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Diabetes Prevention: 5 Tips For Taking Control
Tweaking your lifestyle could be a big step toward diabetes prevention — and it's never too late to start. Consider these tips. When it comes to type 2 diabetes — the most common type of diabetes — prevention is a big deal. Consider the statistics. Diabetes affects nearly 21 million people in the United States and 230 million people worldwide, according to the American Diabetes Association and the International Diabetes Federation. And that number is on the rise. In the United States alone, experts at the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention expect diabetes to affect more than 48 million people by 2050. Scary? Of course. But you don't need to become a statistic. Tweaking your lifestyle could be a big step toward diabetes prevention — and it's never too late to start. Consider the latest diabetes prevention tips from the American Diabetes Association. Tip 1: Lose extra weight If you're overweight, diabetes prevention may hinge on weight loss. Every pound you lose can

Critical Decision
There are many constants throughout life and the above quote truly defines one of the most critical steps in your pursuit of any endeavor. So before we even consider the principles of any good fighting system or martial art, you must first answer this question: "What is my goal for this training -- to enhance my athletic competition skills or to learn to effectively deal with potentially lethal physical attacks from one or more thugs hell-bent on harming me and/or someone I love?" It truly amazes me how many people just stumble into various martial arts or combat sports never having once considered the above question. Yet your answer to that question makes all the difference in determining whether you really get what you want from training. Here's why. If you answered "for competition", then understand you'll find numerous martial arts and combat sports that provide excellent instruction and challenging forms of competition. There you can SAFELY match your skill lev

Thought About You
Thought about you... All day long, I thought about you. Even when I tried not to think about you, I thought about you. When I closed my eyes, I thought about you. When I opened my eyes, I thought about you. When I thought about the beauty of the season, I thought about you. When I thought about the warmth of the upcoming holidays, I thought about you. When I heard a love song on the radio, I thought about you. When I checked my email, I thought about you. Even when I said goodnight to the stars, I thought about you. And when I slipped beneath the softness of my blanket and gave in to the bliss of sweet dreams, I thought about you. I just can't stop thinking about you.

Song Of The Day - 08/12/08 - Everclear - Wonderful (misery In Living Edition)
Wonderful - Everclear Wonderful - Everclear I close my eyes when I get too sad I think thoughts that I know are bad Close my eyes and I count to ten Hope it's over when I open them I want the things that I had before Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door I wish I could count to ten And make everything be wonderful again I hold my mom and I hold my dad Try to figure out why they get so mad I hear them scream, I hear them fight They say bad words that makes me want to cry Close my eyes when I go to bed and I Dream of angels who make me smile I feel better when I hear them say that Everything will be wonderful some day Promises mean everything When you're little and the world is so big I just don't understand how You can smile with all those tears in your eyes When you tell me everything is wonderful now Please don't tell me everthing is wonderful now I go to school and I run and play I tell the kids that it's all ok I laugh alot so my fr

True Love
You're the world to me-- there's no one quite like you. You're the one I love, the one I want to touch. I give you my heart, and I need you so much. Offer me your sweet caresses; fill me with your wonderful light; soothe my aching heart; and hold me through the night. The mere sound of your voice summons deep emotion within Like an old familiar song like the comfort of a friend. When you're near, I'm lost to thoughts of love as you touch me with a magic that's as grand as stars above. I want to hold your hand. I hunger for your kiss. Offer me sweet tidings of true love's tender bliss. I promise our love shall soar, carried on the wings of a dove. So give me your heart, and bless me with your love.

If You Only Knew...
If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. But, oh how I yearn for

What Price,love?
In the night my lips eagerly whisper your name My heart cries in its piteously empty loneliness From my weary eyes pearls of sadness do flow For I do miss you when you are not with me In my mind I recall your melodious voice Still it is not the same as hearing your words I remember the softness of your sweet kiss Yet I do not taste the warmth of their love In my dreams I see you walking towards me My lips smile happily when they see you My arms longing to hold you close forever With joy I feel your warm body close to mine Seeing your eyes sparkle with happiness As I hear the soft words that you speak Thrilling my heart with a pleasure unknown But dreams are only memories and hopes My heart aches in its sorrow of missing you As I anxiously wait for time to slowly pass Now time is my enemy, no longer my friend Each minute an hour, each hour a lonely day The pain I feel is becoming almost unbearable My mind is in turmoil, I can no longer think Waiti

Music
Music is art in sound wave form. You can't see it, but it can be heard. You may watch it played, but the way a sound leaves an instrument and reaches your ears is amazing. Especially in rock bands from the 70s to present! ;). I like Rap, Rock, Hip Hop, Reggae, Metal, all of it basically. I don't love certains bands, I just love music in general. Hell my boy Ludwig Van Beethoven kicked some sweet music out of that piano of his ;). As did Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. All music is beautiful. Just where heaven meets the air and combines in your ear. It's great.

Showing Love
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I Love This Bitch
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Song Of The Day - 08/14/08 - Sinead O'connor - Nothing Compares 2 U (bald Head Edition)
Nothing Compares to You - Sinead OConner It's been seven hours and fifteen days Since you took your love away I go out every night and sleep all day Since you took your love away Since you been gone I can do whatever I want I can see whomever I choose I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant But nothing I said nothing can take away these blues 'Cause nothing compares Nothing compares to you It's been so lonely without you here Like a bird without a song Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling Tell me baby where did I go wrong I could put my arms around every boy I see But they'd only remind me of you I went to the doctor n'guess what he told me Guess what he told me He said girl u better try to have fun No matter what you'll do But he's a fool 'Cause nothing compares Nothing compares to you all the flowers that you planted, mama In the back yard All died when you went away I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard But I'm willing t

Missing
Please, please forgive me But I won’t disturb you again Maybe someday you'll look up And barely conscious you'll say to no one Isn’t something missing? You won't cry for my absence I know You forgot me long ago Am I that unimportant? Am I so insignificant? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice You won't try for me not now Though I'd die for your love,your safety I'm all alone Isn't someone missing me

My Saint #1
St. Francis was born at Assisi in 1182. After a care free youth, he turned his back on inherited wealth and committed himself to God. Like many early saints, he lived a very simple life of poverty, and in so doing, gained a reputation of being the friend of animals. He established the rule of St Francis, which exists today as the Order of St. Francis, or the Franciscans. He died in 1226, aged 44. Sometimes Christians are called to turn the world upside down. To bring the exact opposite of what we find in our world. St. Francis' prayer is a bold one, asking for strength to give of ourselves to meet the needs of others. He recognises that it "is in giving that we receive", that as we give of ourselves, we receive the peace and blessing of our risen Lord Jesus. We cannot earn eternal life, but that we are pardoned from the sins that block our claim on it. Think about the situations that you are involved in that require peace, consolation, hope, light and joy. Then, if you're bold e

Reason #8
Because you are saving my life as we speak; and do so on a daily basis. Many times have existed, where your words have turned me back from going through with the process. THAT....is another reason i Love You...

Sermon To The Birds
My little sisters, the birds, much bounden are ye unto God, your Creator, and always in every place ought ye to praise Him, for that He hath given you liberty to fly about everywhere, and hath also given you double and triple rainment; moreover He preserved your seed in the ark of Noah, that your race might not perish out of the world; still more are ye beholden to Him for the element of the air which He hath appointed for you; beyond all this, ye sow not, neither do you reap; and God feedeth you, and giveth you the streams and fountains for your drink; the mountains and valleys for your refuge and the high trees whereon to make your nests; and because ye know not how to spin or sow, God clotheth you, you and your children; wherefore your Creator loveth you much, seeing that He hath bestowed on you so many benefits; and therefore, my little sisters, beware of the sin of ingratitude, and study always to give praises unto God.

Give Me The Strength
Dear Jesus Give me the strength to help myself so I can help others Give me the strength to forgive myself so I can forgive others Give me the strength to face my fears So I am not afraid to do good for others Give me the strength to accept love so I can love others Give me the strength to learn so I can teach others Give me the strength to be healthy so I help the sick Give me the strength to have peace so I can be at peace with others Give me the strength to listen so I can hear others Give me the strength to talk so I can be understood by others Give me the strength to do all the things you ask of me and give me the strength that I am able to do more than you want. Amen

Cant Hurry Love
I was flying around in Ms Mo's blog, and she posted lyrics from different songs, I came across this one, and I so love the song. I will also post Phill Collins version of the song You Cant Hurry Love - Supremes

Auto Biography
Your Autobiography Part 1: The Birth of You: Were you a planned baby?: i wish i was adopted Were you the first?: yes Who was present at your birth?: people Were your parents married when you were born?: no What is your birthdate?:11-05-1978 Part 2: The Family How would you describe your family?: My birth family? WHO? Siblings or an only child?: 3 siblings If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: I'm the oldest. What are your siblings names and ages?: 23, 21, and14 Which parent do you get along with best?: I distance from them all Wat do you fight about?: Everything Do you have step parents? no Part 3: The Friends Do you have more than one best friend?: Ino Who are your best friends?: What do you like to do when you are together?: Do you share the same interests?: Which friend can you tell anything to?: Part 4: Your Personality How high/low is your self esteem?: I know who im more intelligent and su

Deep Something Or Other
The Deep Survey (Be completely honest or it doesn't count) [1] What's one thing that would instantly make you dislike a person? I usually know right away if I'm going to like someone or not anyway. [2] What do you do when you need to relax? The Internets and Violence [3] Why do you think there is war in the world? Because it HAS to [4] Do you think it's ok to sometimes tell white lies? Everyone does it [5] Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change? Evolution through revolution [6] If someone liked you, what would be the best way to let you know? Just to tell me. [7] What are you listening to right now? Hell's Kitchen on the TV [8] If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first? New facilities, new life, with my NEW family, here [9] Would it change your life? Hell YEAH... especially right now. [10] What was the last thing you purchased? 2 hookers and an 8ball [11] What do you do when you're stressed out? In

Ray Ray Has Come Home
well it started out as a horrible summer where i didnt think i was gonna get to see ray ray but now he is here with me and hes going to school here and wants to stay with his daddy and his step mom. i have temporary custody right now but in 2 weeks i will have full residential custody and my dream will have finally come true. what mor ecould a man ask for the sweetest most prescious wife anyone could ever ask for and the greatest son in the world. dont ever let anyone convince u that good things dont come to those who wait cause they do. i have the only 2 people that matter to me in life right at my side where they are there to stay... i love u baby and lil ray ray i dedicate this blog to my wonderful wife and my son i love you both with all my heart yours truly 4 ever your husband and ur daddy love bill

Time To Clean Up Friends List
SORRY EVERYONE BUT IM NOT ONE TO JUST ACCEPT INVITED AND NOT EXPECT TO HEAR FROM ANYONE. IM HOUSE CLEANING MY FRIENDS LIST SO IF YOU WANT TO REMAIN SHOW ME SOME LOVE UP ON MY PAGE OR IM KEEPING ONLY THOSE WHO HAVE LEFT ME MORE THEN 2 COMMENTS. I REALIZE SOME OF YOU HAVE HUNDREDS AND THOUSANDS OF FRIENDS HOWEVER IM NOT HERE FOR NUMBERS NOR RATES. IM HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS AND TALK TO PEOPLE. IN OTHER WORDS READ MY PROFILE.....

My Poem
“My Forever Love” I have looked for “my forever love”, all of my life. Thought several times that I had found that special “certain” man and didn’t. I have to thank God now, for allowing me to go through all the heart aches I have endured in my life, without you. Because, it has only made me realize what a rarity you are. I get up every morning with you on my mind. Hoping and praying that my phone will ring and that it will be your sweet voice I hear on the other end. I go to bed at the end of each day, with the thought of you engraved in my mind. I lay in my bed alone, thinking of you longing to hold you, smell your sweet aroma, wanting so badly just to be with you and hold you. My love for you is deeply implanted in my heart. I know, I love you and I cannot nor will I ever let you go. You are the man that God created for me, like Eve for Adam. I have looked for”my forever love” a long time; you my darling are my final stop on this heartbreak train, my final destination. Love isn

Hearts Desires
Hearts Desires The heart Longs to Know that Special love My head Says no That it’s Not time My journey Is not Complete The love I so desire Must remain Out of My grasp Till i Once again Am whole Free from The masks That I Have worn For oh So many Years Free to Once again Know pure Happiness By: Kat 8-15-08

Memories
Memories Memories, are they a blessing or a curse, Remembering the best of life, but also the worst, Like the days my two sons were born, To the day my poor heart was torn. The Memories of that day spent at the lake, Or the Memories of the pies my grandmother baked, To the Memories of laying her there in the ground, And all the pain and sorrow those Memories have found. Back to the Memories of when I was so young, And thought the world was safe as my life had begun, Passing through the Memories of my life as I grew old, And found out the world was dangerous and cold. Then came the Memories of the Love found in your arms, To that special night you surrendered to me your charms, And each new day with you adds more to my Memories, Memories of how good my life with you can be. And so we all find that the life we live has had, Memories that are both happy and sad, And so for all the bad ones that you can recall, I hope your good ones outshines them all.

Free Drink At Me Local Asda
WHAT A GREEDY F*CKING BITCH!!, these c*nts that give the free sh*t away in the shops?, stay away from the f*ckers cause they're greedy t*ats, there i am skipping round to the pic'n'mix for me usual pocket full, when this lass shouts "do you want some of this vodka?", well f*ck me man, theres the sign above her head in lights "free drink" and i'm floating down the aisle like the f*cking bisto kid, "giz a big one pet cause i'm f*cking gagging" i'm saying, "you can only have a measure like everyone else" she says, "dont be so f*cking stupid man, what f*cking goods that to me?", "i'm sorry but thats all i can give out" she's saying, "oh is that f*cking right hunny is it? and where the f*ck does it say that like?, cause its not on ya f*cking sign", well she's got a face like a f*cking smacked a*se, and she reckons if i dont stop moaning she wont give me any at all!!, "right" i'm shouting "giz me f*cking drink now, or ya heads going in the frozen chips", she does me drink so i grab it of

James 2
14 What shall it profit, my brethren, if a man say he hath faith, but hath not works? Shall faith be able to save him? 15 And if a brother or sister be naked and want daily food: 16 And one of you say to them: Go in peace, be ye warmed and filled; yet give them not those things that are necessary for the body, what shall it profit? 17 So faith also, if it have not works, is dead in itself. 18 But some man will say: Thou hast faith, and I have works. Show me thy faith without works; and I will show thee, by works, my faith. 19 Thou believest that there is one God. Thou dost well: the devils also believe and tremble. 20 But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead? 21 Was not Abraham our father justified by works, offering up Isaac his son upon the altar? 22 Seest thou that faith did cooperate with his works and by works faith was made perfect? 23 And the scripture was fulfilled, saying: Abraham believed God, and it was reputed to him to justice, and he was called the

Humility
O Jesus! meek and humble of heart, hear me. From the desire of being esteemed, deliver me, O Jesus. From the desire of being loved, From the desire of being extolled, From the desire of being honored, From the desire of being praised, From the desire of being preferred to others, From the desire of being consulted, From the desire of being approved, From the fear of being humiliated, deliver me, O Jesus. From the fear of being despised, From the fear of suffering rebukes, From the fear of being calumniated, From the fear of being forgotten, From the fear of being ridiculed, From the fear of being wronged, From the fear of being suspected, That others may be loved more than I, O Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it. That others may be esteemed more than I, That, in the opinion of the world, others may increase and I may decrease, That others may be chosen and I set aside, That others may be praised and I unnoticed, That others may be preferred to me in ev

Leapfrog Your Combat Fighting Progress
When most people think of martial arts training they envision a class arranged in rows going through various punching and kicking drills. Form is emphasized to an incredible degree. I remember early on in my martial arts training being told by a master that until I had performed a movement 1,000 times (in this case it was a traditional reverse punch) I would not be able to understand, nor properly use, this strike. So for much of my youth I would spend hour after hour performing the various punches, kicks, and techniques I'd been taught, until I acquired 'proficiency' in my performance of these movements. Often QUANTITY was emphasized over QUALITY. In fact looking back on these training experiences I believe the main goal was FATIGUE. This often produced humorous results. Whenever I was able to sneak a glance around the room, I'd notice the agony on the faces of my fellow students as they executed say, a high roundhouse kick, for the umpty-umth time, -- a kick that now bar

Don't Drink While I Drive...
good front info... if I ever consider getting into that situation now that I'm noplace near the age of INCOMPETENCE. That would been TEEN age for anyone lacking the level of developed intelligence it take s to AUTOMATICALLY know. As a teen, I think we (me included) feel invicible. It seems that life IS FOREVER... especially if you've grown up in the security of grandma's yard surrounded by four, six and eight foot aluminum link fence. All the other "WILD" kids in the neighborhood were jealous of you in that safety net; now in the teenage years, you are impurvious to danger in new found freedoms of the world experienced earlier by those "WILD" kids fromthe back street and beyond. It was repeated to me over and over (ridiculously mundane in tone) by police officers who knew I was in the military, that I NOT DRINK and drive. Lately, it is the most improtant bit of info I can hear in our tight fisted CAPITOL CITY Illinois. DRINKING and DRIVING never fails to hit a placard or television ad

Fucken Right I'm Going To That Show Rawr!!!!!!! Bitches!!!!
Gonna buy my ticket asap this week for that september show baby Mmmmmmm Otep it's been too long baby lol Hope they play Battle Ready! now i'll really kick fucken ass to that song. damn havnt been to a show since ozzfest 2005....thats really sad DUE TO THE OVERWHELMING RESPONSE, WE HAD TO MOVE THE LOS ANGELES TO SEPT 4th!!! WE WILL BE FILMING THIS SHOW FOR OUR LIVE DVD SO BRING YOUR PASSIONS & UNLEASH THEM WITH UNBRIDLED FURY!!! SEPT 4th -- OTEP / KEY CLUB with DROID & MOWER!!! See you lunatics there!!! OTEP

F*ck Me
OH this should be interesting... CAUSE.... YOU GOT F**KED!!!!! That's right, time to start the game. Post this to see how many will sleep with you! How many will kiss you! How many will marry you! How many will have your kids or you want them to have your kids! How many will make love to you! How many want to make out with you! And the catch? If you want to do these things to the person who sent this. LET THEM KNOW!!!! Don't hide, don't be bashful. Tell them and they might thank you for it. Give them the opportunity to respond by Reposting!!!!

Wec Wrekcage
VERSUS PRESENTS ALL NEW EPISODES OF WEC WREKCAGE® Aug-13-2008 New York, N.Y. (August 12, 2008)—VERSUS, the network that celebrates real competition and the national television home of World Extreme Cagefighting® (WEC™), presents all new episodes of WEC WrekCAGE™ the next two Wednesday nights (Aug. 13 and Aug. 20) at 9 p.m. ET. WrekCage is a show that features a mix of the top matches from WEC events never before seen on television and VERSUS’ best live events. The episodes will be presented in High Definition where available. Tomorrow night’s episode features “The Last Samurai” Hiromitsu Miura and “The Menifee Maniac” Fernando Gonzalez in an intense middleweight bout. Also, in this episode, a smashing fight between All-American wrestler Shane Roller, who makes his WEC debut, and "The Pride of Texas" Todd Moore. Finally bantamweights Scott "Young Guns" Jorgensen and Kenji Osawa battle it out in the cage. The episode on August 20th will feature Tim "Wrecking Machine" McKenzie batt

Let Me Love You
Once upon a time, there was a guy who was very much in love with this girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of papercranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualise any future for the both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then... heartbroken, the guy agreed. When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all these hardwork and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company... "You never fail until you stop trying." he always told himself. "I must make it in life!" One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella

Fallen Angel
So lets see here, Wow i dont even know what to say thats bad I have tons of blogs on my myspace and here i cant think of a damn thing to say. I remember moonlight i remember love fire cleanses and kneels before me a rain of flame surrounds the altar he sculpted me into what i am now i loved him then, when he had no name i killed a god heaven's hands like frozen stone broke my body in the name of jesus the son and holy ghost tore my wings from my back and drank of the blood in remembrance of me, sweeter than wine as my heart thirsts, my wings are restored shimmering black like onyx laced with gold until i fold them around myself feed on the dark shield my eyes from HELL I can never fly high enough to escape this pain i can never break these chains, will never taste the rain i wander alone in this kingdom of the damned walking through bloody thorns and swimming in my mind this is not a nightmare, i am not asleep this is no reality, i am not awake You c

"love"
"love" I love you so much, you are my heart even tho we're apart, We're together at heart You're always on my mind, You are my life The life I always dreamed about but Never through it would come true Until you came, Making my fantasy into reality Bring happiness each dayTo go on loving life Before I gave up on love You showed me that there is someone for me, that someone is you You are all the things that I'm missing You give me the strength the motivation To love to live and go on with life Knowing one day we're gonna be to gether completely With all the love and joy of life

Song Of The Day - 08/21/08 - Hurt - Danse Russe (tiny Dancer Edition)
Danse Russe - Hurt Hold onto me please Don't you let go of me Come on over Roll on over I just need to feel you breathe Hold onto me please Don't you let go of me Think on over Roll on over I just need to feel you breathe.... Into my head is out of my mind Then I become a day behind And I can't help but wonder why that some days are the very worst case When I cannot believe that I'm living this way Kismet tell me its okay and I'll guess it's just a twist of the fate There's a tiny dancer in my bed And she never has too much to say She reminds me of the Danse' Russe When my emotions are wounded Her motions and movements chase the ghosts from me Hold on to me please Don't you let go of me Come on over Roll on over I just need to feel you breathe Hold on to me please Don't you let go of me Come on over Think it over I just need to feel you... Quietly while you sleep Whispering the sweetest things Close those eyes and start the dream 'Cause a

Misery
Misery likes company, I like the way that rounds. I’ve been trying to find the meaning so that I can write it down. Maybe tomorrow I will fill a different way. I would like to jump but I am afraid to hit the ground. My pen bleeds out.

Levelled !!
Yeah it may be early days, but this is about my millionth fubar account so i would like to thank People too weak to follow their own dreams, will always find a way to discourage yours!@ fubar AND........................ ☆FäírÿPrînçëšš☆♡Fu-Wïféy 2 MyšłîçFãìry♡@ fubar AND........................ ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ Fu-owned by Justfishing freelance bomber/leveler@ fubar For the hard work they put in to getting me started again, thank you so much guys xx

Good Friend...
Today of all days, I wish you the best, I pray that your dreams will always be blessed. May your heart be filled with happiness, And your dreams of tomorrow, be filled with success. So very special, you are to me, The kind of friend that will always be. A special bond, we continue to share, A special friendship, beyond compare. Almost a lifetime we've shared together, So many memories that will last forever. All the laughter and the tears, Have made us closer, throughout the years. So many times, that you have cared, So many dreams that you have shared. You've given so much to me, it's true. A special friend, that's always been you. Just want to thank you for all that you've done, You've always been that "Special One". A true friend indeed... ...A friend that I need. Dear Friend, I'll always care for you, Please always remember, I'm here for you. And somehow I'm hoping that you will know, Just how much I Care for You so.

