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Pornme in a porno (ok, not really, but Vince said she looks like me)
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LyricsLove and hate get it wrong
She cut me right back down to size
Sleep the day let it fade
Who was there to take your place
No one knows never will
Mostly me but mostly you
What do you say do you do
When it all comes down
I don't want to come back down from this cloud
Taken me all this time to find out what I need
And I'm doing fine now
There is no blame only shame
When you beg you just complain
More I come more I try
All police are paranoid
So am I - so's the future
So are you - be a creature
What do you say do you do when it all comes down
Baby OilBaby Oil
This set is a WAM (Wet and Messy).
It has been so windy here.
It has dried out my skin so bad.
I had to get the baby oil out to rehydrate my skin.
I have on a purple silky nightie.
I start by rubbing oil all over my nightie to help moisturize my skin slowly.
You can see how my nightie sticks to me.
Then I pull the nightie off to make my body shiny for you.
You get close up of huge breast, luscious tummy, and super wet pussy.
In the member's SEXtion you will get to see me spread my round ass apart.
There are several video clips in both free and member's sextion.
Watch for more to cum.
I now have 24 videos and 51 video clips.
XOXO Love XOXO
Exotic Flame
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Hugs and Kisses
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Twisted Dragon BullyPlease Help My Big Bro
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My Big Bro Twisted Dragon
Needs some Fu-love to help him
Level to Henchman
Inked Angel BullyPlease Help My Sis Level
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.........so I Like A Boy.... Well More Than Like....omg so theres this AMAZING boy (MAN) and he is SOOOO hot... he has BLUE eyes, and the BEST SMILE on earth and this KILLER laugh, and he would do the MC hammer dance to make me smile even tho it makes him look like he's crazy... and he will sit there on the phone with me and not say a word listening to my son and me singing songs and telling each other HORRIBLY bad jokes and he'll tell me a million times a day how much he loves me. He will do ANYTHING to see me smile, to know that in some way he made my day better... He is SUCH a sweetie... EVERYONE that meets him falls in love with him... and it's the easiest thing to do.... BUT there is that WHOLE other side... the SOLDIER side... where he carries a BIG gun and he KNOWS how to use it, and he fights so HARD everyday to come home to me and our sons... freaking HOT!! lol i LOVE my MAN he is SO PERFECT the perfect mix of STRONG, GENTLE, BRAVE, WEAK, PASSIONATE, AUTHORATIVE & kind of a BAD BOY which is SOO HOT so this song is for him.... c
Ok, I Lied...It has been 6 days since my surgery, and I feel better every day. The hardest part getting used to, is that I sleep on the average of 12 hours a day. I am used to 6 on a good day, so all this extra sleep is just so foreign to me. I feel like I'm missing out on things.
But I do get on the computer a few times a day, and I'm actually making an effort to get on Fubar, doing some rating, getting in the swing of things.
I cannot tell you how much the messages from some friends on here have meant to me. I've tried my best to be a pretty good egg, and when I got on the first time, and read them, it was better than any medicine they could have given me.
But DG, Freak, Cyndi, Vodkagurl....so many I'll miss them...thank you so much for being such special people in this part of my life. I hope to tell each and every one of you in person some day just how great I think you are.
I'm hoping to be able to get a VIP soon, so I'll put up the good, the bad, and the ugly from lately. Ac
Spotlight FundI'm almost there...I think I'll need about 35 mil & i've got
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Your Daily Motivation – Overcome Your Fears With ActionTuesday, November 18, 2008
OVERCOME YOUR FEARS WITH ACTION
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Do the thing you fear and fear disappears.
Confront your fears, list them, get to know them
and only then will you be able to put them aside and move ahead.
Your obstacles will melt away, if instead of cowering before them,
you make up your mind to walk boldly through them.
One of the greatest surprises you'll experience,
is when you discover that you can do what you were afraid you couldn't do.
The only thing you have to fear is fear itself.
When you face the things that scare you, you open the door to freedom.
Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com
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Blast ActivatedI activated my blast, someone screen shot please?
I haves to go get ready for work. This week starts 7 days a week for me:|
The Gender Of The Computer..A spanish teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine.
'House' for instance, is feminine: 'la casa.' 'Pencil,' however, is masculine: 'el lapiz.'
A student asked, 'What gender is 'computer'?'
Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups, male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether computer' should be a masculine or a feminine noun. Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation.
The men's group decided that 'computer' should definitely be of the feminine gender ('la computadora'), because:
1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic;
2. The native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else;
3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval; and
4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself
Katie And Her KiteKatie And Her Kite
The smile on her face was brighter than the sun surrounding her.
I couldn’t help but laugh as her infectious giggle rode the wind.
“Make it go higher daddy!” she said while running by my side.
Her voice fluttered with every step she took through the sand.
With her hands cupped above her eyes and her head tilted,
I chuckled thinking she looked like she would fall over backwards.
I watched her eyes follow every move that little yellow kite made.
It was then I realized, how much she looked like her mother.
As she stood by my side I asked, “Do you want to fly it?”
She nodded with excitement as I took her hands into mine.
“You have to hold on tight and don’t let go”, I said with a smile.
“Ok daddy” she replied as the kite hovered high in the air above.
Suddenly her expression turned from pride to curiosity,
“What happens if I let go of the string?” she asked.
“Well, the kite will fly higher and higher until it’s out of sight.”
Satisfied with my ans
Morning BlissMorning Bliss
My ticket was the warm cup of coffee in my hands.
As I entered the theater the screen door slammed
My red carpet was the old faded rug by the door
I sat in the balcony to enjoy the view from my porch
The orchestra of songbirds began to gently play
As the curtain of darkness was lifted by the light of day
With great anticipation I waited for the show to begin
As my cheeks were gently tickled by the soft morning wind
Bright and amazing colors of the sunrise began the light display
As a soft golden hue slowly overtook the lazy morning gray
The character of the fog silently receded from the stage
Unveiling a lake of glass still sleeping beneath the haze
The pure and simple beauty as well as the peace of this place
Presented a performance which could never be replaced
From the edge of my seat on the old porch swing
I sat in awe and wondered what the next act would bring
A beautiful pair of swans began their loving dance of grace
I could just sen
Right Here Bside YouRight Here Beside You
Staring at the shadows in the distance I see painfully familiar faces
From behind the cold gray stones the morning fog reveals their embraces
A blanket of roses begin their descent as her eyes give birth to a parade of tears
I long to touch her face and whisper my name, just once to calm her fears
Though I may not, my love for her will always remain
I wish I could embrace her warmth and remove her pain
For such a woman, a gift from God to my life
I will always be so grateful to have had for my wife
I am so sorry my love for leaving you here in this world alone
To return to five rooms full of memories in what was once our home
I hear your weeping sobs at night as you cry out my name
This empty house contains my soul yet I know it’s not the same
I’m here beside you wishing I could hold your hand
As you lie alone and stare at our picture on the nightstand
I will not leave you to enter the light
Until this pain has lifted and your heart takes f
Thank YouThank You
Sometimes, when walking in the rain
or stopping to look at a sunset
I'll think of you
and just smile.
I'll remember how life
used to dance in your eyes
and wonder
if it still does.
You taught me so many things in life
just by being yourself
like how to laugh
and how to live.
Do you remember when
we looked to the trees
and watched the wind
tickle the leaves.
You told me
the simplest things in life
carry the most magic.
You were right.
Now as I wonder where you are
I'll pray you're safe
and thank you
from the bottom of my heart.
Brian K Walters
The PainterThe Painter
His soul flows onto the canvas with the grace of an angel
Brilliant colors emerge portraying every emotion in his heart
His brush and inner thoughts dance in perfect cadence
Creating the perfect window into the essence of him
He is an artist forever willing to bare himself to all
Though he may not control the world he lives in
The oils on his palette allow him to become the creator
In jubilation, his spirit dances with precious freedom
Brilliant shades of blue, purple and red
Give birth to the essence of life itself
While yellows, browns and greens
Provide the foundation of mother earth
He smiles with the rare serenity his creation gives him.
For even he discovers more about the artist as he gazes.
With contentment he signs the reflection of this stage in life.
Claude Monet
The Dance Of TerrorWindow panes come crashing down
Amidst the tears and pain
Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away
Up above through twilight
Shadows cast across the floor
Reflections of the past
Trembling thoughts of one
Dwelling deep within the soul
A mystical sense of reality
Captured by the craze
All in bewilderment
Of the shock in the wave
Creatures of the dimness
Chattering amongst the green
Everything slows in stillness
What is this we see?
The Phone CallThe Phone Call
Her fingers follow small streaks of rain
As they race for the bottom of the window.
The reflection of her endless brown eyes
Stays constant above her breath on the glass.
She doesn’t know the reasons why he left
She only knows the pain left in his absence.
Every night she prays to a God she hopes is listening
To bring him home back where he belongs.
Every morning she misses his hugs, laughter and smile.
At the bus stop she always turns to see no one there.
In class she can’t help but write his name over and over.
Sometimes she even hates him for leaving her alone.
After a long ride home she sees the fathers waiting there,
Then studies her friends faces as they light up with smiles.
Her eyes fade into silence as she begins her walk home.
She wants to cry but knows she has to be strong.
As she walks in the door the phone begins to ring.
On the other end she hears "Hi honey, it’s daddy!"
As the tears well in her eyes she replies "Hi daddy,
I Lo
A Higher Standard.....think It And It Will Come.One comes in the end to realize that there is no permanent pure relationship and there should not be.
--Anne Morrow Lindbergh
Whether we are teenagers in love for the first time, or parents who have been married for twenty years, relationships can turn into obsessions if we're not careful.
We can lose our sense of self and only feel complete when we're with the other person. We can become totally attached and dependent on the primary person in our lives for all our needs.
We need to remember that we can be a good partner in a relationship only if we feel complete within ourselves. Keeping ourselves open to change in our surroundings, our loved ones, and especially ourselves helps us stay whole.
We learn, first, to be ourselves, to make independent choices. We dare to do things on our own. Things as simple as going for a walk by ourselves and smelling the scents of nature. Being ourselves means bringing our own world to meet the world of our loved ones, rather than depend
The Reality Of NowThe Reality Of Now
The sweet aroma of roses fade into a distant memory
Blackened pedals drift silently to the hardwood floor
Only to be swept away by a soft summer breeze
The light tickle of ivory once beckoned her embrace
Now as it echoes off these empty walls, it haunts me
Finding little consolation in my beliefs, I drown in her
Caring not to hear only a faint whisper on the wind
I long for my ears to bleed from her screaming my name
As my fingers glide across this cold faded photograph
I writhe in agony to feel her velvet skin beneath my touch
As night falls the endless silence becomes deafening
Alone with my memories of her, I pray for endless sleep
Wishing I could still smell her perfume on this empty satin
I clutch her pillow and silently whisper her name
Hoping to fade into darkness, never to rise again
By Brian K. Walters
RkkennedyRkkennedy84 is hosting a birthday Happy Hour in hopes to level to Disciple.
Special thanks to Inkman876 for giving her Auto 11's. That's right, its DOUBLE the POINTS for rating this hotties pictures!
Her Happy Hour will be on November 30, 2008.
She will have a few albums setup to rate for $$FUBUCKS$$
And if she gets a BiRtHdAy donation of a niced sized Bling Pack, she will be offering BLING 2 those of you who rate all her ALBUMS.
Sexy Goddess♥rkkennedy84♥ *Owned By PhotoBug*Slave2T*
And remember, its her 24th Birthday, so RATE her HARD & BLING her hard... SEND her GIFTS galore!! She deserves all the lovinzzz she can possibly get...
She will also have a blast up promoting her Happy Hour. Catch it in a snapshot (not while its her HH) and get 50k fubucks.. If its her Happy Hour, snapshot it with her BLAST, and receive 150,000 FUBUCKS!
Pimped with love:
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Søken Etter Elefanten Som Bilde I Vår KulturhistorieFaktisk kan skofetishisme og beundring av føtter være et bilde på Elefanten.
Den er i stand til å krøsje deg. Like godt å vise at man ser fram til den avslutningen på karrieren.
Men Bibelen er Elefanten personlig.
Hvis vi legger de to delene sammen (jeg vet det er vanskelig, bruk lim) så danner GT og NT et overraskende resultat:
Vi har Slangen som et bilde på Elefantens snabel og vi har eplene som dens øyne.
Vi har Salomos Høysang som munnen og stemmen.
Med NT får vi i de 4 testamentene om Jesus bena.
Og Johannes Åpenbaring danner avslutningen på en utrolig nyttig måte.
Revelation er også en god beskrivelse, men Åpebaring er faktisk enda bedre.
Endetiden er ikke bare et bilde eller noe som kommer.
Det er en alltid virkende realitet.
GT er sånn sett hodet og NT er kroppen.
The TravelerThe Traveler
I am merely a traveler
Enjoying this wonderful ride
So many things to see
So much to learn
I have felt the warmth of the sun,
The gentle kiss of rain
The joy of laughter
And the honesty of tears
With every turn I make
A new adventure awaits me
Yet everything means nothing
Without the wisdom of the past
We experience the warmth of love
The sorrows of goodbye
We see the beauty of a smile
And treasure the simple things the most
The one thing I have learned
Is everything has a meaning
Purpose and time
That, is the magic of life
Brian K. Walters
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The WriterThe Writer
Sometimes I sit here wondering what to write.
Do I write about you?
How losing you shattered my life,
Or do I write about you in the present tense?
To fool myself and the reader,
Into thinking everything is still ok.
Shall I reminisce about the day I proposed?
Or how life used to dance in your eyes,
And I felt so complete.
Do I let my pain and anger flow into words,
Hiding my tears behind thin scrolls of ink
As I confess my sorrow?
Maybe I’ll write about someone else,
So for a moment I can live their life
And hide from mine.
I know, I’ll write about a sunset,
Or a morning cup of coffee!
That seems safe.
No, that won’t work.
A sunset reminds me of your beauty
And you died in the morning.
Brian K Walters
Loving You MeansTo say you are my world means:
That when I look at the sky
I see your face,
And when I pause alone at the window
I feel your hands on my back.
Zonealarm 2009 Pro Free Today OnlyWindows only: The popular Windows firewall application ZoneAlarm Free has a big brother called ZoneAlarm Pro, which boasts a handful of features not available in the free version—including integrated antivirus. Normally $40, ZoneAlarm Pro will be available today (11/18) for the low, low price of free. ZoneAlarm Free was voted one of the five best Windows firewalls by Lifehacker readers, so if you like what you've seen from that, a free upgrade to the Pro version sounds like a winner. The promotion link below will likely offer an active link to the deal starting 6AM PST this morning.
http://download.zonealarm.com/bin/free/sum/index.html
Crazy Love....A video made for me few months ago by my baby!
THIS IS HOW MY BABY SEES ME:
I can hear her heart beat for a thousand miles
And the heavens open every time she smiles
And when I come to her, that's where I belong
I guess I'm running to her like a river's song
She gives me love, love, love, crazy love
She gives me love, crazy love
She's got a fine sense of humour, when I'm feeling down
And when I come to her when the sun goes down
She takes away my trouble, takes away my grief
Takes away my heartache in the night like a thief
She gives me love, love, love crazy love
She gives me love, crazy love
I guess I need her in the daytime
I guess I need her in the night
Just want to throw my arms around her
And kiss her, kiss her tight
She gives me love, crazy love
She gives me love, crazy, crazy love
A crazy love
Away From YouThe more I am away from you,
The more I want you here.
The more I do without your love,
The more I want you near.
I know that it makes little sense
To want what's not around,
But there's just one true love for me
And that's the one I've found.
We've gone through all the weather maps,
The sunshine and the rain,
But I would take a sea of storms
To be with you again.
The Iris And The AcoreaLyrics composed for me by my baby!!!! A beautiful story behind this:
Iris is a dear name to me while Acorea is a illness that blinds the iris of the eyes. Xavier made this to tell me i am the light of his life.
We Have A Bday Coming UpMrs.Samm ~Dangerous Curves~Member
Alrighty Ladies We Have Our 1st Birthday Coming Up, And So far Its The Only ONe I see ON The Chart! Mrs. Samms Birthday Is November The 22nd So Lets Show Her Lots Of Love!!!
Dancing Can Make You MoneyGood Morning, and how goes it in the world of milk and honey? Yeah some get the honey and some the milk and sometimes the milk is wonderful and sometimes it is sour. The Honey is sweet but brings pain…Wow…I am somewhat sappy today. I needed to write to someone who had a loss this last weekend it is never easy and it normally effects all who know that person…unless one would have a cold black heart and I don’t… so let’s cheer this message up so we don’t have a bunch of people standing out on a ledge…
I seen this little blurb on MSN of Coping…Five ways to cope if your folks move in…Funny thing is a guy at work asked me if I wanted his Mother-In-Law…I was like..oh what a Thoughtful gift, thank you Mike. However he reconsidered when I asked for a Million Dollars in rent up front. Not that the price was too high, he just didn’t have it on himself.
Talking about quick money I also heard of a small town who had to pay a woman to stay away from their town dance hall…This is too funny, M
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Choose. [nsfw, Pot Related Content Below]I'm a smoker. No, not the tar and nicotine type of smoker. I'm a marijauna consumer. I love the feel of a nice bud of sticky rolling between my fingers as I prepare it for the bowl. I love the sweet/stale taste it leaves in my mouth. I love tooling on down 8 mile road to Nevada and chiefing on Paul Wall & his fully packed WoodGrain. I love rolling a blunt up amongst friends and getting toasty together.
But I mostly love waking up before no one else, turning on my computer and fiddlng around with my various social networking pages and blowing back on my big hitter. That's how I come up with most of my funky ideas for backgrounds. Or write blogs like this. ;]
I'm a morning smoker. If I had to choose one time to smoke and then I couldn't smoke any other time at all during the day, it would be in the morning.
I Thought Wrong...(a Poem)No one should feel this pain.
There's no way to stay anywhere near sane.
To think of how much time I've wasted.
And how many tears I've tasted.
I used to always be beaming.
Now, I no longer have meaning.
Everything used to make sense.
But suddenly my chest is horribly tense.
How can I continue faking?
When the memories just keeps taking,
Everything I've ever known.
Now, my whole life is blown.
I can't keep living like this...
I'll never again feel bliss.
I know I'm very strong.
But how can I hold on?
Its amazing how quickly everything can change.
There's always such a very wide range.
What am I supposed to be,
When the memories are all I can see?
What was all this time wasted for?
All I've ever wanted was to heal this sore.
Now its been ripped open wide.
And I don't have anywhere I can hide.
I must make everything work out.
Cuz I can't just continue to pout.
I just wonder...how can this even be so?
I guess its just time for me to let go........
~~~Dawn~~~
Stupid KneeI think it is time to get a new doc...
My last one moved after his building collapsed during hurricane rita.. and i haven't had one since (yes i know its been a few years.. shut up)
My knee has decided that it wants to go all spastic on me again...
I have a nice lump in it.. and I think it is full of fluid AGAIN...
I can't even bend it enough to put my foot on the opposite knee to tie a shoe...
and it is TENDER... hurts to move sometimes... very very sore to the touch...
It sucks... *sniffles*
New AdditionSo Monday at 430 in the morning my buddy wakes me up to tell me his wifes water broke..... We have been waiting for this for just under 9 months..... Yay. So at 630 am CST they brought another girl into the world. Peyton was born at 8 pounds 2 ounces and like her sisters she is adorable. I thought i would just share this with all of you..... HAve a great Tuesday
UpdateHi, where 2 start? I am officially married. They say that the paper changes a person and it is true, my old man used 2 give it 2 me all the time now i am lucky if i get it once s week.
He is the only guy i know that would turn down getting his dick sucked. He doesn't have 2 ask i enjoy giving head half the time i get off from just giving head. Granted when we do have sex it is good i want it maore i thought with marriage i would get more nit less. eanough venting over that.
My 2 1/2 year old Kasey thinks he is all grown up. He has started 2 gather tools and go outside under my 73 nova and proceed 2 say he is "fixing hot rod". We have 2 hide all the screwdrivers and battreies in the hose because if it takes batteris and is not working he will take it apart and replace the batteries. He is my little mechanic. He watches a movie once and by the second time watching he is repeating the movie word for word. He is going 2 be my trouble maker.
My 14 year old Jeremy is ready 2 gradu
Sweet Turtle Has Auto's On Tuesday AmI have Auto 11s starting in the morning... Tuesday morning. Stop by and get you some... points, of course. What were you thinking?
I want to be a Disciple when I grow up. :O Help me make it happen?
This is my very first A11s blingie (thanks LarryB), and I don't know what happens. I shall do my best to return all love.
Lots of EZ Rate pictures as well!
~Sweet Turtle~@ fubar
Hit up my fave fu-friend while you're at it! He made it possible... he loves this attention too! ;)
Thanks Larry! You're the best!
LarryB@ fubar
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WHILE GETTING SNOCKERED
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LISTEN SOME TUNES
Beautiful Heart...One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming
that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd
gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was
not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most
beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud
and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.
Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said,
"Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and
the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly,
but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and
other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were
several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges
where whole pieces were missing. The people stared -- how can he
say his heart is more beautiful, they thought?
The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw
Work , Work, Work!!!!! Bah......work thats all i seem to do these days...we are born , we grow up we slave away....well i thinks to my self why is that? i cant remember the last time i relaxed and had some fun ,i dont mean to work all the time but i do even when im off...i gots many irons in the fire and only so many funds to fuel said fire lol...ah well we can only do what we can with what we gots so.....so be it...i just wish for once i could relax , it seems like even when i sit still im tence or something....the things i like to do just seem to get in my way ...maybe i just need to slow up some, but i dont know how, i dont sleep well any more and dont sleep more than five hours.....ugh ah well maybe i needs a drink or two to calm me down, i like to drink but i never drink much lol dont like the loss of control lol...well it to late to go out and gets a drink maybe tomarow, to the gym i go for ............YOU GUESSED IT....MORE WORK....ugh.. hehehe...
Summer Dreamglitter-graphics.com
I long for the summer breeze and the sun that warms my skin
and the fragrant smell of the wildflowers that paint a portrait among the field by the old tree.
As the cold chill of winter shivers my old bones, I close my eyes and dream of
those warm breezy summer nights that I know will come again.
