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Vampyric Princess's blog: "First"

created on 11/23/2007  |  http://fubar.com/first/b158442

Upon a Dream

Once upon a Dream
You took my hand in yours.
Once upon a Dream
You looked into my eyes.
Once upon a Dream
You held me close.
Once upon a Dream
You kissed me softly.
Once upon a Dream
You were mine.

I cannot see when it happened.
I cannot see why.
All I see is pain in your eyes.
All I see...

Once upon a Dream
We said "Forever."
Once upon a Dream
We meant together.
Once upon a Dream
I saw blue skies.
Once upon a Dream
You heard my cries.
Once upon a Dream...

The Dream seems over.
My world grows colder.
The Love I knew fades away.
Once upon a Dream...


As I sit here watching you sleep, I can't help but cry. Your so cold anymore...and I don't know how to warm you anymore. Once upon a Dream, you smiled when you saw me. Now all you seem to do is look away. I don't know when or where we went wrong, but it's not to late to fix this. Tell me how to relight your fire. Tell me how to bring you back to Life. Tell me that you still Love me. I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!

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A horrid scream
A crowded room
They all look
But no one sees
The pain that is consuming me
The fire that burns my soul
Always licking at my core

My Life torn to shreds
Caught between
Whats right and wrong
Between dark and light
Consumed by duty and desire
Caught by the war within
I scream out only to hear the wind

With my heightened self
I look for the answers
Nothing but the cold I find
Locked in my own thoughts
Do I take the offer?
Do I walk away?
Do I listen to my heart
Or do I find the strength to go?

Silently I scream
The only sound, a muffled sob
When will this end?
The pain inside
The constant war that no one sees
When will it end
The pain that's consuming me?

Curtain Call

Curtain Call

The Curtain falls on her.
The light no longer shining.
No sound of the audience,
Just the sound of shattered glass.
He looked her in the eyes
And she knew the words.

Curtain Call is all she thought.
The end of light,
Of bliss, of all purpose.
With five small words,
He took her Life, her meaning.

She looked at the pieces,
Wondered if there was a point.
He walked away knowing
That she would be okay.
How can anything be wrong
When it never really happened?

Dreams

Dream

Void of color, of light

The night sky no longer the same.
I lay under the stars,
Why do you tease me so?
Forsaken again,
My mind wanders.

The screams pierce the air.
Anguish unknown to most,
Pain caused by two words.
Nay, not words, but two worlds.
Ours and reality, both lost.

A foolish dream,
Our dance with Satan.
A dream of Love.
With a dancing core,
Flames burn the edge.
The dream I dreamt,
Now consumed by flame.

This particular poem of mine is very special to me.  What you see is how it came to me.  In a way, it might seem harsh but after reading it I want you to think about the last time you hurt.  Remember what it was like, then read it again.  Anyway, I hope to get some feed back, and remember that I love you all.

Running Away...

This is the fucking song that has been playing in my head all night. It says what I'm feeling. I made a mistake and now I don't know what the hell to do!

Mistaken...

I think I just made the biggest mistake of my life. I just had one of the lowest points I believe I've ever had, and I took it out on the wrong person. I wigged out on the greatest guy I have ever met and now I don't know how to fix it. Now what the hell am I going to do? I told him to forget about me. Granted, I am kinda annoyed with him, but nothing like I said I was.

On the Road...

Okay, well today at about 9am, I will be on my way to Texas to visit with my Mom. I'm nervous, excited, and alot more about going! But, I want everyone to know that I will sign on as often as I can till I get down there. Wish me luck!

Texas...

Okay, well I'm going to be on my way to Texas on Sunday to visit my mom. I'm really happy about that. The only thing that I'm worried about is the fact that I haven't seen her since I was like 13. I don't know how we are going to react to each other. And to be honest, I'm kinda nervous about it. Don't get me wrong, I'm looking forward to the time we are going to have together, but at the same time, I'm worried something is going to go wrong. Am I just being paranoid?

Confusion sets in...

I am so confused...again! One of the greatest guys I know is in Iraq. Well, I love this guy more than my own life. I have done my best to forget about that, just as he asked me too. Well, I got an e-mail from him that threw me for a loop. Now, all of the things that I have been trying to keep inside are just seeping back out into the open. How do you love someone when they tell you not to? How do you go through every day knowing that the feelings are mutual, but it's not allowed? How do I deal with that war? I'm so confused...again! If anyone could give me some advice on this, it would be GREATLY appreciated!!!!
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