Fubar Blog Posts 2

Confirmation
Well, I was right. I have a baseball sized cyst on my left ovary. I called my insurance company and well, my insurance is so limited that they wont pay to have it removed. If it ruptures, I could get an infection or bleed to death. If it doesn't then I'll be ok for a while. just in a lot of pain. I may lose the ovary, but we won't know until they can get in there and see. This is my second one of this nature. When I gave birth to my second child I had a huge cyst removed from my right ovary. I am a little scared, worried and hella pissed!I am going through all of this alone and I really don't like it. I am fearful that i will be here alone with the girls and something bad will happen. Oh well.. chin up is what everyone tells me. I am trying to think positive and send my positive energy out into the universe. Let's hope it works! maybe I should move to Canada!

Confession
I sit here in the soft candlelight watching you sleep peacefully. My heart sings with joy at the coy smile that plays upon your lips and I long to reach out to caress your face. I dare not for if I do I would wake you from your graceful slumber. I lay my head on your chest hearing the mellow beating of your heart and slowly drift into sweet surrender in your loving and gentle arms. I know in the morning I will have to leave and what I feel will soon become a vivid dream. But I will remember your touch, close my eyes to the memory of your kiss, and drift in time to the nights I spent with you. Just waiting for the time to come for us to be together again. I will always love you for the way you make me feel.

Confused
Im still sitting here listening to the songs he dedicated to me....wanting to cry but somehow holding it all back. I dont know why all this is happening to me but I just want to go hide until my heart and mind finally agree. My boyfriend is good to me but I dont think he knows what he really wants. He leaves in a lil over a month and well if he doesnt really know what he wants then how am I supposed to know??? Last night I asked him why he loved me and his answer was "because your fun to be around". Now what kind of answer it that to such a question. My baby's daddy still wants to be with me and well I guess I do still love him in some ways. But something tells me that he isnt the one who I'm meant to be with cuz of the way he was when he got home from AIT and the way he treated our lil one while we were together. Sometimes I just wonder if Im not supposed to be alone with my lil girl. If she isn't my life and there isnt supposed to be a guy to complicate things. I just w

The Confused Wal-mart Employee
With just a few days before Christmas all the stores are bustling with excitement and noise. I was really lucky…I got in the checkout line behind a petite woman who was checking out with about a million toys, a few groceries, and a couple of personal items. Halfway through ringing the lady out a box of twenty-four regular “Tampax” refused to be scanned by the electronic eye. The cashier casually picked up the microphone and said. “Price check on register five, regular “Tampex”, box of twenty-four.” The lady turned blood red … in the face. (sorry) But the cashier just kept on ringing up the rest of the ladies merchandise. As the last item beeped it’s way through the laser red scanner the quiet customer leaned across the conveyor belt and said softly to the cashier, “The Tampex is kind of an emergency.” Again without a cognizant thought the cashier grabbed the microphone and yelled quite loudly, “We need that price check on register five.” And again this very polite lady

Confessions
Consumed in the emptiness Lost in the fear No one to hold me No one to make me feel Numb to the pain Numb to your touch Nothing controls me But a slow painful rush The blood and the tears The hurt and the lies The betrayal that I see in other people’s eyes This is my destiny This is my path This is my confession Of a life of the past

Confused
One day I know where I stand with you the next I don’t.. I thought we were friends and that was the just of it.. I did not really think you had any other interest.. My wall is up high when it comes to you afraid to let you in completely. I’m afraid you might diminish me.. But you say so many sweet things that has me confused and delirious.. It might just be flattery or it might come from the heart.. I'm not sure beyond a reasonable doubt. Can you please make up your mind if you want me or not?? We still have yet to meet and when we do we shall see. If this was even meant to be.. Your like my sunshine after the rain.. then there are times where I want to scream and cry cause I’m not by your side.. Or I don’t know where I stand with you.. Why are all these emotions are all confused instead of clear as day.. Sometimes I think your playing games.. One day you let me in and show me your softer side.. That’s when I tend to sigh.. Why is this so hard to see do you even care fo

Conflicted
Striving for greatness, but destined to fail. Reaching for heaven, while living in hell. Anxious to take, but reluctant to give. Fearful of dying, and hasn't yet lived. Wants to bask in the sun, but a creature of night. Keeps doing wrong, but wants to do right. Trying to stay young, but feeling so old. A warm person at heart, but comes across cold. Has it together, but falling apart. Ready to finish, and has yet to start. Living a life doing nothing, but dying. Keeping a smile, at the same time crying. Wanting it all, but has just a bit. Desperate to stop, but can't seem to quit. Happy here, but wants to be there. Running in place and getting nowhere. Craving that poison, but trying to refrain. Feeling just great, when really in pain. Staring in awe, but trying to ignore. Wanting just a little, but swearing, "NO MORE!" Keeping a promise, but feeling so torn. Proud of one's self, and too, feeling scorn. Thinking no one cares, but sensing concern. Don't worry, it's

Confessional Caterpillars
I hate being confessional in my poetry, all those scabs ripped off and waved around like a license to write or rant, all of it quite scant in its poetical content. I want to be invisible as the air I breathe, as silent as the beating of a shrew's heart from 50 paces off. I don't see the point of pulling off this skin only to cut it up into little wordy shapes to paste down onto a white page for your Peeping Tom inspection. I hate being confessional in poems or anything with my name hanging off it like a genital wart, but lately I've the mind of a fat caterpillar shitting out what it chews to let it fall wherever--perhaps into your half-empty coffe cup as you sit outside to enjoy the morning air.

Confusticated
I hate my life because its so confusing.. i wish people would just come out and say what they want and not beat around the bush. I hate that it makes me so confused!! i have enough problems then to worry about other people intentions... *sigh* Well that was vauge enough that now one knows what im talking about unless they're very clever. But yes i just needed to vent so i feel better now.....

Confused
My knees start to shake, When you're in sight. My mind is filled with wonder, My heart with fright When will this feeling stop? When did it start? How can i listen to my mind, Without breaking my heart? Im so confused What should i do? I cant think of anything, Except you. Should i ignore you, or just give it time? I cant think straight, My heart controls my mind.

Confession
Intimacy is the feeling I crave most. Feeling my skin has moulded to his. Intertwined, his pumping blood flows with mine. Now and again, this can't happen and I settle for second best. Gravity pulls at that ache that starts in my throat and rushes to my pussy. Every morsel of me wants to fuck, right here, right now. Reacting like this is so naughty of me. My hand touches that of the bartender in an inappropriate way and I flash a 'come and get me' smile. Young he was and he needed prompting as I stood in front of a door marked 'Private' and glance at him again. Sliding the key in, he pushes at the door and I slide my fingers over his firm arse playing with the groove. Lower into the cellar we go, I can sense plenty - the musty smell of stale air, the trickle of water, his cock pushing against his pants trying to break through. Finally, we reach the back of the coldroom, I walk to the large cask in the corner. Wooden, cold and hard, I bend over it, lift up my skirt and pull do

Confusion
why do i have to be so confused about everything my birthday was the 11th of november and that made it 4 months since my grandmothers passing. i miss her so much i miss talking to her and telling her how i'm doing in school. worse part about it i didn't get to say good bye before she passed. u know what i always thought she was invincible that she could do anything and she won't ever leave the earth. but now i'm so confused i really don't know exactly what happened for her to be taken up to heaven. maybe it was just her time to go but it was hard to get ready for her funeral and everything. my mom did her hair for it and it was hard for us to deal with it. i don't think it has hit my older sister yet cuz she's still acting like a hardass at times but i think it will hit her in time. but i give a lot of credit to my mom. cuz she did brake down at the funeral but she hasn't really cried in front of me since then. she's trying to get her life straightend out and all now. she's trying to h

Conflicted
There is a storm outside, lightening making its, beautiful way, across the sky. thunders boom shake the earth, and echos cascade down the valley. a cool breeze blows across my body, from an open window, caressing me slowly, and then more furious, then gone. the rain pommels the ground, head turned, look across the hall, sleeping child unaware, how innocent, restless is my mind and body, searching for something untanglable, mind racing, should i, shouldn't i, lifes questions, rattling around inside my head, the storm quites,briefly, resting, to gather strength. what answers am I searching for? why is my body unable to lay still? drifting off, half awake, no real rest tonight, and the storm goes on.

Confused Rite Now!!!
ok this has been happening to me alot here lately. but why does a guy automatically think you want to cyber or just talk about sex and shit when you give them your messenger names? lol i really dont think i sound like thats what im wanting to do when i tell them my messenger names. and why do they always have to ask for my phone number?!?! and why do i get hit on by chciks. do i need to put on my profile in big glitter graphics that i am not bi, or lesbian that i am in fact very strait, as they say strictly dickly! by the way no one on here has done that yet. but im sure sumone will.. it always happens to me. ne ways if u think you could answer that question then please do!!!

Confession That My Closest Friends Know.
I got pregnant with Rob's baby several months before I joined CT. I didn't know until I started hemmoraging and was warned that I could lose it if I didn't take it easy. I had never felt so torn before about having a child and I was confused about it. I wanted it yet at the same time, I didn't want it. I thought of the complications it would bring having a married man's child. I knew he wanted to get me pregnant and had been begging me for years to have his child. A couple of months prior to getting pregnant, he had asked me again and I said no. He asked me if I thought he wouldn't be there for me. I know he would have been... from a distance. Not what I wanted. It was all or nothing. He asked me if I thought he wouldn't provide for that child. I don't know if he would have or not but I thought, I don't need his help or support if I did get pregnant with his child. Well, I did get pregnant. I, as I stated, felt so confused. I mean, hey, he is married and he is too scar

Confidence
Confidence is one of the most important things a man must have while out in the dating scene. A man cannot just tell himself that that he is confident, he must truly be confident. Unfortunately, most of us aren’t confident, or at least this is the case when it comes to the ladies. Ok, sure you can be confident when it comes to the nasty girls hanging around, but do you have the confidence to walk up to that perfect 10 and make it happen? Chances are you don’t. Don’t feel bad. The majority of men don’t either, but it’s something we can work on. Ok fellas, believe me when I tell you that women can smell confidence, or a lack there-of, a mile away. They are like dogs. Women know when you think that you are pitiful and not good enough for them. They can sense it. Even when you are acting like the cock of the walk, if on the inside you feel out of your class, they’ll know and treat you accordingly. Let’s take it back to the caveman days and get down to the basics of human n

Confusion
It has been a while since we have talked. Even longer since you have held me in your arms. The lonely nights and crazy thoughts fill me with sadness I know all to well. I get angry at you but more so at myself for having felt this way before! It seems to rush back to me like a wild river with nothing to stand in its way. The current is to strong... I have nowhere to run. Is there anything that can calm a force so great? I believe I have found a way but will it calm or only anger it more? It is a risk I am willing to take because that river knows more then I will ever know!

Conformity
With the majority of our people conforming to set ideal pushed upon all of us by the systemic forces of the Government and the corporations. One wonders why no one seems to realize that they are simply being manipulated by the powers in order to fuel their selfish intentions and power hungry minds. To answer that question would take a millennium but the most simple reason I could create from my own mind would be....simply because people are afraid. They are afraid of the unknown, they are afraid of uncertainty, they are afraid of change..... This is but a natural part of humanity and is subject to one weakness, that weakness is the need for a sense of self and completeness. If they could take a look at what they have done, if they could see on paper what they have forfeited then I am sure the people would stop and examine their pathetic existens finally realizing that we are meant for more, that sometimes in order to save ones self, you must first spread an idea. Although one could giv

Confused
im so confused. at one moment i can be sitting there laughing and having fun then the next minute im crying. most of the time i dont even kno why im crying. i dont know why things are the way they are but i just cant stand it at all. sometimes i get the feeling i can run away and no one would even notice i was gone. well i guess thats all for now

Confushus Sayings
CONFUCHUS SAY: Virginity like bubble - one prick all gone Man who run in front of car get tired Man who run behind car get exhausted Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok Man with one chopstick go hungry Man who scratches ass should not bite fingernails Man who eat many prunes get good run for money Baseball is wrong, man with four balls cannot walk Panties not best thing on earth but next to best thing on earth War doesn't determine who is right, war determines who is left Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night It take many nails to build crib but one screw to fill it Man who drive like hell bound to get there Man who stand on toilet is high on pot Man who lives in glass house should change clothes in basement Man who fishes in other man's well often cat

Confused
We try so hard To spend time together And show the other how much we care But sometimes I go back To before you When things were harder And I was alone You promise me things are going to be different That you are going to be the same Yet part of me is still scared Everyone says I'm crazy Knowing you are leaving And still being with you Especially after what I just went through But I want to make it work this time So I don't have to wonder Just what I am doing wrong You say you don't want to go But now you have no choice When I ask what you want You say you don't know I guess thats expectable But I just wish you did At least enough to tell me That you want me to be waiting When you come home I know what to expect But my mind is still going in many directions Confusing my heart All I know now Is that unless you say different I'm going to be here Waiting for the day you come home

Confessions
And here it is. I am afraid to love. It scares me. I know hes not like everyone else but I can't help thinking in such a way. I have been hurt too many times and I can't deal with it. I would sooner destroy myself then deal with that pain yet again. I know I'm 21 what could I know about pain and sacrifice? I was molested when I was 10. The only dad i ever knew at the time and the guy I trusted the most. It took me 6 months to gain the courage to tell someone. Then when I did I had to tell many people what had happened. I sat in the office they took me to, I don't even remember getting there. They asked me to tell my mother and I thought I could. They walked me around two corners to a room on the left and they opened the door and there she was crying I could not stand to see that look in my mothers eyes. That day 11 years ago, this month, something in me died. I just wanted her to be happy I couldn't see her cry. She asked me if I wanted her to leave him. She put it on me and I told

Conflicts & Compromises (on The Wolf Issue)..
With the growing human population the wolf is coming into conflict with people in areas where they have not been seen before. Wolves need lots of land, away from humans, to live and raise their families. As our population has grown, the amount of wilderness where wolves can live has gotten smaller. The wolf has been exterminated in most of Europe in the past four centuries. Pockets of wolves survive in mountainous Spain, France, Italy, and forested Finland. The wolf population of Asia has been equally decimated, although substantial numbers remain in remote corners of the Middle East and on the Russian and Mongolian steppes. A wolf is neither good nor evil, it seems Myth still out lives the it, but now many understand their nature. And now many Ranchers and others are now seeing through a real understanding of the wolf and through some preventive measures on their part (Checking herd regularly, removing carrion, having guard dogs, etc.), Both the wolf and man can live together.

Confused Of London
Ok. The first of a no doubt long and tedious serial of my lack of understanding of american culture, language etc etc. #1 School system. Can someone explain to me the US system, ages, schools etc cos I don't know my sophomore from my junior high. In the uk it (used) to go something like this: under 5s - nursery/ playgroup/ playschool 5 to 7 - infants (or 5 to 11 primary) 7 to 11 - juniors (or 9 to 13 prep school/ middle school) 11 to 15 - seniors / high school 16 to 18 - 6th form / college 18 to 21 - university undergrad then postgrad etc Or something approaching that. Which as you can see may confuse someone who sees people arrive at high school in cars! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!

Confucious Sayings
Better to be pi$$ed off than pi$$ed on. Man who keep feet firmly on the ground have trouble putting on pants. Man who run behind car get exhausted. Woman who wear wonderbra make mountains out of molehills. Man with one chopstick go hungry Man who marry girl with no bust has right to feel low down. Man who fights wife all day gets no piece at night. Man who live in glass house should dress in basement. Man who eat crackers in bed wake up feeling crummy. Foolish man give wife grand piano. Wise man gives wife upright organ. Man who run in front of car get tired. Man who pee on electric fence receive shocking news. Man who sleep in bed of nails is holy. Man with athletic finger make broad jump. Blonde who fly upside down have crack up. A streaker is someone who is unsuited for his work. It take many nails to build crib, but only one screw to fill it. Man who drop watch in toilet have $hitty time. Man who make love to girl on hill, well

Confession Of Dumbditude...?
Ok, I won't lie. My neigbor && friend, was a drug lord. And a pimp. He was an awesome guy. Always broke... But always awesome. I hung out with him every moringing before he went to work...his day job anyways. And when he got home, we'd chill. Now this I find fucking unbelieveable. I was titled his 'beer bitch' Cuz when he asked for a beer (more like screamed about wanting one) I was the only one who would always go get it. He kept it in the fridge...top shelf. Now heres the FUCKING UNBELIEVABLE part!!! When he was kicked out...(still miss him) My moms friend found his fridge Absolutely stuffed to capacity WITH COCAINE!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL?????????? I must be loosing my mind. I was in that fridge, EVERY DAY!!! Several times a day being as he was a drunk!! Ta hell is wrong with me??? LOL Moral of the story, When you know a drug lord got evicted, Search his house and steal all the cocaine from his fridge before the cops find it. More apparent moral of the

Confused
why at times does life have to be extremes. One can go from the bottom, shoot to the top like a dolphin in water, only to start to sink back into the darkness. in the last month, I have went from one end to the other. first I was alone, then I find a few friends, then I find my new friends friend, who is leaving to texas. then my new friends and I get a scare, about the one. then hell breaks out between the two. I get closer to someone, that I know i neather deserve, nor have a chance. then out of the blue, i hear from a long lost love, which I have been with every four or five years for the past 23. then I find out that her daughter, who is 16, MAY be mine. I cry, I think, I shed many a tear. meanwhile i lose contact with my friends, and the one person whom i worry about. then i meet the old girlfriend, and her daughter for dinner. How i wish that girl was mine to love, that she would accept me being her father. I would be proud to share what I could with her. then, two days later,

Confessions And Desires
She smiles and looks deep into my eyes, I see her need come pouring out to me She nuzzles close, and whispers in my ear, softly whispering words that I want to hear sweet lover there is something I must say something I need to take my breath away For I have a confession that I must make, of a million ways to make my body quake of smoldering hungers down deep inside A desire for something that we can share made flesh to fulfill all of our secret needs make us burn with empassionened deeds

Confusion
After all this time of being online, with the ICQ, Myspace and yahoo...I don't think I can even get the music to play right on here!! If someone has some suggestions....they would be appreciated! A little about me....I'm a paramedic for the states of NC and TN. I am also a college instructor for EMS courses in BLS and ALS. My passion is being on the ambulance without a doubt....but to teach is to hold their attention in the palm of your hand and give them understanding and knowledge.... Have a great day!

Confuckled
well I turned down another relationship...( from the same guy who wanted me ) ..yes that is me .. always scared to have some 1 love me .. but then did he realy .. he said that he wanted me to be his last .. we have been friends friends for 2 years ... everytime he invited me down .. I would say yes but never go .. hhe said I was cock blocking him .. the thing is , we always forgave one another no matter what .. and always there we need a friend to talk to.. yes we met had some good times... I started to have deep feeling for him and I told him.. then he pushed me away .. but I wasn't good enough then .. he had to go find others ... then till he figured out what he realy wanted in life .. and it was me ... ( 2 years later ). and told me last friday that he wanted me to be his last..a couple of times he had asked me to marry him.. but i thought it was a joke.. after him and I where together the first time .( almost 2 years ago , for a month ) .. I have not been with another man.. b

Confidence !!!!!
A feeling of continuous growth is a wonderful source of motivation and self-confidence. The foundation of lasting self-confidence and self-esteem is excellence, mastery of our work. Life is not easy for any of us. But what of that? We must have perseverance and above all confidence in ourselves. We must believe that we are gifted for something and that this thing must be attained. Like gaining confidence, finding one's courage is gradual rather than all at once.-- Most people can do extraordinary things if they have the confidence or take the risks. Yet most people don't. They sit in front of the telly and treat life as if it goes on forever. Nothing builds self-esteem and self-confidence like accomplishment. Real confidence comes from knowing and accepting yourself--your strengths and your limitations--in contrast to depending on affirmation from others. Self-confidence is a good thing to develop, after you are sure you have something to be confident about. Self-confidence is s

Confessions Of Insatiability
Confessions of Insatiability My Big Beautiful Goddess Glorious mane of hair flowing on the four winds Lips full of rose petal soft Full Plump, Juicy, Grand Seductress She purs like the Great Cat Goddess Bastet Walks wiht the prowess of Diana Makes Wild passionate Love with the fury of Aphrodite I live to serve, to worhsip her, live for her pleasure Kneeling at her altar Her body moistened and eager Her siren voice pierces my core Her Universal magnetism captures me completely The softness of your breasts rubbign aginats my own Sends waves of sxual tremors surging through me The moistness of her plump labias Tickles my tastebuds; increasing my hunger and thirst for her nectar She mounts me with Grand Prowess Gripping me, mssaging my manhood with her strong kegels Controls me, sudeces me Oh Grand Enchantress has me under her spell Goddess, Divine and beloved Big beautiful, Bodl, and Sexy I am priest, toy, servant Your Wishn is my command

Confused.
Ok, im new to cherrytap, and im either really dumb or this is wayyy confusing..what do ya think?(ok, dont answer that) This looks really cool, but its pretty "busy" like fans, crushes, gifts, points??? ill keep hangin out and hopefull ill figure it out! looks like an awesome party, lol!

Confused (help!)
I'm kinda of confused about something. Maybe someone can help me. I'm sitting here talking to my boyfriend and he started getting mad for some reason. At first I didn't know what as going on. He started being crabby so I asked what's wrong? He said "Stop doing two things at one time" it's then that I realized I was on cherrytap, talking to him on the phone,listening to music, and Iming people while trying to rememember what my home work was. I stopped two things, cherrytap and chatting with my friends on msn. He still got mad so I stopped everything expect thinking. He is the type of person who can only do one thing all the time. Im the kind of person who can't do one thing because im easily lost in one thing. (yey ADHD) I've explained many times that I have ADHD..i'll admit I started playing more attention to some things than him but he does the same thing awhile ago but I didn't really care. We've had this fight way too many times. He knows that I'm very senstive about my ADHD

Confution....
So... I found out that my ex who i had moved from NY to Arizona for had indeed cheated on me. Not that i should be surprised all the signs had been there, And i picked up on them but ignored them as my heart would not allow me to believe she did anything more then keep close friends. All the hard work i had done over the last few days to get my self control back was just ruined in one foul swoop. In black and white she wrote "I have cheated in my past relationship alright! I know how it feels to be cheated on and to cheat on another person" Her last relationship had been with me.... It ended because i was and still am a soldier and i did not bring in the knid of money she wanted and since daddy owns a dealership i could not compete with a 5 and 6 number salery... Hell i could only wish i made such money. But i was a good and loyal mate, no one ever cought my eye and no one else had my heart when her and i were together. But yet now i feel worse because the fact i have

The Confederate Flag
*note....mind you though im from illinois my roots are in south carolina...my grandfather was from SC and i have tons of friends and family there that i love greatly...so i dont have a beef with country ass people...i love my country ass people and im glad its apart of who i am what makes Justin Justin that being said shit like this really grinds my gears...not because of how historically shitty it was for niggas because of that flag..nor the latent racism that some people still evoke in the name of that flag... those are all real issues that DO bother me...but its not the main reason it pisses me off... this is why... the flag represents the south basically say fuck you North im doing my own thing...civil war insued...and the south LOST...at that point we were no longer a nation divided...we were and still are the United States of America...which is something to be quite proud of... so this the south shall rise again shit is fucking retarded...be proud cuz you a

Confidence In Bush Leadership At All-time Low, Poll Finds
Confidence in Bush Leadership at All-Time Low, Poll Finds 22 Jan 2007 President [sic] Bush will deliver his State of the disUnion address on Tuesday at the weakest point of his presidency, facing deep public dissatisfaction over his Iraq war policies and eroding confidence in his 'leadership,' according to a new Washington Post-ABC News poll... The poll also shows that 65 percent of Americans oppose sending more troop to Iraq. http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/01/22/AR2007012200236

Confidence Spell
You will need the following: A lionhead charm (buy or make one) Yellow candle Essential oil of rose, orange, or hazel Buy, or make, a charm that resembles a lion's head. (It can be as simple as you want it to be as long as you know what it is.) Pass it three times through the flame of a yellow candle, meditating on your esteem and the respect you truly deserve. Then infuse the charm with your energy by anointing it with the oil. Wear it (on a chain or in your pocket, wherever!) on you, and when you see or touch it, you will feel your confidence build within you. I know it's hard to find a lion's head charm, and you may wonder what the easiest way would be to make one. I would suggest taking a flat, smooth stone, clean it off, and use either orange paint or a thin permanent orange marker to draw a simple lion head on it. This way it will be fire-proof, and you can keep it in your pocket.

