I am so confused...again! One of the greatest guys I know is in Iraq. Well, I love this guy more than my own life. I have done my best to forget about that, just as he asked me too. Well, I got an e-mail from him that threw me for a loop. Now, all of the things that I have been trying to keep inside are just seeping back out into the open. How do you love someone when they tell you not to? How do you go through every day knowing that the feelings are mutual, but it's not allowed? How do I deal with that war? I'm so confused...again! If anyone could give me some advice on this, it would be GREATLY appreciated!!!!
