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Pavarotti Is In Very Serious Condition
© APLuciano Pavarotti Pavarotti Is in Very Serious Condition ROME -- Tenor Luciano Pavarotti, who has pancreatic cancer, was in "very serious" condition after his health deteriorated, the Italian news agency AGI reported Wednesday. Without citing sources, AGI said Pavarotti was at home being cared for by doctors from the Modena hospital where he underwent two weeks of tests and treatment in August. A hospital spokesman, Alberto Greco, confirmed Pavarotti was at home but said he had no further information. Calls and e-mails sent to Pavarotti's manager, Terri Robson, were not returned. The 71-year-old Pavarotti, was released from the hospital Aug. 25, more than two weeks after he was admitted with a high fever. At the time, Robson denied Italian news reports that he had been treated for pneumonia. The opera star had surgery for the cancer in July 2006 in a New York hospital. Pancreatic cancer is one of the most deadly forms of the disease, though doctors said the surg

Adventurer Fosset Missing In Nevada
Record-setting adventurer goes missing in Nevada MINDEN -- Millionaire adventurer Steve Fossett, who has cheated death time and again in his successful pursuit of aviation records, was missing Tuesday after taking off in a single-engine plane the day before to scout locations for a land speed record, officials said. Teams searched a swath of rugged terrain in western Nevada near the ranch where he took off, but searchers had little to go on because he did not file a flight plan, a Federal Aviation Administration spokesman said. "They are working on some leads, but they don't know where he is right now," FAA spokesman Ian Gregor said. Fossett, the first person to circle the world solo in a balloon, was seeking places for an upcoming attempt to break the land speed record in a car, said Sir Richard Branson, the British billionaire who has helped pay for many of Fossett's adventures. The 63-year-old took off alone at 8:45 a.m. Monday from an airstrip at hotel magnate Bar

Why Me
A friend of mines ex girlfriend is trying to pull a bunch of crap with me. Telling me that I am trying to steal her man. And now it's cusing a strain between mine and his friendship because I don't want to deal with it anymore cause I'm tired of not sleeping because she can't keep her mouth shut. What's so wrong with me tht this is happening to me? I am just trying to be a good friend who is there for him when he needs to talk. What's so wrong with that?

Sad News - Please Read
Hello. I wanted to let my friends and fans know that I may not be around much in the next few days or even maybe weeks. My best friend that I went to school with from Kindergarden on, her parents are like my second set of parents were in a car wreck today. Dad was DOA when help arrived, mom is in the hospital in critical and Bobby, brother, was in the back and split his head open from the middle of his forehead to the back of his one ear. I spoke with one of the deputies that were at the scene and they didnt think that mom would make it either. I havent seen her or her son yet, trying to get the strength to go to the hospital with out breaking down. My friend is not doing well, nor am I. I will be with her as much as possible to try to keep her calm. If something happens to mom, I will have to help with funeral arrangements etc. As there are no other family besides my friend and her brother and my friends daughter that is only 15. I will check in once in awhile to update and see what

Autumn's Hot Winter Night
She wakes to a cold, beautiful morning with blinding, white snow covering the ground. This is her kind of day, a day that gives her complete inspiration. This is her first snow since moving North and she was determined to enjoy it. Running through the house like a child, she grabs everything she will need, placing it all on the picnic table outside in the backyard. After several trips and making sure she has everything, she goes back in the house for two more things. She stands at the stove stirring her pot of cappucino cocoaand watching her soup as it warms. Thoughts fill her mind, all kinds of creative ideas. but for todaym she already has a picture in her head of what she wants to bring to life on her canvass. And it was time to get started. She pours the cocoa and the soup into two thermos and heads out of the door. A few hours later she sits inside her two room tent, flaps on the front pulled up like an open doorway and her canvas has life starting to evolve from it. She works

Vampires
Lexi walks alone the darkened streets of her hometown. There are so many thoughts running through her head, so many emotions running through her heart. Tired of being alone and not knowing how to change that considering her circumstances, her deep shyness. She walks on, lost in thoughts of what might have been. The closer she gets to home the more saddened she becomes. This is her every night routine except for Saturday nights. She works all day and walks home alone at night to face an empty home. She lets the night engulf her and take her away with each step she makes. Walking into her yard and climbing the steps, she has her keys already out of her pocket. This was a habit that her mother instilled in her long ago. “Just in case someone was lurking in the shadows” she could get inside quick. Her keys slide from her hand, as it turns sweaty with the thought of a stranger possibly hiding nearby. She picks them up and lets herself in her home. Picking up the mail and tossing it on th

Welcome To Heartbreak
I have an emptiness in me I can't describe. A feeling of being lost, deep inside. Am I withdrawing inside myself? Putting my heart up on a shelf? I feel the ice run through my veins. The doors of my heart closing in pain. Turning away from potential friends. Back to the point where the begining ends Shutting down any possibilty of emotions. Living day by day, going through the motions. Wearing a smile that's no longer real. No love, no hurt, nothing to feel. This is my life on a day to day basis. The girl that was happy has left no traces. How much more of this life can I take? Welcome my child, to the world of heartbreak.

True To Myself
I can't be who you want me to be All I know how to be is me I may not hold my heart out to view But believe it or not it belongs to you "US" without me leaves just You How can that be a love that's true And if I cant be true at to myself How can I be true to anyone else?

Wish
Wish ERIc Ethan Some time when I make wish when I see a falling star I hold that wish forever in my heart . When I make a wish with a friend you know that wish is going to last forever. When I make that wish I want to see that wish last forever. When I make that wish I always want to share my wishes with a friend I make wishes doing the dishes. I make wishes for friends that are far and near to give them hope that wishes come true I make wishes for me too , When I make that wish I keep them in a pocket and hold them dear and near I make wishes for friends that are down and out, blue and red. I make wishes for people to have love in their heart and never die. If you made that wish will you share it with a friend?

Globalization
What is Globalization? Finally, a definition of globalization one can understand and to which one can relate Question : What is the truest definition of Globalization? Answer : Princess Diana's death. Question : How come? Answer : An English princess with an Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a French tunnel, driving a German car with a Dutch engine, driven by a Belgian who was drunk on Scottish whisky, (check the bottle before you change the spelling), followed closely by Italian

Actor Owen Wilson Hospitalized
Owen Wilson hospitalized after suicide attempt Two celebrity tabloid magazines and websites report that actor Owen Wilson tried to commit suicide over the weekend. The National Enquirer and PerezHilton.com report that Wilson was rushed to a hospital Sunday after cutting his wrist and taking a large amount of pills. A family member found him passed out in his Los Angeles home and called 911. He is with his family and is in stable condition.

Mega Party On Sunday September 23rd
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Check Out This New Santini Fan Group!
Filled with videos and breaking news of live appearances by The World's Most Extreme Escape Artist, Santini: The Dark Master of Escape. Come over and send your friends over to check it out and join too! Link below: http://www.facebook.com/group.php gid=4940208892&ref=mf

The Life
With all my years before, I still come unprepared for these tumult and strife, It is as though I take one step forward, And two leaps back. I stand short with all my courage, tall with all my pain. This life is so unpredictable, With immeasurable amounts of loss and tears. I cannot see ahead and must never let these eyes set me back Stagnant, If that's the word describes the life I lead. I once had a dream, One bigger than easily fathomed. The talent is gone and my hands just cannot do the same. I find peace in chaos. Love in hatred. But I cannot find hope. By:Psyfer

My Struggle
When I look at myself,I cannot see, See past my stunned face,To who I should be, Gone are the days, Of insecurities,Long since past, Has gone my innocence,I've turned myself, Into a spiteful creature,Everything I'm not, And everything I wish to be, My pain is gone, Replaced by rage,My anger it boils, From inside of me,I wish to be rid of this curse, I forever wish,To erase all these cuts, My dreams are inside me, So out of reach,This person I've created, Has sinned to much,I want this all gone, And be able to live,I just want myself back, The things I have done,I know have been wrong, But they have shaped who I am,And now I am strong, My wisdom is wiser, My heart not so small,My burdens are secrets I carry alone,No longer the torment of worry and hurt,I put all my friends through, Without their support,I would not have pulled through. By Psyfer

I Will
I will hold you close, so close our skin becomes one organ, pulsing with new life. I will kiss you, yes, will pour myself into you through lips slightly parted while your clothing falls away. I will take you slowly slowly slowly, enter you all places, press myself into you. I will overflow, spilling into you the moments of release, the clouds of milky god from deep within me. I will lie beside you, breathing deep the musk of us in vapors all around - until you are calling me to come again slowly slowly slowly. © All rights reserved

Getting Used To Things Again
I have been taking a lot of time getting used to the fact that I can't walk anymore. I never realized before the things you take for granted on a daily basis. Simple things are now very difficult, but I'm taking it in stride. I have done many things in my life that I regret and now feel this is probably punishment for those things. I have started working a little more, taking my business back in my own hands. One thing I can do is work, as most of my work is on the phone or online. I am working with a few different handicapped specialists to get my truck and car accessable to drive. Until that is finished, I thank all of my friends and family that have been carting me to doctor's appointments and therapy appointments as well. Everything happens for a reason, I've said this many times before, but now I believe it to be very true. I was taking my life for granted, and now I feel blessed every day that I wake up, just for the opportunity to see the world. My kids have ha

Crosses And T-shirts
Sometimes, increasingly actually, I have a person who comments about the cross I wear. I have several crosses of different designs and sometimes they draw comment. Today, I had a person tell me to put my cross inside my shirt because the cross offended him. Of course I did refuse politely because my cross is a witness to my faith. He made several statements about me, my intelligence, my politics, my parents. Never once did I give in to the temptation. Temptation? There was temptation to retort with the same vinegar. I am human after all and when someone seeks to humiliate me, that human nature struggles to rise up, to protest my greatness in the face of brute denigration. Every fiber of my human nature screamed within me, "Tell him you don't like his shirt's depiction of a half-naked woman doused in beer and demand that he take that off." But something greater won out, thank God for grace. It was a test of my sincerity, will I contribute to the discourse of self-cent

Moving Day
Hi everyone on fubar!!! Yes i am here from nebraska and just to say it is something here. This past week i have been moving into my new home and it has been crazy big time when u are doing it urself that is for sure. I didnt know that my family and friends all of a sudden have things to do when i needed some help moving the big stuff. I finally found someone to helpme move it and it is all done. now comes the time to unpack and it is going so slow because having to down size and get rid of alot of things that i wont be needin in the new home that is really smaller than what it was before. hope everyone had a safe labor day weekend while i worked moving and getting into the new house. in a different community that is much more quieter than the lst one i was living in ove on 6th street. slept like a baby and woke up wondering where in the heck i was at that is for sure. but settled and loving it alot. you all have a nice nite and day tomorrow. HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL MY NEW

Kappilla Rap Killa
hmm.. see catz wanna battle.. oblivious 2 matts skill// i'm a young veteran fuccin better then the rest rep da west every breath and thatz real // shit if ya ever seen it betta believe it i'm a monsta tossa verse at'em i murder'em servin'em they last meal // NOW EAT i know u bout 2 speak violent tryna bring out beef coward please relax n chill // sum body get this iliiterate pric a bitch witta dicc a tampax and a pill // of midol all right ya'll i'm 5'9 tall standin' one hand on my balls other finger fuccin dat blacc steel // its fully loaded ready 2 be deep throated by dis pussy sugar n sweet coated... please open ya mouth.. now that KAPz PILLed // mc's please he's hopeless dont these fleas n roachez notice loc'z only focus is street poetry soul motive n passion 2 kill // bacc to deal... i'm likely 2 talk sicc oh shit he's wyte chocolate cuz his fudge has been pacced 2 da gillz // a cross dresser.. wyte n nerdy ridin dirty on da tracc in sum steve

Talkin Shit
these lil' kidz talkin street wiz, well G wiz i think itz past their curfew // blacc flag in sac strapped wit da burna tool, ya may of herd itz cool naw itz a dirty game so much hurt n pain ya fin 2 learn a few // thangz tonight dat may save ya life, aint a price i could've paid twice 2 make it right i'm an angel n da eyez of the savior christ, 2 say it lightly that jus personal // aint tryin at convertin' you, i'm more like satin's favorite athiest hate it but i dare 1 of ya fuccz 2 name a bebe kid worst den dude // hear ya slurrin rude commentz but ya probably couldnt walk dis earthz surface n my converse shoez, hintz why i'm circlin' foolz // in drama alot.... shit... i want it stop, but i'm on da choppin blocc 2 word it perfect i'm screwed // like robert davis.. rest in peace n wit every breath i speak i pray 2 god 2 save us, n ya wankstaz got my purpose confused // yea i'm on da turf wit dudez, but i reversed da rulez snatchin purses bringin'em bacc hur

Razor Blade Tounge
razor blade tongue i gotta razor blade tongue i gotta razor blade tongue , gotta razorblade tounge cuz i be sharper than dagger sharp sharp as a spike sharper than a sharks tooth sinkin inta the bite call it a razor blade tongue i gotta razor blade tongue gotta razor blade tongue , gotta razorblade tounge my game sharper than a dagger sharp sharp as a spike sharper than a sharks tooth sinkin in ta the bite havent i told yall not ta be takin this young sicco fa granite kid ill school ya like cranbridge and u at a technical disadvantage trick i cant stand it- u not knowin that u fuckin wit tha man thit is doin more damage on average than traffic-spittin acidic off the blades, but i do dat ta keep the rust at bay witta dick fulla nut-simply used ta fuck ya face if ya try ta get krunk jus because u drunk enough a they licka then i gotta good reason ta spray triggas-make they brain splinters u ain even like me,i slit my tougne ta watch it bleed and rele

Why Im Here,really!!!!!!!
i got accused of being a freak this morning,to fucking bad i guess.ive been shhooting down cam girls since got on the internet,not saying if thats what your into,its your business!but i really dont think people talk enough any more,and hell if your offended by my comments,get real its the internet,would you rather me send you all the lovvy dovvy shit other people send,as far as im concerned those are the ones you should be freaked about!!!!!! well enough ive always believed to each there own,you cant handle my shit no skin off my teeth!!!!!

Barrier
There is a barrier between us, invisible, hidden Yet solid and cruel like a chain-link fence I want nothing more than to touch you I reach out, feeling nothing but air And cold metal, keeping me from your warmth And I cry Desperate for the feel of you For the warmth of your skin, and the taste Of your lips, and the scent of your hair Yet I can’t get to you, and I hurt myself Clawing at metal bands, my hands bleed But sometimes, you come up to the fence Pressing against me, letting me glimpse you Among the holes in the fence, patches of warm Comfort, our lips touch for seconds and I share In your warmth, I can feel you, and for a moment I know you want me so much But it passes, that moment, and while I still hold you You’re torn away brutally, leaving me empty Pressed, cold and naked, against the fence, Screaming for you And mourning my newfound loneliness

Favorite Travel Moment
One of my best travel experiences happened in Australia. One day we went to this reptile house that in some cases were walk in and hands on. That in itself doesnt exactely grab me as Australia has 5 of the worlds deadliest snakes What also happened later is they have a bird aveary I believe ya call em We went in there There were all these wild birds flying loose facinating well we were kneeling down and was one other person in there This green parrot flew onto my cap It then flew onto my shoulder I thought hmmm ok lets see I raised my arm and it walked up my arm to my finger I thought ok lets push our luck Friend next to me said "be careful" I raised the parrot to my lips slowly It started picking at my nose hair As this was goin on his friends the other green parrots were all standing by the side of me taking this all in and making sure I treated their friend nice There are some specally good moments in life This one rated up there with em

My Friend I Care
MY FRIEND I CARE Don't tell me that you understand Don't tell me that you know. Don't tell me that I will survive, How I will surely grow. Don't tell me that this is just a test, That I am truly blessed, That I am chosen for this task, Apart from all the rest. Don't come at me with answers That can only come from me, Don't tell me how my grief will pass That I will soon be free. Don't stand in pious judgement Of the bounds I must untie, Don't tell me how to suffer, And don't tell me how to cry. My life is filled with selfishness, My pain is all I see, But I need you, I need your love, Unconditionally. Accept me in my ups and downs, I need someone to share, Just hold my hand and let me cry, And say, "My friend, I care." by:Joanetta Hendel

Tears Of The Night
i have never been so close to tears over nothing. tonight, i went to a tampa bay devil rays vs. toronto blue jays baseball game. someone set up something special. they told me welcome home and thank you for serving, in front of the ENTIRE baseball stadium, EVERYONE stood up and was clapping, i had several people shake my hand, and more just say thank you to me directly......it was so wonderful.....it made me almost cry, to think that people can support such a great thing, it makes me just think about crying. thank you guys for listening to me!!1

"...thought You Might Want To See This."
No. No, I do not want to see whatever the fuck you think I may be interested in. Trust me. Have any of you been recently deluged by people on your "friends" list sending you e-mail that has the subject line heading "Soandso@fubar.com thought you might be interested in seeing this."? Then you click the link, and it's either a member (skanky...always skanky), or a bulletin, or some such shit. I click "Block this sender", which I don't want to do to my "friends", but it's OK...there's no block, they keep sending me this shit. It's predominantly been within the last week...is this a new Fubar feature...? Mass SPAM? That's just what this fucking place needs, right? Well, here's my solution...since the "Block Sender" feature on my mailbox doesn't seem to work, I'll be removing from my Friends list anyone who sends me this crap. Starting now. Think you know me well enough to send me something I'd be interested in...? I doubt you do, so here's a list: Female Hot Nude Shave

Puzzle For U?
A non-uniform wire of fixed length is given to you which burns at different rate, and finished itself in exact 1 hour. I want you to tell me when it measures 45 minutes? Note:- 1. No cutting of wire. 2. Wire burns non-uniformly but finishes in exact 1 hr. 3. You dont have any watch.(lol) 4. You have several such wire, you have just to find exact 45 min.. This puzzle was given in amplitude test of Opliem Labs Delhi. Enjoy Solving it.

Useful Military Warnings
"Aim towards the Enemy." - Instruction printed on US Rocket Launcher "When the pin is pulled, Mr. Grenade is not our friend." - U.S. Army "Cluster bombing from B-52s is very, very accurate. The bombs are guaranteed to always hit the ground." - U.S.A.F. Ammo Troop "If the enemy is in range, so are you." - Infantry Journal "A slipping gear could let your M203 grenade launcher fire when you least expect it. That would make you quite unpopular in what's left of your unit." - Army's magazine of preventive maintenance. "It is generally inadvisable to eject directly over the area you just bombed." - U.S. Air Force Manual "Try to look unimportant; they may be low on ammo." - Infantry Journal "Tracers work both ways." - U.S. Army Ordnance "Five-second fuses only last three seconds." - Infantry Journal "Bravery is being the only one who knows you're afraid." - Col. David Hackworth "If your attack is going too well, you're probably walkin

Time To Wake Up
as the morning sun rises, and my eyes begin to flicker open to a new day. a day of discovery, adventure, and love . as i lift my self from the bed and think of all these things and the task, i anxiousy arise to achieve my dreams for that day. I set ou to make my mark in the world saying i was here and done my best. hello world it is time to wake up and do the same!

