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Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Waking Lies
Waking Lies is out of Colorado Springs, Colorado. Waking Lies is unsigned. FIRST OFF this is NOT A BAND it is A SOLO PROJECT!!!!!! Alan has a vision for his work that no one else shares locally. So thats why he is doing this. Don't get him wrong he enjoys being in bands but he is sick of all the lies, drama, and lack of commitment from others. He hopes you enjoy the music he creates. Alan is currently working on his Full SOLO RELEASE!!!! "The Fall Of Freedom". He plans on a good 13 to 15 song full CD to release for your enjoyment. He will be revamping a few of his older songs from "A Nameless Fate." So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Waking Lies!!!!!

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Yigaels Wall
Yigaels Wall is out of San Francisco, California. The band has a record label with Reign Recordings. The band members are John, Vincent, Jan and Dan. Their debut album is Requiem For the Living. They have a new album coming soon, Emperor Castrato. Yigael's Wall plays thrash, but with an updated modern edge that keeps things from residing in the realm of mere oldschool worship, with a grinding, dirty guitar tone, thundering rhythm section, and savagely growled vocals. Of course, none of this would be meaningful if there wasn't quality songwriting to back it up. The Bay Area-flavored riffs have a bit of modern edge to them and vary nicely between midpaced and high-speed sections, while the long, melodic solos add an early '80s flair that helps change things up. Drum and bass performances are similarly capable and driving. So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Yigaels Wall!!!!

Sharpened Swords
Life destroys the mire, my sharpened sword drives my hatred through the belly of the monster. Slashing stabbing shifting forward fixating my inhibitions towards the goal at hand; reaching the reign, riveting a new vortex. Combined choreographic catastrophic memories into these images of psycho bullet power proportions; my designed, crushing the hassle of leading us along among the movements of our peers, the governed eyes shielding upon us overbearingly guards our souls and standoffs. Promises proudly employing a mindless display of ridiculous ridicule; forcing an uprising against the balance between our brothers and sisters of light and dark; forevermore fort fitting a desire to dance to the beat from whom came before us. Punks of distributable destructibility distresses a crying call from our construction of indestructible mindsets; where as the modern obstructions distracts us from taking action! Leaving us empty and bleeding again for destruction and chaos; a waiting rampid r

A Firefighter's Pledge
A Firefighter's Pledge I promise concern for others. A willingness to help all those in need. Promise courage - courage to face and conquer my fears. Courage to share and endure the ordeal of those who need me. I promise strength - strength of heart to bear whatever burdens might be placed upon me. Strength of body to deliver to safety all those placed within my care. I promise the wisdom to lead, the compassion to comfort, and the love to serve unselfishly whenever I am called

A Firefighter's Tears
A Firefighter's Tears The alarm rang, as it had so many times before. He was the first of the firefighters up and out, Awakened from his bed at the station By the clanging of the bell. Engine 12 pulled out of the hall, Dispatch paged another station. And all the firemen aboard the truck Were tensed with anticipation " It's gonna be a nice 'un, boys," He said as he donned his gear. And the young bucks smiled at him As they drew ever near. They turned onto his own street And he could see the fire's work He hoped their mother woke his kids To see their dad at work. His heart sank as he saw the home That he so dearly loved Going up in Smoke and Flames As he donned his gloves. Aggressively he hit the fire And searched the rooms above. And with a flare of personal vengeance He saved what remained of his home. As he left the world of flaming hell He saw his little girl He ran quickly to her side and said, "Honey, Daddy's here." He would never forget what next sh

Cantspeak
Can't speak Can't talk Can't do anything they want Can't hide Or change your mind Gonna live with all my soul Inside Can't speak Can't talk Can't stop for the reeling cause Or love I told 'em all about it Can't talk 'cause I'm already lost Can't think Can't cry Keep thinking of a suicide It's hard I just can't forget it Gonna fade 'cause I'm already dead Can't think Can't dream Don't care if I live or die Don't talk I just can't believe it Gonna fade 'cause I'm already dead Can't think I cant dream I don't believe anything I see I really don't wanna get it Gotta leave or I'll live to regret it Can't speak Can't lie Don't go anywhere to hide Can't think Can't cry Keep thinking of a suicide Can't speak Can't talk Can't do anything I want Can't hide Or change your mind Gonna live with all my soul inside Can't speak Can't talk Can't do anything I want Can't hide Or change your mind Gonna live with all my soul inside

Suckage
My life sucks, for every good thing, it's balanced by ten bad things, So I try to hold onto the good, try to maintain a happy face, but my happy mask slips, and then my true face is revealed, my broken heart shows through, my friends try to help, they try to make me see reason, but there is no reason, not in my life, only pain, pain to me is a constant, emotional and physical pain, I need to break the cycle, I need to start over, I need I need I need LOVE Unconditional Undying Life changing love.

Just Doing My Job
Just Doing My Job As I search though the smoke and flames my bell on my air pack goes off I have five minutes left to search for the 2 year old boy i was sent in to get. I search and search through the endless room When suddenly i hear a little voice weeping in the closet. I head toward the closet calling for my fellow firefighter to come and help. I open the door and find a little boy sitting in there holding a teddy bear. I take off my mask and give him the air that I have left And I put him under my arm and follow the hose back to a window Where I smash out a window to get help. The ladder truck swings it ladder toward me. I finally get to the ground where I am asked if I am a hero. I say no...just doing my job sir. Then I run back to help fight the fire.

Make Time
Ok, here it is, fucking make time with your significant other. saying "oh i love her/him", but yet you're losing her/him by not making time, and ladies, please do the same. Are WOMEN are putting up with more dumbass shit than they have to. I know Im an asshole, thats why im single. but look, if YOU guys are having problems (relationship), sit down and try to actually Communicate, all it takes is a LITTLE Communication, and guys seriously, dont be scared to shed a fuckin tear, "tough guys dont cry", fuckin bullshit, women want someone they can share their feelings with, so get that out of your head. (i know "boys" from fubar are going to bash this). thats all for now.

12.30.08 - Eminem - Puke (blahhhhhh)
SONG VERSION BELOW Puke - Eminem LYRICS BELOW There I go Thinking of you again [Chorus] You don't know how sick you make me You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach Every time I think of you, I puke You must just not know-oh-oh-oh-ho You may not think you do, but you do Every time I think of you I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little poem But off of the dome would probably be a little more, more suitable for this type of song--whoa I got a million reasons off the top of my head that I could think of Sixteen bars, this ain't enough to put some ink ta So fuck it, I'ma start right here by just be brief-a Bout to rattle off some other reasons I knew I shouldn't go and get another tattoo of you On my arm, but what do I go and do I go and get another one, now I got two Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh I'm sittin' here with your name on my skin I can't believe I went and did this stupid shit again My next girlfriend, now her name's gott

The Sensitive Man
A woman meets a man in a bar. They talk; they connect; they end up leaving together. They get back to his place, and as he shows her around his apartment. She notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears. There are three shelves in the bedroom, with hundreds and hundreds of cute, cuddly teddy bears carefully placed in rows, covering the entire wall! It was obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly arrange them and she was immediately touched by the amount of thought he had put into organizing the display. There were small bears all along the bottom shelf, medium-sized bears covering the length of the middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the way across the top shelf She found it strange for an obviously masculine guy to have such a large collection of Teddy Bears, She is quite impressed by his sensitive side. but doesn't mention this to him. They share

Its A Scam Please Read Ty!!
A BEWARE and FYI SCAMMER ALERT So how about a guy that approaches someone to please fuown me.....please....my owner is deletin her profile ......I will buy you a blast if you do doll.... Cost ONE MILLION So....a friend of mine, buys him. Does he keep the promise and buy the BLAST? No.....he blocks her and runs with the FuBucks! ASH@ fubar

How I Heard It.
I was trying to see if my best freind and "soul mate" would listen but he didn't. I have been thinking a lot about my life and what went wrong. So I am going to blog it. This is a bar and Im shit faced so that means I start to talk shit fight and cry. So here I am crying pouring my here for all to see. Ok first off my was living in a home with 1 brother, 1 sister and 1 cousin, who shall remain name less, My parents were dating, this is how it was told to me. They were dating and the cousin liked my dad. My mom was still in middle of a divorce, in that marraige she had two living children, 1boy 1 girl. in that order. Since she was out of luck with her ol man, she started to date my dad. They got seriouse and she was still in love with her husband. She confided in her cousin and her boyfreind (my Dad. She thought they were good people to talk to. No not the cousin. The cousin started to fuck shit up you know like, Lieing and telling my dad things. She was living with my mom and she l

Sight Re-discovered
a single beat from an atrophic heart matched with the treachary of impatience more than enough to cover the eyes more than enough to cloud judgement hurt assumes victory over the lack of feeling but the ego is overwhelmed as instinct passes through the shroud and reason quickly closes the wound the virtue of patience once again personified the atrophic heart becomes silent judgement restored sight rediscovered

Love
Love is a Wonderful and Beautiful thing, A Ray of sunshine, it gleams of brilliant white. Around, it spins and twirls with a bright bling, High in the sky, in everyone’s eye, it takes flight Floating and whirling, spinning and twisting, Caught in a whirl wind, wondering, when will it end? Surprising when suddenly you’re not moving Not turning around, but down you ascend. With a loud slam and a thunderous clash, Spinning and twirling again and again. Thinking it will end, you bash, crash and thrash, Regaining consciousness, it will not end. Love is a round, never-ending circle, It follows you in an obvious cycle.

Nother Poem
I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice, And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring, To my life everyday, I love you today, As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever, With all of my heart.

The Little Thing That Might
can you help me with something?? this is my cock before i got on a penis pump and this is my cock now now that im going to jail i want to be able to give the anal poundage as well has i take it. what do you think??

Truth Is
sometimes its easier for me to pretend rather than face my feelings. sometimes its easier to try to make it alone rather than risk getting hurt again. sometimes its easier to be numb towards certain people so i dont let them get too close. sometimes im scared. but when i act numb towards you, it doesnt mean i dont care. it means i care too much.

Auto 11s On & 1 Mill Fubux Giveaway
HI I WANTED TO LET U ALL KNOW THAT ME AND DJ NEMESIS HAVE AUTOS ON. THERE IS A MILL DOLLAR FUBUX GIVEAWAY AS WELL. RULES ARE BELOW. HAVE FUN AND LETS ALL LEVEL TOGETHER. 1.RATE ALL THE PICS WE HAVE AND ONCE U HAVE RATED EVERY SINGLE PIC SB OR PM US LETTING US KNOW THAT U HAVE COMPLETED ALL THE PICS. ONCE VERIFIED WE ADD UR NAME TO THE DRAWING. 2. DURING OR AFTER RATING ALL OUR PICS U REFER 3 OR MORE FRIENDS TO RATE ALL PICS U GET UR NAME ADDED AGAIN TO THE DRAWING. PLS REMEMBER THEY HAVE TO RATE ALL PICS AND MENTION U SENT THEM TO BE ENTERED INTO THE DRAWING AGAIN. THATS 3 OR MORE FRIENDS. 3. IF U REFER 8 FRIENDS OR MORE U GET UR NAME ADDED TWICE AFTER THEY RATE ALL OUR PICS AND THEY CONFIRM U SENT THEM. EACH PERSON CAN GET A CHANCE OF WINNING A MILLION FUBUX IF CONDITIONS ABOVE ARE DONE. SO GO RATE, HAVE FUN, LEVEL AND U COULD BE 1MILL FUBUX RICHER. THERE ARE 2 AUTOS RUNNING 1 FOR DJ NEMESIS AND 1 FOR DJ FOXY BITCH SO U HAVE MORE CHANCES OF WINNING IF U RATE BOTH PEOP

Lounges
Ok people heres the deal I am the head promoter in the Chubby Chasers lounge and well heres what i am think....Come in and check it out!!!!!!!!!!! Come join me and all of our other sexy fubar ladies in the Chubby Chasers lounge....We now have cams up and running and would love for you to join us.....We love to lick and give blow jobs.....only one rule in our lounge and thats that you have to be naked upon entering.....Once more thats the Chubby chasers lounge and we would love for you to come in and join us for some fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

With Age...
I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become kinder to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making My bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avante garde on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen too many dear friends leave this world too soon; before they understood the great freedom that comes with aging. Whose business is it if I choose to read or play on the computer until 4 AM and sleep until noon? I will dance with myself to those wonderful tunes of the 60 &70's, and if I, at the same time, wish to weep over a lost love ... I will. I will walk the beach in a swim suit that is stretched over a bulging body, and will dive into the waves with abandon if I choose to, despite the pitying glances from the jet set.

O Fortuna, Translated
Latin-English translation. If you ever wondered what this song was about, here are the lyrics. ==================================================================================================

Inner Demons
My heart aches, my mind wanders. My exsistance is in question. My body surounded by others, yet my soul is in total isolation. The toxidity of human negativity strikes at me with full aggression. They seem to feed on my energies ravashing them as if suffering absolute starvation. I have weakened from the repeated attacks from that which is unclean. My mind and my soul have fallen into a virtual land of waste. All of the fiery passion that has driven me in battles has left me it seems. Discontentment and the lack of self worth have fallen into it's place. Is there no escape from this realm of darkness? I am pulled and lured into it like a lamb to the sacrafice. The beast awaits me there in the corner of the darkness peircing through me with eyes of ember. Those eyes. Why do they entrance me so? He sees all of me every flaw and every vice. Out form the corner he aproaches me. "A gift for you." He brushes my face. All that was forgoten, is suddenly remembered. "within you I ha

What Disney Taught Us..lmao.
Maybe we’re too hard on Disney. After all, they simply remake classic stories in cartoon form. What’s not to like? Well, as you’ll see, it all depends on just how much thought you apply to it. Here’s seven pretty terrible lessons that Disney films taught us, whether they meant to or not. 7. The Lion King: To Be Successful, Sometimes People Got to Die Simba always knew that he was going to succeed his father, Mufasa, as the next Lion King. But fate liked spitting in poor little Simba’s face, and his dear old dad got trampled to death by wildebeests. Of course, Mufasa’s death was really caused by the evil Scar, Simba’s uncle. Later, all grown up, he reclaims his thrown and Scar suffers the double whammy of falling off a cliff and getting torn apart by hyenas. So after two particularly nasty and horrendous deaths, Simba finally becomes the lion king. The Supposed Message: We all have responsibilities we can’t ignore. And don’t trust that creepy uncle. The Ac

The Loss Of My Daddy
I am emotionally a wreck because my dad just died last month and his birthday was jan 4 he would of been 60.he died from cancer i am a wreck cause i dont know how to deal with the loss and the pain i feel i get into these moods where i cry and cry and cant stop...does anyone know how i can cope with this?please give me advice thx

For One Day
For One Day How many times do we find love? I guess that depends on your view How do we decide what love is? Do we base it off what we have been through? I can only speak for myself When the words escape from my lips I know what is deep with in my heart I don’t want to be another passing ship My heart cries out to My Angel I know she has a tough road ahead I wish to be by her side always So that in one spirit we are lead My hands are open and extended As I lay my life before her All I have is opened wide My thoughts submerged in desire I hope you can hear me My Angel There is so much more to say Freely I would give up all To feel your Love For One Day

When I Rise
When I Rise For now my grave will suffice Though I will have no warmth I will be shielded from pain The darkness almost comforts Bringing a sense of peace Though it may drive me insane My Angel has distanced herself Once again my heart cracks How do we end up in this place? My love seems a burden to her Instead of embracing it She simply turns her face I wish I could erase myself Or just reset my life Maybe life would be different then I would probably be in the same situation The same circumstances surrounding I would still be an inkless pen I am so hurting and tired now My body weakened and frail I will try to close my eyes Maybe when the coma is over I will be a stronger man Hopefully I will When I Rise

She Cries Out In Silence (acrostic)
She Cries Out in Silence Sorrows hidden in the trees Here her solitude remains Eluded by happiness Clinging to life’s pains Relegated to shadows Instincts keep her trapped Encased in her tears Senses have been sapped Outstretched broken arms Underneath no soul Tattered and worn Intentionally un-whole Never seeing true light Sold to deaths hands Incapable of freedom Lost in barren lands Envious of others joy Never feeling the sun Callous frozen heart Eroding pieces one by one

Happy B'day D. Bowie
Did you know...........? So to celebrate, I have bought you the track that has always meant a lot to me........and, maybe one day I will find My Queen I, I will be King..........and you, you will be Queen.....

Smack Alice~~local Youngstown Band Rocks!!
Local Youngstown band, and personal friends...ROCK!! COME CHECK OUT STEVES PAGE http://www.fubar.com/user/1550215...OR GO TO www.myspace.com/smackalicenow AND ADD HIM AS A FRIEND!!! Lead Me To Hope

Stupid Peolpe.
I placed a mum on fubar, as many have done before me, and the responses I have recieved from the mum has me baffled. Are peolpe as stupid as they are on here. Not talking about the people who really posted something with sense, but the ones who wanted to name call and put shit up that was really stupid. I thought the mum was for asking the population about stuff. But I guess that all that is suppose to be there is questions about boobs and naked people. When will people grow up and understand that, even though I like boobs , that is not the only thing to talk about. so if you dont like the mums I posted dont read them.

Moving
My husband & I have decided to move, it's time for a change. Ready to get the hell away from this shit hole. I will hopefully have internet ASAP, So till then you may not see me for sometime even though I haven't been around much lately I'll try my best. Anyways I do love you all & hope you & yours the best. Much love from all of us!!!

Inconsideration
Roommates! This goes out to everyone that is or possibly may be a roomie at some point. I cannot stress enough the importance of being considerate. • Don’t leave your clothes on the bathroom floor • Don’t take this that is not your and put a not on the empty box saying that you will replace it later and then never do. • Don’t leave your clothes in the washer / dryer. • Don’t leave dirty dishes in the sick or in randomonious places around the house. • Don’t mess with the DVR recordings if you are not helping with the bill • If you know that your roommate works in the early AM hours don’t be having hella people over at 2:45AM knowing that your roomie is going to be getting up for work at 5:30AM. • if you are a smoker buy your own smokes. ( Roommates are not related to you nor do they care about your well being ) sorry I know that I am ranting but I am fed up with my roommate for the above reasons.

A Guy....
Something I have to share. Today as I was doing my volunteer work at Castle Hospital as I walked down the hall. This guy stopped me mid-way, and asked me if he could ask me a question? I told him sure as I proceeded to keep walking. He asked me about 3rd floor. Well the thrid floor is where they keep the people that are high risk. Meaning they would kill them selves. Anyway? something about this guy? just the way he smiled and was very polite in asking. I just couldn't keep my eyes off of his smile? strange....but I tried to give him as much information that I could, and he was on his way. As the day went on, we crossed paths again and with that same smile, said to me that his determination got the informationt that he needed. And that smile just took my breath away..... I was glad that he got what he needed, just by that smile it made my day. So the next time your out in public and you come across people? you never know when just a smile will make their day......

Pot/weed/mary Jane
Why do you think that even though weed is against the law that people still use it & promote it so much?...It Impairs ones mind.It makes you slower or other reactions.Of course drug users will say it don't even though they know it does.Someone has to have some serious damn issues in their life to use drugs like this or harder ones like cocaine.Whats wrong with being on a natural god given high?...High on LIFE not weed.I have pity & feel sorry for a druggie.