Confusion
IF ONLY LIFE WAS SIMPLE SORROW, TEARS AND PAIN TELL ME WHY PLEASE EXPLAIN LOVE IS SO PAINFUL KEEPS ME CONFUSED AT TIMES FEELING CHEAP AT TIMES FEELING USED IF ONLY I HAD THE ANSWERS NOT A SIMPLE ONE ITS TRUE PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO

Confusion Says
The rains have come, and poured heavy on my soul. An endless torrent of confusion and I am lost. Lost in the folds and pages of a dark mystery. Lying in the arms of deceit, wrapped so tightly in his lies. His body a coil of serpents slipping over my skin and between my legs, while his lips whisper softly the breath of innocence. Unable to break the cycle, the angel on one side the devil on the other, grasp so tightly and threaten to tear me in two. The fall of my empire. The great castle walls. The stones shatter to dust. I am but alone. Naked. Standing naked before you. Blistered and bruised by the wounds that time cannot heal. My skin so thin it tears at your touch. Cold under your gaze. What you will do once you break through the darkness, once you chip through the ice? A mistress wrapped in her mortal coil. Bricks and stones at her feet, looking toward the raining skys. Awash in the rains of confusion.

Conformity-it Is Long But Please Read!!
I rescued a prayer book from a secondhand bookstore a couple of months ago that was filled with prayers from the early days of the Christian church. At the back was a writing "Rules for a Godly Life." This I found interesting. There was one phrase that really jumped out at me, and although it was only 4 words it spoke volumes about an issue I wrestle with almost daily: "Evil companions demand conformity." We do live in a world that demands conformity. Let's face it--if you want to succeed by worldly standards, you have to conform to its ideals. To get ahead, you have to look out for yourself, get in with the right people, and go with the flow of the crowd. If you don't atleast tip your hat to the social politics that govern us, you are astracized, and suddenly the crowd is working against you. The interests of a few determine the destiny of the whole--and I have always had a problem with this. I was never one to run with the crowd. If there is a label that describes

Confused
YEAH OK IM USED TO MYSPACE AND I LOVE THAT.. I NEVER EVEN GO TO YAHOO... WELL I DONT HAVE YHOO BUT IF I DID I WOULD'NT GO THERE..LOL TO MANY BOTS AND DRAMA.. WELL I WILL WRITE MORE A NEW DAY BUT YA... ~MARYJANE~

Confessions Of A Guy
Guy Confessions [X] I'm straight. [] I'm gay. [] I'm bi. [X] I play video games. [] I wear boxers to bed. [X] I've slept naked [] I've thrown rocks at a girl's window. [X] I've drank because I felt like it. [] I still beat my buddies up. [] But, of course, they never beat me up. [] I've been in a fist fight [] And won [X]I own a car. [] I own a truck/SUV. [] My friends and I make fun of each other. [X] I have a job. [] I currently have a girlfriend. [] I think about a girl. [] Girls are complicated [] I get jealous easily. [] I'm Cocky [] I can dance. [] I've forgotten to return a phone call to a girl...or a few. [X] I'd do anything for my/a girl. [X] I tend to be shy around girls. [] I've acted like an ass on purpose. [] I play hard to get. [] I aspire to one day be like the guys from Old School. [] I'm in love. [] I've honked at a girl going down the road. [] I've hit on a girl in public. [] I've asked a hot girl for her number that I just met. [] I'v

Confession.. Joke
The Real Confession A priest was in the confessional booth with a fairly long line of people waiting for their confession. The priest had to go to the bathroom something awful and couldn't hold it for another minute. Not wanting to upset all of the people in line, he frantically looked out the back door for another priest to help him out but there wasn't a priest to be found. Suddently the janitor pushed his broom past the back of the booth and the priest grabbed him and said, "You just gotta help me out. I have to go to the bathroom and the line is so long. "It's very simple", said the Priest. "There on the wall is a chart ... column A lists the sins and column B lists the penance. Just find the sin on the chart and tell them what their penance is." The janitor agreed that it sounded pretty simple and wanted to help the holy Father so he agreed to fill in for the priest in the booth while the priest hurried away to the bathroom. The very next person in line entered the bo

Confused
Well the past couple of days have been going alright me and my boyfriend are fighting a little bit to much and things. I lov ehim to death and i dont like it when we fight. And it is over the stupidest things too. I just dont know what to do, if he keeps treating me like this I dont want to break up with him and lose him forever but that seems like the smartest thing to do right now. But alas im not going to do that. Im so confused right now in my life.

Confessions
Guys Confessions on bottom. Girl confessions on top GIRL CONFESSIONS If you're female mark all those that apply to you. [] I do wear make up. []When I walk by mirrors, I can't help but look. [] I wear boxers/boy shorts to bed. [] I wear toe nail polish. [] I have cried at a movie theater. [] I've purposely talked to a guy my boyfriend didn't like. [] I love chocolate covered pretzels. [] Getting flowers makes me smile, especially for no reason. [] I've wrecked a car [] I can't put mascara on without opening my mouth. [] I'd do anything for that special guy. [] I get jealous easily. [] I love hugging. [] I've gotten a detention. [] I've gotten suspended. [] I've gotten expelled. [] I love to laugh. [] I like rock. [] I like death/grind/black metal. [] I like rap. [] I like techno. [] I carry a purse everywhere [] I carry a bag everywhere. [] I'd be lost without my cell phone. [] I'd be lost without my iPod/mp3/CD player/computer. [] I own/did own a Spi

Confederate Flag
Question that's been on my mind. (This is my political "sub-blog" and is not friends-only, half-tempted to move it to another blog, "pet peeves", which is... anyway.) Quite a whole lot of rebels on CT, sporting Confederate Flag images in their galleries, "you'll pry this flag out of my cold dead hands", further to that effect. ("If you don't like it you can k*** my ass"- would rather kick than kiss, thanks v'much; or perhaps both, actually, hatred being, as Kirk Douglas noted, such a wonderful aphrodisiac...) I don't doubt that states' rights motivated some - some - of the participants in that conflict primarily, though probably few, I would guess; and others to a lesser extent; and it is true that when President Lincoln offered an amendment guaranteeing the institution of slavery where it existed in perpetuity, this was turned down by the leaders of the soon-to-be Confederate States as a possible compromise (if memory serves). I suppose it more than possible that someone r

Confident?
You're a Confident Chica You're a total superstar - and you know it Even if no one else does (in which case you'll remind them) You hate to admit that you're wrong... even to yourself Your life is great - and you've thankful for every great thing you have Are You Confident?

Confessions
A boy and his date were parked on a back road some distance from town, doing what boys and girls do on back roads some distance from town. Abruptly, the girl stopped the boy dead in his tracks. 'I really should have mentioned this earlier, but I'm actually a hooker and I charge $20 for sex.' The boy reluctantly paid her, and they did their thing. After the obligatory cigarette, the boy sat in the driver's seat, staring out the window. 'Why aren't we going anywhere?' asked the girl. 'Well, I should have mentioned this before, but I'm actually a taxi driver, and the fare back to town is $25.'

Confusion... Help Me Understand??
Explain something to me... I am perplexed about something. Ok so every so often I might get flirtatious and entertain someone online for the excitement. Whether its just chatting or camming through my CT profile or whatever... but then some of the men I am gracious enough to entertain seem to think that I have all the time in the world to do this all the time. They do not seem to care if you have a house full of kids, if you are having a bad day or if you are just not in the mood. There are other sides to me than most people seem to care about. And if I say, "hey man, I'm just not in the mood" or "I cant" ... it is really none of your business why I cant or when I can. The whole trying to guilt me into it is stupid and that is just going to get you a permanent ignore out of me. Be glad you get what you get out of me. So the long of the short is this ... be polite, I mean damn, gimme a break. And try having a normal conversation with me, it will get you mo

Confused Child
Little johnny came home from school with a note from his teacher saying that johnny was having trouble telling the difference between boys and girl,and would his mother please sit him down and have a talk with johnny about this. So johnnys mother takes him quietly by the hand upstairs to her bedroom and closes the door."First johnny,I want you to take off my blouse,She said,So johnny unbuttons her blouse and takes it off. "Ok now take off my skirt" now take off my bra,which he does. "And now johnny please take off my panties"johnny finishes removing these too.! His mother then says, ((JOHNNY ,PLEASE DON'T WEAR ANY OF MY CLOTHES TO SCHOOL ANYMORE)) !!

The Confessions Of A Tomato
No one seems to know what I am, perhaps they just don't care. But be aware of the fact that I'm alive. I think, feel, hear and see. I breathe. I can hear your grandmothers arguing at Shop rite, about whether or not I taste as fresh as my folks in the old days. They'd slowly shake me up and down. a gesture to go along with an irritated: "If my husband were alive he'd.." or a disappointed: "They don't grow 'em like they used to." I always hated when they tossed me back with a careless flick of a wrist. They don't understand what it's like landing on top of a complete stranger.

Confessions
A poem I wrote back around Jan 23rd or so.... Confessions. The kind that drip down your skin Leaving small glistening lines Lines that trace the cracks Tracing them and disappearing into the darkness Filling them and freezing Freezing in the winter of our discontent Making new lines in the fragile exterior An exterior of porceline crack and crashing Into nothing The shell of trust a shattered mess The final result of These lies.

Confusion!!!!!
HEARTS POUNDING! HEADS REACING! FINDING ITS WAY TO THE END. CHASING, PACING TRYING TO FIND ITS WAY FREE. FREE LET ME BE FREE.. THOUGHTS CHASING, RACING, PACING THREW MY HEAD. LIKE A BAT OUT OF HELL. TEARS PLEADING. FIND THE END. FIND THE BEGINNING. WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE? IS THERE A DIFFERENCE? BETWEEN THE END AND THE BEGINNING. ALL THESE THINGS RACING, PACING THREW MY MIND. I WANT THE END I WANT THE BEGINNING. FLYING....HIDING....TRYING....LOOKING....SEARCHING.....FOR THE END...THE BEGINNING.....THE INBETWEEN!!!!!!!!!

Confessions Of The Broken Hearted
Seeing you so happy Completely tears me apart Cause I Know it's not me That resides in your heart It's her that makes you smile Something I could hardly ever do But you made me so happy Just because I was with you It's getting harder and harder As the days keep passing by I'm still stuck here alone And it's killing me inside I still can't seem to face The fact we're not together Cause I'd always thought We'd always be forever But you're so happy now I wish it was cause of me And I miss you so much I just want you to see Forcing my emotions down And putting on a fake smile Hoping soon you'll fade out Though it's already been awhile I just thought you should know About what I'm going through And of my biggest confession yet ....I still love you

Confessions Of A Cutter
I bet you think you're imagining this blood spilling from my wrist but i'm just trying to find my piece of mind i want to prove that i exist. i'm slowly becoming invisible and i'm not sure if i'm real i put that razorblade to my skin just to make sure i still can feel. becoming numb was not a choice and it's become a way of life its hard to feel anything at all when you're only friend becomes the knife. i'm not looking for your pity i'm just hoping to find a friend a reason to keep on living someone on whom i can depend. and while the floor around me is red and your eyes are starting to tear i'm afraid that you still don't know me because i'm more fragile that i appear. you believed that i was surviving i was still breathing, so i was fine i assure you that you were mistaken and that i've been broken all this time. this is not the first time that i've bled nor is it the first time i wish i've died and this blood isn't even half of all those million tears i cr

Confused
First let me start by saying I wish I could figure out how to write something on my profile..Then I would like to say thank you to all the nice ppl that welcomed me here.. You have all been warm and friendly, and if I have not replied, it is because I have no idea what I am doing... With that out of the way may I add, I am just coming out of a relationship that really broke my heart.. I for sure loved the guy, but am now realizing it was never meant to be.. Until yesterday I had hoped that things would turn around, but I am facing the reality of it.. I don't want to become hard or cynical and will never give up on love and that is why I am here.. To meet new and exciting people and hope for the best.. As they say off with the old and on with the new.. Thanks everyone Lolly

Confused
Why am I here? Why don't I die? Once I was happy, confident and carefree What happened to the days when I could be me, On the surface I smile and act like I'm alright, But when I get home I cry all night, This pain I feel why won't it go away? I wish they'd stop what they are doing coz its not okay. I don't know what I'm doing and I don't know what I've done, I wish they'd just leave me alone because they know they've won, I wish that they could see, That they're killing me!

Confessions Of Mortality: I Glimpsed Him
I dream of a Prince with moondust in his hair exuding the grave's glow; with his Demon Lover's Stare We'll raise hell at first. -Then we'll drink what we sow Depraved delights & wicked wines are among the first which will quench our thirst I need a new incubus to slake this wytch's fate His wintered silvery eyes may, whisper of forgotten wistfulness.. His bones might creak with sorrow. Still full of that tortured longing for fair Zeniths' honied kiss But I will know him- by what he grows Yearning for the freedom of tomorrow When the wind bring no more madness; borrowed or bloomed in his garden of shadows Then in our oasis when we find; our elusive phoenix We will renew & reburn Together COPYRIGHT WYLDFEY.COM

Confused And Lost....
I put up a pretty bad night last night and now i know why. the love of my life the woman i have loved since i was 13 had ended things with me and then later on today tells me she loves me but she needs a break, Her friend and her friends parents are telling her she needs to get rid of me and now her two old best friends say the same thing, But they want me gone because they want in her pants. I talk to my mother in law (Her mother) and she tells me to wait and not lose hope, But i am 10 thousand miles away serving my country... Going on what i am told and not actually be there to see it for myself, How do i re-act? I love this woman with all of my being and i would give everything for her including my own life. And yet i am sitting here powerless to do anything, I am back to being the one without power crying out for some sort of justice. I pray to the gods each night to keep my loved ones safe and keep the love between myself and my wife burning while i am away from

Confusion
well My wife and i are speaking again but now im more confussed then before she says she will understand if I see someone else when she goes to iraq and she says she loves me and wants to see me before she deploys but not right now because she needs to figure out what she wants and she says she doesnt want anyone else is she still angry so she is being learry with her feelings right now I just dont know

Confirmation That People Suck!!! Please Read
I am writing this blog because this is just a subject that pisses me off..... On my way home today I stopped at McDonalds to get something quick to eat. As I was pulling out of the parking lot and back onto 67 I heard sirens. I look up and I see an ambulance in plain view so of course I didnt proceed. Needless to say, there arent too many people out there that knows what it means when you hear sirens much less SEE the ambulance. The ambulance had to stop and wait while greedy, selfish bastards kept on driving INSTEAD OF PULLING OVER!!! This may sound like a stupid subject to blog about but when I see this happen....it aggravates me to no end. People are in too much of a hurry to pull over for an EMERGENCY VEHICLE. What would they have done had it been for one of their family members or friends?! How do they know it wasnt? And to the person behind me honkin at me, you're lucky I didnt get out and whoop your ass for being so RUDE! So from now on, if you hear sirens try to figure out w

Confessions Of A Heartbreaker
okay i stole this from one of my frat brothers blogs..... I found it very insightful....and thought provoking.... I know this guy very well.....and knows exactly that what he speaks is the truth.... I will post my experience in another bulletin..... and you guys are welcome to compare and contrast.... here goes: Category: Romance and Relationships Over the years, I've played every game that you can think of when it comes to RELATIONSHIPS. I've lied, cheated, turned the tables to make the woman think that she was the one that was wrong, and Hell, I've even acted a fool before Birthdays, Valentine's, and Christimas and eventually came back right after New Years just so I wouldn't have to buy a gift(ain't that some bull? I know, right). Growing up, I never really knew what a successful relationship was suppose to be about because I never saw one. All I ever thought in relationships was that a man was SUPPOSE to be a mack and if you didn't have more than three gir

Confessions Of The Worldbreaker
Rip,thrash,shred Crimson painting walls Bleeding those not meant to be bled Getting off on the dying screams of the Damned There is as much Art In what I do As there is In a butcher at the block Though his medium is flesh, Mine is purifying FIRE Erasing the very land Upon which ye once walked. What am I? I'm the wind between the rocks at Golgotha I'm that roar of bestial rage, Heard when Carthage(bloody and tainted) fell I am Death,made eloquent. Cessitation of life,wrapped in fashionable mantras My anger is synthetic I merely clear the canvas for those to come after.

Confused
Some days you seem so close like you stand right before me But then the next day you seem so far like each other we can't see, Each day is like a roller coaster with my stomach turning upside down You stand there looking but yet you don't utter a sound, I feel so confused and my heart is being torn at its seams And every night that I sleep you seem to linger in my dreams, Every time I look at you I forget all my thoughts And right then and there it's you that my heart has sought, Every time I hope it turns into something bad So for right now I'll stop thinking And maybe things won't end up sad.

Confessing Or Braggin?
A 75-year-old man goes to confession and tells the priest, "Forgive me father for I have sinned. I had sex last night with two 20-year-old girls and I had sex with each one three times." The priest says, "How long has it been since your last confession." The man says, "I have never been to confession, I am Jewish." "So why are you telling me?" asked the prist. The man says, "I'm telling everybody

Confusion
I'm starting to get alittle confused here! I try to repost bulletins that people post and comment on the photos they ask. But because i don't and can't spend every waking moment talking to 100+ people i am bad? When you load new photo's i try to rate them for you. When i load new photos 5 people come by and rate them. why? and the list goes on. REB

The Confusion Is Over
The Lovely Lissa Is No Longer Lost! Everyone… Be Proud Of Me. Although There Was A Death In The Family Recently, I’ve Been In A Rather Good Mood Lately, Partially Because Of My Amazing Family That I Spent The Weekend With. I Forgot How Much Some Of Them Actually Mean To Me, & Not All Of Them Are Crazy Idiots Running Around Screaming At The Top Of Their Lungs Because They Aren’t Getting Their Way… Yes My Family Has A Few Mature People In It, But We All Still Really Like To Goof Off & Have A Good Time. It Was Good Seeing Another Side Of My Family. The Responses That I Got From Some Of Them Like Totally Amazed Me… I Had One Aunt Going On About How Much I’ve Grew Up, How Pretty I’ve Gotten & How Tall I Am Now… It Was Crazy, She Just Had Something To Say About Every Aspect Of Me That Has Changed. I Didn’t Think That It Was All That Much Of A Change That I’d Made Until My Family Brought It Up. I Finally Know What I Want For Myself. I Took One Of The Biggest Steps To Fig

Confessions
Sweet Darling i love you i do You know that i need you You sing to my soul Leaving me whole And every goodbye is a heart ache The silence i hate It lets all the things you shooed away Come flooding back to my mind Please let me hear your voice again I'll be your lover and friend Show me you truly love me And you just might win.

Confused
What is going on? Where am I, who am I? Why am I feeling like this? I just can't figure it out Someone took my heart Gave me lots of love And then turned around and stomped it to a pulp I still have love For the one who hurt me But more than ever Now I feel betrayed Everything hurts me No one really knows How much that love's blows Really damage my soul I want to fight back I want to scream and cry But the love that I had Really didn't die A week later I still feel pain I can't figure it out And it bites, just like the rain

Confused
FRIENDS OF MINE SAY THAT THEY USE THEIR BLOGS TO VENT TO THE WORLD. SO, HERE IT GOES..... EVERYTHING I THOUGHT WAS THERE..... I FIND IT'S NOT THERE ANYMORE, OR MAYBE NEVER WAS. WHO KNOWS... I FEEL LIKE I WAS PLAYED AS THE FOOL. I'M STARTING TO RELIZE WHAT IT'S LIKE TO HAVE THE SHOE ON THE OTHER FOOT. SO TO SPEAK. I'M NOT EXACTLY SURE WHAT THIS IS ALL ABOUT, BUT I'M BACK IN THE STATE OF CONFUSION AND MAYBE JUST MAYBE.... I'M DESTINED TO BE STATIONED THERE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. MAYBE THIS IS MY KARMA COMING BACK ON ME..... IDK ANYMORE. I HAVE QUESTIONS.... AND DON'T KNOW IF I CAN ASK THEM TO GET THE ANSWERS. IS THAT MAYBE BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO HEAR THE WRONG ANSWERS? IS IT A HIDDEN DESIRE TO LIVE WITH THE UNKNOWN? WHO KNOWS... ALL I KNOW, IS THAT WHATEVER WAS THERE.... IS CURRENTLY GONE. OR MAYBE I NEVER HAD WHAT I THOUGHT I HAD, MAKING IT HARD TO LOSE WHAT I NEVER HAD IN THE FIRST PLACE..... SINCERELY, CONFUSED

Confusion
I haven't blogged much lately.. not anything of real importance anyways. Sure i have posted a few silly things.. and a few things about a contest i was hosting, but nothing about me. I have been going through alot latey. I think i am kinda having one of those mid-life cirises. I know i am only 30ish.. but in my family we have been kicking off early latley, so maybe this is it? As most know i am married. All i ever wanted since i was a litle girl was to be married and have a big family. I know i am an fairly atractive girl.. but i know i am not the kind of woman men want to have a relationship with. I am fine to date breifly,... or to have a fling with. But , for some reason.. I am not the girl men want to settle down with. I can be clingy, and cry alot..i need lots of physical contact/affection. i can be a terrible procrasonator.. and i hate to do housework. I am a worrywart, and tend to get sucked into things quite easily that i don't particularly want to do. I am artistic and my tas

Conformity
www.hostdrjack.com MY THOUGHTS A PENDULUM OF DARK AND LIGHT, WRAPPED IN A STRAIGHT JACKET OF CONFORMITY, MY SPIRIT WITHERING SLOWLY INTO A HOLLOW EYED EXISTANCE, ALIVE BUT NOT LIVING, SCREAMING TO BE SET FREE, A LONGING FOR RELEASE, MY FACE SET IN A MASK OF CONTENTMENT BUT WAS ONLY A CLOAK FOR THE CYNICISM WITHIN, DROWNING IN A BLACK SEA OF EXPECTATION, YOU LOOKED INTO MY HOLLOW EYES, YOU REMOVED THE HEAVY CLOAK THAT HAD WEIGHTED ME FOR SO LONG AND YOU NOURISHED MY WITHERED SPIRIT, IN THE DARKNESS WE MERGED AND SHARED A SWEET WICKED PLEASURE, AND IN THE LIGHT WE MERGED TO FORM MEMORIES TO TREASURE.

Confidence
I sat there staring down the barrel of my empty life, wondering why, so hoplessly. I couldn't picture all of these things going oh so wrong, your sentance cut me like a knife. --- So forget the very reason why we fell this hard, when all you've found out there is absent stares and no one cares, I just wanted to see you walk back through my door, I needed someone to tell me Im still here. --- Wake up from your wonderful dream Wake up and realize Take up for your lies, your sweet deciet You faked it, now admit defeat. --- Now tell me what's next, are you going insane? why don't you tell me what you really think. Please tell me there was a good reason why I came, at least just put it down in ink. --- Wake me up from this beautiful nightmare, tell me everything's ok. You said these things before, what makes me think, this time you might care? It's been a while since I wasn't broken. --- Just say the word, just tell

Confusion
I am really confused now.. I don't know what to really say in this blog there is alot I want to say but I don't know where to start cuz I don't want to get drama started, there aleady been eough been done.. I still care about this guy but I seem to find myself getting really jealous!!! well like I said I am gonna stop here I might finish this before the nite is up!! thanks for reading..

