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New Christmas Poem From A MarineNew Christmas Poem from a Marine
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> TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,
> HE LIVED ALL ALONE,
> IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF
> PLASTER AND STONE.
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> I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
> WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
> AND TO SEE JUST WHO
> IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.
>
> I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,
> A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
> NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,
> NOT EVEN A TREE.
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> NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
> JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
> ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES
> OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.
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> WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,
> AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,
> A SOBER THOUGHT
> CAME THROUGH MY MIND.
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> FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,
> IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
> I FOUND T HE HOME OF A SOLDIER,
> ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.
>
> THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,
> SILENT, ALONE,
> CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR
> IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.
>
> THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,
> THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,
> NOT HOW I PICTURED
> A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.
>
> WAS THIS THE HERO
> OF WHOM I'D J
Some Rules Suck!Governments and their sometimes stupid rules… How old does one have to be to run a vacuum cleaner? Well it seems that teenagers under the age of 18 are not allowed to use such equipment in England. That is what one company used as ground to fire a 16 year old male. Karl Walker, who is in his final year of secondary school and plans to become a computer programmer, had been working for Apollo Cleaning for several weeks. He worked two hours a day, five days a week, and earned £6 an hour.
That came to an end when Apollo management, citing "government guidelines", declared that workers had to be 18 years old before they could operate vacuum cleaners and use hot water and other dangerous cleaning stuff. PLEASE!!! What did they think he was going to do drink the cleaning solution?
Karl's mum (I love it when I hear the English talk about Mothers) called the decision "ridiculous". Her son, she said, had been helping clean the family home for years without incident.
Karl is left to ponder
Will You Give This To My Dad?Subject: Will you give this to my dad?
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> I thought you might like to read this. It's a tear
> jerker
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> Will you give this to my Daddy?
>
>
> As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support
> 'Red Fridays.'
>
> Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference.
> While I was
> in the airport, returning home, I heard several people
> behind me
> beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around
> and witnessed
> One of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen.
>
> Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their
> camos. As they
> began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost
> everyone) was
> abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and
> cheering.
>
> When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being
> applauded and
> Cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the
> only red-blooded
> American who still loves this country and supports our
> troops and their
> families.
>
> Of course I imme
My FantasyI get into the house and there is a note hanging where my keys go, it says to go upstairs get a glass of wine, undress, and soak in the bath I've made you. So as I walk the stairs I notice the bedroom is lit up with a bunch of candles and so is the bathroom enough to where I don't even have to turn the lights on. I go to the wine and pour me a glass, I notice it my favorite kind and it's chilled to perfection. I take a sip and start to undress. I grab my wine and walk into the bathroom where the bubble bath is so warm and inviting with the rose petals floating on top. I step in and it's still hot enough to take my breath away but is a wonderful feeling. After soaking for a few mins, you walk in and ask me if i would like my back washed? I say Please. You grab a wash cloth and lather it up with vanilla and start to wash my back. When your done I lay back against the tub and you begin to wash the rest of me starting with my chest playing around, pinching my nipples then grabbing my
Jezabelle - May 1993 -Jezabelle is still with me - for now. Still, she stops at closet doors and yelps for her mother and sister.
ClothingSo I'm curious to know what is your favorite kind of clothes to shop for, wear, or look at ;p I've recently been thinking of going out and buying stuff not so much my norm but stuff that I still love, and doing a photo shoot. So I've been looking into corsets and leather, which I adore, but let's face it isn't something you don't see everyday. I've never been much of a lace fan but have even considered that at someone else's suggestion. My tastes for everyday stuff is whatever is clean and comfortable but...I do profess that I enjoy the more exotic/erotic leathers and satins and velvets. Textures that grip or are just down right fun to touch. So hell, thought I'd get some opinions or comments, and for men I do really enjoy looking at the more biker / badboy leather pants, trench coats, long hair, I suppose you could say Neo in Matrix but I'm really even more into the look Lorenzo Lamas had for that Bounty Hunter show. *Showing my age methinks* Anyways, feel free to shoot me a msg ;
My Lifehello i just thought id write about my life and and how its going. well first thing is im lonely. see i always fall for girl right off the bat and never think that its never going to end. then i found out that they play head games and leave me hanging in the balance. wondering if they are going to be with me
Kid - May 1993 - Oct. 2008Kid - one of Nikki's two kittens that I have kept. Not quite the same drama as Nikki. I wake up to Kid walking in circles on the bed. I think to myself, "how odd." So I get up to feed the two girls. Jezebelle, Kid's sister is the only one that comes to eat - odd. Kid's still walking in circles on the bed. I try to coax her with food. She comes to eat, only to have a few licks before walking in circles on the floor. I had seen this behavior before. I knew that she - Kid - wouldn't be with me by the end of the day. I'd comfort her, she'd walk in circles, and I'd comfort her again. Over and over this went on. I can't hold the tears back - when will this be over. What an emotional and humbling day. After eight hours of comforting Kid her breathing stops. With my head on her side, I listening to her heart sloooowly come to a stop. My heart breaks... She's gone.
What I Miss...What I Miss...
What I miss
Is the kiss
That hides behind your ear
And your touch
That I love so much
Whenever I hold you near
When you speak
It makes me weak
To hear your voice so like a song
For I miss the time
Your hand in mine
And it’s return is what I long
That Night (genesis Version)That Night
That night as I held you in my arms
Thoughts of kissing your precious charms
Invaded every thought within my mind
I hesitated, not knowing what to do
Your perfumes demanding that I kiss you
I summoned all the courage that I could find
I leaned in closer for the kiss
My heart! A beat, I felt it miss
“Steady nerves, steady that I might kiss her.”
My hand moved up to brush aside your hair
The sweet softness behind your ear then laid bare
That is when I first heard your sigh
I kissed you faintly in that secret place
Behind your ear loving circles I did trace
When you spoke my name, my spirits did fly
My heart grew bold and I ventured to speak
Nameless whispered desires as my knees grew weak
Your answer, “Yes," it was almost a purr
Confidence and courage commandeering my every nerve
My kisses grew stronger, filled with passion and verve
You tilted your head aside, exposing ever more
Excited madness pulled my arms around your back
Holding
SubsideSubside
Subside, O pain!
Subside, O grief!
Subside and give me a moment’s release
Give me life!
Give me light!
Give me hope that this pain will cease
Ha! Feel it burn!
Feel my heart!
Feel my soul as it begins to rise
I see hope!
I see light!
I see my dreams burn before closed eyes
Let it build!
Let it ride!
Let it crest like the rising tide
Never to turn!
Never to rest!
Never from this pain again I’ll hide
I’m fucking free!
My Perfect RoseMy Perfect Rose
On sight, I sigh
She pleases my eye
With her beauty and her radiance
Her golden hair
So fine and fair
Fills with joy my every sense
Eyes of crystal blue
Heart uncommonly true
She’s a Dream walking the Earth
Her kisses so light
Dreams fulfilled at night
My passions for her given birth
This Perfect Rose
Her soft eyes close
As I draw her near to me
In tight embrace
I gaze upon her face
And dream together we’ll always be
Her softness of touch
I desire so much;
Sensations race up my spine
I bend for the kiss
Heart filled with bliss
I confess, I want her as mine
Again I look in her eyes
And I fully realize
This is the woman I chose
So will you be mine?
I ask you for all time
For you are my Perfect Rose
Eros Aimed TrueEros Aimed True
Eros aimed true
And pierced me through
With an arrow aimed in my heart
You came into sight
What I felt was right
Now from you I dread to be apart
So don’t ever leave
Else my heart will grieve
The loss of your beauty and radiant shine
There’s one thing though
Which I want you to know;
I wish you to forever be mine
Niki - ? - Feb. 2008Niki's story - in short
It's March of '92 I move to Orlando. There are no security doors. Every apartment has its own private entrance. The spring time is beautiful. It's not hot. So the doors and windows are open. Next thing I know, I have this pregnant little feline checking out my place. I don't mind. There's no one here but me anyway. She's gotta belong to someone - right? Wrong. For the next year, when the nights are cold, or wet she's camping at my place. Disappearing for only enough time to give birth and wean the young - two times. At the end of the contract with the complex she watches as I move everything out of my place. Never getting in the way, but staying within sight. The whole time she has this somber, eager tone about her. The way she's sitting, walking, watching. She knows what's up. By now I know that she's been abandoned. I couldn't help it. I couldn't turn my back on her. She picked me. She was pregnant again, but I had to take her with me.
MadnessMadness
(4 poems in 4 forms)
The line between insanity
and oh, sweet creativity
is a balance subtle, shifting
with it’s nature - duality
madness is a relative thing
When the madness claims your soul
when your passions are burning bright
you will gain a calm control
that will soothe your restless soul
leaving you feeling whole
leaving you feeling right
when the madness sears your soul
like a star blazing bright
Let the madness burn
bathing your soul in fire
let the madness burn
with passion, lust, desire -
let it carry you higher
Feel the madness seize your brain
gripped tight in a psychic press
squeezing pleasure from sweet pain
feel the madness
Ah, how could one live life less
when uncounted days remain
‘til Death’s enfolding darkness
When the passions flow like rain
bathing all in sweet caress
free yourself and don’t abstain
feel the madness
Verse 23, Art Of WarSun Tzu
The Art of War
Essentials
Chapter 1
Verse 23
(a spenserian stanza)
When asked, do not begrudge your neighbor
a gift of simple, worldly treasure;
reach out and kindly extend the favor
and feign an interest in his pleasure,
for this will bolster his pompous stature
and the measure of his arrogance;
but when for land he begins to pressure,
and it matters not for what distance,
destroy his presence with the fiercest resistance.
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101 Things I Know You Don't Know About Me101. I'm not sure if I should be with a girl or a guy in the end. Women are so sensitive and caring but men are rough and protective. I'm so confused, but I do know I only want one. One person to spend the rest of my life taking care of and making happier than they could ever dream of.
100. I saved a girls' life today that I don't know, and by doing that I may have put my friend's life in danger.
99. I won't sing in the shower unless I'm extremely happy but I'll sing almost anywhere else.
98. I love the holidays but I hate being crowded in the houses we go to even though I'm not claustrophobic.
97. Autumn is my favorite season, the leaves are gorgeous and there's always a light breeze.
96. When I clean anything I'm a neat freak about it, but I can't ever keep my room clean.
95. I looove candles, especially scented ones.
94. I've read the bible twice (all the way through) and I don't agree with everything in there.
93. I hate wearing shoes
92. If someone tells
Verse 26, Art Of WarSun Tzu
The Art of War
Essentials
Chapter 1
Verse 26
(an octave rima)
Study well the enemy master
and mark where he his force commits;
then strike unexpected disaster
against unprepared opposites
where least he expects an encounter;
for such as when the thunder hits
from shinden that is burning fierce,
there is no time to cover the ears.
Wild Sidelets take a walk on the wild side.........
Ode To The WyrmOde to the Wyrm
Step into the dark night alone
For only then will you feel the true chill of the cold
Through the door into life’s winter dreams
Where only tales of sorrow and sadness are told
When the last fleeting glimpse of summer has past
And the Tree of Hope stands with branches bare
The Path of the Dead is a trail of ice
Leading to the mouth of the Dark Wyrm’s lair
The Dreams of the Living lie piled as bone
A testament to the hunger of the Beast
Cold, dry, deformed by sorrow
The sacraments of an unholy feast
This is the home of the Lonely Heart
In the icy chill of the Cold Wyrm’s breath
The Temple of the Frozen Winter’s Night
Where the only life therein is Death
Happy Thanksgiving My AngelsSEXUPURPROFILE.COM
Hello My Angels, just wanted to take a few minutes to wish you all a wonderful thanksgiving and let you know I am doing ok, I don't get on here much anymore but I want you all to know that I appreciate all the love and support you have shown me through all of this and I will cherish our friendships always, I know there has been times when I should have been a better friend to some of you and I am sorry from the bottom of my heart if my actions has hurt anyone.
I wish only the best in life for each of you and I will do everything in my power to be there for you if you ever need a true friend.
HAPPY THANKSGIVING & KNOW I'M HERE IF YOU NEED ME.
David A/K/A Drkangel6(*_*)
Drum BeatsDRUM BEATS
Awake!
Hear the beat of native drums
Hear them match the beat of your heart
Feel them catch you by the throat, pulling
Pulling ‘til you give in and lose yourself
To the Dreams of Dionysus
Listen!
Hear the waning beat of your heart
Hear it match the beat of a funeral dirge
Feel the constricting in your throat, tighter
Tighter ‘til you give in and lose yourself
To the sweet sleep of Death
Cry out!
Hear the impassioned beat of your heart
Hear it’s song swell with the strains of a thousand strings
Feel your soul sing endless songs, crying
Crying ‘til you give in and lose yourself
To the fool’s game of Love
Actung!
Hear the martial beat of the war drums
Hear your heart march with the cadence of their beat
Feel your blood rage with the passion of war fury, boiling
Boiling ‘til you give in and lose yourself
To the blood lust of Ares
Verse 22, Art Of WarSun Tzu
The Art of War
Essentials
Chapter 1
Verse 22
(a scotts stanza)
Consider the enemy leader;
for if he is prone to anger,
reckless and heedless of danger,
you must first confuse him
by ridiculing his power;
then you may destroy him.
What Now Is Pastwhat now is past...
(a scotts stanza)
I wooed your heart and captured your dreams
I used all in my power, all in my means
To promise you a life that was more than it seems;
I promised the Earth above, the sky below
Castles encrusted with crystal, a paradise that gleams
Yet somewhere you believe I let those dreams go
And yet if ever shall I persevere
Then it shall all be worth this bitter tear
For what it is that I most fear
Is to lose my love, what I once sought to win
And to draw my breath of sleep with you not near
And if chance shall arise, I shall do so again
All is not permanent, only change has such a fate
Thus it can be said our love was destined to abate
Yet love today waned does not mean tomorrow hate
For spirits are often rekindled, perhaps another day
An ember shall always glow and never is it too late
The pure light of Eros unbound will show us the way
I beg your forgiveness for the time I did not spend
Being your husband, not just confidant
FriendshipFriendship
(a stave of six)
In a time held dear in sweet memory
When you were you and I was me
We flew through fields unfettered and free
And each new day was a mystery
How swift does time fly
Past those days gone by
The years now past, time flown away
Our paths uncrossed in separate ways
I oft look back on lonely days
And dream of vanished childhood plays
All the times we shared
Adventures we dared
Though many years since have past
Memories of our youth still last
To transcend a time now vast
And bind the ties of friendship fast
Though deep in my heart
We never did part
I hear a voice from long ago
A voice now changed yet still I know
A strong desire begins to grow
The light of friendship again to glow
The hope of my tears
After all these years
Do You Know LoveDo You Know Love
(a stave of six)
I ask you, do you know love?
Do you know how it feels to soar on it’s wings?
Have you ever felt the pure elation
The overwhelming joy when Cupid’s arrow stings?
Have you ever felt your heart with passion fly
When you’ve tasted the fruit, the apple of your eye?
I have, with my heart fully aware
Felt such a love so true, so honest and alive
That when threatened with dark destruction
Toward it’s continuance and preservation I strive
And now with armour donned yet my heart bare
I prepare to petition for the hand of my lady fair
It is a fool’s folly to surrender so quick
A coward’s game where love is destined to fall
The end game of such a path is always dark
As the evil emotions cast their shadow over all
For when two choose such a course as hate
They deserve the pain and suffering which is their fate
Love, though, is the goal to be sought
The never ending quest to b e held always in sight
The purity of it’s truth, the
Am I Crazy For WaitingOk this is my first blog ..if its stupid im sorry ... my bf here on fubar ...Drives a truck for living ... He ask me to wait on him ..cause hes workin all the time .... ok understandable ... But i haven't heard from him in a month.. And i gave him my phone number ... like he wanted me too ... but he hasnt called ,... He is a real sweetheart ... and i really like him ...Do i continue waiting or do i need to move on ... Any suggestions ...
Know The ReasonKnow the reason why the sky seems to be blue when is it grey and is cold and wet outside.The reason is the only one when you are in love the things around look so much differently from those when you are lonely.When love is mutual and true the world smiles to you despite a bad weather or tears on the faces of other people.When we are happy we want to tell about it everybody and wish everybody the same.I believe that we together can become a little happy part of this world and enjoy a great pleasure of being loved. I know that love is not only romantic dinners and sweet kisses., love is based on support, trust,and respect. Love is patient, never deceitful and always faithful.Do you agree with me?I believe in a happy chance and I am here to tell you that....
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What To Doso there's this guy that i'm in love with and he says he loves me to. You know the whole I love you wanna marry you, want you to have my baby thing...but for some reason no matter how much i love him i cant get over the feeling that there is someone else. Go figure. I'm getting real tired of all these games. He needs to figure out what he wnats cuz he's about to lose a real good thing.
When It Rains, It Pours!If it ain't one thing, it's another!
Early Sunday morning, Joey and I decided to take Andrew out to breakfast at Denny's after he got out of work. We all were starving and looking forward to feeding our bellies with not so healthy food. LOL
As we pulled up to a stop sign at the end of the exit ramp (which is only about half a mile from Denny's) Joey made a comment about how heavy the traffic was for being 12:30am. All of the sudden, our Blazer got hit from behind by another Blazer! We all had our belts on, thank God!, but Joey and I got thrown forward. Andrew did also, but didn't seem to be affected by it. Joey and the other driver pulled up onto the overpass so as not to block the exit ramp, and he and Andrew got out of the car to check the damage and get the other driver's info. I was pretty shook up, and started having neck pain and pvc's. Andrew came back to me and took my pulse, checked my eyes, asked me questions to assess my alertness, and kept me as calm as he c
Merely A Dream...Actually it was the richest man in the colonies, a silversmith who rode his pony shouting "The British are coming!", a scientist who electrocuted himself with a kite, a French general with a vendetta, and a handful of other ordinary citizens that gave us those rights. The soldier was, and always has been, the hand that guides the will of the brain. It is the job of the reporter, the poet, the campus organizer, and the protester to make every effort necessary to keep that hand out of a very nasty cookie jar.
I do not deny the importance of the soldier, but in this present context, it is being used as a distraction in order to remove those very rights listed above. Go, go, patriot act. Simply because the man behind the curtain shouts into a machine that someone is fighting for freedom does not make it so. Lift the axis lids of euphemisms, fallacies, and deceit off your pupils and educate yourself. This nation has become a sickening reservoir of negligence, and only with the knowledge
Sisyphus"Christ, I'm exhausted."
Me and my brother were playing hooky from yet another ridiculous list of 'dig-a-ditch fill-a-ditch' jobs.
If you're at my parents' house, for whatever reason, and they're doing something- you have to be doing something perceptably useful. Only... my mom's not the most well adjusted to-do list maker on earth. We had just spent three hours cleaning out closets, only for her to walk by and tell us to make a throw-away pile, and then put the rest of the junk BACK into the closet since there was nowhere else to place it, and they wouldn't have a moving truck for another month.
That's nothing, I'd tell you about the time me and my brother had to vaccuum the walls, but there just isn't time for that kind of madness tonight.
So we were drinking beer on the back stoop waiting for someone to remember we were here... and had a pulse, so we were more than qualified to re-shingle the roof.
When my brother opened with a rather unexpected question
"Are you happy?"
I
I'm Not A Quitter!but I can't help but feel that way since I dropped school last week. I struggled to find the right solution to my problem thinking that anxiety had just got the better of me but the more and more I pondered my future career the more I realized it was not the avenue I wanted to take. Why waste my time and money on something that I didn't have a passion for, that I didn't love wholeheartedly?
I wasn't bad. I was good! The thing was, I dreaded every Thursday morning when I'd have to wake up and put on my happy face to do it all over again...for what? To prove I wasn't a quitter? A failure? To prove to others that I'm actually good at something other than being a mom?
Life is too short I've come to realize. I need to be happy inside not just the face I put on every morning for the world.
Now I have a job interview on Tuesday...I havn't worked in three years! I can't even articulate how nervous I am...
What if they ask me why I quit school? What if they don't? W
How Self Righteous Are PeopleI have been on this site since June the 24th of 2008, and I have tried to friend 2,078 fubarians of those only 1,596 have accepted. I have fanned every person who's page I have been on, of those 2,078 people only 636 have returned the favor of fanning me back. Before I decided to delete any one that was not my fan from my friends list I only had 560 that had fanned me back. How self-righteous are these people that they are to good to return the favor of being my fan? I put it in my online status that I was going to delete anyone that was not a fan of mine on 11/25 and I had a few people come into my shout-box and tell me to go ahead and delete them which I gladly obliged by removing my fan of them and then unfriending them as well. Who the hell do these people think they are, they want me to be their fan and be their friend so they can have the points and don't want to return the favor, what is the big deal? Are people so self centered that they actually feel they are to good to be som
Would You Like...Would you like...
Would you like me to spend the night?
I’ll keep you warm and hold you tight
Then, when day breaks,
bathed in morning light
I’ll kiss you and tell you
everything will be all right
Togethertogether
I really do believe in love
In ______, I see this light also
In her eyes the light shines bright and clear
Can we, she and I, pull together?
I hope, I truly hope so
Together I do believe we can perservere
Wet MoonVolume 4 of Ross Campbell's 'Wet Moon' came out this month. I love this book to death. A real slow burn, especially with the long lag between volumes, but it's such a grower. Pretty much an essential book now. And the artwork is brilliant.