Internet Explorer
Microsoft, one of the highest grossing, and highly technologically advanced corporations, in my opinion sets up its consumers with faulty software, constantly needing updates, or registration keys that really are planted to keep tabs on consumer spending habits. Why is it that Microsoft can create the best OS at the present time, Windows, and even the top gaming console, the xBox360, but release this old, unreliable, badly-coded, program called "INTERNET EXPLORER". You'd think Microsoft would have the best, simplest web browser, that would suppurt it's name brand quality, however it is the antithesis of everything that the Microsoft brand has come to be known to us all, one of quality, reliability, ease of use, and with fast, complex operations being carried out with ease. Instead the program is dreadfully slow, it crashes constantly due to 3rd party plugins, and ads that take longer to load then the websites themselves, all help to contribute to the abomination you have all c

Reality
Reality is that slap in the face when you think you have the world by the tail and life seems to be moving at your own pace when you feel like there is no way you can fail. Reality is there to open your eyes when you find that you were walking with them closed and it shows you a sight that can surely make you cry because with reality, it shows you what you already know. Reality breaks a person's heart and soul and destroys dreams and hopes that a person feels the truth and only truth is reality's only goal and it doesn't care who's world that it might kill Reality keeps me in a state of mind that I know it has complete control but sometimes my dreams overtake my reality I find and love lives for a while in my heart and soul Reality is not fake Reality does not care

Reflections
As the sun is slowly setting And the evening shadows grow I think back on days gone by To a place I'd like to go. Back to a place in my childhood When days were so carefree Back to the days when my Mama's lap Was my favorite place to be. Those days of slides and swing sets Of playing out in the yard Those days when we were growing up And nothing seemed too hard. All too soon we turn around And find ourselves all grown With adult responsibilities And children of our own. The memories of yesterday Come quickly to mind When as an adult I'm searching For answers I cannot find. We struggle through our losses Gain strength from each hurdle crossed And learn that we are not truly alone Especially when we feel most lost. Now the shadows have faded to darkness The days warmth is now growing cold I look up to the stars in heaven And wonder what tomorrow will hold. The stars are shining down brightly Almost as if to say Sleep well my dear and don't be a

Beast Inside
soothe the ache that gnaws at me wrap me warm in that tender place tame the beast that howls inside bond close to you by healing grace whole and smiling I'm alive again sweet surrender to my lover's call she stops my endless litany of doubt her nimble tongue pushed deep warmly filling up my hungry mouth while fingers soft, stroke my loins rising ready to meet our needs sweet surrender to hunger's call silken flesh slides lithely over me quiet strength that in love's service she pins me gasping to our bed legs round my head, she rocks till we tumble locked together sweet surrender to passion's call

The Flame
her heart's pierced with the beauty breathless helpless, precious butterfly she offers her life for Him to treasure held fast for this moment of mounting her lips burn with her Master's name her heart was speared by his eyes, in her surrender her soul is set free her hunger wakened by His firm touch impaled deep upon Him, her hips rock circling close,like a moth drawn to a flame

Matisyahu Lyrics To "fire Of Heaven / Altar Of Earth"
Fire descends from on High In the shape of a lion Burn the sacrifice of Pride And ride on to Mount Zion Fire descends from on High In the shape of a lion Burn the sacrifice of Pride And ride on to Mount Zion Rub me the wrong way Taking the highway Rubbing sticks together But your fire's man-made Capitalize on hot air, soar like an airplane Yearn to rise in the sky quick high Like cocaine, false pride is suicide But you've got nothing to gain Babylon's buildings raise like flames Drowning in their champagne Explosive! Pull the pin in the hand grenade Soul stain blowing up in your own domain Fire crackers ooh and ahh But they never maintain Fires burning Flames are dancing Don't burn the house down Heavenly fire only resides On an altar made from the ground Fire descends from on High In the shape of a lion Burn the sacrifice of pride And ride on to mount Zion Fire descends from on High In the shape of a lion Burn the sacrifice of pride And rid

Far Beyond Driven 53
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Life Unlimited
Life Unlimited Category: Life Life seems to be a continual challenge. One thing after another and the eternal search for happiness. We spend so much of our lives creating an identity for ourselves with all the likes and dislikes that go with it. These preferences build associations within us, which then turn into expectations. We compare our beliefs to other people's and then defend our position, making them wrong as they don't fit in with our picture of how "it should be." Life is unlimited. It is arrogant and naive to think that only our thoughts and beliefs are right. They may be right for us with the limited knowledge we have at this moment but the more you learn and grow the more opportunities there are for new information to become available for you. How many beliefs have you held that seemed to support your way of thinking and then something happened to change your point of view? Take Father Christmas for example... as a child you believed fully in him, then as you b

Whats Love Got To Do With It?
Whats Love Got To Do With It?? ..>..>..>..> By Henk J.M. Schram These days you can hardly skim through self-improvement or self-help related information without hearing at least once about the Universal Laws, or the Spiritual Laws of the Universe, or other terminology indicating the same things. Sometimes you bump into some real good, straight-to-the point, and ready-to-get-going information about how to apply these Universal Laws in our life to your advantage. However, the majority of the information you find is either too much, too detailed and/or too complex to start to apply it in your life right away. That's usually the case. Or otherwise, it stems from people who hardly know what they're talking about and consequently give you insufficient and sometimes even inaccurate information. For example, many 'experts' merely focus on the Law of Attraction (one of the hottest buzzwords on the Internet today), without taking any other of the universal principles of life (or U

This Really Got Me Pissed...
Anywho...over a year ago now she made her 1st son stay at his dad's in another state because of her boyfriend at the time...we'll just call him Spineless..anyway Spineless didn't get along with the son. But son was wanting to come home because dad was now in jail for doing something to a lil girl at son's school. Well about a couple months after that phone call she was getting another telling her that son was in a dirt bike wreck with car. And he was at hospital farther up north of where he was living.. took mom awhile to get there. Son was 15 and now dead. Mom was either in shock or just didn't know how to show emotions towards this son. She never really acted like she liked him much anyway. Before funeral mom collected the insurance money and supposedly paid for the funeral. Still no real emotions...what was she thinking? Well mom had another funeral of her father a year 2 months after son's...at funeral son had nothing showing where he was laid to rest. Really suxed!!! Okay but no

Why Should I Stay ??????
I have heard that people on this site are so friendly, I don't believe it. I add you as a friend, I send you comments, buy you drinks, help you level up. I still have a hand full of comments, I am still sober. In fact I never hear from the people I have added as friends. I find it hard to be friendly to people who are in it for the ratings. If you are on my friends list and really don't want to get to know me better, please remove your self... I would rather have no friends than people that have accepted my friendship and want nothing to do with me. Can anyone give me a good reason to stay on this site that is full of fakes and phoneys......

Imagine Me There
Imagine me there as you close your eyes I’m gliding my hand between your thighs I unzip your pants, and take off your shirt You unsnap my bra, and take off my skirt Kissing you soft down to your tip In and out, “May I have a sip?” A precious swallow of your dripping lust In and out, can I make you bust? To feel your pleasure down my throat In and out, make me choke! Teasing my tongue across your love Passed my lips, again I shove Pushing your trust out and in Coat my throat once again! My sweet cream fills, as you gush Between my legs I’ve turned to mush You push me down and beg to lead I lie on my back and act naive You grip my sides and hold them tight Resist your appetite with all your might Feel the heat between my hips Slide your tongue between my lips Massage my clit and make me drip Glide your finger and let it slip Between my legs, but back a bit Soft and slow so it will fit “Oh shit, Daddy…” you’re ‘bout to taste My seductive pleasure down your face

Forever - Part 1
The memories have gathered like cobwebs In the corners of my mind Sending unpleasant shivers to the trenches inside mine This gilded cage has rusted shut protecting my weakened heart Bathed in shadow and standing still Is it forever that I must wait? I awoke from my bete-noir silence came too soon Silence is a lonely thing, since with out light, it is silence that sings and comforts the dark, sounding forlorn while it rings Stepping out into the light, darkness suddenly takes wing, I left my peace and comfort with the silence and gilded thing I did this for us, but now it is only me. Revealing the tears you knew I'd weep, I cannot see into the becoming gloom, I cannot see your face I am lost without you, I cannot live with out you, and without your strong embrace You promised me you'd be there, when I slept and soon would wake, I've been crying for a while now, trickling at first, now the rain has come, though it's you that makes it pour.

Forever - Part 2
I've been waiting quite some time now I forgive you for your lies since you see you are not here to help me wipe my eyes will I have to wait a while, remember my heart is weak, but for you my heart will beat like the chimes in the wind but time it is the reason I wait and a while it has been a while more I shall wait, no more tears shall wet my cheek my lips will never tremble at the thought of your haunted kiss and my heart will beat for someone no, it will beat for it is you that I do miss shall I ponder a while longer making this eternity last patiently for me you wait I'm sorry if you miss the fullness I know I do, the empty and loneliness is not hard to miss but even though I'm lonely and have no arms to hug me tight,

Spotlight
ok, so I am still begging!! I am accepting donations for spotlight. If you want or can and will.....send them to either me or my friend Magnum. I am getting really excited about the possibility of a THINK PINK day here. I have lots of ideas running through this pretty head of mine...LOL The point we want to make is that breast cancer is all around us. We all know someone affected by it...if we are not survivors ourselves. Having support is a big part of surviving!! Believe me...had it not been for friends there for me....it would not have been pretty! So, please get the word out.....THINK PINK and show all your support you can!! thanks! ~~smooches~~

Great Truths In Life
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your mom is mad at your dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a dust-buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age is wh

High?
So...I stumbled across this tonight, and decided to join. Not really sure how I got here, but you all know how it goes with you fall into the I-hole. At any rate, glad to be here, please pass the wine. Thanks. Not sure what I'm doing yet, so bear with me homies. Blinking things and buttons to push get me every time.....

Mark Me With Ur Lips
bound with silken scarves made hard by anticipation you pounce with feline grace my naked flesh a fresh canvas for your lipstick covered lips crazy patterns spin us wildly mark me as yours forevermore rings of red run up and down each inch another encircles me marking each gasp and moan coaxed out by her hungry mouth till no space is left bare or dry my love will rock her head and sigh upon that pillar raised so high to make me spill my seed for her

Recipe's
Ingredients: Beef Stew stewing beef, trimmed onion 1 head garlic celery carrot red wine beef broth root vegetables, (onions, carrots, potatoes, turnips, parsnips or celery root) bay leaf fresh herbs, (such as thyme, rosemary, or sage) salt pepper Directions: Beef Stew Begin with a few pounds of trimmed stew meat. Remember tough meat is best for stewing because the muscles that are used the most are not just the toughest, they have the most flavour! Cut the meat up into medium chunks. Too small and the stew will cook too fast and you won’t get the marvelous, deep flavour that comes from long slow simmering. Gather together a few onions, a head of garlic, a few stalks of celery, some carrots, some tasty red wine and some broth, beef if you have it. Add any other vegetables that you like in your stew and some fresh herbs such as thyme, rosemary or sage. Brown the beef in a thick-bottomed stew pot; use enough oil to coat the bottom and add more if you need

Morphs Promotional Tags Skinz, Lounge Skinning And Graphics
Ok I have decided to follow a friends advice... I make morphs and comment tags ( for lounges for instance to promote them) So I have decided to put it out there for everyone that I will make a custom profile pic morph/animated pic or comment tags for blasts, vip membership, auto11's, and other blings. Anyone who gets me a VIP Will get all 100 11 rates daily as well durring HH. SB me or PM me for more info if interested. Will also make custom graphics for lounges or and make skins

This Is Who I Am
some say i'm the shyest person they know until they truely get to know me....then they say i'm a crazy bitch..i will put up no fronts... i like to tell it like it is....straight forward. it's the only way to go. because if ya put up fronts it will get you nowhere quick. i just like to have a good time at no costs. pure fun and no BS.

Suffocating Darkness
Suffocating Darkness I reach out Looking for a hold Trying to find a way out Of this suffocating darkness That is slowly pulling me under I reach out Only to find That you have left behind And now I am alone Slowly suffocating In this empty darkness Again I reach Still hoping that I Just might find A way to escape This suffocating darkness And again I only find That you are still gone And I am still alone Forever trapped In this suffocating darkness

A Small Voice
A Small Voice Out of the darkness I heard a small voice A voice that said come Come into the light And be free Free from this pain Suffer no more In this world Of darkness and agony But live in peace In this place of harmony In the bright unknown Where your soul is free And you worry no more Free from the pressure Free from the lies Free from the darkness That hides you inside Free to be you And who you want to be Free to make your choices Free to live your life I turned And I looked into the darkness I reached out to find The voice to soft and sweet Only to find The truth that lay behind There was no light No bright unknown No peace and harmony There was only you And the darkness That hid your lies.

Some Ppl Should Not Have Tongues!!!!!!!
Tired of the lame drama of fubar? Tired of repeated bouncers checks? Tired of continued harassment that you cant get anything done about??? Do you love the lounges of fubar? Do you love interacting with other great people? Do you love the game Sims? Do you love wonderful music? Then, let me be the first to invite you to join me at http://secondlife.com. As most know, I was a top member of fubar, I was a first Godmother. I was on the top of fubar charts for a long time. It became a total money racket and drama lined cloud to ride, so I halted my support for fubar that has been so great in the past. I have now moved on to http://secondlife.com and I LOVE it. The interactions with others is so much more advanced. The lounges are near to real life as can get without being real life. No ranks and points systems to take you away from the fun things that sl has to offer!!!!! I ask you, if you do nothing else, check out the website, and I seriously do hope that I see you there!!! Once

Join To The House Of Vampires
Come to the most fun lounge join us! ~‡DJ Spike ‡ ~HEAD ENFORCER @ MOONLIGHT REVENGE~fu bf to lone wolf aka drusilla@ fubar Come and join us!!!! COME AND JOIN THE FUN AT THE HOUSE OF VAMPIRES LOUNGE GREAT TUNES AND GREAT PEOPLE Join me ~‡DJ Spike ‡ ~HEAD ENFORCER @ MOONLIGHT REVENGE~fu bf to lone wolf aka drusilla@ fubar Come and have fun meet new Peoples come and join me and have fun live music all the time!!!!

Broken Bones
Walking a fine line between wrong and right And I know... There is a part of me that I try to hide But I can't win And I can't fight I keep holding on too tight Running away from the world outside Now I am calling Hoping you'll hear me We all need somebody To believe in something And I won't fear this When I am falling We all need somebody That can mend... These broken bones Caught in the confines of the simple life And I am... Holding my head high in the rising tide And I can't win And I can't fight I keep holding on too tight Running away from the world outside Now I am calling Hoping you'll hear me We all need somebody To believe in something And I won't fear this When I am falling We all need somebody That can mend... These broken bones But Oh Yeah I'm not coming home now I know... I'm so far away So far from home I'm not coming home now I know... I'm so far away I'm so far away And I can't win And I can't fight I keep holding o

Employment Background Check
Employment Background Check by identityPi.com allows employers to do background checks for new employee. Site offers a huge database, which an employment screening report is compiled giving exact background check.

Always Check Your Childs Homework!
Life Lesson# 45893 = Always check your child's homework before it gets to school! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When asked to draw a picture of what they wanted to be when they grew up, second-grader "Sarah" turned in the lovely drawing shown below. Needless to say, the teacher was a bit surprised -- Mrs. Smith had always seemed like such a conservative woman. So she sent a note home to the girl's mother asking for clarification as to the picture's meaning. (read Mom's reply below the picture) (Here's the reply the teacher received the following day) Dear Mrs. Jones, I wish to clarify that I am not now, nor have I ever been, an exotic dancer. I work at Home Depot and I told my daughter how hectic it was last week before the blizzard hit. I told her we sold out every single shovel we had, and then I found one more in the back room, and that several people were fighting over who would get it. Her p

Paranoid Insecurity
Bi-polar, schizophrnic, manic depressive??? Belittling myself, I cry, and I don't know why. Lost in translation. Shut away, I put myself on lock down. Unable to give anyone the key, The key that will enable me to speak. I will not take a pill to fix the glitch, Fearing the addiction that once glazed my own mother's eyes. I fight and I hide. But people see what's plauging my mind. Ghostly transparent, I am blind. Today's one of those days, Where I am down on my luck. Subconscious wispering words of fear and sadness. I scream. GO AWAY! I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS ANYMORE! I guess I still have some fight left. But I don't know how much more. It's not like I can buy it at the store. My words are in the ink. These written words, My therapy. The weight lifts off my heart, My soul, My mind. Here I am now, Knocking on the cyber worlds doors, Getting complete strangers support.

Tis A Fantasy
Tis a Fantasy Of broken dreams And pleasing screams, That I see. Here we could find eachother, Due to our broken views And half way healed hearts. My other half is covered in bruises and scars How about yours? Trust is a rare thing. Prying on the scar tissue At one point or another We loose track of who we are. We've gotten this far alone. How far could we get together? Could it be forever? This I shalt not know. Together can we take this chance? Put our half hearts together To make a whole? Tis a fantasy Of broken dreams And reassuring pleas. Here we could find eachother Realign our broken views. Tis nothing but a fantasy.

A New Beggining
I've seen dark days, Days where I thought I lost my way. Forever denying what was to truly be. Now I know I didn't truthfully know me. I've accepted my past, My present, And hopeing to accept my future. One day at a time The light shines brighter As I discover the hidden desires Of my lonely heart. Once a loner, And once a stoner, I am no longer a naive joker. One day at a time my life will shine.

Candycane Fantasy
§ Candy cane fantasy Minty breath skims the lips. Tell me can you handle the Essence of me? Sticky, sweet. The romance underneath the sheets. Red heat sizzles off you and me. As the white light of ecstasy blinds. Can you hear my pleasure cries? Night to day, Day to night The excitement rises Between my thighs. Wiggle, Wiggle, I get you high With this candy cane delight. Sugar rush jumping, Pumping, We really are some-thin' Our individual colors combine Into this scrumptious treat. Candy cane fantasy Is where you and I like to meet.

Are You One Of The Blind?
§ It's another day The sun is up again. In the Sahara another Emotionally dysfunctional soul Walks in the sand alone. Praying for the fountian of life To quinch their weary mind. To fill the emptiness in their heart. And to finally wash away their pain. Loneliness drowns them. Seems like they are forever Stuck in the sands of time. Wondering why the others are so blind. Waiting for true sympathy, Not superior fake empathy. Why can't others open their eyes To the ones who suffer internally?, To the one's who reach out to be saved? So please just give me a minute of your time! Give me a minute to explain the reasoning of this write! For there is someone out there Cutting an inch at a time. Or swinging lifeless in front of the window pane. Just to get rid of their pain, To stop the loneliness. And I ask why? Why do you wait until it is too late? Why do some of you choose to be blind? Why do you let selfishness take over Whe

Star Bright
Star light Star bright. You're the only star That I see tonight. I wish you may I wish you might Be with me tonight. I'll make you only One promise. And that's to do my best. I'm far from perfection. But I am ahead of annoyance. I cook, I clean But no ironing please. Star light Star bright You're the only star I see tonight. I wish I may I wish I might Be with you tonight. I'll cherish you Like the magnificiant person You are. I'll lay my heart At your feet. My a chori. Star light Star bright I wish you may I wish you might Let us be together tonight. ** a chori (ah-REE)Gaelic for "my heart"

The 3 Question Personality Test
Your Personality Is Idealist You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. The Three Question Personality Test

Memories
Projected through the smoke of a thousand cigarettes, It flickers upon the silver screen, Browning edges in silent film, My past shown before these fading eyes, Organs sound solemn, An edited view of all my highlights, But all too few, Backed by the soundtrack to my life, As my memories fade and die, Trapped within this decaying shell, To be taken with me to the world beyond, And my history kept with me on to the grave, Inconsequential details never told to another soul, Thoughts, fears and dreams ensnared behind this visage, All that I would not show to the vitriolic world, With its deceit in traitorous anger, To harm all those beguiled by its innocents, Laying flower where I fall for visual effect, Their masks removed behind locked doors, As they cackle in the darkened corners, Celluloid images are all that remain of what I once could have been, As my dreams finally retire to the back of your mind, To live on as just another statistic on a sterile pad never rea

Went Shopping
Had to start buying new clothes all my old nice ones are all to big and the next size down are just a smidge tighter than i like. But fuck it i went all out. i got a new: pair of boots garteer belt red red shelf bra thigh and knee highs i think i did pretty good.

The Last Few Days...
Yesterday I woke up. Nothing new happened, nothing bad occurred.And I just felt really depressed. I've had bouts of depression off and on for a long time. But not like this. Because with this depression there was bouts of rage too. Urges to hit things, or people. I even threw a few things. I don't know what to do. I've cut off everyone. I even shut off my phone. I almost deleted every profile I have online. Still thinking of it. I'm not saying that's the problem. I'm not even sure what the fuck the problem is. I'm going to bed now, I've been up all night, just kinda sitting here, wondering what's going on with me. To all my friends, I do love you, but I will tell you this, the more you push, the more you try to help, it's just gonna push me further away. At one point yesterday, I felt like maybe I should be admitted into a hospital or something, seriously. But again, if I do that, all it's gonna be is people constantly poking, prying, trying to get me to talk about what is

How To Make A Cake
how to make a cake light the oven get out bowl , spoons and ingredients grease the pan crack nuts remove 18 blocks and 7 toys from the kitchen table measure 2 cups of flour remove joey's hands from the flour wash flour off him measure 1 more cup of flour to replace the flour on the floor put the flour , baking powder and salt in a sifter get the dustpan and brush up pieces of the bowl which joey knocked on the floor answer the doorbell return to kitchen and remove joey's hands from the bowl wash joey get out egg ,answer phone, return to the kitchen and find joey remove his hands from the bowl wash shortening off him take ungreased pan and find 1/4'' of nut shells in it head for joey who flees knocking bowl off table wash kitchen floor , wash table , wash the walls , and the dishes call the damn bakery and lie down

Talk To Me
Okay so im brand new on here and dont have a gazillion fu bucks and im not godfather or a freak'en fu wizard 40th level or whatever, I still have standards lol, low as they are. Anyway Im loooking to have actual conversations on here with people so If I take the time to write you a msg or send you a gift with a msg(and I always will you just dont hand somthing to someone and not say anything) then the least I expect, yes I said expect is a bloody thank you and if not then you didnt really want me as a friend you just wanted another knotch in your fu belt and that aint me! and you will be gone. Having said this,those of you who do take the time to return the courtesy or even initate the conversation Thank you and you will always have fu friend in me. insert motivational line here. Ghostbear

Lol
Whats the deal with the price of oil? Whats the deal with haters still on obama? Whats the deal with mullets? Whats the deal with haten ass motherfuckers? Whats the deal with it standing on end? Whats the deal with all the companies failing? Whats the deal with all the political Scandles? Whats the deal with all the racism? whats the deal with bacon not turning out the same every time you cook it? Whats the deal with Tv having really shitty programs lately Whats the deal with computers crashing randomly?