Confusion By Bruce Romanis
Confusion Written By Bruce Romanis When some things just don’t seem right it’s all too confusing for anyone to handle and when things are fine it’s not so confusing to anyone and life is a at times confusing thing does anything make it less confusing I suppose yes and at the same time no but after all what do we do to confuse each other the way we do and in these weird times we can get confused so easily by so many things and yet we try not to confuse ourselves and in the process we confuse our friends and families and yet we have to be unconfused at times as well and when it is seems it’s all clear to us then it’s not so confusing to any of us in general but does life make any sense to us at all or is life the biggest confusion of it all because it seems we get confused everyday of our lives but do we really need to be confused all the time if we confuse ourselves too much then we would be more confused than less confused in this world people get confused most of the time

Confuzzled?
I think some of my friends may be confused! Everyone calls me different things. My Name is Angel(for real) I hate my name so noone ever calls me that. I am most well known by the name Twinkies. Now I used that here when i signed up and then a few months later I see another Twinkies. Thats when I changed it to LilDevil. Welp guess what? Yup another lilDevil. Next it was Buttercup til I saw another damn buttercup. From there I went to ImmortalLove(love never dies) I slightly changed it to Tainted Love cuz it seems I am just that..tainted! I upped new pics in my march 2007 folder xoxxxoo

Confucius Say
1. Woman who goes to man's apartment for snack, gets titbit. 2. Man who lay woman on ground, get peace on earth. 3. Man who gets kicked in testicles, left holding the bag. 4. Man who kisses girl's behind, gets crack in face. 5. Passionate kiss like spider web--lead to undoing of fly. 6. Man with holes in pocket, feels cocky all day. 7. Man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at night. 8. Virginity like balloon--one prick, all gone. 9. Girls who rides bicycle, peddles ass all over town. 10. He who farts in church, sits in own pew. 11. Baseball all wrong--man with four balls can't walk. 12. Man who live in glass house, dress in basement. 13. Kotex not best thing on earth, but next to best thing. 14. Man with penis in peanut butter is ------- nuts. 15. Man who walk through airport door sideways is going to Bangkok. 16. Man who drop watch in toilet, bound to have shitty time. 17. Man who take lady on camping trip, have o

Confusion....
i'm confused right now....it seems that people would rather have you lie to them...than tell you the truth.....can i get some comments back on this one....i mean seriously....you tell someone who says they would rather here the truth than be lied to....the truth....and she gets all upset at me....

Confussion
Threw these blind eyes I see a face staring back at me. No features just an apporition of who I should be. Though just an illusion, it has left me in an unsettled state of confussion. With deaf ears I hear a voice, eager to question if I really have a choice? The dilusion of it all has left me in a state of confussion. Though everything is dead I am very much alive. A choice you ask, no, just a live in a state of confussion. A government torn, people left stranded to morn. Loved ones lost due to a war, with a leader left to scorn. Children left crying while their parents are dieing in the buildings that day. Porpaganda in a state of confussion. He poings the finger at the innocent, when he himself is guilty. The leader of a nation though he is filthy. He sent away millions for his own visions, leaving us all in this dallerious confussion.

Confide
thoughts of destroying the inner you, bared of the consequences of what you thought they knew. No responce to the lies that I know not true. Red to your eyes but to the world you are blue. Nailed to a cross my heart cold as frost, to you I am here but to the world I am lost. Inside I am dieing but outside Im crying, to you I confide but from the world I will hide. Torn by the thorn that peirced my side, re-born on to the world, I do confide. Lecture us in the masses as our lives slowly pass us, I recollect my past and it seems as if life moves so fast. My shadow remains this hallow void, you toyed with my heart and tore it apart. So, to you I confide. Take a look in the mirror, and watch your life growing clearer. I stear this life as if it were the edge of a jagged knife. So, to everything I confide, like chains that bind long and strong. I will take no restraints and will make no mistakes. For my love for you goes on, I will take no spawns, nore will I play your pawn, but I will fly

Confusious Say
try not to conform the world to your image for it has greater plans instead imagine you conforming to the world and its needs-Sarai (yes i thought of it) damn fortune cookie things going threw my head all day

Confucius Says
Confucius say, virginity like bubble. One prick - all gone Confucius say, man who do business in whore house get jerked around Confucius say, baseball wrong. Man with four balls not able to walk Confucius say, panties not best thing on earth, but next to it Confucius say, war not determine who right. War determine who left Confucius say, woman who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house Confucius say, man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at night Confucius say, it take many nail to build crib, one screw to fill it Confucius say, man who keep feet on ground have trouble putting on pants Confucius say, if you want pretty nurse, you got to be patient Confucius say, passionate kiss like spider web, soon lead to undoing of fly Confucius say, better to be pissed off than pissed on Confucius say, man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day long Confucius say, couple on seven day honeymoon make whole week Confucius say, woman who go camping must beware of evil

Confused
Confused! I'm so confused! So many things confuse me now a days, Friends, family and coworkers. Why tell anyone the truth they never want to hear it, they rather hear anything but! Why is it that when you tell someone you don't believe in one god, your told your a witch or a devil worshiper? I am PEGAN someone who believes in more then one god! I do not criticize you because of your belifes, please do not criticize me. I'm the same Becky Jo as you have always known. I have not and will not change for anyone please do not try and change me as I do not try in change you! If you don't know about someones beliefs and your queues about it just ask it never hurts to ask questions so ask away! Don't critasize them for being different then you. If your confused about my beliefs ask me I'm more then willing to answer your questions and give you the most honest answers. If you want to know what Pegans believe in, they believe in the old indian ways. If you want to know more please ask! Sorr

Confused Brain
I'm very interested in a guy. Who seems to be a very sweet man. Very patient understanding and does his best to do anything thath as to be done to help me raise my own self esteem and help me think better about myself. He says hes intrested in me to just doesnt want to rush things to fast. We call each other names like hun and sweetie but then again we can other people that every now and then. We did that in a chatroom and someone said we are datting. He didnt deny it! But yet weve never actually talked about making it offical yet. All he talks about is not wanting to rush things. I'm just so not fully awake yet lol and dont know what to think about all of this.

Conflicting Nutritional Studies
For those of you who watch what you eat, here's the final word on nutrition and health. It's a relief to know the truth after all those conflicting nutritional studies. 1. The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 3. The Chinese drink very little red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 4. The Italians drink a lot of red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks > than Americans. 5. The Germans drink a lot of beer and eat lots of sausages and fats and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. CONCLUSION Eat and drink what you like! Speaking English is apparently what kills you.

Confusing Feelings (poem)
her body heving from the recent sex she had, she slowly set a cigarette to her lips, she lights he stick of tobacco. inhales then slowly and exhale approaches. her feine is calmed, finally her sexual desires are satisfied. later on she'll realize the mistake she made. whats one more stressful day to her? she remembers the man she loved and how she wishes it was him she was making love to. she realizes he was taken away. wish to take her life. it would only take one slice and shed be gone forever. why must she live in this hell

Confused . . . Am I Real?
feelings . . . what are they? an illusion? a trick of my mind a plot to deceive what is this pain? it rests in my heart is it just me? please . . . disappear i can't take it i'll hide in my mind the world of my dreams something is there hidden in shadows what is it? beneath the moon she hangs in the sky my tortured mind wonders please . . . tell me why the tired night answers a whisper unheard i retreat to myself in deeper and deeper don't come near my shell because it'll shatter the darkness holds comfort the lonely sky darkens watching my plight it cries out the tears that died in my eyes

C-o-n-f-u-s-e-d
C- Constantly thinking about you even thought we are apart. O- Only wanting to hear you voice and to hear you say you love me. N- Never being able to see my life with out you in it F- Forgetting that there are other women out there that could probably make you happy. U- Using excuses to be able to hear you on the phone. S- Seeing your name light up, makes me smile. E- Escaping when I do talk to you. You have that effect on me. D- Determined not to let it hurt when everything is said and done, When you leave me all alone.

Confused
AS THE DAYS MOVE ON AND THE NIGHTS TRAVEL THROUGH , HOW CAN I STOP THE MORE I THINK ABOUT YOU? TO CONTROL AN EMOTION IS IMPOSSIBLE DO. I CAN'T SHOW YOU HOW I FEEL SO I HIDE IT AWAY, IF IT WERE KNOWN THE WAY I FEEL FOR YOU, JUST LIKE ALL I HAVE LOST I WILL LOSE YOU TO. TO PLAY ALL THE CARDS OUT IS SUCH A GREAT RISK THE ODDS ARE AGAINST ME AND IT'S A SURE THING TO MISS. BUT I'M REALY SICK OF LOSING AND ALWAYS END UP CRYING, YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU GOT TILL IT IS ALREADY GONE, AND EVERY WAY I LIVE MY LIFE I ALWAYS END UP WRONG

Confidence, Trust And Hope
Confidence, Trust and Hope Confidence Once all village people decided to pray for rain .On the day of prayer all People gathered and only one boy came with an umbrella that's confidence.. ......... TRUST Trust should be like the feeling of a one year old baby When you throw him in the air, he laughs...... Because he knows you will catch him........ HOPE A human being can live for 40 days without water 8 minutes without air But not even 1 second without hope.... SO ALWAYS HAVE CONFIDENCE, TRUST OTHERS AND NEVER LOOSE HOPE

Conflict Diamonds
the things we take for granted are worshipped by those who can't have them slaves to these things we buy and love diamonds, technology, clothes slaves everywhere being taking hostage some against there will some to protect their familys we have a disease it needs to be cut off at the head buried and dead exonerated from life compiled of lives and death the bloodshed spreads through siera leonee to many nations people being killed with no hesitation the pain of their lives bleed through this pen when i write these rhymes maybe one day one line could save a life i ain't holding out hope becuase for all we know it will continue through out the times every slave should have came equiped with a nine to protect and serve but they live to serve and burn for the greed i say its time we take heed to the things we really need in life a education on the real and ingorance of the fake because at the end of the day we all contemplate our own fate

Confusion Sets In...
It's my first blog WOOHOO! Ever had a really good friendship with a member of the opposite sex that you never would've even thought about taking to another level and than oneday you found yourself looking at that person in a way you never had before? Well thats where the confusion sets in... I have this really great guy friend that I've been developing a really awesome friendship with and up until recently, hanging out with him was just that, building a really awesome friendhip with a really awesome person, and up until now I never would have thought about taking it any further than that as far as that deep emotional level is concerned. However, This last time we hung out was a little different... for me anyway. After a great night of frozen margiritas, jokes, and excellent conversation, I found myself sitting in the passenger seat of his car looking over at him and wondering... ... is it possible? I have no idea how he feels or if he's ever thought the same when he lo

Confused
OK BECAUSE YA MEET SOMEONE ON THE INTERNET AND SPEND COUNTLESS HOURS/DAY TALKING GETTING TO KNOW THEM AND YOU TELLING THEM THINGS ONLY YOU WOULD TELL YOUR BEST FRIEND, IS IT NOT SUPPOSE TO HURT WHEN THEY JUST DUMP YA LIKE THAT? THEN SAY ITS NOT YOU ITS THEM? IT F*CKIN HURTS, BUT ITS INTERNET...... IS IT NOT SUPPOSE TO HURT? IM CONFUSED

Confuscious Say
Confuscious say..... "Man who run behind car get exhausted. Man who run in front of car get tired." "Passionate kiss like spider web, soon lead to undoing of fly." "Virginity like bubble. One prick - all gone!" "Foolish man give wife grand piano. Wise man give wife upright organ." "Man who walk through airport turnstile backwards going to Bangkok." "Man who do business in whore house get jerked around." "Baseball wrong. Man with four balls not able to walk!" "Panties not best thing on earth, but next to it." "War does not determine who right. War determine who left." "Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house." "Man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at night!" "It take many nail to build crib, but one screw to fill it." "Man who drive like hell, bound to get there!" "Man who live in glass house should change in basement." "Boy who go to bed with sexual problem wake up with

The Confession Of The Aging Hunk.
I CANNOT SEE, I CANNOT PEE, I CANNOT CHEW, I CANNOT SCREW, OH MY GOD! WHAT CAN I DO? MY MEMORY SHRINKS, MY HEARING STINKS, NO SENSE OF SMELL, I LOOK LIKE HELL, MY MOOD IS BAD, CAN YOU TELL? MY BODY’S DROOPING, HAVE TROUBLE POOPING, THE GOLDEN YEARS CAN KISS MY ASS.

Confession
My heart is breaking into a million pieces.... My mind is racing for a millions reasons.... For him, I am starting to fall..... Does he like me? not at all.... And I don’t know what to do or how to say it.... I just want to scream and give up on this shit.... Its not love this I know... But I like him... and it shouldn’t be so He’s not mine for me to need... But I feel as if my heart will bleed... I want to tell him but don’t know how... And I don’t think the time is now.

Confused.
I have never dated a person twice...to me it just doesn't make sense. If something was wrong enough to make you and that person break up once, then why would it magically be ok the second time around??? Well...lately I've been talking to an ex (who I still have feelings for and never really stopped caring for), and the subject of trying this dating thing again came up today. Part of me thinks I should say no and just forget about him. But then part of me misses him, and wants to be with him again........ I'm afraid of getting hurt. Of being used. But I feel like that's a risk I need to take at this point...Guys are good at the sweet talk...they know what girls like to hear, and they're sneaky like that....lol. and he is like the KING of sweet talk...that's why I'm a little nervous. Oh well...I just needed to do a bit of pointless rambling.... Goodnight everyone

Confused!!
Ok!i have decided no longer hurt the woman I Love!but am confused to why i came to the decision,its wild because i came to the conclusion before she found out about my last,escapade.i am trully lucky im not getting a divorce,or killed by her!divotces are so mess and every-one ends up scarred,from the kids to the adults.and one of the adults will never believe the new b/f's or new g/f's for along time! Why do us men do it???its not because the wife or girlfriend doesnt give us sex and the occasional blow-job,sum guys get it more then myself.but i can deal with it.so why do we do it?gentic make-up?thinking we wont get caught?is it the attention another women gives us?why??

Confederate Birthday!!!
I KNOW WE ALL GET BUSY BOMBING OUR FAMILY WITH ALL THE CONTEST GOING ON RIGHT NOW, BUT LETS ALL TAKE 2 MINS TO SHOW SOME B-DAY LOVE TO OUR FRIEND AND FAMILY MEMBER... ~~ BABYG1RL ~~ ~~MEMBER OF CONFEDERATE BOMBERS OF CT~~@ CherryTAP

Confessions
Silence Only tears As I press the blade Against my pale skin Red The blood flows From the wounds Echoing my inner pain Satisfaction As I feel the knife Slicing into me I only deserve pain Anguish As I realize what I've done I feel accomplishment As I gaze at the marks upon my skin Stares People are horrified Don't understand why Neither do I © Andi 2006

Confused
Some Say I Have To Be Perfect, I Mean Why, And Is It Worth It? I Thought There Were No Such Thing, Cant I Just Be Myself Or Is There No Being A Me, And Being Free? I Feel Trapped... Like No Reason To Live Or Hold On To... I Wanna Die And Bleed, If I Did Would Anyone Miss Me? Im Just Confused, Is There Even A Place For Me In This World? I Mean Will I Shatter And Break, Sometimes Its More Pain I Can Handle And Even Take... Am I Just Another Fake Or Am I Real? Because I Cant Even Think Or Feel... Lets Just Go Back To The Beginning Of All This, Im Getting Tired, Weak, Cant I Just End This?

Confused
Confused Puzzled; yet knowing What these thoughts are all about So frightened that my actions are showing Anticipating.. no one will figure them out Follow my mind, or follow my heart Will someone, please, answer my question? Don't wanna lose my love.. so scared to grow apart I'm ready & willing to show my affection What are these feelings leading to; To show me what I wanna see? Or heartbreak for two Won't somebody, please, help me?

~ ~ Confessions ~ ~
Forgive me Father, for I have sinned I took the life of another "Death by your own hand ?" Let me take you back to how it began My act was done with love and favor For centuries terror reigned this land Known as the Vampire Bruxsa Human by day Vampire by night The land plagued by phobia She drank the blood of children Birthed from her own loins She used the art of witchcraft Creature to creature her shape could shift Hunters staked her heart, covered her eyes with coins Yet she lived, terrorizing travelers This being of evil grew quite despised As descendants go there are no males She would devour them whole This evil had no, known means of demise A grandmother generations before me To the Bruxsa a trusted friend Grandmother kept a secret journal she passed Down through her own from hand to hand Because of her our family lived The journal revealed two deadly secrets To grandmothers dying ear, Bruxsa spoke of infection To kill the beast, you must de

Conflicted
Life slips through your fingers like sand through the hourglass, Tell yourself it don't matter, these things never last, Least not like they use to, So you reach for the bottle that sits on the table, You Tell yourself it don't matter, As you peal off the label, No, not anymore, (chorus) It all seems so useless, No reason to move on, You fight for all your worth, To find the memory's too strong, (2nd chorus: the hold is too strong) You want to give up, But still you hold on, You give all you've got, Wonder'n were you went wrong, street to Walkin down a dark heartache and main, To a bar on the corner, That don't have a name, Oddly it use to, She's there smokin a long cigerette, Just like the moment, You try so hard to forget, But it won't go away, Chorus Now it's alone in the cold rain, A little too cliche, Hallmark needs a card for this kind on thing, and the tears roll down, One more night alone in your bed, As the alcohol sinks you, And

Confusion
Confusion..... story of my life. For someone who always wants to know the "whys" of everything, confusion will land you in the nuthouse. I just have to stop trying to understand everything and just let whatever will happen happen. If I don't quit trying to understand I will end up hiding in that "cave" of mine again.

Confusion?
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CONFUSED? I dont mean momentarily puzzled. I mean confused! Sometimes it feels as if my whole life has been spent this way,,, my head saying one thing,,, my heart another,,, my hormones saying everything at top volume at 10,000 feet per second. You get to where you dont listen to anything or anyone after awhile, because it is soo much easier to go with the flow. Of course the opposite side of that coin is to over-control and live life like a stiff piece of concrete that is safe from everything except the ravages of time and the elements,,, and also cannot feel anything.... Would you like to know which is worse?..... Neither.... Whats worse is being tossed between the two like a rag doll,,, without choice,, without being asked,, without anyone seeming to care about the way your mind and soul are ravaged by these things, All anyone sems to care about is wether you will entertain them well enough, or defend them well enough, or be smart enough, So you make them fee

Confused And Feelings
If you think life is all fun and games think again Yeah I know this is comeing from someone who don't give a fuck You think I'm dead you think I'm on crack But I care about myself and i would never do something that stupid I love life Hell I even get high off of it Yeah that is kind of stupid but true You call my a whore, slut, skank, and all of those thing but let me tell you if I was any of those thing I would up my legs to a fuckin dog man I can't sdtand people that jugde yeah i know i do it to The way i do it thoush is in a good way I care about how people feel and how they have feelings I hate to see you or me hurt by this relationship That is why I'm gonna leave this hell of a place you called life and go to some place were you can love me and I can love you with out being jugded Yeah I love you and I care about you but enough is enough

Confusion
You would think.. after being married 2 times.. and dating since I was 14.. I would understand why someone would act like they were totally in love with me.. and then one day out of no where.. just flat out stop talking, no saying I don't want to be with you, no saying I don't want to talk anymore. Absolutely no words... All I can say is... I'm done dating! I don't need the drama that comes with it. He knows who he is that hurts me! Never thought a lousy explanation would be so much to ask for. Guess its just another man to prove to me all men really are alike when it comes to dating.

Confused
Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit Tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I’m breaking the habit Tonight

Confusion
The pressure on my brain It’s causing me to go insane A red flame comes closer as I fall I scream, nothing a silent call What have I gotten myself into The only words that come to mind I’m screwed! I wish I could run really far away The flame still burns within my heart My fears are tearing me apart But what do I have to fear So maybe I messed up when I was young Maybe it was dumb But now that I’ve done my time behind these steel bars Little has changed, life is still so hard What will I do, where will I go Can you tell me, because I don’t know Shannon P. Holmes 11/23/98

Confused
I wonder why when you care about people you hurt them whether you know it or not. I find my self pushing friends away when they are the main people in your life and the ones you depend on the most. Is it possible I am sabotaging my friendships to make me return to the past. A past that included moolestation and abandoment by just about every1 in my life. It took me 40 years to find unconditional love and I have found it in the form of my best friend. We were lovers and then she gave her ex a second chance and since then we seem to push each other away even though we are each others best friends. We needed to find a middle ground in our lives and we belive we had but then things popped up we did not expect. And now we see each other differently and I think it a better prospective . One day soon maybe we can see just what we mean to each other but for now we are best friends and that is the most important thing in my life I'll write soon thanks for reading my blog. :)

Confidence
Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming/confusing This lack of self-control I fear is never ending Controlling/I can't seem To find myself again My walls are closing in (without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure Discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting/reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem...

Confederate Family
i have another name here on cherrytap as a back up id in case this one crashes or gets deleted somehow....it is dixie_angel(the one with the bulldog) please add that name to your list as well in case i ever have to use it.. thank you, rebelrose32

Confused
we hang out daily have become really close yet we both swear we are just friends neither of us want more at least not right now and you know i am already taken so you dont wanna get mixed up in that so why does everyone expect more is it really that wrong for us to hang out so much?? is it really that wrong for us to become close?? i never knew how hard it would be to have a guy friend and not have everyone to think there was more cuz damn friends is all we are

Confused...
Im a bit confused today... Just came home from work, did a little bit of paint work on my car and out of the blue... I got a phonenumber from a strange guy. Weird! Went back in my appartment, turned on the computer and... what happened to CT? I feel like a newbie with all the changes... Probably I need a shower and a few days free from work. I have to take naps in the afternoon... OMG Im getting old!

Confession
A retired Italian wine maker went to the village church to make his confession for the first time in many decades. When the priest slid open the panel in the confessional, the man said, "Father, during World War II, a beautiful woman knocked on my door and asked me to hide her from the enemy. I hid her in my attic." The priest replied, "That was a wonderful thing you did, my son! You have no need to confess it." "It's worse than that, Father," he continued. "She quickly started to repay me with sexual favours." "People in wartime sometimes act in ways they wouldn't under normal conditions. If you are truly sorry for your actions, you are forgiven." "Thank you, Father. That's a great load off my mind. May I ask a question?" "What, my son?" "Should I tell her the war is over?"

Confessions
Its not your hair I love to feel. Its not your smile which my heart, you could steal. Its not your eyes I love getting lost in. Its not your lips that feel like satin. Its not your ears that listen intently. Its not your advice that could ever prevent me. Its not your laugh that encourages mine. Its not your touch that sends shivers down my spine. Its not your exterior that does brilliantly shine. It'll never be you that I devote my love true until the end of time.