Trinkling
On the telephone we are almost together, I am nearly absorbed into her (the way I imagine it must be someday, please, someday) - her voice comes softly to me, like the sound of water trinkling over rocks. Her words find a thousand new meanings in the beating of my heart and each sigh from her is mine. We are making love through conversations about nothing - and I am nearly absorbed into her (as I have wanted, needed, hoped for someday, please, someday). © All rights reserved

How I Feel Right Now 2
**you always have to be happy. if you are sad or upset for some reason or another, there is something wrong with you. perfection has to be achieved or you are a bad person. if you are not perfect you are not loved, being loved and having someone to love, is what life is about..... but first you have to be perfect. the flawlessness you have to create to attain everyone's love. Hide behind the fake plastic smile and cheery image. Then you will measure up, and be loved. is there any one person who is perfect? how can happiness be achieved?

Survey
1. What is the status of you and the last person you kissed? we are still together 2. What's bothering you right now? tiredness, and not being able to see my baby 3. Will you kiss the last person you kissed again? hell yeah, he is my baby.. 4. What is in your wallet? i carry everything in my back pocket 5.Whats your computer background? chalk drawing my daughters did 6. Background on your cell phone? hearts that say i love erik 7. What do you want in your life right now? i decline to answer that 8. Listening to? nuttin 9. Have you ever kissed anyone named Patty? no 10. What do you smell like? not sure 11. Eating? nope. but want sunflower seeds 12. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed? my stuffed puppy dog 13. Do you believe in soulmates? yes. 14. What do you wear to bed? depends, my babys t-shirt, or nuttin 15. Do you remember your dreams? yes and no 16. Who will you sleep with tomorrow night? myself.. :( 17. Have you

Lsu Rocks!!!!!
BATON ROUGE, La. (AP) -- LSU didn't need any small-school sacrificial lambs on its early season schedule to post a couple of gaudy blowouts. No. 9 Virginia Tech couldn't stop the second-ranked Tigers any more than some pushover. Keiland Williams ran for 126 yards and two touchdowns, while quarterback Matt Flynn led LSU to scores on four of it first five possessions as LSU (2-0) cruised to a 48-7 victory over the uncharacteristically hapless Hokies (1-1) on Saturday night. LSU's menacing defense drove Virginia Tech starting quarterback Sean Glennon from the game midway through the second quarter. Williams highlighted an overwhelming first half for the Tigers with a career-long 67-yard run for a touchdown. LSU had a 24-0 lead after the first 18 minutes and outgained Tech 327-40 in the first half -- a week after its 45-0 dismantling of Southeastern Conference rival Mississippi State. Williams added a 32-yard touchdown run in the fourth quarter. Jacob Hester had 81 yards

Kids In Church
A 6-year-old was overheard reciting the Lord's Prayer at a church service, "And forgive us our trash passes, as we forgive those who passed trash against us." -------------- A boy was watching his father, a pastor, write a sermon. "How do you know what to say?" he asked. "Why, God tells me." "Oh, then why do you keep crossing things out?" ------------------ Terri asked her Sunday School class to draw pictures of their favorite Bible stories. She was puzzled by Kyle's picture, which showed four people on an airplane, so she asked him which story it was meant to represent. "The Flight to Egypt ," was his reply Pointing at each figure, Ms. Terri said, "That must be Mary, Joseph, and Baby Jesus. But who's the fourth person?" "Oh, that's Pontius - the pilot!" --------------------- The Sunday School Teacher asks, "Now, Johnny, tell me frankly do you say prayers before eating?" "No sir," little Johnny replies, I don't have to. My mom is a good cook."

Traditional Native American Clothing
Traditional Clothing is an important part of our Native American Ceremonies. In powwow or traditional ceremony it becomes a statement of our connection to the old ways, the ancestors and the elders that have sacrificed so much that we can still have the spirituality that has always been so important. In powwow these Traditional Clothes honor the elders and are often as healing medicine to those that are ill. Categories and Clothing have done much to cross over and bridge the gap between our Native American Nations to create more understanding and in some cases even eliminate old animosities. From moccasins that tread lightly upon our Mother Earth, to the skins that honor our animal relations, to the intricate beadwork that diffuses and reflects the light from a life-giving sun, all the way to the feathers that represent our prayers to Creator.

To Everyone On My List!!!
I am in a contest that ends sept 21st at 7 pm central time i could always use some help in here i am currantly in 1st place and want to keep it this way so please come help me if you can... Thank You, Hugs Carrie

You Are So Special!
You are so special! Today is ".. Buddy Day". Send this to your .. friends - even me, if I'm one of them - and see how many you get today! ~xoxo!! ___________________________#__# _________________________#__##__# ________________#########_#____#_# ________########____________##_#_# _____##__##____________________#_# ____##_#___#_____________________# ____#_#___#_________________##___# ____#_#__##___________#######_____# ____#__#_#_________###________##__# _____##_______###_#_____##_____#________####### _______###_______#_____###______##____##__###__# _________#______#________#___#__#____##_##___##_# _________#______#_______#####___#___##_##____#__# __________#_____##____##_______#____#__#_____#__# ___________##____##__________#######___#___##__# _____________##____##_____###_____#_____###____# __________#############_####______#_________# _______##_______#______#____#_____#___________# _____##_________#______#____#_____##_________# ___##___________#_______#___#

Is I A Redneck
1. Have your ever said Hey ya'll watch this and ended up in the hospital? 2. Used a road sign to sight in your rifle? 3. Drank so much that you have woke up in the bed with a woman who weighs twice as much as you do? 4. Ever threw up in your boot? 5. Woke up naked in your front or back yard? 6. You scratch yourself no matter when are where you are at? 7. When you fart you invite others to come share the aroma with you? 8. You have ever shared a spit can. 9. You got lost in the woods, chased up a tree by wild hogs, then have an owl fly into your head. (Bodine your my hero) 10. Poured you sippin whiskey in your truck to give it enough gas to make it home. 11. Have ever shit on your overall straps. 12. Touched yourself in an impure manner while in your tree stand. 13. Accidentally shot a hole in your house while cleaning your gun. 14. Fell out of your tree stand and break both of your legs. (You D man HD) 15. Gave yoursel

Funny Story Or Joke..lol
A successful rancher died and left everything to his devoted wife. She was determined to keep the ranch, but knew very little about ranching, so she placed an ad in the newspaper for a ranch hand. Two cowboys applied for the job. One was gay and the other a drunk. She thought long and hard about it, and when no one else applied she decided to hire the gay guy, figuring it would be safer to have him around the house than the drunk. He proved to be a hard worker who put in long hours every day and knew a lot about ranching. For weeks the two of them worked hard and the ranch was doing very well. Then one day, the rancher's widow said "You have done a really good job, and the ranch looks great. You should go into town and kick up your heels." The hired hand readily agreed and went into town on Saturday night. He returned around 2:30 am, and upon entering the room, he found the rancher's widow sitting by the fireplace with a glass of wine, waiting for him.

Why?
Why is it when when we want things to happen then they don't happen, but when we don't want them to happen then they actually do happen. The reason i said that is because i have just been told from my family(what family i have left) that my grandmother-in-law(my mum's sister-in-law's mother) to cancer today. I live in Sth Aus at present & my entire family lives in Melbourne & to make it worse i'm moving house the day after the funeral which is in Melbourne on Tuesday & i move house on Wednesday. I even had to leave work early this afternoon as i just couldn't let anyne there see what may happen to me & when i got home i just broke down into a million pieces because my grandmother-in-law was more of a mother figure to me than my real motherwas or will ever be. This lady had the best soul & spirit that anyone can or will ever have, she will be shorely missed in my life but she'll be with me in my heart, mind & spirit & keep a close eye on me in my life!

Nan, Why Are You Putting Me Through Hell Lately......
Nan, why are you putting me through hell lately after your passing & your funeral? Why do i need to go through all this pain for? Nan please tell me what i'm meant to do so that i can b happy & get on with my life. I'm crying everyday over u nan as i miss u sooooooooooooooooooooooo much that i love u sooooooooooooo dearly & it's tearing me apart everyday even when i'm at work or even with people i'm trying 2 b friends with, but it's extremely hard all alone. God please guide me in the right path so that my nan can rest in peace & that i may live my life with my nan's memory not hurting me any more. If any1 has anything to say or even could help me get through this then please contact me through here!

Welllll
I woke up to 3 friend request and cleared them wow!!!!! thats the first time I said no...feeeling like a bitch now haha me a bitch hmmmmm I mean i was rather nice yesterday cut my list down to 30 when I could off went to single digits but I felt generous .......kk all have a great monday as im going back to bed ha

For September 10,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn You are feeling much more together and grounded today, especially if you've been dealing with bureaucracy or other paperwork lately. Everything just seems to line up right for you now that you can see it!

Tried Of Problems
Sometimes I'm tried of problems, Lord, that would upset my day Forgetting that they come to pass and do not come to stay. Forgive me when I fail to see how rich I am blest With all the things You've given me to feather up my nest. Besides all this I find the things that i most highly treasure Are friends You've sent across my path who bring both love and pleasure. Without them, Lord, I'd not survive for life would be lose it's song And even more important is to have You, Lord, along. So I will keep a happy song tucked deep within my heart Assured that things that come my way won't keep us far apart. Because I need Your help so much I know You'll understand Why I creeep up so close to You until I feel Your hand.

Keep On Smilling.........^_^
Life means missing expected things and facing unexpected things. When you are right, no one remembers, but when you are wrong, no one forgets… This is life keep the lamp of friendship burning with oil of love bcoz sun rises in east and sets in west but friendship rises in heart and sets after death. do remember ur friends.. A Friend is : 1% Funny , 2% Sweet , 3% Caring , 4% Loving , and ................... 90% Smart & GooD lOOkinG . That's y U r My FRIEND .... !!!! Have a nice day n Keep smiling!!!"

Ponderisms
Ponderisms I used to eat a lot of natural foods until I learned that most people die of natural causes. Garden Rule: When weeding, the best way to make sure you are removing a weed and not a valuable plant is to pull on it. If it comes out of the ground easily, it is a valuable plant. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement. Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway. Have you noticed since everyone has a camcorder or camera phone these days no one talks about seeing UFOs like they used to? In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. How is it one careless match can start a forest fire, but it takes a whole box to start a campfire? Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here and drink whatever comes out?" If Jimmy cracks corn

People
OK 1 thing I hate is being walked on but I deal with that it happens all the time to me. But the one thing I detest is being used for money. Ok so I get a social security check and all of sudden I'm supossidly rich. They only ask me for a lil here and a lil there to help them out and the next thing I know it is gone. I'm am about to change from bein the nice person that I am to a person everyone hates. This has been happening since I was atleast 14 and I'm sick and tired of it. Ok i'm going to go punch a hole in my wall or go for a drive or something. Ttyl

Looking In Your Eyes
When looking in your eyes, I see a whole new you When looking in your eyes, I get mesmerized When looking in your eyes The only thing I want to do is hold you When looking in your eyes, I find that you are an angel in disguise, When looking in your eyes And you hold me the way you do, The only words that you will hear Are I love you!

Call Me
When you feel weak and feel like you cant go on, Call me. When you feel beaten and broken By all the painful things others have spoken, Call me. When all you feel is pain and agony And you need someone to talk to, Call me. When you need someone to comfort you, Call me. But if one day I should ever need you, I hope that I can call you. If I am ever in need, I hope that you will be there for me. IF you ever need anything, Anything at all- Please do not hesitate, Just give me a call!

Never Forget Heros From United Airlines Flight 93 9/11/01
Okay I was going to post this as one blog but it will not let me post it in it's entirety Blogs on CT are limited to 50000 characters and this one has 113000 characters So I will do it in a couple parts Here is a little something to reflect on, It will take a while to go through all the names but we need to never forget, We don't need just rememmber on the anniversary of that fatefull day, We need to Never, Ever Forget!!! God Bless the USA CONFIRMED DEAD: 2948 • REPORTED DEAD: 24 • REPORTED MISSING: 24 • TOTAL: 2996 UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 93 Heros CREW Lorraine G. Bay, 58, East Windsor, N.J.* Sandra W. Bradshaw, 38, Greensboro, N.C.* Jason Dahl, 43, Denver, Colo.* Wanda Anita Green, 49, Linden, N.J.* Leroy Homer, 36, Marlton, N.J.* CeeCee Lyles, 33, Fort Myers, Fla.* Deborah Welsh, 49, New York, N.Y.* PASSENGERS Christian Adams, 37, Biebelsheim, Germany* Todd Beamer, 32, Cranbury, N.J.* Alan Beaven, 48, Oakland, CA* Mark K. Bingham, 31, San Fra

How I Feel....
Sometimes I feel like the FOOL. You know when you final think things are going ok for you, suddenly the door slams shut and everything you worked for goes out the door. Sometimes I feel like a CLOWN. I'm all painted up waiting for the laughter to begin and then the lights come on and instead of laughter everyone throws tomatos at me. Sometimes I feel CONFUSED. Because a new door has opened in my life and I'm not sure if I should walk through it or not. Sometimes I'm HAPPY. I feel safe in my surroundings, my friends protect me, and my children are all around me. Sometimes I wish I had somebody to wrap there arms around me and tell me that everything will be ok. Sometimes I wish my ex husband would fall into a hole deep enough that he can never crawl out of. But most of the time, I'm CONTENT with everything going on in my life. I have a roof over my head, my children have food and are warm. I do need someone but I'm keeping that too myself, I do know that I

I Am Selling My Computer.. R U Interested?
.. if u are interested let me know.. need the cash for an xbox 360 and Halo 3.. i am going to be building another computer so i wont be without one for long.. wooot.. i am asking 500 bux for the computer.. and here is what will come with it... i built this computer from scratch with my own time and sweat.. very powerful computer. i built this computer for very powerful gaming. i made links available for each item, so that u can have a visual of what the system looks like.. the computer color scheme is blue and black as u will see. the case is black with blue lights.. as is the interior of the case because of blue fans on the inside.. if i have more than one person interested i will take the highest offer.. 17 flat panel monitor.. purchased from a friend(125bux)Saitek Eclipse Keyboard(50 bux)Microsoft Wireless Optical Mouse(60 bux)MSI MS-7135 Nvidia Nforce 4 Ultra Motherboard with 4 USB (150 bux)Gigabit Ethernet Card on Motherboard for internetAMD Athlon(tm) 64 Processor 3000+(200 bu

Holy Shit Im Back Haha
Whats up everyone? I havent been able to be online for like 4 months now me and my hubby made the moved back to seattle and we had to stay at my moms for almost 4 months, way to long to be with out the internet. just so everyone knows that if you left me a gift a message or a comment i wasnt trying to ignore anyone or anything like that just simply didnt get the internet back till about a week ago then it took me forever to remember my password on here LOL. Well just to all my friends know i am back on talk to ya'll later!

Remembering September 11th
Bombs dropped on our town, and two beautiful buildings came down. All the people started to frown. You can hear them all through the night. I huddle in a corner frozen with fright. The lights have gone out; it's a power cut. I cover my ears, and my eyes are held shut. I hear the sirens; I hear a crash. I hear more people crying in a bash. I feel for mother; I cry her name. I feel a warm puddle, and the war is to blame. Oh, isn't that a shame? I sit and weep all through the night. Wondering how September 11th could have been such a fright. Holding my mother's body oh so tight. Then I pray for all my friends, as I watch their family's and our world come to an END!

Anne Bonny ~ Famous Female Pirate~
Anne Bonny Title: Ahoy, Matey! That Pirate Has Breasts! Author: Deanna J. Jones (about) Anne Bonny, whether you believe her to have been a woman full of grit and gumption or a conscienceless criminal, is a fascinating historical figure. Amazingly, her appeal is due to what is not known about her as much as it is due to what facts are available. Historical documents support the notion that Anne Bonny was a headstrong, independent woman, and speculation points to a legendary and fearsomely courageous temperament. In any event, it is quite evident that Anne was a woman ahead of her time, for she broke convention during a period in history when women were expected to behave in a sedate, subservient manner. Subservient was a word that simply wasn’t in her vocabulary. The exact date of Anne Bonny’s birth is not known, but it is believed that she was born illegitimately in County Cork, Ireland between 1697 and 1700 to the maid, Mary Brennen, who was in her father’s employ. Her father, Wi

A Bit On Myself
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Secret. LOL Birthday: 11-1-76 Birthplace: Michigan Current Location: In my Cave Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Brown Height: Taller inside (the real me) Right Handed or Left Handed: right handed Your Heritage: Polish, German, Irish, English, Scottish..... The Shoes You Wore Today: have not had them on today Your Weakness: giving lovable heart Your Fears: failing the ones I truely love Your Perfect Pizza: ham pineapple mushrooms cheese Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: anything Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Hmmmmmm Thoughts First Waking Up: I need more sleep Your Best Physical Feature: eyes maybe. I get told it. Your Bedtime: whenever Your Most Missed Memory: Not saying Pepsi or Coke: coke MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton is ok I guess Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee: none Do you Smoke: no Do you Swear: Bloo

Help Please
Can you please help me in the contest I am in. I need rates and comments. Please help me out, I have helped alot of people on here through the months that I have been on here. Click on the pic below to go to the contest. Thanks Carrie

Coheed & Cambria - Welcome Home
and for the last one of today :D You could have been all I wanted But you weren't honest Now get in the ground You choked off the short list of favors But if you really loved me You would have endured my world Well if you're just, as I presumed A whore in sheep's clothing Fucking up all i do The end, if so here we stop, Then never again will you see This in your life Hang on to the glory at my right hand Here lay to rest is a love ever long With truth on the shores of confession You seem to take privilege to all of these souls. You stormed off to scar the armada Like Jesus played letter I'll drill through your hands The stone for the curse you have blamed me With love and devotion I'll die as you sleep But if you could just write me out To never mis-wonder her happy will I become Be true that this is no option So with it condemn you demon raiding in love. Hang on to the glory at my right hand Here lay to rest is a love ever long With truth on t

This Makes Me Cringe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!no Way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS MAKES ME CRINGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Subject: WOW If the immigrant is over 65 they can apply for SSI and Medicaid and get more than my mom gets for Social Security, and she worked from 1944 till 2004, only getting $791 per month because she was born in 1924 and there is a "catch 22". It is interesting that the federal government provides a single refugee with a monthly allowance of $1,890.00 and each can also obtain an additional $580.00 in social assistance for a total of $2,470.00/month. This compares very well to a single pensioner who after contributing to the growth and development of America for 40 to 50 years can only receive a monthly maximum of $1,012.00 in old age pension and Guaranteed Income Supplement. Maybe our pensioners should apply as refugees! Consider sending this to all your American friends, so we can all be ticked off and maybe get the refugees cut back to $1,012.00 and the pensioners

Irritated
Even though it was a slow night,I am tired,mentally that is.I'm kinda irritated because I missed a concert that I had bought a ticket for and I couldn't get out early because I had to train a new cook. There are some other things too,but I'll save that for another time.