About Me....=)
Hello all! My name is Diane I recently got engaged to Dustin. In 3 days he is comming to move in with me in New York. Things I like to do...Paintball,target shooting,camping,hiking,relaxing on the beach,watching sunsets,getting tattoos,horseback riding,shopping,online gaming...(There's more but I can't think of any now . =P)

Experiment In Artificial Stupidity
Howdy Folks, I have a couple of friends that are ? WELL! I'll just say ALL FOAM!! NO BEER!.... May Have a little TOO MUCH YARDAGE BETWEEN THE GOAL POST! But I still love um to death, so we'll just leave it at that... Now I have this one friend that I've known since we was about 6 or 7 years old......For the stories sake we'll just call him BRUCE... Even though his I.Q. is only about 2 and it takes at least a 3 to be able to grunt. I would just die if he knew I was talking about him...(REALLY HIS BIG OLE DUMB ASS WOULD KILL ME!). So just in case he may read this someday And I know how to get him to stop? I'll just say:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: BRUCE! THIS AIN'T ABOUT YOU! For the ones that stayed with me??? HERE'S YA STORY.... One day a long long time ago, when Kuntry was just a small Redneck, My buddy Bruce and I had been at my house watching the Sat. Morning Cartoons......Well after them cartoons was over a show came on that has stuck with me for most of my life...

Just A Few Facts About Me
Here is mine. Real name: Christina Birth date: Sept 30, 1975 Height: 5FT. 6IN. Hair color: Natural dirty blond Eye color: BLUE Nicknames: Christi, Chris, Tina, Sissy Do you drink: Socially Shampoo or conditioner: BOTH Have you ever gone skinny dipping: Yes Do you make fun of people:... Only if they are stupid enough to do something that draws that much attention to themselves Favorite color: Purple Baby Have You ever been convicted of a crime?: NO Do drugs?: NO Smoke?: No One pillow or two?: 2 Pets: Three dogs a cat and a fish Favorite Type of Music: Everything and I am not kidding Hobbies: READING, RACING, CAMPING, HIKING, DANCING, JUST ABOUT ANYTHING REALLY Words or phrases you overuse: WHATEVER AND FINE Favorite Food: LIVER AND ONIONS Piercing or tattoos: TATS-8......LOWER BACK IS LAST NAME, LEFT SHOULDER BLADE TIGER CUB, BACK OF NECK CELTIC KNOT, LEFT BREAST CROSS, PELVIS RIGHT EVIL CHERRIES AND LEFT GOOD CHERRIES, LEFT

Warning Bout Funtimeguy!!
I have a warning for all women that come across the man on Fubar. He goes by the name of FUNTIMEGUY or Daniel maybe even Dan, he is from Florida and is very phsycotic. Do not become friends with him he will try to lure you into his friendliness and sweet face, but once he gets you hooked like a fish he will turn on you and start to spread lies about that person just like he is bout me! Do not believe him. He becomes very posessive and wont let you do anything and if you try he will start calling you names and thats when the lies begin flying!! If you have any questions or want to know more about him just look me up or ask my girlfriend Lexy420, she will be able to tell you also how phsyco he really is and thats being nice!!!

Pickup Lines
Did you fart? Because you blew me away You must be in a wrong place - the Miss Universe contest is over there. Was that an earthquake or did u just rock my world? I may not be a genie but I can make your dreams come true Are you a magnet cuz im attracted to you Does this rag smell like chloroform to you? I wish you were DSL so I could get high-speed access. I know its not Christmas, but Santa's lap is always ready. Baby your like a student and I am like a math book, you solve all my problems "Why does it feel like the most beautiful girl in the world is in this room?" Can I take a picture of you, so I can show Santa just what I want for Christmas. Do you have any raisins? No? How about a date? I was blinded by your beauty so I'm going to need your name and number for insurance reasons. I'm sorry, were you talking to me? Her: No. Well then, please start. I know I dont have a chance, but I just wanted to hear an angel talk. Roses are red, violets are blue,

Goodbye Old Friend
It's my Fault! I pushed you to hard. I should have seen the signs. For months now I have noticed the changes but ignored them all the same. I shut you out of my life completely for two long years. Living without you became habit over time. But suddenly I found myself needing you once more. Sure it took a little work on my part but in the long run I always had faith that you would come around. That fire, that spark, that Drive, it was such a great day when you decided to show that to me once again. You always had your own special way of taking me places I had never seen before. But I pushed you to hard... I am the only soul on earth responsible for your demise. It has now become my burden to bare. This time I am afraid, there's nothing left to repair. No amount of Gold on this earth can bring us back together. You are no longer worth my time and energy.. Your Old.... Your Broken.... Now whenever I run my hands over the curves of your long body. I feel things that once

Two
A soft drumb beats deep in the middle of me, with soothing vocals "Come follow me, take this journey".. soft awe'ing choir so peaceful. Echoing whispers suround me of one voice, "I am at the end of the hall, come.. seek me out" I do as she says..... The hall extends, farther and farther the hallway grows.. I turn around all i see is fog. I turn back around vision is blurred by fog.... this fog, i dont see any borders. i reach out my hands to find the walls.. All gone.... nothing but a deep mist Whispers in my ear.. "Shall we proceed to move into the next level; do you need me to guide you through the fog?" I nod... A gentle breeze brushes up agianst my face. slowly everything is viewable as the wind clears a path. In a distance a light grows, with emersive power that blinds my vision. I cover my eyes with my hand and look down. I notice the ground is white from being bright. I feel a tug on my hand. a soft voice says "Remove your arm from your face, let me see you once agi

Real Dj
I wanted to vent a little bit..lol I've gone to alot of lounges and seen alot of people call themselves djs..What a fucking joke that is. Ive djed going on for 3 years now and I've seen some of the best djs around.. A real dj takes request and gets the request out after the next song being play and doesnt make his or her listeners wait forever for there request.A real dj talks on mic.Some dj in a lounge told me they only talk when someone makes a request.Fuck that shit..A dj should talk on mic and give shout outs,welcome people in the lounge,do promos,and tell who made dedications or request. Anyone can download sams and just play music.Anyone who goes to a lounge and just plays music should be called a human jukebox.What a joke.If I wanna just hear music I'll download my own shit.All these people that have dj in there name and just play music should take dj out of there name and add human jukeboxs or fucking jokes to there name.. I am one of the best damn djs on fubar.And

Dreaming In Red
I was talking to friend tonight and mentioned I had been dreaming in 'red'. It's a term I first heard when I was listening to this track. Sometimes we have things going on which invoke dreams which help us to process. Sweet, listen for the the line which goes something like......'when I try and sleep at night, I can only dream in red. The outside world is black and white, with only one colour dead'.

Hurry Up And Wait....
So as I said before my trip in to DC was uneventful on Monday when I was going in to get my tickets for the inauguration. I got off of the train at Union Station and as I made my way up from the depths of the earth to ground level I began to realize just how congested DC was really going to be for the next few days. I have never had the pleasure of being in Union Station before so when I came into the main hall, I was floored. It is amazingly beautiful. Once I got through the doorway and started looking towards the street the Capital dome came in to view. No matter how many times I have seen this amazing sight, it still gives me goosebumps. There were street vendors everywhere. You could buy anything you wanted from posters to tshirts to thong underwear with President Obama's name or face on it. Navigating the crowd was interesting because there was so much congestion around the vendors but I managed to make my way through the crowds and headed toward Capital Hill. Once I go

Three Fifty Am
Music on the stereo, Cigarette butts in the ashtray, Empty beer cans strewn, Whisky glass half empty, Or half full, Numbing of my mind and senses, I sit alone and all the signs show, Insomnia returns, My love sleeps away from me, And has been for many hours, My mind slurs, Vision wavers, But yet sleep still evades me, Depression waits at the door, At least until the lights go out, Nine minuets to four, The clock ticks away more slowly arms stand still, Half a can left, Words scream around my head and fall on to the page, All at once realising life will change come sunrise, About to be left again, If only you could see how much I love you, And want to protect you from harm, To show you true happiness, To give you the moon and stars, To give you the universe you deserve, All the riches that life in happiness has to offer you, Never to break your heart or hurt you, As many before, You’re my goddess to be worshipped and revered, To save you to save me, Time t

My Angel
Is this an angel entering my life, A gift from the heavens to save me from my life, Can she quell my demons, Set me on the mysterious path to happiness, What have I done to be so lucky, Is it fate, Or just my time, Spending hours talking, Voices floating to the heavens and back, What wondrous things will happen from here, But lets not fast forward life, Just enjoy each magical second of discovery, Each hour of intimacy, To kiss her warm skin, to feel her warm breath on mine, To watch her sleep, To touch her hair, Am I to be so lucky, Such ecstasy I am filled with when she is near, Every fibre of my body humming with electricity, Butterflies inside fluttering once more, Feeling eighteen again, Excitement buzzes through me just to feel like this, First time once in a life time, every time she looks my way, Numbing my eternal pain, Giving myself up to her completely, The way she walks, Her eyes sparkle like stars when she smiles, A love so strong my heart canno

The Apple V
When he finally got home, he threw off his shoes and plopped on a couch in front of a tv. He put the pizza in an oven, opened a bag of potato chips, and put in a movie that he rented a night before. He was not a food connoseur, and potato chips were one of his weaknesses, but right now they tasted exceptionally wonderful. Like a hungry lion in a savannah after catching a prey, he was stuffing one chip after another in his mouth, barely chewing them all up, and almost choking on smaller pieces. He was amazed at the extreme sense of satisfaction he was getting from these salty crunchy discs, and after wiping greasy hands on his work shirt, he continued to shove them into his mouth until there was almost nothing left. After shaking out the crumbs from the bag into his mouth, he crumpled it up and threw it in the trash. Finally, the timer on the oven set off, indicating that the second part of his feast was about to start. Smelling the pizza, he got a sense of confusion-his stomach felt qu

Relationships
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next da

Maybe It Was You
Your still the girl with the butterflies in your hair. I’m still the boy with big brown eyes, without a care in the world. It’s funny how times fly when your having fun. The years have come and gone, and, your still the one. I can still see the depth in your eyes. I can still taste your tears mixed with mine. I still wonder, how we ever made it through. Your still my best friend, it’s just the love that we outgrew. Maybe it was you, Maybe it was me , And maybe it was you, that let us love so freely. If you give me one wish, I will wish for this. That everything could be, as beautiful, as our first kiss. I still remember you, smiling in the sun. You put your hand in mine, our love had just begun. You held me so close, I thought I’d never let go. I felt your love so deeply, Thought it would save my soul. I can still see the depth in your eyes. I can still taste your tears mixed with mine. I still wonder, how we ever made it through. Your still my best friend, i

Its Official
i admit it....i'm guilty...i do not know how to drive in snow. we are not snow people...we are not a snow state...snow is a foreign substance to us...my daughter is 3, this is the first time she has seen snow. my driveway is covered, my porches are iced over, the roads are ridiculous and well, this just sucks. i couldn't go more than 15-20 mph today so it took me a little over an hour to get to work. i left my house at 5:50 AM and arrived at 7:07. our forcast today calls for a mixture of sleet with freezing rain and snow. there's no school today, we dont have a way of clearing the roads here. u cant even see the lines on the road. that shit hurts if it hits u in the face... now coming home well...was just as bad...im a good driver but dammit i was nervous...i kept thinking...almost home, almost home...i was close to tears lol! tori tells me...i love it mommy! i love snow! well good for you! one more day...*cries*

Tears And Blood
I will not make it through the night let alone this conversation Fingers, constantly point at me bringing shame and regret What have I done I do not know. Sitting quietly, questions arise as my heart softly weeps. Black tears fall from this weary heart. What goes unseen is the violent tantrums within me. Yelling, punching, cutting Tears and blood are all that is left for me to give. Even that is not enough to bring joy back into my life. Just a flit of that switch and I can be at peace, Forever happy Forever at ease.

Kisses
Kisses kept are wasted; Love is to be tasted. There are some you love, I know; Be not loathe to tell them so. Lips go dry and eyes grow wet Waiting to be warmly met. Keep them not in waiting yet; Kisses kept are wasted. Edmund Vance Cooke Take, O Take Those Lips Away Take, O take, those lips away, That so sweetly were forsworn; And those eyes, the break of day, Lights that do mislead the morn; But my kisses bring again Bring again; Seals of love but sealed in vain, -Sealed in vain! from Measure for Measure William Shakespeare To A Kiss Humid seal of soft affections, Tend'rest pledge of future bliss, Dearest tie of young connections, Love's first snow-drop, virgin kiss. Speaking silence, dumb confession, Passion's birth, and infants' play, Dove-like fondness, chaste concession, Glowing dawn of brighter day. Sorrowing joy, adieu's last action, Ling'ring lips, -- no more to join! What words can ever speak affection Thrilling and

Xoxox
I just wanted to leave a last note to my friends on this site.... Thank you to each one of you for coming into my life..... each of you have touched my heart in your own way, and for that i will forever be grateful. However, time has come, to leave this site, to move on. I will leave it up till the next time i come on, just in case someone else wants to know how to get in contact with me... just this blog will be left.... so if you want to get in contact with me, leave me a message, asap, and i will let you know how to stay in contact. For the rest of you, may god bless you in your life :) Love ya all! xoxox Becky aka SK4U

A Great Day(morning)
Well considering I can no longer sleep. Cause their is someone always on my mind. I have no complaints about that. Ir worth every minute of it. Because that hole that I had in my life is gone. Except the loss of my babies. But I know in time that hole will be filled again with their love for the real Daddy. It is such a great feeling too. She has brought that greatest out of me. Their will still be more great things to come. The day I get out of here can not get here quick enough. I am so ready to start my life with my best half. The half that makes me whole. I know that she says things happen for a reason. But I see no point to the nightmare that I went through before what I believe with all my heart. That will be the 3rd best thing that ever happened to me. As far as the women that I have had in my life. She is the best thing that has ever and will be the best thing for me. So help me God if I screw this one up somehow. I will never forgive myself and I will be alone for the rest of

Oven Baked Dutch Apple Pancakes
oven baked dutch apple pancakes 2 cans of apple pie filling or fresh apples 2 Tbs of butter 1tsp cinnamon 3 eggs 1/2 cup milk 1/2 cup flour 1 Tbs sour cream 1 tsp lemon zest 1/4 tsp salt confectioners sugar for dusting if desired instructions preheat oven to350 in an iron skillet warm apples, butter , cinnamon , in a bowl beat the eggs untill frothy add milk , flour , sour cream , lemon zest . and salt beat just untill batter is smooth pour over apples in skillet and put skillet in oven bake about 25 minutes or untill pancake is brown sprinkle with confectioners sugar if desired this is fantastic i tried this yesterday

Slow Cooker Barbecue Beef
INGREDIENTS (Nutrition) 1 1/2 cups ketchup 1/4 cup packed brown sugar 1/4 cup red wine vinegar 2 tablespoons prepared Dijon-style mustard 2 tablespoons Worcestershire sauce 1 teaspoon liquid smoke flavoring 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder 1 (4 pound) boneless chuck roast DIRECTIONS In a large bowl, combine ketchup, brown sugar, red wine vinegar, Dijon-style mustard, Worcestershire sauce, and liquid smoke. Stir in salt, pepper, and garlic powder. Place chuck roast in a slow cooker. Pour ketchup mixture over chuck roast. Cover, and cook on Low for 8 to 10 hours. Remove chuck roast from slow cooker, shred with a fork, and return to the slow cooker. Stir meat to evenly coat with sauce. Continue cooking approximately 1 hour.

Celluloid Lives
Some lives can be burned in an instant. Some can go up in flames. Those are the celluloid lives, There are no others the same. They burn so easily. Their live leave behind no rashes. Their lives burn up in fire, And their life turns to ashes. One minute they're your friend. The next they are a killer. To me, I understand. To you, it is a thriller. The celluloid life, Of one single boy. Age 15 killed all his classmates, With his daddy's toy. There was horror in the school, Ending all that were alone. Ending the lives of nineteen people, Then he ended his own. People were shocked it was him. "He was always quiet." a teacher said. But nobody took the time to listen, Or understand the crazy thoughts in his head. It's no one's fault people are like this, It's your fault you didn't comprehend, The actions of the celluloid lives, And why their life comes to an early end.

Cocain
That's all I want, A pound of pure. Once I get it, It'll be the cure. Cut them, take them, Pure injection. Kill them, steal them, A true affection. Heart's racing, Tongue's tasting. The sky is black, The high is back! It costs alot, And speeds your heart. I can't go a week away, Or I'll fall apart. Once a week, That's all I need. To make me hyper, And life to speed. When I take it, I just want to scream. For a pound of pure, Is in my dream. I go crazy, When high on coke. Sometimes I snort it, Sometimes I smoke. My throat is numb, The back-drip hurts. I can't feel my tongue, I wouldn't realize if I were eating dirt.

Confession
I followed him fishing With his girlfriend aside I watched him no knowing In this bush I would hide His girlfriend then left Leaving him with no more than a kiss As I walked up to him knowing I would do this I took out the blade As he stood in surprise I stabbed him in the stomach With fear in his eyes I told him to stand still He was clearly in shock He will now get light-headed, then drowsy Then fall to the dock I pushed him in the water His fishing gear, too A quick splash and a moan His death is now true "Help me someone!" That's what he said But how could this be As the lake becomes red? It was his girlfriend Coming back to the lake I'm glad that she saw me Kill her boyfriend with a steak All well, it doesn't matter She still needed to go So I pulled out another knife And walked to her real slow She was leaning over the dock Starring strait in the dead man's eyes Trembling and crying There were no good byes She turned her head and saw me Coming

Death Of A Loved One
We die for no reason, it's just what we do. But why am I surprised, it had to be you. You left me in the darkness, you left me all alone. This is the last time, I'll ever hear sorrows tone. You make me feel pain, you make me loose hope. With who do I love? With who do I cope? Did you know I loved you? I never said it before. I hope that you are listening, I hope you won't ignore. Did you love me? Or did you hate? I loved you so much, now you left me as bait. I hope that you are happy, now that you are dead. Guess what? I'm not, yes that's what I said. I look down upon this bridge, I see us together. I don't care about the rain, I don't care about the weather. I have to be with you, I can't take it no more. I think of you every moment, now you make my heart sore. Soon I will see you, I hope you feel the same. Because with out you, there's no love, and with out love, life's insane.

Deny Addiction
I don't have a problem, It's not like I'm under attack. I don't have an addiction, It's not like I'm smoking crack. It's just marijuana, It's really OK. I don't have an addiction, I don't do it every day. Now I do it every day, But not in the morning. I don't have an addiction, So you shouldn't be in warning. Now I smoke it all day, But I'm not sniffing cocaine. I don't have an addiction OK, maybe trying it won't give me pain. Hey, it's not that bad, I'll just do it on weekends, OK? See I'm not addicted, Well that's what I say. Deny addiction, It's hard to admit. Rely on addiction, It's hard to realize it. No hard drugs, I'm going to be a responsible teen. OK just a little bit of heroin, It won't be too mean. I don't have an addiction, Get the fuck off my back. Stop saying I have a problem, I'm not smoking crack. It's not that bad, A drug here and there. An addiction? not me, Why would you even care? Deny addiction, It's a bad time. Rely on a

Good Bye
I've hated my life, Since the day I was born. My emotions are ruined, My love has been torn. So I stand here today, Thinking about all I've done. About the good things in my life, Oh wait, that's none. I hold this blade in my hand, And blood on my wrist. I can't take this any more, I couldn't resist. It's to late to feel love, It's to late to turn back. Why did I do this? Has my life turned black? I then start to cry, Then drop the knife. I can be successful, And live a happy life. I don't want to die, I no longer feel pain. But blood keeps on falling, It pours like the rain. I rush to the freezer, To grab something cold. But it's to late, My life I no longer hold. Why did I do this? Why can't I cry? "Please help me some one!" Then I fall down and die.