Gegi11/18/08
General Thoughts Concerning Medicinal CannabisGeneral Thoughts Concerning Medicinal Cannabis
The most difficult area with which to discuss when considering the altering of National legislation involving Cannabis is the issue of Medicinal use. The reason for this has nothing at all to do with the validity of Medicinal Cannabis, reasons either pro or con or even discussions on social attitudes concerning this issue. The reason for the difficulty here is the amount of source material, once one decides to plumb the depths of this discussion, becomes so overwhelmingly abundant that one is left wondering which of a thousand subjects to begin with first. Also, this information is all rather consistent in its commentary as well with almost all valid research proving not only the medicinal benefits of Cannabis, but its safety and its superiority over many of the narcotic products that are for sale today. Thus I find that if I am going to write briefly on this and not commit myself to an opus of unimaginable length, I must limit mysel
Revitalizing The American InfrastructureRevitalizing the American Infrastructure
America is aging and in danger of passing its prime through an Infrastructure no longer able to sustain the speed of which our society and our technology are growing. Bridges crumbling, levees failing, communications beginning to lag behind, the need for efficient and clean energy distribution networks and a dependence, an addiction to foreign fuel, all contribute to an increasingly dangerous combination of factors which ultimately result in a National Security crisis. By harnessing the potential of Hemp, both as energy and a means to raise revenue, the United States has the ability to ensure domestic continuity while creating the potential of millions of jobs. There are two primary issues to be considered when discussing the portion of the National “Hemp Tax” dedicated to Infrastructure upgrades and repairs. The first is to supplant fossil fuels as the primary transportation fuel in the United States with CNG and bio-based fuel produce
"go Ahead And Leave""GO AHEAD AND LEAVE"
GO AHEAD AND LEAVE
BAN ME FROM YOUR LIFE
MAKE ME BELIEVE
YOU'VE ALREADY THOUGHT TWICE
YOU THINK YOU DONT NEED ME
I KNOW I DONT NEED YOU
BEEN THROUGH HELL AND BACK
AND STILL HAVE NO CLUE
GO AHEAD AND LEAVE
IVE TOLD YOU GOODBYE
IM GUESSING YOUR WAITING
FOR MY CONTENTFUL SIGH
GUESSING BY YOUR FACE
YOUR STILL CONFUSED
YOUR PLAYFUL ANTICTS
ARE LEAVNG YOU AMUSED
GO AHEAD AND LEAVE
AND SEE IF I CARE
DONT APOLOGIZE NOW
DONT EVEN DARE
FEELING REALLY STUPID
YEAH YOU DESERVE THAT
GO AHEAD AND LEAVE
AND DONT COME BACK
1st My M &ms & My Heart"1ST MY M&MS & NOW MY HEART"
THE CHEMISTRY WAS THERE
RIGHT FROM THE START
FIRST IT WAS MY M&MS
AND NOW YOUVE GOT MY HEART
COMMITTED THE PERFECT CRIME
AS I LANDED IN YOUR ARMS
OPENED UP IN TIME
WITH YOU BLISSFUL CHARM
KNEW IT FROM THE GET GO
THAT WE WERE MEANT TO BE
NEVER SHALL I LET GO
SO HOLD ON TIGHT TO ME
LISTEN TO THOSE 3 WORDS
IVE MEANT IT FROM THE START
FIRST IT WAS MY M&MS
AND NOW YOUVE GOT MY HEART.
Wrong!!!!!"WRONG"
YOU THINK YOU GOT ME
YOU THINK IM DONE
YOU THINK ITS OVER
YOU THINK YOU WON
YOUR AS STUPID AS YOU LOOK
YOUR AS STUPID AS THEY COME
WHEN IT COMES TO SMARTS
HONEY YOU HAVE NONE
YOU LIKE PLAYING GAMES
YOU LIKE BEING DUMB
YOU LIKE CAUSING PAIN
BUT SWEETHEART IM NUMB
HOW ASHAMED ARE YOU REALLY
HOW SINFUL CAN YOU BE
YOU LOOK KINDA SILLY
YOU LOOK IGNORANT TO ME
SO YOU CAN THINK YOU GOT ME
BUT IT WONT LAST LONG
CAUSE WHEN I GET THERE
YOULL ADMIT YOUR WRONG.
One Of Them DaysI've just had one of them days that totally SUCK!!! My baby had to go back to work and thus begins another freakin' week of not seeing her. Friday ain't too far away, but it feels like forever!! I know...I know....puppy love you say. Just wish it was so it wouldn't hurt so damn much!! It's just lonely with out her. I got my roommates to keep me company. Much love to my Emsie!!! She keeps me pert near SANE...lol...! Hit me up sometime if y'all wanna chat.....Loves,
Liby Lou
Fish StoriesWELL LETS SEE HERE I LIKE TO GO FISHING WHEN I GET A CHANCE AND I TAKE MY TWO DAUGHTERS WHEN I CAN.
THERE IS HARDLY ANY THING AS JOYFUL AS THE LOOK IN MY 7 YEAR OLD'S FACE WHEN SHE HOOKED HER FIRST FISH, AND THE LOOK ON MY FACE
YOU WOULD HAVE THOUGHT SHE CAUGHT "MOBY DICK" LOL, I CASTED IT AND TOLD HER TO WATCH THE BOBBER.
WELL IT WENT UNDER AND I HAD TOLD HER TO PULL IT BACK REAL HARD. WELL I HAD GOT HER A SMALL ROD-N-REEL ABOUT 2 FOOT LONG AND THINKING THAT I SHOULD HAVE GOT HER A LONGER ROD-N-REEL.
CAUSE WHEN SHE JERKED IT BACK, SHE WHACKED MY SAC. I FELL LIKE A STONE. AND MY OLDEST FELL OVER LAUGHING. WELL SHE REELED IT IN AND SHE HAD CAUGHT A SMALL MOUTH BASS BUT HE WAS TO SMALL TO KEEP
BUT WE STILL HAD FUN
Renaissance ManFingers fall down the path of tiptoed keys.
The despondent dulcet sound leaves a ring in a dresser.
Finds a man broken by time, by life.
Wandering dew damp sidewalks
chasing foggy breath.
Phantom arms around his shoulders.
Not dragging, not weighing.
Carrying. Warming.
He wonders what is real.
The wet rock underfoot,
or the tragic but,
somehow
welcome
yearning in his heart.
What is it to be real anyway?
We hurt, we laugh, we sing, we cry
If a deaf man falls in the dark,
and no one is around...
Phenomenon need no observer.
Such is the quiet magnificence of love.
Loveso i have never loved. in the event that this does happen i will probably give it my all. if you are the fortunate one to tame me i wish you the best of luck. it will not be easy, if you love a challenge i;m the one. Just remember while you can fake an orgasm i can fake an entire relationship! so good luck on getting me to say it. it may never come out!yea. i'm hard headed when it comes to this. you must either have put on a love hex (good luck dont really believe in witch-craft). or #2 you are bearing a ring i put on your finger.
[the Soup Of 999 Deaths]I am not a vegetarian, nor am I an experienced vegetarian cook *hides his various cookbooks with entire sections dedicated to the subject*
This is the placeholder for the working prototype of the vegetarian alternative to "The soup of 1000 deaths" I REFUSE to just strip it of its meatses and declare it done, or dumb it down to a simple cream of mushroom.
Pot A) 2 cups (sliced not diced) shitake mushrooms simmered in about 2 cups veggie broth
Pot B) saute' 1/2 bulb fennel or 1/2 white onion (preference) in 2 tbs butter. Medallion and dredge 3 stalks of fennel or 1 leek in panko.
Pot C) fry the dredged crunchy veggies, retrieve and cool when gbd
Pot D) (and you should probably do this step ahead) boil 1 cup of dry split broad beans
Combine A and B, add about 1 heavy handful of shaved parmesan, and 1/8th-1/4th pint of heavy cream,mind color texture.
Top with beans, sprigs of fennel and the crunchies
See prior serving options along with using the soup to top diced tubers or hard squash of
Should I Date Her...OK HERE IS A LIL, NO A LOT ABOUT WHAT’S GOIN ON…
I HAVE KNOWN THIS WOMAN 4 ABOUT 3 OR 4 YEARS NOW…
SHE IS A NON DRINKIN, SMOKE FREE CHURCH GOIN WOMAN, THAT KNOWS THAT I SMOKE N DRINK BUT I JUST DON’T DO IT AROUND HER…
WE HAVE EVEN DATED N DA PASS, FO A MIN… N YES WE GOT DOWN, BUT ONLY WHEN WE CALLED R SELF DATIN OVER 2 YEARS AGO…
O, N SHE HAS A SMART MOUTH 16 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER THAT SHE LETS DO WHATEVER SHE WANTS N REALLY GETS UNDER MY SKIN AT TIMES…
NOW WHAT I WANT TO KNOW IS, SHOULD I CLEAN UP MY LIFE
FROM MOST OF DA DRINKIN N ALMOST NO SMOKIN LOL...
AND LEAVE ALL THESE WOMEN AND ALL THESE NO GOOD ASZ GIRLS (WOMEN) ONLINE ALONE…
PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ASK ANYTHING U LIKE BEFORE ANSWERIN...
OR JUST REPLY TO SHARE YOUR THOUGHTS...
YO BRO:
BORED, LOST N LONELY THEN A MO-FO...
Icp Song Lyrics (hey Why Not?)Death Comes wicked painful and slow at the hands of malinko. Great malinko in your mind dont look now your life is gone this is all because of you what you got youre self in to. -The Great Malinko
Halls of illusions visit yours and see what could of and would of been real but you had to fuck up trhe whole deal. Lets walk the hallway its a long way that takes all day and when you get to the end you'll find a chair see all the blood yea your boy was just here. - Halls of Illuions
Jake and Jack and the dark carnival remove your hats or we'll cut off your heads show respect yous amost the dead. Dont like wiggers and richie boys- The amazing jackel brothers
Its the boogy woogy man keep your light on for as long as you can and when it cuts off so does your head boogie woogie waits your bed with a knife cut through the bottom little jimmy jimmy opps got em. -Boogie woogie man
Angels Dance with the cryptic Fairies -Forgotten Freshness Vol.3
(Just so every one knows Im
WhisperSlowly she takes my
Hand and leads it to her
Wetness.
She lowers her
Head into my
Shoulder, sighing.
Anxiously awaiting
The parting of her lips.
I raise her head and
Kiss her
Intently.
Loving the look of
Innocence on her face.
She smiles and
Gazes into my eyes.
I feel her heat
On my fingers
As I toy with her.
Making her want more.
Her mouth
Slightly opens
As she softly moans.
Whispering,
Take me.
© 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All rights reserved.
No republication of this material, in any form or
medium, is permitted without express permission
of the author.
You Taste DivineHe holds me in his arms,
Puts his mouth to mine.
He parts my lips with his tongue
And says you taste divine.
A little further down he goes,
To just above my breast.
He teases and kisses my nipples,
He says baby, please just rest.
He knows what he is doing
To my body that he holds.
He says, just raise your feet, my love
And step out of those clothes.
I’ll make you feel all better,
And further down he goes.
He kisses my belly lightly
God, I can feel it in my toes!
He uses his fingers to feel the heat
He’s gone in one straight line.
Pulled them out to let me taste
I agree, I taste divine.
He says, It’s time to lay you down
And love you like I should.
Just lay back, rest and relax,
You know it’s gonna be good.
He takes my legs and lifts them up
And spreads them oh so gently
He takes his tongue and teases my clit
Then his fingers I feel enter me.
I moan in so much pleasure
And I can feel his smile,
He’s enjoying what he’s giving me
He’s gone th
Oral LoveI lay beside him wondering,
Does he want to?
Not asking,
Raising up
Going down.
Taking him
By surprise.
Caught, completely off guard.
I gripped him tight.
Stroked him as I
Gently sucked his balls.
Readying my mouth to
Hold him.
Teasing,
The skin between his
Balls and tight ass.
He moaned. I knew he liked that.
My fingers stay, teasing…..
I raised up, my mouth over his
Head,
Licking it. Swirling my tongue
Around
The head of his rock hard cock.
Kissing, licking,
Playfully taking a little at a time.
He thrusts, I rub his belly,
Relaxing him back down on the bed.
He watched me
Fully engulfing him.
The air fills with
Moans,
His and mine.
He thrusts constantly,
I take it.
He grabs hair,
I like it.
We are in sync,
Me sucking,
Him fucking
My mouth.
Balls tighten, body shaking,
Still in contact with my throat,
He feels me
Swallow.
I lick him clean.
I raise up
Kissing his dick,
Laying my head on the
Pillow.
© 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All
NewIm new at this just thought id put this out to find friends and maybe more you never no.......
Stalker AppSend me a PM with the answers and I shall get back to you to let you know if your hired
'08All the world is distraught,
About a pain the has been brought.
Death and war are all around,
You can't be conscious of what is found.
Love is being dropped at every corner,
Those who are left are just the moaners.
Sitting and crying for what they have lost,
Not even thinking about the cost.
Leaving their friends and family behind,
Those were the ones that were so kind.
Finding the one that you can call yours,
Has become such a chore.
But when you find them you'll be so glad,
For all the pain that you have had,
Will be washed away for all to see,
Just how happy you can be.
Tale Of A Dog: CaesarTale of a Dog: Caesar
A short story by Brian Reily
© 2008
I have met many faces in my journeys through the night. Some good, some bad, most neutral, but of all the characters I have encountered, only one truly stands out in my mind. Unlike the others, he is not of the human race, but rather a great, white beast with shining eyes. Twice now have our paths crossed and twice have we reached an unspoken truce. I could tell you of the terror that filled me the first time I saw his snarling face, but I would have to lie; for never has he bore his fangs, only stood and stared. This monster I have semi-affectionately, semi-begrudgingly, given the name “Caesar”. This creature of the streets has stared me down, and twice now have I stood my ground.
He lies in the middle of a cement pad, formerly the foundation of a now long demolished building, surrounded on all sides by his pack. Of the others I can say only a few things. First, they number about ten or twelve, dogs of all sh
Hello Worldlately my owner has been keeping me busy.
something about having my body chained to immovable objects..
I guess he is just sick and twisted. who'd want my lttle boy chained to a bed, pole, concrete block. Guess he just sick that away. thank god.
luv u
Tara
I Only Want SoftnessI am a submissive. I love pain. But I also love sweetness. I love the feel of a pair of strong arms around me, holding me, comforting me, and letting me know that he will protect me no matter what.
I want soft kisses and sweet caresses. I want to be tucked into a warm safe bed, where I can just be myself. I want him to want me to feel like that. I want him to have the knowledge that all I have to give is his and I would abandon my comfort for his own.
Love is what it is. I do love someone but I won't if there is no softness, a submissive can't have pain all the time.
The Twelfth Card By Jeffery DeaverPlot Summary: Lincoln Rhyme, Deaver's popular paraplegic detective, returns (after The Vanished Man) in a robust thriller that demonstrates Deaver's unflagging ability to entertain. But even great entertainers have high and lows, and this novel, while steadily absorbing, doesn't match the author's best. Geneva Settle, who's 16 and black, is attacked in a Manhattan library while researching an ancestor, a former slave who harbored a serious secret (not revealed until book's end). Amelia Sachs, Rhyme's lover/assistant, and then Rhyme are pulled into the case, which quickly turns bloody. After Geneva are a lethally cool white hit man and a black ex-con—but even when they're identified, their motive remains unclear: why does someone want this feisty, hardworking Harlem schoolgirl dead? To find out, Rhyme primarily relies, as usual, on his and Sachs's strength, forensic analysis; the book's tour de force opening sequence consists mostly of a lengthy depiction of their painstaking dissection
Help Me Godfather....... Auto 11s OnOK I NEED YOUR HELP!!!! AUTO 11s ARE ON AND IM TRYING TO MAKE GODFATHER!!! CLICK BELOW AND DO WHAT YA CAN.... ALL LOVE WILL APPRECIATED AND RETURNED!!
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Dumb ShytI'm posting a blog, because mumms have gotten incredibly slow as of late, and my creativity is completely out the window, soo, other than the should I go to bed or stay up mumm, my mind is blank.
I deleted like 2500 friends about six months ago, and now I want them to see if they'd help me level... I wanna hit godfather.
It's snowing here... HARD. Guess it had to happen sometime.
Darkness RoamsSorrow in my soul, the suffering it breeds
It pours from my heart, it bleeds
In love with my misery, It I will embrace
As I breathe it in, death on my lips I taste
Confused I cannot tell what I am suppose to feel
I cannot feel the things that are suppose to be real
Numb to what this world has made me see
Looking in this mirror my reflection is not me
As my my body grows cold, my body it quivers
To another world I will be delivered
I cannot hear, Images have dissapeared
I cannot see, now I am a spirit filled with fear
where is my new world that I had dreamt of
Where is my angel that has been sent from above
No angels, no glorifilled lights to lead me home
i have been left alone in the darkness to roam
D.L Abrams
Nov 08
November 14 2008Ok today is november 14 of the year of our lord 2008 And today i learned NOTHING.
they say you must learn something everyday, but today i did not. This bothers me. IS my BRAIN getting WEAKER or am i not paying enough attention.
So what is this blog about really.
THE SAME THING AS WHAT I LEARNED TODAY
nothing really just whatever my thoughts are for the day.
Black President, what do you guys think.
well its been real and its been fun but it ain't been real fun
PEACE OUT ALL
?what It B?Somtimes U Da Windshield-Somtimes U Da Bug.
Give'em All a :Smile)))-Hell!!!-Give It All a Shrug.
Gimme Sumpin)))
&Open Opinions Shall Do.
Don't B just a #.
About My SelfetI am a kind loving woman who omly like family, good friends and a lot of laught....
Someday I want to be able4 to finish my book and hopegully it will be a good one
Final InspectionFINAL INSPECTION
The soldier stood and faced his God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining bright
Just as brightly as his brass
“Step forward now, soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you turned the other cheek?
To my Church have you been true?”
The soldier squared his shoulders and said.
“No Lord I guess I ain’t
Because those of us who carry guns
Can’t always be a saint.
I’ve had to work most Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
But, I never took a thing
That wasn’t mine to keep…
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
And I never passed a cry for help,
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I’ve wept unmanly tears.
I know I don’t deserve a place
Among the people here,
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you’ve a place for me here, Lord,
It needn’t be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don’t I’ll understand.”
There was a si
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Kiss Off I GuessOk well here is the thing again..... I posted my pics for my pleasure and pleasure of others. If you do not like them, then please do not look at them. It is that simple. Oh and yes someone's man did comment on them so check yourself. So if they were good enough for him then well I don't know what else to say.
Will I post anymore? Nah I don't think so. Am I a whore in real life? No I am not. Just proud of the way I look. Because honey I am not embarressed to be myself and to show some skin. Now regardless of how "LOW" it seems. I could post some real skanky ones, like me having sex with someone. Was thinking of that? Maybe a certain someone is just pissed because he got dissed. Oh well, I don't like country music all that much. I say it in my profile. Read it again. Don't be surprised next time.
So OMG!!!!! Get a life and get out of mine.
Bitch mode is on. HAHAHA. I am so bad. Now don't get any ideas, but just wanted to say something to get it off my chest. Drama in the Fu tonigh
Wtf!?!?!I don't understand the point of having the whole rating system on here. You people get retarded pissed off when people give you less than a 10... and auto 11's. What a joke. The point is to be honest or at least do what I do and just not rate the person(which I only do because so many of you cry about it). I see some incredibly grotesque hos up in here with ratings OVER 10... wtf? Are you guys so horny that you will give a girl an 11 just because she shows a little leg that makes me... well... throw up in my mouth a little bit. I just think that so much about this site is fake/lame. And before you ask me why I'm still here then. Well, I do know a couple decent people on here. I just don't understand the rest of you crazy &^
A ReminderAs alot of you know I am involved with alot of charity work. I am putting together my christmas charity drive now and have been soliciting the donations pretty heavy.
Tonight I went to pick up a computer that a family was donating to the drive from a nearby town.
As I was talking to the lady her daughter came out of her bedroom carrying two plastic grocery bags full of toys.
She handed them to me and said "I want you to give these to another kid that can use them".."for christmas".
I looked at her mom who gave me a nod and I crouched down to take the bags from her. I asked her "how old are you"?
She said "im 7" and showed me that many on her fingers. then she said "I will be 8 on Dec 15th"
I almost cried.
That episode reminded me of why I do this stuff.
Its a tough year this year for a lot of families, more than normal.
If you have it, give it.
Someone will be glad you did and the feeling is unforgettable.
happy holidays
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Aruba AdventuresI arrived in Oranjestad, Aruba to a rainy evening but warm greeting from Dad and Britney. It was great to see them again and driving from the airport to the house we had time to catch up with each other. I hadn't seen Dad in almost two years and he kept making a fuss over how pretty I looked which provocted a massive giggle session from Britney as she kept poking me. We arrived at the house and was greeted by Carol. She's an odd woman, tries to be corridial but is never really warm. "Darling", she gasped when I came through the door. "You look lovely!" and we did that strange fake double cheeck kiss. Weird.
That night we all went out to dinner and by the time it was over I was exhausted and got to bed early.
On Sunday it rained on and off through out the day so we didn't do much except for some shopping in the afternoon. After dinner Dad and Carol went to bed early and Britney and I spent the evening watching movies and chatting. She revealed to me that she would be cutting classes
Gone In An InstantSunday night I lost the best person that could have game into my life. last night at about 8:30 I lost my child, I had a miscarriage. It was by far the most worst thing any expecting mother could ever go thru.This baby was my 1st pregnancy. I was told my senior yr by 2 Dr.s that I was unable to produce eggs, and this was a sign to prove them wrong. I produced an egg, and concieved a child of my own. This does not mean I'm going to give up on trying to have a child. This was just natures way of telling me it was either the wrong time, or the wrong father, or both! DAVID WAYNE or KARMA MARIE~GOD REST IN PEACE AND MOMMY LOVES YOU!!! I'M SORRY
Mummettes Lingerie Party!!!!The Mummer chicks had a Lingerie party oh boy!!!!
All the ladies arrive
Hubba hubba
Things got a little hands on with some
She ordered these in 6 different colours
taking sexy to a whole new level
more to come during the blog
*grin*
My Husbandyou know i don't get it any more i think this is the last thing i could ever see again, you know i could not believe that my husband wanted to sleep in my son's room and get this and he says he don't want to sleep with me and you know why he said that because i have some kind of dease well guess what hell that is not funny and i am just tired of the crap, i guess i just minds as well as die and hell with everyone and i know that no one really cares so why be on this earth any ways.
Good By Friendsi have decided to leave fubar for my own reasons i have met some great people on here and great friends
i will you all the best and stay safe
tricia
Bye Bye FubarI try with all i have to be the best friend I can be in real life and on fubar.
how's come when I need a friend, no one is there?