Confused
My body trembels My poor knees go weak Just at the slightest touch from you My mind is in a boogle My heart starts to race When I jsut hear your name My smile is always bigger My life is always better When I am around you The feeling I get Is all I regret Why does this have to happen now I can't afford to get hurt again My life can't take another miss hap Not knowing how you feel back Is that snag in our rope I don't want to let you know but It's just something that is so hard Hard to say Hard to think about All I know is I'm confused Confused on my emotions for you They are on the edge The edge of like and love Just everytime I love I get my poor innocent heart broken I lose the guy I don't want to lose you I'll just keep it inside

Confused...
You ever get that feeling of loneliness? Wonder where life is gonna lead you? Wonder if there is such a thing as total happiness? Wonder if your gonna be alone for the rest of your life? Confused by your own emotions? thoughts? emptiness? These are just a few things that seem to be going through my head lately. I really only think about these things a lot when i'm upset. Most people would call it depression (which it most likely is) but right now its a lot of just loneliness.. I miss my daughter so much, when she's home with me i have something to look forward to every day. But because of whats going on in my personal life (which is all my ex's fault) she is safe and happy 500 miles away from me at my mom's house. I miss her soooo much, sucks coming home to an empty quiet house. Have you ever thought you loved someone so much that you did everything to please that person. Sacrificed doing what that person wanted, said what you knew would make them happy but never really being

Confined
i lay my life on the line everyday i walk these streets knowning the consequences of defeat i have to strapped to survive running through life having to take lives if necessary the cops won't even respond to the dispatch if my name is mentioned their to scary to mess with the kid blessed with the talents of ten men combined in one i'm the son of man the one who teaches your kids their lines and rhymes teach em how to chop lines and show em how to grind put in overtime because at the end of the day i got to go for mine get supplied with that bread lined for dope and some kind of hope that i can make it out of this living hell or if worse comes to worse disperse in a jail cell or parish to the confinements of my own mind

Confusion
So right now I'm kind of confused. I've been getting a bit closer again with my ex. Nothing that earth shattering, mostly just hanging out and spending time together but there is definatly a little more there then when we were just hanging out as friends. The thing that confuses me is I dont know if she is kind of looking at things as us starting over and seeing where things go, or if its more of a fill in until something better comes along. I would be ok with it either way, though I do hope for the trying again option, I mean I love the time we are together and I plan on us being a part of each other's lives from here on, no matter what capacity we're in. Its just hard to know how to handle a situation when your not sure what the situation is. How much do you let yourself get attatched to the idea of being together? Or do you have to keep that voice in the back of your mind that reminds you its not supposed to be forever?

Confused About Him
As I sit here with so many things running around in my head, With noone caring how I feel. As I wonder am I really truely loved by the one who says everyday and night the he loves me?? As I sit here days and nights with the man that feel is the one or at least can be if we try hard enough. But if its true love do we have to try? Shouldn't it just come as it is? But will that day come that we have to be without each other? And maybe by or not by choice. But even as I hope it don't have to come down to leaving just by something bad happening or by us saying we give up on each other and say our goodbyes. But there has been times that one of us would give up on one, But the other wouldn't or couldn't let go. We would fight for the other ones love. Untill they gave in and came back. There was one time that someone said to me ''Let Him Go''. But its not that easy, Or is it? But like I said I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes writing this and so many things I feel that I have to worry abou

Confidence In Chaos
“Confidence in CHAOS” Zoe Elmore, Proverbs 31 Speaker Team Member Key Verse: Jeremiah 17:7-8, “Blessed are those who trust in the Lord, They are like a tree planted along a riverbank, with roots that reach deep into the water. Such trees are not bothered by the heat or worried by long months of drought. Their leaves stay green and they go right on producing delicious fruit.” (NIV) Devotion: I’m sure we all have our own definition of chaos. The North American dictionary defines “chaos” as “a state of complete disorder and confusion.” I have friends whose morning routine of getting their families dressed, fed and out the door on time is an example of chaos. Maybe your work environment qualifies as chaos, or perhaps entertaining your grandchildren would more accurately define chaos for you. Whatever your definition, I’d like to change our perspective on the word “chaos.” Over the last two years my family has experienced: my husband’s job being eliminated; my 94-year-old mot

Confused
my life Current mood: contemplative my life right now in a lot of ways is great i'm done school looking for work have met some great new people but in that same breath i dunno i feel like i'm just exposing myself to getting screwed over again and i'm just kinda waiting for it so thats my update for now catch ya'll later M

Confidence
wot does confidence mean to u is there such a thing as false confidence or is that been "fake" i was once an extremly shy person to the point as i wudnt leave my house without sum1 been wit me an cudnt even go to pay for things in a shop then i was told about "false confidence" kind of tricking urself i suppose so if u come across as confident an bubbly even wen ur actually terrified no1 is going know ur terrified so u will eventually jst become a confident person and u wont feel the shyness or fear ne more

69 Confession Questions
Take this survey 1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be? 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? 4. Do you take compliments well? 5. Do you play Sudoku? 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? 7. Do you like to ride horses? 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it? 11. Have you lied to get out of a date? 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? 14. Use three words to describe yourself? 15. Do any songs make you cry? 16. Are you continuing your education? 17. Do you know how to shoot a gun? 18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed? 19. How often do you read books? 20. Do you think more abou

The Confessional
A married Irishman went into the confessional and said to his priest, "I almost had an affair with another woman." The priest said, "What do you mean, almost?" The Irishman said, "Well, we got undressed and rubbed together, but then I stopped." The priest said, "Rubbing together is the same as putting it in. You're not to see that woman again. For your penance, say five Hail Mary's and put £20 in the poor box." The Irishman left the confessional, said his prayers, and then walked over to the poor box. He paused for a moment and then started to leave. The priest, who was watching, quickly ran over to him saying, "I saw that. You didn't put any money in the poor box!" The Irishman replied, "Yeah, but I rubbed the £20 on the box, and according to you, that's the same as putting it in!" There once was a religious young woman who went to Confession. Upon entering the confessional, she said, "Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned." The priest said, "Conf

Confuse
What if..life is just only a lie.. what if smile and is just a lie... Life do hurts... We are just a number, a screen name or a fuck. They just used you... i am not got to lie anymore.. i do have hate inside of me...and i just don't want to hurt anybody, cause every time I lie.. just hurt myself... Just get out of my way... sometimes i just want revenge.

Confessions Of An Angel
Forgive me father for I have sinned I have thought of myself above all others I have been proud to live in your garden while others suffer I have eaten from your bountiful table while others starve Forgive me for i have loved myself before all others I have taken from those with little and not given back I have seen the danger yet kept silent I have found your riches and hid them for myself Forgive me for I envy all those who's hand you touch I have shadowed your light from those who wish to see I have drowned out your voice from those who wish to hear I have made numb those who wish to feel Forgive me father for i am not human

Confused And Don't Know Where To Start
I don't know waht to do just confused and wish things were different and i was some where different tired of milford and wish i was rich so i could move and be happy. My exfeince is a stupid bitch..sorry for my language but she's complete idiot and all she does is try to make me jeliouse lmfao it's not working tho all it's doing is showing how imature she is her b/f or should i say friend/some 1 she likes is such a damn girlie person..he likes boy bands lol. Any ways i'm trying to get my life back together dealing with what ever ppl decide to throw at me tired of stupidness.

Conference Time....yahoo!!!
Good day all!!! I was informed yesterday that I am going to be taking part in a Management Conference this summer that involves travelling to the US. I am hopingto meet up with a few CT friends and possibly get some pics I am labeling "Much Fun With Cherries" and will upload them here upon my return to Canada. It is a 2 week conference for me all expenses paid (yahoo) with the conference everyday lasting only 4 hours (so I will have lots of time to kill). The towns and cities are as follows, but may change without notice: El Paso, TX Kansas City, MS Knoxville, TN Topeka,KS *If any of these cities are close to you and you would like to be a part of the "Much Fun With Cherries" group, please let me know. So far that is all of the details I know and will keep you all informed. Thanks.

Confessional
Confessional What does one do when their mind takes a detour away from the common norm What can I do if I sit on my ass waiting for any thoughts to form Where will I go can I hide away from this repeating nightmare? How can I know if I sinned in this life if God doesn't tell me the Devil might...

Confessions (comment Please)
no I'm not crazy, just a little unsure, Of who to be, a little unsure of myself, and what you want from me, yeah, I've forgotten who I am, I dont know who you want me to be, lord don't leave me, lost in the night, come stand by me, shine your light, time flies by so fast, but the days drag on and on, i hold on as tight as I can, but now my will is gone, I thought i had it all figured out, what the hell went wrong, Lord don't leave me, lost in the night, come stand by me, shine your light, no,no, don't leave me, say it'll be alright, no don't leave me, i'm just a little warn tonight...

Confused
Seriously, I dont know why the father of my kids that hates me so much would not call to talk to the kids each week. If he actually cared about his kids then he would at least try to be in their lives even if I am in the way. But I guess that is all that he is all about. I know that some fathers would actually die to talk to their children on the phones, even some fathers that would like to spend at least one hour with them. But because of living situations, Im here in NE and he is in AL, it makes it hard to travel back and forth. I was willing to meet half way though to make the exchange around father's day but yeah, that is just like one month away. And it is I guess too soon and they do not have the money for anything like that. Oh, but I dont have a family of five to take care of at this time, like he does; his wife wont get a job, she is just a stay at home wife that complains too much about how I am taking the time away from her hubby just because i want him to spend time with hi

Confused
hmmm where to start.... I guess at the beginning! As most of you know I am almost always single...I kinda like it that way ya know? Well Greta (my best friend) has it in her head she needs to set me up with someone. So, I am going along with it for now. The guy she is trying to hook me up with is nice and sweet and good looking but...(there's always a but) I just don't know. He is nice and easy to talk to and fun to be around (tonight was the 2nd time i have seen him). So the other night he called me and basically asked me out on a date I was all shy and nervous but said sure. Well since it was Greta's idea to hook us up I wanted her there with me since i barely know the guy. I thought we were doing dinner then the bar but we just went to the bar. He knew alot of the people there so he was talking to everybody. We talked a little and Greta and Chris were bugging me about like holding his hand or some shit. I am to shy for all that! He is shy to so there was no way that was

Confusion
I don'tt think we could live with out it. Although it's pretty fucking hard to live with. update on life is things are going pretty well for me at the moment going back to an excilente job at a vets clinic which I love due to the fact that I love animals. lol family is driving me bonkers about preparing to leave for california i keep tellling them they have at least another semester or two with me here but you know how people are. I have although decided not to let anything or anyone stand in my way of prosueing my dreams. With this attitude I'm starting to feel like i'm getting some where. anyways I'll talk to you lovelies later!

Confussion With A Wish
Bright light beams from a corner of a room just as the sun peers over the tree tops. The contry air is light and easy to breath as it sets forth life throughout our bodies. A scene of a child on a porch swing, swinging and singingas if not to be alone. The house is quiet but yet filled with joy and happiness. Looking closly you can see a tear, not of anger or sadness, but of fear and regret. Not of what to come, but of what has happened. Sudden yelling come from an upstairs room, and the child wipes away the tears to go and find out what the yelling is about. Within minutes there is forgivnessalthough we don't know why or even what has happened. Slowly the day comes to an endas the sun falls behind the pines setting forth beautiful colors blooming into the sky. As the child opens the screen door and walks to the porch swing, the stars starts to appear from nowhere. While she looks up at the sky asking for a better day she sees a star drifting then sh

The Confession
A woman's husband had been slipping in and out of a coma for several weeks, yet she stayed by his bedside every day. One day, when he came to, he motioned her near to his side. She sat by him as he whispered, eyes full of tears, "You've been with me through all the bad times. When I was fired, you were with me. When my business failed, you were with me. When I was shot, you were by my side and when we lost the house you stayed right here. Then, when my health started failing, you were still by my side. You know what?" "What dear?" she asked gently, smiling as her heart began to fill with warmth. He replied, "I think you're bad luck."

Confessions-
1. I got cut off after one drink in a bar last Monday for kissing a girl.. I guess it was still too early for that. No I wasn't drunk- she was just hawt. lol! 2. My new favorite hang out is a gay bar I stumbled into after getting cut off at above said bar. I wound up drinking a bottle of jack to my head and stumbled home at 11. Yeah I wound up showing all these gay guys my piercings- but it was a blast. 3. I don't remember much of the walk home- nor of the conversation that took place on the phone with umm my uhh friend after that. lol 4. Im not much of a JD person- I prefer Jameson's- but I was pretty impressed that I didn't throw up :P 5. I thought of a great joke today- but I blew him before I caught his name. 6. that was a joke. 7. I'm pretty kinky. Most of the time. Yeah like you couldn't guess. Hah! 8. I'm not much of a romantic even though I'm a helpless lovelorn poet lol. 9. I'm trying to learn how to write erotica. 10. I was craving somethi

Confused
So I'm sitting here and I'm setting up my new computer which my wife has bought me. Is this a bribe? I know she wants to make sure that the kids have a good Dad and all but does she still want to be with me...scratching my head will most assuredly make me bald. Think! Hmmmm!!!! I can only hope she still loves me but she definitely wants to do something else. Should I pursue a romance outside of my marriage as an acceptance of what she would like to do? (more scratching...)

Confession
Confession Of A Broken Heart Pain... Tenson... Fatigue... Depression... Anger... Aggression... Frustration... All these unwanted sensations. Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget to eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the coner of my mind. Repeating, resiting, insisting, refusing to be denied its recognition of it position in my frustration, confusion, delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to again by. Forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused unclear, out of control. My world spinning, spinning, spinning. My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic,Oh its tragic, I'm losing my mind..

A Confession
I have to admit, I'm a bit of a prude. I'm also tipsy right now, so forgive the lack of coherent tone in this post. I know better than to be prudish. I love women. I love their shapes, their scents, their voices, their virtues. I love making women happy and sharing time, pleasure, and joy with them. Nothing makes me happier than a woman's joy. So even though I know better, why am I sometimes a prude? I don't have a good explanation. Well, that's why I'm here, to get over that. I love beauty and I know it and I want to take some time to celebrate it. That's all for now. Everyone have a good night and for my sake if not your own, don't overlook the beauty around you!

Confused
i am begining to get the feeling that the kind of love i am looking for and wanting does not exist (sigh)...the type of relationship i want only seems to appear in others lives or in movies. i want to feel love...to know beyond a dought that he does really love me for me no matter what mood i'm in or if i feel like being grungy that day. maybe i do have it and i am just consumed by so much i am just blind to it... i think a lot may have to do with trust and i don't think i have fully forgiven him for everything that had happened (if you want to know the story feel free to ask), but i don't think i can do that. i can't forget how it made me feel and i never ever want that kind of pain again. how do you forgive someone who said in the beging how much they love you then 3 years down the road maybe they don't any more but he is in love with your best friend, then decide maybe he loves you again?! i am so very confused and could use all the advice i can get...please help!

Confederate Bombers, A.o.v. Bombsquad, And Angel Family
To All the confederate bombers, A.O.V. Bombsquad, and angel family... Especially to the owner of the confederate bomber ( rebelbreed), Angie ( Owner of A.O.V. bomsquad, and Maria ( owner of Angel Family).... GUys i just wanted to say thank you for giving me the oppurtunity to join in the family.. Im very happy about it because i was given the chance to help others especially in the contest and be able to meet some friends.. It was a great pleasure to meet everybody here... TO THE OWNERS OF THE FAMILY WHICH I JOINED: REBELBRRED ANGIE MARIA ---- THANKS TO ALL OF YOU AND MUCH LOVE... MARIE

Confused
My life is swirling spinning out of control I try to get it back on track But I can't and it's on a roll. People try to help but no one can Sometimes I wonder to myself, Why did god put me on this earth. done by WHITE QUEEN

Confusion
There are time in life when you feel as everything around me is drifting further away with each day that passes, i try to get control and the days just seem to pass even faster and with more confusion than the day before, all i really have to do is to sit back and look into my own mind and find that special place that will make all my life's just fade away. DONE BY WHITE QUEEN

The Confident Woman...
I thought I might share something that I read, and left me feeling inspired I hope you all like it. 1. A confident woman knows she is loved. 2. A confident woman refuses to live in fear. Fear is not from god. Fear causes people to bury talents due to fear of failure, judgement, or critisim. 3. A confident woman is positive. 4. A confident woman recovers from setback. You only fail when you stop trying. 5. A confident woman avoids compersion. 6. A confident woman takes action. Making mistakes is not the end of the world. 7. A confident woman does not live in "IF Only" and "What If" It's not your abilities that God desires it's your availability. by: Joyce Myers

Confederate Family And Friends (update)
i was supposed to go and sit with joyce's mom today but she decided to stay with her mom for the day instead of going to her chiropractor......her mom probably won't last but another week maybe 2 is my guess....her bp this morning was 70+ over 30+ and her oxygen level is also beginning to drop as well.....yesterday she went into a small seizure on us while we were all there and when she would get up and go to the bathroom she would faint on them....so they have her bed ridden now....between this and my moving i have a long road ahead of me.....

Confidence?
confidence How does one become infused with confidence? A week ago I stared at Samantha. Age 10. Her blonde tight curls pulled back from her face. Her cheeks flushed. She stared at the floor as I walked by her side. "Sam. Put your head up sweetie. Why are you staring at the floor?" "I dunno" I sighed and pulled her closer to my side. She leaned her head against me for a moment. I kissed it and we kept up our stride. Lifting her head, she glanced around quickly, laughed nervously and lowered it again. "Sam. I really wish you would raise your head." "I know Aunt Lolie." She raises it. And once again quickly returns to her slump. I sigh. And continue offering condolences to those who walked by. I could feel Samantha lean closer to me as we walked to a new group of people. I held her close and found our seat. Samantha, it seemed to me, needed a talk. The next morning came early. The sounds of giggles and feet stomping down the hall woke me. Ahhhh yes.

Confucius Says
Confucius Says..... *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok . *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. *~*~*~*~*~*~*

Confessions Of A 23 Year Old~
:D I admit I'm only 23 for hmm.. two weeks more..And I have to relish every moment of it. :P I admit, I Do get lonely spells and premonitions Of what I can't place my finger on! I Admit that unless we talk about things more than surface materials without digging deep, I feel as if Our relationship, friendship, or whatever is based on the lengths we can talk. I admit that I dont have time to finish this..but I will continue MUCH LATER>>>LOL LUVs!!

Confession
Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † I cant handle this enymore!I speak of you to everyone,who talk whit me. I see you in everyones eyes,hear your voice in every song. I remember those sound,s of your gitar."I REMEMBER" You play your gitar and forget anything else.you smile to me..."hey,made the words of this song and sing it!"..you say. I look you and laugh,you stil smile... And i go away. In another room i hear you still palying,i feel that,everywhere,in my heart,soul,and i think: "if i`m in love?" When we meet again you smile again,and i wonder what thats mean? But i smile back to you. In evening we sit in same table,you play your gitar. We look others,i turn my head away so guickly that you cant see my feelings for you. In the end i make confession.Confessing my love to you. You say you feel same... "let do that slo,go day at time,i dont want to hurt you"...you say. But you know what? ...You do that anyway.You took your feelings back.Say y

Confessions Of A Liar
Confessions of a Liar Looking, I see reminders, Reminders of things long past, Reminders of us. I try to block the memories, But it's hard to ignore the loss of... Such a wonderful person. So I say I don't care, Because sometimes caring, Does more harm than good. I say I don't care, Because it's the hard way out, Disguised as the easy way out. If I don't care, Then I don't have to deal with it, But if I don't care, why do I feel this way? You broke your promises, And for that you are a liar, But I'm also a liar for lying to myself. I want you back, But wanting you and not having you is worse than anything, So I try not to want you. But it doesn't work, Because my love was true love... True love never dies, it just hides. So I can lie to myself, And I can lie to you too, But I guess that it makes me no better than you. So when I act like I don't care, Remember t

Confused??
I am sitting here thinking about things that have been on my mind recently. I have had ample time to think on certain people and things. I realize that love is not always true and meaningful. I have lost hope in and for it. But I am sick of people ordering me around and treating me like shit. I will not tolerate it. I have made mistakes. But everyone does and nobody is perfect. Accept it and love me for who I am not for something else.

Confusion
completely full of emotions spillin my heart to him tryin to talk to her lost in life itself i cant help my feelings i try to keep them to myself no matter what i do i end up hurting the people i care bout most i dont mean to do so its just the fact of everything tearing me apart and i cant deal with it all once i dont mean to hurt you all im just trying to explain myself but i guess ill just keep everything to myself and hold it inside til i die once again im sorry....

Confusion Is My Friend
At what point? I have serious issues with rejection, and this doesn’t always work well with love/relationship life. I want to be completely upfront with people from the beginning, but I don’t know at what point I should tell the people I have a desire to get closer to all my inner most secrets. Opening up to casual acquaintances dose what for me? And if I wait till they are no longer acquaintances did I wait to long to divulge my issues/ secrets? And doses that mean the whole thing is damned because it’s based o lies. As I see not telling is equal to lying. Inner conflicts are my friends; they have to be since they come around all the time and never clean up after they are done.

Confused
Confused about what to feel, not understanding if my lonely heart will ever heal. Trusting you opened my eyes, blinded from living so many lies. Do I trust you now or break it off, If I turn and walk away now will all hope be lost? Do I try to make things better? do I trust in my heart? Do I let my UN-trusting self drag us apart? It's a decision I must make Do I give of do I take? Another old Poem

Confucius Says...
Confucius Say A Penis is the only thing that a woman hopes she will find hard to handle. Confucius Say Some Sex Is Good...More Is Better...Too Much Is Just About Right Confucius Say The Opera is the only place where a guy gets stabbed and instead of bleeding, he sings. Confucius Say An Optimist is a girl who regards a bulge as a curve. Confucius Say A penis has a hole in the end so men can be open minded. Confucius Say Watch a woman eat an ice cream cone and you'll have a pretty good idea how she'll be in bed. Confucius Say It's ok to let a fool kiss you, but don't let a kiss fool you. Confucius Say A kiss is just shopping upstairs for downstairs merchandise. Confucius Say It's all right to sit on your pity pot every now and again. Just be sure to flush when you're done. Confucius Say Killing two birds with one stone often ends with hate mail from the humane society. Confucius Say The best way to save face, is to keep the

Conformation
Anger courses through me, unrelenting in it's destructive path. Raging wildly taking over all that I know, bringing it's fearsome wrath. No amount of appeasing will calm the fury of this battling storm. The heat it releases changes all that it touches, I watch as all that I love begins to transform. The smiles, the laughs cease in it's mist as the pain begins to radiate through. Such resentment such madness brought on by an anger that no one can undo. Never would I wish for them to see such an exhibit from another, yet here I am displaying what I dispise. No one deserves to feel the anguish that I am sure is being shown through these destructive lies.

Confident
Live to die. Die to live. Rebel without a cause. Life without a cause. No difference. To live is to rebel. To rebel is to live. By living you rebel against death everyday. By dying you rebel against living another day. We all rebel. We all rebel. Join us and live your life. Make it worthwhile. I know I will. “Confident” -Jay 06/20/2007

Confusion
pined up against a wall in a house full of confusion is this real or is it an illusion feelings rushing past me as fast as the wind when will i figure it out when will this chaos end pulling me north and south it seems tearing my heart ripping it at the seams everyone telling me someting differnt what to believe my heart so easy to decieve sayings of sorry but are they real im so confused what do i feel words don't mean much compared to actions its true no matter what i do, i must pull through stay strong and win the fight keep my head up and make things right

Confusion
All the time in the world. It is what the proverbial 'they' say that I have. I suppose allegorically speaking I do since there is no outline to life and how it should be lived. There are days where I feel I am wasting time or rather, my life away. Other days where I do not even think of it at all. Lately it is more the former considerably than the latter. So what do I do? It would be said by the same proverbial 'they' to do what makes me happy. I'm not entirely sure what that would be anymore. Could it be that fear and doubt have crept too far into my mind casting a murky shadow over my soul? Not entirely unlikely. I know what it is that stops me from choosing. My first step is to call it by it's name. Then I must face it.