What About Life???
Life is the most amazing thing that could possibly have been invented. I love Harold Redden so much and I don't know what I would do without him. He is the apple of my eye. He is my rock and my shield. He is everything to me. I wouldn't want to throw that away for anything. He is going down to Mexico and I won't be able to talk to him for like 9 days. I will miss him so much. My life is awesome... how is yours???

Whats The Saying About Real Love ????????????/ Poem I Wrote
If you let go of love , and then it,s all over you think , but To let go and not ecxpect it to come back and then it does . Comes right back to you then it,s real Real Love : Poem:;I let you go . yet I was lost dead inside thinking ; love was just a lie ; But no ; it,s so real and im in tears to say how I feel ; Tears run down these cheeks , yet ;I know you comfort me : I feel my heart racing too, over these feelings , I have for you. Your everything to me. you are real.You put a smile on my face. You suprize me and , this is really great , To feel your love from inside to show on on the out . As I say this, droplets(tears) fall Lost for the words to express it all., cause mt heart jumps so with in my chest. I fell as thou floating on a cloud. But I know my feet

Thought For The Day - 12 September 2007
The Top 20 Bad Suspense Novel Metaphors or Similies19. When she stepped out of her dress, she had the body of a 90-year-old nun, if the nun looked as young, attractive, and sexy as the dame standing in front of me.--Top5.com

My Daddie
August 22, 1998 was a day I will never forget. It is the day that my daddie passed away. Being woke up by my mom... walking downstairs to find my Uncle Bill there also... My mom telling me and my brother to sit down she had something to tell us.... Feeling numb after my mom telling me that my dad had passed away... Sitting there feeling lost and feeling as though in some way I had been robbed.... Sitting there wondering where to go from there... Waiting for someone to wake me up and tell me that this was just a dream... Walking over to my dad's house to find out that it wasn't dream... Looking at my two big brothers... both sitting there crying... Wondering what would happen next... Listening to "Close My Eyes Forever" crying.. feeling all alone in this world... My daddie is gone... My daddie will never return... Then the day comes when we have lay my daddie to rest... August 25,1998... As we sit at the funeral home and people say their good byes to my daddie... My big brother holds me

The Race Track
Ok I'm kinda in a pardickament i need to find some womanator girls for the last big race of the season and I'm trying to help my dad cuz it was want he wants to do for the last race and im kinda trying to help him with his goal and if anyone would like to help me out give me a shout and we will go from there.

Something Must Be
***I found this poem... this is who I am... this is what I have become... will this ever end? Medication doesn't help the pain that I feel deep down inside!!*** Something Must Be by Oblivious Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

Dying Inside...
Life makes you ponder at times, and lately it has been throwing me for a loop. I understand that nothing is perfect and that mistakes happen. That you have to take one step at a time otherwise you trip. I guess I should be thankful for knowing this at such a young age. Although, at times, I think it a burden. Wanting to continue with my childish ways, but at the same time, having the need to grow up and be a real person. The past few weeks, past month actually has really been hard on me. Yeah, I don't show it. I guess you could say I "put up a good front". Over the past few weeks, I have come to realize alot. Blocking out the past is my start, moving on with my future. Being happy with who I am, and who I'm becoming. Making life better for myself and the others around me. Guess I haven't been doing such a great job. Things have just been crazy lately. Well in my own world anyway. I really dont know how to explain this all. My head is all screwed up right now. Hard to thi

The Recipe For A Good Friend
Ingredients- Forgiveness, use generously, you can never add too much of this to a relationship. Respect, this ingredient is at its' best when it works both ways. Inspiration, this will cause your friendship to rise above the rest, as it tends to lift their spirits, we all need a little of this in our lives and when it's given by a friend it's even more appreciated. Encouragement, something we could all use a heaping portion of and is very easily digested. Never-ending love, this ingredient is one of the most important ones of all yet the most available and easiest to add. Determination, this is one of the final ingredients and may be just a little harder to come by at times but when blended together with the rest you have a no-fail recipe. -------------------------------------------------- Sprinkle generously with patience, kindness, and understanding and a dash of humor. Servings: Many! ~~~~~~~~~~ As with all good recipes, it should be shared and p

Greed
GREED By Stephen CEO’s pay increased by 50 percent While the worker gets 50 cents And works three jobs just to pay the rent What have we done Millions of dollars to play a game Little children sleep in the rain The athletes say they’re not to blame But who is. Movie Stars sure make a fuss Making sure the homeless have a bus Into their limos they must rush For the next blockbuster Politicians recognize the need The need of millions we must feed Their next campaign is financed with greed Offer them a bribe. CEO’s destroy with greed Companies and make them bleed Workers can no longer succeed Send it to China I smell the smoke of a time to come When those greedy power mongers will have to run Because the little guy will have won But in the end we may all lose

Heading Off Of Fubar
I find that besides having "virtually" met a few really nice epeople this place isnt doig much for me. So I will probably be deleting this. If you'd like to stay in touch via email , let me know. If not I'll just be a figment of your imagination

Morning
Well ok I am still locked out the precious mums I was "abusing" the poor things wonder if they will ever recover hmmmmmm I see the pic format is changing and my gifts both received and given do not show Wondering if all changes are for the better imm getting a pondering headache jeezzzz

My Imigination Runs And Yes I Dream Of Love Though I Only Love My Lord
I can dream write poems and such But my life belongs to my Lord > poems be within my soul seem to sooth me as I type . gives mne a sence of being to stay tuned to my world a way to express myself .how am I doing, or how i might feel .. ?? hugs diana

Met Someone
WHEN ICAME BACK HERE I DID SEE SOMEONE I KNEW FOM ANOTHER site...basically she was from Cybersocieties and she is an angel, she lives in NY..and well she is simply put a doll, i love her dearly and shes my sweetest friend. There is someone i else i met here that lives here in Tacoma, she is a sweetheart too, she has stolen my heart, course i do wear my heart on my sleeve lot and fall for the first great looking gal anyplace, and of course it ends up "just wanna be friends" type deal...she hasnt said as much but thats what i usually get, hell, bein alone isnt much fun, and they are younger than me but fractals...lol, evemn some of the younger ones show sdome decent respect for us oldeer guys. dilemma? yes i love this gal...shes a sweet lady...id just love to take her to a sinner someplace and talk and get to know her....but....

Sex
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Honesty
HONESTY..what a concept. Why can't people be honest with themselves? Perfect example...the Attention whore...why can't she just be honest with her self and admit her self esteem is so low she'll resort to objectification of herself to get some sort of empty emotional,all be it brief, reward? OK lets break it down...She knows she looks good, knows she has a bangin body, yet is so insecure and whacked out in her head, that she'd rather be a trophy, then a normal functioning human being with emotions and a personality. She'd rather have 2 guys fight mindlessly over her because one didn't like the fact the other bought her a drink, both fighting aimlessly for a chance to maybe even get her phone number. Of course she has no intention of taking either one home, or possibally even dating...she's getting free drinks and cheap entertainment. And this door swings both ways Guys...why do we fall into the same traps...sure..nice tits, bangin ass, incredible body...Nothing betwee

Garsh.....i Am Goofy
You scored as Goofy, Your alter ego is Goofy! You are fun and great to be around, and you are always willing to help others. You arn't worried about embarrassing yourself, so you are one who is more willing to try new things. Goofy94% Donald Duck88% Peter Pan81% The Beast81% Ariel63% Sleeping Beauty50% Cruella De Ville44% Cinderella38% Pinocchio31% Snow White25% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Moment Of Silence..please
September 11, 2001 September 11, 2001, marked yet another significant turning point in world history. Whatever innocence was left in the world was lost on that fateful day. On lesser numeric scales, equally heinous crimes are committed against humanity virtually every day of the year. What is happening in the world? It is difficult to explain. Somehow the perpetrators of the most evil and disgusting crimes have been stripped of the virtue of mercy. It would seem that their basic humanity is simply missing. The memory of those planes crashing into the Twin Towers, the Pentagon and the one that crashed into the Pennsylvanian field, will be etched into people's minds forever. For many of us it was like watching a Hollywood movie as it unfolded before us on television screens all around the world. We watched in stunned silence as we learned that the events were real and were happening in real time. In the blink of an eye, families can be thrown into turmoil when loved ones a

How I Experienced 9-11-01
It was September 11th in 2001 around 2:45pm or so. I was sitting with my fellows in our audience hall, learning for an important exam when a friend rushed in, yelling "a plane just crashed into the WTC". We were stunned - how the hell could that happen ? We wouldn't believe him, so we dropped everything and ran for the next TV. Everyone did, in whole Germany - public life was at a halt and everybody was listening to radio or watched television. As we reached for the TV, we saw the second plane crashing into WTC2. "Ok, lads", my friend said, "you all know what this means". We couldnt speak, but everybody knew : Our brothers and sisters, our friends and buddies in the US are under attack. Our task was to help you all - so were we raised in Cold War and so were I taught in the German Army. I was in the Rapid Mobility Reserve Forces at that time and it was necessary, in a collective self-defensive case by NATO, that I had to get home and wait for the call to arms. We cancelled all

Fubar Is Messed Up And Im Upset About This >??
All my gifts are gone . All ive sent to other people as gifts are gone from my list and page > I heard about this in mum ,s but now its happned on my pge Hmmmmm What do I do? Send Out Sos may be hehe. Im so fustrated ; Lord Help me to get thru today and all the craziness in here . Thank you O Lord no one said it would be easy or get any easier for me . hugs all and im so even after this. Diana

Raising Their Kid Right!
RAISING THEIR KID RIGHT! One Nation, "Under God". One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: Tommy do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky. TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the s ky. TEACHER: Did you see God up there? TOMMY: No. TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. Possibly he just doesn't exist. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: Tommy, do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the teacher? TOMMY: Yes LITTLE

Tickle Me Elmo
There is a factory in America which makes the Tickle Me Elmo toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arm. A new employee is hired at the Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00am. The next day at 8:45am there is a knock at the Personnel Manager’s door. The foreman from the assembly line throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee. He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule. The personnel manager decides he should see this for himself so the 2 men march down to the factory floor. When they get there, the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo’s all over the factory floor and they’re really beginning to pile up. At the end of the line stands the new employee surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo’s. She has a roll of plush red fabric and a huge bag of small marbles. The 2 men watch in amaze

...selfish Words...
...selfish words... Your stare passes through me... an ice pick through my heart... is it all so foreign... that it never crossed your mind... the words fall from my mouth... like broken teeth... too late to be unspoken... what’s done is done... I had to pull the string... I had to do this horrible thing... to be silent would have been criminal... but to speak leaves a stain on your happiness... did I have to lay the path to change... Was it such a desperate act... these shoulders bruised and burdened... could just as well have grown callas... that could have helped to ease the pain... Maybe in time grow to just a nuisance or a sting... but it would have left me jealous... Left me laying you with all the blame... Now we’ll just have to see... Was it’s worth all the trouble... Is it better to speak... Or to be alone... Lucy~

Donations Of The Mind In Kind...
Donations of the Mind In Kind... So convenient are these times that bind, the sadness cries a melody, in which myself I find, widdling at the branch of madness, and I’ve carved myself a dandy knife, in mind, in kind, I’ve given all I can, you’ve taken all I need, indeed, we are a crazy breed a wild bunch of animals, in sense, always lunging for the neck, snap to break, the blood does flow, yet the only thing buried are these thoughts beyond my mind... Lucy~

Bottom Dwelling Friend...
Bottom Dwelling Friend... She brushes through the smoke filled room... And looks to find a thousand eyes... Finds a seat among some friends... Isn’t this just how it always begins... Eat the worm, salt the rim, eat the worm, and she does it again... A song beyond the chatter... a whisper beyond my mind... it smells of something sinister... in this room of staring eyes... Eat the worm, salt the rim, eat the worm, and she does it again... The night’s events are setting in, she brushes off the shroud, rides the spirits down the current, finds her place among the crowd... Eat the worm, salt the rim, eat the worm, and she does it again...and again...and again... Lucy~

Fullness
Close in, where no light penetrates - in the space between a woman and a man - the moist air carries electricity, pulses with the energy of pure feeling. Do not put words to this when it arrives (and lose the fullness of the moment). Take the woman (or the man) inside and know the rhythm of two becoming one - the perfect consonance of intermingling. No words wrap around the poetry, the song. A certain crispness arises - all things old become new again. The time passing between dusk and dawn transforms into a whisper and a sigh when lovers first conspire. © All rights reserved

White Stain (1994)
my mind whispers silently my hands shake in haste my soul ceases to be with every day that I face the hawk cries at night my head spins in pain each day I struggle and fight trying to reduce the white stain the emptiness inside grows deeper each day while the white man lies and laughs in dismay

Poetry For The Ladies
Since, I have not yet said much about myself on my page yet ladies, here is an insight into my heart. As you will see, when I get emotional...I get creatively poetical as well. If you like I will post some more. Tell me what you think. This one really hurt to write. My Story of True Happiness Here today and gone the next I know everything in life is really a Test I try harder and harder to not to fail But my EGO tells me, "it is to no avail" The One that I love is gone from my life She would have been my future, my heart, my wife That Dream is gone now Because of another (the other older me) I'm left to myself, my children and mother So I look up and See Only YOU (GOD) I look into my Soul to find what I must now do Since this is a Test, and I probably didn't pass I ask myself and wonder, how long will this pain last? I'll wake up tomorrow, forgetting all that was done I'll know in my Heart truly, You were not the One. So once again it's back to me, to fix what i

Walk
Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within

What Color Is My Aura ??
Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

Am I A Romantic Or Realist??
You are a Total Romantic For you, love is like a fairy tale. Or magic. Or a Meg Ryan movie. Problem is, you sort of want all three. You bring the spark in the relationship In turn, you expect your guy to keep the fire burning Not a bad deal, as long as you find the right Prince.

How Sexy Am I ???
You Are 89% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride.

What Kind Of Sexy Am I ??
You Are Fun Sexy You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy. Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy. You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through. Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

Can I Make Anyone Fall In Love With Me ??
You Can Make 79% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end.

The Part Of Me No One Sees
The Part of You That No One Sees You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.

Path
u know right now i have started a new path to take.. an in this path thought it is a lonly one.. im ok.. im starting not to think about finding that some one, but more finding some one to hang out with.. i tryed to do the hole find some one.. an well that shit didnt work.. i was ready and he could not do it.. an thats find i wish the best for him always.. its been a while sents i have gone out with some one.. an last weekend i went alone.. dinner and a movie.. its was little odd but oh well.. its part of my new life.. i am happy.. didnt think i would be.. i dont think so much about what others are doing any more.. try to think about what im doing and how the kids are doing.. i have had alot of men look my way and say im beautiful. but i laugh when they say it.. haha im just me no a very specail girl.. might not even been worth much to any man.. but maybe one day some man will think im wonderful and beautiful.. they just wont let me forget that.. till then im free.. till then i just wil

Will He Ever Pay
You told me you loved me. You never wanted me to go. How could you have hurt me? I was better off alone. * So many nights. I sat alone crying. Thinking to myself, Would I be better off dying. * I can still feel the bat, cracking apon my head. You kept yelling at me. Wishing I was dead. * The memory of what you did to me, Still haunts me every day. I can't wait till the day, that god makes you pay.

I Promised You
I promised you a poem. So I went through my book I couldn't find anything. So I took another look. This time I looked, within my heart. That is where I found, the words to start I promised you a poem. Where do I begin. There are so many years. We need to fill in. We had lost touch. For such a long time So many things have happened. In this life of mine. But through all that's gone on. And all the years passed by. I've never forgotten you. Even though we've grown apart. You will always have, a special place in my heart. I promised you a poem. Not knowing where to begin. Now I write you this poem. Not knowing where to end.

Always Remember
Always remember to forget, The things that made you sad. But never forget to remember, The things that made you glad. Always remember to forget, The friends that proved untrue. But never forget to remember, Those that have stuck by you. Always remember to forget, The troubles that passed away. But never forget to remember, The blessings that come each day.

New To Fubar
Hey everyone, I just created my Fubar account. It's a little more complicated then Myspace but I am getting the hang of it, sorry if I don't replay fast enough, I need to get use to all this. I am a totally computer dork, so I will catch on fast. Thanks. Oh and if you want to be my friend just add me. It's nice to get to know people Samantha

The First Thing
"What a piece of work is man! how noble in reason! how infinite in faculty! in form and moving how express and admirable! in action how like an angel! in apprehension how like a god! the beauty of the world, the paragon of animals! ".

Everything's Big In Texas
There once was a blind man who decided to visit Texas. When he arrived on the plane, he felt the seats and said, "Wow, these seats are big!" The person next to him answered, "Everything is big in Texas." When he finally arrived in Texas, he decided to visit a bar. Upon arriving in the bar, he ordered a beer and got a mug placed between his hands. He exclaimed, "Wow these mugs are big!" The bartender replied, "Everything is big in Texas." After a couple of beers, the blind man asked the bartender where the bathroom was located. The bartender replied, "Second door to the right." The blind man headed for the bathroom, but accidentally tripped over and skipped the second door. Instead, he entered the third door, which lead to the swimming pool and fell into the pool by accident. Scared to death, the blind man started shouting, "Don't flush, don't flush!"

Meet My Mistress
A husband and wife were having dinner at a very fine restaurant when this absolutely stunning young woman comes over to their table, gives the husband a big kiss, says she'll see him later and walks away. His wife glares at him and says, "Who the hell was that?" "Oh," replies the husband, "she's my mistress." "Well, that's the last straw," says the wife. "I've had enough, I want a divorce." "I can understand that," replies her husband, "but remember, if we get a divorce it means that you don't get any more shopping trips to Paris, no more wintering in Barbados, no more summers in Tuscany, no more Ferraris and Lexus's in the garage and no more yacht club.But the decision is yours." Just then, a mutual friend enters the restaurant with a gorgeous babe on his arm. "Who's that woman with Jim?" asks the wife. "That's his mistress," says her husband. "Ours is prettier," she replies.