I Will Love You Until.....
I will love you until The waters all dry Until the sun stops shining And there are no stars in the sky Until the flowers won't bloom And the birds won't sing Until it is the end Of every living thing Until the song has no tune And the grass won't grow The rain won't come And winter has no snow Until the mountains so high Crumble to the valley below Until the flag wont fly And the river won't flow Until the trees won't stand And the air is still These are the days That I will love you until

Thank You For Being A Friend.....
You may think today is normal But it's special, as you will see It's the day I'm going to tell you How much your friendship means to me On the days when I am lonely Just a word from you will bring A smile to my somber face And make my sad heart sing You are so very thoughtful Like a very gracious host You always seem to know What I need to hear the most You truly are a good friend Even though we've never met We've built our bond of friendship Over the Internet Who would have thought two people Who have never seen each other Could become as close As a sister or a brother Every day you make me laugh Your jokes are so much fun Whether they're hysterical Or just a clever pun The serious cards you send Sometimes bring a tear It's always so very comforting Just to know you're near I've been so very blessed by God To have you as my friend Because you are so special I never want our friendship to end.

True Love....
You're a true friend, that I want you to know, Our love for each other has helped us to grow. We've been through some tough times, but we've made it through, The only one I ever trusted was you. You helped me through anger, You've chased away fears. You held me through sadness, and kissed away tears. You stayed by my side when the world turned away. You helped me see joy when the skies were all gray. You were the rainbow at the end of the storm. You help me be different when I shouldn't conform. You held my hand when you knew we would fall. Every heartache, you saw me through it all. I'm not sure I'm always the best friend to you, I know I'm not perfect, but this much is true. When life gets you down, And there's nowhere to turn, I'll help you through and I'll share your concern. I'll try my best to return every favor, When you're sure that you'll drown, then I'll be your lifesaver; Even if we both go down. Whether we sink or swim doesn'

It Ends Tonight
Your subtleties They strangle me I can't explain myself at all. And all the wants And all the needs All I don't want to need at all. The walls start breathing My mind's unweaving Maybe it's best you leave me alone. A weight is lifted On this evening I give the final blow. When darkness turns to light, It ends tonight It ends tonight. A falling star Least I fall alone. I can't explain what you can't explain. You're finding things that you didn't know I look at you with such disdain The walls start breathing My mind's unweaving Maybe it's best you leave me alone. A weight is lifted On this evening I give the final blow. When darkness turns to light It ends tonight, It ends tonight. Just a little insight won't make this right It's too late to fight It ends tonight, It ends tonight. Now I'm on my own side It's better than being on your side It's my fault when you're blind It's better that I see it through your eyes All these thoughts lock

Games People Play -- Alan Parsons Project
Where do we go from here now that all other children are growin up And how do we spend our lives if theres noone to lend us a hand I dont wanna live here no more, I dont wanna stay Aint gonna spend the rest of my life, quietly fading away Games people play, you take it or you leave it Things that they say, honor brite If I promise you the moon and the stars, would you believe it Games people play in the middle of the night Where do we go from here now that all of the children have grown up And how do we spend our lives knowin nobody gives us a damn I dont wanna live here no more, I dont wanna stay Aint gonna spend the rest of my life, quietly fading away Games people play, you take it or you leave it Things that they say, just dont make it right If Im telling you the truth right now, do you believe it Games people play in the middle of the night Games people play, you take it or you leave it Things that they say, honor brite If I promise you the moon and t

Nightmare On The Road
LEFT EARLY AM ON TUESDAY TO HEAD DOWN FOR FORT BEINNING, GA. STOPPING IN SOUTH CAROLINA TUE NIGHT ONLY TO GET BACK UP EARLY WED AM TO FINISH THE DRIVE. MANAGED TO DODGE THE BAD WEATHER ALL FOR 4 DAYS. ONLY TO BE ON ALUMINUM BLEACHERS ON THRS. FOR GRADUATION FROM BCT WITH LIGHTENING GOING ON. LOVELY. THANK GOD I WAS GROUNDED. NOT SURE WELL ENOUGH HOWEVER NOTHING BAD HAPPENED. A BEAUTIFUL THING. 1800+ ROAD MILES TOTAL AND I GOT ONE EXHAUSTED BABES ON MY HANDS. BUT ITS SOOOOOO GOOD TO HAVE HIM BACK AFTER 9 WEEKS OF NOT SEEING HIM. MISSED HIM A LOT AND PLANNING ON MAKING UP THEM 9 WKS. THE SHOW THEY PUT ON W/THE STRYKER TANK AND CRAP I FORGET THE OTHER NAME OF IT I'LL POST PICS UP AS SOON AS I GET THEM ONTO DISK... ANYWAYS WITH THE SMOKE AND BANG GERNADES IT WAS A SITE TO SEE AND HEAR. THE BAND PLAYED AND THEY WERE AWESOME. NOW THAT WE'RE HOME HE'S TAKING ADVANTAGE OF HIS BED AND SLEEPING SOUNDLY STILL THIS AM. LOL. GOT TO LOVE HIM. :D THATS IT FOR THIS UPDATE. HAVE A GREAT DAY EVERYONE.

Making Love!!
Kiss me on my forehead, the tip of my nose, lock your lips with mine. Passion and want make me feel it, make me know it. Nibble on my ear, kiss me, lick me, and blow on my neck. Softly caress and kiss my body; explore me like I am your first. Cup my subtle breast in your hands caress them, touch them, show me how you feel. Suck on the nipple, lick the tips, tease me make me want you. Slowly work your way down kissing on my tummy; licking you a path. Kiss the top and inner thighs look me in my eyes waiting to be granted access. Slowly spreading my legs lifting my pelvic towards you wanting you to touch me. Explore it, taste it learn all the spots make love to me with your mouth i want ecstasy Make me want you, to feel you deep inside me. Take me to a point of no resistance. Right when I can take no more I am about to cum stop, don't take me there yet I want to go with you not alone. As I sit up I see you, I see it long hard wanting to be touched and tasted. I lie you on t

Pleasure!
Lay you on the bed kissing you putting your hands behind your head looking in to your eyes with such admiration kissing your forehead the tip of your nose your checks leaning over whispering in your ear dont touch just enjoy my touch my kiss feel the passion and love i have for you. Feeling my hot breath soft touch kissing you deeply and passionately wanting you to know and feel the feelings i have for you. No words or expressions needed just the touch of my hands lips and body will teach you show you the desire in my soul. Kissing you and touching your body exploring every curve every ripple you have. Working my way down slowly smelling you feeling you want to know you inside and out body and soul. With such want letting you know not to touch just enjoy as you smile so sweetly biting your lips you slowly and unwontedly put your hands back up. I move down down down exploring every inch mmmm down to your hips teasing you with my tongue gliding my nails over your thighs. y

Orgasmic!
Kiss me tease me Please me before you enter Stimulate my nervous Feel my body Touch me explore every inch Kiss my back Let me feel your hands Teach me learn with me There is so much I don’t know So much to learn I want to with you Take me with passion and desire Want me with your heart and your body Show me all of this Take your time bring me to the point Then enter me with thrust and anticipation Feel my interior find my spots Make love to me Feel the hot wetness of me Fuck me with passion Do me hard and steady Slow it down a bit I want to climax with you We don’t always have to rush into things I know I tend to a lot But dominate me take control Don’t let me take over and push you there Make me get mine make me experience you Make me have the orgasm of my life This wouldn’t be hard if you make me feel the pleasure of you Show me what my body does in a pure orgasmic experience.

Saddle Up To Find The Cure
The Day Started out horribly. It took me over an hour to load buck he just did not want to get in the trailer.I wanted to be at the show by 0800 instead i got there about 0845. When i got there they had just started the speed classes which mean it was going to be a very long day. We got ready to go into the first halter class. we walked up to the judge, and went to trot away when buck went up on his hnd legs and backed up about 25 feet.. Then i got him going forward but he wouldnt jog. The second halter class went pretty much the same without him rearing. up. Then there was hours and hours of down time. Most classes had over 50 entries and they had to do splits. So in the down time i got on buck and he was fine. Jogged when i asked him to backed up when i asked him to i was like we will be alright. Except when it was time to go in the ring he wouldnt. HE REFUSED TO ENTER THE RING. I couldnt get him to go in. so i did not get to ride in the Survivors or In Memory of classs

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Avenged Sevenfold is a label defying rock band out of Huntington Beach, California. Consisting of M. Shadows-vocals, Synester Gates-guitar, The Rev-drums, Zacky Vengeance-guitar and Johnny Christ-bass. Their debut album, Sounding the Seventh Trumpet (2001), was predominantly ’hard core’ with a heavy sound laden with screaming vocals and surprising harmonies, as on the songs Darkness Surrounding and We Come Out at Night. The talent showcased on this album was just a hint at what these talented guys could produce. The follow up, Waking the Fallen(2003), continued the heavy trend with such songs as, Unholy Confessions and Chapter Four but most notable was the hauntingly beautiful ballad I Won’t See You Tonight. Commercial success hit with their next release, City of Evil (2005). The radio play of such hits as, Beast and the Harlot (also featured on Guitar Hero II), Bat Country and Sidewinder, catapulted the band into the public eye, though it brought an onslaught of criticism wit

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I had the great pleasure of speaking with Disturbed frontman, David Draiman, the day before flying out to Kuwait for the Operation MySpace concert. As expected, David was very unexpected, discussing everything from the new album, Indestructible, the troops, politics and the proper pronunciation of yiddish sayings. KM: So David, I had a great conversation with Dan about the new album. Congratulations! I’m so impressed with it. DD: Thank you. KM: I’ve only had it a few days but I already have songs playing through my head. DD: That’s the idea. KM: I told him I was pleasantly surprised that there wasn’t one song on the album I didn’t like, which is not usually the case. DD: We believe in all killer, no filler. KM: And it’s self produced. DD: Well you know after three records working with Johnny, we learned from him. He’s a great teacher, he made us into better studio musicians. So if after working with him on three albums in the same studio, if we can’t go into

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A woman walked into the kitchen to find her husband stalking around with a fly swatter. 'What are you doing?' She asked. 'Hunting Flies' He responded. 'Oh.! Killing any?' She asked. 'Yep, 3 males, 2 Females,' he replied. Intrigued, she asked. 'How can you tell them apart?' He responded, '3 were on a beer can, 2 were on the phone. '

Playing Daddy's Girl
I stand there, looking at the mirror, I realize just how nervous I am to meet you. I retouch my makeup and lipstick one last time. I stare at my body, like it wasn’t mine, almost not recognizing the woman in front of me. Her long dark hair, pulled up in the front but flowing down her back, leads to a loose deep red V-neck silk blouse that flows over her chest and down her stomach. The top of her breasts were clearly visible, her hard nipples pulling the material of her shirt. The blouse falls lightly over a black leather skirt that ends quite a few inches above her knees. As I stare at my clone in the mirror, I can see the tips of the black stockings at the edge of the skirt and my eyes travel downward to a pair of 3 inch high heels. I look at her face, the lipstick matching the shirt, the eyes showing the inside of my soul saying how much I want to go through with this. It’s hard to imagine a thirty two year old woman trying to look like a twenty two year old, but I made the transform

New Hiring Promotors Bully
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Kitty An Dangers Wedding Bully
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Tonight I can write the saddest lines. Write, for example,'The night is shattered and the blue stars shiver in the distance.' The night wind revolves in the sky and sings. Tonight I can write the saddest lines. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too. Through nights like this one I held her in my arms I kissed her again and again under the endless sky. She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too. How could one not have loved her great still eyes. Tonight I can write the saddest lines. To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her. To hear the immense night, still more immense without her. And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture. What does it matter that my love could not keep her. The night is shattered and she is not with me. This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance. My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her. My sight searches for her as though to go to her. My heart looks for her, a

Questions About Me
1- Would you rather have a fun fling or a lasting relationship? LASTING RELATIONSHIP 2- What was your longest relationship? 11 YEARS 3-What is your favorite personality trait? ON MYSELF ~ I TELL THE TRUTH NO MATTER WHAT 4- What is the most romantic thing a significant other could do? I'VE NEVER HAD A ROMANTIC GUY SO I HAVE NO IDEA 5- When you are dating someone, what is the most important thing to you? TRUST/HONESTY/LOYALTY 6- Do you like pet names (ex: baby, sweetheart...)? OF COURSE 7- What is your ideal night out with a significant other? HMMM PROBABLY DINNER, LISTEN TO A GOOD BAND BY THE WATER SOMEWHERE, AND JUST SIT HOLDING HANDS. OR GOING ON A BOAT AND ENJOYING THE WIND IN OUR HAIR AND PULL UP TO A PLACE TO HEAR A BAND AND JUST SIT HOLDING EACH OTHER AND RELAXING.. 8- What is your ideal night in with a significant other? A QUIET NIGHT WITH MOVIES AND EACH OTHER 9- Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel i

Nsfw Pics
I've noticed that many women on Fubar ask for blasts, or Fubucks or bling in exchange for access to their nude/NSFW pics. I'm sorry, but I find that incredibly degrading to both the owner of the photos and whoever actually "pays" to see them. I'll never give anything in exchange for access to nudes; it's just...icky. I don't think doing so makes anyone a bad person, I just find it distasteful.

I Am An Open Book
I am the type of person who helps others.. I accept everyone as they are as a whole.. if i want to be friends/lover with that person you have to accept everything about them no matter what it is.I fall in love easily and am very tenderhearted...When I fall I fall hard.. but when I am hurt I am hurt deeply..I don't like leaving things hanging.. I am very honest and open if I have something to say I say it.. If someone has something to say to me I want them to tell me... don't leave me hanging.. If I dont want something I will be the first to tell you and I hope to get that same respect.. I want to be with the one I am meant to be with.. I believe I have met this person however it will take time to see where it will go.. As long as we have honest and open communication we will be fine.. I dont like liars. just be straight with me and we will get along fine..

Hell Witht He Bullshit
WELL THE TIME HAS COME TO MAKE THIS PUBLIC AS MOST OF U KNOW THE PLAYPEN WAS DELETED OVER A WEEK AGO,FIRST IT WAS PUT ON LOCKDOWN WHICH I WAS FINE WITH BUT WHILE ON LOCKDOWN THEY PULLED MY SKIN SO I OPENED ANOTHER LOUNGE JUST SO WE COULD HAVE THE MUSIC PLAYER BACK THAT GETS DELETED AND PLAYPEN GETS DELETED,ALONG WITH ANOTHER LOUNEG I WONED THAT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH EITHER THEN ONE OF MY STAFF REOPENED PLAYPEN AND THAT GOT DELETED WELL HERES WHAT I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT ALL THAT WE GET DELETED FOR DOING SOMETHING ON CAM IN A PRIVATE LOUNGEWHILE THE CAMS ARE PASSWORDED AND ANYONE WHO ASKED FOR THE PASSWORD WAS TOLD IT WAS NSFWNOW THE RULES AS THE BOUNCERS WILL TELL U IS IF THE LOUNGE IS "PRIVATE" AND I QUOTE" ITS ALL GOOD U CAN DO WHATEVER U WANT" AND WE WENT ONE STEP FOWARD AND SET PASSWORDS TO VIEW THE CAMSAND I GET INTROUBLE AND GET BANNED FORM EVERYLOUNGE ON FUBAR NOW ON THE OTHER HAND U HAVE FORBIDEN AND CELLBLOCKTHESE 2 LOUNGES HAVE GIRLS FUCKING THEMSELVES ON CAM WITH CORN C

Dark That Follows
There's just so many things you never needed to say like I'm your other soul, but you can love them all your tears are meaningless, they're written on your face just like your empty words, just like the chemical just like the disease that stains your lips tonight you are the disease that's in my life if it's no ones fault, there just no one to blame and nothing to say this time it's no one's fault so there's nothing to save and no one to hate but I want to so bad...believe me there's just so many ways you never needed to be like I'm some empty space that never leaves your side now wipe that stupid look off of your face you're not the finest one, you're not the only one you're just a disease that stains her lips tonight and you are the disease that's in my life if it's no ones fault, there just no one to blame and nothing to say this time it's no one's fault so there's nothing to save and no one to hate but I want to so bad...believe me we're great in small d

Fellatio-lesson Four
LESSON FOUR With your man sitting in an elevated position and you on your knees in front of him lift his hard cock to reveal his balls. With your tongue find the underside of his balls. Now, while resting his balls on your wet tongue, lick in an upward motion to the very tip of his cock. It is permissible to use your hands in this technique. It is bettor to do this technique several times in succession-like licking a lollipop or ice cream cone. I grew up down south. One thing about southern boys: we learn early how to get if off quickly when the need is there. And the lollipop lick is the one technique in this book which few men can tolerate for long periods of time without cumming.

Well I'm F**ked
Went out to get in the car and go take care of somethings, turned the key the motor made a bad noise and blowed up. I can't afford to fix it or replace it, so I just don't know what to do, god I hate my fucking life

Every Man ~ Casting Crowns
I'm the man with all I've ever wanted All the toys and playing games I am the one who pours your coffee, corner booth each Saturday I am your daughter's favorite teacher I am the leader of the band I sit behind you in the bleachers I am every man I'm the coach of every winning team and still a loser in my mind I am the soldier in the airport facing giants one more time I am the woman shamed and haunted by the cry of unborn life I'm every broken man, nervous child, lonely wife Is there hope for every man A solid place where we can stand In this dry and weary land Is there hope for every man Is there love that never dies Is there peace in troubled times Someone help me understand Is there hope for every man Seems there's just so many roads to travel, it's hard to tell where they will lead My life is scarred and my dreams unraveled Now I'm scared to take the leap If I could find someone to follow who knows my pain and feels the weight Th

What More Could I Dream Of
Ever since the day I met you, you could see my beauty Trapped within my heart, Because no man did his duty. No man has shown me, Just how much a woman's worth. I should've been treated as a queen Since the blessing of my birth. They've taken me for granted, Hurting me deep inside. They never cared if what they did Made me start to cry. They didn't show respect For the beauty inside of me, And made me think less of myself Than I ever used to. They didn't understand The pain within my heart. Oh, how much I have hurt, While my soul was torn apart. But you've seen that pain, And share the tears I cry. You've been there just like me, When you really just want to die. You've looked into my eyes, And seen inside my soul. You've seen such beauty there, Within the things it holds. You know how wonderful I am are, And you can't wish for anything more Than just to hold me in your arms, And stop our hearts from being sore. I'll never have to worry A

Love Me The Way I Love You
You're the beginning and the end of my life and in the middle. I see you and me together. Words cannot express how much you mean to me, love is a small word in comparison. I love you from the bottom of my heart but I'm afraid that once you will know of this, our friendship will slowly fade away. Hearing your voice at the end of the day makes all my troubles seem far away. Just talking to you makes me feel all warm inside and closer to you. I feel safe at night going to sleep knowing that someone out there cares for me, even only as a friend, no matter whatever happens between us. I love you because you accept me as I am, faults and all. I love you because of the warm and kind heart you have. I feel like the luckiest person alive to be your friend, and having a precious and rare friendship with you. You make my dreams seem even sweeter and you put a smile onto my face as I fall asleep. This all seems like a fairytale come true, that is how much I

Over Rated Bands
No certain order................. Led Zeppelin ( great music I just don't care for Plant's voice ) Pearl Jam Nirvana Foo Fighters Pink Floyd Van Halen ( With David Lee Roth ) U2 The White Stripes Audioslave Nine Inch Nails R. E. M. These bands were good, don't get me wrong. I just think they are way over rated...............I will add more as I think of them.

Age Of Innocence
We have come a long way together You... and ...I holding on to each other carrying on our backs memories of childhood sharing happy times carefree as we could Turn back the clock if you can down the road on memory lane a little boy (it's you I see) a little girl (who else but me) As growing years passed them by emotions building warm and shy a little distant...a bit close a fine picture to all they posed. Unaware of feelings...each had sown towards one another...they'd never known. When time had come for them to know both of them could never show Fate and time then joined hands to bring them where now they stand. Distance of time and space in between into their own lives they have since been. But... both have wondering moments of...Why? Still bonded they are as years go by, Shy of each other they still are pining for the other...though miles apart. For... that person remains forever special who fills your heart with 'love so true' As true love blooms but

Rejection
the horrible sense of rejection that of the very soul the self loathing that lies within the deepest of places deep within thine heart, thine very soul my love is cleansed but is my mind? my overbearing sense of rejection the pain of denial taints me in the purest of places the darkness now swelling swarming throughout me rippeling through out my arua waves of power and hate that flow it is time for change but what is needed what should i mutate? the mutations within are incomplete such is my soul ripped from within my very being has been seperated my lack of self desires for a companion to hold in cumfort rejection hurt of an umbaring measure the search to be whole my soul has been quenched the cumfort surrounds me the love is ripped from my very being loss of mental control the pain that thrashes from within tearing through my being ripping through my flesh the need for lust, love and being my soul is torn thine wound deep pain unima

For All The Men Who Have No Clue
*** Medical studies show that people in better relationships live longer, healthier lives! *** *** Forget exercise, vitamins or meditating. The real secret to staying young is love *** Call to see if you can pick up anything on the way home from work. Send a dozen roses: 11 red roses and 1 white one. The note: "In every bunch there's one who stands out - and you are that one." Float a love note in a bottle in the bathtub. Call him at work and say: "Hello handsome! Are you free tonight?" "The art of love ... is largely the art of persistence" Dr Albert Ellis Write him/her a check for one million kisses Get tulips and attach this note: "I've got two-lips waiting for you!" Something for the anniversary.... a lottery ticket and a note: "I hit the jackpot when I married you." Hire a masseuse to give your partner a professional massage at home. On cold mornings warm up her car. Bring flowers home for no reason (well, the reason is love). Send

For The Men Who Have No Clue Part2
While slow dancing at a party, whisper something sweet to her. Get the song "I Will Always Love You" by Whitney Houston. When attending a wedding, whisper: "If I had to do it over, I'd marry you again." Hide a teeny, tiny gift somewhere on your body and make him find it. Fill his toolbox with lingerie. Make him "work" to get his tools back. Fold a love note in a fluffy bath towel. Run your hands under warm water before going to bed. Send a love note via Fedex - because your love just can't wait. Be extra attentive after your partner has had a bad day. Let a Shakespearean quote speak for you. Gals: Never, never, never talk about your past boyfriends in front of him. A romantic ritual: Pause and kiss at your front door. Make a 20-foot HAPPY BIRTHDAY banner for your sweetheart. Give him something that will remind him of you: * a handkerchief or scarf * a pair of panties * a short poem to carry in his wallet * a lock of your hair

My Owner.
Took me long enough to get around to this... I feel like a terrible slave, heh. This folks, is my owner for the month. He is on awesome, generous guy and if you haven't already you need to go show him some love. Tell him I sent ya so he knows I'm being a good l'il slave, k? §êx¥§åvïð®~OwnerOf EasyOnTheEyz~MacARoni™~BeautyAndTheMess~HppyBubbles™ & Kept in corsets@ fubar (Will add background and music to this when I have another spare moment.)