Basically the trials and tribulations of a group of female students in the Florida town of Wet Moon, it's got a great feel for the alternative undergound scene, and when it's funny, it's actually funny.
If you like comics and shit like that, and not just men in tights doing a fight, check it out.
The Good FightThe Good Fight
Always fight the good fight
With never a moments rest
Always challenge your beliefs
And put them to the test
Never settle for the banal
But strive continuously for the best
Take a belief that you hold
And put that belief on trial
With your convictions on the stand
Examine your intentions and style
And if your beliefs withstand the test
Then it shall all be worth the while
QuestionsQuestions
What makes a woman
So wonderful to kiss?
The softness of her lips
That moment of bliss?
The sweetness of her breath
Is the pleasure that I miss
I want to take you in my arms
Kiss you firmly on the lips
I’ll pull you close
Run my hands over your hips
Raise the hem of your skirt
And caress you with my finger tips
Placing my mouth firmly
Against the warmth of your breast
Kissing you softly
With never a moments rest
The climax of your pleasure
The passing of my test
These verses I pose
As a question to you
Expressing my desires
In words, in actions too
But know my motivations stem
From a heart that is true
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La Petite MorteLa Petite Morte
Had I known your hair
to be woven of gold
And your eyes so uncommonly true
Far sooner would I have died
that sweet little death
I died last night thinking of you
Angelangel
(for my daughter)
Last night I stole into your room
To gaze upon your nightly rest
And I marveled at how your angelic head
Against the pillow was gently pressed
And how your sleeping form
Lay curled warmly in it’s nest
Rubai #2When you speak of ethics
of virtue and social mores
speak only for yourself
as your tongue is not mine
Rubai #1There are those who wish to lead, to herd
and those who follow like sheep by dogs led
of these I care not of one or the other
for I, like the cat, walk alone
Another Sleepless NightAnother Sleepless Night
(Perhaps I’ll Dream)
It’s already four AM
And it’s cold outside
I feel my heart breathe
Pumping like the flow of the tide
I’m lying here just thinking of you
There’s nothing else that I could possibly do
To help me pass this lonely night through
Nothing I could do, just thinking of you
I stir under my sheets
Bordering on the edge of a dream
I sigh softly as I realize
Life’s not all that it seems
The memories of my past life
The painful final moments of strife
The dagger of regret cuts me like a knife
But hey, that’s just life, just life...
Dreams held in pleasant memory
Life passes on
At times, through the sadness and pain
I feel all my pleasures are gone
Then I saw you smile
And you let me hold you hand a while
My past life was put to trial
It lost the day I saw you smile
Another sleepless night
I pull the blankets over my head
Wishing you were here with me
Sharing the warmth of my bed
And I’m wishing you were h
The Internet Love SongThe Internet Love Song
A passion of the heart
Touching hands a world apart
Through a sea of silent sand
The connection state of the art
Across a pixilated sea
Sending hopes of what will be
Posted passions of purpose pure
In the grains of eternity
A Clean Patea clean pate
My hair line is thinning
And getting rather bare
I wonder why that could be?
Perhaps I’m losing my hair
A Year Agoa year ago
A year ago I longed for the magic
of a feathered kiss
A year ago you blessed me
with that which I most missed
That night under the stars
with the air soft and sweet
You took me in your arms
and let me sweep you off your feet
A touch of paradise;
` the hour lasted forever
But caution called and our bond
was soon to sever
And oh, deepest regrets
as I released you with a sigh
My pained and passionate heart
taught again to fly
And now here we are,
a year hence has past
I hope to kiss you again
and this time make it last
For though the magic of your kiss
has lasted me this year
My deepest dream has been
again to hold you near
Breathe DeepBreathe Deep
Breathe deep, child
Breathe deep and dream
Burn your fears, young God
And be more than you seem
Spread your wings, Dreamer
Give all your visions flight
Soar amongst the clouds
And revel in the sight
Trace your roots, Searcher
For your past reaches deep
And find your love
A place your heart to keep
Dedication #1Dedication #1
(I wrote this in a “Where the Sidewalk Ends” I gave to my then 4 year old daughter- 1993)
Here inside this book
Is Wonder and Magic and Dreams
Where you will learn that life is good
And everything is more than it seems
So never fail to read this book
When life gets you a little confused
And if you are even a bit like your dad
This book is really going to get used
Healing For Christopher And Loriplease keep my son in your prayer he went to docs for an eye exam and now a virus has invaded his brain so im asking for a healing prayer for my son he's in Air force as a staff segrant
hes in Tacoma general in Tacoma washington room 471 bed 1
Please keep him in your prayers
We believe in Miracles,they happen every second....
Do You Believe?Do you Believe?
Do you believe in the magic
of a feathered kiss?
Dreams brushing ever so light
in a state of bliss?
Do you believe two hearts
can soar together as one?
If so, my Love,
our passionate journey has begun
Dream A DreamDream a Dream
Dream a dream for me tonight
A dream innocent and true
Dream a dream for me tonight
One that I can dream with you
The dreams you hold in your pretty head
Are the dreams I hold in mine
The fancies you fancy when you sleep at night
Are the goals for which I pine
Dream a dream for me tonight
Full of laughter, love and song
Dream a dream for me tonight
It’s that for which I long
The fantasies that keep you warm at night
Enchanted visions; what can they be?
The warm touch of your sleeping soul
Oh, what that does to me
Dream a dream for me tonight
My sweet angel fair
Dream a dream for me tonight
To chase away my every care
Let me touch your wanton heart
Let me see you fly
On wings of dreams and fancy borne
Expressed in an eternal sigh
Dream a dream for me tonight
Timeless changes of light
Dream a dream for me tonight
Emotions captured in flight
Never does a moment pass
That I do not dream of you
And never do I ever doubt
That
Fool For LoveFool For Love
My heart beats
A thousand pumps
A thousand lumps
Choking my throat
Sweet, tortured pain
Causing me to scream
“Ah, is this a dream?
Where’s my release?”
A prisoner of heart
I cry for your touch
Missing it ever so much
A fool for love am I
From PoohFrom Pooh
(the girl I was dating had two kids...I bought them the book and this is how it was signed)
For _________,
I offer an experience rare
Full of magic and wonder
with never a care
For ________,
an adventure is about to begin
With Tigger, Piglet
and the rest of our friends
There will be Rabbit and Owl,
Kanga and Roo
Grumpy ol’ Eeyore
And me, Winnie-ther-Pooh
So I ask you both,
come explore with me
The 100 aker wood...
Oh, the wonders we’ll see
With Christopher Robin
as our guide and our friend
Sharing the magic
from beginning to end
So I give this book
for you two to share
Signed, with love
by me, Pooh Bear
Have You Ever Seen...Have you ever seen...
Have you ever seen a woman
so lovely and fair
As beautiful as her
with her golden blonde hair
Her hazel blue eyes,
see how they shine
See the curve of her smile
as I take her hand in mine
If Ever I Should StumbleIf ever I should stumble
If ever I should stumble
If ever I should fall
I hope to find you there, my love
To help me stand up tall
Oh, if ever I feel weak
No strength left in my bones
I hope you pick me up, my love
And carry me back home
‘Cause many’s the time that I feel down
Kind of, sort of blue
For then, my love, is the time
That I must lean on you
But don’t call me a coward
Just a simple fool am I
For you see, my love, I’m not that strong
But I’m strengthened by your sigh
Let Me Speak In AbstractsLet me speak in abstracts
Let me speak in abstracts
Let me speak in rhyme
Grant me that one wish
And I’ll make you mine
I’ll sing of your enchanting eyes
And the way your hair does shine
I’ll draw a smile from your lips
And assure you all is fine
Let me steal your heart in song
And let my heart in fancy pine
For that wonderful day ahead
When I am yours and you are mine
Twas The Night Before ChristmasTwas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat.
The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat.
The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook,
It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook.
Momma in her teddy and I in the nude,
Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube.
When out on the lawn there arose such a cry,
That I lost my boner, and momma went dry.
Up to the window I sprang like an elf,
Tore back the shade while she played with herself.
The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built,
Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt.
When what to my wondering eyes should appear,
But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer.
With a fat little driver, half out of the sled,
A sock in his ear and a bra on his head.
Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite,
And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right.
Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz,
Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts.
Look o
Mind WorldMind World
Maybe I’ll sit right here
And dream of the world around me
Maybe I’ll just disappear
From this place they call Reality
In my mind’s eye
I’ll create a new world grand
Where I’ll soar and fly
Over a magnificent new land
A world created out of Dreams
Of my Fancy taken flight
Where all is more than it seems
And everything is all right
And my world will forever change
Never once staying the same
Accepting all that is strange
Wild, free and untame
And this is how it will be
This place that I shall find
A paradise within me
This world within my mind
Of People And PigmentOf People and Pigment
I do not care to know
A man or woman outside
For I can not know their nature
By the color of their hide
Give me their hearts and passions
Let me feel their inner pride
Then I’ll know my enemies to shun
And the companions with which I’ll ride
My Poodle Is A NoodleMy Poodle is a Noodle
My poodle is a noodle
He died just last fall
My poodle is a noodle
He got hit by a car
My poodle is a noodle
He was at the mall
My poodle is a noodle
Sittin’ in a bar
My poodle is a noodle
He was completely tanked
My poodle is a noodle
He stepped into the street
My poodle is a noodle
The car tried to stop
My poodle is a noodle
Now he’s just chewy meat
Personal InsightPersonal Insight
Oh, I am as mad as a hatter
I’m really quite insane
But I don’t know if that’s beneficial
Or if it’s truly just a bane
You see, I freely admit I’ve lost my mind
And I lost it some time ago
And now that I think I could really use it
Where to look, I do not know
So I asked around for advice
And I got it from a man who eats raw mice
He gave it to me without a price
Gee, that was nice...
Red ChantRed Chant
Excited temper
Please pause
Control yourself
Create no flaws
Come what now
Hour is nigh
Bloods boil
Passions fly
Speak no anger
Hear no complaint
Once you practice
Self restraint
Toss to wind
Another Volley
Speaking wrath
Fools folly
Cruel words
Meant to harm
Less kind words
Lost of charm
Whirling dervishes
Spinning round
Mad thoughts
Within your crown
Furrowed brows
Shielding glares
Angry eyes
Feral stares
Self Portraitself portrait
Sitting alone on a hill
Just like the Analog Kid
Thoughts weaving throughout my head
Fantasy, reality of a Dreamer
Skyways and pathways
And worlds on the wind
Castles in the clouds
And time enough to spend
‘Til the end of my days
Sitting alone on the hill
I am the Analog Kid
And my world is in my mind
Climate ChangeOk not a new issue right? Well this is a issue that has recently sparked my interest as i learn more about it. I have been looking at the IPCC reports (Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change) and what i have read so far is very disturbing to say the least!. You can view the report here: http://www.ipcc.ch/#. So anyway, this is a panel made up of 100's of scientist from all over the world. So we arent just talking about some basement hobbiest here. They are saying that yes,global climate change is caused by humans and that if we dont do something about it right now, we are in big big trouble. i dont knoow about you but that concerns me. And this isnt the only source of my concern, also the AAAS (The American Association for the Advancement of Science's ) and the NAS (National Academy of Sciences) has put out simialar reports. Well actually not reports but a warning with a call for action! These are the biggest and most respected organizations on the planet when it comes to the scient
Dick SizeTo find out the average penis length, go here: http://wwwu.edu.uni-klu.ac.at/amiklaut/dr_nick/answer19.htm. To find out the average circumference, go here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Image:Penis_circum.jpg. Between the two, you should be able to see what your working with. And remember size isn't everything when it comes to a serious relationship. Yeah, mine is 7 1/2" long and 6 3/4" around. Not the biggest, but definitly above average!! It does the job very well!! It makes me happy, but just don't be forgetting about my personality. I'm crazy!! But very good with relationships. Until you lie or deceive me, it hurts me, so i'll be hurting you if that's the way you want it. lol. lololol!! Yeah, so there. Have fun with the penis charts!!
Chanda
She Speaks To Meshe speaks to me
She speaks to me with a voice
That would soften a heart of stone
The accents of her tongue
Making a music like I’ve never known
And the smile in her eyes...
How do you call a golden blue?
Shining clear and light, fresh and pure
Like flowers touched with morning dew
Her tress is a flaxen dream
A golden halo fair
And never before have I seen
Such beautiful silken hair
She smiles as I tell her this
Her cheeks a rising blush
But how can I tell her what I really feel
With my heart in such a rush?
State Of Fluxstate of flux
In a state of flux
My wanton heart beat
Erratic pulses
Stirred by your heat
Unconscious pauses
I caress your skin
Searching for keys
To let me in
Lasting impressions
Of our passion screams
Keep me through the night
Drifting primordial dreams
I Just Found My Uncle Is Dyinga few hours ago i found out my uncle is dying. all of his organs are shutting down and we found out that he has cancer in his stomach.He is expexted to pass before Thanksgiving. i may be not be on here for a while due to it. i love you all and all of you will be close to my heart. hugs and kisses to all of you. you all are very dear to me. thank you, love puma(patti)
Thank YouThank you...
Thank you...
Thank you for what
is so precious and dear
For the comfort in your eyes,
so tender and clear
For the understanding caress
you so freely share
As, like a dream,
you chased away my every care
Thank you...
Thank you for knowing
what I needed so much
The half-forgotten dream
of a feminine touch
And for giving to me
what I so dearly miss
The tender, sweet gift
of a feathered kiss
Again...
Thank you
The AffirmationThe Affirmation
Sometimes when I’m down
I think of the things
All the little things
To which I find I’m bound
And I feel that I must
Break free from these chains
All the little pains
And give in to my lust
I’ve got a strong will to live
Not sit here and rot
I must give it another shot
I’ve got so much to give
To give in to the mundane
And welcome the night
To give in without a fight
And to crack under the strain
So I’ll hold my head high
Set my focus deep
On the rewards that I’ll reap
If only I’ll try
I stare out over the horizon
And I know that it’s right
As I see the breaking light
That my future is not yet written
I am just a man
Nothing more, nothing less
So I must do my best
To be all that I can
The Dancer And The DreamThe Dancer and the Dream
She has beautiful silken hair
Which sways to and fro
When she dances for me
Sensuous and slow
A rich mass of ebon black
Swinging light and free
I catch her perfumes as she passes
Exciting passions deep within me
She brushes back her hair
Her dance slow and sweet
Ah, the treasure behind her ear!
I feel a rising heat
She sees my emerging blush
A smile gracing her lips
As she dances before me
I’m captivated by her swaying hips
She catches my gaze
And she moves to please
Her graceful gestures
Every movement a tease
She steps back
And my eyes follow
Rising to meet her gaze
And the way her eyes glow
Beautiful is all that I can say
Captivated is all I can be
Of the smile in her eyes
And the way that it warms me
The smile graces too her lips
A coy grin, a waiting kiss
Desire swelling within me
A dream, by chance, I’ll miss
Regret, for she is so pretty
In her every move and grace
The subtle curves of her form
Th
The Dating GameThe Dating Game
You see her standing there
But you’re too afraid to move
Unable to take the chance
So instead you choose to lose
Whenever you see her
It’s always the same
So you ask yourself why
Why do you play this game
The dating game
A ritual dance
Go on boy
And take a chance
Don’t be afraid
Don’t feel no shame
Just roll your dice
It’s the dating game
You torture yourself
Every time she walks by
You think of things to say
But instead, you just sigh
You wish it were easier
You wish you knew how to play
You’re sure you could win the game
If you only knew what to say
It’s the dating game
The ritual dance
If you don’t move boy
You’ll miss your chance
Show your hand
Play your card
Come on boy
And get it hard
Every time she walks by
Every time you see her face
You can only win or lose
There’s no show or place
If you take your chances
Sure, you just might miss
But what if you win?
The reward is her kiss
The dating game
A
The Morpheus MachineThe Morpheus Machine
The mind shines it’s brightest
When it dances on the razor’s edge
Burning with intense white heat
Strain against Morpheus’ invisible hedge
A barrier of solid sleep
Promising dreams of softness and sweet
But the mind flies, a sliver streak
Ignoring the demands of the exhausted meat
A needle’s point piercing the darkness
Intense with concentration, a burning drive
To focus, to cleave the cold ice
An incessant desire to stay alive
A thousand pin-points begin to burn
Each with it’s own inner fire
An offering of pure consciousness
Burning on the mind’s sacrificial pyre
Images flare, hallucinogenic bright
As the optics begin to waver
Struggling against the fog of sleep
An addiction born to savor
Rolling waves of inaudible thunder
Shattering with an invisible flash
Echoing colors of intense purity
As the mind’s matrix begins to crash
Morpheus spreads the covers of sleep
But the mind burns too strong
Yet Sleep holds a patient
The Poet's WeekThe Poet’s Week
On Mondays,
I do rather well
On Tuesdays,
I don’t give it much thought
On Wednesdays,
I reestablish my pace
On Thursdays, not as well as I ought
On Fridays,
my words sometimes elude me
On Saturdays,
I find those which I sought
On Sundays,
I usually give it a rest
Lest my ceiling
get a little too hot
The Soul And The WyrmThe Soul and the Wyrm
I represent the darkest of dreams
I represent the fractured seams
I represent the Soul and the Wyrm
For my beliefs I shall burn
I am the spirit free and true
I am a paradox through and through
I am the first and the last of my kind
Yet I know not what in the future I’ll find
I am I
I am free
The Soul and the Wyrm
The paradox of me
The Two SunsThe Two Suns
There were two suns burning in my sky
But all I really need is one
Now with the promise of a new dawn
I believe this day is finally done
Now as one sun finally sets
Another begins it’s rise
Warming the bedrock of my heart
And setting a fire in my eyes
Full of hope and courage strong
I stand and face the breaking light
I question the course of this new day
And assure myself that it is right
And with thoughts of this rising sun
Warming me to my heart’s core
I realize of the setting sun
I shall think no more
Time To RebuildTime to Rebuild
When the fabric of your reality
Comes crashing apart
It is hard to know
Just where to start
When it’s time to rebuild
What has been destroyed
And all your best labors
You’ve already deployed
You sift through the rubble
And the remains of your heart
Searching vainly for the core
That noble, pure part
When you begin to bare pieces
Of your once sheltered heart
Is usually when the pain
Begins to build and start
Putting things back
In the places they belong
Is an arduous task
Both painful and long
The baring of one’s soul
Is not easy to take
But it’s what’s to be followed
If a whole you are to make
Putting again the pieces together
Is the course to be taken
Abandoning enmity
Vengeance must be forsaken
Find the part of yourself
That wills to continue
Be faithful to that desire
Integrity; honest and true
The pieces of your life
Shall fall again in place
But only if you keep striving
Only if you keep up the pace
It’
Time To Go Awaytime to go away
It’s time to find a place to hide
It’s time to go away
It’s time to leave this dusty field
Where I once used to play
The ground has got much colder now
And the grass has all but died
No trees to shelter me from the wind
So I must find a place to hide
Time flies by
Memories
At the speed of thought
To fast to see
I wish I could
Slow it down
But this crazy world
Keeps spinning round
I don’t know why!
I wish I could fly!
I wish I could
Spread my wings
Soar through the heart
Of my dreams
Touch that part
At my core
Where dreams are kept
Forever more
But I just don’t know
Where should I go?
And now, like a Winter’s wind
My dreams have all passed me by
And so I leave this barren field behind
As I set my course and fix my eye
On the future, an endless road
Taking paths never walked before
A journey of a thousand steps
A quest to find a distant shore
A place beyond this cold, gray sky
Where I can learn again to dr
Where There Is MagicWhere There Is Magic
Little words, dancing and singing
Magically across the page
Won’t you come, join with them
And share in their rage
For such a time can be had
When you take the time to read
As anything is possible
When your imagination is freed
So catch onto a rainbow and dance on a cloud
Come dream on a hill with me
Tunnel with the trolls who dig mythical holes
And wander from the mountains to t he sea
Sweet Dorothy welcomes you to Oz
Bilbo and Frodo to Middle Earth
Little Alice has her wonderful wonderland
Where the realities of Dreams are given birth
The minds of the sages are all laid bare
Beckoning you to contemplate
All of the mysteries of our universe
All of their thoughts so noble, so great
So come along and discover
The written word is a powerful hook
the Mysteries, the Grandeur, the Dreams of our race
All bound between the covers of a book
WondermentWonderment
Sometimes I stop and ask myself
Sometimes I stop and ponder
What are these images in my head?
Thoughts full of awe and wonder
I ask myself `why do I fancy?’
I ask myself ` why do I dream?’
Castles encrusted with crystals
Lost in a paradise that gleams
Dreams of an age long since past
Childhood thoughts pure and free
Transferred to a time that is now
For the wonder of youth still fills me
3 YearsSo it’s officially been three years since my surgery. The past two years when the date comes, I normally just get in a blah mood. That moods leads to me thinking about all the things that I have lost in these three years. This year I’ve taken another look at it. Yes I did loose some things but not everything. I don’t blame my parents for not trying to keep up most of my bills. I know they couldn’t. I do not blame them for selling my car. Later on they did replace my car but later on we agreed to sale it too. Yes it’s been three years since I have worked. I choose to have surgery so that I could walk for a little while longer. I knew from the get go I could end up worse. I do not blame the doctor. This year I’ve looked at the whole situation from a different point of view. I do not long for the things that I lost better yet I’m thankful for the things that came out of having surgery. I’m very thankful for my Mama. If it wasn’t for her I would be lost. She is always there for me to lean
Your HairYour Hair...
