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Confused
everytime i've loved someone, they have cheated on me. i trust them with all that i have and they still cheated on me. im supposed to keep trusting anyway???? i try and i try but the more i try the harder it gets. im tired of wondering. if you check up on them, its stalking. if you dont check up on them, you will never know for sure and will still wonder. "i'm just going over to a friends house." they say. "no problem", you say, "i mean hell, i trust you." then one day you find out they were f)*@ng around on you and you should never have trusted them. that has happened more than once. they want to hang out with a friend they used to be serious about. you say, "sure, i trust you, just dont go to his house." they call you and say, "hey, i'm at his house, but dont worry, his friend is here so its alright." ok, and his friend that you don't know makes this better how?? so is it alright???? or am i still being the gullible dumbass that i alwa

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Confused
I never thought I could fall so fast or deeply for someone..Then I met him, and my whole life has changed, for the better I think..I feel like I have a purpose..Knowing that someone really cares about me as a person, cares about my feelings, my opinions, and thoughts is such a new and wonderful feeling.. But to have that person seem uncertain, makes me feel a little insecure, makes me wonder if it was something that Ive done..I love this person more than any amount of words can say, and I hope he knows that, and never for one second doubts my love for him..

Confessions
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? HIM 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? MOST OF THE TIME 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? LISTENER 4. Do you take compliments well? NOT REALLY... USUALLY TRY TO FIND OUT THE MOTIVE BEHIND IT... 5. Do you play Sudoku? NO 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? I'M CHUNKY SO I THINK I COULD LIVE OFF MY OWN FAT FOR A FEW WEEKS... 7. Do you like to ride horses? YES. 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? YES... CAMP KERN.... LORD HELP THOSE POOR CHILDREN...LOL 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? HUNGRY HIPPO... HMMM MAYBE THAT'S WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME... HEHEHE 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, what would you do? 6 MONTHS AGO I WAS ALL UP ON THAT SHIT BUT NOW..... NO AND NOT JUST CUZ I FOUND SOMEONE NOT MARRIED... EVEN IF THAT DOESNT WORK OUT I DONT THINK I COULD GO THAT ROUTE AGAIN...LOL

Confessions Of A Milf
Nikita Lyons: i have decided to keep my child b/c for the first time i seen it and heard the heart beat and for once i feel like i am needed and i know one day that, that child will love me b/c they were born and they could be a great person that cures illness or has a break thru in science or even owns their own buisness and i know it will be b/c i let that child live and i was a great mother and wether mr right comes along and wants to be part of my family or wether i do it on my own i know i tried and i know i will be a sucess and wether u still want to talk to me or not is up to u but i finally am at peace and know what i want to do Xavier: Well well....welcome 2 club MILF Nikita Lyons: nope i just will be smart how i go about men Nikita Lyons: im sorry but im glad my mom didnt give my life up so y should i do the same Xavier: UM Xavier: ok Xavier: now Xavier: what about whoz gonna pay 2 care of the baby? Nikita Lyons: she really talked some sence int

Confused
So I really like this guy. He is perfect. I know that it may be too soon to tell but I really think that we would be good together. We have fun together we laugh together. we don't even have to do much to enjoy the time that we spend together. But I don't want to rush into anything nor do I want to push him. I know he has a lot to deal with but I do know that I can make him happy. The question is could this be what I was waiting for? Someone that makes me feel this good about myself and everything else. I just don't know what to do...UGH

Confusion Sucks
I am sitting here all alone with so many thoughts going through my head You and I were talking earlier, but the word good bye was not said I am risking losing you without really knowing exactly what I will miss I wanted more than friendship and I knew this from our first kiss The chemistry between us is so incredible and very rare to find You know the age difference sucks and I can’t take the clock and rewind I am so confused on what to do with the options out there If I stay it won’t work, but if I go and never try would that be fare I care really deeply for you and that is to say without even thinking twice When we were not talking my heart sure in the fuck did not feel nice I can honestly talk to you about any and everything like I have known you forever You know I think back and can’t recall one person I have done that with ever I can’t believe that this is this such a fucking hard decision to make I mean really do I live in this world that I

Confused Hearts Written On Dec. 16, 2002
you say you love me but you think of her. I am confused. Don't play mind games with me. you say I'm all you ever wanted but you wish to be with her. you say I'm your wife but you want to marry her. I am wasting my time. It's time to say goodbye. Written by: Melissa Fernandez

Confused
Right now it's 545pm PST So I am confused. I recently met up with my ex fling, Cesar. Yup, well not met up per se, but he actually went to the bar I've been going to lately. As the night progressed, I felt a presence or emotion of sorts, but it wasn't coming from me. Rather, it was radiating from him, and everyone around me picked up on the vibes. I don't know what time it was when I asked my friend Javier if he's having fun. He then told me, "sis, I think Cesar still likes you but he's being a pussy about it. Dude it's so obvious, don't you know that?" I gave Javi this weird look like forget you, I know he doesn't. So then I took Javier with me, and proceeded to ask my friend James. Well before I asked, I made a statement and repeated what Javier said, and that he thinks Cesar likes me, and this was James response, "You know Liz, I wouldn't put it past him. Look at him. He's a guy, no disrespect, but yeah I wouldn't put it past him." I just said whatever and just c

Confused
i'm so so confused right. i've been with this guy for 2 and a half. people have just recently told me that he has cheated on me more then once. but when i ask him he denies it altogether. i love him with all of heart. he told me that he is going to change and he'll do whatever it takes to keep me. i want to beleive him so bad. i just don't know what to do. if anyone reads this and has some advice please let me know.

Confused
I'm so confused. Do you ever feel like someting is missing in your life. I mean I know what I'm missing and wanting and it might sound cheesy to others though, I want to find true love. I'm not talking fairy tale i'm talking some one who makes you feel good about yourself. Someone you can't get off your mind. I keep looking and looking and I just feel like every time I try I fail. Maybe I'm expecting too much from people I don't know. Some times it really honestly bothers me, makes you wonder if it's you who the problem is. It's just driving me nuts lol. I guess I'll expand on this though more in the morning. I'm way to tired lol. :* muah!

Confessions Of A Broken Heart
Pain... Tension... Fatigue... Depression... Anger, Aggression, Frustration. All these unwanted sensations - Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind. Repeating, resisting, insisting - Refusing to be denied its recognition Of its position in my Frustration, Confusion, Delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to gain By forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused, unclear, out of control, My world spinning, spinning, spinning, My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic, Like fine sands running through my hands, I'm losing my mind.

Confusion.. Anger... Truth
****Let me edit this just a bit... I feel I need to add some information... Do NOT get me wrong, it takes two to either make or break a marriage... I am not innocent by far... I have made my share of mistakes in the past 13 years, but I can honestly say that I have not deceived, lied, or forgotten the fact that I'm married... He has... I have tried in the past to make this marriage work... but a woman can only take so many times that her husband cheats on her... Twice he has been caught... Both times, he's denied it... Both times he threw it back in my face and made me the one to blame... There have been so many times that he's done this, but only twice has he been caught in the act, so to speak... OK, so maybe I am to blame for some of this, but does that give him the right to continue as he has done? No, it does not... ***** I do not even know how to begin this blog... I do not come to this site often anymore because of things that have happened, that I've seen, that I'v

Confederate Family Please Read
This goes in effect as of this posting. I am resigning my position in the family and management due to issues here at home and the fact I cannot be on here as much as I feel I need to be. This decision is mine alone that I have made after considerable thought on the matter. While I have enjoyed my time here I feel the personal attacks on me by ex family members has tainted me in your eyes. I regret doing this but I see no other way. YOU ALL WILL ALWAYS BE THE BEST FAMILY ON FUBAR AND I WILL ALWAYS TREASURE ALL OF THE FRIENDS I HAVE MADE HERE I wish you all the best of luck! LOVE YOU ALL THE WATCHER Just to let everyone know I will also be leaving the family as to reasons that would probably be best not to mention. GeeGee

Confusion
i know people dont think it is my fault. i know in mind that i am part of it. i am causing confusion im someones mind. i know they say im not but i know i am. its hard to explian why or how. i have been down this road before and know the feeling i get from it. i wish i knew how to stop them or make them better. but i can only say that i am sorry if i seem to be making things harder.. im sorry.

Confusion
"Times of general calamity and confusion have ever been productive of the greatest minds. The purest ore is produced from the hottest furnace, and the brightest thunderbolt is elicited from the darkest storm." Charles Caleb Colton

Confused
i know i shouldnt question things but I cant help it. all i do is sit here and wonder. i dont know what to do. dont know what to think. im so confused that its driving me nuts. i dont want to hurt or love. just want to be content with friends. yet for some reason its not working out that way. im falling for a man i dont know if i really should fall for. he knows it even if neither of us want to admitt it. today i seen someone who fucked me over in the past...sad thing was the asshole couldnt even look me in the eye. and then to make my day even worse i found out so much about my big brother that i no longer have any respect for him. and of all people hes the last one i thought i woul totally lose respect for. its breaks my heart that i can honestly say that in my eyes hes no longer my brother. anybody who can be the way he is i dont want associated with me. and it kills me cuz i used to be so proud of him...back when he first graduated high school and became a marine. N

Confused
ok i git the nsfw thing - what i do not git is why u post nsfw pics on the FU then mark them private - isn't this supposed to be happy hour 24/7/365 - why post if you don't want to show - call me crazy (please) - fatman002

Confused
so recently i thought i made a connection with someone but they haven't been returning my calls lately which in turn makes me feel bad. i can understand if someone no longer wants to talk to me, i just prefer for them to tell me straight up. after all, shit happens. anyway, i'm a little upset about it all, mostly upset with myself for letting my guard down. oh well, lesson learned i suppose.

Confessions Of A Single Mom (part I)
June 5th 1995, I awoke at 0136 in my barracks room. I bolted upright. "Im Pregnant!!" I shuddered. I proceded to get dressed and drive from Oakland, to Fremont because that was the location of the ONLY 24 hour Walgreens that I knew of. I made a beeline for the Pregnancy Test aisle, once I had arrived, picked up an EPT, purchased it and went tot he parking lot, to pee right there and then. I peed on that fateful stick and I waited. By the glow of the streetlights and the Wagreens, I saw two lines. I began crying and calling the test a "fucking liar!!". I ran back into the store, grabbed a Gatorade and a "Fact Plus" because I had decided that EPT was faulty merchandise. I sat in my Celica, drinking Gatorade, listening to music, while waiting to pee. When the urge to pee hit me again, I dropped trou, peed on the new test and waited. Ugh!!!! a Plus sign emerged and I had decided that ALL pregnancy tests in ALL of Walgreens were incorrect. Why? Because a year earlier, I had internally

Confessions Of A Single Mom (part Ii)
My son was in the military with me. He arose at 2:30 in the morning just like me, and he didn't come home until 2030 just like me. He was a trooper. I had gotten out of the military when he was 2. My time was up and he needed me full time. I admit that thing were a bit shocking on the outside world of a civilian. The safety net was no longer available to catch me and I began working for "Ultimate Home Improvement" for a Turkish man who smelled of burnt lamb and Marlboros with a dash of Ralph Lauren. If only this bastard would have paid me what I was worth then I would not have been short on my rent, which means that I would not have had to sell my integrity to pay bills and buy food. Looking back....it was the best 2 minutes that $1000 could buy. Hey, don't judge me assholes. My Joshua had to eat! It wasn't anything a shower couldn't fix but I did quit my job two days later because apparently my old boss wanted to move me into his Chateau so I could be under his watchful

Confused
Some days you seem so close like you stand right before me But then the next day you seem so far like each other we can't see, Each day is like a roller coaster with my stomach turning upside down You stand there looking but yet you don't utter a sound, I feel so confused and my heart is being torn at its seams And every night that I sleep you seem to linger in my dreams, Every time I look at you I forget all my thoughts And right then and there it's you that my heart has sought, Every time I hope it turns into something bad So for right now I'll stop thinking And maybe things won't end up sad.

Confessions Of A Single Mom (part Iii)
A single mom doesn't always have the proudest of moments. There have been a few times when I have tempted the words "Save me" to a man in passing. When she is almost willing to sacrafice her soul for a man who is stable with excellent earning abilities. But what does that all mean? It means that at the end of the day, you are still somebody's whore. So I did what every other dogged out single mom could do, if she wanted to.....I got two jobs. I worked at a law firm by day and ran two group homes by night. No less than 72 hours a week for the next several years. I didn't even have time to take a shit in private, let alone, find a man that could take care of me and my son. When my son turned 7, and I was on the verge of a mental breakdown from being over extended for so long, along came my "Savior" (And I use that term loosely). I whored my soul out to a man who said and did the right things. I was married on September 7th, 2003. I quit my job(s) at his demand...to be a wife a

Confucius Say
Confucius Say *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left.

Confusion
I don't know how to handle The confusion in my soul Happy or depressed Don't know in which direction I'm going to go. I was depressed since I was a little girl But I didn't want it anymore I started being happy for awhile But now I'm not so sure. I'm starting to feel sad Most of each day Not knowing if I'm up or down Not knowing what to say. I don't want to go back Depressed isn't what I want to be I need to redefine myself Be nothing but me. It's hard Not knowing who you really are Especially when everyone else knows you They know that you're a rising star. I'll find out who I am I won't stop til I do And I'll stop Letting my depression get through.

Confession
Yes I'm a bad girl Do what you will. I think I can take Just about anything. Tie me Bound me Spank me. Feeling your palm On my redding flesh Fingertips teasing Makes me crave more. More Of your touch More Of your commands. Tell me what to do And I will gladly do it. Kneeling on the floor If front of you Wanting your approval. So bad Wanting to be chained legs spread eagle. Deny my release Make me pant Licking my lips. Conceal my screams Gag me please! Ice cubes down my skin Traveling down Disapearing within. Sharp nails teasing Down the line of my back. Pull my hair Make me arch. Outside Inside Doesn't matter. Blindfold me Plug my ears Deny my senses Make me be suprised by your every move. Wanting you to stuff me Fill me Every hole Take me Use me Yes! I'm a bad girl. These feelings make me so wet I've wanted it for so long It almost makes me feel Inhuman. Urges since I can remember Getting stronger Years flying by Oh, God! How I

~confessions Of The Heart~
~Confessions of the Heart~ ~What greater thing is there for two human souls than to feel that they are joined... to strengthen each other... to be at one with each other in silent unspeakable memories. ~In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing. ~Love cannot endure indifference. It needs to be wanted. Like a lamp, it needs to be fed out of the oil of another's heart, or its flame burns low. ~You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have really lived, are the moments when you have done things in a spirit of love. ~The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration. ~Love works in miracles every day: such as weakening the strong, and stretching the weak; making fools of the wise, and wise men of fools; favouring t

Confessions Of The Mind
Creak of tight leather My breath did catch Delicate ears flooded with Your moans of pleasure At my behest Tall boots shine bright Slick with your sweat Flick of the wrist Groans of wonderment erupt At my decree Ample breasts spill forth Beckoning your adoring gaze Brushed against taunt skin Cries of intense joy At my command Soothing hand through hair Long legs do straddle Firm hand pulling forth Provocative words are whispered At my bidding Hands grip boots tight Blue eyes burn bright Hot breath does sear Sultry from moist lips At my prompting Slow dance in motion Brown eyes burn bright Teasing tongue does flick Knowingly invading Venus space At my word Sweat trails and drips Fingers tangled in hair Two locked in passion Leather creaks straps bind At your request... ~M~

Confusion In My Head
Somewhere there is peace. Somewhere there is quiet. Somewhere there is violence. Somewhere there's a riot. Each of these places exist inside of me. From one day to the next I don't know which place I'll be. Sometimes my world moves fast. Sometimes my world moves slow. Sometimes my world will not stop. Sometimes it just won't go. My mind chooses the path and my emotions follow along. It seems like most of the time I don't know where I belong. Some days I am really happy. Some days I am really sad. Some days I am overwhelmed. Some days I get so mad. One day I know the good will overcome all the bad. One day I know the happiness will overcome all the sad. My mind is always roaming seeking the light in the dark. I hope one day that I will find a place of peace for my heart. When that day finally comes I will be happy to sit and chill. But until that day comes I can only continue to feel ill. The walls may fall around me. I may get lost out i

Confessions Of A Cheater
I have a secret that i can no longer keep the kind that you hide in your mind, but it haunts you in your sleep I have a man and I have a guy It is what most would call living a lie I love him but I'm in love with you Sounds crazy but ther is a difference between the two The love I have for him is not the same Purely for the moment like a childs interest in a game When I lay down at night I am with you But in the same token he is there with me too Hes there for my body and not my mind In his bed is where we spent most of our time If thats all then it should have been easy to leave, I know But I couldnt seem to pick up my feet and go He had a hold on me and I wasnt sure why Even still I tell you because I cant keep living this lie I dont have an answer for why it happen this way How I should have left but instead choose to stay So why did I finally decide to tell you this way Because my cheating heart couldnt lie this lie for another day Driving myself insane with th

Confessions Of A Cheater 2
Before you say anything sit down, I've got something to say Something thats been eating away at me and my heart can't stand it another day Not even sure where exactly I should begin just know that you are about to hear about my sin I have been loving you and been your wife for the most part committed to you and our happy life Do what you ask, you need not say more committed down to the very core Committed, I keep saying it, maybe because I want it to be true but nothing can change the fact that I have been cheating on you I know you are angry and want to scream Now that you know I am not as I did seem but in my defense just let me say I honestly didn't want you to find this out any other way I could have kept lying, kept my business under his sheets but then I run the risk of you hearing about it out there on the streets At the time I didn't even care for his name All that mattered was that we both had no shame I didn't love him, I was in love with you I told him it

A Confused Sub Came Before A Wise Master
A confused sub came before a wise Master who adored her. She felt that to submit to him would mean she would open her heart to unbearable pain should he ever leave her. She hungered for him and needed him, but was ready to walk away in panic. The gentle Master had her kneel before him and started a tale of love and devotion. As she looked up at him his arms began to widen and open like a large tree stretches its branches to the sky. At that moment the Master appeared rooted to the floor and his impressive size towered above her like a giant tree. Then he began to speak. I'm here for you, now and always no matter how far time and space takes us. Whether you walk away from me today or you stay and serve me I will not turn from you. I am as patient as time itself; I will take not from you unless you give freely and completely of yourself, but I give onto you regardless -- for my love is unconditional. Like the olive tree that can both feed you and shade you, I am there seem

Confused & Sad
I don’t know anymore what is going on. I’m totally at my wits end, tired emotionally and mentally. I feel so totally lost and confused. Deep inside i’m crying out yet the only one i wish could hear me doesn’t. Alot has happened to me over the years but now it breaks down to just in the past few days. As i look into her eyes at work i see someone deep inside of there just begging and yearning to come out as well a scared lil girl holding back all she has to try to keep the world from seeing her. I know who she is and the person that is inside of her. A sweet, dearing, wonderful, caring lady that i have had the honors and privledge to fall deeply n madly in love with. There was a time happiness, joy, laughter filled in her gleaming eyes, now all there is is what i said earlier, the begging and yearning. I so want to be there for her and i cry out her name letting her know that i am but my sound is but mute to her ears. I pray to God that may the confusion that is within her would go away

Confused Love
Someone told me you weren't the man for me, It was just false words cause I couldn't see. All that was in my face shining through to others, I never felt unloved, betrayed or smothered. Yet who was I truly living for? Will there ever be something more? Sometimes I feel like I'm going to lose, What's the right thing to do, what will I choose? I think about all the wonderful times, So happy I felt, it should be a crime. But the truth is who am I living for? Is it you, or is there someone else in store. I tried so many times to forget the words and just be, But the question of who you are they never leave. Some say I can do better then you, Others say hold on and stay true. But in the end, what will I do?

50 Confessions
My 50 Confessions!!! Message: 1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? - him 2 . When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? - nope... coz sum1 will pick up the cart 3. If you had to kiss again the last person you kissed, would you? - kiss? of course.. i miss it!!! hahaha 4. Do you take compliments well? - yup 5. Do you play Sudoku? - sometimes 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? - maybe,if someone is waiting for me.... i would be! but if not? i'l think i die there! 7 . If your house were on fire, what would be the things you would save? - everything in my rooms..hahaha 8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with? - my bf 3 yrs ago... 9. Who do you text the most? - nothing, i hate texting 1 0 . Favorite children's book? - all about princess... 11 . Eye color? - brown. 12. How tall are you? - petite =) 13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you? -

Confused
I'm very confused nowadays in men that make the statement that they want to meet a nice woman. Someone comfortable in their own skin, fun to be around...blah, blah, blah....is this just a line of crap to make people think ahhh poor guy...I know alot of women...GOOD women, attractive, fun, successful, intelligent that are single looking for these men that are looking for these women, and yes I am one. I'm tired of hearing "Man I can't believe you're single". Are men afraid of women like me? Afraid of confidence? Afraid of success? True I'm on the thicker side but does that make me less of a woman? No it means I'm comfortable with who I am, I'm not going to worry about "me" about if my hair is messy, if my nail broke, or if I can't find my lipgloss. I take care of myself I look nice but I'm going to make DAMN sure my man and kids are happy. I don't mind helping out around the house...not just the inside but mowing the lawn, fixing a fence, taking a trip to the dump, do you think Bar

Confederate.
Doffing The Gray. Lt.Falligant, Savannah, Georgia, CSA. Off with your gray suits boys- Off with your rebel gear- They smack too much of the cannon's peal, The lightning flash of your deadly steel, The terror of your spear. Their color is like the smoke That curled o'er your battle-line; They call to mind the yell that woke When the dastard columns before you broke, And their dead were your fatal sign. Off with the starry wreath, Ye who have led our van, To you 'twas the pledge of glorious death, When we followed you o'er the gory heath, where we whipped them man to man. Down with the cross of stars- Too long hath it waved on high; 'Tis covered all over with battle scars, But its gleam the northern banner mars- 'Tis time to lay it by. Down with the vows we've made, Down with each memory- Down with the thoughts of our noble dead- Down, Down to the dust, where their forms are laid AND DOWN WITH

Confused
I have had a lot of up's and down's in my life. It has not been easy for me and i think the hardest is not being in a relationship. I gotten tired of bouncing from one relationship to another so i have just decided to stay single. In a chance encounter i met a wonderfull man. We started dating and on the first date is made clear from both of us that we did not want to start a relationship cause he was heading off to iraq. Well something just grew between us and every chance we had to spend with each other we did. In my relationships that i have had in the past after about a yr they fall to shit. So i am in a bit of a pickle at this point in my life. Should i wait a yr till he comes home and just keep in touch with him as i am now then pick up were we left off and see what happens..or should i try to find another to fill the void in my life. In my heart i dont want to start another relationship just to be put in tourmoil when brad gets back. Either way im sure i lose another yr of happ

Confused
I am so tired of being confused. I don't know what people want from me. I want to be happy, but it is awful hard when someone is always hurting your feelings. I try to be a good person, however I feel like I come across as a bitch. I'm tired of trying to make everyone else happy. What about me? Why do they not understand I have feelings just as fragile as theirs? Do they not care? Are they just selfish? Who knows? Is this even important? I don't know, but I feel like it is. If i feel it is important, then it must be. Right?

Conflicting Desires....choose Wisely
Friday, April 4, 2008 You are highly skilled and experienced at fulfilling your desires. The problem is, many of your desires conflict with other of your own desires. For example, a desire to continually consume junk food would be in conflict with a desire to be fit and lean. A desire to go fishing every day can undermine the desire to be successful in your career. The challenge of achieving meaningful success and fulfillment is largely a challenge of prioritizing and directing your own desires. In fact, the challenges imposed by the outside world are often much less severe than the challenges of choosing between conflicting desires within you. So how do you resolve the conflicts between your desires? First, accept each desire as it arrives, without judgment or resistance. Then, remind yourself that you can choose to follow that desire, or to follow an alternate desire, or to follow no desire at all for the moment. Finally, know that you can quickly and easily let go of

Confirm The Friend
commentburner.com You go to it,s side the one which in fact had lacked, you again say something you leave next to the path alone one, somebody stays who raises who carries the friend trip common also the one which alone went on the pain falling even though you saw, a brother you stayed in your cold in vain, he waited for anybody to his side raise the fallen carry the ones which had lacked let one at last to melt,ice of your heart confirm the friend go whit you see it,s which power accessible on the road the one which already had lacked on the ones that have been stretched the battles and heart you are able to raise full of love down again the ones which had sunk.....