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Something She Left For A Friend Of MineNovember 14, 2008 @ 8:54 am
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!
A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend's shoulder is soggy from your tears...
A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers
in his address book.
A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.
A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it!
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
Sorta A Roster,recruitingAre you new to Fubar?Feel Like a Point Whore?Then we want you.Obcessed with Leveling are you?So are we,I'll Show you how.Don't be shy?Do you have The Stamina & Strength of the Mighty Wolf ?Is The Wolf your Spirit Guide?Or The Mighty Grizzly,Or Cougar or Perhaps The Stealth of The Black Panther?
If so Please Send Friend Request,to myself & my Rogue's
This Is The Real Me,take It Or Leave It.......I am who I am, I be who I be, you can kiss my ass, if you don't like what you see.I am not be used, abused,taken forgranted,neglected, abandoned,made to feel inferior,made to feel like an idiot,to be played,or to be treated like shit.If people think its alright to do all this shit to me,then they are truly mistaken,cause I don't like to be fucked with.If you don't like me,then don't waste you time telling me how much you don't like me, cause I could give a shitless if ya like me or not.People may think that I am biggest bitch ever but in all honesty, I am just speaking my mind and being really honest.I am real honest person and tell people the real truth and nothing but the truth.I am really sweet and kind person and I had my heart shattered into a million pieces by people before.People just don't understand me, they don't know what its like to go through the shit I've went through and they never will.People are like well she is ignorant and stupid and doesn't know what that hell she i
Math Problemi dont have a clue...maybe u do...
-24s-53=39-s??
Bob's SlutI am married and I have a girl friend also married. She is really hot and she loves showing off. I am posting some pictures of her. It is a turn on for me that she likes to turn on other guys. Hope you like the pictures.
FriendsLOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when
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Mz Belle
Fubar StressHow Many Of Us Come To Fubar To Escape It All??? How Many Of Us Come Here For The Drama??? How Many Of Us Get Online Just To See ow Many Folks We Can Make Mad Today??? Should Fubar Be A Stressful Or Stress Free Environment???
Personally I come here as often as I can to escape the real life drama and to see the long distance friends that I have made and that I enjoy talking to... I don't get on here to build up more unnecessary stress... I love all my new found friends and I look forward to chatting and laughing and getting and giving advice every so often... Those of you who are only here for the wrong reasons need to really think why you are here in the first place... If someone made your day bad this should be your escape to make it go away for a while until you are calm enough to deal with it rationally... We are all adults not teenage kids acting out for attention... Is there anyway that we can stop the virtual stress before it rips Fubar apart??? I enjoy meeting new people and b
Boy/girlfriend Application (i'm Bored, Plz Reply Even Just For Fun)1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Whats your sign?
5.Phone Number:
6. Location:
7. Height:
8.Hair (color and style):
9.Piercings/tattoos:
HERE COMES THE FUN ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talked about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would u take a nap with me?
16. Do you think I'm cute?
17. If you could change anything about me -would you?
18. Would you dance with me?
19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
What Do You Think Of My...?
1.Personality:
2.Eyes:
3.Face:
4.Hair:
W0ULD Y0U...
give me your number?_______________
kis
PervsThis man here is a profile Perv for the womes profiles so watch him hes trying to have women go on cam and have them show off there privates if dont want to be part of it block him
The Natural SubmissiveThe Natural Submissive
I feel that courtesy is a strong indication of a good submissive as well as a good dominant. As a submissive, he or she asks his or her dominant for an immense amount of time, attention, and thought. Dominating someone requires a great deal of work and effort. While the submissive obviously has needs, he or she should devote himself or herself to pleasing his or her dominant as best they can. The submissive being honest and sincere about what types of play interests him or her. If the submissive is a masochist, with little or no interest in performing personal service for a dominant, he or she may tend to annoy or frustrate a dominant that has high expectations on being served. Also, there are those subs that are only interested in performing or providing a sexual service. While others tend to provide such services on a limited basis, such as domestic or office help, and then there totally devoted submissive’s who serve their dominant any way they can. One of
The Psychology Of PainThe Psychology of Pain
I strongly feel it is very possible to have a sadomasochistic experience completely without physical pain, one in which domination-submission is acknowledged in other ways; this is can be referred to as psychological pain. This can consist of such feelings as uncertainty, apprehension, shame, embarrassment, humiliation, powerlessness, and above all, fear. The most common component of SM mental pain is, of course, humiliation, where the dominant embarrasses the submissive by pointing out his or her helplessness. Example: Subs may be humiliated by being made to lick their dominant's boots or kiss the dominant's buttocks. I know that female dominants sometimes demean their male subs by forcing them to wear female clothing, or by giving them tasks or chores to do which. Of course, raises the specter of misbehaving or necessitating punishment that it is very important that none of the concepts being utilized here are of a malicious nature, but they are strictly con
ScheduleM W F- 10-10:50 AM
T- 7-9:55 PM
WEB - ONLINE COURSE
T R- 4-5:50 PM
M W- 1-2:15 PM
m- monday
t-tuesday
w-wednesday
r- thursday
f-friday
True MasterTrue Master
A Man who displays sensitivity will be a Master who is sensitive to you.
A Man who displays humility will be a Master who will show you respect.
A Man who is not afraid to cry will be a Master who understands your tears.
A Man who is quiet will be a Master who will hear your quietest whisper,
A Man who knows fear will be a Master who will not leave you to face yours alone.
A Man who will listen to a child will be a Master who will always work to understand your words.
A Man who can stand alone will be a Master who will not crush you under His weight.
A Man who controls Himself with ease will be a Master with the ability to control you in the same way.
A Man who does not have to prove His point will be a Master with many worthwhile points to share.
A Man who never makes demands will be a Master who treasures anything you give.
A Man who doesn't run after you will be a Master you will never need to run away from.
A Man who is cal
The Successful MasterThe Successful Master
When I am mentoring a submissive about his or her life and relationship, the most prevalent cause of sorrow and/or difficulty that receives significant comment, is the transition from a virtual dominant-submissive relationship to a full-time, 24/7 real-time situation. I feel that there several reasons why this occurs in such a frequent manner. Online media demonstrates to us that dominating someone or submitting to someone is relatively easy and quite fun. All he or she has to do to be a very popular and admired online dominant is be aware of what keywords and phrases to say at what times. Any one of us dominants could be assuming a false online identity and easily have a huge stable of virtual subs swooning over us and vying for our attention, simply because we know the appropriate words to say. Novice subs who have discovered and/or decided to pursue and explore the source of their unfocused desires with respect to their human sexuality tend to be erotically
New Lifewell lets see I am finally free i guess you could say. It does hurt to loose that one person in the world that you thought you could never live without. But for me I know I will be better I have had to fight my whole life and i will not give up now cause my lil girl depends on mommy to be stong so I am moving starting a new life with me and her hope you all have a great week
New Account, Same DouchbagJAY HOODY IS BACK....MAKE SURE YOU ALL LET HIM KNOW THAT WE DONT WANT HIM HERE!!!!
Click the pic to go to his new page@@
Final InspectionFINAL INSPECTION
The soldier stood and faced his God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining bright
Just as brightly as his brass
“Step forward now, soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you turned the other cheek?
To my Church have you been true?”
The soldier squared his shoulders and said.
“No Lord I guess I ain’t
Because those of us who carry guns
Can’t always be a saint.
I’ve had to work most Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
But, I never took a thing
That wasn’t mine to keep…
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
And I never passed a cry for help,
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I’ve wept unmanly tears.
I know I don’t deserve a place
Among the people here,
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you’ve a place for me here, Lord,
It needn’t be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don’t I’ll understand.”
There was a si
Go Show Daddy Some Sugga :)I want you to meet one of the sweetest guys on fubar. This is Suggadaddy!!!
suggadaddy/Owner of see my home page@ fubar
If you want a true friend, someone you can count on who is sweet, caring, compassionate and sexy as all get out to boot :P, you want to check him out! Just click on one of the pics to take you to his page and rate him like crazy!!! Please tell him Ivy sent ya when ya get there! He is awesome at returning the love too :)
Brought to you with luvins by:
Poison Ivy~~Head Greeter @ Snake Charmers~~
Uh Oh! I'm Censored. :oYep. I am doing it again. BTW. My Fu anniversary is gonna be about the time this ends. Wanna make it extra special for me? lol
Ok Im Sick Of This Shit.......Ok here's the deal.... Why is that women always think that guys are the same???? When chicks are fuckin cheaters and cunts just as much as guys are cheaters n dicks!!! can anyone give me a good fuckin answer to this? i bet not! If you're a chick that has one of those stupid pix on ur page, "I just want one guy to prove to me that they're not all the same" then fuck you!
Oooh n think about this... Maybe youre the dumb ass n not the person you're blaming! You prolly are a dumb shit if you continue to date people that are fuck ups! so next time try lookin in a mirror then pointing the finger at the person u see in it!
have a nice day,
Tweek
The Fairy Train...Are You A FAN OF FAIRIES?
Anyone and everyone is welcome to join! You DO NOT have to LIKE FAIRIES BUT THIS IS A GOOD WAY TO MAKE FRIENDS JUST join this train!!!
Rate all the FAIRY PICS.
Start with this picture:
Comment the last picture--this way I know you've rated all....
Fan, Add, and Rate all the train riders. If they're already your friend, then leave them a comment like "I LOVE FAIRIES" or "Joining the FAIRY train."
When you're done F/A/R/C everyone on the bulletin.. send a private message to me: DJ Chocolate Bunny **Owned by ~Tee~ Owner OF THE BBW LOVERS~The Click Club~~Sarg@ fubar
and I will make you a personal tag like the one below.
SO LET THE FUN BEGIN...
Ever Heard Of Gary Mckinnon?Have you heard of Gary McKinnon? McKinnon is the infamous computer hacker who managed to penetrate US military computer systems in search of classified information about UFOs. He suffers from Aspergers Syndrome with symptoms similar to the character played by Dustin Hoffman in the film Rainman. He is accused wrongly of being a "master computer hacker" and possible terrorist.
He stands to be extradited to the USA and could face the rest of his life in prison if they decide to make an example of him. I have been following this story for a while now and feel strongly that he should stand trial in the UK. I suppose I can identify with him, being into computers, inquisitive and prone to doing stupid things in my younger years. That doesn’t make him a dangerous criminal, just an embarrassment to the US government.
If enough people make enough noise about this we may be able stop this injustice. If you want to help, visit http://freegary.org.uk/ where you can find out more about his case. T
IdiotsI need english speaking only mumms.
Some stupid woman was trying to argue with me without knowing what the hell I even meant.
damn idiots...
FarewellI ENJOYED THE TIME HERE WITH ALL MY SPECIAL FRIENDS.
BUT TIME HAS ENDED FOR ME TO BE HERE ON FUBAR.
EVERYTHING IS NOT THE SAME HERE AS IT USE TO BE. I ONLY COME HERE ONCE OR TWICE ADAY.
IT USE TO BE ALL DAY AND HALF THE NIGHT EVERYDAY SENSE LAST JAN O8
I WILL MISS ALL MY FRIENDS
TAKE CARE U ALL.
MAYBE ONE DAY I MAY COME BACK TO CHECK IN WITH U ALL....
My Love LifeWhy is it, when you fall in love with someone isnt it suppose to be they fall in love with you? Well, that is what I thought. I never thought in my whole 29 years that I would find someone that I loved whole hearted with, just to have my heart torn out of my chest and stomped on, not once but twice. Just as an insight, This guy that I fell head over heels for hurt me about 3 years ago, I went though so much with him, we were gonna get married and all bells and whistles. Well the bells and whistles happend but the marriage didnt.. Come to find out before I left him the first time, he was lying to me about what he was doing (if you catch my drift, not cheating something else WORSE) So I left, after about a year later he calls me and tells me that he wanted to make things work, so I told him that I still loved him but I am in a relationship and that he didnt care about me for this long then he can just move on..Well, that realstionship didnt work out, and the one I fell in love with agai
Wheelchair EtiquetteWheelchair Etiquette
1. Don't ever push people in wheelchairs. If they weren't able to push themselves, then they would have a motorized chair.
2. Look them in the eyes, not in the legs.
(or boobs lol)
3. "Gimp" or "crip" are totally unacceptable for walking people to say.
(unless it's me, I mean have you noticed my display name on here. obviously I don't mind)
4. But it is perfectly okay for a paralytic to call themselves and each other that.
5. Offending terms that should never be said to describe paralytics include: suffers from, victim, strickened, confined, struggling with, unfortunate, deformed, defective, poor, or lame.
6. When you are blocking their way in a restaurant, try to get out of the way calmly and not mutter "I'm sorry; I'm so sorry; I'm so very very sorry," as if you've just stepped on the neck of someone's kitten.
7. Don't shout in their ears. They're not deaf, they just can't walk.
8. If you must shout, please never shout,
Thanks All For The Rates...Getting closer than I thought to 24th level now and happy to see it (but patient and not in a hurry! ! !) Other things worry me more than that...
I'm off, for a bit anyways
Sexy Green Eyes Is Sbg Of The Week!Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 11-17-08
Sexy Green Eyes
Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥
To Learn More About Her Be Sure To Check Out Her Questionaire
http://fubar.com/blog/242573
This Pimpout Brought You To By :
The Sarge
(repost of original by 'Sarge's Bad Girls' on '2008-11-10 17:46:00')
(repost of original by 'ღTulsa's Angelღ Sarge's Bad Girl ღ Club FAR Team LOVE ღ' on '2008-11-10 17:49:43')
(repost of original by 'Sarge's Bad Girls' on '2008-11-17 18:05:00')
(repost of original by 'Ticha~©o-Fõündè®of©lûb F®ât~SBG~Venom'sVixen' on '2008-11-17 18:13:08')
ConfusionNow if you make out with a female you are bi. And if you go all the way with a female you are bi. hmm. What ever happened to experimenting.
Oh well I am bi.
What is it with men that last a few mins?
Just don't care, or is it that they are too excited. hmm. Where are the good men at?
So if you wear tight kind of revealing clothes you are sexy or dirty girl. So what is the difference between them? I think they are all sexy. hmm.
So if you have sex with a lot of men you are said to be a dirty girl. but men have sex with a lot of women they are studs. hmm. What happened to experienced.
That's all for now.
Hugs.
If We Had Sex...If We Had Sex....GAME.
Don't be scared now, you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).
SEND REPLY IN AN EMAIL
1. Would you be in control?
2. Would you whisper in my ear?
3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
4. Would you say my name?
5. Would you go down on me?
6. Would you let me give you a hickie?
7. How many rounds would we go?
8. What would you wanna do afterwards?
9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
10. Would you lick and bite me all over?
11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
12. Would you want me to take my time?
13. Would you want me to go fast or slow?
14. Where would you wanna "do it"?
15. Would you be loud or quiet?
16. Would you mind if i liked you?
17. Would you do it today?
18. Would you do it tomorrow?
19. Would you call me in the morning?
20. Are you going to re-post thes
Music Video Made Especially For My Fubar Friends, Old And NewI am a songwriter, guitar player and singer. I wrote a song a few years ago, about a man in love with a woman who is only interested in friendship... sounds like some of us here at The Fu :p
I have wanted to make a video for the song but I just never had the inspiration.... until I met DeviLiSh DeSiRe (Sandra). I was captured by her beauty, and her true kindness came through even in her photos. I asked her if I could use her Image to create my video, and she was nice enough to allow me to use her beautiful image.
I am posting this link to the video, which is hosted on my UTube page. If you watch the video, find the one picture that is used twice, and tell me what it is... sorry, no prize cause I haven't been around long enough to have any FuBucks to give away. But at least you can show your Luv
I hope you like the video, and I hope I did justice to the Lovely Lady who trusted me to do her right.
ContactBeing not a very sociable person, to say the least, I recently discovered this:
If I associate with people too much in RL, I feel like I'm spent, and don't want any human contact after that.
So if I dont call or turn on my Yahoo at night, plz dont think I'm ignoring you/hating you. That means my human contact ration has been fulfilled.
Your Notta Man...How do I get
Closer to you
When you keep
It all on mute
How do I know
The right way
To love you
Usually the queens
Are figurin out
Beating down the man
Is no work out
But I have no clue
How to get
Through to you
I wanna hit you
Just to see
If you cry
Keep holdin on
Hopin there's
A real boy inside
But you're not a man
You're just a mannequin
I wish you could feel
That my love is real
But you're not a man
I wish
I could just
Turn you on
But a battery in
And make you talk
Even pull
A string for you
To say anything
But with you
There is no guarantee
Only expired warranty
A bunch
Of broken parts
But I can't seem
To find your heart
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
Cause this one's
Outta my hands
I can't put you
Back together again
Cause you're not a man
You're just a Mannequin
I wish you could feel
That my love is real
You're just a, a toy
Could you ever be
A real, real boy
And understand
But you're not a m
Trackzfinally got my music working
Bad Girl Of The WeekLet Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 11-17-08
Sexy Green Eyes
Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥
To Learn More About Her Be Sure To Check Out Her Questionaire
http://fubar.com/blog/242573
This Pimpout Brought You To By :
The Sarge
(repost of original by 'Sarge's Bad Girls' on '2008-11-10 17:46:00')
(repost of original by 'ღTulsa's Angelღ Sarge's Bad Girl ღ Club FAR Team LOVE ღ' on '2008-11-10 17:49:43')
(repost of original by 'Sarge's Bad Girls' on '2008-11-17 18:05:00')
Er AsshatteryWhat your ER nurse is really thinking:
1. Don't tell me you have abdominal pain as you eat doritos in my triage booth.
2. If you come to the ER by ambulance, the first thing I will ask you is how you are getting home. No, we don't have people on staff to drive you home, and don't tell me you don't want to "bother" one of your
family members at this hour. You had no problem bothering 911 for the
back pain you've had for 3 months.
3. You don't get to pick your own IV site. This will irritate me and I will probably miss your IV on purpose and start your site in the place I wanted to initially to prove a point
4. "Butterfly" is not an IV size, this word signals me to put in a larger bore needle.
5. Nausea is not a reason to come to the ER. If you are not in severe pain, are not vomiting or pooping your pants in front of me, your butt goes back to the waiting room.
6. How can you have the worst migraine of your life, but be able to yell at me about the wait after you jus
Shots In My Lower Back Forthe PainWELL IT'S BEEN ABOUT A MONTH (EVERY TWO WEEKS) SINCE I HAVE BEEN GETTING SHOTS IN MY LOWER BACK TO HELP WITH THE PAIN. WELL THE SHOTS ONLY LAST FOR ABOUT 4 DAYS....I JUST GOT ONE DONE TODAY AND SO FAR NOTHING HAS CHANGED TODAY WITH HOW I FEEL....IF THIS KEEPS UP LIKE THIS I'M GOING TO END UP HAVING SURGERY ON MY LOWER BACK AFTER THE NEW YEAR....I WILL UPDATE EVERYONE ABOUT THIS AFTER JANUARY 15 WHEN I SEE MY ORTHOPEDIC DOCTOR AGAIN....
Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 11-17-08 Sexy Green EyesLet Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 11-17-08
Sexy Green Eyes
Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾
Here Is A Bit About Her
~ABOUT ME~
*Basics*
Name/Nickname: Ambee
Birthday: 07-22
Zodiac Sign: Cancer
Hair Color: Brown
Eye Color: Green
Tattoos: 1
Piercings: 2
*Favorites*
Color: Purple
Season: Fall
Day Of Week: Saturday
Animal: Dog
Flower: Calla Lily
*Have You Ever*
Danced In The Rain?: Yes
Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Of Course
Smiled For No Reason?: Yep
Sat On Your Rooftop?: Not my current one, but yes
*This 0R That*
Computer 0R T.V?: Computer
Phone 0R IM?: Phone
McDonalds 0R Burger King?: Burger King
Summer 0R Winter?: Summer
CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: CD's
XBox 0R PS2?: Neither really
RANDOMS...
Your Perfect Pizza?: Pepperoni and Pineapple
Your Fears?: Snakes
Your Weakness?: my friends children
Do you like Thunderstorms?: yes
Number of things in my Past
Hii have wwe tickets for 11/23/o8 in boston mid level lodge seats 2 of them can't go so make me an offer they go for 3 to 5 on ebay right now i just want to recoupe my money or trade for them might even let them go for free hit me up
LifeI'm looking at the clock, the monotone tic toc:
Every second is gone, and those moments will never return
I pour my life down the drain,
I look at myself in disdain,
I know that I know nothing, I don't think I will be able to learn
Some pages of my life are unmarked,
So many times I embarked
On a journey that lead me right back to the port
I thought I could do it all,
But I know that I've missed my call-
Somewhere down the road of life I tripped and fell very short
My ArmsMy arms weigh a fraction of my body
but I feel they are my strongest part.
They hold your hands in the evening
and continue to do so, in the dark.
They feel your body, your hair..
the small things breath cannot explain
It holds my heart in my hand
and yours too, to take away your pain
Weathered and torn,
marked with colors and scars
my arms carry these hands,
touching that which is real
feeling all that can feel
They hold on to whats dear
My body may weigh much more
but without it,
my arms have nothing to fear
They hold on to you
SuccubusThe sin inside your head, eventual demise;
I come to you at night and crawl inside your mind;
I'm here to corrupt; to put your soul in compromise,
Just let me put your whole existence in a bind.
Succumb yourself to the immortal creatures
There is no need to try and fight;
The darkness will erase my features,
You'll never see what came to you at night;
The carnal feast will leave your body limpid,
The moments of your weakness run like bloodline through my veins
I'll drain your body of the lifesaving liquid
And take you to a place where darkness reigns
My passion is like phoenix rising,
I'll seize the night, and lead the way;
But now I see the bloody gleam on the horizon
Alas! I'm due to slowly fade away...
Tiny DickTiny Dick
Well the south side of your body
Is the baddest part of town
And if you go down there
You better just beware
Of a thing named Tiny Dick
Now Tiny more than trouble
You see he stand bout six or four
All the downtown ladies call him ROFL
All the mens just call him LOL
And its bad, bad Tiny Dick
He can't get up to be a trick
Smaller than a pickle
And meaner than a junkyard dog
Trailer LoveI really thought that you did love me
That day you clocked me in da face.
You said my fried up chili chitlins
Turned out to be a pure disgrace
I thought you were, like, all romantic
When you unloaded in my hair.
You've left me feeling sad and frantic,
Your crusted jizz is still in there.
