for some violence. Parent's Guide: Some of the creatures, especially the big beetle soldiers, maybe very scary to a young viewer. Prequel/Sequel News: "The Power of the Dark Crystal" (2006) is in production.; Plot: "Many years after the events that have taken place during the orig

Loneliness
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than just the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any form of meaningful human contact. Lonely people often experience a subjective sense of inner emptiness or hollowness, with feelings of separation or isolation from the world.

Types And Symptons
Common types Loneliness can be summarized as falling into these categories: * Situational / circumstantial - loss of a relationship, move to a new city * Developmental - a need for intimacy balanced by a need for individualism * Internal - often including feelings of low self-esteem and vulnerability Common symptoms * Believing that 'everyone else' has friends * Feeling socially inadequate and socially unskilled * Being convinced there is something wrong with you * Feeling that no one understands one's situation * Feeling reluctant to attempt to change, or try new things * Feeling 'empty', depressed, or even contemplating suicide

Movie Review: "the Phantom Of The Opera" (2004)
Plot: "A disfigured musical genius, hidden away in the Paris Opera House, terrorizes the opera company for the unwitting benefit of a young protege whom he trains and loves." (Source: IMDB.Com) That is about it. Likes: The music and voices are the tops. Every song and singer are prefect no matter how short the tune nor how small the part.; A good blend of horror and romance themes.; Great combination of two story lines: the first set in 1919 and the second in 1870. Dislikes: A little long for me. It runs 143 minutes with a few really slow moments.; The ending seemed rushed and not very understandable.; The sword fight scenes looked unnatural and staged. Neither the Phantom nor Raoul (the other main male character) would make good Jedi Knights since they are very good swordsmen. Parental Guide: Rated PG-13 for mild violence (a murder and some sword fighting); A few revealing outfits.; A male mooning. Out of 4 Stars....I give it 3 1/2 Stars. Great music but a little long.

Movie Reiew-"blazing Saddles" (1974)
I have only seen parts of "Blazing Saddles" (1974) as a kid, but never the whole movie from beginning to end. Until last night. Storyline: A corrupt politician uses a Black sheriff to force the residents out of a town in the way of the railroad. The sheriff and a retired gunslinger stop him in doing so. Positives: Very funny performances by Cleavon Little, Gene Wilder, Mel Brooks, Harvey Korman and the always lovely Madeline Kahn. There were tons of inside jokes about the Old West, Hollywood and even race relations. The theme of the movie is racism, how it was in the late 1800's and even today. Brooks is very direct, but humorous in showing how Blacks were and are being treated by American society. Negatives: Many jokes are very sexual (especially with Khan and Little) and at times nasty (i.e. the farting-bean eating scene). So it is not a kids' movie. There is use of the word "negger" at times, but Brooks tries to use it in funny ways to make the user look dumb. Out of 4 S

Yes People Are Getting Fake What About U?
Yes I like many hate the fake wanna bes of society but those calling the fakes fake are fake them selves. Every fucking time I hear "Like people are getting fake here" I think yeah so are you. People put on a mask because they are afraid of showing their true selves. They try to be something they can't be there for making them fake. So people want to bitch about who is fake saying others lie. News flash YOU ALL LIE. Very few people tell the truth any more and those who do I do gladly honor you because you are the people I am looking for. You say you never lie but then why do u tell your child sanata clause exist or the easter bunny or even JESUS yea I said it Jesus fucking christ. You lie to your kids just like you lie to your self. You pray to a imaginary friend for adults and kids alike. You claim "Oh I'm not fake" Ok then why is it you go power hungry and money hungry? Why is it you choose to kill the truth than hear it out? I know it hurts but so does hiding shame in a mask. Hallow

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Great Wisdom
1. There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and Shithead's. 2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in college was my blood alcohol content. 3. I live in my own little world but it's OK, everyone knows me here. 4. I saw a rather large woman wearing a sweatshirt with 'Guess' on it. I said, 'Thyroid problem?' 5. I don't do drugs 'cause I find I get the same effect just by standing up really fast. 6. A sign In a Chinese Pet Store: 'Buy one dog, get one flea.' 7. Money can't buy happiness but it sure makes misery easier to live with. 8. I got a sweater for Christmas. I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. 9. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the 'terminal'? 10. I don't approve of political jokes. I've seen too many of them get elected. 11. The most precious thing we have is life, yet it has absolutely no trade-in value. 12. If life deals you lemons, make lemonade! If it deals you tomatoes, make Bloody Marys. 13. I love being marri

Juggalo Grow
I understand that it’s nice to feel wanted in a community, I understand that people always are fighting to fit in some where, but what I could never understand is the who Juggalo community. I will admit I used to listen to the music of the Insane Clown Posse; I actually used to enjoy their music that is until I wised up and actually sat down and listened to their lyrics. As I surf FUBAR and other various online communities I have come across countless profiles set up in honor of a substandard musical act, I see people taking a band with little talent to seriously and I see a cult theme growing in the ranks. I ask myself could I ever become such a person to blindly follow a substandard act such as the Insane Clown Posse, then I remember back when I was in high school and enthralled with crap music such as the ICP, well I grew out of my Juggalo phase and I can only hope these people who take this band seriously will soon grow out of theirs. Honestly it is unattractive to see a thirty

Some People Can Not See What Is Right In Front Of Them.
I have a friend i have known for 21 years. Going all the way back to high school. He is a grat dude and he and i have allways been there for each other. I don't see him much because he lives clear across the country now. The only way I talk to him is on MSN or Yahoo mesenger. Dispite being the best friend i have ever had , he still exasperates and angers me at times. He has been married for quite a while now to a woman who is a little over 10 years younger then him. He in fact met her when he was going to collage and she was a sinior in high school. They have two wonderful boys and a house in Utah and the whole nine yards. You would think my friend would be happy but he's not. For several years now he has been obsessed with having an extra marital affair and or a 3 way experence or at times it sounds like he and she would love to have a live in mistress. Acording to him and his wife ( who has allready had one extramarital affair ) Their marrage is an open one. Acording to him wh

Shadow Walkers Land
Come wet a widow`s eye Cover the night with your love Dry the rain from my beaten face Drink the wine the red sweet taste of mine Come cover me with you For the thrill Till you will take me in Come comfort me in you Young love must Live twice only for us For me For you Time devours passion`s beauty With me With you In war for the love of you (Tonight any dream will do) Not a world but your fine grace Seduction in shadowwalker`s land November dressed in May on your face Holding us now the lovecropper`s hand Come cover me with you...