Confuzzzzzzzzzzzed
745pm Ok so lately I've been confused. About what? About everything and nothing. So going back to my older blog, well the one before this one... I've been seriously thinking about what I want out of life. Sure one of the things I want is to finish school and it seems like it's been forever. Only a few of my close friends know what's going on in my life. *sighs* I'm at a point where I've thought everything through and I'm seriously ready for a relationship and I'm ready to go back out there. I won't know what's out there unless I am out there, if you catch my drift. I've got to get these feelings out of the way. I've been somewhat lonely these past few days only because I've been away on a business trip. I missed my friends, my home, my bed, my car, my liberty... etc... I did not miss my parents arguing or work drama. Yesterday, was the day of days. I initially called work on Sunday evening/night letting them know I wouldn't be in at work on Monday. Turns out t

Confirmed Freaks! Let Freak Or I Know!
THE FREAK SHOW Attention FREAKS... Freak and I have been chatting it up this morning and have some things we need to yak at ya about! First of all... There are many Freaks that we haven't heard a thing from since the birth of our madness. If you are a part of THE FREAK SHOW and want to continue to be a part of THE FREAK SHOW please send Freak or I a message as updates will be made over the next couple of days. Secondly... Freak and I are not here to ref any arguments amongst Freaks! If you have a problem with another Freak I encourage you to work it out with that person directly and if that can't be done, simply block them. Keep your drama out of The Freak Show! Finally... HAVE FUN! This is FUBAR! It's an internet game and social site! Keep that in perspective! xoxo PebblesinAZ Freak ~*~Pwned by Alice in Wonderland ~*~@ fubar and ~PebblesinAZ~I love my Owner and BF Tappinit~Co Founder of the FREAK SHOW with FREAK~@ fubar These

Confused
i am i love with a wonderfull women. but 4 the last few weeks i have been crazy jelous. we both did things early in our relationship that were a lil f'ed up. nothing horrible but that caused some early trust issues. i thought that i was past all that now. but 4 some reason i dont deal well with the fact that most of if not all of her friends r male. i try but it dont work most of the time. i trust that she would never step out on me. i love her more then any love i have ever felt, except 4 my children. this jelousy is pushing her away from me more every day. without her i would b lost. this women has not only helped me c there is a better way to live, but has also helped me rebuild relationships with my children. im not sure how to solve this problem. i only know that i will not ever give up on trying!!! she,our relationship & and our newly blended family r well worth any & every effort i can put forth. so any addvice u have out there in fu-land would be a great help.

Confused
My god why the hell do I attract these fucking wackos??? If the guy is a certifiable douche, a major asshole, narcissistic bastard, a cheater or just plain fucking crazy they are attracted to me!! WTF? What gives? Are all males just fucking nuts or do I just bring out the crazies from the woodwork? Good god, I think I'm gonna stop dating for awhile and let the crazies chase someone else for a change!

'confederate Kiss'
A Scarlett Rose: Chapter Two ~ Scarlet red southern sky in summer swelter of mid July along a rose bed stone path walk two lovers engrossed in tickle talk. Honeysuckle sweet filled the air magnolia flower tree's shade shared. In plush green grass a flower pose the blossoming of Miss Scarlett Rose. A blanket spread of particular brush batting eyes of a Rose's blush. "I do declare, Sergeant, your stare!" Scarlett Rose said with her southern flare. "I haven't seen my sweet Scarlett.. in God only knows..." His hand took her's and he began his prose. On a day of a picnic where towns people didn't gather on one knee was a Sergeant Miss Scarlett was flattered. "You keep avoiding my question." Sergeant Sylvester said while trailing each finger Shuffling without ease sweaty palm toyed and linger. Her eyes locked in look and sweet southern smile, "Yes I'll marry you," Miss Scarlett said, wide eye'd. "When you retire from the confederate army."

Confusion
I am so confused by everything in my life right now everything seems to be going so well and I am rather happy. But there is still something inside me that makes me feel like there is a storm brewing. The past four months have been a complete rollercoaster and I've wanted to stop the ride and prayed that it was over and now that things are on an easier ride there is something inside me that seems to be on another ride. I can feel that something is getting ready to happen and I'm scared that it will end me back on the scary rollercoaster that I cannot make stop a storm that will be worse than the last. I'm not sure what's going on with me I want to laugh and be happy and try to be a better person than I have been in the past but there is something inside me that tells me things aren't going to get better and this happiness won't last long and I'm not sure what I can or will do. When will all this confusion die down so I can finally live and not worry abot the next bad thing that is goin

Confusion
I just read a comment on my ex-boyfriend's comment section of his MySpace page saying that a friend was glad he was doing well after our break up. I had thought I was the one who took it the hardest since I was the one who was broken up with. I know I hurt the most. I had the most to lose. I lost my home, a new family, my heart and most of all a new life. He never even showed me he was losing something that was important to him. I am at a lose. I still have so many questions that are unanswered. I can't seem to go 15 minutes without crying. I gave this man all of my heart and soul just to be told that he no longer wanted to be tied down. Like I am supposed to say "Oh, ok, I'll just take my good for nothing life and all I have given you and move on." Like the past few months have meant nothing to him. I know that all things happen for a reason. Was this show of happiness a tease? I was so truly happy for the first time in my life in SO many years!!! I can't stand the

Confusion
Here goes another one. It seems that i am more confused than ever now. Why is it when you have such deep feelings for someone you are so scared to let them know. Me i can answer that one for myself. Being in realtionships where i have been hurt so much i have a tendency to just keep it bottled up now and not say anything scared of the reaction i will get and possibly make them run the opposite direction. And that is how i am feeling about someone now. He means the world to me and i want to say something so bad to him but beings we have both been severly burnt in our pasts its making me want to stay bottled up. And also he has me bothered on some other things. But thats not for me to blog its just for me to deal with. But me being confused is not a good thing cause i start to think all the wrong things and that is not good. This person has been my rock and my back bone thrue so much in the last few months and he is someone i am so glad to have in my life. And someone i wont ever want to

Confused
I was invited to "Fubar" by a friend who knew I would be addicted immediately ... he was right I was here for 20 hrs straight having a blast. Worked my way up to level 9 almost level 10 with commenting, rating, and making lots of friends and inviting my friends to join. 8 of them came to Fubar to join in on the fun. Got wonderful gifts and plenty of drinks to get me Sh*t faced as I did for others as well ... Then I knew from reading the FuBible that I had to verify before I could level past 10 so I took a photo with the info paper as described, it was denied ... so I tried again, making a new info paper to show different from the first one just in case ... then out of the blue less than 20 mins after the second try for verify ... my account was deleted =( I have no idea why, I sent a email to support, so am hoping to hear a responce of why my original account was deleted. I am a lil upset that all my hard work, points, and FuBucks are gone ... *sigh* I just dont know

Confessions
I dream of words once promised, and now I start a life a new... Sitting here, listneing to music... wondering, what's going on whith you ??? Where you're at, and how you are ? Have you finally healed THAT scar? Now, I'm in love ; a SCARRY thought, wanting to get married... cause he is my heart ! Drinkin' a beer ; sitting at the ' puter, pondering on my future. But... still my thoughts come back to you........ what's up ? HOW ARE YOU ? I know I'll never see you again, but for so long you WERE my best friend ! I wish you were here to wish me well ; have some kind words ... something to tell. This pain within my soul... Only one thing can make me whole ! Just so you know... it's 5 am, what the fuck , GOD DAMN !!!! I can't sleep, or find no peace. Why is it so hard to escape your release? What kind of a hold of you have on me ? From a million miles away ? I'm so in love with someone other than you , so why am I wide awake texting you ? Listening to these

Confusion, Subject Jumping, And Mindless Rambles.
Is it a bad thing to hold a grudge? Does that make me a horrible person if I cannot seem to forgive and forget? I wonder this all too often. Today has definitely ran the gamut of emotions. I laughed some. I cried some. I spent most of the day annoyed. Why can't i have my cake and eat it too? What good is cake if I can't fucking eat it? I wish I could make up my mind about a billion various important things. I want to walk away and leave this all behind, but at the same time. I want things I've always longed for. In the end, it's two completely different things. In case you didn't figure it out.. I am ridiculously indecisive. I've spent far too much time this last week in cognitive dissonance. I'm fed up with my emotions being everywhere. I'm trying to clean up my act, unfortunately I heavily enjoy the things that need to be cut out of my life for this to occur. I am running on burn-out. One of the IT guys that works for the college gave me concerts in Florida (now

Confusion
Remember when you asked me what is love to me? people usally say it's cuddling and kissing and loving n caring what about the pain the hurt the yelling and screaming the late night phone calls with i miss u'z ya sure there is good n bad to love but what happens when u never get to say good bye what happens when u love some one so much and u never get the chance to tell them how u feel love is more than the late night phone calls the times u spend at the mall,, it's more than holding hands,, it's what is in your heart,, it's how u truly honestly feel love is when the world stops spinning and the sky is no longer blue the clouds are never gray and it never rains love is scary but it's also a wonderful thing I just wish i wasn't so afraid of love now... ~WRITTEN BY THE SMARTEST MAN I KNOW~

Confidence Quotes
Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent. ~Eleanor Roosevelt It took me a long time not to judge myself through someone else's eyes. ~Sally Field Don't let people drive you crazy when you know it's in walking distance. ~Author Unknown Our remedies oft in ourselves do lie Which we ascribe to heaven. ~William Shakespeare, All's Well That Ends Well A successful person is one who can lay a firm foundation with the bricks that others throw at him or her. ~David Brinkley It's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you're not. ~Author Unknown We have to learn to be our own best friends because we fall too easily into the trap of being our own worst enemies. ~Roderick Thorp, Rainbow Drive It ain't what they call you, it's what you answer to. ~W.C. Fields Whether you think you can or think you can't - you are right. ~Henry Ford I quit being afraid when my first venture failed and the sky didn't fall down. ~Al

Confuscious Say - Don't Miss The Debut Show Of Our Own Dj Doug - Right Now Till 10pm Est In Bada Bing! Then Stay For Queeny's 80's Party!
GUESS WHO IS BADA BING's NEWEST DJ!! Thats Right - Our Own Consiglieri, Confucious Man DOUG!! and .... HE IS ON AIR for His First Show ... Rockin Out with His Cock Out! ... Hmmmm lol ....DON'T MISS TONIGHTS DEBUT SHOW WITH OUR OWN DJ DOUG, BADA BINGS! HOTTEST NEW DJ FROM 6-10 PM EST IF YOU'RE NOT THERE...YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU'RE MISSING! Then Stay For Queeny's Rockin 80's Party! ....SO Come HANG W/ DJ DOUG...THE QUEEN...AND THE REST OF THA FAMILY TONIGHT ONLY IN BADA BING...AWESOME TUNES...GREAT FRIENDS....GOOD TIMES...1 HELLUVA ROCKING PARTY WITH DJ DOUG ... COme show him some Mad Bada Bing Love...if you're still readin this then you've waited too long....come on in......WE'D LOVE TO HAVE YOU......just click the pic and you're there!!! CLICK THE Pic .. Its an OFFER YOU CAN'T REFUSE!

Confusion...
I have a subscription email to get my horoscope everyday in my inbox. Today I got one that said because neptune is doing something or other in the moon or whatever it can lead to feelings of "confusion"...really? Hmm...can I use this as an excuse for my vast amount of confusion this week because, I'm honestly confused about alot of stuff in my life right now and gee, how convenient...it's all in the stars! The American Herritage Dictionary describes the psychological definition as: Impaired orientation with respect to time, place, or person; a disturbed mental state. Wow...I don't believe I'm "disturbed" in a mental state! It's not as if I'm walking around in circles, not knowing what is up or down.. I just have more of a feeling of impatience. Its a character fault of mine. I want what I want when I want it right now! I try to see it as my spontaneous spirit comming to play but in reality it's just that I have no patience. Is it wrong to want something you can'

Confused
Okay, you say you care about me, yet right under my nose, you are asking other women if you can see their chest, if they will strip for you, if they will "play" games on cam... I want more than just to be some toy for you to play with, then toss to the side when a new one comes along.. I'm good enough when nobody else is around, or to do things with that you don't feel comfortable doing with anyone else... You only consider me a friend, while I thought of you as so much more. Why am I worth so little to you? What have I done so wrong? I've always been there for you to talk to. Always been someone you could count on, tried to show you my love. Only to have it thrown back in my face again and again. You hide what you do, sneaking around in front of my face. You treat me like crap, and expect me to be thankful for what little you give to me... No, I won't settle for that. I won't be played with. I want something more, and if you can't give it, then I will look e

Confucious Says:::::
... Confucius Says: *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is rig

Confession
I was going to just not mention it until it happened but I am in training to be a bouncer. woofreakinghoo. Today, i realized that some of my "friends" don't like that and have even been removed by one of those "friends" after being told bouncers aren't welcome. so here is the deal... IF you read this.. and IF you have an issue with me becoming a bouncer.. then please let me know and please go ahead and remove me. I would think that having bouncers around is a good thing and that people wouldn't be so angry about it. but PLEASE just let me know and remove me as needed. This is my official announcement of becoming a bouncer trainee.

Confusion
So after 4 years of college I've finally graduated...and with that came a whole shit load of confusion...do I live here or do I move?? do I get over my fear of change or do I stay and not change for a while...then comes the confusion of men...I have loved someone for years now and then it all changed...I wish I could take some things back but I can't...and I'm sorry for that...I wish things were different between us and he still loved me too.. but of course you can't change anyone...its been about 5 years since I started talking to him and dating him on and off...I hope it doesn't take 5 years to let go and move on...it hurts to watch someone you love love someone else...and it's apparent I'm getting that double time...I really do think leaving is my best option...I was told last summer there has been only 2 times that I've actually looked happy...unfortunately both those times it was because of a guy...I also apparently let people hurt me and I don't know how to be happy...so that lea

Confession
Confessions of life are all around. Can you make a confession to make a piece of your life better to return what you once had or does that confession screw your life more. Your life is based on the sin you made, its in your hands rather you make what you want come true or to let everything slip through the grasp of your hands feeling the pain and suffering trying to to make it as nothing happen but it already has happened

Conflict Resolution - Six Simple Steps
These six simple steps can take the sting out of conflict and lead to peaceful, mutually satisfying resolution. I have seen, over and over again, how relationships improve when my clients begin practicing these steps in their lives. Let these six simple principles for conflict resolution help you on the path toward a more peaceful life and better interactions with others. 1. Detach. If you weren’t personally involved with this conflict, how differently would you feel? Do what you can to self-soothe, be objective, calm yourself, and not take it personally. It can help to approach the conflict as if you were an objective outside witness, simply observing. 2. Be Curious. Be with the conflict in the spirit of inquiry, asking yourself questions like, What is the other person feeling? What lesson might be hidden here? Where are my healthy boundaries around this issue? 3. Fair hearing. As far as possible, let the other person express him or herself, without your evaluating, judging

Confusing Time
Well, more more time keeps passing and i find myself being that jealous ex boyfriend when I don't really try be. But as I sat there and told Amy how I felt while staring into her eyes while tears come from both of our blood shot eyes, I wonder if she even cared what i said or even heard a word I told her. Its hard to sit back and watch the one person in your life you care for and love just walk away from a relationship when I would like to sit there and hash out the problems. I can't help to wonder why she would not come to me instead of going to her parents. I sit here and wonder if its actually me let this relationship fail or if Amy felt bombarded with so much stress and grief that she felt it nessessary to break if off just cause I wasn't changing into what she wanted for the father figure to our daughter.I just wish she would of gave me the time to change some of my ways, and for her to be willing to work on the issue I would of like to see changed, and now that we aren't togethe

Confused And Upset, Need Opinions
Alex cheated on me 4 times, 2 of them I didn't find out until a couple months ago. I cheated on him about 4 times, so we're pretty much even. He first cheated on me soon after we got together 2 years ago. I didn't cheat on him until a few months after we got together. Yet I'm the cheater in the relationship. I haven't cheated on him in a year. He last cheated on me this past February. His ex, Sara, has been trying to get him ever since we got back from Oregon in December. She was the skank he slept with in February, but he was very intoxicated. He told some people some of his problems about me before he realized that he could actually talk to me about shit. So now they think that I'm this horrible, cheating person. "Why is he still with her when she's cheated on him?" He cheated on me first! He cheated on me recently with that whore! Yet I'm the fucking problem. Everything's my fault, right? There's nothing wrong with Alex, just me. Instead of him straightening the mes

Confused
Is Monday morning at 359 am. I am sitting here at work confused about something. I met someone here back in February, I wasn't looking for anything special specific. Last year I had left my ex cux of personal reason so basically I wasn't ready for anything. When I met this person I think we hit off. he is someone that when I am with him I dont want to be anywhere else but there with him. I realized that I like him more than what he likes me maybe. I think I messed up when I told him about my feelings towards him and maybe I shouldn't of maybe I should of just kept them to myself. Now this is where my confusion comes in I dont know how to ask or even start by bring up the subject about us. I am afraid of what he might say, how I would react after hearing what he has to say. I guess is something I most do take the risk and tell him.

Confusious Say..lol
Confusious Says Some More... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Woman who goes to man's apartment for snack, gets titbit. Man who lay woman on ground, get peace on earth. Man who gets kicked in testicles, left holding the bag. Man who kisses girl's behind, gets crack in face Passionate kiss like spider web--lead to undoing of fly. Man with holes in pocket, feels cocky all day. Man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at night. Virginity like balloon--one prick, all gone. Girls who rides bicycle, peddles ass all over town. Man who live in glass house, dress in basement. Man with penis in peanut butter is fucking nuts. Man who walk through airport door sideways is going to Bangkok. Man who drop watch in toilet, bound to have shitty time. Man who take lady on camping trip, have one intent.

Confess Bitch.
Have you guys seen that show “A Shot of Love with Tila Tequila”? I am like addicted to it. This woman is like the ultimate bratty princess BITCH. On the show show she has boy and girl contestants fighting for a chance to date her and to make them show their dedication she has made them get her name tattooed on them, walk on glass, sip a gallon of hotdogs on buns with ketchup and mustard through a straw that has been blended in a blender and eat pig vaginas. She has done all of that and more. She is completely my evil bitch inspiration! I have been talking a lot about TV lately. I get totally sucked in when I have the television on so I apologize for pushing the dumb box on you guys. I had sort of a crappy day. I had a lot of really cool stuff happen and a lot of iffy/sad stuff as well. Well as you all know I had a list of things I wanted to get done but between video uploading, journal posting, forum posting and email answering I was like at the coffee shop for hours befo

Confession
Confession by LateNiteFantasy© I have tried hard to forget about you, but I can’t shake it. I have tried being with other people, but I just can’t take it You’re in my head, in my soul How you got there, I don’t know I thought I could handle you, that I was in control But each time with you took its toll Each time better, always great Your next move, I would await I denied to myself and to my friends With you I was silent, and tried to pretend But my desire was overflowing and the truth becoming apparent My feelings of passion were transparent So your next move I turned down You were too hard for me to be around Cause your touch I could not resist Let alone your perfect kiss But two months later you’re still in my brain Penetrating my thoughts like a steady rain I wonder if I should tell you how I feel Feelings so powerful, a struggle to conceal I want you so badly Should I admit to it gladly? It may not make a difference, or it could make things g

Confused
RECEIVED THIS, AND NOW I AM MORE CONFUSED THAN I WAS BEFORE .... LET ME SEE IF I HAVE THIS STRAIGHT: HIS FATHER WAS A KENYAN, MUSLIM, BLACK - WE HAVE SEEN PICTURES OF HIS 'AFRICAN FAMILY' HIS MOTHER IS A KANSAN, ATHEIST, WHITE - WHERE ARE THE PICTURES OF HIS KANSAN, WHITE MOTHER AND HIS WHITE GRANDPARENTS WHO RAISED HIM? HIS FATHER DESERTED HIS MOTHER AND HIM WHEN HE WAS VERY YOUNG AND WENT BACK TO HIS FAMILY (WHOSE FAMILY ?) IN KENYA ? HIS MOTHER MARRIED AN INDONESIAN MUSLIM AND TOOK HIM TO JAKARTA WHERE HE WAS SCHOOLED IN A MUSLIM SCHOOL HIS MOTHER RETURNED TO HAWAII AND HE WAS RAISED BY HIS WHITE KANSAN GRANDPARENTS ?WHEN ? HE LATER WENT TO THE BEST HIGH DOLLAR SCHOOLS, HOW? HE LIVES IN A $1.4 MILLION DOLLAR HOUSE THAT HE ACQUIRED THROUGH A DEAL WITH A WEALTHY FU ND RAISER.... HOW? HE 'WORKED' AS A CIVIL RIGHTS ACTIVIST IN CHICAGO < /SPAN>- HAS NEVER HELD A PRODUCTIVE JOB. THE PRESIDENCY IS NOT A CIVIL RIGHTS POST, NOR IS IT SUBJECT TO AFFIRMATIVE ACTIO

Confused
So here I am back from vacation feeling better than I have in a while about certain things. Then again on other issues I’m not feeling so good about. It felt good to feel connected with my aunt who I’m not close to at all. It felt good to know somebody else in my family has felt the things that I feel. A comment was made that wasn’t meant to be taken the way it came out. It was weird to hear it voiced from somebody else other than my own head. I kept it to myself all weekend while we was there. It was in the back of my head the whole time. Sunday night it started to really get to me. I think it showed in some ways. I found myself wondering about that one comment for so long it brought tears to my eyes. So I escaped to the bedroom and found myself sitting in the dark crying begging to God for it not to be a true. After begging to God for about 15 minutes I heard Mama looking for me so I had to hide the tears. After convincing her that I was ok she left me alone. Once again the tears sta

Confusion
Confusion Is this right? Is this wrong? Do I stay or do I go? If I stay what will change? Will I regret it? If I go will I wish I stayed? Will anyone understand? Why am I confused? Is it yes or is it no or can my answer just be I don’t know? No matter how I answer it will be wrong and yet it will be right. Why is there such a fine line? Confusion, it haunts me. It follows me I can’t get away I must face it. Sometimes it is simple sometimes it is complex. What would I do if a life was on the line? How would I react when no clear answer is there? Some days I wish I could hide but it is there with me I can’t even sleep.

Confessions
I thought I'd make a confession blog, it can be really powerful and healing, being able to let things out and share our stories. I'll start... I confess that I always worry that my cancer is back when I feel pain in the area where my right kidney use to be. I confess that I don't answer my sister's calls because she talks to damn much and it's usually about some ignorant shit. AHHHHH...I feel better :D your turn...

Confusion
Have you ever been in a situation where you know what you want and yet the other party says they know what they want but yet when it's headed in the direction of that, the other person runs and would rather not have it happen then let it happen? No one is perfect but communication is very important in any aspect of life today. Why would you say you want something and then when you get it or are close to getting it, run away scared? Do you really want to be that unhappy in life? The past really makes one think and I hope everyone is not letting the past control your future...leave the past where it belongs and LIVE and go after what you want.

Confidence Is Having A Birthday!
Its about that time! You know, the time that comes around every year for EVERYBODY...its BIRTHDAY TIME! Our very own sexi smexi FU, Confidence, is celebrating her birthday on Monday and we need to make this a very SPECIAL birthday for her! Everybody knows my girl LOVES bling, so bling, bling, bling her like CRAZY...I'm talking jets, flying monkeys, Elmos, even bling packs galore! She is always doing so much for everybody so lets go and shower her with birthday luv! BLING HER, GIFT HER, TICKER HER, BLAST HER, I'm even talking about HAPPY HOUR her...she is worth it ALL! ~*~Çðñ£ïÐêñ¢ê ï§ whå† måkê§ mê §êx¥~*~Owner Of LÏVÏÑ ÐÃ Ð®∃ÃM Always ~N~ 4ever**@ fubar Brought to you by ME :D The Baddest MILF®~ Wifey to Fornicates™@ fubar

Confusion
Shoes on the floor beside my bed Thoughts scattering in my head Missing the comfort found in your touch Confusing myself thinking too much Reaching for answers yet holding back What am I missing what do I lack? You offer me love waiting even now Just knowing that creases my brow I've pushed you away and pulled you back Somthing important not meant to attack I cannot fathom what you must feel Don't you question "is she for real?" A. Boudreaux 2008

Confusion, More Like Con Full Stop. I Don't Knead Educating, Life Does That.
I am very foxed here about the last entry because I never called it that. I think Tiddly Tosh was having a wobbly or Fubar was one over the limit. Not that it matters. Anyway, I have just had a chat with someone or it might have been a robot who/that was offering free scholarships before a certain date. As a "Friend" in Gambia asked me if I knew of a sponsor for him to come to the UK and do an IT course in Birmingham, I thought he would find it useful. The fact that he would also need a plane fare paid for too is neither here nor there. I just know that I was not going to be the one to sponsor him or pay for his flight. This is by the by but I was being nosey again and became collared by a message saying, "Do not go, we have much to show you," or words to that effect. I thought, Oh yes, we will see. Jamie Says: Hey wait! We hate to see you leave! Remember you have nothing to lose and you could be the next $10,000 winner from Free College Scholarships! CLICK HERE to re

Confused
I thought we were meant to be Things with you would last forever But now Im not so certain Dont really know where I stand Not sure I want to know You have said you till care Feelings for her are there Twice now you have hurt me Saying it has nothing to do with her But Im nos so sure Im not sure of us anymore

Confused... Yes Thats Me...
Why do guys have to be so complicated? I can never figure them out.. One moment they are happy to be with you, and the next they dont talk to you? Maybe I should just give up, cuz everytime I try it just makes things worse... Seems like everything is all happening at once... I just want a guy who likes me for me, not my looks, or my accent, but for who I am... A hard working person, with dreams and hopes... Who want to be successful in life... Because life is so much more than just looking at a person and saying that he/she is hot... Right now im just confused... Everyone wants me, but no one seems to stick around to be actually with me... Any suggestions?

Confused
massaging your toungue with mine i begin to kiss down your body : softly kissing your lips i move my hand down to your leg and i begin to trace my finger tips over your inner thigh only slightly touching your pussy ****: and then : one hand cupping your breast the other supporting my weight : slowly circaling your nipples with my toungue on ****: mmmmmmmm : lay you down and i begin to kiss your stomache makeing my way slowly to your breasts : take your hand and lead you to the bed : gently bighting your shoulder your nails scratching my back ****: very nice : feel your hands on my bald head hear you moan softly : kissing your neck down to your shoulder ****: mmmmmm Above is a shout box conversation i had with a woman who out off no where blocked me. Who she is isnt important her comments are marked with **** my question to the ladies is what do you think or guess is the reason she blocked me?