I really loved the way you touched me
With your size 13 army boot,
The way we shared together needles
Was just so ultimately cute
I thought you were the one and only,
You even had my email addy
I want you livin in my trailer
And be my 16th baby daddy
But now my life is done and over
You've turned it into livin hell
The day you told me that youve knocked up
That ugly skank from Taco Bell
Kid Cock- I Am A NutsackI Am a Nutsack
I am a nutsack...I am free
When your boxers are forsaken
I'm gonna hang off you
I look up to you
I'm gonna get you
I'm like a fatty, I roll hard eatin chips, gettin sweaty
In a trannys mouth and inside dusty jeans baby
I never was cool with James Dean
But I be hanging upsidedown with my man Slim Jim
I swing low like a chimp
From 6 to 2 inches I seen my man shrink
But now I'm humble and I can only think
With my tiny head a size of a shrimp
So ask no questions and I'll tell no lie
I got one big ole dick and one small eye
I'm in your pants if you know what I mean
And a soap on a rope couldn't keep me clean
Cause I'm the nutsack you understand
The illegitimate son of man
The S-A-C to the D-I-K
Or the N-U-T to the S-C-R-O-T
And I'm danglin
Said I'm danglin
WindowsI have a house- my windows are barred, nailed shut
Occasional light seeps through, and makes you wonder
What hides inside, but I won't open up
Don't try and pry, the iron nails are strong
To hold the curious afar
But wonderment is even stronger
You lean in to try and bend that bar
You put your ear and listen to the sounds
And left to ponder what those moving shadows are
And where the light you see is coming from
And whats hidden behind it all
But after all those tries, you looked around
And found a lock: it was unlocked all along
You opened windows wide and found the place completely dark and vacant
My eyes, the windows to my soul
Rude Persontexascountrysinger23
BLOCKED ME BEFORE I HAD TIME TO ANSWER
The BalladWhere the moonlight meets the water
On a path of light,
She was sitting on a river bank,
Tears like diamonds sparkled in the night.
She already knew without him
Life could never be the same,
When she heard his voice coming from below-
He was softly calling out her name.
Come with me,
Join the waves at last;
We will always be together,
Just like in the past
Come with me
Take the pain away
Let the river help us meet again today
First she thought that she was dreaming,
As she looked in from above;
To her mind then came his last dying words:
“Someday we will meet again, my love.”
Since the day his life was taken
She was living in the past.
Now that Lord just gave her another chance,
She will be with him again at last.
Come with me,
Join the waves at last;
We will always be together,
Just like in the past
Come with me,
Take the pain away,
Let the rive help us meet today
Where the moonlight meets the water
On a pa
Send In The Clowns.......or Not !Some people dread circus clowns. After all clowns dress in vagabond clothing, hide behind a mask that is not quite a mask, squirt water in your face, and generally create havoc. They're sort of absurd gangsters in a way, pulling off the ultimate drive by taunting.
I LOVE circus clowns. Sad clowns, Happy clowns, it doesn't matter. In fact, my favourite act in any circus is when all those clowns come tumbling out of a little red car.
Now, that's a tough gig!!!
My life has been a bit of a circus at times, and it's had it's fair share of clown acts; class clowns, hospital clowns, neighbourhood clowns, cyber clowns, you name it clowns. I was never sure how many freaks in colourful disguises were going to show up in a little red car. After all, you open the door to your world, and in pops one clown, who opens the door for another, who opens the door for another, until suddenly there they are spilling into your scene, crashing around you with their best slapstick routine.
CH
RainRain- and yet again
I hear your last words
And still I feel
The pain getting worse
All those rainy days
Remind me of you
The way you went...
Thoughts- all those thoughts
That never became words
All those dreams
That never came true
I forgot to tell
How much I loved
Things that were you
I hope forever to fall asleep
So I can see you again in my dreams
Loneliness never has cut so deep
My world fell apart at the seams
They say that time will heal the wounds
But it will never erase the scars;
I know you're there when I look at the sky
Looking at me through the stars.
Drops I will let them fall on my face
Streaming down like tears from above
I know that you are in heaven's embrace ,
Sending me all of your love
Give me a sign, let the sun come out
Through menacing clouds let it shine its light;
Since I always carry you in my heart
I know that I'll be alright.
Point WhoreI'm sittin in my basement,
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I have 11 babies
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Peter & The ElephantIn 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University .
On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee, inspected the elephant's foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot.
The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day.
Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatures t
MoonI am looking at the sky. Fractured by the feathered clouds
Floating by like opal orange ice caps through a purple ocean,
Tattered edges reveal slivers of a glowing disc,
Lighting up the cosmos many miles away.
Like ancient longboats they slowly move in order,
Same calm pace, same distance in between;
Slowly, the last night cloud passes by,
Exposing a full moon that was hiding behind them.
Just My LuckI ended up with an older woman at a club last night.
She looked pretty good for a 60-year-old. In fact, she wasn't too bad at all, and I found myself thinking that she probably had a really hot daughter.
We drank a bit, and we had a bit of a snuggle, and she asked if I ever had a 'Sportsman's Double?'
'What's that?' I asked. 'It's a mother and daughter threesome,' she said.
'Oh...' I said as my mind began to embrace the idea, 'No, I haven't.' And I wondered what this daughter of hers might look like. We drank a bit more, then she says with a wink that tonight was 'my lucky night.
I went back to her place. We walked in.
She put on the hall light and shouted upstairs:
'Mom, you still awake'
EyesI look in those empty, vacant eyes
Where is that person I could've been?
My mind is plagued, my existence- all lies
In my land of "what ifs" I am the queen.
Over regrets I reign supreme,
With my iron hand I punish and spare
The meaning of soulless I take to extreme,
I hurt myself just to see if I'd care
My army of guilt is mighty and strong
My inner fortress you can't penetrate
When someone tries to do me wrong
I smite them down while still at the gate
I'll fly my flag as I conquer your lands.
I'll pillage your soul and rape your mind;
I take no prisoners, make no amends
Look only ahead,leave nothing behind.
BirchBirch tree, I see you stand all alone
In a clearing, so far removed from others.
You strive to belong in the woods with them,
To be among your sisters and your brothers
But strong roots keep holding you down to the ground,
All you can do is tilt your head and flail your arms
Hoping they will see your struggle, come to you,
But they are attached as well, and can't abandon their realms
As days and nights go by, you hear them whisper in the wind.
You want to share your dreams at night, and celebrate beginnings of each day;
But distance is too big, and they can't hear;
You look at them with tired eyes, and quietly wonder what they say
The day is coming to an end,
The clearing and the forest stand in the dark
Your green head is tilted down, you feel defeat,
And clear bitter sap is running down your bark.
You fall asleep and see the dreams
Of standing in the woods, with theirs your branches intertwine.
You feel the wind caress your leaves,
And bring your soul a l
Thank You All:)Thanks everyone for making me feel special on my Birthday:)
2 of my closest friends that I have been friends with since school didn't even bother to call or text today, but other than that, its been a pretty good day:)
Thanks again, ♥
Hello!Hi! guyz im looking for a frend and maybe a partner someday..... this is my addy lasin_jemma04@yahoo.com. tnx for adding me...
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About Lovehow do u no wen ur in love?
the person i think im in love with is someone that i always think about.
everytime see them/talk to them/think about them im smiling
wen i think of her my heart races
i cant stand the thought of her maybe bein with someone else
wat are ur thoughts? have i missed something? if so put it in a comment and ill add it....... tell me am i in love? everyone always says "ull no wen ur in love" how do u no?
Cjs/220 Final ProjectCJS/220 Final Project: Fiction versus Reality
The law in the movies is sometimes skewed to meet objectives other than the portrayal of law. For one thing most movies cannot afford to get into the full process of what is going on, the process of trial courts becomes background material, if you do not know what to look for you will miss it. Despite the plot that directors are forced to follow through expedience, and therefore are not able to involve all aspects of a courtroom trial, many court room and law drama TV shows and movies involve a good portion of legal perspectives that you will see if you know what to look for. So what are some shows that have a reliable legal basis, and which are shows that are purely or mostly fictional? Let’s look at a few.
“A Few Good Men”
The movie “A Few Good Men” was a great movie for legal enthusiasts because not only do they go into fairly good detail about most of the trial, but it is a military court martial which of all the court room mov
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LifeI am loving life right now. It is a gift and we should not take it for granted!!!!!
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LunarShe watched as transparent whirls of smoke slowly danced in a crisp winter air upwards towards the sky, changing shapes and patterns like ghostly apparitions, until finally disappearing into eternal nothingness.
She took a drag from a cigarette, and heard a light crackle as the amber tip lit up and let the smoke fill her lungs. She exhaled, letting out a new batch of smoke. The moon emanated its cold mysterious glow, making the snow covered field drown in an ocean of pure white.
She stood there, spellbound by this creature that was looking back at her, and her only, with its featureless round face, so many light years and miles away, so distant and yet so close, keeping her company at this lonesome hour.
She could sense it sending its lunar incantations into the air, pulsating with waves and invoking the spirits of the forest that stood like an inpenetrable fortress along the shadowed edges of the field.
From the safety of the lit up entrance of the hotel, she wondered what
Hits Mom With Saw, Offers Her $5Boy allegedly hits mom with saw, offers her $5
Fri Nov 14, 9:06 pm ET
FORT PIERCE, Fla. – Authorities say an 11-year-old boy hit his mother in the head with a saw and then offered her $5 not to call police. The St. Lucie County Sheriff's Office reported that the boy and his 41-year-old mother got into an argument Wednesday when she was trying to get him to take his medication.
The boy left and went to another home, where he began hitting a tree with a saw. When the mother finally caught up with the boy, authorities say he hit her in the head with the saw, causing a minor laceration. A sheriff's report said that's when the boy began pleading with his mother not to call police and offered her a $5 bill.
The boy is facing an aggravated battery charge.
Sheds 140 Pounds To Join MarinesMaine man sheds 140 pounds to join the Marines
LEWISTON, Maine – Army and Navy recruiters took one look at 330-pound Ulysses Milana and told him to forget about joining. "'You've got to lose weight,'" Milana remembers them saying. But Marine recruiters were willing to work with him as he began his weight-loss journey in December 2007.
Now, 11 months later, Milana is 140 pounds lighter as he leaves Monday for Parris Island, S.C., to begin boot camp.
It wasn't easy, Milana said, but he managed to slim down through exercise, healthier eating habits and forgoing an occasional beer after work. The 23-year-old said he even refused a beer at his going-away party Saturday night.
Milana said he always wanted to follow in his family's footsteps by serving his country. His wife, Latoya, also comes from a military family.
Much of his weight-loss motivation came from Latoya, a nurse, who helped him reduce his calorie intake when he began his effort in earnest last December.
FuckinFUCKIN FRUITFLIES! ARHHH!!! EVERYWHERE!!
How do I get rid of them?
Random Thought Of The Day..Here's a good and true thought on global warming...
"..Germany, one of Europe's bigger economies has seen coal production increase 3.5% so far this year despite their attempts to put restrictions on it to cut down on greenhouse gases. The reason for the increase? It's too cold. Higher demand has equaled to more coal production and usage. So let's get this straight, it's too cold to fight all of that warming..."
Right.
There's your random thought of the day...Peace.
The Laundrymatbefore I start I am not a superficial person really I am not. but some things.....
I was at the laundrymat last night trying to get my laundry done and was texting a friend the attendant I have met before and is a little crazy but not the scary crazy kind. she greeted me and I said hello and that was that. then a guy came in and the attendant and him started to talk. this guy was at least a half foot shorter than me and like a quarter my size small guy. well he tried to engage me in conversation. I politely answered his questions in the shortest way possible while I continued to text this friend I like. this guy them starts talking to the attendant then who decided to sit next to me. so I was sandwiched between the two and now they are BOTH trying to engage me in conversation...I continue my back and forth texting and give them as short of answers as possible. when they start talking about all their health problems...I was not really paying attention. when this guy says "well the only
FupokeyI ain't gonna lie, I'm guilty as hell!!Bid on me
LostSometimes we get so wrapped up in who we are not , we forget who we are, in which that is all that matters .
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Poem By Mary StevensonOne night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me."
The LORD replied:
"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times
I'm In Love!!!OMG! I bought a new 47" LCD widescreen tv over the weekend! It is so fucking beautiful!!! I was using a rinky dinky 20" that I bought when I was 18 and this one is SOOOO much better!!! The picture is so clear and the sound almost made me cum when I turned on!!!
Just thought I would share :P
Here's Some Irony For Ya...So... I had leftover chinese for dinner...
Bit into the fortune cookie and thought "this does NOT taste right"
I looked at the fortune and lo and behold:
"You will enjoy good health."
I *knew* there was something not right with that cookie....
Peaches Is Just 100k Awayfrom becoming Fubar's next Disciple. She is a good friend of mine and has most likely helped you out before, so here's your chance to help her out. Msg her and she will return the rates. Thank you and have a great night.
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What Type Of Art Do You Like?What type of art do you like? From CGI to Photography, to just stand still. What is it that captures your eye? I do them all being an artist, so share with me.
You Got To Be Kidding MeI don't even know this non salute having begger.
~candy doll~: hi sexy
->~candy doll~: Hey
~candy doll~: i wish i could get a vip but ill never get one
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The nerve of some people
Peoplepeople are people they are every where you go
some are who they really are some put on a show
some are very happy & some very sad
some easy going others flaming mad
a method to ones' madness behind them is a plan
you must really know the person to begin to understand
people are people we all hurt the same
people are people tring to win the very same game!!!!
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What A Hot Threesome!Tomorrow
November 18, 2008
I will be turning on an Auto 11 @ 6am EST.
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This is me with one of his wonderful creations..
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Quotes I Like....."There is only one good, knowledge, and one evil, ignorance." ~ Socrates, from Diogenes Laertius, Lives of Eminent Philosophers
Greek philosopher in Athens (469 BC - 399 BC)
"Of the delights of this world, man cares most for sexual intercourse. He will go to any length for it-risk fortune, character, reputation, life itself." ~ Mark Twain
"A fight is not won by one punch or kick. Either learn to endure or hire a bodyguard." ~ Bruce Lee
"In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends." -- Martin Luther King Jr.
"[The superior man] acts before he speaks, and afterwards speaks according to his actions." ~ Confucius, The Confucian Analects
"I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is to try to please everyone." ~ Bill Cosby
"If you judge people, you have no time to love them." ~ Mother Theresa
"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage." ~ Lao-Tz
Using My Pic!!! Lmaothat this faker has to try and use one of my pics and hack the shit out of it and make it her! ohhhh please!! LMFAO!! if ur a friend go to her page and let her have it!!!!! half the pics are of web models with fake faces and now she/he wants to add mine to it.. lmao
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LibraLibra! About Your Sign...
Libra is the only inanimate sign of the zodiac, all the others representing either humans or animals. Many modern astrologers regard it as the most desirable of zodiacal types because it represents the zenith of the year, the high point of the seasons, when the harvest of all the hard work of the spring is reaped. There is a mellowness and sense of relaxation in the air as mankind enjoys the last of the summer sun and the fruits of his toil. Librans too are among the most civilized of the twelve zodiacal characters and are often good looking. They have elegance, charm and good taste, are naturally kind, very gentle, and lovers of beauty, harmony (both in music and social living) and the pleasures that these bring.
They have good critical faculty and are able to stand back and look impartially at matters which call for an impartial judgment to be made on them. But they do not tolerate argument from anyone who challenges their opinions, for once they have
Hmmmso i have a hard time speaking these days ... i dont thinki really talk to anyone
its like a big push i am pushing everthing everyone away
i dont wanna be here for anytone and i dont really want much of anything the thins i long for i dont know i dot memer the lst tiem i got what i wanted
and its always hurting and nothing feels good nothing tastes good
and i am alone i make my self be but i sick of
being desired and not wanted
i sick of helping opl and getting nothing for it i tired of being whateer i am now just a shadow me me
u know i stopped caring its bad t say it but i realy have stopped caring i wish i was over
i am just soo fucking tired of the nightmares
i am sick of the not sleeping
i hate the panic attaxks
i hate feeling weak
i dont wanna be a shell of me
i am hollow and i hate it
i feel pointless and i sic of looking fr ppl to confort me
i sm pass the poit of wanting to explain my self not to anyone not even my self
Just WaitingWell it's almost here. I'm counting down the days, hours and seconds until I get to see him again. I freakin' miss him so much it's ridiculous. He doesn't know this but I love him with all of my heart....well....maybe he does. :))
New Web Siteplease chk my new website hope you all like it
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WtfWhy is that browneyed girl always on the sign in page? I think we're cuter than she is. They always put the point ho's on the sign in page!
That is all
Insanity Of Monday November 17thA man and his wife were driving through a small redneck town on their way from New York to California.
Looking at his fuel gauge, the man decided to stop at the next gasoline station and fill up.
"What can I do for y'all?" the attendant asked.
"Fill it with supreme" the man said
While the attendant was filling the tank, he looked the car up, down and sideways.
"What kinda car is dis here?" he asked "I never seen one like it before."
"It's a brand new Cadalliac" the driver said proudly
"It has power steering, power seats, power sunroof power mirrors, AM/FM radio with a CD player, an 8-speaker stereo, rack and pinion steering, disk brakes, leather interior, digital instruments, a DVD player in the dash, etc..."
"Wow" said the attendant "That there's the fanciest car I ever did see"
"How much do I owe you?" asked the driver when the attendant had finished
"That'll be $30.25" he replied
The driver pulled out his money clip and peeled off a $20 and a $10.
Then he went into his p
Just Trying To Write SomethingCandle bright, flames burning
Old feelings then, renewed again
Heart be strong, heart beware
Love is fraigle, please handle with care!
©Melissa A.
LongingThe moon had cast its heavenly glow outside my window pane.
Its luminary essence pulled me closer and closer.
I looked up into the night sky and saw the stars smiling.
Realizing they were trying to tell me something, I pressed my back upon
the cool green grass and listened.
The earth was sleeping, but I was awake.
I couldn't sleep - all I could do was think of you.
I knew you existed somewhere within my soul
because my heart ached for your touch.
How I longed for the caress of your sweet lips upon mine
or the gentle way you would hold me in your arms.
The wind whispered your name in my ear and a smile came to my face.
I pictured us dancing my hand in yours.
An angel's voice echoed from the heavens as we danced just you and I.
Your eyes, an ocean's expanse, gazing into mine.
It was as if you were truly there, in my arms,
no longer a figment of my untamed desires.
I could feel you.
How I hated letting go of this blissful longing, but I had to.
For the candlelit
My BackOK well great news, finally got approval for surgery. SO in a month I will be in the hospital for a week. But by 6-9 months I will be able to get back to driving a truck. Woohoo. Wish me luck
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Obama's National Security ForceObama's Civilian National Security Force
by Michael G. Mickey
(11-13-08)
WorldNetDaily has been carrying the ball strongly on the questionable plans of the incoming Obama administration to require, yes require, all young people between the ages of 18 and 25 to be part of a proposed national civilian security force Obama and his comrades plan to create for a yet unclear purpose.
In July of this year, Joseph Farah, founder and editor of WND, wrote a commentary on Obama's proposed 'civilian national security force' wherein he wrote the following, in part:
The U.S. Army alone has nearly 500,000 troops. That doesn't count reserves or National Guard. In 2007, the U.S. Defense budget was $439 billion.
Is Obama serious about creating some kind of domestic security force bigger and more expensive than that?
If not, why did he say it? What did he mean?
So far, despite our attempts to find out, the Obama campaign is not talking.
At this point all I can do is enlist
To Fan Or Not To Fan. Not Meant For Everyone, But If It Is, You Know It.I can understand the majority of people here want you to fan them before they will accept your friend request. No problem. So I made it my norm to rate profiles and fan everyone before I send them a request. It helps newfu's to level quickly and it makes people who have been here forever look better because they have a thousand fans. Getting fanned gives us points to level which everyone wants to do. Now my bitch is that I have fanned over 1400 members to date and have asked my friends to fan me back. Now I may lose some friends after they read this and if I do so be it. For those of you who have fanned me back, I appreciate it and love you all. I try to help as many of my friends as I can. Whether talking to them and cheering them up when they are feeling down, sending gift after gift just to get them to smile, etc. I love the friends I have here. Now I know some of you aren't here all the time when we ask for your help, but for those of you who just choose not to fan those of us th
Whats Been Going On With Me Lately??Just want to take a few minutes to fill my friends and family in on whats been going on with me lately. Some may have noticed I seem to be "absent" or you dont see me around much. Well, there has been alot going on.
It all started with a simple Dr appt to renew my med prescriptions. I was referred to a dermatologist who did a biopsy of the spot (divot/dip) on my nose. It came back positive for basal cell skin cancer. That Dr referred me to a Dr at the Skin Cancer Clinic in Longview that does a special procedure that minimizes the tissue lost when the cancer is removed. That appointment was very difficult for me as the real extent of my situation came to light. I could lose a large part of my nose depending on how large and how deep it is. That wont be known until they get in there and remove it. At that point another Dr may be called in to do the reconstruction. I just returned home from an appt with him and he was able to answer alot of questions I had.
Some have asked why xray
The Smell Of Death Part 2... The Death Of Smell?i don't smell death in my office any more. i'm not sure if the dead rodent has finally mummified or if it's because my cold has progressed to the point that i can no longer smell.
anyway, because i can no longer smell it, i have stopped huffing lysol - so you don't have to worry any more, fuzzy. :)
We Will Speak For The HorsesAs you approach the auction house the first thing you see are the eyes looking out through rusted caged windows. The horses get as close as they can to the air, the sunlight they know is out there, but they can’t get too close or their eyes will be impaled by the bent and rusted prongs. Still, they look out, hoping to see something familiar, someone coming to take them home.
Every horse has a different story. For the horses at auction, the look in their eyes all begs the same question: what did I do to deserve this? These horses are in a dark, man-made and operated cement hell. They are poked and prodded and crammed, sometimes 50 horses, into single pens. Some horses fight, some try to stay to the side to avoid getting kicked. Some are hurt; some are mares trying to protect their foals. Others are just trying to stay on their feet so they don’t get trampled. There are tired and wounded workhorses. Colicking horses. Injured racehorses standing on three legs that still wear sweat from
New NovelTo: Readers and aspiring writers. I have completed my first novel, and I am stoked. included is a excerpt, from the story.
1929, when scorching-hot-burning yellow suns light insufferably long days, before blindingly-luminous- cooling moons, wash the tortuous heat away, in shortened nights, not long enough to recover from, the excessive cruelty, exacted by the solar inferno that is mother nature’s privy, to dispense. A surreal reality exists; it is the imagined limitless excess, to a blinded few, but a very real struggle, in an almost inescapable and oppressively-grinding poverty for many.