Class Action Down South...
Down south, Bubba called his attorney and asked, "Is it true theys suin them cigarette companies fer causin people to git cancer ?" "Yes, Bubba, sure is true," responded the lawyer. "And now someone is suin them fast food restaurants Fer makin them fat an cloggin their arteries with all them burgers an fries, is that true, Mista Lawyer?" "Sure is, Bubba." "And that lady sued McDonalds for millions when she Was gave that hot coffee that she ordered?" "Yep." "And that football player sued that university when he gradiated and still couldn't read?" "That's right," said the lawyer." "But why are you asking?" "Well, I was thinkin . . .. What I want to know is, kin I sue Budweiser fer all them ugly women I'd been hanging out with?"

The Greates Hope
The greatest hope By Eric Ethan The greatest hope is telling people of great things and joy Sharing my talents to everyone I know, Touching people with hearts with laughter and smiles to get through the day Sending them special things to friends that are special friend to me I look at the stars and make the greatest wishes to share with people God has given the greatest gift to me to opened people life’s with my laugh and caring to people feel good to get through the day. I let my heart shine today and no let thing get my down I keep praying every day I make wishes for friends through thick and thin that everything is going to be alright I pray for my friends and people not to lose hope and the love in their heart cause it is the greatest start Take a look in your mirror today you see a beautiful person that’s you that has a lot of heart that shine bigger and bright than the night light.

Rating Pics
I have been told that a way of getting more points here is to rate members' pictures. Well, here is my view on that: 1. It is interesting to do for the first 5-10 minutes, but then becomes a boring thing to do. 2. I rate pictures on the following qualities: quality of picture, overall attractiveness of person, special effects used (if any) and is there anything in the background that I find interesting. 3. Only military personnel get an automatic "10" from me. Those gals and guys really deserve a "10" since they are protecting our freedoms here in the US. 4. As for everyone else, I call them as I see them. So don't take it personal. You are probably a great gal or guy to hang with, but not everyone is photogenic, sexy or just gets my attention. And to end this, I rate my own picture a "2". It is not a good picture of me. I look bad, had poor lighting and no special effects.

Being Bipolar Sucks
anyone out there know how i feel... one minute your up the next you cant stop crying... why are we afflicted with these disorders... have we done something wrong in another life... or is this just the hand we were dealt...i dunno but whichever its not fair... they say it can/may be passed down to our children... and how is that fair... i know, i know... life isnt fair... but damnit this blows!

Las Vegas O.j Arrest
LAS VEGAS - O.J. Simpson was arrested Sunday and faces multiple felony charges in an alleged armed robbery of collectors involving the former football great's sports memorabilia, authorities said. Prosecutors were planning to charge Simpson with two counts of robbery with use of a deadly weapon, conspiracy to commit robbery, burglary with a deadly weapon, two counts of assault with a deadly weapon and coercion, said Clark County District Attorney David Roger. A conviction on the most serious charge, robbery with use of a deadly weapon, could bring a sentence of three to 35 years for each count, he said. "He is facing a lot of time," Roger said. Simpson was being transferred to a detention center for booking, Capt. James Dillon said. Dillon said he did not know whether Simpson would be able to post bail and be released Sunday. "He was very cooperative, there were no issues," Dillon said. At least one other person has been arrested and police said Sunday that they were searching

Secret's
Secrets From moonrise to sunset I dream of him I hide my feelings Away from them These hidden affections May cause a stir So no one will know To whom I refer They will not understand The passions of my heart So I keep this secret That holds us apart Someday I will let them in On the deepest desire That is buried inside Burning like a fire But he must know first The secrets I hold I hope I am able to tell him I will try to be bold.

Love This Comeback
I LOVE THIS COMEBACK... One of my sons serves in the military. He is stationed stateside, here in California. He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere they go. Telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight, not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them too. Then he told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that several people were in the line ahead of him, including a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier, she made a loud remark about the U.S. Flag, lapel pin, the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin and said, "Yes, I always wear it proudly, because I'm an American." The woman in the burkha, then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. Then, a Gentleman standin

God Please Bless..
Every single evening As I'm lying here in bed, This tiny little Prayer Keeps running through my head. God bless all my family Wherever they may be, Keep them warm and safe from harm For they're so close to me. And God, there is one more thing I wish that you could do, Hope you don't mind me asking Please bless my computer too. Now I know that it's unusual To Bless a motherboard, But listen just a second While I explain it to you, Lord. You see that little metal box Holds more than odds and ends, Inside those small compartments Rest so many of my friends. I know so much about them By the kindness that they give, And this little scrap of metal Takes me in to where they live. By faith is how I know them Much the same as you, We share in what life brings us And from that our friendships grew. Please take an extra minute From your duties up above, To bless those in my address book That's filled with so much love. Wherever else this prayer may

Bar Tricks
I met a guy who claims to know a hundred bar tricks - ways to balance things, throw stuff, make objects seem to float in air. He showed me one or two, and I even practiced them at home that night. But when I am perched on a stool staring at a row of tap handles and a shelf of bottles blown or cut from colored glass (or however the hell they make them), I only know this one trick: I can turn a ten dollar bill into a double-shot gin and tonic. It's the only trick I need. © All rights reserved

Pay The Bill
You read about climbing a mountain and think you're a fucking explorer - read this: you won't know how I taste until you take me in your mouth. You drink my gin and leave me with more limes than liquor - eventually, the bill must be paid - I'm not your goddamn bartender. My smoke rings last longer than your affection for me - I guess Tanqueray is not your aphrodisiac. What is? © All rights reserved

Ice Cubes
Baby, this love is not a winged thing, it's a free fall belly flop into shallow water. I have been in this glass before - the memory rattles around like ice cubes. She was nothing like you, though - she would race me to the bottom of every quart of gin, grab the last lime, greedy; she could never kiss me while we made love. (Hell no - she called it fucking, anyway.) You take your time, slowly sip your Tanqueray, keeping your eyes on me - you build hunger and drag me to the floor. Drunken wet kisses land like raindrops everywhere... © All rights reserved

A Warrior's Fight ...part 3
...the battle wages onward. Both warrior and Beast making many blows against the other. Sweat drips from the warrior brow, he wonders how much longer he can battle or if he should even continue to try. Battered he feels, Sadness within, he decides this is his last stand, swing hard and make it count. Only for a moment he closes his eyes, only for a second he pauses in the battle and only for a blink of an eye does he pause. But it feels as if an eternity has passed to the weary warrior. He wonders briefly if he makes it out alive, how much time has past and will there be anyone left to love him out there. With all he can muster deep inside his weary soul, the warrior swings his mighty sword one last time with the strength of all his ancestors inside him. As he lunges at the Beast he hears it faintly. Somewhere in the distance, like a memory almost lost, he hears his Angels voice once more. Suddenly he is empowered with all he needs and swings one last well aimed strike into the black

Corporate Rock Whores
One of a number of sites, link at bottom. To book The Killers or to get information about booking The Killers for an event, wedding or meeting please submit this form: * denotes a required field Your Name: * Event Type: Day Phone: * Date of Event: Email Address: * Location of Event: Your Budget: * Funded by: The Killers Booking Agent Corporate Entertainment Questions or Comments: Now I would like to thing that this is a joke. In fact no I fucking wouldn't! I would be more inclined to believe that Brandon and co are selling their ridiculous brand of turgid shite to the highest bidder at all times. Is music that bereft of any sort of integrity? No of course it's not but it has to be said that there are a number of bands doing the circuit at the moment who just care about the money, the hype and the celebrity. Step up Keane, Coldplay and Snow Patrol. Not only is it the case that they are completely egomaniacal but also they are

" Salt And Tequila "
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So........... If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you.

Go The Distance
I have often dreamed Of a far off place Where a hero's welcome Would be waiting for me Where the crowds will cheer When they see my face And a voice keeps saying This is where I'm meant to be I'll be there someday I can go the distance I will find my way If I can be strong I know every mile Will be worth my while When I go the distance I'll be right where I belong Down an unknown road To embrace my fate Though the road may wander It will lead me to you And a thousand years Would be worth the wait It may take a lifetime But somehow I'll see it through And I won't look back I can go the distance And I'll stay on track No I won't accept defeat It's an uphill slope But I won't lose hope Till I go the distance And my journey is complete But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part For a hero's strength is measured by his heart Like a shooting star I can go the distance I will search the world I will face its harms I don't care how far I

Have You??
have you experienced a time in your life when you felt so empty for no reason? Have you ever felt so down but you just can't tell why? Have you ever felt like the world suddenly spins around you and your caught in the middle going nowhere? Weird isn't it? But thats the beauty of being human... it's knowing that there is a purpose for each existence and whatever that maybe...its also the reason why we still wake up breathin' each morning... to discover the missing piece of the puzzle that will make our lives complete...

Shake Them Haters Off
SHAKE THEM HATERS OFF! A hater is someone that is jealous and envious and spends all their time trying to make you look small so they can look tall. They are very negative people. Nothing is ever good enough! When you make your mark, you will always attract some haters... That's why you have to be careful who you share your blessings and your dreams with because some folk can't handle seeing you blessed... It's dangerous to be like somebody else... If God wanted you to be like somebody else. He would have given you what He gave them. You don't know what people have gone through to get what they have... The problem I have with haters is that they see my glory, but they don't know my story... If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too. We've all got some haters among us: Some people don't like it that you can: * Have a relationship with God * Light up a room when you w

On A Better Note.....
Got to think better things. Focus on some things happening this week. My little neice is going to be a year old Wednesday. She is growing up too fast. LOL. Planning to spend some time with her and my family. I need to get a grip of myself. I want to spend time with her along with getting some pics done. Not sure how they will turn out. lol. I may head over there tomorrow and spend the rest the week there since her party is Saturday. I will try to be back Sunday. Just need time away though will be on a bit at a time. Depends.

Twenty Responses To Use With Telemarketers
1. If they want to loan you money, tell them you just filed for bankruptcy and you could sure use some money. 2. If they start out with, "How are you today?" say, "I'm so glad you asked, because no one these days seems to care, and I have all these problems. My arthritis is acting up, my eyelashes are sore, my dog just died . . . " 3. If they say they're John Doe from XYZ Company, ask them to spell their name. Then ask them to spell the company name. Then ask them where it is located, how long it has been in business, how many people work there, how they got into this line of work if they are married, how many kids they have, etc. Continue asking them personal questions or questions about their company for as long as necessary. 4. This works great if you are male. Telemarketer: "Hi, my name is Judy and I'm with XYZ Company." You: Wait for a second and with a real husky voice ask, "What are you wearing?" 5. Cry out in surprise, "Judy? Is that you? Oh my God! Judy, how have y

Chapter Two – The Show Must Go On
With David still holding Terri’s waist, and her still holding Michelle’s hand, they make their way to the front of the building where, just outside the door, John, Adam, Adam S., Jason and Mike were all waiting. They were still discussing the whole incident while waiting on David, Dan and the girls. “I’m going to let them watch from side stage.” David announces to the rest of the guys. Michelle let go of the small train and went over to give her husband a hug. “That’s fine with me.” Jason answers. “I’ll show them where they can stand.” They make there way over to the back of the stage where David gives Terri a quick kiss on the cheek again, “I’ll see you all after the show.” Then he turns quickly and runs off to great the eagerly awaiting crowd. “Sorry for the delay, we had an incident happen, but everything’s alright now” They heard him announce from the stage. Terri turns to Michelle, “Now I really feel like shit.” “Don’t, babe, he did it for you. That should

Small Bus Riders !!!! Ride With Us !!!
Please Repost Bulletins at least once, Not required but it helps get more people on for the PaRtY Come Jump on Jokers Wild's Small Bus where the only requirement is to have a sense of humor. Unlike Trains and planes this IS A 100% Free Ride. NO RATING REQUIRED NO FANNING REQUIRED NO ADDING REQUIRED NO NEED TO BUY ANYTHING FOR THE DRIVERS You Rate, Add, Comment who you want to and IF you want to THIS BUS RIDE IS ABSOLUTELY 100% FREE When The Bus is full we will add a second one and another one until we have a small bus convoy ! LOL Note: I will be updating once a day riders on the small bus send a FUBAR E-Mail message and I will get you added on the next bus out, I can not keep up with Bulliten,Blog and shout box request I will ONLY take those by FUBAR MAIL and get you loaded Remember Just because you rate someone on this bus is no requirement that they rate you back, This is to see people that may have the same in common with you. There are plenty of Pay Trains if

Laying Alone In A Bed Of Memories
it comes and goes. i find myself drifting off.lifes been a blur recently.tossing turning,basically trying to break myslef down.thinking of the fucked up shit that has happened...fucked up shit i have done in my life.then i exhale...my eyes close...and the nightmares start.i wake up alone and cold...sweating...nervous...shit sometimes im screaming or crying. it hurts. my thoughts arent the same..they are scatter brained. sleeping pills arent working.if i do sleep i wake up tired. go damn this noise in my head. i feel strung out, and theres no reason to be. i used to be able to say fuck it and move on.why cant i now?

Creation Of The Red And White Races
Creation of the Red and White Races -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Among the people of long, long ago, Old Man Coyote was the symbol of good. Mountain Sheep was the symbol of evil. Old-Man-in-the-Sky created the world. Then he drained all the water off the earth and crowded it into the big salt holes now called the oceans. The land became dry except for the lakes and rivers. Old Man Coyote often became lonely and went up to the Sky World just to talk. One time he was so unhappy that he was crying. Old- Man-in-the-Sky questioned him. "Why are you so unhappy that you are crying? Have I not made much land for you to run around on? Are not Chief Beaver, Chief Otter, Chief Bear, and Chief Buffalo on the land to keep you company? "Why do you not like Mountain Sheep? I placed him up in the hilly parts so that you two need not fight. Why do you come up here so often?" Old Man Coyote sat down and cried more tears. Old-M

How The Buffalo Hunt Began
How the Buffalo Hunt Began Cheyenne Native American Lore -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The buffalo formerly ate man. The magpie and the hawk were on the side of the people, for neither ate the other or the people. These two birds flew away from a council between animals and men. They determined that a race would be held, the winners to eat the losers. The course was long, around a mountain. The swiftest buffalo was a cow called Neika, "swift head." She believed she would win and entered the race. On the other hand, the people were afraid because of the long distance. They were trying to get medicine to prevent fatigue. All the birds and animals painted themselves for the race, and since that time they have all been brightly coloured. Even the water turtle put red paint around his eyes. The magpie painted himself white on head, sh

True Friendship
Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card-just the stone cold truth of our friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is

Day 4
It's day 4 since the surgery. It's getting easier, still a lot of pain. I hope it goes away soon. Painkiller isn't doing that much, but I'm dealing. I can't wait till I can do something other than stand,or lay down.

Date Quiz
What Kind of Dater Are You?Too Shy to Try!Do you date at all? You're so introverted. Get some confidence! Look in the mirror every once in a while and just say, ''I'm good enough. I'm smart enough. And gosh darn it, people like me.''Myspace Quizzes

People
Why is it that people don't understand call me when you are in town? Or call me when you know how your job interview went? Especially when they tell me that they are going to do that before I even ask. It drives me crazy. Well yea

Friendship
Sand and Stone TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHER

My Heart
My Heart The stones were chizzeled away. The locks were broken. Light and warmth broke through. Piercing the dark and cold, Hidden so deep inside, No one could have seen. Yet you found it. In cold and stone, My heart found a new life. A new meaning. You chased away the frear and pain My heart you gained. In your hands you caressed it. You showed it how to love and live. You brought it to life. Now it set on your shelf. Longing to be caressed and held again. Its growing dark and cold. Scared to be alone. Longing and wanting the light and warmth. Begging for the attention once lavished upon it. Time is not its friend. Soon it will wither away. Never to be brought to life again. Your choice, Will you caress it, give it warmth and light Or will you leave it to set on the shelf To wither away and die?

Waya
Waya It is midnight... the in between time... between night and day. The wind is warm and I hear the stream just beyond the tall grass. You have walked ahead of me, but not too far. You are my protector. We stop and sit by the water’s edge. You lay your head on my thigh and are still. The night is ours and I stroke your soft fur... You are my companion. Soon you stand and walk to the edge of the water to stand on a tall rock You raise your regal head and sing to the moon I am awed at the beauty in your song. You are my soul We will walk this path together until the time the spirit world calls. If am first I will wait for you and listen for you to call to me And if the Creator allows, I will find you... For you are my... forever.

A Song For The People
Grandfather, Great Spirit I give you thanks That we can sit here In this circle of Life, We send Prayers And the very best thoughts Grandmother Great Spirit As we raise this sacred pipe To give thanks to you And to all of your Creation, We give thanks To the spirit helpers Who came and sat among us. Grandfather, Most sacred one, These are your prayers That we send to you As we sit here together and pray Grandmother your children are crying. Grandfather your children are dying. The hands of greed And the hands of lust for power Have been laid on them And all around is death and desolation The gifts you made, for all your children Stolen, And laid to waste In a monstrous desecration. Grandmother Great Spirit, As we sit and pray together We send you this prayer of affirmation- We your children whom you created in your likeness and image- We will reach out, And we will dry our tears And heal the hurts of each other. Our sisters and brothers are hu

40 Secrets
Be honest. [One] Who was your last text from? Andy [Two] Where was your default picture taken? My lounge [Three] what is your middle name? James [Four] Your current relationship status? In a relationship [Five] Does your crush like you back? Yeah [Six] What is your current mood? Tired [Seven] What's your mom's maiden name? Bitch whore [Eight] What color shirt are you wearing? Black [Nine] When was the last time you watched Barney? Never have [Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you? Yep [Eleven] Would you rather talk face-to-face, or over the phone? Face to face [Twelve] Ever had a near death experience? Yes [Thirteen] Something you do a lot? Curse [Fourteen] What did you do last night? Slept [Fifteen] Who can you tell anything to? A select few [Sixteen] Name someone with the same birthday as you? Dont know [Seventeen] When was the last time you cried? I've never cried in my life [Eighteen]

The Interview
INTERVIEW It's a Thursday, my phone rings, it's you. You introduce yourself and explain that you have my resume and would like to set an appointment to meet with me. You don't say much about what the job would be but you need a personal assistant. We hammer out the details and set a time on Friday, in the morning, to meet. Can't put my finger on it but I like your voice, felt an attraction to you from it. The next morning, I find myself thinking about you, wondering what you look like, if you look as good as your voice sounds. I step out of the shower, dripping wet, as I am drying off, I wonder what I should wear, want to be presentable for an interview but... want to get your attention, have you notice me. I have the perfect outfit, the perfect things to wear underneath as well. I arrive at your office, you walk out and greet me. Introducing yourself "Hi, pleasure to meet you. Hope you found my office alright." I am taken aback by you. All I can say is wow... you look as good as yo

The Interview Pt. 1
INTERVIEW PT 1 It's a Thursday, my phone rings, it's you. You introduce yourself and explain that you have my resume and would like to set an appointment to meet with me. You don't say much about what the job would be but you need a personal assistant. We hammer out the details and set a time on Friday, in the morning, to meet. Can't put my finger on it but I like your voice, felt an attraction to you from it. The next morning, I find myself thinking about you, wondering what you look like, if you look as good as your voice sounds. I step out of the shower, dripping wet, as I am drying off, I wonder what I should wear, want to be presentable for an interview but... want to get your attention, have you notice me. I have the perfect outfit, the perfect things to wear underneath as well. I arrive at your office, you walk out and greet me. Introducing yourself "Hi, pleasure to meet you. Hope you found my office alright." I am taken aback by you. All I can say is wow... you look as good

Drinks....
I hope that this finds everyone having a great week! I have been overwhelmingly exhausted! LOL! I need a drink...my glass on here is "dry"! I'm not sure what that means, but I don't think it's curing my thirst! LMAO!