Ok Lets Get This Straight Part 2
Ok, so I would like to make my point totally and crystal clear - and if you got something to say, say it I aint fussed - after all you are only typing words on a pc do you seriously think I am going to read any of them???? If so oh come on please, get real its cyber life. I aint here to be a point whore this time, though last time I was I aint cos right now I just dont have the time or energy to put my all in to this site - through having a broken leg, I have realised that there is more to life than sitting in front of a pc trying to gain points, whcih in reality what are you getting these points for - ots not like a subject you are gonna bring up over coffee, OH YEAH DID YOU KNOW I LEVELLED THIS MORNING, IM NOW A FU KING, cos its likely that the person you are taking coffee with wont have the slightest idea what you are on about. POLITE WARNING TO ALL if you have any intention of using my profile as a point scoring thing and I catch on to this BLOCK oh dear do I make mysel

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How to Behave Around Those You Don't Like Most people have at one time or another been faced with the awkward situation of dealing with someone that likes them a lot more than they like the other person. Here are some suggestions on how to deal with the situation, hopefully, without hurting their feelings. Your objective is to minimize your intersction with the target person with as much graciousness and tact as you can afford. [edit] Steps 1. Ask yourself whether or not you may have overlooked some quality or trait in the person that you may admire or be interested in. We can often dismiss someone before we have really given them a fair chance, and it would be a loss if that were the case. All of us make mistakes and perhaps you may be able to find some common ground with them. But even so, you may decide not, or that you just don't have the time to cultivate a new friendship right now. 2. Do not feel guilty that you don't share the same feelings as the other person. We do

Come With Me...
Close your eyes and come with me, Deep inside your mind to forgotten memories. We’ll take the trip together hand in hand. To a place of forgotten time, and land. We’ll sail along a path of beauty and color, filled with sights and sounds, as we hold on to each other. Images flash by as we travel along, from another place we hear the lyrics of song. Sweetly touching as we draw near, to loves tender song, we shed a tear. Drifting deeper into forgotten places, visions of happiness on lovers faces. Reaching out, trying to capture each memory, we realize it’s not meant to be. Tears stream down our faces, as our journey continues to different places. Searching onward until we find, the gentle place so kind. Where love grows and never rests. Our journey together, searching for love is the best. So close your eyes and come with me, on a journey of love through eternity...

Why?????????
Why is it that people don't read blogs to find out about the people they want to chat with. I mean here I am wanting to make new friends and get to know new people and they are still hitting my shoutbox and thinking that I'm ignoring them when actually I just can't get the damn thing to work because my computer is stupid and doesn't work for me half the time like it is supposed to. I mean is there anyone actually reading this one or am I typing it for the hell of it. Just wondering. I mean HELLO I've given out my yahoo name several places and still noone has bothered to even say hello there. Oh well I guess I'll just keep trying to answer all of you (if anyone is even reading this) and hope it goes through. TTYL on yahoo hopefully>>>>LOL

Welllllllll
IT SEEMS THAT WE ARE GETING DA' BOOT OUTTA OUR HOMES SOON...AH WELL...I DON'T NECESSARILY FAVOR THE IDEA OF USING MY 16X80 HOME AS ONE HELL OF A SURF BOARD EITHER...IN A SENSE I GUESS I AM TRYING TO SAY IT MAY BE A DAY OR MORE BEFORE I WILL BE BACK...LIKE ANYONE REALLY GIVES A FUCK...BUT HEY WHAT CAN YOU DO YA KNOW? WHEN THE GOVT SAYS IT IS TIME TO LEAVE, I GUESS IT IS TIME TO LEAVE...NOT TO MENTION I LIVE IN A TORNADO MAGNET....AND THEY ARE NOT UNCOMMON IN THE MIDST OF A HUGE WHIRLING MASS OF CLOUDS...SIGHS...I HOPE THAT ALL OF YOU HAVE A SAFE WEEKEND AND WHEN YOU RAISE ON TO THE THREE DAY WEEKEND MOST OF YOU WILL GET TO ENJOY, SAY A TOAST TO THOSE OF US WHO WILL NOT BE SUCKING DOWN BEER NOR WILL WE BE EATING SUCCULENT BBQ OF THE BONE OF SOME POOR YARD BIRD WHO COULDN'T OUT RUN DEATH...CHEERS YA'LL!!!

By Time Forgotten
I live by the old, not told by hardbound covers, Wisdom molded by time forgotten, Forged into the world unknown. The moment of tomorrow, Now… Believing not what is seen by naked eyes, But of the spirit that burns inside.. Walk the tributes and trials of yesteryears, Learn what lies ahead, Not of what has been made of broken promises, Yet, of your dreams youve mad Shes the whisper within the wind, Hear her echo, she crys again.. Past now present Her future begins… Tormented nightmares come alive. Sleep deprives those whom allow Its presence to thrive… Sands of time… Were given each moment, Each breathe inhaled, Hurt, sorrow, pain, agony… One step further to empathy.. Without pain, there is no joy, Same with hate, to find the love.. Walk lightly and one shall see.. Living by wisdom taught by old, Knowing the difference between that which, Burns deep within your soul…

My Morning Jacket?
They are a tight band =D well..i really like a couple songs from them...you should check out this song out!!! Wordless Chorus thats the name of the song..i fell in love with that song..and not just that i saw this band live so i was happy..i saw them at coachella festival =D 2008 i need to post up some pics i forgot to post up some pics of me at coachella..=D ya it was badass...i got to see Portishead but after i saw portishead i had to go home i was trippy out on shrooms..hahaha i missed Prince...but i heard he was good too lol he covered a Radiohead song "creep" well ya im gonna post up some pics of the coachella =D kk im outy

Girls Vs Grown Women
GIRLS VS GROWN WOMEN GIRLS leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. GROWN WOMEN make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. GIRLS check you for not calling them. GROWN WOMEN are too busy to realize you hadn't. GIRLS try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. GROWN WOMEN know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down. GIRLS fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. GROWN WOMEN say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk out. GIRLS are afraid to be alone. GROWN WOMEN revel in it-- using it as a time for personal growth. GIRLS make you come. GROWN WOMEN make you come home. GIRLS try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). GROWN WOMEN realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special -- and goes to kick it with her own friends! GIRLS get hurt by one man and make all men p

Fukitol
Yea a couple weeks ago i made the decision to delete my fu acct..I came to the realization that people will be people and no matter how much a person says "all the right things" there's a 70% chance they are still gonna be one of those snakes in the grass as i like to call em. So...Fukitol! Progress and move forward is my motto for the end of the year. As I see it it's just another bump in the road and I've got good tires. Noone is gonna chase me off this site...Fuck all that.

I Handcuffed Him To The Bed!
THAT's RIGHT... I left him there and went to get in line. I rported for duty and forgot his agressive, non=conclusive keesterlayi there.He was looking fr a roll in the hay (so to speak)... an I had told him I wasn't interested. I was worried about my husband... reported dead, but still on my mind. When he... Sgt Kuhn, would not honor my insistence that SEX not be a part of the orders he received from miitay commanders in our Unit, I took things in my own hands and used his handcuffs to ock him down in the leased BILLETTING ROOM on GEORGE Street at Selfridege air National Guard Base. Go see if he's still there. I DID say "NO". I refused to ride with him too, when he neerly careened off the roadway at the ANN ARBOR exit on the return trip from training at SELFRIDGE one weekend in 1991. His RV actually tipped up on the two driver's side wheels as he came off the ramp too fast... it was asifhe was drunk or high on something. i would not ride with him again; it was too much like the acciden

11 Rules Of The Earth
1. Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked. 2. Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them. 3. When in another’s lair, show him respect or else do not go there. 4. If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy. 5. Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal. 6. Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the other person and he cries out to be relieved. 7. Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained. 8. Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself. 9. Do not harm little children. 10. Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked or for your food. 11. When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If

Help Her Level Up
¢¾HisSweetObsession¢¾~Club UNITED~@ fubar plz stop by her page and help her level.. she has already dropped 1.1 mil since friday.. lets show her some labor day weekend fu luv and get her leveled up.. thanks to those who help

Join My Team
I party for a living and you can too! I’m actively seeking Romance Enhancement Consultants nationwide! If you are Lively, a People-Person, Fun, Sassy, Easy Going, and just an all around DIVA then I'm looking for YOU! Looking for a way to earn some extra cash to pay off credit card debt, school loans, car payments, or to pay for a vacation? Looking for a part-time, flexible career? Tired of the 9-5 grind? Want to be Your Own Boss? Want to set Your Own hours? Want to have more time with Your family/children? Want to have financial freedom? Hate answering to someone else? Ready for a career change? If you answered YES to any of these questions...then call me now! I PARTY FOR A LIVING AND YOU CAN TOO! I get paid the night of the party, I set my own hours, make my own schedule, and I answer to NO ONE, I Am My Own Boss, I Own My Own Business! I earn a monthly bonus check! NO Experience….No Problem! I’ll train you for FREE! For less than $300 you can start your own business right away! Be Y

Blind Cowboy‏
An old, blind cowboy wanders into an all-girl biker bar by mistake. He finds his way to a bar stool and orders some coffee. After sitting there for a while, he yells to the waiter, "Hey, you wanna hear a blond joke?" The bar immediately falls absolutely silent. In a very deep, husky voice, the woman next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, Cowboy, I think it is only fair, given that you are blind, that you should know five things: 1. The bartender is a blond girl with a baseball bat. 2. The bouncer is a blond girl. 3. I'm a 6-foot tall, 175-pound blond woman with a black belt in karate. 4. The woman sitting next to me is blond and a professional weight lifter. 5. The lady to your right is blond and a professional wrestler. Now, think about it seriously, Mister. Do you still wanna tell that joke?" The blind cowboy thinks for a second, shakes his head and mutters, "No...not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times."

A Friend Is....
What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would Be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will. In times of trouble, In times of need, If you are feeling SAD, You can count on me. I will give you a wink, Until you smile,

Looking For Staff And Promoters
if you would like to be apart of cake~nyol let me know I'm looking for an all gurl staff with the exception of the 2 men already on. get back to me if this is something you want to do. there are no dj's its just a simple lounge at this point and i need help keeping it open

My First Blog.......yay! ! ! !
Can't believe it took me almost 20 minutes to get this far. They kept it hidden well enuff. Well since this is my first blog I will try to keep it....wellll at least coherent. How bout short too......Thanx for your time. Look for new posts soon.

Oh Dear
Erm well its like this ya see - we got chatting on yahoo this morning and we are talking things through - he knows that I am insecure, I know he is a flirt but if we wanna be together we know that we gotta over come all obstacles. Yeah call me what you like - love is blind, i know but oh well thanks to all my friends for the shoulders - I shall return all damp shoulders dried and clean!!!!!!!!

Games
There's a Few games online that i know most people play and i know a few off them, if u play games on myspace like mobster, rockstar,mafia wars, out world, pirates, hero's there a few poeple that u can add i know will help aid u in growing ur fmaily size on them games he's there url's www.myspace.com/darkangel011012 www.myspace.com/romeo45822 if there's any others that u think would be a great asset to these games just post a comment i'll add u to the list as we go

Accounting 101: Debit Vs Credit To Account
UCB, BANK OF AMERICA, BANK OF HOLLYWOOD.. whatever the glory of reputaton, a bank is a bank. Ther is an alternative... the financial entity could be a BUSINESS. In that case, transactions are recorded JUST THE OPPOSITE way. READ a verse from the ACCOUNTING BIBLE: ->A bank credit memo is an item on a company’s bank statement that increases a company’s checking account balance. A bank debit memo is an item on the bank statement that reduces the company’s checking account balance. Since these items are already on the bank statement, the only adjustment that could be required is in the company’s accounting records, if it is not yet in the company’s accounts. Since the bank credit memo increased the checking account balance, the company’s Cash account will have to be debited and another account will need to be credited. For example, if the bank statement shows a credit memo for $100 for interest earned, the company will need to have a debit of $100 in its Cash account and will need a cred

Machine Head: No Album Until 2011
Machine Head: No Album Until 2011 MetalSucks recently conducted an interview with Machine Head guitarist Phil Demmel at the Long Island, New York stop of the Rockstar Energy Mayhem Festival tour. An excerpt from the chat follows. MetalSucks: There was, obviously, a hugely popular response to "The Blackening". You guys have been touring behind it for over a solid year now. Demmel: February of last year with LAMB OF GOD was our first run. So do you feel any battle fatigue? Yeah, dude. We had a little bit of time off, but I mean this is what we signed up for. We're probably halfway through our touring cycle now. We've got shit lined up at the end of this year with Slipknot and then we've just landed something real super cool at the beginning of next year, we got summer festivals next year, and we want to do a proper headlining in America and overseas because we haven't done that. We've just done co-headlining. We're halfway through man. So you're not even

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Disappointed - Tonedeff V1 (24) Lust, once ya feel it in your bones, yo, you know you can’t stop it/ Understand? Let me expand while we’re on the topic/ I date plain Janes, hot chicks/ But I usually only fuck with female pilots cause they got the illest cockpits Ha, and if the crotch fits, wear it/ I’m the type of Martha Fokker to ditch a bitch the day before I meet the parents/ She’s embarrassed she’s dating a rapper – with baggy pants/ Pick her up from mass, system on blast, grabbing her ass/ Glad we could smash, but I gotta move on to the next chick/ I’m an outgoing male, I send one off, and I get one back like Netflix/ Now get this, when you’re sexually reckless, you could have a girl that cooks you breakfast/ But still seek the rejection of some leggy temptress/ She’s like your petty deathwish/ You be dressed in your best shit, tryna silence the skeptics/ Upset kids called her a hoe, and I hoped to god it was true/ Ca

New Browser....
If you are still using IE, and for some reason never have heard of Firefox and or Safari......... http://finance.yahoo.com/tech-ticker/article/52190/First-Test-of-Chrome-Google%E2%80%99s-New-Browser;_ylt=Av2K.0NAR0iCy3vsBO.wRS67YWsA?tickers=goog,msft,aapl

Grief Is The Price We Pay For Love.
It's been three years since my yiayia (grandmother) passed away and it doesn't seem like it. I miss her so much everyday. She is the reason why i'll be graduating college in a few months and it's sad knowing that she physically won't be there to share in that happiness. I will be shutting off my phone for the next few days, so please respect me and not call or text my phone and also please understand that I am not ignoring you, the first week in September has been tough on me for the past four years now and you'll understand a little bit better when I post another blog on September 9th. This is just a little poem: From an early age you taught me never to regret the decisions you have made, As you cannot change your past, no matter how hard you try, But what do you do when you haven't even got the chance to apologize? If you want to change the last thing you did so much, it's all you can think about. If I could re-live any moment, it would be the last visit I had. If I c

09/03/08 - Coheed & Cambria - Welcome Home (you Can't Go Home Again Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Coheed and Cambria - Welcome Home.mp3 - Coheed and Cambria VIDEO VERSION BELOW Welcome Home - Coheed and Cambria LYRICS BELOW You could've been all I wanted But you weren't honest Now get in the ground You choked off the surest of favors But if you really loved me You would've endured my world Well if you're just as I presumed A whore in sheep's clothing Fucking up all I do And if it's here we stop Then never again Will you see this in your life Hang on to the glory at my right hand Here laid to rest is our love ever longed With truth on the shores of compassion You seem to take premise to all of these songs You stormed off to scar the armada Like Jesus' plagued labor, I'll drill through your hands The stone for the curse you have blamed me With love and devotion, I'll die as you sleep But if you could just write me out To neverless wonder, happy will I become Be true that this is no option, So with sin, I condemn

It's Over Thank God!!
Well so far the worst is over, we will be heading back home sometime this weekend. I am not really ready to because I am enjoying the kids, but other than that, it has been one hell of a ride. We drug that damned hurricane with us. Trying to get out of south Louisiana was harrowing enough, and to make things worse, one of the trucks lost the transmission, so it is a blessing i thought to bring the chain with us. Nine miles outside of our destination, my bro in law and I had to find a place hook the chain on that damn thing, and i drug it home, via La State police escort. I am ready for some rest and relaxation ya'll. There is nine people crammed into a three bedroom on ebathroom place, gets a lil uhmm....testy at time, not to mention three samll kids running around fussing about being thirsty or hungry. Sometimes I swear if would be eating catshit on a stick, they would want it to. Other than that, I guess we are gonna be okay ...we finally got electricity back here last night..a

Why I Love Him So
well u know that matt and i are together and well we had huge fight this morning about my fubar and well it was not good and well we had fight bout it ..well matt is the love of my life and well i wont have fubar much longer and well i love his kids and they will be my kids when i get hom in texas or oklahoma were ever we land ......i love u baby so much and u are the love of my life and i want to spend the rest of my life with u and our kids and i want u to be the dad to my kids and the love of my life and my love and my best friend i just want my life with u and our kids ..... matthew blake i love you with everybeat of my heart and i want to marry u as soon as we can ..u are my sun when i wake up and my moon when i go to bed ..u r what get me up in the mornin and when i go to bed i love u so much

Quetzalocoatl
Quetzalocoatl Det er på tide å se litt nærmere på Quetz (forkortet), den aztekiske fjærkledte slangeguden. Det vil si; han var opprinnelig en lokal gudom. Og han gjennomgikk noen sentrale forandringer innenfor aztekernes mytologi. Hvis vi ser på symbolet slange med fjær kan vi anta at det henspilles på noe kvinnelig. Men hvorfor det bildet? Vi kan se det som et forsøk på å forstå noe fra en "uvitendes" synspunkt. Og vi kan forestille oss fastboende indianere i de sørlige strøkene som møter indianske nomader fra nord. "Snakker med ulver" med Costner er de hvites møte med den samme underlige religionen. De samme indianerne brukte fjær og de har også idag ritualer hvor de ber bønner til ulver. Åndelig sett rir de med dem og lever blandt dem. Det er ganske sikkert uttrykk for friheten på de nordamerikanske steppene og identifisering med ulvens frihet som rovdyr og kriger. Det spesielle er at religionen er rettet for en stor del mot kvinnene. Det er det problematiske. An

Se Eu Nao Te Amasse Tanto Assim
Me coracao sem direcao Voando so por voar Sem saber onde chegar Sonhado em te encontrar E as estrelas que hoje eu descrobri no teu olhar As estrelas vao mim guiar Se eu nao te amasse tanto assim Talvez perdese os sonhos dentro de mim E vivese na escuridao Se eu nao te amasse tanto assim Talvez nao vise flores por onde eu vim Dentro do meu coracao Hoje eu sei eu te amei Num vento de um temporal Mas fui mas Muito alen do tempo do vendaval Nos desejos Num beijo que eu ja mas provei egual E as estrllas dao um sinal Hoje eu sei eu te amei Se eu nao te amasse tanto assim

Being Judged
Something about me that I'm going to tell you, even though it's my own personal business but if I don't I get judged and frankly. I'm kinda sick of it. This has happened more than once today. Ok, here I go. I have been a hard working career woman my entire adult life. As a matter of fact, I raised my 15 year old son completely on my own with no support from his Dad until this last year. I had a corporate career with the worlds largest paint and coatings company up until last year when on my way home from work, I was minding my own business stopped at a red light when 2 cars plowed into the back of me full speed at 45 mph pushing me into 2 cars ahead. Resulting in a brain injury, resulting in me being disabled, resulting in the loss of my career. SO......NO!!! I am not working, I am still disabled, temporarily so (could be for a couple more years). I live a low stress life for a while to allow my brain to heal as my doctor says I should. I am self sufficient, I act normal....

Peleita
Dame tu corazón pequeño como un limón Mira chiquita yo se que te gusta Cuando te enojas te gusta Chiquita tu peleita te gusta Si tú no me lo das te lo arranco Dame tu corazón Ay tanta gente en tu vida que no se Si me lo dices tú, te lo creo

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Make Me A Sign
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A Dream
In visions of the dark night I have dreamed of joy departed- But a waking dream of life and light Hath left me broken-hearted. Ah! what is not a dream by day To him whose eyes are cast On things around him with a ray Turned back upon the past? That holy dream- that holy dream, While all the world were chiding, Hath cheered me as a lovely beam A lonely spirit guiding. What though that light, thro' storm and night, So trembled from afar- What could there be more purely bright In Truth's day-star? - Edgar Allan Poe

All Alone
All Alone Here I sit so all alone. Why cant I find someone Who thinks I’m more important A person who thinks I’m beautiful Though I know I’m not Where is that person The one to share with Through times of plenty Or times when there’s not a penny Where do I find that person Who will just hold me When I’m lost and afraid Who is the one Who will be honest and true Not hide things away from my view Why can’t I find Someone who thinks I’m enough To fill the empty places Until I find him I settle for make believe and lies Until that day I’ll sit here all alone Copyright pending

My Beloved Master
My Beloved master The one to whom I entrust my being He has my soul, my body, and my heart His love warms my heart His presence gives my inner soul peace His words delight me, his voice excites me He brings reality to my fantasies He takes me to the heights and depths of ecstasy He leads me down the path of honor and respect He is my guardian, my leader, and my teacher He is my soul mate, my best friend, and my lover He is my beloved master

Slash Gives Update On Singer Search
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words, full of meaning words, that i mean each and every one of them stuggle to come out! emotions, plenty of them neatly bottled up inside; words for each occasion; words for each emotion! struggling to come out, causing a huge traffic jam inside my mind leaving my heart with no peace! a stream of words rushed out from my heart; bottled up inside, they queued up! queued up inside my mind causing more chaos and adding to the bottleneck inside i struggle to find a way! i struggle to find a way to let you know what my heart says; i struggle to pen words to my emotions! struggling each and every minute i try to find a reason behind all this i strive to find an answer - when i am struggling to express myself to you, what’s the reason that forces me to write?