The X
So my brother and I drove to Yakima today to pick up the last of my stuff that was shipped to my soon to be EX HUSBANDS/girlfriends house. I kept my bed, the bed that was from a previous relationship of mine. I got all my stuff from before our marriage minus big stuff because that was either broken, lost or given away do to military bs and what we bought together they kept big ticket items that is. Thats couches, and stuff but hey they get each other and I have my son and the car and Im free of a loveless relationship full of fake fake fake and insecurity/jealousy. I almost cried as we drove away because I didnt know how to feel, I was so happy it was over. Almost in a state of disbelieve and shock you could say but at the same time the slightest bit sad knowing what I was never going to give Mason that perfect family. Oh well the best part is life goes on, and from now on it will go on with my maiden name back and me Divorced and SINGLE.

If It's Not One Thing It's Another!
My son which is 15 hasn't been able to use the restroom in 8 days, you know number 2 I took him to the doctors an he gave him this shit called colace? Said for me to also get some mineral oil to take by mouth also up the ya know and that hasn't really helped him at all, doctor said he may think that there is a blockage but we're going to try everytning before going through a surgery... I have been trying to get a hold of a doc today however the shit won't answer the phone & I need to know what to do in this case because my son is do to go back tommorrow, school that is... Anyways please give some prayers for him an lets just hope he'll be able to go sometime soon...

Wrote In 2007 Called "again"
I almost trusted you again I knew it was a sin As I sat thinking I could feel my loneliness sinking Am I that stupid to think you’d come around Nah son I am only your rebound I have come to realize that your not worth The effort I put forth. When we were together you were clever Somehow you made me feel like it would last forever. I believed every lie Hell love I even got high With you I had a blast. But seriously that’s in the past. When we broke up I fell into a deep depression, Our relationship had become my obsession. Well my love I’m gonna drink this beer The I’ll cry my last tear. You hurt me too many times Now you’re the one who has to live with the crime. I just wish you knew How much I loved you.

10
Reasons Why We Should Fight Against Obama Let's get it straight. This isn't sour grapes and it isn't business as usual. I'm not opposed to Obama because he's a Democrat or a Liberal, or the fact that hes black. If my disagreements with him were just political, we could join the others in wishing him well and hoping he steers the ship right. I can't. Because this isn't a matter of political disagreement, this is a national catastrophe, a threat to the lives of millions and the survival of America itself. Here is why. 1. *Obama was Not Elected through a Legitimate Democratic Process but through Fraud* - While Obama is not the first US President to be fraudulently elected, he is the first in well over a century, since the election of 1876. Furthermore Obama's case is unique in several ways. The fraud committed to move him into the White House was multilayered, and began with his own apparent ineligibility to serve in office. It also did not involve only local polling fr

Unknowing
Unbeknownst to those uninitiated, Likewise shaped by hardening times, We simple few, we enlightened few, Must take up the mantle; be strong, For those to whom it seems impossible, Our existence must serve as a beacon, Justifiable living for those weak, Those oppressed, those simple ones, On this thrill ride without excitement, That we all cruelly call life.

Obama Is Not The Person You Think
President Barack Huessin Obama is a socialist. He has nominated 3 tax cheats to his administration. Fortunately, two of those people have dropped out and Tom Daschle finally gave up because public outcry became too much. But the day before he dropped out, Barry Obama was fully behind him and was gonna take a tax cheat. And why not? Tim Gaitner got a free pass. He just had to pay his back taxes. No interest, no penalties. What's up with that? If it was just you or me, we would be in jail. Plus, interest, penalties, and jail time. So I guess Tim was too big to fail. Barry also said that he would not have lobbyists in HIS white house. WOW...he has like 20 lobbyists in his White House. So far, he has broken most of his campaign promises. But we all knew he would...All politicans do...they just say what needs to be said in order to get elected. Barry also said there is gonna be some change and no more of the "Old" Washington..but he has done nothing but bring recycled Clinton administra

Midnight By Pitbull
Ven! Pick that up, boy! Pitbull! Casely! I know you see me in your dreams (My mind's playin' tricks on me) I know you see me in your dreams (My mind's playin' tricks on me) I know you see me in your dreams (My mind's playin' tricks on me) I know you see me in your dreams That's why In the middle of the night In the middle of the night In the middle of the night You think about me In the middle of the night In the middle of the night In the middle of the night Don't try to fight it In the middle of the night In the middle of the night In the middle of the night Don't try to hide it In the middle of the night In the middle of the night In the middle of the night You think about me, girl Yo me siento caliente Tu me pones caliente Yo me siento caliente Tu me pones caliente I'm a introduce ya to da real me It's the 3-0-5 til it kill me I'm like a deck of cards Ya gotta deal with me Want war? Then Navy Seal with me I don't need ice for women to chi

Choose One/ Personality Test
This is not a match maker test, it is called choose one, you can tell alot about a person through simple words, so try it. post your answers back to me. > > 1. weekend at the beach or the mtns. > > 2. color black or red > > 3. camping in a tent or 5 star hotel. > > 4. leather or satin. > > 5. long kiss and slow hugs or quickie > > 6. fastfood or nice resturant or 5 star. > > 7. car or truck. > > 8. color pink or purple. > > 9. sweet or salty > > 10. friend for life or one night lover.

Hi Friends Thanks For Stoping By
WELL I BELIEVE IVE GOT THE HANG OF THIS NEW SITE AND I MUST SAY IM HAVING A BALL BUILDING MY PAGE IVE AQURIERED SOME FRIENDS AND FANS AND SOME FAMILY ALONG MY JOURNEY ALTHOUGH I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO GET S***FACED AS OF YET BUT THATS OK IT WILL HAPPEN SOME TIME AS YOU SEE IVE POSTED SONGS ABOUT CLUBS AND BARS WHAT COULD BE MORE APPROPRIATE FOR A SITE THAT IS SOLEY ABOUT GETTING DRUNK AND HAVING A GOOD TIME WHILE DOING IT BEING A DJ I SEE IT ALL THE TIME AND THE BEST PART IS ITS ME PROVIDING THE MUSIC THEIR DANCING TOO AS I SAID I HAVE MANY MANY PICTURES PLEASE CHECK OUT THE ONES I HAVE POSTED AND PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT THE REST WILL COME IN DUE TIME PLEASE STOP BY AND SAY HELLO DON'T BE SHY TELL YOUR FRIENDS THAT DJ DIAMOND DAVE IS IN THE HOUSSSSSE PEACE............... PS THANKS FUBAR YOU ROCK SEE YOU SOON

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I Want This Girl...
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for her. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.

Valentine "candy" Desk Set
What You Need: * 20 x 30-inch sheet of handmade paper with flowers * 20 x 30-inch sheet of white foam board * Thick white crafts glue * Small sponge brush * Scissors or crafts knife * Ruler * 1 yard of 1-1/2-inch-wide sheer ribbon * Hot-glue gun (and hotmelt adhesive) * 20 x 30-inch sheet of clear flexible Plexiglas * Letter opener * Plastic disposable plate * 4-ounce package of 10/0 beads * Acrylic paints to coordinate with the handmade papers * Paper-mache' containers (2 x 4-inch rectangular and 3-inch-diameter, 3-1/2-inch-tall round) * 4 small sheets of handmade paper * 1 yard of 1-inch-wide sheer ribbon * Assorted glass beads Instructions: 1. Place the handmade paper, pattern side down, on a clean work surface. The foam board should be clean and free of dust particles. Evenly spread crafts glue on one side of the foam board, completely covering the surface. Place the foam board, glue side

Black Inevitability
Every thing I touch goes black Dark as pitch, color never to come back Day dies and is replaced by night Light is drained and pulled out of sight As far as I can see there is no light to follow No moon to let off a silvery glow No sun to announce the beginning of tomorrow Life vanishes and death is what replaces Vibrancy and joy are stolen And all that's left are empty spaces His voice gives fear His eyes blood red He knows not love But lives in hate instead What is he to others? He is their demise He is what kills on a moonless night The tears that they cry Who else can put themselves in my place? Who else can stare into deaths cold hard face? Whether or not you want to Let your mind unbend For you know as well as I do That your life will inevitably end.

How Will I Die?
You are getting ready to go out with your friends when trick-or-treaters ring the doorbell. You hand out the candy and all the kids leave, except for one small boy. He is dressed in a very real-looking zombie clown costume and stands there, staring at you with his mouth open, breathing slowly and heavily. Slowly, he raises his hand and points. Just as the little boy is about to speak, your friend jumps up behind you and screams, "Boo!" You are so scared you have a heart attack and die. The little boy was just pointing to your friend who was sneaking up on you! When Will I Die by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes! » » Internet Sweepstakes - IQ Tests - The Dumb Test « « Quizzes | Hollywood Movie Trivia Quizzes | Dumb MySpace Quizzes

Hmhmmmm
i know i love you,... but do you love me i know i want you but do you me... i know i need you but do you need me... i know u care for you but do you care for me... i hear you say i love you... but do you mean it i hear you say i want you....but do you mean it i hear you say i need you ...but do you mean it i hear you say you care .....but do you mean it i want to know where i fit in your life i want to know where ill be with in your world i want to know how you really feel i want to know do i have a chance i need to know is this a game i need to know is this real i need to know ... i just .... i do love you that i know i do want you that i know i do need you that i know i do care for you more then you know but .... do you

Lost
A day in the stark corner with roses by my side it's cold and dark alone and hopeless remembering the days I was with you holding me so tight all throughout dark hours it's funny you said to never let go! please never let go! I won't forget that but at the same time the tears roll down my face like a drifting river to chaos It has been decade since you past away I am lost but I will never forget you "grandfather" my love for you will be always. R.I.P.

Death Of The Shadows
Night creeps slowly into the forest shadows extending and creatures emerging. Loners walk into the night brave souls seeking the unknown for a glimps of the imposible. They are watched, sized and numbered who will be first the man with out a name that no one cares for the girl who ran away from an abusive home or the woman searching for a lost love never to return. The loner is not the first to die he begs for it more then the others he wish to die in ths shadowy world of beauty. The woman is over looked her soul still rests in this world the girl is picked her pain will be lifted her heart calls to a dead family that no longer cares and they are there the night walkers the shadows that everyone fear but cant live with out. She kneels infront of the black figure the fur sleek and calm knowing he is there for her he takes her away her soul set free and her pain gone a pentagram lies on her chest and her body runs cold ice in her viens instead of blood a howl rips threw the forest as daw

The Kill Of A Wolf
the heart beat pounds blood pulsing fear riasing startled the prey looks for its assalunt but sees nothing. The hair on his neck pricks proving his fear hes being watched. Silent shadows conceling breath shallow and grauded they circle no sound silence covers the clearing then the strike out of no where blurs of black,gray, brown and white the come and attack howls and pants trumphi is there the alpha tares the throat the prey bleeds held down by the pack a kill on a crisp winter night comes to an end and the snow bloody by the scean. no one cares and the blood tastes sweet as necture from the gods the pack will hunt this prey again and maybe next time more then one will die.

Shadow Hunters
A shadow hides me i lurk behind the trees my fathers howl excites me because we seek the blood of theives. hauting howls of night time lures wondering men to the center the pack surounds them and there fear is delecous the final plees for the lives are savoured as the breaking of bone crunching of skull the kill is over and the pack lounges in the shadows engulf us and we wait for the next hunt and the next kill silently in the dark the things the mortal world fears is real and we hunt for the life mortals cast off to end their pain and to satisfy the moons call

Socialism:
Socialism... Socialism "From each according to his ability, to each according to his needs" - Karl Marx Socialism, Marxism, Communism are the greatest wrongs in world history, I would go as far to say that it is the greatest evil in the world. It sounds good in theory and may be intended for good, but leaves out so much of the equation. It rejects "Each according to his will", "Each according to his desire", "Each according to his motives". This system is inherently atheistic and goes on the notion that there is no free will in the human race. It creates a sense of complacency where no one will strive to obtain the ability to provide for the needy. In this theory, one would arrive in a profession by animalistic instinct and not choice. In reality that is not the case. If you take out the factor of free will, and just believe that people will still work as hard to make themselves better it is altogether naive. Incentive drives the people to succeed, socialism undercut

Deleting My Account
I am deleting my account to those who have me on here as a friend and wish to remain a friend of mine. i am on myspace my email addy is tomg21@yahoo.com .... U can search for me under this email and it will find me lol ...

Leave Me Alone
Get away from me, you make me mad, stay away from me, you make me sad. The words you say are nothing but delight but you can't understand my dispair and spite. These words of happiness these words of joy, the only time I use words are only to destroy. The amount of anger that only I consume, will stay with me my whole life and will be carved in my tomb. I only live for the reason to die, I only feel pain just so I cry.

In Less Than 1 Second
I believe my day has come, But still I wish it wasn't so. I had so much things to live, But now I need to go. The moment the trigger pulled back, The moment that was filled with fear. The bullet blasted threw the air, I knew that death was near. In between that moment of truth, I've realized what I've done. This guy was really serious, There was a bullet in the gun. I thought of my wife and kids, I thought of my smile and frown, Then in less than a second, I fall dead to the ground.

No More Love From Me
I have loved many people, I have loved very easy. But the one I loved the most, Went and died in front of me. She took her life away, She also took my tears. I have never loved since then, Nor will I for years. Don't try to love me, I won't ever love you. I don't care about anything, Even if I wanted to. You won't ever make me love, So don't expect a thing. The feeling of love can feel good at times, And other times it stings. Stop annoying me with these emotions, That I will never feel. You might think love is everything, But to me it isn't real. This all might be disturbing, This all might be sad. Don't ever think that not feeling emotions, Can't be that bad. I would do anything, Just to not feel depressed. Why must I be under so much pressure, Why must I be stressed. Even though I seem innocent, I am the culprit and the victum. I have committed the crime of life, Though I can't find the dictum. Love is a talent, That every one can do. Hate is the su

Nothing But Hate
Black is all I see, Including you and me. I've heard the devil's cry, I've heard it in the blink of an eye. My hatred keeps me alive, Death helps me survive. Love is all I dream, My darkness keeps me keen. All I want is love, But I wasn't given to me from above. Now it's to late, I only consume hate.

Oh Boy What Fun To Do
Make people cry, Make people hurt. Oh, what fun, To treat them like dirt. Make people angry, Make people mad. Oh, what fun to do, To make people sad. Oh boy! Oh Boy! What fun to do! Don't feel bad, If it's not you! Screw all the innocent, Don't wait till they're dead. Let them feel the pain, You can feel good instead. Ruin their lives, Ruin their soul. You can have the power, You can be in control. The sweetness of pain! What fun to see them suffer. It doesn't matter if your weak, It doesn't matter if your tougher.

Going Through The Mottions
Im just going through the motions. Lost the first person who ever made me submit totally to their will. (bh) I am here but Im not, please forgive my hurting heart. I am just not into much today.

Men And Women
The difference between men and women is virtually nothing. The only reason we think there is a difference is because men don't talk and women talk to much. Both are searching for the same thing. That love to last a life time. Those who say they aren't are the ones that have been disappointed with past relationships or figure they will never find it anyway so why bother. If you finally give up looking for that love of your life, you take the attitude that it doesn't matter and it's not what you want anyway because than your not to disappointed when it doesn't happen. If you want to find someone that you will love the rest of your life, and they will in turn love you the rest of their lives, the key is stop looking for a certain person. There really are no match made in heaven. God doesn't sit there with a pencil and say let's see, Ken would be a perfect match for Barbie. (or if he does, he sure has a peculiar way of going about it) I have heard women say that they just

First Week In Office
I realize this is going around in email but I thought it was really interesting so I am posting it here........... One Week in Office He's off to a great start.... "...Obama's approval rating plunges 15 points from the stratospheric 83% to 68% after the first week in office according to recent Gallup Polls..." (CNN) - First day in office, Obama scowls and reprimands his VP (Biden) in front of cameras over a little joke about swearing in a second time... (Way to undress your running mate and now second in command on day one!) - Already preparing a nation for broken promises. Quoted saying "I want to be realistic here -- not everything that we talked about during the campaign are we going to be able to do on the pace that we had hoped." Ummm, why weren't you realistic while you were making promises in order to get elected? It was only four months ago when you promised this....was it that different then? - Obama vowed

Rules
Im guessing I could turn this into a mumm, but whats the point. I am coming up with rules that I feel should be followed by my soon to be xhub and his new gf when they move into together. My kids are the reason for this. I dont want her over stepping her bounds with them. Maybe after they get married I will lighten up. SO any suggestions...Id really appreciate the help here.

Lie...lie...lie...
Touch,be quiet and tell me a secret. Come,sit and sing all your songs to me Cry, it hugs me and tell what you feels like crying. Lie,just tell me something good You know it... how to talk beautyfully but not mean what you say Do you want that you are loved? ("ANGSTA FEELING JUST CONTINUE")

Me :p
i was letting my hair grow out from shaving my head in august but ive been depressed lately, and being depressed makes me very VERY impulsive. so im lying in bed and see some scissors...i end up with this this mohawk, but it ends up being too much for this conservative town so i say fuck it and just shave my head. i see a shaved head less extreme as having a 4 inches sticking straight out....but i left bangs this time oh what did i just do? ugh i drive me crazy. this looks like some neo nazi shit ha. im gong to go join SHARP now. anywho, what was the point to this...*thinking dammit...i started thinking about SHARP and now im distracted...i know i had a point... damn it. sorry. FIN.

Leveling Requirements
We are trying to keep our timing down to below 10-20 minutes a person, so we do not spend all day or a coupla hrs trying to level someone. We all have better things to do, even if we ARE alao earning points. THAT is Y if you can get someone to join us after leveling them it is better for us. Most will because they are grateful and they like the idea of helping people too. REQUIREMENTS to get leveled: 1. IT MUST BE ON A HAPPY HOUR ALL NSFW AND RIPPED MUST B IN A SEPERATE ALBUM! Levels 15-19: We can level up to 30,000. Provided they have 150 pics and 50 stash and they rate auto 11's Level 20 and above. At least 500 pictures At Least 75 stash If they have at least 500 pictures and stash items,we can level them up to 70,000. and they are rating auto 11's Level 24 and ABOVE 3. 200K away with Auto 11's on 150K away without preferably less. at least 450 photos. at least 200 stash. Remember we are a FAMILY first NO MATTER what level we are on. So add

First Things First!!!
If you call btw 5-10 ...and i don't answer then damn theres a Good Damn Chance Im fuckin workin...So if u call and I dont pick up then ...And i hear bitchin or i'm mad...Then excuse me i didnt answer your precious phone call while im working bustin' my ass makin money.. plus if you call leave a damn voicemail...is it that fuckin hard to open ur mouth and speak!!! so if you get mad just cuz i didnt talk to u or pick up the cell then u can obivously fuck off cuz i dont need the damn drama .. Thank You have a Nice Fuckin Day Oh, Also if someone wanted to talk to me they would call me before i had to go in to work instead during work.

Thoughts, Part The First
I'm employed again, and now I want to be unemployed again. When I was jobless, all I wanted to do was find something to fill 8-12 hours a day. Verrrrrrry strange. I'm wondering if what I thought I wanted to do is really right for me, I still want to make a difference, but perhaps my heart isn't into the necessary effort. I'm forced to question my belief that something worth doing should take priority over other things that, in the long run, matter very little. Here's another question i'll leave out there in cyberspace, most likely going unread. What does a man do when the things he needs in life to be happy are suddenly mutually exclusive? I wonder if the center of the universe ever feels this way...

Lesbian Poem 2
The graceful touch of your hand Fine hair that blows in the wind Eyes like the earth Skin so soft to the touch That has a fragrance to die for Breast firm and tasteful Clitouris was sweet and well cleaned To play with Moans sounding so lovely Her heart beat rythm With each body motion That drives her crazy

Lesbian Poem 3
A kiss vibrant rose to cherish Baby soft skin to grace Pleading of eating her pussy As to kiss,tease,and play With her breast That drive insane Her moans that are soft As her touch Tongue that licks lips Wanting to taste every inch Of the lovely body That so fragile to the tee

Moved.
so i moved from alabama to tenessee with my boyfriend. i wasnt suppose to move this soon, it makes me nervous and worried especially because now i dont have a job and the bills just seem to be stacking up. my ink is going to have to be put on the backburner as well as my june cali trip to see family and hang out with old friends ugh. when will things get better?