I really like your hair
It has that classic look
Done up with ever so much care
Ah, the time it must have took
The way your hair hangs down
At once loose and free
Still yet braided and bound
Oh, what that does to me...
In my eyes you are a dream
Aphrodite was never so fair
And a woman prettier was never seen
Than you and your radiant golden hair
Who Were You?who Were You?
Who were you when you were a child
What dreams captivated you, held you
Built you into the man you are today?
What brought you down this path
This road you’ve chosen?
Was it Destiny?
Was it Fate?
Did you intend to come this way?
TouchTouch
Touch
I see her
She dances for me
When my heart is forlorn
And my night is lonely
Her movements are simple
Intricately sweet
Passionate and graceful
If just our hands would meet
To touch...
But what can I do
About the way that I feel
About the way that she moves
When I know it’s not real
Touch
Just fantasy seen
Under the gorgeous gleam
Of the dancing lights
That paint her body so bright
Ah, to touch...
To feel her flesh
The touch of her hand
The caress of her cheek
And the smell of her hair
as it falls around me
in a perfumed cascade
Ah, the fantasies I’ve made!
Just to touch...
To smell her hair
Ah, I don’t care
Burn, burn my soul
But let me feel
Just once, just one time
Let this fantasy be real
Her touch...
Her breath...
Her lips...
Fool!
Oh, forlorn fool!
How you torture yourself
Have you no dignity?
Won’t you open your eyes and see?
You walk the path of the lonely
Just a touch...
DozenWednesday, June 18, 2008
one of those days
IN THE DARK OF NIGHT IN MY DREAMS WE EMBRACE
THE WARMTH OF YOUR BREATH CARESSING MY FACE
LIPS PARTING TO COMBINE,TONGUES INTERTWINED
A MOMENT WE SHARE NOW FROZEN IN TIME
LOOKING INTO YOUR SPARKLING BLUE EYES AS I BRUSH YOUR HAIR BACK FROM YOUR FACE
LOOKING DOWN WITH JOY AS WE OCCUPY THE SAME SPACE
SEIZE THIS INSTANT,MAKE IT SHINE FOR ALL TIME
IN THE MEMORIES AND CORRIDORS OF OUR AGING MINDS
SOMETHING WE SHARE AND CHERISH EACH DAY AND WHEN
WE DIE WELL STILL BE TOGETHER TO STAY REMEMBERING AGAIN ALL THE FEELINGS WE SHARE
AND ALL THE SPECIAL WAYS WE SHOW EACH OTHER HOW MUCH WE CARE
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evrything fading and falling away
the cycle nears completion a little more each day
memories of days gone by fading fast away
nothing you can say to me,no action you can do
you had your chance and blew it,theres nothing left to prove
time ticks slowly now as i a
To __________To _____
You are so beautiful...
Ah, but to hold you and kiss you
until every Dream I ever dreamt
merged together as one
and froze in time...
ElevenWednesday, June 18, 2008
lyrics for a lullaby
now i pray to the lord of sheep
take my life from me as i sleep
bring death to mine enemies swift and without a sound
then both of our evils will be laid down
let the tongue of the liar be cut out
no more destruction will he toss casually about
our fathers who art on earth and haveleft us all in shame
you didnt protect us they stole our innocence
andleft us with none else to blame
give us this day our daily regret
stuck reliving bad choices wed rather forget
lead us out of temptation,we are all decoming deluded
because its not possible to stay clean
floating in water polluted
amen
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lyrics for thistles
I SIT IN A CAGE MADE OF PLASTER AND RAGE
CONTEMPLATING LOSS OF FREEDOM AT THE END OF THIS DAY
THE SYSTEM OF LAW,ACCORDING TO MAN
HAS SCREWED ME OVER AGAIN AND AGAIN
FUCK YOUR SO CALLED AUTHORITY
WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO DECIDE FOR ME?
DeeceWednesday, June 18, 2008
lyrics for who are you
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To Dena (an Acrostic Poem)To Dena
(acrostic)
Done up with ever so much care
Every strand in place
Never awry is her hair
Angelic is her face
Lovely visions in hazel-blue
Eyes of a Soul that is true
Irresistible and bright
Glowing with an inner light
Heavenly through and through
Watch the twinkle in her face
And the way she moves her hips
Delicious is her every grace
Enticing are her sensuous lips
9Wednesday, June 18, 2008
lyrics for the siamese
a desert vision beneath a cloudless sky
ecstatic that youve landed i could never fly so high
your touch expands my horizons to the point of pure bliss
pleasure and contentment blur into a new sensation
self contained within each kiss
hand in hand we ascend the mountain path before us
never fearful or longing
higher still until we reach our place in the sun
embracing,eyes locked as we meld into one
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lyrics for greeneyes
feels like moving through a dream
lost deep in thought in emerald pools
imagining a future not so far off
daydreaming happily of smiling at you
laughing into the wind,staring at the clouds above
describing where weve been,tales of loss and love
hand and hand we cease to be two,but one united
intertwined souls cant be divided
standing in sunshine and outshining it by far
is your beautiful green eyes ,my beautiful star
it w
OchoWednesday, June 18, 2008
lyrics for sadness
i see the world,its moving parts
angry people with broken hearts
i lay out the path then watch as all get led astray
i try to connect but no one ever stays
i just sit and stare into space alot these days
wondering what ive done wrong,or could have done differently
or how badly i waste the gifts god has given me
but the tears will not come,theyve all gone away
i bottle up my sadness save it for a rainy day
when i can be alone and then no one can see
just how empty i feel and how sadness overwhelms even me
just one bitter tear that falls to the floor
one anguished sigh and then no more
im not here to feed you
i will not let you see my pain
maybe its god who needs you
i just want my peace again
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lyrics for sadness
i see the world,its moving parts
angry people with broken hearts
i lay out the path then watch as all get led astray
i try to conne
SevenishWednesday, June 18, 2008
ceasing to vibrate
the war within is called off victory declared
too late your legs have been shot off youll never be the person you were born again so why do you keep on struggling friend,just let it go dont be afraid youll see your fallen comrades soon walking the pathways of peace on the stones of war youve laid its all just a sickness,an imbalance of chemicals in the mind or is it a power most possess but are scared to let shine
let it out let the hatred flow let all the problems and painful feelings go dont think ahead the moment wont be there intermingled with blood and bone and bits of your hair it was a lifetime of misery and it went up in a spark a bullet shining in the moonlight temporarily before hitting its mark
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lyrics for h8red
hatemyself,hate it all make the paingo away
living thislife of pl
SexSaturday, August 02, 2008
eyelashes
every inch is one step closer to your destiny
your door is alot easier to break into than you think,theres no lock that can keep me out;by hook or by crook i will enter.i stand and gaze at you for awhile,taking in all the flood of memories as they rush into my mind.the overwhelming flow of negative emotion is empowering,for i know in this moment that my actions will finally put it all to rest.so i casually stride over,and gently kiss your forehead.admiring the delicacy of my advantage.i raise the mallet above me,then suddenly bring it down full force,and mid swing i scream,awakening you a split second before your face caves in,bone crunching and ricocheting off the satin pillows.the look in your eyes was delicious,and i savor it alwaysand forever.
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in no apparent order
Current mood: aggravated
so,theres this guy joey-disgusting fucking pig.i keep asking f
InvitationInvitation
An invitation I offer
An evening dinner with me
Serene and together
In perfect intimacy
Your hand I ask
Your company to share
At a table set for two
A dedication and celebration
Of the short, sweet time
I’ve known you
SinkoThursday, October 02, 2008
hypohysterical
straining,never quite reaching the heights attained in imagination
wandering aimlessly down an untrodden crooked path
the glinting light of the moon beckons me forward into the mists
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clowns
today i drove around my town
everywhere i looked i saw a clown
they wore black suits and funny hats
they had guns too,then i realized it wasnt so funny
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Friday, September 19, 2008
wolfling
sparkling eyes grace my vision as soft hair falls into place
i resist the urge to draw nearer and caress your lovely face
time and lifes irony always seem to laugh and smile at me
a conundrum of wants and needs given and taken away with nothing but fates whim
and all i can think of is straining heavenward into the stars to swim
to steal one delicious kiss woul
Cool CatCool Cat
You’re a cat
You know who you are
You know what you are
You know the reason why you’re here
You know who you are...
You’re a cat
I’m a man, cat
Can I be like you?
Is there anything that a man can be
To be like a cat?
A cool cat?
A quiet cat, a soft cat
A strong and bold cat
A cautious cat, a quick cat
A swift, deadly cat
I wish cat
That I could be more like you
Your proud coat
Your razor claws
I love you cat
You’re a Cool Cat
FoursomeSaturday, October 18, 2008
the sacred vision
finally i have come to this place
on bended knee,dejected,disgraced
no excuses made for deeds ive done
no more joy in the setting sun
the joyous song of the wind in my ears has faded softly away
and i lie here staring at the walls unable and unsure of what to say
each feeling betrays my secrets to the world around me
and my memory returns to the mocking howls and screams of that fateful day
when i had an epiphany,that no matter how fucked up i am,god always loves me
and he understands why i do as i do,even if he doesnt agree
the evil is squashed by his infinite mercy
even if it all turns out to be a product of imagination
at least i lived with a purpose,a sense that i could help the world with one smile at a time
and that will be my legacy,not the lies or misdeeds,but the good seeds ive sown
all the colorful expressions i vomit onto paper
the screams and orgasms and guitars
all the
Muba 3read this now
Subject: David Letterman.........
..TR> 'As most of you know I am not a President Bush fan, nor have I ever been, but this is not about Bush, it is about us, as Americans, and it seems to hit the mark.'
'The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some Poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right?
The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence 2/3 of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, 'What are we so unhappy about?'
A. Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 Days a week?
B. Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter?
C. Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job?
D. Maybe it
Another DayAnother Day
I touched my Dreams
I felt them once
I felt their life
I felt them whole
I touched my Dreams
But a memory is not wasted
On a Dream that flew away
Don’t cast your eyes down
On that cold rock of Reality
Turn your face up to the sky
And dream the Dreams of another day
Don’t cast your eyes down
Don’t break your spirit
Don’t let the Demons of Despair
Rip your heart out
Cold and lifeless
Waiting for someone to find it
There’s a million steps to be taken
On this journey of a lifetime
There’s a road
There’s a path
Straight from your past to your future
The future of another day
More RerunsSunday, November 16, 2008
predatory
all i can do is sit back and grin
as the blood splatters upward and drips down your chin
before you hit the ground,lain low by my blade
ive already retreated,hidden in the shade
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if this makes you uneasy,youre probably guilty
the limitations of this skin bag are becoming all too evident in my latter days
exhaustion grips the very fiber of me being and drags me downward with every step
each action is strained and half hearted
not quite apathetic,nor quite caring
i am feeling like a hollow shell
this body never felt like home
never been farther than closer apart
the mind still seems crowded and im all alone
i take a deep breath and look to the sky
and make a last wish on the clouds floating by
to lay down in peace free from all scares
no more pain and heartache,no more angry stares
mo more confusion,jealousy or greed
A RequestA Request
I ask of you,
Give to me the fulfillment of this dream,
This long awaited moment,
So that when I lie on my final bed
To rest my ancient bones,
I can remember well the love we shared
The dreams we wove,
And know my life was good.
Uncertain WatersUncertain Waters
Setting the Course
Promises broken, Dreams shattered
and Futures dimmed
Time wasted worrying,
eyes red-rimmed
Internal struggles leave
Hope’s strand thinned
I’ve stopped and wondered
just where I’ve sinned
I’ve committed no crime,
just given in
I long for the will
to try again
Time to push forward,
not stay where I’ve been
The strength is within me
but where do I begin?
I try to move forward
but I am held fast
Like an incompetent Captain
bound to the mast
Forced to face the sea’s
unforgiving blast
“Let it end!” I cry,
“How long must this last?”
Eyes filled with anguish
as the waves roll over me
The salt of bitterness blinds;
I can not see
Through the drowning waves
I utter one last plea
“Give me one more chance,
let me be free!”
I look around the deck
and see that I’m alone
A Captain mutinied,
a King without a throne
Thoughts reflecting inward
I sigh a heavy moan
Dreaming that I was once
the bright
Multiple Blogs From MyspaceFriday, November 21, 2008
stepping into sunshine
you are there in my mind,just past a crooked wethered fence
sitting and waiting for me to figure it all out and join you
and i linger here in my despair,with my disease
your memory is in the corner of every smile
all the laughs and silly acts bringing them back at will
today i lean upon them strongly
today i need that warming embrace,small warm hands
the softest kisses on my face
i need to be reminded why i must never quit
i need to be beside you,and until then i will patiently sit
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008
the nurse who loved me is the best song ive ever listened to 75 times in a row
so this it how it ends,pouring out the magic one last time,saying a prayer and wishing love and peace for all my family and friends.kind of anticlimactic,but then again,when did i ever do anything predictable? peace ,love and harmon
Dad, Did You Know!!!Dear Dad,
Did you know, I woke up Thanksgiving morning, at about 7:30 am,
With such a strong feeling that I was seriously ill or would soon be dead.
I was covered in a cold sweat, chest hurting and heart beating so fast,
I was scared, but didn't know, in those few minutes, you had pasted.
And still to this day I shed many tears and hurt inside, the pain is so raw,
For you Dad aren't here anymore, to catch me when I fall.
Dad I want you to know, you have, and always will be my Hero and a true man,
I'm still looking for Mr. right, the one who will sweep me off my feet, and make me his fan.
I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart, for teaching, and loving me to the end,
You need to know you aren't just my Hero and Dad, but one of my truest and dearest of friends.
I am proud to be your baby girl, a pride I hold so close,
I miss you so very much, but it's your awesome wisdom I miss the most.
In a place filled with shadows since the day I felt
The Tapestry Of DreamsThe Tapestry of Dreams
As I weave my possible futures
On the Tapestries of my Dreams
A great host, with the greatest hopes
Are golden images of thee
Yet I know full well, with heart accepting
That I may never realize these scenes
It is my greatest desire and my strongest hope
That together someday we’ll be
The Royal FamilyThe Royal Family
For the Queen?
Errant ways
For the King?
Consistency pays
For the Princess?
Who can say
For the answer?
Upcoming days...
One Last CigaretteOne Last Cigarette
One last cigarette
Shall I burn?
This lonely night
No where to turn
But phantom Dreams
To hold me tight
In the silent misery
Of this lonely night
One last cigarette
It’s time to burn
In hopes of morning
I long an yearn
Of sunlit fields
And mountain streams
A place to rest
My weary Dreams
One last cigarette
Smoke in my eyes
Obscures these visions
Of clear blue skies
To hold me captive
Here in my room
Beneath a starless sky
And an empty moon
One last cigarette
The ember red
I think of things
I’ve left unsaid
Frozen regrets
In the dead of night
Wishing I had
A second sight
One last cigarette
A swirl of smoke
A tear withheld
In a bitter choke
For time spent lost
On a frivolous quest
As I strove to be
My very best
Hear this lament
For forgotten Dreams
For wild hopes
And noble schemes
For all of that
Which I have yearned
And this last cigarette
Which I have burned
The Difference Of Slave & Submissivesubmissives
- First,of all I will not be discussing the differences between a sub and a slave but merely that which makes and defines submissiveness and behaviour.
- who, what, why and how makes you what you are..
- I think it's a good reason to clear up what a submissive is
- the point of this class is that those of you that are here will be able to help your sisters or brothers in the event that they need to better understand their position
- the first point is who is submissive?
- many just assume it is one who submits to Another, but its really much broader
- others feel it is someone who feels the pull and need of submission within them whether they have One to submit to at the time or not
- E/everyone is submissive to one degree or another
- anyone who feels they are and conducts themselves in that manner
- will they act submissive? maybe and maybe not
- are they required to be submissive to All?
- Respectful or courteous to A/all yes submit to All
I Saw You WalkingI saw you walking
I saw you walking
and stopped to stare,
though I looked the fool
I did not care,
for enchanted was I
by your walk,
that I longed just a moment
to stop and talk.
I held designs
much deeper - true -
but content am I
to chat with you,
for a prettier face
I ne’er did see
and your eyes touched a chord
deep in me.
But if I may,
if given the chance,
if invited by
your welcoming glance,
I would place
the tenderest kiss
upon your breast -
ah, bliss!
Golden DreamsGolden Dreams
let me dream
golden dreams
your hair
cascading falls
sweet scents
hidden treasures
golden dreams
golden pleasures
Honor And TrustHonor and Trust
- now then how do W/we define Honor?
- Honor - high respect, reputation, sense of what is right or due
- what does Honor consist of in BDSM and is it a two-way avenue?
- both the Dom/me and the sub must apply the same rules
- Honor consists of Respect
- in BDSM Respect must be in both directions
- now it is most often spoken about in the terms of the sub having Respect for Dom/mes
- but Dom/mes must also have respect for subs or slaves and their rights, cares and needs
- to have Honor whether you are Dom/me or sub, you must have a foundation of what is right and wrong
- but can you just have that information or must you apply it? - it doesn't make you Honorable to just know what is right or due
- or how you should conduct yourself in a relationship
- Y/you would have to apply it or the information alone is pretty much worthless
- and actually I think I can weave some Judgment in with this subject
- respect and trust are both earned yet honor se
A Remembered DreamA Remembered Dream
Drifting through the dreams
of my eternal youth
Searching vainly for the core,
the ever elusive truth
A timeless journey,
a never ending quest
As I try to remember
that which was best
I remember laughter
in the company of friends
I remember the summers
that never had an end
I remember the love
I knew in my family
And all of the freedom
that my parents gave to me
I remember it all,
a warm, inviting host
Those dear memories
that which I cherish most
And I promise myself
never to let them rest
As I touch upon the truth,
that which is best
Bitchesyou are the biggest bitches on the entire planet.
nothing but lies about other people are always coming out of your mouth. get a real life. and why dont you show your fat asses in pictures. you both continuously post only pix of your face so that all these guys wont be able to see how ugly and fat both of you are. Quit makin shit up to make yourselves look good. you are both nothing but traller trash whores and no man will ever be happy looking at a face like that for the rest of their lives. nasty ass bitches! there is a reason why guys only wanna fuck you from the back.. so they can look at the back of your head instead of your nasty grill.put your money where your mouth is, nasty putas'
Is Your Relatioship Healthy?HOW MANY OF THE FOLLOWING ATTITUDES AND BEHAVIORS ARE PRESENT IN YOUR RELATIONSHIPS???
1. COMMUNICATION is open and SPONTANEOUS (including LISTENING)
2. RULES/BOUNDARIES are clear and explicit, yet allows flexibility
3. INDIVIDUALITY, FREEDOM, and PERSONAL IDENTITY is ENHANCED!!!!
4. Each enjoys doing things for SELF, as well as for the OTHER
5. PLAY, HUMOR, and HAVING FUN is common place
6. Each does not attempt to "FIX" or control the other
7. ACCEPTANCE of self and other (for REAL selves)
8. ASSERTIVENESS: feelings and needs are expressed
9. HUMILITY: able to let go of need to "BE RIGHT"
10.. SELF-CONFIDENCE and SECURITY in own worth
11. CONFLICT is faced directly and resolved
12. OPENNESS to constructive feedback
13. EACH is trustful of the other
14. BALANCE of giving and receiving
15. NEGOTIATIONS are fair and democratic
16. TOLERANCE: forgiveness of self and others
17. Mistakes are accepted and LEARNED from
18. WILLINGNESS TO
Bdsm In A Vanilla Perspective...BDSM in a Vanilla perspective
It's all for the submissive's benefit? Yeah, right. The submissive is the one being bossed around or spanked or whatever. How can you say that isn't abuse?
Simple. Two reasons:
In a BDSM relationship, the submissive sets the limits. A victim of abuse doesn't get a vote; the victim can't tell the abuser what to do, or how much to do it. A submissive sets all the limits--what kinds of things can be (and can't be!) done, how much, and for how long.
And while we're on the subject of limits, there is more than one kind of limit in a BDSM relationship. Everybody has "hard" limits--things that they absolutely will not do, and will not even consider. Some people, for example, like to be tied up but don't like the idea of being whipped; if they won't allow themselves to be whipped, ever, that's a hard limit.
There are also "soft" limits--things that someone won't do under ordinary circumstances, but will allow to be "forced" on him or her in the cont
Characteristics Of Healthy RelationshipsO.K., o.k., I swiped with her blessings from my dear friend Gypsy Heart. I did make some typo corrections but felt this is a valuable share for everyone to at least look at and take it for what it is worth.
The following is a list like a check list of many "ATTITUDES AND BEHAVIORS" that either are or are not present in ones own life and then many relationships we all have.. whether its a friendship, and intimate relationship , parent...
Print this off and sit back and either check things off as you realize these different little things... hope this helps you all.
HOW MANY OF THE FOLLOWING ATTITUDES AND BEHAVIORS ARE PRESENT IN YOUR RELATIONSHIPS???
1. COMMUNICATION is open and SPONTANEOUS (including LISTENING)
2. RULES/BOUNDARIES are clear and explicit, yet allows flexibility
3. INDIVIDUALITY, FREEDOM, and PERSONAL IDENTITY is ENHANCED!!!!
4. Each enjoys doing things for SELF, as well as for the OTHER
5. PLAY, HUMOR, and HAVING FUN is common place
6. Each
Hard To Admit !!!Heard this tonight, Great song had me, Great break up song they say. I just think music marks a part in you life. I guess I am marked heart & soul.