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and that's exactly why I went out on a binge, working my way into MONEY MAKING career paths and education there for. I studied REAL ESTATE and consulted with men (older white men*) on their familial grounds for "supporting their families." My own "men" were never interested in doing that. They did not WANT to be RESPONSIBLE.. men. The conversation held at EASTERN MICHIGAN UNIVERSITY in the office my department of GEO/GEOLOGY studies one early morning set my mind. The professors, office secretary and I resolved that "older white men" like themselves, were blocking progress. They needed to move over so that their students could live the lives they'd studied for. Other men, Contractors and land developers in commercial and residential building and real estate pretty much agreed. In college in Illinois and then at MIDDLETON REAL ESTE SCHOOLin Southfield, Michigan studied REAL ESTATE and became licensed; and then employed in Oakland County Michigan by JOHN ROSS of BANKERS REAL ESTATE. In 1

Take A Stand Against Cancer! See Gem For Updated List.
STAND UP TO CANCER "Cancer takes one person every minute. One life in a moment. They are our brothers, our sisters, our fathers and mothers, our husbands and wives, our best friends, our children, ourselves. Every day in America 1500 people die and yet the means to save them are literally within our reach. To wait any longer for someone else to save our lives and the lives of those we love is unforgivable." "This is where the end of cancer begins: when we unite in one unstoppable movement and Stand Up To Cancer." Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people listed below. Please DO NOT just accept the persons friend request...visit their page, rate and fan them back and leave them a comment. When you have rated everyone message me (aGEM4life) to be added to the list. **Please also let me know if you are a cancer survivor** Let's let the Sun Set on Cancer! Rate my Sunset folder to receive your personal Standing Up To Cancer tag. Start with this one... Those that ar

~poems For Amber~ By Redford Eugene Mounce 8-11-08 2:53am
I was sitting here tonight so lonely and blue, but all it takes is a thought or two and my mind takes me to a different place, I start by looking into your beautiful eyes, I love the way always hypnotize, I reach and run my fingers through your hair, god your beautiful beyond compare, my fingers rush across your lips, I feel the moisture on my finger tips, I pull you close into my arms protecting you from worldly harm I bow my head to kiss your hand I whisper softly I will always be your man, I lead you down the white beach the waves crashing at your feet, hand and hand we walk through the sand on this end over bearing two sets of footprints leading to forever this my love is what I dream at night, I escape to you my dear and leave behind all these steal bars and tears I close my eyes and once again I am in the arms of my lover and best friend, I love you and you have my heart becuase of that we will all be together even if were far apart.

Feeling Yucky
Ugh!!! Why can't this illness, infection, whatever it is go away. I hate feeling like this. I haven't been able to hear properly in about a week. The antibiotics seem to be working, but I am so impatient. This sucks and it hurts. My right ear feels like it's going to explode. I haven't been this sick in years. It is not fun. Not that I really had any plans this weekend, but it would be nice to look in the mirror and see a healthy person instead of someone who looks drained and puffy. I am optimistic that I will get better. I just have to take care of myself and just rest. I will get better. Oh and then Hurricane Ike is churning in the Atlantic. This one can go anywhere. I just don't know anymore. 4 years ago, we were hit with so many storms it was record breaking. I had an infant then too. Now it's 2008 and it looks like the same pattern is happening. No more children for me. Hee hee. If Ike strengthens anymore and does hit by us it is going to be bad. Well either way it's going to

Dream Lover
Ahhhh but I fell asleep And who did I find there But a handsome dark haired stranger Bound naked to a chair Slowly then I tortured him With my tongue and hands Taunting with my nakedness His moans were my demand My lips traveled to places His pleasure to evoke His ears, his neck, his shoulders Down the hollow of his throat My tongue dances on his nipples Darting here and there I feel his body squirming Beneath me in that chair Down his tummy I trail To his straining cock I lick up and down the length of him Tasting each delicious drop My clit hardens with anticipation My wetness flowing free With visions of his hardness Buried deep inside of me With reckless abandon I pull him deep inside And up and down his thickness Muscles gripping as I ride My thoughts have lost all reason In this midnight fantasy As we approach orgasm With screaming ecstasy Wait! I think, who is this man I don’t even know his name But it doesn’t matter anyway My dreams are all th

Poem Everlasting Love Dedicated To My Love Who Has A Crush On Me
lovers come and lovers go i love you and you know everyday i cry and i lie everyday i try and i die i know you love me because we are ment to be hear me cry out your name watch me play this game everlasting love is in my heart everlasting hate is away and apart please don't leave me you will see for let me be me and you be you not those who are true and who look blue stay together and be happy with you so let it be me and you only us two not me and who else for i didn't find them i found you to be with me for i was one now i am two with you thank you lover of my life FOR BEING MY NUMBER ONE

Article On My Brother
On track Loss of limb doesn't stall G.L. athlete By BARB MODRACK • Editor • September 7, 2008 • From Grand Ledge Independent Post a CommentRecommend Print this page E-mail this article Share this article: Del.icio.us Facebook Digg Reddit Newsvine What’s this? GRAND LEDGE — Less than a year ago, Michael Doty of Grand Ledge was in a hospital bed after loosing a foot in a boating accident and wondering if he would ever ride a bike again, or dance at his upcoming wedding. He has since done both. On Aug. 27, exactly 11 months after the accident, Doty, 34, left East Lansing on his Specialized Allez Sport racing bike on the 414-mile DALMAC tour, finishing five days later in the Upper Peninsula. The hardest part says his father, Robert, was stopping. "He wanted to keep going," said Robert Doty, also of Grand Ledge. "He'd go to California if he could have kept going." A race spokesperson, Katie Donnelly, said records are not kept on the topic, but she did not know of

Short Story Pt 17
The Following: Revelations By Raymond Pelletier The trek through the cave had been a new learning experience, they had found that they had been gone for countless years. Many Generations have passed since they saw their world. Boo had moved from living, to being a legend of childrens tales. They now know also now know that they shall have a tough task ahead of them. Among these four brave souls is a young man, a descendant of Boo's family. They figure that this fact may help them, even if it is just a little help. Now that they are outside of the cave, back in their world, their very home that they left behind. Amazed by how thick the forest down below had become. Even the path they once walked had grown over. The mountain itself covered even more so in snow than they remembered. " Oh dear! Where do we go from here? What path is there for us to follow?" Clif asks as he glances around at the no longer famil

Personified
You are my love I see you every day I sleep with you every night You are my love personified You are my jealousy I see you every day I sleep with you every night You are my jealousy personified You are my insanity I see you every day I sleep with you every night You are my insanity personified You are my love I see you every day I sleep with you every night You are my love personified You are my hope I see you every day I sleep with you every night You are my hope personified You are my joy I see you every day I sleep with you every night You are my joy personified You are my love I see you every day I sleep with you every night You are my love personified

Baby Turtle
A baby turtle was standing at the bottom of a large tree and with a deep sigh, started to climb. About an hour later, he reached a very high branch and walked along to the end. He turned and spread all four flippers and launched himself off the branch. On landing at the bottom in a pile of soft, dead leaves, he shook himself off, walked back to the bottom of the tree and with a sigh started to climb. About an hour later, he again reached the very high branch, walked along, turned, spread his flippers and flung himself off the branch. Again, he landed on the bottom, shook himself off, went to the bottom of the tree, sighed and started climbing. Watching these proceedings from the end of the branch were two little birds. Mummy bird turned to Daddy bird and said, "Don't you think it's time we told him he was adopted?"

A Man Worries
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he wants. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't want. A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. To be happy with a man you must understand him a lot & love him a little. To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot & not try to understand her at all. Married men live longer than single men, but married men are a lot more willing to die. Any married man should forget his mistakes-there's no use in two people remembering the same thing. Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed. Women somehow deteriorate during the night. A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't. A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change & she does. A woman has the last word in

09/08/08 - Hurt - Et Al (what Does That Mean Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Et Al - Hurt LYRICS BELOW Feel, damn you, feel like you're alive again take ten broken limbs and make it alright for them and I needed you more, more than you'll ever notice but I need to do more if you're to ever know this or you won't care at all no, you won't care at all for you won't care at all no, you won't care at all dance puppet boy if you do a good job then they'll want you again, give it all that you've got show them the joy and the pain and the ending then do it again, and we'll all stop pretending they'll pay more attention to what's before mentioned as you bob your head 'cause you're not even listening a very small few of you even give meanings but laugh, clown boy, laugh 'cause it's always so pleasing feel, damn you, feel like you're alive again I needed to know, needed a show of hands for all this couldn't be sure as we see a lot of them and i traded it all, could i make a difference at all? I m

09/08/08 - Breaking Benjamin - Dance With The Devil
SONG VERSION Dance With The Devil - Breaking Benjamin LYRICS BELOW Here I stand, helpless and left for dead. Close your eyes, so many days gone by. Easy to find what's wrong, harder to find what's right. I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies. I won't stay long, in this world so wrong. [Chorus] Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Trembeling, crawling across my skin. Feeling your cold dead eyes, stealing the life of mine. I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies. I won't last long, in this world so wrong. [Chorus] Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Hold on, hold on. [Chorus] Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as

Omg Bully
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Lie Clocks
A man died and went to heaven. As he stood in front of St. Peter at the Pearly gates, he saw a huge wall of clocks behindhim. He asked, 'What are all those clocks?' St. Peter answered, 'Those are Lie-Clocks. Everyone on Earth has a Lie-Clock. Every time you lie the hands on your clock will move.' Oh,' said the man, 'whose clock is that?' 'That's Mother Teresa's. The hands have never moved, indicating that she never old a lie.' 'Incredible,' said the man. 'And whose clock is that one?' St. Peter responded, 'That's Abraham Lincoln's clock.The hands have moved twice, telling us that Abe told only two lies in his ntire life.' 'Where's Senator Obama's clock?' asked the man. 'Obama's clock is in Jesus' office. He's using it as a ceiling fan.

Bikers Alphabet
A is for Assholes, you dodge on the street. B is for Bitches, they're looking so sweet. C is for Chrome, the Biker's sunshine of life. D is for Dancers, your M/C bro's wife. E is for Evo, the new special breed. F is for Fatboy, built low for great speed. G is for Glide, Wide, Electra and Dyna. H is for Harley, that hot steel vagina. I is for Iso, the pegs for your scoot. J is for Jerk Offs, you give them your boot. K is for K Model, bike of yesteryear. L is for Liquor, the booze and the beer. M is for Money, to go party in town. N is for (K)'Nuckles, used to (k)'nock assholes down. O is for Old Lady, who sweetens your bed. P is for Pussy, no more need be said. Q is for Quick, it's how you getaway. R is for Roadrash, let's hope none today. S is for Softail, the bike slung so low. T is for Tires, they make your bike go. U is for Up Yours, you say to some jerk. V is for V-Twin, that rolling artwork. W is for Wide Glide, that beefy front end. X is for X-Ray, for when

Which Of The Five Senses Am I?
You are the Sense of Sight You are a very observant, detail oriented person. You are able to take in a lot of information at once. You often see things that other people never notice. You have a good eye for design and aesthetics. You love to be surrounded by beauty - natural or not. When you imagine how something should look, you see it clearly in your mind. Which of the Five Senses Are You?

What Hand Gesture Am I?
You Are an "A-OK" Your life philosophy can be summed up as, "Whatever will be, will be." Your greatest wish is to live each day a little better than the next. You are naturally calm and stable. Some people would call you a rock. You feel one with the world. You are a spiritual person, though no one who knows you would guess it. What Hand Gesture Are You?

Your Own Disaster-taking Back Sunday
Just think of this and me as just a few of the many things to lie around to clutter up your shelves And I wish you weren't worth the wait because there's some thing's I'd like to say to you... And I don't think that you know what you've been missing 'Cause I don't think that you know what you've been missing And I dare you to forget the marks you left across my neck from those nights when we were both found at our best Now I could make this obvious, and you, you could deny me all in one breath you could shrug me off your shoulders... And I don't think that you know what you've been missing 'Cause I don't think that you know what you've been missing And I don't think that you know I said I don't think you know I said I don't think you know what your missing Hey, lush, have fun It's the weekend Hey, lush, have fun Hey, lush, have fun It's the weekend Hey, lush, have fun I don't think that you know what you've been missing I don't thi

The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore - For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore - Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door - Some late visitor entreating entrance at

09/10/08 - Eminem - Kill You (gonna Get Me In Trouble Edition :d)
SONG VERSION BELOW Kill You - Eminem LYRICS BELOW [Eminem] When I just a little baby boy, my momma used to tell me these crazy things She used to tell me my daddy was an evil man, she used to tell me he hated me But then I got a little bit older and I realized, she was the crazy one But there was nothin I could do or say to try to change it cause that's just the way she was They said I can't rap about bein broke no more They say I can't rap about coke no more (AHHH!) Slut, you think I won't choke no whore til the vocal cords don't work in her throat no more?! (AHHH!) These motherfuckers are thinkin I'm playin Thinkin I'm sayin the shit cause I'm thinkin it just to be sayin it (AHHH!) Put your hands down bitch, I ain't gon' shoot you I'ma pull YOU to this bullet, and put it through you (AHHH!) Shut up slut, you're causin too much chaos Just bend over and take it slut, okay Ma? "Oh, now he's raping his own mother, abusing a whore, snorting coke, and

Congratulations Sweet ♥ Judy
Congrats to Sweet ♥ Judy on becoming Fubars newest Godmother. Stop by her page and congratulate her. Thank you to all that showed her love to get her there. Hugs and Love Sweet ♥ Judy@ fubar

Episode 3
Narrator Wrote: Today on Silent Hill Insanity Theater.... Oh crikey, this one is just too wierd to narrate! Check it out for yourself! Narrator Wrote: Passion! Shall we give our lives for more coffee?! Narrator Wrote: If you ask me, that's about the ONLY way Wolf can think... Meanwhile, down in the lair of the potty zombie... Narator Wrote: Oh no, poor Maes too?? Narrator Wrote: And the race is on! Narrator Wrote: And the race is on! Next time on Silent Hill Insanity Theater... Oh No!! Dr. Porken Beans again??

Episode 5
Narrator Wrote: On today's episode of Silent Hill Insanity Theater, all is not as it should be among our cast of heroes. Zap! Electroshock Therapy for everyone! Narrator Wrote: Adene and Wolf discuss their feelings while a confused D stands by. Narrator Wrote: Meanwhile, out in the main tavern hall, the dreaded Doctor Porken Beans makes an appearance to take on Vivi and Rave. Narrator Wrote: Kuro and Darque attempt to show the newest addition, Kaira the ropes on the streets of Silent Hill. Narrator Wrote: Back at the bar, Kuro introduces Kaira to the vile Potty Zombie residing in the bathroom. Narrator Wrote: STAY TUNED FOR ANOTHER MIND BOGG

Episode 8
Narrator Wrote: Tonight on Silent Hill Insanity Theater, a new menace threatens our heroes in their tavern fortress in Sushi! Squidhead Attacks! Narrator Wrote: All is quiet in the bar as Vivi and Yume talk amongst themselves in the kitchen over coffee. Narrator Wrote: Meanwhile, Adene awakens and enters the main tavern room to be greeted by the new menace. Narrator Wrote: Insulted, and feeling less threatening, Squidhead moves on to the next area to encounter Darque, who's brusque manner catches him complete;y by surprise. Narrator Wrote: Finally feeling defeated, dejected and left to devise a better plot, Squidhead leaves the bar, only to encounter the ferocious Wolf.

So Freakin' Bored
Dang lately I have been so bored with everything. I guess it's because I still have this ear infection and really can't do much. It's horrible. But, a happier note: I heart Entourage and Adrian Grenier. He gets yummier and yummier every season. I'm glad he shaved off the beard. I wasn't digging it.

Let The Music Take Control
House music I discovered when I was working late one night and of the staff was playing it and I asked what kind of music is that? which he replied house music. It was so different and moving with energy you could hear it and feel it through you, at least that was my first experience. try some trance out or traditional/classical house it will hopefully move ya, if get the equipment I need I will make my own style.sharing it with someone is even better. this music might even be classified as a legal drug.if will allow it to take control you'll fell much better, the word sensual comes to mind when I think of it, like four play.

Thought For 9/11
"A butterfly lights beside us like a sunbeam. And for a brief moment its glory and beauty belong to our world. But then it flies on again, and though we wish it could have stayed, we feel so lucky to have seen it"

I Do Not Love You ..
I do not love you except because I love you; I go from loving to not loving you, From waiting to not waiting for you My heart moves from cold to fire. I love you only because it's you the one I love; I hate you deeply, and hating you Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you Is that I do not see you but love you blindly. Maybe January light will consume My heart with its cruel Ray, stealing my key to true calm. In this part of the story I am the one who Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you, Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood. - Pablo Neruda

09/11/08 - U2 - One (dyslexia Is A Killer Editon)
WOLEB NOISREV GNOS One - U2 WOLEB NOISREV EODIV One - U2 WOLEB SCIRYL Is it getting better? Or do you feel the same? Will it make it easier on you, now You got someone to blame You say one love, one life When it's one need, in the night One love, we get to share it It leaves you, baby, if you don't care for it Did I disappoint you? Or leave a bad taste in your mouth? You act like you never had love And you want me to go without Well, it's too late, tonight To drag the past out into the light We're one, but we're not the same We get to carry each other, carry each other One... Have you come here for forgiveness Have you come to raise the dead Have you come here to play Jesus To the lepers in your head Did I ask too much, more than a lot You gave me nothing, now it's all I got We're one, but we're not the same Well, we hurt each other Then we do it again. You say love is a temple, love a higher law Love is a temple, love the hi

Nothing Gold Can Stay ..
Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. - Robert Frost

09/11/08 - Gym Class Heroes - Cupid's Chokehold (sappiest Song Ever Posted In My Blog )
SONG VERSION BELOW Cupids Chokehold - Gym class heroes VIDEO VERSION BELOW cupids chokehold - gym class heroes LYRICS BELOW Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been some time since we last spoke This is gonna sound like a bad joke But momma I fell in love again It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend And I know it sounds so old But cupid got me in a chokehold And I'm afraid I might give in Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin' I mean she even cooks me pancakes And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches If that ain't love then I don't know what love is We even got a secret handshake And she loves the music that my band makes I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look

My Obsession
rain drops beating down apon her ashen face dreaming a dream that can never be no longer in control of what is to come wash away the blood so no others can see driving me crazy, put to the test i felt my heart breaking and my sanity lost i had to have you, to love you, to own you you had to be with me no matter the cost i lost my reason and slipped into nothing all this raging and voices i hear in my head i feel my grip slipping, i'm sinking, i'm drowning i find myself thinking i'd be better off dead as i stand in the darkness i look to tomorrow then i think, with a smile, of the love that you'd hide the fault is all mine not yours my obsession your love lost forever, the moment you died pain, rage, confusion, and a shattered heart led to this deed, which i have done as the police cars form in a circle around me a single tear falls in the new morning sun...

Fuck Drunk Drivers
i walk thru a field of endless dreams,,, thinking of you you're beauty surpasses conscious thought your love feeds my soul you come to me, but I can't see you you're unfelt touch sends a tremor of pain thru my body my mind screams in agony but no one can hear me the pain is not of the flesh but of the heart I visited the accident site yesterday hard to believe it's been a year i can still see your smile, your beautiful smile i can still hear your laugh...smell your perfume i feel so alone...i can't believe you're gone i miss you, baby i miss you so much...

Obama V Mcain
Your choice..... spread this around 2008 PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE COMPARISON TALKING POINTS ISSUE JOHN McCAIN BARAK OBAMA Favors new drilling offshore US Yes No Will appoint judges who interpret the law not make it Yes No Served in the US Armed Forces Yes No Amount of time served in the US Senate 22 YEARS 173 DAYS Will institute a socialized national health care plan No Yes Supports abortion throughout the pregnancy No Yes Would pull troops out of Iraq immediately No Yes Supports gun ownership rights Yes No Supports homosexual marriage No Yes Proposed programs will mean a huge tax increase No Yes Voted against making English the official language No Yes Voted to give Social Security benefits to illegals No Yes CAPITAL GAINS TAX MCCAIN 0% on home sales up to $500,000 per home (couples). McCain does not propose any change in existing home

09/12/08 - Bullet For My Valentine - Tears Don't Fall (they Crash Around Me Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Tears Dont Fall - Bullet For My Valentine VIDEO VERSION BELOW Tears Dont Fall - Bullet for my Valentine LYRICS BELOW [LETS GO] With blood shot eyes I watch you sleeping The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading Would she hear me, if I calls her name Would she hold me, if she knew my shame There's always something different going wrong The path I walk is in the wrong direction There's always someone fucking hanging on Can anybody help me make things better Your tears don't fall they crash around me Her conscious calls the guilty to come home Your tears don't fall they crash around me Her conscious calls the guilty to come home The moments died, I hear no screaming The visions left inside me are slowly fading Would she hear me, if i calls her name Would she hold me, if she knew my shame There's always something different going wrong The path i walk is in the wrong direction There's always someone fucking hangi

Cajun Sex
Those Southeners... Last May, Boudreaux married an attractive woman, Lola, half his age. After several months, Lola complained that she had never climaxed during sex; and according to her Grand Momma, all Cajun women are entitled to a climax once in a while. So, to resolve the problem, they went to see the large-animal Vet since there was no trustworthy doctor anywhere in Pierre Part. The Vet didn't have a clue, but he did recall how, during the hot summer, his Momma and Daddy would fan a cow with a big towel that was having any difficulty breeding. This would cool her down and make her relax. So, the Vet told them to hire a strong, virile, young man to wave a big towel over them while they were having sex. This, the Vet said, would cause the young wife to cool down, relax, then climax. So the couple hired a strong young man from the big city of Houma to wave that big towel over them as the Vet suggested. After many efforts, Lola still had not climaxed! They went back

Po-po
Well the Sheriff's dept finally decided to question my ex-husband. I've been dealing with crap from him for awhile. He violated probation and there was a warrant for his arrest. I got a lovely knock on the door this morning for them to talk to him. I am so pissed because this should have been done last year. Not now. He has been leaving me alone. It is just really crazy and I hate that the father of my children may be hauled off to jail. More importantly, there goes my child support. It's a double edged sword. I am so conflicted over this, because of what he did to me. I won't go into detail, but it is was not a good situation. It's better now and we are friends. He is a good father and they need him. I just spoke to him. They gave him a court date. Just as long as I don't have to be there, that's fine with me. I just want this bs to be over with. I hate people who try to possess others. I refuse to be in another relationship like that. It has been a very long and hard year and half.