Orestes-my Favorite From Apc
5: Orestes Metaphor for a missing moment Pull me into your perfect circle One womb One shape One resolve Liberate this will To release us all Gotta cut away, clear away Snip away and sever this Umbilical residue that's Keeping me from killing you And from pulling you down with me in here I can almost hear you scream Give me One more medicated peaceful moment One more medicated peaceful moment And I don't wanna feel this overwhelming Hostility Because I don't wanna feel this overwhelming Hostility Gotta cut away Clear away Snip away and sever this Umbilical residue Gotta cut away Clear away Snip away and sever this Umbilical residue that's Keeping me from killing you Keeping me from killing you

Getting To Know People
There are people out there so much in want to be seen or liked There are so many people out there we call shy, left behind. We are a society that closes our eyes but opens one, to see just what we want to see. You will meet people in life that are the genuine article, but after the lies that have been told to us, do we even want to see them for who they are? Or what we hold in feeling. We are faithless, we are un-trusting, we lost hope, but hold on to it with every strength of our lives. Those genuine people are there, right under your nose. They sometimes don't look pretty, they sometimes don't dress the way society wants, they do try to fit in. These people are the shadows of our land. Wandering, searching, wanting, waiting, wondering, and a mystery.

Fuck The Girlfriend With The Mouth
I feel a tad bit guilty over all the nasty things my friends said but at the same time I wont own their words and I have to think about the long term effects of your actions. I don't need to kiss your ass this was my family first and I had every right to be upset with the situation and you know this otherwise you wouldn't still have your claws out. Forcing no contact what-so-ever is extremely childish and for what reason to benefit who, you only right? And to you the other half who is allowing all this for whatever reason.. talk about who the fuck are you, funny how someone can completely change who they are for another. This thing that your letting get out of control will take over your entire life, and I will not have my son caught up in it. If the two of you cant even allow me to send a damn picture of Tessa, when he is raising your children then your pretty petty. I sent no personal message with that, NOTHING. I swear to god I thought you had a heart and would like to se

*a Clever Title
Ever feel like it only rains on you? You want to keep going,but the hill's just too steep You feel like the wind is always against you Take a look at your compass But it just points to nowhere Feeling more lost than found You yell for help but no one hears The more you try to do good The more it only gets worse You try to shed some light But it only turns to dark Taking the road less traveled But it always has the most traffic You see what you want Always out of reach The sun always shines But you feel so cold You make others happy But you're dissatisfied in yourself You make yourself happy Everyone is disappointed in you Make the best of the worst But the best makes it worse So many roads But which to follow So many voices Which to listen to Who to turn to Who to run to

*i've Got More Wits Than You've Got Brains
Fuck pathetic You're about as lame as they come I'll fuckin write this til my hand goes numb This is repeatitive I feel like I've told you a thousand times You're making me lose my fuckin mind Fuck being nice,I tried to be friends But all I got was shit in the end You think you're clever,but you're just dumb Turns out I'm not the only one Who thinks you're fake Thinks you're shit But the truth you could never handle it I've held it in Kept it shut But now it's time to open up And let it out I've got words and you've got doubt Freedom of speech,ain't it a bitch? I hope this makes you sick Makes you itch This is for all the knives you put in my back For all the things you said I lacked Now I'm starting to finally see All the times you said the reason was me When all the time it was you But you couldn't take blame For the things you'd do Turns out that you told lies And I'm not fooled by your clever disguise And only truth is what I speak All you've got is t

I'm Just Dying
I’m Just Dying Not that it will matter at all I’m Just Dying From your heart an endless fall I’m Just Dying As my voice grows even more quiet I’m Just Dying Loneliness is now my steady diet I’m Just Dying As I loose myself into pain I’m Just Dying Feeling like I’ve gone insane I’m Just Dying Your silence is not golden I’m Just Dying To an empty heart I am holding I’m Just Dying Watching my hope slip away I’m Just Dying Into the darkness of the day I’m Just Dying I wish that I was still living I’m Just Dying So many things I want to be giving I’m Just Dying But It’s not worth your acceptance I’m Just Dying And now on the other side of your fence I’m Just Dying

Omfg!!
YA KNOW WHAT....IM REALLY TIRED OF PPL HAVING THE GUTS TO COME ON MY PAGE RATE MY STUFF ALL 10'S OR 11'S THEN HAVE THE NERVE TO REPORT MY PIC AS "NSFW" IF UR GONNA RATE MY SHYT HAVE ENOUGH RESPECT TO NOT REPORT PICS...AND IF U HAVE KIDS SITTING BY YOU WHEN UR RATING PICS TELL EM TO GO AWAY...I HAVE PICS THAT HAVE BEEN REPORTED AS NSFW AND THEY ARENT AND IT PISSES ME OFF....IF UR KIDS ARE ROUND U STAY THE FUCK OFF FUBAR!@! ITS A FUCKING ADULT SITE....AND IF U CANT TRUST UR KIDS ONLINE THEN PUT A FKING LOCK ON CERTAIN SITES...DONT RATE MY SHIT THEN REPORT IT...DAMN PPL!!

Stop And Say You Love Me
Artist: Evans Blue Album: The Melody And The Energetic Nature Of Volume Title: Stop And Say You Love Me Hey listen, because I'll only say this once do you think that you could lose yourself in me? I could say I want to die by your side one day but I could never speak the words because they haven't wrote the words that mean enough to me so together we can burn this way stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you I found a loop hole for us now it's called redemption of my history do you think you could look past my fears tell me now my love because I will lose it in your eyes, I see firelight in your eyes I know that things will be better when you are by my side stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you I'm guarded, I'm fragile, but if anyone could ever save me now, you can stop and say you love me, always, I'll say the same to you stop and s

Q&a
69 QUESTIONS 1. Initials: KIC 2. Name someone with the same birthday as you: That guy over there... I think someone I know has the same, but no one I am close to. 3. Favorite fruit? Pineapples or strawberries 4. For or against same sex marriage? Whatever floats your boat 5. Are you allergic to anything? Dust, Mold, Tree Pollen, Grass Pollen 6. Are you bisexual? Been there tried that, figured out hey guess what? I'm straight! 7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes? Frequently, specially when he's gone. 8. How many U.S states have you been to? 9 for sure maybe more 9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? Three - California, Texas and Nevada 10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S? I lived close to Tijuana 11. Name something physical you like about yourself? Ass and Legs 12. Something non-physical you like about yourself? Well there's the obvious personality, but it seems so cliche 13. Do you have an

02.18.09 - Green Day - Having A Blast (off Dookie)
SONG VERSION BELOW Having A Blast - Green Day LYRICS BELOW I'm taking all you down with me Explosives duct taped to my spine Nothing's gonna change my mind I won't listen to anyone's last words There's nothing left for you to say Soon you'll be dead any way No one here is getting out alive This time I've really lost my mind and I don't care So close your eyes And kiss yourself goodbye And think about the times You spent and what they've meant To me it's nothing To me it's nothing To me it's nothing To me it's nothing I'm losing all my happiness The happiness you pinned on my Loneliness still comforts me My anger dwells inside of me I'm taking it all out on you and all the shit you put me through No one here is getting out alive This time I've really lost my mind and I don't care So close your eyes And kiss yourself goodbye And think about the times You spent and what they've meant To me it's nothing To me it's nothing To me it's n

I'm Alive!
So, where have I been? After having a falling out with my stepmom and dad, I'm kinda living ta Jeremy's, except for the days i'm with Brad. Speaking of. I have a boyfriend. ^^ me! of all people! What floored me even more is that Brad actually LIKES me. *girlish giggle* I about cried- for my birthday, he got me a Titansteel Shield Wall. *sigh* I'm really fallin' for him. Also. My birthday's on the 27th. ^^

I Have Loved
I have loved and been hurt by love I have seen joy and yet there is pain I have breathed and yet i am breathless In your presence Consumed by your beauty the essence of love I have walked a thousand miles in my shoes On a road which never ends Through the driving rains many tears have fallen Swept up in the passage of time My heart will linger in the moonlight As i breathe the ocean breeze tonight For on the horizon there is a new day A story still left untold For the dreamer dreams of hope And a lover feels with their heart So why is it human nature For us to tear ourselves apart??

Dragon Types Pt 1
In modern fantasy, dragons are usually defined by their color. here are many different types of dragons. From cruel and vile to cunning and majestic, dragons have inspired, or terrorized, many throughout history. All are a force to be reckoned with. Two of the main kinds of dragons in modern fantasy are metallic dragons, which are good, and chromatic dragons, which are evil. This article will describe different kinds of chromatic dragons—black dragons, red dragons, blue dragons, green dragons, and white dragons. You may also be interested in wyverns, which are dragon-like creatures, and our complete list of dragon species. Black Dragons Black dragons are vile, evil tempered, and obsessed with death. They live in fetid, swampy habitats. They find comfort in the sickening-sweet aroma of drowned, rotting carcasses. The black dragon's domain is the swamp and the jungle. They are abusive, quick to anger, and malevolent. Their hearts are as black as their slimy scales. A black d

Questions To Ponder
If you have sex with a prostitute against her will, is it considered rape or shoplifting? Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to 'put your two cents in'... but it's only a 'penny for your thoughts'? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they 'slept like a baby' when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do d

Letter From Management
Dear employees, Due to the current financial situation caused by the slowdown of economy, Management has decided to implement a scheme to put workers of 40 years of age and above on early retirement. This scheme will be known as RAPE (Retire Aged People Early). Persons selected to be RAPED can apply to management to be eligible for the SHAFT scheme (Special Help After Forced Termination). Persons who have been RAPED and SHAFTED will be reviewed under the SCREW program (Scheme Covering Retired Early Workers). A person may be RAPED once, SHAFTED twice and SCREWED as many times as Management deems appropriate. Persons who have been RAPED can only get AIDS (Additional Income for Dependants & Spouse) or HERPES (Half Earnings for Retired Personnel Early Severance). Obviously persons who have AIDS or HERPES will not be SHAFTED or SCREWED any further by Management. Persons who are not RAPED and are staying on will receive as much S

Amid The Grieving, A Rare Act Of Sportsmanship
The coach never considered any other option. It didn't matter that his DeKalb, Ill., High School basketball team had ridden a bus two and a half hours to get to Milwaukee, then waited another hour past game time to play. Didn't matter that the game was close, or that this was a chance to beat a big city team. Johntel Franklin scored 10 points in the game following the loss of his mother. Something else was on Dave Rohlman's mind when he asked for a volunteer to shoot two free throws awarded his team on a technical foul in the second quarter. His senior captain raised his hand, ready to go to the line as he had many times before. Only this time it was different. "You realize you're going to miss them, don't you?" Rohlman said. Darius McNeal nodded his head. He understood what had to be done. It was a Saturday night in February, and the Barbs were playing a non-conference game on the road against Milwaukee Madison. It was the third meeting between the two schools, w

Depressed And Empty?
Have you ever been at that place where you wonder why you feel like nothing , that nothing amounts to anything? I have too. Have you ever wondered why someone has to be less fortunate or more fortunate than someone else, why there are people who suffer everyday? I have too. The fact is, no matter who you are or what circumstances you live in, there is always a time of emptiness. It may be when your alone somewhere. It may be a bad day and your depressed. It may be one of those lonely nights an hour before you go to sleep and you are just not interested in anything. It may be after you break up with someone. It may be after a moment of what you get what you always wanted. But its an empty feeling of, what does this amount to. Its the feeling of death, and darkness and loneliness. The feeling that someday your never going to remember anything that happened on this earth or be anything at all. In that moment of depressed darkness and disintrest and disappointment, ask yourself, what do I

Restaurant Ban Petition (sign It!!!)
Repeal the Restaurant Ban PetitionSaturday, ithttp://www.petitiononline.com/VCDLrtrb/petition.html (READ IT AND SIGN IT IF YOU DON'T WANT TO LOSE PART ONE OF YOUR RIGHTS!!)

Can You Help With 1 Rate?
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The Little Girl
A Little Girl... Trapped Inside a Memory On The Outside, Living Color The Inside, Filled With Shades of Gray and Black On the Outside, Life Moves From Day-to-Day, One the Inside, Life is at a Standstill The Woman Seen as the Outside Picture Smiles, While the Little Girl on the Inside Cries... The Woman Lives the Life of What is Expected, She Does as She is Told, She Makes Everyone Happy... The Little Girl, Does Not... She Lives in Sadness and Sorrow, She Feels Nothing, Living in a World Where No One Can Find Her... She Sits in the Middle of a Room, Four Consecutive Walls Around Her... With Stress, They Move Inward; With Anger and Frustration, Depression and Loneliness,....Failure and Fear...They Move Closer... The Little Girl is Afraid, She Fears Tomorrow, The Walls Come Closer...She Screams.... No One Hears Her...

Disturbing Dreams..
Lately, I've had a lot of them. Here's one.. I dreamt that the sun went supernova, and in my part of the world, it happened at night. Turning the moon blue before engulfing the earth. And we would die, then awake the next day and go thru it all over again with our memories in tact. No matter what happened or what we did, like the movie Groundhog Day, it would end in searing pain for everyone. It got so that people just accepted fate and when it was time to die again, they would gather in places where they would feel no pain from the rays, which was the beach.. every night. What's your interpretation?

Oil Change
OIL CHANGE INSTRUCTIONS FOR WOMEN: (1) Pull up to Peak Automotive when it is time for your next oil change (2) Relax in a massage chair with a glass of wine, soda, coffee, or cappuccino while reading the latest Oprah, Parenting, or Shape Magazine or working on your laptop. (3) 45 minutes later write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle where the fluids have been topped off, car has been washed, tires rotated, and courtesty inspection completed. Money Spent Oil Change: $34.95 (non-synthetic oil change) Wireless access: FREE Glass of wine, soda, or coffee: FREE Courtesy Inspection: FREE Massage in chair: FREE Total cost of peace of mind knowing your car is maintained: PEAKFULLY PRICELESS OIL CHANGE INSTRUCTIONS FOR MEN: (1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00 (2) Stop by liquor store and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20.00, drive ho

I Would Like To Thank The Academy
Say what you will about Award shows, they can be a place for stuck up assholes to gather and kiss each others ass’s in one breath and as the cheek turns they take the next breath and slur that same person all in a matter of mere moments. I admit most times I could’t give two shits about Award shows, Why should I care if someone I will never know wins a gold naked man statue? Should I care who they thank? yet, most times I find myself setting the VCR, (or Tivo these days) and recording the Award shows just so I can scan through them real fast when they are over, see who won, comment on if it was worth that naked man statue, or what ever the hunk of gold happens to be at the time. But then came the Academy awards of 2009. I tuned in early, I watched the Barbara Walters special, I heard as Mickey Rourke told the tale of wanting to end his Life and if not for the passion in eyes of his loyal dog, he would have left this world too early to see the success that was the film “The Wre

Voices
"Voices" by Disturbed So, are you breathing Wake up, are you alive Will you listen to me I'm gonna talk about some freaky shit now Someone is gonna die When you listen to me Let the living die, Let the living die (say) Are you breathing now Do the wicked see you You still breathing You're making me known What's up, I wonder why Do you listen to me I'm gonna make you do some freaky shit now Insane, you're gonna die When you listen to me Let the living die, Let the living die (say) I can hear the voice But I don't want to listen Strap me down and tell me I'll be alright I can feel the subliminal need To be one with the voice And make everything alright So, are you breathing? Can't you imagine how good going through this will make you feel I promise, no one will ever know There will be no chance of you getting caught They never loved you anyway So come on, be a man And do what you are compelled to do

Misc. Quotes 1
Such is the inconsistency of real love, that it is always awake to suspicion, however unreasonable; always requiring new assurances from the object of its interest. Ann Radcliffe, The Mysteries of Udolpho, 1764 Perhaps the feelings that we experience when we are in love represent a normal state. Being in love shows a person who he should be. Anton Chekhov (1860 - 1904) The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed. Carl Jung (1875 - 1961) There is only one happiness in life,to love and be loved. - George Sand - What a grand thing, to be loved! What a grander thing still, to love! - Victor Hugo - Love comforteth like sunshine after rain. - William Shakespeare - One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: that word is love. - Sophocles - Love bears all things, believes all things,hopes all things, endures all things. - The Bible : 1 Corinthians - Some

Misc. Quotes 2
Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile. - Author Unknown - All human actions have one or more of these seven causes: chance, nature, compulsion, habit, reason, passion, and desire. Aristotle (384 BC - 322 BC) The superior man is modest in his speech, but exceeds in his actions. Confucius (551 BC - 479 BC), Strong reasons make strong actions. William Shakespeare (1564 - 1616) The words that enlighten the soul are more precious than jewels. Hazrat Inayat Khan I never saw an ugly thing in my life: for let the form of an object be what it may - light, shade, and perspective will always make it beautiful. John Constable (1776 - 1837) Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved. William Jennings Bryan (1860 - 1925) Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet.

Free And Easy
Okay everyone calm down strip each other, feel head to toe then fuck on another. Alright penis brushes against vagina real, then it enters in going deep its pleasure you feel. Body on top pulls back slow, then drives down hard don't stop just go. The mouth of the male wraps around an erect nipple its hard and good, girl feels joy man withdraws and enters wet mouth this could. A lady nibbles taking in all hes never ever felt, her pain as he slaps her ass with his belt. Then he enters his penis in her ass, she screams as he grunts his way pass. A gentle kiss he gives her feeling her breast, just as he touches his penis throbs there is no rest. He begs for her to suck she grabs his balls, a burst of excitement starts...her tongue sweeps across his cock as he calls. She moans as he enters her mouth pushing deeper and deeper, white reward fills the female up hes gonna need her. Its all so free and easy, the girl lock and the boy key.

Disturbed - "pain Redefined"
Fading, falling, lost in forever Will I find a way to keep it together? Am I strong enough to last through the weather in the hurricane of my life? Can it be a conscious decision? As I look for ways to alter my vision? Am I speeding towards another collision in the alley ways of my life? Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Those who have fallen And memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Those who have fallen And please believe me That my eyes deceive me Don't stand me up Just leave me I have fallen again This is the end Pain redefined Shaking, burning up with the fever In the realm of pain, I am the deceiver I will lie to myself, so I can believe her as she dissembles my life I cannot dispel the illusion All my hopes and dreams are drowned by confusion

~cravings~ (7/27/08)
for all my dreams to come true i need to feel you deep within my heart and soul...touch me, hold me and make me believe you only have eyes for me...and, for that moment ill believe you truly love me and that we were ment to be...for a chance to pretend your only mine for that moment i would give the rest of my life...so for that moment let me pretend so i can dream the dream i hope will never end...i dont need you forever just for now so please just give me that and somehow when its done i will find a way to walk away and give you the space from me you so crave...

Such A Shame (again Haters Leave Now)
OK SO IM DATED IN MY MUSIC TASTES BUT PLEASE DO TAKE THE TIME TO READ MY PROFILE - I DONT DISS YOUR MUSIC SO DONT DISS MINE. LOVE ME FOR WHAT I AM, NOT WHO I LISTEN TO WHEN DRUNK :D

You Want To Be The Next Big Girl Next Door?
You want to be The Next Big Girl Next Door? THEBIGGIRLSNEXTDOOR.COM Model Application The Big Girls Next Door Web Site is currently accepting Models Application to model: Must be size 14 - 44 (Big Girls, Bbw, Thicky, Plus Size, Phat) You must be 18 years of age to participate. Full Name: Stage Name: (optional) List all of your Modeling Experience: (Exp. is not required) Height Pant Size Shirt Size Shoe Size Eye Color Hair Color Describe yourself in 500 words or less: Photo Requirements: You must include the full name of all the photographers Pictures must be taken with a camera with a minimum of 5 pixels. The minimum picture requirements: 2 head shots 4 full body pictures Pictures are not required to be professional, but they are required to look professional. Pictures must be clear. No animals, alcohol, drugs, or additional people allowed in photographs. Water marked photos will not be accepted. Please do not send in previousley published or displayed pho

How To Increase Your Ejaculate
As men age there is a typical reduction in the amount of both semen and sperm that make up the total package of your ejaculate. Men who have a vasectomy will immediately notice a reduction in overall ejaculate. As all men age they will typically notice a reduction in the force of their ejaculate as well. Again, this is quite normal. What is strange is that men will experience this phenomenon at different ages. For example: a 50 year old man may ejaculate with the same force and volume that he did when he was 19 years old yet a 30 year old man may experience a reduction. This has more to do with your personal health and 'plumbing' (for a better word) than anything else. Pills that promise more volume and more force are really no more than a placebo with some vitamins. They might make you think you're gaining volume and force but there are no scientific studies that prove this. Keep in mind that when these companies tell you that they have scientific proof, they actually paid a resea

The Cookie Is Back Together Again
On a good note Today Im in a very upbeat sort of mood. Im going to get my hair done and get myself all pretty. I fixed all of my issues at school with a simple hate letter and things just feel better in general. Thank you fubar for allowing the pointlessness of this entry be revealed for the fun of it

Copyright On The Web Before You Take
Copyright in the Web: An Overview 1. Copyright applies to the Web. 2. Your work is protected under copyright as soon as it’s created and protected for your lifetime, plus 70 years. 3. Copyright expires. When copyright expires, the work becomes public domain. 4. Ideas can’t be copyrighted, only the result tangible expression of the idea can. (updated) 5. You may use logos and trademarks in your works. 6. You may use copyrighted material under the “fair use” doctrine. 7. You may quote only limited portions of work. You may publish excerpts, not whole articles. 8. You have to ask author’s permission to translate his/her article. 9. The removal of the copyrighted material doesn’t remove the copyright infringement. 10. If something looks copyrighted, you should assume it is. (updated) 11. Advertising protected material without an agreement is illegal. 12. You may not always delete or modify your visitors’ comments. 13. User generated content

A Single Tear
A Single tear A moment of Heartache Never to be forgotten Unreal pain Within thy soul Love once found Then swept Away Standing at the brink A breaking point of no return Waiting on every breath A word from your heart A Million needles within my skin Promises of the Future Pain of the past Burning cuts Crimson falling from my every pore Eyes that never lie Beyond the color within thy soul Moments of glistening strength Every second A lifetime

I Love You
I love you, and thats how it is, you make me smile, you make me blush, and at first i thought all it was, was a crush, you have my heart, its nice and warn, next to yours, i know its safe, next to yours, because i trust you, now and forever more. I LOVE YOU

Starting To Get The Hang Of Fubar
I am finally starting to get the hang of Fubar. It's interesting all the things you can actually put on fubar it's amazing. I've added music, videos, etc. it's so cool. check out my profile and see what you think, lol.