Walking Hearts
Fare thee well, little broken heart Downcast eyes, lifetime loneliness Whatever walks in my heart will walk alone Constant longing for the perfect soul Unwashed scenery forever gone Whatever walks in my heart will walk alone No love left in me No eyes to see the heaven beside me My time is yet to come So I'll be forever yours Whatever walks in my heart will walk alone No love left in me No eyes to see the heaven beside me My time is yet to come So I'll be forever yours No love left in me No eyes to see the heaven beside me My time is yet to come So I'll be forever yours Whatever walks in my heart will walk alone Whatever walks in my heart

For The Heart Ill Never Have
Heaven today is but a way To a place I once called home Heart of a child, one final sigh As another love grows cold Once my heart beat to the Rhythm of the falling snow Blackened below, the river now flows A stream of molten virgin snow For the heart I'll never have For the child forever gone The music flows because it longs For the heart I once had Living today without a way To understand the weight of the world Faded and torn, old and forlorn My weak and hoping heart For the child, for the light For the heart I once had I'll believe and foresee Everything I could ever be For the heart I'll never have For the child forever gone The music flows because it longs For the heart I once had Time will not heal a dead boy's scars Time will kill For the heart I'll never have For the child forever gone The music flows because it longs For the heart I once had

Are You A Perfect Man?
> >>26 Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do > >> > >>1. Know how to make you smile when you are down. > >> > >>2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice. > >> > >>3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence. > >> > >>4. Give you the remote control during the game. > >> > >>5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you. > >> > >>6. Play with your hair. > >> > >>7. His hands always find yours. > >> > >>8. Be cute when he really wants something. > >> > >>9. Offer you plenty of massages. > >> > >>10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork. > >> > >>11. Never run out of love. > >> > >>12. Be funny, but know how to be serious. > >> > >>13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious. > >> > >>14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready. > >> > >>15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts. > >> > >>16. Smile a lot. > >> > >>17. Plans a romantic date full of

Things A Female Might Say
**East to the sea...West to the land...Death to the Bitch...who touches my man! ** **If you need a nickel...I'll give you my dime...if you need a man...Bitch don’t F*ck with mine! ** **Sex is like Pringles...once you pop...you can't stop! ** **Children in the dark cause accidents...accidents in the dark causes children! **

Shivers
As I sit in the dark my heart starts to race sensing your presence not seeing your face. I feel the soft whisper of your breath on my neck the thought of what's coming leaves me breathless and a wreck Your touch sends shivers and chilld down my spine awaiting the moment when our souls entertwine the rythm of my heart gets faster still as your kisses on my flesh give me such a thrill Faster and faster pulses race wanting and reaching give way to a chase seeking and searching for the same thing Climax and showers like rain ralling down touches so tender True love I have found. Belle 7/26/07

Love
Baby this is so sweet. Your love for me makes me a better and stronger person. Not only will I be your friend but I will be the one that Loves you no matter what and will do anything to be in your arms. When it comes to you I know what I have and I know that I can't and will not find anyone better than you. You are my soul and my strength. You are the reason the sun shines and the bird sings. And for when you are sad you are the reason the rain falls and I want to be the one to make you smile again so that the sun can shine bright and the birds can sing loud. No matter what you shall always be the beauty that I see in the world. You make the me and the world a better place and I will never change who you are because its the real you who I fell in love with. My love for you is purer that a new born child. Nothing can change my mind on how I feel about you! You are my one and only and thats the I want it. And one day I will be able to hold you thight, kiss you softly on the lips and look

Normally I Don't Do This But I'm Not Sure What To Think (a Picture's Worth 1k Words)
What do you think? href='http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vcHJvZmlsZS5teXNwYWNlLmNvbS9pbmRleC5jZm0/ZnVzZWFjdGlvbj11c2VyLnZpZXdwcm9maWxlJmZyaWVuZGlkPTQ3NTgyNjI0Jk15VG9rZW49ZjQzNDA1NGUtOGVlNy00ZDNiLTk3N2QtYmRkYjUzMmYwNzlh'>shell¢¾Date: Oct 30, 2007 5:17 PMI had heard about this but a picture is definitely worth 1000 words! God save us.Senator Barack Obama, Governor Bill Richardson, Senator Hillary Clinton and Ruth Harkin stand during the national anthem.Barack Hussein Obama's photo (that's his real name)...... He had advised before hand that he would be REFUSING TO NOT ONLY PUT HIS HAND ON HIS HEART DURING THE NATIONAL ANTHEM, BUT REFUSED TO SAY THE PLEDGE.....how in the hell can a man like this expect to be our next Commander-in-Chief????

New Bsb Cd
Hey everyone, Today I bought the BSB CD, YIPPIE! I am actually rocking out to it, But I will still miss Kevin!!! It was either Britney Spears CD or BSB CD haha.NExt to get on my list is my new Simple PLan CD!!! WOOT WOOT! If BSB comes here I'm going to their concert. Today I also bought some bracelets, spider earings, 2 surprise bags @ Ardenes, a caramel frapp. @ Starbucks. Goign to get a bus pass for November tomrorow. So my previous entry was about Soyn'as fake accounts well I busted 2 of her accounts, they both said they aren't on bangme.net I am just telling them to make a sig that they are not on there. So I can finally own her ass LOL AGAIN! I've busted so many fakes of hers.

Kissing Experiences And Opinions
Are you a great kisser? I absolutely love the passion that sensual kissing can produce... I've been told by women that not only am I great kisser but that they have never been kissed that way before...You know you're a great kisser when you hear her soft moans and her pressing harder for more...You know you're a great kisser when you make her melt, not only weak at the knees but hot and humid...Lol...Soft, sensual kissing seems to be most effective...Making love with your mouth is essential... But only a true romantic and sensual kisser can tell the difference... In my experience and opinion: A potentially good kiss can turn bad if a woman's mouth is dry and pasty smelling, which can ruin the moments...A potentially good kiss can go bad if a woman doesn't know how to make her lips soft and kisses too hard... A potentially good kiss can go bad if a woman doesn't know how to make her tongue soft and mingle it with anothers... It will also turn bad if she's giving way too much to