Jerusalem (from 'milton')
JERUSALEM (from 'Milton') by: William Blake (1757-1827) AND did those feet in ancient time Walk upon England's mountains green? And was the holy Lamb of God On England's pleasant pastures seen? And did the Countenance Divine Shine forth upon our clouded hills? And was Jerusalem builded here Among these dark Satanic Mills? Bring me my bow of burning gold! Bring me my arrows of desire! Bring me my spear! O clouds, unfold! Bring me my chariot of fire! I will not cease from mental fight, Nor shall my sword sleep in my hand, Till we have built Jerusalem In England's green and pleasant land.

The Sick Rose
THE SICK ROSE by: William Blake (1757-1827) O ROSE, thou art sick! The invisible worm, That flies in the night, In the howling storm, Has found out thy bed Of crimson joy; And his dark secret love Does thy life destroy.

The Tiger
THE TIGER by: William Blake (1757-1827) TIGER, tiger, burning bright In the forests of the night, What immortal hand or eye Could frame thy fearful symmetry? In what distant deeps or skies Burnt the fire of thine eyes? On what wings dare he aspire? What the hand dare seize the fire? And what shoulder and what art Could twist the sinews of thy heart? And, when thy heart began to beat, What dread hand and what dread feet? What the hammer? What the chain? In what furnace was thy brain? What the anvil? What dread grasp Dare its deadly terrors clasp? When the stars threw down their spears, And water'd heaven with their tears, Did He smile His work to see? Did He w

To Spring
TO SPRING by: William Blake (1757-1827) O THOU with dewy locks, who lookest down Through the clear windows of the morning, turn Thine angel eyes upon our western isle, Which in full choir hails thy approach, O Spring! The hills tell one another, and the listening Valleys hear; all our longing eyes are turn'd Up to thy bright pavilions: issue forth And let thy holy feet visit our clime! Come o'er the eastern hills, and let our winds Kiss thy perfumed garments; let us taste Thy morn and evening breath; scatter thy pearls Upon our lovesick land that mourns for thee. O deck her forth with thy fair fingers; pour Thy soft kisses on her bosom; and put Thy golden crown upon her languish'd head, Whose modest tresses are bound up for t

To The Evening Star
TO THE EVENING STAR by: William Blake (1757-1827) THOU fair-hair'd angel of the evening, Now, whilst the sun rests on the mountains, light Thy bright torch of love; thy radiant crown Put on, and smile upon our evening bed! Smile on our loves, and while thou drawest the Blue curtains of the sky, scatter thy silver dew On every flower that shuts its sweet eyes In timely sleep. Let thy west wind sleep on The lake; speak silence with thy glimmering eyes, And wash the dusk with silver. Soon, full soon, Dost thou withdraw; then the wolf rages wide, And then the lion glares through the dun forest: The fleeces of our flocks are cover'd with Thy sacred dew: protect them with thine influence!

The Angel
The Angel by: William Blake (1757-1827) I dreamt a dream! What can it mean? And that I was a maiden Queen Guarded by an Angel mild: Witless woe was ne'er beguiled! And I wept both night and day, And he wiped my tears away; And I wept both day and night, And hid from him my heart's delight. So he took his wings, and fled; Then the morn blushed rosy red. I dried my tears, and armed my fears With ten-thousand shields and spears. Soon my Angel came again; I was armed, he came in vain; For the time of youth was fled, And grey hairs were on my head.

Make Cindragon A Godmother!!!
CINDRAGON IS GETTING SO CLOSE TO GODMOTHER. I'M ASKING ALL OF YOU, FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO BE THERE FOR HER AND HELP HER OUT. IF SHE'S NOT ON YOUR LIST, SHE SHOULD BE. SHE'S AN AWESOME PERSON. PLEASE STOP BY HER PAGE AND HELP HER BECOME GODMOTHER!!! CLICK ON HER LINK BELOW AND HELP HER OUT, PLEASE! THANKS SO MUCH! CinDragon~CoFounder of Thunder&Lightning Levelers~CoPilot of Fantasy Flight@ fubar

Love's End In Allegory
Love's End in Allegory my tears hot and salty a sea of despair your reply a sliver of ice cut like a knife your heart hardened as stone repelling my words our love sand through my fingers slipping away our end moonless and cold the night of my soul

Am I Too Negative?
You Are a Little Negative... You can be negative from time to time, but you rarely go overboard. You have a realistic view of the world, and most people appreciate your honest insights. Like everyone else, you have your darker moods. But when you're feeling super negative, you keep your feelings to yourself. Are You Too Negative?

What Does My Taste In Music Say About Me?
What Your Taste in Music Says About You Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious. You are intelligent... but in a very unconventional way. You are curious about the world. You love doing something new. In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from. You are very physical. It's likely that you're athletic, but not into team sports. You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you. What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?

Have U Ever
Have you ever been around someone and just couldn`t think? Have you ever been around someone lips, soft as a rose`s pink? Have you ever been around someone heart as fast as the open sea? Have you ever been around someone together forever you wish to be? Have you ever been around someone into their eyes you gaze? Have you ever been around someone piercing the soul like the sun`s rays? Have you ever been around someone and chose to run and hide? Have you ever been around someone scared of what feelins are inside? Have you ever.........I have......

New Owner From 1st Auction!
Well....I was bid on! My new owner is away due to family emergency, and death in the family. If you have the time, please show him some luv. I have been in there rating like crazy for him.... NEW OWNER is: SBM08~{Shadow Levelers}*~Fu-Owned By Sexy Annie & ~BRATT~Co-Host of 9/11 We Will not Forget Train link to profile is : http://www.fubar.com/user/1565113 Share the luv with my new owner that is having a difficult time right now.... thanks peeps... xoxo ~heart

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09/15/08 - Tonedeff - Porcelain (400 Views And Counting Thanks So Much!!!)
SONG VERSION BELOW Porcelain - Tonedeff LYRICS BELOW Knowing if I could give you the sky and also the sea But I don't think there's one thing in this world that'll make you notice me Cause you can wield that sword in any direction, you damn well please But you don't understand, that my heart is in your hands And I'm beggin you not to squeeze [V1 - 16] I was ruined in the 7th grade, the pain never changed or went away The memory's ingrained like it was yesterday They're telling me I'm crazed, because I've blessed her name A steady gaze to sweat her frame, If life is just a play, then she was center stage I sent her letter pages on a daily basis That her friend's trashed in waste bins So, if she asks there's just no way to trace this She was reigning queen of junior high and I was faceless Painted bangs and bracelets, and even looked graceful in plated braces I hate to say this but my aim was wasted So, I trained my heart for 7 years while she remain

Not Really Clear.
My friend was on here once,(went by Calient1..LOL.) and told me that this site was fun, and a little addicting. I see what he means, but to some disappointment, I thought I would meet more people in my area. I enjoy talking to the people here, but I wonder what is the real point of this site. Some of the people here act like this is High-school all over again, and others really enjoy just talking to people, but I'm starting to not like how odd some people can be here. Some are quick to build a friends list, but never contact you at random. You can drop them a line one day, but the next time they don't respond. I try to make it a point to go to friends pages and be a little social. My boy said he used to get a lot of friend request and talk to a lot of people online. He said that he even talked to some people on Yahoo IM and even over the phone. I guess I haven't been here long enough to get that kind of love. What does it take?

Roxanna's Delight
Roxanna stood naked in front of her floor length mirror studying her middle-aged body. It certainly was not perfect, but as she turned this way and that, she smiled. Her large breasts hung more than she liked, but her nipples were still quite responsive. She twisted them as she watched herself. Then her hands caressed the outline of her full figured curves down to her thighs. She bent over and laughed to see her breasts swing playfully. She had a wicked thought. She walked out to her kitchen, past the picture windows of her flat. She doubted that anyone would even notice her nudity. Apparently no one did. She poured herself a glass of white wine, and carried it back to her bedroom. She found her favorite oversized shirt, a white gauze shirt. She slipped it on over her shoulders. Several times she had put this on and joked that one day, she would wear it with nothing else and perhaps go to a club or something just for fun. She laughed out aloud. Tonight would be that night. She si

The Branding
Cocooned in the easy comfort of her obedience, she bathes herself. Her movements are slow and practiced, almost languid, never betraying the turmoil within her, almost overwhelming her. Her small hands tremble slightly, roaming over her full, soft body, giving her pleasure in the familiar routine of cleansing her skin for Him. The scented water steams up around her, but the aromatic vapors do little to soothe her anxious thoughts. She leans back in the large tub, letting the water close in over her, settling down, hot little waves lapping her chin, her deep hazel eyes mirroring her fevered imaginings. Closing her eyes, she hears His voice echoing in her head. "Tomorrow, pet, will be a special day." She can still feel His hand stroking her, strong fingers caressing her soft blonde locks as she purred with pleasure, His words only barely registering as she delighted in His touch. "Mmmmmm…why is that, Master?" Her eyes widened slightly as she felt His hand tighten in her hair, pulli

An Interlude With A Friend
I met Jake kind of by accident. I had been dating Brendan, a friend of his, but Brendan was just not what I was looking for. Brendan's idea of a great evening was going to a bar, getting totally smashed, then going home and having sloppy, unimaginative sex. I wanted more than that, but I didn't know where to look. One night I was out with Brendan, and we got into a huge fight. Pissed off, I started bitching at Jake, who stood back and listened quietly until I was done. Jake was being very sweet to me, and very patient, and I suddenly realized that Jake was not at all bad looking. I thoroughly forgot about Brendan and spent the rest of the night talking with Jake. We discovered that we had a lot in common, and I began wondering why I had never really noticed him before. We exchanged phone numbers, and promised to call each other. We kept our promises, and soon, Jake and I developed a strong, trusting friendship. In the meantime, I told Brendan to fuck off. I was glad to be rid of

The Other Woman
It was a cold evening. The pavement was wet where it had been raining, though happily it had stopped now. My high heels made steady snapping noises as I walked, and I notice every person I pass looking at me. My nipples were intensely hard under the coat, from the cold and excitement. Women whispered behind me, men made dirty comments. I was thankful when I had my destination in sight, but nervous. I walk up to the big glass doors and through them, smiling at the man who held them open for me. I walk up to the desk and spoke to the front desk clerk, and she gave me directions to room 812. I wait for the elevator, not taking the stairs, as per your instructions. Reaching the eighth floor I navigate the corridors until I find it, room 812. I look at my watch, I am a minute early. I stand nervously, hoping I hadn't forgotten anything. You told me where to go, that you would already be there, and to enter at exactly 7:30. Not any earlier, not any later. I am very aware of my own nake

Conquest
He smiled as she crawled toward him, loving the gleam in her eye and the wicked smile on her lips. He had waited a very long time to experience this. All of the women he had known had performed this act on him willingly enough. Most had done so happily, even passionately, and all of them had believed their mouths to be something special but the unfortunate truth was that hardly any of them were. Their misplaced confidence had apparently been based more upon successes with typically overexcited men who couldn't suppress their climax for more than five minutes rather than the result of any real gift on their part, and only one or two had been able to regularly bring him to climax unaided, so he had taken this girl's boasting with a grain of salt. Oral sex was never unpleasant, he thought, and he had little to lose, save a thin layer of skin if she happened to be one of the clumsy ones who never seemed to figure out that repeatedly scraping their sharp teeth against his shaft as they b

A Night Of Desires
As I slowly stirred to consciousness, I felt coolness in the air over my entire body. I could feel my nipples growing harder with each second that passed and realized that I must be completely naked. I tried to open my eyes, but the soft felt cloth over them refused to let me see even a glimpse of light. I instinctively went to remove the cloth from my eyes with my hand, but I found I could move neither arm. I tried to move my legs as well, also to no avail. I did not fight my restraints and instead lay still listening to the silence that surrounded me. I heard nothing. Not even the occasional fan kicking on to blow hot air from the furnace. I have no idea where I could be. The silence is almost eerie. Am I dead? No, I can't be dead; if I were dead I wouldn't be tied down and blindfolded. Am I a prisoner? I can't imagine any kind of captors that would not have harmed me in the slightest prior to my current situation. I don't feel any pain, anywhere. As I lay there pondering where

Understanding Amy Ch. 05
I felt the dream would never end, from my rose ceremony to the beautiful tropical vista I am currently surrounded by. Vanilla is not a word I use to describe myself very often, however compare the beauty and atmosphere of this magical isle where time stands still, the manor seems a tad stale, so rushed and tense. I realised this only the other day as I watched my betrothed run from the warm clear water, droplets of which were clinging to her magnificent bronzed body. Her firm breasts struggling from confinement from her bikini top, the bottoms hugging her hips as she seemed to float gracefully towards me. Her smile so blindingly bright and energised seemed to smother the blazing sun above our heads. The smile never left her face as she patted her body dry with her towel, before lounging back down on the sun recliner, her body drawing the suns rays toward her as if drawn against their will. I continued to stare at her face and that blinding smile for a long while, something I had bee

David's Knots
His slut and his alone! I arrive at the hotel with instructions to be ready.. You would be driving to the hotel right after work and I was so excited at the idea of seeing you again. It has been so long. I don’t have a lot of time to prep so I lite the candles and drew the curtains, fold down the spread and fluff the pillows. I take a shower to get myself ready for you. I know you will be upset that I didn’t have time to shave my pussy. I still don’t have time now but I am hoping that your desire to fuck me will have you over look my lack of the smoothness you prefer. I stand under the warm water covering ever inch of my body with scented soap so you will enjoy it as you touch and kiss me. My soapy fingers follow the trail yours did the last time we were together. Down my neck, so sensitive for your kisses and bites. Down to my breasts. Oh god, I can still feel your slaps and bites. How you pulled and sucked them. Each touch of my hands are like electricity. Each shock flows d

Liquefy
You know, sometimes I feel like my brain is starting to liquefy because of the company I choose to keep. Did you know, the sarcastic, smart biting tongue of a highly intelligent man arousing something primal inside me? WTF.... I'm going back to bed.

Full Circle Band
Full Circle September, 27 2008 at Scooters Pub & Billiards 14910 Stokes Ferry Road, Richfield, North Carolina 28137 Cost : $5. 00 Wagon Train will be happening this weekend. Anyone is invited to attend the wagon train for $5.00. Also, anyone is invited to camp out behind the club for $5.00. If you would like to attend the wagon train, camp out, and party with the band, the cost will be $12.00 for all three. What a deal! This will be Scooter’s last night. Scooter’s will be moving to Asheboro, NC. A large crowd is expected at this party. Contact Scooter’s Pub & Billiards at 704-798-9296 for more information. Also check out www. scooterspub. com.

Where Did They Go?
I see Fubar has taken away the surveys. But not because people could get tricked into subscribing to programs that cost real money. They did it as a ploy to get us to use the new fumail thing to make lots of quick fubucks by subscribing to offers that cost real money. This site is starting to really suck.

Rate For Fubucks
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Talking Pennsylvanian
Once a Pennsylvanian, ALWAYS a Pennsylvanian! About Pennsylvanians: You've never referred to Philadelphia as anything but 'Philly' and New Jersey has always been ' Jersey.' We don't go to the beach, we go 'down th e shore.' You refer to Pennsylvania as 'PA' (pronounced Pee-Ay). How many other states do that?? 'Y ou guys' (or even 'youze guys', in some places) is a perfectly acceptable reference to a group of men and women. You know how to respond to the question 'Djeetyet?' (Did you eat yet) You learned to pronounce Bryn Mawr, Wilkes-Barre, Schuylkill, the Pocono's, Tamaqua, Tunkahannock, Bala Cynwyd, Duquesne and Monongahela. And we know Lancaster is pronounced Lank-ister, not Lan-kaster. You know what a 'Mummer' is, and are disappointed if you can't catch at least highlights of the parade. You know what 'Punxsutawney Phil' is, and what it means if he sees his shadow. The first day of buck and the first day of doe season are school hol

Can't Make Up My Mind.
I am closing in on my one year at school and am still determined to make the academic staff go bonkers. I have a form to fill out to add a 2nd major to my degree program. That's all great and wonderful, but what happens when you can't decide what your majors will be? I started off this venture by signing up for a B.A. in Psychology. I was then told I could add a second major. Cool, I thought. So, I changed my major to Criminal Justice (and because, well ... that's a long story) So, now I sit here and wonder if I should change back to Psych, keep CJ and add Psych or do I want to add another major ( I am interested in their Public Relation / Marketing program ) I am also planning to speak to my adviser about being placed in the "Fast Track" program to earn a Master's degree. Currently, they don't offer many choices ... but it would be an MBA with concentration in Information Systems. In many ways, I want to switch back to Psychology, because if I can maintain my GPA thr

The One I Love.
The one i love will always. Be with me at all time. But in the end all good stuff will happien to me i think i already had an kid but i lost it.But i'm hanging in there .BUt maybe in the fature i'll have an ring on my fingers by then.Then we be together forever. The End

Iron Maiden Manager On 'heavy Metal Islam' Book
Iron Maiden manager Rod Smallwood has posted the following message on the band's official web site: "We would like to make you guys aware of a very interesting book, 'Heavy Metal Islam: Rock, Resistance, and the Struggle for the Soul of Islam', which has recently been published by Mark LeVine. It describes in great detail what is happening with metal in the Muslim world, giving us the background and describing the difficulties, often highly dangerous, encountered by metal fans and bands there and also what it means to them. If you are at all interested in metal and its cultural significance to fans in unexpected areas of the planet, it is well worth checking this out. "We first became aware of the burgeoning impact of metal on the Islamic countries when Maiden played the excellent Desert Rock Festival in 2007 in Dubai. The night we played was sold out for the first time with some 15,000 metal and Maiden fans, but this was not an audience of ex-pat metal fans from the West wh

My Vampire Lover
The night calling to you As you call to me, My sweet Vampire Come to me in the dead of night Hear the sweet temptation in my worlds As I wait for you Come sink those teeth in to my neck Drink from me Take what is your Come to me my sweet vampire My sweet Vampire Your eyes reveal way too much My sweet vampire lover I need your lips against my skin, Your teeth deep in me As you slowly slide in and out Taking me to new heights of pleasure My sweet vampire lover Drink from me Forever live with the tasty of me in your mouth Vampire lover of mine Please donâ??t stop Please make me moan your name Please take my life as your prolong yours Sweet Vampire of the night Sweet vampire son of evil Sweet vampire lover make me stop loving you Sweet Vampire lover, My Sweet Drew! Come to me in the night Make our your dreams come true Cause mine never will My Vampire Drew, My lover by night, friend by day Take my soul, you already have my heart

My Will
Lonely words on doorstep the day he walked away. Left behind a shattered woman, two children out at play. Which way to turn? She pondered as the night grew darker still. A withy woman she was not, yet, had to find the will. Sidewalk beneath her footsteps. each day a search for work. Had to find a way to live - could not remain a clerk. Cashed in the life insurance to attend the school at night. Never would she give up - no, not without a fight. Now, a manager before thirty, she's made their house a home. Proud of her accomplishments and doing it on her own. Two children, steady, strong are they, she takes with her great joy. The love and faith of three - the one did not destroy.

Numb
I wish I was numb again. I understand why people turn to drugs or to alcohol. I used to be good at turning my feelings off. At least when your numb, it dosent hurt. There is no pain, But there is no life either. A friend of mine said one to me you have to have pain in your life, so you know when you are feeling joy. Pain seems to be endless, and joy is just fleeting. When you are numb, it dosent matter, time is not influenced by absence of either. Right now there is pain, 10 min from now may come joy. At least when your numb your expectations are met, And you can function in a dysfunctional world. I wish I was numb again.

Cannibal Corpse: New Album Update
Bassist Alex Webster of the long-running death metallers Cannibal Corpse has issued the following update: "Alex from Cannibal here checking in from Mana Studios in St. Petersburg, Florida. Paul [Mazurkiewicz] has finished all the drum tracks for our new album, and we think he did an amazing job. Things really went smoothly with the drum tracking this time, and that gave us a little extra time for Paul to get creative with some of the drum parts. Everything is still fast and brutal as you'd expect, but there are a few different rhythmic ideas happening that we think our fans will appreciate. The next step for us will be to start working on a guitar sound, and then begin guitar tracking. The sound of the rhythm guitar is one of the most important things on a metal album, so we will take our time and make sure that we get the heaviest sound possible. The recording of the rhythm guitars will be something we'll take our time with as well. Rob [Barrett, guitar], Pat [O'Brien, guitar] and

Into The Future
so my son has a lil flag football game today. and let me tell you, HE IS A BEASTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! he plays on the defensive and offensive line and he str8 beats on people. so the coach tells him and me that he is gonna play some running back today. this is signifigant for the simple reason that i was an all state running back back in my day (yeah i know all state in rhode island isn't that much but still). so i just say that this is a glimps into the future. don't get me wrong im not going to push my kid into doing something that he doesn't want to do. im not tring to live my life through my kid and stuff like sooooooooooooooooo many parents do, but imma help him be good. (thats if he wants to play football) and if he don't wanna play football ill respect his desicion, BUT ...i don't think he will walk away from the game he likes to beat on people lol ...........THATS ALL I GOT FOR NOW!!!

I'm A Taurus, Who Knew
Your Sex Sign is... You ooze sensuality and lust! You're down for anything, as long as it celebrates the natural body. You're a master at giving head - and as long as it feels good, you'll do it. Even your lover's nastiest fantasy! Taurus, you draw your intense sexuality from the earth. You are strongly built - like a Greek or Roman nude. Your sign is ruled by the planet Venus - giving you a lusty appetite for sex. Sexually, you favor the strong, silent type - someone as comfortable in the rugged outdoors as you are. Intellectual, geeky types don't appeal to you at all. Your home and surroundings are very imporant to you - it's always your place, not their's. While you'd never do a hotel fling, you'll have sex outdoors (beach, grass, whatever) - as long as there is some privacy. You are very oral - a master at oral sex. You love your lover to climax in your mouth. You love any and every kind of foreplay... and you'll do anything as long as it feels

Subliminal
He is every shard of glass In this shattered world of mine Lost in the breath of the Devil sublime Sings in the agony of the past Dissolving the days in his own Choking pride He is the only one who makes me Weep He is the nevermore of forever A momentary breath in the fog of death He is my life spread across time A ghost that no one else sees In my own unrequited duet Dying inside He is the only one who makes me Sing And torn into the pieces of his memory He is the shadows of my night All the righteous in this world of mine Defiant against the blank faces Untouchable sublime He is the voice in my emptiness Blistering my flesh He is the only one who makes me Die He is every shard of glass In this shattered world of mine Lost in the depths of his Eyes sublime Dancing in the agony of the past Dressed in my tears in his own Wondrous smile He is the only one who makes me Live Eve 2008 dedicated,

Feeling & Life
Life is a game you will never live the biggest challenge is to find away to live happy & comfortable. But then you still have the challenge of keeping your life that way. We hurt,we cry, we falla part & pray but it doesn't seem to change. We move along & hope for better things to come. The thing is they can but don't aways. That where we need to adjust our lives to a number of different things???????????