Confronted Roy (dad)
----- Original Message ----- From: PADAM HARVIE-GILES To: ROY HARVIE rjharvie@sympatico.ca Sent: Tuesday, July 22, 2008 11:33 PM Subject: Re: reply to invitation Well, thanks for the response to the invitation. As you know, I'm goin' a little pyscho here...I'm pissed off royally with 'the family' I did not want to say this in an email...BUT this is what I'm goin' through. Just to let you know, last night (Monday) I had another episode...I cut myself again. I was just havin' a rough time. I was not completely honest to you guys. When I called about the Alcohol...there was more to it... THE REASON WHY I HAD TO DO ALL OF THIS...IS BECAUSE...OF PAST TRAUMAS WHEN I WAS GROWING UP....and Dad you should know what I'm talking about. Cause you did it to ME & I remember you did to Derold, cause he told me what you would do to him, when you would be in Thunder Bay, when you had to take him alone to see the specialist. You really think that I didn't know about this shi

Confession
All that we ought to have thought and have not thought. All that we ought to have said and have not said, All that we ought to have done and have not done, All that we ought to have not have spoken and yet have spoken, All that we ought to have done and yet have done, For these words and works, pray we, O God for forgiveness. (Traditional)

Confused
People confuse me sometimes; but don't take me for stupid!! I will eventually find out the truth in anything; I have ways to find out, and I pay attention to what is said and what is done!! Fool me once; shame on me as they say, fool me twice, not likely, try it a third time!! KISS MY AZZ!!! I can be your worst nightmare; ex-cops cans do that.............lol

Confused???
Ok... so this website is suppossed to be fun. I need fun. Im a stay at home and I live in a tiny, unfriendly town. I haven't figured out how its fun. I need a handy dandy fubar for idiots guidebook. I feel pretty lost.

Confucius
Confucius K'ung Ch'iu or K'ung Fu-tzu (Master K'ung) Chinese Sage, Philosopher and Reformer Lived: ca. 551–479 BC "To lead uninstructed people to war is to throw them away." - Confucius "To see the right and not to do it is cowardice." - Confucius "A superior man is modest in his speech, but exceeds in his actions" - Confucius "An oppressive government is more to be feared than a tiger." - Confucius "The commander of the forces of a large State may be carried off, but the will of even a common man cannot be taken from him." - Confucius

Confused
I am just sitting here as usual, trying to put things in perspection and all I am getting is confused. I have always been a very quiet and reserved person , to a point that is good . There is someone special I have met that has been trying to have me put my guard down and trust her . But I am not quite there yet, I have let her in too a point but there is a ways to go yet. I love her and her kids dearly , but I have been burned too many times to actually let someone that special , get that close. I know I will need to let my guard down sometime . There is an wful lot of excess baggaage that comes with falling for me . If she can handle the baggage I will let her further in.

A Confession To The Beautiful Girl That I Love
A confession to the beautiful girl that i love by : frost Threw the darkness that in gulps me i see a light and your face shines threw showing me im worth the time and that someone cares and then i question myself and ask if truly what you deserve the i realize i am you are the reason why i wake up everyday pushing to make everyday better and love the way you treat me and when i feel times are hard i always know youll be by my side and when we lay together i feel so happy and when i see your eyes light with joy when you see my face and the way i feel your heart beat when i hold you at night and though times may be high and low i know i will always have you through the rough and the great and i wish i would be the perfect man for you when i think im not you find away to reasure me i am and i love the way you make me feel and i love the way your lips feel when im down and you kiss me making everything all better i know this dont sound like a song its not it me confessing how i t

Conflict Is One Or Lost With This Weapon.
To truly prepare yourself for life or death confrontations you must take inventory of those weapons readily available to you. Most tend to focus on either the actual weapons they carry on their person or objects they use on a day-to-day basis that might be utilized as improvised weapons (briefcase, umbrella, pen,etc.). This response is not confined to the "unsophisticated" trainee, either. Extremely competent, well-trained military commandos and special law enforcement personnel give the exact same answers! The difference is these operators usually categorize the weapons available to them as primary (rifle or submachine gun) and secondary (side arm, knives, etc). In both cases, however, the highly trained operator and the uninitiated almost ALWAYS fail to list their most powerful weapon. That weapon is ... Their MIND! ---- Unfortunately today, very little effort is made to properly train your mind for violent confrontation. In fact mos

Confession
All that we ought to have thought and not thought. All that we ought to have said and have not said All that we ought to have done and not done All that we not ought to have thought and yet we thought. All that we ought not to have spoken and yet have spoken. All that we ought not to have done yet have done. For these words and works, pray we, O God for forgiveness. Amen

Confused
I am so confused yet so depressed Yet so numb that i being to shake because of all the lies and the hurt that he has put me threw he says he well never hurt me again and what does he go and do brakes my heart in to again he says i am his one and only but we both knows that not true when really he has someone else why can't the pain fade away so that i can feel the stabbing pain any longer you know if it was not for the ones that truly love me I would be dead by now i feel like that i am all alone out here and there is no one out there for me anymore I just wish I had one more chance to make everything right again but we all know that is not going to happen I just wish I knew what I keep doing that is so wrong to have Him to go be with someone else but we all know I well never know that one well everyone i am going to go for now I well wright more late

Conformity
Why give in to conformity? Why give in to things just because every one else is doing it? Why not stand alone? Why not refuse to conform to the mass media? After all the mass media changes and what is in today may not be in tomorrow. Why not have a original and independent thought? If you stand by yourself and stand for what you believe you will never be wrong. Wrong is a matter of perspective. More often then not people like to follow the leader as that is easiest. If you stand alone long enough and stick to your belief others will take notice of your stance and wonder why those things are important to you. Ensure that what you stand for is morally right and you will never be wrong. You may even become the leader. Taking the path most traveled is too easy; do not give in to conformity and be yourself.

Confront Directly.
Into each life some rain must fall. Some days must be dark and dreary. --Henry Wadsworth Longfellow Coping with problems and weathering troubled times - is part of life. Those of us who have survived painful experiences have a duty to help younger ones prepare to face bad times by sharing the solutions we found. When stormy weather comes, we need to feel we are like other people. It's not that misery loves company, but that we don't want to feel we're in this alone. We will never have perfect living conditions. The only place where every day is a sunny one is in the desert. When pain comes, we can walk through our problems and settle things quickly, rather than prolonging the hurt by battling our way around the obstacles in an effort to avoid them. What problem can I confront and eliminate today?

Confession
An elderly Italian man who lived on the outskirts of Rimini, Italy, went to the local church for confession. When the priest slid open the panel in the confessional, The man said: 'Father .. During World War II, a beautiful Jewish woman from our neighborhood knocked urgently on my door and asked me to hide her from the Nazis. So I hid her in my attic.' The priest replied: 'That was a wonderful thing you did, and you have no need to confess that.' 'There is more to tell, Father... She started to repay me with sexual favors. This happened several times a week, and sometimes twice on Sundays.' The priest said, 'That was a long time ago and by doing what you did, you placed the two of you in great danger, but two people under those circumstances can easily succumb to the weakness of the flesh. However, if you are truly sorry for your actions, you are indeed forgiven.' 'Thank you, Father. That's a great load off my mind. I do have one more question.' 'And what is that?

Confident Airline Attendant
An award should go to the Virgin Airlines desk attendant in Sydney some months ago for being smart and funny, while making her point, when confronted with a passenger who probably deserved to fly as cargo. A crowded Virgin flight was canceled after Virgin's 767s had been withdrawn from service. A single attendant was re-booking a long line of inconvenienced travelers. Suddenly an angry passenger pushed his way to the desk. He slapped his ticket down on the counter and said, 'I HAVE to be on this flight and it HAS to be FIRST CLASS'. The attendant replied, 'I'm sorry, sir. I'll be happy to try to help you, but I've got to help these people first, and I'm sure we'll be able to work something out.' The passenger was unimpressed. H e asked loudly, so that the passengers behind him could hear, 'DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHO I AM?' Without hesitating, the attendant smiled and grabbed her public address microphone: 'May I have your attention please, may I have yo

Confused And Scared? Definately......
sometimes other people can write down exactly how i'm feeling or trying to feel inside... **************************************************** Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen. Love your life. Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive. Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness. Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; this is the essence of your humanity. Let those who love you help you. Trust enough to be able to take. Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have. Live this day well. Let a little sun out as well as in. Create your own rainbows. Be open to all your possibilities;

Confused Girl....
The girl sits, thinking. Alone, as always, in a crowded room. Now its time for her to make up her mind. Does she stick to the path shes on, the one where nothing will happen, where everything will stay the same, or does she stray for comfort and follow her heart back to the land of hurt? The one she wants is far away yet so close, and the one she has is close yet so far away. so the gtirl sits a little longer, crying softly in the dark, confussed and alone.

Confused
i dont know why my heart falls for someone even tough i know that i can never have them, i keep tellin myself that i am done with love and that i am done with men, bu i always find someone that i start to like and then i start to fall for them and i fall hard i wear my heart on my sleaves and i get hurt so bad i have not been with many men but the ones tht i have been with always end up hurting me and brakeing my heart my heart cant brake no more its been shatterd way too much and its to the point where i dont think it will ever be repared unless i have someone speacial comes along and i know they wont hurt me but that is not a for shure thing..... i dont know i am just all confused i mean i have this feelings for a few men and it hurts me there is one that i have known for a long azzz time and then resintly a few just poped in my life i mean i am happy just to have them in my life as friends but its not the same as i once looked at them before this feelings came out and with my big m

Confessing Dirty Sins..
We're all aware that when you cross the border, you have to declare certain items. Fruit, etc... anything that could contaminate. Its funny how we feel the need to do this -- in general-- when purchasing potentially embarassing items. Like the guy at the store buying tampons for his girlfriend.. seems like he always feels the need to mumble the word "girlfriend" under his breath, or something of the sort. Or when you go to one of those gag-gift sections of the porn shop. No one ever buys a blow-up sheep without explaining it to the check out clerk. Loudly. So anyone seeing him from the counter to the car knows that hes specifically buying that blow up sheep to be the hilarious one at his pals bachelor party. The catholics had it right. Confessing your sins sort of puts the blame on someone else. Makes you feel better. Cheers to the people who drink wine in church!

Confucius Says......
Confucius Says ... Man who stand on toilet high on pot. Man who jump off cliff, jump to conclusion. Man who run behind car get exhausted. Virgin just like balloon ... one prick, all gone. Secretary not permanent until she screwed on desk. Man who put cock in Peanut Butter jar is F***ing Nuts. Man with tool in woman mouth May not necessarily be dentist. Couple on 7-day honeymoon make hole weak. Girl who marry Richard must kiss Dick. Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. Man who excels at putting worm on hook is Master Baiter Man young when he snatches kisses, old when he kisses snatches. Man who loses key to lady's apartment get no new-key. Man who go to sleep with itchy butt, wake with smelly fingers... War do not determine who right, war determine who left. Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok Schoolboy who play with schoolgirl during wrong period, get caught red-handed. Girl who sit on judge's lap

Confussed
Over the last few weeks i have spent a ton of time in court. I am in a custidy battle for my little girl . she is only 12 and from the age of 6 to 10 was rapped ... Also abused by her mother.. i wont mention any names or go into great details.. But in the last few weeks i have been told by dfs i should quite my job so i can be there 24/7 to watch over my daughter . spent days in and out of meeting with child serv dfs and other county and state reps..only to end up in court to have a judge tell me that the rap and abuse of my daughter (which took place in the mothers home while she was there) and the mother took part in is not a reason to remove the child from her living arangment.. I just dont understnd it I know longer know where to turn durning this time frame my daughter has been getting theapy and is doing better but after this new she ran away and is now in jdc .. i only want what is best for my kid and i cant see how staying in a home full of abuse is good for anyon

***confesiones De Una Mujer Casada***
Confesiones de una mujer casada... Anoche salí con mis amigas a una “reunión”... Yo le dije a mi marido que regresaría a casa a las 12 en punto. “Te lo prometo”, le dije. Pero la “reunión” estuvo muy linda, copitas, bailecito, más copitas… y se me fue la hora. Resulta que llegué a casa a las 3 a.m. completamente borracha. Acababa de entrar y el el hijo de mil puta del reloj cucú hizo ‘cu-cu’ tres veces. Al darme cuenta que mi marido se iba a despertar por ese sonido, grité’”CU-CU’” otras 9 veces más… Me quedé tan orgullosa y satisfecha por haber tenido de pronto, aunque borracha, una idea tan buena para evitar pelea con mi marido…!!! Me acosté de lo más tranquila pensando en lo inteligente y lista que soy. Por la mañana, durante el desayuno, mi marido me preguntó a qué hora había llegado y le contesté que había llegado a las 12 en punto, tal y como le había prometido. Él, de momento, no dijo nada ni me pareció desconfiado. “Qué biennnnn!

Confused
Hearts dark and shadowed We lived in a time only we knowed For there was life only for us Now its time to go our separate way We try day in and day out To stay the same in just one way Everyone changes thats no doubt But the end for us is drawing nigh We try to change but dont know how Everything remains on its own route But for us its different in every way Once we thought things were just for us But to come to find out We were not even here The mind can play tricks in a cruel way For our lifetime was but one day

Confucius Says:
Man who stands on toilet is high on pot. Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. Man who runs in front of car gets tired. Man who runs behind car gets exhausted. Man with hole in pocket feels cocky all day. Foolish man gives wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. Man with one chopstick goes hungry. Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. Man who eats many prunes get good run for money. Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. Panties not best thing on earth but next to best thing on earth. War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cathouse. Man who fights with wife all day gets no piece at night. Man who drive like hell, bound to get there. Man who lives in glass house should change clothes in basement. Man who fish in other man’s well often catches crabs. Man who fart in church sit in own pew. Crowded elevator smells different to midget.

Conflicted Emotions
I like someone...but i already fucked it up in a matter of 3 days. I'm not sure if i want another relationship this soon, but i do want/need/crave attention and feeling loved. thats why im so self destructive when it comes to being committed. i think thats also why i (stupidly) called someone the other night for nothing more than attention. I dont drink...I dont smoke...only occasionally, and I'm not a bad person...except for when someone really gets in my head. my ex is threatening me with all sorts of stuff...including me losing my son...but its not like he can do anything about it because he doesnt have anything himself. no job, no car and no leg to stand on (literally kinda cuz all his limbs are fucked up) anywho i got my anger out now and im going to get ready for my job interview.

Conflicting Feelings
found out my birth mother died today, not sure of what other then she was sick, but still doesnt matter anymore point is shes dead and gone..part of me is glad shes gone because of the damage she inflicted on my and my brother and then theres the little girl who wanted nothing more then to know her mother loved her even tho she left when i was 2..sure she said she did but i never FELT it. still its too soon in my opinion im not ready ...maybe i am and just dont realize it...who knows all i do know is its like getting hit with a ton of bricks ........i know in time ill come to accept the totallity of her death but right now its way too soon......there was so much i never got to tell her so many things left unsaid appoligies left unmade......oh well guess im gonna hafta just get over it now wont i cuz cant undo the past.

Conflict
I am a mastermind of conflict. Everything I feel is a theory in conflict, a study of chaos, and a waterfall of indecision. Most of my friends would probably say that is my biggest weakness, my worst trait, my character flaw. That I can never make up my mind and "I'm not happy unless I'm bitching about something". Which is probably true. One of my problems is that the more life gets stable, the more instable I have to make it. I am truly not happy being balanced, comfortable in all my personal and professional, and parental lives. As soon as I get one thing straightened out, I go messing something else up. L.S. I love you girl, to death, but I refuse to lie for you or to you. C.O. You are my best friend and always will be even if we never talk again, may I wish you all the best. I hate that I cant talk to you other than where we do talk, but we all know how I don't like confrontation. Maybe that's why I am rebelling against all the help I am trying to get. It is easier to not make up my

Conflict
why is it i cant feel anything anymore why does my heart feel so cold with each passing day i feel so detached only wishing for someway to feel again how can i get back what is gone have you lost your heart and soul and searched far and wide to find it again can you relate to what i feel can you feel the constant turmoil in my heart wishing for that one spark to reignite that flame that burned so brightly can you see it in my eyes can you see the conflict the fight between the dark and light i know one day this conflict will end so will you take the time and show me the light or quit and let the darkness reign

Confusion Sets In...
I am so confused...again! One of the greatest guys I know is in Iraq. Well, I love this guy more than my own life. I have done my best to forget about that, just as he asked me too. Well, I got an e-mail from him that threw me for a loop. Now, all of the things that I have been trying to keep inside are just seeping back out into the open. How do you love someone when they tell you not to? How do you go through every day knowing that the feelings are mutual, but it's not allowed? How do I deal with that war? I'm so confused...again! If anyone could give me some advice on this, it would be GREATLY appreciated!!!!

Confessions Of A Teenage Wench
It'll be days till somebody notices I'm gone and no one will hear me screaming i'm terrified-we're all alone you reach out to touch me and i see your eyes gleaming i'll pull away, i'll resent myself for playing the fool you'll stroke my hair and call me a tease i'll kick myself for being so stupid i knew this all along, i'm an object meant to please i'm regretting ever letting you know me promising to fulfill my hopes, and my fears you're coming closer, i'm backing away hoping you don't see my shaking hands and threatening tears you look into my eyes and ask me 'what's wrong'? and my glares just seem to amuse you with the way your scolding and chastising me you'd think i've been planning this simply to confuse you you'll tell me i'm pretty-i'll hate you for it i might even start to cry you'll laugh and say 'you believed me before' and other things i wish i could deny an urge to die will come over me pathetic, begging please don't i'll whisper 'not now' and promise

Confused
i'm really messed up and really confused. i thought everything was going fine until earlier this week, you became so distant. now, i really need to know if its true. now, i'm not so sure that you still want me. tow, you've made me so confused that i don't know what to do when you were around, life was great i swear/ you made me warm when i was cold. when you were near, i couldn't tell you this, but you were the one who made everything see so right, who made me feel like i was really loved. who kept me company on those long Tuesday nights but now im hearing that you have told my "brother" 2 weeks ago that you waqnt to break up with me so you asked him to ask me out even though im still with you really i just don't get it what did i do to deserve this? is it something i said or did? something that you have said or done? just that you don't love me anymore? or is it that you just want to be friends? really

Confused 2
you've got me as confused as a dizzy bumblebee i don't know what to do. its been 4 months since we broke up but i'm still in love with you you're sending me mixed signals boy, and its drivin me up the wall. please tell me what the deal is before i take a fall. you've go tme confused as that darn dizzy bumblebee and damn it i don't know what to do. it's been 4 months since we split and damn it, i'm still in love with you. you need to lead me in the right direction so i can finally take a stand. as soon as you can do that, i can get a helping hand. please stay don't abandon me, then go and slam the door. in the end, you might just go, and make me hit the floor.

Confused 3
you got me really messed up and really confused i don't know what to do you got me as dizzy as a bumblebee and like that bumblebee is attracted to flowers and addicted to them, i am attracted and addicted to you Its not fair that you're doing this to me it shouldn't be allowed. you're messed up for this you pretend to be my friend then you're a d--- to me. thats screwed up and you know it. ps. you suck

A Confederate Soldier
A Confederate officer captured at Gettysburg was writing to some friends on another subject when his mind turned to the Yankees: "They believed their manners and customs more enlightened, their intelligence and culture immeasurably superior. Brim-full of hypocritical cant and puritan ideas, they preach, pray, and whine. The most parsimonious of wretches, they extol charity; the most inveterate blasphemers, they are the readiest exporters; the worst of dastards, they are the most shameless boasters; the most selfish of man, they are the most blatant philanthropists; the blackest-hearted hypocrites, they are religious fanatics. They are agitators and schemers, braggarts and deceivers, swindlers and extortioners, and yet pretend to Godliness, truth, purity, and humanity. The shibboleth of their faith is, 'The union must and shall be preserved,' and they hold on to this with all the obstinacy peculiar to their nature. They say that we are a benighted people, and are trying to pull down

Confused
Yeah so Ray Jay and I know I'm pregnant. And I guess we are making ground. We still kiss and hug and make love and all of that stuff but we aren'tr technically dating. He says he hasn't given up on us and that he does want to fix us. Im sittin at his house right now I just don't know what to do. I found something out that really bothers me but I don't know if I should just go home and say to hell with this..or not. I feel lied to.

Confessions Of The Soul
Confessions Of The Soul Category: Life Confessions Of The Soul: Once again things aren't always as they appear.....Family, Friends, Acquaintances.....All wanting to know themselves and what they want in their lives. While going through the motions of everyday life. Some living a somewhat double life, some happy and content, others confused and lost. All searching for what they desire and need. One must first know themselves and what they want before they can give someone else a piece of themselves, and give them what they want. With that it is a two way street. Always give and take. No one should give and never receive back. That is so unfair. Things should not be left unsaid or taken for granted, thinking that one knows what the other feels or doesn't feel and hasn't said. Things left unresolved only eat away at one's soul and one's heart. Whether good nor bad it is better to know than to waste time wondering and drawing your own conclusions. Friendships can be

The Confederate Flag: Heritage Or Hate ?
What is the Story Behind These Flags? Why is the Confederate Flag Often Referred to as The Southern Cross By Supporters? Why is called a flag of hate by others? Why is it such a big deal, especially in South Carolina, where the NAACP is holding a boycott of state tourism? What is the deeper meaning behind the Confederate flag and can there be a compromise and an objective view to this hotbutton issue? What does the Bible say about this issue? The flag on the left is the most-known version of the Confederate battle flag; the one on the right is the St. Andrew's cross, the Scottish battle flag. There are obvious similarities between the two flags. The St. Andrew's cross is named as such because St. Andrew felt that he was not worthy of being crucified the way Jesus was, so he was crucified in the direction shown in the flags above. Why the Southern Cross? The deep South have been known as the Bible belt because of its religious conservatism. By the time the Confederate Battle

Confused
well here i am with things on my mind that i need to release,whether anyone reads or not .but why is it when you know you are in love with someone and have been for 10 years that you can't let go or move on--want even let no one get that close to you to see if maybe it could work with them,he has moved on i mean we are still friends but on his part that is all,but i want him back so bad but nothing i can do about it ,i had the bad times with him and now someone else will get what i should have.i know that i am beong silly but can't help my feelings-i have even prayed that for God to please take this out of my heart but to no avail--the worst part is he knows this and that i will do anything he asks,i don't want to say anything to really piss him off,for then he may not talk to me anymore--i know all the right answers have told otheres what they should do,but it doesn't work for me,i just keep hoping that we will be together or that in some way god will listen to my prayers......that fe

Confusion
Now if you make out with a female you are bi. And if you go all the way with a female you are bi. hmm. What ever happened to experimenting. Oh well I am bi. What is it with men that last a few mins? Just don't care, or is it that they are too excited. hmm. Where are the good men at? So if you wear tight kind of revealing clothes you are sexy or dirty girl. So what is the difference between them? I think they are all sexy. hmm. So if you have sex with a lot of men you are said to be a dirty girl. but men have sex with a lot of women they are studs. hmm. What happened to experienced. That's all for now. Hugs.

Confused
What does one do when they're feeling used? How does one go about getting it resolved? I am told one thing yet shown another. Over and Over. I am in the midst of the end of a long relationship and altho I knew I ought not begin another I did. A very different one mind you but one none the less. In a short time I have begun to feel like a vessel for someone elses needs and only when it's convenient. When do my needs become important? When do I get to feel secure? DO I have to leave, end it to find out what is real and what is imagined? Or do I just become the doormat once again, forget what I want and serve another? I am nearing the deletion of many sites I use in maybe an effort to be taken seriously. What I thought to be real is becoming a nightmare. I just wish I still had nightmares. I am real. I am a good person. Why can't I be happy? What have I done so wrong? Ever close your eyes ever stop and listen ever feel alive and you've nothing missing you don't need a reaso

Confusion At It's Best.
Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard t

Confused....
explain to me how someone gets involved in 2 separate love triangles... But seriously, I actually got a C- in the class I thought I was surely going to fail last quarter, so yay! This quarter is going pretty well so far, I like the classes and I am doing well with keeping up with them:) Still working 2 jobs, and trying to fit in time for everything, thank goodness my kids go to bed pretty early...lol So how is everybody?

Confused
SHOWING LOVE IS MAKING TIME FOR THAT PERSON, FEELING LOVE IS BEING OPEN WITH EACH OTHER, HOLDING ON TO LOVE IS NEVER HAVING TO SEARCH FOR THE OTHER, KNOWING LOVE IS THE UNDERSTANDING OF THE OTHERS FEELINGS, AND BEING IN LOVE IS THE WILL TO LOOK PAST ONE'S SELF AND TO LOOK DEEPLY INTO ANOTHER. LOVE IS ALL THIS AND SO MUCH MORE, SO WHEN U FIND A PERSON WORTH YOUR TIME EXPRESS YOUR FEELINGS AND LOVE. AND NEVER PUSH LOVE TO THE SIDE.

Confession
She smiles and looks deep into my eyes, I see her need come pouring out to me She nuzzles close, and whispers in my ear, softly whispering words that I want to hear sweet lover there is something I must say something I need to take my breath away For I have a confession that I must make, of a million ways to make my body quake of smoldering hungers down deep inside A desire for something that we can share made flesh to fulfill all of our secret needs make us burn with empassionened deeds

[confoundation]
That's not even a word! I made it a word, like warhol made it a painting. Update: My dog's in Indy, I'm missing a cable to rig my new harddrive, and I'm ASSUMING that's the only problem. Fallout 3 and saints row 2 exceeded my very high expectations of them. And no poetry until I get back. *shrugs* y'know how it is with limited time and text space. I gotta pack, grab my travel docs and get my ass out of bed earlier and earlier. My mom bought me about 200$ worth of new clothes, bit of an ask and ye shall receive thing. That and how the hell was I going to afford it? I'm at a healthy level of stress and nerves, like any carpool of strangers and my first forced travel w training. Now curry. Then fallout and pretravel scramble.