I Believe
I BELIEVE I am a person who believes that races should be separate in all aspects of life. I believe that we as humans must protect ourselves by returning to the laws of nature which separates us from those unlike us. I believe that there is no point in hating a person based on the pigmentation or lack there of, in their skin or their religious beliefs, however I believe that we must in order to survive separate ourselves from those who are unlike us. I believe that we as the White race are superior in most aspects of modern day living and to deny our inventions and support those inventions of a non white races is plain wrong. I believe that in order for all races to survive we must separate ourselves willingly and keep the notions of equality at bay. I believe that the push for equality is a conspiracy pushed on us from a race of people who have throughout history been a burden on civilized societies and I believe that those peoples imported to a nation as slaves must give up a

Examples
We all have times when we want to give up, Some people deal with it differently. Some run from their problems, Some think that dying is the only way, Yet there are those few, those brave ones, They stay and rush their problems head on. If it wasn't for those few people, Who would we have to look up to? If it wasn't for the ones that came back after they ran, How would we know that it's okay to come back home? If it wasnt for those that were unsuccessful at dying, Would we enjoy a second chance at life like we should? If you don't have the strength to stay, Find someone who will stand with you. If you don't have the strength to live, Please find someone to lend you their strength. If you have the strength to face your problems, Find someone that doesn't, and help them be just like you. 06-16-07 ~*Lauren*~

Sitting With A Broken Heart...
Broken hearted looking at the one I loved Being told that nothing else matters Except for the one whom she holds She stole my heart several times The pain it bleeds my soul With each tear I lose My heart.

Return To Laws Of Nature
The human, is the only animal which does not abide by the laws of nature and we are a far less advanced animal then those animals which do abide by the laws of nature. I only say we are far less advanced then all other animals on the face of the earth because we are the only animals who do not fear for our survival. Every animal with the exception of the Human animal, will fight to survive in this world of turmoil and destruction, they will fight to the death in many cases to ensure that their young will survive and go onto procreate. Animals will never interbreed and they will stick to their own kind, in the Animal kingdom you will never see a lamb laying down with a lion and an elk laying down with a wolf. Only in the human kingdom will you see a black lying down with a white and a mongrel lying down with a black. We as humans have become more and more comfortable and have lulled ourselves into a false state of security. We no longer fear the unseen, we try to control Mother Na

Blood
Stranges thoughts round in my head, like ancient views in red, a call coming through centuries, like a legacy in my blood. there's someting growing into me, cannot control it much more time, i feel it round into my veins and begins to awake. The anxiety controls me... and your neck, so white, there's not too much to loose, come on, let me taste your blood. Aeternum vitae, hereditare in sanguinis, maledical dominus (but). I can feel the ancestral thirst, now my eyes see through the dark, we gonna live in the eternal night. We gonna walk together, for all eternity wandering in the shadows, spreading the fear. Night will be our. To hunt and drink, to hunt and drink forever, the essence of life.

The Path Of The Seventh Moon
From far away, in the forest where i go, comes to my ears, the howling of a wolf... wolf!. Terrible things waits for me, but blood calls, the path of seventh moon, burns in my skin. I'm running through the trees, with a black storm starting in my eyes. I feel my blood. I fell the fire, burning all the land, and all is left is this silence of a darkest night, the Wolf invincible, the reign... into the shadows. Slowly, my senses sharpening. I can smell everything in the air. A supernatural energy. impels-me. i'm awakening to my new being. I'm running through the trees, with a black storm starting in my eyes. I feel my blood. I fell the fire, burning all the land, and all is left is this silence of a darkest night, the Wolf invincible, the reign... into the shadows. Brother wolf, now i walk beside you,,, and we share the pray.

Too Funny
Think before you speak... Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - the last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, 'How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?' I turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, 'I think I like playing with mens balls' THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and pass

Civil Rights Activist
Adolph Hitler was a Civil Rights Activist for anyone who didnt know. As was Martin Luther King. We have a Martin Luther King Day but not an Adolph Hitler Day. Why not? Did you know that Martins real name was Mike--Yeah thats right he never legally changed it. Did you also know that every city he went to and spoke at riots started? How could a man who spoke of peace have let these things occur. He would also have wild motel room parties with booze, drugs, and hookers. And we celebrate this guys life?? These are facts kids wont hear about in school--Theyll only hear about Hitler wanting to take over the world. This world probably would be better if he had! By the way, was Mike a doctor or a reverand? We shouldnt have a day off work for this guy--no if anything we should have off for Lincoln Day. After all he freed the slaves not Mikey!!

Thank You O Lord >
This is a blessed day and happy day . Thank you ; well i want to ask in thy name if you might help show and touch others with thy wonderful love today in a very special way > keep all safe tonight as our children will be out having fun . protect all , watch over all, see to it they have a safe happy holiday . Amen !thank you o Lord for all > also help those in great neeed of you O Lord fill up their lives so they too can have joy , love , what needs to help them manage to go on till you call. may you ease all the suffering from them .Alleheullia Amen!!!!

Bringing Back The Cowgirls And Cowboys Of Fubar
OKAY YALL ITS BEEN A HELL OF A LONG TIME SINCE ANYTHING HAS BEEN BROUGHT UP ABOUT THE COWGIRLS AND COWBOYS OF FUBAR SO THE COWGIRL IN PINK IS BACK AN READY ALONG WITH BRINGING THE GROUP BACK WE ARE GOING TO HAVE A NEW NEW LOOK AND IMAGE WE HAVE BEEN AROUND FOR SOME TIME THE GROUP I SHOULD SAY AND I LOST TOUCH WITH ALOT OF MEMBERS AND WELL ITS JUST TIME FOR THE GANG TO REGROUP AND GET UP AN STARTIN RUNNING AGAIN SO THIS IS AN INVITE TO ANYONE WHO WANTS TO REJOIN THE GANG OR WANTS TO JOIN JUST GIVE ME A HOLLA:) LOVE YA PINK

Lone Hiway Band
hi yall im new here i thought id let yall know alittle about me well im in the dallas metroplex and i play in a band called lonehiway we have a myspace site you can go to rickelliott88@yahoo.com/myspace and check us out add yourselfs as a freind and check out our music on there its really good well hope to have some new freinds there and here so let us know we would thank ya for it thanks everyone with out yall we wouldnt be thanks again and have a safe halloween

If Ever I Walk...
Writing to release some frustration... Current mood: creative Category: Writing and Poetry If ever I walk down a lonely path, my sights will gaze upon the finish line. With the dreams in my heart so seldom untold as a white dove calls out my name. What should I feel when I hold out my arms but the arms they do not hold. I cry in the night for the sun does not shine in a house with no windows. But a leaf will turn green and a flower will bloom if the love from within seeps into the soil and the loneliness of a somber moon will rejoice in the dark of day. For if a leopard did not have spots whats to say it's not a tiger? If the call of a howling wolf makes you cringe at hello, hangup and say NoThanks! But when the pain is too much... go to sleep and stop thinking!