Confederate Family Members
i did forgot that i was in a contest because i was not on for a week already in cherrytap.. for the reason that im not doing well at all.. it did start june 20 and its been a couple of days already.. if anyone wanted to help me, heres the picture.. the contest will end up this coming wednesday at 6pm and i just started bombing yesterdaY.. MARIE

Confused
i wish i understood men more they drive me crazy with this shit about thinking a woman should be able to read their mind and then they get mad when we cant god i dont know what to do i want to choke them sometimes...

Confessions Of The Heart,
I KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU I WILL ADMIT IT,THE PRICE I PAY THAT IS MY ADMISSION,LOVE FOR MY FRIENDS ALWAYS FREE AND UNCONDITIONAL,BUT THERE IS SOMETHING ELSE,I ALSO HAVE TO BE DEVOTED AND COMMITTED,...IF I LET GO NOW,WILL YOU STILL BE THERE LATER ON,...

Confetti Roasted Potato Salad
Confetti Roasted Potato Salad We usually use russet potatoes for our roasted potatoes salad—though we prefer new red potatoes for traditional potato salad. In this recipe, green beans and red peppers are roasted with the potatoes. It is made with a vinaigrette and a touch of grated cheese. Ingredients 2 pounds russet potatoes, cut into 1/2-inch pieces 1 cup green beans, snipped into pieces 1 bell red pepper cut into slices olive oil for the pan and to spray on the potatoes, about 1/4 cup salt and pepper Make a vinaigrette with: 1/2 cup olive oil 1/4 cup white wine vinegar 2 garlic cloves minced 1 1/2 tablespoons granulated sugar 2 tablespoons Dijon mustard 1 tablespoon dried, crushed basil or 2 tablespoons chopped fresh basil 2 or 3 tablespoons of grated Romano cheese Directions Preheat the oven to 375 degrees. 1. Spray a baking sheet or pizza crisper with cooking oil using a mister. Place the potatoes on the sheet. With the mister, spray the pota

Confederate Or American
Confederate or AmericanGREY BLOODED CONFEDERATE!Congratulations partner, you are 100% Confederate and really dislike people from the North, and the occupying US government. I urge you to remove all Yankee flags from your house and car, and replace them with Confederate flags, show your pride don't allow yourself to be reconstructed! If you live in the South great, if you don;t then move back to your true homeland, we need more people like you down here!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Confessions #1
You drink to much.. You dont drink enough... Ppl drink to much... Your to drunk to care... There to drunk to care so you wake up next to a total stranger..... come visit the lounge i bartend for... http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8192#

Confused
Confused. That seems to be the story of my life, it seems i'm more confused with my own actions. I've done some stupid things in my life. But wow. It feels like I know what I want to do in my head, and it sounds good, hell possibly even great, but for some reason my actions don't show what I feel. I just don't understand. I never do anymore. It's getting old, I need to center who I am and I just can't seem to do it.

Confessions#2
You see how drunk people act.. You wonder do I act like that... So you down two more shots.. As the thoughts rush out of your head... You cant help but strip down nakied and run around Yealling "NOW I'M FREE" "NOW I AM FREE"

Confused About The Love That I Hold Inside.....
So confused about the love that I hold inside my heart for someone.....Everything started about 2 and half years ago.I meet this great guy,After he and I dated for awhile,I strted to love him. He is the only person that I have every loved this much.I feel that he is the love of my life.I just dont know what to do.We have been throw so much.Things with him n I were real good for awhile,and then he cheated on me with a girl that I hate.I just dont understand,why he cheated with her,because she looks like me.And then he and i broke up,then we tryed it again and our jobs got inthe way of making thigns work.So then we broke up again,and stayed friends.We would hang out go to the movies,talk,adn try to help each other out...Then over the past couple years,we were not talking as much,but when we did and hung out it felt like its meant to be. Last year,i started to think about movin out of state,so I packed up in the middle of Oct.2006 and moved down to South Carolina,for about a year.Now im b

Confused
You walked out my door saying you have a new girl. She broke your heart the way you broke mine but you now want me back. I said yes thinking you could change but you didnt. Now she is on the phone wanting you back will you go or stay?

Confusion
I detest being confused about anything. I have tried my best to work my life so that I am not confused very often. However, I am coming to realize that confusion is as natural in life as breathing. In a way that is extremely sad, but in another more intellectual sense, confusion breeds knowledge. I will admit that a lot of this will probably be considered useless rambling. I don’t really care how others view this. All I care about are how two people feel about this and they both know who they are. One of those people is naturally me. Life is complicated in general. Relationships tend to make life a lot more complicated, but in a good way. I hope this makes sense and it will to those who know me. I have recently become involved with a man that I love very, very much. I love him a lot more than he realizes or can see I think. He just has a way of confusing me. I guess all guys can confuse their women, but then again, as I have stated before, I hate being confused.

Confusing Friendship
Back in February of this year I had met this guy off a dating site. His profile said that he was looking for someone to hang out with. Mine said that I was looking for a long-term relationship. He instant messaged me early in the evening and asked me if I wanted to meet for coffee and hang out at his hotel room. I had the suspicion that he just wanted sex, but he said that, it wasn't the case. That he in fact just didn't want to get lost because he wasn't familiar with the city. So I agreed to meet him for coffee, but the coffeehouse was closing soon. When I met him we engaged in an interesting conversation and I truly enjoyed talking to him. (His name was Amir, just so we don't confuse him with other people here) Well I agreed to go back to his hotel room so we could continue talking. The conversation continued to be interesting, and I lay down on the bed next to him. While we talked. At one point I started to push him in a flirtatious way. He reached over to kiss me, and I b

Confused...
Is it strange that I still want to have a relationship with my ex boyfriend, and still want to chill with him, and do stuff with him.. With out having a love intented relationship....? I just want to be there for him, and be able to help him through whats going on in his life right now.. But he keeps pushing me away, saying 'I don't want to lose again' And I don't know what it means.. Is he trying to say 'I don't want to lose you again' or is it him saying 'I can't lose at life again' I don't know, its really starting to bother me, just a little.. I wish I was able to help him with everything that is going on, but I can't.. And I don't know what to do now.. I wish he would stop pushing me away from him, and saying 'I don't want to talk about it' or just push me awak and say 'I don't feel like talking right now' It drives me nuts... I just want him to know that I care about him, and I will always be there for him... Its just hard to understand, when an EX push's you away, just becaus

Confucius
Confucius Do not be desirous of having things done quickly. Do not look at small advantages. Desire to have things done quickly prevents their being done thoroughly. Looking at small advantages prevents great affairs from being accomplished. Confucius BC 551-479, Chinese Ethical Teacher, Philosopher

Confused
I look around me They're all smiling, They're all happy. Why aren't I? My friends look concerned, Am I all right? What's wrong? I'm fine, I say And they turn away. I look around me, And find those who've hurt me They're smiling; They beat me. I become angry. No one notices. My face is neutral. A joke is told, I laugh. I look around me, And see the faces of those I care. Do they know? Do they care? I look away, becoming ashamed. Am I really loved? Will I be? All these questions haunt me. And all I can do, Is look around me.

Confusious
confusious say man who stand in road will be smashed inevitably. I have to agree even if its a metaphor about the highway called life.. those hits leave emotional scars for most of us. i guess the point of this blog is to show i have an appreciation for philosophy.... and just to say heay to all my friends in ct land! best club on the planet!

Confusion And Hurt
Ok, so I am not doing very well at all. I have not eaten or slept. I have been up all night vomiting non-stop. I am very upset and I am very, very hurt. The guy that I fell in love with and love most in the world will not even talk to me. All he says is that he is not good enough for me and that he won't bother me again. I have tried and tried to let him know that, that is not what I want. I love him and I want him. Why can't he see that? He won't even tell me what happened to feel this way. I feel that if he is going to break my heart this way that he should at least be person enough to tell me what happened....I meam, is that too much to ask or something? I don't think that it is. I just hope that he will at least call me and tell me what happened. That is all that I want. I don't want to lose him but you can't force someone to want you. The thing is, I don't believe that he really wants to go our seperzae ways. I just wish that he would talk to me. Is that to much to

Confessions
My Confessions; 1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? Any of a number of people. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yep always. 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Sean gives the best kisses ever. 4. Do you take compliments well? I smile and say thankyou. Isn't that what you're supposed to do? 5. Do you play Sudoku? no but my son does. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Hell yes, I watch Man VS Wild! 7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would do? grab my kids, then the animals. 8. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? Sean 9. Who do you text the most? No one 10. Favorite children's book? All the Shel Silverstein books. 11. What color are your eyes? blue 12. How tall are you? 5'2 1/2" 13. If you could do life all over again, start from scratch, would you? No.. I like who I've become. 14. Any secret admirers?

Confusion Has Set In
want to make friends ... have fun .. you know be my sweetnsassy self .. so tell me people whats up whats new whats hot .. whats not .. why are we all here on this little planet and whats the price of tea in china .. lol xx

Confusion
My feelings, thoughts, wants, wishes..... My tears fall down from my eyes My heart breaks The pain inside It won't subside The thoughts I have will never be When will I get over you? When will I find me? How will I know When I am happy again? Why can't I be loved By someone that is true? When will I be able To live again I need a sign I need strength Where my pain lies My determination to move on grows I have 2 angles that keep me alive With them my goals come alive My life is a mess I know this is true But as each day passes I know I will make it through it all!

The Confession..
Joe enters the confessional and tells the priest that he has committed adultery. "Oh, no," said the priest, thinking of the most promiscuous women in town. "Was it with Marie Brown?" "I'd rather not say who it was." "Was it with Betty Smith?" "I'd rather not say," says Joe. So the priest gives him absolution and Joe leaves. While leaving the church, Joe's friend asks if he received absolution. "Yes, and two very good leads!"

Confused People
i have a lot of weird and confused people around me. my cuzzin who is 21 now is completely confused. he started off as a gang member then he wanted to be a rapper, then he tried to be a skater which hes pretty good at skating and got sponsored but the he quit skatin to go back to bangin. then he tried to be a pimp, and now hes back on a skateboard, so ill keep u posted on what he decides to do next. another confused person is a good friend of mines, this guy had the world pretty much given to him. his girlfriend moved him into her house bought him everything he wanted and he left her so he could be a pimp and now he has nothin. that nigga is confused.

Confusing But It Does Work..
ALIL HINT FOR LEAVING COMMENTS ON THE CONTEST.... A FRIEND TOLD ME ABOUT THIS. AND IT DOES WORK.. 1.GO TO WHERE YOU ARE TO BOMB.. 2.OPEN 3-4 TABS/SCREENS.. 3.AS YOU LEAVE A COMMENT GO TO THE NEXT TAB AND ADD YOUR COMMENT.. 4.THEN REPEAT IT ON THE OTHERS 5.THEN WHEN IT TAKES YOU BACK TO DEFAULT BY THE TIME YOU GET THE FIRST TAB WHERE YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE YOU CAN LEAVE ANOTHER COMMENT ON THE OTHER TAB. 6.IF YOU DO IT LIKE THAT ONE AFTER THE OTHER YOU WONT GET THE COMMENT TO FAST MESSAGE EITHER. JUST 7.KEEP REPEATING IT.. ONE AFTER THE OTHER. ITS A BIT CONFUSING BUT IF YOU STILL DONT UNDERSTAND COME TO SOMEONE WHO KNOWS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT AND WE WILL EXPLAIN IT STEP BY STEP TO YOU..

Confused.
I am lost and confused on things.. its really upsetting me.. Do i come off as the type of person that wants something? that is out for goodies, and gifts? that is a gold digger? If so, then you really don't know me at all.. I can assure you.. its not me and its ot who i am. If it was.. i would never have been with Michael.. when i first met mike and dated him.. he was a broke Bitch lol, well he was.. we didnt have anything.. yes now we do, but thats almost 4 years later.. and things are a bit easier for us. BUT i am not out for gifts or money.. so.. if you think that.. then you can leave my page and never look back.. and if you don't know what this is about.. then its not about you. there is ONE person that will read this.. and leave i am sure.. BUT you know what i dont care. I wont remove them..but they i am sure will remove themselves for actin a fool and me pointin it out to them on here. anyways.. Luv you my friends have a great day and nite

Confidence
Everything has come to life I can see better than before My eyes open to the world again For on this day I walk away from my troubles Things seem much better now To turn heel to the darkness I felt. A dangerous view of myself Being taken from all hopes and dreams I'll never look back My choice shall remain true in my soul Caught in a bitter place That shattered my body beyond repair Now smiling I shall leave my haunted home. Seems so unreal to me To put this new power of feeling alive New possible things Can flourish I have been given a chance again To save myself from hopeless defeat Everything has revealed itself to me.

Confused
ok i got this person they say they love me well they probably do well she use to be my ex i dated her for 2 years i was kinda wondering i left her cause i wasnt happy with her i didnt love her anymore but my question is should i go back with her and be with her or should i keep looking for someone even if i dont find them and always keeping looking for that true love i aint making this a mumm cause everyone be mean but i was wondering should i just except what i have in front of me or should i go trry to find something better and truely be happy kinda confused here so if you could give your input i would like it ps that means comment shouts message do what you got to do would like a little bit of an answer

The Confession
Joe enters the confessional and tells the priest that he has committed adultery. "Oh, no," said the priest, thinking of the most promiscuous women in town. "Was it with Marie Brown?" "I'd rather not say who it was." "Was it with Betty Smith?" "I'd rather not say," says Joe. So the priest gives him absolution and Joe leaves. While leaving the church, Joe's friend asks if he received absolution. "Yes, and two very good leads!"

Confusion...
Caught in confusion, life is such a delusion. One day i am up and the next day i am down. sometimes i'm happy and sometimes i'm sad. Hanging on to yesterday and reaching for the future, yet forgetting to live in the present. Emotions mixed and running wild, some would call me a destiny child. Portal of happiness yet so consumed by sorrow and pain while looking for love yet having none to give. Feeling so unworthy to be loved and not willing to take a chance. Is love real in the first place? Often broken and saddened from trying to love, yet not knowing how. So many painful memories haunting from years that have past leaving me wondering how this broken emotion could have last? Changes all around, often felt abandon and let down. Always the feeling that people are trying to change me and that i'm never good enough; the way i look, the way i act and even the way i feel. Is life so unreal? what does my future hold? Light or darkness; i'm given a choice between right and wrong. Cling to t

Confessions Of A Ratings Whore
I read a lot of MuMMs and other commentary just bashing the hell out of the "ratings whores"....lemme tell some of you something... "Judge not yet thee be judged". I choose that because I am amazed at how many people think that all the "ratings whores" do is beg for rates and add's. Funny thing is, many of these women can and will actually hold a conversation when online. Not just a "rate me" conversation either, some of these women are involved in really neat projects, however those of you who bash them have not taken the time to get to know them. How does that make you better than your perception of them? It doesn't, I think it makes YOU more shallow than you think they are. Secondly....these same "ratings whores" actually go out, comment and rate profiles and pictures. They do not ask for that which they are not willing to give. Furthermore...some of you do not have an issue with the top members or "ratings whores" when you want your shit reposted. I mean things like

Conflict In Cyberspace:how To Resolve Conflict Online
Have you ever noticed how conflict can get blown out of proportion online? What may begin as a small difference of opinion, or misunderstanding, becomes a major issue very quickly. Conflict can be difficult at the best of times, but what is it about online communication that seems to ignite ?flaming? and make conflicts more difficult to resolve? There are a number of reasons to explain why conflict may be heightened online. One is the absence of visual and auditory cues. When we talk to someone in person, we see their facial expressions, their body language, and hear their tone of voice. Someone can say the exact same thing in a number of different ways, and that usually effects how we respond. For example, someone could shout and shake their finger at you, or they could speak gently and with kindness. They could stand up and tower over you, or they could sit down beside you. How you feel, interpret, and respond to someone?s message often depends on how they speak to you, even

Confusion Of Your Actions
I reached for your hand and you pulled it back. I leaned in to kiss you and you told me to stop. I put my arms around you to give you a hug, you side stepped my effort and gave me a shrug. I told you I loved you and you gave me a sigh. I told you, without out you, I know I would die. You stared at the Playstation and said so would I. I got jealous of her when she called on your cell. You told me, "Relax, there was nothing to tell." I gave you my heart and you threw it aside. Looked into my eyes and I started to cry. You asked me to not be so emotional. Tell me when this rollercoaster will stop, I'm tired of giving and you fucking it up. You question our happily everafter, but it is you who causes the relationship disaster. Have faith in our love as I do tonight and stop invoking the bitterness fight. I give you forever to stand by my side. Now, will you take it or run and hide?

Confused
ok so as many of you know im kinda still with bubba yet kinda single...more so single in my eyes. yet im living with my baby's daddy...thats it just living with him. so your probably asking why im confused...well theres this guy that i work with, hes a major sweetheart and i am really starting to like him. hes going to college to be an elementary teacher so he likes kids...actually he loves kids so that wouldnt be a problem, he works full time, and is very outgoing. now the problem is im pretty sure hes a stonner and well i dont think he really even notices me. I dont know if i should just come out and start being a lil more outspoken around him, or if i should just continue to sit back and see where things will end up. theres a chance im going to a party kinda with him on saturday so im thinking bout maybe dropping some hints then but i really dont know. shit i dont even know if i want a relationship or not...

Confused....
Today was an excellent day, yet involved an event that was rather surprising and has put my mind at a turmoil like pace. Thoughts have been absolutely speeding through my head and at times I can feel my heartbeat racing because I'm the type of person, that if asked a question, I will deliver an answer. It's rare for me to be left speechless but needless to say, this is a decision I really must think about and for that particular reason, I'm writing this blog. I work hard, I work VERY hard. I don't brag about it, and I don't feel I should take credit for it because I do what I do for myself, my friends, my family and my loved ones. My parents have always worked hard and instilled that same drive in me and my younger sisters, and as an older brother, I've always taken it as my responsibility to lead by example. I go in on my days off, I provide my personal numbers incase they need me, and when I work, I don't take breaks unless absolutely necessary. I rarely call in and have as a comm

Confucious Sayings
Man who stand on toilet high on pot. Man who jump off cliff, jump to conclusion. Man who run behind car get exhausted. Virgin just like balloon ... one prick, all gone. Secretary not permanent until she screwed on desk. Man who put cock in Peanut Butter jar is F***ing Nuts. Man with tool in woman mouth May not necessarily be dentist. Couple on 7-day honeymoon make hole weak. Girl who marry Richard must kiss Dick. Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. Man who excels at putting worm on hook is Master Baiter Man young when he snatches kisses, old when he kisses snatches. Man who loses key to lady's apartment get no new-key. Man who go to sleep with itchy butt, wake with smelly fingers... War do not determine who right, war determine who left. Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok Schoolboy who play with schoolgirl during wrong period, get caught red-handed. Girl who sit on judge's lap get

Confused
Hey, I am just sitting here trying to figure out what to do. I want to be with this guy and he wants to be with me. The problem is that we live in 2 different states and that makes it really hard on us both. I am trying to do what I think is right by trying to get my life straightened out and then moving out there to be with him and I am thinking that if I do that things will be much better for us. If anyone has any advice please help. Thanks Jessica

Confessions Of A Florist ....wink
All in a day's work lol.... Part of my work is delivering flowers and this weekend has been really busy with weddings. One wedding I offered to take the floral pcs to the Catholic church a short distance from my shop. I'm not Catholic but I'm sensitive to protocol of faith....Well to make a long story short...I arrived at the church and sort of got the feeling that Mass might still be going on so sat in my car for a few mins.... It's a hot day and I'm dressed in a sun dress... An elderly man in a suit and tie approaches me ... I explain why I'm there and ask him if I might go in or should I come back later.. Now to get a picture of this moment he's peering into my open window of my drivers seat and I'm looking up at him...(smirk) He tells me that indeed Mass is almost over and if I'm discreet I could enter the church and go down the side isle...thats fine by me... Then he looks at me and points to my cleavage lol ...and says " But please cover those up....there are older peopl

Confucius's Wisdom For Peace
Through the righteousness in the heart, character is made more beautiful. With the beauty of the character, harmony is established in the home. When harmony is in each home, order is established in the nation. When there is order in the nation, peace is established in the world.

Confucius's Wisdom For Peace - Thank You, Lady Victoria!
Confucius's Wisdom For Peace Through the righteousness in the heart, character is made more beautiful. With the beauty of the character, harmony is established in the home. When harmony is in each home, order is established in the nation. When there is order in the nation, peace is established in the world.

Confused At The Heart
know what really sucks ass? when ur in love with some one and they say they love u, and ur havin doughts that they do,and just want the truth from them just once, in order to know if u should say ok and move on in ur life

Confessions Of A Neurotic And Plagued Pixi ( Book Preview)
‘I Do Believe In Faeries’. She wears proudly like a bumper sticker in the small of her back. I guess you could say it slightly sums her up, if you got to know her a little. One day she is perfectly normal and can carry on any kind of drilling and intelligent conversation or debate, and the next she is completely off her rocker, flighty free and ready to do just about anything. But I guess that is one of the things that draws people to her. That, and she has truly had some of the greatest and amazing adventures that one can really have in the short life of twenty six years. But it wasn’t all good times that made her the way she is, her life reflects through her wisdom she freely offers to friends or strangers at any occasion. She reminds me much of a young gypsy girl who just is very comfortable with the free range of life and doesn’t ever want to “settle” as we would call it. I envy her sometimes, when I’m sitting in the cold front living room remembering what it was once like to have

Confused
Why is it that when you finally find something or someone special in your life that you love being with everything just falls apart. You give all of your heart into making someone and yourself happy and yet you still fail. You see the end coming but you just turn your head so that maybe it will never come, then you run straigh into the wall. I konw life sucks for now and that all will be fine soon, but I just can't help feeling lost, not knowing where to go, what to do. I want to cry, but I just don't have a reason to anymore. I though I found something new and special that would last, and made it konwn that I wanted to be there to help with anything and everything, yet once again I am not allowed. I am pushed away, granted it's so I don't get hurt, but I am willing to risk it, why isn't anyone else. Why does my life just repeat it's self. How can I be told that I am the best, yet still not be good enough. I just don't get this world and the people in it. Help me understand. Should I w

Confused
im confused on how to react wen u find out ur bf is on here and has a million woman friends and wont allow u to add a comment to his profile wen he has many others? obviously its not cheatn or is it really? im just wantn some advice if im wrong for bein upset about it!im sure he thinks im bein stupid but i dont care

Confusion (part Of An Unfinished Song)
is this the end or just the beginning..... is the world still turning or the room just spinning...... is the battle over can you tell who's winning... I must be insane because I can't stop grinning...

The Confederate Battle Flag
I want to set the record straight. Just because I wave the rebel flag does not mean I'm racist. I am not a member of the KKK, and I never will be. the Confederate battle flag does not mean hate it does not mean racist, it means standing up for what you believe in. It is my heritage. For those who take it to another level needs to go back to school. Even though the Civil War started off as a battle for slavery, it grew into states rights. I will never be sorry for waving the battle flag. Thank of it like this, if we do it stand up for what we believe in where would this country be today.