Confessions
Inspire by a conversation yesterday :P I don't like mashed taters or biscuits and gravy. I don't like cheese on my meats. I don't like cheese on my eggs. I don't like most Mexican foods or roast beef sandwiches that are soggy. I don't like soups of any kind, except tomato and I only eat that by dipping crackers in it and then eating the said cracker. I eat potato chips on my hamburgers and dip my fries in mayo n ketchup. I eat everything (exclusing dessert o-o) from McDonald's with sweet n sour sauce. I despise ranch dressing. Or any dressing other than Catalina or French. I don't like stuffing either. Ok that is all I can think of 8-P.

Confessions Of A Drug User
Grade 9s who inhale deodorant, teenagers who are dependent on taking acid (LSD) or ecstasy to have a good night out, and weed-addicted individuals are all too common in society today. The social pressures and feelings of entrapment lead a lot of teenagers to abusing drugs and alcohol as a way out, or perhaps a way in when it comes to conforming with peers and trying to fit in. In 2006, when I was doing my radio specialisation at Rhodes University, I felt it fitting to produce something news-worthy and important at a place where there is a major drug problem. However, I feel that this piece still holds great relevance today. It is a very real and factual account which I call the “confessions of a drug user.” These individuals were brave enough to speak openly on the issue and I only hope that it serves as an eye-opener for both parents and people who are caught up in the drug sub-culture

Confused Thoughts...
This is just my random rambleings... Have any of you felt so utterly alone even though you have people around you? Have you ever yearned for what is not there? Have you ever dreamed you could just sleep and never wake up? I do.... I don't show it and only a few, do I allow close enough to see. I try to be strong for those I mentor. But even a mentor has weaknesses. Sometimes I feel I am at my breaking point. I can only carry so much. I am only human...after all...

Confusing
It is so confusing, the twists and turns of life, When everything seems so perfectly right, it fades as quickly as it comes, try as you might, you cant control the change, when life sets its sights, It can take everything away in just one night, One mistake is all it takes, to lose all you hold within your life, So remember no cost is to great, hold on tight... For no matter the temptation, its not worth losing all, for just a single night. Copyright ©2009 Stephanie Michelle Herrera

"confusion"by Shakey Lee
I WAS ONCE, BUT NOW IM NOT BECAUSE THAT CHANCE I FINALLY GOT DID NOT SEEM SO VERY HOTT AND SINCE THAT CHANCE I FINALLY GOT DID NOT SEEM SO VERY HOTT I NOW LAY HERE IN A LOT THINKING OF THAT, THAT I DON'T GOT.... I TOLD YOU IF I TOLD YOU, I LOVED YOU, YOU PROMISED, YOU DIDNT BELIEVE,MAYBE NOW YOU CAN SEE. I SAID THOSE THREE LITTLE WORDS YOU FLEW AWAY LIKE THE BIRDS, AND YOU'RE NEVER GONNA COME BACK HOME...... NOW I AM AN EAGLE FLYING HIGH, FLYING HIGH UP IN THE SKY, FLYING AROUND WONDERING WHEN I'LL DIE WHERE OH WHERE WILL I LIE SO I CAN TAKE A REST AND LET OUT A SIGH SENDING OUT TO THE WORLD MY LAST GOODBYE.......

Confused
lookiing deep within myself, staring deep in my own existance, crying inside and showing no tears. fearing rejection and torment, standing strong against winds of destruction, willing myself to move on. my sight is blocked by own darkend heart, missing you and not knowing it, never being missed by you, lost and confused to hard to fix, sitting here wondering how, wondering where i go from here. seeking peace and comfort, needing more then friendship, which is all they ask for from me.

Confused
CONFUSED CONFUSED AGAIN ALL MY LIFE I'VE BEEN CONFUSED ,FULL OF HATE AND OVER USED WHATS THE POINT OF LIVING WHEN ALL YOU GET IS LIES IS THIS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT? DISTRUST,ANGER HATRED ! I DON'T WANT TO HATE ANYMORE ,LIES ARE ALL IN THE PAST. I'VE DECIDED TO SAY FUCK IT AND LIVE MY LIFE FOR ME . NO MORE PEOPLE HURTING ME WITH WORDS .NO MORE LIVING IN THE PAST . I'VE BEEN DECEITED AND TORN IN WAY TO MANY WAYS . NO MORE BULLSHIT IN MY LIFE EVER AGAIN .I'M WRITING TO LET MY FEELINGS OUT . FEELINGS THAT HAVE BEEN STORED IN THIS HEAD FOR SO LONG IT'S HARD TO LET GO . WELL I'M LETTING THEM GO NOW ,GETTING OVER THE ANGER AND PAIN. CONFUSED AGAIN ,BUT IT WILL PASS . FOR THERE ARE NO MORE PEOPLE TO HOLD ME BACK. WHERE I'M GOING IN MY LIFE IS ALL UP TO GOD . HE HAS PLANS FOR ME AND I NEED TO LISTEN TO HIM, AND HIM ONL

Confessional...
Confess... Tell me how you deal Share your secrets with me Tell me how to live I can't breathe at all Into sleep I fall Nightmares are all I see I would trade all for a true smile Take away my fear Help me feel warm again Caught in a winter rain Bury all these little things Show me the right road Pull me away from this edge Hold me, I'm falling...

Confused
When I lost my Daddy and Stepmom to a plane crash on June 17th 2006, I learned that I should say what I feel because I might never have the chance again. I've tried to stick with that, but it's just gotten me more heartbreak. I don't know what I should do. Go thru life regretting that I never said how I feel or wishing I could take back what I said because I fucked things up?

Confession Of My Heart
Confession of My Heart Words flowing within a strong desire and passion to speak what go unsaid. I love him, But He cares not for me in the same. How did I fall so hard and complete for a man, who shallow like dreams with no substance within them to become real? My heart burns for him. He is my only desire, yet I’m without him in my arms tonight. I would do anything for him. Become all for him, if he just turns around see, hear and feel my heart and soul desire to love him forever. We walk upon two different pathways, But Now our paths had crossed. I reached out to him knowing I was in love with long ago. Never saying the words that lurk within my heart and soul for him because I felt he would just laugh at my love for him. I write words. Create things to make his life more than what it is now, But He just moves about in his own little world without me. Does he not feel my pain upon each night I cry myself to sleep? Can he feel me sorrow upon the rising sun as I w

Confused
Just needing to rant & rave for a lil.... Over the last few years I have had some really tough times and I've had one friend that I could really count on, even if it was just to talk. Now it seems that I can't even get a response from them when I send an IM, SB or even a private message. I know that they are going through a lot theirself but we use to share our problems....lean on each other. Now I feel as if I have no one to lean on. I have asked if I have done something that could have made them mad but all I got was...'I have a lot going on'. I feel as if im not important anymore. Which has been the theme of my life for a long time....guess its going to continue. I am now at the point that I am about to pack my kids up and move out of this state and start completely over....if I'm going to be ignore...might as well be by strangers than by friends.

*confusion*
Written on 10/11/2005 I'm on Cloud 9 And things are unclear Do I want this or not? Is this something I can hold on to? I'm afraid this feeling will go away, Afraid this isn't real. So afraid it's gonna hurt all over again. Can't get this off my mind and it scares me so much. Don't wanna feel these feelings, but it's starting again Will I build walls? Can they be broken down? My defenses rearing their ugly head Keeping me from feeling at all. Back and forth my senses go Up and down my heart beats All stirring an uneasiness about me Will I continue to be who I am? Fearing for the welfare of my heart Feeling vulnerable So confused I protect myself and say nothing at all Feel nothing at all Refusing to let history repeat.

Confession
I followed him fishing With his girlfriend aside I watched him no knowing In this bush I would hide His girlfriend then left Leaving him with no more than a kiss As I walked up to him knowing I would do this I took out the blade As he stood in surprise I stabbed him in the stomach With fear in his eyes I told him to stand still He was clearly in shock He will now get light-headed, then drowsy Then fall to the dock I pushed him in the water His fishing gear, too A quick splash and a moan His death is now true "Help me someone!" That's what he said But how could this be As the lake becomes red? It was his girlfriend Coming back to the lake I'm glad that she saw me Kill her boyfriend with a steak All well, it doesn't matter She still needed to go So I pulled out another knife And walked to her real slow She was leaning over the dock Starring strait in the dead man's eyes Trembling and crying There were no good byes She turned her head and saw me Coming

Conflicted
The view from here is always breath taking. With the sun rising from my back, casting a long shadow before me, I draw my sword sit and wait. With last nights events weighing on my mind I try to focus on the days events. With a smile I see in the distance my reason to continue the fight. Such a strange contrast of the beauty she posses and the blood stained battle field. This time the two little faces aren't standing behind her, but in front watching my every move. This poses a serious issue (since problems always have solutions). How to win this battle and not let them see. She smiles and reads my mind, sending them off to play. That smile, that beautiful smile, lights a fire of burning desire in my heart. A passion, A pain. A fear. Kingdoms would fall just to see it. Clergy would sin just to feel its warmth. A warrior would gladly give up his life for a glimpse. I would fight through hell itself just to see it more often. That smile. I wonder

Confused
> Don't be Confused > Your heart was only bruised > > Time will help you move > Love will only prove > > That you are better then rest > You deserve only the best > > Remember that I care > Life is often unfair > > We may not understand why > you need not cry > > It happened for a reason > You can weather the season > > Good things will come > Go out and get some > > Life with out thorns > Once you grab it by the horns > > Control your life today > I promise it will pay > > Let the past lie Poem by Dakken

Con-fu-scious Says:
Fu's Say the Darnedest Things! I should have started this lil collection a long time ago! I sometimes get the BIGGEST grin off of what some people put in their friend requests to me and/or profiles. Sometimes this grin is more of a "OMG I can't believe someone would actually SAY that!". In either case... here is a collection of friend request comments or excerpts from member profiles that made me grin or think to myself.. WTF?!?! Members will remain anonymous so don't ask me to tell! Fried request: Hello beautiful princess! I like looking at you, you are very exciting! I like your photos! I am French and I have difficulties to speak in English. I hope that we are going to understand. I hope that you will love the photos of my albums, Even though I am alone inside. I hope that you will appreciate and you you are not shy. Friend request: I'd like to tame your shrew. Friend request: I have funny pictures of myself.....add me and check em out.... you're pretty.

Conference Article-2/8/09
In the end, it seemed fitting that Waynesville High School was the only school that had a cheerleading squad at Hillcrest on Saturday for the Ozark Conference wrestling championship. Advertisement After all, Waynesville had the most to cheer about and celebrate. The Tigers captured their second consecutive conference title and third in the last five years on Saturday, edging second-place Lebanon 240-235. Rolla, Joplin and Hillcrest rounded out the top five. Waynesville and Lebanon each had four wrestlers win titles. Waynesville was led by Jake Cyr (119 pounds), Aaron Morgan (130), Eric Mateo (135) and Josh Cyr (160). Jake Cyr said seeing his teammates succeed gave him all the motivation he needed. "Oh yeah, definitely," he said. "If I see someone do good, I want to do as good as them or better." Waynesville coach Jeff Davis agreed, saying his team is a tight-knit bunch of wrestlers who look to each other for motivation. "They're a close-knit group, as you can tell

Confeused.
I am new here and having a hell of a time. I have read all the decrition and nothing still does not work. tried to post my playlist cause I have to have music,(love music) can't figure out how to post a layout, guess some would call me a dumby maybe so. Please I need help...!!!!(

Confused
What's my problem? I have been married 16 years and very stable in my marriage. I don't have to worry about cheating and other things that destroy marriages. But my heart is hurting for the "What we used to have" feelings. Does that make me pathetic?

Confessions Of A Help Desk Worker...
Yes, I do think you are stupid you don't have to tell me. No, you shouldn't be allowed to have a job if your that stupid. Yes, it is your fault. You did do something stupid and now I have to fix it. I didn't do this to you. I didn't pull a wand from my ass and give you a virus. Yes, you got the virus trying to get to sites your not supposed to be on anyways. No I can't see your password. But I can change it, connect remotely to your machine, log on with your account and implicate you in fraudulent activity. And the only thing you'll know is that tomorrow you'll need to get your password reset. I'm paid to fix your work computer. If you want help with that piece of shit computer you have at home go to best buy or PAY ME. Yes I notice when fixing your email that all you do all day is forward messages that are forwarded to you from all your friends, family and someone named hotbidickinU. When everything goes to hell you don't have to call, everyone else al

Confused!!!
Okay so I met this great guy 2 months ago! We have been chillen and calling each other everyday! His actions show that he is interested in me ... but he don't tell me he is! When I am around him I get lost for words, we talk about everything else besides what is goin on in our heads! We have both been burned before in relationships ... I don't want things to change between us but at the same time I want more! I am the only girl that he has done anything with in a couple of years ... he's really respectful of me too! I kno he cares because I have been goin through some shit lately and he's always there tryin to get me to do the right thing! And when there is a medical problem he worries about me! There is more if your interested in wanting to kno to help me then message me! But my question is: How do I talk to him about how I feel with out makin things awkward between us?! And how can I tell he's really interested in me?!

A Confused [[per]]
So I made it to North Carolina last night. It was a nice little trip. The Burger King in Wytheville sucks. They take to long to make your food, but it was good. Anyway, what I'm confused by is the fact that the clock in the hotel, my cell, and my cousin's cell all say that it's 7:30am but my laptop [which was never changed] says it's 8:30am. Last I knew North Carolina is still the Eastern time zone.......I know we are suppose to set clocks up an hour, but that's tonight, not last night. Well, gonna go get ready...big day ahead of me!!!

Conflict...
Albert Einstein: Great ideas often receive violent opposition from mediocre minds. Ann Landers: All married couples should learn the art of battle as they should learn the art of making love. Good battle is objective and honest--never vicious or cruel. Good battle is healthy and constructive, and brings to a marriage the principle of equal partnership. Ann Landers Says Truth Is Stranger..., 1968 Bertrand Russell: I found one day in school a boy of medium size ill-treating a smaller boy. I expostulated, but he replied: 'The bigs hit me, so I hit the babies; that's fair.' In these words he epitomized the history of the human race. Education and the Social Order Christopher Morley: There is no squabbling so violent as that between people who accepted an idea yesterday and those who will accept the same idea tomorrow. Colette: My dear sir, they don't debate. Each of them merely issues an ultimatum, and in what a tone! It all goes to show what e

Confusion Sets In
STARRING INTO SPACE LOOKING FOR THE ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS I HAVE. NO ONES RESPONDING JUST SILENCE. MY MIND WONDERS ALONE AND LOST. NO ONES RESPONDING JUST SILENCE. EMOTIONS ARE SCRABBLED AND TOSSED ABOUT. WONDERING WHAT IT IS THAT I LACK TO OFFER. SO MUCH KNOWLEDGE SO IN EXPERIENCED. NO WHERE LEFT TO TURN. THE WALLS IN FRONT OF ME. DO I GO LEFT OR RIGHT OR CLIMB THE WALL OF EMOTIONAL DISTURBANCES TO FIND MY WAY BACK? DOES ONE GO BACK TO WAYS THAT HAVE BEEN LOST OR STAY ON THE PATH OF CHANGES. LESSONS HAVE BEEN LEARNED. BUT THE QUESTION REMAINS DO I LEARN FROM THEM? OR WHERE THEY JUST TEACHINGS TO GO UN NOTICED? MY MIND IS A MESS CONFUSION HAS SET IN. SO MANY QUESTIONS. SO FEW ANSWERS. WHAT DO I DO? HOW DO I MOVE ON? DO I EVEN BOTHER? OR JUST SIT IN SILENCE STARRING INTO SPACE? CONFUSION HAS TAKEN OVER ME. IT WILL CONSUME ME FOR DAYS NOW. I WILL BE LED INTO THE RIGHT DIRECTION. BUT WHEN IS UNKNOWN.

Confused
Not to sure where to begin on here or if i should even think about doing a blog, everytime i think about doing a so called blog to ease my mind, someone finds it and all hell breaks loose. maybe this is one place he cant find me and i can finally voice or write my thoughts and frustrations down, but right now my mind is a blank cause i am trying not to think about my situation here, what i am going to do with someone that is here or not do with them, am i going to leave or stay..have them leave or stay..just not sure at all right now. til later

Confidence Ty 4 Caring About Deb You Are A Special Woman
***Your Prayers Are Truly Needed*** This is my Friend Deb! She is one of the most Amazing, Caring,Loving , Woman i know on Fubar! I am Honored to have been able to meet her on here! She has a heart of gold and is always looking out for me and helping me and many others out in many ways! & This woman NEVER ask for anything in return! Deb has gone through so Much In Life! And has been through many of lifes hardships and has pulled through them amazingly! She is a very Strong Woman!At the young age of 32 She was terribly beat by two men with a baseball bat! This Pain that One night has Continued on to this day! She got severe brain trauma which led to a build up of fluid which requires a shunt to be put in every year! Debs Daughter gave me this information as she knows i'm close to her mom and wanted me to know what was going on and that Deb will be going into surgery very soon and is in a lot of pain right now. This from her Daughter Tasha......... "i

Confused
I'm really upset right now. I'm being accused of being a cheater in the contest when I have never cheated ever! I went to sleep last night and had about 300 rates and woke up to 880..I WAS JUST AS SHOCKED AS EVERYONE ELSE!! I DON'T HAVE ANY IDEA WTH IS GOING ON!

Confucious Says:
Confucious Qoutes The Philosopher Confucius. 551-479 BC - many attributed and translated sayings and chinese proverbs. Virtue is not left to stand alone. He who practices it will have neighbors. Silence is a true friend who never betrays. To go beyond is as wrong as to fall short. If you look into your own heart, and you find nothing wrong there, what is there to worry about? What is there to fear? He who speaks without modesty will find it difficult to make his words good. I hear, I know. I see, I remember. I do, I understand. Death and life have their determined appointments; riches and honors depend upon heaven. Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life. It is easy to hate and it is difficult to love. This is how the whole scheme of things works. All good things are difficult to achieve; and bad things are very easy to get. It does not matter how slowly you go, so long as you do not stop. A journey of a thousand m

Confused?
When hoardes of angels drag me to my death, you'll see the lies. All forgiven, we'll crucify. I see your face turn pale and white and then I turn onto the great divide. I hold your bloodline in my hand. Torn, stained, and fallen I will devour all the things you say are true. I'll bury your god, then I'll come for you.

Confusion
You silence screams so loud. It's ringing in my ears. I can not hear the words once said. Our dreams are shattering with sickening unsurety. Our love once so clear is now a haze of smoke. A future up in flames. Tiny pieces floating is all directions. Plans scattered by the wind, as if they were never made at all. Once side by side, as one we moved. Still moving just the same, but now as 2 like charges pressing steadily apart. So blind we were to all around us. Now we are merely blind to what is being lost. So long it took to build, now it is torn apart at such great speed. Crumbling into dust. How long until there is nothing to rebuild with. Don't close your eyes to kiss me. Look at me instead. See the pain behind my eyes. Know the pain within my soul. My heart is yours. You're crushing it. Even if I took it back, you've left nothing there to give. Broken promises trampled beneath uncaring thoughts. Once so full now I am empty. The cold is creeping in. Hear my silent cries.

Confucious Say...
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Wife who put husband in dog

Confused
Too many lights, too many colors. I haven't been this confused since the time my ex wife asked me "have you been drinking ? Umm, NO ! Well, yeah, a little. 2. Just 2. Seriously, I have absolutely no idea what the fuThis and fuThat and fUbling things do. Maybe I'll just cruise around and check out some pics of hotties.

Conficker Virus....a Must Read, Begins Midnite April Fools...
******* Makin sure ppl get this , it is getting covered up in bully's* The Microsoft Co. has put out a 250 K bounty on Person/Persons responsible for one of the most deadly comp virus' they have ever had to deal with.. """ Conficker """ The Virus name. They r also suggesting ppl shut down comps to be on the safe side...I will be doing so before midnite!!!! It made top news , so I am sure it is available anywhere on sites to research and make preparations for your comp!!! Called the April fool's virus...da*n hackers, hope they catch them!! Sincerely, Laura

Conficker It!!!
*brushes off her streaming 0101010101010 shoes, ala THE MATRIX* Lions, and Tigers, and CONFICKER, Oh FUD! Lions and Tigers and CONFICKER, Oh FUD! LIONS, AND TIGERS, AND CONFICKER, OH FUD!!!!!! Fer Realz, dewds - I hear about the Conficker and I keep thinking that its an amazing way to stimulate the economy. Imagine the line up at Best Buy for computers to be reformatted by people that have no idea what all of it means - they just know that they never did say a prayer when using windows updates - so they cannot have been said to have been using it religiously (which is what the tech guru SAID you needed to have been doing in order to fear NOT the CONFICKER worm). The Geek Squad is in lined up, engines revved - white shirts and black ties flapping in the breeze of deep breaths. Calmly...calmly...AND GO!!!!! Slaving computers is an old school trick - any real child of Cyberia knew how to access an unprotected computer. And Windows did have some back doors creaking open to inv

Confuzzled
right now im quietiong all of my friendships. because most people just feel sorry for me thats why they talk to me. i dont know but of a few people who are realy there for me. i know trusting people is going to be hard because of last night. right now im with some one who is 15 and i dont want to be with him. im going to be 20 in 15 days..this song is how i feel about they guy that im in love with.

Conficker Live Blogging
By now, most of you have heard about the computer virus / worm known as "Conficker". The worm was scheduled to launch today, April 1, and wreak havoc amongst the world's interwebs. Death, grief, sorrow, and troupes of circus freaks are expected to be unleashed in a pageant of macabre armageddon. Being that this is such a monumental event, I have sequestered myself into a fully provisioned bunker ( to avoid the upcoming food riots ) and will be live blogging all day with the impact of the Conficker Worm. The bunker is small, but there is room for a threesome should we need to procreate ( to save the human race ) or to just rub olive oil all over ourselves and slide across the marble floors. 0715 am PDT – Woke up late. Conficker must have hit the snooze button a bunch of times. 0730 am PDT – Water pressure in shower was low. I wonder if the water department has been hit and the pumps are runny dry? 0745 am PDT – My toast is burnt. Checking the microprocessor in the toas

Conficker - Day 2 In The Bunker
0732 PDT - I am scared. I should have provisioned with something besides Smarties and Jelly Bellys. I woke up this morning in a Smartie induced haze and surrounded by plastic wrappers . I think the animals got into the sugary stash last night because the alpacas have all killed each other and the donkey is braying maniacally. 0758 PDT - My cordless electric razor has no charge. Conficked no doubt. 0850 PDT - I am trying to find out if the world has ended by listening for signs of life on my short wave radio. All I can pick up is a Mexican radio station blaring some accordian fueled Norteno music. I think its a Confick trick. 0945 PDT - Somebody shut this fucking donkey up! I am slipping into insanity ...

Confession
An elderly man walks into a confessional.The following conversation ensues:Man: "I am 92 years old, have a wonderful wife of 70 years, many children, grandchildren, & great grandchildren. Yesterday, I picked up two college girls, hitchhiking We went to a motel, where I had sex with each of them three times."Priest: "Are you sorry for your sins?"Man: "What sins?"Priest: "What kind of a Catholic are you?"Man: "I'm Jewish."Priest: "Why are you telling me all this?"Man: "I'm 92 years old .... I'm telling everybody!"

Confessions 2
Lemon SqueezeThere once was a religious young woman who went to Confession. Upon entering the confessional, she said, "Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned."The priest said, "Confess your sins & be forgiven."The young woman said, "Last night my boyfriend made mad, passionate love to me seven times."The priest thought long & hard & then said, "Squeeze seven lemons into a glass & then drink the juice."The young woman asked, "Will this cleanse me of my sins?"The priest said, "No, but it will wipe that smile off of your face.

Confused
I'm really confused as to why i'm being ignored lately i mean what have i done to be treated this way whatever the reason i'm still fricken confused and all i know if this keep's up i'll be leaving for a while and i won't anwser my phone i've been nothing but be nice to everyone i've talked to and for me to be treated like i'm not even here is beyond hurtfull and it make's me wornder about some people like are they being honest with me or am i being fed a bounch of bullshit and if so come on just be honest with me i'm a big girl i can hangle it

Confused
why is it that u fall in love with someone an then just have to stop seeing them.. then u meet someone else an think u love them then a a while down the line u know that its not right an u shouldnt be with the one ur with but u still have filling for another person or even more.. is it wrong?