Call Me Sir~
They were sitting on his couch talking; she was sitting between his legs, her body slightly turned towards him. A pause came in their conversation, and he told her, “turn around so you’re facing away from me” she wasn’t sure why he was asking, but she figured he was just going to surprise her with something, so she didn’t think to much about it. Suddenly he brought a blindfold down over he eyes before she could stop him. “Hey! Come on, what are you doing?” she asked, half laughing. All she got in response was a “shhh” from him. She went to take off the blindfold, but before she could get to it, he grabbed her wrists and held them. “Do not try to take it off,” he said quietly, he was not annoyed or anything, but there was something in his tone that made her stop. She could feel herself shiver at his tone. He slowly let go of her wrists, once he felt that she was not going to reach for the blindfold again. She moved her hands to her lap, and started to ask a question, b

Bye
after being gone for 3 weeks i have spent this week checking out almost all of my over 300 friends. i have rated all the new pica that were posted while i was gone and for the very few of you that responed back i thank you.(you know who you are!)for that reason i have made a list of my friends that i will look up when i get back in about 7-8 weeks.need this long road trip to make some money and i will get a 500.00 bonestif i get enough miles.So i have desided to cloose out furbar and start back over when i get back. ill be looking for a few good friends and hope to make some new ones. thanks to all its been fun. be safe and be happy hugs to all rick

A Womans Worth
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, 'Why are you spending so much time on this one?' And the Lord answered, 'Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands.' The angel was astounded at the requirements. 'Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day.

Tagged
Youve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.i love the color red 2.i prefer brunettes to blondes 3.ive eaten chicken every day for the last two weeks 4.i own my own soul still yay 5.i have a kickass puppy named bruiser 6.i am single and looking 7.i stole nessas tagged blog for something to do this mornin 8.for once ive drawn a blank 9.i refuse to own a gun 10.i love love

~cum For Master~
"Take a deep breathe through your nose and hold it in for the count of 10, concentrate on Master's voice. Now, through your mouth, exhale completely and slowly. Continue breathing long, deep, breaths through your nose and exhaling through your mouth. Tense up all your muscles very tight, now, counting from ten to one, release them slowly, you will find them very relaxed." "As you read this you will hear Master's voice, with every breath and passing movement, you are feeling increasingly more and more peaceful and relaxed. The words are peaceful and bright. you will hear Master count from 10 to 1, as Master counts, you will become more and more relaxed, getting more and more open with each passing moment." "10 you will find yourself becoming more and more aware." "9" "8 you will find yourself becoming more and more relaxed." "7" "6 you will find yourself becoming more and more open." "5" "4 you will find yourself becoming more and more willing." "3" "2 you

My Dream
I had a dream last night and it fit just like a glove...I had a dream last night.....lol song lyrics.... Anyways I had a dream last night that I was with this guy who I love but totally ignores me unless I'm right by his side and he lives far away and well its a long story and I don't really want to go into it. Back to the dream so my friend texted me last night and told me he was fighting with is older brother and so I went to sleep with that on my mind. I had this dream that he was totally ignoring me and then I had to tell everyone that we were in love and he was moving with me to some little town so I could work as a college prof. I was happy cause I not only was a college prof (thats my biggest dream right now) but he was coming with me. I wonder that means....hmmmmm

Is It Just Me????
Maybe I am just a magnet for cheating, but it seems that the only people that are into me, ARE IN RELATIONSHIPS!! That last girl I hooked up with was ENGAGED to a dude. And the last few men I have been talking to ALLLLL are in relationships. (well not ALL but most) I have been the "Other Girl" MANNNNY times in the past. I used to love it. All the fun of a relationship but no fights. And I never had to worry about them wanting to BE WITH me. You know, since they already had someone......... But I am over it. I'd like a single, attractive man/woman that I get along with. Is that too much to ask??? Single people?? Where are you????

Pet Rules
To be posted VERY LOW on the refrigerator door - nose height. Dear Dogs and Cats, The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate of food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end to maximize space is nothin

Cancer Is So Limited
CANCER IS SO LIMITED ... It cannot cripple love It cannot erode faith It cannot eat away peace It cannot destroy confidence It cannot kill friendship It cannot shut out memories It cannot silence courage It cannot invade the soul It cannot reduce eternal life It cannot quench the Spirit It cannot lessen the power of the resurrection Rob Muncy, Cicero, Indiana.

Wear Blue!!!
Friday YOU WEAR BLUE??? International Picture of the Year Here are two very touching photos honored this year First Place (picture in album) Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News When 2nd Lt. James Cathey's body arrived at the Reno Airport , Marines climbed into the cargo hold of the plane and draped the flag over his casket as passengers watched the family gather on the tarmac. During the arrival of another Marine's casket last year at Denver International Airport , Major Steve Beck described the scene as so powerful: 'See the people in the windows? They sat right there in the plane, watching those Marines. You gotta wonder what's going through their minds, knowing that they're on the plane that brought him home,' he said 'They will remember being on that plane for the rest of their lives. They're going to remember bringing that Marine home. And they should.' Second Place (picture in album) The night before the burial of her husband's body, Katherine Cathey refus

Believe In Love
I believe in love I don´t believe in game And I believe in crush It´s all about flame Do you see me? Do you see what I´ve got to give? Not only my body But also my soul Do you want it all? Can we make two halves a whole? Can we find it all? The love, the flame Not only the game (still keep dreaming.........)

He Said:)
He said . . .. I don't know why you wear a bra; you've got nothing to put in it. She said .. . You wear pants don't you? He said .. . .Shall we try swapping positions tonight? She said . . That's a good idea - you stand by the Ironing board while I sit on the sofa. He said . . .. What have you been doing with all the grocery money I gave you? She said . Turn sideways and look in the mirror! On a wall in a ladies room . . 'My husband follows me everywhere.' Written just below it, 'I do not.' Q. How does a man show that he is planning for the future? A. He buys two cases of beer. Q. What is the difference between men and government bonds? A. The bonds mature. Q. Why are blonde jokes so short? A. So men can remember them. Q How many men does it take to change a roll of toilet paper? A. We don't know; it has never happened. Q. What do you call a woman who knows where her husband is every night? A. A widow. Q. Why are married women

The Perverbial Other Shoe....
Distance is the ultimate game killer. Miles are the only thing that seperates alot of people from someone that more than likely could be their soul mate. If you stop and think about it on a realistic view, the truth is maybe the distance is better for a relationship. You can't really mistake feelings you develope over a phone conversation, or over the net. When you haven't touched each other, in other words had sex, you can't mistake to many feelings with the warm after glow of sexual comapitablity. Once you have traversed the miles and been with that person, it sets into motion alot more than you were expecting. Especially when there is that comfort you get from each other. In the few days and nights you spend with each other, blissfully satisfied through sexual completion, a comfort zone that is just being near each other, maybe not always touching but being able to look over at each other and seeing them sitting there, or just to hear the steady breathing while they sleep. Ha

Got Ink? Ready...2 Prophet!!!
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Facts About Escape International
Escape Facts Escape Founded In 2001 We are an established company with deep roots embedded in the same principles we were founded upon...Helping Millions Escape. Proven Leadership Team Escape has a management team with over 40 years of combined experience in the home based business industry. They have all been successful in management and leadership positions at the corporate level and all of them were successful full time Independent Business Owners at some point in their career. Powerful Vision - Powerful Mission It is our Mission to have more full time Independent Business Owners affiliated with Escape than the largest employer in the world has employees. We see this becoming a reality and know that you can be one of these Escapee's. Must Be Unique To have a way for millions of average people to succeed, we must be different and offer an income opportunity that EVERYONE feels comfortable and natural building. Real Opportunity For Real People Most business

Aisle 19 Information
Aisle19 Information Free Saving’s Portal With Cash Back From 600 Stores There is never a cost to use Aisle19. New members simply need be invited by another member and they can join and use their portal for FREE. Members then receive cash back and other saving’s when they make online purchases. No Contracts To Sign There are no binding contracts to sign or commitments to make. If a member uses Aisle19, great. If they chose not to, no sweat - they just won’t get cash back when they shop. Convenient Shopping Aisle19 users have access to all their favorite stores in one location without having to pack up the family to drive across town or sit in traffic. Daily Specials If a store is having a special sale, or daily deal for Aisle19 users only, these specials will be posted conveniently in the saving’s portal under Daily Deals. Members can even search these deals by product category. Special Incentive Stores Aisle19 has arranged special incentives from certain sto

3/4/09 - Update On My Gram
my gram had her surgery. She had an infection in her colon & had a foot of it removed. She is in the ICU in Critical condition. She has a colostomy bag, wires & tubes everywhere and a catheter. She will be in the hospital for 8-10 days & then she will go to the nursing home for rehabiltation. The colostomy bag will be reversed after she is all better and the catheter will be removed then also. Plz pray for her. They say it will take about 12 wks for her to get all better. Kitty needs love Mwahzzzzzz

Puttter1 Is A Prick
eric you are just pissed of and bitter that i won and you lost real mature man keeping her passwords from her big man you are i swear if you want it to be over then let it be over.i mean you never had time for her anyway. text her her passwords and do not change them right after you do she is not going to give you what she owes you but if you like i can tell everyone on here what you think she owes you (your choice)so like i said text her her passwords when you read this

B4u
BEFORE YOU SPEAK... LISTEN BEFORE YOU WRITE... THINK BEFORE YOU SPEND... EARN BEFORE YOU CRITICIZE...WAIT BEFORE YOU PRAY...FORGIVE BEFORE YOU QUIT...TRY Your words, your dreams, and your thoughts have the power to create conditions in your life. What you speak about, you can bring about. If you keep saying you can't stand your job, you might lose your job. If you keep saying you can't stand your body, your body can become sick. If you keep saying you can't stand your car, your car could be stolen or just stop operating. If you keep saying you're always broke, guess what? You'll always be broke. If you keep saying you can't trust a man or trust a woman, you will always find someone in your life to hurt and betray you. If you keep saying you can't find a job, you will remain unemployed. If you keep saying you can't find someone to love you or believe in you, our very thoughts will attract more experiences to confirm your beliefs. Turn your th

Something Woke Me From My Sleep!
Written some time ago, not sure when: Something woke me from my sleep! But that is never a bad thing for me, because that means I get to see her face and her amazing body again. Ha ha I don’t understand it but, I’ve seen her face a thousand times since I’ve know her, but I get happy every time I get to see it again. Same with hearing her voice, getting an email or text. The all affect me this way. Well not as much as seeing her face, but close. So I roll over and prop myself up on one elbow so I can look at her as she sleeps. Ahh my baby! The typical “blankets pulled up to her chin. Her adorable chin. She hates it and I give her grief about it sometimes, but she will never know how much I adore that chin. The chin that brings her down to the rest of us because it is one of the very few things about her that I don’t think are perfect. So it is perfect and adorable to me because of this. Weird huh. Ha ha I look upon her and a tear comes to my eyes. I do love h

Serenity
Check Out This Hot,Sexy Chick Out !!! Do U Think U Can Handle Want She Can Offer U????? Well If U Haven't Meet Her Ur Missing Out She Is Smokeing Out Wow She Is On Fire This Was Brought 2 U By: ღHeart§ღ

My Babes Away
My honey is a way for the week end to visit her parents in Mechanicsville. I'm lonely without her. Can you believe it. But I got her next week all to myself. Katie bar the door! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Back Stabbers
ALL COMMENTS ACCEPTED - NASTY OR NOT OK so as my status on my home page suggests (read it and make your own interpretations) I aint in the best of moods today so this blog is more like a rant before I go off and get drunk and maybe break my other leg or better still something else. Why the hell do people have to back stab and slate those that help them - is it in their genes or do they learn it from their peers?? Well after what I wsa told yesterday it has defo taught me that I will be careful who I trust with things that I tell them cos now I have been accused of being an alcoholic unfit mother. And to think that the person that said that used to let me look after her kids so she could go down the pub, do her shit and generally be a slag. WELL NOW THIS BITCH IS ABOUT TO BITE AND BITE I DAMN WELL WILL

Top 10 Signs Your Mom Is A Cougar
Top Ten Signs Your Mom Is a Cougar Mother's Day 2008 1. Candy dish on coffee table used to be filled with mints – now filled with mint-flavored condoms. 2. She got a tramp stamp with a fraternity's Greek letters on it. 3. Her “soccer mom” SUV has blackout drapes and vibrating seats. 4. You're always finding men's sweatshirts around the house with college logos on them. 5. She’s on Facebook. And MySpace. With bikini photos . 6. Her ringtone is that “Mrs. Robinson” song. 7. When you eat out, she tips by sticking ones into the waiter’s pants. 8. Traded mahjong night for two-dollar-margarita night. 9. She’s on a first name basis with the video store clerks. 10. Her IM screename is classycougar4u.

No Subject...random!
...If vegetable oil is made with veggies, what the heck is baby oil made with?????? ...if "they" say that you get wiser with age, who are "they" and how do "they" know that I'm any wiser or not???

Sometimes..i Wonder!!
SOMETIMES..I WONDER!! SOMETIMES, I ASK MYSELF, IS IT JUST ME?? WHY DO I FEEL IN-DIFFERENT SOMETIMES? IF THE EXPERIENCE OF LIFE TEACHES ME THAT ALL PEOPLE ARE NOT THE SAME, WHY DOES IT SEEM THAT I AM A MAGNET FOR ASS-HOLES? WHAT WAS THE LESSON THE ELDERS WANTED ME TO LEARN, WHEN THEY TOOK ME AS A CHILD, PUT ME UNDER THEIR WINGS, AND TOOK IT UPON THEMSELVES TO TEACH ME HOW TO FLY.. SOMETIMES..I WONDER!! WHEN I WAKE UP EACH DAY AS A GROWN MAN, AND I REFLECT ON MY CHILDHOOD, THE GOOD, THE BAD, THE DOWN RIGHT UGLY, I ASK MYSELF, IS THIS THE LESSON I WAS DESTINED TO LEARN? IS THERE A DESTINY IN REMEMBERING "PAIN".. IS THERE A DESTINY IN REMEMBERING "HAPPINESS".. OR IS "CONFUSION" REALLY THE BASE OF OPERATION... THE FOUNDATIION THAT "LIFE" is really based on.. SOMETIMES..I WONDER!! EVERY CULTURE IS TAUGHT A SYSTEM OF SURVIVAL, YET, WE CLASH WHEN WE MEET, DETERMINED TO CONVINCE THE OTHER, MY WAY OF THINKING IS THE RIGHT WAY, LIFE WAS MEANT TO BE LIVED LIKE THI

Found A Few Good People
This year has been weird, Number one I found my childhood best freind which is great. But the best thing of all is I reconnected with a freind from kentucky when I lived there, Not only is he a freind he is becoming so much more to me. We have everything in common. hes a gamer , he loves music and hes a great dad. I feel so wonderful knowing that he is going to be such a big part of mine and my kids life.

Reality!
WRITTEN BY A 15 yr. Old SCHOOL KID IN ARIZONA : New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME) ! Since the Pledge of Allegiance And The Lord's Prayer Are not allowed in most Public schools anymore Because the word 'God' is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer : Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks.. They

Update On Last Update
My great nephew he is doing well through God's will and all the prayers I'm asking this week on Wednesday March 11th please say a little prayer for him he is having his 2nd heart surgery. Thank You

20 Days And Counting
And im surviving lol, im doin ok with headin into my thirties, the anxiety is gone for today lol.. i cant be so sure about tomarrow but today im good...just thought id share that with you...

Few Days Before Nora Left!!! Between Nora & Mel
Nora Sue says: omg sis im going nutz Nora Sue says: bored ass crazy Lital says: why sis Nora Sue says: cuz........mindy is at work and rich is well..............ignoring me lmfao Lital says: I see Nora Sue says: i think we at the end of the rodei sis Nora Sue says: *rodeo Lital says: Hmh I see. Nora Sue says: its ok...........im ok honest just a thang....shoulder the lesson and move on Lital says: he has barely said a word to me Nora Sue says: baby girl he is 5 minuted down the road from me and wouldnt even talk to me in lounge............... Nora Sue says: life happend Nora Sue says: happens Lital says: sis may I sujest something that might help fix this even if it might be out of line. Nora Sue says: shoot hun Nora Sue says: i got nothing to lose Lital says: ok dont be mad ok but it might fix this so it's worth it. out of all the days you have been out there, have you been on the pc alot Nora Sue says: its all ok hun str8 talk me ok Lital says: Ok

Oh Boy!
I am so glad I got a divorce. It has allowed me to meet a wonderful girl that turns my crank. She and I just get along so well that I can't understand why it has happened to me. I don't deserve her but she wants me and that counts for a lot. Is it true love? Time will tell. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm for a great musical experience.

Bdsm
So I was just nosing around on here cause I am one nosey girl. And I can't help but notice that there seems to be a lot of BDSM fanatics. I don't know if these people are really practioners of the art but it amazes me to see so many people who say they are. Maybe it just hit me today cause 4 out of the 5 profiles I visit seem to be orientated that way. Or maybe I subconsiously search them out. Thats all.

Ache
I ache for you To feel you against me Holding me The warmth of your skin against mine Your breath on my neck Your lips pressed to mine You caress me Brush your hand across my cheek Stroke my hair Look deep in my eyes Smiling at me Kissing me fully Feeling comfort, security Falling asleep and awaking to have you still here For now and forever

Music.
I'm lorein from phils. I love to party have some friend.meiogy@live add me. I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew How much that's just not like me I wait up late every night Just to hear your voice But you don't know that's nothing like me You know I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time i've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me I want to make sure everything is perfect for you If you only knew That's not like me to follow through Maybe even give up all these dead end dreams Just to be with you But you don't know that's nothing like me Hey yeah I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time i've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This

Putain
Putain She lay there…begging to die…hands cuffed…face producing the ugliness of beautiful torture…panting for pain’s Tricks of a talented tongue Rush not…every second is choreographed…every touch warns…confusion is expected to redeem an audience of shattered lies…the music plays silence Stealing the warmth of her craving mouth…eyes suffocating in darkness…longing for this release…as fingers petition for delicate silk… No philter needed to Demand this death…shadows mimic every pitiless move…Echoing skin portrays perpetual waves…drowning moans So be it… Engrave the mind…as blood flows to a head excited from attention…exploding an abundance of sighs…I am to die…first! Henri

The Climb
I can almost see it That dream I'm dreaming but There's a voice inside my head sayin, You'll never reach it, Every step I'm taking, Every move I make feels Lost with no direction My faith is shaking but I Got to keep trying Got to keep my head held high There's always going to be another mountain I'm always going to want to make it move Always going to be an uphill battle, Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose, Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about what's waiting on the other side It's the climb The struggles I'm facing, The chances I'm taking Sometimes they knock me down but No I'm not breaking I may I know it But these are the moments that I'm going to remember most yeah Just got to keep going And I, I got to be strong Just keep pushing on, There's always going to be another mountain I'm always going to want to make it move Always going to be an uphill battle, Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose, Ain't about how fast I get there,

Seeking Substance
hmmm ooh It's a mystery to me we have a greed with which we have agreed You think you have to want more than you need until you have it all you won't be free society, you're a crazy breed I hope you're not lonely without me When you want more than you have you think you need and when you think more than you want your thoughts begin to bleed I think I need to find a bigger place 'cos when you have more than you think you need more space society, you're a crazy breed I hope you're not lonely without me society, crazy and deep I hope you're not lonely without me there's those thinking more or less less is more but if less is more how you're keeping score? Means for every point you make your level drops kinda like its starting from the top you can't do that... society, you're a crazy breed I hope you're not lonely without me society, crazy and deep I hope you're not lonely without me society, have mercy on me I hope you're not angry if I dis

Seek The Inner Peace
Life rhythms Seeking the calm inside the storm I sometimes step outside the norm And seek the voice of one in touch Who speaks of the divine and such Who places a perspective new Upon all the things I’m going through Who see with eyes different than mine Who brings my thinking into line With the order of life as it will unfold So I may accept this gift good as gold And make this moment the best it can be And follow the rhythm like tides of the sea And see the wonder of natures sweet plan To know life goes on within and without this man By R. Thomas Dinsmore

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We were so in love that day, You swept me off my feet leaving me with nothing to say. No bad feelings to feel no hatred in my heart, That day nothing could tear us apart. There was no reason to feel loneliness or despair, Because you were there I knew you cared. When I'm with you all my problems disappear, I can't seem to think straight whenever you’re near. I know I'm lucky to have you in my life, To keep me from feeling pain or strife. When I'm alone all I think about is you, When I wake up in the morning or have nothing else to do. You’re the last thing I think about at night, And when I fall asleep I dream of holding you tight. I love you so much I hope you see, How much you really mean to me.