Aphrodite~ The Goddess Of Love & Beauty
Aphrodite - The Goddess of Love & Beauty © Sharon George 2006 Return Aphrodite is her Greek name; Venus is how the Roman's knew her. She is the daughter of Uranus and the Ocean Foam is her mother. She is also known as "foam born" and "she who rises from the waves". When she shakes the seawater from her hair, the drops turn to pearls at her feet. Lovely, indeed is Aphrodite, great goddess of love and lust. She married the crippled smithy Hephaestus, but found him boring and entertained many lovers, with whom she had many children. The Romans considered her the goddess of charm and beauty and believed that a large stone resting near a tall tree was a place wherein she could be called for help in affairs of the heart. They offered her wild strawberries, herbs, pine cones, and cypress branches. She is also thought to be a descendant of a prehistoric water bird goddess, and a goddess of spiritual as well as passionate love. The white dove symbolizes platonic love and the honeysuck

Frog Medicine
Frog Medicine © Sharon George 2007 Winner: 2nd Place San Diego County E-Arts Competition 2004 Return In American Indian tradition, frog is the totem of cleansing, healing, and purification. Frogs are related to water energy, the water of the womb, where one prepares to be born. Frog song can call forth the rain. Frog medicine lets us know it’s time to refresh ourselves and refill our souls. It’s time to get rid of extraneous diversions and meditate on our feelings and needs. Replace chaos with clear, focused energy. Gift ourselves with some quiet time alone and bring forth a rejuvenated serenity. Frog medicine people tend to be supportive at critical times and can clean negative energy from the environment. The “ribet” sound echoes a heartbeat and calls forth the “Thunder Beings” that cleanse the earth. Water is used by shamans to release negative vibrations. Water is used as a medium for seers, and water is a super conductor. Think of holy water. If frog is in your life, it

Here Be Dragons
Here Be Dragons © Sharon George 2006 Return Run your mouse over the dragon to find close-ups. Dragons live on many worlds and in the bending space between many others. There are dragons for each element and corresponding direction; the Northern Stone Dragon, The Fire Dragon of the South, The Western Water Dragon, and my favorite, the Mystical Air Dragon hailing from the East. Most dragons are not evil, despite their misbegotten reputation; but rather, good citizens in their communities. They are by nature curious which ages as wisdom. What in youth was reckless, mellows as tolerance and generosity. Where they were loud when young, ever more they desire simply a quiet spot to think. Dragons are philosophical. They love to read. They are metaphysical. They love to sit and ponder. If their species has a dark side, it springs from their love of jewels. They cannot help themselves but they must gather into their dens all golden, silver and shining stones and crystals they discover

Lets Runaway Baby
letz runaway,and letz go far from home".so people could stay out of our business and leave us alone".letz go to some place where we can feel free",jumpin and dancing and feeling so happy".while laughing and chasing each other across the beach",touching and lookin at each other so deeply".feelin the nice cool breezy air",while you look deep into my eyes caressing my hair",as well as whispering in my ear",that you love me and i shouldnt be scared",then i tell you lets go for it boo",because our love is so damn true".we dig inside of each others heart," planting a message saying we'll never grow apart".our lips lock and the feeling is agression",the symbol of our relationship is love and passion."

American Stupidity (this Is Hilarious)
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a DIET coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both vault doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we u

Nothing Left...
How can you love me now when you couldn't love me then? I often find myself wondering how things could have been, If you would have been there for me when I needed you If you would have loved me when I needed you to but most of all, if you could have just been "true" to me. Where were you when I needed you? I knew down deep in my heart that you were not being true to me, and once I seen the proof, it killed everything inside of me. After finding out the truth about you, the cheating and the lies, I still tried holding on by holding everything in and I finally realized that there was nothing for me to hold on to. It was then that I realized that that my love for you love for you would not be able to pull me through. There is nothing left for me to do other than to leave you I do love you, but can't you see all the hurt inside that is slowly killing me? The love we once had has turned to glass it has been broken and shattered and at last my heart has turned

A Lovers Tale
I wanted to say so much more, before you walked out the door, but the words stuck in my throat, and i stood, staring at the floor. Feeling their eyes, weighing me, judging me, pushing me, shoving me, eating me alive. Digging deeper into myself, i curl up and cry, because i have so much, clawing to get out from the inside. So i push it deeper, smother it with hate, i slip out of my melancholy, but it is already too late. I want to stand naked, my soul bared for you to see. i'd tell you a lover's tale, starring you and me. He is warm and charming, and funny and disarming, and anything she wants him to be. She is perfect and pretty, and sexy and witty, and she means the world to me. In this fairy tale land, they walk hand in hand, through rows of daisies, having fun and being lazy. All they need is each other, the company of one another, and they live happily ever after

Thinking Of You
I've been sitting here thinking of you remembering the very few times that we spent together and the many late night conversations we had on the phone remembering how you could bring a smile to my face and how you could make me laugh. Then for the longest time, you wouldn't even speak to me you treated me as I were invisible, and I must have been to you and then just one day out of the blue, you sent me a message I was so shocked, and yet relieved because you didn't know how much your friendship really meant to me. I remember chatting with you on-line a few years back and you started to get personal you kept referrencing to the past and stated that you felt like you hurt me, but I "beat around the bush" about it I wouldn't dare tell you an answer not one way or the other. I'm now looking back and wishing that I could turn back the clock of time and tell you what you wanted to know, since I can't do that, I'll give you the answer, and just say i

Missing A Buck...
Three friends go to stay at a hotel for 1 night. The manager tells them that will be $30.00 Each friend pays $10.00 each Later the Manager realizes he was only suppose to charge them $25.00 for the room, so he gives the bell boy $5.00 to take to them. The bell boy realizes he can't really split $5.00 between 3 people so he gives them all $1.00 back each and he keeps $2.00 for a tip. So all three friends ended up paying $9.00 each for the room. $9.00 times 3 people is $27.00 $27.00 plus the $2.00 the bell boy kept is $29.00 They started off paying $30.00 What the hell happened to the other $1.00???? Mind Boggling LOL

Working Class Hero - John Lennon
As soon as you're born they make you feel small By giving you no time instead of it all Till the pain is so big you feel nothing at all A working class hero is something to be A working class hero is something to be They hurt you at home and they hit you at school They hate you if you're clever and they despise a fool Till you're so fucking crazy you can't follow their rules A working class hero is something to be A working class hero is something to be When they've tortured and scared you for twenty odd years Then they expect you to pick a career When you can't really function you're so full of fear A working class hero is something to be A working class hero is something to be Keep you doped with religion and sex and TV And you think you're so clever and class less and free But you're still fucking peasants as far as I can see A working class hero is something to be A working class hero is something to be There's room at the top they are telling yo

No Speakah Da English !!!
A bus stops and two men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated conversation. The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first, but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of them say the following: "Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come once-a-more! Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then I come one lasta time." The lady can't take this any more, "You foul-mouthed sex obsessed pig." she retorted indignantly. "In this country, we don't speak aloud on Public places about our sex lives." "Hey, coola down lady, " said the man. "Who talkin'abouta sex? I'm a justa tellin my frienda how to spell ' Mississippi ',"

I Made The A Honor Roll
At 26 I finally decided I wanted to attend college, and this quarter I had my heart set on making the honor roll. I worked my ass off! Today was my last final, and I didn't do so well, and it took my A down to a B. But the instructor caught a mistake in my grade which put me nack to an A!! So Iam an A honor roll student. 1st ime in all these years that I have been on the honor roll!

Until You Call On The Dark
by Danzig. I wanna be your misery, I wanna be the world you fear, I wanna be your emptiness, I wanna be the god who kills, I wanna be the christ who dies, Upon the fires, Of infamy. Cant you see it, Can you feel it. Until you call on the dark. Cant you see it now, How black your future will be, And every emissary that I send you, Will bleed. I wanna be your misery, I wanna be the world you fear, I wanna be the christ who dies, Upon the fires, Of infamy. Can you see it, Cant you feel it. Until you call on the dark.

I Am 3 Years Old
Daddy It Hurts! This Is a true story and If you don't pass this on you don't have a soul!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He fin

Invitation
I was invited to fubar a couple days ago by my friend Desire. I must say as different as it is I am still skeptical of the happenings herein. So I'll keep a journal of what I think about the different aspects and how my interaction with other members is progressing. As for my friend Desire she is doing well here and may seem stressed at times; but like I told her..lol, I'm here now..xoxo Take care everyone. Darius~~Le Loup Garous~~

My Mind Speaking Out Loud....
So, I've been thinking.... I really like her, but it's just so frustrating, 'cause I know she's far away, and these cyber/online relationships are kinda silly. I know it won't work out. But what if I'm falling for her? Should I say something to her, or do something about it? Will I be able to travel to meet her in person? Hell, why not?! But what if she's not real? What if she is the opposite of what she projects here? If she only had a clue...... *frustrated look on my face*

British Humor
Is this a cynical outlook? Council tax re-evaluers want to charge us more if we live in a nice area. That ought to mean discounts for those of us who live in rough areas. We have a huge council house in our street. The extended family is run by a grumpy old woman with a pack of fierce dogs. Her car isn't taxed or insured, and doesn't even have a number plate,But the police still do nothing. Her bad tempered old man is famous for upsetting foreigners with racist comments. A shopkeeper blames him for ordering the murder of his son and his son's girlfriend, but nothing has been proved yet. All their kids have broken marriages except the youngest, who everyone thought was gay. Two grandsons are meant to be in the Army but are always seen out in nightclubs. The family's odd antics are always in the papers. They are out of control. .......... Honestly - who'd live near Windsor Castle?

Tell Me Something
Have you ever loved someone for so long you can not ever imagine them not being in your life? You love the person as a friend now and no matter how many times the relationship changes, or small disagreements happen, or other obsticles stop you two from being around eachother. No matter what you always seem to find eachother after the smoke clears from each and every disaster. My question is what happens when the both of you have seperate lives you lead that seem to continue to pull the two of you further away not apart but away? What do you do about that? You enjoy the company of your friend, wish there was more time to hang out but there is not enough time in the day to make it happen only because of the reality we must call the lives we lead outside of our friendship. To my friend you know who you are.... I do miss you and would like to spend time with you... We need to figure out how to get together so I can learn to woop yo ass in the game of all games...LOL...

By Bill Cosby
Can't Blame White People By Bill Cosby They're standing on the corner and they can't speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk: Why you ain't, Where you is, What drive, Where he stay, Where he work, Who you be... And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. And then I heard the father talk. Everybody knows it's important to speak English... Except these knuckleheads. Mushmouth is what they speak! You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. In fact you will never get any kind of job making a decent living. People marched and were hit in the face with rocks to get an education, And now we've got these knuckleheads throwing that all away. The lower economic people are not holding up their end in this deal. These people are not parenting. They are buying things for kids. $500 sneakers for what? And they won't spend $200 for Hooked on Phonics. I am talking about these people who cry When their son is stand

Games And Lies
games and lies, thats all anyone tries, and i despise, be true, and real, be someone that can feel, dont act or play, and dont lie about what you say, as night turns into day, i wanted you to stay, but you tell me a lie, and i try to understand why, you broke my heart, now this is where we part, never gave us a chance, but at other men you did glance, so to you i say, go ahead and go play, see if you can get them to stay, you dont have a clue, who could have been with you, i asked you to leave with me, wanted you to see, what you could have had with me, once again you did flee, love is not what you had for me, im a man like no other, except for my brother, i would have loved you unconditionally, you through it all away, so here is what i say, have fun in what ever you do, i hope your next guy is true, as i was to you, even though you make me feel blue, i did fall in love with you, you will see what you lost, for it too must cost, if you try to wi

Hearts On Fire
heart like fire, burning with desire, never to tire, and im not a lier, i am so true and kind, a unique find, passionate and sureen, i will never be mean, bring you to a place of deire, make your body feel like its on fire, as our extasy gets higher and higher, as your muscles get tighter and tighter, ill make you feel so much lighter, as unbelievable as it will seem, you will surely scream, pleasure with out pain, im not being vane, two hearts beating as one, as we have sentual fun, never to rest until we are done, all i want you all to know, im always ready to go, as we stay in bed, on my chest lay your head, give me your heart, we will never part, pleasure of the body and mind, inside me is what you will find, so dont be afraid to explore whats here, and has me with you there, have a wonderful and nice day, this poem was nice to say, a little diffrent from what you know, but now its time for me to go.... Robert Allen Yunker Copyright ©2007

In Lifes Spindle
Life will dwindle, in lifes spindle, hopes and dreams washed away, never to come back any other day, broken hearts will no longer play, in one place they surely stay, battered and bruised, totally and truely confused, a day turns to a week, no one comes to seek, not even a peep, never wanting to wake from your sleep, life can be very cruel, like dieing in a dual, but try to hold your head up high, dont ever sigh, be true to your self and never ask why, friends are good and they can be bad, some will use, and some will abuse, take the bad with the good, as everyone should, please be the best person you can be, and true happiness is what you shall see, always let your heart roam free... Robert Allen Yunker Copyright ©2007 Robert Allen Yunker

Inner Beauty
i search for the inner beauty, you are truely a cutey, i seek what cant be seen, it hides in between, its in everyone, finding it is so much fun, a love that cant be undone, loyalty and trust thats a real must, respect and truth, shouldnt feel like pulling a tooth, love and carring, thats what we shall be sharing, honesty and love, as it was writen above, find the one who has them all, my heart she will call, undivided attention, my total affection, she will know what true love is, for i have a one of a kind heart, thats the begining and the start, im like no other, well except my brother, to know me is to love me, because my heart always flows free, one day some lucky lady will see, what so many others have missed in me, i wish you all happiness and joy, dont let anyone use you as their toy, for you all are so very dear, and the one you choose should really care, if you just need a friend, to talk to i will be here to the end, have a wonder

My Country
Let me make this perfectly clear! http://i130.photobucket.com/albums/p255/RantingRedHeadWV/NotYours.jpgTHIS IS MY COUNTRY! And, because I make this statement DOES NOT mean I'm against immigration!!! YOU ARE WELCOME HERE IN MY COUNTRY. Welcome to come through like everyone else has. Get a sponsor! Get a place to lay your head! Get a job! Live by OUR rules! Pay YOUR taxes! And LEARN THE LANGUAGE LIKE ALL OTHER IMMIGRANTS HAVE IN THE PAST!!! AND PLEASE DON'T DEMAND THAT WE HAND OVER OUR LIFETIME SAVINGS OF SOCIAL SECURITY FUNDS TO YOU TO MAKE UP FOR ''YOUR'' LOSSES. If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone, then YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM! When will AMERICAN'S STOP giving away THEIR RIGHTS??? We've gone so far the other way ... bent over backwards not to Offend anyone. But it seems no one cares about the AMERICAN that's being offended! WAKE UP America !!! If you agree ... pass this on. if you don't agree ... Delete it!!!