Mariah Carey I Stay in Love Lyrics:
Oh oh ooh ooh
Oh oh ooh ooh
Oh oh oh ooh ooh
Oh oh ooh ooh
Oh oh ooh ooh
Oh oh oh ooh ooh
Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you
Dying inside cause I
can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional
love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds
And I know
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "
Attention All Shadow LevelersWell today something happened.I have been told y many that we arent allowed too have more then one account.The Shadow Leveler Home Page has been deleted by Fubar. Im not sure the real reasoning.
At this point in time we will use the Helpers page as the homepage. This is where we will go too post and find level ups.
shadowlevelershelper~OWNED BY SCARLETT...@ fubar
I need all of your help!!!! This is a mandatory thing.I need all levelers too send a private message too the home page so that we can do a up too date blog with the members. It doesnt have too be anything more then title member.
Please if you see another leveler on your pge ask them if they checked this blog out.
The Spoiled Under-30 Crowd!!!If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!!
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning...uphill BOTH ways yadda, yadda, yadda
And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it!
But now that...I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it!
I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email!! We had to actually write somebody a letter with
Fred ClausOk people I REALLY tried here! I made it through almost an hour of it but I just can't get into it. I have no idea who the movie is geared towards. There are adult references that would make it inappropriate for some children and it's not adult enough to be for adults only.
I think I'm going to take it out now and put something else in.
If you HAVE to see it because it has Vince Vaughn then enjoy. You very well may actually like it :P
A Contest Like No Other...come Join The Fun!!!The contest is...
A unique SFW Salute from you to me..
Unique meaning something that is not normally seen in a salute.
How you win.
500k for the person with the most rates.
500k to the highest rating average
500k to the most real legitimate comments.
You must get regular comments, and have the entries ranked.. those comments are only accepted if they look like
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any ranking that is just a number will not be counted... it will be veiwed as comment bombing.
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The Piano (poem)This entry was inspired by a news item I caught this evening about a piano found abandoned in the woods of Harwich near Cape Cod Massachusetts. The Baldwin piano, which required 6 men to lift it into a van for removal, was found in tune and perfect condition along with a piano bench.
The Piano
A swirl of autumnal leaves cascade
‘round the piano in the wooded glade
Pagan pianist unknown unseen
Composing ballads to his forest queen
His melody haunts the icey air
Deep within his arboreal lair
Her ethereal form floats by night
Disappearing with each morning’s light
His muse from which inspiration springs
Accompaniment to the song she sings
Phantom fingers on ivory keys
Unlock the forest’s mysteries
Illiteracy....Why do people get mad when you don't accept them when they don't even take the time to read a profile?
It's like if you read it and did NOT do what u just did like a blank request and all that stuff everything would be straight, because I for one hate it when someone adds you then doesn't speak to you at all. Just sayin yo, I know I'm not the only one...
Is Obama A Natural Born U.s. Citizen?CHANGING OF THE GUARD
'Constitutional crisis' looming over Obama's birth location
Alan Keyes lawsuit warns America may see 'usurper' in Oval Office
Posted: November 14, 2008, 8:40 pm Eastern
http://www.worldnetdaily.com/index.php...
The California secretary of state should refuse to allow the state's 55 Electoral College votes to be cast in the 2008 presidential election until President-elect Barack Obama verifies his eligibility to hold the office, alleges a California court petition filed on behalf of former presidential candidate Alan Keyes and others.
The legal action today is just the latest is a series of challenges, some of which have gone as high as the U.S. Supreme Court, over the issue of Obama's status as a "natural-born citizen," a requirement set by the U.S. Constitution.
WND senior reporter Jerome Corsi even traveled to Kenya and Hawaii prior to the election to investigate issues surrounding Obama's birth. But his research and discoveries only raised more qu
Filling In On The Bad News!!About a month n half ago, doctor said I had HPV virus and mild dysplasia. Well after biopsy pin pointed to one area, surgery went fine cut out the area of bad cells. Well the results came back on that, i went from Stage 1 to Stage 3 in that month n half. So now have a major surgery schedule, to remove the uterus. Ya at 27 i get to have it removed, thank god for my two kids. Dec 10th is surgery, just in time for me to take two weeks to relax. Hoping to be moving by Christmas. So Merry Christmas to all and hope u have good holidays. I will be around but at this rate i have Two weekends to get all shopping down and everything else. MUAH and miss ya'll. will be around when i can get on.
Beth
Characteristics Of Healthy RelationshipsOK MY FRIENDS ... i came across a page that was folded up among my books and i BELIVE and feel that this will help not only myself but hopefully some of you as well...
the following is a list like a check list of many "ATTITUDES AND BEAHVIORS" that either are or are not present in ones own life and then many relationships we all have.. wether its a friendship, and intimate relationship , parent...
print this off and sit and either check things off as u realize this different little things... hope this helps you all.
HOW MANY OF THE FOLLOWING ATTITUDES AND BEHAVIORS ARE PRESENT IN YOUR RELATIONSHIPS???
1. COMMUNICATION is open and SPONTANIOUS (including LISTENING)
2. RULES/BOUNDRIES are clear and explicit, yet allows flexibility
3. INDIVIDUALITY, FREEDOM, and PERSONAL IDENITY is ENHANCED!!!!
4. Each enjoys doing things for SELF, as well as for the OTHER
5. PLAY , HUMOR, and HAVING FUN is common place
6. Each does not attempt to "FIX" or contro
Not The Best But WhateverThere are so many things
That I could say
But damn if my nerves
They don't get in the way
My hands won't even let me
Pick up the phone
Continually keeping me
Out of that zone
I smile I laugh
Still I continue to let it pass
Ignore my head
The things my mind has said
Push away my heart
That I won't even let start
Keep my self to side
You'll never know
The things I hide
But maybe you will
If you can see 'me' inside
If you can push past the wall
The one I put up not to keep people out
But see if someone will fight
To climb over
Buy Meim bein auctioned off.. come bid on me
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Thanksi wanted to thank everyone who left comments and voted on my mumm. I needed to hear everyones opinions. i didnt do it for attention. i just wanted to know what was up. and like i said i know every stripper excuse is they are stripping to pay for college. but i really do need help paying for school. i have been in college for 5 years and just dont want to throw it down the drain. Yes i can get a part time job. but that is not going to help me paying for my school. i have to pay rent, car payment, lights, food etc. im not trying to be a bummer either. you know its just a crossroad i need to make. but once again thank you for all of your support. RAch
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A Different Christmas PoemA Different Christmas Poem author unknown
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the
sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,
A lone figure stood, h
Becoming Screen LiterateBy KEVIN KELLY
Published: November 21, 2008
Everywhere we look, we see screens. The other day I watched clips from a movie as I pumped gas into my car. The other night I saw a movie on the backseat of a plane. We will watch anywhere. Screens playing video pop up in the most unexpected places — like A.T.M. machines and supermarket checkout lines and tiny phones; some movie fans watch entire films in between calls. These ever-present screens have created an audience for very short moving pictures, as brief as three minutes, while cheap digital creation tools have empowered a new generation of filmmakers, who are rapidly filling up those screens. We are headed toward screen ubiquity.
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Video Citing: TimeTube, on the Web, gives a genealogy of the most popular videos and their descendants, and charts their popularity in time-line form.
When technology shifts, it bends the culture. Once, l
Escutcheonescutcheon \ih-SKUHCH-uhn\, noun:
1. a shield decorated with a coat of arms
2. the protective metal plate around a keyhole and lock, drawer handle or pull, light switch, etc.
3. the panel on a ship's stern bearing her name
97In a time of universal deceit - telling the truth is a revolutionary act. - George Orwell
"pedro"“Pedro”
When I was a boy they walked up my street
Ringing their bells in the moist summer heat
All knew the meaning of the bell and it’s sound
It meant that the knife sharpener was coming around
All pulled a cart with a large stone wheel
That they worked with a foot pedal to sharpen the steel
Pedro was the same, with the very same kit
But the difference lay in what he did with it
A small Mexican man, with a smile that could beam
And old golden teeth that would sparkle and gleam
As he worked away pumping the pedal
That sent the stone spinning to grind on the metal
But Perdro’s wheel was not the same
As the others in the sharpening game
It looked far older, somehow out of place
With strange carved symbols etched into it’s face
Most didn’t notice and didn’t care
They just paid him on the street right there
And the wheel would spin and the sparks would fly
And then old Pedro would say goodbye
Then came the last full moon of the year
And something gruesome
Greit Vi Begynner Med Ingeborg BachmannIngeborg.
Ingen borg Bak-mann.
Hun hadde som østerisk kvinne og intellektuell ingen mulighet til å komme unna fenomenet Adolf Hitler.
Nazismen og jødeutryddelsene ligger under hennes historie. Sammen med et ønske om å forstå seg selv som kvinne.
Vi må huske at Hitler var østerriker. Selv om han tidlig forsøkte å gjøre Østerike til en del av Tyskland.
Og vi må huske at Østerike har vært en del av Østerike-Ungarn. Et virkelig storrike med tradisjoner. Det Habsburgske dobbelt-monarki.
Det leder tankene mot Musil's Mannen Uten Egenskaper.
Sammen med en innsikt i kvinnen som en bakenforliggende og styrende makt over mannen med eksemplet Elisabeth Nietzsche som det mest interessante i sammenhengen gir det en mulig innfallsvinkel til Ingeborg Bachmans projekt.
Det er mulig å se Hitler som styrt av en kvinne.
Og det er mulig å se ham på villspor på feil side av den østeriske grensen.
Og som østerisk kvinne blir det med de forutsetningene mulig å se seg selv som den styrende
UpdateHey all, how go's it, broken down James here and wanted to let you know hwo my life is going.
First and Foremost, i am now officially a Utilikilt Sales Rep ( www.utilikilts.com ) if you would like more info or have any ?'s, let me know offline (IE: dont ask in a comment here or on my profile, i dont mind promoting Utilikilts, but kind of a waste in that manner.
Since i last blogged, i have moved again because the Mgt would not allow my Roomie Partner and close friend Duncan on the lease we were expecting to put on due to an issue that he had with them a few years ago. and since we ARE a family, this would and could not let this happen. (plus he is a really kool person ) we then had to find a new place in about 3 weeks. we are now in Mesa.
I also got a new Tattoo by a REALLY good artist that shall remain nameless for the time being. ( Check out my Photo's)
This was a cover up and if anybody that knows me in "real life" (has met me and seen me and my tattoo's) knows w
All You DoAll You Do
Just sitting here wondering if I can do more
I'm not out to please anyone but I want to make people happy
Can't make anyone be my friend or care about me.
Seems like all I do is never enough for anyone
I guess I'm looking for attention and going about it all wrong
I never though that I would feel this way but its killing me inside
No one to talk to about it and it scares me.
I cant be perfect but I don't deserve what I get most of time
People have it worse of than me but I can say My life is better than most but can I ever do enough
Or is never enough
Helphttp://tytydaddy.webs.com/
Forgotten AngelYesturday you saw me.
Today you remembered me.
But tomorrow you will forget me!
-The Forgotten Angel
Yesturday I saw you.
Today I remembered you,
And tomorrow may never come, because I refuse to forget you!
-The one who REMEMBERED the Forgotten Angel
For My DaddyMy mind says "jump!"
My heart says "wait!
You're putting too much upon your plate!"
If this love is true
It won't go fast,
If you don't push hard it's sure to last!
I need his love
it feeds my soul,
He's the half that makes me whole.
I can't believe
that this is real,
I love the way he makes me feel!
A gentle touch
a goodnight kiss,
I swear I must be dreaming this!
Is this a dream?
Am I awake?
Is it real or is it fake?
I think of you
each night and day,
hoping that you're heare to stay!
If there's one thing
I know is true,
it is this, baby I love you!
I Love UI can feel my heart beat
but I cannot move my feet.
Pound, pound in my chest
I swear this feeling is the best!
Never felt something quite like this
and I feel it each time we kiss.
Thump, thump in my throat,
You're the one that floats my boat.
Without you I'm sure to sink,
this love has got me on the brink.
I just can't wait to be with you,
it all sounds crazy, but I swear it's true!
You're the one I want holding me tight,
You're the one I want sleeping in my bed at night.
I want to wake up to your loving smile,
so if you don't mind I'm keeping you a while.
I'm holding you close, not letting you leave
'cause one thing's for sure you belong with me!
You're my angel and I know it's true,
'cause even when you're gone, baby, I love you
Jingle BoombsDashing through the sand
with a bomb strapped to my back
'cause i've got a nasty plan
for christmas in Iraq!
i got through check point "A"
but not through check point "B"
that's when i got shot in the @$$
by the U.S. Military!!
OOOOHHHH!!!
Jingle Bombs, Jingle Bombs
Mine blew up you see..
where are all the virgins that
Benlahden promised me?!
OOOHHH!!!
Jingle Bombs, Jingle Bombs
your soldiers shot me dead
the only thing that i have left
is this towel upon my head!
I used to be a man
but every time i cough
thanks to uncle sam
my nuts keep falling off!
my bombing days are done
i need to find some work
perhaps it would be much safer
as a convenient store night clerk!
OOOHHH!!
Jingle Bombs, Jingle Bombs
i think i got screwed
don't laugh at me because i'm dead
or I...KILL....YOUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I KILL YOU!
-Achmed the dead terrorist
To The Lost Angelo the forgotten angel:
you are the guardian angel watching over me.
you are the sun that lights my sky in the day.
you are the moon that lights my sky at night.
you are the air i breathe to survive.
you are the whisper in the gentle breeze.
you are the sound of the ocean that calms my soul.
you are the song stuck inside my head.
you are the one i dream about when i sleep.
you are the one i think about when i'm awake.
you are the world i live in.
you are my everything!! and I LOVE YOU!
Sweet DreamsEyes growing heavy
my muscles weaken
slowly I'm slipping away,
into the darkness,
into my dreams
to await the dawn of a brand new day.
Head on my pillow,
visions of you
begin rushing into my head.
a smile appears
as I'm thinking of you
lying with me in my bed.
I'm cold and I'm lonely
dreaming sweet dreams
of your arms holding me close to you.
And perhaps if I wait,
and pray hard enough,
one day my sweet dreams will come true!
Lost AngelSitting in the shadows,
empty and alone,
the Lost Angel waits to be found.
So many thoughts
running through her mind
as she stares blankly at the ground.
People pass,
some stop and stare,
but no one sees the hurt.
To make it worse,
all these jerks
keep treating her like dirt.
But deep inside
she finds the strength
to stand above the crowd;
Like the single
ray of sun
that comes shining through the cloud.
You've seen this light,
and thanks to you
she no longer sits alone.
The Lost is found,
the empty filled
with all the love you've shown.
Its Hes FaultHe's a drunk dad
who just can't see
he's about to lose
his whole family!!
The kids can't take it,
the mom can't deal,
but being drunk he don't know
this shit's for real!
He won't stop drinking
He just don't care,
but maybe it'll hit him
when his family's not there!
He won't have us there
to clean his mess,
but I'm sure he'll drink more
and care even less!
He works really hard
and I'm sure he means well
but his mother fucking drinking
is putting us all through hell!!
His son is locked up
which makes me mad,
and its 'cause he can't deal
with his drunk ass dad!
His daughter's my friend
and she's falling apart,
she wants her dad to stop drinking
and its breaking her heart.
She has a boyfriend
and they love each other,
I like to think of him
as an older brother.
He treats us all good
but hates the drunk dad,
and when the dad starts yelling
he gets
My 1 And OnlyYou're the warm sensation
that I feel inside my soul,
you're my man, my love, my world-
you're the half that makes me whole!
You're the sun that lights my day,
you're the moon that lights my night,
I'll love when we get along
I'll love you more each time we fight.
I know sometimes I'll piss you off,
but don't forget how much I care..
and no matter how much we may yell,
I promise I'll still be there.
I don't always pick up the phone,
and I may forget to call...
but my feelings and my love for you
haven't changed at all.
I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
but I'll be as close as I can be,
You're the only one my heart beats for,
You're my One & Only!!
~thanksgiving Wishes~~~~~~~~~THANKGIVING WISHES~~~~~~~~
Well it's finally here, or nearly! I am packing and getting ready to go see my son in Ft. Worth~ I will leave in the morning and I will get to spend the whole week with my baby! Yes..... (He is 21, but he will always be my baby!) Lol.. I haven't gotten to see him, since my Birthday in August! He is on shift at the firestation, and couldn't come home for Thanksgiving~ SO I am taking Thanksgiving to him! Like I said he is 21 , and I haven't ever spent one holiday without him, and I am not starting now! Lol.. For the last 17 years, I have always cooked Thanksgiving Dinner at my house, I still didn't get out of making 80 quarts of dressing, so I will be leaving some of it, for those left behind! Lol.... And transporting some to Ft. Worth~ It will defintley be a different Thanksgiving, without all of my family~ My mom has been in the hopsitol for most of this month, from complications from her breast cancer surgery~ Our plans were that sh
Heart V HeadEvery minute of every day in our lives we all make choices, what to wear, what to eat, drink, where to go next, what to do next and every choice we make effects what sort of day we have, what sort of life we are going to have and some we have to make because we can see no other way in any given situation that is right for everyone…these we call sacrifices and theses, for whatever reason are the hardest choices we have to make as they can and invariably do effect our life’s greatly.
One of the greatest sacrifices we may have to make is those of the heart and no matter how hard it may seem sometimes that choice has to be made, for instance, you care very deeply for someone but you see that that someone is it utter turmoil for what every reason, then the choice is, do you carry on with that someone as you were and hope they manage to overcome and come to terms with whatever the problem may be, knowing that maybe you are part of or caught up in that turmoil or do you allow that some
Random Feelings.You are the most beautiful thing to me.
You brighten my day with your smile.
You make me feel so special when I am around you.
You know exactly what to do to make me in a better mood.
You know that I love you.
You know that I can?t stand not being around you.
You are my everything.
You are the one I love and the only one I love.
You are my princess and I am your prince.
You are who you are and that?s why I love you.
That?s who you are to me.
HancockI just got done watching Hancock and I have only one thing to say about this movie. OMG!!!! This movie was awesome! I was expecting it to be decent at best but it greatly exceeded my expectations!
It started out fast with a high speed chase on the 105 and then goes to a drunk black man passed out on a bench. He gets woken up by a young boy who makes him reluctantly go and save the day. However, he is not your average superhero. He has powers he doesn't understand and he's kinda clumsy. Usually destroys half the city in the process of saving it so the citizens of L.A. aren't really very fond of him.
Hancock desperately wants to fit in and be accepted. He feels bad because he works hard to save people and they hate him for it. He saves the life of a publicist who wants to save the world in his own way. The publicist, Ray, can see how much Hancock is hurting and devises a plan to get the people to accept him as a hero.
The city puts out a warrant for Hancock's arrest be
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I Has An Idea!Ok, so I figured that since I work at Blockbuster and I get to bring home movies before they are released on DVD I would let people know what I think about them after I watch them. I just got done watching Hancock and was telling my poi that she had to go and rent it tonight because it's such an awesome movie but I realized she couldn't rent it until Tuesday. So coming up in a few minutes will be my review for Hancock. Followed later by Space Chimps and Fred Claus.
Enjoy everyone and make informed decisions when you go to your local video store this week :P
Not That Anyone Cares.Do you believe in angels?
Because I sure do,
The first time I saw you,
It was too good to be true.
For everyone there is someone,
And for me its you.
I can?t believe this is happening,
Its too good to be true.
I love you!
Cyberstalking... Obsession & Hacking All Wrapped Up 4 You! Kudos Kittyluv You Busted Us Out!History With KittyLuv: (as we Know it)x
It all Started with WitchyWoman aka "kittyluv" Running to the HideAway seeking protection from REDS LOUNGE using our Head DJ's Name SexyBunny, saying she was a good friend of hers, well of course we automatically gave shelter and protected her from Reds lounge knowing that Reds' had a rep for being this angry & mean lounge. For over the next couple of hours we were hounded by Reds' and their members for allowing this woman into our lounge - they were after her for her "rippin' their lounge members' pics without their permission" Kinda silly I thought.. but hey I promised protection to my staff & their friends @ anytime and by gosh, I was gonna stand by my word and I did.... UNTIL I went to WitchyWomans aka KittyLuvs, page and realized she had me BLOCKED lmfao... and I asked her about this over and over without a response.. and then Mike asked her about this with no response.. pretty soon I ejected and banned her and let her deal with Reds
A New Book I Am Beginning Work OnHi all,
As some of you may know, I currently have several published books to my credit and the positive feedback I have recieved from many here and elsewhere regarding my dark poetry has convinced me that I will now author a new book featuring the stories posted here and many more not yet posted.
This new self published book will be called, "Too Twisted For The Campfire: Dark Adult Poems of Horror, Madness, and Death."
I am sincerely hoping that I can involve two of my good and talented friends, Scabby Cadaver and Seth Rose, both of whom have worked with me in the past on my live performance photos and in creating original dark artwork for my promo materials, to provide sinister photos and artwork to grace it's pages.
I will keep everyone updated on it's progress.
Cheers, Steve
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Station Victims Won’t See Settlement Until SpringBy TRACY BRETON
Journal Staff Writer
PROVIDENCE –– Victims of the Station nightclub fire aren’t going to get any of their settlement money in time for Christmas.
It appears, in fact, that it will be next spring at the earliest that any funds will be distributed.
A federal magistrate judge, David L. Martin, met yesterday with lawyers for the victims and the dozens of parties they sued in connection with the February 2003 fire. Representatives of both sides said they’d reached agreement on the next steps to be followed as they try to wrap up the litigation.