My Shoutbox.
HEY.. I LOVE TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.. U KNOW WHO U ARE.. ;) AND OTHER FRIENDS,THAT I HAVE JUST ADDED,I AM VERY REAL AND HONEST,SO READ MY DEFINITION HERE BEFORE WE CHAT,IT WILL SAVE BOTH OF US SOME WASTED TIME IN CHATTING, Honesty is telling the truth. Honesty is straightforward conduct. Honesty is being sincere, truthful, trustworthy, honorable, fair, genuine, and loyal with integrity THANKS,AND I REALLY ENJOY MEETING NEW PEOPLE AND CHATTING WITH FRIENDS.... BTW I AM SINGLE AND LOOKING..AND DONT BE SHY.I DONT BITE,I KNOW WHAT I WANT.. ;p BUT I DONT EVEN BOTHER WITH MEN THAT ARE PLAYERS..AND FEED ME BULLSHIT... PLEASE,I AM WAY PASS THAT.. XXOO RUTHIE

The Next Day
ok so today trying to get kids ready for school and what do they do but think im not looking and fill there nap sacks with candy bad little kids lol... anyways im sort of sore my tummy abbs are killn but im not taking any time off ...i feel great after dancing.... so dude at the dealership still hasnt called such a piss off but again hurry up and wait lol.... i need to find my book ...have paper work to do, and who am i kidding i will be doing it tonight at 1 am lol anyways got stuff to get done cheers

Before Mornings Light
Before Mornings Light If I die before mornings light, You should know you are not right. All the things you thought you knew Is so far from the truth. Did I lie, did I cheat? No way, I am here to say You don't want to see the truth, So now you see I am ready To say good-bye! Right now death looks better, Then the pain of life. So I now must say good-night, If I die before mornings light....

A Creed To Live By
Let me be a little blinder To the faults of those about me,Let me praise a little more:Let me be when I am weary just a little bit more cheery,let me serve a little better those that I am striving for. Let me be a littler braver when temptation bids me waver. Let me strive a little harder to be all that I should be:Let me be a little meeker with the brother and sister that is weaker, let me think more of my neighbor and a little less of me. Let me be a little sweeter make my life a bit completer,ey doing what I should do every minute of the day:Let me toil without complaining,not a humble task disdaining; Let me face the summons calmly, when death beckons me away.

Sensitivity Pizza
When we get used to each other some of the awareness that brought us closer together dies. First encounters are always full of a newness that makes every fiber in our bodies pay attention. Being aware, alive, and exploring brings excitement to the intimacy. The warmth that fills our head and our loins is our good old friend lust. But, lust doesn't stay around long after the newness of each other dies off. Why? It doesn't have to be this way.

Thanks
thanks to all for being a great friend but i am sorry to say i will not be on no longer so if u would like to keep talking to my here is ur way to do so my messenger is: yahoo and msn: m_schneider_2005 i wish u all the best and i hope u all find what ur looking for have a great life and take care chad and michael

Halloween Humor
A cabbie picks up a Nun. She gets into the cab, and notices that the VERY handsome Cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring. He replies: 'I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend you.' She answers, 'My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could Say or ask that I would find offensive.' 'Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me.' She responds, 'Well, let's see what we can do about that: #1, you have to be single and #2, you must be Catholic.' The cab driver is very excited and says, 'Yes, I'm single and Catholic!' 'OK' the nun says. 'Pull into the next alley.' The nun fulfills his fantasy, with a kiss that would make a hooker blush. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. 'My dear child,' says the nun, 'why are you crying

Elizabeth Barret Browning.. Poem
If thou must love me, let it be for nought Except for love's sake only. Do not say, I love her for her smile . . . her look . . . her way Of speaking gently . . . for a trick of thought That falls in well with mine, and, certes, brought A sense of pleasant ease on such a day- For these things in themselves, Beloved, may Be changed, or change for thee- and love so wrought, May be unwrought so. -Elizabeth Barrett Browning

Outside-staind
And you, bring me to my knees again All the times that I could beg you please, in vain All the times that I've felt insecure for you And I leave my burdens at the door But I'm on the outside and I'm looking in I can see through you, see your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me I can see through you, see to the real you All the times, that I felt like this won't end It's for you And I taste what I could never have It was from you All the times that I've cried My intentions were full of pride But I waste more time than anyone But I'm on the outside and I'm looking in I can see through you, see your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me And I can see through you, see to the real you All the times that I've cried All this wasted, it's all inside And I feel all this pain I stuffed it down, it's back again And I lie here in bed All alone, I can't mend But I feel, tomorrow will be okay But I'm on the outside and I

Its Been Awhile-staind
And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call you And everything I can remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I stretched myself beyond my means And it's been awhile Since I could say that I wasn't addicted And it's been awhile Since I could say I love myself as well And it's been awhile Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been awhile But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again.... again Why must I feel this way Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day And It's been awhile Since I could look at myself straight And it's been awhile Since I said I'm sorry And it'

Dont Forget About Us- Mariah Carey
Intro:] (Don't forget about us) Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go No baby, no baby, no baby no Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go My baby boy... [Verse 1] Just let it die With no goodbyes Details don't matter We both paid the price Tears in my eyes You know sometimes It'd be like that baby [Bridge 1] Now everytime I see you I pretend I'm fine When I wanna reach out to you But I turn and I walk and I let it ride Baby I must confess We were bigger than anything Remember us at our best And don't forget about [Chorus] Late nights, playin' in the dark And wakin' up inside my arms Boy, you'll always be in my heart and I can see it in your eyes You still want it So don't forget about us I'm just speaking from experience Nothing can compare to your first true love So I hope this will remind you When it's for real, it's forever So don't forget about us

Sarah Mclachlan - Good Enough
Hey your glass is empty it's a hell of a long way home why don't you let me take you it's no good to go alone I never would have opened up but you seemed so real to me after all the bullshit I've heard it's refreshing not to see I don't have to pretend she doesn't expect it from me Don't tell me I haven't been good to you don't tell me I have never been there for you just tell me why nothing is good enough Hey little girl would you like some candy your momma said that it's OK The door is open come on outside no I can't come out today it's not the wind that cracked your shoulder and threw you to the ground who's there that makes you so afraid you're shaken to the bone and I don't understand you deserve so much more than this So don't tell me why he's never been good to you don't tell me why he's never been there for you don't you know that why is simply not good enough so just let me try and I will be good to you just let me try and I will be there