Confusion!!!
today is the day that i sit in wonder of what is going on these days? i am in the dark about whats going on in my life right now that it is confusing and different to me. i am lost and don't know really how to get back to the light. all i know is i don't want any more games played with my heart or mind. i can not take any more i have dealt with enough as it is in my life. yes i know that shit happens and it happens for a reason but hey why can't the one thing that has gone right in my life stay that way for once. i am going to stay in this dark place for now until she realizes that she brings the light into my days and the moon into my nights. i will love no one else if she leaves and i will stay in this dark yet broken night. i am going to have to realize one day that i am not what she really wants or that it is me and no one else. i can not keep going on living wondering day by day if it were going to be my last with her. i know you guys and girls are tired of hearing this from me bu

Confessions Of A Police Officer
I am a cop. That means that the pains and joys of my personal life are often muted by my work. I resent the intrusion but I confuse myself with my job almost as often as you do. The label "police officer" creates a false image of who I really am. Sometimes I feel like I'm floating between two worlds. My work is not just protecting and serving. It's preserving that buffer that exists in the space between what you think the world is, and what the world really is. My job isn't like television. The action is less frequent, and more graphic. It is not exhilarating to point a gun at someone. Pooled blood has a disgusting metallic smell and steams a little when the temperature drops. CPR isn't an instant miracle and it's no fun listening to an elderly grandmother's ribs break while I keep her heart beating. I'm not flattered by your curiosity about my work. I don't keep a record of which incident was the most frightening, or the strangest, or the bloodiest, or even the fun

Confused
i think of you and my body trembles, the way you touch me, the way you kiss me, the way yo squeeze me...can you be that man my life is missing??...no one can make me feel like you do...you hug me like you love me, you kiss me like you'll never see me again, you squeeze me like you need me...you say i will always have your heat, i wonder....do you still love me????...you stir feelings in me that have been locked away for a long time...confused...lost...needing...i feel that you can give my body...my soul what it's been missing...your essence, your skin, your hands, your lips...all i think about is you!!!!!...your Mr. Hyde holds me back, not wanting to deal with him....i want to be with you constantly...a tender squeeze makes my river ripple...a sensual kiss makes my river rush...a long passionate hug makes my river enraged!!!!!...i think of opening my love door, pretending i can't find the key, bricks laying around the door...i put back up...how can i love when i don't believe in love??

Confused
There she is againThe girl I wantI think of her all dayFinding her was a Treasure HuntWe talk everydayThe talks are goodI dream of meetingAnd leaving my hoodMoving will be greatI will start a new lifeTired of being backstabbedCan someone remove the knifeSo I sit here thinkingI want to hear her on the phoneAt times I get confusedI hope I'm not in this alone

Confused....
Weird, now how can you miss people who were supposedly your friends, when they up and leave. I think ceratin people tell you what you wanna hear so they can gain something from you and once they get it or don't they move on cause you are of no use to them anymore. Either that or they're just really good liars. Tired of trying to figure it out. UGHH!!!!

Confused And Angry
my father is leaving my mother for a girl whom is only two years older than me....i feel betrayed because this girl use to be my friend. what do i do? do i just sit back and not say a word or do i get angry and let my feelings be heard? i am fixing to have a baby and i don't know if i should allow my father the right to see his grandson or do i ckick him out of my life for being so cruel to my mother as to carry on with this girl all these years and just now telling my mother he hasn't been in love with her for 16 years? What do i do?

Confessions Of An Explosive Libido...
Ok, so it's not a completely accurate title but here goes. I have for the most part led a charmed life. Although it did not always start out that way. I was picked on a lot when I was younger but the one saving grace about it all is that the only people who were ever nice to me...the only gender was women. I love women and women as a gender in whole...I have no shame in admitting it. My mom is a woman...my sister is a woman...and for the most part, just as there are women who have mostly male friends....I have a lot of female friends. I feel comfort with women. Been living with them since my dad died when i was 14. I have acquired a lot of understanding about women and women issues(no shame in going to the store to buy maxipads if you get my drift). My only issue is when I am very testosterone driven which gets me into trouble more times than not....as most women would exclaim...."Men!" However, I have always been treated very well by women and I feel that I will be spending the rest o

Confucius
Confucius Say... Man who wants pretty nurse, must be patient.Man who drive like hell, bound to get there.War doesn't determine who's right. War determines who's left.Man who lives in glass house should change in basement.Man with hole in pocket feel cocky all day long.Girl who sit on jockeys lap get hot tip.Girl who sits on Judge's lap gets honourable discharge.Man who keep feet firmly on ground have trouble putting on pants.Man who leap off cliff jump to conclusion.Man with tight trousers is pressing his luck.Man who run in front of car, get tired.Man who run behind car, get exhausted.Passionate kiss like spiders web - soon lead to undoing of fly.Foolish man give wife grand piano. Wise man give wife upright organ.Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok.Man who scratches ass should not bite fingernails.Panties not best thing on earth, but next to it.Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house.Man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at ni

Confirmed
Well, the CT scan was clean, confirming that I do have a brain inside there. What a surprise. Wednesday at 6:15 am I had to have an MRI, which was really early, so we came home and went back to sleep. I had to take all of my piercings, of course, and didn't bother with putting them back in before my nap. When I woke up, I set out to put them all back in. Everything went in fine, except for the bridge. I couldn't get it to go in through the right side, but I managed to finally wiggle it through the left side. It bled like crazy, but I finally got it through. This morning I woke up with swollen eyes, to the point it was a little hard to see. I put some ice on them, which gave me a terrible headache, and did little to improve the condition. Now, the swelling has gone down, but it's starting to look like I'm getting black eyes on each side. We are going to Kansas this weekend to see Biggie's little brother graduate, and I have a feeling I'm going to go with 2 shiners. They're g

Confused...
Once again, here am late at night thinking well i did a great job conveying my feeings lol..NOT I've been given s p a c e , Although i didnt ask for space i've been given it anyway.. All i asked for was not to feel pressured, i tried to explain and be honest about how i felt and wow it got bad real quick..you wanted me to always be real and i was i didnt say i wanted to leave, i asked your advice and you told me that it wasnt your place to tell me what to do-im confused..and i feel like you dont really want to understand me..

Confusion
I give you my hand, you clasp it with pride. I give you my lips, you kiss them with a soft touch. I give you my time, you consume it with a childish joy. I give you my words, You listen with trust. I give you all that I am, You accept it with passion. I give you my heart, but you refuse to accept. So now i question my hand, though i find no answer I question my lips, though i recieve no response. I question my time, though i am still unsure. I question my words, though the mystery still remains. I question all that I am, though the shadows hide the answer. I question my heart, though now its lost. The answer isnt me, I cannot solve this puzzle. So I turn to you, you offer an explanation. I hear your words, they make no sense. I feel your emotions, though i'm still lost. I hear your honesty, though you speak without clarity. "Time alone is time well spent." The theory shows as the mystery unfolds, so again we meet with words that repeat. You convery

Confused And I Like It
I met this Sexy girl that I just can't get out of my head and I don't know why. The only real problem is the fact that we are almost two thousand miles apart. I can't say for sure if I'm fallilng for her but I do know that she brightens my day and what I am feeling is very strong. So if she reads this I just want her to know that I am very gratful to have met her and would one day likee to see her live and spend some real time with her.

Confusion
How do you get rid of the pain he has left in my heart? every time i get a txt every time i get a call he is always on my mind. Have i fallen this hard for him or is this just an infatuation? I'm so clueless I have never cared for anyone Like I care for him I put my heart on my sleeve telling him all my secrets, my likes and dislikes, will he call me, or will he delete me SOMEONE TELL ME!!!!! plz

Confused
As a tear falls in the palm of your hand, I smile in the sadness... All the pain, Is going away. I know you are here, I know I don't have anything to fear So why am I crying? I don't know. You hold my hand, I squeeze it tight you just softly smile and whisper three words. I Love You

Conflict
Like an engine without oilLike a fish without waterI struggle and on come the conflicts. My brain stumblingTrying to go forward in reverseDo this, do that...wait, do this too!What was I doing? My brain fumblingThree little lettersADDbut nothing adds upunclear logic, scrambled signals to decipherI have rabbit ears, but they don't hear. Sometimes the message gets throughSooner or laterWell, sometime today...what was I doing?

Conflict
How do I say what I wish mind conflicting with heart internal turmoil ripping me apart If I could but remove my heart and speak with just my mind then I am unsure would I still be kind but if I were to remove my mind and try to speak from my heart then I would truly be lost for I wouldn't know where to start so many words I wish I could say so many things I wish to do but I would hope to start by saying I am there for you I would give you my love and be there till the end for no matter what I will always be your friend I am unable to speak what I need to say so I try to relay it in every song but these feelings have me torn for I feel that they are wrong Misplaced somehow though they come from the heart I feel it in my soul and it is tearing me apart If I could but speak when we are near then I would say I love you but there is to much fear fear I will screw up fear of what I will do you have all of my love but I'm afraid I would

Confusion Become Me
All we really want is somebody who cares,and for that special someone to be there.Should I give up and stop looking around,tried of my heart being driven to the ground.Still I am the hopeless romantic type,and no I dont mean to gripe.Its just sometimes I do want to give up,and return to the bottle and the cup. There really isnt anything I have left to live for,dealing with a heart thats torn and very sore.Not as I have anything to show for it,just bad memories and a bunch of other shit. I will stop before I depress the rest of you,for not all of you know what I have been through.Just have to build up a bigger wall,and not let my heart always make the call.

A Confession
A gay man, finally deciding he could no longer hide his sexuality from his parents, went over to their house, and found his mother in the kitchen cooking dinner. He sat down at the kitchen table, let out a big sigh, and said, "Mom, I have something to tell you, I'm gay!" His mother made no reply or gave any response, and the guy was about to repeat it to make sure she'd heard him, when she turned away from the pot she was stirring and said calmly, "You're gay, .. doesn't that mean you have oral sex with other men?" The guy said nervously,"Uh, yeah, Mom, that's right." His mother went back to stirring the pot, then suddenly whirled around and WHACKED him over the head with her spoon and said, "Don't youEVER complain about the taste of my cooking again!"

Confusing
it doesnt matter how i say how i feel.inside my head its pretty confusing.i close my eyes and i can see your face,when im awake i cant stand being on my own.i can sit with friends,but i no longer hear what they say.i cant function without thinking of you,but everytime i do i miss you more.you always make me feel alive,and an unconditional acceptance for who i am.yet my childish fears make me think you'd walk away.id give up everything i have and know,because in my heart i know whats best.i trust myself to do something so life changing,because ive never listened to my heart before,and my life sucks with some of those decisions,yet it shines through my son

Confused
I left him yesterday and I know that I did the right thing. I can't handle the crazy fights. But why does it feel like part of me is lost at sea floating away and I can't swim to it. I wanna cry but I'm just to tired I wanna sleep but I'm all outa pills. I wanna be anywhere in the world as long as it's just him and I. But we can't hide away from the world forever. I wonder what he's doing I wonder if he's thinking of me does he feel just as empty? We break up and make up all the time but never like this there's something in me that makes me feel like this times different. I just want to be in his arms but the only time I'm happy is when we are high and I'm tired of being high. I just feel so blah I wanna be happy but don't know if I can or if I deserve it. I'm not sure if I'm capable of being happy. I don't know who I am with him I've always just been his soul mate now it feels like I don't have a soul.

Conflicts
a poem i wrote after i recieved my first black eye by the bitch lol i walked away from a fight with that was sleepin with my bf lmao .... pensive storm in my mind boils over turmoil turns my insides upside under whispers about you around my ears swirl rumors rumors make me want to hurl fake smiles brighter than the sun they wear walkin around as though without a care darkness steals up in a huge black cloud admist the evil you are in the crowd angry words spew back and forth through our mouths unchecked O'man ive been decked!

Confessions
Confessions I run away from hurt I run away and hide Hoping against hope That I need not decide You talked so sweet You heard and cared How was I to know Or even dared I gave so much I tried to not lie Hoping you would not see The tears I cry You knew the lies You knew them well So much so That I needed to tell I hated myself I railed and ranted Cursing myself For taking you for granted We talked and shared We spoke and learned Honesty works for us So long as we turned To each other Original by Cheryl Gould ©

Confessions
i confess i wish i felt half as pretty as people tell me i ami confess i wish that i could find a guy to love me i confess that i wish i dont feel like such a screw upand that i wish people would stop letting me down i also confess that i put on a front around people i act like i'm always happy but i'm not. i wish i could be as happy as people think i am. i confess i'm so tired of being fake with people and pretending to be something i'm not. i'm sorry im not a size 5, and i dont have big boobs and that my butt is to big. and that i eat. i'm sorry that i dont have blonde hair and blue eyes. and that i'm smart and i'm not afriad to show it . i'm sorry that i can have a "blonde" moment or two. i'm sorry that i'm not perfect. some more confessionsi confess that i'm sick of people pretending to be something they're noti confess that i always think people are lying to me i confess that i wish i was another person sometimesi confess that i'm a bitch, and i push people away but i dont mean to

Confused As All H*ll
thursday my little sister left me a message on the answering machine that Dad had been in an accident and she emailed me and she left the cell number. I haven't called it yet because i;ve got to put that in my cell and i'm scared and upset that the email she said she sent hasn't gotten to my inbox. but i'm worried that if it really bad i'll loose my dad when we've gotten to a good spot in our relationship after years of not seeing him. i just don't know

Confuzzled
OK SO I'VE RECENTLY GONE THROUGH A BREAK UP AND THERE ARE PPL ON FU WHO HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO THEN TRASH ME FOR NO REASON... I DON'T TRASH THEM NOR DO I MEAN TO START SHIT... BUT FOR SOME REASON THEY LIKE TO START SHIT ABOUT ME... ANYHOW THIS BLOG IS ABOUT HOW NOW THAT I'M SINGLE A FEW OF MY EX'S HAVE ASKED ME BACK OUT AND I'M CONFUZZLED CUZ I KEEP TELLING THEM NO I'M NOT READY WHICH IS THE TRUTH BUT YET THERE IS ONE OUT OF THE 3 OF THEM THAT I THINK I STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR BUT HE LIVES IN ONE PROVINCE AND I LIVE IN ANOTHER... WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO

Confessions Of A Submissive In The Making
So I was going to talk about my obsession with the deep sea tonight but I got side tracked. I just downloaded a bunch of music featured in Abby's lab on NCIS (love that broad, btw) and it brought me back to some of my... uhhhh... kinkier nights. I thought I'd share. Anyone here ever actually been to a sex club? Apparently Seattle is a pretty prime place for sex-positive culture. Very open, very experimental, and safe. {Side Note, new obsession = Android Lust. Enjoy listening while you read...} I've always had a dark side to me and it most definitely makes itself known in the bedroom. BDSM is what makes me tick. Control. Power struggles. Destroying someone. Being destroyed. All of it is hot. It makes sense with who I am, but I won't get into the psychology of it. That's for another time, maybe. The point is, I met someone that opened my eyes. Took my hand {or say, neck, by leash and collar?} and walked me into one of Seattle's BDSM sex clubs, turning years

Confused!!!
What is this feeling I have?I seem to be falling for youBut other times I seem to be ok without youI can't be without youOr maybe just without anyoneI think about you all the timeBut why do I have this feeling?I long for your voiceAnd I would die to hear your laugh or your singing voiceBut is this something that could ever beOr merely lust of wanting something you cant not have? These are questions I have to ask myselfWhy let myself fall for something or someone that may never beAre you a game or whatAre you something that I long for? What is this and could it ever be?This is something I have to figure outI thought I knew the answers to my questions But now I am not sure. Some how I seem to second guess my self, Are you real, is what you say for real?Or is this just what I want to hear? In time all questions will be answered. They say all good things come to a end,When will this end I am wondering?I will find the truth I am looking forTime always tells.

Confederate Flags
The other day I was on my home and just a few blocks from my house. Driving the other way down the street was this huge lifted truck flying two banner sized Confederate flags. First off, I don't really understand people who fly the Confederate flag and try to claim it isn't racist. I know they say it's a culture thing and not anything to do with race. But isn't that sort of like flying a NAZI flag and then trying to claim you're just proud of Germany's history and dominance in the 1930s and 40s. The NAZIs weren't just racists. They were fiercely proud Germans. Second, this guy might have just stood up and shouted "I hate niggers!" See, I live in Calgary. Calgary is about as far from the Confederate South as you can get. There's no reason for someone to be flying a Confederate flag here. Someone please try to explain this to me.

Confused
Some questions will forever go unanswered. Some loves will forever go. Things we've never mastered. Things we've never shown. When will my answers come to me? When will my lover be? I've loved you all these years, yet am so confused with you. Are you just playing games with my head?

Confused
So.. I know I said I hate my ex. Well I don't hate him. I just hate the way he is. Sometimes I miss him so much.. but I know for a fact that I will never go back to him. I will never be suckered in by those words that he used to get me to stay with him just because he wanted me at the time. I will never fall for the whole "I love you, I wanna marry you and have kids with you" bullshit! I can't believe I was so fucking stupid! And now look where I am! I knew after the first 6 months things wouldnt work out. But I kept trying.. NEVER AGAIN! He hurt me so much!!! So Nic, I want you to know... I totally changed my mind about you.

Confessions Of A Fake.......
Hi, my name is gerald. I am not matty, nor was I ever matty. Matt is a male ho who plays girls for sex and gives nothing in return. I, Gerald have been using matty's name to destroy him on a website and ruin his reputation among all women. He stole my gf and is now marrying her for her money. Now i leave all of you who obsess about fakes on this website to ruin matty even further. PUNISH HIM! MAKE HIM PAY THE PIPER! Maybe one day i will get justice. .................................. .............................. .................................... ...................................... ..................................... ............................... ................................ ....................................... ........................................ ............................................ .......................................... ....................................... ........................................ ..............................

Confessional (stole From The Wolf)
ill save the schpeal wolf had cause well i cant be assed to type it all out or copy and paste 1.) i lost my virginity when i was 4 because my brothers best friend thought i would make a nice sex toy 2.) for the longest time i thought that sex was the only way to know if someone loved you until i turned 15 and the guy i dated broke up with me the day after he had his way with me 3.) i regret my marriage but not the angels who were spawned from it 4.) i do not joke when i say i have psychic tendancies ever since i can remember i have been able to see the deaths of people in my family it has progressed to include exact details of my daughters conception to birth i knew what she would look like two years before she was even concieved 5.) on occasion i have horrid night terrors 6.) i have a reaccouring night mare of me being 3 inches tall and everyone else being full sized and being stepped on by everyone 7.) when i get in a car i have visions of being in a fatal car accident whil

[confession? ... Do I Have To Call It That?]
Well, I'm jacking this from Wolf... because he's hot. I've done these here and there, probably saying things like "8 things you didn't know about me but I would've told you" So I'll TRY to post some original shit. 1. I popped my black cherry when I was 7, unwillingly and in a friend's bathroom- to this day I am terrified of people putting things near or in my ass.Go figure?That means I really might think you're muscley, handsome or outright GORGEOUS! but guys- I don't wanna fuck you or vice versa. It's cute when you don't take no for an answer... wait, no it isn't. 2. I lost my normal cherry when I was 22 ....stop laughing to a girl I was very much in love with at the time STOP LAUGHING! We broke up- horrifically, and she is the source of much anguish, poetry, guilt, rage, and fear.She's marrying the toolbag that she was cheating on me with that I was 99% sure of (and a major contributor to the breakup) and what her friends later verify.Awesome. 3. I experience -NO- extremes a

Confessional
1- I was stabbed when I was 18...decided to move to Vegas with a 30 year old man..and gee who knew he was a psycho. I was stabbed when trying to leave him after breakin my jaw twice. I finally left after telling him my Dad was dying..and buying a roundtrip ticket. 2-I used to be a cutter...when I was in my early teens. My dad was an alkie..and I just didnt know how to deal with the stress. When I would cut..I CONTROLLED that pain..shitty explanation..but that is why I did it 3-I am TERRIFIED that something will happen and I will be unable to protect my kids..I have ADT seeral guns and a Rottie to help with that..still I check each door and window 3 times before going to bed..OCD moments 4-Imoved out of my parents at 17..me and a friend had an apartmen...and I was raped on New Years Eve by a CU Football player...Korena drove me to the hospital..and even with a partially crushed windpipe and bruises and tears...after going to court..because there was no DNA evidence(his frien

Confusion Tatcis
Confusion TaticsbyAndrew Quintanilla confusion the devils game didn't realize that it came and i wonder can it be tame as i sit in the oddness of it all and let my spirit fall to make my mind be puzzled or find the answer that might lead into another question with no real answer to what im looking for

Confessions Of A "green" Master
What IS a Green Master anyway? Plain and simple, I am. Let’s break that down even farther. If you are here you probably already know what a Master is… a Male Dominant in a D/s relationship. Green… A color, like the grass, the penicillin that is growing on the pizza that has been in the fridge too long, the color of the face of a boy swallowing chewing tobacco juice… But in this case green means new and untested. I am new to the entire lifestyle of Dominant and submissive. That green-ness is made even GREENER by the fact that I am only doing it online. My real life relationship is not open to that idea. I have been involved in the fringes of online D/s-ing for the better part of a year now. Have collared and released one submissive already but I still feel very new. Have sat in on some chats a

Confused
I love the girl I am with and things have been tuff. We both have 3 kids each which makes it harder. She has been talking about moving out to relieve some stress. I don't think that is fair just giving the kids what they want. What do you think?

Confused
Current mood: bummed Category: Writing and Poetry .. I was confused of the matter of thee only leaving it harder to breathe. Standing dying in one hand crying for help in the other. They thought they knew how to cure it all those doctors on call. Locked up crying in time with others pleas for freedome. Alone falling for the love of the devil to believing in gods lies. Feeding bullshit my time only to lose life instead. Never recovering from a night like that. Blacken teeth to not breathing body all cold tighting up when close to dying rest. Confused in the drugs they said would cure all deading dreams. Making you fall harder nest time, No not messed up nor depressed. Forgetting I meant what I said making it easier to lie like the rest. I wont be dragged down again in the pits of hell wishing for death to kiss me.. Everything is my fault you cant deny anything. So why am I to be hiding..

Confussion
Sometimes I get really confussed by things. I'm not sure why, but it happens often. One thing is, if you're not looking for anyone other than the one you are with, why is it that you are on a website catered to adults (not saying that it's porn or anything like that) meeting other adults? If you're happy with the person that you are with, why is it that you can't stop yourself from talking to other women, not mentioning the fact that you have a girlfriend. I love my man, I really do, but things that he does confusses the hell out of me. Out of respect for him, I don't talk to other guys unless they know first hand that I'm taken and that I love my guy with all my heart. But, the thing is, he seems to take it the wrong way when I ask him about it. He says that I'm just too jealous or something to that effect. No, I'm not jealous that he's talking to other people, it's the fact that he doesn't even mention the fact that he's with someone. Maybe I'm paranoid or just plain crazy, but out o

Confused!
Ok IDK how to start this but I need some advice... I met this incredible guy rescently. As soon as I met eye to eye with him the my heart started beating faster. Couldnt believe my eyes! Was it love at first sight? Anyways he seemed to connect to me the same as I did with him. The way he looked at me and kissed me the way he held me tight it just all drove me wild and made me melt. Never had a man give soo much attention and love to me EVER. He treated me like his queen and I loved every minute of it. Then all of a sudden out of no where he completely stopped seeing me and completely ignored me as if I dont exsist anymore. I'm very much confused with that. Not even an explaination from him. Did I come on to him too heavy? That's where I'm confused because he was the same to me as I was to him. All I know is I am sooo hurt and confused. So I stopped talking to him seeing he was ignoring me anyways. What else am I going to do. I know for a fact Im not gonna smother him and beg. I w

Confused
why hide your feelings why hide your pain why not just tell me how you feel stop your hurting inside Tired of not knowing SO confused inside My brain hurts my heart hurts I am confused inside SO confused inside.

Confused As Hell
so like for some reason my ex husband looked me up on myspace and has been talking to me for about a week now. i am so confused cause he has a girlfriend but we are talking like we used to a long time ago before there was ever a problem with our relationship. i don't know what the hell i am thinking or what the hell i should do. i am just so confused i mean here is the man i was in love with for most of my childhood and adult life acting just like the man i feel in love with so long ago. but he has a girlfriend and i don't know what is going on or what he wants from me but talking to him is making all those old feeling come back and i just don't know what to do.

*confused*
"don't favorite, this is copyrighted" (ok, I'm paraphrasing)?... erm, considering how favorite-photos works, and considering that _every_ photo that isn't public domain is (c) by _someone_ (usually by you, if you have legal right to it, but of course so many people here use images illegally and think nothing of it- but that's a subject for another time) - anyhow, that would remove that favorites feature entirely, if that reasoning I read made any sense, which fortunately it doesn't.

" Confused " By: Anonymous
My knees start to shake, when you're in sight. My mind is fillef with wander, my heart with fright. When will this feeling stop? When did it start? I'm so confused. What should i do? I can't think of anything, except you. Should i ignore you, or just give it time? I can't think straight, my heart controls my mind.

Confessions Of The Sinner
Somethings happening here. What it is ain't exactly clear. There's a girl with a bun over there. Telling me you got to beware. It's time we stop, children what's that sound? Everybody look what's going down. Ok..so I changed some settings on my photos and completely took the bread and cheese off the shelf. I don't have VIC or P or VD...haha so my family list stays as is. If you aren't in it, I am sorry. No more room at the inn. I'm barely here any more and I so appreciate everyone who has been there, no matter how much. it totally matters TO ME! Not that many of my "friends or family" will come read this, the ones that do will know. I am unplugging come December. The computer that is. It will be hard for about a week, kinda like quitting smoking. Until you replace it with something else you will make yourself crazy. I'm ahead of the game there though, I am crazy ;) So you can try the old fashion approach and call. I may not be able to answer but if I can I will return the call

Confrontation With Jacob Chapter 15
Confrontation with Jacob I wasn’t looking forward to the day. I was too ashamed to face Bella. I had already decided that I would not be attending biology class today. I got in my car, not feeling very happy with myself at what had transpired yesterday. I drove slowly to school, thinking about how to avoid Bella. I parked my car in its usual place, looking around to see if Bella’s truck was parked yet. It wasn’t here yet, so I hurried into the school, so I would avoid her arrival. Everyone was staring at me, shaking their heads. I just kept my head down and continued on to class. My classes flew by in a daze and it was already lunch time. I started out of my class towards the cafeteria. I entered the cafeteria and all eyes were on me, at that moment I saw Bella, sitting at the table with her friends, head down. Jessica said something to her and she lifted her head and glared at me. I turned around and raced out of the cafeteria. I needed to get away

~confusion Inside Of Despair~
Pain, tears, restriction. Rush from my addictions. Confusion, torture, illusion. Sun, moon, a lights protrusion. Numb, tender, a flow. Clouds breaking, the skies a glow. Old, shattered, and empty. The broken ends you've sent me. Remember the smile that knew me. A lost sense of beauty.