Providence lawyer William A. Poore will be appointed special master on behalf of the 181 minors who are slated to receive part of the $176 million that has been offered to settle the 11 federal lawsuits brought by those who lost loved ones or suffered injuries in the West Warwick fire.
During the next 45 days, Poore will confer with a Duke University law professor who has devised a matrix for distributing the $1
My Daughter Was Assaulted Today At A Party!My 13 year old went to a slumber party Saturday the 22nd (November) at a "friends" house and in the night (3 am) one of the girls there beat the snot out of her. The girl was kicking her in her ribs til the wind was knocked out of her, and she was crying for her to stop, and then took a plastic whip thing and was beating her with it. She has marks on her legs from it. I went and picked her up ASAP and after talking to my cousin that is a cop he told me not to mess around waiting and to go file a police report against the girl. I took her with me and we went up to the police station and filed a report for assault charges. I'm taking her to school tomorrow morning and going into the school to talk to her 3 teachers (jr. high) and the principal. Let them know what hapened and that a report was filed. If worst comes to worst she will be transferred to another school! It sucks that this stuff happens when you send your kids to CATHOLIC school! She's in a lot of pain right now. Eve
One Child's HeroWhile I was passing through Las Vegas on my way to Albuquerque New Mexico one night, I stopped for dinner at the Circus Circus Hotel. My favorite place to eat in town, because they have the best prime rib and all the games a big kid can stand! I drive a lot in my work and in my life in general; here and there and everywhere. This time I was moving to the great southwest, where cowboys roam and the desert is as high as the sky. I never expected what happened next!
As I came out of the casino and got into my car, I heard a commotion behind me. I looked into my rearview mirror, and saw a young man and woman arguing. They had a tiny tot in tow and she couldn't have been more than three years old. But there they stood, in the middle of the parking lot in front of me and anyone else that happened to be passing by, just arguing away in very load voices. I couldn't help overhear the conversation and it centered around the fact that he was drunk! She wasn't about to relinquish the c
Callie’s CarsCallie’s Cars
The cars
A dimpled wreck
The uncertain creases
in the flesh of the metal
Cellulite waiting to rust
A graveyard of forgotten dreams
Abandoned hopes lying in wait
Hoping for someday to leave
Longing for a hermit
to shrive the dust
Cruel fate
Lost generations
History’s record
Ancient nobles of expressed freedom
Curse of the final home
Invalids unable to move
Shut away to forget
the dreams of the open road
Forgotten and unloved
Destined to be alone
Is Obama The Messiah That The Muslims Are Waiting For??Is Obama the "Messiah" that the Muslims Are Looking For?
Bible-believing Christians are joyfully anticipating the return of Jesus Christ, the true Messiah. Islamic followers have a false “Christ” for which they wait. He is called Mahdi, which means “Divinely Guided One.” The full meaning is “a messianic deliverer who will fill the earth with justice and equity, restore true religion, and usher in a short golden age lasting seven, eight, or nine years before the end of the world.” (Britannica, 1991 Ed. Vol. 7, Page 696.) It is scary to hear the hyper descriptions, reports of emotional titillation, and the actual term “messiah” being assigned to Barack Obama.
Muammar al-Qaddafi, president of Libya -- one of the nations to join Russia and Iran in marching on Israel -- recently endorsed Obama. Here are his words, “There are elections in America now. Along came a black citizen of Kenyan origins, a Muslim, who studied in an Islamic school in Indonesia. His name is Obama,” said Qaddaf
Of Ravens And Writing DesksOf Ravens and Writing Desks
There are no mysteries anymore
No mysteries for me to explore
Nothing for me
When I turn to see
What hides behind the very next door
I’ve answered every riddle
With my writing desk in the middle
And of the Raven
I respond, never craven
To yield ne’ermore to the enigmatic riddle
How sad it must sometimes seem
To think perhaps I’ll ne’er again dream
But to wax uncertain
The mysteries of the curtain
What Morpheus hides behind his silver screen
What else though can I say
Then perhaps on some far distant day
The Raven will visit
And once again I’ll sit
And write again the Dreams that come my way
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Oh Well...Oh Well...
Gazing through the windows of my youth
Hoping to catch a glimpse of some half-forgotten truths
Looking to the past
Searching for something to last
Something to carry me through ‘til tomorrow
I reach back into my mind
Wondering what it is I’ll find
Digging up my dreams
Wondering what they mean
Hoping that I’ll have something to show
Something to tell
I look back into my dreams
Searching for forgotten themes
Trying to find
What was on my mind
Hunting for just the smallest trace
But the mirror becomes clouded
And my thoughts from me are shrouded
Unable to see
Just who it is in me
Hiding behind the mask of my face
Oh well...
You Wanna PlayNow has come the day that I take the lead and I make you follow.
Toast to champagne cause I came for greed and not for tomorrow.
If it feels good then it feels good and I do it all day.
You want me to play
You best bring your brain
You best bring your money.
Yay!
Make me a superstar. Yay!
No matter who you are.
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The Mad-song Of King Ludwig IiThe Mad-Song of King Ludwig II
(a "mad-song" is related to a limerick only with a non-rhymed first line)
Quiet little boy with your music box toy
on a hill where a watch tower stood.
What do you see?
The future maybe?
A white swan amidst the wood?
You assumed the throne at a tender age
and to your ministers you left the affairs
of an ancient state
to build a palace great
abandoning all of your worldly cares
Amid your court of unseen ghosts,
sipping from your enchanted chalice,
you had a dream,
a grand noble scheme,
to build a fairy-tale kingdom palace
Along grand corridors rich and dark
your entourage with you nightly strode.
oh what a scene
to servants unseen
as you walked your magical fantasy road.
Your dinners were the envy of Kings
with each and every royal course
such regal guests
only the best
from Charlemange to your favorite horse
In a hidden grotto on a shell shaped boat
you sailed down this mortal stream
how must your life
in this
Again In My DreamsAgain in my Dreams
Memories true, unclouded and free
Is how I nightly dream of thee
For pure as honey, sweet and light
The remembrance of your love
Keeps me through the night
Golden dreams of you my dear
Next to my heart I keep them near
Locked in a place safe from the harms
Cruel Fate deals unforgivingly until
Again I hold you in my arms
Every breath with which you drew
Reconfirmed what I always knew
Something lives yet inside your heart
Soon again to be awakened in your breast
That which will refuse to keep us apart
You are my honey, my one true treasure
The depth of my love to great to measure
I shall always strive to win back your hand
To meet you again on a field of green
Professing my love next to you I stand
To always fight true the good fight
To strive forth eternally with all my might
Love, the greatest of all virtues
Like St. George against the Wyrm
I shall battle all to be again with you
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Calling All Fubar Beauties....I've been around this page site long enough but I wanted to do a little something fun around here. So this message is for all of the ladies here...I'd like to rip at least one photo from those on my friends, family or fans list for this special album. Just send me a message or a shout to let me know you want in.
Thanks 4 the time and take care of yourselves.
Thanksgiving BlessingFor Any And All That wish it ..............
Thank you, Earth,
For your abundant bounty.
I gratefully receive your gifts and blessings.
For the air I breathe,
I thank the plants and trees.
The air, the fire,
The water, and the earth.
Thank you for sustaining my life
And nourishing me.
For the blessings of loved ones, who help me along life's path.
I am thankful.
My life is full to overflowing
with gifts of ancestors.
Courageous souls who
survived,
And made my life possible.
Thank you great spirits of the cosmos,
for the lessons I sometimes try to avoid,
But which I need.
And for the joys and pains which open my spirit and expand my heart.
I am grateful for health, abundance, and challenges, each unique.
Thank you all who have touched my life's journey.
Each new day is a gift,
To which I pledge the best of myself.
For the blessings of life's great circle continue in me.
From the cave to the stars,
I have always been and will al
This Is Tragic! Plz Read!All right, Fu. Let's face reality for a minute. For a few minutes, let's forget about rating, points, or any other petty shit you may be preoccupying yourself with. PLEASE... STICKY THIS BULLETIN... REPOST IT ALL OVER THE PLACE!!! THIS NEEDS TO BE SEEN AND HEARD!!!
I will warn you: these videos will make you cry. They will make you angry. But we NEED to cry. We NEED to get angry. And it goes further than what we, as common American citizens are being told. There has been a cure for AIDS found in Berlin, Germany. It has been medically proven to be an effective cure, yet doctors and scientists are saying it’s “not practical.” How is a cure for the most prevalent, most deadly disease in the world not practical??? This link is from the N.Y. Times. It was released on November 13th, and it’s astounding. It makes me sick to know that this can be prevented, treated, and cured, and nothing is being done about it.
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Twista!Do You have what it takes to come and listen to the Twisty Slide? Or are you too chicken?!
Lovei get no love, i feel rejected by tons of people, and no guys actually find me attractive, been called a dude. maybe i am what people think of me as...a fat ugly loser with no life
Rodeo ClownsRodeo Clowns - Jack Johnson
Rodeo Clowns -- Jack Johnson
sweeping the floors, open up the doors
yeah turn on the lights, gettin ready for tonight
nobody's romantic cuz it's too early for dancin
but here comes the music
bright lights flashing to cover up your lack of so
many people, so many problems, so many reasons
to buy another round, drink it down
just another night on the town
with the big man, money man, better than the other man
he got the plan with the million dollar give a damn
when nobody understands, become a smaller man
the bright lights keep flashing, and the women keep on dancing
with the clowns, yeah yeah yeah
they pick me up when i'm down yeah yeah
the rodeo clowns, yeah yeah yeah
they pick me up when i'm down
the disco ball spinning, all the music and the women
and the shots of tequila, man they say that they need ya,
what they really need...is just a little room to breathe
teeny bopping disco queen, she barely understands
her dreams of
Hi Mom And Dad!Today I had a chance to sit down for a nice meal with some of my golf buddies. We met along with about 100 other people at Quinets Restaurant to celebrate our friend Mark’s graduation from college. Quinets hosts such events in a room with photos of local sporting events and athletes spanning almost a century. As we sat down one of my friends asked, “Is that Lou in that photo?” Sure enough, it was one of our golf buddies in his Marshall University basketball uniform. Beside it was another in his high school uniform, the same school where I graduated and played. I asked if they had all heard the story of Lou’s game against the great Oscar Robinson. Some had not, and so I told it, trying to tell it exactly like Lou has told us a few times.
This is a true story, and if you know Lou or any Shortliner, it’s certainly believable, if not heartwarming and hilarious.
Lou Mott might be the greatest basketball player to come out off my high school. He later became one of the greatest ever t
Hyper, Nature N Naked!These 3 People are very dear to me and need help leveling so could you stop by their pages and fan/add/rate them!!!
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Kp 2!OH LOOK A KITTY!!! Come Join the Voluptuous Broad in the Wolf Pack She's tearing up the Airways!
I Can Not WaitInside my head, Inside my heart
I reach ahead, no longer apart
In my life, you, there forever too
Loveing me so. no longer blue
Sparks will fly lights will shine
I now have you.You are mine
Forever to hold Forever to love
My heart is lifted well above
I cannot wait... Wait for this day
My soul lingures.. to come and play
With yours and yours alone :-)
In my eyes.. its been shown
I dream I see..I see you with me
I must..I must wait for us.. to be
My love is yours.. forever you see
I can not wait for us..To be
© Angel
Kp!OH LOOK A KITTY!!! Come Join the Voluptuous Broad in the Wolf Pack She's tearing up the Airways!
Blondie!Blondie's Doing what with who?! come on in to find out!
Christians??For the last 2 years, my youngest son has asked me why his Aunt Jenny (my sister) doesn't like me. Without wanting to get into it too much, I just said that Aunt Jenny wasn't a very nice or forgiving person. Today he gave me an answer...Aunt Jenny doesn't like me because I don't go to church. I was SO mad!! My ex husband was NEVER interested in religion when we were together and in fact told me that anyone who went to church was a hypocrite. But since cheating on me, lying to my family, myself and my friends, destroying our family and then marrying the whore he cheated with, he is going to church. And not just a normal church, one of these giant God Cults that boast 10 services over 2 days and tens of thousands of members. My brother in law goes to this church and he has my sister brainwashed. Apparently now they are trying to brainwash my children as well. I don't know whose idea it was for them to go to church. (at first my brother in law was very upset with my ex husband f
Group's That The Fat Sonny Reposts ForSo i had a few groups on here ask me to repost their stuff most of you know i stay far away from the fu group crap till now
If you ask the question oh sonny can you repost this be ready for the comeback question from me of Got Mona?
without Ms Mona in your group sorry folk's no repost
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I make 1 other exception for the sinful kittie's so save your time i am sorry
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Tired And WeakI really do not know what is going on but all day I have felt drained .
All day long I have felt as if I was coming down sick , I am tired and sluggish, which isn't like me in the least . The only reasonable answer would be I am getting sick just before the holiday.
But the way my luck goes I still have to work sick or not . At least its going to be quiet and slow the way I love it .
Before You Christmas Shop......BE CAREFUL When BUYING GIFT CARDS this holiday.
It would be better to give cash or a present. Here's why. Stores across America are being scheduled to close after the Christmas season due to economic difficulties and bankruptcy. If the store closes, the gift cards would be no good. Here are some of the announced closings. Of course these companies would love you to give them money for a gift card that would be no
good later on. Perhaps some home made jam or a $5 bill would be safer, since once a store declares bankruptcy they don't have to honor their gift cards. Better yet, give the gift of food storage.
STORE CLOSINGS AND LAYOFFS: By the end of Dec. 2008 as announced
Circuit City Filed Bankruptcy, they promised to keep all stores open for the
holiday season, but afterwards, they plan on closing 155 stores nationwide.
Ann Taylor closing 117 stores nationwide.
A company spokeswoman said the company hasn't revealed which stores will be
shut down. It will let the stores th
Miss YouWhen things get rough, I look for you.
When life is a big mess, I look for you.
And when im looking theres nothing.
Because your no longer here.
You were taken from us far to soon,
Its just not fair that life is made this way.
I always though, hmm will she see me meet that right guy, or see me with my 1st child.
I always thought you would be there.
I never thought that u wouldnt.
I guess to me it was so much easier to be dumb to reality then to believe it.
Now im needin you for all ur advice, and theres nothing.
I sit outside and I think if I talk to the stars, just maybe you can here me.
And just maybe you could show me alittle sign.
I miss you so much, I love you.
Omg She Did Not!!The Chicken Dance - Dance Party Favorites
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Begs for forgiveness NOW!! Is it stuck in your head? Did you find yourself doing the chicken movements? If so good, my job for the day is done! Have a good Sunday!
A Different Point Of View...How Thanksgiving Became the National Day of Mourning for the Wampanoag Native Americans
When I was young, it was O.K. for people to celebrate the myth of Thanksgiving as it had been told to us for hundreds of years. The Pilgrims landed on Plymouth rock and were met by some very friendly “Indians”.
These Indians quickly became friends with the Pilgrims. In a way of celebrating both the Pilgrim/Indian friendship and the wonderful harvest that the Pilgrims and the Indians worked together to cultivate… Thanksgiving was born.
Now as time goes on and the country becomes more and more politically correct we can see that the story behind Thanksgiving was based mostly on mythology and it has gone through great changes. This is, in part, due to the Wampanog tribe of Native Americans but more specifically a man named Frank B. James, the one time leader of the Wampanog tribe.
How did the Wampanog tribe of Native Americans turn Thanksgiving into the National Day of Mourning?
The Comm
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NumbI couldn't believe it I felt so numb when she asked me the ultimate question how are you and the cowboy doing? She was having problems in her own relationship with my cousin and was asking me for advice. Of all ppl she was asking me like I have such a great record with men. I looked at her and realized that the cowboy and I had been over for a little over 4 months now. As for the rest of the guys I had kicked them to the curb.
So I sat there and told her look whatever happens happens for a reason. I found myself qouteing every comment I had recieved or sent to my friends as advice.I told her also that no matter what to keep in touch with me that we were friends after all she had been with my cousin a little more then 5 yrs hell we were family.
As I looked down at my cigerette I then told her look the cowboy came back from where ever he was and said he didn't want a relationship with me. The last guy turned out to be married and as for my ex well you know that story you were her
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When I Left Levi ( My Ex - Was With Him For 26 Months). We Had A Soap Opera Life.My convo with my ex, this is when we broke up. I left him. This was on 11.17.08 ( he took it a lot better then I thought he would. He always said that he was my soul mate and couldn’t live with out me. Wonder if that was a lie )
Me : It does thanks. My bday was so good that there is no words to describe it, thats how good it was. And i'm doing so much better since you and i are not together. No offense to you, its just the drama is gone, i'm taking care ok ky better and i'm so much happier. So up being only friends and nothing more is perfect. You do realize that you and i will never be together again under any circumstance right? And if you cant deal i'm sorry. Just walk away now and have a good life.
Him : wells thats good I plan on moving out of state as soon as most of my bills are paid off. in a couple of years. so i'll probly not be in touch when I leave.
Me : I dont want you to keep in touch then or now. I'm moving on with my life. You should to.
Him : ok have a
Just Me Rantingalone again Going deeper in my thoughts never seen this side of myself, no i don't pity myself, or feel low i just make sure that i am all there my brain says one thing and my body does another, I have felt the rain on my face and it feels like tears flowing from my eyes so warm and comforting at times. i will not wish it to go away i will only hope it stays to wash my body of the sins i think i might have committed i feel i need to be purified and taken under someones wings to be told how to do it all over again. I miss not knowing how to make myself whole. I want to be heard, touched, controlled, and loved. Is that to much to ask? I cry alot not for the hope someone will pity me but to cleanse my soul. Please don't look down on me just offer a hand and a heart along with a leash and a collar.
My LifeTWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,
HE LIVED ALL ALONE,
IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF
PLASTER AND STONE.
I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
AND TO SEE JUST WHO
IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.
I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,
A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,
NOT EVEN A TREE.
NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES
OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.
WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,
AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,
A SOBER THOUGHT
CAME THROUGH MY MIND.
FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,
IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,
ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.
THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,
SILENT, ALONE,
CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR
IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.
THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,
THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,
NOT HOW I PICTURED
A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.
WAS THIS THE HERO
OF WHOM I'D JUST READ?
CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,
THE FLOOR FOR A BED?
I REALIZED THE FAMILIES
THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,
OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS
WHO WERE WIL
Shut Up And Read For A Change!It seems to be a common illness online that guys (and some ladies) are simply not able to read.
So here it is loud and clear to read:
1) My age is in my profile!
2) I am NOT you Baby!
3) I will NOT fuck you!
4) I will not go on cam for you
5) And I do NOT want to see pictures of your piece!
Got it? Then continue with your worthless life somewhere else, if I hurt your ego. I am NOT a cheap fuck and I can have good sex or BDSM whenever I want to!
Yes, I am known to speak my mind and to step on toes, if I have a reason for it. You guys just gave me one!
If you are fine with the rules, I will gladly speak with you and be happy to be your friend on here!
Scalde/ Sue
TruthAll truth passes through three stages.
First, it is ridiculed.
Second, it is violently opposed.
Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.
Arthur Schopenhauer (1788-1860)
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MartiniMartini
Tinkle on the glass
Hour glass shape
But no time
To waste
Three olives
Bombay sapphire
Whisper of vermouth
Shake of the shaker
Wriggle of the hips
Ice cold
Yet warmth
A simple drink
Elegance
Cheers
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Frayed Knot And Big PapiSometimes people reaffirm to you that not all are too busy for you and notice when you are down.
Frayed Knot...She noticed I was down. She listened to me, gave me an ear.
Papi...thank you so very much for listening as well.
You guys are so kind.
Today!!Just to let you all know…everything is ok….but for the next day or so I will not be on here as much as normal….just in now and again, so if you want to reach me and have my yahoo I will be there…if not then leave a message and will return as soon as I can.
Hugs to you all
Fuk You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im so sick and tired of the games u play.....u dont know how to seperate fiction from reality...u block me everytime a guys buys me something on here or i comment on a mumm..are u fukin serious. how can i be inlove with someone who treats me so bad...i try so hard to get ur attention and u wanna play games and give these pathetic fake whores ur attention rather than to whom u claim that matters. im not your option and will only be priority in someones life..its what i deserve and give....so fuk ur games ...wen u grow up you will see the big picture, and wen u can deal with the fact that u have or had something that is not only appealing to you...then maybe it'll wrk....so BLOCK THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!
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New Christmas Poem-dont Forget Them>
> TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,
> HE LIVED ALL ALONE,
> IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF
> PLASTER AND STONE.
>
> I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
> WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
> AND TO SEE JUST WHO
> IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.
>
> I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,
> A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
> NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,
> NOT EVEN A TREE.
>
> NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
> JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
> ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES
> OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.
>
> WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,
> AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,
> A SOBER THOUGHT
> CAME THROUGH MY MIND.
>
> FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,
> IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
> I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,
> ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.
>
> THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,
> SILENT, ALONE,
> CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR
> IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.
>
> THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,
> THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,
> NOT HOW I PICTURED
> A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.
>
> WAS THIS THE HERO
> OF WHOM I'D JUST READ?
> CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,
> THE FLOOR FOR A BED?
>
> I REALIZED
Help Me :psoooo i am in an auction i never in them so u soooo need to help me out go rate me :p go go go :P and bid one me :P
ReliefRealization
I have found peace...It dawned on me this morning that I no longer have to fight my exhub1...the death of him and his lover this past year has ultimately set me free...For years I had issues with them and it made for an extremely nasty relationship...One that degraded to the point of little to no communication...but an on-going fight, never-the-less...