This Dood Sownds Like Sum A Mah Kin!
Man with beer takes hearse to go fishing Thu Nov 1, 11:15 PM ET A mourner who authorities say got drunk, took a hearse from outside a New Zealand funeral venue and outran pursuing funeral directors told police he was "going fishing" when they pulled him over. Police said the 46-year-old sickness beneficiary, who brought a carton of beer for the trip, told them he was heading to the coast to "check out the sea conditions." The man had been attending a funeral near the tourist town of Rotorua on central North Island when he allegedly stole the blue Ford Forte hearse. There was no dead body on board at the time. Snr. Sgt. Ian Campion said funeral directors chased their $15,200 hearse as it was driven off, but eventually lost track of it and called police. The man had the carton of beer with him in the front of the hearse when he was stopped by police. "He said he was wanting to go for a ride to (the coastal town of) Maketu to check out the sea conditions before g

You're Not A Soldier Yet
"You're not a soldier 'till you've tasted dirt. So get your fucking head down." And I chew some more dirt on the obstacle course. "You're not a soldier 'till you've heard a shot fired in anger." And I listen to the scattered fire on the south perimeter. "You're not a soldier 'till you've led men in battle." So this is me, convoy Sergeant. Yelling at my men to keep their heads down. I think it's safe to say I'm a soldier. And, like all soldiers, I face my toughest battles here at home. As I escort my date outside, When an angry patron makes an insensitive comment about our nation's loss. "How can you not stop her? You're supposed to be a soldier!" And my own platitude surfaces. "You're not a soldier until you realize, That your job is to ensure that others have the right to disagree with you." August

Why Things Fade
I was fourteen and on my way west, And she kissed me with tongues for the first time. "Now you have a reason to come back." She said. But the west it was calling. And back is a place that I don't care to go. And she was the first to fade away. I was eighteen and Army bound, And she kissed me for the first time. "Now you have a reason to come back." she said. And oh how I wanted to stay. But my uncle was calling. The man I was to become was waiting. It was years before she began to fade. I was twenty-four and headed west, And we made love for the first time. "Now you have a reason to come back." she said. And I knew I'd be moving on, Even faded, she left an impression. I was twenty-nine and headed. . . somewhere. When she said; "How come no girl ever captured your heart? In all of your travels, has no one ever, Given you something to come back for?" And how do I explain how things fade? Back isn't a place that I go. And what saddens me, Is that no one o

"why Don't You Dance?"
"Because it's all about movement." And I shudder C'mon, move." And this is the hardest thing I've ever done. "Let the music control your movement." Control my movement!?! "Don't Move!" And this is the hardest thing I've ever done. As this damn creature contemplates my hand, Carefully deciding whether or not I'm a flower. "It's time to move." And this is the hardest thing I've ever done. Don't sway, step sure. Anyone can learn to march. . . really. Get your fucking head down! Move!" And this is the hardest thing I've ever done. Because this time, it's my voice. It's my job. Bullets flying, truck pitching, Shove them to the floor, Keep these soldier/boys safe. "I love the way you move." And this is the hardest thing I've ever done. Because it's my voice again, And it doesn't falter as she cries, And curses the day we met. Throat raw, head heavy, I'm out the door for the last time. Every experience, Every decision, Every triumph, Is movement to me.

What Ifs
But what if I don't like it? And I rage. And what if I don't approve? And I rage. And what if I. . . Succeed! Have a great time! Learn! I begin my rant I could flip a coin if you like. And I rage For every what if you give me, I could give you three back. If you don't find out, You'll never know And I rage. Because the real question. . . Is the one she won't ask. But what if it hurts? Well, then it's important. August

Walk With Me
Walk with me through a lifetime As down life's road we go I'll be with you in the sunshine As well as the rain and snow Don't walk in front of me For I may not follow Don't walk behind me For I may not lead Just walk beside me And be my friend Let me walk with you Down that winding road The poets all call life I'll hold your hand And sing you songs And comfort you in strife I won't walk in front of you For you may not follow I won't walk behind you For you may not lead I'll just walk beside you And be your friend So take my hand And let's move on To places yet unknown With you to keep me company I'll never be alone Lonely is a horrid word You'll never have to fear For through life's valleys, Hills and dips I'll always be quite near August

What It's All About
But it's all about words man It's all about words Some words are better than others Some words have class Some words are so elite That they're downright snobbish Like antidisestablishmentarianism Other words are funny Like bunny, not rabbit, bunny Or frog, frog is funny Deer is not You have never heard a joke that starts. . . "O.K. A deer walks into a bar." It just doesn't happen Although, Bambi is funny Other words produce images, Set fire to the imagination, Leave you encrusted in muck, Find you soaring in ecstasy It's all about words man, It's all about words. August

Slivers
"But it hurts it hurts!" And I want to scream at him "Of course it hurts, but it's just a sliver It hurts until you take it out, then it's over. If only I had your problems. You don't have to pay the rent, Or work all day, Or look up every damn word in the dictionary Because your spell checker knows fewer words than you do. My problems are real! My problems are important!" But of course I can't say these things. If he could, This little boy would gladly take on The burden of my troubles Just to be free of that little sliver. I remember the terror of slivers. That terror has shrunk with time. Will my current slivers shrink as small, If I simply wait twenty years? "It hurts! It hurts!" "I know it hurts." I soothe "There you go, all done. Go play, and watch out for slivers. August

Poem For The Asking
I don't want to write a poem. I've met my quota of self-expression for the week I have no need to write anything new Just because there's an open mic this week. . . You think I can't just listen, And not get up and read Just because I never have doesn't mean I can't. I don't want to write a poem I'm tired of arguing with my spell checker Do you have any idea how difficult it is To be the only poet who can't spell or type? I don't want to write a poem I have nothing to complain about Nothing spectacular has happened I have no emotional baggage that I need to unload I don't want to write a poem I can't think of anything funny Or clever, or sad. . . Or new I don't want to write a poem August

Hello Everyone Who Loves A Good Time!
My name is Tim Bone, I'm a married, professional stand-up comedian from southern illinois...I'm in my third year and things are starting to turn a corner from me....right now I am working shows in illinois, missouri, and indiana. Would love to hear from anyone who loves comedy, loves to laugh, and loves to have a good time. Can't wait to get started meeting new people in here, ya'll give me a shout!! Tim