***r.i.p London Marie Sherwood***
THIS IS SOMETHING HER MOTHER WANTS IN MEMORY OF HER BABY GIRL.. -Turn your sound on too !December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what Jessica said:"If anyone has kids, make sure that you keep them with you the whole time. Don't give then to anyone that you don't trust. Trust me, I thought that I trusted Josh. But now as of December 4, 2007 at 2:29 AM, she is gone. My one & only baby . & He is going to pay FOREVER, even if he gets out of jail scott free, he will be dead no matter what. & To all my friends that know London, I am very angry & upset that I lost the love of my life, my babygirl. She died on her three month birthday .London had six fractured ribs, both of her legs were fracture,

How Friendly Am I?
Your Friendliness Score is 75 (Very Friendly) You are an amazing friend. Anyone who has you as a friend is incredibly lucky. And judging by how many friends you have, there are many lucky people in this world! You can talk to people easily, and you often turn strangers into friends. You are also a good listener. You are there for your friends when they need to vent, without judgment. Overall, you have a genuine interest in people and their lives. And your friends can tell. Taking time for your friends is very important to you. And because of this, you have lots of deep and meaningful friendships. How Friendly Are You?

Cant Keep A Good Finian Down!
ok well its been awhile since i last blogged here and its also been a long wierd road too!not gonna get into detail but yet again things in mick's life whent fuckeddy! however folks,,no worries as things are comming up mick again. its not much but i got a new place.live here with my girl who i started seeing in the spring.things are getting better but im also restarting my therapy and that ALWAYS sucks!but tryin to keep possitive,,,sorry to my friends on here for not being around these past months but yah,,,im better.cheers from the zen side!

Pictures Of You-the Cure
I've been looking so long at these pictures of you That I almost believe that they're real I've been living so long with my pictures of you That I almost believe that the pictures are All I can feel Remembering You standing quiet in the rain As I ran to your heart to be near And we kissed as the sky fell in Holding you close How I always held close in your fear Remembering You running soft through the night You were bigger and brighter and wider than snow And screamed at the make-believe Screamed at the sky And you finally found all your courage To let it all go Remembering You fallen into my arms Crying for the death of your heart You were stone white So delicate Lost in the cold You were always so lost in the dark Remembering You how you used to be Slow drowned You were angels So much more than everything Hold for the last time then slip away quietly Open my eyes But I never see anything If only I'd thought of the right words I could have held

Catholic School Girl
Little Mary Margaret was not the best student in Catholic school. Usually she slept through the class. One day her teacher, a Nun, called on her while she was sleeping. "Tell me Mary Margaret, who created the universe?" When Mary Margaret didn't stir, little Johnny who was her friend sitting behind her, took his pencil and jabbed her in the rear. "God Almighty!" shouted Mary Margaret. The Nun said, "Very good" and continued teaching her class. A little later the Nun asked Mary Margaret, "Who is our Lord and Savior?" But Mary didn't stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to her rescue and stuck Mary Margaret in the butt. "Jesus Christ!!!" shouted Mary Margaret and the Nun once again said, "Very good," and Mary Margaret fell back asleep. The Nun asked her a third question..."What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?" Again, Johnny came to the rescue. This time Mary Margaret jumped up and shouted, "If you stick that damn thing in me on

Just Breath...
Is what I want to do now. The scary part of Alien's surgery stuff is over. I think sometimes we lose sight of just how much we love another until we see a chance of watching their body decide not to breath. Not good for the lungs, you know. Just want to breath and see over my Alien so he will keep getting better. The demerol and phenegren made him not want to breath right because he has sleep apnea real bad. At least he didn't hurt and wasn't sick. Guess that's all for now. thanks for listening.

Afterlife
Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen So unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be Arrived too early And when I think of all the places I just don't belong I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear Escape from this afterlife ’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on Far away from here A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we've been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall) No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall) So ou

Lyrics
Here are some Lyrics Me and My Homie Morbid Have been working on. You Say No Strings Attatched , But before I met you I felt Unhatched, Unreal like I wasn't born yet, I am torn. Like a thorn in my mind, I want to be by your side, All the time, In your life, Make it real, If only you could feel the pain of my heart, I just fell apart. Like I told you, I'm a Juggalette for life, Deal with it, Cause it aint eva gonna change, I'm as real as can get, so don't you forget the S-W-EE-T-Z. (is the motha fuckin shit) There is no such thing as foreva, whateva bitch, I will always be True to my word, That's for sure, I'm neva fake, Just real to my core. Doubt me Hoe, I'll find you a cure for your lame ass, The same as the poison surgin threw ya veins, have you dying slowly mumbling my name. Forget your Fake ass, You aint shit to me, Step up and prove me wrong, You aint nothin but an Internet Slut, You Cunt. (Last Verse Morbid's Edit) Forget ya fake

Update 3 On Stop Child Abuse
Help Stop Child Abuse If you want to end this tragedy please join in this to show your support. Just R/F/A everyone and if you have them then rerate and leave them a comment "Stopping Child Abuse". After you do that then let Soulja Gurl know after you have rated her folder to recieve a tag.Once you have R/F/A added everyone you will be added to the bulletin Start with this picture first: Tag(let Tigerprincess know you rated folder as well,she makes the tags) imikimi - Customize Your World Soulja Gurl Soulja Gurl )@ fubar Tigerprincess Tigerprincess@ fubar Holly HotBox Holly HotBox ~The Owner of "The Love Shack",25 to life@ fubar tracy @ fubar hot lil mama @ fubar Cheryl

Saying Bye To Friends
So here it is. The social experiment proves my theory. All people have gross need to be seen, hear, and desired. For some, it's a naive display of themselves, seeking the attention of strangers, for others a perverse addiction to popularity or being noticed. Friends here are strangers. People can hide behind any mask they so desire. For the ones who come here just because they are bored, well, that can be expected, but some are here as tortured souls attempting to find their place in the world, hoping to be the object of someones desire. Me? I'm an enigma of a different kind. I came to Fubar to find out what my weakness was, and I found it. I desire to be noticed. So now that I realize the plus and the minus of this, I bid you all ado. Enjoy your virtual escapes, and for some of you, you popularity contests. Shall I return to the real world.

Don't Cheat Our Soldiers/history Lesson
A thread I started.. a exerpt from it. explained the history of the 2(?)party system.. :/ wtheck :/ madisonman Joined Sun 12/23/07 Posts: 2671 Fri 09/12/08 05:17 AMQUOTE: BIDEN to PRESIDENT: 'Don't Cheat Our Soldiers Out of Their Education Benefits' October 19, 2007 BIDEN: ‘They kept their promise to us and we must keep our promises to them.' BIDEN: ‘There is no excuse for playing games with their hard-earned benefits.' Washington, DC - Chairman of the Senate Foreign Relations Committee Joseph R. Biden, Jr. (D-DE) sent a letter to President Bush urging him to conduct a comprehensive review of the policies surrounding deployment times for our National Reserve and Guard troops serving in Iraq and Afghanistan. Recent reports have indicated that National Reserve and Guard units have been denied education benefits because they were one or two days short of their service requirements. Responding to these reports, Sen. Biden called on the President to

Iraq On Senate Floor Thread/turns 2 Gov. 101
A thread I started.. interesting.. what people think they know. Topic: Iraq War on Senate Floor today(07) Cali66 Joined Fri 06/22/07 Posts: 1541 Fri 09/12/08 05:19 AMBIDEN Decries Republican Refusal to Vote on Iraq War on Senate Floor Today July 18, 2007 BIDEN: "The time now is to stop digging a hole, redeploy our forces, save American lives and begin to push a political settlement. BIDEN: "Al Qaeda in Iraq is a Bush-fulfilling prophecy. It did not exist in Iraq, prior to our invasion." Washington, DC - Chairman of the Senate Foreign Relations Committee Joseph R. Biden, Jr. (D-DE) delivered the following remarks on the floor of the U.S. Senate today: Mr. Biden: Madam President, I share the frustration of my friend from Pennsylvania and I'm sure—I remember when my colleague, Senator Byrd—whom I still call the leader—was leader when I got here after Senator Mansfield, that, the way in which—how things have changed in many ways. One of the thing

Biden-crisis In Darfur
BIDEN Issues Statement on the Crisis in Darfur and Recent Murders of USAID Workers in Sudan January 1, 2008 Washington, DC - Chairman of the Senate Foreign Relations Committee Joseph R. Biden, Jr. (D-DE) issued the following statement today on the ongoing crisis in Darfur and recent murders of an American diplomat and a member of his staff in Sudan: "As of today, the joint United Nations-African Union peacekeeping mission known as UNAMID has assumed authority in Darfur. But with fewer than 10,000 of the planned 26,000 peacekeepers on the ground, the people of Darfur are likely to see little change. The joint mission has been blocked both by Khartoum's obstructionism and by the failure of the international community to step up to provide the necessary helicopters and vehicles that the peacekeepers need. Beginning six months ago, I have repeatedly asked President Bush to reach out to the leaders of other countries to convince them to supply the helicopters and crews. And I've writ

Biden-legislation Auth. Helicopters For Darfur
BIDEN Legislation Authorizing Helicopters for the Peacekeeping Mission in Darfur Passes Appropriations Committee May 16, 2008 Washington, DC – A provision authored by Chairman of the Senate Foreign Relations Committee Joseph R. Biden, Jr. (D-DE) authorizing the President to provide U.S. helicopters to the U.N.-A.U. joint peacekeeping force in Darfur passed the Senate Appropriations Committee as part of the FY08 Supplemental Appropriations Bill. U.N. Secretary-General Ban Ki-moon has called helicopters indispensable for the peacekeeping mission and for months has asked for 24 tactical and utility helicopters, but to date only four vehicles with sufficient capabilities have been committed. Sen. Biden’s provision authorizes the President to transfer U.S. helicopters from the Department of Defense inventory to assist the joint U.N-A.U. force in Darfur. “We cannot allow genocide and suffering to continue because the combined nations of the world cannot find 24 helicopters to help sto

Update For Child Abuse (10:00pm
Help Stop Child Abuse If you want to end this tragedy please join in this to show your support. Just R/F/A everyone and if you have them then rerate and leave them a comment "Stopping Child Abuse". After you do that then let Soulja Gurl know after you have rated her folder to recieve a tag.Once you have R/F/A added everyone you will be added to the bulletin Start with this picture first: Tag(let Tigerprincess know you rated folder as well,she makes the tags) imikimi - Customize Your World Soulja Gurl Soulja Gurl )@ fubar Tigerprincess Tigerprincess@ fubar Holly HotBox Holly HotBox ~The Owner of "The Love Shack",25 to life@ fubar tracy @ fubar hot lil mama @ fubar Cheryl

Pray For Kitty And The Twins
I've never had surgery before in my life. But all of you have seen the obnoxiously large boobies on my chest. And they have gotten in the way of cheerleading for about forever..not to mention...custom bras cost way to much for this little girl..so on October first......they are getting chopped off. Well no not really...I'm just gettin a reduction. Instead of being an overly huge 48DD I'm going to a D. Nope I'm not going to have little A cup boobies...I promise! So please pray for me....I love you all.

Some "donts" To Remember....
Don't start a game if you can't finish it...Don't enter into someone's heart if you'll just leave it broken...Don't say a word that you don't understand...Don't use someone to move on...Don't get married to someone you don't love for whatever reasons...Most of all...You don't need to please everyone...just be yourself and prove your worth!

A Simple Smile From You Can Give Hope To Everyone ...
Always be strong...remember, not everything has a happy ending and endings don't mean STOP! It's just a way of telling us that there's a new beginning ahead of us. We should always be ready for the unpredictable and expect the unexpected. It's easy to fall...hard to get up. But once we're up and back on track, we will be better persons. That's the way of life! We don't just live it, we learn from it! Just enjoy every minute of life....no matter what you have or how you'll do it. Grab every chance or opportunity to share your life with others...remember, each smile you have can bring happiness and hope for others!

Someone Finally Said It
ll bet this doesn't go very far on the email circuit. Unfortunately, it is so very true......... Proud To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. .....And then there are just - Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman,' .....And that's OK. But when I call you Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink, .....You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Hispanic History Month. You have Martin Luther King Day. You h

Why Why Why
Why, Why, Why, Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are almost dead? Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they already know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars; but have to check when you say the paint is still wet? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'lisp'? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized?

Standing Brave For All
They are loved ones, friends, and neighbors who walk the line every day for all in their community and beyond as their duty to service demands. They do so with unselfish pride and honor, thinking of those who need their help whether it be just property or rescuing one's life from deadly peril, as the fallen heroes, their comrades, did on that September day in 2001. They epitomize, like their brothers in blue, the best in public service at home, answering the bell's call to each test that comes their way. They are our devoted firefighters and fellow Americans who deserve our sincere gratitude and praise for always . . . standing brave for all.

Did I Do The Right Thing?
So Please help me understand that I made a good descion...So I have a man who Went to a friends house at 530pm on Tues didnt call me or come home till 11am Wed.....So I kicked him out and ended our 9 mon relationship...Am I wrong to give him the boot? I feel like he can do whatever he wants, however out of respect for me he should have at least called to tell me he wasnt coming home...Do you? Please give me feed back...

09/25/08 - Chicago - Does Anybody Know What Time It Is??? (no We Don't)
SONG VERSION BELOW Does Anybody Really Know What Time It Is - Chicago LYRICS BELOW As I was walking down the street one day A man came up to me and asked me what the time was that was on my watch, yeah And I said Does anybody really know what time it is Does anybody really care If so I cant imagine why Weve all got time enough to cry And I was walking down the street one day A pretty lady looked at me and said her diamond watch had stopped cold dead And I said Does anybody really know what time it is Does anybody really care If so I cant imagine why Weve all got time enough to cry And I was walking down the street one day Being pushed and shoved by people trying to beat the clock, oh, no I just dont know I dont know And I said, yes I said Background: People runnin everywhere Dont know where to go Dont know where I am Cant see past the next step Dont have time to think past the last mile Have no time to look around Just run around, run

First Mishap
Seems like my second job fell through. That means the paychecks is gonna be pretty low, am hoping to find a job before my phone bill is due. I'm hoping this resume and stuff goes through and someone picks me up for a job. I know it'll be hard but i really need one. Here's to my success

Mother Law From Hell
mother-in-law from hell Tuesday of last week . my daughter was sick . and Mary ask her mom for my money witch the reason she had my money was because I did not have a bank account and husky only pays by direct deposed .I just got hired full time there It a grate job.Well here what happened she threw a fit . I had a good friend and he gave me the money to get med. for my angle . And now she wont give me my money at all. she is a loser Now I have a bank account . and she dose not know . We think she used my money to pay here bills .

Life And Other Stuff.
An Embarrassing Encounter. The other day I had an encounter with an "ex" that proved to be most embarassing. I use the term "ex" loosely as Kyle and I had only dated briefly, going out several times over the course of a few months . When I knew Kyle, he was a sweet shy, bespecticled intellectual, with a scaggelly beard and tweed jacket. He would talk on endlessly about e.e. cummings and Kurosawa films. His cerebral approach to life was quirky but charming. Nothing serious developed out of the relationship. Calls and get togethers became less and less frequent and slowly we drifted apart without any animosity or drama. Then the other day I saw him again for the first time in almost a year. I was on my way to the laundry mat, wearing sweats, hair in a scruntch, toting a bag of dirty clothes (i.e. looking HORRIBLE) when he passed me on the street. If he hadn't stopped and said hello I would have never recognized him. He looked TOTALLY different!! Gone were the glasses and scruffy beard

My Smile
I have had quite a few comments on why I am not smiling in my pictures. I have had a hellish year and a half that culminated with a broken heart. Hopefully, when i get back to the States I can make some new ones that have a smile.

Interesting Points Of View.
I love blogging so much I want to do it everyday. I am now working on a way to work from my home supporting myself writing for a living. There are many things I could be doing with my life, one of those things is writing and it is not the most important but among the important ones. I like to write what I love and to share that very love with the world. I may not in the eyes of some professional writers be considered a writer but their opinion matters to me only in their view of my style and presentation. I know what writers know although they wish to go Hollywood with their writings and I am not against it but, with this Blog era I believe I can be recognized by the true folks that count the most, the readers. I will try to propose a new type of writing style or maybe an underground writing organization that opens the doors to people who desire to become great in the eyes of the readers and the public. Bring the news the way it happens, not only that but things that never hit the pre

Obama - 143 Days Of Experience
Pay Attention You couldn't get a job at McDonalds and become district manager after 143 days of experience. You couldn't become chief of surgery after 143 days of experience of being a surgeon. You couldn't get a job as a teacher and be the superintendent after 143 days of experience. You couldn't join the military and become a colonel after a 143 days of experience. You couldn't get a job as a reporter and become the nightly news anchor after 143 days of experience. But 'From the time Barack Obama was sworn in as a United State Senator, to the time he announced he was forming a Presidential exploratory committee, he logged 143 days of experience in the Senate. That's how many days the Senate was actually in session and working. After 143 days of work experience, Obama believed he was ready to be Commander In Chief, Leader of the Free World .... 143 days. We all have to start somewhere. The Senate is a good start, but

Club Threshold Auction 10-04-2008
AND Are proud to bring you this AUCTION Saturday October 4, 2008 8:00 pm Eastern Time Our Entries as of now are: Outsider DJ Screamin Demon LadyCyria NewOrleansLady Kisa Humper Humper is offering himself along with a photoshop pic. He will also be auctioning off a custom pic. details to be discussed at time of the auction Rock Star Rated BKO RedridingHood BabyBunny Dragon's Passionate Angel Bryce's HoneyMagyk

No Means No Asshole
Guy:"Lets have sex right now. Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no. Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell. Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first. Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all. Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop. Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss he

My Babygurl Kaya
Hey all i figured this might be away to grab somemore points towards my next level up so i thought i would tell ya'll bout the pride of my life and the apple in my eye my daughter.... Name; Kaya Sara Nevaeh D.O.B. September 5th 2007 @ 5:47pm Kaya was born in Brooks AB 15 days early and was in the local news paper for being the first baby born at home in ten years.. Ya you read that right Kaya was born on my aunt's bed with like 9 paramedics on site.... it was an expierence in a half i don't wish anyone to have to go through with out meds... However now it's a year later and she's walking and starting to talk and getting bigger everyday... Watch for more Kaya blogs in the future

More Additions To My Playlist
Music is a reflection of self. One thing you should take note about me, you can almost always tell what is going on in my life by the music I listen to. When I am feeling happy, my music is usually happy. When I am going through heartbreak, my music reflects that. What ever I am feeling, I can typically find a song to fit that feeling. Sometimes I may be a bundle of feelings, and I listen to all sorts of music. But, music has always had meaning for me. Here are the latest additions to my Playlist ~ Billy Idol - Dancing w/ Myself ~ ~ Meredith Brooks - Bitch ~ ~ Bjork - It's Oh So Quiet ~ ~ ColdPlay - Viva la Vida ~ ~ Franz Ferdinand - Take Me Out ~ ~ Liam Lynch - United States of Whatever ~ ~ LiL' Kim - How Many Licks ~ ~ Missy Elliot - One Minute Man ~ ~ Hinder - Lips of an Angel ~ ~ Miley Cyrus - See you again (I know Hannah Montana, but I like this song, what can I say) ~ Ne-Yo - Closer ~ ~ Usher - Make Love in the Club ~ ~ Nelly Furtado - Maneater ~ ~ Rolling

I'm A Memory
I'm a game that you used to play And I'm a plan that you didn't lay so well And I'm a fire that burns in your mind So close your eyes I'm just a memory I'm a love that you bought for a song And I'm a voice on a red telephone And I'm a day that lasted so long So close your eyes I'm just a memory I'm a dream that comes with the night And I'm a face that fades with the light And I'm a tear that falls out of sight So close your eyes I'm just a memory I'm a love that you bought for a song And I'm a voice on a red telephone And I'm a day that lasted so long So close your eyes I'm just another memory

Saying Goodbye To Mother
SAYING GOODBYE TO MOTHER...... We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party. We turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on, covered our pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard.We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and we opened the front door to leave the house. The cat we put out in the yard, scoots back into the house. We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat the bird. My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat. The cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, my wife doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for the night. So, she explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon, "He's just going upstairs to say Goodbye to my mother." A few minutes later, I get into the cab. "Sorry I took so long," I said, as we drove away. "That stupid bitch was hiding under the bed. I had to poke her with a coat ha

Anniversary Gift
Pocket Taser Stun Gun Just try reading this without laughing till you cry!!! Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely Wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra For my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse Affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded Two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it Against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity d

Just More Music
Added to Play list ~ Alanis Morrisette - Hands Clean ~ ~ Alanis Morrisette - You Oughta Know ~ ~ Alanis Morrisette - Everything ~ (I love Alanis, and usually sing her songs when I am drunk enough to sing Karoake cuz I sound the most like her) ~ Melissa Etheridge - Bring Me Some Water ~ (I sing her too sometimes) ~ Aaliyah - Are you that somebody? (That's what I'm wondering) ~ Blink 182 - Miss you ~ (always thinking of u Dina) ~ Enigma - Return to Innocence ~ (another one for Dina, and one of my all time fav songs, don't ask y) ~INXS - Don't Change ~ That's it for now

For Law And Order Fans
GO TO THIS LINK! ITS REALLY FUNNY BUT IF YOU DON'T WATCH THE SHOW YOU MIGHT MISS SOME OF THE KEY POINTS...THEN AGAIN ITS AN AWESOME SHOW SO YOU SHOULD GO CHECK IT OUT ANYWAY!!! http://www.hogwild.net/Rants/mariska-hargitay-baby-pictures.htm

We All Need A Tree!
This is a beautiful story... I felt that I should post it... I hope you enjoy it as much as I do Snookie I hired a plumber to help me restore an old farmhouse, and after he had just finished a rough first day on the job, a flat tire made him lose an hour of work, his electric drill quit, and his ancient one ton truck refused to start. While I drove him home, he sat in stony silence. On arriving, he invited me in to meet his family. As we walked toward the front door, he paused briefly at a small tree, touching the tips of the branches with both hands. When opening the door he underwent an amazing transformation. His face was wreathed in smiles and he hugged his two small children and gave his wife a kiss. Afterward he walked me to the car. We passed the tree and my curiosity got the better of me. I asked him about what I had seen him do earlier. 'Oh, that's my trouble tree,' he replied. 'I know I can't help having troubles on t

Carl
Carl was a quiet man. He didn't talk much. He would always greet you with a big smile and a firm handshake. Even after living in our neighborhood for over 50 years, no one could really say they knew him very well. Before his retirement, he took the bus to work each morning. The lone sight of him walking down the street often worried us. He had a slight limp from a bullet wound received in WWII. Watching him, we worried that although he had survived WWII, he may not make it through our changing uptown neighborhood with its ever-increasing random violence, gangs, and drug activity. When he saw the flyer at our local church asking for volunteers for caring for the gardens behind the minister's residence, he responded in his characteristically unassuming manner. Without fanfare, he just signed up. He was well into his 87th year when the very thing we had always feared finally happened. He was just

Dear God
I know you are disapointed in my actions and my speech is tainted but in your word you told me to pray for those that do me wrong and treat my enemies right not because I want to but cause you want me to. I heard preachers say yo have to die to self, I understand the wrong inside us what you want to change, cause it is in our nature to be selfish;greedy and mostly self centered. THE PRAYER God in heaven I pray for my enemies and the saving of the souls of my enemies, truly!!! Help them by opening their eyes when they they are ready to see, if he refuse to see show them their true self and their worth. I ask peace for their mind understanding for their heart and most of all a special request for just for the wrong in the world a glimps of their life through your eves, then tell them what you would like to see in their life. P.S. Show me how to love those that hate me. Below the negative Below the positive

Body Waxing
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. ! (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer and heat it to 1000

7 Degrees
FIRST DEGREE A married couple was asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. The very blonde wife picked up the phone, listened a moment and said 'How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!' and hung up. The husband said, 'Who was that?' The wife answered, 'I don't know, some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear.' SECOND DEGREE Two blondes are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, 'Hmm, this person looks familiar.' The second blonde says, 'Here, let me see!' So, the first blonde hands her the compact. The second blonde looks in the mirror and says, 'You dummy, it's me!' THIRD DEGREE A blonde suspects her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she goes out and buys a gun. She goes to his apartment unexpectedly and when she opens the door she finds him in the arms of a redhead. Well, the blonde is really angry. She opens her purse to take out the

Urine Test
URINE TEST (I sure would like to know who wrote this one! They deserve a HUGE pat on the back!) Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ASS, doing drugs, while I work. . . . Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check ? Pass this along if you agree or simply delete if you don't. Hope you all will pass it along, though . .