Confused.
I try not to hide and I try not to cry but everytime I do my feelings come alive But no one can see What your doing to me You hurt my feelings And you don't even realize itBut how do you know If I am hurt or not You're not inside my head You don't know my thoughts I try to make you understand but most the time you don't care You say I mean the world to you But your never there You talk to other girls And act like it don't hurt me But it hurts me more Than you will ever see I love you and I want to be with you But how can we be together when you keep getting me confused You act like you want to be with me And sometimes you don't I thought you love me But maybe I am wrong I want to be with you And I'm sick of being confused So if you love me Then what are you gonna do?

The Confusion Continues Constantly
I never heard this Perfect Circle song before tonight - when I was seeking some lyrical partner to help me express my latest question. It turns out it's a good song for my blog as a whole "I AM", plus it has lots of colors in it. The colors relate because I just discovered that a BLUE state meant dems, and a RED state meant reps. I thought it was exactly the opposite. I am trying to decide if there is some sort of linguistic jab in the choice of labeling colors. Dem bones, dem bones, dem DRY bones (I really think Scott Brown will win in MA.) On the other hand, I always heard the term "bleeding heart liberal" which made me think that a RED state was a dem. Really, I am glad that I allow myself to not be a party person, but rather a person who thinks abortions should be legal - but prays that no girl gets one to later bare the scars of remorse she did not know were forming, who thinks successful businesses should be rewarded, that bad company performance should NOT be rewarded, that f

Confessions Of A Hug Dealer
CONFESSIONS OF A HUG DEALER FROM TODAY TILL V_DAY IM GIVING OUT FREE HUGS TO ALL THE WOMEN OUT THERE. A WARNING THO!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM A HUG DEALER PLEASE REMEMBER THE FIRST HUG IS ALWAYS FREE CAUSE, It's JUST TO GET YOU HOOKED, THE next one is gonna cost ya cause i know im gonna keep ya coming back for more, IT is also believe that hugging may lead to even more addictive activities including, but not limited to, kissing and cuddling. And ladies lets not forget i am TEDDY BEAR, who doesn't want to take a teddy bear to bed with them every night ;)

Confessions Of A Anti-point/level Hippie...the Blog
Once upon a time there was a fubarian who didnt give a crap about points or levels and heres the story of why. Many many moons ago i joined up to fubar after a friend on another website called TRIBE invited me. Being a fan of social networking sites i joined up and thought it was alot different then the rest with a much different tone and focus. I had never encountered such a site before that seemed faster paced then say myspace and points and levels were involved. I confess the breathe of fresh air of change made me get caught up in it. I made it my business to level up FAST. I posted lots of pics and rated other peoples albums and such and yes even bought a VIP membership so i could post MORE pics AND i bought the thingy where your blast runs for a month...did that several times. Quickly i ranked up higher and higher....i didnt look at the whole rank thing as me being more important or better then anyone lower,it was the CHALLENGE that sucked me in and made me ambitious...like someo

Confessions Of A Fool
No matter how hard I tried... all i seem to do is make u cry...... i would give anything to heal your heart... and mend every single part... of your soul that i have broken.... and say all the words left unspoken... i quietly hurt you for far too long... never admitting that i was wrong... you gave me your heart and soul... but i took it all and left an empty hole... never even saw your pain.... your tears hidden by the rain... i was a selfish and foolish man, all you wanted was to hold my hand.... i left you when you asked me to stay... and i took you for granted day after day.... i never made you feel like a woman... just made u feel like a needed hand... you gave up soo much for me.... yet i was too blind to see... how i made you give up everything... i took more than i knew.... and the pain just grew... i wish i never hurt you... but i put everyone and everything before you you deserve so much more.... i wish i'd shown you how i adore... evey lil thing a

Conflicted
I feel like either the shittiest person in the world right now, or the dumbest. Neither title I wish to have, but I have one of them. I'm just not sure which one. I broke up with Matt. On a voicemail. A fucking voicemail. How cheap is that? How pathetic is that? I know I had no other way of doing it. It's not like he'd answer his phone or lives here. But I feel awful. I feel broken. Either I'm getting played like a fiddle, or I just added to his pain... And I know he's been gone for a month, but I get it. I know nobody else does, but I do. When Donnie broke up with me and called off our engagement the day after Christmas, I fell apart. And not because of that; because of everything that I kept built up inside of me over the last million years. I crashed. I took a 2.5 month break from life. The only people I talked to or saw were my parents and my psychologist and psychiatrist. I refused to answer texts, voicemails, emails, shit on Fubar or Facebook. I shut down completely and I didn

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Confused...
Pray for me everyone. I'm soo confused about my husband right now its not even funny. When I met him in march I already had a son from a previous relationship. I ended up getting pregnant in May, with a baby girl. He moved down here at the end of June. We got married November 18th of last year. Had my baby girl December 8th. Everything was going great with us until he lost his job about 2 months ago. We have been staying with my mom. And he just basically quit caring all together about having a job. Our income tax came right about that time. So he's been just gung ho about staying at home. For the past 2 months, I have felt like I'm single with a roommate that just happens to the father of my baby girl and husband. Since he has moved in with us, he has not had to do dishes once, take out the trash or anything. I do all of this. All he does is Snooze all day till about 3-5pm. Wakes up, then logs onto World of Warcraft. Plays it all freaking night, pausing maybe twice if I insist he help

Confusion
I was literally run over by a car 2 years ago, and among my many new things to adjust to I have traumatic brain injury which means its hard for me to remember or learn new things.My daughter, Trinity (here on fubar) has been doing stuff for me to get me started here. I kinda had it figured out a little , but now I'm hopelessly lost again. "sighs"

Confessions Chapter !
I’ve decided to be catholic for the day and confess all my sins… Well not all that would take years obviously and a lot of pages… Maybe we should call this Confessions Chapter 1. I had a crush on someone on fu. He intrigued me more then I was comfortable with. It ended badly that friendship but I blame myself for that. Yes I am still in love with Jeff and will always be but I will and still to this day believe that there are people out there that will catch your eye and inspire you. For what counts he did that! No there are no gory details about late nights… you people can be pervy! When I got knocked up im pretty sure it was the night I had a threesome… I have been with almost the same amount of boys as girls. When I met Witchie she was a little hostile, but I have seriously never felt so close to a woman in my life. I can honestly say that I could see her everyday without getting annoyed I don’t hate the shit hawk. I

Confused
I feel like I want a relationship and when I first get in one Im happy and excited but as it slowly trails on I still feel like I have an empty spot in my heart. I am trying my damndest to keep and love the soldier im with. Maybe there is just something wrong with me. Maybe I just should be alone for ever...but if that was the case then why am I still fighting myself to be with this man who loves me so much.

Confirmed And Plugged In
“As I grow in faith through the years I will sometimes struggle but mostly learn. I know my family and friends will be with me every step of the way of my faith journey. I know I am sinful and imperfect but I know that God will not stop loving me. I am confident that God is with me every step of the way and especially on my Confirmation day. Jesus leaves an exciting spirit and connection here at Bethany.” Yesterday at Bethany Lutheran Church we had eleven students get confirmed – that is, they’ve complete a three-year Bible study and service program (confirmation) concurrent with them finishing ninth grade (class of 2013) – and one of their assignments was to compose a one page statement of what their faith means to them. There were excerpts from their statements in yesterday’s bulletin and Pastor Janet recommended that it might be a good idea for those of us reading them who write journals ourselves to work on one of our own. That gave me

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I see we can enter in fubar using facebook,but saw news. Two weeks ago, social networking giant Facebook announced a radical new vision for the Internet - all online activity involving Facebook would be "social by default." Think about what that means: All of your personal information, and all of your online activity, automatically shared by Facebook with anyone, anytime it wants to, without your permission. Best to have good spyware programs. Peace

Confess
so i have to confess i already have Christina Aguilera's new cd. and i like it haha. the first song is great. the second is okay. woohoo is fun.and the next song reminds me of Goldfrapp. But when the album gets slows, it gets boring. but overall I like it. yeah. thats all i have tonight.

#2 Confession To That One Guy.. Maybe He Knows How He Is..
seems so stupid and somewhat ill mannered thinking of you ritually unwillingly would you blame me if i made the mistake of confessing what would you say if i expressed the, the thoughts that never fail to race through my head it hurts me thinking of you it physically hurts me thinking of you seems so worn and somewhat tired dedicating time of day to lost cause what words would i say if you cared enough to hear my voice and what kind of people would we be if we were together? it tears me apart wanting you it tears me mentally apart wanting you can you not comprehend? id welcome you with open mind. ive been climbing skyscrapers and altering lifestyles ive been charging dreams to maxed out futures i can only fantasize for so long c'mon baby lets dance lets invent a new form of romance lets give each other a chance to break down the barriers of past it makes me smile it makes me unknowingly smile its getting harder to ignore the obvious feelings they climb up and down all along the ha

???confusion???
How can I get a grip, when my fingers constantly slip?Some can't deal with the stress, figuring that out isonly half the test. Helping fix other people's situationsis something I'm good at, but why is it still somethingI have to work at? I'm lost right now. It's like I'mrunning through a maze blindfolded. It's a paralyzingfeeling, like being trapped in box. I can't move. I'm surrounded by doubt and confusion. Something's missingMaybe it's love, maybe it's a material object. The confusion what really screwing me up. I'll figure it out, it's just writing it down kinda helps the the situation out. This started out as a poem..... LOOK HOW CONFUSED I AM. LOL

Confessions Of A Broken Heart
Pain... Tension... Fatigue...Depression... Anger, Aggression, Frustration. All these unwanted sensations - Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind. Repeating, resisting, insisting - Refusing to be denied its recognition Of its position in my Frustration, Confusion, Delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to gain By forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused, unclear, out of control, My world spinning, spinning, spinning, My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic, Like fine sands running through my hands, I'm losing my mind.

Confusion
i listen to the rain as it hits the window pane...damn its drivin me insane. bout to loose controlmy heart is turning so cold with hateredand pain ...something i cant tame ... cant blame it on the rain... hatered ,is it something a person should claim or is it something ur to deal with and fullfill it? whatever it may be... i cant see for the rain got me seeing in red...bout to loose my headmy thoughts i want to shed ... put my feelings to bed... so lost for the fog of confusion...time is my enemy... dont know which way the sun will riseshould i close my eyes or face my fears ...so tired of all these years filled with tears ...tell me should i face my fears like a monster whohides under your bed at nite? i know it dont sound rightbut its now and never later ... im the one putting this on paper...i couldnt be no faker... or be ur taker...stop tryin to get in my head. my thoughts would have u wishin u were dead. like i said ... u couldnt handle the unspoken words that could be said...

The Conflict Between Canonical And Gastronome Cooking
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Confused... Then Again...
12:40am PST So my weekend went by pretty quick. I had a busy week but it seemed like it would drag forever. I've been going to the gym about 2-3x per week when time permitted, but I went in for an impromptu, yet informal interview sometime last week, only to find out that they decided to turn it into a real interview, which again I had no clue whatsoever. I got called back on Monday to go in for a 2nd interview on Tuesday, and found out later that day I got one of the 2 jobs I'd interviewed for, which i didn't know was for a 2nd job anyway. So Anywho... my phone decided to just completely shut down on Monday night. I didn't do anything to it and it wouldn't powe on or anything... to top things off i lost ALL my pictures and music and everything. Also, the backup phone I had wasn't responding do it was the day off days! Then my b/f asked me if anything was wrong cuz I hadn't responded to his texxts, so I called him and told him about my phone problem ad gave him back up number.

Confusing Fubar Colors
To many colors fubar makes. Now I need to figure out what dark green, orange, and purple means. I know what light green, blue, pink, white, and red are now. Grr! Please please please help if you can. Thank you!!

Confuzzlement
Soooo... say you have a friend of the opposite gender that you met in college. You hung out a lot, but never really went "there" for various reasons. Fast forward to the interwebz age, some 15ish years later, and you find them on facebook. This is someone who's never been overtly emotional or expressive. Yet, after chatting occasionally online for a few months, they start signing their notes with "Love You" or " ♥ " or whatnot. What does it mean?

Confusion
Confusion:CONFUSION SWALLOWS ME...it WONT LET ME BE SAVE ME ..SAVE ME WHERE DO I HAVE TO GO , WHERE DO I HAVE TO GOAND HOW DO I DESERVE THE RIGHT.....FALLING INTO THE NIGHT It TAKES ME ON LETS ME DOWNTURNS MY WORLD ALL AROUNDSO GO AHEAD AND LET ME DOWN..JUST LET ME DOWN....AND THEN, SAVE ME CONFUSION AMIDST MY HEARTWELL IM NO PARTANGUISH...FROM THE STARTFALLING ..FALLING APART It TAKES ME ON LETS ME DOWN TURNS MY WORLD ALL AROUND SO GO AHEAD AND LET ME DOWN..JUST LET ME DOWN...AND THEN, SAVE ME..SAVE ME BEFORE THE CONFUSION...SWALLOWS ME

Confused.....
They go to work come home and dont say anything to you and they head straight for the game.They finally go to sleep and then they wake up the next day and do it all over again.They only pay attention to you when they want to.They think that being in the same room with you all day is spending time together,even when their back is turned to you the whole time. They only do things when they want and they refuse to do anything u want unless u beg and plead with them untill you feel you have irratated them so you walk away, then they feel like they have to so they get ready,but by that time you dont want to because you feel as though you have upset them.When u ask them to watch a movie with you or lay with you, they say things like IN A MINUTE....but that minute never comes, or YEA..but they stay in the computer chair and only watch the movie from the side. You tell them your feelings and yet they just blow them away like they never even mattered in the first place. You cry

Confined Spirit
A mellow and melancholy shell, Am I friend or foe, Am I protector or destroyer, Am I good or evil, I don’t know. Full of love and compassion, I am strong. Full of rage and hate, I become stronger. In a cage my spirit waits Feeding and growing, My heart and eyes hold the key that will release, A raging merciful beast, When the time is right. The beastly spirit takes control When a threat appears, Then the bell will toll And I become the bigger threat. Women and children must not be harmed, Or men who harm the precious will need an alarm. My confined spirit awaits in time, Time for release. With passion, love, hate, and rage, All threat will seem lifeless like a dead sage, After my spirit’s wrath turns the page. A spirit in a cage Rests to protect, Feeds on emotion, Grows on rage. With this beast within I will be done in, Others will be short of a protector, I wouldn’t be whole. Without the cage and key I have

Confused
Im so confused and dont know wut to do I love him with all my heart but he fills my heart with lies I just wish that it could be real and not pretend thats all I want is for this to be real "hurt" "anger" "love" is wuts in my leg carved it there so i'll never forget the hurt anger and love I feel I thought I found something finally to make me whole again after loosing my girls but it feels like im fixen to loose again its like a never ending battle that im always going to loose at no matter what I do I can give u my heart and my soul but it seems its never good enough for u.. all I want to know is why all the lies... I have came clean and told u about my life I told u things no one else knows but its seems all I get back in return are lies I cry and cry cause do u realize how worthless and sad I feel inside like I can never truely be loved like I want to be loved maybe Im expecting to much when everyone else tells me I've always expected to little I changed my life I changed everything

Confidence.
No, this isn't about self-esteem. I probably have an adequate number of both positive and negative opinions of myself. This is about what's said IN confidence. People can tell me whatever they feel like telling me. I don't care if it's solely a serious discussion, or a casual conversation with passing remarks of a serious nature: I'm a pretty good judge of what I can repeat and what I should keep the fuck to myself. Just over a month ago, in a regular, day-to-day, friendly conversation, the topic of work was brought up. Not by me, mind you. I try to stay as far away from that subject as I can get. Basically, in a polite response to a question about how work was going, I mentioned how work had become ridiculously stressful.. and if things didn't get better in our territory soon, the thought of asking for a demotion had crossed my mind. Mistake! That comment came back to haunt me more than four weeks later, and I had to spend valuable time I didn't really have this morning to expla

Confessions Of A Hopeless Romantic (part 1)
What makes us attracted to one another? is it the look of their eyes when they look into ours?, the way they look at us everyday like the first time? (you know lighting up like a christmas tree), or the way their beautiful, long (past the waist),dark hair looks that always gets my....our attention when it's down and wet.......(careful) Whatever the feeling is it's indescribable to those who have never been through it, having felt this many times it still gives me chicken skin (goose bumps) when it does happen....... not all of those situations go the way we want them to, the girl or guy could be with someone and on the surface could look happy, but upon further learning, you find out that it was just what I like to call "surface happiness" and that things at home couldn't be happier. But after talking and hanging around them for a while you find that feeling you got when you first saw them wasn't just on the surface it's deeper so deep in fact that every time you talk to them or are a

Confessions Of A Hopeless Romantic (part 2).......last Of A Dying Breed
As things are forever changing certain things that used to be the norm are replaced by something that is nothing like the previous....hence changing times....but there are some things that once changed, the whole meaning, purpose is looked at differently.......case in point, it was once cool to be considered a Gentleman......meaning that being a gentleman, you actually paid attention to what your parents enshrined in you from the beginning and have brought that into your adulthood and have a great life.....respected and highly thought of. But these days the meaning and even feeling has changed where as you were still considered a man by expressing your feelings back then now even the slightest concern for anything (that's not money) will get you funny looks and your manhood questioned like all of a sudden just because you stop to care about somebody you don't really know your laughed at and called soft.....now don't get me wrong there are situations where being considerate gets taken a

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Is it possible to have loved before, lose it, and never love again? after you have been single for as long as I have these thoughts creep in every so often and it makes me wonder......is there a reason why I can't find the one that will make me whole, someone who infuses me with happiness just by the sound of her voice?. How many times can one have love come around, it's been 10 years for me since I felt love as it should be (the kind of love that will never have an explanation it just is) was foreign to me and I rejected it (foolish I know) but at the time I was young and didn't know the things I know now. And since then the women I've met have come close to what I let slip through my fingers but it always fell apart, whether it be that I'd see something in them that when I was all wide-eyed didn't see before, or she "was interested" in the beginning but after a while become more distant. At first I felt like it was a curse that had been put on me by love to punish me for giving away

Confused
i dont know what to think i am told that she loves me and that makes me feel happy but i have someone else that i am happy with i just dont know she is my daughters mom and of course i love her but i love my angel also i am so damn confused why does this always happen.

Confucius Not Know What To Say!
Confucius not know what to say! Confucius of Borg: Assimilate others who you would want to assimilate you. Confucius say: (with cold) Man who kwitisize moduwator get node bwoke. Confucius say: All blonde not blonde by cracky Confucius say: All men eat, but Fu Manchu. Confucius say: America Good Place to Put Chinese Restuarant. Confucius say: Australia Good Place to Put Chinese Restaurant. Confucius say: Baby ill-conceived in automatic car shiftless bastard. Confucius say: Baseball is wrong. Man with four balls cannot walk! Confucius say: Before becoming master fisherman, must be master baiter. Confucius say: Better to sleep with chicken than to choke it. Confucius say: Bird in hand makes hard to blow nose Confucius say: Blonde who fly upside down have crack up. Confucius say: Boiling water is very hot! Confucius say: Boy & girl go camping together sure to have naughty intent. Confucius say: Boy fool with girl in wrong period get caught red handed. Confucius say: Boy go

Confession
An elderly man walks into a confessional. The following conversation ensues: Man: 'I am 92 years old, have a wonderful wife of 70 years, many children, grandchildren, and great grandchildren. Yesterday, I picked up two college girls, hitch-hiking. We went to a motel, where I had sex with each of them three times.' Priest: 'Are you sorry for your sins?' Man: 'What sins?' Priest: 'What kind of a Catholic are you?' Man: 'I'm Jewish.' Priest: 'Why are you telling me all this?' Man: 'I'm 92 years old ..... I'm telling everybody!'

Confessions Of A Lingerie Princess
I am not really into brand names or designer fashions... the large price tags on shoes, handbags and jeans. I am more of a practical level-headed spender. I buy things that are classic, or appealing to me and not that often..although my closet brimmeth over... I am a collector of sorts buying the odd piece of clothing here and there.. mix and matching to what i already have, or sometimes, not match , just for the ecclectic effect... or I add my own artistic touches to things, making it unique with fabrics and detailing, a cut and sew here and there..I do not buy trendy things or discard last season's clothes to make room for new ones..In a nut shell, I am pretty low maintenance and thrifty as far as clothes go. To call me a princess or a diva when referring to fashion, I would cringe at the best of times, for I feel that is definitely not a word to describe me.Except... I have a secret passion... a passion for lingerie... pretty underwear and undergarments that are ribbons and lace. Ye

Confusion
So I leave this site figuring that I had figured out what to do next only to find myself back here again.Please all of you dedicated Fubar-ites don't take this the wrong way this is a very good site.I just thought that I might have been going thru a phase.Although some area's of my life I feel have gotten better.The loneliness aspect has been amplified.I started going out again only to feel out of place.Did the online dating thing,only to come to the conclusion that it was a waste of money and time.So I find myself back at square one.Anybody got any idea's?

Confusion ( Part2 ) A Letter To Myself
Dear Jerry.You think by now you would have figured out by now that you are a cursed man.Or are you?Although you do many good things very well you always end up defeated.Why???What is it that you are missing or lacking?Is it the fact that you are the type of person who puts everyone you have let into your life before yourself,even to the point of taking the blame,the fall?Is it the fact that you sacrifice too much in the belief that if you do it will come back to you?You are called an enabler by several inwhich you allow others to take advantage of you.You see Jerry YOU feel that if YOU are or everybodies friend or if You have attributes that other people can draw from it makes YOU look good.YOU fit in.Why do you do that? Has it worked?Is it working?Where are you this morning?Sitting in front of your pc depressed.Actually if you pay a little more attention to YOU and who YOU are YOU wouldn't find yourself where YOU are right now.But see Jerry,in thinking about you I figured something ou

The Confederate Flag And Free Speech: It's Long Past Time To Stop Mythologizing Our Ancestry
The Confederate flag and free speech: It's long past time to stop mythologizing our ancestry Published: Wednesday, March 16, 2011, 7:00 AM By Guest Columnist By Jeffrey Fuller After reading about Ken Webber, the Medford school bus driver who was fired for refusing to remove a Confederate battle flag, which he called an expression of his "redneck" identity, from the antenna of his truck while parked at a local school, I was reminded of my own upbringing in Missouri near the home of the notorious Confederate guerrilla and outlaw Jesse James. Coming of age in an area where Southern sympathies still exist, where Jesse James is still celebrated (even I, a liberal historian, struggle not to brag about the nearness of my roots to this legendary and murderous man), and where the "Dukes of Hazard" just made sense, I've often found contradictions in the realities and fictions surrounding the South and an understanding of who we are as individuals. The brief background information about Web

Confused By The Different Methods And Pills Offered To Cure Sexual Disorders?
Are you worried about how to enlarge the penis size quickly and easily? Probably you are fed up with your penis size and finally decided to do something for it. Of course there are Enlargement Pills available in the market today. But before you do something wrong you must also know some of the facts related to this problem faced by majority of men today. One of the misconceptions relating to the Enlargement Pills is that men believe that it is a long term treatment. Some believe that exercising is a fast way to increase in size and it is natural and inexpensive. This is not true, and it will take its own time depending on the persons’ human body. Most of the sexual disorders are due to various different reasons and long term treatments are not the right way to find solution for it. In the past surgery was the only option however it is far too risky and can actually cause serious damage if something goes wrong so it's really a last resort. There are Creams and penis pumps; how

Confused
Im best friends with the most amazing woman in the world and i love her with all my heart and soul and she knows how i feel about her.I know she cares about me and worrys abt me as and loves me as a friend. im confused beacuse i dont know if she has feelings for me and if she would ever really wanna date me.I would do anything for her shes my world if it wasnt for her i would have probably killed myself a few years ago she keeps me inline and sets me straight and i thank her for that

[confirmed Bachelor]
Y'know that's a euphamism for "gay" now? Huh... weird, I still kinda like the sound of it though. Well kids, I'm pretty much broke, and everyone around me is kind of a moody sop. Go figure. That being said though, I am in the process of making beef stew and making a contingency plan for becoming some whacked out survivalist recluse in bumblescum eastern kansas. Oh yeah... I can disappear, but I gotta have money first, maybe there's some existing homesteader grants out there, but man... life sure was a lot cooler when you could pay a doctor with livestock, and could post a fence to claim land. Well water and outdoor bathrooms... ... ... and its not some ecoterrorist bleeding heart bullshit, or tinfoil schizophrenia. Just a daydream at this point. I think I'm gonna read a book about jamming/pickling. Then I'm gonna read a book about vegetable gardens. Then I'm gonna read a book about meat curing. Maybe after I finish Monte Christo. I know people off grid. I'd still want sex and to

Confessions Of An Explosive Libido...(repost Plus)
Ok, so it's not a completely accurate title but here goes. I have for the most part led a charmed life. Although it did not always start out that way. I was picked on a lot when I was younger but the one saving grace about it all is that the only people who were ever nice to me...the only gender was women. I love women and women as a gender in whole...I have no shame in admitting it. My mom is a woman...my sister is a woman...and for the most part, just as there are women who have mostly male friends....I have a lot of female friends. I feel comfort with women. Been living with them since my dad died when i was 14. I have acquired a lot of understanding about women and women issues(no shame in going to the store to buy maxipads if you get my drift). My only issue is when I am very testosterone driven which gets me into trouble more times than not....as most women would exclaim...."Men!" However, I have always been treated very well by women and I feel that I will be spending the rest o

Confessions....
everyone kept asking me... why i quit drinking... apparently i'm not allowed to just say i'm done they figured there must be some logical explination... maybe he got a girlfriend? (you can quit laughing fuckers) maybe he got some disease from some skank he took home(wrong.... condoms the glass slippers of our generation) maybe he blacked out and set some guy on fire in the dumpster... again? (it happens folks) well... i have a confession... there was a reason... and it's a little hard to talk about... i couldn't bring myself to do it in person... but i've mustered the courage and... think it's time you guys know see i was involved in a near-tragic hit and run accident... where 3 kids and a grandmother were killed on their way to church from what i remember i thought jack in the box was a great idea as i stumbled home after consuming way too much tequila the rest is a bit of a blur but i found puke in my floorboard and a box of half eaten jelly donuts anyway when i woke up t

Conflicted On Lyrics
OK I've got a few lyrics written but i don't know which ones would make for a good song so please message me with your verdicts about the following. Slip Of The Lip: Tonight I'm freezing insideLooking up at you floating afarLet's go back to the shore over thereThe sky painted in deep blackAt the end of todayI become unbound burning empty feelingsDon't be stuck on just one ideaTake your mind off of the pastA lie and a lie and a lieAnd a slip and a slip and a slip of the lip Tonight I'm freezing insideLooking up at you floating afarLet's go back to the shore over thereThe sky painted in deep blackAt the end of todayI become unbound burning empty feelingsDon't be stuck on just one ideaTake your mind off of the past A lie and a lie and a lieAnd a slip and a slip and a slip of the lip Don't you remember you've broken my heart ?We've come to the end so let's go to the startRain wipes off your dry tearsJust try to find somethingI'm lost so far and I can't hold my breathTake it all a

Confused
My brother has a girlfriend that he escorts around like he is all about her. He does stuff for her and leads everyone to believe he is with her, however, he seems to want to be elsewhere. I have not had a girlfriend for over 7 years, if I had someone that would follow me around like a puppy, I would get the biggest ring, so I could have the ball and chain. The ball and chain is not bad, is it, especially if you have fun, right? I am so confused. I think that I will be a Kung-Fu monk, lol.