One Chance
That was it. The door is closed. You had your chance. I'm a one chance man, A true romantic. Anything can happen. Anything is possible. I throw caution to the wind, Wear my heart on my sleeve, I'm ready for anything. Except that. Except those words of yours that cut through me. Not like a knife, But rather like a branding iron. Which instead of leaving an imprint on the surface, Gouged through to my bones And scarred me, in the marrow. I may still enjoy your company, But you won't receive mine. I'll only give you what's on the surface. It won't be me. Or at least not any part that matters. I will never again expose my underbelly To that branding iron tongue of yours. You wounded me once, And therefore lose the opportunity To ever do so again. I should probably tell you all of this, But I won't. The old adage is true. Knowledge is power. And I'm through with giving power to you. It's a shame that this happened. I really did care for you. It's too bad th

Ode To My Hat
I'm only a hat And I stay in my place Up there on your head Making shade for your face I'm only a hat The mark of true wit I sit slightly askew Just awaiting each tip I'm only a hat And my uses are many As to questions of style. . . You know I have plenty. August

Nothing So Original
As I walked through the darkness I was startled by the light. Not scared or uplifted, just surprised. It flashed for half a second Deep into the night. And I'll never know the reason why it came. This is the story of darkness And how it came to light Nothing so original Nothing so out of sight In darkness there is comfort In light you are alone. Does it have to be one or the other? Is there a combination of both? The combination is tricky You're never quite sure where you stand. Darkness and light is quite a mix You go there when you can. When I was in darkness I didn't feel alone. It was only when the light came in That I saw what was my home. It showed me that when darkness came I just couldn't see what was there But what was there was nothing There was nothing anywhere. I've made my peace with darkness I live inside the gray. Just enough darkness for cover Just enough light for day August

Wouldn't It Be Nice.
Wouldn't it be nice if you could see this type of wonderous magic every night. This is one of my favorite pictures, So calm, so serine. When I look at this picture it makes me feel as how can anything go bad when you have beautiful surroundings like this. I think in life we take alot for granted. The sky, the earth, the flowers and trees. In my heart I beleive that if we all we would take a step back for just 10 minutes and really look around. We would all see something we never have before, even though it may have been right in front of us all the time. In life I personally have taken alot for granted, and I wonder why. There is such beauty around us at all times but we seem to ignore it and find things to bitch about. We all do it some time during the day. Just once I would like to go outside sit on my swing and just waste the day away. Listening to the birds, the wind, and the creek. Looking at the trees and sky, because the way things go in this world, you nev

The Kiss
It was a kiss straight out of a storybook, The kind you feel in your toes. The kind that wars are fought over, Quests are ridden for, Dragons are slayed for, Kingdoms are lost for, It was that kind of kiss. And now I know what breathtaking means, What desire means, What meaning means, It was that kind of kiss. It was the kind of kiss that. . . spoke. It spoke of beginnings, It spoke of possibilities, It said, "I want you." It said "goodbye." It was that kind of kiss. It was the kind of kiss that. . . inspires. It was the kiss of a muse, Of a true love, Of a stranger. It was that kind of kiss. It was that kind of kiss. And like all kisses, It had to end. August

Miss Muffet I Presume?
On the blanket, a spider had landed, Walking his little spidey path. I had no interest in feeling his spidey feet, As they carried him across my bare leg. So I held out the paper, a compromise, A spidey ladder, a spidey lifeboat to safety! But Spidey wasn't going for it. He apparently thought my leg held much more adventure. An anonymous woman snatched the paper from my hand. She held it for this fickle spider and he climbed aboard. And I thought; 'How neat.' 'She likes saving spiders.' 'She is having fun being a spidey savior.' Suddenly, she overturned the spidey-raft, And unceremoniously dumped spidey into a bush. Much to my surprise, she turned to me and said; "Yeeech! I hate spiders." August

How It Starts
And it starts with the peacock Feathers bright, strutting his stuff Flogger hanging from his belt Peacocks, the most ferocious beast. . . . . .of the petting zoo. So it goes to the bull Muscles rippling Horns sharpened, Flashing his knives amid his leathers. A little obvious if you ask me. Domesticated creatures don't do it for me. But it's hard to fear camouflage So my freedom is to go unnoticed The deadly spider. . . waits. It starts with your neck Tight in my hands A gasp as your breath is lost So it continues in your eyes The surprise, trepidation, fear. . . But you ain't felt nothing yet. The spider sits and waits Counting every insult Seething at being overlooked Revenge is the art of the spider. You're going down As I vary your torments Breath, pinch, slap, cut. . . Just a bit at first. I want you to realize your mistake. Nobody fears camouflage. But it starts. . . August

Happily Ever After
I wish I had a horse. Yes, It'd have to be a horse. Because then, I could jump onto my trusty stallion, And together, we could race across the countryside, After you. And you would see me on my charger, Obviously larger than life. And you would realize that yes, We should give this a shot. Happily ever after is an attainable goal. But I'd need a horse. It wouldn't work without the horse. The hero doesn't chase the girl in a Geo Metro. The stalker does, but not the hero. I wish I had a horse. I wish I had a carrier pigeon. Yes, that'd work. I'd send you a poem on wings of love. You'd receive it, and read it, and know, That we were meant for each other. Happily ever after has our names on it. But it'd have to be a carrier pigeon. Email just doesn't cut it. Because I was a geek before it was cool. I wish I had a carrier pigeon. I wish I had a kingdom. Yeah, a kingdom, that'd work. I could offer it to you, Risk it for you, Lead it into battle for you sword

Grenades & Spam
Join the Army, be a man. Talk to me, I'm Uncle Sam. Every morning, with the sun, We get up, and run run run. For breakfast, it's green eggs and spam! Courtesy of Uncle Sam. I'll teach you how to shoot a gun. We do this after our morning run. Now doesn't all this sound like fun? To run in the sun and shoot a gun? Now in the Army, every day, There's a push-up game we like to play. And you can play this fun game too! How many push-ups can you do? Another thing we do all day, Is play the game "Grenades Away" Is it fun? Well I should say, It's always fun the Army way. At nite time after all our games, The sergeant calls us funny names. He says he has a great new game, Marching, marching in the rain! Just think of all the games we'll play, If you'll just sign your life away. Take my pen and sign today, And we'll play games the Army way! I do not want your funny names. I won't do push-ups in the rain. I will not sign. I will not train. I will not play your Arm