Wute...wow-
shit happens, i got what we needed, and we are moving to the RIVER!~
the church of whatever the fuck is calling you home...
- rev gregg michael
She Needs Help!Could yall please help my friend Ally? She was recently Fubar Lord and she had to start over at level 1. Please F/A/R. Alyy freakin rocks and needs us!
Tech SupportDear Tech Support,
Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance, particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0.
In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs , such as:
· Romance 9.5 and
· Personal Attention 6.5, and then installed undesirable programs such as
· College Football 6.0, NFL24-7, LandscapingPro 4.0
· Major League Baseball 3.0 and
· Golf Clubs 4.1.
Conversation 8.0 no longer runs at all, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system.
· Please note that I have tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.
What can I do?
Signed,
Desperate.
DEAR DESPERATE,
First, keep in mind,
· Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while
· Husband 1.0 is an operating system.
Please enter command: ithoughtyoulovedme.html and try to download Tears 6.2 and do not forget to install
Obama And The Anti ChristThe Anti-Christ And Mr. Obama
This Week's Feature Article by Jack Kelley
Since the election I've been asked a number of times to comment on the likelihood that Mr. Obama could be the anti-Christ. Let me begin by saying that having been elected President he's Mr. Obama now, not just Obama. As for him being the anti-Christ I've discouraged that thought because I don't believe it's time for the anti-Christ to be revealed yet. But apart from that there's no Biblical reason I can find that would absolutely disqualify him. And based on the things we know about the anti-Christ there's a fit in several important places. The anti-Christ will have to burst on the scene quickly and powerfully to accomplish so much in the little time he has, so maybe he'll need a head start. If that's the case, maybe Mr. Obama is on his way to becoming the anti-Christ. Let's find out.
We know that the anti-Christ will be a descendant of the people who made up the Roman Empire in Biblical times (Dani
A Friend Of Mine Was Killed Last NightI was called today (Monday the 17th) and informed that a good friend of mine was killed in a car accident. I had seen her not too long ago. She was a teacher at my kids school. Me and my ex-wife had become close to her and her whole family. My Kids adored her. I am saying all this to say...I never took the time to tell her how much I appreciated her her. Don't let this happen to you. I want all my friends to know that I do appreciate them greatly! Each of you has touched my life and is special! Thank you for reading this my friends!
I Love Your All
Bren
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Leaving the patio I went back to the living room where I put on a pair of shorts and removed my shoes and socks in preparation for a sleep on the couch. Just before I was to lie down I felt like a smoke and so I walked down the long narrow hall that led to the front door. When I got to the door a strange looking thin man I had never seen before suddenly appeared and asked me for a cigarette.
I gave him one and then stepped outside and smoked mine. Strange, but it was like he had disappeared into thin air because one minute he was beside me and the next he was gone.
After I finished my smoke I opened the door and stepped back into the hallway of the house. Now it all gets REALLY bizarre. I had taken several steps down the hallway when all of a sudden I felt blinding pain in my feet and heard loud crunching noises each time I put my bare feet down of the floor. To my utter horror I say that the entire hallway was littered with rotting garbage and TONS of shards of broken
Part 3Part 3
I do not remember leaving or going out the door or ever looking back but somehow I once again find myself on that dusty dirt farm road walking. Just walking…
After what seems like a long time I come upon a very large house. So large it in fact looks like a resort. Kind of like a mansion surrounded by huge green oak trees.
Without anyone telling me anything I know inside myself it is the home of the man who picked me up at the hotel and drove me out here. The man I felt uneasy about and whose car I had stepped out of miles back.
Not wanting to spend the night outdoors I walked up to the mansion and stepped in through the front door. I heard the voices of people in the distance but saw no one. Suddenly the guy who had given me the ride looks down a long hall that led from the kitchen to the front door and shouts out, “Glad you came, you can crash on the couch in the living room.”
So, I go into the living room and set my bag down. I then set off wandering the halls o
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I walked for sometime down that road until I came to a strange looking building off to my right. I say “strange” because this building seemed very out of place on a country road where one expects only to see farm houses. Indeed, this building looked rather like a modern 3 story block type building in which one would expect to find lawyers offices and doctor’s offices.
Also strange were the vehicles parked out front of it in the parking lot. There were all manner of vehicles there from the last 60 years. There were classic cars and trucks, vans, you name it. Everything from a muscle Trans Am to a 56 Chevy. But what is weird is that all of them were heavily rusted, some with cracked windshields, flat tires, and all of them with weeds and tall grass grown up around the tires.
So in I walked and found myself standing in the waiting room of a medical clinic. On all of the chairs in the waiting area there were people in all types of distress. One guy had no right arm and was
Part 1A dream/nightmare I just had.
Monday, Nov 17th, 2008
The past week has been a particularly trying one for me emotionally and has also been filled with a massive amount of stress and worry over some pending career meetings that are just around the corner and which could very well be life changing.
This what my horoscope for Virgo said today:
You are often the person that your friends and colleagues go to when they need a critical eye to assess a situation. Today, however, you are the one in need of the reality check. The problem is that you cannot rely on others right now, for they could inadvertently pull you off track even further. Delay an important decision for a day or two if at all possible. Once your analytical skills return you will know what to do next.
So, after 3 days with practically no sleep whatsoever, I finally crashed hard on the couch just before noon today.
And then I had a dream. No, more like a “dreamscape.” Never in my life have I ever experienced
Thanksgiving HumorA game warden was driving down the road when he came upon a young boy
carrying a wild turkey under his arm.
He stopped and asked the boy, "Where did you get that turkey?"
The boy replied, "What turkey?"
The game warden said, "That turkey you're carrying under your arm."
The boy looks down and said, "Well, lookee here, a turkey done roosted
under my arm!"
The game warden said, "Now look, you know turkey season is closed, so
whatever you do to that turkey, I'm going
to do to you.
If you break his leg, I'm gonna break your leg. If you break his wing,
I'll break your arm. Whatever you do to
him, I'll do to you. So, what are you gonna do with him?"
The little boy said, "I guess I'll just kiss his ass and let him go!"
PeeingDon't piss into the wind! It will just make you smell funny!! Or so i have heard.
Cosmic Peace My New Music VideoCOSMIC PEACE
A new production by Derek Gee - Zircon
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Enjoy this brand new music video inspired by the song "Peace" from my album Celestial.
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Space visuals from Carl Sagan's Cosmos - Episode 1.
A Fantasy Fulfilled???A FANTASY FULFILLED
He woke up hard and aching, knowing that his lover was too far away to help him with his throbbing cock. He rolled over, in his sleeping bag and took his cock in his left hand. Closing his eyes he imagined his lover was there with him, sucking, kneading, and caressing his body, while he did the same to her. He had to stifle his moans of pleasure and delight, as he brought himself closer and closer to orgasm. He rolled over onto his back, tossing back the constraints of the sleeping bag and the cold air assaulted his aching cock. The cold air had no effect, the friction and heat created from him stroking himself brushed it away, like a pesky fly.
He brought himself closer and closer and a moan escaped his lips. His eyes fluttered open, head turning, searching the trailer for signs of the other guys that shared it with him. Relief coursed through his body as he scanned the room quickly while, his hand lightly rested on his pulsing cock. He could
Her Attempt ToHer Attempt to Please Her Lover
She anxiously stands waiting for him to disembark from the plane. It has been so long since she has felt his arms around her, his lips on hers, the warm embrace that only he can give. There are many family members around. She is in her own world, knowing the events that have been planned over the next few weeks. It is hard to concentrate on the thoughts of lovemaking, reuniting emotionally, sexually, with so many other people around. She watches as other wives stand with small children, newborn babies, wishing, hoping and dreaming she will be able to fulfill that dream as well one day.
He steps off the plane looking worn and rugged. She knows the suite that has been reserved will do him some good. This will the honeymoon they didn’t have time to take a year ago. She hasn’t planned a traditional honeymoon though, and thinks he will be very pleased to see all that is in store. She runs to greet him, bags dropping from his hands as he reaches o
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Picnic Phantasies RewrittenImagine driving along with no cares in the world. All is left behind while we drive to the destination of the unknown. Few essentials pack in the trunk such as a blanket and picnic basket with bottle of chilled champagne and just 2 wine glasses. Some fruit and chocolate sauce to use what ever we decide to use it for. A radio for soft sexy love making music. We have no particuliar destination and no special time for return. Just driving free!
As we are driving we come upon a very secluded and most romantic sight we had ever seen. It was breathinglay beautiful with the view of miles of open waters and rocks. As we walk along the shoreline we find this out of the way cove that has a warm spring waterfalls, that has a secret cave just under the falls. We decided that this would be the perfect spot to stop and have our picnic. As I spread the blanket opned you took out the bottle of champange and popped the cork with a loud bang and poured us each a glass and I turn the radio on. With t
Meh.so my monday is like pretty much over and I am READY to go home. Im ready to go smoke a cigarette, have a coors light, and call it a day. Im thinking bubble bath with some candles and music. wow...sounds amazing....
i can almost picture the bath now...
bubbles...
bubbles...
haha sorry I am really hyper and tired at the same time. I wanna dance and take all my clothes off....woot woot. hahaha
Bar-room RewrittenHe comes walking and orders his drink from the bar, near where I am sitting, looks me over and stares out of the corner of his eye as he walks to a table. After a few minutes he comes over and asks if he could buy me a drink & sits in the seat next to me. A few minutes of small talk, he asks me to dance, so we get up to dance for a few songs. He leads me back to the bar, where we enjoy little more small talk and I get up on the dance floor with a friend, whos there with her hubby. We get a little crazy on the dance floor getting down and a bit dirty teasing the guys that are watching.
After I get back to the bar where he is sitting, I notice he's got a problem showing. The bulge in his pants could hardly be missed. He moves his stool closer to mine and starts softly nuzzigly my neck. I kind of make him jump a little when I reach under the bar and start rubbing my hands long the inner part of his thigh. We keep that up for a few minutes and my friend comes over. She always checking on
Tuffguy And The Fab 5MY OWNER TUFFGUY IS THE BEST. EVERYBODY NEEDS TO GO AND LOVE HIM WITH EVERYTHING THAT YOU GOTTUFFGUY-GENERAL OF THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD-OWNER OF DiRRty girL!!!@ fubarBUT HE ALSO WANTS THESE LOVELY LADIES IN HIS LIFE TO BE SHOWN JUST AS MUCH LOVE AS HIM SO PLEASE COME AND HIT THEM UP!Ctgirl™ OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD-OWNED BY PLAYINHARD-R/L Girlfriend of Wills@ fubarDiRRty ԍirL®™**OwNeDBY TuFfGuY & FrEaK Of NaTuRe **PeRsOnAl AsSiStAnT 2 Ct GiRl-Fu-LuV BoMb S@ fubarMommynutt**PrOmOtEr FoR tHe PlAyGrOuNd**Owner of Darthtazz**Owned by Hawtlixx*Fu Hooker to Hawtlixx*@ fubarBetty_Boop@ fubarROCKIN' ROLL CHICK ♥FU LUV BOMB SQUAD♥
Bar-room FantasyBARROOM FANTASY
You see me walk into the bar, turning in your stool, to hide the smile that formed on your face, when you saw me. I make it to the bar, it is crowded, and I place a hand on your back and say excuse me. You turn and smile at me and I smile back. I order my drink, lift my hand from your back and walk away. You turn in your stool and follow my movement to the only open table. I see you checking me out, from the corner of my eye; I turn, and smile at you, which makes you smile back. My cock is throbbing and I’m thinking about you and your wonderful body encased in a white silk blouse, white lace brace, a black silk skirt and white short spike heeled shoes. My manhood grows harder and longer, thinking about the sweet flesh of your cleavage that you proudly displayed for me, smiling the whole time. Both of us are thinking the same thing, wondering if I’m going to buy you a drink and sit down next to you. You swirl in your bar stool and stop to face me. You smile,
Picnic FantasyPICNIC FANTASY
Imagine us driving along with no cares in the world. All is left behind, while we drive along, no destination in mind and unknown to us. We have a few essentials packed in the trunk, a blanket, a change of clothes, a picnic basket filled with bottle of chilled champagne and two wine glasses, assorted fruits, cheeses, crackers, dishes, silverware and chocolate sauce. Each item packed perfectly symmetrical with each other. A radio is packed as well, to see if we can pick up a radio station that plays soft and sexy love making music. We keep driving with no particular destination in mind and no special time for return. Just driving free!
As we drive along we come upon a very perfect and romantic sight we had ever seen. It is breathtaking beautiful, with the view an open shoreline, open waters and rocks. We stop, parked the car and gather our picnic items. We walk hand in hand, smiling at each other, stealing kisses and caresses from each other, getting each other turned
Home: A Short FilmEarlier this year, me and a friend went out and filmed a short film. No lines, no budget. There was only a camera, a guy, and a town. We shot this film in two hours, and its the first official short I filmed with the camera I received.
The film is called HOME. Its a visual and musical journey through my home town of Cape May, NJ. The music was by a talented musician from Arizona. His name...Elijah Bossenbroek.
You can check him out at www.elijahbossenbroek.com or www.myspace.com/solopiano
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... Socializing ...Over the coarse of time I have learned there are boundaries that the physical body could never measure. We weigh ourselves through numbers amongst what is known as 'age'. For as long as time has been accounted for, people (society) have brought themselves to a constant age old tradition. This tradition is known as ones birthday. However BIG or however little you celebrate and make aware of your birthday, there is nothing telling/revealing to you how old you truly are.
Whatever your beliefs be it religiously, spiritually, or a non believer in any higher power, how broad do your horizons go amongst the universe? ...To be aware that there is one aspect of ourselves that will allow you to know how old 'you' actually are. The Soul... It transcends a deeper interpertation of our lives. It makes aware of who we are and where we've been. Basically it continuously records our on-going esperiences through within, throughout, and amongst LIFE.
The life that you have lived upon this Earth,
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The Reapers TouchTHE COLDNESS OF WINTER COMETH
DARK CLOUDS BREWING ON THE HORIZION
GOD IS NOT SMILING ANYMORE
CHANGES ARE APON US FEW
EVERYTHING IS BLACKENED BY DEATH
IN TIME I WILL BECOME NOTHING
AND DECAY INTO INFINITY
AROUND YOUR SUFFERING I ROTT
MY WORDS JUMBBLED UP AND FORGOTTEN
LIFE WILL END AND DEATH WILL BE FOREVER
SO I WAIT NOT KNOWING
I WANT WHAT IS COMING
AWAIT MY FATE AS A MORTAL
THE TIME IS DRAWING NEAR
REAPERS GATHER TO KILL ME
TOUCH HIS HAND AND DIE
OF THE SIGNS I DID NOT SEE
DESTINY IS A BOX SIX FEET UNDER
READ THE FIRST WORDS IN EACH SENTENCE FOR HIDDEN MEANING
Dinner.k, so, i cooked sweet n sour chicken (hong kong style) for dinner yeh? and i've eatena full plate in like 3 mins flat. now on second plate.
WTF is chinese so addactive??
srsly... i'z get fat if'n i keep this up.
Do Not Resuscitatestaring like stone over the grave of a past
a past once tresured
now mourned over
soon to be forgotten and replaced
like so many loved ones
losing friends in the blink of an eye
losing all semblance of relevance and clarity
nothing seems so certain except the lack of everything
everything but exhaustion and uncertainty
unable to move from the memories
unable to leave them dead and buried
to finally conclude that nothing would ever go back to normal
the waves would never settle
the scars would never heal on the war torn skin
if only these cold gray eyes could return to blue
maybe the light could shine through the clouds
Please Help Me DieSEARCHIN FOR THE ANSWERS
WHY DO I SUFFER SO
CAN I DIE IN PEACE
OR SHOULD I JUST SUICIDE OUT
MY THOUGHTS ARE MY ENIMIES
THEY DRIVE ME INSAIN
WORRY IS NO COMFORT EITHER
SICKNESS AND PAIN COME ALONG FOR THE RIDE
RIDING ME TIL I BREAK
JUST NEED SOME PEACE AND QUIET
THE WORLD IS TO LOUD SOMETIMES
WISH I COULD BLOCK IT OUT
THOUGHT MY DEMONS WOULD PROTECT ME
FORSAKEN IS ME AND MINE
I COULD DIE TOMORROW AND WOULDN'T BE MISSED
PLEASE HELP ME DIE
I WANT TO SUFFER NO MORE
E.N.D. IT FOR ME I BEGG OF YOU
LAY ME OUT ON THE FLOOR
AND LET THE FIRE CONSUME MY SOUL
THE DEVIL WANTS ME ANYWAY
PLEASE HELP ME DIE .
Tears Of A VampireSHE WAITED FOR HIM FOREVER
HE CAME ONLY ONCE TO HER
AND AS HE DRAINED HER COMPLETELY
SHE CRIED THE ENTIRE TIME
JUST BEFORE SHE PASSED
HE GIVES HER THE ONE CHOICE
SHE CAN DRINK OF HIM OR DIE
SHE DRINKS WILLINGLY
IT STARTS THE CHANGE INSIDE OF HER
AND SHE DIES HE MORTAL DEATH
SUDDENLY AWAKENED BY THE THURST
SHE CRIES AGAIN DIFFERENTLY
AND ALL HUMANITY IS GONE FOREVER
TEARS OF A VAMPIRE ARE BLOOD RED
AS HER IMMORTAL LIFE BEGINS
SHE THE UNHOLY KILLER UNLEASHED
FEEDING FOREVER CONTROLLED BY THE BLOODLUST
THURSTING FOR SUBSTANCE THAT IS NEVER FILLED
WITH A HUNGAR THAT AN'T BE CONTROLLED
AND ENDING MORTAL LIVES NEVER SATISIFIED
My Decisions To Pull My PicturesAs many of you know, or have seen already, I recently pulled down all of my NSFW pictures from the site. Many people have stopped by and asked why I did that. It'd funny that so many people asked why yet there were so few ratings and comments. Hmmm, makes a girl think. But that is neither here nor there really. I have gotten to the point where I am tired of explaining my choice to people individually so for those that actually stop and read these, now everyone will know.
I have struggled long and hard with self acceptance. Some days accepting and loving myself for me is still very difficult. Those pictures were taken and posted so that I could see that there were other people that thought I was just as sexy as other people in my life have told me I am. But then it got a point where people were being rude about the pictures, making obscene comments when my profile clearly states that I have someone in my life. It just goes to show that a majority of people on here just don't stop to
FakesIt’s truly amazing to see just how quickly people you think are your friends or ones you even consider family or hell your real family for that matter too can turn their backs on you. They were all friendly at the start, but they changed to be nasty and bitter, deceitful, cheating, backstabbing, talk behind your back liars. They can be so shallow at times and seem to feast, on other peoples’ pain. They are not true at heart. I must admit they always wear a damn good mask, but soon their true colors show. The things they do, you do not expect. You hate that you can't hate them, because they epitomize the words betrayal, fake, and deceit in human flesh. But those people with the plastic smiles who say "I'm your friend, I'll always have your back, or You know I love you I'm here", will soon throw you away so fast. Because you will no longer be worth their whiles, you’ll be a thing of the past. Because you are blinded, by the words they say, you never see it coming. Oh how they are what yo
Find Someone...Find someone who isn't afraid to admit that they miss you. Someone who knows that you are not perfect, but treats you as if you are. Someone whose biggest fear is losing you. Someone who gives their heart completely. Someone who says I LOVE YOU and means it. Last but not least, find someone who wouldn't mind wakin' up with you in the morning, seeing your wrinkles and your gray hair but still falls in love with you all over again.....
Liar Part 6THIS IS ABOUT CRAZY MAMA, WHEN THEY CARED ABOUT HOW SHE WAS, YOU NOW SEE HOW THEY ACT TOWARDS HER, THEY TURN ON YOU IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE!-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------THIS CONVO IS WITH PEGGY!you got the job, you can add it to your name..I will let you know who all are your ppl are once i figure it out LOL I have to go look at her page she has a pic albun with all her ppl in it
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Leveling Help 111♥Thickness85♥-Fu-Wifey 2 *Trixie* Mort* -~Fu Owned by 'Flanman'@ fubar
29k to level auto 11's on
Thoughts On Love And Romance.A Friend's Love says: " If you ever need anything, I'll be there." True Love says: " You'll never need anything; I'll be there."
Level This Beautiful Person, Will Ya!Okay, yeah, well this computer illiterate dipsh*t needs help, mmmk?
Please level Sweet Serenity...she's, like, 178K away from Godmama and could use your help!
http://www.fubar.com/user/1558669
And yes, I am fu-point-whorin' for her...deal.
Deleting My Page!!!!!!!For everyone who cares and still wants to be friends, I am starting over with a new account. Its already made. So if you still want to be friends my new page is made in my top friends list...you will see me :)
If not it was nice to meat you. I am only adding friends who I actually talk to.
*lisa the star*
To All My Friends , Fans ,and Familysorry i have been around for a while i do plan on makeing a come back here hopefully soon . withsome sickness in my family it has been hard . to even come on and say hi to you all. and seeing as i am helping out with the person that is ill . i also have not been look after myself as well ad have had some preety close calls and i am going thu one right now . i got on here today and looked thru my stuff and well i have not had a comment in 4 months ....that is bad because i know it is because i have not hit anyones page with luv in a while . jut know (even though i am DARKNESS) you all re still in my thoughts and my DARK heart.thank you to all my fufriends and fans and family. forever,
DARK
5kOnly 5k to level...has over 200 pics
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My 111608 Kiss FortuneBe patient in one moment of anger - escape a hundred days of sorrow. --- Passion is good, but withhold quick judgement and fiery words until you can see the entire picture. You may be pleasantly surprised.
On Being In Love...i have always been one who lives by his passions...with a decidedly romantic lean...and at times it has caused me great anguish...the unrequited loves of one's youth...falling for one without due scrutiny...believing when there is no substance...and more.
i admit to wearing my heart on my sleeve....how can one not, after all? life is filled with pleasures for the senses, all senses profiting from the open acceptance of that which surrounds us, even when there are the occasional rifts created when, by seeking that which fulfills us we stumble into chasms where we believed there to be firmament, and more....
i had fallen....the word love was a key part to this 'falling'....and in the course of this, was made to realise that it was not what was thought to be....much pain resulted from this...even when, in recognising its death, i continued to grieve and think it still alive....one does that i suspect because one seeks an end to the pain one is enduring...even as one knows it is not to b
Poetryrant
life was going to fast spun me round like an aircraft, jeted from here to ther never bieng able to stop; so I exploded. now I'm finding my self piece by piece, but my sanity I could not keep. so in the end life is to fast slow down and look at what has past.