And this morning it dawned on me the war is over...whew..no more feeling guilty for the ways they were driving me to be cruel to them...no more worrying that my kids would have to deal with exactly what they ended up dealing with -- the long-term affects of their father's alcoholism...No more of the never ending BULLSHIT that came along with having to share my kids with someone I felt never made the effort to appreciate them...
I cannot tell you all how freeing this is...It was like I was Atlas and the globe finally rolled off my shoulders or stayed at the top of the mountain...whichever...Eitherway the weight has lif
17 Future Religious Nutjobs & CountingHas anyone seen the TLC show "17 Kids & Counting?" Honest to God, I've never wanted to cause harm on people so badly.
Number 1, stop breeding. Show a little self control.
Number 2, stop being so fucking lame. Having everyone's name start with J isn't cute. It's fucking obnoxious.
And you make your kids wear "modest swimsuits" and have them dress the same? Really?!?
Number 3, if you really, honestly think that dinosaurs existed a few thousand years ago and the Earth is only 6,000 years old and the only way you can back it up is by saying proven science is just "not true," you should have every single right as a human being taken away. Even retarded kids look at you like you're idiots.
Number 4, you should really think about sending your kids to foster homes rather than raise them in your sick fucking image of the world. You practice your religion like it's a parody. If Jesus Christ himself could look into the future 2,000 or so years ago, I'm pretty sure he'd say, "Ar
"overthrow The Government" Reviewed In Wildy's World!Review: Steve Lieberman - Overthrow The Government
Steve Lieberman – Overthrow The Government
2008, Steve Lieberman
Steve Lieberman is an artist who lives with Bi-Polar Disorder, an obsessive adoration for Jethro Tull and a very unusual view of the world. Lieberman’s brand of psychedelic rock is the emotive and logical overrun from a square peg trying to interface with the round holes of society. Steve Lieberman has been very prolific, producing 2-3 albums a year since 2002. We’re not sure how many albums Lieberman’s made, and we don’t know if Leiberman himself is sure, but there are at least a dozen for sale on his website. Lieberman’s latest (purportedly his 15th), Overthrow The Government, rocks out with its tzitzis out.
One of the most wonderful (and frightening) things about any Steve Lieberman recording is that there are absolutely no filters whatsoever. Lieberman pours whatever he thinks into his songs without care. His songs are at times hysterically funny, blatant
You All Are The Best!!!!I don"t really know how to start this. But here goes. First off I would like to give a sincere heartfelt Thanks to all who have helped me along the way from the time I joined Fubar. I never thought I would make it to Oracle today. When I started my Auto 11's I needed 6.4 mil to make it. But with the love of of many ,, many wonderful whom I cant name because there were to many. But you all know who you are and so do I. I made Oracle. Now I can relax and help many others reach their goals on here. If there is ever anything I can do to help any of you please let me know. Again much love and many thanks to all.
Joe
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Trying To Godmother!!!!Irreplaceable - Beyoncé
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW DOGGIE LOL!!!!!!!!!
Two Gorgeous females trying to level up to Godmother!!!
Go on ahead and give them a hand. I know for a fact that they always return the favor!!!
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"the Sound"“The Sound”
I am now 30 and my name is Bob
And in my youth I held many a job
I worked in garages, I toiled in a Mall
But those were not the strangest of all.
No, the oddest job I ever had
Was when 14, a precocious lad
I worked one summer up on the hill
In the old cemetery called “Whiperwill.”
There I helped the Master dig the pits
But the most disturbing thing of it
Was that late one night with no soul around
I was treated to that awful sound
Now I’m not talking of wind in the trees
Something so simple would not bother me
Nor would the crowing of Ravens, a common refrain
Nothing so normal would torture my brain
Believe it or not, there are sounds far worse
Things that you hear that haunt like a curse
Like the sound that I heard one night all alone
When the man that I worked for had headed on home
I was filling a hole with a casket inside
Some unfortunate soul who had recently died
It almost was complete, right up to the stone
When I first heard the s
Just Something.This reality,
a weight upon my chest
Crushing. Blinding.
Tearing the breath from my lungs.
Ah, to live in dreams
and breathe the cool fresh air;
see your face before me,
dark angel of my soul.
For My Dear FriendsI wish I could take you my dear friends
Into the world that I see
To show you how having you in my life
Improves this simple soul called me
Your loving hearts and gentle smiles
Surround me with sweet tenderness
Giving me the strength I need to carry on
Even when my life is a total mess
Hard times affect us all
I know this to be true
But my world is so much better
Because of friends like you
When life's burdens become too heavy
And push me to the ground
You are there to pick me back up
And turn my spirits around
I have such a wonderful, sweet life
Full of love and wonderful friends
I am thankful for each one of you
And will be until the end
- Me
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What Do I Have To Do For A Vipwhat does a girl gotta do for a VIP...What do i have to send out nude pic's just to get a bit of love??? well that's never going to happen so i guess i'm stuck with out one or untill someone other then perve's add me as a friend and deside out of the kindness of there hearts to help a friend out and untill i get my debet card fixed i can't buy myself on*sigh*
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To Be OwnedTo crawl on the floor for a great Master is not a bad thing its shows that you know how to be a good slave! To have some onw say that Y/you are theirs is a honor. I have made a lifestyle choice that I tend to keep in my life forever. To crawl on the floor for a great Master is not a bad thing its shows that you know how to be a good slave! To have some one say that Y/you are theirs is a honor. I have made a lifestyle choice that I tend to keep in my life forever. I am a smart and geniune sub, with a open mind and a great heart, I love to give my all and make my Master happy! I am just a regular person who does not heal well my heart has been hurt alot, but i believe that makes me a better person. i believe that I can be a great sub to a great Master with giving my all to Him!
Bad ConversationistIt seems like people nowadays are getting very difficult to deal with (now im not talking about anyone in particular......okay maybe i am, but chances are this is not about you). Even talk to for that matter. Now i say this because when i talk to some people via text message, or instant messenger, or email they only give you one word answers.....and by that i mean answers like ya, na, lol (or any variations of), nm u, o i c, nice, or things like that. Basically close ended answers to which you cannot reply to without changing the subject. See it wouldn't be so frustrating if they didn't want to talk that second now that is understandable, but what's worse is they get mad when you don't reply back or stop you talking to them!!!!!
If the one word answers are not frustrating enough, what you talk to people about is just as bad. Now no im not saying the only thing that people should talk to me about is sex or nudity or whatever, im not saying that at all. Im saying that there ar
I Love Fubari am first time here i like pepoel from fubar my comefrom holland i living in amsterdam hmmmmmm
Fire!So while standing in the parking lot at the hotel I live in, waiting for my ride to work, the fire alarm's go off!! Then the sprinklers start..... at the stairway near my room!! At that moment my ride to work pulls in!!! Well I wasn't about to leave until I knew what was going on!! So the fire truck finally shows up. They firemen run up the stairs, rips open parts of the ceiling on the walk way.... and nothing!! No fire???? So either there never was or the sprinkler system did some good!! But either way I wait nervously until they tell me I can come back up and since Im writing this... My stuff is fine THANK THE LORD!!! *sigh* I can't wait to move into an apartment! Everything I own is squeezed into this hotel room!! If god forbid the sprinklers ever go off in my room I will loose everything! Well, thats all for now I still have to go to work..... dayum lol!!
~Mel
Tierd Of Weman's GamesYou know its realy bad to hear all the conplaning and everythang about being single ! But yet when a man shows some intrest in thim thay run like oh no a nuther game !
I am not a game player at all !!! I am man that is looking for a lady thats wants a ltr ! ! ! ! !
One that knows what it is to have response ablitys and is able to understand thay need to be met.
Yes i am a single dad and yes it is full time !!!
Why should every woman i meet on here see single dad run
My ex has no part in are life nore do she want a part in are life that why she left! ! ! ! !
Step up give it a chance be a woman and a lady !!! FOR GOD'S SAKE STOP THE CRAP AND GIVE IT A SHOOT
sorry for the spelling its never ben my strong spot
PoetryToo many words left unspoken.
Too many feeling left bottled up.
Hurt so many time it seems numb inside.
my heart can't take much more, yet here i am.
once again putting my heart on my sleeve.
for all the world to see.
still no one to share my dreams.
No smiling face greets me when i walk in the door.
no one to tell my deepest secrets.
A dream, a fantasy, of my prince is all i cling too.
Soon I can't distinguish between dream or reality.
The dream engulfs me till one day I accidentally bump into
my real life prince.
My First BlockerI just knowingly got blocked for the first time. It was a pretty awesome experience. He adds me as a friend, with a blank add I might add. He starts out pleasant enough. I go to read his page and it clearly states he doesn't want to talk to women who are:
a) not single
b) smoke
There were lots more letters but those pertained to me. So I politely tell him you should know I'm married and I smoke. The response I got? "You look like a smoker I should've known, you're blocked".
Now I'm not sure if I'm the only one that sees issues with his logic, but if you have that many requirements before even speaking to a girl on the INTERNET then why send blank adds to random women? Some people will forever mystify me.
Help Me! Make Fubucks Too!Hello everyone. I'm in a comment bombing contest to win an auto 11's bling. At first the contest started off fun we were just bombing away until 25K but in the last 2 days my competitor has decided to cheat and use a comment bombing program to get way ahead of us.
So I am asking for your help now. I am offering 10K per 100 comments!
To me I could care less now whether I got the auto 11's bling I just want to win because their cheating is making me mad.
Here is the link. Contest ends tonight at 11:59 est! Rating the pic counts as 1 comment.
300k In Fubucks Come And Get ItAUTO'S ARE ON GET 300K IN FUBUCKS JUST FOR RATTING!!!
HI FUBAR, ITS ME MIZZ SHADY
A DEAR DEAR FRIEND BOUGHT ME THIS AUTO 11 THAT I AM RUNNING NOW. IT'S THE VERY LAST ONE I HAVE GUYS AND THERES NO TELLING WHEN ILL BE GETTING ANOTHER OR IF AT ANY TIME SOON...
SO IF YOU SHOUT ME AND TELL ME YOUR GOING FOR THE 300K IN FUBUCKS I'LL LET YOU IN. YOU JUST HAVE TO RATE EVERY PICTURE IN ONE ALBUM AND COMMENT WHERE IT SAYS COMMENT AND THE 300K IN FUBUCKS IS YOUR. THIS IS ONLY DURING HAPPY HOUR TIME AND WHILE I'M RUNING AUTO 11'S. IT GETS REALLY CRAZY EVERY TIME I DO THIS SO DON'T GIVE UP JUST KEEP SHOUTING ME TILL I SEE YOU...
SO PLZ MAKE IT A POINT TO COME ON OUT TO MY PAGE IF YOUR ON. HOSTING A LOT OF CRAZY RATE FOR FUBUCK SPECIALS GOING ON DURING THAT TIME. IF I OWE YOU FUBUCKS JUST KEEP HITING MY SHOUT TILL I SEE YOU. AS SOON AS I KNOW YOUR THERE AND THAT I OWE I'LL PAY UP.
Leaving Fubari know this is short notice but im leaving fubar ty for all the love and support i have recieved in the past year mades some great friends if u feel the need to get my email send me a private message and wll try to get back to u but dont plan on comming back much if at all so i wil lcheck the next couple of days for email requests after that im not making any promises to those that have it already please dont share it if somone wants it they can message me in a private massage and i wll take care of u lreaving with mixed feelings but like i said i wont be on much if at all ty again sincerely colton loven kisses to my peeps
New Auction.. Come Own MeYepp yepp, I'm at it again.
It's been awhile, but I figured I'd give someone a chance to call me their own!!
Come see what I'm offering, and make me an offer I can't refuse!!!
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Current Tattoo's1st. Pentacle Upper Right Arm/Shoulder
2nd. Hatchet Man Over Pentacle Lower Left Arm
3rd. Dragon on right arm
Tattoo Wish List Dragon Done
2. Personal Symbol
3. KmK Crown - Back side of lower L. Arm
4. Redo/Addon to Pentacle/Hatchet man (Double Lines, Fillin Spots, Add MMFWCL4L * WC4L * Blessed Be)
5. Ankh - Unknown
6. Eagle - Back between Shoulders
7. Power Words (Rune) - Lower R. back
8. The Seven Deadly Sins (Rune) - Lower L. Back
9. "The BullDog" - R. Top Breast
10. "Reverend BlackKlaw" L. Top Breast
11. BullDog Head w/ Crossed Flags (Confederate & Colorado) - R. Breast 12. Leprachon - L. Breast
13. Black & Red Butterfly - Unknown
14. "Dedicated to the Butterfly" - Unknown (Under the Butterfly)
15. Elemental Card Hand - Unknown (4 Aces w/ Joker Spades - Fire Diamonds - Earth Hearts - Water Clubs - Air Joker - Spirit)
16. POW/MIA Flag - Lower R. Leg
17. Stewie Head (Family Guy) In Picture Frame - Top Upper L. Leg
18. Bart Head (Simpsons) In Picture Frame - Lower Upper L. Leg
19. Bender Head (Futurama) In Picture Frame - Top Lower L. Leg
20. Rodger Head (American Dad) In Picture
Piercing Wish List1. 2nd Prince Albert
2. 9pc Jacobs Ladder
3. Right Nipple
4. One Ear
5. 2nd Tongue
6. Labre
7. Snake Bites
PleasurePleasure is wild and sweet. She likes purple flowers. She loves the sun and the wind and the night sky. She carries a silver bowl full of liquid moonlight. She has a cat named Midnight with stars on his paws.
Many people mistrust Pleasure, and even more misunderstand her. For a long time I could hardly stand to be in the same room with her. I went to sleep early to avoid her. I thought she was a gossip and a flirt and she drank too much. In school we learned that she was dangerous, and I was sure she would distract me from my work. I didn't realize she could nurture me.
As I have changed Pleasure has changed. I have learned to value her friendship.
CourageI'm gonna throw a few of these in here. They're little pieces of my favorite book. It's called the Book of Qualities by J. Ruth Gendler. Had this book for a long time and it's just one of those things I can pick up any time at all and see something totally differently than I did before.....
Courage
Courage has roots. She sleeps on a futon on the floor and lives close to the ground. Courage looks you straight in the eye. She is not impressed with powertrippers, and she knows first aid.
Courage is not afraid to weep, and she is not afraid to pray, even when she is not sure who she is praying to.
When Courage walks, it is clear she has made the journey from loneliness to solitude. The people who told me she is stern were not lying, they just forgot to mention that she is kind.
Please Vote For Me!!!!Please please PLEASE vote for me daily!! If I win featured model for January 09
Then I won’t have to beg you to do this again for another year!!!!!
Thank you sooooo much!!!!!!
Love,
Kandi
Girl Getting Driver's LiscenseThere was a young girl who lived up in the hills of Tennessee. She was about to turn sixteen, and couldn't wait to get her driver's liscense.
She had been subjected to much ribbing from her older brother, telling her that she was too dumb to get her liscense.
When the big day came around, she passed the test with flying colors.
She rushed home and asked her father if she could use the car that night so she and her friend could go in to town where all the cool kids were at.
The father said, "Sure honey, but you'll have to give me a blow-job first."
Wanting to go to town real bad, she agreed.
As she went down on her father, she suddenly jumped up an said "Dad your dick tastes like shit"
Oh yea, her father replied, "I forgot, your brother's got the car tonight."
New At ThisI got pics..I will put them on here soon....
Its Really Endlesspackage Self;
use strict;
use warnings;
require Exporter;
our @ISA = qw(Exporter);
our @EXPORT = qw(new);
our $VERSION = '1.0.01';
sub new {
my $this = shift;
my $class = ref($this) || $this;
my $self;
$self->{Version} = $VERSION;
return bless($self,$class);
};
__END__
"love" By Redford (ray) Mounce 11.18.08If I could take back the pain that I caused you that's something that I would gladly do.
If I could remove all the hurt that you hold within i'd promise you that you'd never hurt again.
If I could wipe the sadness from your eye I promise you that you'd smile and never cry.
If only I could reenter you're heart i'd mend together all that been torn apart.
Dark and cloudy day I promise you wouldn't see bright and sunny every day would be.
I promise to give you hope when all hope is gone along with all of me so you won't be alone.
Benefit of a doubt and half a chance is all we need I promise together we most definitly will succeed with a destination that has no end.
So can we please try again...
Hey ThereCHECK OUT MY STASH AND LEMME KNOW HOW U LIKE IT ... THUMB IT TOO WHILE U R THERE ..
THANKS !!
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Showin Somefu-lovHello My Fu-Bar friends and family,
I have upload some tags in my stash in the pics catagory for you that I made a time ago and since I have to be a certain level to upload them to fubar , I have done them this way so you wont miss out. It's just my way of saying a Big Thank you to you all for all the R/F/A AND helping me get to where I am . Thanks Guys you all Rawk in my book
Love you all
God Bless
SunnyDays
Please leave comment so I will know you got your tags. Thanks!
"aisle Eight"“Aisle Eight”
Who could imagine such a simple thing,
Would death and horror with it bring.
Something bought in just a grocery store,
Could leave behind a trail of gore…
I can still recall that fateful day,
When my wife sent me on my way.
To the grocery store to buy the beast,
Guests were coming over join our feast.
I found the very best roast I could,
And bought the veggies and other food.
But my mistake came in aisle eight,
When I bought the evil that sealed our fate.
In it’s packaged form it looked innocent enough,
Just some simple powdered stuff.
You’d just add some water and in no time,
The gravy was ready and then you’d dine.
It was made somewhere across the sea,
Out of chemicals, most unknown to me.
Strange ingredients, I could not pronounce their name,
But I went and bought it all the same.
My shopping done I headed back
The winter coat draped on my back
And plastic bags on both left and right
Filled with what we’d eat tonight.
My wife was
Please Help Me Win A Contest.If any of you can just spare a few seconds of your time, please rate these two photos for me. I have entered a rates only graphics contest that my friend Ms. B. is hosting. Thank you and have a great day.
Top 10 Things I Learned Today 11/2310. Dont take life so seriously
9. True friends give back what you give
8. When life hands you lemons instead of making Lemonade sometimes you have to grab the Tequilla and salt!
7. No matter how bad things get they can always get worse
6. People in glass houses will always be the first ones to need your help.
5. Its just hair! It'll grow back!
4. You dont need money to be happy, but you do need it to live.
3. Something bought from money earned is far more precious then something given.
2. Dont take life so seriously!!
1. If you want to be happy you can be, if you want to be sad you will be, if you want icecream GO BUY IT!!
Almost Time To Have My BabyWell I have 3 days left not including today. I am going in for my c-section on wednesday morning at 7am I cannot wait I'm so excited....thought i would let ya'll know
Two Special People... RevisedThey Say True Love Cant Be Found Online Well I Have News For You All Those Who Say It LIE!!!! These 2 amazing people found each other on this site and no matter what people say YOU can find love online these two prove it!!!
Mrs Violet Evil
Mr Big Evil
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*sigh*For those of you who know me, ya'll know I'm not really into mushy love movies, but last night I had a moment of envy. I was in bed watching tv, mad as hell from a series of events that probably shouldn't have happened. I was channel suring and came across a movie that I've always been fond of. Diary of a mad black woman. I realized after watching this moving, fuming and steaming that I was envious of the romance that I was watching.
After finishing the movie and having a few quiet moments of self reflection. I found myself thinking...damn, why can't I have that?
*Inhale....* Yep...I hate my life.
Why can't I have a love like that, someone who's genuine and kind. Oh freaking wake up...that crap doesn't exsits... I think.
The Wrong ViolinThe Wrong Violin
Nicolo Paganini (1782-1840), one of the greastest violinists of all time, was about to perform before a sold-out opera house. He walked out on to a huge ovation and felt that something was terribly wrong.
Suddenly he realized that he had someone else's violin in his hands. Horrifed, but knowing that he had no other choice he began. That day, he gave the performance of his life.
After the concert, Paganini reflected to a fellow musician, "Today, I learned the most important lesson of my career. Before today, I thought music was in the violin. Today, I learned that the music was in me."
You Dont Think The Auto Industry Will Affect You??? ReadMYTH: The demise of the American auto industry won't really affect the American way of life.
FACT: What happens to the U.S. auto industry matters on Main Street.
From plants to parks. From dealerships to driveways. From gas stations to grocery stores. What happens in the automotive industry affects each and every one of us. In fact, the collapse of the U.S.-based auto industry wouldn't just impact the nearly 355,000 Americans directly employed by the Big Three. One out of every 10 people in America is employed in a service that is related to the U.S. auto industry. If a plant closes, so does its suppliers, the local stores, the hot dog vendors, and the local restaurants.
The effect would be devastating in ways of which you never have thought:
Nearly 3 million jobs would be lost in the first year alone – with another 2.
5 million to follow over the next two years
Personal income in the United States would drop by more than $150.
7 billion in the first year
The co
99k To Godmother!She has TONS of pics and is only 99k to Godmother!!! This is one sweet amazing woman! Lets get this done! She appreciates and returns all love! If you didnt get a chance to get to her yesterday please hit her up today...she is so close!
