The confusion I get from guys is worse than girl drama. I've been with Josh for about 2.5 months. We talk every night from 10pm-5am. Then he'll call me back at 7am and we'll talk until 8am. Then he gets home from work and calls me and we'll talk for maybe a half hour.
Now what confuses me is why can't guys tell their girlfriends whats wrong with them. Josh had put an away message up about being confused, so I asked him what was wrong. He didn't want to talk about it, said he'd tell me later. Well when later came I noticed comments from the #1 girl I hate. You all know its hard for me to HATE someone, but I really HATE this girl. She has tried her hardest the last 2 months to come between us. Well once I saw comments from her I went snooping. I saw he wrote her a comment "I should have listened to you about sam. She makes me feel like shit all the time" Now to knowledge we were the happiest couple around. We talk ALL the time, my daughter adores him, we laugh, we just always seemed to have a good time. That comment he made was pretty much a slap in my face. I wasn't sure what to do after I read it, but I decided to talk with him about it. He told me it feels like I don't want to be with him and that I have to much other stuff to worry about. Well lets recap. I am a fulltime college student, I work parttime, I am a fulltime MOM, and a lil social life. But with all that I never made him anyless than second best. Because of course my daughter is going to my number 1 priority, but then it was always him right after. I've been in school for 3 weeks now and I don't think I have one assignment done. GO ME!
The more we talked last night the more I realized I really do love this person. This was one of many falling outs we had dealing with this girl, but this was the biggest. I just feel, well I don't know what I really feel right now. I know I love him to death. He's been nothing but wonderful to me and my daughter. I feel he is the "one". I am not sure how to tell him I don't want to lose him and that I really do love him.
I am always the one to give other people advice, so will someone PLEASE give me advice