SermonSup Juggalos,
As you may or may not know, the Fellowship of Juggalos is in our three months of Religious Awareness. We have ninjas stand up and tell us about their religion and how it equates to the Dark Carnival. My ninja Moose, who is a Jewish Juggalo, stepped up on my request and told us a lil bit about Judaism as he sees it. The part that struck me the most is where he told us that Judaism is based off the idea of Family (hmm sounds like a Dark Carnival item). When you die Jewish, you will continue to live spiritual or reincarnate as long as someone in your Family remembers you (hmmm I've heard that in other Religions, I'm I hearing some relationships). This makes sense to me. Lemme introduce a concept. In Quantum Physics it states that you Think therefore you are. Thinking can be equated to believing. In Quantum physics if in my reality and perception I believe (beyond a shadow of a doubt) that the dude sitting next to me doesn't exist, than essential he doesn't exist
$600i need $600 by end of the day today...
moving the entire clan and have to sign a lease and i'm $600 short till the 1st....
anyone?
PoetryTime, we chase it, want more of it, always cravying for one more minute , its like being in a time worp on fast forward. we chase after it because we are affraid that someday we may not have it.
The gift of sight, we charish it, be greatfull for it, some are not as lucky to enjoy the power of sight. We read everything from words to eyes with our sight , we would be lost without our sight .
Smells, smells are wanderfull . If we couldn't smell we couldn't emagine, and if we can't emagine we are not alive, so be greatfull and thankfull for all of what we have.
Poetryfeel the silence
ahh, the silence. I lay in rest finally. No screams, no tears, no pain, it all drifted away with my body. I lie deep beneath the rocks, dirt, grass, and snow, betwean the layers of mother earths crust.The fealing of silence is so great. I no longer feel the worlds angziety, it all drifts away with the sarrow, away with the uncertinty, it is great to feel the silence. I cannot see, i cannot speak, i cannot hear, but i can feel the silence and it is the most peacefull thing i have found and now i can sleep.
PoetryDeaths wings
Looking down from afar, from a dark damp room at the cold wet ground. A million little beads of rain fall so rapidly it looks like it will never stop, it just wont stop. The sky is pitch black, and the wind rushes up your bony back, a shiver slithers up your spine, a feeling like death creeps up upon your soul, almost as if it will stop your innocent heart. But you put all of it aside because you have walked into your own tiny little world were the pain and weakness is swept away.
You are looking down at the soft squishy ground thats coverd in mud,pondering the thought of arrow dynamics with the taste of flight on your tongue. What if you could fly? You look at the now thundering storm, slowly taking a step outword with every breath. On the window seal you stand, arms open, spread like angel wings. There are two choices you have, just let go, let everything become free? or do you back down? run away again? But before you know it, your legs slip out from under you a
A Late Vet Day BlogSacrifices are given and made at home and in foreign lands. And though we may have different feelings as to why we are here, we still stand the watch. We perform our duties and roles to the best of our ability. We rely on our training and our experience to erase all doubts. We stand the watch. On the shore, in the sky or on the sea, we miss holidays because we know that they are a privilege not a guarantee. Each day is a blessing, each meal is a feast, and the time that we have with our family is a moment that we strive for. We stand the watch. Even though we miss our families, even though we may be wounded or killed and even though our children may grow up without a mom or dad, we our committed to the performance of our duty. We will continue to stand the watch.
When you look into the cold and distant eyes of some veterans know that behind those eyes is a world of pain. Know that he/she has witnessed horrors and atrocities that no one should ever have to witness. When yo
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Poetrypoetry
Beauty of a storm
The clouds swell with angar. The sky cry's, pooring out tears of rain. And it falls fast and hard pounding on roof tops,it elegently dances on the tin tops of houses making its own beat to dance to. The darkness claps thunder like an old beaten drumb rumbling and pounding against the night sky. Lightning thumps the ground and with every light it shines so bright it becomes blinding. The wind howls as it rips and roars threw the valley and mountains.The air becomes chowecked with the thick fog as it wraps the whole land in a tight blanket. the dark sky becomes clear and the rain slowly comes to a stop. only now dose it begin to settle down, i love the beauty of a storm.
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Awake.sunlight crept through the blinds
today, when morning came
I woke to the sound of your voice
I heard it whispering my name
my heart started to race
while the rest of me stayed still
afraid to open my eyes
and realize it wasn't real
they finally fluttered open
squinting, fighting the light
but no one was there
no one holding me tight
I squeezed my eyes back shut
since nothing is what it seems
I just want to hear your voice again
I'll see you in my dreams ♥
New Train...tweety's Got Attitude..come Check It Out (updated: New Members Added)Tweety's Got Attitude...You know the drill Fan/Rate/Add or Re-rate the members. If you are already a friend, just leave a comment that Tweety's Got Attitude or Gotta love Tweety's attitude.
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Really 2Well here we are with another funckin Monday under our belts. Just wanted to take a moment and say "Thank You" to all my friends who support me and I really appreciate all the personal responses from you "Gals" on the squirting blog. Damn!!! Didn't know the sport was so popular.
Well, I finally got a new corporation formed for the purpose submitting an application to the newly elected President Burrack (Barry) H. Obama to send some of the billions of dollars floating around for us purr folks. I am an "expert" in corporate formations and can even write the grant request to have the federal government consider sending your newly formed company billions of dollars ($$$$). For your information, should your company gross a billion dollar grant at one time, you and your company could spend $3,333,333.33 every day for three years and still have money left over. In FuBar words, "honey, that's a shit pot load of 11's and Fubucks for everyone"...hell, we could actually rent a plane and pick a
Hrmso yeah, apparently there's blogging. dunno how i failed to notice that.
anyways.
*belches*
>.>
I Like Choice Music Of Diverse GenresI like so called "Southern Rock (Rebel Rock)" music. I also enjoy various choice music genres such as rock, folk, 60s & 70s (Classic Rock), blues, zydeco, raggae, country, bluegrass, and jazz (Big Band, swing). My favorite instrument in music to listen to is the guitar. A great lead and rhythm guitarist makes me like the music even more. In fact, just to listen to a great guitarist by themselves is a great pleasure to me. I also like banjo, saxiphone, and piano.
My favorite blues guitarists are Robert Johnson, Eric Clapton, Jimi Hendrix.
My favorite jazz guitarist is Robben Ford.
My favorite bluegrass band is Alison Krauss And Union Station.
My favorite band of all is Lynyrd Skynyrd. My favorite band in my local area here in Richmond Indiana is Dallas Moore And The Snatch Wranglers. The Sulentic Brothers from South Bend, Indiana is also one of my favorite local bands. My favorite jazz band is Weather Report. Believe it or not I also enjoy "longhaired" (classical) music. My Fav
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Just An Old FoolJUST AN OLD FOOL
I may be just an old fool, but I know your soul has to be free
I know you can’t be just for me
I know that getting close to anyone is not your goal in life
I know you’ll probably never again be a man’s wife
I think I know you as well as anyone can do
but I don’t think anyone will ever know the real you
I don’t think you want to face how you feel
you hide within the game, so you don’t have to face what’s real
I don’t need a long commitment, it doesn’t have to be just you and me
I do want a long term lover that will be there for me to see
You say that we can be friends and that’s as far as it can go
I say I want to be your main lover, and you say no, no, no
To say the word love is strictly against the rules
to even think of it, I would be such a fool
There’s nothing worse than an old fool, so that’s a place I won’t go
sometimes I do have these feelings, but that’s something you can never know
You say you have no problem playing with friends
Me And TaraYou are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.
Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because
Still Hanging In There.....Mom is still hanging in there but not sure how much longer she is going to last. They have mentioned Hospice and that they really can't do much more than what they are doing right now. Mom has done a bit of talking and the talking that she has done has been slurred and mumbled. You can understand what she is saying but you have to listen close. She is still Mom for all practical purposes. She knows who she is and who my sister and I are and lots of other things, but the lenght of time she is awake and the amount that she can talk is getting less and less. We are still holding out hope but not sure if that is enough. Mom has to do somethings herself before the Drs etc can do for her. Everything is in her hands as well as His hands at this point.
OuchI am posting this to inform and to urge. I have never been an activist per se, but I have been thinking lately of starting. I was rear ended by a drunk driver Friday night. I am in soo much pain, I can hardly stand it. This is me BEGGING you to PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE be careful when you go out. Bring a friend, a designated driver. I am SO lucky my son wasnt in the car with me; I continue to thank my lucky stars every day. I know I whine and complain a lot, but please people, if you drink dont drive. It ruins lives, it takes away their cars, their families, their paychecks when they have to take time off of work because they cant stand or sit up. Also, when you do drive, drive the same at 2 am as you do at 2 pm, or 4 pm, or 9 am. It is the same road, and the same vehicle. When the light turns yellow, STOP! hello!!! Red light means STOP, not let off the gas and hope the light turns green before you get to the person who did stop! Thank you, this public service announcement has been brought
American Justice?Action Alert
Urge President Bush to Pardon Border Agents Ramos and Compean
Agents Sent to Federal Prison for "doing their job" -- securing the border
On January 17, 2007, two brave U.S.
Border Patrol agents -- Ignacio Ramos and Jose Compean -- began serving their combined 23-year prison terms!
Their crime?
Defending our nation's southern border against illegal alien drug smugglers.
In other words, these two men are in federal prison for what Congressman Tom Tancredo called, "doing their job" -- securing the border.
Here are the facts:
Border Agents Ignacio Ramos and Jose Compean spotted a suspicious van on U.S. soil near the U.S.-Mexico border.
The van was being driven by an illegal alien -- Osvaldo Aldrete-Davila -- who was smuggling 743 pounds of marijuana into the United States.
When the illegal alien drug smuggler saw Agents Ramos and Compean, he ran for the border. The agents heard gun shots while pursuing Aldrete-Davila on foot.
Accord
My Hair Should Be....durrrrrYour Hair Should Be Brown
You are an intelligent, well respected person.
You are very confident. You take yourself seriously, and other people take you seriously too.
You are a good leader, and you can be trusted with someone's life.
You motivate people well, and you command respect easily.
You are competent, successful, and organized. You can't stand chaos.
Some people mistake you for being cold, calculating, or elitist.
What Color Hair Should You Have?
The Keys To My HeartThe Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
An Attainable Challenge, I S'poseMen See You As: An Attainable Challenge
You know how to make your man crave more of you
But you also know when to show some interest back
You're good at keeping your guy guessing
And over time, you'll let him know how you really feel
Do Men Find You a Challenge?
*bleh*Ok, so since the last time, the one who wanted to go on a date is probably a non-issue.
The married one will probably never turn in to anything due to the circumstances.
And the "ex" is barely on my mind in that way any more.
I still joke around with the second one, and it's nice to be able to do that, but I think I let certain other thoughts go through my mind way too much. Not just sexual ones...which is what concerns me.
No matter...back to where I was...bleh...
Brass MonkeySubject: Brass Monkey
CANNON BALLS !!!
It was necessary to keep a good supply of cannon balls near the cannon on old war ships. But how to prevent them from rolling about the deck was the problem. The best storage method devised was to stack them as a square based pyramid, with one ball on top, resting on four, resting on nine, which rested on sixteen.
Thus, a supply of 30 cannon balls could be stacked in a small area right next to the cannon. There was only one problem -- how to prevent the bottom layer from sliding/rolling from under the others.
The solution was a metal plate with 16 round indentations, called, for reasons unknown, a Monkey. But if this plate were made of iron, the iron balls would quickly rust to it. The solution to the rusting problem was to make them of brass - hence, Brass Monkeys.
Few landlubbers realize that brass contracts much more and much faster than iron when chilled. Consequently, when the temperature dropped too far, the brass indenta
Mourning The Death Ofcommon SenseToday we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape.
He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as:
Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault.
Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge).
His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.
Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job
OyJust heard back from my surgeon. He says the MRI showed the tumor looked to be extensive enough that a lumpectomy would not be an option. Since a mastectomy is such a big deal, though, he said we could try another biopsy in a different area to make sure the cancer is as big as they thought. So now I get to wait to have that scheduled too... but worth it if it means I can save most of my boob.
*sigh*
My Spare TimeI like to walk through a mall naked and make fun of all the people wearing clothes. Anybody else?
Only 2k To RockstarI am merely 2k away from becoming a rockstar.
I need whatever help you can spare.
If you rate my pics I will rate your pics.
Whatever help you can spare will be greatly appreciated.
Thank You
Fallen Angel Lovefallen angel love
Current mood: artistic
Category: Writing and Poetry
[Verse 1]
If I could, take a trip, to outer space
She would be the one, I will see
When I get, to heavens gate
She would welcome me with her arms, open wide, and a smile
Will shadow me brighter than the sun
She hasn't had a fair chance, so I'll give her one
Let me tell you who she is, yeah
[Chorus]
She's a fallen angel, sent from heaven up above
She's a fallen angel, waitin for me to love her, yeah
(Know that she's) She's a fallen angel, take your judgment off her
I know, that she's a fallen angel
[Verse 2]
You know, I should
Help her mend, her broken wings
So she can fly again
But I don't, wanna lose everything that I've gained
Turnin me a selfish man (oh)
Cause without em my heart just don't go, no more (no more)
I couldn't take the pain, from watchin her fly away
So say that you'll stay
She's mine
[Chorus]
She's a fallen angel, (ooh) sent from heaven u
Loneliness....Have u ever had 1 of those days when u feel like no one is there,
Have u ever wished u could just hear the words I love u and I still care?
Have u ever needed someone u miss them so much ur heart cries,
Have u ever wanted to trust so much u believed all the simple lies?
No words cant describe all these feelings inside my head and heart,
But I do know the distance is killing me day by day, hr by hr, every second we are apart.
True love is a blessing a gift that 1 should cherish,
Pls hold on and appreciate it or someday it will perish.
HELLO EVERYONE....THIS IS JUST A LIL PEEK OF HOW IM FEELING AT THE MOMENT! :(
Tears Of A Vampirevampire tears
Current mood: aroused
Category: Writing and Poetry
The colours of my last dawn are fading
Soon the night will be here
I look at the world with my new eyes
It?s hard to describe what I see
Everything has changed, but still it?s the same
Inside I feel a hunger and a growing pain
I run from myself in the night
I cry for the victims I bite
But still I?m a vampire, but I don?t want to live
In this endless dark
Now I hide in the shadows
When the moon shed it?s light
I guess I will live forever
An immortal trapped in time...
Darkness around me I stand here alone
Forever to serve by my masters throne
I run from myself in the night
I cry for the victims I bite
But still I?m a vampire, but I don?t want to live
In this endless dark
Darkness around me I stand here alone
Forever to serve by my masters throne
I cry the vampire tears
I scream but nobody hears
My chains last forever but I will not be alone
I will give you my eternal kiss...
I
The Beginning.....Prologue
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Cambridge, a scholarly city of learning. Home, to
among other things, one of the best universities of the world. But...appearances can be deceptive,
and there is much more to Cambridge than meets the eye.
Sometime in the 18th century, the Baron Fortesque was made Chancellor of the University. Seeing the advanced science and technology around him,this good man was overpowered by the dark force of greed and became obsessed with knowledge and power. This lust for knowledge led him to hire the best scientists and craftsmen the land had to offer. Fortesque kept these unfortunate individuals in shabby hovels fit only for rats, cockroaches and other vermin and worked them all day in an attempt to create a machine which would make him the richest man
in the world.
One day, one of the scientists drew up plans for a massive steam driven engine which was capable of achieving the alchemists' dream-
transmuting matter. Fortesque immediately had the man im
Observation?"hey i noticed you have tattos and boobs"
I think I'll give this guy a medal....especially since his spelling is so pristine. I mean, no one has ever noticed either one of those things before......
Just TalkIt baffles me that on here some of the common rules of being a friend go out the window. That instead of a supposed friend coming to you on here and saying hey I'm mad at you for doing this or that or upset with you, etc, etc...they just block me. Um sorry but in my life if a friend does something to bother me...I talk to them. I tell them what is up and give them the chance to explain themselves.
Today I'm going to be taking a closer look at everyone on my family list and removing people I don't think there is trust with. The reason why is cause the last person to block me yesterday was a family member, supposedly a good friend but they couldn't come talk to me and say they were mad? And the worst thing is...they are mad about me not RATING THEM. I even told them why I hadn't. Saturday night and all day Sunday and today...I've been sick. The one side of the back of my throat is so swollen. I mean it sticks about about 1/4 to 1/2 inch more than it should. It hurts just s
The Amusing Line Of The Day :Mr. Madison, what you've just said is one of the most insanely idiotic things I have ever heard. At no point in your rambling, incoherent response were you even close to anything that could be considered a rational thought. Everyone in this room is now dumber for having listened to it. I award you no points, and may God have mercy on your soul.
My Trip!This is gonna be a long one, so pour yourself a pint of Guinness and get settled in!
So, as you may have already gathered, I have returned from vacation. Yay! For those who missed it, I was in London for three days, then in Ireland for just over a week. I have exactly one crapton of pictures, but seeing as how I just got in last night and had to work this morning, I haven't had time to sort through them yet. I'll do that soon and put up the best ones here.
So, London. It was very... British. I really enjoyed it, actually. I managed to see most of the major sights thanks to one of those awesome double-decker bus tours. Didn't have time to go in the British Museum though. Boo! I did get to have tea in the crypt of St. Martins-in-the-Field church, just off of Trafalgar Square. It was neat!
London has an interesting feel to it. Seems like most of the buildings are row after solid row. Combine that with the strange layout of streets jutting off at odd angles, and it kind of made me
Abc Of Ex's/ex Lovers...lolabc of ex's/ex lovers lol
Body: A is for the automobile which he doesn't own.
B is also for brain, which was located between his legs.
C is for the commitment that was never there.
D is for the dildo he didn't know I had.
E is for ego. His was bigger than a hot air balloon.
F is for his faithfulness, as long as there wasn't something or someone better to do.
G is also for the spot he could never find!
H is for laughter (HA! HA!) the last sound he heard from me as he was walking out the door.
I is for impotent which is what I told everyone he was.
J is for jugular, the one I'd love to sever.
K is for kinky, he always started without me.
L is for love in most cases, but exceptions have been made, L is for LOSER in this case, along with LUSH and LITTLE DICK.
M is for MAN.
Has anyone been able to find one? Have you ever met one? Do you know where any are?
N is for the narcotics. He drove me past alco
MovieSo everyone whats a to in a movie with some big actor right well yeah so their filming George Clooney new movie at my college and well I'm in it how odd is that??? Well yeah I get to be a Speical Forces Sergeant...yeah so... other then that I get to pretend to live at Fort Bragg...
When You See My Face I Hope It Gives You Hell....monday morning....i can already tell its going to be a fucked up day.
work schedule 6am-3pm...got to work at 630 am. so yah i was a little pissed about being late.. then i got in trouble for having my phone out and I was FUCKING furious.
well then I spent most of my fucking lunch break on hold with my gay ass insurance company. Trying to figure out when my bill was due.
Then, I had a message on myspace from my lame ass exboyfriend Nick, who fucked me over hardcore..I'm not TALKING to you douche bag!!! grrrr
then to top it ALL off...im sick...
GOD DAMN!!!!!!! grrrrrr.....i need a cigarette and my stupid break is not until 12:30. Im fucking pissed off today...
I wanna get fucked up and pass out...
thats what I wanna do tonight..
Anyone Wanna Addanyone wanna add me on mysapce. i posted one before but can't figure out how 2 get it so i if anyone can tell thanxs. my url fro mysapce is wwww.myspace.com/slientangelx919 u can send me a friends request
Happy Birthday BubbaWell today my brother would be 31, its hard to believe its only been a year since he died when some days its feels like just yesterday.
Whats sad is i cant even remember what i bought him last year, ive thought about it all night but i just dont remember.
I miss his laugh the most, his smile and though my head is filled with the horrible images from that day i always keep his smile in my heart.
I would give anything just to be able to say i love you one more time, to hear another silly joke most times only he got.
My heart aches knowing that everyday is just that..another day without him in it. Though i will never understand why he chose to end his life i will forever live mine remembering just how important he was in mine.
11-17-77 - 11-24-07
11.17.08 - Weezer - Undone (the Sweater Song)SONG VERSION BELOW
Undone -- The Sweater Song - Weezer
VIDEO VERSION BELOW
Undone -- The Sweater Song - Weezer
LYRICS BELOW
(Hey bra, how we doin' man?)
(Alright)
(It's been a while man life is so rad
This band's my favourite man, don't you love them?)
(Yeah)
(Oh man you want a beer?)
(Alright)
(Oh man
Hell bra this is the best man
I'm so glad we're all back together and stuff
This is great man)
(Yeah)
(Hey do you know about the party after the show?)
(OK)
(Oh man it's gonna be the best
I'm so stoked
Take it easy bra)
I'm me
Me be
Goddamn
I am
I can
Sing and
Hear me
Know me
If you want to destroy my sweater
Pull this thread as I walk away
(Hey, what's up?)
(Not much)
(Umm, did you hear about the party?)
(Yeah)
(I think I'm gonna go, but umm my friends don't really want to go
Could I get a ride?)
Oh no
It go
It gone
Bye-Bye (Bye!)
Who I
I think
I sink
and I die
If you want to destroy my sweater
Pull this thr
Just About Me...updated..lolAll about yourself...the survey.All about yourself...First name?:: JadeMiddle name?:: Like your name?:: YES!Named after anyone?:: dunno..Any nicknames?:: jandy,deded,sugar,shugzAge?:: 34Birthdate?:: August 5, 1974Birthplace?:: PhilippinesTime you were born?:: 0500Current location?:: homeHeight?:: 5ftLike your height?:: 49kgEye color?:: jet blackContacts/glasses?:: huh??lolHair color?:: blackNatural hair color?:: blackDye your hair often?:: not in 5 years nowRighty or lefty?:: rightyYour favorite...Type of music?:: rock, RnBBand or singer?:: bothTV show?:: grey's anatomy,CSIMovie?:: tears of the sun, step up 2, gladiator, braveheart,spiderman,X-men,MI,5th ElementTV channel?:: news?Radio station?:: any..Place to be?:: beach and there's no place like HOME.Thing to do?:: lots..Food?:: oriental Non alcoholic drink?:: coffee n teaAlcoholic drink?:: vodkaAnimal?:: IGUANA but don't have 1 :(Holiday?:: all of holidays..lolSeason?:: summerSport?:: love extreme but haven't tried ..Place to shop?:
What A Woman Wants..."Whatever you give a woman, she's going to multiply. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby.
If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal.
If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.