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Im Just A Girl..............IM JUST A SIMPLE GIRL,LIVING IN A WORLD OF ....WELL WHAT IS THE WORLD REALLY COMING TO....LAUGHING AND MAKIN PPL LAUGH IS A DAILY MUST DO.IMMA DORK AND I LOVE TO BE SILLY. LIFE IS ABOUT TAKING THINGS ONE DAY AT A TIME AND LIVING IT LIKE IT WAS YOUR LAST DAY. I'VE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH IN LIFE AND I DONT LET IT CONSUME ME.IM SCARED OF SO MANY THINGS,BUT IM NOT EVER AFRAID TO LOVE.SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH BUT WHEN I LOOK BACK AT WHAT I'VE OVERCOME, I FEEL LIKE IVE DONE MY BEST,WITH NO REGRETS. LOOKING BACK ON THOSE MISTAKES THAT WE ALL MAKE SEEMED RIGHT AT THE TIME AND YOU MUST MOVE ON AND MAKE BETTER.LIFE IS ALL ABOUT TESTS.....NEVER REGRET SOMETHING THAT ONCE MADE U SMILE. I GET JUDGED ALOT BY PPL EVERYWHERE...SHES MATERIALISTIC..SHES A BITCH...SHE CARES ABOUT NOONE BUT HERSELF....SHES MEAN OR THE BEST ONE...SHE WOULDNT GIVE ME THE TIME OF DAY. TRUTH IS IM JUST A DOWN TO EARTH GIRL,WHO REALLY JUS WANTS TO HAVE HER KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR, WHO CAN RESCUE HER AND HER RES
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Start Of Turkey WeekWell its Sunday, need to get out recipes to see just what all I need to start baking and cooking for thursday.
Monday have Exam in Med-Surgical class then a Math test. So far doing good in both. At lease this time around I not under so much stress from home. Still stress but not letting it get to me like I did.
Hope fingers crossed everyone shows up. I would really like to see my older bro that for sure.
Well can think of anything else. Oh had a quiz last Thursday I know I Aced it but find out for sure Monday.
me
The Country Of TexasPlease note that Texas is the only state with a legal right to secede from the Union . (Reference the Texas-American Annexation Treaty of 1848.
)
We Texans love y'all, but we'll probably have to
Take action since B. Hussein Obama won the election. We'll miss you too.
Here is what can happen:
#1: Barack Hussein Obama becomes President of the United States , Texas immediately secedes from the Union .
#2: George W. Bush will become the President of the Republic of Texas .
So what does Texas have to do to survive as a Republic?
1. NASA is just south of Houston , Texas . We will control the space industry.
2. We refine over 85% of the gasoline in the United States.
3. Defense Industry--we have over 65% of it.
The term "Don't mess with Texas ," will take on a whole
New meaning.
4. Oil - we can supply all the oil that the Republic of Texas will need for the next 300 years. Yankee states? Sorry about that.
5. Natural Gas - again
Nov 24th!!!Ok guys and gals…….just wanted to say….Yes Monday is the very day 47 years ago I was born……
Sadly, this year, more than most is the one year I wish to forget that it is my birthday, it’s not often it happens and has been a very long time since I have felt this way, but this year will be the very first time in 11 years that the 2 most important and treasured ones in my life will not be here with me and because I have not seen them in over a month now……well it will not be a great day at all.
I am not looking for sympathy and this is why comments have been disabled on this blog…..just your understanding and nothing more.
BUT...I wish to remind you all that November 24th is also the day that one of the greatest singers was taken from this earth so very early.
God bless you Freddie Mercury
Thank you
Hugs and kisses to you all
Shades Of GreyTired of chasing rainbows
Tired of looking for a life in color
I'm crawling back to darkness
and living in shades of grey
Where black and white
merge as one
there is no here or there
It will not matter where
I belong
For no one will be there
to care
Someday I may choose to
Open my eyes again
to a world full of splendor
but for now I must contain myself
in this grey armour
Friends....JESSICA~Kaleolani~
November 20, 2008 10:44 PM et's see if you send it back. We all know or knew someone like this!!
One day, when I was a freshman in high school,
I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school.
His name was Kyle.
It looked like he was
carrying all of his books.
I thought to myself, 'Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday?
He must really be a nerd.'
I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.
As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him.
They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt.
His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him.
He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes
My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye.
As I ha
This Has Been A Long Time Comin!!THIS IS DJ BORN N' RAISED MY FU-OWNER AND HE IS ONE AWESOME DUDE! PLEASE GO BY HIS PAGE AND RATE, FAN, AND ADD HIM! HE IS TOO NICE FOR YOU TO MISS OUT ON KNOWING! HE HAS SOME REALLY COOL PICS TOO! IF YOU'RE INTERESTED, HE ALSO HAS SOME BLING UP FOR AUCTION RIGHT NOW. GO LUV UP ON HIM AND MAYBE WE CAN GODFATHER HIM TOO! THANKS!! PLEASE REPOST!
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E Happiness Gene -is It Inherited?"I have now reigned about 50 years in victory or peace, beloved by my subjects, dreaded by my enemies, and respected by my allies. Riches and honors, power and pleasure, have waited on my call, nor does any earthly blessing appear to have been wanting to my felicity. In this situation, I have diligently numbered the days of pure and genuine happiness which have fallen to my lot. They amount to fourteen."
Abd Er-Rahman III of Spain (960 C.E.)
The old cliche that you can't buy happiness may be true, but new findings show it looks like you can at least inherit it, according a team of British and Australian researchers.
A study of nearly 1,000 pairs of identical and non-identical twins found genes control half the personality traits that make people happy while factors such as relationships, health and careers are responsible for the rest of our well-being.
"We found that around half the differences in happiness were genetic," said Tim Bates, a researcher at the University of E
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OK EVERYONE I HAVE A DEAL FOR U .... U C THE BEAUTIFUL CHICK IT IS HER B DAY TODAY.. AND IM TRYIN TO GET HER A VIP AND A AUTIO 11 FOR HER I AM WILLING TO MAKE THE PERSON THAT GIVES HER A VIP 30 CUSTOM GRAPHICS LIKE THE ONE ABOVE... AND THE PERSON THAT GETS HER A AUTIO 11 I WILL MAKE THEM 20 GRAPHICS... AND TO THE 2 PPL THAT HELP I WILL PIMP THEM OUT FOR A MONTH
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Unrequited Love,,,,You watch him from a distance
You love to see him smile You wish one day he might be yours If only for awhile
You wish that you could tell him To have the strength to say " I love you and wish that you could feel the same way "
Your heart beats as he comes towards you Only to walk on by You try to tell your self you don't love him Try to believe your lie
You wish, you dream,you hope, you pray That you could be together
Maybe if you could make him see You two could last forever
Utterly Importanti never thought i would have to write something like this, but its become quite apparent that i do. why, you may ask. because people are insane. and for some, that's probably a great understatment. so, backtracking.. this all started many, many months ago, on another website. but soon traveled to others.
i have a journal on another website, which i won't name for privacy's sake. a girl from here, someone i do not actually know in real life. someone i've never talked to, even online, found my journal. for what reasons i don't know, but she found it none the less. she then started leaving me harrassing comments. which at first i tried to defend myself. but it did no good.
i gave up and started deleting them without giving her a response. for a while she gave up. but always came back with some other wild accusation against me. i got so fed up, that i put my journal on password protection for a few months. i figured by then she'd have forgotten about me and i could ta
Baby Its Cold OutsideBaby Its Cold Outside - Dean Martin & Doris Day
I really can't stay
(but baby it's cold outside)
I've got to go away
(but baby it's cold outside)
This evening has been
(been hoping that you'd drop in)
So very nice
(i'll hold your hands, they're just like ice)
My mother will start worry
(beautiful whats your hurry)
My father will be pacing the floor
(listen to the fireplace roar)
So really i'd better scurry
(beautiful please don't hurry)
but maybe just a half a drink more
(put some records on while i pour)
the neighbors might faint
(baby it's bad out there)
say what's in this drink
(no cabs to be had out there)
i wish i knew how
(your eyes are like starlight now)
to break this spell
(i'll take your hat, your hair looks swell)
i ought to say "no, no, no sir"
(mind if i move in closer)
at least i'm gonna say that i tried
(what's the sense in hurtin' my pride)
i really can't stay
(oh baby don't hold out)
both:baby it's cold out side
i simply must go
(
Fu Auctions!!!Fu auction's , Is there a need ?
People bought & sold,
Leashed & Chained,
I don't see the f*cking point.
Brought & sold,
You won't cage the f*cking Tiger,
He's cold & tired, Maybe,
Claws at the Platinum Bar's again.
They can't Galvanise or prrotect me,
I'm the f*cking Tiger,
Burning & Spitting, Fire & Ice,
On behalf off my Family, There Under my
protection!
The Cold Comfort,Tigers Burn Bright,
Under The Cold comfort,
Living on hopes & Dreams,
Numb & Shining.
Seeing pretty colours,
Thinking Codeine dreams,
Beer & Fags upon the mantle,
As I put myself through The Mangle,
The Big Cat isin't dead yet,
Just a little shaky, Tired,
Cold & Hurt, By things I've seen,
Hurry back my Sanity & My true Mind.
Blessed Be Unto the Animals,
Before another ends up under Big wheel's,
I miss you Garfield, Shadow, Odie, & Pauly,
Let the bird's fly on Feathery Wing!
Happiness Is A Gift We Give Ourselves.Happiness is not a place to travel to. It's a way of getting there.
--Anonymous--
Those of us who climb mountains find joy in reaching the top. However, the climb would not make much sense if there were not things to enjoy on the way up. If we groan and complain, it will be hard to feel joy at the summit. However, if we are able to enjoy each day's journey, it makes all the difference in the world. In the midst of each chore, we can notice the sunset or the unique and beautiful surroundings of each day.
Each of our days is different. Happiness is not a goal we are struggling to reach some time in the future. It is a gift we can give ourselves today. If we enjoy some parts of each day of our hike, we will also feel joy at the summit.
What form will my gift of happiness take today?
***meeting***Ok...the last meeting never happened..everyone was busy one day and others the next so I figured I am just going to call for a meeting tonight and see who shows...we will go from there...We have a few things to cover but mostly just get to know each other a little more and actually try to get this group rolling...Sorry things have been slow lately a lot has happened on the home front...soooo::::::::::::::
Tonight...Nov 23, 2008
The VIPER Pit
6:00pm central time
An invitation will be sent out to remind everyone about 30 to 15 minutes before the meeting starts...
Hope to see you all there!!!
Scarlet & Toad
Emotional ReckMy sister wont talk to me because my so called uncle told her i stool money that he had sent her and she believes him.....SO YOU ALL KNOW i didnt steel it and i would never stel a thing from anyone!!! and even though she knows that she is going to believe the bastard! and to think i use to be close to him and now he is trying to turn family against a few of us and so far its working. he has my sister pissed off at me so she wont talk to me she has everyone in a different state pissed off at my parents and they didnt do anything! the reason the fight even started is because he put a bill in my name because i was stupid and believed that he would pay it off....well he was putting the min. payments on it wich he said he would not do well my mom found out what he had done and she got pissed and held her anger in for a lil while and then one day and then confronted him about it well they had exchanged words and it pissed him off that she knew what he had done and he denied it all and she to
Changes - 3 Doors DownThis Song His how I am:
I'm not suposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am
I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel)
I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs
There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb
I try to hold this Under control
They can't help me 'Cause no one knows
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes
I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone
Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone
I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn
It feel like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world
I try to hold this Under control
They can't help me 'Cause no one knows
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through cha
Leveling Help 136MïÐNïghTBlüë GrëëTëR @ ~504 BØürbØn §TrëëT~@ fubar
19,000 something to level lol
Naughty Questions***Copied from a MYSPACE bully****
(1) Is there anyone on your top friends list you would have sex with?
No
(2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night
Anytime
(3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?
Thank god no
(4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Nope
(5) Shower or bath while having sex?
Shower yes, lol gonna have to be a huge tub for a bath
(6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Aggressive, they gotta be able to take initiative too
(7) Do you love someone in your friends list?
No
(8) Love or Money?
Depends on the situation or matter
(9) Credit cards or cash?
Debit card
(10) fav. sexually positions?
Whatever works
(11) Camping or a 5 star hotel
5 Star Hotel
(12) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
Huh?
(13) Would you shave your entire body (including your head)
No
(14) Have you ever been to a strip club?
Yes
(15) Ever been to a club?
Duh!!
Indian Boy In UsaIt was the first day of a school in USA and a new Indian student named
Chandrasekhar Subramanian entered the fourth grade.
The teacher said, "Let's begin by reviewing some American History.
Who said "Give me Liberty, or give me Death"?
She saw a sea of blank faces, except for Chandrasekhar, who had his
hand up:
"Patrick Henry, 1775" he said.
"Very good!"
Who said "Government of the People, by the People, for the People,
shall not perish from the Earth?"
Again, no response except from Chandrasekhar.
"Abraham Lincoln, 1863" said Chandrasekhar.
The teacher snapped at the class, "Class, you should be ashamed.
Chandrasekhar, who is new to our country, knows more about its
history than you do."
She heard a loud whisper: "Fuck the Indians,"
"Who said that?" she demanded. Chandrasekhar put his hand up.
"General Custer, 1862."
At that point, a student in the back said, "I'm gonna puke."
The tea
Leveling Help 135-Kê®®¥- §ñèªkÿßû††- greeter @ diablos den & sweetwaters x@ fubar
4,669 to level
Another Path In My Lifeas i walk down the road and looks behind me and sees what life ha been and what life has 2 offer i see the happiness that life has to offer me ive gone from a very unhappy life to a life of love ,caring and gentleness a man who really loves me and doesnt try to change me accepts me for me and doesnt try to change that . I am the luckest woman in the world to have found this man Irocz i love you so much and thank you for coming into my life
Say GoodbyeSeeing the future living in the past I never understood what made you last
The dying embers that I see behind your eyes makes me think of all your lies
A holding hand is what makes you calm but you let go the hand that holds
You seek the dreams of the weak the blood you feel is what makes you peak
The midnight screams that wake your sleep is what you feel makes you so deep
A holding stare is what you fear while yet a casual glance is your trance
A trusting friend never again you fucked it all up
I say goodbye it's all been a lie
Broken dreams and stealing wings for you that's all it brings
Say goodbye don't give it the chance to die hold it back say goodbye.
She Thanks Master.............But be prepared, this is going to hurt!"
That was the thought that ran through her mind on that humid afternoon. It was that thought that caused her anxiety and the butterflies in her stomach. Those were the words Master had said to her about the punishment she was going to receive. She swore to herself that she was going to be his "good little girl" and take whatever punishment he thought she deserved. But never in her wildest dreams did she expect what he had in store for her.
"You're late!"
"Traffic."
As she cast her gaze upon the floor that was the only response she could utter, but she knew it wasn't a good enough excuse. He led her to the back door, the afternoon punishments were going to take place in the woods behind his house. She was beside herself with excitement, after all this would be a first for her. The walk through the woods was unusually quiet. He did not speak so therefore she remained silent. As her thoughts wondered her body began to tremble with antic
1 Question1 question. 1 chance. 1 honest answer. Thats all you get!
You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX)
Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is.
No catch BUT I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you
DarwinI'm looking at mydeathspace.com, and it just boggles my mind how many total pieces of shit die every day. There are some individuals that seemingly have 5 brain cells, and I feel bad for saying this, but its just Darwin theory in practice. Weed off the "weak" ones before they spread their seed. (Unfortunately most already did)
Opportunity Knocks All The TimeSunday, November 23, 2008
OPPORTUNITY KNOCKS ALL THE TIME
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
The race is not to the swift or the battle to the strong,
for time and chance happen to everyone.
Take a second look at what appears to be someone's "good luck."
You'll find not luck but preparation,
planning and success-producing thinking.
Opportunity is around you all the time,
but you have to be ready for it.
When your chance comes, you must have
the equipment to take advantage of it.
When you're prepared for opportunity,
your chance for success is sure to come.
The season of failure is the best time
for sowing the seeds of success.
The tide of opportunity comes to everyone.
Even to you.
Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com
Watch this video => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm
Meet Our Amazing New Owner AnnaHey Everyone....
We had the pleasure of being "bought" by the same wonderful woman in our recent auction!!
So please meet our amazing new "Owner".........
ANNA
Anna~Shadow leveler~The Pegasus Project -council ~ Teddy Bear Beer Hunter is my owner
This is a Great woman!! She does so much for so many friends on here!! If you don't already have her on your friends list, you should go F/A/R her now!!
If your lucky enough to already be a friend, Go show her lotsa love!!! She deserves it!!
Oh and she ALWAYS has Auto 11's running too!!!
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Our Amazing New Owner AnnaHey Everyone....
We had the pleasure of being "bought" by the same wonderful woman in our recent auction!!
So please meet our amazing new "Owner".........
ANNA
Anna~Shadow leveler~The Pegasus Project -council ~ Teddy Bear Beer Hunter is my owner
This is a Great woman!! She does so much for so many friends on here!! If you don't already have her on your friends list, you should go F/A/R her now!!
If your lucky enough to already be a friend, Go show her lotsa love!!! She deserves it!!
Oh and she ALWAYS has Auto 11's running too!!!
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HolidaysHappy Thanksgiving early to all.Nothing much to write here..too tired from working all the freak'n time.Gotta do what you gotta do.Working two jobs but considering the economy I'm lucky and thankful to have work.Peace!
MovingGot new orders and looks like the powers to be are sending me to Portland in June so hope its a good tour :P
FriendsSome of my friends decided to drop in at 4a.m.
I'm not sure if they came by wanting to keep me company since I missed a party I really wanted to attend, or if it was bragging.
luv u
Tara
YayOkay, I was feeling curious so I weighed myself again...worried that I was gonna gain back those pounds but nope....still lost them and didn't gain...YAY!!!!!
I did something stupid though....I guess I wasn't fully awake yet so I accidentally filled my contacts with my cleaning crap again...this stuff isn't suppose to be touched after six hours so when I put them in my eyes, they fuckin' burned like hell!!!! I remember my eye doctor telling me to be careful or my eyes will turn red like the bottle...yeah it did.....sniffles
Owy....it still stings a bit but not as much. Damn, I gotta be more alert on what I do.....
Sweet..just one more day of work!! YAY!!! I forgot I have a doctors appointment tomorrorow...rats, thought I could sleep in....oh well...I can take a nap..... Now I'm off to work.
FreakyA thing in my room
The more I think about, the more real it seems. 3 years ago, I was asleep in my bedroom (I was alone in my apartment). Suddenly, I woke up and saw neon blue light to the left of me, and a dark figure that looked like Darth Vader, or Death (I couldn't see the face)walking around my bed in my direction. I can still feel the fear I felt. There was this blue glow in the spot and he started walking around the foot of the bed towards my side. When he got closer, the light got even brighter around him. I remember not moving, and laying still. All of a sudden, he reached out his bony hand and touched my forehead with his really long, ET-like finger. It electrified me-I felt a bit of electricity go through my arm. Then it was over. I came to my senses, and was completely shocked. I turned on all appliances and lights, and called my hubby. Who said that it was a dream, and that I should go back to bed. Riiight. I walked to my mom's, and stayed there for a night. I neve
MemoriesOnce upon a time there were 2 lovers. Hand in hand they walked through the chilly drizzle with warmed hearts and contented souls. They were surrounded by people, yet alone were they. HE saw what was so familiar to HIS eyes, but so new to hers. HE saw tears and wonder in those perfect new eyes, and he reveled in his role of tour guide, protector, and lover.
Happily ever after is an understatement
Gotta Be SomebodyGotta Be Somebody- Nickelback
This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.
Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn it this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my breath
Could this be the end?
Is
Auto 11 Blinghi to all
I will activate auto 11 bling today 11/23 at 9:00 am futime, ty to all who will come help me, i am trying to be the first french prophet on fubar.
sum random blings will be given !!!
i wish yu all a blessed day
hugzzzz !!!!
My 4th And Definately Final Tag!!!!ok here goes ............... AGAIN
Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog.
1. I NOW HAVE 2 DOGS AS WELL AS 2 CATS
2. I HAVE AN EVIL TWIN WHO TAKES OVER WHEN I HAVE ONE TOO MANY DRINKS :P
3. I LOVE BEING RANDOM
4. IT STILL AMAZES ME THAT PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW SHOUT ME WITH SOME CHEESY LINE AND EXPECT ME TO GIVE THEM MY MSN OR YAHOO
5. I FIND I'M HAPPIEST WHEN EVERYONE I KNOW IS HAPPY, IRRESPECTIVE OF WHAT I MAY BE GOING THROUGH
6. I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO PROTECT MY FRIENDS
7. I AM CURRENTLY WEARING AN ANKLE BRACE AS I FELL OVER WHILST WALKING MY DOGS - LUCKILY IT WAS DARK SO NO ONE SAW - OUCH IT HURT BUT OMG IT WAS FUNNY
8. I WANT TO LIVE IN SEATTLE
9. I ALWAYS HAVE TO HAVE A WEE AS
Goose BumpsSounds that echo in the night
Reminds her of the silence
Filtered through her blinded sight
And heightened in defense
Goose bumps risen, hair on end
Shivers up and down her spine
Senses on alert ascend
Adrenaline rush of fear sublime
Flinching in anticipation
Of the pain which she so craves
Welts rise slowly, one by one
Her body, heart and soul enslaved
PeeveI have to admit it, I HATE being called "darlin", or "sugar", or sweetie". I guess its my cold Russian nature, but all that sweetness makes me wanna vomit. Just...