I Am A Strong Black Women
i am a STRONG BLACK WOMEN i been hurt by two ex-husbands i been hurt by ex-boyfriends i can say now i thank you all you just made me stronger you made me tell myself i am a STRONG BLACK WOMEN i been hurt by so CALL friends i been hurt by families members but i can say this i am learning how to forgive but i want for get what you did to me but i will learn how to for give i thank you to you made me stronger to i thanks you i can tell myself EVERY ONE THAT HURT ME CANT HURT ME NO MORE ALL I CAN DO NOW IS LAUGH you know laughing is good for you everybody that hurt me i pray for you all so thanks you for letting me tell myself this i am a STRONG BLACK WOMEN

Chat Rooms V.s Fubar
I just have to write about this as I have seen so much of it lately. Going into chat rooms, something I have started doing in the last month. Well, as many of you will know, they can be very, very, stupid. The ocnversations within range anywhere from talking about work to arguing over who has the biggest dick or most sex in the room. There is also the group of the chatters that have all met in person and most likely, sexual encounters as well. These make for horrific conversations! I mean I am left to wonder how many of these people actually graduated from anything, let alone school. My point to this is, those of us who maybe are new to this or perhaps truly looking to meet some new people to converse with, are at a slight disadvantage when there are "clicks" that rule the rooms as if we were all in high school. I don't know about anyone else however, I certainly have no desire to repeat high school again! So the refreshing news is this, when I joined FUBAR a few days ago, I fo

Blah
Everyday I sit and think about all the good things in my life. I often wonder how these things have come about. I do not speak of material things, but, rather, fulfilling things. The things that make a smile creep across your face or laughter to emminate from your heart. The things that only can only make YOU happy. You find these things often have a way of coming into your life unexpectedly. You find that as time goes on you don't know how you have traveled this far in life without them. These things have a way of hurting your feelings and second guessing yourself. These things have you feeling like you don't matter and don't really care about you. These are the things that make you happy, because without them, you wouldn't be you. You wouldn't exist in this predictable form that has everyone running scared. Without these things, you would be lost. Sometimes, I find myself wanting to get rid of these things. I think to myself that I wouldn't feel so bad and wouldn't be cr

Life
Well we got settled in down here in Florida. It is so different than OK or TX. My job is going well. My oldest starts school next week and my youngest one likes his sitter. It's a friend of mine that I went to school with, so I know he'll be safe. My mom has called like a zillion times since I've been down here. I know she's worried about us, but she has to understand that I can make it on my own. We're taking the boys to Disneyworld tomorrow. My oldest is so excited about it, my little one doesn't really understand it yet. Disneyworld is so cool, I got to go with one of my Aunts when I was 9. She took me and some of my sisters when we were little. Of course being girls, our favorite thing was the castle. haha I'm so thankful for the friends that I have down here, they have really helped me and my boys. Thanks Jen, Sam, and Stacy

Transformers Quiz!
I am Ironhide You are Ironhide. You're known as the grizzled veteran, the one who can take a kickin' and keep on tickin'. No stranger to getting the toughest jobs done, you are well-respected and your advice is frequently sought. You're a loyal friend, and you have no qualms when it comes to fighting for what is right. Transformers Character Quiz » QuizRocket.com's fun quizzes! ~ Barack Obama IQ ~ Honeymoon Sweepstakes ~ The Dumb Test ~ Quizzes | Movie Trivia & Movie Quizzes | Dumb MySpace Quotes

Devil's Tears
He use to be so strong. Nothing could bring him down. NO matter how hard anyone tried. He continued to smile and laugh. Then he met someone. He started to become tame. Looking into the eyes of. What could have been the opposite of What he called him self to be. The eyes of an Angel. Then he made his mistakes. He let that angel go. Out of fear and stupidity. He walked away. Not wanting to deal with the change. He sat by the waters edge. With the moon full and pale. Shake his head sadly The Devil has finally fallen. The devil yell out in pain for everything has died. The devils sits alone Writing these words. In hopes that the angel sees That of the Devils Tears. Coursing in blood. He tries everyday to pick himself back up Putting on a show to all around. He shows that nothing has happened. Inside though, people know He has finally found a defeat. The devils tears continue to stream. You can see them even in the darkness Of the night which he y

Rain Rain And More Rain
Only a few days ago I was wearing my typical Texas attire consisting of shorts, tank and flip flops... Why not? Spring is just around the bend and the Texas sun was beating down on us; the temps teasing us with a taste of Summer.. averaging in the high 80's and coming damn close to 90 degrees! And quicker than a blink of an eye, I was pulling on a hoodie which was quickly replaced with my Winter coat and Boots just to run out and buy beer! As I sat and peered out my picture window this afternoon, I watched as the hard rain fell... all damn day. I'm no stranger to rain... We had a good bit of rain back in Alaska and Washington State. I dont melt. *Not so far anyway. But this is Texas! These daily rain showeres seem foreign here. As I sit and stare out at the rain and the accumulated puddles left in it's path I'm asking myself one question: Should I seriously consider building a raft?

Strip The Soul
I can't handle this I want to scream My heart is being torn The pain is excruciating I'm alone In agony Wishing I could feel your Warmth around me I want to cry Harder than ever I lay here straining to feel My distant lover My love is overwhelming Extremely intense My chest is throbbing With her pain I sense I bite my lip Choking back the tears I miss you so much, baby I need you to fight my fears I hold back my emotions With a calm, serious face I'm beyond anger now Just give me my space When our song plays I channel my pain Into every note I sing My heart tries to drain No matter how hard I sing Or how loud I yell I end up crying again I'm in a living hell Come back to me, baby I miss you in my arms We can't listen to them, please... ...protect me from these harms...

Start.
so according to google maps it would take me 38 days to walk from Memphis to Austin, TX to Denver, CO to Portland. i think they SEVERELY overestimate the rate at which i walk. but that is what i want to do. at least that's option 1 for a journey option 2 would be Memphis to Chattanooga to Atlanta to Philadelphia to Rhode Island. and google maps tells me it would take 20 days to do that one. see if i went east i could maybe hop on a ship and make it to Europe. if i went west then i'd end up in portland because fuck hopping on a boat to china or russia. maybe i'd live in canada vancouver maybe. sometime soon im going to take months off from life as i know it and ride my bicycle to portland. or maybe rhode island. you may ask, why not north or south? why just east or west? well i've been south. i went to mardi gras, it was fun, i loved new orleans. but i've already been there. i want to go on a journey to new places. with no time frames or comfort zone. and ive been north

I'm A Winner!!!
I won a Royal Asscher Diamond Necklace from Brides Magazine. Check the pics out at Craigslist. Just type in Royal Asscher in the jewelry section of Craigslist Baltimore. It's for sale. Or copy and paste this link http://baltimore.craigslist.org/jwl/1073809881.html

We Are Vampires
We lurk in the shadows.We ride the night.We come for your soul.We come for your blood.We are creatures of the night.Feeding on the flesh and blood of humans.We are never seen.We know what you have done.We hear your screams at night.We know your darkest secrets.We Are Vampires!

My Heart Believes In You
I kept my head up high, and then you came my way. I have been hurt so many times. My heart filled with so much pain. but now that pain has gone away. For I have found a place I want to be. This place I see is with thee. For in your arms I have felt and seen, a wonderful feeling that I cannot believe. A safe haven in your arms just for me. Now I give my heart to thee. For my heart believes in you.

Man Rules
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. =C 2 These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. If I say there is mountain snow and regular snow there is a difference. 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports : It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides.. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1.. Come to us with a pr

Positivity
From where I stand I see A world of possibilities So don't be going Negative on me baby Love is hard But that's alright Give it time It's worth the ride You know it's all in the way you.. You're lookin at me I'm lookin at you What more do you want Show me some positivity It's all I got Its leading me on Can't leave it alone Show me some positivity You're making it harder Then it has to be So wont you please show me Some positivity Some Positivity Wish I could get into your mind So I could see if I'm inside 'Cause I know you're right here in mine oh baby The glass is half full not empty Why do you think You won't get none You know its all in the way you You're lookin at me I'm lookin at you What more do you want Show me some positivity It's all I got Its leading me on Can't leave it alone Show me some positivity You're making it harder Then it has to be So wont you please show me Some positivity Some Positivity Don't bring me down

Feeling Much Better
dark cold two oclock in the morning last night i mean this morning side of the road in grass valley transmission fried and smoking from a 138MPH hight speed chase through placer county got away again transmission done door open broken glass from the black berry brandy mixer in my arm all over the road in my hands throwing up on the side of the road bloody nose carpet on fire side of the car on fire just a small fire from cigarettes and alchohol stereo so fucking loud playing let the planet burn laughing, bleeding, throwing up blood, covered in white dust, sweat, and maybe gunpowder? maybe cocaine maybe gunpowder mixed with cocaine black car (on fire) black heart *on fire* black magic to get away this time her laughing "your fucking ride is through Mood" "how do you feel doll" she is always a cunt at times like these i try to stand fall to my knees laughing choking "i feel back to normal, think i am over the flu"

Being Irish On St. Patrick's Day
It is said that on Saint Patrick's Day that everyone is an Irishman/woman even if only for a day. Well I am Irish 24/7/365. I am not a little Irish like most people are, but a full 1/4th Irish. My paternal grandfather immigrated from Ireland to Pittsburgh, PA in 1899 at the age of 4 with his parents. He was full Irish, so my dad is half Irish. SPD is kind of a weird day for me. On one hand, I like how Irish-Americans are acknowledged for their influence on American history. But on the other hand, I don't like how SPD is more about the Irish sterotypes of heavy drinking and fighting. There is also the fact that SPD emphasizes the Catholic Irish-ism over the Protestants like my dad's family. People need to understand that not all Irish are Catholic. We Protestant Irish went through the same bigotry that our Catholic cousins experienced. We proudly wear orange on the day for wearing green. I admit we Irish have short tempers but we try to solve our problems with a quick joke or k

Why
I wish that I was nothing more than a forgotten memory, lost in the flowing sands of time, never to be remembered again. To slip out of exsistence would be wonderful , to live no longer in this world of false shells know as people. Why do I live on in this hell, I have done no wrong to deserve this torture, I just want it to end.

Broken Hearts
I feel so lost and so alone. I can't believe that I am in this much pain. How is it possible to hurt this much and not actually die from it? I can't eat. I can't sleep. When I do sleep I have nightmares. When I do eat, I vomit. I feel like someone blew a hole in the world right under my feet and I spend every single second teetering on the edge just waiting to fall in. I'm so angry. I'm angry at him, I'm angry at myself. I'm angry at whatever Higher Power thinks it's amusing to keep throwing these shitty things at me. I know life is full of surprises but DAMN. I know God won't give me anything I can't handle but..why does He have to have so much faith in my strength? How is it possible that I've lost him again? I just don't understand. We love each other so much. He has so many misconceptions of what I expected and when. And now, no matter what I say or what I do, it just pushes him further and further away. This is so not right. This is not the way it was supposed to be.

Women Number Ones
1. The Female always makes The Rules. 2. The Rules are subject to change at any time without prior notification. 3. No Male can possibly know all The Rules. 4. If the Female suspects the Male knows all The Rules, she must immediately change some or all of The Rules. 5. The Female is never wrong. 6. (If the Female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the Male did or said wrong.) 7. (If Rule 6 applies, the Male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding.) 8. The Female can change her mind at any given point in time. 9. The Male must never change his mind without express written consent from the Female. 10. The Female has every right to be angry or upset at any time. 11. The Male must remain calm at all times, unless the Female Wants him to be angry or upset. 12. The Female must under no circumstances let the Male know whether or not she wants him to be angry or upset. 13. The Mal

Here Without You Baby.
This makes me wish I was with him... but it'll happen soon enough, until then I'll always be here without him... Here Without You 3 Doors Down A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me, yeah The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonigh

Jobs
Average American Joe started the day early by setting his alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN) for 6 am, while his coffeepot (MADE IN CHINA) was perking, he shaved with his electric razor (MADE IN HONG KONG) and he put on a his shirt (MADE IN SRI LANKA), jeans (MADE IN SINGAPORE), and tennis shoes (MADE IN KOREA). After cooking his breakfast with his new electric skillet (MADE IN INDIA ) he sat down with his calculator (MADE IN MEXICO ) to see how much he could spend today. After setting his watch (MADE IN TAIWAN ) to the radio (MADE IN THAILAND ) he got in his car (MADE IN GERMANY ) filled it with gas (FROM SAUDI ARABIA ) and continued his search for a good paying AMERICAN JOB. At the end of yet another discouraging and fruitless day checking his computer (MADE IN MALAYSIA ), Joe decided to relax for a while. He put on his sandals (MADE IN BRAZIL ) poured himself a glass of wine (MADE IN FRANCE ) and turned on his TV (MADE IN INDONESIA ), and wondered why he can't find a good paying job in AME

Dirt Room
I'm like a ghost I'll be living in a dirt room Waiting for the day to be closer To the window when you're home I'll be standing by your back door Reaching for the knife in my coat I'm going to put it to your throat Sweaty piggy, you're a bad man What a fucking sad way to go Your mother raised you as a joke I should have wiped away a burden Use the curtain in the kitchen to choke You You think you own me You should have known me You took the future and the food off my family's plate You think you'll use me I'm stronger than you You take my money, but it's useless When see what I do to you Look what I do to you Oh god then you awoke You started screaming through the duct tape Don't ever think I'm letting you go I'm busy digging you a hole Now you'll be living in a dirt room Breathing through the straw of your own Come on I really think that this is fun for the money I'll make it comfy for the time wasted making you rich I want to cover you in ants, bees

Undress Jess In 3d!
Get your 3d glasses out or order them for a buck here: http://www.arborsci.com/detail.aspx?ID=455 Cause soon I am going to have a 3d webcam and offer some of my http://www.undressjess.com members shows, videos and private shows in 3d! I don't have the cam yet but I hope to get it this week. You can be a lamb and buy it for me here: http://www.amazon.com/wishlist/1BICJUHQA75SX I can't wait!

Botched Executions
Think about this for a minute: imagine what it would be like for someone you loved to have to endure something like this.....I am not saying that people who commit capital crimes shouldn't be punished, but if you are going to punish someone at least do it right the first time.That being said, here are examples of violations of the 8th amendment....enjoy. 1. August 10, 1982. Virginia. Frank J. Coppola. Electrocution. Although no media representatives witnessed the execution and no details were ever released by the Virginia Department of Corrections, an attorney who was present later stated that it took two 55-second jolts of electricity to kill Coppola. The second jolt produced the odor and sizzling sound of burning flesh, and Coppola's head and leg caught on fire. Smoke filled the death chamber from floor to ceiling with a smokey haze.1 2. April 22, 1983. Alabama. John Evans. Electrocution. After the first jolt of electricity, sparks and flames erupted from the electrode attached

How She Feels
This is an old poem I wrote quite a few years ago when all the shit in my life was happening. Found it when I was going through all my stuff in my room and thought I would post it. How She Feels By Ashlae Grisham 16 year old Had to grow too fast With everything to worry about Had to do this Had to do that With a little brother to take care of Couldn't be a kid Must be responsible And what did she get in return? Heart break With no place to sleep Nights of lonliness And salty tears on her cheeks Doesn't really want her mother And her father behind bars She loves them; but hates them For the scars they left on her heart 16 years old Had to grow too fast Had to do this Had to do that Must be responsible Must be responsible Can't be a kid anymore.

Wondering
why is it that i cant keep you out of my head. why is it that i cant keep you out of my heart. why do i feel like i cant live with out you why do i feel like i cant breath with out you i seem to be lost with out with me i seem to feel like life is worthless with out you here i hate feeling so lost. i hate feeling so lonely i hate feeling like i mean nothing with out i hate feeling like if i dont have you with me im invisible to the world came take me away take me sumwhere i want to be take me with you in all you so take my heart and my mind and make it yours im lost in a sea in which i dont see and edge i dont want to be lost i dont want to be found unless it by you i need to be with you i need to be in your arms i need to know that i matter i need to know that you care in time i hope you see what all you mean to me wat all you do to me just by looking at me

Check Out The Vids. Funny Shit
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7pKYeLA3pWg MUST SEE I know these guys personally and they will be uploading more vids. I'm the guy that does all the recording and uploading for them.

Lusting For Love
*The Sweet Taste Of Love* The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of

Friday March 20, 2009
Ouch Well let’s see. Today my legs are killing me from the other day's workout! Last night I did the chest and back only half way through just to get a taste. I am sure I will be sore from that too tomorrow! It was a real good work out with lots of push-ups and pull-ups! Last night after work I had to go and get my son (played hooky from class), so I ate like normal all day then at 6 Drew and I went to Chick-fil-A. I had the side salad with fat free honey mustard, and a chicken salad sandwich. It was GOOD! I don't know how many calories or grams of fat are in it, but I am sure I am still within my limits. The only way you are going to get results from working out is to eat right. Your body needs these nutrients for the workout, and recovery. The only way that I found to keep eating right, and sticking to it is to keep a journal. This blog here will be my journal for the next 94 days. I hope it will motivate some people, and hope some people keep me motivated! Th

Sunday March 22, 2009
Recap of Saturday Alright, today was a very good day for me! I woke up had a bagel with a little bit of peanutbutter with my black coffee. Then for a snack around 10 I had a bananna, and for lunch I had my left over Talapia fish from last night. I cleaned out my truck then went to the drive-in theater in Franklin. Mall Cop, and Taken were playing. Taken was awesome! Highly recomended! Oh before I went to the drive-in I went to Franklin Steak House, and had a salad with thousand island (which I probably shouldn't have had), 12oz Ribeye, and greenbeans. I only ate half the steak, and cut off as much fat as I could see. Then I got home about 12:30, and did the X Stretch, and I tell you what an hour of stretching, and I am soooo relaxed right now! I am not very flexible, but I am going to work on it. I could feel me starting to stretch more and more the better my breathing got. So in all it was a good day, and right now it's 1:30 am, and I am going to jump in the shower, and

For My Dad
For my dad Current mood: nostalgic Category: Writing and Poetry You Smiled... written for my father You had never even met me, but I was already your whole world. The day that I was born mom called and simply said "Its a girl" Your response... "A girl?!?! It's a girl!!!" And you smiled. Dancing on your feet, spinning round and round. When you picked me up I never wanted you to put me down. You said... "I love you sis" And you smiled. Playing in the yard, I found a marble on the ground. You were working on the car, I said "Daddy look at what I found!" You said... "wow neat sis" And you smiled. "Happy seventeenth birthday sis, I'm proud of who you are." Tears of excitement streamed down my face as you showed me my first car. You said... "Let's tare her for a test drive" And you smiled. Then I put you through pure hell, I made you worry every day. But when I wanted to straighten up and asked for your help, you were there to say... "I'll help and sup

My Battle With Drugs
Drugs My Battle With Drugs... I'm trippin, I'm slippin, I'm aching, I'm breaking. I'm crying, I'm dying, but I have to keep trying. I feel like I'm losing my battle with drugs. Without dope my skin feels like it's crawling with bugs. My head is busting, I'm dizzy and weak. The pain is so bad at time that I can't even speak. Dilotdes and Oxys both dance in my head. Crack and Cocaine and I lye in my bed. I have to keep fighting the craving to get high. I know if I don't quit there's no doubt that I'll die. So I'll put all my faith into the lord God above, I know I'll get through this if I just trust in His love.