Confused
What do I do now Can anyone show me how To see what I hope to find Someone who is gentle and kind To show me that love that is lost One who understand what it will cost To show me How beautiful I can be Cause all I see is the ugly face Of someone who has fallen from grace Where are you now I ask And are you willing to take this task Of unlocking me from this pain inside And show me it’s no longer time to hide

Confusion
Sitting here thinking of you Trying not to be blue I should be glad But I’m not, I’m oh so sad I have no idea why We can’t at least try We’ve been through so much Oh how I’m going to miss your touch Where did it all go wrong I thought we were strong Always remember I love you That’s something I’ll always do

Confucius
On wisdom, Confucius say... Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok. Man who run in front of car get tired. Man who run behind car get exhausted. Man with one chopstick go hungry. Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. War not determine who is right, war determine who is left. Man who drive like hell, bound to get there. Man who stand on toilet is high on pot. Man who live in glass house should change clothes in basement. Man who sit on tack get point! Man who jump off cliff, jump to conclusion! Man stuck in pantry have ass in jam. When called an idiot sometimes is better to be quiet than to open mouth and remove all doubt. Man who behaves like an ass will be the butt of those who crack jokes. He who thinks only of number one must remember this number is next to nothing. Man who put head on railroad track to listen for train likely to end up with splitting headache. He who buries a man's wife alive, should not expect t

Confucius 2
Man who drop watch in toilet have ****** time. Man who sneezes without tissue takes matters in his own hands. Man who take sleeping pill and laxative on the same night will wake up in deep ****. A bird in hand makes hard to blow nose. House without toilet is uncanny. Man who cut self while shaving, lose face. He who eats too many prunes, sits on toilet many moons. Man who stick foot in mouth get athlete's tongue. Man that go to bed with itchy butt wake up with sticky fingers. Man who fart in church sit in own pew. Crowded elevator smell different to midget. Grease monkey who go to bed without bathing wake up oily in the morning. Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. Man who eat many prunes get good run for money.

Confucius On Sex
Virginity like bubble: one prick, all gone.Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day.Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ.Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house. Panties not best thing on earth, but next to it. Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night. Man with tight trousers is pressing his luck. Man kicked in testicles left holding bag. Woman who wear jockstrap have make believe ballroom.It take many nails to build crib, but one screw to fill it.Secretary not permanent fixture until screwed on top of desk.Hole happy, whole body happy. Wash your face in the morning, neck at night. Don't drink and park, accidents cause people. Dumb man climb tree to get cherry, wise man spread limbs. State of pregnancy exist when woman takes seriously something poked in fun. Man who plays with self, pulls boner.Passionate kiss like spider's web, soon lead to undoing of fly. Marriage is like game of poker. You start with pair and end with

Confusion
I love you, but now im not so sure, we have a second chance before us, and now I doubt that our fairy tale will come true. So many say we are perfect together, and yet they know not the truth, how badly I long to truly be yours, feel your arms around me at night, yet now it seems as though, its been nothing but a dream. Your all I ever wanted, but now I have to ask, am I all you truly have ever wanted as well?

Confessions Of Souls
i storm your body like a wave of thunder claping through the sky over and under dancing in the rain till life isnt the same i reach in for a gental kiss and you fall away like life dismissed sent me down to my personal hell now hate , pain and greed i live well my demons fly free at least now there not bound inside me take my hand and you will see this new life you have givin me i kiss your lips to taste your wine lets dance like fireflys across the nights sky and dream of our time a time we spent by the lake apart we fly into eachothers arms i reach in for a gentle kiss and you fall away like life dismissed back down into my personal hell only this time i dont know who it was that fell souls are dieing riped apart like an orange trying to start start a new life to save my mind once again i see your light i start to quiver as it draws near you are my all but the sight of you demands fear you come into my cage and speek to me of a rampage a rampage on the d

Confused
So i have no idea what is going on. I created a random mumm just like so many other people on here do. I get a message saying it was removed because it had NSFW content, which nothing at all about it was NSFW. Now I cannot post mumms, and can't get any response as to why my other one was taken down to begin with.

Confined
I won't always be able to confine this monster in here She grows stronger with my lust, my anger, my fear And feasts upon my heartbroken tears She portrays my inner ambitions But with only the worst of intentions Has no knowledge of shame or feelings of disregard For she has no remore and no heart Revels in vengence and acts of impulsion Refuses forgiveness but admires the notion She's a poison that eats away at my mind Her escape from that place will come in time And by then I'll only be an empty shell For her to control in her own twisted hell.

Confusion?
...maybe I read this wrong, but I'm confused. Help? I could have sworn he said I didn't need to resubmit it....then told me to again. I gave up, lol. Per: Are you on? I have a question. 10:04am TeRRy: whats up? 10:05am Per: I was just wondering why a salute of mine was rejected last night, lol. Here's the link. fubar.com... 10:08am TeRRy: re submit that 10:08am Per: okay. 10:09am Per: done...along with another one. 10:28am Per: It was rejected again. Said it was hard to read. 10:28am TeRRy: who told you that? 10:30am Per: The Outlaw 10:30am TeRRy: put it up...I will take care of it resubmit it 10:31am Per: I just don't want to get my account suspended or deleted. And the other one I submitted hasn't been approved/rejected at all. I put them both up at the same time. 10:32am TeRRy: u won't submit it I will take care of it 10:32am P

Confusion
I’m love written would you leave me along, I’m so broken don’t try and fix me, I’m so alone there’s no need to try and hold me, I’m so imperfect am I who you really want? Shut the door don’t let anybody in, Close the blinds don’t let the sun shine in, Turn off the lights don’t want you to see what you do to me, Go away your touch can’t heal me Put a lock on my heart be as cold as them, Zip up my soul don’t let anyone see the real me, Wear a mask to hide away my tears, Cast everyone aside so I can face my fears I’m love written and I won’t let you know, I’m so broken and only you can fix me, I’m so alone all I want is for to hold me, I’m so imperfect do you still love me? Shut the door and stay with me, Close the blinds don’t want anyone else to see, Turn off the lights and hold me, Go away heal my troubled mind Unlock my heart help me feel li

Confronting With A Great American Political Pundit
Bill O'reilly is one of America's highly prolific commentators whose FOX News Channel program The O'Reilly Factor airs Monday through Fridays at 8 PM Eastern/Pacific 7 PM central in most cities)

The Confession
Desert sands and tidal waves, Open arms and closed lips, Holding hands with faked smiles, Heart of love with a soul of lust Mind on you when head’s gone, Eyes open but their wired shut, Voice tender but we’re spewing hate, Body smooth but skin deep we’re bruised and battered We’ve disappeared along the way, A lot to talk about but nothing to say, Echoes of lovers past names fade but the memories remain, Walking a thin line with vision strain Trying to pour my heart out feels like I’m brain dead, Trying to tell you the trust but I lie to you instead, My conscious eats away at me with your voice playing over in my head, Raging wars with myself while you’re laying in my bed So I’ll make you my religion my only escape, From the man who I am to who you want me to be, Free from all the lies I told you to believe, Believe me this time please don’t leave

Confused
I was surfing online the whole day been doing it for three straight days. But suddenly now I feel down. I feel sad. I feel angry. I feel annoyed. I feel frustrated. I love watching movies, but now i don't want to watch anything. I always love trying and tasting new food but now i feel sick just thinking of eating. Been suffering insomia for years on and off and this never happened to me before. Guess something out of sync in my body and emotions. Son't like feeling this way. But I can't help myself. I have an idea of what or who is causing thi but I don't want to tell him so. I have no right to tell him anything. So I guess I just have to endure this mode until this pass. I want to tell you that I feel this way But i'm afraid that it might drive you away Lost you once before Finding you now means more than the world I must be content I must hide what I feel I'll just have to love you In my fantasy Even if it means i'm just words to you Something you read and react to It'

Confidential
Confidential Scatterbrained and frantic is everyday trivial that turns into intimate elasticity Posing that whisper is like feeling that warm electricity Heavy reviews and silent collections are many opinions that sneak into happy thoughts Looking at seeking is there to be caught Exquisite moments are stolen in time by the hands of being kind All feelings are laid to bear in being oh, so fine I can see you before me, and feel you after me Your eyes are so captivating, that is what I see Honey, I can feel you stretched out before my feet Slowly and step-by-step we can truly meet Acerbic and entertaining we are on a variety of subjects in lust This is confidential and in this, we trust…

Conformed Into His Image
CONFORMED INTO HIS IMAGE We live in a fallen, broken world where hardship and adversity are a way of life We have to deal with pain and suffering that can cause a lot of confusion and strife We often face heartache and sorrow that many times makes us feel empty and alone We sometimes feel like giving up under the weight so we start to complain and groan. The promise of God is that in the midst of all this he is working it out for our good We have to believe His word and stand in faith even when things are not understood He uses these things in our lives to change us and bring about a new way of behavior He knows just how much it will take to transform us to bring out Christ like character. We can choose to rejoice in our sufferings because God promises us He is in control He tells us that by enduring suffering we learn to persevere and do away with the old We are told that through perseverance our character is being changed and made new When perseverance has finish

Conference Usa, Sun Belt
SAN FRANCISCO -- Warming up in the bullpen, Barry Zito could hardly see when triple amputee Marine Cpl. Courtney Upshaw Womens Jersey . Nick Kimmel hopped out of his wheelchair on a new pair of prosthetic legs to throw out the ceremonial first pitch with his right arm and lone remaining good limb. Matt Cain provided the highlights of that emotional pregame Memorial Day moment for his fellow San Francisco starter, who has aided the young veteran with emotional and financial support through his Strikeouts for Troops foundation. Zito then took the mound himself and outpitched Trevor Cahill in a matchup of former Oakland Athletics All-Stars, and Brandon Belt helped back his day with an RBI triple in the Giants 4-2 win against the Arizona Diamondbacks on Monday. "It was kind of unfortunate I couldnt be a part of it. I couldnt really look down there and see what was going on," Zito said of watching Kimmel, who came to spring training this year with other Marines. "I talked to Cainer and he s

Conflicted
So conflicted. They say the heart has reasons that reason doesn’t understand. I believe that, because my head and my heart are clearly not on the same page. I have wasted so many years in shit relationships and not thinking or believing I was worthy of love or happiness. I spent a lot of time building up these seemingly impenetrable walls thinking they would protect me. Walls in place keep you safe right? Safe means not letting anyone close. Not letting them in to see what a vulnerable mess you actually are. Because once you start to let people in and actually give a damn they leave right? Or they take that vulnerability and use it against you. Each time I got hurt along the way…….another brick added to my emotional fortress. On the outside I appear to have my shit together. Inside there is a war raging. It takes a lot for me to open up to anyone. To let anyone see that scared little girl inside. She covers her fear with sarcasm and smartass retor

Confussion
Why am I here and where am I going? My unanswered questions the list keeps on growing. I hear and I taste, I touch and I see. But how can I be sure that I'm really me? I recall scattered images that resemble my past, They come and they go, just like the shadows I cast. Do I live in my mind or do I live amongst others. If so, where do they go when I pull up the covers? If I shut my eyes are you still there? Where does smoke go when it dissolves in thin air? The more questions I ask, the more I don't know, I'm beginning to think this is all one big show. They say if you have faith, you'll see the way, But they won't show you unless they are paid. Do i create my own world that is right for me, or do I leave it to the dealer of destiny, but when things go wrong who do I blame? I am the one that needs to carry my name. My mind and my body are in constant battle for control, trying to bribe the umpire who resides in my soul. I began my education before I could crawl. yet after so many years

Confusion Of Sugar Daddy Definition
I am in Houston Texas and I have never lived any where else so bare with me. I joined a local sugar daddy site and was appalled about how cheap those guys are. These cheapskates think if they buy a lady a couple of drinks and dinner then she should be on her knees ready to service him. That is ridiculous. If you want to be a cheap skate then you should not call yourself a sugar daddy. You are not a sugar daddy you are a bargain basement hunter. Quit lieing to the ladies that you are going to take care of her when you have no intention of doing so. If you want to be a sugar daddy then you must atleast be able to at least pay for her rent and her light bill.

"confronting My Wife"
A few days later i headed home from my training feeling very tired. After all, with Emily spending all of her free time with me, I averaged only a few hours of sleep a night. Emily was a very unique woman, and, at least up to that point in my life she had the strongest sex drive of any woman i'd ever met. We had agreed to stay in touch and even take in more traning sessions together in the future. My mind stayed focused on her for the first few hours of my trip home. She was such a lovely woman, and i had been very privileged to enjoy so much of her. I couldn't believe that her husband was missing out on the treasure he had in bed with him. I wondered how many married men did the same as Emily's husband. I'm sure that if you were to ask him how conservervative his wife was in bed, he would tell you that she is very proper and very Christain and would never do anything dirty. And yet, there she was in my room, fucking a guy she had only met a few hours earlier, begging me to fuck

"confronting My Wife"
I shook my head in amazement as my car sped along the road toward home. home and Vanessa. what was her story? I had left home thinking that she simply another woman having an affair. but she wasn't. The hiden cam had showed me that while she was indeed fucking my ass hole manager on a regular basis, she was also doing some massive guy. And what about the nights she didn't show up in the room? Where was she then? Was she with That ass hole or this other guy? Or was there a third person? I had decided that i would confront her on her sexual actions once i was home. I wanted to hear her side of things so she can explain herself. It's funny, i wasn't angrt with her. In fact, if anything, the thought of her and another guy was incredibly stimulating. but i wanted to understand her. My own behavior was a direct result of her actions. After all, i would never have cheated on her if she haddn't done it first. But now that i had fucked a few women, i had no intention of going back to

"confronting My Wife"
As i headed down the road, the sun setting at my back, it suddenly dawned on me. Was Vanessa no different than Emily? Was i know different than Emily's husband? Did i have this sexual woman at my side and just not relize it? I chuckled to my self at the thought. No, vanessa wasn't a slut in disdguise, and she loved the idea that she was one. It turned her on to be considered a slut. Not Vanessa. But weren't Vanessa's actions typical of a slut wife? My thjoughts were interrupted as i saw the sign for my exit coming up. I slowed down and turned off the road and drove down my street. I soon turned into my driveway and parked my car. i was home.

"confronting My Wife"
Unlike last time, that ass hole's car was nowhere to be found. After all, this time i was arriving home when i was expected, not earlier. I grabbed my stuff and headed to the door, pausing for a second before sliding my key into the lock and heading inside. "Hey luv! i'm home!" I yelled, noticing the TV. on upstairs. "Lee! I'm so excited!" Vanessa yelled, jumping up and running down the stairs. "I missed you so much!" She exclaimed as she planted kisses on my mouth. We stood in the hallway holding eaxch other tight. vanessa continued to kiss me as she tried to talk. "Did you eat dinner yet? Are you hungry? I cam make you something to eat quickly." "Sure, i'm famished," i said as we headed into the kitchen. Vanessa quickly made me a sanwich and we headed into the living room to talk. "So, what did you do all week with me away?" I asked, my eyes focused on her. "Oh," she began, acting completely innocent, "not much. It was rather boring, to be honest. i hardly left the house all we

"confronting My Wife"
"You know. Vanessa, i had the crazest dream the other night." "must of ate too much, en?" She said, smiling at me. "Yeah, that was probably it. I dreamed about you, though." Vanessa smiled at me. "Well, you can stop dreaming now. Your dream had come true." She waved her hands in front of herself, "Tada! I'm right here!" She had no fucking idea where i was going with my comments. She was about to be told that i knew, and she was clueless. "Well, you weren't the only one in my dream. I dreamed of that ass hole Dave also." "Dave?" she asked, a quizzical look on her face. 'you mean your manager, Dave?" Will resume this tomorrow time for bed:)

"confronting My Wife"
"Dave?" Emily asked, a quizzled look on her face. "You mean your manager Dave?" "Yeah that's the one. I dreamed you and Dave wre together. You know, in bed together." "Really?" She said looking anywhere but at me. "That's stupid. What kind of dream is that?" "Actually, it was very graphic. You guys were really going at it. i mean very passioneate fucking. It was like you two were fucking all the time, you knew each other's body so well." Vanessa went to get up. "Well, Lee, you definitely had too much to eat, because that's just silly." "Hang on, luv, sit down. I had another dream also. this time it was a big giuy fucking you. I couldn't believe how big his dick was. I mean it must have bee 9 1/2 inches or more. In that dream, he took you from behind. You did some kind of erotic dance for him, then turned around and leaned over onto the bed. He walked up behind you and drove that huge dick deep inside your pussy and pounded you hard. He slapped your ass a few times with something,

"confronting My Wife"
Vanessa sat frozen in her chair, her eyes now locked on mine. "Weird dreams, wouldn't you say? I mean talk about graphic. It was like i was watching them live. You seemed to be enjoying them, you know? Oh, and do you know what the other guy did in my dream?" Vanessa was motionless. 'After he spent his load all over your back, he got dreaaes and walked out, without even kissing you goodbye. It was like he was using you as a quick fuck, and you liked it. Crazy, isn't it?" Vanessa's eyes began to moisten, and her hands started to shake. She knew i knew.....

"confronting My Wife"
We sat staring at each other, once aging allowing silence to fill the room. Finally, she spoke. "I, um i'm so sorry Lee. How did you find out?. Please don't hate and leave me. I loved you so much." I smiled at her. "You love me? Kinda funny way of showing it. Let's see, you love me, but you're fucking that asshole i work for in our bed. You love me, but you're a slut to some stranger. You love me. That makes it all better Vanessa." "How did you find out?" She asked, her voice barely above a whisper. I leaned back in my chair. "Remember the last time i went away? I came home early. That ass hole was here, supposedly checking up on you. What you don't know is that i showed up about an hour before i rang the doorbell. I came in the house, hoping to surprise you and ended up being the one getting surprised. I went upstairs and stood in the doorway watching you and that ass fuck ing on our bed. I couldn't believe what i was seeing. You were both so nervous when i went back down stairs

"confronting My Wife"
Vanessa looked up, still silent. "You remember that security system i installed?" She nodedm a puzzled look on her face. "well, it's really a securtiy. But the monitor in our bed room isn't part of that system. Instead, i installed a pc cam behind the face plate and connected it to our pc. I set it up with remote acess so that i could dial into the pc from my hotel room and get a very clear picture of our bed. Let's just sayi saw some very interesting things this past week." Vanessa sighed heavuly. she was stunned. Finally she spoke, "Are you going to leave me?" "I don't know just yet. right now, i just want to know every thing"

"confronting My Wife"
She was quiet again. I could tell she was contemplating what to say next. "I'm afraid to tell you every thing. I don't you really want to know it all. "Please don't tell me what i do or don't want to know. You've been cheating on me for who knows how long with that Ass hole. it's time to be fucking honest. in fact, if you're totally honest with me, then i think we can work this out. I just can't stand the fucking lies." Vanessa nodded with tears in her eyes and please don't forget that i really do love you. I've kept this from you because i love you and never wanted to lose you." "be honest, and you won't lose me," i said, sitting back to listen to her story. I had no idea what she was about to say?

"confronting My Wife"
"Okay,' she said, taking in a deep breath, "here goes." She paused again before continuing. "I've told you a bit about some of the guys i dated before we met. but i haven't told you everything. I guess i, um, how do i say this, i love sex. I mean i can't get enough sex. It's like i'm addicted or something. "In high school, i had a name. You know, i was easy. all the guys knew that i would fuck on the first date. I knew every one talked about me, but i didn't care. I mean, i guess i liked it. I loved it that guys would literally fall over me at school. All i had to do was snap my fingers and guys came running, meeting my every need. and in return, i would fuck them. You asked me one time why i never had a steady boyfriend for more than a couple of months. Well, i guess it was because i could never be faithful to one guy. I tried, mind you. i tried hard. But it was useless. i wanted to fuck at least once a day, and my botfriends just couldn't satisfy me enough." "Don't rush," i said, i

"confronting My Wife"
"During my last year of school, i got really daring. I started fucking guys at school, doing it behind the stage in the auditorium, or in a class room that wasn't being used. Most the girls at school hated me, but they were just jealous. I was probably the most powerful girl in school. I could literally get a guy to do anything for me. Sometimes i would get two of them to fight over me. Telling them that whoever won would have a night of pleasure with me. They would go nuts to win. Mind you, many times i would end up fucking the loser a few days later. "Probably the most daring thing i did in school happened the last month of my senior year. My english teacher was a married guy about 36 years old. He was reall cute but that wasn't what turned me on about him. It was obvious that my rep had preceded me to his class, and i would catch him stealing glances at me during the class. It was the first time i realized tha i could turn older on older men as well as the boys around me.

"confronting My Wife"
"I thought about it for a month. Finally, i decided to go for it. I was going to seduce him. I purposely started to struggle with my work at school work, submitting incorrect work almost daily. After a few weeks of bad grades, i approached him after class, asking if i could meet him to get some extra help on my work. He agreed and suggested i come to his office after school and we would discuss the areas of concern. "I was horny all day thinking about that meeting. I showed up at his office with my top undone a little further than it should be. I had removed my bra and panties before going to his room just to make sure we had quick access. "We started out talking about my school work. Or at least i did, he had trouble concentrating, and i could feel his eyes glued to my breasts. Finally, i just spoke out as blunt as i could and asked him if he liked the view. Well, he got so flustered and turned beet red. I just laughed and told him that i enjoyed having him look and offered to g

"confronting My Wife"
Vanessa paused for a second, adjusting in her seat. I could tell she was starting to get turned on telling me her story, but she didn't want to show it. After all. She still didn't know whay my reaction was going to be. She continued. "After hight scholl, i tried to slow down a bit. And then i met you and fell in love. I was completely faithful to you from the time we met, through our engagement, and up until about 7 months ago. Honestly. " I did have a lot of fantasies about guys and found that i had to masturbate every day, but i stayed faithful to you. I love you so much and don't want to ever lose you. I was just so horny. Fortunately for me, you have a high sex drive also, so at least i got to enjoy you almost every day. But it wasn't enough, so i found myself masturbating with my toys whenever you were out. I tried to tell you a few times but was afraid that you would be upset and would hate me for how i felt. So i didn't say anything.