So —if you give her any crap, you will receive a ton of shit."
Backfire...Ever do something to prove a point, find out that you're right, and STILL have it blow up in your face?
The Girl I LoveCANT FID THE ORIGINAL VIDEO(THERES ONE SOMEWHERE)
The girl I love she got long black wavy hair
Whoa, the girl I love, she's got long black wavy hair
I do declare!
The girl I love, yeah, she's got long black wavy hair,
Ah yeah,
Her Mother and her Father, Lordy,
Sure don't, sure don't want me there.
Well I, I go back to my baby, Lord
I, I swear I wouldn't lie
I never saw that sweet woman yeah
For five long years gone by, yeah.
Well I, said I, whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh, I
I'm goin' home
'Cos she's a sweet little darlin', whoa
I said I been away, ah for too long.
I been away too long.
Well, when my baby walks, she shakes
Just like a willow tree, yes she does.
Well my baby, when she walks, you know
Oh that sweeter baby
You know she walks, walks all over me.
Ooh yeah. Whoa. Love my baby.
Last NightOMG....LAST NIGHT WAS AMAZING...WELL IT ALL STARTED WHEN I HAD TO GO PICK MY BOYFRIEND UP FROM OHIO. ON OUR WAY HOME LAST NIGHT WE HIT TWO OF THE MAJOR SNOW STORMS THAT HIT OHIO, PENNSLYVANIA. SO WE SLOWLY WENT THROUGH UNTIL WE GOT HOME. WELL WHEN WE GOT HOME EVERYONE THE I COULD IMAGINE BEING AT MY HOUSE WAS THERE...WHICH FUCKING SUCKED..BUT ONCE EVERYONE LEFT THAT IS WHEN THE PARTY STARTED.. SINCE HE WAS IN OHIO FOR FIVE WEEKS AND DURING OUR ANNIVERSARY SO HE HAD STUFF TO MAKE UP FOR...WELL HE DID. I HAVE NEVER BEEN EATTEN OUT BEFORE LAST NIGHT BUT OMG..WAS IT GOOD..HE ROCKED MY WORLD UNTIL 4 AM. SEE THAT IS ONLY ACCORDING TO HIM A PEICE OF MY ANNIVERSARY GIFT. WELL OMG..I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT I AM WRITING THIS BUT I WANTED PEOPLE TO KNOW THAT I AM HAPPILY TAKEN AND DONT WANT TO GET ANYMORE PEOPLE TRYING TO GET INTO MY PANTS....SORRY BOYS...
Alison's GiveawaySince Alison and i move in different circles on Fubar i thought i'd tell my friends about a contest she is having. Everyone complains they can't get auto 11's... Here's your chance...
I am going to be giving away 3 Auto 11 Blings! I am looking for 10 people to compete for the most rates to win an Auto 11 Bling.
First 3 people to get a combination of 100 rates and 10,000 comments will win an Auto 11 Bling.
If you are interested, please leave the link to the picture you wish to use in this contest. As soon as I have 10 contestants, the contest will begin.
The Auto 11 Blings will be awarded during a Happy Hour for double the points!
This contest is only open to those who have a verified salute!
Here's her blog link...
http://fubar.com/blog/259987/919611
And her page link in case you wanna be friends
◊{£Ï♥}◊@ fubar
Good luck everyone
Leveling Help 110justm41~~ Team Leader of the Omega Bomber~~ Fuangels ~~@ fubar
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The Seventh Commandment Apes Stunted MienThe seventh commandment, "Thou shalt not commit adultery" from Exodus 20:14 does not just apply to Valentine's Day when "love is in the air" or only if you're married. Like all of God's commandments, it's about faithfulness and like the United States is supposed to be (as least if the Pledge of Allegiance is any indication), being indivisible, incapable of being divided or demonstrating any kind of divided loyalty. How can you honestly say that you love someone if you're not faithful (i.e. committed)? How can you and I love someone as Jesus Christ has loved you if you don't keep your word, even when it's painful or inconvenient for you to do so?
Speaking of Him, this commandment is also expanded upon in the Sermon on the Mount. In Matthew 5:27-28, we read: "Ye have heard that it was said of old time, Thou shalt not commit adultery: But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman who to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart." (I can only ass
This One Is For WitchieI was cutting the rug down at place called The Jug
with a girl named Linda Lou
when in walked a man with a gun in his hand
and he was looking for you know who.
He said, 'Hey there, fellow with the hair colored yellow,
whatcha tryin' to prove?
'Cause that's my woman there and I'm a man who cares
and this might be all for you.'
I said, 'Excuse me.'
I was scared and fearing for my life,
I was shaking like a leaf on a tree
'cause he was lean, mean, big and bad, Lord,
pointin' that gun on me.
'Oh, wait a minute, mister, I didn't even kiss her.
Don't want no trouble with you.
And I know you don't owe me but I wish you'd let me
ask one favor from you.'
'Say, won't you
gimme three steps, gimme three steps, oh mister,
gimme three steps toward the door?
Gimme three steps, gimme three steps, oh mister,
and you'll never see me no more.'
Well the crowd cleared away and I began to pray
and the water fell on the floor.
And I'm telling you, son, it ain't no fun
staring
Achilles Last StandTHIS ONE IS FOR YOU HARDCORE ZEP FANS
It was an April morning,
When they told us we should go.
As I turned to you,
You smiled at me.
How could we say no?
With all the fun to have,
To live the dreams we always had.
Woa the songs to sing,
When we at last return again.
Sending off a glancing kiss,
To those who claim they know.
To know the streets the seaman hears,
The devil is in his hole.
Oh, to sail away,
To sandy lands and other days.
Oh, to touch the dream,
Hides inside and never seen, yeah!
Into the sun, the south, the north,
Lies the first of hope.
The shackles of commitment fell,
In pieces on the ground.
Oh, to ride the wind,
To tread the air above the din.
Oh, to laugh out loud,
Dancing as we fought the crowd.
To seek the man whose pointing hand,
[ Led Zeppelin Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
The giant step unfolds,
With guidance from the curving path,
That churns up into stone.
If one bell should ring,
In celebration for
For My Selffor 25 years i hated my self and thought that iam worthless that i dont deserve any kind of happyness muchless love i push people away alot and always had a problem with making friends eiother becuse i could not talk to them or becuse i just did not want too for the first time in my life i relze its not my fult and to let it go iam going to confront my father and tell him what i think and to forgive him for never being a father just a dead beat who care more for his bike his weed or cigs or for his gf the thing i still cant do is forgive my mother that is going to be the harder she is the one who made me feel this way her and me iam the worset player in this part then even my own mother i was thinking abount it this morning how iam tire of liveing my life like this and want to make a changeiam doing baby steps the road ahead for me is not easy but anything in this life is not we all do it one way or another i ry my head off this morning and fall a sleep doing so the one person who was
Me3Recently I wrote about myself in the last couple of blogs....it's difficult to do in the medium that is Fubar. This is Flash and Sparkle and Dazzle and I'm laying bare bones simple down instead by revealing some of me. Most will not care...some will and I thank those that read my words and even took time to comment. However, that said...please indulge me here. There are some that have NEVER met me, never talked to me on the phone and know me only on this site for the most part and still have the audacity to comment on what I am, who I am, how I have changed..etc..etc. First, and in my defense. YOU haven't ever taken the time to know me and if you come at me with accusations or manipulative comments about 'how I have changed'.....how exactly do you expect me to respond?? Let's see...hmmmm....let's bitch slap the Guido with words not to kind and see what he does. Well, let me save you the trouble...I'm not going to reciprocate...life's too short. I have friends that are as loyal to me he
Just An UpdateWell, folks. It's been quite a while since I've been on here. To the ones that actually know me, yes. I know it's been too long. I've missed you guys too. To those that don't actually know me, I've missed ya'll too. lol I'm still havin' to do stuff on a friend's comp right now til mine gets fixed (again), but at least I'm able to get on every once in a while. I'll talk to you all soon.
May the Goddess guide you in light & in love!
The JokerSome people call me the space cowboy, yeah
Some call me the gangster of love
Some people call me Maurice
Cause I speak of the pompitous of love
People talk about me, baby
Say I'm doin' you wrong, doin' you wrong
Well, don't you worry baby
Don't worry
Cause I'm right here, right here, right here, right here at home
Cause I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
I play my music in the sun
I'm a joker
I'm a smoker
I'm a midnight toker
I sure don't want to hurt no one
I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
I play my music in the sun
I'm a joker
I'm a smoker
I'm a midnight toker
I get my lovin' on the run
Wooo Wooooo
You're the cutest thing
That I ever did see
I really love your peaches
Want to shake your tree
Lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey all the time
Ooo-eee baby, I'll sure show you a good time
Cause I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
I pla
Weddinghey last night my fiancee came home...it was great..he told my sister that he is never going to leave me and that when i was a way from him that he was thinking and said told me that I am his soulmate. So we have been thinking about getting married! He would like to get married in MAY 2009. I have no problem with that. I love him so much. I want to have a causual wedding but i dont know where to have it. Since i am In Buffalo, NY does anyone have any ideas on where to get married. * Buffalo is still somewhat cool in MAY*
"anna Shadow Leveler"I made an agrrement with Anna the shadow leveler to level Me to my current level and a 3 month VIP for some animation that she has on her site...
She has indeed helped me level to the current level but has yet to send the 90 day VIP status...
I couldnt believe that she would renig on the agreement, I have always had high respect for her....
Funny how people arnt as they seem...
saddens me to think shes this way, but I have yet to see the 90 day VIP....
My artwork doesnt take just a few minutes to create, they take time I hold valuable....
its truly a shame....
Too Many MenI've come to realize that I will probably need a harem of men to fulfill all the roles in my life. Because can one man really be the end-all everything? Is there one perfect person to be my all? I'm not so sure anymore. So maybe I should stop searching...
The Boyfriend.
He is the new hope. Every time a new relationship pops up- it would allow me the hope that "this is it! I'm done searching". Falling in love is exciting and brings out the best in everyone. There's so much to learn from each other, so much to explore. He'd provide the perfect setting for a normal relationship- good sex, good chemistry, good adventures... and he'd bring with him the drama that breaks a hopeful heart.
The Husband.
He's a constant. But he'd be little more than a room mate on the rare occasions that he was actually under the same roof. There would be no sex. Instead it would be a partnership based on parenthood and business. But he would offer security and stability.
The Ex Lover.
Sex with him w
Merci`s 2WELCOME TO FUBAR NEED POINTS TO LEVEL COME PARTY AT THE ORIGINAL LOUNGE FOR FIREFIGTER WE ARE LIKE NO OTHER LOUNGE ON FUBAR FIRE FIGHTERS HALL HAS THE BEST FIRE FIGHTERS WE NOW HAVE SHOCKWAVE RADIO THE PEOPLE STATION
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The Rules Of The FuThis is great...you should read.
The fuck you's of fubar!
Fuck You#1
OK PEOPLE STOP POSTING Bulletins saying GOODNIGHTS ON Fubar . ITS NOT LIKE Fubar
IS UR FUCKING HUSBAND OR WIFE TO SAY GOOD NIGHT To DUMB ASS.
Fuck You #2
To the people who have like 25,000 friends;Are you fucking serious?
You're stupid. Go play in traffic.point hoe's
Fuck you #3
Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly"
because if you were, you wouldn't post them.
If you do you're a fucking moron.
Fuck you #4
NOBODY cares about threats over the internet,
so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard.
Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics;
Even if you win, you're still retarded.
Fuck You #5
Quit crying because you're not on someones 'Top friend or family memeber '.
Who cares?!?
ITS Fubar !!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone!
Fuck you #6
Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!!
Don't
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JwhMs. D has them. Rate her before they expire. :P
JWH has Auto 11s. She's always great about rating us. :)
Go rate her!!!
JWH@ fubar
Now, please forgive me. I am gonna lie down a bit. Not feeling so hot. ♥
Trivium - This World Can't Tear Us ApartI was so empty
Self loathing
Before you awoke me
Lived in transgression
Feasted sin
Destroying all I stood for
A world with spreading disease
Legs up for infidelity
They force feed of their stiffened sickness
They promised hiding their rings
To suck down some of the things
That cheat this world into lovelessness
All the pain in this world won't stop us now
For we have each other
All the hate in this world can't tear us apart
This love is forever
In arms we'll turn away
From their ways
We'll live like no other
Together we're hope
Absolute
The only thing that matters
A world with spreading disease
Legs up for infidelity
They force feed of their stiffened sickness
They promised hiding their rings
To suck down some of the things
That cheat this world into lovelessness
All the pain in this world won't stop us now
For we have each other
All the hate in this world can't tear us apart
This love is forever
All the pain in this world won't stop us now
Friends For LifeIf youre in my fu-family please go check because this blog is for you I would do anything for all of you and I consider all of you true friends I wish I could meet in person You all mean the world to me and I love all of you
Hatebeing sick.. someone wanna come take care of me????
Its That Time Again....own Me..Im Up 4 Auction Again..
Ive had 3 Amazin Fu Owners so Far..And Wow did they Spoil me Good..So now im LoOkin for a New Fu-Owner...
Here is the link 2 the Photo,Click on the link so you can Start your Bid...
The Link lets you know what i offer..But i am willin to Offer more my Request...I Will also Make You a Salute Video,Add Your Name 2 My Fu Screen Name...
Bid Starts off at One Bling Pack...
May The Best Bid Win..
Muahz!!
My MomOk my friends sorry if I am a bitch 2day or just not talking...it is my Mothers Anniversary 2day
when she passed away sooo just "BEAR" w/me ok thanks.....=(
MondayOK say what you wanna say on this blog
If some one takes the time to post comments on your profile - do you think it is right or wrong to delete or deny them, regardless of what you think (as long as they are not severely distasteful)?
POLITE NOTICE TO DELETERS - IF YOU DELETE MY COMMENT WHY DONT YOU JUST DELETE ME COS SOONER OR LATER I WILL MORE THAN LIKELY DELETE YOU.
Hall Bully 11/17 /08WELCOME TO FUBAR NEED POINTS TO LEVEL COME PARTY AT THE ORIGINAL LOUNGE FOR FIREFIGTER WE ARE LIKE NO OTHER LOUNGE ON FUBAR FIRE FIGHTERS HALL HAS THE BEST FIRE FIGHTERS WE NOW HAVE SHOCKWAVE RADIO THE PEOPLE STATION
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He Is Alive!Just got word please thank god for watching over this wonderful man . He is alive and at home . The bitch he lives with is home sick with him he cant get online. he will be online as soon as he can send his love to all.
Hall TagWELCOME TO FUBAR NEED POINTS TO LEVEL COME PARTY AT THE ORIGINAL LOUNGE FOR FIREFIGTER WE ARE LIKE NO OTHER LOUNGE ON FUBAR FIRE FIGHTERS HALL HAS THE BEST FIRE FIGHTERS WE NOW HAVE SHOCKWAVE RADIO THE PEOPLE STATION
Cant Get A Steady GirlDo women just want sex, or a relationship with me. Women never take me seriously, but will always give up the bunz, wat am i doing wrong?
Fuck FrankieA copy of an email i sent someone...sb convo follows. More to be added as soon as he responds
=== 'Allah' wrote the following at '2008-11-17 07:19:26'..
>
> you, after our evening of suck and blows. I wanna see that cock.
>
->frankie: did you like the gift frankie?
->frankie: *merely
->frankie: Who said anything ghey, eh? Why call me a terrorist? I meremy said i heard your packing some mad sausage
frankie: ur right but im not a fag so go fuck urself terrorist
->frankie: hey, i heard youre packing
frankie@ fubar
How Important Is A Profile?How important is your profile on here? I'd like to think it was very important as its an insight into the person your asking to be your friend....
However, I have also observed that alot of people do not read my profile let alone your name and status, mine clearly states that I am no longer joining fu trains, yet today I have yet again denyed someone due to a train. Ok, so I was obviously still attached to the train in mention but after the 7th attempt I got a request saying " this is my 7th attempt are you gonna accept me? this is a condition of being on a train to accept etc ...
I replied nicely that I assumed i was still on the list and then the guy accepted my reply but what niggled me was he obviously didnt pay any attention to my profile page or he would have known why i had refused again.
So my question is, is there really any point putting anything in the profile page except a pretty profile skin ? ..
there thats my monday moan over with
enjoy the rest of you
Got Heroin?Redneck fuckstick rofl. I sent his profile over to James too like I said I would. I believe hes in the process of fucking with this guys perception.
->frankie: Oh no I was just snorting a line. brb Nose bleed
frankie: it must be since you shut ur hole
frankie: is that pusssy big
At this point I left the computer to raid the kitchen.
->frankie: Heroin first. Leave it in the mailbox with a vile of deer blood.
frankie: show me boobs and i might hook ya up
->frankie: You look like you need to share the drugs. Wtf do you think I asked you?
frankie: looks like ya need to stop the drugs kid
->frankie: No. I said heroin. But I know this guy that might be interested in you. I'l send him your Fubar so you guys can chat.
frankie: no but got big cock will that do
->frankie: Got heroin?
frankie: got nudes?
Goodbye BirchyMy day today did not get off to one of my better starts – one voice mail message from one of my football mates George which came through at 6:30 and thought I would listen to it in the car and ring from work – the time intrigued me. An SMS came through from George again – it told me that my friend Keith Birch (aka Birchy in the great aussie tradition) passed away overnight in his sleep. I got in my car and headed off to work and pondered when to call George and waited decided to wait until I got to work rather than get lost in the emotion of it all in peak hour traffic (I was really upset with myself for not seeing him again before he died and was planning to do it soon given he had just moved into the home not far from my father’s house).
I got in and gave George a call – his contact at the nursing home had told him that Birchy had passed away in his sleep and finally succumbed to the bout of Emphysema that had taken a grip on him in recent years. I told him once I knew I woul
Please Show Us Lovea little of what is going on.......me and punisher been talking on here for 2 years and were great friends then after a while we started having feelings, i knew of his feelings but untill 2 weeks ago he never knew of mine, i gave him my number and we talked for 9 days straight now i am living here i am truely inlove with him and he loves me i left a bad marrige of 17 years and never knew what love was till me and punisher started talking now that i am here it is so awesome to find my true love i know it sounds weird and the way things played out but we are both very happy if i had to it over again tomorrow i would i truly love him so wish us the best of luck any questioins just ask we will try and answer
btw just because we are inlove you can still be friends with him or me thanks
dallas angel and punisher 4 life
Auto 11"sWell I hope everyone had an Awesome weekend..And HAve A wonderful Week..
Tomorrow I will be running my Auto 11's that I was given by a great freind for my birthday which is also tomorrow...Please come by help me level while helping Yourself's at the same time...I will get back to each and one of as fast as I can so please don't think I don't apppreciate you all..Till Tuesday..Keep **Smiling** Give one to someone else today..It might be the only one they get!!
**SmileZ**
DreamZ
Please go to my Family memeber *Sleepy** show him some love and spank him hard..He ""RAWKS""
**GiggleZ** Don't forget to join me in the HideAway for a drink. The GreatestDj's on the fu..DJ KIDDROCK..Our Own DJ MzPurr..and Of Course DJ JONNY B GOOD..The Amazing MzMIc has the best remix's going on..So come in and visit our wonderful Family..Hell I might just buy you a drink..!!!!WOOT!! See ya there Tuesday the 18th...
Feelings At The TimeLooking into the mirror
Author: cswandering
Word count: 89
something dark awaits you,do you dare to venture in, closing eyes were darkness lies embracing full misery...Hold a moment, feel a warmth,its possible the sun is shining...to late our eyes are closed ...waiting for the next wandering victim...He stubles belongings scattered... but can he pass the test.. the eyes begin to open ........RUN RUN...the nothing has begun.........the saddness is to much i want to give in......I cant fight.........wait I see ........the light.....to late misery has won.......CS. Wandering.
NatureIn her shell
Author: cswandering
Word count: 131
She carries her burden on her back
She never had a home
Her neck is long for looking back
She always walked alone
her eyes burn with fire
Like Rubies in the sun
She hides among the leaves and rocks
Till the day is done
The earth trembles
And startled she wanders
Her skin glistens in the rain
She hunts in the down pour
Scarred from her life, I slowly feel the pain
Struggling to the curb
Walks right into the street
Her vision quickly blurred
A stranger stopped and picked her up
No fear did she show
She at in the passenger seat
Not knowing where they'd go
She came upon a log cabin
In the middle of the wood
She looked up to her master
and knew that this was good.
She had her home and she was loved
And cared for in everyway
That turtle and I are alot alike
I learn every single day
Gin 'n TonicAuthor: cswandering
Word count: 157
Gin n' Tonic
I've lost my mind
Three Left turns ago
I see a light at the end of the tunnel
The pressure in my head
Open till 1 wheres the funnel
The pressure in my head
Worse with every sip
Eyes of heaven blodshot like hell
No telling what I'll find
None the less I have left you behind
At the bottom of the bottle
Keep sipppin
The day away
Woke up with you beside
No regrets I did abide
Lying still
Sick and ill
Nothing sexy about it
So we drank some more
Coffee this time
Somehow I knew
It would all be fine
I got your number you took me home
Three days later I had you on the phone
You are someone
I want to be
Have you come to rescue me
The tides are pulling me
Under toe impatiently
Waiting to hold you for the first time
Sober
Feelings At The TimeThe Wind and Why
Author: cswandering
Word count: 442
I am always on a one way street going the wrong way
I am on the road less traveled
I know every pebble along the way
Nothing can make me fall
I know the places in the shade
The places no one else can see
I see the shadow of the leaves
Leave me be if you please
Don't tell me how to walk
When your at a dead end
I see the sun through the trees
I 'll always be your friend
Fear has taken hold
Youth replaced by old
Too scared to take the trip
Left alone out in the cold.
Remember im still around
Even when the dust is heavy
You can't see your own hand in front of you
I 'll be there to slap you in the face
I am reality
The one you have avoided
I am the future
Only a bit contorted
Follow me
You could try
I break the rules
I don't pry
I am only a rebel to those who don't strive
I am not a threat to them they are threats to themselves
They walk heavy footed killing everything in their path
I watch the fickle
Political ViewUmmm yeah
Author: cswandering
Word count: 317
Obama On The Highway
I know you're thinking: well, duh,I mean, he's a Democrat. Working class folks don't drive fancy, pricey cars.
Believe me, this is the kind of detail that doesn't escape my notice.
From what I've observed, Obama bumperstickers in Maryland are the province of the Mini-Cooper, the cutesy VW Beatles, and every junkie car in between.
In the interests of full disclosure, one very rarely sees McCain bumperstickers down here, of any sort, so it's not like I'm claiming otherwise.