50 Confessions
My 50 Confessions 1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? Mom or Danny. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yes. I hate having to push the cart with my car. 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Wait who was it?? KIDDING! Of course. 4. Do you take compliments well? Rarely. Still not used to them, and been used too many times, so I always think it's a ploy 5. Do you play Sudoku? Never have 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? Most likely. 7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would save? My poor kitten, and my art work/supplies 8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with? Danny. 9. Who do you text the most? My Mom or Danny, kinda a tie. 10. Favorite children's book? Stellaluna. 11. Eye color? Honey brown. 12. How tall are you? 5'6 ish 13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you? Nope, because than I wouldn't

Conformists And American Society
I had a job interview today. I am not going into details, but I will say it is related to my Information Technology major. That is not the point. The point is, when I looked into the mirror one last time before I walked out the door to go to this interview, I did not recognize myself. I rarely wear makeup and when I do, it always involves black eyeliner. I wanted to tone myself down a bit since this is a subcontractor for a major ISP. I used pale browns and pink dusting for my eyes and a brownish conservatively colored lipstick. It is kind of hard to hide the fact that I have 2-tone hair, so I had to play it down a bit. I also removed all of my facial piercings and actually wore my glasses in hopes to hide the hole for my eyebrow ring. I looked like a Sunday school teacher and wanted to scream. I HATE corporate America. I HATE American society. It is 2007 and still, people are judged for what they APPEAR to be on the exterior. I don't want to hear crap about "first impressions" and all

Confusion While Misleading
How would everything be if everyone new the answer to everything, except about themself. Would it be worth living? It would seem to be a life without meaning. If everyone had all of a sudden stopped what they were doing and focused entirly on learning about themselves, there would be an empty whole created that would cause everyone to to slowly forget what they've known and work less on considering what others would need help with. Drowning in one's own thoughts would lead to distrust in one's own abilities and fall to waste in a sea of sorrow as the people consume themselves. It would be tough to say that anything would work correctly if everything was the way it was before the sudden stop, but if it was possible it would still be hopeless after the affects.

Confessions Of This Heart??
There is a man who has been in love with me for over a year now. Until recently, only one other person has known about him. He is a little older than I am. On paper, many would think he is the perfect guy. Now in general terms I do not believe in perfection. Like the "perfect man." He doesnt exist lol. Blah blah. So, for over a year he has been asking me to marry him. Lol my divorce was finalized February. I haven't acted upon dating the man, because I have been enjoying my freedom. (single for the first time since 19 pretty much) he asked me to marry him again and this time he was 1000000 percent serious... yea since then my mind has been else where.. he will be here tomorrow... i just dont know what to do

Confused
Ok, I know last night I was very upset. And well who wouldn't be if you took a chance and feel short of your goal. All day today I have been somewhat quite. Just don't want to talk or even discuss yesterday's events. I have to keep and open mind I know. Even now when I don't want to believe in the things I do believe in. Like faith, hope and love. I know I still have to believe. And the thing is I want to learn, I don't want to keep making the same mistakes. I know I should not compare. But I am gonna just to get a point across. Or, to just wonder what is going on. So, here it goes as to why I am confused. I used a couple of dating sites and match you up and some give you percentages. And I know things like my job and my daughter who will always come first. But, I am everyone's friend high and matching or being and enemy is I don't know how to explain it. Because I am willing to give, and ask for nothing in return. Or am I, that is what I don't know. It really does co

Confused Once More
what to do, what to do? yet again im confused. i spend half my life being confused bout something but hey if i knew everything then my life would b so boring and i would have nothing to talk bout. lol. ok i recived a phone call from someone i never in a million years thought would ever talk to me again. and it was great talkin to him again. i have missed him so much that words dont even began to explain how i felt when i heard his voice, then when i saw his face it reminded me of how wonderful he really is. but yet i know i cant totally have him like i want due to his living situation and some other stuff. but just to have him back in my life means so much. i was so mad at him and heartbroken at some of the things he said and did to me in the past, but in a way it all makes sence and no one is perfect so i have to look past that stuff and see whats really up. try to figure out what he is thinkin and what he wants in his life. apperently he has been thinkin bout me and missed me enough

Confusion??????
This is part of a mum that I need help on.... I've been engaged to a man for a year now who has a 13 yr old daughter that has slight autism.. Well problem is that she is a major drama queen and thinks she should get anything and everything she wants. We get her every other weekend and so far about one weekend a month she trys to make sure me and her dad end up in fight so that he will take her and leave so that she can be with him alone for the whole weekend and he blows off the rest of his family.... What sad is she is use to being given everything she wants cause she was an only child and her dad felt guilty for not being able to be around all the time for her cuz he is military and was deployed alot when her parents were married and until me and him got together.......... Well now that me and him got together he has been home more and able to spend his weekends with her but not like she wants ....... She don't realize there are now 3 other kids in the picture and possible one o

Confused
The government keeps deprivin us, bribin us into dept and further ingnorance, livin up ourselves but only to be crumbled to death I've been told so many tales till up untill today i've been left confused knowin the shoes of who the man drowned in our sins is just the point of views of ancient men, so i've been told, those who've contradicted the world hurled up tornadoes storms until they got the sea shell's pearl, word! How longer can u hold up a morage? dodgin Gods and God see the sun will always shine after it fogs guards stand in these vacekits keepin the truth from the curious faces, ancient ages ago I figured man interpreted as so when God spoke, go walk to the river he said, he saids when he talks you'll quiver, ohhh ok so he's just livestalk you need his liver. In ancient times one language was spoken but his knowledge is plenty.

Confusion
Yesterday, I was asked by a very good-looking young man to chat. Started out very innocent then turned on a dime. Instead of my usual, politely opting out of that type of conversaion, I joined in. Halfway through I was feeling......dirty, alone, scared disappointed in myself. Why...Why did I do this? My marriage sucks, I am not the girl I was in high school. The cheerleader who dated the star football player, the girl on the homecoming court, the one who never had to worry about a date to the prom but I am not an ugly duckling that feels they have to do anything to please. I once thought I was a strong woman with a purpose in life, to always make others feel happy. I am a good person, but yesterday I was a down right dirty person. OMG, what have I done. I know many of you out there are thinking, its not like you commited murder or anything but for me to bring myself to a level like that is like injuring my soul to the core. I have never felt so dirty in my life. Never again, w

Confused
So twisted and turned This brain in my head A battlefield of thoughts wish that I were dead I'm longing for some happiness Some simple peace of mind I guess it is too much to ask Impossible to fine Another lost soul among many Wondering through this life A life thats full of hatred A life thats full of strife No wonder there is sadness No wonder there are tears No wonder there are children with so damn many fears You turn on your television to find out who was shot today You open up your paper to read our government says its wrong for people to be gay You get a letter in your mail that says your health insurance was just cut another stating that your utilities are going to be shut off Every day its something new, new burdens we must bear It seems that those around us really just don't care It's every man for himself in this circle we call life The circle I have come to know as the circle of our strife

Confused Lol
sometimes life just doesnt work the way everyone wants it to trying to get by like the rest of the world but when you got one trying to take someelse spot and isnt ready to move on in his own life just really bites and cant make a mind up of friendship or more and is being the biggest turtle and is trying to get you jealous given you obsticles and test while he is still vary much with his other partner really bites and makes it hard for the other ones life to move in the direction it should be going to.....lol im just really bored i guess lol but why hide when its only a friendship especial a friendship of 20 years thats the confusing part lol ......

Confused
What is this feeling I have? I seem to love you But other times I seem to loathe you I can't be without you Or maybe just without anyone I think about you all the time But why do I have this feeling? I long for your voice And I would die to hear your laugh But is this love Or merely lust?

Confession
I want to touch you, in the worst way, Take your clothes off, Let them fall where they may, To feel your skin beneath my finger tips, To taste your kisses, with these soft lips, Trimbling and shaking, with each caress of your hand, This passion for you, I don't understand, For who you are, I barely know, When you are near, All words seem to go, Frightened and excited, all in the same, Desire is burning, It has a wicked flame, For too many years, this interest I've hid, For fear of rejection, like some lil kid, My fantasy lover, thats all hat you are, So I sit over here and lust from afar.

Confession
just sitting here thinking to myself about alot of shit that has happenend recently in my life and what things have come to revelation in my eyes....many of u know my wife as DJ Pink Frost and most dudes on here of course wanna get at her which i dont blame them...anyways i made a mistake bout 2 months ago that was a sin to marriage that should of never happened and it hurt her so deeply that i thought i could understand but i know i will never understand that feeling of cheating...i only know from when i had a fianace and she did it to me and it changed me completely and made my outlook of women diff...but i did the same to my wife and it was hell for me that she gave me but i deserve everybit of it and it had nothing to do with feelings or i wanted sex i was just mad and i didnt know how to control my anger but no excuses i fucked up and hurt the one person i love more than anything but as time went by it got harder and things were said n they hurted and i almost lost faith in my mar

Confuscious Says
Confucious Says Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. Man who stand on toilet high on pot. It is good for girl to meet boy in park, but better for boy to park meat in girl! Man who jizz in cash register come into money. Man who drop watch in toilet have shitty time. Man who fart in church must sit in own pew. Man who finger girl having period get caught red handed. Man trapped in pantry have ass in jam. Baseball wrong--man with four balls cannot walk. Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. Man who go to bed with itchy butt wake up with smelly finger. Learn to masturbate--come in handy. Woman who pounce on dead rooster go down on limp cock. Man who buy drowned cat must pay for wet pussy. Virgin like balloon--one prick, all gone. Man who wants pretty nurse, must be patient. He who lives in glass house, dress in basement. Passionate kiss, like spider web, lead to undoing of fly. Better to be pissed off th

Confusion
I know there are people who are going to read this and not take it the right way. Some will feel it is a time to pounce and move ahead with their own agenda and others will feel it is a slight against them. IT IS NEITHER. it is my confusion and I am just in the mood to write. What do you do if you have feelings for someone but you feel something is missing? Or not neccesaarily missing but not developed. You see a lot of people in relationships and you give advice but you cant seem to get your own head clear. You dont want to mess things up but there are issues that dont get resolved. I see a lot of people on here go through this and it is very frustrating. Is it because we are on the internet? Is it true that you really cant have a relationship of the mind with out the physical being involved. Can you truly not be in Love with someone unless you can touch them? I dont really believe that. And why do people say, after a break up, that they will never do that again? Is it b

Confusion
I lay there confused, battered and bruised, Tears in my eyes, they can't hear my cries, All they can see is a fucked up girl, But what they dont see, if she's going through hell Drink is an option yet she stays away, Maybe tomorrow just not today, so she walks in her bathroom and pulls out the blade, blood drips from her skin, this is today, Crying in pain she breaks out a grin, This is the end my new life begins, She can't seem to focus, she can't seem to hear, All of her friends and family near, They kneel down beside, hoping she's better, Thats when they notice the blood stained letter, I'm sorry to all i couldnt go through, This life i was living, it's what i had to do, I'll be smiling down, so please no more tears, Im happier now than i have been in years, You were there for me when you wanted to bother, But wat you didnt realise, i needed a mother, If you had just stopped all your drinking and been, Normal and loving my life would of seen, love a

...confused...
Some days you seem so close like you stand right before me But then the next day you seem so far like each other we can't see, Each day is like a roller coaster with my stomach turning upside down You stand there looking but yet you don't utter a sound, I feel so confused and my heart is being torn at its seams And every night that I sleep you seem to linger in my dreams, Every time I look at you I forget all my thoughts And right then and there it's you that my heart has sought, Every time I hope it turns into something bad So for right now I'll stop thinking And maybe things won't end up sad

Confused
Well, it seems I really jumped the gun this time. Damn Im good at that lol It seems Sean wants to put us "on hold" as he puts it. Seems he needs to work on himself so we can be a better couple. I was getting mixed signals the whole time we talked and truly dont know what to think. I am still whole heartedly in love with him. I doubt if this will end sometime soon. I just dont know what to think or do. Everytime Ive been told this before it was the kiss of death. I was basically just told this because it was a way to let me down easy because there was someone else. This is why Im so very confused right now. I would love to believe that as he said when he gets himself right we can work on US. But then in the same breath I was told that IF we cannot be a couple at least we can remain friends. Please I need some thoughts and opinions about all of this. I am hurtin because I feel like Im losin my soul mate and best friend. I cannot do this. I love him too damn much. My mind doesnt work so

Confession
This elderly Italian guy goes to his parish priest and asked if he would hear his confession. The priest assured him that he would, and the two took up the customary positions on either side of the divider. "Well, Father," began the old man, "At the beginning of World War II a beautiful Jewish woman knocked on my door and asked me to hide her from the Germans. So I hid her in my attic, and they never found her." "That's a wonderful thing," interjected the priest, "But it's certainly nothing you need to confess!" "It's gets worse Father," continued the elderly fellow, "I was weak and I told her that she had to repay me for hiding her, by providing me with sexual favors." The priest contemplated this disclosure for a minute and then responded, "Well, it was a very difficult time, and you took a very large risk. You would have suffered terribly at their hands if the Germans had found you hiding her. I know that God, in his wisdom and mercy, will balance the good and the evil of y

Confusion
i am confused i want u i know i do i am frazzled is it love or infatuation i am dumbfounded u would relocate for me i am ecstatic a guy can love me i am loving i dont wanna miss out i am social i want to stay near people i need privacy i love to be bymyself sometimes i am family oriented i dont wanna go so far

Conflict (poem)
You tell me “no” and then hold it against me Had you said “yes” you’d be angrier still- Well, happiness hides around every corner and the corners are hiding from you. I try to please, try to help, try to hear you. Each waking minute I wonder what if? And try to remember that I have no fault- In your situation, this gift to yourself. Look down on my life, laugh if you must I can accept what you don’t have to give. I stumble and blunder through every day Hoping that each breath was worth it.

Confused
My knees starts to shake, when you're in sight. My mind is filled with wounder, my heart with fright. When will this feeling stop? when did it start? How can I listen to my mind, without breaking my heat? I'm so confused what should I do? I can't think of anything except you. Should I ignore you, or just give it time? I can't think straight, my heart controls my mind.

Confront Them?!
Okay, after about the thousandth time of reading/hearing about situations where somebody wanted to "confront" somebody else about something (you all know what I'm talking about, "friend is lying" or "sister is cheating" that sort of thing) I started to realize something. Most of the people saying things like "I should confront them" or "I want to confront them" are the same people who complain about "drama." You have too much "drama" in your life? Well try not putting your nose in other peoples' business. There is no need to confront somebody on something that is none of your business and sometimes there is no need to constantly point out when people do things you don't like. And yes, that counts even if it "makes you feel really bad." Trust me people, you know your friends and family well enough. You should know when "confronting them" will cause more problems than it solves so why not keep it to yourself? Does anybody else agree with me?

Confusion
Ok Iam totally in a state of confusion anymore....People claim to me that Iam a BBW but isnt a BBW ALOT bigger then what Iam? I mean Imma big girl but big as in thick not as a BBW....Not that I really care that a woman is a BBW it seems that alot of people see me as one but I see me as being a woman with some curve thats some what thick...So now explain to me in ya opinion what you consider being a BBW vs. being thick and curvy....This has been a curiousity thing to me for a while now....Only due to the fact that I keep getting requests from people with the names as i love BBW's big girls are for me yadda yadda yadda....Do I REALLY look like a BBW to you or am I just tripping for nothing?.... Ya opinion is MUCH appreciated here on this one thnx Nita

Confessional
Melvin goes to confession..... "Bless me Father, for I have sinned." The> priest asked, "What did you do, my son?" "I lusted," Melvin replied. "Tell> me about it," the priest said. Melvin then related his story. "Father, I am> a deliveryman for UPS. Yesterday I was making a delivery in the affluent> section of the city. When I rang the bell, the door opened and there stood> the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. She had long blonde hair and eyes> like emeralds. She was dressed in a sheer dressing gown that showed her> perfect figure. And, she asked seductively if I would like to come in."> "And, what did you do, my son?" asked the priest. "Father, I did not go in> the house but I lusted. Oh, how I lusted," replied the man. "Your sin has> been forgiven," replied the priest. "You will get your reward in heaven, my> son." "A reward, father? What do you think my reward might be?" Melvin> asked. The priest replied, "I think a bale of hay would be appropriate,> ...you dumb ass!"

Confetti
Tearing myself from myself like small pieces of paper - confetti falling into you. I am swept away. Becoming much less, so much more and touching your wet skin places I have seen in pure darkness as your sighs define the contour of each warm breast. Adding, subtracting, divided and multiplied by the scent of you - raw and delicious, drawn into me - some internal spoor leading to ecstasy. Dizzy on my back - looking up and into the cause, the effect of this free-fall. Oh, call my name in my desert and I will sow new seeds inside this window to your storm and to the calm of your collapse upon my chest. Let us build tomorrow morning from the ocean and the wind of our sweet collision in this bed. © All rights reserved

Confused
im really confused right now, im starting to have a crush/feelings for sum1 i met here, thing is idk...i think she likes me but idk if its a crush or lust....what should i think/feel? god she makes me smile though and i kno i make her smile...idk im gonna go think about her and stuff

Confessions
57 Girl Confessions 1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? Yes 2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress? Short party dress 3. What would you do if you received a long love letter? Read it over and over--might cry (but wouldnt tell anyone) 4. Group dates or single dates? Either 5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends? Hell Yes 6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend? Nope 7. Is your hair up or down today? Down 8. Do you straighten your hair? Sometimes 9. Favorite mascara? Doesnt matter 10. Do you get your nails done? Yes 11. Small or large purses? All of the above! 12. In your purse, what are your must haves? Cell, wallet, keys and lipgloss 13. Jeans or sweats? Jeans 14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable? Nope 15. Do you text message a lot? OMG Im a texting WHORE! 16. What would you do if you got pregnant? Ahh.. NEXT question... 17. What’s your favorite color? Purple

Confused You Will Be!!!
Two men, one American and a Bangladeshi, were sitting in a bar drinking shot after shot.The Indian man said to the American: "You know my parents are forcing me to get married to this so called homely girl from a village whom I haven't even met once. We call this arranged marriage. I don't want to marry a woman whom I don't love... I told them that openly and now have a hell lot of family problems." The American said, talking about love marriages... I'll tell you my story: I married a widow whom I deeply loved and dated for 3 years. "After a couple of years, my father fell in love with my step-daughter and so my father became my son-in-law and I became my father's father-in-law.Legally now my daughter is my mother and my wife my grandmother.More problems occurred when I had a son. My son is my father's brother and so he is my uncle. Situations turned worse when my father had a son.Now my father's son i.e. my brother is my grandson.Ultimately, I have become my own grand father a

Confused
I dont understand how people can look at something someone does that is good and make it like bad on purpose. I mean do people really like to hurt other people intensually?? if so why? is there some great high that they get out of it???

Confused!!
The confusion I get from guys is worse than girl drama. I've been with Josh for about 2.5 months. We talk every night from 10pm-5am. Then he'll call me back at 7am and we'll talk until 8am. Then he gets home from work and calls me and we'll talk for maybe a half hour. Now what confuses me is why can't guys tell their girlfriends whats wrong with them. Josh had put an away message up about being confused, so I asked him what was wrong. He didn't want to talk about it, said he'd tell me later. Well when later came I noticed comments from the #1 girl I hate. You all know its hard for me to HATE someone, but I really HATE this girl. She has tried her hardest the last 2 months to come between us. Well once I saw comments from her I went snooping. I saw he wrote her a comment "I should have listened to you about sam. She makes me feel like shit all the time" Now to knowledge we were the happiest couple around. We talk ALL the time, my daughter adores him, we laugh, we just always seemed

Confederate Bombers....thats A Joke
ok as of right now anyone holding the confederate bombers name will no longer be a friend of mine... i know some of you had nothing to do with the bs that happened the other night.... but the fact of the matter is that i want nothing that has to do with confederates on my page.... if you do not agree with what im doing then i suggest you remove yourself as well... i have had it with all the bs drama surrounding the confederate family.... there were many of you that were just as guilty as the founders themselves by running around talking trash and outing me bc i didnt do what they said.... newsflash i dont need some fake as family telling me what to do and who to befriend...i have my real friends on here and those are the ones i do for as i did the other night when all this drama started... so do not come at me asking anymore questions.... i have stated my peace.... later confeds!!!!

Confused
i sit here wondering why i feel the way i do and cant understand it some say its in my head some says its love me persinally im confused on how i am feeling i feel kinda lost but yet im still here but yet im out in left field im to the point i dont make anysense i guess im struck

Confused
I am wondering how much of yourself do you give away when you forgive someone? Does relinquishing your anger and hurt for that person take away from the totality of yourself? Or rather, does the retention of such feelings erode away at the core of a person until they finally feel as if they have nothing left, because they have been angry for so long? If I forgive people for "tresspasses against me" do I give up a peice of myself that I needed, or just something that was added that is much healthier for me NOT to have access to? What deserves finite atonement and what is impossible to rectify? Who makes that decision? The transgressor, the the victim, or a third party arbitrator? (If so, is there a number, I have cases pending) Is it cool to forgive because it is the nice thing to do, or is it because it is the right thing to do? Much study is needed.

50 Confessions
50 Confessions 1. Are you taller than your mom? 2. What color is your shower curtain? 3. What is the closest thing to you right now that is red? 4. What is your ring tone? 5. Does anything hurt on your body right now? 6. What color is your favorite pillow? 7. What is your favorite video game? 8. Had a nap today? 9. Gold or Silver? 10. Is there an animal that creeps you out? 11.Who was the last person you rode an elevator with? 12. Did you go ice skating as a kid? 13. Ever have stitches? 14. Favorite non-alcoholic drink? 15. How long ago did you hug someone? 16. What's something you want to do before you die? 18. Have you ever seen a ghost? 19. Have you ever seen northern lights? 20. Do you know how to use chop sticks? 21. Name something good that happened last night. : 22.What room are you in? 23. Are you worried about something you can't control? 24. Do you take daily medications? 25. Ever be

Confessions Of A Thinker
It started out innocently enough. I began to think at parties now and then -- just to loosen up. Inevitably, though, one thought led to another, and soon I was more than just a social thinker. I began to think alone -- "to relax," I told myself -- but I knew it wasn't true. Thinking became more and more important to me, and finally I was thinking all the time. That was when things began to sour at home. One evening I turned off the TV and asked my wife about the meaning of life. She spent that night at her mother's. I began to think on the job. I knew that thinking and employment don't mix, but I couldn't help myself. I began to avoid friends at lunchtime so I could read Thoreau, Muir, Confucius and Kafka. I would return to the office dazed and confused, asking, "What is it exactly we are doing here?" One day the boss called me in. He said, "Listen, I like you, and it hurts me to say this, but your thinking has become a real problem. If you don't stop t

Confliction
I'd like to think that every person I meet improves me and my life somehow. Maybe it's overtly sentimental or downright naive, but it's me through my day. And let me say I've met some pretty damn freaky people on this site. There's also been the romantics, the funny ones, the serious ones, and every permutation in between. But since the divorce I think it's probably been the freaks that helped the most. They've really pushed me out of my safe little comfort zone. Sometimes I think they've even pushed me straight past who I used to be, right over the edge into the great unknown. I've never named names in any of my blogs because I'm thankful to everybody for everything they contribute to my life, even if sometimes that contribution leads to conflict with somebody else, but I think there are two people who deserve special recognition. Andy, you've always been there for me. You made me laugh at myself even when I didn't want to, and you helped point out that yes, life will get bet

Conference Nature Call
Wow, technology has sure come a long way. Since I do not work in an office, all of my meetings are done over a cell phone. It did not take me long to realize that I can do things during these calls, because 9 times out of 10 I am not the one talking. So, during these meetings I have found myself eating supper, doing a crossword puzzle, and yes even playing video games. Today I took the meeting to a whole new level, and I must admit it was probably a lower level. The call was at that special time early in the morning. I set my alarm an hour early, so I could gather my notes and make some of that wonderful "Hotel Room Coffee." I had enough time for 2 cups and a morning smoke. Then it was time to dial in, for the meeting. As usual the first 10 min was rather slow, and my mind started to wander. It was then that I realized that the morning Caffine and Nicotine combination was working on my bodily functions. There was no way I was going to make it to the end of the meeting. Face it when

Confused
just taken a moment out, need to vent a little, well enough about that, what do women want? tell you i must be either drop dead ugly, or to damn nice, i cant change whom i am, but honestly im sick of being single! id love to come home one day and be able to hold someone in my arms all night long, or have a conversation like normal people do. this go to work and bust my ass til i have no engery just sucks! so im just wondering what the hell can a nice guy do to make a woman notice im interested! yeah fubar is fun, and myspace is all about drama, and chatting is ok, i want out of it all and try to find someone down to earth and enjoy life with! im sure nobody will read this and if their is one or 2 of you thanks for stopping by and have a wonderful evening or day! i just needed to vent..... still feel confused about it but its off my chest! Paul

Confused
Im so confused right now... i love you with all my heart. Your all i think about. But, im don't know if you want me like i do you. I don't know if you still love me like you did. I miss you so much, i miss being yours. I hurt right now.. my heart breaks.. trying to figure out where ur heart is. Do you love me like i do you. I want you so much. All i can do is sit here and cry. Cause my heart is hurting so bad. I'm about to just take off.. cause i don't think my heart can take being broke again. I don't know what to do. I'm just here... hurting inside. Hoping that u love me too.