Seether -fake It (like Men Do We Women Do)
Who's to know if your soul will fade at all, The one you sold to fool the world. You lost your self esteem along the way. Yeah. Good God, You're coming up with reasons. Good God, You're dragging it out. Good God, it's the changing of the seasons. I feel so raped. SO FOLLOW ME DOWN. And just fake it, if you're out of direction. Fake it, if you don't belong here. Fake it, if you feel like infection . Woah, You're such a fuckin' hypocrite. And you should know that the lies won't hide your flaws. No sense in hiding all of yours. You gave up on your dreams along the way. Yeah. Good God, You're coming up with reasons. Good God, You're dragging it out. Good God, it's the changing of the seasons. I feel so raped. SO FOLLOW ME DOWN. And just fake it, if you're out of direction. Fake it, if you don't belong here. Fake it, if you feel like infection. Woah, You're such a fuckin' hypocrite. Woah, Woah. I can fake with the best of anyone. I can fake with th

Why Women Cry
Why Women Cry Why Women Cry... A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fati

Plane Crashes
How come it seems many famous people end up dying in plane crashes? You would think that after awhile they would take note that there appears to be a link between fame and air plane disasters. I'm sure most of the music legends did not think when they climbed in that small plane that would be their last gig. So, there it goes...the simple solution is take a bus and sleep instead of dead.

Tacho
fitted a tacho this evening, got to finish wiring tommorow as it got too bloody dark to see. All wired up n working good even set the shift light at 2500 rpm lol next thing on the list is my little hooters ( devilish grin )

Gods Behaving Badly By Marie Phillips
Plot Summary: British blogger Phillips's delightful debut finds the Greek gods and goddesses living in a tumbledown house in modern-day London and facing a very serious problem: their powers are waning, and immortality does not seem guaranteed. In between looking for work and keeping house, the ancient family is still up to its oldest pursuit: crossing and double-crossing each other. Apollo, who has been cosmically bored for centuries, has been appearing as a television psychic in a bid for stardom. His aunt Aphrodite, a phone-sex worker, sabotages him by having her son Eros shoot him with an arrow of love, making him fall for a very ordinary mortal-a cleaning woman named Alice, who happens to be in love with Neil, another nice, retiring mortal. When Artemis-the goddess of the moon, chastity and the hunt, who has been working as a dog walker-hires Alice to tidy up, the household is set to combust, and the fate of the world hangs in the balance. Fanciful, humorous and charming, this sat

You Suck: A Love Story By Christopher Moore
Plot Summary: Susan Bennetts sassy reading is a perfect fit for Moores satirical story and sarcastic dialogue. Nineteen-year-old Tommy has turned into a vampire, and his sexy girlfriend tries to put up with his incompetence and fawning while shes on to more important issues--like fleeing from Elijah, an elder vampire, and dealing with a whole cast of wacky San Francisco personalities. In a fun way, the book addresses the realities of its absurd construct. Take, for example, the slapstick scene in which Tommy goes on his first blood hunt and finds a promising fat cat but has hilarious difficulty keeping the unkempt animals fur out of his mouth. Bennett reads like a stand-up comic, issuing both straight lines and zingers with perfect timing. My Comments: This was a cute book. I like anything to do with "monster" types and this was funny. A quick fun read. Rating: 6/10

Can't Stop Thinking Of You
This was a typical day in the lives of the Braxton family. Chris went to work. The kids went to school. Trish was doing her chores. Before leaving for work Chris laid her some clothes out. He wanted her to wear her short blue jean skorts and a white short tank top shirt to do her chores in. She had only a navy blue thong underneath with no bra. Before leaving for work he kissed her then whispered, “Whose is it?” She looked at him and smiled. “It’s Yours Master” “Very good my precious.” Chris was at work and as hard as he tried he could not stop thinking of her. He was thinking of how she would be bending over and stretching doing her chores in her little skorts and tank top. He woke up this morning with the thoughts of staying home all day and keeping her in the dungeon and him doing all sorts of things to her but work wouldn’t allow such a great day. While at work the more he thought about her the more it drove him crazy. He couldn’t leave today and go see her at lun

True Punishment
Laying face-up on the bondage table, thick leather cuffs at the wrists and ankles, taut chains linking the cuffs to bolts underneath the table's upholstered top, held in place as the hydraulics slowly position the table to about a sixty-degree angle... This is what i have longed for all day, ever since the bus collided with a semi on the way to work at 7AM, making me over three hours late since i - along with the thirty other passengers - had to stay behind and be interviewed by the police... and I was the last to be interviewed. Everyone on the bus was alright, but it was not a good way to start the day, and it left me in a somewhat-foul mood all day long. i knew that this is exactly what i needed to help to improve my spirits. He knew as well. When i returned home from work - three hours late to make up for the lost time in the morning - the red whip was waiting on the small table in the entryway of our small home. i knew what i was to do, and hurried to our windowless, soundpr

Marielle's Punishment
Master Leon stood in the doorway, his slave sleeping soundly on the bed with her mistress. One would expect them to be curled together, but this was not the case, however the sight before him was quite erotic. With that mere thought, Master Leon felt his cock stir. He looked at his wife sleeping quietly between their slave's legs. Marielle was shackled spreadeagle on their bed, naked, sans for the clamps on her nipples and slave bells around her ankle. Mistress Daphne started to stir, turning her head a bit to look behind her, grinning slightly as a gentle blush crept across her cheeks. She stands, walking over next to her husband and whispers softly in his ear, "I think I might have worn her out. I didn't mean to." Leon just laughed, a loud, hearty, guffawing laugh, loud enough to wake the dead. Marielle jumped, waking suddenly, the metal from the cuffs clanking against the steel headboard. Leon walked over to the bed, looking down at the girl, right into her eyes. She bit her l

The Dungeon
When we finished making love last night, I was lying atop of you – you on your stomach – my cock buried in you from the rear. We both were so tired that we dropped off to sleep – me lying on top of you – covering you so that you would not be chilled – my cock still hard and erect inside you although my ball sack had just been sucked dry by the milking muscles of your velvet sheath. The day dawns – scarcely moving throughout the night – we were just as we fell asleep. My cock – still rock hard? No, surely my erection had subsided during the night. Then I felt your pulses! You were squeezing - then releasing my cock with your pussy muscles. You were the reason my cock was again hard. I leaned further up your back and began kissing you on that special spot between your shoulder and your neck – that spot that makes you squirm – and you did – pushing your firm butt back against me – and I began fucking you. Pulling my cock almost out – then plunging it back in – back and forth – in mo

O Captain! My Captain!
O CAPTAIN! my Captain! our fearful trip is done; The ship has weather'd every rack, the prize we sought is won; The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting, While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring: But O heart! heart! heart! O the bleeding drops of red, Where on the deck my Captain lies, Fallen cold and dead. O Captain! my Captain! rise up and hear the bells; Rise up-for you the flag is flung-for you the bugle trills; For you bouquets and ribbon'd wreaths-for you the shores a-crowding; For you they call, the swaying mass, their eager faces turning; Here Captain! dear father! This arm beneath your head; It is some dream that on the deck, You've fallen cold and dead. My Captain does not answer, his lips are pale and still; My father does not feel my arm, he has no pulse nor will; The ship is anchor'd safe and sound, its voyage closed and done; From fearful trip, the victor ship, comes in with object won; Exult,

Yahoo
My Yahoo ID is now on Buddies Only, I got a ridiculous amount of IMs from men, every single damn one was aggressively hitting on me. I got cussed out by most of them. You don't have a chance with me, I'm taken. It's just stupid to try to get me to fuck you, since this is online. You're nothing but text. LOL. I like chatting, don't get me wrong but if all you can talk about is sex, I get bored. I can have it, sorry you can't. I'm a bitch, yes.

Ball Of Wax
I am a ball of wax Your fire shapes me Molding Melting Without your fire I harden and cool Untouchable to those outside With your heat I am free to live Melt me make me feel Let me flow into life Don't leave me frozen I will travel behind you Basking in your heat Transform me Mold me Melt me I am a ball of wax Make me what you will I am a ball of wax

Victims Reviewing Proposal To Disperse $176-million Fund
Victims reviewing proposal to disperse $176-million fund 07:16 AM EDT on Friday, October 3, 2008 By Tracy Breton Journal Staff Writer A court-appointed master has proposed a plan for distributing $176 million in settlement money to those who lost loved ones or suffered injuries in The Station nightclub fire. The plan of distribution devised by Duke University Law Prof. Francis E. McGovern would give everyone who sued a share of the money, including those who suffered mental trauma but never sought medical treatment for their injuries. Related links Extra: Read the proposed distribution plan Your Turn: React to the proposed distribution plan Under the plan, the survivors who were most badly burned and were hospitalized the longest will receive more money than several of the families who lost loved ones in the fire. Although McGovern’s plan has not yet been submitted for court approval, victims of the fire have been meeting with their lawyers in recent days

Best Friends And Lounge On Fubar
I have made the best friends and family on fubar at The Gate. The people are awesome. We love to have fun and that's what makes a great lounge. Things are going well for us. And we hope that you can join us as well. Feel free to pop in and say hi and join if you like. I couldn't ask for a better place to be.

The Things That Will Come......
This house is so unfamiliar. Edges of my vision blurred into a darkened bronze haze. Death is in this house. The world outside is gone for now, yet I can hear its frozen silence. The air is so dry; I feel my throat crave any kind of moisture. It could not have rained here for ages. In the confusing haze and darkness, I find myself momentarily amazed at how perceptive your auditory senses enhance. As I hear my grandmother whom I survived for more than a decade, sing lightly the songs she would play on her piano, to lull me to peaceful slumber when I was a child and ill. My feet are so heavy. Slow is the way up the stairs. It is as though I am willed up the flight, with two different levels consciousness warring inside my heart. One wrestling with my body to wake up, this has to be a dream, and there is no way it can end well. The other warmed by Mary’s songs, tears flow harder with each step. When I bump into a table or nightstand of some kind, which seems to have no b

Now Recruiting...
A few months ago, there was an opening with the CIA for an assassin. These highly classified positions are hard to fill, and there is a lot of testing and background checks involved before you can even be considered for the position. After sending some applicants through the background checks, training and testing, they narrowed the possible choices down to two men and a woman, but only one position was available. The day came for the final test to see which person would get the extremely secretive job. The CIA men administering the test took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow our instructions whatever the circumstances," they explained. "Inside this room, you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill her.” The man looked horrified and said, "You can't be serious! I could never shoot my wife!" “ Well," said the CIA man, "you're definitely not the right man for this job then." So they brought

Danger!!!
A Husband and wife are sitting quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks the question. WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again?" HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not? Don't you like being married?" HUSBAND: "Of course I do." WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, okay, I'd get married again." WIFE: "You would?" (With a hurt look) HUSBAND: (makes audible groan) WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure, it's a great house." WIFE: "Would you sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably, it is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers?" HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do." WIFE: "Would you give her my jewelry?" HUSBAND: "No, I'm sure she'd want her own." WIFE: "Would you take her golfing with you? HUSBAND: "Yes, those are always good time

Taxes!
What Happened? At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table at which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways to tax his ass. Tax all he has Then let him know that you won't be done till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till he's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, "Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax; it’s time to apply the inheritance tax. Accounts Receivabl

L-o-v-e
L-O-V-ETAKE THIS SURVEY! L is for the way you look at me... The kind of person youre first attracted to.american Do you believe in love at first sight?yes sometimes How do you show someone you are interested?flirt Is there such thing as a perfect relationship?no How do you know when someone thinks youre attractive?dunno How do you know its right?dunno Could you date someone who has been only your friend for a long time?no What do you wear to attract the opposite sex?clothes What makes someone sexy?eyes Are you uncomfortable staring in to someones eyes who likes you?yes Do you come across as confident, sexy, friendly, subtle, or innocent?neither When someone catches your eye, do you try to make eye contact or avoid it?avoid it Your favorite colors of eyes in the opposite sex:blue or brown What makes you sexy?my leg(!) O is for the only one I see... Describe your signifcant other or crush.buff When are you the most happy in a relationship?at the beginning Do you believ

Together Hand In Hand
Foster Eddins Poole John Foster Poole Born: March 30,1925 Born: February 3,1983 Died: October 3,2008 Died: October 3,2008 TOGETHER HAND IN HAND A young man just learning to standon his own, Through life's troubles and tolls we all have known. And when troubles do come, John will know, That to Papa he can go. When John goes into the world to be free, He knows he can count on Papa like a big oak tree. And when he is ready to make a stand, He knows Papa will be there to give him a hand. Being Maw Maw's baby and Papa's man, He knows he is safe, however he ran. And when Maw Maw went to heaven above, John knows he still has Papa to love. When John runs into that final day, He knows this world he cannot stay. And as he meets death head on, He sees Papa is there to lead him home. John and Papa leave this world in two thousand and eight, Hand in hand to meet Maw M

Black Part 2
you jump, you run forth it gets further away but its there!!! The hope is there the feeling that more than you exist You run, smile, laugh, but its not gettin closer Run faster, NO! Still a long ways away But you see it, its there faith that you'll reach it Hope that it doesn't go way fear that it disappears before you reach it Thoughts of loss Thoughts of loneliness start to reappear Running, its gettin brighter Hope, happiness, enjoyment There's something better It gets brighter, brighter, and brighter Excitement starts to build. Its almost here You run, push, hurry. Closer, closer, almost there Your heart beats faster, sporatically Your breath quickens. Run harder, run faster. Almost there! You stop, think, wish Smile, joy, happiness,, laughter Can it be. Are you finally there. We hope. the light is bright and blinding. the search is over.

Come Talk To Me
come see me in this lounge I'm greeting people but no one is coming in there so it's pretty boring since no one is there.... Come and see me please... :) http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=57830

I Hate This Danm Shit!!!!!
****JUST SO IM VERY CLEAR I AM MARRIED TO A VERY SEXXY MAN , I LIKE EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM , BUT FOR SOME REASON I ALSO HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE ELSE. WISH I COULD MAKE IT ALL GO AWAY , IM TIRED OF SEEING THIS PERSON AND WISHING I DIDNT HAVE TO GO HOME OR WHEN THIS PERSON LOOKS AT ME I WANT TO GRAB THEM AND KISS THE UNHOLY HELL OUT OF THEIR LIPS! IT DOESNT MATTER IF IM SPEAKIN OF A GUY OR GIRL THE POINT IS THIS OTHER PERSON DOESNT LIKE ME THE WAY I LIKE THEM , THIS PERSON IS GREAT TO BE AROUND AND HAS A CUTE LAUGH AND A AWESOME SMILE! BUT TO SEE US HANGIN OUT TOGETHER UD KNOW OW I FEEL ABOUT THEM , THIS PERSON KNOWS EXACTLY WHO THEY ARE , I DONT HAVE TO NAME A GENDER OR SEX! AND THE SAD THING IS ONE MINUTE ALL I CAN THINK OF IS ALL I WANNA DO IS KISS THEM TILL MORNING THEN THEIR ARE MOMENTS WERE I WANT TO SCREW THE HELL OUTTA THIS PERSON BUT IM AT THE END OF MY ROPE! I WILL CONTINUE TO BE THIS PERSONA FRIEND FOREVER BUT I NEED ADVICE ON HOW TO MAKE THIS SHIT GO AWAY!!!!!!!

Fubar
Sorry, I'm not really enjoying Fubar because I can't see anybody's pics! So forgive me if I don't give a "shout" or buy u a gift or rate you a ten. I'm working on getting this fixed. Really I am! Til then, have a fubar time!

Insider Bully
This chick SO rocks .... In so many interesting and unusual ways! Ya just GOTTA help me get inside her .... I mean get HER to Insider !! *xmasbaby73*DEVOTED 2 the MOST HANDSOME and AMAZING man EVER *TAPPINIT*perv his page often plz@ fubar Rate her, Bling her SPANK her page! She's only got 50k to go. Pimped with Love: Dangerous - Kardinal Offishall ( (repost of original by 'Tappinit' on '2008-10-05 08:07:51')

X's And O's
Have you ever signed a letter with X's and O's and not knew what they ment? Well this is my break down f X's and O's.... See X's are kisses and O's are hugs and usually you only sign them on letters who are to people who you really love or friends on line... Everybody has a use for them in their own terms but those are mine

Countrywide
News Release October 06, 2008 For Immediate Release Contact: Christine Gasparac (916) 324-5500 Print Version Attorney General Brown Announces Landmark $8.68 Billion Settlement with Countrywide Attorney General Edmund G. Brown Jr. today announced a landmark, multi-state settlement with Countrywide Home Loans, Countrywide Financial Corporation and Full Spectrum Lending that is expected to provide up to $8.68 billion of home loan and foreclosure relief nationally, including $3.5 billion to California borrowers. “With this settlement, homeowners will receive direct relief from the catastrophic damage caused by Countrywide,” said Attorney General Brown. “Countrywide’s lending practices turned the American dream into a nightmare for tens of thousands of families by putting them into loans they couldn’t understand and ultimately couldn’t afford.” The Countrywide settlement will likely become the largest predatory lending settlement in history, dwarfing the nationwide $484 mil

Doing My Head In
So as most of you know I got hurt at work in 2005. I had to have back surgery thinking it would correct the injury. Only to our dismay that it didn't. They wasn't able to fix all they needed to due to me being under too long. What got fixed was suppose to have corrected the problem however it didn't. Here I am almost three years later worse. My back is actually worse along with the limp. After my surgery I developed a limp known as the waddle limp. In plain english it means I limp on both legs instead of one. I have arthritis in my back & hips. I also lost the feeling in my feet & legs. My legs still work just have no feeling in them. The reason why I haven't been able to return to work is that I'm limited on everything I do. I can't walk for very long at time before my legs give out. I can't bend,stoop,lift or twist. I can't sit for long periods or lay for long periods. Most days I couldn't get out of bed if it wasn't for my mother. Anyways finally after almost three years I finally

"the Invitation"
- It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. - It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. - It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. - It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoin

Tortellini With Chicken & Pesto
2 large bunches fresh basil 3/4 cup olive oil 1 cup freshly grated Parmesan cheese 4 garlic cloves 1/4 cup pine nuts ( mixed nuts are fine also) 1 pound cheese tortellini 2 cups diced cooked chicken Salt and freshly ground pepper to taste Parmesan cheese for garnish Puree first 5 ingredients in processor until almost smooth. Season with salt and pepper. Cook tortellini according to package directions, drain; reserving 1/2 cup cooking water. Combine cooked tortellini, chicken and 1 cup pesto in large skillet over medium heat. Toss until mixture is heated through, adding reserved cooking water and additional pesto by tablespoonfuls until sauce coats pasta. Season to taste with salt and pepper. Serve garnished with additional Parmesan.

Poems.. Written By Me
I LOVE YOU I love you Not for what you are But for what I am when I am with you I love you Not only for what you have made of yourself But for what you are maling of me I Love you For the part of me That only you can bring out I love you for passing over ALL of my foolish & weak Traits I love you for drawing me out Into the light & beauty That no one has looked quite deep enough to find I love You

The Love Of A Rose
Roses are a gift from the Lord above, They symbolize beauty and the symbolize love. So whenever I look at a rose, I see you, I see beauty, tenderness and a love so true. The petals of a rose are soft like your skin and silky like your hair, So no matter where you are or where you go Wherever you see a rose, I just want you to know That I will always be there. Rose have such a beautiful smell that reminds me of you, Every time I see or smell a rose, I am reminded of how much I love you. A friend once told me, "Never forget the love of a rose, because I never will," Well babe, its time that I let you know just how I feel, Roses are like the love the represent, If you're not careful, you could get pricked, And though it may hurt for a little bit, You will realize that a little bit of pain is well worth it. Some roses fade, wither and die, Others last and last longer than most people live, So unlike the rose that withers and dies, My love for you will last as long

My Apology
I come to you to apologize, For I have hurt you, I come to you to apologize, For I have neglected to love you, I come to you to apologize, For I have made you cry. I apologize for all that I have done wrong, I'm sorry that you have had to deal with this for so long. I'm sorry for not always being there And for acting like I didn't care, I'm sorry for putting you through so much pain, I can understand if you never want to see or talk to me again. I'm sorry for wasting your time And for playing with your mind. I'm sorry that things didn't work And I'm sorry for acting like a jerk. I'm sorry for asking you to be my girlfriend, Only to have your heart broken in the end.