So there we were, when to my utter excitement what do I see in front of me on the freeway?
AN OBAMA STICKER ON A SLATE GREY BEEMER!
I'll tell you, when I give a dollar or two to homeless people, whatever sense of smugness about myself being the second coming of Mother Teresa, is secondary to the real knowledge a person was helped.
I take care of those who can't take care of themselves, temporarily. Not 100% of the time, but let's say 95
FriendsDavid Lee RIP
Author: cswandering
Word count: 260
Suspect admits Murdering A Homeless Man
Right Above her head
Shes Gazed up to the Heavens acknowledging the dead
Many lives she knew..it just wasn't even time
Nothing to capture their essence..she reflects with prose and ryme
Why are lives in the hands of man..when we don't see a scheme we don't have the plan..
Who has the right to make lite of these..to capture a girls thoughs abstractly the front page..
The life in her eyes..the pain in their cries..The killer in the cage
She didn't know him but he was a key..between the worlds of you and me..
We take for granted the afternoon sky...to see one more and not ask why..
If this were our last..one look is all you had..i hope we all would move on..I hope its not that bad..
To go , to feel the burn..the lungs collapse the worlds turn..
I wonder if that moment if he could feel that he was a cog in that infinate wheel.David Lee had no home..What was it like to so freely roam
FamilyAuthor: cswandering
Word count: 164
Somedays more than other days,
My memory will travel back
to when you were a little boy
Somehow the world was simpler then--at least I thought it was
The world has changed so much since you were a little boy and I was young.
I know its not easy to be a man or a parent.
So my dear son this is what I hope and wish for you-
The ability to strive for your dreams-
Never to lose hope or faith in yourself or the world
Keep all things in perspective-
Always be honest and fair with yourself and others.
Remember- everything changes with time
Nothing stays the same forever
Every moment of life is so very precious,
Even the grey days,
One never knows the outcome until we finish the job.
Trust and have faith in youself.I love you
My New Song She's One ChickasawGIVE IT A LISTEN,WRITTEN BY ME & JAMES ODLE JR OUR CO WRITER GLENN ZCARZ DID EXCELLENT JOB ON THE MELODY ITS JUST A ROUGH BUT ITS ALREADY HOT DAM
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FamilyMy present
The Greatest Gift are moments shared,
A simple embrace to show you cared,
Tree or no tree todays for family,
The greatest gift
are the faces of the giver
because thats the true reward,
to know something youve done caused so much joy
and all the love directed toward
one single moment,one gentle smile one soft kiss
Its all worth while..
fall asleep dream some more
cause there ill be when you open the door,
Ill never leave I love you so although sometimes i go
Its not for long its not forever...its just for now until were toghether
Im just sorry its took mommy so long to see your smiling face I long
to hold your little hand make you smart..teach you how to be a man.
for one day youll be on your own and responsible for making a house a home..
Just remember the greatest gifts are ones that can't be bought or returned
scattered or burned ,they will even grow in time...they are yours and mine..
Merry Christmas Tobias..
X'sFor Matthew
I was new in town
but I was older somehow
Nothing as it seemed
So I picked up the phonebook
Alone and stubbling across the page
I havent thought of you until today
As if your memory was swept away
I call an old friend
Your name came up
We all loved you
You chose me
To hold your innocence
For eternity
Im sure there were reasons
we had justified
We decided it wasnt love
We had to try
You see best friends like us
we didn't want hurt
So instead of you losing it to some trick
Or me getting hurt by a jerk
We layed in the shed
The next morning light
You fell In love
It just felt right
You wanted the future
So bright and new
You kissed me so gently and begged me to stay
I said I must go even further away
That is the last time I saw
My sweet Matty Beals
Till his funeral this year
His heart I still feel
X'sRegret
He found a note the other day ,
One i hoped to god i had thrown away...
We were patching a friendship..now its torn again..
Im running out of reasons to want him as a friend..
Why does this pain follow me..For the love that I stole
So its over now ,im no longer a subject to your control..
We could reconsile for our sons sake...
I love him soooo much hes all that i'll take..
I don't want anything you have except our son..
I will never surrender..till his happiness is won..
I hope you understand, our end is my begining..
When the wind blows the birds are singing
I'll be at your door...with something to say..
I'll be leaving with our son...nothing in my way..
Im smart enough to do this right..this isn't a threat this isn't a fight..
Its just a simple promise that I'll be there ,
No matter what he'll know I care..
You can not deface me in hopes he'll hate me..
He is much smarter than you think ...
One day you will see...
Hell always have you as his father..i sai
NatureThe Freckled Fawn
Author: cswandering
Word count: 67
Shining through the tree
Peace and traquility
Following footsteps
Crackling leaves
Feel the wind caress
the contours
her female form
The birdsong for her
Barefoot and free
The spotted fawn follows
The Doe see me
Poking through the shadows
One quick movement
The moment is gone
Quick to rekindle the sacred birdsong
HomeNever the Same
Author: cswandering
Word count: 318
Ten Years ago, I left that place and moved so far away, I knew that in order to never forget I must go again one day. So we hopped in the car and we drove and drove.I knew we were getting close ,I could smell it in the air,memories overflowed me and I didn't have a care.But it was quite different know,and I wasn't sure .It looked nicer than when I left before .New houses in place of old.My corner store was gone,where I used to by Moms smokes,I would always get the change and by handfulls of war heads. The swing I flipped upside down on and got stuck,a dare they said couldn't be done,I hung around up there, But I had won that bet Icecream from them all without a regret but I never did that again forsurel.So they took the swings? what else is gone>?I ran t o my old cluhouses where we sang our off key songs...I was met with a fence seven feet high..a prisoner again I wanted to cry, why couldnt I find anything good left here...When I
Feelings At The TimeImage
Author: cswandering
Word count: 142
What you see is what you get
No in between the lines
Eyes deep and experienced
In the pain of telling lies
Arms strong from the life of picking up the mess
Caused by those who claim to care
The heavy burdens of others test
Just seemed to much to bare
To ease her starving mind
Knowledge is not always learning
I am opening my eyes
The teacher of life's lesson
Are you listening to me?
I can save you from the pain
Let these words set you free
With pen in hand and an open mind
I write these words on your heart
Hearing is the first step
Listening is the hardest part
I wrap my arms around you all
I hope you all grow strong
My will seems extreme
I refuse to let you fall
I will hang on with all that I have
Because its only an image that you see
Looking into the lake
Not the real me
So the mis truths I now forsake
Great Friends!First I want to say, I love my friends! You all are so great!
Secondly, I am going to make a Birthday folder, so any screen shots, pictures, salutes, bling, or whatever will be going in that folder. I plan to put all the pictures in comments and i will stash the bulletin since its too big for ss.
Love you guys, I'm off to work:)
X'sThe note
Author: cswandering
Word count: 270
Why didn't you want to make this work?
You could have calmed down .
You had strong assumptions of what could have been
You just wouldn't listen..the beginning of the end.
You act like I had this planned from day one.
My past has come back to haunt me .
Our first real fight and you throw in the towel!
I didn't believe it then but I can see it now.
All the things you should have done
To prove to me you were the one.
Instead you sat quietly
Starring at the distractions
To help you cope with your life.
Filling up every moment of your day,
I always felt I was in the way.
I wish things were different.
I thought you were real.
You just couldn't accept the way I feel.
I tried to tell you what it was that I needed
But I focused on you so I wasn't conceeded.
I could tell that last day .
You actually began to try.
Opening the door
Kissing me infront of him
Was I your trophy girl?
Did you not feel it was worth trying be
X'sThe Coward
Author: cswandering
Word count: 158
On his space
He showed his face
Adjacent to my name
Called me out
Cut me down called me by my name
Seven months later
This stalker write of all the pain he feels indie
All of it now has turned to hate
And I can't make it right
There were others since
But none were me and so his failure was my fault
For breaking him to make him see
A cowads fight was faught
how can you look upon me
Spying from your car
Waiting by impatiently
For my love to fall
How dare you spread my name
As a sex trophy in your sick game
Your right siomethings I can never do again
But you will always be the same
What the book your reading this month
On how to be a con
Lets throw it out
That name of yours
Shall I call you Ron
I never would have expected
You told another lie
Of dishonor and of merit
But no ones by your side
Don't wait anylonger
This chapters over
I awoke so long ago
Seven months sober
Yet I still recall
My two week ha
FamilyWhen he was sober
Author: cswandering
Word count: 303
Everyday you went out playing at the bar
Flirting with the girls
Driving in your car
You went into the Army
You served your sweet old time
Then you did close to nothing
And drank to just unwind
You had a wife and seven kids
And seven girlfriends too
And even on the day you died
They where all in love with you
Grandma stood right by you
When you sat and told your lies
I never saw her cryin'
I always knew she tried
I only remember Sundays
When all the bars where closed
You would sit in front of the TV
Eating dinner quietly
Beer or coffee in hand
Never talked to much to me
Never was a fan
Of playing with the little one
I was your only grandchild
Maybe if you spoke I would listen
And not have been so wild
One day a buddy of yours died so suddenly
Put your life in check
And you couldn't run from reality
You finally stayed sober
The first time in twenty years
Jumped into your car
And dr
FriendsJefferey Rose
Author: cswandering
Word count: 252
His hand prints he had given to me
In red paint on parchment paper
For all the world to see
When we were nine years old
My first puppy love
My geek in glasses
Red hair and freckled
Jefferey Rose
I was so proud
I told my mom
She thought it was so sweet
My step dad on the other hand asked was he white
And then began beat
I got the belt
I got the rod
His hand print marked me well
A scalding bath
A freezing rain
I wished I were in hell
All because a little boy
Thought it would be sweet
To tell me I was pretty
And he liked me for me
I wonder if he'll every know how much I really cared
I never talked to him from that day onward
Because I never dared
I ended up with more hand prints
Ones I never shared
I was the little white girl
Sitting in the rain
To cover up my tears
To wash away the pain
I was the little white girl
Wearing long sleeves and jeans
On the hottest summer days
Every time you
FriendsOl' man Don
Author: cswandering
Word count: 345
The house is for sale
His wifes in a home
Memories for a dollar
Yard sale time
Dying every moment
He clears the final shelf
Homemade afgans
Of untold wealth
Someone to talk to
Someone to listen
All the things he wants to teach
In his final lesson
He staggered to the porch
Drinks his coffee
People rummage through his home
And buy what all they see
I sit next to the old man
So how are you today?
"I am tired I am old
I am ready to fall away
I have worked hard
Established myself
Took care of my family
Now they're gone
Im all thats left
So I tell them thats all of me
If its sitting on a shelf
If It piles up on the floor
Take it all away
I don't need it anymore
All I have gained
I can't take it with me
Im to old to fix this house
And I am to old to care
But it hurts so much to see these walls bare
Once upon a time I was young and full of life
On a sunny day we'd come to stay
Just me and m
WarBombshell
Author: cswandering
Word count: 710
The wind intensely broke the mountains with fury
The trees swayed with confusion
The blast
Weather torments
A few minutes is all we have
Go west child
The winds blow from the east
Run fast my son
Follow the geese
I'm sorry to bring it all to a close
this world is too much
Only god knows
To bring you up without a fight
Is that too much to ask
The bombs are falling all around you
Nothing stands to last
What is power
Total destruction
What means to control
When will they realize
Fall out
Black out
Tears and blood
Freedom shout
To stand your ground or run away
What choice do we have
Ford the river
Quickly now no time to waste
All the war was made in haste
Nukes to cure this world ten times over
Why must we hide
Protect yourselves
War is at hand
Mother and child
Son and man
We can't live to fight another day
People blind and choose to stay
Who will they protect ?
Are our interest at
DreamsAzuraki
Author: cswandering
Word count: 752
Glistening the cobbles stone path
Slick the precise brick
He walked as though he were blind
The street lamp flickers in china town
He met a man of a spiritual force
He could read his pain
and offered a cure for a fee of course
He pulled out a beaten red suede pouch
Pinched out three cloves rolled them into a leaf
Ordered to take with ale or Sakai
And he will be lost no more
As Azuraki waked to the local market
Down past it to the cuisine
He ordered up some Saki
And ate the antidote
Blurred in sight he thought it wise to proceed to his small villa , back to the alley he returned
Behind him a chattering
The couple walked up swiftly
Cutting him off as it began to rain
He saw the way he treated her
And self inflicted her pain
He grabbed her arm
Told the man to just walk away
Looked into her eyes and said.."don't you know you deserve better than this ?"
And this girl was not pretty by any standard or means but h
WorkI hope you see
Author: cswandering
Word count: 279
I hope you see when you get to work today
Just how much you mean to me
The way you take the extra time to brighten up my day
Please don't hold concerns
Bad days melt away
And I know It matters to you , in making sure that I'm ok
I want you to know of better things
and fears I will get over
I want to make you proud of me
and take care of you when were older
I must say this job I have
Leaves me some what drained
To see such sunny skies
Yet I feel so mundane
But I have all the endurance to take it all the way
I just wish I had a good job
and we could all go play
I wish i had a job
That I could use all my talents in
That I could excel and be proud of
not this typical gas station dead end
I know I shouldn't be ashamed of it for work is just that
But one day I hope to love what I do
Aside from this sore ass back
I feel sometimes I let you down
That I should be so much more
I know you don't feel tha
Love Life1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with y our smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's alw
Never Thought I'd Fall In Love With YouNever Thought I'd
Fall in Love with You
I never thought I'd fall in love with you.
I thought someday, of course, I'd fall in love.
But what it felt like, I just never knew;
I'd no idea what I was thinking of.
And then, somewhere between my need and pleasure,
Walking neither overjoyed nor sad,
I looked into my heart and saw a treasure
Worth more than anything I'd ever had.
Ah! This is love! I thought. And then I wanted
To give my life to see your happiness.
Suddenly, from nowhere, I was haunted,
Needy, joyful, tearful, glad, obsessed.
My love for you has brought me out of me.
The beauty in your heart has set me free.
No TitleMy heart is merely pieces left
Nothing I do is ever good enough
I am reminded of my mistakes and flaws
My tears are my only companion at night
They faithfully are by my side til I drift off
Your tones so cold with me
I can only dream of one day finding the warmth of kind words from someone
We all make mistakes, noone is perfect
Im sorry I messed up so much
Im sinking in the quicksand beneath my feet
There is no way out
Today Is A Sad Day For The DumplesSometimes in life there comes along a person whose laughter is infectious, whose smile lights up a room, whose words are wise, whose words are at times stupid and infuriating, whose jokes are always funny and whose presence is always known and appreciated. SOmeone who, when they hug you, you fucking know you have been hugged! One of those people was my friend Sean. I remember the very first night I met Sean, years ago, just like it was yesterday and I will never forget it. I had just gotten out of jail and he gave me 15 hits of acid lol I remember our Earth, WInd aned FIre concert experience lol Our yearly Feburary camping excursions...So many fun memories with him - as I'm sure I'm not the only one.
Sean and I had our ups and downs, but I always loved him more than anyone will ever know. I always considered him a good friend, a confidante and just an all around supreme duder.
It is a solid shock that he is gone. WHen I got the call last night, I didn't really know what to do exc
How Do Get Blings And Level UpBACK BY DEMAND
BACK MY DEMAND
TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME THEY WANT ME TO DO IT AGAIN LOL
**RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs N FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY**
I HAVE HAD LOTS DO IT 2 & 3 TIMES LOL & AND GET BLINGS EACH TIME WHILE THEY LEVEL UP..LOL
I have my Auto 11's activated. Come rate my pics with a 10 and YOU and I will both
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Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 108 and not 57
*JUST A example...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 57 points each, thats 32,400 easy points
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**Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS till????:)**
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Viva Las VegasBy ZZ TopBest Video Codes
Words From My HeartLove is when you miss her
even before she is gone
When you could listen to her talk all night
and never get tired of hearing her voice
When the sound of her name
sends chills down your spine
And when you see her smile
the second you close your eyes!
About The Group November 17thAll i can say is w0w!!! We as a brand new girl group have really been accepted with open arms to the fu-community!! This is Our 6th day running and OMG we have Some really AWESOME FANS & FRIENDS already!!! And as for the girls that have joined the group so far, they are the most awesome bunch of ladies i have come across in a really long time!! I am so proud of what we have all done so far as a group, and i just really hope that we can continue to move up in every area.. Again Today is our 6th day as a group & we are ranked #76 w00t!!.. I think this is a fun little past time for all of us and i think we are all enjoying each other!! And i just hope that we can continue to keep it fun and layed back becasue that is the main goal!! If you girls have any ideas we would greatly appreciate your imput we are trying to make this about all of us not about officers or who founded the group, we want to try and make everyone inolved !! as we grow though we are going to have to find ways to
Auto 11'swarlock has auto 11's on today and only needs 75k to level, so as a family/crew we should all go hit his profile today and he will level wooohooo...I know some of you will say, I just did his the other day, remember though that rates are reset so ya can rate again :o)
warlockh20-Send Some Luvin! Member of Fubar's Finest Levelers,Fu Married 2 Myself!@ fubar
The EyesLove is when you look into someone's eyes,
and see everything you need.
Could It Be Possible?I have decided to leave the past in the past and start anew.
I have lost too much in a weeks time.I lost my aunt a week ago Sunday and my Uncle Saturday night.One would have thought that maybe a little lead way could have been given,Maybe just a little time to get over one before he takes another,but one will deal with whatever life throws at us and life goes on.
Going back to the past I realized that no matter how much I may have loved it just cannot be or at least not at this time in my life.We met to soon and it just wasn't time and now it seems impossible almost like a test.Maybe in time when wounds do heal things could be.I thought they had healed and they have for the most part but still anger is there.You just can't start anything with anger or mistrust regardless of whose fault it was.
So I have decided to start over and if it comes my way again I will do it right this time and it will come around again make no mistake on that for it is anamcara.I will always love him and
Yah OkOK so Im bout to get SILLY then a muthafucka! Why do people say one thing then try to clean it up after you cal them out on how they act? LOL ok I got better questions....n Why do muthafuckas act like they dont know what the word space between you and them mean???? Why do Silly! muthafuckas want to get fresh after you done told them about themselves? How can you call yourself mature and an adult when you act like a damn 5 year old.... oh wait my 5 year old acts better, hell she knows better! How can you say you want all these things in life ::::I.E.: a goood hearted person, someone to treat you right with respect and honesty, someone to love you and cherish you> when your attitude and your childish ass ways pushes everyone you have ever met away? Why is it that all those people have the same shit to say and all treat you like crap? Is it because your attitude is garbage? Is it cause you annoy people? Is it because your too fucking pushy and dont know how to leave shit alone? Or is it b
DeathI cant sleep, because well I've been thinking about the title subject, so maybe this will help me sleep after writing it.
I know death comes to us all and death in itself doesn't bother me at all. What bothers me is I do not know how people will act when I die. Will they cry, will they laugh, will they care. Also I wont be here to see how many truely cared about me, or what people have to say about my life.
I hope I make a positive impact on those I come into contact with. I want to be remembered as more then just a good person, I want to be remembered as something special. I know I don't have the *ability* to just go out and inspire people, or lead, but there has to be some way I can make a difference in this world. I will find that way.
Ok enough rambling. I shall try to sleep now.
Moet Makes Me Do It1. what time is it: 2024
2. What's your full name: Patricia
3. What are you most afraid: Bugs. Anything that crawls..ewwww
4. What's the most recent movie you've seen:
Madagascar 2
5. Place of birth: Singapore
6. Favourite food: Ramen
7. What's your natural hair colour: Black
8. Ever been skinny dipping: no
9. Love someone so much it made you cry: Yes
10. Ever been in a car accident: yes
11. Croutons or bacon bits: Bacon Bits
12. Favourite day of the week: Fridays
13. Favourite restaurant: Don't have any
14. Favourite Flower: Yellow rose
15. Favourite sport to watch: Rugby
16. Favourite drink: Green Tea
17. Favourite ice cream: Peppermint Choc Chip
I will kill someone if they take mine
18. Warner Brothers or Disney: Disney
19. Ever been on a ship: Yes
20. What colour is your bedroom carpet: Light Brown
21. How many times did you fail your driver's test: I don't drive
22. Before this one, from whom did you get your las
Saturday Night Live And The Guys ListDid anyone see Saturday Night Live this weekend? Holey smokes Justin Timberlake was awesome in a skit with Beyonce about a dance video. I laughed my butt off. That was totally cute if it plays on a you-tube vid do yourself a huge favor if you need a laugh that was great.
I seen Friday before I left work a snippet called, “100 things all guys should be able to do” Hmmm so I was like…ok I will bite…however that was not on the list. After reading the list I narrowed my could not do down to 4 however one I forgot about and crossed off my list was help a seizure victim which I have. So my three things were perform a Heimlich, and proper hands CPR…which are important however I think I could do them but do not want to be tested in a real life emergency situation. The rest of the list was easy well I think was easy. I will add the list on here just so you can see what makes news…weird as it seems it tested my curiosity. Didn’t that also kill a cat or something? No that was not on the list…
I
Saying What You Mean~meaning What You Say~Have you ever noticed that have of the time someone can say something and further down the road, completely do the opposite and even forget what they had said...and I remember growing up ..being told to " say what I mean and mean what I say" well...I think that is hard to follow in our society today...because..people do not even know WHAT they have said ...let alone MEAN it too...I have watched and even on an occcasion or two (that's how I first saw this) have done the same..people not even remember what words they had spoken moments before.
Have we somehow managed the art of a computer software program ..that has been installed and automatically goes through the motions..? In all reality would it not be better for us to actually have been programed in some way to remember and follow through with our words by our actions...Better yet...to actually grasp the meaning of what our words entail, rather than just move our lips ?
I have learned a bit to forive, or should I say allow
A Time And A PlaceInsomnia at 6:30am is no fun. Even if I do have the day off tomorrow.
Anything I seem to want to write is coming through in poetic formations. I'm fighting it off though. Too early for pretention. Or is it too late?
I watched Kundun again tonight. Talk about beautiful injustice. The cinematography in it is amazing. And the story told is even more inspiring. It's hard to look at pain so beautifully displayed. That's probably why I've only watched Schindler's List once. And cringe at the idea of watching The Pianist. Which is funny only because I actually own the movie but can never get up the nerve to sit down and put myself through it.
Which reminds me of this-->http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=3e5_1211368435
Have you seen this video I linked to of those clouds in China that appeared 30 minutes before the earthquake hit that city last year? They looked like they were made of plasma, and they were cascaded in all of the colors of the rainbow. They hovered so playful and everyo
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