I Wish The S/b Was Easier To Type In >
some times i hit a wrong key and typos accur ; well it seems i need to look more careful at what I type or try get shout box to stay open longer.maybe my daughter distracting me about Tamales wasnt helping me to pay attention well either > sorry to any one if i typed a wrong word > or offened anyone. hugs diana

The Time Has Come
Just a quick entry Thank you to everyone who I have met here and for all the great comments etc on this site. I will be deleting my membership by the end of the weekend . It is time to move on. Stay well and God speed

Words Words Words
so, i dont know, i just sat down with pen and paper and wrote this.. it is different from what i usually write, just a little... meaning in the style i wrote it.. .. but it just flowed, so i stuck with it My world is cold and dark. I can't seem to find the light. Nothing ever matters anymore. They always walk out of my life. Promises to stay forever. It's all false in the end. You won't be able to change me, So just stop trying. I'll be this fucked up, Until the day I die. Everyone wants to know why. Can you honestly say it matters? They'll never understand. They haven't been through what I have. Most don't care, But they say they do. You won't be able to change me, So just stop trying. I'll be this fucked up, Until the day I die. I'm taken for granted. Ive been used and abused. I give my heart to 'the one' And when I get it back, It's damaged beyond repair. You won't be able to change me, So just stop trying. I'll be this fucked up,

Pimpin Mahself! Woohooo! Lol
PIMPIN OUT MAHSELF! LOL REPOST, PLEASE? COME SHOW LUV AND I'LL RETURN IT ALL.......THANX EVERYBODY! *HUGZZ* .......JADE ¤ĴąDe♥Ŕoşėś♥♥§Ä§§¥ ßÙ±±¤Greeter in Diablo's Den@ fubar

Wishing
I must go to my secret place Where each flower has a face Where no one can follow you And nothing is taboo For things there are so innocent Cause everything there is good and descent Time has no meaning there And things pop out of thin air I wish theworld could be more like this place Where no one can judge you of your race This place that I am talking about Please don't be the one to doubt My fantasy is this perfect world So let this world be unfurled That maybe others will learn to see And think more just like me

Don't Know Why
dont know why why i care or why you mean so much to me all i wanted to be was your everything is that a crime dont know what i was thinking cause i wasnt thinking at all my heart took over i said i dont believe in love but the truth is i love you but love is blind and so am i maybe one day i wont be so childish maybe one day ill get it right the first time around and maybe just maybe i wont have to feel the way i do

The Fetching Angel With The Bruised Ego
The Fetching Angel with the bruised ego Category: Life Hey Mr. Tally Back you fella whack Miss tick big a buck don't give a fuck and you could be the one who goes and fries, just get in line... Ting Ting Ting ....Oh I have lost it, I have a song rolling through this fucked up twisted mind of mine, and the lyrics are those of a madman, Wait no. fuck that Madman is just not the right word. Perhaps I shall choose the words like this...... I need sleep, I need a good nights sleep, just about 8 maybe 9 solid hours straight. this week has been jam packed with sweet tender goodness that even I would find a hard time finding a place to begin... allow me to take a psychotic moments break and start from the beginning..... Sunday September 16th Oh what a Sunday it would be, Mythbusters was kicking around the discovery Channel in a Marathon fit for a king, making my day a freaking great one... Watching Jamey and Adam always come withing an inch of blowing themselves to kingdom

The Upstairs Hallway
The Upstairs Hallway by dpickfor@mn.uswest.net Okay, I'm not very good at this, so bear with me. My house is haunted. To put a finer point on it my upstairs hallway is haunted. When I was young I slept in a bedroom upstairs but I have since then moved to the basement because it terrifies me to walk down the stairs from my bedroom to the main floor. When I was young I thought for sure that Dracula was standing on the upstairs landing staring at me as I went down the stairs. It was like he was silently threatening to jump on my back and suck all the blood from my body and leave me dying and watching in vain while he killed the rest of my family. That's the closest I can come to explaining the feeling decending the stairs gave me. But what was I supposed to do? My bedroom was up there, I suppose I could have slept on the couch but I still would have to go upstairs because the only bathroom was up there. So my only solution was to go down the stairs with my

The Cemetary
The Cemetary by Julie.Pepe@happcontrols.com I was in England on a town and country tour in 1985. I was out shopping with three friends one free afternoon in Stratford upon Avon. We had all picked up quit a few nice souveniers in this beautiful, quaint little town where Shakespear was born, raised, educated, and died. We were on our way back to our hotel when we decided to stop at the cemetary where Shakespear was buried to look at his tombstone. We found it on the map and headed that way. The sky was getting dark and we realized some rain was kicking up (not unusual in England in October) We all had umbrellas with us, so we didn't mind. At the graveyard, we were looking and reading the inscriptions on some of the tombstones. I was always fascinated by these old stones. Some of them were as old at the 1300's. The other three kids I was with went up to the church and were looking to see if there was an open door for us to go in. "I

Ohio(cont)
Dalton - Dalton Cemetery - A cemetery that people say is haunted by two men and a woman. One of the men is supposed to be the founder of Dalton and the women is his wife. Nobody knows who the other man is. Dayton - Air force base - The P.O.W exhibit and Lady Be Good and the Hop along are haunted. In the Hop Along there is a blood stain which the janitors cant remove. Dayton - Air Force Museum - Little Vietnamese boy who walks the museum at night. He was said to have died in one of the helicopters. Another haunting I have seen is a nazi fighter plane the pilot who had crashed and died, the plane was restored and the pilot waves out the window to visitors Dayton - Hospice of Dayton (inpatient unit) - Numerous sightings of children reported by patients. The staff refers to them as "The Kids." Dayton - Oakwood High School - In the city's south suburbs, has long been the sight of two hauntings. One is said to be that of a young man who hung himself in the junior hallway som

Hey,hey!
HEY YALL, HAVENT HEARD FROM YOU GUYS IN AWHILE,I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE FOR REASONS OUT OF MY CONTROL,BUT WILL RETURN SOON.FOR ALL THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN KEEPIN IN TOUCH,I APPRECIATE IT.IF YOU WANNA GET IN TOUCH WITH ME EITHER BUSINESS AND/OR PERSONAL,LEAVE A VOICE MESSAGE ON MY SNAPINE.TO GET A FASTER RESPONSE,MY BUSINESS VOICEMAIL,916-912-4484.TALK TO YOU SOON! *MUAH*

Why Yelling At Men Is Pointless
WHY YELLING AT MEN IS POINTLESS When a woman says: "This place is a mess! C'mon! You and I need to clean up! Your stuff is lying on the floor and you'll have no clothes to wear if we don't do laundry right now!" A man only hears: blah, blah, blah, blah, C'MON blah, blah, blah, blah, YOU AND I blah, blah, blah, blah, ON THE FLOOR blah, blah, blah, blah, NO CLOTHES blah, blah, blah, blah, RIGHT NOW

See The Difference?
Do you know the difference between "somebody you LOVE, and somebody you LIKE?" read this and think about it! - if you look into the eyes of the one you like you blush... but if you look into the eyes of the one you love you smile... - In front of the person you like you tend to get shy... but in front of the person you love you can show your own self... - You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like... but you can always smile into the eyes of the one you love... - When the one you love is crying you cry with them... but when the one you like is crying you end up comforting... see the difference? (",) _dYaNiKa_

If You Knew Whats In My Heart
If you could see whats in my heart since you're gone my world is torn apart without you life means nil and the birds are quietly still my life is upside down, my smiles have turned to frowns and when the night comes round , t here isn a sound So if you could see whats in my heart, not hate or fire...but you

Attorneys
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. ____________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ____________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? _____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning? WITNESS: He said, "Where am I, Cathy?" ATTORNEY: And why did that u

Do Men Think You're A Tease?
You Are a Tiny Tease You like to flirt and show off your body, but what confident woman doesn't. You enjoy male attention, and you're usually pretty good at not leading men on. However, there are times when you get carried away with your sexy behavior. It's okay to use your amazing flirting powers for good - but never for evil! Do Men Think You're You A Tease?

What's The Part Of You That No One Sees?
The Part of You That No One Sees You are powerful, passionate, and dominant. You have a vision of how things should be, and you do your best to make things happen. People rely on you for your strength. You are a rock to many. Underneath it all, you aren't so sure about your passions. So many ideas spark your interest, it is hard for you to get behind a select few. However, you see indecision as a sign of weakness. So you pursue your goals full force - no matter how foolish they turn out to be. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

How Hot Are Your Kisses?
Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild Your kisses are powerful stuff. They'll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss. You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride. You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble! How Hot Are Your Kisses?

Do You Have Him Hooked?
You're Reeling Him In It sounds like you and your guy are a fairly new couple. He's into you, but he's not willing to bet his life on it. But if you've been together for a while, you may need to consider why he's not hooked yet! Do You Have Him Hooked?

What Musical Instrument Should You Play?
You Should Play the Guitar You're very independent - both in spirit and in the way you learn. You can teach yourself almost anything, even if it makes your fingers bleed. You're not really the type to sit patiently through a music lesson - or do things by the book. It's more your style to master the fundamentals and see where they take you. Highly creative and a bit eclectic, you need a wide range of music to play. You could emerge as a sensitive songwriter... or a manic rock star. Your dominant personality characteristic: being rebellious Your secondary personality characteristic: tenacity What Musical Instrument Should You Play?

What Will You Get For The 12 Days Of Christmas?
For the twelve days of Christmas, your true love will send you: Twelve punk rockers drumming Eleven christmas trees a-twinkling Ten reindeer a-leaping Nine ladies waltzing Eight sheep a-milking Seven hot chocolates a-steaming Six drunks a-drinking Five golden bowls of chicken noodle soup Four calling bill collectors Three French berets Two Jesus action figures And a chimp in a peach tree What Will You Get for the 12 Days of Christmas?

How Long Do Americans Have?
This is the most interesting thing I've read in a long time. The sad thing about it, you can see it coming. I have always heard about this democracy countdown. It is interesting to see it in print. God help us, not that we deserve it. How Long Do We Have? About the time our original thirteen states adopted their new constitution in 1787, Alexander Tyler, a Scottish history professor at the University of Edinburgh, had this to say about the fall of the Athenian Republic some 2,000 years earlier: "A democracy is always temporary in nature; it s imply cannot exist as a permanent form of government." "A democracy will continue to exist up until the time that voters discover they can vote themselves generous gifts from the public treasury." "From that moment on, the majority always vote for the candidates who promise the most benefits from the public treasury, with the result that every democracy will finally collapse due to loose fiscal policy, which is always follow

Here We Go
ok, friends!! we are moving finally! This weekend was tough! I am so sore I can't hardly move. I never knew a hot bath could feel SO good. I see more of those hot baths in my future...anyway, we (Jeff and I and the kids) moved a load of boxes Friday night and Saturday the kids and I went over with another load of boxes and mopped and swept also. Then Sunday we, the kids and I, loaded another load of things and took them over. We also put out the kitchen stuff and bathroom stuff and put up some curtains. Today is the day of making phone calls to get the power switched, phone switched,.....you know the drill. We won't go over today (to save on gas since it's an hour away) but later today I will be boxing everything up so tomorrow we can go get the U Haul truck and move the furniture. So for my friends...I will be offline for a few days this week. Hopefully Jeff can get the internet service up and going by the end of the week. I will be back sometime. Don't forget about me,

Re: Blackwater Refuses To Leave Iraq Despite Ban
RE: Blackwater Refuses To Leave Iraq Despite Ban ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Steve Watson Date: 21 Sep 2007, 20:23 Iraqi Prime Minister has no authority over U.S. contractor mercenaries, witnesses and experts provide scathing testimonySteve WatsonInfowars.netFriday, Sept 21, 2007Despite having their license revoked by the Iraqi government, and being banned from operating in the country all together, The private contractor company Blackwater USA is continuing operations in Baghdad and has refused to pull its operatives out of Iraq. After being blamed for a Sunday gunbattle in Baghdad that left eight civilians dead, the Iraqi Prime Minister, Nuri al-Maliki officially stated that Blackwater had been grounded and that its operatives were not welcome in Iraq. However, after just four days Blackwater personnel have resumed operations in the green zone. Full article - http://infowars.net/articles/september2007/210907Blackwater.htm

Sweet Salvation
Oh, ask the dust No harm will come between us Oh beautiful, radiant child Eyes azure, vow to me Your golden heart Ooh, she moves in silence Then whispers to me Sets my soul harp on fire Sweet salvation, baby Melts my heart made of stone Please guide me and carry me on Sweet salvation is For this man made of stone Please hold me and embrace my soul Seduced by your glance Overwhelmed and enchanted by you, baby Well, when the loving is good Do you feel strong now? You know past lives, they don't matter anyhow Oh, she moves in silence Then she whispers to me Sets my soul harp on fire Sweet salvation, baby Melts my heart made of stone Please guide me and carry me on, yeah Sweet salvation is For this man made of stone Please hold me and embrace my soul Sweet salvation, baby Melts my heart made of stone Please guide me and carry me on Sweet salvation is For this man made of stone Please hold me and embrace my soul Oh... Yeah... Oh... Sweet salv

No-gin Fizz
*nonalcohilic* 4 oz. lemon juice 1 oz. lime juice 1 tbsp. confectioners sugar Club soda 1. Fill a Collins glass with ice 2. Add lemon juice, lime juice and sugar 3. Stir until sugar is dissolved 4. Fill with club soda 5. Garnish with a lime wedge Got to keep the roads safe... sheesh.. :-D

Old-time Strawberry Milk Shake
4 oz. fresh strawberies, stems removed 8 oz. cold milk 1 tbsp. honey (sugar may be substitued) 1. Fill blender with several ice cubes. fresh strawberries, cold milk and honey or sugar 2. Blend until smooth 3. Pour into a goblet or large wineglass Enjoy.. this is good on a hot day.

Hiya
Hey everyone...as you can tell i'm completley new to this....ok a lil bout myself now...I'm a single mother of 4...im going through a divorce now. I am a daycare provider so i work out of my home! Whoo hoo for me... ummm i dont know there is a not a lot to me...im a very simple person..im easy to please. i have another page.. www.myspace.com/tatertotbuttercup

Tequila Sunset
*nonalcoholic* 2 oz. orange juice 1 tbsp. grenadine 1. Fill a rocks glass with ice 2. Pour in orange juice 3. Slowly add grenadine, by pouring over the back of a spoon. Let it rise form the bottom of the glass. :-)

Safe Sex On The Beach
*nonalcoholic* 1 oz. Peach nectar 3 oz. pineapple juice (or grapefruit juice) 3 oz. orange juice 1. Pour peach nectar, pinapple (or grapefruit) juice and orange jucie into a highball glass with several ice cubes 2. Stir For the girl or guy that wants to have a drink but can't. ;-) I am here for ya.. there will be more posted.

Sober Thoughts
*nonalcoholic* 3 oz. orange juice 3 oz. fresh lime juice 1 tbsp. grenadine tonic water 1. Fill a highball glass with ice 2. Add orange juice, lime juice and grenadine 3. Stir well 4. Fill with tonic water I am sure we all have our sober thought... Thought I would give you one of mine. ;-)

Who Has Your Heart?
1] Who has your heart? my chest 2] How did you wake up this morning? like normally >.> 3] Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset? set 4] Are you wearing any non clothing items? nope, and no clothes either hahahaha 5] What did you do last night? sleep 6] Do you always lock your door? YES!! I'm paranoid lol 7] Do you like to give hugs? no >.> 8] Did you brush your teeth this morning? noooooooooo i never do lol 9] Have you ever been on the radio? yup 10] What did you drink today? rum, lol j/k juiceeeeeee 11] Do you like honey? sure 12] What's the last thing you broke? plate last week :( 13] Do you know the date? umm, 19 14] Where's the last place you went shopping? grocery store 15] Did you sing at all today? yup 16] When's the last time you cried? forever ago 17] How many letters are there in your last name? 6 xD...7 in French xD lol 18] When did you go swimming last? omg before I hit puberty 19] Do you love anyon

So How Are You?
1. So how are you? horny 2. If you woke up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you would do? finger my pussy! lol 3. Have you ever crawled through a window? yessssss 4. Where is your dad? home? 5. Morning or night person? Night 6. What was the last movie you watched? uhh dunno? 7. Favorite number? 69 8. Any cool scars? no 9. Things about the opposite sex you notice first? their vaginas 10. What do you do when no one is watching? masturbate 11. Ever been in love? no 12. How's life going for you? EH 13. What is your curfew? none 14. Do you talk a lot? no 15. Do you pick ur nose? all the time! 16. What's your worst personality flaw? none lol :P 17. Would you marry for money? ok 18. Could you live without a computer? FUCK NO! 19. If you could live in any past time period, when would it be? 1940's or 1960's-70's 20. Do you drink enough water? never lol 21. Do you wear shoes in your h

Friend Request
Hey,, Don't be scared.. I won't bite!! lol!! These are the friend rules.. By all means, feel free to Friend Request me.. If I accept, then have the decency to say Hi to me, or post a stupid comment.. something.. let me know why you want to be a friend of mine, I don't see why I should start the communicating when you're the one who holds the key to why YOU think we should be friends!! And I mean that in a nice way.. But here's why I might not accept the request: I won't add people with dodgy names and/or lacking decent profile information... or selling something.. If I feel you are being sleazy and desperate I will ignore you. However - Being Cheeky and complimentary is accepted and encouraged.. There's a fine line so Beware!! Let me just say this, Emailing me "You are beautiful, I like too be in long friendship with you. I do seek happy times with us in Florida. Please reply. Love ____" will get you blocked. No shit - I actually get these emails with bad spelling, bad grammar

What X-man Are You?
You Are Jean Grey Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death). Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally! Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animalsWhich of the X-Men Are You?

In Memory Of Bill And Bud
In memory Another one gone... he was my light, my friend, my kids uncle Bill, there God father thier mentor thier postive male role model...... and now hes gone... I miss him so bad......there will be no funeral no memorial no grave to place flowers no way to say goood bye.... they had him cremated said it was cheaper... yeah will that sucks.. WILLIAM SHERMAN GLASSCOCK Jan 8th 1964- June 13 2007 YOU WILL BE TRULY BE MISSED September 19, 2006 - Tuesday My friend Well I went to see my friend. God it was so sad he was skin and bones and it broke my heart. Bud you will truly be missed. truly. you would have to know this guy to understand. no matter what his problems he was always there for anyone. alot of people thought he was uneducated. that was the farthest from the truth in fact i want to be more like him. he had this simple way of looking at life. every thing. we as people tend to make everything so complicated . its sad. he was just straight forward no n

To All People Warn Men On Your Lists
this lady is a complete phyco. she has been wanting me to come move in with her for a month now. she cant seem to get the idea that i am and never was interested. she lives with 4 guys and always wants to do phone sex. i dont like shit like that, and when i finally deleted her off my profile she went bolistic. all of you that i see as friends and who have met me know what im like and what i just wont put up with. please feel free to check her out for your self. be care full. http://www.fubar.com/user/981395 this lady is a total wacko. that is here link above

Anyways
I met this really awesome Jarhead,she's cool,sweet,and full of everything I could have ever wanted to meet in a woman, I can't wait to be with her and get my life back to some kind of normality if it's at all possible for a Marine to find that. She has made my life alot easier to deal with since my retirement..Thanks baby. See you in less than a week

Your Revenge
There you stood on the balcony of our lifeless fortress. Your arms folded, your straight hair blowing in the dead of the wind. Tonight you are outfitted in all black. I notice you only do this when you are dispelled. I approach you from behind, my hands behind my back. My eyes fixated on your pale neck. My teeth provoked. "My Queen..." I greet you, expecting you to turn and wrap your cold arms around me. But you do not move, nor respond. I move closer to you, as you continue to over look the graveyard which we call our front lawn. The air is unusally stale this evening. Something is wrong...I lean over your shoulder to kiss you, but you turn your head away. My rage is shown in just that instance. I grab you by your hair and make you face me: "HOW DARE YOU NOT ACKNOWLDEGE YOUR LORD! I SHOULD RIP YOUR THROAT OUT AND THROW IT TO THE WOLVES! WHO ARE YOU TO NOT GIVE ME WHAT I WANT?! I MADE YOU! I GAVE YOU THIS IMMORTALITY! IF IT WERE NOT FOR ME, YOU WOUD HAVE DIED IN THE 16TH CENTURY! I

Poetry And Music
Place your judmental hands upon me. You swear you know whats best. Cast your first stone, In hopes of breaking me down. Can you really see, exactly what your hate is doing to me. Bend and break, stand and fall. Push me to the limits. I can handle it all. Twisted is what your mind tells you. Nothing at all left here to see. Seeing from the outside only. Knowing only what you want, will finally kill us all. Crawling alone in these bloody streets. Noone is going to help me now. Your hands are no longer clean. Dying is all thats left for me. Your so wicked. Twisting your thoughts to hate. You shall know me not. Leave me now to die. Why do you play GOD!! Every moment of every day. I stand back up. You have cast your last stone. Your hate has left you alone. Your soul is twisted. Hows that black heart work at all? Cold as ice every breath you take. Twisting your words til she breaks. Blame yourself for every mistake. You are the one left here alo

Aromatic
Across the room and without words we fell into a trance (and I became a slave to her aromas and her taste.) I never could predict the ways that she would rule me, but I knew that she would have me with a glance or with a purr - I didn't care. I wanted her to have me - god - I needed her to need me. I could taste her in the morning in my mouth and on my lips. And, sometimes (when she wasn't there) her scent upon my pillowcase could send me to a place I longed to be with her. And now that she is gone forever, that scent is all I have and makes me shake a little, break a little, fall into a trance of tears and sad remembrances - I loved her, cannot love another ever without thinking of the things we had and wanted yet to have. I chase her ghost through every woman and I'm haunted by her lips, her eyes, her hands, and her soft caress. I swear to god and heaven I will love again like that and to that end my search continues. I will

Call In Sickfor This Shit!!!
Are u tired of working all week, busting your ass for a job that doesnt really care about you....Are u looking for a reason to just say "FUCK IT, I NEED A DAY OFF!" well here it is....lets make Oct 19th "THE OFFICIAL CALL IN SICK FOR WORK DAY!!!"and since ur calling in, why sit at home all day when u can get a headstart on the partying at Rockin on the River 07... Come to Erwin Tn and PARTY HARD!!! THE BIGGEST AND BEST OUTDOOR FESTIVAL OF MUSIC IN THE REGION!!! PERIOD....there have been MANY festivals that have tried, and failed, to achieve what Rockin on the River has accomplished, and there will ALWAYS be competitors...but NO OTHER FESTIVAL THIS YEAR OR ANY YEAR WILL BE DO WHAT THIS ONE HAS DONE FOR 13 years and counting.....The line up this year is the strongest line up of local, regional, and national talent that Rockin on the River has had, so it will be a GUARANTEE that IF u come, u WILL have a blast....The biggest party of the year is back! Oct.19 and 20 at Cherokee Adventures/R

Fuckd Up
My Wife Left for tampa this morning from here in va.when she arrived at the airpot ,they made her remove her shoes,and proceeded to do a strip search for contra ban.they confiscated her medicine ,her vics ,and her perfumes,how the fuck would that petty stuff be dangerous?