My Mistake
As I lay here wide awake Recounting all the heartache You've put me through, I realize now that I don't need you. Right now I'm left here with all this pain, And I only have you to blame. It makes me sick thinking about you, It makes me sick thinking about what you put me through, And about all the games you play. How can I still love you after all you've done? How do you expect me to carry on? How do you expect me to forgive you for what you've done wrong? How was I able to live like this for so long? You mean absolutely nothing to me, I really don't care how much you hurt I don't care if I did break your heart, You are the one who tore us apart. I have had all that i can take And that is why you are MY MISTAKE!! June 7, 2007

My Gift To You
I give you my heart, mind, body and soul For it is your love that makes me whole. I give to you each breath that I take, And every tear that I cry, I give you this promise that I will never break, I promise to remain faithful and never leave your side. I give you the world so choose anything, I give you my undying love along with this ring. I give you a life free from pain, worry and strife, I give you my heart and a chance to be my wife. I give you this kiss to say, "I promise to love you and cherish you forever and always." I trust that you believe that what im saying is true, Because today is the day that I give my heart to you. So close your eyes and take my hands, Let me give you a life of love and romance. Allow me to be all that you want and need, Allow me to give my gift to you, My gift to you is... ME!!

Whoo!
lickin lickin in yer plush bush push push push ya buttons til the buttons stretch from yer yer aroused breasts heaving of yer chest and sweats yer skin, yer juices all the rest lickin lickin lick flickin switchin betwen clit and tit twistin tweakin u like a stereo like an arial w/ yer areolas goosebumpin and yer thighs pumpin 2 get that proper frequency of sighs and movement w/ yer thighs finally thrusting my head so my tongue will go deeper u r the keeper of my mouth 2nite and my fingers 2 play u like a new orleans stride on mardi gras and the sweat is like throwing beads on her breasts breasts that bring ot the beast 2 feast on my mouth or maybe it's me that just delights in the buffet that u supply ...and u demand me lick inside yer thighs like a obese customer obsessing over snow crab legs begging 4 more u see yer flesh food as my food 2 b eaten and eaten and eaten and eaten until yer juices flow like the ocean that i captured u from...cum so sweet and sticky and all over

Dreams
They come and they go. Makes it seam like time flys right out the window! Some want to sing, Some want to dance. Nope. Non Me. My dreams are not to sing, or to dance. But to simply have a guy Who loves me for me, wont push me into anything I'm not ready for. That's all I want. sure it would be nice to have money, but I don't want it. just a man. I thought I had that. Twice actually. But it slipped away. I let it go, but not this Time.

Man Burned While Using Lighter To Siphon Gas
Police said the man lives in Wauzeka and was visiting friends. But when he went to drive home early Saturday morning he didn't have enough gas and attempted to siphon some from the van into his SUV, with help from a Mukwonago woman. Police said when he couldn't see how much was in the container, he used a lighter to check. A blast of fire burned his hands. Neighbors called police. Police said he and the woman were found a short time later in a store parking lot. He was arrested on charges of theft and negligent use of burning materials. She was referred to authorities for being party to theft.

Ford Feature Will Let Parents Set Speed, Sound Limits For Teens
Starting next year, Ford Motor will roll out a feature on many 2010 models that can limit teen drivers to 80 mph, using a computer chip in the key. Parents also have the option of programming the teen's key to limit the audio system's volume, and to sound continuous alerts if the driver doesn't wear a seat belt. "Our message to parents is, hey, we are providing you some conditions to give your new drivers that may allow you to feel a little more comfortable in giving them the car more often," said Jim Buczkowski, Ford's director of electronic and electrical systems engineering. The feature, called "MyKey," will debut on the 2010 Focus compact car. It will be standard on an unspecified number of Ford models when the 2010 cars and trucks come out late next summer. The feature will spread to the entire Ford, Lincoln and Mercury lineup as models are updated, spokesman Wes Sherwood said. Ford arrived at the 80 mph limit even though freeway speed limits are lower in most state

In My World . . . .
I am the straightlaced chic with the freaky side. I love pussy and I love dick. The way both feel are beyond imagination. Unless you walk both paths no one can even begin to understand the dichotomy that prevails between the two. My guys ask me how I know how to please a woman so well. In truth it is pretty simple - I am a woman. I know where to touch, where to lick, what to softly stroke, and what to drag my nails against for JUST that right response. Men dont seem to take time to learn a womans body. Guys, it isnt about how far you push it in - although I have to admit I like it rough like that sometimes - but where is the tenderness? My favorite positions are the ones where I can look into my partners eyes. Watching their lips bite between their teeth, seeing them draw in a sharp breath as my fingers stroke just that right spot or my pussy clenches in just the right way. I love the sound of having sex/fucking/making love. The gasps, the moans, the cursing (sailor for those who know

My Missing Conversation.
My Dad called me the other day. He wanted to say "Hey Bill," and "What's happening?" I wanted to say "Well Dad, things have been kinda tough lately, but I'm managing to push it on through." That's when I woke up in my dark and quiet room; the last vestiges of the sad dream slipping from my groggy mind. Alas, it had not been real this time. We lost him in 1999 to the ravages of Multiple Myeloma; an awful and incurable cancer of the bone marrow. There have been times since when I've gone through some of the more wrenching experiences of life. During the worst of them it seemed that I could feel his presence; as if he were attempting to break the bonds of death to reach through, and help me. Our daily phone calls began when I was younger, and on the fast track to a "go-go" career in Information Technology. He happened to work for an outfit that had the same IBM hardware that I specialize in, and the premise for the call would be to ask my opinion about some issue in those are

Flash Us Your Tats!
The problem with getting a tattoo is you may regret it years later. Aaron Evans, 21, is already ruing his bit of skin art. He pleaded guilty to attempted auto theft after he was caught breaking into a police bait car in Bristol, UK. His escape was hampered by the fact that a large tattoo, which featured his name and date of birth, was etched on his neck with dark ink, perfectly framed for police cameras. Insanely Obvious Tip for Criminals #248: If you can't remember your name and birthday, write it on a piece of paper and keep it in your pocket; don't engrave it on your neck above your shirt line. As my mother would say, it may keep you from being on the Supreme Court someday.

I'm A Cat
You Are a Cat You are very independent and reclusive. No one really understands you, and you like it that way! You are quite clever and ingenious. You can get yourself out of any sticky situation. You are confident and cool tempered. You know you have many advantages and resources to draw from. No matter what life throws at you, things always seem to work out your way. What Animal Are You?

Something To Think About
Read Each One Carefully & Think About It a Second or Two 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, & the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand & touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can' t have them 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on someone, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grat eful. 10. Don't cry because it is o

Little White Lies
So while fact checking the debate I found it funny Obamas biggest thing was every point seemed to talk about how we had to invest in this or invest in that.... Yet then he turned around and said that he was going to cut much more then he was going to spend. I found that very hard to belive so I looked it up. He lied...... well lets say he fibbed. He is going to introduce 400+ billion in new spending and his "cuts" are only taking away about 100 billion. So that leave a 300 billion larger debt.

Obama's Military Plans
Obama's Military Plans Take troops out of Iraq and send them home but we need more troops in Afghanistan so send them there . No wait , take them out of Iraq and send them to help the UN in Darfur . But we need them in Afghanistan so to attack Pakistan .No wait ... God does Obama really have any idea what he is doing with the troops ? I don't think he has a clue .He flopped around 5 times last night on the troop issue . And I knew he wants to put us in the middle of the Civil War in Darfur .

Do You Remember?
A lot of Americans have become so insulated from reality that they imagine that America can suffer defeat without any inconvenience to themselves. /> Pause a moment, reflect back. These events are actual events from history.. They really happened!!! Do you remember? 1. 1968 Bobby Kennedy was shot and killed by a Muslim male extremist. 2. In 1972 at the Munich Olympics, athletes were kidnaped and massacred b y Muslim male extremists. 3. In 1979, the US embassy in Iran was taken over by Muslim male extremists. 4. During the 1980's a number of Americans were kidnaped in Lebanon by Muslim male extremists. 5. In 1983, the US Marine barracks in Beirut was blown up by Muslim male extremists. 6. In 1985 the cruise ship Achille Lauro was hijacked and a 70 year old American passenger was murdered and thrown overboard in his wheelchair by Muslim male extremists. 7. In 19

Beautiful Dream
Beautiful Dream Walking on white softness taking in the cool breeze, I push through the white fog to find what I need, knowing I am in a Beautiful Dream. As I walk on I hear the voice a soothing yet tempting kind of noise, I call out to it asking where it is and when it responds I know it is his. Can this be true can this be real, why do I feel the way I feel? A warm sensation fills me so, a fantastic feeling I don’t want to let go. Where are you are you near I ask with little fear. I am beside you and holding your hand, can you feel me don’t be so sad. I feel the touch and know it is sincere, but still I am looking and trying to see clear. He tells me not to cry and gently wipes my eyes, fall into me and let go of yourself, fall into me I promise to help. So I close my eyes and let my self go, I hold nothing back and let everything show, All the emotions I kept deep inside, all came flowing from me ,all at one time. I kept on falling not sure if this was real, I kept falling u

We Will Carry You With Us.
We will carry you with us You came into our lives and made everything bright, when you left this earth you took that light. Wishing we could hug you and tell you dont go away, Wishing we could tell you everything was ok. Our tears fall as we thnk of you. Our tears fall for your dreams that never came true. You might have thought no one cared, But we all love you that is something we all shared. We know you are at peace and free from all your pain, But we all have empty spaces that will never go away. You are so special to us all, You didnt realize when you fall We all fall, You didnt hear us call. We will carry your love with us where ever we go, We will carry you in our hearts and minds and soul. Our love for you will never let go. In Loving Memory of Donald.A.Bassett By: Marrianne Boley

Fubar Sucks/no Help
SO I HAVE MAILED AND SHOUTED TO EVERYONE I CAN ON THIS STUPID FUBAR. ALL I WANT TO KNOW IS HOW TO GET MY OLD PROFILE, WHICH SOMEONE STOLE, THEY CHANGED THE EMAIL AND PASSWORD SO I CANNOT GET INTO IT TO DELETE THE ACCOUNT. I CANNOT GET ANY HELP FROM FUBAR, THEIR RIDICULOUS BOUNCER'S, STAFF WHATEVER THEY CALL THEIR PETTY SELVES. ALL THEY ARE WORRIED ABOUT IT CHATTING TO ONE ANOTHER. I MERELY WANT TO KNOW HOW TO GET A STOLEN ACCOUNT THAT HAS MY PICTURE'S ON AND OTHER INFO DELETED ENTIRELY??? I RECEIVED AN INVITE FROM A nola1946@yahoo.com I BELIEVE THIS WOMAN IS WHO HAS CONTROL OF MY ACCOUNT, HER NAME IS SUSAN ALSBURY, SHE LIVES IN WESSON MISSISSIPPI HER HOME PHONE IS 601-643-2538. I HAVE BEGGED FUBAR FOR HELP. I HAVE SPOKEN TO THE SHERIFF HERE. WHY SHOULD IT COST ME MONEY TO HIRE A LAWYER TO GET FUBAR TO SHUT DOWN THAT OLD SITE?? WHY WON'T ANYONE AT FUBAR HELP? THEIR RIDICULOUS "BIBLE" DOES NOT TELL ME A THING. SHALL I JUST HIRE THE LAWYER AND GO AGAINST FUBAR? I

Made By Dirty Girl
ATTENTION!!! YES EVERYBODY ON THE FU. XMASBABY AND I HAVE TRADED AUTO 11'S AND WE ARE ROCKING THEM FOR 24 HOURS TO LEVEL! WE COULD SERIOUSLY USE YOUR HELP. SO PELASE COME AND RATE ME AND THIS GIRL TILL YOUR MOUSE CLICKING FINGER HURTS. ALSO REMEMBER THAT WHEN YOU RATE PEOPLE 11'S YOU GET THE CREDIT AS IF YOU WERE REALLY RATING THEM ONE. VIP OR NOT!!! ALSO WHEN YOU RATE A REAL 11 IT'S WORTH DOUBLE!! ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED BY ME AND MAY!! SO YOU GOT NOTHING TO LOSE HERE PEOPLE SO CLICK ON OUR PICS AND START SHOWING US MAD LOVE PLEASE!!! DiRRty ԍirL®™ **PeRsOnAl AsSiStAnT 2 Ct GiRl-Fu-LuV BoMb SqUaD**@ fubar *xmasbaby73*DEVOTED 2 the MOST HANDSOME and AMAZING man EVER *TAPPINIT*perv his page often plz@ fubar

Satin Smooth~ Part 1
Satin knew he was heading her way. He had called her earlier before she had gotten home to leave a short and to the point message on her answering machine saying, "Be ready at midnight. I will be there." He left no name and no return number cause he didn't have to. She knew his voice anywhere. The anger and resentment she felt at his domination made her want to leave the house to make sure she missed their appointment, But then the lust and slight fear of punishment made her slowly get ready to accept him. Satin always had been an independent woman till she had met her Master a year ago. He had come into her life when relationships with other men seems to boring to even try to find anyone more then an occasional sex partner. She had meet him at a party, feeling his eyes watching her as she had fun with her friends and teased all the men around without caring about their feelings. Her attitude toward men made her pity them, which caused her teasing to sometimes be almost out of ou

Images Of Mother
The Images of Mother 4 YEARS OF AGE - My Mommy can do anything! 8 YEARS OF AGE - My Mom knows a lot! A whole lot! 12 YEARS OF AGE - My Mother doesn't really know quite everything. 14 YEARS OF AGE - Naturally, Mother doesn't know that, either 16 YEARS OF AGE - Mother? She's hopelessly old-fashioned. 18 YEARS OF AGE - That old woman? She's way out of date! 25 YEARS OF AGE - Well, she might know a little bit about it. 35 YEARS OF AGE - Before we decide, let's get Mom' s opinion. 45 YEARS OF AGE - Wonder what Mom would have thought about it? 65 YEARS OF AGE - Wish I could talk it over with Mom.

Verdict - Armenian Genocide And Berlinian Acquittal
www.vimeo.com/1366190 Verdict - Armenian Genocide and Berlinian Acquittal from Brian Magarian on Vimeo. Soghomon Tehlirian survived the Armenian Genocide, a massive holocaust orchestrated by the Turkish government in the 20s, by hiding under his brother's dead body during a massacre. Years later, after spotting one of the men responsible in hiding, he stalked and assasinated him. A jury in Berlin acquitted him, sending a message to perpetrators of genocide. I made this as a History Day 2006 entry. It won the Minnesota State Topical Prize for Arab Studies.

Alcoholic Drink
Beer! Your sex life mostly resembles Beer. You are easygoing about sex and to you it’s about having fun more than showing your love for another. You aren’t very choosy about partners as long as you’re going to get some. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Racing Mind......overflowing Heart....
To those who know me, I am described as a thinker...a processer...I feel like everything happens for a reason, especially when it comes to people and relationships (however defined)...that someone comes into your life for a reason and it lasts as long as its supposed to last I guess, but that that relationship has a meaning....a purpose. Even when you realize all of the good that comes from said relationships, when you know and understand all that you have learned from them, the hope it has given you, the growth you have experienced from it, in the many ways it can fill your heart....it is still so sad when you see it fading away...when you realize that it might be over...that its time and place in your life is coming to an end... Still...me, the thinker, the processer, the dreamer, the one who always tries to have hope...I would always want these relationships than not at all. Without them you don't learn, you don't grow, you don't love as much....life would be forever lonely,

Things To Know About Capi's
**didn't write it, but man it is pretty right on...lol. ** THINGS TO KNOW ABOUT CAPRICORNS the symbol for capricorn is the sea-goat, a goat with the tail of a fish. to the subjective mind this makes no sense, and you will never comprehend us until you learn to rise above your subjectivity. everything about us is a paradox. you only think we can read your mind. we can’t really. we don’t need to. we see through you the way an adult sees through a child. to my knowledge, no one has coined the phrase "capricorn’s intuition." they should. seriously, how do we know the things that we know? the truth is that even we don’t know how we know, and even we find it a little spooky sometimes. if we seem like bigger assholes than most, it’s only because we refuse to be two-faced. we won’t say anything behind your back that we are unwilling to say to you directly, and we will not pretend to like someone whom we dislike. one caveat: we will pretend to like someone

Do We?..poem
what do we do when time stops when the world around us goes black as mid-night when our voices are lost in a sea of noise when the shattered hearts of millions create a river of tears when everything we ever knew or loved is ripped from us what do we do when time moves again when the world starts looking brighter but our hope dimmer when our voices are heard but they're only cries of pain when our torn and tattered hearts refuse to mend when nothing we knew is before us Tell me what do we do but cry at night What but to try and move on through the world what but to scream at the top of our lungs we will be free someday what but to slowly put together the pieces of our hearts what but to move on and meet new people Tell me what do we do?

This One Hits Me Nearly Right On The Head.........lol... Truly
Much about you is withdrawn and closed. You are a thoughtful individual who lives in self-imposed psychological isolation. Your life is conducted in an orderly, methodical fashion, based on fixed habits and routines. You are prudent in money matters and possess good business sense for acquiring material wealth. You have tremendous self- control and reserve, and are often too independent. In love as in all other areas of your life, you are ultra-cautious. There is usually a practical reason for initiating any relationship. However, once committed to someone, you are most dependable and trustworthy. The key to a more harmonious existence lies in sharing your thoughts with the people you are close to. The sign of Capricorn denotes an existence in which temperament is very important. You will give an image of ambition, persistence, will power, consistency and perseverance. You were born with the tendencies to seek material, social, and, perhaps, even political power. Capricorn

Vanishing Acts By Jodi Picoult
Plot Summary: Delia Hopkins was six years old when her father allowed her to be his assistant in the amateur magic act he performed at the local senior center's annual Christmas pageant. "I learned a lot that night," recalls Delia, who is now 32, at the start of Picoult's absorbing new novel (her 12th, after My Sister's Keeper). "That people don't vanish into thin air...." She has come to know this even better as an adult: she makes her living finding missing people with her own search-and-rescue bloodhound. As she prepares for her wedding, however, Delia has a flash of memory that is so vivid yet so wildly out-of-place among the other memories from her idyllic New Hampshire upbringing that she describes it to a childhood friend, who happens to be a reporter. Soon, her whole world and the world of the widowed father she adores is turned upside down. Her marriage to her toddler's father, a loving but still struggling recovering alcoholic, is put on hold as she is forced to conduct a sea

Dunno
Ever had one of those days where you wonder where you belong in this world? Why am I the way that I am? Who is really listening to the words that are coming out of your mouth and your heart? That's where I am at right now. I am wondering why I am on this planet? What is my purpose? where do I really fit into the big picture? Who am I? Can anyone answer these questions? No, Not really......the only one who can answer these questions is me....but I don't have the answers....So what now? I know that I am a good person, I have a big heart. Anyone who knows the real me, knows that I will help anyone within reason. I used to be a generally good natured person, but now,,,,I just don't know who I should be. Should I just not care? Should I try to stay with the real me? Or should I just pretend to be someone that I know in my heart that I'm not....?? Anyone have the answers that I seek? My heart says that I am hurting, my brain says stick with it, it'll get better....

What's In A Name...? I Could Of Answered This :d
www.vimeo.com/882532 Riding on that Military Service as experience, might be biting him in the backside in moments like this. What’s In A Name, John McCain? from Mob Logic on Vimeo.

The Streets Of My Heaven
Just a poem I wrote about the place I grew up. A place I sometimes long to go back to yet I know inside it'll never be the same! Though the island has not changed the people have! I'm better off where I'm at yet I love to walk these streets once in a while. The streets of my Heaven are not paved with gold They are not lined with silver and lace Or covered in a blanket of four-leaf clovers There are no money trees to shade me from the blistering sun The roads of my Heaven are sometimes heavily traveled They could tell you stories from many moons ago When walking down the paths you will see true beauty While under the arch of old oak trees you will be cooled and energized The roads of my Heaven are dirt They are lined with the sweetest blackberries in the summer time At night when walking in the cool sand you can hear the whip-or-wills song The streets of my Heaven are where I long to stay!

Updated On Me
So whats new, gosh my love life feels like them doors that go around and around in a circle. Is it to much to ask for one person not to play games with your head. Its like every guy i find has this hidden side that don't come out till its to late. I'm so sick of it. You have the guy (we all know who i am talking about) who only wants me when I'm with someone else and then he wants a bitch not a woman. Well i will not lie for anyone especially to my friends and family. lets see the guy who just wants to have sex, because "your good at it" what the fuck is that shit. either you want to be with me or you don't. and now the new guy. i been talking to him for a long while now. he broke up with his girlfriend to come see me. tells me he likes me. misses me wants to be in my arms and waking up next to me is like being in heaven but when asked if we are in a relationship says he don't want to be in one. but he don't have a problem asking me to cook and clean and take care of him. all t

New Fu-group?
Greeting folks, I've seen several new groups in fubar, and think its about time to start one We're gonna call it "Hard Riders...The Fu-Cowboy Posse" Looking for Executives and Members. Anyone interested in joining drop me a PM

Venting Stuff
first and foremost, I'm moving out of my place today. I have decided to leave a good amount of furniture, give away some food, some clothes and throw away a bunch of stuff. I was going to keep these couches I got for free that are really comfortable, but they're heavy and have way too many memories "stored" in them. Since they were free and have to be re-covered I'm not too concerned about it. Someone's always getting rid of something somewhere. Then again, I don't see me having my own place again any time soon, so agian, no need for couches. There was a book case I'm not keeping either. Again, nice, but whatever. I had more to say, but at this point, don't really feel like it. The motel I'm staying at says it has wireless internet access, so hopefully I'll be able to use it later....

Therepy
Sometimes one of the most powerful things you can do for yourself is remind yourself of how awesome you are. I have never had a lack of self esteem but man, the new pictures I have taken really reminded me of how special I am. So my one piece of advice, take beautiful pictures of yourself. They do indeed make you feel better.

Oh My God Caps Lock- Lmao @ This Forum
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