Confused
So this blog may turn out to be real emo. Sorry. I'm just having a tough time lately. I don't know if anyone will read this-- but if they do-- I could really use some support. Everything is just so... Not even fucked up... Just... Blah. I've been a complete mess. And maybe part of it is PMS. But it's so much more than that. SO much more. I feel lonely. And confused. And just.. All fucked up. I'm losing myself again-- and I don't know why. I've been in school for a month now-- and I haven't done ANY homework. And that's bad. I don't even know if I care anymore. My sleep schedule is all fucked up. And my dad is mad at me b/c of it. I'm starting to gain weight again. I worked hard to lose my weight. Like 45 pounds. And now I've gained some back. (not all-- but some) And I feel bad. Guys are noticing me. Don't get me wrong. But I know their intentions aren't really good. And then sometimes I think-- and? But I don't want to be like that. I'm just a stupid little

Confusing Thaughts
do you feel like shit does not go your way and shit takes forever to get done to be away from the one you love to feel like you are sick without being with your loved one to think all the time about her going crazy just to see her smile to hear her laugh to hold her in your arms to say to her i love you everytime you see her to hear her voice in your head all day long as if she was right there talking to you to look at another woman and only see your loved one to feel the sickness in your heart as time goes by when you are not with her to realise when the time comes that you are finally together that the time spent away would be time worth spent to realise howmuch you do love her and cant ever see yourself without her in your life love is really a mystery of the heart and a joyfull journey in life comment on this if you can understand what love is and what iam trying to say thank you for reading my thaughts

Confused
I’m so confused I don’t know what to do I’ve lost my family What else could I lose. My mom is somewhere in Kokomo My dad I have no clue All I know is I miss my family But they’re not the people that I knew. My dad always slept I was molested by my eldest brother I had my own goals that I wanted to achieve But I was held back by my abusive mother. I have no one to confide in No one to talk to at all I just feel like climbing a tree And letting myself fall. I don’t know what to do With all confusion I hold I don’t want to keep it in Cause I’ll eventually explode. So can you help me To get all the way through I would appreciate it very much And will never forget you.

Confused As Always
so I'm totally confused by the male population lately. Part or me wants to trust someone and part of me is screaming not to! Its strange to let everything go and just trust someone. I'm not good at it and when things scream in my head that its all game its hard to trust. I donno. I just know that I'm totally and completely confused. Like I go days without talking to someone and then we spend an entire night talking nonstop for 6-8 hrs..then i dont hear from them again... I'm totally confused about this whole situation. Its hard to figure out whats going on. I'm trying to be trusting, but how can I not have doubts? I'm just confused and now this blog is just as confusing..lol Who knows. I know I shouldnt care and that things just will either take course or they wont... I just have absolutely no desire to get hurt again... UUGGGGHHHHH too confused! Did I say that enough?

Confused?
Haven’t you ever wished you knew all the answers to your million questions; but wouldn’t that make life dull? I don’t regret a single thing in my life. Everything happens for a reason. Yet, when surprising things happen between two people, don’t you just wish you knew what the other person was thinking? I just wish I knew how to open up and express how I feel. I wish I had the words….

Confessions
CONFESSIONS 1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? The one I want to call knows who he is!! 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Hell No....people get paid to do that wouldnt want them to loose their jobs :-) 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? Both 4. Do you take compliments well? Sometimes 5. Do you play Sudoku? Yep and pretty good at it too 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? With a strong will I might 7. Do you like to ride horses? Dont mind but not a need to do kinda thing 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? Cant remember 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? Monopoly 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, what would you do? Ummm..Is the marrage over? 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? Maybe 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? Be Pursued but if I like him enough I will

Confusion
Confusion covers my eyes and makes them dark Makes me afraid to completely give my heart I'm surrounded by those who love me yet I feel so alone Living in this self-made hell I call home Wishing for the day when I can be happy And longing for someone who loves me for me So many years spent alone with my thoughts No one to share them with afraid to get caught Letting someone in who might understand What this torment is going through my head Who will hold my hand all the way Fighting these demons day after day Never have I really lived just tried to get by Waiting for a reason or someone to show me why This life is worth living, worth giving my heart All fears set aside now a new start My eyes get a little brighter with each new day With someone who shows me love in sweet little ways But I still return to that self-made hell Trapped, afraid and drowning in a deep dark well Never truly breaking free No else's fault, no one to blame but me

The Confession
A new priest, born and raised in Texas, is nervous about hearing confessions, so he asks the older priest to sit in on his sessions. The new priest hears a couple of confessions, then the old priest asks him to step out of the confessional for a few suggestions. The old priest suggests, "Cross your arms over your chest, and rub your chin with one hand and try saying things like 'yes, I see,' and 'yes, go on,' and 'I understand.'" The new priest crosses his arms, rubs his chin with one hand and repeats all the suggested remarks to the old priest. The old priest says, "Now, don't you think that's a little better than slapping your knee and saying, "No shit...what happened next?"

Confessing Sercets
I wanted to take a minute and tell you my story, explain how I learned what works to attract women... and to give you some pointers on how you can get the most out of my different techniques, concepts, and programs. First, let me answer the question: "Who Is David DeAngelo... And How Can He Help Me Become More Successful With Women And Dating?" I'm actually a pretty normal guy, who went through a point where I decided that I needed to get this part of my life called "meeting women" handled. I won't bore you with the details, but I was going through a time where I had just moved to a new city... I was single... and I had NO IDEA how to meet women or get dates. One night I was talking to one of my best friends and I said, "I am going to figure this out for myself, no matter what it takes". Well, it wasn't exactly easy to "figure it out". I spent the next few years reading a lot of books, listening to "motivational tapes", going to seminars, an

Conflicts
Oh the wow’s of the heart that often tears it apart and yet the joys too of knowing you it is Love! Longing crying acing. Sighs whims laughs it is Love! The mellowness felt with just one kiss the warmth of you being close these are sometimes the hearts foes. Free and easy the heart flies its way caring not what people often say knowing the whispers in the air seeing the way others stare but I know it’s Love! LSR 4 October 2007 1636 hours Seni Seviyorum

Confused
A shadow of light A ray of dark A fiery raindrop A sodden spark A moonlight field A green, green sky A question to the answer The reasons but not why A hearts thought The beat of my brain My emotions are All mixed up again Shall i say it Yes I wont Shall i do it, Yes but dont She does care doesnt she She doesnt want to be with me But perhaps she thinks of me everyday Perhaps she doesnt know what to say. Should I makethe move first Should i let the bubble burst What if her emotions arent true What if she loves me, what to do....

Confessions
I confess to having many lovers. I confess to craving for my lovers lips. To having found more ecstasy in passion, then in prayer. I confess to pray still for my loves warm embrace. To have him in me fulfilling the very core of me. I confess to having yearned for the fire to be set ablaze. I confess to having known love, and in knowing it. Known that I have received it as well. I confess to many things here. Yet I repent nothing. I took the only life that was offered me. You have damned me were I stand. But there is no penance for my crime. Because I have only committed one, and neither you nor God can forgive it. I confess to having love and throwing it aside. For the want of men. Fearing more being owned by one man, then shared by many. I ask no forgiveness from your hypocrisy. I have confessed to being many things. To having welcomed men into my arms and bed. For the sake of loving love. Yet not loving the man. You all of you who have power. Cower from what you see in me. A women th

Confused
Should I just end it now? honestly..I can't take much more of this. It is not just him, I have feelings inside that start to question who he really is and what he wants from me and this family. For some reason I feel that he is only in this because of our son which hurts. Yeah he told me it was not true but is he telling me that just to please me or is it the truth? He has lied to me so many times before what do I believe? The fighting is overwhelming. It is always pointless and yeah I try and talk things out but when I say no and give my explanation he can't take it. He believes that he deserves to buy expensive things and of course that may be true in a world with no responsibilities and kids and a family but right now that just can't happen and we all deserve things however wants and needs are two very different things. He always wants things new and better than what he has. He can talk to strangers about his problems but when it comes to me he shuts me off and then it starts in a f

Confused
I am in a very confusing state of mind right now. I just can't seem to win. But oh well, take it as it comes right? Right... I think if a change doesn't occur soon and a certain person doesn't start showing they even give a shit, then I'm going to have to make my self move on, I was almost there b4 and then they came along and changed that with what seems to be empty promises so far. Just shows how much you can really hate someone but love them so much all at once. Well that's enough of my ranting, back to music bitches!!!

Confidence
Allow Your Own Inner Light to Guide You There comes a time when you must stand alone. You must feel confident enough within yourself to follow your own dreams. You must be willing to make sacrifices. You must be capable of changing and rearranging your priorities so that your final goal can be achieved. Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged. There are times when you must take a few extra chances and create your own realities. Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better. Be confident enough that you won't settle for a compromise just to get by. Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow, develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life. Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should lead the way.

Confrontation
We all have demons in our life that we have to face, in that confrontation of our lives we are trialed and have to fight forward to overcome them u get stronger from that and more experienced but still the fact of facing it alone suxs ass, but that is the way of life tehre are soem thigns that u have to do yourself.

Confession
Confession by sweethomealabama© "Forgive me Father for I have sinned. It has been four months since my last confession. I've tried to lead the life I should, but now Father...now I truly fear for my soul." "There's a woman Father. A woman so bright and beautiful the very sun shies away from her. And I have such thoughts of her Father, such lustful thoughts. I know what the Bible says of these things Father...that it says a woman shouldn't love another woman. But I can't seem to get her out of my mind. And to be honest Father I don't know that I want to." "I was at a dinner party some time last month. It was a work function that I didn't feel up to attending in the first place. She walked into the room and I simply stopped breathing. I didn't even notice until my lungs began to burn. And when I finally remembered to take a breath, the air I inhaled was filled with the scent of her perfume. She stood before me, extending her hand in greeting." "I can't begin to tell you h

Confusions
Confusions by lost_in_space © This story is purely fictional and any connection to real events is purely co-incidental. However, this story is close to my heart, and I stand by what I've written. If you are offended in any way by reading this story, I offer you my sincere apologies. * My name is Linda. I am 25 years old, and I live in New York, the big apple. I am a software consultant at a big firm, and needless to say I am pretty well off by myself. My family lives in Chicago, but I left them when I as still in high school, as they couldn't accept the fact that I was gay. Yes, they were that much naive. Well, it's been many years, and some damage control has already been done. My mom called me up last year, and I was invited to the Christmas dinner. I did go, but it was as awkward and uncomfortable as I had thought it was going to be. I could easily notice the whispers and the stares, and my parents didn't even try to make me feel comforted. It seemed as if I didn't knew th

Confusion...
What do you do when you see your dreams standing before you in living, breathing truth and full color? What do you do when your fantasy takes the shape of reality? What do you say to the person who embodies all of the qualities you believed existed only in fairy tales? All of the things you imagined a person could be, but never fully believed any person WOULD be? When you feel your heart racing at the memory of a conversation? When you wait in breathless anticipation for the next words he will speak? What do you do when you know you are obsessed, but you are enjoying it too much to stop?

Confsed
So Im lost and so confused. I love this guy but I dont know if he feels the same way. I would do anything for him. He means the world to me. I want to marry him and make him happy. I dont think he feels the same way anymore. It was my fuck up but if he would let me fix what I broke I would. I love you and you know who you are

Confidence, Faith And Self Respect.
I can attain real dignity, importance and individuality only by a dependence on a Power, which is great and good, beyond anything I can imagine or understand. I will try my utmost to use this Power in making all my decisions. Even though my human mind cannot forecast what the outcome will be, I will try to be confident that whatever comes will be for my ultimate good. Just for today, will I try to live this day only, and not tackle my whole life problem at once?

Confused
I am always surprised at people. No matter where I meet you I am still going to be protective of myself until I know you better. I had some guy that I thought I was working on a friendship with tell me I am not a person cuz I didn't work on our friendship enough. Well, he was never online or if he was I couldn't tell. He never did reply when I would say hello. So, I put the ball in his court. What does he do but get online last night and call me a point whore and a sad individual. I was very confused at where this was coming from so I tried to talk to him about it and the more I talked the ruder this person got. He then told me I am nothing but a waste of time and have no personality. Wow I couldn't believe it an before I could reply and figure out what was really going on he blocked me. People confuse me sometimes. I guess I am better off. I love my friends and I am glad for everyone of you cuz you don't confuse me and after all I am blonde!! Smooches to all h

Confessions Of A Late Twenties Drama Addict
I'm not sure why but it seems like I need some form of drama in my life in order to survive. Its like this subconscious urge that I'm always and forever compelled to follow. Part of me thinks that perhaps its not so subconscious at all though. Its like the episode of Scrubs called His Story (Season 2 episode 15) when Dr. Cox goes to see his therapist and his therapist tells him his problem is he identifies the GOOD choice and does exactly the opposite. That's probably what goes on with me. Its like I'm standing at this fork in the road and to one side is this nice perfect road I can walk down with no worries to my goal and to the other side is this fucking insane ninja warrior (great show in case you haven't seen it) type obstacle course that I may be able to see the end yet its buried behind so much shit I may never actually get there. Maybe its b/c I like the challenge that said obstacle course provides me with. Its physically and mentally tough to get through and as a matte

Confusion Again...
Is what I long for beyond my reach? Do I aim too high for what I am good enough for? Living the dream you're told you should live Because it is your own. But getting to the end, You wake up and realize this dream was a nightmare. Your heart's still breaking, slowly dying Watching everyone else fall flat to their faces. Or worse, get their dream that isn't a nightmare. But why does it hurt more to see those succeed? I am supposed to be happy, but I can not. It is a facade for them. Even if I cannot be happy, should I not be happy for them? Or is it because I envy so much that I cannot be happy? Do I simply desire their happiness? Their dreams? How could I want something that I know I cannot have? Why do I feel as if I cannot continue if I do not have it? So many questions, so few answers, so little truths.

Confessional
A married man goes to confessional and tells the priest, "I almost had an affair with a woman." The priest asks, "What do you mean, almost?" "Well, we got undressed and rubbed together, but then I stopped." The priest replies, "Rubbing together is the same as putting it in. You're not to go near that woman again. Now, say five Hail Mary's and put $50 in the poor box." The man leaves confessional, says his prayers, and then walks over to the poor box. He pauses for a moment and then starts to leave. The priest quickly runs over to him and says, "I saw that. You didn't put any money in the poor box!" "Well, Father, I rubbed up against it and you said it was the same as putting it in."

Confused And So Much More
It’s hard to explain how I feel I guess you could say it’s sort of like flying But not how most everybody pictures flying to be It’s not quite that great of an experience For me, it’s a struggle I’m continually soaring through the air Not knowing where I’m going Some moments, I start diving back to earth Those moments make me wish to die before I hit the ground Before I smash into a million little pieces Before I reach my end Then, other times, I keep flying, higher and higher So high I’m out of control and I can’t even see the ground below Not even a little bit of it I like the ground I don’t want to have my security take away from me I also don’t want to have my face smashed into it either But I can’t find a medium A place where I seem to belong is always out of the question So different from others, yet in a way, very much the same But we all separate ourselves from each other I see others flying higher then I am at the moment And I see some people who are abou

Confessions
what keeps me here this day? the sun peeking thru the clouds to light my face? (trivial) shared laughter at a witty remark? (im false) a hand on my shoulder? (im ice) possibilities of futures unseen? (lonliness is my fortune) a childs delight over sticky frosting covered fingers? (guilt) because i want to leave this place and i am anchored

Confessions
There’s something I have kept inside Keeping it deep down Now its becoming something I can hide It consumes my mind I thought for years I can live without love And I thought everything was alright But then slowly you entered my world Then I realize I have found What I have waiting for a long time Its you all along It been lonely in the land of fools That’s what I realized Not loving I have nothing to loose And so I thought But when I met you I was wrong I have been trying to come up with the right thing to say Been trying to tell you But when were together it all melts away Now every heart beat turns into heart ache Coz I cant express the love I have for you No this is not an invention of the heart I know that every girl needs love in return But only one is all I need and that is you I will be your shade from the sun When the night gets cold I will wrap My arms around you to keep

Conform
Title: Conform By: me Used up and let down Lost with no sound Deep under ground By these rules, we are bound A bunch of drones Nothing but common clones Lost with no home Left to watch and roam A disease inside the bone Conformity, a symptom the disease has shown Left alone The disease has grown It's real It's something one can feel There's no chance for one to heal It's a forbidden seal Something for the masses They get together and display their caskets They lay down and do as they're told No one is brave enough to be so bold They lay down and follow the rules They lay down, but I'm no fool

Confessions Of A Blood Slave
Confessions of a Blood Slave by VaughnShepherd© I ache when I'm not with you. No, it's not just an ache. It's a burn, a hunger, a distinct sense of loss, all rolled up in one excruciating package. I lie in bed, and just the sensation of sheets on my naked skin is too much to handle. I roll onto my stomach, and I smell you on the sheets, and a groan escapes my lips. Restless, I toss and turn in the dark, unable to sleep. Rolling onto my back again, the light sheet rubs against the tightening points of my nipples, and a hiss in a breath as I imagine it's the graze of your teeth. My hand roams, and I pretend it's you. Sliding between my flushed, damp skin and the silk of the sheets, my fingertips find all the places you love to lick and bite and kiss. I cup my breast in one hand, and the other wanders to the inside of my thigh. Soft fingertips probe the tender, faintly bruised marks there. I scrape a fingernail along the healed over punctures, and I am immediately, cruelly wet

Confidence
How To Achieve Inner Marriage (going forward I will refer to this as self-love) Self love requires confidence, like, esteem, acceptance, and respect for who you are. The acronym CLEAR becomes apparent when looking at self-love, and needs investigating as it is crucial to the process of becoming whole. C-onfidence L-ike E-steem A-cceptance R-espect

Confusion
I have been talking to this girl that I really like... and I want to meet her but somehow we havent and I really dont know if its me or what... If it is me, what is it cause I just dont know... I dont know maybe I'm paranoid, maybe not ... I just know I cant be crushed again...

Confused...?
I stay confused here lately. I often just sit here and think about all sorts of things. Crazy things, stupid things, people, drama.....just all sorts of things go on in my little brain. *no comments, honey... Today I felt like cleaning my pics up a little. I have too many people, mainly men, who just want to see my nsfw pics. I am not into just showing everyone ME so I closed some folders. I have not added any nsfw pics (I don't think I did) I just made them private. I may take some new pics next week and add them and I will let some of you see them. It's nothing against any of my friends, I promise...I just get sick of the pervs asking to see my p**** (as if I had any pics of that to show them). There is so much drama on this site. I have enough drama...I don't need any more~! can I get an AMEN?? LOL This weekend is going to be a fun one for me and the kids. We have a Halloween gathering to go to at the park here in town on Saturday and then Sunday we have NOTHING t

Confused (0)
Some days you seem so close like you stand right before me But then the next day you seem so far like each other we can't see, Each day is like a roller coaster with my stomach turning upside down You stand there looking but yet you don't utter a sound, I feel so confused and my heart is being torn at its seams And every night that I sleep you seem to linger in my dreams, Every time I look at you I forget all my thoughts And right then and there it's you that my heart has sought, Every time I hope it turns into something bad So for right now I'll stop thinking And maybe things won't end up sad.

Confession
i sat alone today got lost along the way in my mind i think that ill come back someday there's something i must confess before im in another mess and I see it crashing down on me you cant break me the lights keep shining down you cant break me im on my way forget the day close the door and close your mind walking darkness fall behind building walls hidden fear judgement falls wasted years there's something I must confess before im in another mess and it all comes crashing down on me im on my way forget the day finally free you cant break me

Confused, Shattered, Alone
im just so lost, confused, shattered. i know i was on the start of fixing my life...planning to leave my old life behind, the emotional crap my SO pulls, the unhappiness....knew it would take time to do....need a car, need to return to teaching, save $....find place to go etc. tonight my SO yells at one of my babies....said he should have smacked her mouth. i said if he touched her we would be gone....(he wouldnt, never has, not a physical abuser) he screams...there is the door....told me to pack up take the van and go...leave....scared my 3 babies to death...yelled right in front of them..... i didnt go....figure if its gonna happen sooner than i planned to get out....he could leave, im staying. my life that was going so well the week before...planning to leave....finding a wonderful friend who could be "the one"... i am now sure i pushed him away...cause of my shit going on here....at least he was the shining happiness in the dullness (besides my babies, they are alwys m

Confection
Probable cause mingled over private parts. Stuffed inside a hollow shell. Like a pastry waiting to be devoured. His soul is cream. His body tender. Break him open and suck him clean. His soul is what you want.

Confusion Of Love
Those simple words confuse me. For I thought I knew what they meant. Until I lost and won some, My love today is for rent. I love you. Those simple words I know so well. I wish for you to know. That just liking someone is so different. So I will say it real slow. I L O V E Y O U Those are the words of a million feelings. My hopes and dreams and joys. Little girls writing love letters. Chasing after boys. I…L…O…V…E…Y…O…U Those are the words that I say to you. I whisper them to your heart. You turn and look back at me. I loved you from the start.

Confusion In My Head
Somewhere there is peace. Somewhere there is quiet. Somewhere there is violence. Somewhere there's a riot. Each of these places exist inside of me. From one day to the next I don't know which place I'll be. Sometimes my world moves fast. Sometimes my world moves slow. Sometimes my world will not stop. Sometimes it just won't go. My mind chooses the path and my emotions follow along. It seems like most of the time I don't know where I belong. Some days I am really happy. Some days I am really sad. Some days I am overwhelmed. Some days I get so mad. One day I know the good will overcome the bad. One day I know the happiness will overcome the sad. My mind is always roaming seeking the light in the dark. I hope one day that I will find a place of peace for my heart. When that day finally comes I will be happy to sit and chill. But until that day comes I can only continue to feel ill. The walls may fall around me. I may get lost out in space.