Hater In Mumms >beware!!!!!!!
Steph rated you a '1'! 17 min ago · Steph just checked you out! 18 min ago "ASKED WHOM WANTED TO BE HER BITCH! I SAID HELL NO AND THAT SHE WAS DISCUSSING, OR SOME LIKE THAT. SO SHE DOWN RATED ME . I DOWN RATED BACK PLUS A FEW AND WENT BACK TO TELL HER SHE WAS BLOCKED AND TO STOP ASKING IF SHE DID NOT WANT ANSWERS. FOUND OUT SHE IS DOING THIS TO MOST WHOM SHE DOES NOT KNOW OR LIKE.NOW THIS IS A YOUNG WOMAN TALKING BAD TO PPL. IN THE MUMMS. I ALWAYS READ COMMENTS BEFORE I ANSWER A QUESTION. I FIND IT SICK THAT SOMEONE IS USING THE MUMMS TO DOWN GRADE AND DOWN RATE PPL. SHE IS BLOCKED FROM MY PAGE. OTHERS BE WEAR!

Cleburn Tx. Chapter Easter Seals Is
Easter Seals Society For Children and Adults of Tarrant co. Easter Seals Greater Northwest Tx. Texas work force Center 206 A-W Henderson Street cleburn Tx. 76031-000 Contact; Cathy Hacker (888)288-8324 (888) 795-7912 (817) 536- 8693 www.easterseals-fw.org

Only One Time
Only One time Remember the night we made love under the stars with the moon glowing upon us It happened one time and that time was with you. Remember the time you kissed me so passionatly and promised you would hold on forever It happened one time and that time was with you. Remember when our children were born It was the most important time we will ever have It happened one time and that time was with you. Remember when we said good-bye Nothing mattered to me anymore the stars and the moon didnt shine anymore because everything in my life happened When I was with you .

Friends..and Other Things...
I have many people around me who call themselves my friends. But they aren't really. They are the one's who never pick up when I call. They are the one's who never call to say hi. I really wonder whats the point of my cell phone, no one calls it. I'm tempted to change my number and see how many people notice. I'm tempted to be single forever. I doubt men as a sex are evolved enough to be in relationship. I mean I can't find one who likes the same things and isn't afraid of commitment. I used to have a male best friend that I met from here. He started out nice. But somewhere along the way he reverted back to the asshole he's known to be. He's one of these loser men that gets a e-girlfriend who he's never laid eyes on outside the computer yet he LOVES her. I want to laugh at him. He dares tell me that I'm going to end up alone as I will never get what I want...this makes me laugh...you who wouldn't get your fat lazy ass on the plane to meet your "love" twice...I feel sorry for th

The Boat
They say the happiest days in life are the day you buy a boat and the day you sell it!! Well, here's a good boat story!! Joe and John were identical twins. Joe owned an old dilapidated boat and kept pretty much to himself. One day he rented out his boat to a group of out-of-stators who sank it. Joe spent all day trying to salvage as much stuff as he could and was out of touch all that day and most of the evening. Unbeknownst to him, his brother John's wife died suddenly. When he got back on shore he went into town to pick up a few things at the grocery. A kind old neighbor woman mistook him for John and said: 'I'm so sorry for your loss. You must feel terrible.' Joe, thinking she was talking about his boat said: 'Hell no! Fact is I'm sort of glad to be rid of her. She was a rotten old thing from the beginning. Her bottom was all shriveled up and she smelled like old dead fish. She was always holding water. She had a bad crack in the back and a pretty big hole in t

It's Coming
It’s coming, What ever it is it’s on the way. Over the last three weeks to a month my self and a lot of my friends all over the world have been feeling a movement, a energy that is moving across the planet, this energy some of us believe is just the beginning of the awakening of the old world, and it’s races and old powers. Soon this world will no longer be under the influence and shackles of a religion that is so twisted and perverted that to believe in it one would have to be pure evil in ones own heart. Na what is coming is and will bring all into the open, and purge the lies from the truth. So I issue this challenge to all, shed the lies from your life, be true to your self and your God / Goddess. And never again walk in hypocrisy, for to do so leads only to death.

Life
Today is Thursday the 27th of September and its just another day but i have a bad attitude which sucks for my kids cause i am yelling more than just talking and at least i realize it i am trying to take a deep breath and cool down so i thought writting this would help calm me down my nephew goes home home at 5:30 and my husband will be home around 6:30 then i can rest until 7:30 before going to work for three hours anyway this is a dumb blog i just need to calm down and this did help me to relax a little

~h3mp~
http://www.pot.tv/ http://www.cannabisculture.com/ Getting to know a person can be a long process. Actually knowing them, you know. Knowing me I think is pretty easy. I exuberate alot of my emotions to the exterior. When something is wrong with me, you know it. It isn't anything I can help much, I am under control but... you just know. (That's if, of course, you are the type to be observant at least a little and not completly ignorant of me.) Certain things about me I keep to myself; to certain people; only because I feel it's better that way. I'm a pothead. I smoke weed. I smoke marijuana habitually. I bet most of you were to meet me, wouldn't even know until I told you or sparked one up :P Really. I could give you the reasons why I smoke up but meh... there's no need. I just like to. I'm high right now. Maybe I just lost about half of you, heh, maybe I just made the other half roll one up! Whatever! Spark it up, then puff puff..... http://www.perkel.com/politics/issues/pot.h

B-day Time 9/28
Well, I missed celebrating my b-day this week, so I'm going to make up for it this Friday. If anyone would like to join me, I'll be at the Outside Corner (OC) on Hamilton Rd in Columbus. Be there or be square.

The Road Less Traveled
The Road Less Traveled by Kit McCallum ..> ..> How often we must bear the challenges of life; The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow; The constant ups and downs of daily strife. And always the question remains .... why? Life is not an easy road for most; It twists and turns with many forks in the road, Although always, and inevitably, we are given a choice ... Do we turn to the right ... or the left? Do we take the high road ... or the low road? Do we take the easy path ... or the difficult one? Decisions are not easy for those struggling for direction ... And sometimes the many choices and signs become overwhelming. While standing at a crossroads in life, The urge is to take the most comfortable path; The road with least resistance ... The shortest or most traveled route. And yet, if we've been down that comfortable road before; Have gleaned its lessons in life, and learned from our experiences; Do we yet again follow the known? O

Take The Time
Take The Time Ill tell you one thing Ill take you under my wing The grass is greener on the other side But only because we run and hide Cowards and liars Spreading lies like rapid fires Cheats and fiends Their minds always keen Listeners listen Bored with the facts they're missin Advisors advising Only realizing The problems are minimal People are cynical Think of those worse off Bigger problems then a simple cough Disease, torture, damage More then we can manage Complaining, whining, bitching Because our life is switching Take a second to think About those that cant wink Those who can't breath Those more in need The ones who have no one Who carry around a gun Or have no where to live Yet continue to give Be brave, coward Whose mind so soured So spoiled its true Take a minute, for someone besides you!

Sex Poem
Body: roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Father Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. roses are red violets are blue condoms will rip now watch you get screwed Repost this as 'sex poem' if u repost this in 1 min: the guy /girl that you like will tell u that he/she loves u and that he wants to go

Lifes Too Short
LIFE IS TOOOO SHORT! Life is too short to be wasting away waiting for good things to happent to you. So get up and go "make it happen." Whatever your heart desires, your goals, your happiness, your friendships, etc. Sometimes things happen to us and bring us down, sometimes to the point when we think we can't get back up--or maybe we may not even want to get up. But it is time-out for self-pity, and depression. Life has so much to offer but we just have to be aggressive and go get it!!!!! Meeting people, hanging out with good positive friends, furthering your education, doing things for other people can all bring pleasureable joy to your life. If we just stop and look around us and see all the things that God has given us to enjoy life--and stop looking at all the bad things--we might have unspeakeable joy. Everyday we sit around and waste, moping because someone has hurt us is a day that we have added to death. Life is tooo short when there is soooo much that

Sexy Names
How Sexy is your Name? According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity. A You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, it's action that counts not obscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. B You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an statement of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper y

One Flaw In A Woman
By the time the Lord made woman, he was into His sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, “Why are you spending so much time on this one?” And the Lord answered, “Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable, and able to run on diet Coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart—and she will do everything with only two hands.” The angel was astounded at the requirements. “Only two hands! No way! And that’s just on the standard model? That’s too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish.” “But I won’t,” the Lord protested. “I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18-hour days.” The angel moved closer and touched the woman. “But you have made her so soft, Lord.” “She is soft,”

What's Your Inner Beast?
What's Your Inner Beast? [pics] The Werewolf:The Werewolf is the symbol for Spiritual Paths. You have the soul of a wolf inside you, which makes you warm and caring to those you love. Strengths: Protection is a number one priority, and therefore you always gaurd the ones you love and keep tight bonds with your pack mates. Loyalty is strong within yourself, and you also expect it from the ones who are close to you. Flip Side: Even though you care for those you love deeply, if they betray you, anger races through your veins. The Werewolf, despite it's warm fun-loving personality, can also stand up for itself if need be. You would have no problem hiding your anger if something sets you off balance. Congratulations! You have a Werewolf inside! pic (c) Christy Grandjean aka GoldenWolfenTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

A Busy Week Ahead.
This week will be busy for me. First, I will be doing 5 hours of overtime at work. Second, I have to pay my rent and small bills on Friday after working a 45 hour/week. Lastly, my wife and I celebrate our 7th wedding anniversary on Saturday. I hope to take her out for lunch or dinner that day. So I will need this weekend to rest up for things ahead.

Friday Funnies
I was at the mall the other day eating at the food court when I noticed an old man watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. The old man kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find the old man staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" The old man did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son." ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Here's a riddle for the true intellectuals. Try to come up with the answer on your own. The answer is at the end for those who are unable to think this one through. At the exact same time, there are two 35 year old men on opposite sides of t

Third Quiz
Your Style is Classy You've got class, and you know how to put together a guy catching outfit You're more likely to shop at Bloomie's than bebe For you style is looking like a million bucks... And you're always do with your fantastic yet feminine wardrobe Is Your Date Fashion Style Classy, Sassy, or Trashy?

Figured I Would Keep People In Touch.
I quit Wal-Mart since the job was starting to get old and the customers were starting to get really mean. Like they just got annoyed with us working. Also a bigger issue with me was that now our Wal-Mart has a dress code where its a dark blue shirt with brown pants. Customers don't even know if we work there anymore. It just sucks. Anyway, I got a new job at Ceva Logistics on the other side of Menomonie moving Anderson Windows and getting them ready to be shipped. It pays ALOT more than Wal-Mart which is good because I need the $ since I have my blazer to pay off and insurance.

Promoting My Blogging Forum
I started a forum for bloggers. I am having alot of trouble getting members. I thought this was a great idea, but I already found one post that says my forum is crap. Of course it's from someone who runs another forum like mine so I'm not too upset about it. Why are people so rude like that. The weird thing is I was a member of this persons forum and I planned on staying a member. I guess I just expect too much from people.

Kelly The Ghost Pavlik Youngstown's Finest 31-0 (28 Ko's)
Full Fight Record Kelly Pavlik 31-0 (28 KOs) Ranked WBC #1, The Ring #3, WBA #3, WBO #4, IBF #8 at 160 pounds… WBC mandatory challenger, 160 pounds... NABF middleweight champion, two successful defenses… 1999 U.S. National Under-19 amateur champion, 147 pounds… 1998 National Jr. Golden Gloves amateur champion, 147 pounds… 1998 National Jr. PAL amateur champion, 147 pounds… At the age of 25, Kelly is a seven-year pro. The top contender at 160 pounds, he has stayed active in the ring, made steady progress, and is just starting to come into his prime. He scored the biggest win of his career in his last fight on May 19, a decisive seventh-round TKO against Edison Miranda. The fight was a WBC world title eliminator to determine the mandatory challenger at middleweight – Kelly was ranked WBC No. 1 going in, Miranda No. 2 - and was co-featured on the same card with WBC-WBO and The Ring’s world champion Jermain Taylor’s title defense against Cory Spinks. Kelly gave a sensa

Beware Of Chicken Sandwich
A little boy and a little girl attended the same school and became friends. Every day they would sit together to eat their lunch. They discovered that they both brought chicken sandwiches every day! This went on all through the fourth and fifth grades, until one day he noticed that her sandwich wasn't a chicken sandwich. He said, "Hey, how come you're not eating chicken, don't you like it anymore?" She said "I love it but I have to stop eating it." "Why?" he asked. She pointed to her lap and said "Cause I'm starting to grow little feathers down there!" "Let me see" he said. "Okay" and she pulled up her skirt. He looked and said, "That's right. You are! Better not eat any more chicken." He kept eating his chicken sandwiches until one day he brought peanut butter. He said to the little girl, "I have to stop eating chicken sandwiches, I'm starting to get feathers down there too!" She asked if she could look, so he pulled down his pants for her.

I Want You!
yes YOU! you right there!. Anywho, so I was drinkin last night, why am I not drinkin again tonight?! I am gettin to old for that shit lol. No no, thats not it. HOnestly, I got no clue. Okay so then, I need new stuff. Like new boots! Who wants new boots?! I will totally buy new boots or whatnot for whoever goes with me. Come on! Come oooooon. Oh ALSO Miss Layna is the coolest chickadee on the net. Everyone go see her page and be like "hey you ARE the coolest chickadee on the net!". Okay well, see ya'll on the flip flop. OH also, I almost fell this mornin, that sucked lol

Fifth Quiz
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISTP) Your personality type is reserved, methodical, spirited, and intense. Only about 6% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 8% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Beloved Lyrics
It's colder than before, The seasons took all they had come for. Now winter dances here, it seems so fitting don't you think, To dress the ground in white, and grey? It's so quiet I can hear.... My thoughts touching every second that I spent, waiting for you. circumstances afford me, No second chance to tell you, How much I've missed you. My beloved do you know, When the warm wind comes again Another year will start to pass, And please don't ask me why I'm here, Something deeper brought me That I need to remember. We were once young and blessed with wings, No heights could keep us from their reach, no sacred place we did not soar. Still greater things burned within us I don't regret the choices that I've made, I know you feel the same. My beloved do you know How many times I stared at clouds Thinking that I saw you there these are feelings that do not pass so easily, I can't forget what we claimed is ours. Moments lost and time remains I am so proud of wh

Illusion Lyrics
I know it's hard to tell how mixed up you feel Hoping what you need is behind every door Each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change Because everyone has hopes, you're human after all The feeling sometimes, wishing you were someone else Feeling as though you never belong This feeling is not sadness, this feeling is not joy I truly understand. Please, don't cry now Please don't go, I want you to stay I'm begging you please, please don't leave here I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel The world is just illusion trying to change you Being like you are Well this is something else, who would comprehend? But some that do, lay claim that Divine purpose blesses them That's not what I believe, it doesn't matter anyway A part of your soul ties you to the next world Or maybe to the last, but I'm still not sure But what I do know is, to us the world is different As we are to the world but I guess you would know that Please don't go, I want you t

Further Lyrics
At the end of days, at the end of time. When the Sun burns out will any of this matter. Who will be there to remember who we were? Who will be there to know that any of this had meaning for us? And in retrospect I'll say we've done no wrong. Who are we to judge what is right and what has purpose for us? With designs upon ourselves to do no wrong, running wild unaware of what might come of us. The Sun was born, so it shall die, so only shadows comfort me. I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me. Each day shall end as it begins and though you're far away from me I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me Without a thought I will see everything eternal, forget that once we were just dust from heavens far. As we were forced we shall return, perhaps some day, I will remember us and wonder who we were.

Commercials Are Ruining Our Kids
Ok so after some long thought over the years I finally figured out whats wrong with kids today. Commercials are ruining our kids. They seem innocent enough with the cartoon kids and the iconic rabbit or leprechan but these commercials are teaching our kids to be selfish and to try to get something for nothing. Take the Trix commercials for example....the rabbit only wants a bowl of cereal. The kids have a corner on the market because the rabbit cannot seem to get them any other way so he trys to trick the kids into letting him have some. Would it really kill the kids to share with the rabbit? Lets not forget about poor Lucky the Leprechan either. He makes his lucky charms and it is available in any store. Yet these kids go to great lengths to try to gank his cereal straight from him. Is this what we really want to teach our kids? To be selfish and take what we can.....and that is whats wrong with kids today!