Glance
There it was, The look I had been waiting for The expression that says "I anticipate" "I hunger" "I burn" She showed me that look And I was filled with an incredible euphoria But the look was not for me And it bothered me, That the pair of eyes for which it was intended Didn't see it Didn't look for it Didn't hunger for that look It was wasted August

Ghost
Some people touch the lives of men. Some people take a stand. But I cannot touch anything, With my shadow of a hand. My presence isn't really known. I'm a dream that some recall. But I never really leave my mark, Not a single scratch at all. No home to keep, I roam the land. My footsteps leave no trace. Invisible, I haunt the globe, Still searching for my place. I once thought I was Captain. "I'm a buccaneer!" I'd boast. But in truth, I'm not out chasing dreams, I'm really just a ghost. August

Geek
People say I'm crazy People say I'm a geek People say I'm a nerd People say I'm a creep My friends say I'm OK A little weird but all right My parents say there's no way That I'll ever turn out right I listen to the radio I memorize the words I hear things inside myself That no one's ever heard I used to live inside myself Afraid to let anyone in I should have known that nobody out there Would understand just where I've been I read my books and poetry I understand them all I have built these walls around myself I have made them strong and tall I once thought that I found someone Who wanted to come in To share with me, her secrets And show me where she's been But just like all the other times It never worked out right We each wanted something different So we parted after a fight Then, there was someone else We needed each other as friends We keep each other inside ourselves Hoping it will never end I give to you the story of my life Laugh

A Funny Name
What's in a name? A rose by any other name would smell as sweet. Then why does my name spark reaction? It's a common name, Though not for commoners. It is a name for kings and great men. It is a name of respect. Why then, do people laugh? The name itself means "to be honored." Why should that be funny? Is it because a month holds the same name? And if so, that's hardly my fault. Why should I be troubled? Maybe it's because, There are so many ways to say the name, Or a part of the name, And still have it mean the same thing. There's Augie, Gus, Augustus. . . It seems like there's more than that. . . I've been called so many things. . . But maybe there's a good side to this too. Maybe I can get away with all the things I do, Because of my name. "That's August, he's crazy, You can tell just by listening to his name." Now I admit that I march to the beat of a different drummer, And I admit that I have done, And still do, some crazy things now and then. . . But I

For Gail
Violets are violet Roses rose colored Reading your poem Has left me befuddled Now don't think I'm cruel Now don't think I'm jaded Your poem has left me A bit twitter-pated Can it really be true? With the linger and pining My heart skips a beat (And thanks for not whining) "Master August" you call me I blush at your praise (Better tell John So he'll give me a raise.) You know, of your absence I could never grow fond Come on April 10th Why must you take so long? I pine for your coos Tickles and kisses I'll try to make Portland To grant you these wishes Till then by my screen I will wait all the time So end my suspense And send me a rhyme August

Poem
Sorry guys, I write poems to pass the time. Didn't know what to put as my first blog... LOL JADED Close your little jaded blue eyes Untrouble your disquiet mind Relax now in the hushed gentle dark Leave all of your troubles behind. Ponder thoughts of a cool Autumn breeze Trickling streams flow into the night Smells of comfort upon midnight air Serenity not now far from sight. Slumber now on a pillow of dreams While comfort embraces you whole Close your little jaded blue eyes Rejuvenate body and soul.

No Place Like Home
Just thought i would write and let yall know that i am home in Baltimore Maryland just arrived ad few days ago.. and loving it.. my parents are keeping me pretty busy along with school and work and everything else.. right now looking for a place of my own.. and enjoying every minute of it.. Things are going really well now.. ironic a friend of mine said that all it took was going home to get things going the way they should.. i said yeah.. its sad i hadnt dont it sooner. almost 2 years i spent in houston texas and nothing really to show for it except maybe a heartache or two.. but i am hoping home round my friend my family and people that support me in what ever i do will help boost me back to where i need to be..:) only thing i aint looking forward to is the cold ehhe living in the sub tropical or even tropical weather for the last 3 years i kinda umm got use to the warm or somewhat warm winters ehehe.. well thats enough for now.. i got some things i need to go do so

Funny Answers From Real Students
1. The future of "I give" is "I take." 2. The parts of speech are lungs and air. 3. The inhabitants of Moscow are called Mosquitoes. 4. A census taker is man who goes from house to house increasing the population. 5. Water is composed of two gins. Oxygin and hydrogin. Oxygin is pure gin. Hydrogin is gin and water. 6. Define H2O and CO2. H2O is hot water and CO2 is cold water. 7. A virgin forest is a forest where the hand of man has never set foot. 8. The general direction of the Alps is straight up. 9. A city purifies its water supply by filtering the water then forcing it through an aviator. 10. Most of the houses in France are made of plaster of Paris. 11. The people who followed the Lord were called the 12 opossums. 12. The spinal column is a long bunch of bones. The head sits on the top and you sit on the bottom. 13. We do not raise silk worms in the United States, because we get our silk from rayon. He is a larger worm and gives more

New Pics
I have just uploaded an ungodly amount of pictures in my kinbaku section. Family can only see it and it will remain that way. If you are interested in seeing what's in this particular folder, then you should have an interest in the following: Kinbaku, Nawa Shibari or Kinbaku Bi. If you don't have an interest, you are not missing much :) Oh yeah, to get added to my family then you are interested in kink or actively involved in the kinky community. You should be willing to prove your kinkiness :) Cheers!

Lorelei Lyrics
F©rie dearest, was it loe soothfast or a fa§ade; A serenade siren'd to lure - Zounds! not to court me? A m¦nad, yet the sweetest colleen - Certes didst thou me unveil meekly life pristine. Lorelei, A poet of tragedies, scribe I lauds to Death, Yet who the hell was I to dare? Lorelei, Canst thou not see thou to me needful art? Canst thou not see the loss of loe painful is? D¦dally didst thou perform the tragic pasquinade, For all years a damndest and driegh'd accolade - Caus'd for all eyes maz©d to behold a mªl©e; In the midst did I swainly cast thee my bouquet: The one and sole faggot that feedeth the fire, Bellow'd bidingly by my heart's quailing quire. Lorelei, A poet of tragedies, scribe I lauds to Death, Yet who the hell was I to dare? Lorelei, Canst thou not see thou to me needful art? Canst thou not see the loss of loe painful is? Perchance author I thee this ikon'd apologue for aught, Doth the wecht burthen thee?, then bethink thine afterthought:

Rate Me
Hello everyone I really need some help leveling up now ive been trying to make my rounds to everyone and rate your pics. If I left you out let me know but in the mean time I need to know what people honestly think about my pics and what would you like to see on my page

Essence Of Love
Essence of Love The tendrils of my lovers touch Still very much with me Rekindle his hold on Not just my body But my soul. I'm drifting, deliciously dreaming. The scent of his masculinity Lay rich on my pillows Sending my mood back To the cradle of his arms And I close my eyes To feel his spirit. Oh how his essence fills my life With the deepest delirious of Desert wrapped in eternal desire By the light of a shared fire I see his shadow Once he again he is here.......