Confused And Lost
So , i have yet to write a blog. This will be my very first ever. I honestly have no clue why i'm writing this right now ( call it rambling if you want ) , i guess i just need a little bit of an ' out ' (so to speak) . . . So hear i go ! As I lay there in bed , tossing and turning. Thinking and searching. I realized how completely restless i have become. Tormented every hour i'm awake. Tortured while i sleep. And Distracted while i work ... The rules of man : Provide , protect and love (how i see it atleast). Inside : Flames, passion , unconditional love , stability , complete and udder hatred , torment , deep sadness , confused beyond belief and fear. Questions : Is there truely a meaning for life ? What is our purpose ? What do i do now ? How do you make things right ? I'm sure you have heard the saying " Things work out in the long run " " Things happen for a reason" yada yada yada . Of coarse, everything that happens in your life will without a doubt , make you the person

Confused
Yo, I don't know what to think! I hate gettin mixed signals, playin games, and just bein out of the loop. Alright this one girl has been fuckin wit me every since I met her. I know she wants me and I'm willing to make hr feel good, but she has a boyfriend (a goofy mufucka at that) I asked her for a cig and she said" yeah as long as your girlfriend is ok if I smoke with you". No female in site, just me and my boy. I didnt say anything at the time because I was feinin for nicotine. I think she thinks she's the shit and canfuck wit dudes to get her way, but I haven't studied this specimen as closely as the next I will describe. This other one is an 18 yr old tat Ihooked up with because she was stalking me at the mall. she didn't want to go home so I took her back to the spot and we fucked she initiated itI wasn't going to make a move beinthe gentlemen I am but when she made her move I was like ok you done fucked up now and I gave her the the fckin of her life. Anyway, she's coniving li

Confused And Alone
And now she's more confused Than she's ever been She doesn't know which one to choose She doesn't know who should win. She thinks she has feelings for them both And this she just doesn't get Apparently, Cupid missed shooting practice Cause with two arrows she was hit. She's always been friends with both of them But her feelings are getting stronger Both of them confuse her so much She doesn't think she can take it much longer. So for now, she'll sit back and see If either feels the same Hopefully, only one will If not, she might just go insane.

Conflicted Feelings
here are moments when I just want to kiss you then come the times I'd like to choke you. The minutes I dream of loving you, hours of making you scream, In good and bad ways. I sometimes want you to feel the pain that I feel when you are with that other person that will just break your heart and make you cry. But then I remember that seeing you in pain hurts me to the core. Between loving you and hating you is wanting you and needing you Can't see up from down going round and round. Again. Over you. What can i do to stop falling in love with you?

Confusion
Have you ever wondered if you're making the right decision??????????? Afraid to take that next step into the Unknown?????????? Rolling the dice taking a chance on what could be????????? Sometimes I know what I want and other times I pray I make the right Decision Hmmm .... Its really all about chances... Chance meetings... Opportunitys... Forbidden Desires... Romantic Trysts... Love undefined yet felt deeply Maybe its really all about choices Do I plunge in head first only to experience rejection?????? Or unbelieveable joy??? Do I automatically know when I find my soulmate??? will I recognize something in their eyes that says they are the other half of Me??? Do I trus

Confused And Disconbobulated
Not sure just how Im puttin this but ohhh well....... I notice on Fubar a lot or many ladies and women kissy ass their husbands boyfiends lovers and assorted fruit and nuts. Why are you in here flirting etc etc I know the here to make friends bit.. Bit of a suggestion dont put your significant other on such a pedestal then maybe we can be ourselves ok.........

57 Confessions
1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? yes 2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress? short party dress 3. What would you do if you received a long love letter? Depends on who it was from I may not read it LOL 4. Group dates or single dates? depends on my mood 5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends? yes 6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend? Nope 7. Is your hair up or down today? down 8. Do you straighten your hair? nope 9. Favorite mascara? I dunno 10. Do you get your nails done? sometimes 11. Small or large purses? small 12. In your purse, what are your must haves wallet,phone and whatever else i throw in there at the time 13. Jeans or sweats? jeans 14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable? Fuck no 15. Do you text message a lot? Everyday 16. What would you do if you got pregnant? Id freak 17. What’s your favorite color? purple 18. Heels or flats? depends on w

Confused But Not Confused That Is The Question
Tonight I had an email that my daughter hated me and this and that and only words I know she doesn't even know it's was her grandma who told her to say these hurtful things to me and then just now at almost 4 am this morning she says to me hey is for horses and she loves me....now I know my daughter is really getting programmed to say things about all with going on. I love my baby girl who means the world to me but my mom her grandma wants one thing, she wants me to divorce my husband and live with her and she thinks I'm going to have everything and money if I do that (HA HA HA) and all I don't work because I can't work I have a disability that prevents me from working. My mom thinks all men a trash and no good expect my daughter's daddy who isn't really a man and every body who knew him says the same thing . yeah I would have fought for her but my mom threatens that I'll never have my daughter with me again ever she keeps saying that my daughter is mess up when she was living with me.

Confusion
well lets see i guess what i have come to realize is that reality sucks and no matter how far you get or go you still get slammed right onur dick i just dont get it you ever wounder what the rainbow looked like on the other side? you ever wounder what path lifes gonna take you? i do wounder and i do make my own dicisions in life i choice the way i walk i choice to b on the streets i choice to do dumb shyt well i had been given the extra walk of life and i guessyou dont know what ya got till its gone so i guess for nowon imma just give myself to the cars do nothing but work on cars and liver the best i know how and hang out with the kids thay what matters and thay love me unconditionaly maybe this is a wake up call maybe this is whats up maybe this is whats good i dont know im just confused about everything i dont know what to do if this makes sence to yall yall hit me up cuz man im mind humped halla

Confederate Bombers, Military Bombers, Friends, Fans, You Name, I Need Your Help
CALLING ALL BOMBERS. YOU HELP IS NEEDED. THIS GIVEAWAY BLAST HAS BEEN UP FOR 2 MONTHS AND I STILL HAVE NOT GOTTEN IT. PLEASE HELP ME OUT, I HAVE BEEN BOMBING MY OWN PIC WITH VERY LITTLE HELP. PLEASE COME AND SHOW SOME LOVE, AT LEAST 50 COMMENTS. PLEASE. THANKS I ONLY NEED 15,000 COMMENTS. SO HELP ME GET THEM PLEASE, THANKS AGAIN

Confusion
Why is it that when you really care about someone you feel so helpless to their needs? Why do you feel you can do nothing to make or keep them happy? I want to help them, be there for them, and keep them smiling, but I am being pushed away and it is making really sad inside. I always want to be a great friend to people and I understand we have our hard times and alot of us have been through alot of rough shit in our days, but why must we push away the ones that care about us the most. I guess this is one of life's mysteries that I will never understand.

Confused!?!?!?
So I had a blind date this weekend...It was fun and he was good looking but it just wasnt there for me. The whole time I thought of the last guy I was with. As I found out that I might be getting more then friendly feelings for one of my closest guy friends. I hate how confused I am. I miss the last guy... I really am feelin' my guy friend...but the guy that I met this weekend isnt for me. I want things to work out for me.

Confusion
What the hell happened, whered i go wrong one week is you love me, you miss me,stay strong the next i get a letter concerning you im not sure what about so i dont know what to do so many mixed emotions anger and fear what have you done while ive been here thoughts of confusion race through my head did you really mean everything you said forget what youve said, forget what ive heard ill no longer believe a god damn word turn my head, close my eyes hope its all just a lie take a breath, say goodbye, watch me as i die your last chance to save my life before its to late or say goodbye,to my stale corpse because you chose to wait make your choice, take your pick, my life is on the line like a game of win or lose, either way your fine decisions decisions make your choice fast times running out just a part of your past be brave and stay strong, not long before im gone in your game of chess im just the pawn throw me around it wont matter you wont see or feel my world shatt

Confusion
My heads still trying to go about all this information, its like im just about to have an overload. I hardly eat anymore. Now and then. And when it's then, it's sweet fuck all. Ive started drinking again.. And smokeing again.... Not sure what's going on. Inside my head is kinda numb, but at the same time, i have a feeling that there is a wall blocking off alot of stuff. I need to findout how to break the wall... I know i have aot of rage within me. And i have no idea when its going to come out. Im getitng stuck 'out of reality' again. weirdest feeling ever, but ive been thru this before. anyways, bed itme. work tmorrow.

Confused...??
Well, I am totally confused right now. Someone I thought was a friend just got pissed off at me and blocked me. I was only open with my feelings and it hurt her I guess. For whatever reason.....who knows?? I guess I shouldn't care so much for my friends. I only want them happy and if that bothers them, then something is definitly wrong~! I didn't do anything and I didn't block them so they can come back anytime. I don't hold anything against anyone and I never say "I told you so" no matter how right I am. I am going to start being a witch on here just like everyone else. I don't like drama so I can't be a witch..... I'll just be me ~ like me or not ~ ~~smooches~~

Confusions Solution
Confusions Solution Oh Yea, I kinda like the Way you've Touched Me , Mystic Minions That Refuse to be seen.... Obscure in the Way your Affraid to Work it, Blasting Your Way Thru Infinity.... Shaking your Head to Clear Out the Cobwebs, Frozen Memories are in Your Heart- Pitch Black... By the Way I know that You are Shure to Oppress Me, Have a lil Taste of My Insanity... Glide in the Water of Life as it Surrounds Me, Watch a vision in My Terrible Dream.... Scream in the Darkness While there is None to Hear it, Now Youve Begun to Understand the Creed..... Domination is Noble as is Forgivness, Excepting Sometimes Even a Sheep will lead... Frostbite Conforms to the Body that Weilds it, Even a Fool comes in from the Rain.... Beware the Words As You Refuse to hear it, An Open Mind Is Free to the Thief.... If You See This as No Contribution, Confusions the Solution to A Question Youve Yet to Concieve By Sa

Conflicted (poem)
Written November 17, 2007 I built a wall, around my fragile heart So that no one else could ever tear it apart It's worked for years, keeping the crowd at bay Wanting people close but keeping them away Then the universe sent a curve ball One that was able to walk through that wall Turning my wall from stone to air Making me scared to hurt, scared to care Conflicted and Confused, I don't know what to do My defenses are down, my emotions in a coup Terrified and Fascinated, like a moth to the flame Into that dark night I scream out your name Conflicting emotions float through my mind Should I run away or try to make you mine? My heart and my gut are truly at war I hear you knocking but am scared to go through that door Let you in or drive you away? I want you close, but am afraid you won't stay Can my heart take another blow? All I can do is try to take it slow I want you by my side, night and day What can I do to make you stay?

Confidence
After everything i have been through (none of you know except like ash or tammy or joy) i have a very hard time being confident in myself. I can come off as a very bitchy, out spoken person but really i just dont have that much confidence in myself... I was just wondering if anyone knows anyway that could help me love myself more, be more confident in myself because its affecting me and people that i love/like/care about. Thanks :)

Confused
there's so much to understand, yet i don't. we break up, but for what? you tell me we are getting back together, you guarantee. but will i end up hurt again, like both times before? You tell me not to stop calling you mine and tell me you want to be friends until YOU'RE ready. What gives you the right to make those choices? Tell me I wont get hurt again and meant it! Tell me you want me to be yours, forever...

Confession Of A Man....
If a man wants you, NOTHING can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "BE FRIENDS." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "It will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from

Confused
hello there, Wow, this site is alitte hard to navigate. Someone told me someone was on here using my pictues, whick is why i made this profile. If you want to visit me on myspace, it might be easier, my full profile is there (with tons of pics!) Come find me (myspace.com/courtneyhandcock) Much Luv, Courtney

Confucius (551 Bc - 479 Bc)
*What the superior man seeks is in himself. What the mean man seeks is in others. *When you know a thing, to hold that you know it; and when you do not know a thing, to allow that you do not know it - this is knowledge. *The superior man...does not set his mind either for anything, or against anything; what is right he will follow. *The firm, the enduring, the simple, and the modest are near to virtue. *Recompense injury with justice, and recompense kindness with kindness. *By nature, men are nearly alike; by practice, they get to be wide apart. *To see what is right, and not to do it, is want of courage or of principle. *Ignorance is the night of the mind, but a night without moon and star. *What you do not want done to yourself, do not do to others. ~The Confucian Analects

Confusion And Love
Ok so I found this really cool guy on here but the fucked thing is he is identical to my ex in which I had broken his heart four years ago it is nuts but well what can you do other than just face facts and deal with it right?

Confused
Has your kids ever said something to you that really made you sit back and think about where your life is heading? My son came up to me and out of the blue said something that made me think just that. I know that they say kids no more than what we think they do. I found out that was so true. My son is only 8 year old and sometimes he reminds me that I am still alive lol. Both of my boys are really good kids. They surprise me sometimes by the things they say and how they act. Ok this is my last blog for today lol.

Confusion
Is a blog a place to post your thoughts, hopes dreams...whatever? If so then here is what has been foremost in my mind of late. Having only fairly recently gained access to the Internet it has opened up a hitherto unknown world of sexual variety. One area that has held strange fascination for me is the world of BDSM. For someone who had so far gone through life under the impression that anything sexual that didn't involve "missionary" sex in a dark bedroom was "kinky" I have realised there are more worlds than I ever dreamed of right under my nose. Initially I blundered onto a couple of sites and swiftly found out that my naive (sp?) curiosity could be very offensive if taken wrongly. Now I intend to approach the whole area much more slowly, with a greater degree of concern for what may offend others and hope to open up a whole new lifestyle for myself.

Confused About Females
i dont seem so understand girls these days they all say oh i want a good guy i want a good guy that will treat me good and this and that and the other. Then once they find a guy like me that is nice and will treat them right, they fuck them over. I know so many girls that are amazing and nice and they find these guys that are nice and sweet for a few weeks or maybe months. then these guys start treating them like shit and they break up and get back then break up and get back. then the girls meet a nice guy like me during one of the break ups and they talk and talk to these nice guys then they go back to these guys that treat them like shit. it makes no sence to me. why do girls allow guys to do shit like that to them.

Confused
Did you ever have those days where you just don't know? You have so many thoughts and feelings running through your head, and you just have trouble sorting them out. What feelings are real and which ones are made up, and you can't tell.

Confirm The Friend
you go to its side the one which in fact had lacked. you again say something you leave next to the path alone one, somebodys stays who raises? who carries the friend? trip common. also the one which alone went on the pain falling even though you saw a brother you stayed in your cold in vain he waited for anybody to his side raise the fallen carry the ones which had lacked let ones at last your iceheart to melt confirm the friend go whit you see its which power accessible on the road the one which already had lacked on the one that have been stretched the battles and heart you are able to raise full of love down again the ones which had sunk. confirm the friend

Confusion.
Life, what is the meaning of it? Life you are born to do what..Die? I don't like to think this way I believe life was meant to be so you can enjoy what the world is about I don't see the point of arguing,fussing,fighting,violence, and so much more just doesn't make sense. Some people are naturally born evil in my opinion all in the mind. Evil is ones own way of life do not bring other people into that life of yours if they want nothing to do with you. Religion, how can you prove that yours is right over mine? You may argue yours makes more sense but that's not always the case. Everyone has there own belief sure you can suggest what you believe but forcing ones religion onto another is just wrong... It has been done many times in the past it makes no sense but who am I to judge? Agnostic is my own personal belief...God can be neither proven or denied. No one has 100% proof that there religion is right over another. Can you prove there is a being out there? how do you know Evolution i

~confucius Say~
• Confucius say, virginity like bubble. One prick - all gone • Confucius say, man who do business in whore house get jerked around • Confucius say, baseball wrong. Man with four balls not able to walk • Confucius say, panties not best thing on earth, but next to it • Confucius say, woman who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house • Confucius say, man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at night • Confucius say, it take many nail to build crib, one screw to fill it • Confucius say, man who keep feet on ground have trouble putting on pants • Confucius say, if you want pretty nurse, you got to be patient • Confucius say, man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day long • Confucius say, man who run before bus get tired • Confucius say, man who run behind bus get exhausted • Confucius say, man with tool in woman's mouth not necessarily dentist • Confucius say, man with tight trousers is pressing his luck • Confucius say, man who stand on toilet high on pot •

Confused
well the girls on here are resulting in a lack of love but the ones in real life are confusing the hell outta me, hahah funny when im on here lookin i get distracted by them in real life then, end up goin back and forth

Confusion
How can things be so unclear How can things seem so wrong Why do things have to be so confuseing Is there an anwser to what has happened How can things be so unclear How can things seem so wrong Why do things have to be so confuseing Can something or someone clear the air How can things be so unclear How can things seem so wrong Why do things have to be so confuseing Is there hope for dreams to come true How can things be so unclear How can things seem so wrong Why do things have to be so confuseing Can anyone make things clear How can things be so unclear How can things seem so wrong Why do things have to be so confuseing The darkness makes it hard to see the clouds are to thick the light cant get through can someone anyone clear the air

Confession Of The Heart
Your in my head Your in my heart Your in my dreams Your in my thoughts We have been through the thick and the thin We have been through the ups and downs We have been through the good and the bad WE have been through so much and I have not gone a stray I am here when you need a friend so why is it so hard for me to say What is in my heart I just wish I could just let go and tell you how I feel But I am afraid that you wont feel the same so until I know for sure my feelings for you shall remain inside And with that bein said You shall remain in my head In my heart In my dreams And in my thoughts And thats my confession of the heart

Confronts Walid Shoebat
Prothink Confronts Walid Shoebat Prothink Interviews Khaverse Prothink Bullhorns Giuliani prothink / antithink PART 2 Re: STUDENT TASERED FOR ASKING SEN KERRY ABOUT VOTER SUPPRESSION Message to Alex Jones BIG ZIONIST JOKE - IGNORANT AMERICANS

Confused
ever care about someone so much you cant imagin life without them yet theres something you need to tell them that could make it that you lose that person forever or make your life a happyer one?do you tell them and risk loseing them or keep it a sercert and keep them just the way they are and never know if the pain and torment your going thru could have been avoided?and what do you do if even tho you havent told them but only hinted to it and you think your already loseing them? and what if telling them hurts them or makes them sad even tho its not a realy bad thing even tho it may be a bad thing to them? how in hell do you controll how you feel and make feelings go away so everyone is happyer?or do you just say oops i dont feel that way and bury it deep down inside so your the only one that knows and no one sees you cry and no one ever sees your heart breaking? do you risk it all or hide everything and be miserable so that everyone eles can continue on happy and unknowing?

Confused..
about the signals..and feed back i receive from women around here...i have over 3500 female friends[350 fans]..but only 3 kisses''under my mistletoe''posted on my profile..one of them said''ur the most classy man of the fubar''..and then blocked me....other says''i love u,hansome'',sent 2 me a bracelet[among other gifts]...and then blocked me!!!....strange!!!!!...anyway,merry christmas 2 u,dear[and real]friends!!...peace and joy!!

Confined
She drifts off to sleep, Hopeful for a dreamless rest. But instead she finds, Her forbidden animal. He lurks around, With his scaly body. Slithering slowly, Around her feet. He wears a smile, For he knows he has won. Slowly he goes, Up and around her. Working his way, Up her body. Tighting his hold, Constricting her moves. Soon they become, Face to face. He opens his mouth, Fliking his tongue. In a moments thought, Only darkness remains.

Confusion Illusion
What am i gonna do these girls got my head buzzin cant figure out which one im spose to be loving my minds got me questionin the motives in my heart alison or leah my worlds gettin torn apart this inner battle's raging while im sittin in my cell i see their pictures in my head,its puttin me through hell they're both so beautiful,dem baby blue eyes sorry that im staring but you got me hypnotized chorus-what am i gonna do what am i gonna say mix and match emotions, these games and i cannot play gotta face the facts one i gotta choose think of what i have, think of what ill lose-end chorus ok wait a minute heart, lets start from the beginning love was just a game,its one i wasnt winning i was graduatin, leah started 9th grade we'd grown up together, a point thats well played just a matter of time before the sparks flew but she didnt put out so i played her off too she came over, visit me, caught me in the act told me she hated me, shed never want me back it took me a w

Con Fused Pt.1,2,3
Confused Unusually perplexed like an oragami Why is life constantly so hard for me Turn ofF the sun I'll still shine But I can't seem to get that in my mind Not even with your eyes open wide Could you see my pain inside I am that son who hasn't won I'm the one who gets the job done Impatient but truly GOD fearing Trustworthy but hard of hearing I'm like a fly caught in a web I'm like a teacher who can't spell I'm like a hiker who doesn't hike I'm like a pedal without a bike I am that tree with good roots I am durable like brand new boots I am likable and intriguing I am honest and believing When one door slams another will open I answered the knock it went to be unspoken I have used and been misused I love her he loves her and she loves him Oh now I am really Confused Like a twig on the shoulders of a mighty stream The world around me is not as it seems Cluttered thoughts like a bag of fog S

Confusion
I swim in a sea of confusion, it thrashes all around me, with each splash i feel more lost, waiting and wanting to be free, i start feeling weaker and weaker, with each stroke i take, im sinking deeper and deeper, how will i make it? what will it take? as i start to go under the confusion sets in, im lost in an unusual state, longing and waiting wondering what will be my fate? a hand reaches in, slowly pulling me out, suddenly it stops as get closer, it holds me tight, but doesn't pull me any further, it just keeps me there in confusion it holds me under

8-confucioussay
Confucius Says: *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

The Conformity Of Life (1998)
These are the days to be long forgotten. Words left unsaid and emotions rock bottom Love is torn and ripped apart From feelings let go, straight from the heart Now, creating lusts for people unknown, It becomes lies with truth left non sown. Life is but a mystery with a lot of loose strings So I give you an answer about what life will bring Heartaches, sorrow, and a lot of sad loss A life well lived or not for a cause It makes no difference when it comes to the end For judgment, truly, our fate it will send So live as you please and please as you live Remembering in the end, your life you must give!

Conflicted
Torn between the two, While love hangs in the balance. The last heartbreak cut me too deep. The chance that fairy tales exists only in dreams, Scares me so bad I can't help but scream. Not sure what pulls me to him, When on a regular basis I'm not 'The One'. Is it the chase? Wanting to win, Gotta be first place? The perfectionist in me has to win, But is it worth it in the end? Been down this road before, Left me broken and bruised. What makes this time different, When he's always left me wanting more? A chance at the fairy tale I've always dreamed of. A man thats not ready to run for the door. In this case the heartbreak could be worse than before. Tired of playing games, Trying to convince myself all men ain't the same. It's gonna take a lot to take down these walls. Hard to believe there could be a happily ever after, After all. He's in this for the long haul, Ready to pick me up when I fall. Still rather be safe than sorry. It's why I'm tempted to si

Conform
The Source succeeded Bringing me to my knees Faithless I bled Yet I’m not dead. You cannot win! Go ahead, try again. I’ll pull the knife from my back And stab you instead. I’m packing up your presence, shipping you away I wont conform It’s just another day A merry-go-round So, Sit and spin You’re making me laugh Go on, get in Click it, stick it, do what you must Just be aware, I do not care I laugh again. I still wont conform. Game On!

Confusement
I OFTEN WONDER WHAT WOULD MAKE A MAN HURT A WOMAN AND OFTEN TIMES I WONDER WHY THAT WOMAN WILL STAY...I ASK THIS BECAUSE I WAS ONCE THAT WOMAN WHO STAYED AND ALLOWED THE BEATINGS TO CONTINUE....LAST NIGHT I RECIEVED A OFF LINE FROM MY EX HUSBAND ...AND I QUOTE..."YOU ARE MINE BITCH...YOU CANT HIDE I WILL FIND YOU" AND AGAIN I TURNED INTO THE SAME COWERING WOMAN THAT I WAS 10 YEARS BEFOR....TERRY JUST HELD ME AND SAID HE CANT FIND YOU HE CANT GET TO YOU I WONT LET HIM AND I WANTED TO LAUGH...I MEAN REALLY REALLY LAUGH.....OH KENNY WILL FIND ME YES HE WILL THE SAME AS ALLWAYS AND AGAIN I WILL WEAR THE BEATING FOR WEEKS AFTERWORDS BUT THE BRUISES TO MY SOUL GO FURTHER AND RUN SO DEEP AND TRUE THEY WILL PROBLY NEVER HEAL...I STILL EVEN AFTER 10 YEARS HAVE NIGHTMARES I STILL CANT HAVE A NORMAL FUNCTIONING RELATIONSHIP ...NOT REALLY ...I ALLWAYS LOOK OVER MY SHOULDER EXPECTING TO BE HIT...EXPECTING THAT BLOW...NO MATTER HOW MUCH SELF DEFENCE I TOOK OR HOW WELL I LEARNED TO FIGHT AND BELIEVE