Application..
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my forhead 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. are you a virgin ? 13. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 14. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 15. Favorite body part on a guy/girl? 16. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 17. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 18. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: We got in a fight: I g

Fubar
I don't know abou the rest of you but I think fubar blows myspace out of the water. i love this site an dthe inreraction among the members has been very positive. I have had profiles ona variety of other sites and it just wan't happening. It took forever to hear bck from members, there wasn't anything intersting to look at and if you profiles was the tiniest bit off color your profile was deleted. the People of fubar seem to be a lot more liberal. Any who, to whoever who reads this i hope you have a great night, a good week and remember.... a day without sunshine... is like.......... NIGHT.

Honestly..
Honestly, Plays a big role into days society. Some look at only the overall, In my own oppion which people are entitled too..Belive that people should take in the whole piece of what there talking about/reciveing and putting out there for other's. Such as this honestly..Not important you say..No not at all..Its is indeed really important..At least to some..aka most.. Be honest, tell'em what you are really thinking..the truth.. To many times have I seen people more happy with honestly then lie's..So why would you lie..To make yourself look as such a better person..Ahh..No that dont work either..You'd be better off just sitting infront of that person..And telling them the truth and nothing but it.

My Second Chance
To my angel whom I call Manna from Heaven When I was young and not so wise, I thought I needed no-ones advice, and royally messed up the life of my first born, which in turn left my family forever tattered and torn. Then several years later my tables turned around, and my world got twisted and flipped upside down, my first born returned and shared her troubles, which taught me our lives are just like bubbles.. We blow and pop them over and over again, each one either frees or binds our sins, when I reached rock bottom with mine, a second chance came along just in time. The one I destroyed was truly amazing, she gave her first born to me for the raising, now daily renewed joy fills my heart hoping Amanda will never want to depart. She brings sunshine & rain, smiles & tears, and laughter abundantly throughout the years, I pray daily that I don’t mess up her life too, and she will always love me, even when I make her blue. LSR 20 Oct. 1998 Author’s Co

At Work
Man another monday at work. The weekend just does not last as long as one would hope. Well Didn't do much this weekend. Went and did some shopping with the kids which that cost me a small fortune. My oldest daughter who is 13 is into goth and we hit all the goth shops so she could find some clothes and then my 10 year old is into pink and princess stuff so we had fun shopping there which my oldest daughter totally hates. Anyways that has been my weekend and now back to the grindstone to make up that lost money... LOL Hope everyone has had a wonderful Monday!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!

About 2 Yrs Or So Ago
I was dating this guy. He was funny as hell for he knew he was small and he was okay with that. Sex between us was a fucken work out. I didn't have to go to the gym. He would swing me around like I was a feather, I died laughing half the time but he made sure that I got off and that is amazing. Anyways, one day we there going at it like rabbits and the motherfucker bites my fucken clit. I mean damn that shit hurt like hell. I was like do you need a manual, did you forget how its done. I know guys hate when a women is there biting away choking on his cock but when a guy fucks up, its bad. After that I couldn't have sex for a long time. Thats when I met my boyfriend, well ex now, or side dish who the hell knows who or what the fuck he is but him, lol, and thats a fact. It gets better stay tuned...

Goodbye
goodbye I cant say goodbye to you i would rather stay next to you forever and hold you close to my hart and chest feel your hair in my fingertips feel your lips on mine the heat that we make burns through my soul my hart melts for you my mine go blur and i see you smile my life is complet with out you in my life i am lost and all alone and i cant stop dreaming of you and me togather for ever so i can never say goodbye i will always love you if your mine or not thinking of you always Ira Lee Moore

Wondering
wondering ..> i set and wonder of what might be i set and wonder of what it might feel i set and wonder of your body next to mine i set and wonder of how you taste i set and wonder of how your body on mine feels i set and wonder of if you would of enjoyed it i set and wonder of how many times you orgasms i set and wonder of how you think of me inside you do you ever wonder what it might of feel like to make love with me thinking of you always Ira Lee Moore

I Know
i know sometimes i ask to many ? i know how you feel about me i know i am in love with you i know you in love with me i know you feel the same i know you cant show me i know you don't want to hurt me i know I don't want to hurt you i know you want me to be happy i know i want you to be happy i know in time you wont forget about me i know that i wont forget about you i know i need to let go of my hope and dreams of us together i know that i cant let go of my hope and dreams of us together i know you cant let me in your hart and mind i know that i am different then him i know that i am jealous of him i know that i hope he knows how lucky he is to have you i know that i hope that you know i wish i was him sometimes i know that MY LOVE FOR YOU WELL NEVER GO AWAY i know that one day i will die but i will die loving you thinking of you always Ira Lee Moore

Mother Of The Pitt.
Mother of The Pitt. Does She speak ill of my kin? Does She laugh when we’ve fallen? Does She know our pain and sorrow? Even though She is maid up of broken dreams and lost hopes? Can you hear Her shout at our Tyrants? While we are beaten for our defiance. Can you sense Her crying for our pain? The pain we throw out with no shame. As you are thrashed to and fro, she coddles you, lovingly so. We were cast our of society, shunned by humanity, left to fend for our own sanity. We scream out in violence. She gives our souls silence. We tear away at the world we’ve disowned. She gives us a new place to call our home. Round and around we go. Fighting for what we know. He fights for love. She fight for anger. He fights for solace. He fights for danger. Thrashing and throwing and pushing and bashing, violently so we have reached our capacity. We have torn at each other. We fought for one another. We were thrown to and fro. We were hit so and so. We heal each othe

The Deal
So here's the deal: I'm a diff kind of female so if u don't know who I am and we don't talk then plz do me the honor of deletin me from ur friends list. I don't wanna b just another female on ur page. And wtf is up with the betrayal on here? Lol...I mean seriously...don't feel like u need to pump my ego by sayn all kinds of nice shit to me for a few weeks and makin me believe we friends and shit and then just disappear and live the fubar soap opera that everyone else is living lol. By all means I don't need the ego boost. I know who I am and what I have to offer to a real friend who knows me truly...I'm not gonna settle for bein the friend of the month b4 u move on to deal with the other drama filled chicks on here. If u live ur life lookin for that attn from females than I'm not the person to call a friend cuz once ur my friend I'm in it for the longhaul not just til someone better comes along. And lastly...I'm not a therapist so plz don't come to me for advice on ur fubar love rel

Ok, So I Am Struggling...
Ok so I am struggling with personal issues. My apologies to those who have been trying to keep my chin up. I have a limited ability to fight back with the issues regarding my children and Parenting time. With the two hour drive one way, it has become difficult with all the health issues and lack of funds to hire an attorney. I will try to be less down about it but, without those kids my life is just me sitting in a room staring at the walls. Thanks for those who have tried to support me again.J.

One Liners That Make You Smile
1. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me. 7. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17. Wrinkled was not one of the thi

The Kids Are Alright
Below, are examples of sixth grade research projects. Enjoy... 1. Ancient Egypt was inhabited by mummies and they all wrote in hydraulics. They lived in the Sarah Dessert. the climate of the Sarah is such that the inhabitants have to live elsewhere. 2. Moses led the Hebrew slaves to the Red Sea where they made unleavened bread which is bread made without any ingredients. Moses went up on Mount Cyanide to get the ten commandments. He died before he ever reached Canada. 3. Solomon had three hundred wives and seven porcupines. 4. The Greeks were a highly sculptured people and without them we wouldn't have history. The Greeks also had myths. A myth is a female moth. 5. Socrates was a famous Greek teacher who went around giving people advice. They killed him. Socrates died from an overdose of wedlock. After his death, his career suffered a dramatic decline. 6. In the Olympic games, Greeks ran races, jumped, hurled biscuits, and threw the java. 7. Julius Caesar extinq

Oh, The Cat Came Back...
A man absolutely hated his wife's cat and decided to get rid of him one day by driving him 20 blocks from his home and leaving him at the park. As he was getting home, the cat was walking up the driveway. The next day he decided to drive the cat 40 blocks away. He put the beast out and headed home. Driving back up his driveway, there was the cat! He kept taking the cat further and further and the cat would always beat him home. At last he decided to drive a few miles away, turn right, then left, past the bridge, then right again and another right until he reached what he thought was a safe distance from his home and left the cat there. Hours later the man calls home to his wife: "Jen, is the cat there?" "Yes," the wife answers, "why do you ask?" Frustrated, the man answered, "Put that jerk on the phone, I'm lost and need directions!"

F**k You All
IM GANA BE STRAIGHT FORWORD RIGHT NOW. I DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK WHO YOU ARE. I DONT LIKE YOU. DO YOU KNOW WHY? BECAUSE IN ANY GIVEN SITUATION YOU WONT DO A DAMN THING FOR ME. THERE ARE EXCEPTIONS. THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE. AS FOR THE REST OF YOU. STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE.

Making Love
Analogous forms, a loosely shaped 's' Your arms around me My back on your chest - Your whisper soft kisses Caress my neck and disclose Secrets, to the ears of the night As we lie in repose. Contented, surrealism surrounds Our union, speak not a word Silence speaks volumes Responsively heard In rapturous loving In pure ecstasy - Here in our world There is just you and me Soon, all too soon Dawns' cool reflection Means I must go Back to life - and deception.

Darkness
No sound is lovely to hear today No sight pleases the eyes Time seems to be moving To the dead end That is just few days Long to reach Birds chirpings today are Just keeping the silence The silence of the still water Which inspite of living Is motionless No morning is there For tonight forever These moments seems To be an everlasting phase Without any cease Such haps never occurred to me before Then y today The world seems so far to me Like living without life Breathing without air Words without alphabets Sun without sunrays Moon without shinness Nature without greenery Rainbow without colours My life has lost its fade In no light tonight Y today The world seems so far to me

First Impressions
And she made me think of poetry. And yes, And she made me want to dance. And yes, And the music didn't matter. . . Wasn't there. Didn't care. And yes! At that moment I wanted to do. . . Everything. Make a statement, Rule the world, Seize the day, And yes! It was all possible. The cacophony of emotion, The plethora of noise, The wonder of all that is new. And yes. She made me want to grow, And yes. She made me want to try, And yes, She made me think of poetry. August

Know Who You Are.
From this day forward, Whomever dons the uniform is your brother. They are your family. They will understand, When you drink too much, Smoke too much, And even when you leap into a ditch, At the sound of backfire from a passing car. They will understand when you can't sleep, When you say; "I don't want to talk about it." When you bolt upright in bed, Sheets soaked with sweat and tears in your eyes, Choking down a scream in your throat. Be aware of these brothers. Even when the uniforms come off, And their glory days are long behind them. Be their brother when you hear them say; "Squared away" and "good to go" There is respect to be had, From all fighting men, From all who give up themselves To become a part of something greater. From all who survive. From this day forward, Know who you are. August

A Perfect Mirage
Scoping out the drama….I see now why there can never be anything….anyone care to elaborate on the circumstances of mimicking mimes inside of platypus wings….come and go with treaties of time capsules and reason with logic of mind warped despair….find out the paranoid reasons to hide in the shadows and take cover from your own powers….where is nowhere and how do I get there from here….souls of mink love to play in puddles where the flowers are black and diseased….but from inside of nowhere there is a playwright whose function of melodies screams from beyond the wall of shame….come and enjoy the drama of dinosaurs living behind the trees….

Farm Kid From Iowa (now At San Diego Marine Corps Recruit Training
Dear Ma and Pa, I am well. Hope you are. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before all of the places are filled. I was restless at first because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6am but I am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot, and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay. Practically nothing. Men got to shave but it is not so bad, there's warm water. Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, etc., but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie, and other regular food, but tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by the two city boys that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you until noon when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city boys can't walk much. We go on "route marches," which the platoon ser

Follow Me
follow me behind the mask, take a look around back here and tell me what you see. can you see these shattered pieces, my soul destroyed on the ground? can you read all the thoughts, running through my head, or are there way too many for you to comprehend? can you hear my desperate pleas calling for someone to save me? Do you hear the painful screams Coming from my heart? can you actually see me now, The me I always hide? Follow me behind the mask And tell me what you see Follow me behind the mask ‘cause I can’t find myself Follow me behind the mask And help me just be me

Inner Destruction
Posing as a smart, happy person I think I'm so much smarter than I am As if anyone really wants to hear about my life Hear the stories, thoughts, and observations I store in this mundane mind What do I know? Not even myself And no one seems to know me through it all I can't break out of this inner destruction So embedded with every compliment is the doubt Every question brings these worthless, ugly feelings I make so many more mistakes Why bother to sift through in search of something good? Just destroy it all Author notes

Thank You
I have been blessed to have such wonderful people in my life. Then I am blessed to meet such kind individuals who treat me with respect and kindness. Thank you so much for being my friend. Love C~ xoxo~

I Still Cant Believe It
Ok its been like 2 days and I still can't create a mumm. Im banned from mumming all because i said the word CUNT! WTF! My feelings are sooooo hurt. Oh i better mark this nsfw before someone completely kicks me off this damn site!

For All Your Friends
♥.•*:•.♥If kisses were water, I will give u a sea. ♥.•*:•.♥ ♥.•*:•.♥If hugs were leaves, I will give u a tree.♥.•*:•.♥ ♥.•*:•.♥If LIFE was a planet, I will give u a galaxy.♥.•*:•.♥ ♥.•*:•.♥If friendship is life, I will give u mine.♥.•*:•.♥ ♥.•*:•.♥Best Friends Week♥.•*:•.♥ Send this to all ur good friends. ♥.•*:•.♥Even me, if i am one of them.♥.•*:•.♥ See how many u get back. If u get more than 3 u r really loved!!

Counting Down The Days!
Ya, here in 10 days I will be 31 :( aint ready fer this... Just wish I knew fer sure if hubby was working on that day.. I wanna go out an have a good time this year, because the last few have been lame. No cake/party, going to the bar or just out to eat whatever ya know. Should be over that shit by now but hey it's all good.....lol

Annonymous
The wind sings a different song, A different song than last. A weird new world, a better one, is where we find ourselves cast. A one of starlight, A one of passion, A one of peacefull bliss. On my knees I thank my god for a blessing as divine as this. Eyes like pools of water, that sweep you off your feet. The touch of his fingers as soft as silkness, like an air dried cotton sheet. His heart is a place I have been searching for, searching all through youth. From my first steps, To my mother's breast, To the skin breaking of my first tooth, but up until now I have never realized I was living just for you! Falling through a darkend carvern, searching for the light. There is a reason for this season, to make love out of spite. Our gardens burned and our sins forgotten, A chance to turn wrong to right. Can we lose ourselves this time? Maybe, one never really knows. Hind sight is 20/20 I'll tell you when I'm old. When I close

So Sick..
Why is it every time I have a job I get screwed? Once again my children have been sick since they have been in daycare so I have been missing work....but yet I am told that I am a great worker who gives it my all....although if I miss any more time no matter what for even a death in the family with proof or not they have to let me go....what do they expect for a single mother trying to get by and who refuses to subject my kids to cash assistance from welfare let alone probably doesn't even qualify for it!!! So once again my friends I am looking for a new job even though I still have the one that I am at right now....but they cut my hours to part time...I also had told them that there is no one else but ME to care for my kids and it is my responsibility to care for them.....with out me they have NO ONE.....it's like they expect me to pawn off my babies and not worry about them so I can be there for my job....no matter what my children come First!!!!!!!! .so frustrated that I feel like c

Forsaken Fate
I see them all In the nakedness of my thoughts Running around without glimpse Traced in bare dirty foot. Alone... In the struggle of a heart Bended...burried into the shadow Nowhere to be found. Their voices echoed from the distant An inevitable agony Cursed... A crumbled hope. The past is hunting Faded black... Time is running out Nothing is certain. What would be the light of these begotten.

Radiohead Taking Bold, New Move
As you may know, I am against the recording industry trying to grab as much money from people as possible while paying their artists a pittance.Obviously, so is Radiohead (at least according to this story).Radiohead has a website where they will sell their next album without going through a record label, iTunes, or any other type of bullshit kind of thing like those.And get this: Each person pays what they want to pay for the album...It's basically a way for Radiohead to get all funds directly from their fans.And you know what? They only have to get paid $1.50 per customer to break even.Heck, I don't really know what Radiohead plays, but I'm going to (this upcoming payday) buy their album for at least $5-8 or so, just to show other artists that this is a great way to go.Now maybe there'll be a new paradigm out there...tag: music, radiohead, news, record label, riaa, album, iTunes-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at Fubar.comExplode the money myth at:Get paid to surf the

The Father Of Photojournalism
The Father of Photojournalism “My tombstone will say, ‘Here lies Alfred Eisenstaedt, the man who took that Time Square photograph on V-J Day.’”(qtd. in Burrows VII). Learning about famous photographers can help a person in becoming a better photographer. A beginning photographer can learn about the certain origins of photography by exploring the life of Alfred Eisenstaedt. His personal life, career, and famous photographs he took. For Alfred Eisenstaedt, the Father of Photojournalism, photography started at an early age. Born December 6, 1898 in Dirschau, West Prussia. His family, two brothers and his mother and father moved to Berlin, Germany, in 1906. His father was a merchant. Eisenstaedt would have followed in his father’s footsteps if it weren’t for his uncle giving him his first camera at the age of fourteen. He also sold his first picture at the same age, but at the time, Eisenstaedt didn’t realize that photography could be a career. At the age of seventeen, he was drafte

Can I Ask You A Question?
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Dear Dr. R L White, Head of the Atlanta Chapter of the NAACP, My name is Kevin. I am 44, and I am neither a member of your organization nor a resident of Atlanta . Normally I wouldn't bother you, but then I came across a printed interview with you in which you proclaimed that the actions taken against Michael Vick were racially motivated, and it compelled me to write. Since I am white, I am going to tread carefully, so as not to offend your gentle sensibilities . But, Dr. White, you are a dumb fuck. Speaking for white people everywhere, let me fill you in on something. This case was not a race issue. It was about killing dogs. And if there is one thing people don't stand for,regardless of race, it's killing dogs. You compared it to deer hunting. Again, Dr. White, you are a dumb fuck. When was the last time a deer greeted you at the door when you got home from work? Or curled up next to you and gently nuzzled in to take a nap? Dogs are pets, y

Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 4,2007
You're stymied by a big issue, but the best answer to that is to pull back and focus on life's small pleasures. Give it some time and you should find that a solution becomes obvious pretty soon.