Mass Deletionive had a mass deletion t day and hav deleted over 100 friends as these peeps don know me or evan talk to me so ive raped my friends list lol . If ive made a mistake and deleted sum 1 i shouldnt hav ,emme no . Im a reral person lookin for real peeps as friends :) cheers yall
Reasons.....Well I have been a lot of thinking of late, and I realize that some questions in my life need answered. I have been asked why I am still single and such, well it’s quite simple really, and I don’t want to be in a relationship! And I have my reasons; my heart has been so broken that it may never heal. I got so fucked over by my last love that I don’t want to be with anybody. But that is just one reason. I am bipolar, and most people can’t handle someone like that, they just don’t understand or have the patients that it takes to deal with someone like that. I have been rejected because of it, and made to feel as if I am not good enough. Me being sick is not my fault! Its not like I choose to be like this, I really didn’t and if I could I would change it, but I can’t, so I deal with it. Also I don’t want to be in a relationship because I just don’t think I can love anyone ever again. I gave so much of my self to my last one that I just don’t think there is nothing left. I don’t believe in
What Sins Will I Remember?What sins will I remember?
What sins will I remember
When I too am old?
Will I remember the days of freedom
When, with open heart and uncarved mind,
I scoured my reality to find
The sensual core of my mortal soul?
3-19-99
Obsidian EyesObsidian Eyes
A Rondelet
So heavenly,
Like the diamonds that grace the sky.
So heavenly,
In their obsidian beauty,
That I could scarce suppress a sigh
And my heart was wont to fly.
So heavenly…
8-9-00
When I Am In HeavenWhen I am in Heaven
When I am in Heaven,
I am in complete control.
Hasan promised Paradise;
Did he imagine this?
Did he see houri dancing?
Long legged Nymphs and rich intoxicants?
When I am in Heaven,
I am in complete control.
1-22-99
When You Say Good-byeWhen You Say Good-bye
When do you say good-bye
To those you’ve held most dear?
How do you end a relationship
When it’s become unclear?
When do you say good-bye
When old friendships die?
And when you say good-bye,
Are you allowed a tear?
Will there ever be a time
When the fences can be mended?
When forgiveness can be found
With those you had befriended?
Will there be a time,
Maybe one last time,
Just a tiny, brief moment
Before all has ended?
Or perhaps it might be best
To let the friendship die.
Let it wither and fade away
And accept the silence as good-bye.
Perhaps this is best;
To forget all the rest
And learn to set your sights
Upon a distant day.
12-30-98
Walk, Pretty GirlWalk, Pretty Girl
Walk, pretty girl
Across that stage.
Walk, pretty girl
And feel my rage.
Let my heart
With hard-on pull;
Let my flesh
Fill you full.
Feel the fury
Of my kiss.
Feel and mount
My waiting bliss.
12-12-98
The MirrorThe Mirror
I held up a mirror
To my indecision.
I couldn’t decide
If I liked what I saw.
I knew it was something,
Or perhaps it was nothing.
Regardless,
I’d decided I wanted it all.
But nothing came forth,
Nothing coherent.
Nothing –
No light or inspired image.
Where could it be hiding?
Where could it be hidden?
Where could it, or could it be
Perhaps not at all?
Elusive emotions,
Transcendent devotions;
Perhaps I was just
Inside of a dream.
But I couldn’t be sure,
So I stared at the mirror.
Was there something there
That wasn’t before?
Time enough for questions -
I awaited the answers.
Didn’t anything
Deign to be real?
I could not tell,
So I dared touch the mirror…
Nothing but coldness
To suggest it was there.
Who was I fooling?
Some image of conscious
Regarded me coldly
From beyond the glass wall.
A reflection of Ego,
It dared me to thinking
That maybe I am
Just a reflection of all.
1-00
JunkSo now that Travis Barker (the idiot that got fried in a plane crash) is suing the plane company for disfigurement, I have this total desire to know:
did his weiner get totally charred?
Weird, I know.
WomanWoman:
Of all her gifts,
All her many faces,
Such wonderful variety
Is hers.
6-6-00
This NightThis night
Heaven shall dream
In a butterfly mind;
Her wings spread wide and heart alive
With dance.
6-20-99
The RageThe rage
That others show
When they lose their control;
I cannot bring myself to feel
Anger.
6-25-99
So TenseSo tense,
Like unformed words
Just waiting to break free;
To spring forth in glorious thoughts
Profound.
1-30-99
PlacidPlacid
Not a ripple
Disturbs these still waters
Upon which I cast my Psyche
Adrift.
4-9-00
NoticeNotice
The things ‘round you.
Take note of what they are
And what it is that they are not,
Or else…
7-14-00
My MuseEach night
I feed my muse
So that, each night, my muse
Brings me dreams far beyond my ken;
Rich dreams…
1-30-99
My GazeMy gaze –
Serious eyes –
Behind these windows wide,
I see things you will never know.
Intense.
2-1-99
SongMy eyes are open wide
And by the way, I made it
Through the day
I watched the world outside
By the way, I'm leaving out
Today
Well, I just saw hailey's
Comet shooting
Said why you always running
In place?
Even the man in the
Moon disappears
Somewhere in the
Stratosphere
[Chorus]
Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance
Please don't cry
One tear for me
I'm not afraid of
What I have to say
This is my one and
Only voice
So listen close, it's
Only for today
Well, I just saw hailey's
Comet shooting
Said why you always running
In place?
Even the man in the
Moon disappears
Somewhere in the
Stratosphere
[Chorus]
Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second cha
To SeekTo seek
Lethean peace
Within the sleeping soul;
To lose oneself in lucid dreams -
The goal.
5-21-99
In A WorldIn a
World far removed
From that one which we know
So well, just whom do you think you
Would be?
7-17-00
Reasons For Change In This Country."Am I the only guy in this country who's fed up with what's happening?
Where the hell is our outrage? We should be screaming bloody murder.
We've got a gang of clueless bozos steering our ship of state right
over a cliff, we've got corporate gangsters stealing us blind, and we
can't even clean up after a hurricane much less build a hybrid car.
But instead of getting mad, everyone sits around and nods their heads
when the politicians say, "Stay the course"
Stay the course? You've got to be kidding.
This is America , not the
damned "Titanic".
I'll give you a sound bite: "Throw all the bums out!"
You might think I'm getting senile, that I've gone off my rocker, and
maybe I have. But someone has to speak up.
I hardly recognize this
country anymore.
The most famous business leaders are not the innovators but the guys in
handcuffs.
While we're fiddling in Iraq , the Middle East is burning
and nobody seems to know what to do.
And the press is waving 'pom
I FailI fail
To understand
The full nature of Man;
Why have we become what we have
Become?
6-22-00
FurtherFurther -
To see further -
I need to see further -
If only I could see further,
I would.
11-28-01
CautionCaution –
Do not proceed
Or even dare to reach
Beyond the limits of your will
Lest sure.
6-6-00
ArlingtonPlow stalks;
She holds in peace
The Confederate dream
Over the remains of the Dead
Long gone.
6-19-99
The Short, Tragic Ballad Of Phelonius PhearThe Short, Tragic Ballad of Phelonius Phear
Phelonius Phear drank a bottle of beer,
Then made love to his trusty ol’ steer
All while thinkin’ “Gee, I’m a feeling kinda queer”,
But he kept on a-pushin’ ‘til the end was near.
Such is the story of Phelonius Phear.
Phelonius Phear thought the End was near
So he butcher’d his fat, trusty ol’ steer.
So just imagine the size of the tear
He shed when e’er he was feelin’ queer.
But such was the story of Phelonius Phear.
4-24-00
The Man I AmThe Man I Am
Jealousy does not own me.
I am my own arbiter of emotion.
I dare not let such dread thoughts,
Such a dread emotion as jealousy,
Enter my heart and warp the man I am.
4-9-99
Waxen DreamsWaxen Dreams
Waxen dreams –
Melt them;
Feel them rundown your spine,
Tingling
Trails of treasured truths
In fluid majesty –
Gentle agony.
1-22-99
UnhingedUnhinged
Unhinge
A fluid release in a mighty yawn
Unhinged
A mind
A gaping gasp
Unhinged
Like jaws
From hunger’s fast
Unhinged
Furl forward
These fangs to feast
Unhinged
The mind
At last released
8-15-01
The Neighborhood Bar & GrillThe Neighborhood Bar and Grill
It’s quiet
The entire place consumed in hush
No central core or theme stands out
Conversation dominates the din
No band
No jukebox
No fucking karaoke
Just a radio
In the background
Playing softly
A game is on the big screen
Sports highlights
No one’s watching
A few couples eat
Stragglers play pool
And the bar is locked in determined silence
What great steam are these people venting?
What grand celebration is this?
“Tight lipped losers and lustful fuck salesmen”
There is no great Bacchanal here tonight.
Here tonight
The dead play host to
Quiet courtships
And a bottle of beer
3-20-99
Love For My Friends~If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there
The MercenaryThe Mercenary
Patient at the edge of the stage,
She slips smoothly into glide.
This dancer with the mercenary heart
Parades a passion play for pay.
Death stalks her serpentine, sinuous curves.
12-21-98
The Golden MomentThe Golden Moment
Welcome
The Golden Moment
Arrived at last
Ah, to hold…
But not another
Oh no!
For then,
Oh, for then I am sure
Of the blithering idiot
I shall become
Instead
I hold
Here I hold the Golden Moment
Blessed bliss
4-99
Of Love And LossSo the prince would like to tell me a poem of love?
whilst bent on knee with ring in hand?
You will never age for me, nor fade,
nor die.
VIOLA
Nor you for me.
WILL
Good bye, my love, a thousand times
good bye.
VIOLA
Write me well.
WILL (VO)
whose soul is greater than the ocean …
and her spirit stronger than the sea's
embrace … not for her watery end, but
a new life beginning on a stranger
shore
The Crazy YearThe Crazy Year
Refuge –
The crazy year begins.
Madness –
Apocalyptic wailers cry.
Energy –
Ignites the souls of dreamers.
Patiently –
This world slowly spins.
1-2-99
The CostThe Cost
What better than to sell fantasy?
Everyone needs a dream unobtainable.
For Men, slaves to a primal urge;
For dreams of silken flesh,
None count the cost.
The Bride Of Mortal DeathThe Bride of Mortal Death
This girl is dead.
You can see it in her eyes.
You can see it in her body,
In her tribal scars.
But she is dying a Queen;
You can see it in her eyes.
She knows full well her future.
She knows full well her doom
And lives in glorious bloom.
She lives in passionate splendor
But she is dying a Queen.
You can see it in her eyes
For she lives each moment as if forever;
She lives each moment as if the end,
As if the end were here.
I bet ya she’s a stellar fuck.
12-6-98
Shipwreck..My story starts at sea...a perilous voyage to an unknown land. A shipwreck. The wild waters roar and heave. The brave vessel is dashed all to pieces, and all the helpless souls within her ...drowned. All save one: a lady...whose soul is greater than the ocean and her spirit stronger than the sea's embrace. Not for her a watery end, but a new life beginning on a stranger shore. It will be a love story for she will be my heroine for all time. And her name will be..
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Sweet EcstasySweet Ecstasy
Oh – sweet ecstasy!
Once upon a time –
I see –
A kingdom,
Vast, radiant.
A satyr free roams unbidden,
Unhampered, unchained…
His soul
Unstained.
12-12-98
TomorrowTomorrow
(July 10, 2005)
by: Me
I stand in awe,
as I stare into the sun
hoping it might burn all my fears
This will never come to be...
A storm begins to conjure
as I am terrified as hell
hoping it might wash all my fears
This will never come to be...
Back where I started
I have been here a few times
My only real hope...
Is hoping that tomorrow will be a little better...
I often cry myself to sleep
my silent tear
no one ever hears
I wish I had nothing to fear
as I continue to weep...
There is no need to tell
you do not really care
you may pretend to,
but it is all just a fairy tale
but my tears are so real, it is not fair ...
This I can not take.
Please, just make, make it stop.
All of my smiles are fake.
Please, my heart can not take, make it stop.
Back where I started
I have been here a few times
My only real hope...
Is hoping that tomorrow will be a little better...
I wish I had nothing
NeverNever
Never! Never! Never! Never!
Never shall I die!
Not in this earthly soil
Ever shall I lie.
But free! Free! Free!
When my soul has left this coil;
After my flesh and blood
Have fed the soil.
Fed the worms
That twist and squirm
Through hollow’d bones –
My soul will burn
And soar to lands
I’ve never known
To reap the dreams
My soul had sown.
12-12-98
RosaRosa
She smelled like apricots;
Ripe - fresh…
Her eyes, obsidian disks
Floating in milk
Almond pools,
Framed in auburn silk…
Apricots,
Fresh and ripe…
May IMay I
May I,
This world so real,
Deny?
May I
Through this fantasy
Fly?
May I
‘neath soft kisses
sigh?
Or must I,
To reach Heaven,
Die?
Love & HeartsWhere doth thine lady's heart lie?
not within any sea, nor within any land,
to which could not contain it,
nor could the stars in the sky span it.
A love that never began and never ended,
but always has been,
only to be discovered, embraced and lived,
as two hearts knowing no other, and no other knowing them.
To thee I shall never say goodbye,
not to the one I have always loved,
my lady, my love,
of whom I will cherish forever.
With all my heart,
Heralding BellsHeralding Bells
To what dawn does this night lead?
To what dream will I awake?
When morning comes (heralding bells!),
Will I find myself still asleep?
I wonder what will become of you?
3-9-00
Haunted RemainsHaunted Remains
One needs to seek that final end;
Tie up those last loose strings.
Otherwise, unfulfilled, a devil haunts,
Seeking to twist, distort and destroy
The haunted remains of cold friendship.
FloatFloat
Float –
Soft rhythms
In graceful and tender flesh.
A breeze –
A gentle kiss
Of light and air
Brushes…
A butterfly swoops past.
I dream…
FleetFleet
Fleet,
These dreams…
Fleet,
Like moths in flame.
They burn bright and fast.
Glorious –
Furious –
These dreams are fleet.
ExiledExiled
In Elba
the exiled sat,
A fool cast from his throne.
Such is the story
we repeat today
But this fool accepts his throne.
CoyoteCoyote
Coyote –
The mind’s eye –
Image: lust
Wholesome pride
In the feasts of its kills.
Hunger –
The primitive beast unchained
Tears at the meat again and again;
Gaping jaws, blood red stained.
Feral hunter,
Serenade the moon -
My midnight ghost.
2-18-99
Calcified SaintCalcified Saint
A Poem
Crucified,
Calcified Saint,
What tears would you weep –
Your legacy complete?
Like cordwood,
They’ve stacked the bodies;
The fishes fattened -
Cinders –
Your name in blood.
In hopes of false salvation,
Weak hearts,
Weak minds –
Mad shepherds leading
Brainless sheep
To slaughter.
Is this your legacy,
Calcified Saint?
Is this why
Millions mislead,
Millions dead?
Your tears are blood red,
Crucified by Fate.
1-14-99
AprilAPRIL
Acrostic Verse
A wondrous vision, a fantasy,
Perfection presented herself to me;
Radiant, beautiful and all a-glow.
I dream, I dream, and in this dream I see
Liquid chestnuts o’er a Cupid’s bow.
(yes, she was beautiful...)
BlindnessBlindness
Let blindness gather darkness -
Let blindness be your light -
In darkened halls
Or Psyche’s street,
Let the mind be opened
To all but light.
A sight seen in darkness bright
To show your soul a path aright.
To a sweet, unknowing
Welcome bliss;
Calm and serene,
A serpent’s kiss.
Oh, let us meet!
Let us meet!
Boors And Beasts (1 Of 4)Boors and Beasts
1 of 4
Boors and Beasts
Animals of all colors and sizes
Gathered together in a tribal hall
Hunters, preyers
Seekers of oblivion
A rich host of animal intent
Satyrs before and ancient altar
Timeless ritual
Unarmed warriors
Teeth dulled, claws pulled
Sit in mockery of ancient traditions
Gathered yet still together
Burning flames give way
To dancing lights
Tribal drums in Dolby hi-fi
Beat the mantra
Amid silent stares
Elegant Nymphs serve sweet intoxicants
To dull the thunder of bloodless days
Furthermore,
Angels of mercy
Each a dream impossibly dreamt
Soothes the soul of collected angst
The day is at it’s end
Where have gathered all the men?
3-13-99
Boors And Beasts (2 Of 4)Boors and Beasts
2 of 4
The Boors and Beasts sit quiet tonight
Not much moves in this haunted room
Haunted?
Oh yes –
This place is haunted
All men bring with them
The remains of their day
We leave them shed when we’re here
Like snake skins on a cavern floor
They haunt us
These remains of the day
We know they wait beyond the door
Waiting for us to leave
To gather the night around us
And make slowly for the door
We are haunted here
By what waits without
We’re haunted here
Don’t ever doubt
That what we fear
The reason we’re here
To shed for an hour
A minute at most
The life outside
Lifeless ghost
Out there it waits
In here, it haunts
We know what our ghosts are
We’ve buried them ourselves
This place is haunted
But inside, we’re safe
And what do they bring
These elegant Nymphs?
What do they hold?
What do they own
That haunts them night and day?
What brings them here anyway?
Their ghosts
Too
Remain
Boors And Beasts (3 Of 4)Boors and Beasts
3 of 4
The Boors and Beasts are hungry
We are animals after all
Our hopes and dreams
The reason we are here
Is to satisfy that hunger
That need to feed
Our simple souls
Delicate morsels of supple flesh
A banquet for eyes and sense
We feast
Hungry beasts
In their heavenly scents
Oh, but to know
What they
The dreams
Here show
To feel they’re real
When they saunter near
We are fools
We Beasts, we Boors
To believe they dance for us
But what can we hope
This illusion
We pray its truth
That here we hold
Eternal youth
What fatal end
Do we depend on
When we’re here?
Is it enough to dream?
Is it enough to hope and pine?
Unsated hunger
We starve
4-20-99
Boors And Beasts (4 Of 4)Boors and Beasts
4 of 4
The boors and beasts have risen
They’ve come alive
They’ve come home
They join the night at a frantic pace,
Willing –
No –
Needing -
Needing to be set free
They have a purpose this night
They have a need to feed
Like gluttons before the trough
They are
Gluttons of shameless greed
They know they’re fools
They know the cost
But do they care?
Do they matter the price of perfect peace?
Of a perfect piece?
Cageless we roam
Like lions upon the heat
Predators with a purpose
A goal to seek
We are mad
Or at least half so
Hopeless hunters with sights set high
Set upon scenes and themes almost unseen
Set on things we can only dream
Sometimes though…
7-06-01
All You ZombiesAll You Zombies
A Poem
All you zombies,
Who are you?
Who are you
Who walk quiet halls?
Who are you
Absorbed in a teeming mass?
Tell me your name.
Tell me your game.
Do you think independent thoughts
Or do you follow blind?
A Call For Civil War In KosovoA Call For Civil War in Kosovo
Battles were fought long ago
On agreed upon battle sites.
Though not always the case,
Though many a city burned,
The preferred means of battle
Was a chosen battlefield.
At Manassas, for example,
The crowds came out to see the carnage
And Marathon was miles from Athens.
Street to street, house to house,
In many a bloody instance;
But preferred the open field
Where the Generals could see the distance.
In Kosovo, civil war stirs;
An inevitable event is coming.
True too the fact the weapons have changed
From lance to guided missile.
Now global fears of World War years
Temper a new perspective.
Why allow such dread destruction
As was seen in Dresden or London?
Did Tokyo city burn in vain?
Why another city destroyed
By button pushers from afar?
Why another ethnic group
Forced to wear a star?
Evacuate the populace!
Let’s make a battlefield!
For NATO has the upper hand
And the Serbs will use a shield.
They’ll hide within
Die For MeTwenty one years of my life to go
Have I lost myself to someone else?
Truth, lie, to live or die
Makes no difference if your never gonna try.
I know I'll die for you
Feed off my sorrow
[Criss whispers]: If you want me too
I know I'll die for you
Bleed for tomorrow
[Criss whispers]: If you want me too
Will you die for me?
But, will you die for me?
See me standing, so fucking cool
Wish you would be like me - a fool
Truth, lie, to live or die
Makes no difference your never gonna fuckin' try.
I know I'll die for you
Feed off my sorrow
[Criss whispers]: If you want me too
I know I'll die for you
Bleed for tomorrow
[Criss whispers]: If you want me too
I know I'll die for you
Feed off my sorrow
[Criss whispers]: If you want me too, If you want me too
I know I'll die for you
[Criss speaks]: Can you feel it, can you see it? If you want me too
Bleed for tomorrow
Will you die for me?
But, will you die for me?
[Criss sofly speaks]:
TormentTorment
A weight falls heavily upon me -
A steady pull inside my brain.
In one room I seek love and understanding -
In another I purge the guilt and pain.
My guilt never leaves.
The pain only deepens.
My life is a wild rotation from one room to the other,
Locked in a ceaseless circle of torment -
A game of chess I cannot win.
I stand up, throat on fire, head spinning, heart pounding;
Begging for an end, any end, to this hell.
I gaze into the mirror, wiping my mouth,
Wondering who I have become;
A drawn and pale face, dull, expressionless eyes.
I run my hands through my hair
Hoping it will quiet the screams in my head -
But it doesn't, and tomorrow the game will start again.
UncertaintyFeelings of confusion,
Depression,
Uncertainty.
Where do I belong?
Where do I go?
What do I do?
Pick up the phone.
No one to call.
What would I say?
Get in the car.
No where to go.
No one to see.
Deep inside
Is the urge to scream.
At what?
Trapped.
No escape.
Have the need,
The desire,
The want,
For release -
For freedom.
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