"confronting My Wife"
"About a few months ago, you and i went out for the evening with Dave and his wife. I don't know if you remember the night or not, but we dranked a lot and had way too much fun. You didn't feel like dancing, and Dave's wife was a little too drunk to get on the dance floor, so Dave and i spent a lot of time in each other's arms. " I guess the feel of another man so close to me was too much. He had a hard on and it was pressing against me, almost calling me. I was consumed with the temptation, and he was flirting like crazy. His hands were all over me on the dance floor, grabbing my ass and even pressing againsy my breasts a few times. I was overcome with lust by the end of the evening, and i finally had to excuse myself to the little girls room and take care of my hunrgy pussy. "I didn't see him, but i guess Dave followed me down to the rest room. He was drunk enough to boldly follow me into the ladies room. We didn't say a word. We just moved into one of the stalls and fucked har

"confronting My Wife"
Vanessa was getting hot now and could no longer hide it from me. Her one hand was rubbing her breasts, the other despereatly to move between her legs, but she was trying to stop herself from doing it. "Tell me about the big guy," i said, my voice monotone. "His name is TED. I met him at a gas station earlier that day Must get to bed i have to work in the morning:)

"confronting My Wife"
We literlly bumped into each other. I smiled at him and looked him over. Suddenly, he said to me, "I know your type, lady. You need to be taught a lession from a big dick, and i'm the guy to do it. Give me your number and be ready for me tonigh. I'll tell you what to do once i'm there." "I was shocked but so turned on. I don't know how he knew, but he did. So i gave him my number and was ready fro him that evening. When he arrived at the house, he walked in and immediately told me to take him to the bed room. There was no small talk or anything. We went upstairs and he sat down on the chair and told me to dance for him. Basically, i just did what i was told. I danced and he directed me. He told me to turn around and bed over so he could teach me a lesson. He was very graphic and very blunt. I remember his words so clearly. " Turn around and bend over! I'm going to fuck you like the white bitch you are." "When he entered me, i thought i would die. He was so big! Even the dildo you bo

"confronting My Wife"
"He was so big in me that i could feel the blood pulsating through it. I mean i colud feel how alive his dick was inside me. I wanted him in me forever. I knew that the pleasure i was reciving from his dick was something beyond anything i had ever had. I'm sorry it i'm being too honest, Lee, you do bring me wild crazy pleasure but that dick was too much. "He made me beg him for more. He said that if i didn't plead with him to keep pounding my pussy, that he'd take his dick out and go home. I couldn't handle even the thought of it not being insdie me, so i did exactly what he said. I couldn't believe the language coming out of my mouth, but i begged and pleaded with him to fuck me. I told him i was his slut whore and deserved to be fucked hard and rough. I told him that i would do anything for him and he was my master and i was his pussy slave.

Confederations Cup Players Just Returned To Milanello
Allegri looking forward to attending the conference, participating wonderful Audi Cup soccer event Tuesday afternoon, the Milan coach Allegri attended a press conference before the Audi Cup, with him along with Bayern Munich, Manchester City and Sao Paulo coach them. Milan - Audi Cup in 2013 the four team coach on Tuesday afternoon, attended the news conference. About Milan Audi Cup begin with the previous three penalty defeat, our coach replied: "This time we will try to do better in the penalty on ...cheap jerseys We came here because Audi is Milan clubs major sponsor, Audi Cup is a very exciting event, which is our third game of the new season, the second 90 minutes of the game. " About Balotelli, Allegri said: "to participate in the Confederations Cup players just returned to Milanello, I let them stay in the continuing training, as well as the Zapatistas have some minor problems. They will in Frankfurt with join the team,Montreal Canadiens jersey and then went to the United St

"confronting My Wife"
"You see, up to that point, i fucked guys out of control. I was in charge. Even with Dave, i called the shots i could get whatever i wanted from any guy simply by using sex. It was easy. I've even controlled you over the years. If i really wanted something, i just pushed my white pussy into your face and you would do whatever i desired.:) "But with this guy it was different. he was clearly in charge. He had something that i needed more than anything else. I was so scared that he would stop. he fucking me. That the pleasure would stop. He was doing exactly what he said he was going to do, teach me a lession. And i learned it that night. "When his dick began to swell inside of me, i screamed. I hit a climax that was beyond anything i ever experienced in my life. But then he pulled out and the hot cum covered my ass and back. I had an instant flashback to my high school teacher, but this was far more intense. agAIN, WITH THE TEACHER, I WAS IN CHARGE. THIS TIME, I WASN'T. HIS CUM WOUL

"confronting My Wife"
"I moaned something and heard him leave. I couldn't move for the longest time. I just lay there, feeling his cum drip off my body. My well fucked pussy was throbbing and my entire body was tingling. I knew the cum was making a mess on the carpet, but i couldn't move to clean it up. I didn't want to move. Vanessa's head was down, her eyes gazing at the carpet. She was finished with here story. She had told me the truth. i had asked for it, and i got it. we sat in silence, both unsure of what to say next. Finally i cleared my throat and spoke. "Vanessa, i love you. I just wish you had told me all of this earlier. I don't want to leave you, but things will change around here." " I know, i promise to stop, no more fooling around with other men," she said, interrupting me. "Not so fast," i said, breaking in on her words. "I said things are going to change around here but not the way you think. I've experienced a few things since i first saw you and that ass hole together. Let's

"confronting My Wife"
Vanessa nodded her read, realizing that i was right. "So let's not make a promise you can't keep. However, i'm not the kind of man who'll just sit back and let his wife fuck anyone she wants to fuck. You say you control me. well, that ends today. As of this moment, i'm in charge. I decide when and who you'll fuck. I give the commands. You wish to be his little sult whore? Well, you my slave. And you do what i say you can do. You think you can simply push your pussy in to my face and i'll cave in? Well, i've got news for you. i've had more pussy in my face since that night than you can inagine. I've got more than enough to satisfy my cravings. You've got no control over me." Vanessa looked up at me, surprised at what i was saying. "You mean, you've cheated too?" "I didn't cheat, Vanessa, you did. I simply got some payback. But yes i've benn pounding a few clients, and some other women. This past week while i watched you play on the screen, i fucked this really hot redhead every

"confronting My Wife"
"So, here's the way this works. You don't anyone without my consent. I decide who you're with. With the exception of possibly your new lover. I'll give you him. I don't think you could obey me when you're thinking about his dick anyway. I saw how big he was, and i don't blame you for your reaction to it. But other than him, you obey me. There will be nights when i decide to entertain another woman in our bed. You may be told to sit and watch. You maybe told to join us. you maybe told to go down stairs and fix us some thing to eat while we fuck. You don't complain or argue, you do as you're told. If you can handle all of this, then we'll be okay. If not, then there's the door." Vanessa was breathing heavy now. she wasn't trying to hide how turned on she had become. Her hands were between her legs and she was softly rubbing herself as i lay down the conditions. Finally she spoke. "I'll do whatever you ask me to do. I'm your slave forever. Now, please fuck me, my dear husband. I need you

"confronting My Wife"
The look of concern on her face was priceless. she opened her mouth to protest but caught herself. Her eyes locked on mine, and then she looked down at the bulge in front of her. She reached up and unzipped my shorts, pulling my stiff black dick out of my clothes. Without a word, she simply opened her mouth and beagn to suck. Her lips were so moist as they closed around my dick. Her tongue began to slide around it, licking my dick. She knew this was all she would get right now, so she was determined to enjoy it as much as possible. My hands went to her hair and i pulled her face back and forth on my dick. I fucked her mouth moving as fast as i could. She took me in deep, my dick pushing against the back of her throat. I knew i wouldn't last long. My mind raced quickly over the many stories she had just told me. I thought about the ass hole and the ohter guy. I saw images of Emily and the other two women . I pictured them and how i fucked their asses. It was all to much and befo

"confronting My Wife"
Finally it was over. I stood there, leaving my dick deep in her mouth as she gulped down my cum. she continued to softly suck me, making sure that every drop had exited my dick. I pulled it out of her mouth and watched as she licked her lips. She brought a finger up and wiped the cum off her chin and cleaned her finger in her mouth. I'll resume this tomorrow time for bed:)

"confronting My Wife"
I stared down at her as her eyes moved up my body and locked on mine. We stared at each other. My dick was still just inches from her face, and it slowly began to soften as we simply took in ech other. My hands gently played with her hair. I loved her more at that moment than ever before. And i could feel the love she had for me. It was time for a new chapter of our lives to begin. The end.

Confidence We Can Do It. W
EAST RUTHERFORD, N.J. -- While Robert Griffin III is quickly becoming the NFLs most exciting quarterback, theres none better than Eli Manning with the game on the line. Manning one-upped the Washington Redskins rookie sensation with a pinpoint 77-yard scoring pass to Victor Cruz with 1:13 to play and the New York Giants overcame a late touchdown toss by Griffin to defeat the Washington Redskins 27-23 on Sunday. "With our offence and Eli at the helm, were never too worried," Cruz said. "No matter what situation were in, no matter how many points we need or a field goal we need, we have the confidence we can do it. We have a lot of confidence in each other, and in Eli." The winning drive was the 22nd of Mannings career in either the fourth quarter or overtime, his second this season and eighth over the past two seasons. This pass might have been one of the most improbable. It came two plays and 19 seconds after Griffin capped what was a potential winning, 77-yard drive with a

Confusion....
Dear Soul, Confusion seems to be my way of life...I laugh when I should be crying...I lash out when I should be breaking....humor and anger are easier emotions to handle than pain, heartache, regret and disappointment....I don’t play the blame game.....who is right or wrong to me just isn’t important....sometimes I feel as if I am hanging on by a shred....living thru a fake image....the person I am never gets seen....never gets heard....I am full visional invisibility...I long for acknowledgement but of the right kind....where it matters....I am desperate to be known for who I really am instead of what everyone wants me to be....I have to be strong...I have no other option....my world shows no sympathy for the weak....I am so many people confined to one body.....locked in a cage and only one person holds the key to my realism....my freedom....I am Mom....machine....provider...supporter...friend.....chef....maid and slave....altho I feel free and I escape from my conf

Congratulations Chris Anderson!!!!
Jack8off.com's sponsored superstar finishes well into the money at the 2006 WSOP Main Event!!! Congratulations to Chris Anderson for placing 336th in the WSOP Main Event in 2006 and pulling down nearly $35,000! Chris is sponsored by Jack8off.com. Chris also took down 1st place in the TFPL (The Fantasy Poker League) Nationals and walked away with $10,000! Jack8off.com is proud of Chris Anderson and happy to have him as part of Team Jack8off!! Congratulations Chris!!!! Chad T. Co-Founder www.Jack8off.com

Congratulations...my Friends Here Are The First Of The Public To Read An Excerpt From My Novel
Seamus reached his hands behind Erin and slowly unbuttoned her gown as he kissed her deeply upon the mouth and her yearning neck. He eased her gown down from her shoulders as he kissed her her body slowly, not to miss an inch of flesh with his lips. Erin submitted totaly to her beloved as she attended his clothing just as slowly and patiently as Seamus had hers.Her fingers gently glided across his rippled chest and stomache. They stood there in the flame light of the fire, gazeing into their sensual passions, that gleemed in eachothers eyes.Seamus reached around Erins neck to remove her hair pin. Erins long brown hair droped and casscaded over her body. Seamus looked at her in total erotic desire. Seamus grasped Erins hips has he lowered her to the floor infront of the fire. Kissing her from her neck to her breasts as they slowly met the floor. He caressed her with his fingertips from her shoulders and along her body to the inside of her thighs. Erin grasped Seamus's back w

Congrats To The Shemale Known As Cola!
You won one of the crappiest "contest" great for you tranny. Hope you make a career from winning useless points on a site. Your better off being a contestant on "Hookers of America Pagant" since that's is more your field. ^_^

Congress' Inaction May Cost Us A Bundle
http://articles.moneycentral.msn.com/News/CongressScrewUpMayCostUsABundle.aspx Congress' inaction may cost us a bundle Lawmakers failed to renew a number of popular tax breaks before they went off to campaign for re-election. Remember that when you go to vote. By Jeff Schnepper I am really ticked off at Congress. You should be, too. It looks like political gaming has cost you and millions of other taxpayers a lot of money. A number of tax-saving provisions have expired, and members of Congress messed up and didn't extend them before their recent adjournment. They wanted to. They said so. Many times. But they didn't get the job done. What's lost to failed tax bills include a deduction for schoolteachers who pay for their own supplies, a deduction for college tuition and expenses for families that don't qualify for certain education credits, and a research-and-development tax credit popular with business. About 19 million individual taxpayers could be affected by the ni

Congratulations To My Babies!!!
I JUST WANTED TO POST A BLOG TO CONGRATULATE MY BROTHER AND BEST FRIEND RICO ON HIS MARRIAGE TO THE MOST WONDERFUL BROTHER IN LAW IN THE WORLS CIARAN!!! I LOVE THESE TWO BOYS WITH ALL MY HEART AND IF YOU READ THIS BLOG BE SURE TO TELL THEM CONGRATS OR WHATEVER YOU WANT!!!!! JUST REMEMBER, THESE BOYS ARE MY LOVES AND 2 OF MY VERY DEAREST FRIENDS, MA FAMILIA IF YOU WILL. THEY ARE HAPPY AND I WANT ALL THAT IS GOOD IN THE WORLD TO RECOGNIZE AND RESPECT THAT. DEAREST RICO, ON THIS DAY OF HAPPINESS I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST AND OFFER ALL MY LOVE AND SUPPORT. YOU HAVE MADE MY DAYS BRIGHTER AND MY LIFE MORE JOYFUL. I LOVE YOU BABY BOY, WITH ALL MY HEART AND AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU. PARA SIEMPRE DEAREST CIARAN, MY DEEPEST LOVE AND RESPECT TO YOU ON THIS HAPPY DAY! I KNOW HOW HAPPY THIS MAKES YOU. YOU STOLE MY HEART AND I WANT YOU TO KEEP IT! YOU ARE THE PERFECT MATCH FOR MY BROTHER AND I WISH YOU ALL THE VERY BEST THINGS WITH HIM. I LOVE YOU BIG BROTHER. PARA SIEMPRE

Congrats
Braves wins 2A state championship I'm so happy that it's not funny! How local high school team won the 2A State Championship in football tonight!! They deserved it. They went undefeated all season long! They went the last two years for state championship but lost it. They have been lower state for 3 years now and finally brought home the gold! It is very well deserved. I am just as proud of those guys as if my son was playing!

Congratulations Lips Contest Winners!
Okay first all I want to thank all the contestants who have entered you are all winners in my book. Thank you to all that have took the time and voted for you friends and family YOU TRULY ROCK!. Okay here are the winning lips as follows... I have posted each of the ladies' link so congratulate them on a job well done... Much love to all of you. Manical Bliss ~RIDER~ THIRD PLACE IS: Moonsong Moonsong@ CherryTAP SECOND PLACE IS Green Eyed Brat ~RIDER~ *GrEeN-eYeD bRaT*~RIDER~@ CherryTAP FIRST PLACE IS: FATTtittykiTTY ~FATtittykiTTy~@ CherryTAP

Congress Can't Stop Buildup, Bush Says
Congress can't stop buildup, Bush says --In CBS interview, Bush calls himself 'educator in chief' 15 Jan 2007 As Congress and the administration gird for conflict over troop levels in Iraq, Dictator Bush says he has the power to send more U.S. forces, regardless of what lawmakers want... In a "60 Minutes" interview, taped last week, Bush said he wasn't bothered by his low approval ratings and called himself the "educator in chief," arguing that sharing his views would help to overcome public and congressional resistance. http://seattletimes.nwsource.com/html/nationworld/2003525632_bushcheney15.html

Congrats....i Love You
- Get Your Own - Get Your Own [ CherryTAP.com photo: 51327188 ] pLEASE dROP bY aND Some My TeddybEAR SOME lOve!! He HAS bEEn GoIng To TrUck dRivING sCHOOL aND hE MADE iT!!!! PlEasE rEpoSt FoR mE!!!

Congress Gets Hustler Magazine, Even If It Is Unwanted
Congress gets Hustler magazine, even if it is unwanted Filling up the trash: Some have sued to make it stop, only to lose over the public's right to seek redress from Congress By Thomas Burr The Salt Lake Tribune WASHINGTON - The porn magazine arrives every month at your congressman's office. Tucked in a conservative-looking manila envelope, the latest edition of Hustler goes to all 535 members of Congress. Free of charge. Not that most members want it. It usually gets thrown in the circular file marked “trash.” But like clockwork, it keeps coming, despite efforts to have it stop. The spokesman for Rep. Chris Cannon, R-Utah, recently tried to halt the mailing. Nope. Several members of Congress have sued to make it stop, only to lose. Something about the public being able to seek redress from Congress means they have to take it, apparently. But that doesn't mean they have to be happy about it. “It's a disgusting abuse of the system,” Cannon says. “It's a nasty,

Congressmen Want To Pardon Border Agents
SAN DIEGO -- Last-minute pleas are being made in the case of two former Border Patrol agents who are due to report to prison. Jose Compean and Ignacio Ramos were convicted in a court in El Paso, Texas, for shooting and wounding a Mexican drug smuggler. Congressional representatives, including Duncan Hunter and Dana Rohrabacher, have been urging the president to pardon the two. The agents have been sentenced to serve 11 and 12 years in prison, respectively. According to the Washington Times, the agents found 743 pounds of marijuana in the smuggler's van. Do you think these Border Patrol agents should be pardoned? Take a national poll at: http://www.nbcsandiego.com/news/10773809/detail.html

The Congregation...
So, the now "Reverand Doggie James" and myself have formed our official CherryTap congragation. (we are playing around for anyone who takes this wrong, we're not pricks or cult leaders, LOL) We're based on the belief in enjoying life, drinking it up, and good times! Our commandments follows as such.. 1: Thall shall not waste beer 2: Thall shall not bring shitty beer to drinkathons 3: Thall shall not take the Cardinals, Suns or Sun Devils names in vain. 4: Thall shall not play rap music at camping services (some regular drinkathon exceptions may be made) 5: Thall shall not take Bugles name in vain. 6: Thall shall not bring drama into drinkathons 7: Thall shall not puke on the Pastors lawn (DOGGIE!!!) 8: Thall shall not take the name of Chris Ledoux in vain. 9: Thall shall not cheer for the Lakers or Yankees! 10. Thall shall remember, save a horse, ride a cowboy, and have a good time! Special services are to be held at Bugles (aka, Doggie and I get drunk at the

Congratulations Colts
I'm swallowing my pride and congratulating the Colts for their AFC Championship Game victory. I told KK that if they won I would cheer for em in the Super Bowl. Considering I was cheering for the saints and the pats today, I'm not sure that's such a good idea. LOL

Congradulations! Chicago Bears Nfc Chapions 2006
Congradulations! to the Chicago Bears in making football history after 22 years we been waiting for us to return to the Surperbowl and after tonight win we are one game away in making history again by winning the Superbowl XLI all us bear fans are behind u 100% and Congradulations! for the Chicago Bears NFC Champions 2006 and giving us a new hope and for believeing again, and Good Luck When we go against the colts thank You again for a great season and hope soon to be World Champions u guys deserve it and good luck to all the players and coaches who made this team a success, Congradulations and we are all with u in ur gola winning the Superbowl in Maimi. P.S. Congradulations Chicago Bears on ur NFC Championship win against New Orleans Saints 39-14, and in our mind and hearts u r and forever will be our Champs, and to us U R already Super Bowl World Champs, Since 1985 we waited for us to return to another superbowl, it took 22 years in the making but we are heading back to the sup

Congratulations!
CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL THOSE WHO WERE BORN IN THE 1940's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a tin, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, our baby cots were covered with bright coloured lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a van - loose - was always great fun. We drank water from the garden hosepipe and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cakes, white bread and real butter and drank pop with sugar in it, but we weren't overweight because...... WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING!! We would

Congrats ! Congrats ! Congrats !!
THE WINNER OF "SEXIEST PLAYMATE" CONTEST IS DJ LOONEY WITH 11,369 VOTES !! WAY TO GO LOONEY ! THERE WILL BE ANOTHER BULLETIN WITH WHAT HE WON ! AND THANKS TO ALL THAT ENTERED AND VOTED,RATED,COMMENTED !! VERY MUCH APPRECIATED !! THERE ARE SUM PRETTY KICK A$$ CHERRIEZ ON HERE. MAD LUV TO ALL ! XOXO

Congrats
Congrats!!!!! congrats to Saint (my fellow band member who fuckin rox!)for his new journey he'll be taking to get some of his work published!!! it's long overfucking due as he has talent that this world needs to see yay!

Congrats To Me
hey all i got the supervisor job. not sure when i start it. becuz they have to find someone to replace me.lol mite talk a little while.but i got it. woohoo. the electrician just left also. so i will be commenting tomm. i gotta get some rest cuz i work tonite. it will be rough starting the new job title. becuz i will be working 2:00pm-11:00pm. five days a week. so i will haft to get used to being awake all day and sleeping at nite. since i have worked graveyards for the longest time. plus i wont see my fiance as much becuz he will still be on third thift. so we will make it work somehow. gotta have faith that our love can work thru it. well going lie down now. loves yall and big hugs

Congrats Bengals!
CINCINNATI - Cincinnati Bengals receiver Chris Henry, already facing possible NFL punishment for problems with the law, has been cited by Cincinnati police on three traffic charges including driving with a suspended license. Henry also was ticketed for an alleged improper turn and seat belt violation. His vehicle was impounded after he was stopped March 21, and he paid $100 to retrieve it Monday, court records show. Court action is pending. Bengals spokesman Jack Brennan released a statement Tuesday from the team that said, ``While the incident involved a minor traffic matter, the club is frustrated that the issue arose at all. ... Chris's overall future with our team can be determined only after this and other pending matters are resolved by the NFL.'' NFL commissioner Roger Goodell said this week that a tougher player conduct policy should be in place before the April 28-29 draft. Henry, suspended for two games by the NFL last season, could face more punishment after settlin

Congrats To The Winners In My Contest!!!
THE FIRST PLACE WINNER IN MY BBW CONTEST IS: ~loveable sissy~Git-R-Done Rebel Family~CT wife of hammerhead@ CherryTAP SECOND PLACE WINNER IS: bomb my pic in the bbw and their admirers contest please@ CherryTAP AND THIRD PLACE WINNER IS: CherryPye@ CherryTAP I WILL POST THE WINNER ON THE BBW ADMIRERS AS SOON AS CHERRYTAP COOPERATES WITH ME AND LETS ME GET THE LINKS TO HIS PAGE.

Congrats 2 Christian!!! (achilles)
Stop by and show "Achilles" some love! Hes a hottie and a sweetheart!! Thanks all in about 6-10 days I will be GODFATHER....please spread the word with fellow CANUCKS in cherry to add me or link me to them THANKS ACHILLES

Congrats 2 All Of You!!!
Congrats 2 all of you. U guys made CT history 3 GodFathers in 1 day!!!! WoooHooooo Luv u all!!! xoxoxox Jen Courtesy of MsTags.com Christian Achilles@ CherryTAP Nick GODFATHER WV REBEL COWBOY PLEASE READ PROFILE@ CherryTAP Jerry ~CT TEXAS GOD~DADDY~@ CherryTAP

Congratulations!!
To all those who have bought thier way to the top! YOU MUST be sooooooooooo Proud. All you have proven is you know how to waste money and bought your popularity on this site. You should be soooooooooooo PROUD!!! Yay for you!

Congradufuckinlations!
While I was bored at work today being the office bitch I began to think about this past year. So far we are only in May and so far the year has gone so right for me. I finally bought a car and actually got my drivers license. I was beginning to lose hope there. I am half way done with my Assossiates degree. Finally! I have a person who has paid for all of my classes and my work has also been helping out there. As for work they called in December and I started back with them in January. They gave me a raise and way better fucking position. And even though I may have lost a few friends as the new year began I have also made some real strong bonds with some people that i could never trade. No i dont have everything i want but in the end i have nothing to bitch about. i used to hate myself i hated everything about myself. Yes there are things about myself that im unhappy with but we all have our flaws we all have our vices. i know mine and they make me me. Take me as i am or

Congratulations
Congratulations, my pretties. (evil cackle) You have survived another purge of my friends list. I deleted another 50+ people yesterday with a few more left to be deleted. Thanks so much to those who are interested in me, my life, my words, etc. and not just in my nsfw pics or in getting points for adding people.

Congrats, You Look Like Everyone Else, But I Still Hate You, So Sad =(
"Haha, haha, hahaha!" (repeat as necissary) http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=76423368&mytoken=9fc48cel-8857-4316-945b-f86681be0b20 http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=159408631 Wow, now I know no one can see their profiles, but be thankful. Look at that bitch with the glasses. Worship me or I probably won't like you. "Haha, haha!" What the fuck makes this bitch better than anyone else? Nothing. In fact, her attitude towards life makes me sick. She really isn't special. In fact, I can't even remember her name at the moment. *GIGGLE* People like this need to be taken out and beaten savagely. Show them how fucking special they are. And Kiki, I really hope this bitch gets raped. That way when the guy gets caught he can be like, "Haha! I Raped your queen you scene posers!" Like really, who gives a flying fucking if some stuck up bitch puts stripes in her hair? Who gives a flying fuck if she's

Congtatulations To My Sister And Her New Husband!!!
by the state of Colorado my sister is now Amanda Fowler!!.. congrats sis.. and good luck.. enjoy ur evening.. and to my new brother in law.. i am watching u.. bahahahaha.. j/k congrats u 2.. (R)0bb!E T.

Congress Get's 3% Approval On Amnesty
CONGRESS GETS 3% APPROVAL ON AMNESTY Guess what has crept up on the list of most important issues facing Americans? Yep. Immigration. Or, illegal immigration. Second only to Iraq, which should technically be labeled our war against Islamic extremists ... But anyway, Zogby just did a little poll. You wanna know what it said? It said that only 38% of Americans think the immigration legislation is a good idea. Even worse, a measly 3% of Americans think that Congress has done a good job handling the immigration bill. The president did a little better with 9%. I mean, Bush's approval ratings have been low, and Congress is notoriously unpopular, but this is appalling. But I wonder how many people out there actually know how their representatives are going to vote. Heck, how many people out there even know who their representatives are! When these polls are taken and they ask about Congress, people generally assume the entire body of Congress. And this is fine, but if you want to actual

Congrats To Rj And Ash !!
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Congratualations Bet Award Winners
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