Respect
RESPECT AM I WRONG TO EXPECT FROM YOU JUST A LITTLE RESPECT THAT YOU TREAT ME LIKE THE PERSON THAT I AM? TO KNOW YOU PAY ATTENTION TO ME MORE OFT THAN NOT AND NOT TO FEEL MY PRESENCE DIM WHEN ANOTHER ENTERS THE ROOM IS IT WRONG TO DESIRE SOME ATTENTION NOT IN BED TO KNOW THAT SEX IS NOT ALL THAT OUR RELATION MEANS TO KNOW THAT YOU CARE ABOUT MY INTERESTS AND MY MIND AND NOT THAT YOU JUST USE ME TO PASS SOME SPARE TIME I GUESS I'LL NEVER REALLY KNOW CAUSE OF YOU I CANNOT ASK FOR ANSWERS TO THESE QUESTIONS WITHOUT CAUSING YOU TO GET MAD BELLE 9/13/07

'take The Lead' A Movie About Ballroom Dancing...
Has me thinking of going back to Ballroom Dancing, when I just graduated from High School I applied for a part-time job at a Dancing Company. I was being trained as a Dancing Instructor, I sorely wished I had stayed cause who would have known I could have gone to the Dance Contest. Doing my best, as in everything I do, which there is alot of things I love doing so well. The Contest would have been fun whether My partner and I won or not. For me dancing is a way for me to escape all the troubles in the world and in my life. "Take the Lead' and other movies that came out before that all of Ballroom Dancing has made me want to go back to the dance Studio and just have fun again. Besides Ballroom, I know other dancing as well. Every Bar I have ever went too. I never got to sit very long and enjoyed my drink that I order before someone asked me to dance. It's not steps that I dance to, it is the bass and drums that makes me move. TTFN

Cowboys Ground Eagles In Dominating 38-17 Win
GAME RECAP: COWBOYS 38 - EAGLES 17 Cowboys Ground Eagles In Dominating 38-17 Win The Cowboys continued their winning ways as they crushed the Eagles 38-17 in Philadelphia. It was only their 2nd win in 9 tries in Philly. It all started with the first snap of the game, and the Cowboys never looked back from there. On the very first play from scrimmage, Marcus Spears and DeMarcus Ware sacked Donovan McNabb and forced a fumble that Bradie James recovered at the Eagles 37 to put Dallas in business right off the bat. It wouldn't take long for Romo to capitalize off the turnover. On the 6th play of the drive, Julius Jones ran a draw play right up the middle from 2 yards out to give the Cowboys an early 7-0 lead. The Eagles responded immediately though. McNabb led the Eagles on an 8-play drive that ended in a 3-yard Brian Westbrook touchdown to tie the game up at 7. From there on out, it was all Dallas. On the next Cowboys drive, Romo once again led his team down the field

Angels
My chances weren't good she was way out of my reach How could she ever fall for some ol' boy like me But here she lies asleep tonight in these arms of mine And that goes to show angels fall sometimes She's been here long enough to see that I'm no saint by now Every mornin' I wake surprised to find her still around The love that she give to me could be no truer sign Every now and then angels fall sometimes She brings pieces of heaven every day into my life She's been my inspiration with her by my side I'm not afraid to dream high The love that she gives to me could be no truer sign Every now and then angels fall sometimes Yeah, I thank the Lord angels fall sometimes

World's Easiest Quiz
I feel compelled to educate you my friends and fans.....hahahahhaah, luv ya all WORLD'S EASIEST QUIZ (Passing requires 4 correct answers) 1) How long did the Hundred Years' War last? 2) Which country makes Panama hats? 3) From which animal do we get cat gut? 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? 5) What is a camel's hair brush made of? 6) The Canary Islands in the Pacific are named after what animal? 7) What was King George VI's first name? 8) What colour is a purple finch? 9) Where are Chinese gooseberries from? 10) What is the colour of the black box in a commercial airplane? Remember, you need 4 correct answers to pass. Check your answers below. ANSWERS TO THE QUIZ 1) How long did the Hundred Years War last? 116 years 2) Which country makes Panama hats? Ecuador 3) From which animal do we get cat gut? Sheep and Horses 4) In w

Words To Live By
"Words To Live By" Current mood: mellow Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let not this blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about lo

Best Way To Get To Us!! The Best Pickup Line
Observe what she is doing, then walk over and have a conversation about what is going on at that moment. For example, she is in the video store and looking at "The Departed." You can either ask her about the movie and what she knows about it, or if you saw it you can say, "Loved that movie...." and start the conversation from there. Good luck!

A Reminder To Self :
DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME WITH SOMEBODY THAT DOESN'T WANNA WASTE TIME WITH YOU.........OK,CHECK! LOL DON'T WASTE YOUR THOUGHTS ON SOMEBODY THAT ISN'T WASTING ANY THOUGHTS ON YOU........OK,CHECK! LOL DAMN WHAT MORE AM I SUPPOSED TO REMIND MYSELF OF ....... * THINKS SOME MORE * LMAOO ;)

Muse Yippy
you're Muse! Known for your creative powers, you Muses are the poets and musicians of life, the patrons of the fine arts. It's funny, though — even with your inspirational prowess, you're probably not the type to boast about your guitar-strumming skills, or your latest published book of verse. While it's great when people flock to you for ideas, there probably is a part of you that prefers to blend in sometimes — whether dressing in muted shades or staking out a one-on-one conversation at parties and social events. But try as you might not to hog the spotlight, others can't help but notice you. Must be hard to be such a goddess! Despite any lingering modesty, you might be surprised at how much your mere presence can help improve the lives of those around you by infusing them with ideas and good thoughts. With that kind of healing energy, your inspirational ways have the potential to change the world, Muse. Whether you're scribbling sonnets, boogying with your friends, or drawing