Two Sides Of Manic Depression
Two sides... I'm shaking, I'm breaking, I'm falling apart. I've lost my soul, my spirit, maybe even my heart. I'm crying, I'm dying to reach out to you. I need you to know what I'm going through. I have two sides, a down and an up. By the time I've explained you'll have heard enough. I'm manic, but don't panic, this is when I'm most fun. But I'm also more reckless, I may hurt someone. I'm not the kind of person to get into fights, it's just that when I'm up i forget wrong from right. Now sedate me, vegetate me, try to bring me down. But you're not able to keep me stable, so you drag me down into the ground. No I'm depressed, I can not rest, because I am so sad. But I'll try to act normal so no one will know, but it really is that bad. I'm a friendly person to talk to, but there are things I'll never tell you... thoughts that I'll keep tucked away deep inside my mind. Now that you have met me, I pray you won't forget me. And would you like to help me

Im The Beholder Of Beaut
People often say that 'beauty is in the eye of the beholder,' and I say that the most liberating thing about beauty is realizing that you are the beholder. This empowers us to find beauty in places where others have not dared to look, including inside ourselves. Salma Hayek

Flogging Moon
it is so weird how a song can make you feel i listened to jar of flies today.. my major fits me well.. i went so far into psycho babble that i lost the one who loves me and could only entertain myself.. no one there to converse appreciate this gift i have..i feel alone and further from my past.. and i stared at the bonfire for an hour ...you never know.. but hopefully twilight ends the tunnel .. thought over load today no where to drop it.

A Gypsies Demise
She is the gypsy who walks among the darkness, only allowing you a mere glimpse as she swiftly moves within the shadows. She didn't always walk in blackness, for there was a time she walked not only in light , but carried a light surrounding her like a golden shield . The light has since been burned out , by the hands of darkness, casting over her, like a thick fog, leaving her feeling used and her body frayed like a rug at a corner tavern for the drunks to wipe the filth off their feet from the streets of despair and guilt of things they've done wrong. Her hair is disheveled like the whores on the city streets after earning their grunge pay, and satisfying the devils advocates with unnameable acts of sin . She drudges along like a gentle lamb so trusting, before that trust turns and devours the very soul of her with the weight of betrayal across her once strong shoulders. Her body and mind are numb like the earth and vegetation during the winter as the frigid air crosses over encomp

My Hardest Life Moment
while growing up i thought I had made it through the worst times that i could have, from the constant beatings, watching my brother be tied to a bed post and a knife held to his throat, being stabbed as well as having glass jars and knives threw at me, being raped by 3 people when i was 13, to eating flour and ketchup on bread, but now that i have my own children , to which i am lucky and thankful to have made it out alive,I have quickly realized that those things were nothing compared to the constant torture of watching your child beg and plead and wish she wasn't alive every time she has to go to her dads , for every time they go through things like abusive natures and emotional beatings, it not only hurts because it is my beloved child, but because i relive my own as well, with every tear they shed, my heart bleeds a little more, you can't imagine what it's like to have to sit and watch your daughter be in such dismay, not that there aren't much worse things one can go through , but

The Book Of Doom
The Book of Doom or The Unholy Bible of Doom which is The nastiest grimoire the world has ever seen Book I The First Book of Lucifer Translated by: Frater Algolis, O.A.I. Published by: Ordo Algolis Interstellaris Copyright by Frater Algolis, Pontifex Maximus Ordinis Caputis Medusae. All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced in any form without prior permission in writing by the author or publisher. Published by O.A.I., Box 666-033, Marietta, GA 30066 If you dare to violate this copyright or the copyright of any other O.A.I. or Faust Material (Doctor Johannes Faust's Miracle and Magic book, or The Black Raven or The Threefold Coercion of Hell, Doctor Johannes Faust's Infernal Tarot, etc.), or if you are in possession of the Book of Doom or any Faust material that has been produced in violation of this copyright, you will be automatically the targ

And What Of The Devil
"And there was war in heaven. Michael and his angels fought against the Dragon, and the Dragon fought and his angels, and prevailed not. Neither was their place found anymore in Heaven. And the Great Dragon was cast out, that old serpent called the devil and Satan which deceiveth the whole world, he was cast out into the Earth and his angels were cast out with him." [Revelations 12:7-9]

I Am Hood Doom
"When light no longer rose to kiss me, I swore to tear Heaven asunder As flights of fallen angels wished me Godspeed on the Devil's Thunder." Her penultimate sighs Called softy on the kindling wind Her saintly eyes filling with tears, lifting with truth And then a golden flash like the onset of Heaven Leaving her screams breaking my heart And in the grip of fire I knew the death of love Oh, how my rampant desire Ripped from the presence of God Now hungered like a beast For the knowledge of evil "I conjure you Barron, Satan, Beelzebub By the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit By the Virgin Mary and all the saints To appear in person, so that you may speak to us And fulfill our desires Come at my bidding and I will grant you Whatever you want, however vile And the curtailing of my life"

Man Accused Of Stealing $60 Gas Station Bet
GREENSBURG, Pa. – State police are investigating a weird theft involving a western Pennsylvania gas station attendant who made a $60 bet with a customer. State police are asking for the public's help because they've been unable to solve the crime March 9 at Snooky's Sunoco. Police said a customer walked in and complained about the price of cigarettes at the gas station about 3:20 a.m. that day. The clerk took $60 from his pocket and bet the customer he couldn't find cigarettes cheaper at another store. That's when the customer grabbed the money and ran. Police said they're still looking for that customer. ___ Information from: Pittsburgh Tribune-Review, http://pghtrib.com

Listen
Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped my through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok.

Recent Response Letter From Photobucket
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Last Nights Excursion
She came over to me. I was sitting at the bar, with my back to her. My friend noticed her as she whispered in my ear..."Your the sexiest thing i have ever seen." I turn around and welcome a kiss, her lips soft and taste of vanilla. Our tounges swirled around for a minute and i finally pulled away. To reveal a woman, with long red curly hair, small breasts, thick ass and legs, wearing a tight black vintage t-shirt from some band i never heard of and a jean skirt. I grabbed her by the wrist, and pulled her onto the dance floor. We grinded to whatever dance song was ringing inside of the club. I began to get wet with excitement as she grinded my pussy through my jeans, with her leg. I knew she was begining to feel the same way, as she pulled me in once more for a kiss. This time, it wasnt her tounge that entered my mouth it was... a pill... i swallowed it and pulled her tightly to my body grinding againist hers. She says"we should get some air". I shake my head yes, as the room was begini

Reba Mcentire
Reba McEntire Country Singer / Actor Born: 28 March 1955 Birthplace: McAlester, Oklahoma Best known as: Country singer and sometime actress Reba McEntire first reached the country music charts in 1976, but it wasn't until 1984 that she had hit records in "How Blue" and "Somebody Should Leave." By 1987 she had been named the Country Music Association's Female Vocalist of the Year four times in a row. In the 1990s she continued to tour and record and branched out into television and movie roles. In late 2000 she took over the title role of Annie Oakley in the Broadway show Annie Get Your Gun. Extra credit: McIntire made her motion picture debut in the 1990 film Tremors.

Face To Face~ Part1
Have you ever met a woman that down plays her appearance? I didn't think so, neither had I until my neighbor moved in next door. You could see right away that Shela had beautiful features, but she was hiding them very carefully. Odd for a woman, don't you think? I guess that's a pretty stupid thing for me to notice, normally I don't look twice at a woman unless she's under twenty-five. Look, I know what you're thinking, this guy is one of those assholes that won't even talk to a girl unless she looks like a model. You might be right, but I don't rag on you about hating cauliflower do I? I know what I like, and I have no interest in getting tied up in a relationship. I've noticed that as women get older that they want to settle down, and that's not going to happen with me cause Jerry don't play that game. No, it's not that I'm that shallow. I have a successful business to run, and I would just end up hurting some poor unsuspecting woman. Shit, I've even proved it to a couple of to

Quiz
COPY AND PASTE TO YOUR OWN BLOGS AND LETS GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER BETTER!!!! Nickname you prefer: BABY GIRL or BAD GIRL Age, including months: 29 YEARS AND 5 MONTHS What is your ethnic background?: ITALIAN, ENGLISH AND IRISH Real hair color: REDISH BROWN Age you got your first piercing/tattoos: 3 MONTHS OLD LOL How many?:2 IN EACH EAR, NOSE AND EYE BROW Shampoo/conditioner: SUN SILK Deodorant: DOVE Perfume/cologne: VANILLA BODY SPRAY Favorite shirt: MY STEALERS JERSY Soap?: BODY WASH Lotion?: VANILLA BODY BUTTER Do you hold grudges or forgive easy: FORGIVE TO EASY BUT I NEVER FORGET How many real, close, friends do you have that you can truly trust?: 2 Are you happy when you are single?: YES AND NO Do you feel like you have everything you want/need?: NOT EVEN CLOSE Are you content?: NO Do you have any phobias?: I AM DEATHLY AFRAID OF SNAKES, AND SPIDERS Whats your favorite physical feature about you?:SMILE Whats your favo

N.s.f.w. Rating!
So why do the women get grouchy when I only rate their boobs and ass in their NSFW pic file when then send me an addy? If you are showing them in your default to intice me over to your page...then that's what I'll be rating first....as simple as that! I'll eventually get to those other boring photos later...like a year later!...hahaha!..Ahem! (but if I approached you first and added you...then I was only interested in your mind.) True! Honestly!

A Survey A Friend Sent Me & My Answers
How did you feel when you woke up? How, or WHAT? I awakened with a handful of dick. Luckily it was my own, otherwise I’d have to start prancing about wearing rainbow colors and shrieking out words like “Fabulous!” Kiss on the first date? I French kiss but only on the vagina. How often do you see your ex? When I look through the scope.. What did you do today? So far? Green tea, hour of exercise, answered an email or two, took a massive dump (gotta love that fiber), and am thinking about a nice shiraz for later in the day. How is your hair? Very meat like (shaven head) Does anyone like you? You’ll have to ask anyone. Name something great that happened Friday? I didn’t have explosive diarrhea. When was the last time that you saw your father? 23 years ago. I called him an asshole and socked him in the snout. Do you think that’s why he hasn’t called? Do you wish someone would call or text you right now? Truthfully? Most ca

Hate My Ex
I do not understand if some one has a drinking problume then they should just get help. My ex is a fucking ass he has tried to put his hands on me and he cheated on me with two ugly woman that are old enough to be his mother what is the deal with that. I love my self a whole hell of alot more then to put up with his drunk and stupid ass. I am on to doing bigger and better things.

From Work To Play *bdsm*
From Work to Play by FluteMaster© At work, she was his boss. They were happy with that, and he was proud of her. She was bloody good at her job, and earned the respect of everyone she worked with. They worked Brand & Coulson, a campaigning organization, affiliated to half a dozen unions and pressure groups. When there was an issue which needed to be publicized, or some lobbying pressure needing to be brought to bear, then often B&C would be called in and asked to take on the brief. Lisa was their best campaign manager. She knew how to ask the right questions at the initial meetings, and then motivate the team to produce an innovative approach that delighted the clients and had the right impact. James was the team researcher. He took the client request and dug deep until he knew what the real issues were, who was affected and what really needed to be done. This information he then fed to Lisa who used it to mould the campaign. It was a good partnership, and they worked w

Adc Conversation
I love this!.. I thought some of you would especially appreciate this one! In addition to communicating with the local Air Traffic Control facility, all aircraft in the Persian Gulf AOR are required to give the Iranian Air Defense Radar (military) a ten minute 'heads up' if they will be transiting Iranian airspace. This is a common procedure for commercial aircraft and involves giving them your call sign, transponder code, type aircraft, and points of origin and destination. The originator had just flown with a guy who overheard this conversation on the VHF Guard (emergency) frequency 121.5 MHz while flying from Europe to Dubai .. It was just too good not to pass along. The conversation went like this... Iranian Air Defense Radar: 'Unknown aircraft you are in Iranian airspace. Identify yourself.' Aircraft: 'This is a United States aircraft. I am in Iraqi airspace.' Air Defense Radar: 'You are in Iranian airspace. If you do not depart our airspace we will

Thoughts In One Head
Thoughts in one head "ever get that thought that you forgot something ever had thoughts of the moments while on a date of what could happen ever had thoughts that you shouldve said you love her ever had thoughts about the times when your both together and your happy ever thought that the both of you would live happily ever after ever thought that you doubted her love ever thought that no matter what you still love her ever thought that fairytales could come true ever thought that youll love her forever ever thought that the both of you will someday say i do ever thought that youve messed up your life so much that you wish you could turn back time just to fix it.. ever thought of the PAST like IM just doing.."

Lied To Again
Lied to Again She looked at me with her brown eyes In her is where my love lies She told me that she loved me I then thought "will see" She then told me the next day that she did. But in her emotions something she hid. She said not to think about it too much And that left me very numb to the touch She had just been playing with my emotions again Guess that is her natural trend But I still wonder why We couldn't just give it a try I am swept into loneliness and pain My emotions now driven to become insane Trapped in this disillusion Of me and her together again/what an illusion I still to this very day Remember the words that she said And I still can't get over all the lies That come as time flies. So once more I have been lied to This was sure to come /I should of knew But my emotions tried to defend The fact of being lied to again.

Lets Make Love
Baby I've been drifting away Dreaming all day Of holidng you Touching you The only thing I want to do Is be with you As close to you As I can be Let's make love All night long Until all our strength is gone Hold on tight Just let go I want to feel you in my soul Until the sun comes up Let's make love Oh, baby Do you know what you do to me Everything inside of me Is wanting you And needing you I'm so in love with you Look in my eyes Let's get lost tonight In each other Let's make love All night long Until all our strength is gone Hold on tight Just let go I want to feel you in my soul Until the sun comes up Let's make love Let's make love All night long Until all our strength is gone Hold on tight Just let go I want to feel you in my soul Until the sun comes up Oh, until the sun comes up Let's make love Oh baby, let's make love All night long All night long Let's make love

Wat You Said
you said ...i love you you said....i need you you said ...i want you you said ...i cant live with out you but it feels like you ment ... i love the way i want you to be i need you to be what i want you to be i want you to be who i want you to be i can live with out you if you are who you are why can you not say what you mean why can you not see me for who i am why can you not want me for who i am why can you not just let me live

Haze!!!
Scattered thoughts lost in a haze, Dazed and confused, im stuck in this maze, Freedom or death we'll set your plans ablaze, Cause we see you coming and its not what we hoped for change, You've reconstructed your outer shell to appear like us, Cant fool me, with x-ray vision i see through all the dust, You kicked up as you blazed your trail, But see i know your success was designed for you to fail, The new world order will never relinquish their power, Until we take to the streets and destroy all their followers, Myself i cant believe we've allowed it to get this far, Where we have no clue what we believe or who we really are, We allow our government to ravish and murder innocent ones, Then tell me for my safety it had to be done, Some believe this lie, but not i, I choose a higher path to fly, Where with my hands i control the wheel of time, Normalcy can return through reason and rhyme, One mind,

5 Yrs Later!!!
5 yrs later we still sit on our hands, While the bush clan executes their master plan, An endless war to distract the people, Our american pride tells us our leaders cant be evil, But as we focus on the middle east, Here at home hes unleashed the beast, Homeland security's here to save the day, Americas 1st gulag, welcome to guantanamo bay, Get comfortable enjoy your stay, Prepare for waterboarding day after day, They say the us has morals but thats we know thats a lie, Um hiroshima nagasaki how many died, Now we dominate nations of sand, Lets not forget we commited genocide to create this here land, The north american union is next, And I find myself utterly perplexed, Why we still sit on our hands, While the bush clan executes this master plan, truthsquad © 200

Revolution!!!
This is a message to the Bush pack... We're not fooled by your immoral occupation of Iraq... And were uniting to take our country back... Seeing as it's ben stolen by you and your clan... Trying to exterminate any clear thinking man and woman... Who can find the nerve stand.. And let their voices be heard... You a compassionate conservative, thats absurd... While you wage your wars around the world.. Your true plans at home are unfurled.. Cameras everywhere, illegal eavesdropping, Is this what our forefathers envisioned for democracy? They sacrificied their lives to save ours... Lets put bush and his crew on the 1st ship to mars... Their a danger to our very way of life.. We've allowed corporate controlled media to cloud our sight... Now is the time to rise up and fight... Down with the establishment..

Where Can We Fly???
Where can we fly, To whom do we cry, When the bombs eye, Sees its target, Scorches towards it , Misses, This smart bomb hits dora farms, Mothers and kids asleep in their bed, Tell me what chance did they have, We call this success, As justice misses us, Our eyes are blurry, Like scared mice we scurry, From dictator bush and his neo cons, Their wagin war everywhere under the sun, Sept 11th 2001, He says justifies his transgression and lies, I say its bushes demise, If the truth can overflow, Populations can grow, Avoiding their plans, For the domination of man, Our troops stuck in the sand, Need to be freed from these foreign lands, Raise your voice, See they have left us no choice, No matter the price to

Traditions Around The World Of The Easter Bunny
History of the EASTER BUNNY: Traditions around the World In terms of more recent traditions the character that we in the West would call the “Easter Bunny”, in our minds, is often a big, almost lifelike, character. A giant loveable and friendly white bunny who is as real as Santa Claus and the Tooth Fairy. And who also delivers chocolate eggs to the homes of kids by hiding them in their houses or their yards but providing them with baskets to go and hunt the eggs with during the spring celebration of Easter. When you read it like that it sounds kind of silly don’t you think? I mean at least Santa Claus is based on a human being. Anyways when it comes to the Easter Bunny and other Easter traditions it is important to realize that the customs surrounding this season and Holiday are different around the world. Believe it or not the first actually documented use of the “Bunny” as a symbol of “Easter” occurs in the late 1500’s in Germany of

Got Jealously?!?
What do humans and the frilled lizard have in common? Well, when we’re afraid,we both puff out our faces and ears and try to act really, really scary. The fear injealousy is so strong that it can sometimes make us humans react to situations like a pissed off lizard, just to make sure that our partner gets the point that we don't want them to stray.And how many times has that pissed lizard look ever made your beloved admire you more? Probably not many...People use the word ‘jealousy’ as a feeling but I'm here to tell you it's a tought.For example, ‘abandoned’ is a thought -- it’s your negative evaluation of somebodyleaving you. But what if the IRS abandoned you and your audit? Is that necessarilynegative? No.... so ‘abandoned’ is an evaluation of, or thought about, somebodyleaving you.In the same way, ‘jealousy’ isn’t really a feeling – it’s a thought. The event may beyour beloved paying attention to somebody

A Very Twisted New Escape
Hi all,For those of who have seen my stage show, you know I travel with a ton of heavy iron mechanized props that look like they came out of Jigsaw's shop and that weigh many hundreds of pounds.Because of this, it is very difficult, if not impossible, to economically do a guest spot in a variety show, or many television appearances because to do so means I have to hitch up the trailer and lug the heavy gear to Toronto, or to Hamilton, or where ever.For the past many years I have racked my brain to try and come up with escapes that have the twisted Santini stamp of near death experience or extreme pain on them and that also are transportable in something as easy to carry as a gym bag.Well, today I finally came up with a VERY sick, twisted, and dangerous one that has all the inherant cruelty and torment my audiences have come to expect from me.I call it, "Speak no Evil."The basic concept is that I am shackled, handcuffed, straitjacketed, etc, and then a custom made leather gag is strappe

Can U Help Them?? I Sure Will..lol
Twins up for Adoption...Twins up for Adoption... Twins up for Adoption... Heart-warming... PLEASE READ FIRST‏We need to extend our hearts to those little one's that need loving and caring Mom's and good homes which I know we all are and can provide .I have already put my name down on the list and am willing to take them for at least one night each week, as this is the right thing to do and our family just needs to understand .It is our duty to stand by these twins and supply them with their daily needs for survival and a chance of a happy life In the end it will enrich all of us, especially me .Please look at the attached pictures and soften your hearts for these twins HUBBA HUBBA

She's A Bitch? Is That Too Harsh? Fuck It
she's ambiguous with her speech committing errors of self-centerness but can I blame her? I can't this malice behavior leaves me unsure. thoughts are less translucent than before. the mind inside of me won't forget but maybe I can. there are no more words that I care to use.

Dangerous Obession
His black eyes burned meMy pulse gone arrayThe heat within moved meLighting a fire through my veinsThe pale perfection that was his faceleft me wanting more for his sweet embraceHis thick brown hair with golden lightsSent my fingers wandering for pure delightIs he real or just my obsession?This continues to be my burning questionNo regrets for the sad mysterious manRomance revived by the midnight hour at handHe watches me sleepShould I be afraid or stay as still as the moonEither way my heart is hiswhether my happiness follows or impending doom